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- TALES OF ALL COUNTRIES.
-
- BY
- ANTHONY TROLLOPE,
- AUTHOR OF
- “THE WEST INDIES AND THE SPANISH MAIN,” “DOCTOR THORNE,”
- “ORLEY FARM,” ETC.
-
- LONDON:
- CHAPMAN AND HALL, 193, PICCADILLY.
- 1867.
-
- [_The right of Translation is reserved._]
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-
-CONTENTS.
-
-
- PAGE
-
-LA MÈRE BAUCHE 1
-
-THE O’CONORS OF CASTLE CONOR 30
-
-JOHN BULL ON THE GUADALQUIVIR 43
-
-MISS SARAH JACK, OF SPANISH TOWN, JAMAICA 70
-
-THE COURTSHIP OF SUSAN BELL 93
-
-RELICS OF GENERAL CHASSÉ 121
-
-AN UNPROTECTED FEMALE AT THE PYRAMIDS 140
-
-THE CHÂTEAU OF PRINCE POLIGNAC 107
-
-AARON TROW 188
-
-MRS. GENERAL TALBOYS 214
-
-THE PARSON’S DAUGHTER OF OXNEY COLNE 235
-
-GEORGE WALKER AT SUEZ 261
-
-THE MISTLETOE BOUGH 278
-
-RETURNING HOME 300
-
-A RIDE ACROSS PALESTINE 320
-
-THE HOUSE OF HEINE BROTHERS, IN MUNICH 354
-
-THE MAN WHO KEPT HIS MONEY IN A BOX 377
-
-
- _Republished from various Periodicals._
-
-
-
-
-TALES OF ALL COUNTRIES.
-
-
-
-
-LA MÈRE BAUCHE.
-
-
-The Pyreneean valley in which the baths of Vernet are situated is not
-much known to English, or indeed to any travellers. Tourists in search
-of good hotels and picturesque beauty combined, do not generally extend
-their journeys to the Eastern Pyrenees. They rarely get beyond Luchon;
-and in this they are right, as they thus end their peregrinations at the
-most lovely spot among these mountains, and are as a rule so deceived,
-imposed on, and bewildered by guides, innkeepers, and horse-owners, at
-this otherwise delightful place, as to become undesirous of further
-travel. Nor do invalids from distant parts frequent Vernet. People of
-fashion go to the Eaux Bonnes and to Luchon, and people who are really
-ill to Baréges and Cauterets. It is at these places that one meets
-crowds of Parisians, and the daughters and wives of rich merchants from
-Bordeaux, with an admixture, now by no means inconsiderable, of
-Englishmen and Englishwomen. But the Eastern Pyrenees are still
-unfrequented. And probably they will remain so; for though there are
-among them lovely valleys--and of all such the valley of Vernet is
-perhaps the most lovely--they cannot compete with the mountain scenery
-of other tourists-loved regions in Europe. At the Port de Venasquez and
-the Brèche de Roland in the Western Pyrenees, or rather, to speak more
-truly, at spots in the close vicinity of these famous mountain entrances
-from France into Spain, one can make comparisons with Switzerland,
-Northern Italy, the Tyrol, and Ireland, which will not be injurious to
-the scenes then under view. But among the eastern mountains this can
-rarely be done. The hills do not stand thickly together so as to group
-themselves; the passes from one valley to another, though not wanting in
-altitude, are not close pressed together with overhanging rocks, and are
-deficient in grandeur as well as loveliness. And then, as a natural
-consequence of all this, the hotels--are not quite as good as they
-should be.
-
-But there is one mountain among them which can claim to rank with the
-Píc du Midi or the Maledetta. No one can pooh-pooh the stern old
-Canigou, standing high and solitary, solemn and grand, between the two
-roads which run from Perpignan into Spain, the one by Prades and the
-other by Le Boulon. Under the Canigou, towards the west, lie the hot
-baths of Vernet, in a close secluded valley, which, as I have said
-before, is, as far as I know, the sweetest spot in these Eastern
-Pyrenees.
-
-The frequenters of these baths were a few years back gathered almost
-entirely from towns not very far distant, from Perpignan, Narbonne,
-Carcassonne, and Bézières, and the baths were not therefore famous,
-expensive, or luxurious; but those who believed in them believed with
-great faith; and it was certainly the fact that men and women who went
-thither worn with toil, sick with excesses, and nervous through
-over-care, came back fresh and strong, fit once more to attack the world
-with all its woes. Their character in latter days does not seem to have
-changed, though their circle of admirers may perhaps be somewhat
-extended.
-
-In those days, by far the most noted and illustrious person in the
-village of Vernet was La Mère Bauche. That there had once been a Père
-Bauche was known to the world, for there was a Fils Bauche who lived
-with his mother; but no one seemed to remember more of him than that he
-had once existed. At Vernet he had never been known. La Mère Bauche was
-a native of the village, but her married life had been passed away from
-it, and she had returned in her early widowhood to become proprietress
-and manager, or, as one may say, the heart and soul of the Hôtel Bauche
-at Vernet.
-
-This hotel was a large and somewhat rough establishment, intended for
-the accommodation of invalids who came to Vernet for their health. It
-was built immediately over one of the thermal springs, so that the water
-flowed from the bowels of the earth directly into the baths. There was
-accommodation for seventy people, and during the summer and autumn
-months the place was always full. Not a few also were to be found there
-during the winter and spring, for the charges of Madame Bauche were low,
-and the accommodation reasonably good.
-
-And in this respect, as indeed in all others, Madame Bauche had the
-reputation of being an honest woman. She had a certain price, from which
-no earthly consideration would induce her to depart; and there were
-certain returns for this price in the shape of déjeuners and dinners,
-baths and beds, which she never failed to give in accordance with the
-dictates of a strict conscience. These were traits in the character of
-an hotel-keeper which cannot be praised too highly, and which had met
-their due reward in the custom of the public. But nevertheless there
-were those who thought that there was occasionally ground for complaint
-in the conduct even of Madame Bauche.
-
-In the first place she was deficient in that pleasant smiling softness
-which should belong to any keeper of a house of public entertainment. In
-her general mode of life she was stern and silent with her guests,
-autocratic, authoritative, and sometimes contradictory in her house, and
-altogether irrational and unconciliatory when any change even for a day
-was proposed to her, or when any shadow of a complaint reached her ears.
-
-Indeed of complaint, as made against the establishment, she was
-altogether intolerant. To such she had but one answer. He or she who
-complained might leave the place at a moment’s notice if it so pleased
-them. There were always others ready to take their places. The power of
-making this answer came to her from the lowness of her prices; and it
-was a power which was very dear to her.
-
-The baths were taken at different hours according to medical advice, but
-the usual time was from five to seven in the morning. The déjeuner or
-early meal was at nine o’clock, the dinner was at four. After that, no
-eating or drinking was allowed in the Hôtel Bauche. There was a café in
-the village, at which ladies and gentlemen could get a cup of coffee or
-a glass of eau sucré; but no such accommodation was to be had in the
-establishment. Not by any possible bribery or persuasion could any meal
-be procured at any other than the authorised hours. A visitor who should
-enter the salle à manger more than ten minutes after the last bell would
-be looked at very sourly by Madame Bauche, who on all occasions sat at
-the top of her own table. Should any one appear as much as half an hour
-late, he would receive only his share of what had not been handed round.
-But after the last dish had been so handed, it was utterly useless for
-any one to enter the room at all.
-
-Her appearance at the period of our tale was perhaps not altogether in
-her favour. She was about sixty years of age and was very stout and
-short in the neck. She wore her own gray hair, which at dinner was
-always tidy enough; but during the whole day previous to that hour she
-might be seen with it escaping from under her cap in extreme disorder.
-Her eyebrows were large and bushy, but those alone would not have given
-to her face that look of indomitable sternness which it possessed. Her
-eyebrows were serious in their effect, but not so serious as the pair of
-green spectacles which she always wore under them. It was thought by
-those who had analysed the subject that the great secret of Madame
-Bauche’s power lay in her green spectacles.
-
-Her custom was to move about and through the whole establishment every
-day from breakfast till the period came for her to dress for dinner. She
-would visit every chamber and every bath, walk once or twice round the
-salle à manger, and very repeatedly round the kitchen; she would go into
-every hole and corner, and peer into everything through her green
-spectacles: and in these walks it was not always thought pleasant to
-meet her. Her custom was to move very slowly, with her hands generally
-clasped behind her back: she rarely spoke to the guests unless she was
-spoken to, and on such occasions she would not often diverge into
-general conversation. If any one had aught to say connected with the
-business of the establishment, she would listen, and then she would make
-her answers,--often not pleasant in the hearing.
-
-And thus she walked her path through the world, a stern, hard, solemn
-old woman, not without gusts of passionate explosion; but honest withal,
-and not without some inward benevolence and true tenderness of heart.
-Children she had had many, some seven or eight. One or two had died,
-others had been married; she had sons settled far away from home, and at
-the time of which we are now speaking but one was left in any way
-subject to maternal authority.
-
-Adolphe Bauche was the only one of her children of whom much was
-remembered by the present denizens and hangers-on of the hotel. He was
-the youngest of the number, and having been born only very shortly
-before the return of Madame Bauche to Vernet, had been altogether reared
-there. It was thought by the world of those parts, and rightly thought,
-that he was his mother’s darling--more so than had been any of his
-brothers and sisters,--the very apple of her eye and gem of her life. At
-this time he was about twenty-five years of age, and for the last two
-years had been absent from Vernet--for reasons which will shortly be
-made to appear. He had been sent to Paris to see something of the world,
-and learn to talk French instead of the patois of his valley; and having
-left Paris had come down south into Languedoc, and remained there
-picking up some agricultural lore which it was thought might prove
-useful in the valley farms of Vernet. He was now expected home again
-very speedily, much to his mother’s delight.
-
-That she was kind and gracious to her favourite child does not perhaps
-give much proof of her benevolence; but she had also been kind and
-gracious to the orphan child of a neighbour; nay, to the orphan child of
-a rival innkeeper. At Vernet there had been more than one water
-establishment, but the proprietor of the second had died some few years
-after Madame Bauche had settled herself at the place. His house had not
-thrived, and his only child, a little girl, was left altogether without
-provision.
-
-This little girl, Marie Clavert, La Mère Bauche had taken into her own
-house immediately after the father’s death, although she had most
-cordially hated that father. Marie was then an infant, and Madame Bauche
-had accepted the charge without much thought, perhaps, as to what might
-be the child’s ultimate destiny. But since then she had thoroughly done
-the duty of a mother by the little girl, who had become the pet of the
-whole establishment, the favourite plaything of Adolphe Bauche,--and at
-last of course his early sweetheart.
-
-And then and therefore there had come troubles at Vernet. Of course all
-the world of the valley had seen what was taking place and what was
-likely to take place, long before Madame Bauche knew anything about it.
-But at last it broke upon her senses that her son, Adolphe Bauche, the
-heir to all her virtues and all her riches, the first young man in that
-or any neighbouring valley, was absolutely contemplating the idea of
-marrying that poor little orphan, Marie Clavert!
-
-That any one should ever fall in love with Marie Clavert had never
-occurred to Madame Bauche. She had always regarded the child as a child,
-as the object of her charity, and as a little thing to be looked on as
-poor Marie by all the world. She, looking through her green spectacles,
-had never seen that Marie Clavert was a beautiful creature, full of
-ripening charms, such as young men love to look on. Marie was of
-infinite daily use to Madame Bauche in a hundred little things about the
-house, and the old lady thoroughly recognised and appreciated her
-ability. But for this very reason she had never taught herself to regard
-Marie otherwise than as a useful drudge. She was very fond of her
-protégée--so much so that she would listen to her in affairs about the
-house when she would listen to no one else;--but Marie’s prettiness and
-grace and sweetness as a girl had all been thrown away upon Maman
-Bauche, as Marie used to call her.
-
-But unluckily it had not been thrown away upon Adolphe. He had
-appreciated, as it was natural that he should do, all that had been so
-utterly indifferent to his mother; and consequently had fallen in love.
-Consequently also he had told his love; and consequently also Marie had
-returned his love.
-
-Adolphe had been hitherto contradicted but in few things, and thought
-that all difficulty would be prevented by his informing his mother that
-he wished to marry Marie Clavert. But Marie, with a woman’s instinct,
-had known better. She had trembled and almost crouched with fear when
-she confessed her love; and had absolutely hid herself from sight when
-Adolphe went forth, prepared to ask his mother’s consent to his
-marriage.
-
-The indignation and passionate wrath of Madame Bauche were past and gone
-two years before the date of this story, and I need not therefore much
-enlarge upon that subject. She was at first abusive and bitter, which
-was bad for Marie; and afterwards bitter and silent, which was worse. It
-was of course determined that poor Marie should be sent away to some
-asylum for orphans or penniless paupers--in short anywhere out of the
-way. What mattered her outlook into the world, her happiness, or indeed
-her very existence? The outlook and happiness of Adolphe Bauche,--was
-not that to be considered as everything at Vernet?
-
-But this terrible sharp aspect of affairs did not last very long. In the
-first place La Mère Bauche had under those green spectacles a heart that
-in truth was tender and affectionate, and after the first two days of
-anger she admitted that something must be done for Marie Clavert; and
-after the fourth day she acknowledged that the world of the hotel, her
-world, would not go as well without Marie Clavert as it would with her.
-And in the next place Madame Bauche had a friend whose advice in grave
-matters she would sometimes take. This friend had told her that it would
-be much better to send away Adolphe, since it was so necessary that
-there should be a sending away of some one; that he would be much
-benefited by passing some months of his life away from his native
-valley; and that an absence of a year or two would teach him to forget
-Marie, even if it did not teach Marie to forget him.
-
-And we must say a word or two about this friend. At Vernet he was
-usually called M. le Capitaine, though in fact he had never reached that
-rank. He had been in the army, and having been wounded in the leg while
-still a sous-lieutenant, had been pensioned, and had thus been
-interdicted from treading any further the thorny path that leads to
-glory. For the last fifteen years he had resided under the roof of
-Madame Bauche, at first as a casual visitor, going and coming, but now
-for many years as constant there as she was herself.
-
-He was so constantly called Le Capitaine that his real name was seldom
-heard. It may however as well be known to us that this was Theodore
-Campan. He was a tall, well-looking man; always dressed in black
-garments, of a coarse description certainly, but scrupulously clean and
-well brushed; of perhaps fifty years of age, and conspicuous for the
-rigid uprightness of his back--and for a black wooden leg.
-
-This wooden leg was perhaps the most remarkable trait in his character.
-It was always jet black, being painted, or polished, or japanned, as
-occasion might require, by the hands of the capitaine himself. It was
-longer than ordinary wooden legs, as indeed the capitaine was longer
-than ordinary men; but nevertheless it never seemed in any way to impede
-the rigid punctilious propriety of his movements. It was never in his
-way as wooden legs usually are in the way of their wearers. And then to
-render it more illustrious it had round its middle, round the calf of
-the leg we may so say, a band of bright brass which shone like burnished
-gold.
-
-It had been the capitaine’s custom, now for some years past, to retire
-every evening at about seven o’clock into the sanctum sanctorum of
-Madame Bauche’s habitation, the dark little private sitting-room in
-which she made out her bills and calculated her profits, and there
-regale himself in her presence--and indeed at her expense, for the items
-never appeared in the bill--with coffee and cognac. I have said that
-there was never eating or drinking at the establishment after the
-regular dinner-hours; but in so saying I spoke of the world at large.
-Nothing further was allowed in the way of trade; but in the way of
-friendship so much was now-a-days always allowed to the capitaine.
-
-It was at these moments that Madame Bauche discussed her private
-affairs, and asked for and received advice. For even Madame Bauche was
-mortal; nor could her green spectacles without other aid carry her
-through all the troubles of life. It was now five years since the world
-of Vernet discovered that La Mère Bauche was going to marry the
-capitaine; and for eighteen months the world of Vernet had been full of
-this matter: but any amount of patience is at last exhausted, and as no
-further steps in that direction were ever taken beyond the daily cup of
-coffee, that subject died away--very much unheeded by La Mère Bauche.
-
-But she, though she thought of no matrimony for herself, thought much of
-matrimony for other people; and over most of those cups of evening
-coffee and cognac a matrimonial project was discussed in these latter
-days. It has been seen that the capitaine pleaded in Marie’s favour when
-the fury of Madame Bauche’s indignation broke forth; and that ultimately
-Marie was kept at home, and Adolphe sent away by his advice.
-
-“But Adolphe cannot always stay away,” Madame Bauche had pleaded in her
-difficulty. The truth of this the capitaine had admitted; but Marie, he
-said, might be married to some one else before two years were over. And
-so the matter had commenced.
-
-But to whom should she be married? To this question the capitaine had
-answered in perfect innocence of heart, that La Mère Bauche would be
-much better able to make such a choice than himself. He did not know how
-Marie might stand with regard to money. If madame would give some little
-“dot,” the affair, the capitaine thought, would be more easily arranged.
-
-All these things took months to say, during which period Marie went on
-with her work in melancholy listlessness. One comfort she had. Adolphe,
-before he went, had promised to her, holding in his hand as he did so a
-little cross which she had given him, that no earthly consideration
-should sever them;--that sooner or later he would certainly be her
-husband. Marie felt that her limbs could not work nor her tongue speak
-were it not for this one drop of water in her cup.
-
-And then, deeply meditating, La Mère Bauche hit upon a plan, and herself
-communicated it to the capitaine over a second cup of coffee into which
-she poured a full teaspoonful more than the usual allowance of cognac.
-Why should not he, the capitaine himself, be the man to marry Marie
-Clavert?
-
-It was a very startling proposal, the idea of matrimony for himself
-never having as yet entered into the capitaine’s head at any period of
-his life; but La Mère Bauche did contrive to make it not altogether
-unacceptable. As to that matter of dowry she was prepared to be more
-than generous. She did love Marie well, and could find it in her heart
-to give her anything--anything except her son, her own Adolphe. What she
-proposed was this. Adolphe, himself, would never keep the baths. If the
-capitaine would take Marie for his wife, Marie, Madame Bauche declared,
-should be the mistress after her death; subject of course to certain
-settlements as to Adolphe’s pecuniary interests.
-
-The plan was discussed a thousand times, and at last so for brought to
-bear that Marie was made acquainted with it--having been called in to
-sit in presence with La Mère Bauche and her future proposed husband. The
-poor girl manifested no disgust to the stiff ungainly lover whom they
-assigned to her,--who through his whole frame was in appearance almost
-as wooden as his own leg. On the whole, indeed, Marie liked the
-capitaine, and felt that he was her friend; and in her country such
-marriages were not uncommon. The capitaine was perhaps a little beyond
-the age at which a man might usually be thought justified in demanding
-the services of a young girl as his nurse and wife, but then Marie of
-herself had so little to give--except her youth, and beauty, and
-goodness.
-
-But yet she could not absolutely consent; for was she not absolutely
-pledged to her own Adolphe? And therefore, when the great pecuniary
-advantages were, one by one, displayed before her, and when La Mère
-Bauche, as a last argument, informed her that as wife of the capitaine
-she would be regarded as second mistress in the establishment and not as
-a servant, she could only burst out into tears, and say that she did not
-know.
-
-“I will be very kind to you,” said the capitaine; “as kind as a man can
-be.”
-
-Marie took his hard withered hand and kissed it; and then looked up into
-his face with beseeching eyes which were not without avail upon his
-heart.
-
-“We will not press her now,” said the capitaine. “There is time enough.”
-
-But let his heart be touched ever so much, one thing was certain. It
-could not be permitted that she should marry Adolphe. To that view of
-the matter he had given in his unrestricted adhesion; nor could he by
-any means withdraw it without losing altogether his position in the
-establishment of Madame Bauche. Nor indeed did his conscience tell him
-that such a marriage should be permitted. That would be too much. If
-every pretty girl were allowed to marry the first young man that might
-fall in love with her, what would the world come to?
-
-And it soon appeared that there was not time enough--that the time was
-growing very scant. In three months Adolphe would be back. And if
-everything was not arranged by that time, matters might still go astray.
-
-And then Madame Bauche asked her final question: “You do not think, do
-you, that you can ever marry Adolphe?” And as she asked it the
-accustomed terror of her green spectacles magnified itself tenfold.
-Marie could only answer by another burst of tears.
-
-The affair was at last settled among them. Marie said that she would
-consent to marry the capitaine when she should hear from Adolphe’s own
-mouth that he, Adolphe, loved her no longer. She declared with many
-tears that her vows and pledges prevented her from promising more than
-this. It was not her fault, at any rate not now, that she loved her
-lover. It was not her fault--not now at least--that she was bound by
-these pledges. When she heard from his own mouth that he had discarded
-her, then she would marry the capitaine--or indeed sacrifice herself in
-any other way that La Mère Bauche might desire. What would anything
-signify then?
-
-Madame Bauche’s spectacles remained unmoved; but not her heart. Marie,
-she told the capitaine, should be equal to herself in the establishment,
-when once she was entitled to be called Madame Campan, and she should be
-to her quite as a daughter. She should have her cup of coffee every
-evening, and dine at the big table, and wear a silk gown at church, and
-the servants should all call her Madame; a great career should be open
-to her, if she would only give up her foolish girlish childish love for
-Adolphe. And all these great promises were repeated to Marie by the
-capitaine.
-
-But nevertheless there was but one thing in the world which in Marie’s
-eyes was of any value; and that one thing was the heart of Adolphe
-Bauche. Without that she would be nothing; with that,--with that
-assured, she could wait patiently till doomsday.
-
-Letters were written to Adolphe during all these eventful doings; and a
-letter came from him saying that he greatly valued Marie’s love, but
-that as it had been clearly proved to him that their marriage would be
-neither for her advantage, nor for his, he was willing to give it up. He
-consented to her marriage with the capitaine, and expressed his
-gratitude to his mother for the pecuniary advantages which she had held
-out to him. Oh, Adolphe, Adolphe! But, alas, alas! is not such the way
-of most men’s hearts--and of the hearts of some women?
-
-This letter was read to Marie, but it had no more effect upon her than
-would have had some dry legal document. In those days and in those
-places men and women did not depend much upon letters; nor when they
-were written, was there expressed in them much of heart or of feeling.
-Marie would understand, as she was well aware, the glance of Adolphe’s
-eye and the tone of Adolphe’s voice; she would perceive at once from
-them what her lover really meant, what he wished, what in the innermost
-corner of his heart he really desired that she should do. But from that
-stiff constrained written document she could understand nothing.
-
-It was agreed therefore that Adolphe should return, and that she would
-accept her fate from his mouth. The capitaine, who knew more of human
-nature than poor Marie, felt tolerably sure of his bride. Adolphe, who
-had seen something of the world, would not care very much for the girl
-of his own valley. Money and pleasure, and some little position in the
-world, would soon wean him from his love; and then Marie would accept
-her destiny--as other girls in the same position had done since the
-French world began.
-
-And now it was the evening before Adolphe’s expected arrival. La Mère
-Bauche was discussing the matter with the capitaine over the usual cup
-of coffee. Madame Bauche had of late become rather nervous on the
-matter, thinking that they had been somewhat rash in acceding so much to
-Marie. It seemed to her that it was absolutely now left to the two young
-lovers to say whether or no they would have each other or not. Now
-nothing on earth could be further from Madame Bauche’s intention than
-this. Her decree and resolve was to heap down blessings on all persons
-concerned--provided always that she could have her own way; but,
-provided she did not have her own way, to heap down,--anything but
-blessings. She had her code of morality in this matter. She would do
-good if possible to everybody around her. But she would not on any score
-be induced to consent that Adolphe should marry Marie Clavert. Should
-that be in the wind she would rid the house of Marie, of the capitaine,
-and even of Adolphe himself.
-
-She had become therefore somewhat querulous, and self-opinionated in her
-discussions with her friend.
-
-“I don’t know,” she said on the evening in question; “I don’t know. It
-may be all right; but if Adolphe turns against me, what are we to do
-then?”
-
-“Mère Bauche,” said the capitaine, sipping his coffee and puffing out
-the smoke of his cigar, “Adolphe will not turn against us.” It had been
-somewhat remarked by many that the capitaine was more at home in the
-house, and somewhat freer in his manner of talking with Madame Bauche,
-since this matrimonial alliance had been on the tapis than he had ever
-been before. La Mère herself observed it, and did not quite like it; but
-how could she prevent it now? When the capitaine was once married she
-would make him know his place, in spite of all her promises to Marie.
-
-“But if he says he likes the girl?” continued Madame Bauche.
-
-“My friend, you may be sure that he will say nothing of the kind. He has
-not been away two years without seeing girls as pretty as Marie. And
-then you have his letter.”
-
-“That is nothing, capitaine; he would eat his letter as quick as you
-would eat an omelet aux fines herbes.” Now the capitaine was especially
-quick over an omelet aux fines herbes.
-
-“And, Mère Bauche, you also have the purse; he will know that he cannot
-eat that, except with your good will.”
-
-“Ah!” exclaimed Madame Bauche, “poor lad! He has not a sous in the world
-unless I give it to him.” But it did not seem that this reflection was
-in itself displeasing to her.
-
-“Adolphe will now be a man of the world,” continued the capitaine. “He
-will know that it does not do to throw away everything for a pair of red
-lips. That is the folly of a boy, and Adolphe will be no longer a boy.
-Believe me, Mère Bauche, things will be right enough.”
-
-“And then we shall have Marie sick and ill and half dying on our hands,”
-said Madame Bauche.
-
-This was not flattering to the capitaine, and so he felt it. “Perhaps
-so, perhaps not,” he said. “But at any rate she will get over it. It is
-a malady which rarely kills young women--especially when another
-alliance awaits them.”
-
-“Bah!” said Madame Bauche; and in saying that word she avenged herself
-for the too great liberty which the capitaine had lately taken. He
-shrugged his shoulders, took a pinch of snuff, and uninvited helped
-himself to a teaspoonful of cognac. Then the conference ended, and on
-the next morning before breakfast Adolphe Bauche arrived.
-
-On that morning poor Marie hardly knew how to bear herself. A month or
-two back, and even up to the last day or two, she had felt a sort of
-confidence that Adolphe would be true to her; but the nearer came that
-fatal day the less strong was the confidence of the poor girl. She knew
-that those two long-headed, aged counsellors were plotting against her
-happiness, and she felt that she could hardly dare hope for success
-with such terrible foes opposed to her. On the evening before the day
-Madame Bauche had met her in the passages, and kissed her as she wished
-her good night. Marie knew little about sacrifices, but she felt that it
-was a sacrificial kiss.
-
-In those days a sort of diligence with the mails for Olette passed
-through Prades early in the morning, and a conveyance was sent from
-Vernet to bring Adolphe to the baths. Never was prince or princess
-expected with more anxiety. Madame Bauche was up and dressed long before
-the hour, and was heard to say five several times that she was sure he
-would not come. The capitaine was out and on the high road, moving about
-with his wooden leg, as perpendicular as a lamp-post and almost as
-black. Marie also was up, but nobody had seen her. She was up and had
-been out about the place before any of them were stirring; but now that
-the world was on the move she lay hidden like a hare in its form.
-
-And then the old char-à-banc clattered up to the door, and Adolphe
-jumped out of it into his mother’s arms. He was fatter and fairer than
-she had last seen him, had a larger beard, was more fashionably clothed,
-and certainly looked more like a man. Marie also saw him out of her
-little window, and she thought that he looked like a god. Was it
-probable, she said to herself, that one so godlike would still care for
-her?
-
-The mother was delighted with her son, who rattled away quite at his
-ease. He shook hands very cordially with the capitaine--of whose
-intended alliance with his own sweetheart he had been informed, and then
-as he entered the house with his hand under his mother’s arm, he asked
-one question about her. “And where is Marie?” said he. “Marie! oh
-upstairs; you shall see her after breakfast,” said La Mère Bauche. And
-so they entered the house, and went in to breakfast among the guests.
-Everybody had heard something of the story, and they were all on the
-alert to see the young man whose love or want of love was considered to
-be of so much importance.
-
-“You will see that it will be all right,” said the capitaine, carrying
-his head very high.
-
-“I think so, I think so,” said La Mére Bauche, who, now that the
-capitaine was right, no longer desired to contradict him.
-
-“I know that it will be all right,” said the capitaine. “I told you that
-Adolphe would return a man; and he is a man. Look at him; he does not
-care this for Marie Clavert;” and the capitaine, with much eloquence in
-his motion, pitched over a neighbouring wall a small stone which he held
-in his hand.
-
-And then they all went to breakfast with many signs of outward joy. And
-not without some inward joy; for Madame Bauche thought she saw that her
-son was cured of his love. In the mean time Marie sat up stairs still
-afraid to show herself.
-
-“He has come,” said a young girl, a servant in the house, running up to
-the door of Marie’s room.
-
-“Yes,” said Marie; “I could see that he has come.”
-
-“And, oh, how beautiful he is!” said the girl, putting her hands
-together and looking up to the ceiling. Marie in her heart of hearts
-wished that he was not half so beautiful, as then her chance of having
-him might be greater.
-
-“And the company are all talking to him as though he were the préfet,”
-said the girl.
-
-“Never mind who is talking to him,” said Marie; “go away, and leave
-me--you are wanted for your work.” Why before this was he not talking to
-her? Why not, if he were really true to her? Alas, it began to fall upon
-her mind that he would be false! And what then? What should she do then?
-She sat still gloomily, thinking of that other spouse that had been
-promised to her.
-
-As speedily after breakfast as was possible Adolphe was invited to a
-conference in his mother’s private room. She had much debated in her own
-mind whether the capitaine should be invited to this conference or no.
-For many reasons she would have wished to exclude him. She did not like
-to teach her son that she was unable to manage her own affairs, and she
-would have been well pleased to make the capitaine understand that his
-assistance was not absolutely necessary to her. But then she had an
-inward fear that her green spectacles would not now be as efficacious on
-Adolphe, as they had once been, in old days, before he had seen the
-world and become a man. It might be necessary that her son, being a man,
-should be opposed by a man. So the capitaine was invited to the
-conference.
-
-What took place there need not be described at length. The three were
-closeted for two hours, at the end of which time they came forth
-together. The countenance of Madame Bauche was serene and comfortable;
-her hopes of ultimate success ran higher than ever. The face of the
-capitaine was masked, as are always the faces of great diplomatists; he
-walked placid and upright, raising his wooden leg with an ease and skill
-that was absolutely marvellous. But poor Adolphe’s brow was clouded.
-Yes, poor Adolphe! for he was poor in spirit. He had pledged himself to
-give up Marie, and to accept the liberal allowance which his mother
-tendered him; but it remained for him now to communicate these tidings
-to Marie herself.
-
-“Could not you tell her?” he had said to his mother, with very little of
-that manliness in his face on which his mother now so prided herself.
-But La Mère Bauche explained to him that it was a part of the general
-agreement that Marie was to hear his decision from his own mouth.
-
-“But you need not regard it,” said the capitaine, with the most
-indifferent air in the world. “The girl expects it. Only she has some
-childish idea that she is bound till you yourself release her. I don’t
-think she will be troublesome.” Adolphe at that moment did feel that he
-should have liked to kick the capitaine out of his mother’s house.
-
-And where should the meeting take place? In the hall of the bath-house,
-suggested Madame Bauche; because, as she observed, they could walk round
-and round, and nobody ever went there at that time of day. But to this
-Adolphe objected; it would be so cold and dismal and melancholy.
-
-The capitaine thought that Mère Bauche’s little parlour was the place;
-but La Mère herself did not like this. They might be overheard, as she
-well knew; and she guessed that the meeting would not conclude without
-some sobs that would certainly be bitter and might perhaps be loud.
-
-“Send her up to the grotto, and I will follow her,” said Adolphe. On
-this therefore they agreed. Now the grotto was a natural excavation in a
-high rock, which stood precipitously upright over the establishment of
-the baths. A steep zigzag path with almost never-ending steps had been
-made along the face of the rock from a little flower garden attached to
-the house which lay immediately under the mountain. Close along the
-front of the hotel ran a little brawling river, leaving barely room for
-a road between it and the door; over this there was a wooden bridge
-leading to the garden, and some two or three hundred yards from the
-bridge began the steps by which the ascent was made to the grotto.
-
-When the season was full and the weather perfectly warm the place was
-much frequented. There was a green table in it, and four or five deal
-chairs; a green garden seat also was there, which however had been
-removed into the innermost back corner of the excavation, as its hinder
-legs were somewhat at fault. A wall about two feet high ran along the
-face of it, guarding its occupants from the precipice. In fact it was
-no grotto, but a little chasm in the rock, such as we often see up above
-our heads in rocky valleys, and which by means of these steep steps had
-been turned into a source of exercise and amusement for the visitors at
-the hotel.
-
-Standing at the wall one could look down into the garden, and down also
-upon the shining slate roof of Madame Bauche’s house; and to the left
-might be seen the sombre, silent, snow-capped top of stern old Canigou,
-king of mountains among those Eastern Pyrenees.
-
-And so Madame Bauche undertook to send Marie up to the grotto, and
-Adolphe undertook to follow her thither. It was now spring; and though
-the winds had fallen and the snow was no longer lying on the lower
-peaks, still the air was fresh and cold, and there was no danger that
-any of the few guests at the establishment would visit the place.
-
-“Make her put on her cloak, Mère Bauche,” said the capitaine, who did
-not wish that his bride should have a cold in her head on their
-wedding-day. La Mère Bauche pished and pshawed, as though she were not
-minded to pay any attention to recommendations on such subjects from the
-capitaine. But nevertheless when Marie was seen slowly to creep across
-the little bridge about fifteen minutes after this time, she had a
-handkerchief on her head, and was closely wrapped in a dark brown cloak.
-
-Poor Marie herself little heeded the cold fresh air, but she was glad to
-avail herself of any means by which she might hide her face. When Madame
-Bauche sought her out in her own little room, and with a smiling face
-and kind kiss bade her go to the grotto, she knew, or fancied that she
-knew that it was all over.
-
-“He will tell you all the truth,--how it all is,” said La Mère. “We will
-do all we can, you know, to make you happy, Marie. But you must remember
-what Monsieur le Curé told us the other day. In this vale of tears we
-cannot have everything; as we shall have some day, when our poor wicked
-souls have been purged of all their wickedness. Now go, dear, and take
-your cloak.”
-
-“Yes, maman.”
-
-“And Adolphe will come to you. And try and behave well, like a sensible
-girl.”
-
-“Yes, maman,”--and so she went, bearing on her brow another sacrificial
-kiss--and bearing in her heart such an unutterable load of woe!
-
-Adolphe had gone out of the house before her; but standing in the
-stable yard, well within the gate so that she should not see him, he
-watched her slowly crossing the bridge and mounting the first flight of
-the steps. He had often seen her tripping up those stairs, and had,
-almost as often, followed her with his quicker feet. And she, when she
-would hear him, would run; and then he would catch her breathless at the
-top, and steal kisses from her when all power of refusing them had been
-robbed from her by her efforts at escape. There was no such running now,
-no such following, no thought of such kisses.
-
-As for him, he would fain have skulked off and shirked the interview had
-he dared. But he did not dare; so he waited there, out of heart, for
-some ten minutes, speaking a word now and then to the bath-man, who was
-standing by, just to show that he was at his ease. But the bath-man knew
-that he was not at his ease. Such would-be lies as those rarely achieve
-deception;--are rarely believed. And then, at the end of the ten
-minutes, with steps as slow as Marie’s had been, he also ascended to the
-grotto.
-
-Marie had watched him from the top, but so that she herself should not
-be seen. He however had not once lifted up his head to look for her; but
-with eyes turned to the ground had plodded his way up to the cave. When
-he entered she was standing in the middle, with her eyes downcast and
-her hands clasped before her. She had retired some way from the wall, so
-that no eyes might possibly see her but those of her false lover. There
-she stood when he entered, striving to stand motionless, but trembling
-like a leaf in every limb.
-
-It was only when he reached the top step that he made up his mind how he
-would behave. Perhaps after all, the capitaine was right; perhaps she
-would not mind it.
-
-“Marie,” said he, with a voice that attempted to be cheerful; “this is
-an odd place to meet in after such a long absence,” and he held out his
-hand to her. But only his hand! He offered her no salute. He did not
-even kiss her cheek as a brother would have done! Of the rules of the
-outside world it must be remembered that poor Marie knew but little. He
-had been a brother to her before he had become her lover.
-
-But Marie took his hand saying, “Yes, it has been very long.”
-
-“And now that I have come back,” he went on to say, “it seems that we
-are all in a confusion together. I never knew such a piece of work.
-However, it is all for the best, I suppose.”
-
-“Perhaps so,” said Marie, still trembling violently, and still looking
-down upon the ground. And then there was silence between, them for a
-minute or so.
-
-“I tell you what it is, Marie,” said Adolphe at last, dropping her hand
-and making a great effort to get through the work before him. “I am
-afraid we two have been very foolish. Don’t you think we have now? It
-seems quite clear that we can never get ourselves married. Don’t you see
-it in that light?”
-
-Marie’s head turned round and round with her, but she was not of the
-fainting order. She took three steps backwards and leant against the
-wall of the cave. She also was trying to think how she might best fight
-her battle. Was there no chance for her? Could no eloquence, no love
-prevail? On her own beauty she counted but little; but might not prayers
-do something, and a reference to those old vows which had been so
-frequent, so eager, so solemnly pledged between them?
-
-“Never get ourselves married!” she said, repeating his words. “Never,
-Adolphe? Can we never be married?”
-
-“Upon my word, my dear girl, I fear not. You see my mother is so dead
-against it.”
-
-“But we could wait; could we not?”
-
-“Ah, but that’s just it, Marie. We cannot wait. We must decide
-now,--to-day. You see I can do nothing without money from her--and as
-for you, you see she won’t even let you stay in the house unless you
-marry old Campan at once. He’s a very good sort of fellow though, old as
-he is. And if you do marry him, why you see you’ll stay here, and have
-it all your own way in everything. As for me, I shall come and see you
-all from time to time, and shall be able to push my way as I ought to
-do.”
-
-“Then, Adolphe, you wish me to marry the capitaine?”
-
-“Upon my honour I think it is the best thing you can do; I do indeed.”
-
-“Oh, Adolphe!”
-
-“What can I do for you, you know? Suppose I was to go down to my mother
-and tell her that I had decided to keep you myself, what would come of
-it? Look at it in that light, Marie.”
-
-“She could not turn you out--you her own son!”
-
-“But she would turn you out; and deuced quick, too, I can assure you of
-that; I can, upon my honour.”
-
-“I should not care that,” and she made a motion with her hand to show
-how indifferent she would be to such treatment as regarded herself. “Not
-that--; if I still had the promise of your love.”
-
-“But what would you do?”
-
-“I would work. There are other houses beside that one,” and she pointed
-to the slate roof of the Bauche establishment.
-
-“And for me--I should not have a penny in the world,” said the young
-man.
-
-She came up to him and took his right hand between both of hers and
-pressed it warmly, oh, so warmly. “You would have my love,” said she;
-“my deepest, warmest, best heart’s love. I should want nothing more,
-nothing on earth, if I could still have yours.” And she leaned against
-his shoulder and looked with all her eyes into his face.
-
-“But, Marie, that’s nonsense, you know.”
-
-“No, Adolphe, it is not nonsense. Do not let them teach you so. What
-does love mean, if it does not mean that? Oh, Adolphe, you do love me,
-you do love me, you do love me?”
-
-“Yes;--I love you,” he said slowly;--as though he would not have said
-it, if he could have helped it. And then his arm crept slowly round her
-waist, as though in that also he could not help himself.
-
-“And do not I love you?” said the passionate girl. “Oh, I do, so dearly;
-with all my heart, with all my soul. Adolphe, I so love you, that I
-cannot give you up. Have I not sworn to be yours; sworn, sworn a
-thousand times? How can I marry that man! Oh Adolphe, how can you wish
-that I should marry him?” And she clung to him, and looked at him, and
-besought him with her eyes.
-
-“I shouldn’t wish it;--only--” and then he paused. It was hard to tell
-her that he was willing to sacrifice her to the old man because he
-wanted money from his mother.
-
-“Only what! But, Adolphe, do not wish it at all! Have you not sworn that
-I should be your wife? Look here, look at this;” and she brought out
-from her bosom a little charm that he had given her in return for that
-cross. “Did you not kiss that when you swore before the figure of the
-Virgin that I should be your wife? And do you not remember that I feared
-to swear too, because your mother was so angry; and then you made me?
-After that, Adolphe! Oh, Adolphe! Tell me that I may have some hope. I
-will wait; oh, I will wait so patiently.”
-
-He turned himself away from her and walked backwards and forwards
-uneasily through the grotto. He did love her;--love her as such men do
-love sweet, pretty girls. The warmth of her hand, the affection of her
-touch, the pure bright passion of her tear-laden eye had re-awakened
-what power of love there was within him. But what was he to do? Even if
-he were willing to give up the immediate golden hopes which his mother
-held out to him, how was he to begin, and then how carry out this work
-of self-devotion? Marie would be turned away, and he would be left a
-victim in the hands of his mother, and of that stiff, wooden-legged
-militaire;--a penniless victim, left to mope about the place without a
-grain of influence or a morsel of pleasure.
-
-“But what can we do?” he exclaimed again, as he once more met Marie’s
-searching eye.
-
-“We can be true and honest, and we can wait,” she said, coming close up
-to him and taking hold of his arm. “I do not fear it; and she is not my
-mother, Adolphe. You need not fear your own mother.”
-
-“Fear! no, of course I don’t fear. But I don’t see how the very devil we
-can manage it.”
-
-“Will you let me tell her that I will not marry the capitaine; that I
-will not give up your promises; and then I am ready to leave the house?”
-
-“It would do no good.”
-
-“It would do every good, Adolphe, if I had your promised word once more;
-if I could hear from your own voice one more tone of love. Do you not
-remember this place? It was here that you forced me to say that I loved
-you. It is here also that you will tell me that I have been deceived.”
-
-“It is not I that would deceive you,” he said. “I wonder that you should
-be so hard upon me. God knows that I have trouble enough.”
-
-“Well, if I am a trouble to you, be it so. Be it as you wish,” and she
-leaned back against the wall of the rock, and crossing her arms upon her
-breast looked away from him and fixed her eyes upon the sharp granite
-peaks of Canigou.
-
-He again betook himself to walk backwards and forwards through the cave.
-He had quite enough of love for her to make him wish to marry her; quite
-enough now, at this moment, to make the idea of her marriage with the
-capitaine very distasteful to him; enough probably to make him become a
-decently good husband to her, should fate enable him to marry her; but
-not enough to enable him to support all the punishment which would be
-the sure effects of his mother’s displeasure. Besides, he had promised
-his mother that he would give up Marie;--had entirely given in his
-adhesion to that plan of the marriage with the capitaine. He had owned
-that the path of life as marked out for him by his mother was the one
-which it behoved him, as a man, to follow. It was this view of his
-duties as a man which had been specially urged on him with all the
-capitaine’s eloquence. And old Campan had entirely succeeded. It is so
-easy to get the assent of such young men, so weak in mind and so weak
-in pocket, when the arguments are backed by a promise of two thousand
-francs a year.
-
-“I’ll tell you what I’ll do,” at last he said. “I’ll get my mother by
-herself, and will ask her to let the matter remain as it is for the
-present.”
-
-“Not if it be a trouble, M. Adolphe;” and the proud girl still held her
-hands upon her bosom, and still looked towards the mountain.
-
-“You know what I mean, Marie. You can understand how she and the
-capitaine are worrying me.”
-
-“But tell me, Adolphe, do you love me?”
-
-“You know I love you, only--”
-
-“And you will not give me up?”
-
-“I will ask my mother. I will try and make her yield.”
-
-Marie could not feel that she received much confidence from her lover’s
-promise; but still, even that, weak and unsteady as it was, even that
-was better than absolute fixed rejection. So she thanked him, promised
-him with tears in her eyes that she would always, always be faithful to
-him, and then bade him go down to the house. She would follow, she said,
-as soon as his passing had ceased to be observed.
-
-Then she looked at him as though she expected some sign of renewed love.
-But no such sign was vouchsafed to her. Now that she thirsted for the
-touch of his lip upon her cheek, it was denied to her. He did as she
-bade him; he went down, slowly loitering, by himself; and in about half
-an hour she followed him, and unobserved crept to her chamber.
-
-Again we will pass over what took place between the mother and the son;
-but late in that evening, after the guests had gone to bed, Marie
-received a message, desiring her to wait on Madame Bauche in a small
-salon which looked out from one end of the house. It was intended as a
-private sitting-room should any special stranger arrive who required
-such accommodation, and therefore was but seldom used. Here she found La
-Mère Bauche sitting in an arm-chair behind a small table on which stood
-two candles; and on a sofa against the wall sat Adolphe. The capitaine
-was not in the room.
-
-“Shut the door, Marie, and come in and sit down,” said Madame Bauche. It
-was easy to understand from the tone of her voice that she was angry and
-stern, in an unbending mood, and resolved to carry out to the very
-letter all the threats conveyed by those terrible spectacles.
-
-Marie did as she was bid. She closed the door and sat down on the chair
-that was nearest to her.
-
-“Marie,” said La Mère Bauche--and the voice sounded fierce in the poor
-girl’s ears, and an angry fire glimmered through the green
-glasses--“what is all this about that I hear? Do you dare to say that
-you hold my son bound to marry you?” And then the august mother paused
-for an answer.
-
-But Marie had no answer to give. She looked suppliantly towards her
-lover, as though beseeching him to carry on the fight for her. But if
-she could not do battle for herself, certainly he could not do it for
-her. What little amount of fighting he had had in him, had been
-thoroughly vanquished before her arrival.
-
-“I will have an answer, and that immediately,” said Madame Bauche. “I am
-not going to be betrayed into ignominy and disgrace by the object of my
-own charity. Who picked you out of the gutter, miss, and brought you up
-and fed you, when you would otherwise have gone to the foundling? And
-this is your gratitude for it all? You are not satisfied with being fed
-and clothed and cherished by me, but you must rob me of my son! Know
-this then, Adolphe shall never marry a child of charity such as you
-are.”
-
-Marie sat still, stunned by the harshness of these words. La Mère Bauche
-had often scolded her; indeed, she was given to much scolding; but she
-had scolded her as a mother may scold a child. And when this story of
-Marie’s love first reached her ears, she had been very angry; but her
-anger had never brought her to such a pass as this. Indeed, Marie had
-not hitherto been taught to look at the matter in this light. No one had
-heretofore twitted her with eating the bread of charity. It had not
-occurred to her that on this account she was unfit to be Adolphe’s wife.
-There, in that valley, they were all so nearly equal, that no idea of
-her own inferiority had ever pressed itself upon her mind. But now--!
-
-When the voice ceased she again looked at him; but it was no longer a
-beseeching look. Did he also altogether scorn her? That was now the
-inquiry which her eyes were called upon to make. No; she could not say
-that he did. It seemed to her that his energies were chiefly occupied in
-pulling to pieces the tassel on the sofa cushion.
-
-“And now, miss, let me know at once whether this nonsense is to be over
-or not,” continued La Mère Bauche; “and I will tell you at once, I am
-not going to maintain you here, in my house, to plot against our welfare
-and happiness. As Marie Clavert you shall not stay here. Capitaine
-Campan is willing to marry you; and as his wife I will keep my word to
-you, though you little deserve it. If you refuse to marry him, you must
-go. As to my son, he is there; and he will tell you now, in my presence,
-that he altogether declines the honour you propose for him.”
-
-And then she ceased, waiting for an answer, drumming the table with a
-wafer stamp which happened to be ready to her hand; but Marie said
-nothing. Adolphe had been appealed to; but Adolphe had not yet spoken.
-
-“Well, miss?” said La Mère Bauche.
-
-Then Marie rose from her seat, and walking round she touched Adolphe
-lightly on the shoulder. “Adolphe,” she said, “it is for you to speak
-now. I will do as you bid me.”
-
-He gave a long sigh, looked first at Marie and then at his mother, shook
-himself slightly, and then spoke: “Upon my word, Marie, I think mother
-is right. It would never do for us to marry; it would not indeed.”
-
-“Then it is decided,” said Marie, returning to her chair.
-
-“And you will marry the capitaine?” said La Mère Bauche.
-
-Marie merely bowed her head in token of acquiescence.
-
-“Then we are friends again. Come here, Marie, and kiss me. You must know
-that it is my duty to take care of my own son. But I don’t want to be
-angry with you if I can help it; I don’t indeed. When once you are
-Madame Campan, you shall be my own child; and you shall have any room in
-the house you like to choose--there!” And she once more imprinted a kiss
-on Marie’s cold forehead.
-
-How they all got out of the room, and off to their own chambers, I can
-hardly tell. But in five minutes from the time of this last kiss they
-were divided. La Mère Bauche had patted Marie, and smiled on her, and
-called her her dear good little Madame Campan, her young little Mistress
-of the Hôtel Bauche; and had then got herself into her own room,
-satisfied with her own victory.
-
-Nor must my readers be too severe on Madame Bauche. She had already done
-much for Marie Clavert; and when she found herself once more by her own
-bedside, she prayed to be forgiven for the cruelty which she felt that
-she had shown to the orphan. But in making this prayer, with her
-favourite crucifix in her hand and the little image of the Virgin before
-her, she pleaded her duty to her son. Was it not right, she asked the
-Virgin, that she should save her son from a bad marriage? And then she
-promised ever so much of recompense, both to the Virgin and to Marie; a
-new trousseau for each, with candles to the Virgin, with a gold watch
-and chain for Marie, as soon as she should be Marie Campan. She had been
-cruel; she acknowledged it. But at such a crisis was it not defensible?
-And then the recompense should be so full!
-
-But there was one other meeting that night, very short indeed, but not
-the less significant. Not long after they had all separated, just so
-long as to allow of the house being quiet, Adolphe, still sitting in his
-room, meditating on what the day had done for him, heard a low tap at
-his door. “Come in,” he said, as men always do say; and Marie opening
-the door, stood just within the verge of his chamber. She had on her
-countenance neither the soft look of entreating love which she had worn
-up there in the grotto, nor did she appear crushed and subdued as she
-had done before his mother. She carried her head somewhat more erect
-than usual, and looked boldly out at him from under her soft eyelashes.
-There might still be love there, but it was love proudly resolving to
-quell itself. Adolphe, as he looked at her, felt that he was afraid of
-her.
-
-“It is all over then between us, M. Adolphe?” she said.
-
-“Well, yes. Don’t you think it had better be so, eh, Marie?”
-
-“And this is the meaning of oaths and vows, sworn to each other so
-sacredly?”
-
-“But, Marie, you heard what my mother said.”
-
-“Oh, sir! I have not come to ask you again to love me. Oh no! I am not
-thinking of that. But this, this would be a lie if I kept it now; it
-would choke me if I wore it as that man’s wife. Take it back;” and she
-tendered to him the little charm, which she had always worn round her
-neck since he had given it to her. He took it abstractedly, without
-thinking what he did, and placed it on his dressing-table.
-
-“And you,” she continued, “can you still keep that cross? Oh, no! you
-must give me back that. It would remind you too often of vows that were
-untrue.”
-
-“Marie,” he said, “do not be so harsh to me.”
-
-“Harsh!” said she, “no; there has been enough of harshness. I would not
-be harsh to you, Adolphe. But give me the cross; it would prove a curse
-to you if you kept it.”
-
-He then opened a little box which stood upon the table, and taking out
-the cross gave it to her.
-
-“And now good-bye,” she said. “We shall have but little more to say to
-each other. I know this now, that I was wrong ever to have loved you. I
-should have been to you as one of the other poor girls in the house.
-But, oh! how was I to help it?” To this he made no answer, and she,
-closing the door softly, went back to her chamber. And thus ended the
-first day of Adolphe Bauche’s return to his own house.
-
-On the next morning the capitaine and Marie were formally betrothed.
-This was done with some little ceremony, in the presence of all the
-guests who were staying at the establishment, and with all manner of
-gracious acknowledgments of Marie’s virtues. It seemed as though La Mère
-Bauche could not be courteous enough to her. There was no more talk of
-her being a child of charity; no more allusion now to the gutter. La
-Mère Bauche with her own hand brought her cake with a glass of wine
-after her betrothal was over, and patted her on the cheek, and called
-her her dear little Marie Campan. And then the capitaine was made up of
-infinite politeness, and the guests all wished her joy, and the servants
-of the house began to perceive that she was a person entitled to
-respect. How different was all this from that harsh attack that was made
-on her the preceding evening! Only Adolphe,--he alone kept aloof. Though
-he was present there he said nothing. He, and he only, offered no
-congratulations.
-
-In the midst of all these gala doings Marie herself said little or
-nothing. La Mère Bauche perceived this, but she forgave it. Angrily as
-she had expressed herself at the idea of Marie’s daring to love her son,
-she had still acknowledged within her own heart that such love had been
-natural. She could feel no pity for Marie as long as Adolphe was in
-danger; but now she knew how to pity her. So Marie was still petted and
-still encouraged, though she went through the day’s work sullenly and in
-silence.
-
-As to the capitaine it was all one to him. He was a man of the world. He
-did not expect that he should really be preferred, con amore, to a young
-fellow like Adolphe. But he did expect that Marie, like other girls,
-would do as she was bid; and that in a few days she would regain her
-temper and be reconciled to her life.
-
-And then the marriage was fixed for a very early day; for as La Mère
-said, “What was the use of waiting? All their minds were made up now,
-and therefore the sooner the two were married the better. Did not the
-capitaine think so?”
-
-The capitaine said that he did think so.
-
-And then Marie was asked. It was all one to her, she said. Whatever
-Maman Bauche liked, that she would do; only she would not name a day
-herself. Indeed she would neither do nor say anything herself which
-tended in any way to a furtherance of these matrimonials. But then she
-acquiesced, quietly enough if not readily, in what other people did and
-said; and so the marriage was fixed for the day week after Adolphe’s
-return.
-
-The whole of that week passed much in the same way. The servants about
-the place spoke among themselves of Marie’s perverseness, obstinacy, and
-ingratitude, because she would not look pleased, or answer Madame
-Bauche’s courtesies with gratitude; but La Mère herself showed no signs
-of anger. Marie had yielded to her, and she required no more. And she
-remembered also the harsh words she had used to gain her purpose; and
-she reflected on all that Marie had lost. On these accounts she was
-forbearing and exacted nothing--nothing but that one sacrifice which was
-to be made in accordance to her wishes.
-
-And it was made. They were married in the great salon, the dining-room,
-immediately after breakfast. Madame Bauche was dressed in a new puce
-silk dress, and looked very magnificent on the occasion. She simpered
-and smiled, and looked gay even in spite of her spectacles; and as the
-ceremony was being performed, she held fast clutched in her hand the
-gold watch and chain which were intended for Marie as soon as ever the
-marriage should be completed.
-
-The capitaine was dressed exactly as usual, only that all his clothes
-were new. Madame Bauche had endeavoured to persuade him to wear a blue
-coat; but he answered that such a change would not, he was sure, be to
-Marie’s taste. To tell the truth, Marie would hardly have known the
-difference had he presented himself in scarlet vestments.
-
-Adolphe, however, was dressed very finely, but he did not make himself
-prominent on the occasion. Marie watched him closely, though none saw
-that she did so; and of his garments she could have given an account
-with much accuracy--of his garments, ay! and of every look. “Is he a
-man,” she said at last to herself, “that he can stand by and see all
-this?”
-
-She too was dressed in silk. They had put on her what they pleased, and
-she bore the burden of her wedding finery without complaint and without
-pride. There was no blush on her face as she walked up to the table at
-which the priest stood, nor hesitation in her low voice as she made the
-necessary answers. She put her hand into that of the capitaine when
-required to do so; and when the ring was put on her finger she
-shuddered, but ever so slightly. No one observed it but La Mère Bauche.
-“In one week she will be used to it, and then we shall all be happy,”
-said La Mère to herself. “And I,--I will be so kind to her!”
-
-And so the marriage was completed, and the watch was at once given to
-Marie. “Thank you, maman,” said she, as the trinket was fastened to her
-girdle. Had it been a pincushion that had cost three sous, it would have
-affected her as much.
-
-And then there was cake and wine and sweetmeats; and after a few minutes
-Marie disappeared. For an hour or so the capitaine was taken up with the
-congratulations of his friends, and with the efforts necessary to the
-wearing of his new honours with an air of ease; but after that time he
-began to be uneasy because his wife did not come to him. At two or three
-in the afternoon he went to La Mère Bauche to complain. “This
-lackadaisical nonsense is no good,” he said. “At any rate it is too late
-now. Marie had better come down among us and show herself satisfied with
-her husband.”
-
-But Madame Bauche took Marie’s part. “You must not be too hard on
-Marie,” she said. “She has gone through a good deal this week past, and
-is very young; whereas, capitaine, you are not very young.”
-
-The capitaine merely shrugged his shoulders. In the mean time Mère
-Bauche went up to visit her protégée in her own room, and came down with
-a report that she was suffering from a headache. She could not appear at
-dinner, Madame Bauche said; but would make one at the little party which
-was to be given in the evening. With this the capitaine was forced to be
-content.
-
-The dinner therefore went on quietly without her, much as it did on
-other ordinary days. And then there was a little time for vacancy,
-during which the gentlemen drank their coffee and smoked their cigars at
-the café, talking over the event that had taken place that morning, and
-the ladies brushed their hair and added some ribbon or some brooch to
-their usual apparel. Twice during this time did Madame Bauche go up to
-Marie’s room with offers to assist her. “Not yet, maman; not quite yet,”
-said Marie piteously through her tears, and then twice did the green
-spectacles leave the room, covering eyes which also were not dry. Ah!
-what had she done? What had she dared to take upon herself to do? She
-could not undo it now.
-
-And then it became quite dark in the passages and out of doors, and the
-guests assembled in the salon. La Mère came in and out three or four
-times, uneasy in her gait and unpleasant in her aspect, and everybody
-began to see that things were wrong. “She is ill, I am afraid,” said
-one. “The excitement has been too much,” said a second; “and he is so
-old,” whispered a third. And the capitaine stalked about erect on his
-wooden leg, taking snuff, and striving to look indifferent; but he also
-was uneasy in his mind.
-
-Presently La Mère came in again, with a quicker step than before, and
-whispered something, first to Adolphe and then to the capitaine,
-whereupon they both followed her out of the room.
-
-“Not in her chamber,” said Adolphe.
-
-“Then she must be in yours,” said the capitaine.
-
-“She is in neither,” said La Mère Bauche, with her sternest voice; “nor
-is she in the house!”
-
-And now there was no longer an affectation of indifference on the part
-of any of them. They were anything but indifferent. The capitaine was
-eager in his demands that the matter should still be kept secret from
-the guests. She had always been romantic, he said, and had now gone out
-to walk by the river-side. They three and the old bath-man would go out
-and look for her.
-
-“But it is pitch, dark,” said La Mère Bauche.
-
-“We will take lanterns,” said the capitaine. And so they sallied forth
-with creeping steps over the gravel, so that they might not be heard by
-those within, and proceeded to search for the young wife.
-
-“Marie! Marie!” said La Mère Bauche, in piteous accents; “do come to me;
-pray do!”
-
-“Hush!” said the capitaine. “They’ll hear you if you call.” He could not
-endure that the world should learn that a marriage with him had been so
-distasteful to Marie Clavert.
-
-“Marie, dear Marie!” called Madame Bauche, louder than before, quite
-regardless of the capitaine’s feelings; but no Marie answered. In her
-innermost heart now did La Mère Bauche wish that this cruel marriage had
-been left undone.
-
-Adolphe was foremost with his lamp, but he hardly dared to look in the
-spot where he felt that it was most likely that she should have taken
-refuge. How could he meet her again, alone, in that grotto? Yet he alone
-of the four was young. It was clearly for him to ascend. “Marie,” he
-shouted, “are you there?” as he slowly began the long ascent of the
-steps.
-
-But he had hardly begun to mount when a whirring sound struck his ear,
-and he felt that the air near him was moved; and then there was a crash
-upon the lower platform of rock, and a moan, repeated twice, but so
-faintly, and a rustle of silk, and a slight struggle somewhere as he
-knew within twenty paces of him; and then all was again quiet and still
-in the night air.
-
-“What was that?” asked the capitaine in a hoarse voice. He made his way
-half across the little garden, and he also was within forty or fifty
-yards of the flat rock. But Adolphe was unable to answer him. He had
-fainted and the lamp had fallen from his hands and rolled to the bottom
-of the steps.
-
-But the capitaine, though even his heart was all but quenched within
-him, had still strength enough to make his way up to the rock; and
-there, holding the lantern above his eyes, he saw all that was left for
-him to see of his bride.
-
-As for La Mère Bauche, she never again sat at the head of that
-table,--never again dictated to guests,--never again laid down laws for
-the management of any one. A poor bedridden old woman, she lay there in
-her house at Vernet for some seven tedious years, and then was gathered
-to her fathers.
-
-As for the capitaine--but what matters? He was made of sterner stuff.
-What matters either the fate of such a one as Adolphe Bauche?
-
-
-
-
-THE O’CONORS OF CASTLE CONOR, COUNTY MAYO.
-
-
-I shall never forget my first introduction to country life in Ireland,
-my first day’s hunting there, or the manner in which I passed the
-evening afterwards. Nor shall I ever cease to be grateful for the
-hospitality which I received from the O’Conors of Castle Conor. My
-acquaintance with the family was first made in the following manner. But
-before I begin my story, let me inform my reader that my name is
-Archibald Green.
-
-I had been for a fortnight in Dublin, and was about to proceed into
-county Mayo on business which would occupy me there for some weeks. My
-head-quarters would, I found, be at the town of Ballyglass; and I soon
-learned that Ballyglass was not a place in which I should find hotel
-accommodation of a luxurious kind, or much congenial society indigenous
-to the place itself.
-
-“But you are a hunting man, you say,” said old Sir P---- C----; “and in
-that case you will soon know Tom O’Conor. Tom won’t let you be dull. I’d
-write you a letter to Tom, only he’ll certainly make you out without my
-taking the trouble.”
-
-I did think at the time that the old baronet might have written the
-letter for me, as he had been a friend of my father’s in former days;
-but he did not, and I started for Ballyglass with no other introduction
-to any one in the county than that contained in Sir P----’s promise
-that I should soon know Mr. Thomas O’Conor.
-
-I had already provided myself with a horse, groom, saddle and bridle,
-and these I sent down, en avant, that the Ballyglassians might know that
-I was somebody. Perhaps, before I arrived, Tom O’Conor might learn that
-a hunting man was coming into the neighbourhood, and I might find at the
-inn a polite note intimating that a bed was at my service at Castle
-Conor. I had heard so much of the free hospitality of the Irish gentry
-as to imagine that such a thing might be possible.
-
-But I found nothing of the kind. Hunting gentlemen in those days were
-very common in county Mayo, and one horse was no great evidence of a
-man’s standing in the world. Men there, as I learnt afterwards, are
-sought for themselves quite as much as they are elsewhere; and though my
-groom’s top-boots were neat, and my horse a very tidy animal, my entry
-into Ballyglass created no sensation whatever.
-
-In about four days after my arrival, when I was already infinitely
-disgusted with the little pot-house in which I was forced to stay, and
-had made up my mind that the people in county Mayo were a churlish set,
-I sent my horse on to a meet of the fox-hounds, and followed after
-myself on an open car.
-
-No one but an erratic fox-hunter such as I am,--a fox-hunter, I mean,
-whose lot it has been to wander about from one pack of hounds to
-another,--can understand the melancholy feeling which a man has when he
-first intrudes himself, unknown by any one, among an entirely new set of
-sportsmen. When a stranger falls thus as it were out of the moon into a
-hunt, it is impossible that men should not stare at him and ask who he
-is. And it is so disagreeable to be stared at, and to have such
-questions asked! This feeling does not come upon a man in Leicestershire
-or Gloucestershire, where the numbers are large, and a stranger or two
-will always be overlooked, but in small hunting fields it is so painful
-that a man has to pluck up much courage before he encounters it.
-
-We met on the morning in question at Bingham’s Grove. There were not
-above twelve or fifteen men out, all of whom, or nearly all, were
-cousins to each other. They seemed to be all Toms, and Pats, and Larrys,
-and Micks. I was done up very knowingly in pink, and thought that I
-looked quite the thing; but for two or three hours nobody noticed me.
-
-I had my eyes about me, however, and soon found out which of them was
-Tom O’Conor. He was a fine-looking fellow, thin and tall, but not
-largely made, with a piercing gray eye, and a beautiful voice for
-speaking to a hound. He had two sons there also, short, slight fellows,
-but exquisite horsemen. I already felt that I had a kind of acquaintance
-with the father, but I hardly knew on what ground to put in my claim.
-
-We had no sport early in the morning. It was a cold bleak February day,
-with occasional storms of sleet. We rode from cover to cover, but all in
-vain. “I am sorry, sir, that we are to have such a bad day, as you are
-a stranger here,” said one gentleman to me. This was Jack O’Conor, Tom’s
-eldest son, my bosom friend for many a year after. Poor Jack! I fear
-that the Encumbered Estates Court sent him altogether adrift upon the
-world.
-
-“We may still have a run from Poulnaroe, if the gentleman chooses to
-come on,” said a voice coming from behind with a sharp trot. It was Tom
-O’Conor.
-
-“Wherever the hounds go, I’ll follow,” said I.
-
-“Then come on to Poulnaroe,” said Mr. O’Conor. I trotted on quickly by
-his side, and before we reached the cover had managed to slip in
-something about Sir P. C.
-
-“What the deuce!” said he. “What! a friend of Sir P----’s? Why the
-deuce didn’t you tell me so? What are you doing down here? Where are you
-staying?” &c. &c. &c.
-
-At Poulnaroe we found a fox, but before we did so Mr. O’Conor had asked
-me over to Castle Conor. And this he did in such a way that there was no
-possibility of refusing him--or, I should rather say, of disobeying him.
-For his invitation came quite in the tone of a command.
-
-“You’ll come to us of course when the day is over--and let me see; we’re
-near Ballyglass now, but the run will be right away in our direction.
-Just send word for them to send your things to Castle Conor.”
-
-“But they’re all about, and unpacked,” said I.
-
-“Never mind. Write a note and say what you want now, and go and get the
-rest to-morrow yourself. Here, Patsey!--Patsey! run into Ballyglass for
-this gentleman at once. Now don’t be long, for the chances are we shall
-find here.” And then, after giving some further hurried instructions he
-left me to write a line in pencil to the innkeeper’s wife on the back of
-a ditch.
-
-This I accordingly did. “Send my small portmanteau,” I said, “and all my
-black dress clothes, and shirts, and socks, and all that, and above all
-my dressing things which are on the little table, and the satin
-neck-handkerchief, and whatever you do, mind you send my _pumps;_” and I
-underscored the latter word; for Jack O’Conor, when his father left me,
-went on pressing the invitation. “My sisters are going to get up a
-dance,” said he; “and if you are fond of that kind of things perhaps we
-can amuse you.” Now in those days I was very fond of dancing--and very
-fond of young ladies too, and therefore glad enough to learn that Tom
-O’Conor had daughters as well as sons. On this account I was very
-particular in underscoring the word pumps.
-
-“And hurry, you young divil,” Jack O’Conor said to Patsey.
-
-“I have told him to take the portmanteau over on a car,” said I.
-
-“All right; then you’ll find it there on our arrival.”
-
-We had an excellent run, in which I may make bold to say that I did not
-acquit myself badly. I stuck very close to the hounds, as did the whole
-of the O’Conor brood; and when the fellow contrived to earth himself, as
-he did, I received those compliments on my horse, which is the most
-approved praise which one fox-hunter ever gives to another.
-
-“We’ll buy that fellow of you before we let you go,” said Peter, the
-youngest son.
-
-“I advise you to look sharp after your money if you sell him to my
-brother,” said Jack.
-
-And then we trotted slowly off to Castle Conor, which, however, was by
-no means near to us. “We have ten miles to go;--good Irish miles,” said
-the father. “I don’t know that I ever remember a fox from Poulnaroe
-taking that line before.”
-
-“He wasn’t a Poulnaroe fox,” said Peter.
-
-“I don’t know that,” said Jack; and then they debated that question
-hotly.
-
-Our horses were very tired, and it was late before we reached Mr.
-O’Conor’s house. That getting home from hunting with a thoroughly weary
-animal, who has no longer sympathy or example to carry him on, is very
-tedious work. In the present instance I had company with me; but when a
-man is alone, when his horse toes at every ten steps, when the night is
-dark and the rain pouring, and there are yet eight miles of road to be
-conquered,--at such times a man is almost apt to swear that he will give
-up hunting.
-
-At last we were in the Castle Conor stable yard;--for we had approached
-the house by some back way; and as we entered the house by a door
-leading through a wilderness of back passages, Mr. O’Conor said out
-loud, “Now, boys, remember I sit down to dinner in twenty minutes.” And
-then turning expressly to me, he laid his hand kindly upon my shoulder
-and said, “I hope you will make yourself quite at home at Castle
-Conor,--and whatever you do, don’t keep us waiting for dinner. You can
-dress in twenty minutes, I suppose?”
-
-“In ten!” said I, glibly.
-
-“That’s well. Jack and Peter will show you your room,” and so he turned
-away and left us.
-
-My two young friends made their way into the great hall, and thence
-into the drawing-room, and I followed them. We were all dressed in pink,
-and had waded deep through bog and mud. I did not exactly know whither I
-was being led in this guise, but I soon found myself in the presence of
-two young ladies, and of a girl about thirteen years of age.
-
-“My sisters,” said Jack, introducing me very laconically; “Miss O’Conor,
-Miss Kate O’Conor, Miss Tizzy O’Conor.”
-
-“My name is not Tizzy,” said the younger; “it’s Eliza. How do you do,
-sir? I hope you had a fine hunt! Was papa well up, Jack?”
-
-Jack did not condescend to answer this question, but asked one of the
-elder girls whether anything had come, and whether a room had been made
-ready for me.
-
-“Oh yes!” said Miss O’Conor; “they came, I know, for I saw them brought
-into the house; and I hope Mr. Green will find everything comfortable.”
-As she said this I thought I saw a slight smile steal across her
-remarkably pretty mouth.
-
-They were both exceedingly pretty girls. Fanny the elder wore long
-glossy curls,--for I write, oh reader, of bygone days, as long ago as
-that, when ladies wore curls if it pleased them so to do, and gentlemen
-danced in pumps, with black handkerchiefs round their necks,--yes, long
-black, or nearly black silken curls; and then she had such eyes;--I
-never knew whether they were most wicked or most bright; and her face
-was all dimples, and each dimple was laden with laughter and laden with
-love. Kate was probably the prettier girl of the two, but on the whole
-not so attractive. She was fairer than her sister, and wore her hair in
-braids; and was also somewhat more demure in her manner.
-
-In spite of the special injunctions of Mr. O’Conor senior, it was
-impossible not to loiter for five minutes over the drawing-room fire
-talking to these houris--more especially as I seemed to know them
-intimately by intuition before half of the five minutes was over. They
-were so easy, so pretty, so graceful, so kind, they seemed to take it so
-much as a matter of course that I should stand there talking in my red
-coat and muddy boots.
-
-“Well; do go and dress yourselves,” at last said Fanny, pretending to
-speak to her brothers but looking more especially at me. “You know how
-mad papa will be. And remember, Mr. Green, we expect great things from
-your dancing to-night. Your coming just at this time is such a Godsend.”
-And again that soupçon of a smile passed over her face.
-
-I hurried up to my room, Peter and Jack coming with me to the door. “Is
-everything right?” said Peter, looking among the towels and water-jugs.
-“They’ve given you a decent fire for a wonder,” said Jack, stirring up
-the red hot turf which blazed in the grate. “All right as a trivet,”
-said I. “And look alive like a good fellow,” said Jack. We had scowled
-at each other in the morning as very young men do when they are
-strangers; and now, after a few hours, we were intimate friends.
-
-I immediately turned to my work, and was gratified to find that all my
-things were laid out ready for dressing; my portmanteau had of course
-come open, as my keys were in my pocket, and therefore some of the
-excellent servants of the house had been able to save me all the trouble
-of unpacking. There was my shirt hanging before the fire; my black
-clothes were spread upon the bed, my socks and collar and handkerchief
-beside them; my brushes were on the toilet table, and everything
-prepared exactly as though my own man had been there. How nice!
-
-I immediately went to work at getting off my spurs and boots, and then
-proceeded to loosen the buttons at my knees. In doing this I sat down in
-the arm-chair which had been drawn up for me, opposite the fire. But
-what was the object on which my eyes then fell;--the objects I should
-rather say!
-
-Immediately in front of my chair was placed, just ready for my feet, an
-enormous pair of shooting-boots--half-boots, made to lace up round the
-ankles, with thick double leather soles, and each bearing half a stone
-of iron in the shape of nails and heel-pieces. I had superintended the
-making of these shoes in Burlington Arcade with the greatest diligence.
-I was never a good shot; and, like some other sportsmen, intended to
-make up for my deficiency in performance by the excellence of my
-shooting apparel. “Those nails are not large enough,” I had said; “nor
-nearly large enough.” But when the boots came home they struck even me
-as being too heavy, too metalsome. “He, he, he,” laughed the boot boy as
-he turned them up for me to look at. It may therefore be imagined of
-what nature were the articles which were thus set out for the evening’s
-dancing.
-
-And then the way in which they were placed! When I saw this the
-conviction flew across my mind like a flash of lightning that the
-preparation had been made under other eyes than those of the servant.
-The heavy big boots were placed so prettily before the chair, and the
-strings of each were made to dangle down at the sides, as though just
-ready for tying! They seemed to say, the boots did, “Now, make haste.
-We at any rate are ready--you cannot say that you were kept waiting for
-us.” No mere servant’s hand had ever enabled a pair of boots to laugh at
-one so completely.
-
-But what was I to do? I rushed at the small portmanteau, thinking that
-my pumps also might be there. The woman surely could not have been such
-a fool as to send me those tons of iron for my evening wear! But, alas,
-alas! no pumps were there. There was nothing else in the way of covering
-for my feet; not even a pair of slippers.
-
-And now what was I to do? The absolute magnitude of my misfortune only
-loomed upon me by degrees. The twenty minutes allowed by that stern old
-paterfamilias were already gone and I had done nothing towards dressing.
-And indeed it was impossible that I should do anything that would be of
-avail. I could not go down to dinner in my stocking feet, nor could I
-put on my black dress trousers, over a pair of mud-painted top-boots. As
-for those iron-soled horrors--; and then I gave one of them a kick with
-the side of my bare foot which sent it half way under the bed.
-
-But what was I to do? I began washing myself and brushing my hair with
-this horrid weight upon my mind. My first plan was to go to bed, and
-send down word that I had been taken suddenly ill in the stomach; then
-to rise early in the morning and get away unobserved. But by such a
-course of action I should lose all chance of any further acquaintance
-with those pretty girls! That they were already aware of the extent of
-my predicament, and were now enjoying it--of that I was quite sure.
-
-What if I boldly put on the shooting-boots, and clattered down to dinner
-in them? What if I took the bull by the horns, and made, myself, the
-most of the joke? This might be very well for the dinner, but it would
-be a bad joke for me when the hour for dancing came. And, alas! I felt
-that I lacked the courage. It is not every man that can walk down to
-dinner, in a strange house full of ladies, wearing such boots as those I
-have described.
-
-Should I not attempt to borrow a pair? This, all the world will say,
-should have been my first idea. But I have not yet mentioned that I am
-myself a large-boned man, and that my feet are especially well
-developed. I had never for a moment entertained a hope that I should
-find any one in that house whose boot I could wear. But at last I rang
-the bell. I would send for Jack, and if everything failed, I would
-communicate my grief to him.
-
-I had to ring twice before anybody came. The servants, I well knew, were
-putting the dinner on the table. At last a man entered the room, dressed
-in rather shabby black, whom I afterwards learned to be the butler.
-
-“What is your name, my friend?” said I, determined to make an ally of
-the man.
-
-“My name? Why Larry sure, yer honer. And the masther is out of his
-sinses in a hurry, becase yer honer don’t come down.”
-
-“Is he though? Well now, Larry; tell me this; which of all the gentlemen
-in the house has got the largest foot?”
-
-“Is it the largest foot, yer honer?” said Larry, altogether surprised by
-my question.
-
-“Yes; the largest foot,” and then I proceeded to explain to him my
-misfortune. He took up first my top-boot, and then the shooting-boot--in
-looking at which he gazed with wonder at the nails;--and then he glanced
-at my feet, measuring them with his eye; and after this he pronounced
-his opinion.
-
-“Yer honer couldn’t wear a morsel of leather belonging to ere a one of
-’em, young or ould. There niver was a foot like that yet among the
-O’Conors.”
-
-“But are there no strangers staying here?”
-
-“There’s three or four on ’em come in to dinner; but they’ll be wanting
-their own boots I’m thinking. And there’s young Misther Dillon; he’s
-come to stay. But Lord love you--” and he again looked at the enormous
-extent which lay between the heel and the toe of the shooting apparatus
-which he still held in his hand. “I niver see such a foot as that in the
-whole barony,” he said, “barring my own.”
-
-Now Larry was a large man, much larger altogether than myself, and as he
-said this I looked down involuntarily at his feet; or rather at his
-foot, for as he stood I could only see one. And then a sudden hope
-filled my heart. On that foot there glittered a shoe--not indeed such as
-were my own which were now resting ingloriously at Ballyglass while they
-were so sorely needed at Castle Conor; but one which I could wear before
-ladies, without shame--and in my present frame of mind with infinite
-contentment.
-
-“Let me look at that one of your own,” said I to the man, as though it
-were merely a subject for experimental inquiry. Larry, accustomed to
-obedience, took off the shoe and handed it to me. My own foot was
-immediately in it, and I found that it fitted me like a glove.
-
-“And now the other,” said I--not smiling, for a smile would have put him
-on his guard; but somewhat sternly, so that that habit of obedience
-should not desert him at this perilous moment. And then I stretched out
-my hand.
-
-“But yer honer can’t keep ’em, you know,” said he. “I haven’t the ghost
-of another shoe to my feet.” But I only looked more sternly than before,
-and still held out my hand. Custom prevailed. Larry stooped down slowly,
-looking at me the while, and pulling off the other slipper handed it to
-me with much hesitation. Alas! as I put it to my foot I found that it
-was old, and worn, and irredeemably down at heel;--that it was in fact
-no counterpart at all to that other one which was to do duty as its
-fellow. But nevertheless I put my foot into it, and felt that a descent
-to the drawing-room was now possible.
-
-“But yer honer will give ’em back to a poor man?” said Larry almost
-crying. “The masther’s mad this minute becase the dinner’s not up. Glory
-to God, only listhen to that!” And as he spoke a tremendous peal rang
-out from some bell down stairs that had evidently been shaken by an
-angry hand.
-
-“Larry,” said I--and I endeavoured to assume a look of very grave
-importance as I spoke--“I look to you to assist me in this matter.”
-
-“Och--wirra sthrue then, and will you let me go? just listhen to that,”
-and another angry peal rang out, loud and repeated.
-
-“If you do as I ask you,” I continued, “you shall be well rewarded. Look
-here; look at these boots,” and I held up the shooting-shoes new from
-Burlington Arcade. “They cost thirty shillings--thirty shillings! and I
-will give them to you for the loan of this pair of slippers.”
-
-“They’d be no use at all to me, yer honer; not the laist use in life.”
-
-“You could do with them very well for to-night, and then you could sell
-them. And here are ten shillings besides,” and I held out half a
-sovereign which the poor fellow took into his hand.
-
-I waited no further parley but immediately walked out of the room. With
-one foot I was sufficiently pleased. As regarded that I felt that I had
-overcome my difficulty. But the other was not so satisfactory. Whenever
-I attempted to lift it from the ground the horrid slipper would fall
-off, or only just hang by the toe. As for dancing, that would be out of
-the question.
-
-“Och, murther, murther,” sang out Larry, as he heard me going down
-stairs. “What will I do at all? Tare and ’ounds; there, he’s at it agin,
-as mad as blazes.” This last exclamation had reference to another peal
-which was evidently the work of the master’s hand.
-
-I confess I was not quite comfortable as I walked down stairs. In the
-first place I was nearly half an hour late, and I knew from the vigour
-of the peals that had sounded that my slowness had already been made the
-subject of strong remarks. And then my left shoe went flop, flop, on
-every alternate step of the stairs. By no exertion of my foot in the
-drawing up of my toe could I induce it to remain permanently fixed upon
-my foot. But over and above and worse than all this was the conviction
-strong upon my mind that I should become a subject of merriment to the
-girls as soon as I entered the room. They would understand the cause of
-my distress, and probably at this moment were expecting to hear me
-clatter through the stone hall with those odious metal boots.
-
-However, I hurried down and entered the drawing-room, determined to keep
-my position near the door, so that I might have as little as possible to
-do on entering and as little as possible in going out. But I had other
-difficulties in store for me. I had not as yet been introduced to Mrs.
-O’Conor; nor to Miss O’Conor, the squire’s unmarried sister.
-
-“Upon my word I thought you were never coming,” said Mr. O’Conor as soon
-as he saw me. “It is just one hour since we entered the house. Jack, I
-wish you would find out what has come to that fellow Larry,” and again
-he rang the bell. He was too angry, or it might be too impatient to go
-through the ceremony of introducing me to anybody.
-
-I saw that the two girls looked at me very sharply, but I stood at the
-back of an arm-chair so that no one could see my feet. But that little
-imp Tizzy walked round deliberately, looked at my heels, and then walked
-back again. It was clear that she was in the secret.
-
-There were eight or ten people in the room, but I was too much fluttered
-to notice well who they were.
-
-“Mamma,” said Miss O’Conor, “let me introduce Mr. Green to you.”
-
-It luckily happened that Mrs. O’Conor was on the same side of the fire
-as myself, and I was able to take the hand which she offered me without
-coming round into the middle of the circle. Mrs. O’Conor was a little
-woman, apparently not of much importance in the world, but, if one
-might judge from first appearance, very good-natured.
-
-“And my aunt Die, Mr. Green,” said Kate, pointing to a very
-straight-backed, grim-looking lady, who occupied a corner of a sofa, on
-the opposite side of the hearth. I knew that politeness required that I
-should walk across the room and make acquaintance with her. But under
-the existing circumstances how was I to obey the dictates of politeness?
-I was determined therefore to stand my ground, and merely bowed across
-the room at Miss O’Conor. In so doing I made an enemy who never deserted
-me during the whole of my intercourse with the family. But for her, who
-knows who might have been sitting opposite to me as I now write?
-
-“Upon my word, Mr. Green, the ladies will expect much from an Adonis who
-takes so long over his toilet,” said Tom O’Conor in that cruel tone of
-banter which he knew so well how to use.
-
-“You forget, father, that men in London can’t jump in and out of their
-clothes as quick as we wild Irishmen,” said Jack.
-
-“Mr. Green knows that we expect a great deal from him this evening. I
-hope you polk well, Mr. Green,” said Kate.
-
-I muttered something about never dancing, but I knew that that which I
-said was inaudible.
-
-“I don’t think Mr. Green will dance,” said Tizzy; “at least not much.”
-The impudence of that child was, I think, unparalleled by any that I
-have ever witnessed.
-
-“But in the name of all that’s holy, why don’t we have dinner?” And Mr.
-O’Conor thundered at the door. “Larry, Larry, Larry!” he screamed.
-
-“Yes, yer honer, it’ll be all right in two seconds,” answered Larry,
-from some bottomless abyss. “Tare an’ ages; what’ll I do at all,” I
-heard him continuing, as he made his way into the hall. Oh what a
-clatter he made upon the pavement,--for it was all stone! And how the
-drops of perspiration stood upon my brow as I listened to him!
-
-And then there was a pause, for the man had gone into the dining-room. I
-could see now that Mr. O’Conor was becoming very angry, and Jack the
-eldest son--oh, how often he and I have laughed over all this
-since--left the drawing-room for the second time. Immediately afterwards
-Larry’s footsteps were again heard, hurrying across the hall, and then
-there was a great slither, and an exclamation, and the noise of a
-fall--and I could plainly hear poor Larry’s head strike against the
-stone floor.
-
-“Ochone, ochone!” he cried at the top of his voice--“I’m murthered with
-’em now intirely; and d---- ’em for boots--St. Peter be good to me.”
-
-There was a general rush into the hall, and I was carried with the
-stream. The poor fellow who had broken his head would be sure to tell
-how I had robbed him of his shoes. The coachman was already helping him
-up, and Peter good-naturedly lent a hand.
-
-“What on earth is the matter?” said Mr. O’Conor.
-
-“He must be tipsy,” whispered Miss O’Conor, the maiden sister.
-
-“I aint tipsy at all thin,” said Larry, getting up and rubbing the back
-of his head, and sundry other parts of his body. “Tipsy indeed!” And
-then he added when he was quite upright, “The dinner is sarved--at
-last.”
-
-And he bore it all without telling! “I’ll give that fellow a guinea
-to-morrow morning,” said I to myself--“if it’s the last that I have in
-the world.”
-
-I shall never forget the countenance of the Miss O’Conors as Larry
-scrambled up cursing the unfortunate boots--“What on earth has he got
-on?” said Mr. O’Conor.
-
-“Sorrow take ’em for shoes,” ejaculated Larry. But his spirit was good
-and he said not a word to betray me.
-
-We all then went in to dinner how we best could. It was useless for us
-to go back into the drawing-room, that each might seek his own partner.
-Mr. O’Conor “the masther,” not caring much for the girls who were around
-him, and being already half beside himself with the confusion and delay,
-led the way by himself. I as a stranger should have given my arm to Mrs.
-O’Conor; but as it was I took her eldest daughter instead, and contrived
-to shuffle along into the dining-room without exciting much attention,
-and when there I found myself happily placed between Kate and Fanny.
-
-“I never knew anything so awkward,” said Fanny; “I declare I can’t
-conceive what has come to our old servant Larry. He’s generally the most
-precise person in the world, and now he is nearly an hour late--and then
-he tumbles down in the hall.”
-
-“I am afraid I am responsible for the delay,” said I.
-
-“But not for the tumble I suppose,” said Kate from the other side. I
-felt that I blushed up to the eyes, but I did not dare to enter into
-explanations.
-
-“Tom,” said Tizzy, addressing her father across the table, “I hope you
-had a good run to-day.” It did seem odd to me that a young lady should
-call her father Tom, but such was the fact.
-
-“Well; pretty well,” said Mr. O’Conor.
-
-“And I hope you were up with the hounds.”
-
-“You may ask Mr. Green that. He at any rate was with them, and therefore
-he can tell you.”
-
-“Oh, he wasn’t before you, I know. No Englishman could get before
-you;--I am quite sure of that.”
-
-“Don’t you be impertinent, miss,” said Kate. “You can easily see, Mr.
-Green, that papa spoils my sister Eliza.”
-
-“Do you hunt in top-boots, Mr. Green?” said Tizzy.
-
-To this I made no answer. She would have drawn me into a conversation
-about my feet in half a minute, and the slightest allusion to the
-subject threw me into a fit of perspiration.
-
-“Are you fond of hunting, Miss O’Conor?” asked I, blindly hurrying into
-any other subject of conversation.
-
-Miss O’Conor owned that she was fond of hunting--just a little; only
-papa would not allow it. When the hounds met anywhere within reach of
-Castle Conor, she and Kate would ride out to look at them; and if papa
-was not there that day,--an omission of rare occurrence,--they would
-ride a few fields with the hounds.
-
-“But he lets Tizzy keep with them the whole day,” said she, whispering.
-
-“And has Tizzy a pony of her own?”
-
-“Oh yes, Tizzy has everything. She’s papa’s pet, you know.”
-
-“And whose pet are you?” I asked.
-
-“Oh--I am nobody’s pet, unless sometimes Jack makes a pet of me when
-he’s in a good humour. Do you make pets of your sisters, Mr. Green?”
-
-“I have none. But if I had I should not make pets of them.”
-
-“Not of your own sisters?”
-
-“No. As for myself, I’d sooner make a pet of my friend’s sister; a great
-deal.”
-
-“How very unnatural,” said Miss O’Conor, with the prettiest look of
-surprise imaginable.
-
-“Not at all unnatural I think,” said I, looking tenderly and lovingly
-into her face. Where does one find girls so pretty, so easy, so sweet,
-so talkative as the Irish girls? And then with all their talking and all
-their ease who ever hears of their misbehaving? They certainly love
-flirting as they also love dancing. But they flirt without mischief and
-without malice.
-
-I had now quite forgotten my misfortune, and was beginning to think how
-well I should like to have Fanny O’Conor for my wife. In this frame of
-mind I was bending over towards her as a servant took away a plate from
-the other side, when a sepulchral note sounded in my ear. It was like
-the memento mori of the old Roman;--as though some one pointed in the
-midst of my bliss to the sword hung over my head by a thread. It was the
-voice of Larry, whispering in his agony just above, my head--
-
-“They’s disthroying my poor feet intirely, intirely; so they is! I can’t
-bear it much longer, yer honer.” I had committed murder like Macbeth;
-and now my Banquo had come to disturb me at my feast.
-
-“What is it he says to you?” asked Fanny.
-
-“Oh nothing,” I answered, once more in my misery.
-
-“There seems to be some point of confidence between you and our Larry,”
-she remarked.
-
-“Oh no,” said I, quite confused; “not at all.”
-
-“You need not be ashamed of it. Half the gentlemen in the county have
-their confidences with Larry;--and some of the ladies too, I can tell
-you. He was born in this house, and never lived anywhere else; and I am
-sure he has a larger circle of acquaintance than any one else in it.”
-
-I could not recover my self-possession for the next ten minutes.
-Whenever Larry was on our side of the table I was afraid he was coming
-to me with another agonised whisper. When he was opposite, I could not
-but watch him as he hobbled in his misery. It was evident that the boots
-were too tight for him, and had they been made throughout of iron they
-could not have been less capable of yielding to the feet. I pitied him
-from the bottom of my heart. And I pitied myself also, wishing that I
-was well in bed upstairs with some feigned malady, so that Larry might
-have had his own again.
-
-And then for a moment I missed him from the room. He had doubtless gone
-to relieve his tortured feet in the servants’ hall, and as he did so was
-cursing my cruelty. But what mattered it? Let him curse. If he would
-only stay away and do that, I would appease his wrath when we were alone
-together with pecuniary satisfaction.
-
-But there was no such rest in store for me. “Larry, Larry,” shouted Mr.
-O’Conor, “where on earth has the fellow gone to?” They were all cousins
-at the table except myself, and Mr. O’Conor was not therefore restrained
-by any feeling of ceremony. “There is something wrong with that fellow
-to-day; what is it, Jack?”
-
-“Upon my word, sir, I don’t know,” said Jack.
-
-“I think he must be tipsy,” whispered Miss O’Conor, the maiden sister,
-who always sat at her brother’s left hand. But a whisper though it was,
-it was audible all down the table.
-
-“No, ma’am; it aint dhrink at all,” said the coachman. “It is his feet
-as does it.”
-
-“His feet!” shouted Tom O’Conor.
-
-“Yes; I know it’s his feet,” said that horrid Tizzy. “He’s got on great
-thick nailed shoes. It was that that made him tumble down in the hall.”
-
-I glanced at each side of me, and could see that there was a certain
-consciousness expressed in the face of each of my two neighbours;--on
-Kate’s mouth there was decidedly a smile, or rather, perhaps, the
-slightest possible inclination that way; whereas on Fanny’s part I
-thought I saw something like a rising sorrow at my distress. So at least
-I flattered myself.
-
-“Send him back into the room immediately,” said Tom, who looked at me as
-though he had some consciousness that I had introduced all this
-confusion into his household. What should I do? Would it not be best for
-me to make a clean breast of it before them all? But alas! I lacked the
-courage.
-
-The coachman went out, and we were left for five minutes without any
-servant, and Mr. O’Conor the while became more and more savage. I
-attempted to say a word to Fanny, but failed. Vox faucibus hæsit.
-
-“I don’t think he has got any others,” said Tizzy--“at least none others
-left.”
-
-On the whole I am glad I did not marry into the family, as I could not
-have endured that girl to stay in my house as a sister-in-law.
-
-“Where the d---- has that other fellow gone to?” said Tom. “Jack, do go
-out and see what is the matter. If anybody is drunk send for me.”
-
-“Oh, there is nobody drunk,” said Tizzy.
-
-Jack went out, and the coachman returned; but what was done and said I
-hardly remember. The whole room seemed to swim round and round, and as
-far as I can recollect the company sat mute, neither eating nor
-drinking. Presently Jack returned.
-
-“It’s all right,” said he. I always liked Jack. At the present moment he
-just looked towards me and laughed slightly.
-
-“All right?” said Tom. “But is the fellow coming?”
-
-“We can do with Richard, I suppose,” said Jack.
-
-“No--I can’t do with Richard,” said the father. “And I will know what it
-all means. Where is that fellow Larry?”
-
-Larry had been standing just outside the door, and now he entered gently
-as a mouse. No sound came from his footfall, nor was there in his face
-that look of pain which it had worn for the last fifteen minutes. But he
-was not the less abashed, frightened, and unhappy.
-
-“What is all this about, Larry?” said his master, turning to him. “I
-insist upon knowing.”
-
-“Och thin, Mr. Green, yer honer, I wouldn’t be afther telling agin yer
-honer; indeed I wouldn’t thin, av’ the masther would only let me hould
-my tongue.” And he looked across at me, deprecating my anger.
-
-“Mr. Green!” said Mr. O’Conor.
-
-“Yes, yer honer. It’s all along of his honor’s thick shoes;” and Larry,
-stepping backwards towards the door, lifted them up from some corner,
-and coming well forward, exposed them with the soles uppermost to the
-whole table.
-
-“And that’s not all, yer honer; but they’ve squoze the very toes of me
-into a jelly.”
-
-There was now a loud laugh, in which Jack and Peter and Fanny and Kate
-and Tizzy all joined; as too did Mr. O’Conor--and I also myself after a
-while.
-
-“Whose boots are they?” demanded Miss O’Conor senior, with her severest
-tone and grimmest accent.
-
-“’Deed then and the divil may have them for me, Miss,” answered Larry.
-“They war Mr. Green’s, but the likes of him won’t wear them agin afther
-the likes of me--barring he wanted them very particular,” added he,
-remembering his own pumps.
-
-I began muttering something, feeling that the time had come when I must
-tell the tale. But Jack with great good nature, took up the story and
-told it so well, that I hardly suffered in the telling.
-
-“And that’s it,” said Tom O’Conor, laughing till I thought he would have
-fallen from his chair. “So you’ve got Larry’s shoes on--”
-
-“And very well he fills them,” said Jack.
-
-“And it’s his honer that’s welcome to ’em,” said Larry, grinning from
-ear to ear now that he saw that “the masther” was once more in a good
-humour.
-
-“I hope they’ll be nice shoes for dancing,” said Kate.
-
-“Only there’s one down at the heel I know,” said Tizzy.
-
-“The servant’s shoes!” This was an exclamation made by the maiden lady,
-and intended apparently only for her brother’s ear. But it was clearly
-audible by all the party.
-
-“Better that than no dinner,” said Peter.
-
-“But what are you to do about the dancing?” said Fanny, with an air of
-dismay on her face which flattered me with an idea that she did care
-whether I danced or no.
-
-In the mean time Larry, now as happy as an emperor, was tripping round
-the room without any shoes to encumber him as he withdrew the plates
-from the table.
-
-“And it’s his honer that’s welcome to ’em,” said he again, as he pulled
-off the table-cloth with a flourish. “And why wouldn’t he, and he able
-to folly the hounds betther nor any Englishman that iver war in these
-parts before,--anyways so Mick says!”
-
-Now Mick was the huntsman, and this little tale of eulogy from Larry
-went far towards easing my grief. I had ridden well to the hounds that
-day, and I knew it.
-
-There was nothing more said about the shoes, and I was soon again at my
-ease, although Miss O’Conor did say something about the impropriety of
-Larry walking about in his stocking feet. The ladies however soon
-withdrew,--to my sorrow, for I was getting on swimmingly with Fanny; and
-then we gentlemen gathered round the fire and filled our glasses.
-
-In about ten minutes a very light tap was heard, the door was opened to
-the extent of three inches, and a female voice which I readily
-recognised called to Jack.
-
-Jack went out, and in a second or two put his head back into the room
-and called to me--“Green,” he said, “just step here a moment, there’s a
-good fellow.” I went out, and there I found Fanny standing with her
-brother.
-
-“Here are the girls at their wits’ ends,” said he, “about your dancing.
-So Fanny has put a boy upon one of the horses, and proposes that you
-should send another line to Mrs. Meehan at Ballyglass. It’s only ten
-miles, and he’ll be back in two hours.”
-
-I need hardly say that I acted in conformity with this advice. I went
-into Mr. O’Conor’s book room, with Jack and his sister, and there
-scribbled a note. It was delightful to feel how intimate I was with
-them, and how anxious they were to make me happy.
-
-“And we won’t begin till they come,” said Fanny.
-
-“Oh, Miss O’Conor, pray don’t wait,” said I.
-
-“Oh, but we will,” she answered. “You have your wine to drink, and then
-there’s the tea; and then we’ll have a song or two. I’ll spin it out;
-see if I don’t.” And so we went to the front door where the boy was
-already on his horse--her own nag as I afterwards found.
-
-“And Patsey,” said she, “ride for your life; and Patsey, whatever you
-do, don’t come back without Mr. Green’s pumps--his dancing-shoes you
-know.”
-
-And in about two hours the pumps did arrive; and I don’t think I ever
-spent a pleasanter evening or got more satisfaction out of a pair of
-shoes. They had not been two minutes on my feet before Larry was
-carrying a tray of negus across the room in those which I had worn at
-dinner.
-
-“The Dillon girls are going to stay here,” said Fanny as I wished her
-good night at two o’clock. “And we’ll have dancing every evening as long
-as you remain.”
-
-“But I shall leave to-morrow,” said I.
-
-“Indeed you won’t. Papa will take care of that.”
-
-And so he did. “You had better go over to Ballyglass yourself
-to-morrow,” said he, “and collect your own things. There’s no knowing
-else what you may have to borrow of Larry.”
-
-I stayed there three weeks, and in the middle of the third I thought
-that everything would be arranged between me and Fanny. But the aunt
-interfered; and in about a twelvemonth after my adventures she consented
-to make a more fortunate man happy for his life.
-
-
-
-
-JOHN BULL ON THE GUADALQUIVIR.
-
-
-I am an Englishman, living, as all Englishman should do, in England, and
-my wife would not, I think, be well pleased were any one to insinuate
-that she were other than an Englishwoman; but in the circumstances of my
-marriage I became connected with the south of Spain, and the narrative
-which I am to tell requires that I should refer to some of those
-details.
-
-The Pomfrets and Daguilars have long been in trade together in this
-country, and one of the partners has usually resided at Seville for the
-sake of the works which the firm there possesses. My father, James
-Pomfret, lived there for ten years before his marriage; and since that
-and up to the present period, old Mr. Daguilar has always been on the
-spot. He was, I believe, born in Spain, but he came very early to
-England; he married an English wife, and his sons had been educated
-exclusively in England. His only daughter, Maria Daguilar, did not pass
-so large a proportion of her early life in this country, but she came to
-us for a visit at the age of seventeen, and when she returned I made up
-my mind that I most assuredly would go after her. So I did, and she is
-now sitting on the other side of the fireplace with a legion of small
-linen habiliments in a huge basket by her side.
-
-I felt, at the first, that there was something lacking to make my cup of
-love perfectly delightful. It was very sweet, but there was wanting that
-flower of romance which is generally added to the heavenly draught by a
-slight admixture of opposition. I feared that the path of my true love
-would run too smooth. When Maria came to our house, my mother and elder
-sister seemed to be quite willing that I should be continually alone
-with her; and she had not been there ten days before my father, by
-chance, remarked that there was nothing old Mr. Daguilar valued so
-highly as a thorough feeling of intimate alliance between the two
-families which had been so long connected in trade. I was never told
-that Maria was to be my wife, but I felt that the same thing was done
-without words; and when, after six weeks of somewhat elaborate
-attendance upon her, I asked her to be Mrs. John Pomfret, I had no more
-fear of a refusal, or even of hesitation on her part, than I now have
-when I suggest to my partner some commercial transaction of undoubted
-advantage.
-
-But Maria, even, at that age, had about her a quiet sustained decision
-of character quite unlike anything I had seen in English girls. I used
-to hear, and do still hear, how much more flippant is the education of
-girls in France and Spain than in England; and I know that this is shown
-to be the result of many causes--the Roman Catholic religion being,
-perhaps, the chief offender; but, nevertheless, I rarely see in one of
-our own young women the same power of a self-sustained demeanour as I
-meet on the Continent. It goes no deeper than the demeanour, people say.
-I can only answer that I have not found that shallowness in my own wife.
-
-Miss Daguilar replied to me that she was not prepared with an answer;
-she had only known me six weeks, and wanted more time to think about it;
-besides, there was one in her own country with whom she would wish to
-consult. I knew she had no mother; and as for consulting old Mr.
-Daguilar on such a subject, that idea, I knew, could not have troubled
-her. Besides, as I afterwards learned, Mr. Daguilar had already proposed
-the marriage to his partner exactly as he would have proposed a division
-of assets. My mother declared that Maria was a foolish chit--in which,
-by-the-bye, she showed her entire ignorance of Miss Daguilar’s
-character; my eldest sister begged that no constraint might be put on
-the young lady’s inclinations--which provoked me to assert that the
-young lady’s inclinations were by no means opposed to my own; and my
-father, in the coolest manner, suggested that the matter might stand
-over for twelve months, and that I might then go to Seville, and see
-about it! Stand over for twelve months! Would not Maria, long before
-that time, have been snapped up and carried off by one of those
-inordinately rich Spanish grandees who are still to be met with
-occasionally in Andalucia?
-
-My father’s dictum, however, had gone forth; and Maria, in the calmest
-voice, protested that she thought it very wise. I should be less of a
-boy by that time, she said, smiling on me, but driving wedges between
-every fibre of my body as she spoke. “Be it so,” I said, proudly. “At
-any rate, I am not so much of a boy that I shall forget you.” “And,
-John, you still have the trade to learn,” she added, with her
-deliciously foreign intonation--speaking very slowly, but with perfect
-pronunciation. The trade to learn! However, I said not a word, but
-stalked out of the room, meaning to see her no more before she went. But
-I could not resist attending on her in the hall as she started; and,
-when she took leave of us, she put her face up to be kissed by me, as
-she did by my father, and seemed to receive as much emotion from one
-embrace as from the other. “He’ll go out by the packet of the 1st
-April,” said my father, speaking of me as though I were a bale of goods.
-“Ah! that will be so nice,” said Maria, settling her dress in the
-carriage; “the oranges will be ripe for him then!”
-
-On the 17th April I did sail, and felt still very like a bale of goods.
-I had received one letter from her, in which she merely stated that her
-papa would have a room ready for me on my arrival; and, in answer to
-that, I had sent an epistle somewhat longer, and, as I then thought, a
-little more to the purpose. Her turn of mind was more practical than
-mine, and I must confess my belief that she did not appreciate my
-poetry.
-
-I landed at Cadiz, and was there joined by an old family friend, one of
-the very best fellows that ever lived. He was to accompany me up as far
-as Seville; and, as he had lived for a year or two at Xeres, was
-supposed to be more Spanish almost than a Spaniard. His name was
-Johnson, and he was in the wine trade; and whether for travelling or
-whether for staying at home--whether for paying you a visit in your own
-house, or whether for entertaining you in his--there never was (and I am
-prepared to maintain there never will be) a stancher friend, a choicer
-companion, or a safer guide than Thomas Johnson. Words cannot produce a
-eulogium sufficient for his merits. But, as I have since learned, he was
-not quite so Spanish as I had imagined. Three years among the bodegas of
-Xeres had taught him, no doubt, to appreciate the exact twang of a good,
-dry sherry; but not, as I now conceive, the exactest flavour of the true
-Spanish character. I was very lucky, however, in meeting such a friend,
-and now reckon him as one of the stanchest allies of the house of
-Pomfret, Daguilar, and Pomfret.
-
-He met me at Cadiz, took me about the town, which appeared to me to be
-of no very great interest;--though the young ladies were all very well.
-But, in this respect, I was then a Stoic, till such time as I might be
-able to throw myself at the feet of her whom I was ready to proclaim
-the most lovely of all the Dulcineas of Andalucia. He carried me up by
-boat and railway to Xeres; gave me a most terrific headache, by dragging
-me out into the glare of the sun, after I had tasted some half a dozen
-different wines, and went through all the ordinary hospitalities. On the
-next day we returned to Puerto, and from thence getting across to St.
-Lucar and Bonanza, found ourselves on the banks of the Guadalquivir, and
-took our places in the boat for Seville. I need say but little to my
-readers respecting that far-famed river. Thirty years ago we in England
-generally believed that on its banks was to be found a pure elysium of
-pastoral beauty; that picturesque shepherds and lovely maidens here fed
-their flocks in fields of asphodel; that the limpid stream ran cool and
-crystal over bright stones and beneath perennial shade; and that
-everything on the Guadalquivir was as lovely and as poetical as its
-name. Now, it is pretty widely known that no uglier river oozes down to
-its bourn in the sea through unwholesome banks of low mud. It is brown
-and dirty; ungifted by any scenic advantage; margined for miles upon
-miles by huge, flat, expansive fields, in which cattle are reared,--the
-bulls wanted for the bull-fights among other; and birds of prey sit
-constant on the shore, watching for the carcases of such as die. Such
-are the charms of the golden Guadalquivir.
-
-At first we were very dull on board that steamer. I never found myself
-in a position in which there was less to do. There was a nasty smell
-about the little boat which made me almost ill; every turn in the river
-was so exactly like the last, that we might have been standing still;
-there was no amusement except eating, and that, when once done, was not
-of a kind to make an early repetition desirable. Even Johnson was
-becoming dull, and I began to doubt whether I was so desirous as I once
-had been to travel the length and breadth of all Spain. But about noon a
-little incident occurred which did for a time remove some of our tedium.
-The boat had stopped to take in passengers on the river; and, among
-others, a man had come on board dressed in a fashion that, to my eyes,
-was equally strange and picturesque. Indeed, his appearance was so
-singular, that I could not but regard him with care, though I felt at
-first averse to stare at a fellow-passenger on account of his clothes.
-He was a man of about fifty, but as active apparently as though not more
-than twenty-five; he was of low stature, but of admirable make; his hair
-was just becoming grizzled, but was short and crisp and well cared for;
-his face was prepossessing, having a look of good humour added to
-courtesy, and there was a pleasant, soft smile round his mouth which
-ingratiated one at the first sight. But it was his dress rather than his
-person which attracted attention. He wore the ordinary Andalucian
-cap--of which such hideous parodies are now making themselves common in
-England--but was not contented with the usual ornament of the double
-tuft. The cap was small, and jaunty; trimmed with silk velvet--as is
-common here with men careful to adorn their persons; but this man’s cap
-was finished off with a jewelled button and golden filigree work. He was
-dressed in a short jacket with a stand-up collar; and that also was
-covered with golden buttons and with golden button-holes. It was all
-gilt down the front, and all lace down the back. The rows of buttons
-were double; and those of the more backward row hung down in heavy
-pendules. His waistcoat was of coloured silk--very pretty to look at;
-and ornamented with a small sash, through which gold threads were
-worked. All the buttons of his breeches also were of gold; and there
-were gold tags to all the button-holes. His stockings were of the finest
-silk, and clocked with gold from the knee to the ankle.
-
-Dress any Englishman in such a garb and he will at once give you the
-idea of a hog in armour. In the first place he will lack the proper
-spirit to carry it off, and in the next place the motion of his limbs
-will disgrace the ornaments they bear. “And so best,” most Englishmen
-will say. Very likely; and, therefore, let no Englishman try it. But my
-Spaniard did not look at all like a hog in armour. He walked slowly down
-the plank into the boat, whistling lowly but very clearly a few bars
-from an opera tune. It was plain to see that he was master of himself,
-of his ornaments, and of his limbs. He had no appearance of thinking
-that men were looking at him, or of feeling that he was beauteous in his
-attire;--nothing could be more natural than his foot-fall, or the quiet
-glance of his cheery gray eye. He walked up to the captain, who held the
-helm, and lightly raised his hand to his cap. The captain, taking one
-hand from the wheel, did the same, and then the stranger, turning his
-back to the stern of the vessel, and fronting down the river with his
-face, continued to whistle slowly, clearly, and in excellent time. Grand
-as were his clothes they were no burden on his mind.
-
-“What is he?” said I, going up to my friend Johnson, with a whisper.
-
-“Well, I’ve been looking at him,” said Johnson--which was true enough;
-“he’s a----an uncommonly good-looking fellow, isn’t he?”
-
-“Particularly so,” said I; “and got up quite irrespective of expense. Is
-he a--a--a gentleman, now, do you think?”
-
-“Well, those things are so different in Spain, that it’s almost
-impossible to make an Englishman understand them. One learns to know all
-this sort of people by being with them in the country, but one can’t
-explain.”
-
-“No; exactly. Are they real gold?”
-
-“Yes, yes; I dare say they are. They sometimes have them silver gilt.”
-
-“It is quite a common thing, then, isn’t it?” asked I.
-
-“Well, not exactly; that---- Ah! yes; I see! of course. He is a torero.”
-
-“A what?”
-
-“A mayo. I will explain it all to you. You will see them about in all
-places, and you will get used to them.”
-
-“But I haven’t seen one other as yet.”
-
-“No, and they are not all so gay as this, nor so new in their finery,
-you know.”
-
-“And what is a torero?”
-
-“Well, a torero is a man engaged in bull-fighting.”
-
-“Oh! he is a matador, is he?” said I, looking at him with more than all
-my eyes.
-
-“No, not exactly that;--not of necessity. He is probably a mayo. A
-fellow that dresses himself smart for fairs, and will be seen hanging
-about with the bull-fighters. What would be a sporting fellow in
-England--only he won’t drink and curse like a low man on the turf there.
-Come, shall we go and speak to him?”
-
-“I can’t talk to him,” said I, diffident of my Spanish. I had received
-lessons in England from Maria Daguilar; but six weeks is little enough
-for making love, let alone the learning of a foreign language.
-
-“Oh! I’ll do the talking. You’ll find the language easy enough before
-long. It soon becomes the same as English to you, when you live among
-them.” And then Johnson, walking up to the stranger, accosted him with
-that good-natured familiarity with which a thoroughly nice fellow always
-opens a conversation with his inferior. Of course I could not understand
-the words which were exchanged; but it was clear enough that the “mayo”
-took the address in good part, and was inclined to be communicative and
-social.
-
-“They are all of pure gold,” said Johnson, turning to me after a minute,
-making as he spoke a motion with his head to show the importance of the
-information.
-
-“Are they indeed?” said I. “Where on earth did a fellow like that get
-them?” Whereupon Johnson again returned to his conversation with the
-man. After another minute he raised his hand, and began to finger the
-button on the shoulder; and to aid him in doing so, the man of the
-bull-ring turned a little on one side.
-
-“They are wonderfully well made,” said Johnson, talking to me, and still
-fingering the button. “They are manufactured, he says, at Osuna, and he
-tells me that they make them better there than anywhere else.”
-
-“I wonder what the whole set would cost?” said I. “An enormous deal of
-money for a fellow like him, I should think!”
-
-“Over twelve ounces,” said Johnson, having asked the question; “and that
-will be more than forty pounds.”
-
-“What an uncommon ass he must be!” said I.
-
-As Johnson by this time was very closely scrutinising the whole set of
-ornaments I thought I might do so also, and going up close to our
-friend, I too began to handle the buttons and tags on the other side.
-Nothing could have been more good-humoured than he was--so much so that
-I was emboldened to hold up his arm that I might see the cut of his
-coat, to take off his cap and examine the make, to stuff my finger in
-beneath his sash, and at last to kneel down while I persuaded him to
-hold up his legs that I might look to the clocking. The fellow was
-thoroughly good-natured, and why should I not indulge my curiosity?
-
-“You’ll upset him if you don’t take care,” said Johnson; for I had got
-fast hold of him by one ankle, and was determined to finish the survey
-completely.
-
-“Oh, no, I shan’t,” said I; “a bull-fighting chap can surely stand on
-one leg. But what I wonder at is, how on earth he can afford it!”
-Whereupon Johnson again began to interrogate him in Spanish.
-
-“He says he has got no children,” said Johnson, having received a reply,
-“and that as he has nobody but himself to look after, he is able to
-allow himself such little luxuries.”
-
-“Tell him that I say he would be better with a wife and couple of
-babies,” said I--and Johnson interpreted.
-
-“He says that he’ll think of it some of these days, when he finds that
-the supply of fools in the world is becoming short,” said Johnson.
-
-We had nearly done with him now; but after regaining my feet, I
-addressed myself once more to the heavy pendules, which hung down almost
-under his arm. I lifted one of these, meaning to feel its weight
-between my fingers; but unfortunately I gave a lurch, probably through
-the motion of the boat, and still holding by the button, tore it almost
-off from our friend’s coat.
-
-“Oh, I am so sorry,” I said, in broad English.
-
-“It do not matter at all,” he said, bowing, and speaking with equal
-plainness. And then, taking a knife from his pocket, he cut the pendule
-off, leaving a bit of torn cloth on the side of his jacket.
-
-“Upon my word, I am quite unhappy,” said I; “but I always am so
-awkward.” Whereupon he bowed low.
-
-“Couldn’t I make it right?” said I, bringing out my purse.
-
-He lifted his hand, and I saw that it was small and white; he lifted it
-and gently put it upon my purse, smiling sweetly as he did so. “Thank
-you, no, señor; thank you, no.” And then, bowing to us both, he walked
-away down into the cabin.
-
-“Upon my word he is a deuced well-mannered fellow,” said I.
-
-“You shouldn’t have offered him money,” said Johnson; “a Spaniard does
-not like it.”
-
-“Why, I thought you could do nothing without money in this country.
-Doesn’t every one take bribes?”
-
-“Ah! yes; that is a different thing; but not the price of a button. By
-Jove! he understood English, too. Did you see that?”
-
-“Yes; and I called him an ass! I hope he doesn’t mind it.”
-
-“Oh! no; he won’t think anything about it,” said Johnson. “That sort of
-fellows don’t. I dare say we shall see him in the bull-ring next Sunday,
-and then we’ll make all right with a glass of lemonade.”
-
-And so our adventure ended with the man of the gold ornaments. I was
-sorry that I had spoken English before him so heedlessly, and resolved
-that I would never be guilty of such gaucherie again. But, then, who
-would think that a Spanish bull-fighter would talk a foreign language? I
-was sorry, also, that I had torn his coat; it had looked so awkward; and
-sorry again that I had offered the man money. Altogether I was a little
-ashamed of myself; but I had too much to look forward to at Seville to
-allow any heaviness to remain long at my heart; and before I had arrived
-at the marvellous city I had forgotten both him and his buttons.
-
-Nothing could be nicer than the way in which I was welcomed at Mr.
-Daguilar’s house, or more kind--I may almost say affectionate--than
-Maria’s manner to me. But it was too affectionate; and I am not sure
-that I should not have liked my reception better had she been more
-diffident in her tone, and less inclined to greet me with open warmth.
-As it was, she again gave me her cheek to kiss, in her father’s
-presence, and called me dear John, and asked me specially after some
-rabbits which I had kept at home merely for a younger sister; and then
-it seemed as though she were in no way embarrassed by the peculiar
-circumstances of our position. Twelve months since I had asked her to be
-my wife, and now she was to give me an answer; and yet she was as
-assured in her gait, and as serenely joyous in her tone, as though I
-were a brother just returned from college. It could not be that she
-meant to refuse me, or she would not smile on me and be so loving; but I
-could almost have found it in my heart to wish that she would. “It is
-quite possible,” said I to myself, “that I may not be found so ready for
-this family bargain. A love that is to be had like a bale of goods is
-not exactly the love to suit my taste.” But then, when I met her again
-in the morning, I could no more have quarrelled with her than I could
-have flown.
-
-I was inexpressibly charmed with the whole city, and especially with the
-house in which Mr. Daguilar lived. It opened from the corner of a
-narrow, unfrequented street--a corner like an elbow--and, as seen from
-the exterior, there was nothing prepossessing to recommend it; but the
-outer door led by a short hall or passage to an inner door or grille,
-made of open ornamental iron-work, and through that we entered a court,
-or patio, as they called it. Nothing could be more lovely or deliciously
-cool than was this small court. The building on each side was covered by
-trellis-work; and beautiful creepers, vines, and parasite flowers, now
-in the full magnificence of the early summer, grew up and clustered
-round the windows. Every inch of wall was covered, so that none of the
-glaring whitewash wounded the eye, In the four corners of the patio were
-four large orange-trees, covered with fruit. I would not say a word in
-special praise of these, remembering that childish promise she had made
-on my behalf. In the middle of the court there was a fountain, and round
-about on the marble floor there were chairs, and here and there a small
-table, as though the space were really a portion of the house. It was
-here that we used to take our cup of coffee and smoke our cigarettes, I
-and old Mr. Daguilar, while Maria sat by, not only approving, but
-occasionally rolling for me the thin paper round the fragrant weed with
-her taper fingers. Beyond the patio was an open passage or gallery,
-filled also with flowers in pots; and then, beyond this, one entered the
-drawing-room of the house. It was by no means a princely palace or
-mansion, fit for the owner of untold wealth. The rooms were not over
-large nor very numerous; but the most had been made of a small space,
-and everything had been done to relieve the heat of an almost tropical
-sun.
-
-“It is pretty, is it not?” she said, as she took me through it.
-
-“Very pretty,” I said. “I wish we could live in such houses.”
-
-“Oh, they would not do at all for dear old fat, cold, cozy England. You
-are quite different, you know, in everything from us in the south; more
-phlegmatic, but then so much steadier. The men and the houses are all
-the same.”
-
-I can hardly tell why, but even this wounded me. It seemed to me as
-though she were inclined to put into one and the same category things
-English, dull, useful, and solid; and that she was disposed to show a
-sufficient appreciation for such necessaries of life, though she herself
-had another and inner sense--a sense keenly alive to the poetry of her
-own southern clime; and that I, as being English, was to have no
-participation in this latter charm. An English husband might do very
-well, the interests of the firm might make such an arrangement
-desirable, such a mariage de convenance--so I argued to myself--might be
-quite compatible with--with heaven only knows what delights of
-super-terrestial romance, from which I, as being an English thick-headed
-lump of useful coarse mortality, was to be altogether debarred. She had
-spoken to me of oranges, and having finished the survey of the house,
-she offered me some sweet little cakes. It could not be that of such
-things were the thoughts which lay undivulged beneath the clear waters
-of those deep black eyes--undivulged to me, though no one else could
-have so good a right to read those thoughts! It could not be that that
-noble brow gave index of a mind intent on the trade of which she spoke
-so often! Words of other sort than any that had been vouchsafed to me
-must fall at times from the rich curves of that perfect mouth.
-
-So felt I then, pining for something to make me unhappy. Ah, me! I know
-all about it now, and am content. But I wish that some learned pundit
-would give us a good definition of romance, would describe in words that
-feeling with which our hearts are so pestered when we are young, which
-makes us sigh for we know not what, and forbids us to be contented with
-what God sends us. We invest female beauty with impossible attributes,
-and are angry because our women have not the spiritualised souls of
-angels, anxious as we are that they should also be human in the flesh. A
-man looks at her he would love as at a distant landscape in a
-mountainous land. The peaks are glorious with more than the beauty of
-earth and rock and vegetation. He dreams of some mysterious grandeur of
-design which tempts him on under the hot sun, and over the sharp rock,
-till he has reached the mountain goal which he had set before him. But
-when there, he finds that the beauty is well-nigh gone, and as for that
-delicious mystery on which his soul had fed, it has vanished for ever.
-
-I know all about it now, and am, as I said, content. Beneath those deep
-black eyes there lay a well of love, good, honest, homely love, love of
-father and husband and children that were to come--of that love which
-loves to see the loved ones prospering in honesty. That noble brow--for
-it is noble; I am unchanged in that opinion, and will go unchanged to my
-grave--covers thoughts as to the welfare of many, and an intellect
-fitted to the management of a household, of servants, namely, and
-children, and perchance a husband. That mouth can speak words of wisdom,
-of very useful wisdom--though of poetry it has latterly uttered little
-that was original. Poetry and romance! They are splendid mountain views
-seen in the distance. So let men be content to see them, and not attempt
-to tread upon the fallacious heather of the mystic hills.
-
-In the first week of my sojourn in Seville I spoke no word of overt love
-to Maria, thinking, as I confess, to induce her thereby to alter her
-mode of conduct to myself. “She knows that I have come here to make love
-to her--to repeat my offer; and she will at any rate be chagrined if I
-am slow to do so.” But it had no effect. At home my mother was rather
-particular about her table, and Maria’s greatest efforts seemed to be
-used in giving me as nice dinners as we gave her. In those days I did
-not care a straw about my dinner, and so I took an opportunity of
-telling her. “Dear me,” said she, looking at me almost with grief, “do
-you not? What a pity! And do you not like music either?” “Oh, yes, I
-adore it,” I replied. I felt sure at the time that had I been born in
-her own sunny clime, she would never have talked to me about eating. But
-that was my mistake.
-
-I used to walk out with her about the city, seeing all that is there of
-beauty and magnificence. And in what city is there more that is worth
-the seeing? At first this was very delightful to me, for I felt that I
-was blessed with a privilege that would not be granted to any other man.
-But its value soon fell in my eyes, for others would accost her, and
-walk on the other side, talking to her in Spanish, as though I hardly
-existed, or were a servant there for her protection. And I was not
-allowed to take her arm, and thus to appropriate her, as I should have
-done in England. “No, John,” she said, with the sweetest, prettiest
-smile, “we don’t do that here; only when people are married.” And she
-made this allusion to married life out, openly, with no slightest tremor
-on her tongue.
-
-“Oh, I beg pardon,” said I, drawing back my hand, and feeling angry with
-myself for not being fully acquainted with all the customs of a foreign
-country.
-
-“You need not beg pardon,” said she; “when we were in England we always
-walked so. It is just a custom, you know.” And then I saw her drop her
-large dark eyes to the ground, and bow gracefully in answer to some
-salute.
-
-I looked round, and saw that we had been joined by a young cavalier,--a
-Spanish nobleman, as I saw at once; a man with jet black hair, and a
-straight nose, and a black moustache, and patent leather boots, very
-slim and very tall, and--though I would not confess it then--uncommonly
-handsome. I myself am inclined to be stout, my hair is light, my nose
-broad, I have no hair on my upper lip, and my whiskers are rough and
-uneven. “I could punch your head though, my fine fellow,” said I to
-myself, when I saw that he placed himself at Maria’s side, “and think
-very little of the achievement.”
-
-The wretch went on with us round the plaza for some quarter of an hour
-talking Spanish with the greatest fluency, and she was every whit as
-fluent. Of course I could not understand a word that they said. Of all
-positions that a man can occupy, I think that that is about the most
-uncomfortable; and I cannot say that, even up to this day, I have quite
-forgiven her for that quarter of an hour.
-
-“I shall go in,” said I, unable to bear my feelings, and preparing to
-leave her. “The heat is unendurable.”
-
-“Oh dear, John, why did you not speak before?” she answered. “You cannot
-leave me here, you know, as I am in your charge; but I will go with you
-almost directly.” And then she finished her conversation with the
-Spaniard, speaking with an animation she had never displayed in her
-conversations with me.
-
-It had been agreed between us for two or three days before this, that we
-were to rise early on the following morning for the sake of ascending
-the tower of the cathedral, and visiting the Giralda, as the iron
-figure is called, which turns upon a pivot on the extreme summit. We had
-often wandered together up and down the long dark gloomy aisle of the
-stupendous building, and had, together, seen its treasury of art; but as
-yet we had not performed the task which has to be achieved by all
-visitors to Seville; and in order that we might have a clear view over
-the surrounding country, and not be tormented by the heat of an advanced
-sun, we had settled that we would ascend the Giralda before breakfast.
-
-And now, as I walked away from the plaza towards Mr. Daguilar’s house,
-with Maria by my side, I made up my mind that I would settle my business
-during this visit to the cathedral. Yes, and I would so manage the
-settlement that there should be no doubt left as to my intentions and my
-own ideas. I would not be guilty of shilly-shally conduct; I would tell
-her frankly what I felt and what I thought, and would make her
-understand that I did not desire her hand if I could not have her heart.
-I did not value the kindness of her manner, seeing that that kindness
-sprung from indifference rather than passion; and so I would declare to
-her. And I would ask her, also, who was this young man with whom she was
-intimate--for whom all her volubility and energy of tone seemed to be
-employed? She had told me once that it behoved her to consult a friend
-in Seville as to the expediency of her marriage with me. Was this the
-friend whom she had wished to consult? If so, she need not trouble
-herself. Under such circumstances I should decline the connection! And I
-resolved that I would find out how this might be. A man who proposes to
-take a woman to his bosom as his wife, has a right to ask for
-information--ay, and to receive it too. It flashed upon my mind at this
-moment that Donna Maria was well enough inclined to come to me as my
-wife, but----. I could hardly define the “buts” to myself, for there
-were three or four of them. Why did she always speak to me in a tone of
-childish affection, as though I were a schoolboy home for the holidays?
-I would have all this out with her on the tower on the following
-morning, standing under the Giralda.
-
-On that morning we met together in the patio, soon after five o’clock,
-and started for the cathedral. She looked beautiful, with her black
-mantilla over her head, and with black gloves on, and her black morning
-silk dress--beautiful, composed, and at her ease, as though she were
-well satisfied to undertake this early morning walk from feelings of
-good nature--sustained, probably, by some under-current of a deeper
-sentiment. Well; I would know all about it before I returned to her
-father’s house.
-
-There hardly stands, as I think, on the earth, a building more
-remarkable than the cathedral of Seville, and hardly one more grand. Its
-enormous size; its gloom and darkness; the richness of ornamentation in
-the details, contrasted with the severe simplicity of the larger
-outlines; the variety of its architecture; the glory of its paintings;
-and the wondrous splendour of its metallic decoration, its
-altar-friezes, screens, rails, gates, and the like, render it, to my
-mind, the first in interest among churches. It has not the coloured
-glass of Chartres, or the marble glory of Milan, or such a forest of
-aisles as Antwerp, or so perfect a hue in stone as Westminster, nor in
-mixed beauty of form and colour does it possess anything equal to the
-choir of Cologne; but, for combined magnificence and awe-compelling
-grandeur, I regard it as superior to all other ecclesiastical edifices.
-
-It is its deep gloom with which the stranger is so greatly struck on his
-first entrance. In a region so hot as the south of Spain, a cool
-interior is a main object with the architect, and this it has been
-necessary to effect by the exclusion of light; consequently the church
-is dark, mysterious, and almost cold. On the morning in question, as we
-entered, it seemed to be filled with gloom, and the distant sound of a
-slow footstep here and there beyond the transept inspired one almost
-with awe. Maria, when she first met me, had begun to talk with her usual
-smile, offering me coffee and a biscuit before I started. “I never eat
-biscuit,” I said, with almost a severe tone, as I turned from her. That
-dark, horrid man of the plaza--would she have offered him a cake had she
-been going to walk with him in the gloom of the morning? After that
-little had been spoken between us. She walked by my side with her
-accustomed smile; but she had, as I flattered myself, begun to learn
-that I was not to be won by a meaningless good nature. “We are lucky in
-our morning for the view!” that was all she said, speaking with that
-peculiarly clear, but slow pronunciation which she had assumed in
-learning our language.
-
-We entered the cathedral, and, walking the whole length of the aisle,
-left it again at the porter’s porch at the farther end. Here we passed
-through a low door on to the stone flight of steps, and at once began to
-ascend. “There are a party of your countrymen up before us,” said Maria;
-“the porter says that they went through the lodge half an hour since.”
-“I hope they will return before we are on the top,” said I, bethinking
-myself of the task that was before me. And indeed my heart was hardly
-at ease within me, for that which I had to say would require all the
-spirit of which I was master.
-
-The ascent to the Giralda is very long and very fatiguing; and we had to
-pause on the various landings and in the singular belfry in order that
-Miss Daguilar might recruit her strength and breath. As we rested on one
-of these occasions, in a gallery which runs round the tower below the
-belfry, we heard a great noise of shouting, and a clattering of sticks
-among the bells. “It is the party of your countrymen who went up before
-us,” said she. “What a pity that Englishmen should always make so much
-noise!” And then she spoke in Spanish to the custodian of the bells, who
-is usually to be found in a little cabin up there within the tower. “He
-says that they went up shouting like demons,” continued Maria; and it
-seemed to me that she looked as though I ought to be ashamed of the name
-of an Englishman. “They may not be so solemn in their demeanour as
-Spaniards,” I answered; “but, for all that, there may be quite as much
-in them.”
-
-We then again began to mount, and before we had ascended much farther we
-passed my three countrymen. They were young men, with gray coats and
-gray trousers, with slouched hats, and without gloves. They had fair
-faces and fair hair, and swung big sticks in their hands, with crooked
-handles. They laughed and talked loud, and, when we met them, seemed to
-be racing with each other; but nevertheless they were gentlemen. No one
-who knows by sight what an English gentleman is, could have doubted
-that; but I did acknowledge to myself that they should have remembered
-that the edifice they were treading was a church, and that the silence
-they were invading was the cherished property of a courteous people.
-
-“They are all just the same as big boys,” said Maria. The colour
-instantly flew into my face, and I felt that it was my duty to speak up
-for my own countrymen. The word “boys” especially wounded my ears. It
-was as a boy that she treated me; but, on looking at that befringed
-young Spanish Don--who was not, apparently, my elder in age--she had
-recognised a man. However, I said nothing further till I reached the
-summit. One cannot speak with manly dignity while one is out of breath
-on a staircase.
-
-“There, John,” she said, stretching her hands away over the fair plain
-of the Guadalquivir, as soon as we stood against the parapet; “is not
-that lovely?”
-
-I would not deign to notice this. “Maria,” I said, “I think, that you
-are too hard upon my countrymen?”
-
-“Too hard! no; for I love them. They are so good and industrious; and
-they come home to their wives, and take care of their children. But why
-do they make themselves so--so--what the French call gauche?”
-
-“Good and industrious, and come home to their wives!” thought I. “I
-believe you hardly understand us as yet,” I answered. “Our domestic
-virtues are not always so very prominent; but, I believe, we know how to
-conduct ourselves as gentlemen: at any rate, as well as Spaniards.” I
-was very angry--not at the faults, but at the good qualities imputed to
-us.
-
-“In affairs of business, yes,” said Maria, with a look of firm
-confidence in her own opinion--that look of confidence which she has
-never lost, and I pray that she may never lose it while I remain with
-her--“but in the little intercourses of the world, no! A Spaniard never
-forgets what is personally due either to himself or his neighbours. If
-he is eating an onion, he eats it as an onion should be eaten.”
-
-“In such matters as that he is very grand, no doubt,” said I, angrily.
-
-“And why should you not eat an onion properly, John? Now, I heard a
-story yesterday from Don ---- about two Englishmen, which annoyed me very
-much.” I did not exactly catch the name of the Don in question, but I
-felt through every nerve in my body that it was the man who had been
-talking to her on the plaza.
-
-“And what have they done?” said I. “But it is the same everywhere. We
-are always abused; but, nevertheless, no people are so welcome. At any
-rate, we pay for the mischief we do.” I was angry with myself the moment
-the words were out of my mouth, for, after all, there is no feeling more
-mean than that pocket-confidence with which an Englishman sometimes
-swaggers.
-
-“There was no mischief done in this case,” she answered. “It was simply
-that two men have made themselves ridiculous for ever. The story is all
-about Seville, and, of course, it annoys me that they should be
-Englishmen.”
-
-“And what did they do?”
-
-“The Marquis D’Almavivas was coming up to Seville in the boat, and they
-behaved to him in the most outrageous manner. He is here now, and is
-going to give a series of fêtes. Of course he will not ask a single
-Englishman.”
-
-“We shall manage to live, even though the Marquis D’Almavivas may frown
-upon us,” said I, proudly.
-
-“He is the richest, and also the best of our noblemen,” continued Maria;
-“and I never heard of anything so absurd as what they did to him. It
-made me blush when Don ---- told me.” Don Tomàs, I thought she said.
-
-“If he be the best of your noblemen, how comes it that he is angry
-because he has met two vulgar men? It is not to be supposed that every
-Englishman is a gentleman.”
-
-“Angry! Oh, no! he was not angry; he enjoyed the joke too much for that.
-He got completely the best of them, though they did not know it; poor
-fools! How would your Lord John Russell behave if two Spaniards in an
-English railway carriage were to pull him about and tear his clothes?”
-
-“He would give them in charge to a policeman, of course,” said I,
-speaking of such a matter with the contempt it deserved.
-
-“If that were done here your ambassador would be demanding national
-explanations. But Almavivas did much better;--he laughed at them without
-letting them know it.”
-
-“But do you mean that they took hold of him violently, without any
-provocation? They must have been drunk.”
-
-“Oh, no, they were sober enough. I did not see it, so I do not quite
-know exactly how it was, but I understand that they committed themselves
-most absurdly, absolutely took hold of his coat and tore it, and--; but
-they did such ridiculous things that I cannot tell you.” And yet Don
-Tomàs, if that was the man’s name, had been able to tell her, and she
-had been able to listen to him.
-
-“What made them take hold of the marquis?” said I.
-
-“Curiosity, I suppose,” she answered. “He dresses somewhat fancifully,
-and they could not understand that any one should wear garments
-different from their own.” But even then the blow did not strike home
-upon me.
-
-“Is it not pretty to look down upon the quiet town?” she said, coming
-close up to me, so that the skirt of her dress pressed me, and her elbow
-touched my arm. Now was the moment I should have asked her how her heart
-stood towards me; but I was sore and uncomfortable, and my destiny was
-before me. She was willing enough to let these English faults pass by
-without further notice, but I would not allow the subject to drop.
-
-“I will find out who these men were,” said I, “and learn the truth of
-it. When did it occur?”
-
-“Last Thursday, I think he said.”
-
-“Why, that was the day we came up in the boat, Johnson and myself.
-There was no marquis there then, and we were the only Englishmen on
-board.”
-
-“It was on Thursday, certainly, because it was well known in Seville
-that he arrived on that day. You must have remarked him because he talks
-English perfectly--though, by-the-bye, these men would go on chattering
-before him about himself as though it were impossible that a Spaniard
-should know their language. They are ignorant of Spanish, and they
-cannot bring themselves to believe that any one should be better
-educated than themselves.”
-
-Now the blow had fallen, and I straightway appreciated the necessity of
-returning immediately to Clapham, where my family resided, and giving up
-for ever all idea of Spanish connections. I had resolved to assert the
-full strength of my manhood on that tower, and now words had been spoken
-which left me weak as a child. I felt that I was shivering, and did not
-dare to pronounce the truth which must be made known. As to speaking of
-love, and signifying my pleasure that Don Tomàs should for the future be
-kept at a distance, any such effort was quite beyond me. Had Don Tomàs
-been there, he might have walked off with her from before my face
-without a struggle on my part. “Now I remember about it,” she continued,
-“I think he must have been in the boat on Thursday.”
-
-“And now that I remember,” I replied, turning away to hide my
-embarrassment, “he was there. Your friend down below in the plaza seems
-to have made out a grand story. No doubt he is not fond of the English,
-There was such a man there, and I did take hold----”
-
-“Oh, John, was it you?”
-
-“Yes, Donna Maria, it was I; and if Lord John Russell were to dress
-himself in the same way----” But I had no time to complete my
-description of what might occur under so extravagantly impossible a
-combination of circumstances, for as I was yet speaking, the little door
-leading out on to the leads of the tower was opened, and my friend, the
-mayo of the boat, still bearing all his gewgaws on his back, stepped up
-on to the platform. My eye instantly perceived that the one pendule was
-still missing from his jacket. He did not come alone, but three other
-gentlemen followed him, who, however, had no peculiarities in their
-dress. He saw me at once, and bowed and smiled; and then observing Donna
-Maria, he lifted his cap from his head, and addressing himself to her in
-Spanish, began to converse with her as though she were an old friend.
-
-“Señor,” said Maria, after the first words of greeting had been spoken
-between them; “you must permit me to present to you my father’s most
-particular friend, and my own,--Mr. Pomfret; John, this is the Marquis
-D’Almavivas.”
-
-I cannot now describe the grace with which this introduction was
-effected, or the beauty of her face as she uttered the word. There was a
-boldness about her as though she had said, “I know it all--the whole
-story. But, in spite of that you must take him on my representation, and
-be gracious to him in spite of what he has done. You must be content to
-do that; or in quarrelling with him you must quarrel with me also.” And
-it was done at the spur of the moment--without delay. She, who not five
-minutes since had been loudly condemning the unknown Englishman for his
-rudeness, had already pardoned him, now that he was known to be her
-friend; and had determined that he should be pardoned by others also or
-that she would share his disgrace. I recognised the nobleness of this at
-the moment; but, nevertheless, I was so sore that I would almost have
-preferred that she should have disowned me.
-
-The marquis immediately lifted his cap with his left hand while he gave
-me his right. “I have already had the pleasure of meeting this
-gentleman,” he said; “we had some conversation in the boat together.”
-
-“Yes,” said I, pointing to his rent, “and you still bear the marks of
-our encounter.”
-
-“Was it not delightful, Donna Maria,” he continued, turning to her;
-“your friend’s friend took me for a torero?”
-
-“And it served you properly, señor,” said Donna Maria, laughing; “you
-have no right to go about with all those rich ornaments upon you.”
-
-“Oh! quite properly; indeed, I make no complaint; and I must beg your
-friend to understand, and his friend also, how grateful I am for their
-solicitude as to my pecuniary welfare. They were inclined to be severe
-on me for being so extravagant in such trifles. I was obliged to explain
-that I had no wife at home kept without her proper allowance of dresses,
-in order that I might be gay.”
-
-“They are foreigners, and you should forgive their error,” said she.
-
-“And in token that I do so,” said the marquis, “I shall beg your friend
-to accept the little ornament which attracted his attention.” And so
-saying, he pulled the identical button out of his pocket, and gracefully
-proffered it to me.
-
-“I shall carry it about with me always,” said I, accepting it, “as a
-memento of humiliation. When I look at it, I shall ever remember the
-folly of an Englishman and the courtesy of a Spaniard;” and as I made
-the speech I could not but reflect whether it might, under any
-circumstances, be possible that Lord John Russell should be induced to
-give a button off his coat to a Spaniard.
-
-There were other civil speeches made, and before we left the tower the
-marquis had asked me to his parties, and exacted from me an unwilling
-promise that I would attend them. “The señora,” he said, bowing again to
-Maria, “would, he was sure, grace them. She had done so on the previous
-year; and as I had accepted his little present I was bound to
-acknowledge him as my friend.” All this was very pretty, and of course I
-said that I would go, but I had not at that time the slightest intention
-of doing so. Maria had behaved admirably; she had covered my confusion,
-and shown herself not ashamed to own me, delinquent as I was; but, not
-the less, had she expressed her opinion, in language terribly strong, of
-the awkwardness of which I had been guilty, and had shown almost an
-aversion to my English character. I should leave Seville as quickly as I
-could, and should certainly not again put myself in the way of the
-Marquis D’Almavivas. Indeed, I dreaded the moment that I should be first
-alone with her, and should find myself forced to say something
-indicative of my feelings--to hear something also indicative of her
-feelings. I had come out this morning resolved to demand my rights and
-to exercise them--and now my only wish was to run away. I hated the
-marquis, and longed to be alone that I might cast his button from me. To
-think that a man should be so ruined by such a trifle!
-
-We descended that prodigious flight without a word upon the subject, and
-almost without a word at all. She had carried herself well in the
-presence of Almavivas, and had been too proud to seem ashamed of her
-companion; but now, as I could well see, her feelings of disgust and
-contempt had returned. When I begged her not to hurry herself, she would
-hardly answer me; and when she did speak, her voice was constrained and
-unlike herself. And yet how beautiful she was! Well, my dream of Spanish
-love must be over. But I was sure of this; that having known her, and
-given her my heart, I could never afterwards share it with another.
-
-We came out at last on the dark, gloomy aisle of the cathedral, and
-walked together without a word up along the side of the choir, till we
-came to the transept. There was not a soul near us, and not a sound was
-to be heard but the distant, low pattering of a mass, then in course of
-celebration at some far-off chapel in the cathedral. When we got to the
-transept Maria turned a little, as though she was going to the transept
-door, and then stopped herself. She stood still; and when I stood also,
-she made two steps towards me, and put her hand on my arm. “Oh, John!”
-she said.
-
-“Well,” said I; “after all it does not signify. You can make a joke of
-it when my back is turned.”
-
-“Dearest John!”--she had never spoken to me in that way before--“you
-must not be angry with me. It is better that we should explain to each
-other, is it not?
-
-“Oh, much better. I am very glad you heard of it at once. I do not look
-at it quite in the same light that you do; but nevertheless----”
-
-“What do you mean? But I know you are angry with me. And yet you cannot
-think that I intended those words for you. Of course I know now that
-there was nothing rude in what passed.”
-
-“Oh, but there was.”
-
-“No, I am sure there was not. You could not be rude though you are so
-free hearted. I see it all now, and so does the marquis. You will like
-him so much when you come to know him. Tell me that you won’t be cross
-with me for what I have said. Sometimes I think that I have displeased
-you, and yet my whole wish has been to welcome you to Seville, and to
-make you comfortable as an old friend. Promise me that you will not be
-cross with me.”
-
-Cross with her! I certainly had no intention of being cross, but I had
-begun to think that she would not care what my humour might be. “Maria,”
-I said, taking hold of her hand.
-
-“No, John, do not do that. It is in the church, you know.”
-
-“Maria, will you answer me a question?”
-
-“Yes,” she said, very slowly, looking down upon the stone slabs beneath
-our feet.
-
-“Do you love me?”
-
-“Love you!”
-
-“Yes, do you love me? You were to give me an answer here, in Seville,
-and now I ask for it. I have almost taught myself to think that it is
-needless to ask; and now this horrid mischance----”
-
-“What do you mean?” said she, speaking very quickly, “Why this
-miserable blunder about the marquis’s button! After that I suppose----”
-
-“The marquis! Oh, John, is that to make a difference between you and
-me?--a little joke like that?”
-
-“But does it not?”
-
-“Make a change between us!--such a thing as that! Oh, John!”
-
-“But tell me, Maria, what am I to hope? If you will say that you can
-love me, I shall care nothing for the marquis. In that case I can bear
-to be laughed at.”
-
-“Who will dare to laugh at you? Not the marquis, whom I am sure you will
-like.”
-
-“Your friend in the plaza, who told you of all this.”
-
-“What, poor Tomàs!”
-
-“I do not know about his being poor. I mean the gentleman who was with
-you last night.”
-
-“Yes, Tomàs. You do not know who he is?”
-
-“Not in the least.”
-
-“How droll! He is your own clerk--partly your own, now that you are one
-of the firm. And, John, I mean to make you do something for him; he is
-such a good fellow; and last year he married a young girl whom I
-love--oh, almost like a sister.”
-
-Do something for him! Of course I would. I promised, then and there,
-that I would raise his salary to any conceivable amount that a Spanish
-clerk could desire; which promise I have since kept, if not absolutely
-to the letter, at any rate, to an extent which has been considered
-satisfactory by the gentleman’s wife.
-
-“But, Maria--dearest Maria----”
-
-“Remember, John, we are in the church; and poor papa will be waiting
-breakfast.”
-
-I need hardly continue the story further. It will be known to all that
-my love-suit throve in spite of my unfortunate raid on the button of the
-Marquis D’Almavivas, at whose series of fêtes through that month I was,
-I may boast, an honoured guest. I have since that had the pleasure of
-entertaining him in my own poor house in England, and one of our boys
-bears his Christian name.
-
-From that day in which I ascended the Giralda to this present day in
-which I write, I have never once had occasion to complain of a
-deficiency of romance either in Maria Daguilar or in Maria Pomfret.
-
-
-
-
-MISS SARAH JACK, OF SPANISH TOWN, JAMAICA.
-
-
-There is nothing so melancholy as a country in its decadence, unless it
-be a people in their decadence. I am not aware that the latter
-misfortune can be attributed to the Anglo-Saxon race in any part of the
-world; but there is reason to fear that it has fallen on an English
-colony in the island of Jamaica.
-
-Jamaica was one of those spots on which fortune shone with the full
-warmth of all her noonday splendour. That sun has set;--whether for ever
-or no none but a prophet can tell; but as far as a plain man may see,
-there are at present but few signs of a coming morrow, or of another
-summer.
-
-It is not just or proper that one should grieve over the misfortunes of
-Jamaica with a stronger grief because her savannahs are so lovely, her
-forests so rich, her mountains so green, and her rivers so rapid; but it
-is so. It is piteous that a land so beautiful should be one which fate
-has marked for misfortune. Had Guiana, with its flat, level, unlovely
-soil, become poverty-stricken, one would hardly sorrow over it as one
-does sorrow for Jamaica.
-
-As regards scenery she is the gem of the western tropics. It is
-impossible to conceive spots on the earth’s surface more gracious to the
-eye than those steep green valleys which stretch down to the south-west
-from the Blue Mountain peak towards the sea; and but little behind these
-in beauty are the rich wooded hills which in the western part of the
-island divide the counties of Hanover and Westmoreland. The hero of the
-tale which I am going to tell was a sugar-grower in the latter district,
-and the heroine was a girl who lived under that Blue Mountain peak.
-
-The very name of a sugar-grower as connected with Jamaica savours of
-fruitless struggle, failure, and desolation. And from his earliest
-growth fruitless struggle, failure, and desolation had been the lot of
-Maurice Cumming. At eighteen years of age he had been left by his
-father sole possessor of the Mount Pleasant estate, than which in her
-palmy days Jamaica had little to boast of that was more pleasant or more
-palmy. But those days had passed by before Roger Cumming, the father of
-our friend, had died.
-
-These misfortunes coming on the head of one another, at intervals of a
-few years, had first stunned and then killed him. His slaves rose
-against him, as they did against other proprietors around him, and
-burned down his house and mills, his homestead and offices. Those who
-know the amount of capital which a sugar-grower must invest in such
-buildings will understand the extent of this misfortune. Then the slaves
-were emancipated. It is not perhaps possible that we, now-a-days, should
-regard this as a calamity; but it was quite impossible that a Jamaica
-proprietor of those days should not have done so. Men will do much for
-philanthropy, they will work hard, they will give the coat from their
-back;--nay the very shirt from their body; but few men will endure to
-look on with satisfaction while their commerce is destroyed.
-
-But even this Mr. Cumming did bear after a while, and kept his shoulder
-to the wheel. He kept his shoulder to the wheel till that third
-misfortune came upon him--till the protection duty on Jamaica sugar was
-abolished. Then he turned his face to the wall and died.
-
-His son at this time was not of age, and the large but lessening
-property which Mr. Cumming left behind him was for three years in the
-hands of trustees. But nevertheless Maurice, young as he was, managed
-the estate. It was he who grew the canes, and made the sugar;--or else
-failed to make it. He was the “massa” to whom the free negroes looked as
-the source from whence their wants should be supplied, notwithstanding
-that, being free, they were ill inclined to work for him, let his want
-of work be ever so sore.
-
-Mount Pleasant had been a very large property. In addition to his
-sugar-canes Mr. Cumming had grown coffee; for his land ran up into the
-hills of Trelawney to that altitude which in the tropics seems necessary
-for the perfect growth of the coffee berry. But it soon became evident
-that labour for the double produce could not be had, and the coffee
-plantation was abandoned. Wild brush and the thick undergrowth of forest
-reappeared on the hill-sides which had been rich with produce. And the
-evil re-created and exaggerated itself. Negroes squatted on the
-abandoned property; and being able to live with abundance from their
-stolen gardens, were less willing than ever to work in the cane pieces.
-
-And thus things went from bad to worse. In the good old times Mr.
-Cumming’s sugar produce had spread itself annually over some three
-hundred acres; but by degrees this dwindled down to half that extent of
-land. And then in those old golden days they had always taken a full
-hogshead from the acre;--very often more. The estate had sometimes given
-four hundred hogsheads in the year. But in the days of which we now
-speak the crop had fallen below fifty.
-
-At this time Maurice Cumming was eight-and-twenty, and it is hardly too
-much to say that misfortune had nearly crushed him. But nevertheless it
-had not crushed him. He, and some few like him, had still hoped against
-hope; had still persisted in looking forward to a future for the island
-which once was so generous with its gifts. When his father died he might
-still have had enough for the wants of life had he sold his property for
-what it would fetch. There was money in England, and the remains of
-large wealth. But he would not sacrifice Mount Pleasant or abandon
-Jamaica; and now after ten years’ struggling he still kept Mount
-Pleasant, and the mill was still going; but all other property had
-parted from his hands.
-
-By nature Maurice Cumming would have been gay and lively, a man with a
-happy spirit and easy temper; but struggling had made him silent if not
-morose, and had saddened if not soured his temper. He had lived alone at
-Mount Pleasant, or generally alone. Work or want of money, and the
-constant difficulty of getting labour for his estate, had left him but
-little time for a young man’s ordinary amusements. Of the charms of
-ladies’ society he had known but little. Very many of the estates around
-him had been absolutely abandoned, as was the case with his own coffee
-plantation, and from others men had sent away their wives and daughters.
-Nay, most of the proprietors had gone themselves, leaving an overseer to
-extract what little might yet be extracted out of the property. It too
-often happened that that little was not sufficient to meet the demands
-of the overseer himself.
-
-The house at Mount Pleasant had been an irregular, low-roofed,
-picturesque residence, built with only one floor, and surrounded on all
-sides by large verandahs. In the old days it had always been kept in
-perfect order, but now this was far from being the case. Few young
-bachelors can keep a house in order, but no bachelor young or old can do
-so under such a doom as that of Maurice Cumming. Every shilling that
-Maurice Cumming could collect was spent in bribing negroes to work for
-him. But bribe as he would the negroes would not work. “No, massa; me
-pain here; me no workee to-day,” and Sambo would lay his fat hand on his
-fat stomach.
-
-I have said that he lived generally alone. Occasionally his house on
-Mount Pleasant was enlivened by visits of an aunt, a maiden sister of
-his mother, whose usual residence was at Spanish Town. It is or should
-be known to all men that Spanish Town was and is the seat of Jamaica
-legislature.
-
-But Maurice was not over fond of his relative. In this he was both wrong
-and foolish, for Miss Sarah Jack--such was her name--was in many
-respects a good woman, and was certainly a rich woman. It is true that
-she was not a handsome woman, nor a fashionable woman, nor perhaps
-altogether an agreeable woman. She was tall, thin, ungainly, and yellow.
-Her voice, which she used freely, was harsh. She was a politician and a
-patriot. She regarded England as the greatest of countries, and Jamaica
-as the greatest of colonies. But much as she loved England she was very
-loud in denouncing what she called the perfidy of the mother to the
-brightest of her children. And much as she loved Jamaica she was equally
-severe in her taunts against those of her brother-islanders who would
-not believe that the island might yet flourish as it had flourished in
-her father’s days.
-
-“It is because you and men like you will not do your duty by your
-country,” she had said some score of times to Maurice--not with much
-justice considering the laboriousness of his life.
-
-But Maurice knew well what she meant. “What could I do there up at
-Spanish Town,” he would answer, “among such a pack as there are there?
-Here I may do something.”
-
-And then she would reply with the full swing of her eloquence, “It is
-because you and such as you think only of yourself and not of Jamaica,
-that Jamaica has come to such a pass as this. Why is there a pack there
-as you call them in the honourable House of Assembly? Why are not the
-best men in the island to be found there, as the best men in England are
-to be found in the British House of Commons? A pack, indeed! My father
-was proud of a seat in that house, and I remember the day, Maurice
-Cumming, when your father also thought it no shame to represent his own
-parish. If men like you, who have a stake in the country, will not go
-there, of course the house is filled with men who have no stake. If they
-are a pack, it is you who send them there;--you, and others like you.”
-
-All had its effect, though at the moment Maurice would shrug his
-shoulders and turn away his head from the torrent of the lady’s
-discourse. But Miss Jack, though she was not greatly liked, was greatly
-respected. Maurice would not own that she convinced him; but at last he
-did allow his name to be put up as candidate for his own parish, and in
-due time he became a member of the honourable House of Assembly in
-Jamaica.
-
-This honour entails on the holder of it the necessity of living at or
-within reach of Spanish Town for some ten weeks towards the close of
-every year. Now on the whole face of the uninhabited globe there is
-perhaps no spot more dull to look at, more Lethean in its aspect, more
-corpse-like or more cadaverous than Spanish Town. It is the
-head-quarters of the government, the seat of the legislature, the
-residence of the governor;--but nevertheless it is, as it were, a city
-of the very dead.
-
-Here, as we have said before, lived Miss Jack in a large forlorn
-ghost-like house in which her father and all her family had lived before
-her. And as a matter of course Maurice Cumming when he came up to attend
-to his duties as a member of the legislature took up his abode with her.
-
-Now at the time of which we are specially speaking he had completed the
-first of these annual visits. He had already benefited his country by
-sitting out one session of the colonial parliament, and had satisfied
-himself that he did no other good than that of keeping away some person
-more objectionable than himself. He was however prepared to repeat this
-self-sacrifice in a spirit of patriotism for which he received a very
-meagre meed of eulogy from Miss Jack, and an amount of self-applause
-which was not much more extensive.
-
-“Down at Mount Pleasant I can do something,” he would say over and over
-again, “but what good can any man do up here?”
-
-“You can do your duty,” Miss Jack would answer, “as others did before
-you when the colony was made to prosper.” And then they would run off
-into a long discussion about free labour and protective duties. But at
-the present moment Maurice Cumming had another vexation on his mind over
-and above that arising from his wasted hours at Spanish Town, and his
-fruitless labours at Mount Pleasant. He was in love, and was not
-altogether satisfied with the conduct of his lady-love.
-
-Miss Jack had other nephews besides Maurice Cumming, and nieces also, of
-whom Marian Leslie was one. The family of the Leslies lived up near
-Newcastle--in the mountains, that is, which stand over Kingston--at a
-distance of some eighteen miles from Kingston, but in a climate as
-different from that of the town as the climate of Naples is from that of
-Berlin. In Kingston the heat is all but intolerable throughout the year,
-by day and by night, in the house and out of it. In the mountains round
-Newcastle, some four thousand feet above the sea, it is merely warm
-during the day, and cool enough at night to make a blanket desirable.
-
-It is pleasant enough living up amongst those green mountains. There are
-no roads there for wheeled carriages, nor are there carriages with or
-without wheels. All journeys are made on horseback. Every visit paid
-from house to house is performed in this manner. Ladies young and old
-live before dinner in their riding-habits. The hospitality is free,
-easy, and unembarrassed. The scenery is magnificent. The tropical
-foliage is wild and luxuriant beyond measure. There may be enjoyed all
-that a southern climate has to offer of enjoyment, without the penalties
-which such enjoyments usually entail.
-
-Mrs. Leslie was a half-sister of Miss Jack, and Miss Jack had been a
-half-sister also of Mrs. Cumming; but Mrs. Leslie and Mrs. Cumming had
-in no way been related. And it had so happened that up to the period of
-his legislative efforts Maurice Cumming had seen nothing of the Leslies.
-Soon after his arrival at Spanish Town he had been taken by Miss Jack to
-Shandy Hall, for so the residence of the Leslies was called, and having
-remained there for three days, had fallen in love with Marian Leslie.
-Now in the West Indies all young ladies flirt; it is the first habit of
-their nature--and few young ladies in the West Indies were more given to
-flirting, or understood the science better than Marian Leslie.
-
-Maurice Cumming fell violently in love, and during his first visit at
-Shandy Hall found that Marian was perfection--for during this first
-visit her propensities were exerted altogether in his own favour. That
-little circumstance does make such a difference in a young man’s
-judgment of a girl! He came back full of admiration, not altogether to
-Miss Jack’s dissatisfaction; for Miss Jack was willing enough that both
-her nephew and her niece should settle down into married life.
-
-But then Maurice met his fair one at a governor’s ball--at a ball where
-red coats abounded, and aides-de-camp dancing in spurs, and
-narrow-waisted lieutenants with sashes or epaulettes! The aides-de-camp
-and narrow-waisted lieutenants waltzed better than he did; and as one
-after the other whisked round the ball-room with Marian firmly clasped
-in his arms, Maurice’s feelings were not of the sweetest. Nor was this
-the worst of it. Had the whisking been divided equally among ten, he
-might have forgiven it; but there was one specially narrow-waisted
-lieutenant, who towards the end of the evening kept Marian nearly wholly
-to himself. Now to a man in love, who has had but little experience of
-either balls or young ladies, this is intolerable.
-
-He only met her twice after that before his return to Mount Pleasant,
-and on the first occasion that odious soldier was not there. But a
-specially devout young clergyman was present, an unmarried, evangelical,
-handsome young curate fresh from England; and Marian’s piety had been so
-excited that she had cared for no one else. It appeared moreover that
-the curate’s gifts for conversion were confined, as regarded that
-opportunity, to Marian’s advantage. “I will have nothing more to say to
-her,” said Maurice to himself, scowling. But just as he went away Marian
-had given him her hand, and called him Maurice--for she pretended that
-they were cousins--and had looked into his eyes and declared that she
-did hope that the assembly at Spanish Town would soon be sitting again.
-Hitherto, she said, she had not cared one straw about it. Then poor
-Maurice pressed the little fingers which lay within his own, and swore
-that he would be at Shandy Hall on the day before his return to Mount
-Pleasant. So he was; and there he found the narrow-waisted lieutenant,
-not now bedecked with sash and epaulettes, but lolling at his ease on
-Mrs. Leslie’s sofa in a white jacket, while Marian sat at his feet
-telling his fortune with a book about flowers.
-
-“Oh, a musk rose, Mr. Ewing; you know what a musk rose means!” Then, she
-got up and shook hands with Mr. Cumming; but her eyes still went away to
-the white jacket and the sofa. Poor Maurice had often been nearly
-broken-hearted in his efforts to manage his free black labourers; but
-even that was easier than managing such as Marian Leslie.
-
-Marian Leslie was a Creole--as also were Miss Jack and Maurice
-Cumming--a child of the tropics; but by no means such a child as
-tropical children are generally thought to be by us in more northern
-latitudes. She was black-haired and black-eyed, but her lips were as red
-and her cheeks as rosy as though she had been born and bred in regions
-where the snow lies in winter. She was a small, pretty, beautifully made
-little creature, somewhat idle as regards the work of the world, but
-active and strong enough when dancing or riding were required from her.
-Her father was a banker, and was fairly prosperous in spite of the
-poverty of his country. His house of business was at Kingston, and he
-usually slept there twice a week; but he always resided at Shandy Hall,
-and Mrs. Leslie and her children knew but very little of the miseries of
-Kingston. For be it known to all men, that of all towns Kingston,
-Jamaica, is the most miserable.
-
-I fear that I shall have set my readers very much against Marian
-Leslie;--much more so than I would wish to do. As a rule they will not
-know how thoroughly flirting is an institution in the West
-Indies--practised by all young ladies, and laid aside by them when they
-marry, exactly as their young-lady names and young-lady habits of
-various kinds are laid aside. All I would say of Marian Leslie is this,
-that she understood the working of the institution more thoroughly than
-others did. And I must add also in her favour that she did not keep her
-flirting for sly corners, nor did her admirers keep their distance till
-mamma was out of the way. It mattered not to her who was present. Had
-she been called on to make one at a synod of the clergy of the island,
-she would have flirted with the bishop before all his priests. And there
-have been bishops in the colony who would not have gainsayed her!
-
-But Maurice Cumming did not rightly calculate all this; nor indeed did
-Miss Jack do so as thoroughly as she should have done, for Miss Jack
-knew more about such matters than did poor Maurice. “If you like Marian,
-why don’t you marry her?” Miss Jack had once said to him; and this
-coming from Miss Jack, who was made of money, was a great deal.
-
-“She wouldn’t have me,” Maurice had answered.
-
-“That’s more than you know or I either,” was Miss Jack’s reply. “But if
-you like to try, I’ll help you.”
-
-With reference to this, Maurice as he left Miss Jack’s residence on his
-return to Mount Pleasant, had declared that Marian Leslie was not worth
-an honest man’s love.
-
-“Psha!” Miss Jack replied; “Marian will do like other girls. When you
-marry a wife I suppose you mean to be master?”
-
-“At any rate I shan’t marry her,” said Maurice. And so he went his way
-back to Hanover with a sore heart. And no wonder, for that was the very
-day on which Lieutenant Ewing had asked the question about the musk
-rose.
-
-But there was a dogged constancy of feeling about Maurice which could
-not allow him to disburden himself of his love. When he was again at
-Mount Pleasant among his sugar-canes and hogsheads he could not help
-thinking about Marian. It is true he always thought of her as flying
-round that ball-room in Ewing’s arms, or looking up with rapt admiration
-into that young parson’s face; and so he got but little pleasure from
-his thoughts. But not the less was he in love with her;--not the less,
-though he would swear to himself three times in the day that for no
-earthly consideration would he marry Marian Leslie.
-
-The early months of the year from January to May are the busiest with a
-Jamaica sugar-grower, and in this year they were very busy months with
-Maurice Cumming. It seemed as though there were actually some truth in
-Miss Jack’s prediction that prosperity would return to him if he
-attended to his country; for the prices of sugar had risen higher than
-they had ever been since the duty had been withdrawn, and there was more
-promise of a crop at Mount Pleasant than he had seen since his reign
-commenced. But then the question of labour? How he slaved in trying to
-get work from those free negroes; and alas! how often he slaved in vain!
-But it was not all in vain; for as things went on it became clear to him
-that in this year he would, for the first time since he commenced,
-obtain something like a return from his land. What if the turning-point
-had come, and things were now about to run the other way.
-
-But then the happiness which might have accrued to him from this source
-was dashed by his thoughts of Marian Leslie. Why had he thrown himself
-in the way of that syren? Why had he left Mount Pleasant at all? He knew
-that on his return to Spanish Town his first work would be to visit
-Shandy Hall; and yet he felt that of all places in the island, Shandy
-Hall was the last which he ought to visit.
-
-And then about the beginning of May, when he was hard at work turning
-the last of his canes into sugar and rum, he received his annual visit
-from Miss Jack. And whom should Miss Jack bring with her but Mr. Leslie.
-
-“I’ll tell you what it is,” said Miss Jack; “I have spoken to Mr. Leslie
-about you and Marian.”
-
-“Then you had no business to do anything of the kind,” said Maurice,
-blushing up to his ears.
-
-“Nonsense,” replied Miss Jack, “I understand what I am about. Of course
-Mr. Leslie will want to know something about the estate.”
-
-“Then he may go back as wise as he came, for he’ll learn nothing from
-me. Not that I have anything to hide.”
-
-“So I told him. Now there are a large family of them, you see; and of
-course he can’t give Marian much.”
-
-“I don’t care a straw if he doesn’t give her a shilling. If she cared
-for me, or I for her, I shouldn’t look after her for her money.”
-
-“But a little money is not a bad thing, Maurice,” said Miss Jack, who in
-her time had had a good deal, and had managed to take care of it.
-
-“It is all one to me.”
-
-“But what I was going to say is this--hum--ha--. I don’t like to pledge
-myself for fear I should raise hopes which mayn’t be fulfilled.”
-
-“Don’t pledge yourself to anything, aunt, in which Marian Leslie and I
-are concerned.”
-
-“But what I was going to say is this; my money, what little I have, you
-know, must go some day either to you or to the Leslies.”
-
-“You may give all to them if you please.”
-
-“Of course I may, and I dare say I shall,” said Miss Jack, who was
-beginning to be irritated. “But at any rate you might have the civility
-to listen to me when I am endeavouring to put you on your legs. I am
-sure I think about nothing else, morning, noon, and night, and yet I
-never get a decent word from you. Marian is too good for you; that’s the
-truth.”
-
-But at length Miss Jack was allowed to open her budget, and to make her
-proposition; which amounted to this--that she had already told Mr.
-Leslie that she would settle the bulk of her property conjointly on
-Maurice and Marian if they would make a match of it. Now as Mr. Leslie
-had long been casting a hankering eye after Miss Jack’s money, with a
-strong conviction however that Maurice Cumming was her favourite nephew
-and probable heir, this proposition was not unpalatable. So he agreed to
-go down to Mount Pleasant and look about him.
-
-“But you may live for the next thirty years, my dear Miss Jack,” Mr.
-Leslie had said.
-
-“Yes, I may,” Miss Jack replied, looking very dry.
-
-“And I am sure I hope you will,” continued Mr. Leslie. And then the
-subject was allowed to drop; for Mr. Leslie knew that it was not always
-easy to talk to Miss Jack on such matters.
-
-Miss Jack was a person in whom I think we may say that the good
-predominated over the bad. She was often morose, crabbed, and
-self-opinionated; but then she knew her own imperfections, and forgave
-those she loved for evincing their dislike of them. Maurice Cumming was
-often inattentive to her, plainly showing that he was worried by her
-importunities and ill at ease in her company. But she loved her nephew
-with all her heart; and though she dearly liked to tyrannise over him,
-never allowed herself to be really angry with him, though he so
-frequently refused to bow to her dictation. And she loved Marian Leslie
-also, though Marian was so sweet and lovely and she herself so harsh and
-ill-favoured. She loved Marian, though Marian would often be
-impertinent. She forgave the flirting, the light-heartedness, the love
-of amusement. Marian, she said to herself, was young and pretty. She,
-Miss Jack, had never known Marian’s temptation. And so she resolved in
-her own mind that Marian should be made a good and happy woman;--but
-always as the wife of Maurice Cumming.
-
-But Maurice turned a deaf ear to all these good tidings--or rather he
-turned to them an ear that seemed to be deaf. He dearly, ardently loved
-that little flirt; but seeing that she was a flirt, that she had flirted
-so grossly when he was by, he would not confess his love to a human
-being. He would not have it known that he was wasting his heart for a
-worthless little chit, to whom every man was the same--except that those
-were most eligible whose toes were the lightest and their outside
-trappings the brightest. That he did love her he could not help, but he
-would not disgrace himself by acknowledging it.
-
-He was very civil to Mr. Leslie, but he would not speak a word that
-could be taken as a proposal for Marian. It had been part of Miss Jack’s
-plan that the engagement should absolutely be made down there at Mount
-Pleasant, without any reference to the young lady; but Maurice could not
-be induced to break the ice. So he took Mr. Leslie through his mills and
-over his cane-pieces, talked to him about the laziness of the “niggers,”
-while the “niggers” themselves stood by tittering, and rode with him
-away to the high grounds where the coffee plantation had been in the
-good old days; but not a word was said between them about Marian. And
-yet Marian was never out of his heart.
-
-And then came the day on which Mr. Leslie was to go back to Kingston.
-“And you won’t have her then?” said Miss Jack to her nephew early that
-morning. “You won’t be said by me?”
-
-“Not in this matter, aunt.”
-
-“Then you will live and die a poor man; you mean that, I suppose?”
-
-“It’s likely enough that I shall. There’s this comfort, at any rate,
-I’m used to it.” And then Miss Jack was silent again for a while.
-
-“Very well, sir; that’s enough,” she said angrily. And then she began
-again. “But, Maurice, you wouldn’t have to wait for my death, you know.”
-And she put out her hand and touched his arm, entreating him as it were
-to yield to her. “Oh, Maurice,” she said, “I do so want to make you
-comfortable. Let us speak to Mr. Leslie.”
-
-But Maurice would not. He took her hand and thanked her, but said that
-on this matter he must be his own master. “Very well, sir,” she
-exclaimed, “I have done. In future you may manage for yourself. As for
-me, I shall go back with Mr. Leslie to Kingston.” And so she did. Mr.
-Leslie returned that day, taking her with him. When he took his leave,
-his invitation to Maurice to come to Shandy Hall was not very pressing.
-“Mrs. Leslie and the children will always be glad to see you,” said he.
-
-“Remember me very kindly to Mrs. Leslie and the children,” said Maurice.
-And so they parted.
-
-“You have brought me down here on a regular fool’s errand,” said Mr.
-Leslie, on their journey back to town.
-
-“It will all come right yet,” replied Miss Jack. “Take my word for it he
-loves her.”
-
-“Fudge,” said Mr. Leslie. But he could not afford to quarrel with his
-rich connection.
-
-In spite of all that he had said and thought to the contrary, Maurice
-did look forward during the remainder of the summer to his return to
-Spanish Town with something like impatience. It was very dull work,
-being there alone at Mount Pleasant; and let him do what he would to
-prevent it, his very dreams took him to Shandy Hall. But at last the
-slow time made itself away, and he found himself once more in his aunt’s
-house.
-
-A couple of days passed and no word was said about the Leslies. On the
-morning of the third day he determined to go to Shandy Hall. Hitherto he
-had never been there without staying for the night; but on this occasion
-he made up his mind to return the same day. “It would not be civil of me
-not to go there,” he said to his aunt.
-
-“Certainly not,” she replied, forbearing to press the matter further.
-“But why make such a terrible hard day’s work of it?”
-
-“Oh, I shall go down in the cool, before breakfast; and then I need not
-have the bother of taking a bag.”
-
-And in this way he started. Miss Jack said nothing further; but she
-longed in her heart that she might be at Marian’s elbow unseen during
-the visit.
-
-He found them all at breakfast, and the first to welcome him at the hall
-door was Marian. “Oh, Mr. Cumming, we are so glad to see you;” and she
-looked into his eyes with a way she had, that was enough to make a man’s
-heart wild. But she did not call him Maurice now.
-
-Miss Jack had spoken to her sister, Mrs. Leslie, as well as to Mr.
-Leslie, about this marriage scheme. “Just let them alone,” was Mrs.
-Leslie’s advice. “You can’t alter Marian by lecturing her. If they
-really love each other they’ll come together; and if they don’t, why
-then they’d better not.”
-
-“And you really mean that you’re going back to Spanish Town to-day?”
-said Mrs. Leslie to her visitor.
-
-“I’m afraid I must. Indeed I haven’t brought my things with me.” And
-then he again caught Marian’s eye, and began to wish that his resolution
-had not been so sternly made.
-
-“I suppose you are so fond of that House of Assembly,” said Marian,
-“that you cannot tear yourself away for more than one day. You’ll not be
-able, I suppose, to find time to come to our picnic next week?”
-
-Maurice said he feared that he should not have time to go to a picnic.
-
-“Oh, nonsense,” said Fanny--one of the younger girls--“you must come. We
-can’t do without him, can we?”
-
-“Marian has got your name down the first on the list of the gentlemen,”
-said another.
-
-“Yes; and Captain Ewing’s second,” said Bell, the youngest.
-
-“I’m afraid I must induce your sister to alter her list,” said Maurice,
-in his sternest manner. “I cannot manage to go, and I’m sure she will
-not miss me.”
-
-Marian looked at the little girl who had so unfortunately mentioned the
-warrior’s name, and the little girl knew that she had sinned.
-
-“Oh, we cannot possibly do without you; can we, Marian?” said Fanny.
-“It’s to be at Bingley’s Dell, and we’ve got a bed for you at Newcastle;
-quite near, you know.”
-
-“And another for----” began Bell, but she stopped herself.
-
-“Go away to your lessons, Bell,” said Marian. “You know how angry mamma
-will be at your staying here all the morning;” and poor Bell with a
-sorrowful look left the room.
-
-“We are all certainly very anxious that you should come; very anxious
-for a great many reasons,” said Marian, in a voice that was rather
-solemn, and as though the matter were one of considerable import. “But
-if you really cannot, why of course there is no more to be said.”
-
-“There will be plenty without me, I am sure.”
-
-“As regards numbers, I dare say there will; for we shall have pretty
-nearly the whole of the two regiments;” and Marian as she alluded to the
-officers spoke in a tone which might lead one to think that she would
-much rather be without them; “but we counted on you as being one of
-ourselves; and as you had been away so long, we thought--we thought--,”
-and then she turned away her face, and did not finish her speech. Before
-he could make up his mind as to his answer she had risen from her chair,
-and walked out of the room. Maurice almost thought that he saw a tear in
-her eye as she went.
-
-He did ride back to Spanish Town that afternoon, after an early dinner;
-but before he went Marian spoke to him alone for one minute.
-
-“I hope you are not offended with me,” she said.
-
-“Offended! oh no; how could I be offended with you?”
-
-“Because you seem so stern. I am sure I would do anything I could to
-oblige you, if I knew how. It would be so shocking not to be good
-friends with a cousin like you.”
-
-“But there are so many different sorts of friends,” said Maurice.
-
-“Of course there are. There are a great many friends that one does not
-care a bit for,--people that one meets at balls and places like that--”
-
-“And at picnics,” said Maurice.
-
-“Well, some of them there too; but we are not like that; are we?”
-
-What could Maurice do but say, “no,” and declare that their friendship
-was of a warmer description? And how could he resist promising to go to
-the picnic, though as he made the promise he knew that misery would be
-in store for him? He did promise, and then she gave him her hand and
-called him Maurice.
-
-“Oh! I am so glad,” she said. “It seemed so shocking that you should
-refuse to join us. And mind and be early, Maurice; for I shall want to
-explain it all. We are to meet, you know, at Clifton Gate at one
-o’clock, but do you be a little before that, and we shall be there.”
-
-Maurice Cumming resolved within his own breast as he rode back to
-Spanish Town, that if Marian behaved to him all that day at the picnic
-as she had done this day at Shandy Hall, he would ask her to be his wife
-before he left her.
-
-And Miss Jack also was to be at the picnic.
-
-“There is no need of going early,” said she, when her nephew made a fuss
-about the starting. “People are never very punctual at such affairs as
-that; and then they are always quite long enough.” But Maurice explained
-that he was anxious to be early, and on this occasion he carried his
-point.
-
-When they reached Clifton Gate the ladies were already there; not in
-carriages, as people go to picnics in other and tamer countries; but
-each on her own horse or her own pony. But they were not alone. Beside
-Miss Leslie was a gentleman, whom Maurice knew as Lieutenant Graham, of
-the flag-ship at Port Royal; and at a little distance which quite
-enabled him to join in the conversation was Captain Ewing, the
-lieutenant with the narrow waist of the previous year.
-
-“We shall have a delightful day, Miss Leslie,” said the lieutenant.
-
-“Oh, charming, isn’t it?” said Marian.
-
-“But now to choose a place for dinner, Captain Ewing;--what do you say?”
-
-“Will you commission me to select? You know I’m very well up in
-geometry, and all that?”
-
-“But that won’t teach you what sort of a place does for a picnic
-dinner;--will it, Mr. Cumming?” And then she shook hands with Maurice,
-but did not take any further special notice of him. “We’ll all go
-together, if you please. The commission is too important to be left to
-one.” And then Marian rode off, and the lieutenant and the captain rode
-with her.
-
-It was open for Maurice to join them if he chose, but he did not choose.
-He had come there ever so much earlier than he need have done, dragging
-his aunt with him, because Marian had told him that his services would
-be specially required by her. And now as soon as she saw him she went
-away with the two officers!--went away without vouchsafing him a word.
-He made up his mind, there on the spot, that he would never think of her
-again--never speak to her otherwise than he might speak to the most
-indifferent of mortals.
-
-And yet he was a man that could struggle right manfully with the world’s
-troubles; one who had struggled with them from his boyhood, and had
-never been overcome. Now he was unable to conceal the bitterness of his
-wrath because a little girl had ridden off to look for a green spot for
-her tablecloth without asking his assistance!
-
-Picnics are, I think, in general, rather tedious for the elderly people
-who accompany them. When the joints become a little stiff, dinners are
-eaten most comfortably with the accompaniment of chairs and tables, and
-a roof overhead is an agrément de plus. But, nevertheless, picnics
-cannot exist without a certain allowance of elderly people. The Miss
-Marians and Captains Ewing cannot go out to dine on the grass without
-some one to look after them. So the elderly people go to picnics, in a
-dull tame way, doing their duty, and wishing the day over. Now on the
-morning in question, when Marian rode off with Captain Ewing and
-Lieutenant Graham, Maurice Cumming remained among the elderly people.
-
-A certain Mr. Pomken, a great Jamaica agriculturist, one of the Council,
-a man who had known the good old times, got him by the button and held
-him fast, discoursing wisely of sugar and rum, of Gadsden pans and
-recreant negroes, on all of which subjects Maurice Cumming was known to
-have an opinion of his own. But as Mr. Pomken’s words sounded into one
-ear, into the other fell notes, listened to from afar,--the shrill
-laughing voice of Marian Leslie as she gave her happy order to her
-satellites around her, and ever and anon the bass haw-haw of Captain
-Ewing, who was made welcome as the chief of her attendants. That evening
-in a whisper to a brother councillor Mr. Pomken communicated his opinion
-that after all there was not so much in that young Cumming as some
-people said. But Mr. Pomken had no idea that that young Cumming was in
-love.
-
-And then the dinner came, spread over half an acre. Maurice was among
-the last who seated himself; and when he did so it was in an awkward
-comfortless corner, behind Mr. Pomken’s back, and far away from the
-laughter and mirth of the day. But yet from his comfortless corner he
-could see Marian as she sat in her pride of power, with her friend Julia
-Davis near her, a flirt as bad as herself, and her satellites around
-her, obedient to her nod, and happy in her smiles.
-
-“Now I won’t allow any more champagne,” said Marian, “or who will there
-be steady enough to help me over the rocks to the grotto?”
-
-“Oh, you have promised me!” cried the captain.
-
-“Indeed, I have not; have I, Julia?”
-
-“Miss Davis has certainly promised me,” said the lieutenant.
-
-“I have made no promise, and don’t think I shall go at all,” said Julia,
-who was sometimes inclined to imagine that Captain Ewing should be her
-own property.
-
-All which and much more of the kind Maurice Cumming could not hear; but
-he could see--and imagine, which was worse. How innocent and inane are,
-after all, the flirtings of most young ladies, if all their words and
-doings in that line could be brought to paper! I do not know whether
-there be as a rule more vocal expression of the sentiment of love
-between a man and woman than there is between two thrushes! They whistle
-and call to each other, guided by instinct rather than by reason.
-
-“You are going home with the ladies to-night, I believe,” said Maurice
-to Miss Jack, immediately after dinner. Miss Jack acknowledged that such
-was her destination for the night.
-
-“Then my going back to Spanish Town at once won’t hurt any one--for, to
-tell the truth, I have had enough of this work.”
-
-“Why, Maurice, you were in such a hurry to come.”
-
-“The more fool I; and so now I am in a hurry to go away. Don’t notice it
-to anybody.”
-
-Miss Jack looked in his face and saw that he was really wretched; and
-she knew the cause of his wretchedness.
-
-“Don’t go yet, Maurice,” she said; and then added with a tenderness that
-was quite uncommon with her, “Go to her, Maurice, and speak to her
-openly and freely, once for all; you will find that she will listen
-then. Dear Maurice, do, for my sake.”
-
-He made no answer, but walked away, roaming sadly by himself among the
-trees. “Listen!” he exclaimed to himself. “Yes, she will alter a dozen
-times in as many hours. Who can care for a creature that can change as
-she changes?” And yet he could not help caring for her.
-
-As he went on, climbing among rocks, he again came upon the sound of
-voices, and heard especially that of Captain Ewing. “Now, Miss Leslie,
-if you will take my hand you will soon be over all the difficulty.” And
-then a party of seven or eight, scrambling over some stones, came nearly
-on the level on which he stood, in full view of him; and leading the
-others were Captain Ewing and Miss Leslie.
-
-He turned on his heel to go away, when he caught the sound of a step
-following him, and a voice saying, “Oh, there is Mr. Cumming, and I want
-to speak to him;” and in a minute a light hand was on his arm.
-
-“Why are you running away from us?” said Marian.
-
-“Because--oh, I don’t know. I am not running away. You have your party
-made up, and I am not going to intrude on it.”
-
-“What nonsense! Do come now; we are going to this wonderful grotto. I
-thought it so ill-natured of you, not joining us at dinner. Indeed you
-know you had promised.”
-
-He did not answer her, but he looked at her--full in the face, with his
-sad eyes laden with love. She half understood his countenance, but only
-half understood it.
-
-“What is the matter, Maurice?” she said. “Are you angry with me? Will
-you come and join us?”
-
-“No, Marian, I cannot do that. But if you can leave them and come with
-me for half an hour, I will not keep you longer.”
-
-She stood hesitating a moment, while her companion remained on the spot
-where she had left him. “Come, Miss Leslie,” called Captain Ewing. “You
-will have it dark before we can get down.”
-
-“I will come with you,” whispered she to Maurice, “but wait a moment.”
-And she tripped back, and in some five minutes returned after an eager
-argument with her friends. “There,” she said, “I don’t care about the
-grotto, one bit, and I will walk with you now;--only they will think it
-so odd.” And so they started off together.
-
-Before the tropical darkness had fallen upon them Maurice had told the
-tale of his love,--and had told it in a manner differing much from that
-of Marian’s usual admirers. He spoke with passion and almost with
-violence; he declared that his heart was so full of her image that he
-could not rid himself of it for one minute; “nor would he wish to do
-so,” he said, “if she would be his Marian, his own Marian, his very own.
-But if not----” and then he explained to her, with all a lover’s warmth,
-and with almost more than a lover’s liberty, what was his idea of her
-being “his own, his very own,” and in doing so inveighed against her
-usual light-heartedness in terms which at any rate were strong enough.
-
-But Marian bore it all well. Perhaps she knew that the lesson was
-somewhat deserved; and perhaps she appreciated at its value the love of
-such a man as Maurice Cumming, weighing in her judgment the difference
-between him and the Ewings and the Grahams.
-
-And then she answered him well and prudently, with words which startled
-him by their prudent seriousness as coming from her. She begged his
-pardon heartily, she said, for any grief which she had caused him; but
-yet how was she to be blamed, seeing that she had known nothing of his
-feelings? Her father and mother had said something to her of this
-proposed marriage; something, but very little; and she had answered by
-saying that she did not think Maurice had any warmer regard for her than
-of a cousin. After this answer neither father nor mother had pressed the
-matter further. As to her own feelings she could then say nothing, for
-she then knew nothing;--nothing but this, that she loved no one better
-than him, or rather that she loved no one else. She would ask herself if
-she could love him; but he must give her some little time for that. In
-the meantime--and she smiled sweetly at him as she made the promise--she
-would endeavour to do nothing that would offend him; and then she added
-that on that evening she would dance with him any dances that he liked.
-Maurice, with a self-denial that was not very wise, contented himself
-with engaging her for the first quadrille.
-
-They were to dance that night in the mess-room of the officers at
-Newcastle. This scheme had been added on as an adjunct to the picnic,
-and it therefore became necessary that the ladies should retire to their
-own or their friends’ houses at Newcastle to adjust their dresses.
-Marian Leslie and Julia Davis were there accommodated with the loan of a
-small room by the major’s wife, and as they were brushing their hair,
-and putting on their dancing-shoes, something was said between them
-about Maurice Cumming.
-
-“And so you are to be Mrs. C. of Mount Pleasant,” said Julia. “Well; I
-didn’t think it would come to that at last.”
-
-“But it has not come to that, and if it did why should I not be Mrs. C.,
-as you call it?”
-
-“The knight of the rueful countenance, I call him.”
-
-“I tell you what then, he is an excellent young man, and the fact is you
-don’t know him.”
-
-“I don’t like excellent young men with long faces. I suppose you won’t
-be let to dance quick dances at all now.”
-
-“I shall dance whatever dances I like, as I have always done,” said
-Marian, with some little asperity in her tone.
-
-“Not you; or if you do, you’ll lose your promotion. You’ll never live to
-be my Lady Rue. And what will Graham say? You know you’ve given him half
-a promise.”
-
-“That’s not true, Julia;--I never gave him the tenth part of a promise.”
-
-“Well, he says so;” and then the words between the young ladies became a
-little more angry. But, nevertheless, in due time they came forth with
-faces smiling as usual, with their hair properly brushed, and without
-any signs of warfare.
-
-But Marian had to stand another attack before the business of the
-evening commenced, and this was from no less doughty an antagonist than
-her aunt, Miss Jack. Miss Jack soon found that Maurice had not kept his
-threat of going home; and though she did not absolutely learn from him
-that he had gone so far towards perfecting her dearest hopes as to make
-a formal offer to Marian, nevertheless she did gather that things were
-fast that way tending. If only this dancing were over! she said to
-herself, dreading the unnumbered waltzes with Ewing, and the violent
-polkas with Graham. So Miss Jack resolved to say one word to Marian--“A
-wise word in good season,” said Miss Jack to herself, “how sweet a thing
-it is.”
-
-“Marian,” said she. “Step here a moment, I want to say a word to you.”
-
-“Yes, aunt Sarah,” said Marian, following her aunt into a corner, not
-quite in the best humour in the world; for she had a dread of some
-further interference.
-
-“Are you going to dance with Maurice to-night?”
-
-“Yes, I believe so,--the first quadrille.”
-
-“Well, what I was going to say is this. I don’t want you to dance many
-quick dances to-night, for a reason I have;--that is, not a great many.”
-
-“Why, aunt, what nonsense!”
-
-“Now my dearest, dearest girl, it is all for your own sake. Well, then,
-it must out. He does not like it, you know.”
-
-“What he?”
-
-“Maurice.”
-
-“Well, aunt, I don’t know that I’m bound to dance or not to dance just
-as Mr. Cumming may like. Papa does not mind my dancing. The people have
-come here to dance, and you can hardly want to make me ridiculous by
-sitting still.” And so that wise word did not appear to be very sweet.
-
-And then the amusement of the evening commenced, and Marian stood up for
-a quadrille with her lover. She however was not in the very best humour.
-She had, as she thought, said and done enough for one day in Maurice’s
-favour. And she had no idea, as she declared to herself, of being
-lectured by aunt Sarah.
-
-“Dearest Marian,” he said to her, as the quadrille came to a close, “it
-is in your power to make me so happy,--so perfectly happy.”
-
-“But then people have such different ideas of happiness,” she replied.
-“They can’t all see with the same eyes, you know.” And so they parted.
-
-But during the early part of the evening she was sufficiently discreet;
-she did waltz with Lieutenant Graham, and polka with Captain Ewing, but
-she did so in a tamer manner than was usual with her, and she made no
-emulous attempts to dance down other couples. When she had done she
-would sit down, and then she consented to stand up for two quadrilles
-with two very tame gentlemen, to whom no lover could object.
-
-“And so, Marian, your wings are regularly clipped at last,” said Julia
-Davis coming up to her.
-
-“No more clipped than your own,” said Marian.
-
-“If Sir Rue won’t let you waltz now, what will he require of you when
-you’re married to him?”
-
-“I am just as well able to waltz with whom I like as you are, Julia; and
-if you say so in that way, I shall think it’s envy.”
-
-“Ha--ha--ha; I may have envied you some of your beaux before now; I dare
-say I have. But I certainly do not envy you Sir Rue.” And then she went
-off to her partner.
-
-All this was too much for Marian’s weak strength, and before long she
-was again whirling round with Captain Ewing. “Come, Miss Leslie,” said
-he, “let us see what we can do. Graham and Julia Davis have been saying
-that your waltzing days are over, but I think we can put them down.”
-
-Marian as she got up, and raised her arm in order that Ewing might put
-his round her waist, caught Maurice’s eye as he leaned against a wall,
-and read in it a stern rebuke. “This is too bad,” she said to herself.
-“He shall not make a slave of me, at any rate as yet.” And away she went
-as madly, more madly than ever, and for the rest of the evening she
-danced with Captain Ewing and with him alone.
-
-There is an intoxication quite distinct from that which comes from
-strong drink. When the judgment is altogether overcome by the spirits
-this species of drunkenness comes on, and in this way Marian Leslie was
-drunk that night. For two hours she danced with Captain Ewing, and ever
-and anon she kept saying to herself that she would teach the world to
-know--and of all the world Mr. Cumming especially--that she might be
-lead, but not driven.
-
-Then about four o’clock she went home, and as she attempted to undress
-herself in her own room she burst into violent tears and opened her
-heart to her sister--“Oh, Fanny, I do love him, I do love him so dearly!
-and now he will never come to me again!”
-
-Maurice stood still with his back against the wall, for the full two
-hours of Marian’s exhibition, and then he said to his aunt before he
-left--“I hope you have now seen enough; you will hardly mention her name
-to me again.” Miss Jack groaned from the bottom of her heart but she
-said nothing. She said nothing that night to any one; but she lay awake
-in her bed, thinking, till it was time to rise and dress herself. “Ask
-Miss Marian to come to me,” she said to the black girl who came to
-assist her. But it was not till she had sent three times, that Miss
-Marian obeyed the summons.
-
-At three o’clock on the following day Miss Jack arrived at her own hall
-door in Spanish Town. Long as the distance was she ordinarily rode it
-all, but on this occasion she had provided a carriage to bring her over
-as much of the journey as it was practicable for her to perform on
-wheels. As soon as she reached her own hall door she asked if Mr.
-Cumming was at home. “Yes,” the servant said. “He was in the small
-book-room, at the back of the house, up stairs.” Silently, as if afraid
-of being heard, she stepped up her own stairs into her own drawing-room;
-and very silently she was followed by a pair of feet lighter and smaller
-than her own.
-
-Miss Jack was usually somewhat of a despot in her own house, but there
-was nothing despotic about her now as she peered into the book-room.
-This she did with her bonnet still on, looking round the half-opened
-door as though she were afraid to disturb her nephew. He sat at the
-window looking out into the verandah which ran behind the house, so
-intent on his thoughts that he did not hear her.
-
-“Maurice,” she said, “can I come in?”
-
-“Come in? oh yes, of course;” and he turned round sharply at her. “I
-tell you what, aunt; I am not well here and I cannot stay out the
-session. I shall go back to Mount Pleasant.”
-
-“Maurice,” and she walked close up to him as she spoke, “Maurice, I have
-brought some one with me to ask your pardon.”
-
-His face became red up to the roots of his hair as he stood looking at
-her without answering. “You would grant it certainly,” she continued,
-“if you knew how much it would be valued.”
-
-“Whom do you mean? who is it?” he asked at last.
-
-“One who loves you as well as you love her--and she cannot love you
-better. Come in, Marian.” The poor girl crept in at the door, ashamed of
-what she was induced to do, but yet looking anxiously into her lover’s
-face. “You asked her yesterday to be your wife,” said Miss Jack, “and
-she did not then know her own mind. Now she has had a lesson. You will
-ask her once again; will you not, Maurice?”
-
-What was he to say? How was he to refuse, when that soft little hand was
-held out to him; when those eyes laden with tears just ventured to look
-into his face?
-
-“I beg your pardon if I angered you last night,” she said.
-
-In half a minute Miss Jack had left the room, and in the space of
-another thirty seconds Maurice had forgiven her. “I am your own now, you
-know,” she whispered to him in the course of that long evening.
-“Yesterday, you know--,” but the sentence was never finished.
-
-It was in vain that Julia Davis was ill-natured and sarcastic, in vain
-that Ewing and Graham made joint attempt upon her constancy. From that
-night to the morning of her marriage--and the interval was only three
-months--Marian Leslie was never known to flirt.
-
-
-
-
-THE COURTSHIP OF SUSAN BELL.
-
-
-John Munroe Bell had been a lawyer in Albany, State of New York, and as
-such had thriven well. He had thriven well as long as thrift and
-thriving on this earth had been allowed to him. But the Almighty had
-seen fit to shorten his span.
-
-Early in life he had married a timid, anxious, pretty, good little wife,
-whose whole heart and mind had been given up to do his bidding and
-deserve his love. She had not only deserved it but had possessed it, and
-as long as John Munroe Bell had lived, Henrietta Bell--Hetta as he
-called her--had been a woman rich in blessings. After twelve years of
-such blessings he had left her, and had left with her two daughters, a
-second Hetta, and the heroine of our little story, Susan Bell.
-
-A lawyer in Albany may thrive passing well for eight or ten years, and
-yet not leave behind him any very large sum of money if he dies at the
-end of that time. Some small modicum, some few thousand dollars, John
-Bell had amassed, so that his widow and daughters were not absolutely
-driven to look for work or bread.
-
-In those happy days, when cash had begun to flow in plenteously to the
-young father of the family, he had taken it into his head to build for
-himself, or rather for his young female brood, a small neat house in the
-outskirts of Saratoga Springs. In doing so he was instigated as much by
-the excellence of the investment for his pocket as by the salubrity of
-the place for his girls. He furnished the house well, and then during
-some summer weeks his wife lived there, and sometimes he let it.
-
-How the widow grieved when the lord of her heart and master of her mind
-was laid in the grave, I need not tell. She had already counted ten
-years of widowhood, and her children had grown to be young women beside
-her at the time of which I am now about to speak. Since that sad day on
-which they had left Albany they had lived together at the cottage at
-the Springs. In winter their life had been lonely enough; but as soon as
-the hot weather began to drive the fainting citizens out from New York,
-they had always received two or three boarders--old ladies generally,
-and occasionally an old gentleman--persons of very steady habits, with
-whose pockets the widow’s moderate demands agreed better than the hotel
-charges. And so the Bells lived for ten years.
-
-That Saratoga is a gay place in July, August, and September, the world
-knows well enough. To girls who go there with trunks full of muslin and
-crinoline, for whom a carriage and pair of horses is always waiting
-immediately after dinner, whose fathers’ pockets are bursting with
-dollars, it is a very gay place. Dancing and flirtations come as a
-matter of course, and matrimony follows after with only too great
-rapidity. But the place was not very gay for Hetta or Susan Bell.
-
-In the first place the widow was a timid woman, and among other fears
-feared greatly that she should be thought guilty of setting traps for
-husbands. Poor mothers! how often are they charged with this sin when
-their honest desires go no further than that their bairns may be
-“respectit like the lave.” And then she feared flirtations; flirtations
-that should be that and nothing more, flirtations that are so
-destructive of the heart’s sweetest essence. She feared love also,
-though she longed for that as well as feared it;--for her girls, I mean;
-all such feelings for herself were long laid under ground;--and then,
-like a timid creature as she was, she had other indefinite fears, and
-among them, a great fear that those girls of hers would be left
-husbandless,--a phase of life which after her twelve years of bliss she
-regarded as anything but desirable. But the upshot was,--the upshot of
-so many fears and such small means,--that Hetta and Susan Bell had but a
-dull life of it.
-
-Were it not that I am somewhat closely restricted in the number of my
-pages, I would describe at full the merits and beauties of Hetta and
-Susan Bell. As it is I can but say a few words. At our period of their
-lives Hetta was nearly one-and-twenty, and Susan was just nineteen.
-Hetta was a short, plump, demure young woman, with the softest smoothed
-hair, and the brownest brightest eyes. She was very useful in the house,
-good at corn cakes, and thought much, particularly in these latter
-months, of her religious duties. Her sister in the privacy of their own
-little room would sometimes twit her with the admiring patience with
-which she would listen to the lengthened eloquence of Mr. Phineas
-Beckard, the Baptist minister. Now Mr. Phineas Beckard was a bachelor.
-
-Susan was not so good a girl in the kitchen or about the house as was
-her sister; but she was bright in the parlour, and if that motherly
-heart could have been made to give out its inmost secret--which,
-however, it could not have been made to give out in any way painful to
-dear Hetta--perhaps it might have been found that Susan was loved with
-the closest love. She was taller than her sister, and lighter; her eyes
-were blue as were her mother’s; her hair was brighter than Hetta’s, but
-not always so singularly neat. She had a dimple on her chin, whereas
-Hetta had none; dimples on her cheeks too, when she smiled; and, oh,
-such a mouth! There; my allowance of pages permits no more.
-
-One piercing cold winter’s day there came knocking at the widow’s
-door--a young man. Winter days, when the ice of January is refrozen by
-the wind of February, are very cold at Saratoga Springs. In these days
-there was not often much to disturb the serenity of Mrs. Bell’s house;
-but on the day in question there came knocking at the door--a young man.
-
-Mrs. Bell kept an old domestic, who had lived with them in those happy
-Albany days. Her name was Kate O’Brien, but though picturesque in name
-she was hardly so in person. She was a thick-set, noisy, good-natured
-old Irishwoman, who had joined her lot to that of Mrs. Bell when the
-latter first began housekeeping, and knowing when she was well off, had
-remained in the same place from that day forth. She had known Hetta as a
-baby, and, so to say, had seen Susan’s birth.
-
-“And what might you be wanting, sir?” said Kate O’Brien, apparently not
-quite pleased as she opened the door and let in all the cold air.
-
-“I wish to see Mrs. Bell. Is not this Mrs. Bell’s house?” said the young
-man, shaking the snow from out of the breast of his coat.
-
-He did see Mrs. Bell, and we will now tell who he was, and why he had
-come, and how it came to pass that his carpet-bag was brought down to
-the widow’s house and one of the front bedrooms was prepared for him,
-and that he drank tea that night in the widow’s parlour.
-
-His name was Aaron Dunn, and by profession he was an engineer. What
-peculiar misfortune in those days of frost and snow had befallen the
-line of rails which runs from Schenectady to Lake Champlain, I never
-quite understood. Banks and bridges had in some way come to grief, and
-on Aaron Dunn’s shoulders was thrown the burden of seeing that they were
-duly repaired. Saratoga Springs was the centre of these mishaps, and
-therefore at Saratoga Springs it was necessary that he should take up
-his temporary abode.
-
-Now there was at that time in New York city a Mr. Bell, great in railway
-matters--an uncle of the once thriving but now departed Albany lawyer.
-He was a rich man, but he liked his riches himself; or at any rate had
-not found himself called upon to share them with the widow and daughters
-of his nephew. But when it chanced to come to pass that he had a hand in
-despatching Aaron Dunn to Saratoga, he took the young man aside and
-recommended him to lodge with the widow. “There,” said he, “show her my
-card.” So much the rich uncle thought he might vouchsafe to do for the
-nephew’s widow.
-
-Mrs. Bell and both her daughters were in the parlour when Aaron Dunn was
-shown in, snow and all. He told his story in a rough, shaky voice, for
-his teeth chattered; and he gave the card, almost wishing that he had
-gone to the empty big hotel, for the widow’s welcome was not at first
-quite warm.
-
-The widow listened to him as he gave his message, and then she took the
-card and looked at it. Hetta, who was sitting on the side of the
-fireplace facing the door, went on demurely with her work. Susan gave
-one glance round--her back was to the stranger--and then another; and
-then she moved her chair a little nearer to the wall, so as to give the
-young man room to come to the fire, if he would. He did not come, but
-his eyes glanced upon Susan Bell; and he thought that the old man in New
-York was right, and that the big hotel would be cold and dull. It was a
-pretty face to look on that cold evening as she turned it up from the
-stocking she was mending.
-
-“Perhaps you don’t wish to take winter boarders, ma’am?” said Aaron
-Dunn.
-
-“We never have done so yet, sir,” said Mrs. Bell timidly. Could she let
-this young wolf in among her lamb-fold? He might be a wolf;--who could
-tell?
-
-“Mr. Bell seemed to think it would suit,” said Aaron.
-
-Had he acquiesced in her timidity and not pressed the point, it would
-have been all up with him. But the widow did not like to go against the
-big uncle; and so she said, “Perhaps it may, sir.”
-
-“I guess it will, finely,” said Aaron. And then the widow seeing that
-the matter was so far settled, put down her work and came round into
-the passage. Hetta followed her, for there would be housework to do.
-Aaron gave himself another shake, settled the weekly number of
-dollars--with very little difficulty on his part, for he had caught
-another glance at Susan’s face; and then went after his bag. ’Twas thus
-that Aaron Dunn obtained an entrance into Mrs. Bell’s house. “But what
-if he be a wolf?” she said to herself over and over again that night,
-though not exactly in those words. Ay, but there is another side to that
-question. What if he be a stalwart man, honest-minded, with clever eye,
-cunning hand, ready brain, broad back, and warm heart; in want of a wife
-mayhap; a man that can earn his own bread and another’s;--half a dozen
-others’ when the half dozen come? Would not that be a good sort of
-lodger? Such a question as that too did flit, just flit, across the
-widow’s sleepless mind. But then she thought so much more of the wolf!
-Wolves, she had taught herself to think, were more common than stalwart,
-honest-minded, wife-desirous men.
-
-“I wonder mother consented to take him,” said Hetta, when they were in
-the little room together.
-
-“And why shouldn’t she?” said Susan. “It will be a help.”
-
-“Yes, it will be a little help,” said Hetta. “But we have done very well
-hitherto without winter lodgers.”
-
-“But uncle Bell said she was to.”
-
-“What is uncle Bell to us?” said Hetta, who had a spirit of her own. And
-she began to surmise within herself whether Aaron Dunn would join the
-Baptist congregation, and whether Phineas Beckard would approve of this
-new move.
-
-“He is a very well-behaved young man at any rate,” said Susan, “and he
-draws beautifully. Did you see those things he was doing?”
-
-“He draws very well, I dare say,” said Hetta, who regarded this as but a
-poor warranty for good behaviour. Hetta also had some fear of
-wolves--not for herself, perhaps; but for her sister.
-
-Aaron Dunn’s work--the commencement of his work--lay at some distance
-from the Springs, and he left every morning with a lot of workmen by an
-early train--almost before daylight. And every morning, cold and wintry
-as the mornings were, the widow got him his breakfast with her own
-hands. She took his dollars and would not leave him altogether to the
-awkward mercies of Kate O’Brien; nor would she trust her girls to attend
-upon the young man. Hetta she might have trusted; but then Susan would
-have asked why she was spared her share of such hardship.
-
-In the evening, leaving his work when it was dark, Aaron always
-returned, and then the evening was passed together. But they were passed
-with the most demure propriety. These women would make the tea, cut the
-bread and butter, and then sew; while Aaron Dunn, when the cups were
-removed, would always go to his plans and drawings.
-
-On Sundays they were more together; but even on this day there was cause
-of separation, for Aaron went to the Episcopalian church, rather to the
-disgust of Hetta. In the afternoon, however, they were together; and
-then Phineas Beckard came in to tea on Sundays, and he and Aaron got to
-talking on religion; and though they disagreed pretty much, and would
-not give an inch either one or the other, nevertheless the minister told
-the widow, and Hetta too probably, that the lad had good stuff in him,
-though he was so stiff-necked.
-
-“But he should be more modest in talking on such matters with a
-minister,” said Hetta.
-
-The Rev. Phineas acknowledged that perhaps he should; but he was honest
-enough to repeat that the lad had stuff in him. “Perhaps after all he is
-not a wolf,” said the widow to herself.
-
-Things went on in this way for above a month. Aaron had declared to
-himself over and over again that that face was sweet to look upon, and
-had unconsciously promised to himself certain delights in talking and
-perhaps walking with the owner of it. But the walkings had not been
-achieved--nor even the talkings as yet. The truth was that Dunn was
-bashful with young women, though he could be so stiff-necked with the
-minister.
-
-And then he felt angry with himself, inasmuch as he had advanced no
-further; and as he lay in his bed--which perhaps those pretty hands had
-helped to make--he resolved that he would be a thought bolder in his
-bearing. He had no idea of making love to Susan Bell; of course not. But
-why should he not amuse himself by talking to a pretty girl when she sat
-so near him, evening after evening?
-
-“What a very quiet young man he is,” said Susan to her sister.
-
-“He has his bread to earn, and sticks to his work,” said Hetta. “No
-doubt he has his amusement when he is in the city,” added the elder
-sister, not wishing to leave too strong an impression of the young man’s
-virtue.
-
-They had all now their settled places in the parlour. Hetta sat on one
-side of the fire, close to the table, having that side to herself. There
-she sat always busy. She must have made every dress and bit of linen
-worn in the house, and hemmed every sheet and towel, so busy was she
-always. Sometimes, once in a week or so, Phineas Beckard would come in,
-and then place was made for him between Hetta’s usual seat and the
-table. For when there he would read out loud. On the other side, close
-also to the table, sat the widow, busy, but not savagely busy as her
-elder daughter. Between Mrs. Bell and the wall, with her feet ever on
-the fender, Susan used to sit; not absolutely idle, but doing work of
-some slender pretty sort, and talking ever and anon to her mother.
-Opposite to them all, at the other side of the table, far away from the
-fire, would Aaron Dunn place himself with his plans and drawings before
-him.
-
-“Are you a judge of bridges, ma’am?” said Aaron, the evening after he
-had made his resolution. ’Twas thus he began his courtship.
-
-“Of bridges?” said Mrs. Bell--“oh dear no, sir.” But she put out her
-hand to take the little drawing which Aaron handed to her.
-
-“Because that’s one I’ve planned for our bit of a new branch from Moreau
-up to Lake George. I guess Miss Susan knows something about bridges.”
-
-“I guess I don’t,” said Susan--“only that they oughtn’t to tumble down
-when the frost comes.”
-
-“Ha, ha, ha; no more they ought. I’ll tell McEvoy that.” McEvoy had been
-a former engineer on the line. “Well, that won’t burst with any frost, I
-guess.”
-
-“Oh my! how pretty!” said the widow, and then Susan of course jumped up
-to look over her mother’s shoulder.
-
-The artful dodger! He had drawn and coloured a beautiful little sketch
-of a bridge; not an engineer’s plan with sections and measurements,
-vexatious to a woman’s eye, but a graceful little bridge with a string
-of cars running under it. You could almost hear the bell going.
-
-“Well; that is a pretty bridge,” said Susan. “Isn’t it, Hetta?”
-
-“I don’t know anything about bridges,” said Hetta, to whose clever eyes
-the dodge was quite apparent. But in spite of her cleverness Mrs. Bell
-and Susan had soon moved their chairs round to the table, and were
-looking through the contents of Aaron’s portfolio. “But yet he maybe a
-wolf,” thought the poor widow, just as she was kneeling down to say her
-prayers.
-
-That evening certainly made a commencement. Though Hetta went on
-pertinaciously with the body of a new dress, the other two ladies did
-not put in another stitch that night. From his drawings Aaron got to his
-instruments, and before bedtime was teaching Susan how to draw parallel
-lines. Susan found that she had quite an aptitude for parallel lines,
-and altogether had a good time of it that evening. It is dull to go on
-week after week, and month after month, talking only to one’s mother and
-sister. It is dull though one does not oneself recognise it to be so. A
-little change in such matters is so very pleasant. Susan had not the
-slightest idea of regarding Aaron as even a possible lover. But young
-ladies do like the conversation of young gentlemen. Oh, my exceedingly
-proper prim old lady, you who are so shocked at this as a general
-doctrine, has it never occurred to you that the Creator has so intended
-it?
-
-Susan understanding little of the how and why, knew that she had had a
-good time, and was rather in spirits as she went to bed. But Hetta had
-been frightened by the dodge.
-
-“Oh, Hetta, you should have looked at those drawings. He is so clever!”
-said Susan.
-
-“I don’t know that they would have done me much good,” replied Hetta.
-
-“Good! Well, they’d do me more good than a long sermon, I know,” said
-Susan; “except on a Sunday, of course,” she added apologetically. This
-was an ill-tempered attack both on Hetta and Hetta’s admirer. But then
-why had Hetta been so snappish?
-
-“I’m sure he’s a wolf,” thought Hetta as she went to bed.
-
-“What a very clever young man he is!” thought Susan to herself as she
-pulled the warm clothes round about her shoulders and ears.
-
-“Well that certainly was an improvement,” thought Aaron as he went
-through the same operation, with a stronger feeling of self-approbation
-than he had enjoyed for some time past.
-
-In the course of the next fortnight the family arrangements all altered
-themselves. Unless when Beckard was there Aaron would sit in the widow’s
-place, the widow would take Susan’s chair, and the two girls would be
-opposite. And then Dunn would read to them; not sermons, but passages
-from Shakspeare, and Byron, and Longfellow. “He reads much better than
-Mr. Beckard,” Susan had said one night. “Of course you’re a competent
-judge!” had been Hetta’s retort. “I mean that I like it better,” said
-Susan. “It’s well that all people don’t think alike,” replied Hetta.
-
-And then there was a deal of talking. The widow herself, as unconscious
-in this respect as her youngest daughter, certainly did find that a
-little variety was agreeable on those long winter nights; and talked
-herself with unaccustomed freedom. And Beckard came there oftener and
-talked very much. When he was there the two young men did all the
-talking, and they pounded each other immensely. But still there grew up
-a sort of friendship between them.
-
-“Mr. Beckard seems quite to take to him,” said Mrs. Bell to her eldest
-daughter.
-
-“It is his great good nature, mother,” replied Hetta.
-
-It was at the end of the second month when Aaron took another step in
-advance--a perilous step. Sometimes on evenings he still went on with
-his drawing for an hour or so; but during three or four evenings he
-never asked any one to look at what he was doing. On one Friday he sat
-over his work till late, without any reading or talking at all; so late
-that at last Mrs. Bell said, “If you’re going to sit much longer, Mr.
-Dunn, I’ll get you to put out the candles.” Thereby showing, had he
-known it or had she, that the mother’s confidence in the young man was
-growing fast. Hetta knew all about it, and dreaded that the growth was
-too quick.
-
-“I’ve finished now,” said Aaron; and he looked carefully at the
-card-board on which he had been washing in his water-colours. “I’ve
-finished now.” He then hesitated a moment; but ultimately he put the
-card into his portfolio and carried it up to his bed-room. Who does not
-perceive that it was intended as a present to Susan Bell?
-
-The question which Aaron asked himself that night, and which he hardly
-knew how to answer, was this. Should he offer the drawing to Susan in
-the presence of her mother and sister, or on some occasion when they two
-might be alone together? No such occasion had ever yet occurred, but
-Aaron thought that it might probably be brought about. But then he
-wanted to make no fuss about it. His first intention had been to chuck
-the drawing lightly across the table when it was completed, and so make
-nothing of it. But he had finished it with more care than he had at
-first intended; and then he had hesitated when he had finished it. It
-was too late now for that plan of chucking it over the table.
-
-On the Saturday evening when he came down from his room, Mr. Beckard was
-there, and there was no opportunity that night. On the Sunday, in
-conformity with a previous engagement, he went to hear Mr. Beckard
-preach, and walked to and from meeting with the family. This pleased
-Mrs. Bell, and they were all very gracious that afternoon. But Sunday
-was no day for the picture.
-
-On Monday the thing had become of importance to him. Things always do
-when they are kept over. Before tea that evening when he came down Mrs.
-Bell and Susan only were in the room. He knew Hetta for his foe, and
-therefore determined to use this occasion.
-
-“Miss Susan,” he said, stammering somewhat, and blushing too, poor fool!
-“I have done a little drawing which I want you to accept,” and he put
-his portfolio down on the table.
-
-“Oh! I don’t know,” said Susan, who had seen the blush.
-
-Mrs. Bell had seen the blush also, and pursed her mouth up, and looked
-grave. Had there been no stammering and no blush, she might have thought
-nothing of it.
-
-Aaron saw at once that his little gift was not to go down smoothly. He
-was, however, in for it now, so he picked it out from among the other
-papers in the case and brought it over to Susan. He endeavoured to hand
-it to her with an air of indifference, but I cannot say that he
-succeeded.
-
-It was a very pretty, well-finished, water-coloured drawing,
-representing still the same bridge, but with more adjuncts. In Susan’s
-eyes it was a work of high art. Of pictures probably she had seen but
-little, and her liking for the artist no doubt added to her admiration.
-But the more she admired it and wished for it, the stronger was her
-feeling that she ought not to take it.
-
-Poor Susan! she stood for a minute looking at the drawing, but she said
-nothing; not even a word of praise. She felt that she was red in the
-face, and uncourteous to their lodger; but her mother was looking at her
-and she did not know how to behave herself.
-
-Mrs. Bell put out her hand for the sketch, trying to bethink herself as
-she did so in what least uncivil way she could refuse the present. She
-took a moment to look at it collecting her thoughts, and as she did so
-her woman’s wit came to her aid.
-
-“Oh dear, Mr. Dunn, it is very pretty; quite a beautiful picture. I
-cannot let Susan rob you of that. You must keep that for some of your
-own particular friends.”
-
-“But I did it for her,” said Aaron innocently.
-
-Susan looked down at the ground, half pleased at the declaration. The
-drawing would look very pretty in a small gilt frame put over her
-dressing-table. But the matter now was altogether in her mother’s hands.
-
-“I am afraid it is too valuable, sir, for Susan to accept.”
-
-“It is not valuable at all,” said Aaron, declining to take it back from
-the widow’s hand.
-
-“Oh, I am quite sure it is. It is worth ten dollars at least--or
-twenty,” said poor Mrs. Bell, not in the very best taste. But she was
-perplexed, and did not know how to get out of the scrape. The article in
-question now lay upon the table-cloth, appropriated by no one, and at
-this moment Hetta came into the room.
-
-“It is not worth ten cents,” said Aaron, with something like a frown on
-his brow. “But as we had been talking about the bridge, I thought Miss
-Susan would accept it.”
-
-“Accept what?” said Hetta. And then her eye fell upon the drawing and
-she took it up.
-
-“It is beautifully done,” said Mrs. Bell, wishing much to soften the
-matter; perhaps the more so that Hetta the demure was now present. “I am
-telling Mr. Dunn that we can’t take a present of anything so valuable.”
-
-“Oh dear no,” said Hetta. “It wouldn’t be right.”
-
-It was a cold frosty evening in March, and the fire was burning brightly
-on the hearth. Aaron Dunn took up the drawing quietly--very quietly--and
-rolling it up, as such drawings are rolled, put it between the blazing
-logs. It was the work of four evenings, and his chef-d’œuvre in the
-way of art.
-
-Susan, when she saw what he had done, burst out into tears. The widow
-could very readily have done so also, but she was able to refrain
-herself, and merely exclaimed--“Oh, Mr. Dunn!”
-
-“If Mr. Dunn chooses to burn his own picture, he has certainly a right
-to do so,” said Hetta.
-
-Aaron immediately felt ashamed of what he had done; and he also could
-have cried, but for his manliness. He walked away to one of the
-parlour-windows, and looked out upon the frosty night. It was dark, but
-the stars were bright, and he thought that he should like to be walking
-fast by himself along the line of rails towards Balston. There he stood,
-perhaps for three minutes. He thought it would be proper to give Susan
-time to recover from her tears.
-
-“Will you please to come to your tea, sir?” said the soft voice of Mrs.
-Bell.
-
-He turned round to do so, and found that Susan was gone. It was not
-quite in her power to recover from her tears in three minutes. And then
-the drawing had been so beautiful! It had been done expressly for her
-too! And there had been something, she knew not what, in his eye as he
-had so declared. She had watched him intently over those four evenings’
-work, wondering why he did not show it, till her feminine curiosity had
-become rather strong. It was something very particular, she was sure,
-and she had learned that all that precious work had been for her. Now
-all that precious work was destroyed. How was it possible that she
-should not cry for more than three minutes?
-
-The others took their meal in perfect silence, and when it was over the
-two women sat down to their work. Aaron had a book which he pretended to
-read, but instead of reading he was bethinking himself that he had
-behaved badly. What right had he to throw them all into such confusion
-by indulging in his passion? He was ashamed of what he had done, and
-fancied that Susan would hate him. Fancying that, he began to find at
-the same time that he by no means hated her.
-
-At last Hetta got up and left the room. She knew that her sister was
-sitting alone in the cold, and Hetta was affectionate. Susan had not
-been in fault, and therefore Hetta went up to console her.
-
-“Mrs. Bell,” said Aaron, as soon as the door was closed, “I beg your
-pardon for what I did just now.”
-
-“Oh, sir, I’m so sorry that the picture is burnt,” said poor Mrs. Bell.
-
-“The picture does not matter a straw,” said Aaron. “But I see that I
-have disturbed you all,--and I am afraid I have made Miss Susan
-unhappy.”
-
-“She was grieved because your picture was burnt,” said Mrs. Bell,
-putting some emphasis on the “your,” intending to show that her daughter
-had not regarded the drawing as her own. But the emphasis bore another
-meaning; and so the widow perceived as soon as she had spoken.
-
-“Oh, I can do twenty more of the same if anybody wanted them,” said
-Aaron. “If I do another like it, will you let her take it, Mrs.
-Bell?--just to show that you have forgiven me, and that we are friends
-as we were before?”
-
-Was he, or was he not a wolf? That was the question which Mrs. Bell
-scarcely knew how to answer. Hetta had given her voice, saying he was
-lupine. Mr. Beckard’s opinion she had not liked to ask directly. Mr.
-Beckard she thought would probably propose to Hetta; but as yet he had
-not done so. And, as he was still a stranger in the family, she did not
-like in any way to compromise Susan’s name. Indirectly she had asked the
-question, and, indirectly also, Mr. Beckard’s answer had been
-favourable.
-
-“But it mustn’t mean anything, sir,” was the widow’s weak answer, when
-she had paused on the question for a moment.
