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- FAIRY GOLD
-
- _By_ CHRISTIAN REID
-
- _Author of "Véra's Charge," "Philip's Restitution," "A Child of
- Mary," "His Victory," etc._
-
- [Illustration]
-
-
- THE AVE MARIA PRESS
- NOTRE DAME, INDIANA
-
-
-COPYRIGHT, 1897,
-
-BY
-
-D.E. HUDSON.
-
-
-
-
-FAIRY GOLD.
-
-
-
-
-PRELUDE.
-
-
-"Claire! do stop that tiresome practicing and come here. Helen and I
-want you."
-
-The voice was very clear and vibrating, and had a ring of command in it
-as it uttered these words; while the summer dusk was dying away, and
-the summer air came soft and sweet into the school-room of a convent,
-that, from the eminence on which it stood, overlooked a city at its
-feet, and the rise and fall of Atlantic tides. It was drawing toward
-the close of the exercise-hour, but the two girls who stood together
-in school-girl fashion beside an open window, and the third, who in an
-adjoining music-room was diligently practicing Chopin, were not the
-only ones who had neglected its observance and incurred no rebuke;
-for was not to-morrow the end of the scholastic year, and did not
-relaxation of rules already reign from dormitory to class-room?
-
-Many hearts were beating high at the thought of the freedom which that
-morrow would bring; many dreams were woven of the bright world which
-lay beyond these quiet shades; of pleasures which were to replace
-the monotonous round of occupation in which youth had so far been
-spent--the round of lessons from teachers whose voices were gentle as
-their faces were holy and serene; of quiet meditations in the beautiful
-chapel, with its sculptured altar and stained-glass windows and
-never-dying lamp; of walks in the green old garden, and romps along its
-far-stretching alleys. They were ready to leave it all behind, these
-careless birds, eager to try their new-fledged wings; and when the heat
-and burden of the day should come down upon them, how much they would
-give for one hour of the old quiet peace, the old happy ignorance!
-
-And among them all no face was more bright with triumphant hope--or
-was it triumphant resolve?--than hers whose voice went ringing through
-the almost deserted school-room, in the half-entreaty, half-command
-recorded above.
-
-The sound of the piano ceased on the instant; a slight rustling
-followed, as of music being put away; and then a girl came down the
-middle aisle of desks, toward the window which overlooked the garden
-and faced the glowing western sky, where the two girls were standing,
-both of whom turned as she advanced.
-
-"You must pardon me," she said, in a tone of apology. "I did not mean
-to stay so long, but I forget myself when I am at the piano, and I
-could scarcely bear to think that this was my last hour of practice."
-
-"I am quite sure that it will not be your last hour of practice," said
-the girl who had spoken first. "You are too fond of drudgery for that.
-But how can you talk of not bearing to think of its being the last
-_here_, when Helen and I have been congratulating each other on the
-fact until we exhausted all our expressions of pleasure, and had to
-call on you to help us?"
-
-"Then you would have done better to let me finish my practicing,"
-said the other, with a faint smile; "for I cannot help you with one
-expression of pleasure: I am too sorry."
-
-"Sorry!"--it was the one called Helen who broke in here. "Oh! how can
-you say that, when we are going home to be so happy?"
-
-"_You_ are going home, dear," remarked Claire, gently.
-
-"And are not you? Is not my home your home, and will I not be hurt if
-you do not feel it so?"
-
-"You are very kind, dear," said Claire; "but you cannot give me what
-God has denied. Perhaps I too might be glad of to-morrow, Helen, if I
-had your future or Marion's courage; but, lacking both, I only feel
-afraid and sad. I feel as if I should like to stay here forever--as if
-I were being pushed out into a world with which I am not able to cope."
-
-"But a world which shall never harm you so long as my love and Marion's
-courage can help you," said Helen, as she passed her disengaged arm
-around the slender form. "You know we three are pledged to stand
-together as long as we live; are we not, Marion?"
-
-"I know that Claire is very foolish," answered Marion. "If I had her
-talent I should be eager to go into the world--eager to cope with and
-overcome it. Everyone says that she is certain to succeed, and of all
-the gifts in the world fame must be the sweetest."