-
-“Oh no, of course not,” said Aaron, joyously, and his face became
-radiant and happy. “And I do beg your pardon for burning it; and the
-young ladies’ pardon too.” And then, he rapidly got out his cardboard,
-and set himself to work about another bridge. The widow, meditating many
-things in her heart, commenced the hemming of a handkerchief.
-
-In about an hour the two girls came back to the room and silently took
-their accustomed places. Aaron hardly looked up, but went on diligently
-with his drawing. This bridge should be a better bridge than that other.
-Its acceptance was now assured. Of course it was to mean nothing. That
-was a matter of course. So he worked away diligently, and said nothing
-to anybody.
-
-When they went off to bed the two girls went into the mother’s room.
-“Oh, mother, I hope he is not very angry,” said Susan.
-
-“Angry!” said Hetta, “if anybody should be angry, it is mother. He ought
-to have known that Susan could not accept it. He should never have
-offered it.”
-
-“But he’s doing another,” said Mrs. Bell.
-
-“Not for her,” said Hetta.
-
-“Yes he is,” said Mrs. Bell, “and I have promised that she shall take
-it.” Susan as she heard this sank gently into the chair behind her, and
-her eyes became full of tears. The intimation was almost too much for
-her.
-
-“Oh, mother!” said Hetta.
-
-“But I particularly said that it was to mean nothing.”
-
-“Oh, mother, that makes it worse.”
-
-Why should Hetta interfere in this way, thought Susan to herself. Had
-she interfered when Mr. Beckard gave Hetta a testament bound in Morocco?
-Had not she smiled, and looked gratified, and kissed her sister, and
-declared that Phineas Beckard was a nice dear man, and by far the most
-elegant preacher at the Springs? Why should Hetta be so cruel?
-
-“I don’t see that, my dear,” said the mother. Hetta would not explain
-before her sister, so they all went to bed.
-
-On the Thursday evening the drawing was finished. Not a word had been
-said about it, at any rate in his presence, and he had gone on working
-in silence. “There,” said he, late on the Thursday evening, “I don’t
-know that it will be any better if I go on daubing for another hour.
-There, Miss Susan; there’s another bridge. I hope that will neither
-burst with the frost, nor yet be destroyed by fire,” and he gave it a
-light flip with his fingers and sent it skimming over the table.
-
-Susan blushed and smiled, and took it up. “Oh, it is beautiful,” she
-said. “Isn’t it beautifully done, mother?” and then all the three got up
-to look at it, and all confessed that it was excellently done.
-
-“And I am sure we are very much obliged to you,” said Susan after a
-pause, remembering that she had not yet thanked him.
-
-“Oh, it’s nothing,” said he, not quite liking the word “we.”
-
-On the following day he returned from his work to Saratoga about noon.
-This he had never done before, and therefore no one expected that he
-would be seen in the house before the evening. On this occasion,
-however, he went straight thither, and as chance would have it, both the
-widow and her elder daughter were out. Susan was there alone in charge
-of the house.
-
-He walked in and opened the parlour door. There she sat, with her feet
-on the fender, with her work unheeded on the table behind her, and the
-picture, Aaron’s drawing, lying on her knees. She was gazing at it
-intently as he entered, thinking in her young heart that it possessed
-all the beauties which a picture could possess.
-
-“Oh, Mr. Dunn,” she said, getting up and holding the tell-tale sketch
-behind the skirt of her dress.
-
-“Miss Susan, I have come here to tell your mother that I must start for
-New York this afternoon and be there for six weeks, or perhaps longer.”
-
-“Mother is out,” said she; “I’m so sorry.”
-
-“Is she?” said Aaron.
-
-“And Hetta too. Dear me. And you’ll be wanting dinner. I’ll go and see
-about it.”
-
-Aaron began to swear that he could not possibly eat any dinner. He had
-dined once, and was going to dine again;--anything to keep her from
-going.
-
-“But you must have something, Mr. Dunn,” and she walked towards the
-door.
-
-But he put his back to it. “Miss Susan,” said he, “I guess I’ve been
-here nearly two months.”
-
-“Yes, sir, I believe you have,” she replied, shaking in her shoes, and
-not knowing which way to look.
-
-“And I hope we have been good friends.”
-
-“Yes, sir,” said Susan, almost beside herself as to what she was saying.
-
-“I’m going away now, and it seems to be such a time before I’ll be
-back.”
-
-“Will it, sir?”
-
-“Six weeks, Miss Susan!” and then he paused, looking into her eyes, to
-see what he could read there. She leant against the table, pulling to
-pieces a morsel of half-ravelled muslin which she held in her hand; but
-her eyes were turned to the ground, and he could hardly see them.
-
-“Miss Susan,” he continued, “I may as well speak out now as at another
-time.” He too was looking towards the ground, and clearly did not know
-what to do with his hands. “The truth is just this. I--I love you
-dearly, with all my heart. I never saw any one I ever thought so
-beautiful, so nice and so good;--and what’s more, I never shall. I’m not
-very good at this sort of thing, I know; but I couldn’t go away from
-Saratoga for six weeks and not tell you.” And then he ceased. He did not
-ask for any love in return. His presumption had not got so far as that
-yet. He merely declared his passion, leaning against the door, and there
-he stood twiddling his thumbs.
-
-Susan had not the slightest conception of the way in which she ought to
-receive such a declaration. She had never had a lover before; nor had
-she ever thought of Aaron absolutely as a lover, though something very
-like love for him had been crossing over her spirit. Now, at this
-moment, she felt that he was the beau-idéal of manhood, though his boots
-were covered with the railway mud, and though his pantaloons were tucked
-up in rolls round his ankles. He was a fine, well-grown, open-faced
-fellow, whose eye was bold and yet tender, whose brow was full and
-broad, and all his bearing manly. Love him! Of course she loved him. Why
-else had her heart melted with pleasure when her mother said that that
-second picture was to be accepted?
-
-But what was she to say? Anything but the open truth; she well knew
-that. The open truth would not do at all. What would her mother say and
-Hetta if she were rashly to say that? Hetta, she knew, would be dead
-against such a lover, and of her mother’s approbation she had hardly
-more hope. Why they should disapprove of Aaron as a lover she had never
-asked herself. There are many nice things that seem to be wrong only
-because they are so nice. Maybe that Susan regarded a lover as one of
-them. “Oh, Mr. Dunn, you shouldn’t.” That in fact was all that she could
-say.
-
-“Should not I?” said he. “Well, perhaps not; but there’s the truth, and
-no harm ever comes of that. Perhaps I’d better not ask you for an answer
-now, but I thought it better you should know it all. And remember
-this--I only care for one thing now in the world, and that is for your
-love.” And then he paused, thinking possibly that in spite of what he
-had said he might perhaps get some sort of an answer, some inkling of
-the state of her heart’s disposition towards him.
-
-But Susan had at once resolved to take him at his word when he suggested
-that an immediate reply was not necessary. To say that she loved him was
-of course impossible, and to say that she did not was equally so. She
-determined therefore to close at once with the offer of silence.
-
-When he ceased speaking there was a moment’s pause, during which he
-strove hard to read what might be written on her down-turned face. But
-he was not good at such reading. “Well, I guess I’ll go and get my
-things ready now,” he said, and then turned round to open the door.
-
-“Mother will be in before you are gone, I suppose,” said Susan.
-
-“I have only got twenty minutes,” said he, looking at his watch. “But,
-Susan, tell her what I have said to you. Good-bye.” And he put out his
-hand. He knew he should see her again, but this had been his plan to get
-her hand in his.
-
-“Good-bye, Mr. Dunn,” and she gave him her hand.
-
-He held it tight for a moment, so that she could not draw it
-away,--could not if she would. “Will you tell your mother?” he asked.
-
-“Yes,” she answered, quite in a whisper. “I guess I’d better tell her.”
-And then she gave a long sigh. He pressed her hand again and got it up
-to his lips.
-
-“Mr. Dunn, don’t,” she said. But he did kiss it. “God bless you, my own
-dearest, dearest girl! I’ll just open the door as I come down. Perhaps
-Mrs. Bell will be here.” And then he rushed up stairs.
-
-But Mrs. Bell did not come in. She and Hetta were at a weekly service at
-Mr. Beckard’s meeting-house, and Mr. Beckard it seemed had much to say.
-Susan, when left alone, sat down and tried to think. But she could not
-think; she could only love. She could use her mind only in recounting to
-herself the perfections of that demigod whose heavy steps were so
-audible overhead, as he walked to and fro collecting his things and
-putting them into his bag.
-
-And then, just when he had finished, she bethought herself that he must
-be hungry. She flew to the kitchen, but she was too late. Before she
-could even reach at the loaf of bread he descended the stairs, with a
-clattering noise, and heard her voice as she spoke quickly to Kate
-O’Brien.
-
-“Miss Susan,” he said, “don’t get anything for me, for I’m off.”
-
-“Oh, Mr. Dunn, I am so sorry. You’ll be so hungry on your journey,” and
-she came out to him in the passage.
-
-“I shall want nothing on the journey, dearest, if you’ll say one kind
-word to me.”
-
-Again her eyes went to the ground. “What do you want me to say, Mr.
-Dunn?”
-
-“Say, God bless you, Aaron.”
-
-“God bless you, Aaron,” said she; and yet she was sure that she had not
-declared her love. He however thought otherwise, and went up to New York
-with a happy heart.
-
-Things happened in the next fortnight rather quickly. Susan at once
-resolved to tell her mother, but she resolved also not to tell Hetta.
-That afternoon she got her mother to herself in Mrs. Bell’s own room,
-and then she made a clean breast of it.
-
-“And what did you say to him, Susan?”
-
-“I said nothing, mother.”
-
-“Nothing, dear!”
-
-“No, mother; not a word. He told me he didn’t want it.”
-
-She forgot how she had used his Christian name in bidding God bless him.
-
-“Oh dear!” said the widow.
-
-“Was it very wrong?” asked Susan.
-
-“But what do you think yourself, my child?” asked Mrs. Bell after a
-while. “What are your own feelings.”
-
-Mrs. Bell was sitting on a chair and Susan was standing opposite to her
-against the post of the bed. She made no answer, but moving from her
-place, she threw herself into her mother’s arms, and hid her face on her
-mother’s shoulder. It was easy enough to guess what were her feelings.
-
-“But, my darling,” said her mother, “you must not think that it is an
-engagement.”
-
-“No,” said Susan, sorrowfully.
-
-“Young men say those things to amuse themselves.” Wolves, she would have
-said, had she spoken out her mind freely.
-
-“Oh, mother, he is not like that.”
-
-The daughter contrived to extract a promise from the mother that Hetta
-should not be told just at present. Mrs. Bell calculated that she had
-six weeks before her; as yet Mr. Beckard had not spoken out, but there
-was reason to suppose that he would do so before those six weeks would
-be over, and then she would be able to seek counsel from him.
-
-Mr. Beckard spoke out at the end of six days, and Hetta frankly accepted
-him. “I hope you’ll love your brother-in-law,” said she to Susan.
-
-“Oh, I will indeed,” said Susan; and in the softness of her heart at the
-moment she almost made up her mind to tell; but Hetta was full of her
-own affairs, and thus it passed off.
-
-It was then arranged that Hetta should go and spend a week with Mr.
-Beckard’s parents. Old Mr. Beckard was a farmer living near Utica, and
-now that the match was declared and approved, it was thought well that
-Hetta should know her future husband’s family. So she went for a week,
-and Mr. Beckard went with her. “He will be back in plenty of time for me
-to speak to him before Aaron Dunn’s six weeks are over,” said Mrs. Bell
-to herself.
-
-But things did not go exactly as she expected. On the very morning after
-the departure of the engaged couple, there came a letter from Aaron,
-saying that he would be at Saratoga that very evening. The railway
-people had ordered him down again for some days’ special work; then he
-was to go elsewhere, and not to return to Saratoga till June. “But he
-hoped,” so said the letter, “that Mrs. Bell would not turn him into the
-street even then, though the summer might have come, and her regular
-lodgers might be expected.”
-
-“Oh dear, oh dear!” said Mrs. Bell to herself, reflecting that she had
-no one of whom she could ask advice, and that she must decide that very
-day. Why had she let Mr. Beckard go without telling him? Then she told
-Susan, and Susan spent the day trembling. Perhaps, thought Mrs. Bell, he
-will say nothing about it. In such case, however, would it not be her
-duty to say something? Poor mother! She trembled nearly as much as
-Susan.
-
-It was dark when the fatal knock came at the door. The tea-things were
-already laid, and the tea-cake was already baked; for it would at any
-rate be necessary to give Mr. Dunn his tea. Susan, when she heard the
-knock, rushed from her chair and took refuge up stairs. The widow gave a
-long sigh and settled her dress. Kate O’Brien with willing step opened
-the door, and bade her old friend welcome.
-
-“How are the ladies?” asked Aaron, trying to gather something from the
-face and voice of the domestic.
-
-“Miss Hetta and Mr. Beckard be gone off to Utica, just man-and-wife
-like! and so they are, more power to them.”
-
-“Oh indeed; I’m very glad,” said Aaron--and so he was; very glad to
-have Hetta the demure out of the way. And then he made his way into the
-parlour, doubting much, and hoping much.
-
-Mrs. Bell rose from her chair, and tried to look grave. Aaron glancing
-round the room saw that Susan was not there. He walked straight up to
-the widow, and offered her his hand, which she took. It might be that
-Susan had not thought fit to tell, and in such case it would not be
-right for him to compromise her; so he said never a word.
-
-But the subject was too important to the mother to allow of her being
-silent when the young man stood before her. “Oh, Mr. Dunn,” said she,
-“what is this you have been saying to Susan?”
-
-“I have asked her to be my wife,” said he, drawing himself up and
-looking her full in the face. Mrs. Bell’s heart was almost as soft as
-her daughter’s, and it was nearly gone; but at the moment she had
-nothing to say but, “Oh dear, oh dear!”
-
-“May I not call you mother?” said he, taking both her hands in his.
-
-“Oh dear--oh dear! But will you be good to her? Oh, Aaron Dunn, if you
-deceive my child!”
-
-In another quarter of an hour, Susan was kneeling at her mother’s knee,
-with her face on her mother’s lap; the mother was wiping tears out of
-her eyes; and Aaron was standing by holding one of the widow’s hands.
-
-“You are my mother too, now,” said he. What would Hetta and Mr. Beckard
-say, when they came back? But then he surely was not a wolf!
-
-There were four or five days left for courtship before Hetta and Mr.
-Beckard would return; four or five days during which Susan might be
-happy, Aaron triumphant, and Mrs. Bell nervous. Days I have said, but
-after all it was only the evenings that were so left. Every morning
-Susan got up to give Aaron his breakfast, but Mrs. Bell got up also.
-Susan boldly declared her right to do so, and Mrs. Bell found no
-objection which she could urge.
-
-But after that Aaron was always absent till seven or eight in the
-evening, when he would return to his tea. Then came the hour or two of
-lovers’ intercourse.
-
-But they were very tame, those hours. The widow still felt an undefined
-fear that she was wrong, and though her heart yearned to know that her
-daughter was happy in the sweet happiness of accepted love, yet she
-dreaded to be too confident. Not a word had been said about money
-matters; not a word of Aaron Dunn’s relatives. So she did not leave
-them by themselves, but waited with what patience she could for the
-return of her wise counsellors.
-
-And then Susan hardly knew how to behave herself with her accepted
-suitor. She felt that she was very happy; but perhaps she was most happy
-when she was thinking about him through the long day, assisting in
-fixing little things for his comfort, and waiting for his evening
-return. And as he sat there in the parlour, she could be happy then too,
-if she were but allowed to sit still and look at him,--not stare at him,
-but raise her eyes every now and again to his face for the shortest
-possible glance, as she had been used to do ever since he came there.
-
-But he, unconscionable lover, wanted to hear her speak, was desirous of
-being talked to, and perhaps thought that he should by rights be allowed
-to sit by her, and hold her hand. No such privileges were accorded to
-him. If they had been alone together, walking side by side on the green
-turf, as lovers should walk, she would soon have found the use of her
-tongue,--have talked fast enough no doubt. Under such circumstances,
-when a girl’s shyness has given way to real intimacy, there is in
-general no end to her power of chatting. But though there was much love
-between Aaron and Susan, there was as yet but little intimacy. And then,
-let a mother be ever so motherly--and no mother could have more of a
-mother’s tenderness than Mrs. Bell--still her presence must be a
-restraint. Aaron was very fond of Mrs. Bell; but nevertheless he did
-sometimes wish that some domestic duty would take her out of the parlour
-for a few happy minutes. Susan went out very often, but Mrs. Bell seemed
-to be a fixture.
-
-Once for a moment he did find his love alone, immediately as he came
-into the house. “My own Susan, you do love me? do say so to me once.”
-And he contrived to slip his arm round her waist. “Yes,” she whispered;
-but she slipped like an eel from his hands, and left him only preparing
-himself for a kiss. And then when she got to her room, half frightened,
-she clasped her hands together, and bethought herself that she did
-really love him with a strength and depth of love which filled her whole
-existence. Why could she not have told him something of all this?
-
-And so the few days of his second sojourn at Saratoga passed away, not
-altogether satisfactorily. It was settled that he should return to New
-York on Saturday night, leaving Saratoga on that evening; and as the
-Beckards--Hetta was already regarded quite as a Beckard--were to be
-back to dinner on that day, Mrs. Bell would have an opportunity of
-telling her wondrous tale. It might be well that Mr. Beckard should see
-Aaron before his departure.
-
-On that Saturday the Beckards did arrive just in time for dinner. It may
-be imagined that Susan’s appetite was not very keen, nor her manner very
-collected. But all this passed by unobserved in the importance attached
-to the various Beckard arrangements which came under discussion. Ladies
-and gentlemen circumstanced as were Hetta and Mr. Beckard are perhaps a
-little too apt to think that their own affairs are paramount. But after
-dinner Susan vanished at once, and when Hetta prepared to follow her,
-desirous of further talk about matrimonial arrangements, her mother
-stopped her, and the disclosure was made.
-
-“Proposed to her!” said Hetta, who perhaps thought that one marriage in
-a family was enough at a time.
-
-“Yes, my love--and he did it, I must say, in a very honourable way,
-telling her not to make any answer till she had spoken to me;--now that
-was very nice; was it not, Phineas?” Mrs. Bell had become very anxious
-that Aaron should not be voted a wolf.
-
-“And what has been said to him since?” asked the discreet Phineas.
-
-“Why--nothing absolutely decisive.” Oh, Mrs. Bell! “You see I know
-nothing as to his means.”
-
-“Nothing at all,” said Hetta.
-
-“He is a man that will always earn his bread,” said Mr. Beckard; and
-Mrs. Bell blessed him in her heart for saying it.
-
-“But has he been encouraged?” asked Hetta.
-
-“Well; yes, he has,” said the widow.
-
-“Then Susan I suppose likes him?” asked Phineas.
-
-“Well; yes, she does,” said the widow. And the conference ended in a
-resolution that Phineas Beckard should have a conversation with Aaron
-Dunn, as to his worldly means and position; and that he, Phineas, should
-decide whether Aaron might, or might not be at once accepted as a lover,
-according to the tenor of that conversation. Poor Susan was not told
-anything of all this. “Better not,” said Hetta the demure. “It will only
-flurry her the more.” How would she have liked it, if without consulting
-her, they had left it to Aaron to decide whether or no she might marry
-Phineas?
-
-They knew where on the works Aaron was to be found, and thither Mr.
-Beckard rode after dinner. We need not narrate at length, the
-conference between, the young men. Aaron at once declared that he had
-nothing but what he made as an engineer, and explained that he held no
-permanent situation on the line. He was well paid at that present
-moment, but at the end of summer he would have to look for employment.
-
-“Then you can hardly marry quite at present,” said the discreet
-minister.
-
-“Perhaps not quite immediately.”
-
-“And long engagements are never wise,” said the other.
-
-“Three or four months,” suggested Aaron. But Mr. Beckard shook his head.
-
-The afternoon at Mrs. Bell’s house was melancholy. The final decision of
-the three judges was as follows. There was to be no engagement; of
-course no correspondence. Aaron was to be told that it would be better
-that he should get lodgings elsewhere when he returned; but that he
-would be allowed to visit at Mrs. Bell’s house,--and at Mrs. Beckard’s,
-which was very considerate. If he should succeed in getting a permanent
-appointment, and if he and Susan still held the same mind, why then----
-&c. &c. Such was Susan’s fate, as communicated to her by Mrs. Bell and
-Hetta. She sat still and wept when she heard it; but she did not
-complain. She had always felt that Hetta would be against her.
-
-“Mayn’t I see him, then?” she said through, her tears.
-
-Hetta thought she had better not. Mrs. Bell thought she might. Phineas
-decided that they might shake hands, but only in full conclave. There
-was to be no lovers’ farewell. Aaron was to leave the house at half-past
-five; but before he went Susan should be called down. Poor Susan! She
-sat down and bemoaned herself; uncomplaining, but very sad.
-
-Susan was soft, feminine, and manageable. But Aaron Dunn was not very
-soft, was especially masculine, and in some matters not easily
-manageable. When Mr. Beckard in the widow’s presence--Hetta had retired
-in obedience to her lover--informed him of the court’s decision, there
-came over his face the look which he had worn when he burned the
-picture. “Mrs. Bell,” he said, “had encouraged his engagement; and he
-did not understand why other people should now come and disturb it.”
-
-“Not an engagement, Aaron,” said Mrs. Bell piteously.
-
-“He was able and willing to work,” he said, “and knew his profession.
-What young man of his age had done better than he had?” and he glanced
-round at them with perhaps more pride than was quite becoming.
-
-Then Mr. Beckard spoke out, very wisely no doubt, but perhaps a little
-too much at length. Sons and daughters, as well as fathers and mothers,
-will know very well what he said; so I need not repeat his words. I
-cannot say that Aaron listened with much attention, but he understood
-perfectly what the upshot of it was. Many a man understands the purport
-of many a sermon without listening to one word in ten. Mr. Beckard meant
-to be kind in his manner; indeed was so, only that Aaron could not
-accept as kindness any interference on his part.
-
-“I’ll tell you what, Mrs. Bell,” said he. “I look upon myself as engaged
-to her. And I look on her as engaged to me. I tell you so fairly; and I
-believe that’s her mind as well as mine.”
-
-“But, Aaron, you won’t try to see her--or to write to her,--not in
-secret; will you?”
-
-“When I try to see her, I’ll come and knock at this door; and if I write
-to her, I’ll write to her full address by the post. I never did and
-never will do anything in secret.”
-
-“I know you’re good and honest,” said the widow with her handkerchief to
-her eyes.
-
-“Then why do you separate us?” asked he, almost roughly. “I suppose I
-may see her at any rate before I go. My time’s nearly up now, I guess.”
-
-And then Susan was called for, and she and Hetta came down together.
-Susan crept in behind her sister. Her eyes were red with weeping, and
-her appearance was altogether disconsolate. She had had a lover for a
-week, and now she was to be robbed of him.
-
-“Good-bye, Susan,” said Aaron, and he walked up to her without
-bashfulness or embarrassment. Had they all been compliant and gracious
-to him he would have been as bashful as his love; but now his temper was
-hot. “Good-bye, Susan,” and she took his hand, and he held hers till he
-had finished. “And remember this, I look upon you as my promised wife,
-and I don’t fear that you’ll deceive me. At any rate I shan’t deceive
-you.”
-
-“Good-bye, Aaron,” she sobbed.
-
-“Good-bye, and God bless you, my own darling!” And then without saying a
-word to any one else, he turned his back upon them and went his way.
-
-There had been something very consolatory, very sweet, to the poor girl
-in her lover’s last words. And yet they had almost made her tremble. He
-had been so bold, and stern, and confident. He had seemed so utterly to
-defy the impregnable discretion of Mr. Beckard, so to despise the
-demure propriety of Hetta. But of this she felt sure, when she came to
-question her heart, that she could never, never, never cease to love him
-better than all the world beside. She would wait--patiently if she could
-find patience--and then, if he deserted her, she would die.
-
-In another month Hetta became Mrs. Beckard. Susan brisked up a little
-for the occasion, and looked very pretty as bridesmaid. She was
-serviceable too in arranging household matters, hemming linen and sewing
-table-cloths; though of course in these matters she did not do a tenth
-of what Hetta did.
-
-Then the summer came, the Saratoga summer of July, August, and
-September, during which the widow’s house was full; and Susan’s hands
-saved the pain of her heart, for she was forced into occupation. Now
-that Hetta was gone to her own duties, it was necessary that Susan’s
-part in the household should be more prominent.
-
-Aaron did not come back to his work at Saratoga. Why he did not they
-could not then learn. During the whole long summer they heard not a word
-of him nor from him; and then when the cold winter months came and their
-boarders had left them, Mrs. Beckard congratulated her sister in that
-she had given no further encouragement to a lover who cared so little
-for her. This was very hard to bear. But Susan did bear it.
-
-That winter was very sad. They learned nothing of Aaron Dunn till about
-January; and then they heard that he was doing very well. He was engaged
-on the Erie trunk line, was paid highly, and was much esteemed. And yet
-he neither came nor sent! “He has an excellent situation,” their
-informant told them. “And a permanent one?” asked the widow. “Oh, yes,
-no doubt,” said the gentleman, “for I happen to know that they count
-greatly on him.” And yet he sent no word of love.
-
-After that the winter became very sad indeed. Mrs. Bell thought it to be
-her duty now to teach her daughter that in all probability she would see
-Aaron Dunn no more. It was open to him to leave her without being
-absolutely a wolf. He had been driven from the house when he was poor,
-and they had no right to expect that he would return, now that he had
-made some rise in the world. “Men do amuse themselves in that way,” the
-widow tried to teach her.
-
-“He is not like that, mother,” she said again.
-
-“But they do not think so much of these things as we do,” urged the
-mother.
-
-“Don’t they?” said Susan, oh, so sorrowfully; and so through the whole
-long winter months she became paler and paler, and thinner and thinner.
-
-And then Hetta tried to console her with religion, and that perhaps did
-not make things any better. Religious consolation is the best cure for
-all griefs; but it must not be looked for specially with regard to any
-individual sorrow. A religious man, should he become bankrupt through
-the misfortunes of the world, will find true consolation in his religion
-even for that sorrow. But a bankrupt, who has not thought much of such
-things, will hardly find solace by taking up religion for that special
-occasion.
-
-And Hetta perhaps was hardly prudent in her attempts. She thought that
-it was wicked in Susan to grow thin and pale for love of Aaron Dunn, and
-she hardly hid her thoughts. Susan was not sure but that it might be
-wicked, but this doubt in no way tended to make her plump or rosy. So
-that in those days she found no comfort in her sister.
-
-But her mother’s pity and soft love did ease her sufferings, though it
-could not make them cease. Her mother did not tell her that she was
-wicked, or bid her read long sermons, or force her to go oftener to the
-meeting-house.
-
-“He will never come again, I think,” she said one day, as with a shawl
-wrapped around her shoulders, she leant with her head upon her mother’s
-bosom.
-
-“My own darling,” said the mother, pressing her child closely to her
-side.
-
-“You think he never will, eh, mother?” What could Mrs. Bell say? In her
-heart of hearts she did not think he ever would come again.
-
-“No, my child. I do not think he will.” And then the hot tears ran down,
-and the sobs came thick and frequent.
-
-“My darling, my darling!” exclaimed the mother; and they wept together.
-
-“Was I wicked to love him at the first,” she asked that night.
-
-“No, my child; you were not wicked at all. At least I think not.”
-
-“Then why----” Why was he sent away? It was on her tongue to ask that
-question; but she paused and spared her mother. This was as they were
-going to bed. The next morning Susan did not get up. She was not ill,
-she said; but weak and weary. Would her mother let her lie that day? And
-then Mrs. Bell went down alone to her room, and sorrowed with all her
-heart for the sorrow of her child. Why, oh why, had she driven away from
-her door-sill the love of an honest man?
-
-On the next morning Susan again did not get up;--nor did she hear, or if
-she heard she did not recognise, the step of the postman who brought a
-letter to the door. Early, before the widow’s breakfast, the postman
-came, and the letter which he brought was as follows:--
-
- “MY DEAR MRS. BELL,
-
- “I have now got a permanent situation on the Erie line, and the
- salary is enough for myself and a wife. At least I think so, and I
- hope you will too. I shall be down at Saratoga to-morrow evening,
- and I hope neither Susan, nor you will refuse to receive me.
-
- “Yours affectionately,
-
- “AARON DUNN.”
-
-
-
-That was all. It was very short, and did not contain one word of love;
-but it made the widow’s heart leap for joy. She was rather afraid that
-Aaron was angry, he wrote so curtly and with such a brusque
-business-like attention to mere facts; but surely he could have but one
-object in coming there. And then he alluded specially to a wife. So the
-widow’s heart leapt with joy.
-
-But how was she to tell Susan? She ran up stairs almost breathless with
-haste, to the bedroom door; but then she stopped; too much joy she had
-heard was as dangerous as too much sorrow; she must think it over for a
-while, and so she crept back again.
-
-But after breakfast--that is, when she had sat for a while over her
-teacup--she returned to the room, and this time she entered it. The
-letter was in her hand, but held so as to be hidden;--in her left hand
-as she sat down with her right arm towards the invalid.
-
-“Susan dear,” she said, and smiled at her child, “you’ll be able to get
-up this morning? eh, dear?”
-
-“Yes, mother,” said Susan, thinking that her mother objected to this
-idleness of her lying in bed. And so she began to bestir herself.
-
-“I don’t mean this very moment, love. Indeed, I want to sit with you for
-a little while,” and she put her right arm affectionately round her
-daughter’s waist.
-
-“Dearest mother,” said Susan.
-
-“Ah! there’s one dearer than me, I guess,” and Mrs. Bell smiled sweetly,
-as she made the maternal charge against her daughter.
-
-Susan raised herself quickly in the bed, and looked straight into her
-mother’s face. “Mother, mother,” she said, “what is it? You’ve something
-to tell. Oh, mother!” And stretching herself over, she struck her hand
-against the corner of Aaron’s letter. “Mother, you’ve a letter. Is he
-coming, mother?” and with eager eyes and open lips, she sat up, holding
-tight to her mother’s arm.
-
-“Yes, love. I have got a letter.”
-
-“Is he--is he coming?”
-
-How the mother answered, I can hardly tell; but she did answer, and they
-were soon lying in each other’s arms, warm with each other’s tears. It
-was almost hard to say which was the happier.
-
-Aaron was to be there that evening--that very evening. “Oh, mother, let
-me get up,” said Susan.
-
-But Mrs. Bell said no, not yet; her darling was pale and thin, and she
-almost wished that Aaron was not coming for another week. What if he
-should come and look at her, and finding her beauty gone, vanish again
-and seek a wife elsewhere!
-
-So Susan lay in bed, thinking of her happiness, dozing now and again,
-and fearing as she waked that it was a dream, looking constantly at that
-drawing of his, which she kept outside upon the bed, nursing her love
-and thinking of it, and endeavouring, vainly endeavouring, to arrange
-what she would say to him.
-
-“Mother,” she said, when Mrs. Bell once went up to her, “you won’t tell
-Hetta and Phineas, will you? Not to-day, I mean?” Mrs. Bell agreed that
-it would be better not to tell them. Perhaps she thought that she had
-already depended too much on Hetta and Phineas in the matter.
-
-Susan’s finery in the way of dress had never been extensive, and now
-lately, in these last sad winter days, she had thought but little of the
-fashion of her clothes. But when she began to dress herself for the
-evening, she did ask her mother with some anxiety what she had better
-wear. “If he loves you he will hardly see what you have on,” said the
-mother. But not the less was she careful to smooth her daughter’s hair,
-and make the most that might be made of those faded roses.
-
-How Susan’s heart beat,--how both their hearts beat as the hands of the
-clock came round to seven! And then, sharp at seven, came the knock;
-that same short bold ringing knock which Susan had so soon learned to
-know as belonging to Aaron Dunn. “Oh mother, I had better go up stairs,”
-she cried, starting from her chair.
-
-“No dear; you would only be more nervous.”
-
-“I will, mother.”
-
-“No, no, dear; you have not time;” and then Aaron Dunn was in the room.
-
-She had thought much what she would say to him, but had not yet quite
-made up her mind. It mattered however but very little. On whatever she
-might have resolved, her resolution would have vanished to the wind.
-Aaron Dunn came into the room, and in one second she found herself in
-the centre of a whirlwind, and his arms were the storms that enveloped
-her on every side.
-
-“My own, own darling girl,” he said over and over again, as he pressed
-her to his heart, quite regardless of Mrs. Bell, who stood by, sobbing
-with joy. “My own Susan.”
-
-“Aaron, dear Aaron,” she whispered. But she had already recognised the
-fact that for the present meeting a passive part would become her well,
-and save her a deal of trouble. She had her lover there quite safe, safe
-beyond anything that Mr. or Mrs. Beckard might have to say to the
-contrary. She was quite happy; only that there were symptoms now and
-again that the whirlwind was about to engulf her yet once more.
-
-“Dear Aaron, I am so glad you are come,” said the innocent-minded widow,
-as she went up stairs with him, to show him his room; and then he
-embraced her also. “Dear, dear mother,” he said.
-
-On the next day there was, as a matter of course, a family conclave.
-Hetta and Phineas came down, and discussed the whole subject of the
-coming marriage with Mrs. Bell. Hetta at first was not quite
-certain;--ought they not to inquire whether the situation was permanent?
-
-“I won’t inquire at all,” said Mrs. Bell, with an energy that startled
-both the daughter and son-in-law. “I would not part them now; no, not
-if----” and the widow shuddered as she thought of her daughter’s sunken
-eyes, and pale cheeks.
-
-“He is a good lad,” said Phineas, “and I trust she will make him a sober
-steady wife;” and so the matter was settled.
-
-During this time, Susan and Aaron were walking along the Balston road;
-and they also had settled the matter--quite as satisfactorily.
-
-Such was the courtship of Susan Dunn.
-
-
-
-
-RELICS OF GENERAL CHASSÉ.
-
-A TALE OF ANTWERP.
-
-
-That Belgium is now one of the European kingdoms, living by its own
-laws, resting on its own bottom, with a king and court, palaces and
-parliament of its own, is known to all the world. And a very nice little
-kingdom it is; full of old towns, fine Flemish pictures, and interesting
-Gothic churches. But in the memory of very many of us who do not think
-ourselves old men, Belgium, as it is now called--in those days it used
-to be Flanders and Brabant--was a part of Holland; and it obtained its
-own independence by a revolution. In that revolution the most important
-military step was the siege of Antwerp, which was defended on the part
-of the Dutch by General Chassé, with the utmost gallantry, but
-nevertheless ineffectually.
-
-After the siege Antwerp became quite a show place; and among the
-visitors who flocked there to talk of the gallant general, and to see
-what remained of the great effort which he had made to defend the place,
-were two Englishmen. One was the hero of this little history; and the
-other was a young man of considerably less weight in the world. The less
-I say of the latter the better; but it is necessary that I should give
-some description of the former.
-
-The Rev. Augustus Horne was, at the time of my narrative, a beneficed
-clergyman of the Church of England. The profession which he had graced
-sat easily on him. Its external marks and signs were as pleasing to his
-friends as were its internal comforts to himself. He was a man of much
-quiet mirth, full of polished wit, and on some rare occasions he could
-descend to the more noisy hilarity of a joke. Loved by his friends he
-loved all the world. He had known no care and seen no sorrow. Always
-intended for holy orders he had entered them without a scruple, and
-remained within their pale without a regret. At twenty-four he had been
-a deacon, at twenty-seven a priest, at thirty a rector, and at
-thirty-five a prebendary; and as his rectory was rich and his prebendal
-stall well paid, the Rev. Augustus Horne was called by all, and called
-himself, a happy man. His stature was about six feet two, and his
-corpulence exceeded even those bounds which symmetry would have
-preferred as being most perfectly compatible even with such a height.
-But nevertheless Mr. Horne was a well-made man; his hands and feet were
-small; his face was handsome, frank, and full of expression; his bright
-eyes twinkled with humour; his finely-cut mouth disclosed two marvellous
-rows of well-preserved ivory; and his slightly aquiline nose was just
-such a projection as one would wish to see on the face of a well-fed
-good-natured dignitary of the Church of England. When I add to all this
-that the reverend gentleman was as generous as he was rich--and the kind
-mother in whose arms he had been nurtured had taken care that he should
-never want--I need hardly say that I was blessed with a very pleasant
-travelling companion.
-
-I must mention one more interesting particular. Mr. Horne was rather
-inclined to dandyism, in an innocent way. His clerical starched
-neckcloth was always of the whitest, his cambric handkerchief of the
-finest, his bands adorned with the broadest border; his sable suit never
-degenerated to a rusty brown; it not only gave on all occasions glossy
-evidence of freshness, but also of the talent which the artisan had
-displayed in turning out a well-dressed clergyman of the Church of
-England. His hair was ever brushed with scrupulous attention, and showed
-in its regular waves the guardian care of each separate bristle. And all
-this was done with that ease and grace which should be the
-characteristics of a dignitary of the established English Church.
-
-I had accompanied Mr. Horne to the Rhine; and we had reached Brussels on
-our return, just at the close of that revolution which ended in
-affording a throne to the son-in-law of George the Fourth. At that
-moment General Chassé’s name and fame were in every man’s mouth, and,
-like other curious admirers of the brave, Mr. Horne determined to devote
-two days to the scene of the late events at Antwerp. Antwerp, moreover,
-possesses perhaps the finest spire, and certainly one of the three or
-four finest pictures, in the world. Of General Chassé, of the cathedral,
-and of the Rubens, I had heard much, and was therefore well pleased that
-such should be his resolution. This accomplished we were to return to
-Brussels; and thence, viâ Ghent, Ostend, and Dover, I to complete my
-legal studies in London, and Mr. Horne to enjoy once more the peaceful
-retirement of Ollerton rectory. As we were to be absent from Brussels
-but one night we were enabled to indulge in the gratification of
-travelling without our luggage. A small sac-de-nuit was prepared;
-brushes, combs, razors, strops, a change of linen, &c. &c., were
-carefully put up; but our heavy baggage, our coats, waistcoats, and
-other wearing apparel were unnecessary. It was delightful to feel
-oneself so light-handed. The reverend gentleman, with my humble self by
-his side, left the portal of the Hôtel de Belle Vue at 7 A.M., in good
-humour with all the world. There were no railroads in those days; but a
-cabriolet, big enough to hold six persons, with rope traces and
-corresponding appendages, deposited us at the Golden Fleece in something
-less than six hours. The inward man was duly fortified, and we started
-for the castle.
-
-It boots not here to describe the effects which gunpowder and grape-shot
-had had on the walls of Antwerp. Let the curious in these matters read
-the horrors of the siege of Troy, or the history of Jerusalem taken by
-Titus. The one may be found in Homer, and the other in Josephus. Or if
-they prefer doings of a later date there is the taking of Sebastopol, as
-narrated in the columns of the “Times” newspaper. The accounts are
-equally true, instructive, and intelligible. In the mean time allow the
-Rev. Augustus Horne and myself to enter the private chambers of the
-renowned though defeated general.
-
-We rambled for a while through the covered way, over the glacis and
-along the counterscarp, and listened to the guide as he detailed to us,
-in already accustomed words, how the siege had gone. Then we got into
-the private apartments of the general, and, having dexterously shaken
-off our attendant, wandered at large among the deserted rooms.
-
-“It is clear that no one ever comes here,” said I.
-
-“No,” said the Rev. Augustus; “it seems not; and to tell the truth, I
-don’t know why any one should come. The chambers in themselves are not
-attractive.”
-
-What he said was true. They were plain, ugly, square, unfurnished rooms,
-here a big one, and there a little one, as is usual in most
-houses;--unfurnished, that is, for the most part. In one place we did
-find a table and a few chairs, in another a bedstead, and so on. But to
-me it was pleasant to indulge in those ruminations which any traces of
-the great or unfortunate create in softly sympathising minds. For a time
-we communicated our thoughts to each other as we roamed free as air
-through the apartments; and then I lingered for a few moments behind,
-while Mr. Horne moved on with a quicker step.
-
-At last I entered the bedchamber of the general, and there I overtook my
-friend. He was inspecting, with much attention, an article of the great
-man’s wardrobe which he held in his hand. It was precisely that virile
-habiliment to which a well-known gallant captain alludes in his
-conversation with the posthumous appearance of Miss Bailey, as
-containing a Bank of England £5 note.
-
-“The general must have been a large man, George, or he would hardly have
-filled these,” said Mr. Horne, holding up to the light the respectable
-leathern articles in question. “He must have been a very large man,--the
-largest man in Antwerp, I should think; or else his tailor has done him
-more than justice.”
-
-They were certainly large, and had about them a charming regimental
-military appearance. They were made of white leather, with bright metal
-buttons at the knees and bright metal buttons at the top. They owned no
-pockets, and were, with the exception of the legitimate outlet,
-continuous in the circumference of the waistband. No dangling strings
-gave them an appearance of senile imbecility. Were it not for a certain
-rigidity, sternness, and mental inflexibility,--we will call it military
-ardour,--with which they were imbued, they would have created envy in
-the bosom of a fox-hunter.
-
-Mr. Horne was no fox-hunter, but still he seemed to be irresistibly
-taken with the lady-like propensity of wishing to wear them. “Surely,
-George,” he said, “the general must have been a stouter man than I
-am”--and he contemplated his own proportions with complacency--“these
-what’s-the-names are quite big enough for me.”
-
-I differed in opinion, and was obliged to explain that I thought he did
-the good living of Ollerton insufficient justice.
-
-“I am sure they are large enough for me,” he repeated, with considerable
-obstinacy. I smiled incredulously; and then to settle the matter he
-resolved that he would try them on. Nobody had been in these rooms for
-the last hour, and it appeared as though they were never visited. Even
-the guide had not come on with us, but was employed in showing other
-parties about the fortifications. It was clear that this portion of the
-building was left desolate, and that the experiment might be safely
-made. So the sportive rector declared that he would for a short time
-wear the regimentals which had once contained the valorous heart of
-General Chassé.
-
-With all decorum the Rev. Mr. Horne divested himself of the work of the
-London artist’s needle, and, carefully placing his own garments beyond
-the reach of dust, essayed to fit himself in military garb.
-
-At that important moment--at the critical instant of the attempt--the
-clatter of female voices was heard approaching the chamber. They must
-have suddenly come round some passage corner, for it was evident by the
-sound that they were close upon us before we had any warning of their
-advent. At this very minute Mr. Horne was somewhat embarrassed in his
-attempts, and was not fully in possession of his usual active powers of
-movement, nor of his usual presence of mind. He only looked for escape;
-and seeing a door partly open, he with difficulty retreated through it,
-and I followed him. We found that we were in a small dressing-room; and
-as by good luck the door was defended by an inner bolt, my friend was
-able to protect himself.
-
-“There shall be another siege, at any rate as stout as the last, before
-I surrender,” said he.
-
-As the ladies seemed inclined to linger in the room it became a matter
-of importance that the above-named articles should fit, not only for
-ornament but for use. It was very cold, and Mr. Horne was altogether
-unused to move in a Highland sphere of life. But alas, alas! General
-Chassé had not been nurtured in the classical retirement of Ollerton.
-The ungiving leather would stretch no point to accommodate the divine,
-though it had been willing to minister to the convenience of the
-soldier. Mr. Horne was vexed and chilled; and throwing the now hateful
-garments into a corner, and protecting himself from the cold as best he
-might by standing with his knees together and his body somewhat bent so
-as to give the skirts of his coat an opportunity of doing extra duty, he
-begged me to see if those jabbering females were not going to leave him
-in peace to recover his own property. I accordingly went to the door,
-and opening it to a small extent I peeped through.
-
-Who shall describe my horror at the sight which I then saw? The scene,
-which had hitherto been tinted with comic effect, was now becoming so
-decidedly tragic that I did not dare at once to acquaint my worthy
-pastor with that which was occurring,--and, alas! had already occurred.
-
-Five country-women of our own--it was easy to know them by their dress
-and general aspect--were standing in the middle of the room; and one of
-them, the centre of the group, the senior harpy of the lot, a maiden
-lady--I could have sworn to that--with a red nose, held in one hand a
-huge pair of scissors, and in the other--the already devoted goods of my
-most unfortunate companion! Down from the waistband, through that goodly
-expanse, a fell gash had already gone through and through; and in
-useless, unbecoming disorder the broadcloth fell pendant from her arm on
-this side and on that. At that moment I confess that I had not the
-courage to speak to Mr. Horne,--not even to look at him.
-
-I must describe that group. Of the figure next to me I could only see
-the back. It was a broad back done up in black silk not of the newest.
-The whole figure, one may say, was dumpy. The black silk was not long,
-as dresses now are worn, nor wide in its skirts. In every way it was
-skimpy, considering the breadth it had to cover; and below the silk I
-saw the heels of two thick shoes, and enough to swear by of two woollen
-stockings. Above the silk was a red and blue shawl; and above that a
-ponderous, elaborate brown bonnet, as to the materials of which I should
-not wish to undergo an examination. Over and beyond this I could only
-see the backs of her two hands. They were held up as though in wonder at
-that which the red-nosed holder of the scissors had dared to do.
-
-Opposite to this lady, and with her face fully turned to me, was a
-kindly-looking, fat motherly woman, with light-coloured hair, not in the
-best order. She was hot and scarlet with exercise, being perhaps too
-stout for the steep steps of the fortress; and in one hand she held a
-handkerchief, with which from time to time she wiped her brow. In the
-other hand she held one of the extremities of my friend’s property,
-feeling--good, careful soul!--what was the texture of the cloth. As she
-did so, I could see a glance of approbation pass across her warm
-features. I liked that lady’s face, in spite of her untidy hair, and
-felt that had she been alone my friend would not have been injured.
-
-On either side of her there stood a flaxen-haired maiden, with long
-curls, large blue eyes, fresh red cheeks, an undefined lumpy nose, and
-large good-humoured mouth. They were as like as two peas, only that one
-was half an inch taller than the other; and there was no difficulty in
-discovering, at a moment’s glance, that they were the children of that
-over-heated matron who was feeling the web of my friend’s cloth.
-
-But the principal figure was she who held the centre place in the group.
-She was tall and thin, with fierce-looking eyes, rendered more fierce by
-the spectacles which she wore; with a red nose as I said before; and
-about her an undescribable something which quite convinced me that she
-had never known--could never know--aught of the comforts of married
-life. It was she who held the scissors and the black garments. It was
-she who had given that unkind cut. As I looked at her she whisked
-herself quickly round from one companion to the other, triumphing in
-what she had done, and ready to triumph further in what she was about to
-do. I immediately conceived a deep hatred for that Queen of the Harpies.
-
-“Well, I suppose they can’t be wanted again,” said the mother, rubbing
-her forehead.
-
-“Oh dear no!” said she of the red nose. “They are relics!”
-
-I thought to leap forth; but for what purpose should I have leaped? The
-accursed scissors had already done their work; and the symmetry, nay,
-even the utility of the vestment was destroyed.
-
-“General Chassé wore a very good article;--I will say that for him,”
-continued the mother.
-
-“Of course he did!” said the Queen Harpy. “Why should he not, seeing
-that the country paid for it for him? Well, ladies, who’s for having a
-bit?”
-
-“Oh my! you won’t go for to cut them up,” said the stout back.
-
-“Won’t I,” said the scissors; and she immediately made another incision.
-“Who’s for having a bit? Don’t all speak at once.”
-
-“I should like a morsel for a pincushion,” said flaxen-haired Miss No.
-1, a young lady about nineteen, actuated by a general affection for all
-sword-bearing, fire-eating heroes. “I should like to have something to
-make me think of the poor general!”
-
-Snip, snip went the scissors with professional rapidity, and a round
-piece was extracted from the back of the calf of the left leg. I
-shuddered with horror; and so did the Rev. Augustus Horne with cold.
-
-“I hardly think it’s proper to cut them up,” said Miss No. 2.
-
-“Oh isn’t it?” said the harpy. “Then I’ll do what’s improper!” And she
-got her finger and thumb well through the holes in the scissors’
-handles. As she spoke resolution was plainly marked on her brow.
-
-“Well, if they are to be cut up, I should certainly like a bit for a
-pen-wiper,” said No. 2. No. 2 was a literary young lady with a
-periodical correspondence, a journal, and an album. Snip, snip went the
-scissors again, and the broad part of the upper right division afforded
-ample materials for a pen-wiper.
-
-Then the lady with the back, seeing that the desecration of the article
-had been completed, plucked up heart of courage and put in her little
-request; “I think I might have a needle-case out of it,” said she, “just
-as a suvneer of the poor general”--and a long fragment cut rapidly out
-of the waistband afforded her unqualified delight.
-
-Mamma, with the hot face and untidy hair, came next. “Well, girls,” she
-said, “as you are all served, I don’t see why I’m to be left out.
-Perhaps, Miss Grogram”--she was an old maid, you see--“perhaps, Miss
-Grogram, you could get me as much as would make a decent-sized
-reticule.”
-
-There was not the slightest difficulty in doing this. The harpy in the
-centre again went to work, snip, snip, and extracting from that portion
-of the affairs which usually sustained the greater portion of Mr.
-Horne’s weight two large round pieces of cloth, presented them to the
-well-pleased matron. “The general knew well where to get a bit of good
-broadcloth, certainly,” said she, again feeling the pieces.
-
-“And now for No. 1,” said she whom I so absolutely hated; “I think there
-is still enough for a pair of slippers. There’s nothing so nice for the
-house as good black cloth slippers that are warm to the feet and don’t
-show the dirt.” And so saying, she spread out on the floor the lacerated
-remainders.
-
-“There’s a nice bit there,” said young lady No. 2, poking at one of the
-pockets with the end of her parasol.
-
-“Yes,” said the harpy, contemplating her plunder. “But I’m thinking
-whether I couldn’t get leggings as well. I always wear leggings in the
-thick of the winter.” And so she concluded her operations, and there was
-nothing left but a melancholy skeleton of seams and buttons.
-
-All this having been achieved, they pocketed their plunder and prepared
-to depart. There are people who have a wonderful appetite for relics. A
-stone with which Washington had broken a window when a boy--with which
-he had done so or had not, for there is little difference; a button that
-was on a coat of Napoleon’s, or on that of one of his lackeys; a bullet
-said to have been picked up at Waterloo or Bunker’s Hill; these, and
-suchlike things are great treasures. And their most desirable
-characteristic is the ease with which they are attained. Any bullet or
-any button does the work. Faith alone is necessary. And now these
-ladies had made themselves happy and glorious with “Relics” of General
-Chassé cut from the ill-used habiliments of an elderly English
-gentleman!
-
-They departed at last, and Mr. Horne, for once in an ill humour,
-followed me into the bedroom. Here I must be excused if I draw a veil
-over his manly sorrow at discovering what fate had done for him.
-Remember what was his position, unclothed in the Castle of Antwerp! The
-nearest suitable change for those which had been destroyed was locked up
-in his portmanteau at the Hôtel de Belle Vue in Brussels! He had nothing
-left to him--literally nothing, in that Antwerp world. There was no
-other wretched being wandering then in that Dutch town so utterly
-denuded of the goods of life. For what is a man fit,--for what can he be
-fit,--when left in such a position? There are some evils which seem
-utterly to crush a man; and if there be any misfortune to which a man
-may be allowed to succumb without imputation on his manliness, surely it
-is such as this. How was Mr. Home to return to his hotel without
-incurring the displeasure of the municipality? That was my first
-thought.
-
-He had a cloak, but it was at the inn; and I found that my friend was
-oppressed with a great horror at the idea of being left alone; so that I
-could not go in search of it. There is an old saying, that no man is a
-hero to his valet de chambre,--the reason doubtless being this, that it
-is customary for his valet to see the hero divested of those trappings
-in which so much of the heroic consists. Who reverences a clergyman
-without his gown, or a warrior without his sword and sabre-tasche? What
-would even Minerva be without her helmet?
-
-I do not wish it to be understood that I no longer reverenced Mr. Horne
-because he was in an undress; but he himself certainly lost much of his
-composed, well-sustained dignity of demeanour. He was fearful and
-querulous, cold, and rather cross. When, forgetting his size, I offered
-him my own, he thought that I was laughing at him. He began to be afraid
-that the story would get abroad, and he then and there exacted a promise
-that I would never tell it during his lifetime. I have kept my word; but
-now my old friend has been gathered to his fathers, full of years.
-
-At last I got him to the hotel. It was long before he would leave the
-castle, cloaked though he was;--not, indeed, till the shades of evening
-had dimmed the outlines of men and things, and made indistinct the
-outward garniture of those who passed to and fro in the streets. Then,
-wrapped in his cloak, Mr. Horne followed me along the quays and through
-the narrowest of the streets; and at length, without venturing to return
-the gaze of any one in the hotel court, he made his way up to his own
-bedroom.
-
-Dinnerless and supperless he went to his couch. But when there he did
-consent to receive some consolation in the shape of mutton cutlets and
-fried potatoes, a savory omelet, and a bottle of claret. The mutton
-cutlets and fried potatoes at the Golden Fleece at Antwerp are--or were
-then, for I am speaking now of well-nigh thirty years since--remarkably
-good; the claret, also, was of the best; and so, by degrees, the look of
-despairing dismay passed from his face, and some scintillations of the
-old fire returned to his eyes.
-
-“I wonder whether they find themselves much happier for what they have
-got?” said he.
-
-“A great deal happier,” said I. “They’ll boast of those things to all
-their friends at home, and we shall doubtless see some account of their
-success in the newspapers.”
-
-“It would be delightful to expose their blunder,--to show them up. Would
-it not, George? To turn the tables on them?”
-
-“Yes,” said I, “I should like to have the laugh against them.”
-
-“So would I, only that I should compromise myself by telling the story.
-It wouldn’t do at all to have it told at Oxford with my name attached to
-it.”
-
-To this also I assented. To what would I not have assented in my anxiety
-to make him happy after his misery?
-
-But all was not over yet. He was in bed now, but it was necessary that
-he should rise again on the morrow. At home, in England, what was
-required might perhaps have been made during the night; but here, among
-the slow Flemings, any such exertion would have been impossible. Mr.
-Horne, moreover, had no desire to be troubled in his retirement by a
-tailor.
-
-Now the landlord of the Golden fleece was a very stout man,--a very
-stout man indeed. Looking at him as he stood with his hands in his
-pockets at the portal of his own establishment, I could not but think
-that he was stouter even than Mr. Horne. But then he was certainly much
-shorter, and the want of due proportion probably added to his unwieldy
-appearance. I walked round him once or twice wishfully, measuring him in
-my eye, and thinking of what texture might be the Sunday best of such a
-man. The clothes which he then had on were certainly not exactly suited
-to Mr. Horne’s tastes.
-
-He saw that I was observing him, and appeared uneasy and offended. I had
-already ascertained that he spoke a little English. Of Flemish I knew
-literally nothing, and in French, with which probably he was also
-acquainted, I was by no means voluble. The business which I had to
-transact was intricate, and I required the use of my mother-tongue.
-
-It was intricate and delicate, and difficult withal. I began by
-remarking on the weather, but he did not take my remarks kindly. I am
-inclined to fancy that he thought I was desirous of borrowing money from
-him. At any rate he gave me no encouragement in my first advances.
-
-“Vat misfortune?” at last he asked, when I had succeeded in making him
-understand that a gentleman up stairs required his assistance.
-
-“He has lost these things,” and I took hold of my own garments. “It’s a
-long story, or I’d tell you how; but he has not a pair in the world till
-he gets back to Brussels,--unless you can lend him one.”
-
-“Lost hees br----?” and he opened his eyes wide, and looked at me with
-astonishment.
-
-“Yes, yes, exactly so,” said I, interrupting him. “Most astonishing
-thing, isn’t it? But it’s quite true.”
-
-“Vas hees money in de pocket?” asked my suspicious landlord.
-
-“No, no, no. It’s not so bad as that. His money is all right. I had the
-money, luckily.”
-
-“Ah! dat is better. But he have lost hees b----?”
-
-“Yes, yes;” I was now getting rather impatient. “There is no mistake
-about it. He has lost them as sure as you stand there.” And then I
-proceeded to explain that as the gentleman in question was very stout,
-and as he, the landlord, was stout also, he might assist us in this
-great calamity by a loan from his own wardrobe.
-
-When he found that the money was not in the pocket, and that his bill
-therefore would be paid, he was not indisposed to be gracious. He would,
-he said, desire his servant to take up what was required to Mr. Horne’s
-chamber. I endeavoured to make him understand that a sombre colour would
-be preferable; but he only answered that he would put the best that he
-had at the gentleman’s disposal. He could not think of offering anything
-less than his best on such an occasion. And then he turned his back and
-went his way, muttering as he went something in Flemish, which I
-believed to be an exclamation of astonishment that any man should,
-under any circumstances, lose such an article.
-
-It was now getting late; so when I had taken a short stroll by myself, I
-went to bed without disturbing Mr. Horne again that night. On the
-following morning I thought it best not to go to him unless he sent for
-me; so I desired the boots to let him know that I had ordered breakfast
-in a private room, and that I would await him there unless he wished to
-see me. He sent me word back to say that he would be with me very
-shortly.
-
-He did not keep me waiting above half an hour, but I confess that that
-half hour was not pleasantly spent. I feared that his temper would be
-tried in dressing, and that he would not be able to eat his breakfast in
-a happy state of mind. So that when I heard his heavy footstep advancing
-along the passage my heart did misgive me, and I felt that I was
-trembling.
-
-That step was certainly slower and more ponderous than usual. There was
-always a certain dignity in the very sound of his movements, but now
-this seemed to have been enhanced. To judge merely by the step one would
-have said that a bishop was coming that way instead of a prebendary.
-
-And then he entered. In the upper half of his august person no
-alteration was perceptible. The hair was as regular and as graceful as
-ever, the handkerchief as white, the coat as immaculate; but below his
-well-filled waistcoat a pair of red plush began to shine in unmitigated
-splendour, and continued from thence down to within an inch above his
-knee; nor, as it appeared, could any pulling induce them to descend
-lower. Mr. Horne always wore black silk stockings,--at least so the
-world supposed, but it was now apparent that the world had been wrong in
-presuming him to be guilty of such extravagance. Those, at any rate,
-which he exhibited on the present occasion were more economical. They
-were silk to the calf, but thence upwards they continued their career in
-white cotton. These then followed the plush; first two snowy, full-sized
-pillars of white, and then two jet columns of flossy silk. Such was the
-appearance, on that well-remembered morning, of the Rev. Augustus Horne,
-as he entered the room in which his breakfast was prepared.
-
-I could see at a glance that a dark frown contracted his eyebrows, and
-that the compressed muscles of his upper lip gave a strange degree of
-austerity to his open face. He carried his head proudly on high,
-determined to be dignified in spite of his misfortunes, and advanced two
-steps into the room without a remark, as though he were able to show
-that neither red plush nor black cloth could disarrange the equal poise
-of his mighty mind!
-
-And after all what are a man’s garments but the outward husks in which
-the fruit is kept, duly tempered from the wind?
-
- “The rank is but the guinea stamp,
- The man’s the gowd for a’ that.”
-
-And is not the tailor’s art as little worthy, as insignificant as that
-of the king who makes
-
- “A marquis, duke, and a’ that”?
-
-Who would be content to think that his manly dignity depended on his
-coat and waistcoat, or his hold on the world’s esteem on any other
-garment of usual wear? That no such weakness soiled his mind Mr. Horne
-was determined to prove; and thus he entered the room with measured
-tread, and stern dignified demeanour.
-
-Having advanced two steps his eye caught mine. I do not know whether he
-was moved by some unconscious smile on my part;--for in truth I
-endeavoured to seem as indifferent as himself to the nature of his
-dress;--or whether he was invincibly tickled by some inward fancy of his
-own, but suddenly his advancing step ceased, a broad flash of comic
-humour spread itself over his features, he retreated with his back
-against the wall, and then burst out into an immoderate roar of loud
-laughter.
-
-And I--what else could I then do but laugh? He laughed, and I laughed.
-He roared, and I roared. He lifted up his vast legs to view till the
-rays of the morning sun shone through the window on the bright hues
-which he displayed; and he did not sit down to his breakfast till he had
-in every fantastic attitude shown off to the best advantage the red
-plush of which he had so recently become proud.
-
-An Antwerp private cabriolet on that day reached the yard of the Hôtel
-de Belle Vue at about 4 P.M., and four waiters, in a frenzy of
-astonishment, saw the Reverend Augustus Horne descend from the vehicle
-and seek his chamber dressed in the garments which I have described. But
-I am inclined to think that he never again favoured any of his friends
-with such a sight.
-
-It was on the next evening after this that I went out to drink tea with
-two maiden ladies, relatives of mine, who kept a seminary for English
-girls at Brussels. The Misses Macmanus were very worthy women, and
-earned their bread in an upright, painstaking manner. I would not for
-worlds have passed through Brussels without paying them this
-compliment. They were, however, perhaps a little dull, and I was aware
-that I should not probably meet in their drawing-room many of the
-fashionable inhabitants of the city. Mr. Horne had declined to accompany
-me; but in doing so he was good enough to express a warm admiration for
-the character of my worthy cousins.
-
-The elder Miss Macmanus, in her little note, had informed me that she
-would have the pleasure of introducing me to a few of my “compatriots.”
-I presumed she meant Englishmen; and as I was in the habit of meeting
-such every day of my life at home, I cannot say that I was peculiarly
-elevated by the promise. When, however, I entered the room, there was no
-Englishman there;--there was no man of any kind. There were twelve
-ladies collected together with the view of making the evening pass
-agreeably to me, the single virile being among them all. I felt as
-though I were a sort of Mohammed in Paradise; but I certainly felt also
-that the Paradise was none of my own choosing.
-
-In the centre of the amphitheatre which the ladies formed sat the two
-Misses Macmanus;--there, at least, they sat when they had completed the
-process of shaking hands with me. To the left of them, making one wing
-of the semicircle, were arranged the five pupils by attending to whom
-the Misses Macmanus earned their living; and the other wing consisted of
-the five ladies who had furnished themselves with relics of General
-Chassé. They were my “compatriots.”
-
-I was introduced to them all, one after the other; but their names did
-not abide in my memory one moment. I was thinking too much of the
-singularity of the adventure, and could not attend to such minutiæ. That
-the red-rosed harpy was Miss Grogram, that I remembered;--that, I may
-say, I shall never forget. But whether the motherly lady with the
-somewhat blowsy hair was Mrs. Jones, or Mrs. Green, or Mrs. Walker, I
-cannot now say. The dumpy female with the broad back was always called
-Aunt Sally by the young ladies.
-
-Too much sugar spoils one’s tea; I think I have heard that even
-prosperity will cloy when it comes in overdoses; and a schoolboy has
-been known to be overdone with jam. I myself have always been peculiarly
-attached to ladies’ society, and have avoided bachelor parties as things
-execrable in their very nature. But on this special occasion I felt
-myself to be that schoolboy;--I was literally overdone with jam. My tea
-was all sugar, so that I could not drink it. I was one among twelve.
-What could I do or say? The proportion of alloy was too small to have
-any effect in changing the nature of the virgin silver, and the
-conversation became absolutely feminine.
-
-I must confess also that my previous experience as to these compatriots
-of mine had not prejudiced me in their favour. I regarded them with,--I
-am ashamed to say so, seeing that they were ladies,--but almost with
-loathing. When last I had seen them their occupation had reminded me of
-some obscene feast of harpies, or almost of ghouls. They had brought
-down to the verge of desperation the man whom of all men I most
-venerated. On these accounts I was inclined to be taciturn with
-reference to them;--and then what could I have to say to the Misses
-Macmanus’s five pupils?
-
-My cousin at first made an effort or two in my favour, but these efforts
-were fruitless. I soon died away into utter unrecognised insignificance,
-and the conversation, as I have before said, became feminine. And indeed
-that horrid Miss Grogram, who was, as it were, the princess of the
-ghouls, nearly monopolised the whole of it. Mamma Jones--we will call
-her Jones for the occasion--put in a word now and then, as did also the
-elder and more energetic Miss Macmanus. The dumpy lady with the broad
-back ate tea-cake incessantly; the two daughters looked scornful, as
-though they were above their company with reference to the five pupils;
-and the five pupils themselves sat in a row with the utmost propriety,
-each with her hands crossed on her lap before her.
-
-Of what they were talking at last I became utterly oblivious. They had
-ignored me, going into realms of muslin, questions of maid-servants,
-female rights, and cheap under-clothing; and I therefore had ignored
-them. My mind had gone back to Mr. Horne and his garments. While they
-spoke of their rights, I was thinking of his wrongs; when they mentioned
-the price of flannel, I thought of that of broadcloth.
-
-But of a sudden my attention was arrested. Miss Macmanus had said
-something of the black silks of Antwerp, when Miss Grogram replied that
-she had just returned from that city and had there enjoyed a great
-success. My cousin had again asked something about the black silks,
-thinking, no doubt, that Miss Grogram had achieved some bargain; but
-that lady had soon undeceived her.
-
-“Oh no,” said Miss Grogram, “it was at the castle. We got such beautiful
-relics of General Chassé! Didn’t we, Mrs. Jones?”
-
-“Indeed we did,” said Mrs. Jones, bringing out from beneath the skirts
-of her dress and ostensibly displaying a large black bag.
-
-“And I’ve got such a beautiful needle-case,” said the broad-back,
-displaying her prize. “I’ve been making it up all the morning.” And she
-handed over the article to Miss Macmanus.
-
-“And only look at this duck of a pen-wiper,” simpered flaxen-hair No. 2.
-“Only think of wiping one’s pens with relics of General Chassé!” and she
-handed it over to the other Miss Macmanus.
-
-“And mine’s a pin-cushion,” said No. 1, exhibiting the trophy.
-
-“But that’s nothing to what I’ve got,” said Miss Grogram. “In the first
-place, there’s a pair of slippers,--a beautiful pair;--they’re not made
-up yet, of course; and then--”
-
-The two Misses Macmanus and their five pupils were sitting open-eared,
-open-eyed, and open-mouthed. How all these sombre-looking articles could
-be relics of General Chassé did not at first appear clear to them.
-
-“What are they, Miss Grogram?” said the elder Miss Macmanus, holding the
-needle-case in one hand and Mrs. Jones’s bag in the other. Miss Macmanus
-was a strong-minded female, and I reverenced my cousin when I saw the
-decided way in which she intended to put down the greedy arrogance of
-Miss Grogram.
-
-“They are relics.”
-
-“But where do they come from, Miss Grogram?”
-
-“Why, from the castle, to be sure;--from General Chasse’s own rooms.”
-
-“Did anybody sell them to you?”
-
-“No.”
-
-“Or give them to you?”
-
-“Why, no;--at least not exactly give.”
-
-“There they were, and she took ’em,” said the broad-back.
-
-Oh, what a look Miss Grogram gave her! “Took them! of course I took
-them. That is, you took them as much as I did. They were things that we
-found lying about.”
-
-“What things?” asked Miss Macmanus, in a peculiarly strong-minded tone.
-
-Miss Grogram seemed to be for a moment silenced. I had been ignored, as
-I have said, and my existence forgotten; but now I observed that the
-eyes of the culprits were turned towards me,--the eyes, that is, of four
-of them. Mrs. Jones looked at me from beneath her fan; the two girls
-glanced at me furtively, and then their eyes fell to the lowest flounces
-of their frocks. Miss Grogram turned her spectacles right upon me, and
-I fancied that she nodded her head at me as a sort of answer to Miss
-Macmanus. The five pupils opened their mouths and eyes wider; but she of
-the broad back was nothing abashed. It would have been nothing to her
-had there been a dozen gentlemen in the room. “We just found a pair of
-black ----.” The whole truth was told in the plainest possible language.
-
-“Oh, Aunt Sally!” “Aunt Sally, how can you?” “Hold your tongue, Aunt
-Sally!”
-
-“And then Miss Grogram just cut them up with her scissors,” continued
-Aunt Sally, not a whit abashed, “and gave us each a bit, only she took
-more than half for herself.” It was clear to me that there had been some
-quarrel, some delicious quarrel, between Aunt Sally and Miss Grogram.
-Through the whole adventure I had rather respected Aunt Sally. “She took
-more than half for herself,” continued Aunt Sally. “She kept all
-the----”
-
-“Jemima,” said the elder Miss Macmanus, interrupting the speaker and
-addressing her sister, “it is time, I think, for the young ladies to
-retire. Will you be kind enough to see them to their rooms?” The five
-pupils thereupon rose from their seats and courtesied. They then left
-the room in file, the younger Miss Macmanus showing them the way.
-
-“But we haven’t done any harm, have we?” asked Mrs. Jones, with some
-tremulousness in her voice.
-
-“Well, I don’t know,” said Miss Macmanus. “What I’m thinking of now is
-this;--to whom, I wonder, did the garments properly belong? Who had been
-the owner and wearer of them?”
-
-“Why, General Chassé of course,” said Miss Grogram.
-
-“They were the general’s,” repeated the two young ladies; blushing,
-however, as they alluded to the subject.
-
-“Well, we thought they were the general’s, certainly; and a very
-excellent article they were,” said Mrs. Jones.
-
-“Perhaps they were the butler’s?” said Aunt Sally. I certainly had not
-given her credit for so much sarcasm.
-
-“Butler’s!” exclaimed Miss Grogram, with a toss of her head.
-
-“Oh, Aunt Sally, Aunt Sally! how can you?” shrieked the two young
-ladies.
-
-“Oh laws!” ejaculated Mrs. Jones.
-
-“I don’t think that they could have belonged to the butler,” said Miss
-Macmanus, with much authority, “seeing that domestics in this country
-are never clad in garments of that description; so far my own
-observation enables me to speak with certainty. But it is equally sure
-that they were never the property of the general lately in command at
-Antwerp. Generals, when they are in full dress, wear ornamental lace
-upon their--their regimentals; and when--” So much she said, and
-something more, which it may be unnecessary that I should repeat; but
-such were her eloquence and logic that no doubt would have been left on
-the mind of any impartial hearer. If an argumentative speaker ever
-proved anything, Miss Macmanus proved that General Chassé had never been
-the wearer of the article in question.
-
-“But I know very well they were his!” said Miss Grogram, who was not an
-impartial hearer. “Of course they were; whose else’s should they be?”
-
-“I’m sure I hope they were his,” said one of the young ladies, almost
-crying.
-
-“I wish I’d never taken it,” said the other.
-
-“Dear, dear, dear!” said Mrs. Jones.
-
-“I’ll give you my needle-case, Miss Grogram,” said Aunt Sally.
-
-I had sat hitherto silent during the whole scene, meditating how best I
-might confound the red-nosed harpy. Now, I thought, was the time for me
-to strike in.
-
-“I really think, ladies, that there has been some mistake,” said I.
-
-“There has been no mistake at all, sir!” said Miss Grogram.
-
-“Perhaps not,” I answered, very mildly; “very likely not. But some
-affair of a similar nature was very much talked about in Antwerp
-yesterday.”
-
-“Oh laws!” again ejaculated Mrs. Jones.
-
-“The affair I allude to has been talked about a good deal, certainly,” I
-continued. “But perhaps it may be altogether a different circumstance.”
-
-“And what may be the circumstance to which you allude?” asked Miss
-Macmanus, in the same authoritative tone.
-
-“I dare say it has nothing to do with these ladies,” said I; “but an
-article of dress, of the nature they have described, was cut up in the
-Castle of Antwerp on the day before yesterday. It belonged to a
-gentleman who was visiting the place; and I was given to understand that
-he is determined to punish the people who have wronged him.”
-
-“It can’t be the same,” said Miss Grogram; but I could see that she was
-trembling.
-
-“Oh laws! what will become of us?” said Mrs. Jones.
-
-“You can all prove that I didn’t touch them, and that I warned her not,”
-said Aunt Sally. In the mean time the two young ladies had almost
-fainted behind their fans.
-
-“But how had it come to pass,” asked Miss Macmanus, “that the gentleman
-had--”
-
-“I know nothing more about it, cousin,” said I; “only it does seem that
-there is an odd coincidence.”
-
-Immediately after this I took my leave. I saw that I had avenged my
-friend, and spread dismay in the hearts of those who had injured him. I
-had learned in the course of the evening at what hotel the five ladies
-were staying; and in the course of the next morning I sauntered into the
-hall, and finding one of the porters alone, asked if they were still
-there. The man told me that they had started by the earliest diligence.
-“And,” said he, “if you are a friend of theirs, perhaps you will take
-charge of these things, which they have left behind them?” So saying, he
-pointed to a table at the back of the hall, on which were lying the
-black bag, the black needle-case, the black pincushion, and the black
-pen-wiper. There was also a heap of fragments of cloth which I well knew
-had been intended by Miss Grogram for the comfort of her feet and
-ancles.
-
-I declined the commission, however. “They were no special friends of
-mine,” I said; and I left all the relics still lying on the little table
-in the back hall.
-
-“Upon the whole, I am satisfied!” said the Rev. Augustus Horne, when I
-told him the finale of the story.
-
-
-
-
-AN UNPROTECTED FEMALE AT THE PYRAMIDS.
-
-
-In the happy days when we were young, no description conveyed to us so
-complete an idea of mysterious reality as that of an Oriental city. We
-knew it was actually there, but had such vague notions of its ways and
-looks! Let any one remember his early impressions as to Bagdad or Grand
-Cairo, and then say if this was not so. It was probably taken from the
-“Arabian Nights,” and the picture produced was one of strange,
-fantastic, luxurious houses; of women who were either very young and
-very beautiful, or else very old and very cunning; but in either state
-exercising much more influence in life than women in the East do now; of
-good-natured, capricious, though sometimes tyrannical monarchs; and of
-life full of quaint mysteries, quite unintelligible in every phasis, and
-on that account the more picturesque.
-
-And perhaps Grand Cairo has thus filled us with more wonder even than
-Bagdad. We have been in a certain manner at home at Bagdad, but have
-only visited Grand Cairo occasionally. I know no place which was to me,
-in early years, so delightfully mysterious as Grand Cairo.
-
-But the route to India and Australia has changed all this. Men from all
-countries going to the East, now pass through Cairo, and its streets and
-costumes are no longer strange to us. It has become also a resort for
-invalids, or rather for those who fear that they may become invalids if
-they remain in a cold climate during the winter months. And thus at
-Cairo there is always to be found a considerable population of French,
-Americans, and of English. Oriental life is brought home to us,
-dreadfully diluted by western customs, and the delights of the “Arabian
-Nights” are shorn of half their value. When we have seen a thing it is
-never so magnificent to us as when it was half unknown.
-
-It is not much that we deign to learn from these Orientals,--we who
-glory in our civilisation. We do not copy their silence or their
-abstemiousness, nor that invariable mindfulness of his own personal
-dignity which always adheres to a Turk or to an Arab. We chatter as much
-at Cairo as elsewhere, and eat as much and drink as much, and dress
-ourselves generally in the same old, ugly costume. But we do usually
-take upon ourselves to wear red caps, and we do ride on donkeys.
-
-Nor are the visitors from the West to Cairo by any means confined to the
-male sex. Ladies are to be seen in the streets, quite regardless of the
-Mahommedan custom which presumes a veil to be necessary for an
-appearance in public; and, to tell the truth, the Mahommedans in general
-do not appear to be much shocked by their effrontery.
-
-A quarter of the town, has in this way become inhabited by men wearing
-coats and waistcoats, and by women who are without veils; but the
-English tongue in Egypt finds its centre at Shepheard’s Hotel. It is
-here that people congregate who are looking out for parties to visit
-with them the Upper Nile, and who are generally all smiles and courtesy;
-and here also are to be found they who have just returned from this
-journey, and who are often in a frame of mind towards their companions
-that is much less amiable. From hence, during the winter, a cortége
-proceeds almost daily to the Pyramids, or to Memphis, or to the
-petrified forest, or to the City of the Sun. And then, again, four or
-five times a month the house is filled with young aspirants going out to
-India, male and female, full of valour and bloom; or with others coming
-home, no longer young, no longer aspiring, but laden with children and
-grievances.
-
-The party with whom we are at present concerned is not about to proceed
-further than the Pyramids, and we shall be able to go with them and
-return in one and the same day.
-
-It consisted chiefly of an English family, Mr. and Mrs. Damer, their
-daughter, and two young sons;--of these chiefly, because they were the
-nucleus to which the others had attached themselves as adherents; they
-had originated the journey, and in the whole management of it Mr. Damer
-regarded himself as the master.
-
-The adherents were, firstly, M. Delabordeau, a Frenchman, now resident
-in Cairo, who had given out that he was in some way concerned in the
-canal about to be made between the Mediterranean and the Red Sea. In
-discussion on this subject he had become acquainted with Mr. Damer; and
-although the latter gentleman, true to English interests, perpetually
-declared that the canal would never be made, and thus irritated M.
-Delabordeau not a little--nevertheless, some measure of friendship had
-grown up between them.
-
-There was also an American gentleman, Mr. Jefferson Ingram, who was
-comprising all countries and all nations in one grand tour, as American
-gentlemen so often do. He was young and good-looking, and had made
-himself especially agreeable to Mr. Damer, who had declared, more than
-once, that Mr. Ingram was by far the most rational American he had ever
-met. Mr. Ingram would listen to Mr. Damer by the half-hour as to the
-virtue of the British Constitution, and had even sat by almost with
-patience when Mr. Damer had expressed a doubt as to the good working of
-the United States’ scheme of policy,--which, in an American, was most
-wonderful. But some of the sojourners at Shepheard’s had observed that
-Mr. Ingram was in the habit of talking with Miss Damer almost as much as
-with her father, and argued from that, that fond as the young man was of
-politics, he did sometimes turn his mind to other things also.
-
-And then there was Miss Dawkins. Now Miss Dawkins was an important
-person, both as to herself and as to her line of life, and she must be
-described. She was, in the first place, an unprotected female of about
-thirty years of age. As this is becoming an established profession,
-setting itself up as it were in opposition to the old world idea that
-women, like green peas, cannot come to perfection without
-supporting-sticks, it will be understood at once what were Miss
-Dawkins’s sentiments. She considered--or at any rate so expressed
-herself--that peas could grow very well without sticks, and could not
-only grow thus unsupported, but could also make their way about the
-world without any incumbrance of sticks whatsoever. She did not intend,
-she said, to rival Ida Pfeiffer, seeing that she was attached in a
-moderate way to bed and board, and was attached to society in a manner
-almost more than moderate; but she had no idea of being prevented from
-seeing anything she wished to see because she had neither father, nor
-husband, nor brother available for the purpose of escort. She was a
-human creature, with arms and legs, she said; and she intended to use
-them. And this was all very well; but nevertheless she had a strong
-inclination to use the arms and legs of other people when she could make
-them serviceable.
-
-In person Miss Dawkins was not without attraction. I should exaggerate
-if I were to say that she was beautiful and elegant; but she was good
-looking, and not usually ill mannered. She was tall, and gifted with
-features rather sharp and with eyes very bright. Her hair was of the
-darkest shade of brown, and was always worn in bandeaux, very neatly.
-She appeared generally in black, though other circumstances did not lead
-one to suppose that she was in mourning; and then, no other travelling
-costume is so convenient! She always wore a dark broad-brimmed straw
-hat, as to the ribbons on which she was rather particular. She was very
-neat about her gloves and boots; and though it cannot be said that her
-dress was got up without reference to expense, there can be no doubt
-that it was not effected without considerable outlay,--and more
-considerable thought.
-
-Miss Dawkins--Sabrina Dawkins was her name, but she seldom had friends
-about her intimate enough to use the word Sabrina--was certainly a
-clever young woman. She could talk on most subjects, if not well, at
-least well enough to amuse. If she had not read much, she never showed
-any lamentable deficiency; she was good-humoured, as a rule, and could
-on occasions be very soft and winning. People who had known her long
-would sometimes say that she was selfish; but with new acquaintance she
-was forbearing and self-denying.
-
-With what income Miss Dawkins was blessed no one seemed to know. She
-lived like a gentlewoman, as far as outward appearance went, and never
-seemed to be in want; but some people would say that she knew very well
-how many sides there were to a shilling, and some enemy had once
-declared that she was an “old soldier.” Such was Miss Dawkins.
-
-She also, as well as Mr. Ingram and M. Delabordeau, had laid herself out
-to find the weak side of Mr. Damer. Mr. Damer, with all his family, was
-going up the Nile, and it was known that he had room for two in his boat
-over and above his own family. Miss Dawkins had told him that she had
-not quite made up her mind to undergo so great a fatigue, but that,
-nevertheless, she had a longing of the soul to see something of Nubia.
-To this Mr. Damer had answered nothing but “Oh!” which Miss Dawkins had
-not found to be encouraging.
-
-But she had not on that account despaired. To a married man there are
-always two sides, and in this instance there was Mrs. Damer as well as
-Mr. Damer. When Mr. Damer said “Oh!” Miss Dawkins sighed, and said,
-“Yes, indeed!” then smiled, and betook herself to Mrs. Damer.
-
-Now Mrs. Damer was soft-hearted, and also somewhat old-fashioned. She
-did not conceive any violent affection for Miss Dawkins, but she told
-her daughter that “the single lady by herself was a very nice young
-woman, and that it was a thousand pities she should have to go about so
-much alone like.”
-
-Miss Damer had turned up her pretty nose, thinking, perhaps, how small
-was the chance that it ever should be her own lot to be an unprotected
-female. But Miss Dawkins carried her point at any rate as regarded the
-expedition to the Pyramids.
-
-Miss Damer, I have said, had a pretty nose. I may also say that she had
-pretty eyes, mouth, and chin, with other necessary appendages, all
-pretty. As to the two Master Damers, who were respectively of the ages
-of fifteen and sixteen, it may be sufficient to say that they were
-conspicuous for red caps and for the constancy with which they raced
-their donkeys.
-
-And now the donkeys, and the donkey boys, and the dragomans were all
-standing at the steps of Shepheard’s Hotel. To each donkey there was a
-donkey-boy, and to each gentleman there was a dragoman, so that a goodly
-cortége was assembled, and a goodly noise was made. It may here be
-remarked, perhaps with some little pride, that not half the noise is
-given in Egypt to persons speaking any other language that is bestowed
-on those whose vocabulary is English.
-
-This lasted for half an hour. Had the party been French the donkeys
-would have arrived only fifteen minutes before the appointed time. And
-then out came Damer père and Damer mère, Damer fille, and Damer fils.
-Damer mère was leaning on her husband, as was her wont. She was not an
-unprotected female, and had no desire to make any attempts in that line.
-Damer fille was attended sedulously by Mr. Ingram, for whose
-demolishment, however, Mr. Damer still brought up, in a loud voice, the
-fag ends of certain political arguments which he would fain have poured
-direct into the ears of his opponent, had not his wife been so
-persistent in claiming her privileges. M. Delabordeau should have
-followed with Miss Dawkins, but his French politeness, or else his fear
-of the unprotected female, taught him to walk on the other side of the
-mistress of the party.
-
-Miss Dawkins left the house with an eager young Damer yelling on each
-side of her; but nevertheless, though thus neglected by the gentlemen of
-the party, she was all smiles and prettiness, and looked so sweetly on
-Mr. Ingram when that gentleman stayed a moment to help her on to her
-donkey, that his heart almost misgave him for leaving her as soon as she
-was in her seat.
-
-And then they were off. In going from the hotel to the Pyramids our
-party had not to pass through any of the queer old narrow streets of the
-true Cairo--Cairo the Oriental. They all lay behind them as they went
-down by the back of the hotel, by the barracks of the Pasha and the
-College of the Dervishes, to the village of old Cairo and the banks of
-the Nile.
-
-Here they were kept half an hour while their dragomans made a bargain
-with the ferryman, a stately reis, or captain of a boat, who declared
-with much dignity that he could not carry them over for a sum less than
-six times the amount to which he was justly entitled; while the
-dragomans, with great energy on behalf of their masters, offered him
-only five times that sum. As far as the reis was concerned, the contest
-might soon have been at an end, for the man was not without a
-conscience; and would have been content with five times and a half; but
-then the three dragomans quarrelled among themselves as to which should
-have the paying of the money, and the affair became very tedious.
-
-“What horrid, odious men!” said Miss Dawkins, appealing to Mr. Damer.
-“Do you think they will let us go over at all?”
-
-“Well, I suppose they will; people do get over generally, I believe.
-Abdallah! Abdallah! why don’t you pay the man? That fellow is always
-striving to save half a piastre for me.”
-
-“I wish he wasn’t quite so particular,” said Mrs. Damer, who was already
-becoming rather tired; “but I’m sure he’s a very honest man in trying to
-protect us from being robbed.”
-
-“That he is,” said Miss Dawkins. “What a delightful trait of national
-character it is to see these men so faithful to their employers.” And
-then at last they got over the ferry, Mr. Ingram having descended among
-the combatants, and settled the matter in dispute by threats and shouts,
-and an uplifted stick.
-
-They crossed the broad Nile exactly at the spot where the nilometer, or
-river guage, measures from day to day, and from year to year, the
-increasing or decreasing treasures of the stream, and landed at a
-village where thousands of eggs are made into chickens by the process of
-artificial incubation.
-
-Mrs. Damer thought that it was very hard upon the maternal hens--the
-hens which should have been maternal--that they should be thus robbed of
-the delights of motherhood.
-
-“So unnatural, you know,” said Miss Dawkins; “so opposed to the
-fostering principles of creation. Don’t you think so, Mr. Ingram?”
-
-Mr. Ingram said he didn’t know. He was again seating Miss Damer on her
-donkey, and it must be presumed that he performed this feat clumsily;
-for Fanny Damer could jump on and off the animal with hardly a finger to
-help her, when her brother or her father was her escort; but now, under
-the hands of Mr. Ingram, this work of mounting was one which required
-considerable time and care. All which Miss Dawkins observed with
-precision.
-
-“It’s all very well talking,” said Mr. Damer, bringing up his donkey
-nearly alongside that of Mr. Ingram, and ignoring his daughter’s
-presence, just as he would have done that of his dog; “but you must
-admit that political power is more equally distributed in England than
-it is in America.”
-
-“Perhaps it is,” said Mr. Ingram; “equally distributed among, we will
-say, three dozen families,” and he made a feint as though to hold in his
-impetuous donkey, using the spur, however, at the same time on the side
-that was unseen by Mr. Damer. As he did so, Fanny’s donkey became
-equally impetuous, and the two cantered on in advance of the whole
-party. It was quite in vain that Mr. Damer, at the top of his voice,
-shouted out something about “three dozen corruptible demagogues.” Mr.
-Ingram found it quite impossible to restrain his donkey so as to listen
-to the sarcasm.
-
-“I do believe papa would talk politics,” said Fanny, “if he were at the
-top of Mont Blanc, or under the Falls of Niagara. I do hate politics,
-Mr. Ingram.”
-
-“I am sorry for that, very,” said Mr. Ingram, almost sadly.
-
-“Sorry, why? You don’t want me to talk politics, do you?”
-
-“In America we are all politicians, more or less; and, therefore, I
-suppose you will hate us all.”
-
-“Well, I rather think I should,” said Fanny; “you would be such bores.”
-But there was something in her eye, as she spoke, which atoned for the
-harshness of her words.
-
-“A very nice young man is Mr. Ingram; don’t you think so?” said Miss
-Dawkins to Mrs. Damer. Mrs. Damer was going along upon her donkey, not
-altogether comfortably. She much wished to have her lord and legitimate
-protector by her side, but he had left her to the care of a dragoman
-whose English was not intelligible to her, and she was rather cross.
-
-“Indeed, Miss Dawkins, I don’t know who are nice and who are not. This
-nasty donkey stumbles at ever step. There! I know I shall be down
-directly.”
-
-“You need not be at all afraid of that; they are perfectly safe, I
-believe, always,” said Miss Dawkins, rising in her stirrup, and handling
-her reins quite triumphantly. “A very little practice will make you
-quite at home.”
-
-“I don’t know what you mean by a very little practice. I have been here
-six weeks. Why did you put me on such a bad donkey as this?” and she
-turned to Abdallah, the dragoman.
-
-“Him berry good donkey, my lady; berry good,--best of all. Call him Jack
-in Cairo. Him go to Pyramid and back, and mind noting.”
-
-“What does he say, Miss Dawkins?”
-
-“He says that that donkey is one called Jack. If so I’ve had him myself
-many times, and Jack is a very good donkey.”
-
-“I wish you had him now with all my heart,” said Mrs. Damer. Upon which
-Miss Dawkins offered to change; but those perils of mounting and
-dismounting were to Mrs. Damer a great deal too severe to admit of this.
-
-“Seven miles of canal to be carried out into the sea, at a minimum depth
-of twenty-three feet, and the stone to be fetched from Heaven knows
-where! All the money in France wouldn’t do it.” This was addressed by
-Mr. Damer to M. Delabordeau, whom he had caught after the abrupt flight
-of Mr. Ingram.
-
-“Den we will borrow a leetle from England,” said M. Delabordeau.
-
-“Precious little, I can tell you. Such stock would not hold its price in
-our markets for twenty-four hours. If it were made, the freights would
-be too heavy to allow of merchandise passing through. The heavy goods
-would all go round; and as for passengers and mails, you don’t expect to
-get them, I suppose, while there is a railroad ready made to their
-hand?”
-
-“Ve vill carry all your ships through vidout any transportation. Think
-of that, my friend.”
-
-“Pshaw! You are worse than Ingram. Of all the plans I ever heard of it
-is the most monstrous, the most impracticable, the most----” But here he
-was interrupted by the entreaties of his wife, who had, in absolute deed
-and fact, slipped from her donkey, and was now calling lustily for her
-husband’s aid. Whereupon Miss Dawkins allied herself to the Frenchman,
-and listened with an air of strong conviction to those arguments which
-were so weak in the ears of Mr. Damer. M. Delabordeau was about to ride
-across the Great Desert to Jerusalem, and it might perhaps be quite as
-well to do that with him, as to go up the Nile as far as the second
-cataract with the Damers.
-
-“And so, M. Delabordeau, you intend really to start for Mount Sinai?”
-
-“Yes, mees; ve intend to make one start on Monday week.”
-
-“And so on to Jerusalem. You are quite right. It would be a thousand
-pities to be in these countries, and to return without going over such
-ground as that. I shall certainly go to Jerusalem myself by that route.”
-
-“Vot, mees! you? Vould you not find it too much fatigante?”
-
-“I care nothing for fatigue, if I like the party I am with,--nothing at
-all, literally. You will hardly understand me, perhaps, M. Delabordeau;
-but I do not see any reason why I, as a young woman, should not make any
-journey that is practicable for a young man.”
-
-“Ah! dat is great resolution for you, mees.”
-
-“I mean as far as fatigue is concerned. You are a Frenchman, and belong
-to the nation that is at the head of all human civilisation----”
-
-M. Delabordeau took off his hat and bowed low, to the peak of his donkey
-saddle. He dearly loved to hear his country praised, as Miss Dawkins was
-aware.
-
-“And I am sure you must agree with me,” continued Miss Dawkins, “that
-the time is gone by for women to consider themselves helpless animals,
-or to be so considered by others.”
-
-“Mees Dawkins vould never be considered, not in any times at all, to be
-one helpless animal,” said M. Delabordeau civilly.
-
-“I do not, at any rate, intend to be so regarded,” said she. “It suits
-me to travel alone; not that I am averse to society; quite the contrary;
-if I meet pleasant people I am always ready to join them. But it suits
-me to travel without any permanent party, and I do not see why false
-shame should prevent my seeing the world as thoroughly as though I
-belonged to the other sex. Why should it, M. Delabordeau?”
-
-M. Delabordeau declared that he did not see any reason why it should.
-
-“I am passionately anxious to stand upon Mount Sinai,” continued Miss
-Dawkins; “to press with my feet the earliest spot in sacred history, of
-the identity of which we are certain; to feel within me the
-awe-inspiring thrill of that thrice sacred hour!”
-
-The Frenchman looked as though he did not quite understand her, but he
-said that it would be magnifique.
-
-“You have already made up your party I suppose, M. Delabordeau?”
-
-M. Delabordeau gave the names of two Frenchmen and one Englishman who
-were going with him.
-
-“Upon my word it is a great temptation to join you,” said Miss Dawkins,
-“only for that horrid Englishman.”
-
-“Vat, Mr. Stanley?”
-
-“Oh, I don’t mean any disrespect to Mr. Stanley. The horridness I speak
-of does not attach to him personally, but to his stiff, respectable,
-ungainly, well-behaved, irrational, and uncivilised country. You see I
-am not very patriotic.”
-
-“Not quite so moch as my friend, Mr. Damer.”
-
-“Ha! ha! ha! an excellent creature, isn’t he? And so they all are, dear
-creatures. But then they are so backward. They are most anxious that I
-should join them up the Nile, but----,” and then Miss Dawkins shrugged
-her shoulders gracefully, and, as she flattered herself, like a
-Frenchwoman. After that they rode on in silence for a few moments.
-
-“Yes, I must see Mount Sinai,” said Miss Dawkins, and then sighed
-deeply. M. Delabordeau, notwithstanding that his country does stand at
-the head of all human civilisation, was not courteous enough to declare
-that if Miss Dawkins would join his party across the desert, nothing
-would be wanting to make his beatitude in this world perfect.
-
-Their road from the village of the chicken-hatching ovens lay up along
-the left bank of the Nile, through an immense grove of lofty palm-trees,
-looking out from among which our visitors could ever and anon see the
-heads of the two great Pyramids;--that is, such of them could see it as
-felt any solicitude in the matter.
-
-It is astonishing how such things lose their great charm as men find
-themselves in their close neighbourhood. To one living in New York or
-London, how ecstatic is the interest inspired by these huge structures.
-One feels that no price would be too high to pay for seeing them as long
-as time and distance, and the world’s inexorable task-work, forbid such
-a visit. How intense would be the delight of climbing over the wondrous
-handiwork of those wondrous architects so long since dead; how thrilling
-the awe with which one would penetrate down into their interior
-caves--those caves in which lay buried the bones of ancient kings, whose
-very names seem to have come to us almost from another world!
-
-But all these feelings become strangely dim, their acute edges
-wonderfully worn, as the subjects which inspired them are brought near
-to us. “Ah! so those are the Pyramids, are they?” says the traveller,
-when the first glimpse of them is shown to him from the window of a
-railway carriage. “Dear me; they don’t look so very high, do they? For
-Heaven’s sake put the blind down, or we shall be destroyed by the dust.”
-And then the ecstasy and keen delight of the Pyramids has vanished for
-ever.
-
-Our friends, therefore, who for weeks past had seen from a distance,
-though they had not yet visited them, did not seem to have any strong
-feeling on the subject as they trotted through the grove of palm-trees.
-Mr. Damer had not yet escaped from his wife, who was still fretful from
-the result of her little accident.
-
-“It was all the chattering of that Miss Dawkins,” said Mrs. Damer. “She
-would not let me attend to what I was doing.”
-
-“Miss Dawkins is an ass,” said her husband.
-
-“It is a pity she has no one to look after her,” said Mrs. Damer.
-
-M. Delabordeau was still listening to Miss Dawkins’s raptures about
-Mount Sinai. “I wonder whether she has got any money,” said M.
-Delabordeau to himself. “It can’t be much,” he went on thinking, “or she
-would not be left in this way by herself.” And the result of his
-thoughts was that Miss Dawkins, if undertaken, might probably become
-more plague than profit. As to Miss Dawkins herself, though she was
-ecstatic about Mount Sinai--which was not present--she seemed to have
-forgotten the poor Pyramids, which were then before her nose.
-
-The two lads were riding races along the dusty path, much to the disgust
-of their donkey-boys. Their time for enjoyment was to come. There were
-hampers to be opened; and then the absolute climbing of the Pyramids
-would actually be a delight to them.
-
-As for Miss Damer and Mr. Ingram, it was clear that they had forgotten
-palm-trees, Pyramids, the Nile, and all Egypt. They had escaped to a
-much fairer paradise.
-
-“Could I bear to live among Republicans?” said Fanny, repeating the last
-words of her American lover, and looking down from her donkey to the
-ground as she did so. “I hardly know what Republicans are, Mr. Ingram.”
-
-“Let me teach you,” said he.
-
-“You do talk such nonsense. I declare there is that Miss Dawkins looking
-at us as though she had twenty eyes. Could you not teach her, Mr.
-Ingram?”
-
-And so they emerged from the palm-tree grove, through a village crowded
-with dirty, straggling Arab children, on to the cultivated plain,
-beyond which the Pyramids stood, now full before them; the two large
-Pyramids, a smaller one, and the huge sphynx’s head all in a group
-together.
-
-“Fanny,” said Bob Damer, riding up to her, “mamma wants you; so toddle
-back.”
-
-“Mamma wants me! What can she want me for now?” said Fanny, with a look
-of anything but filial duty in her face.
-
-“To protect her from Miss Dawkins, I think. She wants you to ride at her
-side, so that Dawkins mayn’t get at her. Now, Mr. Ingram, I’ll bet you
-half-a-crown I’m at the top of the big Pyramid before you.”
-
-Poor Fanny! She obeyed, however; doubtless feeling that it would not do
-as yet to show too plainly that she preferred Mr. Ingram to her mother.
-She arrested her donkey, therefore, till Mrs. Damer overtook her; and
-Mr. Ingram, as he paused for a moment with her while she did so, fell
-into the hands of Miss Dawkins.
-
-“I cannot think, Fanny, how you get on so quick,” said Mrs. Damer. “I’m
-always last; but then my donkey is such a very nasty one. Look there,
-now; he’s always trying to get me off.”
-
-“We shall soon be at the Pyramids now, mamma.”
-
-“How on earth I am ever to get back again I cannot think. I am so tired
-now that I can hardly sit.”
-
-“You’ll be better, mamma, when you get your luncheon and a glass of
-wine.”
-
-“How on earth we are to eat and drink with those nasty Arab people
-around us, I can’t conceive. They tell me we shall be eaten up by them.
-But, Fanny, what has Mr. Ingram been saying to you all the day?”
-
-“What has he been saying, mamma? Oh! I don’t know;--a hundred things, I
-dare say. But he has not been talking to me all the time.”
-
-“I think he has, Fanny, nearly, since we crossed the river. Oh, dear!
-oh, dear! this animal does hurt me so! Every time he moves he flings his
-head about, and that gives me such a bump.” And then Fanny commiserated
-her mother’s sufferings, and in her commiseration contrived to elude any
-further questionings as to Mr. Ingram’s conversation.
-
-“Majestic piles, are they not?” said Miss Dawkins, who, having changed
-her companion, allowed her mind to revert from Mount Sinai to the
-Pyramids. They were now riding through cultivated ground, with the vast
-extent of the sands of Libya before them. The two Pyramids were standing
-on the margin of the sand, with the head of the recumbent sphynx
-plainly visible between them. But no idea can be formed of the size of
-this immense figure till it is visited much more closely. The body is
-covered with sand, and the head and neck alone stand above the surface
-of the ground. They were still two miles distant, and the sphynx as yet
-was but an obscure mount between the two vast Pyramids.
-
-“Immense piles!” said Miss Dawkins, repeating her own words.
-
-“Yes, they are large,” said Mr. Ingram, who did not choose to indulge in
-enthusiasm in the presence of Miss Dawkins.
-
-“Enormous! What a grand idea!--eh, Mr. Ingram? The human race does not
-create such things as those nowadays!”
-
-“No, indeed,” he answered; “but perhaps we create better things.”
-
-“Better! You do not mean to say, Mr. Ingram, that you are an
-utilitarian. I do, in truth, hope better things of you than that. Yes!
-steam mills are better, no doubt, and mechanics’ institutes and penny
-newspapers. But is nothing to be valued but what is useful?” And Miss
-Dawkins, in the height of her enthusiasm, switched her donkey severely
-over the shoulder.
-
-“I might, perhaps, have said also that we create more beautiful things,”
-said Mr. Ingram.
-
-“But we cannot create older things.”
-
-“No, certainly; we cannot do that.”
-
-“Nor can we imbue what we do create with the grand associations which
-environ those piles with so intense an interest. Think of the mighty
-dead, Mr. Ingram, and of their great homes when living. Think of the
-hands which it took to raise those huge blocks--”
-
-“And of the lives which it cost.”
-
-“Doubtless. The tyranny and invincible power of the royal architects add
-to the grandeur of the idea. One would not wish to have back the kings
-of Egypt.”
-
-“Well, no; they would be neither useful nor beautiful.”
-
-“Perhaps not; and I do not wish to be picturesque at the expense of my
-fellow-creatures.”
-
-“I doubt, even, whether they would be picturesque.”
-
-“You know what I mean, Mr. Ingram. But the associations of such names,
-and the presence of the stupendous works with which they are connected,
-fill the soul with awe. Such, at least, is the effect with mine.”
-
-“I fear that my tendencies, Miss Dawkins, are more realistic than your
-own.”
-
-“You belong to a young country, Mr. Ingram, and are naturally prone to
-think of material life. The necessity of living looms large before you.”
-
-“Very large, indeed, Miss Dawkins.”
-
-“Whereas with us, with some of us at least, the material aspect has
-given place to one in which poetry and enthusiasm prevail. To such among
-us the associations of past times are very dear. Cheops, to me, is more
-than Napoleon Bonaparte.”
-
-“That is more than most of your countrymen can say, at any rate, just at
-present.”
-
-“I am a woman,” continued Miss Dawkins.
-
-Mr. Ingram took off his hat in acknowledgment both of the announcement
-and of the fact.
-
-“And to us it is not given--not given as yet--to share in the great
-deeds of the present. The envy of your sex has driven us from the paths
-which lead to honour. But the deeds of the past are as much ours as
-yours.”
-
-“Oh, quite as much.”
-
-“‘Tis to your country that we look for enfranchisement from this
-thraldom. Yes, Mr. Ingram, the women of America have that strength of
-mind which has been wanting to those of Europe. In the United States
-woman will at last learn to exercise her proper mission.”
-
-Mr. Ingram expressed a sincere wish that such might be the case; and
-then wondering at the ingenuity with which Miss Dawkins had travelled
-round from Cheops and his Pyramid to the rights of women in America, he
-contrived to fall back, under the pretence of asking after the ailments
-of Mrs. Damer.
-
-And now at last they were on the sand, in the absolute desert, making
-their way up to the very foot of the most northern of the two Pyramids.
-They were by this time surrounded by a crowd of Arab guides, or Arabs
-professing to be guides, who had already ascertained that Mr. Damer was
-the chief of the party, and were accordingly driving him almost to
-madness by the offers of their services, and their assurance that he
-could not possibly see the outside or the inside of either structure, or
-even remain alive upon the ground, unless he at once accepted their
-offers made at their own prices.
-
-“Get away, will you?” said he. “I don’t want any of you, and I won’t
-have you! If you take hold of me I’ll shoot you!” This was said to one
-specially energetic Arab, who, in his efforts to secure his prey, had
-caught hold of Mr. Damer by the leg.
-
-“Yes, yes, I say! Englishmen always take me;--me--me, and then no break
-him leg. Yes--yes--yes;--I go. Master, say yes. Only one leetle ten
-shillings!”
-
-“Abdallah!” shouted Mr. Damer, “why don’t you take this man away? Why
-don’t you make him understand that if all the Pyramids depended on it, I
-would not give him sixpence!”
-
-And then Abdallah, thus invoked, came up, and explained to the man in
-Arabic that he would gain his object more surely if he would behave
-himself a little more quietly; a hint which the man took for one minute,
-and for one minute only.
-
-And then poor Mrs. Damer replied to an application for backsheish by the
-gift of a sixpence. Unfortunate woman! The word backsheish means, I
-believe, a gift; but it has come in Egypt to signify money, and is
-eternally dinned into the ears of strangers by Arab suppliants. Mrs.
-Damer ought to have known better, as, during the last six weeks she had
-never shown her face out of Shepheard’s Hotel without being pestered for
-backsheish; but she was tired and weak, and foolishly thought to rid
-herself of the man who was annoying her.
-
-No sooner had the coin dropped from her hand into that of the Arab, than
-she was surrounded by a cluster of beggars, who loudly made their
-petitions as though they would, each of them, individually be injured if
-treated with less liberality than that first comer. They took hold of
-her donkey, her bridle, her saddle, her legs, and at last her arms and
-hands, screaming for backsheish in voices that were neither sweet nor
-mild.
-
-In her dismay she did give away sundry small coins--all, probably, that
-she had about her; but this only made the matter worse. Money was going,
-and each man, by sufficient energy, might hope to get some of it. They
-were very energetic, and so frightened the poor lady that she would
-certainly have fallen, had she not been kept on her seat by the pressure
-around her.
-
-“Oh, dear! oh, dear! get away,” she cried. “I haven’t got any more;
-indeed I haven’t. Go away, I tell you! Mr. Damer! oh, Mr. Damer!” and
-then, in the excess of her agony, she uttered one loud, long, and
-continuous shriek.
-
-Up came Mr. Damer; up came Abdallah; up came M. Delabordeau; up came Mr.
-Ingram, and at last she was rescued. “You shouldn’t go away and leave me
-to the mercy of these nasty people. As to that Abdallah, he is of no use
-to anybody.”
-
-“Why you bodder de good lady, you dem blackguard?” said Abdallah,
-raising his stick, as though he were, going to lay them all low with a
-blow. “Now you get noting, you tief!”
-
-The Arabs for a moment retired to a little distance, like flies driven
-from a sugar-bowl; but it was easy to see that, like the flies, they
-would return at the first vacant moment.
-
-And now they had reached the very foot of the Pyramids and proceeded to
-dismount from their donkeys. Their intention was first to ascend to the
-top, then to come down to their banquet, and after that to penetrate
-into the interior. And all this would seem to be easy of performance.
-The Pyramid is undoubtedly high, but it is so constructed as to admit of
-climbing without difficulty. A lady mounting it would undoubtedly need
-some assistance, but any man possessed of moderate activity would
-require no aid at all.
-
-But our friends were at once imbued with the tremendous nature of the
-task before them. A sheikh of the Arabs came forth, who communicated
-with them through Abdallah. The work could be done, no doubt, he said;
-but a great many men would be wanted to assist. Each lady must have four
-Arabs, and each gentlemen three; and then, seeing that the work would be
-peculiarly severe on this special day, each of these numerous Arabs must
-be remunerated by some very large number of piastres.
-
-Mr. Damer, who was by no means a close man in his money dealings, opened
-his eyes with surprise, and mildly expostulated; M. Delabordeau, who was
-rather a close man in his reckonings, immediately buttoned up his
-breeches pocket and declared that he should decline to mount the Pyramid
-at all at that price; and then Mr. Ingram descended to the combat.
-
-The protestations of the men were fearful. They declared, with loud
-voices, eager actions, and manifold English oaths, that an attempt was
-being made to rob them. They had a right to demand the sums which they
-were charging, and it was a shame that English gentlemen should come and
-take the bread out of their mouths. And so they screeched, gesticulated,
-and swore, and frightened poor Mrs. Damer almost into fits.
-
-But at last it was settled and away they started, the sheikh declaring
-that the bargain had been made at so low a rate as to leave him not one
-piastre for himself. Each man had an Arab on each side of him, and Miss
-Dawkins and Miss Damer had each, in addition, one behind. Mrs. Damer was
-so frightened as altogether to have lost all ambition to ascend. She sat
-below on a fragment of stone, with the three dragomans standing around
-her as guards; but even with the three dragomans the attacks on her were
-so frequent, and as she declared afterwards she was so bewildered, that
-she never had time to remember that she had come there from England to
-see the Pyramids, and that she was now immediately under them.
-
-The boys, utterly ignoring their guides, scrambled up quicker than the
-Arabs could follow them. Mr. Damer started off at a pace which soon
-brought him to the end of his tether, and from, that point was dragged
-up by the sheer strength of his assistants; thereby accomplishing the
-wishes of the men, who induce their victims to start as rapidly as
-possible, in order that they may soon find themselves helpless from want
-of wind. Mr. Ingram endeavoured to attach himself to Fanny, and she
-would have been nothing loth to have him at her right hand instead of
-the hideous brown, shrieking, one-eyed Arab who took hold of her. But it
-was soon found that any such arrangement was impossible. Each guide felt
-that if he lost his own peculiar hold he would lose his prey, and held
-on, therefore, with invincible tenacity. Miss Dawkins looked, too, as
-though she had thought to be attended to by some Christian cavalier, but
-no Christian cavalier was forthcoming. M. Delabordeau was the wisest,
-for he took the matter quietly, did as he was bid, and allowed the
-guides nearly to carry him to the top of the edifice.
-
-“Ha! so this is the top of the Pyramid, is it?” said Mr. Damer, bringing
-out his words one by one, being terribly out of breath. “Very wonderful,
-very wonderful, indeed!”
-
-“It is wonderful,” said Miss Dawkins, whose breath had not failed her in
-the least, “very wonderful, indeed! Only think, Mr. Damer, you might
-travel on for days and days, till days became months, through those
-interminable sands, and yet you would never come to the end of them. Is
-it not quite stupendous?”
-
-“Ah, yes, quite,--puff, puff”--said Mr. Damer striving to regain his
-breath.
-
-Mr. Damer was now at her disposal; weak and worn with toil and travel,
-out of breath, and with half his manhood gone; if ever she might prevail
-over him so as to procure from his mouth an assent to that Nile
-proposition, it would be now. And after all, that Nile proposition was
-the best one now before her. She did not quite like the idea of starting
-off across the Great Desert without any lady, and was not sure that she
-was prepared to be fallen in love with by M. Delabordeau, even if there
-should ultimately be any readiness on the part of that gentleman to
-perform the rôle of lover. With Mr. Ingram the matter was different, nor
-was she so diffident of her own charms as to think it altogether
-impossible that she might succeed, in the teeth of that little chit,
-Fanny Damer. That Mr. Ingram would join the party up the Nile she had
-very little doubt; and then, there would be one place left for her. She
-would thus, at any rate, become commingled with a most respectable
-family, who might be of material service to her.
-
-Thus actuated she commenced an earnest attack upon Mr. Damer.
-
-“Stupendous!” she said again, for she was fond of repeating favourite
-words. “What a wondrous race must have been those Egyptian kings of
-old!”
-
-“I dare say they were,” said Mr. Damer, wiping his brow as he sat upon a
-large loose stone, a fragment lying on the flat top of the Pyramid, one
-of those stones with which the complete apex was once made, or was once
-about to be made.
-
-“A magnificent race! so gigantic in their conceptions! Their ideas
-altogether overwhelm us poor, insignificant, latter-day mortals. They
-built these vast Pyramids; but for us, it is task enough to climb to
-their top.”
-
-“Quite enough,” ejaculated Mr. Damer.
-
-But Mr. Damer would not always remain weak and out of breath, and it was
-absolutely necessary for Miss Dawkins to hurry away from Cheops and his
-tomb, to Thebes and Karnac.
-
-“After seeing this it is impossible for any one with a spark of
-imagination to leave Egypt without going farther a-field.”
-
-Mr. Damer merely wiped his brow and grunted. This Miss Dawkins took as a
-signal of weakness, and went on with her task perseveringly.
-
-“For myself, I have resolved to go up, at any rate, as far as Asouan and
-the first cataract. I had thought of acceding to the wishes of a party
-who are going across the Great Desert by Mount Sinai to Jerusalem; but
-the kindness of yourself and Mrs. Damer is so great, and the prospect of
-joining in your boat is so pleasurable, that I have made up my mind to
-accept your very kind offer.”
-
-This, it will be acknowledged, was bold on the part of Miss Dawkins; but
-what will not audacity effect? To use the slang of modern language,
-cheek carries everything nowadays. And whatever may have been Miss
-Dawkins’s deficiencies, in this virtue she was not deficient.
-
-“I have made up my mind to accept your very kind offer,” she said,
-shining on Mr. Damer with her blandest smile.
-
-What was a stout, breathless, perspiring, middle-aged gentleman to do
-under such circumstances? Mr. Damer was a man who, in most matters, had
-his own way. That his wife should have given such an invitation without
-consulting him, was, he knew, quite impossible. She would as soon have
-thought of asking all those Arab guides to accompany them. Nor was it to
-be thought of that he should allow himself to be kidnapped into such an
-arrangement by the impudence of any Miss Dawkins. But there was, he
-felt, a difficulty in answering such a proposition from a young lady
-with a direct negative, especially while he was so scant of breath. So
-he wiped his brow again, and looked at her.
-
-“But I can only agree to this on one understanding,” continued Miss
-Dawkins, “and that is, that I am allowed to defray my own full share of
-the expense of the journey.”
-
-Upon hearing this Mr. Damer thought that he saw his way out of the wood.
-“Wherever I go, Miss Dawkins, I am always the paymaster myself,” and
-this he contrived to say with some sternness, palpitating though he
-still was; and the sternness which was deficient in his voice he
-endeavoured to put into his countenance.
-
-But he did not know Miss Dawkins. “Oh, Mr. Damer,” she said, and as she
-spoke her smile became almost blander than it was before; “oh, Mr.
-Damer, I could not think of suffering you to be so liberal; I could not,
-indeed. But I shall be quite content that you should pay everything, and
-let me settle with you in one sum afterwards.”
-
-Mr. Damer’s breath was now rather more under his own command. “I am
-afraid, Miss Dawkins,” he said, “that Mrs. Damer’s weak state of health
-will not admit of such an arrangement.”
-
-“What, about the paying?”
-
-“Not only as to that, but we are a family party, Miss Dawkins; and great
-as would be the benefit of your society to all of us, in Mrs. Damer’s
-present state of health, I am afraid--in short, you would not find it
-agreeable.--And therefore--” this he added, seeing that she was still
-about to persevere--“I fear that we must forego the advantage you
-offer.”
-
-And then, looking into his face, Miss Dawkins did perceive that even her
-audacity would not prevail.
-
-“Oh, very well,” she said, and moving from the stone on which she had
-been sitting, she walked off, carrying her head very high, to a corner
-of the Pyramid from which she could look forth alone towards the sands
-of Libya.
-
-In the mean time another little overture was being made on the top of
-the same Pyramid,--an overture which was not received quite in the same
-spirit. While Mr. Damer was recovering his breath for the sake of
-answering Miss Dawkins, Miss Damer had walked to the further corner of
-the square platform on which they were placed, and there sat herself
-down with her face turned towards Cairo. Perhaps it was not singular
-that Mr. Ingram should have followed her.
-
-This would have been very well if a dozen Arabs had not also followed
-them. But as this was the case, Mr. Ingram had to play his game under
-some difficulty. He had no sooner seated himself beside her than they
-came and stood directly in front of the seat, shutting out the view, and
-by no means improving the fragrance of the air around them.
-
-“And this, then, Miss Damer, will be our last excursion together,” he
-said, in his tenderest, softest tone.
-
-“De good Englishman will gib de poor Arab one little backsheish,” said
-an Arab, putting out his hand and shaking Mr. Ingram’s shoulder.
-
-“Yes, yes, yes; him gib backsheish,” said another.
-
-“Him berry good man,” said a third, putting up his filthy hand, and
-touching Mr. Ingram’s face.
-
-“And young lady berry good, too; she give backsheish to poor Arab.”
-
-“Yes,” said a fourth, preparing to take a similar liberty with Miss
-Damer.
-
-This was too much for Mr. Ingram. He had already used very positive
-language in his endeavour to assure his tormentors that they would not
-get a piastre from him. But this only changed their soft persuasions
-into threats. Upon hearing which, and upon seeing what the man attempted
-to do in his endeavour to get money from Miss Damer, he raised his
-stick, and struck first one and then the other as violently as he could
-upon their heads.
-
-Any ordinary civilised men would have been stunned by such blows, for
-they fell on the bare foreheads of the Arabs; but the objects of the
-American’s wrath merely skulked away; and the others, convinced by the
-only arguments which they understood, followed in pursuit of victims who
-might be less pugnacious.
-
-It is hard for a man to be at once tender and pugnacious--to be
-sentimental, while he is putting forth his physical strength with all
-the violence in his power. It is difficult, also, for him to be gentle
-instantly after having been in a rage. So he changed his tactics at the
-moment, and came to the point at once in a manner befitting his present
-state of mind.
-
-“Those vile wretches have put me in such a heat,” he said, “that I
-hardly know what I am saying. But the fact is this, Miss Damer, I cannot
-leave Cairo without knowing----. You understand what I mean, Miss
-Damer.”
-
-“Indeed I do not, Mr. Ingram; except that I am afraid you mean
-nonsense.”
-
-“Yes, you do; you know that I love you. I am sure you must know it. At
-any rate you know it now.”
-
-“Mr. Ingram, you should not talk in such a way.”
-
-“Why should I not? But the truth is, Fanny, I can talk in no other way.
-I do love you dearly. Can you love me well enough to go and be my wife
-in a country far away from your own?”
-
-Before she left the top of the Pyramid Fanny Damer had said that she
-would try.
-
-Mr. Ingram was now a proud and happy man, and seemed to think the steps
-of the Pyramid too small for his elastic energy. But Fanny feared that
-her troubles were to come. There was papa--that terrible bugbear on all
-such occasions. What would papa say? She was sure her papa would not
-allow her to marry and go so far away from her own family and country.
-For herself, she liked the Americans--always had liked them; so she
-said;--would desire nothing better than to live among them. But papa!
-And Fanny sighed as she felt that all the recognised miseries of a young
-lady in love were about to fall upon her.
-
-Nevertheless, at her lover’s instance, she promised, and declared, in
-twenty different loving phrases, that nothing on earth should ever make
-her false to her love or to her lover.
-
-“Fanny, where are you? Why are you not ready to come down?” shouted Mr.
-Damer, not in the best of tempers. He felt that he had almost been
-unkind to an unprotected female, and his heart misgave him. And yet it
-would have misgiven him more had he allowed himself to be entrapped by
-Miss Dawkins.
-
-“I am quite ready, papa,” said Fanny, running up to him--for it may be
-understood that there is quite room enough for a young lady to run on
-the top of the Pyramid.
-
-“I am sure I don’t know where you have been all the time,” said Mr.
-Damer; “and where are those two boys?”
-
-Fanny pointed to the top of the other Pyramid, and there they were,
-conspicuous with their red caps.
-
-“And M. Delabordeau?”
-
-“Oh! he has gone down, I think;--no, he is there with Miss Dawkins.”
-And in truth Miss Dawkins was leaning on his arm most affectionately, as
-she stooped over and looked down upon the ruins below her.
-
-“And where is that fellow, Ingram?” said Mr. Damer, looking about him.
-“He is always out of the way when he’s wanted.”
-
-To this Fanny said nothing. Why should she? She was not Mr. Ingram’s
-keeper.
-
-And then they all descended, each again with his proper number of Arabs
-to hurry and embarrass him; and they found Mrs. Damer at the bottom,
-like a piece of sugar covered with flies. She was heard to declare
-afterwards that she would not go to the Pyramids again, not if they were
-to be given to her for herself, as ornaments for her garden.
-
-The picnic lunch among the big stones at the foot of the Pyramid was not
-a very gay affair. Miss Dawkins talked more than any one else, being
-determined to show that she bore her defeat gallantly. Her conversation,
-however, was chiefly addressed to M. Delabordeau, and he seemed to think
-more of his cold chicken and ham than he did of her wit and attention.
-
-Fanny hardly spoke a word. There was her father before her and she could
-not eat, much less talk, as she thought of all that she would have to go
-through. What would he say to the idea of having an American for a
-son-in-law?
-
-Nor was Mr. Ingram very lively. A young man when he has been just
-accepted, never is so. His happiness under the present circumstances
-was, no doubt, intense, but it was of a silent nature.
-
-And then the interior of the building had to be visited. To tell the
-truth none of the party would have cared to perform this feat had it not
-been for the honour of the thing. To have come from Paris, New York, or
-London, to the Pyramids, and then not to have visited the very tomb of
-Cheops, would have shown on the part of all of them an indifference to
-subjects of interest which would have been altogether fatal to their
-character as travellers. And so a party for the interior was made up.
-
-Miss Damer when she saw the aperture through which it was expected that
-she should descend, at once declared for staying with her mother. Miss
-Dawkins, however, was enthusiastic for the journey. “Persons with so
-very little command over their nerves might really as well stay at
-home,” she said to Mr. Ingram, who glowered at her dreadfully for
-expressing such an opinion about his Fanny.
-
-This entrance into the Pyramids is a terrible task, which should be
-undertaken by no lady. Those who perform it have to creep down, and then
-to be dragged up, through infinite dirt, foul smells, and bad air; and
-when they have done it, they see nothing. But they do earn the
-gratification of saying that they have been inside a Pyramid.
-
-“Well, I’ve done that once,” said Mr. Damer, coming out, “and I do not
-think that any one will catch me doing it again. I never was in such a
-filthy place in my life.”
-
-“Oh, Fanny! I am so glad you did not go; I am sure it is not fit for
-ladies,” said poor Mrs. Damer, forgetful of her friend Miss Dawkins.
-
-“I should have been ashamed of myself,” said Miss Dawkins, bristling up,
-and throwing back her head as she stood, “if I had allowed any
-consideration to have prevented my visiting such a spot. If it be not
-improper for men to go there, how can it be improper for women?”
-
-“I did not say improper, my dear,” said Mrs. Damer, apologetically.
-
-“And as for the fatigue, what can a woman be worth who is afraid to
-encounter as much as I have now gone through for the sake of visiting
-the last resting-place of such a king as Cheops?” And Miss Dawkins, as
-she pronounced the last words, looked round her with disdain upon poor
-Fanny Damer.
-
-“But I meant the dirt,” said Mrs. Damer.
-
-“Dirt!” ejaculated Miss Dawkins, and then walked away. Why should she
-now submit her high tone of feeling to the Damers, or why care longer
-for their good opinion? Therefore she scattered contempt around her as
-she ejaculated the last word, “dirt.”
-
-And then the return home! “I know I shall never get there,” said Mrs.
-Damer, looking piteously up into her husband’s face.
-
-“Nonsense, my dear; nonsense; you must get there.” Mrs. Damer groaned,
-and acknowledged in her heart that she must,--either dead or alive.
-
-“And, Jefferson,” said Fanny, whispering--for there had been a moment
-since their descent in which she had been instructed to call him by his
-Christian name--“never mind talking to me going home. I will ride by
-mamma. Do you go with papa and put him in good humour; and if he says
-anything about the lords and the bishops, don’t you contradict him, you
-know.”
-
-What will not a man do for love? Mr. Ingram promised. And in this way
-they started; the two boys led the van; then came Mr. Damer and Mr.
-Ingram, unusually and unpatriotically acquiescent as to England’s
-aristocratic propensities; then Miss Dawkins riding, alas! alone; after
-her, M. Delabordeau, also alone,--the ungallant Frenchman! And the rear
-was brought up by Mrs. Damer and her daughter, flanked on each side by a
-dragoman, with a third dragoman behind them.
-
-And in this order they went back to Cairo, riding their donkeys, and
-crossing the ferry solemnly, and, for the most part, silently. Mr.
-Ingram did talk, as he had an important object in view,--that of putting
-Mr. Damer into a good humour.
-
-In this he succeeded so well that by the time they had remounted, after
-crossing the Nile, Mr. Damer opened his heart to his companion on the
-subject that was troubling him, and told him all about Miss Dawkins.
-
-“I don’t see why we should have a companion that we don’t like for eight
-or ten weeks, merely because it seems rude to refuse a lady.”
-
-“Indeed, I agree with you,” said Mr. Ingram; “I should call it
-weak-minded to give way in such a case.”
-
-“My daughter does not like her at all,” continued Mr. Damer.
-
-“Nor would she be a nice companion for Miss Damer; not according to my
-way of thinking,” said Mr. Ingram.
-
-“And as to my having asked her, or Mrs. Damer having asked her! Why, God
-bless my soul, it is pure invention on the woman’s part!”
-
-“Ha! ha! ha!” laughed Mr. Ingrain; “I must say she plays her game well;
-but then she is an old soldier, and has the benefit of experience.” What
-would Miss Dawkins have said had she known that Mr. Ingram called her an
-old soldier?
-
-“I don’t like the kind of thing at all,” said Mr. Damer, who was very
-serious upon the subject. “You see the position in which I am placed. I
-am forced to be very rude, or----”
-
-“I don’t call it rude at all.”
-
-“Disobliging, then; or else I must have all my comfort invaded and
-pleasure destroyed by, by, by----” And Mr. Damer paused, being at a loss
-for an appropriate name for Miss Dawkins.
-
-“By an unprotected female,” suggested Mr. Ingram.
-
-“Yes, just so. I am as fond of pleasant company as anybody; but then I
-like to choose it myself.”
-
-“So do I,” said Mr. Ingram, thinking of his own choice.
-
-“Now, Ingram, if you would join us, we should be delighted.”
-
-“Upon my word, sir, the offer is too flattering,” said Ingram,
-hesitatingly; for he felt that he could not undertake such a journey
-until Mr. Damer knew on what terms he stood with Fanny.
-
-“You are a terrible democrat,” said Mr. Damer, laughing; “but then, on
-that matter, you know, we could agree to differ.”
-
-“Exactly so,” said Mr. Ingram, who had not collected his thoughts or
-made up his mind as to what he had better say and do, on the spur of the
-moment.
-
-“Well, what do you say to it?” said Mr. Damer, encouragingly. But Ingram
-paused before he answered.
-
-“For Heaven’s sake, my dear fellow, don’t have the slightest hesitation
-in refusing, if you don’t like the plan.”
-
-“The fact is, Mr. Damer, I should like it too well.”
-
-“Like it too well?”
-
-“Yes, sir, and I may as well tell you now as later. I had intended this
-evening to have asked for your permission to address your daughter.”
-
-“God bless my soul!” said Mr. Damer, looking as though a totally new
-idea had now been opened to him.
-
-“And under these circumstances, I will now wait and see whether or no
-you will renew your offer.”
-
-“God bless my soul!” said Mr. Damer, again. It often does strike an old
-gentleman as very odd that any man should fall in love with his
-daughter, whom he has not ceased to look upon as a child. The case is
-generally quite different with mothers. They seem to think that every
-young man must fall in love with their girls.
-
-“And have you said anything to Fanny about this?” asked Mr. Damer.
-
-“Yes, sir, I have her permission to speak to you.”
-
-“God bless my soul!” said Mr. Damer; and by this time they had arrived
-at Shepheard’s Hotel.
-
-“Oh, mamma,” said Fanny, as soon as she found herself alone with her
-mother that evening, “I have something that I must tell you.”
-
-“Oh, Fanny, don’t tell me anything to-night, for I am a great deal too
-tired to listen.”
-
-“But oh, mamma, pray;--you must listen to this; indeed you must.” And
-Fanny knelt down at her mother’s knee, and looked beseechingly up into
-her face.
-
-“What is it, Fanny? You know that all my bones are sore, and I am so
-tired that I am almost dead.”
-
-“Mamma, Mr. Ingram has----”
-
-“Has what, my dear? has he done anything wrong?”
-
-“No, mamma: but he has;--he has proposed to me.” And Fanny, bursting
-into tears, hid her face in her mother’s lap.
-
-And thus the story was told on both sides of the house. On the next day,
-as a matter of course, all the difficulties and dangers of such a
-marriage as that which was now projected were insisted on by both father
-and mother. It was improper; it would cause a severing of the family not
-to be thought of; it would be an alliance of a dangerous nature, and not
-at all calculated to insure happiness; and, in short, it was impossible.
-On that day, therefore, they all went to bed very unhappy. But on the
-next day, as was also a matter of course, seeing that there were no
-pecuniary difficulties, the mother and father were talked over, and Mr.
-Ingram was accepted as a son-in-law. It need hardly be said that the
-offer of a place in Mr. Damer’s boat was again made, and that on this
-occasion it was accepted without hesitation.
-
-There was an American Protestant clergyman resident in Cairo, with whom,
-among other persons, Miss Dawkins had become acquainted. Upon this
-gentleman or upon his wife Miss Dawkins called a few days after the
-journey to the Pyramid, and finding him in his study, thus performed her
-duty to her neighbour,--
-
-“You know your countryman Mr. Ingram, I think?” said she.
-
-“Oh, yes; very intimately.”
-
-“If you have any regard for him, Mr. Burton,” such was the gentleman’s
-name, “I think you should put him on his guard.”
-
-“On his guard against what?” said Mr. Burton with a serious air, for
-there was something serious in the threat of impending misfortune as
-conveyed by Miss Dawkins.
-
-“Why,” said she, “those Damers, I fear, are dangerous people.”
-
-“Do you mean that they will borrow money of him?”
-
-“Oh, no; not that, exactly; but they are clearly setting their cap at
-him.”
-
-“Setting their cap at him?”
-
-“Yes; there is a daughter, you know; a little chit of a thing; and I
-fear Mr. Ingram may be caught before he knows where he is. It would be
-such a pity, you know. He is going up the river with them, I hear. That,
-in his place, is very foolish. They asked me, but I positively refused.”
-
-Mr. Burton remarked that “In such a matter as that Mr. Ingram would be
-perfectly able to take care of himself.”
-
-“Well, perhaps so; but seeing what was going on, I thought it my duty to
-tell you.” And so Miss Dawkins took her leave.
-
-Mr. Ingram did go up the Nile with the Damers, as did an old friend of
-the Damers who arrived from England. And a very pleasant trip they had
-of it. And, as far as the present historian knows, the two lovers were
-shortly afterwards married in England.
-
-Poor Miss Dawkins was left in Cairo for some time on her beam ends. But
-she was one of those who are not easily vanquished. After an interval of
-ten days she made acquaintance with an Irish family--having utterly
-failed in moving the hard heart of M. Delabordeau--and with these she
-proceeded to Constantinople. They consisted of two brothers and a
-sister, and were, therefore, very convenient for matrimonial purposes.
-But nevertheless, when I last heard of Miss Dawkins, she was still an
-unprotected female.
-
-
-
-
-THE CHATEAU OF PRINCE POLIGNAC.
-
-
-Few Englishmen or Englishwomen are intimately acquainted with the little
-town of Le Puy. It is the capital of the old province of Le Velay, which
-also is now but little known, even to French ears, for it is in these
-days called by the imperial name of the Department of the Haute Loire.
-It is to the south-east of Auvergne, and is nearly in the centre of the
-southern half of France.
-
-But few towns, merely as towns, can be better worth visiting. In the
-first place, the volcanic formation of the ground on which it stands is
-not only singular in the extreme, so as to be interesting to the
-geologist, but it is so picturesque as to be equally gratifying to the
-general tourist. Within a narrow valley there stand several rocks,
-rising up from the ground with absolute abruptness. Round two of these
-the town clusters, and a third stands but a mile distant, forming the
-centre of a faubourg, or suburb. These rocks appear to be, and I believe
-are, the harder particles of volcanic matter, which have not been
-carried away through successive ages by the joint agency of water and
-air.
-
-When the tide of lava ran down between the hills the surface left was no
-doubt on a level with the heads of these rocks; but here and there the
-deposit became harder than elsewhere, and these harder points have
-remained, lifting up their steep heads in a line through the valley.
-
-The highest of these is called the Rocher de Corneille. Round this and
-up its steep sides the town stands. On its highest summit there was an
-old castle; and there now is, or will be before these pages are printed,
-a colossal figure in bronze of the Virgin Mary, made from the cannon
-taken at Sebastopol. Half-way down the hill the cathedral is built, a
-singularly gloomy edifice,--Romanesque, as it is called, in its style,
-but extremely similar in its mode of architecture to what we know of
-Byzantine structures. But there has been no surface on the rock side
-large enough to form a resting-place for the church, which has
-therefore been built out on huge supporting piles, which form a porch
-below the west front; so that the approach is by numerous steps laid
-along the side of the wall below the church, forming a wondrous flight
-of stairs. Let all men who may find themselves stopping at Le Puy visit
-the top of these stairs at the time of the setting sun, and look down
-from thence through the framework of the porch on the town beneath, and
-at the hill-side beyond.
-
-Behind the church is the seminary of the priests, with its beautiful
-walks stretching round the Rocher de Corneille, and overlooking the town
-and valley below.
-
-Next to this rock, and within a quarter of a mile of it, is the second
-peak, called the Rock of the Needle. It rises narrow, sharp, and abrupt
-from the valley, allowing of no buildings on its sides. But on its very
-point has been erected a church sacred to St. Michael, that lover of
-rock summits, accessible by stairs cut from the stone. This,
-perhaps--this rock, I mean--is the most wonderful of the wonders which
-Nature has formed at Le Puy.
-
-Above this, at a mile’s distance, is the rock of Espailly, formed in the
-same way, and almost equally precipitous. On its summit is a castle,
-having its own legend, and professing to have been the residence of
-Charles VII., when little of France belonged to its kings but the
-provinces of Berry, Auvergne, and Le Velay. Some three miles farther up
-there is another volcanic rock, larger, indeed, but equally sudden in
-its spring,--equally remarkable as rising abruptly from the valley,--on
-which stands the castle and old family residence of the house of
-Polignac. It was lost by them at the Revolution, but was repurchased by
-the minister of Charles X., and is still the property of the head of the
-race.
-
-Le Puy itself is a small, moderate, pleasant French town, in which the
-language of the people has not the pure Parisian aroma, nor is the glory
-of the boulevards of the capital emulated in its streets. These are
-crooked, narrow, steep, and intricate, forming here and there excellent
-sketches for a lover of street picturesque beauty; but hurtful to the
-feet with their small, round-topped paving stones, and not always as
-clean as pedestrian ladies might desire.
-
-And now I would ask my readers to join me at the morning table d’hôte at
-the Hôtel des Ambassadeurs. It will of course be understood that this
-does not mean a breakfast in the ordinary fashion of England, consisting
-of tea or coffee, bread and butter, and perhaps a boiled egg. It
-comprises all the requisites for a composite dinner, excepting soup; and
-as one gets further south in France, this meal is called dinner. It is,
-however, eaten without any prejudice to another similar and somewhat
-longer meal at six or seven o’clock, which, when the above name is taken
-up by the earlier enterprise, is styled supper.
-
-The déjeûner, or dinner, at the Hôtel des Ambassadeurs, on the morning
-in question, though very elaborate, was not a very gay affair. There
-were some fourteen persons present, of whom half were residents in the
-town, men employed in some official capacity, who found this to be the
-cheapest, the most luxurious, and to them the most comfortable mode of
-living. They clustered together at the head of the table, and as they
-were customary guests at the house, they talked their little talk
-together--it was very little--and made the most of the good things
-before them. Then there were two or three commis-voyageurs, a chance
-traveller or two, and an English lady with a young daughter. The English
-lady sat next to one of the accustomed guests; but he, unlike the
-others, held converse with her rather than with them. Our story at
-present has reference only to that lady and to that gentleman.
-
-Place aux dames. We will speak first of the lady, whose name was Mrs.
-Thompson. She was, shall I say, a young woman of about thirty-six. In so
-saying, I am perhaps creating a prejudice against her in the minds of
-some readers, as they will, not unnaturally, suppose her, after such an
-announcement, to be in truth over forty. Any such prejudice will be
-unjust. I would have it believed that thirty-six was the outside, not
-the inside of her age. She was good-looking, lady-like, and considering
-that she was an Englishwoman, fairly well dressed. She was inclined to
-be rather full in her person, but perhaps not more so than is becoming
-to ladies at her time of life. She had rings on her fingers and a brooch
-on her bosom which were of some value, and on the back of her head she
-wore a jaunty small lace cap, which seemed to tell, in conjunction with
-her other appointments, that her circumstances were comfortable.
-
-The little girl who sat next to her was the youngest of her two
-daughters, and might be about thirteen years of age. Her name was
-Matilda, but infantine circumstances had invested her with the nickname
-of Mimmy, by which her mother always called her. A nice, pretty, playful
-little girl was Mimmy Thompson, wearing two long tails of plaited hair
-hanging behind her head, and inclined occasionally to be rather loud in
-her sport.
-
-Mrs. Thompson had another and an elder daughter, now some fifteen years
-old, who was at school in Le Puy; and it was with reference to her
-tuition that Mrs. Thompson had taken up a temporary residence at the
-Hôtel des Ambassadeurs in that town. Lilian Thompson was occasionally
-invited down to dine or breakfast at the inn, and was visited daily at
-her school by her mother.
-
-“When I’m sure that she’ll do, I shall leave her there, and go back to
-England,” Mrs. Thompson had said, not in the purest French, to the
-neighbour who always sat next to her at the table d’hôte, the gentleman,
-namely, to whom we have above alluded. But still she had remained at Le
-Puy a month, and did not go; a circumstance which was considered
-singular, but by no means unpleasant, both by the innkeeper and by the
-gentleman in question.
-
-The facts, as regarded Mrs. Thompson, were as follows:--She was the
-widow of a gentleman who had served for many years in the civil service
-of the East Indies, and who, on dying, had left her a comfortable income
-of--it matters not how many pounds, but constituting quite a sufficiency
-to enable her to live at her ease and educate her daughters.
-
-Her children had been sent home to England before her husband’s death,
-and after that event she had followed them; but there, though she was
-possessed of moderate wealth, she had no friends and few acquaintances,
-and after a little while she had found life to be rather dull. Her
-customs were not those of England, nor were her propensities English;
-therefore she had gone abroad, and having received some recommendation
-of this school at Le Puy, had made her way thither. As it appeared to
-her that she really enjoyed more consideration at Le Puy than had been
-accorded to her either at Torquay or Leamington, there she remained from
-day to day. The total payment required at the Hôtel des Ambassadeurs was
-but six francs daily for herself and three and a half for her little
-girl; and where else could she live with a better junction of economy
-and comfort? And then the gentleman who always sat next to her was so
-exceedingly civil!
-
-The gentleman’s name was M. Lacordaire. So much she knew, and had
-learned to call him by his name very frequently. Mimmy, too, was quite
-intimate with M. Lacordaire; but nothing more than his name was known of
-him. But M. Lacordaire carried a general letter of recommendation in his
-face, manner, gait, dress, and tone of voice. In all these respects
-there was nothing left to be desired; and, in addition to this, he was
-decorated, and wore the little red ribbon of the Legion of Honour,
-ingeniously twisted into the shape of a small flower.
-
-M. Lacordaire might be senior in age to Mrs. Thompson by about ten
-years, nor had he about him any of the airs or graces of a would-be
-young man. His hair, which he wore very short, was grizzled, as was also
-the small pretence of a whisker which came down about as far as the
-middle of his ear; but the tuft on his chin was still brown, without a
-gray hair. His eyes were bright and tender, his voice was low and soft,
-his hands were very white, his clothes were always new and well fitting,
-and a better-brushed hat could not be seen out of Paris, nor perhaps in
-it.
-
-Now, during the weeks which Mrs. Thompson had passed at Le Puy, the
-acquaintance which she had formed with M. Lacordaire had progressed
-beyond the prolonged meals in the salle à manger. He had occasionally
-sat beside her evening table as she took her English cup of tea in her
-own room, her bed being duly screened off in its distant niche by
-becoming curtains; and then he had occasionally walked beside her, as he
-civilly escorted her to the lions of the place; and he had once
-accompanied her, sitting on the back seat of a French voiture, when she
-had gone forth to see something of the surrounding country.
-
-On all such occasions she had been accompanied by one of her daughters,
-and the world of Le Puy had had nothing material to say against her. But
-still the world of Le Puy had whispered a little, suggesting that M.
-Lacordaire knew very well what he was about. But might not Mrs. Thompson
-also know as well what she was about? At any rate, everything had gone
-on very pleasantly since the acquaintance had been made. And now, so
-much having been explained, we will go back to the elaborate breakfast
-at the Hôtel des Ambassadeurs.
-
-Mrs. Thompson, holding Mimmy by the hand, walked into the room some few
-minutes after the last bell had been rung, and took the place which was
-now hers by custom. The gentlemen who constantly frequented the house
-all bowed to her, but M. Lacordaire rose from his seat and offered her
-his hand.
-
-“And how is Mees Meemy this morning?” said he; for ’twas thus he always
-pronounced her name.
-
-Miss Mimmy, answering for herself, declared that she was very well, and
-suggested that M. Lacordaire should give her a fig from off a dish that
-was placed immediately before him on the table. This M. Lacordaire did,
-presenting it very elegantly between his two fingers, and making a
-little bow to the little lady as he did so.
-
-“Fie, Mimmy!” said her mother; “why do you ask for the things before the
-waiter brings them round?”
-
-“But, mamma,” said Mimmy, speaking English, “M. Lacordaire always gives
-me a fig every morning.”
-
-“M. Lacordaire always spoils you, I think,” answered Mrs. Thompson, in
-French. And then they went thoroughly to work at their breakfast. During
-the whole meal M. Lacordaire attended assiduously to his neighbour; and
-did so without any evil result, except that one Frenchman with a black
-moustache, at the head of the table, trod on the toe of another
-Frenchman with another black moustache--winking as he made the
-sign--just as M. Lacordaire, having selected a bunch of grapes, put it
-on Mrs. Thompson’s plate with infinite grace. But who among us all is
-free from such impertinences as these?
-
-“But madame really must see the château of Prince Polignac before she
-leaves Le Puy,” said M. Lacordaire.
-
-“The château of who?” asked Mimmy, to whose young ears the French words
-were already becoming familiar.
-
-“Prince Polignac, my dear. Well, I really don’t know, M. Lacordaire;--I
-have seen a great deal of the place already, and I shall be going now
-very soon; probably in a day or two,” said Mrs. Thompson.
-
-“But madame must positively see the château,” said M. Lacordaire, very
-impressively; and then after a pause he added, “If madame will have the
-complaisance to commission me to procure a carriage for this afternoon,
-and will allow me the honour to be her guide, I shall consider myself
-one of the most fortunate of men.”
-
-“Oh, yes, mamma, do go,” said Mimmy, clapping her hands. “And it is
-Thursday, and Lilian can go with us.”
-
-“Be quiet, Mimmy, do. Thank you, no, M. Lacordaire. I could not go
-to-day; but I am extremely obliged by your politeness.”
-
-M. Lacordaire still pressed the matter, and Mrs. Thompson still declined
-till it was time to rise from the table. She then declared that she did
-not think it possible that she should visit the château before she left
-Le Puy; but that she would give him an answer at dinner.
-
-The most tedious time in the day to Mrs. Thompson were the two hours
-after breakfast. At one o’clock she daily went to the school, taking
-Mimmy, who for an hour or two shared her sister’s lessons. This and her
-little excursions about the place, and her shopping, managed to make
-away with her afternoon. Then in the evening, she generally saw
-something of M. Lacordaire. But those two hours after breakfast were
-hard of killing.
-
-On this occasion, when she gained her own room, she as usual placed
-Mimmy on the sofa with a needle. Her custom then was to take up a novel;
-but on this morning she sat herself down in her arm-chair, and resting
-her head upon her hand and elbow, began to turn over certain
-circumstances in her mind.
-
-“Mamma,” said Mimmy, “why won’t you go with M. Lacordaire to that place
-belonging to the prince? Prince--Polly something, wasn’t it?”
-
-“Mind your work, my dear,” said Mrs. Thompson.
-
-“But I do so wish you’d go, mamma. What was the prince’s name?”
-
-“Polignac.”
-
-“Mamma, ain’t princes very great people?”
-
-“Yes, my dear; sometimes.”
-
-“Is Prince Polly-nac like our Prince Alfred?”
-
-“No, my dear; not at all. At least, I suppose not.”
-
-“Is his mother a queen?”
-
-“No, my dear.”
-
-“Then his father must be a king?”
-
-“No, my dear. It is quite a different thing here. Here in France they
-have a great many princes.”
-
-“Well, at any rate I should like to see a prince’s château; so I do hope
-you’ll go.” And then there was a pause. “Mamma, could it come to pass,
-here in France, that M. Lacordaire should ever be a prince?”
-
-“M. Lacordaire a prince! No; don’t talk such nonsense, but mind your
-work.”
-
-“Isn’t M. Lacordaire a very nice man? Ain’t you very fond of him?”
-
-To this question Mrs. Thompson made no answer.
-
-“Mamma,” continued Mimmy, after a moment’s pause, “won’t you tell me
-whether you are fond of M. Lacordaire? I’m quite sure of this,--that
-he’s very fond of you.”
-
-“What makes you think that?” asked Mrs. Thompson, who could not bring
-herself to refrain from the question.
-
-“Because he looks at you in that way, mamma, and squeezes your hand.”
-
-“Nonsense, child,” said Mrs. Thompson; “hold your tongue. I don’t know
-what can have put such stuff into your head.”
-
-“But he does, mamma,” said Mimmy, who rarely allowed her mother to put
-her down.
-
-Mrs. Thompson made no further answer, but again sat with her head
-resting on her hand. She also, if the truth must be told, was thinking
-of M. Lacordaire and his fondness for herself. He had squeezed her hand
-and he had looked into her face. However much it may have been nonsense
-on Mimmy’s part to talk of such things, they had not the less absolutely
-occurred. Was it really the fact that M. Lacordaire was in love with
-her?
-
-And if so, what return should she, or could she make to such a passion?
-He had looked at her yesterday, and squeezed her hand to-day. Might it
-not be probable that he would advance a step further to-morrow? If so,
-what answer would she be prepared to make to him?
-
-She did not think--so she said to herself--that she had any particular
-objection to marrying again. Thompson had been dead now for four years,
-and neither his friends, nor her friends, nor the world could say she
-was wrong on that score. And as to marrying a Frenchman, she could not
-say she felt within herself any absolute repugnance to doing that. Of
-her own country, speaking of England as such, she, in truth, knew but
-little--and perhaps cared less. She had gone to India almost as a child,
-and England had not been specially kind to her on her return. She had
-found it dull and cold, stiff, and almost ill-natured. People there had
-not smiled on her and been civil as M. Lacordaire had done. As far as
-England and Englishmen were considered she saw no reason why she should
-not marry M. Lacordaire.
-
-And then, as regarded the man; could she in her heart say that she was
-prepared to love, honour, and obey M. Lacordaire? She certainly knew no
-reason why she should not do so. She did not know much of him, she said
-to herself at first; but she knew as much, she said afterwards, as she
-had known personally of Mr. Thompson before their marriage. She had
-known, to be sure, what was Mr. Thompson’s profession and what his
-income; or, if not, some one else had known for her. As to both these
-points she was quite in the dark as regarded M. Lacordaire.
-
-Personally, she certainly did like him, as she said to herself more than
-once. There was a courtesy and softness about him which were very
-gratifying to her; and then, his appearance was so much in his favour.
-He was not very young, she acknowledged; but neither was she young
-herself. It was quite evident that he was fond of her children, and that
-he would be a kind and affectionate father to them. Indeed, there was
-kindness in all that he did.
-
-Should she many again,--and she put it to herself quite
-hypothetically,--she would look for no romance in such a second
-marriage. She would be content to sit down in a quiet home, to the tame
-dull realities of life, satisfied with the companionship of a man who
-would be kind and gentle to her, and whom she could respect and esteem.
-Where could she find a companion with whom this could be more safely
-anticipated than with M. Lacordaire?
-
-And so she argued the question within her own breast in a manner not
-unfriendly to that gentleman. That there was as yet one great hindrance
-she at once saw; but then that might be remedied by a word. She did not
-know what was his income or his profession. The chambermaid, whom she
-had interrogated, had told her that he was a “marchand.” To merchants,
-generally, she felt that she had no objection. The Barings and the
-Rothschilds were merchants, as was also that wonderful man at Bombay,
-Sir Hommajee Bommajee, who was worth she did not know how many thousand
-lacs of rupees.
-
-That it would behove her, on her own account and that of her daughters,
-to take care of her own little fortune in contracting any such
-connection, that she felt strongly. She would never so commit herself as
-to put security in that respect out of her power. But then she did not
-think that M. Lacordaire would ever ask her to do so; at any rate, she
-was determined on this, that there should never be any doubt on that
-matter; and as she firmly resolved on this, she again took up her book,
-and for a minute or two made an attempt to read.
-
-“Mamma,” said Mimmy, “will M. Lacordaire go up to the school to see
-Lilian when you go away from this?”
-
-“Indeed, I cannot say, my dear. If Lilian is a good girl, perhaps he may
-do so now and then.”
-
-“And will he write to you and tell you how she is?”
-
-“Lilian can write for herself; can she not?”
-
-“Oh yes; I suppose she can; but I hope M. Lacordaire will write too. We
-shall come back here some day; shan’t we, mamma?”
-
-“I cannot say, my dear.”
-
-“I do so hope we shall see M. Lacordaire again. Do you know what I was
-thinking, mamma?”
-
-“Little girls like you ought not to think,” said Mrs. Thompson, walking
-slowly out of the room to the top of the stairs and back again; for she
-had felt the necessity of preventing Mimmy from disclosing any more of
-her thoughts. “And now, my dear, get yourself ready, and we will go up
-to the school.”
-
-Mrs. Thompson always dressed herself with care, though not in especially
-fine clothes, before she went down to dinner at the table d’hôte; but on
-this occasion she was more than usually particular. She hardly explained
-to herself why she did this; but, nevertheless, as she stood before the
-glass, she did in a certain manner feel that the circumstances of her
-future life might perhaps depend on what might be said and done that
-evening. She had not absolutely decided whether or no she would go to
-the Prince’s château; but if she did go----. Well, if she did; what
-then? She had sense enough, as she assured herself more than once, to
-regulate her own conduct with propriety in any such emergency.
-
-During the dinner, M. Lacordaire conversed in his usual manner, but said
-nothing whatever about the visit to Polignac. He was very kind to Mimmy,
-and very courteous to her mother, but did not appear to be at all more
-particular than usual. Indeed, it might be a question whether he was not
-less so. As she had entered the room Mrs. Thompson had said to herself
-that, perhaps, after all, it would be better that there should be
-nothing more thought about it; but before the four of five courses were
-over, she was beginning to feel a little disappointed.
-
-And now the fruit was on the table, after the consumption of which it
-was her practice to retire. It was certainly open to her to ask M.
-Lacordaire to take tea with her that evening, as she had done on former
-occasions; but she felt that she must not do this now, considering the
-immediate circumstances of the case. If any further steps were to be
-taken, they must be taken by him, and not by her;--or else by Mimmy,
-who, just as her mother was slowly consuming her last grapes, ran round
-to the back of M. Lacordaire’s chair, and whispered something into his
-ear. It may be presumed that Mrs. Thompson did not see the intention of
-the movement in time to arrest it, for she did nothing till the
-whispering had been whispered; and then she rebuked the child, bade her
-not to be troublesome, and with more than usual austerity in her voice,
-desired her to get herself ready to go up stairs to their chamber.
-
-As she spoke she herself rose from her chair, and made her final little
-bow to the table, and her other final little bow and smile to M.
-Lacordaire; but this was certain to all who saw it, that the smile was
-not as gracious as usual.
-
-As she walked forth, M. Lacordaire rose from his chair--such being his
-constant practice when she left the table; but on this occasion he
-accompanied her to the door.
-
-“And has madame decided,” he asked, “whether she will permit me to
-accompany her to the château?”
-
-“Well, I really don’t know,” said Mrs. Thompson.
-
-“Mees Meemy,” continued M. Lacordaire, “is very anxious to see the rock,
-and I may perhaps hope that Mees Lilian would be pleased with such a
-little excursion. As for myself----” and then M. Lacordaire put his hand
-upon his heart in a manner that seemed to speak more plainly than he had
-ever spoken.
-
-“Well, if the children would really like it, and--as you are so very
-kind,” said Mrs. Thompson; and so the matter was conceded.
-
-“To-morrow afternoon?” suggested M. Lacordaire. But Mrs. Thompson fixed
-on Saturday, thereby showing that she herself was in no hurry for the
-expedition.
-
-“Oh, I am so glad!” said Mimmy, when they had re-entered their own room.
-“Mamma, do let me tell Lilian myself when I go up to the school
-to-morrow!”
-
-But mamma was in no humour to say much to her child on this subject at
-the present moment. She threw herself back on her sofa in perfect
-silence, and began to reflect whether she would like to sign her name in
-future as Fanny Lacordaire, instead of Fanny Thompson. It certainly
-seemed as though things were verging towards such a necessity. A
-marchand! But a marchand of what? She had an instinctive feeling that
-the people in the hotel were talking about her and M. Lacordaire, and
-was therefore more than ever averse to asking any one a question.
-
-As she went up to the school the next afternoon, she walked through more
-of the streets of Le Puy than was necessary, and in every street she
-looked at the names which she saw over the doors of the more respectable
-houses of business. But she looked in vain. It might be that M.
-Lacordaire was a marchand of so specially high a quality as to be under
-no necessity to put up his name at all. Sir Hommajee Bommajee’s name did
-not appear over any door in Bombay;--at least, she thought not.
-
-And then came the Saturday morning. “We shall be ready at two,” she
-said, as she left the breakfast-table; “and perhaps you would not mind
-calling for Lilian on the way.”
-
-M. Lacordaire would be delighted to call anywhere for anybody on behalf
-of Mrs. Thompson; and then, as he got to the door of the salon, he
-offered her his hand. He did so with so much French courtesy that she
-could not refuse it, and then she felt that his purpose was more tender
-than ever it had been. And why not, if this was the destiny which Fate
-had prepared for her?
-
-Mrs. Thompson would rather have got into the carriage at any other spot
-in Le Puy than at that at which she was forced to do so--the chief
-entrance, namely, of the Hôtel des Ambassadeurs. And what made it worse
-was this, that an appearance of a special fête was given to the
-occasion. M. Lacordaire was dressed in more than his Sunday best. He had
-on new yellow kid gloves. His coat, if not new, was newer than any Mrs.
-Thompson had yet observed, and was lined with silk up to the very
-collar. He had on patent leather boots, which glittered, as Mrs.
-Thompson thought, much too conspicuously. And as for his hat, it was
-quite evident that it was fresh that morning from the maker’s block.
-
-In this costume, with his hat in his hand, he stood under the great
-gateway of the hotel, ready to hand Mrs. Thompson into the carriage.
-This would have been nothing if the landlord and landlady had not been
-there also, as well as the man-cook, and the four waiters, and the fille
-de chambre. Two or three other pair of eyes Mrs. Thompson also saw, as
-she glanced round, and then Mimmy walked across the yard in her best
-clothes with a fête-day air about her for which her mother would have
-liked to have whipped her.
-
-But what did it matter? If it was written in the book that she should
-become Madame Lacordaire, of course the world would know that there must
-have been some preparatory love-making. Let them have their laugh; a
-good husband would not be dearly purchased at so trifling an expense.
-And so they sallied forth with already half the ceremony of a wedding.
-
-Mimmy seated herself opposite to her mother, and M. Lacordaire also sat
-with his back to the horses, leaving the second place of honour for
-Lilian. “Pray make yourself comfortable, M. Lacordaire, and don’t mind
-her,” said Mrs. Thompson. But he was firm in his purpose of civility,
-perhaps making up his mind that when he should in truth stand in the
-place of papa to the young lady, then would be his time for having the
-back seat in the carriage.
-
-Lilian, also in her best frock, came down the school-steps, and three of
-the school teachers came with her. It would have added to Mrs.
-Thompson’s happiness at that moment if M. Lacordaire would have kept
-his polished boots out of sight, and put his yellow gloves into his
-pocket.
-
-And then they started. The road from Le Puy to Polignac is nearly all up
-hill; and a very steep bill it is, so that there was plenty of time for
-conversation. But the girls had it nearly all to themselves. Mimmy
-thought that she had never found. M. Lacordaire so stupid; and Lilian
-told her sister on the first safe opportunity that occurred, that it
-seemed very much as though they were all going to church.
-
-“And do any of the Polignac people ever live at this place?” asked Mrs.
-Thompson, by way of making conversation; in answer to which M.
-Lacordaire informed madame that the place was at present only a ruin;
-and then there was again silence till they found themselves under the
-rock, and were informed by the driver that the rest of the ascent must
-be made on foot.
-
-The rock now stood abrupt and precipitous above their heads. It was
-larger in its circumference and with much larger space on its summit
-than those other volcanic rocks in and close to the town; but then at
-the same time it was higher from the ground, and quite as inaccessible,
-except by the single path which led up to the château.
-
-M. Lacordaire, with conspicuous gallantry, first assisted Mrs. Thompson
-from the carriage, and then handed down the two young ladies. No lady
-could have been so difficult to please as to complain of him, and yet
-Mrs. Thompson thought that he was not as agreeable as usual. Those
-horrid boots and those horrid gloves gave him such an air of holiday
-finery that neither could he be at his ease wearing them, nor could she,
-in seeing them worn.
-
-They were soon taken in hand by the poor woman whose privilege it was to
-show the ruins. For a little distance they walked up the path in single
-file; not that it was too narrow to accommodate two, but M. Lacordaire’s
-courage had not yet been screwed to a point which admitted of his
-offering his arm to the widow. For in France, it must be remembered,
-that this means more than it does in some other countries.
-
-Mrs. Thompson felt that all this was silly and useless. If they were not
-to be dear friends this coming out fêting together, those boots and
-gloves and new hat were all very foolish; and if they were, the sooner
-they understood each other the better. So Mrs. Thompson, finding that
-the path was steep and the weather warm, stood still for a while leaning
-against the wall, with a look of considerable fatigue in her face.
-
-“Will madame permit me the honour of offering her my arm?” said M.
-Lacordaire. “The road is so extraordinarily steep for madame to climb.”
-
-Mrs. Thompson did permit him the honour, and so they went on till they
-reached the top.
-
-The view from the summit was both extensive and grand, but neither
-Lilian nor Mimmy were much pleased with the place. The elder sister, who
-had talked over the matter with her school companions, expected a fine
-castle with turrets, battlements, and romance; and the other expected a
-pretty smiling house, such as princes, in her mind, ought to inhabit.
-
-Instead of this they found an old turret, with steps so broken that M.
-Lacordaire did not care to ascend them, and the ruined walls of a
-mansion, in which nothing was to be seen but the remains of an enormous
-kitchen chimney.
-
-“It was the kitchen of the family,” said the guide.
-
-“Oh,” said Mrs. Thompson.
-
-“And this,” said the woman, taking them into the next ruined
-compartment, “was the kitchen of monsieur et madame.”
-
-“What! two kitchens?” exclaimed Lilian, upon which M. Lacordaire
-explained that the ancestors of the Prince de Polignac had been very
-great people, and had therefore required culinary performances on a
-great scale.
-
-And then the woman began to chatter something about an oracle of Apollo.
-There was, she said, a hole in the rock, from which in past times,
-perhaps more than a hundred years ago, the oracle used to speak forth
-mysterious words.
-
-“There,” she said, pointing to a part of the rock at some distance, “was
-the hole. And if the ladies would follow her to a little outhouse which
-was just beyond, she would show them the huge stone mouth out of which
-the oracle used to speak.”
-
-Lilian and Mimmy both declared at once for seeing the oracle, but Mrs.
-Thompson expressed her determination to remain sitting where she was
-upon the turf. So the guide started off with the young ladies; and will
-it be thought surprising that M. Lacordaire should have remained alone
-by the side of Mrs. Thompson?
-
-It must be now or never, Mrs. Thompson felt; and as regarded M.
-Lacordaire, he probably entertained some idea of the same kind. Mrs.
-Thompson’s inclinations, though they had never been very strong in the
-matter, were certainly in favour of the “now.” M. Lacordaire’s
-inclinations were stronger. He had fully and firmly made up his mind in
-favour of matrimony; but then he was not so absolutely in favour of the
-“now.” Mrs. Thompson’s mind, if one could have read it, would have shown
-a great objection to shilly-shallying, as she was accustomed to call it.
-But M. Lacordaire, were it not for the danger which might thence arise,
-would have seen no objection to some slight further procrastination. His
-courage was beginning, perhaps, to ooze out from his fingers’ ends.
-
-“I declare that those girls have scampered away ever so far,” said Mrs.
-Thompson.
-
-“Would madame wish that I should call them back?” said M. Lacordaire,
-innocently.
-
-“Oh, no, dear children! let them enjoy themselves; it will be a pleasure
-to them to run about the rock, and I suppose they will be safe with that
-woman?”
-
-“Oh, yes, quite safe,” said M. Lacordaire; and then there was another
-little pause.
-
-Mrs. Thompson was sitting on a broken fragment of a stone just outside
-the entrance to the old family kitchen, and M. Lacordaire was standing
-immediately before her. He had in his hand a little cane with which he
-sometimes slapped his boots and sometimes poked about among the rubbish.
-His hat was not quite straight on his head, having a little jaunty twist
-to one side, with reference to which, by-the-bye, Mrs. Thompson then
-resolved that she would make a change, should ever the gentleman become
-her own property. He still wore his gloves, and was very smart; but it
-was clear to see that he was not at his ease.
-
-“I hope the heat does not incommode you,” he said after a few moments’
-silence. Mrs. Thompson declared that it did not, that she liked a good
-deal of heat, and that, on the whole, she was very well where she was.
-She was afraid, however, that she was detaining M. Lacordaire, who might
-probably wish to be moving about upon the rock. In answer to which M.
-Lacordaire declared that he never could be so happy anywhere as in her
-close vicinity.
-
-“You are too good to me,” said Mrs. Thompson, almost sighing. “I don’t
-know what my stay here would have been without your great kindness.”
-
-“It is madame that has been kind to me,” said M. Lacordaire, pressing
-the handle of his cane against his heart.
-
-There was then another pause, after which Mrs. Thompson said that that
-was all his French politeness; that she knew that she had been very
-troublesome to him, but that she would now soon be gone; and that then,
-in her own country, she would never forget his great goodness.
-
-“Ah, madame!” said M. Lacordaire; and, as he said it, much more was
-expressed in his face than in his words. But, then, you can neither
-accept nor reject a gentleman by what he says in his face. He blushed,
-too, up to his grizzled hair, and, turning round, walked a step or two
-away from the widow’s seat, and back again.
-
-Mrs. Thompson the while sat quite still. The displaced fragment, lying,
-as it did, near a corner of the building, made not an uncomfortable
-chair. She had only to be careful that she did not injure her hat or
-crush her clothes, and throw in a word here and there to assist the
-gentleman, should occasion permit it.
-
-“Madame!” said M. Lacordaire, on his return from a second little walk.
-
-“Monsieur!” replied Mrs. Thompson, perceiving that M. Lacordaire paused
-in his speech.
-
-“Madame,” he began again, and then, as he again paused, Mrs. Thompson
-looked up to him very sweetly; “madame, what I am going to say will, I
-am afraid, seem to evince by far too great audacity on my part.”
-
-Mrs. Thompson may, perhaps, have thought that, at the present moment,
-audacity was not his fault. She replied, however, that she was quite
-sure that monsieur would say nothing that was in any way unbecoming
-either for him to speak or for her to hear.
-
-“Madame, may I have ground to hope that such may be your sentiments
-after I have spoken! Madame”--and now he went down, absolutely on his
-knees, on the hard stones; and Mrs. Thompson, looking about into the
-distance, almost thought that she saw the top of the guide’s
-cap--“Madame, I have looked forward to this opportunity as one in which
-I may declare for you the greatest passion that I have ever yet felt.
-Madame, with all my heart and soul I love you. Madame, I offer to you
-the homage of my heart, my hand, the happiness of my life, and all that
-I possess in this world;” and then, taking her hand gracefully between
-his gloves, he pressed his lips against the tips of her fingers.
-
-If the thing was to be done, this way of doing it was, perhaps, as good
-as any other. It was one, at any rate, which left no doubt whatever as
-to the gentleman’s intentions. Mrs. Thompson, could she have had her
-own way, would not have allowed her lover of fifty to go down upon his
-knees, and would have spared him much of the romance of his declaration.
-So also would she have spared him his yellow gloves and his polished
-boots. But these were a part of the necessity of the situation, and
-therefore she wisely took them as matters to be passed over with
-indifference. Seeing, however, that M. Lacordaire still remained on his
-knees, it was necessary that she should take some step toward raising
-him, especially as her two children and the guide would infallibly he
-upon them before long.
-
-“M. Lacordaire,” she said, “you surprise me greatly; but pray get up.”
-
-“But will madame vouchsafe to give me some small ground for hope?”
-
-“The girls will be here directly, M. Lacordaire; pray get up. I can talk
-to you much better if you will stand up, or sit down on one of these
-stones.”
-
-M. Lacordaire did as he was bid; he got up, wiped the knees of his
-pantaloons with his handkerchief, sat down beside her, and then pressed
-the handle of his cane to his heart.
-
-“You really have so surprised me that I hardly know how to answer you,”
-said Mrs. Thompson. “Indeed, I cannot bring myself to imagine that you
-are in earnest.”
-
-“Ah, madame, do not be so cruel! How can I have lived with you so long,
-sat beside you for so many days, without having received your image into
-my heart? I am in earnest! Alas! I fear too much in earnest!” And then
-he looked at her with all his eyes, and sighed with all his strength.
-
-Mrs. Thompson’s prudence told her that it would be well to settle the
-matter, in one way or the other, as soon as possible. Long periods of
-love-making were fit for younger people than herself and her future
-possible husband. Her object would be to make him comfortable if she
-could, and that he should do the same for her, if that also were
-possible. As for lookings and sighings and pressings of the hand, she
-had gone through all that some twenty years since in India, when
-Thompson had been young, and she was still in her teens.
-
-“But, M. Lacordaire, there are so many things to be considered. There! I
-hear the children coming! Let us walk this way for a minute.” And they
-turned behind a wall which placed them out of sight, and walked on a few
-paces till they reached a parapet, which stood on the uttermost edge of
-the high rock. Leaning upon this they continued their conversation.
-
-“There are so many things to be considered,” said Mrs. Thompson again.
-
-“Yes, of course,” said M. Lacordaire. “But my one great consideration is
-this;--that I love madame to distraction.”
-
-“I am very much flattered; of course, any lady would so feel. But, M.
-Lacordaire----”
-
-“Madame, I am all attention. But, if you would deign to make me happy,
-say that one word, ‘I love you!’” M. Lacordaire, as he uttered these
-words, did not look, as the saying is, at his best. But Mrs. Thompson
-forgave him. She knew that elderly gentlemen under such circumstances do
-not look at their best.
-
-“But if I consented to--to--to such an arrangement, I could only do so
-on seeing that it would be beneficial--or, at any rate, not
-injurious--to my children; and that it would offer to ourselves a fair
-promise of future happiness.”
-
-“Ah, madame; it would be the dearest wish of my heart to be a second
-father to those two young ladies; except, indeed----” and then M.
-Lacordaire stopped the flow of his speech.
-
-“In such matters it is so much the best to be explicit at once,” said
-Mrs. Thompson.
-
-“Oh, yes; certainly! Nothing can be more wise that madame.”
-
-“And the happiness of a household depends so much on money.”
-
-“Madame!”
-
-“Let me say a word or two, Monsieur Lacordaire. I have enough for myself
-and my children; and, should I every marry again, I should not, I hope,
-be felt as a burden by my husband; but it would, of course, be my duty
-to know what were his circumstances before I accepted him. Of yourself,
-personally, I have seen nothing that I do not like.”
-
-“Oh, madame!”
-
-“But as yet I know nothing of your circumstances.”
-
-M. Lacordaire, perhaps, did feel that Mrs. Thompson’s prudence was of a
-strong, masculine description; but he hardly liked her the less on this
-account. To give him his due he was not desirous of marrying her solely
-for her money’s sake. He also wished for a comfortable home, and
-proposed to give as much as he got; only he had been anxious to wrap up
-the solid cake of this business in a casing of sugar of romance. Mrs.
-Thompson would not have the sugar; but the cake might not be the worse
-on that account.
-
-“No, madame, not as yet; but they shall all be made open and at your
-disposal,” said M. Lacordaire; and Mrs. Thompson bowed approvingly.
-
-“I am in business,” continued M. Lacordaire; “and my business gives me
-eight thousand francs a year.”
-
-“Four times eight are thirty-two,” said Mrs. Thompson to herself;
-putting the francs into pounds sterling, in the manner that she had
-always found to be the readiest. Well, so far the statement was
-satisfactory. An income of three hundred and twenty pounds a year from
-business, joined to her own, might do very well. She did not in the
-least suspect M. Lacordaire of being false, and so far the matter
-sounded well.
-
-“And what is the business?” she asked, in a tone of voice intended to be
-indifferent, but which nevertheless showed that she listened anxiously
-for an answer to her question.
-
-They were both standing with their arms upon the wall, looking down upon
-the town of Le Puy; but they had so stood that each could see the
-other’s countenance as they talked. Mrs. Thompson could now perceive
-that M. Lacordaire became red in the face, as he paused before answering
-her. She was near to him, and seeing his emotion gently touched his arm
-with her hand. This she did to reassure him, for she saw that he was
-ashamed of having to declare that he was a tradesman. As for herself,
-she had made up her mind to bear with this, if she found, as she felt
-sure she would find, that the trade was one which would not degrade
-either him or her. Hitherto, indeed,--in her early days,--she had looked
-down on trade; but of what benefit had her grand ideas been to her when
-she had returned to England? She had tried her hand at English genteel
-society, and no one had seemed to care for her. Therefore, she touched
-his arm lightly with her fingers that she might encourage him.
-
-He paused for a moment, as I have said, and became red; and then feeling
-that he had shown some symptoms of shame--and feeling also, probably,
-that it was unmanly in him to do so, he shook himself slightly, raised
-his head up somewhat more proudly than was his wont, looked her full in
-the face with more strength of character than she had yet seen him
-assume; and then, declared his business.
-
-“Madame,” he said, in a very audible, but not in a loud voice,
-“madame--je suis tailleur.” And having so spoken, he turned slightly
-from her and looked down over the valley towards Le Puy.
-
- * * * * *
-
-There was nothing more said upon the subject as they drove down from the
-rock of Polignac back to the town. Immediately on receiving the
-announcement, Mrs. Thompson found that she had no answer to make. She
-withdrew her hand--and felt at once that she had received a blow. It was
-not that she was angry with M. Lacordaire for being a tailor; nor was
-she angry with him in that, being a tailor, he had so addressed her. But
-she was surprised, disappointed, and altogether put beyond her ease. She
-had, at any rate, not expected this. She had dreamed of his being a
-banker; thought that, perhaps, he might have been a wine merchant; but
-her idea had never gone below a jeweller or watchmaker. When those words
-broke upon her ear, “Madame, je suis tailleur,” she had felt herself to
-be speechless.
-
-But the words had not been a minute spoken when Lilian and Mimmy ran up
-to their mother. “Oh, mamma,” said Lilian, “we thought you were lost; we
-have searched for you all over the château.”
-
-“We have been sitting very quietly here, my dear, looking at the view,”
-said Mrs. Thompson.
-
-“But, mamma, I do wish you’d see the mouth of the oracle. It is so
-large, and so round, and so ugly. I put my arm into it all the way,”
-said Mimmy.
-
-But at the present moment her mamma felt no interest in the mouth of the
-oracle; and so they all walked down together to the carriage. And,
-though the way was steep, Mrs. Thompson managed to pick her steps
-without the assistance of an arm; nor did M. Lacordaire presume to offer
-it.
-
-The drive back to town was very silent. Mrs. Thompson did make one or
-two attempts at conversation, but they were not effectual. M. Lacordaire
-could not speak at his ease till this matter was settled, and he already
-had begun to perceive that his business was against him. Why is it that
-the trade of a tailor should be less honourable than that of a
-haberdasher, or even a grocer?
-
-They sat next each other at dinner, as usual; and here, as all eyes were
-upon them, they both made a great struggle to behave in their accustomed
-way. But even in this they failed. All the world of the Hôtel des
-Ambassadeurs knew that M. Lacordaire had gone forth to make an offer to
-Mrs. Thompson, and all that world, therefore, was full of speculation.
-But all the world could make nothing of it. M. Lacordaire did look like
-a rejected man, but Mrs. Thompson did not look like the woman who had
-rejected him. That the offer had been made--in that everybody agreed,
-from the senior habitué of the house who always sat at the head of the
-table, down to the junior assistant garçon. But as to reading the
-riddle, there was no accord among them.
-
-When the dessert was done, Mrs. Thompson, as usual, withdrew, and M.
-Lacordaire, as usual, bowed as he stood behind his own chair. He did
-not, however, attempt to follow her.
-
-But when she reached the door she called him. He was at her side in a
-moment, and then she whispered in his ear--
-
-“And I, also--I will be of the same business.”
-
-When M. Lacordaire regained the table the senior habitué, the junior
-garçon, and all the intermediate ranks of men at the Hôtel des
-Ambassadeurs knew that they might congratulate him.
-
-Mrs. Thompson had made a great struggle; but, speaking for myself, I am
-inclined to think that she arrived at last at a wise decision.
-
-
-
-
-AARON TROW.
-
-
-I would wish to declare, at the beginning of this story, that I shall
-never regard that cluster of islets which we call Bermuda as the
-Fortunate Islands of the ancients. Do not let professional geographers
-take me up, and say that no one has so accounted them, and that the
-ancients have never been supposed to have gotten themselves so far
-westwards. What I mean to assert is this--that, had any ancient been
-carried thither by enterprise or stress of weather, he would not have
-given those islands so good a name. That the Neapolitan sailors of King
-Alonzo should have been wrecked here, I consider to be more likely. The
-vexed Bermoothes is a good name for them. There is no getting in or out
-of them without the greatest difficulty, and a patient, slow navigation,
-which is very heart-rending. That Caliban should have lived here I can
-imagine; that Ariel would have been sick of the place is certain; and
-that Governor Prospero should have been willing to abandon his
-governorship, I conceive to have been only natural. When one regards the
-present state of the place, one is tempted to doubt whether any of the
-governors have been conjurors since his days.
-
-Bermuda, as all the world knows, is a British colony at which we
-maintain a convict establishment. Most of our outlying convict
-establishments have been sent back upon our hands from our colonies, but
-here one is still maintained. There is also in the islands a strong
-military fortress, though not a fortress looking magnificent to the eyes
-of civilians, as do Malta and Gibraltar. There are also here some six
-thousand white people and some six thousand black people, eating,
-drinking, sleeping, and dying.
-
-The convict establishment is the most notable feature of Bermuda to a
-stranger, but it does not seem to attract much attention from the
-regular inhabitants of the place. There is no intercourse between the
-prisoners and the Bermudians. The convicts are rarely seen by them, and
-the convict islands are rarely visited. As to the prisoners themselves,
-of course it is not open to them--or should not be open to them--to have
-intercourse with any but the prison authorities.
-
-There have, however, been instances in which convicts have escaped from
-their confinement, and made their way out among the islands. Poor
-wretches! As a rule, there is but little chance for any that can so
-escape. The whole length of the cluster is but twenty miles, and the
-breadth is under four. The prisoners are, of course, white men, and the
-lower orders of Bermuda, among whom alone could a runagate have any
-chance of hiding himself, are all negroes; so that such a one would be
-known at once. Their clothes are all marked. Their only chance of a
-permanent escape would be in the hold of an American ship; but what
-captain of an American or other ship would willingly encumber himself
-with an escaped convict? But, nevertheless, men have escaped; and in one
-instance, I believe, a convict got away, so that of him no further
-tidings were ever heard.
-
-For the truth of the following tale I will not by any means vouch. If
-one were to inquire on the spot one might probably find that the ladies
-all believe it, and the old men; that all the young men know exactly how
-much of it is false and how much true; and that the steady, middle-aged,
-well-to-do islanders are quite convinced that it is romance from
-beginning to end. My readers may range themselves with the ladies, the
-young men, or the steady, well-to-do, middle-aged islanders, as they
-please.
-
-Some years ago, soon after the prison was first established on its
-present footing, three men did escape from it, and among them a certain
-notorious prisoner named Aaron Trow. Trow’s antecedents in England had
-not been so villanously bad as those of many of his fellow-convicts,
-though the one offence for which he was punished had been of a deep dye:
-he had shed man’s blood. At a period of great distress in a
-manufacturing town he had led men on to riot, and with his own hand had
-slain the first constable who had endeavoured to do his duty against
-him. There had been courage in the doing of the deed, and probably no
-malice; but the deed, let its moral blackness have been what it might,
-had sent him to Bermuda, with a sentence against him of penal servitude
-for life. Had he been then amenable to prison discipline,--even then,
-with such a sentence against him as that,--he might have won his way
-back, after the lapse of years, to the children, and perhaps, to the
-wife, that he had left behind him; but he was amenable to no rules--to
-no discipline. His heart was sore to death with an idea of injury, and
-he lashed himself against the bars of his cage with a feeling that it
-would be well if he could so lash himself till he might perish in his
-fury.
-
-And then a day came in which an attempt was made by a large body of
-convicts, under his leadership, to get the better of the officers of the
-prison. It is hardly necessary to say that the attempt failed. Such
-attempts always fail. It failed on this occasion signally, and Trow,
-with two other men, were condemned to be scourged terribly, and then
-kept in solitary confinement for some lengthened term of months. Before,
-however, the day of scourging came, Trow and his two associates had
-escaped.
-
-I have not the space to tell how this was effected, nor the power to
-describe the manner. They did escape from the establishment into the
-islands, and though two of them were taken after a single day’s run at
-liberty, Aaron Trow had not been yet retaken even when a week was over.
-When a month was over he had not been retaken, and the officers of the
-prison began to say that he had got away from them in a vessel to the
-States. It was impossible, they said, that he should have remained in
-the islands and not been discovered. It was not impossible that he might
-have destroyed himself, leaving his body where it had not yet been
-found. But he could not have lived on in Bermuda during that month’s
-search. So, at least, said the officers of the prison. There was,
-however, a report through the islands that he had been seen from time to
-time; that he had gotten bread from the negroes at night, threatening
-them with death if they told of his whereabouts; and that all the
-clothes of the mate of a vessel had been stolen while the man was
-bathing, including a suit of dark blue cloth, in which suit of clothes,
-or in one of such a nature, a stranger had been seen skulking about the
-rocks near St. George. All this the governor of the prison affected to
-disbelieve, but the opinion was becoming very rife in the islands that
-Aaron Trow was still there.
-
-A vigilant search, however, is a task of great labour, and cannot be
-kept up for ever. By degrees it was relaxed. The warders and gaolers
-ceased to patrol the island roads by night, and it was agreed that Aaron
-Trow was gone, or that he would be starved to death, or that he would in
-time be driven to leave such traces of his whereabouts as must lead to
-his discovery; and this at last did turn out to be the fact.
-
-There is a sort of prettiness about these islands which, though it never
-rises to the loveliness of romantic scenery, is nevertheless attractive
-in its way. The land breaks itself into little knolls, and the sea runs
-up, hither and thither, in a thousand creeks and inlets; and then, too,
-when the oleanders are in bloom, they give a wonderfully bright colour
-to the landscape. Oleanders seem to be the roses of Bermuda, and are
-cultivated round all the villages of the better class through the
-islands. There are two towns, St. George and Hamilton, and one main
-high-road, which connects them; but even this high-road is broken by a
-ferry, over which every vehicle going from St. George to Hamilton must
-be conveyed. Most of the locomotion in these parts is done by boats, and
-the residents look to the sea, with its narrow creeks, as their best
-highway from their farms to their best market. In those days--and those
-days were not very long since--the building of small ships was their
-chief trade, and they valued their land mostly for the small scrubby
-cedar-trees with which this trade was carried on.
-
-As one goes from St. George to Hamilton the road runs between two seas;
-that to the right is the ocean; that on the left is an inland creek,
-which runs up through a large portion of the islands, so that the land
-on the other side of it is near to the traveller. For a considerable
-portion of the way there are no houses lying near the road, and there is
-one residence, some way from the road, so secluded that no other house
-lies within a mile of it by land. By water it might probably be reached
-within half a mile. This place was called Crump Island, and here lived,
-and had lived for many years, an old gentleman, a native of Bermuda,
-whose business it had been to buy up cedar wood and sell it to the
-ship-builders at Hamilton. In our story we shall not have very much to
-do with old Mr. Bergen, but it will be necessary to say a word or two
-about his house.
-
-It stood upon what would have been an island in the creek, had not a
-narrow causeway, barely broad enough for a road, joined it to that
-larger island on which stands the town of St. George. As the main road
-approaches the ferry it runs through some rough, hilly, open ground,
-which on the right side towards the ocean has never been cultivated. The
-distance from the ocean here may, perhaps, be a quarter of a mile, and
-the ground is for the most part covered with low furze. On the left of
-the road the land is cultivated in patches, and here, some half mile or
-more from the ferry, a path turns away to Crump Island. The house cannot
-be seen from the road, and, indeed, can hardly be seen at all, except
-from the sea. It lies, perhaps, three furlongs from the high road, and
-the path to it is but little used, as the passage to and from it is
-chiefly made by water.
-
-Here, at the time of our story, lived Mr. Bergen, and here lived Mr.
-Bergen’s daughter. Miss Bergen was well known at St. George’s as a
-steady, good girl, who spent her time in looking after her father’s
-household matters, in managing his two black maid-servants and the black
-gardener, and who did her duty in that sphere of life to which she had
-been called. She was a comely, well-shaped young woman, with a sweet
-countenance, rather large in size, and very quiet in demeanour. In her
-earlier years, when young girls usually first bud forth into womanly
-beauty, the neighbours had not thought much of Anastasia Bergen, nor had
-the young men of St. George been wont to stay their boats under the
-window of Crump Cottage in order that they might listen to her voice or
-feel the light of her eye; but slowly, as years went by, Anastasia
-Bergen became a woman that a man might well love; and a man learned to
-love her who was well worthy of a woman’s heart. This was Caleb Morton,
-the Presbyterian, minister of St. George; and Caleb Morton had been
-engaged to marry Miss Bergen for the last two years past, at the period
-of Aaron Trow’s escape from prison.
-
-Caleb Morton was not a native of Bermuda, but had been sent thither by
-the synod of his church from Nova Scotia. He was a tall, handsome man,
-at this time of some thirty years of age, of a presence which might
-almost have been called commanding. He was very strong, but of a
-temperament which did not often give him opportunity to put forth his
-strength; and his life had been such that neither he nor others knew of
-what nature might be his courage. The greater part of his life was spent
-in preaching to some few of the white people around him, and in teaching
-as many of the blacks as he could get to hear him. His days were very
-quiet, and had been altogether without excitement until he had met with
-Anastasia Bergen. It will suffice for us to say that he did meet her,
-and that now, for two years past, they had been engaged as man and wife.
-
-Old Mr. Bergen, when he heard of the engagement, was not well pleased at
-the information. In the first place, his daughter was very necessary to
-him, and the idea of her marrying and going away had hardly as yet
-occurred to him; and then he was by no means inclined to part with any
-of his money. It must not be presumed that he had amassed a fortune by
-his trade in cedar wood. Few tradesmen in Bermuda do, as I imagine,
-amass fortunes. Of some few hundred pounds he was possessed, and these,
-in the course of nature, would go to his daughter when he died; but he
-had no inclination to hand any portion of them over to his daughter
-before they did go to her in the course of nature. Now, the income which
-Caleb Morton earned as a Presbyterian clergyman was not large, and,
-therefore, no day had been fixed as yet for his marriage with Anastasia.
-
-But, though the old man had been from the first averse to the match, his
-hostility had not been active. He had not forbidden Mr. Morton his
-house, or affected to be in any degree angry because his daughter had a
-lover. He had merely grumbled forth an intimation that those who marry
-in haste repent at leisure,--that love kept nobody warm if the pot did
-not boil; and that, as for him, it was as much as he could do to keep
-his own pot boiling at Crump Cottage. In answer to this Anastasia said
-nothing. She asked him for no money, but still kept his accounts,
-managed his household, and looked patiently forward for better days.
-
-Old Mr. Bergen himself spent much of his time at Hamilton, where he had
-a woodyard with a couple of rooms attached to it. It was his custom to
-remain here three nights of the week, during which Anastasia was left
-alone at the cottage; and it happened by no means seldom that she was
-altogether alone, for the negro whom they called the gardener would go
-to her father’s place at Hamilton, and the two black girls would crawl
-away up to the road, tired with the monotony of the sea at the cottage.
-Caleb had more than once told her that she was too much alone, but she
-had laughed at him, saying that solitude in Bermuda was not dangerous.
-Nor, indeed, was it; for the people are quiet and well-mannered, lacking
-much energy, but being, in the same degree, free from any propensity to
-violence.
-
-“So you are going,” she said to her lover, one evening, as he rose from
-the chair on which he had been swinging himself at the door of the
-cottage which looks down over the creek of the sea. He had sat there for
-an hour talking to her as she worked, or watching her as she moved about
-the place. It was a beautiful evening, and the sun had been falling to
-rest with almost tropical glory before his feet. The bright oleanders
-were red with their blossoms all around him, and he had thoroughly
-enjoyed his hour of easy rest. “So you are going,” she said to him, not
-putting her work out of her hand as he rose to depart.
-
-“Yes; and it is time for me to go. I have still work to do before I can
-get to bed. Ah, well; I suppose the day will come at last when I need
-not leave you as soon as my hour of rest is over.”
-
-“Come; of course it will come. That is, if your reverence should choose
-to wait for it another ten years or so.”
-
-“I believe you would not mind waiting twenty years.”
-
-“Not if a certain friend of mine would come down and see me of evenings
-when I’m alone after the day. It seems to me that I shouldn’t mind
-waiting as long as I had that to look for.”
-
-“You are right not to be impatient,” he said to her, after a pause, as
-he held her hand before he went. “Quite right. I only wish I could
-school myself to be as easy about it.”
-
-“I did not say I was easy,” said Anastasia. “People are seldom easy in
-this world, I take it. I said I could be patient. Do not look in that
-way, as though you pretended that you were dissatisfied with me. You
-know that I am true to you, and you ought to be very proud of me.”
-
-“I am proud of you, Anastasia----” on hearing which she got up and
-courtesied to him. “I am proud of you; so proud of you that I feel you
-should not be left here all alone, with no one to help you if you were
-in trouble.”
-
-“Women don’t get into trouble as men do, and do not want any one to help
-them. If you were alone in the house you would have to go to bed without
-your supper, because you could not make a basin of boiled milk ready for
-your own meal. Now, when your reverence has gone, I shall go to work and
-have my tea comfortably.” And then he did go, bidding God bless her as
-he left her. Three hours after that he was disturbed in his own lodgings
-by one of the negro girls from the cottage rushing to his door, and
-begging him in Heaven’s name to come down to the assistance of her
-mistress.
-
-When Morton left her, Anastasia did not proceed to do as she had said,
-and seemed to have forgotten her evening meal. She had been working
-sedulously with her needle during all that last conversation; but when
-her lover was gone, she allowed the work to fall from her hands, and sat
-motionless for awhile, gazing at the last streak of colour left by the
-setting sun; but there was no longer a sign of its glory to be traced in
-the heavens around her. The twilight in Bermuda is not long and enduring
-as it is with us, though the daylight does not depart suddenly, leaving
-the darkness of night behind it without any intermediate time of
-warning, as is the case farther south, down among the islands of the
-tropics. But the soft, sweet light of the evening had waned and gone,
-and night had absolutely come upon her, while Anastasia was still seated
-before the cottage with her eyes fixed upon the white streak of
-motionless sea which was still visible through the gloom. She was
-thinking of him, of his ways of life, of his happiness, and of her duty
-towards him. She had told him, with her pretty feminine falseness, that
-she could wait without impatience; but now she said to herself that it
-would not be good for him to wait longer. He lived alone and without
-comfort, working very hard for his poor pittance, and she could see, and
-feel, and understand that a companion in his life was to him almost a
-necessity. She would tell her father that all this must be brought to an
-end. She would not ask him for money, but she would make him understand
-that her services must, at any rate in part, be transferred. Why should
-not she and Morton still live at the cottage when they were married? And
-so thinking, and at last resolving, she sat there till the dark night
-fell upon her.
-
-She was at last disturbed by feeling a man’s hand upon her shoulder. She
-jumped from her chair and faced him,--not screaming, for it was
-especially within her power to control herself, and to make no utterance
-except with forethought. Perhaps it might have been better for her had
-she screamed, and sent a shrill shriek down the shore of that inland
-sea. She was silent, however, and with awe-struck face and outstretched
-hands gazed into the face of him who still held her by the shoulder. The
-night was dark; but her eyes were now accustomed to the darkness, and
-she could see indistinctly something of his features. He was a low-sized
-man, dressed in a suit of sailor’s blue clothing, with a rough cap of
-hair on his head, and a beard that had not been clipped for many weeks.
-His eyes were large, and hollow, and frightfully bright, so that she
-seemed to see nothing else of him; but she felt the strength of his
-fingers as he grasped her tighter and more tightly by the arm.
-
-“Who are you?” she said, after a moment’s pause.
-
-“Do you know me?” he asked.
-
-“Know you! No.” But the words were hardly out of her mouth before it
-struck her that the man was Aaron Trow, of whom every one in Bermuda had
-been talking.
-
-“Come into the house,” he said, “and give me food.” And he still held
-her with his hand as though he would compel her to follow him.
-
-She stood for a moment thinking what she would say to him; for even
-then, with that terrible man standing close to her in the darkness, her
-presence of mind did not desert her. “Surely,” she said, “I will give
-you food if you are hungry. But take your hand from me. No man would lay
-his hands on a woman.”
-
-“A woman!” said the stranger. “What does the starved wolf care for that?
-A woman’s blood is as sweet to him as that of a man. Come into the
-house, I tell you.” And then she preceded him through the open door into
-the narrow passage, and thence to the kitchen. There she saw that the
-back door, leading out on the other side of the house, was open, and she
-knew that he had come down from the road and entered on that side. She
-threw her eyes around, looking for the negro girls; but they were away,
-and she remembered that there was no human being within sound of her
-voice but this man who had told her that he was as a wolf thirsty after
-her blood!
-
-“Give me food at once,” he said.
-
-“And will you go if I give it you?” she asked.
-
-“I will knock out your brains if you do not,” he replied, lifting from
-the grate a short, thick poker which lay there. “Do as I bid you at
-once. You also would be like a tiger if you had fasted for two days, as
-I have done.”
-
-She could see, as she moved across the kitchen, that he had already
-searched there for something that he might eat, but that he had searched
-in vain. With the close economy common among his class in the islands,
-all comestibles were kept under close lock and key in the house of Mr.
-Bergen. Their daily allowance was given day by day to the negro
-servants, and even the fragments were then gathered up and locked away
-in safety. She moved across the kitchen to the accustomed cupboard,
-taking the keys from her pocket, and he followed close upon her. There
-was a small oil lamp hanging from the low ceiling which just gave them
-light to see each other. She lifted her hand to this to take it from its
-hook, but he prevented her. “No, by Heaven!” he said, “you don’t touch
-that till I’ve done with it. There’s light enough for you to drag out
-your scraps.”
-
-She did drag out her scraps and a bowl of milk, which might hold perhaps
-a quart. There was a fragment of bread, a morsel of cold potato-cake,
-and the bone of a leg of kid. “And is that all?” said he. But as he
-spoke he fleshed his teeth against the bone as a dog would have done.
-
-“It is the best I have,” she said; “I wish it were better, and you
-should have had it without violence, as you have suffered so long from
-hunger.”
-
-“Bah! Better; yes! You would give the best no doubt, and set the hell
-hounds on my track the moment I am gone. I know how much I might expect
-from your charity.”
-
-“I would have fed you for pity’s sake,” she answered.
-
-“Pity! Who are you, that you should dare to pity me! By ----, my young
-woman, it is I that pity you. I must cut your throat unless you give me
-money. Do you know that?”
-
-“Money! I have got no money.”
-
-“I’ll make you have some before I go. Come; don’t move till I have
-done.” And as he spoke to her he went on tugging at the bone, and
-swallowing the lumps of stale bread. He had already finished the bowl of
-milk, “And, now,” said he, “tell me who I am.”
-
-“I suppose you are Aaron Trow,” she answered, very slowly.
-
-He said nothing on hearing this, but continued his meal, standing close
-to her so that she might not possibly escape from him out into the
-darkness. Twice or thrice in those few minutes she made up her mind to
-make such an attempt, feeling that it would be better to leave him in
-possession of the house, and make sure, if possible, of her own life.
-There was no money there; not a dollar! What money her father kept in
-his possession was locked up in his safe at Hamilton. And might he not
-keep to his threat, and murder her, when he found that she could give
-him nothing? She did not tremble outwardly, as she stood there watching
-him as he ate, but she thought how probable it might be that her last
-moments were very near. And yet she could scrutinise his features, form,
-and garments, so as to carry away in her mind a perfect picture of them.
-Aaron Trow--for of course it was the escaped convict--was not a man of
-frightful, hideous aspect. Had the world used him well, giving him when
-he was young ample wages and separating him from turbulent spirits, he
-also might have used the world well; and then women would have praised
-the brightness of his eye and the manly vigour of his brow. But things
-had not gone well with him. He had been separated from the wife he had
-loved, and the children who had been raised at his knee,--separated by
-his own violence; and now, as he had said of himself, he was a wolf
-rather than a man. As he stood there satisfying the craving of his
-appetite, breaking up the large morsels of food, he was an object very
-sad to be seen. Hunger had made him gaunt and yellow, he was squalid
-with the dirt of his hidden lair, and he had the look of a beast;--that
-look to which men fall when they live like the brutes of prey, as
-outcasts from their brethren. But still there was that about his brow
-which might have redeemed him,--which might have turned her horror into
-pity, had he been willing that it should be so.
-
-“And now give me some brandy,” he said.
-
-There was brandy in the house,--in the sitting-room which was close at
-their hand, and the key of the little press which held it was in her
-pocket. It was useless, she thought, to refuse him; and so she told him
-that there was a bottle partly full, but that she must go to the next
-room to fetch it him.
-
-“We’ll go together, my darling,” he said. “There’s nothing like good
-company.” And he again put his hand upon her arm as they passed into the
-family sitting-room.
-
-“I must take the light,” she said. But he unhooked it himself, and
-carried it in his own hand.
-
-Again she went to work without trembling. She found the key of the side
-cupboard, and unlocking the door, handed him a bottle which might
-contain about half-a-pint of spirits. “And is that all?” he said.
-
-“There is a full bottle here,” she answered, handing him another; “but
-if you drink it, you will be drunk, and they will catch you.”
-
-“By Heavens, yes; and you would be the first to help them; would you
-not?”
-
-“Look here,” she answered. “If you will go now, I will not say a word to
-any one of your coming, nor set them on your track to follow you. There,
-take the full bottle with you. If you will go, you shall be safe from
-me.”
-
-“What, and go without money!”
-
-“I have none to give you. You may believe me when I say so. I have not a
-dollar in the house.”
-
-Before he spoke again he raised the half empty bottle to his mouth, and
-drank as long as there was a drop to drink. “There,” said he, putting
-the bottle down, “I am better after that. As to the other, you are
-right, and I will take it with me. And now, young woman, about the
-money?”
-
-“I tell you that I have not a dollar.”
-
-“Look here,” said he, and he spoke now in a softer voice, as though he
-would be on friendly terms with her. “Give me ten sovereigns, and I will
-go. I know you have it, and with ten sovereigns it is possible that I
-may save my life. You are good, and would not wish that a man should die
-so horrid a death. I know you are good. Come, give me the money.” And he
-put his hands up, beseeching her, and looked into her face with
-imploring eyes.
-
-“On the word of a Christian woman I have not got money to give you,” she
-replied.
-
-“Nonsense?” And as he spoke he took her by the arm and shook her. He
-shook her violently so that he hurt her, and her breath for a moment was
-all but gone from her. “I tell you you must make dollars before I leave
-you, or I will so handle you that it would have been better for you to
-coin your very blood.”
-
-“May God help me at my need,” she said, “as I have not above a few penny
-pieces in the house.”
-
-“And you expect me to believe that! Look here! I will shake the teeth
-out of your head, but I will have it from you.” And he did shake her
-again, using both his hands and striking her against the wall.
-
-“Would you--murder me?” she said, hardly able now to utter the words.
-
-“Murder you, yes; why not? I cannot be worse than I am, were I to murder
-you ten times over. But with money I may possibly be better.”
-
-“I have it not.”
-
-“Then I will do worse than murder you. I will make you such an object
-that all the world shall loathe to look on you.” And so saying he took
-her by the arm and dragged her forth from the wall against which she had
-stood.
-
-Then there came from her a shriek that was heard far down the shore of
-that silent sea, and away across to the solitary houses of those living
-on the other side,--a shriek, very sad, sharp, and prolonged,--which
-told plainly to those who heard it of woman’s woe when in her extremest
-peril. That sound was spoken of in Bermuda for many a day after that, as
-something which had been terrible to hear. But then, at that moment, as
-it came wailing through the dark, it sounded as though it were not
-human. Of those who heard it, not one guessed from whence it came, nor
-was the hand of any brother put forward to help that woman at her need.
-
-“Did you hear that?” said the young wife to her husband, from the far
-side of the arm of the sea.
-
-“Hear it! Oh Heaven, yes! Whence did it come?” The young wife could not
-say from whence it came, but clung close to her husband’s breast,
-comforting herself with the knowledge that that terrible sorrow was not
-hers.
-
-But aid did come at last, or rather that which seemed as aid. Long and
-terrible was the fight between that human beast of prey and the poor
-victim which had fallen into his talons. Anastasia Bergen was a strong,
-well-built woman, and now that the time had come to her when a struggle
-was necessary, a struggle for life, for honour, for the happiness of
-him who was more to her than herself, she fought like a tigress attacked
-in her own lair. At such a moment as this she also could become wild and
-savage as the beast of the forest. When he pinioned her arms with one of
-his, as he pressed her down upon the floor, she caught the first joint
-of the forefinger of his other hand between her teeth till he yelled in
-agony, and another sound was heard across the silent water. And then,
-when one hand was loosed in the struggle, she twisted it through his
-long hair, and dragged back his head till his eyes were nearly starting
-from their sockets. Anastasia Bergen had hitherto been a sheer woman,
-all feminine in her nature. But now the foam came to her mouth, and fire
-sprang from her eyes, and the muscles of her body worked as though she
-had been trained to deeds of violence. Of violence, Aaron Trow had known
-much in his rough life, but never had he combated with harder antagonist
-than her whom he now held beneath his breast.
-
-“By ---- I will put an end to you,” he exclaimed, in his wrath, as he
-struck her violently across the face with his elbow. His hand was
-occupied, and he could not use it for a blow, but, nevertheless, the
-violence was so great that the blood gushed from her nostrils, while the
-back of her head was driven with violence against the floor. But she did
-not lose her hold of him. Her hand was still twined closely through his
-thick hair, and in every move he made she clung to him with all her
-might. “Leave go my hair,” he shouted at her, but she still kept her
-hold, though he again dashed her head against the floor.
-
-There was still light in the room, for when he first grasped her with
-both his hands, he had put the lamp down on a small table. Now they were
-rolling on the floor together, and twice he had essayed to kneel on her
-that he might thus crush the breath from her body, and deprive her
-altogether of her strength; but she had been too active for him, moving
-herself along the ground, though in doing so she dragged him with her.
-But by degrees he got one hand at liberty, and with that he pulled a
-clasp knife out of his pocket and opened it. “I will cut your head off
-if you do not let go my hair,” he said. But still she held fast by him.
-He then stabbed at her arm, using his left hand and making short,
-ineffectual blows. Her dress partly saved her, and partly also the
-continual movement of all her limbs; but, nevertheless, the knife
-wounded her. It wounded her in several places about the arm, covering
-them both with blood;--but still she hung on. So close was her grasp in
-her agony, that, as she afterwards found, she cut the skin of her own
-hands with her own nails. Had the man’s hair been less thick or strong,
-or her own tenacity less steadfast, he would have murdered her before
-any interruption could have saved her.
-
-And yet he had not purposed to murder her, or even, in the first
-instance, to inflict on her any bodily harm. But he had been determined
-to get money. With such a sum of money as he had named, it might, he
-thought, be possible for him to win his way across to America. He might
-bribe men to hide him in the hold of a ship, and thus there might be for
-him, at any rate, a possibility of escape. That there must be money in
-the house he had still thought when first he laid hands on the poor
-woman; and then, when the struggle had once begun, when he had felt her
-muscles contending with his, the passion of the beast was aroused within
-him, and he strove against her as he would have striven against a dog.
-But yet, when the knife was in his hand, he had not driven it against
-her heart.
-
-Then suddenly, while they were yet rolling on the floor, there was a
-sound of footsteps in the passage. Aaron Trow instantly leaped to his
-feet, leaving his victim on the ground, with huge lumps of his thick
-clotted hair in her hand. Thus, and thus only, could he have liberated
-himself from her grasp. He rushed at the door, and there he came against
-the two negro servant-girls who had returned down to their kitchen from
-the road on which they had been straying. Trow, as he half saw them in
-the dark, not knowing how many there might be, or whether there was a
-man among them, rushed through them, upsetting one scared girl in his
-passage. With the instinct and with the timidity of a beast, his impulse
-now was to escape, and he hurried away back to the road and to his lair,
-leaving the three women together in the cottage. Poor wretch! As he
-crossed the road, not skulking in his impotent haste, but running at his
-best, another pair of eyes saw him, and when the search became hot after
-him, it was known that his hiding-place was not distant.
-
-It was some time before any of the women were able to act, and when some
-step was taken, Anastasia was the first to take it. She had not
-absolutely swooned, but the reaction, after the violence of her efforts,
-was so great, that for some minutes she had been unable to speak. She
-had risen from the floor when Trow left her, and had even followed him
-to the door; but since that she had fallen back into her father’s old
-arm-chair, and there sat gasping not only for words, but for breath
-also. At last she bade one of the girls to run into St. George, and beg
-Mr. Morton to come to her aid. The girl would not stir without her
-companion; and even then, Anastasia, covered as she was with blood, with
-dishevelled hair, and her clothes half torn from her body, accompanied
-them as far as the road. There they found a negro lad still hanging
-about the place, and he told them that he had seen the man cross the
-road, and run down over the open ground towards the rocks of the
-sea-coast. “He must be there,” said the lad, pointing in the direction
-of a corner of the rocks; “unless he swim across the mouth of the
-ferry.” But the mouth of that ferry is an arm of the sea, and it was not
-probable that a man would do that when he might have taken the narrow
-water by keeping on the other side of the road.
-
-At about one that night Caleb Morton reached the cottage breathless with
-running, and before a word was spoken between them, Anastasia had fallen
-on his shoulder and had fainted. As soon as she was in the arms of her
-lover, all her power had gone from her. The spirit and passion of the
-tiger had gone, and she was again a weak woman shuddering at the thought
-of what she had suffered. She remembered that she had had the man’s hand
-between her teeth, and by degrees she found his hair still clinging to
-her fingers; but even then she could hardly call to mind the nature of
-the struggle she had undergone. His hot breath close to her own cheek
-she did remember, and his glaring eyes, and even the roughness of his
-beard as he pressed his face against her own; but she could not say
-whence had come the blood, nor till her arm became stiff and motionless
-did she know that she had been wounded.
-
-It was all joy with her now, as she sat motionless without speaking,
-while he administered to her wants and spoke words of love into her
-ears. She remembered the man’s horrid threat, and knew that by God’s
-mercy she had been saved. And _he_ was there caressing her, loving her,
-comforting her! As she thought of the fate that had threatened her, of
-the evil that had been so imminent, she fell forward on her knees, and
-with incoherent sobs uttered her thanksgivings, while her head was still
-supported on his arms.
-
-It was almost morning before she could induce herself to leave him and
-lie down. With him she seemed to be so perfectly safe; but the moment he
-was away she could see Aaron Trow’s eyes gleaming at her across the
-room. At last, however, she slept; and when he saw that she was at rest,
-he told himself that his work must then begin. Hitherto Caleb Morton had
-lived in all respects the life of a man of peace; but now, asking
-himself no questions as to the propriety of what he would do, using no
-inward arguments as to this or that line of conduct, he girded the sword
-on his loins, and prepared himself, for war. The wretch who had thus
-treated the woman whom he loved should be hunted down like a wild beast,
-as long as he had arms and legs with which to carry on the hunt. He
-would pursue the miscreant with any weapons that might come to his
-hands; and might Heaven help him at his need as he dealt forth
-punishment to that man, if he caught him within his grasp. Those who had
-hitherto known Morton in the island, could not recognise the man as he
-came forth on that day, thirsty after blood, and desirous to thrust
-himself into personal conflict with the wild ruffian who had injured
-him. The meek Presbyterian minister had been a preacher, preaching ways
-of peace, and living in accordance with his own doctrines. The world had
-been very quiet for him, and he had walked quietly in his appointed
-path. But now the world was quiet no longer, nor was there any preaching
-of peace. His cry was for blood; for the blood of the untamed savage
-brute who had come upon his young doe in her solitude, and striven with
-such brutal violence to tear her heart from her bosom.
-
-He got to his assistance early in the morning some of the constables
-from St. George, and before the day was over, he was joined by two or
-three of the warders from the convict establishment. There was with him
-also a friend or two, and thus a party was formed, numbering together
-ten or twelve persons. They were of course all armed, and therefore it
-might be thought that there would be but small chance for the wretched
-man if they should come upon his track. At first they all searched
-together, thinking from the tidings which had reached them that he must
-be near to them; but gradually they spread themselves along the rocks
-between St. George and the ferry, keeping watchmen on the road, so that
-he should not escape unnoticed into the island.
-
-Ten times during the day did Anastasia send from the cottage up to
-Morton, begging him to leave the search to others, and come down to her.
-But not for a moment would he lose the scent of his prey. What! should
-it be said that she had been so treated, and that others had avenged
-her? He sent back to say that her father was with her now, and that he
-would come when his work was over. And in that job of work the
-life-blood of Aaron Trow was counted up.
-
-Towards evening they were all congregated on the road near to the spot
-at which the path turns off towards the cottage, when a voice was heard
-hallooing to them from the summit of a little hill which lies between
-the road and the sea on the side towards the ferry, and presently a boy
-came running down to them full of news. “Danny Lund has seen him,” said
-the boy, “he has seen him plainly in among the rocks.” And then came
-Danny Lund himself, a small negro lad about fourteen years of age, who
-was known in those parts as the idlest, most dishonest, and most useless
-of his race. On this occasion, however, Danny Lund became important, and
-every one listened to him. He had seen, he said, a pair of eyes moving
-down in a cave of the rocks which he well knew. He had been in the cave
-often, he said, and could get there again. But not now; not while that
-pair of eyes was moving at the bottom of it. And so they all went up
-over the hill, Morton leading the way with hot haste. In his waistband
-he held a pistol, and his hand grasped a short iron bar with which he
-had armed himself. They ascended the top of the hill, and when there,
-the open sea was before them on two sides, and on the third was the
-narrow creek over which the ferry passed. Immediately beneath their feet
-were the broken rocks; for on that side, towards the sea, the earth and
-grass of the hill descended but a little way towards the water. Down
-among the rocks they all went, silently, Caleb Morton leading the way,
-and Danny Lund directing him from behind.
-
-“Mr. Morton,” said an elderly man from St. George, “had you not better
-let the warders of the gaol go first; he is a desperate man, and they
-will best understand his ways?”
-
-In answer to this Morton said nothing, but he would let no one put a
-foot before him. He still pressed forward among the rocks, and at last
-came to a spot from whence he might have sprung at one leap into the
-ocean. It was a broken cranny on the sea-shore into which the sea beat,
-and surrounded on every side but the one by huge broken fragments of
-stone, which at first sight seemed as though they would have admitted of
-a path down among them to the water’s edge; but which, when scanned more
-closely, were seen to be so large in size, that no man could climb from
-one to another. It was a singularly romantic spot, but now well known to
-them all there, for they had visited it over and over again that
-morning.
-
-“In there,” said Danny Lund, keeping well behind Morton’s body, and
-pointing at the same time to a cavern high up among the rocks, but quite
-on the opposite side of the little inlet of the sea. The mouth of the
-cavern was not twenty yards from where they stood, but at the first
-sight it seemed as though it must be impossible to reach it. The
-precipice on the brink of which they all now stood, ran down sheer into
-the sea, and the fall from the mouth of the cavern on the other side was
-as steep. But Danny solved the mystery by pointing upwards, and showing
-them how he had been used to climb to a projecting rock over their
-heads, and from thence creep round by certain vantages of the stone till
-he was able to let himself down into the aperture. But now, at the
-present moment, he was unwilling to make essay of his prowess as a
-cragsman. He had, he said, been up on that projecting rock thrice, and
-there had seen the eyes moving in the cavern. He was quite sure of that
-fact of the pair of eyes, and declined to ascend the rock again.
-
-Traces soon became visible to them by which they knew that some one had
-passed in and out of the cavern recently. The stone, when examined, bore
-those marks of friction which passage and repassage over it will always
-give. At the spot from whence the climber left the platform and
-commenced his ascent, the side of the stone had been rubbed by the close
-friction of a man’s body. A light boy like Danny Lund might find his way
-in and out without leaving such marks behind him, but no heavy man could
-do so. Thus before long they all were satisfied that Aaron Trow was in
-the cavern before them.
-
-Then there was a long consultation as to what they would do to carry on
-the hunt, and how they would drive the tiger from his lair. That he
-should not again come out, except to fall into their hands, was to all
-of them a matter of course. They would keep watch and ward there, though
-it might be for days and nights. But that was a process which did not
-satisfy Morton, and did not indeed well satisfy any of them. It was not
-only that they desired to inflict punishment on the miscreant in
-accordance with the law, but also that they did not desire that the
-miserable man should die in a hole like a starved dog, and that then
-they should go after him to take out his wretched skeleton. There was
-something in that idea so horrid in every way, that all agreed that
-active steps must be taken. The warders of the prison felt that they
-would all be disgraced if they could not take their prisoner alive. Yet
-who would get round that perilous ledge in the face of such an
-adversary? A touch to any man while climbing there would send him
-headlong down among the waves! And then his fancy told to each what
-might be the nature of an embrace with such an animal as that, driven to
-despair, hopeless of life, armed, as they knew, at any rate, with a
-knife! If the first adventurous spirit should succeed in crawling round
-that ledge, what would be the reception which he might expect in the
-terrible depth of that cavern?
-
-They called to their prisoner, bidding him come out, and telling him
-that they would fire in upon him if he did not show himself; but not a
-sound was heard. It was indeed possible that they should send their
-bullets to, perhaps, every corner of the cavern; and if so, in that way
-they might slaughter him; but even of this they were not sure. Who could
-tell that there might not be some protected nook in which he could lay
-secure? And who could tell when the man was struck, or whether he were
-wounded?
-
-“I will get to him,” said Morton, speaking with a low dogged voice, and
-so saying he clambered up to the rock to which Danny Lund had pointed.
-Many voices at once attempted to restrain him, and one or two put their
-hands upon him to keep him back, but he was too quick for them, and now
-stood upon the ledge of rock. “Can you see him?” they asked below.
-
-“I can see nothing within the cavern,” said Morton.
-
-“Look down very hard, Massa,” said Danny, “very hard indeed, down in
-deep dark hole, and then see him big eyes moving!”
-
-Morton now crept along the ledge, or rather he was beginning to do so,
-having put forward his shoulders and arms to make a first step in
-advance from the spot on which he was resting, when a hand was put forth
-from one corner of the cavern’s mouth,--a hand armed with a pistol;--and
-a shot was fired. There could be no doubt now but that Danny Lund was
-right, and no doubt now as to the whereabouts of Aaron Trow.
-
-A hand was put forth, a pistol was fired, and Caleb Morton still
-clinging to a corner of the rock with both his arms was seen to falter.
-“He is wounded,” said one of the voices from below; and then they all
-expected to see him fall into the sea. But he did not fall, and after a
-moment or two, he proceeded carefully to pick his steps along the ledge.
-The ball had touched him, grazing his cheek, and cutting through the
-light whiskers that he wore; but he had not felt it, though the blow had
-nearly knocked him from his perch. And then four or five shots were
-fired from the rocks into the mouth of the cavern. The man’s arm had
-been seen, and indeed one or two declared that they had traced the dim
-outline of his figure. But no sound was heard to come from the cavern,
-except the sharp crack of the bullets against the rock, and the echo of
-the gunpowder. There had been no groan as of a man wounded, no sound of
-a body falling, no voice wailing in despair. For a few seconds all was
-dark with the smoke of the gunpowder, and then the empty mouth of the
-cave was again yawning before their eyes. Morton was now near it, still
-cautiously creeping. The first danger to which he was exposed was this;
-that his enemy within the recess might push him down from the rocks with
-a touch. But on the other hand, there were three or four men ready to
-fire, the moment that a hand should be put forth; and then Morton could
-swim,--was known to be a strong swimmer;--whereas of Aaron Trow it was
-already declared by the prison gaolers that he could not swim. Two of
-the warders had now followed Morton on the rocks, so that in the event
-of his making good his entrance into the cavern, and holding his enemy
-at bay for a minute, he would be joined by aid.
-
-It was strange to see how those different men conducted themselves as
-they stood on the opposite platform watching the attack. The officers
-from the prison had no other thought but of their prisoner, and were
-intent on taking him alive or dead. To them it was little or nothing
-what became of Morton. It was their business to encounter peril, and
-they were ready to do so;--feeling, however, by no means sorry to have
-such a man as Morton in advance of them. Very little was said by them.
-They had their wits about them, and remembered that every word spoken
-for the guidance of their ally would be heard also by the escaped
-convict. Their prey was sure, sooner or later, and had not Morton been
-so eager in his pursuit, they would have waited till some plan had been
-devised of trapping him without danger. But the townsmen from St.
-George, of whom some dozen were now standing there, were quick and eager
-and loud in their counsels. “Stay where you are, Mr. Morton,--stay
-awhile for the love of God--or he’ll have you down.” “Now’s your time,
-Caleb; in on him now, and you’ll have him.” “Close with him, Morton,
-close with him at once; it’s your only chance.” “There’s four of us
-here; we’ll fire on him if he as much as shows a limb.” All of which
-words as they were heard by that poor wretch within, must have sounded
-to him as the barking of a pack of hounds thirsting for his blood. For
-him at any rate there was no longer any hope in this world.
-
-My reader, when chance has taken you into the hunting-field, has it ever
-been your lot to sit by on horseback, and watch the digging out of a
-fox? The operation is not an uncommon one, and in some countries it is
-held to be in accordance with the rules of fair sport. For myself, I
-think that when the brute has so far saved himself, he should be
-entitled to the benefit of his cunning; but I will not now discuss the
-propriety or impropriety of that practice in venery. I can never,
-however, watch the doing of that work without thinking much of the
-agonising struggles of the poor beast whose last refuge is being torn
-from over his head. There he lies within a few yards of his arch enemy,
-the huntsman. The thick breath of the hounds make hot the air within his
-hole. The sound of their voices is close upon his ears. His breast is
-nearly bursting with the violence of that effort which at last has
-brought him to his retreat. And then pickaxe and mattock are plied above
-his head, and nearer and more near to him press his foes,--his double
-foes, human and canine,--till at last a huge hand grasps him, and he is
-dragged forth among his enemies. Almost as soon as his eyes have seen
-the light the eager noses of a dozen hounds have moistened themselves in
-his entrails. Ah me! I know that he is vermin, the vermin after whom I
-have been risking my neck, with a bold ambition that I might ultimately
-witness his death-struggles; but, nevertheless, I would fain have saved
-him that last half hour of gradually diminished hope.
-
-And Aaron Trow was now like a hunted fox, doomed to be dug out from his
-last refuge, with this addition to his misery, that these hounds when
-they caught their prey, would not put him at once out of his misery.
-When first he saw that throng of men coming down from the hill top and
-resting on the platform, he knew that his fate was come. When they
-called to him to surrender himself he was silent, but he knew that his
-silence was of no avail. To them who were so eager to be his captors the
-matter seemed to be still one of considerable difficulty; but, to his
-thinking, there was no difficulty. There were there some score of men,
-fully armed, within twenty yards of him. If he but showed a trace of his
-limbs he would become a mark for their bullets. And then if he were
-wounded, and no one would come to him! If they allowed him to lie there
-without food till he perished! Would it not be well for him to yield
-himself? Then they called again and he was still silent. That idea of
-yielding is very terrible to the heart of a man. And when the worst had
-come to the worst, did not the ocean run deep beneath his cavern’s
-mouth?
-
-But as they yelled at him and hallooed, making their preparations for
-his death, his presence of mind deserted the poor wretch. He had stolen
-an old pistol on one of his marauding expeditions, of which one barrel
-had been loaded. That in his mad despair he had fired; and now, as he
-lay near the mouth of the cavern, under the cover of the projecting
-stone, he had no weapon with him but his hands. He had had a knife, but
-that had dropped from him during the struggle on the floor of the
-cottage. He had now nothing but his hands, and was considering how he
-might best use them in ridding himself of the first of his pursuers. The
-man was near him, armed, with all the power and majesty of right on his
-side; whereas on his side, Aaron Trow had nothing,--not a hope. He
-raised his head that he might look forth, and a dozen voices shouted as
-his face appeared above the aperture. A dozen weapons were levelled at
-him, and he could see the gleaming of the muzzles of the guns. And then
-the foot of his pursuer was already on the corner stone at the cavern’s
-mouth. “Now, Caleb, on him at once!” shouted a voice. Ah me! it was a
-moment in which to pity even such a man as Aaron Trow.