-
-"I suppose it is," said Claire; "but I know enough of art--just
-enough--to be aware that it is a long journey before one can even dream
-of fame. I love to paint--oh! yes, better than anything else,--but I
-know what difficult work lies before me in becoming an artist."
-
-"Yet you do not mind work," observed Helen, in a wondering tone.
-
-"No." answered the other, "not here, where I had help and encouragement
-and the sense of safe shelter. But out in the world, where I shall have
-only myself to look to, and no one to care whether I fail or not--well,
-I confess my courage ebbs as I think of that."
-
-"How strange!" said Marion. "If my hands were as free as yours are, I
-should like nothing better than for them to be as empty--if you can
-call hands empty that have such a power."
-
-"And are not your hands as free as mine?" asked the other. "We are both
-orphans, and both--"
-
-"Poor," said Marion, frankly. "Yes, but with a difference. Most people,
-I suppose, would think the difference in my favor; _I_ think it is in
-yours. You have no family obligations to prevent your doing what you
-will with your life, from following the bent of your genius; while
-I--well, it is true I have no genius, but if I had it would be all the
-same. My uncle would never consent to my doing anything to lower the
-family dignity, and I owe him enough to make me feel bound to respect
-his wishes."
-
-"It is well to have some one whose wishes one is bound to respect,"
-said Claire gently, and then a silence fell.
-
-They were decided contrasts, these three girls, as they stood together
-by the open window, and looked out on the bright sunset and down into
-the large garden;--decided contrasts, yet all possessed in greater or
-less degree the gift of beauty.
-
-It was certainly in greater degree with Marion Lynde, whose daily
-expanding loveliness had been the marvel of all who saw her for two
-years past;--the marvel even in this quiet convent, where human aspect
-was perhaps of less account than any where else on all God's earth. The
-little children had looked with admiration on her brilliant face, the
-older girls had gazed on it with throbs of unconscious envy; the nuns
-had glanced pityingly at the girl who bore so proudly that often fatal
-dower; and many times the Mother Superior had sent up a special prayer
-for this defiant soldier of life, when she saw her kneeling at Mass or
-Benediction with a many-tinted glory streaming over her head.
-
-As she stood now in her simple school dress, Marion was a picture
-of striking beauty. Tall, slight, graceful, there was in her grace
-something imperial and unlike other women. Her white skin, finely
-grained and colorless as the petal of a lily, suited the regular,
-clear-cut features; while her eyes were large and dark--splendid eyes,
-which seemed to carry lustre in their sweeping glance,--and her hair
-was a mass of red gold. Altogether a face to study with a sense of
-artistic pleasure,--a face to admire as one admires a statue or a
-painting; but not a face that attracted or wakened love, as many less
-beautiful faces do, or as that of her cousin, Helen Morley, did.
-
-For everyone loved Helen--a winsome creature, with lips that seemed
-formed only for smiles, and hands ever ready to caress and aid; with
-endearing ways that the hardest heart could not have resisted, and
-a heaven-born capacity for loving that seemed inexhaustible. It was
-impossible to look on the bright young face and think that sorrow could
-ever darken it, or that tears would ever dim the clear violet of those
-joyous eyes. From the Mother Superior down to the youngest scholar, all
-loved the girl, and all recognized how entirely she seemed marked out
-for happy destinies. "You must not let the brightness of this world
-veil Heaven from your sight, my child," the nuns would say, as they
-laid their hands on the silken-soft head, and longed to hold back from
-the turmoil of life this white dove, whose wings were already spread
-for flight from the quiet haven where they had been folded for a time.
-
-Least beautiful of the three girls was Claire Alford,--a girl whose
-reserved manner had perhaps kept love as well as familiarity at bay
-during the years of her convent tutelage. Even Marion, with all her
-haughty waywardness, had more friends than this quiet student. Yet
-no one could find fault with Claire. She was always considerate and
-gentle, quick to oblige and slow to take offense. But she lived a life
-absorbed within itself, and those around her felt this. They felt that
-her eyes were fixed on some distant goal, to which every thought of her
-mind and effort of her nature was directed.
-
-The only child and orphan of a struggling artist--a man of genius, but
-who died before he conquered the recognition of the world,--Claire knew
-that her slender fortune would hardly suffice for the expenses of her
-education, and that afterward she must look for aid to herself alone.
-Usually life goes hard with a woman under such circumstances as these.
-But Claire had one power as a weapon with which to fight her way. Her
-talent for painting had been the astonishment of all her teachers, and
-it was a settled thing that she would make art the object and pursuit
-of her life. If least beautiful of the three girls who stood there
-together, an observant glance might have lingered longest on her. There
-was something very attractive in the gray eyes that gazed so steadily
-from under their long lashes, and in the smile that stirred now and
-then the usually grave and gentle lips.
-
-It only remains to be added that both Claire and Helen were Catholics,
-while Marion had been brought up in Protestantism, which resulted, in
-her case, in absolute religious indifference.
-
-The silence had lasted for some time, when Helen's voice at last broke
-it, saying:--
-
-"You are right, Claire. It does make one sad to think that we are
-standing together for the last time in our dear old school-room. We
-have been so happy here! I wonder if we shall be _very_ much more happy
-out in the world?"
-
-"I doubt if we shall ever be half as happy again," answered Claire.
-
-"Oh, you prophet of evil! Why not?"
-
-"Why not, Helen!" repeated Claire. "Because I doubt if we shall ever
-again feel so entirely at peace with ourselves and with others as we
-have felt here."
-
-"It is a very nice place," observed Helen; "and I love the Mother
-Superior and all the Sisters dearly. But, then, of course, I want to
-see mamma and Harry and little Jock. I want to ride Brown Bess again,
-and I do want to go to a party Claire."
-
-"Well," said Claire, smiling, "I suppose there is no doubt that you
-will go to a good many parties, and I hope you will enjoy them."
-
-"There is no doubt of her enjoyment," interposed Marion, speaking in
-her usual half satiric tone, "if Paul Rathborne is to be there."
-
-"I was not thinking of Paul Rathborne, and neither, I am sure, was
-Helen," said Claire.
-
-"That is likely!" cried Marion, laughing. "Don't, Helen! I would not
-tell a story to oblige Claire, if I were you."
-
-But Helen had apparently little idea of telling the story. Even in the
-dusk, the flush that overspread her face was visible, and the lids
-drooped over the violet eyes.
-
-"At all events, we will not talk of him," said Claire, decidedly. "We
-will talk of ourselves and our own futures. We are standing on the
-threshold of a new life, and surely we may spare a little time in
-wondering how it will fare with us. Marion, what do you say?"
-
-"If one may judge the future by the past, I should say, so far as I am
-concerned, badly enough," Marion replied. "But whether I alter matters
-for better or for worse, I don't mean to go on in the same old way; I
-shall change the road, if I don't mend it."
-
-"Change it in what manner?"
-
-"I don't know exactly. Circumstances will have to decide that for
-me. But I don't mean to go back to my uncle's, to share the family
-economics, and hear the family complaints, and wear Adela's old
-dresses; you may be sure of that, Claire!"
-
-"But how can you avoid it," asked Claire, "when you have just said that
-you will not disregard your uncle's wishes by attempting to support
-yourself?"
-
-"I shall not do anything to hurt the Lynde pride," answered the girl,
-mockingly. "I shall only take my gifts of body and mind into the world,
-and see what I can make of them."
-
-"Make of them!" repeated Helen. "In what way?"
-
-"There is only one way that I care about," returned the other,
-carelessly: "the way of a fortune."
-
-"Oh! I understand: you mean to marry a rich man."
-
-"I mean that only as a last resort. The world would think worse of me
-if I robbed a man of his fortune; but I should think worse of myself,
-and wrong him more, if I married him to obtain it. No, Helen, I shall
-not do that--if I can help it."
-
-"But you would not be wronging him, Marion, if you loved him."
-
-"And do you think," demanded the young cynic, "that one is likely to
-love the man it is best for one to marry?"
-
-"Yes, I think so--I know so."
-
-"Ah! well, perhaps it may be so to such a child of happy fate as you
-are, but it is never likely to occur to me."