-
-“Now, Caleb, at him at once!” shouted the voice. No, by heavens; not so,
-even yet! The sound of triumph in those words raised the last burst of
-energy in the breast of that wretched man; and he sprang forth, head
-foremost, from his prison house. Forth he came, manifest enough before
-the eyes of them all, and with head well down, and hands outstretched,
-but with his wide glaring eyes still turned towards his pursuers as he
-fell, he plunged down into the waves beneath him. Two of those who stood
-by, almost unconscious of what they did, fired at his body as it made
-its rapid way to the water; but, as they afterwards found, neither of
-the bullets struck him. Morton, when his prey thus leaped forth,
-escaping him for awhile, was already on the verge of the cavern,--had
-even then prepared his foot for that onward spring which should bring
-him to the throat of his foe. But he arrested himself, and for a moment
-stood there watching the body as it struck the water, and hid itself at
-once beneath the ripple. He stood there for a moment watching the deed
-and its effect, and then leaving his hold upon the rock, he once again
-followed his quarry. Down he went, head foremost, right on to the track
-in the waves which the other had made; and when the two rose to the
-surface together, each was struggling in the grasp of the other.
-
-It was a foolish, nay, a mad deed to do. The poor wretch who had first
-fallen could not have escaped. He could not even swim, and had therefore
-flung himself to certain destruction when he took that leap from out of
-the cavern’s mouth. It would have been sad to see him perish beneath the
-waves,--to watch him as he rose, gasping for breath, and then to see him
-sinking again, to rise again, and then to go for ever. But his life had
-been fairly forfeit,--and why should one so much more precious have been
-flung after it? It was surely with no view of saving that pitiful life
-that Caleb Morton had leaped after his enemy. But the hound, hot with
-the chase, will follow the stag over the precipice and dash himself to
-pieces against the rocks. The beast thirsting for blood will rush in
-even among the weapons of men. Morton in his fury had felt but one
-desire, burned with but one passion. If the Fates would but grant him to
-fix his clutches in the throat of the man who had ill-used his love; for
-the rest it might all go as it would.
-
-In the earlier part of the morning, while they were all searching for
-their victim, they had brought a boat up into this very inlet among the
-rocks; and the same boat had been at hand during the whole day.
-Unluckily, before they had come hither, it had been taken round the
-headland to a place among the rocks at which a government skiff is
-always moored. The sea was still so quiet that there was hardly a ripple
-on it, and the boat had been again sent for when first it was supposed
-that they had at last traced Aaron Trow to his hiding-place. Anxiously
-now were all eyes turned to the headland, but as yet no boat was there.
-
-The two men rose to the surface, each struggling in the arms of the
-other. Trow, though he was in an element to which he was not used,
-though he had sprung thither as another suicide might spring to certain
-death beneath a railway engine, did not altogether lose his presence of
-mind. Prompted by a double instinct, he had clutched hold of Morton’s
-body when he encountered it beneath the waters. He held on to it, as to
-his only protection, and he held on to him also as to his only enemy. If
-there was a chance for a life struggle, they would share that chance
-together; and if not, then together would they meet that other fate.
-
-Caleb Morton was a very strong man, and though one of his arms was
-altogether encumbered by his antagonist, his other arm and his legs were
-free. With these he seemed to succeed in keeping his head above the
-water, weighted as he was with the body of his foe. But Trow’s efforts
-were also used with the view of keeping himself above the water. Though
-he had purposed to destroy himself in taking that leap, and now hoped
-for nothing better than that they might both perish together, he yet
-struggled to keep his head above the waves. Bodily power he had none
-left to him, except that of holding on to Morton’s arm and plunging with
-his legs; but he did hold on, and thus both their heads remained above
-the surface.
-
-But this could not last long. It was easy to see that Trow’s strength
-was nearly spent, and that when he went down Morton must go with him. If
-indeed they could be separated,--if Morton could once make himself free
-from that embrace into which he had been so anxious to leap,--then
-indeed there might be a hope. All round that little inlet the rock fell
-sheer down into the deep sea, so that there was no resting-place for a
-foot; but round the headlands on either side, even within forty or fifty
-yards of that spot, Morton might rest on the rocks, till a boat should
-come to his assistance. To him that distance would have been nothing, if
-only his limbs had been at liberty.
-
-Upon the platform of rocks they were all at their wits’ ends. Many were
-anxious to fire at Trow; but even if they hit him, would Morton’s
-position have been better? Would not the wounded man have still clung to
-him who was not wounded? And then there could be no certainty that any
-one of them would hit the right man. The ripple of the waves, though it
-was very slight, nevertheless sufficed to keep the bodies in motion; and
-then, too, there was not among them any marksman peculiar for his skill.
-
-Morton’s efforts in the water were too severe to admit of his speaking,
-but he could hear and understand the words which were addressed to him.
-“Shake him off, Caleb.” “Strike him from you with your foot.” “Swim to
-the right shore; swim for it, even if you take him with you.” Yes; he
-could hear them all; but hearing and obeying were very different. It was
-not easy to shake off that dying man; and as for swimming with him, that
-was clearly impossible. It was as much as he could do to keep his head
-above water, let alone any attempt to move in one settled direction.
-
-For some four or five minutes they lay thus battling on the waves before
-the head of either of them went down. Trow had been twice below the
-surface, but it was before he had succeeded in supporting himself by
-Morton’s arm. Now it seemed as though he must sink again,--as though
-both must sink. His mouth was barely kept above the water, and as Morton
-shook him with his arm, the tide would pass over him. It was horrid to
-watch, from the shore the glaring upturned eyes of the dying wretch, as
-his long streaming hair lay back upon the wave. “Now, Caleb, hold him
-down. Hold him under,” was shouted in the voice of some eager friend.
-Rising up on the water, Morton made a last effort to do as he was bid.
-He did press the man’s head down,--well down below the surface,--but
-still the hand clung to him, and as he struck out against the water, he
-was powerless against that grasp.
-
-Then there came a loud shout along the shore, and all those on the
-platform, whose eyes had been fixed so closely on that terrible struggle
-beneath them, rushed towards the rocks on the other coast. The sound of
-oars was heard close to them,--an eager pressing stroke, as of men who
-knew well that they were rowing for the salvation of a life. On they
-came, close under the rocks, obeying with every muscle of their bodies
-the behests of those who called to them from the shore. The boat came
-with such rapidity,--was so recklessly urged, that it was driven
-somewhat beyond the inlet; but in passing, a blow was struck which made
-Caleb Morton once more the master of his own life. The two men had been
-carried out in their struggle towards the open sea; and as the boat
-curved in, so as to be as close as the rocks would allow, the bodies of
-the men were brought within the sweep of the oars. He in the bow--for
-there were four pulling in the boat--had raised his oar as he neared the
-rocks,--had raised it high above the water; and now, as they passed
-close by the struggling men, he let it fall with all its force on the
-upturned face of the wretched convict. It was a terrible, frightful
-thing to do,--thus striking one who was so stricken; but who shall say
-that the blow was not good and just? Methinks, however, that the eyes
-and face of that dying man will haunt for ever the dreams of him who
-carried that oar!
-
-Trow never rose again to the surface. Three days afterwards his body was
-found at the ferry, and then they carried him to the convict island and
-buried him. Morton was picked up and taken into the boat. His life was
-saved; but it may be a question how the battle might have gone had not
-that friendly oar been raised in his behalf. As it was, he lay at the
-cottage for days before he was able to be moved, so as to receive the
-congratulations of those who had watched that terrible conflict from the
-shore. Nor did he feel that there had been anything in that day’s work
-of which he could be proud;--much rather of which it behoved him to be
-thoroughly ashamed. Some six months after that he obtained the hand of
-Anastasia Bergen, but they did not remain long in Bermuda. “He went
-away, back to his own country,” my informant told me; “because he could
-not endure to meet the ghost of Aaron Trow, at that point of the road
-which passes near the cottage.” That the ghost of Aaron Trow may be seen
-there and round the little rocky inlet of the sea, is part of the creed
-of every young woman in Bermuda.
-
-
-
-
-MRS. GENERAL TALBOYS.
-
-
-Why Mrs. General Talboys first made up her mind to pass the winter of
-1859 at Rome I never clearly understood. To myself she explained her
-purposes, soon after her arrival at the Eternal City, by declaring, in
-her own enthusiastic manner, that she was inspired by a burning desire
-to drink fresh at the still living fountains of classical poetry and
-sentiment. But I always thought that there was something more than this
-in it. Classical poetry and sentiment were doubtless very dear to her;
-but so also, I imagine, were the substantial comforts of Hardover Lodge,
-the General’s house in Berkshire; and I do not think that she would have
-emigrated for the winter had there not been some slight domestic
-misunderstanding. Let this, however, be fully made clear,--that such
-misunderstanding, if it existed, must have been simply an affair of
-temper. No impropriety of conduct has, I am very sure, ever been imputed
-to the lady. The General, as all the world knows, is hot; and Mrs.
-Talboys, when the sweet rivers of her enthusiasm are unfed by congenial
-waters, can, I believe, make herself disagreeable.
-
-But be this as it may, in November, 1859, Mrs. Talboys came among us
-English at Rome, and soon succeeded in obtaining for herself a
-comfortable footing in our society. We all thought her more remarkable
-for her mental attributes than for physical perfection; but,
-nevertheless, she was, in her own way, a sightly woman. She had no
-special brilliance, either of eye or complexion, such as would produce
-sudden flames in susceptible hearts; nor did she seem to demand instant
-homage by the form and step of a goddess; but we found her to be a
-good-looking woman of some thirty or thirty-three years of age, with
-soft, peach-like cheeks,--rather too like those of a cherub, with
-sparkling eyes which were hardly large enough, with good teeth, a white
-forehead, a dimpled chin and a full bust. Such, outwardly, was Mrs.
-General Talboys. The description of the inward woman is the purport to
-which these few pages will be devoted.
-
-There are two qualities to which the best of mankind are much subject,
-which are nearly related to each other, and as to which the world has
-not yet decided whether they are to be classed among the good or evil
-attributes of our nature. Men and women are under the influence of them
-both, but men oftenest undergo the former, and women the latter. They
-are ambition and enthusiasm. Now Mrs. Talboys was an enthusiastic woman.
-
-As to ambition, generally as the world agrees with Mark Antony in
-stigmatising it as a grievous fault, I am myself clear that it is a
-virtue; but with ambition at present we have no concern. Enthusiasm
-also, as I think, leans to virtue’s side; or, at least, if it be a
-fault, of all faults it is the prettiest. But then, to partake at all of
-virtue, or even to be in any degree pretty, the enthusiasm must be true.
-
-Bad coin is known from good by the ring of it; and so is bad enthusiasm.
-Let the coiner be ever so clever at his art, in the coining of
-enthusiasm the sound of true gold can never be imparted to the fake
-metal. And I doubt whether the cleverest she in the world can make false
-enthusiasm palatable to the taste of man. To the taste of any woman the
-enthusiasm of another woman is never very palatable.
-
-We understood at Rome that Mrs. Talboys had a considerable family,--four
-or five children, we were told; but she brought with her only one
-daughter, a little girl about twelve years of age. She had torn herself
-asunder, as she told me, from the younger nurslings of her heart, and
-had left them to the care of a devoted female attendant, whose love was
-all but maternal. And then she said a word or two about the General, in
-terms which made me almost think that this quasi-maternal love extended
-itself beyond the children. The idea, however, was a mistaken one,
-arising from the strength of her language, to which I was then
-unaccustomed. I have since become aware that nothing can be more
-decorous than old Mrs. Upton, the excellent headnurse at Hardover Lodge;
-and no gentleman more discreet in his conduct than General Talboys.
-
-And I may as well here declare, also, that there could be no more
-virtuous woman than the General’s wife. Her marriage vow was to her
-paramount to all other vows and bonds whatever. The General’s honour was
-quite safe when he sent her off to Rome by herself; and he no doubt knew
-that it was so. Illi robur et æs triplex, of which I believe no weapons
-of any assailant could get the better. But, nevertheless, we used to
-fancy that she had no repugnance to impropriety in other women,--to what
-the world generally calls impropriety. Invincibly attached herself to
-the marriage tie, she would constantly speak of it as by no means
-necessarily binding on others; and, virtuous herself as any griffin of
-propriety, she constantly patronised, at any rate, the theory of
-infidelity in her neighbours. She was very eager in denouncing the
-prejudices of the English world, declaring that she had found existence
-among them to be no longer possible for herself. She was hot against the
-stern unforgiveness of British matrons, and equally eager in reprobating
-the stiff conventionalities of a religion in which she said that none of
-its votaries had faith, though they all allowed themselves to be
-enslaved.
-
-We had at that time a small set at Rome, consisting chiefly of English
-and Americans, who habitually met at each other’s rooms, and spent many
-of our evening hours in discussing Italian politics. We were, most of
-us, painters, poets, novelists, or sculptors;--perhaps I should say
-would-be painters, poets, novelists, and sculptors,--aspirants hoping to
-become some day recognised; and among us Mrs. Talboys took her place,
-naturally enough, on account of a very pretty taste she had for
-painting. I do not know that she ever originated anything that was
-grand; but she made some nice copies, and was fond, at any rate, of art
-conversation. She wrote essays, too, which she showed in confidence to
-various gentlemen, and had some idea of taking lessons in modelling.
-
-In all our circle Conrad Mackinnon, an American, was, perhaps, the
-person most qualified to be styled its leader. He was one who absolutely
-did gain his living, and an ample living too, by his pen, and was
-regarded on all sides as a literary lion, justified by success in
-roaring at any tone he might please. His usual roar was not exactly that
-of a sucking-dove or a nightingale; but it was a good-humoured roar, not
-very offensive to any man, and apparently acceptable enough to some
-ladies. He was a big burly man, near to fifty as I suppose, somewhat
-awkward in his gait, and somewhat loud in his laugh. But though nigh to
-fifty, and thus ungainly, he liked to be smiled on by pretty women, and
-liked, as some said, to be flattered by them also. If so, he should have
-been happy, for the ladies at Rome at that time made much of Conrad
-Mackinnon.
-
-Of Mrs. Mackinnon no one did make very much, and yet she was one of the
-sweetest, dearest, quietest, little creatures that ever made glad a
-man’s fireside. She was exquisitely pretty, always in good humour, never
-stupid, self-denying to a fault, and yet she was generally in the
-background. She would seldom come forward of her own will, but was
-contented to sit behind her teapot and hear Mackinnon do his roaring. He
-was certainly much given to what the world at Rome called flirting, but
-this did not in the least annoy her. She was twenty years his junior,
-and yet she never flirted with any one. Women would tell
-her--good-natured friends--how Mackinnon went on; but she received such
-tidings as an excellent joke, observing that he had always done the
-same, and no doubt always would until he was ninety. I do believe that
-she was a happy woman; and yet I used to think that she should have been
-happier. There is, however, no knowing the inside of another man’s
-house, or reading the riddles of another man’s joy and sorrow.
-
-We had also there another lion,--a lion cub,--entitled to roar a little,
-and of him also I must say something. Charles O’Brien was a young man,
-about twenty-five years of age, who had sent out from his studio in the
-preceding year a certain bust, supposed by his admirers to be
-unsurpassed by any effort of ancient or modern genius. I am no judge of
-sculpture, and will not, therefore, pronounce an opinion; but many who
-considered themselves to be judges, declared that it was a “goodish head
-and shoulders,” and nothing more. I merely mention the fact, as it was
-on the strength of that head and shoulders that O’Brien separated
-himself from a throng of others such as himself in Rome, walked solitary
-during the days, and threw himself at the feet of various ladies when
-the days were over. He had ridden on the shoulders of his bust into a
-prominent place in our circle, and there encountered much feminine
-admiration--from Mrs. General Talboys and others.
-
-Some eighteen or twenty of us used to meet every Sunday evening in Mrs.
-Mackinnon’s drawing-room. Many of us, indeed, were in the habit of
-seeing each other daily, and of visiting together the haunts in Rome
-which are best loved by art-loving strangers; but here, in this
-drawing-room, we were sure to come together, and here before the end of
-November, Mrs. Talboys might always be found, not in any accustomed
-seat, but moving about the room as the different male mental attractions
-of our society might chance to move themselves. She was at first greatly
-taken by Mackinnon,--who also was, I think, a little stirred by her
-admiration, though he stoutly denied the charge. She became, however,
-very dear to us all before she left us, and certainly we owed to her
-our love, for she added infinitely to the joys of our winter.
-
-“I have come here to refresh myself,” she said to Mackinnon one
-evening--to Mackinnon and myself, for we were standing together.
-
-“Shall I get you tea?” said I.
-
-“And will you have something to eat?” Mackinnon asked.
-
-“No, no, no;” she answered. “Tea, yes; but for Heaven’s sake let nothing
-solid dispel the associations of such a meeting as this!”
-
-“I thought you might have dined early,” said Mackinnon. Now Mackinnon
-was a man whose own dinner was very dear to him. I have seen him become
-hasty and unpleasant, even under the pillars of the Forum, when he
-thought that the party were placing his fish in jeopardy by their desire
-to linger there too long.
-
-“Early! Yes. No; I know not when it was. One dines and sleeps in
-obedience to that dull clay which weighs down so generally the particle
-of our spirit. But the clay may sometimes be forgotten. Here I can
-always forget it.”
-
-“I thought you asked for refreshment,” I said. She only looked at me,
-whose small attempts at prose composition had, up to that time, been
-altogether unsuccessful, and then addressed herself in reply to
-Mackinnon.
-
-“It is the air which we breathe that fills our lungs and gives us life
-and light. It is that which refreshes us if pure, or sinks us into
-stagnation if it be foul. Let me for awhile inhale the breath of an
-invigorating literature. Sit down, Mr. Mackinnon; I have a question that
-I must put to you.” And then she succeeded in carrying him off into a
-corner. As far as I could see he went willingly enough at that time,
-though he soon became averse to any long retirement in company with Mrs.
-Talboys.
-
-We none of us quite understood what were her exact ideas on the subject
-of revealed religion. Somebody, I think, had told her that there were
-among us one or two whose opinions were not exactly orthodox according
-to the doctrines of the established English church. If so, she was
-determined to show us that she also was advanced beyond the prejudices
-of an old and dry school of theology. “I have thrown down all the
-barriers of religion,” she said to poor Mrs. Mackinnon, “and am looking
-for the sentiments of a pure Christianity.”
-
-“Thrown down all the barriers of religion!” said Mrs. Mackinnon, in a
-tone of horror which was not appreciated.
-
-“Indeed, yes,” said Mrs. Talboys, with an exulting voice. “Are not the
-days for such trammels gone by?”
-
-“But yet you hold by Christianity?”
-
-“A pure Christianity, unstained by blood and perjury, by hypocrisy and
-verbose genuflection. Can I not worship and say my prayers among the
-clouds?” And she pointed to the lofty ceiling and the handsome
-chandelier.
-
-“But Ida goes to church,” said Mrs. Mackinnon. Ida Talboys was her
-daughter. Now, it may be observed, that many who throw down the barriers
-of religion, so far as those barriers may affect themselves, still
-maintain them on behalf of their children. “Yes,” said Mrs. Talboys;
-“dear Ida! her soft spirit is not yet adapted to receive the perfect
-truth. We are obliged to govern children by the strength of their
-prejudices.” And then she moved away, for it was seldom that Mrs.
-Talboys remained long in conversation with any lady.
-
-Mackinnon, I believe, soon became tired of her. He liked her flattery,
-and at first declared that she was clever and nice; but her niceness was
-too purely celestial to satisfy his mundane tastes. Mackinnon himself
-can revel among the clouds in his own writings, and can leave us
-sometimes in doubt whether he ever means to come back to earth; but when
-his foot is on terra firma, he loves to feel the earthly substratum
-which supports his weight. With women he likes a hand that can remain an
-unnecessary moment within his own, an eye that can glisten with the
-sparkle of champagne, a heart weak enough to make its owner’s arm
-tremble within his own beneath the moonlight gloom of the Coliseum
-arches. A dash of sentiment the while makes all these things the
-sweeter; but the sentiment alone will not suffice for him. Mrs. Talboys
-did, I believe, drink her glass of champagne, as do other ladies; but
-with her it had no such pleasing effect. It loosened only her tongue,
-but never her eye. Her arm, I think, never trembled, and her hand never
-lingered. The General was always safe, and happy, perhaps, in his
-solitary safety.
-
-It so happened that we had unfortunately among us two artists who had
-quarrelled with their wives. O’Brien, whom I have before mentioned, was
-one of them. In his case, I believe him to have been almost as free from
-blame as a man can be whose marriage was in itself a fault. However, he
-had a wife in Ireland some ten years older than himself; and though he
-might sometimes almost forget the fact, his friends and neighbours were
-well aware of it. In the other case the whole fault probably was with
-the husband. He was an ill-tempered, bad-hearted man, clever enough,
-but without principle; and he was continually guilty of the great sin of
-speaking evil of the woman whose name he should have been anxious to
-protect. In both cases our friend Mrs. Talboys took a warm interest, and
-in each of them she sympathised with the present husband against the
-absent wife.
-
-Of the consolation which she offered in the latter instance we used to
-hear something from Mackinnon. He would repeat to his wife, and to me
-and my wife, the conversations which she had with him. “Poor Brown;” she
-would say, “I pity him, with my very heart’s blood.”
-
-“You are aware that he has comforted himself in his desolation,”
-Mackinnon replied.
-
-“I know very well to what you allude. I think I may say that I am
-conversant with all the circumstances of this heart-blighting
-sacrifice.” Mrs. Talboys was apt to boast of the thorough confidence
-reposed in her by all those in whom she took an interest. “Yes, he has
-sought such comfort in another love as the hard cruel world would allow
-him.”
-
-“Or perhaps something more than that,” said Mackinnon. “He has a family
-here in Rome, you know; two little babies.”
-
-“I know it, I know it,” she said. “Cherub angels!” and as she spoke she
-looked up into the ugly face of Marcus Aurelius; for they, were standing
-at the moment under the figure of the great horseman on the Campidoglio.
-“I have seen them, and they are the children of innocence. If all the
-blood of all the Howards ran in their veins it could not make their
-birth more noble!”
-
-“Not if the father and mother of all the Howards had never been
-married,” said Mackinnon.
-
-“What; that from you, Mr. Mackinnon!” said Mrs. Talboys, turning her
-back with energy upon the equestrian statue, and looking up into the
-faces, first of Pollux and then of Castor, as though from them she might
-gain some inspiration on the subject which Marcus Aurelius in his
-coldness had denied to her. “From you, who have so nobly claimed for
-mankind the divine attributes of free action! From you, who have taught
-my mind to soar above the petty bonds which one man in his littleness
-contrives for the subjection of his brother. Mackinnon! you who are so
-great!” And she now looked up into his face. “Mackinnon, unsay those
-words.”
-
-“They _are_ illegitimate,” said he; “and if there was any landed
-property----”
-
-“Landed property! and that from an American!”
-
-“The children are English, you know.”
-
-“Landed property! The time will shortly come--ay, and I see it
-coming--when that hateful word shall be expunged from the calendar; when
-landed property shall be no more. What! shall the free soul of a
-God-born man submit itself for ever to such trammels as that? Shall we
-never escape from the clay which so long has manacled the subtler
-particles of the divine spirit? Ay, yes, Mackinnon;” and then she took
-him by the arm, and led him to the top of the huge steps which lead down
-from the Campidoglio into the streets of modern Rome. “Look down upon
-that countless multitude.” Mackinnon looked down, and saw three groups
-of French soldiers, with three or four little men in each group; he saw,
-also, a couple of dirty friars, and three priests very slowly beginning
-the side ascent to the church of the Ara Cœli. “Look down upon that
-countless multitude,” said Mrs. Talboys, and she stretched her arms out
-over the half-deserted city. “They are escaping now from these
-trammels,--now, now,--now that I am speaking.”
-
-“They have escaped long ago from all such trammels as that of landed
-property,” said Mackinnon.
-
-“Ay, and from all terrestrial bonds,” she continued, not exactly
-remarking the pith of his last observation; “from bonds
-quasi-terrestrial and quasi-celestial. The full-formed limbs of the
-present age, running with quick streams of generous blood, will no
-longer bear the ligatures which past times have woven for the decrepit.
-Look down upon that multitude, Mackinnon; they shall all be free.” And
-then, still clutching him by the arm, and still standing at the top of
-those stairs, she gave forth her prophecy with the fury of a Sybil.
-
-“They shall all be free. Oh, Rome, thou eternal one! thou who hast bowed
-thy neck to imperial pride and priestly craft; thou who hast suffered
-sorely, even to this hour, from Nero down to Pio Nono,--the days of
-thine oppression are over. Gone from thy enfranchised ways for ever is
-the clang of the Prætorian cohorts, and the more odious drone of
-meddling monks!” And yet, as Mackinnon observed, there still stood the
-dirty friars and the small French soldiers; and there still toiled the
-slow priests, wending their tedious way up to the church of the Ara
-Cœli. But that was the mundane view of the matter,--a view not
-regarded by Mrs. Talboys in her ecstasy. “O Italia,” she continued, “O
-Italia una, one and indivisible in thy rights, and indivisible also in
-thy wrongs! to us is it given to see the accomplishment of thy glory. A
-people shall arise around thine altars greater in the annals of the
-world than thy Scipios, thy Gracchi, or thy Cæsars. Not in torrents of
-blood, or with screams of bereaved mothers, shall thy new triumphs be
-stained. But mind shall dominate over matter; and doomed, together with
-Popes and Bourbons, with cardinals, diplomatists, and police spies,
-ignorance and prejudice shall be driven from thy smiling terraces. And
-then Rome shall again become the fair capital of the fairest region of
-Europe. Hither shall flock the artisans of the world, crowding into thy
-marts all that God and man can give. Wealth, beauty, and innocence shall
-meet in thy streets----”
-
-“There will be a considerable change before that takes place,” said
-Mackinnon.
-
-“There shall be a considerable change,” she answered. “Mackinnon, to
-thee it is given to read the signs of the time; and hast thou not read?
-Why have the fields of Magenta and Solferino been piled with the corpses
-of dying heroes? Why have the waters of the Mincio ran red with the
-blood of martyrs? That Italy might be united and Rome immortal. Here,
-standing on the Capitolium of the ancient city, I say that it shall be
-so; and thou, Mackinnon, who hearest me, knowest that my words are
-true.”
-
-There was not then in Rome,--I may almost say there was not in Italy, an
-Englishman or an American who did not wish well to the cause for which
-Italy was and is still contending; as also there is hardly one who does
-not now regard that cause as well-nigh triumphant; but, nevertheless, it
-was almost impossible to sympathise with Mrs. Talboys. As Mackinnon
-said, she flew so high that there was no comfort in flying with her.
-
-“Well,” said he, “Brown and the rest of them are down below. Shall we go
-and join them?”
-
-“Poor Brown! How was it that, in speaking of his troubles, we were led
-on to this heart-stirring theme? Yes, I have seen them, the sweet
-angels; and I tell you also that I have seen their mother. I insisted on
-going to her when I heard her history from him.”
-
-“And what is she like, Mrs. Talboys?”
-
-“Well; education has done more for some of us than for others; and there
-are those from whose morals and sentiments we might thankfully draw a
-lesson, whose manners and outward gestures are not such as custom has
-made agreeable to us. You, I know, can understand that. I have seen her,
-and feel sure that she is pure in heart and high in principle. Has she
-not sacrificed herself and is not self-sacrifice the surest guarantee
-for true nobility of character? Would Mrs. Mackinnon object to my
-bringing them together?”
-
-Mackinnon was obliged to declare that he thought his wife would object;
-and from that time forth he and Mrs. Talboys ceased to be very close in
-their friendship. She still came to the house every Sunday evening,
-still refreshed herself at the fountains of his literary rills; but her
-special prophecies from henceforth were poured into other ears. And it
-so happened that O’Brien now became her chief ally. I do not remember
-that she troubled herself much further with the cherub angels or with
-their mother; and I am inclined to think that, taking up warmly, as she
-did, the story of O’Brien’s matrimonial wrongs, she forgot the little
-history of the Browns. Be that as it may, Mrs. Talboys and O’Brien now
-became strictly confidential, and she would enlarge by the half-hour
-together on the miseries of her friend’s position, to any one whom she
-could get to hear her.
-
-“I’ll tell you what, Fanny,” Mackinnon said to his wife one day,--to his
-wife and to mine, for we were all together; “we shall have a row in the
-house if we don’t take care. O’Brien will be making love to Mrs.
-Talboys.”
-
-“Nonsense,” said Mrs. Mackinnon. “You are always thinking that somebody
-is going to make love to some one.”
-
-“Somebody always is,” said he.
-
-“She’s old enough to be his mother,” said Mrs. Mackinnon.
-
-“What does that matter to an Irishman?” said Mackinnon. “Besides, I
-doubt if there is more than five years’ difference between them.”
-
-“There, must be more than that,” said my wife. “Ida Talboys is twelve, I
-know, and I am not quite sure that Ida is the eldest.”
-
-“If she had a son in the Guards it would make no difference,” said
-Mackinnon. “There are men who consider themselves bound to make love to
-a woman under certain circumstances, let the age of the lady be what it
-may. O’Brien is such a one; and if she sympathises with him much
-oftener, he will mistake the matter, and go down on his knees. You ought
-to put him on his guard,” he said, addressing himself to his wife.
-
-“Indeed, I shall do no such thing,” said she; “if they are two fools,
-they must, like other fools, pay the price of their folly.” As a rule
-there could be no softer creature than Mrs. Mackinnon; but it seemed to
-me that her tenderness never extended itself in the direction of Mrs.
-Talboys.
-
-Just at this time, towards the end, that is, of November, we made a
-party to visit the tombs which lie along the Appian Way, beyond that
-most beautiful of all sepulchres, the tomb of Cecilia Metella. It was a
-delicious day, and we had driven along this road for a couple of miles
-beyond the walls of the city, enjoying the most lovely view which the
-neighbourhood of Rome affords,--looking over the wondrous ruins of the
-old aqueducts, up towards Tivoli and Palestrina. Of all the environs of
-Rome this is, on a fair clear day, the most enchanting; and here
-perhaps, among a world of tombs, thoughts and almost memories of the
-old, old days come upon one with the greatest force. The grandeur of
-Rome is best seen and understood from beneath the walls of the Coliseum,
-and its beauty among the pillars of the Forum and the arches of the
-Sacred Way; but its history and fall become more palpable to the mind,
-and more clearly realised, out here among the tombs, where the eyes rest
-upon the mountains whose shades were cool to the old Romans as to
-us,--than anywhere within the walls of the city. Here we look out at the
-same Tivoli and the same Præneste, glittering in the sunshine, embowered
-among the far-off valleys, which were dear to them; and the blue
-mountains have not crumbled away into ruins. Within Rome itself we can
-see nothing as they saw it.
-
-Our party consisted of some dozen or fifteen persons, and as a hamper
-with luncheon in it had been left on the grassy slope at the base of the
-tomb of Cecilia Metella, the expedition had in it something of the
-nature of a picnic. Mrs. Talboys was of course with us, and Ida Talboys.
-O’Brien also was there. The hamper had been prepared in Mrs. Mackinnon’s
-room, under the immediate eye of Mackinnon himself, and they therefore
-were regarded as the dominant spirits of the party. My wife was leagued
-with Mrs. Mackinnon, as was usually the case; and there seemed to be a
-general opinion among those who were closely in confidence together,
-that something would happen in the O’Brien-Talboys matter. The two had
-been inseparable on the previous evening, for Mrs. Talboys had been
-urging on the young Irishman her counsels respecting his domestic
-troubles. Sir Cresswell Cresswell, she had told him, was his refuge.
-“Why should his soul submit to bonds which the world had now declared to
-be intolerable? Divorce was not now the privilege of the dissolute rich.
-Spirits which were incompatible need no longer be compelled to fret
-beneath the same couples.” In short, she had recommended him to go to
-England and get rid of his wife, as she would, with a little
-encouragement, have recommended any man to get rid of anything. I am
-sure that, had she been skilfully brought on to the subject, she might
-have been induced to pronounce a verdict against such ligatures for the
-body as coats, waistcoats, and trowsers. Her aspirations for freedom
-ignored all bounds, and, in theory, there were no barriers which she was
-not willing to demolish.
-
-Poor O’Brien, as we all now began to see, had taken the matter amiss. He
-had offered to make a bust of Mrs. Talboys, and she had consented,
-expressing a wish that it might find a place among those who had devoted
-themselves to the enfranchisement of their fellow-creatures. I really
-think she had but little of a woman’s customary personal vanity. I know
-she had an idea that her eye was lighted up in her warmer moments by
-some special fire, that sparks of liberty shone round her brow, and that
-her bosom heaved with glorious aspirations; but all these feelings had
-reference to her inner genius, not to any outward beauty. But O’Brien
-misunderstood the woman, and thought it necessary to gaze into her face,
-and sigh as though his heart were breaking. Indeed he declared to a
-young friend that Mrs. Talboys was perfect in her style of beauty, and
-began the bust with this idea. It was gradually becoming clear to us all
-that he would bring himself to grief; but in such a matter who can
-caution a man?
-
-Mrs. Mackinnon had contrived to separate them in making the carriage
-arrangements on this day, but this only added fuel to the fire which was
-now burning within O’Brien’s bosom. I believe that he really did love
-her, in his easy, eager, susceptible Irish way. That he would get over
-the little episode without any serious injury to his heart no one
-doubted; but then, what would occur when the declaration was made? How
-would Mrs. Talboys bear it?
-
-“She deserves it,” said Mrs. Mackinnon.
-
-“And twice as much,” my wife added. Why is it that women are so spiteful
-to each other?
-
-Early in the day Mrs. Talboys clambered up to the top of a tomb, and
-made a little speech, holding a parasol over her head. Beneath her feet,
-she said, reposed the ashes of some bloated senator, some glutton of the
-empire, who had swallowed into his maw the provision necessary for a
-tribe. Old Rome had fallen through such selfishness as that; but new
-Rome would not forget the lesson. All this was very well, and then
-O’Brien helped her down; but after this there was no separating them.
-For her own part she would sooner have had Mackinnon at her elbow. But
-Mackinnon now had found some other elbow. “Enough of that was as good
-as a feast,” he had said to his wife. And therefore Mrs. Talboys, quite
-unconscious of evil, allowed herself to be engrossed by O’Brien.
-
-And then, about three o’clock, we returned to the hamper. Luncheon under
-such circumstances always means dinner, and we arranged ourselves for a
-very comfortable meal. To those who know the tomb of Cecilia Metella no
-description of the scene is necessary, and to those who do not, no
-description will convey a fair idea of its reality. It is itself a large
-low tower of great diameter, but of beautiful proportion, standing far
-outside the city, close on to the side of the old Roman way. It has been
-embattled on the top by some latter-day baron, in order that it might be
-used for protection to the castle, which has been built on and attached
-to it. If I remember rightly, this was done by one of the Frangipani,
-and a very lovely ruin he has made of it. I know no castellated old
-tumble-down residence in Italy more picturesque than this baronial
-adjunct to the old Roman tomb, or which better tallies with the ideas
-engendered within our minds by Mrs. Radcliffe and the Mysteries of
-Udolpho. It lies along the road, protected on, the side of the city by
-the proud sepulchre of the Roman matron, and up to the long ruined walls
-of the back of the building stretches a grassy slope, at the bottom of
-which are the remains of an old Roman, circus. Beyond that is the long,
-thin, graceful line of the Claudian aqueduct, with Soracte in the
-distance to the left, and Tivoli, Palestine, and Frascati lying among
-the hills which bound the view. That Frangipani baron was in the right
-of it, and I hope he got the value of his money out of the residence
-which he built for himself. I doubt, however, that he did but little
-good to those who lived in his close neighbourhood.
-
-We had a very comfortable little banquet seated on the broken lumps of
-stone which lie about under the walls of the tomb. I wonder whether the
-shade of Cecilia Metella was looking down upon us. We have heard much of
-her in these latter days, and yet we know nothing about her, nor can
-conceive why she was honoured with a bigger tomb than any other Roman
-matron. There were those then among our party who believed that she
-might still come back among us, and with due assistance from some
-cognate susceptible spirit, explain to us the cause of her widowed
-husband’s liberality. Alas, alas! if we may judge of the Romans by
-ourselves, the true reason for such sepulchral grandeur would redound
-little to the credit of the lady Cecilia Metella herself, or to that of
-Crassus, her bereaved and desolate lord.
-
-She did not come among us on the occasion of this banquet, possibly
-because we had no tables there to turn in preparation for her presence;
-but, had she done so, she could not have been more eloquent of things of
-the other world than was Mrs. Talboys. I have said that Mrs. Talboys’
-eye never glanced more brightly after a glass of champagne, but I am
-inclined to think that on this occasion it may have done so. O’Brien
-enacted Ganymede, and was, perhaps, more liberal than other latter-day
-Ganymedes, to whose services Mrs. Talboys had been accustomed. Let it
-not, however, be suspected by any one that she exceeded the limits of a
-discreet joyousness. By no means! The generous wine penetrated, perhaps,
-to some inner cells of her heart, and brought forth thoughts in
-sparkling words, which otherwise might have remained concealed; but
-there was nothing in what she thought or spoke calculated to give
-umbrage either to an anchorite or to a vestal. A word or two she said or
-sung about the flowing bowl, and once she called for Falernian; but
-beyond this her converse was chiefly of the rights of man and the
-weakness of women; of the iron ages that were past, and of the golden
-time that was to come.
-
-She called a toast and drank to the hopes of the latter historians of
-the nineteenth century. Then it was that she bade O’Brien “Fill high the
-bowl with Samian wine.” The Irishman took her at her word, and she
-raised the bumper, and waved it over her head before she put it to her
-lips. I am bound to declare that she did not spill a drop. “The true
-‘Falernian grape,’” she said, as she deposited the empty beaker on the
-grass beneath her elbow. Viler champagne I do not think I ever
-swallowed; but it was the theory of the wine, not its palpable body
-present there, as it were, in the flesh, which inspired her. There was
-really something grand about her on that occasion, and her enthusiasm
-almost amounted to reality.
-
-Mackinnon was amused, and encouraged her, as, I must confess, did I
-also. Mrs. Mackinnon made useless little signs to her husband, really
-fearing that the Falernian would do its good offices too thoroughly. My
-wife, getting me apart as I walked round the circle distributing viands,
-remarked that “the woman was a fool, and would disgrace herself.” But I
-observed that after the disposal of that bumper she worshipped the rosy
-god in theory only, and therefore saw no occasion to interfere. “Come,
-Bacchus,” she said; “and come, Silenus, if thou wilt; I know that ye are
-hovering round the graves of your departed favourites. And ye, too,
-nymphs of Egeria,” and she pointed to the classic grove which was all
-but close to us as we sat there. “In olden days ye did not always
-despise the abodes of men. But why should we invoke the presence of the
-gods,--we, who can become godlike ourselves! We ourselves are the
-deities of the present age. For us shall the tables be spread with
-ambrosia; for us shall the nectar flow.”
-
-Upon the whole it was very good fooling,--for awhile; and as soon as we
-were tired of it we arose from our seats, and began to stroll about the
-place. It was beginning to be a little dusk, and somewhat cool, but the
-evening air was pleasant, and the ladies, putting on their shawls, did
-not seem inclined at once to get into the carriages. At any rate, Mrs.
-Talboys was not so inclined, for she started down the hill towards the
-long low wall of the old Roman circus at the bottom; and O’Brien, close
-at her elbow, started with her.
-
-“Ida, my dear, you had better remain here,” she said to her daughter;
-“you will be tired if you come as far as we are going.”
-
-“Oh, no, mamma, I shall not,” said Ida. “You get tired much quicker than
-I do.”
-
-“Oh, yes, you will; besides I do not wish you to come.” There was an end
-of it for Ida, and Mrs. Talboys and O’Brien walked off together, while
-we all looked into each other’s faces.
-
-“It would be a charity to go with them,” said Mackinnon.
-
-“Do you be charitable, then,” said his wife.
-
-“It should be a lady,” said he.
-
-“It is a pity that the mother of the spotless cherubim is not here for
-the occasion,” said she. “I hardly think that any one less gifted will
-undertake such a self sacrifice.” Any attempt of the kind would,
-however, now have been too late, for they were already at the bottom of
-the hill. O’Brien had certainly drunk freely of the pernicious contents
-of those long-necked bottles; and though no one could fairly accuse him
-of being tipsy, nevertheless that which might have made others drunk had
-made him bold, and he dared to do--perhaps more than might become a man.
-If under any circumstances he could be fool enough to make an avowal of
-love to Mrs. Talboys, he might be expected, as we all thought, to do it
-now.
-
-We watched them as they made for a gap in the wall which led through
-into the large enclosed space of the old circus. It had been an arena
-for chariot games, and they had gone down with the avowed purpose of
-searching where might have been the meta, and ascertaining how the
-drivers could have turned when at their full speed. For awhile we had
-heard their voices,--or rather her voice especially. “The heart of a
-man, O’Brien, should suffice for all emergencies,” we had heard her say.
-She had assumed a strange habit of calling men by their simple names, as
-men address each other. When she did this to Mackinnon, who was much
-older than herself, we had been all amused by it, and other ladies of
-our party had taken to call him “Mackinnon” when Mrs. Talboys was not
-by; but we had felt the comedy to be less safe with O’Brien, especially
-when, on one occasion, we heard him address her as Arabella. She did not
-seem to be in any way struck by his doing so, and we supposed,
-therefore, that it had become frequent between them. What reply he made
-at the moment about the heart of a man I do not know;--and then in a few
-minutes they disappeared through the gap in the wall.
-
-None of us followed them, though it would have seemed the most natural
-thing in the world to do so had nothing out of the way been expected. As
-it was we remained there round the tomb quizzing the little foibles of
-our dear friend, and hoping that O’Brien would be quick in what he was
-doing. That he would undoubtedly get a slap in the
-face--metaphorically--we all felt certain, for none of us doubted the
-rigid propriety of the lady’s intentions. Some of us strolled into the
-buildings, and some of us got out on to the road; but we all of us were
-thinking that O’Brien was very slow a considerable time before we saw
-Mrs. Talboys reappear through the gap.
-
-At last, however, she was there, and we at once saw that she was alone.
-She came on, breasting the hill with quick steps, and when she drew near
-we could see that there was a frown as of injured majesty on her brow.
-Mackinnon and his wife went forward to meet her. If she were really in
-trouble it would be fitting in some way to assist her; and of all women
-Mrs. Mackinnon was the last to see another woman suffer from ill-usage
-without attempting to aid her. “I certainly never liked her,” Mrs.
-Mackinnon said afterwards; “but I was bound to go and hear her tale,
-when she really had a tale to tell.”
-
-And Mrs. Talboys now had a tale to tell,--if she chose to tell it. The
-ladies of our party declared afterwards that she would have acted more
-wisely had she kept to herself both O’Brien’s words to her and her
-answer. “She was well able to take care of herself,” Mrs. Mackinnon
-said; “and, after all, the silly man had taken an answer when he got
-it.” Not, however, that O’Brien had taken his answer quite immediately,
-as far as I could understand from what we heard of the matter
-afterwards.
-
-At the present moment Mrs. Talboys came up the rising ground all alone,
-and at a quick pace. “The man has insulted me,” she said aloud, as well
-as her panting breath would allow her, and as soon as she was near
-enough to Mrs. Mackinnon to speak to her.
-
-“I am sorry for that,” said Mrs. Mackinnon. “I suppose he has taken a
-little too much wine.”
-
-“No; it was a premeditated insult. The base-hearted churl has failed to
-understand the meaning of true, honest sympathy.”
-
-“He will forget all about it when he is sober,” said Mackinnon, meaning
-to comfort her.
-
-“What care I what he remembers or what he forgets!” she said, turning
-upon poor Mackinnon indignantly. “You men grovel so in your ideas----”
-“And yet,” as Mackinnon said afterwards, “she had been telling me that I
-was a fool for the last three weeks.”--“You men grovel so in your ideas,
-that you cannot understand the feelings of a true-hearted woman. What
-can his forgetfulness or his remembrance be to me? Must not I remember
-this insult? Is it possible that I should forget it?”
-
-Mr. and Mrs. Mackinnon only had gone forward to meet her; but,
-nevertheless, she spoke so loud that all heard her who were still
-clustered round the spot on which we had dined.
-
-“What has become of Mr. O’Brien?” a lady whispered to me.
-
-I had a field-glass with me, and, looking round, I saw his hat as he was
-walking inside the walls of the circus in the direction towards the
-city. “And very foolish he must feel,” said the lady.
-
-“No doubt he is used to it,” said another.
-
-“But considering her age, you know,” said the first, who might have been
-perhaps three years younger than Mrs. Talboys, and who was not herself
-averse to the excitement of a moderate flirtation. But then why should
-she have been averse, seeing that she had not as yet become subject to
-the will of any imperial lord?
-
-“He would have felt much more foolish,” said the third, “if she had
-listened to what he said to her.”
-
-“Well I don’t know,” said the second; “nobody would have known anything
-about it then, and in a few weeks they would have gradually become tired
-of each other in the ordinary way.”
-
-But in the meantime Mrs. Talboys was among us. There had been no attempt
-at secresy, and she was still loudly inveighing against the grovelling
-propensities of men. “That’s quite true, Mrs. Talboys,” said one of the
-elder ladies; “but then women are not always so careful as they should
-be. Of course I do not mean to say that there has been any fault on your
-part.”
-
-“Fault on my part! Of course there has been fault on my part. No one can
-make any mistake without fault to some extent. I took him to be a man of
-sense, and he is a fool. Go to Naples indeed!”
-
-“Did he want you to go to Naples?” asked Mrs. Mackinnon.
-
-“Yes; that was what he suggested. We were to leave by the train for
-Civita Vecchia at six to-morrow morning, and catch the steamer which
-leaves Leghorn to-night. Don’t tell me of wine. He was prepared for it!”
-And she looked round about on us with an air of injured majesty in her
-face which was almost insupportable.
-
-“I wonder whether he took the tickets over-night,” said Mackinnon.
-
-“Naples!” she said, as though now speaking exclusively to herself, “the
-only ground in Italy which has as yet made no struggle on behalf of
-freedom;--a fitting residence for such a dastard!”
-
-“You would have found it very pleasant at this season,” said the
-unmarried lady, who was three years her junior.
-
-My wife had taken Ida out of the way when the first complaining note
-from Mrs. Talboys had been heard ascending the hill. But now, when
-matters began gradually to become quiescent, she brought her back,
-suggesting, as she did so, that they might begin to think of returning.
-
-“It is getting very cold, Ida, dear, is it not?” said she.
-
-“But where is Mr. O’Brien?” said Ida.
-
-“He has fled,--as poltroons always fly,” said Mrs. Talboys. I believe in
-my heart that she would have been glad to have had him there in the
-middle of the circle, and to have triumphed over him publicly among us
-all. No feeling of shame would have kept her silent for a moment.
-
-“Fled!” said Ida, looking up into her mother’s face.
-
-“Yes, fled, my child.” And she seized her daughter in her arms, and
-pressed her closely to her bosom. “Cowards always fly.”
-
-“Is Mr. O’Brien a coward?” Ida asked.
-
-“Yes, a coward, a very coward! And he has fled before the glance of an
-honest woman’s eye. Come, Mrs. Mackinnon, shall we go back to the city?
-I am sorry that the amusement of the day should have received this
-check.” And she walked forward to the carriage and took her place in it
-with an air that showed that she was proud of the way in which she had
-conducted herself.
-
-“She is a little conceited about it after all,” said that unmarried
-lady. “If poor Mr. O’Brien had not shown so much premature anxiety with
-reference to that little journey to Naples, things might have gone
-quietly after all.”
-
-But the unmarried lady was wrong in her judgment. Mrs. Talboys was proud
-and conceited in the matter,--but not proud of having excited the
-admiration of her Irish lover. She was proud of her own subsequent
-conduct, and gave herself credit for coming out strongly as a
-noble-minded matron. “I believe she thinks,” said Mrs. Mackinnon, “that
-her virtue is quite Spartan and unique; and if she remains in Rome
-she’ll boast of it through the whole winter.”
-
-“If she does, she may be certain that O’Brien will do the same,” said
-Mackinnon. “And in spite of his having fled from the field, it is upon
-the cards that he may get the best of it. Mrs. Talboys is a very
-excellent woman. She has proved her excellence beyond a doubt. But,
-nevertheless, she is susceptible of ridicule.”
-
-We all felt a little anxiety to hear O’Brien’s account of the matter,
-and after having deposited the ladies at their homes, Mackinnon and I
-went off to his lodgings. At first he was denied to us, but after awhile
-we got his servant to acknowledge that he was at home, and then we made
-our way up to his studio. We found him seated behind a half-formed
-model, or rather a mere lump of clay punched into something resembling
-the shape of a head, with a pipe in his mouth and a bit of stick in his
-hand. He was pretending to work, though we both knew that it was out of
-the question that he should do anything in his present frame of mind.
-
-“I think I heard my servant tell you that I was not at home,” said he.
-
-“Yes, he did,” said Mackinnon, “and would have sworn to it too if we
-would have let him. Come, don’t pretend to be surly.”
-
-“I am very busy, Mr. Mackinnon.”
-
-“Completing your head of Mrs. Talboys, I suppose, before you start for
-Naples.”
-
-“You don’t mean to say that she has told you all about it,” and he
-turned away from his work, and looked up into our faces with a comical
-expression, half of fun and half of despair.
-
-“Every word of it,” said I. “When you want a lady to travel with you,
-never ask her to get up so early in winter.”
-
-“But, O’Brien, how could you be such an ass?” said Mackinnon. “As it has
-turned out, there is no very great harm done. You have insulted a
-respectable middle-aged woman, the mother of a family, and the wife of a
-general officer, and there is an end of it;--unless, indeed, the general
-officer should come out from England to call you to account.”
-
-“He is welcome,” said O’Brien, haughtily.
-
-“No doubt, my dear fellow,” said Mackinnon; “that would be a dignified
-and pleasant ending to the affair. But what I want to know is
-this;--what would you have done if she had agreed to go?”
-
-“He never calculated on the possibility of such a contingency,” said I.
-
-“By heavens, then, I thought she would like it,” said he.
-
-“And to oblige her you were content to sacrifice yourself,” said
-Mackinnon.
-
-“Well, that was just it. What the deuce is a fellow to do when a woman
-goes on in that way. She told me down there, upon the old race course
-you know, that matrimonial bonds were made for fools and slaves. What
-was I to suppose that she meant by that? But to make all sure, I asked
-her what sort of a fellow the General was. ‘Dear old man,’ she said,
-clasping her hands together. ‘He might, you know, have been my father.’
-‘I wish he were,’ said I, ‘because then you’d be free.’ ‘I am free,’
-said she, stamping on the ground, and looking up at me as much as to say
-that she cared for no one. ‘Then,’ said I, ‘accept all that is left of
-the heart of Wenceslaus O’Brien,’ and I threw myself before her in her
-path. ‘Hand,’ said I, ‘I have none to give, but the blood which runs red
-through my veins is descended from a double line of kings.’ I said that
-because she is always fond of riding a high horse. I had gotten close
-under the wall, so that none of you should see me from the tower.”
-
-“And what answer did she make?” said Mackinnon.
-
-“Why she was pleased as Punch;--gave me both her hands, and declared
-that we would be friends for ever. It is my belief, Mackinnon, that that
-woman never heard anything of the kind before. The General, no doubt,
-did it by letter.”
-
-“And how was it that she changed her mind?”
-
-“Why; I got up, put my arm round her waist, and told her that we would
-be off to Naples. I’m blest if she didn’t give me a knock in the ribs
-that nearly sent me backwards. She took my breath away, so that I
-couldn’t speak to her.”
-
-“And then----”
-
-“Oh, there was nothing more. Of course I saw how it was. So she walked
-off one way and I the other. On the whole I consider that I am well out
-of it.”
-
-“And so do I,” said Mackinnon, very gravely. “But if you will allow me
-to give you my advice, I would suggest that it would be well to avoid
-such mistakes in future.”
-
-“Upon my word,” said O’Brien, excusing himself, “I don’t know what a man
-is to do under such circumstances. I give you my honour that I did it
-all to oblige her.”
-
-We then decided that Mackinnon should convey to the injured lady the
-humble apology of her late admirer. It was settled that no detailed
-excuses should be made. It should be left to her to consider whether the
-deed which had been done might have been occasioned by wine, or by the
-folly of a moment,--or by her own indiscreet enthusiasm. No one but the
-two were present when the message was given, and therefore we were
-obliged to trust to Mackinnon’s accuracy for an account of it.
-
-She stood on very high ground indeed, he said, at first refusing to hear
-anything that he had to say on the matter. “The foolish young man,” she
-declared, “was below her anger and below her contempt.”
-
-“He is not the first Irishman that has been made indiscreet by beauty,”
-said Mackinnon.
-
-“A truce to that,” she replied, waving her hand with an air of assumed
-majesty. “The incident, contemptible as it is, has been unpleasant to
-me. It will necessitate my withdrawal from Rome.”
-
-“Oh, no, Mrs. Talboys; that will be making too much of him.”
-
-“The greatest hero that lives,” she answered, “may have his house made
-uninhabitable by a very small insect.” Mackinnon swore that those were
-her own words. Consequently a sobriquet was attached to O’Brien of which
-he by no means approved. And from that day we always called Mrs. Talboys
-“the hero.”
-
-Mackinnon prevailed at last with her, and she did not leave Rome. She
-was even induced to send a message to O’Brien, conveying her
-forgiveness. They shook hands together with great éclat in Mrs.
-Mackinnon’s drawing-room; but I do not suppose that she ever again
-offered to him sympathy on the score of his matrimonial troubles.
-
-
-
-
-THE PARSON’S DAUGHTER OF OXNEY COLNE.
-
-
-The prettiest scenery in all England--and if I am contradicted in that
-assertion, I will say in all Europe--is in Devonshire, on the southern
-and south-eastern skirts of Dartmoor, where the rivers Dart, and Avon,
-and Teign form themselves, and where the broken moor is half cultivated,
-and the wild-looking upland fields are half moor. In making this
-assertion I am often met with much doubt, but it is by persons who do
-not really know the locality. Men and women talk to me on the matter,
-who have travelled down the line of railway from Exeter to Plymouth, who
-have spent a fortnight at Torquay, and perhaps made an excursion from
-Tavistock to the convict prison on Dartmoor. But who knows the glories
-of Chagford? Who has walked through the parish of Manaton? Who is
-conversant with Lustleigh Cleeves and Withycombe in the moor? Who has
-explored Holne Chase? Gentle reader, believe me that you will be rash in
-contradicting me, unless you have done these things.
-
-There or thereabouts--I will not say by the waters of which little river
-it is washed--is the parish of Oxney Colne. And for those who wish to
-see all the beauties of this lovely country, a sojourn in Oxney Colne
-would be most desirable, seeing that the sojourner would then be brought
-nearer to all that he would wish to visit, than, at any other spot in
-the country. But there is an objection to any such arrangement. There
-are only two decent houses in the whole parish, and these are--or were
-when I knew the locality--small and fully occupied by their possessors.
-The larger and better is the parsonage, in which lived the parson and
-his daughter; and the smaller is a freehold residence of a certain Miss
-Le Smyrger, who owned a farm of a hundred acres, which was rented by one
-Farmer Cloysey, and who also possessed some thirty acres round her own
-house, which she managed herself, regarding herself to be quite as
-great in cream, as Mr. Cloysey, and altogether superior to him in the
-article of cyder. “But yeu has to pay no rent, Miss,” Farmer Cloysey
-would say, when Miss Le Smyrger expressed this opinion of her art in a
-manner too defiant. “Yeu pays no rent, or yeu couldn’t do it.” Miss Le
-Smyrger was an old maid, with a pedigree and blood of her own, a hundred
-and thirty acres of fee-simple land on the borders of Dartmoor, fifty
-years of age, a constitution of iron, and an opinion of her own on every
-subject under the sun.
-
-And now for the parson and his daughter. The parson’s name was
-Woolsworthy--or Woolathy, as it was pronounced by all those who lived
-around him--the Rev. Saul Woolsworthy; and his daughter was Patience
-Woolsworthy, or Miss Patty, as she was known to the Devonshire world of
-those parts. That name of Patience had not been well chosen for her, for
-she was a hot-tempered damsel, warm in her convictions, and inclined to
-express them freely. She had but two closely intimate friends in the
-world, and by both of them this freedom of expression had now been fully
-permitted to her since she was a child. Miss Le Smyrger and her father
-were well accustomed to her ways, and on the whole well satisfied with
-them. The former was equally free and equally warm-tempered as herself,
-and as Mr. Woolsworthy was allowed by his daughter to be quite paramount
-on his own subject--for he had a subject--he did not object to his
-daughter being paramount on all others. A pretty girl was Patience
-Woolsworthy at the time of which I am writing, and one who possessed
-much that was worthy of remark and admiration, had she lived where
-beauty meets with admiration, or where force of character is remarked.
-But at Oxney Colne, on the borders of Dartmoor, there were few to
-appreciate her, and it seemed as though she herself had but little idea
-of carrying her talent further afield, so that it might not remain for
-ever wrapped in a blanket.
-
-She was a pretty girl, tall and slender, with dark eyes and black hair.
-Her eyes were perhaps too round for regular beauty, and her hair was
-perhaps too crisp; her mouth was large and expressive; her nose was
-finely formed, though a critic in female form might have declared it to
-be somewhat broad. But her countenance altogether was wonderfully
-attractive--if only it might be seen without that resolution for
-dominion which occasionally marred it, though sometimes it even added to
-her attractions.
-
-It must be confessed on behalf of Patience Woolsworthy, that the
-circumstances of her life had peremptorily called upon her to exercise
-dominion. She had lost her mother when she was sixteen, and had had
-neither brother nor sister. She had no neighbours near her fit either
-from education or rank to interfere in the conduct of her life,
-excepting always Miss Le Smyrger. Miss Le Smyrger would have done
-anything for her, including the whole management of her morals and of
-the parsonage household, had Patience been content with such an
-arrangement. But much as Patience had ever loved Miss Le Smyrger, she
-was not content with this, and therefore she had been called on to put
-forth a strong hand of her own. She had put forth this strong hand
-early, and hence had come the character which I am attempting to
-describe. But I must say on behalf of this girl, that it was not only
-over others that she thus exercised dominion. In acquiring that power
-she had also acquired the much greater power of exercising rule over
-herself.
-
-But why should her father have been ignored in these family
-arrangements? Perhaps it may almost suffice to say, that of all living
-men her father was the man best conversant with the antiquities of the
-county in which he lived. He was the Jonathan Oldbuck of Devonshire, and
-especially of Dartmoor, without that decision of character which enabled
-Oldbuck to keep his womenkind in some kind of subjection, and probably
-enabled him also to see that his weekly bills did not pass their proper
-limits. Our Mr. Oldbuck, of Oxney Colne, was sadly deficient in these. A
-a parish pastor with but a small cure, he did his duty with sufficient
-energy, to keep him, at any rate, from reproach. He was kind and
-charitable to the poor, punctual in his services, forbearing with the
-farmers around him, mild with his brother clergymen, and indifferent to
-aught that bishop or archdeacon might think or say of him. I do not name
-this latter attribute as a virtue, but as a fact. But all these points
-were as nothing in the known character of Mr. Woolsworthy, of Oxney
-Colne. He was the antiquarian of Dartmoor. That was his line of life. It
-was in that capacity that he was known to the Devonshire world; it was
-as such that he journeyed about with his humble carpet-bag, staying away
-from his parsonage a night or two at a time; it was in that character
-that he received now and again stray visitors in the single spare
-bedroom--not friends asked to see him and his girl because of their
-friendship--but men who knew something as to this buried stone, or that
-old land-mark. In all these things his daughter let him have his own
-way, assisting and encouraging him. That was his line of life, and
-therefore she respected it. But in all other matters she chose to be
-paramount at the parsonage.
-
-Mr. Woolsworthy was a little man, who always wore, except on Sundays,
-grey clothes--clothes of so light a grey that they would hardly have
-been regarded as clerical in a district less remote. He had now reached
-a goodly age, being full seventy years old; but still he was wiry and
-active, and showed but few symptoms of decay. His head was bald, and the
-few remaining locks that surrounded it were nearly white. But there was
-a look of energy about his mouth, and a humour in his light grey eye,
-which forbade those who knew him to regard him altogether as an old man.
-As it was, he could walk from Oxney Colne to Priestown, fifteen long
-Devonshire miles across the moor; and he who could do that could hardly
-be regarded as too old for work.
-
-But our present story will have more to do with his daughter than with
-him. A pretty girl, I have said, was Patience Woolsworthy; and one, too,
-in many ways remarkable. She had taken her outlook into life, weighing
-the things which she had and those which she had not, in a manner very
-unusual, and, as a rule, not always desirable for a young lady. The
-things which she had not were very many. She had not society; she had
-not a fortune; she had not any assurance of future means of livelihood;
-she had not high hope of procuring for herself a position in life by
-marriage; she had not that excitement and pleasure in life which she
-read of in such books as found their way down to Oxney Colne Parsonage.
-It would be easy to add to the list of the things which she had not; and
-this list against herself she made out with the utmost vigour. The
-things which she had, or those rather which she assured herself of
-having, were much more easily counted. She had the birth and education
-of a lady, the strength of a healthy woman, and a will of her own. Such
-was the list as she made it out for herself, and I protest that I assert
-no more than the truth in saying that she never added to it either
-beauty, wit, or talent.
-
-I began these descriptions by saying that Oxney Colne would, of all
-places, be the best spot from which a tourist could visit those parts of
-Devonshire, but for the fact that he could obtain there none of the
-accommodation which tourists require. A brother antiquarian might,
-perhaps, in those days have done so, seeing that there was, as I have
-said, a spare bedroom at the parsonage. Any intimate friend of Miss Le
-Smyrger’s might be as fortunate, for she was equally well provided at
-Oxney Combe, by which name her house was known. But Miss Le Smyrger was
-not given to extensive hospitality, and it was only to those who were
-bound to her, either by ties of blood or of very old friendship, that
-she delighted to open her doors. As her old friends were very few in
-number, as those few lived at a distance, and as her nearest relations
-were higher in the world than she was, and were said by herself to look
-down upon her, the visits made to Oxney Combe were few and far between.
-
-But now, at the period of which I am writing, such a visit was about to
-be made. Miss Le Smyrger had a younger sister, who had inherited a
-property in the parish of Oxney Colne equal to that of the lady who now
-lived there; but this the younger sister had inherited beauty also, and
-she therefore, in early life, had found sundry lovers, one of whom
-became her husband. She had married a man even then well to do in the
-world, but now rich and almost mighty; a Member of Parliament, a lord of
-this and that board, a man who had a house in Eaton Square, and a park
-in the north of England; and in this way her course of life had been
-very much divided from that of our Miss Le Smyrger. But the Lord of the
-Government Board had been blessed with various children; and perhaps it
-was now thought expedient to look after Aunt Penelope’s Devonshire
-acres. Aunt Penelope was empowered to leave them to whom she pleased;
-and though it was thought in Eaton Square that she must, as a matter of
-course, leave them to one of the family, nevertheless a little cousinly
-intercourse might make the thing more certain. I will not say that this
-was the sole cause of such a visit, but in these days a visit was to be
-made by Captain Broughton to his aunt. Now Captain John Broughton was
-the second son of Alfonso Broughton, of Clapham Park and Eaton Square,
-Member of Parliament, and Lord of the aforesaid Government Board.
-
-“And what do you mean to do with him?” Patience Woolsworthy asked of
-Miss Le Smyrger when that lady walked over from the Combe to say that
-her nephew John was to arrive on the following morning.
-
-“Do with him? Why I shall bring him over here to talk to your father.”
-
-“He’ll be too fashionable for that; and papa won’t trouble his head
-about him if he finds that he doesn’t care for Dartmoor.”
-
-“Then he may fall in love with you, my dear.”
-
-“Well, yes; there’s that resource at any rate, and for your sake I dare
-say I should be more civil to him than papa. But he’ll soon get tired
-of making love, and what you’ll do then I cannot imagine.”
-
-That Miss Woolsworthy felt no interest in the coming of the Captain I
-will not pretend to say. The advent of any stranger with whom she would
-be called on to associate must be matter of interest to her in that
-secluded place; and she was not so absolutely unlike other young ladies
-that the arrival of an unmarried young man would be the same to her as
-the advent of some patriarchal paterfamilias. In taking that outlook
-into life of which I have spoken, she had never said to herself that she
-despised those things from which other girls received the excitement,
-the joys, and the disappointment of their lives. She had simply given
-herself to understand that very little of such things would come her
-way, and that it behoved her to live--to live happily if such might be
-possible--without experiencing the need of them. She had heard, when
-there was no thought of any such visit to Oxney Colne, that John
-Broughton was a handsome, clever man--one who thought much of himself,
-and was thought much of by others--that there had been some talk of his
-marrying a great heiress, which marriage, however, had not taken place
-through unwillingness on his part, and that he was on the whole a man of
-more mark in the world than the ordinary captain of ordinary regiments.
-
-Captain Broughton came to Oxney Combe, stayed there a fortnight,--the
-intended period for his projected visit having been fixed at three or
-four days,--and then went his way. He went his way back to his London
-haunts, the time of the year then being the close of the Easter
-holidays; but as he did so he told his aunt that he should assuredly
-return to her in the autumn.
-
-“And assuredly I shall be happy to see you, John--if you come with a
-certain purpose. If you have no such purpose, you had better remain
-away.”
-
-“I shall assuredly come,” the Captain had replied, and then he had gone
-on his journey.
-
-The summer passed rapidly by, and very little was said between Miss Le
-Smyrger and Miss Woolsworthy about Captain Broughton. In many
-respects--nay, I may say, as to all ordinary matters, no two women could
-well be more intimate with each other than they were,--and more than
-that, they had the courage each to talk to the other with absolute truth
-as to things concerning themselves--a courage in which dear friends
-often fail. But nevertheless, very little was said between them about
-Captain John Broughton. All that was said may be here repeated.
-
-“John says that he shall return here in August,” Miss Le Smyrger said,
-as Patience was sitting with her in the parlour at Oxney Combe, on the
-morning after that gentleman’s departure.
-
-“He told me so himself,” said Patience; and as she spoke her round dark
-eyes assumed a look of more than ordinary self-will. If Miss Le Smyrger
-had intended to carry the conversation any further, she changed her mind
-as she looked at her companion. Then, as I said, the summer ran by, and
-towards the close of the warm days of July, Miss Le Smyrger, sitting in
-the same chair in the same room, again took up the conversation.
-
-“I got a letter from John this morning. He says that he shall be here on
-the third.”
-
-“Does he?”
-
-“He is very punctual to the time he named.”
-
-“Yes; I fancy that he is a punctual man,” said Patience.
-
-“I hope that you will be glad to see him,” said Miss Le Smyrger.
-
-“Very glad to see him,” said Patience, with a bold clear voice; and then
-the conversation was again dropped, and nothing further was said till
-after Captain Broughton’s second arrival in the parish.
-
-Four months had then passed since his departure, and during that time
-Miss Woolsworthy had performed all her usual daily duties in their
-accustomed course. No one could discover that she had been less careful
-in her household matters than had been her wont, less willing to go
-among her poor neighbours, or less assiduous in her attentions to her
-father. But not the less was there a feeling in the minds of those
-around her that some great change had come upon her. She would sit
-during the long summer evenings on a certain spot outside the parsonage
-orchard, at the top of a small sloping field in which their solitary cow
-was always pastured, with a book on her knees before her, but rarely
-reading. There she would sit, with the beautiful view down to the
-winding river below her, watching the setting sun, and thinking,
-thinking, thinking--thinking of something of which she had never spoken.
-Often would Miss Le Smyrger come upon her there, and sometimes would
-pass by her even without a word; but never--never once did she dare to
-ask her of the matter of her thoughts. But she knew the matter well
-enough. No confession was necessary to inform her that Patience
-Woolsworthy was in love with John Broughton--ay, in love, to the full
-and entire loss of her whole heart.
-
-On one evening she was so sitting till the July sun had fallen and
-hidden himself for the night, when her father came upon her as he
-returned from one of his rambles on the moor. “Patty,” he said, “you are
-always sitting there now. Is it not late? Will you not be cold?”
-
-“No, papa,” said she, “I shall not be cold.”
-
-“But won’t you come to the house? I miss you when you come in so late
-that there’s no time to say a word before we go to bed.”
-
-She got up and followed him into the parsonage, and when they were in
-the sitting-room together, and the door was closed, she came up to him
-and kissed him. “Papa,” she said, “would it make you very unhappy if I
-were to leave you?”
-
-“Leave me!” he said, startled by the serious and almost solemn tone of
-her voice. “Do you mean for always?”
-
-“If I were to marry, papa?”
-
-“Oh, marry! No; that would not make me unhappy. It would make me very
-happy, Patty, to see you married to a man you would love--very, very
-happy; though my days would be desolate without you.”
-
-“That is it, papa. What would you do if I went from you?”
-
-“What would it matter, Patty? I should be free, at any rate, from a load
-which often presses heavy on me now. What will you do when I shall leave
-you? A few more years and all will be over with me. But who is it, love?
-Has anybody said anything to you?”
-
-“It was only an idea, papa. I don’t often think of such a thing; but I
-did think of it then.” And so the subject was allowed to pass by. This
-had happened before the day of the second arrival had been absolutely
-fixed and made known to Miss Woolsworthy.
-
-And then that second arrival took place. The reader may have understood
-from the words with which Miss Le Smyrger authorised her nephew to make
-his second visit to Oxney Combe that Miss Woolsworthy’s passion was not
-altogether unauthorised. Captain Broughton had been told that he was not
-to come unless he came with a certain purpose; and having been so told,
-he still persisted in coming. There can be no doubt but that he well
-understood the purport to which his aunt alluded. “I shall assuredly
-come,” he had said. And true to his word, he was now there.
-
-Patience knew exactly the hour at which he must arrive at the station at
-Newton Abbot, and the time also which it would take to travel over those
-twelve uphill miles from the station to Oxney. It need hardly be said
-that she paid no visit to Miss Le Smyrger’s house on that afternoon;
-but she might have known something of Captain Broughton’s approach
-without going thither. His road to the Combe passed by the
-parsonage-gate, and had Patience sat even at her bedroom window she must
-have seen him. But on such a morning she would not sit at her bedroom
-window--she would do nothing which would force her to accuse herself of
-a restless longing for her lover’s coming. It was for him to seek her.
-If he chose to do so, he knew the way to the parsonage.
-
-Miss Le Smyrger--good, dear, honest, hearty Miss Le Smyrger, was in a
-fever of anxiety on behalf of her friend. It was not that she wished her
-nephew to marry Patience--or rather that she had entertained any such
-wish when he first came among them. She was not given to match-making,
-and moreover thought, or had thought within herself, that they of Oxney
-Colne could do very well without any admixture from Eaton Square. Her
-plan of life had been that, when old Mr. Woolsworthy was taken away from
-Dartmoor, Patience should live with her; and that when she also shuffled
-off her coil, then Patience Woolsworthy should be the maiden mistress of
-Oxney Combe--of Oxney Combe and Mr. Cloysey’s farm--to the utter
-detriment of all the Broughtons. Such had been her plan before nephew
-John had come among them--a plan not to be spoken of till the coming of
-that dark day which should make Patience an orphan. But now her nephew
-had been there, and all was to be altered. Miss Le Smyrger’s plan would
-have provided a companion for her old age; but that had not been her
-chief object. She had thought more of Patience than of herself, and now
-it seemed that a prospect of a higher happiness was opening for her
-friend.
-
-“John,” she said, as soon as the first greetings were over, “do you
-remember the last words that I said to you before you went away?” Now,
-for myself, I much admire Miss Le Smyrger’s heartiness, but I do not
-think much of her discretion. It would have been better, perhaps, had
-she allowed things to take their course.
-
-“I can’t say that I do,” said the Captain. At the same time the Captain
-did remember very well what those last words had been.
-
-“I am so glad to see you, so delighted to see you, if--if--if--,” and
-then she paused, for with all her courage she hardly dared to ask her
-nephew whether he had come there with the express purpose of asking Miss
-Woolsworthy to marry him.
-
-To tell the truth, for there is no room for mystery within the limits
-of this short story,--to tell, I say, at a word the plain and simple
-truth, Captain Broughton had already asked that question. On the day
-before he left Oxney Colne, he had in set terms proposed to the parson’s
-daughter, and indeed the words, the hot and frequent words, which
-previously to that had fallen like sweetest honey into the ears of
-Patience Woolsworthy, had made it imperative on him to do so. When a man
-in such a place as that has talked to a girl of love day after day, must
-not he talk of it to some definite purpose on the day on which he leaves
-her? Or if he do not, must he not submit to be regarded as false,
-selfish, and almost fraudulent? Captain Broughton, however, had asked
-the question honestly and truly. He had done so honestly and truly, but
-in words, or, perhaps, simply with a tone, that had hardly sufficed to
-satisfy the proud spirit of the girl he loved. She by that time had
-confessed to herself that she loved him with all her heart; but she had
-made no such confession to him. To him she had spoken no word, granted
-no favour, that any lover might rightfully regard as a token of love
-returned. She had listened to him as he spoke, and bade him keep such
-sayings for the drawing-rooms of his fashionable friends. Then he had
-spoken out and had asked for that hand,--not, perhaps, as a suitor
-tremulous with hope,--but as a rich man who knows that he can command
-that which he desires to purchase.
-
-“You should think more of this,” she had said to him at last. “If you
-would really have me for your wife, it will not be much to you to return
-here again when time for thinking of it shall have passed by.” With
-these words she had dismissed him, and now he had again come back to
-Oxney Colne. But still she would not place herself at the window to look
-for him, nor dress herself in other than her simple morning country
-dress, nor omit one item of her daily work. If he wished to take her at
-all, he should wish to take her as she really was, in her plain country
-life, but he should take her also with full observance of all those
-privileges which maidens are allowed to claim from their lovers. He
-should contract no ceremonious observance because she was the daughter
-of a poor country parson who would come to him without a shilling,
-whereas he stood high in the world’s books. He had asked her to give him
-all that she had, and that all she was ready to give, without stint. But
-the gift must be valued before it could be given or received. He also
-was to give her as much, and she would accept it as beyond all price.
-But she would not allow that that which was offered to her was in any
-degree the more precious because of his outward worldly standing.
-
-She would not pretend to herself that she thought he would come to her
-that day, and therefore she busied herself in the kitchen and about the
-house, giving directions to her two maids as though the afternoon would
-pass as all other days did pass in that household. They usually dined at
-four, and she rarely in these summer months went far from the house
-before that hour. At four precisely she sat down with her father, and
-then said that she was going up as far as Helpholme after dinner.
-Helpholme was a solitary farmhouse in another parish, on the border of
-the moor, and Mr. Woolsworthy asked her whether he should accompany her.
-
-“Do, papa,” she said, “if you are not too tired.” And yet she had
-thought how probable it might be that she should meet John Broughton on
-her walk. And so it was arranged; but just as dinner was over, Mr.
-Woolsworthy remembered himself. “Gracious me,” he said, “how my memory
-is going. Gribbles, from Ivybridge, and old John Poulter, from Bovey,
-are coming to meet here by appointment. You can’t put Helpholme off till
-to-morrow?”
-
-Patience, however, never put off anything, and therefore at six o’clock,
-when her father had finished his slender modicum of toddy, she tied on
-her hat and went on her walk. She started with a quick step, and left no
-word to say by which route she would go. As she passed up along the
-little lane which led towards Oxney Combe, she would not even look to
-see if he was coming towards her; and when she left the road, passing
-over a stone stile into a little path which ran first through the upland
-fields, and then across the moor ground towards Helpholme, she did not
-look back once, or listen for his coming step.
-
-She paid her visit, remaining upwards of an hour with the old bedridden
-mother of the tenant of Helpholme. “God bless you, my darling!” said the
-old woman as she left her; “and send you some one to make your own path
-bright and happy through the world.” These words were still ringing in
-her ears with all their significance as she saw John Broughton waiting
-for her at the first stile which she had to pass after leaving the
-farmer’s haggard.
-
-“Patty,” he said, as he took her hand, and held it close within both his
-own, “what a chase I have had after you!”
-
-“And who asked you, Captain Broughton?” she answered, smiling. “If the
-journey was too much for your poor London strength, could you not have
-waited till to-morrow morning, when you would have found me at the
-parsonage?” But she did not draw her hand away from him, or in any way
-pretend that he had not a right to accost her as a lover.
-
-“No, I could not wait. I am more eager to see those I love than you seem
-to be.”
-
-“How do you know whom I love, or how eager I might be to see them? There
-is an old woman there whom I love, and I have thought nothing of this
-walk with the object of seeing her.” And now, slowly drawing her hand
-away from him, she pointed to the farmhouse which she had left.
-
-“Patty,” he said, after a minute’s pause, during which she had looked
-full into his face with all the force of her bright eyes; “I have come
-from London to-day, straight down here to Oxney, and from my aunt’s
-house close upon your footsteps after you, to ask you that one
-question--Do you love me?”
-
-“What a Hercules!” she said, again laughing. “Do you really mean that
-you left London only this morning? Why, you must have been five hours in
-a railway carriage and two in a postchaise, not to talk of the walk
-afterwards. You ought to take more care of yourself, Captain Broughton!”
-
-He would have been angry with her--for he did not like to be
-quizzed--had she not put her hand on his arm as she spoke, and the
-softness of her touch had redeemed the offence of her words.
-
-“All that I have done,” said he, “that I may hear one word from you.”
-
-“That any word of mine should have such potency! But let us walk on, or
-my father will take us for some of the standing stones of the moor. How
-have you found your aunt? If you only knew the cares that have sat on
-her dear shoulders for the last week past, in order that your high
-mightiness might have a sufficiency to eat and drink in these desolate
-half-starved regions!”
-
-“She might have saved herself such anxiety. No one can care less for
-such things than I do.”
-
-“And yet I think I have heard you boast of the cook of your club.” And
-then again there was silence for a minute or two.
-
-“Patty,” said he, stopping again in the path; “answer my question. I
-have a right to demand an answer. Do you love me?”
-
-“And what if I do? What if I have been so silly as to allow your
-perfections to be too many for my weak heart? What then, Captain
-Broughton?”
-
-“It cannot be that you love me, or you would not joke now.”
-
-“Perhaps not, indeed,” she said. It seemed as though she were resolved
-not to yield an inch in her own humour. And then again they walked on.
-
-“Patty,” he said once more, “I shall get an answer from you
-to-night,--this evening; now, during this walk, or I shall return
-to-morrow, and never revisit this spot again.”
-
-“Oh, Captain Broughton, how should we ever manage to live without you?”
-
-“Very well,” he said; “up to the end of this walk I can bear it
-all;--and one word spoken then will mend it all.”
-
-During the whole of this time she felt that she was ill-using him. She
-knew that she loved him with all her heart; that it would nearly kill
-her to part with him; that she had heard his renewed offer with an
-ecstacy of joy. She acknowledged to herself that he was giving proof of
-his devotion as strong as any which a girl could receive from her lover.
-And yet she could hardly bring herself to say the word he longed to
-hear. That word once said, and then she knew that she must succumb to
-her love for ever! That word once said, and there would be nothing for
-her but to spoil him with her idolatry! That word once said, and she
-must continue to repeat it into his ears, till perhaps he might be tired
-of hearing it! And now he had threatened her, and how could she speak
-after that? She certainly would not speak it unless he asked her again
-without such threat. And so they walked on in silence.
-
-“Patty,” he said at last. “By the heavens above us you shall answer me.
-Do you love me?”
-
-She now stood still, and almost trembled as she looked up into his face.
-She stood opposite to him for a moment, and then placing her two hands
-on his shoulders, she answered him. “I do, I do, I do,” she said, “with
-all my heart; with all my heart--with all my heart and strength.” And
-then her head fell upon his breast.
-
- * * * * *
-
-Captain Broughton was almost as much surprised as delighted by the
-warmth of the acknowledgment made by the eager-hearted passionate girl
-whom he now held within his arms. She had said it now; the words had
-been spoken; and there was nothing for her but to swear to him over and
-over again with her sweetest oaths, that those words were true--true as
-her soul. And very sweet was the walk down from thence to the parsonage
-gate. He spoke no more of the distance of the ground, or the length of
-his day’s journey. But he stopped her at every turn that he might press
-her arm the closer to his own, that he might look into the brightness of
-her eyes, and prolong his hour of delight. There were no more gibes now
-on her tongue, no raillery at his London finery, no laughing comments on
-his coming and going. With downright honesty she told him everything:
-how she had loved him before her heart was warranted in such a passion;
-how, with much thinking, she had resolved that it would be unwise to
-take him at his first word, and had thought it better that he should
-return to London, and then think over it; how she had almost repented of
-her courage when she had feared, during those long summer days, that he
-would forget her; and how her heart had leapt for joy when her old
-friend had told her that he was coming.
-
-“And yet,” said he, “you were not glad to see me!”
-
-“Oh, was I not glad? You cannot understand the feelings of a girl who
-has lived secluded as I have done. Glad is no word for the joy I felt.
-But it was not seeing you that I cared for so much. It was the knowledge
-that you were near me once again. I almost wish now that I had not seen
-you till to-morrow.” But as she spoke she pressed his arm, and this
-caress gave the lie to her last words.
-
-“No, do not come in to-night,” she said, when she reached the little
-wicket that led up to the parsonage. “Indeed, you shall not. I could not
-behave myself properly if you did.”
-
-“But I don’t want you to behave properly.”
-
-“Oh! I am to keep that for London, am I? But, nevertheless, Captain
-Broughton, I will not invite you either to tea or to supper to-night.”
-
-“Surely I may shake hands with your father.”
-
-“Not to-night--not till---- John, I may tell him, may I not? I must tell
-him at once.”
-
-“Certainly,” said he.
-
-“And then you shall see him to-morrow. Let me see--at what hour shall I
-bid you come?”
-
-“To breakfast.”
-
-“No, indeed. What on earth would your aunt do with her broiled turkey
-and the cold pie? I have got no cold pie for you.”
-
-“I hate cold pie.”
-
-“What a pity! But, John, I should be forced to leave you directly after
-breakfast. Come down--come down at two, or three; and then I will go
-back with you to Aunt Penelope. I must see her to-morrow;” and so at
-last the matter was settled, and the happy Captain, as he left her, was
-hardly resisted in his attempt to press her lips to his own.
-
-When she entered the parlour in which her father was sitting, there
-still were Gribbles and Poulter discussing some knotty point of Devon
-lore. So Patience took off her hat, and sat herself down, waiting till
-they should go. For full an hour she had to wait, and then Gribbles and
-Poulter did go. But it was not in such matters as this that Patience
-Woolsworthy was impatient. She could wait, and wait, and wait, curbing
-herself for weeks and months, while the thing waited for was in her eyes
-good; but she could not curb her hot thoughts or her hot words when
-things came to be discussed which she did not think to be good.
-
-“Papa,” she said, when Gribbles’ long-drawn last word had been spoken at
-the door. “Do you remember how I asked you the other day what you would
-say if I were to leave you?”
-
-“Yes, surely,” he replied, looking up at her in astonishment.
-
-“I am going to leave you now,” she said. “Dear, dearest father, how am I
-to go from you?”
-
-“Going to leave me,” said he, thinking of her visit to Helpholme, and
-thinking of nothing else.
-
-Now, there had been a story about Helpholme. That bedridden old lady
-there had a stalwart son, who was now the owner of the Helpholme
-pastures. But though owner in fee of all those wild acres, and of the
-cattle which they supported, he was not much above the farmers around
-him, either in manners or education. He had his merits, however; for he
-was honest, well-to-do in the world, and modest withal. How strong love
-had grown up, springing from neighbourly kindness, between our Patience
-and his mother, it needs not here to tell; but rising from it had come
-another love--or an ambition which might have grown to love. The young
-man, after much thought, had not dared to speak to Miss Woolsworthy, but
-he had sent a message by Miss Le Smyrger. If there could be any hope for
-him, he would present himself as a suitor--on trial. He did not owe a
-shilling in the world, and had money by him--saved. He wouldn’t ask the
-parson for a shilling of fortune. Such had been the tenor of his
-message, and Miss Le Smyrger had delivered it faithfully, “He does not
-mean it,” Patience had said with her stern voice “Indeed he does, my
-dear. You may be sure he is in earnest,” Miss Le Smyrger had replied;
-“and there is not an honester man in these parts.”
-
-“Tell him,” said Patience, not attending to the latter portion of her
-friend’s last speech, “that it cannot be--make him understand, you
-know--and tell him also that the matter shall be thought of no more.”
-The matter had, at any rate, been spoken of no more, but the young
-farmer still remained a bachelor, and Helpholme still wanted a mistress.
-But all this came back upon the parson’s mind when his daughter told him
-that she was about to leave him.
-
-“Yes, dearest,” she said; and as she spoke she now knelt at his knees.
-“I have been, asked in marriage, and I have given myself away.”
-
-“Well, my love, if you will be happy----”
-
-“I hope I shall; I think I shall. But you, papa?”
-
-“You will not be far from us.”
-
-“Oh, yes; in London.”
-
-“In London?”
-
-“Captain Broughton lives in London generally.”
-
-“And has Captain Broughton asked you to marry him?”
-
-“Yes, papa--who else? Is he not good? Will you not love him? Oh, papa,
-do not say that I am wrong to love him?”
-
-He never told her his mistake, or explained to her that he had not
-thought it possible that the high-placed son of the London great man
-should have fallen in love with his undowered daughter; but he embraced
-her, and told her, with all his enthusiasm, that he rejoiced in her joy,
-and would be happy in her happiness. “My own Patty,” he said, “I have
-ever known that you were too good for this life of ours here.” And then
-the evening wore away into the night, with many tears, but still with
-much happiness.
-
-Captain Broughton, as he walked back to Oxney Combe, made up his mind
-that he would say nothing on the matter to his aunt till the next
-morning. He wanted to think over it all, and to think it over, if
-possible, by himself. He had taken a step in life, the most important
-that a man is ever called on to take, and he had to reflect whether or
-no he had taken it with wisdom.
-
-“Have you seen her?” said Miss Le Smyrger, very anxiously, when he came
-into the drawing-room.
-
-“Miss Woolsworthy you mean,” said he. “Yes, I’ve seen her. As I found
-her out, I took a long walk, and happened to meet her. Do you know,
-aunt, I think I’ll go to bed; I was up at five this morning, and have
-been on the move ever since.”
-
-Miss Le Smyrger perceived that she was to hear nothing that evening, so
-she handed him his candlestick and allowed him to go to his room.
-
-But Captain Broughton did not immediately retire to bed, nor when he
-did so was he able to sleep at once. Had this step that he had taken
-been a wise one? He was not a man who, in worldly matters, had allowed
-things to arrange themselves for him, as is the case with so many men.
-He had formed views for himself, and had a theory of life. Money for
-money’s sake he had declared to himself to be bad. Money, as a
-concomitant to things which were in themselves good, he had declared to
-himself to be good also. That concomitant in this affair of his
-marriage, he had now missed. Well; he had made up his mind to that, and
-would put up with the loss. He had means of living of his own, the means
-not so extensive as might have been desirable. That it would be well for
-him to become a married man, looking merely to the state of life as
-opposed to his present state, he had fully resolved. On that point,
-therefore, there was nothing to repent. That Patty Woolsworthy was good,
-affectionate, clever, and beautiful, he was sufficiently satisfied. It
-would be odd indeed if he were not so satisfied now, seeing that for the
-last four months he had so declared to himself daily with many inward
-asseverations. And yet though he repeated, now again, that he was
-satisfied, I do not think that he was so fully satisfied of it as he had
-been throughout the whole of those four months. It is sad to say so, but
-I fear--I fear that such was the case. When you have your plaything, how
-much of the anticipated pleasure vanishes, especially if it be won
-easily.
-
-He had told none of his family what were his intentions in this second
-visit to Devonshire, and now he had to bethink himself whether they
-would be satisfied. What would his sister say, she who had married the
-Honourable Augustus Gumbleton, gold-stick-in-waiting to Her Majesty’s
-Privy Council? Would she receive Patience with open arms, and make much
-of her about London? And then how far would London suit Patience, or
-would Patience suit London? There would be much for him to do in
-teaching her, and it would be well for him to set about the lesson
-without loss of time. So far he got that night, but when the morning
-came he went a step further, and began mentally to criticise her manner
-to himself. It had been very sweet, that warm, that full, that ready
-declaration of love. Yes; it had been very sweet; but--but--; when,
-after her little jokes, she did confess her love, had she not been a
-little too free for feminine excellence? A man likes to be told that he
-is loved, but he hardly wishes that the girl he is to marry should fling
-herself at his head!
-
-Ah me! yes; it was thus he argued to himself as on that morning he went
-through, the arrangements of his toilet. “Then he was a brute,” you say,
-my pretty reader. I have never said that he was not a brute. But this I
-remark, that many such brutes are to be met with in the beaten paths of
-the world’s highway. When Patience Woolsworthy had answered him coldly,
-bidding him go back to London and think over his love; while it seemed
-from her manner that at any rate as yet she did not care for him; while
-he was absent from her, and, therefore, longing for her, the possession
-of her charms, her talent and bright honesty of purpose had seemed to
-him a thing most desirable. Now they were his own. They had, in fact,
-been his own from the first. The heart of this country-bred girl had
-fallen at the first word from his mouth. Had she not so confessed to
-him? She was very nice--very nice indeed. He loved her dearly. But had
-he not sold himself too cheaply?
-
-I by no means say that he was not a brute. But whether brute or no, he
-was an honest man, and had no remotest dream, either then, on that
-morning, or during the following days on which such thoughts pressed
-more quickly on his mind--of breaking away from his pledged word. At
-breakfast on that morning he told all to Miss Le Smyrger, and that lady,
-with warm and gracious intentions, confided to him her purpose regarding
-her property. “I have always regarded Patience as my heir,” she said,
-“and shall do so still.”
-
-“Oh, indeed,” said Captain Broughton.
-
-“But it is a great, great pleasure to me to think that she will give
-back the little property to my sister’s child. You will have your
-mother’s, and thus it will all come together again.”
-
-“Ah!” said Captain Broughton. He had his own ideas about property, and
-did not, even under existing circumstances, like to hear that his aunt
-considered herself at liberty to leave the acres away to one who was by
-blood quite a stranger to the family.
-
-“Does Patience know of this?” he asked.
-
-“Not a word,” said Miss Le Smyrger. And then nothing more was said upon
-the subject.
-
-On that afternoon he went down and received the parson’s benediction and
-congratulations with a good grace. Patience said very little on the
-occasion, and indeed was absent during the greater part of the
-interview. The two lovers then walked up to Oxney Combe, and there were
-more benedictions and more congratulations. “All went merry as a
-marriage bell,” at any rate as far as Patience was concerned. Not a
-word had yet fallen from that dear mouth, not a look had yet come over
-that handsome face, which tended in any way to mar her bliss. Her first
-day of acknowledged love was a day altogether happy, and when she prayed
-for him as she knelt beside her bed there was no feeling in her mind
-that any fear need disturb her joy.
-
-I will pass over the next three or four days very quickly, merely saying
-that Patience did not find them so pleasant as that first day after her
-engagement. There was something in her lover’s manner--something which
-at first she could not define--which by degrees seemed to grate against
-her feelings. He was sufficiently affectionate, that being a matter on
-which she did not require much demonstration; but joined to his
-affection there seemed to be----; she hardly liked to suggest to herself
-a harsh word, but could it be possible that he was beginning to think
-that she was not good enough for him? And then she asked herself the
-question--was she good enough for him? If there were doubt about that,
-the match should be broken off, though she tore her own heart out in the
-struggle. The truth, however, was this--that he had begun that teaching
-which he had already found to be so necessary. Now, had any one essayed
-to teach Patience German or mathematics, with that young lady’s free
-consent, I believe that she would have been found a meek scholar. But it
-was not probable that she would be meek when she found a self-appointed
-tutor teaching her manners and conduct without her consent.
-
-So matters went on for four or five days, and on the evening of the
-fifth day Captain Broughton and his aunt drank tea at the parsonage.
-Nothing very especial occurred; but as the parson and Miss Le Smyrger
-insisted on playing backgammon with devoted perseverance during the
-whole evening, Broughton had a good opportunity of saying a word or two
-about those changes in his lady-love which a life in London would
-require--and some word he said also--some single slight word as to the
-higher station in life to which he would exalt his bride. Patience bore
-it--for her father and Miss Le Smyrger were in the room--she bore it
-well, speaking no syllable of anger, and enduring, for the moment, the
-implied scorn of the old parsonage. Then the evening broke up, and
-Captain Broughton walked back to Oxney Combe with his aunt. “Patty,” her
-father said to her before they went to bed, “he seems to me to be a most
-excellent young man.” “Dear papa,” she answered, kissing him. “And
-terribly deep in love,” said Mr. Woolsworthy. “Oh, I don’t know about
-that,” she answered, as she left him with her sweetest smile. But though
-she could thus smile at her father’s joke, she had already made up her
-mind that there was still something to be learned as to her promised
-husband before she could place herself altogether in his hands. She
-would ask him whether he thought himself liable to injury from this
-proposed marriage; and though he should deny any such thought, she would
-know from the manner of his denial what his true feelings were.
-
-And he, too, on that night, during his silent walk with Miss Le Smyrger,
-had entertained some similar thoughts. “I fear she is obstinate,” he
-said to himself, and then he had half accused her of being sullen also.
-“If that be her temper, what a life of misery I have before me!”
-
-“Have you fixed a day yet?” his aunt asked him as they came near to her
-house.
-
-“No, not yet; I don’t know whether it will suit me to fix it before I
-leave.”
-
-“Why, it was but the other day you were in such a hurry.”
-
-“Ah--yes--I have thought more about it since then.”
-
-“I should have imagined that this would depend on what Patty thinks,”
-said Miss Le Smyrger, standing up for the privileges of her sex. “It is
-presumed that the gentleman is always ready as soon as the lady will
-consent.”
-
-“Yes, in ordinary cases it is so; but when a girl is taken out of her
-own sphere----”
-
-“Her own sphere! Let me caution you, Master John, not to talk to Patty
-about her own sphere.”
-
-“Aunt Penelope, as Patience is to be my wife and not yours, I must claim
-permission to speak to her on such subjects as may seem suitable to me.”
-And then they parted--not in the best humour with each other.
-
-On the following day Captain Broughton and Miss Woolsworthy did not meet
-till the evening. She had said, before those few ill-omened words had
-passed her lover’s lips, that she would probably be at Miss Le Smyrger’s
-house on the following morning. Those ill-omened words did pass her
-lover’s lips, and then she remained at home. This did not come from
-sullenness, nor even from anger, but from a conviction that it would be
-well that she should think much before she met him again. Nor was he
-anxious to hurry a meeting. His thought--his base thought--was this;
-that she would be sure to come up to the Combe after him; but she did
-not come, and therefore in the evening he went down to her, and asked
-her to walk with him.
-
-They went away by the path that led to Helpholme, and little was said
-between them till they had walked some mile together. Patience, as she
-went along the path, remembered almost to the letter the sweet words
-which had greeted her ears as she came down that way with him on the
-night of his arrival; but he remembered nothing of that sweetness then.
-Had he not made an ass of himself during these last six months? That was
-the thought which very much had possession of his mind.
-
-“Patience,” he said at last, having hitherto spoken only an indifferent
-word now and again since they had left the parsonage, “Patience, I hope
-you realise the importance of the step which you and I are about to
-take?”
-
-“Of course I do,” she answered. “What an odd question that is for you to
-ask!”
-
-“Because,” said he, “sometimes I almost doubt it. It seems to me as
-though you thought you could remove yourself from here to your new home
-with no more trouble than when you go from home up to the Combe.”
-
-“Is that meant for a reproach, John?”
-
-“No, not for a reproach, but for advice. Certainly not for a reproach.”
-
-“I am glad of that.”
-
-“But I should wish to make you think how great is the leap in the world
-which you are about to take.” Then again they walked on for many steps
-before she answered him.
-
-“Tell me, then, John,” she said, when she had sufficiently considered
-what words she should speak; and as she spoke a bright colour suffused
-her face, and her eyes flashed almost with anger. “What leap do you
-mean? Do you mean a leap upwards?”
-
-“Well, yes; I hope it will be so.”
-
-“In one sense, certainly, it would be a leap upwards. To be the wife of
-the man I loved; to have the privilege of holding his happiness in my
-hand; to know that I was his own--the companion whom he had chosen out
-of all the world--that would, indeed, be a leap upwards; a leap almost
-to heaven, it all that were so. But if you mean upwards in any other
-sense----”
-
-“I was thinking of the social scale.”
-
-“Then, Captain Broughton, your thoughts were doing me dishonour.”
-
-“Doing you dishonour!”
-
-“Yes, doing me dishonour. That your father is, in the world’s esteem, a
-greater man than mine is doubtless true enough. That you, as a man, are
-richer than I am as a woman, is doubtless also true. But you dishonour
-me, and yourself also, if these things can weigh with you now.”
-
-“Patience,--I think you can hardly know what words you are saying to
-me.”
-
-“Pardon me, but I think I do. Nothing that you can give me--no gifts of
-that description--can weigh aught against that which I am giving you. If
-you had all the wealth and rank of the greatest lord in the land, it
-would count as nothing in such a scale. If--as I have not doubted--if in
-return for my heart you have given me yours, then--then--then you have
-paid me fully. But when gifts such as those are going, nothing else can
-count even as a make-weight.”
-
-“I do not quite understand you,” he answered, after a pause. “I fear you
-are a little high-flown.” And then, while the evening was still early,
-they walked back to the parsonage almost without another word.
-
-Captain Broughton at this time had only one full day more to remain at
-Oxney Colne. On the afternoon following that he was to go as far as
-Exeter, and thence return to London. Of course, it was to be expected
-that the wedding day would be fixed before he went, and much had been
-said about it during the first day or two of his engagement. Then he had
-pressed for an early time, and Patience, with a girl’s usual diffidence,
-had asked for some little delay. But now nothing was said on the
-subject; and how was it probable that such a matter could be settled
-after such a conversation as that which I have related? That evening,
-Miss Le Smyrger asked whether the day had been fixed. “No,” said Captain
-Broughton, harshly; “nothing has been fixed.” “But it will be arranged
-before you go?” “Probably not,” he said; and then the subject was
-dropped for the time.
-
-“John,” she said, just before she went to bed, “if there be anything
-wrong between you and Patience, I conjure you to tell me.”
-
-“You had better ask her,” he replied. “I can tell you nothing.”
-
-On the following morning he was much surprised by seeing Patience on the
-gravel path before Miss Le Smyrger’s gate immediately after breakfast.
-He went to the door to open it for her, and she, as she gave him her
-hand, told him that she came up to speak to him. There was no hesitation
-in her manner, nor any look of anger in her face. But there was in her
-gait and form, in her voice and countenance, a fixedness of purpose
-which he had never seen before, or at any rate had never acknowledged.
-
-“Certainly,” said he. “Shall I come out with you, or will you come up
-stairs?”
-
-“We can sit down in the summer-house,” she said; and thither they both
-went.
-
-“Captain Broughton,” she said--and she began her task the moment that
-they were both seated--“you and I have engaged ourselves as man and
-wife, but perhaps we have been over rash.”
-
-“How so?” said he.
-
-“It may be--and indeed I will say more--it is the case that we have made
-this engagement without knowing enough of each other’s character.”
-
-“I have not thought so.”
-
-“The time will perhaps come when you will so think, but for the sake of
-all that we most value, let it come before it is too late. What would be
-our fate--how terrible would be our misery--if such a thought should
-come to either of us after we have linked our lots together.”
-
-There was a solemnity about her as she thus spoke which almost repressed
-him,--which for a time did prevent him from taking that tone of
-authority which on such a subject he would choose to adopt. But he
-recovered himself. “I hardly think that this comes well from you,” he
-said.
-
-“From whom else should it come? Who else can fight my battle for me;
-and, John, who else can fight that same battle on your behalf? I tell
-you this, that with your mind standing towards me as it does stand at
-present, you could not give me your hand at the altar with true words
-and a happy conscience. Am I not true? You have half repented of your
-bargain already. Is it not so?”
-
-He did not answer her; but getting up from his seat walked to the front
-of the summer-house, and stood there with his back turned upon her. It
-was not that he meant to be ungracious, but in truth he did not know how
-to answer her. He had half repented of his bargain.
-
-“John,” she said, getting up and following him, so that she could put
-her hand upon his arm, “I have been very angry with you.”
-
-“Angry with me!” he said, turning sharp upon her.
-
-“Yes, angry with you. You would have treated me like a child. But that
-feeling has gone now. I am not angry now. There is my hand;--the hand of
-a friend. Let the words that have been spoken between us be as though
-they had not been spoken. Let us both be free.”
-
-“Do you mean it?”
-
-“Certainly I mean it.” As she spoke these words her eyes filled with
-tears, in spite of all the efforts she could make; but he was not
-looking at her, and her efforts had sufficed to prevent any sob from
-being audible.
-
-“With all my heart,” he said; and it was manifest from his tone that he
-had no thought of her happiness as he spoke. It was true that she had
-been angry with him--angry, as she had herself declared; but
-nevertheless, in what she had said and what she had done, she had
-thought more of his happiness than of her own. Now she was angry once
-again.
-
-“With all your heart, Captain Broughton! Well, so be it. If with all
-your heart, then is the necessity so much the greater. You go to-morrow.
-Shall we say farewell now?”
-
-“Patience, I am not going to be lectured.”
-
-“Certainly not by me. Shall we say farewell now?”
-
-“Yes, if you are determined.”
-
-“I am determined. Farewell, Captain Broughton. You have all my wishes
-for your happiness.” And she held out her hand to him.
-
-“Patience!” he said. And he looked at her with a dark frown, as though
-he would strive to frighten her into submission. If so, he might have
-saved himself any such attempt.
-
-“Farewell, Captain Broughton. Give me your hand, for I cannot stay.” He
-gave her his hand, hardly knowing why he did so. She lifted it to her
-lips and kissed it, and then, leaving him, passed from the summer-house
-down through the wicket-gate, and straight home to the parsonage.
-
-During the whole of that day she said no word to any one of what had
-occurred. When she was once more at home she went about her household
-affairs as she had done on that day of his arrival. When she sat down to
-dinner with her father he observed nothing to make him think that she
-was unhappy; nor during the evening was there any expression in her
-face, or any tone in her voice, which excited his attention. On the
-following morning Captain Broughton called at the parsonage, and the
-servant-girl brought word to her mistress that he was in the parlour.
-But she would not see him. “Laws, miss, you ain’t a quarrelled with your
-beau?” the poor girl said. “No, not quarrelled,” she said; “but give him
-that.” It was a scrap of paper, containing a word or two in pencil. “It
-is better that we should not meet again. God bless you.” And from that
-day to this, now more than ten years, they never have met.
-
-“Papa,” she said to her father that afternoon, “dear papa, do not be
-angry with me. It is all over between me and John Broughton. Dearest,
-you and I will not be separated.”
-
-It would be useless here to tell how great was the old man’s surprise
-and how true his sorrow. As the tale was told to him no cause was given
-for anger with any one. Not a word was spoken against the suitor who had
-on that day returned to London with a full conviction that now at least
-he was relieved from his engagement. “Patty, my darling child,” he said,
-“may God grant that it be for the best!”
-
-“It is for the best,” she answered stoutly. “For this place I am fit;
-and I much doubt whether I am fit for any other.”
-
-On that day she did not see Miss Le Smyrger, but on the following
-morning, knowing that Captain Broughton had gone off, having heard the
-wheels of the carriage as they passed by the parsonage gate on his way
-to the station,--she walked up to the Combe.
-
-“He has told you, I suppose?” said she.
-
-“Yes,” said Miss Le Smyrger. “And I will never see him again unless he
-asks your pardon on his knees. I have told him so. I would not even give
-him my hand as he went.”
-
-“But why so, thou kindest one? The fault was mine more than his.”
-
-“I understand. I have eyes in my head,” said the old maid. “I have
-watched him for the last four or five days. If you could have kept the
-truth to yourself and bade him keep off from you, he would have been at
-your feet now, licking the dust from your shoes.”
-
-“But, dear friend, I do not want a man to lick dust from my shoes.”
-
-“Ah, you are a fool. You do not know the value of your own wealth.”
-
-“True; I have been a fool. I was a fool to think that one coming from
-such a life as he has led could be happy with such as I am. I know the
-truth now. I have bought the lesson dearly,--but perhaps not too dearly,
-seeing that it will never be forgotten.”
-
-There was but little more said about the matter between our three
-friends at Oxney Colne. What, indeed, could be said? Miss Le Smyrger for
-a year or two still expected that her nephew would return and claim his
-bride; but he has never done so, nor has there been any correspondence
-between them. Patience Woolsworthy had learned her lesson dearly. She
-had given her whole heart to the man; and, though she so bore herself
-that no one was aware of the violence of the struggle, nevertheless the
-struggle within her bosom was very violent. She never told herself that
-she had done wrong; she never regretted her loss; but yet--yet--the loss
-was very hard to bear. He also had loved her, but he was not capable of
-a love which could much injure his daily peace. Her daily peace was gone
-for many a day to come.
-
-Her father is still living; but there is a curate now in the parish. In
-conjunction with him and with Miss Le Smyrger she spends her time in the
-concerns of the parish. In her own eyes she is a confirmed old maid; and
-such is my opinion also. The romance of her life was played out in that
-summer. She never sits now lonely on the hill-side thinking how much she
-might do for one whom she really loved. But with a large heart she loves
-many, and, with no romance, she works hard to lighten the burdens of
-those she loves.
-
-As for Captain Broughton, all the world know that he did marry that
-great heiress with whom his name was once before connected, and that he
-is now a useful member of Parliament, working on committees three or
-four days a week with a zeal that is indefatigable. Sometimes, not
-often, as he thinks of Patience Woolsworthy, a gratified smile comes
-across his face.
-
-
-
-
-GEORGE WALKER AT SUEZ.
-
-
-Of all the spots on the world’s surface that I, George Walker, of Friday
-Street, London, have ever visited, Suez in Egypt, at the head of the Red
-Sea, is by far the vilest, the most unpleasant, and the least
-interesting. There are no women there, no water, and no vegetation. It
-is surrounded, and indeed often filled, by a world of sand. A scorching
-sun is always overhead; and one is domiciled in a huge cavernous hotel,
-which seems to have been made purposely destitute of all the comforts of
-civilised life. Nevertheless, in looking back upon the week of my life
-which I spent there I always enjoy a certain sort of triumph;--or
-rather, upon one day of that week, which lends a sort of halo not only
-to my sojourn at Suez, but to the whole period of my residence in Egypt.
-
-I am free to confess that I am not a great man, and that, at any rate in
-the earlier part of my career, I had a hankering after the homage which
-is paid to greatness. I would fain have been a popular orator, feeding
-myself on the incense tendered to me by thousands; or failing that, a
-man born to power, whom those around him were compelled to respect, and
-perhaps to fear. I am not ashamed to acknowledge this, and I believe
-that most of my neighbours in Friday Street would own as much were they
-as candid and open-hearted as myself.
-
-It is now some time since I was recommended to pass the first four
-months of the year in Cairo because I had a sore-throat. The doctor may
-have been right, but I shall never divest myself of the idea that my
-partners wished to be rid of me while they made certain changes in the
-management of the firm. They would not otherwise have shown such
-interest every time I blew my nose or relieved my huskiness by a slight
-cough;--they would not have been so intimate with that surgeon from St.
-Bartholomew’s who dined with them twice at the Albion; nor would they
-have gone to work directly that my back was turned, and have done those
-very things which they could not have done had I remained at home. Be
-that as it may, I was frightened and went to Cairo, and while there I
-made a trip to Suez for a week.
-
-I was not happy at Cairo, for I knew nobody there, and the people at the
-hotel were, as I thought, uncivil. It seemed to me as though I were
-allowed to go in and out merely by sufferance; and yet I paid my bill
-regularly every week. The house was full of company, but the company was
-made up of parties of twos and threes, and they all seemed to have their
-own friends. I did make attempts to overcome that terrible British
-exclusiveness, that noli me tangere with which an Englishman arms
-himself, and in which he thinks it necessary to envelop his wife; but it
-was in vain, and I found myself sitting down to breakfast and dinner,
-day after day, as much alone as I should do if I called for a chop at a
-separate table in the Cathedral Coffee-house. And yet at breakfast and
-dinner I made one of an assemblage of thirty or forty people. That I
-thought dull.
-
-But as I stood one morning on the steps before the hotel, bethinking
-myself that my throat was as well as ever I remembered it to be, I was
-suddenly slapped on the back. Never in my life did I feel a more
-pleasant sensation, or turn round with more unaffected delight to return
-a friend’s greeting. It was as though a cup of water had been handed to
-me in the desert. I knew that a cargo of passengers for Australia had
-reached Cairo that morning, and were to be passed on to Suez as soon as
-the railway would take them, and did not therefore expect that the
-greeting had come from any sojourner in Egypt. I should perhaps have
-explained that the even tenor of our life at the hotel was disturbed
-some four times a month by a flight through Cairo of a flock of
-travellers, who like locusts eat up all that there was eatable at the
-Inn for the day. They sat down at the same tables with us, never mixing
-with us, having their separate interests and hopes, and being often, as
-I thought, somewhat loud and almost selfish in the expression of them.
-These flocks consisted of passengers passing and repassing by the
-overland route to and from India and Australia; and had I nothing else
-to tell, I should delight to describe all that I watched of their habits
-and manners--the outward bound being so different in their traits from
-their brethren on their return. But I have to tell of my own triumph at
-Suez, and must therefore hasten on to say that on turning round quickly
-with my outstretched hand, I found it clasped by John Robinson.
-
-“Well, Robinson, is this you?” “Holloa, Walker, what are you doing
-here?” That of course was the style of greeting. Elsewhere I should not
-have cared much to meet John Robinson, for he was a man who had never
-done well in the world. He had been in business and connected with a
-fairly good house in Sise Lane, but he had married early, and things had
-not exactly gone well with him. I don’t think the house broke, but he
-did; and so he was driven to take himself and five children off to
-Australia. Elsewhere I should not have cared to come across him, but I
-was positively glad to be slapped on the back by anybody on that
-landing-place in front of Shepheard’s Hotel at Cairo.
-
-I soon learned that Robinson with his wife and children, and indeed with
-all the rest of the Australian cargo, were to be passed on to Suez that
-afternoon, and after a while I agreed to accompany their party. I had
-made up my mind, on coming out from England, that I would see all the
-wonders of Egypt, and hitherto I had seen nothing. I did ride on one day
-some fifteen miles on a donkey to see the petrified forest; but the
-guide, who called himself a dragoman, took me wrong or cheated me in
-some way. We rode half the day over a stony, sandy plain, seeing
-nothing, with a terrible wind that filled my mouth with grit, and at
-last the dragoman got off. “Dere,” said he, picking up a small bit of
-stone, “Dis is de forest made of stone. Carry that home.” Then we turned
-round and rode back to Cairo. My chief observation as to the country was
-this--that whichever way we went, the wind blew into our teeth. The
-day’s work cost me five-and-twenty shillings, and since that I had not
-as yet made any other expedition. I was therefore glad of an opportunity
-of going to Suez, and of making the journey in company with an
-acquaintance.
-
-At that time the railway was open, as far as I remember, nearly half the
-way from Cairo to Suez. It did not run four or five times a day, as
-railways do in other countries, but four or five times a month. In fact,
-it only carried passengers on the arrival of these flocks passing
-between England and her Eastern possessions. There were trains passing
-backwards and forwards constantly, as I perceived in walking to and from
-the station; but, as I learned, they carried nothing but the labourers
-working on the line, and the water sent into the Desert for their use.
-It struck me forcibly at the time that I should not have liked to have
-money in that investment.
-
-Well; I went with Robinson to Suez. The journey, like everything else in
-Egypt, was sandy, hot, and unpleasant. The railway carriages were pretty
-fair, and we had room enough; but even in them the dust was a great
-nuisance. We travelled about ten miles an hour, and stopped about an
-hour at every ten miles. This was tedious, but we had cigars with us and
-a trifle of brandy and water; and in this manner the railway journey
-wore itself away. In the middle of the night, however, we were moved
-from the railway carriages into omnibuses, as they were called, and then
-I was not comfortable. These omnibuses were wooden boxes, placed each
-upon a pair of wheels, and supposed to be capable of carrying six
-passengers. I was thrust into one with Robinson, his wife and five
-children, and immediately began to repent of my good-nature in
-accompanying them. To each vehicle were attached four horses or mules,
-and I must acknowledge that as on the railway they went as slow as
-possible, so now in these conveyances, dragged through the sand, they
-went as fast as the beasts could be made to gallop. I remember the Fox
-Tally-ho coach on the Birmingham road when Boyce drove it, but as
-regards pace the Fox Tally-ho was nothing to these machines in Egypt. On
-the first going off I was jolted right on to Mrs. R. and her infant; and
-for a long time that lady thought that the child had been squeezed out
-of its proper shape; but at last we arrived at Suez, and the baby seemed
-to me to be all right when it was handed down into the boat at Suez.
-
-The Robinsons were allowed time to breakfast at that cavernous
-hotel--which looked to me like a scheme to save the expense of the
-passengers’ meal on board the ship--and then they were off. I shook
-hands with him heartily as I parted with him at the quay, and wished him
-well through all his troubles. A man who takes a wife and five young
-children out into a colony, and that with his pockets but indifferently
-lined, certainly has his trouble before him. So he has at home, no
-doubt; but, judging for myself, I should always prefer sticking to the
-old ship as long as there is a bag of biscuits in the locker. Poor
-Robinson! I have never heard a word of him or his since that day, and
-sincerely trust that the baby was none the worse for the little accident
-in the box.
-
-And now I had the prospect of a week before me at Suez, and the
-Robinsons had not been gone half an hour before I began to feel that I
-should have been better off even at Cairo. I secured a bedroom at the
-hotel--I might have secured sixty bedrooms had I wanted them--and then
-went out and stood at the front door, or gate. It is a large house,
-built round a quadrangle, looking with one front towards the head of the
-Red Sea, and with the other into and on a sandy, dead-looking, open
-square. There I stood for ten minutes, and finding that it was too hot
-to go forth, returned to the long cavernous room in which we had
-breakfasted. In that long cavernous room I was destined to eat all my
-meals for the next six days. Now at Cairo I could, at any rate, see my
-fellow-creatures at their food. So I lit a cigar, and began to wonder
-whether I could survive the week. It was now clear to me that I had done
-a very rash thing in coming to Suez with the Robinsons.
-
-Somebody about the place had asked me my name, and I had told it
-plainly--George Walker. I never was ashamed of my name yet, and never
-had cause to be. I believe at this day it will go as far in Friday
-Street as any other. A man may be popular, or he may not. That depends
-mostly on circumstances which are in themselves trifling. But the value
-of his name depends on the way in which he is known at his bank. I have
-never dealt in tea spoons or gravy spoons, but my name will go as far as
-another name. “George Walker,” I answered, therefore, in a tone of some
-little authority, to the man who asked me, and who sat inside the gate
-of the hotel in an old dressing-gown and slippers.
-
-That was a melancholy day with me, and twenty times before dinner did I
-wish myself back at Cairo. I had been travelling all night, and
-therefore hoped that I might get through some little time in sleeping,
-but the mosquitoes attacked me the moment I laid myself down. In other
-places mosquitoes torment you only at night, but at Suez they buzz
-around you, without ceasing, at all hours. A scorching sun was blazing
-overhead, and absolutely forbade me to leave the house. I stood for a
-while in the verandah, looking down at the few small vessels which were
-moored to the quay, but there was no life in them; not a sail was set,
-not a boatman or a sailor was to be seen, and the very water looked as
-though, it were hot. I could fancy the glare of the sun was cracking the
-paint on the gunwales of the boats. I was the only visitor in the house,
-and during all the long hours of the morning it seemed as though the
-servants had deserted it.
-
-I dined at four; not that I chose that hour, but because no choice was
-given to me. At the hotels in Egypt one has to dine at an hour fixed by
-the landlord, and no entreaties will suffice to obtain a meal at any
-other. So at four I dined, and after dinner was again reduced to
-despair.
-
-I was sitting in the cavernous chamber almost mad at the prospect of the
-week before me, when I heard a noise as of various feet in the passage
-leading from the quadrangle. Was it possible that other human beings
-were coming into the hotel--Christian human beings at whom I could look,
-whose voices I could hear, whose words I could understand, and with whom
-I might possibly associate? I did not move, however, for I was still
-hot, and I knew that my chances might be better if I did not show myself
-over eager for companionship at the first moment. The door, however, was
-soon opened, and I saw that at least in one respect I was destined to be
-disappointed. The strangers who were entering the room were not
-Christians--if I might judge by the nature of the garments in which they
-were clothed.
-
-The door had been opened by the man in an old dressing-gown and
-slippers, whom I had seen sitting inside the gate. He was the Arab
-porter of the hotel, and as he marshalled the new visitors into the
-room, I heard him pronounce some sound similar to my own name, and
-perceived that he pointed me out to the most prominent person of those
-who then entered the apartment. This was a stout, portly man, dressed
-from head to foot in Eastern costume of the brightest colours. He wore,
-not only the red fez cap which everybody wears--even I had accustomed
-myself to a fez cap--but a turban round it, of which the voluminous
-folds were snowy white. His face was fat, but not the less grave, and
-the lower part of it was enveloped in a magnificent beard, which
-projected round it on all sides, and touched his breast as he walked. It
-was a grand grizzled beard, and I acknowledged at a moment that it added
-a singular dignity to the appearance of the stranger. His flowing robe
-was of bright colours, and the under garment which fitted close round
-his breast, and then descended, becoming beneath his sash a pair of the
-loosest pantaloons--I might, perhaps, better describe them as bags--was
-a rich tawny silk. These loose pantaloons were tied close round his
-legs, above the ankle, and over a pair of scrupulously white stockings,
-and on his feet he wore a pair of yellow slippers. It was manifest to me
-at a glance that the Arab gentleman was got up in his best raiment, and
-that no expense had been spared on his suit.
-
-And here I cannot but make a remark on the personal bearing of these
-Arabs. Whether they be Arabs or Turks, or Copts, it is always the same.
-They are a mean, false, cowardly race, I believe. They will bear blows,
-and respect the man who gives them. Fear goes further with them than
-love, and between man and man they understand nothing of forbearance.
-He who does not exact from them all that he can exact is simply a fool
-in their estimation, to the extent of that which he loses. In all this,
-they are immeasurably inferior to us who have had Christian teaching.
-But in one thing they beat us. They always know how to maintain their
-personal dignity.
-
-Look at my friend and partner Judkins, as he stands with his hands in
-his trousers pockets at the door of our house in Friday Street. What can
-be meaner than his appearance? He is a stumpy, short, podgy man; but
-then so also was my Arab friend at Suez. Judkins is always dressed from
-head to foot in a decent black cloth suit; his coat is ever a dress
-coat, and is neither old nor shabby. On his head he carries a shining
-new silk hat, such as fashion in our metropolis demands. Judkins is
-rather a dandy than otherwise, piquing himself somewhat on his apparel.
-And yet how mean is his appearance, as compared with the appearance of
-that Arab;--how mean also is his gait, how ignoble his step! Judkins
-could buy that Arab out four times over, and hardly feel the loss; and
-yet were they to enter a room together, Judkins would know and
-acknowledge by his look that he was the inferior personage. Not the
-less, should a personal quarrel arise between them, would Judkins punch
-the Arab’s head; ay, and reduce him to utter ignominy at his feet.
-Judkins would break his heart in despair rather than not return a blow;
-whereas the Arab would put up with any indignity of that sort.
-Nevertheless Judkins is altogether deficient in personal dignity. I
-often thought, as the hours hung in Egypt, whether it might not be
-practicable to introduce an oriental costume in Friday Street.
-
-At this moment, as the Arab gentleman entered the cavernous coffee-room,
-I felt that I was greatly the inferior personage. He was followed by
-four or five others, dressed somewhat as himself, though by no means in
-such magnificent colours, and by one gentleman in a coat and trousers.
-The gentleman in the coat and trousers came last, and I could see that
-he was one of the least of the number. As for myself, I felt almost
-overawed by the dignity of the stout party in the turban, and seeing
-that he came directly across the room to the place where I was seated, I
-got upon my legs and made him some sign of Christian obeisance. I am a
-little man, and not podgy, as is Judkins, and I flatter myself that I
-showed more deportment, at any rate, than he would have exhibited.
-
-I made, as I have said, some Christian obeisance. I bobbed my head,
-that is, rubbing my hands together the while, and expressed an opinion
-that it was a fine day. But if I was civil, as I hope I was, the Arab
-was much more so. He advanced till he was about six paces from me, then
-placed his right hand open upon his silken breast, and inclining forward
-with his whole body, made to me a bow which Judkins never could
-accomplish. The turban and the flowing robe might be possible in Friday
-Street, but of what avail would be the outer garments and mere symbols,
-if the inner sentiment of personal dignity were wanting? I have often
-since tried it when alone, but I could never accomplish anything like
-that bow. The Arab with the flowing robe bowed, and the other Arabs all
-bowed also; and after that the Christian gentleman with the coat and
-trousers made a leg. I made a leg also, rubbing my hands again, and
-added to my former remarks that it was rather hot.
-
-“Dat berry true,” said the porter in the dirty dressing-gown, who stood
-by. I could see at a glance that the manner of that porter towards me
-was greatly altered, and I began to feel comforted in my wretchedness.
-Perhaps a Christian from Friday Street, with plenty of money in his
-pockets, would stand in higher esteem at Suez than at Cairo. If so, that
-alone would go far to atone for the apparent wretchedness of the place.
-At Cairo I had not received that attention which had certainly been due
-to me as the second partner in the flourishing Manchester house of
-Grimes, Walker, and Judkins.
-
-But now, as my friend with the beard again bowed to me, I felt that this
-deficiency was to be made up. It was clear, however, that this new
-acquaintance, though I liked the manner of it, would be attended with
-considerable inconvenience, for the Arab gentleman commenced an address
-to me in French. It has always been to me a source of sorrow that my
-parents did not teach me the French language, and this deficiency on my
-part has given rise to an incredible amount of supercilious overbearing
-pretension on the part of Judkins--who after all can hardly do more than
-translate a correspondent’s letter. I do not believe that he could have
-understood that Arab’s oration, but at any rate I did not. He went on to
-the end, however, speaking for some three or four minutes, and then
-again he bowed. If I could only have learned that bow, I might still
-have been greater than Judkins with all his French.
-
-“I am very sorry,” said I, “but I don’t exactly follow the French
-language when it is spoken.”
-
-“Ah! no French!” said the Arab in very broken English, “dat is one
-sorrow.” How is it that these fellows learn all languages under the sun?
-I afterwards found that this man could talk Italian, and Turkish, and
-Armenian fluently, and say a few words in German, as he could also in
-English. I could not ask for my dinner in any other language than
-English, if it were to save me from starvation. Then he called to the
-Christian gentleman in the pantaloons, and, as far as I could
-understand, made over to him the duty of interpreting between us. There
-seemed, however, to be one difficulty in the way of this being carried
-on with efficiency. The Christian gentleman could not speak English
-himself. He knew of it perhaps something more than did the Arab, but by
-no means enough to enable us to have a fluent conversation.
-
-And had the interpreter--who turned out to be an Italian from Trieste,
-attached to the Austrian Consulate at Alexandria--had the interpreter
-spoken English with the greatest ease, I should have had considerable
-difficulty in understanding and digesting in all its bearings, the
-proposition made to me. But before I proceed to the proposition, I must
-describe a ceremony which took place previous to its discussion. I had
-hardly observed, when first the procession entered the room, that one of
-my friend’s followers--my friend’s name, as I learned afterwards, was
-Mahmoud al Ackbar, and I will therefore call him Mahmoud--that one of
-Mahmoud’s followers bore in his arms a bundle of long sticks, and that
-another carried an iron pot and a tray. Such was the case, and these two
-followers came forward to perform their services, while I, having been
-literally pressed down on to the sofa by Mahmoud, watched them in their
-progress. Mahmoud also sat down, and not a word was spoken while the
-ceremony went on. The man with the sticks first placed on the ground two
-little pans--one at my feet, and then one at the feet of his master.
-After that he loosed an ornamented bag which he carried round his neck,
-and producing from it tobacco, proceeded to fill two pipes. This he did
-with the utmost gravity, and apparently with very peculiar care. The
-pipes had been already fixed at one end of the stick, and to the other
-end the man had fastened two large yellow balls. These, as I afterwards
-perceived, were mouth-pieces made of amber. Then he lit the pipes,
-drawing up the difficult smoke by long painful suckings at the
-mouthpiece, and then, when the work had become apparently easy, he
-handed one pipe to me, and the other to his master. The bowls he had
-first placed in the little pans on the ground.
-
-During all this time no word was spoken, and I was left altogether in
-the dark as to the cause which had produced this extraordinary courtesy.
-There was a stationary sofa--they called it there a divan--which was
-fixed into the corner of the room, and on one side of the angle sat
-Mahmoud al Ackbar, with his feet tucked under him, while I sat on the
-other. The remainder of the party stood around, and I felt so little
-master of the occasion, that I did not know whether it would become me
-to bid them be seated. I was not master of the entertainment. They were
-not my pipes. Nor was it my coffee, which I saw one of the followers
-preparing in a distant part of the room. And, indeed, I was much
-confused as to the management of the stick and amber mouth-piece with
-which I had been presented. With a cigar I am as much at home as any man
-in the City. I can nibble off the end of it, and smoke it to the last
-ash, when I am three parts asleep. But I had never before been invited
-to regale myself with such an instrument as this. What was I to do with
-that huge yellow ball? So I watched my new friend closely.
-
-It had manifestly been a part of his urbanity not to commence till I had
-done so, but seeing my difficulty he at last raised the ball to his
-mouth and sucked at it. I looked at him and envied the gravity of his
-countenance, and the dignity of his demeanour. I sucked also, but I made
-a sputtering noise, and must confess that I did not enjoy it. The smoke
-curled gracefully from his mouth and nostrils as he sat there in mute
-composure. I was mute as regarded speech, but I coughed as the smoke
-came from me in convulsive puffs. And then the attendant brought us
-coffee in little tin cups--black coffee, without sugar and full of grit,
-of which the berries had been only bruised, not ground. I took the cup
-and swallowed the mixture, for I could not refuse, but I wish that I
-might have asked for some milk and sugar. Nevertheless there was
-something very pleasing in the whole ceremony, and at last I began to
-find myself more at home with my pipe.
-
-When Mahmoud had exhausted his tobacco, and perceived that I also had
-ceased to puff forth smoke, he spoke in Italian to the interpreter, and
-the interpreter forthwith proceeded to explain to me the purport of this
-visit. This was done with much difficulty, for the interpreter’s stock
-of English was very scanty--but after awhile I understood, or thought I
-understood, as follows:--At some previous period of my existence I had
-done some deed which had given infinite satisfaction to Mahmoud al
-Ackbar. Whether, however, I had done it myself, or whether my father
-had done it, was not quite clear to me. My father, then some time
-deceased, had been a wharfinger at Liverpool, and it was quite possible
-that Mahmoud might have found himself at that port. Mahmoud had heard of
-my arrival in Egypt, and had been given to understand that I was coming
-to Suez--to carry myself away in the ship, as the interpreter phrased
-it. This I could not understand, but I let it pass. Having heard these
-agreeable tidings--and Mahmoud, sitting in the corner, bowed low to me
-as this was said--he had prepared for my acceptance a slight refection
-for the morrow, hoping that I would not carry myself away in the ship
-till this had been eaten. On this subject I soon made him quite at ease,
-and he then proceeded to explain that as there was a point of interest
-at Suez, Mahmoud was anxious that I should partake of the refection
-somewhat in the guise of a picnic, at the Well of Moses, over in Asia,
-on the other side of the head of the Red Sea. Mahmoud would provide a
-boat to take across the party in the morning, and camels on which we
-would return after sunset. Or else we would go and return on camels, or
-go on camels and return in the boat. Indeed any arrangement would be
-made that I preferred. If I was afraid of the heat, and disliked the
-open boat, I could be carried round in a litter. The provisions had
-already been sent over to the Well of Moses in the anticipation that I
-would not refuse this little request.
-
-I did not refuse it. Nothing could have been more agreeable to me than
-this plan of seeing something of the sights and wonders of this
-land,--and of this seeing them in good company. I had not heard of the
-Well of Moses before, but now that I learned that it was in Asia,--in
-another quarter of the globe, to be reached by a transit of the Red Sea,
-to be returned from by a journey on camels’ backs,--I burned with
-anxiety to visit its waters. What a story would this be for Judkins!
-This was, no doubt, the point at which the Israelites had passed. Of
-those waters had they drunk. I almost felt that I had already found one
-of Pharaoh’s chariot wheels. I readily gave my assent, and then, with
-much ceremony and many low salaams, Mahmoud and his attendant left me.
-“I am very glad that I came to Suez,” said I to myself.
-
-I did not sleep much that night, for the mosquitoes of Suez are very
-persevering; but I was saved from the agonising despair which these
-animals so frequently produce, by my agreeable thoughts as to Mahmoud al
-Ackbar. I will put it to any of my readers who have travelled, whether
-it is not a painful thing to find one’s-self regarded among strangers
-without any kindness or ceremonious courtesy. I had on this account been
-wretched at Cairo, but all this was to be made up to me at Suez. Nothing
-could be more pleasant than the whole conduct of Mahmoud al Ackbar, and
-I determined to take full advantage of it, not caring overmuch what
-might be the nature of those previous favours to which he had alluded.
-That was his look-out, and if he was satisfied, why should not I be so
-also?
-
-On the following morning I was dressed at six, and, looking out of my
-bed-room, I saw the boat in which we were to be wafted into Asia being
-brought up to the quay close under my window. It had been arranged that
-we should start early, so as to avoid the mid-day sun, breakfast in the
-boat,--Mahmoud in this way engaged to provide me with two
-refections,--take our rest at noon in a pavilion which had been built
-close upon the well of the patriarch, and then eat our dinner, and
-return riding upon camels in the cool of the evening. Nothing could
-sound more pleasant than such a plan; and knowing as I did that the
-hampers of provisions had already been sent over, I did not doubt that
-the table arrangements would be excellent. Even now, standing at my
-window, I could see a basket laden with long-necked bottles going into
-the boat, and became aware that we should not depend altogether for our
-morning repast on that gritty coffee which my friend Mahmoud’s followers
-prepared.
-
-I had promised to be ready at six, and having carefully completed my
-toilet, and put a clean collar and comb into my pocket ready for dinner,
-I descended to the great gateway and walked slowly round to the quay. As
-I passed out, the porter greeted me with a low obeisance, and walking
-on, I felt that I stepped the ground with a sort of dignity of which I
-had before been ignorant. It is not, as a rule, the man who gives grace
-and honour to the position, but the position which confers the grace and
-honour upon the man. I have often envied the solemn gravity and grand
-demeanour of the Lord Chancellor, as I have seen him on the bench; but I
-almost think that even Judkins would look grave and dignified under such
-a wig. Mahmoud al Ackbar had called upon me and done me honour, and I
-felt myself personally capable of sustaining before the people of Suez
-the honour which he had done me.
-
-As I walked forth with a proud step from beneath the portal, I
-perceived, looking down from the square along the street, that there was
-already some commotion in the town. I saw the flowing robes of many
-Arabs, with their backs turned towards me, and I thought that I observed
-the identical gown and turban of my friend Mahmoud on the back and head
-of a stout short man, who was hurrying round a corner in the distance. I
-felt sure that it was Mahmoud. Some of his servants had failed in their
-preparations, I said to myself, as I made my way round to the water’s
-edge. This was only another testimony how anxious he was to do me
-honour.
-
-I stood for a while on the edge of the quay looking into the boat, and
-admiring the comfortable cushions which were luxuriously arranged around
-the seats. The men who were at work did not know me, and I was
-unnoticed, but I should soon take my place upon the softest of those
-cushions. I walked slowly backwards and forwards on the quay, listening
-to a hum of voices that came to me from a distance. There was clearly
-something stirring in the town, and I felt certain that all the movement
-and all those distant voices were connected in some way with my
-expedition to the Well of Moses. At last there came a lad upon the walk
-dressed in Frank costume, and I asked him what was in the wind. He was a
-clerk attached to an English warehouse, and he told me that there had
-been an arrival from Cairo. He knew no more than that, but he had heard
-that the omnibuses had just come in. Could it be possible that Mahmoud
-al Ackbar had heard of another old acquaintance, and had gone to welcome
-him also?
-
-At first my ideas on the subject were altogether pleasant. I by no means
-wished to monopolise the delights of all those cushions, nor would it be
-to me a cause of sorrow that there should be some one to share with me
-the conversational powers of that interpreter. Should another guest be
-found, he might also be an Englishman, and I might thus form an
-acquaintance which would be desirable. Thinking of these things, I
-walked the quay for some minutes in a happy state of mind; but by
-degrees I became impatient, and by degrees also disturbed in my spirit.
-I observed that one of the Arab boatmen walked round from the vessel to
-the front of the hotel, and that on his return he looked at me--as I
-thought, not with courteous eyes. Then also I saw, or rather heard, some
-one in the verandah of the hotel above me, and was conscious that I was
-being viewed from thence. I walked and walked, and nobody came to me,
-and I perceived by my watch that it was seven o’clock. The noise, too,
-had come nearer and nearer, and I was now aware that wheels had been
-drawn up before the front door of the hotel, and that many voices were
-speaking there. It might be that Mahmoud should wait for some other
-friend, but why did he not send some one to inform me? And then, as I
-made a sudden turn at the end of the quay, I caught sight of the
-retreating legs of the Austrian interpreter, and I became aware that he
-had been sent down, and had gone away, afraid to speak to me. “What can
-I do?” said I to myself, “I can but keep my ground.” I owned that I
-feared to go round to the front of the hotel. So I still walked slowly
-up and down the length of the quay, and began to whistle to show that I
-was not uneasy. The Arab sailors looked at me uncomfortably, and from
-time to time some one peered at me round the corner. It was now fully
-half-past seven, and the sun was becoming hot in the heavens. Why did we
-not hasten to place ourselves beneath the awning in that boat.
-
-I had just made up my mind that I would go round to the front and
-penetrate this mystery, when, on turning, I saw approaching to me a man
-dressed at any rate like an English gentleman. As he came near to me, he
-raised his hat, and accosted me in our own language. “Mr. George Walker,
-I believe?” said he.
-
-“Yes,” said I, with some little attempt at a high demeanour, “of the
-firm of Grimes, Walker, and Judkins, Friday Street, London.”
-
-“A most respectable house, I am sure,” said he. “I am afraid there has
-been a little mistake here.”
-
-“No mistake as to the respectability of that house,” said I. I felt that
-I was again alone in the world, and that it was necessary that I should
-support myself. Mahmoud al Ackbar had separated himself from me for
-ever. Of that I had no longer a doubt.
-
-“Oh, none at all,” said he. “But about this little expedition over the
-water;” and he pointed contemptuously to the boat. “There has been a
-mistake about that, Mr. Walker; I happen to be the English Vice-Consul
-here.”
-
-I took off my hat and bowed. It was the first time I had ever been
-addressed civilly by any English consular authority.
-
-“And they have made me get out of bed to come down here and explain all
-this to you.”
-
-“All what?” said I.
-
-“You are a man of the world, I know, and I’ll just tell it you plainly.
-My old friend, Mahmoud al Ackbar, has mistaken you for Sir George
-Walker, the new Lieutenant-Governor of Pegu. Sir George Walker is here
-now; he has come this morning and Mahmoud is ashamed to face you after
-what has occurred. If you won’t object to withdraw with me into the
-hotel, I’ll explain it all.”
-
-I felt as though a thunderbolt had fallen; and I must say, that even up
-to this day I think that the Consul might have been a little less
-abrupt. “We can get in here,” said he, evidently in a hurry, and
-pointing to a small door which opened out from one corner of the house
-to the quay. What could I do but follow him? I did follow him, and in a
-few words learned the remainder of the story. When he had once withdrawn
-me from the public walk he seemed but little anxious about the rest, and
-soon left me again alone. The facts, as far as I could learn them, were
-simply these.
-
-Sir George Walker, who was now going out to Pegu as Governor, had been
-in India before, commanding an army there. I had never heard of him
-before, and had made no attempt to pass myself off as his relative.
-Nobody could have been more innocent than I was--or have received worse
-usage. I have as much right to the name as he has. Well; when he was in
-India before, he had taken the city of Begum after a terrible
-siege--Begum, I think the Consul called it; and Mahmoud had been there,
-having been, it seems, a great man at Begum, and Sir George had spared
-him and his money; and in this way the whole thing had come to pass.
-There was no further explanation than that. The rest of it was all
-transparent. Mahmoud, having heard my name from the porter, had hurried
-down to invite me to his party. So far so good. But why had he been
-afraid to face me in the morning? And, seeing that the fault had all
-been his, why had he not asked me to join the expedition? Sir George and
-I may, after all, be cousins. But, coward as he was, he had been afraid
-of me. When they found that I was on the quay, they had been afraid of
-me, not knowing how to get rid of me. I wish that I had kept the quay
-all day, and stared them down one by one as they entered the boat. But I
-was down in the mouth, and when the Consul left me, I crept wearily back
-to my bed-room.
-
-And the Consul did leave me almost immediately. A faint hope had at one
-time, come upon me that he would have asked me to breakfast. Had he done
-so, I should have felt it as a full compensation for all that I had
-suffered. I am not an exacting man, but I own that I like civility. In
-Friday Street I can command it, and in Friday Street for the rest of my
-life will I remain. From this Consul I received no civility. As soon as
-he had got me out of the way and spoken the few words which he had to
-say, he again raised his hat and left me. I also again raised mine, and
-then crept up to my bed-room.
-
-From my window, standing a little behind the white curtain, I could see
-the whole embarkation. There was Mahmoud al Ackbar, looking indeed a
-little hot, but still going through his work with all that excellence of
-deportment which had graced him on the preceding evening. Had his foot
-slipped, and had he fallen backwards into that shallow water, my spirit
-would, I confess, have been relieved. But, on the contrary, everything
-went well with him. There was the real Sir George, my namesake and
-perhaps my cousin, as fresh as paint, cool from the bath which he had
-been taking while I had been walking on that terrace. How is it that
-these governors and commanders-in-chief go through such a deal of work
-without fagging? It was not yet two hours since he was jolting about in
-that omnibus-box, and there he had been all night. I could not have gone
-off to the Well of Moses immediately on my arrival. It’s the dignity of
-the position that does it. I have long known that the head of a firm
-must never count on a mere clerk to get through as much work as he could
-do himself. It’s the interest in the matter that supports the man.
-
-They went, and Sir George, as I was well assured, had never heard a word
-about me. Had he done so, is it probable that he would have requested my
-attendance?
-
-But Mahmoud and his followers no doubt kept their own counsel as to that
-little mistake. There they went, and the gentle rippling breeze filled
-their sail pleasantly, as the boat moved away into the bay. I felt no
-spite against any of them but Mahmoud. Why had he avoided me with such
-cowardice? I could still see them when the morning tchibouk was handed
-to Sir George; and, though I wished him no harm, I did envy him as he
-lay there reclining luxuriously upon the cushions.
-
-A more wretched day than that I never spent in my life. As I went in and
-out, the porter at the gate absolutely scoffed at me. Once I made up my
-mind to complain within the house. But what could I have said of the
-dirty Arab? They would have told me that it was his religion, or a
-national observance, or meant for a courtesy. What can a man do, in a
-strange country, when he is told that a native spits in his face by way
-of civility? I bore it, I bore it--like a man; and sighed for the
-comforts of Friday Street.
-
-As to one matter, I made up my mind on that day, and I fully carried out
-my purpose on the next: I would go across to the Well of Moses in a
-boat. I would visit the coasts of Asia. And I would ride back into
-Africa on a camel. Though I did it alone, I would have my day’s
-pleasuring. I had money in my pocket, and, though it might cost me £20,
-I would see all that my namesake had seen. It did cost me the best part
-of £20; and as for the pleasuring, I cannot say much for it.
-
-I went to bed early that night, having concluded my bargain for the
-morrow with a rapacious Arab who spoke English. I went to bed early in
-order to escape the returning party, and was again on the quay at six
-the next morning. On this occasion, I stepped boldly into the boat the
-very moment that I came along the shore. There is nothing in the world
-like paying for what you use. I saw myself to the bottle of brandy and
-the cold meat, and acknowledged that a cigar out of my own case would
-suit me better than that long stick. The long stick might do very well
-for a Governor of Pegu, but would be highly inconvenient in Friday
-Street.
-
-Well, I am not going to give an account of my day’s journey here, though
-perhaps I may do so some day. I did go to the Well of Moses--if a small
-dirty pool of salt water, lying high above the sands, can be called a
-well; I did eat my dinner in the miserable ruined cottage which they
-graced by the name of a pavilion; and, alas for my poor bones! I did
-ride home upon a camel. If Sir George did so early, and started for Pegu
-the next morning--and I was informed such was the fact--he must have
-been made of iron. I laid in bed the whole day suffering greviously; but
-I was told that on such a journey I should have slakened my throat with
-oranges, and not with brandy.
-
-I survived those four terrible days which remained to me at Suez, and
-after another month was once again in Friday Street. I suffered greatly
-on the occasion; but it is some consolation to me to reflect that I
-smoked a pipe of peace with Mahmoud al Ackbar; that I saw the hero of
-Begum while journeying out to new triumphs at Pegu; that I sailed into
-Asia in my own yacht--hired for the occasion; and that I rode back into
-Africa, on a camel. Nor can Judkins, with all his ill-nature, rob me of
-these remembrances.
-
-
-
-
-THE MISTLETOE BOUGH.
-
-
-“Let the boys have it if they like it,” said Mrs. Garrow, pleading to
-her only daughter on behalf of her two sons.
-
-“Pray don’t, mamma,” said Elizabeth Garrow. “It only means romping. To
-me all that is detestable, and I am sure it is not the sort of thing
-that Miss Holmes would like.”
-
-“We always had it at Christmas when we were young.”
-
-“But, mamma, the world is so changed.”
-
-The point in dispute was one very delicate in its nature, hardly to be
-discussed in all its bearings, even in fiction, and the very mention of
-which between mother and daughter showed a great amount of close
-confidence between them. It was no less than this. Should that branch of
-mistletoe which Frank Garrow had brought home with him out of the
-Lowther woods be hung up on Christmas Eve in the dining-room at Thwaite
-Hall, according to his wishes; or should permission for such hanging be
-positively refused? It was clearly a thing not to be done after such a
-discussion, and therefore the decision given by Mrs. Garrow was against
-it.
-
-I am inclined to think that Miss Garrow was right in saying that the
-world is changed as touching misletoe boughs. Kissing, I fear, is less
-innocent now than it used to be when our grand-mothers were alive, and
-we have become more fastidious in our amusements. Nevertheless, I think
-that she made herself fairly open to the raillery with which her
-brothers attacked her.
-
-“Honi soit qui mal y pense,” said Frank, who was eighteen.
-
-“Nobody will want to kiss you, my lady Fineairs,” said Harry, who was
-just a year younger.
-
-“Because you choose to be a Puritan, there are to be no more cakes and
-ale in the house,” said Frank.
-
-“Still waters run deep; we all know that,” said Harry.
-
-The boys had not been present when the matter was decided between Mrs.
-Garrow and her daughter, nor had the mother been present when these
-little amenities had passed between the brothers and sister.
-
-“Only that mamma has said it, and I wouldn’t seem to go against her,”
-said Frank, “I’d ask my father. He wouldn’t give way to such nonsense, I
-know.”
-
-Elizabeth turned away without answering, and left the room. Her eyes
-were full of tears, but she would not let them see that they had vexed
-her. They were only two days home from school, and for the last week
-before their coming, all her thoughts had been to prepare for their
-Christmas pleasures. She had arranged their rooms, making everything
-warm and pretty. Out of her own pocket she had bought a shot-belt for
-one, and skates for the other. She had told the old groom that her pony
-was to belong exclusively to Master Harry for the holidays, and now
-Harry told her that still waters ran deep. She had been driven to the
-use of all her eloquence in inducing her father to purchase that gun for
-Frank, and now Frank called her a Puritan. And why? She did not choose
-that a mistletoe bough should be hung in her father’s hall, when Godfrey
-Holmes was coming to visit him. She could not explain this to Frank, but
-Frank might have had the wit to understand it. But Frank was thinking
-only of Patty Coverdale, a blue-eyed little romp of sixteen, who, with
-her sister Kate, was coming from Penrith to spend the Christmas at
-Thwaite Hall. Elizabeth left the room with her slow, graceful step,
-hiding her tears,--hiding all emotion, as latterly she had taught
-herself that it was feminine to do. “There goes my lady Fineairs,” said
-Harry, sending his shrill voice after her.
-
-Thwaite Hall was not a place of much pretension. It was a moderate-sized
-house, surrounded by pretty gardens and shrubberies, close down upon the
-river Eamont, on the Westmoreland side of the river, looking over to a
-lovely wooded bank in Cumberland. All the world knows that the Eamont
-runs out of Ulleswater, dividing the two counties, passing under Penrith
-Bridge and by the old ruins of Brougham Castle, below which it joins the
-Eden. Thwaite Hall nestled down close upon the clear rocky stream about
-half way between Ulleswater and Penrith, and had been built just at a
-bend of the river. The windows of the dining-parlour and of the
-drawing-room stood at right angles to each other, and yet each commanded
-a reach of the stream. Immediately from a side of the house steps were
-cut down through the red rock to the water’s edge, and here a small boat
-was always moored to a chain. The chain was stretched across the river,
-fixed to the staples driven into the rock on either side, and the boat
-was pulled backwards and forwards over the stream, without aid from oars
-or paddles. From the opposite side a path led through the woods and
-across the fields to Penrith, and this was the route commonly used
-between Thwaite Hall and the town.
-
-Major Garrow was a retired officer of Engineers, who had seen service in
-all parts of the world, and who was now spending the evening of his days
-on a small property which had come to him from his father. He held in
-his own hands about twenty acres of land, and he was the owner of one
-small farm close by, which was let to a tenant. That, together with his
-half-pay, and the interest of his wife’s thousand pounds, sufficed to
-educate his children and keep the wolf at a comfortable distance from
-his door. He himself was a spare thin man, with quiet, lazy, literary
-habits. He had done the work of life, but had so done it as to permit of
-his enjoying that which was left to him. His sole remaining care was the
-establishment of his children; and, as far as he could see, he had no
-ground for anticipating disappointment. They were clever, good-looking,
-well-disposed young people, and upon the whole it may be said that the
-sun shone brightly on Thwaite Hall. Of Mrs. Garrow it may suffice to say
-that she always deserved such sunshine.
-
-For years past it had been the practice of the family to have some sort
-of gathering at Thwaite Hall during Christmas. Godfrey Holmes had been
-left under the guardianship of Major Garrow, and, as he had always spent
-his Christmas holidays with his guardian, this, perhaps, had given rise
-to the practice. Then the Coverdales were cousins of the Garrows, and
-they had usually been there as children. At the Christmas last past the
-custom had been broken, for young Holmes had been abroad. Previous to
-that, they had all been children, excepting him. But now that they were
-to meet again, they were no longer children. Elizabeth, at any rate, was
-not so, for she had already counted nineteen winters. And Isabella
-Holmes was coming. Now Isabella was two years older than Elizabeth, and
-had been educated in Brussels; moreover she was comparatively a stranger
-at Thwaite Hall, never having been at those early Christmas meetings.
-
-And now I must take permission to begin my story by telling a lady’s
-secret. Elizabeth Garrow had already been in love with Godfrey Holmes,
-or perhaps it might be more becoming to say that Godfrey Holmes had
-already been in love with her. They had already been engaged; and, alas!
-they had already agreed that that engagement should be broken off!
-
-Young Holmes was now twenty-seven years of age, and was employed in a
-bank at Liverpool, not as a clerk, but as assistant-manager, with a
-large salary. He was a man well to do in the world, who had money also
-of his own, and who might well afford to marry. Some two years since, on
-the eve of leaving Thwaite Hall, he had with low doubting whisper told
-Elizabeth that he loved her, and she had flown trembling to her mother.
-“Godfrey, my boy,” the father said to him, as he parted with him the
-next morning, “Bessy is only a child, and too young to think of this
-yet.” At the next Christmas Godfrey was in Italy, and the thing was gone
-by,--so at least the father and mother said to each other. But the young
-people had met in the summer, and one joyful letter had come from the
-girl home to her mother. “I have accepted him. Dearest, dearest mamma, I
-do love him. But don’t tell papa yet, for I have not quite accepted him.
-I think I am sure, but I am not quite sure. I am not quite sure about
-him.”
-
-And then, two days after that, there had come a letter that was not at
-all joyful. “Dearest Mamma,--It is not to be. It is not written in the
-book. We have both agreed that it will not do. I am so glad that you
-have not told dear papa, for I could never make him understand. You will
-understand, for I shall tell you everything, down to his very words. But
-we have agreed that there shall be no quarrel. It shall be exactly as it
-was, and he will come at Christmas all the same. It would never do that
-he and papa should be separated, nor could we now put off Isabella. It
-is better so in every way, for there is and need be no quarrel. We still
-like each other. I am sure I like him, but I know that I should not make
-him happy as his wife. He says it is my fault. I, at any rate, have
-never told him that I thought it his.” From all which it will be seen
-that the confidence between the mother and daughter was very close.
-
-Elizabeth Garrow was a very good girl, but it might almost be a question
-whether she was not too good. She had learned, or thought that she had
-learned, that most girls are vapid, silly, and useless,--given chiefly
-to pleasure-seeking and a hankering after lovers; and she had resolved
-that she would not be such a one. Industry, self-denial, and a religious
-purpose in life, were the tasks which she set herself; and she went
-about the performance of them with much courage. But such tasks, though
-they are excellently well adapted to fit a young lady for the work of
-living, may also be carried too far, and thus have the effect of
-unfitting her for that work. When Elizabeth Garrow made up her mind
-that the finding of a husband was not the only purpose of life, she did
-very well. It is very well that a young lady should feel herself capable
-of going through the world happily without one. But in teaching herself
-this she also taught herself to think that there was a certain merit in
-refusing herself the natural delight of a lover, even though the
-possession of the lover were compatible with all her duties to herself,
-her father and mother, and the world at large. It was not that she had
-determined to have no lover. She made no such resolve, and when the
-proper lover came he was admitted to her heart. But she declared to
-herself unconsciously that she must put a guard upon herself, lest she
-should be betrayed into weakness by her own happiness. She had resolved
-that in loving her lord she would not worship him, and that in giving
-her heart she would only so give it as it should be given to a human
-creature like herself. She had acted on these high resolves, and hence
-it had come to pass,--not unnaturally,--that Mr. Godfrey Holmes had told
-her that it was “her fault.”
-
-She was a pretty, fair girl, with soft dark-brown hair, and soft long
-dark eyelashes. Her grey eyes, though quiet in their tone, were tender
-and lustrous. Her face was oval, and the lines of her cheek and chin
-perfect in their symmetry. She was generally quiet in her demeanour, but
-when moved she could rouse herself to great energy, and speak with
-feeling and almost with fire. Her fault was a reverence for martyrdom in
-general, and a feeling, of which she was unconscious, that it became a
-young woman to be unhappy in secret;--that it became a young woman, I
-might rather say, to have a source of unhappiness hidden from the world
-in general, and endured without any detriment to her outward
-cheerfulness. We know the story of the Spartan boy who held the fox
-under his tunic. The fox was biting into him,--into the very entrails;
-but the young hero spake never a word. Now Bessy Garrow was inclined to
-think that it was a good thing to have a fox always biting, so that the
-torment caused no ruining to her outward smiles. Now at this moment the
-fox within her bosom was biting her sore enough, but she bore it without
-flinching.
-
-“If you would rather that he should not come I will have it arranged,”
-her mother had said to her.
-
-“Not for worlds,” she had answered. “I should never think well of myself
-again.”
-
-Her mother had changed her own mind more than once as to the conduct in
-this matter which might be best for her to follow, thinking solely of
-her daughter’s welfare. “If he comes they will be reconciled, and she
-will be happy,” had been her first idea. But then there was a stern
-fixedness of purpose in Bessy’s words when she spoke of Mr. Holmes,
-which had expelled this hope, and Mrs. Garrow had for a while thought it
-better that the young man should not come. But Bessy would not permit
-this. It would vex her father, put out of course the arrangements of
-other people, and display weakness on her own part. He should come, and
-she would endure without flinching while the fox gnawed at her.
-
-That battle of the mistletoe had been fought on the morning before
-Christmas-day, and the Holmeses came on Christmas-eve. Isabella was
-comparatively a stranger, and therefore received at first the greater
-share of attention. She and Elizabeth had once seen each other, and for
-the last year or two had corresponded, but personally they had never
-been intimate. Unfortunately for the latter, that story of Godfrey’s
-offer and acceptance had been communicated to Isabella, as had of course
-the immediately subsequent story of their separation. But now it would
-be almost impossible to avoid the subject in conversation. “Dearest
-Isabella, let it be as though it had never been,” she had said in one of
-her letters. But sometimes it is very difficult to let things be as
-though they had never been.
-
-The first evening passed over very well. The two Coverdale girls were
-there, and there had been much talking and merry laughter, rather
-juvenile in its nature, but on the whole none the worse for that.
-Isabella Holmes was a fine, tall, handsome girl; good-humoured, and well
-disposed to be pleased; rather Frenchified in her manners, and quite
-able to take care of herself. But she was not above round games, and did
-not turn up her nose at the boys. Godfrey behaved himself excellently,
-talking much to the Major, but by no means avoiding Miss Garrow. Mrs.
-Garrow, though she had known him since he was a boy, had taken an
-aversion to him since he had quarrelled with her daughter; but there was
-no room on this first night for showing such aversion, and everything
-went off well.
-
-“Godfrey is very much improved,” the Major said to his wife that night.
-
-“Do you think so?”
-
-“Indeed I do. He has filled out and become a fine man.”
-
-“In personal appearance, you mean. Yes, he is well-looking enough.”
-
-“And in his manner, too. He is doing uncommonly well in Liverpool, I can
-tell you; and if he should think of Bessy--”
-
-“There is nothing of that sort,” said Mrs. Garrow.
-
-“He did speak to me, you know,--two years ago. Bessy was too young then,
-and so indeed was he. But if she likes him--”
-
-“I don’t think she does.”
-
-“Then there’s an end of it.” And so they went to bed.
-
-“Frank,” said the sister to her elder brother, knocking at his door when
-they had all gone up stairs, “may I come in,--if you are not in bed?”
-
-“In bed,” said he, looking up with some little pride from his Greek
-book; “I’ve one hundred and fifty lines to do before I can get to bed.
-It’ll be two, I suppose. I’ve got to mug uncommon hard these holidays. I
-have only one more half, you know, and then----”
-
-“Don’t overdo it, Frank.”
-
-“No; I won’t overdo it. I mean to take one day a week, and work eight
-hours a day on the other five. That will be forty hours a week, and will
-give me just two hundred hours for the holidays. I have got it all down
-here on a table. That will be a hundred and five for Greek play, forty
-for Algebra--” and so he explained to her the exact destiny of all his
-long hours of proposed labour. He had as yet been home a day and a half,
-and had succeeded in drawing out with red lines and blue figures the
-table which he showed her. “If I can do that, it will be pretty well;
-won’t it?”
-
-“But, Frank, you have come home for your holidays,--to enjoy yourself?”
-
-“But a fellow must work now-a-days.”
-
-“Don’t overdo it, dear; that’s all. But, Frank, I could not rest if I
-went to bed without speaking to you. You made me unhappy to-day.”
-
-“Did I, Bessy?”
-
-“You called me a Puritan, and then you quoted that ill-natured French
-proverb at me. Do you really believe your sister thinks evil, Frank?”
-and as she spoke she put her arm caressingly round his neck.
-
-“Of course I don’t.”
-
-“Then why say so? Harry is so much younger and so thoughtless that I can
-bear what he says without so much suffering. But if you and I are not
-friends I shall be very wretched. If you knew how I have looked forward
-to your coming home!”
-
-“I did not mean to vex you, and I won’t say such things again.”
-
-“That’s my own Frank. What I said to mamma, I said because I thought it
-right; but you must not say that I am a Puritan. I would do anything in
-my power to make your holidays bright and pleasant. I know that boys
-require so much more to amuse them than girls do. Good night, dearest;
-pray don’t overdo yourself with work, and do take care of your eyes.” So
-saying she kissed him and went her way. In twenty minutes after that, he
-had gone to sleep over his book; and when he woke up to find the candle
-guttering down, he resolved that he would not begin his measured hours
-till Christmas-day was fairly over.
-
-The morning of Christmas-day passed very quietly. They all went to
-church, and then sat round the fire chatting until the four o’clock
-dinner was ready. The Coverdale girls thought it was rather more dull
-than former Thwaite Hall festivities, and Frank was seen to yawn. But
-then everybody knows that the real fun of Christmas never begins till
-the day itself be passed. The beef and pudding are ponderous, and unless
-there be absolute children in the party, there is a difficulty in
-grafting any special afternoon amusements on the Sunday pursuits of the
-morning. In the evening they were to have a dance; that had been
-distinctly promised to Patty Coverdale; but the dance would not commence
-till eight. The beef and pudding were ponderous, but with due efforts
-they were overcome and disappeared. The glass of port was sipped, the
-almonds and raisins were nibbled, and then the ladies left the room. Ten
-minutes after that Elizabeth found herself seated with Isabella Holmes
-over the fire in her father’s little book-room. It was not by her that
-this meeting was arranged, for she dreaded such a constrained
-confidence; but of course it could not be avoided, and perhaps it might
-be as well now as hereafter.
-
-“Bessy,” said the elder girl, “I am dying to be alone with you for a
-moment.”
-
-“Well, you shall not die; that is, if being alone with me will save
-you.”
-
-“I have so much to say to you. And if you have any true friendship in
-you, you also will have so much to say to me.” Miss Garrow perhaps had
-no true friendship in her at that moment, for she would gladly have
-avoided saying anything, had that been possible. But in order to prove
-that she was not deficient in friendship, she gave her friend her hand.
-
-“And now tell me everything about Godfrey,” said Isabella.
-
-“Dear Bella, I have nothing to tell;--literally nothing.”
-
-“That is nonsense. Stop a moment, dear, and understand that I do not
-mean to offend you. It cannot be that you have nothing to tell, if you
-choose to tell it. You are not the girl to have accepted Godfrey without
-loving him, nor is he the man to have asked you without loving you. When
-you write me word that you have changed your mind, as you might about a
-dress, of course I know you have not told me all. Now I insist upon
-knowing it,--that is, if we are to be friends. I would not speak a word
-to Godfrey till I had seen you, in order that I might hear your story
-first.
-
-“Indeed, Bella, there is no story to tell.”
-
-“Then I must ask him.”
-
-“If you wish to play the part of a true friend to me, you will let the
-matter pass by and say nothing. You must understand that, circumstanced
-as we are, your brother’s visit here,--what I mean is, that it is very
-difficult for me to act and speak exactly as I should do, and a few
-unfortunate words spoken may make my position unendurable.”
-
-“Will you answer me one question?”
-
-“I cannot tell. I think I will.”
-
-“Do you love him?” For a moment or two Bessy remained silent, striving
-to arrange her words so that they should contain no falsehood, and yet
-betray no truth. “Ah, I see you do,” continued Miss Holmes. “But of
-course you do. Why else did you accept him?”
-
-“I fancied that I did, as young ladies do sometimes fancy.”
-
-“And will you say that you do not, now?” Again Bessy was silent, and
-then her friend rose from her seat. “I see it all,” she said. “What a
-pity it was that you both had not some friend like me by you at the
-time! But perhaps it may not be too late.”
-
-I need not repeat at length all the protestations which upon this were
-poured forth with hot energy by poor Bessy. She endeavoured to explain
-how great had been the difficulty of her position. This Christmas visit
-had been arranged before that unhappy affair at Liverpool had occurred.
-Isabella’s visit had been partly one of business, it being necessary
-that certain money affairs should be arranged between her, her brother,
-and the Major. “I determined,” said Bessy, “not to let my feelings stand
-in the way; and hoped that things might settle down to their former
-friendly footing. I already fear that I have been wrong, but it will be
-ungenerous in you to punish me.” Then she went on to say that if anybody
-attempted to interfere with her, she should at once go away to her
-mother’s sister, who lived at Hexham, in Northumberland.
-
-Then came the dance, and the hearts of Kate and Patty Coverdale were at
-last happy. But here again poor Bessy was made to understand how
-terribly difficult was this experiment of entertaining on a footing of
-friendship a lover with whom she had quarrelled only a month or two
-before. That she must as a necessity become the partner of Godfrey
-Holmes she had already calculated, and so much she was prepared to
-endure. Her brothers would of course dance with the Coverdale girls, and
-her father would of course stand up with Isabella. There was no other
-possible arrangement, at any rate as a beginning. She had schooled
-herself, too, as to the way in which she would speak to him on the
-occasion, and how she would remain mistress of herself and of her
-thoughts. But when the time came the difficulty was almost too much for
-her.
-
-“You do not care much for dancing, if I remember?” said he.
-
-“Oh yes, I do. Not as Patty Coverdale does. It’s a passion with her. But
-then I am older than Patty Coverdale.” After that he was silent for a
-minute or two.
-
-“It seems so odd to me to be here again,” he said. It was odd;--she felt
-that it was odd. But he ought not to have said so.
-
-“Two years make a great difference. The boys have grown so much.”
-
-“Yes, and there are other things,” said he.
-
-“Bella was never here before; at least not with you.”
-
-“No. But I did not exactly mean that. All that would not make the place
-so strange. But your mother seems altered to me. She used to be almost
-like my own mother.”
-
-“I suppose she finds that you are a more formidable person as you grow
-older. It was all very well scolding you when you were a clerk in the
-bank, but it does not do to scold the manager. These are the penalties
-men pay for becoming great.”
-
-“It is not my greatness that stands in my way, but--”
-
-“Then I’m sure I cannot say what it is. But Patty will scold you if you
-do not mind the figure, though you were the whole Board of Directors
-packed into one. She won’t respect you if you neglect your present
-work.”
-
-When Bessy went to bed that night she began to feel that she had
-attempted too much. “Mamma,” she said, “could I not make some excuse and
-go away to Aunt Mary?”
-
-“What now?”
-
-“Yes, mamma; now; to-morrow. I need not say that it will make me very
-unhappy to be away at such a time, but I begin to think that it will be
-better.”
-
-“What will papa say?”
-
-“You must tell him all.”
-
-“And Aunt Mary must be told also. You would not like that. Has he said
-anything?”
-
-“No, nothing;--very little, that is. But Bella has spoken to me. Oh,
-mamma, I think we have been very wrong in this. That is, I have been
-wrong. I feel as though I should disgrace myself, and turn the whole
-party here into a misfortune.”
-
-It would be dreadful, that telling of the story to her father and to her
-aunt, and such a necessity must, if possible, be avoided. Should such a
-necessity actually come, the former task would, no doubt, be done by her
-mother, but that would not lighten the load materially. After a
-fortnight she would again meet her father, and would be forced to
-discuss it. “I will remain if it be possible,” she said; “but, mamma, if
-I wish to go, you will not stop me?” Her mother promised that she would
-not stop her, but strongly advised her to stand her ground.
-
-On the following morning, when she came down stairs before breakfast,
-she found Frank standing in the hall with his gun, of which he was
-trying the lock. “It is not loaded, is it, Frank?” said she.
-
-“Oh dear, no; no one thinks of loading now-a-days till he has got out of
-the house. Directly after breakfast I am going across with Godfrey to
-the back of Greystock, to see after some moor-fowl. He asked me to go,
-and I couldn’t well refuse.”
-
-“Of course not. Why should you?”
-
-“It will be deuced hard work to make up the time. I was to have been up
-at four this morning, but that alarum went off and never woke me.
-However, I shall be able to do something to-night.”
-
-“Don’t make a slavery of your holidays, Frank. What’s the good of having
-a new gun if you’re not to use it?”
-
-“It’s not the new gun. I’m not such a child as that comes to. But, you
-see, Godfrey is here, and one ought to be civil to him. I’ll tell you
-what I want you girls to do, Bessy. You must come and meet us on our way
-home. Come over in the boat and along the path to the Patterdale road.
-We’ll be there under the hill about five.”
-
-“And if you are not, we are to wait in the snow?”
-
-“Don’t make difficulties, Bessy. I tell you we will be there, We are to
-go in the cart, and so shall have plenty of time.”
-
-“And how do you know the other girls will go?”
-
-“Why, to tell you the truth, Patty Coverdale has promised. As for Miss
-Holmes, if she won’t, why you must leave her at home with mamma. But
-Kate and Patty can’t come without you.”
-
-“Your discretion has found that out, has it?”
-
-“They say so. But you will come; won’t you, Bessy? As for waiting, it’s
-all nonsense. Of course you can walk on. But we’ll be at the stile by
-five. I’ve got my watch, you know.” And then Bessy promised him. What
-would she not have done for him that was in her power to do?
-
-“Go! Of course I’ll go,” said Miss Holmes. “I’m up to anything. I’d have
-gone with them this morning, and have taken a gun if they’d asked me.
-But, by-the-bye, I’d better not.”
-
-“Why not?” said Patty, who was hardly yet without fear lest something
-should mar the expedition.
-
-“What will three gentlemen do with four ladies?”
-
-“Oh, I forgot,” said Patty innocently.
-
-“I’m sure I don’t care,” said Kate; “you may have Harry if you like.”
-
-“Thank you for nothing,” said Miss Holmes. “I want one for myself. It’s
-all very well for you to make the offer, but what should I do if Harry
-wouldn’t have me? There are two sides, you know, to every bargain.”
-
-“I’m sure he isn’t anything to me,” said Kate. “Why, he’s not quite
-seventeen years old yet!”
-
-“Poor boy! What a shame to dispose of him so soon. We’ll let him off for
-a year or two; won’t we, Miss Coverdale? But as there seems by
-acknowledgment to be one beau with unappropriated services----”
-
-“I’m sure I have appropriated nobody,” said Patty; “and didn’t intend.”
-
-“Godfrey, then, is the only knight whose services are claimed,” said
-Miss Holmes, looking at Bessy. Bessy made no immediate answer with
-either her eyes or tongue; but when the Coverdales were gone, she took
-her new friend to task.
-
-“How can you fill those young girls heads with such nonsense?”
-
-“Nature has done that, my dear.”
-
-“But nature should be trained; should it not? You will make them think
-that those foolish boys are in love with them.”
-
-“The foolish boys, as you call them, will look after that themselves. It
-seems to me that the foolish boys know what they are about better than
-some of their elders.” And then, after a moment’s pause, she added, “As
-for my brother, I have no patience with him.”
-
-“Pray do not discuss your brother,” said Bessy. “And, Bella, unless you
-wish to drive me away, pray do not speak of him and me together as you
-did just now.”
-
-“Are you so bad as that,--that the slightest commonplace joke upsets
-you? Would not his services be due to you as a matter of course? If you
-are so sore about it, you will betray your own secret.”
-
-“I have no secret,--none at least from you, or from mamma; and, indeed,
-none from him. We were both very foolish, thinking that we knew each
-other and our own hearts, when we knew neither.”
-
-“I hate to hear people talk of knowing their hearts. My idea is, that if
-you like a young man, and he asks you to marry him, you ought to have
-him. That is, if there is enough to live on. I don’t know what more is
-wanted. But girls are getting to talk and think as though they were to
-send their hearts through some fiery furnace of trial before they may
-give them up to a husband’s keeping. I am not at all sure that the
-French fashion is not the best, and that these things shouldn’t be
-managed by the fathers and mothers, or perhaps by the family lawyers.
-Girls who are so intent upon knowing their own hearts generally end by
-knowing nobody’s heart but their own; and then they die old maids.”
-
-“Better that than give themselves to the keeping of those they don’t
-know and cannot esteem.”
-
-“That’s a matter of taste. I mean to take the first that comes, so long
-as he looks like a gentleman, and has not less than eight hundred a
-year. Now Godfrey does look like a gentleman, and has double that. If I
-had such a chance I shouldn’t think twice about it.”
-
-“But I have no such chance.”
-
-“That’s the way the wind blows; is it?”
-
-“No, no. Oh, Bella, pray, pray leave me alone. Pray do not interfere.
-There is no wind blowing in any way. All that I want is your silence and
-your sympathy.”
-
-“Very well. I will be silent and sympathetic as the grave. Only don’t
-imagine that I am cold as the grave also. I don’t exactly appreciate
-your ideas; but if I can do no good, I will at any rate endeavour to do
-no harm.”
-
-After lunch, at about three, they started on their walk, and managed to
-ferry themselves over the river. “Oh, do let me, Bessy,” said Kate
-Coverdale. “I understand all about it. Look here, Miss Holmes. You pull
-the chain through your hands----”
-
-“And inevitably tear your gloves to pieces,” said Miss Holmes. Kate
-certainly had done so, and did not seem to be particularly well pleased
-with the accident. “There’s a nasty nail in the chain,” she said. “I
-wonder those stupid boys did not tell us.”
-
-Of course they reached the trysting-place much too soon, and were very
-tired of walking up and down, to keep their feet warm, before the
-sportsmen came up. But this was their own fault, seeing that they had
-reached the stile half an hour before the time fixed.
-
-“I never will go anywhere to meet gentlemen again,” said Miss Holmes.
-“It is most preposterous that ladies should be left in the snow for an
-hour. Well, young men, what sport have you had?”
-
-“I shot the big black cock,” said Harry.
-
-“Did you indeed?” said Kate Coverdale.
-
-“And here are the feathers out of his tail for you. He dropped them in
-the water, and I had to go in after them up to my middle. But I told you
-that I would, so I was determined to get them.”
-
-“Oh, you silly, silly boy,” said Kate. “But I’ll keep them for ever. I
-will indeed.” This was said a little apart, for Harry had managed to
-draw the young lady aside before he presented the feathers.
-
-Frank had also his trophies for Patty, and the tale to tell of his own
-prowess. In that he was a year older than his brother, he was by a
-year’s growth less ready to tender his present to his lady-love, openly
-in the presence of them all. But he found his opportunity, and then he
-and Patty went on a little in advance. Kate also was deep in her
-consolations to Harry for his ducking; and therefore the four disposed
-of themselves in the manner previously suggested by Miss Holmes. Miss
-Holmes, therefore, and her brother, and Bessy Garrow, were left together
-in the path, and discussed the performances of the day in a manner that
-elicited no very ecstatic interest. So they walked for a mile, and by
-degrees the conversation between them dwindled down almost to nothing.
-
-“There is nothing I dislike so much as coming out with people younger
-than myself,” said Miss Holmes. “One always feels so old and dull.
-Listen to those children there; they make me feel as though I were an
-old maiden aunt, brought out with them to do propriety.”
-
-“Patty won’t at all approve if she hears you call her a child.”
-
-“Nor shall I approve, if she treats me like an old woman,” and then she
-stepped on and joined the children. “I wouldn’t spoil even their sport
-if I could help it,” she said to herself. “But with them I shall only be
-a temporary nuisance; if I remain behind I shall become a permanent
-evil.” And thus Bessy and her old lover were left by themselves.
-
-“I hope you will get on well with Bella,” said Godfrey, when they had
-remained silent for a minute or two.
-
-“Oh, yes. She is so good-natured and light-spirited that everybody must
-like her. She has been used to so much amusement and active life, that I
-know she must find it very dull here.”
-
-“She is never dull anywhere,--even at Liverpool, which, for a young
-lady, I sometimes think the dullest place on earth. I know it is for a
-man.”
-
-“A man who has work to do can never be dull; can he?”
-
-“Indeed he can; as dull as death. I am so often enough. I have never
-been very bright there, Bessy, since you left us.” There was nothing in
-his calling her Bessy, for it had become a habit with him since they
-were children; and they had formerly agreed that everything between them
-should be as it had been before that foolish whisper of love had been
-spoken and received. Indeed, provision had been made by them specially
-on this point, so that there need be no awkwardness in this mode of
-addressing each other. Such provision had seemed to be very prudent, but
-it hardly had the desired effect on the present occasion.
-
-“I hardly know what you mean by brightness,” she said, after a pause.
-“Perhaps it is not intended that people’s lives should be what you call
-bright.”
-
-“Life ought to be as bright as we can make it.”
-
-“It all depends on the meaning of the word. I suppose we are not very
-bright here at Thwaite Hall, but yet we think ourselves very happy.”
-
-“I am sure you are,” said Godfrey. “I very often think of you here.”
-
-“We always think of places where we have been when we were young,” said
-Bessy; and then again they walked on for some way in silence, and Bessy
-began to increase her pace with the view of catching the children. The
-present walk to her was anything but bright, and she bethought herself
-with dismay that there were still two miles before she reached the
-Ferry.
-
-“Bessy,” Godfrey said at last. And then he stopped as though he were
-doubtful how to proceed. She, however, did not say a word, but walked on
-quickly, as though her only hope was in catching the party before her.
-But they also were walking quickly, for Bella was determined that she
-would not be caught.
-
-“Bessy, I must speak to you once of what passed between us at
-Liverpool.”
-
-“Must you?” said she.
-
-“Unless you positively forbid it.”
-
-“Stop, Godfrey,” she said. And they did stop in the path, for now she no
-longer thought of putting an end to her embarrassment by overtaking her
-companions. “If any such words are necessary for your comfort, it would
-hardly become me to forbid them. Were I to speak so harshly you would
-accuse me afterwards in your own heart. It must be for you to judge
-whether it is well to reopen a wound that is nearly healed.”
-
-“But with me it is not nearly healed. The wound is open always.”
-
-“There are some hurts,” she said, “which do not admit of an absolute and
-perfect cure, unless after long years.” As she said so, she could not
-but think how much better was his chance of such perfect cure than her
-own. With her,--so she said to herself,--such curing was all but
-impossible; whereas with him, it was as impossible that the injury
-should last.
-
-“Bessy,” he said, and he again stopped her on the narrow path, standing
-immediately before her on the way, “you remember all the circumstances
-that made us part?”
-
-“Yes; I think I remember them.”
-
-“And you still think that we were right to part?”
-
-She paused for a moment before she answered him; but it was only for a
-moment, and then she spoke quite firmly. “Yes, Godfrey, I do; I have
-thought about it much since then. I have thought, I fear, to no good
-purpose about aught else. But I have never thought that we had been
-unwise in that.”
-
-“And yet I think you loved me.”
-
-“I am bound to confess I did so, as otherwise I must confess myself a
-liar. I told you at the time that I loved you, and I told you so truly.
-But it is better, ten times better, that those who love should part,
-even though they still should love, than that two should be joined
-together who are incapable of making each other happy. Remember what you
-told me.”
-
-“I do remember.”
-
-“You found yourself unhappy in your engagement, and you said it was my
-fault.”
-
-“Bessy, there is my hand. If you have ceased to love me, there is an end
-of it. But if you love me still, let all that be forgotten.”
-
-“Forgotten, Godfrey! How can it be forgotten? You were unhappy, and it
-was my fault. My fault, as it would be if I tried to solace a sick child
-with arithmetic, or feed a dog with grass. I had no right to love you,
-knowing you as I did; and knowing also that my ways would not be your
-ways. My punishment I understand, and it is not more than I can bear;
-but I had hoped that your punishment would have been soon over.”
-
-“You are too proud, Bessy.”
-
-“That is very likely. Frank says that I am a Puritan, and pride was the
-worst of their sins.”
-
-“Too proud and unbending. In marriage should not the man and woman adapt
-themselves to each other?”
-
-“When they are married, yes. And every girl who thinks of marrying
-should know that in very much she must adapt herself to her husband. But
-I do not think that a woman should be the ivy, to take the direction of
-every branch of the tree to which she clings. If she does so, what can
-be her own character? But we must go on, or we shall be too late.”
-
-“And you will give me no other answer?”
-
-“None other, Godfrey. Have you not just now, at this very moment, told
-me that I was too proud? Can it be possible that you should wish to tie
-yourself for life to female pride? And if you tell me that now, at such
-a moment as this, what would you tell me in the close intimacy of
-married life, when the trifles of every day would have worn away the
-courtesies of guest and lover?”
-
-There was a sharpness of rebuke in this which Godfrey Holmes could not
-at the moment overcome. Nevertheless he knew the girl, and understood
-the workings of her heart and mind. Now, in her present state, she could
-be unbending, proud, and almost rough. In that she had much to lose in
-declining the renewed offer which he made her, she would, as it were,
-continually prompt herself to be harsh and inflexible. Had he been
-poor, had she not loved him, had not all good things seemed to have
-attended the promise of such a marriage, she would have been less
-suspicious of herself in receiving the offer, and more gracious in
-replying to it. Had he lost all his money before he came back to her,
-she would have taken him at once; or had he been deprived of an eye, or
-become crippled in his legs, she would have done so. But, circumstanced
-as he was, she had no motive to tenderness. There was an organic defect
-in her character, which no doubt was plainly marked by its own bump in
-her cranium,--the bump of philomartyrdom, it might properly be called.
-She had shipwrecked her own happiness in rejecting Godfrey Holmes; but
-it seemed to her to be the proper thing that a well-behaved young lady
-should shipwreck her own happiness. For the last month or two she had
-been tossed about by the waters and was nearly drowned. Now there was
-beautiful land again close to her, and a strong pleasant hand stretched
-out to save her. But though she had suffered terribly among the waves,
-she still thought it wrong to be saved. It would be so pleasant to take
-that hand, so sweet, so joyous, that it surely must be wrong. That was
-her doctrine; and Godfrey Holmes, though he hardly analysed the matter,
-partly understood that it was so. And yet, if once she were landed on
-that green island, she would be so happy. She spoke with scorn of a
-woman clinging to a tree like ivy; and yet, were she once married, no
-woman would cling to her husband with sweeter feminine tenacity than
-Bessy Garrow. He spoke no further word to her as he walked home, but in
-handing her down to the ferry-boat he pressed her hand. For a second it
-seemed as though she had returned this pressure. If so, the action was
-involuntary, and her hand instantly resumed its stiffness to his touch.
-
-It was late that night when Major Garrow went to his bed-room, but his
-wife was still up, waiting for him. “Well,” said she, “what has he said
-to you? He has been with you above an hour.”
-
-“Such stories are not very quickly told; and in this case it was
-necessary to understand him very accurately. At length I think I do
-understand him.”
-
-It is not necessary to repeat at length all that was said on that night
-between Major and Mrs. Garrow, as to the offer which had now for a third
-time been made to their daughter. On that evening, after the ladies had
-gone, and when the two boys had taken themselves off, Godfrey Holmes
-told his tale to his host, and had honestly explained to him what he
-believed to be the state of his daughter’s feelings. “Now you know all,”
-said he. “I do believe that she loves me, and if she does, perhaps she
-may still listen to you.” Major Garrow did not feel sure that he “knew
-it all.” But when he had fully discussed the matter that night with his
-wife, then he thought that perhaps he had arrived at that knowledge.
-
-On the following morning Bessy learned from the maid, at an early hour,
-that Godfrey Holmes had left Thwaite Hall and gone back to Liverpool. To
-the girl she said nothing on the subject, but she felt obliged to say a
-word or two to Bella. “It is his coming that I regret,” she said;--“that
-he should have had the trouble and annoyance for nothing. I acknowledge
-that it was my fault, and I am very sorry.”
-
-“It cannot be helped,” said Miss Holmes, somewhat gravely. “As to his
-misfortunes, I presume that his journeys between here and Liverpool are
-not the worst of them.”
-
-After breakfast on that day Bessy was summoned into her father’s
-book-room, and found him there, and her mother also. “Bessy,” said he,
-“sit down, my dear. You know why Godfrey has left us this morning?”
-
-Bessy walked round the room, so that in sitting she might be close to
-her mother and take her mother’s hand in her own. “I suppose I do,
-papa,” she said.
-
-“He was with me late last night, Bessy; and when he told me what had
-passed between you I agreed with him that he had better go.”
-
-“It was better that he should go, papa.”
-
-“But he has left a message for you.”
-
-“A message, papa?”
-
-“Yes, Bessy. And your mother agrees with me that it had better be given
-to you. It is this,--that if you will send him word to come again, he
-will be here by Twelfth-night. He came before on my invitation, but if
-he returns it must be on yours.”
-
-“Oh, papa, I cannot.”
-
-“I do not say that you can, but think of it calmly before you altogether
-refuse. You shall give me your answer on New Year’s morning.”
-
-“Mamma knows that it would be impossible,” said Bessy.
-
-“Not impossible, dearest.
-
-“In such a matter you should do what you believe to be right,” said her
-father.
-
-“If I were to ask him here again, it would be telling him that I
-would----”
-
-“Exactly, Bessy. It would be telling him that you would be his wife. He
-would understand it so, and so would your mother and I. It must be so
-understood altogether.”
-
-“But, papa, when we were at Liverpool----”
-
-“I have told him everything, dearest,” said Mrs. Garrow.
-
-“I think I understand the whole,” said the Major; “and in such a matter
-as this I will not give you counsel on either side. But you must
-remember that in making up your mind, you must think of him as well as
-of yourself. If you do not love him;--if you feel that as his wife you
-should not love him, there is not another word to be said. I need not
-explain to my daughter that under such circumstances she would be wrong
-to encourage the visits of a suitor. But your mother says you do love
-him.”
-
-“Oh, mamma!”
-
-“I will not ask you. But if you do;--if you have so told him, and
-allowed him to build up an idea of his life-happiness on such telling,
-you will, I think, sin greatly against him by allowing a false feminine
-pride to mar his happiness. When once a girl has confessed to a man that
-she loves him, the confession and the love together put upon her the
-burden of a duty towards him, which she cannot with impunity throw
-aside.” Then he kissed her, and bidding her give him a reply on the
-morning of the new year, left her with her mother.
-
-She had four days for consideration, and they went past her by no means
-easily. Could she have been alone with her mother, the struggle would
-not have been so painful; but there was the necessity that she should
-talk to Isabella Holmes, and the necessity also that she should not
-neglect the Coverdales. Nothing could have been kinder than Bella. She
-did not speak on the subject till the morning of the last day, and then
-only in a very few words. “Bessy,” she said, “as you are great, be
-merciful.”
-
-“But I am not great, and it would not be mercy.”
-
-“As to that,” said Bella, “he has surely a right to his own opinion.”
-
-On that evening she was sitting alone in her room when her mother came
-to her, and her eyes were red with weeping. Pen and paper were before
-her, as though she were resolved to write, but hitherto no word had been
-written.
-
-“Well, Bessy,” said her mother, sitting down close beside her; “is the
-deed done?”
-
-“What deed, mamma? Who says that I am to do it?”
-
-“The deed is not the writing, but the resolution to write. Five words
-will be sufficient,--if only those five words may be written.”
-
-“It is for one’s whole life, mamma. For his life, as well as my own.”
-
-“True, Bessy;--that is quite true. But equally true whether you bid him
-come or allow him to remain away. That task of making up one’s mind for
-life, must at last be done in some special moment of that life.”
-
-“Mamma, mamma; tell me what I should do.”
-
-But this Mrs. Garrow would not do. “I will write the words for you if
-you like,” she said, “but it is you who must resolve that they shall be
-written. I cannot bid my darling go away and leave me for another
-home;--I can only say that in my heart I do believe that home would be a
-happy one.”
-
-It was morning before the note was written, but when the morning came
-Bessy had written it and brought it to her mother.
-
-“You must take it to papa,” she said. Then she went and hid herself from
-all eyes till the noon had passed. “Dear Godfrey,” the letter ran, “Papa
-says that you will return on Wednesday if I write to ask you. Do come
-back to us,--if you wish it. Yours always,
-
-BESSY.”
-
-“It is as good as though she had filled the sheet,” said the Major. But
-in sending it to Godfrey Holmes, he did not omit a few accompanying
-remarks of his own.
-
-An answer came from Godfrey by return of post; and on the afternoon of
-the sixth of January, Frank Garrow drove over to the station at Penrith
-to meet him. On their way back to Thwaite Hall there grew up a very
-close confidence between the two future brothers-in-law, and Frank
-explained with great perspicuity a little plan which he had arranged
-himself. “As soon as it is dark, so that she won’t see it, Harry will
-hang it up in the dining-room,” he said, “and mind you go in there
-before you go anywhere else.”
-
-“I am very glad you have come back, Godfrey,” said the Major, meeting
-him in the hall.
-
-“God bless you, dear Godfrey,” said Mrs. Garrow, “you will find Bessy in
-the dining-room,” she whispered; but in so whispering she was quite
-unconscious of the mistletoe bough.
-
-And so also was Bessy, nor do I think that she was much more conscious
-when that introduction was over. Godfrey had made all manner of promises
-to Frank, but when the moment arrived, he had found the moment too
-important for any special reference to the little bough above his head.
-Not so, however, Patty Coverdale. “It’s a shame,” said she, bursting out
-of the room, “and if I’d known what you had done, nothing on earth
-should have induced me to go in. I won’t enter the room till I know that
-you have taken it out.” Nevertheless her sister Kate was bold enough to
-solve the mystery before the evening was over.
-
-
-
-
-RETURNING HOME.
-
-
-It is generally supposed that people who live at home,--good domestic
-people, who love tea and their arm-chairs, and who keep the parlour
-hearth-rug ever warm,--it is generally supposed that these are the
-people who value home the most, and best appreciate all the comforts of
-that cherished institution. I am inclined to doubt this. It is, I think,
-to those who live farthest away from home, to those who find the
-greatest difficulty in visiting home, that the word conveys the sweetest
-idea. In some distant parts of the world it may be that an Englishman
-acknowledges his permanent resting place; but there are many others in
-which he will not call his daily house, his home. He would, in his own
-idea, desecrate the word by doing so. His home is across the blue
-waters, in the little northern island, which perhaps he may visit no
-more; which he has left, at any rate, for half his life; from which
-circumstances, and the necessity of living, have banished him. His home
-is still in England, and when he speaks of home his thoughts are there.
-
-No one can understand the intensity of this feeling who has not seen or
-felt the absence of interest in life which falls to the lot of many who
-have to eat their bread on distant soils. We are all apt to think that a
-life in strange countries will be a life of excitement, of stirring
-enterprise, and varied scenes;--that in abandoning the comforts of home,
-we shall receive in exchange more of movement and of adventure than
-would come in our way in our own tame country; and this feeling has, I
-am sure, sent many a young man roaming. Take any spirited fellow of
-twenty, and ask him whether he would like to go to Mexico for the next
-ten years! Prudence and his father may ultimately save him from such
-banishment, but he will not refuse without a pang of regret.
-
-Alas! it is a mistake. Bread may be earned, and fortunes, perhaps, made
-in such countries; and as it is the destiny of our race to spread itself
-over the wide face of the globe, it is well that there should be
-something to gild and paint the outward face of that lot which so many
-are called upon to choose. But for a life of daily excitement, there is
-no life like life in England; and the farther that one goes from England
-the more stagnant, I think, do the waters of existence become.
-
-But if it be so for men, it is ten times more so for women. An
-Englishman, if he be at Guatemala or Belize, must work for his bread,
-and that work will find him in thought and excitement. But what of his
-wife? Where will she find excitement? By what pursuit will she repay
-herself for all that she has left behind her at her mother’s fireside?
-She will love her husband. Yes; that at least! If there be not that,
-there will be a hell, indeed. Then she will nurse her children, and talk
-of her--home. When the time shall come that her promised return thither
-is within a year or two of its accomplishment, her thoughts will all be
-fixed on that coming pleasure, as are the thoughts of a young girl on
-her first ball for the fortnight before that event comes off.
-
-On the central plain of that portion of Central America which is called
-Costa Rica stands the city of San José. It is the capital of the
-Republic,--for Costa Rica is a Republic,--and, for Central America, is a
-town of some importance. It is in the middle of the coffee district,
-surrounded by rich soil on which the sugar-cane is produced, is blessed
-with a climate only moderately hot, and the native inhabitants are
-neither cut-throats nor cannibals. It may be said, therefore, that by
-comparison with some other spots to which Englishmen and others are
-congregated for the gathering together of money, San José may be
-considered as a happy region; but, nevertheless, a life there is not in
-every way desirable. It is a dull place, with little to interest either
-the eye or the ear. Although the heat of the tropics is but little felt
-there on account of its altitude, men and women become too lifeless for
-much enterprise. There is no society. There are a few Germans and a few
-Englishmen in the place, who see each other on matters of business
-during the day; but, sombre as life generally is, they seem to care
-little for each other’s company on any other footing. I know not to what
-point the aspirations of the Germans may stretch themselves, but to the
-English the one idea that gives salt to life is the idea of home. On
-some day, however distant it may be, they will once more turn their
-faces towards the little northern island, and then all will be well with
-them.
-
-To a certain Englishman there, and to his dear little wife, this
-prospect came some few years since somewhat suddenly. Events and
-tidings, it matters not which or what, brought it about that they
-resolved between themselves that they would start immediately;--almost
-immediately. They would pack up and leave San José within four months of
-the day on which their purpose was first formed. At San José a period of
-only four months for such a purpose was immediately. It creates a
-feeling of instant excitement, a necessity for instant doing, a
-consciousness that there was in those few weeks ample work both for the
-hands and thoughts,--work almost more than ample. The dear little wife,
-who for the last two years had been so listless, felt herself flurried.
-
-“Harry,” she said to her husband, “how shall we ever be ready?” And her
-pretty face was lighted up with unusual brightness at the happy thought
-of so much haste with such an object. “And baby’s things too,” she said,
-as she thought of all the various little articles of dress that would be
-needed. A journey from San José to Southampton cannot in truth be made
-as easily as one from London to Liverpool. Let us think of a month to be
-passed without any aid from the washerwoman, and the greatest part of
-that month amidst the sweltering heats of the West Indian tropics!
-
-In the first month of her hurry and flurry Mrs. Arkwright was a happy
-woman. She would see her mother again and her sisters. It was now four
-years since she had left them on the quay at Southampton, while all
-their hearts were broken at the parting. She was a young bride then,
-going forth with her new lord to meet the stern world. He had then been
-home to look for a wife, and he had found what he looked for in the
-younger sister of his partner. For he, Henry Arkwright, and his wife’s
-brother, Abel Ring, had established themselves together in San José. And
-now, she thought, how there would be another meeting on those quays at
-which there should be no broken hearts; at which there should be love
-without sorrow, and kisses, sweet with the sweetness of welcome, not
-bitter with the bitterness of parting. And people told her,--the few
-neighbours around her,--how happy, how fortunate she was to get home
-thus early in her life. They had been out some ten,--some twenty years,
-and still the day of their return was distant. And then she pressed her
-living baby to her breast, and wiped away a tear as she thought of the
-other darling whom she would leave beneath that distant sod.
-
-And then came the question as to the route home. San José stands in the
-middle of the high plain of Costa Rica, half way between the Pacific and
-the Atlantic. The journey thence down to the Pacific is, by comparison,
-easy. There is a road, and the mules on which the travellers must ride
-go steadily and easily down to Punta Arenas, the port on that ocean.
-There are inns, too, on the way,--places of public entertainment at
-which refreshment may be obtained, and beds, or fair substitutes for
-beds. But then by this route the traveller must take a long additional
-sea voyage. He must convey himself and his weary baggage down to that
-wretched place on the Pacific, there wait for a steamer to take him to
-Panamá, cross the isthmus, and reship himself in the other waters for
-his long journey home. That terrible unshipping and reshipping is a sore
-burden to the unaccustomed traveller. When it is absolutely
-necessary,--then indeed it is done without much thought; but in the case
-of the Arkwrights it was not absolutely necessary. And there was another
-reason which turned Mrs. Arkwright’s heart against that journey by Punt’
-Arenas. The place is unhealthy, having at certain seasons a very bad
-name;--and here on their outward journey her husband had been taken ill.
-She had never ceased to think of the fortnight she had spent there among
-uncouth strangers, during a portion of which his life had trembled in
-the balance. Early, therefore, in those four months she begged that she
-might not be taken round by Punt’ Arenas. There was another route.
-“Harry, if you love me, let me go by the Serapiqui.” As to Harry’s
-loving her, there was no doubt about that, as she well knew.
-
-There was this other route by the Serapiqui river, and by Greytown.
-Greytown, it is true, is quite as unhealthy as Punt’ Arenas, and by that
-route one’s baggage must be shipped and unshipped into small boats.
-There are all manner of difficulties attached to it. Perhaps no direct
-road to and from any city on the world’s surface is subject to sharper
-fatigue while it lasts. Journeying by this route also, the traveller
-leaves San José mounted on his mule, and so mounted he makes his way
-through the vast primeval forests down to the banks of the Serapiqui
-river. That there is a track for him is of course true; but it is simply
-a track, and during nine months of the twelve is so deep in mud that the
-mules sink in it to their bellies. Then, when the river has been
-reached, the traveller seats him in his canoe, and for two days is
-paddled down,--down along the Serapiqui, into the San Juan River, and
-down along the San Juan till he reaches Greytown, passing one night at
-some hut on the river side. At Greytown he waits for the steamer which
-will carry him his first stage on his road towards Southampton. He must
-be a connoisseur in disagreeables of every kind who can say with any
-precision whether Greytown or Punt’ Arenas is the better place for a
-week’s sojourn.
-
-For a full month Mr. Arkwright would not give way to his wife. At first
-he all but conquered her by declaring that the Serapiqui journey would
-be dangerous for the baby; but she heard from some one that it could be
-made less fatiguing for the baby than the other route. A baby had been
-carried down in a litter strapped on to a mule’s back. A guide at the
-mule’s head would be necessary, and that was all. When once in her boat
-the baby would be as well as in her cradle. What purpose cannot a woman
-gain by perseverance? Her purpose in this instance Mrs. Arkwright did at
-last gain by persevering.
-
-And then their preparations for the journey went on with much flurrying
-and hot haste. To us at home, who live and feel our life every day, the
-manufacture of endless baby-linen and the packing of mountains of
-clothes does not give an idea of much pleasurable excitement; but at San
-José, where there was scarcely motion enough in existence to prevent its
-waters from becoming foul with stagnation, this packing of baby-linen
-was delightful, and for a month or so the days went by with happy wings.
-
-But by degrees reports began to reach both Arkwright and his wife as to
-this new route, which made them uneasy. The wet season had been
-prolonged, and even though they might not be deluged by rain themselves,
-the path would be in such a state of mud as to render the labour
-incessant. One or two people declared that the road was unfit at any
-time for a woman,--and then the river would be much swollen. These
-tidings did not reach Arkwright and his wife together, or at any rate
-not till late amidst their preparations, or a change might still have
-been made. As it was, after all her entreaties, Mrs. Arkwright did not
-like to ask him again to alter his plans; and he, having altered them
-once, was averse to change them again. So things went on till the mules
-and the boats had been hired, and things had gone so far that no change
-could then be made without much cost and trouble.
-
-During the last ten days of their sojourn at San José, Mrs. Arkwright
-had lost all that appearance of joy which had cheered up her sweet face
-during the last few months. Terror at that terrible journey obliterated
-in her mind all the happiness which had arisen from the hope of being
-soon at home. She was thoroughly cowed by the danger to be encountered,
-and would gladly have gone down to Punt’ Arenas, had it been now
-possible that she could so arrange it. It rained, and rained, and still
-rained, when there was now only a week from the time they started. Oh!
-if they could only wait for another month! But this she said to no one.
-After what had passed between her and her husband, she had not the heart
-to say such words to him. Arkwright himself was a man not given to much
-talking, a silent thoughtful man, stern withal in his outward bearing,
-but tender-hearted and loving in his nature. The sweet young wife who
-had left all, and come with him out to that dull distant place, was very
-dear to him,--dearer than she herself was aware, and in these days he
-was thinking much of her coming troubles. Why had he given way to her
-foolish prayers? Ah, why indeed?
-
-And thus the last few days of their sojourn in San José passed away from
-them. Once or twice during these days she did speak out, expressing her
-fears. Her feelings were too much for her, and she could not restrain
-herself. “Poor mamma,” she said, “I shall never see her!” And then
-again, “Harry, I know I shall never reach home alive.”
-
-“Fanny, my darling, that is nonsense.” But in order that his spoken word
-might not sound stern to her, he took her in his arms and kissed her.
-
-“You must behave well, Fanny,” he said to her the day before they
-started. Though her heart was then very low within her, she promised him
-that she would do her best, and then she made a great resolution. Though
-she should be dying on the road, she would not complain beyond the
-absolute necessity of her nature. She fully recognised his thoughtful
-tender kindness, for though he thus cautioned her, he never told her
-that the dangers which she feared were the result of her own choice. He
-never threw in her teeth those prayers which she had made, in yielding
-to which he knew that he had been weak.
-
-Then came the morning of their departure. The party of travellers
-consisted of four besides the baby. There was Mr. Arkwright, his wife,
-and an English nurse, who was going to England with them, and her
-brother, Abel King, who was to accompany them as far as the Serapiqui
-River. When they had reached that, the real labour of the journey would
-be over. They had eight mules; four for the four travellers, one for
-the baby, a spare mule laden simply with blankets, so that Mrs.
-Arkwright might change in order that she should not be fatigued by the
-fatigue of her beast, and two for their luggage. The heavier portion of
-their baggage had already been sent off by Punt’ Arenas, and would meet
-them at the other side of the Isthmus of Panamá.
-
-For the last four days the rain had ceased,--had ceased at any rate at
-San José. Those who knew the country well, would know that it might
-still be raining over those vast forests; but now as the matter was
-settled, they would hope for the best. On that morning on which they
-started the sun shone fairly, and they accepted this as an omen of good.
-Baby seemed to lay comfortably on her pile of blankets on the mule’s
-back, and the face of the tall Indian guide who took his place at that
-mule’s head pleased the anxious mother.
-
-“Not leave him ever,” he said in Spanish, laying his hand on the cord
-which was fastened to the beast’s head; and not for one moment did he
-leave his charge, though the labour of sticking close to him was very
-great.
-
-They had four attendants or guides, all of whom made the journey on
-foot. That they were all men of mixed race was probable; but three of
-them would have been called Spaniards, Spaniards, that is, of Costa
-Rica, and the other would be called an Indian. One of the Spaniards was
-the leader, or chief man of the party, but the others seemed to stand on
-an equal footing with each other; and indeed the place of greatest care
-had been given to the Indian.
-
-For the first four or five miles their route lay along the high road
-which leads from San José to Punt’ Arenas, and so far a group of
-acquaintances followed them, all mounted on mules. Here, where the ways
-forked, their road leading through the great forests to the Atlantic,
-they separated, and many tears were shed on each side. What might be the
-future life of the Arkwrights had not been absolutely fixed, but there
-was a strong hope on their part that they might never be forced to
-return to Costa Rica. Those from whom they now parted had not seemed to
-be dear to them in any especial degree while they all lived together in
-the same small town, seeing each other day by day; but now,--now that
-they might never meet again, a certain love sprang up for the old
-familiar faces, and women kissed each other who hitherto had hardly
-cared to enter each other’s houses.
-
-And then the party of the Arkwrights again started, and its steady work
-began. In the whole of the first day the way beneath their feet was
-tolerably good, and the weather continued fine. It was one long gradual
-ascent from the plain where the roads parted, but there was no real
-labour in travelling. Mrs. Arkwright rode beside her baby’s mule, at the
-head of which the Indian always walked, and the two men went together in
-front. The husband had found that his wife would prefer this, as long as
-the road allowed of such an arrangement. Her heart was too full to admit
-of much speaking, and so they went on in silence.
-
-The first night was passed in a hut by the roadside, which seemed to be
-deserted,--a hut or rancho as it is called in that country. Their food
-they had, of course, brought with them; and here, by common consent,
-they endeavoured in some sort to make themselves merry.
-
-“Fanny,” Arkwright said to her, “it is not so bad after all; eh, my
-darling?”
-
-“No,” she answered; “only that the mule tires one so. Will all the days
-be as long as that?”
-
-He had not the heart to tell her that as regarded hours of work, that
-first day must of necessity be the shortest. They had risen to a
-considerable altitude, and the night was very cold; but baby was
-enveloped among a pile of coloured blankets, and things did not go very
-badly with them; only this, that when Fanny Arkwright rose from her hard
-bed, her limbs were more weary and much more stiff than they had been
-when Arkwright had lifted her from her mule.
-
-On the second morning they mounted before the day had quite broken, in
-order that they might breakfast on the summit of the ridge which
-separates the two oceans. At this spot the good road comes to an end,
-and the forest track begins; and here also, they would, in truth, enter
-the forest, though their path had for some time been among straggling
-trees and bushes. And now, again, they rode two and two, up to this
-place of halting, Arkwright and Ring well knowing that from hence their
-labours would in truth commence.
-
-Poor Mrs. Arkwright, when she reached this resting-place, would fain
-have remained there for the rest of the day. One word, in her low,
-plaintive voice, she said, asking whether they might not sleep in the
-large shed which stands there. But this was manifestly impossible. At
-such a pace they would never reach Greytown; and she spoke no further
-word when he told her that they must go on.
-
-At about noon that day the file of travellers formed itself into the
-line which it afterwards kept during the whole of the journey, and then
-started by the narrow-path into the forest. First walked the leader of
-the guides, then another man following him; Abel Ring came next, and
-behind him the maid-servant; then the baby’s mule, with the Indian ever
-at its head; close at his heels followed Mrs. Arkwright, so that the
-mother’s eye might be always on her child; and after her her husband;
-then another guide on foot completed the number of the travellers. In
-this way they went on and on, day after day, till they reached the banks
-of the Serapiqui, never once varying their places in the procession. As
-they started in the morning, so they went on, till their noon-day’s
-rest, and so again they made their evening march. In that journey there
-was no idea of variety, no searching after the pleasures of scenery, no
-attempts at conversation with any object of interest or amusement. What
-words were spoken were those simply needful, or produced by sympathy for
-suffering. So they journeyed, always in the same places, with one
-exception. They began their work with two guides leading them, but
-before the first day was over one of them had fallen back to the side of
-Mrs. Arkwright, for she was unable to sit on her mule without support.
-
-Their daily work was divided into two stages, so as to give some hours
-for rest in the middle of the day. It had been arranged that the
-distance for each day should not be long,--should be very short as was
-thought by them all when they talked it over at San José; but now the
-hours which they passed in the saddle seemed to be endless. Their
-descent began from that ridge of which I have spoken, and they had no
-sooner turned their faces down upon the mountain slopes looking towards
-the Atlantic, than that passage of mud began to which there was no
-cessation till they found themselves on the banks of the Serapiqui
-river. I doubt whether it be possible to convey in words an adequate
-idea of the labour of riding over such a path. It is not that any active
-exertion is necessary,--that there is anything which requires doing. The
-traveller has before him the simple task of sitting on his mule from
-hour to hour, and of seeing that his knees do not get themselves jammed
-against the trees; but at every step the beast he rides has to drag his
-legs out from the deep clinging mud, and the body of the rider never
-knows one moment of ease. Why the mules do not die on the road, I cannot
-say. They live through it, and do not appear to suffer. They have their
-own way in everything, for no exertion on the rider’s part will make
-them walk either faster or slower than is their wont.
-
-On the day on which they entered the forest,--that being the second of
-their journey,--Mrs. Arkwright had asked for mercy, for permission to
-escape that second stage. On the next she allowed herself to be lifted
-into her saddle after her mid-day rest without a word. She had tried to
-sleep, but in vain; and had sat within a little hut, looking out upon
-the desolate scene before her, with her baby in her lap. She had this
-one comfort, that of all the travellers, she, the baby, suffered the
-least. They had now left the high grounds, and the heat was becoming
-great, though not as yet intense. And then, the Indian guide, looking
-out slowly over the forest, saw that the rain was not yet over. He spoke
-a word or two to one of his companions in a low voice and in a patois
-which Mrs. Arkwright did not understand, and then going after the
-husband, told him that the heavens were threatening.
-
-“We have only two leagues,” said Arkwright, “and it may perhaps hold
-up.”
-
-“It will begin in an hour,” said the Indian, “and the two leagues are
-four hours.”
-
-“And to-morrow,” asked Arkwright.
-
-“To-morrow, and to-morrow, and to-morrow it will still rain,” said the
-guide, looking as he spoke up over the huge primeval forest.
-
-“Then we had better start at once,” said Arkwright, “before the first
-falling drops frighten the women.” So the mules were brought out, and he
-lifted his uncomplaining wife on to the blankets which formed her
-pillion. The file again formed itself, and slowly they wound their way
-out from the small enclosure by which the hut was surrounded;--out from
-the enclosure on to a rough scrap of undrained pasture ground from which
-the trees had been cleared. In a few minutes they were once more
-struggling through the mud.
-
-The name of the spot which our travellers had just left is Carablanco.
-There they found a woman living all alone. Her husband was away, she
-told them, at San José, but would be back to her when the dry weather
-came, to look up the young cattle which were straying in the forest.
-What a life for a woman! Nevertheless, in talking with Mrs. Arkwright
-she made no complaint of her own lot, but had done what little she could
-to comfort the poor lady who was so little able to bear the fatigues of
-her journey.
-
-“Is the road very bad?” Mrs. Arkwright asked her in a whisper.
-
-“Ah, yes; it is a bad road.”
-
-“And when shall we be at the river?”
-
-“It took me four days,” said the woman.
-
-“Then I shall never see my mother again,” and as she spoke Mrs.
-Arkwright pressed her baby to her bosom. Immediately after that her
-husband came in, and they started.
-
-Their path now led away across the slope of a mountain which seemed to
-fall from the very top of that central ridge in an unbroken descent down
-to the valley at its foot. Hitherto, since they had entered the forest,
-they had had nothing before their eyes but the trees and bushes which
-grew close around them. But now a prospect of unrivalled grandeur was
-opened before them, if only had they been able to enjoy it. At the
-bottom of the valley ran a river, which, so great was the depth, looked
-like a moving silver cord; and on the other side of this there arose
-another mountain, steep but unbroken like that which they were
-passing,--unbroken, so that the eye could stretch from the river up to
-the very summit. Not a spot on that mountain side or on their side
-either was left uncovered by thick forest, which had stood there
-untouched by man since nature first produced it.
-
-But all this was nothing to our travellers, nor was the clang of the
-macaws anything, or the roaring of the little congo ape. Nothing was
-gained by them from beautiful scenery, nor was there any fear from the
-beasts of prey. The immediate pain of each step of the journey drove all
-other feelings from them, and their thoughts were bounded by an intense
-desire for the evening halt.
-
-And then, as the guide had prophesied, the rain began. At first it came
-in such small soft drops that it was found to be refreshing, but the
-clouds soon gathered and poured forth their collected waters as though
-it had not rained for months among those mountains. Not that it came in
-big drops, or with the violence which wind can give it, beating hither
-and thither, breaking branches from the trees, and rising up again as it
-pattered against the ground. There was no violence in the rain. It fell
-softly in a long, continuous, noiseless stream, sinking into everything
-that it touched, converting the deep rich earth on all sides into mud.
-
-Not a word was said by any of them as it came on. The Indian covered the
-baby with her blanket, closer than she was covered before, and the guide
-who walked by Mrs. Arkwright’s side drew her cloak around her knees.
-But such efforts were in vain. There is a rain that will penetrate
-everything, and such was the rain which fell upon them now.
-Nevertheless, as I have said, hardly a word was spoken. The poor woman,
-finding that the heat of her cloak increased her sufferings, threw it
-open again.
-
-“Fanny,” said her husband, “you had better let him protect you as well
-as he can.”
-
-She answered him merely by an impatient wave of her hand, intending to
-signify that she could not speak, but that in this matter she must have
-her way.
-
-After that her husband made no further attempt to control her. He could
-see, however, that ever and again she would have slipped forward from
-her mule, and fallen, had not the man by her side steadied her with his
-hand. At every tree he protected her knees and feet, though there was
-hardly room for him to move between the beast and the bank against which
-he was thrust.
-
-And then, at last, that day’s work was also over, and Fanny Arkwright
-slipped from her pillion down into her husband’s arms at the door of
-another rancho in the forest. Here there lived a large family adding
-from year to year to the patch of ground which they had rescued from the
-wood, and valiantly doing their part in the extension of civilisation.
-Our party was but a few steps from the door when they left their mules,
-but Mrs. Arkwright did not now as heretofore hasten to receive her baby
-in her arms. When placed upon the ground, she still leaned against the
-mule, and her husband saw that he must carry her into the hut. This he
-did, and then, wet, mud-laden, dishevelled as she was, she laid herself
-down upon the planks that were to form her bed, and there stretched out
-her arms for her infant. On that evening they undressed and tended her
-like a child; and then when she was alone with her husband, she repeated
-to him her sad foreboding.
-
-“Harry,” she said, “I shall never see my mother again.”
-
-“Oh, yes, Fanny, you will see her and talk over all these troubles with
-pleasure. It is very bad, I know; but we shall live through it yet.”
-
-“You will, of course; and you will take baby home to her.”
-
-“And face her without you! No, my darling. Three more days’ riding, or
-rather two and a half, will bring us to the river, and then your trouble
-will be over. All will be easy after that.”
-
-“Ah, Harry, you do not know.”
-
-“I do know that it is very bad, my girl, but you must cheer up. We shall
-be laughing at all this in a month’s time.”
-
-On the following morning she allowed herself to be lifted up, speaking
-no word of remonstrance. Indeed she was like a child in their hands,
-having dropped all the dignity and authority of a woman’s demeanour. It
-rained again during the whole of this day, and the heat was becoming
-oppressive as every hour they were descending nearer and nearer to the
-sea level. During this first stage hardly a word was spoken by any one;
-but when she was again taken from her mule she was in tears. The poor
-servant-girl, too, was almost prostrate with fatigue, and absolutely
-unable to wait upon her mistress, or even to do anything for herself.
-Nevertheless they did make the second stage, seeing that their mid-day
-resting place had been under the trees of the forest. Had there been any
-hut there, they would have remained for the night.
-
-On the following day they rested altogether, though the place at which
-they remained had but few attractions. It was another forest hut
-inhabited by an old Spanish couple who were by no means willing to give
-them room, although they paid for their accommodation at exorbitant
-rates. It is one singularity of places strange and out of the way like
-such forest tracks as these, that money in small sums is hardly valued.
-Dollars there were not appreciated as sixpences are in this rich
-country. But there they stayed for a day, and the guides employed
-themselves in making a litter with long poles so that they might carry
-Mrs. Arkwright over a portion of the ground. Poor fellows! When once she
-had thus changed her mode of conveyance, she never again was lifted on
-to the mule.
-
-There was strong reason against this day’s delay. They were to go down
-the Serapiqui along with the post, which would overtake them on its
-banks. But if the post should pass them before they got there, it could
-not wait; and then they would be deprived of the best canoe on the
-water. Then also it was possible, if they encountered further delay,
-that the steamer might sail from Greytown without them, and a month’s
-residence at that frightful place be thus made necessary.
-
-The day’s rest apparently did little to relieve Mrs. Arkwright’s
-sufferings. On the following day she allowed herself to be put upon the
-mule, but after the first hour the beasts were stopped and she was taken
-off it. During that hour they had travelled hardly over half a league.
-At that time she so sobbed and moaned that Arkwright absolutely feared
-that she would perish in the forest, and he implored the guides to use
-the poles which they had prepared. She had declared to him over and over
-again that she felt sure that she should die, and, half-delirious with
-weariness and suffering, had begged him to leave her at the last hut.
-They had not yet come to the flat ground over which a litter might be
-carried with comparative ease; but nevertheless the men yielded, and she
-was placed in a recumbent position upon blankets, supported by boughs of
-trees. In this way she went through that day with somewhat less of
-suffering than before, and without that necessity for self-exertion
-which had been worse to her than any suffering.
-
-There were places between that and the river at which one would have
-said that it was impossible that a litter should be carried, or even
-impossible that a mule should walk with a load on his back. But still
-they went on, and the men carried their burden without complaining. Not
-a word was said about money, or extra pay;--not a word, at least by
-them; and when Arkwright was profuse in his offer, their leader told him
-that they would not have done it for money. But for the poor suffering
-Señora they would make exertions which no money would have bought from
-them.
-
-On the next day about noon the post did pass them, consisting of three
-strong men carrying great weights on their backs, suspended by bands
-from their foreheads. They travelled much quicker than our friends, and
-would reach the banks of the river that evening. In their ordinary
-course they would start down the river close upon daybreak on the
-following day; but, after some consultation with the guides, they agreed
-to wait till noon. Poor Mrs. Arkwright knew nothing of hours or of any
-such arrangements now, but her husband greatly doubted their power of
-catching this mail despatch. However, it did not much depend on their
-exertions that afternoon. Their resting-place was marked out for them,
-and they could not go beyond it, unless indeed they could make the whole
-journey, which was impossible.
-
-But towards evening matters seemed to improve with them. They had now
-got on to ground which was more open, and the men who carried the litter
-could walk with greater ease. Mrs. Arkwright also complained less, and
-when they reached their resting-place on that night, said nothing of a
-wish to be left there to her fate. This was a place called Padregal, a
-cacao plantation, which had been cleared in the forest with much labour.
-There was a house here containing three rooms, and some forty or fifty
-acres round it had been stripped of the forest trees. But nevertheless
-the adventure had not been a prosperous one, for the place was at that
-time deserted. There were the cacao plants, but there was no one to pick
-the cacao. There was a certain melancholy beauty about the place. A few
-grand trees had been left standing near the house, and the grass around
-was rich and park-like. But it was deserted, and nothing was heard but
-the roaring of the congos. Ah me! Indeed it was a melancholy place as it
-was seen by some of that party afterwards.
-
-On the following morning they were astir very early, and Mrs. Arkwright
-was so much better that she offered to sit again upon her mule. The men,
-however, declared that they would finish their task, and she was placed
-again upon the litter. And then with slow and weary step they did make
-their way to the river bank. It was not yet noon when they saw the mud
-fort which stands there, and as they drew into the enclosure round a
-small house which stands close by the river side, they saw the three
-postmen still busy about their packages.
-
-“Thank God!” said Arkwright.
-
-“Thank God, indeed!” said his brother. “All will be right with you now.”
-
-“Well, Fanny,” said her husband, as he took her very gently from the
-litter and seated her on a bench which stood outside the door. “It is
-all over now,--is it not?”
-
-She answered him by a shower of tears, but they were tears which brought
-her relief. He was aware of this, and therefore stood by her, still
-holding her by both her hands while her head rested against his side.
-“You will find the motion of the boat very gentle,” he said “indeed
-there will be no motion, and you and baby will sleep all the way down to
-Greytown.” She did not answer him in words, but she looked up into his
-face, and he could see that her spirit was recovering itself.
-
-There was almost a crowd of people collected on the spot, preparatory to
-the departure of the canoes. In the first place there was the commandant
-of the fort, to whom the small house belonged. He was looking to the
-passports of our friends, and with due diligence endeavouring to make
-something of the occasion, by discovering fatal legal impediments to the
-further prosecution of their voyage, which impediments would disappear
-on the payment of certain dollars. And then there were half a dozen
-Costa Rican soldiers, men with coloured caps and old muskets, ready to
-support the dignity and authority of the commandant. There were the
-guides taking payment from Abel Ring for their past work, and the
-postmen preparing their boats for the further journey. And then there
-was a certain German there, with a German servant, to whom the boats
-belonged. He also was very busy preparing for the river voyage. He was
-not going down with them, but it was his business to see them well
-started. A singular looking man was he, with a huge shaggy beard, and
-shaggy uncombed hair, but with bright blue eyes, which gave to his face
-a remarkable look of sweetness. He was an uncouth man to the eye, and
-yet a child would have trusted herself with him in a forest.
-
-At this place they remained some two hours. Coffee was prepared here,
-and Mrs. Arkwright refreshed herself and her child. They washed and
-arranged their clothes, and when she stepped down the steep bank,
-clinging to her husband’s arm as she made her way towards the boat, she
-smiled upon him as he looked at her.
-
-“It is all over now,--is it not, my girl?”--he said, encouraging her.
-
-“Oh, Harry, do not talk about it,” she answered, shuddering.
-
-“But I want you to say a word to me to let me know that you are better.”
-
-“I am better,--much better.”
-
-“And you will see your mother again; will you not; and give baby to her
-yourself?”
-
-To this she made no immediate answer, for she was on a level with the
-river, and the canoe was close at her feet. And then she had to bid
-farewell to her brother. He was now the unfortunate one of the party,
-for his destiny required that he should go back to San José alone,--go
-back and remain there perhaps some ten years longer before he might look
-for the happiness of home.
-
-“God bless you, dearest Abel,” she said, kissing him and sobbing as she
-spoke.
-
-“Good-bye, Fanny,” he said, “and do not let them forget me in England.
-It is a great comfort to think that the worst of your troubles are
-over.”