-
-"And is a fortune all that you mean to look for in life?" asked Helen.
-
-"Why should I look for anything more? Does not that comprise
-everything? Ah! you have never known the bitterness of poverty, or
-you would not doubt that when one has fortune, one has all that is
-necessary for happiness."
-
-"But I have known poverty," broke in Claire; "and I know, Marion, that
-there are many worse things in life than want of money, and many better
-things than possessing it."
-
-"That is all you know about the matter," replied Marion, with an air
-of scorn. "Perhaps I, too, might be able to feel in that way, if I had
-known only the poverty that you have--a picturesque, Bohemian poverty,
-with no necessity to pretend to be what you were not. But genteel
-poverty, which must keep up appearances by a hundred makeshifts and
-embarrassments and meannesses--have you ever known _that_? It has been
-the experience of my life,--one which I shudder to recall, and which I
-would sooner die than go back to."
-
-"Poor darling! you shall not go back to it," cried Helen.
-
-But Marion threw off her caressing hand.
-
-"Don't, Helen!" she said, sharply. "I can't bear pity, even from you.
-But I have talked enough of myself. You both know what I am going to
-do: to make a fortune by some means. Now it is your turn, Claire, to
-tell your ambition."
-
-"You know it very well," answered Claire, quietly. "I am going to be an
-artist, and perhaps, if God helps me, to make a name."
-
-"Yes, I know," said Marion, gloomily. "Yours is a noble ambition, and I
-think you will succeed."
-
-"I hope so," responded Claire, looking out on the sunset with her
-earnest eyes. "At least I know that I have resolution and perseverance,
-and I used to hear my father say that with those things even mediocre
-talent could do much."
-
-"And yours is not mediocre. Yet you talk of being sorry to leave here,
-with such a prospect before you."
-
-"Such a battle, too. And people say that the world is very hard and
-stern to those who fight it single-handed."
-
-"So much the better!" cried Marion, flinging back her head with an air
-of defiance. "There will be so much the more glory in triumph."
-
-"You never seem to think of failure," observed Claire, with a smile.
-"But now Helen must tell us what she desires her future to be."
-
-"Mine?" said Helen. "Oh! I leave all such things as fortune and fame to
-you and Marion. I mean only to be happy."
-
-"To be happy!" repeated Marion. "Well, I admire your modesty. You have
-set up for yourself a much more difficult aim than either Claire's or
-my own. And how do you mean to be happy? That is the next question."
-
-"I don't know," replied Helen, with a laugh. "I just mean to go home to
-enjoy myself; that is all. And how happy it makes me to think that you
-are both going with me!"
-
-"Dear little Helen!" said Claire, caressingly. "But it will not make
-you unhappy to hear that I am not going with you, will it? I have just
-found out that I can not go."
-
-"Not go!" repeated Helen. The deepest surprise and disappointment were
-written on her face. "O, Claire, it is impossible that you can mean
-it--that you can be so unkind! Why do you say such a thing?"
-
-"I say it because it is true, dear; though it is a greater
-disappointment to me than to you. I have just had a letter from my
-guardian, telling me he has found an opportunity to send me abroad with
-a lady, an acquaintance of his own; and I have no choice but to go."
-
-"I should think you would be delighted to find such an opportunity,"
-said Marion. "But surely the lady is not going to Rome at this season?"
-
-"No: she is going to Germany for the summer, and to Italy in the
-autumn; which is a very good thing, for I shall see the galleries of
-Dresden and Munich before I go to Rome. Of course I am glad--I must be
-glad--to find the opportunity at once; but I had promised myself the
-pleasure of a quiet, happy month with Helen and you, and I am sorry to
-lose it."
-
-"It is too bad," said Helen, with a sound as of tears in her voice. "I
-had anticipated so much pleasure in our all three being together! And
-now--why could not your guardian have waited to find the lady, or why
-does she not put off going abroad until the autumn?"
-
-"Why, in short, is not the whole scheme of things arranged with
-reference to one insignificant person called Claire Alford?" replied
-Claire, laughing. "No, dear; there is no help for it. I must give up
-the idea of a short rest before the combat."
-
-"And now there is no telling when we shall all be together again!" said
-Helen. "I could not have believed that such a disappointment was in
-store for me."
-
-"I hope you will never know a worse one," remarked Claire. "But if we
-live, we must meet again some day. We are too good friends to suffer
-such trifles as time and space to separate us always."
-
-"But you are going so far away, one cannot tell when or where that
-meeting will be," said Helen, still mournfully.
-
-"Perhaps it may be when Marion has made her fortune, and asks us to
-visit her castle," answered Claire. "Marion, have you formed any plans
-as to where it is to be situated? Marion, don't you hear?"
-
-"What is it?" asked Marion, starting. "I beg your pardon, but I was
-thinking. Did you say, Claire, that this visit, which you could not
-make, would have been a rest before the combat to you? I was wondering
-if it will be a rest to me or a beginning."
-
-She spoke half dreamily, and neither of the others answered. They only
-stood with the sunset glow falling on their fair young faces, their
-wistful gaze resting upon each other, and quite silent, until a bell
-pealed softly out on the twilight air, and their last school-day ended
-forever.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER I.
-
-
-There is nothing specially attractive about Scarborough--a town which
-nestles among green hills near the foot of the Blue Ridge,--except its
-salubrious and delightful climate, which has long drawn summer visitors
-from the lower malarial country; but if it had been as beautiful as
-Naples or as far-famed as Venice, it could not have wakened more loving
-delight than that which shone in Helen Morley's eyes as she drew near
-it. For that deeply-rooted attachment to familiar scenes--to those
-aspects of nature on which the eyes first opened, and which to the
-child are like the face of another mother--was as strong in her as it
-is in most people of affectionate character. For several miles before
-the train reached Scarborough, she was calling Marion's attention to
-one familiar landmark after another; and when finally they stopped at
-the station on the outskirts of the town, her eagerness knew no bounds.
-
-"Come, Marion; here we are!" she cried, springing up hastily. But at
-that moment the car was burst open by a tall young man, who entered,
-followed by two small boys, upon all three of whom, as it seemed to
-Marion, Helen, with a glad little cry, precipitated herself. There were
-embraces, kisses, inquiries for a moment; then the young man turned
-and held out his hand, saying, "This is Miss Lynde, I am sure?"
-
-"Yes," said Helen, turning her flushed, smiling face. "And this is my
-cousin, Frank Morley, Marion. And here is my brother Harry, who has
-almost grown to be a man since I went away; and here is little Jock."
-
-Marion shook hands with all these new acquaintances; the boys seized
-bags and baskets, and the young man led the way from the car and
-assisted them to the platform outside, near which a large open carriage
-was standing, with a broadly-smiling ebony coachman, whom Helen greeted
-warmly. Then her cousin told her that she had better drive home at
-once. "I shall stay and attend to the trunks, and will see you later,"
-he said.
-
-So Helen, Marion, and the boys were bundled into the carriage, and
-drove away through the streets of Scarborough,--Helen explaining that
-her home was at the opposite end of the town from the station. "Indeed
-we are quite in the county," she said: "and I like it much better than
-living in town."
-
-"Who would wish to live in a town like this!" asked Marion, eying
-disdainfully the rural-looking streets through which they were passing.
-"I like the overflowing life, the roar and fret of a great city; but
-places of this kind seem to me made only to put people to sleep,
-mentally as well as physically."
-
-"Oh, Scarborough is a very nice place when you know it!" said Helen,
-in arms at once for her birth-place. "And I assure you people are not
-asleep in it, by any means."
-
-"These young gentlemen certainly look wide awake," resumed Marion,
-regarding the two boys, who were in turn regarding her with large and
-solemn eyes. "And so looked your cousin--very wide awake indeed."
-
-"Oh, Frank is a delightful boy!" exclaimed Helen; "and I am very fond
-of him."
-
-"I am glad to hear it," said Marion. "I hope you will be fond enough of
-him to keep him away from me; for if I abhor anything, it is a boy--I
-mean" (with a glance at the two young faces before her) "a boy who
-fancies himself a man."