-
-“Oh,--she’s all right now,” said Arkwright. “Good-bye, old boy,”--and
-the two brothers-in-law grasped each other’s hands heartily. “Keep up
-your spirits, and we’ll have you home before long.”
-
-“Oh, I’m all right,” said the other. But from the tone of the voices, it
-was clear that poor Ring was despondent at the thoughts of his coming
-solitude, and that Arkwright was already triumphing in his emancipation.
-
-And then, with much care, Fanny Arkwright was stowed away in the boat.
-There was a great contest about the baby, but at last it was arranged,
-that at any rate for the first few hours she should be placed in the
-boat with the servant. The mother was told that by this plan she would
-feel herself at liberty to sleep during the heat of the day, and then
-she might hope to have strength to look to the child when they should be
-on shore during the night. In this way therefore they prepared to start,
-while Abel Ring stood on the bank looking at them with wishful eyes. In
-the first boat were two Indians paddling, and a third man steering with
-another paddle. In the middle there was much luggage, and near the
-luggage so as to be under shade, was the baby’s soft bed. If nothing
-evil happened to the boat, the child could not be more safe in the best
-cradle that was ever rocked. With her was the maid-servant and some
-stranger who was also going down to Greytown.
-
-In the second boat were the same number of men to paddle, the Indian
-guide being one of them, and there were the mails placed. Then there was
-a seat arranged with blankets, cloaks, and cushions, for Mrs. Arkwright,
-so that she might lean back and sleep without fatigue, and immediately
-opposite to her her husband placed himself. “You all look very
-comfortable,” said poor Abel from the bank.
-
-“We shall do very well now,” said Arkwright.
-
-“And I do think I shall see mamma again,” said his wife.
-
-“That’s right, old girl;--of course you will see her. Now then,--we are
-all ready.” And with some little assistance from the German on the bank,
-the first boat was pushed off into the stream.
-
-The river in this place is rapid, because the full course of the water
-is somewhat impeded by a bank of earth jutting out from the opposite
-side of the river into the stream; but it is not so rapid as to make any
-recognised danger in the embarkation. Below this bank, which is opposite
-to the spot at which the boats were entered, there were four or five
-broken trees in the water, some of the shattered boughs of which showed
-themselves above the surface. These are called snags, and are very
-dangerous if they are met with in the course of the stream; but in this
-instance no danger was apprehended from them, as they lay considerably
-to the left of the passage which the boats would take. The first canoe
-was pushed off by the German, and went rapidly away. The waters were
-strong with rain, and it was pretty to see with what velocity the boat
-was carried on some hundred of yards in advance of the other by the
-force of the first effort of the paddle. The German, however, from the
-bank holloaed to the first men in Spanish, bidding them relax their
-efforts for a while; and then he said a word or two of caution to those
-who were now on the point of starting.
-
-The boat then was pushed steadily forward, the man at the stern keeping
-it with his paddle a little farther away from the bank at which they had
-embarked. It was close under the land that the stream ran the fastest,
-and in obedience to the directions given to him he made his course
-somewhat nearer to the sunken trees. It was but one turn of his hand
-that gave the light boat its direction, but that turn of the hand was
-too strong. Had the anxious master of the canoes been but a thought less
-anxious, all might have been well; but, as it was, the prow of the boat
-was caught by some slight hidden branch which impeded its course and
-turned it round in the rapid river. The whole length of the canoe was
-thus brought against the sunken tree, and in half a minute the five
-occupants of the boat were struggling in the stream.
-
-Abel Ring and the German were both standing on the bank close to the
-water when this happened, and each for a moment looked into the other’s
-face. “Stand where you are,” shouted the German, “so that you may assist
-them from the shore. I will go in.” And then, throwing from him his
-boots and coat, he plunged into the river.
-
-The canoe had been swept round so as to be brought by the force of the
-waters absolutely in among the upturned roots and broken stumps of the
-trees which impeded the river, and thus, when the party was upset, they
-were at first to be seen scrambling among the branches. But
-unfortunately there was much more wood below the water than above it,
-and the force of the stream was so great, that those who caught hold of
-the timber were not able to support themselves by it above the surface.
-Arkwright was soon to be seen some forty yards down, having been carried
-clear of the trees, and here he got out of the river on the further
-bank. The distance to him was not above forty yards, but from the nature
-of the ground he could not get up towards his wife, unless he could have
-forced his way against the stream.
-
-The Indian who had had charge of the baby rose quickly to the surface,
-was carried once round in the eddy, with his head high above the water,
-and then was seen to throw himself among the broken wood. He had seen
-the dress of the poor woman, and made his effort to save her. The other
-two men were so caught by the fragments of the boughs, that they could
-not extricate themselves so as to make any exertions; ultimately,
-however, they also got out on the further bank.
-
-Mrs. Arkwright had sunk at once on being precipitated into the water,
-but the buoyancy of her clothes had brought her for a moment again to
-the surface. She had risen for a moment, and then had again gone down,
-immediately below the forked trunk of a huge tree;--had gone down, alas,
-alas! never to rise again with life within her bosom. The poor Indian
-made two attempts to save her, and then came up himself, incapable of
-further effort.
-
-It was then that the German, the owner of the canoes, who had fought his
-way with great efforts across the violence of the waters, and indeed up
-against the stream for some few yards, made his effort to save the life
-of that poor frail creature. He had watched the spot at which she had
-gone down, and even while struggling across the river, had seen how the
-Indian had followed her and had failed. It was now his turn. His life
-was in his hand, and he was prepared to throw it away in that attempt.
-Having succeeded in placing himself a little above the large tree, he
-turned his face towards the bottom of the river, and dived down among
-the branches. And he also, after that, was never again seen with the
-life-blood flowing round his heart.
-
-When the sun set that night, the two swollen corpses were lying in the
-Commandant’s hut, and Abel Ring and Arkwright were sitting beside them.
-Arkwright had his baby sleeping in his arms, but he sat there for
-hours,--into the middle of the long night,--without speaking a word to
-any one.
-
-“Harry,” said his brother at last, “come away and lay down. It will be
-good for you to sleep.”
-
-“Nothing ever will be good again for me,” said he.
-
-“You must bear up against your sorrow as other men do,” said Ring.
-
-“Why am I not sleeping with her as the poor German sleeps? Why did I let
-another man take my place in dying for her?” And then he walked away
-that the other might not see the tears on his face.
-
-It was a sad night,--that at the Commandant’s hut, and a sad morning
-followed upon it. It must be remembered that they had there none of
-those appurtenances which are so necessary to make woe decent and
-misfortune comfortable. They sat through the night in the small hut, and
-in the morning they came forth with their clothes still wet and dirty,
-with their haggard faces, and weary stiff limbs, encumbered with the
-horrid task of burying that loved body among the forest trees. And then,
-to keep life in them till it was done, the brandy flask passed from hand
-to hand; and after that, with slow but resolute efforts, they reformed
-the litter on which the living woman had been carried thither, and took
-her body back to the wild plantation at Padregal. There they dug for her
-her grave, and repeating over her some portion of the service for the
-dead, left her to sleep the sleep of death. But before they left her,
-they erected a pallisade of timber round the grave, so that the beasts
-of the forest should not tear the body from its resting-place.
-
-When that was done Arkwright and his brother made their slow journey
-back to San José. The widowed husband could not face his darling’s
-mother with such a tale upon his tongue as that.
-
-
-
-
-A RIDE ACROSS PALESTINE.
-
-
-Circumstances took me to the Holy Land without a companion, and
-compelled me to visit Bethany, the Mount of Olives, and the Church of
-the Sepulchre alone. I acknowledge myself to be a gregarious animal, or,
-perhaps, rather one of those which nature has intended to go in pairs.
-At any rate I dislike solitude, and especially travelling solitude, and
-was, therefore, rather sad at heart as I sat one night at Z----’s
-hotel, in Jerusalem, thinking over my proposed wanderings for the next
-few days. Early on the following morning I intended to start, of course
-on horseback, for the Dead Sea, the banks of Jordan, Jericho, and those
-mountains of the wilderness through which it is supposed that Our
-Saviour wandered for the forty days when the devil tempted him. I would
-then return to the Holy City, and remaining only long enough to refresh
-my horse and wipe the dust from my hands and feet, I would start again
-for Jaffa, and there catch a certain Austrian steamer which would take
-me to Egypt. Such was my programme, and I confess that I was but ill
-contented with it, seeing that I was to be alone during the time.
-
-I had already made all my arrangements, and though I had no reason for
-any doubt as to my personal security during the trip, I did not feel
-altogether satisfied with them. I intended to take a French guide, or
-dragoman, who had been with me for some days, and to put myself under
-the peculiar guardianship of two Bedouin Arabs, who were to accompany me
-as long as I should remain east of Jerusalem. This travelling through
-the desert under the protection of Bedouins was, in idea, pleasant
-enough; and I must here declare that I did not at all begrudge the forty
-shillings which I was told by our British consul that I must pay them
-for their trouble, in accordance with the established tariff. But I did
-begrudge the fact of the tariff. I would rather have fallen in with my
-friendly Arabs, as it were by chance, and have rewarded their fidelity
-at the end of our joint journeyings by a donation of piastres to be
-settled by myself, and which, under such circumstances, would certainly
-have been as agreeable to them as the stipulated sum. In the same way I
-dislike having waiters put down in my bill. I find that I pay them twice
-over, and thus lose money; and as they do not expect to be so treated, I
-never have the advantage of their civility. The world, I fear, is
-becoming too fond of tariffs.
-
-“A tariff!” said I to the consul, feeling that the whole romance of my
-expedition would be dissipated by such an arrangement. “Then I’ll go
-alone; I’ll take a revolver with me.”
-
-“You can’t do it, sir,” said the consul, in a dry and somewhat angry
-tone. “You have no more right to ride through that country without
-paying the regular price for protection, than you have to stop in Z----
-’s hotel without settling the bill.”
-
-I could not contest the point, so I ordered my Bedouins for the
-appointed day, exactly as I would send for a ticket-porter at home, and
-determined to make the best of it. The wild unlimited sands, the
-desolation of the Dead Sea, the rushing waters of Jordan, the outlines
-of the mountains of Moab;--those things the consular tariff could not
-alter, nor deprive them of the glories of their association.
-
-I had submitted, and the arrangements had been made. Joseph, my
-dragoman, was to come to me with the horses and an Arab groom at five in
-the morning, and we were to encounter our Bedouins outside the gate of
-St. Stephen, down the hill, where the road turns, close to the tomb of
-the Virgin.
-
-I was sitting alone in the public room at the hotel, filling my flask
-with brandy,--for matters of primary importance I never leave to
-servant, dragoman, or guide,--when the waiter entered, and said that a
-gentleman wished to speak with me. The gentleman had not sent in his
-card or name; but any gentleman was welcome to me in my solitude, and I
-requested that the gentleman might enter. In appearance the gentleman
-certainly was a gentleman, for I thought that I had never before seen a
-young man whose looks were more in his favour, or whose face and gait
-and outward bearing seemed to betoken better breeding. He might be some
-twenty or twenty-one years of age, was slight and well made, with very
-black hair, which he wore rather long, very dark long bright eyes, a
-straight nose, and teeth that were perfectly white. He was dressed
-throughout in grey tweed clothing, having coat, waistcoat, and trousers
-of the same; and in his hand he carried a very broad-brimmed straw hat.
-
-“Mr. Jones, I believe,” he said, as he bowed to me. Jones is a good
-travelling name, and, if the reader will allow me, I will call myself
-Jones on the present occasion.
-
-“Yes,” I said, pausing with the brandy-bottle in one hand, and the flask
-in the other. “That’s my name; I’m Jones. Can I do anything for you,
-sir?”
-
-“Why, yes, you can,” said he. “My name is Smith,--John Smith.”
-
-“Pray sit down, Mr. Smith,” I said, pointing to a chair. “Will you do
-anything in this way?” and I proposed to hand the bottle to him. “As far
-as I can judge from a short stay, you won’t find much like that in
-Jerusalem.”
-
-He declined the Cognac, however, and immediately began his story. “I
-hear, Mr. Jones,” said he, “that you are going to Moab to-morrow.”
-
-“Well,” I replied, “I don’t know whether I shall cross the water. It’s
-not very easy, I take it, at all times; but I shall certainly get as far
-as Jordan. Can I do anything for you in those parts?”
-
-And then he explained to me what was the object of his visit. He was
-quite alone in Jerusalem, as I was myself, and was staying at H----’s
-hotel. He had heard that I was starting for the Dead Sea, and had called
-to ask if I objected to his joining me. He had found himself, he said,
-very lonely; and as he had heard that I also was alone, he had ventured
-to call and make his proposition. He seemed to be very bashful, and half
-ashamed of what he was doing; and when he had done speaking he declared
-himself conscious that he was intruding, and expressed a hope that I
-would not hesitate to say so if his suggestion were from any cause
-disagreeable to me.
-
-As a rule I am rather shy of chance travelling English friends. It has
-so frequently happened to me that I have had to blush for the
-acquaintances whom I have selected, that I seldom indulge in any close
-intimacies of this kind. But, nevertheless, I was taken with John Smith,
-in spite of his name. There was so much about him that was pleasant,
-both to the eye and to the understanding! One meets constantly with men
-from contact with whom one revolts without knowing the cause of such
-dislike. The cut of their beard is displeasing, or the mode in which
-they walk or speak. But, on the other hand, there are men who are
-attractive, and I must confess that I was attracted by John Smith at
-first sight. I hesitated, however, for a minute; for there are sundry
-things of which it behoves a traveller to think before he can join a
-companion for such a journey as that which I was about to make. Could
-the young man rise early, and remain in the saddle for ten hours
-together? Could he live upon hard-boiled eggs and brandy-and-water?
-Could he take his chance of a tent under which to sleep, and make
-himself happy with the bare fact of being in the desert? He saw my
-hesitation, and attributed it to a cause which was not present in my
-mind at the moment, though the subject was one of the greatest
-importance when strangers consent to join themselves together for a
-time, and agree to become no strangers on the spur of the moment.
-
-“Of course I will take half the expense,” said he, absolutely blushing
-as he mentioned the matter.
-
-“As to that there will be very little. You have your own horse, of
-course?”
-
-“Oh, yes.”
-
-“My dragoman and groom-boy will do for both. But you’ll have to pay
-forty shillings to the Arabs! There’s no getting over that. The consul
-won’t even look after your dead body, if you get murdered, without going
-through that ceremony.”
-
-Mr. Smith immediately produced his purse, which he tendered to me. “If
-you will manage it all,” said he, “it will make it so much the easier,
-and I shall be infinitely obliged to you.” This of course I declined to
-do. I had no business with his purse, and explained to him that if we
-went together we could settle that on our return to Jerusalem. “But
-could he go through really hard work?” I asked. He answered me with an
-assurance that he would and could do anything in that way that it was
-possible for man to perform. As for eating and drinking he cared nothing
-about it, and would undertake to be astir at any hour of the morning
-that might be named. As for sleeping accommodation, he did not care if
-he kept his clothes on for a week together. He looked slight and weak;
-but he spoke so well, and that without boasting, that I ultimately
-agreed to his proposal, and in a few minutes he took his leave of me,
-promising to be at Z----’s door with his horse at five o’clock on the
-following morning.
-
-“I wish you’d allow me to leave my purse with you,” he said again.
-
-“I cannot think of it. There is no possible occasion for it,” I said
-again. “If there is anything to pay, I’ll ask you for it when the
-journey is over. That forty shillings you must fork out. It’s a law of
-the Medes and Persians.”
-
-“I’d better give it you at once,” he said again, offering me money. But
-I would not have it. It would be quite time enough for that when the
-Arabs were leaving us.
-
-“Because,” he added, “strangers, I know, are sometimes suspicious about
-money; and I would not, for worlds, have you think that I would put you
-to expense.” I assured him that I did not think so, and then the subject
-was dropped.
-
-He was, at any rate, up to his time, for when I came down on the
-following morning I found him in the narrow street, the first on
-horseback. Joseph, the Frenchman, was strapping on to a rough pony our
-belongings, and was staring at Mr. Smith. My new friend, unfortunately,
-could not speak a word of French, and therefore I had to explain to the
-dragoman how it had come to pass that our party was to be enlarged.
-
-“But the Bedouins will expect full pay for both,” said he, alarmed. Men
-in that class, and especially Orientals, always think that every
-arrangement of life, let it be made in what way it will, is made with
-the intention of saving some expense, or cheating somebody out of some
-money. They do not understand that men can have any other object, and
-are ever on their guard lest the saving should be made at their cost, or
-lest they should be the victims of the fraud.
-
-“All right,” said I.
-
-“I shall be responsible, Monsieur,” said the dragoman, piteously.
-
-“It shall be all right,” said I, again. “If that does not satisfy you,
-you may remain behind.”
-
-“If Monsieur says it is all right, of course it is so;” and then he
-completed his strapping. We took blankets with us, of which I had to
-borrow two out of the hotel for my friend Smith, a small hamper of
-provisions, a sack containing forage for the horses, and a large empty
-jar, so that we might supply ourselves with water when leaving the
-neighbourhood of wells for any considerable time.
-
-“I ought to have brought these things for myself,” said Smith, quite
-unhappy at finding that he had thrown on me the necessity of catering
-for him. But I laughed at him, saying that it was nothing; he should do
-as much for me another time. I am prepared to own that I do not
-willingly rush up-stairs and load myself with blankets out of strange
-rooms for men whom I do not know; nor, as a rule, do I make all the
-Smiths of the world free of my canteen. But, with reference to this
-fellow I did feel more than ordinarily good-natured and unselfish. There
-was something in the tone of his voice which was satisfactory; and I
-should really have felt vexed had anything occurred at the last moment
-to prevent his going with me.
-
-Let it be a rule with every man to carry an English saddle with him when
-travelling in the East. Of what material is formed the nether man of a
-Turk I have never been informed, but I am sure that it is not flesh and
-blood. No flesh and blood,--simply flesh and blood,--could withstand the
-wear and tear of a Turkish saddle. This being the case, and the
-consequences being well known to me, I was grieved to find that Smith
-was not properly provided. He was seated on one of those hard, red,
-high-pointed machines, in which the shovels intended to act as stirrups
-are attached in such a manner, and hang at such an angle, as to be
-absolutely destructive to the leg of a Christian. There is no part of
-the Christian body with which the Turkish saddle comes in contact that
-does not become more or less macerated. I have sat in one for days, but
-I left it a flayed man; and, therefore, I was sorry for Smith.
-
-I explained this to him, taking hold of his leg by the calf to show how
-the leather would chafe him; but it seemed to me that he did not quite
-like my interference. “Never mind,” said he, twitching his leg away, “I
-have ridden in this way before.”
-
-“Then you must have suffered the very mischief?”
-
-“Only a little, and I shall be used to it now. You will not hear me
-complain.”
-
-“By heavens, you might have heard me complain a mile off when I came to
-the end of a journey I once took. I roared like a bull when I began to
-cool. Joseph, could you not get a European saddle for Mr. Smith?” But
-Joseph did not seem to like Mr. Smith, and declared such a thing to be
-impossible. No European in Jerusalem would think of lending so precious
-an article, except to a very dear friend. Joseph himself was on an
-English saddle, and I made up my mind that after the first stage, we
-would bribe him to make an exchange. And then we started. The Bedouins
-were not with us, but we were to meet them, as I have said before,
-outside St. Stephen’s gate. “And if they are not there,” said Joseph,
-“we shall be sure to come across them on the road.”
-
-“Not there!” said I. “How about the consul’s tariff, if they don’t keep
-their part of the engagement?” But Joseph explained to me that their
-part of the engagement really amounted to this,--that we should ride
-into their country without molestation, provided that such and such
-payments were made.
-
-It was the period of Easter, and Jerusalem was full of pilgrims. Even at
-that early hour of the morning we could hardly make our way through the
-narrow streets. It must be understood that there is no accommodation in
-the town for the fourteen or fifteen thousand strangers who flock to the
-Holy Sepulchre at this period of the year. Many of them sleep out in the
-open air, lying on low benches which run along the outside walls of the
-houses, or even on the ground, wrapped in their thick hoods and cloaks.
-Slumberers such as these are easily disturbed, nor are they detained
-long at their toilets. They shake themselves like dogs, and growl and
-stretch themselves, and then they are ready for the day.
-
-We rode out of the town in a long file. First went the groom-boy; I
-forget his proper Syrian appellation, but we used to call him Mucherry,
-that sound being in some sort like the name. Then followed the horse
-with the forage and blankets, and next to him my friend Smith in the
-Turkish saddle. I was behind him, and Joseph brought up the rear. We
-moved slowly down the Via Dolorosa, noting the spot at which our Saviour
-is said to have fallen while bearing his cross; we passed by Pilate’s
-house, and paused at the gate of the Temple,--the gate which once was
-beautiful,--looking down into the hole of the pool in which the maimed
-and halt were healed whenever the waters moved. What names they are! And
-yet there at Jerusalem they are bandied to and fro with as little
-reverence as are the fanciful appellations given by guides to rocks and
-stones and little lakes in all countries overrun by tourists.
-
-“For those who would still fain believe,--let them stay at home,” said
-my friend Smith.
-
-“For those who cannot divide the wheat from the chaff, let _them_ stay
-at home,” I answered. And then we rode out through St. Stephen’s gate,
-having the mountain of the men of Galileo directly before us, and the
-Mount of Olives a little to our right, and the Valley of Jehoshaphat
-lying between us and it. “Of course you know all these places now?” said
-Smith. I answered that I did know them well.
-
-“And was it not better for you when you knew them only in Holy Writ?” he
-asked.
-
-“No, by Jove,” said I. “The mountains stand where they ever stood. The
-same valleys are still green with the morning dew, and the water-courses
-are unchanged. The children of Mahomet may build their tawdry temple on
-the threshing-floor which David bought that there might stand the Lord’s
-house. Man may undo what man did, even though the doer was Solomon. But
-here we have God’s handiwork and His own evidences.”
-
-At the bottom of the steep descent from the city gate we came to the
-tomb of the Virgin; and by special agreement made with Joseph we left
-our horses here for a few moments, in order that we might descend into
-the subterranean chapel under the tomb, in which mass was at this moment
-being said. There is something awful in that chapel, when, as at the
-present moment, it is crowded with Eastern worshippers from the very
-altar up to the top of the dark steps by which the descent is made. It
-must be remembered that Eastern worshippers are not like the churchgoers
-of London, or even of Rome or Cologne. They are wild men of various
-nations and races,--Maronites from Lebanon, Roumelians, Candiotes, Copts
-from Upper Egypt, Russians from the Crimea, Armenians and Abyssinians.
-They savour strongly of Oriental life and of Oriental dirt. They are
-clad in skins or hairy cloaks with huge hoods. Their heads are shaved,
-and their faces covered with short, grisly, fierce beards. They are
-silent mostly, looking out of their eyes ferociously, as though murder
-were in their thoughts, and rapine. But they never slouch, or cringe in
-their bodies, or shuffle in their gait. Dirty, fierce-looking, uncouth,
-repellent as they are, there is always about them a something of
-personal dignity which is not compatible with an Englishman’s ordinary
-hat and pantaloons.
-
-As we were about to descend, preparing to make our way through the
-crowd, Smith took hold of my arm. “That will never do, my dear fellow,”
-said I, “the job will be tough enough for a single file, but we should
-never cut our way two and two. I’m broad-shouldered and will go first.”
-So I did, and gradually we worked our way into the body of the chapel.
-How is it that Englishmen can push themselves anywhere? These men were
-fierce-looking, and had murder and rapine, as I have said, almost in
-their eyes. One would have supposed that they were not lambs or doves,
-capable of being thrust here or there without anger on their part; and
-they, too, were all anxious to descend and approach the altar. Yet we
-did win our way through them, and apparently no man was angry with us. I
-doubt, after all, whether a ferocious eye and a strong smell and dirt
-are so efficacious in creating awe and obedience in others, as an open
-brow and traces of soap and water. I know this, at least,--that a dirty
-Maronite would make very little progress, if he attempted to shove his
-way unfairly through a crowd of Englishmen at the door of a London
-theatre. We did shove unfairly, and we did make progress, till we found
-ourselves in the centre of the dense crowd collected in the body of the
-chapel.
-
-Having got so far, our next object was to get out again. The place was
-dark, mysterious, and full of strange odours; but darkness, mystery, and
-strange odours soon lose their charms when men have much work before
-them. Joseph had made a point of being allowed to attend mass before the
-altar of the Virgin, but a very few minutes sufficed for his prayers. So
-we again turned round and pushed our way back again, Smith still
-following in my wake. The men who had let us pass once let us pass again
-without opposition or show of anger. To them the occasion was very holy.
-They were stretching out their hands in every direction, with long
-tapers, in order that they might obtain a spark of the sacred fire which
-was burning on one of the altars. As we made our way out we passed many
-who, with dumb motions, begged us to assist them in their object. And we
-did assist them, getting lights for their tapers, handing them to and
-fro, and using the authority with which we seemed to be invested. But
-Smith, I observed, was much more courteous in this way to the women than
-to the men, as I did not forget to remind him when we were afterwards on
-our road together.
-
-Remounting our horses we rode slowly up the winding ascent of the Mount
-of Olives, turning round at the brow of the hill to look back over
-Jerusalem. Sometimes I think that of all spots in the world this one
-should be the spot most cherished in the memory of Christians. It was
-there that He stood when He wept over the city. So much we do know,
-though we are ignorant, and ever shall be so, of the site of His cross
-and of the tomb. And then we descended on the eastern side of the hill,
-passing through Bethany, the town of Lazarus and his sisters, and turned
-our faces steadily towards the mountains of Moab.
-
-Hitherto we had met no Bedouins, and I interrogated my dragoman about
-them more than once; but he always told me that it did not signify; we
-should meet them, he said, before any danger could arise. “As for
-danger,” said I, “I think more of this than I do of the Arabs,” and I
-put my hand on my revolver. “But as they agreed to be here, here they
-ought to be. Don’t you carry a revolver, Smith?”
-
-Smith said that he never had done so, but that he would take the charge
-of mine if I liked. To this, however, I demurred. “I never part with my
-pistol to any one,” I said, rather drily. But he explained that he only
-intended to signify that if there were danger to be encountered, he
-would be glad to encounter it; and I fully believed him. “We shan’t
-have much, fighting,” I replied; “but if there be any, the tool will
-come readiest to the hand of its master. But if you mean to remain here
-long I would advise you to get one. These Orientals are a people with
-whom appearances go a long way, and, as a rule, fear and respect mean
-the same thing with them. A pistol hanging over your loins is no great
-trouble to you, and looks as though you could bite. Many a dog goes
-through the world well by merely showing his teeth.”
-
-And then my companion began to talk of himself. “He did not,” he said,
-“mean to remain in Syria very long.”
-
-“Nor I either,” said I. “I have done with this part of the world for the
-present, and shall take the next steamer from Jaffa for Alexandria. I
-shall only have one night in Jerusalem on my return.”
-
-After this he remained silent for a few moments and then declared that
-that also had been his intention. He was almost ashamed to say so,
-however, because it looked as though he had resolved to hook himself on
-to me. So he answered, expressing almost regret at the circumstance.
-
-“Don’t let that trouble you,” said I; “I shall be delighted to have your
-company. When you know me better, as I hope you will do, you will find
-that if such were not the case I should tell you so as frankly. I shall
-remain in Cairo some little time; so that beyond our arrival in Egypt, I
-can answer for nothing.”
-
-He said that he expected letters at Alexandria which would govern his
-future movements. I thought he seemed sad as he said so, and imagined,
-from his manner, that he did not expect very happy tidings. Indeed I had
-made up my mind that he was by no means free from care or sorrow. He had
-not the air of a man who could say of himself that he was “totus teres
-atque rotundus.” But I had no wish to inquire, and the matter would have
-dropped had he not himself added--“I fear that I shall meet
-acquaintances in Egypt whom it will give me no pleasure to see.”
-
-“Then,” said I, “if I were you, I would go to Constantinople
-instead;--indeed, anywhere rather than fall among friends who are not
-friendly. And the nearer the friend is, the more one feels that sort of
-thing. To my way of thinking, there is nothing on earth so pleasant as a
-pleasant wife; but then, what is there so damnable as one that is
-unpleasant?”
-
-“Are you a married man?” he inquired. All his questions were put in a
-low tone of voice which seemed to give to them an air of special
-interest, and made one almost feel that they were asked with some
-special view to one’s individual welfare. Now the fact is, that I am a
-married man with a family; but I am not much given to talk to strangers
-about my domestic concerns, and, therefore, though I had no particular
-object in view, I denied my obligations in this respect. “No,” said I;
-“I have not come to that promotion yet. I am too frequently on the move
-to write myself down as Paterfamilias.”
-
-“Then you know nothing about that pleasantness of which you spoke just
-now?”
-
-“Nor of the unpleasantness, thank God; my personal experiences are all
-to come,--as also are yours, I presume?”
-
-It was possible that he had hampered himself with some woman, and that
-she was to meet him at Alexandria. Poor fellow! thought I. But his
-unhappiness was not of that kind. “No,” said he; “I am not married; I am
-all alone in the world.”
-
-“Then I certainly would not allow myself to be troubled by unpleasant
-acquaintances.”
-
-It was now four hours since we had left Jerusalem, and we had arrived at
-the place at which it was proposed that we should breakfast. There was a
-large well there, and shade afforded by a rock under which the water
-sprung; and the Arabs had constructed a tank out of which the horses
-could drink, so that the place was ordinarily known as the first stage
-out of Jerusalem.
-
-Smith had said not a word about his saddle, or complained in any way of
-discomfort, so that I had in truth forgotten the subject. Other matters
-had continually presented themselves, and I had never even asked him how
-he had fared. I now jumped from my horse, but I perceived at once that
-he was unable to do so. He smiled faintly, as his eye caught mine, but I
-knew that he wanted assistance. “Ah,” said I, “that confounded Turkish
-saddle has already galled your skin. I see how it is; I shall have to
-doctor you with a little brandy,--externally applied, my friend.” But I
-lent him my shoulder, and with that assistance he got down, very gently
-and slowly.
-
-“We ate our breakfast with a good will; bread and cold fowl and
-brandy-and-water, with a hard-boiled egg by way of a final delicacy; and
-then I began to bargain with Joseph for the loan of his English saddle.
-I saw that Smith could not get through the journey with that monstrous
-Turkish affair, and that he would go on without complaining till he
-fainted or came to some other signal grief. But the Frenchman, seeing
-the plight in which we were, was disposed to drive a very hard bargain.
-He wanted forty shillings, the price of a pair of live Bedouins, for the
-accommodation, and declared that, even then, he should make the
-sacrifice only out of consideration to me.
-
-“Very well,” said I. “I’m tolerably tough myself, and I’ll change with
-the gentleman. The chances are that I shall not be in a very liberal
-humour when I reach Jaffa with stiff limbs and a sore skin. I have a
-very good memory, Joseph.”
-
-“I’ll take thirty shillings, Mr. Jones; though I shall have to groan all
-the way like a condemned devil.”
-
-I struck a bargain with him at last for five-and-twenty, and set him to
-work to make the necessary change on the horses. “It will be just the
-same thing to him,” I said to Smith. “I find that he is as much used to
-one as to the other.
-
-“But how much money are you to pay him?” he asked. “Oh, nothing,” I
-replied. “Give him a few piastres when you part with him at Jaffa.” I do
-not know why I should have felt thus inclined to pay money out of my
-pocket for this Smith,--a man whom I had only seen for the first time on
-the preceding evening, and whose temperament was so essentially
-different from my own; but so I did. I would have done almost anything
-in reason for his comfort; and yet he was a melancholy fellow, with good
-inward pluck as I believed, but without that outward show of dash and
-hardihood which I confess I love to see. “Pray tell him that I’ll pay
-him for it,” said he. “We’ll make that all right,” I answered; and then
-we remounted,--not without some difficulty on his part. “You should have
-let me rub in that brandy,” I said. “You can’t conceive how
-efficaciously I would have done it.” But he made me no answer.
-
-At noon we met a caravan of pilgrims coming up from Jordan. There might
-be some three or four hundred, but the number seemed to be treble that,
-from the loose and straggling line in which they journeyed. It was a
-very singular sight, as they moved slowly along the narrow path through
-the sand, coming out of a defile among the hills, which was perhaps a
-quarter of a mile in front of us, passing us as we stood still by the
-wayside, and then winding again out of sight on the track over which we
-had come. Some rode on camels,--a whole family, in many cases, being
-perched on the same animal. I observed a very old man and a very old
-woman slung in panniers over a camel’s back,--not such panniers as might
-be befitting such a purpose, but square baskets, so that the heads and
-heels of each of the old couple hung out of the rear and front. “Surely
-the journey will be their death,” I said to Joseph. “Yes it will,” he
-replied, quite coolly; “but what matter how soon they die now that they
-have bathed in Jordan?” Very many rode on donkeys; two, generally, on
-each donkey; others, who had command of money, on horses; but the
-greater number walked, toiling painfully from Jerusalem to Jericho on
-the first day, sleeping there in tents and going to bathe on the second
-day, and then returning from Jericho to Jerusalem on the third. The
-pilgrimage is made throughout in accordance with fixed rules, and there
-is a tariff for the tent accommodation at Jericho,--so much per head per
-night, including the use of hot water.
-
-Standing there, close by the wayside, we could see not only the garments
-and faces of these strange people, but we could watch their gestures and
-form some opinion of what was going on within their thoughts. They were
-much quieter,--tamer, as it were,--than Englishmen would be under such
-circumstances. Those who were carried seemed to sit on their beasts in
-passive tranquillity, neither enjoying nor suffering anything. Their
-object had been to wash in Jordan,--to do that once in their lives;--and
-they had washed in Jordan. The benefit expected was not to be
-immediately spiritual. No earnest prayerfulness was considered necessary
-after the ceremony. To these members of the Greek Christian Church it
-had been handed down from father to son that washing in Jordan once
-during life was efficacious towards salvation. And therefore the journey
-had been made at terrible cost and terrible risk; for these people had
-come from afar, and were from their habits but little capable of long
-journeys. Many die under the toil; but this matters not if they do not
-die before they have reached Jordan. Some few there are, undoubtedly,
-more ecstatic in this great deed of their religion. One man I especially
-noticed on this day. He had bound himself to make the pilgrimage from
-Jerusalem to the river with one foot bare. He was of a better class, and
-was even nobly dressed, as though it were a part of his vow to show to
-all men that he did this deed, wealthy and great though he was. He was a
-fine man, perhaps thirty years of age, with a well-grown beard
-descending on his breast, and at his girdle he carried a brace of
-pistols. But never in my life had I seen bodily pain so plainly written
-in a man’s face. The sweat was falling from his brow, and his eyes were
-strained and bloodshot with agony. He had no stick, his vow, I presume,
-debarring him from such assistance, and he limped along, putting to the
-ground the heel of the unprotected foot. I could see it, and it was a
-mass of blood, and sores, and broken skin. An Irish girl would walk from
-Jerusalem to Jericho without shoes, and be not a penny the worse for it.
-This poor fellow clearly suffered so much that I was almost inclined to
-think that in the performance of his penance he had done something to
-aggravate his pain. Those around him paid no attention to him, and the
-dragoman seemed to think nothing of the affair whatever. “Those fools of
-Greeks do not understand the Christian religion,” he said, being himself
-a Latin or Roman Catholic.
-
-At the tail of the line we encountered two Bedouins, who were in charge
-of the caravan, and Joseph at once addressed them. The men were mounted,
-one on a very sorry-looking jade, but the other on a good stout Arab
-barb. They had guns slung behind their backs, coloured handkerchiefs on
-their heads, and they wore the striped bernouse. The parley went on for
-about ten minutes, during which the procession of pilgrims wound out of
-sight; and it ended in our being accompanied by the two Arabs, who thus
-left their greater charge to take care of itself back to the city. I
-understood afterwards that they had endeavoured to persuade Joseph that
-we might just as well go on alone, merely satisfying the demand of the
-tariff. But he had pointed out that I was a particular man, and that
-under such circumstances the final settlement might be doubtful. So they
-turned and accompanied us; but, as a matter of fact, we should have been
-as well without them.
-
-The sun was beginning to fall in the heavens when we reached the actual
-margin of the Dead Sea. We had seen the glitter of its still waters for
-a long time previously, shining under the sun as though it were not
-real. We have often heard, and some of us have seen, how effects of
-light and shade together will produce so vivid an appearance of water
-where there is no water, as to deceive the most experienced. But the
-reverse was the case here. There was the lake, and there it had been
-before our eyes for the last two hours; and yet it looked, then and now,
-as though it were an image of a lake, and not real water. I had long
-since made up my mind to bathe in it, feeling well convinced that I
-could do so without harm to myself, and I had been endeavouring to
-persuade Smith to accompany me; but he positively refused. He would
-bathe, he said, neither in the Dead Sea nor in the river Jordan. He did
-not like bathing, and preferred to do his washing in his own room. Of
-course I had nothing further to say, and begged that, under these
-circumstances, he would take charge of my purse and pistols while I was
-in the water. This he agreed to do; but even in this he was strange and
-almost uncivil. I was to bathe from the farthest point of a little
-island, into which there was a rough causeway from the land made of
-stones and broken pieces of wood, and I exhorted him to go with me
-thither; but he insisted on remaining with his horse on the mainland at
-some little distance from the island. He did not feel inclined to go
-down to the water’s edge, he said.
-
-I confess that at this moment I almost suspected that he was going to
-play me foul, and I hesitated. He saw in an instant what was passing
-through my mind. “You had better take your pistol and money with you;
-they will be quite safe on your clothes.” But to have kept the things
-now would have shown suspicion too plainly, and as I could not bring
-myself to do that, I gave them up. I have sometimes thought that I was a
-fool to do so.
-
-I went away by myself to the end of the island, and then I did bathe. It
-is impossible to conceive anything more desolate than the appearance of
-the place. The land shelves very gradually away to the water, and the
-whole margin, to the breadth of some twenty or thirty feet, is strewn
-with the débris of rushes, bits of timber, and old white withered reeds.
-Whence these bits of timber have come it seems difficult to say. The
-appearance is as though the water had receded and left them there. I
-have heard it said that there is no vegetation near the Dead Sea; but
-such is not the case, for these rushes do grow on the bank. I found it
-difficult enough to get into the water, for the ground shelves down very
-slowly, and is rough with stones and large pieces of half-rotten wood;
-moreover, when I was in nearly up to my hips the water knocked me down;
-indeed, it did so when I had gone as far as my knees, but I recovered
-myself, and by perseverance did proceed somewhat farther. It must not be
-imagined that this knocking down was effected by the movement of the
-water. There is no such movement. Everything is perfectly still, and the
-fluid seems hardly to be displaced by the entrance of the body; but the
-effect is that one’s feet are tripped up, and that one falls prostrate
-on to the surface. The water is so strong and buoyant, that, when above
-a few feet in depth has to be encountered, the strength and weight of
-the bather are not sufficient to keep down his feet and legs. I then
-essayed to swim; but I could not do this in the ordinary way, as I was
-unable to keep enough of my body below the surface; so that my head and
-face seemed to be propelled down upon it. I turned round and floated,
-but the glare of the sun was so powerful that I could not remain long in
-that position. However, I had bathed in the Dead Sea, and was so far
-satisfied.
-
-Anything more abominable to the palate than this water, if it be water,
-I never had inside my mouth. I expected it to be extremely salt, and no
-doubt, if it were analysed, such would be the result; but there is a
-flavour in it which kills the salt. No attempt can be made at describing
-this taste. It may be imagined that I did not drink heartily, merely
-taking up a drop or two with my tongue from the palm of my hand; but it
-seemed to me as though I had been drenched with it. Even brandy would
-not relieve me from it. And then my whole body was in a mess, and I felt
-as though I had been rubbed with pitch. Looking at my limbs, I saw no
-sign on them of the fluid. They seemed to dry from this as they usually
-do from any other water; but still the feeling remained. However, I was
-to ride from hence to a spot on the banks of Jordan, which I should
-reach in an hour, and at which I would wash; so I clothed myself, and
-prepared for my departure.
-
-Seated in my position in the island I was unable to see what was going
-on among the remainder of the party, and therefore could not tell
-whether my pistols and money was safe. I dressed, therefore, rather
-hurriedly, and on getting again to the shore, found that Mr. John Smith
-had not levanted. He was seated on his horse at some distance from
-Joseph and the Arabs, and had no appearance of being in league with
-those, no doubt, worthy guides. I certainly had suspected a ruse, and
-now was angry with myself that I had done so; and yet, in London, one
-would not trust one’s money to a stranger whom one had met twenty-four
-hours since in a coffee-room! Why, then, do it with a stranger whom one
-chanced to meet in a desert?
-
-“Thanks,” I said, as he handed me my belongings. “I wish I could have
-induced you to come in also. The Dead Sea is now at your elbow, and,
-therefore, you think nothing of it; but in ten or fifteen years’ time,
-you would be glad to be able to tell your children that you had bathed
-in it.”
-
-“I shall never have any children to care for such tidings,” he replied.
-
-The river Jordan, for some miles above the point at which it joins the
-Dead Sea, runs through very steep banks,--banks which are almost
-precipitous,--and is, as it were, guarded by the thick trees and bushes
-which grow upon its sides. This is so much the case, that one may ride,
-as we did, for a considerable distance along the margin, and not be
-able even to approach the water. I had a fancy for bathing in some spot
-of my own selection, instead of going to the open shore frequented by
-all the pilgrims; but I was baffled in this. When I did force my way
-down to the river side, I found that the water ran so rapidly, and that
-the bushes and boughs of trees grew so far over and into the stream, as
-to make it impossible for me to bathe. I could not have got in without
-my clothes, and having got in, I could not have got out again. I was,
-therefore obliged to put up with the open muddy shore to which the
-bathers descend, and at which we may presume that Joshua passed when he
-came over as one of the twelve spies to spy out the land. And even here
-I could not go full into the stream as I would fain have done, lest I
-should be carried down, and so have assisted to whiten the shores of the
-Dead Sea with my bones. As to getting over to the Moabitish side of the
-river, that was plainly impossible; and, indeed, it seemed to be the
-prevailing opinion that the passage of the river was not practicable
-without going up as far as Samaria. And yet we know that there, or
-thereabouts, the Israelites did cross it.
-
-I jumped from my horse the moment I got to the place, and once more gave
-my purse and pistols to my friend. “You are going to bathe again?” he
-said. “Certainly,” said I; “you don’t suppose that I would come to
-Jordan and not wash there, even if I were not foul with the foulness of
-the Dead Sea!” “You’ll kill yourself, in your present state of heat;” he
-said, remonstrating just as one’s mother or wife might do. But even had
-it been my mother or wife I could not have attended to such remonstrance
-then; and before he had done looking at me with those big eyes of his,
-my coat and waistcoat and cravat were on the ground, and I was at work
-at my braces; whereupon he turned from me slowly, and strolled away into
-the wood. On this occasion I had no base fears about my money.
-
-And then I did bathe,--very uncomfortably. The shore was muddy with the
-feet of the pilgrims, and the river so rapid that I hardly dared to get
-beyond the mud. I did manage to take a plunge in, head-foremost, but I
-was forced to wade out through the dirt and slush, so that I found it
-difficult to make my feet and legs clean enough for my shoes and
-stockings; and then, moreover, the flies plagued me most unmercifully. I
-should have thought that the filthy flavour from the Dead Sea would have
-saved me from that nuisance; but the mosquitoes thereabouts are probably
-used to it. Finding this process of bathing to be so difficult, I
-inquired as to the practice of the pilgrims. I found that with them,
-bathing in Jordan has come to be much the same as baptism has with us.
-It does not mean immersion. No doubt they do take off their shoes and
-stockings; but they do not strip, and go bodily into the water.
-
-As soon as I was dressed I found that Smith was again at my side with
-purse and pistols. We then went up a little above the wood, and sat down
-together on the long sandy grass. It was now quite evening, so that the
-short Syrian twilight had commenced, and the sun was no longer hot in
-the heavens. It would be night as we rode on to the tents at Jericho;
-but there was no difficulty as to the way, and therefore we did not
-hurry the horses, who were feeding on the grass. We sat down together on
-a spot from which we could see the stream,--close together, so that when
-I stretched myself out in my weariness, as I did before we started, my
-head rested on his legs. Ah, me! one does not take such liberties with
-new friends in England. It was a place which led one on to some special
-thoughts. The mountains of Moab were before us, very plain in their
-outline. “Moab is my wash-pot, and over Edom will I cast out my shoe!”
-There they were before us, very visible to the eye, and we began
-naturally to ask questions of each other. Why was Moab the wash-pot, and
-Edom thus cursed with indignity? Why had the right bank of the river
-been selected for such great purposes, whereas the left was thus
-condemned? Was there, at that time, any special fertility in this land
-of promise which has since departed from it? We are told of a bunch of
-grapes which took two men to carry it; but now there is not a vine in
-the whole country side. Now-a-days the sandy plain round Jericho is as
-dry and arid as are any of the valleys of Moab. The Jordan was running
-beneath our feet,--the Jordan in which the leprous king had washed,
-though the bright rivers of his own Damascus were so much nearer to his
-hand. It was but a humble stream to which he was sent; but the spot
-probably was higher up, above the Sea of Galilee, where the river is
-narrow. But another also had come down to this river, perhaps to this
-very spot on its shores, and submitted Himself to its waters;--as to
-whom, perhaps, it will be better that I should not speak much in this
-light story.
-
-The Dead Sea was on our right, still glittering in the distance, and
-behind us lay the plains of Jericho and the wretched collection of huts
-which still bears the name of the ancient city. Beyond that, but still
-seemingly within easy distance of us, were the mountains of the
-wilderness. The wilderness! In truth, the spot was one which did lead to
-many thoughts.
-
-We talked of these things, as to many of which I found that my friend
-was much more free in his doubts and questionings than myself; and then
-our words came back to ourselves, the natural centre of all men’s
-thoughts and words. “From what you say,” I said, “I gather that you have
-had enough of this land?”
-
-“Quite enough,” he said. “Why seek such spots as these, if they only
-dispel the associations and veneration of one’s childhood?”
-
-“But with me such associations and veneration are riveted the stronger
-by seeing the places, and putting my hand upon the spots. I do not speak
-of that fictitious marble slab up there; but here, among the sandhills
-by this river, and at the Mount of Olives over which we passed, I do
-believe.”
-
-He paused a moment, and then replied: “To me it is all
-nothing,--absolutely nothing. But then do we not know that our thoughts
-are formed, and our beliefs modelled, not on the outward signs or
-intrinsic evidences of things,--as would be the case were we always
-rational,--but by the inner workings of the mind itself? At the present
-turn of my life I can believe in nothing that is gracious.”
-
-“Ah, you mean that you are unhappy. You have come to grief in some of
-your doings or belongings, and therefore find that all things are bitter
-to the taste. I have had my palate out of order too; but the proper
-appreciation of flavours has come back to me. Bah,--how noisome was that
-Dead Sea water!”
-
-“The Dead Sea waters are noisome,” he said; “and I have been drinking of
-them by long draughts.”
-
-“Long draughts!” I answered, thinking to console him. “Draughts have not
-been long which can have been swallowed in your years. Your disease may
-be acute, but it cannot yet have become chronic. A man always thinks at
-the moment of each misfortune that that special misery will last his
-lifetime; but God is too good for that. I do not know what ails you; but
-this day twelvemonth will see you again as sound as a roach.”
-
-“We then sat silent for a while, during which I was puffing at a cigar.
-Smith, among his accomplishments, did not reckon that of smoking,--which
-was a grief to me; for a man enjoys the tobacco doubly when another is
-enjoying it with him.
-
-“No, you do not know what ails me,” he said at last, “and, therefore,
-cannot judge.”
-
-“Perhaps not, my dear fellow. But my experience tells me that early
-wounds are generally capable of cure; and, therefore, I surmise that
-yours may be so. The heart at your time of life is not worn out, and has
-strength and soundness left wherewith to throw off its maladies. I hope
-it may be so with you.”
-
-“God knows. I do not mean to say that there are none more to be pitied
-than I am; but at the present moment, I am not--not light-hearted.”
-
-“I wish I could ease your burden, my dear fellow.”
-
-“It is most preposterous in me thus to force myself upon you, and then
-trouble you with my cares. But I had been alone so long, and I was so
-weary of it!”
-
-“By Jove, and so had I. Make no apology. And let me tell you
-this,--though perhaps you will not credit me,--that I would sooner laugh
-with a comrade than cry with him is true enough; but, if occasion
-demands, I can do the latter also.”
-
-He then put out his hand to me, and I pressed it in token of my
-friendship. My own hand was hot and rough with the heat and sand; but
-his was soft and cool almost as a woman’s. I thoroughly hate an
-effeminate man; but, in spite of a certain womanly softness about this
-fellow, I could not hate him. “Yes,” I continued, “though somewhat
-unused to the melting mood, I also sometimes give forth my medicinal
-gums. I don’t want to ask you any questions, and, as a rule, I hate to
-be told secrets, but if I can be of any service to you in any matter I
-will do my best. I don’t say this with reference to the present moment,
-but think of it before we part.”
-
-I looked round at him and saw that he was in tears. “I know that you
-will think that I am a weak fool,” he said, pressing his handkerchief to
-his eyes.
-
-“By no means. There are moments in a man’s life when it becomes him to
-weep like a woman; but the older he grows the more seldom those moments
-come to him. As far as I can see of men, they never cry at that which
-disgraces them.”
-
-“It is left for women to do that,” he answered.
-
-“Oh, women! A woman cries for everything and for nothing. It is the
-sharpest arrow she has in her quiver,--the best card in her hand. When a
-woman cries, what can you do but give her all she asks for?”
-
-“Do you--dislike women?”
-
-“No, by Jove! I am never really happy unless one is near me, or more
-than one. A man, as a rule, has an amount of energy within him which he
-cannot turn to profit on himself alone. It is good for him to have a
-woman by him that he may work for her, and thus have exercise for his
-limbs and faculties. I am very fond of women. But I always like those
-best who are most helpless.”
-
-We were silent again for a while, and it was during this time that I
-found myself lying with my head in his lap. I had slept, but it could
-have been but for a few minutes, and when I woke I found his hand upon
-my brow. As I started up he said that the flies had been annoying me,
-and that he had not chosen to waken me as I seemed weary. “It has been
-that double bathing,” I said, apologetically; for I always feel ashamed
-when I am detected sleeping in the day. “In hot weather the water does
-make one drowsy. By Jove, it’s getting dark; we had better have the
-horses.”
-
-“Stay half a moment,” he said, speaking very softly, and laying his hand
-upon my arm, “I will not detain you a minute.”
-
-“There is no hurry in life,” I said.
-
-“You promised me just now you would assist me.”
-
-“If it be in my power, I will.”
-
-“Before we part at Alexandria I will endeavour to tell you you the story
-of my troubles, and then if you can aid me----” It struck me as he
-paused that I had made a rash promise, but nevertheless I must stand by
-it now--with one or two provisoes. The chances were that the young man
-was short of money, or else that he had got into a scrape about a girl.
-In either case I might give him some slight assistance; but, then, it
-behoved me to make him understand that I would not consent to become a
-participator in mischief. I was too old to get my head willingly into a
-scrape, and this I must endeavour to make him understand.
-
-“I will, if it be in my power,” I said. “I will ask no questions now;
-but if your trouble be about some lady----”
-
-“It is not,” said he.
-
-“Well; so be it. Of all troubles those are the most troublesome. If you
-are short of cash----”
-
-“No, I am not short of cash.”
-
-“You are not. That’s well too; for want of money is a sore trouble
-also.” And then I paused before I came to the point. “I do not suspect
-anything bad of you, Smith. Had I done so, I should not have spoken as I
-have done. And if there be nothing bad----”
-
-“There is nothing disgraceful,” he said.
-
-“That is just what I mean; and in that case I will do anything for you
-that may be within my power. Now let us look for Joseph and the
-mucherry-boy, for it is time that we were at Jericho.”
-
-I cannot describe at length the whole of our journey from thence to our
-tents at Jericho, nor back to Jerusalem, nor even from Jerusalem to
-Jaffa. At Jericho we did sleep in tents, paying so much per night,
-according to the tariff. We wandered out at night, and drank coffee with
-a family of Arabs in the desert, sitting in a ring round their
-coffee-kettle. And we saw a Turkish soldier punished with the
-bastinado,--a sight which did not do me any good, and which made Smith
-very sick. Indeed after the first blow he walked away. Jericho is a
-remarkable spot in that pilgrim week, and I wish I had space to describe
-it. But I have not, for I must hurry on, back to Jerusalem and thence to
-Jaffa. I had much to tell also of those Bedouins; how they were
-essentially true to us, but teased us almost to frenzy by their
-continual begging. They begged for our food and our drink, for our
-cigars and our gunpowder, for the clothes off our backs, and the
-handkerchiefs out of our pockets. As to gunpowder I had none to give
-them, for my charges were all made up in cartridges; and I learned that
-the guns behind their backs were a mere pretence, for they had not a
-grain of powder among them.
-
-We slept one night in Jerusalem, and started early on the following
-morning. Smith came to my hotel so that we might be ready together for
-the move. We still carried with us Joseph and the mucherry-boy; but for
-our Bedouins, who had duly received their forty shillings a piece, we
-had no further use. On our road down to Jerusalem we had much chat
-together, but only one adventure. Those pilgrims, of whom I have spoken,
-journey to Jerusalem in the greatest number by the route which we were
-now taking from it, and they come in long droves, reaching Jaffa in
-crowds by the French and Austrian steamers from Smyrna, Damascus, and
-Constantinople. As their number confers security in that somewhat
-insecure country, many travellers from the west of Europe make
-arrangements to travel with them. On our way down we met the last of
-these caravans for the year, and we were passing it for more than two
-hours. On this occasion I rode first, and Smith was immediately behind
-me; but of a sudden I observed him to wheel his horse round, and to
-clamber downwards among bushes and stones towards a river that ran below
-us. “Hallo, Smith,” I cried, “you will destroy your horse, and yourself
-too.” But he would not answer me, and all I could do was to draw up in
-the path and wait. My confusion was made the worse, as at that moment a
-long string of pilgrims was passing by. “Good morning, sir,” said an old
-man to me in good English. I looked up as I answered him, and saw a
-grey-haired gentleman, of very solemn and sad aspect. He might be
-seventy years of age, and I could see that he was attended by three or
-four servants. I shall never forget the severe and sorrowful expression
-of his eyes, over which his heavy eyebrows hung low. “Are there many
-English in Jerusalem?” he asked. “A good many,” I replied; “there always
-are at Easter.” “Can you tell me anything of any of them?” he asked.
-“Not a word,” said I, for I knew no one; “but our consul can.” And then
-we bowed to each other and he passed on.
-
-I got off my horse and scrambled down on foot after Smith. I found him
-gathering berries and bushes as though his very soul were mad with
-botany; but as I had seen nothing of this in him before, I asked what
-strange freak had taken him.
-
-“You were talking to that old man,” he said.
-
-“Well, yes, I was.”
-
-“That is the relation of whom I have spoken to you.”
-
-“The d---- he is!”
-
-“And I would avoid him, if it be possible.”
-
-I then learned that the old gentleman was his uncle. He had no living
-father or mother, and he now supposed that his relative was going to
-Jerusalem in quest of him. “If so,” said I, “you will undoubtedly give
-him leg bail, unless the Austrian boat is more than ordinarily late. It
-is as much as we shall do to catch it, and you may be half over Africa,
-or far gone on your way to India, before he can be on your track again.”
-
-“I will tell you all about it at Alexandria,” he replied; and then he
-scrambled up again with his horse, and we went on. That night we slept
-at the Armenian convent at Ramlath, or Ramath. This place is supposed to
-stand on the site of Arimathea, and is marked as such in many of the
-maps. The monks at this time of the year are very busy, as the pilgrims
-all stay here for one night on their routes backwards and forwards, and
-the place on such occasions is terribly crowded. On the night of our
-visit it was nearly empty, as a caravan had left it that morning; and
-thus we were indulged with separate cells, a point on which my companion
-seemed to lay considerable stress.
-
-On the following day, at about noon, we entered Jaffa, and put up at an
-inn there which is kept by a Pole. The boat from Beyrout, which,
-touches at Jaffa on its way to Alexandria, was not yet in, nor even
-sighted; we were therefore amply in time. “Shall we sail to-night?” I
-asked of the agent. “Yes, in all probability,” he replied. “If the
-signal be seen before three we shall do so. If not, then not;” and so I
-returned to the hotel.
-
-Smith had involuntarily shown signs of fatigue during the journey, but
-yet he had borne up well against it. I had never felt called on to grant
-any extra indulgence as to time because the work was too much for him.
-But now he was a good deal knocked up, and I was a little frightened,
-fearing that I had over-driven him under the heat of the sun. I was
-alarmed lest he should have fever, and proposed to send for the Jaffa
-doctor. But this he utterly refused. He would shut himself for an hour
-or two in his room, he said, and by that time he trusted the boat would
-be in sight. It was clear to me that he was very anxious on the subject,
-fearing that his uncle would be back upon his heels before he had
-started.
-
-I ordered a serious breakfast for myself, for with me, on such
-occasions, my appetite demands more immediate attention than my limbs. I
-also acknowledge that I become fatigued, and can lay myself at length
-during such idle days and sleep from hour to hour; but the desire to do
-so never comes till I have well eaten and drunken. A bottle of French
-wine, three or four cutlets of goats’ flesh, an omelet made out of the
-freshest eggs, and an enormous dish of oranges, was the banquet set
-before me; and though I might have found fault with it in Paris or
-London, I thought that it did well enough in Jaffa. My poor friend could
-not join me, but had a cup of coffee in his room. “At any rate take a
-little brandy in it,” I said to him, as I stood over his bed. “I could
-not swallow it,” said he, looking at me with almost beseeching eyes.
-“Beshrew the fellow,” I said to myself as I left him, carefully closing
-the door, so that the sound should not shake him; “he is little better
-than a woman, and yet I have become as fond of him as though he were my
-brother.”
-
-I went out at three, but up to that time the boat had not been
-signalled. “And we shall not get out to-night?” “No, not to-night,” said
-the agent. “And what time to-morrow?” “If she comes in this evening, you
-will start by daylight. But they so manage her departure from Beyrout,
-that she seldom is here in the evening.” “It will be noon to-morrow
-then?” “Yes,” the man said, “noon to-morrow.” I calculated, however,
-that the old gentleman could not possibly be on our track by that time.
-He would not have reached Jerusalem till late in the day on which we saw
-him, and it would take him some time to obtain tidings of his nephew.
-But it might be possible that messengers sent by him should reach Jaffa
-by four or five on the day after his arrival. That would be this very
-day which we were now wasting at Jaffa. Having thus made my
-calculations, I returned to Smith to give him such consolation as it
-might be in my power to afford.
-
-He seemed to be dreadfully afflicted by all this. “He will have traced
-me to Jerusalem, and then again away; and will follow me immediately.”
-
-“That is all very well,” I said; “but let even a young man do the best
-he can, and he will not get from Jerusalem to Jaffa in less than twelve
-hours. Your uncle is not a young man, and could not possibly do the
-journey under two days.”
-
-“But he will send. He will not mind what money he spends.”
-
-“And if he does send, take off your hat to his messengers, and bid them
-carry your complaints back. You are not a felon whom he can arrest.”
-
-“No, he cannot arrest me; but, ah! you do not understand;” and then he
-sat up on the bed, and seemed as though he were going to wring his hands
-in despair.
-
-I waited for some half hour in his room, thinking that he would tell me
-this story of his. If he required that I should give him my aid in the
-presence either of his uncle or of his uncle’s myrmidons, I must at any
-rate know what was likely to be the dispute between them. But as he said
-nothing I suggested that he should stroll out with me among the
-orange-groves by which the town is surrounded. In answer to this he
-looked up piteously into my face as though begging me to be merciful to
-him. “You are strong,” said he, “and cannot understand what it is to
-feel fatigue as I do.” And yet he had declared on commencing his journey
-that he would not be found to complain? Nor had he complained by a
-single word till after that encounter with his uncle. Nay, he had borne
-up well till this news had reached us of the boat being late. I felt
-convinced that if the boat were at this moment lying in the harbour all
-that appearance of excessive weakness would soon vanish. What it was
-that he feared I could not guess; but it was manifest to me that some
-great terror almost overwhelmed him.
-
-“My idea is,” said I,--and I suppose that I spoke with something less
-of good-nature in my tone than I had assumed for the last day or two,
-“that no man should, under any circumstances, be so afraid of another
-man, as to tremble at his presence,--either at his presence or his
-expected presence.”
-
-“Ah, now you are angry with me; now you despise me!”
-
-“Neither the one nor the other. But if I may take the liberty of a
-friend with you, I should advise you to combat this feeling of horror.
-If you do not, it will unman you. After all, what can your uncle do to
-you? He cannot rob you of your heart and soul. He cannot touch your
-inner self.”
-
-“You do not know,” he said.
-
-“Ah but, Smith, I do know that. Whatever may be this quarrel between you
-and him, you should not tremble at the thought of him; unless
-indeed----”
-
-“Unless what?”
-
-“Unless you had done aught that should make you tremble before every
-honest man.” I own I had begun to have my doubts of him, and to fear
-that he had absolutely disgraced himself. Even in such case I,--I
-individually,--did not wish to be severe on him; but I should be annoyed
-to find that I had opened my heart to a swindler or a practised knave.
-
-“I will tell you all to-morrow,” said he; “but I have been guilty of
-nothing of that sort.”
-
-In the evening he did come out, and sat with me as I smoked my cigar.
-The boat, he was told, would almost undoubtedly come in by daybreak on
-the following morning, and be off at nine; whereas it was very
-improbable that any arrival from Jerusalem would be so early as that.
-“Beside,” I reminded him, “your uncle will hardly hurry down to Jaffa,
-because he will have no reason to think but what you have already
-started. There are no telegraphs here, you know.”
-
-In the evening he was still very sad, though the paroxysm of his terror
-seemed to have passed away. I would not bother him, as he had himself
-chosen the following morning for the telling of his story. So I sat and
-smoked, and talked to him about our past journey, and by degrees the
-power of speech came back to him, and I again felt that I loved him!
-Yes, loved him! I have not taken many such fancies into my head, at so
-short a notice; but I did love him, as though he were a younger brother.
-I felt a delight in serving him, and though I was almost old enough to
-be his father, I ministered to him as though he had been an old man, or
-a woman.
-
-On the following morning we were stirring at daybreak, and found that
-the vessel was in sight. She would be in the roads off the town in two
-hours’ time, they said, and would start at eleven or twelve. And then we
-walked round by the gate of the town, and sauntered a quarter of a mile
-or so along the way that leads towards Jerusalem. I could see that his
-eye was anxiously turned down the road, but he said nothing. We saw no
-cloud of dust, and then we returned to breakfast.
-
-“The steamer has come to anchor,” said our dirty Polish host to us in
-execrable English. “And we may be off on board,” said Smith. “Not yet,”
-he said; “they must put their cargo out first.” I saw, however, that
-Smith was uneasy, and I made up my mind to go off to the vessel at once.
-When they should see an English portmanteau making an offer to come up
-the gangway, the Austrian sailors would not stop it. So I called for the
-bill, and ordered that the things should be taken down to the wretched
-broken heap of rotten timber which they called a quay. Smith had not
-told me his story, but no doubt he would as soon as he was on board.
-
-I was in the act of squabbling with the Pole over the last demand for
-piastres, when we heard a noise in the gateway of the inn, and I saw
-Smith’s countenance become pale. It was an Englishman’s voice asking if
-there were any strangers there; so I went into the courtyard, closing
-the door behind me, and turning the key upon the landlord and Smith.
-“Smith,” said I to myself, “will keep the Pole quiet if he have any wit
-left.”
-
-The man who had asked the question had the air of an upper English
-servant, and I thought that I recognised one of those whom I had seen
-with the old gentleman on the road; but the matter was soon put at rest
-by the appearance of that gentleman himself. He walked up into the
-courtyard, looked hard at me from under those bushy eyebrows, just
-raised his hat, and then said, “I believe I am speaking to Mr. Jones.”
-
-“Yes,” said I, “I am Mr. Jones. Can I have the honour of serving you?”
-
-There was something peculiarly unpleasant about this man’s face. At the
-present moment I examined it closely, and could understand the great
-aversion which his nephew felt towards him. He looked like a gentleman
-and like a man of talent, nor was there anything of meanness in his
-face; neither was he ill-looking, in the usual acceptation of the word;
-but one could see that he was solemn, austere, and overbearing; that he
-would be incapable of any light enjoyment, and unforgiving towards all
-offences. I took him to be a man who, being old himself, could never
-remember that he had been young, and who, therefore, hated the levities
-of youth. To me such a character is specially odious; for I would fain,
-if it be possible, be young even to my grave. Smith, if he were clever,
-might escape from the window of the room, which opened out upon a
-terrace, and still get down to the steamer. I would keep the old man in
-play for some time; and, even though I lost my passage, would be true to
-my friend. There lay our joint luggage at my feet in the yard. If Smith
-would venture away without his portion of it, all might yet be right.
-
-“My name, sir, is Sir William Weston,” he began. I had heard of the name
-before, and knew him to be a man of wealth, and family, and note. I took
-off my hat, and said that I had much honour in meeting Sir William
-Weston.
-
-“And I presume you know the object with which I am now here,” he
-continued.
-
-“Not exactly,” said I. “Nor do I understand how I possibly should know
-it, seeing that, up to this moment, I did not even know your name, and
-have heard nothing concerning either your movements or your affairs.”
-
-“Sir,” said he, “I have hitherto believed that I might at any rate
-expect from you the truth.”
-
-“Sir,” said I, “I am bold to think that you will not dare to tell me,
-either now, or at any other time, that you have received, or expect to
-receive, from me anything that is not true.”
-
-He then stood still, looking at me for a moment or two, and I beg to
-assert that I looked as fully at him. There was, at any rate, no cause
-why I should tremble before him. I was not his nephew, nor was I
-responsible for his nephew’s doings towards him. Two of his servants
-were behind him, and on my side there stood a boy and girl belonging to
-the inn. They, however, could not understand a word of English. I saw
-that he was hesitating, but at last he spoke out. I confess, now, that
-his words, when they were spoken, did, at the first moment, make me
-tremble.
-
-“I have to charge you,” said he, “with eloping with my niece, and I
-demand of you to inform me where she is. You are perfectly aware that I
-am her guardian by law.”
-
-I did tremble;--not that I cared much for Sir William’s guardianship,
-but I saw before me so terrible an embarrassment! And then I felt so
-thoroughly abashed in that I had allowed myself to be so deceived! It
-all came back upon me in a moment, and covered me with a shame that even
-made me blush. I had travelled through the desert with a woman for
-days, and had not discovered her, though she had given me a thousand
-signs. All those signs I remembered now, and I blushed painfully. When
-her hand was on my forehead I still thought that she was a man! I
-declare that at this moment I felt a stronger disinclination to face my
-late companion than I did to encounter her angry uncle.
-
-“Your niece!” I said, speaking with a sheepish bewilderment which should
-have convinced him at once of my innocence. She had asked me, too,
-whether I was a married man, and I had denied it. How was I to escape
-from such a mess of misfortunes? I declare that I began to forget her
-troubles in my own.
-
-“Yes, my niece,--Miss Julia Weston. The disgrace which you have brought
-upon me must be wiped out; but my first duty is to save that unfortunate
-young woman from further misery.”
-
-“If it be as you say,” I exclaimed, “by the honour of a gentleman----”
-
-“I care nothing for the honour of a gentleman till I see it proved. Be
-good enough to inform me, sir, whether Miss Weston is in this house.”
-
-For a moment I hesitated; but I saw at once that I should make myself
-responsible for certain mischief, of which I was at any rate hitherto in
-truth innocent, if I allowed myself to become a party to concealing a
-young lady. Up to this period I could at any rate defend myself, whether
-my defence were believed or not believed. I still had a hope that the
-charming Julia might have escaped through the window, and a feeling that
-if she had done so I was not responsible. When I turned the lock I
-turned it on Smith.
-
-For a moment I hesitated, and then walked slowly across the yard and
-opened the door. “Sir William,” I said, as I did so, “I travelled here
-with a companion dressed as a man; and I believed him to be what he
-seemed till this minute.”
-
-“Sir!” said Sir William, with a look of scorn in his face which gave me
-the lie in my teeth as plainly as any words could do. And then he
-entered the room. The Pole was standing in one corner, apparently amazed
-at what was going on, and Smith,--I may as well call her Miss Weston at
-once, for the baronet’s statement was true,--was sitting on a sort of
-divan in the corner of the chamber hiding her face in her hands. She had
-made no attempt at an escape, and a full explanation was therefore
-indispensable. For myself I own that I felt ashamed of my part in the
-play,--ashamed even of my own innocency. Had I been less innocent I
-should certainly have contrived to appear much less guilty. Had it
-occurred to me on the banks of the Jordan that Smith was a lady, I
-should not have travelled with her in her gentleman’s habiliments from
-Jerusalem to Jaffa. Had she consented to remain under my protection, she
-must have done so without a masquerade.
-
-The uncle stood still and looked at his niece. He probably understood
-how thoroughly stern and disagreeable was his own face, and considered
-that he could punish the crime of his relative in no severer way than by
-looking at her. In this I think he was right. But at last there was a
-necessity for speaking. “Unfortunate young woman!” he said, and then
-paused.
-
-“We had better get rid of the landlord,” I said, “before we come to any
-explanation.” And I motioned to the man to leave the room. This he did
-very unwillingly, but at last he was gone.
-
-“I fear that it is needless to care on her account who may hear the
-story of her shame,” said Sir William. I looked at Miss Weston, but she
-still sat hiding her face. However, if she did not defend herself, it
-was necessary that I should defend both her and me.
-
-“I do not know how far I may be at liberty to speak with reference to
-the private matters of yourself or of your--your niece, Sir William
-Weston. I would not willingly interfere----”
-
-“Sir,” said he, “your interference has already taken place. Will you
-have the goodness to explain to me what are your intentions with regard
-to that lady?”
-
-My intentions! Heaven help me! My intentions, of course, were to leave
-her in her uncle’s hands. Indeed, I could hardly be said to have formed
-any intention since I had learned that I had been honoured by a lady’s
-presence. At this moment I deeply regretted that I had thoughtlessly
-stated to her that I was an unmarried man. In doing so I had had no
-object. But at that time “Smith” had been quite a stranger to me, and I
-had not thought it necessary to declare my own private concerns. Since
-that I had talked so little of myself that the fact of my family at home
-had not been mentioned. “Will you have the goodness to explain what are
-your intentions with regard to that lady?” said the baronet.
-
-“Oh, Uncle William!” exclaimed Miss Weston, now at length raising her
-head from her hands.
-
-“Hold your peace, madam,” said he. “When called upon to speak, you will
-find your words with difficulty enough. Sir, I am waiting for an answer
-from you.”
-
-“But, uncle, he is nothing to me;--the gentleman is nothing to me!”
-
-“By the heavens above us, he shall be something, or I will know the
-reason why! What! he has gone off with you; he has travelled through the
-country with you, hiding you from your only natural friend; he has been
-your companion for weeks----”
-
-“Six days, sir,” said I.
-
-“Sir!” said the baronet, again giving me the lie. “And now,” he
-continued, addressing his niece, “you tell me that he is nothing to you.
-He shall give me his promise that he will make you his wife at the
-consulate at Alexandria, or I will destroy him. I know who he is.”
-
-“If you know who I am,” said I, “you must know----”
-
-But he would not listen to me. “And as for you, madam, unless he makes
-me that promise----” And then he paused in his threat, and, turning
-round, looked me in the face. I saw that she also was looking at me,
-though not openly as he did; and some flattering devil that was at work
-round my heart, would have persuaded that she also would have heard a
-certain answer given without dismay,--would even have received comfort
-in her agony from such an answer. But the reader knows how completely
-that answer was out of my power.
-
-“I have not the slightest ground for supposing,” said I, “that the lady
-would accede to such an arrangement,--if it were possible. My
-acquaintance with her has been altogether confined to----. To tell the
-truth, I have not been in Miss Weston’s confidence, and have only taken
-her for that which she has seemed to be.”
-
-“Sir!” said the baronet, again looking at me as though he would wither
-me on the spot for my falsehood.
-
-“It is true!” said Julia, getting up from her seat, and appealing with
-clasped hands to her uncle--“as true as Heaven.”
-
-“Madam!” said he, “do you both take me for a fool?”
-
-“That you should take me for one,” said I, “would be very natural. The
-facts are as we state to you. Miss Weston,--as I now learn that she
-is,--did me the honour of calling at my hotel, having heard----” And
-then it seemed to me as though I were attempting to screen myself by
-telling the story against her, so I was again silent. Never in my life
-had I been in a position of such extraordinary difficulty. The duty
-which I owed to Julia as a woman, and to Sir William as a guardian, and
-to myself as the father of a family, all clashed with each other. I was
-anxious to be generous, honest, and prudent, but it was impossible; so I
-made up my mind to say nothing further.
-
-“Mr. Jones,” said the baronet, “I have explained to you the only
-arrangement which under the present circumstances I can permit to pass
-without open exposure and condign punishment. That you are a gentleman
-by birth, education, and position I am aware,”--whereupon I raised my
-hat, and then he continued: “That lady has three hundred a year of her
-own----”
-
-“And attractions, personal and mental, which are worth ten times the
-money,” said I, and I bowed to my fair friend, who looked at me the
-while with sad beseeching eyes. I confess that the mistress of my bosom,
-had she known my thoughts at that one moment, might have had cause for
-anger.
-
-“Very well,” continued he. “Then the proposal which I name, cannot, I
-imagine, but be satisfactory. If you will make to her and to me the only
-amends which it is in your power as a gentleman to afford, I will
-forgive all. Tell me that you will make her your wife on your arrival in
-Egypt.”
-
-I would have given anything not to have looked at Miss Weston at this
-moment, but I could not help it. I did turn my face half round to her
-before I answered, and then felt that I had been cruel in doing so. “Sir
-William,” said I, “I have at home already a wife and family of my own.”
-
-“It is not true!” said he, retreating a step, and staring at me with
-amazement.
-
-“There is something, sir,” I replied, “in the unprecedented
-circumstances of this meeting, and in your position with regard to that
-lady, which, joined to your advanced age, will enable me to regard that
-useless insult as unspoken. I am a married man. There is the signature
-of my wife’s last letter,” and I handed him one which I had received as
-I was leaving Jerusalem.
-
-But the coarse violent contradiction which Sir William had given me was
-nothing compared with the reproach conveyed in Miss Weston’s
-countenance. She looked at me as though all her anger were now turned
-against me. And yet, methought, there was more of sorrow than of
-resentment in her countenance. But what cause was there for either? Why
-should I be reproached, even by her look? She did not remember at the
-moment that when I answered her chance question as to my domestic
-affairs, I had answered it as to a man who was a stranger to me, and not
-as to a beautiful woman, with whom I was about to pass certain days in
-close and intimate society. To her, at the moment, it seemed as though I
-had cruelly deceived her. In truth, the one person really deceived had
-been myself.
-
-And here I must explain, on behalf of the lady, that when she first
-joined me she had no other view than that of seeing the banks of the
-Jordan in that guise which she had chosen to assume, in order to escape
-from the solemnity and austerity of a disagreeable relative. She had
-been very foolish, and that was all. I take it that she had first left
-her uncle at Constantinople, but on this point I never got certain
-information. Afterwards, while we were travelling together, the idea had
-come upon her, that she might go on as far as Alexandria with me. And
-then----. I know nothing further of the lady’s intentions, but I am
-certain that her wishes were good and pure. Her uncle had been
-intolerable to her, and she had fled from him. Such had been her
-offence, and no more.
-
-“Then, sir,” said the baronet, giving me back my letter, “you must be a
-double-dyed villain.”
-
-“And you, sir,” said I---- But here Julia Weston interrupted me.
-
-“Uncle, you altogether wrong this gentleman,” she said. “He has been
-kind to me beyond my power of words to express; but, till told by you,
-he knew nothing of my secret. Nor would he have known it,” she added,
-looking down upon the ground. As to that latter assertion, I was at
-liberty to believe as much as I pleased.
-
-The Pole now came to the door, informing us that any who wished to start
-by the packet must go on board, and therefore, as the unreasonable old
-gentleman perceived, it was necessary that we should all make our
-arrangements. I cannot say that they were such as enable me to look back
-on them with satisfaction. He did seem now at last to believe that I had
-been an unconscious agent in his niece’s stratagem, but he hardly on
-that account became civil to me. “It was absolutely necessary,” he said,
-“that he and that unfortunate young woman,” as he would call her,
-“should depart at once,--by this ship now going.” To this proposition of
-course I made no opposition. “And you, Mr. Jones,” he continued, “will
-at once perceive that you, as a gentleman, should allow us to proceed on
-our journey without the honour of your company.”
-
-This was very dreadful, but what could I say; or, indeed, what could I
-do? My most earnest desire in the matter was to save Miss Weston from
-annoyance; and under existing circumstances my presence on board could
-not but be a burden to her. And then, if I went,--if I did go, in
-opposition to the wishes of the baronet, could I trust my own prudence?
-It was better for all parties that I should remain.
-
-“Sir William,” said I, after a minute’s consideration, “if you will
-apologise to me for the gross insults you have offered me, it shall be
-as you say.”
-
-“Mr. Jones,” said Sir William, “I do apologise for the words which I
-used to you while I was labouring under a very natural misconception of
-the circumstances.” I do not know that I was much the better for the
-apology, but at the moment I regarded it sufficient.
-
-Their things were then hurried down to the strand, and I accompanied
-them to the ruined quay. I took off my hat to Sir William as he was
-first let down into the boat. He descended first, so that he might
-receive his niece,--for all Jaffa now knew that it was a lady,--and then
-I gave her my hand for the last time. “God bless you, Miss Weston,” I
-said, pressing it closely. “God bless you, Mr. Jones,” she replied. And
-from that day to this I have neither spoken to her nor seen her.
-
-I waited a fortnight at Jaffa for the French boat, eating cutlets of
-goat’s flesh, and wandering among the orange groves. I certainly look
-back on that fortnight as the most miserable period of my life. I had
-been deceived, and had failed to discover the deceit, even though the
-deceiver had perhaps wished that I should do so. For that blindness I
-have never forgiven myself.
-
-
-
-
-THE HOUSE OF HEINE BROTHERS, IN MUNICH.
-
-
-The house of Heine Brothers, in Munich, was of good repute at the time
-of which I am about to tell,--a time not long ago; and is so still, I
-trust. It was of good repute in its own way, seeing that no man doubted
-the word or solvency of Heine Brothers; but they did not possess, as
-bankers, what would in England be considered a large or profitable
-business. The operations of English bankers are bewildering in their
-magnitude. Legions of clerks are employed. The senior book-keepers,
-though only salaried servants, are themselves great men; while the real
-partners are inscrutable, mysterious, opulent beyond measure, and
-altogether unknown to their customers. Take any firm at random,--Brown,
-Jones, and Cox, let us say,--the probability is that Jones has been dead
-these fifty years, that Brown is a Cabinet Minister, and that Cox is
-master of a pack of hounds in Leicestershire. But it was by no means so
-with the house of Heine Brothers, of Munich. There they were, the two
-elderly men, daily to be seen at their dingy office in the Schrannen
-Platz; and if any business was to be transacted requiring the
-interchange of more than a word or two, it was the younger brother with
-whom the customer was, as a matter of course, brought into contact.
-There were three clerks in the establishment; an old man, namely, who
-sat with the elder brother and had no personal dealings with the public;
-a young Englishman, of whom we shall anon hear more; and a boy who ran
-messages, put the wood on to the stoves, and swept out the bank. Truly
-the house of Heine Brothers was of no great importance; but nevertheless
-it was of good repute.
-
-The office, I have said, was in the Schrannen Platz, or old
-Market-place. Munich, as every one knows, is chiefly to be noted as a
-new town,--so new that many of the streets and most of the palaces look
-as though they had been sent home last night from the builders, and had
-only just been taken out of their bandboxes. It is angular, methodical,
-unfinished, and palatial. But there is an old town; and, though the old
-town be not of surpassing interest, it is as dingy, crooked, intricate,
-and dark as other old towns in Germany. Here, in the old Market-place,
-up one long broad staircase, were situated the two rooms in which was
-held the bank of Heine Brothers.
-
-Of the elder member of the firm we shall have something to say before
-this story be completed. He was an old bachelor, and was possessed of a
-bachelor’s dwelling somewhere out in the suburbs of the city. The junior
-brother was a married man, with a wife some twenty years younger than
-himself, with two daughters, the elder of whom was now one-and-twenty,
-and one son. His name was Ernest Heine, whereas the senior brother was
-known as Uncle Hatto. Ernest Heine and his wife inhabited a portion of
-one of those new palatial residences at the further end of the Ludwigs
-Strasse; but not because they thus lived must it be considered that they
-were palatial people. By no means let it be so thought, as such an idea
-would altogether militate against whatever truth of character painting
-there may be in this tale. They were not palatial people, but the very
-reverse, living in homely guise, pursuing homely duties, and satisfied
-with homely pleasures. Up two pairs of stairs, however, in that street
-of palaces, they lived, having there a commodious suite of large rooms,
-furnished, after the manner of the Germans, somewhat gaudily as regarded
-their best salon, and with somewhat meagre comfort as regarded their
-other rooms. But, whether in respect of that which was meagre, or
-whether in respect of that which was gaudy, they were as well off as
-their neighbours; and this, as I take it, is the point of excellence
-which is desirable.
-
-Ernest Heine was at this time over sixty; his wife was past forty; and
-his eldest daughter, as I have said, was twenty-one years of age. His
-second child, also a girl, was six years younger; and their third child,
-a boy, had not been born till another similar interval had elapsed. He
-was named Hatto after his uncle, and the two girls had been christened
-Isa and Agnes. Such, in number and mode of life, was the family of the
-Heines.
-
-We English folk are apt to imagine that we are nearer akin to Germans
-than to our other continental neighbours. This may be so in blood, but,
-nevertheless, the difference in manners is so striking, that it could
-hardly be enhanced. An Englishman moving himself off to a city in the
-middle of Central America will find the customs to which he must adapt
-himself less strange to him there, than he would in many a German town.
-But in no degree of life is the difference more remarkable than among
-unmarried but marriageable young women. It is not my purpose at the
-present moment to attribute a superiority in this matter to either
-nationality. Each has its own charm, its own excellence, its own
-Heaven-given grace, whereby men are led up to purer thoughts and sweet
-desires; and each may possibly have its own defect. I will not here
-describe the excellence or defect of either; but will, if it be in my
-power, say a word as to this difference. The German girl of
-one-and-twenty,--our Isa’s age,--is more sedate, more womanly, more
-meditative than her English sister. The world’s work is more in her
-thoughts, and the world’s amusements less so. She probably knows less of
-those things which women learn than the English girl, but that which she
-does know is nearer to her hand for use. She is not so much accustomed
-to society, but nevertheless she is more mistress of her own manner. She
-is not taught to think so much of those things which flurry and disturb
-the mind, and therefore she is seldom flurried and disturbed. To both of
-them, love,--the idea of love,--must be the thought of all the most
-absorbing; for is it not fated for them that the joys and sorrows of
-their future life must depend upon it? But the idea of the German girl
-is the more realistic, and the less romantic. Poetry and fiction she may
-have read, though of the latter sparingly; but they will not have imbued
-her with that hope for some transcendental paradise of affection which
-so often fills and exalts the hearts of our daughters here at home. She
-is moderate in her aspirations, requiring less excitement than an
-English girl; and never forgetting the solid necessities of life,--as
-they are so often forgotten here in England. In associating with young
-men, an English girl will always remember that in each one she so meets
-she may find an admirer whom she may possibly love, or an admirer whom
-she may probably be called on to repel. She is ever conscious of the
-fact of this position; and a romance is thus engendered which, if it may
-at times be dangerous, is at any rate always charming. But the German
-girl, in her simplicity, has no such consciousness. As you and I, my
-reader, might probably become dear friends were we to meet and know each
-other, so may the German girl learn to love the fair-haired youth with
-whom chance has for a time associated her; but to her mind there occurs
-no suggestive reason why it should be so,--no probability that the youth
-may regard her in such light, because that chance has come to pass. She
-can therefore give him her hand without trepidation, and talk with him
-for half an hour, when called on to do so, as calmly as she might do
-with his sister.
-
-Such a one was Isa Heine at the time of which I am writing. We English,
-in our passion for daily excitement, might call her phlegmatic, but we
-should call her so unjustly. Life to her was a serious matter, of which
-the daily duties and daily wants were sufficient to occupy her thoughts.
-She was her mother’s companion, the instructress of both her brother and
-her sister, and the charm of her father’s vacant hours. With such calls
-upon her time, and so many realities around her, her imagination did not
-teach her to look for joys beyond those of her present life and home.
-When love and marriage should come to her, as come they probably might,
-she would endeavour to attune herself to a new happiness and a new
-sphere of duties. In the meantime she was contented to keep her mother’s
-accounts, and look after her brother and sister up two pair of stairs in
-the Ludwigs Strasse. But change would certainly come, we may prophesy;
-for Isa Heine was a beautiful girl, tall and graceful, comely to the
-eye, and fit in every way to be loved and cherished as the partner of a
-man’s home.
-
-I have said that an English clerk made a part of that small
-establishment in the dingy banking-office in the Schrannen Platz, and I
-must say a word or two of Herbert Onslow. In his early career he had not
-been fortunate. His father, with means sufficiently moderate, and with a
-family more than sufficiently large, had sent him to a public school at
-which he had been very idle, and then to one of the universities, at
-which he had run into debt, and had therefore left without a degree.
-When this occurred, a family council of war had been held among the
-Onslows, and it was decided that Herbert should be sent off to the
-banking-house of Heines, at Munich, there being a cousinship between the
-families, and some existing connections of business. It was, therefore,
-so settled; and Herbert, willing enough to see the world,--as he
-considered he should do by going to Munich,--started for his German
-home, with injunctions, very tender from his mother, and very solemn
-from his aggrieved father. But there was nothing bad at the heart about
-young Onslow, and if the solemn father had well considered it, he might
-perhaps have felt that those debts at Cambridge reflected more fault on
-him than on his son. When Herbert arrived at Munich, his cousins, the
-Heines,--far-away cousins though they were,--behaved kindly to him.
-They established him at first in lodgings, where he was boarded with
-many others, having heard somewhat of his early youth. But when Madame
-Heine, at the end of twelve months, perceived that he was punctual at
-the bank, and that his allowances, which, though moderate in England,
-were handsome in Munich, carried him on without debt, she opened her
-motherly arms and suggested to his mother and to himself, that he should
-live with them. In this way he also was domiciled up two pairs of stairs
-in the palatial residence in the Ludwigs Strasse.
-
-But all this happened long ago. Isa Heine had been only seventeen when
-her cousin had first come to Munich, and had made acquaintance with him
-rather as a child than as a woman. And when, as she ripened into
-womanhood, this young man came more closely among them, it did not
-strike her that the change would affect her more powerfully than it
-would the others. Her uncle and father, she knew, had approved of
-Herbert at the bank; and Herbert had shown that he could be steady;
-therefore he was to be taken into their family, paying his annual
-subsidy, instead of being left with strangers at the boarding-house. All
-this was very simple to her. She assisted in mending his linen, as she
-did her father’s; she visited his room daily, as she visited all the
-others; she took notice of his likings and dislikings as touching their
-table arrangements,--but by no means such notice as she did of her
-father’s; and without any flutter, inwardly in her imagination or
-outwardly as regarded the world, she made him one of the family. So
-things went on for a year,--nay, so things went on for two years with
-her, after Herbert Onslow had come to the Ludwigs Strasse.
-
-But the matter had been regarded in a very different light by Herbert
-himself. When the proposition had been made to him, his first idea had
-been that so close a connection with a girl so very pretty would be
-delightful. He had blushed as he had given in his adhesion; but Madame
-Heine, when she saw the blush, had attributed it to anything but the
-true cause. When Isa had asked him as to his wants and wishes, he had
-blushed again, but she had been as ignorant as her mother. The father
-had merely stipulated that, as the young Englishman paid for his board,
-he should have the full value of his money, so that Isa and Agnes gave
-up their pretty front room, going into one that was inferior, and Hatto
-was put to sleep in the little closet that had been papa’s own peculiar
-property. But nobody complained of this, for it was understood that the
-money was of service.
-
-For the first year Herbert found that nothing especial happened. He
-always fancied that he was in love with Isa, and wrote some poetry about
-her. But the poetry was in English, and Isa could not read it, even had
-he dared to show it to her. During the second year he went home to
-England for three months, and by confessing a passion to one of his
-sisters, really brought himself to feel one. He returned to Munich
-resolved to tell Isa that the possibility of his remaining there
-depended upon her acceptance of his heart; but for months he did not
-find himself able to put his resolution in force. She was so sedate, so
-womanly, so attentive as regarded cousinly friendship, and so cold as
-regarded everything else, that he did not know how to speak to her. With
-an English girl whom he had met three times at a ball, he might have
-been much more able to make progress. He was alone with Isa frequently,
-for neither father, mother, nor Isa herself objected to such communion;
-but yet things so went between them that he could not take her by the
-hand and tell her that he loved her. And thus the third year of his life
-in Munich, and the second of his residence in the Ludwigs Strasse, went
-by him. So the years went by, and Isa was now past twenty. To Herbert,
-in his reveries, it seemed as though life, and the joys of life, were
-slipping away from him. But no such feeling disturbed any of the Heines.
-Life, of course, was slipping away; but then is it not the destiny of
-man that life should slip away? Their wants were all satisfied, and for
-them, that, together with their close family affection, was happiness
-enough.
-
-At last, however, Herbert so spoke, or so looked, that both Isa and her
-mother that his heart was touched. He still declared to himself that he
-had made no sign, and that he was an oaf, an ass, a coward, in that he
-had not done so. But he had made some sign, and the sign had been read.
-There was no secret,--no necessity for a secret on the subject between
-the mother and daughter, but yet it was not spoken of all at once. There
-was some little increase of caution between them as Herbert’s name was
-mentioned, so that gradually each knew what the other thought; but for
-weeks, that was all. Then at last the mother spoke out.
-
-“Isa,” she said, “I think that Herbert Onslow is becoming attached to
-you.”
-
-“He has never said so, mamma.”
-
-“No; I am sure he has not. Had he done so, you would have told me.
-Nevertheless, is it not true?”
-
-“Well, mamma, I cannot say. It may be so. Such an idea has occurred to
-me, but I have abandoned it as needless. If he has anything to say he
-will say it.”
-
-“And if he were to speak, how should you answer him?”
-
-“I should take time to think. I do not at all know what means he has for
-a separate establishment.” Then the subject was dropped between them for
-that time, and Isa, in her communications with her cousin, was somewhat
-more reserved than she had been.
-
-“Isa, are you in love with Herbert?” Agnes asked her, as they were
-together in their room one night.
-
-“In love with him? No; why should I be in love with him?”
-
-“I think he is in love with you,” said Agnes.
-
-“That is quite another thing,” said Isa, laughing. “But if so, he has
-not taken me into his confidence. Perhaps he has you.”
-
-“Oh no. He would not do that, I think. Not but what we are great
-friends, and I love him dearly. Would it not be nice for you and him to
-be betrothed?”
-
-“That depends on many things, my dear.”
-
-“Oh yes, I know. Perhaps he has not got money enough. But you could live
-here, you know, and he has got some money, because he so often rides on
-horseback.” And then the matter was dropped between the two sisters.
-
-Herbert had given English lessons to the two girls, but the lessons had
-been found tedious, and had dwindled away. Isa, nevertheless, had kept
-up her exercises, duly translating German into English, and English into
-German; and occasionally she had shown them to her cousin. Now, however,
-she altogether gave over such showing of them, but, nevertheless, worked
-at the task with more energy than before.
-
-“Isa,” he said to her one day,--having with some difficulty found her
-alone in the parlour, “Isa, why should not we go on with our English?”
-
-“Because it is troublesome,--to you I mean.”
-
-“Troublesome. Well; yes; it is troublesome. Nothing good is to be had
-without trouble. But I should like it if you would not mind.”
-
-“You know how sick you were of it before;--besides, I shall never be
-able to speak it.”
-
-“I shall not get sick of it now, Isa.”
-
-“Oh yes you would;--in two days.”
-
-“And I want you to speak it. I desire it especially.”
-
-“Why especially?” asked Isa. And even she, with all her tranquillity of
-demeanour, could hardly preserve her even tone and quiet look, as she
-asked the necessary question.
-
-“I will tell you why,” said Herbert; and as he spoke, he got up from his
-seat, and took a step or two over towards her, where she was sitting
-near the window. Isa, as she saw him, still continued her work, and
-strove hard to give to the stitches all that attention which they
-required. “I will tell you why I would wish you to talk my language.
-Because I love you, Isa, and would have you for my wife,--if that be
-possible.”
-
-She still continued her work, and the stitches, if not quite as perfect
-as usual, sufficed for their purpose.
-
-“That is why I wish it. Now will you consent to learn from me again?”
-
-“If I did, Herbert, that consent would include another.”
-
-“Yes; certainly it would. That is what I intend. And now will you learn
-from me again?”
-
-“That is,--you mean to ask, will I marry you?”
-
-“Will you love me? Can you learn to love me? Oh, Isa, I have thought of
-this so long! But you have seemed so cold that I have not dared to
-speak. Isa, can you love me?” And he sat himself close beside her. Now
-that the ice was broken, he was quite prepared to become an ardent
-lover,--if she would allow of such ardour. But as he sat down she rose.
-
-“I cannot answer such a question on the sudden,” she said. “Give me till
-to-morrow, Herbert, and then I will make you a reply;” whereupon she
-left him, and he stood alone in the room, having done the deed on which
-he had been meditating for the last two years. About half an hour
-afterwards he met her on the stairs as he was going to his chamber. “May
-I speak to your father about this,” he said, hardly stopping her as he
-asked the question. “Oh yes; surely,” she answered; and then again they
-parted. To him this last-accorded permission sounded as though it
-carried with it more weight than it in truth possessed. In his own
-country a reference to the lady’s father is taken as indicating a full
-consent on the lady’s part, should the stern paterfamilias raise no
-objection. But Isa had no such meaning. She had told him that she could
-not give her answer till the morrow. If, however, he chose to consult
-her father on the subject, she had no objection. It would probably be
-necessary that she should discuss the whole matter in family conclave,
-before she could bring herself to give any reply.
-
-On that night, before he went to bed, he did speak to her father; and
-Isa also, before she went to rest, spoke to her mother. It was singular
-to him that there should appear to be so little privacy on the subject;
-that there should be held to be so little necessity for a secret. Had he
-made a suggestion that an extra room should be allotted to him at so
-much per annum, the proposition could not have been discussed with
-simpler ease. At last, after a three days’ debate, the matter ended
-thus,--with by no means a sufficiency of romance for his taste. Isa had
-agreed to become his betrothed if certain pecuniary conditions should or
-could be fulfilled. It appeared now that Herbert’s father had promised
-that some small modicum of capital should be forthcoming after a term of
-years, and that Heine Brothers had agreed that the Englishman should
-have a proportionate share in the bank when that promise should be
-brought to bear. Let it not be supposed that Herbert would thus become a
-millionaire. If all went well, the best would be that some three hundred
-a year would accrue to him from the bank, instead of the quarter of that
-income which he at present received. But three hundred a year goes a
-long way at Munich, and Isa’s parents were willing that she should be
-Herbert’s wife if such an income should be forthcoming.
-
-But even of this there was much doubt. Application to Herbert’s father
-could not be judiciously made for some months. The earliest period at
-which, in accordance with old Hatto Heine’s agreement, young Onslow
-might be admitted to the bank, was still distant by four years; and the
-present moment was thought to be inopportune for applying to him for any
-act of grace. Let them wait, said papa and mamma Heine,--at any rate
-till New Year’s Day, then ten months distant. Isa quietly said that she
-would wait till New Year’s Day. Herbert fretted, fumed, and declared
-that he was ill-treated. But in the end he also agreed to wait. What
-else could he do?
-
-“But we shall see each other daily, and be close to each other,” he said
-to Isa, looking tenderly into her eyes. “Yes,” she replied, “we shall
-see each other daily--of course. But, Herbert----”
-
-Herbert looked up at her and paused for her to go on.
-
-“I have promised mamma that there shall be no change between us,--in our
-manner to each other, I mean. We are not betrothed as yet, you know, and
-perhaps we may never be so.”
-
-“Isa!”
-
-“It may not be possible, you know. And therefore we will go on as
-before. Of course we shall see each other, and of course we shall be
-friends.”
-
-Herbert Onslow again fretted and again fumed, but he did not have his
-way. He had looked forward to the ecstasies of a lover’s life, but very
-few of those ecstasies were awarded to him. He rarely found himself
-alone with Isa, and when he did do so, her coldness overawed him. He
-could dare to scold her, and sometimes did do so, but he could not dare
-to take the slightest liberty. Once, on that night when the qualified
-consent of papa and mamma Heine had first been given, he had been
-allowed to touch her lips with his own; but since that day there had
-been for him no such delight as that. She would not even allow her hand
-to remain in his. When they all passed their evenings together in the
-beer-garden, she would studiously manage that his chair should not be
-close to her own. Occasionally she would walk with him, but not more
-frequently now than of yore. Very few, indeed, of a lover’s privileges
-did he enjoy. And in this way the long year wore itself out, and Isa
-Heine was one-and-twenty.
-
-All those family details which had made it inexpedient to apply either
-to old Hatto or to Herbert’s father before the end of the year need not
-be specially explained. Old Hatto, who had by far the greater share in
-the business, was a tyrant somewhat feared both by his brother and
-sister-in-law; and the elder Onslow, as was known to them all, was a man
-straitened in circumstances. But soon after New Year’s Day the
-proposition was made in the Schrannen Platz, and the letter was written.
-On this occasion Madame Heine went down to the bank, and together with
-her husband, was closeted for an hour with old Hatto. Uncle Hatto’s
-verdict was not favourable. As to the young people’s marriage, that was
-his brother’s affair, not his. But as to the partnership, that was a
-serious matter. Who ever heard of a partnership being given away merely
-because a man wanted to marry? He would keep to his promise, and if the
-stipulated moneys were forthcoming, Herbert Onslow should become a
-partner,--in four years. Nor was the reply from England more favourable.
-The alliance was regarded by all the Onslows very favourably. Nothing
-could be nicer than such a marriage! They already knew dear Isa so well
-by description! But as for the money,--that could not in any way be
-forthcoming till the end of the stipulated period.
-
-“And what shall we do?” said Herbert to Papa Heine.
-
-“You must wait,” said he.
-
-“For four years?” asked Herbert.
-
-“You must wait,--as I did,” said Papa Heine. “I was forty before I could
-marry.” Papa Heine, however, should not have forgotten to say that his
-bride was only twenty, and that if he had waited, she had not.
-
-“Isa,” Herbert said to her, when all this had been fully explained to
-her, “what do you say now?”
-
-“Of course it is all over,” said she, very calmly.
-
-“Oh, Isa, is that your love?”
-
-“No, Herbert, that is not my love; that is my discretion;” and she even
-laughed with her mild low laughter, as she answered him. “You know you
-are too impatient to wait four years, and what else therefore can I
-say?”
-
-“I wonder whether you love me?” said Herbert, with a grand look of
-injured sentiment.
-
-“Well; in your sense of the word I do not think I do. I do not love you
-so that I need make every one around us unhappy because circumstances
-forbid me to marry you. That sort of love would be baneful.”
-
-“Ah no, you do not know what love means!”
-
-“Not your boisterous, heartbreaking English love, Herbert. And, Herbert,
-sometimes I think you had better go home and look for a bride there.
-Though you fancy that you love me, in your heart you hardly approve of
-me.”
-
-“Fancy that I love you! Do you think, Isa, that a man can carry his
-heart round to one customer after another as the huckster carries his
-wares?”
-
-“Yes; I think he can. I know that men do. What did your hero Waverley do
-with his heart in that grand English novel which you gave me to read? I
-am not Flora Mac Ivor, but you may find a Rose Bradwardine.”
-
-“And you really wish me to do so?”
-
-“Look here, Herbert. It is bad to boast, but I will make this boast. I
-am so little selfish, that I desire above all that you should do that
-which may make you most happy and contented. I will be quite frank with
-you. I love you well enough to wait these four years with the hope of
-becoming your wife when they are over. But you will think but little of
-my love when I tell you that this waiting would not make me unhappy. I
-should go on as I do now, and be contented.”
-
-“Oh heavens!” sighed Herbert.
-
-“But as I know that this would not suit you,--as I feel sure that such
-delay would gall you every day, as I doubt whether it would not make
-you sick of me long before the four years be over,--my advice is, that
-we should let this matter drop.”
-
-He now walked up to her and took her hand, and as he did so there was
-something in his gait and look and tone of voice that stirred her heart
-more sharply than it had yet been stirred. “And even that would not make
-you unhappy,” he said.
-
-She paused before she replied, leaving her hand in his, for he was
-contented to hold it without peculiar pressure. “I will not say so,” she
-replied. “But, Herbert, I think that you press me too hard. Is it not
-enough that I leave you to be the arbiter of my destiny?”
-
-“I would learn the very truth of your heart,” he replied.
-
-“I cannot tell you that truth more plainly. Methinks I have told it too
-plainly already. If you wish it, I will hold myself as engaged to
-you,--to be married to you when those four years are past. But,
-remember, I do not advise it. If you wish it, you shall have back your
-troth. And that I think will be the wiser course.”
-
-But neither alternative contented Herbert Onslow, and at the time he did
-not resolve on either. He had some little present income from home, some
-fifty pounds a year or so, and he would be satisfied to marry on that
-and on his salary as a clerk; but to this papa and mamma Heine would not
-consent;--neither would Isa.
-
-“You are not a saving, close man,” she said to him when he boasted of
-his economies. “No Englishmen are. You could not live comfortably in two
-small rooms, and with bad dinners.”
-
-“I do not care a straw about my dinners.”
-
-“Not now that you are a lover, but you would do when you were a husband.
-And you change your linen almost every day.”
-
-“Bah!”
-
-“Yes; bah, if you please. But I know what these things cost. You had
-better go to England and fetch a rich wife. Then you will become a
-partner at once, and Uncle Hatto won’t snub you. And you will be a grand
-man, and have a horse to ride on.” Whereupon Herbert went away in
-disgust. Nothing in all this made him so unhappy as the feeling that
-Isa, under all their joint privations, would not be unhappy herself. As
-far as he could see, all this made no difference in Isa.
-
-But, in truth, he had not yet read Isa’s character very thoroughly. She
-had spoken truly in saying that she knew nothing of that boisterous love
-which was now tormenting him and making him gloomy; but nevertheless she
-loved him. She, in her short life, had learnt many lessons of
-self-denial; and now with reference to this half-promised husband she
-would again have practised such a lesson. Had he agreed at once to go
-from her, she would have balanced her own account within her own breast,
-and have kept to herself all her sufferings. There would have been no
-outward show of baffled love,--none even in the colour of her cheeks;
-for such was the nature of her temperament. But she did suffer for him.
-Day by day she began to think that his love, though boisterous as she
-had at first called it, was more deep-seated than she had believed. He
-made no slightest sign that he would accept any of those proffers which
-she had made him of release. Though he said so loudly that this waiting
-for four years was an impossibility, he spoke of no course that would be
-more possible,--except that evidently impossible course of an early
-marriage. And thus, while he with redoubled vehemence charged her with
-coldness and want of love, her love waxed warmer and warmer, and his
-happiness became the chief object of her thoughts. What could she do
-that he might no longer suffer?
-
-And then he took a step which was very strange to them all. He banished
-himself altogether from the house, going away again into lodgings, “No,”
-he said, on the morning of his departure, “I do not release you. I will
-never release you. You are mine, and I have a right so to call you. If
-you choose to release yourself, I cannot help it; but in doing so you
-will be forsworn.”
-
-“Nay, but, Herbert, I have sworn to nothing,” said she, meaning that she
-had not been formally betrothed to him.
-
-“You can do as you please; it is a matter of conscience; but I tell you
-what are my feelings. Here I cannot stay, for I should go mad; but I
-shall see you occasionally;--perhaps on Sundays.”
-
-“Oh, Herbert!”
-
-“Well, what would you have? If you really care to see me it would not be
-thus. All I ask of you now is this, that if you decide,--absolutely
-decide on throwing me over, you will tell me at once. Then I shall leave
-Munich.”
-
-“Herbert, I will never throw you over.” So they parted, and Onslow went
-forth to his new lodgings.
-
-Her promise that she would never throw him over was the warmest word of
-love that she had ever spoken, but even that was said in her own quiet,
-unimpassioned way. There was in it but very little show of love, though
-there might be an assurance of constancy. But her constancy he did not,
-in truth, much doubt. Four years,--fourteen,--or twenty-four, would be
-the same to her, he said, as he seated himself in the dull, cold room
-which he had chosen. While living in the Ludwigs Strasse he did not know
-how much had been daily done for his comfort by that hand which he had
-been so seldom allowed to press; but he knew that he was now cold and
-comfortless, and he wished himself back in the Ludwigs Strasse.
-
-“Mamma,” said Isa, when they were alone. “Is not Uncle Hatto rather hard
-on us? Papa said that he would ask this as a favour from his brother.”
-
-“So he did, my dear; and offered to give up more of his own time. But
-your Uncle Hatto is hard.”
-
-“He is rich, is he not?”
-
-“Well; your father says not. Your father says that he spends all his
-income. Though he is hard and obstinate, he is not selfish. He is very
-good to the poor, but I believe he thinks that early marriages are very
-foolish.”
-
-“Mamma,” said Isa again, when they had sat for some minutes in silence
-over their work.
-
-“Well, my love?”
-
-“Have you spoken to Uncle Hatto about this?”
-
-“No, dear; not since that day when your papa and I first went to him. To
-tell the truth, I am almost afraid to speak to him; but, if you wish it,
-I will do so.”
-
-“I do wish it, mamma. But you must not think that I am discontented or
-impatient. I do not know that I have any right to ask my uncle for his
-money;--for it comes to that.”
-
-“I suppose it does, my dear.”
-
-“And as for myself, I am happy here with you and papa. I do not think so
-much of these four years.”
-
-“You would still be young, Isa;--quite young enough.”
-
-“And what if I were not young? What does it matter? But, mamma, there
-has been that between Herbert and me which makes me feel myself bound to
-think of him. As you and papa have sanctioned it, you are bound to think
-of him also. I know that he is unhappy, living there all alone.”
-
-“But why did he go, dear?”
-
-“I think he was right to go. I could understand his doing that. He is
-not like us, and would have been fretful here, wanting that which I
-could not give him. He became worse from day to day, and was silent and
-morose. I am glad he went. But, mamma, for his sake I wish that this
-could be shortened.”
-
-Madame Heine told her daughter that she would, if Isa wished it, herself
-go to the Schrannen Platz, and see what could be done by talking to
-Uncle Hatto. “But,” she added, “I fear that no good will come of it.”
-
-“Can harm come, mamma?”
-
-“No, I do not think harm can come.”
-
-“I’ll tell you what, mamma, I will go to Uncle Hatto myself, if you will
-let me. He is cross I know; but I shall not be afraid of him. I feel
-that I ought to do something.” And so the matter was settled, Madame
-Heine being by no means averse to escape a further personal visit to the
-Head of the banking establishment.
-
-Madame Heine well understood what her daughter meant, when she said she
-ought to do something, though Isa feared that she had imperfectly
-expressed her meaning. When he, Herbert, was willing to do so much to
-prove his love,--when he was ready to sacrifice all the little comforts
-of comparative wealth to which he had been accustomed, in order that she
-might be his companion and wife,--did it not behove her to give some
-proof of her love also? She could not be demonstrative as he was. Such
-exhibition of feeling would be quite contrary to her ideas of female
-delicacy, and to her very nature. But if called on to work for him, that
-she could do as long as strength remained to her. But there was no
-sacrifice which would be of service, nor any work which would avail.
-Therefore she was driven to think what she might do on his behalf, and
-at last she resolved to make her personal appeal to Uncle Hatto.
-
-“Shall I tell papa?” Isa asked of her mother.
-
-“I will do so,” said Madame Heine. And then the younger member of the
-firm was informed as to the step which was to be taken; and he, though
-he said nothing to forbid the attempt, held out no hope that it would be
-successful.
-
-Uncle Hatto was a little snuffy man, now full seventy years of age, who
-passed seven hours of every week-day of his life in the dark back
-chamber behind the banking-room of the firm, and he had so passed every
-week-day of his life for more years than any of the family could now
-remember. He had made the house what it was, and had taken his brother
-into partnership when that brother married. All the family were somewhat
-afraid of him, including even his partner. He rarely came to the
-apartments in the Ludwigs Strasse, as he himself lived in one of the
-older and shabbier suburbs on the other side of the town. Thither he
-always walked, starting punctually from the bank at four o’clock, and
-from thence he always walked in the morning, reaching the bank
-punctually at nine. His two nieces knew him well; for on certain stated
-days they were wont to attend on him at his lodgings, where they would
-be regaled with cakes, and afterwards go with him to some old-fashioned
-beer-garden in his neighbourhood. But these festivities were of a sombre
-kind; and if, on any occasion, circumstances prevented the fulfilment of
-the ceremony, neither of the girls would be loud in their lamentations.
-
-In London, a visit paid by a niece to her uncle would, in all
-probability, be made at the uncle’s private residence; but at Munich
-private and public matters were not so effectually divided. Isa
-therefore, having put on her hat and shawl, walked off by herself to the
-Schrannen Platz.
-
-“Is Uncle Hatto inside?” she asked; and the answer was given to her by
-her own lover. Yes, he was within; but the old clerk was with him. Isa,
-however, signified her wish to see her uncle alone, and in a few minutes
-the ancient grey-haired servant of the house came out into the larger
-room.
-
-“You can go in now, Miss Isa,” he said. And Isa found herself in the
-presence of her uncle before she had been two minutes under the roof. In
-the mean time Ernest Heine, her father, had said not a word, and Herbert
-knew that something very special must be about to occur.
-
-“Well, my bonny bird,” said Uncle Hatto, “and what do you want at the
-bank?” Cheery words, such as these, were by no means uncommon with Uncle
-Hatto; but Isa knew very well that no presage could be drawn from them
-of any special good nature or temporary weakness on his part.
-
-“Uncle Hatto,” she began, rushing at once into the middle of her affair,
-“you know, I believe, that I am engaged to marry Herbert Onslow?”
-
-“I know no such thing,” said he. “I thought I understood your father
-specially to say that there had been no betrothal.”
-
-“No, Uncle Hatto, there has been no betrothal; that certainly is true;
-but, nevertheless, we are engaged to each other.”
-
-“Well,” said Uncle Hatto, very sourly; and now there was no longer any
-cheery tone, or any calling of pretty names.
-
-“Perhaps you may think all this very foolish,” said Isa, who, in spite
-of her resolves to do so, was hardly able to look up gallantly into her
-uncle’s face as she thus talked of her own love affairs.
-
-“Yes, I do,” said Uncle Hatto. “I do think it foolish for young people
-to hold themselves betrothed before they have got anything to live on,
-and so I have told your father. He answered me by saying that you were
-not betrothed.”
-
-“Nor are we. Papa is quite right in that.”
-
-“Then, my dear, I would advise you to tell the young man that, as
-neither of you have means of your own, the thing must be at an end. It
-is the only step for you to take. If you agreed to wait, one of you
-might die, or his money might never be forthcoming, or you might see
-somebody else that you liked better.”
-
-“I don’t think I shall do that.”
-
-“You can’t tell. And if you don’t, the chances are ten to one that he
-will.”
-
-This little blow, which was intended to be severe, did not hit Isa at
-all hard. That plan of a Rose Bradwardine she herself had proposed in
-good faith, thinking that she could endure such a termination to the
-affair without flinching. She was probably wrong in this estimate of her
-power; but, nevertheless, her present object was his release from
-unhappiness and doubt, not her own.
-
-“It might be so,” she said.
-
-“Take my word for it, it would. Look all around. There was Adelaide
-Schropner,--but that was before your time, and you would not remember.”
-Considering that Adelaide Schropner had been for many years a
-grandmother, it was probable that Isa would not remember.
-
-“But, Uncle Hatto, you have not heard me. I want to say something to
-you, if it will not take too much of your time.” In answer to which,
-Uncle Hatto muttered something which was unheeded, to signify that Isa
-might speak.
-
-“I also think that a long engagement is a foolish thing, and so does
-Herbert.”
-
-“But he wants to marry at once.”
-
-“Yes, he wants to marry--perhaps not at once, but soon.”
-
-“And I suppose you have come to say that you want the same thing.”
-
-Isa blushed ever so faintly as she commenced her answer. “Yes, uncle, I
-do wish the same thing. What he wishes, I wish.”
-
-“Very likely,--very likely.”
-
-“Don’t be scornful to me, uncle. When two people love each other, it is
-natural that each should wish that which the other earnestly desires.”
-
-“Oh, very natural, my dear, that you should wish to get married!”
-
-“Uncle Hatto, I did not think that you would be unkind to me, though I
-knew that you would be stern.”
-
-“Well, go on. What have you to say? I am not stern; but I have no doubt
-you will think me unkind. People are always unkind who do not do what
-they are asked.”
-
-“Papa says that Herbert Onslow is some day to become a partner in the
-bank.”
-
-“That depends on certain circumstances. Neither I nor your papa can say
-whether he will or no.”
-
-But Isa went on as though she had not heard the last reply. “I have come
-to ask you to admit him as a partner at once.”
-
-“Ah, I supposed so;--just as you might ask me to give you a new ribbon.”
-
-“But uncle, I never did ask you to give me a new ribbon. I never asked
-you to give me anything for myself; nor do I ask this for myself.”
-
-“Do you think that if I could do it,--which of course I can’t,--I would
-not sooner do it for you, who are my own flesh and blood, than for him,
-who is a stranger?”
-
-“Nay; he is no stranger. He has sat at your desk and obeyed your orders
-for nearly four years. Papa says that he has done well in the bank.”
-
-“Humph! If every clerk that does well,--pretty well, that is,--wanted a
-partnership, where should we be, my dear? No, my dear, go home and tell
-him when you see him in the evening that all this must be at an end.
-Men’s places in the world are not given away so easily as that. They
-must either be earned or purchased. Herbert Onslow has as yet done
-neither, and therefore he is not entitled to take a wife. I should have
-been glad to have had a wife at his age,--at least I suppose I should,
-but at any rate I could not afford it.”
-
-But Isa had by no means as yet done. So far the interview had progressed
-exactly as she had anticipated. She had never supposed it possible that
-her uncle would grant her so important a request as soon as she opened
-her mouth to ask it. She had not for a moment expected that things would
-go so easily with her. Indeed she had never expected that any success
-would attend her efforts; but, if any success were possible, the work
-which must achieve that success must now commence. It was necessary that
-she should first state her request plainly before she began to urge it
-with such eloquence as she had at her command.
-
-“I can understand what you say, Uncle Hatto.”
-
-“I am glad of that, at any rate.”
-
-“And I know that I have no right to ask you for anything.”
-
-“I do not say that. Anything in reason, that a girl like you should ask
-of her old uncle, I would give you.”
-
-“I have no such reasonable request to make, uncle. I have never wanted
-new ribbons from you or gay toys. Even from my own mother I have not
-wanted them;--not wanted them faster than they seemed to come without
-any asking.”
-
-“No, no; you have been a good girl.”
-
-“I have been a happy girl; and quite happy with those I loved, and with
-what Providence had given me. I had nothing to ask for. But now I am no
-longer happy, nor can I be unless you do for me this which I ask of you.
-I have wanted nothing till now, and now in my need I come to you.”
-
-“And now you want a husband with a fortune!”
-
-“No!” and that single word she spoke, not loudly, for her voice was low
-and soft, but with an accent which carried it sharply to his ear and to
-his brain. And then she rose from her seat as she went on. “Your scorn,
-uncle, is unjust,--unjust and untrue. I have ever acted maidenly, as has
-become my mother’s daughter.”
-
-“Yes, yes, yes;--I believe that.”
-
-“And I can say more than that for myself. My thoughts have been the
-same, nor have my wishes even, ever gone beyond them. And when this
-young man came to me, telling me of his feelings, I gave him no answer
-till I had consulted my mother.”
-
-“She should have bade you not to think of him.”
-
-“Ah, you are not a mother, and cannot know. Why should I not think of
-him when he was good and kind, honest and hard-working? And then he had
-thought of me first. Why should I not think of him? Did not mamma listen
-to my father when he came to her?”
-
-“But your father was forty years old, and had a business.”
-
-“You gave it him, Uncle Hatto. I have heard him say so.”
-
-“And therefore I am to do as much for you. And then next year Agnes will
-come to me; and so before I die I shall see you all in want, with large
-families. No, Isa; I will not scorn you, but this thing I cannot do.”
-
-“But I have not told you all yet. You say that I want a husband.”
-
-“Well, well; I did not mean to say it harshly.”
-
-“I do want--to be married.” And here her courage failed her a little,
-and for a moment her eye fell to the ground. “It is true, uncle. He has
-asked me whether I could love him, and I have told him I could. He has
-asked me whether I would be his wife, and I have given him a promise.
-After that, must not his happiness be my happiness, and his misery my
-misery? Am I not his wife already before God?”
-
-“No, no,” said Uncle Hatto, loudly.
-
-“Ah, but I am. None feel the strength of the bonds but those who are
-themselves bound. I know my duty to my father and mother, and with God’s
-help I will do it, but I am not the less bound to him. Without their
-approval I will not stand with him at the altar; but not the less is my
-lot joined to his for this world. Nothing could release me from that but
-his wish.”
-
-“And he will wish it in a month or two.”
-
-“Excuse me, Uncle Hatto, but in that I can only judge for myself as best
-I may. He has loved me now for two years----”
-
-“Psha!”
-
-“And whether it be wise or foolish, I have sanctioned it. I cannot now
-go back with honour, even if my own heart would let me. His welfare must
-be my welfare, and his sorrow my sorrow. Therefore I am bound to do for
-him anything that a girl may do for the man she loves; and, as I knew of
-no other resource, I come to you to help me.”
-
-“And he, sitting out there, knows what you are saying.”
-
-“Most certainly not. He knows no more than that he has seen me enter
-this room.”
-
-“I am glad of that, because I would not wish that he should be
-disappointed. In this matter, my dear, I cannot do anything for you.”
-
-“And that is your last answer, uncle?”
-
-“Yes, indeed. When you come to think over this some twenty years hence,
-you will know then that I am right, and that your request was
-unreasonable.”
-
-“It may be so,” she replied, “but I do not think it.”
-
-“It will be so. Such favours as you now ask are not granted in this
-world for light reasons.”
-
-“Light reasons! Well, uncle, I have had my say, and will not take up
-your time longer.”
-
-“Good-bye, my dear. I am sorry that I cannot oblige you;--that it is
-quite out of my power to oblige you.”
-
-Then she went, giving him her hand as she parted from him; and he, as
-she left the room looked anxiously at her, watching her countenance and
-her gait, and listening to the very fall of her footstep. “Ah,” he said
-to himself, when he was alone, “the young people have the best of it.
-The sun shines for them; but why should they have all? Poor as he is,
-he is a happy dog,--a happy dog. But she is twice too good for him. Why
-did she not take to one of her own country?”
-
-Isa, as she passed through the bank, smiled sweetly on her father, and
-then smiled sweetly at her lover, nodding to him with a pleasant kindly
-nod. If he could have heard all that had passed at that interview, how
-much more he would have known of her than he now knew, and how proud he
-would have been of her love. No word was spoken as she went out, and
-then she walked home with even step, as she had walked thither. It can
-hardly be said that she was disappointed, as she had expected nothing.
-But people hope who do not expect, and though her step was even and her
-face calm, yet her heart was sad.
-
-“Mamma,” she said, “there is no hope from Uncle Hatto.”
-
-“So I feared, my dear.”
-
-“But I thought it right to try--for Herbert’s sake.”
-
-“I hope it will not do him an injury in the bank.”
-
-“Oh, mamma, do not put that into my head. If that were added to it all,
-I should indeed be wretched.”
-
-“No; he is too just for that. Poor young man! Sometimes I almost think
-it would be better that he should go back to England.”
-
-“Mamma, if he did, I should--break my heart.”
-
-“Isa!”
-
-“Well, mamma! But do not suppose that I mean to complain, whatever
-happens.”
-
-“But I had been so sure that you had constrained your feelings!”
-
-“So I had,--till I knew myself. Mamma, I could wait for years, if he
-were contented to wait by my side. If I could see him happy, I could
-watch him and love him, and be happy also. I do not want to have him
-kneeling to me, and making sweet speeches; but it has gone too far
-now,--and I could not bear to lose him.” And thus to her mother she
-confessed the truth.
-
-There was nothing more said between Isa and her mother on the subject,
-and for two days the matter remained as it then stood. Madame Heine had
-been deeply grieved at hearing those last words which her daughter had
-spoken. To her also that state of quiescence which Isa had so long
-affected seemed to be the proper state at which a maiden’s heart should
-stand till after her marriage vows had been pronounced. She had watched
-her Isa, and had approved of everything,--of everything till this last
-avowal had been made. But now, though she could not approve, she
-expressed no disapproval in words. She pressed her daughter’s hand and
-sighed, and then the two said no more upon the matter. In this way, for
-two days, there was silence in the apartments in the Ludwigs Strasse;
-for even when the father returned from his work, the whole circle felt
-that their old family mirth was for the present necessarily laid aside.
-
-On the morning of the third day, about noon, Madame Heine returned home
-from the market with Isa, and as they reached the landing, Agnes met
-them with a packet. “Fritz brought it from the bank,” said Agnes. Now
-Fritz was the boy who ran messages and swept out the office, and Madame
-Heine put out her hand for the parcel, thinking, not unnaturally, that
-it was for her. But Agnes would not give it to her mother. “It is for
-you, Isa,” she said. Then Isa, looking at the address, recognised the
-handwriting of her uncle. “Mamma,” she said, “I will come to you
-directly;” and then she passed quickly away into her own room.
-
-The parcel was soon opened, and contained a note from her uncle, and a
-stiff, large document, looking as though it had come from the hands of a
-lawyer. Isa glanced at the document, and read some few of the words on
-the outer fold, but they did not carry home to her mind any clear
-perception of their meaning. She was flurried at the moment, and the
-words, perhaps, were not very plain. Then she took up her note, and that
-was plain enough. It was very short, and ran as follows:--
-
-“My dear Niece,
-
- “You told me on Monday that I was stern, and harsh, and unjust.
- Perhaps I was. If so, I hope the enclosed will make amends, and
- that you will not think me such an old fool as I think myself.
-
- “Your affectionate uncle,
-
- “HATTO HEINE.
-
-
-
-“I have told nobody yet, and the enclosed will require my brother’s
-signature; but I suppose he will not object.”
-
- * * * * *
-
-“But he does not know it, mamma,” said Isa. “Who is to tell him? Oh,
-mamma, you must tell him.”
-
-“Nay, my dear; but it must be your own present to him.”
-
-“I could not give it him. It is Uncle Hatto’s present Mamma, when I left
-him I thought that his eye was kind to me.”
-
-“His heart, at any rate, has been very kind.” And then again they looked
-over the document, and talked of the wedding which must now be near at
-hand. But still they had not as yet decided how Herbert should be
-informed.
-
-At last Isa resolved that she herself would write to him. She did write,
-and this was her letter:--
-
-“Dear Herbert,
-
- “Mamma and I wish to see you, and beg that you will come up to us
- this evening. We have tidings for you which I hope you will receive
- with joy. I may as well tell you at once, as I do not wish to
- flurry you. Uncle Hatto has sent to us a document which admits you
- as a partner into the bank. If, therefore, you wish to go on with
- our engagement, I suppose there is nothing now to cause any very
- great delay.
-
- “ISA.”
-
-
-
-The letter was very simple, and Isa, when she had written it, subsided
-into all her customary quiescence. Indeed, when Herbert came to the
-Ludwigs Strasse, not in the evening as he was bidden to do, but
-instantly, leaving his own dinner uneaten, and coming upon the Heines in
-the midst of their dinner, she was more than usually tranquil. But his
-love was, as she had told him, boisterous. He could not contain himself,
-and embraced them all, and then scolded Isa because she was so calm.
-
-“Why should I not be calm,” said she, “now that I know you are happy?”
-
-The house in the Schrannen Platz still goes by the name of Heine
-Brothers, but the mercantile world in Bavaria, and in some cities out of
-Bavaria, is well aware that the real pith and marrow of the business is
-derived from the energy of the young English partner.
-
-
-
-
-THE MAN WHO KEPT HIS MONEY IN A BOX.
-
-
-I first saw the man who kept his money in a box in the midst of the
-ravine of the Via Mala. I interchanged a few words with him or with his
-wife at the hospice, at the top of the Splugen; and I became acquainted
-with him in the courtyard of Conradi’s hotel at Chiavenna. It was,
-however, afterwards at Bellaggio, on the lake of Como, that that
-acquaintance ripened into intimacy. A good many years have rolled by
-since then, and I believe this little episode in his life may be told
-without pain to the feelings of any one.
-
-His name was ----; let us for the present say that his name was Greene.
-How he learned that my name was Robinson I do not know, but I remember
-well that he addressed me by my name at Chiavenna. To go back, however,
-for a moment to the Via Mala;--I had been staying for a few days at the
-Golden Eagle at Tusis,--which, by-the-bye, I hold to be the best small
-inn in all Switzerland, and its hostess to be, or to have been,
-certainly the prettiest landlady,--and on the day of my departure
-southwards, I had walked on, into the Via Mala, so that the diligence
-might pick me up in the gorge. This pass I regard as one of the grandest
-spots to which my wandering steps have ever carried me, and though I had
-already lingered about it for many hours, I now walked thither again to
-take my last farewell of its dark towering rocks, its narrow causeway
-and roaring river, trusting to my friend the landlady to see that my
-luggage was duly packed upon the diligence. I need hardly say that my
-friend did not betray her trust.
-
-As one goes out from Switzerland towards Italy, the road through the Via
-Mala ascends somewhat steeply, and passengers by the diligence may walk
-from the inn at Tusis into the gorge, and make their way through the
-greater part of the ravine before the vehicle will overtake them. This,
-however, Mr. Greene with his wife and daughter had omitted to do. When
-the diligence passed me in the defile, the horses trotting for a few
-yards over some level portion of the road, I saw a man’s nose pressed
-close against the glass of the coupé window. I saw more of his nose than
-of any other part of his face, but yet I could perceive that his neck
-was twisted and his eye upturned, and that he was making a painful
-effort to look upwards to the summit of the rocks from his position
-inside the carriage.
-
-There was such a roar of wind and waters at the spot that it was not
-practicable to speak to him, but I beckoned with my finger and then
-pointed to the road, indicating that he should have walked. He
-understood me, though I did not at the moment understand his answering
-gesture. It was subsequently, when I knew somewhat of his habits, that
-he explained to me that on pointing to his open mouth, he had intended
-to signify that he would be afraid of sore throat in exposing himself to
-the air of that damp and narrow passage.
-
-I got up into the conductor’s covered seat at the back of the diligence,
-and in this position encountered the drifting snow of the Splugen. I
-think it is coldest of all the passes. Near the top of the pass the
-diligence stops for awhile, and it is here, if I remember, that the
-Austrian officials demand the travellers’ passports. At least in those
-days they did so. These officials have now retreated behind the
-Quadrilatère,--soon, as we hope, to make a further retreat,--and the
-district belongs to the kingdom of United Italy. There is a place of
-refreshment or hospice here, into which we all went for a few moments,
-and I then saw that my friend with the weak throat was accompanied by
-two ladies.
-
-“You should not have missed the Via Mala,” I said to him, as he stood
-warming his toes at the huge covered stove.
-
-“We miss everything,” said the elder of the two ladies, who, however,
-was very much younger than the gentleman, and not very much older than
-her companion.
-
-“I saw it beautifully, mamma,” said the younger one; whereupon mamma
-gave her head a toss, and made up her mind, as I thought, to take some
-little vengeance before long upon her step-daughter. I observed that
-Miss Greene always called her step-mother mamma on the first approach of
-any stranger, so that the nature of the connection between them might be
-understood. And I observed also that the elder lady always gave her head
-a toss when she was so addressed.
-
-“We don’t mean to enjoy ourselves till we get down to the lake of
-Como,” said Mr. Greene. As I looked at him cowering over the stove, and
-saw how oppressed he was with great coats and warm wrappings for his
-throat, I quite agreed with him that he had not begun to enjoy himself
-as yet. Then we all got into our places again, and I saw no more of the
-Greenes till we were standing huddled together in the large courtyard of
-Conradi’s hotel at Chiavenna.
-
-Chiavenna is the first Italian town which the tourist reaches by this
-route, and I know no town in the North of Italy which is so closely
-surrounded by beautiful scenery. The traveller as he falls down to it
-from the Splugen road is bewildered by the loveliness of the
-valleys,--that is to say, if he so arranges that he can see them without
-pressing his nose against the glass of a coach window. And then from the
-town itself there are walks of two, three, and four hours, which I think
-are unsurpassed for wild and sometimes startling beauties. One gets into
-little valleys, green as emeralds, and surrounded on all sides by grey
-broken rocks, in which Italian Rasselases might have lived in perfect
-bliss; and then again one comes upon distant views up the river courses,
-bounded far away by the spurs of the Alps, which are perfect,--to which
-the fancy can add no additional charm. Conradi’s hotel also is by no
-means bad; or was not in those days. For my part I am inclined to think
-that Italian hotels have received a worse name than they deserve; and I
-must profess that, looking merely to creature comforts, I would much
-sooner stay a week at the Golden Key at Chiavenna, than with mine host
-of the King’s Head in the thriving commercial town of Muddleboro, on the
-borders of Yorkshire and Lancashire.
-
-I am always rather keen about my room in travelling, and having secured
-a chamber looking out upon the mountains, had returned to the court-yard
-to collect my baggage before Mr. Greene had succeeded in realising his
-position, or understanding that he had to take upon himself the duties
-of settling his family for the night in the hotel by which he was
-surrounded. When I descended he was stripping off the outermost of three
-great coats, and four waiters around him were beseeching him to tell
-them what accommodation he would require. Mr. Greene was giving sundry
-very urgent instructions to the conductor respecting his boxes; but as
-these were given in English, I was not surprised to find that they were
-not accurately followed. The man, however, was much too courteous to say
-in any language that he did not understand every word that was said to
-him. Miss Greene was standing apart, doing nothing. As she was only
-eighteen years of age, it was of course her business to do nothing; and
-a very pretty little girl she was, by no means ignorant of her own
-beauty, and possessed of quite sufficient wit to enable her to make the
-most of it.
-
-Mr. Greene was very leisurely in his proceedings, and the four waiters
-were almost reduced to despair.
-
-“I want two bed-rooms, a dressing-room, and some dinner,” he said at
-last, speaking very slowly, and in his own vernacular. I could not in
-the least assist him by translating it into Italian, for I did not speak
-a word of the language myself; but I suggested that the man would
-understand French. The waiter, however, had understood English. Waiters
-do understand all languages with a facility that is marvellous; and this
-one now suggested that Mrs. Greene should follow him up-stairs. Mrs.
-Greene, however, would not move till she had seen that her boxes were
-all right; and as Mrs. Greene was also a pretty woman, I found myself
-bound to apply myself to her assistance.
-
-“Oh, thank you,” said she. “The people are so stupid that one can really
-do nothing with them. And as for Mr. Greene, he is of no use at all. You
-see that box, the smaller one. I have four hundred pounds’ worth of
-jewellery in that, and therefore I am obliged to look after it.”
-
-“Indeed,” said I, rather startled at this amount of confidence on rather
-a short acquaintance. “In that case I do not wonder at your being
-careful. But is it not rather rash, perhaps----”
-
-“I know what you are going to say. Well, perhaps it is rash. But when
-you are going to foreign courts, what are you to do? If you have got
-those sort of things you must wear them.”
-
-As I was not myself possessed of anything of that sort, and had no
-intention of going to any foreign court, I could not argue the matter
-with her. But I assisted her in getting together an enormous pile of
-luggage, among which there were seven large boxes covered with canvas,
-such as ladies not uncommonly carry with them when travelling. That one
-which she represented as being smaller than the others, and as holding
-jewellery, might be about a yard long by a foot and a half deep. Being
-ignorant in those matters, I should have thought it sufficient to carry
-all a lady’s wardrobe for twelve months. When the boxes were collected
-together, she sat down upon the jewel-case and looked up into my face.
-She was a pretty woman, perhaps thirty years of age, with long light
-yellow hair, which she allowed to escape from her bonnet, knowing,
-perhaps, that it was not unbecoming to her when thus dishevelled. Her
-skin was very delicate, and her complexion good. Indeed her face would
-have been altogether prepossessing had there not been a want of
-gentleness in her eyes. Her hands, too, were soft and small, and on the
-whole she may be said to have been possessed of a strong battery of
-feminine attractions. She also well knew how to use them.
-
-“Whisper,” she said to me, with a peculiar but very proper aspiration on
-the h--“Wh-hisper,” and both by the aspiration and the use of the word I
-knew at once from what island she had come. “Mr. Greene keeps all his
-money in this box also; so I never let it go out of my sight for a
-moment. But whatever you do, don’t tell him that I told you so.”
-
-I laid my hand on my heart, and made a solemn asseveration that I would
-not divulge her secret. I need not, however, have troubled myself much
-on that head, for as I walked up stairs, keeping my eye upon the
-precious trunk, Mr. Greene addressed me.
-
-“You are an Englishman, Mr. Robinson,” said he. I acknowledged that I
-was.
-
-“I am another. My wife, however, is Irish. My daughter,--by a former
-marriage,--is English also. You see that box there.”
-
-“Oh, yes,” said I, “I see it.” I began to be so fascinated by the box
-that I could not keep my eyes off it.
-
-“I don’t know whether or no it is prudent, but I keep all my money
-there; my money for travelling, I mean.”
-
-“If I were you, then,” I answered, “I would not say anything about it to
-any one.”
-
-“Oh, no, of course not,” said he; “I should not think of mentioning it.
-But those brigands in Italy always take away what you have about your
-person, but they don’t meddle with the heavy luggage.”
-
-“Bills of exchange, or circular notes,” I suggested.
-
-“Ah, yes; and if you can’t identify yourself, or happen to have a
-headache, you can’t get them changed. I asked an old friend of mine, who
-has been connected with the Bank of England for the last fifty years,
-and he assured me that there was nothing like sovereigns.”
-
-“But you never get the value for them.”
-
-“Well, not quite. One loses a franc, or a franc and a half. But still,
-there’s the certainty, and that’s the great matter. An English sovereign
-will go anywhere,” and he spoke these words with considerable triumph.
-
-“Undoubtedly, if you consent to lose a shilling on each sovereign.”
-
-“At any rate, I have got three hundred and fifty in that box,” he said.
-“I have them done up in rolls of twenty-five pounds each.”
-
-I again recommended him to keep this arrangement of his as private as
-possible,--a piece of counsel which I confess seemed to me to be much
-needed,--and then I went away to my own room, having first accepted an
-invitation from Mrs. Greene to join their party at dinner. “Do,” said
-she; “we have been so dull, and it will be so pleasant.”
-
-I did not require to be much pressed to join myself to a party in which
-there was so pretty a girl as Miss Greene, and so attractive a woman as
-Mrs. Greene. I therefore accepted the invitation readily, and went away
-to make my toilet. As I did so I passed the door of Mr. Greene’s room,
-and saw the long file of boxes being borne into the centre of it.
-
-I spent a pleasant evening, with, however, one or two slight drawbacks.
-As to old Greene himself, he was all that was amiable; but then he was
-nervous, full of cares, and somewhat apt to be a bore. He wanted
-information on a thousand points, and did not seem to understand that a
-young man might prefer the conversation of his daughter to his own. Not
-that he showed any solicitude to prevent conversation on the part of his
-daughter. I should have been perfectly at liberty to talk to either of
-the ladies had he not wished to engross all my attention to himself. He
-also had found it dull to be alone with his wife and daughter for the
-last six weeks.
-
-He was a small spare man, probably over fifty years of age, who gave me
-to understand that he had lived in London all his life, and had made his
-own fortune in the city. What he had done in the city to make his
-fortune he did not say. Had I come across him there I should no doubt
-have found him to be a sharp man of business, quite competent to teach
-me many a useful lesson of which I was as ignorant as an infant. Had he
-caught me on the Exchange, or at Lloyd’s, or in the big room of the Bank
-of England, I should have been compelled to ask him everything. Now, in
-this little town under the Alps, he was as much lost as I should have
-been in Lombard Street, and was ready enough to look to me for
-information. I was by no means chary in giving him my counsel, and
-imparting to him my ideas on things in general in that part of the
-world;--only I should have preferred to be allowed to make myself civil
-to his daughter.
-
-In the course of conversation it was mentioned by him that they intended
-to stay a few days at Bellaggio, which, as all the world knows, is a
-central spot on the lake of Como, and a favourite resting-place for
-travellers. There are three lakes which all meet here, and to all of
-which we give the name of Como. They are properly called the lakes of
-Como, Colico, and Lecco; and Bellaggio is the spot at which their waters
-join each other. I had half made up my mind to sleep there one night on
-my road into Italy, and now, on hearing their purpose, I declared that
-such was my intention.
-
-“How very pleasant,” said Mrs. Greene. “It will be quite delightful to
-have some one to show us how to settle ourselves, for really----”
-
-“My dear, I’m sure you can’t say that you ever have much trouble.”
-
-“And who does then, Mr. Greene? I am sure Sophonisba does not do much to
-help me.”
-
-“You won’t let me,” said Sophonisba, whose name I had not before heard.
-Her papa had called her Sophy in the yard of the inn. Sophonisba Greene!
-Sophonisba Robinson did not sound so badly in my ears, and I confess
-that I had tried the names together. Her papa had mentioned to me that
-he had no other child, and had mentioned also that he had made his
-fortune.
-
-And then there was a little family contest as to the amount of
-travelling labour which fell to the lot of each of the party, during
-which I retired to one of the windows of the big front room in which we
-were sitting. And how much of this labour there is incidental to a
-tourist’s pursuits! And how often these little contests do arise upon a
-journey! Who has ever travelled and not known them? I had taken up such
-a position at the window as might, I thought, have removed me out of
-hearing; but nevertheless from time to time a word would catch my ear
-about that precious box. “I have never taken my eyes off it since I left
-England,” said Mrs. Greene, speaking quick, and with a considerable
-brogue superinduced by her energy.
-
-“Where would it have been at Basle if I had not been looking afther it?”
-“Quite safe,” said Sophonisba; “those large things always are safe.”
-“Are they, Miss? That’s all you know about it. I suppose your bonnet-box
-was quite safe when I found it on the platform at--at--I forget the name
-of the place?”
-
-“Freidrichshafen,” said Sophonisba, with almost an unnecessary amount of
-Teutonic skill in her pronunciation. “Well, mamma, you have told me of
-that at least twenty times.” Soon after that, the ladies took them to
-their own rooms, weary with the travelling of two days and a night, and
-Mr. Greene went fast asleep in the very comfortless chair in which he
-was seated.
-
-At four o’clock on the next morning we started on our journey.
-
- “Early to bed, and early to rise,
- Is the way to be healthy, and wealthy, and wise.”
-
-We all know that lesson, and many of us believe in it; but if the lesson
-be true, the Italians ought to be the healthiest and wealthiest and
-wisest of all men and women. Three or four o’clock seems to them quite a
-natural hour for commencing the day’s work. Why we should have started
-from Chiavenna at four o’clock in order that we might be kept waiting
-for the boat an hour and a half on the little quay at Colico, I don’t
-know; but such was our destiny. There we remained an hour and a half,
-Mrs. Greene sitting pertinaciously on the one important box. She had
-designated it as being smaller than the others, and, as all the seven
-were now ranged in a row, I had an opportunity of comparing them. It was
-something smaller,--perhaps an inch less high, and an inch and a half
-shorter. She was a sharp woman, and observed my scrutiny.
-
-“I always know it,” she said in a loud whisper, “by this little hole in
-the canvas,” and she put her finger on a slight rent on one of the ends.
-“As for Greene, if one of those Italian brigands were to walk off with
-it on his shoulders, before his eyes, he wouldn’t be the wiser. How
-helpless you men are, Mr. Robinson!”
-
-“It is well for us that we have women to look after us.”
-
-“But you have got no one to look after you;--or perhaps you have left
-her behind?”
-
-“No, indeed. I’m all alone in the world as yet. But it’s not my own
-fault. I have asked half a dozen.”
-
-“Now, Mr. Robinson!” And in this way the time passed on the quay at
-Colico, till the boat came and took us away. I should have preferred to
-pass my time in making myself agreeable to the younger lady; but the
-younger lady stood aloof, turning up her nose, as I thought, at her
-mamma.
-
-I will not attempt to describe the scenery about Colico. The little town
-itself is one of the vilest places under the sun, having no
-accommodation for travellers, and being excessively unhealthy; but there
-is very little either north or south of the Alps,--and, perhaps, I may
-add, very little elsewhere,--to beat the beauty of the mountains which
-cluster round the head of the lake. When we had sat upon those boxes
-that hour and a half, we were taken on board the steamer, which had
-been lying off a little way from the shore, and then we commenced our
-journey. Of course there was a good deal of exertion and care necessary
-in getting the packages off from the shore on to the boat, and I
-observed that any one with half an eye in his head might have seen that
-the mental anxiety expended on that one box which was marked by the
-small hole in the canvas far exceeded that which was extended to all the
-other six boxes. “They deserve that it should be stolen,” I said to
-myself, “for being such fools.” And then we went down to breakfast in
-the cabin.
-
-“I suppose it must be safe,” said Mrs. Greene to me, ignoring the fact
-that the cabin waiter understood English, although she had just ordered
-some veal cutlets in that language.
-
-“As safe as a church,” I replied, not wishing to give much apparent
-importance to the subject.
-
-“They can’t carry it off here,” said Mr. Greene. But he was innocent of
-any attempt at a joke, and was looking at me with all his eyes.
-
-“They might throw it overboard,” said Sophonisba. I at once made up my
-mind that she could not be a good-natured girl. The moment that
-breakfast was over, Mrs. Greene returned again up-stairs, and I found
-her seated on one of the benches near the funnel, from which she could
-keep her eyes fixed upon the box. “When one is obliged to carry about
-one’s jewels with one, one must be careful, Mr. Robinson,” she said to
-me apologetically. But I was becoming tired of the box, and the funnel
-was hot and unpleasant, therefore I left her.
-
-I had made up my mind that Sophonisba was ill-natured; but,
-nevertheless, she was pretty, and I now went through some little
-manœuvres with the object of getting into conversation with her. This
-I soon did, and was surprised by her frankness. “How tired you must be
-of mamma and her box,” she said to me. To this I made some answer,
-declaring that I was rather interested than otherwise in the safety of
-the precious trunk. “It makes me sick,” said Sophonisba, “to hear her go
-on in that way to a perfect stranger. I heard what she said about her
-jewellery.”
-
-“It is natural she should be anxious,” I said, “seeing that it contains
-so much that is valuable.”
-
-“Why did she bring them?” said Sophonisba. “She managed to live very
-well without jewels till papa married her, about a year since; and now
-she can’t travel about for a month without lugging them with her
-everywhere. I should be so glad if some one would steal them.”
-
-“But all Mr. Greene’s money is there also.”
-
-“I don’t want papa to be bothered, but I declare I wish the box might be
-lost for a day or so. She is such a fool; don’t you think so, Mr.
-Robinson?”
-
-At this time it was just fourteen hours since I first had made their
-acquaintance in the yard of Conradi’s hotel, and of those fourteen hours
-more than half had been passed in bed. I must confess that I looked upon
-Sophonisba as being almost more indiscreet than her mother-in-law.
-Nevertheless, she was not stupid, and I continued my conversation with
-her the greatest part of the way down the lake towards Bellaggio.
-
-These steamers which run up and down the lake of Como and the Lago
-Maggiore, put out their passengers at the towns on the banks of the
-water by means of small rowing-boats, and the persons who are about to
-disembark generally have their own articles ready to their hands when
-their turn comes for leaving the steamer. As we came near to Bellaggio,
-I looked up my own portmanteau, and, pointing to the beautiful
-wood-covered hill that stands at the fork of the waters, told my friend
-Greene that he was near his destination. “I am very glad to hear it,”
-said he, complacently, but he did not at the moment busy himself about
-the boxes. Then the small boat ran up alongside the steamer, and the
-passengers for Como and Milan crowded up the side.
-
-“We have to go in that boat,” I said to Greene.
-
-“Nonsense!” he exclaimed.
-
-“Oh, but we have.”
-
-“What! put our boxes into that boat,” said Mrs. Greene. “Oh dear! Here,
-boatman! there are seven of these boxes, all in white like this,” and
-she pointed to the one that had the hole in the canvas. “Make haste. And
-there are two bags, and my dressing case, and Mr. Greene’s portmanteau.
-Mr. Greene, where is your portmanteau?”
-
-The boatman whom she addressed, no doubt did not understand a word of
-English, but nevertheless he knew what she meant, and, being well
-accustomed to the work, got all the luggage together in an incredibly
-small number of moments.
-
-“If you will get down into the boat,” I said, “I will see that the
-luggage follows you before I leave the deck.”
-
-“I won’t stir,” she said, “till I see that box lifted down. Take care;
-you’ll let it fall into the lake. I know you will.”
-
-“I wish they would,” Sophonisba whispered into my ear.
-
-Mr. Greene said nothing, but I could see that his eyes were as anxiously
-fixed on what was going on as were those of his wife. At last, however,
-the three Greenes were in the boat, as also were all the packages. Then
-I followed them, my portmanteau having gone down before me, and we
-pushed off for Bellaggio. Up to this period most of the attendants
-around us had understood a word or two of English, but now it would be
-well if we could find some one to whose ears French would not be
-unfamiliar. As regarded Mr. Greene and his wife, they, I found, must
-give up all conversation, as they knew nothing of any language but their
-own. Sophonisba could make herself understood in French, and was quite
-at home, as she assured me, in German. And then the boat was beached on
-the shore at Bellaggio, and we all had to go again to work with the
-object of getting ourselves lodged at the hotel which overlooks the
-water.
-
-I had learned before that the Greenes were quite free from any trouble
-in this respect, for their rooms had been taken for them before they
-left England. Trusting to this, Mrs. Greene gave herself no
-inconsiderable airs the moment her foot was on the shore, and ordered
-the people about as though she were the Lady Paramount of Bellaggio.
-Italians, however, are used to this from travellers of a certain
-description. They never resent such conduct, but simply put it down in
-the bill with the other articles. Mrs. Greene’s words on this occasion
-were innocent enough, seeing that they were English; but had I been that
-head waiter who came down to the beach with his nice black shiny hair,
-and his napkin under his arm, I should have thought her manner very
-insolent.
-
-Indeed, as it was, I did think so, and was inclined to be angry with
-her. She was to remain for some time at Bellaggio, and therefore it
-behoved her, as she thought, to assume the character of the grand lady
-at once. Hitherto she had been willing enough to do the work, but now
-she began to order about Mr. Greene and Sophonisba; and, as it appeared
-to me, to order me about also. I did not quite enjoy this; so leaving
-her still among her luggage and satellites, I walked up to the hotel to
-see about my own bed-room. I had some seltzer water, stood at the window
-for three or four minutes, and then walked up and down the room. But
-still the Greenes were not there. As I had put in at Bellaggio solely
-with the object of seeing something more of Sophonisba, it would not do
-for me to quarrel with them, or to allow them so to settle themselves
-in their private sitting-room, that I should be excluded. Therefore I
-returned again to the road by which they must come up, and met the
-procession near the house.
-
-Mrs. Greene was leading it with great majesty, the waiter with the shiny
-hair walking by her side to point out to her the way. Then came all the
-luggage,--each porter carrying a white canvas-covered box. That which
-was so valuable no doubt was carried next to Mrs. Greene, so that she
-might at a moment’s notice put her eye upon the well-known valuable
-rent. I confess that I did not observe the hole as the train passed by
-me, nor did I count the number of the boxes. Seven boxes, all alike, are
-very many; and then they were followed by three other men with the
-inferior articles,--Mr. Greene’s portmanteau, the carpet-bag, &c., &c.
-At the tail of the line, I found Mr. Greene, and behind him Sophonisba.
-“All your fatigues will be over now,” I said to the gentleman, thinking
-it well not to be too particular in my attentions to his daughter. He
-was panting beneath a terrible great-coat, having forgotten that the
-shores of an Italian lake are not so cold as the summits of the Alps,
-and did not answer me. “I’m sure I hope so,” said Sophonisba. “And I
-shall advise papa not to go any farther unless he can persuade Mrs.
-Greene to send her jewels home.” “Sophy, my dear,” he said, “for
-Heaven’s sake let us have a little peace since we are here.” From all
-which I gathered that Mr. Green had not been fortunate in his second
-matrimonial adventure. We then made our way slowly up to the hotel,
-having been altogether distanced by the porters, and when we reached the
-house we found that the different packages were already being carried
-away through the house, some this way and some that. Mrs. Green, the
-meanwhile, was talking loudly at the door of her own sitting-room.
-
-“Mr. Greene,” she said, as soon as she saw her heavily oppressed
-spouse,--for the noonday sun was up,--“Mr. Greene, where are you?”
-
-“Here, my dear,” and Mr. Greene threw himself panting into the corner of
-a sofa.
-
-“A little seltzer water and brandy,” I suggested. Mr. Greene’s inmost
-heart leaped at the hint, and nothing that his remonstrant wife could
-say would induce him to move, until he had enjoyed the delicious
-draught. In the mean time the box with the hole in the canvas had been
-lost.
-
-Yes; when we came to look into matters, to count the packages, and to
-find out where we were, the box with the hole in the canvas was not
-there. Or, at any rate, Mrs. Greene said it was not there. I worked hard
-to look it up, and even went into Sophonisba’s bed-room in my search. In
-Sophonisba’s bed-room there was but one canvas-covered box. “That is my
-own,” said she, “and it is all that I have, except this bag.”
-
-“Where on earth can it be?” said I, sitting down on the trunk in
-question. At the moment I almost thought that she had been instrumental
-in hiding it.
-
-“How am I to know?” she answered; and I fancied that even she was
-dismayed. “What a fool that woman is!”
-
-“The box must be in the house,” I said.
-
-“Do find it, for papa’s sake; there’s a good fellow. He will be so
-wretched without his money. I heard him say that he had only two pounds
-in his purse.”
-
-“Oh, I can let him have money to go on with,” I answered grandly. And
-then I went off to prove that I was a good fellow, and searched
-throughout the house. Two white boxes had by order been left downstairs,
-as they would not be needed; and these two were in a large cupboard of
-the hall, which was used expressly for stowing away luggage. And then
-there were three in Mrs. Greene’s bed-room, which had been taken there
-as containing the wardrobe which she would require while remaining at
-Bellaggio. I searched every one of these myself to see if I could find
-the hole in the canvas. But the hole in the canvas was not there. And,
-let me count as I would, I could make out only six. Now there certainly
-had been seven on board the steamer, though I could not swear that I had
-seen the seven put into the small boat.
-
-“Mr. Greene,” said the lady standing in the middle of her remaining
-treasures, all of which were now open, “you are worth nothing when
-travelling. Were you not behind?” But Mr. Greene’s mind was full, and he
-did not answer.
-
-“It has been stolen before your very eyes,” she continued.
-
-“Nonsense, mamma,” said Sophonisba. “If ever it came out of the steamer
-it certainly came into the house.”
-
-“I saw it out of the steamer,” said Mrs. Greene, “and it certainly is
-not in the house. Mr. Robinson, may I trouble you to send for the
-police?--at once, if you please, sir.”
-
-I had been at Bellaggio twice before, but nevertheless I was ignorant of
-their system of police. And then, again, I did not know what was the
-Italian for the word.
-
-“I will speak to the landlord,” I said.
-
-“If you will have the goodness to send for the police at once, I will
-be obliged to you.” And as she thus reiterated her command, she stamped
-with her foot upon the floor.
-
-“There are no police at Bellaggio,” said Sophonisba.
-
-“What on earth shall I do for money to go on with?” said Mr. Greene,
-looking piteously up to the ceiling, and shaking both his hands.
-
-And now the whole house was in an uproar, including not only the
-landlord, his wife and daughters, and all the servants, but also every
-other visitor at the hotel. Mrs. Greene was not a lady who hid either
-her glories or her griefs under a bushel, and, though she spoke only in
-English, she soon made her protestations sufficiently audible. She
-protested loudly that she had been robbed, and that she had been robbed
-since she left the steamer. The box had come on shore; of that she was
-quite certain. If the landlord had any regard either for his own
-character or for that of his house, he would ascertain before an hour
-was over where it was, and who had been the thief. She would give him an
-hour. And then she sat herself down; but in two minutes she was up
-again, vociferating her wrongs as loudly as ever. All this was filtered
-through me and Sophonisba to the waiter in French, and from the waiter
-to the landlord; but the lady’s gestures required no translation to make
-them intelligible, and the state of her mind on the matter was, I
-believe, perfectly well understood.
-
-Mr. Greene I really did pity. His feelings of dismay seemed to be quite
-as deep, but his sorrow and solicitude were repressed into more decorum.
-“What am I to do for money?” he said. “I have not a shilling to go on
-with!” And he still looked up at the ceiling.
-
-“You must send to England,” said Sophonisba.
-
-“It will take a month,” he replied.
-
-“Mr. Robinson will let you have what you want at present,” added
-Sophonisba. Now I certainly had said so, and had meant it at the time.
-But my whole travelling store did not exceed forty or fifty pounds, with
-which I was going on to Venice, and then back to England through the
-Tyrol. Waiting a month for Mr. Greene’s money from England might be even
-more inconvenient to me than to him. Then it occurred to me that the
-wants of the Greene family would be numerous and expensive, and that my
-small stock would go but a little way among so many. And what also if
-there had been no money and no jewels in that accursed box! I confess
-that at the moment such an idea did strike my mind. One hears of
-sharpers on every side committing depredations by means of most
-singular intrigues and contrivances. Might it not be possible that the
-whole batch of Greenes belonged to this order of society. It was a base
-idea, I own; but I confess that I entertained it for a moment.
-
-I retired to my own room for a while that I might think over all the
-circumstances. There certainly had been seven boxes, and one had had a
-hole in the canvas. All the seven had certainly been on board the
-steamer. To so much I felt that I might safely swear. I had not counted
-the seven into the small boat, but on leaving the larger vessel I had
-looked about the deck to see that none of the Greene trappings were
-forgotten. If left on the steamer, it had been so left through an intent
-on the part of some one there employed. It was quite possible that the
-contents of the box had been ascertained through the imprudence of Mrs.
-Greene, and that it had been conveyed away so that it might be rifled at
-Como. As to Mrs. Greene’s assertion that all the boxes had been put into
-the small boat, I thought nothing of it. The people at Bellaggio could
-not have known which box to steal, nor had there been time to concoct
-the plan in carrying the boxes up to the hotel. I came at last to this
-conclusion, that the missing trunk had either been purloined and carried
-on to Como,--in which case it would be necessary to lose no time in
-going after it; or that it had been put out of sight in some uncommonly
-clever way, by the Greenes themselves, as an excuse for borrowing as
-much money as they could raise and living without payment of their
-bills. With reference to the latter hypothesis, I declared to myself
-that Greene did not look like a swindler; but as to Mrs. Greene--! I
-confess that I did not feel so confident in regard to her.
-
-Charity begins at home, so I proceeded to make myself comfortable in my
-room, feeling almost certain that I should not be able to leave
-Bellaggio on the following morning. I had opened my portmanteau when I
-first arrived, leaving it open on the floor as is my wont. Some people
-are always being robbed, and are always locking up everything; while
-others wander safe over the world and never lock up anything. For
-myself, I never turn a key anywhere, and no one ever purloins from me
-even a handkerchief. Cantabit vacuus--, and I am always sufficiently
-vacuus. Perhaps it is that I have not a handkerchief worth the stealing.
-It is your heavy-laden, suspicious, mal-adroit Greenes that the thieves
-attack. I now found out that the accommodating Boots, who already knew
-my ways, had taken my travelling gear into a dark recess which was
-intended to do for a dressing-room, and had there spread my portmanteau
-open upon some table or stool in the corner. It was a convenient
-arrangement, and there I left it during the whole period of my sojourn.
-
-Mrs. Greene had given the landlord an hour to find the box, and during
-that time the landlord, the landlady, their three daughters, and all the
-servants in the house certainly did exert themselves to the utmost. Half
-a dozen times they came to my door, but I was luxuriating in a
-washing-tub, making up for that four-o’clock start from Chiavenna. I
-assured them, however, that the box was not there, and so the search
-passed by. At the end of the hour I went back to the Greenes according
-to promise, having resolved that some one must be sent on to Como to
-look after the missing article.
-
-There was no necessity to knock at their sitting-room door, for it was
-wide open. I walked in, and found Mrs. Greene still engaged in attacking
-the landlord, while all the porters who had carried the luggage up to
-the house were standing round. Her voice was loud above the others, but,
-luckily for them all, she was speaking English. The landlord, I saw, was
-becoming sulky. He spoke in Italian, and we none of us understood him,
-but I gathered that he was declining to do anything further. The box, he
-was certain, had never come out of the steamer. The Boots stood by
-interpreting into French, and, acting as second interpreter, I put it
-into English.
-
-Mr. Greene, who was seated on the sofa, groaned audibly, but said
-nothing. Sophonisba, who was sitting by him, beat upon the floor with
-both her feet.
-
-“Do you hear, Mr. Greene?” said she, turning to him. “Do you mean to
-allow that vast amount of property to be lost without an effort? Are you
-prepared to replace my jewels?”
-
-“Her jewels!” said Sophonisba, looking up into my face. “Papa had to pay
-the bill for every stitch she had when he married her.” These last words
-were so spoken as to be audible only by me, but her first exclamation
-was loud enough. Were they people for whom it would be worth my while to
-delay my journey, and put myself to serious inconvenience with reference
-to money?
-
-A few minutes afterwards I found myself with Greene on the terrace
-before the house. “What ought I to do?” said he.
-
-“Go to Como,” said I, “and look after your box. I will remain here and
-go on board the return steamer. It may perhaps be there.”
-
-“But I can’t speak a word of Italian,” said he.
-
-“Take the Boots,” said I.
-
-“But I can’t speak a word of French.” And then it ended in my
-undertaking to go to Como. I swear that the thought struck me that I
-might as well take my portmanteau with me, and cut and run when I got
-there. The Greenes were nothing to me.
-
-I did not, however, do this. I made the poor man a promise, and I kept
-it. I took merely a dressing-bag, for I knew that I must sleep at Como;
-and, thus resolving to disarrange all my plans, I started. I was in the
-midst of beautiful scenery, but I found it quite impossible to draw any
-enjoyment from it;--from that or from anything around me. My whole mind
-was given up to anathemas against this odious box, as to which I had
-undoubtedly heavy cause of complaint. What was the box to me? I went to
-Como by the afternoon steamer, and spent a long dreary evening down on
-the steamboat quays searching everywhere, and searching in vain. The
-boat by which we had left Colico had gone back to Colico, but the people
-swore that nothing had been left on board it. It was just possible that
-such a box might have gone on to Milan with the luggage of other
-passengers.
-
-I slept at Como, and on the following morning I went on to Milan. There
-was no trace of the box to be found in that city. I went round to every
-hotel and travelling office, but could hear nothing of it. Parties had
-gone to Venice, and Florence, and Bologna, and any of them might have
-taken the box. No one, however, remembered it; and I returned back to
-Como, and thence to Bellaggio, reaching the latter place at nine in the
-evening, disappointed, weary, and cross.
-
-“Has Monsieur found the accursed trunk?” said the Bellaggio Boots,
-meeting me on the quay.
-
-“In the name of the ----, no. Has it not turned up here?”
-
-“Monsieur,” said the Boots, “we shall all be mad soon. The poor master,
-he is mad already.” And then I went up to the house.
-
-“My jewels!” shouted Mrs. Greene, rushing to me with her arms stretched
-out as soon as she heard my step in the corridor. I am sure that she
-would have embraced me had I found the box. I had not, however, earned
-any such reward. “I can hear nothing of the box either at Como or
-Milan,” I said.
-
-“Then what on earth am I to do for my money?” said Mr. Greene.
-
-I had had neither dinner nor supper, but the elder Greenes did not care
-for that. Mr. Greene sat silent in despair, and Mrs. Greene stormed
-about the room in her anger. “I am afraid you are very tired,” said
-Sophonisba.
-
-“I am tired, and hungry, and thirsty,” said I. I was beginning to get
-angry, and to think myself ill used. And that idea as to a family of
-swindlers became strong again. Greene had borrowed ten napoleons from me
-before I started for Como, and I had spent above four in my fruitless
-journey to that place and Milan. I was beginning to fear that my whole
-purpose as to Venice and the Tyrol would be destroyed; and I had
-promised to meet friends at Innspruck, who,--who were very much
-preferable to the Greenes. As events turned out, I did meet them. Had I
-failed in this, the present Mrs. Robinson would not have been sitting
-opposite to me.
-
-I went to my room and dressed myself, and then Sophonisba presided over
-the tea-table for me. “What are we to do?” she asked me in a
-confidential whisper.
-
-“Wait for money from England.”
-
-“But they will think we are all sharpers,” she said; “and upon my word I
-do not wonder at it from the way in which that woman goes on.” She then
-leaned forward, resting her elbow on the table and her face on her hand,
-and told me a long history of all their family discomforts. Her papa was
-a very good sort of man, only he had been made a fool of by that
-intriguing woman, who had been left without a sixpence with which to
-bless herself. And now they had nothing but quarrels and misery. Papa
-did not always got the worst of it;--papa could rouse himself sometimes;
-only now he was beaten down and cowed by the loss of his money. This
-whispering confidence was very nice in its way, seeing that Sophonisba
-was a pretty girl; but the whole matter seemed to be full of suspicion.
-
-“If they did not want to take you in in one way, they did in another,”
-said the present Mrs. Robinson, when I told the story to her at
-Innspruck. I beg that it may be understood that at the time of my
-meeting the Greenes I was not engaged to the present Mrs. Robinson, and
-was open to make any matrimonial engagement that might have been
-pleasing to me.
-
-On the next morning, after breakfast, we held a council of war. I had
-been informed that Mr. Greene had made a fortune, and was justified in
-presuming him to be a rich man. It seemed to me, therefore, that his
-course was easy. Let him wait at Bellaggio for more money, and when he
-returned home, let him buy Mrs. Greene more jewels. A poor man always
-presumes that a rich man is indifferent about his money. But in truth a
-rich man never is indifferent about his money, and poor Greene looked
-very blank at my proposition.
-
-“Do you mean to say that it’s gone for ever?” he asked.
-
-“I’ll not leave the country without knowing more about it,” said Mrs.
-Greene.
-
-“It certainly is very odd,” said Sophonisba. Even Sophonisba seemed to
-think that I was too off-hand.
-
-“It will be a month before I can get money, and my bill here will be
-something tremendous,” said Greene.
-
-“I wouldn’t pay them a farthing till I got my box,” said Mrs. Greene.
-
-“That’s nonsense,” said Sophonisba. And so it was.
-
-“Hold your tongue, Miss!” said the step-mother.
-
-“Indeed, I shall not hold my tongue,” said the step-daughter.
-
-Poor Greene! He had lost more than his box within the last twelve
-months; for, as I had learned in that whispered conversation over the
-tea-table with Sophonisba, this was in reality her papa’s marriage trip.
-
-Another day was now gone, and we all went to bed. Had I not been very
-foolish I should have had myself called at five in the morning, and have
-gone away by the early boat, leaving my ten napoleons behind me. But,
-unfortunately, Sophonisba had exacted a promise from me that I would not
-do this, and thus all chance of spending a day or two in Venice was lost
-to me. Moreover, I was thoroughly fatigued, and almost glad of any
-excuse which would allow me to lie in bed on the following morning. I
-did lie in bed till nine o’clock, and then found the Greenes at
-breakfast.
-
-“Let us go and look at the Serbelloni Gardens,” said I, as soon as the
-silent meal was over; “or take a boat over to the Sommariva Villa.”
-
-“I should like it so much,” said Sophonisba.
-
-“We will do nothing of the kind till I have found my property,” said
-Mrs. Greene. “Mr. Robinson, what arrangement did you make yesterday with
-the police at Como?”
-
-“The police at Como?” I said. “I did not go to the police.”
-
-“Not go to the police? And do you mean to say that I am to be robbed of
-my jewels and no efforts made for redress? Is there no such thing as a
-constable in this wretched country? Mr. Greene, I do insist upon it that
-you at once go to the nearest British consul.”
-
-“I suppose I had better write home for money,” said he.
-
-“And do you mean to say that you haven’t written yet?” said I, probably
-with some acrimony in my voice.
-
-“You needn’t scold papa,” said Sophonisba.
-
-“I don’t know what I am to do,” said Mr. Greene, and he began walking up
-and down the room; but still he did not call for pen and ink, and I
-began again to feel that he was a swindler. Was it possible that a man
-of business, who had made his fortune in London, should allow his wife
-to keep all her jewels in a box, and carry about his own money in the
-same?
-
-“I don’t see why you need be so very unhappy, papa,” said Sophonisba.
-“Mr. Robinson, I’m sure, will let you have whatever money you may want
-at present.” This was pleasant!
-
-“And will Mr. Robinson return me my jewels which were lost, I must say,
-in a great measure, through his carelessness,” said Mrs. Greene. This
-was pleasanter!
-
-“Upon my word, Mrs. Greene, I must deny that,” said I, jumping up. “What
-on earth could I have done more than I did do? I have been to Milan and
-nearly fagged myself to death.”
-
-“Why didn’t you bring a policeman back with you?”
-
-“You would tell everybody on board the boat what there was in it,” said
-I.
-
-“I told nobody but you,” she answered.
-
-“I suppose you mean to imply that I’ve taken the box,” I rejoined. So
-that on this, the third or fourth day of our acquaintance, we did not go
-on together quite pleasantly.
-
-But what annoyed me, perhaps, the most, was the confidence with which it
-seemed to be Mr. Greene’s intention to lean upon my resources. He
-certainly had not written home yet, and had taken my ten napoleons, as
-one friend may take a few shillings from another when he finds that he
-has left his own silver on his dressing-table. What could he have wanted
-of ten napoleons? He had alleged the necessity of paying the porters,
-but the few francs he had had in his pocket would have been enough for
-that. And now Sophonisba was ever and again prompt in her assurances
-that he need not annoy himself about money, because I was at his right
-hand. I went upstairs into my own room, and counting all my treasures,
-found that thirty-six pounds and some odd silver was the extent of my
-wealth. With that I had to go, at any rate, as far as Innspruck, and
-from thence back to London. It was quite impossible that I should make
-myself responsible for the Greenes’ bill at Bellaggio.
-
-We dined early, and after dinner, according to a promise made in the
-morning, Sophonisba ascended with me into the Serbelloni Gardens, and
-walked round the terraces on that beautiful hill which commands the view
-of the three lakes. When we started I confess that I would sooner have
-gone alone, for I was sick of the Greenes in my very soul. We had had a
-terrible day. The landlord had been sent for so often, that he refused
-to show himself again. The landlady--though Italians of that class are
-always courteous--had been so driven that she snapped her fingers in
-Mrs. Greene’s face. The three girls would not show themselves. The
-waiters kept out of the way as much as possible; and the Boots, in
-confidence, abused them to me behind their back. “Monsieur,” said the
-Boots, “do you think there ever was such a box?” “Perhaps not,” said I;
-and yet I knew that I had seen it.
-
-I would, therefore, have preferred to walk without Sophonisba; but that
-now was impossible. So I determined that I would utilise the occasion by
-telling her of my present purpose. I had resolved to start on the
-following day, and it was now necessary to make my friends understand
-that it was not in my power to extend to them any further pecuniary
-assistance.
-
-Sophonisba, when we were on the hill, seemed to have forgotten the box,
-and to be willing that I should forget it also. But this was impossible.
-When, therefore, she told me how sweet it was to escape from that
-terrible woman, and leaned on my arm with all the freedom of old
-acquaintance, I was obliged to cut short the pleasure of the moment.
-
-“I hope your father has written that letter,” said I.
-
-“He means to write it from Milan. We know you want to get on, so we
-purpose to leave here the day after to-morrow.”
-
-“Oh!” said I, thinking of the bill immediately, and remembering that
-Mrs. Greene had insisted on having champagne for dinner.
-
-“And if anything more is to be done about the nasty box, it may be done
-there,” continued Sophonisba.
-
-“But I must go to-morrow,” said I, “at 5 A.M.”
-
-“Nonsense,” said Sophonisba. “Go to-morrow, when I,--I mean we,--are
-going on the next day!”
-
-“And I might as well explain,” said I, gently dropping the hand that was
-on my arm, “that I find,--I find it will be impossible for
-me--to--to----”
-
-“To what?”
-
-“To advance Mr. Greene any more money just at present.” Then
-Sophonisba’s arm dropped all at once, and she exclaimed, “Oh, Mr.
-Robinson!”
-
-After all, there was a certain hard good sense about Miss Greene which
-would have protected her from my evil thoughts had I known all the
-truth. I found out afterwards that she was a considerable heiress, and,
-in spite of the opinion expressed by the present Mrs. Robinson when Miss
-Walker, I do not for a moment think she would have accepted me had I
-offered to her.
-
-“You are quite right not to embarrass yourself,” she said, when I
-explained to her my immediate circumstances; “but why did you make papa
-an offer which you cannot perform? He must remain here now till he hears
-from England. Had you explained it all at first, the ten napoleons would
-have carried us to Milan.” This was all true, and yet I thought it hard
-upon me.
-
-It was evident to me now, that Sophonisba was prepared to join her
-step-mother in thinking that I had ill-treated them, and I had not much
-doubt that I should find Mr. Greene to be of the same opinion. There was
-very little more said between us during the walk, and when we reached
-the hotel at seven or half-past seven o’clock, I merely remarked that I
-would go in and wish her father and mother good-bye. “I suppose you will
-drink tea with us,” said Sophonisba, and to this I assented.
-
-I went into my own room, and put all my things into my portmanteau, for
-according to the custom, which is invariable in Italy when an early
-start is premeditated, the Boots was imperative in his demand that the
-luggage should be ready over night. I then went to the Greene’s
-sitting-room, and found that the whole party was now aware of my
-intentions.
-
-“So you are going to desert us,” said Mrs. Greene.
-
-“I must go on upon my journey,” I pleaded in a weak apologetic voice.
-
-“Go on upon your journey, sir!” said Mrs. Greene. “I would not for a
-moment have you put yourself to inconvenience on our account.” And yet I
-had already lost fourteen napoleons, and given up all prospect of going
-to Venice!
-
-“Mr. Robinson is certainly right not to break his engagement with Miss
-Walker,” said Sophonisba. Now I had said not a word about an engagement
-with Miss Walker, having only mentioned incidentally that she would be
-one of the party at Innspruck. “But,” continued she, “I think he should
-not have misled us.” And in this way we enjoyed our evening meal.
-
-I was just about to shake hands with them all, previous to my final
-departure from their presence, when the Boots came into the room.
-
-“I’ll leave the portmanteau till to-morrow morning,” said he.
-
-“All right,” said I.
-
-“Because,” said he, “there will be such a crowd of things in the hall.
-The big trunk I will take away now.”
-
-“Big trunk,--what big trunk?”
-
-“The trunk with your rug over it, on which your portmanteau stood.”
-
-I looked round at Mr., Mrs., and Miss Greene, and saw that they were all
-looking at me. I looked round at them, and as their eyes met mine I felt
-that I turned as red as fire. I immediately jumped up and rushed away to
-my own room, hearing as I went that all their steps were following me. I
-rushed to the inner recess, pulled down the portmanteau, which still
-remained in its old place, tore away my own carpet rug which covered the
-support beneath it, and there saw----a white canvas-covered box, with a
-hole in the canvas on the side next to me!
-
-“It is my box,” said Mrs. Greene, pushing me away, as she hurried up and
-put her finger within the rent.
-
-“It certainly does look like it,” said Mr. Greene, peering over his
-wife’s shoulder.
-
-“There’s no doubt about the box,” said Sophonisba.
-
-“Not the least in life,” said I, trying to assume an indifferent look.
-
-“Mon Dieu!” said the Boots.
-
-“Corpo di Baccho!” exclaimed the landlord, who had now joined the party.
-
-“Oh--h--h--h--!” screamed Mrs. Greene, and then she threw herself back
-on to my bed, and shrieked hysterically.
-
-There was no doubt whatsoever about the fact. There was the lost box,
-and there it had been during all those tedious hours of unavailing
-search. While I was suffering all that fatigue in Milan, spending my
-precious zwanzigers in driving about from one hotel to another, the box
-had been safe, standing in my own room at Bellaggio, hidden by my own
-rug. And now that it was found everybody looked at me as though it were
-all my fault. Mrs. Greene’s eyes, when she had done being hysterical,
-were terrible, and Sophonisba looked at me as though I were a convicted
-thief.
-
-“Who put the box here?” I said, turning fiercely upon the Boots.
-
-“I did,” said the Boots, “by Monsieur’s express order.”
-
-“By my order?” I exclaimed.
-
-“Certainly,” said the Boots.
-
-“Corpo di Baccho!” said the landlord, and he also looked at me as
-though I were a thief. In the mean time the landlady and the three
-daughters had clustered round Mrs. Greene, administering to her all
-manner of Italian consolation. The box, and the money, and the jewels
-were after all a reality; and much incivility can be forgiven to a lady
-who has really lost her jewels, and has really found them again.
-
-There and then there arose a hurly-burly among us as to the manner in
-which the odious trunk found its way into my room. Had anybody been just
-enough to consider the matter coolly, it must have been quite clear that
-I could not have ordered it there. When I entered the hotel, the boxes
-were already being lugged about, and I had spoken a word to no one
-concerning them. That traitorous Boots had done it,--no doubt without
-malice prepense; but he had done it; and now that the Greenes were once
-more known as moneyed people, he turned upon me, and told me to my face,
-that I had desired that box to be taken to my own room as part of my own
-luggage!
-
-“My dear,” said Mr. Greene, turning to his wife, “you should never
-mention the contents of your luggage to any one.”
-
-“I never will again,” said Mrs. Greene, with a mock repentant air, “but
-I really thought----”
-
-“One never can be sure of sharpers,” said Mr. Greene.
-
-“That’s true,” said Mrs. Greene.
-
-“After all, it may have been accidental,” said Sophonisba, on hearing
-which good-natured surmise both papa and mamma Greene shook their
-suspicious heads.
-
-I was resolved to say nothing then. It was all but impossible that they
-should really think that I had intended to steal their box; nor, if they
-did think so, would it have become me to vindicate myself before the
-landlord and all his servants. I stood by therefore in silence, while
-two of the men raised the trunk, and joined the procession which
-followed it as it was carried out of my room into that of the legitimate
-owner. Everybody in the house was there by that time, and Mrs. Greene,
-enjoying the triumph, by no means grudged them the entrance into her
-sitting-room. She had felt that she was suspected, and now she was
-determined that the world of Bellaggio should know how much she was
-above suspicion. The box was put down upon two chairs, the supporters
-who had borne it retiring a pace each. Mrs. Greene then advanced proudly
-with the selected key, and Mr. Greene stood by at her right shoulder,
-ready to receive his portion of the hidden treasure. Sophonisba was now
-indifferent, and threw herself on the sofa, while I walked up and down
-the room thoughtfully,--meditating what words I should say when I took
-my last farewell of the Greenes.
-
-But as I walked I could see what occurred. Mrs. Greene opened the box,
-and displayed to view the ample folds of a huge yellow woollen
-dressing-gown. I could fancy that she would not willingly have exhibited
-this article of her toilet, had she not felt that its existence would
-speedily be merged in the presence of the glories which were to follow.
-This had merely been the padding at the top of the box. Under that lay a
-long papier-maché case, and in that were all her treasures. “Ah, they
-are safe,” she said, opening the lid and looking upon her tawdry pearls
-and carbuncles.
-
-Mr. Greene, in the mean time, well knowing the passage for his hand, had
-dived down to the very bottom of the box, and seized hold of a small
-canvas bag. “It is here,” said he, dragging it up, “and as far as I can
-tell, as yet, the knot has not been untied.” Whereupon he sat himself
-down by Sophonisba, and employing her to assist him in holding them,
-began to count his rolls. “They are all right,” said he; and he wiped
-the perspiration from his brow.
-
-I had not yet made up my mind in what manner I might best utter my last
-words among them so as to maintain the dignity of my character, and now
-I was standing over against Mr. Greene with my arms folded on my breast.
-I had on my face a frown of displeasure, which I am able to assume upon
-occasions, but I had not yet determined what words I would use. After
-all, perhaps, it might be as well that I should leave them without any
-last words.
-
-“Greene, my dear,” said the lady, “pay the gentleman his ten napoleons.”
-
-“Oh yes, certainly;” whereupon Mr. Greene undid one of the rolls and
-extracted eight sovereigns. “I believe that will make it right, sir,”
-said he, handing them to me.
-
-I took the gold, slipped it with an indifferent air into my waistcoat
-pocket, and then refolded my arms across my breast.
-
-“Papa,” said Sophonisba, in a very audible whisper, “Mr. Robinson went
-for you to Como. Indeed, I believe he says he went to Milan.”
-
-“Do not let that be mentioned,” said I.
-
-“By all means pay him his expenses,” said Mrs. Greene; “I would not owe
-him anything for worlds.”
-
-“He should be paid,” said Sophonisba.
-
-“Oh, certainly,” said Mr. Greene. And he at once extracted another
-sovereign, and tendered it to me in the face of the assembled multitude.
-
-This was too much! “Mr. Greene,” said I, “I intended to be of service to
-you when I went to Milan, and you are very welcome to the benefit of my
-intentions. The expense of that journey, whatever may be its amount, is
-my own affair.” And I remained standing with my closed arms.
-
-“We will be under no obligation to him,” said Mrs. Greene; “and I shall
-insist on his taking the money.”
-
-“The servant will put it on his dressing-table,” said Sophonisba. And
-she handed the sovereign to the Boots, giving him instructions.
-
-“Keep it yourself, Antonio,” I said. Whereupon the man chucked it to the
-ceiling with his thumb, caught it as it fell, and with a well-satisfied
-air, dropped it into the recesses of his pocket. The air of the Greenes
-was also well satisfied, for they felt that they had paid me in full for
-all my services.
-
-And now, with many obsequious bows and assurances of deep respect, the
-landlord and his family withdrew from the room. “Was there anything else
-they could do for Mrs. Greene?” Mrs. Greene was all affability. She had
-shown her jewels to the girls, and allowed them to express their
-admiration in pretty Italian superlatives. There was nothing else she
-wanted to-night. She was very happy and liked Bellaggio. She would stay
-yet a week, and would make herself quite happy. And, though none of them
-understood a word that the other said, each understood that things were
-now rose-coloured, and so with scrapings, bows, and grinning smiles, the
-landlord and all his myrmidons withdrew. Mr. Greene was still counting
-his money, sovereign by sovereign, and I was still standing with my
-folded arms upon my bosom.
-
-“I believe I may now go,” said I.
-
-“Good night,” said Mrs. Greene.
-
-“Adieu,” said Sophonisba.
-
-“I have the pleasure of wishing you good-bye,” said Mr. Greene.
-
-And then I walked out of the room. After all, what was the use of saying
-anything? And what could I say that would have done me any service? If
-they were capable of thinking me a thief,--which they certainly
-did,--nothing that I could say would remove the impression. Nor, as I
-thought, was it suitable that I should defend myself from such an
-imputation. What were the Greenes to me? So I walked slowly out of the
-room, and never again saw one of the family from that day to this.
-
-As I stood upon the beach the next morning, while my portmanteau was
-being handed into the boat, I gave the Boots five zwanzigers. I was
-determined to show him that I did not condescend to feel anger against
-him.
-
-He took the money, looked into my face, and then whispered to me, “Why
-did you not give me a word of notice beforehand?” he said, and winked
-his eye. He was evidently a thief, and took me to be another;--but what
-did it matter?
-
-I went thence to Milan, in which city I had no heart to look at
-anything; thence to Verona, and so over the pass of the Brenner to
-Innspruck. When I once found myself near to my dear friends the Walkers
-I was again a happy man; and I may safely declare that, though a portion
-of my journey was so troublesome and unfortunate, I look back upon that
-tour as the happiest and the luckiest epoch of my life.
-
-
- THE END.
-
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-<h1>TALES OF ALL COUNTRIES.</h1>
-
-<p class="cb">BY<br />
-ANTHONY TROLLOPE,<br />
-<small>AUTHOR OF<br />
-“THE WEST INDIES AND THE SPANISH MAIN,” “DOCTOR THORNE,”<br />
-“ORLEY FARM,” ETC.</small><br /><br />
-LONDON:<br />
-CHAPMAN AND HALL, 193, PICCADILLY.<br />
-1867.<br /><br />
-[<i>The right of Translation is reserved.</i>]
-</p>
-
-<h2><a name="CONTENTS" id="CONTENTS"></a>CONTENTS.</h2>
-
-<table border="0" cellpadding="2" cellspacing="0" summary="">
-<tr><td valign="top">&nbsp;</td><td class="rt"><small>PAGE</small></td></tr>
-<tr><td valign="top"><a href="#LA_MERE_BAUCHE"><span class="smcap">La Mère Bauche</span></a></td><td class="rt" valign="bottom"><a href="#page_001">1</a></td></tr>
-
-<tr><td valign="top"><a href="#THE_OCONORS_OF_CASTLE_CONOR_COUNTY_MAYO"><span class="smcap">The O’Conors of Castle Conor</span></a></td><td class="rt" valign="bottom"><a href="#page_030">30</a></td></tr>
-
-<tr><td valign="top"><a href="#JOHN_BULL_ON_THE_GUADALQUIVIR"><span class="smcap">John Bull on the Guadalquivir</span></a></td><td class="rt" valign="bottom"><a href="#page_043">43</a></td></tr>
-
-<tr><td valign="top"><a href="#MISS_SARAH_JACK_OF_SPANISH_TOWN_JAMAICA"><span class="smcap">Miss Sarah Jack, of Spanish Town, Jamaica</span></a></td><td class="rt" valign="bottom"><a href="#page_070">70</a></td></tr>
-
-<tr><td valign="top"><a href="#THE_COURTSHIP_OF_SUSAN_BELL"><span class="smcap">The Courtship of Susan Bell</span></a></td><td class="rt" valign="bottom"><a href="#page_093">93</a></td></tr>
-
-<tr><td valign="top"><a href="#RELICS_OF_GENERAL_CHASSE"><span class="smcap">Relics of General Chassé</span></a></td><td class="rt" valign="bottom"><a href="#page_121">121</a></td></tr>
-
-<tr><td valign="top"><a href="#AN_UNPROTECTED_FEMALE_AT_THE_PYRAMIDS"><span class="smcap">An Unprotected Female at the Pyramids</span></a></td><td class="rt" valign="bottom"><a href="#page_140">140</a></td></tr>
-
-<tr><td valign="top"><a href="#THE_CHATEAU_OF_PRINCE_POLIGNAC"><span class="smcap">The Château of Prince Polignac</span></a></td><td class="rt" valign="bottom"><a href="#page_107">107</a></td></tr>
-
-<tr><td valign="top"><a href="#AARON_TROW"><span class="smcap">Aaron Trow</span></a></td><td class="rt" valign="bottom"><a href="#page_188">188</a></td></tr>
-
-<tr><td valign="top"><a href="#MRS_GENERAL_TALBOYS"><span class="smcap">Mrs. General Talboys</span></a></td><td class="rt" valign="bottom"><a href="#page_214">214</a></td></tr>
-
-<tr><td valign="top"><a href="#THE_PARSONS_DAUGHTER_OF_OXNEY_COLNE"><span class="smcap">The Parson’s Daughter of Oxney Colne</span></a></td><td class="rt" valign="bottom"><a href="#page_235">235</a></td></tr>
-
-<tr><td valign="top"><a href="#GEORGE_WALKER_AT_SUEZ"><span class="smcap">George Walker at Suez</span></a></td><td class="rt" valign="bottom"><a href="#page_261">261</a></td></tr>
-
-<tr><td valign="top"><a href="#THE_MISTLETOE_BOUGH"><span class="smcap">The Mistletoe Bough</span></a></td><td class="rt" valign="bottom"><a href="#page_278">278</a></td></tr>
-
-<tr><td valign="top"><a href="#RETURNING_HOME"><span class="smcap">Returning Home</span></a></td><td class="rt" valign="bottom"><a href="#page_300">300</a></td></tr>
-
-<tr><td valign="top"><a href="#A_RIDE_ACROSS_PALESTINE"><span class="smcap">A Ride across Palestine</span></a></td><td class="rt" valign="bottom"><a href="#page_320">320</a></td></tr>
-
-<tr><td valign="top"><a href="#THE_HOUSE_OF_HEINE_BROTHERS_IN_MUNICH"><span class="smcap">The House of Heine Brothers, in Munich</span></a></td><td class="rt" valign="bottom"><a href="#page_354">354</a></td></tr>
-
-<tr><td valign="top"><a href="#THE_MAN_WHO_KEPT_HIS_MONEY_IN_A_BOX"><span class="smcap">The Man who kept his Money in a Box</span></a></td><td class="rt" valign="bottom"><a href="#page_377">377</a></td></tr>
-
-</table>
-
-<hr />
-
-<p class="c"><i>Republished from various Periodicals.</i></p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="page_001" id="page_001"></a>{1}</span></p>
-
-<h1>TALES OF ALL COUNTRIES.</h1>
-
-<h2><a name="LA_MERE_BAUCHE" id="LA_MERE_BAUCHE"></a>LA MÈRE BAUCHE.</h2>
-
-<p class="nind"><span class="smcap">The</span> Pyreneean valley in which the baths of Vernet are situated is not
-much known to English, or indeed to any travellers. Tourists in search
-of good hotels and picturesque beauty combined, do not generally extend
-their journeys to the Eastern Pyrenees. They rarely get beyond Luchon;
-and in this they are right, as they thus end their peregrinations at the
-most lovely spot among these mountains, and are as a rule so deceived,
-imposed on, and bewildered by guides, innkeepers, and horse-owners, at
-this otherwise delightful place, as to become undesirous of further
-travel. Nor do invalids from distant parts frequent Vernet. People of
-fashion go to the Eaux Bonnes and to Luchon, and people who are really
-ill to Baréges and Cauterets. It is at these places that one meets
-crowds of Parisians, and the daughters and wives of rich merchants from
-Bordeaux, with an admixture, now by no means inconsiderable, of
-Englishmen and Englishwomen. But the Eastern Pyrenees are still
-unfrequented. And probably they will remain so; for though there are
-among them lovely valleys&mdash;and of all such the valley of Vernet is
-perhaps the most lovely&mdash;they cannot compete with the mountain scenery
-of other tourists-loved regions in Europe. At the Port de Venasquez and
-the Brèche de Roland in the Western Pyrenees, or rather, to speak more
-truly, at spots in the close vicinity of these famous mountain entrances
-from France into Spain, one can make comparisons with Switzerland,
-Northern Italy, the Tyrol, and Ireland, which will not be injurious to
-the scenes then under<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_002" id="page_002"></a>{2}</span> view. But among the eastern mountains this can
-rarely be done. The hills do not stand thickly together so as to group
-themselves; the passes from one valley to another, though not wanting in
-altitude, are not close pressed together with overhanging rocks, and are
-deficient in grandeur as well as loveliness. And then, as a natural
-consequence of all this, the hotels&mdash;are not quite as good as they
-should be.</p>
-
-<p>But there is one mountain among them which can claim to rank with the
-Píc du Midi or the Maledetta. No one can pooh-pooh the stern old
-Canigou, standing high and solitary, solemn and grand, between the two
-roads which run from Perpignan into Spain, the one by Prades and the
-other by Le Boulon. Under the Canigou, towards the west, lie the hot
-baths of Vernet, in a close secluded valley, which, as I have said
-before, is, as far as I know, the sweetest spot in these Eastern
-Pyrenees.</p>
-
-<p>The frequenters of these baths were a few years back gathered almost
-entirely from towns not very far distant, from Perpignan, Narbonne,
-Carcassonne, and Bézières, and the baths were not therefore famous,
-expensive, or luxurious; but those who believed in them believed with
-great faith; and it was certainly the fact that men and women who went
-thither worn with toil, sick with excesses, and nervous through
-over-care, came back fresh and strong, fit once more to attack the world
-with all its woes. Their character in latter days does not seem to have
-changed, though their circle of admirers may perhaps be somewhat
-extended.</p>
-
-<p>In those days, by far the most noted and illustrious person in the
-village of Vernet was La Mère Bauche. That there had once been a Père
-Bauche was known to the world, for there was a Fils Bauche who lived
-with his mother; but no one seemed to remember more of him than that he
-had once existed. At Vernet he had never been known. La Mère Bauche was
-a native of the village, but her married life had been passed away from
-it, and she had returned in her early widowhood to become proprietress
-and manager, or, as one may say, the heart and soul of the Hôtel Bauche
-at Vernet.</p>
-
-<p>This hotel was a large and somewhat rough establishment, intended for
-the accommodation of invalids who came to Vernet for their health. It
-was built immediately over one of the thermal springs, so that the water
-flowed from the bowels of the earth directly into the baths. There was
-accommodation for seventy people, and during the summer and autumn
-months the place was always full. Not a few also were to be found there<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_003" id="page_003"></a>{3}</span>
-during the winter and spring, for the charges of Madame Bauche were low,
-and the accommodation reasonably good.</p>
-
-<p>And in this respect, as indeed in all others, Madame Bauche had the
-reputation of being an honest woman. She had a certain price, from which
-no earthly consideration would induce her to depart; and there were
-certain returns for this price in the shape of déjeuners and dinners,
-baths and beds, which she never failed to give in accordance with the
-dictates of a strict conscience. These were traits in the character of
-an hotel-keeper which cannot be praised too highly, and which had met
-their due reward in the custom of the public. But nevertheless there
-were those who thought that there was occasionally ground for complaint
-in the conduct even of Madame Bauche.</p>
-
-<p>In the first place she was deficient in that pleasant smiling softness
-which should belong to any keeper of a house of public entertainment. In
-her general mode of life she was stern and silent with her guests,
-autocratic, authoritative, and sometimes contradictory in her house, and
-altogether irrational and unconciliatory when any change even for a day
-was proposed to her, or when any shadow of a complaint reached her ears.</p>
-
-<p>Indeed of complaint, as made against the establishment, she was
-altogether intolerant. To such she had but one answer. He or she who
-complained might leave the place at a moment’s notice if it so pleased
-them. There were always others ready to take their places. The power of
-making this answer came to her from the lowness of her prices; and it
-was a power which was very dear to her.</p>
-
-<p>The baths were taken at different hours according to medical advice, but
-the usual time was from five to seven in the morning. The déjeuner or
-early meal was at nine o’clock, the dinner was at four. After that, no
-eating or drinking was allowed in the Hôtel Bauche. There was a café in
-the village, at which ladies and gentlemen could get a cup of coffee or
-a glass of eau sucré; but no such accommodation was to be had in the
-establishment. Not by any possible bribery or persuasion could any meal
-be procured at any other than the authorised hours. A visitor who should
-enter the salle à manger more than ten minutes after the last bell would
-be looked at very sourly by Madame Bauche, who on all occasions sat at
-the top of her own table. Should any one appear as much as half an hour
-late, he would receive only his share of what had not been handed round.
-But after the last dish had been so handed, it was utterly useless for
-any one to enter the room at all.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_004" id="page_004"></a>{4}</span></p>
-
-<p>Her appearance at the period of our tale was perhaps not altogether in
-her favour. She was about sixty years of age and was very stout and
-short in the neck. She wore her own gray hair, which at dinner was
-always tidy enough; but during the whole day previous to that hour she
-might be seen with it escaping from under her cap in extreme disorder.
-Her eyebrows were large and bushy, but those alone would not have given
-to her face that look of indomitable sternness which it possessed. Her
-eyebrows were serious in their effect, but not so serious as the pair of
-green spectacles which she always wore under them. It was thought by
-those who had analysed the subject that the great secret of Madame
-Bauche’s power lay in her green spectacles.</p>
-
-<p>Her custom was to move about and through the whole establishment every
-day from breakfast till the period came for her to dress for dinner. She
-would visit every chamber and every bath, walk once or twice round the
-salle à manger, and very repeatedly round the kitchen; she would go into
-every hole and corner, and peer into everything through her green
-spectacles: and in these walks it was not always thought pleasant to
-meet her. Her custom was to move very slowly, with her hands generally
-clasped behind her back: she rarely spoke to the guests unless she was
-spoken to, and on such occasions she would not often diverge into
-general conversation. If any one had aught to say connected with the
-business of the establishment, she would listen, and then she would make
-her answers,&mdash;often not pleasant in the hearing.</p>
-
-<p>And thus she walked her path through the world, a stern, hard, solemn
-old woman, not without gusts of passionate explosion; but honest withal,
-and not without some inward benevolence and true tenderness of heart.
-Children she had had many, some seven or eight. One or two had died,
-others had been married; she had sons settled far away from home, and at
-the time of which we are now speaking but one was left in any way
-subject to maternal authority.</p>
-
-<p>Adolphe Bauche was the only one of her children of whom much was
-remembered by the present denizens and hangers-on of the hotel. He was
-the youngest of the number, and having been born only very shortly
-before the return of Madame Bauche to Vernet, had been altogether reared
-there. It was thought by the world of those parts, and rightly thought,
-that he was his mother’s darling&mdash;more so than had been any of his
-brothers and sisters,&mdash;the very apple of her eye and gem of her life. At
-this<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_005" id="page_005"></a>{5}</span> time he was about twenty-five years of age, and for the last two
-years had been absent from Vernet&mdash;for reasons which will shortly be
-made to appear. He had been sent to Paris to see something of the world,
-and learn to talk French instead of the patois of his valley; and having
-left Paris had come down south into Languedoc, and remained there
-picking up some agricultural lore which it was thought might prove
-useful in the valley farms of Vernet. He was now expected home again
-very speedily, much to his mother’s delight.</p>
-
-<p>That she was kind and gracious to her favourite child does not perhaps
-give much proof of her benevolence; but she had also been kind and
-gracious to the orphan child of a neighbour; nay, to the orphan child of
-a rival innkeeper. At Vernet there had been more than one water
-establishment, but the proprietor of the second had died some few years
-after Madame Bauche had settled herself at the place. His house had not
-thrived, and his only child, a little girl, was left altogether without
-provision.</p>
-
-<p>This little girl, Marie Clavert, La Mère Bauche had taken into her own
-house immediately after the father’s death, although she had most
-cordially hated that father. Marie was then an infant, and Madame Bauche
-had accepted the charge without much thought, perhaps, as to what might
-be the child’s ultimate destiny. But since then she had thoroughly done
-the duty of a mother by the little girl, who had become the pet of the
-whole establishment, the favourite plaything of Adolphe Bauche,&mdash;and at
-last of course his early sweetheart.</p>
-
-<p>And then and therefore there had come troubles at Vernet. Of course all
-the world of the valley had seen what was taking place and what was
-likely to take place, long before Madame Bauche knew anything about it.
-But at last it broke upon her senses that her son, Adolphe Bauche, the
-heir to all her virtues and all her riches, the first young man in that
-or any neighbouring valley, was absolutely contemplating the idea of
-marrying that poor little orphan, Marie Clavert!</p>
-
-<p>That any one should ever fall in love with Marie Clavert had never
-occurred to Madame Bauche. She had always regarded the child as a child,
-as the object of her charity, and as a little thing to be looked on as
-poor Marie by all the world. She, looking through her green spectacles,
-had never seen that Marie Clavert was a beautiful creature, full of
-ripening charms, such as young men love to look on. Marie was of
-infinite daily use to Madame Bauche in a hundred little things about the
-house, and the old lady thoroughly recognised and appreciated her<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_006" id="page_006"></a>{6}</span>
-ability. But for this very reason she had never taught herself to regard
-Marie otherwise than as a useful drudge. She was very fond of her
-protégée&mdash;so much so that she would listen to her in affairs about the
-house when she would listen to no one else;&mdash;but Marie’s prettiness and
-grace and sweetness as a girl had all been thrown away upon Maman
-Bauche, as Marie used to call her.</p>
-
-<p>But unluckily it had not been thrown away upon Adolphe. He had
-appreciated, as it was natural that he should do, all that had been so
-utterly indifferent to his mother; and consequently had fallen in love.
-Consequently also he had told his love; and consequently also Marie had
-returned his love.</p>
-
-<p>Adolphe had been hitherto contradicted but in few things, and thought
-that all difficulty would be prevented by his informing his mother that
-he wished to marry Marie Clavert. But Marie, with a woman’s instinct,
-had known better. She had trembled and almost crouched with fear when
-she confessed her love; and had absolutely hid herself from sight when
-Adolphe went forth, prepared to ask his mother’s consent to his
-marriage.</p>
-
-<p>The indignation and passionate wrath of Madame Bauche were past and gone
-two years before the date of this story, and I need not therefore much
-enlarge upon that subject. She was at first abusive and bitter, which
-was bad for Marie; and afterwards bitter and silent, which was worse. It
-was of course determined that poor Marie should be sent away to some
-asylum for orphans or penniless paupers&mdash;in short anywhere out of the
-way. What mattered her outlook into the world, her happiness, or indeed
-her very existence? The outlook and happiness of Adolphe Bauche,&mdash;was
-not that to be considered as everything at Vernet?</p>
-
-<p>But this terrible sharp aspect of affairs did not last very long. In the
-first place La Mère Bauche had under those green spectacles a heart that
-in truth was tender and affectionate, and after the first two days of
-anger she admitted that something must be done for Marie Clavert; and
-after the fourth day she acknowledged that the world of the hotel, her
-world, would not go as well without Marie Clavert as it would with her.
-And in the next place Madame Bauche had a friend whose advice in grave
-matters she would sometimes take. This friend had told her that it would
-be much better to send away Adolphe, since it was so necessary that
-there should be a sending away of some one; that he would be much
-benefited by passing some months of his life away from his native
-valley; and that an absence of a year<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_007" id="page_007"></a>{7}</span> or two would teach him to forget
-Marie, even if it did not teach Marie to forget him.</p>
-
-<p>And we must say a word or two about this friend. At Vernet he was
-usually called M. le Capitaine, though in fact he had never reached that
-rank. He had been in the army, and having been wounded in the leg while
-still a sous-lieutenant, had been pensioned, and had thus been
-interdicted from treading any further the thorny path that leads to
-glory. For the last fifteen years he had resided under the roof of
-Madame Bauche, at first as a casual visitor, going and coming, but now
-for many years as constant there as she was herself.</p>
-
-<p>He was so constantly called Le Capitaine that his real name was seldom
-heard. It may however as well be known to us that this was Theodore
-Campan. He was a tall, well-looking man; always dressed in black
-garments, of a coarse description certainly, but scrupulously clean and
-well brushed; of perhaps fifty years of age, and conspicuous for the
-rigid uprightness of his back&mdash;and for a black wooden leg.</p>
-
-<p>This wooden leg was perhaps the most remarkable trait in his character.
-It was always jet black, being painted, or polished, or japanned, as
-occasion might require, by the hands of the capitaine himself. It was
-longer than ordinary wooden legs, as indeed the capitaine was longer
-than ordinary men; but nevertheless it never seemed in any way to impede
-the rigid punctilious propriety of his movements. It was never in his
-way as wooden legs usually are in the way of their wearers. And then to
-render it more illustrious it had round its middle, round the calf of
-the leg we may so say, a band of bright brass which shone like burnished
-gold.</p>
-
-<p>It had been the capitaine’s custom, now for some years past, to retire
-every evening at about seven o’clock into the sanctum sanctorum of
-Madame Bauche’s habitation, the dark little private sitting-room in
-which she made out her bills and calculated her profits, and there
-regale himself in her presence&mdash;and indeed at her expense, for the items
-never appeared in the bill&mdash;with coffee and cognac. I have said that
-there was never eating or drinking at the establishment after the
-regular dinner-hours; but in so saying I spoke of the world at large.
-Nothing further was allowed in the way of trade; but in the way of
-friendship so much was now-a-days always allowed to the capitaine.</p>
-
-<p>It was at these moments that Madame Bauche discussed her private
-affairs, and asked for and received advice. For even Madame Bauche was
-mortal; nor could her green spectacles<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_008" id="page_008"></a>{8}</span> without other aid carry her
-through all the troubles of life. It was now five years since the world
-of Vernet discovered that La Mère Bauche was going to marry the
-capitaine; and for eighteen months the world of Vernet had been full of
-this matter: but any amount of patience is at last exhausted, and as no
-further steps in that direction were ever taken beyond the daily cup of
-coffee, that subject died away&mdash;very much unheeded by La Mère Bauche.</p>
-
-<p>But she, though she thought of no matrimony for herself, thought much of
-matrimony for other people; and over most of those cups of evening
-coffee and cognac a matrimonial project was discussed in these latter
-days. It has been seen that the capitaine pleaded in Marie’s favour when
-the fury of Madame Bauche’s indignation broke forth; and that ultimately
-Marie was kept at home, and Adolphe sent away by his advice.</p>
-
-<p>“But Adolphe cannot always stay away,” Madame Bauche had pleaded in her
-difficulty. The truth of this the capitaine had admitted; but Marie, he
-said, might be married to some one else before two years were over. And
-so the matter had commenced.</p>
-
-<p>But to whom should she be married? To this question the capitaine had
-answered in perfect innocence of heart, that La Mère Bauche would be
-much better able to make such a choice than himself. He did not know how
-Marie might stand with regard to money. If madame would give some little
-“dot,” the affair, the capitaine thought, would be more easily arranged.</p>
-
-<p>All these things took months to say, during which period Marie went on
-with her work in melancholy listlessness. One comfort she had. Adolphe,
-before he went, had promised to her, holding in his hand as he did so a
-little cross which she had given him, that no earthly consideration
-should sever them;&mdash;that sooner or later he would certainly be her
-husband. Marie felt that her limbs could not work nor her tongue speak
-were it not for this one drop of water in her cup.</p>
-
-<p>And then, deeply meditating, La Mère Bauche hit upon a plan, and herself
-communicated it to the capitaine over a second cup of coffee into which
-she poured a full teaspoonful more than the usual allowance of cognac.
-Why should not he, the capitaine himself, be the man to marry Marie
-Clavert?</p>
-
-<p>It was a very startling proposal, the idea of matrimony for himself
-never having as yet entered into the capitaine’s head at any period of
-his life; but La Mère Bauche did contrive to make it not altogether
-unacceptable. As to that matter of dowry<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_009" id="page_009"></a>{9}</span> she was prepared to be more
-than generous. She did love Marie well, and could find it in her heart
-to give her anything&mdash;anything except her son, her own Adolphe. What she
-proposed was this. Adolphe, himself, would never keep the baths. If the
-capitaine would take Marie for his wife, Marie, Madame Bauche declared,
-should be the mistress after her death; subject of course to certain
-settlements as to Adolphe’s pecuniary interests.</p>
-
-<p>The plan was discussed a thousand times, and at last so for brought to
-bear that Marie was made acquainted with it&mdash;having been called in to
-sit in presence with La Mère Bauche and her future proposed husband. The
-poor girl manifested no disgust to the stiff ungainly lover whom they
-assigned to her,&mdash;who through his whole frame was in appearance almost
-as wooden as his own leg. On the whole, indeed, Marie liked the
-capitaine, and felt that he was her friend; and in her country such
-marriages were not uncommon. The capitaine was perhaps a little beyond
-the age at which a man might usually be thought justified in demanding
-the services of a young girl as his nurse and wife, but then Marie of
-herself had so little to give&mdash;except her youth, and beauty, and
-goodness.</p>
-
-<p>But yet she could not absolutely consent; for was she not absolutely
-pledged to her own Adolphe? And therefore, when the great pecuniary
-advantages were, one by one, displayed before her, and when La Mère
-Bauche, as a last argument, informed her that as wife of the capitaine
-she would be regarded as second mistress in the establishment and not as
-a servant, she could only burst out into tears, and say that she did not
-know.</p>
-
-<p>“I will be very kind to you,” said the capitaine; “as kind as a man can
-be.”</p>
-
-<p>Marie took his hard withered hand and kissed it; and then looked up into
-his face with beseeching eyes which were not without avail upon his
-heart.</p>
-
-<p>“We will not press her now,” said the capitaine. “There is time enough.”</p>
-
-<p>But let his heart be touched ever so much, one thing was certain. It
-could not be permitted that she should marry Adolphe. To that view of
-the matter he had given in his unrestricted adhesion; nor could he by
-any means withdraw it without losing altogether his position in the
-establishment of Madame Bauche. Nor indeed did his conscience tell him
-that such a marriage should be permitted. That would be too much. If
-every pretty girl were allowed to marry the first young man that might
-fall in love with her, what would the world come to?<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_010" id="page_010"></a>{10}</span></p>
-
-<p>And it soon appeared that there was not time enough&mdash;that the time was
-growing very scant. In three months Adolphe would be back. And if
-everything was not arranged by that time, matters might still go astray.</p>
-
-<p>And then Madame Bauche asked her final question: “You do not think, do
-you, that you can ever marry Adolphe?” And as she asked it the
-accustomed terror of her green spectacles magnified itself tenfold.
-Marie could only answer by another burst of tears.</p>
-
-<p>The affair was at last settled among them. Marie said that she would
-consent to marry the capitaine when she should hear from Adolphe’s own
-mouth that he, Adolphe, loved her no longer. She declared with many
-tears that her vows and pledges prevented her from promising more than
-this. It was not her fault, at any rate not now, that she loved her
-lover. It was not her fault&mdash;not now at least&mdash;that she was bound by
-these pledges. When she heard from his own mouth that he had discarded
-her, then she would marry the capitaine&mdash;or indeed sacrifice herself in
-any other way that La Mère Bauche might desire. What would anything
-signify then?</p>
-
-<p>Madame Bauche’s spectacles remained unmoved; but not her heart. Marie,
-she told the capitaine, should be equal to herself in the establishment,
-when once she was entitled to be called Madame Campan, and she should be
-to her quite as a daughter. She should have her cup of coffee every
-evening, and dine at the big table, and wear a silk gown at church, and
-the servants should all call her Madame; a great career should be open
-to her, if she would only give up her foolish girlish childish love for
-Adolphe. And all these great promises were repeated to Marie by the
-capitaine.</p>
-
-<p>But nevertheless there was but one thing in the world which in Marie’s
-eyes was of any value; and that one thing was the heart of Adolphe
-Bauche. Without that she would be nothing; with that,&mdash;with that
-assured, she could wait patiently till doomsday.</p>
-
-<p>Letters were written to Adolphe during all these eventful doings; and a
-letter came from him saying that he greatly valued Marie’s love, but
-that as it had been clearly proved to him that their marriage would be
-neither for her advantage, nor for his, he was willing to give it up. He
-consented to her marriage with the capitaine, and expressed his
-gratitude to his mother for the pecuniary advantages which she had held
-out to him. Oh, Adolphe, Adolphe! But, alas, alas! is not such the way
-of most men’s hearts&mdash;and of the hearts of some women?<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_011" id="page_011"></a>{11}</span></p>
-
-<p>This letter was read to Marie, but it had no more effect upon her than
-would have had some dry legal document. In those days and in those
-places men and women did not depend much upon letters; nor when they
-were written, was there expressed in them much of heart or of feeling.
-Marie would understand, as she was well aware, the glance of Adolphe’s
-eye and the tone of Adolphe’s voice; she would perceive at once from
-them what her lover really meant, what he wished, what in the innermost
-corner of his heart he really desired that she should do. But from that
-stiff constrained written document she could understand nothing.</p>
-
-<p>It was agreed therefore that Adolphe should return, and that she would
-accept her fate from his mouth. The capitaine, who knew more of human
-nature than poor Marie, felt tolerably sure of his bride. Adolphe, who
-had seen something of the world, would not care very much for the girl
-of his own valley. Money and pleasure, and some little position in the
-world, would soon wean him from his love; and then Marie would accept
-her destiny&mdash;as other girls in the same position had done since the
-French world began.</p>
-
-<p>And now it was the evening before Adolphe’s expected arrival. La Mère
-Bauche was discussing the matter with the capitaine over the usual cup
-of coffee. Madame Bauche had of late become rather nervous on the
-matter, thinking that they had been somewhat rash in acceding so much to
-Marie. It seemed to her that it was absolutely now left to the two young
-lovers to say whether or no they would have each other or not. Now
-nothing on earth could be further from Madame Bauche’s intention than
-this. Her decree and resolve was to heap down blessings on all persons
-concerned&mdash;provided always that she could have her own way; but,
-provided she did not have her own way, to heap down,&mdash;anything but
-blessings. She had her code of morality in this matter. She would do
-good if possible to everybody around her. But she would not on any score
-be induced to consent that Adolphe should marry Marie Clavert. Should
-that be in the wind she would rid the house of Marie, of the capitaine,
-and even of Adolphe himself.</p>
-
-<p>She had become therefore somewhat querulous, and self-opinionated in her
-discussions with her friend.</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t know,” she said on the evening in question; “I don’t know. It
-may be all right; but if Adolphe turns against me, what are we to do
-then?”</p>
-
-<p>“Mère Bauche,” said the capitaine, sipping his coffee and puffing out
-the smoke of his cigar, “Adolphe will not turn<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_012" id="page_012"></a>{12}</span> against us.” It had been
-somewhat remarked by many that the capitaine was more at home in the
-house, and somewhat freer in his manner of talking with Madame Bauche,
-since this matrimonial alliance had been on the tapis than he had ever
-been before. La Mère herself observed it, and did not quite like it; but
-how could she prevent it now? When the capitaine was once married she
-would make him know his place, in spite of all her promises to Marie.</p>
-
-<p>“But if he says he likes the girl?” continued Madame Bauche.</p>
-
-<p>“My friend, you may be sure that he will say nothing of the kind. He has
-not been away two years without seeing girls as pretty as Marie. And
-then you have his letter.”</p>
-
-<p>“That is nothing, capitaine; he would eat his letter as quick as you
-would eat an omelet aux fines herbes.” Now the capitaine was especially
-quick over an omelet aux fines herbes.</p>
-
-<p>“And, Mère Bauche, you also have the purse; he will know that he cannot
-eat that, except with your good will.”</p>
-
-<p>“Ah!” exclaimed Madame Bauche, “poor lad! He has not a sous in the world
-unless I give it to him.” But it did not seem that this reflection was
-in itself displeasing to her.</p>
-
-<p>“Adolphe will now be a man of the world,” continued the capitaine. “He
-will know that it does not do to throw away everything for a pair of red
-lips. That is the folly of a boy, and Adolphe will be no longer a boy.
-Believe me, Mère Bauche, things will be right enough.”</p>
-
-<p>“And then we shall have Marie sick and ill and half dying on our hands,”
-said Madame Bauche.</p>
-
-<p>This was not flattering to the capitaine, and so he felt it. “Perhaps
-so, perhaps not,” he said. “But at any rate she will get over it. It is
-a malady which rarely kills young women&mdash;especially when another
-alliance awaits them.”</p>
-
-<p>“Bah!” said Madame Bauche; and in saying that word she avenged herself
-for the too great liberty which the capitaine had lately taken. He
-shrugged his shoulders, took a pinch of snuff, and uninvited helped
-himself to a teaspoonful of cognac. Then the conference ended, and on
-the next morning before breakfast Adolphe Bauche arrived.</p>
-
-<p>On that morning poor Marie hardly knew how to bear herself. A month or
-two back, and even up to the last day or two, she had felt a sort of
-confidence that Adolphe would be true to her; but the nearer came that
-fatal day the less strong was the confidence of the poor girl. She knew
-that those two long-headed, aged counsellors were plotting against her
-happiness, and she felt<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_013" id="page_013"></a>{13}</span> that she could hardly dare hope for success
-with such terrible foes opposed to her. On the evening before the day
-Madame Bauche had met her in the passages, and kissed her as she wished
-her good night. Marie knew little about sacrifices, but she felt that it
-was a sacrificial kiss.</p>
-
-<p>In those days a sort of diligence with the mails for Olette passed
-through Prades early in the morning, and a conveyance was sent from
-Vernet to bring Adolphe to the baths. Never was prince or princess
-expected with more anxiety. Madame Bauche was up and dressed long before
-the hour, and was heard to say five several times that she was sure he
-would not come. The capitaine was out and on the high road, moving about
-with his wooden leg, as perpendicular as a lamp-post and almost as
-black. Marie also was up, but nobody had seen her. She was up and had
-been out about the place before any of them were stirring; but now that
-the world was on the move she lay hidden like a hare in its form.</p>
-
-<p>And then the old char-à-banc clattered up to the door, and Adolphe
-jumped out of it into his mother’s arms. He was fatter and fairer than
-she had last seen him, had a larger beard, was more fashionably clothed,
-and certainly looked more like a man. Marie also saw him out of her
-little window, and she thought that he looked like a god. Was it
-probable, she said to herself, that one so godlike would still care for
-her?</p>
-
-<p>The mother was delighted with her son, who rattled away quite at his
-ease. He shook hands very cordially with the capitaine&mdash;of whose
-intended alliance with his own sweetheart he had been informed, and then
-as he entered the house with his hand under his mother’s arm, he asked
-one question about her. “And where is Marie?” said he. “Marie! oh
-upstairs; you shall see her after breakfast,” said La Mère Bauche. And
-so they entered the house, and went in to breakfast among the guests.
-Everybody had heard something of the story, and they were all on the
-alert to see the young man whose love or want of love was considered to
-be of so much importance.</p>
-
-<p>“You will see that it will be all right,” said the capitaine, carrying
-his head very high.</p>
-
-<p>“I think so, I think so,” said La Mére Bauche, who, now that the
-capitaine was right, no longer desired to contradict him.</p>
-
-<p>“I know that it will be all right,” said the capitaine. “I told you that
-Adolphe would return a man; and he is a man. Look at him; he does not
-care this for Marie Clavert;” and the<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_014" id="page_014"></a>{14}</span> capitaine, with much eloquence in
-his motion, pitched over a neighbouring wall a small stone which he held
-in his hand.</p>
-
-<p>And then they all went to breakfast with many signs of outward joy. And
-not without some inward joy; for Madame Bauche thought she saw that her
-son was cured of his love. In the mean time Marie sat up stairs still
-afraid to show herself.</p>
-
-<p>“He has come,” said a young girl, a servant in the house, running up to
-the door of Marie’s room.</p>
-
-<p>“Yes,” said Marie; “I could see that he has come.”</p>
-
-<p>“And, oh, how beautiful he is!” said the girl, putting her hands
-together and looking up to the ceiling. Marie in her heart of hearts
-wished that he was not half so beautiful, as then her chance of having
-him might be greater.</p>
-
-<p>“And the company are all talking to him as though he were the préfet,”
-said the girl.</p>
-
-<p>“Never mind who is talking to him,” said Marie; “go away, and leave
-me&mdash;you are wanted for your work.” Why before this was he not talking to
-her? Why not, if he were really true to her? Alas, it began to fall upon
-her mind that he would be false! And what then? What should she do then?
-She sat still gloomily, thinking of that other spouse that had been
-promised to her.</p>
-
-<p>As speedily after breakfast as was possible Adolphe was invited to a
-conference in his mother’s private room. She had much debated in her own
-mind whether the capitaine should be invited to this conference or no.
-For many reasons she would have wished to exclude him. She did not like
-to teach her son that she was unable to manage her own affairs, and she
-would have been well pleased to make the capitaine understand that his
-assistance was not absolutely necessary to her. But then she had an
-inward fear that her green spectacles would not now be as efficacious on
-Adolphe, as they had once been, in old days, before he had seen the
-world and become a man. It might be necessary that her son, being a man,
-should be opposed by a man. So the capitaine was invited to the
-conference.</p>
-
-<p>What took place there need not be described at length. The three were
-closeted for two hours, at the end of which time they came forth
-together. The countenance of Madame Bauche was serene and comfortable;
-her hopes of ultimate success ran higher than ever. The face of the
-capitaine was masked, as are always the faces of great diplomatists; he
-walked placid and upright, raising his wooden leg with an ease and skill
-that was absolutely marvellous. But poor Adolphe’s brow was clouded.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_015" id="page_015"></a>{15}</span>
-Yes, poor Adolphe! for he was poor in spirit. He had pledged himself to
-give up Marie, and to accept the liberal allowance which his mother
-tendered him; but it remained for him now to communicate these tidings
-to Marie herself.</p>
-
-<p>“Could not you tell her?” he had said to his mother, with very little of
-that manliness in his face on which his mother now so prided herself.