-
-"Frank is twenty years old," observed Harry, who, being himself barely
-ten, naturally regarded this as a venerable age.
-
-"So I imagined," replied Marion; "and twenty is not my favorite
-age--for a man. Jock's age suits me better. Jock, how old are you?"
-
-Jock replied that he was seven; but at this point an exclamation from
-Helen cut the conversation short; for now they were rapidly approaching
-a house situated in the midst of large grounds on the outskirts of
-the town,--a shade-embowered dwelling, on the broad veranda of which
-flitting forms were to be seen, as the carriage paused a moment for the
-gate to be opened. Helen stood up and eagerly waved her handkerchief;
-then they drove in, swept around a large circle and drew up before an
-open door, from which poured a troop of eager welcomers of all ages and
-colors.
-
-It seemed to Marion a babel of sound which ensued--kisses, welcomes,
-hand-shakings, questions,--then she was swept along by the tide into
-the cool, garnished house, and thence on to a bowery chamber, where
-she was left for a little while to herself: since Helen was, after
-all, the grand object of the ovation, and it was into Helen's room
-that the loyal crowd gathered, who had merely given to Marion that
-cordial welcome which no stranger ever failed to receive on a Southern
-threshold.
-
-Only Helen's mother--who, having been twice married, was now Mrs.
-Dalton--lingered behind with the young stranger, and looked earnestly
-into the fair face, as if seeking a likeness.
-
-"You are very little like your mother, my dear," she said at last;
-"though you have her eyes. Alice was beautiful, but it was a gentle
-beauty; while you--well, I think you must be altogether a Lynde."
-
-"I know that I am very like the Lyndes," Marion answered. "I have a
-miniature of my father, which I can see myself that I resemble."
-
-"He was a very handsome man," said Mrs. Dalton, "and daring--ah! it
-was no wonder that he was among the first to rush into the war, and
-among the first to be killed! My child, you do not know how my heart
-has yearned over you during all these years, how happy I was to hear of
-your being at the convent with Helen, and now how glad I am to see you
-under my own roof. I want you to feel that you are like a daughter of
-the house."
-
-"You are very kind," replied Marion, touched by the evident sincerity
-of the words. "I am glad, too, to know at last some of my mother's
-kindred."
-
-"I can't help wishing that you looked more like her," said Mrs. Dalton,
-returning wistfully to that point. "She was very lovely--though you--I
-suppose I need not tell you what _you_ are. My dear"--and suddenly the
-elder woman stooped to kiss the younger--"I am sorry for you."
-
-"I am sorry for you!" The words lingered on Marion's ear after her
-aunt's kindly presence had left the room and she stood alone, asking
-herself why she was so often met in this manner. Why was it that, even
-with her royal beauty, she had thus far encountered more of pity than
-of admiration? Why did all eyes that had looked on the sin and sorrow
-of earth regard her with compassion, and why had she heard so often in
-her old life that which was her first greeting in the new--"I am sorry
-for you"?
-
-"Sorry!--for what?" The girl asked herself this with fiery and
-impatient disdain. What did they all mean? Why did this keynote of
-unknown misfortune or suffering meet her at every turn, like a shadow
-flung forward by the unborn future? Why did this refrain always ring
-in her ears? She was tired of it--so she said to herself with sudden
-passion,--and she would let the future prove whether or not their pity
-was misplaced.
-
-She let down her magnificent hair as she thought this, and looked at
-herself in the mirror out of a burnished cloud. Not, however, as most
-beautiful women look at the fair image that smiles from those shadowy
-depths--not with the gratified gaze of self-admiration or the glance of
-conscious power, but with a criticism severe and stern enough to have
-banished all loveliness from a less perfect face; with a cool reckoning
-and appreciation, in which the innocent vanity of girlhood bore no
-part. And when this scrutiny was ended, the smile that came over her
-face spoke more of resolution than of pleasure.
-
-She took up a comb then, and began arranging her hair. The task did not
-occupy her many minutes; for her deft fingers were very quick, and no
-one had ever accused her of caring for the arts of the toilet. On the
-contrary, she had always manifested a careless disregard of them, which
-puzzled her associates, and was by not a few set down to affectation.