-But La Mère Bauche explained to him that it was a part of the general
-agreement that Marie was to hear his decision from his own mouth.</p>
-
-<p>“But you need not regard it,” said the capitaine, with the most
-indifferent air in the world. “The girl expects it. Only she has some
-childish idea that she is bound till you yourself release her. I don’t
-think she will be troublesome.” Adolphe at that moment did feel that he
-should have liked to kick the capitaine out of his mother’s house.</p>
-
-<p>And where should the meeting take place? In the hall of the bath-house,
-suggested Madame Bauche; because, as she observed, they could walk round
-and round, and nobody ever went there at that time of day. But to this
-Adolphe objected; it would be so cold and dismal and melancholy.</p>
-
-<p>The capitaine thought that Mère Bauche’s little parlour was the place;
-but La Mère herself did not like this. They might be overheard, as she
-well knew; and she guessed that the meeting would not conclude without
-some sobs that would certainly be bitter and might perhaps be loud.</p>
-
-<p>“Send her up to the grotto, and I will follow her,” said Adolphe. On
-this therefore they agreed. Now the grotto was a natural excavation in a
-high rock, which stood precipitously upright over the establishment of
-the baths. A steep zigzag path with almost never-ending steps had been
-made along the face of the rock from a little flower garden attached to
-the house which lay immediately under the mountain. Close along the
-front of the hotel ran a little brawling river, leaving barely room for
-a road between it and the door; over this there was a wooden bridge
-leading to the garden, and some two or three hundred yards from the
-bridge began the steps by which the ascent was made to the grotto.</p>
-
-<p>When the season was full and the weather perfectly warm the place was
-much frequented. There was a green table in it, and four or five deal
-chairs; a green garden seat also was there, which however had been
-removed into the innermost back corner of the excavation, as its hinder
-legs were somewhat at fault. A wall about two feet high ran along the
-face of it, guarding its<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_016" id="page_016"></a>{16}</span> occupants from the precipice. In fact it was
-no grotto, but a little chasm in the rock, such as we often see up above
-our heads in rocky valleys, and which by means of these steep steps had
-been turned into a source of exercise and amusement for the visitors at
-the hotel.</p>
-
-<p>Standing at the wall one could look down into the garden, and down also
-upon the shining slate roof of Madame Bauche’s house; and to the left
-might be seen the sombre, silent, snow-capped top of stern old Canigou,
-king of mountains among those Eastern Pyrenees.</p>
-
-<p>And so Madame Bauche undertook to send Marie up to the grotto, and
-Adolphe undertook to follow her thither. It was now spring; and though
-the winds had fallen and the snow was no longer lying on the lower
-peaks, still the air was fresh and cold, and there was no danger that
-any of the few guests at the establishment would visit the place.</p>
-
-<p>“Make her put on her cloak, Mère Bauche,” said the capitaine, who did
-not wish that his bride should have a cold in her head on their
-wedding-day. La Mère Bauche pished and pshawed, as though she were not
-minded to pay any attention to recommendations on such subjects from the
-capitaine. But nevertheless when Marie was seen slowly to creep across
-the little bridge about fifteen minutes after this time, she had a
-handkerchief on her head, and was closely wrapped in a dark brown cloak.</p>
-
-<p>Poor Marie herself little heeded the cold fresh air, but she was glad to
-avail herself of any means by which she might hide her face. When Madame
-Bauche sought her out in her own little room, and with a smiling face
-and kind kiss bade her go to the grotto, she knew, or fancied that she
-knew that it was all over.</p>
-
-<p>“He will tell you all the truth,&mdash;how it all is,” said La Mère. “We will
-do all we can, you know, to make you happy, Marie. But you must remember
-what Monsieur le Curé told us the other day. In this vale of tears we
-cannot have everything; as we shall have some day, when our poor wicked
-souls have been purged of all their wickedness. Now go, dear, and take
-your cloak.”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, maman.”</p>
-
-<p>“And Adolphe will come to you. And try and behave well, like a sensible
-girl.”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, maman,”&mdash;and so she went, bearing on her brow another sacrificial
-kiss&mdash;and bearing in her heart such an unutterable load of woe!</p>
-
-<p>Adolphe had gone out of the house before her; but standing<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_017" id="page_017"></a>{17}</span> in the
-stable yard, well within the gate so that she should not see him, he
-watched her slowly crossing the bridge and mounting the first flight of
-the steps. He had often seen her tripping up those stairs, and had,
-almost as often, followed her with his quicker feet. And she, when she
-would hear him, would run; and then he would catch her breathless at the
-top, and steal kisses from her when all power of refusing them had been
-robbed from her by her efforts at escape. There was no such running now,
-no such following, no thought of such kisses.</p>
-
-<p>As for him, he would fain have skulked off and shirked the interview had
-he dared. But he did not dare; so he waited there, out of heart, for
-some ten minutes, speaking a word now and then to the bath-man, who was
-standing by, just to show that he was at his ease. But the bath-man knew
-that he was not at his ease. Such would-be lies as those rarely achieve
-deception;&mdash;are rarely believed. And then, at the end of the ten
-minutes, with steps as slow as Marie’s had been, he also ascended to the
-grotto.</p>
-
-<p>Marie had watched him from the top, but so that she herself should not
-be seen. He however had not once lifted up his head to look for her; but
-with eyes turned to the ground had plodded his way up to the cave. When
-he entered she was standing in the middle, with her eyes downcast and
-her hands clasped before her. She had retired some way from the wall, so
-that no eyes might possibly see her but those of her false lover. There
-she stood when he entered, striving to stand motionless, but trembling
-like a leaf in every limb.</p>
-
-<p>It was only when he reached the top step that he made up his mind how he
-would behave. Perhaps after all, the capitaine was right; perhaps she
-would not mind it.</p>
-
-<p>“Marie,” said he, with a voice that attempted to be cheerful; “this is
-an odd place to meet in after such a long absence,” and he held out his
-hand to her. But only his hand! He offered her no salute. He did not
-even kiss her cheek as a brother would have done! Of the rules of the
-outside world it must be remembered that poor Marie knew but little. He
-had been a brother to her before he had become her lover.</p>
-
-<p>But Marie took his hand saying, “Yes, it has been very long.”</p>
-
-<p>“And now that I have come back,” he went on to say, “it seems that we
-are all in a confusion together. I never knew such a piece of work.
-However, it is all for the best, I suppose.”</p>
-
-<p>“Perhaps so,” said Marie, still trembling violently, and still looking
-down upon the ground. And then there was silence between, them for a
-minute or so.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_018" id="page_018"></a>{18}</span></p>
-
-<p>“I tell you what it is, Marie,” said Adolphe at last, dropping her hand
-and making a great effort to get through the work before him. “I am
-afraid we two have been very foolish. Don’t you think we have now? It
-seems quite clear that we can never get ourselves married. Don’t you see
-it in that light?”</p>
-
-<p>Marie’s head turned round and round with her, but she was not of the
-fainting order. She took three steps backwards and leant against the
-wall of the cave. She also was trying to think how she might best fight
-her battle. Was there no chance for her? Could no eloquence, no love
-prevail? On her own beauty she counted but little; but might not prayers
-do something, and a reference to those old vows which had been so
-frequent, so eager, so solemnly pledged between them?</p>
-
-<p>“Never get ourselves married!” she said, repeating his words. “Never,
-Adolphe? Can we never be married?”</p>
-
-<p>“Upon my word, my dear girl, I fear not. You see my mother is so dead
-against it.”</p>
-
-<p>“But we could wait; could we not?”</p>
-
-<p>“Ah, but that’s just it, Marie. We cannot wait. We must decide
-now,&mdash;to-day. You see I can do nothing without money from her&mdash;and as
-for you, you see she won’t even let you stay in the house unless you
-marry old Campan at once. He’s a very good sort of fellow though, old as
-he is. And if you do marry him, why you see you’ll stay here, and have
-it all your own way in everything. As for me, I shall come and see you
-all from time to time, and shall be able to push my way as I ought to
-do.”</p>
-
-<p>“Then, Adolphe, you wish me to marry the capitaine?”</p>
-
-<p>“Upon my honour I think it is the best thing you can do; I do indeed.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, Adolphe!”</p>
-
-<p>“What can I do for you, you know? Suppose I was to go down to my mother
-and tell her that I had decided to keep you myself, what would come of
-it? Look at it in that light, Marie.”</p>
-
-<p>“She could not turn you out&mdash;you her own son!”</p>
-
-<p>“But she would turn you out; and deuced quick, too, I can assure you of
-that; I can, upon my honour.”</p>
-
-<p>“I should not care that,” and she made a motion with her hand to show
-how indifferent she would be to such treatment as regarded herself. “Not
-that&mdash;; if I still had the promise of your love.”</p>
-
-<p>“But what would you do?”</p>
-
-<p>“I would work. There are other houses beside that one,” and she pointed
-to the slate roof of the Bauche establishment.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_019" id="page_019"></a>{19}</span></p>
-
-<p>“And for me&mdash;I should not have a penny in the world,” said the young
-man.</p>
-
-<p>She came up to him and took his right hand between both of hers and
-pressed it warmly, oh, so warmly. “You would have my love,” said she;
-“my deepest, warmest, best heart’s love. I should want nothing more,
-nothing on earth, if I could still have yours.” And she leaned against
-his shoulder and looked with all her eyes into his face.</p>
-
-<p>“But, Marie, that’s nonsense, you know.”</p>
-
-<p>“No, Adolphe, it is not nonsense. Do not let them teach you so. What
-does love mean, if it does not mean that? Oh, Adolphe, you do love me,
-you do love me, you do love me?”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes;&mdash;I love you,” he said slowly;&mdash;as though he would not have said
-it, if he could have helped it. And then his arm crept slowly round her
-waist, as though in that also he could not help himself.</p>
-
-<p>“And do not I love you?” said the passionate girl. “Oh, I do, so dearly;
-with all my heart, with all my soul. Adolphe, I so love you, that I
-cannot give you up. Have I not sworn to be yours; sworn, sworn a
-thousand times? How can I marry that man! Oh Adolphe, how can you wish
-that I should marry him?” And she clung to him, and looked at him, and
-besought him with her eyes.</p>
-
-<p>“I shouldn’t wish it;&mdash;only&mdash;” and then he paused. It was hard to tell
-her that he was willing to sacrifice her to the old man because he
-wanted money from his mother.</p>
-
-<p>“Only what! But, Adolphe, do not wish it at all! Have you not sworn that
-I should be your wife? Look here, look at this;” and she brought out
-from her bosom a little charm that he had given her in return for that
-cross. “Did you not kiss that when you swore before the figure of the
-Virgin that I should be your wife? And do you not remember that I feared
-to swear too, because your mother was so angry; and then you made me?
-After that, Adolphe! Oh, Adolphe! Tell me that I may have some hope. I
-will wait; oh, I will wait so patiently.”</p>
-
-<p>He turned himself away from her and walked backwards and forwards
-uneasily through the grotto. He did love her;&mdash;love her as such men do
-love sweet, pretty girls. The warmth of her hand, the affection of her
-touch, the pure bright passion of her tear-laden eye had re-awakened
-what power of love there was within him. But what was he to do? Even if
-he were willing to give up the immediate golden hopes which his mother
-held out to him, how was he to begin, and then how carry out this work<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_020" id="page_020"></a>{20}</span>
-of self-devotion? Marie would be turned away, and he would be left a
-victim in the hands of his mother, and of that stiff, wooden-legged
-militaire;&mdash;a penniless victim, left to mope about the place without a
-grain of influence or a morsel of pleasure.</p>
-
-<p>“But what can we do?” he exclaimed again, as he once more met Marie’s
-searching eye.</p>
-
-<p>“We can be true and honest, and we can wait,” she said, coming close up
-to him and taking hold of his arm. “I do not fear it; and she is not my
-mother, Adolphe. You need not fear your own mother.”</p>
-
-<p>“Fear! no, of course I don’t fear. But I don’t see how the very devil we
-can manage it.”</p>
-
-<p>“Will you let me tell her that I will not marry the capitaine; that I
-will not give up your promises; and then I am ready to leave the house?”</p>
-
-<p>“It would do no good.”</p>
-
-<p>“It would do every good, Adolphe, if I had your promised word once more;
-if I could hear from your own voice one more tone of love. Do you not
-remember this place? It was here that you forced me to say that I loved
-you. It is here also that you will tell me that I have been deceived.”</p>
-
-<p>“It is not I that would deceive you,” he said. “I wonder that you should
-be so hard upon me. God knows that I have trouble enough.”</p>
-
-<p>“Well, if I am a trouble to you, be it so. Be it as you wish,” and she
-leaned back against the wall of the rock, and crossing her arms upon her
-breast looked away from him and fixed her eyes upon the sharp granite
-peaks of Canigou.</p>
-
-<p>He again betook himself to walk backwards and forwards through the cave.
-He had quite enough of love for her to make him wish to marry her; quite
-enough now, at this moment, to make the idea of her marriage with the
-capitaine very distasteful to him; enough probably to make him become a
-decently good husband to her, should fate enable him to marry her; but
-not enough to enable him to support all the punishment which would be
-the sure effects of his mother’s displeasure. Besides, he had promised
-his mother that he would give up Marie;&mdash;had entirely given in his
-adhesion to that plan of the marriage with the capitaine. He had owned
-that the path of life as marked out for him by his mother was the one
-which it behoved him, as a man, to follow. It was this view of his
-duties as a man which had been specially urged on him with all the
-capitaine’s eloquence. And old Campan had entirely succeeded. It is so
-easy to get the<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_021" id="page_021"></a>{21}</span> assent of such young men, so weak in mind and so weak
-in pocket, when the arguments are backed by a promise of two thousand
-francs a year.</p>
-
-<p>“I’ll tell you what I’ll do,” at last he said. “I’ll get my mother by
-herself, and will ask her to let the matter remain as it is for the
-present.”</p>
-
-<p>“Not if it be a trouble, M. Adolphe;” and the proud girl still held her
-hands upon her bosom, and still looked towards the mountain.</p>
-
-<p>“You know what I mean, Marie. You can understand how she and the
-capitaine are worrying me.”</p>
-
-<p>“But tell me, Adolphe, do you love me?”</p>
-
-<p>“You know I love you, only&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“And you will not give me up?”</p>
-
-<p>“I will ask my mother. I will try and make her yield.”</p>
-
-<p>Marie could not feel that she received much confidence from her lover’s
-promise; but still, even that, weak and unsteady as it was, even that
-was better than absolute fixed rejection. So she thanked him, promised
-him with tears in her eyes that she would always, always be faithful to
-him, and then bade him go down to the house. She would follow, she said,
-as soon as his passing had ceased to be observed.</p>
-
-<p>Then she looked at him as though she expected some sign of renewed love.
-But no such sign was vouchsafed to her. Now that she thirsted for the
-touch of his lip upon her cheek, it was denied to her. He did as she
-bade him; he went down, slowly loitering, by himself; and in about half
-an hour she followed him, and unobserved crept to her chamber.</p>
-
-<p>Again we will pass over what took place between the mother and the son;
-but late in that evening, after the guests had gone to bed, Marie
-received a message, desiring her to wait on Madame Bauche in a small
-salon which looked out from one end of the house. It was intended as a
-private sitting-room should any special stranger arrive who required
-such accommodation, and therefore was but seldom used. Here she found La
-Mère Bauche sitting in an arm-chair behind a small table on which stood
-two candles; and on a sofa against the wall sat Adolphe. The capitaine
-was not in the room.</p>
-
-<p>“Shut the door, Marie, and come in and sit down,” said Madame Bauche. It
-was easy to understand from the tone of her voice that she was angry and
-stern, in an unbending mood, and resolved to carry out to the very
-letter all the threats conveyed by those terrible spectacles.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_022" id="page_022"></a>{22}</span></p>
-
-<p>Marie did as she was bid. She closed the door and sat down on the chair
-that was nearest to her.</p>
-
-<p>“Marie,” said La Mère Bauche&mdash;and the voice sounded fierce in the poor
-girl’s ears, and an angry fire glimmered through the green
-glasses&mdash;“what is all this about that I hear? Do you dare to say that
-you hold my son bound to marry you?” And then the august mother paused
-for an answer.</p>
-
-<p>But Marie had no answer to give. She looked suppliantly towards her
-lover, as though beseeching him to carry on the fight for her. But if
-she could not do battle for herself, certainly he could not do it for
-her. What little amount of fighting he had had in him, had been
-thoroughly vanquished before her arrival.</p>
-
-<p>“I will have an answer, and that immediately,” said Madame Bauche. “I am
-not going to be betrayed into ignominy and disgrace by the object of my
-own charity. Who picked you out of the gutter, miss, and brought you up
-and fed you, when you would otherwise have gone to the foundling? And
-this is your gratitude for it all? You are not satisfied with being fed
-and clothed and cherished by me, but you must rob me of my son! Know
-this then, Adolphe shall never marry a child of charity such as you
-are.”</p>
-
-<p>Marie sat still, stunned by the harshness of these words. La Mère Bauche
-had often scolded her; indeed, she was given to much scolding; but she
-had scolded her as a mother may scold a child. And when this story of
-Marie’s love first reached her ears, she had been very angry; but her
-anger had never brought her to such a pass as this. Indeed, Marie had
-not hitherto been taught to look at the matter in this light. No one had
-heretofore twitted her with eating the bread of charity. It had not
-occurred to her that on this account she was unfit to be Adolphe’s wife.
-There, in that valley, they were all so nearly equal, that no idea of
-her own inferiority had ever pressed itself upon her mind. But now&mdash;!</p>
-
-<p>When the voice ceased she again looked at him; but it was no longer a
-beseeching look. Did he also altogether scorn her? That was now the
-inquiry which her eyes were called upon to make. No; she could not say
-that he did. It seemed to her that his energies were chiefly occupied in
-pulling to pieces the tassel on the sofa cushion.</p>
-
-<p>“And now, miss, let me know at once whether this nonsense is to be over
-or not,” continued La Mère Bauche; “and I will tell you at once, I am
-not going to maintain you here, in my house, to plot against our welfare
-and happiness. As Marie Clavert you<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_023" id="page_023"></a>{23}</span> shall not stay here. Capitaine
-Campan is willing to marry you; and as his wife I will keep my word to
-you, though you little deserve it. If you refuse to marry him, you must
-go. As to my son, he is there; and he will tell you now, in my presence,
-that he altogether declines the honour you propose for him.”</p>
-
-<p>And then she ceased, waiting for an answer, drumming the table with a
-wafer stamp which happened to be ready to her hand; but Marie said
-nothing. Adolphe had been appealed to; but Adolphe had not yet spoken.</p>
-
-<p>“Well, miss?” said La Mère Bauche.</p>
-
-<p>Then Marie rose from her seat, and walking round she touched Adolphe
-lightly on the shoulder. “Adolphe,” she said, “it is for you to speak
-now. I will do as you bid me.”</p>
-
-<p>He gave a long sigh, looked first at Marie and then at his mother, shook
-himself slightly, and then spoke: “Upon my word, Marie, I think mother
-is right. It would never do for us to marry; it would not indeed.”</p>
-
-<p>“Then it is decided,” said Marie, returning to her chair.</p>
-
-<p>“And you will marry the capitaine?” said La Mère Bauche.</p>
-
-<p>Marie merely bowed her head in token of acquiescence.</p>
-
-<p>“Then we are friends again. Come here, Marie, and kiss me. You must know
-that it is my duty to take care of my own son. But I don’t want to be
-angry with you if I can help it; I don’t indeed. When once you are
-Madame Campan, you shall be my own child; and you shall have any room in
-the house you like to choose&mdash;there!” And she once more imprinted a kiss
-on Marie’s cold forehead.</p>
-
-<p>How they all got out of the room, and off to their own chambers, I can
-hardly tell. But in five minutes from the time of this last kiss they
-were divided. La Mère Bauche had patted Marie, and smiled on her, and
-called her her dear good little Madame Campan, her young little Mistress
-of the Hôtel Bauche; and had then got herself into her own room,
-satisfied with her own victory.</p>
-
-<p>Nor must my readers be too severe on Madame Bauche. She had already done
-much for Marie Clavert; and when she found herself once more by her own
-bedside, she prayed to be forgiven for the cruelty which she felt that
-she had shown to the orphan. But in making this prayer, with her
-favourite crucifix in her hand and the little image of the Virgin before
-her, she pleaded her duty to her son. Was it not right, she asked the
-Virgin, that she should save her son from a bad marriage? And then she
-promised ever so much of recompense, both to the Virgin and to Marie; a
-new<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_024" id="page_024"></a>{24}</span> trousseau for each, with candles to the Virgin, with a gold watch
-and chain for Marie, as soon as she should be Marie Campan. She had been
-cruel; she acknowledged it. But at such a crisis was it not defensible?
-And then the recompense should be so full!</p>
-
-<p>But there was one other meeting that night, very short indeed, but not
-the less significant. Not long after they had all separated, just so
-long as to allow of the house being quiet, Adolphe, still sitting in his
-room, meditating on what the day had done for him, heard a low tap at
-his door. “Come in,” he said, as men always do say; and Marie opening
-the door, stood just within the verge of his chamber. She had on her
-countenance neither the soft look of entreating love which she had worn
-up there in the grotto, nor did she appear crushed and subdued as she
-had done before his mother. She carried her head somewhat more erect
-than usual, and looked boldly out at him from under her soft eyelashes.
-There might still be love there, but it was love proudly resolving to
-quell itself. Adolphe, as he looked at her, felt that he was afraid of
-her.</p>
-
-<p>“It is all over then between us, M. Adolphe?” she said.</p>
-
-<p>“Well, yes. Don’t you think it had better be so, eh, Marie?”</p>
-
-<p>“And this is the meaning of oaths and vows, sworn to each other so
-sacredly?”</p>
-
-<p>“But, Marie, you heard what my mother said.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, sir! I have not come to ask you again to love me. Oh no! I am not
-thinking of that. But this, this would be a lie if I kept it now; it
-would choke me if I wore it as that man’s wife. Take it back;” and she
-tendered to him the little charm, which she had always worn round her
-neck since he had given it to her. He took it abstractedly, without
-thinking what he did, and placed it on his dressing-table.</p>
-
-<p>“And you,” she continued, “can you still keep that cross? Oh, no! you
-must give me back that. It would remind you too often of vows that were
-untrue.”</p>
-
-<p>“Marie,” he said, “do not be so harsh to me.”</p>
-
-<p>“Harsh!” said she, “no; there has been enough of harshness. I would not
-be harsh to you, Adolphe. But give me the cross; it would prove a curse
-to you if you kept it.”</p>
-
-<p>He then opened a little box which stood upon the table, and taking out
-the cross gave it to her.</p>
-
-<p>“And now good-bye,” she said. “We shall have but little more to say to
-each other. I know this now, that I was wrong<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_025" id="page_025"></a>{25}</span> ever to have loved you. I
-should have been to you as one of the other poor girls in the house.
-But, oh! how was I to help it?” To this he made no answer, and she,
-closing the door softly, went back to her chamber. And thus ended the
-first day of Adolphe Bauche’s return to his own house.</p>
-
-<p>On the next morning the capitaine and Marie were formally betrothed.
-This was done with some little ceremony, in the presence of all the
-guests who were staying at the establishment, and with all manner of
-gracious acknowledgments of Marie’s virtues. It seemed as though La Mère
-Bauche could not be courteous enough to her. There was no more talk of
-her being a child of charity; no more allusion now to the gutter. La
-Mère Bauche with her own hand brought her cake with a glass of wine
-after her betrothal was over, and patted her on the cheek, and called
-her her dear little Marie Campan. And then the capitaine was made up of
-infinite politeness, and the guests all wished her joy, and the servants
-of the house began to perceive that she was a person entitled to
-respect. How different was all this from that harsh attack that was made
-on her the preceding evening! Only Adolphe,&mdash;he alone kept aloof. Though
-he was present there he said nothing. He, and he only, offered no
-congratulations.</p>
-
-<p>In the midst of all these gala doings Marie herself said little or
-nothing. La Mère Bauche perceived this, but she forgave it. Angrily as
-she had expressed herself at the idea of Marie’s daring to love her son,
-she had still acknowledged within her own heart that such love had been
-natural. She could feel no pity for Marie as long as Adolphe was in
-danger; but now she knew how to pity her. So Marie was still petted and
-still encouraged, though she went through the day’s work sullenly and in
-silence.</p>
-
-<p>As to the capitaine it was all one to him. He was a man of the world. He
-did not expect that he should really be preferred, con amore, to a young
-fellow like Adolphe. But he did expect that Marie, like other girls,
-would do as she was bid; and that in a few days she would regain her
-temper and be reconciled to her life.</p>
-
-<p>And then the marriage was fixed for a very early day; for as La Mère
-said, “What was the use of waiting? All their minds were made up now,
-and therefore the sooner the two were married the better. Did not the
-capitaine think so?”</p>
-
-<p>The capitaine said that he did think so.</p>
-
-<p>And then Marie was asked. It was all one to her, she said. Whatever
-Maman Bauche liked, that she would do; only she<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_026" id="page_026"></a>{26}</span> would not name a day
-herself. Indeed she would neither do nor say anything herself which
-tended in any way to a furtherance of these matrimonials. But then she
-acquiesced, quietly enough if not readily, in what other people did and
-said; and so the marriage was fixed for the day week after Adolphe’s
-return.</p>
-
-<p>The whole of that week passed much in the same way. The servants about
-the place spoke among themselves of Marie’s perverseness, obstinacy, and
-ingratitude, because she would not look pleased, or answer Madame
-Bauche’s courtesies with gratitude; but La Mère herself showed no signs
-of anger. Marie had yielded to her, and she required no more. And she
-remembered also the harsh words she had used to gain her purpose; and
-she reflected on all that Marie had lost. On these accounts she was
-forbearing and exacted nothing&mdash;nothing but that one sacrifice which was
-to be made in accordance to her wishes.</p>
-
-<p>And it was made. They were married in the great salon, the dining-room,
-immediately after breakfast. Madame Bauche was dressed in a new puce
-silk dress, and looked very magnificent on the occasion. She simpered
-and smiled, and looked gay even in spite of her spectacles; and as the
-ceremony was being performed, she held fast clutched in her hand the
-gold watch and chain which were intended for Marie as soon as ever the
-marriage should be completed.</p>
-
-<p>The capitaine was dressed exactly as usual, only that all his clothes
-were new. Madame Bauche had endeavoured to persuade him to wear a blue
-coat; but he answered that such a change would not, he was sure, be to
-Marie’s taste. To tell the truth, Marie would hardly have known the
-difference had he presented himself in scarlet vestments.</p>
-
-<p>Adolphe, however, was dressed very finely, but he did not make himself
-prominent on the occasion. Marie watched him closely, though none saw
-that she did so; and of his garments she could have given an account
-with much accuracy&mdash;of his garments, ay! and of every look. “Is he a
-man,” she said at last to herself, “that he can stand by and see all
-this?”</p>
-
-<p>She too was dressed in silk. They had put on her what they pleased, and
-she bore the burden of her wedding finery without complaint and without
-pride. There was no blush on her face as she walked up to the table at
-which the priest stood, nor hesitation in her low voice as she made the
-necessary answers. She put her hand into that of the capitaine when
-required to do so; and when the ring was put on her finger she
-shuddered, but<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_027" id="page_027"></a>{27}</span> ever so slightly. No one observed it but La Mère Bauche.
-“In one week she will be used to it, and then we shall all be happy,”
-said La Mère to herself. “And I,&mdash;I will be so kind to her!”</p>
-
-<p>And so the marriage was completed, and the watch was at once given to
-Marie. “Thank you, maman,” said she, as the trinket was fastened to her
-girdle. Had it been a pincushion that had cost three sous, it would have
-affected her as much.</p>
-
-<p>And then there was cake and wine and sweetmeats; and after a few minutes
-Marie disappeared. For an hour or so the capitaine was taken up with the
-congratulations of his friends, and with the efforts necessary to the
-wearing of his new honours with an air of ease; but after that time he
-began to be uneasy because his wife did not come to him. At two or three
-in the afternoon he went to La Mère Bauche to complain. “This
-lackadaisical nonsense is no good,” he said. “At any rate it is too late
-now. Marie had better come down among us and show herself satisfied with
-her husband.”</p>
-
-<p>But Madame Bauche took Marie’s part. “You must not be too hard on
-Marie,” she said. “She has gone through a good deal this week past, and
-is very young; whereas, capitaine, you are not very young.”</p>
-
-<p>The capitaine merely shrugged his shoulders. In the mean time Mère
-Bauche went up to visit her protégée in her own room, and came down with
-a report that she was suffering from a headache. She could not appear at
-dinner, Madame Bauche said; but would make one at the little party which
-was to be given in the evening. With this the capitaine was forced to be
-content.</p>
-
-<p>The dinner therefore went on quietly without her, much as it did on
-other ordinary days. And then there was a little time for vacancy,
-during which the gentlemen drank their coffee and smoked their cigars at
-the café, talking over the event that had taken place that morning, and
-the ladies brushed their hair and added some ribbon or some brooch to
-their usual apparel. Twice during this time did Madame Bauche go up to
-Marie’s room with offers to assist her. “Not yet, maman; not quite yet,”
-said Marie piteously through her tears, and then twice did the green
-spectacles leave the room, covering eyes which also were not dry. Ah!
-what had she done? What had she dared to take upon herself to do? She
-could not undo it now.</p>
-
-<p>And then it became quite dark in the passages and out of doors, and the
-guests assembled in the salon. La Mère came in and out three or four
-times, uneasy in her gait and unpleasant in<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_028" id="page_028"></a>{28}</span> her aspect, and everybody
-began to see that things were wrong. “She is ill, I am afraid,” said
-one. “The excitement has been too much,” said a second; “and he is so
-old,” whispered a third. And the capitaine stalked about erect on his
-wooden leg, taking snuff, and striving to look indifferent; but he also
-was uneasy in his mind.</p>
-
-<p>Presently La Mère came in again, with a quicker step than before, and
-whispered something, first to Adolphe and then to the capitaine,
-whereupon they both followed her out of the room.</p>
-
-<p>“Not in her chamber,” said Adolphe.</p>
-
-<p>“Then she must be in yours,” said the capitaine.</p>
-
-<p>“She is in neither,” said La Mère Bauche, with her sternest voice; “nor
-is she in the house!”</p>
-
-<p>And now there was no longer an affectation of indifference on the part
-of any of them. They were anything but indifferent. The capitaine was
-eager in his demands that the matter should still be kept secret from
-the guests. She had always been romantic, he said, and had now gone out
-to walk by the river-side. They three and the old bath-man would go out
-and look for her.</p>
-
-<p>“But it is pitch, dark,” said La Mère Bauche.</p>
-
-<p>“We will take lanterns,” said the capitaine. And so they sallied forth
-with creeping steps over the gravel, so that they might not be heard by
-those within, and proceeded to search for the young wife.</p>
-
-<p>“Marie! Marie!” said La Mère Bauche, in piteous accents; “do come to me;
-pray do!”</p>
-
-<p>“Hush!” said the capitaine. “They’ll hear you if you call.” He could not
-endure that the world should learn that a marriage with him had been so
-distasteful to Marie Clavert.</p>
-
-<p>“Marie, dear Marie!” called Madame Bauche, louder than before, quite
-regardless of the capitaine’s feelings; but no Marie answered. In her
-innermost heart now did La Mère Bauche wish that this cruel marriage had
-been left undone.</p>
-
-<p>Adolphe was foremost with his lamp, but he hardly dared to look in the
-spot where he felt that it was most likely that she should have taken
-refuge. How could he meet her again, alone, in that grotto? Yet he alone
-of the four was young. It was clearly for him to ascend. “Marie,” he
-shouted, “are you there?” as he slowly began the long ascent of the
-steps.</p>
-
-<p>But he had hardly begun to mount when a whirring sound struck his ear,
-and he felt that the air near him was moved; and then there was a crash
-upon the lower platform of rock, and a<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_029" id="page_029"></a>{29}</span> moan, repeated twice, but so
-faintly, and a rustle of silk, and a slight struggle somewhere as he
-knew within twenty paces of him; and then all was again quiet and still
-in the night air.</p>
-
-<p>“What was that?” asked the capitaine in a hoarse voice. He made his way
-half across the little garden, and he also was within forty or fifty
-yards of the flat rock. But Adolphe was unable to answer him. He had
-fainted and the lamp had fallen from his hands and rolled to the bottom
-of the steps.</p>
-
-<p>But the capitaine, though even his heart was all but quenched within
-him, had still strength enough to make his way up to the rock; and
-there, holding the lantern above his eyes, he saw all that was left for
-him to see of his bride.</p>
-
-<p>As for La Mère Bauche, she never again sat at the head of that
-table,&mdash;never again dictated to guests,&mdash;never again laid down laws for
-the management of any one. A poor bedridden old woman, she lay there in
-her house at Vernet for some seven tedious years, and then was gathered
-to her fathers.</p>
-
-<p>As for the capitaine&mdash;but what matters? He was made of sterner stuff.
-What matters either the fate of such a one as Adolphe Bauche?<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_030" id="page_030"></a>{30}</span></p>
-
-<h2><a name="THE_OCONORS_OF_CASTLE_CONOR_COUNTY_MAYO" id="THE_OCONORS_OF_CASTLE_CONOR_COUNTY_MAYO"></a>THE O’CONORS OF CASTLE CONOR, COUNTY MAYO.</h2>
-
-<p class="nind"><span class="smcap">I shall</span> never forget my first introduction to country life in Ireland,
-my first day’s hunting there, or the manner in which I passed the
-evening afterwards. Nor shall I ever cease to be grateful for the
-hospitality which I received from the O’Conors of Castle Conor. My
-acquaintance with the family was first made in the following manner. But
-before I begin my story, let me inform my reader that my name is
-Archibald Green.</p>
-
-<p>I had been for a fortnight in Dublin, and was about to proceed into
-county Mayo on business which would occupy me there for some weeks. My
-head-quarters would, I found, be at the town of Ballyglass; and I soon
-learned that Ballyglass was not a place in which I should find hotel
-accommodation of a luxurious kind, or much congenial society indigenous
-to the place itself.</p>
-
-<p>“But you are a hunting man, you say,” said old Sir P&mdash;&mdash; C&mdash;&mdash;; “and in
-that case you will soon know Tom O’Conor. Tom won’t let you be dull. I’d
-write you a letter to Tom, only he’ll certainly make you out without my
-taking the trouble.”</p>
-
-<p>I did think at the time that the old baronet might have written the
-letter for me, as he had been a friend of my father’s in former days;
-but he did not, and I started for Ballyglass with no other introduction
-to any one in the county than that contained in Sir P&mdash;&mdash;’s promise
-that I should soon know Mr. Thomas O’Conor.</p>
-
-<p>I had already provided myself with a horse, groom, saddle and bridle,
-and these I sent down, en avant, that the Ballyglassians might know that
-I was somebody. Perhaps, before I arrived, Tom O’Conor might learn that
-a hunting man was coming into the neighbourhood, and I might find at the
-inn a polite note intimating that a bed was at my service at Castle
-Conor. I had<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_031" id="page_031"></a>{31}</span> heard so much of the free hospitality of the Irish gentry
-as to imagine that such a thing might be possible.</p>
-
-<p>But I found nothing of the kind. Hunting gentlemen in those days were
-very common in county Mayo, and one horse was no great evidence of a
-man’s standing in the world. Men there, as I learnt afterwards, are
-sought for themselves quite as much as they are elsewhere; and though my
-groom’s top-boots were neat, and my horse a very tidy animal, my entry
-into Ballyglass created no sensation whatever.</p>
-
-<p>In about four days after my arrival, when I was already infinitely
-disgusted with the little pot-house in which I was forced to stay, and
-had made up my mind that the people in county Mayo were a churlish set,
-I sent my horse on to a meet of the fox-hounds, and followed after
-myself on an open car.</p>
-
-<p>No one but an erratic fox-hunter such as I am,&mdash;a fox-hunter, I mean,
-whose lot it has been to wander about from one pack of hounds to
-another,&mdash;can understand the melancholy feeling which a man has when he
-first intrudes himself, unknown by any one, among an entirely new set of
-sportsmen. When a stranger falls thus as it were out of the moon into a
-hunt, it is impossible that men should not stare at him and ask who he
-is. And it is so disagreeable to be stared at, and to have such
-questions asked! This feeling does not come upon a man in Leicestershire
-or Gloucestershire, where the numbers are large, and a stranger or two
-will always be overlooked, but in small hunting fields it is so painful
-that a man has to pluck up much courage before he encounters it.</p>
-
-<p>We met on the morning in question at Bingham’s Grove. There were not
-above twelve or fifteen men out, all of whom, or nearly all, were
-cousins to each other. They seemed to be all Toms, and Pats, and Larrys,
-and Micks. I was done up very knowingly in pink, and thought that I
-looked quite the thing; but for two or three hours nobody noticed me.</p>
-
-<p>I had my eyes about me, however, and soon found out which of them was
-Tom O’Conor. He was a fine-looking fellow, thin and tall, but not
-largely made, with a piercing gray eye, and a beautiful voice for
-speaking to a hound. He had two sons there also, short, slight fellows,
-but exquisite horsemen. I already felt that I had a kind of acquaintance
-with the father, but I hardly knew on what ground to put in my claim.</p>
-
-<p>We had no sport early in the morning. It was a cold bleak February day,
-with occasional storms of sleet. We rode from cover to cover, but all in
-vain. “I am sorry, sir, that we are to<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_032" id="page_032"></a>{32}</span> have such a bad day, as you are
-a stranger here,” said one gentleman to me. This was Jack O’Conor, Tom’s
-eldest son, my bosom friend for many a year after. Poor Jack! I fear
-that the Encumbered Estates Court sent him altogether adrift upon the
-world.</p>
-
-<p>“We may still have a run from Poulnaroe, if the gentleman chooses to
-come on,” said a voice coming from behind with a sharp trot. It was Tom
-O’Conor.</p>
-
-<p>“Wherever the hounds go, I’ll follow,” said I.</p>
-
-<p>“Then come on to Poulnaroe,” said Mr. O’Conor. I trotted on quickly by
-his side, and before we reached the cover had managed to slip in
-something about Sir P. C.</p>
-
-<p>“What the deuce!” said he. “What! a friend of Sir P&mdash;&mdash;’s? Why the
-deuce didn’t you tell me so? What are you doing down here? Where are you
-staying?” &amp;c. &amp;c. &amp;c.</p>
-
-<p>At Poulnaroe we found a fox, but before we did so Mr. O’Conor had asked
-me over to Castle Conor. And this he did in such a way that there was no
-possibility of refusing him&mdash;or, I should rather say, of disobeying him.
-For his invitation came quite in the tone of a command.</p>
-
-<p>“You’ll come to us of course when the day is over&mdash;and let me see; we’re
-near Ballyglass now, but the run will be right away in our direction.
-Just send word for them to send your things to Castle Conor.”</p>
-
-<p>“But they’re all about, and unpacked,” said I.</p>
-
-<p>“Never mind. Write a note and say what you want now, and go and get the
-rest to-morrow yourself. Here, Patsey!&mdash;Patsey! run into Ballyglass for
-this gentleman at once. Now don’t be long, for the chances are we shall
-find here.” And then, after giving some further hurried instructions he
-left me to write a line in pencil to the innkeeper’s wife on the back of
-a ditch.</p>
-
-<p>This I accordingly did. “Send my small portmanteau,” I said, “and all my
-black dress clothes, and shirts, and socks, and all that, and above all
-my dressing things which are on the little table, and the satin
-neck-handkerchief, and whatever you do, mind you send my <i>pumps;</i>” and I
-underscored the latter word; for Jack O’Conor, when his father left me,
-went on pressing the invitation. “My sisters are going to get up a
-dance,” said he; “and if you are fond of that kind of things perhaps we
-can amuse you.” Now in those days I was very fond of dancing&mdash;and very
-fond of young ladies too, and therefore glad enough to learn that Tom
-O’Conor had daughters as well as sons. On this account I was very
-particular in underscoring the word pumps.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_033" id="page_033"></a>{33}</span></p>
-
-<p>“And hurry, you young divil,” Jack O’Conor said to Patsey.</p>
-
-<p>“I have told him to take the portmanteau over on a car,” said I.</p>
-
-<p>“All right; then you’ll find it there on our arrival.”</p>
-
-<p>We had an excellent run, in which I may make bold to say that I did not
-acquit myself badly. I stuck very close to the hounds, as did the whole
-of the O’Conor brood; and when the fellow contrived to earth himself, as
-he did, I received those compliments on my horse, which is the most
-approved praise which one fox-hunter ever gives to another.</p>
-
-<p>“We’ll buy that fellow of you before we let you go,” said Peter, the
-youngest son.</p>
-
-<p>“I advise you to look sharp after your money if you sell him to my
-brother,” said Jack.</p>
-
-<p>And then we trotted slowly off to Castle Conor, which, however, was by
-no means near to us. “We have ten miles to go;&mdash;good Irish miles,” said
-the father. “I don’t know that I ever remember a fox from Poulnaroe
-taking that line before.”</p>
-
-<p>“He wasn’t a Poulnaroe fox,” said Peter.</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t know that,” said Jack; and then they debated that question
-hotly.</p>
-
-<p>Our horses were very tired, and it was late before we reached Mr.
-O’Conor’s house. That getting home from hunting with a thoroughly weary
-animal, who has no longer sympathy or example to carry him on, is very
-tedious work. In the present instance I had company with me; but when a
-man is alone, when his horse toes at every ten steps, when the night is
-dark and the rain pouring, and there are yet eight miles of road to be
-conquered,&mdash;at such times a man is almost apt to swear that he will give
-up hunting.</p>
-
-<p>At last we were in the Castle Conor stable yard;&mdash;for we had approached
-the house by some back way; and as we entered the house by a door
-leading through a wilderness of back passages, Mr. O’Conor said out
-loud, “Now, boys, remember I sit down to dinner in twenty minutes.” And
-then turning expressly to me, he laid his hand kindly upon my shoulder
-and said, “I hope you will make yourself quite at home at Castle
-Conor,&mdash;and whatever you do, don’t keep us waiting for dinner. You can
-dress in twenty minutes, I suppose?”</p>
-
-<p>“In ten!” said I, glibly.</p>
-
-<p>“That’s well. Jack and Peter will show you your room,” and so he turned
-away and left us.</p>
-
-<p>My two young friends made their way into the great hall, and<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_034" id="page_034"></a>{34}</span> thence
-into the drawing-room, and I followed them. We were all dressed in pink,
-and had waded deep through bog and mud. I did not exactly know whither I
-was being led in this guise, but I soon found myself in the presence of
-two young ladies, and of a girl about thirteen years of age.</p>
-
-<p>“My sisters,” said Jack, introducing me very laconically; “Miss O’Conor,
-Miss Kate O’Conor, Miss Tizzy O’Conor.”</p>
-
-<p>“My name is not Tizzy,” said the younger; “it’s Eliza. How do you do,
-sir? I hope you had a fine hunt! Was papa well up, Jack?”</p>
-
-<p>Jack did not condescend to answer this question, but asked one of the
-elder girls whether anything had come, and whether a room had been made
-ready for me.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh yes!” said Miss O’Conor; “they came, I know, for I saw them brought
-into the house; and I hope Mr. Green will find everything comfortable.”
-As she said this I thought I saw a slight smile steal across her
-remarkably pretty mouth.</p>
-
-<p>They were both exceedingly pretty girls. Fanny the elder wore long
-glossy curls,&mdash;for I write, oh reader, of bygone days, as long ago as
-that, when ladies wore curls if it pleased them so to do, and gentlemen
-danced in pumps, with black handkerchiefs round their necks,&mdash;yes, long
-black, or nearly black silken curls; and then she had such eyes;&mdash;I
-never knew whether they were most wicked or most bright; and her face
-was all dimples, and each dimple was laden with laughter and laden with
-love. Kate was probably the prettier girl of the two, but on the whole
-not so attractive. She was fairer than her sister, and wore her hair in
-braids; and was also somewhat more demure in her manner.</p>
-
-<p>In spite of the special injunctions of Mr. O’Conor senior, it was
-impossible not to loiter for five minutes over the drawing-room fire
-talking to these houris&mdash;more especially as I seemed to know them
-intimately by intuition before half of the five minutes was over. They
-were so easy, so pretty, so graceful, so kind, they seemed to take it so
-much as a matter of course that I should stand there talking in my red
-coat and muddy boots.</p>
-
-<p>“Well; do go and dress yourselves,” at last said Fanny, pretending to
-speak to her brothers but looking more especially at me. “You know how
-mad papa will be. And remember, Mr. Green, we expect great things from
-your dancing to-night. Your coming just at this time is such a Godsend.”
-And again that soupçon of a smile passed over her face.</p>
-
-<p>I hurried up to my room, Peter and Jack coming with me to<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_035" id="page_035"></a>{35}</span> the door. “Is
-everything right?” said Peter, looking among the towels and water-jugs.
-“They’ve given you a decent fire for a wonder,” said Jack, stirring up
-the red hot turf which blazed in the grate. “All right as a trivet,”
-said I. “And look alive like a good fellow,” said Jack. We had scowled
-at each other in the morning as very young men do when they are
-strangers; and now, after a few hours, we were intimate friends.</p>
-
-<p>I immediately turned to my work, and was gratified to find that all my
-things were laid out ready for dressing; my portmanteau had of course
-come open, as my keys were in my pocket, and therefore some of the
-excellent servants of the house had been able to save me all the trouble
-of unpacking. There was my shirt hanging before the fire; my black
-clothes were spread upon the bed, my socks and collar and handkerchief
-beside them; my brushes were on the toilet table, and everything
-prepared exactly as though my own man had been there. How nice!</p>
-
-<p>I immediately went to work at getting off my spurs and boots, and then
-proceeded to loosen the buttons at my knees. In doing this I sat down in
-the arm-chair which had been drawn up for me, opposite the fire. But
-what was the object on which my eyes then fell;&mdash;the objects I should
-rather say!</p>
-
-<p>Immediately in front of my chair was placed, just ready for my feet, an
-enormous pair of shooting-boots&mdash;half-boots, made to lace up round the
-ankles, with thick double leather soles, and each bearing half a stone
-of iron in the shape of nails and heel-pieces. I had superintended the
-making of these shoes in Burlington Arcade with the greatest diligence.
-I was never a good shot; and, like some other sportsmen, intended to
-make up for my deficiency in performance by the excellence of my
-shooting apparel. “Those nails are not large enough,” I had said; “nor
-nearly large enough.” But when the boots came home they struck even me
-as being too heavy, too metalsome. “He, he, he,” laughed the boot boy as
-he turned them up for me to look at. It may therefore be imagined of
-what nature were the articles which were thus set out for the evening’s
-dancing.</p>
-
-<p>And then the way in which they were placed! When I saw this the
-conviction flew across my mind like a flash of lightning that the
-preparation had been made under other eyes than those of the servant.
-The heavy big boots were placed so prettily before the chair, and the
-strings of each were made to dangle down at the sides, as though just
-ready for tying! They seemed<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_036" id="page_036"></a>{36}</span> to say, the boots did, “Now, make haste.
-We at any rate are ready&mdash;you cannot say that you were kept waiting for
-us.” No mere servant’s hand had ever enabled a pair of boots to laugh at
-one so completely.</p>
-
-<p>But what was I to do? I rushed at the small portmanteau, thinking that
-my pumps also might be there. The woman surely could not have been such
-a fool as to send me those tons of iron for my evening wear! But, alas,
-alas! no pumps were there. There was nothing else in the way of covering
-for my feet; not even a pair of slippers.</p>
-
-<p>And now what was I to do? The absolute magnitude of my misfortune only
-loomed upon me by degrees. The twenty minutes allowed by that stern old
-paterfamilias were already gone and I had done nothing towards dressing.
-And indeed it was impossible that I should do anything that would be of
-avail. I could not go down to dinner in my stocking feet, nor could I
-put on my black dress trousers, over a pair of mud-painted top-boots. As
-for those iron-soled horrors&mdash;; and then I gave one of them a kick with
-the side of my bare foot which sent it half way under the bed.</p>
-
-<p>But what was I to do? I began washing myself and brushing my hair with
-this horrid weight upon my mind. My first plan was to go to bed, and
-send down word that I had been taken suddenly ill in the stomach; then
-to rise early in the morning and get away unobserved. But by such a
-course of action I should lose all chance of any further acquaintance
-with those pretty girls! That they were already aware of the extent of
-my predicament, and were now enjoying it&mdash;of that I was quite sure.</p>
-
-<p>What if I boldly put on the shooting-boots, and clattered down to dinner
-in them? What if I took the bull by the horns, and made, myself, the
-most of the joke? This might be very well for the dinner, but it would
-be a bad joke for me when the hour for dancing came. And, alas! I felt
-that I lacked the courage. It is not every man that can walk down to
-dinner, in a strange house full of ladies, wearing such boots as those I
-have described.</p>
-
-<p>Should I not attempt to borrow a pair? This, all the world will say,
-should have been my first idea. But I have not yet mentioned that I am
-myself a large-boned man, and that my feet are especially well
-developed. I had never for a moment entertained a hope that I should
-find any one in that house whose boot I could wear. But at last I rang
-the bell. I would send<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_037" id="page_037"></a>{37}</span> for Jack, and if everything failed, I would
-communicate my grief to him.</p>
-
-<p>I had to ring twice before anybody came. The servants, I well knew, were
-putting the dinner on the table. At last a man entered the room, dressed
-in rather shabby black, whom I afterwards learned to be the butler.</p>
-
-<p>“What is your name, my friend?” said I, determined to make an ally of
-the man.</p>
-
-<p>“My name? Why Larry sure, yer honer. And the masther is out of his
-sinses in a hurry, becase yer honer don’t come down.”</p>
-
-<p>“Is he though? Well now, Larry; tell me this; which of all the gentlemen
-in the house has got the largest foot?”</p>
-
-<p>“Is it the largest foot, yer honer?” said Larry, altogether surprised by
-my question.</p>
-
-<p>“Yes; the largest foot,” and then I proceeded to explain to him my
-misfortune. He took up first my top-boot, and then the shooting-boot&mdash;in
-looking at which he gazed with wonder at the nails;&mdash;and then he glanced
-at my feet, measuring them with his eye; and after this he pronounced
-his opinion.</p>
-
-<p>“Yer honer couldn’t wear a morsel of leather belonging to ere a one of
-’em, young or ould. There niver was a foot like that yet among the
-O’Conors.”</p>
-
-<p>“But are there no strangers staying here?”</p>
-
-<p>“There’s three or four on ’em come in to dinner; but they’ll be wanting
-their own boots I’m thinking. And there’s young Misther Dillon; he’s
-come to stay. But Lord love you&mdash;” and he again looked at the enormous
-extent which lay between the heel and the toe of the shooting apparatus
-which he still held in his hand. “I niver see such a foot as that in the
-whole barony,” he said, “barring my own.”</p>
-
-<p>Now Larry was a large man, much larger altogether than myself, and as he
-said this I looked down involuntarily at his feet; or rather at his
-foot, for as he stood I could only see one. And then a sudden hope
-filled my heart. On that foot there glittered a shoe&mdash;not indeed such as
-were my own which were now resting ingloriously at Ballyglass while they
-were so sorely needed at Castle Conor; but one which I could wear before
-ladies, without shame&mdash;and in my present frame of mind with infinite
-contentment.</p>
-
-<p>“Let me look at that one of your own,” said I to the man, as though it
-were merely a subject for experimental inquiry. Larry, accustomed to
-obedience, took off the shoe and handed it to me.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_038" id="page_038"></a>{38}</span> My own foot was
-immediately in it, and I found that it fitted me like a glove.</p>
-
-<p>“And now the other,” said I&mdash;not smiling, for a smile would have put him
-on his guard; but somewhat sternly, so that that habit of obedience
-should not desert him at this perilous moment. And then I stretched out
-my hand.</p>
-
-<p>“But yer honer can’t keep ’em, you know,” said he. “I haven’t the ghost
-of another shoe to my feet.” But I only looked more sternly than before,
-and still held out my hand. Custom prevailed. Larry stooped down slowly,
-looking at me the while, and pulling off the other slipper handed it to
-me with much hesitation. Alas! as I put it to my foot I found that it
-was old, and worn, and irredeemably down at heel;&mdash;that it was in fact
-no counterpart at all to that other one which was to do duty as its
-fellow. But nevertheless I put my foot into it, and felt that a descent
-to the drawing-room was now possible.</p>
-
-<p>“But yer honer will give ’em back to a poor man?” said Larry almost
-crying. “The masther’s mad this minute becase the dinner’s not up. Glory
-to God, only listhen to that!” And as he spoke a tremendous peal rang
-out from some bell down stairs that had evidently been shaken by an
-angry hand.</p>
-
-<p>“Larry,” said I&mdash;and I endeavoured to assume a look of very grave
-importance as I spoke&mdash;“I look to you to assist me in this matter.”</p>
-
-<p>“Och&mdash;wirra sthrue then, and will you let me go? just listhen to that,”
-and another angry peal rang out, loud and repeated.</p>
-
-<p>“If you do as I ask you,” I continued, “you shall be well rewarded. Look
-here; look at these boots,” and I held up the shooting-shoes new from
-Burlington Arcade. “They cost thirty shillings&mdash;thirty shillings! and I
-will give them to you for the loan of this pair of slippers.”</p>
-
-<p>“They’d be no use at all to me, yer honer; not the laist use in life.”</p>
-
-<p>“You could do with them very well for to-night, and then you could sell
-them. And here are ten shillings besides,” and I held out half a
-sovereign which the poor fellow took into his hand.</p>
-
-<p>I waited no further parley but immediately walked out of the room. With
-one foot I was sufficiently pleased. As regarded that I felt that I had
-overcome my difficulty. But the other was not so satisfactory. Whenever
-I attempted to lift it from the ground the horrid slipper would fall
-off, or only just hang by the toe. As for dancing, that would be out of
-the question.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_039" id="page_039"></a>{39}</span></p>
-
-<p>“Och, murther, murther,” sang out Larry, as he heard me going down
-stairs. “What will I do at all? Tare and ’ounds; there, he’s at it agin,
-as mad as blazes.” This last exclamation had reference to another peal
-which was evidently the work of the master’s hand.</p>
-
-<p>I confess I was not quite comfortable as I walked down stairs. In the
-first place I was nearly half an hour late, and I knew from the vigour
-of the peals that had sounded that my slowness had already been made the
-subject of strong remarks. And then my left shoe went flop, flop, on
-every alternate step of the stairs. By no exertion of my foot in the
-drawing up of my toe could I induce it to remain permanently fixed upon
-my foot. But over and above and worse than all this was the conviction
-strong upon my mind that I should become a subject of merriment to the
-girls as soon as I entered the room. They would understand the cause of
-my distress, and probably at this moment were expecting to hear me
-clatter through the stone hall with those odious metal boots.</p>
-
-<p>However, I hurried down and entered the drawing-room, determined to keep
-my position near the door, so that I might have as little as possible to
-do on entering and as little as possible in going out. But I had other
-difficulties in store for me. I had not as yet been introduced to Mrs.
-O’Conor; nor to Miss O’Conor, the squire’s unmarried sister.</p>
-
-<p>“Upon my word I thought you were never coming,” said Mr. O’Conor as soon
-as he saw me. “It is just one hour since we entered the house. Jack, I
-wish you would find out what has come to that fellow Larry,” and again
-he rang the bell. He was too angry, or it might be too impatient to go
-through the ceremony of introducing me to anybody.</p>
-
-<p>I saw that the two girls looked at me very sharply, but I stood at the
-back of an arm-chair so that no one could see my feet. But that little
-imp Tizzy walked round deliberately, looked at my heels, and then walked
-back again. It was clear that she was in the secret.</p>
-
-<p>There were eight or ten people in the room, but I was too much fluttered
-to notice well who they were.</p>
-
-<p>“Mamma,” said Miss O’Conor, “let me introduce Mr. Green to you.”</p>
-
-<p>It luckily happened that Mrs. O’Conor was on the same side of the fire
-as myself, and I was able to take the hand which she offered me without
-coming round into the middle of the circle. Mrs. O’Conor was a little
-woman, apparently not of much importance<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_040" id="page_040"></a>{40}</span> in the world, but, if one
-might judge from first appearance, very good-natured.</p>
-
-<p>“And my aunt Die, Mr. Green,” said Kate, pointing to a very
-straight-backed, grim-looking lady, who occupied a corner of a sofa, on
-the opposite side of the hearth. I knew that politeness required that I
-should walk across the room and make acquaintance with her. But under
-the existing circumstances how was I to obey the dictates of politeness?
-I was determined therefore to stand my ground, and merely bowed across
-the room at Miss O’Conor. In so doing I made an enemy who never deserted
-me during the whole of my intercourse with the family. But for her, who
-knows who might have been sitting opposite to me as I now write?</p>
-
-<p>“Upon my word, Mr. Green, the ladies will expect much from an Adonis who
-takes so long over his toilet,” said Tom O’Conor in that cruel tone of
-banter which he knew so well how to use.</p>
-
-<p>“You forget, father, that men in London can’t jump in and out of their
-clothes as quick as we wild Irishmen,” said Jack.</p>
-
-<p>“Mr. Green knows that we expect a great deal from him this evening. I
-hope you polk well, Mr. Green,” said Kate.</p>
-
-<p>I muttered something about never dancing, but I knew that that which I
-said was inaudible.</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t think Mr. Green will dance,” said Tizzy; “at least not much.”
-The impudence of that child was, I think, unparalleled by any that I
-have ever witnessed.</p>
-
-<p>“But in the name of all that’s holy, why don’t we have dinner?” And Mr.
-O’Conor thundered at the door. “Larry, Larry, Larry!” he screamed.</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, yer honer, it’ll be all right in two seconds,” answered Larry,
-from some bottomless abyss. “Tare an’ ages; what’ll I do at all,” I
-heard him continuing, as he made his way into the hall. Oh what a
-clatter he made upon the pavement,&mdash;for it was all stone! And how the
-drops of perspiration stood upon my brow as I listened to him!</p>
-
-<p>And then there was a pause, for the man had gone into the dining-room. I
-could see now that Mr. O’Conor was becoming very angry, and Jack the
-eldest son&mdash;oh, how often he and I have laughed over all this
-since&mdash;left the drawing-room for the second time. Immediately afterwards
-Larry’s footsteps were again heard, hurrying across the hall, and then
-there was a great slither, and an exclamation, and the noise of a
-fall&mdash;and I could plainly hear poor Larry’s head strike against the
-stone floor.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_041" id="page_041"></a>{41}</span></p>
-
-<p>“Ochone, ochone!” he cried at the top of his voice&mdash;“I’m murthered with
-’em now intirely; and d&mdash;&mdash; ’em for boots&mdash;St. Peter be good to me.”</p>
-
-<p>There was a general rush into the hall, and I was carried with the
-stream. The poor fellow who had broken his head would be sure to tell
-how I had robbed him of his shoes. The coachman was already helping him
-up, and Peter good-naturedly lent a hand.</p>
-
-<p>“What on earth is the matter?” said Mr. O’Conor.</p>
-
-<p>“He must be tipsy,” whispered Miss O’Conor, the maiden sister.</p>
-
-<p>“I aint tipsy at all thin,” said Larry, getting up and rubbing the back
-of his head, and sundry other parts of his body. “Tipsy indeed!” And
-then he added when he was quite upright, “The dinner is sarved&mdash;at
-last.”</p>
-
-<p>And he bore it all without telling! “I’ll give that fellow a guinea
-to-morrow morning,” said I to myself&mdash;“if it’s the last that I have in
-the world.”</p>
-
-<p>I shall never forget the countenance of the Miss O’Conors as Larry
-scrambled up cursing the unfortunate boots&mdash;“What on earth has he got
-on?” said Mr. O’Conor.</p>
-
-<p>“Sorrow take ’em for shoes,” ejaculated Larry. But his spirit was good
-and he said not a word to betray me.</p>
-
-<p>We all then went in to dinner how we best could. It was useless for us
-to go back into the drawing-room, that each might seek his own partner.
-Mr. O’Conor “the masther,” not caring much for the girls who were around
-him, and being already half beside himself with the confusion and delay,
-led the way by himself. I as a stranger should have given my arm to Mrs.
-O’Conor; but as it was I took her eldest daughter instead, and contrived
-to shuffle along into the dining-room without exciting much attention,
-and when there I found myself happily placed between Kate and Fanny.</p>
-
-<p>“I never knew anything so awkward,” said Fanny; “I declare I can’t
-conceive what has come to our old servant Larry. He’s generally the most
-precise person in the world, and now he is nearly an hour late&mdash;and then
-he tumbles down in the hall.”</p>
-
-<p>“I am afraid I am responsible for the delay,” said I.</p>
-
-<p>“But not for the tumble I suppose,” said Kate from the other side. I
-felt that I blushed up to the eyes, but I did not dare to enter into
-explanations.</p>
-
-<p>“Tom,” said Tizzy, addressing her father across the table, “I hope you
-had a good run to-day.” It did seem odd to me that a young lady should
-call her father Tom, but such was the fact.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_042" id="page_042"></a>{42}</span></p>
-
-<p>“Well; pretty well,” said Mr. O’Conor.</p>
-
-<p>“And I hope you were up with the hounds.”</p>
-
-<p>“You may ask Mr. Green that. He at any rate was with them, and therefore
-he can tell you.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, he wasn’t before you, I know. No Englishman could get before
-you;&mdash;I am quite sure of that.”</p>
-
-<p>“Don’t you be impertinent, miss,” said Kate. “You can easily see, Mr.
-Green, that papa spoils my sister Eliza.”</p>
-
-<p>“Do you hunt in top-boots, Mr. Green?” said Tizzy.</p>
-
-<p>To this I made no answer. She would have drawn me into a conversation
-about my feet in half a minute, and the slightest allusion to the
-subject threw me into a fit of perspiration.</p>
-
-<p>“Are you fond of hunting, Miss O’Conor?” asked I, blindly hurrying into
-any other subject of conversation.</p>
-
-<p>Miss O’Conor owned that she was fond of hunting&mdash;just a little; only
-papa would not allow it. When the hounds met anywhere within reach of
-Castle Conor, she and Kate would ride out to look at them; and if papa
-was not there that day,&mdash;an omission of rare occurrence,&mdash;they would
-ride a few fields with the hounds.</p>
-
-<p>“But he lets Tizzy keep with them the whole day,” said she, whispering.</p>
-
-<p>“And has Tizzy a pony of her own?”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh yes, Tizzy has everything. She’s papa’s pet, you know.”</p>
-
-<p>“And whose pet are you?” I asked.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh&mdash;I am nobody’s pet, unless sometimes Jack makes a pet of me when
-he’s in a good humour. Do you make pets of your sisters, Mr. Green?”</p>
-
-<p>“I have none. But if I had I should not make pets of them.”</p>
-
-<p>“Not of your own sisters?”</p>
-
-<p>“No. As for myself, I’d sooner make a pet of my friend’s sister; a great
-deal.”</p>
-
-<p>“How very unnatural,” said Miss O’Conor, with the prettiest look of
-surprise imaginable.</p>
-
-<p>“Not at all unnatural I think,” said I, looking tenderly and lovingly
-into her face. Where does one find girls so pretty, so easy, so sweet,
-so talkative as the Irish girls? And then with all their talking and all
-their ease who ever hears of their misbehaving? They certainly love
-flirting as they also love dancing. But they flirt without mischief and
-without malice.</p>
-
-<p>I had now quite forgotten my misfortune, and was beginning to think how
-well I should like to have Fanny O’Conor for my wife. In this frame of
-mind I was bending over towards her as<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_043" id="page_043"></a>{43}</span> a servant took away a plate from
-the other side, when a sepulchral note sounded in my ear. It was like
-the memento mori of the old Roman;&mdash;as though some one pointed in the
-midst of my bliss to the sword hung over my head by a thread. It was the
-voice of Larry, whispering in his agony just above, my head&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“They’s disthroying my poor feet intirely, intirely; so they is! I can’t
-bear it much longer, yer honer.” I had committed murder like Macbeth;
-and now my Banquo had come to disturb me at my feast.</p>
-
-<p>“What is it he says to you?” asked Fanny.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh nothing,” I answered, once more in my misery.</p>
-
-<p>“There seems to be some point of confidence between you and our Larry,”
-she remarked.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh no,” said I, quite confused; “not at all.”</p>
-
-<p>“You need not be ashamed of it. Half the gentlemen in the county have
-their confidences with Larry;&mdash;and some of the ladies too, I can tell
-you. He was born in this house, and never lived anywhere else; and I am
-sure he has a larger circle of acquaintance than any one else in it.”</p>
-
-<p>I could not recover my self-possession for the next ten minutes.
-Whenever Larry was on our side of the table I was afraid he was coming
-to me with another agonised whisper. When he was opposite, I could not
-but watch him as he hobbled in his misery. It was evident that the boots
-were too tight for him, and had they been made throughout of iron they
-could not have been less capable of yielding to the feet. I pitied him
-from the bottom of my heart. And I pitied myself also, wishing that I
-was well in bed upstairs with some feigned malady, so that Larry might
-have had his own again.</p>
-
-<p>And then for a moment I missed him from the room. He had doubtless gone
-to relieve his tortured feet in the servants’ hall, and as he did so was
-cursing my cruelty. But what mattered it? Let him curse. If he would
-only stay away and do that, I would appease his wrath when we were alone
-together with pecuniary satisfaction.</p>
-
-<p>But there was no such rest in store for me. “Larry, Larry,” shouted Mr.
-O’Conor, “where on earth has the fellow gone to?” They were all cousins
-at the table except myself, and Mr. O’Conor was not therefore restrained
-by any feeling of ceremony. “There is something wrong with that fellow
-to-day; what is it, Jack?”</p>
-
-<p>“Upon my word, sir, I don’t know,” said Jack.</p>
-
-<p>“I think he must be tipsy,” whispered Miss O’Conor, the<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_044" id="page_044"></a>{44}</span> maiden sister,
-who always sat at her brother’s left hand. But a whisper though it was,
-it was audible all down the table.</p>
-
-<p>“No, ma’am; it aint dhrink at all,” said the coachman. “It is his feet
-as does it.”</p>
-
-<p>“His feet!” shouted Tom O’Conor.</p>
-
-<p>“Yes; I know it’s his feet,” said that horrid Tizzy. “He’s got on great
-thick nailed shoes. It was that that made him tumble down in the hall.”</p>
-
-<p>I glanced at each side of me, and could see that there was a certain
-consciousness expressed in the face of each of my two neighbours;&mdash;on
-Kate’s mouth there was decidedly a smile, or rather, perhaps, the
-slightest possible inclination that way; whereas on Fanny’s part I
-thought I saw something like a rising sorrow at my distress. So at least
-I flattered myself.</p>
-
-<p>“Send him back into the room immediately,” said Tom, who looked at me as
-though he had some consciousness that I had introduced all this
-confusion into his household. What should I do? Would it not be best for
-me to make a clean breast of it before them all? But alas! I lacked the
-courage.</p>
-
-<p>The coachman went out, and we were left for five minutes without any
-servant, and Mr. O’Conor the while became more and more savage. I
-attempted to say a word to Fanny, but failed. Vox faucibus hæsit.</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t think he has got any others,” said Tizzy&mdash;“at least none others
-left.”</p>
-
-<p>On the whole I am glad I did not marry into the family, as I could not
-have endured that girl to stay in my house as a sister-in-law.</p>
-
-<p>“Where the d&mdash;&mdash; has that other fellow gone to?” said Tom. “Jack, do go
-out and see what is the matter. If anybody is drunk send for me.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, there is nobody drunk,” said Tizzy.</p>
-
-<p>Jack went out, and the coachman returned; but what was done and said I
-hardly remember. The whole room seemed to swim round and round, and as
-far as I can recollect the company sat mute, neither eating nor
-drinking. Presently Jack returned.</p>
-
-<p>“It’s all right,” said he. I always liked Jack. At the present moment he
-just looked towards me and laughed slightly.</p>
-
-<p>“All right?” said Tom. “But is the fellow coming?”</p>
-
-<p>“We can do with Richard, I suppose,” said Jack.</p>
-
-<p>“No&mdash;I can’t do with Richard,” said the father. “And I will know what it
-all means. Where is that fellow Larry?”<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_045" id="page_045"></a>{45}</span></p>
-
-<p>Larry had been standing just outside the door, and now he entered gently
-as a mouse. No sound came from his footfall, nor was there in his face
-that look of pain which it had worn for the last fifteen minutes. But he
-was not the less abashed, frightened, and unhappy.</p>
-
-<p>“What is all this about, Larry?” said his master, turning to him. “I
-insist upon knowing.”</p>
-
-<p>“Och thin, Mr. Green, yer honer, I wouldn’t be afther telling agin yer
-honer; indeed I wouldn’t thin, av’ the masther would only let me hould
-my tongue.” And he looked across at me, deprecating my anger.</p>
-
-<p>“Mr. Green!” said Mr. O’Conor.</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, yer honer. It’s all along of his honor’s thick shoes;” and Larry,
-stepping backwards towards the door, lifted them up from some corner,
-and coming well forward, exposed them with the soles uppermost to the
-whole table.</p>
-
-<p>“And that’s not all, yer honer; but they’ve squoze the very toes of me
-into a jelly.”</p>
-
-<p>There was now a loud laugh, in which Jack and Peter and Fanny and Kate
-and Tizzy all joined; as too did Mr. O’Conor&mdash;and I also myself after a
-while.</p>
-
-<p>“Whose boots are they?” demanded Miss O’Conor senior, with her severest
-tone and grimmest accent.</p>
-
-<p>“<span class="lftspc">’</span>Deed then and the divil may have them for me, Miss,” answered Larry.
-“They war Mr. Green’s, but the likes of him won’t wear them agin afther
-the likes of me&mdash;barring he wanted them very particular,” added he,
-remembering his own pumps.</p>
-
-<p>I began muttering something, feeling that the time had come when I must
-tell the tale. But Jack with great good nature, took up the story and
-told it so well, that I hardly suffered in the telling.</p>
-
-<p>“And that’s it,” said Tom O’Conor, laughing till I thought he would have
-fallen from his chair. “So you’ve got Larry’s shoes on&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“And very well he fills them,” said Jack.</p>
-
-<p>“And it’s his honer that’s welcome to ’em,” said Larry, grinning from
-ear to ear now that he saw that “the masther” was once more in a good
-humour.</p>
-
-<p>“I hope they’ll be nice shoes for dancing,” said Kate.</p>
-
-<p>“Only there’s one down at the heel I know,” said Tizzy.</p>
-
-<p>“The servant’s shoes!” This was an exclamation made by the maiden lady,
-and intended apparently only for her brother’s ear. But it was clearly
-audible by all the party.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_046" id="page_046"></a>{46}</span></p>
-
-<p>“Better that than no dinner,” said Peter.</p>
-
-<p>“But what are you to do about the dancing?” said Fanny, with an air of
-dismay on her face which flattered me with an idea that she did care
-whether I danced or no.</p>
-
-<p>In the mean time Larry, now as happy as an emperor, was tripping round
-the room without any shoes to encumber him as he withdrew the plates
-from the table.</p>
-
-<p>“And it’s his honer that’s welcome to ’em,” said he again, as he pulled
-off the table-cloth with a flourish. “And why wouldn’t he, and he able
-to folly the hounds betther nor any Englishman that iver war in these
-parts before,&mdash;anyways so Mick says!”</p>
-
-<p>Now Mick was the huntsman, and this little tale of eulogy from Larry
-went far towards easing my grief. I had ridden well to the hounds that
-day, and I knew it.</p>
-
-<p>There was nothing more said about the shoes, and I was soon again at my
-ease, although Miss O’Conor did say something about the impropriety of
-Larry walking about in his stocking feet. The ladies however soon
-withdrew,&mdash;to my sorrow, for I was getting on swimmingly with Fanny; and
-then we gentlemen gathered round the fire and filled our glasses.</p>
-
-<p>In about ten minutes a very light tap was heard, the door was opened to
-the extent of three inches, and a female voice which I readily
-recognised called to Jack.</p>
-
-<p>Jack went out, and in a second or two put his head back into the room
-and called to me&mdash;“Green,” he said, “just step here a moment, there’s a
-good fellow.” I went out, and there I found Fanny standing with her
-brother.</p>
-
-<p>“Here are the girls at their wits’ ends,” said he, “about your dancing.
-So Fanny has put a boy upon one of the horses, and proposes that you
-should send another line to Mrs. Meehan at Ballyglass. It’s only ten
-miles, and he’ll be back in two hours.”</p>
-
-<p>I need hardly say that I acted in conformity with this advice. I went
-into Mr. O’Conor’s book room, with Jack and his sister, and there
-scribbled a note. It was delightful to feel how intimate I was with
-them, and how anxious they were to make me happy.</p>
-
-<p>“And we won’t begin till they come,” said Fanny.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, Miss O’Conor, pray don’t wait,” said I.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, but we will,” she answered. “You have your wine to drink, and then
-there’s the tea; and then we’ll have a song or two. I’ll spin it out;
-see if I don’t.” And so we went to the<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_047" id="page_047"></a>{47}</span> front door where the boy was
-already on his horse&mdash;her own nag as I afterwards found.</p>
-
-<p>“And Patsey,” said she, “ride for your life; and Patsey, whatever you
-do, don’t come back without Mr. Green’s pumps&mdash;his dancing-shoes you
-know.”</p>
-
-<p>And in about two hours the pumps did arrive; and I don’t think I ever
-spent a pleasanter evening or got more satisfaction out of a pair of
-shoes. They had not been two minutes on my feet before Larry was
-carrying a tray of negus across the room in those which I had worn at
-dinner.</p>
-
-<p>“The Dillon girls are going to stay here,” said Fanny as I wished her
-good night at two o’clock. “And we’ll have dancing every evening as long
-as you remain.”</p>
-
-<p>“But I shall leave to-morrow,” said I.</p>
-
-<p>“Indeed you won’t. Papa will take care of that.”</p>
-
-<p>And so he did. “You had better go over to Ballyglass yourself
-to-morrow,” said he, “and collect your own things. There’s no knowing
-else what you may have to borrow of Larry.”</p>
-
-<p>I stayed there three weeks, and in the middle of the third I thought
-that everything would be arranged between me and Fanny. But the aunt
-interfered; and in about a twelvemonth after my adventures she consented
-to make a more fortunate man happy for his life.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_048" id="page_048"></a>{48}</span></p>
-
-<h2><a name="JOHN_BULL_ON_THE_GUADALQUIVIR" id="JOHN_BULL_ON_THE_GUADALQUIVIR"></a>JOHN BULL ON THE GUADALQUIVIR.</h2>
-
-<p class="nind"><span class="smcap">I am</span> an Englishman, living, as all Englishman should do, in England, and
-my wife would not, I think, be well pleased were any one to insinuate
-that she were other than an Englishwoman; but in the circumstances of my
-marriage I became connected with the south of Spain, and the narrative
-which I am to tell requires that I should refer to some of those
-details.</p>
-
-<p>The Pomfrets and Daguilars have long been in trade together in this
-country, and one of the partners has usually resided at Seville for the
-sake of the works which the firm there possesses. My father, James
-Pomfret, lived there for ten years before his marriage; and since that
-and up to the present period, old Mr. Daguilar has always been on the
-spot. He was, I believe, born in Spain, but he came very early to
-England; he married an English wife, and his sons had been educated
-exclusively in England. His only daughter, Maria Daguilar, did not pass
-so large a proportion of her early life in this country, but she came to
-us for a visit at the age of seventeen, and when she returned I made up
-my mind that I most assuredly would go after her. So I did, and she is
-now sitting on the other side of the fireplace with a legion of small
-linen habiliments in a huge basket by her side.</p>
-
-<p>I felt, at the first, that there was something lacking to make my cup of
-love perfectly delightful. It was very sweet, but there was wanting that
-flower of romance which is generally added to the heavenly draught by a
-slight admixture of opposition. I feared that the path of my true love
-would run too smooth. When Maria came to our house, my mother and elder
-sister seemed to be quite willing that I should be continually alone
-with her; and she had not been there ten days before my father, by
-chance, remarked that there was nothing old Mr. Daguilar valued so
-highly as a thorough feeling of intimate<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_049" id="page_049"></a>{49}</span> alliance between the two
-families which had been so long connected in trade. I was never told
-that Maria was to be my wife, but I felt that the same thing was done
-without words; and when, after six weeks of somewhat elaborate
-attendance upon her, I asked her to be Mrs. John Pomfret, I had no more
-fear of a refusal, or even of hesitation on her part, than I now have
-when I suggest to my partner some commercial transaction of undoubted
-advantage.</p>
-
-<p>But Maria, even, at that age, had about her a quiet sustained decision
-of character quite unlike anything I had seen in English girls. I used
-to hear, and do still hear, how much more flippant is the education of
-girls in France and Spain than in England; and I know that this is shown
-to be the result of many causes&mdash;the Roman Catholic religion being,
-perhaps, the chief offender; but, nevertheless, I rarely see in one of
-our own young women the same power of a self-sustained demeanour as I
-meet on the Continent. It goes no deeper than the demeanour, people say.
-I can only answer that I have not found that shallowness in my own wife.</p>
-
-<p>Miss Daguilar replied to me that she was not prepared with an answer;
-she had only known me six weeks, and wanted more time to think about it;
-besides, there was one in her own country with whom she would wish to
-consult. I knew she had no mother; and as for consulting old Mr.
-Daguilar on such a subject, that idea, I knew, could not have troubled
-her. Besides, as I afterwards learned, Mr. Daguilar had already proposed
-the marriage to his partner exactly as he would have proposed a division
-of assets. My mother declared that Maria was a foolish chit&mdash;in which,
-by-the-bye, she showed her entire ignorance of Miss Daguilar’s
-character; my eldest sister begged that no constraint might be put on
-the young lady’s inclinations&mdash;which provoked me to assert that the
-young lady’s inclinations were by no means opposed to my own; and my
-father, in the coolest manner, suggested that the matter might stand
-over for twelve months, and that I might then go to Seville, and see
-about it! Stand over for twelve months! Would not Maria, long before
-that time, have been snapped up and carried off by one of those
-inordinately rich Spanish grandees who are still to be met with
-occasionally in Andalucia?</p>
-
-<p>My father’s dictum, however, had gone forth; and Maria, in the calmest
-voice, protested that she thought it very wise. I should be less of a
-boy by that time, she said, smiling on me, but driving wedges between
-every fibre of my body as she spoke.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_050" id="page_050"></a>{50}</span> “Be it so,” I said, proudly. “At
-any rate, I am not so much of a boy that I shall forget you.” “And,
-John, you still have the trade to learn,” she added, with her
-deliciously foreign intonation&mdash;speaking very slowly, but with perfect
-pronunciation. The trade to learn! However, I said not a word, but
-stalked out of the room, meaning to see her no more before she went. But
-I could not resist attending on her in the hall as she started; and,
-when she took leave of us, she put her face up to be kissed by me, as
-she did by my father, and seemed to receive as much emotion from one
-embrace as from the other. “He’ll go out by the packet of the 1st
-April,” said my father, speaking of me as though I were a bale of goods.
-“Ah! that will be so nice,” said Maria, settling her dress in the
-carriage; “the oranges will be ripe for him then!”</p>
-
-<p>On the 17th April I did sail, and felt still very like a bale of goods.
-I had received one letter from her, in which she merely stated that her
-papa would have a room ready for me on my arrival; and, in answer to
-that, I had sent an epistle somewhat longer, and, as I then thought, a
-little more to the purpose. Her turn of mind was more practical than
-mine, and I must confess my belief that she did not appreciate my
-poetry.</p>
-
-<p>I landed at Cadiz, and was there joined by an old family friend, one of
-the very best fellows that ever lived. He was to accompany me up as far
-as Seville; and, as he had lived for a year or two at Xeres, was
-supposed to be more Spanish almost than a Spaniard. His name was
-Johnson, and he was in the wine trade; and whether for travelling or
-whether for staying at home&mdash;whether for paying you a visit in your own
-house, or whether for entertaining you in his&mdash;there never was (and I am
-prepared to maintain there never will be) a stancher friend, a choicer
-companion, or a safer guide than Thomas Johnson. Words cannot produce a
-eulogium sufficient for his merits. But, as I have since learned, he was
-not quite so Spanish as I had imagined. Three years among the bodegas of
-Xeres had taught him, no doubt, to appreciate the exact twang of a good,
-dry sherry; but not, as I now conceive, the exactest flavour of the true
-Spanish character. I was very lucky, however, in meeting such a friend,
-and now reckon him as one of the stanchest allies of the house of
-Pomfret, Daguilar, and Pomfret.</p>
-
-<p>He met me at Cadiz, took me about the town, which appeared to me to be
-of no very great interest;&mdash;though the young ladies were all very well.
-But, in this respect, I was then a Stoic, till such time as I might be
-able to throw myself at the feet of her whom<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_051" id="page_051"></a>{51}</span> I was ready to proclaim
-the most lovely of all the Dulcineas of Andalucia. He carried me up by
-boat and railway to Xeres; gave me a most terrific headache, by dragging
-me out into the glare of the sun, after I had tasted some half a dozen
-different wines, and went through all the ordinary hospitalities. On the
-next day we returned to Puerto, and from thence getting across to St.
-Lucar and Bonanza, found ourselves on the banks of the Guadalquivir, and
-took our places in the boat for Seville. I need say but little to my
-readers respecting that far-famed river. Thirty years ago we in England
-generally believed that on its banks was to be found a pure elysium of
-pastoral beauty; that picturesque shepherds and lovely maidens here fed
-their flocks in fields of asphodel; that the limpid stream ran cool and
-crystal over bright stones and beneath perennial shade; and that
-everything on the Guadalquivir was as lovely and as poetical as its
-name. Now, it is pretty widely known that no uglier river oozes down to
-its bourn in the sea through unwholesome banks of low mud. It is brown
-and dirty; ungifted by any scenic advantage; margined for miles upon
-miles by huge, flat, expansive fields, in which cattle are reared,&mdash;the
-bulls wanted for the bull-fights among other; and birds of prey sit
-constant on the shore, watching for the carcases of such as die. Such
-are the charms of the golden Guadalquivir.</p>
-
-<p>At first we were very dull on board that steamer. I never found myself
-in a position in which there was less to do. There was a nasty smell
-about the little boat which made me almost ill; every turn in the river
-was so exactly like the last, that we might have been standing still;
-there was no amusement except eating, and that, when once done, was not
-of a kind to make an early repetition desirable. Even Johnson was
-becoming dull, and I began to doubt whether I was so desirous as I once
-had been to travel the length and breadth of all Spain. But about noon a
-little incident occurred which did for a time remove some of our tedium.
-The boat had stopped to take in passengers on the river; and, among
-others, a man had come on board dressed in a fashion that, to my eyes,
-was equally strange and picturesque. Indeed, his appearance was so
-singular, that I could not but regard him with care, though I felt at
-first averse to stare at a fellow-passenger on account of his clothes.
-He was a man of about fifty, but as active apparently as though not more
-than twenty-five; he was of low stature, but of admirable make; his hair
-was just becoming grizzled, but was short and crisp and well cared for;
-his face was prepossessing, having a look of good<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_052" id="page_052"></a>{52}</span> humour added to
-courtesy, and there was a pleasant, soft smile round his mouth which
-ingratiated one at the first sight. But it was his dress rather than his
-person which attracted attention. He wore the ordinary Andalucian
-cap&mdash;of which such hideous parodies are now making themselves common in
-England&mdash;but was not contented with the usual ornament of the double
-tuft. The cap was small, and jaunty; trimmed with silk velvet&mdash;as is
-common here with men careful to adorn their persons; but this man’s cap
-was finished off with a jewelled button and golden filigree work. He was
-dressed in a short jacket with a stand-up collar; and that also was
-covered with golden buttons and with golden button-holes. It was all
-gilt down the front, and all lace down the back. The rows of buttons
-were double; and those of the more backward row hung down in heavy
-pendules. His waistcoat was of coloured silk&mdash;very pretty to look at;
-and ornamented with a small sash, through which gold threads were
-worked. All the buttons of his breeches also were of gold; and there
-were gold tags to all the button-holes. His stockings were of the finest
-silk, and clocked with gold from the knee to the ankle.</p>
-
-<p>Dress any Englishman in such a garb and he will at once give you the
-idea of a hog in armour. In the first place he will lack the proper
-spirit to carry it off, and in the next place the motion of his limbs
-will disgrace the ornaments they bear. “And so best,” most Englishmen
-will say. Very likely; and, therefore, let no Englishman try it. But my
-Spaniard did not look at all like a hog in armour. He walked slowly down
-the plank into the boat, whistling lowly but very clearly a few bars
-from an opera tune. It was plain to see that he was master of himself,
-of his ornaments, and of his limbs. He had no appearance of thinking
-that men were looking at him, or of feeling that he was beauteous in his
-attire;&mdash;nothing could be more natural than his foot-fall, or the quiet
-glance of his cheery gray eye. He walked up to the captain, who held the
-helm, and lightly raised his hand to his cap. The captain, taking one
-hand from the wheel, did the same, and then the stranger, turning his
-back to the stern of the vessel, and fronting down the river with his
-face, continued to whistle slowly, clearly, and in excellent time. Grand
-as were his clothes they were no burden on his mind.</p>
-
-<p>“What is he?” said I, going up to my friend Johnson, with a whisper.</p>
-
-<p>“Well, I’ve been looking at him,” said Johnson&mdash;which was true enough;<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_053" id="page_053"></a>{53}</span>
-“he’s a&mdash;&mdash;an uncommonly good-looking fellow, isn’t he?”</p>
-
-<p>“Particularly so,” said I; “and got up quite irrespective of expense. Is
-he a&mdash;a&mdash;a gentleman, now, do you think?”</p>
-
-<p>“Well, those things are so different in Spain, that it’s almost
-impossible to make an Englishman understand them. One learns to know all
-this sort of people by being with them in the country, but one can’t
-explain.”</p>
-
-<p>“No; exactly. Are they real gold?”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, yes; I dare say they are. They sometimes have them silver gilt.”</p>
-
-<p>“It is quite a common thing, then, isn’t it?” asked I.</p>
-
-<p>“Well, not exactly; that&mdash;&mdash; Ah! yes; I see! of course. He is a torero.”</p>
-
-<p>“A what?”</p>
-
-<p>“A mayo. I will explain it all to you. You will see them about in all
-places, and you will get used to them.”</p>
-
-<p>“But I haven’t seen one other as yet.”</p>
-
-<p>“No, and they are not all so gay as this, nor so new in their finery,
-you know.”</p>
-
-<p>“And what is a torero?”</p>
-
-<p>“Well, a torero is a man engaged in bull-fighting.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh! he is a matador, is he?” said I, looking at him with more than all
-my eyes.</p>
-
-<p>“No, not exactly that;&mdash;not of necessity. He is probably a mayo. A
-fellow that dresses himself smart for fairs, and will be seen hanging
-about with the bull-fighters. What would be a sporting fellow in
-England&mdash;only he won’t drink and curse like a low man on the turf there.
-Come, shall we go and speak to him?”</p>
-
-<p>“I can’t talk to him,” said I, diffident of my Spanish. I had received
-lessons in England from Maria Daguilar; but six weeks is little enough
-for making love, let alone the learning of a foreign language.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh! I’ll do the talking. You’ll find the language easy enough before
-long. It soon becomes the same as English to you, when you live among
-them.” And then Johnson, walking up to the stranger, accosted him with
-that good-natured familiarity with which a thoroughly nice fellow always
-opens a conversation with his inferior. Of course I could not understand
-the words which were exchanged; but it was clear enough that the “mayo”
-took the address in good part, and was inclined to be communicative and
-social.</p>
-
-<p>“They are all of pure gold,” said Johnson, turning to me after a minute,
-making as he spoke a motion with his head to show the importance of the
-information.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_054" id="page_054"></a>{54}</span></p>
-
-<p>“Are they indeed?” said I. “Where on earth did a fellow like that get
-them?” Whereupon Johnson again returned to his conversation with the
-man. After another minute he raised his hand, and began to finger the
-button on the shoulder; and to aid him in doing so, the man of the
-bull-ring turned a little on one side.</p>
-
-<p>“They are wonderfully well made,” said Johnson, talking to me, and still
-fingering the button. “They are manufactured, he says, at Osuna, and he
-tells me that they make them better there than anywhere else.”</p>
-
-<p>“I wonder what the whole set would cost?” said I. “An enormous deal of
-money for a fellow like him, I should think!”</p>
-
-<p>“Over twelve ounces,” said Johnson, having asked the question; “and that
-will be more than forty pounds.”</p>
-
-<p>“What an uncommon ass he must be!” said I.</p>
-
-<p>As Johnson by this time was very closely scrutinising the whole set of
-ornaments I thought I might do so also, and going up close to our
-friend, I too began to handle the buttons and tags on the other side.
-Nothing could have been more good-humoured than he was&mdash;so much so that
-I was emboldened to hold up his arm that I might see the cut of his
-coat, to take off his cap and examine the make, to stuff my finger in
-beneath his sash, and at last to kneel down while I persuaded him to
-hold up his legs that I might look to the clocking. The fellow was
-thoroughly good-natured, and why should I not indulge my curiosity?</p>
-
-<p>“You’ll upset him if you don’t take care,” said Johnson; for I had got
-fast hold of him by one ankle, and was determined to finish the survey
-completely.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, no, I shan’t,” said I; “a bull-fighting chap can surely stand on
-one leg. But what I wonder at is, how on earth he can afford it!”
-Whereupon Johnson again began to interrogate him in Spanish.</p>
-
-<p>“He says he has got no children,” said Johnson, having received a reply,
-“and that as he has nobody but himself to look after, he is able to
-allow himself such little luxuries.”</p>
-
-<p>“Tell him that I say he would be better with a wife and couple of
-babies,” said I&mdash;and Johnson interpreted.</p>
-
-<p>“He says that he’ll think of it some of these days, when he finds that
-the supply of fools in the world is becoming short,” said Johnson.</p>
-
-<p>We had nearly done with him now; but after regaining my feet, I
-addressed myself once more to the heavy pendules, which hung down almost
-under his arm. I lifted one of these, meaning<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_055" id="page_055"></a>{55}</span> to feel its weight
-between my fingers; but unfortunately I gave a lurch, probably through
-the motion of the boat, and still holding by the button, tore it almost
-off from our friend’s coat.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, I am so sorry,” I said, in broad English.</p>
-
-<p>“It do not matter at all,” he said, bowing, and speaking with equal
-plainness. And then, taking a knife from his pocket, he cut the pendule
-off, leaving a bit of torn cloth on the side of his jacket.</p>
-
-<p>“Upon my word, I am quite unhappy,” said I; “but I always am so
-awkward.” Whereupon he bowed low.</p>
-
-<p>“Couldn’t I make it right?” said I, bringing out my purse.</p>
-
-<p>He lifted his hand, and I saw that it was small and white; he lifted it
-and gently put it upon my purse, smiling sweetly as he did so. “Thank
-you, no, señor; thank you, no.” And then, bowing to us both, he walked
-away down into the cabin.</p>
-
-<p>“Upon my word he is a deuced well-mannered fellow,” said I.</p>
-
-<p>“You shouldn’t have offered him money,” said Johnson; “a Spaniard does
-not like it.”</p>
-
-<p>“Why, I thought you could do nothing without money in this country.
-Doesn’t every one take bribes?”</p>
-
-<p>“Ah! yes; that is a different thing; but not the price of a button. By
-Jove! he understood English, too. Did you see that?”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes; and I called him an ass! I hope he doesn’t mind it.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh! no; he won’t think anything about it,” said Johnson. “That sort of
-fellows don’t. I dare say we shall see him in the bull-ring next Sunday,
-and then we’ll make all right with a glass of lemonade.”</p>
-
-<p>And so our adventure ended with the man of the gold ornaments. I was
-sorry that I had spoken English before him so heedlessly, and resolved
-that I would never be guilty of such gaucherie again. But, then, who
-would think that a Spanish bull-fighter would talk a foreign language? I
-was sorry, also, that I had torn his coat; it had looked so awkward; and
-sorry again that I had offered the man money. Altogether I was a little
-ashamed of myself; but I had too much to look forward to at Seville to
-allow any heaviness to remain long at my heart; and before I had arrived
-at the marvellous city I had forgotten both him and his buttons.</p>
-
-<p>Nothing could be nicer than the way in which I was welcomed at Mr.
-Daguilar’s house, or more kind&mdash;I may almost say affectionate&mdash;than
-Maria’s manner to me. But it was too affectionate; and I am not sure
-that I should not have liked my reception<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_056" id="page_056"></a>{56}</span> better had she been more
-diffident in her tone, and less inclined to greet me with open warmth.
-As it was, she again gave me her cheek to kiss, in her father’s
-presence, and called me dear John, and asked me specially after some
-rabbits which I had kept at home merely for a younger sister; and then
-it seemed as though she were in no way embarrassed by the peculiar
-circumstances of our position. Twelve months since I had asked her to be
-my wife, and now she was to give me an answer; and yet she was as
-assured in her gait, and as serenely joyous in her tone, as though I
-were a brother just returned from college. It could not be that she
-meant to refuse me, or she would not smile on me and be so loving; but I
-could almost have found it in my heart to wish that she would. “It is
-quite possible,” said I to myself, “that I may not be found so ready for
-this family bargain. A love that is to be had like a bale of goods is
-not exactly the love to suit my taste.” But then, when I met her again
-in the morning, I could no more have quarrelled with her than I could
-have flown.</p>
-
-<p>I was inexpressibly charmed with the whole city, and especially with the
-house in which Mr. Daguilar lived. It opened from the corner of a
-narrow, unfrequented street&mdash;a corner like an elbow&mdash;and, as seen from
-the exterior, there was nothing prepossessing to recommend it; but the
-outer door led by a short hall or passage to an inner door or grille,
-made of open ornamental iron-work, and through that we entered a court,
-or patio, as they called it. Nothing could be more lovely or deliciously
-cool than was this small court. The building on each side was covered by
-trellis-work; and beautiful creepers, vines, and parasite flowers, now
-in the full magnificence of the early summer, grew up and clustered
-round the windows. Every inch of wall was covered, so that none of the
-glaring whitewash wounded the eye, In the four corners of the patio were
-four large orange-trees, covered with fruit. I would not say a word in
-special praise of these, remembering that childish promise she had made
-on my behalf. In the middle of the court there was a fountain, and round
-about on the marble floor there were chairs, and here and there a small
-table, as though the space were really a portion of the house. It was
-here that we used to take our cup of coffee and smoke our cigarettes, I
-and old Mr. Daguilar, while Maria sat by, not only approving, but
-occasionally rolling for me the thin paper round the fragrant weed with
-her taper fingers. Beyond the patio was an open passage or gallery,
-filled also with flowers in pots; and then, beyond this, one entered the
-drawing-room of the house.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_057" id="page_057"></a>{57}</span> It was by no means a princely palace or
-mansion, fit for the owner of untold wealth. The rooms were not over
-large nor very numerous; but the most had been made of a small space,
-and everything had been done to relieve the heat of an almost tropical
-sun.</p>
-
-<p>“It is pretty, is it not?” she said, as she took me through it.</p>
-
-<p>“Very pretty,” I said. “I wish we could live in such houses.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, they would not do at all for dear old fat, cold, cozy England. You
-are quite different, you know, in everything from us in the south; more
-phlegmatic, but then so much steadier. The men and the houses are all
-the same.”</p>
-
-<p>I can hardly tell why, but even this wounded me. It seemed to me as
-though she were inclined to put into one and the same category things
-English, dull, useful, and solid; and that she was disposed to show a
-sufficient appreciation for such necessaries of life, though she herself
-had another and inner sense&mdash;a sense keenly alive to the poetry of her
-own southern clime; and that I, as being English, was to have no
-participation in this latter charm. An English husband might do very
-well, the interests of the firm might make such an arrangement
-desirable, such a mariage de convenance&mdash;so I argued to myself&mdash;might be
-quite compatible with&mdash;with heaven only knows what delights of
-super-terrestial romance, from which I, as being an English thick-headed
-lump of useful coarse mortality, was to be altogether debarred. She had
-spoken to me of oranges, and having finished the survey of the house,
-she offered me some sweet little cakes. It could not be that of such
-things were the thoughts which lay undivulged beneath the clear waters
-of those deep black eyes&mdash;undivulged to me, though no one else could
-have so good a right to read those thoughts! It could not be that that
-noble brow gave index of a mind intent on the trade of which she spoke
-so often! Words of other sort than any that had been vouchsafed to me
-must fall at times from the rich curves of that perfect mouth.</p>
-
-<p>So felt I then, pining for something to make me unhappy. Ah, me! I know
-all about it now, and am content. But I wish that some learned pundit
-would give us a good definition of romance, would describe in words that
-feeling with which our hearts are so pestered when we are young, which
-makes us sigh for we know not what, and forbids us to be contented with
-what God sends us. We invest female beauty with impossible attributes,
-and are angry because our women have not the spiritualised<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_058" id="page_058"></a>{58}</span> souls of
-angels, anxious as we are that they should also be human in the flesh. A
-man looks at her he would love as at a distant landscape in a
-mountainous land. The peaks are glorious with more than the beauty of
-earth and rock and vegetation. He dreams of some mysterious grandeur of
-design which tempts him on under the hot sun, and over the sharp rock,
-till he has reached the mountain goal which he had set before him. But
-when there, he finds that the beauty is well-nigh gone, and as for that
-delicious mystery on which his soul had fed, it has vanished for ever.</p>
-
-<p>I know all about it now, and am, as I said, content. Beneath those deep
-black eyes there lay a well of love, good, honest, homely love, love of
-father and husband and children that were to come&mdash;of that love which
-loves to see the loved ones prospering in honesty. That noble brow&mdash;for
-it is noble; I am unchanged in that opinion, and will go unchanged to my
-grave&mdash;covers thoughts as to the welfare of many, and an intellect
-fitted to the management of a household, of servants, namely, and
-children, and perchance a husband. That mouth can speak words of wisdom,
-of very useful wisdom&mdash;though of poetry it has latterly uttered little
-that was original. Poetry and romance! They are splendid mountain views
-seen in the distance. So let men be content to see them, and not attempt
-to tread upon the fallacious heather of the mystic hills.</p>
-
-<p>In the first week of my sojourn in Seville I spoke no word of overt love
-to Maria, thinking, as I confess, to induce her thereby to alter her
-mode of conduct to myself. “She knows that I have come here to make love
-to her&mdash;to repeat my offer; and she will at any rate be chagrined if I
-am slow to do so.” But it had no effect. At home my mother was rather
-particular about her table, and Maria’s greatest efforts seemed to be
-used in giving me as nice dinners as we gave her. In those days I did
-not care a straw about my dinner, and so I took an opportunity of
-telling her. “Dear me,” said she, looking at me almost with grief, “do
-you not? What a pity! And do you not like music either?” “Oh, yes, I
-adore it,” I replied. I felt sure at the time that had I been born in
-her own sunny clime, she would never have talked to me about eating. But
-that was my mistake.</p>
-
-<p>I used to walk out with her about the city, seeing all that is there of
-beauty and magnificence. And in what city is there more that is worth
-the seeing? At first this was very delightful to me, for I felt that I
-was blessed with a privilege that would not be granted to any other man.
-But its value soon fell in my<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_059" id="page_059"></a>{59}</span> eyes, for others would accost her, and
-walk on the other side, talking to her in Spanish, as though I hardly
-existed, or were a servant there for her protection. And I was not
-allowed to take her arm, and thus to appropriate her, as I should have
-done in England. “No, John,” she said, with the sweetest, prettiest
-smile, “we don’t do that here; only when people are married.” And she
-made this allusion to married life out, openly, with no slightest tremor
-on her tongue.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, I beg pardon,” said I, drawing back my hand, and feeling angry with
-myself for not being fully acquainted with all the customs of a foreign
-country.</p>
-
-<p>“You need not beg pardon,” said she; “when we were in England we always
-walked so. It is just a custom, you know.” And then I saw her drop her
-large dark eyes to the ground, and bow gracefully in answer to some
-salute.</p>
-
-<p>I looked round, and saw that we had been joined by a young cavalier,&mdash;a
-Spanish nobleman, as I saw at once; a man with jet black hair, and a
-straight nose, and a black moustache, and patent leather boots, very
-slim and very tall, and&mdash;though I would not confess it then&mdash;uncommonly
-handsome. I myself am inclined to be stout, my hair is light, my nose
-broad, I have no hair on my upper lip, and my whiskers are rough and
-uneven. “I could punch your head though, my fine fellow,” said I to
-myself, when I saw that he placed himself at Maria’s side, “and think
-very little of the achievement.”</p>
-
-<p>The wretch went on with us round the plaza for some quarter of an hour
-talking Spanish with the greatest fluency, and she was every whit as
-fluent. Of course I could not understand a word that they said. Of all
-positions that a man can occupy, I think that that is about the most
-uncomfortable; and I cannot say that, even up to this day, I have quite
-forgiven her for that quarter of an hour.</p>
-
-<p>“I shall go in,” said I, unable to bear my feelings, and preparing to
-leave her. “The heat is unendurable.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh dear, John, why did you not speak before?” she answered. “You cannot
-leave me here, you know, as I am in your charge; but I will go with you
-almost directly.” And then she finished her conversation with the
-Spaniard, speaking with an animation she had never displayed in her
-conversations with me.</p>
-
-<p>It had been agreed between us for two or three days before this, that we
-were to rise early on the following morning for the sake of ascending
-the tower of the cathedral, and visiting the<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_060" id="page_060"></a>{60}</span> Giralda, as the iron
-figure is called, which turns upon a pivot on the extreme summit. We had
-often wandered together up and down the long dark gloomy aisle of the
-stupendous building, and had, together, seen its treasury of art; but as
-yet we had not performed the task which has to be achieved by all
-visitors to Seville; and in order that we might have a clear view over
-the surrounding country, and not be tormented by the heat of an advanced
-sun, we had settled that we would ascend the Giralda before breakfast.</p>
-
-<p>And now, as I walked away from the plaza towards Mr. Daguilar’s house,
-with Maria by my side, I made up my mind that I would settle my business
-during this visit to the cathedral. Yes, and I would so manage the
-settlement that there should be no doubt left as to my intentions and my
-own ideas. I would not be guilty of shilly-shally conduct; I would tell
-her frankly what I felt and what I thought, and would make her
-understand that I did not desire her hand if I could not have her heart.
-I did not value the kindness of her manner, seeing that that kindness
-sprung from indifference rather than passion; and so I would declare to
-her. And I would ask her, also, who was this young man with whom she was
-intimate&mdash;for whom all her volubility and energy of tone seemed to be
-employed? She had told me once that it behoved her to consult a friend
-in Seville as to the expediency of her marriage with me. Was this the
-friend whom she had wished to consult? If so, she need not trouble
-herself. Under such circumstances I should decline the connection! And I
-resolved that I would find out how this might be. A man who proposes to
-take a woman to his bosom as his wife, has a right to ask for
-information&mdash;ay, and to receive it too. It flashed upon my mind at this
-moment that Donna Maria was well enough inclined to come to me as my
-wife, but&mdash;&mdash;. I could hardly define the “buts” to myself, for there
-were three or four of them. Why did she always speak to me in a tone of
-childish affection, as though I were a schoolboy home for the holidays?
-I would have all this out with her on the tower on the following
-morning, standing under the Giralda.</p>
-
-<p>On that morning we met together in the patio, soon after five o’clock,
-and started for the cathedral. She looked beautiful, with her black
-mantilla over her head, and with black gloves on, and her black morning
-silk dress&mdash;beautiful, composed, and at her ease, as though she were
-well satisfied to undertake this early morning walk from feelings of
-good nature&mdash;sustained, probably, by some under-current of a deeper
-sentiment. Well;<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_061" id="page_061"></a>{61}</span> I would know all about it before I returned to her
-father’s house.</p>
-
-<p>There hardly stands, as I think, on the earth, a building more
-remarkable than the cathedral of Seville, and hardly one more grand. Its
-enormous size; its gloom and darkness; the richness of ornamentation in
-the details, contrasted with the severe simplicity of the larger
-outlines; the variety of its architecture; the glory of its paintings;
-and the wondrous splendour of its metallic decoration, its
-altar-friezes, screens, rails, gates, and the like, render it, to my
-mind, the first in interest among churches. It has not the coloured
-glass of Chartres, or the marble glory of Milan, or such a forest of
-aisles as Antwerp, or so perfect a hue in stone as Westminster, nor in
-mixed beauty of form and colour does it possess anything equal to the
-choir of Cologne; but, for combined magnificence and awe-compelling
-grandeur, I regard it as superior to all other ecclesiastical edifices.</p>
-
-<p>It is its deep gloom with which the stranger is so greatly struck on his
-first entrance. In a region so hot as the south of Spain, a cool
-interior is a main object with the architect, and this it has been
-necessary to effect by the exclusion of light; consequently the church
-is dark, mysterious, and almost cold. On the morning in question, as we
-entered, it seemed to be filled with gloom, and the distant sound of a
-slow footstep here and there beyond the transept inspired one almost
-with awe. Maria, when she first met me, had begun to talk with her usual
-smile, offering me coffee and a biscuit before I started. “I never eat
-biscuit,” I said, with almost a severe tone, as I turned from her. That
-dark, horrid man of the plaza&mdash;would she have offered him a cake had she
-been going to walk with him in the gloom of the morning? After that
-little had been spoken between us. She walked by my side with her
-accustomed smile; but she had, as I flattered myself, begun to learn
-that I was not to be won by a meaningless good nature. “We are lucky in
-our morning for the view!” that was all she said, speaking with that
-peculiarly clear, but slow pronunciation which she had assumed in
-learning our language.</p>
-
-<p>We entered the cathedral, and, walking the whole length of the aisle,
-left it again at the porter’s porch at the farther end. Here we passed
-through a low door on to the stone flight of steps, and at once began to
-ascend. “There are a party of your countrymen up before us,” said Maria;
-“the porter says that they went through the lodge half an hour since.”
-“I hope they will return before we are on the top,” said I, bethinking
-myself of the task that was before me. And indeed my heart<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_062" id="page_062"></a>{62}</span> was hardly
-at ease within me, for that which I had to say would require all the
-spirit of which I was master.</p>
-
-<p>The ascent to the Giralda is very long and very fatiguing; and we had to
-pause on the various landings and in the singular belfry in order that
-Miss Daguilar might recruit her strength and breath. As we rested on one
-of these occasions, in a gallery which runs round the tower below the
-belfry, we heard a great noise of shouting, and a clattering of sticks
-among the bells. “It is the party of your countrymen who went up before
-us,” said she. “What a pity that Englishmen should always make so much
-noise!” And then she spoke in Spanish to the custodian of the bells, who
-is usually to be found in a little cabin up there within the tower. “He
-says that they went up shouting like demons,” continued Maria; and it
-seemed to me that she looked as though I ought to be ashamed of the name
-of an Englishman. “They may not be so solemn in their demeanour as
-Spaniards,” I answered; “but, for all that, there may be quite as much
-in them.”</p>
-
-<p>We then again began to mount, and before we had ascended much farther we
-passed my three countrymen. They were young men, with gray coats and
-gray trousers, with slouched hats, and without gloves. They had fair
-faces and fair hair, and swung big sticks in their hands, with crooked
-handles. They laughed and talked loud, and, when we met them, seemed to
-be racing with each other; but nevertheless they were gentlemen. No one
-who knows by sight what an English gentleman is, could have doubted
-that; but I did acknowledge to myself that they should have remembered
-that the edifice they were treading was a church, and that the silence
-they were invading was the cherished property of a courteous people.</p>
-
-<p>“They are all just the same as big boys,” said Maria. The colour
-instantly flew into my face, and I felt that it was my duty to speak up
-for my own countrymen. The word “boys” especially wounded my ears. It
-was as a boy that she treated me; but, on looking at that befringed
-young Spanish Don&mdash;who was not, apparently, my elder in age&mdash;she had
-recognised a man. However, I said nothing further till I reached the
-summit. One cannot speak with manly dignity while one is out of breath
-on a staircase.</p>
-
-<p>“There, John,” she said, stretching her hands away over the fair plain
-of the Guadalquivir, as soon as we stood against the parapet; “is not
-that lovely?”</p>
-
-<p>I would not deign to notice this. “Maria,” I said, “I think, that you
-are too hard upon my countrymen?”<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_063" id="page_063"></a>{63}</span></p>
-
-<p>“Too hard! no; for I love them. They are so good and industrious; and
-they come home to their wives, and take care of their children. But why
-do they make themselves so&mdash;so&mdash;what the French call gauche?”</p>
-
-<p>“Good and industrious, and come home to their wives!” thought I. “I
-believe you hardly understand us as yet,” I answered. “Our domestic
-virtues are not always so very prominent; but, I believe, we know how to
-conduct ourselves as gentlemen: at any rate, as well as Spaniards.” I
-was very angry&mdash;not at the faults, but at the good qualities imputed to
-us.</p>
-
-<p>“In affairs of business, yes,” said Maria, with a look of firm
-confidence in her own opinion&mdash;that look of confidence which she has
-never lost, and I pray that she may never lose it while I remain with
-her&mdash;“but in the little intercourses of the world, no! A Spaniard never
-forgets what is personally due either to himself or his neighbours. If
-he is eating an onion, he eats it as an onion should be eaten.”</p>
-
-<p>“In such matters as that he is very grand, no doubt,” said I, angrily.</p>
-
-<p>“And why should you not eat an onion properly, John? Now, I heard a
-story yesterday from Don &mdash;&mdash; about two Englishmen, which annoyed me very
-much.” I did not exactly catch the name of the Don in question, but I
-felt through every nerve in my body that it was the man who had been
-talking to her on the plaza.</p>
-
-<p>“And what have they done?” said I. “But it is the same everywhere. We
-are always abused; but, nevertheless, no people are so welcome. At any
-rate, we pay for the mischief we do.” I was angry with myself the moment
-the words were out of my mouth, for, after all, there is no feeling more
-mean than that pocket-confidence with which an Englishman sometimes
-swaggers.</p>
-
-<p>“There was no mischief done in this case,” she answered. “It was simply
-that two men have made themselves ridiculous for ever. The story is all
-about Seville, and, of course, it annoys me that they should be
-Englishmen.”</p>
-
-<p>“And what did they do?”</p>
-
-<p>“The Marquis D’Almavivas was coming up to Seville in the boat, and they
-behaved to him in the most outrageous manner. He is here now, and is
-going to give a series of fêtes. Of course he will not ask a single
-Englishman.”</p>
-
-<p>“We shall manage to live, even though the Marquis D’Almavivas may frown
-upon us,” said I, proudly.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_064" id="page_064"></a>{64}</span></p>
-
-<p>“He is the richest, and also the best of our noblemen,” continued Maria;
-“and I never heard of anything so absurd as what they did to him. It
-made me blush when Don &mdash;&mdash; told me.” Don Tomàs, I thought she said.</p>
-
-<p>“If he be the best of your noblemen, how comes it that he is angry
-because he has met two vulgar men? It is not to be supposed that every
-Englishman is a gentleman.”</p>
-
-<p>“Angry! Oh, no! he was not angry; he enjoyed the joke too much for that.
-He got completely the best of them, though they did not know it; poor
-fools! How would your Lord John Russell behave if two Spaniards in an
-English railway carriage were to pull him about and tear his clothes?”</p>
-
-<p>“He would give them in charge to a policeman, of course,” said I,
-speaking of such a matter with the contempt it deserved.</p>
-
-<p>“If that were done here your ambassador would be demanding national
-explanations. But Almavivas did much better;&mdash;he laughed at them without
-letting them know it.”</p>
-
-<p>“But do you mean that they took hold of him violently, without any
-provocation? They must have been drunk.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, no, they were sober enough. I did not see it, so I do not quite
-know exactly how it was, but I understand that they committed themselves
-most absurdly, absolutely took hold of his coat and tore it, and&mdash;; but
-they did such ridiculous things that I cannot tell you.” And yet Don
-Tomàs, if that was the man’s name, had been able to tell her, and she
-had been able to listen to him.</p>
-
-<p>“What made them take hold of the marquis?” said I.</p>
-
-<p>“Curiosity, I suppose,” she answered. “He dresses somewhat fancifully,
-and they could not understand that any one should wear garments
-different from their own.” But even then the blow did not strike home
-upon me.</p>
-
-<p>“Is it not pretty to look down upon the quiet town?” she said, coming
-close up to me, so that the skirt of her dress pressed me, and her elbow
-touched my arm. Now was the moment I should have asked her how her heart
-stood towards me; but I was sore and uncomfortable, and my destiny was
-before me. She was willing enough to let these English faults pass by
-without further notice, but I would not allow the subject to drop.</p>
-
-<p>“I will find out who these men were,” said I, “and learn the truth of
-it. When did it occur?”</p>
-
-<p>“Last Thursday, I think he said.”</p>
-
-<p>“Why, that was the day we came up in the boat, Johnson<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_065" id="page_065"></a>{65}</span> and myself.
-There was no marquis there then, and we were the only Englishmen on
-board.”</p>
-
-<p>“It was on Thursday, certainly, because it was well known in Seville
-that he arrived on that day. You must have remarked him because he talks
-English perfectly&mdash;though, by-the-bye, these men would go on chattering
-before him about himself as though it were impossible that a Spaniard
-should know their language. They are ignorant of Spanish, and they
-cannot bring themselves to believe that any one should be better
-educated than themselves.”</p>
-
-<p>Now the blow had fallen, and I straightway appreciated the necessity of
-returning immediately to Clapham, where my family resided, and giving up
-for ever all idea of Spanish connections. I had resolved to assert the
-full strength of my manhood on that tower, and now words had been spoken
-which left me weak as a child. I felt that I was shivering, and did not
-dare to pronounce the truth which must be made known. As to speaking of
-love, and signifying my pleasure that Don Tomàs should for the future be
-kept at a distance, any such effort was quite beyond me. Had Don Tomàs
-been there, he might have walked off with her from before my face
-without a struggle on my part. “Now I remember about it,” she continued,
-“I think he must have been in the boat on Thursday.”</p>
-
-<p>“And now that I remember,” I replied, turning away to hide my
-embarrassment, “he was there. Your friend down below in the plaza seems
-to have made out a grand story. No doubt he is not fond of the English,
-There was such a man there, and I did take hold&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, John, was it you?”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, Donna Maria, it was I; and if Lord John Russell were to dress
-himself in the same way&mdash;&mdash;” But I had no time to complete my
-description of what might occur under so extravagantly impossible a
-combination of circumstances, for as I was yet speaking, the little door
-leading out on to the leads of the tower was opened, and my friend, the
-mayo of the boat, still bearing all his gewgaws on his back, stepped up
-on to the platform. My eye instantly perceived that the one pendule was
-still missing from his jacket. He did not come alone, but three other
-gentlemen followed him, who, however, had no peculiarities in their
-dress. He saw me at once, and bowed and smiled; and then observing Donna
-Maria, he lifted his cap from his head, and addressing himself to her in
-Spanish, began to converse with her as though she were an old friend.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_066" id="page_066"></a>{66}</span></p>
-
-<p>“Señor,” said Maria, after the first words of greeting had been spoken
-between them; “you must permit me to present to you my father’s most
-particular friend, and my own,&mdash;Mr. Pomfret; John, this is the Marquis
-D’Almavivas.”</p>
-
-<p>I cannot now describe the grace with which this introduction was
-effected, or the beauty of her face as she uttered the word. There was a
-boldness about her as though she had said, “I know it all&mdash;the whole
-story. But, in spite of that you must take him on my representation, and
-be gracious to him in spite of what he has done. You must be content to
-do that; or in quarrelling with him you must quarrel with me also.” And
-it was done at the spur of the moment&mdash;without delay. She, who not five
-minutes since had been loudly condemning the unknown Englishman for his
-rudeness, had already pardoned him, now that he was known to be her
-friend; and had determined that he should be pardoned by others also or
-that she would share his disgrace. I recognised the nobleness of this at
-the moment; but, nevertheless, I was so sore that I would almost have
-preferred that she should have disowned me.</p>
-
-<p>The marquis immediately lifted his cap with his left hand while he gave
-me his right. “I have already had the pleasure of meeting this
-gentleman,” he said; “we had some conversation in the boat together.”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes,” said I, pointing to his rent, “and you still bear the marks of
-our encounter.”</p>
-
-<p>“Was it not delightful, Donna Maria,” he continued, turning to her;
-“your friend’s friend took me for a torero?”</p>
-
-<p>“And it served you properly, señor,” said Donna Maria, laughing; “you
-have no right to go about with all those rich ornaments upon you.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh! quite properly; indeed, I make no complaint; and I must beg your
-friend to understand, and his friend also, how grateful I am for their
-solicitude as to my pecuniary welfare. They were inclined to be severe
-on me for being so extravagant in such trifles. I was obliged to explain
-that I had no wife at home kept without her proper allowance of dresses,
-in order that I might be gay.”</p>
-
-<p>“They are foreigners, and you should forgive their error,” said she.</p>
-
-<p>“And in token that I do so,” said the marquis, “I shall beg your friend
-to accept the little ornament which attracted his attention.” And so
-saying, he pulled the identical button out of his pocket, and gracefully
-proffered it to me.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_067" id="page_067"></a>{67}</span></p>
-
-<p>“I shall carry it about with me always,” said I, accepting it, “as a
-memento of humiliation. When I look at it, I shall ever remember the
-folly of an Englishman and the courtesy of a Spaniard;” and as I made
-the speech I could not but reflect whether it might, under any
-circumstances, be possible that Lord John Russell should be induced to
-give a button off his coat to a Spaniard.</p>
-
-<p>There were other civil speeches made, and before we left the tower the
-marquis had asked me to his parties, and exacted from me an unwilling
-promise that I would attend them. “The señora,” he said, bowing again to
-Maria, “would, he was sure, grace them. She had done so on the previous
-year; and as I had accepted his little present I was bound to
-acknowledge him as my friend.” All this was very pretty, and of course I
-said that I would go, but I had not at that time the slightest intention
-of doing so. Maria had behaved admirably; she had covered my confusion,
-and shown herself not ashamed to own me, delinquent as I was; but, not
-the less, had she expressed her opinion, in language terribly strong, of
-the awkwardness of which I had been guilty, and had shown almost an
-aversion to my English character. I should leave Seville as quickly as I
-could, and should certainly not again put myself in the way of the
-Marquis D’Almavivas. Indeed, I dreaded the moment that I should be first
-alone with her, and should find myself forced to say something
-indicative of my feelings&mdash;to hear something also indicative of her
-feelings. I had come out this morning resolved to demand my rights and
-to exercise them&mdash;and now my only wish was to run away. I hated the
-marquis, and longed to be alone that I might cast his button from me. To
-think that a man should be so ruined by such a trifle!</p>
-
-<p>We descended that prodigious flight without a word upon the subject, and
-almost without a word at all. She had carried herself well in the
-presence of Almavivas, and had been too proud to seem ashamed of her
-companion; but now, as I could well see, her feelings of disgust and
-contempt had returned. When I begged her not to hurry herself, she would
-hardly answer me; and when she did speak, her voice was constrained and
-unlike herself. And yet how beautiful she was! Well, my dream of Spanish
-love must be over. But I was sure of this; that having known her, and
-given her my heart, I could never afterwards share it with another.</p>
-
-<p>We came out at last on the dark, gloomy aisle of the cathedral, and
-walked together without a word up along the side of the<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_068" id="page_068"></a>{68}</span> choir, till we
-came to the transept. There was not a soul near us, and not a sound was
-to be heard but the distant, low pattering of a mass, then in course of
-celebration at some far-off chapel in the cathedral. When we got to the
-transept Maria turned a little, as though she was going to the transept
-door, and then stopped herself. She stood still; and when I stood also,
-she made two steps towards me, and put her hand on my arm. “Oh, John!”
-she said.</p>
-
-<p>“Well,” said I; “after all it does not signify. You can make a joke of
-it when my back is turned.”</p>
-
-<p>“Dearest John!”&mdash;she had never spoken to me in that way before&mdash;“you
-must not be angry with me. It is better that we should explain to each
-other, is it not?</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, much better. I am very glad you heard of it at once. I do not look
-at it quite in the same light that you do; but nevertheless&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“What do you mean? But I know you are angry with me. And yet you cannot
-think that I intended those words for you. Of course I know now that
-there was nothing rude in what passed.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, but there was.”</p>
-
-<p>“No, I am sure there was not. You could not be rude though you are so
-free hearted. I see it all now, and so does the marquis. You will like
-him so much when you come to know him. Tell me that you won’t be cross
-with me for what I have said. Sometimes I think that I have displeased
-you, and yet my whole wish has been to welcome you to Seville, and to
-make you comfortable as an old friend. Promise me that you will not be
-cross with me.”</p>
-
-<p>Cross with her! I certainly had no intention of being cross, but I had
-begun to think that she would not care what my humour might be. “Maria,”
-I said, taking hold of her hand.</p>
-
-<p>“No, John, do not do that. It is in the church, you know.”</p>
-
-<p>“Maria, will you answer me a question?”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes,” she said, very slowly, looking down upon the stone slabs beneath
-our feet.</p>
-
-<p>“Do you love me?”</p>
-
-<p>“Love you!”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, do you love me? You were to give me an answer here, in Seville,
-and now I ask for it. I have almost taught myself to think that it is
-needless to ask; and now this horrid mischance&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“What do you mean?” said she, speaking very quickly,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_069" id="page_069"></a>{69}</span> “Why this
-miserable blunder about the marquis’s button! After that I suppose&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“The marquis! Oh, John, is that to make a difference between you and
-me?&mdash;a little joke like that?”</p>
-
-<p>“But does it not?”</p>
-
-<p>“Make a change between us!&mdash;such a thing as that! Oh, John!”</p>
-
-<p>“But tell me, Maria, what am I to hope? If you will say that you can
-love me, I shall care nothing for the marquis. In that case I can bear
-to be laughed at.”</p>
-
-<p>“Who will dare to laugh at you? Not the marquis, whom I am sure you will
-like.”</p>
-
-<p>“Your friend in the plaza, who told you of all this.”</p>
-
-<p>“What, poor Tomàs!”</p>
-
-<p>“I do not know about his being poor. I mean the gentleman who was with
-you last night.”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, Tomàs. You do not know who he is?”</p>
-
-<p>“Not in the least.”</p>
-
-<p>“How droll! He is your own clerk&mdash;partly your own, now that you are one
-of the firm. And, John, I mean to make you do something for him; he is
-such a good fellow; and last year he married a young girl whom I
-love&mdash;oh, almost like a sister.”</p>
-
-<p>Do something for him! Of course I would. I promised, then and there,
-that I would raise his salary to any conceivable amount that a Spanish
-clerk could desire; which promise I have since kept, if not absolutely
-to the letter, at any rate, to an extent which has been considered
-satisfactory by the gentleman’s wife.</p>
-
-<p>“But, Maria&mdash;dearest Maria&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“Remember, John, we are in the church; and poor papa will be waiting
-breakfast.”</p>
-
-<p>I need hardly continue the story further. It will be known to all that
-my love-suit throve in spite of my unfortunate raid on the button of the
-Marquis D’Almavivas, at whose series of fêtes through that month I was,
-I may boast, an honoured guest. I have since that had the pleasure of
-entertaining him in my own poor house in England, and one of our boys
-bears his Christian name.</p>
-
-<p>From that day in which I ascended the Giralda to this present day in
-which I write, I have never once had occasion to complain of a
-deficiency of romance either in Maria Daguilar or in Maria Pomfret.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_070" id="page_070"></a>{70}</span></p>
-
-<h2><a name="MISS_SARAH_JACK_OF_SPANISH_TOWN_JAMAICA" id="MISS_SARAH_JACK_OF_SPANISH_TOWN_JAMAICA"></a>MISS SARAH JACK, OF SPANISH TOWN, JAMAICA.</h2>
-
-<p class="nind"><span class="smcap">There</span> is nothing so melancholy as a country in its decadence, unless it
-be a people in their decadence. I am not aware that the latter
-misfortune can be attributed to the Anglo-Saxon race in any part of the
-world; but there is reason to fear that it has fallen on an English
-colony in the island of Jamaica.</p>
-
-<p>Jamaica was one of those spots on which fortune shone with the full
-warmth of all her noonday splendour. That sun has set;&mdash;whether for ever
-or no none but a prophet can tell; but as far as a plain man may see,
-there are at present but few signs of a coming morrow, or of another
-summer.</p>
-
-<p>It is not just or proper that one should grieve over the misfortunes of
-Jamaica with a stronger grief because her savannahs are so lovely, her
-forests so rich, her mountains so green, and her rivers so rapid; but it
-is so. It is piteous that a land so beautiful should be one which fate
-has marked for misfortune. Had Guiana, with its flat, level, unlovely
-soil, become poverty-stricken, one would hardly sorrow over it as one
-does sorrow for Jamaica.</p>
-
-<p>As regards scenery she is the gem of the western tropics. It is
-impossible to conceive spots on the earth’s surface more gracious to the
-eye than those steep green valleys which stretch down to the south-west
-from the Blue Mountain peak towards the sea; and but little behind these
-in beauty are the rich wooded hills which in the western part of the
-island divide the counties of Hanover and Westmoreland. The hero of the
-tale which I am going to tell was a sugar-grower in the latter district,
-and the heroine was a girl who lived under that Blue Mountain peak.</p>
-
-<p>The very name of a sugar-grower as connected with Jamaica savours of
-fruitless struggle, failure, and desolation. And from his earliest
-growth fruitless struggle, failure, and desolation had been the lot of
-Maurice Cumming. At eighteen years of age he<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_071" id="page_071"></a>{71}</span> had been left by his
-father sole possessor of the Mount Pleasant estate, than which in her
-palmy days Jamaica had little to boast of that was more pleasant or more
-palmy. But those days had passed by before Roger Cumming, the father of
-our friend, had died.</p>
-
-<p>These misfortunes coming on the head of one another, at intervals of a
-few years, had first stunned and then killed him. His slaves rose
-against him, as they did against other proprietors around him, and
-burned down his house and mills, his homestead and offices. Those who
-know the amount of capital which a sugar-grower must invest in such
-buildings will understand the extent of this misfortune. Then the slaves
-were emancipated. It is not perhaps possible that we, now-a-days, should
-regard this as a calamity; but it was quite impossible that a Jamaica
-proprietor of those days should not have done so. Men will do much for
-philanthropy, they will work hard, they will give the coat from their
-back;&mdash;nay the very shirt from their body; but few men will endure to
-look on with satisfaction while their commerce is destroyed.</p>
-
-<p>But even this Mr. Cumming did bear after a while, and kept his shoulder
-to the wheel. He kept his shoulder to the wheel till that third
-misfortune came upon him&mdash;till the protection duty on Jamaica sugar was
-abolished. Then he turned his face to the wall and died.</p>
-
-<p>His son at this time was not of age, and the large but lessening
-property which Mr. Cumming left behind him was for three years in the
-hands of trustees. But nevertheless Maurice, young as he was, managed
-the estate. It was he who grew the canes, and made the sugar;&mdash;or else
-failed to make it. He was the “massa” to whom the free negroes looked as
-the source from whence their wants should be supplied, notwithstanding
-that, being free, they were ill inclined to work for him, let his want
-of work be ever so sore.</p>
-
-<p>Mount Pleasant had been a very large property. In addition to his
-sugar-canes Mr. Cumming had grown coffee; for his land ran up into the
-hills of Trelawney to that altitude which in the tropics seems necessary
-for the perfect growth of the coffee berry. But it soon became evident
-that labour for the double produce could not be had, and the coffee
-plantation was abandoned. Wild brush and the thick undergrowth of forest
-reappeared on the hill-sides which had been rich with produce. And the
-evil re-created and exaggerated itself. Negroes squatted on the
-abandoned property; and being able to live with abundance from<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_072" id="page_072"></a>{72}</span> their
-stolen gardens, were less willing than ever to work in the cane pieces.</p>
-
-<p>And thus things went from bad to worse. In the good old times Mr.
-Cumming’s sugar produce had spread itself annually over some three
-hundred acres; but by degrees this dwindled down to half that extent of
-land. And then in those old golden days they had always taken a full
-hogshead from the acre;&mdash;very often more. The estate had sometimes given
-four hundred hogsheads in the year. But in the days of which we now
-speak the crop had fallen below fifty.</p>
-
-<p>At this time Maurice Cumming was eight-and-twenty, and it is hardly too
-much to say that misfortune had nearly crushed him. But nevertheless it
-had not crushed him. He, and some few like him, had still hoped against
-hope; had still persisted in looking forward to a future for the island
-which once was so generous with its gifts. When his father died he might
-still have had enough for the wants of life had he sold his property for
-what it would fetch. There was money in England, and the remains of
-large wealth. But he would not sacrifice Mount Pleasant or abandon
-Jamaica; and now after ten years’ struggling he still kept Mount
-Pleasant, and the mill was still going; but all other property had
-parted from his hands.</p>
-
-<p>By nature Maurice Cumming would have been gay and lively, a man with a
-happy spirit and easy temper; but struggling had made him silent if not
-morose, and had saddened if not soured his temper. He had lived alone at
-Mount Pleasant, or generally alone. Work or want of money, and the
-constant difficulty of getting labour for his estate, had left him but
-little time for a young man’s ordinary amusements. Of the charms of
-ladies’ society he had known but little. Very many of the estates around
-him had been absolutely abandoned, as was the case with his own coffee
-plantation, and from others men had sent away their wives and daughters.
-Nay, most of the proprietors had gone themselves, leaving an overseer to
-extract what little might yet be extracted out of the property. It too
-often happened that that little was not sufficient to meet the demands
-of the overseer himself.</p>
-
-<p>The house at Mount Pleasant had been an irregular, low-roofed,
-picturesque residence, built with only one floor, and surrounded on all
-sides by large verandahs. In the old days it had always been kept in
-perfect order, but now this was far from being the case. Few young
-bachelors can keep a house in order, but no bachelor young or old can do
-so under such a doom as that of<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_073" id="page_073"></a>{73}</span> Maurice Cumming. Every shilling that
-Maurice Cumming could collect was spent in bribing negroes to work for
-him. But bribe as he would the negroes would not work. “No, massa; me
-pain here; me no workee to-day,” and Sambo would lay his fat hand on his
-fat stomach.</p>
-
-<p>I have said that he lived generally alone. Occasionally his house on
-Mount Pleasant was enlivened by visits of an aunt, a maiden sister of
-his mother, whose usual residence was at Spanish Town. It is or should
-be known to all men that Spanish Town was and is the seat of Jamaica
-legislature.</p>
-
-<p>But Maurice was not over fond of his relative. In this he was both wrong
-and foolish, for Miss Sarah Jack&mdash;such was her name&mdash;was in many
-respects a good woman, and was certainly a rich woman. It is true that
-she was not a handsome woman, nor a fashionable woman, nor perhaps
-altogether an agreeable woman. She was tall, thin, ungainly, and yellow.
-Her voice, which she used freely, was harsh. She was a politician and a
-patriot. She regarded England as the greatest of countries, and Jamaica
-as the greatest of colonies. But much as she loved England she was very
-loud in denouncing what she called the perfidy of the mother to the
-brightest of her children. And much as she loved Jamaica she was equally
-severe in her taunts against those of her brother-islanders who would
-not believe that the island might yet flourish as it had flourished in
-her father’s days.</p>
-
-<p>“It is because you and men like you will not do your duty by your
-country,” she had said some score of times to Maurice&mdash;not with much
-justice considering the laboriousness of his life.</p>
-
-<p>But Maurice knew well what she meant. “What could I do there up at
-Spanish Town,” he would answer, “among such a pack as there are there?
-Here I may do something.”</p>
-
-<p>And then she would reply with the full swing of her eloquence, “It is
-because you and such as you think only of yourself and not of Jamaica,
-that Jamaica has come to such a pass as this. Why is there a pack there
-as you call them in the honourable House of Assembly? Why are not the
-best men in the island to be found there, as the best men in England are
-to be found in the British House of Commons? A pack, indeed! My father
-was proud of a seat in that house, and I remember the day, Maurice
-Cumming, when your father also thought it no shame to represent his own
-parish. If men like you, who have a stake in the country, will not go
-there, of course the house is filled with men who have no stake. If they
-are a pack, it is you who send them there;&mdash;you, and others like you.”<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_074" id="page_074"></a>{74}</span></p>
-
-<p>All had its effect, though at the moment Maurice would shrug his
-shoulders and turn away his head from the torrent of the lady’s
-discourse. But Miss Jack, though she was not greatly liked, was greatly
-respected. Maurice would not own that she convinced him; but at last he
-did allow his name to be put up as candidate for his own parish, and in
-due time he became a member of the honourable House of Assembly in
-Jamaica.</p>
-
-<p>This honour entails on the holder of it the necessity of living at or
-within reach of Spanish Town for some ten weeks towards the close of
-every year. Now on the whole face of the uninhabited globe there is
-perhaps no spot more dull to look at, more Lethean in its aspect, more
-corpse-like or more cadaverous than Spanish Town. It is the
-head-quarters of the government, the seat of the legislature, the
-residence of the governor;&mdash;but nevertheless it is, as it were, a city
-of the very dead.</p>
-
-<p>Here, as we have said before, lived Miss Jack in a large forlorn
-ghost-like house in which her father and all her family had lived before
-her. And as a matter of course Maurice Cumming when he came up to attend
-to his duties as a member of the legislature took up his abode with her.</p>
-
-<p>Now at the time of which we are specially speaking he had completed the
-first of these annual visits. He had already benefited his country by
-sitting out one session of the colonial parliament, and had satisfied
-himself that he did no other good than that of keeping away some person
-more objectionable than himself. He was however prepared to repeat this
-self-sacrifice in a spirit of patriotism for which he received a very
-meagre meed of eulogy from Miss Jack, and an amount of self-applause
-which was not much more extensive.</p>
-
-<p>“Down at Mount Pleasant I can do something,” he would say over and over
-again, “but what good can any man do up here?”</p>
-
-<p>“You can do your duty,” Miss Jack would answer, “as others did before
-you when the colony was made to prosper.” And then they would run off
-into a long discussion about free labour and protective duties. But at
-the present moment Maurice Cumming had another vexation on his mind over
-and above that arising from his wasted hours at Spanish Town, and his
-fruitless labours at Mount Pleasant. He was in love, and was not
-altogether satisfied with the conduct of his lady-love.</p>
-
-<p>Miss Jack had other nephews besides Maurice Cumming, and nieces also, of
-whom Marian Leslie was one. The family of the Leslies lived up near
-Newcastle&mdash;in the mountains, that is, which<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_075" id="page_075"></a>{75}</span> stand over Kingston&mdash;at a
-distance of some eighteen miles from Kingston, but in a climate as
-different from that of the town as the climate of Naples is from that of
-Berlin. In Kingston the heat is all but intolerable throughout the year,
-by day and by night, in the house and out of it. In the mountains round
-Newcastle, some four thousand feet above the sea, it is merely warm
-during the day, and cool enough at night to make a blanket desirable.</p>
-
-<p>It is pleasant enough living up amongst those green mountains. There are
-no roads there for wheeled carriages, nor are there carriages with or
-without wheels. All journeys are made on horseback. Every visit paid
-from house to house is performed in this manner. Ladies young and old
-live before dinner in their riding-habits. The hospitality is free,
-easy, and unembarrassed. The scenery is magnificent. The tropical
-foliage is wild and luxuriant beyond measure. There may be enjoyed all
-that a southern climate has to offer of enjoyment, without the penalties
-which such enjoyments usually entail.</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Leslie was a half-sister of Miss Jack, and Miss Jack had been a
-half-sister also of Mrs. Cumming; but Mrs. Leslie and Mrs. Cumming had
-in no way been related. And it had so happened that up to the period of
-his legislative efforts Maurice Cumming had seen nothing of the Leslies.
-Soon after his arrival at Spanish Town he had been taken by Miss Jack to
-Shandy Hall, for so the residence of the Leslies was called, and having
-remained there for three days, had fallen in love with Marian Leslie.
-Now in the West Indies all young ladies flirt; it is the first habit of
-their nature&mdash;and few young ladies in the West Indies were more given to
-flirting, or understood the science better than Marian Leslie.</p>
-
-<p>Maurice Cumming fell violently in love, and during his first visit at
-Shandy Hall found that Marian was perfection&mdash;for during this first
-visit her propensities were exerted altogether in his own favour. That
-little circumstance does make such a difference in a young man’s
-judgment of a girl! He came back full of admiration, not altogether to
-Miss Jack’s dissatisfaction; for Miss Jack was willing enough that both
-her nephew and her niece should settle down into married life.</p>
-
-<p>But then Maurice met his fair one at a governor’s ball&mdash;at a ball where
-red coats abounded, and aides-de-camp dancing in spurs, and
-narrow-waisted lieutenants with sashes or epaulettes! The aides-de-camp
-and narrow-waisted lieutenants waltzed better than he did; and as one
-after the other whisked round the ball-room<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_076" id="page_076"></a>{76}</span> with Marian firmly clasped
-in his arms, Maurice’s feelings were not of the sweetest. Nor was this
-the worst of it. Had the whisking been divided equally among ten, he
-might have forgiven it; but there was one specially narrow-waisted
-lieutenant, who towards the end of the evening kept Marian nearly wholly
-to himself. Now to a man in love, who has had but little experience of
-either balls or young ladies, this is intolerable.</p>
-
-<p>He only met her twice after that before his return to Mount Pleasant,
-and on the first occasion that odious soldier was not there. But a
-specially devout young clergyman was present, an unmarried, evangelical,
-handsome young curate fresh from England; and Marian’s piety had been so
-excited that she had cared for no one else. It appeared moreover that
-the curate’s gifts for conversion were confined, as regarded that
-opportunity, to Marian’s advantage. “I will have nothing more to say to
-her,” said Maurice to himself, scowling. But just as he went away Marian
-had given him her hand, and called him Maurice&mdash;for she pretended that
-they were cousins&mdash;and had looked into his eyes and declared that she
-did hope that the assembly at Spanish Town would soon be sitting again.
-Hitherto, she said, she had not cared one straw about it. Then poor
-Maurice pressed the little fingers which lay within his own, and swore
-that he would be at Shandy Hall on the day before his return to Mount
-Pleasant. So he was; and there he found the narrow-waisted lieutenant,
-not now bedecked with sash and epaulettes, but lolling at his ease on
-Mrs. Leslie’s sofa in a white jacket, while Marian sat at his feet
-telling his fortune with a book about flowers.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, a musk rose, Mr. Ewing; you know what a musk rose means!” Then, she
-got up and shook hands with Mr. Cumming; but her eyes still went away to
-the white jacket and the sofa. Poor Maurice had often been nearly
-broken-hearted in his efforts to manage his free black labourers; but
-even that was easier than managing such as Marian Leslie.</p>
-
-<p>Marian Leslie was a Creole&mdash;as also were Miss Jack and Maurice
-Cumming&mdash;a child of the tropics; but by no means such a child as
-tropical children are generally thought to be by us in more northern
-latitudes. She was black-haired and black-eyed, but her lips were as red
-and her cheeks as rosy as though she had been born and bred in regions
-where the snow lies in winter. She was a small, pretty, beautifully made
-little creature, somewhat idle as regards the work of the world, but
-active and strong enough when dancing or riding were required from her.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_077" id="page_077"></a>{77}</span>
-Her father was a banker, and was fairly prosperous in spite of the
-poverty of his country. His house of business was at Kingston, and he
-usually slept there twice a week; but he always resided at Shandy Hall,
-and Mrs. Leslie and her children knew but very little of the miseries of
-Kingston. For be it known to all men, that of all towns Kingston,
-Jamaica, is the most miserable.</p>
-
-<p>I fear that I shall have set my readers very much against Marian
-Leslie;&mdash;much more so than I would wish to do. As a rule they will not
-know how thoroughly flirting is an institution in the West
-Indies&mdash;practised by all young ladies, and laid aside by them when they
-marry, exactly as their young-lady names and young-lady habits of
-various kinds are laid aside. All I would say of Marian Leslie is this,
-that she understood the working of the institution more thoroughly than
-others did. And I must add also in her favour that she did not keep her
-flirting for sly corners, nor did her admirers keep their distance till
-mamma was out of the way. It mattered not to her who was present. Had
-she been called on to make one at a synod of the clergy of the island,
-she would have flirted with the bishop before all his priests. And there
-have been bishops in the colony who would not have gainsayed her!</p>
-
-<p>But Maurice Cumming did not rightly calculate all this; nor indeed did
-Miss Jack do so as thoroughly as she should have done, for Miss Jack
-knew more about such matters than did poor Maurice. “If you like Marian,
-why don’t you marry her?” Miss Jack had once said to him; and this
-coming from Miss Jack, who was made of money, was a great deal.</p>
-
-<p>“She wouldn’t have me,” Maurice had answered.</p>
-
-<p>“That’s more than you know or I either,” was Miss Jack’s reply. “But if
-you like to try, I’ll help you.”</p>
-
-<p>With reference to this, Maurice as he left Miss Jack’s residence on his
-return to Mount Pleasant, had declared that Marian Leslie was not worth
-an honest man’s love.</p>
-
-<p>“Psha!” Miss Jack replied; “Marian will do like other girls. When you
-marry a wife I suppose you mean to be master?”</p>
-
-<p>“At any rate I shan’t marry her,” said Maurice. And so he went his way
-back to Hanover with a sore heart. And no wonder, for that was the very
-day on which Lieutenant Ewing had asked the question about the musk
-rose.</p>
-
-<p>But there was a dogged constancy of feeling about Maurice which could
-not allow him to disburden himself of his love.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_078" id="page_078"></a>{78}</span> When he was again at
-Mount Pleasant among his sugar-canes and hogsheads he could not help
-thinking about Marian. It is true he always thought of her as flying
-round that ball-room in Ewing’s arms, or looking up with rapt admiration
-into that young parson’s face; and so he got but little pleasure from
-his thoughts. But not the less was he in love with her;&mdash;not the less,
-though he would swear to himself three times in the day that for no
-earthly consideration would he marry Marian Leslie.</p>
-
-<p>The early months of the year from January to May are the busiest with a
-Jamaica sugar-grower, and in this year they were very busy months with
-Maurice Cumming. It seemed as though there were actually some truth in
-Miss Jack’s prediction that prosperity would return to him if he
-attended to his country; for the prices of sugar had risen higher than
-they had ever been since the duty had been withdrawn, and there was more
-promise of a crop at Mount Pleasant than he had seen since his reign
-commenced. But then the question of labour? How he slaved in trying to
-get work from those free negroes; and alas! how often he slaved in vain!
-But it was not all in vain; for as things went on it became clear to him
-that in this year he would, for the first time since he commenced,
-obtain something like a return from his land. What if the turning-point
-had come, and things were now about to run the other way.</p>
-
-<p>But then the happiness which might have accrued to him from this source
-was dashed by his thoughts of Marian Leslie. Why had he thrown himself
-in the way of that syren? Why had he left Mount Pleasant at all? He knew
-that on his return to Spanish Town his first work would be to visit
-Shandy Hall; and yet he felt that of all places in the island, Shandy
-Hall was the last which he ought to visit.</p>
-
-<p>And then about the beginning of May, when he was hard at work turning
-the last of his canes into sugar and rum, he received his annual visit
-from Miss Jack. And whom should Miss Jack bring with her but Mr. Leslie.</p>
-
-<p>“I’ll tell you what it is,” said Miss Jack; “I have spoken to Mr. Leslie
-about you and Marian.”</p>
-
-<p>“Then you had no business to do anything of the kind,” said Maurice,
-blushing up to his ears.</p>
-
-<p>“Nonsense,” replied Miss Jack, “I understand what I am about. Of course
-Mr. Leslie will want to know something about the estate.”</p>
-
-<p>“Then he may go back as wise as he came, for he’ll learn nothing from
-me. Not that I have anything to hide.”<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_079" id="page_079"></a>{79}</span></p>
-
-<p>“So I told him. Now there are a large family of them, you see; and of
-course he can’t give Marian much.”</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t care a straw if he doesn’t give her a shilling. If she cared
-for me, or I for her, I shouldn’t look after her for her money.”</p>
-
-<p>“But a little money is not a bad thing, Maurice,” said Miss Jack, who in
-her time had had a good deal, and had managed to take care of it.</p>
-
-<p>“It is all one to me.”</p>
-
-<p>“But what I was going to say is this&mdash;hum&mdash;ha&mdash;. I don’t like to pledge
-myself for fear I should raise hopes which mayn’t be fulfilled.”</p>
-
-<p>“Don’t pledge yourself to anything, aunt, in which Marian Leslie and I
-are concerned.”</p>
-
-<p>“But what I was going to say is this; my money, what little I have, you
-know, must go some day either to you or to the Leslies.”</p>
-
-<p>“You may give all to them if you please.”</p>
-
-<p>“Of course I may, and I dare say I shall,” said Miss Jack, who was
-beginning to be irritated. “But at any rate you might have the civility
-to listen to me when I am endeavouring to put you on your legs. I am
-sure I think about nothing else, morning, noon, and night, and yet I
-never get a decent word from you. Marian is too good for you; that’s the
-truth.”</p>
-
-<p>But at length Miss Jack was allowed to open her budget, and to make her
-proposition; which amounted to this&mdash;that she had already told Mr.
-Leslie that she would settle the bulk of her property conjointly on
-Maurice and Marian if they would make a match of it. Now as Mr. Leslie
-had long been casting a hankering eye after Miss Jack’s money, with a
-strong conviction however that Maurice Cumming was her favourite nephew
-and probable heir, this proposition was not unpalatable. So he agreed to
-go down to Mount Pleasant and look about him.</p>
-
-<p>“But you may live for the next thirty years, my dear Miss Jack,” Mr.
-Leslie had said.</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, I may,” Miss Jack replied, looking very dry.</p>
-
-<p>“And I am sure I hope you will,” continued Mr. Leslie. And then the
-subject was allowed to drop; for Mr. Leslie knew that it was not always
-easy to talk to Miss Jack on such matters.</p>
-
-<p>Miss Jack was a person in whom I think we may say that the good
-predominated over the bad. She was often morose, crabbed, and
-self-opinionated; but then she knew her own imperfections, and forgave
-those she loved for evincing their dislike of them.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_080" id="page_080"></a>{80}</span> Maurice Cumming was
-often inattentive to her, plainly showing that he was worried by her
-importunities and ill at ease in her company. But she loved her nephew
-with all her heart; and though she dearly liked to tyrannise over him,
-never allowed herself to be really angry with him, though he so
-frequently refused to bow to her dictation. And she loved Marian Leslie
-also, though Marian was so sweet and lovely and she herself so harsh and
-ill-favoured. She loved Marian, though Marian would often be
-impertinent. She forgave the flirting, the light-heartedness, the love
-of amusement. Marian, she said to herself, was young and pretty. She,
-Miss Jack, had never known Marian’s temptation. And so she resolved in
-her own mind that Marian should be made a good and happy woman;&mdash;but
-always as the wife of Maurice Cumming.</p>
-
-<p>But Maurice turned a deaf ear to all these good tidings&mdash;or rather he
-turned to them an ear that seemed to be deaf. He dearly, ardently loved
-that little flirt; but seeing that she was a flirt, that she had flirted
-so grossly when he was by, he would not confess his love to a human
-being. He would not have it known that he was wasting his heart for a
-worthless little chit, to whom every man was the same&mdash;except that those
-were most eligible whose toes were the lightest and their outside
-trappings the brightest. That he did love her he could not help, but he
-would not disgrace himself by acknowledging it.</p>
-
-<p>He was very civil to Mr. Leslie, but he would not speak a word that
-could be taken as a proposal for Marian. It had been part of Miss Jack’s
-plan that the engagement should absolutely be made down there at Mount
-Pleasant, without any reference to the young lady; but Maurice could not
-be induced to break the ice. So he took Mr. Leslie through his mills and
-over his cane-pieces, talked to him about the laziness of the “niggers,”
-while the “niggers” themselves stood by tittering, and rode with him
-away to the high grounds where the coffee plantation had been in the
-good old days; but not a word was said between them about Marian. And
-yet Marian was never out of his heart.</p>
-
-<p>And then came the day on which Mr. Leslie was to go back to Kingston.
-“And you won’t have her then?” said Miss Jack to her nephew early that
-morning. “You won’t be said by me?”</p>
-
-<p>“Not in this matter, aunt.”</p>
-
-<p>“Then you will live and die a poor man; you mean that, I suppose?”</p>
-
-<p>“It’s likely enough that I shall. There’s this comfort, at any<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_081" id="page_081"></a>{81}</span> rate,
-I’m used to it.” And then Miss Jack was silent again for a while.</p>
-
-<p>“Very well, sir; that’s enough,” she said angrily. And then she began
-again. “But, Maurice, you wouldn’t have to wait for my death, you know.”
-And she put out her hand and touched his arm, entreating him as it were
-to yield to her. “Oh, Maurice,” she said, “I do so want to make you
-comfortable. Let us speak to Mr. Leslie.”</p>
-
-<p>But Maurice would not. He took her hand and thanked her, but said that
-on this matter he must be his own master. “Very well, sir,” she
-exclaimed, “I have done. In future you may manage for yourself. As for
-me, I shall go back with Mr. Leslie to Kingston.” And so she did. Mr.
-Leslie returned that day, taking her with him. When he took his leave,
-his invitation to Maurice to come to Shandy Hall was not very pressing.
-“Mrs. Leslie and the children will always be glad to see you,” said he.</p>
-
-<p>“Remember me very kindly to Mrs. Leslie and the children,” said Maurice.
-And so they parted.</p>
-
-<p>“You have brought me down here on a regular fool’s errand,” said Mr.
-Leslie, on their journey back to town.</p>
-
-<p>“It will all come right yet,” replied Miss Jack. “Take my word for it he
-loves her.”</p>
-
-<p>“Fudge,” said Mr. Leslie. But he could not afford to quarrel with his
-rich connection.</p>
-
-<p>In spite of all that he had said and thought to the contrary, Maurice
-did look forward during the remainder of the summer to his return to
-Spanish Town with something like impatience. It was very dull work,
-being there alone at Mount Pleasant; and let him do what he would to
-prevent it, his very dreams took him to Shandy Hall. But at last the
-slow time made itself away, and he found himself once more in his aunt’s
-house.</p>
-
-<p>A couple of days passed and no word was said about the Leslies. On the
-morning of the third day he determined to go to Shandy Hall. Hitherto he
-had never been there without staying for the night; but on this occasion
-he made up his mind to return the same day. “It would not be civil of me
-not to go there,” he said to his aunt.</p>
-
-<p>“Certainly not,” she replied, forbearing to press the matter further.
-“But why make such a terrible hard day’s work of it?”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, I shall go down in the cool, before breakfast; and then I need not
-have the bother of taking a bag.”<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_082" id="page_082"></a>{82}</span></p>
-
-<p>And in this way he started. Miss Jack said nothing further; but she
-longed in her heart that she might be at Marian’s elbow unseen during
-the visit.</p>
-
-<p>He found them all at breakfast, and the first to welcome him at the hall
-door was Marian. “Oh, Mr. Cumming, we are so glad to see you;” and she
-looked into his eyes with a way she had, that was enough to make a man’s
-heart wild. But she did not call him Maurice now.</p>
-
-<p>Miss Jack had spoken to her sister, Mrs. Leslie, as well as to Mr.
-Leslie, about this marriage scheme. “Just let them alone,” was Mrs.
-Leslie’s advice. “You can’t alter Marian by lecturing her. If they
-really love each other they’ll come together; and if they don’t, why
-then they’d better not.”</p>
-
-<p>“And you really mean that you’re going back to Spanish Town to-day?”
-said Mrs. Leslie to her visitor.</p>
-
-<p>“I’m afraid I must. Indeed I haven’t brought my things with me.” And
-then he again caught Marian’s eye, and began to wish that his resolution
-had not been so sternly made.</p>
-
-<p>“I suppose you are so fond of that House of Assembly,” said Marian,
-“that you cannot tear yourself away for more than one day. You’ll not be
-able, I suppose, to find time to come to our picnic next week?”</p>
-
-<p>Maurice said he feared that he should not have time to go to a picnic.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, nonsense,” said Fanny&mdash;one of the younger girls&mdash;“you must come. We
-can’t do without him, can we?”</p>
-
-<p>“Marian has got your name down the first on the list of the gentlemen,”
-said another.</p>
-
-<p>“Yes; and Captain Ewing’s second,” said Bell, the youngest.</p>
-
-<p>“I’m afraid I must induce your sister to alter her list,” said Maurice,
-in his sternest manner. “I cannot manage to go, and I’m sure she will
-not miss me.”</p>
-
-<p>Marian looked at the little girl who had so unfortunately mentioned the
-warrior’s name, and the little girl knew that she had sinned.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, we cannot possibly do without you; can we, Marian?” said Fanny.
-“It’s to be at Bingley’s Dell, and we’ve got a bed for you at Newcastle;
-quite near, you know.”</p>
-
-<p>“And another for&mdash;&mdash;” began Bell, but she stopped herself.</p>
-
-<p>“Go away to your lessons, Bell,” said Marian. “You know how angry mamma
-will be at your staying here all the morning;” and poor Bell with a
-sorrowful look left the room.</p>
-
-<p>“We are all certainly very anxious that you should come;<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_083" id="page_083"></a>{83}</span> very anxious
-for a great many reasons,” said Marian, in a voice that was rather
-solemn, and as though the matter were one of considerable import. “But
-if you really cannot, why of course there is no more to be said.”</p>
-
-<p>“There will be plenty without me, I am sure.”</p>
-
-<p>“As regards numbers, I dare say there will; for we shall have pretty
-nearly the whole of the two regiments;” and Marian as she alluded to the
-officers spoke in a tone which might lead one to think that she would
-much rather be without them; “but we counted on you as being one of
-ourselves; and as you had been away so long, we thought&mdash;we thought&mdash;,”
-and then she turned away her face, and did not finish her speech. Before
-he could make up his mind as to his answer she had risen from her chair,
-and walked out of the room. Maurice almost thought that he saw a tear in
-her eye as she went.</p>
-
-<p>He did ride back to Spanish Town that afternoon, after an early dinner;
-but before he went Marian spoke to him alone for one minute.</p>
-
-<p>“I hope you are not offended with me,” she said.</p>
-
-<p>“Offended! oh no; how could I be offended with you?”</p>
-
-<p>“Because you seem so stern. I am sure I would do anything I could to
-oblige you, if I knew how. It would be so shocking not to be good
-friends with a cousin like you.”</p>
-
-<p>“But there are so many different sorts of friends,” said Maurice.</p>
-
-<p>“Of course there are. There are a great many friends that one does not
-care a bit for,&mdash;people that one meets at balls and places like that&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“And at picnics,” said Maurice.</p>
-
-<p>“Well, some of them there too; but we are not like that; are we?”</p>
-
-<p>What could Maurice do but say, “no,” and declare that their friendship
-was of a warmer description? And how could he resist promising to go to
-the picnic, though as he made the promise he knew that misery would be
-in store for him? He did promise, and then she gave him her hand and
-called him Maurice.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh! I am so glad,” she said. “It seemed so shocking that you should
-refuse to join us. And mind and be early, Maurice; for I shall want to
-explain it all. We are to meet, you know, at Clifton Gate at one
-o’clock, but do you be a little before that, and we shall be there.”</p>
-
-<p>Maurice Cumming resolved within his own breast as he rode back to
-Spanish Town, that if Marian behaved to him all that<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_084" id="page_084"></a>{84}</span> day at the picnic
-as she had done this day at Shandy Hall, he would ask her to be his wife
-before he left her.</p>
-
-<p>And Miss Jack also was to be at the picnic.</p>
-
-<p>“There is no need of going early,” said she, when her nephew made a fuss
-about the starting. “People are never very punctual at such affairs as
-that; and then they are always quite long enough.” But Maurice explained
-that he was anxious to be early, and on this occasion he carried his
-point.</p>
-
-<p>When they reached Clifton Gate the ladies were already there; not in
-carriages, as people go to picnics in other and tamer countries; but
-each on her own horse or her own pony. But they were not alone. Beside
-Miss Leslie was a gentleman, whom Maurice knew as Lieutenant Graham, of
-the flag-ship at Port Royal; and at a little distance which quite
-enabled him to join in the conversation was Captain Ewing, the
-lieutenant with the narrow waist of the previous year.</p>
-
-<p>“We shall have a delightful day, Miss Leslie,” said the lieutenant.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, charming, isn’t it?” said Marian.</p>
-
-<p>“But now to choose a place for dinner, Captain Ewing;&mdash;what do you say?”</p>
-
-<p>“Will you commission me to select? You know I’m very well up in
-geometry, and all that?”</p>
-
-<p>“But that won’t teach you what sort of a place does for a picnic
-dinner;&mdash;will it, Mr. Cumming?” And then she shook hands with Maurice,
-but did not take any further special notice of him. “We’ll all go
-together, if you please. The commission is too important to be left to
-one.” And then Marian rode off, and the lieutenant and the captain rode
-with her.</p>
-
-<p>It was open for Maurice to join them if he chose, but he did not choose.
-He had come there ever so much earlier than he need have done, dragging
-his aunt with him, because Marian had told him that his services would
-be specially required by her. And now as soon as she saw him she went
-away with the two officers!&mdash;went away without vouchsafing him a word.
-He made up his mind, there on the spot, that he would never think of her
-again&mdash;never speak to her otherwise than he might speak to the most
-indifferent of mortals.</p>
-
-<p>And yet he was a man that could struggle right manfully with the world’s
-troubles; one who had struggled with them from his boyhood, and had
-never been overcome. Now he was unable to conceal the bitterness of his
-wrath because a little girl had ridden off to look for a green spot for
-her tablecloth without asking his assistance!<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_085" id="page_085"></a>{85}</span></p>
-
-<p>Picnics are, I think, in general, rather tedious for the elderly people
-who accompany them. When the joints become a little stiff, dinners are
-eaten most comfortably with the accompaniment of chairs and tables, and
-a roof overhead is an agrément de plus. But, nevertheless, picnics
-cannot exist without a certain allowance of elderly people. The Miss
-Marians and Captains Ewing cannot go out to dine on the grass without
-some one to look after them. So the elderly people go to picnics, in a
-dull tame way, doing their duty, and wishing the day over. Now on the
-morning in question, when Marian rode off with Captain Ewing and
-Lieutenant Graham, Maurice Cumming remained among the elderly people.</p>
-
-<p>A certain Mr. Pomken, a great Jamaica agriculturist, one of the Council,
-a man who had known the good old times, got him by the button and held
-him fast, discoursing wisely of sugar and rum, of Gadsden pans and
-recreant negroes, on all of which subjects Maurice Cumming was known to
-have an opinion of his own. But as Mr. Pomken’s words sounded into one
-ear, into the other fell notes, listened to from afar,&mdash;the shrill
-laughing voice of Marian Leslie as she gave her happy order to her
-satellites around her, and ever and anon the bass haw-haw of Captain
-Ewing, who was made welcome as the chief of her attendants. That evening
-in a whisper to a brother councillor Mr. Pomken communicated his opinion
-that after all there was not so much in that young Cumming as some
-people said. But Mr. Pomken had no idea that that young Cumming was in
-love.</p>
-
-<p>And then the dinner came, spread over half an acre. Maurice was among
-the last who seated himself; and when he did so it was in an awkward
-comfortless corner, behind Mr. Pomken’s back, and far away from the
-laughter and mirth of the day. But yet from his comfortless corner he
-could see Marian as she sat in her pride of power, with her friend Julia
-Davis near her, a flirt as bad as herself, and her satellites around
-her, obedient to her nod, and happy in her smiles.</p>
-
-<p>“Now I won’t allow any more champagne,” said Marian, “or who will there
-be steady enough to help me over the rocks to the grotto?”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, you have promised me!” cried the captain.</p>
-
-<p>“Indeed, I have not; have I, Julia?”</p>
-
-<p>“Miss Davis has certainly promised me,” said the lieutenant.</p>
-
-<p>“I have made no promise, and don’t think I shall go at all,” said Julia,
-who was sometimes inclined to imagine that Captain Ewing should be her
-own property.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_086" id="page_086"></a>{86}</span></p>
-
-<p>All which and much more of the kind Maurice Cumming could not hear; but
-he could see&mdash;and imagine, which was worse. How innocent and inane are,
-after all, the flirtings of most young ladies, if all their words and
-doings in that line could be brought to paper! I do not know whether
-there be as a rule more vocal expression of the sentiment of love
-between a man and woman than there is between two thrushes! They whistle
-and call to each other, guided by instinct rather than by reason.</p>
-
-<p>“You are going home with the ladies to-night, I believe,” said Maurice
-to Miss Jack, immediately after dinner. Miss Jack acknowledged that such
-was her destination for the night.</p>
-
-<p>“Then my going back to Spanish Town at once won’t hurt any one&mdash;for, to
-tell the truth, I have had enough of this work.”</p>
-
-<p>“Why, Maurice, you were in such a hurry to come.”</p>
-
-<p>“The more fool I; and so now I am in a hurry to go away. Don’t notice it
-to anybody.”</p>
-
-<p>Miss Jack looked in his face and saw that he was really wretched; and
-she knew the cause of his wretchedness.</p>
-
-<p>“Don’t go yet, Maurice,” she said; and then added with a tenderness that
-was quite uncommon with her, “Go to her, Maurice, and speak to her
-openly and freely, once for all; you will find that she will listen
-then. Dear Maurice, do, for my sake.”</p>
-
-<p>He made no answer, but walked away, roaming sadly by himself among the
-trees. “Listen!” he exclaimed to himself. “Yes, she will alter a dozen
-times in as many hours. Who can care for a creature that can change as
-she changes?” And yet he could not help caring for her.</p>
-
-<p>As he went on, climbing among rocks, he again came upon the sound of
-voices, and heard especially that of Captain Ewing. “Now, Miss Leslie,
-if you will take my hand you will soon be over all the difficulty.” And
-then a party of seven or eight, scrambling over some stones, came nearly
-on the level on which he stood, in full view of him; and leading the
-others were Captain Ewing and Miss Leslie.</p>
-
-<p>He turned on his heel to go away, when he caught the sound of a step
-following him, and a voice saying, “Oh, there is Mr. Cumming, and I want
-to speak to him;” and in a minute a light hand was on his arm.</p>
-
-<p>“Why are you running away from us?” said Marian.</p>
-
-<p>“Because&mdash;oh, I don’t know. I am not running away. You have your party
-made up, and I am not going to intrude on it.”<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_087" id="page_087"></a>{87}</span></p>
-
-<p>“What nonsense! Do come now; we are going to this wonderful grotto. I
-thought it so ill-natured of you, not joining us at dinner. Indeed you
-know you had promised.”</p>
-
-<p>He did not answer her, but he looked at her&mdash;full in the face, with his
-sad eyes laden with love. She half understood his countenance, but only
-half understood it.</p>
-
-<p>“What is the matter, Maurice?” she said. “Are you angry with me? Will
-you come and join us?”</p>
-
-<p>“No, Marian, I cannot do that. But if you can leave them and come with
-me for half an hour, I will not keep you longer.”</p>
-
-<p>She stood hesitating a moment, while her companion remained on the spot
-where she had left him. “Come, Miss Leslie,” called Captain Ewing. “You
-will have it dark before we can get down.”</p>
-
-<p>“I will come with you,” whispered she to Maurice, “but wait a moment.”
-And she tripped back, and in some five minutes returned after an eager
-argument with her friends. “There,” she said, “I don’t care about the
-grotto, one bit, and I will walk with you now;&mdash;only they will think it
-so odd.” And so they started off together.</p>
-
-<p>Before the tropical darkness had fallen upon them Maurice had told the
-tale of his love,&mdash;and had told it in a manner differing much from that
-of Marian’s usual admirers. He spoke with passion and almost with
-violence; he declared that his heart was so full of her image that he
-could not rid himself of it for one minute; “nor would he wish to do
-so,” he said, “if she would be his Marian, his own Marian, his very own.
-But if not&mdash;&mdash;” and then he explained to her, with all a lover’s warmth,
-and with almost more than a lover’s liberty, what was his idea of her
-being “his own, his very own,” and in doing so inveighed against her
-usual light-heartedness in terms which at any rate were strong enough.</p>
-
-<p>But Marian bore it all well. Perhaps she knew that the lesson was
-somewhat deserved; and perhaps she appreciated at its value the love of
-such a man as Maurice Cumming, weighing in her judgment the difference
-between him and the Ewings and the Grahams.</p>
-
-<p>And then she answered him well and prudently, with words which startled
-him by their prudent seriousness as coming from her. She begged his
-pardon heartily, she said, for any grief which she had caused him; but
-yet how was she to be blamed, seeing that she had known nothing of his
-feelings? Her father and mother had said something to her of this
-proposed marriage;<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_088" id="page_088"></a>{88}</span> something, but very little; and she had answered by
-saying that she did not think Maurice had any warmer regard for her than
-of a cousin. After this answer neither father nor mother had pressed the
-matter further. As to her own feelings she could then say nothing, for
-she then knew nothing;&mdash;nothing but this, that she loved no one better
-than him, or rather that she loved no one else. She would ask herself if
-she could love him; but he must give her some little time for that. In
-the meantime&mdash;and she smiled sweetly at him as she made the promise&mdash;she
-would endeavour to do nothing that would offend him; and then she added
-that on that evening she would dance with him any dances that he liked.
-Maurice, with a self-denial that was not very wise, contented himself
-with engaging her for the first quadrille.</p>
-
-<p>They were to dance that night in the mess-room of the officers at
-Newcastle. This scheme had been added on as an adjunct to the picnic,
-and it therefore became necessary that the ladies should retire to their
-own or their friends’ houses at Newcastle to adjust their dresses.
-Marian Leslie and Julia Davis were there accommodated with the loan of a
-small room by the major’s wife, and as they were brushing their hair,
-and putting on their dancing-shoes, something was said between them
-about Maurice Cumming.</p>
-
-<p>“And so you are to be Mrs. C. of Mount Pleasant,” said Julia. “Well; I
-didn’t think it would come to that at last.”</p>
-
-<p>“But it has not come to that, and if it did why should I not be Mrs. C.,
-as you call it?”</p>
-
-<p>“The knight of the rueful countenance, I call him.”</p>
-
-<p>“I tell you what then, he is an excellent young man, and the fact is you
-don’t know him.”</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t like excellent young men with long faces. I suppose you won’t
-be let to dance quick dances at all now.”</p>
-
-<p>“I shall dance whatever dances I like, as I have always done,” said
-Marian, with some little asperity in her tone.</p>
-
-<p>“Not you; or if you do, you’ll lose your promotion. You’ll never live to
-be my Lady Rue. And what will Graham say? You know you’ve given him half
-a promise.”</p>
-
-<p>“That’s not true, Julia;&mdash;I never gave him the tenth part of a promise.”</p>
-
-<p>“Well, he says so;” and then the words between the young ladies became a
-little more angry. But, nevertheless, in due time they came forth with
-faces smiling as usual, with their hair properly brushed, and without
-any signs of warfare.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_089" id="page_089"></a>{89}</span></p>
-
-<p>But Marian had to stand another attack before the business of the
-evening commenced, and this was from no less doughty an antagonist than
-her aunt, Miss Jack. Miss Jack soon found that Maurice had not kept his
-threat of going home; and though she did not absolutely learn from him
-that he had gone so far towards perfecting her dearest hopes as to make
-a formal offer to Marian, nevertheless she did gather that things were
-fast that way tending. If only this dancing were over! she said to
-herself, dreading the unnumbered waltzes with Ewing, and the violent
-polkas with Graham. So Miss Jack resolved to say one word to Marian&mdash;“A
-wise word in good season,” said Miss Jack to herself, “how sweet a thing
-it is.”</p>
-
-<p>“Marian,” said she. “Step here a moment, I want to say a word to you.”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, aunt Sarah,” said Marian, following her aunt into a corner, not
-quite in the best humour in the world; for she had a dread of some
-further interference.</p>
-
-<p>“Are you going to dance with Maurice to-night?”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, I believe so,&mdash;the first quadrille.”</p>
-
-<p>“Well, what I was going to say is this. I don’t want you to dance many
-quick dances to-night, for a reason I have;&mdash;that is, not a great many.”</p>
-
-<p>“Why, aunt, what nonsense!”</p>
-
-<p>“Now my dearest, dearest girl, it is all for your own sake. Well, then,
-it must out. He does not like it, you know.”</p>
-
-<p>“What he?”</p>
-
-<p>“Maurice.”</p>
-
-<p>“Well, aunt, I don’t know that I’m bound to dance or not to dance just
-as Mr. Cumming may like. Papa does not mind my dancing. The people have
-come here to dance, and you can hardly want to make me ridiculous by
-sitting still.” And so that wise word did not appear to be very sweet.</p>
-
-<p>And then the amusement of the evening commenced, and Marian stood up for
-a quadrille with her lover. She however was not in the very best humour.
-She had, as she thought, said and done enough for one day in Maurice’s
-favour. And she had no idea, as she declared to herself, of being
-lectured by aunt Sarah.</p>
-
-<p>“Dearest Marian,” he said to her, as the quadrille came to a close, “it
-is in your power to make me so happy,&mdash;so perfectly happy.”</p>
-
-<p>“But then people have such different ideas of happiness,” she replied.
-“They can’t all see with the same eyes, you know.” And so they parted.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_090" id="page_090"></a>{90}</span></p>
-
-<p>But during the early part of the evening she was sufficiently discreet;
-she did waltz with Lieutenant Graham, and polka with Captain Ewing, but
-she did so in a tamer manner than was usual with her, and she made no
-emulous attempts to dance down other couples. When she had done she
-would sit down, and then she consented to stand up for two quadrilles
-with two very tame gentlemen, to whom no lover could object.</p>
-
-<p>“And so, Marian, your wings are regularly clipped at last,” said Julia
-Davis coming up to her.</p>
-
-<p>“No more clipped than your own,” said Marian.</p>
-
-<p>“If Sir Rue won’t let you waltz now, what will he require of you when
-you’re married to him?”</p>
-
-<p>“I am just as well able to waltz with whom I like as you are, Julia; and
-if you say so in that way, I shall think it’s envy.”</p>
-
-<p>“Ha&mdash;ha&mdash;ha; I may have envied you some of your beaux before now; I dare
-say I have. But I certainly do not envy you Sir Rue.” And then she went
-off to her partner.</p>
-
-<p>All this was too much for Marian’s weak strength, and before long she
-was again whirling round with Captain Ewing. “Come, Miss Leslie,” said
-he, “let us see what we can do. Graham and Julia Davis have been saying
-that your waltzing days are over, but I think we can put them down.”</p>
-
-<p>Marian as she got up, and raised her arm in order that Ewing might put
-his round her waist, caught Maurice’s eye as he leaned against a wall,
-and read in it a stern rebuke. “This is too bad,” she said to herself.
-“He shall not make a slave of me, at any rate as yet.” And away she went
-as madly, more madly than ever, and for the rest of the evening she
-danced with Captain Ewing and with him alone.</p>
-
-<p>There is an intoxication quite distinct from that which comes from
-strong drink. When the judgment is altogether overcome by the spirits
-this species of drunkenness comes on, and in this way Marian Leslie was
-drunk that night. For two hours she danced with Captain Ewing, and ever
-and anon she kept saying to herself that she would teach the world to
-know&mdash;and of all the world Mr. Cumming especially&mdash;that she might be
-lead, but not driven.</p>
-
-<p>Then about four o’clock she went home, and as she attempted to undress
-herself in her own room she burst into violent tears and opened her
-heart to her sister&mdash;“Oh, Fanny, I do love him, I do love him so dearly!
-and now he will never come to me again!”<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_091" id="page_091"></a>{91}</span></p>
-
-<p>Maurice stood still with his back against the wall, for the full two
-hours of Marian’s exhibition, and then he said to his aunt before he
-left&mdash;“I hope you have now seen enough; you will hardly mention her name
-to me again.” Miss Jack groaned from the bottom of her heart but she
-said nothing. She said nothing that night to any one; but she lay awake
-in her bed, thinking, till it was time to rise and dress herself. “Ask
-Miss Marian to come to me,” she said to the black girl who came to
-assist her. But it was not till she had sent three times, that Miss
-Marian obeyed the summons.</p>
-
-<p>At three o’clock on the following day Miss Jack arrived at her own hall
-door in Spanish Town. Long as the distance was she ordinarily rode it
-all, but on this occasion she had provided a carriage to bring her over
-as much of the journey as it was practicable for her to perform on
-wheels. As soon as she reached her own hall door she asked if Mr.
-Cumming was at home. “Yes,” the servant said. “He was in the small
-book-room, at the back of the house, up stairs.” Silently, as if afraid
-of being heard, she stepped up her own stairs into her own drawing-room;
-and very silently she was followed by a pair of feet lighter and smaller
-than her own.</p>
-
-<p>Miss Jack was usually somewhat of a despot in her own house, but there
-was nothing despotic about her now as she peered into the book-room.
-This she did with her bonnet still on, looking round the half-opened
-door as though she were afraid to disturb her nephew. He sat at the
-window looking out into the verandah which ran behind the house, so
-intent on his thoughts that he did not hear her.</p>
-
-<p>“Maurice,” she said, “can I come in?”</p>
-
-<p>“Come in? oh yes, of course;” and he turned round sharply at her. “I
-tell you what, aunt; I am not well here and I cannot stay out the
-session. I shall go back to Mount Pleasant.”</p>
-
-<p>“Maurice,” and she walked close up to him as she spoke, “Maurice, I have
-brought some one with me to ask your pardon.”</p>
-
-<p>His face became red up to the roots of his hair as he stood looking at
-her without answering. “You would grant it certainly,” she continued,
-“if you knew how much it would be valued.”</p>
-
-<p>“Whom do you mean? who is it?” he asked at last.</p>
-
-<p>“One who loves you as well as you love her&mdash;and she cannot love you
-better. Come in, Marian.” The poor girl crept in at the door, ashamed of
-what she was induced to do, but yet looking anxiously into her lover’s
-face. “You asked her yesterday<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_092" id="page_092"></a>{92}</span> to be your wife,” said Miss Jack, “and
-she did not then know her own mind. Now she has had a lesson. You will
-ask her once again; will you not, Maurice?”</p>
-
-<p>What was he to say? How was he to refuse, when that soft little hand was
-held out to him; when those eyes laden with tears just ventured to look
-into his face?</p>
-
-<p>“I beg your pardon if I angered you last night,” she said.</p>
-
-<p>In half a minute Miss Jack had left the room, and in the space of
-another thirty seconds Maurice had forgiven her. “I am your own now, you
-know,” she whispered to him in the course of that long evening.
-“Yesterday, you know&mdash;,” but the sentence was never finished.</p>
-
-<p>It was in vain that Julia Davis was ill-natured and sarcastic, in vain
-that Ewing and Graham made joint attempt upon her constancy. From that
-night to the morning of her marriage&mdash;and the interval was only three
-months&mdash;Marian Leslie was never known to flirt.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_093" id="page_093"></a>{93}</span></p>
-
-<h2><a name="THE_COURTSHIP_OF_SUSAN_BELL" id="THE_COURTSHIP_OF_SUSAN_BELL"></a>THE COURTSHIP OF SUSAN BELL.</h2>
-
-<p class="nind"><span class="smcap">John Munroe Bell</span> had been a lawyer in Albany, State of New York, and as
-such had thriven well. He had thriven well as long as thrift and
-thriving on this earth had been allowed to him. But the Almighty had
-seen fit to shorten his span.</p>
-
-<p>Early in life he had married a timid, anxious, pretty, good little wife,
-whose whole heart and mind had been given up to do his bidding and
-deserve his love. She had not only deserved it but had possessed it, and
-as long as John Munroe Bell had lived, Henrietta Bell&mdash;Hetta as he
-called her&mdash;had been a woman rich in blessings. After twelve years of
-such blessings he had left her, and had left with her two daughters, a
-second Hetta, and the heroine of our little story, Susan Bell.</p>
-
-<p>A lawyer in Albany may thrive passing well for eight or ten years, and
-yet not leave behind him any very large sum of money if he dies at the
-end of that time. Some small modicum, some few thousand dollars, John
-Bell had amassed, so that his widow and daughters were not absolutely
-driven to look for work or bread.</p>
-
-<p>In those happy days, when cash had begun to flow in plenteously to the
-young father of the family, he had taken it into his head to build for
-himself, or rather for his young female brood, a small neat house in the
-outskirts of Saratoga Springs. In doing so he was instigated as much by
-the excellence of the investment for his pocket as by the salubrity of
-the place for his girls. He furnished the house well, and then during
-some summer weeks his wife lived there, and sometimes he let it.</p>
-
-<p>How the widow grieved when the lord of her heart and master of her mind
-was laid in the grave, I need not tell. She had already counted ten
-years of widowhood, and her children had grown to be young women beside
-her at the time of which I am now about to speak. Since that sad day on
-which they had left<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_094" id="page_094"></a>{94}</span> Albany they had lived together at the cottage at
-the Springs. In winter their life had been lonely enough; but as soon as
-the hot weather began to drive the fainting citizens out from New York,
-they had always received two or three boarders&mdash;old ladies generally,
-and occasionally an old gentleman&mdash;persons of very steady habits, with
-whose pockets the widow’s moderate demands agreed better than the hotel
-charges. And so the Bells lived for ten years.</p>
-
-<p>That Saratoga is a gay place in July, August, and September, the world
-knows well enough. To girls who go there with trunks full of muslin and
-crinoline, for whom a carriage and pair of horses is always waiting
-immediately after dinner, whose fathers’ pockets are bursting with
-dollars, it is a very gay place. Dancing and flirtations come as a
-matter of course, and matrimony follows after with only too great
-rapidity. But the place was not very gay for Hetta or Susan Bell.</p>
-
-<p>In the first place the widow was a timid woman, and among other fears
-feared greatly that she should be thought guilty of setting traps for
-husbands. Poor mothers! how often are they charged with this sin when
-their honest desires go no further than that their bairns may be
-“respectit like the lave.” And then she feared flirtations; flirtations
-that should be that and nothing more, flirtations that are so
-destructive of the heart’s sweetest essence. She feared love also,
-though she longed for that as well as feared it;&mdash;for her girls, I mean;
-all such feelings for herself were long laid under ground;&mdash;and then,
-like a timid creature as she was, she had other indefinite fears, and
-among them, a great fear that those girls of hers would be left
-husbandless,&mdash;a phase of life which after her twelve years of bliss she
-regarded as anything but desirable. But the upshot was,&mdash;the upshot of
-so many fears and such small means,&mdash;that Hetta and Susan Bell had but a
-dull life of it.</p>
-
-<p>Were it not that I am somewhat closely restricted in the number of my
-pages, I would describe at full the merits and beauties of Hetta and
-Susan Bell. As it is I can but say a few words. At our period of their
-lives Hetta was nearly one-and-twenty, and Susan was just nineteen.
-Hetta was a short, plump, demure young woman, with the softest smoothed
-hair, and the brownest brightest eyes. She was very useful in the house,
-good at corn cakes, and thought much, particularly in these latter
-months, of her religious duties. Her sister in the privacy of their own
-little room would sometimes twit her with the admiring patience with
-which she would listen to the lengthened<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_095" id="page_095"></a>{95}</span> eloquence of Mr. Phineas
-Beckard, the Baptist minister. Now Mr. Phineas Beckard was a bachelor.</p>
-
-<p>Susan was not so good a girl in the kitchen or about the house as was
-her sister; but she was bright in the parlour, and if that motherly
-heart could have been made to give out its inmost secret&mdash;which,
-however, it could not have been made to give out in any way painful to
-dear Hetta&mdash;perhaps it might have been found that Susan was loved with
-the closest love. She was taller than her sister, and lighter; her eyes
-were blue as were her mother’s; her hair was brighter than Hetta’s, but
-not always so singularly neat. She had a dimple on her chin, whereas
-Hetta had none; dimples on her cheeks too, when she smiled; and, oh,
-such a mouth! There; my allowance of pages permits no more.</p>
-
-<p>One piercing cold winter’s day there came knocking at the widow’s
-door&mdash;a young man. Winter days, when the ice of January is refrozen by
-the wind of February, are very cold at Saratoga Springs. In these days
-there was not often much to disturb the serenity of Mrs. Bell’s house;
-but on the day in question there came knocking at the door&mdash;a young man.</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Bell kept an old domestic, who had lived with them in those happy
-Albany days. Her name was Kate O’Brien, but though picturesque in name
-she was hardly so in person. She was a thick-set, noisy, good-natured
-old Irishwoman, who had joined her lot to that of Mrs. Bell when the
-latter first began housekeeping, and knowing when she was well off, had
-remained in the same place from that day forth. She had known Hetta as a
-baby, and, so to say, had seen Susan’s birth.</p>
-
-<p>“And what might you be wanting, sir?” said Kate O’Brien, apparently not
-quite pleased as she opened the door and let in all the cold air.</p>
-
-<p>“I wish to see Mrs. Bell. Is not this Mrs. Bell’s house?” said the young
-man, shaking the snow from out of the breast of his coat.</p>
-
-<p>He did see Mrs. Bell, and we will now tell who he was, and why he had
-come, and how it came to pass that his carpet-bag was brought down to
-the widow’s house and one of the front bedrooms was prepared for him,
-and that he drank tea that night in the widow’s parlour.</p>
-
-<p>His name was Aaron Dunn, and by profession he was an engineer. What
-peculiar misfortune in those days of frost and snow had befallen the
-line of rails which runs from Schenectady to Lake Champlain, I never
-quite understood. Banks and bridges<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_096" id="page_096"></a>{96}</span> had in some way come to grief, and
-on Aaron Dunn’s shoulders was thrown the burden of seeing that they were
-duly repaired. Saratoga Springs was the centre of these mishaps, and
-therefore at Saratoga Springs it was necessary that he should take up
-his temporary abode.</p>
-
-<p>Now there was at that time in New York city a Mr. Bell, great in railway
-matters&mdash;an uncle of the once thriving but now departed Albany lawyer.
-He was a rich man, but he liked his riches himself; or at any rate had
-not found himself called upon to share them with the widow and daughters
-of his nephew. But when it chanced to come to pass that he had a hand in
-despatching Aaron Dunn to Saratoga, he took the young man aside and
-recommended him to lodge with the widow. “There,” said he, “show her my
-card.” So much the rich uncle thought he might vouchsafe to do for the
-nephew’s widow.</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Bell and both her daughters were in the parlour when Aaron Dunn was
-shown in, snow and all. He told his story in a rough, shaky voice, for
-his teeth chattered; and he gave the card, almost wishing that he had
-gone to the empty big hotel, for the widow’s welcome was not at first
-quite warm.</p>
-
-<p>The widow listened to him as he gave his message, and then she took the
-card and looked at it. Hetta, who was sitting on the side of the
-fireplace facing the door, went on demurely with her work. Susan gave
-one glance round&mdash;her back was to the stranger&mdash;and then another; and
-then she moved her chair a little nearer to the wall, so as to give the
-young man room to come to the fire, if he would. He did not come, but
-his eyes glanced upon Susan Bell; and he thought that the old man in New
-York was right, and that the big hotel would be cold and dull. It was a
-pretty face to look on that cold evening as she turned it up from the
-stocking she was mending.</p>
-
-<p>“Perhaps you don’t wish to take winter boarders, ma’am?” said Aaron
-Dunn.</p>
-
-<p>“We never have done so yet, sir,” said Mrs. Bell timidly. Could she let
-this young wolf in among her lamb-fold? He might be a wolf;&mdash;who could
-tell?</p>
-
-<p>“Mr. Bell seemed to think it would suit,” said Aaron.</p>
-
-<p>Had he acquiesced in her timidity and not pressed the point, it would
-have been all up with him. But the widow did not like to go against the
-big uncle; and so she said, “Perhaps it may, sir.”</p>
-
-<p>“I guess it will, finely,” said Aaron. And then the widow seeing that
-the matter was so far settled, put down her work and<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_097" id="page_097"></a>{97}</span> came round into
-the passage. Hetta followed her, for there would be housework to do.
-Aaron gave himself another shake, settled the weekly number of
-dollars&mdash;with very little difficulty on his part, for he had caught
-another glance at Susan’s face; and then went after his bag. ’Twas thus
-that Aaron Dunn obtained an entrance into Mrs. Bell’s house. “But what
-if he be a wolf?” she said to herself over and over again that night,
-though not exactly in those words. Ay, but there is another side to that
-question. What if he be a stalwart man, honest-minded, with clever eye,
-cunning hand, ready brain, broad back, and warm heart; in want of a wife
-mayhap; a man that can earn his own bread and another’s;&mdash;half a dozen
-others’ when the half dozen come? Would not that be a good sort of
-lodger? Such a question as that too did flit, just flit, across the
-widow’s sleepless mind. But then she thought so much more of the wolf!
-Wolves, she had taught herself to think, were more common than stalwart,
-honest-minded, wife-desirous men.</p>
-
-<p>“I wonder mother consented to take him,” said Hetta, when they were in
-the little room together.</p>
-
-<p>“And why shouldn’t she?” said Susan. “It will be a help.”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, it will be a little help,” said Hetta. “But we have done very well
-hitherto without winter lodgers.”</p>
-
-<p>“But uncle Bell said she was to.”</p>
-
-<p>“What is uncle Bell to us?” said Hetta, who had a spirit of her own. And
-she began to surmise within herself whether Aaron Dunn would join the
-Baptist congregation, and whether Phineas Beckard would approve of this
-new move.</p>
-
-<p>“He is a very well-behaved young man at any rate,” said Susan, “and he
-draws beautifully. Did you see those things he was doing?”</p>
-
-<p>“He draws very well, I dare say,” said Hetta, who regarded this as but a
-poor warranty for good behaviour. Hetta also had some fear of
-wolves&mdash;not for herself, perhaps; but for her sister.</p>
-
-<p>Aaron Dunn’s work&mdash;the commencement of his work&mdash;lay at some distance
-from the Springs, and he left every morning with a lot of workmen by an
-early train&mdash;almost before daylight. And every morning, cold and wintry
-as the mornings were, the widow got him his breakfast with her own
-hands. She took his dollars and would not leave him altogether to the
-awkward mercies of Kate O’Brien; nor would she trust her girls to attend
-upon the young man. Hetta she might have trusted; but then Susan would
-have asked why she was spared her share of such hardship.</p>
-
-<p>In the evening, leaving his work when it was dark, Aaron<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_098" id="page_098"></a>{98}</span> always
-returned, and then the evening was passed together. But they were passed
-with the most demure propriety. These women would make the tea, cut the
-bread and butter, and then sew; while Aaron Dunn, when the cups were
-removed, would always go to his plans and drawings.</p>
-
-<p>On Sundays they were more together; but even on this day there was cause
-of separation, for Aaron went to the Episcopalian church, rather to the
-disgust of Hetta. In the afternoon, however, they were together; and
-then Phineas Beckard came in to tea on Sundays, and he and Aaron got to
-talking on religion; and though they disagreed pretty much, and would
-not give an inch either one or the other, nevertheless the minister told
-the widow, and Hetta too probably, that the lad had good stuff in him,
-though he was so stiff-necked.</p>
-
-<p>“But he should be more modest in talking on such matters with a
-minister,” said Hetta.</p>
-
-<p>The Rev. Phineas acknowledged that perhaps he should; but he was honest
-enough to repeat that the lad had stuff in him. “Perhaps after all he is
-not a wolf,” said the widow to herself.</p>
-
-<p>Things went on in this way for above a month. Aaron had declared to
-himself over and over again that that face was sweet to look upon, and
-had unconsciously promised to himself certain delights in talking and
-perhaps walking with the owner of it. But the walkings had not been
-achieved&mdash;nor even the talkings as yet. The truth was that Dunn was
-bashful with young women, though he could be so stiff-necked with the
-minister.</p>
-
-<p>And then he felt angry with himself, inasmuch as he had advanced no
-further; and as he lay in his bed&mdash;which perhaps those pretty hands had
-helped to make&mdash;he resolved that he would be a thought bolder in his
-bearing. He had no idea of making love to Susan Bell; of course not. But
-why should he not amuse himself by talking to a pretty girl when she sat
-so near him, evening after evening?</p>
-
-<p>“What a very quiet young man he is,” said Susan to her sister.</p>
-
-<p>“He has his bread to earn, and sticks to his work,” said Hetta. “No
-doubt he has his amusement when he is in the city,” added the elder
-sister, not wishing to leave too strong an impression of the young man’s
-virtue.</p>
-
-<p>They had all now their settled places in the parlour. Hetta sat on one
-side of the fire, close to the table, having that side to herself. There
-she sat always busy. She must have made every dress and bit of linen
-worn in the house, and hemmed every sheet and towel, so busy was she
-always. Sometimes, once in a<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_099" id="page_099"></a>{99}</span> week or so, Phineas Beckard would come in,
-and then place was made for him between Hetta’s usual seat and the
-table. For when there he would read out loud. On the other side, close
-also to the table, sat the widow, busy, but not savagely busy as her
-elder daughter. Between Mrs. Bell and the wall, with her feet ever on
-the fender, Susan used to sit; not absolutely idle, but doing work of
-some slender pretty sort, and talking ever and anon to her mother.
-Opposite to them all, at the other side of the table, far away from the
-fire, would Aaron Dunn place himself with his plans and drawings before
-him.</p>
-
-<p>“Are you a judge of bridges, ma’am?” said Aaron, the evening after he
-had made his resolution. ’Twas thus he began his courtship.</p>
-
-<p>“Of bridges?” said Mrs. Bell&mdash;“oh dear no, sir.” But she put out her
-hand to take the little drawing which Aaron handed to her.</p>
-
-<p>“Because that’s one I’ve planned for our bit of a new branch from Moreau
-up to Lake George. I guess Miss Susan knows something about bridges.”</p>
-
-<p>“I guess I don’t,” said Susan&mdash;“only that they oughtn’t to tumble down
-when the frost comes.”</p>
-
-<p>“Ha, ha, ha; no more they ought. I’ll tell McEvoy that.” McEvoy had been
-a former engineer on the line. “Well, that won’t burst with any frost, I
-guess.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh my! how pretty!” said the widow, and then Susan of course jumped up
-to look over her mother’s shoulder.</p>
-
-<p>The artful dodger! He had drawn and coloured a beautiful little sketch
-of a bridge; not an engineer’s plan with sections and measurements,
-vexatious to a woman’s eye, but a graceful little bridge with a string
-of cars running under it. You could almost hear the bell going.</p>
-
-<p>“Well; that is a pretty bridge,” said Susan. “Isn’t it, Hetta?”</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t know anything about bridges,” said Hetta, to whose clever eyes
-the dodge was quite apparent. But in spite of her cleverness Mrs. Bell
-and Susan had soon moved their chairs round to the table, and were
-looking through the contents of Aaron’s portfolio. “But yet he maybe a
-wolf,” thought the poor widow, just as she was kneeling down to say her
-prayers.</p>
-
-<p>That evening certainly made a commencement. Though Hetta went on
-pertinaciously with the body of a new dress, the other two ladies did
-not put in another stitch that night. From his drawings Aaron got to his
-instruments, and before bedtime was teaching Susan how to draw parallel
-lines. Susan found that<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_100" id="page_100"></a>{100}</span> she had quite an aptitude for parallel lines,
-and altogether had a good time of it that evening. It is dull to go on
-week after week, and month after month, talking only to one’s mother and
-sister. It is dull though one does not oneself recognise it to be so. A
-little change in such matters is so very pleasant. Susan had not the
-slightest idea of regarding Aaron as even a possible lover. But young
-ladies do like the conversation of young gentlemen. Oh, my exceedingly
-proper prim old lady, you who are so shocked at this as a general
-doctrine, has it never occurred to you that the Creator has so intended
-it?</p>
-
-<p>Susan understanding little of the how and why, knew that she had had a
-good time, and was rather in spirits as she went to bed. But Hetta had
-been frightened by the dodge.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, Hetta, you should have looked at those drawings. He is so clever!”
-said Susan.</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t know that they would have done me much good,” replied Hetta.</p>
-
-<p>“Good! Well, they’d do me more good than a long sermon, I know,” said
-Susan; “except on a Sunday, of course,” she added apologetically. This
-was an ill-tempered attack both on Hetta and Hetta’s admirer. But then
-why had Hetta been so snappish?</p>
-
-<p>“I’m sure he’s a wolf,” thought Hetta as she went to bed.</p>
-
-<p>“What a very clever young man he is!” thought Susan to herself as she
-pulled the warm clothes round about her shoulders and ears.</p>
-
-<p>“Well that certainly was an improvement,” thought Aaron as he went
-through the same operation, with a stronger feeling of self-approbation
-than he had enjoyed for some time past.</p>
-
-<p>In the course of the next fortnight the family arrangements all altered
-themselves. Unless when Beckard was there Aaron would sit in the widow’s
-place, the widow would take Susan’s chair, and the two girls would be
-opposite. And then Dunn would read to them; not sermons, but passages
-from Shakspeare, and Byron, and Longfellow. “He reads much better than
-Mr. Beckard,” Susan had said one night. “Of course you’re a competent
-judge!” had been Hetta’s retort. “I mean that I like it better,” said
-Susan. “It’s well that all people don’t think alike,” replied Hetta.</p>
-
-<p>And then there was a deal of talking. The widow herself, as unconscious
-in this respect as her youngest daughter, certainly did find that a
-little variety was agreeable on those long winter nights; and talked
-herself with unaccustomed freedom. And<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_101" id="page_101"></a>{101}</span> Beckard came there oftener and
-talked very much. When he was there the two young men did all the
-talking, and they pounded each other immensely. But still there grew up
-a sort of friendship between them.</p>
-
-<p>“Mr. Beckard seems quite to take to him,” said Mrs. Bell to her eldest
-daughter.</p>
-
-<p>“It is his great good nature, mother,” replied Hetta.</p>
-
-<p>It was at the end of the second month when Aaron took another step in
-advance&mdash;a perilous step. Sometimes on evenings he still went on with
-his drawing for an hour or so; but during three or four evenings he
-never asked any one to look at what he was doing. On one Friday he sat
-over his work till late, without any reading or talking at all; so late
-that at last Mrs. Bell said, “If you’re going to sit much longer, Mr.
-Dunn, I’ll get you to put out the candles.” Thereby showing, had he
-known it or had she, that the mother’s confidence in the young man was
-growing fast. Hetta knew all about it, and dreaded that the growth was
-too quick.</p>
-
-<p>“I’ve finished now,” said Aaron; and he looked carefully at the
-card-board on which he had been washing in his water-colours. “I’ve
-finished now.” He then hesitated a moment; but ultimately he put the
-card into his portfolio and carried it up to his bed-room. Who does not
-perceive that it was intended as a present to Susan Bell?</p>
-
-<p>The question which Aaron asked himself that night, and which he hardly
-knew how to answer, was this. Should he offer the drawing to Susan in
-the presence of her mother and sister, or on some occasion when they two
-might be alone together? No such occasion had ever yet occurred, but
-Aaron thought that it might probably be brought about. But then he
-wanted to make no fuss about it. His first intention had been to chuck
-the drawing lightly across the table when it was completed, and so make
-nothing of it. But he had finished it with more care than he had at
-first intended; and then he had hesitated when he had finished it. It
-was too late now for that plan of chucking it over the table.</p>
-
-<p>On the Saturday evening when he came down from his room, Mr. Beckard was
-there, and there was no opportunity that night. On the Sunday, in
-conformity with a previous engagement, he went to hear Mr. Beckard
-preach, and walked to and from meeting with the family. This pleased
-Mrs. Bell, and they were all very gracious that afternoon. But Sunday
-was no day for the picture.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_102" id="page_102"></a>{102}</span></p>
-
-<p>On Monday the thing had become of importance to him. Things always do
-when they are kept over. Before tea that evening when he came down Mrs.
-Bell and Susan only were in the room. He knew Hetta for his foe, and
-therefore determined to use this occasion.</p>
-
-<p>“Miss Susan,” he said, stammering somewhat, and blushing too, poor fool!
-“I have done a little drawing which I want you to accept,” and he put
-his portfolio down on the table.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh! I don’t know,” said Susan, who had seen the blush.</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Bell had seen the blush also, and pursed her mouth up, and looked
-grave. Had there been no stammering and no blush, she might have thought
-nothing of it.</p>
-
-<p>Aaron saw at once that his little gift was not to go down smoothly. He
-was, however, in for it now, so he picked it out from among the other
-papers in the case and brought it over to Susan. He endeavoured to hand
-it to her with an air of indifference, but I cannot say that he
-succeeded.</p>
-
-<p>It was a very pretty, well-finished, water-coloured drawing,
-representing still the same bridge, but with more adjuncts. In Susan’s
-eyes it was a work of high art. Of pictures probably she had seen but
-little, and her liking for the artist no doubt added to her admiration.
-But the more she admired it and wished for it, the stronger was her
-feeling that she ought not to take it.</p>
-
-<p>Poor Susan! she stood for a minute looking at the drawing, but she said
-nothing; not even a word of praise. She felt that she was red in the
-face, and uncourteous to their lodger; but her mother was looking at her
-and she did not know how to behave herself.</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Bell put out her hand for the sketch, trying to bethink herself as
-she did so in what least uncivil way she could refuse the present. She
-took a moment to look at it collecting her thoughts, and as she did so
-her woman’s wit came to her aid.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh dear, Mr. Dunn, it is very pretty; quite a beautiful picture. I
-cannot let Susan rob you of that. You must keep that for some of your
-own particular friends.”</p>
-
-<p>“But I did it for her,” said Aaron innocently.</p>
-
-<p>Susan looked down at the ground, half pleased at the declaration. The
-drawing would look very pretty in a small gilt frame put over her
-dressing-table. But the matter now was altogether in her mother’s hands.</p>
-
-<p>“I am afraid it is too valuable, sir, for Susan to accept.”</p>
-
-<p>“It is not valuable at all,” said Aaron, declining to take it back from
-the widow’s hand.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_103" id="page_103"></a>{103}</span></p>
-
-<p>“Oh, I am quite sure it is. It is worth ten dollars at least&mdash;or
-twenty,” said poor Mrs. Bell, not in the very best taste. But she was
-perplexed, and did not know how to get out of the scrape. The article in
-question now lay upon the table-cloth, appropriated by no one, and at
-this moment Hetta came into the room.</p>
-
-<p>“It is not worth ten cents,” said Aaron, with something like a frown on
-his brow. “But as we had been talking about the bridge, I thought Miss
-Susan would accept it.”</p>
-
-<p>“Accept what?” said Hetta. And then her eye fell upon the drawing and
-she took it up.</p>
-
-<p>“It is beautifully done,” said Mrs. Bell, wishing much to soften the
-matter; perhaps the more so that Hetta the demure was now present. “I am
-telling Mr. Dunn that we can’t take a present of anything so valuable.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh dear no,” said Hetta. “It wouldn’t be right.”</p>
-
-<p>It was a cold frosty evening in March, and the fire was burning brightly
-on the hearth. Aaron Dunn took up the drawing quietly&mdash;very quietly&mdash;and
-rolling it up, as such drawings are rolled, put it between the blazing
-logs. It was the work of four evenings, and his chef-d’œuvre in the
-way of art.</p>
-
-<p>Susan, when she saw what he had done, burst out into tears. The widow
-could very readily have done so also, but she was able to refrain
-herself, and merely exclaimed&mdash;“Oh, Mr. Dunn!”</p>
-
-<p>“If Mr. Dunn chooses to burn his own picture, he has certainly a right
-to do so,” said Hetta.</p>
-
-<p>Aaron immediately felt ashamed of what he had done; and he also could
-have cried, but for his manliness. He walked away to one of the
-parlour-windows, and looked out upon the frosty night. It was dark, but
-the stars were bright, and he thought that he should like to be walking
-fast by himself along the line of rails towards Balston. There he stood,
-perhaps for three minutes. He thought it would be proper to give Susan
-time to recover from her tears.</p>
-
-<p>“Will you please to come to your tea, sir?” said the soft voice of Mrs.
-Bell.</p>
-
-<p>He turned round to do so, and found that Susan was gone. It was not
-quite in her power to recover from her tears in three minutes. And then
-the drawing had been so beautiful! It had been done expressly for her
-too! And there had been something, she knew not what, in his eye as he
-had so declared. She had watched him intently over those four evenings’
-work, wondering why he did not show it, till her feminine curiosity had<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_104" id="page_104"></a>{104}</span>
-become rather strong. It was something very particular, she was sure,
-and she had learned that all that precious work had been for her. Now
-all that precious work was destroyed. How was it possible that she
-should not cry for more than three minutes?</p>
-
-<p>The others took their meal in perfect silence, and when it was over the
-two women sat down to their work. Aaron had a book which he pretended to
-read, but instead of reading he was bethinking himself that he had
-behaved badly. What right had he to throw them all into such confusion
-by indulging in his passion? He was ashamed of what he had done, and
-fancied that Susan would hate him. Fancying that, he began to find at
-the same time that he by no means hated her.</p>
-
-<p>At last Hetta got up and left the room. She knew that her sister was
-sitting alone in the cold, and Hetta was affectionate. Susan had not
-been in fault, and therefore Hetta went up to console her.</p>
-
-<p>“Mrs. Bell,” said Aaron, as soon as the door was closed, “I beg your
-pardon for what I did just now.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, sir, I’m so sorry that the picture is burnt,” said poor Mrs. Bell.</p>
-
-<p>“The picture does not matter a straw,” said Aaron. “But I see that I
-have disturbed you all,&mdash;and I am afraid I have made Miss Susan
-unhappy.”</p>
-
-<p>“She was grieved because your picture was burnt,” said Mrs. Bell,
-putting some emphasis on the “your,” intending to show that her daughter
-had not regarded the drawing as her own. But the emphasis bore another
-meaning; and so the widow perceived as soon as she had spoken.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, I can do twenty more of the same if anybody wanted them,” said
-Aaron. “If I do another like it, will you let her take it, Mrs.
-Bell?&mdash;just to show that you have forgiven me, and that we are friends
-as we were before?”</p>
-
-<p>Was he, or was he not a wolf? That was the question which Mrs. Bell
-scarcely knew how to answer. Hetta had given her voice, saying he was
-lupine. Mr. Beckard’s opinion she had not liked to ask directly. Mr.
-Beckard she thought would probably propose to Hetta; but as yet he had
-not done so. And, as he was still a stranger in the family, she did not
-like in any way to compromise Susan’s name. Indirectly she had asked the
-question, and, indirectly also, Mr. Beckard’s answer had been
-favourable.</p>
-
-<p>“But it mustn’t mean anything, sir,” was the widow’s weak answer, when
-she had paused on the question for a moment.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_105" id="page_105"></a>{105}</span></p>
-
-<p>“Oh no, of course not,” said Aaron, joyously, and his face became
-radiant and happy. “And I do beg your pardon for burning it; and the
-young ladies’ pardon too.” And then, he rapidly got out his cardboard,
-and set himself to work about another bridge. The widow, meditating many
-things in her heart, commenced the hemming of a handkerchief.</p>
-
-<p>In about an hour the two girls came back to the room and silently took
-their accustomed places. Aaron hardly looked up, but went on diligently
-with his drawing. This bridge should be a better bridge than that other.
-Its acceptance was now assured. Of course it was to mean nothing. That
-was a matter of course. So he worked away diligently, and said nothing
-to anybody.</p>
-
-<p>When they went off to bed the two girls went into the mother’s room.
-“Oh, mother, I hope he is not very angry,” said Susan.</p>
-
-<p>“Angry!” said Hetta, “if anybody should be angry, it is mother. He ought
-to have known that Susan could not accept it. He should never have
-offered it.”</p>
-
-<p>“But he’s doing another,” said Mrs. Bell.</p>
-
-<p>“Not for her,” said Hetta.</p>
-
-<p>“Yes he is,” said Mrs. Bell, “and I have promised that she shall take
-it.” Susan as she heard this sank gently into the chair behind her, and
-her eyes became full of tears. The intimation was almost too much for
-her.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, mother!” said Hetta.</p>
-
-<p>“But I particularly said that it was to mean nothing.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, mother, that makes it worse.”</p>
-
-<p>Why should Hetta interfere in this way, thought Susan to herself. Had
-she interfered when Mr. Beckard gave Hetta a testament bound in Morocco?
-Had not she smiled, and looked gratified, and kissed her sister, and
-declared that Phineas Beckard was a nice dear man, and by far the most
-elegant preacher at the Springs? Why should Hetta be so cruel?</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t see that, my dear,” said the mother. Hetta would not explain
-before her sister, so they all went to bed.</p>
-
-<p>On the Thursday evening the drawing was finished. Not a word had been
-said about it, at any rate in his presence, and he had gone on working
-in silence. “There,” said he, late on the Thursday evening, “I don’t
-know that it will be any better if I go on daubing for another hour.
-There, Miss Susan; there’s another bridge. I hope that will neither
-burst with the frost, nor yet be destroyed by fire,” and he gave it a
-light flip with his fingers and sent it skimming over the table.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_106" id="page_106"></a>{106}</span></p>
-
-<p>Susan blushed and smiled, and took it up. “Oh, it is beautiful,” she
-said. “Isn’t it beautifully done, mother?” and then all the three got up
-to look at it, and all confessed that it was excellently done.</p>
-
-<p>“And I am sure we are very much obliged to you,” said Susan after a
-pause, remembering that she had not yet thanked him.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, it’s nothing,” said he, not quite liking the word “we.”</p>
-
-<p>On the following day he returned from his work to Saratoga about noon.
-This he had never done before, and therefore no one expected that he
-would be seen in the house before the evening. On this occasion,
-however, he went straight thither, and as chance would have it, both the
-widow and her elder daughter were out. Susan was there alone in charge
-of the house.</p>
-
-<p>He walked in and opened the parlour door. There she sat, with her feet
-on the fender, with her work unheeded on the table behind her, and the
-picture, Aaron’s drawing, lying on her knees. She was gazing at it
-intently as he entered, thinking in her young heart that it possessed
-all the beauties which a picture could possess.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, Mr. Dunn,” she said, getting up and holding the tell-tale sketch
-behind the skirt of her dress.</p>
-
-<p>“Miss Susan, I have come here to tell your mother that I must start for
-New York this afternoon and be there for six weeks, or perhaps longer.”</p>
-
-<p>“Mother is out,” said she; “I’m so sorry.”</p>
-
-<p>“Is she?” said Aaron.</p>
-
-<p>“And Hetta too. Dear me. And you’ll be wanting dinner. I’ll go and see
-about it.”</p>
-
-<p>Aaron began to swear that he could not possibly eat any dinner. He had
-dined once, and was going to dine again;&mdash;anything to keep her from
-going.</p>
-
-<p>“But you must have something, Mr. Dunn,” and she walked towards the
-door.</p>
-
-<p>But he put his back to it. “Miss Susan,” said he, “I guess I’ve been
-here nearly two months.”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, sir, I believe you have,” she replied, shaking in her shoes, and
-not knowing which way to look.</p>
-
-<p>“And I hope we have been good friends.”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, sir,” said Susan, almost beside herself as to what she was saying.</p>
-
-<p>“I’m going away now, and it seems to be such a time before I’ll be
-back.”</p>
-
-<p>“Will it, sir?”<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_107" id="page_107"></a>{107}</span></p>
-
-<p>“Six weeks, Miss Susan!” and then he paused, looking into her eyes, to
-see what he could read there. She leant against the table, pulling to
-pieces a morsel of half-ravelled muslin which she held in her hand; but
-her eyes were turned to the ground, and he could hardly see them.</p>
-
-<p>“Miss Susan,” he continued, “I may as well speak out now as at another
-time.” He too was looking towards the ground, and clearly did not know
-what to do with his hands. “The truth is just this. I&mdash;I love you
-dearly, with all my heart. I never saw any one I ever thought so
-beautiful, so nice and so good;&mdash;and what’s more, I never shall. I’m not
-very good at this sort of thing, I know; but I couldn’t go away from
-Saratoga for six weeks and not tell you.” And then he ceased. He did not
-ask for any love in return. His presumption had not got so far as that
-yet. He merely declared his passion, leaning against the door, and there
-he stood twiddling his thumbs.</p>
-
-<p>Susan had not the slightest conception of the way in which she ought to
-receive such a declaration. She had never had a lover before; nor had
-she ever thought of Aaron absolutely as a lover, though something very
-like love for him had been crossing over her spirit. Now, at this
-moment, she felt that he was the beau-idéal of manhood, though his boots
-were covered with the railway mud, and though his pantaloons were tucked
-up in rolls round his ankles. He was a fine, well-grown, open-faced
-fellow, whose eye was bold and yet tender, whose brow was full and
-broad, and all his bearing manly. Love him! Of course she loved him. Why
-else had her heart melted with pleasure when her mother said that that
-second picture was to be accepted?</p>
-
-<p>But what was she to say? Anything but the open truth; she well knew
-that. The open truth would not do at all. What would her mother say and
-Hetta if she were rashly to say that? Hetta, she knew, would be dead
-against such a lover, and of her mother’s approbation she had hardly
-more hope. Why they should disapprove of Aaron as a lover she had never
-asked herself. There are many nice things that seem to be wrong only
-because they are so nice. Maybe that Susan regarded a lover as one of
-them. “Oh, Mr. Dunn, you shouldn’t.” That in fact was all that she could
-say.</p>
-
-<p>“Should not I?” said he. “Well, perhaps not; but there’s the truth, and
-no harm ever comes of that. Perhaps I’d better not ask you for an answer
-now, but I thought it better you should know it all. And remember
-this&mdash;I only care for one thing now in the world, and that is for your
-love.” And then<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_108" id="page_108"></a>{108}</span> he paused, thinking possibly that in spite of what he
-had said he might perhaps get some sort of an answer, some inkling of
-the state of her heart’s disposition towards him.</p>
-
-<p>But Susan had at once resolved to take him at his word when he suggested
-that an immediate reply was not necessary. To say that she loved him was
-of course impossible, and to say that she did not was equally so. She
-determined therefore to close at once with the offer of silence.</p>
-
-<p>When he ceased speaking there was a moment’s pause, during which he
-strove hard to read what might be written on her down-turned face. But
-he was not good at such reading. “Well, I guess I’ll go and get my
-things ready now,” he said, and then turned round to open the door.</p>
-
-<p>“Mother will be in before you are gone, I suppose,” said Susan.</p>
-
-<p>“I have only got twenty minutes,” said he, looking at his watch. “But,
-Susan, tell her what I have said to you. Good-bye.” And he put out his
-hand. He knew he should see her again, but this had been his plan to get
-her hand in his.</p>
-
-<p>“Good-bye, Mr. Dunn,” and she gave him her hand.</p>
-
-<p>He held it tight for a moment, so that she could not draw it
-away,&mdash;could not if she would. “Will you tell your mother?” he asked.</p>
-
-<p>“Yes,” she answered, quite in a whisper. “I guess I’d better tell her.”
-And then she gave a long sigh. He pressed her hand again and got it up
-to his lips.</p>
-
-<p>“Mr. Dunn, don’t,” she said. But he did kiss it. “God bless you, my own
-dearest, dearest girl! I’ll just open the door as I come down. Perhaps
-Mrs. Bell will be here.” And then he rushed up stairs.</p>
-
-<p>But Mrs. Bell did not come in. She and Hetta were at a weekly service at
-Mr. Beckard’s meeting-house, and Mr. Beckard it seemed had much to say.
-Susan, when left alone, sat down and tried to think. But she could not
-think; she could only love. She could use her mind only in recounting to
-herself the perfections of that demigod whose heavy steps were so
-audible overhead, as he walked to and fro collecting his things and
-putting them into his bag.</p>
-
-<p>And then, just when he had finished, she bethought herself that he must
-be hungry. She flew to the kitchen, but she was too late. Before she
-could even reach at the loaf of bread he descended the stairs, with a
-clattering noise, and heard her voice as she spoke quickly to Kate
-O’Brien.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_109" id="page_109"></a>{109}</span></p>
-
-<p>“Miss Susan,” he said, “don’t get anything for me, for I’m off.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, Mr. Dunn, I am so sorry. You’ll be so hungry on your journey,” and
-she came out to him in the passage.</p>
-
-<p>“I shall want nothing on the journey, dearest, if you’ll say one kind
-word to me.”</p>
-
-<p>Again her eyes went to the ground. “What do you want me to say, Mr.
-Dunn?”</p>
-
-<p>“Say, God bless you, Aaron.”</p>
-
-<p>“God bless you, Aaron,” said she; and yet she was sure that she had not
-declared her love. He however thought otherwise, and went up to New York
-with a happy heart.</p>
-
-<p>Things happened in the next fortnight rather quickly. Susan at once
-resolved to tell her mother, but she resolved also not to tell Hetta.
-That afternoon she got her mother to herself in Mrs. Bell’s own room,
-and then she made a clean breast of it.</p>
-
-<p>“And what did you say to him, Susan?”</p>
-
-<p>“I said nothing, mother.”</p>
-
-<p>“Nothing, dear!”</p>
-
-<p>“No, mother; not a word. He told me he didn’t want it.”</p>
-
-<p>She forgot how she had used his Christian name in bidding God bless him.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh dear!” said the widow.</p>
-
-<p>“Was it very wrong?” asked Susan.</p>
-
-<p>“But what do you think yourself, my child?” asked Mrs. Bell after a
-while. “What are your own feelings.”</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Bell was sitting on a chair and Susan was standing opposite to her
-against the post of the bed. She made no answer, but moving from her
-place, she threw herself into her mother’s arms, and hid her face on her
-mother’s shoulder. It was easy enough to guess what were her feelings.</p>
-
-<p>“But, my darling,” said her mother, “you must not think that it is an
-engagement.”</p>
-
-<p>“No,” said Susan, sorrowfully.</p>
-
-<p>“Young men say those things to amuse themselves.” Wolves, she would have
-said, had she spoken out her mind freely.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, mother, he is not like that.”</p>
-
-<p>The daughter contrived to extract a promise from the mother that Hetta
-should not be told just at present. Mrs. Bell calculated that she had
-six weeks before her; as yet Mr. Beckard had not spoken out, but there
-was reason to suppose that he would do so before those six weeks would
-be over, and then she would be able to seek counsel from him.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_110" id="page_110"></a>{110}</span></p>
-
-<p>Mr. Beckard spoke out at the end of six days, and Hetta frankly accepted
-him. “I hope you’ll love your brother-in-law,” said she to Susan.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, I will indeed,” said Susan; and in the softness of her heart at the
-moment she almost made up her mind to tell; but Hetta was full of her
-own affairs, and thus it passed off.</p>
-
-<p>It was then arranged that Hetta should go and spend a week with Mr.
-Beckard’s parents. Old Mr. Beckard was a farmer living near Utica, and
-now that the match was declared and approved, it was thought well that
-Hetta should know her future husband’s family. So she went for a week,
-and Mr. Beckard went with her. “He will be back in plenty of time for me
-to speak to him before Aaron Dunn’s six weeks are over,” said Mrs. Bell
-to herself.</p>
-
-<p>But things did not go exactly as she expected. On the very morning after
-the departure of the engaged couple, there came a letter from Aaron,
-saying that he would be at Saratoga that very evening. The railway
-people had ordered him down again for some days’ special work; then he
-was to go elsewhere, and not to return to Saratoga till June. “But he
-hoped,” so said the letter, “that Mrs. Bell would not turn him into the
-street even then, though the summer might have come, and her regular
-lodgers might be expected.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh dear, oh dear!” said Mrs. Bell to herself, reflecting that she had
-no one of whom she could ask advice, and that she must decide that very
-day. Why had she let Mr. Beckard go without telling him? Then she told
-Susan, and Susan spent the day trembling. Perhaps, thought Mrs. Bell, he
-will say nothing about it. In such case, however, would it not be her
-duty to say something? Poor mother! She trembled nearly as much as
-Susan.</p>
-
-<p>It was dark when the fatal knock came at the door. The tea-things were
-already laid, and the tea-cake was already baked; for it would at any
-rate be necessary to give Mr. Dunn his tea. Susan, when she heard the
-knock, rushed from her chair and took refuge up stairs. The widow gave a
-long sigh and settled her dress. Kate O’Brien with willing step opened
-the door, and bade her old friend welcome.</p>
-
-<p>“How are the ladies?” asked Aaron, trying to gather something from the
-face and voice of the domestic.</p>
-
-<p>“Miss Hetta and Mr. Beckard be gone off to Utica, just man-and-wife
-like! and so they are, more power to them.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh indeed; I’m very glad,” said Aaron&mdash;and so he was;<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_111" id="page_111"></a>{111}</span> very glad to
-have Hetta the demure out of the way. And then he made his way into the
-parlour, doubting much, and hoping much.</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Bell rose from her chair, and tried to look grave. Aaron glancing
-round the room saw that Susan was not there. He walked straight up to
-the widow, and offered her his hand, which she took. It might be that
-Susan had not thought fit to tell, and in such case it would not be
-right for him to compromise her; so he said never a word.</p>
-
-<p>But the subject was too important to the mother to allow of her being
-silent when the young man stood before her. “Oh, Mr. Dunn,” said she,
-“what is this you have been saying to Susan?”</p>
-
-<p>“I have asked her to be my wife,” said he, drawing himself up and
-looking her full in the face. Mrs. Bell’s heart was almost as soft as
-her daughter’s, and it was nearly gone; but at the moment she had
-nothing to say but, “Oh dear, oh dear!”</p>
-
-<p>“May I not call you mother?” said he, taking both her hands in his.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh dear&mdash;oh dear! But will you be good to her? Oh, Aaron Dunn, if you
-deceive my child!”</p>
-
-<p>In another quarter of an hour, Susan was kneeling at her mother’s knee,
-with her face on her mother’s lap; the mother was wiping tears out of
-her eyes; and Aaron was standing by holding one of the widow’s hands.</p>
-
-<p>“You are my mother too, now,” said he. What would Hetta and Mr. Beckard
-say, when they came back? But then he surely was not a wolf!</p>
-
-<p>There were four or five days left for courtship before Hetta and Mr.