-Now, when she had piled her hair on top of her head like a coronal
-of red gold, she proceeded to make her simple toilet, with scarcely
-another glance toward the mirror. It was soon completed, and she had
-been ready some time when a knock at the door was followed by the
-appearance of Helen's beaming face.
-
-"So you are dressed?" she said. "I came to show you the way down. I
-would have come sooner, but, you know, there was so much to say."
-
-"And to hear," added Marion. "I can imagine, though I do not know, what
-such a home-coming is. And what a lovely home you have, Helen!"
-
-"You have hardly seen it yet," answered Helen. "Come and let me show
-you all over it."
-
-It was certainly a spacious and pleasant house, built with the stately,
-honest solidity of the work of former generations, but with many modern
-additions which served to enhance its picturesqueness and comfort.
-Marion praised it with a sincerity that delighted Helen; and, having
-made a thorough exploration, they passed out of the wide lower hall
-into a veranda, which, as in most Southern houses, was at this hour the
-place of general rendezvous. Here a pretty dark-eyed girl came forward
-to meet them.
-
-"I was introduced to you when you arrived, Miss Lynde," she said, "but
-there was such a hubbub I fancy you did not notice me, and I am glad to
-welcome you again. I feel as if Helen's cousin must be my cousin too."
-
-"Helen's cousin is much obliged," said Marion. "You are Miss Morley,
-then?"
-
-"I am the Netta of whom you have doubtless heard. But pray sit down.
-Are you not tired from your journey?"
-
-"A little. It was so warm and dusty!" answered Marion. "But this seems
-a perfect place of rest," she added, as she sank on a lounge that had
-been placed just under the odorous shade of the vines which overran
-the front of the veranda. "I mean to indulge freely in the luxury of
-idleness here."
-
-"I hope you will," said Helen. "But I wish that you felt sufficiently
-rested to come with me into the garden. I should like you to see how
-lovely it is."
-
-"I wish that I did, but I don't. Pray go yourself, however. You must
-not let me begin my visit by being a bore to you. Miss Morley, pray
-take her along."
-
-After some little demur, the two girls complied with her request, and
-with sincere satisfaction Marion watched them disappear down the garden
-paths. She was very fond of Helen, she told herself and certainly
-believed; but, none the less, a very moderate amount of Helen's society
-sufficed to content, and any more to weary her. Just now she felt
-particularly wearied, as if both mind and body had been on a strain;
-and, sinking back on the couch, with the vines breathing their rich
-perfume over her, she remained so still while the shades of twilight
-began to gather, that any one who discovered her would have had to look
-very closely.
-
-This was presently proved; for the silence, which had lasted some time,
-was broken by a quick step--a step which passed across the veranda and
-entered the hall, where a ringing and hilarious voice soon made itself
-heard.
-
-"Where is everybody?" it inquired. "Surely I am late enough! I thought
-they would all be down by this time."
-
-"They've all been down ever so long, Frank," a child's shrill tones
-replied. "They are out in the garden--Helen and Netta and Cousin
-Marion."
-
-"Oh, very good! Come along, Jock, and let us find them," said Mr. Frank
-Morley. "Has your cousin Paul been here yet?"
-
-"No--not yet."
-
-"Ah, better still! We are before him, then. I shall go and welcome
-Helen over again, and take a kiss before she can prevent it."
-
-"Then she'll box your ears--I saw her do it once!" cried Jock, in glee.
-"Oh! yes; I'll come along with you, Frank."
-
-The tall, lithe figure, followed by the smaller one, crossed the
-veranda again, and strode toward the garden, leaving Marion smiling to
-herself in her shady nook.
-
-Ten minutes later another step--this time a more sedate one--sounded
-on the gravel. But keener eyes explored the veranda before their owner
-entered the house. Consequently they discovered the figure under the
-vines, and Marion was startled by a quiet voice which said:--
-
-"What! all alone, Helen? I had not hoped for such good fortune--so
-soon."
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER II.
-
-
-Probably the speaker had seldom been more surprised than when Marion
-rose quickly, and, the last glow from the west falling over her, he
-found himself face to face with a stranger.