-Beckard would return; four or five days during which Susan might be
-happy, Aaron triumphant, and Mrs. Bell nervous. Days I have said, but
-after all it was only the evenings that were so left. Every morning
-Susan got up to give Aaron his breakfast, but Mrs. Bell got up also.
-Susan boldly declared her right to do so, and Mrs. Bell found no
-objection which she could urge.</p>
-
-<p>But after that Aaron was always absent till seven or eight in the
-evening, when he would return to his tea. Then came the hour or two of
-lovers’ intercourse.</p>
-
-<p>But they were very tame, those hours. The widow still felt an undefined
-fear that she was wrong, and though her heart yearned to know that her
-daughter was happy in the sweet happiness of accepted love, yet she
-dreaded to be too confident. Not a word had been said about money
-matters; not a word of<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_112" id="page_112"></a>{112}</span> Aaron Dunn’s relatives. So she did not leave
-them by themselves, but waited with what patience she could for the
-return of her wise counsellors.</p>
-
-<p>And then Susan hardly knew how to behave herself with her accepted
-suitor. She felt that she was very happy; but perhaps she was most happy
-when she was thinking about him through the long day, assisting in
-fixing little things for his comfort, and waiting for his evening
-return. And as he sat there in the parlour, she could be happy then too,
-if she were but allowed to sit still and look at him,&mdash;not stare at him,
-but raise her eyes every now and again to his face for the shortest
-possible glance, as she had been used to do ever since he came there.</p>
-
-<p>But he, unconscionable lover, wanted to hear her speak, was desirous of
-being talked to, and perhaps thought that he should by rights be allowed
-to sit by her, and hold her hand. No such privileges were accorded to
-him. If they had been alone together, walking side by side on the green
-turf, as lovers should walk, she would soon have found the use of her
-tongue,&mdash;have talked fast enough no doubt. Under such circumstances,
-when a girl’s shyness has given way to real intimacy, there is in
-general no end to her power of chatting. But though there was much love
-between Aaron and Susan, there was as yet but little intimacy. And then,
-let a mother be ever so motherly&mdash;and no mother could have more of a
-mother’s tenderness than Mrs. Bell&mdash;still her presence must be a
-restraint. Aaron was very fond of Mrs. Bell; but nevertheless he did
-sometimes wish that some domestic duty would take her out of the parlour
-for a few happy minutes. Susan went out very often, but Mrs. Bell seemed
-to be a fixture.</p>
-
-<p>Once for a moment he did find his love alone, immediately as he came
-into the house. “My own Susan, you do love me? do say so to me once.”
-And he contrived to slip his arm round her waist. “Yes,” she whispered;
-but she slipped like an eel from his hands, and left him only preparing
-himself for a kiss. And then when she got to her room, half frightened,
-she clasped her hands together, and bethought herself that she did
-really love him with a strength and depth of love which filled her whole
-existence. Why could she not have told him something of all this?</p>
-
-<p>And so the few days of his second sojourn at Saratoga passed away, not
-altogether satisfactorily. It was settled that he should return to New
-York on Saturday night, leaving Saratoga on that evening; and as the
-Beckards&mdash;Hetta was already<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_113" id="page_113"></a>{113}</span> regarded quite as a Beckard&mdash;were to be
-back to dinner on that day, Mrs. Bell would have an opportunity of
-telling her wondrous tale. It might be well that Mr. Beckard should see
-Aaron before his departure.</p>
-
-<p>On that Saturday the Beckards did arrive just in time for dinner. It may
-be imagined that Susan’s appetite was not very keen, nor her manner very
-collected. But all this passed by unobserved in the importance attached
-to the various Beckard arrangements which came under discussion. Ladies
-and gentlemen circumstanced as were Hetta and Mr. Beckard are perhaps a
-little too apt to think that their own affairs are paramount. But after
-dinner Susan vanished at once, and when Hetta prepared to follow her,
-desirous of further talk about matrimonial arrangements, her mother
-stopped her, and the disclosure was made.</p>
-
-<p>“Proposed to her!” said Hetta, who perhaps thought that one marriage in
-a family was enough at a time.</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, my love&mdash;and he did it, I must say, in a very honourable way,
-telling her not to make any answer till she had spoken to me;&mdash;now that
-was very nice; was it not, Phineas?” Mrs. Bell had become very anxious
-that Aaron should not be voted a wolf.</p>
-
-<p>“And what has been said to him since?” asked the discreet Phineas.</p>
-
-<p>“Why&mdash;nothing absolutely decisive.” Oh, Mrs. Bell! “You see I know
-nothing as to his means.”</p>
-
-<p>“Nothing at all,” said Hetta.</p>
-
-<p>“He is a man that will always earn his bread,” said Mr. Beckard; and
-Mrs. Bell blessed him in her heart for saying it.</p>
-
-<p>“But has he been encouraged?” asked Hetta.</p>
-
-<p>“Well; yes, he has,” said the widow.</p>
-
-<p>“Then Susan I suppose likes him?” asked Phineas.</p>
-
-<p>“Well; yes, she does,” said the widow. And the conference ended in a
-resolution that Phineas Beckard should have a conversation with Aaron
-Dunn, as to his worldly means and position; and that he, Phineas, should
-decide whether Aaron might, or might not be at once accepted as a lover,
-according to the tenor of that conversation. Poor Susan was not told
-anything of all this. “Better not,” said Hetta the demure. “It will only
-flurry her the more.” How would she have liked it, if without consulting
-her, they had left it to Aaron to decide whether or no she might marry
-Phineas?</p>
-
-<p>They knew where on the works Aaron was to be found, and thither Mr.
-Beckard rode after dinner. We need not narrate at<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_114" id="page_114"></a>{114}</span> length, the
-conference between, the young men. Aaron at once declared that he had
-nothing but what he made as an engineer, and explained that he held no
-permanent situation on the line. He was well paid at that present
-moment, but at the end of summer he would have to look for employment.</p>
-
-<p>“Then you can hardly marry quite at present,” said the discreet
-minister.</p>
-
-<p>“Perhaps not quite immediately.”</p>
-
-<p>“And long engagements are never wise,” said the other.</p>
-
-<p>“Three or four months,” suggested Aaron. But Mr. Beckard shook his head.</p>
-
-<p>The afternoon at Mrs. Bell’s house was melancholy. The final decision of
-the three judges was as follows. There was to be no engagement; of
-course no correspondence. Aaron was to be told that it would be better
-that he should get lodgings elsewhere when he returned; but that he
-would be allowed to visit at Mrs. Bell’s house,&mdash;and at Mrs. Beckard’s,
-which was very considerate. If he should succeed in getting a permanent
-appointment, and if he and Susan still held the same mind, why then&mdash;&mdash;
-&amp;c. &amp;c. Such was Susan’s fate, as communicated to her by Mrs. Bell and
-Hetta. She sat still and wept when she heard it; but she did not
-complain. She had always felt that Hetta would be against her.</p>
-
-<p>“Mayn’t I see him, then?” she said through, her tears.</p>
-
-<p>Hetta thought she had better not. Mrs. Bell thought she might. Phineas
-decided that they might shake hands, but only in full conclave. There
-was to be no lovers’ farewell. Aaron was to leave the house at half-past
-five; but before he went Susan should be called down. Poor Susan! She
-sat down and bemoaned herself; uncomplaining, but very sad.</p>
-
-<p>Susan was soft, feminine, and manageable. But Aaron Dunn was not very
-soft, was especially masculine, and in some matters not easily
-manageable. When Mr. Beckard in the widow’s presence&mdash;Hetta had retired
-in obedience to her lover&mdash;informed him of the court’s decision, there
-came over his face the look which he had worn when he burned the
-picture. “Mrs. Bell,” he said, “had encouraged his engagement; and he
-did not understand why other people should now come and disturb it.”</p>
-
-<p>“Not an engagement, Aaron,” said Mrs. Bell piteously.</p>
-
-<p>“He was able and willing to work,” he said, “and knew his profession.
-What young man of his age had done better than he had?” and he glanced
-round at them with perhaps more pride than was quite becoming.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_115" id="page_115"></a>{115}</span></p>
-
-<p>Then Mr. Beckard spoke out, very wisely no doubt, but perhaps a little
-too much at length. Sons and daughters, as well as fathers and mothers,
-will know very well what he said; so I need not repeat his words. I
-cannot say that Aaron listened with much attention, but he understood
-perfectly what the upshot of it was. Many a man understands the purport
-of many a sermon without listening to one word in ten. Mr. Beckard meant
-to be kind in his manner; indeed was so, only that Aaron could not
-accept as kindness any interference on his part.</p>
-
-<p>“I’ll tell you what, Mrs. Bell,” said he. “I look upon myself as engaged
-to her. And I look on her as engaged to me. I tell you so fairly; and I
-believe that’s her mind as well as mine.”</p>
-
-<p>“But, Aaron, you won’t try to see her&mdash;or to write to her,&mdash;not in
-secret; will you?”</p>
-
-<p>“When I try to see her, I’ll come and knock at this door; and if I write
-to her, I’ll write to her full address by the post. I never did and
-never will do anything in secret.”</p>
-
-<p>“I know you’re good and honest,” said the widow with her handkerchief to
-her eyes.</p>
-
-<p>“Then why do you separate us?” asked he, almost roughly. “I suppose I
-may see her at any rate before I go. My time’s nearly up now, I guess.”</p>
-
-<p>And then Susan was called for, and she and Hetta came down together.
-Susan crept in behind her sister. Her eyes were red with weeping, and
-her appearance was altogether disconsolate. She had had a lover for a
-week, and now she was to be robbed of him.</p>
-
-<p>“Good-bye, Susan,” said Aaron, and he walked up to her without
-bashfulness or embarrassment. Had they all been compliant and gracious
-to him he would have been as bashful as his love; but now his temper was
-hot. “Good-bye, Susan,” and she took his hand, and he held hers till he
-had finished. “And remember this, I look upon you as my promised wife,
-and I don’t fear that you’ll deceive me. At any rate I shan’t deceive
-you.”</p>
-
-<p>“Good-bye, Aaron,” she sobbed.</p>
-
-<p>“Good-bye, and God bless you, my own darling!” And then without saying a
-word to any one else, he turned his back upon them and went his way.</p>
-
-<p>There had been something very consolatory, very sweet, to the poor girl
-in her lover’s last words. And yet they had almost made her tremble. He
-had been so bold, and stern, and confident. He had seemed so utterly to
-defy the impregnable discretion<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_116" id="page_116"></a>{116}</span> of Mr. Beckard, so to despise the
-demure propriety of Hetta. But of this she felt sure, when she came to
-question her heart, that she could never, never, never cease to love him
-better than all the world beside. She would wait&mdash;patiently if she could
-find patience&mdash;and then, if he deserted her, she would die.</p>
-
-<p>In another month Hetta became Mrs. Beckard. Susan brisked up a little
-for the occasion, and looked very pretty as bridesmaid. She was
-serviceable too in arranging household matters, hemming linen and sewing
-table-cloths; though of course in these matters she did not do a tenth
-of what Hetta did.</p>
-
-<p>Then the summer came, the Saratoga summer of July, August, and
-September, during which the widow’s house was full; and Susan’s hands
-saved the pain of her heart, for she was forced into occupation. Now
-that Hetta was gone to her own duties, it was necessary that Susan’s
-part in the household should be more prominent.</p>
-
-<p>Aaron did not come back to his work at Saratoga. Why he did not they
-could not then learn. During the whole long summer they heard not a word
-of him nor from him; and then when the cold winter months came and their
-boarders had left them, Mrs. Beckard congratulated her sister in that
-she had given no further encouragement to a lover who cared so little
-for her. This was very hard to bear. But Susan did bear it.</p>
-
-<p>That winter was very sad. They learned nothing of Aaron Dunn till about
-January; and then they heard that he was doing very well. He was engaged
-on the Erie trunk line, was paid highly, and was much esteemed. And yet
-he neither came nor sent! “He has an excellent situation,” their
-informant told them. “And a permanent one?” asked the widow. “Oh, yes,
-no doubt,” said the gentleman, “for I happen to know that they count
-greatly on him.” And yet he sent no word of love.</p>
-
-<p>After that the winter became very sad indeed. Mrs. Bell thought it to be
-her duty now to teach her daughter that in all probability she would see
-Aaron Dunn no more. It was open to him to leave her without being
-absolutely a wolf. He had been driven from the house when he was poor,
-and they had no right to expect that he would return, now that he had
-made some rise in the world. “Men do amuse themselves in that way,” the
-widow tried to teach her.</p>
-
-<p>“He is not like that, mother,” she said again.</p>
-
-<p>“But they do not think so much of these things as we do,” urged the
-mother.</p>
-
-<p>“Don’t they?” said Susan, oh, so sorrowfully; and so through<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_117" id="page_117"></a>{117}</span> the whole
-long winter months she became paler and paler, and thinner and thinner.</p>
-
-<p>And then Hetta tried to console her with religion, and that perhaps did
-not make things any better. Religious consolation is the best cure for
-all griefs; but it must not be looked for specially with regard to any
-individual sorrow. A religious man, should he become bankrupt through
-the misfortunes of the world, will find true consolation in his religion
-even for that sorrow. But a bankrupt, who has not thought much of such
-things, will hardly find solace by taking up religion for that special
-occasion.</p>
-
-<p>And Hetta perhaps was hardly prudent in her attempts. She thought that
-it was wicked in Susan to grow thin and pale for love of Aaron Dunn, and
-she hardly hid her thoughts. Susan was not sure but that it might be
-wicked, but this doubt in no way tended to make her plump or rosy. So
-that in those days she found no comfort in her sister.</p>
-
-<p>But her mother’s pity and soft love did ease her sufferings, though it
-could not make them cease. Her mother did not tell her that she was
-wicked, or bid her read long sermons, or force her to go oftener to the
-meeting-house.</p>
-
-<p>“He will never come again, I think,” she said one day, as with a shawl
-wrapped around her shoulders, she leant with her head upon her mother’s
-bosom.</p>
-
-<p>“My own darling,” said the mother, pressing her child closely to her
-side.</p>
-
-<p>“You think he never will, eh, mother?” What could Mrs. Bell say? In her
-heart of hearts she did not think he ever would come again.</p>
-
-<p>“No, my child. I do not think he will.” And then the hot tears ran down,
-and the sobs came thick and frequent.</p>
-
-<p>“My darling, my darling!” exclaimed the mother; and they wept together.</p>
-
-<p>“Was I wicked to love him at the first,” she asked that night.</p>
-
-<p>“No, my child; you were not wicked at all. At least I think not.”</p>
-
-<p>“Then why&mdash;&mdash;” Why was he sent away? It was on her tongue to ask that
-question; but she paused and spared her mother. This was as they were
-going to bed. The next morning Susan did not get up. She was not ill,
-she said; but weak and weary. Would her mother let her lie that day? And
-then Mrs. Bell went down alone to her room, and sorrowed with all her
-heart for the sorrow of her child. Why, oh why, had she driven away from
-her door-sill the love of an honest man?<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_118" id="page_118"></a>{118}</span></p>
-
-<p>On the next morning Susan again did not get up;&mdash;nor did she hear, or if
-she heard she did not recognise, the step of the postman who brought a
-letter to the door. Early, before the widow’s breakfast, the postman
-came, and the letter which he brought was as follows:&mdash;</p>
-
-<div class="blockquot"><p>“<span class="smcap">My dear Mrs. Bell</span>,</p>
-
-<p class="indd">“I have now got a permanent situation on the Erie line, and the
-salary is enough for myself and a wife. At least I think so, and I
-hope you will too. I shall be down at Saratoga to-morrow evening,
-and I hope neither Susan, nor you will refuse to receive me.</p>
-
-<p class="r">
-<span style="margin-right: 8em;">“Yours affectionately,</span><br />
-“<span class="smcap">Aaron Dunn</span>.”<br />
-</p></div>
-
-<p>That was all. It was very short, and did not contain one word of love;
-but it made the widow’s heart leap for joy. She was rather afraid that
-Aaron was angry, he wrote so curtly and with such a brusque
-business-like attention to mere facts; but surely he could have but one
-object in coming there. And then he alluded specially to a wife. So the
-widow’s heart leapt with joy.</p>
-
-<p>But how was she to tell Susan? She ran up stairs almost breathless with
-haste, to the bedroom door; but then she stopped; too much joy she had
-heard was as dangerous as too much sorrow; she must think it over for a
-while, and so she crept back again.</p>
-
-<p>But after breakfast&mdash;that is, when she had sat for a while over her
-teacup&mdash;she returned to the room, and this time she entered it. The
-letter was in her hand, but held so as to be hidden;&mdash;in her left hand
-as she sat down with her right arm towards the invalid.</p>
-
-<p>“Susan dear,” she said, and smiled at her child, “you’ll be able to get
-up this morning? eh, dear?”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, mother,” said Susan, thinking that her mother objected to this
-idleness of her lying in bed. And so she began to bestir herself.</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t mean this very moment, love. Indeed, I want to sit with you for
-a little while,” and she put her right arm affectionately round her
-daughter’s waist.</p>
-
-<p>“Dearest mother,” said Susan.</p>
-
-<p>“Ah! there’s one dearer than me, I guess,” and Mrs. Bell smiled sweetly,
-as she made the maternal charge against her daughter.</p>
-
-<p>Susan raised herself quickly in the bed, and looked straight<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_119" id="page_119"></a>{119}</span> into her
-mother’s face. “Mother, mother,” she said, “what is it? You’ve something
-to tell. Oh, mother!” And stretching herself over, she struck her hand
-against the corner of Aaron’s letter. “Mother, you’ve a letter. Is he
-coming, mother?” and with eager eyes and open lips, she sat up, holding
-tight to her mother’s arm.</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, love. I have got a letter.”</p>
-
-<p>“Is he&mdash;is he coming?”</p>
-
-<p>How the mother answered, I can hardly tell; but she did answer, and they
-were soon lying in each other’s arms, warm with each other’s tears. It
-was almost hard to say which was the happier.</p>
-
-<p>Aaron was to be there that evening&mdash;that very evening. “Oh, mother, let
-me get up,” said Susan.</p>
-
-<p>But Mrs. Bell said no, not yet; her darling was pale and thin, and she
-almost wished that Aaron was not coming for another week. What if he
-should come and look at her, and finding her beauty gone, vanish again
-and seek a wife elsewhere!</p>
-
-<p>So Susan lay in bed, thinking of her happiness, dozing now and again,
-and fearing as she waked that it was a dream, looking constantly at that
-drawing of his, which she kept outside upon the bed, nursing her love
-and thinking of it, and endeavouring, vainly endeavouring, to arrange
-what she would say to him.</p>
-
-<p>“Mother,” she said, when Mrs. Bell once went up to her, “you won’t tell
-Hetta and Phineas, will you? Not to-day, I mean?” Mrs. Bell agreed that
-it would be better not to tell them. Perhaps she thought that she had
-already depended too much on Hetta and Phineas in the matter.</p>
-
-<p>Susan’s finery in the way of dress had never been extensive, and now
-lately, in these last sad winter days, she had thought but little of the
-fashion of her clothes. But when she began to dress herself for the
-evening, she did ask her mother with some anxiety what she had better
-wear. “If he loves you he will hardly see what you have on,” said the
-mother. But not the less was she careful to smooth her daughter’s hair,
-and make the most that might be made of those faded roses.</p>
-
-<p>How Susan’s heart beat,&mdash;how both their hearts beat as the hands of the
-clock came round to seven! And then, sharp at seven, came the knock;
-that same short bold ringing knock which Susan had so soon learned to
-know as belonging to Aaron Dunn. “Oh mother, I had better go up stairs,”
-she cried, starting from her chair.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_120" id="page_120"></a>{120}</span></p>
-
-<p>“No dear; you would only be more nervous.”</p>
-
-<p>“I will, mother.”</p>
-
-<p>“No, no, dear; you have not time;” and then Aaron Dunn was in the room.</p>
-
-<p>She had thought much what she would say to him, but had not yet quite
-made up her mind. It mattered however but very little. On whatever she
-might have resolved, her resolution would have vanished to the wind.
-Aaron Dunn came into the room, and in one second she found herself in
-the centre of a whirlwind, and his arms were the storms that enveloped
-her on every side.</p>
-
-<p>“My own, own darling girl,” he said over and over again, as he pressed
-her to his heart, quite regardless of Mrs. Bell, who stood by, sobbing
-with joy. “My own Susan.”</p>
-
-<p>“Aaron, dear Aaron,” she whispered. But she had already recognised the
-fact that for the present meeting a passive part would become her well,
-and save her a deal of trouble. She had her lover there quite safe, safe
-beyond anything that Mr. or Mrs. Beckard might have to say to the
-contrary. She was quite happy; only that there were symptoms now and
-again that the whirlwind was about to engulf her yet once more.</p>
-
-<p>“Dear Aaron, I am so glad you are come,” said the innocent-minded widow,
-as she went up stairs with him, to show him his room; and then he
-embraced her also. “Dear, dear mother,” he said.</p>
-
-<p>On the next day there was, as a matter of course, a family conclave.
-Hetta and Phineas came down, and discussed the whole subject of the
-coming marriage with Mrs. Bell. Hetta at first was not quite
-certain;&mdash;ought they not to inquire whether the situation was permanent?</p>
-
-<p>“I won’t inquire at all,” said Mrs. Bell, with an energy that startled
-both the daughter and son-in-law. “I would not part them now; no, not
-if&mdash;&mdash;” and the widow shuddered as she thought of her daughter’s sunken
-eyes, and pale cheeks.</p>
-
-<p>“He is a good lad,” said Phineas, “and I trust she will make him a sober
-steady wife;” and so the matter was settled.</p>
-
-<p>During this time, Susan and Aaron were walking along the Balston road;
-and they also had settled the matter&mdash;quite as satisfactorily.</p>
-
-<p>Such was the courtship of Susan Dunn.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_121" id="page_121"></a>{121}</span></p>
-
-<h2><a name="RELICS_OF_GENERAL_CHASSE" id="RELICS_OF_GENERAL_CHASSE"></a>RELICS OF GENERAL CHASSÉ.<br /><br />
-<small>A TALE OF ANTWERP.</small></h2>
-
-<p class="nind"><span class="smcap">That</span> Belgium is now one of the European kingdoms, living by its own
-laws, resting on its own bottom, with a king and court, palaces and
-parliament of its own, is known to all the world. And a very nice little
-kingdom it is; full of old towns, fine Flemish pictures, and interesting
-Gothic churches. But in the memory of very many of us who do not think
-ourselves old men, Belgium, as it is now called&mdash;in those days it used
-to be Flanders and Brabant&mdash;was a part of Holland; and it obtained its
-own independence by a revolution. In that revolution the most important
-military step was the siege of Antwerp, which was defended on the part
-of the Dutch by General Chassé, with the utmost gallantry, but
-nevertheless ineffectually.</p>
-
-<p>After the siege Antwerp became quite a show place; and among the
-visitors who flocked there to talk of the gallant general, and to see
-what remained of the great effort which he had made to defend the place,
-were two Englishmen. One was the hero of this little history; and the
-other was a young man of considerably less weight in the world. The less
-I say of the latter the better; but it is necessary that I should give
-some description of the former.</p>
-
-<p>The Rev. Augustus Horne was, at the time of my narrative, a beneficed
-clergyman of the Church of England. The profession which he had graced
-sat easily on him. Its external marks and signs were as pleasing to his
-friends as were its internal comforts to himself. He was a man of much
-quiet mirth, full of polished wit, and on some rare occasions he could
-descend to the more noisy hilarity of a joke. Loved by his friends he
-loved all the world. He had known no care and seen no sorrow. Always
-intended for holy orders he had entered them without a scruple, and
-remained within their pale without a regret. At twenty-four<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_122" id="page_122"></a>{122}</span> he had been
-a deacon, at twenty-seven a priest, at thirty a rector, and at
-thirty-five a prebendary; and as his rectory was rich and his prebendal
-stall well paid, the Rev. Augustus Horne was called by all, and called
-himself, a happy man. His stature was about six feet two, and his
-corpulence exceeded even those bounds which symmetry would have
-preferred as being most perfectly compatible even with such a height.
-But nevertheless Mr. Horne was a well-made man; his hands and feet were
-small; his face was handsome, frank, and full of expression; his bright
-eyes twinkled with humour; his finely-cut mouth disclosed two marvellous
-rows of well-preserved ivory; and his slightly aquiline nose was just
-such a projection as one would wish to see on the face of a well-fed
-good-natured dignitary of the Church of England. When I add to all this
-that the reverend gentleman was as generous as he was rich&mdash;and the kind
-mother in whose arms he had been nurtured had taken care that he should
-never want&mdash;I need hardly say that I was blessed with a very pleasant
-travelling companion.</p>
-
-<p>I must mention one more interesting particular. Mr. Horne was rather
-inclined to dandyism, in an innocent way. His clerical starched
-neckcloth was always of the whitest, his cambric handkerchief of the
-finest, his bands adorned with the broadest border; his sable suit never
-degenerated to a rusty brown; it not only gave on all occasions glossy
-evidence of freshness, but also of the talent which the artisan had
-displayed in turning out a well-dressed clergyman of the Church of
-England. His hair was ever brushed with scrupulous attention, and showed
-in its regular waves the guardian care of each separate bristle. And all
-this was done with that ease and grace which should be the
-characteristics of a dignitary of the established English Church.</p>
-
-<p>I had accompanied Mr. Horne to the Rhine; and we had reached Brussels on
-our return, just at the close of that revolution which ended in
-affording a throne to the son-in-law of George the Fourth. At that
-moment General Chassé’s name and fame were in every man’s mouth, and,
-like other curious admirers of the brave, Mr. Horne determined to devote
-two days to the scene of the late events at Antwerp. Antwerp, moreover,
-possesses perhaps the finest spire, and certainly one of the three or
-four finest pictures, in the world. Of General Chassé, of the cathedral,
-and of the Rubens, I had heard much, and was therefore well pleased that
-such should be his resolution. This accomplished we were to return to
-Brussels; and thence, viâ<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_123" id="page_123"></a>{123}</span> Ghent, Ostend, and Dover, I to complete my
-legal studies in London, and Mr. Horne to enjoy once more the peaceful
-retirement of Ollerton rectory. As we were to be absent from Brussels
-but one night we were enabled to indulge in the gratification of
-travelling without our luggage. A small sac-de-nuit was prepared;
-brushes, combs, razors, strops, a change of linen, &amp;c. &amp;c., were
-carefully put up; but our heavy baggage, our coats, waistcoats, and
-other wearing apparel were unnecessary. It was delightful to feel
-oneself so light-handed. The reverend gentleman, with my humble self by
-his side, left the portal of the Hôtel de Belle Vue at 7 <small>A.M.</small>, in good
-humour with all the world. There were no railroads in those days; but a
-cabriolet, big enough to hold six persons, with rope traces and
-corresponding appendages, deposited us at the Golden Fleece in something
-less than six hours. The inward man was duly fortified, and we started
-for the castle.</p>
-
-<p>It boots not here to describe the effects which gunpowder and grape-shot
-had had on the walls of Antwerp. Let the curious in these matters read
-the horrors of the siege of Troy, or the history of Jerusalem taken by
-Titus. The one may be found in Homer, and the other in Josephus. Or if
-they prefer doings of a later date there is the taking of Sebastopol, as
-narrated in the columns of the “Times” newspaper. The accounts are
-equally true, instructive, and intelligible. In the mean time allow the
-Rev. Augustus Horne and myself to enter the private chambers of the
-renowned though defeated general.</p>
-
-<p>We rambled for a while through the covered way, over the glacis and
-along the counterscarp, and listened to the guide as he detailed to us,
-in already accustomed words, how the siege had gone. Then we got into
-the private apartments of the general, and, having dexterously shaken
-off our attendant, wandered at large among the deserted rooms.</p>
-
-<p>“It is clear that no one ever comes here,” said I.</p>
-
-<p>“No,” said the Rev. Augustus; “it seems not; and to tell the truth, I
-don’t know why any one should come. The chambers in themselves are not
-attractive.”</p>
-
-<p>What he said was true. They were plain, ugly, square, unfurnished rooms,
-here a big one, and there a little one, as is usual in most
-houses;&mdash;unfurnished, that is, for the most part. In one place we did
-find a table and a few chairs, in another a bedstead, and so on. But to
-me it was pleasant to indulge in those ruminations which any traces of
-the great or unfortunate create in softly sympathising minds. For a time
-we communicated<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_124" id="page_124"></a>{124}</span> our thoughts to each other as we roamed free as air
-through the apartments; and then I lingered for a few moments behind,
-while Mr. Horne moved on with a quicker step.</p>
-
-<p>At last I entered the bedchamber of the general, and there I overtook my
-friend. He was inspecting, with much attention, an article of the great
-man’s wardrobe which he held in his hand. It was precisely that virile
-habiliment to which a well-known gallant captain alludes in his
-conversation with the posthumous appearance of Miss Bailey, as
-containing a Bank of England £5 note.</p>
-
-<p>“The general must have been a large man, George, or he would hardly have
-filled these,” said Mr. Horne, holding up to the light the respectable
-leathern articles in question. “He must have been a very large man,&mdash;the
-largest man in Antwerp, I should think; or else his tailor has done him
-more than justice.”</p>
-
-<p>They were certainly large, and had about them a charming regimental
-military appearance. They were made of white leather, with bright metal
-buttons at the knees and bright metal buttons at the top. They owned no
-pockets, and were, with the exception of the legitimate outlet,
-continuous in the circumference of the waistband. No dangling strings
-gave them an appearance of senile imbecility. Were it not for a certain
-rigidity, sternness, and mental inflexibility,&mdash;we will call it military
-ardour,&mdash;with which they were imbued, they would have created envy in
-the bosom of a fox-hunter.</p>
-
-<p>Mr. Horne was no fox-hunter, but still he seemed to be irresistibly
-taken with the lady-like propensity of wishing to wear them. “Surely,
-George,” he said, “the general must have been a stouter man than I
-am”&mdash;and he contemplated his own proportions with complacency&mdash;“these
-what’s-the-names are quite big enough for me.”</p>
-
-<p>I differed in opinion, and was obliged to explain that I thought he did
-the good living of Ollerton insufficient justice.</p>
-
-<p>“I am sure they are large enough for me,” he repeated, with considerable
-obstinacy. I smiled incredulously; and then to settle the matter he
-resolved that he would try them on. Nobody had been in these rooms for
-the last hour, and it appeared as though they were never visited. Even
-the guide had not come on with us, but was employed in showing other
-parties about the fortifications. It was clear that this portion of the
-building was left desolate, and that the experiment might be safely
-made. So the sportive rector declared that he would for a short time<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_125" id="page_125"></a>{125}</span>
-wear the regimentals which had once contained the valorous heart of
-General Chassé.</p>
-
-<p>With all decorum the Rev. Mr. Horne divested himself of the work of the
-London artist’s needle, and, carefully placing his own garments beyond
-the reach of dust, essayed to fit himself in military garb.</p>
-
-<p>At that important moment&mdash;at the critical instant of the attempt&mdash;the
-clatter of female voices was heard approaching the chamber. They must
-have suddenly come round some passage corner, for it was evident by the
-sound that they were close upon us before we had any warning of their
-advent. At this very minute Mr. Horne was somewhat embarrassed in his
-attempts, and was not fully in possession of his usual active powers of
-movement, nor of his usual presence of mind. He only looked for escape;
-and seeing a door partly open, he with difficulty retreated through it,
-and I followed him. We found that we were in a small dressing-room; and
-as by good luck the door was defended by an inner bolt, my friend was
-able to protect himself.</p>
-
-<p>“There shall be another siege, at any rate as stout as the last, before
-I surrender,” said he.</p>
-
-<p>As the ladies seemed inclined to linger in the room it became a matter
-of importance that the above-named articles should fit, not only for
-ornament but for use. It was very cold, and Mr. Horne was altogether
-unused to move in a Highland sphere of life. But alas, alas! General
-Chassé had not been nurtured in the classical retirement of Ollerton.
-The ungiving leather would stretch no point to accommodate the divine,
-though it had been willing to minister to the convenience of the
-soldier. Mr. Horne was vexed and chilled; and throwing the now hateful
-garments into a corner, and protecting himself from the cold as best he
-might by standing with his knees together and his body somewhat bent so
-as to give the skirts of his coat an opportunity of doing extra duty, he
-begged me to see if those jabbering females were not going to leave him
-in peace to recover his own property. I accordingly went to the door,
-and opening it to a small extent I peeped through.</p>
-
-<p>Who shall describe my horror at the sight which I then saw? The scene,
-which had hitherto been tinted with comic effect, was now becoming so
-decidedly tragic that I did not dare at once to acquaint my worthy
-pastor with that which was occurring,&mdash;and, alas! had already occurred.</p>
-
-<p>Five country-women of our own&mdash;it was easy to know them<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_126" id="page_126"></a>{126}</span> by their dress
-and general aspect&mdash;were standing in the middle of the room; and one of
-them, the centre of the group, the senior harpy of the lot, a maiden
-lady&mdash;I could have sworn to that&mdash;with a red nose, held in one hand a
-huge pair of scissors, and in the other&mdash;the already devoted goods of my
-most unfortunate companion! Down from the waistband, through that goodly
-expanse, a fell gash had already gone through and through; and in
-useless, unbecoming disorder the broadcloth fell pendant from her arm on
-this side and on that. At that moment I confess that I had not the
-courage to speak to Mr. Horne,&mdash;not even to look at him.</p>
-
-<p>I must describe that group. Of the figure next to me I could only see
-the back. It was a broad back done up in black silk not of the newest.
-The whole figure, one may say, was dumpy. The black silk was not long,
-as dresses now are worn, nor wide in its skirts. In every way it was
-skimpy, considering the breadth it had to cover; and below the silk I
-saw the heels of two thick shoes, and enough to swear by of two woollen
-stockings. Above the silk was a red and blue shawl; and above that a
-ponderous, elaborate brown bonnet, as to the materials of which I should
-not wish to undergo an examination. Over and beyond this I could only
-see the backs of her two hands. They were held up as though in wonder at
-that which the red-nosed holder of the scissors had dared to do.</p>
-
-<p>Opposite to this lady, and with her face fully turned to me, was a
-kindly-looking, fat motherly woman, with light-coloured hair, not in the
-best order. She was hot and scarlet with exercise, being perhaps too
-stout for the steep steps of the fortress; and in one hand she held a
-handkerchief, with which from time to time she wiped her brow. In the
-other hand she held one of the extremities of my friend’s property,
-feeling&mdash;good, careful soul!&mdash;what was the texture of the cloth. As she
-did so, I could see a glance of approbation pass across her warm
-features. I liked that lady’s face, in spite of her untidy hair, and
-felt that had she been alone my friend would not have been injured.</p>
-
-<p>On either side of her there stood a flaxen-haired maiden, with long
-curls, large blue eyes, fresh red cheeks, an undefined lumpy nose, and
-large good-humoured mouth. They were as like as two peas, only that one
-was half an inch taller than the other; and there was no difficulty in
-discovering, at a moment’s glance, that they were the children of that
-over-heated matron who was feeling the web of my friend’s cloth.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_127" id="page_127"></a>{127}</span></p>
-
-<p>But the principal figure was she who held the centre place in the group.
-She was tall and thin, with fierce-looking eyes, rendered more fierce by
-the spectacles which she wore; with a red nose as I said before; and
-about her an undescribable something which quite convinced me that she
-had never known&mdash;could never know&mdash;aught of the comforts of married
-life. It was she who held the scissors and the black garments. It was
-she who had given that unkind cut. As I looked at her she whisked
-herself quickly round from one companion to the other, triumphing in
-what she had done, and ready to triumph further in what she was about to
-do. I immediately conceived a deep hatred for that Queen of the Harpies.</p>
-
-<p>“Well, I suppose they can’t be wanted again,” said the mother, rubbing
-her forehead.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh dear no!” said she of the red nose. “They are relics!”</p>
-
-<p>I thought to leap forth; but for what purpose should I have leaped? The
-accursed scissors had already done their work; and the symmetry, nay,
-even the utility of the vestment was destroyed.</p>
-
-<p>“General Chassé wore a very good article;&mdash;I will say that for him,”
-continued the mother.</p>
-
-<p>“Of course he did!” said the Queen Harpy. “Why should he not, seeing
-that the country paid for it for him? Well, ladies, who’s for having a
-bit?”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh my! you won’t go for to cut them up,” said the stout back.</p>
-
-<p>“Won’t I,” said the scissors; and she immediately made another incision.
-“Who’s for having a bit? Don’t all speak at once.”</p>
-
-<p>“I should like a morsel for a pincushion,” said flaxen-haired Miss No.
-1, a young lady about nineteen, actuated by a general affection for all
-sword-bearing, fire-eating heroes. “I should like to have something to
-make me think of the poor general!”</p>
-
-<p>Snip, snip went the scissors with professional rapidity, and a round
-piece was extracted from the back of the calf of the left leg. I
-shuddered with horror; and so did the Rev. Augustus Horne with cold.</p>
-
-<p>“I hardly think it’s proper to cut them up,” said Miss No. 2.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh isn’t it?” said the harpy. “Then I’ll do what’s improper!” And she
-got her finger and thumb well through the holes in the scissors’
-handles. As she spoke resolution was plainly marked on her brow.</p>
-
-<p>“Well, if they are to be cut up, I should certainly like a bit for a
-pen-wiper,” said No. 2. No. 2 was a literary young lady<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_128" id="page_128"></a>{128}</span> with a
-periodical correspondence, a journal, and an album. Snip, snip went the
-scissors again, and the broad part of the upper right division afforded
-ample materials for a pen-wiper.</p>
-
-<p>Then the lady with the back, seeing that the desecration of the article
-had been completed, plucked up heart of courage and put in her little
-request; “I think I might have a needle-case out of it,” said she, “just
-as a suvneer of the poor general”&mdash;and a long fragment cut rapidly out
-of the waistband afforded her unqualified delight.</p>
-
-<p>Mamma, with the hot face and untidy hair, came next. “Well, girls,” she
-said, “as you are all served, I don’t see why I’m to be left out.
-Perhaps, Miss Grogram”&mdash;she was an old maid, you see&mdash;“perhaps, Miss
-Grogram, you could get me as much as would make a decent-sized
-reticule.”</p>
-
-<p>There was not the slightest difficulty in doing this. The harpy in the
-centre again went to work, snip, snip, and extracting from that portion
-of the affairs which usually sustained the greater portion of Mr.
-Horne’s weight two large round pieces of cloth, presented them to the
-well-pleased matron. “The general knew well where to get a bit of good
-broadcloth, certainly,” said she, again feeling the pieces.</p>
-
-<p>“And now for No. 1,” said she whom I so absolutely hated; “I think there
-is still enough for a pair of slippers. There’s nothing so nice for the
-house as good black cloth slippers that are warm to the feet and don’t
-show the dirt.” And so saying, she spread out on the floor the lacerated
-remainders.</p>
-
-<p>“There’s a nice bit there,” said young lady No. 2, poking at one of the
-pockets with the end of her parasol.</p>
-
-<p>“Yes,” said the harpy, contemplating her plunder. “But I’m thinking
-whether I couldn’t get leggings as well. I always wear leggings in the
-thick of the winter.” And so she concluded her operations, and there was
-nothing left but a melancholy skeleton of seams and buttons.</p>
-
-<p>All this having been achieved, they pocketed their plunder and prepared
-to depart. There are people who have a wonderful appetite for relics. A
-stone with which Washington had broken a window when a boy&mdash;with which
-he had done so or had not, for there is little difference; a button that
-was on a coat of Napoleon’s, or on that of one of his lackeys; a bullet
-said to have been picked up at Waterloo or Bunker’s Hill; these, and
-suchlike things are great treasures. And their most desirable
-characteristic is the ease with which they are attained. Any bullet or
-any button does the work. Faith alone is necessary.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_129" id="page_129"></a>{129}</span> And now these
-ladies had made themselves happy and glorious with “Relics” of General
-Chassé cut from the ill-used habiliments of an elderly English
-gentleman!</p>
-
-<p>They departed at last, and Mr. Horne, for once in an ill humour,
-followed me into the bedroom. Here I must be excused if I draw a veil
-over his manly sorrow at discovering what fate had done for him.
-Remember what was his position, unclothed in the Castle of Antwerp! The
-nearest suitable change for those which had been destroyed was locked up
-in his portmanteau at the Hôtel de Belle Vue in Brussels! He had nothing
-left to him&mdash;literally nothing, in that Antwerp world. There was no
-other wretched being wandering then in that Dutch town so utterly
-denuded of the goods of life. For what is a man fit,&mdash;for what can he be
-fit,&mdash;when left in such a position? There are some evils which seem
-utterly to crush a man; and if there be any misfortune to which a man
-may be allowed to succumb without imputation on his manliness, surely it
-is such as this. How was Mr. Home to return to his hotel without
-incurring the displeasure of the municipality? That was my first
-thought.</p>
-
-<p>He had a cloak, but it was at the inn; and I found that my friend was
-oppressed with a great horror at the idea of being left alone; so that I
-could not go in search of it. There is an old saying, that no man is a
-hero to his valet de chambre,&mdash;the reason doubtless being this, that it
-is customary for his valet to see the hero divested of those trappings
-in which so much of the heroic consists. Who reverences a clergyman
-without his gown, or a warrior without his sword and sabre-tasche? What
-would even Minerva be without her helmet?</p>
-
-<p>I do not wish it to be understood that I no longer reverenced Mr. Horne
-because he was in an undress; but he himself certainly lost much of his
-composed, well-sustained dignity of demeanour. He was fearful and
-querulous, cold, and rather cross. When, forgetting his size, I offered
-him my own, he thought that I was laughing at him. He began to be afraid
-that the story would get abroad, and he then and there exacted a promise
-that I would never tell it during his lifetime. I have kept my word; but
-now my old friend has been gathered to his fathers, full of years.</p>
-
-<p>At last I got him to the hotel. It was long before he would leave the
-castle, cloaked though he was;&mdash;not, indeed, till the shades of evening
-had dimmed the outlines of men and things, and made indistinct the
-outward garniture of those who passed to and fro in the streets. Then,
-wrapped in his cloak, Mr. Horne<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_130" id="page_130"></a>{130}</span> followed me along the quays and through
-the narrowest of the streets; and at length, without venturing to return
-the gaze of any one in the hotel court, he made his way up to his own
-bedroom.</p>
-
-<p>Dinnerless and supperless he went to his couch. But when there he did
-consent to receive some consolation in the shape of mutton cutlets and
-fried potatoes, a savory omelet, and a bottle of claret. The mutton
-cutlets and fried potatoes at the Golden Fleece at Antwerp are&mdash;or were
-then, for I am speaking now of well-nigh thirty years since&mdash;remarkably
-good; the claret, also, was of the best; and so, by degrees, the look of
-despairing dismay passed from his face, and some scintillations of the
-old fire returned to his eyes.</p>
-
-<p>“I wonder whether they find themselves much happier for what they have
-got?” said he.</p>
-
-<p>“A great deal happier,” said I. “They’ll boast of those things to all
-their friends at home, and we shall doubtless see some account of their
-success in the newspapers.”</p>
-
-<p>“It would be delightful to expose their blunder,&mdash;to show them up. Would
-it not, George? To turn the tables on them?”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes,” said I, “I should like to have the laugh against them.”</p>
-
-<p>“So would I, only that I should compromise myself by telling the story.
-It wouldn’t do at all to have it told at Oxford with my name attached to
-it.”</p>
-
-<p>To this also I assented. To what would I not have assented in my anxiety
-to make him happy after his misery?</p>
-
-<p>But all was not over yet. He was in bed now, but it was necessary that
-he should rise again on the morrow. At home, in England, what was
-required might perhaps have been made during the night; but here, among
-the slow Flemings, any such exertion would have been impossible. Mr.
-Horne, moreover, had no desire to be troubled in his retirement by a
-tailor.</p>
-
-<p>Now the landlord of the Golden fleece was a very stout man,&mdash;a very
-stout man indeed. Looking at him as he stood with his hands in his
-pockets at the portal of his own establishment, I could not but think
-that he was stouter even than Mr. Horne. But then he was certainly much
-shorter, and the want of due proportion probably added to his unwieldy
-appearance. I walked round him once or twice wishfully, measuring him in
-my eye, and thinking of what texture might be the Sunday best of such a
-man. The clothes which he then had on were certainly not exactly suited
-to Mr. Horne’s tastes.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_131" id="page_131"></a>{131}</span></p>
-
-<p>He saw that I was observing him, and appeared uneasy and offended. I had
-already ascertained that he spoke a little English. Of Flemish I knew
-literally nothing, and in French, with which probably he was also
-acquainted, I was by no means voluble. The business which I had to
-transact was intricate, and I required the use of my mother-tongue.</p>
-
-<p>It was intricate and delicate, and difficult withal. I began by
-remarking on the weather, but he did not take my remarks kindly. I am
-inclined to fancy that he thought I was desirous of borrowing money from
-him. At any rate he gave me no encouragement in my first advances.</p>
-
-<p>“Vat misfortune?” at last he asked, when I had succeeded in making him
-understand that a gentleman up stairs required his assistance.</p>
-
-<p>“He has lost these things,” and I took hold of my own garments. “It’s a
-long story, or I’d tell you how; but he has not a pair in the world till
-he gets back to Brussels,&mdash;unless you can lend him one.”</p>
-
-<p>“Lost hees br&mdash;&mdash;?” and he opened his eyes wide, and looked at me with
-astonishment.</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, yes, exactly so,” said I, interrupting him. “Most astonishing
-thing, isn’t it? But it’s quite true.”</p>
-
-<p>“Vas hees money in de pocket?” asked my suspicious landlord.</p>
-
-<p>“No, no, no. It’s not so bad as that. His money is all right. I had the
-money, luckily.”</p>
-
-<p>“Ah! dat is better. But he have lost hees b&mdash;&mdash;?”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, yes;” I was now getting rather impatient. “There is no mistake
-about it. He has lost them as sure as you stand there.” And then I
-proceeded to explain that as the gentleman in question was very stout,
-and as he, the landlord, was stout also, he might assist us in this
-great calamity by a loan from his own wardrobe.</p>
-
-<p>When he found that the money was not in the pocket, and that his bill
-therefore would be paid, he was not indisposed to be gracious. He would,
-he said, desire his servant to take up what was required to Mr. Horne’s
-chamber. I endeavoured to make him understand that a sombre colour would
-be preferable; but he only answered that he would put the best that he
-had at the gentleman’s disposal. He could not think of offering anything
-less than his best on such an occasion. And then he turned his back and
-went his way, muttering as he went something in Flemish, which I
-believed to be an exclamation of<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_132" id="page_132"></a>{132}</span> astonishment that any man should,
-under any circumstances, lose such an article.</p>
-
-<p>It was now getting late; so when I had taken a short stroll by myself, I
-went to bed without disturbing Mr. Horne again that night. On the
-following morning I thought it best not to go to him unless he sent for
-me; so I desired the boots to let him know that I had ordered breakfast
-in a private room, and that I would await him there unless he wished to
-see me. He sent me word back to say that he would be with me very
-shortly.</p>
-
-<p>He did not keep me waiting above half an hour, but I confess that that
-half hour was not pleasantly spent. I feared that his temper would be
-tried in dressing, and that he would not be able to eat his breakfast in
-a happy state of mind. So that when I heard his heavy footstep advancing
-along the passage my heart did misgive me, and I felt that I was
-trembling.</p>
-
-<p>That step was certainly slower and more ponderous than usual. There was
-always a certain dignity in the very sound of his movements, but now
-this seemed to have been enhanced. To judge merely by the step one would
-have said that a bishop was coming that way instead of a prebendary.</p>
-
-<p>And then he entered. In the upper half of his august person no
-alteration was perceptible. The hair was as regular and as graceful as
-ever, the handkerchief as white, the coat as immaculate; but below his
-well-filled waistcoat a pair of red plush began to shine in unmitigated
-splendour, and continued from thence down to within an inch above his
-knee; nor, as it appeared, could any pulling induce them to descend
-lower. Mr. Horne always wore black silk stockings,&mdash;at least so the
-world supposed, but it was now apparent that the world had been wrong in
-presuming him to be guilty of such extravagance. Those, at any rate,
-which he exhibited on the present occasion were more economical. They
-were silk to the calf, but thence upwards they continued their career in
-white cotton. These then followed the plush; first two snowy, full-sized
-pillars of white, and then two jet columns of flossy silk. Such was the
-appearance, on that well-remembered morning, of the Rev. Augustus Horne,
-as he entered the room in which his breakfast was prepared.</p>
-
-<p>I could see at a glance that a dark frown contracted his eyebrows, and
-that the compressed muscles of his upper lip gave a strange degree of
-austerity to his open face. He carried his head proudly on high,
-determined to be dignified in spite of his misfortunes, and advanced two
-steps into the room without a remark,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_133" id="page_133"></a>{133}</span> as though he were able to show
-that neither red plush nor black cloth could disarrange the equal poise
-of his mighty mind!</p>
-
-<p>And after all what are a man’s garments but the outward husks in which
-the fruit is kept, duly tempered from the wind?</p>
-
-<div class="poetry">
-<div class="poem"><div class="stanza">
-<span class="i0">“The rank is but the guinea stamp,<br /></span>
-<span class="i1">The man’s the gowd for a’ that.”<br /></span>
-</div></div>
-</div>
-
-<p class="nind">And is not the tailor’s art as little worthy, as insignificant as that
-of the king who makes</p>
-
-<div class="poetry">
-<div class="poem"><div class="stanza">
-<span class="i0">“A marquis, duke, and a’ that”?<br /></span>
-</div></div>
-</div>
-
-<p class="nind">Who would be content to think that his manly dignity depended on his
-coat and waistcoat, or his hold on the world’s esteem on any other
-garment of usual wear? That no such weakness soiled his mind Mr. Horne
-was determined to prove; and thus he entered the room with measured
-tread, and stern dignified demeanour.</p>
-
-<p>Having advanced two steps his eye caught mine. I do not know whether he
-was moved by some unconscious smile on my part;&mdash;for in truth I
-endeavoured to seem as indifferent as himself to the nature of his
-dress;&mdash;or whether he was invincibly tickled by some inward fancy of his
-own, but suddenly his advancing step ceased, a broad flash of comic
-humour spread itself over his features, he retreated with his back
-against the wall, and then burst out into an immoderate roar of loud
-laughter.</p>
-
-<p>And I&mdash;what else could I then do but laugh? He laughed, and I laughed.
-He roared, and I roared. He lifted up his vast legs to view till the
-rays of the morning sun shone through the window on the bright hues
-which he displayed; and he did not sit down to his breakfast till he had
-in every fantastic attitude shown off to the best advantage the red
-plush of which he had so recently become proud.</p>
-
-<p>An Antwerp private cabriolet on that day reached the yard of the Hôtel
-de Belle Vue at about 4 <small>P.M.</small>, and four waiters, in a frenzy of
-astonishment, saw the Reverend Augustus Horne descend from the vehicle
-and seek his chamber dressed in the garments which I have described. But
-I am inclined to think that he never again favoured any of his friends
-with such a sight.</p>
-
-<p>It was on the next evening after this that I went out to drink tea with
-two maiden ladies, relatives of mine, who kept a seminary for English
-girls at Brussels. The Misses Macmanus were very worthy women, and
-earned their bread in an upright, painstaking manner. I would not for
-worlds have passed through<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_134" id="page_134"></a>{134}</span> Brussels without paying them this
-compliment. They were, however, perhaps a little dull, and I was aware
-that I should not probably meet in their drawing-room many of the
-fashionable inhabitants of the city. Mr. Horne had declined to accompany
-me; but in doing so he was good enough to express a warm admiration for
-the character of my worthy cousins.</p>
-
-<p>The elder Miss Macmanus, in her little note, had informed me that she
-would have the pleasure of introducing me to a few of my “compatriots.”
-I presumed she meant Englishmen; and as I was in the habit of meeting
-such every day of my life at home, I cannot say that I was peculiarly
-elevated by the promise. When, however, I entered the room, there was no
-Englishman there;&mdash;there was no man of any kind. There were twelve
-ladies collected together with the view of making the evening pass
-agreeably to me, the single virile being among them all. I felt as
-though I were a sort of Mohammed in Paradise; but I certainly felt also
-that the Paradise was none of my own choosing.</p>
-
-<p>In the centre of the amphitheatre which the ladies formed sat the two
-Misses Macmanus;&mdash;there, at least, they sat when they had completed the
-process of shaking hands with me. To the left of them, making one wing
-of the semicircle, were arranged the five pupils by attending to whom
-the Misses Macmanus earned their living; and the other wing consisted of
-the five ladies who had furnished themselves with relics of General
-Chassé. They were my “compatriots.”</p>
-
-<p>I was introduced to them all, one after the other; but their names did
-not abide in my memory one moment. I was thinking too much of the
-singularity of the adventure, and could not attend to such minutiæ. That
-the red-rosed harpy was Miss Grogram, that I remembered;&mdash;that, I may
-say, I shall never forget. But whether the motherly lady with the
-somewhat blowsy hair was Mrs. Jones, or Mrs. Green, or Mrs. Walker, I
-cannot now say. The dumpy female with the broad back was always called
-Aunt Sally by the young ladies.</p>
-
-<p>Too much sugar spoils one’s tea; I think I have heard that even
-prosperity will cloy when it comes in overdoses; and a schoolboy has
-been known to be overdone with jam. I myself have always been peculiarly
-attached to ladies’ society, and have avoided bachelor parties as things
-execrable in their very nature. But on this special occasion I felt
-myself to be that schoolboy;&mdash;I was literally overdone with jam. My tea
-was all sugar, so that I could not drink it. I was one among twelve.
-What could I do or say? The proportion of alloy was too small to<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_135" id="page_135"></a>{135}</span> have
-any effect in changing the nature of the virgin silver, and the
-conversation became absolutely feminine.</p>
-
-<p>I must confess also that my previous experience as to these compatriots
-of mine had not prejudiced me in their favour. I regarded them with,&mdash;I
-am ashamed to say so, seeing that they were ladies,&mdash;but almost with
-loathing. When last I had seen them their occupation had reminded me of
-some obscene feast of harpies, or almost of ghouls. They had brought
-down to the verge of desperation the man whom of all men I most
-venerated. On these accounts I was inclined to be taciturn with
-reference to them;&mdash;and then what could I have to say to the Misses
-Macmanus’s five pupils?</p>
-
-<p>My cousin at first made an effort or two in my favour, but these efforts
-were fruitless. I soon died away into utter unrecognised insignificance,
-and the conversation, as I have before said, became feminine. And indeed
-that horrid Miss Grogram, who was, as it were, the princess of the
-ghouls, nearly monopolised the whole of it. Mamma Jones&mdash;we will call
-her Jones for the occasion&mdash;put in a word now and then, as did also the
-elder and more energetic Miss Macmanus. The dumpy lady with the broad
-back ate tea-cake incessantly; the two daughters looked scornful, as
-though they were above their company with reference to the five pupils;
-and the five pupils themselves sat in a row with the utmost propriety,
-each with her hands crossed on her lap before her.</p>
-
-<p>Of what they were talking at last I became utterly oblivious. They had
-ignored me, going into realms of muslin, questions of maid-servants,
-female rights, and cheap under-clothing; and I therefore had ignored
-them. My mind had gone back to Mr. Horne and his garments. While they
-spoke of their rights, I was thinking of his wrongs; when they mentioned
-the price of flannel, I thought of that of broadcloth.</p>
-
-<p>But of a sudden my attention was arrested. Miss Macmanus had said
-something of the black silks of Antwerp, when Miss Grogram replied that
-she had just returned from that city and had there enjoyed a great
-success. My cousin had again asked something about the black silks,
-thinking, no doubt, that Miss Grogram had achieved some bargain; but
-that lady had soon undeceived her.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh no,” said Miss Grogram, “it was at the castle. We got such beautiful
-relics of General Chassé! Didn’t we, Mrs. Jones?”</p>
-
-<p>“Indeed we did,” said Mrs. Jones, bringing out from beneath<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_136" id="page_136"></a>{136}</span> the skirts
-of her dress and ostensibly displaying a large black bag.</p>
-
-<p>“And I’ve got such a beautiful needle-case,” said the broad-back,
-displaying her prize. “I’ve been making it up all the morning.” And she
-handed over the article to Miss Macmanus.</p>
-
-<p>“And only look at this duck of a pen-wiper,” simpered flaxen-hair No. 2.
-“Only think of wiping one’s pens with relics of General Chassé!” and she
-handed it over to the other Miss Macmanus.</p>
-
-<p>“And mine’s a pin-cushion,” said No. 1, exhibiting the trophy.</p>
-
-<p>“But that’s nothing to what I’ve got,” said Miss Grogram. “In the first
-place, there’s a pair of slippers,&mdash;a beautiful pair;&mdash;they’re not made
-up yet, of course; and then&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>The two Misses Macmanus and their five pupils were sitting open-eared,
-open-eyed, and open-mouthed. How all these sombre-looking articles could
-be relics of General Chassé did not at first appear clear to them.</p>
-
-<p>“What are they, Miss Grogram?” said the elder Miss Macmanus, holding the
-needle-case in one hand and Mrs. Jones’s bag in the other. Miss Macmanus
-was a strong-minded female, and I reverenced my cousin when I saw the
-decided way in which she intended to put down the greedy arrogance of
-Miss Grogram.</p>
-
-<p>“They are relics.”</p>
-
-<p>“But where do they come from, Miss Grogram?”</p>
-
-<p>“Why, from the castle, to be sure;&mdash;from General Chasse’s own rooms.”</p>
-
-<p>“Did anybody sell them to you?”</p>
-
-<p>“No.”</p>
-
-<p>“Or give them to you?”</p>
-
-<p>“Why, no;&mdash;at least not exactly give.”</p>
-
-<p>“There they were, and she took ’em,” said the broad-back.</p>
-
-<p>Oh, what a look Miss Grogram gave her! “Took them! of course I took
-them. That is, you took them as much as I did. They were things that we
-found lying about.”</p>
-
-<p>“What things?” asked Miss Macmanus, in a peculiarly strong-minded tone.</p>
-
-<p>Miss Grogram seemed to be for a moment silenced. I had been ignored, as
-I have said, and my existence forgotten; but now I observed that the
-eyes of the culprits were turned towards me,&mdash;the eyes, that is, of four
-of them. Mrs. Jones looked at me from beneath her fan; the two girls
-glanced at me furtively, and then their eyes fell to the lowest flounces
-of their frocks.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_137" id="page_137"></a>{137}</span> Miss Grogram turned her spectacles right upon me, and
-I fancied that she nodded her head at me as a sort of answer to Miss
-Macmanus. The five pupils opened their mouths and eyes wider; but she of
-the broad back was nothing abashed. It would have been nothing to her
-had there been a dozen gentlemen in the room. “We just found a pair of
-black &mdash;&mdash;.” The whole truth was told in the plainest possible language.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, Aunt Sally!” “Aunt Sally, how can you?” “Hold your tongue, Aunt
-Sally!”</p>
-
-<p>“And then Miss Grogram just cut them up with her scissors,” continued
-Aunt Sally, not a whit abashed, “and gave us each a bit, only she took
-more than half for herself.” It was clear to me that there had been some
-quarrel, some delicious quarrel, between Aunt Sally and Miss Grogram.
-Through the whole adventure I had rather respected Aunt Sally. “She took
-more than half for herself,” continued Aunt Sally. “She kept all
-the&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“Jemima,” said the elder Miss Macmanus, interrupting the speaker and
-addressing her sister, “it is time, I think, for the young ladies to
-retire. Will you be kind enough to see them to their rooms?” The five
-pupils thereupon rose from their seats and courtesied. They then left
-the room in file, the younger Miss Macmanus showing them the way.</p>
-
-<p>“But we haven’t done any harm, have we?” asked Mrs. Jones, with some
-tremulousness in her voice.</p>
-
-<p>“Well, I don’t know,” said Miss Macmanus. “What I’m thinking of now is
-this;&mdash;to whom, I wonder, did the garments properly belong? Who had been
-the owner and wearer of them?”</p>
-
-<p>“Why, General Chassé of course,” said Miss Grogram.</p>
-
-<p>“They were the general’s,” repeated the two young ladies; blushing,
-however, as they alluded to the subject.</p>
-
-<p>“Well, we thought they were the general’s, certainly; and a very
-excellent article they were,” said Mrs. Jones.</p>
-
-<p>“Perhaps they were the butler’s?” said Aunt Sally. I certainly had not
-given her credit for so much sarcasm.</p>
-
-<p>“Butler’s!” exclaimed Miss Grogram, with a toss of her head.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, Aunt Sally, Aunt Sally! how can you?” shrieked the two young
-ladies.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh laws!” ejaculated Mrs. Jones.</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t think that they could have belonged to the butler,” said Miss
-Macmanus, with much authority, “seeing that domestics<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_138" id="page_138"></a>{138}</span> in this country
-are never clad in garments of that description; so far my own
-observation enables me to speak with certainty. But it is equally sure
-that they were never the property of the general lately in command at
-Antwerp. Generals, when they are in full dress, wear ornamental lace
-upon their&mdash;their regimentals; and when&mdash;” So much she said, and
-something more, which it may be unnecessary that I should repeat; but
-such were her eloquence and logic that no doubt would have been left on
-the mind of any impartial hearer. If an argumentative speaker ever
-proved anything, Miss Macmanus proved that General Chassé had never been
-the wearer of the article in question.</p>
-
-<p>“But I know very well they were his!” said Miss Grogram, who was not an
-impartial hearer. “Of course they were; whose else’s should they be?”</p>
-
-<p>“I’m sure I hope they were his,” said one of the young ladies, almost
-crying.</p>
-
-<p>“I wish I’d never taken it,” said the other.</p>
-
-<p>“Dear, dear, dear!” said Mrs. Jones.</p>
-
-<p>“I’ll give you my needle-case, Miss Grogram,” said Aunt Sally.</p>
-
-<p>I had sat hitherto silent during the whole scene, meditating how best I
-might confound the red-nosed harpy. Now, I thought, was the time for me
-to strike in.</p>
-
-<p>“I really think, ladies, that there has been some mistake,” said I.</p>
-
-<p>“There has been no mistake at all, sir!” said Miss Grogram.</p>
-
-<p>“Perhaps not,” I answered, very mildly; “very likely not. But some
-affair of a similar nature was very much talked about in Antwerp
-yesterday.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh laws!” again ejaculated Mrs. Jones.</p>
-
-<p>“The affair I allude to has been talked about a good deal, certainly,” I
-continued. “But perhaps it may be altogether a different circumstance.”</p>
-
-<p>“And what may be the circumstance to which you allude?” asked Miss
-Macmanus, in the same authoritative tone.</p>
-
-<p>“I dare say it has nothing to do with these ladies,” said I; “but an
-article of dress, of the nature they have described, was cut up in the
-Castle of Antwerp on the day before yesterday. It belonged to a
-gentleman who was visiting the place; and I was given to understand that
-he is determined to punish the people who have wronged him.”</p>
-
-<p>“It can’t be the same,” said Miss Grogram; but I could see that she was
-trembling.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_139" id="page_139"></a>{139}</span></p>
-
-<p>“Oh laws! what will become of us?” said Mrs. Jones.</p>
-
-<p>“You can all prove that I didn’t touch them, and that I warned her not,”
-said Aunt Sally. In the mean time the two young ladies had almost
-fainted behind their fans.</p>
-
-<p>“But how had it come to pass,” asked Miss Macmanus, “that the gentleman
-had&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“I know nothing more about it, cousin,” said I; “only it does seem that
-there is an odd coincidence.”</p>
-
-<p>Immediately after this I took my leave. I saw that I had avenged my
-friend, and spread dismay in the hearts of those who had injured him. I
-had learned in the course of the evening at what hotel the five ladies
-were staying; and in the course of the next morning I sauntered into the
-hall, and finding one of the porters alone, asked if they were still
-there. The man told me that they had started by the earliest diligence.
-“And,” said he, “if you are a friend of theirs, perhaps you will take
-charge of these things, which they have left behind them?” So saying, he
-pointed to a table at the back of the hall, on which were lying the
-black bag, the black needle-case, the black pincushion, and the black
-pen-wiper. There was also a heap of fragments of cloth which I well knew
-had been intended by Miss Grogram for the comfort of her feet and
-ancles.</p>
-
-<p>I declined the commission, however. “They were no special friends of
-mine,” I said; and I left all the relics still lying on the little table
-in the back hall.</p>
-
-<p>“Upon the whole, I am satisfied!” said the Rev. Augustus Horne, when I
-told him the finale of the story.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_140" id="page_140"></a>{140}</span></p>
-
-<h2><a name="AN_UNPROTECTED_FEMALE_AT_THE_PYRAMIDS" id="AN_UNPROTECTED_FEMALE_AT_THE_PYRAMIDS"></a>AN UNPROTECTED FEMALE AT THE PYRAMIDS.</h2>
-
-<p class="nind"><span class="smcap">In</span> the happy days when we were young, no description conveyed to us so
-complete an idea of mysterious reality as that of an Oriental city. We
-knew it was actually there, but had such vague notions of its ways and
-looks! Let any one remember his early impressions as to Bagdad or Grand
-Cairo, and then say if this was not so. It was probably taken from the
-“Arabian Nights,” and the picture produced was one of strange,
-fantastic, luxurious houses; of women who were either very young and
-very beautiful, or else very old and very cunning; but in either state
-exercising much more influence in life than women in the East do now; of
-good-natured, capricious, though sometimes tyrannical monarchs; and of
-life full of quaint mysteries, quite unintelligible in every phasis, and
-on that account the more picturesque.</p>
-
-<p>And perhaps Grand Cairo has thus filled us with more wonder even than
-Bagdad. We have been in a certain manner at home at Bagdad, but have
-only visited Grand Cairo occasionally. I know no place which was to me,
-in early years, so delightfully mysterious as Grand Cairo.</p>
-
-<p>But the route to India and Australia has changed all this. Men from all
-countries going to the East, now pass through Cairo, and its streets and
-costumes are no longer strange to us. It has become also a resort for
-invalids, or rather for those who fear that they may become invalids if
-they remain in a cold climate during the winter months. And thus at
-Cairo there is always to be found a considerable population of French,
-Americans, and of English. Oriental life is brought home to us,
-dreadfully diluted by western customs, and the delights of the “Arabian
-Nights” are shorn of half their value. When we have seen a thing it is
-never so magnificent to us as when it was half unknown.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_141" id="page_141"></a>{141}</span></p>
-
-<p>It is not much that we deign to learn from these Orientals,&mdash;we who
-glory in our civilisation. We do not copy their silence or their
-abstemiousness, nor that invariable mindfulness of his own personal
-dignity which always adheres to a Turk or to an Arab. We chatter as much
-at Cairo as elsewhere, and eat as much and drink as much, and dress
-ourselves generally in the same old, ugly costume. But we do usually
-take upon ourselves to wear red caps, and we do ride on donkeys.</p>
-
-<p>Nor are the visitors from the West to Cairo by any means confined to the
-male sex. Ladies are to be seen in the streets, quite regardless of the
-Mahommedan custom which presumes a veil to be necessary for an
-appearance in public; and, to tell the truth, the Mahommedans in general
-do not appear to be much shocked by their effrontery.</p>
-
-<p>A quarter of the town, has in this way become inhabited by men wearing
-coats and waistcoats, and by women who are without veils; but the
-English tongue in Egypt finds its centre at Shepheard’s Hotel. It is
-here that people congregate who are looking out for parties to visit
-with them the Upper Nile, and who are generally all smiles and courtesy;
-and here also are to be found they who have just returned from this
-journey, and who are often in a frame of mind towards their companions
-that is much less amiable. From hence, during the winter, a cortége
-proceeds almost daily to the Pyramids, or to Memphis, or to the
-petrified forest, or to the City of the Sun. And then, again, four or
-five times a month the house is filled with young aspirants going out to
-India, male and female, full of valour and bloom; or with others coming
-home, no longer young, no longer aspiring, but laden with children and
-grievances.</p>
-
-<p>The party with whom we are at present concerned is not about to proceed
-further than the Pyramids, and we shall be able to go with them and
-return in one and the same day.</p>
-
-<p>It consisted chiefly of an English family, Mr. and Mrs. Damer, their
-daughter, and two young sons;&mdash;of these chiefly, because they were the
-nucleus to which the others had attached themselves as adherents; they
-had originated the journey, and in the whole management of it Mr. Damer
-regarded himself as the master.</p>
-
-<p>The adherents were, firstly, M. Delabordeau, a Frenchman, now resident
-in Cairo, who had given out that he was in some way concerned in the
-canal about to be made between the Mediterranean and the Red Sea. In
-discussion on this subject he had become acquainted with Mr. Damer; and
-although the<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_142" id="page_142"></a>{142}</span> latter gentleman, true to English interests, perpetually
-declared that the canal would never be made, and thus irritated M.
-Delabordeau not a little&mdash;nevertheless, some measure of friendship had
-grown up between them.</p>
-
-<p>There was also an American gentleman, Mr. Jefferson Ingram, who was
-comprising all countries and all nations in one grand tour, as American
-gentlemen so often do. He was young and good-looking, and had made
-himself especially agreeable to Mr. Damer, who had declared, more than
-once, that Mr. Ingram was by far the most rational American he had ever
-met. Mr. Ingram would listen to Mr. Damer by the half-hour as to the
-virtue of the British Constitution, and had even sat by almost with
-patience when Mr. Damer had expressed a doubt as to the good working of
-the United States’ scheme of policy,&mdash;which, in an American, was most
-wonderful. But some of the sojourners at Shepheard’s had observed that
-Mr. Ingram was in the habit of talking with Miss Damer almost as much as
-with her father, and argued from that, that fond as the young man was of
-politics, he did sometimes turn his mind to other things also.</p>
-
-<p>And then there was Miss Dawkins. Now Miss Dawkins was an important
-person, both as to herself and as to her line of life, and she must be
-described. She was, in the first place, an unprotected female of about
-thirty years of age. As this is becoming an established profession,
-setting itself up as it were in opposition to the old world idea that
-women, like green peas, cannot come to perfection without
-supporting-sticks, it will be understood at once what were Miss
-Dawkins’s sentiments. She considered&mdash;or at any rate so expressed
-herself&mdash;that peas could grow very well without sticks, and could not
-only grow thus unsupported, but could also make their way about the
-world without any incumbrance of sticks whatsoever. She did not intend,
-she said, to rival Ida Pfeiffer, seeing that she was attached in a
-moderate way to bed and board, and was attached to society in a manner
-almost more than moderate; but she had no idea of being prevented from
-seeing anything she wished to see because she had neither father, nor
-husband, nor brother available for the purpose of escort. She was a
-human creature, with arms and legs, she said; and she intended to use
-them. And this was all very well; but nevertheless she had a strong
-inclination to use the arms and legs of other people when she could make
-them serviceable.</p>
-
-<p>In person Miss Dawkins was not without attraction. I should exaggerate
-if I were to say that she was beautiful and elegant;<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_143" id="page_143"></a>{143}</span> but she was good
-looking, and not usually ill mannered. She was tall, and gifted with
-features rather sharp and with eyes very bright. Her hair was of the
-darkest shade of brown, and was always worn in bandeaux, very neatly.
-She appeared generally in black, though other circumstances did not lead
-one to suppose that she was in mourning; and then, no other travelling
-costume is so convenient! She always wore a dark broad-brimmed straw
-hat, as to the ribbons on which she was rather particular. She was very
-neat about her gloves and boots; and though it cannot be said that her
-dress was got up without reference to expense, there can be no doubt
-that it was not effected without considerable outlay,&mdash;and more
-considerable thought.</p>
-
-<p>Miss Dawkins&mdash;Sabrina Dawkins was her name, but she seldom had friends
-about her intimate enough to use the word Sabrina&mdash;was certainly a
-clever young woman. She could talk on most subjects, if not well, at
-least well enough to amuse. If she had not read much, she never showed
-any lamentable deficiency; she was good-humoured, as a rule, and could
-on occasions be very soft and winning. People who had known her long
-would sometimes say that she was selfish; but with new acquaintance she
-was forbearing and self-denying.</p>
-
-<p>With what income Miss Dawkins was blessed no one seemed to know. She
-lived like a gentlewoman, as far as outward appearance went, and never
-seemed to be in want; but some people would say that she knew very well
-how many sides there were to a shilling, and some enemy had once
-declared that she was an “old soldier.” Such was Miss Dawkins.</p>
-
-<p>She also, as well as Mr. Ingram and M. Delabordeau, had laid herself out
-to find the weak side of Mr. Damer. Mr. Damer, with all his family, was
-going up the Nile, and it was known that he had room for two in his boat
-over and above his own family. Miss Dawkins had told him that she had
-not quite made up her mind to undergo so great a fatigue, but that,
-nevertheless, she had a longing of the soul to see something of Nubia.
-To this Mr. Damer had answered nothing but “Oh!” which Miss Dawkins had
-not found to be encouraging.</p>
-
-<p>But she had not on that account despaired. To a married man there are
-always two sides, and in this instance there was Mrs. Damer as well as
-Mr. Damer. When Mr. Damer said “Oh!” Miss Dawkins sighed, and said,
-“Yes, indeed!” then smiled, and betook herself to Mrs. Damer.</p>
-
-<p>Now Mrs. Damer was soft-hearted, and also somewhat old-fashioned.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_144" id="page_144"></a>{144}</span> She
-did not conceive any violent affection for Miss Dawkins, but she told
-her daughter that “the single lady by herself was a very nice young
-woman, and that it was a thousand pities she should have to go about so
-much alone like.”</p>
-
-<p>Miss Damer had turned up her pretty nose, thinking, perhaps, how small
-was the chance that it ever should be her own lot to be an unprotected
-female. But Miss Dawkins carried her point at any rate as regarded the
-expedition to the Pyramids.</p>
-
-<p>Miss Damer, I have said, had a pretty nose. I may also say that she had
-pretty eyes, mouth, and chin, with other necessary appendages, all
-pretty. As to the two Master Damers, who were respectively of the ages
-of fifteen and sixteen, it may be sufficient to say that they were
-conspicuous for red caps and for the constancy with which they raced
-their donkeys.</p>
-
-<p>And now the donkeys, and the donkey boys, and the dragomans were all
-standing at the steps of Shepheard’s Hotel. To each donkey there was a
-donkey-boy, and to each gentleman there was a dragoman, so that a goodly
-cortége was assembled, and a goodly noise was made. It may here be
-remarked, perhaps with some little pride, that not half the noise is
-given in Egypt to persons speaking any other language that is bestowed
-on those whose vocabulary is English.</p>
-
-<p>This lasted for half an hour. Had the party been French the donkeys
-would have arrived only fifteen minutes before the appointed time. And
-then out came Damer père and Damer mère, Damer fille, and Damer fils.
-Damer mère was leaning on her husband, as was her wont. She was not an
-unprotected female, and had no desire to make any attempts in that line.
-Damer fille was attended sedulously by Mr. Ingram, for whose
-demolishment, however, Mr. Damer still brought up, in a loud voice, the
-fag ends of certain political arguments which he would fain have poured
-direct into the ears of his opponent, had not his wife been so
-persistent in claiming her privileges. M. Delabordeau should have
-followed with Miss Dawkins, but his French politeness, or else his fear
-of the unprotected female, taught him to walk on the other side of the
-mistress of the party.</p>
-
-<p>Miss Dawkins left the house with an eager young Damer yelling on each
-side of her; but nevertheless, though thus neglected by the gentlemen of
-the party, she was all smiles and prettiness, and looked so sweetly on
-Mr. Ingram when that gentleman stayed a moment to help her on to her
-donkey, that his heart almost misgave him for leaving her as soon as she
-was in her seat.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_145" id="page_145"></a>{145}</span></p>
-
-<p>And then they were off. In going from the hotel to the Pyramids our
-party had not to pass through any of the queer old narrow streets of the
-true Cairo&mdash;Cairo the Oriental. They all lay behind them as they went
-down by the back of the hotel, by the barracks of the Pasha and the
-College of the Dervishes, to the village of old Cairo and the banks of
-the Nile.</p>
-
-<p>Here they were kept half an hour while their dragomans made a bargain
-with the ferryman, a stately reis, or captain of a boat, who declared
-with much dignity that he could not carry them over for a sum less than
-six times the amount to which he was justly entitled; while the
-dragomans, with great energy on behalf of their masters, offered him
-only five times that sum. As far as the reis was concerned, the contest
-might soon have been at an end, for the man was not without a
-conscience; and would have been content with five times and a half; but
-then the three dragomans quarrelled among themselves as to which should
-have the paying of the money, and the affair became very tedious.</p>
-
-<p>“What horrid, odious men!” said Miss Dawkins, appealing to Mr. Damer.
-“Do you think they will let us go over at all?”</p>
-
-<p>“Well, I suppose they will; people do get over generally, I believe.
-Abdallah! Abdallah! why don’t you pay the man? That fellow is always
-striving to save half a piastre for me.”</p>
-
-<p>“I wish he wasn’t quite so particular,” said Mrs. Damer, who was already
-becoming rather tired; “but I’m sure he’s a very honest man in trying to
-protect us from being robbed.”</p>
-
-<p>“That he is,” said Miss Dawkins. “What a delightful trait of national
-character it is to see these men so faithful to their employers.” And
-then at last they got over the ferry, Mr. Ingram having descended among
-the combatants, and settled the matter in dispute by threats and shouts,
-and an uplifted stick.</p>
-
-<p>They crossed the broad Nile exactly at the spot where the nilometer, or
-river guage, measures from day to day, and from year to year, the
-increasing or decreasing treasures of the stream, and landed at a
-village where thousands of eggs are made into chickens by the process of
-artificial incubation.</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Damer thought that it was very hard upon the maternal hens&mdash;the
-hens which should have been maternal&mdash;that they should be thus robbed of
-the delights of motherhood.</p>
-
-<p>“So unnatural, you know,” said Miss Dawkins; “so opposed to the
-fostering principles of creation. Don’t you think so, Mr. Ingram?”<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_146" id="page_146"></a>{146}</span></p>
-
-<p>Mr. Ingram said he didn’t know. He was again seating Miss Damer on her
-donkey, and it must be presumed that he performed this feat clumsily;
-for Fanny Damer could jump on and off the animal with hardly a finger to
-help her, when her brother or her father was her escort; but now, under
-the hands of Mr. Ingram, this work of mounting was one which required
-considerable time and care. All which Miss Dawkins observed with
-precision.</p>
-
-<p>“It’s all very well talking,” said Mr. Damer, bringing up his donkey
-nearly alongside that of Mr. Ingram, and ignoring his daughter’s
-presence, just as he would have done that of his dog; “but you must
-admit that political power is more equally distributed in England than
-it is in America.”</p>
-
-<p>“Perhaps it is,” said Mr. Ingram; “equally distributed among, we will
-say, three dozen families,” and he made a feint as though to hold in his
-impetuous donkey, using the spur, however, at the same time on the side
-that was unseen by Mr. Damer. As he did so, Fanny’s donkey became
-equally impetuous, and the two cantered on in advance of the whole
-party. It was quite in vain that Mr. Damer, at the top of his voice,
-shouted out something about “three dozen corruptible demagogues.” Mr.
-Ingram found it quite impossible to restrain his donkey so as to listen
-to the sarcasm.</p>
-
-<p>“I do believe papa would talk politics,” said Fanny, “if he were at the
-top of Mont Blanc, or under the Falls of Niagara. I do hate politics,
-Mr. Ingram.”</p>
-
-<p>“I am sorry for that, very,” said Mr. Ingram, almost sadly.</p>
-
-<p>“Sorry, why? You don’t want me to talk politics, do you?”</p>
-
-<p>“In America we are all politicians, more or less; and, therefore, I
-suppose you will hate us all.”</p>
-
-<p>“Well, I rather think I should,” said Fanny; “you would be such bores.”
-But there was something in her eye, as she spoke, which atoned for the
-harshness of her words.</p>
-
-<p>“A very nice young man is Mr. Ingram; don’t you think so?” said Miss
-Dawkins to Mrs. Damer. Mrs. Damer was going along upon her donkey, not
-altogether comfortably. She much wished to have her lord and legitimate
-protector by her side, but he had left her to the care of a dragoman
-whose English was not intelligible to her, and she was rather cross.</p>
-
-<p>“Indeed, Miss Dawkins, I don’t know who are nice and who are not. This
-nasty donkey stumbles at ever step. There! I know I shall be down
-directly.”<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_147" id="page_147"></a>{147}</span></p>
-
-<p>“You need not be at all afraid of that; they are perfectly safe, I
-believe, always,” said Miss Dawkins, rising in her stirrup, and handling
-her reins quite triumphantly. “A very little practice will make you
-quite at home.”</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t know what you mean by a very little practice. I have been here
-six weeks. Why did you put me on such a bad donkey as this?” and she
-turned to Abdallah, the dragoman.</p>
-
-<p>“Him berry good donkey, my lady; berry good,&mdash;best of all. Call him Jack
-in Cairo. Him go to Pyramid and back, and mind noting.”</p>
-
-<p>“What does he say, Miss Dawkins?”</p>
-
-<p>“He says that that donkey is one called Jack. If so I’ve had him myself
-many times, and Jack is a very good donkey.”</p>
-
-<p>“I wish you had him now with all my heart,” said Mrs. Damer. Upon which
-Miss Dawkins offered to change; but those perils of mounting and
-dismounting were to Mrs. Damer a great deal too severe to admit of this.</p>
-
-<p>“Seven miles of canal to be carried out into the sea, at a minimum depth
-of twenty-three feet, and the stone to be fetched from Heaven knows
-where! All the money in France wouldn’t do it.” This was addressed by
-Mr. Damer to M. Delabordeau, whom he had caught after the abrupt flight
-of Mr. Ingram.</p>
-
-<p>“Den we will borrow a leetle from England,” said M. Delabordeau.</p>
-
-<p>“Precious little, I can tell you. Such stock would not hold its price in
-our markets for twenty-four hours. If it were made, the freights would
-be too heavy to allow of merchandise passing through. The heavy goods
-would all go round; and as for passengers and mails, you don’t expect to
-get them, I suppose, while there is a railroad ready made to their
-hand?”</p>
-
-<p>“Ve vill carry all your ships through vidout any transportation. Think
-of that, my friend.”</p>
-
-<p>“Pshaw! You are worse than Ingram. Of all the plans I ever heard of it
-is the most monstrous, the most impracticable, the most&mdash;&mdash;” But here he
-was interrupted by the entreaties of his wife, who had, in absolute deed
-and fact, slipped from her donkey, and was now calling lustily for her
-husband’s aid. Whereupon Miss Dawkins allied herself to the Frenchman,
-and listened with an air of strong conviction to those arguments which
-were so weak in the ears of Mr. Damer. M. Delabordeau was about to ride
-across the Great Desert to Jerusalem, and it might perhaps be quite as
-well to do that with him, as to go up the Nile as far as the second
-cataract with the Damers.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_148" id="page_148"></a>{148}</span></p>
-
-<p>“And so, M. Delabordeau, you intend really to start for Mount Sinai?”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, mees; ve intend to make one start on Monday week.”</p>
-
-<p>“And so on to Jerusalem. You are quite right. It would be a thousand
-pities to be in these countries, and to return without going over such
-ground as that. I shall certainly go to Jerusalem myself by that route.”</p>
-
-<p>“Vot, mees! you? Vould you not find it too much fatigante?”</p>
-
-<p>“I care nothing for fatigue, if I like the party I am with,&mdash;nothing at
-all, literally. You will hardly understand me, perhaps, M. Delabordeau;
-but I do not see any reason why I, as a young woman, should not make any
-journey that is practicable for a young man.”</p>
-
-<p>“Ah! dat is great resolution for you, mees.”</p>
-
-<p>“I mean as far as fatigue is concerned. You are a Frenchman, and belong
-to the nation that is at the head of all human civilisation&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>M. Delabordeau took off his hat and bowed low, to the peak of his donkey
-saddle. He dearly loved to hear his country praised, as Miss Dawkins was
-aware.</p>
-
-<p>“And I am sure you must agree with me,” continued Miss Dawkins, “that
-the time is gone by for women to consider themselves helpless animals,
-or to be so considered by others.”</p>
-
-<p>“Mees Dawkins vould never be considered, not in any times at all, to be
-one helpless animal,” said M. Delabordeau civilly.</p>
-
-<p>“I do not, at any rate, intend to be so regarded,” said she. “It suits
-me to travel alone; not that I am averse to society; quite the contrary;
-if I meet pleasant people I am always ready to join them. But it suits
-me to travel without any permanent party, and I do not see why false
-shame should prevent my seeing the world as thoroughly as though I
-belonged to the other sex. Why should it, M. Delabordeau?”</p>
-
-<p>M. Delabordeau declared that he did not see any reason why it should.</p>
-
-<p>“I am passionately anxious to stand upon Mount Sinai,” continued Miss
-Dawkins; “to press with my feet the earliest spot in sacred history, of
-the identity of which we are certain; to feel within me the
-awe-inspiring thrill of that thrice sacred hour!”</p>
-
-<p>The Frenchman looked as though he did not quite understand her, but he
-said that it would be magnifique.</p>
-
-<p>“You have already made up your party I suppose, M. Delabordeau?”<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_149" id="page_149"></a>{149}</span></p>
-
-<p>M. Delabordeau gave the names of two Frenchmen and one Englishman who
-were going with him.</p>
-
-<p>“Upon my word it is a great temptation to join you,” said Miss Dawkins,
-“only for that horrid Englishman.”</p>
-
-<p>“Vat, Mr. Stanley?”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, I don’t mean any disrespect to Mr. Stanley. The horridness I speak
-of does not attach to him personally, but to his stiff, respectable,
-ungainly, well-behaved, irrational, and uncivilised country. You see I
-am not very patriotic.”</p>
-
-<p>“Not quite so moch as my friend, Mr. Damer.”</p>
-
-<p>“Ha! ha! ha! an excellent creature, isn’t he? And so they all are, dear
-creatures. But then they are so backward. They are most anxious that I
-should join them up the Nile, but&mdash;&mdash;,” and then Miss Dawkins shrugged
-her shoulders gracefully, and, as she flattered herself, like a
-Frenchwoman. After that they rode on in silence for a few moments.</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, I must see Mount Sinai,” said Miss Dawkins, and then sighed
-deeply. M. Delabordeau, notwithstanding that his country does stand at
-the head of all human civilisation, was not courteous enough to declare
-that if Miss Dawkins would join his party across the desert, nothing
-would be wanting to make his beatitude in this world perfect.</p>
-
-<p>Their road from the village of the chicken-hatching ovens lay up along
-the left bank of the Nile, through an immense grove of lofty palm-trees,
-looking out from among which our visitors could ever and anon see the
-heads of the two great Pyramids;&mdash;that is, such of them could see it as
-felt any solicitude in the matter.</p>
-
-<p>It is astonishing how such things lose their great charm as men find
-themselves in their close neighbourhood. To one living in New York or
-London, how ecstatic is the interest inspired by these huge structures.
-One feels that no price would be too high to pay for seeing them as long
-as time and distance, and the world’s inexorable task-work, forbid such
-a visit. How intense would be the delight of climbing over the wondrous
-handiwork of those wondrous architects so long since dead; how thrilling
-the awe with which one would penetrate down into their interior
-caves&mdash;those caves in which lay buried the bones of ancient kings, whose
-very names seem to have come to us almost from another world!</p>
-
-<p>But all these feelings become strangely dim, their acute edges
-wonderfully worn, as the subjects which inspired them are brought near
-to us. “Ah! so those are the Pyramids, are they?” says<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_150" id="page_150"></a>{150}</span> the traveller,
-when the first glimpse of them is shown to him from the window of a
-railway carriage. “Dear me; they don’t look so very high, do they? For
-Heaven’s sake put the blind down, or we shall be destroyed by the dust.”
-And then the ecstasy and keen delight of the Pyramids has vanished for
-ever.</p>
-
-<p>Our friends, therefore, who for weeks past had seen from a distance,
-though they had not yet visited them, did not seem to have any strong
-feeling on the subject as they trotted through the grove of palm-trees.
-Mr. Damer had not yet escaped from his wife, who was still fretful from
-the result of her little accident.</p>
-
-<p>“It was all the chattering of that Miss Dawkins,” said Mrs. Damer. “She
-would not let me attend to what I was doing.”</p>
-
-<p>“Miss Dawkins is an ass,” said her husband.</p>
-
-<p>“It is a pity she has no one to look after her,” said Mrs. Damer.</p>
-
-<p>M. Delabordeau was still listening to Miss Dawkins’s raptures about
-Mount Sinai. “I wonder whether she has got any money,” said M.
-Delabordeau to himself. “It can’t be much,” he went on thinking, “or she
-would not be left in this way by herself.” And the result of his
-thoughts was that Miss Dawkins, if undertaken, might probably become
-more plague than profit. As to Miss Dawkins herself, though she was
-ecstatic about Mount Sinai&mdash;which was not present&mdash;she seemed to have
-forgotten the poor Pyramids, which were then before her nose.</p>
-
-<p>The two lads were riding races along the dusty path, much to the disgust
-of their donkey-boys. Their time for enjoyment was to come. There were
-hampers to be opened; and then the absolute climbing of the Pyramids
-would actually be a delight to them.</p>
-
-<p>As for Miss Damer and Mr. Ingram, it was clear that they had forgotten
-palm-trees, Pyramids, the Nile, and all Egypt. They had escaped to a
-much fairer paradise.</p>
-
-<p>“Could I bear to live among Republicans?” said Fanny, repeating the last
-words of her American lover, and looking down from her donkey to the
-ground as she did so. “I hardly know what Republicans are, Mr. Ingram.”</p>
-
-<p>“Let me teach you,” said he.</p>
-
-<p>“You do talk such nonsense. I declare there is that Miss Dawkins looking
-at us as though she had twenty eyes. Could you not teach her, Mr.
-Ingram?”</p>
-
-<p>And so they emerged from the palm-tree grove, through a village crowded
-with dirty, straggling Arab children, on to the<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_151" id="page_151"></a>{151}</span> cultivated plain,
-beyond which the Pyramids stood, now full before them; the two large
-Pyramids, a smaller one, and the huge sphynx’s head all in a group
-together.</p>
-
-<p>“Fanny,” said Bob Damer, riding up to her, “mamma wants you; so toddle
-back.”</p>
-
-<p>“Mamma wants me! What can she want me for now?” said Fanny, with a look
-of anything but filial duty in her face.</p>
-
-<p>“To protect her from Miss Dawkins, I think. She wants you to ride at her
-side, so that Dawkins mayn’t get at her. Now, Mr. Ingram, I’ll bet you
-half-a-crown I’m at the top of the big Pyramid before you.”</p>
-
-<p>Poor Fanny! She obeyed, however; doubtless feeling that it would not do
-as yet to show too plainly that she preferred Mr. Ingram to her mother.
-She arrested her donkey, therefore, till Mrs. Damer overtook her; and
-Mr. Ingram, as he paused for a moment with her while she did so, fell
-into the hands of Miss Dawkins.</p>
-
-<p>“I cannot think, Fanny, how you get on so quick,” said Mrs. Damer. “I’m
-always last; but then my donkey is such a very nasty one. Look there,
-now; he’s always trying to get me off.”</p>
-
-<p>“We shall soon be at the Pyramids now, mamma.”</p>
-
-<p>“How on earth I am ever to get back again I cannot think. I am so tired
-now that I can hardly sit.”</p>
-
-<p>“You’ll be better, mamma, when you get your luncheon and a glass of
-wine.”</p>
-
-<p>“How on earth we are to eat and drink with those nasty Arab people
-around us, I can’t conceive. They tell me we shall be eaten up by them.
-But, Fanny, what has Mr. Ingram been saying to you all the day?”</p>
-
-<p>“What has he been saying, mamma? Oh! I don’t know;&mdash;a hundred things, I
-dare say. But he has not been talking to me all the time.”</p>
-
-<p>“I think he has, Fanny, nearly, since we crossed the river. Oh, dear!
-oh, dear! this animal does hurt me so! Every time he moves he flings his
-head about, and that gives me such a bump.” And then Fanny commiserated
-her mother’s sufferings, and in her commiseration contrived to elude any
-further questionings as to Mr. Ingram’s conversation.</p>
-
-<p>“Majestic piles, are they not?” said Miss Dawkins, who, having changed
-her companion, allowed her mind to revert from Mount Sinai to the
-Pyramids. They were now riding through cultivated ground, with the vast
-extent of the sands of Libya before them. The two Pyramids were standing
-on the margin<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_152" id="page_152"></a>{152}</span> of the sand, with the head of the recumbent sphynx
-plainly visible between them. But no idea can be formed of the size of
-this immense figure till it is visited much more closely. The body is
-covered with sand, and the head and neck alone stand above the surface
-of the ground. They were still two miles distant, and the sphynx as yet
-was but an obscure mount between the two vast Pyramids.</p>
-
-<p>“Immense piles!” said Miss Dawkins, repeating her own words.</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, they are large,” said Mr. Ingram, who did not choose to indulge in
-enthusiasm in the presence of Miss Dawkins.</p>
-
-<p>“Enormous! What a grand idea!&mdash;eh, Mr. Ingram? The human race does not
-create such things as those nowadays!”</p>
-
-<p>“No, indeed,” he answered; “but perhaps we create better things.”</p>
-
-<p>“Better! You do not mean to say, Mr. Ingram, that you are an
-utilitarian. I do, in truth, hope better things of you than that. Yes!
-steam mills are better, no doubt, and mechanics’ institutes and penny
-newspapers. But is nothing to be valued but what is useful?” And Miss
-Dawkins, in the height of her enthusiasm, switched her donkey severely
-over the shoulder.</p>
-
-<p>“I might, perhaps, have said also that we create more beautiful things,”
-said Mr. Ingram.</p>
-
-<p>“But we cannot create older things.”</p>
-
-<p>“No, certainly; we cannot do that.”</p>
-
-<p>“Nor can we imbue what we do create with the grand associations which
-environ those piles with so intense an interest. Think of the mighty
-dead, Mr. Ingram, and of their great homes when living. Think of the
-hands which it took to raise those huge blocks&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“And of the lives which it cost.”</p>
-
-<p>“Doubtless. The tyranny and invincible power of the royal architects add
-to the grandeur of the idea. One would not wish to have back the kings
-of Egypt.”</p>
-
-<p>“Well, no; they would be neither useful nor beautiful.”</p>
-
-<p>“Perhaps not; and I do not wish to be picturesque at the expense of my
-fellow-creatures.”</p>
-
-<p>“I doubt, even, whether they would be picturesque.”</p>
-
-<p>“You know what I mean, Mr. Ingram. But the associations of such names,
-and the presence of the stupendous works with which they are connected,
-fill the soul with awe. Such, at least, is the effect with mine.”</p>
-
-<p>“I fear that my tendencies, Miss Dawkins, are more realistic than your
-own.”<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_153" id="page_153"></a>{153}</span></p>
-
-<p>“You belong to a young country, Mr. Ingram, and are naturally prone to
-think of material life. The necessity of living looms large before you.”</p>
-
-<p>“Very large, indeed, Miss Dawkins.”</p>
-
-<p>“Whereas with us, with some of us at least, the material aspect has
-given place to one in which poetry and enthusiasm prevail. To such among
-us the associations of past times are very dear. Cheops, to me, is more
-than Napoleon Bonaparte.”</p>
-
-<p>“That is more than most of your countrymen can say, at any rate, just at
-present.”</p>
-
-<p>“I am a woman,” continued Miss Dawkins.</p>
-
-<p>Mr. Ingram took off his hat in acknowledgment both of the announcement
-and of the fact.</p>
-
-<p>“And to us it is not given&mdash;not given as yet&mdash;to share in the great
-deeds of the present. The envy of your sex has driven us from the paths
-which lead to honour. But the deeds of the past are as much ours as
-yours.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, quite as much.”</p>
-
-<p>“<span class="lftspc">’</span>Tis to your country that we look for enfranchisement from this
-thraldom. Yes, Mr. Ingram, the women of America have that strength of
-mind which has been wanting to those of Europe. In the United States
-woman will at last learn to exercise her proper mission.”</p>
-
-<p>Mr. Ingram expressed a sincere wish that such might be the case; and
-then wondering at the ingenuity with which Miss Dawkins had travelled
-round from Cheops and his Pyramid to the rights of women in America, he
-contrived to fall back, under the pretence of asking after the ailments
-of Mrs. Damer.</p>
-
-<p>And now at last they were on the sand, in the absolute desert, making
-their way up to the very foot of the most northern of the two Pyramids.
-They were by this time surrounded by a crowd of Arab guides, or Arabs
-professing to be guides, who had already ascertained that Mr. Damer was
-the chief of the party, and were accordingly driving him almost to
-madness by the offers of their services, and their assurance that he
-could not possibly see the outside or the inside of either structure, or
-even remain alive upon the ground, unless he at once accepted their
-offers made at their own prices.</p>
-
-<p>“Get away, will you?” said he. “I don’t want any of you, and I won’t
-have you! If you take hold of me I’ll shoot you!” This was said to one
-specially energetic Arab, who, in his efforts to secure his prey, had
-caught hold of Mr. Damer by the leg.</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, yes, I say! Englishmen always take me;&mdash;me&mdash;me,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_154" id="page_154"></a>{154}</span> and then no break
-him leg. Yes&mdash;yes&mdash;yes;&mdash;I go. Master, say yes. Only one leetle ten
-shillings!”</p>
-
-<p>“Abdallah!” shouted Mr. Damer, “why don’t you take this man away? Why
-don’t you make him understand that if all the Pyramids depended on it, I
-would not give him sixpence!”</p>
-
-<p>And then Abdallah, thus invoked, came up, and explained to the man in
-Arabic that he would gain his object more surely if he would behave
-himself a little more quietly; a hint which the man took for one minute,
-and for one minute only.</p>
-
-<p>And then poor Mrs. Damer replied to an application for backsheish by the
-gift of a sixpence. Unfortunate woman! The word backsheish means, I
-believe, a gift; but it has come in Egypt to signify money, and is
-eternally dinned into the ears of strangers by Arab suppliants. Mrs.
-Damer ought to have known better, as, during the last six weeks she had
-never shown her face out of Shepheard’s Hotel without being pestered for
-backsheish; but she was tired and weak, and foolishly thought to rid
-herself of the man who was annoying her.</p>
-
-<p>No sooner had the coin dropped from her hand into that of the Arab, than
-she was surrounded by a cluster of beggars, who loudly made their
-petitions as though they would, each of them, individually be injured if
-treated with less liberality than that first comer. They took hold of
-her donkey, her bridle, her saddle, her legs, and at last her arms and
-hands, screaming for backsheish in voices that were neither sweet nor
-mild.</p>
-
-<p>In her dismay she did give away sundry small coins&mdash;all, probably, that
-she had about her; but this only made the matter worse. Money was going,
-and each man, by sufficient energy, might hope to get some of it. They
-were very energetic, and so frightened the poor lady that she would
-certainly have fallen, had she not been kept on her seat by the pressure
-around her.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, dear! oh, dear! get away,” she cried. “I haven’t got any more;
-indeed I haven’t. Go away, I tell you! Mr. Damer! oh, Mr. Damer!” and
-then, in the excess of her agony, she uttered one loud, long, and
-continuous shriek.</p>
-
-<p>Up came Mr. Damer; up came Abdallah; up came M. Delabordeau; up came Mr.
-Ingram, and at last she was rescued. “You shouldn’t go away and leave me
-to the mercy of these nasty people. As to that Abdallah, he is of no use
-to anybody.”</p>
-
-<p>“Why you bodder de good lady, you dem blackguard?” said Abdallah,
-raising his stick, as though he were, going to lay them all low with a
-blow. “Now you get noting, you tief!”</p>
-
-<p>The Arabs for a moment retired to a little distance, like flies<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_155" id="page_155"></a>{155}</span> driven
-from a sugar-bowl; but it was easy to see that, like the flies, they
-would return at the first vacant moment.</p>
-
-<p>And now they had reached the very foot of the Pyramids and proceeded to
-dismount from their donkeys. Their intention was first to ascend to the
-top, then to come down to their banquet, and after that to penetrate
-into the interior. And all this would seem to be easy of performance.
-The Pyramid is undoubtedly high, but it is so constructed as to admit of
-climbing without difficulty. A lady mounting it would undoubtedly need
-some assistance, but any man possessed of moderate activity would
-require no aid at all.</p>
-
-<p>But our friends were at once imbued with the tremendous nature of the
-task before them. A sheikh of the Arabs came forth, who communicated
-with them through Abdallah. The work could be done, no doubt, he said;
-but a great many men would be wanted to assist. Each lady must have four
-Arabs, and each gentlemen three; and then, seeing that the work would be
-peculiarly severe on this special day, each of these numerous Arabs must
-be remunerated by some very large number of piastres.</p>
-
-<p>Mr. Damer, who was by no means a close man in his money dealings, opened
-his eyes with surprise, and mildly expostulated; M. Delabordeau, who was
-rather a close man in his reckonings, immediately buttoned up his
-breeches pocket and declared that he should decline to mount the Pyramid
-at all at that price; and then Mr. Ingram descended to the combat.</p>
-
-<p>The protestations of the men were fearful. They declared, with loud
-voices, eager actions, and manifold English oaths, that an attempt was
-being made to rob them. They had a right to demand the sums which they
-were charging, and it was a shame that English gentlemen should come and
-take the bread out of their mouths. And so they screeched, gesticulated,
-and swore, and frightened poor Mrs. Damer almost into fits.</p>
-
-<p>But at last it was settled and away they started, the sheikh declaring
-that the bargain had been made at so low a rate as to leave him not one
-piastre for himself. Each man had an Arab on each side of him, and Miss
-Dawkins and Miss Damer had each, in addition, one behind. Mrs. Damer was
-so frightened as altogether to have lost all ambition to ascend. She sat
-below on a fragment of stone, with the three dragomans standing around
-her as guards; but even with the three dragomans the attacks on her were
-so frequent, and as she declared afterwards she was so bewildered, that
-she never had time to remember that she had<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_156" id="page_156"></a>{156}</span> come there from England to
-see the Pyramids, and that she was now immediately under them.</p>
-
-<p>The boys, utterly ignoring their guides, scrambled up quicker than the
-Arabs could follow them. Mr. Damer started off at a pace which soon
-brought him to the end of his tether, and from, that point was dragged
-up by the sheer strength of his assistants; thereby accomplishing the
-wishes of the men, who induce their victims to start as rapidly as
-possible, in order that they may soon find themselves helpless from want
-of wind. Mr. Ingram endeavoured to attach himself to Fanny, and she
-would have been nothing loth to have him at her right hand instead of
-the hideous brown, shrieking, one-eyed Arab who took hold of her. But it
-was soon found that any such arrangement was impossible. Each guide felt
-that if he lost his own peculiar hold he would lose his prey, and held
-on, therefore, with invincible tenacity. Miss Dawkins looked, too, as
-though she had thought to be attended to by some Christian cavalier, but
-no Christian cavalier was forthcoming. M. Delabordeau was the wisest,
-for he took the matter quietly, did as he was bid, and allowed the
-guides nearly to carry him to the top of the edifice.</p>
-
-<p>“Ha! so this is the top of the Pyramid, is it?” said Mr. Damer, bringing
-out his words one by one, being terribly out of breath. “Very wonderful,
-very wonderful, indeed!”</p>
-
-<p>“It is wonderful,” said Miss Dawkins, whose breath had not failed her in
-the least, “very wonderful, indeed! Only think, Mr. Damer, you might
-travel on for days and days, till days became months, through those
-interminable sands, and yet you would never come to the end of them. Is
-it not quite stupendous?”</p>
-
-<p>“Ah, yes, quite,&mdash;puff, puff”&mdash;said Mr. Damer striving to regain his
-breath.</p>
-
-<p>Mr. Damer was now at her disposal; weak and worn with toil and travel,
-out of breath, and with half his manhood gone; if ever she might prevail
-over him so as to procure from his mouth an assent to that Nile
-proposition, it would be now. And after all, that Nile proposition was
-the best one now before her. She did not quite like the idea of starting
-off across the Great Desert without any lady, and was not sure that she
-was prepared to be fallen in love with by M. Delabordeau, even if there
-should ultimately be any readiness on the part of that gentleman to
-perform the rôle of lover. With Mr. Ingram the matter was different, nor
-was she so diffident of her own charms as to think it altogether
-impossible that she might succeed, in the teeth of that<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_157" id="page_157"></a>{157}</span> little chit,
-Fanny Damer. That Mr. Ingram would join the party up the Nile she had
-very little doubt; and then, there would be one place left for her. She
-would thus, at any rate, become commingled with a most respectable
-family, who might be of material service to her.</p>
-
-<p>Thus actuated she commenced an earnest attack upon Mr. Damer.</p>
-
-<p>“Stupendous!” she said again, for she was fond of repeating favourite
-words. “What a wondrous race must have been those Egyptian kings of
-old!”</p>
-
-<p>“I dare say they were,” said Mr. Damer, wiping his brow as he sat upon a
-large loose stone, a fragment lying on the flat top of the Pyramid, one
-of those stones with which the complete apex was once made, or was once
-about to be made.</p>
-
-<p>“A magnificent race! so gigantic in their conceptions! Their ideas
-altogether overwhelm us poor, insignificant, latter-day mortals. They
-built these vast Pyramids; but for us, it is task enough to climb to
-their top.”</p>
-
-<p>“Quite enough,” ejaculated Mr. Damer.</p>
-
-<p>But Mr. Damer would not always remain weak and out of breath, and it was
-absolutely necessary for Miss Dawkins to hurry away from Cheops and his
-tomb, to Thebes and Karnac.</p>
-
-<p>“After seeing this it is impossible for any one with a spark of
-imagination to leave Egypt without going farther a-field.”</p>
-
-<p>Mr. Damer merely wiped his brow and grunted. This Miss Dawkins took as a
-signal of weakness, and went on with her task perseveringly.</p>
-
-<p>“For myself, I have resolved to go up, at any rate, as far as Asouan and
-the first cataract. I had thought of acceding to the wishes of a party
-who are going across the Great Desert by Mount Sinai to Jerusalem; but
-the kindness of yourself and Mrs. Damer is so great, and the prospect of
-joining in your boat is so pleasurable, that I have made up my mind to
-accept your very kind offer.”</p>
-
-<p>This, it will be acknowledged, was bold on the part of Miss Dawkins; but
-what will not audacity effect? To use the slang of modern language,
-cheek carries everything nowadays. And whatever may have been Miss
-Dawkins’s deficiencies, in this virtue she was not deficient.</p>
-
-<p>“I have made up my mind to accept your very kind offer,” she said,
-shining on Mr. Damer with her blandest smile.</p>
-
-<p>What was a stout, breathless, perspiring, middle-aged gentleman to do
-under such circumstances? Mr. Damer was a man<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_158" id="page_158"></a>{158}</span> who, in most matters, had
-his own way. That his wife should have given such an invitation without
-consulting him, was, he knew, quite impossible. She would as soon have
-thought of asking all those Arab guides to accompany them. Nor was it to
-be thought of that he should allow himself to be kidnapped into such an
-arrangement by the impudence of any Miss Dawkins. But there was, he
-felt, a difficulty in answering such a proposition from a young lady
-with a direct negative, especially while he was so scant of breath. So
-he wiped his brow again, and looked at her.</p>
-
-<p>“But I can only agree to this on one understanding,” continued Miss
-Dawkins, “and that is, that I am allowed to defray my own full share of
-the expense of the journey.”</p>
-
-<p>Upon hearing this Mr. Damer thought that he saw his way out of the wood.
-“Wherever I go, Miss Dawkins, I am always the paymaster myself,” and
-this he contrived to say with some sternness, palpitating though he
-still was; and the sternness which was deficient in his voice he
-endeavoured to put into his countenance.</p>
-
-<p>But he did not know Miss Dawkins. “Oh, Mr. Damer,” she said, and as she
-spoke her smile became almost blander than it was before; “oh, Mr.
-Damer, I could not think of suffering you to be so liberal; I could not,
-indeed. But I shall be quite content that you should pay everything, and
-let me settle with you in one sum afterwards.”</p>
-
-<p>Mr. Damer’s breath was now rather more under his own command. “I am
-afraid, Miss Dawkins,” he said, “that Mrs. Damer’s weak state of health
-will not admit of such an arrangement.”</p>
-
-<p>“What, about the paying?”</p>
-
-<p>“Not only as to that, but we are a family party, Miss Dawkins; and great
-as would be the benefit of your society to all of us, in Mrs. Damer’s
-present state of health, I am afraid&mdash;in short, you would not find it
-agreeable.&mdash;And therefore&mdash;” this he added, seeing that she was still
-about to persevere&mdash;“I fear that we must forego the advantage you
-offer.”</p>
-
-<p>And then, looking into his face, Miss Dawkins did perceive that even her
-audacity would not prevail.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, very well,” she said, and moving from the stone on which she had
-been sitting, she walked off, carrying her head very high, to a corner
-of the Pyramid from which she could look forth alone towards the sands
-of Libya.</p>
-
-<p>In the mean time another little overture was being made on<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_159" id="page_159"></a>{159}</span> the top of
-the same Pyramid,&mdash;an overture which was not received quite in the same
-spirit. While Mr. Damer was recovering his breath for the sake of
-answering Miss Dawkins, Miss Damer had walked to the further corner of
-the square platform on which they were placed, and there sat herself
-down with her face turned towards Cairo. Perhaps it was not singular
-that Mr. Ingram should have followed her.</p>
-
-<p>This would have been very well if a dozen Arabs had not also followed
-them. But as this was the case, Mr. Ingram had to play his game under
-some difficulty. He had no sooner seated himself beside her than they
-came and stood directly in front of the seat, shutting out the view, and
-by no means improving the fragrance of the air around them.</p>
-
-<p>“And this, then, Miss Damer, will be our last excursion together,” he
-said, in his tenderest, softest tone.</p>
-
-<p>“De good Englishman will gib de poor Arab one little backsheish,” said
-an Arab, putting out his hand and shaking Mr. Ingram’s shoulder.</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, yes, yes; him gib backsheish,” said another.</p>
-
-<p>“Him berry good man,” said a third, putting up his filthy hand, and
-touching Mr. Ingram’s face.</p>
-
-<p>“And young lady berry good, too; she give backsheish to poor Arab.”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes,” said a fourth, preparing to take a similar liberty with Miss
-Damer.</p>
-
-<p>This was too much for Mr. Ingram. He had already used very positive
-language in his endeavour to assure his tormentors that they would not
-get a piastre from him. But this only changed their soft persuasions
-into threats. Upon hearing which, and upon seeing what the man attempted
-to do in his endeavour to get money from Miss Damer, he raised his
-stick, and struck first one and then the other as violently as he could
-upon their heads.</p>
-
-<p>Any ordinary civilised men would have been stunned by such blows, for
-they fell on the bare foreheads of the Arabs; but the objects of the
-American’s wrath merely skulked away; and the others, convinced by the
-only arguments which they understood, followed in pursuit of victims who
-might be less pugnacious.</p>
-
-<p>It is hard for a man to be at once tender and pugnacious&mdash;to be
-sentimental, while he is putting forth his physical strength with all
-the violence in his power. It is difficult, also, for him to be gentle
-instantly after having been in a rage. So he changed his tactics at the
-moment, and came to the point at once in a manner befitting his present
-state of mind.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_160" id="page_160"></a>{160}</span></p>
-
-<p>“Those vile wretches have put me in such a heat,” he said, “that I
-hardly know what I am saying. But the fact is this, Miss Damer, I cannot
-leave Cairo without knowing&mdash;&mdash;. You understand what I mean, Miss
-Damer.”</p>
-
-<p>“Indeed I do not, Mr. Ingram; except that I am afraid you mean
-nonsense.”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, you do; you know that I love you. I am sure you must know it. At
-any rate you know it now.”</p>
-
-<p>“Mr. Ingram, you should not talk in such a way.”</p>
-
-<p>“Why should I not? But the truth is, Fanny, I can talk in no other way.
-I do love you dearly. Can you love me well enough to go and be my wife
-in a country far away from your own?”</p>
-
-<p>Before she left the top of the Pyramid Fanny Damer had said that she
-would try.</p>
-
-<p>Mr. Ingram was now a proud and happy man, and seemed to think the steps
-of the Pyramid too small for his elastic energy. But Fanny feared that
-her troubles were to come. There was papa&mdash;that terrible bugbear on all
-such occasions. What would papa say? She was sure her papa would not
-allow her to marry and go so far away from her own family and country.
-For herself, she liked the Americans&mdash;always had liked them; so she
-said;&mdash;would desire nothing better than to live among them. But papa!
-And Fanny sighed as she felt that all the recognised miseries of a young
-lady in love were about to fall upon her.</p>
-
-<p>Nevertheless, at her lover’s instance, she promised, and declared, in
-twenty different loving phrases, that nothing on earth should ever make
-her false to her love or to her lover.</p>
-
-<p>“Fanny, where are you? Why are you not ready to come down?” shouted Mr.
-Damer, not in the best of tempers. He felt that he had almost been
-unkind to an unprotected female, and his heart misgave him. And yet it
-would have misgiven him more had he allowed himself to be entrapped by
-Miss Dawkins.</p>
-
-<p>“I am quite ready, papa,” said Fanny, running up to him&mdash;for it may be
-understood that there is quite room enough for a young lady to run on
-the top of the Pyramid.</p>
-
-<p>“I am sure I don’t know where you have been all the time,” said Mr.
-Damer; “and where are those two boys?”</p>
-
-<p>Fanny pointed to the top of the other Pyramid, and there they were,
-conspicuous with their red caps.</p>
-
-<p>“And M. Delabordeau?”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh! he has gone down, I think;&mdash;no, he is there with Miss<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_161" id="page_161"></a>{161}</span> Dawkins.”
-And in truth Miss Dawkins was leaning on his arm most affectionately, as
-she stooped over and looked down upon the ruins below her.</p>
-
-<p>“And where is that fellow, Ingram?” said Mr. Damer, looking about him.
-“He is always out of the way when he’s wanted.”</p>
-
-<p>To this Fanny said nothing. Why should she? She was not Mr. Ingram’s
-keeper.</p>
-
-<p>And then they all descended, each again with his proper number of Arabs
-to hurry and embarrass him; and they found Mrs. Damer at the bottom,
-like a piece of sugar covered with flies. She was heard to declare
-afterwards that she would not go to the Pyramids again, not if they were
-to be given to her for herself, as ornaments for her garden.</p>
-
-<p>The picnic lunch among the big stones at the foot of the Pyramid was not
-a very gay affair. Miss Dawkins talked more than any one else, being
-determined to show that she bore her defeat gallantly. Her conversation,
-however, was chiefly addressed to M. Delabordeau, and he seemed to think
-more of his cold chicken and ham than he did of her wit and attention.</p>
-
-<p>Fanny hardly spoke a word. There was her father before her and she could
-not eat, much less talk, as she thought of all that she would have to go
-through. What would he say to the idea of having an American for a
-son-in-law?</p>
-
-<p>Nor was Mr. Ingram very lively. A young man when he has been just
-accepted, never is so. His happiness under the present circumstances
-was, no doubt, intense, but it was of a silent nature.</p>
-
-<p>And then the interior of the building had to be visited. To tell the
-truth none of the party would have cared to perform this feat had it not
-been for the honour of the thing. To have come from Paris, New York, or
-London, to the Pyramids, and then not to have visited the very tomb of
-Cheops, would have shown on the part of all of them an indifference to
-subjects of interest which would have been altogether fatal to their
-character as travellers. And so a party for the interior was made up.</p>
-
-<p>Miss Damer when she saw the aperture through which it was expected that
-she should descend, at once declared for staying with her mother. Miss
-Dawkins, however, was enthusiastic for the journey. “Persons with so
-very little command over their nerves might really as well stay at
-home,” she said to Mr. Ingram, who glowered at her dreadfully for
-expressing such an opinion about his Fanny.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_162" id="page_162"></a>{162}</span></p>
-
-<p>This entrance into the Pyramids is a terrible task, which should be
-undertaken by no lady. Those who perform it have to creep down, and then
-to be dragged up, through infinite dirt, foul smells, and bad air; and
-when they have done it, they see nothing. But they do earn the
-gratification of saying that they have been inside a Pyramid.</p>
-
-<p>“Well, I’ve done that once,” said Mr. Damer, coming out, “and I do not
-think that any one will catch me doing it again. I never was in such a
-filthy place in my life.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, Fanny! I am so glad you did not go; I am sure it is not fit for
-ladies,” said poor Mrs. Damer, forgetful of her friend Miss Dawkins.</p>
-
-<p>“I should have been ashamed of myself,” said Miss Dawkins, bristling up,
-and throwing back her head as she stood, “if I had allowed any
-consideration to have prevented my visiting such a spot. If it be not
-improper for men to go there, how can it be improper for women?”</p>
-
-<p>“I did not say improper, my dear,” said Mrs. Damer, apologetically.</p>
-
-<p>“And as for the fatigue, what can a woman be worth who is afraid to
-encounter as much as I have now gone through for the sake of visiting
-the last resting-place of such a king as Cheops?” And Miss Dawkins, as
-she pronounced the last words, looked round her with disdain upon poor
-Fanny Damer.</p>
-
-<p>“But I meant the dirt,” said Mrs. Damer.</p>
-
-<p>“Dirt!” ejaculated Miss Dawkins, and then walked away. Why should she
-now submit her high tone of feeling to the Damers, or why care longer
-for their good opinion? Therefore she scattered contempt around her as
-she ejaculated the last word, “dirt.”</p>
-
-<p>And then the return home! “I know I shall never get there,” said Mrs.
-Damer, looking piteously up into her husband’s face.</p>
-
-<p>“Nonsense, my dear; nonsense; you must get there.” Mrs. Damer groaned,
-and acknowledged in her heart that she must,&mdash;either dead or alive.</p>
-
-<p>“And, Jefferson,” said Fanny, whispering&mdash;for there had been a moment
-since their descent in which she had been instructed to call him by his
-Christian name&mdash;“never mind talking to me going home. I will ride by
-mamma. Do you go with papa and put him in good humour; and if he says
-anything about the lords and the bishops, don’t you contradict him, you
-know.”</p>
-
-<p>What will not a man do for love? Mr. Ingram promised.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_163" id="page_163"></a>{163}</span> And in this way
-they started; the two boys led the van; then came Mr. Damer and Mr.
-Ingram, unusually and unpatriotically acquiescent as to England’s
-aristocratic propensities; then Miss Dawkins riding, alas! alone; after
-her, M. Delabordeau, also alone,&mdash;the ungallant Frenchman! And the rear
-was brought up by Mrs. Damer and her daughter, flanked on each side by a
-dragoman, with a third dragoman behind them.</p>
-
-<p>And in this order they went back to Cairo, riding their donkeys, and
-crossing the ferry solemnly, and, for the most part, silently. Mr.
-Ingram did talk, as he had an important object in view,&mdash;that of putting
-Mr. Damer into a good humour.</p>
-
-<p>In this he succeeded so well that by the time they had remounted, after
-crossing the Nile, Mr. Damer opened his heart to his companion on the
-subject that was troubling him, and told him all about Miss Dawkins.</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t see why we should have a companion that we don’t like for eight
-or ten weeks, merely because it seems rude to refuse a lady.”</p>
-
-<p>“Indeed, I agree with you,” said Mr. Ingram; “I should call it
-weak-minded to give way in such a case.”</p>
-
-<p>“My daughter does not like her at all,” continued Mr. Damer.</p>
-
-<p>“Nor would she be a nice companion for Miss Damer; not according to my
-way of thinking,” said Mr. Ingram.</p>
-
-<p>“And as to my having asked her, or Mrs. Damer having asked her! Why, God
-bless my soul, it is pure invention on the woman’s part!”</p>
-
-<p>“Ha! ha! ha!” laughed Mr. Ingrain; “I must say she plays her game well;
-but then she is an old soldier, and has the benefit of experience.” What
-would Miss Dawkins have said had she known that Mr. Ingram called her an
-old soldier?</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t like the kind of thing at all,” said Mr. Damer, who was very
-serious upon the subject. “You see the position in which I am placed. I
-am forced to be very rude, or&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t call it rude at all.”</p>
-
-<p>“Disobliging, then; or else I must have all my comfort invaded and
-pleasure destroyed by, by, by&mdash;&mdash;” And Mr. Damer paused, being at a loss
-for an appropriate name for Miss Dawkins.</p>
-
-<p>“By an unprotected female,” suggested Mr. Ingram.</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, just so. I am as fond of pleasant company as anybody; but then I
-like to choose it myself.”</p>
-
-<p>“So do I,” said Mr. Ingram, thinking of his own choice.</p>
-
-<p>“Now, Ingram, if you would join us, we should be delighted.”</p>
-
-<p>“Upon my word, sir, the offer is too flattering,” said Ingram,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_164" id="page_164"></a>{164}</span>
-hesitatingly; for he felt that he could not undertake such a journey
-until Mr. Damer knew on what terms he stood with Fanny.</p>
-
-<p>“You are a terrible democrat,” said Mr. Damer, laughing; “but then, on
-that matter, you know, we could agree to differ.”</p>
-
-<p>“Exactly so,” said Mr. Ingram, who had not collected his thoughts or
-made up his mind as to what he had better say and do, on the spur of the
-moment.</p>
-
-<p>“Well, what do you say to it?” said Mr. Damer, encouragingly. But Ingram
-paused before he answered.</p>
-
-<p>“For Heaven’s sake, my dear fellow, don’t have the slightest hesitation
-in refusing, if you don’t like the plan.”</p>
-
-<p>“The fact is, Mr. Damer, I should like it too well.”</p>
-
-<p>“Like it too well?”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, sir, and I may as well tell you now as later. I had intended this
-evening to have asked for your permission to address your daughter.”</p>
-
-<p>“God bless my soul!” said Mr. Damer, looking as though a totally new
-idea had now been opened to him.</p>
-
-<p>“And under these circumstances, I will now wait and see whether or no
-you will renew your offer.”</p>
-
-<p>“God bless my soul!” said Mr. Damer, again. It often does strike an old
-gentleman as very odd that any man should fall in love with his
-daughter, whom he has not ceased to look upon as a child. The case is
-generally quite different with mothers. They seem to think that every
-young man must fall in love with their girls.</p>
-
-<p>“And have you said anything to Fanny about this?” asked Mr. Damer.</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, sir, I have her permission to speak to you.”</p>
-
-<p>“God bless my soul!” said Mr. Damer; and by this time they had arrived
-at Shepheard’s Hotel.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, mamma,” said Fanny, as soon as she found herself alone with her
-mother that evening, “I have something that I must tell you.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, Fanny, don’t tell me anything to-night, for I am a great deal too
-tired to listen.”</p>
-
-<p>“But oh, mamma, pray;&mdash;you must listen to this; indeed you must.” And
-Fanny knelt down at her mother’s knee, and looked beseechingly up into
-her face.</p>
-
-<p>“What is it, Fanny? You know that all my bones are sore, and I am so
-tired that I am almost dead.”</p>
-
-<p>“Mamma, Mr. Ingram has&mdash;<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_165" id="page_165"></a>{165}</span>&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“Has what, my dear? has he done anything wrong?”</p>
-
-<p>“No, mamma: but he has;&mdash;he has proposed to me.” And Fanny, bursting
-into tears, hid her face in her mother’s lap.</p>
-
-<p>And thus the story was told on both sides of the house. On the next day,
-as a matter of course, all the difficulties and dangers of such a
-marriage as that which was now projected were insisted on by both father
-and mother. It was improper; it would cause a severing of the family not
-to be thought of; it would be an alliance of a dangerous nature, and not
-at all calculated to insure happiness; and, in short, it was impossible.
-On that day, therefore, they all went to bed very unhappy. But on the
-next day, as was also a matter of course, seeing that there were no
-pecuniary difficulties, the mother and father were talked over, and Mr.
-Ingram was accepted as a son-in-law. It need hardly be said that the
-offer of a place in Mr. Damer’s boat was again made, and that on this
-occasion it was accepted without hesitation.</p>
-
-<p>There was an American Protestant clergyman resident in Cairo, with whom,
-among other persons, Miss Dawkins had become acquainted. Upon this
-gentleman or upon his wife Miss Dawkins called a few days after the
-journey to the Pyramid, and finding him in his study, thus performed her
-duty to her neighbour,&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“You know your countryman Mr. Ingram, I think?” said she.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, yes; very intimately.”</p>
-
-<p>“If you have any regard for him, Mr. Burton,” such was the gentleman’s
-name, “I think you should put him on his guard.”</p>
-
-<p>“On his guard against what?” said Mr. Burton with a serious air, for
-there was something serious in the threat of impending misfortune as
-conveyed by Miss Dawkins.</p>
-
-<p>“Why,” said she, “those Damers, I fear, are dangerous people.”</p>
-
-<p>“Do you mean that they will borrow money of him?”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, no; not that, exactly; but they are clearly setting their cap at
-him.”</p>
-
-<p>“Setting their cap at him?”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes; there is a daughter, you know; a little chit of a thing; and I
-fear Mr. Ingram may be caught before he knows where he is. It would be
-such a pity, you know. He is going up the river with them, I hear. That,
-in his place, is very foolish. They asked me, but I positively refused.”</p>
-
-<p>Mr. Burton remarked that “In such a matter as that Mr. Ingram would be
-perfectly able to take care of himself.”<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_166" id="page_166"></a>{166}</span></p>
-
-<p>“Well, perhaps so; but seeing what was going on, I thought it my duty to
-tell you.” And so Miss Dawkins took her leave.</p>
-
-<p>Mr. Ingram did go up the Nile with the Damers, as did an old friend of
-the Damers who arrived from England. And a very pleasant trip they had
-of it. And, as far as the present historian knows, the two lovers were
-shortly afterwards married in England.</p>
-
-<p>Poor Miss Dawkins was left in Cairo for some time on her beam ends. But
-she was one of those who are not easily vanquished. After an interval of
-ten days she made acquaintance with an Irish family&mdash;having utterly
-failed in moving the hard heart of M. Delabordeau&mdash;and with these she
-proceeded to Constantinople. They consisted of two brothers and a
-sister, and were, therefore, very convenient for matrimonial purposes.
-But nevertheless, when I last heard of Miss Dawkins, she was still an
-unprotected female.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_167" id="page_167"></a>{167}</span></p>
-
-<h2><a name="THE_CHATEAU_OF_PRINCE_POLIGNAC" id="THE_CHATEAU_OF_PRINCE_POLIGNAC"></a>THE CHATEAU OF PRINCE POLIGNAC.</h2>
-
-<p class="nind"><span class="smcap">Few</span> Englishmen or Englishwomen are intimately acquainted with the little
-town of Le Puy. It is the capital of the old province of Le Velay, which
-also is now but little known, even to French ears, for it is in these
-days called by the imperial name of the Department of the Haute Loire.
-It is to the south-east of Auvergne, and is nearly in the centre of the
-southern half of France.</p>
-
-<p>But few towns, merely as towns, can be better worth visiting. In the
-first place, the volcanic formation of the ground on which it stands is
-not only singular in the extreme, so as to be interesting to the
-geologist, but it is so picturesque as to be equally gratifying to the
-general tourist. Within a narrow valley there stand several rocks,
-rising up from the ground with absolute abruptness. Round two of these
-the town clusters, and a third stands but a mile distant, forming the
-centre of a faubourg, or suburb. These rocks appear to be, and I believe
-are, the harder particles of volcanic matter, which have not been
-carried away through successive ages by the joint agency of water and
-air.</p>
-
-<p>When the tide of lava ran down between the hills the surface left was no
-doubt on a level with the heads of these rocks; but here and there the
-deposit became harder than elsewhere, and these harder points have
-remained, lifting up their steep heads in a line through the valley.</p>
-
-<p>The highest of these is called the Rocher de Corneille. Round this and
-up its steep sides the town stands. On its highest summit there was an
-old castle; and there now is, or will be before these pages are printed,
-a colossal figure in bronze of the Virgin Mary, made from the cannon
-taken at Sebastopol. Half-way down the hill the cathedral is built, a
-singularly gloomy edifice,&mdash;Romanesque, as it is called, in its style,
-but extremely similar in its mode of architecture to what we know of
-Byzantine structures. But there has been no surface on the rock side
-large<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_168" id="page_168"></a>{168}</span> enough to form a resting-place for the church, which has
-therefore been built out on huge supporting piles, which form a porch
-below the west front; so that the approach is by numerous steps laid
-along the side of the wall below the church, forming a wondrous flight
-of stairs. Let all men who may find themselves stopping at Le Puy visit
-the top of these stairs at the time of the setting sun, and look down
-from thence through the framework of the porch on the town beneath, and
-at the hill-side beyond.</p>
-
-<p>Behind the church is the seminary of the priests, with its beautiful
-walks stretching round the Rocher de Corneille, and overlooking the town
-and valley below.</p>
-
-<p>Next to this rock, and within a quarter of a mile of it, is the second
-peak, called the Rock of the Needle. It rises narrow, sharp, and abrupt
-from the valley, allowing of no buildings on its sides. But on its very
-point has been erected a church sacred to St. Michael, that lover of
-rock summits, accessible by stairs cut from the stone. This,
-perhaps&mdash;this rock, I mean&mdash;is the most wonderful of the wonders which
-Nature has formed at Le Puy.</p>
-
-<p>Above this, at a mile’s distance, is the rock of Espailly, formed in the
-same way, and almost equally precipitous. On its summit is a castle,
-having its own legend, and professing to have been the residence of
-Charles VII., when little of France belonged to its kings but the
-provinces of Berry, Auvergne, and Le Velay. Some three miles farther up
-there is another volcanic rock, larger, indeed, but equally sudden in
-its spring,&mdash;equally remarkable as rising abruptly from the valley,&mdash;on
-which stands the castle and old family residence of the house of
-Polignac. It was lost by them at the Revolution, but was repurchased by
-the minister of Charles X., and is still the property of the head of the
-race.</p>
-
-<p>Le Puy itself is a small, moderate, pleasant French town, in which the
-language of the people has not the pure Parisian aroma, nor is the glory
-of the boulevards of the capital emulated in its streets. These are
-crooked, narrow, steep, and intricate, forming here and there excellent
-sketches for a lover of street picturesque beauty; but hurtful to the
-feet with their small, round-topped paving stones, and not always as
-clean as pedestrian ladies might desire.</p>
-
-<p>And now I would ask my readers to join me at the morning table d’hôte at
-the Hôtel des Ambassadeurs. It will of course be understood that this
-does not mean a breakfast in the ordinary fashion of England, consisting
-of tea or coffee, bread and butter,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_169" id="page_169"></a>{169}</span> and perhaps a boiled egg. It
-comprises all the requisites for a composite dinner, excepting soup; and
-as one gets further south in France, this meal is called dinner. It is,
-however, eaten without any prejudice to another similar and somewhat
-longer meal at six or seven o’clock, which, when the above name is taken
-up by the earlier enterprise, is styled supper.</p>
-
-<p>The déjeûner, or dinner, at the Hôtel des Ambassadeurs, on the morning
-in question, though very elaborate, was not a very gay affair. There
-were some fourteen persons present, of whom half were residents in the
-town, men employed in some official capacity, who found this to be the
-cheapest, the most luxurious, and to them the most comfortable mode of
-living. They clustered together at the head of the table, and as they
-were customary guests at the house, they talked their little talk
-together&mdash;it was very little&mdash;and made the most of the good things
-before them. Then there were two or three commis-voyageurs, a chance
-traveller or two, and an English lady with a young daughter. The English
-lady sat next to one of the accustomed guests; but he, unlike the
-others, held converse with her rather than with them. Our story at
-present has reference only to that lady and to that gentleman.</p>
-
-<p>Place aux dames. We will speak first of the lady, whose name was Mrs.
-Thompson. She was, shall I say, a young woman of about thirty-six. In so
-saying, I am perhaps creating a prejudice against her in the minds of
-some readers, as they will, not unnaturally, suppose her, after such an
-announcement, to be in truth over forty. Any such prejudice will be
-unjust. I would have it believed that thirty-six was the outside, not
-the inside of her age. She was good-looking, lady-like, and considering
-that she was an Englishwoman, fairly well dressed. She was inclined to
-be rather full in her person, but perhaps not more so than is becoming
-to ladies at her time of life. She had rings on her fingers and a brooch
-on her bosom which were of some value, and on the back of her head she
-wore a jaunty small lace cap, which seemed to tell, in conjunction with
-her other appointments, that her circumstances were comfortable.</p>
-
-<p>The little girl who sat next to her was the youngest of her two
-daughters, and might be about thirteen years of age. Her name was
-Matilda, but infantine circumstances had invested her with the nickname
-of Mimmy, by which her mother always called her. A nice, pretty, playful
-little girl was Mimmy Thompson, wearing two long tails of plaited hair
-hanging behind her head, and inclined occasionally to be rather loud in
-her sport.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_170" id="page_170"></a>{170}</span></p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Thompson had another and an elder daughter, now some fifteen years
-old, who was at school in Le Puy; and it was with reference to her
-tuition that Mrs. Thompson had taken up a temporary residence at the
-Hôtel des Ambassadeurs in that town. Lilian Thompson was occasionally
-invited down to dine or breakfast at the inn, and was visited daily at
-her school by her mother.</p>
-
-<p>“When I’m sure that she’ll do, I shall leave her there, and go back to
-England,” Mrs. Thompson had said, not in the purest French, to the
-neighbour who always sat next to her at the table d’hôte, the gentleman,
-namely, to whom we have above alluded. But still she had remained at Le
-Puy a month, and did not go; a circumstance which was considered
-singular, but by no means unpleasant, both by the innkeeper and by the
-gentleman in question.</p>
-
-<p>The facts, as regarded Mrs. Thompson, were as follows:&mdash;She was the
-widow of a gentleman who had served for many years in the civil service
-of the East Indies, and who, on dying, had left her a comfortable income
-of&mdash;it matters not how many pounds, but constituting quite a sufficiency
-to enable her to live at her ease and educate her daughters.</p>
-
-<p>Her children had been sent home to England before her husband’s death,
-and after that event she had followed them; but there, though she was
-possessed of moderate wealth, she had no friends and few acquaintances,
-and after a little while she had found life to be rather dull. Her
-customs were not those of England, nor were her propensities English;
-therefore she had gone abroad, and having received some recommendation
-of this school at Le Puy, had made her way thither. As it appeared to
-her that she really enjoyed more consideration at Le Puy than had been
-accorded to her either at Torquay or Leamington, there she remained from
-day to day. The total payment required at the Hôtel des Ambassadeurs was
-but six francs daily for herself and three and a half for her little
-girl; and where else could she live with a better junction of economy
-and comfort? And then the gentleman who always sat next to her was so
-exceedingly civil!</p>
-
-<p>The gentleman’s name was M. Lacordaire. So much she knew, and had
-learned to call him by his name very frequently. Mimmy, too, was quite
-intimate with M. Lacordaire; but nothing more than his name was known of
-him. But M. Lacordaire carried a general letter of recommendation in his
-face, manner, gait, dress, and tone of voice. In all these respects
-there was<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_171" id="page_171"></a>{171}</span> nothing left to be desired; and, in addition to this, he was
-decorated, and wore the little red ribbon of the Legion of Honour,
-ingeniously twisted into the shape of a small flower.</p>
-
-<p>M. Lacordaire might be senior in age to Mrs. Thompson by about ten
-years, nor had he about him any of the airs or graces of a would-be
-young man. His hair, which he wore very short, was grizzled, as was also
-the small pretence of a whisker which came down about as far as the
-middle of his ear; but the tuft on his chin was still brown, without a
-gray hair. His eyes were bright and tender, his voice was low and soft,
-his hands were very white, his clothes were always new and well fitting,
-and a better-brushed hat could not be seen out of Paris, nor perhaps in
-it.</p>
-
-<p>Now, during the weeks which Mrs. Thompson had passed at Le Puy, the
-acquaintance which she had formed with M. Lacordaire had progressed
-beyond the prolonged meals in the salle à manger. He had occasionally
-sat beside her evening table as she took her English cup of tea in her
-own room, her bed being duly screened off in its distant niche by
-becoming curtains; and then he had occasionally walked beside her, as he
-civilly escorted her to the lions of the place; and he had once
-accompanied her, sitting on the back seat of a French voiture, when she
-had gone forth to see something of the surrounding country.</p>
-
-<p>On all such occasions she had been accompanied by one of her daughters,
-and the world of Le Puy had had nothing material to say against her. But
-still the world of Le Puy had whispered a little, suggesting that M.
-Lacordaire knew very well what he was about. But might not Mrs. Thompson
-also know as well what she was about? At any rate, everything had gone
-on very pleasantly since the acquaintance had been made. And now, so
-much having been explained, we will go back to the elaborate breakfast
-at the Hôtel des Ambassadeurs.</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Thompson, holding Mimmy by the hand, walked into the room some few
-minutes after the last bell had been rung, and took the place which was
-now hers by custom. The gentlemen who constantly frequented the house
-all bowed to her, but M. Lacordaire rose from his seat and offered her
-his hand.</p>
-
-<p>“And how is Mees Meemy this morning?” said he; for ’twas thus he always
-pronounced her name.</p>
-
-<p>Miss Mimmy, answering for herself, declared that she was very well, and
-suggested that M. Lacordaire should give her a fig from off a dish that
-was placed immediately before him on the table. This M. Lacordaire did,
-presenting it very elegantly between his<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_172" id="page_172"></a>{172}</span> two fingers, and making a
-little bow to the little lady as he did so.</p>
-
-<p>“Fie, Mimmy!” said her mother; “why do you ask for the things before the
-waiter brings them round?”</p>
-
-<p>“But, mamma,” said Mimmy, speaking English, “M. Lacordaire always gives
-me a fig every morning.”</p>
-
-<p>“M. Lacordaire always spoils you, I think,” answered Mrs. Thompson, in
-French. And then they went thoroughly to work at their breakfast. During
-the whole meal M. Lacordaire attended assiduously to his neighbour; and
-did so without any evil result, except that one Frenchman with a black
-moustache, at the head of the table, trod on the toe of another
-Frenchman with another black moustache&mdash;winking as he made the
-sign&mdash;just as M. Lacordaire, having selected a bunch of grapes, put it
-on Mrs. Thompson’s plate with infinite grace. But who among us all is
-free from such impertinences as these?</p>
-
-<p>“But madame really must see the château of Prince Polignac before she
-leaves Le Puy,” said M. Lacordaire.</p>
-
-<p>“The château of who?” asked Mimmy, to whose young ears the French words
-were already becoming familiar.</p>
-
-<p>“Prince Polignac, my dear. Well, I really don’t know, M. Lacordaire;&mdash;I
-have seen a great deal of the place already, and I shall be going now
-very soon; probably in a day or two,” said Mrs. Thompson.</p>
-
-<p>“But madame must positively see the château,” said M. Lacordaire, very
-impressively; and then after a pause he added, “If madame will have the
-complaisance to commission me to procure a carriage for this afternoon,
-and will allow me the honour to be her guide, I shall consider myself
-one of the most fortunate of men.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, yes, mamma, do go,” said Mimmy, clapping her hands. “And it is
-Thursday, and Lilian can go with us.”</p>
-
-<p>“Be quiet, Mimmy, do. Thank you, no, M. Lacordaire. I could not go
-to-day; but I am extremely obliged by your politeness.”</p>
-
-<p>M. Lacordaire still pressed the matter, and Mrs. Thompson still declined
-till it was time to rise from the table. She then declared that she did
-not think it possible that she should visit the château before she left
-Le Puy; but that she would give him an answer at dinner.</p>
-
-<p>The most tedious time in the day to Mrs. Thompson were the two hours
-after breakfast. At one o’clock she daily went to the school, taking
-Mimmy, who for an hour or two shared her sister’s<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_173" id="page_173"></a>{173}</span> lessons. This and her
-little excursions about the place, and her shopping, managed to make
-away with her afternoon. Then in the evening, she generally saw
-something of M. Lacordaire. But those two hours after breakfast were
-hard of killing.</p>
-
-<p>On this occasion, when she gained her own room, she as usual placed
-Mimmy on the sofa with a needle. Her custom then was to take up a novel;
-but on this morning she sat herself down in her arm-chair, and resting
-her head upon her hand and elbow, began to turn over certain
-circumstances in her mind.</p>
-
-<p>“Mamma,” said Mimmy, “why won’t you go with M. Lacordaire to that place
-belonging to the prince? Prince&mdash;Polly something, wasn’t it?”</p>
-
-<p>“Mind your work, my dear,” said Mrs. Thompson.</p>
-
-<p>“But I do so wish you’d go, mamma. What was the prince’s name?”</p>
-
-<p>“Polignac.”</p>
-
-<p>“Mamma, ain’t princes very great people?”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, my dear; sometimes.”</p>
-
-<p>“Is Prince Polly-nac like our Prince Alfred?”</p>
-
-<p>“No, my dear; not at all. At least, I suppose not.”</p>
-
-<p>“Is his mother a queen?”</p>
-
-<p>“No, my dear.”</p>
-
-<p>“Then his father must be a king?”</p>
-
-<p>“No, my dear. It is quite a different thing here. Here in France they
-have a great many princes.”</p>
-
-<p>“Well, at any rate I should like to see a prince’s château; so I do hope
-you’ll go.” And then there was a pause. “Mamma, could it come to pass,
-here in France, that M. Lacordaire should ever be a prince?”</p>
-
-<p>“M. Lacordaire a prince! No; don’t talk such nonsense, but mind your
-work.”</p>
-
-<p>“Isn’t M. Lacordaire a very nice man? Ain’t you very fond of him?”</p>
-
-<p>To this question Mrs. Thompson made no answer.</p>
-
-<p>“Mamma,” continued Mimmy, after a moment’s pause, “won’t you tell me
-whether you are fond of M. Lacordaire? I’m quite sure of this,&mdash;that
-he’s very fond of you.”</p>
-
-<p>“What makes you think that?” asked Mrs. Thompson, who could not bring
-herself to refrain from the question.</p>
-
-<p>“Because he looks at you in that way, mamma, and squeezes your hand.”</p>
-
-<p>“Nonsense, child,” said Mrs. Thompson; “hold your tongue. I don’t know
-what can have put such stuff into your head.”<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_174" id="page_174"></a>{174}</span></p>
-
-<p>“But he does, mamma,” said Mimmy, who rarely allowed her mother to put
-her down.</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Thompson made no further answer, but again sat with her head
-resting on her hand. She also, if the truth must be told, was thinking
-of M. Lacordaire and his fondness for herself. He had squeezed her hand
-and he had looked into her face. However much it may have been nonsense
-on Mimmy’s part to talk of such things, they had not the less absolutely
-occurred. Was it really the fact that M. Lacordaire was in love with
-her?</p>
-
-<p>And if so, what return should she, or could she make to such a passion?
-He had looked at her yesterday, and squeezed her hand to-day. Might it
-not be probable that he would advance a step further to-morrow? If so,
-what answer would she be prepared to make to him?</p>
-
-<p>She did not think&mdash;so she said to herself&mdash;that she had any particular
-objection to marrying again. Thompson had been dead now for four years,
-and neither his friends, nor her friends, nor the world could say she
-was wrong on that score. And as to marrying a Frenchman, she could not
-say she felt within herself any absolute repugnance to doing that. Of
-her own country, speaking of England as such, she, in truth, knew but
-little&mdash;and perhaps cared less. She had gone to India almost as a child,
-and England had not been specially kind to her on her return. She had
-found it dull and cold, stiff, and almost ill-natured. People there had
-not smiled on her and been civil as M. Lacordaire had done. As far as
-England and Englishmen were considered she saw no reason why she should
-not marry M. Lacordaire.</p>
-
-<p>And then, as regarded the man; could she in her heart say that she was
-prepared to love, honour, and obey M. Lacordaire? She certainly knew no
-reason why she should not do so. She did not know much of him, she said
-to herself at first; but she knew as much, she said afterwards, as she
-had known personally of Mr. Thompson before their marriage. She had
-known, to be sure, what was Mr. Thompson’s profession and what his
-income; or, if not, some one else had known for her. As to both these
-points she was quite in the dark as regarded M. Lacordaire.</p>
-
-<p>Personally, she certainly did like him, as she said to herself more than
-once. There was a courtesy and softness about him which were very
-gratifying to her; and then, his appearance was so much in his favour.
-He was not very young, she acknowledged; but neither was she young
-herself. It was quite evident that he was fond of her children, and that
-he would be a kind<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_175" id="page_175"></a>{175}</span> and affectionate father to them. Indeed, there was
-kindness in all that he did.</p>
-
-<p>Should she many again,&mdash;and she put it to herself quite
-hypothetically,&mdash;she would look for no romance in such a second
-marriage. She would be content to sit down in a quiet home, to the tame
-dull realities of life, satisfied with the companionship of a man who
-would be kind and gentle to her, and whom she could respect and esteem.
-Where could she find a companion with whom this could be more safely
-anticipated than with M. Lacordaire?</p>
-
-<p>And so she argued the question within her own breast in a manner not
-unfriendly to that gentleman. That there was as yet one great hindrance
-she at once saw; but then that might be remedied by a word. She did not
-know what was his income or his profession. The chambermaid, whom she
-had interrogated, had told her that he was a “marchand.” To merchants,
-generally, she felt that she had no objection. The Barings and the
-Rothschilds were merchants, as was also that wonderful man at Bombay,
-Sir Hommajee Bommajee, who was worth she did not know how many thousand
-lacs of rupees.</p>
-
-<p>That it would behove her, on her own account and that of her daughters,
-to take care of her own little fortune in contracting any such
-connection, that she felt strongly. She would never so commit herself as
-to put security in that respect out of her power. But then she did not
-think that M. Lacordaire would ever ask her to do so; at any rate, she
-was determined on this, that there should never be any doubt on that
-matter; and as she firmly resolved on this, she again took up her book,
-and for a minute or two made an attempt to read.</p>
-
-<p>“Mamma,” said Mimmy, “will M. Lacordaire go up to the school to see
-Lilian when you go away from this?”</p>
-
-<p>“Indeed, I cannot say, my dear. If Lilian is a good girl, perhaps he may
-do so now and then.”</p>
-
-<p>“And will he write to you and tell you how she is?”</p>
-
-<p>“Lilian can write for herself; can she not?”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh yes; I suppose she can; but I hope M. Lacordaire will write too. We
-shall come back here some day; shan’t we, mamma?”</p>
-
-<p>“I cannot say, my dear.”</p>
-
-<p>“I do so hope we shall see M. Lacordaire again. Do you know what I was
-thinking, mamma?”</p>
-
-<p>“Little girls like you ought not to think,” said Mrs. Thompson, walking
-slowly out of the room to the top of the stairs and back<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_176" id="page_176"></a>{176}</span> again; for she
-had felt the necessity of preventing Mimmy from disclosing any more of
-her thoughts. “And now, my dear, get yourself ready, and we will go up
-to the school.”</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Thompson always dressed herself with care, though not in especially
-fine clothes, before she went down to dinner at the table d’hôte; but on
-this occasion she was more than usually particular. She hardly explained
-to herself why she did this; but, nevertheless, as she stood before the
-glass, she did in a certain manner feel that the circumstances of her
-future life might perhaps depend on what might be said and done that
-evening. She had not absolutely decided whether or no she would go to
-the Prince’s château; but if she did go&mdash;&mdash;. Well, if she did; what
-then? She had sense enough, as she assured herself more than once, to
-regulate her own conduct with propriety in any such emergency.</p>
-
-<p>During the dinner, M. Lacordaire conversed in his usual manner, but said
-nothing whatever about the visit to Polignac. He was very kind to Mimmy,
-and very courteous to her mother, but did not appear to be at all more
-particular than usual. Indeed, it might be a question whether he was not
-less so. As she had entered the room Mrs. Thompson had said to herself
-that, perhaps, after all, it would be better that there should be
-nothing more thought about it; but before the four of five courses were
-over, she was beginning to feel a little disappointed.</p>
-
-<p>And now the fruit was on the table, after the consumption of which it
-was her practice to retire. It was certainly open to her to ask M.
-Lacordaire to take tea with her that evening, as she had done on former
-occasions; but she felt that she must not do this now, considering the
-immediate circumstances of the case. If any further steps were to be
-taken, they must be taken by him, and not by her;&mdash;or else by Mimmy,
-who, just as her mother was slowly consuming her last grapes, ran round
-to the back of M. Lacordaire’s chair, and whispered something into his
-ear. It may be presumed that Mrs. Thompson did not see the intention of
-the movement in time to arrest it, for she did nothing till the
-whispering had been whispered; and then she rebuked the child, bade her
-not to be troublesome, and with more than usual austerity in her voice,
-desired her to get herself ready to go up stairs to their chamber.</p>
-
-<p>As she spoke she herself rose from her chair, and made her final little
-bow to the table, and her other final little bow and smile to M.
-Lacordaire; but this was certain to all who saw it, that the smile was
-not as gracious as usual.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_177" id="page_177"></a>{177}</span></p>
-
-<p>As she walked forth, M. Lacordaire rose from his chair&mdash;such being his
-constant practice when she left the table; but on this occasion he
-accompanied her to the door.</p>
-
-<p>“And has madame decided,” he asked, “whether she will permit me to
-accompany her to the château?”</p>
-
-<p>“Well, I really don’t know,” said Mrs. Thompson.</p>
-
-<p>“Mees Meemy,” continued M. Lacordaire, “is very anxious to see the rock,
-and I may perhaps hope that Mees Lilian would be pleased with such a
-little excursion. As for myself&mdash;&mdash;” and then M. Lacordaire put his hand
-upon his heart in a manner that seemed to speak more plainly than he had
-ever spoken.</p>
-
-<p>“Well, if the children would really like it, and&mdash;as you are so very
-kind,” said Mrs. Thompson; and so the matter was conceded.</p>
-
-<p>“To-morrow afternoon?” suggested M. Lacordaire. But Mrs. Thompson fixed
-on Saturday, thereby showing that she herself was in no hurry for the
-expedition.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, I am so glad!” said Mimmy, when they had re-entered their own room.
-“Mamma, do let me tell Lilian myself when I go up to the school
-to-morrow!”</p>
-
-<p>But mamma was in no humour to say much to her child on this subject at
-the present moment. She threw herself back on her sofa in perfect
-silence, and began to reflect whether she would like to sign her name in
-future as Fanny Lacordaire, instead of Fanny Thompson. It certainly
-seemed as though things were verging towards such a necessity. A
-marchand! But a marchand of what? She had an instinctive feeling that
-the people in the hotel were talking about her and M. Lacordaire, and
-was therefore more than ever averse to asking any one a question.</p>
-
-<p>As she went up to the school the next afternoon, she walked through more
-of the streets of Le Puy than was necessary, and in every street she
-looked at the names which she saw over the doors of the more respectable
-houses of business. But she looked in vain. It might be that M.
-Lacordaire was a marchand of so specially high a quality as to be under
-no necessity to put up his name at all. Sir Hommajee Bommajee’s name did
-not appear over any door in Bombay;&mdash;at least, she thought not.</p>
-
-<p>And then came the Saturday morning. “We shall be ready at two,” she
-said, as she left the breakfast-table; “and perhaps you would not mind
-calling for Lilian on the way.”</p>
-
-<p>M. Lacordaire would be delighted to call anywhere for anybody on behalf
-of Mrs. Thompson; and then, as he got to the<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_178" id="page_178"></a>{178}</span> door of the salon, he
-offered her his hand. He did so with so much French courtesy that she
-could not refuse it, and then she felt that his purpose was more tender
-than ever it had been. And why not, if this was the destiny which Fate
-had prepared for her?</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Thompson would rather have got into the carriage at any other spot
-in Le Puy than at that at which she was forced to do so&mdash;the chief
-entrance, namely, of the Hôtel des Ambassadeurs. And what made it worse
-was this, that an appearance of a special fête was given to the
-occasion. M. Lacordaire was dressed in more than his Sunday best. He had
-on new yellow kid gloves. His coat, if not new, was newer than any Mrs.
-Thompson had yet observed, and was lined with silk up to the very
-collar. He had on patent leather boots, which glittered, as Mrs.
-Thompson thought, much too conspicuously. And as for his hat, it was
-quite evident that it was fresh that morning from the maker’s block.</p>
-
-<p>In this costume, with his hat in his hand, he stood under the great
-gateway of the hotel, ready to hand Mrs. Thompson into the carriage.
-This would have been nothing if the landlord and landlady had not been
-there also, as well as the man-cook, and the four waiters, and the fille
-de chambre. Two or three other pair of eyes Mrs. Thompson also saw, as
-she glanced round, and then Mimmy walked across the yard in her best
-clothes with a fête-day air about her for which her mother would have
-liked to have whipped her.</p>
-
-<p>But what did it matter? If it was written in the book that she should
-become Madame Lacordaire, of course the world would know that there must
-have been some preparatory love-making. Let them have their laugh; a
-good husband would not be dearly purchased at so trifling an expense.
-And so they sallied forth with already half the ceremony of a wedding.</p>
-
-<p>Mimmy seated herself opposite to her mother, and M. Lacordaire also sat
-with his back to the horses, leaving the second place of honour for
-Lilian. “Pray make yourself comfortable, M. Lacordaire, and don’t mind
-her,” said Mrs. Thompson. But he was firm in his purpose of civility,
-perhaps making up his mind that when he should in truth stand in the
-place of papa to the young lady, then would be his time for having the
-back seat in the carriage.</p>
-
-<p>Lilian, also in her best frock, came down the school-steps, and three of
-the school teachers came with her. It would have added to Mrs.
-Thompson’s happiness at that moment if M. Lacordaire<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_179" id="page_179"></a>{179}</span> would have kept
-his polished boots out of sight, and put his yellow gloves into his
-pocket.</p>
-
-<p>And then they started. The road from Le Puy to Polignac is nearly all up
-hill; and a very steep bill it is, so that there was plenty of time for
-conversation. But the girls had it nearly all to themselves. Mimmy
-thought that she had never found. M. Lacordaire so stupid; and Lilian
-told her sister on the first safe opportunity that occurred, that it
-seemed very much as though they were all going to church.</p>
-
-<p>“And do any of the Polignac people ever live at this place?” asked Mrs.
-Thompson, by way of making conversation; in answer to which M.
-Lacordaire informed madame that the place was at present only a ruin;
-and then there was again silence till they found themselves under the
-rock, and were informed by the driver that the rest of the ascent must
-be made on foot.</p>
-
-<p>The rock now stood abrupt and precipitous above their heads. It was
-larger in its circumference and with much larger space on its summit
-than those other volcanic rocks in and close to the town; but then at
-the same time it was higher from the ground, and quite as inaccessible,
-except by the single path which led up to the château.</p>
-
-<p>M. Lacordaire, with conspicuous gallantry, first assisted Mrs. Thompson
-from the carriage, and then handed down the two young ladies. No lady
-could have been so difficult to please as to complain of him, and yet
-Mrs. Thompson thought that he was not as agreeable as usual. Those
-horrid boots and those horrid gloves gave him such an air of holiday
-finery that neither could he be at his ease wearing them, nor could she,
-in seeing them worn.</p>
-
-<p>They were soon taken in hand by the poor woman whose privilege it was to
-show the ruins. For a little distance they walked up the path in single
-file; not that it was too narrow to accommodate two, but M. Lacordaire’s
-courage had not yet been screwed to a point which admitted of his
-offering his arm to the widow. For in France, it must be remembered,
-that this means more than it does in some other countries.</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Thompson felt that all this was silly and useless. If they were not
-to be dear friends this coming out fêting together, those boots and
-gloves and new hat were all very foolish; and if they were, the sooner
-they understood each other the better. So Mrs. Thompson, finding that
-the path was steep and the weather warm, stood still for a while leaning
-against the wall, with a look of considerable fatigue in her face.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_180" id="page_180"></a>{180}</span></p>
-
-<p>“Will madame permit me the honour of offering her my arm?” said M.
-Lacordaire. “The road is so extraordinarily steep for madame to climb.”</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Thompson did permit him the honour, and so they went on till they
-reached the top.</p>
-
-<p>The view from the summit was both extensive and grand, but neither
-Lilian nor Mimmy were much pleased with the place. The elder sister, who
-had talked over the matter with her school companions, expected a fine
-castle with turrets, battlements, and romance; and the other expected a
-pretty smiling house, such as princes, in her mind, ought to inhabit.</p>
-
-<p>Instead of this they found an old turret, with steps so broken that M.
-Lacordaire did not care to ascend them, and the ruined walls of a
-mansion, in which nothing was to be seen but the remains of an enormous
-kitchen chimney.</p>
-
-<p>“It was the kitchen of the family,” said the guide.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh,” said Mrs. Thompson.</p>
-
-<p>“And this,” said the woman, taking them into the next ruined
-compartment, “was the kitchen of monsieur et madame.”</p>
-
-<p>“What! two kitchens?” exclaimed Lilian, upon which M. Lacordaire
-explained that the ancestors of the Prince de Polignac had been very
-great people, and had therefore required culinary performances on a
-great scale.</p>
-
-<p>And then the woman began to chatter something about an oracle of Apollo.
-There was, she said, a hole in the rock, from which in past times,
-perhaps more than a hundred years ago, the oracle used to speak forth
-mysterious words.</p>
-
-<p>“There,” she said, pointing to a part of the rock at some distance, “was
-the hole. And if the ladies would follow her to a little outhouse which
-was just beyond, she would show them the huge stone mouth out of which
-the oracle used to speak.”</p>
-
-<p>Lilian and Mimmy both declared at once for seeing the oracle, but Mrs.
-Thompson expressed her determination to remain sitting where she was
-upon the turf. So the guide started off with the young ladies; and will
-it be thought surprising that M. Lacordaire should have remained alone
-by the side of Mrs. Thompson?</p>
-
-<p>It must be now or never, Mrs. Thompson felt; and as regarded M.
-Lacordaire, he probably entertained some idea of the same kind. Mrs.
-Thompson’s inclinations, though they had never been very strong in the
-matter, were certainly in favour of the “now.” M. Lacordaire’s
-inclinations were stronger. He had<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_181" id="page_181"></a>{181}</span> fully and firmly made up his mind in
-favour of matrimony; but then he was not so absolutely in favour of the
-“now.” Mrs. Thompson’s mind, if one could have read it, would have shown
-a great objection to shilly-shallying, as she was accustomed to call it.
-But M. Lacordaire, were it not for the danger which might thence arise,
-would have seen no objection to some slight further procrastination. His
-courage was beginning, perhaps, to ooze out from his fingers’ ends.</p>
-
-<p>“I declare that those girls have scampered away ever so far,” said Mrs.
-Thompson.</p>
-
-<p>“Would madame wish that I should call them back?” said M. Lacordaire,
-innocently.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, no, dear children! let them enjoy themselves; it will be a pleasure
-to them to run about the rock, and I suppose they will be safe with that
-woman?”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, yes, quite safe,” said M. Lacordaire; and then there was another
-little pause.</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Thompson was sitting on a broken fragment of a stone just outside
-the entrance to the old family kitchen, and M. Lacordaire was standing
-immediately before her. He had in his hand a little cane with which he
-sometimes slapped his boots and sometimes poked about among the rubbish.
-His hat was not quite straight on his head, having a little jaunty twist
-to one side, with reference to which, by-the-bye, Mrs. Thompson then
-resolved that she would make a change, should ever the gentleman become
-her own property. He still wore his gloves, and was very smart; but it
-was clear to see that he was not at his ease.</p>
-
-<p>“I hope the heat does not incommode you,” he said after a few moments’
-silence. Mrs. Thompson declared that it did not, that she liked a good
-deal of heat, and that, on the whole, she was very well where she was.
-She was afraid, however, that she was detaining M. Lacordaire, who might
-probably wish to be moving about upon the rock. In answer to which M.
-Lacordaire declared that he never could be so happy anywhere as in her
-close vicinity.</p>
-
-<p>“You are too good to me,” said Mrs. Thompson, almost sighing. “I don’t
-know what my stay here would have been without your great kindness.”</p>
-
-<p>“It is madame that has been kind to me,” said M. Lacordaire, pressing
-the handle of his cane against his heart.</p>
-
-<p>There was then another pause, after which Mrs. Thompson said that that
-was all his French politeness; that she knew that<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_182" id="page_182"></a>{182}</span> she had been very
-troublesome to him, but that she would now soon be gone; and that then,
-in her own country, she would never forget his great goodness.</p>
-
-<p>“Ah, madame!” said M. Lacordaire; and, as he said it, much more was
-expressed in his face than in his words. But, then, you can neither
-accept nor reject a gentleman by what he says in his face. He blushed,
-too, up to his grizzled hair, and, turning round, walked a step or two
-away from the widow’s seat, and back again.</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Thompson the while sat quite still. The displaced fragment, lying,
-as it did, near a corner of the building, made not an uncomfortable
-chair. She had only to be careful that she did not injure her hat or
-crush her clothes, and throw in a word here and there to assist the
-gentleman, should occasion permit it.</p>
-
-<p>“Madame!” said M. Lacordaire, on his return from a second little walk.</p>
-
-<p>“Monsieur!” replied Mrs. Thompson, perceiving that M. Lacordaire paused
-in his speech.</p>
-
-<p>“Madame,” he began again, and then, as he again paused, Mrs. Thompson
-looked up to him very sweetly; “madame, what I am going to say will, I
-am afraid, seem to evince by far too great audacity on my part.”</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Thompson may, perhaps, have thought that, at the present moment,
-audacity was not his fault. She replied, however, that she was quite
-sure that monsieur would say nothing that was in any way unbecoming
-either for him to speak or for her to hear.</p>
-
-<p>“Madame, may I have ground to hope that such may be your sentiments
-after I have spoken! Madame”&mdash;and now he went down, absolutely on his
-knees, on the hard stones; and Mrs. Thompson, looking about into the
-distance, almost thought that she saw the top of the guide’s
-cap&mdash;“Madame, I have looked forward to this opportunity as one in which
-I may declare for you the greatest passion that I have ever yet felt.
-Madame, with all my heart and soul I love you. Madame, I offer to you
-the homage of my heart, my hand, the happiness of my life, and all that
-I possess in this world;” and then, taking her hand gracefully between
-his gloves, he pressed his lips against the tips of her fingers.</p>
-
-<p>If the thing was to be done, this way of doing it was, perhaps, as good
-as any other. It was one, at any rate, which left no doubt whatever as
-to the gentleman’s intentions. Mrs. Thompson,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_183" id="page_183"></a>{183}</span> could she have had her
-own way, would not have allowed her lover of fifty to go down upon his
-knees, and would have spared him much of the romance of his declaration.
-So also would she have spared him his yellow gloves and his polished
-boots. But these were a part of the necessity of the situation, and
-therefore she wisely took them as matters to be passed over with
-indifference. Seeing, however, that M. Lacordaire still remained on his
-knees, it was necessary that she should take some step toward raising
-him, especially as her two children and the guide would infallibly he
-upon them before long.</p>
-
-<p>“M. Lacordaire,” she said, “you surprise me greatly; but pray get up.”</p>
-
-<p>“But will madame vouchsafe to give me some small ground for hope?”</p>
-
-<p>“The girls will be here directly, M. Lacordaire; pray get up. I can talk
-to you much better if you will stand up, or sit down on one of these
-stones.”</p>
-
-<p>M. Lacordaire did as he was bid; he got up, wiped the knees of his
-pantaloons with his handkerchief, sat down beside her, and then pressed
-the handle of his cane to his heart.</p>
-
-<p>“You really have so surprised me that I hardly know how to answer you,”
-said Mrs. Thompson. “Indeed, I cannot bring myself to imagine that you
-are in earnest.”</p>
-
-<p>“Ah, madame, do not be so cruel! How can I have lived with you so long,
-sat beside you for so many days, without having received your image into
-my heart? I am in earnest! Alas! I fear too much in earnest!” And then
-he looked at her with all his eyes, and sighed with all his strength.</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Thompson’s prudence told her that it would be well to settle the
-matter, in one way or the other, as soon as possible. Long periods of
-love-making were fit for younger people than herself and her future
-possible husband. Her object would be to make him comfortable if she
-could, and that he should do the same for her, if that also were
-possible. As for lookings and sighings and pressings of the hand, she
-had gone through all that some twenty years since in India, when
-Thompson had been young, and she was still in her teens.</p>
-
-<p>“But, M. Lacordaire, there are so many things to be considered. There! I
-hear the children coming! Let us walk this way for a minute.” And they
-turned behind a wall which placed them out of sight, and walked on a few
-paces till they reached a parapet, which stood on the uttermost edge of
-the high rock. Leaning upon this they continued their conversation.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_184" id="page_184"></a>{184}</span></p>
-
-<p>“There are so many things to be considered,” said Mrs. Thompson again.</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, of course,” said M. Lacordaire. “But my one great consideration is
-this;&mdash;that I love madame to distraction.”</p>
-
-<p>“I am very much flattered; of course, any lady would so feel. But, M.
-Lacordaire&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“Madame, I am all attention. But, if you would deign to make me happy,
-say that one word, ‘I love you!’<span class="lftspc">”</span> M. Lacordaire, as he uttered these
-words, did not look, as the saying is, at his best. But Mrs. Thompson
-forgave him. She knew that elderly gentlemen under such circumstances do
-not look at their best.</p>
-
-<p>“But if I consented to&mdash;to&mdash;to such an arrangement, I could only do so
-on seeing that it would be beneficial&mdash;or, at any rate, not
-injurious&mdash;to my children; and that it would offer to ourselves a fair
-promise of future happiness.”</p>
-
-<p>“Ah, madame; it would be the dearest wish of my heart to be a second
-father to those two young ladies; except, indeed&mdash;&mdash;” and then M.
-Lacordaire stopped the flow of his speech.</p>
-
-<p>“In such matters it is so much the best to be explicit at once,” said
-Mrs. Thompson.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, yes; certainly! Nothing can be more wise that madame.”</p>
-
-<p>“And the happiness of a household depends so much on money.”</p>
-
-<p>“Madame!”</p>
-
-<p>“Let me say a word or two, Monsieur Lacordaire. I have enough for myself
-and my children; and, should I every marry again, I should not, I hope,
-be felt as a burden by my husband; but it would, of course, be my duty
-to know what were his circumstances before I accepted him. Of yourself,
-personally, I have seen nothing that I do not like.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, madame!”</p>
-
-<p>“But as yet I know nothing of your circumstances.”</p>
-
-<p>M. Lacordaire, perhaps, did feel that Mrs. Thompson’s prudence was of a
-strong, masculine description; but he hardly liked her the less on this
-account. To give him his due he was not desirous of marrying her solely
-for her money’s sake. He also wished for a comfortable home, and
-proposed to give as much as he got; only he had been anxious to wrap up
-the solid cake of this business in a casing of sugar of romance. Mrs.
-Thompson would not have the sugar; but the cake might not be the worse
-on that account.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_185" id="page_185"></a>{185}</span></p>
-
-<p>“No, madame, not as yet; but they shall all be made open and at your
-disposal,” said M. Lacordaire; and Mrs. Thompson bowed approvingly.</p>
-
-<p>“I am in business,” continued M. Lacordaire; “and my business gives me
-eight thousand francs a year.”</p>
-
-<p>“Four times eight are thirty-two,” said Mrs. Thompson to herself;
-putting the francs into pounds sterling, in the manner that she had
-always found to be the readiest. Well, so far the statement was
-satisfactory. An income of three hundred and twenty pounds a year from
-business, joined to her own, might do very well. She did not in the
-least suspect M. Lacordaire of being false, and so far the matter
-sounded well.</p>
-
-<p>“And what is the business?” she asked, in a tone of voice intended to be
-indifferent, but which nevertheless showed that she listened anxiously
-for an answer to her question.</p>
-
-<p>They were both standing with their arms upon the wall, looking down upon
-the town of Le Puy; but they had so stood that each could see the
-other’s countenance as they talked. Mrs. Thompson could now perceive
-that M. Lacordaire became red in the face, as he paused before answering
-her. She was near to him, and seeing his emotion gently touched his arm
-with her hand. This she did to reassure him, for she saw that he was
-ashamed of having to declare that he was a tradesman. As for herself,
-she had made up her mind to bear with this, if she found, as she felt
-sure she would find, that the trade was one which would not degrade
-either him or her. Hitherto, indeed,&mdash;in her early days,&mdash;she had looked
-down on trade; but of what benefit had her grand ideas been to her when
-she had returned to England? She had tried her hand at English genteel
-society, and no one had seemed to care for her. Therefore, she touched
-his arm lightly with her fingers that she might encourage him.</p>
-
-<p>He paused for a moment, as I have said, and became red; and then feeling
-that he had shown some symptoms of shame&mdash;and feeling also, probably,
-that it was unmanly in him to do so, he shook himself slightly, raised
-his head up somewhat more proudly than was his wont, looked her full in
-the face with more strength of character than she had yet seen him
-assume; and then, declared his business.</p>
-
-<p>“Madame,” he said, in a very audible, but not in a loud voice,
-“madame&mdash;je suis tailleur.” And having so spoken, he turned slightly
-from her and looked down over the valley towards Le Puy.</p>
-
-<p class="c">* &nbsp; * &nbsp;* &nbsp;* &nbsp;* &nbsp;* &nbsp; * &nbsp;* &nbsp;</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="page_186" id="page_186"></a>{186}</span></p>
-
-<p>There was nothing more said upon the subject as they drove down from the
-rock of Polignac back to the town. Immediately on receiving the
-announcement, Mrs. Thompson found that she had no answer to make. She
-withdrew her hand&mdash;and felt at once that she had received a blow. It was
-not that she was angry with M. Lacordaire for being a tailor; nor was
-she angry with him in that, being a tailor, he had so addressed her. But
-she was surprised, disappointed, and altogether put beyond her ease. She
-had, at any rate, not expected this. She had dreamed of his being a
-banker; thought that, perhaps, he might have been a wine merchant; but
-her idea had never gone below a jeweller or watchmaker. When those words
-broke upon her ear, “Madame, je suis tailleur,” she had felt herself to
-be speechless.</p>
-
-<p>But the words had not been a minute spoken when Lilian and Mimmy ran up
-to their mother. “Oh, mamma,” said Lilian, “we thought you were lost; we
-have searched for you all over the château.”</p>
-
-<p>“We have been sitting very quietly here, my dear, looking at the view,”
-said Mrs. Thompson.</p>
-
-<p>“But, mamma, I do wish you’d see the mouth of the oracle. It is so
-large, and so round, and so ugly. I put my arm into it all the way,”
-said Mimmy.</p>
-
-<p>But at the present moment her mamma felt no interest in the mouth of the
-oracle; and so they all walked down together to the carriage. And,
-though the way was steep, Mrs. Thompson managed to pick her steps
-without the assistance of an arm; nor did M. Lacordaire presume to offer
-it.</p>
-
-<p>The drive back to town was very silent. Mrs. Thompson did make one or
-two attempts at conversation, but they were not effectual. M. Lacordaire
-could not speak at his ease till this matter was settled, and he already
-had begun to perceive that his business was against him. Why is it that
-the trade of a tailor should be less honourable than that of a
-haberdasher, or even a grocer?</p>
-
-<p>They sat next each other at dinner, as usual; and here, as all eyes were
-upon them, they both made a great struggle to behave in their accustomed
-way. But even in this they failed. All the world of the Hôtel des
-Ambassadeurs knew that M. Lacordaire had gone forth to make an offer to
-Mrs. Thompson, and all that world, therefore, was full of speculation.
-But all the world could make nothing of it. M. Lacordaire did look like
-a rejected man, but Mrs. Thompson did not look like the woman who had
-rejected him. That the offer had been made&mdash;in that everybody<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_187" id="page_187"></a>{187}</span> agreed,
-from the senior habitué of the house who always sat at the head of the
-table, down to the junior assistant garçon. But as to reading the
-riddle, there was no accord among them.</p>
-
-<p>When the dessert was done, Mrs. Thompson, as usual, withdrew, and M.
-Lacordaire, as usual, bowed as he stood behind his own chair. He did
-not, however, attempt to follow her.</p>
-
-<p>But when she reached the door she called him. He was at her side in a
-moment, and then she whispered in his ear&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“And I, also&mdash;I will be of the same business.”</p>
-
-<p>When M. Lacordaire regained the table the senior habitué, the junior
-garçon, and all the intermediate ranks of men at the Hôtel des
-Ambassadeurs knew that they might congratulate him.</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Thompson had made a great struggle; but, speaking for myself, I am
-inclined to think that she arrived at last at a wise decision.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_188" id="page_188"></a>{188}</span></p>
-
-<h2><a name="AARON_TROW" id="AARON_TROW"></a>AARON TROW.</h2>
-
-<p class="nind"><span class="smcap">I would</span> wish to declare, at the beginning of this story, that I shall
-never regard that cluster of islets which we call Bermuda as the
-Fortunate Islands of the ancients. Do not let professional geographers
-take me up, and say that no one has so accounted them, and that the
-ancients have never been supposed to have gotten themselves so far
-westwards. What I mean to assert is this&mdash;that, had any ancient been
-carried thither by enterprise or stress of weather, he would not have
-given those islands so good a name. That the Neapolitan sailors of King
-Alonzo should have been wrecked here, I consider to be more likely. The
-vexed Bermoothes is a good name for them. There is no getting in or out
-of them without the greatest difficulty, and a patient, slow navigation,
-which is very heart-rending. That Caliban should have lived here I can
-imagine; that Ariel would have been sick of the place is certain; and
-that Governor Prospero should have been willing to abandon his
-governorship, I conceive to have been only natural. When one regards the
-present state of the place, one is tempted to doubt whether any of the
-governors have been conjurors since his days.</p>
-
-<p>Bermuda, as all the world knows, is a British colony at which we
-maintain a convict establishment. Most of our outlying convict
-establishments have been sent back upon our hands from our colonies, but
-here one is still maintained. There is also in the islands a strong
-military fortress, though not a fortress looking magnificent to the eyes
-of civilians, as do Malta and Gibraltar. There are also here some six
-thousand white people and some six thousand black people, eating,
-drinking, sleeping, and dying.</p>
-
-<p>The convict establishment is the most notable feature of Bermuda to a
-stranger, but it does not seem to attract much attention from the
-regular inhabitants of the place. There is no intercourse between the
-prisoners and the Bermudians. The convicts are<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_189" id="page_189"></a>{189}</span> rarely seen by them, and
-the convict islands are rarely visited. As to the prisoners themselves,
-of course it is not open to them&mdash;or should not be open to them&mdash;to have
-intercourse with any but the prison authorities.</p>
-
-<p>There have, however, been instances in which convicts have escaped from
-their confinement, and made their way out among the islands. Poor
-wretches! As a rule, there is but little chance for any that can so
-escape. The whole length of the cluster is but twenty miles, and the
-breadth is under four. The prisoners are, of course, white men, and the
-lower orders of Bermuda, among whom alone could a runagate have any
-chance of hiding himself, are all negroes; so that such a one would be
-known at once. Their clothes are all marked. Their only chance of a
-permanent escape would be in the hold of an American ship; but what
-captain of an American or other ship would willingly encumber himself
-with an escaped convict? But, nevertheless, men have escaped; and in one
-instance, I believe, a convict got away, so that of him no further
-tidings were ever heard.</p>
-
-<p>For the truth of the following tale I will not by any means vouch. If
-one were to inquire on the spot one might probably find that the ladies
-all believe it, and the old men; that all the young men know exactly how
-much of it is false and how much true; and that the steady, middle-aged,
-well-to-do islanders are quite convinced that it is romance from
-beginning to end. My readers may range themselves with the ladies, the
-young men, or the steady, well-to-do, middle-aged islanders, as they
-please.</p>
-
-<p>Some years ago, soon after the prison was first established on its
-present footing, three men did escape from it, and among them a certain
-notorious prisoner named Aaron Trow. Trow’s antecedents in England had
-not been so villanously bad as those of many of his fellow-convicts,
-though the one offence for which he was punished had been of a deep dye:
-he had shed man’s blood. At a period of great distress in a
-manufacturing town he had led men on to riot, and with his own hand had
-slain the first constable who had endeavoured to do his duty against
-him. There had been courage in the doing of the deed, and probably no
-malice; but the deed, let its moral blackness have been what it might,
-had sent him to Bermuda, with a sentence against him of penal servitude
-for life. Had he been then amenable to prison discipline,&mdash;even then,
-with such a sentence against him as that,&mdash;he might have won his way
-back, after the lapse of years, to the children, and perhaps, to the
-wife, that he had left behind him; but he was amenable to no rules&mdash;to
-no discipline. His<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_190" id="page_190"></a>{190}</span> heart was sore to death with an idea of injury, and
-he lashed himself against the bars of his cage with a feeling that it
-would be well if he could so lash himself till he might perish in his
-fury.</p>
-
-<p>And then a day came in which an attempt was made by a large body of
-convicts, under his leadership, to get the better of the officers of the
-prison. It is hardly necessary to say that the attempt failed. Such
-attempts always fail. It failed on this occasion signally, and Trow,
-with two other men, were condemned to be scourged terribly, and then
-kept in solitary confinement for some lengthened term of months. Before,
-however, the day of scourging came, Trow and his two associates had
-escaped.</p>
-
-<p>I have not the space to tell how this was effected, nor the power to
-describe the manner. They did escape from the establishment into the
-islands, and though two of them were taken after a single day’s run at
-liberty, Aaron Trow had not been yet retaken even when a week was over.
-When a month was over he had not been retaken, and the officers of the
-prison began to say that he had got away from them in a vessel to the
-States. It was impossible, they said, that he should have remained in
-the islands and not been discovered. It was not impossible that he might
-have destroyed himself, leaving his body where it had not yet been
-found. But he could not have lived on in Bermuda during that month’s
-search. So, at least, said the officers of the prison. There was,
-however, a report through the islands that he had been seen from time to
-time; that he had gotten bread from the negroes at night, threatening
-them with death if they told of his whereabouts; and that all the
-clothes of the mate of a vessel had been stolen while the man was
-bathing, including a suit of dark blue cloth, in which suit of clothes,
-or in one of such a nature, a stranger had been seen skulking about the
-rocks near St. George. All this the governor of the prison affected to
-disbelieve, but the opinion was becoming very rife in the islands that
-Aaron Trow was still there.</p>
-
-<p>A vigilant search, however, is a task of great labour, and cannot be
-kept up for ever. By degrees it was relaxed. The warders and gaolers
-ceased to patrol the island roads by night, and it was agreed that Aaron
-Trow was gone, or that he would be starved to death, or that he would in
-time be driven to leave such traces of his whereabouts as must lead to
-his discovery; and this at last did turn out to be the fact.</p>
-
-<p>There is a sort of prettiness about these islands which, though it never
-rises to the loveliness of romantic scenery, is nevertheless attractive
-in its way. The land breaks itself into little knolls,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_191" id="page_191"></a>{191}</span> and the sea runs
-up, hither and thither, in a thousand creeks and inlets; and then, too,
-when the oleanders are in bloom, they give a wonderfully bright colour
-to the landscape. Oleanders seem to be the roses of Bermuda, and are
-cultivated round all the villages of the better class through the
-islands. There are two towns, St. George and Hamilton, and one main
-high-road, which connects them; but even this high-road is broken by a
-ferry, over which every vehicle going from St. George to Hamilton must
-be conveyed. Most of the locomotion in these parts is done by boats, and
-the residents look to the sea, with its narrow creeks, as their best
-highway from their farms to their best market. In those days&mdash;and those
-days were not very long since&mdash;the building of small ships was their
-chief trade, and they valued their land mostly for the small scrubby
-cedar-trees with which this trade was carried on.</p>
-
-<p>As one goes from St. George to Hamilton the road runs between two seas;
-that to the right is the ocean; that on the left is an inland creek,
-which runs up through a large portion of the islands, so that the land
-on the other side of it is near to the traveller. For a considerable
-portion of the way there are no houses lying near the road, and there is
-one residence, some way from the road, so secluded that no other house
-lies within a mile of it by land. By water it might probably be reached
-within half a mile. This place was called Crump Island, and here lived,
-and had lived for many years, an old gentleman, a native of Bermuda,
-whose business it had been to buy up cedar wood and sell it to the
-ship-builders at Hamilton. In our story we shall not have very much to
-do with old Mr. Bergen, but it will be necessary to say a word or two
-about his house.</p>
-
-<p>It stood upon what would have been an island in the creek, had not a
-narrow causeway, barely broad enough for a road, joined it to that
-larger island on which stands the town of St. George. As the main road
-approaches the ferry it runs through some rough, hilly, open ground,
-which on the right side towards the ocean has never been cultivated. The
-distance from the ocean here may, perhaps, be a quarter of a mile, and
-the ground is for the most part covered with low furze. On the left of
-the road the land is cultivated in patches, and here, some half mile or
-more from the ferry, a path turns away to Crump Island. The house cannot
-be seen from the road, and, indeed, can hardly be seen at all, except
-from the sea. It lies, perhaps, three furlongs from the high road, and
-the path to it is but little used, as the passage to and from it is
-chiefly made by water.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_192" id="page_192"></a>{192}</span></p>
-
-<p>Here, at the time of our story, lived Mr. Bergen, and here lived Mr.
-Bergen’s daughter. Miss Bergen was well known at St. George’s as a
-steady, good girl, who spent her time in looking after her father’s
-household matters, in managing his two black maid-servants and the black
-gardener, and who did her duty in that sphere of life to which she had
-been called. She was a comely, well-shaped young woman, with a sweet
-countenance, rather large in size, and very quiet in demeanour. In her
-earlier years, when young girls usually first bud forth into womanly
-beauty, the neighbours had not thought much of Anastasia Bergen, nor had
-the young men of St. George been wont to stay their boats under the
-window of Crump Cottage in order that they might listen to her voice or
-feel the light of her eye; but slowly, as years went by, Anastasia
-Bergen became a woman that a man might well love; and a man learned to
-love her who was well worthy of a woman’s heart. This was Caleb Morton,
-the Presbyterian, minister of St. George; and Caleb Morton had been
-engaged to marry Miss Bergen for the last two years past, at the period
-of Aaron Trow’s escape from prison.</p>
-
-<p>Caleb Morton was not a native of Bermuda, but had been sent thither by
-the synod of his church from Nova Scotia. He was a tall, handsome man,
-at this time of some thirty years of age, of a presence which might
-almost have been called commanding. He was very strong, but of a
-temperament which did not often give him opportunity to put forth his
-strength; and his life had been such that neither he nor others knew of
-what nature might be his courage. The greater part of his life was spent
-in preaching to some few of the white people around him, and in teaching
-as many of the blacks as he could get to hear him. His days were very
-quiet, and had been altogether without excitement until he had met with
-Anastasia Bergen. It will suffice for us to say that he did meet her,
-and that now, for two years past, they had been engaged as man and wife.</p>
-
-<p>Old Mr. Bergen, when he heard of the engagement, was not well pleased at
-the information. In the first place, his daughter was very necessary to
-him, and the idea of her marrying and going away had hardly as yet
-occurred to him; and then he was by no means inclined to part with any
-of his money. It must not be presumed that he had amassed a fortune by
-his trade in cedar wood. Few tradesmen in Bermuda do, as I imagine,
-amass fortunes. Of some few hundred pounds he was possessed, and these,
-in the course of nature, would go to his daughter when he died; but he
-had no inclination to hand any<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_193" id="page_193"></a>{193}</span> portion of them over to his daughter
-before they did go to her in the course of nature. Now, the income which
-Caleb Morton earned as a Presbyterian clergyman was not large, and,
-therefore, no day had been fixed as yet for his marriage with Anastasia.</p>
-
-<p>But, though the old man had been from the first averse to the match, his
-hostility had not been active. He had not forbidden Mr. Morton his
-house, or affected to be in any degree angry because his daughter had a
-lover. He had merely grumbled forth an intimation that those who marry
-in haste repent at leisure,&mdash;that love kept nobody warm if the pot did
-not boil; and that, as for him, it was as much as he could do to keep
-his own pot boiling at Crump Cottage. In answer to this Anastasia said
-nothing. She asked him for no money, but still kept his accounts,
-managed his household, and looked patiently forward for better days.</p>
-
-<p>Old Mr. Bergen himself spent much of his time at Hamilton, where he had
-a woodyard with a couple of rooms attached to it. It was his custom to
-remain here three nights of the week, during which Anastasia was left
-alone at the cottage; and it happened by no means seldom that she was
-altogether alone, for the negro whom they called the gardener would go
-to her father’s place at Hamilton, and the two black girls would crawl
-away up to the road, tired with the monotony of the sea at the cottage.
-Caleb had more than once told her that she was too much alone, but she
-had laughed at him, saying that solitude in Bermuda was not dangerous.
-Nor, indeed, was it; for the people are quiet and well-mannered, lacking
-much energy, but being, in the same degree, free from any propensity to
-violence.</p>
-
-<p>“So you are going,” she said to her lover, one evening, as he rose from
-the chair on which he had been swinging himself at the door of the
-cottage which looks down over the creek of the sea. He had sat there for
-an hour talking to her as she worked, or watching her as she moved about
-the place. It was a beautiful evening, and the sun had been falling to
-rest with almost tropical glory before his feet. The bright oleanders
-were red with their blossoms all around him, and he had thoroughly
-enjoyed his hour of easy rest. “So you are going,” she said to him, not
-putting her work out of her hand as he rose to depart.</p>
-
-<p>“Yes; and it is time for me to go. I have still work to do before I can
-get to bed. Ah, well; I suppose the day will come at last when I need
-not leave you as soon as my hour of rest is over.”<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_194" id="page_194"></a>{194}</span></p>
-
-<p>“Come; of course it will come. That is, if your reverence should choose
-to wait for it another ten years or so.”</p>
-
-<p>“I believe you would not mind waiting twenty years.”</p>
-
-<p>“Not if a certain friend of mine would come down and see me of evenings
-when I’m alone after the day. It seems to me that I shouldn’t mind
-waiting as long as I had that to look for.”</p>
-
-<p>“You are right not to be impatient,” he said to her, after a pause, as
-he held her hand before he went. “Quite right. I only wish I could
-school myself to be as easy about it.”</p>
-
-<p>“I did not say I was easy,” said Anastasia. “People are seldom easy in
-this world, I take it. I said I could be patient. Do not look in that
-way, as though you pretended that you were dissatisfied with me. You
-know that I am true to you, and you ought to be very proud of me.”</p>
-
-<p>“I am proud of you, Anastasia&mdash;&mdash;” on hearing which she got up and
-courtesied to him. “I am proud of you; so proud of you that I feel you
-should not be left here all alone, with no one to help you if you were
-in trouble.”</p>
-
-<p>“Women don’t get into trouble as men do, and do not want any one to help
-them. If you were alone in the house you would have to go to bed without
-your supper, because you could not make a basin of boiled milk ready for
-your own meal. Now, when your reverence has gone, I shall go to work and
-have my tea comfortably.” And then he did go, bidding God bless her as
-he left her. Three hours after that he was disturbed in his own lodgings
-by one of the negro girls from the cottage rushing to his door, and
-begging him in Heaven’s name to come down to the assistance of her
-mistress.</p>
-
-<p>When Morton left her, Anastasia did not proceed to do as she had said,
-and seemed to have forgotten her evening meal. She had been working
-sedulously with her needle during all that last conversation; but when
-her lover was gone, she allowed the work to fall from her hands, and sat
-motionless for awhile, gazing at the last streak of colour left by the
-setting sun; but there was no longer a sign of its glory to be traced in
-the heavens around her. The twilight in Bermuda is not long and enduring
-as it is with us, though the daylight does not depart suddenly, leaving
-the darkness of night behind it without any intermediate time of
-warning, as is the case farther south, down among the islands of the
-tropics. But the soft, sweet light of the evening had waned and gone,
-and night had absolutely come upon her, while Anastasia was still seated
-before the cottage with her eyes fixed upon the white streak of
-motionless sea<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_195" id="page_195"></a>{195}</span> which was still visible through the gloom. She was
-thinking of him, of his ways of life, of his happiness, and of her duty
-towards him. She had told him, with her pretty feminine falseness, that
-she could wait without impatience; but now she said to herself that it
-would not be good for him to wait longer. He lived alone and without
-comfort, working very hard for his poor pittance, and she could see, and
-feel, and understand that a companion in his life was to him almost a
-necessity. She would tell her father that all this must be brought to an
-end. She would not ask him for money, but she would make him understand
-that her services must, at any rate in part, be transferred. Why should
-not she and Morton still live at the cottage when they were married? And
-so thinking, and at last resolving, she sat there till the dark night
-fell upon her.</p>
-
-<p>She was at last disturbed by feeling a man’s hand upon her shoulder. She
-jumped from her chair and faced him,&mdash;not screaming, for it was
-especially within her power to control herself, and to make no utterance
-except with forethought. Perhaps it might have been better for her had
-she screamed, and sent a shrill shriek down the shore of that inland
-sea. She was silent, however, and with awe-struck face and outstretched
-hands gazed into the face of him who still held her by the shoulder. The
-night was dark; but her eyes were now accustomed to the darkness, and
-she could see indistinctly something of his features. He was a low-sized
-man, dressed in a suit of sailor’s blue clothing, with a rough cap of
-hair on his head, and a beard that had not been clipped for many weeks.
-His eyes were large, and hollow, and frightfully bright, so that she
-seemed to see nothing else of him; but she felt the strength of his
-fingers as he grasped her tighter and more tightly by the arm.</p>
-
-<p>“Who are you?” she said, after a moment’s pause.</p>
-
-<p>“Do you know me?” he asked.</p>
-
-<p>“Know you! No.” But the words were hardly out of her mouth before it
-struck her that the man was Aaron Trow, of whom every one in Bermuda had
-been talking.</p>
-
-<p>“Come into the house,” he said, “and give me food.” And he still held
-her with his hand as though he would compel her to follow him.</p>
-
-<p>She stood for a moment thinking what she would say to him; for even
-then, with that terrible man standing close to her in the darkness, her
-presence of mind did not desert her. “Surely,” she said, “I will give
-you food if you are hungry. But take your hand from me. No man would lay
-his hands on a woman.”<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_196" id="page_196"></a>{196}</span></p>
-
-<p>“A woman!” said the stranger. “What does the starved wolf care for that?
-A woman’s blood is as sweet to him as that of a man. Come into the
-house, I tell you.” And then she preceded him through the open door into
-the narrow passage, and thence to the kitchen. There she saw that the
-back door, leading out on the other side of the house, was open, and she
-knew that he had come down from the road and entered on that side. She
-threw her eyes around, looking for the negro girls; but they were away,
-and she remembered that there was no human being within sound of her
-voice but this man who had told her that he was as a wolf thirsty after
-her blood!</p>
-
-<p>“Give me food at once,” he said.</p>
-
-<p>“And will you go if I give it you?” she asked.</p>
-
-<p>“I will knock out your brains if you do not,” he replied, lifting from
-the grate a short, thick poker which lay there. “Do as I bid you at
-once. You also would be like a tiger if you had fasted for two days, as
-I have done.”</p>
-
-<p>She could see, as she moved across the kitchen, that he had already
-searched there for something that he might eat, but that he had searched
-in vain. With the close economy common among his class in the islands,
-all comestibles were kept under close lock and key in the house of Mr.
-Bergen. Their daily allowance was given day by day to the negro
-servants, and even the fragments were then gathered up and locked away
-in safety. She moved across the kitchen to the accustomed cupboard,
-taking the keys from her pocket, and he followed close upon her. There
-was a small oil lamp hanging from the low ceiling which just gave them
-light to see each other. She lifted her hand to this to take it from its
-hook, but he prevented her. “No, by Heaven!” he said, “you don’t touch
-that till I’ve done with it. There’s light enough for you to drag out
-your scraps.”</p>
-
-<p>She did drag out her scraps and a bowl of milk, which might hold perhaps
-a quart. There was a fragment of bread, a morsel of cold potato-cake,
-and the bone of a leg of kid. “And is that all?” said he. But as he
-spoke he fleshed his teeth against the bone as a dog would have done.</p>
-
-<p>“It is the best I have,” she said; “I wish it were better, and you
-should have had it without violence, as you have suffered so long from
-hunger.”</p>
-
-<p>“Bah! Better; yes! You would give the best no doubt, and set the hell
-hounds on my track the moment I am gone. I know how much I might expect
-from your charity.”</p>
-
-<p>“I would have fed you for pity’s sake,” she answered.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_197" id="page_197"></a>{197}</span></p>
-
-<p>“Pity! Who are you, that you should dare to pity me! By &mdash;&mdash;, my young
-woman, it is I that pity you. I must cut your throat unless you give me
-money. Do you know that?”</p>
-
-<p>“Money! I have got no money.”</p>
-
-<p>“I’ll make you have some before I go. Come; don’t move till I have
-done.” And as he spoke to her he went on tugging at the bone, and
-swallowing the lumps of stale bread. He had already finished the bowl of
-milk, “And, now,” said he, “tell me who I am.”</p>
-
-<p>“I suppose you are Aaron Trow,” she answered, very slowly.</p>
-
-<p>He said nothing on hearing this, but continued his meal, standing close
-to her so that she might not possibly escape from him out into the
-darkness. Twice or thrice in those few minutes she made up her mind to
-make such an attempt, feeling that it would be better to leave him in
-possession of the house, and make sure, if possible, of her own life.
-There was no money there; not a dollar! What money her father kept in
-his possession was locked up in his safe at Hamilton. And might he not
-keep to his threat, and murder her, when he found that she could give
-him nothing? She did not tremble outwardly, as she stood there watching
-him as he ate, but she thought how probable it might be that her last
-moments were very near. And yet she could scrutinise his features, form,
-and garments, so as to carry away in her mind a perfect picture of them.
-Aaron Trow&mdash;for of course it was the escaped convict&mdash;was not a man of
-frightful, hideous aspect. Had the world used him well, giving him when
-he was young ample wages and separating him from turbulent spirits, he
-also might have used the world well; and then women would have praised
-the brightness of his eye and the manly vigour of his brow. But things
-had not gone well with him. He had been separated from the wife he had
-loved, and the children who had been raised at his knee,&mdash;separated by
-his own violence; and now, as he had said of himself, he was a wolf
-rather than a man. As he stood there satisfying the craving of his
-appetite, breaking up the large morsels of food, he was an object very
-sad to be seen. Hunger had made him gaunt and yellow, he was squalid
-with the dirt of his hidden lair, and he had the look of a beast;&mdash;that
-look to which men fall when they live like the brutes of prey, as
-outcasts from their brethren. But still there was that about his brow
-which might have redeemed him,&mdash;which might have turned her horror into
-pity, had he been willing that it should be so.</p>
-
-<p>“And now give me some brandy,” he said.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_198" id="page_198"></a>{198}</span></p>
-
-<p>There was brandy in the house,&mdash;in the sitting-room which was close at
-their hand, and the key of the little press which held it was in her
-pocket. It was useless, she thought, to refuse him; and so she told him
-that there was a bottle partly full, but that she must go to the next
-room to fetch it him.</p>
-
-<p>“We’ll go together, my darling,” he said. “There’s nothing like good
-company.” And he again put his hand upon her arm as they passed into the
-family sitting-room.</p>
-
-<p>“I must take the light,” she said. But he unhooked it himself, and
-carried it in his own hand.</p>
-
-<p>Again she went to work without trembling. She found the key of the side
-cupboard, and unlocking the door, handed him a bottle which might
-contain about half-a-pint of spirits. “And is that all?” he said.</p>
-
-<p>“There is a full bottle here,” she answered, handing him another; “but
-if you drink it, you will be drunk, and they will catch you.”</p>
-
-<p>“By Heavens, yes; and you would be the first to help them; would you
-not?”</p>
-
-<p>“Look here,” she answered. “If you will go now, I will not say a word to
-any one of your coming, nor set them on your track to follow you. There,
-take the full bottle with you. If you will go, you shall be safe from
-me.”</p>
-
-<p>“What, and go without money!”</p>
-
-<p>“I have none to give you. You may believe me when I say so. I have not a
-dollar in the house.”</p>
-
-<p>Before he spoke again he raised the half empty bottle to his mouth, and
-drank as long as there was a drop to drink. “There,” said he, putting
-the bottle down, “I am better after that. As to the other, you are
-right, and I will take it with me. And now, young woman, about the
-money?”</p>
-
-<p>“I tell you that I have not a dollar.”</p>
-
-<p>“Look here,” said he, and he spoke now in a softer voice, as though he
-would be on friendly terms with her. “Give me ten sovereigns, and I will
-go. I know you have it, and with ten sovereigns it is possible that I
-may save my life. You are good, and would not wish that a man should die
-so horrid a death. I know you are good. Come, give me the money.” And he
-put his hands up, beseeching her, and looked into her face with
-imploring eyes.</p>
-
-<p>“On the word of a Christian woman I have not got money to give you,” she
-replied.</p>
-
-<p>“Nonsense?” And as he spoke he took her by the arm and<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_199" id="page_199"></a>{199}</span> shook her. He
-shook her violently so that he hurt her, and her breath for a moment was
-all but gone from her. “I tell you you must make dollars before I leave
-you, or I will so handle you that it would have been better for you to
-coin your very blood.”</p>
-
-<p>“May God help me at my need,” she said, “as I have not above a few penny
-pieces in the house.”</p>
-
-<p>“And you expect me to believe that! Look here! I will shake the teeth
-out of your head, but I will have it from you.” And he did shake her
-again, using both his hands and striking her against the wall.</p>
-
-<p>“Would you&mdash;murder me?” she said, hardly able now to utter the words.</p>
-
-<p>“Murder you, yes; why not? I cannot be worse than I am, were I to murder
-you ten times over. But with money I may possibly be better.”</p>
-
-<p>“I have it not.”</p>
-
-<p>“Then I will do worse than murder you. I will make you such an object
-that all the world shall loathe to look on you.” And so saying he took
-her by the arm and dragged her forth from the wall against which she had
-stood.</p>
-
-<p>Then there came from her a shriek that was heard far down the shore of
-that silent sea, and away across to the solitary houses of those living
-on the other side,&mdash;a shriek, very sad, sharp, and prolonged,&mdash;which
-told plainly to those who heard it of woman’s woe when in her extremest
-peril. That sound was spoken of in Bermuda for many a day after that, as
-something which had been terrible to hear. But then, at that moment, as
-it came wailing through the dark, it sounded as though it were not
-human. Of those who heard it, not one guessed from whence it came, nor
-was the hand of any brother put forward to help that woman at her need.</p>
-
-<p>“Did you hear that?” said the young wife to her husband, from the far
-side of the arm of the sea.</p>
-
-<p>“Hear it! Oh Heaven, yes! Whence did it come?” The young wife could not
-say from whence it came, but clung close to her husband’s breast,
-comforting herself with the knowledge that that terrible sorrow was not
-hers.</p>
-
-<p>But aid did come at last, or rather that which seemed as aid. Long and
-terrible was the fight between that human beast of prey and the poor
-victim which had fallen into his talons. Anastasia Bergen was a strong,
-well-built woman, and now that the time had come to her when a struggle
-was necessary, a struggle for<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_200" id="page_200"></a>{200}</span> life, for honour, for the happiness of
-him who was more to her than herself, she fought like a tigress attacked
-in her own lair. At such a moment as this she also could become wild and
-savage as the beast of the forest. When he pinioned her arms with one of
-his, as he pressed her down upon the floor, she caught the first joint
-of the forefinger of his other hand between her teeth till he yelled in
-agony, and another sound was heard across the silent water. And then,
-when one hand was loosed in the struggle, she twisted it through his
-long hair, and dragged back his head till his eyes were nearly starting
-from their sockets. Anastasia Bergen had hitherto been a sheer woman,
-all feminine in her nature. But now the foam came to her mouth, and fire
-sprang from her eyes, and the muscles of her body worked as though she
-had been trained to deeds of violence. Of violence, Aaron Trow had known
-much in his rough life, but never had he combated with harder antagonist
-than her whom he now held beneath his breast.</p>
-
-<p>“By &mdash;&mdash; I will put an end to you,” he exclaimed, in his wrath, as he
-struck her violently across the face with his elbow. His hand was
-occupied, and he could not use it for a blow, but, nevertheless, the
-violence was so great that the blood gushed from her nostrils, while the
-back of her head was driven with violence against the floor. But she did
-not lose her hold of him. Her hand was still twined closely through his
-thick hair, and in every move he made she clung to him with all her
-might. “Leave go my hair,” he shouted at her, but she still kept her
-hold, though he again dashed her head against the floor.</p>
-
-<p>There was still light in the room, for when he first grasped her with
-both his hands, he had put the lamp down on a small table. Now they were
-rolling on the floor together, and twice he had essayed to kneel on her
-that he might thus crush the breath from her body, and deprive her
-altogether of her strength; but she had been too active for him, moving
-herself along the ground, though in doing so she dragged him with her.
-But by degrees he got one hand at liberty, and with that he pulled a
-clasp knife out of his pocket and opened it. “I will cut your head off
-if you do not let go my hair,” he said. But still she held fast by him.
-He then stabbed at her arm, using his left hand and making short,
-ineffectual blows. Her dress partly saved her, and partly also the
-continual movement of all her limbs; but, nevertheless, the knife
-wounded her. It wounded her in several places about the arm, covering
-them both with blood;&mdash;but still she hung on. So close was her grasp in
-her agony, that, as she<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_201" id="page_201"></a>{201}</span> afterwards found, she cut the skin of her own
-hands with her own nails. Had the man’s hair been less thick or strong,
-or her own tenacity less steadfast, he would have murdered her before
-any interruption could have saved her.</p>
-
-<p>And yet he had not purposed to murder her, or even, in the first
-instance, to inflict on her any bodily harm. But he had been determined
-to get money. With such a sum of money as he had named, it might, he
-thought, be possible for him to win his way across to America. He might
-bribe men to hide him in the hold of a ship, and thus there might be for
-him, at any rate, a possibility of escape. That there must be money in
-the house he had still thought when first he laid hands on the poor
-woman; and then, when the struggle had once begun, when he had felt her
-muscles contending with his, the passion of the beast was aroused within
-him, and he strove against her as he would have striven against a dog.
-But yet, when the knife was in his hand, he had not driven it against
-her heart.</p>
-
-<p>Then suddenly, while they were yet rolling on the floor, there was a
-sound of footsteps in the passage. Aaron Trow instantly leaped to his
-feet, leaving his victim on the ground, with huge lumps of his thick
-clotted hair in her hand. Thus, and thus only, could he have liberated
-himself from her grasp. He rushed at the door, and there he came against
-the two negro servant-girls who had returned down to their kitchen from
-the road on which they had been straying. Trow, as he half saw them in
-the dark, not knowing how many there might be, or whether there was a
-man among them, rushed through them, upsetting one scared girl in his
-passage. With the instinct and with the timidity of a beast, his impulse
-now was to escape, and he hurried away back to the road and to his lair,
-leaving the three women together in the cottage. Poor wretch! As he
-crossed the road, not skulking in his impotent haste, but running at his
-best, another pair of eyes saw him, and when the search became hot after
-him, it was known that his hiding-place was not distant.</p>
-
-<p>It was some time before any of the women were able to act, and when some
-step was taken, Anastasia was the first to take it. She had not
-absolutely swooned, but the reaction, after the violence of her efforts,
-was so great, that for some minutes she had been unable to speak. She
-had risen from the floor when Trow left her, and had even followed him
-to the door; but since that she had fallen back into her father’s old
-arm-chair, and there sat gasping not only for words, but for breath
-also.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_202" id="page_202"></a>{202}</span> At last she bade one of the girls to run into St. George, and beg
-Mr. Morton to come to her aid. The girl would not stir without her
-companion; and even then, Anastasia, covered as she was with blood, with
-dishevelled hair, and her clothes half torn from her body, accompanied
-them as far as the road. There they found a negro lad still hanging
-about the place, and he told them that he had seen the man cross the
-road, and run down over the open ground towards the rocks of the
-sea-coast. “He must be there,” said the lad, pointing in the direction
-of a corner of the rocks; “unless he swim across the mouth of the
-ferry.” But the mouth of that ferry is an arm of the sea, and it was not
-probable that a man would do that when he might have taken the narrow
-water by keeping on the other side of the road.</p>
-
-<p>At about one that night Caleb Morton reached the cottage breathless with
-running, and before a word was spoken between them, Anastasia had fallen
-on his shoulder and had fainted. As soon as she was in the arms of her
-lover, all her power had gone from her. The spirit and passion of the
-tiger had gone, and she was again a weak woman shuddering at the thought
-of what she had suffered. She remembered that she had had the man’s hand
-between her teeth, and by degrees she found his hair still clinging to
-her fingers; but even then she could hardly call to mind the nature of
-the struggle she had undergone. His hot breath close to her own cheek
-she did remember, and his glaring eyes, and even the roughness of his
-beard as he pressed his face against her own; but she could not say
-whence had come the blood, nor till her arm became stiff and motionless
-did she know that she had been wounded.</p>
-
-<p>It was all joy with her now, as she sat motionless without speaking,
-while he administered to her wants and spoke words of love into her
-ears. She remembered the man’s horrid threat, and knew that by God’s
-mercy she had been saved. And <i>he</i> was there caressing her, loving her,
-comforting her! As she thought of the fate that had threatened her, of
-the evil that had been so imminent, she fell forward on her knees, and
-with incoherent sobs uttered her thanksgivings, while her head was still
-supported on his arms.</p>
-
-<p>It was almost morning before she could induce herself to leave him and
-lie down. With him she seemed to be so perfectly safe; but the moment he
-was away she could see Aaron Trow’s eyes gleaming at her across the
-room. At last, however, she slept; and when he saw that she was at rest,
-he told himself that his work must then begin. Hitherto Caleb Morton had
-lived in all<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_203" id="page_203"></a>{203}</span> respects the life of a man of peace; but now, asking
-himself no questions as to the propriety of what he would do, using no
-inward arguments as to this or that line of conduct, he girded the sword
-on his loins, and prepared himself, for war. The wretch who had thus
-treated the woman whom he loved should be hunted down like a wild beast,
-as long as he had arms and legs with which to carry on the hunt. He
-would pursue the miscreant with any weapons that might come to his
-hands; and might Heaven help him at his need as he dealt forth
-punishment to that man, if he caught him within his grasp. Those who had
-hitherto known Morton in the island, could not recognise the man as he
-came forth on that day, thirsty after blood, and desirous to thrust
-himself into personal conflict with the wild ruffian who had injured
-him. The meek Presbyterian minister had been a preacher, preaching ways
-of peace, and living in accordance with his own doctrines. The world had
-been very quiet for him, and he had walked quietly in his appointed
-path. But now the world was quiet no longer, nor was there any preaching
-of peace. His cry was for blood; for the blood of the untamed savage
-brute who had come upon his young doe in her solitude, and striven with
-such brutal violence to tear her heart from her bosom.</p>
-
-<p>He got to his assistance early in the morning some of the constables
-from St. George, and before the day was over, he was joined by two or
-three of the warders from the convict establishment. There was with him
-also a friend or two, and thus a party was formed, numbering together
-ten or twelve persons. They were of course all armed, and therefore it
-might be thought that there would be but small chance for the wretched
-man if they should come upon his track. At first they all searched
-together, thinking from the tidings which had reached them that he must
-be near to them; but gradually they spread themselves along the rocks
-between St. George and the ferry, keeping watchmen on the road, so that
-he should not escape unnoticed into the island.</p>
-
-<p>Ten times during the day did Anastasia send from the cottage up to
-Morton, begging him to leave the search to others, and come down to her.
-But not for a moment would he lose the scent of his prey. What! should
-it be said that she had been so treated, and that others had avenged
-her? He sent back to say that her father was with her now, and that he
-would come when his work was over. And in that job of work the
-life-blood of Aaron Trow was counted up.</p>
-
-<p>Towards evening they were all congregated on the road near<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_204" id="page_204"></a>{204}</span> to the spot
-at which the path turns off towards the cottage, when a voice was heard
-hallooing to them from the summit of a little hill which lies between
-the road and the sea on the side towards the ferry, and presently a boy
-came running down to them full of news. “Danny Lund has seen him,” said
-the boy, “he has seen him plainly in among the rocks.” And then came
-Danny Lund himself, a small negro lad about fourteen years of age, who
-was known in those parts as the idlest, most dishonest, and most useless
-of his race. On this occasion, however, Danny Lund became important, and
-every one listened to him. He had seen, he said, a pair of eyes moving
-down in a cave of the rocks which he well knew. He had been in the cave
-often, he said, and could get there again. But not now; not while that
-pair of eyes was moving at the bottom of it. And so they all went up
-over the hill, Morton leading the way with hot haste. In his waistband
-he held a pistol, and his hand grasped a short iron bar with which he
-had armed himself. They ascended the top of the hill, and when there,
-the open sea was before them on two sides, and on the third was the
-narrow creek over which the ferry passed. Immediately beneath their feet
-were the broken rocks; for on that side, towards the sea, the earth and
-grass of the hill descended but a little way towards the water. Down
-among the rocks they all went, silently, Caleb Morton leading the way,
-and Danny Lund directing him from behind.</p>
-
-<p>“Mr. Morton,” said an elderly man from St. George, “had you not better
-let the warders of the gaol go first; he is a desperate man, and they
-will best understand his ways?”</p>
-
-<p>In answer to this Morton said nothing, but he would let no one put a
-foot before him. He still pressed forward among the rocks, and at last
-came to a spot from whence he might have sprung at one leap into the
-ocean. It was a broken cranny on the sea-shore into which the sea beat,
-and surrounded on every side but the one by huge broken fragments of
-stone, which at first sight seemed as though they would have admitted of
-a path down among them to the water’s edge; but which, when scanned more
-closely, were seen to be so large in size, that no man could climb from
-one to another. It was a singularly romantic spot, but now well known to
-them all there, for they had visited it over and over again that
-morning.</p>
-
-<p>“In there,” said Danny Lund, keeping well behind Morton’s body, and
-pointing at the same time to a cavern high up among the rocks, but quite
-on the opposite side of the little inlet of the sea. The mouth of the
-cavern was not twenty yards from<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_205" id="page_205"></a>{205}</span> where they stood, but at the first
-sight it seemed as though it must be impossible to reach it. The
-precipice on the brink of which they all now stood, ran down sheer into
-the sea, and the fall from the mouth of the cavern on the other side was
-as steep. But Danny solved the mystery by pointing upwards, and showing
-them how he had been used to climb to a projecting rock over their
-heads, and from thence creep round by certain vantages of the stone till
-he was able to let himself down into the aperture. But now, at the
-present moment, he was unwilling to make essay of his prowess as a
-cragsman. He had, he said, been up on that projecting rock thrice, and
-there had seen the eyes moving in the cavern. He was quite sure of that
-fact of the pair of eyes, and declined to ascend the rock again.</p>
-
-<p>Traces soon became visible to them by which they knew that some one had
-passed in and out of the cavern recently. The stone, when examined, bore
-those marks of friction which passage and repassage over it will always
-give. At the spot from whence the climber left the platform and
-commenced his ascent, the side of the stone had been rubbed by the close
-friction of a man’s body. A light boy like Danny Lund might find his way
-in and out without leaving such marks behind him, but no heavy man could
-do so. Thus before long they all were satisfied that Aaron Trow was in
-the cavern before them.</p>
-
-<p>Then there was a long consultation as to what they would do to carry on
-the hunt, and how they would drive the tiger from his lair. That he
-should not again come out, except to fall into their hands, was to all
-of them a matter of course. They would keep watch and ward there, though
-it might be for days and nights. But that was a process which did not
-satisfy Morton, and did not indeed well satisfy any of them. It was not
-only that they desired to inflict punishment on the miscreant in
-accordance with the law, but also that they did not desire that the
-miserable man should die in a hole like a starved dog, and that then
-they should go after him to take out his wretched skeleton. There was
-something in that idea so horrid in every way, that all agreed that
-active steps must be taken. The warders of the prison felt that they
-would all be disgraced if they could not take their prisoner alive. Yet
-who would get round that perilous ledge in the face of such an
-adversary? A touch to any man while climbing there would send him
-headlong down among the waves! And then his fancy told to each what
-might be the nature of an embrace with such an animal as that, driven to
-despair, hopeless of life, armed, as they knew, at any rate, with<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_206" id="page_206"></a>{206}</span> a
-knife! If the first adventurous spirit should succeed in crawling round
-that ledge, what would be the reception which he might expect in the
-terrible depth of that cavern?</p>
-
-<p>They called to their prisoner, bidding him come out, and telling him
-that they would fire in upon him if he did not show himself; but not a
-sound was heard. It was indeed possible that they should send their
-bullets to, perhaps, every corner of the cavern; and if so, in that way
-they might slaughter him; but even of this they were not sure. Who could
-tell that there might not be some protected nook in which he could lay
-secure? And who could tell when the man was struck, or whether he were
-wounded?</p>
-
-<p>“I will get to him,” said Morton, speaking with a low dogged voice, and
-so saying he clambered up to the rock to which Danny Lund had pointed.
-Many voices at once attempted to restrain him, and one or two put their
-hands upon him to keep him back, but he was too quick for them, and now
-stood upon the ledge of rock. “Can you see him?” they asked below.</p>
-
-<p>“I can see nothing within the cavern,” said Morton.</p>
-
-<p>“Look down very hard, Massa,” said Danny, “very hard indeed, down in
-deep dark hole, and then see him big eyes moving!”</p>
-
-<p>Morton now crept along the ledge, or rather he was beginning to do so,
-having put forward his shoulders and arms to make a first step in
-advance from the spot on which he was resting, when a hand was put forth
-from one corner of the cavern’s mouth,&mdash;a hand armed with a pistol;&mdash;and
-a shot was fired. There could be no doubt now but that Danny Lund was
-right, and no doubt now as to the whereabouts of Aaron Trow.</p>
-
-<p>A hand was put forth, a pistol was fired, and Caleb Morton still
-clinging to a corner of the rock with both his arms was seen to falter.
-“He is wounded,” said one of the voices from below; and then they all
-expected to see him fall into the sea. But he did not fall, and after a
-moment or two, he proceeded carefully to pick his steps along the ledge.
-The ball had touched him, grazing his cheek, and cutting through the
-light whiskers that he wore; but he had not felt it, though the blow had
-nearly knocked him from his perch. And then four or five shots were
-fired from the rocks into the mouth of the cavern. The man’s arm had
-been seen, and indeed one or two declared that they had traced the dim
-outline of his figure. But no sound was heard to come from the cavern,
-except the sharp crack of the bullets against the rock,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_207" id="page_207"></a>{207}</span> and the echo of
-the gunpowder. There had been no groan as of a man wounded, no sound of
-a body falling, no voice wailing in despair. For a few seconds all was
-dark with the smoke of the gunpowder, and then the empty mouth of the
-cave was again yawning before their eyes. Morton was now near it, still
-cautiously creeping. The first danger to which he was exposed was this;
-that his enemy within the recess might push him down from the rocks with
-a touch. But on the other hand, there were three or four men ready to
-fire, the moment that a hand should be put forth; and then Morton could
-swim,&mdash;was known to be a strong swimmer;&mdash;whereas of Aaron Trow it was
-already declared by the prison gaolers that he could not swim. Two of
-the warders had now followed Morton on the rocks, so that in the event
-of his making good his entrance into the cavern, and holding his enemy
-at bay for a minute, he would be joined by aid.</p>
-
-<p>It was strange to see how those different men conducted themselves as
-they stood on the opposite platform watching the attack. The officers
-from the prison had no other thought but of their prisoner, and were
-intent on taking him alive or dead. To them it was little or nothing
-what became of Morton. It was their business to encounter peril, and
-they were ready to do so;&mdash;feeling, however, by no means sorry to have
-such a man as Morton in advance of them. Very little was said by them.
-They had their wits about them, and remembered that every word spoken
-for the guidance of their ally would be heard also by the escaped
-convict. Their prey was sure, sooner or later, and had not Morton been
-so eager in his pursuit, they would have waited till some plan had been
-devised of trapping him without danger. But the townsmen from St.
-George, of whom some dozen were now standing there, were quick and eager
-and loud in their counsels. “Stay where you are, Mr. Morton,&mdash;stay
-awhile for the love of God&mdash;or he’ll have you down.” “Now’s your time,
-Caleb; in on him now, and you’ll have him.” “Close with him, Morton,
-close with him at once; it’s your only chance.” “There’s four of us
-here; we’ll fire on him if he as much as shows a limb.” All of which
-words as they were heard by that poor wretch within, must have sounded
-to him as the barking of a pack of hounds thirsting for his blood. For
-him at any rate there was no longer any hope in this world.</p>
-
-<p>My reader, when chance has taken you into the hunting-field, has it ever
-been your lot to sit by on horseback, and watch the digging out of a
-fox? The operation is not an uncommon one,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_208" id="page_208"></a>{208}</span> and in some countries it is
-held to be in accordance with the rules of fair sport. For myself, I
-think that when the brute has so far saved himself, he should be
-entitled to the benefit of his cunning; but I will not now discuss the
-propriety or impropriety of that practice in venery. I can never,
-however, watch the doing of that work without thinking much of the
-agonising struggles of the poor beast whose last refuge is being torn
-from over his head. There he lies within a few yards of his arch enemy,
-the huntsman. The thick breath of the hounds make hot the air within his
-hole. The sound of their voices is close upon his ears. His breast is
-nearly bursting with the violence of that effort which at last has
-brought him to his retreat. And then pickaxe and mattock are plied above
-his head, and nearer and more near to him press his foes,&mdash;his double
-foes, human and canine,&mdash;till at last a huge hand grasps him, and he is
-dragged forth among his enemies. Almost as soon as his eyes have seen
-the light the eager noses of a dozen hounds have moistened themselves in
-his entrails. Ah me! I know that he is vermin, the vermin after whom I
-have been risking my neck, with a bold ambition that I might ultimately
-witness his death-struggles; but, nevertheless, I would fain have saved
-him that last half hour of gradually diminished hope.</p>
-
-<p>And Aaron Trow was now like a hunted fox, doomed to be dug out from his
-last refuge, with this addition to his misery, that these hounds when
-they caught their prey, would not put him at once out of his misery.
-When first he saw that throng of men coming down from the hill top and
-resting on the platform, he knew that his fate was come. When they
-called to him to surrender himself he was silent, but he knew that his
-silence was of no avail. To them who were so eager to be his captors the
-matter seemed to be still one of considerable difficulty; but, to his
-thinking, there was no difficulty. There were there some score of men,
-fully armed, within twenty yards of him. If he but showed a trace of his
-limbs he would become a mark for their bullets. And then if he were
-wounded, and no one would come to him! If they allowed him to lie there
-without food till he perished! Would it not be well for him to yield
-himself? Then they called again and he was still silent. That idea of
-yielding is very terrible to the heart of a man. And when the worst had
-come to the worst, did not the ocean run deep beneath his cavern’s
-mouth?</p>
-
-<p>But as they yelled at him and hallooed, making their preparations for
-his death, his presence of mind deserted the poor<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_209" id="page_209"></a>{209}</span> wretch. He had stolen
-an old pistol on one of his marauding expeditions, of which one barrel
-had been loaded. That in his mad despair he had fired; and now, as he
-lay near the mouth of the cavern, under the cover of the projecting
-stone, he had no weapon with him but his hands. He had had a knife, but
-that had dropped from him during the struggle on the floor of the
-cottage. He had now nothing but his hands, and was considering how he
-might best use them in ridding himself of the first of his pursuers. The
-man was near him, armed, with all the power and majesty of right on his
-side; whereas on his side, Aaron Trow had nothing,&mdash;not a hope. He
-raised his head that he might look forth, and a dozen voices shouted as
-his face appeared above the aperture. A dozen weapons were levelled at
-him, and he could see the gleaming of the muzzles of the guns. And then
-the foot of his pursuer was already on the corner stone at the cavern’s
-mouth. “Now, Caleb, on him at once!” shouted a voice. Ah me! it was a
-moment in which to pity even such a man as Aaron Trow.</p>
-
-<p>“Now, Caleb, at him at once!” shouted the voice. No, by heavens; not so,
-even yet! The sound of triumph in those words raised the last burst of
-energy in the breast of that wretched man; and he sprang forth, head
-foremost, from his prison house. Forth he came, manifest enough before
-the eyes of them all, and with head well down, and hands outstretched,
-but with his wide glaring eyes still turned towards his pursuers as he
-fell, he plunged down into the waves beneath him. Two of those who stood
-by, almost unconscious of what they did, fired at his body as it made
-its rapid way to the water; but, as they afterwards found, neither of
-the bullets struck him. Morton, when his prey thus leaped forth,
-escaping him for awhile, was already on the verge of the cavern,&mdash;had
-even then prepared his foot for that onward spring which should bring
-him to the throat of his foe. But he arrested himself, and for a moment
-stood there watching the body as it struck the water, and hid itself at
-once beneath the ripple. He stood there for a moment watching the deed
-and its effect, and then leaving his hold upon the rock, he once again
-followed his quarry. Down he went, head foremost, right on to the track
-in the waves which the other had made; and when the two rose to the
-surface together, each was struggling in the grasp of the other.</p>
-
-<p>It was a foolish, nay, a mad deed to do. The poor wretch who had first
-fallen could not have escaped. He could not even swim, and had therefore
-flung himself to certain destruction<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_210" id="page_210"></a>{210}</span> when he took that leap from out of
-the cavern’s mouth. It would have been sad to see him perish beneath the
-waves,&mdash;to watch him as he rose, gasping for breath, and then to see him
-sinking again, to rise again, and then to go for ever. But his life had
-been fairly forfeit,&mdash;and why should one so much more precious have been
-flung after it? It was surely with no view of saving that pitiful life
-that Caleb Morton had leaped after his enemy. But the hound, hot with
-the chase, will follow the stag over the precipice and dash himself to
-pieces against the rocks. The beast thirsting for blood will rush in
-even among the weapons of men. Morton in his fury had felt but one
-desire, burned with but one passion. If the Fates would but grant him to
-fix his clutches in the throat of the man who had ill-used his love; for
-the rest it might all go as it would.</p>
-
-<p>In the earlier part of the morning, while they were all searching for
-their victim, they had brought a boat up into this very inlet among the
-rocks; and the same boat had been at hand during the whole day.
-Unluckily, before they had come hither, it had been taken round the
-headland to a place among the rocks at which a government skiff is
-always moored. The sea was still so quiet that there was hardly a ripple
-on it, and the boat had been again sent for when first it was supposed
-that they had at last traced Aaron Trow to his hiding-place. Anxiously
-now were all eyes turned to the headland, but as yet no boat was there.</p>
-
-<p>The two men rose to the surface, each struggling in the arms of the
-other. Trow, though he was in an element to which he was not used,
-though he had sprung thither as another suicide might spring to certain
-death beneath a railway engine, did not altogether lose his presence of
-mind. Prompted by a double instinct, he had clutched hold of Morton’s
-body when he encountered it beneath the waters. He held on to it, as to
-his only protection, and he held on to him also as to his only enemy. If
-there was a chance for a life struggle, they would share that chance
-together; and if not, then together would they meet that other fate.</p>
-
-<p>Caleb Morton was a very strong man, and though one of his arms was
-altogether encumbered by his antagonist, his other arm and his legs were
-free. With these he seemed to succeed in keeping his head above the
-water, weighted as he was with the body of his foe. But Trow’s efforts
-were also used with the view of keeping himself above the water. Though
-he had purposed<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_211" id="page_211"></a>{211}</span> to destroy himself in taking that leap, and now hoped
-for nothing better than that they might both perish together, he yet
-struggled to keep his head above the waves. Bodily power he had none
-left to him, except that of holding on to Morton’s arm and plunging with
-his legs; but he did hold on, and thus both their heads remained above
-the surface.</p>
-
-<p>But this could not last long. It was easy to see that Trow’s strength
-was nearly spent, and that when he went down Morton must go with him. If
-indeed they could be separated,&mdash;if Morton could once make himself free
-from that embrace into which he had been so anxious to leap,&mdash;then
-indeed there might be a hope. All round that little inlet the rock fell
-sheer down into the deep sea, so that there was no resting-place for a
-foot; but round the headlands on either side, even within forty or fifty
-yards of that spot, Morton might rest on the rocks, till a boat should
-come to his assistance. To him that distance would have been nothing, if
-only his limbs had been at liberty.</p>
-
-<p>Upon the platform of rocks they were all at their wits’ ends. Many were
-anxious to fire at Trow; but even if they hit him, would Morton’s
-position have been better? Would not the wounded man have still clung to
-him who was not wounded? And then there could be no certainty that any
-one of them would hit the right man. The ripple of the waves, though it
-was very slight, nevertheless sufficed to keep the bodies in motion; and
-then, too, there was not among them any marksman peculiar for his skill.</p>
-
-<p>Morton’s efforts in the water were too severe to admit of his speaking,
-but he could hear and understand the words which were addressed to him.
-“Shake him off, Caleb.” “Strike him from you with your foot.” “Swim to
-the right shore; swim for it, even if you take him with you.” Yes; he
-could hear them all; but hearing and obeying were very different. It was
-not easy to shake off that dying man; and as for swimming with him, that
-was clearly impossible. It was as much as he could do to keep his head
-above water, let alone any attempt to move in one settled direction.</p>
-
-<p>For some four or five minutes they lay thus battling on the waves before
-the head of either of them went down. Trow had been twice below the
-surface, but it was before he had succeeded in supporting himself by
-Morton’s arm. Now it seemed as though he must sink again,&mdash;as though
-both must sink. His mouth was barely kept above the water, and as Morton
-shook him with his arm, the tide would pass over him. It was horrid<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_212" id="page_212"></a>{212}</span> to
-watch, from the shore the glaring upturned eyes of the dying wretch, as
-his long streaming hair lay back upon the wave. “Now, Caleb, hold him
-down. Hold him under,” was shouted in the voice of some eager friend.
-Rising up on the water, Morton made a last effort to do as he was bid.
-He did press the man’s head down,&mdash;well down below the surface,&mdash;but
-still the hand clung to him, and as he struck out against the water, he
-was powerless against that grasp.</p>
-
-<p>Then there came a loud shout along the shore, and all those on the
-platform, whose eyes had been fixed so closely on that terrible struggle
-beneath them, rushed towards the rocks on the other coast. The sound of
-oars was heard close to them,&mdash;an eager pressing stroke, as of men who
-knew well that they were rowing for the salvation of a life. On they
-came, close under the rocks, obeying with every muscle of their bodies
-the behests of those who called to them from the shore. The boat came
-with such rapidity,&mdash;was so recklessly urged, that it was driven
-somewhat beyond the inlet; but in passing, a blow was struck which made
-Caleb Morton once more the master of his own life. The two men had been
-carried out in their struggle towards the open sea; and as the boat
-curved in, so as to be as close as the rocks would allow, the bodies of
-the men were brought within the sweep of the oars. He in the bow&mdash;for
-there were four pulling in the boat&mdash;had raised his oar as he neared the
-rocks,&mdash;had raised it high above the water; and now, as they passed
-close by the struggling men, he let it fall with all its force on the
-upturned face of the wretched convict. It was a terrible, frightful
-thing to do,&mdash;thus striking one who was so stricken; but who shall say
-that the blow was not good and just? Methinks, however, that the eyes
-and face of that dying man will haunt for ever the dreams of him who
-carried that oar!</p>
-
-<p>Trow never rose again to the surface. Three days afterwards his body was
-found at the ferry, and then they carried him to the convict island and
-buried him. Morton was picked up and taken into the boat. His life was
-saved; but it may be a question how the battle might have gone had not
-that friendly oar been raised in his behalf. As it was, he lay at the
-cottage for days before he was able to be moved, so as to receive the
-congratulations of those who had watched that terrible conflict from the
-shore. Nor did he feel that there had been anything in that day’s work
-of which he could be proud;&mdash;much rather of which it behoved him to be
-thoroughly ashamed. Some six months after that he obtained the hand of
-Anastasia Bergen, but they<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_213" id="page_213"></a>{213}</span> did not remain long in Bermuda. “He went
-away, back to his own country,” my informant told me; “because he could
-not endure to meet the ghost of Aaron Trow, at that point of the road
-which passes near the cottage.” That the ghost of Aaron Trow may be seen
-there and round the little rocky inlet of the sea, is part of the creed
-of every young woman in Bermuda.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_214" id="page_214"></a>{214}</span></p>
-
-<h2><a name="MRS_GENERAL_TALBOYS" id="MRS_GENERAL_TALBOYS"></a>MRS. GENERAL TALBOYS.</h2>
-
-<p class="nind"><span class="smcap">Why</span> Mrs. General Talboys first made up her mind to pass the winter of
-1859 at Rome I never clearly understood. To myself she explained her
-purposes, soon after her arrival at the Eternal City, by declaring, in
-her own enthusiastic manner, that she was inspired by a burning desire
-to drink fresh at the still living fountains of classical poetry and
-sentiment. But I always thought that there was something more than this
-in it. Classical poetry and sentiment were doubtless very dear to her;
-but so also, I imagine, were the substantial comforts of Hardover Lodge,
-the General’s house in Berkshire; and I do not think that she would have
-emigrated for the winter had there not been some slight domestic
-misunderstanding. Let this, however, be fully made clear,&mdash;that such
-misunderstanding, if it existed, must have been simply an affair of
-temper. No impropriety of conduct has, I am very sure, ever been imputed
-to the lady. The General, as all the world knows, is hot; and Mrs.
-Talboys, when the sweet rivers of her enthusiasm are unfed by congenial
-waters, can, I believe, make herself disagreeable.</p>
-
-<p>But be this as it may, in November, 1859, Mrs. Talboys came among us
-English at Rome, and soon succeeded in obtaining for herself a
-comfortable footing in our society. We all thought her more remarkable
-for her mental attributes than for physical perfection; but,
-nevertheless, she was, in her own way, a sightly woman. She had no
-special brilliance, either of eye or complexion, such as would produce
-sudden flames in susceptible hearts; nor did she seem to demand instant
-homage by the form and step of a goddess; but we found her to be a
-good-looking woman of some thirty or thirty-three years of age, with
-soft, peach-like cheeks,&mdash;rather too like those of a cherub, with
-sparkling eyes which were hardly large enough, with good teeth, a white
-forehead, a dimpled chin and a full bust. Such, outwardly,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_215" id="page_215"></a>{215}</span> was Mrs.
-General Talboys. The description of the inward woman is the purport to
-which these few pages will be devoted.</p>
-
-<p>There are two qualities to which the best of mankind are much subject,
-which are nearly related to each other, and as to which the world has
-not yet decided whether they are to be classed among the good or evil
-attributes of our nature. Men and women are under the influence of them
-both, but men oftenest undergo the former, and women the latter. They
-are ambition and enthusiasm. Now Mrs. Talboys was an enthusiastic woman.</p>
-
-<p>As to ambition, generally as the world agrees with Mark Antony in
-stigmatising it as a grievous fault, I am myself clear that it is a
-virtue; but with ambition at present we have no concern. Enthusiasm
-also, as I think, leans to virtue’s side; or, at least, if it be a
-fault, of all faults it is the prettiest. But then, to partake at all of
-virtue, or even to be in any degree pretty, the enthusiasm must be true.</p>
-
-<p>Bad coin is known from good by the ring of it; and so is bad enthusiasm.
-Let the coiner be ever so clever at his art, in the coining of
-enthusiasm the sound of true gold can never be imparted to the fake
-metal. And I doubt whether the cleverest she in the world can make false
-enthusiasm palatable to the taste of man. To the taste of any woman the
-enthusiasm of another woman is never very palatable.</p>
-
-<p>We understood at Rome that Mrs. Talboys had a considerable family,&mdash;four
-or five children, we were told; but she brought with her only one
-daughter, a little girl about twelve years of age. She had torn herself
-asunder, as she told me, from the younger nurslings of her heart, and
-had left them to the care of a devoted female attendant, whose love was
-all but maternal. And then she said a word or two about the General, in
-terms which made me almost think that this quasi-maternal love extended
-itself beyond the children. The idea, however, was a mistaken one,
-arising from the strength of her language, to which I was then
-unaccustomed. I have since become aware that nothing can be more
-decorous than old Mrs. Upton, the excellent headnurse at Hardover Lodge;
-and no gentleman more discreet in his conduct than General Talboys.</p>
-
-<p>And I may as well here declare, also, that there could be no more
-virtuous woman than the General’s wife. Her marriage vow was to her
-paramount to all other vows and bonds whatever. The General’s honour was
-quite safe when he sent her off to Rome by herself; and he no doubt knew
-that it was so. Illi robur et æs triplex, of which I believe no weapons
-of any<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_216" id="page_216"></a>{216}</span> assailant could get the better. But, nevertheless, we used to
-fancy that she had no repugnance to impropriety in other women,&mdash;to what
-the world generally calls impropriety. Invincibly attached herself to
-the marriage tie, she would constantly speak of it as by no means
-necessarily binding on others; and, virtuous herself as any griffin of
-propriety, she constantly patronised, at any rate, the theory of
-infidelity in her neighbours. She was very eager in denouncing the
-prejudices of the English world, declaring that she had found existence
-among them to be no longer possible for herself. She was hot against the
-stern unforgiveness of British matrons, and equally eager in reprobating
-the stiff conventionalities of a religion in which she said that none of
-its votaries had faith, though they all allowed themselves to be
-enslaved.</p>
-
-<p>We had at that time a small set at Rome, consisting chiefly of English
-and Americans, who habitually met at each other’s rooms, and spent many
-of our evening hours in discussing Italian politics. We were, most of
-us, painters, poets, novelists, or sculptors;&mdash;perhaps I should say
-would-be painters, poets, novelists, and sculptors,&mdash;aspirants hoping to
-become some day recognised; and among us Mrs. Talboys took her place,
-naturally enough, on account of a very pretty taste she had for
-painting. I do not know that she ever originated anything that was
-grand; but she made some nice copies, and was fond, at any rate, of art
-conversation. She wrote essays, too, which she showed in confidence to
-various gentlemen, and had some idea of taking lessons in modelling.</p>
-
-<p>In all our circle Conrad Mackinnon, an American, was, perhaps, the
-person most qualified to be styled its leader. He was one who absolutely
-did gain his living, and an ample living too, by his pen, and was
-regarded on all sides as a literary lion, justified by success in
-roaring at any tone he might please. His usual roar was not exactly that
-of a sucking-dove or a nightingale; but it was a good-humoured roar, not
-very offensive to any man, and apparently acceptable enough to some
-ladies. He was a big burly man, near to fifty as I suppose, somewhat
-awkward in his gait, and somewhat loud in his laugh. But though nigh to
-fifty, and thus ungainly, he liked to be smiled on by pretty women, and
-liked, as some said, to be flattered by them also. If so, he should have
-been happy, for the ladies at Rome at that time made much of Conrad
-Mackinnon.</p>
-
-<p>Of Mrs. Mackinnon no one did make very much, and yet she was one of the
-sweetest, dearest, quietest, little creatures that<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_217" id="page_217"></a>{217}</span> ever made glad a
-man’s fireside. She was exquisitely pretty, always in good humour, never
-stupid, self-denying to a fault, and yet she was generally in the
-background. She would seldom come forward of her own will, but was
-contented to sit behind her teapot and hear Mackinnon do his roaring. He
-was certainly much given to what the world at Rome called flirting, but
-this did not in the least annoy her. She was twenty years his junior,
-and yet she never flirted with any one. Women would tell
-her&mdash;good-natured friends&mdash;how Mackinnon went on; but she received such
-tidings as an excellent joke, observing that he had always done the
-same, and no doubt always would until he was ninety. I do believe that
-she was a happy woman; and yet I used to think that she should have been
-happier. There is, however, no knowing the inside of another man’s
-house, or reading the riddles of another man’s joy and sorrow.</p>
-
-<p>We had also there another lion,&mdash;a lion cub,&mdash;entitled to roar a little,
-and of him also I must say something. Charles O’Brien was a young man,
-about twenty-five years of age, who had sent out from his studio in the
-preceding year a certain bust, supposed by his admirers to be
-unsurpassed by any effort of ancient or modern genius. I am no judge of
-sculpture, and will not, therefore, pronounce an opinion; but many who
-considered themselves to be judges, declared that it was a “goodish head
-and shoulders,” and nothing more. I merely mention the fact, as it was
-on the strength of that head and shoulders that O’Brien separated
-himself from a throng of others such as himself in Rome, walked solitary
-during the days, and threw himself at the feet of various ladies when
-the days were over. He had ridden on the shoulders of his bust into a
-prominent place in our circle, and there encountered much feminine
-admiration&mdash;from Mrs. General Talboys and others.</p>
-
-<p>Some eighteen or twenty of us used to meet every Sunday evening in Mrs.
-Mackinnon’s drawing-room. Many of us, indeed, were in the habit of
-seeing each other daily, and of visiting together the haunts in Rome
-which are best loved by art-loving strangers; but here, in this
-drawing-room, we were sure to come together, and here before the end of
-November, Mrs. Talboys might always be found, not in any accustomed
-seat, but moving about the room as the different male mental attractions
-of our society might chance to move themselves. She was at first greatly
-taken by Mackinnon,&mdash;who also was, I think, a little stirred by her
-admiration, though he stoutly denied the charge. She became, however,
-very dear to us all before she left us, and<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_218" id="page_218"></a>{218}</span> certainly we owed to her
-our love, for she added infinitely to the joys of our winter.</p>
-
-<p>“I have come here to refresh myself,” she said to Mackinnon one
-evening&mdash;to Mackinnon and myself, for we were standing together.</p>
-
-<p>“Shall I get you tea?” said I.</p>
-
-<p>“And will you have something to eat?” Mackinnon asked.</p>
-
-<p>“No, no, no;” she answered. “Tea, yes; but for Heaven’s sake let nothing
-solid dispel the associations of such a meeting as this!”</p>
-
-<p>“I thought you might have dined early,” said Mackinnon. Now Mackinnon
-was a man whose own dinner was very dear to him. I have seen him become
-hasty and unpleasant, even under the pillars of the Forum, when he
-thought that the party were placing his fish in jeopardy by their desire
-to linger there too long.</p>
-
-<p>“Early! Yes. No; I know not when it was. One dines and sleeps in
-obedience to that dull clay which weighs down so generally the particle
-of our spirit. But the clay may sometimes be forgotten. Here I can
-always forget it.”</p>
-
-<p>“I thought you asked for refreshment,” I said. She only looked at me,
-whose small attempts at prose composition had, up to that time, been
-altogether unsuccessful, and then addressed herself in reply to
-Mackinnon.</p>
-
-<p>“It is the air which we breathe that fills our lungs and gives us life
-and light. It is that which refreshes us if pure, or sinks us into
-stagnation if it be foul. Let me for awhile inhale the breath of an
-invigorating literature. Sit down, Mr. Mackinnon; I have a question that
-I must put to you.” And then she succeeded in carrying him off into a
-corner. As far as I could see he went willingly enough at that time,
-though he soon became averse to any long retirement in company with Mrs.
-Talboys.</p>
-
-<p>We none of us quite understood what were her exact ideas on the subject
-of revealed religion. Somebody, I think, had told her that there were
-among us one or two whose opinions were not exactly orthodox according
-to the doctrines of the established English church. If so, she was
-determined to show us that she also was advanced beyond the prejudices
-of an old and dry school of theology. “I have thrown down all the
-barriers of religion,” she said to poor Mrs. Mackinnon, “and am looking
-for the sentiments of a pure Christianity.”</p>
-
-<p>“Thrown down all the barriers of religion!” said Mrs. Mackinnon, in a
-tone of horror which was not appreciated.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_219" id="page_219"></a>{219}</span></p>
-
-<p>“Indeed, yes,” said Mrs. Talboys, with an exulting voice. “Are not the
-days for such trammels gone by?”</p>
-
-<p>“But yet you hold by Christianity?”</p>
-
-<p>“A pure Christianity, unstained by blood and perjury, by hypocrisy and
-verbose genuflection. Can I not worship and say my prayers among the
-clouds?” And she pointed to the lofty ceiling and the handsome
-chandelier.</p>
-
-<p>“But Ida goes to church,” said Mrs. Mackinnon. Ida Talboys was her
-daughter. Now, it may be observed, that many who throw down the barriers
-of religion, so far as those barriers may affect themselves, still
-maintain them on behalf of their children. “Yes,” said Mrs. Talboys;
-“dear Ida! her soft spirit is not yet adapted to receive the perfect
-truth. We are obliged to govern children by the strength of their
-prejudices.” And then she moved away, for it was seldom that Mrs.
-Talboys remained long in conversation with any lady.</p>
-
-<p>Mackinnon, I believe, soon became tired of her. He liked her flattery,
-and at first declared that she was clever and nice; but her niceness was
-too purely celestial to satisfy his mundane tastes. Mackinnon himself
-can revel among the clouds in his own writings, and can leave us
-sometimes in doubt whether he ever means to come back to earth; but when
-his foot is on terra firma, he loves to feel the earthly substratum
-which supports his weight. With women he likes a hand that can remain an
-unnecessary moment within his own, an eye that can glisten with the
-sparkle of champagne, a heart weak enough to make its owner’s arm
-tremble within his own beneath the moonlight gloom of the Coliseum
-arches. A dash of sentiment the while makes all these things the
-sweeter; but the sentiment alone will not suffice for him. Mrs. Talboys
-did, I believe, drink her glass of champagne, as do other ladies; but
-with her it had no such pleasing effect. It loosened only her tongue,
-but never her eye. Her arm, I think, never trembled, and her hand never
-lingered. The General was always safe, and happy, perhaps, in his
-solitary safety.</p>
-
-<p>It so happened that we had unfortunately among us two artists who had
-quarrelled with their wives. O’Brien, whom I have before mentioned, was
-one of them. In his case, I believe him to have been almost as free from
-blame as a man can be whose marriage was in itself a fault. However, he
-had a wife in Ireland some ten years older than himself; and though he
-might sometimes almost forget the fact, his friends and neighbours were
-well aware of it. In the other case the whole fault probably was with
-the husband. He was an ill-tempered, bad-hearted<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_220" id="page_220"></a>{220}</span> man, clever enough,
-but without principle; and he was continually guilty of the great sin of
-speaking evil of the woman whose name he should have been anxious to
-protect. In both cases our friend Mrs. Talboys took a warm interest, and
-in each of them she sympathised with the present husband against the
-absent wife.</p>
-
-<p>Of the consolation which she offered in the latter instance we used to
-hear something from Mackinnon. He would repeat to his wife, and to me
-and my wife, the conversations which she had with him. “Poor Brown;” she
-would say, “I pity him, with my very heart’s blood.”</p>
-
-<p>“You are aware that he has comforted himself in his desolation,”
-Mackinnon replied.</p>
-
-<p>“I know very well to what you allude. I think I may say that I am
-conversant with all the circumstances of this heart-blighting
-sacrifice.” Mrs. Talboys was apt to boast of the thorough confidence
-reposed in her by all those in whom she took an interest. “Yes, he has
-sought such comfort in another love as the hard cruel world would allow
-him.”</p>
-
-<p>“Or perhaps something more than that,” said Mackinnon. “He has a family
-here in Rome, you know; two little babies.”</p>
-
-<p>“I know it, I know it,” she said. “Cherub angels!” and as she spoke she
-looked up into the ugly face of Marcus Aurelius; for they, were standing
-at the moment under the figure of the great horseman on the Campidoglio.
-“I have seen them, and they are the children of innocence. If all the
-blood of all the Howards ran in their veins it could not make their
-birth more noble!”</p>
-
-<p>“Not if the father and mother of all the Howards had never been
-married,” said Mackinnon.</p>
-
-<p>“What; that from you, Mr. Mackinnon!” said Mrs. Talboys, turning her
-back with energy upon the equestrian statue, and looking up into the
-faces, first of Pollux and then of Castor, as though from them she might
-gain some inspiration on the subject which Marcus Aurelius in his
-coldness had denied to her. “From you, who have so nobly claimed for
-mankind the divine attributes of free action! From you, who have taught
-my mind to soar above the petty bonds which one man in his littleness
-contrives for the subjection of his brother. Mackinnon! you who are so
-great!” And she now looked up into his face. “Mackinnon, unsay those
-words.”</p>
-
-<p>“They <i>are</i> illegitimate,” said he; “and if there was any landed
-property&mdash;<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_221" id="page_221"></a>{221}</span>&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“Landed property! and that from an American!”</p>
-
-<p>“The children are English, you know.”</p>
-
-<p>“Landed property! The time will shortly come&mdash;ay, and I see it
-coming&mdash;when that hateful word shall be expunged from the calendar; when
-landed property shall be no more. What! shall the free soul of a
-God-born man submit itself for ever to such trammels as that? Shall we
-never escape from the clay which so long has manacled the subtler
-particles of the divine spirit? Ay, yes, Mackinnon;” and then she took
-him by the arm, and led him to the top of the huge steps which lead down
-from the Campidoglio into the streets of modern Rome. “Look down upon
-that countless multitude.” Mackinnon looked down, and saw three groups
-of French soldiers, with three or four little men in each group; he saw,
-also, a couple of dirty friars, and three priests very slowly beginning
-the side ascent to the church of the Ara Cœli. “Look down upon that
-countless multitude,” said Mrs. Talboys, and she stretched her arms out
-over the half-deserted city. “They are escaping now from these
-trammels,&mdash;now, now,&mdash;now that I am speaking.”</p>
-
-<p>“They have escaped long ago from all such trammels as that of landed
-property,” said Mackinnon.</p>
-
-<p>“Ay, and from all terrestrial bonds,” she continued, not exactly
-remarking the pith of his last observation; “from bonds
-quasi-terrestrial and quasi-celestial. The full-formed limbs of the
-present age, running with quick streams of generous blood, will no
-longer bear the ligatures which past times have woven for the decrepit.
-Look down upon that multitude, Mackinnon; they shall all be free.” And
-then, still clutching him by the arm, and still standing at the top of
-those stairs, she gave forth her prophecy with the fury of a Sybil.</p>
-
-<p>“They shall all be free. Oh, Rome, thou eternal one! thou who hast bowed
-thy neck to imperial pride and priestly craft; thou who hast suffered
-sorely, even to this hour, from Nero down to Pio Nono,&mdash;the days of
-thine oppression are over. Gone from thy enfranchised ways for ever is
-the clang of the Prætorian cohorts, and the more odious drone of
-meddling monks!” And yet, as Mackinnon observed, there still stood the
-dirty friars and the small French soldiers; and there still toiled the
-slow priests, wending their tedious way up to the church of the Ara
-Cœli. But that was the mundane view of the matter,&mdash;a view not
-regarded by Mrs. Talboys in her ecstasy. “O Italia,” she continued, “O
-Italia una, one and indivisible in thy rights, and indivisible also in
-thy wrongs! to us is it given to see the accomplishment<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_222" id="page_222"></a>{222}</span> of thy glory. A
-people shall arise around thine altars greater in the annals of the
-world than thy Scipios, thy Gracchi, or thy Cæsars. Not in torrents of
-blood, or with screams of bereaved mothers, shall thy new triumphs be
-stained. But mind shall dominate over matter; and doomed, together with
-Popes and Bourbons, with cardinals, diplomatists, and police spies,
-ignorance and prejudice shall be driven from thy smiling terraces. And
-then Rome shall again become the fair capital of the fairest region of
-Europe. Hither shall flock the artisans of the world, crowding into thy
-marts all that God and man can give. Wealth, beauty, and innocence shall
-meet in thy streets&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“There will be a considerable change before that takes place,” said
-Mackinnon.</p>
-
-<p>“There shall be a considerable change,” she answered. “Mackinnon, to
-thee it is given to read the signs of the time; and hast thou not read?
-Why have the fields of Magenta and Solferino been piled with the corpses
-of dying heroes? Why have the waters of the Mincio ran red with the
-blood of martyrs? That Italy might be united and Rome immortal. Here,
-standing on the Capitolium of the ancient city, I say that it shall be
-so; and thou, Mackinnon, who hearest me, knowest that my words are
-true.”</p>
-
-<p>There was not then in Rome,&mdash;I may almost say there was not in Italy, an
-Englishman or an American who did not wish well to the cause for which
-Italy was and is still contending; as also there is hardly one who does
-not now regard that cause as well-nigh triumphant; but, nevertheless, it
-was almost impossible to sympathise with Mrs. Talboys. As Mackinnon
-said, she flew so high that there was no comfort in flying with her.</p>
-
-<p>“Well,” said he, “Brown and the rest of them are down below. Shall we go
-and join them?”</p>
-
-<p>“Poor Brown! How was it that, in speaking of his troubles, we were led
-on to this heart-stirring theme? Yes, I have seen them, the sweet
-angels; and I tell you also that I have seen their mother. I insisted on
-going to her when I heard her history from him.”</p>
-
-<p>“And what is she like, Mrs. Talboys?”</p>
-
-<p>“Well; education has done more for some of us than for others; and there
-are those from whose morals and sentiments we might thankfully draw a
-lesson, whose manners and outward gestures are not such as custom has
-made agreeable to us. You, I know, can understand that. I have seen her,
-and feel sure that she is pure in heart and high in principle. Has she
-not<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_223" id="page_223"></a>{223}</span> sacrificed herself and is not self-sacrifice the surest guarantee
-for true nobility of character? Would Mrs. Mackinnon object to my
-bringing them together?”</p>
-
-<p>Mackinnon was obliged to declare that he thought his wife would object;
-and from that time forth he and Mrs. Talboys ceased to be very close in
-their friendship. She still came to the house every Sunday evening,
-still refreshed herself at the fountains of his literary rills; but her
-special prophecies from henceforth were poured into other ears. And it
-so happened that O’Brien now became her chief ally. I do not remember
-that she troubled herself much further with the cherub angels or with
-their mother; and I am inclined to think that, taking up warmly, as she
-did, the story of O’Brien’s matrimonial wrongs, she forgot the little
-history of the Browns. Be that as it may, Mrs. Talboys and O’Brien now
-became strictly confidential, and she would enlarge by the half-hour
-together on the miseries of her friend’s position, to any one whom she
-could get to hear her.</p>
-
-<p>“I’ll tell you what, Fanny,” Mackinnon said to his wife one day,&mdash;to his
-wife and to mine, for we were all together; “we shall have a row in the
-house if we don’t take care. O’Brien will be making love to Mrs.
-Talboys.”</p>
-
-<p>“Nonsense,” said Mrs. Mackinnon. “You are always thinking that somebody
-is going to make love to some one.”</p>
-
-<p>“Somebody always is,” said he.</p>
-
-<p>“She’s old enough to be his mother,” said Mrs. Mackinnon.</p>
-
-<p>“What does that matter to an Irishman?” said Mackinnon. “Besides, I
-doubt if there is more than five years’ difference between them.”</p>
-
-<p>“There, must be more than that,” said my wife. “Ida Talboys is twelve, I
-know, and I am not quite sure that Ida is the eldest.”</p>
-
-<p>“If she had a son in the Guards it would make no difference,” said
-Mackinnon. “There are men who consider themselves bound to make love to
-a woman under certain circumstances, let the age of the lady be what it
-may. O’Brien is such a one; and if she sympathises with him much
-oftener, he will mistake the matter, and go down on his knees. You ought
-to put him on his guard,” he said, addressing himself to his wife.</p>
-
-<p>“Indeed, I shall do no such thing,” said she; “if they are two fools,
-they must, like other fools, pay the price of their folly.” As a rule
-there could be no softer creature than Mrs. Mackinnon; but it seemed to
-me that her tenderness never extended itself in the direction of Mrs.
-Talboys.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_224" id="page_224"></a>{224}</span></p>
-
-<p>Just at this time, towards the end, that is, of November, we made a
-party to visit the tombs which lie along the Appian Way, beyond that
-most beautiful of all sepulchres, the tomb of Cecilia Metella. It was a
-delicious day, and we had driven along this road for a couple of miles
-beyond the walls of the city, enjoying the most lovely view which the
-neighbourhood of Rome affords,&mdash;looking over the wondrous ruins of the
-old aqueducts, up towards Tivoli and Palestrina. Of all the environs of
-Rome this is, on a fair clear day, the most enchanting; and here
-perhaps, among a world of tombs, thoughts and almost memories of the
-old, old days come upon one with the greatest force. The grandeur of
-Rome is best seen and understood from beneath the walls of the Coliseum,
-and its beauty among the pillars of the Forum and the arches of the
-Sacred Way; but its history and fall become more palpable to the mind,
-and more clearly realised, out here among the tombs, where the eyes rest
-upon the mountains whose shades were cool to the old Romans as to
-us,&mdash;than anywhere within the walls of the city. Here we look out at the
-same Tivoli and the same Præneste, glittering in the sunshine, embowered
-among the far-off valleys, which were dear to them; and the blue
-mountains have not crumbled away into ruins. Within Rome itself we can
-see nothing as they saw it.</p>
-
-<p>Our party consisted of some dozen or fifteen persons, and as a hamper
-with luncheon in it had been left on the grassy slope at the base of the
-tomb of Cecilia Metella, the expedition had in it something of the
-nature of a picnic. Mrs. Talboys was of course with us, and Ida Talboys.
-O’Brien also was there. The hamper had been prepared in Mrs. Mackinnon’s
-room, under the immediate eye of Mackinnon himself, and they therefore
-were regarded as the dominant spirits of the party. My wife was leagued
-with Mrs. Mackinnon, as was usually the case; and there seemed to be a
-general opinion among those who were closely in confidence together,
-that something would happen in the O’Brien-Talboys matter. The two had
-been inseparable on the previous evening, for Mrs. Talboys had been
-urging on the young Irishman her counsels respecting his domestic
-troubles. Sir Cresswell Cresswell, she had told him, was his refuge.
-“Why should his soul submit to bonds which the world had now declared to
-be intolerable? Divorce was not now the privilege of the dissolute rich.
-Spirits which were incompatible need no longer be compelled to fret
-beneath the same couples.” In short, she had recommended him to go to
-England and get rid of his wife, as she would, with a little
-encouragement, have recommended<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_225" id="page_225"></a>{225}</span> any man to get rid of anything. I am
-sure that, had she been skilfully brought on to the subject, she might
-have been induced to pronounce a verdict against such ligatures for the
-body as coats, waistcoats, and trowsers. Her aspirations for freedom
-ignored all bounds, and, in theory, there were no barriers which she was
-not willing to demolish.</p>
-
-<p>Poor O’Brien, as we all now began to see, had taken the matter amiss. He
-had offered to make a bust of Mrs. Talboys, and she had consented,
-expressing a wish that it might find a place among those who had devoted
-themselves to the enfranchisement of their fellow-creatures. I really
-think she had but little of a woman’s customary personal vanity. I know
-she had an idea that her eye was lighted up in her warmer moments by
-some special fire, that sparks of liberty shone round her brow, and that
-her bosom heaved with glorious aspirations; but all these feelings had
-reference to her inner genius, not to any outward beauty. But O’Brien
-misunderstood the woman, and thought it necessary to gaze into her face,
-and sigh as though his heart were breaking. Indeed he declared to a
-young friend that Mrs. Talboys was perfect in her style of beauty, and
-began the bust with this idea. It was gradually becoming clear to us all
-that he would bring himself to grief; but in such a matter who can
-caution a man?</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Mackinnon had contrived to separate them in making the carriage
-arrangements on this day, but this only added fuel to the fire which was
-now burning within O’Brien’s bosom. I believe that he really did love
-her, in his easy, eager, susceptible Irish way. That he would get over
-the little episode without any serious injury to his heart no one
-doubted; but then, what would occur when the declaration was made? How
-would Mrs. Talboys bear it?</p>
-
-<p>“She deserves it,” said Mrs. Mackinnon.</p>
-
-<p>“And twice as much,” my wife added. Why is it that women are so spiteful
-to each other?</p>
-
-<p>Early in the day Mrs. Talboys clambered up to the top of a tomb, and
-made a little speech, holding a parasol over her head. Beneath her feet,
-she said, reposed the ashes of some bloated senator, some glutton of the
-empire, who had swallowed into his maw the provision necessary for a
-tribe. Old Rome had fallen through such selfishness as that; but new
-Rome would not forget the lesson. All this was very well, and then
-O’Brien helped her down; but after this there was no separating them.
-For her own part she would sooner have had Mackinnon at her elbow. But
-Mackinnon now had found some other elbow.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_226" id="page_226"></a>{226}</span> “Enough of that was as good
-as a feast,” he had said to his wife. And therefore Mrs. Talboys, quite
-unconscious of evil, allowed herself to be engrossed by O’Brien.</p>
-
-<p>And then, about three o’clock, we returned to the hamper. Luncheon under
-such circumstances always means dinner, and we arranged ourselves for a
-very comfortable meal. To those who know the tomb of Cecilia Metella no
-description of the scene is necessary, and to those who do not, no
-description will convey a fair idea of its reality. It is itself a large
-low tower of great diameter, but of beautiful proportion, standing far
-outside the city, close on to the side of the old Roman way. It has been
-embattled on the top by some latter-day baron, in order that it might be
-used for protection to the castle, which has been built on and attached
-to it. If I remember rightly, this was done by one of the Frangipani,
-and a very lovely ruin he has made of it. I know no castellated old
-tumble-down residence in Italy more picturesque than this baronial
-adjunct to the old Roman tomb, or which better tallies with the ideas
-engendered within our minds by Mrs. Radcliffe and the Mysteries of
-Udolpho. It lies along the road, protected on, the side of the city by
-the proud sepulchre of the Roman matron, and up to the long ruined walls
-of the back of the building stretches a grassy slope, at the bottom of
-which are the remains of an old Roman, circus. Beyond that is the long,
-thin, graceful line of the Claudian aqueduct, with Soracte in the
-distance to the left, and Tivoli, Palestine, and Frascati lying among
-the hills which bound the view. That Frangipani baron was in the right
-of it, and I hope he got the value of his money out of the residence
-which he built for himself. I doubt, however, that he did but little
-good to those who lived in his close neighbourhood.</p>
-
-<p>We had a very comfortable little banquet seated on the broken lumps of
-stone which lie about under the walls of the tomb. I wonder whether the
-shade of Cecilia Metella was looking down upon us. We have heard much of
-her in these latter days, and yet we know nothing about her, nor can
-conceive why she was honoured with a bigger tomb than any other Roman
-matron. There were those then among our party who believed that she
-might still come back among us, and with due assistance from some
-cognate susceptible spirit, explain to us the cause of her widowed
-husband’s liberality. Alas, alas! if we may judge of the Romans by
-ourselves, the true reason for such sepulchral grandeur would redound
-little to the credit of the lady Cecilia Metella herself, or to that of
-Crassus, her bereaved and desolate lord.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_227" id="page_227"></a>{227}</span></p>
-
-<p>She did not come among us on the occasion of this banquet, possibly
-because we had no tables there to turn in preparation for her presence;
-but, had she done so, she could not have been more eloquent of things of
-the other world than was Mrs. Talboys. I have said that Mrs. Talboys’
-eye never glanced more brightly after a glass of champagne, but I am
-inclined to think that on this occasion it may have done so. O’Brien
-enacted Ganymede, and was, perhaps, more liberal than other latter-day
-Ganymedes, to whose services Mrs. Talboys had been accustomed. Let it
-not, however, be suspected by any one that she exceeded the limits of a
-discreet joyousness. By no means! The generous wine penetrated, perhaps,
-to some inner cells of her heart, and brought forth thoughts in
-sparkling words, which otherwise might have remained concealed; but
-there was nothing in what she thought or spoke calculated to give
-umbrage either to an anchorite or to a vestal. A word or two she said or
-sung about the flowing bowl, and once she called for Falernian; but
-beyond this her converse was chiefly of the rights of man and the
-weakness of women; of the iron ages that were past, and of the golden
-time that was to come.</p>
-
-<p>She called a toast and drank to the hopes of the latter historians of
-the nineteenth century. Then it was that she bade O’Brien “Fill high the
-bowl with Samian wine.” The Irishman took her at her word, and she
-raised the bumper, and waved it over her head before she put it to her
-lips. I am bound to declare that she did not spill a drop. “The true
-‘Falernian grape,’<span class="lftspc">”</span> she said, as she deposited the empty beaker on the
-grass beneath her elbow. Viler champagne I do not think I ever
-swallowed; but it was the theory of the wine, not its palpable body
-present there, as it were, in the flesh, which inspired her. There was
-really something grand about her on that occasion, and her enthusiasm
-almost amounted to reality.</p>
-
-<p>Mackinnon was amused, and encouraged her, as, I must confess, did I
-also. Mrs. Mackinnon made useless little signs to her husband, really
-fearing that the Falernian would do its good offices too thoroughly. My
-wife, getting me apart as I walked round the circle distributing viands,
-remarked that “the woman was a fool, and would disgrace herself.” But I
-observed that after the disposal of that bumper she worshipped the rosy
-god in theory only, and therefore saw no occasion to interfere. “Come,
-Bacchus,” she said; “and come, Silenus, if thou wilt; I know that ye are
-hovering round the graves of your departed favourites. And ye, too,
-nymphs of Egeria,” and she pointed to the classic<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_228" id="page_228"></a>{228}</span> grove which was all
-but close to us as we sat there. “In olden days ye did not always
-despise the abodes of men. But why should we invoke the presence of the
-gods,&mdash;we, who can become godlike ourselves! We ourselves are the
-deities of the present age. For us shall the tables be spread with
-ambrosia; for us shall the nectar flow.”</p>
-
-<p>Upon the whole it was very good fooling,&mdash;for awhile; and as soon as we
-were tired of it we arose from our seats, and began to stroll about the
-place. It was beginning to be a little dusk, and somewhat cool, but the
-evening air was pleasant, and the ladies, putting on their shawls, did
-not seem inclined at once to get into the carriages. At any rate, Mrs.
-Talboys was not so inclined, for she started down the hill towards the
-long low wall of the old Roman circus at the bottom; and O’Brien, close
-at her elbow, started with her.</p>
-
-<p>“Ida, my dear, you had better remain here,” she said to her daughter;
-“you will be tired if you come as far as we are going.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, no, mamma, I shall not,” said Ida. “You get tired much quicker than
-I do.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, yes, you will; besides I do not wish you to come.” There was an end
-of it for Ida, and Mrs. Talboys and O’Brien walked off together, while
-we all looked into each other’s faces.</p>
-
-<p>“It would be a charity to go with them,” said Mackinnon.</p>
-
-<p>“Do you be charitable, then,” said his wife.</p>
-
-<p>“It should be a lady,” said he.</p>
-
-<p>“It is a pity that the mother of the spotless cherubim is not here for
-the occasion,” said she. “I hardly think that any one less gifted will
-undertake such a self sacrifice.” Any attempt of the kind would,
-however, now have been too late, for they were already at the bottom of
-the hill. O’Brien had certainly drunk freely of the pernicious contents
-of those long-necked bottles; and though no one could fairly accuse him
-of being tipsy, nevertheless that which might have made others drunk had
-made him bold, and he dared to do&mdash;perhaps more than might become a man.
-If under any circumstances he could be fool enough to make an avowal of
-love to Mrs. Talboys, he might be expected, as we all thought, to do it
-now.</p>
-
-<p>We watched them as they made for a gap in the wall which led through
-into the large enclosed space of the old circus. It had been an arena
-for chariot games, and they had gone down with the avowed purpose of
-searching where might have been the meta, and ascertaining how the
-drivers could have turned<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_229" id="page_229"></a>{229}</span> when at their full speed. For awhile we had
-heard their voices,&mdash;or rather her voice especially. “The heart of a
-man, O’Brien, should suffice for all emergencies,” we had heard her say.
-She had assumed a strange habit of calling men by their simple names, as
-men address each other. When she did this to Mackinnon, who was much
-older than herself, we had been all amused by it, and other ladies of
-our party had taken to call him “Mackinnon” when Mrs. Talboys was not
-by; but we had felt the comedy to be less safe with O’Brien, especially
-when, on one occasion, we heard him address her as Arabella. She did not
-seem to be in any way struck by his doing so, and we supposed,
-therefore, that it had become frequent between them. What reply he made
-at the moment about the heart of a man I do not know;&mdash;and then in a few
-minutes they disappeared through the gap in the wall.</p>
-
-<p>None of us followed them, though it would have seemed the most natural
-thing in the world to do so had nothing out of the way been expected. As
-it was we remained there round the tomb quizzing the little foibles of
-our dear friend, and hoping that O’Brien would be quick in what he was
-doing. That he would undoubtedly get a slap in the
-face&mdash;metaphorically&mdash;we all felt certain, for none of us doubted the
-rigid propriety of the lady’s intentions. Some of us strolled into the
-buildings, and some of us got out on to the road; but we all of us were
-thinking that O’Brien was very slow a considerable time before we saw
-Mrs. Talboys reappear through the gap.</p>
-
-<p>At last, however, she was there, and we at once saw that she was alone.
-She came on, breasting the hill with quick steps, and when she drew near
-we could see that there was a frown as of injured majesty on her brow.
-Mackinnon and his wife went forward to meet her. If she were really in
-trouble it would be fitting in some way to assist her; and of all women
-Mrs. Mackinnon was the last to see another woman suffer from ill-usage
-without attempting to aid her. “I certainly never liked her,” Mrs.
-Mackinnon said afterwards; “but I was bound to go and hear her tale,
-when she really had a tale to tell.”</p>
-
-<p>And Mrs. Talboys now had a tale to tell,&mdash;if she chose to tell it. The
-ladies of our party declared afterwards that she would have acted more
-wisely had she kept to herself both O’Brien’s words to her and her
-answer. “She was well able to take care of herself,” Mrs. Mackinnon
-said; “and, after all, the silly man had taken an answer when he got
-it.” Not, however, that O’Brien had taken his answer quite immediately,
-as far as I<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_230" id="page_230"></a>{230}</span> could understand from what we heard of the matter
-afterwards.</p>
-
-<p>At the present moment Mrs. Talboys came up the rising ground all alone,
-and at a quick pace. “The man has insulted me,” she said aloud, as well
-as her panting breath would allow her, and as soon as she was near
-enough to Mrs. Mackinnon to speak to her.</p>
-
-<p>“I am sorry for that,” said Mrs. Mackinnon. “I suppose he has taken a
-little too much wine.”</p>
-
-<p>“No; it was a premeditated insult. The base-hearted churl has failed to
-understand the meaning of true, honest sympathy.”</p>
-
-<p>“He will forget all about it when he is sober,” said Mackinnon, meaning
-to comfort her.</p>
-
-<p>“What care I what he remembers or what he forgets!” she said, turning
-upon poor Mackinnon indignantly. “You men grovel so in your ideas&mdash;&mdash;”
-“And yet,” as Mackinnon said afterwards, “she had been telling me that I
-was a fool for the last three weeks.”&mdash;“You men grovel so in your ideas,
-that you cannot understand the feelings of a true-hearted woman. What
-can his forgetfulness or his remembrance be to me? Must not I remember
-this insult? Is it possible that I should forget it?”</p>
-
-<p>Mr. and Mrs. Mackinnon only had gone forward to meet her; but,
-nevertheless, she spoke so loud that all heard her who were still
-clustered round the spot on which we had dined.</p>
-
-<p>“What has become of Mr. O’Brien?” a lady whispered to me.</p>
-
-<p>I had a field-glass with me, and, looking round, I saw his hat as he was
-walking inside the walls of the circus in the direction towards the
-city. “And very foolish he must feel,” said the lady.</p>
-
-<p>“No doubt he is used to it,” said another.</p>
-
-<p>“But considering her age, you know,” said the first, who might have been
-perhaps three years younger than Mrs. Talboys, and who was not herself
-averse to the excitement of a moderate flirtation. But then why should
-she have been averse, seeing that she had not as yet become subject to
-the will of any imperial lord?</p>
-
-<p>“He would have felt much more foolish,” said the third, “if she had
-listened to what he said to her.”</p>
-
-<p>“Well I don’t know,” said the second; “nobody would have known anything
-about it then, and in a few weeks they would have gradually become tired
-of each other in the ordinary way.”</p>
-
-<p>But in the meantime Mrs. Talboys was among us. There had been no attempt
-at secresy, and she was still loudly inveighing<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_231" id="page_231"></a>{231}</span> against the grovelling
-propensities of men. “That’s quite true, Mrs. Talboys,” said one of the
-elder ladies; “but then women are not always so careful as they should
-be. Of course I do not mean to say that there has been any fault on your
-part.”</p>
-
-<p>“Fault on my part! Of course there has been fault on my part. No one can
-make any mistake without fault to some extent. I took him to be a man of
-sense, and he is a fool. Go to Naples indeed!”</p>
-
-<p>“Did he want you to go to Naples?” asked Mrs. Mackinnon.</p>
-
-<p>“Yes; that was what he suggested. We were to leave by the train for
-Civita Vecchia at six to-morrow morning, and catch the steamer which
-leaves Leghorn to-night. Don’t tell me of wine. He was prepared for it!”
-And she looked round about on us with an air of injured majesty in her
-face which was almost insupportable.</p>
-
-<p>“I wonder whether he took the tickets over-night,” said Mackinnon.</p>
-
-<p>“Naples!” she said, as though now speaking exclusively to herself, “the
-only ground in Italy which has as yet made no struggle on behalf of
-freedom;&mdash;a fitting residence for such a dastard!”</p>
-
-<p>“You would have found it very pleasant at this season,” said the
-unmarried lady, who was three years her junior.</p>
-
-<p>My wife had taken Ida out of the way when the first complaining note
-from Mrs. Talboys had been heard ascending the hill. But now, when
-matters began gradually to become quiescent, she brought her back,
-suggesting, as she did so, that they might begin to think of returning.</p>
-
-<p>“It is getting very cold, Ida, dear, is it not?” said she.</p>
-
-<p>“But where is Mr. O’Brien?” said Ida.</p>
-
-<p>“He has fled,&mdash;as poltroons always fly,” said Mrs. Talboys. I believe in
-my heart that she would have been glad to have had him there in the
-middle of the circle, and to have triumphed over him publicly among us
-all. No feeling of shame would have kept her silent for a moment.</p>
-
-<p>“Fled!” said Ida, looking up into her mother’s face.</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, fled, my child.” And she seized her daughter in her arms, and
-pressed her closely to her bosom. “Cowards always fly.”</p>
-
-<p>“Is Mr. O’Brien a coward?” Ida asked.</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, a coward, a very coward! And he has fled before the glance of an
-honest woman’s eye. Come, Mrs. Mackinnon, shall we go back to the city?
-I am sorry that the amusement of the<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_232" id="page_232"></a>{232}</span> day should have received this
-check.” And she walked forward to the carriage and took her place in it
-with an air that showed that she was proud of the way in which she had
-conducted herself.</p>
-
-<p>“She is a little conceited about it after all,” said that unmarried
-lady. “If poor Mr. O’Brien had not shown so much premature anxiety with
-reference to that little journey to Naples, things might have gone
-quietly after all.”</p>
-
-<p>But the unmarried lady was wrong in her judgment. Mrs. Talboys was proud
-and conceited in the matter,&mdash;but not proud of having excited the
-admiration of her Irish lover. She was proud of her own subsequent
-conduct, and gave herself credit for coming out strongly as a
-noble-minded matron. “I believe she thinks,” said Mrs. Mackinnon, “that
-her virtue is quite Spartan and unique; and if she remains in Rome
-she’ll boast of it through the whole winter.”</p>
-
-<p>“If she does, she may be certain that O’Brien will do the same,” said
-Mackinnon. “And in spite of his having fled from the field, it is upon
-the cards that he may get the best of it. Mrs. Talboys is a very
-excellent woman. She has proved her excellence beyond a doubt. But,
-nevertheless, she is susceptible of ridicule.”</p>
-
-<p>We all felt a little anxiety to hear O’Brien’s account of the matter,
-and after having deposited the ladies at their homes, Mackinnon and I
-went off to his lodgings. At first he was denied to us, but after awhile
-we got his servant to acknowledge that he was at home, and then we made
-our way up to his studio. We found him seated behind a half-formed
-model, or rather a mere lump of clay punched into something resembling
-the shape of a head, with a pipe in his mouth and a bit of stick in his
-hand. He was pretending to work, though we both knew that it was out of
-the question that he should do anything in his present frame of mind.</p>
-
-<p>“I think I heard my servant tell you that I was not at home,” said he.</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, he did,” said Mackinnon, “and would have sworn to it too if we
-would have let him. Come, don’t pretend to be surly.”</p>
-
-<p>“I am very busy, Mr. Mackinnon.”</p>
-
-<p>“Completing your head of Mrs. Talboys, I suppose, before you start for
-Naples.”</p>
-
-<p>“You don’t mean to say that she has told you all about it,” and he
-turned away from his work, and looked up into our faces with a comical
-expression, half of fun and half of despair.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_233" id="page_233"></a>{233}</span></p>
-
-<p>“Every word of it,” said I. “When you want a lady to travel with you,
-never ask her to get up so early in winter.”</p>
-
-<p>“But, O’Brien, how could you be such an ass?” said Mackinnon. “As it has
-turned out, there is no very great harm done. You have insulted a
-respectable middle-aged woman, the mother of a family, and the wife of a
-general officer, and there is an end of it;&mdash;unless, indeed, the general
-officer should come out from England to call you to account.”</p>
-
-<p>“He is welcome,” said O’Brien, haughtily.</p>
-
-<p>“No doubt, my dear fellow,” said Mackinnon; “that would be a dignified
-and pleasant ending to the affair. But what I want to know is
-this;&mdash;what would you have done if she had agreed to go?”</p>
-
-<p>“He never calculated on the possibility of such a contingency,” said I.</p>
-
-<p>“By heavens, then, I thought she would like it,” said he.</p>
-
-<p>“And to oblige her you were content to sacrifice yourself,” said
-Mackinnon.</p>
-
-<p>“Well, that was just it. What the deuce is a fellow to do when a woman
-goes on in that way. She told me down there, upon the old race course
-you know, that matrimonial bonds were made for fools and slaves. What
-was I to suppose that she meant by that? But to make all sure, I asked
-her what sort of a fellow the General was. ‘Dear old man,’ she said,
-clasping her hands together. ‘He might, you know, have been my father.’
-‘I wish he were,’ said I, ‘because then you’d be free.’ ‘I am free,’
-said she, stamping on the ground, and looking up at me as much as to say
-that she cared for no one. ‘Then,’ said I, ‘accept all that is left of
-the heart of Wenceslaus O’Brien,’ and I threw myself before her in her
-path. ‘Hand,’ said I, ‘I have none to give, but the blood which runs red
-through my veins is descended from a double line of kings.’ I said that
-because she is always fond of riding a high horse. I had gotten close
-under the wall, so that none of you should see me from the tower.”</p>
-
-<p>“And what answer did she make?” said Mackinnon.</p>
-
-<p>“Why she was pleased as Punch;&mdash;gave me both her hands, and declared
-that we would be friends for ever. It is my belief, Mackinnon, that that
-woman never heard anything of the kind before. The General, no doubt,
-did it by letter.”</p>
-
-<p>“And how was it that she changed her mind?”</p>
-
-<p>“Why; I got up, put my arm round her waist, and told her that we would
-be off to Naples. I’m blest if she didn’t give me<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_234" id="page_234"></a>{234}</span> a knock in the ribs
-that nearly sent me backwards. She took my breath away, so that I
-couldn’t speak to her.”</p>
-
-<p>“And then&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, there was nothing more. Of course I saw how it was. So she walked
-off one way and I the other. On the whole I consider that I am well out
-of it.”</p>
-
-<p>“And so do I,” said Mackinnon, very gravely. “But if you will allow me
-to give you my advice, I would suggest that it would be well to avoid
-such mistakes in future.”</p>
-
-<p>“Upon my word,” said O’Brien, excusing himself, “I don’t know what a man
-is to do under such circumstances. I give you my honour that I did it
-all to oblige her.”</p>
-
-<p>We then decided that Mackinnon should convey to the injured lady the
-humble apology of her late admirer. It was settled that no detailed
-excuses should be made. It should be left to her to consider whether the
-deed which had been done might have been occasioned by wine, or by the
-folly of a moment,&mdash;or by her own indiscreet enthusiasm. No one but the
-two were present when the message was given, and therefore we were
-obliged to trust to Mackinnon’s accuracy for an account of it.</p>
-
-<p>She stood on very high ground indeed, he said, at first refusing to hear
-anything that he had to say on the matter. “The foolish young man,” she
-declared, “was below her anger and below her contempt.”</p>
-
-<p>“He is not the first Irishman that has been made indiscreet by beauty,”
-said Mackinnon.</p>
-
-<p>“A truce to that,” she replied, waving her hand with an air of assumed
-majesty. “The incident, contemptible as it is, has been unpleasant to
-me. It will necessitate my withdrawal from Rome.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, no, Mrs. Talboys; that will be making too much of him.”</p>
-
-<p>“The greatest hero that lives,” she answered, “may have his house made
-uninhabitable by a very small insect.” Mackinnon swore that those were
-her own words. Consequently a sobriquet was attached to O’Brien of which
-he by no means approved. And from that day we always called Mrs. Talboys
-“the hero.”</p>
-
-<p>Mackinnon prevailed at last with her, and she did not leave Rome. She
-was even induced to send a message to O’Brien, conveying her
-forgiveness. They shook hands together with great éclat in Mrs.
-Mackinnon’s drawing-room; but I do not suppose that she ever again
-offered to him sympathy on the score of his matrimonial troubles.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_235" id="page_235"></a>{235}</span></p>
-
-<h2><a name="THE_PARSONS_DAUGHTER_OF_OXNEY_COLNE" id="THE_PARSONS_DAUGHTER_OF_OXNEY_COLNE"></a>THE PARSON’S DAUGHTER OF OXNEY COLNE.</h2>
-
-<p class="nind"><span class="smcap">The</span> prettiest scenery in all England&mdash;and if I am contradicted in that
-assertion, I will say in all Europe&mdash;is in Devonshire, on the southern
-and south-eastern skirts of Dartmoor, where the rivers Dart, and Avon,
-and Teign form themselves, and where the broken moor is half cultivated,
-and the wild-looking upland fields are half moor. In making this
-assertion I am often met with much doubt, but it is by persons who do
-not really know the locality. Men and women talk to me on the matter,
-who have travelled down the line of railway from Exeter to Plymouth, who
-have spent a fortnight at Torquay, and perhaps made an excursion from
-Tavistock to the convict prison on Dartmoor. But who knows the glories
-of Chagford? Who has walked through the parish of Manaton? Who is
-conversant with Lustleigh Cleeves and Withycombe in the moor? Who has
-explored Holne Chase? Gentle reader, believe me that you will be rash in
-contradicting me, unless you have done these things.</p>
-
-<p>There or thereabouts&mdash;I will not say by the waters of which little river
-it is washed&mdash;is the parish of Oxney Colne. And for those who wish to
-see all the beauties of this lovely country, a sojourn in Oxney Colne
-would be most desirable, seeing that the sojourner would then be brought
-nearer to all that he would wish to visit, than, at any other spot in
-the country. But there is an objection to any such arrangement. There
-are only two decent houses in the whole parish, and these are&mdash;or were
-when I knew the locality&mdash;small and fully occupied by their possessors.
-The larger and better is the parsonage, in which lived the parson and
-his daughter; and the smaller is a freehold residence of a certain Miss
-Le Smyrger, who owned a farm of a hundred acres, which was rented by one
-Farmer Cloysey, and who also possessed some thirty acres round her own
-house,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_236" id="page_236"></a>{236}</span> which she managed herself, regarding herself to be quite as
-great in cream, as Mr. Cloysey, and altogether superior to him in the
-article of cyder. “But yeu has to pay no rent, Miss,” Farmer Cloysey
-would say, when Miss Le Smyrger expressed this opinion of her art in a
-manner too defiant. “Yeu pays no rent, or yeu couldn’t do it.” Miss Le
-Smyrger was an old maid, with a pedigree and blood of her own, a hundred
-and thirty acres of fee-simple land on the borders of Dartmoor, fifty
-years of age, a constitution of iron, and an opinion of her own on every
-subject under the sun.</p>
-
-<p>And now for the parson and his daughter. The parson’s name was
-Woolsworthy&mdash;or Woolathy, as it was pronounced by all those who lived
-around him&mdash;the Rev. Saul Woolsworthy; and his daughter was Patience
-Woolsworthy, or Miss Patty, as she was known to the Devonshire world of
-those parts. That name of Patience had not been well chosen for her, for
-she was a hot-tempered damsel, warm in her convictions, and inclined to
-express them freely. She had but two closely intimate friends in the
-world, and by both of them this freedom of expression had now been fully
-permitted to her since she was a child. Miss Le Smyrger and her father
-were well accustomed to her ways, and on the whole well satisfied with
-them. The former was equally free and equally warm-tempered as herself,
-and as Mr. Woolsworthy was allowed by his daughter to be quite paramount
-on his own subject&mdash;for he had a subject&mdash;he did not object to his
-daughter being paramount on all others. A pretty girl was Patience
-Woolsworthy at the time of which I am writing, and one who possessed
-much that was worthy of remark and admiration, had she lived where
-beauty meets with admiration, or where force of character is remarked.
-But at Oxney Colne, on the borders of Dartmoor, there were few to
-appreciate her, and it seemed as though she herself had but little idea
-of carrying her talent further afield, so that it might not remain for
-ever wrapped in a blanket.</p>
-
-<p>She was a pretty girl, tall and slender, with dark eyes and black hair.
-Her eyes were perhaps too round for regular beauty, and her hair was
-perhaps too crisp; her mouth was large and expressive; her nose was
-finely formed, though a critic in female form might have declared it to
-be somewhat broad. But her countenance altogether was wonderfully
-attractive&mdash;if only it might be seen without that resolution for
-dominion which occasionally marred it, though sometimes it even added to
-her attractions.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_237" id="page_237"></a>{237}</span></p>
-
-<p>It must be confessed on behalf of Patience Woolsworthy, that the
-circumstances of her life had peremptorily called upon her to exercise
-dominion. She had lost her mother when she was sixteen, and had had
-neither brother nor sister. She had no neighbours near her fit either
-from education or rank to interfere in the conduct of her life,
-excepting always Miss Le Smyrger. Miss Le Smyrger would have done
-anything for her, including the whole management of her morals and of
-the parsonage household, had Patience been content with such an
-arrangement. But much as Patience had ever loved Miss Le Smyrger, she
-was not content with this, and therefore she had been called on to put
-forth a strong hand of her own. She had put forth this strong hand
-early, and hence had come the character which I am attempting to
-describe. But I must say on behalf of this girl, that it was not only
-over others that she thus exercised dominion. In acquiring that power
-she had also acquired the much greater power of exercising rule over
-herself.</p>
-
-<p>But why should her father have been ignored in these family
-arrangements? Perhaps it may almost suffice to say, that of all living
-men her father was the man best conversant with the antiquities of the
-county in which he lived. He was the Jonathan Oldbuck of Devonshire, and
-especially of Dartmoor, without that decision of character which enabled
-Oldbuck to keep his womenkind in some kind of subjection, and probably
-enabled him also to see that his weekly bills did not pass their proper
-limits. Our Mr. Oldbuck, of Oxney Colne, was sadly deficient in these. A
-a parish pastor with but a small cure, he did his duty with sufficient
-energy, to keep him, at any rate, from reproach. He was kind and
-charitable to the poor, punctual in his services, forbearing with the
-farmers around him, mild with his brother clergymen, and indifferent to
-aught that bishop or archdeacon might think or say of him. I do not name
-this latter attribute as a virtue, but as a fact. But all these points
-were as nothing in the known character of Mr. Woolsworthy, of Oxney
-Colne. He was the antiquarian of Dartmoor. That was his line of life. It
-was in that capacity that he was known to the Devonshire world; it was
-as such that he journeyed about with his humble carpet-bag, staying away
-from his parsonage a night or two at a time; it was in that character
-that he received now and again stray visitors in the single spare
-bedroom&mdash;not friends asked to see him and his girl because of their
-friendship&mdash;but men who knew something as to this buried stone, or that
-old land-mark. In all these things his daughter let him have his own
-way,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_238" id="page_238"></a>{238}</span> assisting and encouraging him. That was his line of life, and
-therefore she respected it. But in all other matters she chose to be
-paramount at the parsonage.</p>
-
-<p>Mr. Woolsworthy was a little man, who always wore, except on Sundays,
-grey clothes&mdash;clothes of so light a grey that they would hardly have
-been regarded as clerical in a district less remote. He had now reached
-a goodly age, being full seventy years old; but still he was wiry and
-active, and showed but few symptoms of decay. His head was bald, and the
-few remaining locks that surrounded it were nearly white. But there was
-a look of energy about his mouth, and a humour in his light grey eye,
-which forbade those who knew him to regard him altogether as an old man.
-As it was, he could walk from Oxney Colne to Priestown, fifteen long
-Devonshire miles across the moor; and he who could do that could hardly
-be regarded as too old for work.</p>
-
-<p>But our present story will have more to do with his daughter than with
-him. A pretty girl, I have said, was Patience Woolsworthy; and one, too,
-in many ways remarkable. She had taken her outlook into life, weighing
-the things which she had and those which she had not, in a manner very
-unusual, and, as a rule, not always desirable for a young lady. The
-things which she had not were very many. She had not society; she had
-not a fortune; she had not any assurance of future means of livelihood;
-she had not high hope of procuring for herself a position in life by
-marriage; she had not that excitement and pleasure in life which she
-read of in such books as found their way down to Oxney Colne Parsonage.
-It would be easy to add to the list of the things which she had not; and
-this list against herself she made out with the utmost vigour. The
-things which she had, or those rather which she assured herself of
-having, were much more easily counted. She had the birth and education
-of a lady, the strength of a healthy woman, and a will of her own. Such
-was the list as she made it out for herself, and I protest that I assert
-no more than the truth in saying that she never added to it either
-beauty, wit, or talent.</p>
-
-<p>I began these descriptions by saying that Oxney Colne would, of all
-places, be the best spot from which a tourist could visit those parts of
-Devonshire, but for the fact that he could obtain there none of the
-accommodation which tourists require. A brother antiquarian might,
-perhaps, in those days have done so, seeing that there was, as I have
-said, a spare bedroom at the parsonage. Any intimate friend of Miss Le
-Smyrger’s might be<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_239" id="page_239"></a>{239}</span> as fortunate, for she was equally well provided at
-Oxney Combe, by which name her house was known. But Miss Le Smyrger was
-not given to extensive hospitality, and it was only to those who were
-bound to her, either by ties of blood or of very old friendship, that
-she delighted to open her doors. As her old friends were very few in
-number, as those few lived at a distance, and as her nearest relations
-were higher in the world than she was, and were said by herself to look
-down upon her, the visits made to Oxney Combe were few and far between.</p>
-
-<p>But now, at the period of which I am writing, such a visit was about to
-be made. Miss Le Smyrger had a younger sister, who had inherited a
-property in the parish of Oxney Colne equal to that of the lady who now
-lived there; but this the younger sister had inherited beauty also, and
-she therefore, in early life, had found sundry lovers, one of whom
-became her husband. She had married a man even then well to do in the
-world, but now rich and almost mighty; a Member of Parliament, a lord of
-this and that board, a man who had a house in Eaton Square, and a park
-in the north of England; and in this way her course of life had been
-very much divided from that of our Miss Le Smyrger. But the Lord of the
-Government Board had been blessed with various children; and perhaps it
-was now thought expedient to look after Aunt Penelope’s Devonshire
-acres. Aunt Penelope was empowered to leave them to whom she pleased;
-and though it was thought in Eaton Square that she must, as a matter of
-course, leave them to one of the family, nevertheless a little cousinly
-intercourse might make the thing more certain. I will not say that this
-was the sole cause of such a visit, but in these days a visit was to be
-made by Captain Broughton to his aunt. Now Captain John Broughton was
-the second son of Alfonso Broughton, of Clapham Park and Eaton Square,
-Member of Parliament, and Lord of the aforesaid Government Board.</p>
-
-<p>“And what do you mean to do with him?” Patience Woolsworthy asked of
-Miss Le Smyrger when that lady walked over from the Combe to say that
-her nephew John was to arrive on the following morning.</p>
-
-<p>“Do with him? Why I shall bring him over here to talk to your father.”</p>
-
-<p>“He’ll be too fashionable for that; and papa won’t trouble his head
-about him if he finds that he doesn’t care for Dartmoor.”</p>
-
-<p>“Then he may fall in love with you, my dear.”</p>
-
-<p>“Well, yes; there’s that resource at any rate, and for your sake I dare
-say I should be more civil to him than papa. But<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_240" id="page_240"></a>{240}</span> he’ll soon get tired
-of making love, and what you’ll do then I cannot imagine.”</p>
-
-<p>That Miss Woolsworthy felt no interest in the coming of the Captain I
-will not pretend to say. The advent of any stranger with whom she would
-be called on to associate must be matter of interest to her in that
-secluded place; and she was not so absolutely unlike other young ladies
-that the arrival of an unmarried young man would be the same to her as
-the advent of some patriarchal paterfamilias. In taking that outlook
-into life of which I have spoken, she had never said to herself that she
-despised those things from which other girls received the excitement,
-the joys, and the disappointment of their lives. She had simply given
-herself to understand that very little of such things would come her
-way, and that it behoved her to live&mdash;to live happily if such might be
-possible&mdash;without experiencing the need of them. She had heard, when
-there was no thought of any such visit to Oxney Colne, that John
-Broughton was a handsome, clever man&mdash;one who thought much of himself,
-and was thought much of by others&mdash;that there had been some talk of his
-marrying a great heiress, which marriage, however, had not taken place
-through unwillingness on his part, and that he was on the whole a man of
-more mark in the world than the ordinary captain of ordinary regiments.</p>
-
-<p>Captain Broughton came to Oxney Combe, stayed there a fortnight,&mdash;the
-intended period for his projected visit having been fixed at three or
-four days,&mdash;and then went his way. He went his way back to his London
-haunts, the time of the year then being the close of the Easter
-holidays; but as he did so he told his aunt that he should assuredly
-return to her in the autumn.</p>
-
-<p>“And assuredly I shall be happy to see you, John&mdash;if you come with a
-certain purpose. If you have no such purpose, you had better remain
-away.”</p>
-
-<p>“I shall assuredly come,” the Captain had replied, and then he had gone
-on his journey.</p>
-
-<p>The summer passed rapidly by, and very little was said between Miss Le
-Smyrger and Miss Woolsworthy about Captain Broughton. In many
-respects&mdash;nay, I may say, as to all ordinary matters, no two women could
-well be more intimate with each other than they were,&mdash;and more than
-that, they had the courage each to talk to the other with absolute truth
-as to things concerning themselves&mdash;a courage in which dear friends
-often fail. But nevertheless, very little was said between them about
-Captain John Broughton. All that was said may be here repeated.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_241" id="page_241"></a>{241}</span></p>
-
-<p>“John says that he shall return here in August,” Miss Le Smyrger said,
-as Patience was sitting with her in the parlour at Oxney Combe, on the
-morning after that gentleman’s departure.</p>
-
-<p>“He told me so himself,” said Patience; and as she spoke her round dark
-eyes assumed a look of more than ordinary self-will. If Miss Le Smyrger
-had intended to carry the conversation any further, she changed her mind
-as she looked at her companion. Then, as I said, the summer ran by, and
-towards the close of the warm days of July, Miss Le Smyrger, sitting in
-the same chair in the same room, again took up the conversation.</p>
-
-<p>“I got a letter from John this morning. He says that he shall be here on
-the third.”</p>
-
-<p>“Does he?”</p>
-
-<p>“He is very punctual to the time he named.”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes; I fancy that he is a punctual man,” said Patience.</p>
-
-<p>“I hope that you will be glad to see him,” said Miss Le Smyrger.</p>
-
-<p>“Very glad to see him,” said Patience, with a bold clear voice; and then
-the conversation was again dropped, and nothing further was said till
-after Captain Broughton’s second arrival in the parish.</p>
-
-<p>Four months had then passed since his departure, and during that time
-Miss Woolsworthy had performed all her usual daily duties in their
-accustomed course. No one could discover that she had been less careful
-in her household matters than had been her wont, less willing to go
-among her poor neighbours, or less assiduous in her attentions to her
-father. But not the less was there a feeling in the minds of those
-around her that some great change had come upon her. She would sit
-during the long summer evenings on a certain spot outside the parsonage
-orchard, at the top of a small sloping field in which their solitary cow
-was always pastured, with a book on her knees before her, but rarely
-reading. There she would sit, with the beautiful view down to the
-winding river below her, watching the setting sun, and thinking,
-thinking, thinking&mdash;thinking of something of which she had never spoken.
-Often would Miss Le Smyrger come upon her there, and sometimes would
-pass by her even without a word; but never&mdash;never once did she dare to
-ask her of the matter of her thoughts. But she knew the matter well
-enough. No confession was necessary to inform her that Patience
-Woolsworthy was in love with John Broughton&mdash;ay, in love, to the full
-and entire loss of her whole heart.</p>
-
-<p>On one evening she was so sitting till the July sun had fallen<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_242" id="page_242"></a>{242}</span> and
-hidden himself for the night, when her father came upon her as he
-returned from one of his rambles on the moor. “Patty,” he said, “you are
-always sitting there now. Is it not late? Will you not be cold?”</p>
-
-<p>“No, papa,” said she, “I shall not be cold.”</p>
-
-<p>“But won’t you come to the house? I miss you when you come in so late
-that there’s no time to say a word before we go to bed.”</p>
-
-<p>She got up and followed him into the parsonage, and when they were in
-the sitting-room together, and the door was closed, she came up to him
-and kissed him. “Papa,” she said, “would it make you very unhappy if I
-were to leave you?”</p>
-
-<p>“Leave me!” he said, startled by the serious and almost solemn tone of
-her voice. “Do you mean for always?”</p>
-
-<p>“If I were to marry, papa?”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, marry! No; that would not make me unhappy. It would make me very
-happy, Patty, to see you married to a man you would love&mdash;very, very
-happy; though my days would be desolate without you.”</p>
-
-<p>“That is it, papa. What would you do if I went from you?”</p>
-
-<p>“What would it matter, Patty? I should be free, at any rate, from a load
-which often presses heavy on me now. What will you do when I shall leave
-you? A few more years and all will be over with me. But who is it, love?
-Has anybody said anything to you?”</p>
-
-<p>“It was only an idea, papa. I don’t often think of such a thing; but I
-did think of it then.” And so the subject was allowed to pass by. This
-had happened before the day of the second arrival had been absolutely
-fixed and made known to Miss Woolsworthy.</p>
-
-<p>And then that second arrival took place. The reader may have understood
-from the words with which Miss Le Smyrger authorised her nephew to make
-his second visit to Oxney Combe that Miss Woolsworthy’s passion was not
-altogether unauthorised. Captain Broughton had been told that he was not
-to come unless he came with a certain purpose; and having been so told,
-he still persisted in coming. There can be no doubt but that he well
-understood the purport to which his aunt alluded. “I shall assuredly
-come,” he had said. And true to his word, he was now there.</p>
-
-<p>Patience knew exactly the hour at which he must arrive at the station at
-Newton Abbot, and the time also which it would take to travel over those
-twelve uphill miles from the station to Oxney. It need hardly be said
-that she paid no visit to Miss Le Smyrger’s<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_243" id="page_243"></a>{243}</span> house on that afternoon;
-but she might have known something of Captain Broughton’s approach
-without going thither. His road to the Combe passed by the
-parsonage-gate, and had Patience sat even at her bedroom window she must
-have seen him. But on such a morning she would not sit at her bedroom
-window&mdash;she would do nothing which would force her to accuse herself of
-a restless longing for her lover’s coming. It was for him to seek her.
-If he chose to do so, he knew the way to the parsonage.</p>
-
-<p>Miss Le Smyrger&mdash;good, dear, honest, hearty Miss Le Smyrger, was in a
-fever of anxiety on behalf of her friend. It was not that she wished her
-nephew to marry Patience&mdash;or rather that she had entertained any such
-wish when he first came among them. She was not given to match-making,
-and moreover thought, or had thought within herself, that they of Oxney
-Colne could do very well without any admixture from Eaton Square. Her
-plan of life had been that, when old Mr. Woolsworthy was taken away from
-Dartmoor, Patience should live with her; and that when she also shuffled
-off her coil, then Patience Woolsworthy should be the maiden mistress of
-Oxney Combe&mdash;of Oxney Combe and Mr. Cloysey’s farm&mdash;to the utter
-detriment of all the Broughtons. Such had been her plan before nephew
-John had come among them&mdash;a plan not to be spoken of till the coming of
-that dark day which should make Patience an orphan. But now her nephew
-had been there, and all was to be altered. Miss Le Smyrger’s plan would
-have provided a companion for her old age; but that had not been her
-chief object. She had thought more of Patience than of herself, and now
-it seemed that a prospect of a higher happiness was opening for her
-friend.</p>
-
-<p>“John,” she said, as soon as the first greetings were over, “do you
-remember the last words that I said to you before you went away?” Now,
-for myself, I much admire Miss Le Smyrger’s heartiness, but I do not
-think much of her discretion. It would have been better, perhaps, had
-she allowed things to take their course.</p>
-
-<p>“I can’t say that I do,” said the Captain. At the same time the Captain
-did remember very well what those last words had been.</p>
-
-<p>“I am so glad to see you, so delighted to see you, if&mdash;if&mdash;if&mdash;,” and
-then she paused, for with all her courage she hardly dared to ask her
-nephew whether he had come there with the express purpose of asking Miss
-Woolsworthy to marry him.</p>
-
-<p>To tell the truth, for there is no room for mystery within<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_244" id="page_244"></a>{244}</span> the limits
-of this short story,&mdash;to tell, I say, at a word the plain and simple
-truth, Captain Broughton had already asked that question. On the day
-before he left Oxney Colne, he had in set terms proposed to the parson’s
-daughter, and indeed the words, the hot and frequent words, which
-previously to that had fallen like sweetest honey into the ears of
-Patience Woolsworthy, had made it imperative on him to do so. When a man
-in such a place as that has talked to a girl of love day after day, must
-not he talk of it to some definite purpose on the day on which he leaves
-her? Or if he do not, must he not submit to be regarded as false,
-selfish, and almost fraudulent? Captain Broughton, however, had asked
-the question honestly and truly. He had done so honestly and truly, but
-in words, or, perhaps, simply with a tone, that had hardly sufficed to
-satisfy the proud spirit of the girl he loved. She by that time had
-confessed to herself that she loved him with all her heart; but she had
-made no such confession to him. To him she had spoken no word, granted
-no favour, that any lover might rightfully regard as a token of love
-returned. She had listened to him as he spoke, and bade him keep such
-sayings for the drawing-rooms of his fashionable friends. Then he had
-spoken out and had asked for that hand,&mdash;not, perhaps, as a suitor
-tremulous with hope,&mdash;but as a rich man who knows that he can command
-that which he desires to purchase.</p>
-
-<p>“You should think more of this,” she had said to him at last. “If you
-would really have me for your wife, it will not be much to you to return
-here again when time for thinking of it shall have passed by.” With
-these words she had dismissed him, and now he had again come back to
-Oxney Colne. But still she would not place herself at the window to look
-for him, nor dress herself in other than her simple morning country
-dress, nor omit one item of her daily work. If he wished to take her at
-all, he should wish to take her as she really was, in her plain country
-life, but he should take her also with full observance of all those
-privileges which maidens are allowed to claim from their lovers. He
-should contract no ceremonious observance because she was the daughter
-of a poor country parson who would come to him without a shilling,
-whereas he stood high in the world’s books. He had asked her to give him
-all that she had, and that all she was ready to give, without stint. But
-the gift must be valued before it could be given or received. He also
-was to give her as much, and she would accept it as beyond all price.
-But she would not allow that that which was offered<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_245" id="page_245"></a>{245}</span> to her was in any
-degree the more precious because of his outward worldly standing.</p>
-
-<p>She would not pretend to herself that she thought he would come to her
-that day, and therefore she busied herself in the kitchen and about the
-house, giving directions to her two maids as though the afternoon would
-pass as all other days did pass in that household. They usually dined at
-four, and she rarely in these summer months went far from the house
-before that hour. At four precisely she sat down with her father, and
-then said that she was going up as far as Helpholme after dinner.
-Helpholme was a solitary farmhouse in another parish, on the border of
-the moor, and Mr. Woolsworthy asked her whether he should accompany her.</p>
-
-<p>“Do, papa,” she said, “if you are not too tired.” And yet she had
-thought how probable it might be that she should meet John Broughton on
-her walk. And so it was arranged; but just as dinner was over, Mr.
-Woolsworthy remembered himself. “Gracious me,” he said, “how my memory
-is going. Gribbles, from Ivybridge, and old John Poulter, from Bovey,
-are coming to meet here by appointment. You can’t put Helpholme off till
-to-morrow?”</p>
-
-<p>Patience, however, never put off anything, and therefore at six o’clock,
-when her father had finished his slender modicum of toddy, she tied on
-her hat and went on her walk. She started with a quick step, and left no
-word to say by which route she would go. As she passed up along the
-little lane which led towards Oxney Combe, she would not even look to
-see if he was coming towards her; and when she left the road, passing
-over a stone stile into a little path which ran first through the upland
-fields, and then across the moor ground towards Helpholme, she did not
-look back once, or listen for his coming step.</p>
-
-<p>She paid her visit, remaining upwards of an hour with the old bedridden
-mother of the tenant of Helpholme. “God bless you, my darling!” said the
-old woman as she left her; “and send you some one to make your own path
-bright and happy through the world.” These words were still ringing in
-her ears with all their significance as she saw John Broughton waiting
-for her at the first stile which she had to pass after leaving the
-farmer’s haggard.</p>
-
-<p>“Patty,” he said, as he took her hand, and held it close within both his
-own, “what a chase I have had after you!”</p>
-
-<p>“And who asked you, Captain Broughton?” she answered, smiling. “If the
-journey was too much for your poor London<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_246" id="page_246"></a>{246}</span> strength, could you not have
-waited till to-morrow morning, when you would have found me at the
-parsonage?” But she did not draw her hand away from him, or in any way
-pretend that he had not a right to accost her as a lover.</p>
-
-<p>“No, I could not wait. I am more eager to see those I love than you seem
-to be.”</p>
-
-<p>“How do you know whom I love, or how eager I might be to see them? There
-is an old woman there whom I love, and I have thought nothing of this
-walk with the object of seeing her.” And now, slowly drawing her hand
-away from him, she pointed to the farmhouse which she had left.</p>
-
-<p>“Patty,” he said, after a minute’s pause, during which she had looked
-full into his face with all the force of her bright eyes; “I have come
-from London to-day, straight down here to Oxney, and from my aunt’s
-house close upon your footsteps after you, to ask you that one
-question&mdash;Do you love me?”</p>
-
-<p>“What a Hercules!” she said, again laughing. “Do you really mean that
-you left London only this morning? Why, you must have been five hours in
-a railway carriage and two in a postchaise, not to talk of the walk
-afterwards. You ought to take more care of yourself, Captain Broughton!”</p>
-
-<p>He would have been angry with her&mdash;for he did not like to be
-quizzed&mdash;had she not put her hand on his arm as she spoke, and the
-softness of her touch had redeemed the offence of her words.</p>
-
-<p>“All that I have done,” said he, “that I may hear one word from you.”</p>
-
-<p>“That any word of mine should have such potency! But let us walk on, or
-my father will take us for some of the standing stones of the moor. How
-have you found your aunt? If you only knew the cares that have sat on
-her dear shoulders for the last week past, in order that your high
-mightiness might have a sufficiency to eat and drink in these desolate
-half-starved regions!”</p>
-
-<p>“She might have saved herself such anxiety. No one can care less for
-such things than I do.”</p>
-
-<p>“And yet I think I have heard you boast of the cook of your club.” And
-then again there was silence for a minute or two.</p>
-
-<p>“Patty,” said he, stopping again in the path; “answer my question. I
-have a right to demand an answer. Do you love me?”</p>
-
-<p>“And what if I do? What if I have been so silly as to allow your
-perfections to be too many for my weak heart? What then, Captain
-Broughton?”<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_247" id="page_247"></a>{247}</span></p>
-
-<p>“It cannot be that you love me, or you would not joke now.”</p>
-
-<p>“Perhaps not, indeed,” she said. It seemed as though she were resolved
-not to yield an inch in her own humour. And then again they walked on.</p>
-
-<p>“Patty,” he said once more, “I shall get an answer from you
-to-night,&mdash;this evening; now, during this walk, or I shall return
-to-morrow, and never revisit this spot again.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, Captain Broughton, how should we ever manage to live without you?”</p>
-
-<p>“Very well,” he said; “up to the end of this walk I can bear it
-all;&mdash;and one word spoken then will mend it all.”</p>
-
-<p>During the whole of this time she felt that she was ill-using him. She
-knew that she loved him with all her heart; that it would nearly kill
-her to part with him; that she had heard his renewed offer with an
-ecstacy of joy. She acknowledged to herself that he was giving proof of
-his devotion as strong as any which a girl could receive from her lover.
-And yet she could hardly bring herself to say the word he longed to
-hear. That word once said, and then she knew that she must succumb to
-her love for ever! That word once said, and there would be nothing for
-her but to spoil him with her idolatry! That word once said, and she
-must continue to repeat it into his ears, till perhaps he might be tired
-of hearing it! And now he had threatened her, and how could she speak
-after that? She certainly would not speak it unless he asked her again
-without such threat. And so they walked on in silence.</p>
-
-<p>“Patty,” he said at last. “By the heavens above us you shall answer me.
-Do you love me?”</p>
-
-<p>She now stood still, and almost trembled as she looked up into his face.
-She stood opposite to him for a moment, and then placing her two hands
-on his shoulders, she answered him. “I do, I do, I do,” she said, “with
-all my heart; with all my heart&mdash;with all my heart and strength.” And
-then her head fell upon his breast.</p>
-
-<p class="c">&mdash;&mdash;&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>Captain Broughton was almost as much surprised as delighted by the
-warmth of the acknowledgment made by the eager-hearted passionate girl
-whom he now held within his arms. She had said it now; the words had
-been spoken; and there was nothing for her but to swear to him over and
-over again with her sweetest oaths, that those words were true&mdash;true as
-her soul. And very sweet was the walk down from thence to the parsonage
-gate. He<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_248" id="page_248"></a>{248}</span> spoke no more of the distance of the ground, or the length of
-his day’s journey. But he stopped her at every turn that he might press
-her arm the closer to his own, that he might look into the brightness of
-her eyes, and prolong his hour of delight. There were no more gibes now
-on her tongue, no raillery at his London finery, no laughing comments on
-his coming and going. With downright honesty she told him everything:
-how she had loved him before her heart was warranted in such a passion;
-how, with much thinking, she had resolved that it would be unwise to
-take him at his first word, and had thought it better that he should
-return to London, and then think over it; how she had almost repented of
-her courage when she had feared, during those long summer days, that he
-would forget her; and how her heart had leapt for joy when her old
-friend had told her that he was coming.</p>
-
-<p>“And yet,” said he, “you were not glad to see me!”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, was I not glad? You cannot understand the feelings of a girl who
-has lived secluded as I have done. Glad is no word for the joy I felt.
-But it was not seeing you that I cared for so much. It was the knowledge
-that you were near me once again. I almost wish now that I had not seen
-you till to-morrow.” But as she spoke she pressed his arm, and this
-caress gave the lie to her last words.</p>
-
-<p>“No, do not come in to-night,” she said, when she reached the little
-wicket that led up to the parsonage. “Indeed, you shall not. I could not
-behave myself properly if you did.”</p>
-
-<p>“But I don’t want you to behave properly.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh! I am to keep that for London, am I? But, nevertheless, Captain
-Broughton, I will not invite you either to tea or to supper to-night.”</p>
-
-<p>“Surely I may shake hands with your father.”</p>
-
-<p>“Not to-night&mdash;not till&mdash;&mdash; John, I may tell him, may I not? I must tell
-him at once.”</p>
-
-<p>“Certainly,” said he.</p>
-
-<p>“And then you shall see him to-morrow. Let me see&mdash;at what hour shall I
-bid you come?”</p>
-
-<p>“To breakfast.”</p>
-
-<p>“No, indeed. What on earth would your aunt do with her broiled turkey
-and the cold pie? I have got no cold pie for you.”</p>
-
-<p>“I hate cold pie.”</p>
-
-<p>“What a pity! But, John, I should be forced to leave you directly after
-breakfast. Come down&mdash;come down at two, or three; and then I will go
-back with you to Aunt Penelope. I must see her to-morrow;” and so at
-last the matter was settled,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_249" id="page_249"></a>{249}</span> and the happy Captain, as he left her, was
-hardly resisted in his attempt to press her lips to his own.</p>
-
-<p>When she entered the parlour in which her father was sitting, there
-still were Gribbles and Poulter discussing some knotty point of Devon
-lore. So Patience took off her hat, and sat herself down, waiting till
-they should go. For full an hour she had to wait, and then Gribbles and
-Poulter did go. But it was not in such matters as this that Patience
-Woolsworthy was impatient. She could wait, and wait, and wait, curbing
-herself for weeks and months, while the thing waited for was in her eyes
-good; but she could not curb her hot thoughts or her hot words when
-things came to be discussed which she did not think to be good.</p>
-
-<p>“Papa,” she said, when Gribbles’ long-drawn last word had been spoken at
-the door. “Do you remember how I asked you the other day what you would
-say if I were to leave you?”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, surely,” he replied, looking up at her in astonishment.</p>
-
-<p>“I am going to leave you now,” she said. “Dear, dearest father, how am I
-to go from you?”</p>
-
-<p>“Going to leave me,” said he, thinking of her visit to Helpholme, and
-thinking of nothing else.</p>
-
-<p>Now, there had been a story about Helpholme. That bedridden old lady
-there had a stalwart son, who was now the owner of the Helpholme
-pastures. But though owner in fee of all those wild acres, and of the
-cattle which they supported, he was not much above the farmers around
-him, either in manners or education. He had his merits, however; for he
-was honest, well-to-do in the world, and modest withal. How strong love
-had grown up, springing from neighbourly kindness, between our Patience
-and his mother, it needs not here to tell; but rising from it had come
-another love&mdash;or an ambition which might have grown to love. The young
-man, after much thought, had not dared to speak to Miss Woolsworthy, but
-he had sent a message by Miss Le Smyrger. If there could be any hope for
-him, he would present himself as a suitor&mdash;on trial. He did not owe a
-shilling in the world, and had money by him&mdash;saved. He wouldn’t ask the
-parson for a shilling of fortune. Such had been the tenor of his
-message, and Miss Le Smyrger had delivered it faithfully, “He does not
-mean it,” Patience had said with her stern voice “Indeed he does, my
-dear. You may be sure he is in earnest,” Miss Le Smyrger had replied;
-“and there is not an honester man in these parts.”</p>
-
-<p>“Tell him,” said Patience, not attending to the latter portion of her
-friend’s last speech, “that it cannot be&mdash;make him understand,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_250" id="page_250"></a>{250}</span> you
-know&mdash;and tell him also that the matter shall be thought of no more.”
-The matter had, at any rate, been spoken of no more, but the young
-farmer still remained a bachelor, and Helpholme still wanted a mistress.
-But all this came back upon the parson’s mind when his daughter told him
-that she was about to leave him.</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, dearest,” she said; and as she spoke she now knelt at his knees.
-“I have been, asked in marriage, and I have given myself away.”</p>
-
-<p>“Well, my love, if you will be happy&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“I hope I shall; I think I shall. But you, papa?”</p>
-
-<p>“You will not be far from us.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, yes; in London.”</p>
-
-<p>“In London?”</p>
-
-<p>“Captain Broughton lives in London generally.”</p>
-
-<p>“And has Captain Broughton asked you to marry him?”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, papa&mdash;who else? Is he not good? Will you not love him? Oh, papa,
-do not say that I am wrong to love him?”</p>
-
-<p>He never told her his mistake, or explained to her that he had not
-thought it possible that the high-placed son of the London great man
-should have fallen in love with his undowered daughter; but he embraced
-her, and told her, with all his enthusiasm, that he rejoiced in her joy,
-and would be happy in her happiness. “My own Patty,” he said, “I have
-ever known that you were too good for this life of ours here.” And then
-the evening wore away into the night, with many tears, but still with
-much happiness.</p>
-
-<p>Captain Broughton, as he walked back to Oxney Combe, made up his mind
-that he would say nothing on the matter to his aunt till the next
-morning. He wanted to think over it all, and to think it over, if
-possible, by himself. He had taken a step in life, the most important
-that a man is ever called on to take, and he had to reflect whether or
-no he had taken it with wisdom.</p>
-
-<p>“Have you seen her?” said Miss Le Smyrger, very anxiously, when he came
-into the drawing-room.</p>
-
-<p>“Miss Woolsworthy you mean,” said he. “Yes, I’ve seen her. As I found
-her out, I took a long walk, and happened to meet her. Do you know,
-aunt, I think I’ll go to bed; I was up at five this morning, and have
-been on the move ever since.”</p>
-
-<p>Miss Le Smyrger perceived that she was to hear nothing that evening, so
-she handed him his candlestick and allowed him to go to his room.</p>
-
-<p>But Captain Broughton did not immediately retire to bed, nor<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_251" id="page_251"></a>{251}</span> when he
-did so was he able to sleep at once. Had this step that he had taken
-been a wise one? He was not a man who, in worldly matters, had allowed
-things to arrange themselves for him, as is the case with so many men.
-He had formed views for himself, and had a theory of life. Money for
-money’s sake he had declared to himself to be bad. Money, as a
-concomitant to things which were in themselves good, he had declared to
-himself to be good also. That concomitant in this affair of his
-marriage, he had now missed. Well; he had made up his mind to that, and
-would put up with the loss. He had means of living of his own, the means
-not so extensive as might have been desirable. That it would be well for
-him to become a married man, looking merely to the state of life as
-opposed to his present state, he had fully resolved. On that point,
-therefore, there was nothing to repent. That Patty Woolsworthy was good,
-affectionate, clever, and beautiful, he was sufficiently satisfied. It
-would be odd indeed if he were not so satisfied now, seeing that for the
-last four months he had so declared to himself daily with many inward
-asseverations. And yet though he repeated, now again, that he was
-satisfied, I do not think that he was so fully satisfied of it as he had
-been throughout the whole of those four months. It is sad to say so, but
-I fear&mdash;I fear that such was the case. When you have your plaything, how
-much of the anticipated pleasure vanishes, especially if it be won
-easily.</p>
-
-<p>He had told none of his family what were his intentions in this second
-visit to Devonshire, and now he had to bethink himself whether they
-would be satisfied. What would his sister say, she who had married the
-Honourable Augustus Gumbleton, gold-stick-in-waiting to Her Majesty’s
-Privy Council? Would she receive Patience with open arms, and make much
-of her about London? And then how far would London suit Patience, or
-would Patience suit London? There would be much for him to do in
-teaching her, and it would be well for him to set about the lesson
-without loss of time. So far he got that night, but when the morning
-came he went a step further, and began mentally to criticise her manner
-to himself. It had been very sweet, that warm, that full, that ready
-declaration of love. Yes; it had been very sweet; but&mdash;but&mdash;; when,
-after her little jokes, she did confess her love, had she not been a
-little too free for feminine excellence? A man likes to be told that he
-is loved, but he hardly wishes that the girl he is to marry should fling
-herself at his head!</p>
-
-<p>Ah me! yes; it was thus he argued to himself as on that<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_252" id="page_252"></a>{252}</span> morning he went
-through, the arrangements of his toilet. “Then he was a brute,” you say,
-my pretty reader. I have never said that he was not a brute. But this I
-remark, that many such brutes are to be met with in the beaten paths of
-the world’s highway. When Patience Woolsworthy had answered him coldly,
-bidding him go back to London and think over his love; while it seemed
-from her manner that at any rate as yet she did not care for him; while
-he was absent from her, and, therefore, longing for her, the possession
-of her charms, her talent and bright honesty of purpose had seemed to
-him a thing most desirable. Now they were his own. They had, in fact,
-been his own from the first. The heart of this country-bred girl had
-fallen at the first word from his mouth. Had she not so confessed to
-him? She was very nice&mdash;very nice indeed. He loved her dearly. But had
-he not sold himself too cheaply?</p>
-
-<p>I by no means say that he was not a brute. But whether brute or no, he
-was an honest man, and had no remotest dream, either then, on that
-morning, or during the following days on which such thoughts pressed
-more quickly on his mind&mdash;of breaking away from his pledged word. At
-breakfast on that morning he told all to Miss Le Smyrger, and that lady,
-with warm and gracious intentions, confided to him her purpose regarding
-her property. “I have always regarded Patience as my heir,” she said,
-“and shall do so still.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, indeed,” said Captain Broughton.</p>
-
-<p>“But it is a great, great pleasure to me to think that she will give
-back the little property to my sister’s child. You will have your
-mother’s, and thus it will all come together again.”</p>
-
-<p>“Ah!” said Captain Broughton. He had his own ideas about property, and
-did not, even under existing circumstances, like to hear that his aunt
-considered herself at liberty to leave the acres away to one who was by
-blood quite a stranger to the family.</p>
-
-<p>“Does Patience know of this?” he asked.</p>
-
-<p>“Not a word,” said Miss Le Smyrger. And then nothing more was said upon
-the subject.</p>
-
-<p>On that afternoon he went down and received the parson’s benediction and
-congratulations with a good grace. Patience said very little on the
-occasion, and indeed was absent during the greater part of the
-interview. The two lovers then walked up to Oxney Combe, and there were
-more benedictions and more congratulations. “All went merry as a
-marriage bell,” at any<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_253" id="page_253"></a>{253}</span> rate as far as Patience was concerned. Not a
-word had yet fallen from that dear mouth, not a look had yet come over
-that handsome face, which tended in any way to mar her bliss. Her first
-day of acknowledged love was a day altogether happy, and when she prayed
-for him as she knelt beside her bed there was no feeling in her mind
-that any fear need disturb her joy.</p>
-
-<p>I will pass over the next three or four days very quickly, merely saying
-that Patience did not find them so pleasant as that first day after her
-engagement. There was something in her lover’s manner&mdash;something which
-at first she could not define&mdash;which by degrees seemed to grate against
-her feelings. He was sufficiently affectionate, that being a matter on
-which she did not require much demonstration; but joined to his
-affection there seemed to be&mdash;&mdash;; she hardly liked to suggest to herself
-a harsh word, but could it be possible that he was beginning to think
-that she was not good enough for him? And then she asked herself the
-question&mdash;was she good enough for him? If there were doubt about that,
-the match should be broken off, though she tore her own heart out in the
-struggle. The truth, however, was this&mdash;that he had begun that teaching
-which he had already found to be so necessary. Now, had any one essayed
-to teach Patience German or mathematics, with that young lady’s free
-consent, I believe that she would have been found a meek scholar. But it
-was not probable that she would be meek when she found a self-appointed
-tutor teaching her manners and conduct without her consent.</p>
-
-<p>So matters went on for four or five days, and on the evening of the
-fifth day Captain Broughton and his aunt drank tea at the parsonage.
-Nothing very especial occurred; but as the parson and Miss Le Smyrger
-insisted on playing backgammon with devoted perseverance during the
-whole evening, Broughton had a good opportunity of saying a word or two
-about those changes in his lady-love which a life in London would
-require&mdash;and some word he said also&mdash;some single slight word as to the
-higher station in life to which he would exalt his bride. Patience bore
-it&mdash;for her father and Miss Le Smyrger were in the room&mdash;she bore it
-well, speaking no syllable of anger, and enduring, for the moment, the
-implied scorn of the old parsonage. Then the evening broke up, and
-Captain Broughton walked back to Oxney Combe with his aunt. “Patty,” her
-father said to her before they went to bed, “he seems to me to be a most
-excellent young man.” “Dear papa,” she answered, kissing him. “And
-terribly deep in love,” said Mr. Woolsworthy. “Oh, I don’t know<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_254" id="page_254"></a>{254}</span> about
-that,” she answered, as she left him with her sweetest smile. But though
-she could thus smile at her father’s joke, she had already made up her
-mind that there was still something to be learned as to her promised
-husband before she could place herself altogether in his hands. She
-would ask him whether he thought himself liable to injury from this
-proposed marriage; and though he should deny any such thought, she would
-know from the manner of his denial what his true feelings were.</p>
-
-<p>And he, too, on that night, during his silent walk with Miss Le Smyrger,
-had entertained some similar thoughts. “I fear she is obstinate,” he
-said to himself, and then he had half accused her of being sullen also.
-“If that be her temper, what a life of misery I have before me!”</p>
-
-<p>“Have you fixed a day yet?” his aunt asked him as they came near to her
-house.</p>
-
-<p>“No, not yet; I don’t know whether it will suit me to fix it before I
-leave.”</p>
-
-<p>“Why, it was but the other day you were in such a hurry.”</p>
-
-<p>“Ah&mdash;yes&mdash;I have thought more about it since then.”</p>
-
-<p>“I should have imagined that this would depend on what Patty thinks,”
-said Miss Le Smyrger, standing up for the privileges of her sex. “It is
-presumed that the gentleman is always ready as soon as the lady will
-consent.”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, in ordinary cases it is so; but when a girl is taken out of her
-own sphere&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“Her own sphere! Let me caution you, Master John, not to talk to Patty
-about her own sphere.”</p>
-
-<p>“Aunt Penelope, as Patience is to be my wife and not yours, I must claim
-permission to speak to her on such subjects as may seem suitable to me.”
-And then they parted&mdash;not in the best humour with each other.</p>
-
-<p>On the following day Captain Broughton and Miss Woolsworthy did not meet
-till the evening. She had said, before those few ill-omened words had
-passed her lover’s lips, that she would probably be at Miss Le Smyrger’s
-house on the following morning. Those ill-omened words did pass her
-lover’s lips, and then she remained at home. This did not come from
-sullenness, nor even from anger, but from a conviction that it would be
-well that she should think much before she met him again. Nor was he
-anxious to hurry a meeting. His thought&mdash;his base thought&mdash;was this;
-that she would be sure to come up to the Combe after him; but she did
-not come, and therefore in the evening he went down to her, and asked
-her to walk with him.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_255" id="page_255"></a>{255}</span></p>
-
-<p>They went away by the path that led to Helpholme, and little was said
-between them till they had walked some mile together. Patience, as she
-went along the path, remembered almost to the letter the sweet words
-which had greeted her ears as she came down that way with him on the
-night of his arrival; but he remembered nothing of that sweetness then.
-Had he not made an ass of himself during these last six months? That was
-the thought which very much had possession of his mind.</p>
-
-<p>“Patience,” he said at last, having hitherto spoken only an indifferent
-word now and again since they had left the parsonage, “Patience, I hope
-you realise the importance of the step which you and I are about to
-take?”</p>
-
-<p>“Of course I do,” she answered. “What an odd question that is for you to
-ask!”</p>
-
-<p>“Because,” said he, “sometimes I almost doubt it. It seems to me as
-though you thought you could remove yourself from here to your new home
-with no more trouble than when you go from home up to the Combe.”</p>
-
-<p>“Is that meant for a reproach, John?”</p>
-
-<p>“No, not for a reproach, but for advice. Certainly not for a reproach.”</p>
-
-<p>“I am glad of that.”</p>
-
-<p>“But I should wish to make you think how great is the leap in the world
-which you are about to take.” Then again they walked on for many steps
-before she answered him.</p>
-
-<p>“Tell me, then, John,” she said, when she had sufficiently considered
-what words she should speak; and as she spoke a bright colour suffused
-her face, and her eyes flashed almost with anger. “What leap do you
-mean? Do you mean a leap upwards?”</p>
-
-<p>“Well, yes; I hope it will be so.”</p>
-
-<p>“In one sense, certainly, it would be a leap upwards. To be the wife of
-the man I loved; to have the privilege of holding his happiness in my
-hand; to know that I was his own&mdash;the companion whom he had chosen out
-of all the world&mdash;that would, indeed, be a leap upwards; a leap almost
-to heaven, it all that were so. But if you mean upwards in any other
-sense&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“I was thinking of the social scale.”</p>
-
-<p>“Then, Captain Broughton, your thoughts were doing me dishonour.”</p>
-
-<p>“Doing you dishonour!”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, doing me dishonour. That your father is, in the world’s<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_256" id="page_256"></a>{256}</span> esteem, a
-greater man than mine is doubtless true enough. That you, as a man, are
-richer than I am as a woman, is doubtless also true. But you dishonour
-me, and yourself also, if these things can weigh with you now.”</p>
-
-<p>“Patience,&mdash;I think you can hardly know what words you are saying to
-me.”</p>
-
-<p>“Pardon me, but I think I do. Nothing that you can give me&mdash;no gifts of
-that description&mdash;can weigh aught against that which I am giving you. If
-you had all the wealth and rank of the greatest lord in the land, it
-would count as nothing in such a scale. If&mdash;as I have not doubted&mdash;if in
-return for my heart you have given me yours, then&mdash;then&mdash;then you have
-paid me fully. But when gifts such as those are going, nothing else can
-count even as a make-weight.”</p>
-
-<p>“I do not quite understand you,” he answered, after a pause. “I fear you
-are a little high-flown.” And then, while the evening was still early,
-they walked back to the parsonage almost without another word.</p>
-
-<p>Captain Broughton at this time had only one full day more to remain at
-Oxney Colne. On the afternoon following that he was to go as far as
-Exeter, and thence return to London. Of course, it was to be expected
-that the wedding day would be fixed before he went, and much had been
-said about it during the first day or two of his engagement. Then he had
-pressed for an early time, and Patience, with a girl’s usual diffidence,
-had asked for some little delay. But now nothing was said on the
-subject; and how was it probable that such a matter could be settled
-after such a conversation as that which I have related? That evening,
-Miss Le Smyrger asked whether the day had been fixed. “No,” said Captain
-Broughton, harshly; “nothing has been fixed.” “But it will be arranged
-before you go?” “Probably not,” he said; and then the subject was
-dropped for the time.</p>
-
-<p>“John,” she said, just before she went to bed, “if there be anything
-wrong between you and Patience, I conjure you to tell me.”</p>
-
-<p>“You had better ask her,” he replied. “I can tell you nothing.”</p>
-
-<p>On the following morning he was much surprised by seeing Patience on the
-gravel path before Miss Le Smyrger’s gate immediately after breakfast.
-He went to the door to open it for her, and she, as she gave him her
-hand, told him that she came up to speak to him. There was no hesitation
-in her manner, nor any look of anger in her face. But there was in her
-gait and<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_257" id="page_257"></a>{257}</span> form, in her voice and countenance, a fixedness of purpose
-which he had never seen before, or at any rate had never acknowledged.</p>
-
-<p>“Certainly,” said he. “Shall I come out with you, or will you come up
-stairs?”</p>
-
-<p>“We can sit down in the summer-house,” she said; and thither they both
-went.</p>
-
-<p>“Captain Broughton,” she said&mdash;and she began her task the moment that
-they were both seated&mdash;“you and I have engaged ourselves as man and
-wife, but perhaps we have been over rash.”</p>
-
-<p>“How so?” said he.</p>
-
-<p>“It may be&mdash;and indeed I will say more&mdash;it is the case that we have made
-this engagement without knowing enough of each other’s character.”</p>
-
-<p>“I have not thought so.”</p>
-
-<p>“The time will perhaps come when you will so think, but for the sake of
-all that we most value, let it come before it is too late. What would be
-our fate&mdash;how terrible would be our misery&mdash;if such a thought should
-come to either of us after we have linked our lots together.”</p>
-
-<p>There was a solemnity about her as she thus spoke which almost repressed
-him,&mdash;which for a time did prevent him from taking that tone of
-authority which on such a subject he would choose to adopt. But he
-recovered himself. “I hardly think that this comes well from you,” he
-said.</p>
-
-<p>“From whom else should it come? Who else can fight my battle for me;
-and, John, who else can fight that same battle on your behalf? I tell
-you this, that with your mind standing towards me as it does stand at
-present, you could not give me your hand at the altar with true words
-and a happy conscience. Am I not true? You have half repented of your
-bargain already. Is it not so?”</p>
-
-<p>He did not answer her; but getting up from his seat walked to the front
-of the summer-house, and stood there with his back turned upon her. It
-was not that he meant to be ungracious, but in truth he did not know how
-to answer her. He had half repented of his bargain.</p>
-
-<p>“John,” she said, getting up and following him, so that she could put
-her hand upon his arm, “I have been very angry with you.”</p>
-
-<p>“Angry with me!” he said, turning sharp upon her.</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, angry with you. You would have treated me like a child. But that
-feeling has gone now. I am not angry now. There is my hand;&mdash;the hand of
-a friend. Let the words that<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_258" id="page_258"></a>{258}</span> have been spoken between us be as though
-they had not been spoken. Let us both be free.”</p>
-
-<p>“Do you mean it?”</p>
-
-<p>“Certainly I mean it.” As she spoke these words her eyes filled with
-tears, in spite of all the efforts she could make; but he was not
-looking at her, and her efforts had sufficed to prevent any sob from
-being audible.</p>
-
-<p>“With all my heart,” he said; and it was manifest from his tone that he
-had no thought of her happiness as he spoke. It was true that she had
-been angry with him&mdash;angry, as she had herself declared; but
-nevertheless, in what she had said and what she had done, she had
-thought more of his happiness than of her own. Now she was angry once
-again.</p>
-
-<p>“With all your heart, Captain Broughton! Well, so be it. If with all
-your heart, then is the necessity so much the greater. You go to-morrow.
-Shall we say farewell now?”</p>
-
-<p>“Patience, I am not going to be lectured.”</p>
-
-<p>“Certainly not by me. Shall we say farewell now?”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, if you are determined.”</p>
-
-<p>“I am determined. Farewell, Captain Broughton. You have all my wishes
-for your happiness.” And she held out her hand to him.</p>
-
-<p>“Patience!” he said. And he looked at her with a dark frown, as though
-he would strive to frighten her into submission. If so, he might have
-saved himself any such attempt.</p>
-
-<p>“Farewell, Captain Broughton. Give me your hand, for I cannot stay.” He
-gave her his hand, hardly knowing why he did so. She lifted it to her
-lips and kissed it, and then, leaving him, passed from the summer-house
-down through the wicket-gate, and straight home to the parsonage.</p>
-
-<p>During the whole of that day she said no word to any one of what had
-occurred. When she was once more at home she went about her household
-affairs as she had done on that day of his arrival. When she sat down to
-dinner with her father he observed nothing to make him think that she
-was unhappy; nor during the evening was there any expression in her
-face, or any tone in her voice, which excited his attention. On the
-following morning Captain Broughton called at the parsonage, and the
-servant-girl brought word to her mistress that he was in the parlour.
-But she would not see him. “Laws, miss, you ain’t a quarrelled with your
-beau?” the poor girl said. “No, not quarrelled,” she said; “but give him
-that.” It was a scrap of paper, containing a word or two in pencil. “It
-is better that<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_259" id="page_259"></a>{259}</span> we should not meet again. God bless you.” And from that
-day to this, now more than ten years, they never have met.</p>
-
-<p>“Papa,” she said to her father that afternoon, “dear papa, do not be
-angry with me. It is all over between me and John Broughton. Dearest,
-you and I will not be separated.”</p>
-
-<p>It would be useless here to tell how great was the old man’s surprise
-and how true his sorrow. As the tale was told to him no cause was given
-for anger with any one. Not a word was spoken against the suitor who had
-on that day returned to London with a full conviction that now at least
-he was relieved from his engagement. “Patty, my darling child,” he said,
-“may God grant that it be for the best!”</p>
-
-<p>“It is for the best,” she answered stoutly. “For this place I am fit;
-and I much doubt whether I am fit for any other.”</p>
-
-<p>On that day she did not see Miss Le Smyrger, but on the following
-morning, knowing that Captain Broughton had gone off, having heard the
-wheels of the carriage as they passed by the parsonage gate on his way
-to the station,&mdash;she walked up to the Combe.</p>
-
-<p>“He has told you, I suppose?” said she.</p>
-
-<p>“Yes,” said Miss Le Smyrger. “And I will never see him again unless he
-asks your pardon on his knees. I have told him so. I would not even give
-him my hand as he went.”</p>
-
-<p>“But why so, thou kindest one? The fault was mine more than his.”</p>
-
-<p>“I understand. I have eyes in my head,” said the old maid. “I have
-watched him for the last four or five days. If you could have kept the
-truth to yourself and bade him keep off from you, he would have been at
-your feet now, licking the dust from your shoes.”</p>
-
-<p>“But, dear friend, I do not want a man to lick dust from my shoes.”</p>
-
-<p>“Ah, you are a fool. You do not know the value of your own wealth.”</p>
-
-<p>“True; I have been a fool. I was a fool to think that one coming from
-such a life as he has led could be happy with such as I am. I know the
-truth now. I have bought the lesson dearly,&mdash;but perhaps not too dearly,
-seeing that it will never be forgotten.”</p>
-
-<p>There was but little more said about the matter between our three
-friends at Oxney Colne. What, indeed, could be said? Miss Le Smyrger for
-a year or two still expected that her nephew would return and claim his
-bride; but he has never done so,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_260" id="page_260"></a>{260}</span> nor has there been any correspondence
-between them. Patience Woolsworthy had learned her lesson dearly. She
-had given her whole heart to the man; and, though she so bore herself
-that no one was aware of the violence of the struggle, nevertheless the
-struggle within her bosom was very violent. She never told herself that
-she had done wrong; she never regretted her loss; but yet&mdash;yet&mdash;the loss
-was very hard to bear. He also had loved her, but he was not capable of
-a love which could much injure his daily peace. Her daily peace was gone
-for many a day to come.</p>
-
-<p>Her father is still living; but there is a curate now in the parish. In
-conjunction with him and with Miss Le Smyrger she spends her time in the
-concerns of the parish. In her own eyes she is a confirmed old maid; and
-such is my opinion also. The romance of her life was played out in that
-summer. She never sits now lonely on the hill-side thinking how much she
-might do for one whom she really loved. But with a large heart she loves
-many, and, with no romance, she works hard to lighten the burdens of
-those she loves.</p>
-
-<p>As for Captain Broughton, all the world know that he did marry that
-great heiress with whom his name was once before connected, and that he
-is now a useful member of Parliament, working on committees three or
-four days a week with a zeal that is indefatigable. Sometimes, not
-often, as he thinks of Patience Woolsworthy, a gratified smile comes
-across his face.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_261" id="page_261"></a>{261}</span></p>
-
-<h2><a name="GEORGE_WALKER_AT_SUEZ" id="GEORGE_WALKER_AT_SUEZ"></a>GEORGE WALKER AT SUEZ.</h2>
-
-<p class="nind"><span class="smcap">Of</span> all the spots on the world’s surface that I, George Walker, of Friday
-Street, London, have ever visited, Suez in Egypt, at the head of the Red
-Sea, is by far the vilest, the most unpleasant, and the least
-interesting. There are no women there, no water, and no vegetation. It
-is surrounded, and indeed often filled, by a world of sand. A scorching
-sun is always overhead; and one is domiciled in a huge cavernous hotel,
-which seems to have been made purposely destitute of all the comforts of
-civilised life. Nevertheless, in looking back upon the week of my life
-which I spent there I always enjoy a certain sort of triumph;&mdash;or
-rather, upon one day of that week, which lends a sort of halo not only
-to my sojourn at Suez, but to the whole period of my residence in Egypt.</p>
-
-<p>I am free to confess that I am not a great man, and that, at any rate in
-the earlier part of my career, I had a hankering after the homage which
-is paid to greatness. I would fain have been a popular orator, feeding
-myself on the incense tendered to me by thousands; or failing that, a
-man born to power, whom those around him were compelled to respect, and
-perhaps to fear. I am not ashamed to acknowledge this, and I believe
-that most of my neighbours in Friday Street would own as much were they
-as candid and open-hearted as myself.</p>
-
-<p>It is now some time since I was recommended to pass the first four
-months of the year in Cairo because I had a sore-throat. The doctor may
-have been right, but I shall never divest myself of the idea that my
-partners wished to be rid of me while they made certain changes in the
-management of the firm. They would not otherwise have shown such
-interest every time I blew my nose or relieved my huskiness by a slight
-cough;&mdash;they would not have been so intimate with that surgeon from St.
-Bartholomew’s who dined with them twice at the Albion;<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_262" id="page_262"></a>{262}</span> nor would they
-have gone to work directly that my back was turned, and have done those
-very things which they could not have done had I remained at home. Be
-that as it may, I was frightened and went to Cairo, and while there I
-made a trip to Suez for a week.</p>
-
-<p>I was not happy at Cairo, for I knew nobody there, and the people at the
-hotel were, as I thought, uncivil. It seemed to me as though I were
-allowed to go in and out merely by sufferance; and yet I paid my bill
-regularly every week. The house was full of company, but the company was
-made up of parties of twos and threes, and they all seemed to have their
-own friends. I did make attempts to overcome that terrible British
-exclusiveness, that noli me tangere with which an Englishman arms
-himself, and in which he thinks it necessary to envelop his wife; but it
-was in vain, and I found myself sitting down to breakfast and dinner,
-day after day, as much alone as I should do if I called for a chop at a
-separate table in the Cathedral Coffee-house. And yet at breakfast and
-dinner I made one of an assemblage of thirty or forty people. That I
-thought dull.</p>
-
-<p>But as I stood one morning on the steps before the hotel, bethinking
-myself that my throat was as well as ever I remembered it to be, I was
-suddenly slapped on the back. Never in my life did I feel a more
-pleasant sensation, or turn round with more unaffected delight to return
-a friend’s greeting. It was as though a cup of water had been handed to
-me in the desert. I knew that a cargo of passengers for Australia had
-reached Cairo that morning, and were to be passed on to Suez as soon as
-the railway would take them, and did not therefore expect that the
-greeting had come from any sojourner in Egypt. I should perhaps have
-explained that the even tenor of our life at the hotel was disturbed
-some four times a month by a flight through Cairo of a flock of
-travellers, who like locusts eat up all that there was eatable at the
-Inn for the day. They sat down at the same tables with us, never mixing
-with us, having their separate interests and hopes, and being often, as
-I thought, somewhat loud and almost selfish in the expression of them.
-These flocks consisted of passengers passing and repassing by the
-overland route to and from India and Australia; and had I nothing else
-to tell, I should delight to describe all that I watched of their habits
-and manners&mdash;the outward bound being so different in their traits from
-their brethren on their return. But I have to tell of my own triumph at
-Suez, and must therefore<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_263" id="page_263"></a>{263}</span> hasten on to say that on turning round quickly
-with my outstretched hand, I found it clasped by John Robinson.</p>
-
-<p>“Well, Robinson, is this you?” “Holloa, Walker, what are you doing
-here?” That of course was the style of greeting. Elsewhere I should not
-have cared much to meet John Robinson, for he was a man who had never
-done well in the world. He had been in business and connected with a
-fairly good house in Sise Lane, but he had married early, and things had
-not exactly gone well with him. I don’t think the house broke, but he
-did; and so he was driven to take himself and five children off to
-Australia. Elsewhere I should not have cared to come across him, but I
-was positively glad to be slapped on the back by anybody on that
-landing-place in front of Shepheard’s Hotel at Cairo.</p>
-
-<p>I soon learned that Robinson with his wife and children, and indeed with
-all the rest of the Australian cargo, were to be passed on to Suez that
-afternoon, and after a while I agreed to accompany their party. I had
-made up my mind, on coming out from England, that I would see all the
-wonders of Egypt, and hitherto I had seen nothing. I did ride on one day
-some fifteen miles on a donkey to see the petrified forest; but the
-guide, who called himself a dragoman, took me wrong or cheated me in
-some way. We rode half the day over a stony, sandy plain, seeing
-nothing, with a terrible wind that filled my mouth with grit, and at
-last the dragoman got off. “Dere,” said he, picking up a small bit of
-stone, “Dis is de forest made of stone. Carry that home.” Then we turned
-round and rode back to Cairo. My chief observation as to the country was
-this&mdash;that whichever way we went, the wind blew into our teeth. The
-day’s work cost me five-and-twenty shillings, and since that I had not
-as yet made any other expedition. I was therefore glad of an opportunity
-of going to Suez, and of making the journey in company with an
-acquaintance.</p>
-
-<p>At that time the railway was open, as far as I remember, nearly half the
-way from Cairo to Suez. It did not run four or five times a day, as
-railways do in other countries, but four or five times a month. In fact,
-it only carried passengers on the arrival of these flocks passing
-between England and her Eastern possessions. There were trains passing
-backwards and forwards constantly, as I perceived in walking to and from
-the station; but, as I learned, they carried nothing but the labourers
-working on the line, and the water sent into the Desert for their use.
-It struck me forcibly at the time that I should not have liked to have
-money in that investment.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_264" id="page_264"></a>{264}</span></p>
-
-<p>Well; I went with Robinson to Suez. The journey, like everything else in
-Egypt, was sandy, hot, and unpleasant. The railway carriages were pretty
-fair, and we had room enough; but even in them the dust was a great
-nuisance. We travelled about ten miles an hour, and stopped about an
-hour at every ten miles. This was tedious, but we had cigars with us and
-a trifle of brandy and water; and in this manner the railway journey
-wore itself away. In the middle of the night, however, we were moved
-from the railway carriages into omnibuses, as they were called, and then
-I was not comfortable. These omnibuses were wooden boxes, placed each
-upon a pair of wheels, and supposed to be capable of carrying six
-passengers. I was thrust into one with Robinson, his wife and five
-children, and immediately began to repent of my good-nature in
-accompanying them. To each vehicle were attached four horses or mules,
-and I must acknowledge that as on the railway they went as slow as
-possible, so now in these conveyances, dragged through the sand, they
-went as fast as the beasts could be made to gallop. I remember the Fox
-Tally-ho coach on the Birmingham road when Boyce drove it, but as
-regards pace the Fox Tally-ho was nothing to these machines in Egypt. On
-the first going off I was jolted right on to Mrs. R. and her infant; and
-for a long time that lady thought that the child had been squeezed out
-of its proper shape; but at last we arrived at Suez, and the baby seemed
-to me to be all right when it was handed down into the boat at Suez.</p>
-
-<p>The Robinsons were allowed time to breakfast at that cavernous
-hotel&mdash;which looked to me like a scheme to save the expense of the
-passengers’ meal on board the ship&mdash;and then they were off. I shook
-hands with him heartily as I parted with him at the quay, and wished him
-well through all his troubles. A man who takes a wife and five young
-children out into a colony, and that with his pockets but indifferently
-lined, certainly has his trouble before him. So he has at home, no
-doubt; but, judging for myself, I should always prefer sticking to the
-old ship as long as there is a bag of biscuits in the locker. Poor
-Robinson! I have never heard a word of him or his since that day, and
-sincerely trust that the baby was none the worse for the little accident
-in the box.</p>
-
-<p>And now I had the prospect of a week before me at Suez, and the
-Robinsons had not been gone half an hour before I began to feel that I
-should have been better off even at Cairo. I secured a bedroom at the
-hotel&mdash;I might have secured sixty bedrooms had I wanted them&mdash;and then
-went out and stood at the front<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_265" id="page_265"></a>{265}</span> door, or gate. It is a large house,
-built round a quadrangle, looking with one front towards the head of the
-Red Sea, and with the other into and on a sandy, dead-looking, open
-square. There I stood for ten minutes, and finding that it was too hot
-to go forth, returned to the long cavernous room in which we had
-breakfasted. In that long cavernous room I was destined to eat all my
-meals for the next six days. Now at Cairo I could, at any rate, see my
-fellow-creatures at their food. So I lit a cigar, and began to wonder
-whether I could survive the week. It was now clear to me that I had done
-a very rash thing in coming to Suez with the Robinsons.</p>
-
-<p>Somebody about the place had asked me my name, and I had told it
-plainly&mdash;George Walker. I never was ashamed of my name yet, and never
-had cause to be. I believe at this day it will go as far in Friday
-Street as any other. A man may be popular, or he may not. That depends
-mostly on circumstances which are in themselves trifling. But the value
-of his name depends on the way in which he is known at his bank. I have
-never dealt in tea spoons or gravy spoons, but my name will go as far as
-another name. “George Walker,” I answered, therefore, in a tone of some
-little authority, to the man who asked me, and who sat inside the gate
-of the hotel in an old dressing-gown and slippers.</p>
-
-<p>That was a melancholy day with me, and twenty times before dinner did I
-wish myself back at Cairo. I had been travelling all night, and
-therefore hoped that I might get through some little time in sleeping,
-but the mosquitoes attacked me the moment I laid myself down. In other
-places mosquitoes torment you only at night, but at Suez they buzz
-around you, without ceasing, at all hours. A scorching sun was blazing
-overhead, and absolutely forbade me to leave the house. I stood for a
-while in the verandah, looking down at the few small vessels which were
-moored to the quay, but there was no life in them; not a sail was set,
-not a boatman or a sailor was to be seen, and the very water looked as
-though, it were hot. I could fancy the glare of the sun was cracking the
-paint on the gunwales of the boats. I was the only visitor in the house,
-and during all the long hours of the morning it seemed as though the
-servants had deserted it.</p>
-
-<p>I dined at four; not that I chose that hour, but because no choice was
-given to me. At the hotels in Egypt one has to dine at an hour fixed by
-the landlord, and no entreaties will suffice to obtain a meal at any
-other. So at four I dined, and after dinner was again reduced to
-despair.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_266" id="page_266"></a>{266}</span></p>
-
-<p>I was sitting in the cavernous chamber almost mad at the prospect of the
-week before me, when I heard a noise as of various feet in the passage
-leading from the quadrangle. Was it possible that other human beings
-were coming into the hotel&mdash;Christian human beings at whom I could look,
-whose voices I could hear, whose words I could understand, and with whom
-I might possibly associate? I did not move, however, for I was still
-hot, and I knew that my chances might be better if I did not show myself
-over eager for companionship at the first moment. The door, however, was
-soon opened, and I saw that at least in one respect I was destined to be
-disappointed. The strangers who were entering the room were not
-Christians&mdash;if I might judge by the nature of the garments in which they
-were clothed.</p>
-
-<p>The door had been opened by the man in an old dressing-gown and
-slippers, whom I had seen sitting inside the gate. He was the Arab
-porter of the hotel, and as he marshalled the new visitors into the
-room, I heard him pronounce some sound similar to my own name, and
-perceived that he pointed me out to the most prominent person of those
-who then entered the apartment. This was a stout, portly man, dressed
-from head to foot in Eastern costume of the brightest colours. He wore,
-not only the red fez cap which everybody wears&mdash;even I had accustomed
-myself to a fez cap&mdash;but a turban round it, of which the voluminous
-folds were snowy white. His face was fat, but not the less grave, and
-the lower part of it was enveloped in a magnificent beard, which
-projected round it on all sides, and touched his breast as he walked. It
-was a grand grizzled beard, and I acknowledged at a moment that it added
-a singular dignity to the appearance of the stranger. His flowing robe
-was of bright colours, and the under garment which fitted close round
-his breast, and then descended, becoming beneath his sash a pair of the
-loosest pantaloons&mdash;I might, perhaps, better describe them as bags&mdash;was
-a rich tawny silk. These loose pantaloons were tied close round his
-legs, above the ankle, and over a pair of scrupulously white stockings,
-and on his feet he wore a pair of yellow slippers. It was manifest to me
-at a glance that the Arab gentleman was got up in his best raiment, and
-that no expense had been spared on his suit.</p>
-
-<p>And here I cannot but make a remark on the personal bearing of these
-Arabs. Whether they be Arabs or Turks, or Copts, it is always the same.
-They are a mean, false, cowardly race, I believe. They will bear blows,
-and respect the man who gives them. Fear goes further with them than
-love, and between<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_267" id="page_267"></a>{267}</span> man and man they understand nothing of forbearance.
-He who does not exact from them all that he can exact is simply a fool
-in their estimation, to the extent of that which he loses. In all this,
-they are immeasurably inferior to us who have had Christian teaching.
-But in one thing they beat us. They always know how to maintain their
-personal dignity.</p>
-
-<p>Look at my friend and partner Judkins, as he stands with his hands in
-his trousers pockets at the door of our house in Friday Street. What can
-be meaner than his appearance? He is a stumpy, short, podgy man; but
-then so also was my Arab friend at Suez. Judkins is always dressed from
-head to foot in a decent black cloth suit; his coat is ever a dress
-coat, and is neither old nor shabby. On his head he carries a shining
-new silk hat, such as fashion in our metropolis demands. Judkins is
-rather a dandy than otherwise, piquing himself somewhat on his apparel.
-And yet how mean is his appearance, as compared with the appearance of
-that Arab;&mdash;how mean also is his gait, how ignoble his step! Judkins
-could buy that Arab out four times over, and hardly feel the loss; and
-yet were they to enter a room together, Judkins would know and
-acknowledge by his look that he was the inferior personage. Not the
-less, should a personal quarrel arise between them, would Judkins punch
-the Arab’s head; ay, and reduce him to utter ignominy at his feet.
-Judkins would break his heart in despair rather than not return a blow;
-whereas the Arab would put up with any indignity of that sort.
-Nevertheless Judkins is altogether deficient in personal dignity. I
-often thought, as the hours hung in Egypt, whether it might not be
-practicable to introduce an oriental costume in Friday Street.</p>
-
-<p>At this moment, as the Arab gentleman entered the cavernous coffee-room,
-I felt that I was greatly the inferior personage. He was followed by
-four or five others, dressed somewhat as himself, though by no means in
-such magnificent colours, and by one gentleman in a coat and trousers.
-The gentleman in the coat and trousers came last, and I could see that
-he was one of the least of the number. As for myself, I felt almost
-overawed by the dignity of the stout party in the turban, and seeing
-that he came directly across the room to the place where I was seated, I
-got upon my legs and made him some sign of Christian obeisance. I am a
-little man, and not podgy, as is Judkins, and I flatter myself that I
-showed more deportment, at any rate, than he would have exhibited.</p>
-
-<p>I made, as I have said, some Christian obeisance. I bobbed<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_268" id="page_268"></a>{268}</span> my head,
-that is, rubbing my hands together the while, and expressed an opinion
-that it was a fine day. But if I was civil, as I hope I was, the Arab
-was much more so. He advanced till he was about six paces from me, then
-placed his right hand open upon his silken breast, and inclining forward
-with his whole body, made to me a bow which Judkins never could
-accomplish. The turban and the flowing robe might be possible in Friday
-Street, but of what avail would be the outer garments and mere symbols,
-if the inner sentiment of personal dignity were wanting? I have often
-since tried it when alone, but I could never accomplish anything like
-that bow. The Arab with the flowing robe bowed, and the other Arabs all
-bowed also; and after that the Christian gentleman with the coat and
-trousers made a leg. I made a leg also, rubbing my hands again, and
-added to my former remarks that it was rather hot.</p>
-
-<p>“Dat berry true,” said the porter in the dirty dressing-gown, who stood
-by. I could see at a glance that the manner of that porter towards me
-was greatly altered, and I began to feel comforted in my wretchedness.
-Perhaps a Christian from Friday Street, with plenty of money in his
-pockets, would stand in higher esteem at Suez than at Cairo. If so, that
-alone would go far to atone for the apparent wretchedness of the place.
-At Cairo I had not received that attention which had certainly been due
-to me as the second partner in the flourishing Manchester house of
-Grimes, Walker, and Judkins.</p>
-
-<p>But now, as my friend with the beard again bowed to me, I felt that this
-deficiency was to be made up. It was clear, however, that this new
-acquaintance, though I liked the manner of it, would be attended with
-considerable inconvenience, for the Arab gentleman commenced an address
-to me in French. It has always been to me a source of sorrow that my
-parents did not teach me the French language, and this deficiency on my
-part has given rise to an incredible amount of supercilious overbearing
-pretension on the part of Judkins&mdash;who after all can hardly do more than
-translate a correspondent’s letter. I do not believe that he could have
-understood that Arab’s oration, but at any rate I did not. He went on to
-the end, however, speaking for some three or four minutes, and then
-again he bowed. If I could only have learned that bow, I might still
-have been greater than Judkins with all his French.</p>
-
-<p>“I am very sorry,” said I, “but I don’t exactly follow the French
-language when it is spoken.”</p>
-
-<p>“Ah! no French!” said the Arab in very broken English,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_269" id="page_269"></a>{269}</span> “dat is one
-sorrow.” How is it that these fellows learn all languages under the sun?
-I afterwards found that this man could talk Italian, and Turkish, and
-Armenian fluently, and say a few words in German, as he could also in
-English. I could not ask for my dinner in any other language than
-English, if it were to save me from starvation. Then he called to the
-Christian gentleman in the pantaloons, and, as far as I could
-understand, made over to him the duty of interpreting between us. There
-seemed, however, to be one difficulty in the way of this being carried
-on with efficiency. The Christian gentleman could not speak English
-himself. He knew of it perhaps something more than did the Arab, but by
-no means enough to enable us to have a fluent conversation.</p>
-
-<p>And had the interpreter&mdash;who turned out to be an Italian from Trieste,
-attached to the Austrian Consulate at Alexandria&mdash;had the interpreter
-spoken English with the greatest ease, I should have had considerable
-difficulty in understanding and digesting in all its bearings, the
-proposition made to me. But before I proceed to the proposition, I must
-describe a ceremony which took place previous to its discussion. I had
-hardly observed, when first the procession entered the room, that one of
-my friend’s followers&mdash;my friend’s name, as I learned afterwards, was
-Mahmoud al Ackbar, and I will therefore call him Mahmoud&mdash;that one of
-Mahmoud’s followers bore in his arms a bundle of long sticks, and that
-another carried an iron pot and a tray. Such was the case, and these two
-followers came forward to perform their services, while I, having been
-literally pressed down on to the sofa by Mahmoud, watched them in their
-progress. Mahmoud also sat down, and not a word was spoken while the
-ceremony went on. The man with the sticks first placed on the ground two
-little pans&mdash;one at my feet, and then one at the feet of his master.
-After that he loosed an ornamented bag which he carried round his neck,
-and producing from it tobacco, proceeded to fill two pipes. This he did
-with the utmost gravity, and apparently with very peculiar care. The
-pipes had been already fixed at one end of the stick, and to the other
-end the man had fastened two large yellow balls. These, as I afterwards
-perceived, were mouth-pieces made of amber. Then he lit the pipes,
-drawing up the difficult smoke by long painful suckings at the
-mouthpiece, and then, when the work had become apparently easy, he
-handed one pipe to me, and the other to his master. The bowls he had
-first placed in the little pans on the ground.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_270" id="page_270"></a>{270}</span></p>
-
-<p>During all this time no word was spoken, and I was left altogether in
-the dark as to the cause which had produced this extraordinary courtesy.
-There was a stationary sofa&mdash;they called it there a divan&mdash;which was
-fixed into the corner of the room, and on one side of the angle sat
-Mahmoud al Ackbar, with his feet tucked under him, while I sat on the
-other. The remainder of the party stood around, and I felt so little
-master of the occasion, that I did not know whether it would become me
-to bid them be seated. I was not master of the entertainment. They were
-not my pipes. Nor was it my coffee, which I saw one of the followers
-preparing in a distant part of the room. And, indeed, I was much
-confused as to the management of the stick and amber mouth-piece with
-which I had been presented. With a cigar I am as much at home as any man
-in the City. I can nibble off the end of it, and smoke it to the last
-ash, when I am three parts asleep. But I had never before been invited
-to regale myself with such an instrument as this. What was I to do with
-that huge yellow ball? So I watched my new friend closely.</p>
-
-<p>It had manifestly been a part of his urbanity not to commence till I had
-done so, but seeing my difficulty he at last raised the ball to his
-mouth and sucked at it. I looked at him and envied the gravity of his
-countenance, and the dignity of his demeanour. I sucked also, but I made
-a sputtering noise, and must confess that I did not enjoy it. The smoke
-curled gracefully from his mouth and nostrils as he sat there in mute
-composure. I was mute as regarded speech, but I coughed as the smoke
-came from me in convulsive puffs. And then the attendant brought us
-coffee in little tin cups&mdash;black coffee, without sugar and full of grit,
-of which the berries had been only bruised, not ground. I took the cup
-and swallowed the mixture, for I could not refuse, but I wish that I
-might have asked for some milk and sugar. Nevertheless there was
-something very pleasing in the whole ceremony, and at last I began to
-find myself more at home with my pipe.</p>
-
-<p>When Mahmoud had exhausted his tobacco, and perceived that I also had
-ceased to puff forth smoke, he spoke in Italian to the interpreter, and
-the interpreter forthwith proceeded to explain to me the purport of this
-visit. This was done with much difficulty, for the interpreter’s stock
-of English was very scanty&mdash;but after awhile I understood, or thought I
-understood, as follows:&mdash;At some previous period of my existence I had
-done some deed which had given infinite satisfaction to Mahmoud al
-Ackbar. Whether,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_271" id="page_271"></a>{271}</span> however, I had done it myself, or whether my father
-had done it, was not quite clear to me. My father, then some time
-deceased, had been a wharfinger at Liverpool, and it was quite possible
-that Mahmoud might have found himself at that port. Mahmoud had heard of
-my arrival in Egypt, and had been given to understand that I was coming
-to Suez&mdash;to carry myself away in the ship, as the interpreter phrased
-it. This I could not understand, but I let it pass. Having heard these
-agreeable tidings&mdash;and Mahmoud, sitting in the corner, bowed low to me
-as this was said&mdash;he had prepared for my acceptance a slight refection
-for the morrow, hoping that I would not carry myself away in the ship
-till this had been eaten. On this subject I soon made him quite at ease,
-and he then proceeded to explain that as there was a point of interest
-at Suez, Mahmoud was anxious that I should partake of the refection
-somewhat in the guise of a picnic, at the Well of Moses, over in Asia,
-on the other side of the head of the Red Sea. Mahmoud would provide a
-boat to take across the party in the morning, and camels on which we
-would return after sunset. Or else we would go and return on camels, or
-go on camels and return in the boat. Indeed any arrangement would be
-made that I preferred. If I was afraid of the heat, and disliked the
-open boat, I could be carried round in a litter. The provisions had
-already been sent over to the Well of Moses in the anticipation that I
-would not refuse this little request.</p>
-
-<p>I did not refuse it. Nothing could have been more agreeable to me than
-this plan of seeing something of the sights and wonders of this
-land,&mdash;and of this seeing them in good company. I had not heard of the
-Well of Moses before, but now that I learned that it was in Asia,&mdash;in
-another quarter of the globe, to be reached by a transit of the Red Sea,
-to be returned from by a journey on camels’ backs,&mdash;I burned with
-anxiety to visit its waters. What a story would this be for Judkins!
-This was, no doubt, the point at which the Israelites had passed. Of
-those waters had they drunk. I almost felt that I had already found one
-of Pharaoh’s chariot wheels. I readily gave my assent, and then, with
-much ceremony and many low salaams, Mahmoud and his attendant left me.
-“I am very glad that I came to Suez,” said I to myself.</p>
-
-<p>I did not sleep much that night, for the mosquitoes of Suez are very
-persevering; but I was saved from the agonising despair which these
-animals so frequently produce, by my agreeable thoughts as to Mahmoud al
-Ackbar. I will put it to any of<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_272" id="page_272"></a>{272}</span> my readers who have travelled, whether
-it is not a painful thing to find one’s-self regarded among strangers
-without any kindness or ceremonious courtesy. I had on this account been
-wretched at Cairo, but all this was to be made up to me at Suez. Nothing
-could be more pleasant than the whole conduct of Mahmoud al Ackbar, and
-I determined to take full advantage of it, not caring overmuch what
-might be the nature of those previous favours to which he had alluded.
-That was his look-out, and if he was satisfied, why should not I be so
-also?</p>
-
-<p>On the following morning I was dressed at six, and, looking out of my
-bed-room, I saw the boat in which we were to be wafted into Asia being
-brought up to the quay close under my window. It had been arranged that
-we should start early, so as to avoid the mid-day sun, breakfast in the
-boat,&mdash;Mahmoud in this way engaged to provide me with two
-refections,&mdash;take our rest at noon in a pavilion which had been built
-close upon the well of the patriarch, and then eat our dinner, and
-return riding upon camels in the cool of the evening. Nothing could
-sound more pleasant than such a plan; and knowing as I did that the
-hampers of provisions had already been sent over, I did not doubt that
-the table arrangements would be excellent. Even now, standing at my
-window, I could see a basket laden with long-necked bottles going into
-the boat, and became aware that we should not depend altogether for our
-morning repast on that gritty coffee which my friend Mahmoud’s followers
-prepared.</p>
-
-<p>I had promised to be ready at six, and having carefully completed my
-toilet, and put a clean collar and comb into my pocket ready for dinner,
-I descended to the great gateway and walked slowly round to the quay. As
-I passed out, the porter greeted me with a low obeisance, and walking
-on, I felt that I stepped the ground with a sort of dignity of which I
-had before been ignorant. It is not, as a rule, the man who gives grace
-and honour to the position, but the position which confers the grace and
-honour upon the man. I have often envied the solemn gravity and grand
-demeanour of the Lord Chancellor, as I have seen him on the bench; but I
-almost think that even Judkins would look grave and dignified under such
-a wig. Mahmoud al Ackbar had called upon me and done me honour, and I
-felt myself personally capable of sustaining before the people of Suez
-the honour which he had done me.</p>
-
-<p>As I walked forth with a proud step from beneath the portal, I
-perceived, looking down from the square along the street, that there was
-already some commotion in the town. I saw the<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_273" id="page_273"></a>{273}</span> flowing robes of many
-Arabs, with their backs turned towards me, and I thought that I observed
-the identical gown and turban of my friend Mahmoud on the back and head
-of a stout short man, who was hurrying round a corner in the distance. I
-felt sure that it was Mahmoud. Some of his servants had failed in their
-preparations, I said to myself, as I made my way round to the water’s
-edge. This was only another testimony how anxious he was to do me
-honour.</p>
-
-<p>I stood for a while on the edge of the quay looking into the boat, and
-admiring the comfortable cushions which were luxuriously arranged around
-the seats. The men who were at work did not know me, and I was
-unnoticed, but I should soon take my place upon the softest of those
-cushions. I walked slowly backwards and forwards on the quay, listening
-to a hum of voices that came to me from a distance. There was clearly
-something stirring in the town, and I felt certain that all the movement
-and all those distant voices were connected in some way with my
-expedition to the Well of Moses. At last there came a lad upon the walk
-dressed in Frank costume, and I asked him what was in the wind. He was a
-clerk attached to an English warehouse, and he told me that there had
-been an arrival from Cairo. He knew no more than that, but he had heard
-that the omnibuses had just come in. Could it be possible that Mahmoud
-al Ackbar had heard of another old acquaintance, and had gone to welcome
-him also?</p>
-
-<p>At first my ideas on the subject were altogether pleasant. I by no means
-wished to monopolise the delights of all those cushions, nor would it be
-to me a cause of sorrow that there should be some one to share with me
-the conversational powers of that interpreter. Should another guest be
-found, he might also be an Englishman, and I might thus form an
-acquaintance which would be desirable. Thinking of these things, I
-walked the quay for some minutes in a happy state of mind; but by
-degrees I became impatient, and by degrees also disturbed in my spirit.
-I observed that one of the Arab boatmen walked round from the vessel to
-the front of the hotel, and that on his return he looked at me&mdash;as I
-thought, not with courteous eyes. Then also I saw, or rather heard, some
-one in the verandah of the hotel above me, and was conscious that I was
-being viewed from thence. I walked and walked, and nobody came to me,
-and I perceived by my watch that it was seven o’clock. The noise, too,
-had come nearer and nearer, and I was now aware that wheels had been
-drawn up before the front door of the<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_274" id="page_274"></a>{274}</span> hotel, and that many voices were
-speaking there. It might be that Mahmoud should wait for some other
-friend, but why did he not send some one to inform me? And then, as I
-made a sudden turn at the end of the quay, I caught sight of the
-retreating legs of the Austrian interpreter, and I became aware that he
-had been sent down, and had gone away, afraid to speak to me. “What can
-I do?” said I to myself, “I can but keep my ground.” I owned that I
-feared to go round to the front of the hotel. So I still walked slowly
-up and down the length of the quay, and began to whistle to show that I
-was not uneasy. The Arab sailors looked at me uncomfortably, and from
-time to time some one peered at me round the corner. It was now fully
-half-past seven, and the sun was becoming hot in the heavens. Why did we
-not hasten to place ourselves beneath the awning in that boat.</p>
-
-<p>I had just made up my mind that I would go round to the front and
-penetrate this mystery, when, on turning, I saw approaching to me a man
-dressed at any rate like an English gentleman. As he came near to me, he
-raised his hat, and accosted me in our own language. “Mr. George Walker,
-I believe?” said he.</p>
-
-<p>“Yes,” said I, with some little attempt at a high demeanour, “of the
-firm of Grimes, Walker, and Judkins, Friday Street, London.”</p>
-
-<p>“A most respectable house, I am sure,” said he. “I am afraid there has
-been a little mistake here.”</p>
-
-<p>“No mistake as to the respectability of that house,” said I. I felt that
-I was again alone in the world, and that it was necessary that I should
-support myself. Mahmoud al Ackbar had separated himself from me for
-ever. Of that I had no longer a doubt.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, none at all,” said he. “But about this little expedition over the
-water;” and he pointed contemptuously to the boat. “There has been a
-mistake about that, Mr. Walker; I happen to be the English Vice-Consul
-here.”</p>
-
-<p>I took off my hat and bowed. It was the first time I had ever been
-addressed civilly by any English consular authority.</p>
-
-<p>“And they have made me get out of bed to come down here and explain all
-this to you.”</p>
-
-<p>“All what?” said I.</p>
-
-<p>“You are a man of the world, I know, and I’ll just tell it you plainly.
-My old friend, Mahmoud al Ackbar, has mistaken you for Sir George
-Walker, the new Lieutenant-Governor of<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_275" id="page_275"></a>{275}</span> Pegu. Sir George Walker is here
-now; he has come this morning and Mahmoud is ashamed to face you after
-what has occurred. If you won’t object to withdraw with me into the
-hotel, I’ll explain it all.”</p>
-
-<p>I felt as though a thunderbolt had fallen; and I must say, that even up
-to this day I think that the Consul might have been a little less
-abrupt. “We can get in here,” said he, evidently in a hurry, and
-pointing to a small door which opened out from one corner of the house
-to the quay. What could I do but follow him? I did follow him, and in a
-few words learned the remainder of the story. When he had once withdrawn
-me from the public walk he seemed but little anxious about the rest, and
-soon left me again alone. The facts, as far as I could learn them, were
-simply these.</p>
-
-<p>Sir George Walker, who was now going out to Pegu as Governor, had been
-in India before, commanding an army there. I had never heard of him
-before, and had made no attempt to pass myself off as his relative.
-Nobody could have been more innocent than I was&mdash;or have received worse
-usage. I have as much right to the name as he has. Well; when he was in
-India before, he had taken the city of Begum after a terrible
-siege&mdash;Begum, I think the Consul called it; and Mahmoud had been there,
-having been, it seems, a great man at Begum, and Sir George had spared
-him and his money; and in this way the whole thing had come to pass.
-There was no further explanation than that. The rest of it was all
-transparent. Mahmoud, having heard my name from the porter, had hurried
-down to invite me to his party. So far so good. But why had he been
-afraid to face me in the morning? And, seeing that the fault had all
-been his, why had he not asked me to join the expedition? Sir George and
-I may, after all, be cousins. But, coward as he was, he had been afraid
-of me. When they found that I was on the quay, they had been afraid of
-me, not knowing how to get rid of me. I wish that I had kept the quay
-all day, and stared them down one by one as they entered the boat. But I
-was down in the mouth, and when the Consul left me, I crept wearily back
-to my bed-room.</p>
-
-<p>And the Consul did leave me almost immediately. A faint hope had at one
-time, come upon me that he would have asked me to breakfast. Had he done
-so, I should have felt it as a full compensation for all that I had
-suffered. I am not an exacting man, but I own that I like civility. In
-Friday Street I can command it, and in Friday Street for the rest of my
-life will I<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_276" id="page_276"></a>{276}</span> remain. From this Consul I received no civility. As soon as
-he had got me out of the way and spoken the few words which he had to
-say, he again raised his hat and left me. I also again raised mine, and
-then crept up to my bed-room.</p>
-
-<p>From my window, standing a little behind the white curtain, I could see
-the whole embarkation. There was Mahmoud al Ackbar, looking indeed a
-little hot, but still going through his work with all that excellence of
-deportment which had graced him on the preceding evening. Had his foot
-slipped, and had he fallen backwards into that shallow water, my spirit
-would, I confess, have been relieved. But, on the contrary, everything
-went well with him. There was the real Sir George, my namesake and
-perhaps my cousin, as fresh as paint, cool from the bath which he had
-been taking while I had been walking on that terrace. How is it that
-these governors and commanders-in-chief go through such a deal of work
-without fagging? It was not yet two hours since he was jolting about in
-that omnibus-box, and there he had been all night. I could not have gone
-off to the Well of Moses immediately on my arrival. It’s the dignity of
-the position that does it. I have long known that the head of a firm
-must never count on a mere clerk to get through as much work as he could
-do himself. It’s the interest in the matter that supports the man.</p>
-
-<p>They went, and Sir George, as I was well assured, had never heard a word
-about me. Had he done so, is it probable that he would have requested my
-attendance?</p>
-
-<p>But Mahmoud and his followers no doubt kept their own counsel as to that
-little mistake. There they went, and the gentle rippling breeze filled
-their sail pleasantly, as the boat moved away into the bay. I felt no
-spite against any of them but Mahmoud. Why had he avoided me with such
-cowardice? I could still see them when the morning tchibouk was handed
-to Sir George; and, though I wished him no harm, I did envy him as he
-lay there reclining luxuriously upon the cushions.</p>
-
-<p>A more wretched day than that I never spent in my life. As I went in and
-out, the porter at the gate absolutely scoffed at me. Once I made up my
-mind to complain within the house. But what could I have said of the
-dirty Arab? They would have told me that it was his religion, or a
-national observance, or meant for a courtesy. What can a man do, in a
-strange country, when he is told that a native spits in his face by way
-of civility? I bore it, I bore it&mdash;like a man; and sighed for the
-comforts of Friday Street.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_277" id="page_277"></a>{277}</span></p>
-
-<p>As to one matter, I made up my mind on that day, and I fully carried out
-my purpose on the next: I would go across to the Well of Moses in a
-boat. I would visit the coasts of Asia. And I would ride back into
-Africa on a camel. Though I did it alone, I would have my day’s
-pleasuring. I had money in my pocket, and, though it might cost me £20,
-I would see all that my namesake had seen. It did cost me the best part
-of £20; and as for the pleasuring, I cannot say much for it.</p>
-
-<p>I went to bed early that night, having concluded my bargain for the
-morrow with a rapacious Arab who spoke English. I went to bed early in
-order to escape the returning party, and was again on the quay at six
-the next morning. On this occasion, I stepped boldly into the boat the
-very moment that I came along the shore. There is nothing in the world
-like paying for what you use. I saw myself to the bottle of brandy and
-the cold meat, and acknowledged that a cigar out of my own case would
-suit me better than that long stick. The long stick might do very well
-for a Governor of Pegu, but would be highly inconvenient in Friday
-Street.</p>
-
-<p>Well, I am not going to give an account of my day’s journey here, though
-perhaps I may do so some day. I did go to the Well of Moses&mdash;if a small
-dirty pool of salt water, lying high above the sands, can be called a
-well; I did eat my dinner in the miserable ruined cottage which they
-graced by the name of a pavilion; and, alas for my poor bones! I did
-ride home upon a camel. If Sir George did so early, and started for Pegu
-the next morning&mdash;and I was informed such was the fact&mdash;he must have
-been made of iron. I laid in bed the whole day suffering greviously; but
-I was told that on such a journey I should have slakened my throat with
-oranges, and not with brandy.</p>
-
-<p>I survived those four terrible days which remained to me at Suez, and
-after another month was once again in Friday Street. I suffered greatly
-on the occasion; but it is some consolation to me to reflect that I
-smoked a pipe of peace with Mahmoud al Ackbar; that I saw the hero of
-Begum while journeying out to new triumphs at Pegu; that I sailed into
-Asia in my own yacht&mdash;hired for the occasion; and that I rode back into
-Africa, on a camel. Nor can Judkins, with all his ill-nature, rob me of
-these remembrances.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_278" id="page_278"></a>{278}</span></p>
-
-<h2><a name="THE_MISTLETOE_BOUGH" id="THE_MISTLETOE_BOUGH"></a>THE MISTLETOE BOUGH.</h2>
-
-<p>“Let the boys have it if they like it,” said Mrs. Garrow, pleading to
-her only daughter on behalf of her two sons.</p>
-
-<p>“Pray don’t, mamma,” said Elizabeth Garrow. “It only means romping. To
-me all that is detestable, and I am sure it is not the sort of thing
-that Miss Holmes would like.”</p>
-
-<p>“We always had it at Christmas when we were young.”</p>
-
-<p>“But, mamma, the world is so changed.”</p>
-
-<p>The point in dispute was one very delicate in its nature, hardly to be
-discussed in all its bearings, even in fiction, and the very mention of
-which between mother and daughter showed a great amount of close
-confidence between them. It was no less than this. Should that branch of
-mistletoe which Frank Garrow had brought home with him out of the
-Lowther woods be hung up on Christmas Eve in the dining-room at Thwaite
-Hall, according to his wishes; or should permission for such hanging be
-positively refused? It was clearly a thing not to be done after such a
-discussion, and therefore the decision given by Mrs. Garrow was against
-it.</p>
-
-<p>I am inclined to think that Miss Garrow was right in saying that the
-world is changed as touching misletoe boughs. Kissing, I fear, is less
-innocent now than it used to be when our grand-mothers were alive, and
-we have become more fastidious in our amusements. Nevertheless, I think
-that she made herself fairly open to the raillery with which her
-brothers attacked her.</p>
-
-<p>“Honi soit qui mal y pense,” said Frank, who was eighteen.</p>
-
-<p>“Nobody will want to kiss you, my lady Fineairs,” said Harry, who was
-just a year younger.</p>
-
-<p>“Because you choose to be a Puritan, there are to be no more cakes and
-ale in the house,” said Frank.</p>
-
-<p>“Still waters run deep; we all know that,” said Harry.</p>
-
-<p>The boys had not been present when the matter was decided<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_279" id="page_279"></a>{279}</span> between Mrs.
-Garrow and her daughter, nor had the mother been present when these
-little amenities had passed between the brothers and sister.</p>
-
-<p>“Only that mamma has said it, and I wouldn’t seem to go against her,”
-said Frank, “I’d ask my father. He wouldn’t give way to such nonsense, I
-know.”</p>
-
-<p>Elizabeth turned away without answering, and left the room. Her eyes
-were full of tears, but she would not let them see that they had vexed
-her. They were only two days home from school, and for the last week
-before their coming, all her thoughts had been to prepare for their
-Christmas pleasures. She had arranged their rooms, making everything
-warm and pretty. Out of her own pocket she had bought a shot-belt for
-one, and skates for the other. She had told the old groom that her pony
-was to belong exclusively to Master Harry for the holidays, and now
-Harry told her that still waters ran deep. She had been driven to the
-use of all her eloquence in inducing her father to purchase that gun for
-Frank, and now Frank called her a Puritan. And why? She did not choose
-that a mistletoe bough should be hung in her father’s hall, when Godfrey
-Holmes was coming to visit him. She could not explain this to Frank, but
-Frank might have had the wit to understand it. But Frank was thinking
-only of Patty Coverdale, a blue-eyed little romp of sixteen, who, with
-her sister Kate, was coming from Penrith to spend the Christmas at
-Thwaite Hall. Elizabeth left the room with her slow, graceful step,
-hiding her tears,&mdash;hiding all emotion, as latterly she had taught
-herself that it was feminine to do. “There goes my lady Fineairs,” said
-Harry, sending his shrill voice after her.</p>
-
-<p>Thwaite Hall was not a place of much pretension. It was a moderate-sized
-house, surrounded by pretty gardens and shrubberies, close down upon the
-river Eamont, on the Westmoreland side of the river, looking over to a
-lovely wooded bank in Cumberland. All the world knows that the Eamont
-runs out of Ulleswater, dividing the two counties, passing under Penrith
-Bridge and by the old ruins of Brougham Castle, below which it joins the
-Eden. Thwaite Hall nestled down close upon the clear rocky stream about
-half way between Ulleswater and Penrith, and had been built just at a
-bend of the river. The windows of the dining-parlour and of the
-drawing-room stood at right angles to each other, and yet each commanded
-a reach of the stream. Immediately from a side of the house steps were
-cut down through the red rock to the water’s edge, and here a small boat
-was always moored to a chain. The chain was stretched across the river,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_280" id="page_280"></a>{280}</span>
-fixed to the staples driven into the rock on either side, and the boat
-was pulled backwards and forwards over the stream, without aid from oars
-or paddles. From the opposite side a path led through the woods and
-across the fields to Penrith, and this was the route commonly used
-between Thwaite Hall and the town.</p>
-
-<p>Major Garrow was a retired officer of Engineers, who had seen service in
-all parts of the world, and who was now spending the evening of his days
-on a small property which had come to him from his father. He held in
-his own hands about twenty acres of land, and he was the owner of one
-small farm close by, which was let to a tenant. That, together with his
-half-pay, and the interest of his wife’s thousand pounds, sufficed to
-educate his children and keep the wolf at a comfortable distance from
-his door. He himself was a spare thin man, with quiet, lazy, literary
-habits. He had done the work of life, but had so done it as to permit of
-his enjoying that which was left to him. His sole remaining care was the
-establishment of his children; and, as far as he could see, he had no
-ground for anticipating disappointment. They were clever, good-looking,
-well-disposed young people, and upon the whole it may be said that the
-sun shone brightly on Thwaite Hall. Of Mrs. Garrow it may suffice to say
-that she always deserved such sunshine.</p>
-
-<p>For years past it had been the practice of the family to have some sort
-of gathering at Thwaite Hall during Christmas. Godfrey Holmes had been
-left under the guardianship of Major Garrow, and, as he had always spent
-his Christmas holidays with his guardian, this, perhaps, had given rise
-to the practice. Then the Coverdales were cousins of the Garrows, and
-they had usually been there as children. At the Christmas last past the
-custom had been broken, for young Holmes had been abroad. Previous to
-that, they had all been children, excepting him. But now that they were
-to meet again, they were no longer children. Elizabeth, at any rate, was
-not so, for she had already counted nineteen winters. And Isabella
-Holmes was coming. Now Isabella was two years older than Elizabeth, and
-had been educated in Brussels; moreover she was comparatively a stranger
-at Thwaite Hall, never having been at those early Christmas meetings.</p>
-
-<p>And now I must take permission to begin my story by telling a lady’s
-secret. Elizabeth Garrow had already been in love with Godfrey Holmes,
-or perhaps it might be more becoming to say that Godfrey Holmes had
-already been in love with her. They had already been engaged; and, alas!
-they had already agreed that that engagement should be broken off!<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_281" id="page_281"></a>{281}</span></p>
-
-<p>Young Holmes was now twenty-seven years of age, and was employed in a
-bank at Liverpool, not as a clerk, but as assistant-manager, with a
-large salary. He was a man well to do in the world, who had money also
-of his own, and who might well afford to marry. Some two years since, on
-the eve of leaving Thwaite Hall, he had with low doubting whisper told
-Elizabeth that he loved her, and she had flown trembling to her mother.
-“Godfrey, my boy,” the father said to him, as he parted with him the
-next morning, “Bessy is only a child, and too young to think of this
-yet.” At the next Christmas Godfrey was in Italy, and the thing was gone
-by,&mdash;so at least the father and mother said to each other. But the young
-people had met in the summer, and one joyful letter had come from the
-girl home to her mother. “I have accepted him. Dearest, dearest mamma, I
-do love him. But don’t tell papa yet, for I have not quite accepted him.
-I think I am sure, but I am not quite sure. I am not quite sure about
-him.”</p>
-
-<p>And then, two days after that, there had come a letter that was not at
-all joyful. “Dearest Mamma,&mdash;It is not to be. It is not written in the
-book. We have both agreed that it will not do. I am so glad that you
-have not told dear papa, for I could never make him understand. You will
-understand, for I shall tell you everything, down to his very words. But
-we have agreed that there shall be no quarrel. It shall be exactly as it
-was, and he will come at Christmas all the same. It would never do that
-he and papa should be separated, nor could we now put off Isabella. It
-is better so in every way, for there is and need be no quarrel. We still
-like each other. I am sure I like him, but I know that I should not make
-him happy as his wife. He says it is my fault. I, at any rate, have
-never told him that I thought it his.” From all which it will be seen
-that the confidence between the mother and daughter was very close.</p>
-
-<p>Elizabeth Garrow was a very good girl, but it might almost be a question
-whether she was not too good. She had learned, or thought that she had
-learned, that most girls are vapid, silly, and useless,&mdash;given chiefly
-to pleasure-seeking and a hankering after lovers; and she had resolved
-that she would not be such a one. Industry, self-denial, and a religious
-purpose in life, were the tasks which she set herself; and she went
-about the performance of them with much courage. But such tasks, though
-they are excellently well adapted to fit a young lady for the work of
-living, may also be carried too far, and thus have the effect of
-unfitting her for that work. When Elizabeth Garrow made up<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_282" id="page_282"></a>{282}</span> her mind
-that the finding of a husband was not the only purpose of life, she did
-very well. It is very well that a young lady should feel herself capable
-of going through the world happily without one. But in teaching herself
-this she also taught herself to think that there was a certain merit in
-refusing herself the natural delight of a lover, even though the
-possession of the lover were compatible with all her duties to herself,
-her father and mother, and the world at large. It was not that she had
-determined to have no lover. She made no such resolve, and when the
-proper lover came he was admitted to her heart. But she declared to
-herself unconsciously that she must put a guard upon herself, lest she
-should be betrayed into weakness by her own happiness. She had resolved
-that in loving her lord she would not worship him, and that in giving
-her heart she would only so give it as it should be given to a human
-creature like herself. She had acted on these high resolves, and hence
-it had come to pass,&mdash;not unnaturally,&mdash;that Mr. Godfrey Holmes had told
-her that it was “her fault.”</p>
-
-<p>She was a pretty, fair girl, with soft dark-brown hair, and soft long
-dark eyelashes. Her grey eyes, though quiet in their tone, were tender
-and lustrous. Her face was oval, and the lines of her cheek and chin
-perfect in their symmetry. She was generally quiet in her demeanour, but
-when moved she could rouse herself to great energy, and speak with
-feeling and almost with fire. Her fault was a reverence for martyrdom in
-general, and a feeling, of which she was unconscious, that it became a
-young woman to be unhappy in secret;&mdash;that it became a young woman, I
-might rather say, to have a source of unhappiness hidden from the world
-in general, and endured without any detriment to her outward
-cheerfulness. We know the story of the Spartan boy who held the fox
-under his tunic. The fox was biting into him,&mdash;into the very entrails;
-but the young hero spake never a word. Now Bessy Garrow was inclined to
-think that it was a good thing to have a fox always biting, so that the
-torment caused no ruining to her outward smiles. Now at this moment the
-fox within her bosom was biting her sore enough, but she bore it without
-flinching.</p>
-
-<p>“If you would rather that he should not come I will have it arranged,”
-her mother had said to her.</p>
-
-<p>“Not for worlds,” she had answered. “I should never think well of myself
-again.”</p>
-
-<p>Her mother had changed her own mind more than once as to the conduct in
-this matter which might be best for her to follow,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_283" id="page_283"></a>{283}</span> thinking solely of
-her daughter’s welfare. “If he comes they will be reconciled, and she
-will be happy,” had been her first idea. But then there was a stern
-fixedness of purpose in Bessy’s words when she spoke of Mr. Holmes,
-which had expelled this hope, and Mrs. Garrow had for a while thought it
-better that the young man should not come. But Bessy would not permit
-this. It would vex her father, put out of course the arrangements of
-other people, and display weakness on her own part. He should come, and
-she would endure without flinching while the fox gnawed at her.</p>
-
-<p>That battle of the mistletoe had been fought on the morning before
-Christmas-day, and the Holmeses came on Christmas-eve. Isabella was
-comparatively a stranger, and therefore received at first the greater
-share of attention. She and Elizabeth had once seen each other, and for
-the last year or two had corresponded, but personally they had never
-been intimate. Unfortunately for the latter, that story of Godfrey’s
-offer and acceptance had been communicated to Isabella, as had of course
-the immediately subsequent story of their separation. But now it would
-be almost impossible to avoid the subject in conversation. “Dearest
-Isabella, let it be as though it had never been,” she had said in one of
-her letters. But sometimes it is very difficult to let things be as
-though they had never been.</p>
-
-<p>The first evening passed over very well. The two Coverdale girls were
-there, and there had been much talking and merry laughter, rather
-juvenile in its nature, but on the whole none the worse for that.
-Isabella Holmes was a fine, tall, handsome girl; good-humoured, and well
-disposed to be pleased; rather Frenchified in her manners, and quite
-able to take care of herself. But she was not above round games, and did
-not turn up her nose at the boys. Godfrey behaved himself excellently,
-talking much to the Major, but by no means avoiding Miss Garrow. Mrs.
-Garrow, though she had known him since he was a boy, had taken an
-aversion to him since he had quarrelled with her daughter; but there was
-no room on this first night for showing such aversion, and everything
-went off well.</p>
-
-<p>“Godfrey is very much improved,” the Major said to his wife that night.</p>
-
-<p>“Do you think so?”</p>
-
-<p>“Indeed I do. He has filled out and become a fine man.”</p>
-
-<p>“In personal appearance, you mean. Yes, he is well-looking enough.”<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_284" id="page_284"></a>{284}</span></p>
-
-<p>“And in his manner, too. He is doing uncommonly well in Liverpool, I can
-tell you; and if he should think of Bessy&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“There is nothing of that sort,” said Mrs. Garrow.</p>
-
-<p>“He did speak to me, you know,&mdash;two years ago. Bessy was too young then,
-and so indeed was he. But if she likes him&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t think she does.”</p>
-
-<p>“Then there’s an end of it.” And so they went to bed.</p>
-
-<p>“Frank,” said the sister to her elder brother, knocking at his door when
-they had all gone up stairs, “may I come in,&mdash;if you are not in bed?”</p>
-
-<p>“In bed,” said he, looking up with some little pride from his Greek
-book; “I’ve one hundred and fifty lines to do before I can get to bed.
-It’ll be two, I suppose. I’ve got to mug uncommon hard these holidays. I
-have only one more half, you know, and then&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“Don’t overdo it, Frank.”</p>
-
-<p>“No; I won’t overdo it. I mean to take one day a week, and work eight
-hours a day on the other five. That will be forty hours a week, and will
-give me just two hundred hours for the holidays. I have got it all down
-here on a table. That will be a hundred and five for Greek play, forty
-for Algebra&mdash;” and so he explained to her the exact destiny of all his
-long hours of proposed labour. He had as yet been home a day and a half,
-and had succeeded in drawing out with red lines and blue figures the
-table which he showed her. “If I can do that, it will be pretty well;
-won’t it?”</p>
-
-<p>“But, Frank, you have come home for your holidays,&mdash;to enjoy yourself?”</p>
-
-<p>“But a fellow must work now-a-days.”</p>
-
-<p>“Don’t overdo it, dear; that’s all. But, Frank, I could not rest if I
-went to bed without speaking to you. You made me unhappy to-day.”</p>
-
-<p>“Did I, Bessy?”</p>
-
-<p>“You called me a Puritan, and then you quoted that ill-natured French
-proverb at me. Do you really believe your sister thinks evil, Frank?”
-and as she spoke she put her arm caressingly round his neck.</p>
-
-<p>“Of course I don’t.”</p>
-
-<p>“Then why say so? Harry is so much younger and so thoughtless that I can
-bear what he says without so much suffering. But if you and I are not
-friends I shall be very wretched. If you knew how I have looked forward
-to your coming home!”<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_285" id="page_285"></a>{285}</span></p>
-
-<p>“I did not mean to vex you, and I won’t say such things again.”</p>
-
-<p>“That’s my own Frank. What I said to mamma, I said because I thought it
-right; but you must not say that I am a Puritan. I would do anything in
-my power to make your holidays bright and pleasant. I know that boys
-require so much more to amuse them than girls do. Good night, dearest;
-pray don’t overdo yourself with work, and do take care of your eyes.” So
-saying she kissed him and went her way. In twenty minutes after that, he
-had gone to sleep over his book; and when he woke up to find the candle
-guttering down, he resolved that he would not begin his measured hours
-till Christmas-day was fairly over.</p>
-
-<p>The morning of Christmas-day passed very quietly. They all went to
-church, and then sat round the fire chatting until the four o’clock
-dinner was ready. The Coverdale girls thought it was rather more dull
-than former Thwaite Hall festivities, and Frank was seen to yawn. But
-then everybody knows that the real fun of Christmas never begins till
-the day itself be passed. The beef and pudding are ponderous, and unless
-there be absolute children in the party, there is a difficulty in
-grafting any special afternoon amusements on the Sunday pursuits of the
-morning. In the evening they were to have a dance; that had been
-distinctly promised to Patty Coverdale; but the dance would not commence
-till eight. The beef and pudding were ponderous, but with due efforts
-they were overcome and disappeared. The glass of port was sipped, the
-almonds and raisins were nibbled, and then the ladies left the room. Ten
-minutes after that Elizabeth found herself seated with Isabella Holmes
-over the fire in her father’s little book-room. It was not by her that
-this meeting was arranged, for she dreaded such a constrained
-confidence; but of course it could not be avoided, and perhaps it might
-be as well now as hereafter.</p>
-
-<p>“Bessy,” said the elder girl, “I am dying to be alone with you for a
-moment.”</p>
-
-<p>“Well, you shall not die; that is, if being alone with me will save
-you.”</p>
-
-<p>“I have so much to say to you. And if you have any true friendship in
-you, you also will have so much to say to me.” Miss Garrow perhaps had
-no true friendship in her at that moment, for she would gladly have
-avoided saying anything, had that been possible. But in order to prove
-that she was not deficient in friendship, she gave her friend her hand.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_286" id="page_286"></a>{286}</span></p>
-
-<p>“And now tell me everything about Godfrey,” said Isabella.</p>
-
-<p>“Dear Bella, I have nothing to tell;&mdash;literally nothing.”</p>
-
-<p>“That is nonsense. Stop a moment, dear, and understand that I do not
-mean to offend you. It cannot be that you have nothing to tell, if you
-choose to tell it. You are not the girl to have accepted Godfrey without
-loving him, nor is he the man to have asked you without loving you. When
-you write me word that you have changed your mind, as you might about a
-dress, of course I know you have not told me all. Now I insist upon
-knowing it,&mdash;that is, if we are to be friends. I would not speak a word
-to Godfrey till I had seen you, in order that I might hear your story
-first.</p>
-
-<p>“Indeed, Bella, there is no story to tell.”</p>
-
-<p>“Then I must ask him.”</p>
-
-<p>“If you wish to play the part of a true friend to me, you will let the
-matter pass by and say nothing. You must understand that, circumstanced
-as we are, your brother’s visit here,&mdash;what I mean is, that it is very
-difficult for me to act and speak exactly as I should do, and a few
-unfortunate words spoken may make my position unendurable.”</p>
-
-<p>“Will you answer me one question?”</p>
-
-<p>“I cannot tell. I think I will.”</p>
-
-<p>“Do you love him?” For a moment or two Bessy remained silent, striving
-to arrange her words so that they should contain no falsehood, and yet
-betray no truth. “Ah, I see you do,” continued Miss Holmes. “But of
-course you do. Why else did you accept him?”</p>
-
-<p>“I fancied that I did, as young ladies do sometimes fancy.”</p>
-
-<p>“And will you say that you do not, now?” Again Bessy was silent, and
-then her friend rose from her seat. “I see it all,” she said. “What a
-pity it was that you both had not some friend like me by you at the
-time! But perhaps it may not be too late.”</p>
-
-<p>I need not repeat at length all the protestations which upon this were
-poured forth with hot energy by poor Bessy. She endeavoured to explain
-how great had been the difficulty of her position. This Christmas visit
-had been arranged before that unhappy affair at Liverpool had occurred.
-Isabella’s visit had been partly one of business, it being necessary
-that certain money affairs should be arranged between her, her brother,
-and the Major. “I determined,” said Bessy, “not to let my feelings stand
-in the way; and hoped that things might settle down to their former
-friendly footing. I already fear that I have been<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_287" id="page_287"></a>{287}</span> wrong, but it will be
-ungenerous in you to punish me.” Then she went on to say that if anybody
-attempted to interfere with her, she should at once go away to her
-mother’s sister, who lived at Hexham, in Northumberland.</p>
-
-<p>Then came the dance, and the hearts of Kate and Patty Coverdale were at
-last happy. But here again poor Bessy was made to understand how
-terribly difficult was this experiment of entertaining on a footing of
-friendship a lover with whom she had quarrelled only a month or two
-before. That she must as a necessity become the partner of Godfrey
-Holmes she had already calculated, and so much she was prepared to
-endure. Her brothers would of course dance with the Coverdale girls, and
-her father would of course stand up with Isabella. There was no other
-possible arrangement, at any rate as a beginning. She had schooled
-herself, too, as to the way in which she would speak to him on the
-occasion, and how she would remain mistress of herself and of her
-thoughts. But when the time came the difficulty was almost too much for
-her.</p>
-
-<p>“You do not care much for dancing, if I remember?” said he.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh yes, I do. Not as Patty Coverdale does. It’s a passion with her. But
-then I am older than Patty Coverdale.” After that he was silent for a
-minute or two.</p>
-
-<p>“It seems so odd to me to be here again,” he said. It was odd;&mdash;she felt
-that it was odd. But he ought not to have said so.</p>
-
-<p>“Two years make a great difference. The boys have grown so much.”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, and there are other things,” said he.</p>
-
-<p>“Bella was never here before; at least not with you.”</p>
-
-<p>“No. But I did not exactly mean that. All that would not make the place
-so strange. But your mother seems altered to me. She used to be almost
-like my own mother.”</p>
-
-<p>“I suppose she finds that you are a more formidable person as you grow
-older. It was all very well scolding you when you were a clerk in the
-bank, but it does not do to scold the manager. These are the penalties
-men pay for becoming great.”</p>
-
-<p>“It is not my greatness that stands in my way, but&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“Then I’m sure I cannot say what it is. But Patty will scold you if you
-do not mind the figure, though you were the whole Board of Directors
-packed into one. She won’t respect you if you neglect your present
-work.”</p>
-
-<p>When Bessy went to bed that night she began to feel that she had
-attempted too much. “Mamma,” she said, “could I not make some excuse and
-go away to Aunt Mary?”<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_288" id="page_288"></a>{288}</span></p>
-
-<p>“What now?”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, mamma; now; to-morrow. I need not say that it will make me very
-unhappy to be away at such a time, but I begin to think that it will be
-better.”</p>
-
-<p>“What will papa say?”</p>
-
-<p>“You must tell him all.”</p>
-
-<p>“And Aunt Mary must be told also. You would not like that. Has he said
-anything?”</p>
-
-<p>“No, nothing;&mdash;very little, that is. But Bella has spoken to me. Oh,
-mamma, I think we have been very wrong in this. That is, I have been
-wrong. I feel as though I should disgrace myself, and turn the whole
-party here into a misfortune.”</p>
-
-<p>It would be dreadful, that telling of the story to her father and to her
-aunt, and such a necessity must, if possible, be avoided. Should such a
-necessity actually come, the former task would, no doubt, be done by her
-mother, but that would not lighten the load materially. After a
-fortnight she would again meet her father, and would be forced to
-discuss it. “I will remain if it be possible,” she said; “but, mamma, if
-I wish to go, you will not stop me?” Her mother promised that she would
-not stop her, but strongly advised her to stand her ground.</p>
-
-<p>On the following morning, when she came down stairs before breakfast,
-she found Frank standing in the hall with his gun, of which he was
-trying the lock. “It is not loaded, is it, Frank?” said she.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh dear, no; no one thinks of loading now-a-days till he has got out of
-the house. Directly after breakfast I am going across with Godfrey to
-the back of Greystock, to see after some moor-fowl. He asked me to go,
-and I couldn’t well refuse.”</p>
-
-<p>“Of course not. Why should you?”</p>
-
-<p>“It will be deuced hard work to make up the time. I was to have been up
-at four this morning, but that alarum went off and never woke me.
-However, I shall be able to do something to-night.”</p>
-
-<p>“Don’t make a slavery of your holidays, Frank. What’s the good of having
-a new gun if you’re not to use it?”</p>
-
-<p>“It’s not the new gun. I’m not such a child as that comes to. But, you
-see, Godfrey is here, and one ought to be civil to him. I’ll tell you
-what I want you girls to do, Bessy. You must come and meet us on our way
-home. Come over in the boat and along the path to the Patterdale road.
-We’ll be there under the hill about five.”<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_289" id="page_289"></a>{289}</span></p>
-
-<p>“And if you are not, we are to wait in the snow?”</p>
-
-<p>“Don’t make difficulties, Bessy. I tell you we will be there, We are to
-go in the cart, and so shall have plenty of time.”</p>
-
-<p>“And how do you know the other girls will go?”</p>
-
-<p>“Why, to tell you the truth, Patty Coverdale has promised. As for Miss
-Holmes, if she won’t, why you must leave her at home with mamma. But
-Kate and Patty can’t come without you.”</p>
-
-<p>“Your discretion has found that out, has it?”</p>
-
-<p>“They say so. But you will come; won’t you, Bessy? As for waiting, it’s
-all nonsense. Of course you can walk on. But we’ll be at the stile by
-five. I’ve got my watch, you know.” And then Bessy promised him. What
-would she not have done for him that was in her power to do?</p>
-
-<p>“Go! Of course I’ll go,” said Miss Holmes. “I’m up to anything. I’d have
-gone with them this morning, and have taken a gun if they’d asked me.
-But, by-the-bye, I’d better not.”</p>
-
-<p>“Why not?” said Patty, who was hardly yet without fear lest something
-should mar the expedition.</p>
-
-<p>“What will three gentlemen do with four ladies?”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, I forgot,” said Patty innocently.</p>
-
-<p>“I’m sure I don’t care,” said Kate; “you may have Harry if you like.”</p>
-
-<p>“Thank you for nothing,” said Miss Holmes. “I want one for myself. It’s
-all very well for you to make the offer, but what should I do if Harry
-wouldn’t have me? There are two sides, you know, to every bargain.”</p>
-
-<p>“I’m sure he isn’t anything to me,” said Kate. “Why, he’s not quite
-seventeen years old yet!”</p>
-
-<p>“Poor boy! What a shame to dispose of him so soon. We’ll let him off for
-a year or two; won’t we, Miss Coverdale? But as there seems by
-acknowledgment to be one beau with unappropriated services&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“I’m sure I have appropriated nobody,” said Patty; “and didn’t intend.”</p>
-
-<p>“Godfrey, then, is the only knight whose services are claimed,” said
-Miss Holmes, looking at Bessy. Bessy made no immediate answer with
-either her eyes or tongue; but when the Coverdales were gone, she took
-her new friend to task.</p>
-
-<p>“How can you fill those young girls heads with such nonsense?”</p>
-
-<p>“Nature has done that, my dear.”<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_290" id="page_290"></a>{290}</span></p>
-
-<p>“But nature should be trained; should it not? You will make them think
-that those foolish boys are in love with them.”</p>
-
-<p>“The foolish boys, as you call them, will look after that themselves. It
-seems to me that the foolish boys know what they are about better than
-some of their elders.” And then, after a moment’s pause, she added, “As
-for my brother, I have no patience with him.”</p>
-
-<p>“Pray do not discuss your brother,” said Bessy. “And, Bella, unless you
-wish to drive me away, pray do not speak of him and me together as you
-did just now.”</p>
-
-<p>“Are you so bad as that,&mdash;that the slightest commonplace joke upsets
-you? Would not his services be due to you as a matter of course? If you
-are so sore about it, you will betray your own secret.”</p>
-
-<p>“I have no secret,&mdash;none at least from you, or from mamma; and, indeed,
-none from him. We were both very foolish, thinking that we knew each
-other and our own hearts, when we knew neither.”</p>
-
-<p>“I hate to hear people talk of knowing their hearts. My idea is, that if
-you like a young man, and he asks you to marry him, you ought to have
-him. That is, if there is enough to live on. I don’t know what more is
-wanted. But girls are getting to talk and think as though they were to
-send their hearts through some fiery furnace of trial before they may
-give them up to a husband’s keeping. I am not at all sure that the
-French fashion is not the best, and that these things shouldn’t be
-managed by the fathers and mothers, or perhaps by the family lawyers.
-Girls who are so intent upon knowing their own hearts generally end by
-knowing nobody’s heart but their own; and then they die old maids.”</p>
-
-<p>“Better that than give themselves to the keeping of those they don’t
-know and cannot esteem.”</p>
-
-<p>“That’s a matter of taste. I mean to take the first that comes, so long
-as he looks like a gentleman, and has not less than eight hundred a
-year. Now Godfrey does look like a gentleman, and has double that. If I
-had such a chance I shouldn’t think twice about it.”</p>
-
-<p>“But I have no such chance.”</p>
-
-<p>“That’s the way the wind blows; is it?”</p>
-
-<p>“No, no. Oh, Bella, pray, pray leave me alone. Pray do not interfere.
-There is no wind blowing in any way. All that I want is your silence and
-your sympathy.”</p>
-
-<p>“Very well. I will be silent and sympathetic as the grave.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_291" id="page_291"></a>{291}</span> Only don’t
-imagine that I am cold as the grave also. I don’t exactly appreciate
-your ideas; but if I can do no good, I will at any rate endeavour to do
-no harm.”</p>
-
-<p>After lunch, at about three, they started on their walk, and managed to
-ferry themselves over the river. “Oh, do let me, Bessy,” said Kate
-Coverdale. “I understand all about it. Look here, Miss Holmes. You pull
-the chain through your hands&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“And inevitably tear your gloves to pieces,” said Miss Holmes. Kate
-certainly had done so, and did not seem to be particularly well pleased
-with the accident. “There’s a nasty nail in the chain,” she said. “I
-wonder those stupid boys did not tell us.”</p>
-
-<p>Of course they reached the trysting-place much too soon, and were very
-tired of walking up and down, to keep their feet warm, before the
-sportsmen came up. But this was their own fault, seeing that they had
-reached the stile half an hour before the time fixed.</p>
-
-<p>“I never will go anywhere to meet gentlemen again,” said Miss Holmes.
-“It is most preposterous that ladies should be left in the snow for an
-hour. Well, young men, what sport have you had?”</p>
-
-<p>“I shot the big black cock,” said Harry.</p>
-
-<p>“Did you indeed?” said Kate Coverdale.</p>
-
-<p>“And here are the feathers out of his tail for you. He dropped them in
-the water, and I had to go in after them up to my middle. But I told you
-that I would, so I was determined to get them.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, you silly, silly boy,” said Kate. “But I’ll keep them for ever. I
-will indeed.” This was said a little apart, for Harry had managed to
-draw the young lady aside before he presented the feathers.</p>
-
-<p>Frank had also his trophies for Patty, and the tale to tell of his own
-prowess. In that he was a year older than his brother, he was by a
-year’s growth less ready to tender his present to his lady-love, openly
-in the presence of them all. But he found his opportunity, and then he
-and Patty went on a little in advance. Kate also was deep in her
-consolations to Harry for his ducking; and therefore the four disposed
-of themselves in the manner previously suggested by Miss Holmes. Miss
-Holmes, therefore, and her brother, and Bessy Garrow, were left together
-in the path, and discussed the performances of the day in a manner that
-elicited no very ecstatic interest. So they walked for a mile, and by
-degrees the conversation between them dwindled down almost to nothing.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_292" id="page_292"></a>{292}</span></p>
-
-<p>“There is nothing I dislike so much as coming out with people younger
-than myself,” said Miss Holmes. “One always feels so old and dull.
-Listen to those children there; they make me feel as though I were an
-old maiden aunt, brought out with them to do propriety.”</p>
-
-<p>“Patty won’t at all approve if she hears you call her a child.”</p>
-
-<p>“Nor shall I approve, if she treats me like an old woman,” and then she
-stepped on and joined the children. “I wouldn’t spoil even their sport
-if I could help it,” she said to herself. “But with them I shall only be
-a temporary nuisance; if I remain behind I shall become a permanent
-evil.” And thus Bessy and her old lover were left by themselves.</p>
-
-<p>“I hope you will get on well with Bella,” said Godfrey, when they had
-remained silent for a minute or two.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, yes. She is so good-natured and light-spirited that everybody must
-like her. She has been used to so much amusement and active life, that I
-know she must find it very dull here.”</p>
-
-<p>“She is never dull anywhere,&mdash;even at Liverpool, which, for a young
-lady, I sometimes think the dullest place on earth. I know it is for a
-man.”</p>
-
-<p>“A man who has work to do can never be dull; can he?”</p>
-
-<p>“Indeed he can; as dull as death. I am so often enough. I have never
-been very bright there, Bessy, since you left us.” There was nothing in
-his calling her Bessy, for it had become a habit with him since they
-were children; and they had formerly agreed that everything between them
-should be as it had been before that foolish whisper of love had been
-spoken and received. Indeed, provision had been made by them specially
-on this point, so that there need be no awkwardness in this mode of
-addressing each other. Such provision had seemed to be very prudent, but
-it hardly had the desired effect on the present occasion.</p>
-
-<p>“I hardly know what you mean by brightness,” she said, after a pause.
-“Perhaps it is not intended that people’s lives should be what you call
-bright.”</p>
-
-<p>“Life ought to be as bright as we can make it.”</p>
-
-<p>“It all depends on the meaning of the word. I suppose we are not very
-bright here at Thwaite Hall, but yet we think ourselves very happy.”</p>
-
-<p>“I am sure you are,” said Godfrey. “I very often think of you here.”</p>
-
-<p>“We always think of places where we have been when we<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_293" id="page_293"></a>{293}</span> were young,” said
-Bessy; and then again they walked on for some way in silence, and Bessy
-began to increase her pace with the view of catching the children. The
-present walk to her was anything but bright, and she bethought herself
-with dismay that there were still two miles before she reached the
-Ferry.</p>
-
-<p>“Bessy,” Godfrey said at last. And then he stopped as though he were
-doubtful how to proceed. She, however, did not say a word, but walked on
-quickly, as though her only hope was in catching the party before her.
-But they also were walking quickly, for Bella was determined that she
-would not be caught.</p>
-
-<p>“Bessy, I must speak to you once of what passed between us at
-Liverpool.”</p>
-
-<p>“Must you?” said she.</p>
-
-<p>“Unless you positively forbid it.”</p>
-
-<p>“Stop, Godfrey,” she said. And they did stop in the path, for now she no
-longer thought of putting an end to her embarrassment by overtaking her
-companions. “If any such words are necessary for your comfort, it would
-hardly become me to forbid them. Were I to speak so harshly you would
-accuse me afterwards in your own heart. It must be for you to judge
-whether it is well to reopen a wound that is nearly healed.”</p>
-
-<p>“But with me it is not nearly healed. The wound is open always.”</p>
-
-<p>“There are some hurts,” she said, “which do not admit of an absolute and
-perfect cure, unless after long years.” As she said so, she could not
-but think how much better was his chance of such perfect cure than her
-own. With her,&mdash;so she said to herself,&mdash;such curing was all but
-impossible; whereas with him, it was as impossible that the injury
-should last.</p>
-
-<p>“Bessy,” he said, and he again stopped her on the narrow path, standing
-immediately before her on the way, “you remember all the circumstances
-that made us part?”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes; I think I remember them.”</p>
-
-<p>“And you still think that we were right to part?”</p>
-
-<p>She paused for a moment before she answered him; but it was only for a
-moment, and then she spoke quite firmly. “Yes, Godfrey, I do; I have
-thought about it much since then. I have thought, I fear, to no good
-purpose about aught else. But I have never thought that we had been
-unwise in that.”</p>
-
-<p>“And yet I think you loved me.”</p>
-
-<p>“I am bound to confess I did so, as otherwise I must confess myself a
-liar. I told you at the time that I loved you, and I<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_294" id="page_294"></a>{294}</span> told you so truly.
-But it is better, ten times better, that those who love should part,
-even though they still should love, than that two should be joined
-together who are incapable of making each other happy. Remember what you
-told me.”</p>
-
-<p>“I do remember.”</p>
-
-<p>“You found yourself unhappy in your engagement, and you said it was my
-fault.”</p>
-
-<p>“Bessy, there is my hand. If you have ceased to love me, there is an end
-of it. But if you love me still, let all that be forgotten.”</p>
-
-<p>“Forgotten, Godfrey! How can it be forgotten? You were unhappy, and it
-was my fault. My fault, as it would be if I tried to solace a sick child
-with arithmetic, or feed a dog with grass. I had no right to love you,
-knowing you as I did; and knowing also that my ways would not be your
-ways. My punishment I understand, and it is not more than I can bear;
-but I had hoped that your punishment would have been soon over.”</p>
-
-<p>“You are too proud, Bessy.”</p>
-
-<p>“That is very likely. Frank says that I am a Puritan, and pride was the
-worst of their sins.”</p>
-
-<p>“Too proud and unbending. In marriage should not the man and woman adapt
-themselves to each other?”</p>
-
-<p>“When they are married, yes. And every girl who thinks of marrying
-should know that in very much she must adapt herself to her husband. But
-I do not think that a woman should be the ivy, to take the direction of
-every branch of the tree to which she clings. If she does so, what can
-be her own character? But we must go on, or we shall be too late.”</p>
-
-<p>“And you will give me no other answer?”</p>
-
-<p>“None other, Godfrey. Have you not just now, at this very moment, told
-me that I was too proud? Can it be possible that you should wish to tie
-yourself for life to female pride? And if you tell me that now, at such
-a moment as this, what would you tell me in the close intimacy of
-married life, when the trifles of every day would have worn away the
-courtesies of guest and lover?”</p>
-
-<p>There was a sharpness of rebuke in this which Godfrey Holmes could not
-at the moment overcome. Nevertheless he knew the girl, and understood
-the workings of her heart and mind. Now, in her present state, she could
-be unbending, proud, and almost rough. In that she had much to lose in
-declining the renewed offer which he made her, she would, as it were,
-continually<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_295" id="page_295"></a>{295}</span> prompt herself to be harsh and inflexible. Had he been
-poor, had she not loved him, had not all good things seemed to have
-attended the promise of such a marriage, she would have been less
-suspicious of herself in receiving the offer, and more gracious in
-replying to it. Had he lost all his money before he came back to her,
-she would have taken him at once; or had he been deprived of an eye, or
-become crippled in his legs, she would have done so. But, circumstanced
-as he was, she had no motive to tenderness. There was an organic defect
-in her character, which no doubt was plainly marked by its own bump in
-her cranium,&mdash;the bump of philomartyrdom, it might properly be called.
-She had shipwrecked her own happiness in rejecting Godfrey Holmes; but
-it seemed to her to be the proper thing that a well-behaved young lady
-should shipwreck her own happiness. For the last month or two she had
-been tossed about by the waters and was nearly drowned. Now there was
-beautiful land again close to her, and a strong pleasant hand stretched
-out to save her. But though she had suffered terribly among the waves,
-she still thought it wrong to be saved. It would be so pleasant to take
-that hand, so sweet, so joyous, that it surely must be wrong. That was
-her doctrine; and Godfrey Holmes, though he hardly analysed the matter,
-partly understood that it was so. And yet, if once she were landed on
-that green island, she would be so happy. She spoke with scorn of a
-woman clinging to a tree like ivy; and yet, were she once married, no
-woman would cling to her husband with sweeter feminine tenacity than
-Bessy Garrow. He spoke no further word to her as he walked home, but in
-handing her down to the ferry-boat he pressed her hand. For a second it
-seemed as though she had returned this pressure. If so, the action was
-involuntary, and her hand instantly resumed its stiffness to his touch.</p>
-
-<p>It was late that night when Major Garrow went to his bed-room, but his
-wife was still up, waiting for him. “Well,” said she, “what has he said
-to you? He has been with you above an hour.”</p>
-
-<p>“Such stories are not very quickly told; and in this case it was
-necessary to understand him very accurately. At length I think I do
-understand him.”</p>
-
-<p>It is not necessary to repeat at length all that was said on that night
-between Major and Mrs. Garrow, as to the offer which had now for a third
-time been made to their daughter. On that evening, after the ladies had
-gone, and when the two boys had taken themselves off, Godfrey Holmes
-told his tale to his host, and had<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_296" id="page_296"></a>{296}</span> honestly explained to him what he
-believed to be the state of his daughter’s feelings. “Now you know all,”
-said he. “I do believe that she loves me, and if she does, perhaps she
-may still listen to you.” Major Garrow did not feel sure that he “knew
-it all.” But when he had fully discussed the matter that night with his
-wife, then he thought that perhaps he had arrived at that knowledge.</p>
-
-<p>On the following morning Bessy learned from the maid, at an early hour,
-that Godfrey Holmes had left Thwaite Hall and gone back to Liverpool. To
-the girl she said nothing on the subject, but she felt obliged to say a
-word or two to Bella. “It is his coming that I regret,” she said;&mdash;“that
-he should have had the trouble and annoyance for nothing. I acknowledge
-that it was my fault, and I am very sorry.”</p>
-
-<p>“It cannot be helped,” said Miss Holmes, somewhat gravely. “As to his
-misfortunes, I presume that his journeys between here and Liverpool are
-not the worst of them.”</p>
-
-<p>After breakfast on that day Bessy was summoned into her father’s
-book-room, and found him there, and her mother also. “Bessy,” said he,
-“sit down, my dear. You know why Godfrey has left us this morning?”</p>
-
-<p>Bessy walked round the room, so that in sitting she might be close to
-her mother and take her mother’s hand in her own. “I suppose I do,
-papa,” she said.</p>
-
-<p>“He was with me late last night, Bessy; and when he told me what had
-passed between you I agreed with him that he had better go.”</p>
-
-<p>“It was better that he should go, papa.”</p>
-
-<p>“But he has left a message for you.”</p>
-
-<p>“A message, papa?”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, Bessy. And your mother agrees with me that it had better be given
-to you. It is this,&mdash;that if you will send him word to come again, he
-will be here by Twelfth-night. He came before on my invitation, but if
-he returns it must be on yours.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, papa, I cannot.”</p>
-
-<p>“I do not say that you can, but think of it calmly before you altogether
-refuse. You shall give me your answer on New Year’s morning.”</p>
-
-<p>“Mamma knows that it would be impossible,” said Bessy.</p>
-
-<p>“Not impossible, dearest.</p>
-
-<p>“In such a matter you should do what you believe to be right,” said her
-father.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_297" id="page_297"></a>{297}</span></p>
-
-<p>“If I were to ask him here again, it would be telling him that I
-would&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“Exactly, Bessy. It would be telling him that you would be his wife. He
-would understand it so, and so would your mother and I. It must be so
-understood altogether.”</p>
-
-<p>“But, papa, when we were at Liverpool&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“I have told him everything, dearest,” said Mrs. Garrow.</p>
-
-<p>“I think I understand the whole,” said the Major; “and in such a matter
-as this I will not give you counsel on either side. But you must
-remember that in making up your mind, you must think of him as well as
-of yourself. If you do not love him;&mdash;if you feel that as his wife you
-should not love him, there is not another word to be said. I need not
-explain to my daughter that under such circumstances she would be wrong
-to encourage the visits of a suitor. But your mother says you do love
-him.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, mamma!”</p>
-
-<p>“I will not ask you. But if you do;&mdash;if you have so told him, and
-allowed him to build up an idea of his life-happiness on such telling,
-you will, I think, sin greatly against him by allowing a false feminine
-pride to mar his happiness. When once a girl has confessed to a man that
-she loves him, the confession and the love together put upon her the
-burden of a duty towards him, which she cannot with impunity throw
-aside.” Then he kissed her, and bidding her give him a reply on the
-morning of the new year, left her with her mother.</p>
-
-<p>She had four days for consideration, and they went past her by no means
-easily. Could she have been alone with her mother, the struggle would
-not have been so painful; but there was the necessity that she should
-talk to Isabella Holmes, and the necessity also that she should not
-neglect the Coverdales. Nothing could have been kinder than Bella. She
-did not speak on the subject till the morning of the last day, and then
-only in a very few words. “Bessy,” she said, “as you are great, be
-merciful.”</p>
-
-<p>“But I am not great, and it would not be mercy.”</p>
-
-<p>“As to that,” said Bella, “he has surely a right to his own opinion.”</p>
-
-<p>On that evening she was sitting alone in her room when her mother came
-to her, and her eyes were red with weeping. Pen and paper were before
-her, as though she were resolved to write, but hitherto no word had been
-written.</p>
-
-<p>“Well, Bessy,” said her mother, sitting down close beside her; “is the
-deed done?”</p>
-
-<p>“What deed, mamma? Who says that I am to do it?”<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_298" id="page_298"></a>{298}</span></p>
-
-<p>“The deed is not the writing, but the resolution to write. Five words
-will be sufficient,&mdash;if only those five words may be written.”</p>
-
-<p>“It is for one’s whole life, mamma. For his life, as well as my own.”</p>
-
-<p>“True, Bessy;&mdash;that is quite true. But equally true whether you bid him
-come or allow him to remain away. That task of making up one’s mind for
-life, must at last be done in some special moment of that life.”</p>
-
-<p>“Mamma, mamma; tell me what I should do.”</p>
-
-<p>But this Mrs. Garrow would not do. “I will write the words for you if
-you like,” she said, “but it is you who must resolve that they shall be
-written. I cannot bid my darling go away and leave me for another
-home;&mdash;I can only say that in my heart I do believe that home would be a
-happy one.”</p>
-
-<p>It was morning before the note was written, but when the morning came
-Bessy had written it and brought it to her mother.</p>
-
-<p>“You must take it to papa,” she said. Then she went and hid herself from
-all eyes till the noon had passed. “Dear Godfrey,” the letter ran, “Papa
-says that you will return on Wednesday if I write to ask you. Do come
-back to us,&mdash;if you wish it. Yours always, <span style="margin-left: 4em;"> <span class="smcap">Bessy</span>.”</span></p>
-
-<p>“It is as good as though she had filled the sheet,” said the Major. But
-in sending it to Godfrey Holmes, he did not omit a few accompanying
-remarks of his own.</p>
-
-<p>An answer came from Godfrey by return of post; and on the afternoon of
-the sixth of January, Frank Garrow drove over to the station at Penrith
-to meet him. On their way back to Thwaite Hall there grew up a very
-close confidence between the two future brothers-in-law, and Frank
-explained with great perspicuity a little plan which he had arranged
-himself. “As soon as it is dark, so that she won’t see it, Harry will
-hang it up in the dining-room,” he said, “and mind you go in there
-before you go anywhere else.”</p>
-
-<p>“I am very glad you have come back, Godfrey,” said the Major, meeting
-him in the hall.</p>
-
-<p>“God bless you, dear Godfrey,” said Mrs. Garrow, “you will find Bessy in
-the dining-room,” she whispered; but in so whispering she was quite
-unconscious of the mistletoe bough.</p>
-
-<p>And so also was Bessy, nor do I think that she was much more conscious
-when that introduction was over. Godfrey had made all manner of promises
-to Frank, but when the moment arrived, he had found the moment too
-important for any special<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_299" id="page_299"></a>{299}</span> reference to the little bough above his head.
-Not so, however, Patty Coverdale. “It’s a shame,” said she, bursting out
-of the room, “and if I’d known what you had done, nothing on earth
-should have induced me to go in. I won’t enter the room till I know that
-you have taken it out.” Nevertheless her sister Kate was bold enough to
-solve the mystery before the evening was over.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_300" id="page_300"></a>{300}</span></p>
-
-<h2><a name="RETURNING_HOME" id="RETURNING_HOME"></a>RETURNING HOME.</h2>
-
-<p class="nind"><span class="smcap">It</span> is generally supposed that people who live at home,&mdash;good domestic
-people, who love tea and their arm-chairs, and who keep the parlour
-hearth-rug ever warm,&mdash;it is generally supposed that these are the
-people who value home the most, and best appreciate all the comforts of
-that cherished institution. I am inclined to doubt this. It is, I think,
-to those who live farthest away from home, to those who find the
-greatest difficulty in visiting home, that the word conveys the sweetest
-idea. In some distant parts of the world it may be that an Englishman
-acknowledges his permanent resting place; but there are many others in
-which he will not call his daily house, his home. He would, in his own
-idea, desecrate the word by doing so. His home is across the blue
-waters, in the little northern island, which perhaps he may visit no
-more; which he has left, at any rate, for half his life; from which
-circumstances, and the necessity of living, have banished him. His home
-is still in England, and when he speaks of home his thoughts are there.</p>
-
-<p>No one can understand the intensity of this feeling who has not seen or
-felt the absence of interest in life which falls to the lot of many who
-have to eat their bread on distant soils. We are all apt to think that a
-life in strange countries will be a life of excitement, of stirring
-enterprise, and varied scenes;&mdash;that in abandoning the comforts of home,
-we shall receive in exchange more of movement and of adventure than
-would come in our way in our own tame country; and this feeling has, I
-am sure, sent many a young man roaming. Take any spirited fellow of
-twenty, and ask him whether he would like to go to Mexico for the next
-ten years! Prudence and his father may ultimately save him from such
-banishment, but he will not refuse without a pang of regret.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_301" id="page_301"></a>{301}</span></p>
-
-<p>Alas! it is a mistake. Bread may be earned, and fortunes, perhaps, made
-in such countries; and as it is the destiny of our race to spread itself
-over the wide face of the globe, it is well that there should be
-something to gild and paint the outward face of that lot which so many
-are called upon to choose. But for a life of daily excitement, there is
-no life like life in England; and the farther that one goes from England
-the more stagnant, I think, do the waters of existence become.</p>
-
-<p>But if it be so for men, it is ten times more so for women. An
-Englishman, if he be at Guatemala or Belize, must work for his bread,
-and that work will find him in thought and excitement. But what of his
-wife? Where will she find excitement? By what pursuit will she repay
-herself for all that she has left behind her at her mother’s fireside?
-She will love her husband. Yes; that at least! If there be not that,
-there will be a hell, indeed. Then she will nurse her children, and talk
-of her&mdash;home. When the time shall come that her promised return thither
-is within a year or two of its accomplishment, her thoughts will all be
-fixed on that coming pleasure, as are the thoughts of a young girl on
-her first ball for the fortnight before that event comes off.</p>
-
-<p>On the central plain of that portion of Central America which is called
-Costa Rica stands the city of San José. It is the capital of the
-Republic,&mdash;for Costa Rica is a Republic,&mdash;and, for Central America, is a
-town of some importance. It is in the middle of the coffee district,
-surrounded by rich soil on which the sugar-cane is produced, is blessed
-with a climate only moderately hot, and the native inhabitants are
-neither cut-throats nor cannibals. It may be said, therefore, that by
-comparison with some other spots to which Englishmen and others are
-congregated for the gathering together of money, San José may be
-considered as a happy region; but, nevertheless, a life there is not in
-every way desirable. It is a dull place, with little to interest either
-the eye or the ear. Although the heat of the tropics is but little felt
-there on account of its altitude, men and women become too lifeless for
-much enterprise. There is no society. There are a few Germans and a few
-Englishmen in the place, who see each other on matters of business
-during the day; but, sombre as life generally is, they seem to care
-little for each other’s company on any other footing. I know not to what
-point the aspirations of the Germans may stretch themselves, but to the
-English the one idea that gives salt to life is the idea of home. On
-some day, however distant<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_302" id="page_302"></a>{302}</span> it may be, they will once more turn their
-faces towards the little northern island, and then all will be well with
-them.</p>
-
-<p>To a certain Englishman there, and to his dear little wife, this
-prospect came some few years since somewhat suddenly. Events and
-tidings, it matters not which or what, brought it about that they
-resolved between themselves that they would start immediately;&mdash;almost
-immediately. They would pack up and leave San José within four months of
-the day on which their purpose was first formed. At San José a period of
-only four months for such a purpose was immediately. It creates a
-feeling of instant excitement, a necessity for instant doing, a
-consciousness that there was in those few weeks ample work both for the
-hands and thoughts,&mdash;work almost more than ample. The dear little wife,
-who for the last two years had been so listless, felt herself flurried.</p>
-
-<p>“Harry,” she said to her husband, “how shall we ever be ready?” And her
-pretty face was lighted up with unusual brightness at the happy thought
-of so much haste with such an object. “And baby’s things too,” she said,
-as she thought of all the various little articles of dress that would be
-needed. A journey from San José to Southampton cannot in truth be made
-as easily as one from London to Liverpool. Let us think of a month to be
-passed without any aid from the washerwoman, and the greatest part of
-that month amidst the sweltering heats of the West Indian tropics!</p>
-
-<p>In the first month of her hurry and flurry Mrs. Arkwright was a happy
-woman. She would see her mother again and her sisters. It was now four
-years since she had left them on the quay at Southampton, while all
-their hearts were broken at the parting. She was a young bride then,
-going forth with her new lord to meet the stern world. He had then been
-home to look for a wife, and he had found what he looked for in the
-younger sister of his partner. For he, Henry Arkwright, and his wife’s
-brother, Abel Ring, had established themselves together in San José. And
-now, she thought, how there would be another meeting on those quays at
-which there should be no broken hearts; at which there should be love
-without sorrow, and kisses, sweet with the sweetness of welcome, not
-bitter with the bitterness of parting. And people told her,&mdash;the few
-neighbours around her,&mdash;how happy, how fortunate she was to get home
-thus early in her life. They had been out some ten,&mdash;some twenty years,
-and still the day of their return was distant. And then she pressed her
-living baby to her breast, and wiped away<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_303" id="page_303"></a>{303}</span> a tear as she thought of the
-other darling whom she would leave beneath that distant sod.</p>
-
-<p>And then came the question as to the route home. San José stands in the
-middle of the high plain of Costa Rica, half way between the Pacific and
-the Atlantic. The journey thence down to the Pacific is, by comparison,
-easy. There is a road, and the mules on which the travellers must ride
-go steadily and easily down to Punta Arenas, the port on that ocean.
-There are inns, too, on the way,&mdash;places of public entertainment at
-which refreshment may be obtained, and beds, or fair substitutes for
-beds. But then by this route the traveller must take a long additional
-sea voyage. He must convey himself and his weary baggage down to that
-wretched place on the Pacific, there wait for a steamer to take him to
-Panamá, cross the isthmus, and reship himself in the other waters for
-his long journey home. That terrible unshipping and reshipping is a sore
-burden to the unaccustomed traveller. When it is absolutely
-necessary,&mdash;then indeed it is done without much thought; but in the case
-of the Arkwrights it was not absolutely necessary. And there was another
-reason which turned Mrs. Arkwright’s heart against that journey by Punt’
-Arenas. The place is unhealthy, having at certain seasons a very bad
-name;&mdash;and here on their outward journey her husband had been taken ill.
-She had never ceased to think of the fortnight she had spent there among
-uncouth strangers, during a portion of which his life had trembled in
-the balance. Early, therefore, in those four months she begged that she
-might not be taken round by Punt’ Arenas. There was another route.
-“Harry, if you love me, let me go by the Serapiqui.” As to Harry’s
-loving her, there was no doubt about that, as she well knew.</p>
-
-<p>There was this other route by the Serapiqui river, and by Greytown.
-Greytown, it is true, is quite as unhealthy as Punt’ Arenas, and by that
-route one’s baggage must be shipped and unshipped into small boats.
-There are all manner of difficulties attached to it. Perhaps no direct
-road to and from any city on the world’s surface is subject to sharper
-fatigue while it lasts. Journeying by this route also, the traveller
-leaves San José mounted on his mule, and so mounted he makes his way
-through the vast primeval forests down to the banks of the Serapiqui
-river. That there is a track for him is of course true; but it is simply
-a track, and during nine months of the twelve is so deep in mud that the
-mules sink in it to their bellies. Then, when the river has been
-reached, the traveller seats him in his canoe, and<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_304" id="page_304"></a>{304}</span> for two days is
-paddled down,&mdash;down along the Serapiqui, into the San Juan River, and
-down along the San Juan till he reaches Greytown, passing one night at
-some hut on the river side. At Greytown he waits for the steamer which
-will carry him his first stage on his road towards Southampton. He must
-be a connoisseur in disagreeables of every kind who can say with any
-precision whether Greytown or Punt’ Arenas is the better place for a
-week’s sojourn.</p>
-
-<p>For a full month Mr. Arkwright would not give way to his wife. At first
-he all but conquered her by declaring that the Serapiqui journey would
-be dangerous for the baby; but she heard from some one that it could be
-made less fatiguing for the baby than the other route. A baby had been
-carried down in a litter strapped on to a mule’s back. A guide at the
-mule’s head would be necessary, and that was all. When once in her boat
-the baby would be as well as in her cradle. What purpose cannot a woman
-gain by perseverance? Her purpose in this instance Mrs. Arkwright did at
-last gain by persevering.</p>
-
-<p>And then their preparations for the journey went on with much flurrying
-and hot haste. To us at home, who live and feel our life every day, the
-manufacture of endless baby-linen and the packing of mountains of
-clothes does not give an idea of much pleasurable excitement; but at San
-José, where there was scarcely motion enough in existence to prevent its
-waters from becoming foul with stagnation, this packing of baby-linen
-was delightful, and for a month or so the days went by with happy wings.</p>
-
-<p>But by degrees reports began to reach both Arkwright and his wife as to
-this new route, which made them uneasy. The wet season had been
-prolonged, and even though they might not be deluged by rain themselves,
-the path would be in such a state of mud as to render the labour
-incessant. One or two people declared that the road was unfit at any
-time for a woman,&mdash;and then the river would be much swollen. These
-tidings did not reach Arkwright and his wife together, or at any rate
-not till late amidst their preparations, or a change might still have
-been made. As it was, after all her entreaties, Mrs. Arkwright did not
-like to ask him again to alter his plans; and he, having altered them
-once, was averse to change them again. So things went on till the mules
-and the boats had been hired, and things had gone so far that no change
-could then be made without much cost and trouble.</p>
-
-<p>During the last ten days of their sojourn at San José, Mrs.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_305" id="page_305"></a>{305}</span> Arkwright
-had lost all that appearance of joy which had cheered up her sweet face
-during the last few months. Terror at that terrible journey obliterated
-in her mind all the happiness which had arisen from the hope of being
-soon at home. She was thoroughly cowed by the danger to be encountered,
-and would gladly have gone down to Punt’ Arenas, had it been now
-possible that she could so arrange it. It rained, and rained, and still
-rained, when there was now only a week from the time they started. Oh!
-if they could only wait for another month! But this she said to no one.
-After what had passed between her and her husband, she had not the heart
-to say such words to him. Arkwright himself was a man not given to much
-talking, a silent thoughtful man, stern withal in his outward bearing,
-but tender-hearted and loving in his nature. The sweet young wife who
-had left all, and come with him out to that dull distant place, was very
-dear to him,&mdash;dearer than she herself was aware, and in these days he
-was thinking much of her coming troubles. Why had he given way to her
-foolish prayers? Ah, why indeed?</p>
-
-<p>And thus the last few days of their sojourn in San José passed away from
-them. Once or twice during these days she did speak out, expressing her
-fears. Her feelings were too much for her, and she could not restrain
-herself. “Poor mamma,” she said, “I shall never see her!” And then
-again, “Harry, I know I shall never reach home alive.”</p>
-
-<p>“Fanny, my darling, that is nonsense.” But in order that his spoken word
-might not sound stern to her, he took her in his arms and kissed her.</p>
-
-<p>“You must behave well, Fanny,” he said to her the day before they
-started. Though her heart was then very low within her, she promised him
-that she would do her best, and then she made a great resolution. Though
-she should be dying on the road, she would not complain beyond the
-absolute necessity of her nature. She fully recognised his thoughtful
-tender kindness, for though he thus cautioned her, he never told her
-that the dangers which she feared were the result of her own choice. He
-never threw in her teeth those prayers which she had made, in yielding
-to which he knew that he had been weak.</p>
-
-<p>Then came the morning of their departure. The party of travellers
-consisted of four besides the baby. There was Mr. Arkwright, his wife,
-and an English nurse, who was going to England with them, and her
-brother, Abel King, who was to accompany them as far as the Serapiqui
-River. When they had reached that, the real labour of the journey would
-be over.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_306" id="page_306"></a>{306}</span> They had eight mules; four for the four travellers, one for
-the baby, a spare mule laden simply with blankets, so that Mrs.
-Arkwright might change in order that she should not be fatigued by the
-fatigue of her beast, and two for their luggage. The heavier portion of
-their baggage had already been sent off by Punt’ Arenas, and would meet
-them at the other side of the Isthmus of Panamá.</p>
-
-<p>For the last four days the rain had ceased,&mdash;had ceased at any rate at
-San José. Those who knew the country well, would know that it might
-still be raining over those vast forests; but now as the matter was
-settled, they would hope for the best. On that morning on which they
-started the sun shone fairly, and they accepted this as an omen of good.
-Baby seemed to lay comfortably on her pile of blankets on the mule’s
-back, and the face of the tall Indian guide who took his place at that
-mule’s head pleased the anxious mother.</p>
-
-<p>“Not leave him ever,” he said in Spanish, laying his hand on the cord
-which was fastened to the beast’s head; and not for one moment did he
-leave his charge, though the labour of sticking close to him was very
-great.</p>
-
-<p>They had four attendants or guides, all of whom made the journey on
-foot. That they were all men of mixed race was probable; but three of
-them would have been called Spaniards, Spaniards, that is, of Costa
-Rica, and the other would be called an Indian. One of the Spaniards was
-the leader, or chief man of the party, but the others seemed to stand on
-an equal footing with each other; and indeed the place of greatest care
-had been given to the Indian.</p>
-
-<p>For the first four or five miles their route lay along the high road
-which leads from San José to Punt’ Arenas, and so far a group of
-acquaintances followed them, all mounted on mules. Here, where the ways
-forked, their road leading through the great forests to the Atlantic,
-they separated, and many tears were shed on each side. What might be the
-future life of the Arkwrights had not been absolutely fixed, but there
-was a strong hope on their part that they might never be forced to
-return to Costa Rica. Those from whom they now parted had not seemed to
-be dear to them in any especial degree while they all lived together in
-the same small town, seeing each other day by day; but now,&mdash;now that
-they might never meet again, a certain love sprang up for the old
-familiar faces, and women kissed each other who hitherto had hardly
-cared to enter each other’s houses.</p>
-
-<p>And then the party of the Arkwrights again started, and its<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_307" id="page_307"></a>{307}</span> steady work
-began. In the whole of the first day the way beneath their feet was
-tolerably good, and the weather continued fine. It was one long gradual
-ascent from the plain where the roads parted, but there was no real
-labour in travelling. Mrs. Arkwright rode beside her baby’s mule, at the
-head of which the Indian always walked, and the two men went together in
-front. The husband had found that his wife would prefer this, as long as
-the road allowed of such an arrangement. Her heart was too full to admit
-of much speaking, and so they went on in silence.</p>
-
-<p>The first night was passed in a hut by the roadside, which seemed to be
-deserted,&mdash;a hut or rancho as it is called in that country. Their food
-they had, of course, brought with them; and here, by common consent,
-they endeavoured in some sort to make themselves merry.</p>
-
-<p>“Fanny,” Arkwright said to her, “it is not so bad after all; eh, my
-darling?”</p>
-
-<p>“No,” she answered; “only that the mule tires one so. Will all the days
-be as long as that?”</p>
-
-<p>He had not the heart to tell her that as regarded hours of work, that
-first day must of necessity be the shortest. They had risen to a
-considerable altitude, and the night was very cold; but baby was
-enveloped among a pile of coloured blankets, and things did not go very
-badly with them; only this, that when Fanny Arkwright rose from her hard
-bed, her limbs were more weary and much more stiff than they had been
-when Arkwright had lifted her from her mule.</p>
-
-<p>On the second morning they mounted before the day had quite broken, in
-order that they might breakfast on the summit of the ridge which
-separates the two oceans. At this spot the good road comes to an end,
-and the forest track begins; and here also, they would, in truth, enter
-the forest, though their path had for some time been among straggling
-trees and bushes. And now, again, they rode two and two, up to this
-place of halting, Arkwright and Ring well knowing that from hence their
-labours would in truth commence.</p>
-
-<p>Poor Mrs. Arkwright, when she reached this resting-place, would fain
-have remained there for the rest of the day. One word, in her low,
-plaintive voice, she said, asking whether they might not sleep in the
-large shed which stands there. But this was manifestly impossible. At
-such a pace they would never reach Greytown; and she spoke no further
-word when he told her that they must go on.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_308" id="page_308"></a>{308}</span></p>
-
-<p>At about noon that day the file of travellers formed itself into the
-line which it afterwards kept during the whole of the journey, and then
-started by the narrow-path into the forest. First walked the leader of
-the guides, then another man following him; Abel Ring came next, and
-behind him the maid-servant; then the baby’s mule, with the Indian ever
-at its head; close at his heels followed Mrs. Arkwright, so that the
-mother’s eye might be always on her child; and after her her husband;
-then another guide on foot completed the number of the travellers. In
-this way they went on and on, day after day, till they reached the banks
-of the Serapiqui, never once varying their places in the procession. As
-they started in the morning, so they went on, till their noon-day’s
-rest, and so again they made their evening march. In that journey there
-was no idea of variety, no searching after the pleasures of scenery, no
-attempts at conversation with any object of interest or amusement. What
-words were spoken were those simply needful, or produced by sympathy for
-suffering. So they journeyed, always in the same places, with one
-exception. They began their work with two guides leading them, but
-before the first day was over one of them had fallen back to the side of
-Mrs. Arkwright, for she was unable to sit on her mule without support.</p>
-
-<p>Their daily work was divided into two stages, so as to give some hours
-for rest in the middle of the day. It had been arranged that the
-distance for each day should not be long,&mdash;should be very short as was
-thought by them all when they talked it over at San José; but now the
-hours which they passed in the saddle seemed to be endless. Their
-descent began from that ridge of which I have spoken, and they had no
-sooner turned their faces down upon the mountain slopes looking towards
-the Atlantic, than that passage of mud began to which there was no
-cessation till they found themselves on the banks of the Serapiqui
-river. I doubt whether it be possible to convey in words an adequate
-idea of the labour of riding over such a path. It is not that any active
-exertion is necessary,&mdash;that there is anything which requires doing. The
-traveller has before him the simple task of sitting on his mule from
-hour to hour, and of seeing that his knees do not get themselves jammed
-against the trees; but at every step the beast he rides has to drag his
-legs out from the deep clinging mud, and the body of the rider never
-knows one moment of ease. Why the mules do not die on the road, I cannot
-say. They live through it, and do not appear to suffer. They have their
-own way in everything, for no exertion<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_309" id="page_309"></a>{309}</span> on the rider’s part will make
-them walk either faster or slower than is their wont.</p>
-
-<p>On the day on which they entered the forest,&mdash;that being the second of
-their journey,&mdash;Mrs. Arkwright had asked for mercy, for permission to
-escape that second stage. On the next she allowed herself to be lifted
-into her saddle after her mid-day rest without a word. She had tried to
-sleep, but in vain; and had sat within a little hut, looking out upon
-the desolate scene before her, with her baby in her lap. She had this
-one comfort, that of all the travellers, she, the baby, suffered the
-least. They had now left the high grounds, and the heat was becoming
-great, though not as yet intense. And then, the Indian guide, looking
-out slowly over the forest, saw that the rain was not yet over. He spoke
-a word or two to one of his companions in a low voice and in a patois
-which Mrs. Arkwright did not understand, and then going after the
-husband, told him that the heavens were threatening.</p>
-
-<p>“We have only two leagues,” said Arkwright, “and it may perhaps hold
-up.”</p>
-
-<p>“It will begin in an hour,” said the Indian, “and the two leagues are
-four hours.”</p>
-
-<p>“And to-morrow,” asked Arkwright.</p>
-
-<p>“To-morrow, and to-morrow, and to-morrow it will still rain,” said the
-guide, looking as he spoke up over the huge primeval forest.</p>
-
-<p>“Then we had better start at once,” said Arkwright, “before the first
-falling drops frighten the women.” So the mules were brought out, and he
-lifted his uncomplaining wife on to the blankets which formed her
-pillion. The file again formed itself, and slowly they wound their way
-out from the small enclosure by which the hut was surrounded;&mdash;out from
-the enclosure on to a rough scrap of undrained pasture ground from which
-the trees had been cleared. In a few minutes they were once more
-struggling through the mud.</p>
-
-<p>The name of the spot which our travellers had just left is Carablanco.
-There they found a woman living all alone. Her husband was away, she
-told them, at San José, but would be back to her when the dry weather
-came, to look up the young cattle which were straying in the forest.
-What a life for a woman! Nevertheless, in talking with Mrs. Arkwright
-she made no complaint of her own lot, but had done what little she could
-to comfort the poor lady who was so little able to bear the fatigues of
-her journey.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_310" id="page_310"></a>{310}</span></p>
-
-<p>“Is the road very bad?” Mrs. Arkwright asked her in a whisper.</p>
-
-<p>“Ah, yes; it is a bad road.”</p>
-
-<p>“And when shall we be at the river?”</p>
-
-<p>“It took me four days,” said the woman.</p>
-
-<p>“Then I shall never see my mother again,” and as she spoke Mrs.
-Arkwright pressed her baby to her bosom. Immediately after that her
-husband came in, and they started.</p>
-
-<p>Their path now led away across the slope of a mountain which seemed to
-fall from the very top of that central ridge in an unbroken descent down
-to the valley at its foot. Hitherto, since they had entered the forest,
-they had had nothing before their eyes but the trees and bushes which
-grew close around them. But now a prospect of unrivalled grandeur was
-opened before them, if only had they been able to enjoy it. At the
-bottom of the valley ran a river, which, so great was the depth, looked
-like a moving silver cord; and on the other side of this there arose
-another mountain, steep but unbroken like that which they were
-passing,&mdash;unbroken, so that the eye could stretch from the river up to
-the very summit. Not a spot on that mountain side or on their side
-either was left uncovered by thick forest, which had stood there
-untouched by man since nature first produced it.</p>
-
-<p>But all this was nothing to our travellers, nor was the clang of the
-macaws anything, or the roaring of the little congo ape. Nothing was
-gained by them from beautiful scenery, nor was there any fear from the
-beasts of prey. The immediate pain of each step of the journey drove all
-other feelings from them, and their thoughts were bounded by an intense
-desire for the evening halt.</p>
-
-<p>And then, as the guide had prophesied, the rain began. At first it came
-in such small soft drops that it was found to be refreshing, but the
-clouds soon gathered and poured forth their collected waters as though
-it had not rained for months among those mountains. Not that it came in
-big drops, or with the violence which wind can give it, beating hither
-and thither, breaking branches from the trees, and rising up again as it
-pattered against the ground. There was no violence in the rain. It fell
-softly in a long, continuous, noiseless stream, sinking into everything
-that it touched, converting the deep rich earth on all sides into mud.</p>
-
-<p>Not a word was said by any of them as it came on. The Indian covered the
-baby with her blanket, closer than she was covered before, and the guide
-who walked by Mrs. Arkwright’s<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_311" id="page_311"></a>{311}</span> side drew her cloak around her knees.
-But such efforts were in vain. There is a rain that will penetrate
-everything, and such was the rain which fell upon them now.
-Nevertheless, as I have said, hardly a word was spoken. The poor woman,
-finding that the heat of her cloak increased her sufferings, threw it
-open again.</p>
-
-<p>“Fanny,” said her husband, “you had better let him protect you as well
-as he can.”</p>
-
-<p>She answered him merely by an impatient wave of her hand, intending to
-signify that she could not speak, but that in this matter she must have
-her way.</p>
-
-<p>After that her husband made no further attempt to control her. He could
-see, however, that ever and again she would have slipped forward from
-her mule, and fallen, had not the man by her side steadied her with his
-hand. At every tree he protected her knees and feet, though there was
-hardly room for him to move between the beast and the bank against which
-he was thrust.</p>
-
-<p>And then, at last, that day’s work was also over, and Fanny Arkwright
-slipped from her pillion down into her husband’s arms at the door of
-another rancho in the forest. Here there lived a large family adding
-from year to year to the patch of ground which they had rescued from the
-wood, and valiantly doing their part in the extension of civilisation.
-Our party was but a few steps from the door when they left their mules,
-but Mrs. Arkwright did not now as heretofore hasten to receive her baby
-in her arms. When placed upon the ground, she still leaned against the
-mule, and her husband saw that he must carry her into the hut. This he
-did, and then, wet, mud-laden, dishevelled as she was, she laid herself
-down upon the planks that were to form her bed, and there stretched out
-her arms for her infant. On that evening they undressed and tended her
-like a child; and then when she was alone with her husband, she repeated
-to him her sad foreboding.</p>
-
-<p>“Harry,” she said, “I shall never see my mother again.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, yes, Fanny, you will see her and talk over all these troubles with
-pleasure. It is very bad, I know; but we shall live through it yet.”</p>
-
-<p>“You will, of course; and you will take baby home to her.”</p>
-
-<p>“And face her without you! No, my darling. Three more days’ riding, or
-rather two and a half, will bring us to the river, and then your trouble
-will be over. All will be easy after that.”<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_312" id="page_312"></a>{312}</span></p>
-
-<p>“Ah, Harry, you do not know.”</p>
-
-<p>“I do know that it is very bad, my girl, but you must cheer up. We shall
-be laughing at all this in a month’s time.”</p>
-
-<p>On the following morning she allowed herself to be lifted up, speaking
-no word of remonstrance. Indeed she was like a child in their hands,
-having dropped all the dignity and authority of a woman’s demeanour. It
-rained again during the whole of this day, and the heat was becoming
-oppressive as every hour they were descending nearer and nearer to the
-sea level. During this first stage hardly a word was spoken by any one;
-but when she was again taken from her mule she was in tears. The poor
-servant-girl, too, was almost prostrate with fatigue, and absolutely
-unable to wait upon her mistress, or even to do anything for herself.
-Nevertheless they did make the second stage, seeing that their mid-day
-resting place had been under the trees of the forest. Had there been any
-hut there, they would have remained for the night.</p>
-
-<p>On the following day they rested altogether, though the place at which
-they remained had but few attractions. It was another forest hut
-inhabited by an old Spanish couple who were by no means willing to give
-them room, although they paid for their accommodation at exorbitant
-rates. It is one singularity of places strange and out of the way like
-such forest tracks as these, that money in small sums is hardly valued.
-Dollars there were not appreciated as sixpences are in this rich
-country. But there they stayed for a day, and the guides employed
-themselves in making a litter with long poles so that they might carry
-Mrs. Arkwright over a portion of the ground. Poor fellows! When once she
-had thus changed her mode of conveyance, she never again was lifted on
-to the mule.</p>
-
-<p>There was strong reason against this day’s delay. They were to go down
-the Serapiqui along with the post, which would overtake them on its
-banks. But if the post should pass them before they got there, it could
-not wait; and then they would be deprived of the best canoe on the
-water. Then also it was possible, if they encountered further delay,
-that the steamer might sail from Greytown without them, and a month’s
-residence at that frightful place be thus made necessary.</p>
-
-<p>The day’s rest apparently did little to relieve Mrs. Arkwright’s
-sufferings. On the following day she allowed herself to be put upon the
-mule, but after the first hour the beasts were stopped and she was taken
-off it. During that hour they had travelled hardly over half a league.
-At that time she so sobbed and<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_313" id="page_313"></a>{313}</span> moaned that Arkwright absolutely feared
-that she would perish in the forest, and he implored the guides to use
-the poles which they had prepared. She had declared to him over and over
-again that she felt sure that she should die, and, half-delirious with
-weariness and suffering, had begged him to leave her at the last hut.
-They had not yet come to the flat ground over which a litter might be
-carried with comparative ease; but nevertheless the men yielded, and she
-was placed in a recumbent position upon blankets, supported by boughs of
-trees. In this way she went through that day with somewhat less of
-suffering than before, and without that necessity for self-exertion
-which had been worse to her than any suffering.</p>
-
-<p>There were places between that and the river at which one would have
-said that it was impossible that a litter should be carried, or even
-impossible that a mule should walk with a load on his back. But still
-they went on, and the men carried their burden without complaining. Not
-a word was said about money, or extra pay;&mdash;not a word, at least by
-them; and when Arkwright was profuse in his offer, their leader told him
-that they would not have done it for money. But for the poor suffering
-Señora they would make exertions which no money would have bought from
-them.</p>
-
-<p>On the next day about noon the post did pass them, consisting of three
-strong men carrying great weights on their backs, suspended by bands
-from their foreheads. They travelled much quicker than our friends, and
-would reach the banks of the river that evening. In their ordinary
-course they would start down the river close upon daybreak on the
-following day; but, after some consultation with the guides, they agreed
-to wait till noon. Poor Mrs. Arkwright knew nothing of hours or of any
-such arrangements now, but her husband greatly doubted their power of
-catching this mail despatch. However, it did not much depend on their
-exertions that afternoon. Their resting-place was marked out for them,
-and they could not go beyond it, unless indeed they could make the whole
-journey, which was impossible.</p>
-
-<p>But towards evening matters seemed to improve with them. They had now
-got on to ground which was more open, and the men who carried the litter
-could walk with greater ease. Mrs. Arkwright also complained less, and
-when they reached their resting-place on that night, said nothing of a
-wish to be left there to her fate. This was a place called Padregal, a
-cacao plantation, which had been cleared in the forest with much labour.
-There<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_314" id="page_314"></a>{314}</span> was a house here containing three rooms, and some forty or fifty
-acres round it had been stripped of the forest trees. But nevertheless
-the adventure had not been a prosperous one, for the place was at that
-time deserted. There were the cacao plants, but there was no one to pick
-the cacao. There was a certain melancholy beauty about the place. A few
-grand trees had been left standing near the house, and the grass around
-was rich and park-like. But it was deserted, and nothing was heard but
-the roaring of the congos. Ah me! Indeed it was a melancholy place as it
-was seen by some of that party afterwards.</p>
-
-<p>On the following morning they were astir very early, and Mrs. Arkwright
-was so much better that she offered to sit again upon her mule. The men,
-however, declared that they would finish their task, and she was placed
-again upon the litter. And then with slow and weary step they did make
-their way to the river bank. It was not yet noon when they saw the mud
-fort which stands there, and as they drew into the enclosure round a
-small house which stands close by the river side, they saw the three
-postmen still busy about their packages.</p>
-
-<p>“Thank God!” said Arkwright.</p>
-
-<p>“Thank God, indeed!” said his brother. “All will be right with you now.”</p>
-
-<p>“Well, Fanny,” said her husband, as he took her very gently from the
-litter and seated her on a bench which stood outside the door. “It is
-all over now,&mdash;is it not?”</p>
-
-<p>She answered him by a shower of tears, but they were tears which brought
-her relief. He was aware of this, and therefore stood by her, still
-holding her by both her hands while her head rested against his side.
-“You will find the motion of the boat very gentle,” he said “indeed
-there will be no motion, and you and baby will sleep all the way down to
-Greytown.” She did not answer him in words, but she looked up into his
-face, and he could see that her spirit was recovering itself.</p>
-
-<p>There was almost a crowd of people collected on the spot, preparatory to
-the departure of the canoes. In the first place there was the commandant
-of the fort, to whom the small house belonged. He was looking to the
-passports of our friends, and with due diligence endeavouring to make
-something of the occasion, by discovering fatal legal impediments to the
-further prosecution of their voyage, which impediments would disappear
-on the payment of certain dollars. And then there were half a dozen
-Costa Rican soldiers, men with coloured caps and old muskets, ready to
-support the dignity and authority of the commandant. There were the<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_315" id="page_315"></a>{315}</span>
-guides taking payment from Abel Ring for their past work, and the
-postmen preparing their boats for the further journey. And then there
-was a certain German there, with a German servant, to whom the boats
-belonged. He also was very busy preparing for the river voyage. He was
-not going down with them, but it was his business to see them well
-started. A singular looking man was he, with a huge shaggy beard, and
-shaggy uncombed hair, but with bright blue eyes, which gave to his face
-a remarkable look of sweetness. He was an uncouth man to the eye, and
-yet a child would have trusted herself with him in a forest.</p>
-
-<p>At this place they remained some two hours. Coffee was prepared here,
-and Mrs. Arkwright refreshed herself and her child. They washed and
-arranged their clothes, and when she stepped down the steep bank,
-clinging to her husband’s arm as she made her way towards the boat, she
-smiled upon him as he looked at her.</p>
-
-<p>“It is all over now,&mdash;is it not, my girl?”&mdash;he said, encouraging her.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, Harry, do not talk about it,” she answered, shuddering.</p>
-
-<p>“But I want you to say a word to me to let me know that you are better.”</p>
-
-<p>“I am better,&mdash;much better.”</p>
-
-<p>“And you will see your mother again; will you not; and give baby to her
-yourself?”</p>
-
-<p>To this she made no immediate answer, for she was on a level with the
-river, and the canoe was close at her feet. And then she had to bid
-farewell to her brother. He was now the unfortunate one of the party,
-for his destiny required that he should go back to San José alone,&mdash;go
-back and remain there perhaps some ten years longer before he might look
-for the happiness of home.</p>
-
-<p>“God bless you, dearest Abel,” she said, kissing him and sobbing as she
-spoke.</p>
-
-<p>“Good-bye, Fanny,” he said, “and do not let them forget me in England.
-It is a great comfort to think that the worst of your troubles are
-over.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh,&mdash;she’s all right now,” said Arkwright. “Good-bye, old boy,”&mdash;and
-the two brothers-in-law grasped each other’s hands heartily. “Keep up
-your spirits, and we’ll have you home before long.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, I’m all right,” said the other. But from the tone of the voices, it
-was clear that poor Ring was despondent at the<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_316" id="page_316"></a>{316}</span> thoughts of his coming
-solitude, and that Arkwright was already triumphing in his emancipation.</p>
-
-<p>And then, with much care, Fanny Arkwright was stowed away in the boat.
-There was a great contest about the baby, but at last it was arranged,
-that at any rate for the first few hours she should be placed in the
-boat with the servant. The mother was told that by this plan she would
-feel herself at liberty to sleep during the heat of the day, and then
-she might hope to have strength to look to the child when they should be
-on shore during the night. In this way therefore they prepared to start,
-while Abel Ring stood on the bank looking at them with wishful eyes. In
-the first boat were two Indians paddling, and a third man steering with
-another paddle. In the middle there was much luggage, and near the
-luggage so as to be under shade, was the baby’s soft bed. If nothing
-evil happened to the boat, the child could not be more safe in the best
-cradle that was ever rocked. With her was the maid-servant and some
-stranger who was also going down to Greytown.</p>
-
-<p>In the second boat were the same number of men to paddle, the Indian
-guide being one of them, and there were the mails placed. Then there was
-a seat arranged with blankets, cloaks, and cushions, for Mrs. Arkwright,
-so that she might lean back and sleep without fatigue, and immediately
-opposite to her her husband placed himself. “You all look very
-comfortable,” said poor Abel from the bank.</p>
-
-<p>“We shall do very well now,” said Arkwright.</p>
-
-<p>“And I do think I shall see mamma again,” said his wife.</p>
-
-<p>“That’s right, old girl;&mdash;of course you will see her. Now then,&mdash;we are
-all ready.” And with some little assistance from the German on the bank,
-the first boat was pushed off into the stream.</p>
-
-<p>The river in this place is rapid, because the full course of the water
-is somewhat impeded by a bank of earth jutting out from the opposite
-side of the river into the stream; but it is not so rapid as to make any
-recognised danger in the embarkation. Below this bank, which is opposite
-to the spot at which the boats were entered, there were four or five
-broken trees in the water, some of the shattered boughs of which showed
-themselves above the surface. These are called snags, and are very
-dangerous if they are met with in the course of the stream; but in this
-instance no danger was apprehended from them, as they lay considerably
-to the left of the passage which the boats would take. The first canoe
-was pushed off by the German, and went rapidly<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_317" id="page_317"></a>{317}</span> away. The waters were
-strong with rain, and it was pretty to see with what velocity the boat
-was carried on some hundred of yards in advance of the other by the
-force of the first effort of the paddle. The German, however, from the
-bank holloaed to the first men in Spanish, bidding them relax their
-efforts for a while; and then he said a word or two of caution to those
-who were now on the point of starting.</p>
-
-<p>The boat then was pushed steadily forward, the man at the stern keeping
-it with his paddle a little farther away from the bank at which they had
-embarked. It was close under the land that the stream ran the fastest,
-and in obedience to the directions given to him he made his course
-somewhat nearer to the sunken trees. It was but one turn of his hand
-that gave the light boat its direction, but that turn of the hand was
-too strong. Had the anxious master of the canoes been but a thought less
-anxious, all might have been well; but, as it was, the prow of the boat
-was caught by some slight hidden branch which impeded its course and
-turned it round in the rapid river. The whole length of the canoe was
-thus brought against the sunken tree, and in half a minute the five
-occupants of the boat were struggling in the stream.</p>
-
-<p>Abel Ring and the German were both standing on the bank close to the
-water when this happened, and each for a moment looked into the other’s
-face. “Stand where you are,” shouted the German, “so that you may assist
-them from the shore. I will go in.” And then, throwing from him his
-boots and coat, he plunged into the river.</p>
-
-<p>The canoe had been swept round so as to be brought by the force of the
-waters absolutely in among the upturned roots and broken stumps of the
-trees which impeded the river, and thus, when the party was upset, they
-were at first to be seen scrambling among the branches. But
-unfortunately there was much more wood below the water than above it,
-and the force of the stream was so great, that those who caught hold of
-the timber were not able to support themselves by it above the surface.
-Arkwright was soon to be seen some forty yards down, having been carried
-clear of the trees, and here he got out of the river on the further
-bank. The distance to him was not above forty yards, but from the nature
-of the ground he could not get up towards his wife, unless he could have
-forced his way against the stream.</p>
-
-<p>The Indian who had had charge of the baby rose quickly to the surface,
-was carried once round in the eddy, with his head<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_318" id="page_318"></a>{318}</span> high above the water,
-and then was seen to throw himself among the broken wood. He had seen
-the dress of the poor woman, and made his effort to save her. The other
-two men were so caught by the fragments of the boughs, that they could
-not extricate themselves so as to make any exertions; ultimately,
-however, they also got out on the further bank.</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Arkwright had sunk at once on being precipitated into the water,
-but the buoyancy of her clothes had brought her for a moment again to
-the surface. She had risen for a moment, and then had again gone down,
-immediately below the forked trunk of a huge tree;&mdash;had gone down, alas,
-alas! never to rise again with life within her bosom. The poor Indian
-made two attempts to save her, and then came up himself, incapable of
-further effort.</p>
-
-<p>It was then that the German, the owner of the canoes, who had fought his
-way with great efforts across the violence of the waters, and indeed up
-against the stream for some few yards, made his effort to save the life
-of that poor frail creature. He had watched the spot at which she had
-gone down, and even while struggling across the river, had seen how the
-Indian had followed her and had failed. It was now his turn. His life
-was in his hand, and he was prepared to throw it away in that attempt.
-Having succeeded in placing himself a little above the large tree, he
-turned his face towards the bottom of the river, and dived down among
-the branches. And he also, after that, was never again seen with the
-life-blood flowing round his heart.</p>
-
-<p>When the sun set that night, the two swollen corpses were lying in the
-Commandant’s hut, and Abel Ring and Arkwright were sitting beside them.
-Arkwright had his baby sleeping in his arms, but he sat there for
-hours,&mdash;into the middle of the long night,&mdash;without speaking a word to
-any one.</p>
-
-<p>“Harry,” said his brother at last, “come away and lay down. It will be
-good for you to sleep.”</p>
-
-<p>“Nothing ever will be good again for me,” said he.</p>
-
-<p>“You must bear up against your sorrow as other men do,” said Ring.</p>
-
-<p>“Why am I not sleeping with her as the poor German sleeps? Why did I let
-another man take my place in dying for her?” And then he walked away
-that the other might not see the tears on his face.</p>
-
-<p>It was a sad night,&mdash;that at the Commandant’s hut, and a sad morning
-followed upon it. It must be remembered that they had there none of
-those appurtenances which are so necessary to<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_319" id="page_319"></a>{319}</span> make woe decent and
-misfortune comfortable. They sat through the night in the small hut, and
-in the morning they came forth with their clothes still wet and dirty,
-with their haggard faces, and weary stiff limbs, encumbered with the
-horrid task of burying that loved body among the forest trees. And then,
-to keep life in them till it was done, the brandy flask passed from hand
-to hand; and after that, with slow but resolute efforts, they reformed
-the litter on which the living woman had been carried thither, and took
-her body back to the wild plantation at Padregal. There they dug for her
-her grave, and repeating over her some portion of the service for the
-dead, left her to sleep the sleep of death. But before they left her,
-they erected a pallisade of timber round the grave, so that the beasts
-of the forest should not tear the body from its resting-place.</p>
-
-<p>When that was done Arkwright and his brother made their slow journey
-back to San José. The widowed husband could not face his darling’s
-mother with such a tale upon his tongue as that.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_320" id="page_320"></a>{320}</span></p>
-
-<h2><a name="A_RIDE_ACROSS_PALESTINE" id="A_RIDE_ACROSS_PALESTINE"></a>A RIDE ACROSS PALESTINE.</h2>
-
-<p class="nind"><span class="smcap">Circumstances</span> took me to the Holy Land without a companion, and
-compelled me to visit Bethany, the Mount of Olives, and the Church of
-the Sepulchre alone. I acknowledge myself to be a gregarious animal, or,
-perhaps, rather one of those which nature has intended to go in pairs.
-At any rate I dislike solitude, and especially travelling solitude, and
-was, therefore, rather sad at heart as I sat one night at Z&mdash;&mdash;’s
-hotel, in Jerusalem, thinking over my proposed wanderings for the next
-few days. Early on the following morning I intended to start, of course
-on horseback, for the Dead Sea, the banks of Jordan, Jericho, and those
-mountains of the wilderness through which it is supposed that Our
-Saviour wandered for the forty days when the devil tempted him. I would
-then return to the Holy City, and remaining only long enough to refresh
-my horse and wipe the dust from my hands and feet, I would start again
-for Jaffa, and there catch a certain Austrian steamer which would take
-me to Egypt. Such was my programme, and I confess that I was but ill
-contented with it, seeing that I was to be alone during the time.</p>
-
-<p>I had already made all my arrangements, and though I had no reason for
-any doubt as to my personal security during the trip, I did not feel
-altogether satisfied with them. I intended to take a French guide, or
-dragoman, who had been with me for some days, and to put myself under
-the peculiar guardianship of two Bedouin Arabs, who were to accompany me
-as long as I should remain east of Jerusalem. This travelling through
-the desert under the protection of Bedouins was, in idea, pleasant
-enough; and I must here declare that I did not at all begrudge the forty
-shillings which I was told by our British consul that I must pay them
-for their trouble, in accordance with the established tariff. But I did
-begrudge the fact of the tariff. I<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_321" id="page_321"></a>{321}</span> would rather have fallen in with my
-friendly Arabs, as it were by chance, and have rewarded their fidelity
-at the end of our joint journeyings by a donation of piastres to be
-settled by myself, and which, under such circumstances, would certainly
-have been as agreeable to them as the stipulated sum. In the same way I
-dislike having waiters put down in my bill. I find that I pay them twice
-over, and thus lose money; and as they do not expect to be so treated, I
-never have the advantage of their civility. The world, I fear, is
-becoming too fond of tariffs.</p>
-
-<p>“A tariff!” said I to the consul, feeling that the whole romance of my
-expedition would be dissipated by such an arrangement. “Then I’ll go
-alone; I’ll take a revolver with me.”</p>
-
-<p>“You can’t do it, sir,” said the consul, in a dry and somewhat angry
-tone. “You have no more right to ride through that country without
-paying the regular price for protection, than you have to stop in Z&mdash;&mdash;
-’s hotel without settling the bill.”</p>
-
-<p>I could not contest the point, so I ordered my Bedouins for the
-appointed day, exactly as I would send for a ticket-porter at home, and
-determined to make the best of it. The wild unlimited sands, the
-desolation of the Dead Sea, the rushing waters of Jordan, the outlines
-of the mountains of Moab;&mdash;those things the consular tariff could not
-alter, nor deprive them of the glories of their association.</p>
-
-<p>I had submitted, and the arrangements had been made. Joseph, my
-dragoman, was to come to me with the horses and an Arab groom at five in
-the morning, and we were to encounter our Bedouins outside the gate of
-St. Stephen, down the hill, where the road turns, close to the tomb of
-the Virgin.</p>
-
-<p>I was sitting alone in the public room at the hotel, filling my flask
-with brandy,&mdash;for matters of primary importance I never leave to
-servant, dragoman, or guide,&mdash;when the waiter entered, and said that a
-gentleman wished to speak with me. The gentleman had not sent in his
-card or name; but any gentleman was welcome to me in my solitude, and I
-requested that the gentleman might enter. In appearance the gentleman
-certainly was a gentleman, for I thought that I had never before seen a
-young man whose looks were more in his favour, or whose face and gait
-and outward bearing seemed to betoken better breeding. He might be some
-twenty or twenty-one years of age, was slight and well made, with very
-black hair, which he wore rather long, very dark long bright eyes, a
-straight nose, and teeth that were perfectly white. He was dressed
-throughout in grey tweed<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_322" id="page_322"></a>{322}</span> clothing, having coat, waistcoat, and trousers
-of the same; and in his hand he carried a very broad-brimmed straw hat.</p>
-
-<p>“Mr. Jones, I believe,” he said, as he bowed to me. Jones is a good
-travelling name, and, if the reader will allow me, I will call myself
-Jones on the present occasion.</p>
-
-<p>“Yes,” I said, pausing with the brandy-bottle in one hand, and the flask
-in the other. “That’s my name; I’m Jones. Can I do anything for you,
-sir?”</p>
-
-<p>“Why, yes, you can,” said he. “My name is Smith,&mdash;John Smith.”</p>
-
-<p>“Pray sit down, Mr. Smith,” I said, pointing to a chair. “Will you do
-anything in this way?” and I proposed to hand the bottle to him. “As far
-as I can judge from a short stay, you won’t find much like that in
-Jerusalem.”</p>
-
-<p>He declined the Cognac, however, and immediately began his story. “I
-hear, Mr. Jones,” said he, “that you are going to Moab to-morrow.”</p>
-
-<p>“Well,” I replied, “I don’t know whether I shall cross the water. It’s
-not very easy, I take it, at all times; but I shall certainly get as far
-as Jordan. Can I do anything for you in those parts?”</p>
-
-<p>And then he explained to me what was the object of his visit. He was
-quite alone in Jerusalem, as I was myself, and was staying at H&mdash;&mdash;’s
-hotel. He had heard that I was starting for the Dead Sea, and had called
-to ask if I objected to his joining me. He had found himself, he said,
-very lonely; and as he had heard that I also was alone, he had ventured
-to call and make his proposition. He seemed to be very bashful, and half
-ashamed of what he was doing; and when he had done speaking he declared
-himself conscious that he was intruding, and expressed a hope that I
-would not hesitate to say so if his suggestion were from any cause
-disagreeable to me.</p>
-
-<p>As a rule I am rather shy of chance travelling English friends. It has
-so frequently happened to me that I have had to blush for the
-acquaintances whom I have selected, that I seldom indulge in any close
-intimacies of this kind. But, nevertheless, I was taken with John Smith,
-in spite of his name. There was so much about him that was pleasant,
-both to the eye and to the understanding! One meets constantly with men
-from contact with whom one revolts without knowing the cause of such
-dislike. The cut of their beard is displeasing, or the mode in which
-they walk or speak. But, on the other hand, there are men who are
-attractive, and I must confess that I was attracted by John<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_323" id="page_323"></a>{323}</span> Smith at
-first sight. I hesitated, however, for a minute; for there are sundry
-things of which it behoves a traveller to think before he can join a
-companion for such a journey as that which I was about to make. Could
-the young man rise early, and remain in the saddle for ten hours
-together? Could he live upon hard-boiled eggs and brandy-and-water?
-Could he take his chance of a tent under which to sleep, and make
-himself happy with the bare fact of being in the desert? He saw my
-hesitation, and attributed it to a cause which was not present in my
-mind at the moment, though the subject was one of the greatest
-importance when strangers consent to join themselves together for a
-time, and agree to become no strangers on the spur of the moment.</p>
-
-<p>“Of course I will take half the expense,” said he, absolutely blushing
-as he mentioned the matter.</p>
-
-<p>“As to that there will be very little. You have your own horse, of
-course?”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, yes.”</p>
-
-<p>“My dragoman and groom-boy will do for both. But you’ll have to pay
-forty shillings to the Arabs! There’s no getting over that. The consul
-won’t even look after your dead body, if you get murdered, without going
-through that ceremony.”</p>
-
-<p>Mr. Smith immediately produced his purse, which he tendered to me. “If
-you will manage it all,” said he, “it will make it so much the easier,
-and I shall be infinitely obliged to you.” This of course I declined to
-do. I had no business with his purse, and explained to him that if we
-went together we could settle that on our return to Jerusalem. “But
-could he go through really hard work?” I asked. He answered me with an
-assurance that he would and could do anything in that way that it was
-possible for man to perform. As for eating and drinking he cared nothing
-about it, and would undertake to be astir at any hour of the morning
-that might be named. As for sleeping accommodation, he did not care if
-he kept his clothes on for a week together. He looked slight and weak;
-but he spoke so well, and that without boasting, that I ultimately
-agreed to his proposal, and in a few minutes he took his leave of me,
-promising to be at Z&mdash;&mdash;’s door with his horse at five o’clock on the
-following morning.</p>
-
-<p>“I wish you’d allow me to leave my purse with you,” he said again.</p>
-
-<p>“I cannot think of it. There is no possible occasion for it,” I said
-again. “If there is anything to pay, I’ll ask you for it when the
-journey is over. That forty shillings you must fork out. It’s a law of
-the Medes and Persians.”<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_324" id="page_324"></a>{324}</span></p>
-
-<p>“I’d better give it you at once,” he said again, offering me money. But
-I would not have it. It would be quite time enough for that when the
-Arabs were leaving us.</p>
-
-<p>“Because,” he added, “strangers, I know, are sometimes suspicious about
-money; and I would not, for worlds, have you think that I would put you
-to expense.” I assured him that I did not think so, and then the subject
-was dropped.</p>
-
-<p>He was, at any rate, up to his time, for when I came down on the
-following morning I found him in the narrow street, the first on
-horseback. Joseph, the Frenchman, was strapping on to a rough pony our
-belongings, and was staring at Mr. Smith. My new friend, unfortunately,
-could not speak a word of French, and therefore I had to explain to the
-dragoman how it had come to pass that our party was to be enlarged.</p>
-
-<p>“But the Bedouins will expect full pay for both,” said he, alarmed. Men
-in that class, and especially Orientals, always think that every
-arrangement of life, let it be made in what way it will, is made with
-the intention of saving some expense, or cheating somebody out of some
-money. They do not understand that men can have any other object, and
-are ever on their guard lest the saving should be made at their cost, or
-lest they should be the victims of the fraud.</p>
-
-<p>“All right,” said I.</p>
-
-<p>“I shall be responsible, Monsieur,” said the dragoman, piteously.</p>
-
-<p>“It shall be all right,” said I, again. “If that does not satisfy you,
-you may remain behind.”</p>
-
-<p>“If Monsieur says it is all right, of course it is so;” and then he
-completed his strapping. We took blankets with us, of which I had to
-borrow two out of the hotel for my friend Smith, a small hamper of
-provisions, a sack containing forage for the horses, and a large empty
-jar, so that we might supply ourselves with water when leaving the
-neighbourhood of wells for any considerable time.</p>
-
-<p>“I ought to have brought these things for myself,” said Smith, quite
-unhappy at finding that he had thrown on me the necessity of catering
-for him. But I laughed at him, saying that it was nothing; he should do
-as much for me another time. I am prepared to own that I do not
-willingly rush up-stairs and load myself with blankets out of strange
-rooms for men whom I do not know; nor, as a rule, do I make all the
-Smiths of the world free of my canteen. But, with reference to this
-fellow I did feel more than ordinarily good-natured and unselfish. There
-was<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_325" id="page_325"></a>{325}</span> something in the tone of his voice which was satisfactory; and I
-should really have felt vexed had anything occurred at the last moment
-to prevent his going with me.</p>
-
-<p>Let it be a rule with every man to carry an English saddle with him when
-travelling in the East. Of what material is formed the nether man of a
-Turk I have never been informed, but I am sure that it is not flesh and
-blood. No flesh and blood,&mdash;simply flesh and blood,&mdash;could withstand the
-wear and tear of a Turkish saddle. This being the case, and the
-consequences being well known to me, I was grieved to find that Smith
-was not properly provided. He was seated on one of those hard, red,
-high-pointed machines, in which the shovels intended to act as stirrups
-are attached in such a manner, and hang at such an angle, as to be
-absolutely destructive to the leg of a Christian. There is no part of
-the Christian body with which the Turkish saddle comes in contact that
-does not become more or less macerated. I have sat in one for days, but
-I left it a flayed man; and, therefore, I was sorry for Smith.</p>
-
-<p>I explained this to him, taking hold of his leg by the calf to show how
-the leather would chafe him; but it seemed to me that he did not quite
-like my interference. “Never mind,” said he, twitching his leg away, “I
-have ridden in this way before.”</p>
-
-<p>“Then you must have suffered the very mischief?”</p>
-
-<p>“Only a little, and I shall be used to it now. You will not hear me
-complain.”</p>
-
-<p>“By heavens, you might have heard me complain a mile off when I came to
-the end of a journey I once took. I roared like a bull when I began to
-cool. Joseph, could you not get a European saddle for Mr. Smith?” But
-Joseph did not seem to like Mr. Smith, and declared such a thing to be
-impossible. No European in Jerusalem would think of lending so precious
-an article, except to a very dear friend. Joseph himself was on an
-English saddle, and I made up my mind that after the first stage, we
-would bribe him to make an exchange. And then we started. The Bedouins
-were not with us, but we were to meet them, as I have said before,
-outside St. Stephen’s gate. “And if they are not there,” said Joseph,
-“we shall be sure to come across them on the road.”</p>
-
-<p>“Not there!” said I. “How about the consul’s tariff, if they don’t keep
-their part of the engagement?” But Joseph explained to me that their
-part of the engagement really amounted to this,&mdash;that we should ride
-into their country without molestation, provided that such and such
-payments were made.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_326" id="page_326"></a>{326}</span></p>
-
-<p>It was the period of Easter, and Jerusalem was full of pilgrims. Even at
-that early hour of the morning we could hardly make our way through the
-narrow streets. It must be understood that there is no accommodation in
-the town for the fourteen or fifteen thousand strangers who flock to the
-Holy Sepulchre at this period of the year. Many of them sleep out in the
-open air, lying on low benches which run along the outside walls of the
-houses, or even on the ground, wrapped in their thick hoods and cloaks.
-Slumberers such as these are easily disturbed, nor are they detained
-long at their toilets. They shake themselves like dogs, and growl and
-stretch themselves, and then they are ready for the day.</p>
-
-<p>We rode out of the town in a long file. First went the groom-boy; I
-forget his proper Syrian appellation, but we used to call him Mucherry,
-that sound being in some sort like the name. Then followed the horse
-with the forage and blankets, and next to him my friend Smith in the
-Turkish saddle. I was behind him, and Joseph brought up the rear. We
-moved slowly down the Via Dolorosa, noting the spot at which our Saviour
-is said to have fallen while bearing his cross; we passed by Pilate’s
-house, and paused at the gate of the Temple,&mdash;the gate which once was
-beautiful,&mdash;looking down into the hole of the pool in which the maimed
-and halt were healed whenever the waters moved. What names they are! And
-yet there at Jerusalem they are bandied to and fro with as little
-reverence as are the fanciful appellations given by guides to rocks and
-stones and little lakes in all countries overrun by tourists.</p>
-
-<p>“For those who would still fain believe,&mdash;let them stay at home,” said
-my friend Smith.</p>
-
-<p>“For those who cannot divide the wheat from the chaff, let <i>them</i> stay
-at home,” I answered. And then we rode out through St. Stephen’s gate,
-having the mountain of the men of Galileo directly before us, and the
-Mount of Olives a little to our right, and the Valley of Jehoshaphat
-lying between us and it. “Of course you know all these places now?” said
-Smith. I answered that I did know them well.</p>
-
-<p>“And was it not better for you when you knew them only in Holy Writ?” he
-asked.</p>
-
-<p>“No, by Jove,” said I. “The mountains stand where they ever stood. The
-same valleys are still green with the morning dew, and the water-courses
-are unchanged. The children of Mahomet may build their tawdry temple on
-the threshing-floor which David bought that there might stand the Lord’s
-house.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_327" id="page_327"></a>{327}</span> Man may undo what man did, even though the doer was Solomon. But
-here we have God’s handiwork and His own evidences.”</p>
-
-<p>At the bottom of the steep descent from the city gate we came to the
-tomb of the Virgin; and by special agreement made with Joseph we left
-our horses here for a few moments, in order that we might descend into
-the subterranean chapel under the tomb, in which mass was at this moment
-being said. There is something awful in that chapel, when, as at the
-present moment, it is crowded with Eastern worshippers from the very
-altar up to the top of the dark steps by which the descent is made. It
-must be remembered that Eastern worshippers are not like the churchgoers
-of London, or even of Rome or Cologne. They are wild men of various
-nations and races,&mdash;Maronites from Lebanon, Roumelians, Candiotes, Copts
-from Upper Egypt, Russians from the Crimea, Armenians and Abyssinians.
-They savour strongly of Oriental life and of Oriental dirt. They are
-clad in skins or hairy cloaks with huge hoods. Their heads are shaved,
-and their faces covered with short, grisly, fierce beards. They are
-silent mostly, looking out of their eyes ferociously, as though murder
-were in their thoughts, and rapine. But they never slouch, or cringe in
-their bodies, or shuffle in their gait. Dirty, fierce-looking, uncouth,
-repellent as they are, there is always about them a something of
-personal dignity which is not compatible with an Englishman’s ordinary
-hat and pantaloons.</p>
-
-<p>As we were about to descend, preparing to make our way through the
-crowd, Smith took hold of my arm. “That will never do, my dear fellow,”
-said I, “the job will be tough enough for a single file, but we should
-never cut our way two and two. I’m broad-shouldered and will go first.”
-So I did, and gradually we worked our way into the body of the chapel.
-How is it that Englishmen can push themselves anywhere? These men were
-fierce-looking, and had murder and rapine, as I have said, almost in
-their eyes. One would have supposed that they were not lambs or doves,
-capable of being thrust here or there without anger on their part; and
-they, too, were all anxious to descend and approach the altar. Yet we
-did win our way through them, and apparently no man was angry with us. I
-doubt, after all, whether a ferocious eye and a strong smell and dirt
-are so efficacious in creating awe and obedience in others, as an open
-brow and traces of soap and water. I know this, at least,&mdash;that a dirty
-Maronite would make very little progress, if he attempted to shove his
-way unfairly through a crowd of Englishmen at the door of a London
-theatre. We did shove unfairly, and we did<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_328" id="page_328"></a>{328}</span> make progress, till we found
-ourselves in the centre of the dense crowd collected in the body of the
-chapel.</p>
-
-<p>Having got so far, our next object was to get out again. The place was
-dark, mysterious, and full of strange odours; but darkness, mystery, and
-strange odours soon lose their charms when men have much work before
-them. Joseph had made a point of being allowed to attend mass before the
-altar of the Virgin, but a very few minutes sufficed for his prayers. So
-we again turned round and pushed our way back again, Smith still
-following in my wake. The men who had let us pass once let us pass again
-without opposition or show of anger. To them the occasion was very holy.
-They were stretching out their hands in every direction, with long
-tapers, in order that they might obtain a spark of the sacred fire which
-was burning on one of the altars. As we made our way out we passed many
-who, with dumb motions, begged us to assist them in their object. And we
-did assist them, getting lights for their tapers, handing them to and
-fro, and using the authority with which we seemed to be invested. But
-Smith, I observed, was much more courteous in this way to the women than
-to the men, as I did not forget to remind him when we were afterwards on
-our road together.</p>
-
-<p>Remounting our horses we rode slowly up the winding ascent of the Mount
-of Olives, turning round at the brow of the hill to look back over
-Jerusalem. Sometimes I think that of all spots in the world this one
-should be the spot most cherished in the memory of Christians. It was
-there that He stood when He wept over the city. So much we do know,
-though we are ignorant, and ever shall be so, of the site of His cross
-and of the tomb. And then we descended on the eastern side of the hill,
-passing through Bethany, the town of Lazarus and his sisters, and turned
-our faces steadily towards the mountains of Moab.</p>
-
-<p>Hitherto we had met no Bedouins, and I interrogated my dragoman about
-them more than once; but he always told me that it did not signify; we
-should meet them, he said, before any danger could arise. “As for
-danger,” said I, “I think more of this than I do of the Arabs,” and I
-put my hand on my revolver. “But as they agreed to be here, here they
-ought to be. Don’t you carry a revolver, Smith?”</p>
-
-<p>Smith said that he never had done so, but that he would take the charge
-of mine if I liked. To this, however, I demurred. “I never part with my
-pistol to any one,” I said, rather drily. But he explained that he only
-intended to signify that if there were danger to be encountered, he
-would be glad to encounter it; and<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_329" id="page_329"></a>{329}</span> I fully believed him. “We shan’t
-have much, fighting,” I replied; “but if there be any, the tool will
-come readiest to the hand of its master. But if you mean to remain here
-long I would advise you to get one. These Orientals are a people with
-whom appearances go a long way, and, as a rule, fear and respect mean
-the same thing with them. A pistol hanging over your loins is no great
-trouble to you, and looks as though you could bite. Many a dog goes
-through the world well by merely showing his teeth.”</p>
-
-<p>And then my companion began to talk of himself. “He did not,” he said,
-“mean to remain in Syria very long.”</p>
-
-<p>“Nor I either,” said I. “I have done with this part of the world for the
-present, and shall take the next steamer from Jaffa for Alexandria. I
-shall only have one night in Jerusalem on my return.”</p>
-
-<p>After this he remained silent for a few moments and then declared that
-that also had been his intention. He was almost ashamed to say so,
-however, because it looked as though he had resolved to hook himself on
-to me. So he answered, expressing almost regret at the circumstance.</p>
-
-<p>“Don’t let that trouble you,” said I; “I shall be delighted to have your
-company. When you know me better, as I hope you will do, you will find
-that if such were not the case I should tell you so as frankly. I shall
-remain in Cairo some little time; so that beyond our arrival in Egypt, I
-can answer for nothing.”</p>
-
-<p>He said that he expected letters at Alexandria which would govern his
-future movements. I thought he seemed sad as he said so, and imagined,
-from his manner, that he did not expect very happy tidings. Indeed I had
-made up my mind that he was by no means free from care or sorrow. He had
-not the air of a man who could say of himself that he was “totus teres
-atque rotundus.” But I had no wish to inquire, and the matter would have
-dropped had he not himself added&mdash;“I fear that I shall meet
-acquaintances in Egypt whom it will give me no pleasure to see.”</p>
-
-<p>“Then,” said I, “if I were you, I would go to Constantinople
-instead;&mdash;indeed, anywhere rather than fall among friends who are not
-friendly. And the nearer the friend is, the more one feels that sort of
-thing. To my way of thinking, there is nothing on earth so pleasant as a
-pleasant wife; but then, what is there so damnable as one that is
-unpleasant?”</p>
-
-<p>“Are you a married man?” he inquired. All his questions were put in a
-low tone of voice which seemed to give to them an<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_330" id="page_330"></a>{330}</span> air of special
-interest, and made one almost feel that they were asked with some
-special view to one’s individual welfare. Now the fact is, that I am a
-married man with a family; but I am not much given to talk to strangers
-about my domestic concerns, and, therefore, though I had no particular
-object in view, I denied my obligations in this respect. “No,” said I;
-“I have not come to that promotion yet. I am too frequently on the move
-to write myself down as Paterfamilias.”</p>
-
-<p>“Then you know nothing about that pleasantness of which you spoke just
-now?”</p>
-
-<p>“Nor of the unpleasantness, thank God; my personal experiences are all
-to come,&mdash;as also are yours, I presume?”</p>
-
-<p>It was possible that he had hampered himself with some woman, and that
-she was to meet him at Alexandria. Poor fellow! thought I. But his
-unhappiness was not of that kind. “No,” said he; “I am not married; I am
-all alone in the world.”</p>
-
-<p>“Then I certainly would not allow myself to be troubled by unpleasant
-acquaintances.”</p>
-
-<p>It was now four hours since we had left Jerusalem, and we had arrived at
-the place at which it was proposed that we should breakfast. There was a
-large well there, and shade afforded by a rock under which the water
-sprung; and the Arabs had constructed a tank out of which the horses
-could drink, so that the place was ordinarily known as the first stage
-out of Jerusalem.</p>
-
-<p>Smith had said not a word about his saddle, or complained in any way of
-discomfort, so that I had in truth forgotten the subject. Other matters
-had continually presented themselves, and I had never even asked him how
-he had fared. I now jumped from my horse, but I perceived at once that
-he was unable to do so. He smiled faintly, as his eye caught mine, but I
-knew that he wanted assistance. “Ah,” said I, “that confounded Turkish
-saddle has already galled your skin. I see how it is; I shall have to
-doctor you with a little brandy,&mdash;externally applied, my friend.” But I
-lent him my shoulder, and with that assistance he got down, very gently
-and slowly.</p>
-
-<p>“We ate our breakfast with a good will; bread and cold fowl and
-brandy-and-water, with a hard-boiled egg by way of a final delicacy; and
-then I began to bargain with Joseph for the loan of his English saddle.
-I saw that Smith could not get through the journey with that monstrous
-Turkish affair, and that he would go on without complaining till he
-fainted or came to some other signal grief. But the Frenchman, seeing
-the<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_331" id="page_331"></a>{331}</span> plight in which we were, was disposed to drive a very hard bargain.
-He wanted forty shillings, the price of a pair of live Bedouins, for the
-accommodation, and declared that, even then, he should make the
-sacrifice only out of consideration to me.</p>
-
-<p>“Very well,” said I. “I’m tolerably tough myself, and I’ll change with
-the gentleman. The chances are that I shall not be in a very liberal
-humour when I reach Jaffa with stiff limbs and a sore skin. I have a
-very good memory, Joseph.”</p>
-
-<p>“I’ll take thirty shillings, Mr. Jones; though I shall have to groan all
-the way like a condemned devil.”</p>
-
-<p>I struck a bargain with him at last for five-and-twenty, and set him to
-work to make the necessary change on the horses. “It will be just the
-same thing to him,” I said to Smith. “I find that he is as much used to
-one as to the other.</p>
-
-<p>“But how much money are you to pay him?” he asked. “Oh, nothing,” I
-replied. “Give him a few piastres when you part with him at Jaffa.” I do
-not know why I should have felt thus inclined to pay money out of my
-pocket for this Smith,&mdash;a man whom I had only seen for the first time on
-the preceding evening, and whose temperament was so essentially
-different from my own; but so I did. I would have done almost anything
-in reason for his comfort; and yet he was a melancholy fellow, with good
-inward pluck as I believed, but without that outward show of dash and
-hardihood which I confess I love to see. “Pray tell him that I’ll pay
-him for it,” said he. “We’ll make that all right,” I answered; and then
-we remounted,&mdash;not without some difficulty on his part. “You should have
-let me rub in that brandy,” I said. “You can’t conceive how
-efficaciously I would have done it.” But he made me no answer.</p>
-
-<p>At noon we met a caravan of pilgrims coming up from Jordan. There might
-be some three or four hundred, but the number seemed to be treble that,
-from the loose and straggling line in which they journeyed. It was a
-very singular sight, as they moved slowly along the narrow path through
-the sand, coming out of a defile among the hills, which was perhaps a
-quarter of a mile in front of us, passing us as we stood still by the
-wayside, and then winding again out of sight on the track over which we
-had come. Some rode on camels,&mdash;a whole family, in many cases, being
-perched on the same animal. I observed a very old man and a very old
-woman slung in panniers over a camel’s back,&mdash;not such panniers as might
-be befitting such a purpose, but square baskets, so that the heads and
-heels of each of the old<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_332" id="page_332"></a>{332}</span> couple hung out of the rear and front. “Surely
-the journey will be their death,” I said to Joseph. “Yes it will,” he
-replied, quite coolly; “but what matter how soon they die now that they
-have bathed in Jordan?” Very many rode on donkeys; two, generally, on
-each donkey; others, who had command of money, on horses; but the
-greater number walked, toiling painfully from Jerusalem to Jericho on
-the first day, sleeping there in tents and going to bathe on the second
-day, and then returning from Jericho to Jerusalem on the third. The
-pilgrimage is made throughout in accordance with fixed rules, and there
-is a tariff for the tent accommodation at Jericho,&mdash;so much per head per
-night, including the use of hot water.</p>
-
-<p>Standing there, close by the wayside, we could see not only the garments
-and faces of these strange people, but we could watch their gestures and
-form some opinion of what was going on within their thoughts. They were
-much quieter,&mdash;tamer, as it were,&mdash;than Englishmen would be under such
-circumstances. Those who were carried seemed to sit on their beasts in
-passive tranquillity, neither enjoying nor suffering anything. Their
-object had been to wash in Jordan,&mdash;to do that once in their lives;&mdash;and
-they had washed in Jordan. The benefit expected was not to be
-immediately spiritual. No earnest prayerfulness was considered necessary
-after the ceremony. To these members of the Greek Christian Church it
-had been handed down from father to son that washing in Jordan once
-during life was efficacious towards salvation. And therefore the journey
-had been made at terrible cost and terrible risk; for these people had
-come from afar, and were from their habits but little capable of long
-journeys. Many die under the toil; but this matters not if they do not
-die before they have reached Jordan. Some few there are, undoubtedly,
-more ecstatic in this great deed of their religion. One man I especially
-noticed on this day. He had bound himself to make the pilgrimage from
-Jerusalem to the river with one foot bare. He was of a better class, and
-was even nobly dressed, as though it were a part of his vow to show to
-all men that he did this deed, wealthy and great though he was. He was a
-fine man, perhaps thirty years of age, with a well-grown beard
-descending on his breast, and at his girdle he carried a brace of
-pistols. But never in my life had I seen bodily pain so plainly written
-in a man’s face. The sweat was falling from his brow, and his eyes were
-strained and bloodshot with agony. He had no stick, his vow, I presume,
-debarring him from such assistance, and he limped along, putting to the
-ground the heel of the unprotected<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_333" id="page_333"></a>{333}</span> foot. I could see it, and it was a
-mass of blood, and sores, and broken skin. An Irish girl would walk from
-Jerusalem to Jericho without shoes, and be not a penny the worse for it.
-This poor fellow clearly suffered so much that I was almost inclined to
-think that in the performance of his penance he had done something to
-aggravate his pain. Those around him paid no attention to him, and the
-dragoman seemed to think nothing of the affair whatever. “Those fools of
-Greeks do not understand the Christian religion,” he said, being himself
-a Latin or Roman Catholic.</p>
-
-<p>At the tail of the line we encountered two Bedouins, who were in charge
-of the caravan, and Joseph at once addressed them. The men were mounted,
-one on a very sorry-looking jade, but the other on a good stout Arab
-barb. They had guns slung behind their backs, coloured handkerchiefs on
-their heads, and they wore the striped bernouse. The parley went on for
-about ten minutes, during which the procession of pilgrims wound out of
-sight; and it ended in our being accompanied by the two Arabs, who thus
-left their greater charge to take care of itself back to the city. I
-understood afterwards that they had endeavoured to persuade Joseph that
-we might just as well go on alone, merely satisfying the demand of the
-tariff. But he had pointed out that I was a particular man, and that
-under such circumstances the final settlement might be doubtful. So they
-turned and accompanied us; but, as a matter of fact, we should have been
-as well without them.</p>
-
-<p>The sun was beginning to fall in the heavens when we reached the actual
-margin of the Dead Sea. We had seen the glitter of its still waters for
-a long time previously, shining under the sun as though it were not
-real. We have often heard, and some of us have seen, how effects of
-light and shade together will produce so vivid an appearance of water
-where there is no water, as to deceive the most experienced. But the
-reverse was the case here. There was the lake, and there it had been
-before our eyes for the last two hours; and yet it looked, then and now,
-as though it were an image of a lake, and not real water. I had long
-since made up my mind to bathe in it, feeling well convinced that I
-could do so without harm to myself, and I had been endeavouring to
-persuade Smith to accompany me; but he positively refused. He would
-bathe, he said, neither in the Dead Sea nor in the river Jordan. He did
-not like bathing, and preferred to do his washing in his own room. Of
-course I had nothing further to say, and begged that, under these
-circumstances,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_334" id="page_334"></a>{334}</span> he would take charge of my purse and pistols while I was
-in the water. This he agreed to do; but even in this he was strange and
-almost uncivil. I was to bathe from the farthest point of a little
-island, into which there was a rough causeway from the land made of
-stones and broken pieces of wood, and I exhorted him to go with me
-thither; but he insisted on remaining with his horse on the mainland at
-some little distance from the island. He did not feel inclined to go
-down to the water’s edge, he said.</p>
-
-<p>I confess that at this moment I almost suspected that he was going to
-play me foul, and I hesitated. He saw in an instant what was passing
-through my mind. “You had better take your pistol and money with you;
-they will be quite safe on your clothes.” But to have kept the things
-now would have shown suspicion too plainly, and as I could not bring
-myself to do that, I gave them up. I have sometimes thought that I was a
-fool to do so.</p>
-
-<p>I went away by myself to the end of the island, and then I did bathe. It
-is impossible to conceive anything more desolate than the appearance of
-the place. The land shelves very gradually away to the water, and the
-whole margin, to the breadth of some twenty or thirty feet, is strewn
-with the débris of rushes, bits of timber, and old white withered reeds.
-Whence these bits of timber have come it seems difficult to say. The
-appearance is as though the water had receded and left them there. I
-have heard it said that there is no vegetation near the Dead Sea; but
-such is not the case, for these rushes do grow on the bank. I found it
-difficult enough to get into the water, for the ground shelves down very
-slowly, and is rough with stones and large pieces of half-rotten wood;
-moreover, when I was in nearly up to my hips the water knocked me down;
-indeed, it did so when I had gone as far as my knees, but I recovered
-myself, and by perseverance did proceed somewhat farther. It must not be
-imagined that this knocking down was effected by the movement of the
-water. There is no such movement. Everything is perfectly still, and the
-fluid seems hardly to be displaced by the entrance of the body; but the
-effect is that one’s feet are tripped up, and that one falls prostrate
-on to the surface. The water is so strong and buoyant, that, when above
-a few feet in depth has to be encountered, the strength and weight of
-the bather are not sufficient to keep down his feet and legs. I then
-essayed to swim; but I could not do this in the ordinary way, as I was
-unable to keep enough of my body below the surface; so that my head and
-face seemed to be propelled down upon it.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_335" id="page_335"></a>{335}</span> I turned round and floated,
-but the glare of the sun was so powerful that I could not remain long in
-that position. However, I had bathed in the Dead Sea, and was so far
-satisfied.</p>
-
-<p>Anything more abominable to the palate than this water, if it be water,
-I never had inside my mouth. I expected it to be extremely salt, and no
-doubt, if it were analysed, such would be the result; but there is a
-flavour in it which kills the salt. No attempt can be made at describing
-this taste. It may be imagined that I did not drink heartily, merely
-taking up a drop or two with my tongue from the palm of my hand; but it
-seemed to me as though I had been drenched with it. Even brandy would
-not relieve me from it. And then my whole body was in a mess, and I felt
-as though I had been rubbed with pitch. Looking at my limbs, I saw no
-sign on them of the fluid. They seemed to dry from this as they usually
-do from any other water; but still the feeling remained. However, I was
-to ride from hence to a spot on the banks of Jordan, which I should
-reach in an hour, and at which I would wash; so I clothed myself, and
-prepared for my departure.</p>
-
-<p>Seated in my position in the island I was unable to see what was going
-on among the remainder of the party, and therefore could not tell
-whether my pistols and money was safe. I dressed, therefore, rather
-hurriedly, and on getting again to the shore, found that Mr. John Smith
-had not levanted. He was seated on his horse at some distance from
-Joseph and the Arabs, and had no appearance of being in league with
-those, no doubt, worthy guides. I certainly had suspected a ruse, and
-now was angry with myself that I had done so; and yet, in London, one
-would not trust one’s money to a stranger whom one had met twenty-four
-hours since in a coffee-room! Why, then, do it with a stranger whom one
-chanced to meet in a desert?</p>
-
-<p>“Thanks,” I said, as he handed me my belongings. “I wish I could have
-induced you to come in also. The Dead Sea is now at your elbow, and,
-therefore, you think nothing of it; but in ten or fifteen years’ time,
-you would be glad to be able to tell your children that you had bathed
-in it.”</p>
-
-<p>“I shall never have any children to care for such tidings,” he replied.</p>
-
-<p>The river Jordan, for some miles above the point at which it joins the
-Dead Sea, runs through very steep banks,&mdash;banks which are almost
-precipitous,&mdash;and is, as it were, guarded by the thick trees and bushes
-which grow upon its sides. This is so much the case, that one may ride,
-as we did, for a considerable<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_336" id="page_336"></a>{336}</span> distance along the margin, and not be
-able even to approach the water. I had a fancy for bathing in some spot
-of my own selection, instead of going to the open shore frequented by
-all the pilgrims; but I was baffled in this. When I did force my way
-down to the river side, I found that the water ran so rapidly, and that
-the bushes and boughs of trees grew so far over and into the stream, as
-to make it impossible for me to bathe. I could not have got in without
-my clothes, and having got in, I could not have got out again. I was,
-therefore obliged to put up with the open muddy shore to which the
-bathers descend, and at which we may presume that Joshua passed when he
-came over as one of the twelve spies to spy out the land. And even here
-I could not go full into the stream as I would fain have done, lest I
-should be carried down, and so have assisted to whiten the shores of the
-Dead Sea with my bones. As to getting over to the Moabitish side of the
-river, that was plainly impossible; and, indeed, it seemed to be the
-prevailing opinion that the passage of the river was not practicable
-without going up as far as Samaria. And yet we know that there, or
-thereabouts, the Israelites did cross it.</p>
-
-<p>I jumped from my horse the moment I got to the place, and once more gave
-my purse and pistols to my friend. “You are going to bathe again?” he
-said. “Certainly,” said I; “you don’t suppose that I would come to
-Jordan and not wash there, even if I were not foul with the foulness of
-the Dead Sea!” “You’ll kill yourself, in your present state of heat;” he
-said, remonstrating just as one’s mother or wife might do. But even had
-it been my mother or wife I could not have attended to such remonstrance
-then; and before he had done looking at me with those big eyes of his,
-my coat and waistcoat and cravat were on the ground, and I was at work
-at my braces; whereupon he turned from me slowly, and strolled away into
-the wood. On this occasion I had no base fears about my money.</p>
-
-<p>And then I did bathe,&mdash;very uncomfortably. The shore was muddy with the
-feet of the pilgrims, and the river so rapid that I hardly dared to get
-beyond the mud. I did manage to take a plunge in, head-foremost, but I
-was forced to wade out through the dirt and slush, so that I found it
-difficult to make my feet and legs clean enough for my shoes and
-stockings; and then, moreover, the flies plagued me most unmercifully. I
-should have thought that the filthy flavour from the Dead Sea would have
-saved me from that nuisance; but the mosquitoes thereabouts are probably
-used to it. Finding this process of bathing<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_337" id="page_337"></a>{337}</span> to be so difficult, I
-inquired as to the practice of the pilgrims. I found that with them,
-bathing in Jordan has come to be much the same as baptism has with us.
-It does not mean immersion. No doubt they do take off their shoes and
-stockings; but they do not strip, and go bodily into the water.</p>
-
-<p>As soon as I was dressed I found that Smith was again at my side with
-purse and pistols. We then went up a little above the wood, and sat down
-together on the long sandy grass. It was now quite evening, so that the
-short Syrian twilight had commenced, and the sun was no longer hot in
-the heavens. It would be night as we rode on to the tents at Jericho;
-but there was no difficulty as to the way, and therefore we did not
-hurry the horses, who were feeding on the grass. We sat down together on
-a spot from which we could see the stream,&mdash;close together, so that when
-I stretched myself out in my weariness, as I did before we started, my
-head rested on his legs. Ah, me! one does not take such liberties with
-new friends in England. It was a place which led one on to some special
-thoughts. The mountains of Moab were before us, very plain in their
-outline. “Moab is my wash-pot, and over Edom will I cast out my shoe!”
-There they were before us, very visible to the eye, and we began
-naturally to ask questions of each other. Why was Moab the wash-pot, and
-Edom thus cursed with indignity? Why had the right bank of the river
-been selected for such great purposes, whereas the left was thus
-condemned? Was there, at that time, any special fertility in this land
-of promise which has since departed from it? We are told of a bunch of
-grapes which took two men to carry it; but now there is not a vine in
-the whole country side. Now-a-days the sandy plain round Jericho is as
-dry and arid as are any of the valleys of Moab. The Jordan was running
-beneath our feet,&mdash;the Jordan in which the leprous king had washed,
-though the bright rivers of his own Damascus were so much nearer to his
-hand. It was but a humble stream to which he was sent; but the spot
-probably was higher up, above the Sea of Galilee, where the river is
-narrow. But another also had come down to this river, perhaps to this
-very spot on its shores, and submitted Himself to its waters;&mdash;as to
-whom, perhaps, it will be better that I should not speak much in this
-light story.</p>
-
-<p>The Dead Sea was on our right, still glittering in the distance, and
-behind us lay the plains of Jericho and the wretched collection of huts
-which still bears the name of the ancient city. Beyond that, but still
-seemingly within easy distance of us, were<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_338" id="page_338"></a>{338}</span> the mountains of the
-wilderness. The wilderness! In truth, the spot was one which did lead to
-many thoughts.</p>
-
-<p>We talked of these things, as to many of which I found that my friend
-was much more free in his doubts and questionings than myself; and then
-our words came back to ourselves, the natural centre of all men’s
-thoughts and words. “From what you say,” I said, “I gather that you have
-had enough of this land?”</p>
-
-<p>“Quite enough,” he said. “Why seek such spots as these, if they only
-dispel the associations and veneration of one’s childhood?”</p>
-
-<p>“But with me such associations and veneration are riveted the stronger
-by seeing the places, and putting my hand upon the spots. I do not speak
-of that fictitious marble slab up there; but here, among the sandhills
-by this river, and at the Mount of Olives over which we passed, I do
-believe.”</p>
-
-<p>He paused a moment, and then replied: “To me it is all
-nothing,&mdash;absolutely nothing. But then do we not know that our thoughts
-are formed, and our beliefs modelled, not on the outward signs or
-intrinsic evidences of things,&mdash;as would be the case were we always
-rational,&mdash;but by the inner workings of the mind itself? At the present
-turn of my life I can believe in nothing that is gracious.”</p>
-
-<p>“Ah, you mean that you are unhappy. You have come to grief in some of
-your doings or belongings, and therefore find that all things are bitter
-to the taste. I have had my palate out of order too; but the proper
-appreciation of flavours has come back to me. Bah,&mdash;how noisome was that
-Dead Sea water!”</p>
-
-<p>“The Dead Sea waters are noisome,” he said; “and I have been drinking of
-them by long draughts.”</p>
-
-<p>“Long draughts!” I answered, thinking to console him. “Draughts have not
-been long which can have been swallowed in your years. Your disease may
-be acute, but it cannot yet have become chronic. A man always thinks at
-the moment of each misfortune that that special misery will last his
-lifetime; but God is too good for that. I do not know what ails you; but
-this day twelvemonth will see you again as sound as a roach.”</p>
-
-<p>“We then sat silent for a while, during which I was puffing at a cigar.
-Smith, among his accomplishments, did not reckon that of smoking,&mdash;which
-was a grief to me; for a man enjoys the tobacco doubly when another is
-enjoying it with him.</p>
-
-<p>“No, you do not know what ails me,” he said at last, “and, therefore,
-cannot judge.”</p>
-
-<p>“Perhaps not, my dear fellow. But my experience tells me<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_339" id="page_339"></a>{339}</span> that early
-wounds are generally capable of cure; and, therefore, I surmise that
-yours may be so. The heart at your time of life is not worn out, and has
-strength and soundness left wherewith to throw off its maladies. I hope
-it may be so with you.”</p>
-
-<p>“God knows. I do not mean to say that there are none more to be pitied
-than I am; but at the present moment, I am not&mdash;not light-hearted.”</p>
-
-<p>“I wish I could ease your burden, my dear fellow.”</p>
-
-<p>“It is most preposterous in me thus to force myself upon you, and then
-trouble you with my cares. But I had been alone so long, and I was so
-weary of it!”</p>
-
-<p>“By Jove, and so had I. Make no apology. And let me tell you
-this,&mdash;though perhaps you will not credit me,&mdash;that I would sooner laugh
-with a comrade than cry with him is true enough; but, if occasion
-demands, I can do the latter also.”</p>
-
-<p>He then put out his hand to me, and I pressed it in token of my
-friendship. My own hand was hot and rough with the heat and sand; but
-his was soft and cool almost as a woman’s. I thoroughly hate an
-effeminate man; but, in spite of a certain womanly softness about this
-fellow, I could not hate him. “Yes,” I continued, “though somewhat
-unused to the melting mood, I also sometimes give forth my medicinal
-gums. I don’t want to ask you any questions, and, as a rule, I hate to
-be told secrets, but if I can be of any service to you in any matter I
-will do my best. I don’t say this with reference to the present moment,
-but think of it before we part.”</p>
-
-<p>I looked round at him and saw that he was in tears. “I know that you
-will think that I am a weak fool,” he said, pressing his handkerchief to
-his eyes.</p>
-
-<p>“By no means. There are moments in a man’s life when it becomes him to
-weep like a woman; but the older he grows the more seldom those moments
-come to him. As far as I can see of men, they never cry at that which
-disgraces them.”</p>
-
-<p>“It is left for women to do that,” he answered.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, women! A woman cries for everything and for nothing. It is the
-sharpest arrow she has in her quiver,&mdash;the best card in her hand. When a
-woman cries, what can you do but give her all she asks for?”</p>
-
-<p>“Do you&mdash;dislike women?”</p>
-
-<p>“No, by Jove! I am never really happy unless one is near me, or more
-than one. A man, as a rule, has an amount of energy within him which he
-cannot turn to profit on himself alone. It is good for him to have a
-woman by him that he may<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_340" id="page_340"></a>{340}</span> work for her, and thus have exercise for his
-limbs and faculties. I am very fond of women. But I always like those
-best who are most helpless.”</p>
-
-<p>We were silent again for a while, and it was during this time that I
-found myself lying with my head in his lap. I had slept, but it could
-have been but for a few minutes, and when I woke I found his hand upon
-my brow. As I started up he said that the flies had been annoying me,
-and that he had not chosen to waken me as I seemed weary. “It has been
-that double bathing,” I said, apologetically; for I always feel ashamed
-when I am detected sleeping in the day. “In hot weather the water does
-make one drowsy. By Jove, it’s getting dark; we had better have the
-horses.”</p>
-
-<p>“Stay half a moment,” he said, speaking very softly, and laying his hand
-upon my arm, “I will not detain you a minute.”</p>
-
-<p>“There is no hurry in life,” I said.</p>
-
-<p>“You promised me just now you would assist me.”</p>
-
-<p>“If it be in my power, I will.”</p>
-
-<p>“Before we part at Alexandria I will endeavour to tell you you the story
-of my troubles, and then if you can aid me&mdash;&mdash;” It struck me as he
-paused that I had made a rash promise, but nevertheless I must stand by
-it now&mdash;with one or two provisoes. The chances were that the young man
-was short of money, or else that he had got into a scrape about a girl.
-In either case I might give him some slight assistance; but, then, it
-behoved me to make him understand that I would not consent to become a
-participator in mischief. I was too old to get my head willingly into a
-scrape, and this I must endeavour to make him understand.</p>
-
-<p>“I will, if it be in my power,” I said. “I will ask no questions now;
-but if your trouble be about some lady&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“It is not,” said he.</p>
-
-<p>“Well; so be it. Of all troubles those are the most troublesome. If you
-are short of cash&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“No, I am not short of cash.”</p>
-
-<p>“You are not. That’s well too; for want of money is a sore trouble
-also.” And then I paused before I came to the point. “I do not suspect
-anything bad of you, Smith. Had I done so, I should not have spoken as I
-have done. And if there be nothing bad&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“There is nothing disgraceful,” he said.</p>
-
-<p>“That is just what I mean; and in that case I will do anything<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_341" id="page_341"></a>{341}</span> for you
-that may be within my power. Now let us look for Joseph and the
-mucherry-boy, for it is time that we were at Jericho.”</p>
-
-<p>I cannot describe at length the whole of our journey from thence to our
-tents at Jericho, nor back to Jerusalem, nor even from Jerusalem to
-Jaffa. At Jericho we did sleep in tents, paying so much per night,
-according to the tariff. We wandered out at night, and drank coffee with
-a family of Arabs in the desert, sitting in a ring round their
-coffee-kettle. And we saw a Turkish soldier punished with the
-bastinado,&mdash;a sight which did not do me any good, and which made Smith
-very sick. Indeed after the first blow he walked away. Jericho is a
-remarkable spot in that pilgrim week, and I wish I had space to describe
-it. But I have not, for I must hurry on, back to Jerusalem and thence to
-Jaffa. I had much to tell also of those Bedouins; how they were
-essentially true to us, but teased us almost to frenzy by their
-continual begging. They begged for our food and our drink, for our
-cigars and our gunpowder, for the clothes off our backs, and the
-handkerchiefs out of our pockets. As to gunpowder I had none to give
-them, for my charges were all made up in cartridges; and I learned that
-the guns behind their backs were a mere pretence, for they had not a
-grain of powder among them.</p>
-
-<p>We slept one night in Jerusalem, and started early on the following
-morning. Smith came to my hotel so that we might be ready together for
-the move. We still carried with us Joseph and the mucherry-boy; but for
-our Bedouins, who had duly received their forty shillings a piece, we
-had no further use. On our road down to Jerusalem we had much chat
-together, but only one adventure. Those pilgrims, of whom I have spoken,
-journey to Jerusalem in the greatest number by the route which we were
-now taking from it, and they come in long droves, reaching Jaffa in
-crowds by the French and Austrian steamers from Smyrna, Damascus, and
-Constantinople. As their number confers security in that somewhat
-insecure country, many travellers from the west of Europe make
-arrangements to travel with them. On our way down we met the last of
-these caravans for the year, and we were passing it for more than two
-hours. On this occasion I rode first, and Smith was immediately behind
-me; but of a sudden I observed him to wheel his horse round, and to
-clamber downwards among bushes and stones towards a river that ran below
-us. “Hallo, Smith,” I cried, “you will destroy your horse, and yourself
-too.” But he would not answer<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_342" id="page_342"></a>{342}</span> me, and all I could do was to draw up in
-the path and wait. My confusion was made the worse, as at that moment a
-long string of pilgrims was passing by. “Good morning, sir,” said an old
-man to me in good English. I looked up as I answered him, and saw a
-grey-haired gentleman, of very solemn and sad aspect. He might be
-seventy years of age, and I could see that he was attended by three or
-four servants. I shall never forget the severe and sorrowful expression
-of his eyes, over which his heavy eyebrows hung low. “Are there many
-English in Jerusalem?” he asked. “A good many,” I replied; “there always
-are at Easter.” “Can you tell me anything of any of them?” he asked.
-“Not a word,” said I, for I knew no one; “but our consul can.” And then
-we bowed to each other and he passed on.</p>
-
-<p>I got off my horse and scrambled down on foot after Smith. I found him
-gathering berries and bushes as though his very soul were mad with
-botany; but as I had seen nothing of this in him before, I asked what
-strange freak had taken him.</p>
-
-<p>“You were talking to that old man,” he said.</p>
-
-<p>“Well, yes, I was.”</p>
-
-<p>“That is the relation of whom I have spoken to you.”</p>
-
-<p>“The d&mdash;&mdash; he is!”</p>
-
-<p>“And I would avoid him, if it be possible.”</p>
-
-<p>I then learned that the old gentleman was his uncle. He had no living
-father or mother, and he now supposed that his relative was going to
-Jerusalem in quest of him. “If so,” said I, “you will undoubtedly give
-him leg bail, unless the Austrian boat is more than ordinarily late. It
-is as much as we shall do to catch it, and you may be half over Africa,
-or far gone on your way to India, before he can be on your track again.”</p>
-
-<p>“I will tell you all about it at Alexandria,” he replied; and then he
-scrambled up again with his horse, and we went on. That night we slept
-at the Armenian convent at Ramlath, or Ramath. This place is supposed to
-stand on the site of Arimathea, and is marked as such in many of the
-maps. The monks at this time of the year are very busy, as the pilgrims
-all stay here for one night on their routes backwards and forwards, and
-the place on such occasions is terribly crowded. On the night of our
-visit it was nearly empty, as a caravan had left it that morning; and
-thus we were indulged with separate cells, a point on which my companion
-seemed to lay considerable stress.</p>
-
-<p>On the following day, at about noon, we entered Jaffa, and put up at an
-inn there which is kept by a Pole. The boat from<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_343" id="page_343"></a>{343}</span> Beyrout, which,
-touches at Jaffa on its way to Alexandria, was not yet in, nor even
-sighted; we were therefore amply in time. “Shall we sail to-night?” I
-asked of the agent. “Yes, in all probability,” he replied. “If the
-signal be seen before three we shall do so. If not, then not;” and so I
-returned to the hotel.</p>
-
-<p>Smith had involuntarily shown signs of fatigue during the journey, but
-yet he had borne up well against it. I had never felt called on to grant
-any extra indulgence as to time because the work was too much for him.
-But now he was a good deal knocked up, and I was a little frightened,
-fearing that I had over-driven him under the heat of the sun. I was
-alarmed lest he should have fever, and proposed to send for the Jaffa
-doctor. But this he utterly refused. He would shut himself for an hour
-or two in his room, he said, and by that time he trusted the boat would
-be in sight. It was clear to me that he was very anxious on the subject,
-fearing that his uncle would be back upon his heels before he had
-started.</p>
-
-<p>I ordered a serious breakfast for myself, for with me, on such
-occasions, my appetite demands more immediate attention than my limbs. I
-also acknowledge that I become fatigued, and can lay myself at length
-during such idle days and sleep from hour to hour; but the desire to do
-so never comes till I have well eaten and drunken. A bottle of French
-wine, three or four cutlets of goats’ flesh, an omelet made out of the
-freshest eggs, and an enormous dish of oranges, was the banquet set
-before me; and though I might have found fault with it in Paris or
-London, I thought that it did well enough in Jaffa. My poor friend could
-not join me, but had a cup of coffee in his room. “At any rate take a
-little brandy in it,” I said to him, as I stood over his bed. “I could
-not swallow it,” said he, looking at me with almost beseeching eyes.
-“Beshrew the fellow,” I said to myself as I left him, carefully closing
-the door, so that the sound should not shake him; “he is little better
-than a woman, and yet I have become as fond of him as though he were my
-brother.”</p>
-
-<p>I went out at three, but up to that time the boat had not been
-signalled. “And we shall not get out to-night?” “No, not to-night,” said
-the agent. “And what time to-morrow?” “If she comes in this evening, you
-will start by daylight. But they so manage her departure from Beyrout,
-that she seldom is here in the evening.” “It will be noon to-morrow
-then?” “Yes,” the man said, “noon to-morrow.” I calculated, however,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_344" id="page_344"></a>{344}</span>
-that the old gentleman could not possibly be on our track by that time.
-He would not have reached Jerusalem till late in the day on which we saw
-him, and it would take him some time to obtain tidings of his nephew.
-But it might be possible that messengers sent by him should reach Jaffa
-by four or five on the day after his arrival. That would be this very
-day which we were now wasting at Jaffa. Having thus made my
-calculations, I returned to Smith to give him such consolation as it
-might be in my power to afford.</p>
-
-<p>He seemed to be dreadfully afflicted by all this. “He will have traced
-me to Jerusalem, and then again away; and will follow me immediately.”</p>
-
-<p>“That is all very well,” I said; “but let even a young man do the best
-he can, and he will not get from Jerusalem to Jaffa in less than twelve
-hours. Your uncle is not a young man, and could not possibly do the
-journey under two days.”</p>
-
-<p>“But he will send. He will not mind what money he spends.”</p>
-
-<p>“And if he does send, take off your hat to his messengers, and bid them
-carry your complaints back. You are not a felon whom he can arrest.”</p>
-
-<p>“No, he cannot arrest me; but, ah! you do not understand;” and then he
-sat up on the bed, and seemed as though he were going to wring his hands
-in despair.</p>
-
-<p>I waited for some half hour in his room, thinking that he would tell me
-this story of his. If he required that I should give him my aid in the
-presence either of his uncle or of his uncle’s myrmidons, I must at any
-rate know what was likely to be the dispute between them. But as he said
-nothing I suggested that he should stroll out with me among the
-orange-groves by which the town is surrounded. In answer to this he
-looked up piteously into my face as though begging me to be merciful to
-him. “You are strong,” said he, “and cannot understand what it is to
-feel fatigue as I do.” And yet he had declared on commencing his journey
-that he would not be found to complain? Nor had he complained by a
-single word till after that encounter with his uncle. Nay, he had borne
-up well till this news had reached us of the boat being late. I felt
-convinced that if the boat were at this moment lying in the harbour all
-that appearance of excessive weakness would soon vanish. What it was
-that he feared I could not guess; but it was manifest to me that some
-great terror almost overwhelmed him.</p>
-
-<p>“My idea is,” said I,&mdash;and I suppose that I spoke with something<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_345" id="page_345"></a>{345}</span> less
-of good-nature in my tone than I had assumed for the last day or two,
-“that no man should, under any circumstances, be so afraid of another
-man, as to tremble at his presence,&mdash;either at his presence or his
-expected presence.”</p>
-
-<p>“Ah, now you are angry with me; now you despise me!”</p>
-
-<p>“Neither the one nor the other. But if I may take the liberty of a
-friend with you, I should advise you to combat this feeling of horror.
-If you do not, it will unman you. After all, what can your uncle do to
-you? He cannot rob you of your heart and soul. He cannot touch your
-inner self.”</p>
-
-<p>“You do not know,” he said.</p>
-
-<p>“Ah but, Smith, I do know that. Whatever may be this quarrel between you
-and him, you should not tremble at the thought of him; unless
-indeed&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“Unless what?”</p>
-
-<p>“Unless you had done aught that should make you tremble before every
-honest man.” I own I had begun to have my doubts of him, and to fear
-that he had absolutely disgraced himself. Even in such case I,&mdash;I
-individually,&mdash;did not wish to be severe on him; but I should be annoyed
-to find that I had opened my heart to a swindler or a practised knave.</p>
-
-<p>“I will tell you all to-morrow,” said he; “but I have been guilty of
-nothing of that sort.”</p>
-
-<p>In the evening he did come out, and sat with me as I smoked my cigar.
-The boat, he was told, would almost undoubtedly come in by daybreak on
-the following morning, and be off at nine; whereas it was very
-improbable that any arrival from Jerusalem would be so early as that.
-“Beside,” I reminded him, “your uncle will hardly hurry down to Jaffa,
-because he will have no reason to think but what you have already
-started. There are no telegraphs here, you know.”</p>
-
-<p>In the evening he was still very sad, though the paroxysm of his terror
-seemed to have passed away. I would not bother him, as he had himself
-chosen the following morning for the telling of his story. So I sat and
-smoked, and talked to him about our past journey, and by degrees the
-power of speech came back to him, and I again felt that I loved him!
-Yes, loved him! I have not taken many such fancies into my head, at so
-short a notice; but I did love him, as though he were a younger brother.
-I felt a delight in serving him, and though I was almost old enough to
-be his father, I ministered to him as though he had been an old man, or
-a woman.</p>
-
-<p>On the following morning we were stirring at daybreak, and<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_346" id="page_346"></a>{346}</span> found that
-the vessel was in sight. She would be in the roads off the town in two
-hours’ time, they said, and would start at eleven or twelve. And then we
-walked round by the gate of the town, and sauntered a quarter of a mile
-or so along the way that leads towards Jerusalem. I could see that his
-eye was anxiously turned down the road, but he said nothing. We saw no
-cloud of dust, and then we returned to breakfast.</p>
-
-<p>“The steamer has come to anchor,” said our dirty Polish host to us in
-execrable English. “And we may be off on board,” said Smith. “Not yet,”
-he said; “they must put their cargo out first.” I saw, however, that
-Smith was uneasy, and I made up my mind to go off to the vessel at once.
-When they should see an English portmanteau making an offer to come up
-the gangway, the Austrian sailors would not stop it. So I called for the
-bill, and ordered that the things should be taken down to the wretched
-broken heap of rotten timber which they called a quay. Smith had not
-told me his story, but no doubt he would as soon as he was on board.</p>
-
-<p>I was in the act of squabbling with the Pole over the last demand for
-piastres, when we heard a noise in the gateway of the inn, and I saw
-Smith’s countenance become pale. It was an Englishman’s voice asking if
-there were any strangers there; so I went into the courtyard, closing
-the door behind me, and turning the key upon the landlord and Smith.
-“Smith,” said I to myself, “will keep the Pole quiet if he have any wit
-left.”</p>
-
-<p>The man who had asked the question had the air of an upper English
-servant, and I thought that I recognised one of those whom I had seen
-with the old gentleman on the road; but the matter was soon put at rest
-by the appearance of that gentleman himself. He walked up into the
-courtyard, looked hard at me from under those bushy eyebrows, just
-raised his hat, and then said, “I believe I am speaking to Mr. Jones.”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes,” said I, “I am Mr. Jones. Can I have the honour of serving you?”</p>
-
-<p>There was something peculiarly unpleasant about this man’s face. At the
-present moment I examined it closely, and could understand the great
-aversion which his nephew felt towards him. He looked like a gentleman
-and like a man of talent, nor was there anything of meanness in his
-face; neither was he ill-looking, in the usual acceptation of the word;
-but one could see that he was solemn, austere, and overbearing; that he
-would be incapable of any light enjoyment, and unforgiving towards all
-offences. I took him to be a man who, being old himself, could<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_347" id="page_347"></a>{347}</span> never
-remember that he had been young, and who, therefore, hated the levities
-of youth. To me such a character is specially odious; for I would fain,
-if it be possible, be young even to my grave. Smith, if he were clever,
-might escape from the window of the room, which opened out upon a
-terrace, and still get down to the steamer. I would keep the old man in
-play for some time; and, even though I lost my passage, would be true to
-my friend. There lay our joint luggage at my feet in the yard. If Smith
-would venture away without his portion of it, all might yet be right.</p>
-
-<p>“My name, sir, is Sir William Weston,” he began. I had heard of the name
-before, and knew him to be a man of wealth, and family, and note. I took
-off my hat, and said that I had much honour in meeting Sir William
-Weston.</p>
-
-<p>“And I presume you know the object with which I am now here,” he
-continued.</p>
-
-<p>“Not exactly,” said I. “Nor do I understand how I possibly should know
-it, seeing that, up to this moment, I did not even know your name, and
-have heard nothing concerning either your movements or your affairs.”</p>
-
-<p>“Sir,” said he, “I have hitherto believed that I might at any rate
-expect from you the truth.”</p>
-
-<p>“Sir,” said I, “I am bold to think that you will not dare to tell me,
-either now, or at any other time, that you have received, or expect to
-receive, from me anything that is not true.”</p>
-
-<p>He then stood still, looking at me for a moment or two, and I beg to
-assert that I looked as fully at him. There was, at any rate, no cause
-why I should tremble before him. I was not his nephew, nor was I
-responsible for his nephew’s doings towards him. Two of his servants
-were behind him, and on my side there stood a boy and girl belonging to
-the inn. They, however, could not understand a word of English. I saw
-that he was hesitating, but at last he spoke out. I confess, now, that
-his words, when they were spoken, did, at the first moment, make me
-tremble.</p>
-
-<p>“I have to charge you,” said he, “with eloping with my niece, and I
-demand of you to inform me where she is. You are perfectly aware that I
-am her guardian by law.”</p>
-
-<p>I did tremble;&mdash;not that I cared much for Sir William’s guardianship,
-but I saw before me so terrible an embarrassment! And then I felt so
-thoroughly abashed in that I had allowed myself to be so deceived! It
-all came back upon me in a moment, and covered me with a shame that even
-made me blush.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_348" id="page_348"></a>{348}</span> I had travelled through the desert with a woman for
-days, and had not discovered her, though she had given me a thousand
-signs. All those signs I remembered now, and I blushed painfully. When
-her hand was on my forehead I still thought that she was a man! I
-declare that at this moment I felt a stronger disinclination to face my
-late companion than I did to encounter her angry uncle.</p>
-
-<p>“Your niece!” I said, speaking with a sheepish bewilderment which should
-have convinced him at once of my innocence. She had asked me, too,
-whether I was a married man, and I had denied it. How was I to escape
-from such a mess of misfortunes? I declare that I began to forget her
-troubles in my own.</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, my niece,&mdash;Miss Julia Weston. The disgrace which you have brought
-upon me must be wiped out; but my first duty is to save that unfortunate
-young woman from further misery.”</p>
-
-<p>“If it be as you say,” I exclaimed, “by the honour of a gentleman&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“I care nothing for the honour of a gentleman till I see it proved. Be
-good enough to inform me, sir, whether Miss Weston is in this house.”</p>
-
-<p>For a moment I hesitated; but I saw at once that I should make myself
-responsible for certain mischief, of which I was at any rate hitherto in
-truth innocent, if I allowed myself to become a party to concealing a
-young lady. Up to this period I could at any rate defend myself, whether
-my defence were believed or not believed. I still had a hope that the
-charming Julia might have escaped through the window, and a feeling that
-if she had done so I was not responsible. When I turned the lock I
-turned it on Smith.</p>
-
-<p>For a moment I hesitated, and then walked slowly across the yard and
-opened the door. “Sir William,” I said, as I did so, “I travelled here
-with a companion dressed as a man; and I believed him to be what he
-seemed till this minute.”</p>
-
-<p>“Sir!” said Sir William, with a look of scorn in his face which gave me
-the lie in my teeth as plainly as any words could do. And then he
-entered the room. The Pole was standing in one corner, apparently amazed
-at what was going on, and Smith,&mdash;I may as well call her Miss Weston at
-once, for the baronet’s statement was true,&mdash;was sitting on a sort of
-divan in the corner of the chamber hiding her face in her hands. She had
-made no attempt at an escape, and a full explanation was therefore
-indispensable. For myself I own that I felt ashamed of my<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_349" id="page_349"></a>{349}</span> part in the
-play,&mdash;ashamed even of my own innocency. Had I been less innocent I
-should certainly have contrived to appear much less guilty. Had it
-occurred to me on the banks of the Jordan that Smith was a lady, I
-should not have travelled with her in her gentleman’s habiliments from
-Jerusalem to Jaffa. Had she consented to remain under my protection, she
-must have done so without a masquerade.</p>
-
-<p>The uncle stood still and looked at his niece. He probably understood
-how thoroughly stern and disagreeable was his own face, and considered
-that he could punish the crime of his relative in no severer way than by
-looking at her. In this I think he was right. But at last there was a
-necessity for speaking. “Unfortunate young woman!” he said, and then
-paused.</p>
-
-<p>“We had better get rid of the landlord,” I said, “before we come to any
-explanation.” And I motioned to the man to leave the room. This he did
-very unwillingly, but at last he was gone.</p>
-
-<p>“I fear that it is needless to care on her account who may hear the
-story of her shame,” said Sir William. I looked at Miss Weston, but she
-still sat hiding her face. However, if she did not defend herself, it
-was necessary that I should defend both her and me.</p>
-
-<p>“I do not know how far I may be at liberty to speak with reference to
-the private matters of yourself or of your&mdash;your niece, Sir William
-Weston. I would not willingly interfere&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“Sir,” said he, “your interference has already taken place. Will you
-have the goodness to explain to me what are your intentions with regard
-to that lady?”</p>
-
-<p>My intentions! Heaven help me! My intentions, of course, were to leave
-her in her uncle’s hands. Indeed, I could hardly be said to have formed
-any intention since I had learned that I had been honoured by a lady’s
-presence. At this moment I deeply regretted that I had thoughtlessly
-stated to her that I was an unmarried man. In doing so I had had no
-object. But at that time “Smith” had been quite a stranger to me, and I
-had not thought it necessary to declare my own private concerns. Since
-that I had talked so little of myself that the fact of my family at home
-had not been mentioned. “Will you have the goodness to explain what are
-your intentions with regard to that lady?” said the baronet.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, Uncle William!” exclaimed Miss Weston, now at length raising her
-head from her hands.</p>
-
-<p>“Hold your peace, madam,” said he. “When called upon<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_350" id="page_350"></a>{350}</span> to speak, you will
-find your words with difficulty enough. Sir, I am waiting for an answer
-from you.”</p>
-
-<p>“But, uncle, he is nothing to me;&mdash;the gentleman is nothing to me!”</p>
-
-<p>“By the heavens above us, he shall be something, or I will know the
-reason why! What! he has gone off with you; he has travelled through the
-country with you, hiding you from your only natural friend; he has been
-your companion for weeks&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“Six days, sir,” said I.</p>
-
-<p>“Sir!” said the baronet, again giving me the lie. “And now,” he
-continued, addressing his niece, “you tell me that he is nothing to you.
-He shall give me his promise that he will make you his wife at the
-consulate at Alexandria, or I will destroy him. I know who he is.”</p>
-
-<p>“If you know who I am,” said I, “you must know&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>But he would not listen to me. “And as for you, madam, unless he makes
-me that promise&mdash;&mdash;” And then he paused in his threat, and, turning
-round, looked me in the face. I saw that she also was looking at me,
-though not openly as he did; and some flattering devil that was at work
-round my heart, would have persuaded that she also would have heard a
-certain answer given without dismay,&mdash;would even have received comfort
-in her agony from such an answer. But the reader knows how completely
-that answer was out of my power.</p>
-
-<p>“I have not the slightest ground for supposing,” said I, “that the lady
-would accede to such an arrangement,&mdash;if it were possible. My
-acquaintance with her has been altogether confined to&mdash;&mdash;. To tell the
-truth, I have not been in Miss Weston’s confidence, and have only taken
-her for that which she has seemed to be.”</p>
-
-<p>“Sir!” said the baronet, again looking at me as though he would wither
-me on the spot for my falsehood.</p>
-
-<p>“It is true!” said Julia, getting up from her seat, and appealing with
-clasped hands to her uncle&mdash;“as true as Heaven.”</p>
-
-<p>“Madam!” said he, “do you both take me for a fool?”</p>
-
-<p>“That you should take me for one,” said I, “would be very natural. The
-facts are as we state to you. Miss Weston,&mdash;as I now learn that she
-is,&mdash;did me the honour of calling at my hotel, having heard&mdash;&mdash;” And
-then it seemed to me as though I were attempting to screen myself by
-telling the story against her, so I was again silent. Never in my life
-had I been in a position of such extraordinary difficulty. The duty
-which I owed<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_351" id="page_351"></a>{351}</span> to Julia as a woman, and to Sir William as a guardian, and
-to myself as the father of a family, all clashed with each other. I was
-anxious to be generous, honest, and prudent, but it was impossible; so I
-made up my mind to say nothing further.</p>
-
-<p>“Mr. Jones,” said the baronet, “I have explained to you the only
-arrangement which under the present circumstances I can permit to pass
-without open exposure and condign punishment. That you are a gentleman
-by birth, education, and position I am aware,”&mdash;whereupon I raised my
-hat, and then he continued: “That lady has three hundred a year of her
-own&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“And attractions, personal and mental, which are worth ten times the
-money,” said I, and I bowed to my fair friend, who looked at me the
-while with sad beseeching eyes. I confess that the mistress of my bosom,
-had she known my thoughts at that one moment, might have had cause for
-anger.</p>
-
-<p>“Very well,” continued he. “Then the proposal which I name, cannot, I
-imagine, but be satisfactory. If you will make to her and to me the only
-amends which it is in your power as a gentleman to afford, I will
-forgive all. Tell me that you will make her your wife on your arrival in
-Egypt.”</p>
-
-<p>I would have given anything not to have looked at Miss Weston at this
-moment, but I could not help it. I did turn my face half round to her
-before I answered, and then felt that I had been cruel in doing so. “Sir
-William,” said I, “I have at home already a wife and family of my own.”</p>
-
-<p>“It is not true!” said he, retreating a step, and staring at me with
-amazement.</p>
-
-<p>“There is something, sir,” I replied, “in the unprecedented
-circumstances of this meeting, and in your position with regard to that
-lady, which, joined to your advanced age, will enable me to regard that
-useless insult as unspoken. I am a married man. There is the signature
-of my wife’s last letter,” and I handed him one which I had received as
-I was leaving Jerusalem.</p>
-
-<p>But the coarse violent contradiction which Sir William had given me was
-nothing compared with the reproach conveyed in Miss Weston’s
-countenance. She looked at me as though all her anger were now turned
-against me. And yet, methought, there was more of sorrow than of
-resentment in her countenance. But what cause was there for either? Why
-should I be reproached, even by her look? She did not remember at the
-moment that when I answered her chance question as to my domestic
-affairs, I had answered it as to a man who was a stranger to me, and not
-as to a beautiful woman, with whom I was about to pass<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_352" id="page_352"></a>{352}</span> certain days in
-close and intimate society. To her, at the moment, it seemed as though I
-had cruelly deceived her. In truth, the one person really deceived had
-been myself.</p>
-
-<p>And here I must explain, on behalf of the lady, that when she first
-joined me she had no other view than that of seeing the banks of the
-Jordan in that guise which she had chosen to assume, in order to escape
-from the solemnity and austerity of a disagreeable relative. She had
-been very foolish, and that was all. I take it that she had first left
-her uncle at Constantinople, but on this point I never got certain
-information. Afterwards, while we were travelling together, the idea had
-come upon her, that she might go on as far as Alexandria with me. And
-then&mdash;&mdash;. I know nothing further of the lady’s intentions, but I am
-certain that her wishes were good and pure. Her uncle had been
-intolerable to her, and she had fled from him. Such had been her
-offence, and no more.</p>
-
-<p>“Then, sir,” said the baronet, giving me back my letter, “you must be a
-double-dyed villain.”</p>
-
-<p>“And you, sir,” said I&mdash;&mdash; But here Julia Weston interrupted me.</p>
-
-<p>“Uncle, you altogether wrong this gentleman,” she said. “He has been
-kind to me beyond my power of words to express; but, till told by you,
-he knew nothing of my secret. Nor would he have known it,” she added,
-looking down upon the ground. As to that latter assertion, I was at
-liberty to believe as much as I pleased.</p>
-
-<p>The Pole now came to the door, informing us that any who wished to start
-by the packet must go on board, and therefore, as the unreasonable old
-gentleman perceived, it was necessary that we should all make our
-arrangements. I cannot say that they were such as enable me to look back
-on them with satisfaction. He did seem now at last to believe that I had
-been an unconscious agent in his niece’s stratagem, but he hardly on
-that account became civil to me. “It was absolutely necessary,” he said,
-“that he and that unfortunate young woman,” as he would call her,
-“should depart at once,&mdash;by this ship now going.” To this proposition of
-course I made no opposition. “And you, Mr. Jones,” he continued, “will
-at once perceive that you, as a gentleman, should allow us to proceed on
-our journey without the honour of your company.”</p>
-
-<p>This was very dreadful, but what could I say; or, indeed, what could I
-do? My most earnest desire in the matter was to save Miss Weston from
-annoyance; and under existing circumstances<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_353" id="page_353"></a>{353}</span> my presence on board could
-not but be a burden to her. And then, if I went,&mdash;if I did go, in
-opposition to the wishes of the baronet, could I trust my own prudence?
-It was better for all parties that I should remain.</p>
-
-<p>“Sir William,” said I, after a minute’s consideration, “if you will
-apologise to me for the gross insults you have offered me, it shall be
-as you say.”</p>
-
-<p>“Mr. Jones,” said Sir William, “I do apologise for the words which I
-used to you while I was labouring under a very natural misconception of
-the circumstances.” I do not know that I was much the better for the
-apology, but at the moment I regarded it sufficient.</p>
-
-<p>Their things were then hurried down to the strand, and I accompanied
-them to the ruined quay. I took off my hat to Sir William as he was
-first let down into the boat. He descended first, so that he might
-receive his niece,&mdash;for all Jaffa now knew that it was a lady,&mdash;and then
-I gave her my hand for the last time. “God bless you, Miss Weston,” I
-said, pressing it closely. “God bless you, Mr. Jones,” she replied. And
-from that day to this I have neither spoken to her nor seen her.</p>
-
-<p>I waited a fortnight at Jaffa for the French boat, eating cutlets of
-goat’s flesh, and wandering among the orange groves. I certainly look
-back on that fortnight as the most miserable period of my life. I had
-been deceived, and had failed to discover the deceit, even though the
-deceiver had perhaps wished that I should do so. For that blindness I
-have never forgiven myself.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_354" id="page_354"></a>{354}</span></p>
-
-<h2><a name="THE_HOUSE_OF_HEINE_BROTHERS_IN_MUNICH" id="THE_HOUSE_OF_HEINE_BROTHERS_IN_MUNICH"></a>THE HOUSE OF HEINE BROTHERS, IN MUNICH.</h2>
-
-<p class="nind"><span class="smcap">The</span> house of Heine Brothers, in Munich, was of good repute at the time
-of which I am about to tell,&mdash;a time not long ago; and is so still, I
-trust. It was of good repute in its own way, seeing that no man doubted
-the word or solvency of Heine Brothers; but they did not possess, as
-bankers, what would in England be considered a large or profitable
-business. The operations of English bankers are bewildering in their
-magnitude. Legions of clerks are employed. The senior book-keepers,
-though only salaried servants, are themselves great men; while the real
-partners are inscrutable, mysterious, opulent beyond measure, and
-altogether unknown to their customers. Take any firm at random,&mdash;Brown,
-Jones, and Cox, let us say,&mdash;the probability is that Jones has been dead
-these fifty years, that Brown is a Cabinet Minister, and that Cox is
-master of a pack of hounds in Leicestershire. But it was by no means so
-with the house of Heine Brothers, of Munich. There they were, the two
-elderly men, daily to be seen at their dingy office in the Schrannen
-Platz; and if any business was to be transacted requiring the
-interchange of more than a word or two, it was the younger brother with
-whom the customer was, as a matter of course, brought into contact.
-There were three clerks in the establishment; an old man, namely, who
-sat with the elder brother and had no personal dealings with the public;
-a young Englishman, of whom we shall anon hear more; and a boy who ran
-messages, put the wood on to the stoves, and swept out the bank. Truly
-the house of Heine Brothers was of no great importance; but nevertheless
-it was of good repute.</p>
-
-<p>The office, I have said, was in the Schrannen Platz, or old
-Market-place. Munich, as every one knows, is chiefly to be noted as a
-new town,&mdash;so new that many of the streets and most<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_355" id="page_355"></a>{355}</span> of the palaces look
-as though they had been sent home last night from the builders, and had
-only just been taken out of their bandboxes. It is angular, methodical,
-unfinished, and palatial. But there is an old town; and, though the old
-town be not of surpassing interest, it is as dingy, crooked, intricate,
-and dark as other old towns in Germany. Here, in the old Market-place,
-up one long broad staircase, were situated the two rooms in which was
-held the bank of Heine Brothers.</p>
-
-<p>Of the elder member of the firm we shall have something to say before
-this story be completed. He was an old bachelor, and was possessed of a
-bachelor’s dwelling somewhere out in the suburbs of the city. The junior
-brother was a married man, with a wife some twenty years younger than
-himself, with two daughters, the elder of whom was now one-and-twenty,
-and one son. His name was Ernest Heine, whereas the senior brother was
-known as Uncle Hatto. Ernest Heine and his wife inhabited a portion of
-one of those new palatial residences at the further end of the Ludwigs
-Strasse; but not because they thus lived must it be considered that they
-were palatial people. By no means let it be so thought, as such an idea
-would altogether militate against whatever truth of character painting
-there may be in this tale. They were not palatial people, but the very
-reverse, living in homely guise, pursuing homely duties, and satisfied
-with homely pleasures. Up two pairs of stairs, however, in that street
-of palaces, they lived, having there a commodious suite of large rooms,
-furnished, after the manner of the Germans, somewhat gaudily as regarded
-their best salon, and with somewhat meagre comfort as regarded their
-other rooms. But, whether in respect of that which was meagre, or
-whether in respect of that which was gaudy, they were as well off as
-their neighbours; and this, as I take it, is the point of excellence
-which is desirable.</p>
-
-<p>Ernest Heine was at this time over sixty; his wife was past forty; and
-his eldest daughter, as I have said, was twenty-one years of age. His
-second child, also a girl, was six years younger; and their third child,
-a boy, had not been born till another similar interval had elapsed. He
-was named Hatto after his uncle, and the two girls had been christened
-Isa and Agnes. Such, in number and mode of life, was the family of the
-Heines.</p>
-
-<p>We English folk are apt to imagine that we are nearer akin to Germans
-than to our other continental neighbours. This may be so in blood, but,
-nevertheless, the difference in manners is so striking, that it could
-hardly be enhanced. An Englishman moving himself off to a city in the
-middle of Central America<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_356" id="page_356"></a>{356}</span> will find the customs to which he must adapt
-himself less strange to him there, than he would in many a German town.
-But in no degree of life is the difference more remarkable than among
-unmarried but marriageable young women. It is not my purpose at the
-present moment to attribute a superiority in this matter to either
-nationality. Each has its own charm, its own excellence, its own
-Heaven-given grace, whereby men are led up to purer thoughts and sweet
-desires; and each may possibly have its own defect. I will not here
-describe the excellence or defect of either; but will, if it be in my
-power, say a word as to this difference. The German girl of
-one-and-twenty,&mdash;our Isa’s age,&mdash;is more sedate, more womanly, more
-meditative than her English sister. The world’s work is more in her
-thoughts, and the world’s amusements less so. She probably knows less of
-those things which women learn than the English girl, but that which she
-does know is nearer to her hand for use. She is not so much accustomed
-to society, but nevertheless she is more mistress of her own manner. She
-is not taught to think so much of those things which flurry and disturb
-the mind, and therefore she is seldom flurried and disturbed. To both of
-them, love,&mdash;the idea of love,&mdash;must be the thought of all the most
-absorbing; for is it not fated for them that the joys and sorrows of
-their future life must depend upon it? But the idea of the German girl
-is the more realistic, and the less romantic. Poetry and fiction she may
-have read, though of the latter sparingly; but they will not have imbued
-her with that hope for some transcendental paradise of affection which
-so often fills and exalts the hearts of our daughters here at home. She
-is moderate in her aspirations, requiring less excitement than an
-English girl; and never forgetting the solid necessities of life,&mdash;as
-they are so often forgotten here in England. In associating with young
-men, an English girl will always remember that in each one she so meets
-she may find an admirer whom she may possibly love, or an admirer whom
-she may probably be called on to repel. She is ever conscious of the
-fact of this position; and a romance is thus engendered which, if it may
-at times be dangerous, is at any rate always charming. But the German
-girl, in her simplicity, has no such consciousness. As you and I, my
-reader, might probably become dear friends were we to meet and know each
-other, so may the German girl learn to love the fair-haired youth with
-whom chance has for a time associated her; but to her mind there occurs
-no suggestive reason why it should be so,&mdash;no probability that the youth
-may regard her in such light, because<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_357" id="page_357"></a>{357}</span> that chance has come to pass. She
-can therefore give him her hand without trepidation, and talk with him
-for half an hour, when called on to do so, as calmly as she might do
-with his sister.</p>
-
-<p>Such a one was Isa Heine at the time of which I am writing. We English,
-in our passion for daily excitement, might call her phlegmatic, but we
-should call her so unjustly. Life to her was a serious matter, of which
-the daily duties and daily wants were sufficient to occupy her thoughts.
-She was her mother’s companion, the instructress of both her brother and
-her sister, and the charm of her father’s vacant hours. With such calls
-upon her time, and so many realities around her, her imagination did not
-teach her to look for joys beyond those of her present life and home.
-When love and marriage should come to her, as come they probably might,
-she would endeavour to attune herself to a new happiness and a new
-sphere of duties. In the meantime she was contented to keep her mother’s
-accounts, and look after her brother and sister up two pair of stairs in
-the Ludwigs Strasse. But change would certainly come, we may prophesy;
-for Isa Heine was a beautiful girl, tall and graceful, comely to the
-eye, and fit in every way to be loved and cherished as the partner of a
-man’s home.</p>
-
-<p>I have said that an English clerk made a part of that small
-establishment in the dingy banking-office in the Schrannen Platz, and I
-must say a word or two of Herbert Onslow. In his early career he had not
-been fortunate. His father, with means sufficiently moderate, and with a
-family more than sufficiently large, had sent him to a public school at
-which he had been very idle, and then to one of the universities, at
-which he had run into debt, and had therefore left without a degree.
-When this occurred, a family council of war had been held among the
-Onslows, and it was decided that Herbert should be sent off to the
-banking-house of Heines, at Munich, there being a cousinship between the
-families, and some existing connections of business. It was, therefore,
-so settled; and Herbert, willing enough to see the world,&mdash;as he
-considered he should do by going to Munich,&mdash;started for his German
-home, with injunctions, very tender from his mother, and very solemn
-from his aggrieved father. But there was nothing bad at the heart about
-young Onslow, and if the solemn father had well considered it, he might
-perhaps have felt that those debts at Cambridge reflected more fault on
-him than on his son. When Herbert arrived at Munich, his cousins, the
-Heines,&mdash;far-away cousins though they were,&mdash;behaved<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_358" id="page_358"></a>{358}</span> kindly to him.
-They established him at first in lodgings, where he was boarded with
-many others, having heard somewhat of his early youth. But when Madame
-Heine, at the end of twelve months, perceived that he was punctual at
-the bank, and that his allowances, which, though moderate in England,
-were handsome in Munich, carried him on without debt, she opened her
-motherly arms and suggested to his mother and to himself, that he should
-live with them. In this way he also was domiciled up two pairs of stairs
-in the palatial residence in the Ludwigs Strasse.</p>
-
-<p>But all this happened long ago. Isa Heine had been only seventeen when
-her cousin had first come to Munich, and had made acquaintance with him
-rather as a child than as a woman. And when, as she ripened into
-womanhood, this young man came more closely among them, it did not
-strike her that the change would affect her more powerfully than it
-would the others. Her uncle and father, she knew, had approved of
-Herbert at the bank; and Herbert had shown that he could be steady;
-therefore he was to be taken into their family, paying his annual
-subsidy, instead of being left with strangers at the boarding-house. All
-this was very simple to her. She assisted in mending his linen, as she
-did her father’s; she visited his room daily, as she visited all the
-others; she took notice of his likings and dislikings as touching their
-table arrangements,&mdash;but by no means such notice as she did of her
-father’s; and without any flutter, inwardly in her imagination or
-outwardly as regarded the world, she made him one of the family. So
-things went on for a year,&mdash;nay, so things went on for two years with
-her, after Herbert Onslow had come to the Ludwigs Strasse.</p>
-
-<p>But the matter had been regarded in a very different light by Herbert
-himself. When the proposition had been made to him, his first idea had
-been that so close a connection with a girl so very pretty would be
-delightful. He had blushed as he had given in his adhesion; but Madame
-Heine, when she saw the blush, had attributed it to anything but the
-true cause. When Isa had asked him as to his wants and wishes, he had
-blushed again, but she had been as ignorant as her mother. The father
-had merely stipulated that, as the young Englishman paid for his board,
-he should have the full value of his money, so that Isa and Agnes gave
-up their pretty front room, going into one that was inferior, and Hatto
-was put to sleep in the little closet that had been papa’s own peculiar
-property. But nobody complained of this, for it was understood that the
-money was of service.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_359" id="page_359"></a>{359}</span></p>
-
-<p>For the first year Herbert found that nothing especial happened. He
-always fancied that he was in love with Isa, and wrote some poetry about
-her. But the poetry was in English, and Isa could not read it, even had
-he dared to show it to her. During the second year he went home to
-England for three months, and by confessing a passion to one of his
-sisters, really brought himself to feel one. He returned to Munich
-resolved to tell Isa that the possibility of his remaining there
-depended upon her acceptance of his heart; but for months he did not
-find himself able to put his resolution in force. She was so sedate, so
-womanly, so attentive as regarded cousinly friendship, and so cold as
-regarded everything else, that he did not know how to speak to her. With
-an English girl whom he had met three times at a ball, he might have
-been much more able to make progress. He was alone with Isa frequently,
-for neither father, mother, nor Isa herself objected to such communion;
-but yet things so went between them that he could not take her by the
-hand and tell her that he loved her. And thus the third year of his life
-in Munich, and the second of his residence in the Ludwigs Strasse, went
-by him. So the years went by, and Isa was now past twenty. To Herbert,
-in his reveries, it seemed as though life, and the joys of life, were
-slipping away from him. But no such feeling disturbed any of the Heines.
-Life, of course, was slipping away; but then is it not the destiny of
-man that life should slip away? Their wants were all satisfied, and for
-them, that, together with their close family affection, was happiness
-enough.</p>
-
-<p>At last, however, Herbert so spoke, or so looked, that both Isa and her
-mother that his heart was touched. He still declared to himself that he
-had made no sign, and that he was an oaf, an ass, a coward, in that he
-had not done so. But he had made some sign, and the sign had been read.
-There was no secret,&mdash;no necessity for a secret on the subject between
-the mother and daughter, but yet it was not spoken of all at once. There
-was some little increase of caution between them as Herbert’s name was
-mentioned, so that gradually each knew what the other thought; but for
-weeks, that was all. Then at last the mother spoke out.</p>
-
-<p>“Isa,” she said, “I think that Herbert Onslow is becoming attached to
-you.”</p>
-
-<p>“He has never said so, mamma.”</p>
-
-<p>“No; I am sure he has not. Had he done so, you would have told me.
-Nevertheless, is it not true?”<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_360" id="page_360"></a>{360}</span></p>
-
-<p>“Well, mamma, I cannot say. It may be so. Such an idea has occurred to
-me, but I have abandoned it as needless. If he has anything to say he
-will say it.”</p>
-
-<p>“And if he were to speak, how should you answer him?”</p>
-
-<p>“I should take time to think. I do not at all know what means he has for
-a separate establishment.” Then the subject was dropped between them for
-that time, and Isa, in her communications with her cousin, was somewhat
-more reserved than she had been.</p>
-
-<p>“Isa, are you in love with Herbert?” Agnes asked her, as they were
-together in their room one night.</p>
-
-<p>“In love with him? No; why should I be in love with him?”</p>
-
-<p>“I think he is in love with you,” said Agnes.</p>
-
-<p>“That is quite another thing,” said Isa, laughing. “But if so, he has
-not taken me into his confidence. Perhaps he has you.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh no. He would not do that, I think. Not but what we are great
-friends, and I love him dearly. Would it not be nice for you and him to
-be betrothed?”</p>
-
-<p>“That depends on many things, my dear.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh yes, I know. Perhaps he has not got money enough. But you could live
-here, you know, and he has got some money, because he so often rides on
-horseback.” And then the matter was dropped between the two sisters.</p>
-
-<p>Herbert had given English lessons to the two girls, but the lessons had
-been found tedious, and had dwindled away. Isa, nevertheless, had kept
-up her exercises, duly translating German into English, and English into
-German; and occasionally she had shown them to her cousin. Now, however,
-she altogether gave over such showing of them, but, nevertheless, worked
-at the task with more energy than before.</p>
-
-<p>“Isa,” he said to her one day,&mdash;having with some difficulty found her
-alone in the parlour, “Isa, why should not we go on with our English?”</p>
-
-<p>“Because it is troublesome,&mdash;to you I mean.”</p>
-
-<p>“Troublesome. Well; yes; it is troublesome. Nothing good is to be had
-without trouble. But I should like it if you would not mind.”</p>
-
-<p>“You know how sick you were of it before;&mdash;besides, I shall never be
-able to speak it.”</p>
-
-<p>“I shall not get sick of it now, Isa.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh yes you would;&mdash;in two days.”</p>
-
-<p>“And I want you to speak it. I desire it especially.”<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_361" id="page_361"></a>{361}</span></p>
-
-<p>“Why especially?” asked Isa. And even she, with all her tranquillity of
-demeanour, could hardly preserve her even tone and quiet look, as she
-asked the necessary question.</p>
-
-<p>“I will tell you why,” said Herbert; and as he spoke, he got up from his
-seat, and took a step or two over towards her, where she was sitting
-near the window. Isa, as she saw him, still continued her work, and
-strove hard to give to the stitches all that attention which they
-required. “I will tell you why I would wish you to talk my language.
-Because I love you, Isa, and would have you for my wife,&mdash;if that be
-possible.”</p>
-
-<p>She still continued her work, and the stitches, if not quite as perfect
-as usual, sufficed for their purpose.</p>
-
-<p>“That is why I wish it. Now will you consent to learn from me again?”</p>
-
-<p>“If I did, Herbert, that consent would include another.”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes; certainly it would. That is what I intend. And now will you learn
-from me again?”</p>
-
-<p>“That is,&mdash;you mean to ask, will I marry you?”</p>
-
-<p>“Will you love me? Can you learn to love me? Oh, Isa, I have thought of
-this so long! But you have seemed so cold that I have not dared to
-speak. Isa, can you love me?” And he sat himself close beside her. Now
-that the ice was broken, he was quite prepared to become an ardent
-lover,&mdash;if she would allow of such ardour. But as he sat down she rose.</p>
-
-<p>“I cannot answer such a question on the sudden,” she said. “Give me till
-to-morrow, Herbert, and then I will make you a reply;” whereupon she
-left him, and he stood alone in the room, having done the deed on which
-he had been meditating for the last two years. About half an hour
-afterwards he met her on the stairs as he was going to his chamber. “May
-I speak to your father about this,” he said, hardly stopping her as he
-asked the question. “Oh yes; surely,” she answered; and then again they
-parted. To him this last-accorded permission sounded as though it
-carried with it more weight than it in truth possessed. In his own
-country a reference to the lady’s father is taken as indicating a full
-consent on the lady’s part, should the stern paterfamilias raise no
-objection. But Isa had no such meaning. She had told him that she could
-not give her answer till the morrow. If, however, he chose to consult
-her father on the subject, she had no objection. It would probably be
-necessary that she should discuss the whole matter in family conclave,
-before she could bring herself to give any reply.</p>
-
-<p>On that night, before he went to bed, he did speak to her<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_362" id="page_362"></a>{362}</span> father; and
-Isa also, before she went to rest, spoke to her mother. It was singular
-to him that there should appear to be so little privacy on the subject;
-that there should be held to be so little necessity for a secret. Had he
-made a suggestion that an extra room should be allotted to him at so
-much per annum, the proposition could not have been discussed with
-simpler ease. At last, after a three days’ debate, the matter ended
-thus,&mdash;with by no means a sufficiency of romance for his taste. Isa had
-agreed to become his betrothed if certain pecuniary conditions should or
-could be fulfilled. It appeared now that Herbert’s father had promised
-that some small modicum of capital should be forthcoming after a term of
-years, and that Heine Brothers had agreed that the Englishman should
-have a proportionate share in the bank when that promise should be
-brought to bear. Let it not be supposed that Herbert would thus become a
-millionaire. If all went well, the best would be that some three hundred
-a year would accrue to him from the bank, instead of the quarter of that
-income which he at present received. But three hundred a year goes a
-long way at Munich, and Isa’s parents were willing that she should be
-Herbert’s wife if such an income should be forthcoming.</p>
-
-<p>But even of this there was much doubt. Application to Herbert’s father
-could not be judiciously made for some months. The earliest period at
-which, in accordance with old Hatto Heine’s agreement, young Onslow
-might be admitted to the bank, was still distant by four years; and the
-present moment was thought to be inopportune for applying to him for any
-act of grace. Let them wait, said papa and mamma Heine,&mdash;at any rate
-till New Year’s Day, then ten months distant. Isa quietly said that she
-would wait till New Year’s Day. Herbert fretted, fumed, and declared
-that he was ill-treated. But in the end he also agreed to wait. What
-else could he do?</p>
-
-<p>“But we shall see each other daily, and be close to each other,” he said
-to Isa, looking tenderly into her eyes. “Yes,” she replied, “we shall
-see each other daily&mdash;of course. But, Herbert&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>Herbert looked up at her and paused for her to go on.</p>
-
-<p>“I have promised mamma that there shall be no change between us,&mdash;in our
-manner to each other, I mean. We are not betrothed as yet, you know, and
-perhaps we may never be so.”</p>
-
-<p>“Isa!”</p>
-
-<p>“It may not be possible, you know. And therefore we will<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_363" id="page_363"></a>{363}</span> go on as
-before. Of course we shall see each other, and of course we shall be
-friends.”</p>
-
-<p>Herbert Onslow again fretted and again fumed, but he did not have his
-way. He had looked forward to the ecstasies of a lover’s life, but very
-few of those ecstasies were awarded to him. He rarely found himself
-alone with Isa, and when he did do so, her coldness overawed him. He
-could dare to scold her, and sometimes did do so, but he could not dare
-to take the slightest liberty. Once, on that night when the qualified
-consent of papa and mamma Heine had first been given, he had been
-allowed to touch her lips with his own; but since that day there had
-been for him no such delight as that. She would not even allow her hand
-to remain in his. When they all passed their evenings together in the
-beer-garden, she would studiously manage that his chair should not be
-close to her own. Occasionally she would walk with him, but not more
-frequently now than of yore. Very few, indeed, of a lover’s privileges
-did he enjoy. And in this way the long year wore itself out, and Isa
-Heine was one-and-twenty.</p>
-
-<p>All those family details which had made it inexpedient to apply either
-to old Hatto or to Herbert’s father before the end of the year need not
-be specially explained. Old Hatto, who had by far the greater share in
-the business, was a tyrant somewhat feared both by his brother and
-sister-in-law; and the elder Onslow, as was known to them all, was a man
-straitened in circumstances. But soon after New Year’s Day the
-proposition was made in the Schrannen Platz, and the letter was written.
-On this occasion Madame Heine went down to the bank, and together with
-her husband, was closeted for an hour with old Hatto. Uncle Hatto’s
-verdict was not favourable. As to the young people’s marriage, that was
-his brother’s affair, not his. But as to the partnership, that was a
-serious matter. Who ever heard of a partnership being given away merely
-because a man wanted to marry? He would keep to his promise, and if the
-stipulated moneys were forthcoming, Herbert Onslow should become a
-partner,&mdash;in four years. Nor was the reply from England more favourable.
-The alliance was regarded by all the Onslows very favourably. Nothing
-could be nicer than such a marriage! They already knew dear Isa so well
-by description! But as for the money,&mdash;that could not in any way be
-forthcoming till the end of the stipulated period.</p>
-
-<p>“And what shall we do?” said Herbert to Papa Heine.</p>
-
-<p>“You must wait,” said he.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_364" id="page_364"></a>{364}</span></p>
-
-<p>“For four years?” asked Herbert.</p>
-
-<p>“You must wait,&mdash;as I did,” said Papa Heine. “I was forty before I could
-marry.” Papa Heine, however, should not have forgotten to say that his
-bride was only twenty, and that if he had waited, she had not.</p>
-
-<p>“Isa,” Herbert said to her, when all this had been fully explained to
-her, “what do you say now?”</p>
-
-<p>“Of course it is all over,” said she, very calmly.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, Isa, is that your love?”</p>
-
-<p>“No, Herbert, that is not my love; that is my discretion;” and she even
-laughed with her mild low laughter, as she answered him. “You know you
-are too impatient to wait four years, and what else therefore can I
-say?”</p>
-
-<p>“I wonder whether you love me?” said Herbert, with a grand look of
-injured sentiment.</p>
-
-<p>“Well; in your sense of the word I do not think I do. I do not love you
-so that I need make every one around us unhappy because circumstances
-forbid me to marry you. That sort of love would be baneful.”</p>
-
-<p>“Ah no, you do not know what love means!”</p>
-
-<p>“Not your boisterous, heartbreaking English love, Herbert. And, Herbert,
-sometimes I think you had better go home and look for a bride there.
-Though you fancy that you love me, in your heart you hardly approve of
-me.”</p>
-
-<p>“Fancy that I love you! Do you think, Isa, that a man can carry his
-heart round to one customer after another as the huckster carries his
-wares?”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes; I think he can. I know that men do. What did your hero Waverley do
-with his heart in that grand English novel which you gave me to read? I
-am not Flora Mac Ivor, but you may find a Rose Bradwardine.”</p>
-
-<p>“And you really wish me to do so?”</p>
-
-<p>“Look here, Herbert. It is bad to boast, but I will make this boast. I
-am so little selfish, that I desire above all that you should do that
-which may make you most happy and contented. I will be quite frank with
-you. I love you well enough to wait these four years with the hope of
-becoming your wife when they are over. But you will think but little of
-my love when I tell you that this waiting would not make me unhappy. I
-should go on as I do now, and be contented.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh heavens!” sighed Herbert.</p>
-
-<p>“But as I know that this would not suit you,&mdash;as I feel sure that such
-delay would gall you every day, as I doubt whether it<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_365" id="page_365"></a>{365}</span> would not make
-you sick of me long before the four years be over,&mdash;my advice is, that
-we should let this matter drop.”</p>
-
-<p>He now walked up to her and took her hand, and as he did so there was
-something in his gait and look and tone of voice that stirred her heart
-more sharply than it had yet been stirred. “And even that would not make
-you unhappy,” he said.</p>
-
-<p>She paused before she replied, leaving her hand in his, for he was
-contented to hold it without peculiar pressure. “I will not say so,” she
-replied. “But, Herbert, I think that you press me too hard. Is it not
-enough that I leave you to be the arbiter of my destiny?”</p>
-
-<p>“I would learn the very truth of your heart,” he replied.</p>
-
-<p>“I cannot tell you that truth more plainly. Methinks I have told it too
-plainly already. If you wish it, I will hold myself as engaged to
-you,&mdash;to be married to you when those four years are past. But,
-remember, I do not advise it. If you wish it, you shall have back your
-troth. And that I think will be the wiser course.”</p>
-
-<p>But neither alternative contented Herbert Onslow, and at the time he did
-not resolve on either. He had some little present income from home, some
-fifty pounds a year or so, and he would be satisfied to marry on that
-and on his salary as a clerk; but to this papa and mamma Heine would not
-consent;&mdash;neither would Isa.</p>
-
-<p>“You are not a saving, close man,” she said to him when he boasted of
-his economies. “No Englishmen are. You could not live comfortably in two
-small rooms, and with bad dinners.”</p>
-
-<p>“I do not care a straw about my dinners.”</p>
-
-<p>“Not now that you are a lover, but you would do when you were a husband.
-And you change your linen almost every day.”</p>
-
-<p>“Bah!”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes; bah, if you please. But I know what these things cost. You had
-better go to England and fetch a rich wife. Then you will become a
-partner at once, and Uncle Hatto won’t snub you. And you will be a grand
-man, and have a horse to ride on.” Whereupon Herbert went away in
-disgust. Nothing in all this made him so unhappy as the feeling that
-Isa, under all their joint privations, would not be unhappy herself. As
-far as he could see, all this made no difference in Isa.</p>
-
-<p>But, in truth, he had not yet read Isa’s character very thoroughly. She
-had spoken truly in saying that she knew nothing of that boisterous love
-which was now tormenting him and making him gloomy; but nevertheless she
-loved him. She,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_366" id="page_366"></a>{366}</span> in her short life, had learnt many lessons of
-self-denial; and now with reference to this half-promised husband she
-would again have practised such a lesson. Had he agreed at once to go
-from her, she would have balanced her own account within her own breast,
-and have kept to herself all her sufferings. There would have been no
-outward show of baffled love,&mdash;none even in the colour of her cheeks;
-for such was the nature of her temperament. But she did suffer for him.
-Day by day she began to think that his love, though boisterous as she
-had at first called it, was more deep-seated than she had believed. He
-made no slightest sign that he would accept any of those proffers which
-she had made him of release. Though he said so loudly that this waiting
-for four years was an impossibility, he spoke of no course that would be
-more possible,&mdash;except that evidently impossible course of an early
-marriage. And thus, while he with redoubled vehemence charged her with
-coldness and want of love, her love waxed warmer and warmer, and his
-happiness became the chief object of her thoughts. What could she do
-that he might no longer suffer?</p>
-
-<p>And then he took a step which was very strange to them all. He banished
-himself altogether from the house, going away again into lodgings, “No,”
-he said, on the morning of his departure, “I do not release you. I will
-never release you. You are mine, and I have a right so to call you. If
-you choose to release yourself, I cannot help it; but in doing so you
-will be forsworn.”</p>
-
-<p>“Nay, but, Herbert, I have sworn to nothing,” said she, meaning that she
-had not been formally betrothed to him.</p>
-
-<p>“You can do as you please; it is a matter of conscience; but I tell you
-what are my feelings. Here I cannot stay, for I should go mad; but I
-shall see you occasionally;&mdash;perhaps on Sundays.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, Herbert!”</p>
-
-<p>“Well, what would you have? If you really care to see me it would not be
-thus. All I ask of you now is this, that if you decide,&mdash;absolutely
-decide on throwing me over, you will tell me at once. Then I shall leave
-Munich.”</p>
-
-<p>“Herbert, I will never throw you over.” So they parted, and Onslow went
-forth to his new lodgings.</p>
-
-<p>Her promise that she would never throw him over was the warmest word of
-love that she had ever spoken, but even that was said in her own quiet,
-unimpassioned way. There was in it but very little show of love, though
-there might be an assurance<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_367" id="page_367"></a>{367}</span> of constancy. But her constancy he did not,
-in truth, much doubt. Four years,&mdash;fourteen,&mdash;or twenty-four, would be
-the same to her, he said, as he seated himself in the dull, cold room
-which he had chosen. While living in the Ludwigs Strasse he did not know
-how much had been daily done for his comfort by that hand which he had
-been so seldom allowed to press; but he knew that he was now cold and
-comfortless, and he wished himself back in the Ludwigs Strasse.</p>
-
-<p>“Mamma,” said Isa, when they were alone. “Is not Uncle Hatto rather hard
-on us? Papa said that he would ask this as a favour from his brother.”</p>
-
-<p>“So he did, my dear; and offered to give up more of his own time. But
-your Uncle Hatto is hard.”</p>
-
-<p>“He is rich, is he not?”</p>
-
-<p>“Well; your father says not. Your father says that he spends all his
-income. Though he is hard and obstinate, he is not selfish. He is very
-good to the poor, but I believe he thinks that early marriages are very
-foolish.”</p>
-
-<p>“Mamma,” said Isa again, when they had sat for some minutes in silence
-over their work.</p>
-
-<p>“Well, my love?”</p>
-
-<p>“Have you spoken to Uncle Hatto about this?”</p>
-
-<p>“No, dear; not since that day when your papa and I first went to him. To
-tell the truth, I am almost afraid to speak to him; but, if you wish it,
-I will do so.”</p>
-
-<p>“I do wish it, mamma. But you must not think that I am discontented or
-impatient. I do not know that I have any right to ask my uncle for his
-money;&mdash;for it comes to that.”</p>
-
-<p>“I suppose it does, my dear.”</p>
-
-<p>“And as for myself, I am happy here with you and papa. I do not think so
-much of these four years.”</p>
-
-<p>“You would still be young, Isa;&mdash;quite young enough.”</p>
-
-<p>“And what if I were not young? What does it matter? But, mamma, there
-has been that between Herbert and me which makes me feel myself bound to
-think of him. As you and papa have sanctioned it, you are bound to think
-of him also. I know that he is unhappy, living there all alone.”</p>
-
-<p>“But why did he go, dear?”</p>
-
-<p>“I think he was right to go. I could understand his doing that. He is
-not like us, and would have been fretful here, wanting that which I
-could not give him. He became worse from day to day, and was silent and
-morose. I am glad he went. But, mamma, for his sake I wish that this
-could be shortened.”<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_368" id="page_368"></a>{368}</span></p>
-
-<p>Madame Heine told her daughter that she would, if Isa wished it, herself
-go to the Schrannen Platz, and see what could be done by talking to
-Uncle Hatto. “But,” she added, “I fear that no good will come of it.”</p>
-
-<p>“Can harm come, mamma?”</p>
-
-<p>“No, I do not think harm can come.”</p>
-
-<p>“I’ll tell you what, mamma, I will go to Uncle Hatto myself, if you will
-let me. He is cross I know; but I shall not be afraid of him. I feel
-that I ought to do something.” And so the matter was settled, Madame
-Heine being by no means averse to escape a further personal visit to the
-Head of the banking establishment.</p>
-
-<p>Madame Heine well understood what her daughter meant, when she said she
-ought to do something, though Isa feared that she had imperfectly
-expressed her meaning. When he, Herbert, was willing to do so much to
-prove his love,&mdash;when he was ready to sacrifice all the little comforts
-of comparative wealth to which he had been accustomed, in order that she
-might be his companion and wife,&mdash;did it not behove her to give some
-proof of her love also? She could not be demonstrative as he was. Such
-exhibition of feeling would be quite contrary to her ideas of female
-delicacy, and to her very nature. But if called on to work for him, that
-she could do as long as strength remained to her. But there was no
-sacrifice which would be of service, nor any work which would avail.
-Therefore she was driven to think what she might do on his behalf, and
-at last she resolved to make her personal appeal to Uncle Hatto.</p>
-
-<p>“Shall I tell papa?” Isa asked of her mother.</p>
-
-<p>“I will do so,” said Madame Heine. And then the younger member of the
-firm was informed as to the step which was to be taken; and he, though
-he said nothing to forbid the attempt, held out no hope that it would be
-successful.</p>
-
-<p>Uncle Hatto was a little snuffy man, now full seventy years of age, who
-passed seven hours of every week-day of his life in the dark back
-chamber behind the banking-room of the firm, and he had so passed every
-week-day of his life for more years than any of the family could now
-remember. He had made the house what it was, and had taken his brother
-into partnership when that brother married. All the family were somewhat
-afraid of him, including even his partner. He rarely came to the
-apartments in the Ludwigs Strasse, as he himself lived in one of the
-older and shabbier suburbs on the other side of the town. Thither he
-always walked, starting punctually from the bank at four o’clock,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_369" id="page_369"></a>{369}</span> and
-from thence he always walked in the morning, reaching the bank
-punctually at nine. His two nieces knew him well; for on certain stated
-days they were wont to attend on him at his lodgings, where they would
-be regaled with cakes, and afterwards go with him to some old-fashioned
-beer-garden in his neighbourhood. But these festivities were of a sombre
-kind; and if, on any occasion, circumstances prevented the fulfilment of
-the ceremony, neither of the girls would be loud in their lamentations.</p>
-
-<p>In London, a visit paid by a niece to her uncle would, in all
-probability, be made at the uncle’s private residence; but at Munich
-private and public matters were not so effectually divided. Isa
-therefore, having put on her hat and shawl, walked off by herself to the
-Schrannen Platz.</p>
-
-<p>“Is Uncle Hatto inside?” she asked; and the answer was given to her by
-her own lover. Yes, he was within; but the old clerk was with him. Isa,
-however, signified her wish to see her uncle alone, and in a few minutes
-the ancient grey-haired servant of the house came out into the larger
-room.</p>
-
-<p>“You can go in now, Miss Isa,” he said. And Isa found herself in the
-presence of her uncle before she had been two minutes under the roof. In
-the mean time Ernest Heine, her father, had said not a word, and Herbert
-knew that something very special must be about to occur.</p>
-
-<p>“Well, my bonny bird,” said Uncle Hatto, “and what do you want at the
-bank?” Cheery words, such as these, were by no means uncommon with Uncle
-Hatto; but Isa knew very well that no presage could be drawn from them
-of any special good nature or temporary weakness on his part.</p>
-
-<p>“Uncle Hatto,” she began, rushing at once into the middle of her affair,
-“you know, I believe, that I am engaged to marry Herbert Onslow?”</p>
-
-<p>“I know no such thing,” said he. “I thought I understood your father
-specially to say that there had been no betrothal.”</p>
-
-<p>“No, Uncle Hatto, there has been no betrothal; that certainly is true;
-but, nevertheless, we are engaged to each other.”</p>
-
-<p>“Well,” said Uncle Hatto, very sourly; and now there was no longer any
-cheery tone, or any calling of pretty names.</p>
-
-<p>“Perhaps you may think all this very foolish,” said Isa, who, in spite
-of her resolves to do so, was hardly able to look up gallantly into her
-uncle’s face as she thus talked of her own love affairs.</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, I do,” said Uncle Hatto. “I do think it foolish for young people
-to hold themselves betrothed before they have got<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_370" id="page_370"></a>{370}</span> anything to live on,
-and so I have told your father. He answered me by saying that you were
-not betrothed.”</p>
-
-<p>“Nor are we. Papa is quite right in that.”</p>
-
-<p>“Then, my dear, I would advise you to tell the young man that, as
-neither of you have means of your own, the thing must be at an end. It
-is the only step for you to take. If you agreed to wait, one of you
-might die, or his money might never be forthcoming, or you might see
-somebody else that you liked better.”</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t think I shall do that.”</p>
-
-<p>“You can’t tell. And if you don’t, the chances are ten to one that he
-will.”</p>
-
-<p>This little blow, which was intended to be severe, did not hit Isa at
-all hard. That plan of a Rose Bradwardine she herself had proposed in
-good faith, thinking that she could endure such a termination to the
-affair without flinching. She was probably wrong in this estimate of her
-power; but, nevertheless, her present object was his release from
-unhappiness and doubt, not her own.</p>
-
-<p>“It might be so,” she said.</p>
-
-<p>“Take my word for it, it would. Look all around. There was Adelaide
-Schropner,&mdash;but that was before your time, and you would not remember.”
-Considering that Adelaide Schropner had been for many years a
-grandmother, it was probable that Isa would not remember.</p>
-
-<p>“But, Uncle Hatto, you have not heard me. I want to say something to
-you, if it will not take too much of your time.” In answer to which,
-Uncle Hatto muttered something which was unheeded, to signify that Isa
-might speak.</p>
-
-<p>“I also think that a long engagement is a foolish thing, and so does
-Herbert.”</p>
-
-<p>“But he wants to marry at once.”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, he wants to marry&mdash;perhaps not at once, but soon.”</p>
-
-<p>“And I suppose you have come to say that you want the same thing.”</p>
-
-<p>Isa blushed ever so faintly as she commenced her answer. “Yes, uncle, I
-do wish the same thing. What he wishes, I wish.”</p>
-
-<p>“Very likely,&mdash;very likely.”</p>
-
-<p>“Don’t be scornful to me, uncle. When two people love each other, it is
-natural that each should wish that which the other earnestly desires.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, very natural, my dear, that you should wish to get married!”<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_371" id="page_371"></a>{371}</span></p>
-
-<p>“Uncle Hatto, I did not think that you would be unkind to me, though I
-knew that you would be stern.”</p>
-
-<p>“Well, go on. What have you to say? I am not stern; but I have no doubt
-you will think me unkind. People are always unkind who do not do what
-they are asked.”</p>
-
-<p>“Papa says that Herbert Onslow is some day to become a partner in the
-bank.”</p>
-
-<p>“That depends on certain circumstances. Neither I nor your papa can say
-whether he will or no.”</p>
-
-<p>But Isa went on as though she had not heard the last reply. “I have come
-to ask you to admit him as a partner at once.”</p>
-
-<p>“Ah, I supposed so;&mdash;just as you might ask me to give you a new ribbon.”</p>
-
-<p>“But uncle, I never did ask you to give me a new ribbon. I never asked
-you to give me anything for myself; nor do I ask this for myself.”</p>
-
-<p>“Do you think that if I could do it,&mdash;which of course I can’t,&mdash;I would
-not sooner do it for you, who are my own flesh and blood, than for him,
-who is a stranger?”</p>
-
-<p>“Nay; he is no stranger. He has sat at your desk and obeyed your orders
-for nearly four years. Papa says that he has done well in the bank.”</p>
-
-<p>“Humph! If every clerk that does well,&mdash;pretty well, that is,&mdash;wanted a
-partnership, where should we be, my dear? No, my dear, go home and tell
-him when you see him in the evening that all this must be at an end.
-Men’s places in the world are not given away so easily as that. They
-must either be earned or purchased. Herbert Onslow has as yet done
-neither, and therefore he is not entitled to take a wife. I should have
-been glad to have had a wife at his age,&mdash;at least I suppose I should,
-but at any rate I could not afford it.”</p>
-
-<p>But Isa had by no means as yet done. So far the interview had progressed
-exactly as she had anticipated. She had never supposed it possible that
-her uncle would grant her so important a request as soon as she opened
-her mouth to ask it. She had not for a moment expected that things would
-go so easily with her. Indeed she had never expected that any success
-would attend her efforts; but, if any success were possible, the work
-which must achieve that success must now commence. It was necessary that
-she should first state her request plainly before she began to urge it
-with such eloquence as she had at her command.</p>
-
-<p>“I can understand what you say, Uncle Hatto.”</p>
-
-<p>“I am glad of that, at any rate.”<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_372" id="page_372"></a>{372}</span></p>
-
-<p>“And I know that I have no right to ask you for anything.”</p>
-
-<p>“I do not say that. Anything in reason, that a girl like you should ask
-of her old uncle, I would give you.”</p>
-
-<p>“I have no such reasonable request to make, uncle. I have never wanted
-new ribbons from you or gay toys. Even from my own mother I have not
-wanted them;&mdash;not wanted them faster than they seemed to come without
-any asking.”</p>
-
-<p>“No, no; you have been a good girl.”</p>
-
-<p>“I have been a happy girl; and quite happy with those I loved, and with
-what Providence had given me. I had nothing to ask for. But now I am no
-longer happy, nor can I be unless you do for me this which I ask of you.
-I have wanted nothing till now, and now in my need I come to you.”</p>
-
-<p>“And now you want a husband with a fortune!”</p>
-
-<p>“No!” and that single word she spoke, not loudly, for her voice was low
-and soft, but with an accent which carried it sharply to his ear and to
-his brain. And then she rose from her seat as she went on. “Your scorn,
-uncle, is unjust,&mdash;unjust and untrue. I have ever acted maidenly, as has
-become my mother’s daughter.”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, yes, yes;&mdash;I believe that.”</p>
-
-<p>“And I can say more than that for myself. My thoughts have been the
-same, nor have my wishes even, ever gone beyond them. And when this
-young man came to me, telling me of his feelings, I gave him no answer
-till I had consulted my mother.”</p>
-
-<p>“She should have bade you not to think of him.”</p>
-
-<p>“Ah, you are not a mother, and cannot know. Why should I not think of
-him when he was good and kind, honest and hard-working? And then he had
-thought of me first. Why should I not think of him? Did not mamma listen
-to my father when he came to her?”</p>
-
-<p>“But your father was forty years old, and had a business.”</p>
-
-<p>“You gave it him, Uncle Hatto. I have heard him say so.”</p>
-
-<p>“And therefore I am to do as much for you. And then next year Agnes will
-come to me; and so before I die I shall see you all in want, with large
-families. No, Isa; I will not scorn you, but this thing I cannot do.”</p>
-
-<p>“But I have not told you all yet. You say that I want a husband.”</p>
-
-<p>“Well, well; I did not mean to say it harshly.”</p>
-
-<p>“I do want&mdash;to be married.” And here her courage failed her a little,
-and for a moment her eye fell to the ground. “It is true, uncle. He has
-asked me whether I could love him, and<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_373" id="page_373"></a>{373}</span> I have told him I could. He has
-asked me whether I would be his wife, and I have given him a promise.
-After that, must not his happiness be my happiness, and his misery my
-misery? Am I not his wife already before God?”</p>
-
-<p>“No, no,” said Uncle Hatto, loudly.</p>
-
-<p>“Ah, but I am. None feel the strength of the bonds but those who are
-themselves bound. I know my duty to my father and mother, and with God’s
-help I will do it, but I am not the less bound to him. Without their
-approval I will not stand with him at the altar; but not the less is my
-lot joined to his for this world. Nothing could release me from that but
-his wish.”</p>
-
-<p>“And he will wish it in a month or two.”</p>
-
-<p>“Excuse me, Uncle Hatto, but in that I can only judge for myself as best
-I may. He has loved me now for two years&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“Psha!”</p>
-
-<p>“And whether it be wise or foolish, I have sanctioned it. I cannot now
-go back with honour, even if my own heart would let me. His welfare must
-be my welfare, and his sorrow my sorrow. Therefore I am bound to do for
-him anything that a girl may do for the man she loves; and, as I knew of
-no other resource, I come to you to help me.”</p>
-
-<p>“And he, sitting out there, knows what you are saying.”</p>
-
-<p>“Most certainly not. He knows no more than that he has seen me enter
-this room.”</p>
-
-<p>“I am glad of that, because I would not wish that he should be
-disappointed. In this matter, my dear, I cannot do anything for you.”</p>
-
-<p>“And that is your last answer, uncle?”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, indeed. When you come to think over this some twenty years hence,
-you will know then that I am right, and that your request was
-unreasonable.”</p>
-
-<p>“It may be so,” she replied, “but I do not think it.”</p>
-
-<p>“It will be so. Such favours as you now ask are not granted in this
-world for light reasons.”</p>
-
-<p>“Light reasons! Well, uncle, I have had my say, and will not take up
-your time longer.”</p>
-
-<p>“Good-bye, my dear. I am sorry that I cannot oblige you;&mdash;that it is
-quite out of my power to oblige you.”</p>
-
-<p>Then she went, giving him her hand as she parted from him; and he, as
-she left the room looked anxiously at her, watching her countenance and
-her gait, and listening to the very fall of her footstep. “Ah,” he said
-to himself, when he was alone, “the young people have the best of it.
-The sun shines for them; but<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_374" id="page_374"></a>{374}</span> why should they have all? Poor as he is,
-he is a happy dog,&mdash;a happy dog. But she is twice too good for him. Why
-did she not take to one of her own country?”</p>
-
-<p>Isa, as she passed through the bank, smiled sweetly on her father, and
-then smiled sweetly at her lover, nodding to him with a pleasant kindly
-nod. If he could have heard all that had passed at that interview, how
-much more he would have known of her than he now knew, and how proud he
-would have been of her love. No word was spoken as she went out, and
-then she walked home with even step, as she had walked thither. It can
-hardly be said that she was disappointed, as she had expected nothing.
-But people hope who do not expect, and though her step was even and her
-face calm, yet her heart was sad.</p>
-
-<p>“Mamma,” she said, “there is no hope from Uncle Hatto.”</p>
-
-<p>“So I feared, my dear.”</p>
-
-<p>“But I thought it right to try&mdash;for Herbert’s sake.”</p>
-
-<p>“I hope it will not do him an injury in the bank.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, mamma, do not put that into my head. If that were added to it all,
-I should indeed be wretched.”</p>
-
-<p>“No; he is too just for that. Poor young man! Sometimes I almost think
-it would be better that he should go back to England.”</p>
-
-<p>“Mamma, if he did, I should&mdash;break my heart.”</p>
-
-<p>“Isa!”</p>
-
-<p>“Well, mamma! But do not suppose that I mean to complain, whatever
-happens.”</p>
-
-<p>“But I had been so sure that you had constrained your feelings!”</p>
-
-<p>“So I had,&mdash;till I knew myself. Mamma, I could wait for years, if he
-were contented to wait by my side. If I could see him happy, I could
-watch him and love him, and be happy also. I do not want to have him
-kneeling to me, and making sweet speeches; but it has gone too far
-now,&mdash;and I could not bear to lose him.” And thus to her mother she
-confessed the truth.</p>
-
-<p>There was nothing more said between Isa and her mother on the subject,
-and for two days the matter remained as it then stood. Madame Heine had
-been deeply grieved at hearing those last words which her daughter had
-spoken. To her also that state of quiescence which Isa had so long
-affected seemed to be the proper state at which a maiden’s heart should
-stand till after her marriage vows had been pronounced. She had watched
-her Isa, and had approved of everything,&mdash;of everything till this last
-avowal had been made. But now, though she could not<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_375" id="page_375"></a>{375}</span> approve, she
-expressed no disapproval in words. She pressed her daughter’s hand and
-sighed, and then the two said no more upon the matter. In this way, for
-two days, there was silence in the apartments in the Ludwigs Strasse;
-for even when the father returned from his work, the whole circle felt
-that their old family mirth was for the present necessarily laid aside.</p>
-
-<p>On the morning of the third day, about noon, Madame Heine returned home
-from the market with Isa, and as they reached the landing, Agnes met
-them with a packet. “Fritz brought it from the bank,” said Agnes. Now
-Fritz was the boy who ran messages and swept out the office, and Madame
-Heine put out her hand for the parcel, thinking, not unnaturally, that
-it was for her. But Agnes would not give it to her mother. “It is for
-you, Isa,” she said. Then Isa, looking at the address, recognised the
-handwriting of her uncle. “Mamma,” she said, “I will come to you
-directly;” and then she passed quickly away into her own room.</p>
-
-<p>The parcel was soon opened, and contained a note from her uncle, and a
-stiff, large document, looking as though it had come from the hands of a
-lawyer. Isa glanced at the document, and read some few of the words on
-the outer fold, but they did not carry home to her mind any clear
-perception of their meaning. She was flurried at the moment, and the
-words, perhaps, were not very plain. Then she took up her note, and that
-was plain enough. It was very short, and ran as follows:&mdash;</p>
-
-<div class="blockquot"><p>
-“My dear Niece,<br />
-</p>
-
-<p class="indd">“You told me on Monday that I was stern, and harsh, and unjust.
-Perhaps I was. If so, I hope the enclosed will make amends, and
-that you will not think me such an old fool as I think myself.</p>
-
-<p class="r">
-<span style="margin-right: 6em;">“Your affectionate uncle,</span><br />
-
-“<span class="smcap">Hatto Heine</span>.<br />
-</p></div>
-
-<p>“I have told nobody yet, and the enclosed will require my brother’s
-signature; but I suppose he will not object.”</p>
-
-<p class="c">* &nbsp; * &nbsp;* &nbsp;* &nbsp;* &nbsp;* &nbsp; * &nbsp;* &nbsp;</p>
-
-<p>“But he does not know it, mamma,” said Isa. “Who is to tell him? Oh,
-mamma, you must tell him.”</p>
-
-<p>“Nay, my dear; but it must be your own present to him.”</p>
-
-<p>“I could not give it him. It is Uncle Hatto’s present Mamma, when I left
-him I thought that his eye was kind to me.”<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_376" id="page_376"></a>{376}</span></p>
-
-<p>“His heart, at any rate, has been very kind.” And then again they looked
-over the document, and talked of the wedding which must now be near at
-hand. But still they had not as yet decided how Herbert should be
-informed.</p>
-
-<p>At last Isa resolved that she herself would write to him. She did write,
-and this was her letter:&mdash;</p>
-
-<div class="blockquot"><p>
-“Dear Herbert,<br />
-</p>
-
-<p class="indd">“Mamma and I wish to see you, and beg that you will come up to us
-this evening. We have tidings for you which I hope you will receive
-with joy. I may as well tell you at once, as I do not wish to
-flurry you. Uncle Hatto has sent to us a document which admits you
-as a partner into the bank. If, therefore, you wish to go on with
-our engagement, I suppose there is nothing now to cause any very
-great delay.</p>
-
-<p class="r">
-“<span class="smcap">Isa.</span>”<br />
-</p></div>
-
-<p>The letter was very simple, and Isa, when she had written it, subsided
-into all her customary quiescence. Indeed, when Herbert came to the
-Ludwigs Strasse, not in the evening as he was bidden to do, but
-instantly, leaving his own dinner uneaten, and coming upon the Heines in
-the midst of their dinner, she was more than usually tranquil. But his
-love was, as she had told him, boisterous. He could not contain himself,
-and embraced them all, and then scolded Isa because she was so calm.</p>
-
-<p>“Why should I not be calm,” said she, “now that I know you are happy?”</p>
-
-<p>The house in the Schrannen Platz still goes by the name of Heine
-Brothers, but the mercantile world in Bavaria, and in some cities out of
-Bavaria, is well aware that the real pith and marrow of the business is
-derived from the energy of the young English partner.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_377" id="page_377"></a>{377}</span></p>
-
-<h2><a name="THE_MAN_WHO_KEPT_HIS_MONEY_IN_A_BOX" id="THE_MAN_WHO_KEPT_HIS_MONEY_IN_A_BOX"></a>THE MAN WHO KEPT HIS MONEY IN A BOX.</h2>
-
-<p class="nind"><span class="smcap">I first</span> saw the man who kept his money in a box in the midst of the
-ravine of the Via Mala. I interchanged a few words with him or with his
-wife at the hospice, at the top of the Splugen; and I became acquainted
-with him in the courtyard of Conradi’s hotel at Chiavenna. It was,
-however, afterwards at Bellaggio, on the lake of Como, that that
-acquaintance ripened into intimacy. A good many years have rolled by
-since then, and I believe this little episode in his life may be told
-without pain to the feelings of any one.</p>
-
-<p>His name was &mdash;&mdash;; let us for the present say that his name was Greene.
-How he learned that my name was Robinson I do not know, but I remember
-well that he addressed me by my name at Chiavenna. To go back, however,
-for a moment to the Via Mala;&mdash;I had been staying for a few days at the
-Golden Eagle at Tusis,&mdash;which, by-the-bye, I hold to be the best small
-inn in all Switzerland, and its hostess to be, or to have been,
-certainly the prettiest landlady,&mdash;and on the day of my departure
-southwards, I had walked on, into the Via Mala, so that the diligence
-might pick me up in the gorge. This pass I regard as one of the grandest
-spots to which my wandering steps have ever carried me, and though I had
-already lingered about it for many hours, I now walked thither again to
-take my last farewell of its dark towering rocks, its narrow causeway
-and roaring river, trusting to my friend the landlady to see that my
-luggage was duly packed upon the diligence. I need hardly say that my
-friend did not betray her trust.</p>
-
-<p>As one goes out from Switzerland towards Italy, the road through the Via
-Mala ascends somewhat steeply, and passengers by the diligence may walk
-from the inn at Tusis into the gorge, and make their way through the
-greater part of the ravine before the vehicle will overtake them. This,
-however, Mr.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_378" id="page_378"></a>{378}</span> Greene with his wife and daughter had omitted to do. When
-the diligence passed me in the defile, the horses trotting for a few
-yards over some level portion of the road, I saw a man’s nose pressed
-close against the glass of the coupé window. I saw more of his nose than
-of any other part of his face, but yet I could perceive that his neck
-was twisted and his eye upturned, and that he was making a painful
-effort to look upwards to the summit of the rocks from his position
-inside the carriage.</p>
-
-<p>There was such a roar of wind and waters at the spot that it was not
-practicable to speak to him, but I beckoned with my finger and then
-pointed to the road, indicating that he should have walked. He
-understood me, though I did not at the moment understand his answering
-gesture. It was subsequently, when I knew somewhat of his habits, that
-he explained to me that on pointing to his open mouth, he had intended
-to signify that he would be afraid of sore throat in exposing himself to
-the air of that damp and narrow passage.</p>
-
-<p>I got up into the conductor’s covered seat at the back of the diligence,
-and in this position encountered the drifting snow of the Splugen. I
-think it is coldest of all the passes. Near the top of the pass the
-diligence stops for awhile, and it is here, if I remember, that the
-Austrian officials demand the travellers’ passports. At least in those
-days they did so. These officials have now retreated behind the
-Quadrilatère,&mdash;soon, as we hope, to make a further retreat,&mdash;and the
-district belongs to the kingdom of United Italy. There is a place of
-refreshment or hospice here, into which we all went for a few moments,
-and I then saw that my friend with the weak throat was accompanied by
-two ladies.</p>
-
-<p>“You should not have missed the Via Mala,” I said to him, as he stood
-warming his toes at the huge covered stove.</p>
-
-<p>“We miss everything,” said the elder of the two ladies, who, however,
-was very much younger than the gentleman, and not very much older than
-her companion.</p>
-
-<p>“I saw it beautifully, mamma,” said the younger one; whereupon mamma
-gave her head a toss, and made up her mind, as I thought, to take some
-little vengeance before long upon her step-daughter. I observed that
-Miss Greene always called her step-mother mamma on the first approach of
-any stranger, so that the nature of the connection between them might be
-understood. And I observed also that the elder lady always gave her head
-a toss when she was so addressed.</p>
-
-<p>“We don’t mean to enjoy ourselves till we get down to the<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_379" id="page_379"></a>{379}</span> lake of
-Como,” said Mr. Greene. As I looked at him cowering over the stove, and
-saw how oppressed he was with great coats and warm wrappings for his
-throat, I quite agreed with him that he had not begun to enjoy himself
-as yet. Then we all got into our places again, and I saw no more of the
-Greenes till we were standing huddled together in the large courtyard of
-Conradi’s hotel at Chiavenna.</p>
-
-<p>Chiavenna is the first Italian town which the tourist reaches by this
-route, and I know no town in the North of Italy which is so closely
-surrounded by beautiful scenery. The traveller as he falls down to it
-from the Splugen road is bewildered by the loveliness of the
-valleys,&mdash;that is to say, if he so arranges that he can see them without
-pressing his nose against the glass of a coach window. And then from the
-town itself there are walks of two, three, and four hours, which I think
-are unsurpassed for wild and sometimes startling beauties. One gets into
-little valleys, green as emeralds, and surrounded on all sides by grey
-broken rocks, in which Italian Rasselases might have lived in perfect
-bliss; and then again one comes upon distant views up the river courses,
-bounded far away by the spurs of the Alps, which are perfect,&mdash;to which
-the fancy can add no additional charm. Conradi’s hotel also is by no
-means bad; or was not in those days. For my part I am inclined to think
-that Italian hotels have received a worse name than they deserve; and I
-must profess that, looking merely to creature comforts, I would much
-sooner stay a week at the Golden Key at Chiavenna, than with mine host
-of the King’s Head in the thriving commercial town of Muddleboro, on the
-borders of Yorkshire and Lancashire.</p>
-
-<p>I am always rather keen about my room in travelling, and having secured
-a chamber looking out upon the mountains, had returned to the court-yard
-to collect my baggage before Mr. Greene had succeeded in realising his
-position, or understanding that he had to take upon himself the duties
-of settling his family for the night in the hotel by which he was
-surrounded. When I descended he was stripping off the outermost of three
-great coats, and four waiters around him were beseeching him to tell
-them what accommodation he would require. Mr. Greene was giving sundry
-very urgent instructions to the conductor respecting his boxes; but as
-these were given in English, I was not surprised to find that they were
-not accurately followed. The man, however, was much too courteous to say
-in any language that he did not understand every word that was said to
-him. Miss Greene was standing apart, doing nothing. As she<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_380" id="page_380"></a>{380}</span> was only
-eighteen years of age, it was of course her business to do nothing; and
-a very pretty little girl she was, by no means ignorant of her own
-beauty, and possessed of quite sufficient wit to enable her to make the
-most of it.</p>
-
-<p>Mr. Greene was very leisurely in his proceedings, and the four waiters
-were almost reduced to despair.</p>
-
-<p>“I want two bed-rooms, a dressing-room, and some dinner,” he said at
-last, speaking very slowly, and in his own vernacular. I could not in
-the least assist him by translating it into Italian, for I did not speak
-a word of the language myself; but I suggested that the man would
-understand French. The waiter, however, had understood English. Waiters
-do understand all languages with a facility that is marvellous; and this
-one now suggested that Mrs. Greene should follow him up-stairs. Mrs.
-Greene, however, would not move till she had seen that her boxes were
-all right; and as Mrs. Greene was also a pretty woman, I found myself
-bound to apply myself to her assistance.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, thank you,” said she. “The people are so stupid that one can really
-do nothing with them. And as for Mr. Greene, he is of no use at all. You
-see that box, the smaller one. I have four hundred pounds’ worth of
-jewellery in that, and therefore I am obliged to look after it.”</p>
-
-<p>“Indeed,” said I, rather startled at this amount of confidence on rather
-a short acquaintance. “In that case I do not wonder at your being
-careful. But is it not rather rash, perhaps&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“I know what you are going to say. Well, perhaps it is rash. But when
-you are going to foreign courts, what are you to do? If you have got
-those sort of things you must wear them.”</p>
-
-<p>As I was not myself possessed of anything of that sort, and had no
-intention of going to any foreign court, I could not argue the matter
-with her. But I assisted her in getting together an enormous pile of
-luggage, among which there were seven large boxes covered with canvas,
-such as ladies not uncommonly carry with them when travelling. That one
-which she represented as being smaller than the others, and as holding
-jewellery, might be about a yard long by a foot and a half deep. Being
-ignorant in those matters, I should have thought it sufficient to carry
-all a lady’s wardrobe for twelve months. When the boxes were collected
-together, she sat down upon the jewel-case and looked up into my face.
-She was a pretty woman, perhaps thirty years of age, with long light
-yellow hair, which she allowed to escape from her bonnet, knowing,
-perhaps, that it was not unbecoming to her when thus dishevelled. Her
-skin was very delicate, and<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_381" id="page_381"></a>{381}</span> her complexion good. Indeed her face would
-have been altogether prepossessing had there not been a want of
-gentleness in her eyes. Her hands, too, were soft and small, and on the
-whole she may be said to have been possessed of a strong battery of
-feminine attractions. She also well knew how to use them.</p>
-
-<p>“Whisper,” she said to me, with a peculiar but very proper aspiration on
-the h&mdash;“Wh-hisper,” and both by the aspiration and the use of the word I
-knew at once from what island she had come. “Mr. Greene keeps all his
-money in this box also; so I never let it go out of my sight for a
-moment. But whatever you do, don’t tell him that I told you so.”</p>
-
-<p>I laid my hand on my heart, and made a solemn asseveration that I would
-not divulge her secret. I need not, however, have troubled myself much
-on that head, for as I walked up stairs, keeping my eye upon the
-precious trunk, Mr. Greene addressed me.</p>
-
-<p>“You are an Englishman, Mr. Robinson,” said he. I acknowledged that I
-was.</p>
-
-<p>“I am another. My wife, however, is Irish. My daughter,&mdash;by a former
-marriage,&mdash;is English also. You see that box there.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, yes,” said I, “I see it.” I began to be so fascinated by the box
-that I could not keep my eyes off it.</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t know whether or no it is prudent, but I keep all my money
-there; my money for travelling, I mean.”</p>
-
-<p>“If I were you, then,” I answered, “I would not say anything about it to
-any one.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, no, of course not,” said he; “I should not think of mentioning it.
-But those brigands in Italy always take away what you have about your
-person, but they don’t meddle with the heavy luggage.”</p>
-
-<p>“Bills of exchange, or circular notes,” I suggested.</p>
-
-<p>“Ah, yes; and if you can’t identify yourself, or happen to have a
-headache, you can’t get them changed. I asked an old friend of mine, who
-has been connected with the Bank of England for the last fifty years,
-and he assured me that there was nothing like sovereigns.”</p>
-
-<p>“But you never get the value for them.”</p>
-
-<p>“Well, not quite. One loses a franc, or a franc and a half. But still,
-there’s the certainty, and that’s the great matter. An English sovereign
-will go anywhere,” and he spoke these words with considerable triumph.</p>
-
-<p>“Undoubtedly, if you consent to lose a shilling on each sovereign.”<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_382" id="page_382"></a>{382}</span></p>
-
-<p>“At any rate, I have got three hundred and fifty in that box,” he said.
-“I have them done up in rolls of twenty-five pounds each.”</p>
-
-<p>I again recommended him to keep this arrangement of his as private as
-possible,&mdash;a piece of counsel which I confess seemed to me to be much
-needed,&mdash;and then I went away to my own room, having first accepted an
-invitation from Mrs. Greene to join their party at dinner. “Do,” said
-she; “we have been so dull, and it will be so pleasant.”</p>
-
-<p>I did not require to be much pressed to join myself to a party in which
-there was so pretty a girl as Miss Greene, and so attractive a woman as
-Mrs. Greene. I therefore accepted the invitation readily, and went away
-to make my toilet. As I did so I passed the door of Mr. Greene’s room,
-and saw the long file of boxes being borne into the centre of it.</p>
-
-<p>I spent a pleasant evening, with, however, one or two slight drawbacks.
-As to old Greene himself, he was all that was amiable; but then he was
-nervous, full of cares, and somewhat apt to be a bore. He wanted
-information on a thousand points, and did not seem to understand that a
-young man might prefer the conversation of his daughter to his own. Not
-that he showed any solicitude to prevent conversation on the part of his
-daughter. I should have been perfectly at liberty to talk to either of
-the ladies had he not wished to engross all my attention to himself. He
-also had found it dull to be alone with his wife and daughter for the
-last six weeks.</p>
-
-<p>He was a small spare man, probably over fifty years of age, who gave me
-to understand that he had lived in London all his life, and had made his
-own fortune in the city. What he had done in the city to make his
-fortune he did not say. Had I come across him there I should no doubt
-have found him to be a sharp man of business, quite competent to teach
-me many a useful lesson of which I was as ignorant as an infant. Had he
-caught me on the Exchange, or at Lloyd’s, or in the big room of the Bank
-of England, I should have been compelled to ask him everything. Now, in
-this little town under the Alps, he was as much lost as I should have
-been in Lombard Street, and was ready enough to look to me for
-information. I was by no means chary in giving him my counsel, and
-imparting to him my ideas on things in general in that part of the
-world;&mdash;only I should have preferred to be allowed to make myself civil
-to his daughter.</p>
-
-<p>In the course of conversation it was mentioned by him that they intended
-to stay a few days at Bellaggio, which, as all the<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_383" id="page_383"></a>{383}</span> world knows, is a
-central spot on the lake of Como, and a favourite resting-place for
-travellers. There are three lakes which all meet here, and to all of
-which we give the name of Como. They are properly called the lakes of
-Como, Colico, and Lecco; and Bellaggio is the spot at which their waters
-join each other. I had half made up my mind to sleep there one night on
-my road into Italy, and now, on hearing their purpose, I declared that
-such was my intention.</p>
-
-<p>“How very pleasant,” said Mrs. Greene. “It will be quite delightful to
-have some one to show us how to settle ourselves, for really&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“My dear, I’m sure you can’t say that you ever have much trouble.”</p>
-
-<p>“And who does then, Mr. Greene? I am sure Sophonisba does not do much to
-help me.”</p>
-
-<p>“You won’t let me,” said Sophonisba, whose name I had not before heard.
-Her papa had called her Sophy in the yard of the inn. Sophonisba Greene!
-Sophonisba Robinson did not sound so badly in my ears, and I confess
-that I had tried the names together. Her papa had mentioned to me that
-he had no other child, and had mentioned also that he had made his
-fortune.</p>
-
-<p>And then there was a little family contest as to the amount of
-travelling labour which fell to the lot of each of the party, during
-which I retired to one of the windows of the big front room in which we
-were sitting. And how much of this labour there is incidental to a
-tourist’s pursuits! And how often these little contests do arise upon a
-journey! Who has ever travelled and not known them? I had taken up such
-a position at the window as might, I thought, have removed me out of
-hearing; but nevertheless from time to time a word would catch my ear
-about that precious box. “I have never taken my eyes off it since I left
-England,” said Mrs. Greene, speaking quick, and with a considerable
-brogue superinduced by her energy.</p>
-
-<p>“Where would it have been at Basle if I had not been looking afther it?”
-“Quite safe,” said Sophonisba; “those large things always are safe.”
-“Are they, Miss? That’s all you know about it. I suppose your bonnet-box
-was quite safe when I found it on the platform at&mdash;at&mdash;I forget the name
-of the place?”</p>
-
-<p>“Freidrichshafen,” said Sophonisba, with almost an unnecessary amount of
-Teutonic skill in her pronunciation. “Well, mamma, you have told me of
-that at least twenty times.” Soon after that, the ladies took them to
-their own rooms, weary with the<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_384" id="page_384"></a>{384}</span> travelling of two days and a night, and
-Mr. Greene went fast asleep in the very comfortless chair in which he
-was seated.</p>
-
-<p>At four o’clock on the next morning we started on our journey.</p>
-
-<div class="poetry">
-<div class="poem"><div class="stanza">
-<span class="i0">“Early to bed, and early to rise,<br /></span>
-<span class="i1">Is the way to be healthy, and wealthy, and wise.”<br /></span>
-</div></div>
-</div>
-
-<p class="nind">We all know that lesson, and many of us believe in it; but if the lesson
-be true, the Italians ought to be the healthiest and wealthiest and
-wisest of all men and women. Three or four o’clock seems to them quite a
-natural hour for commencing the day’s work. Why we should have started
-from Chiavenna at four o’clock in order that we might be kept waiting
-for the boat an hour and a half on the little quay at Colico, I don’t
-know; but such was our destiny. There we remained an hour and a half,
-Mrs. Greene sitting pertinaciously on the one important box. She had
-designated it as being smaller than the others, and, as all the seven
-were now ranged in a row, I had an opportunity of comparing them. It was
-something smaller,&mdash;perhaps an inch less high, and an inch and a half
-shorter. She was a sharp woman, and observed my scrutiny.</p>
-
-<p>“I always know it,” she said in a loud whisper, “by this little hole in
-the canvas,” and she put her finger on a slight rent on one of the ends.
-“As for Greene, if one of those Italian brigands were to walk off with
-it on his shoulders, before his eyes, he wouldn’t be the wiser. How
-helpless you men are, Mr. Robinson!”</p>
-
-<p>“It is well for us that we have women to look after us.”</p>
-
-<p>“But you have got no one to look after you;&mdash;or perhaps you have left
-her behind?”</p>
-
-<p>“No, indeed. I’m all alone in the world as yet. But it’s not my own
-fault. I have asked half a dozen.”</p>
-
-<p>“Now, Mr. Robinson!” And in this way the time passed on the quay at
-Colico, till the boat came and took us away. I should have preferred to
-pass my time in making myself agreeable to the younger lady; but the
-younger lady stood aloof, turning up her nose, as I thought, at her
-mamma.</p>
-
-<p>I will not attempt to describe the scenery about Colico. The little town
-itself is one of the vilest places under the sun, having no
-accommodation for travellers, and being excessively unhealthy; but there
-is very little either north or south of the Alps,&mdash;and, perhaps, I may
-add, very little elsewhere,&mdash;to beat the beauty of the mountains which
-cluster round the head of the lake. When we had sat upon those boxes
-that<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_385" id="page_385"></a>{385}</span> hour and a half, we were taken on board the steamer, which had
-been lying off a little way from the shore, and then we commenced our
-journey. Of course there was a good deal of exertion and care necessary
-in getting the packages off from the shore on to the boat, and I
-observed that any one with half an eye in his head might have seen that
-the mental anxiety expended on that one box which was marked by the
-small hole in the canvas far exceeded that which was extended to all the
-other six boxes. “They deserve that it should be stolen,” I said to
-myself, “for being such fools.” And then we went down to breakfast in
-the cabin.</p>
-
-<p>“I suppose it must be safe,” said Mrs. Greene to me, ignoring the fact
-that the cabin waiter understood English, although she had just ordered
-some veal cutlets in that language.</p>
-
-<p>“As safe as a church,” I replied, not wishing to give much apparent
-importance to the subject.</p>
-
-<p>“They can’t carry it off here,” said Mr. Greene. But he was innocent of
-any attempt at a joke, and was looking at me with all his eyes.</p>
-
-<p>“They might throw it overboard,” said Sophonisba. I at once made up my
-mind that she could not be a good-natured girl. The moment that
-breakfast was over, Mrs. Greene returned again up-stairs, and I found
-her seated on one of the benches near the funnel, from which she could
-keep her eyes fixed upon the box. “When one is obliged to carry about
-one’s jewels with one, one must be careful, Mr. Robinson,” she said to
-me apologetically. But I was becoming tired of the box, and the funnel
-was hot and unpleasant, therefore I left her.</p>
-
-<p>I had made up my mind that Sophonisba was ill-natured; but,
-nevertheless, she was pretty, and I now went through some little
-manœuvres with the object of getting into conversation with her. This
-I soon did, and was surprised by her frankness. “How tired you must be
-of mamma and her box,” she said to me. To this I made some answer,
-declaring that I was rather interested than otherwise in the safety of
-the precious trunk. “It makes me sick,” said Sophonisba, “to hear her go
-on in that way to a perfect stranger. I heard what she said about her
-jewellery.”</p>
-
-<p>“It is natural she should be anxious,” I said, “seeing that it contains
-so much that is valuable.”</p>
-
-<p>“Why did she bring them?” said Sophonisba. “She managed to live very
-well without jewels till papa married her, about a year since; and now
-she can’t travel about for a month without<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_386" id="page_386"></a>{386}</span> lugging them with her
-everywhere. I should be so glad if some one would steal them.”</p>
-
-<p>“But all Mr. Greene’s money is there also.”</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t want papa to be bothered, but I declare I wish the box might be
-lost for a day or so. She is such a fool; don’t you think so, Mr.
-Robinson?”</p>
-
-<p>At this time it was just fourteen hours since I first had made their
-acquaintance in the yard of Conradi’s hotel, and of those fourteen hours
-more than half had been passed in bed. I must confess that I looked upon
-Sophonisba as being almost more indiscreet than her mother-in-law.
-Nevertheless, she was not stupid, and I continued my conversation with
-her the greatest part of the way down the lake towards Bellaggio.</p>
-
-<p>These steamers which run up and down the lake of Como and the Lago
-Maggiore, put out their passengers at the towns on the banks of the
-water by means of small rowing-boats, and the persons who are about to
-disembark generally have their own articles ready to their hands when
-their turn comes for leaving the steamer. As we came near to Bellaggio,
-I looked up my own portmanteau, and, pointing to the beautiful
-wood-covered hill that stands at the fork of the waters, told my friend
-Greene that he was near his destination. “I am very glad to hear it,”
-said he, complacently, but he did not at the moment busy himself about
-the boxes. Then the small boat ran up alongside the steamer, and the
-passengers for Como and Milan crowded up the side.</p>
-
-<p>“We have to go in that boat,” I said to Greene.</p>
-
-<p>“Nonsense!” he exclaimed.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, but we have.”</p>
-
-<p>“What! put our boxes into that boat,” said Mrs. Greene. “Oh dear! Here,
-boatman! there are seven of these boxes, all in white like this,” and
-she pointed to the one that had the hole in the canvas. “Make haste. And
-there are two bags, and my dressing case, and Mr. Greene’s portmanteau.
-Mr. Greene, where is your portmanteau?”</p>
-
-<p>The boatman whom she addressed, no doubt did not understand a word of
-English, but nevertheless he knew what she meant, and, being well
-accustomed to the work, got all the luggage together in an incredibly
-small number of moments.</p>
-
-<p>“If you will get down into the boat,” I said, “I will see that the
-luggage follows you before I leave the deck.”</p>
-
-<p>“I won’t stir,” she said, “till I see that box lifted down. Take care;
-you’ll let it fall into the lake. I know you will.”<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_387" id="page_387"></a>{387}</span></p>
-
-<p>“I wish they would,” Sophonisba whispered into my ear.</p>
-
-<p>Mr. Greene said nothing, but I could see that his eyes were as anxiously
-fixed on what was going on as were those of his wife. At last, however,
-the three Greenes were in the boat, as also were all the packages. Then
-I followed them, my portmanteau having gone down before me, and we
-pushed off for Bellaggio. Up to this period most of the attendants
-around us had understood a word or two of English, but now it would be
-well if we could find some one to whose ears French would not be
-unfamiliar. As regarded Mr. Greene and his wife, they, I found, must
-give up all conversation, as they knew nothing of any language but their
-own. Sophonisba could make herself understood in French, and was quite
-at home, as she assured me, in German. And then the boat was beached on
-the shore at Bellaggio, and we all had to go again to work with the
-object of getting ourselves lodged at the hotel which overlooks the
-water.</p>
-
-<p>I had learned before that the Greenes were quite free from any trouble
-in this respect, for their rooms had been taken for them before they
-left England. Trusting to this, Mrs. Greene gave herself no
-inconsiderable airs the moment her foot was on the shore, and ordered
-the people about as though she were the Lady Paramount of Bellaggio.
-Italians, however, are used to this from travellers of a certain
-description. They never resent such conduct, but simply put it down in
-the bill with the other articles. Mrs. Greene’s words on this occasion
-were innocent enough, seeing that they were English; but had I been that
-head waiter who came down to the beach with his nice black shiny hair,
-and his napkin under his arm, I should have thought her manner very
-insolent.</p>
-
-<p>Indeed, as it was, I did think so, and was inclined to be angry with
-her. She was to remain for some time at Bellaggio, and therefore it
-behoved her, as she thought, to assume the character of the grand lady
-at once. Hitherto she had been willing enough to do the work, but now
-she began to order about Mr. Greene and Sophonisba; and, as it appeared
-to me, to order me about also. I did not quite enjoy this; so leaving
-her still among her luggage and satellites, I walked up to the hotel to
-see about my own bed-room. I had some seltzer water, stood at the window
-for three or four minutes, and then walked up and down the room. But
-still the Greenes were not there. As I had put in at Bellaggio solely
-with the object of seeing something more of Sophonisba, it would not do
-for me to quarrel with them, or to<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_388" id="page_388"></a>{388}</span> allow them so to settle themselves
-in their private sitting-room, that I should be excluded. Therefore I
-returned again to the road by which they must come up, and met the
-procession near the house.</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Greene was leading it with great majesty, the waiter with the shiny
-hair walking by her side to point out to her the way. Then came all the
-luggage,&mdash;each porter carrying a white canvas-covered box. That which
-was so valuable no doubt was carried next to Mrs. Greene, so that she
-might at a moment’s notice put her eye upon the well-known valuable
-rent. I confess that I did not observe the hole as the train passed by
-me, nor did I count the number of the boxes. Seven boxes, all alike, are
-very many; and then they were followed by three other men with the
-inferior articles,&mdash;Mr. Greene’s portmanteau, the carpet-bag, &amp;c., &amp;c.
-At the tail of the line, I found Mr. Greene, and behind him Sophonisba.
-“All your fatigues will be over now,” I said to the gentleman, thinking
-it well not to be too particular in my attentions to his daughter. He
-was panting beneath a terrible great-coat, having forgotten that the
-shores of an Italian lake are not so cold as the summits of the Alps,
-and did not answer me. “I’m sure I hope so,” said Sophonisba. “And I
-shall advise papa not to go any farther unless he can persuade Mrs.
-Greene to send her jewels home.” “Sophy, my dear,” he said, “for
-Heaven’s sake let us have a little peace since we are here.” From all
-which I gathered that Mr. Green had not been fortunate in his second
-matrimonial adventure. We then made our way slowly up to the hotel,
-having been altogether distanced by the porters, and when we reached the
-house we found that the different packages were already being carried
-away through the house, some this way and some that. Mrs. Green, the
-meanwhile, was talking loudly at the door of her own sitting-room.</p>
-
-<p>“Mr. Greene,” she said, as soon as she saw her heavily oppressed
-spouse,&mdash;for the noonday sun was up,&mdash;“Mr. Greene, where are you?”</p>
-
-<p>“Here, my dear,” and Mr. Greene threw himself panting into the corner of
-a sofa.</p>
-
-<p>“A little seltzer water and brandy,” I suggested. Mr. Greene’s inmost
-heart leaped at the hint, and nothing that his remonstrant wife could
-say would induce him to move, until he had enjoyed the delicious
-draught. In the mean time the box with the hole in the canvas had been
-lost.</p>
-
-<p>Yes; when we came to look into matters, to count the packages, and to
-find out where we were, the box with the hole in<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_389" id="page_389"></a>{389}</span> the canvas was not
-there. Or, at any rate, Mrs. Greene said it was not there. I worked hard
-to look it up, and even went into Sophonisba’s bed-room in my search. In
-Sophonisba’s bed-room there was but one canvas-covered box. “That is my
-own,” said she, “and it is all that I have, except this bag.”</p>
-
-<p>“Where on earth can it be?” said I, sitting down on the trunk in
-question. At the moment I almost thought that she had been instrumental
-in hiding it.</p>
-
-<p>“How am I to know?” she answered; and I fancied that even she was
-dismayed. “What a fool that woman is!”</p>
-
-<p>“The box must be in the house,” I said.</p>
-
-<p>“Do find it, for papa’s sake; there’s a good fellow. He will be so
-wretched without his money. I heard him say that he had only two pounds
-in his purse.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, I can let him have money to go on with,” I answered grandly. And
-then I went off to prove that I was a good fellow, and searched
-throughout the house. Two white boxes had by order been left downstairs,
-as they would not be needed; and these two were in a large cupboard of
-the hall, which was used expressly for stowing away luggage. And then
-there were three in Mrs. Greene’s bed-room, which had been taken there
-as containing the wardrobe which she would require while remaining at
-Bellaggio. I searched every one of these myself to see if I could find
-the hole in the canvas. But the hole in the canvas was not there. And,
-let me count as I would, I could make out only six. Now there certainly
-had been seven on board the steamer, though I could not swear that I had
-seen the seven put into the small boat.</p>
-
-<p>“Mr. Greene,” said the lady standing in the middle of her remaining
-treasures, all of which were now open, “you are worth nothing when
-travelling. Were you not behind?” But Mr. Greene’s mind was full, and he
-did not answer.</p>
-
-<p>“It has been stolen before your very eyes,” she continued.</p>
-
-<p>“Nonsense, mamma,” said Sophonisba. “If ever it came out of the steamer
-it certainly came into the house.”</p>
-
-<p>“I saw it out of the steamer,” said Mrs. Greene, “and it certainly is
-not in the house. Mr. Robinson, may I trouble you to send for the
-police?&mdash;at once, if you please, sir.”</p>
-
-<p>I had been at Bellaggio twice before, but nevertheless I was ignorant of
-their system of police. And then, again, I did not know what was the
-Italian for the word.</p>
-
-<p>“I will speak to the landlord,” I said.</p>
-
-<p>“If you will have the goodness to send for the police at once,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_390" id="page_390"></a>{390}</span> I will
-be obliged to you.” And as she thus reiterated her command, she stamped
-with her foot upon the floor.</p>
-
-<p>“There are no police at Bellaggio,” said Sophonisba.</p>
-
-<p>“What on earth shall I do for money to go on with?” said Mr. Greene,
-looking piteously up to the ceiling, and shaking both his hands.</p>
-
-<p>And now the whole house was in an uproar, including not only the
-landlord, his wife and daughters, and all the servants, but also every
-other visitor at the hotel. Mrs. Greene was not a lady who hid either
-her glories or her griefs under a bushel, and, though she spoke only in
-English, she soon made her protestations sufficiently audible. She
-protested loudly that she had been robbed, and that she had been robbed
-since she left the steamer. The box had come on shore; of that she was
-quite certain. If the landlord had any regard either for his own
-character or for that of his house, he would ascertain before an hour
-was over where it was, and who had been the thief. She would give him an
-hour. And then she sat herself down; but in two minutes she was up
-again, vociferating her wrongs as loudly as ever. All this was filtered
-through me and Sophonisba to the waiter in French, and from the waiter
-to the landlord; but the lady’s gestures required no translation to make
-them intelligible, and the state of her mind on the matter was, I
-believe, perfectly well understood.</p>
-
-<p>Mr. Greene I really did pity. His feelings of dismay seemed to be quite
-as deep, but his sorrow and solicitude were repressed into more decorum.
-“What am I to do for money?” he said. “I have not a shilling to go on
-with!” And he still looked up at the ceiling.</p>
-
-<p>“You must send to England,” said Sophonisba.</p>
-
-<p>“It will take a month,” he replied.</p>
-
-<p>“Mr. Robinson will let you have what you want at present,” added
-Sophonisba. Now I certainly had said so, and had meant it at the time.
-But my whole travelling store did not exceed forty or fifty pounds, with
-which I was going on to Venice, and then back to England through the
-Tyrol. Waiting a month for Mr. Greene’s money from England might be even
-more inconvenient to me than to him. Then it occurred to me that the
-wants of the Greene family would be numerous and expensive, and that my
-small stock would go but a little way among so many. And what also if
-there had been no money and no jewels in that accursed box! I confess
-that at the moment such an idea did strike my mind. One hears of
-sharpers on every side committing<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_391" id="page_391"></a>{391}</span> depredations by means of most
-singular intrigues and contrivances. Might it not be possible that the
-whole batch of Greenes belonged to this order of society. It was a base
-idea, I own; but I confess that I entertained it for a moment.</p>
-
-<p>I retired to my own room for a while that I might think over all the
-circumstances. There certainly had been seven boxes, and one had had a
-hole in the canvas. All the seven had certainly been on board the
-steamer. To so much I felt that I might safely swear. I had not counted
-the seven into the small boat, but on leaving the larger vessel I had
-looked about the deck to see that none of the Greene trappings were
-forgotten. If left on the steamer, it had been so left through an intent
-on the part of some one there employed. It was quite possible that the
-contents of the box had been ascertained through the imprudence of Mrs.
-Greene, and that it had been conveyed away so that it might be rifled at
-Como. As to Mrs. Greene’s assertion that all the boxes had been put into
-the small boat, I thought nothing of it. The people at Bellaggio could
-not have known which box to steal, nor had there been time to concoct
-the plan in carrying the boxes up to the hotel. I came at last to this
-conclusion, that the missing trunk had either been purloined and carried
-on to Como,&mdash;in which case it would be necessary to lose no time in
-going after it; or that it had been put out of sight in some uncommonly
-clever way, by the Greenes themselves, as an excuse for borrowing as
-much money as they could raise and living without payment of their
-bills. With reference to the latter hypothesis, I declared to myself
-that Greene did not look like a swindler; but as to Mrs. Greene&mdash;! I
-confess that I did not feel so confident in regard to her.</p>
-
-<p>Charity begins at home, so I proceeded to make myself comfortable in my
-room, feeling almost certain that I should not be able to leave
-Bellaggio on the following morning. I had opened my portmanteau when I
-first arrived, leaving it open on the floor as is my wont. Some people
-are always being robbed, and are always locking up everything; while
-others wander safe over the world and never lock up anything. For
-myself, I never turn a key anywhere, and no one ever purloins from me
-even a handkerchief. Cantabit vacuus&mdash;, and I am always sufficiently
-vacuus. Perhaps it is that I have not a handkerchief worth the stealing.
-It is your heavy-laden, suspicious, mal-adroit Greenes that the thieves
-attack. I now found out that the accommodating Boots, who already knew
-my ways, had taken my travelling gear into a dark recess which was
-intended to do for a dressing-room<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_392" id="page_392"></a>{392}</span>, and had there spread my portmanteau
-open upon some table or stool in the corner. It was a convenient
-arrangement, and there I left it during the whole period of my sojourn.</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Greene had given the landlord an hour to find the box, and during
-that time the landlord, the landlady, their three daughters, and all the
-servants in the house certainly did exert themselves to the utmost. Half
-a dozen times they came to my door, but I was luxuriating in a
-washing-tub, making up for that four-o’clock start from Chiavenna. I
-assured them, however, that the box was not there, and so the search
-passed by. At the end of the hour I went back to the Greenes according
-to promise, having resolved that some one must be sent on to Como to
-look after the missing article.</p>
-
-<p>There was no necessity to knock at their sitting-room door, for it was
-wide open. I walked in, and found Mrs. Greene still engaged in attacking
-the landlord, while all the porters who had carried the luggage up to
-the house were standing round. Her voice was loud above the others, but,
-luckily for them all, she was speaking English. The landlord, I saw, was
-becoming sulky. He spoke in Italian, and we none of us understood him,
-but I gathered that he was declining to do anything further. The box, he
-was certain, had never come out of the steamer. The Boots stood by
-interpreting into French, and, acting as second interpreter, I put it
-into English.</p>
-
-<p>Mr. Greene, who was seated on the sofa, groaned audibly, but said
-nothing. Sophonisba, who was sitting by him, beat upon the floor with
-both her feet.</p>
-
-<p>“Do you hear, Mr. Greene?” said she, turning to him. “Do you mean to
-allow that vast amount of property to be lost without an effort? Are you
-prepared to replace my jewels?”</p>
-
-<p>“Her jewels!” said Sophonisba, looking up into my face. “Papa had to pay
-the bill for every stitch she had when he married her.” These last words
-were so spoken as to be audible only by me, but her first exclamation
-was loud enough. Were they people for whom it would be worth my while to
-delay my journey, and put myself to serious inconvenience with reference
-to money?</p>
-
-<p>A few minutes afterwards I found myself with Greene on the terrace
-before the house. “What ought I to do?” said he.</p>
-
-<p>“Go to Como,” said I, “and look after your box. I will remain here and
-go on board the return steamer. It may perhaps be there.”</p>
-
-<p>“But I can’t speak a word of Italian,” said he.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_393" id="page_393"></a>{393}</span></p>
-
-<p>“Take the Boots,” said I.</p>
-
-<p>“But I can’t speak a word of French.” And then it ended in my
-undertaking to go to Como. I swear that the thought struck me that I
-might as well take my portmanteau with me, and cut and run when I got
-there. The Greenes were nothing to me.</p>
-
-<p>I did not, however, do this. I made the poor man a promise, and I kept
-it. I took merely a dressing-bag, for I knew that I must sleep at Como;
-and, thus resolving to disarrange all my plans, I started. I was in the
-midst of beautiful scenery, but I found it quite impossible to draw any
-enjoyment from it;&mdash;from that or from anything around me. My whole mind
-was given up to anathemas against this odious box, as to which I had
-undoubtedly heavy cause of complaint. What was the box to me? I went to
-Como by the afternoon steamer, and spent a long dreary evening down on
-the steamboat quays searching everywhere, and searching in vain. The
-boat by which we had left Colico had gone back to Colico, but the people
-swore that nothing had been left on board it. It was just possible that
-such a box might have gone on to Milan with the luggage of other
-passengers.</p>
-
-<p>I slept at Como, and on the following morning I went on to Milan. There
-was no trace of the box to be found in that city. I went round to every
-hotel and travelling office, but could hear nothing of it. Parties had
-gone to Venice, and Florence, and Bologna, and any of them might have
-taken the box. No one, however, remembered it; and I returned back to
-Como, and thence to Bellaggio, reaching the latter place at nine in the
-evening, disappointed, weary, and cross.</p>
-
-<p>“Has Monsieur found the accursed trunk?” said the Bellaggio Boots,
-meeting me on the quay.</p>
-
-<p>“In the name of the &mdash;&mdash;, no. Has it not turned up here?”</p>
-
-<p>“Monsieur,” said the Boots, “we shall all be mad soon. The poor master,
-he is mad already.” And then I went up to the house.</p>
-
-<p>“My jewels!” shouted Mrs. Greene, rushing to me with her arms stretched
-out as soon as she heard my step in the corridor. I am sure that she
-would have embraced me had I found the box. I had not, however, earned
-any such reward. “I can hear nothing of the box either at Como or
-Milan,” I said.</p>
-
-<p>“Then what on earth am I to do for my money?” said Mr. Greene.</p>
-
-<p>I had had neither dinner nor supper, but the elder Greenes did not care
-for that. Mr. Greene sat silent in despair, and Mrs.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_394" id="page_394"></a>{394}</span> Greene stormed
-about the room in her anger. “I am afraid you are very tired,” said
-Sophonisba.</p>
-
-<p>“I am tired, and hungry, and thirsty,” said I. I was beginning to get
-angry, and to think myself ill used. And that idea as to a family of
-swindlers became strong again. Greene had borrowed ten napoleons from me
-before I started for Como, and I had spent above four in my fruitless
-journey to that place and Milan. I was beginning to fear that my whole
-purpose as to Venice and the Tyrol would be destroyed; and I had
-promised to meet friends at Innspruck, who,&mdash;who were very much
-preferable to the Greenes. As events turned out, I did meet them. Had I
-failed in this, the present Mrs. Robinson would not have been sitting
-opposite to me.</p>
-
-<p>I went to my room and dressed myself, and then Sophonisba presided over
-the tea-table for me. “What are we to do?” she asked me in a
-confidential whisper.</p>
-
-<p>“Wait for money from England.”</p>
-
-<p>“But they will think we are all sharpers,” she said; “and upon my word I
-do not wonder at it from the way in which that woman goes on.” She then
-leaned forward, resting her elbow on the table and her face on her hand,
-and told me a long history of all their family discomforts. Her papa was
-a very good sort of man, only he had been made a fool of by that
-intriguing woman, who had been left without a sixpence with which to
-bless herself. And now they had nothing but quarrels and misery. Papa
-did not always got the worst of it;&mdash;papa could rouse himself sometimes;
-only now he was beaten down and cowed by the loss of his money. This
-whispering confidence was very nice in its way, seeing that Sophonisba
-was a pretty girl; but the whole matter seemed to be full of suspicion.</p>
-
-<p>“If they did not want to take you in in one way, they did in another,”
-said the present Mrs. Robinson, when I told the story to her at
-Innspruck. I beg that it may be understood that at the time of my
-meeting the Greenes I was not engaged to the present Mrs. Robinson, and
-was open to make any matrimonial engagement that might have been
-pleasing to me.</p>
-
-<p>On the next morning, after breakfast, we held a council of war. I had
-been informed that Mr. Greene had made a fortune, and was justified in
-presuming him to be a rich man. It seemed to me, therefore, that his
-course was easy. Let him wait at Bellaggio for more money, and when he
-returned home, let him buy Mrs. Greene more jewels. A poor man always
-presumes that a rich man is indifferent about his money. But in truth a<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_395" id="page_395"></a>{395}</span>
-rich man never is indifferent about his money, and poor Greene looked
-very blank at my proposition.</p>
-
-<p>“Do you mean to say that it’s gone for ever?” he asked.</p>
-
-<p>“I’ll not leave the country without knowing more about it,” said Mrs.
-Greene.</p>
-
-<p>“It certainly is very odd,” said Sophonisba. Even Sophonisba seemed to
-think that I was too off-hand.</p>
-
-<p>“It will be a month before I can get money, and my bill here will be
-something tremendous,” said Greene.</p>
-
-<p>“I wouldn’t pay them a farthing till I got my box,” said Mrs. Greene.</p>
-
-<p>“That’s nonsense,” said Sophonisba. And so it was.</p>
-
-<p>“Hold your tongue, Miss!” said the step-mother.</p>
-
-<p>“Indeed, I shall not hold my tongue,” said the step-daughter.</p>
-
-<p>Poor Greene! He had lost more than his box within the last twelve
-months; for, as I had learned in that whispered conversation over the
-tea-table with Sophonisba, this was in reality her papa’s marriage trip.</p>
-
-<p>Another day was now gone, and we all went to bed. Had I not been very
-foolish I should have had myself called at five in the morning, and have
-gone away by the early boat, leaving my ten napoleons behind me. But,
-unfortunately, Sophonisba had exacted a promise from me that I would not
-do this, and thus all chance of spending a day or two in Venice was lost
-to me. Moreover, I was thoroughly fatigued, and almost glad of any
-excuse which would allow me to lie in bed on the following morning. I
-did lie in bed till nine o’clock, and then found the Greenes at
-breakfast.</p>
-
-<p>“Let us go and look at the Serbelloni Gardens,” said I, as soon as the
-silent meal was over; “or take a boat over to the Sommariva Villa.”</p>
-
-<p>“I should like it so much,” said Sophonisba.</p>
-
-<p>“We will do nothing of the kind till I have found my property,” said
-Mrs. Greene. “Mr. Robinson, what arrangement did you make yesterday with
-the police at Como?”</p>
-
-<p>“The police at Como?” I said. “I did not go to the police.”</p>
-
-<p>“Not go to the police? And do you mean to say that I am to be robbed of
-my jewels and no efforts made for redress? Is there no such thing as a
-constable in this wretched country? Mr. Greene, I do insist upon it that
-you at once go to the nearest British consul.”</p>
-
-<p>“I suppose I had better write home for money,” said he.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_396" id="page_396"></a>{396}</span></p>
-
-<p>“And do you mean to say that you haven’t written yet?” said I, probably
-with some acrimony in my voice.</p>
-
-<p>“You needn’t scold papa,” said Sophonisba.</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t know what I am to do,” said Mr. Greene, and he began walking up
-and down the room; but still he did not call for pen and ink, and I
-began again to feel that he was a swindler. Was it possible that a man
-of business, who had made his fortune in London, should allow his wife
-to keep all her jewels in a box, and carry about his own money in the
-same?</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t see why you need be so very unhappy, papa,” said Sophonisba.
-“Mr. Robinson, I’m sure, will let you have whatever money you may want
-at present.” This was pleasant!</p>
-
-<p>“And will Mr. Robinson return me my jewels which were lost, I must say,
-in a great measure, through his carelessness,” said Mrs. Greene. This
-was pleasanter!</p>
-
-<p>“Upon my word, Mrs. Greene, I must deny that,” said I, jumping up. “What
-on earth could I have done more than I did do? I have been to Milan and
-nearly fagged myself to death.”</p>
-
-<p>“Why didn’t you bring a policeman back with you?”</p>
-
-<p>“You would tell everybody on board the boat what there was in it,” said
-I.</p>
-
-<p>“I told nobody but you,” she answered.</p>
-
-<p>“I suppose you mean to imply that I’ve taken the box,” I rejoined. So
-that on this, the third or fourth day of our acquaintance, we did not go
-on together quite pleasantly.</p>
-
-<p>But what annoyed me, perhaps, the most, was the confidence with which it
-seemed to be Mr. Greene’s intention to lean upon my resources. He
-certainly had not written home yet, and had taken my ten napoleons, as
-one friend may take a few shillings from another when he finds that he
-has left his own silver on his dressing-table. What could he have wanted
-of ten napoleons? He had alleged the necessity of paying the porters,
-but the few francs he had had in his pocket would have been enough for
-that. And now Sophonisba was ever and again prompt in her assurances
-that he need not annoy himself about money, because I was at his right
-hand. I went upstairs into my own room, and counting all my treasures,
-found that thirty-six pounds and some odd silver was the extent of my
-wealth. With that I had to go, at any rate, as far as Innspruck, and
-from thence back to London. It was quite impossible that I should make
-myself responsible for the Greenes’ bill at Bellaggio.</p>
-
-<p>We dined early, and after dinner, according to a promise made in the
-morning, Sophonisba ascended with me into the Serbelloni<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_397" id="page_397"></a>{397}</span> Gardens, and
-walked round the terraces on that beautiful hill which commands the view
-of the three lakes. When we started I confess that I would sooner have
-gone alone, for I was sick of the Greenes in my very soul. We had had a
-terrible day. The landlord had been sent for so often, that he refused
-to show himself again. The landlady&mdash;though Italians of that class are
-always courteous&mdash;had been so driven that she snapped her fingers in
-Mrs. Greene’s face. The three girls would not show themselves. The
-waiters kept out of the way as much as possible; and the Boots, in
-confidence, abused them to me behind their back. “Monsieur,” said the
-Boots, “do you think there ever was such a box?” “Perhaps not,” said I;
-and yet I knew that I had seen it.</p>
-
-<p>I would, therefore, have preferred to walk without Sophonisba; but that
-now was impossible. So I determined that I would utilise the occasion by
-telling her of my present purpose. I had resolved to start on the
-following day, and it was now necessary to make my friends understand
-that it was not in my power to extend to them any further pecuniary
-assistance.</p>
-
-<p>Sophonisba, when we were on the hill, seemed to have forgotten the box,
-and to be willing that I should forget it also. But this was impossible.
-When, therefore, she told me how sweet it was to escape from that
-terrible woman, and leaned on my arm with all the freedom of old
-acquaintance, I was obliged to cut short the pleasure of the moment.</p>
-
-<p>“I hope your father has written that letter,” said I.</p>
-
-<p>“He means to write it from Milan. We know you want to get on, so we
-purpose to leave here the day after to-morrow.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh!” said I, thinking of the bill immediately, and remembering that
-Mrs. Greene had insisted on having champagne for dinner.</p>
-
-<p>“And if anything more is to be done about the nasty box, it may be done
-there,” continued Sophonisba.</p>
-
-<p>“But I must go to-morrow,” said I, “at 5 <small>A.M.</small>”</p>
-
-<p>“Nonsense,” said Sophonisba. “Go to-morrow, when I,&mdash;I mean we,&mdash;are
-going on the next day!”</p>
-
-<p>“And I might as well explain,” said I, gently dropping the hand that was
-on my arm, “that I find,&mdash;I find it will be impossible for
-me&mdash;to&mdash;to&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“To what?”</p>
-
-<p>“To advance Mr. Greene any more money just at present.” Then
-Sophonisba’s arm dropped all at once, and she exclaimed, “Oh, Mr.
-Robinson!”<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_398" id="page_398"></a>{398}</span></p>
-
-<p>After all, there was a certain hard good sense about Miss Greene which
-would have protected her from my evil thoughts had I known all the
-truth. I found out afterwards that she was a considerable heiress, and,
-in spite of the opinion expressed by the present Mrs. Robinson when Miss
-Walker, I do not for a moment think she would have accepted me had I
-offered to her.</p>
-
-<p>“You are quite right not to embarrass yourself,” she said, when I
-explained to her my immediate circumstances; “but why did you make papa
-an offer which you cannot perform? He must remain here now till he hears
-from England. Had you explained it all at first, the ten napoleons would
-have carried us to Milan.” This was all true, and yet I thought it hard
-upon me.</p>
-
-<p>It was evident to me now, that Sophonisba was prepared to join her
-step-mother in thinking that I had ill-treated them, and I had not much
-doubt that I should find Mr. Greene to be of the same opinion. There was
-very little more said between us during the walk, and when we reached
-the hotel at seven or half-past seven o’clock, I merely remarked that I
-would go in and wish her father and mother good-bye. “I suppose you will
-drink tea with us,” said Sophonisba, and to this I assented.</p>
-
-<p>I went into my own room, and put all my things into my portmanteau, for
-according to the custom, which is invariable in Italy when an early
-start is premeditated, the Boots was imperative in his demand that the
-luggage should be ready over night. I then went to the Greene’s
-sitting-room, and found that the whole party was now aware of my
-intentions.</p>
-
-<p>“So you are going to desert us,” said Mrs. Greene.</p>
-
-<p>“I must go on upon my journey,” I pleaded in a weak apologetic voice.</p>
-
-<p>“Go on upon your journey, sir!” said Mrs. Greene. “I would not for a
-moment have you put yourself to inconvenience on our account.” And yet I
-had already lost fourteen napoleons, and given up all prospect of going
-to Venice!</p>
-
-<p>“Mr. Robinson is certainly right not to break his engagement with Miss
-Walker,” said Sophonisba. Now I had said not a word about an engagement
-with Miss Walker, having only mentioned incidentally that she would be
-one of the party at Innspruck. “But,” continued she, “I think he should
-not have misled us.” And in this way we enjoyed our evening meal.</p>
-
-<p>I was just about to shake hands with them all, previous to my final
-departure from their presence, when the Boots came into the room.</p>
-
-<p>“I’ll leave the portmanteau till to-morrow morning,” said he.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_399" id="page_399"></a>{399}</span></p>
-
-<p>“All right,” said I.</p>
-
-<p>“Because,” said he, “there will be such a crowd of things in the hall.
-The big trunk I will take away now.”</p>
-
-<p>“Big trunk,&mdash;what big trunk?”</p>
-
-<p>“The trunk with your rug over it, on which your portmanteau stood.”</p>
-
-<p>I looked round at Mr., Mrs., and Miss Greene, and saw that they were all
-looking at me. I looked round at them, and as their eyes met mine I felt
-that I turned as red as fire. I immediately jumped up and rushed away to
-my own room, hearing as I went that all their steps were following me. I
-rushed to the inner recess, pulled down the portmanteau, which still
-remained in its old place, tore away my own carpet rug which covered the
-support beneath it, and there saw&mdash;&mdash;a white canvas-covered box, with a
-hole in the canvas on the side next to me!</p>
-
-<p>“It is my box,” said Mrs. Greene, pushing me away, as she hurried up and
-put her finger within the rent.</p>
-
-<p>“It certainly does look like it,” said Mr. Greene, peering over his
-wife’s shoulder.</p>
-
-<p>“There’s no doubt about the box,” said Sophonisba.</p>
-
-<p>“Not the least in life,” said I, trying to assume an indifferent look.</p>
-
-<p>“Mon Dieu!” said the Boots.</p>
-
-<p>“Corpo di Baccho!” exclaimed the landlord, who had now joined the party.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh&mdash;h&mdash;h&mdash;h&mdash;!” screamed Mrs. Greene, and then she threw herself back
-on to my bed, and shrieked hysterically.</p>
-
-<p>There was no doubt whatsoever about the fact. There was the lost box,
-and there it had been during all those tedious hours of unavailing
-search. While I was suffering all that fatigue in Milan, spending my
-precious zwanzigers in driving about from one hotel to another, the box
-had been safe, standing in my own room at Bellaggio, hidden by my own
-rug. And now that it was found everybody looked at me as though it were
-all my fault. Mrs. Greene’s eyes, when she had done being hysterical,
-were terrible, and Sophonisba looked at me as though I were a convicted
-thief.</p>
-
-<p>“Who put the box here?” I said, turning fiercely upon the Boots.</p>
-
-<p>“I did,” said the Boots, “by Monsieur’s express order.”</p>
-
-<p>“By my order?” I exclaimed.</p>
-
-<p>“Certainly,” said the Boots.</p>
-
-<p>“Corpo di Baccho!” said the landlord, and he also looked at<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_400" id="page_400"></a>{400}</span> me as
-though I were a thief. In the mean time the landlady and the three
-daughters had clustered round Mrs. Greene, administering to her all
-manner of Italian consolation. The box, and the money, and the jewels
-were after all a reality; and much incivility can be forgiven to a lady
-who has really lost her jewels, and has really found them again.</p>
-
-<p>There and then there arose a hurly-burly among us as to the manner in
-which the odious trunk found its way into my room. Had anybody been just
-enough to consider the matter coolly, it must have been quite clear that
-I could not have ordered it there. When I entered the hotel, the boxes
-were already being lugged about, and I had spoken a word to no one
-concerning them. That traitorous Boots had done it,&mdash;no doubt without
-malice prepense; but he had done it; and now that the Greenes were once
-more known as moneyed people, he turned upon me, and told me to my face,
-that I had desired that box to be taken to my own room as part of my own
-luggage!</p>
-
-<p>“My dear,” said Mr. Greene, turning to his wife, “you should never
-mention the contents of your luggage to any one.”</p>
-
-<p>“I never will again,” said Mrs. Greene, with a mock repentant air, “but
-I really thought&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“One never can be sure of sharpers,” said Mr. Greene.</p>
-
-<p>“That’s true,” said Mrs. Greene.</p>
-
-<p>“After all, it may have been accidental,” said Sophonisba, on hearing
-which good-natured surmise both papa and mamma Greene shook their
-suspicious heads.</p>
-
-<p>I was resolved to say nothing then. It was all but impossible that they
-should really think that I had intended to steal their box; nor, if they
-did think so, would it have become me to vindicate myself before the
-landlord and all his servants. I stood by therefore in silence, while
-two of the men raised the trunk, and joined the procession which
-followed it as it was carried out of my room into that of the legitimate
-owner. Everybody in the house was there by that time, and Mrs. Greene,
-enjoying the triumph, by no means grudged them the entrance into her
-sitting-room. She had felt that she was suspected, and now she was
-determined that the world of Bellaggio should know how much she was
-above suspicion. The box was put down upon two chairs, the supporters
-who had borne it retiring a pace each. Mrs. Greene then advanced proudly
-with the selected key, and Mr. Greene stood by at her right shoulder,
-ready to receive his portion of the hidden treasure. Sophonisba was now
-indifferent, and threw herself on the sofa, while I<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_401" id="page_401"></a>{401}</span> walked up and down
-the room thoughtfully,&mdash;meditating what words I should say when I took
-my last farewell of the Greenes.</p>
-
-<p>But as I walked I could see what occurred. Mrs. Greene opened the box,
-and displayed to view the ample folds of a huge yellow woollen
-dressing-gown. I could fancy that she would not willingly have exhibited
-this article of her toilet, had she not felt that its existence would
-speedily be merged in the presence of the glories which were to follow.
-This had merely been the padding at the top of the box. Under that lay a
-long papier-maché case, and in that were all her treasures. “Ah, they
-are safe,” she said, opening the lid and looking upon her tawdry pearls
-and carbuncles.</p>
-
-<p>Mr. Greene, in the mean time, well knowing the passage for his hand, had
-dived down to the very bottom of the box, and seized hold of a small
-canvas bag. “It is here,” said he, dragging it up, “and as far as I can
-tell, as yet, the knot has not been untied.” Whereupon he sat himself
-down by Sophonisba, and employing her to assist him in holding them,
-began to count his rolls. “They are all right,” said he; and he wiped
-the perspiration from his brow.</p>
-
-<p>I had not yet made up my mind in what manner I might best utter my last
-words among them so as to maintain the dignity of my character, and now
-I was standing over against Mr. Greene with my arms folded on my breast.
-I had on my face a frown of displeasure, which I am able to assume upon
-occasions, but I had not yet determined what words I would use. After
-all, perhaps, it might be as well that I should leave them without any
-last words.</p>
-
-<p>“Greene, my dear,” said the lady, “pay the gentleman his ten napoleons.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh yes, certainly;” whereupon Mr. Greene undid one of the rolls and
-extracted eight sovereigns. “I believe that will make it right, sir,”
-said he, handing them to me.</p>
-
-<p>I took the gold, slipped it with an indifferent air into my waistcoat
-pocket, and then refolded my arms across my breast.</p>
-
-<p>“Papa,” said Sophonisba, in a very audible whisper, “Mr. Robinson went
-for you to Como. Indeed, I believe he says he went to Milan.”</p>
-
-<p>“Do not let that be mentioned,” said I.</p>
-
-<p>“By all means pay him his expenses,” said Mrs. Greene; “I would not owe
-him anything for worlds.”</p>
-
-<p>“He should be paid,” said Sophonisba.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, certainly,” said Mr. Greene. And he at once extracted<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_402" id="page_402"></a>{402}</span> another
-sovereign, and tendered it to me in the face of the assembled multitude.</p>
-
-<p>This was too much! “Mr. Greene,” said I, “I intended to be of service to
-you when I went to Milan, and you are very welcome to the benefit of my
-intentions. The expense of that journey, whatever may be its amount, is
-my own affair.” And I remained standing with my closed arms.</p>
-
-<p>“We will be under no obligation to him,” said Mrs. Greene; “and I shall
-insist on his taking the money.”</p>
-
-<p>“The servant will put it on his dressing-table,” said Sophonisba. And
-she handed the sovereign to the Boots, giving him instructions.</p>
-
-<p>“Keep it yourself, Antonio,” I said. Whereupon the man chucked it to the
-ceiling with his thumb, caught it as it fell, and with a well-satisfied
-air, dropped it into the recesses of his pocket. The air of the Greenes
-was also well satisfied, for they felt that they had paid me in full for
-all my services.</p>
-
-<p>And now, with many obsequious bows and assurances of deep respect, the
-landlord and his family withdrew from the room. “Was there anything else
-they could do for Mrs. Greene?” Mrs. Greene was all affability. She had
-shown her jewels to the girls, and allowed them to express their
-admiration in pretty Italian superlatives. There was nothing else she
-wanted to-night. She was very happy and liked Bellaggio. She would stay
-yet a week, and would make herself quite happy. And, though none of them
-understood a word that the other said, each understood that things were
-now rose-coloured, and so with scrapings, bows, and grinning smiles, the
-landlord and all his myrmidons withdrew. Mr. Greene was still counting
-his money, sovereign by sovereign, and I was still standing with my
-folded arms upon my bosom.</p>
-
-<p>“I believe I may now go,” said I.</p>
-
-<p>“Good night,” said Mrs. Greene.</p>
-
-<p>“Adieu,” said Sophonisba.</p>
-
-<p>“I have the pleasure of wishing you good-bye,” said Mr. Greene.</p>
-
-<p>And then I walked out of the room. After all, what was the use of saying
-anything? And what could I say that would have done me any service? If
-they were capable of thinking me a thief,&mdash;which they certainly
-did,&mdash;nothing that I could say would remove the impression. Nor, as I
-thought, was it suitable that I should defend myself from such an
-imputation. What were the Greenes to me? So I walked slowly out of<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_403" id="page_403"></a>{403}</span> the
-room, and never again saw one of the family from that day to this.</p>
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-<p>As I stood upon the beach the next morning, while my portmanteau was
-being handed into the boat, I gave the Boots five zwanzigers. I was
-determined to show him that I did not condescend to feel anger against
-him.</p>
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-<p>He took the money, looked into my face, and then whispered to me, “Why
-did you not give me a word of notice beforehand?” he said, and winked
-his eye. He was evidently a thief, and took me to be another;&mdash;but what
-did it matter?</p>
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-<p>I went thence to Milan, in which city I had no heart to look at
-anything; thence to Verona, and so over the pass of the Brenner to
-Innspruck. When I once found myself near to my dear friends the Walkers
-I was again a happy man; and I may safely declare that, though a portion
-of my journey was so troublesome and unfortunate, I look back upon that
-tour as the happiest and the luckiest epoch of my life.</p>
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-<p class="c">THE END.</p>
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-<p class="c"><small><span class="smcap">LONDON: W. H. SMITH AND SON, PRINTERS, 186, STRAND.</span></small></p>
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