-
-Even to the most self-possessed there is something a little
-embarrassing when tender tones or caressing words are heard by ears
-for which they were not intended; and, although there was nothing
-specially significant in the letter of this speech, its spirit had been
-eloquent enough to make Mr. Paul Rathborne start with confusion when he
-discovered his mistake.
-
-"I beg pardon," he said, a little hastily--"I did not observe--that is"
-(with a sudden grasp of self-possession), "I thought I was addressing
-my cousin. I suppose I have the pleasure of seeing Miss Lynde?"
-
-"Yes," answered Marion. "And you, I presume, are Mr. Rathborne?"
-
-He bowed. "I am glad to perceive that you have heard of me."
-
-"Oh!" said Marion, "in knowing Helen, one knows all the people that
-make up her home circle. I assure you I feel intimately acquainted with
-yourself and all the Morleys, and the children--"
-
-"And probably the horses and the dogs," he said as she paused. "I am
-aware of the comprehensiveness of Helen's affections."
-
-"Her heart is large enough to hold all that she gives a place in it,"
-remarked Marion.
-
-"Oh! no doubt," said Mr. Rathborne. "But, perhaps, if one had one's
-choice, one would be flattered by more exclusiveness."
-
-Marion glanced at him and thought, "It is evidently in your nature to
-want to monopolize." But she only said: "I do not think you have reason
-to complain of your place in Helen's regard."
-
-"I have no thought of complaining," he replied; "I am very grateful for
-all the regard she is good enough to give me."
-
-The humility of the words could not conceal an arrogance of tone,
-which did not escape the ear of the listener. At that moment she was
-as thoroughly convinced as ever afterward that this man perfectly
-understood how paramount was the place he held in Helen's regard.
-
-"Helen's affection is something for which one may well be grateful,"
-she observed, sincerely enough. "But do you not wish to find her? She
-is in the garden."
-
-Mr. Rathborne did not stir. "If she is in the garden," he said, "she
-will no doubt come in presently. And I judge from sounds which I hear
-in that direction that she is not alone. If you do not object, I will
-remain here and wait for her."
-
-"Object! Why should I object?" asked Marion. She reseated herself, and
-was not displeased that Mr. Rathborne drew forward a chair and also sat
-down. She was aware that he was, in a manner, engaged to Helen--in
-other words, that their positive engagement had only been deferred on
-account of Helen's youth; but the fact did not at all detract from the
-interest he had for her--the interest of a man with wider life and,
-presumably, wider thoughts than the school-girls who, up to this time,
-had formed her social atmosphere. It offended her, therefore, that when
-he spoke next it was in the tone of one addressing a school-girl.
-
-"I suppose, Miss Lynde, that, like Helen, you were very much attached
-to the convent?"
-
-"It is not at all safe to suppose that I am in any respect like Helen,"
-she replied. "We are very good friends, but exceedingly different in
-character."
-
-"And therefore in tastes?"
-
-"That follows, does it not? Different characters must have different
-tastes."
-
-"It certainly seems a natural inference. And so I am to presume that
-you were _not_ attached to the convent?"
-
-"That is going rather too far. I liked it better than any other
-school at which I ever was placed. But I am not fond of restraint and
-subjection; therefore I am glad that my school-days are over."
-
-Mr. Rathborne smiled slightly. Even in the dusk he could see enough of
-the presence before him to judge that restraint and subjection would
-indeed be little likely to please this imperial-looking creature.
-
-"I am to congratulate you, then," he said, "on the fact that your
-school-days are definitely over?"
-
-"Yes, they are definitely over, and it remains now to be seen what
-schooling life holds for me."
-
-"Certainly a singular girl this!" thought the man, who was well aware
-that most young ladies had little thought of what schooling life might
-hold for them. "If I may be permitted to prophesy," he said aloud, "I
-think that life has in store for you only pleasant experiences."
-
-"That is very kind of you," answered Marion, with a mocking tone in
-her voice, which was very familiar to her associates; "but I don't
-know that I have any claim to special exemption from the usual lot of
-mankind; and certainly pleasant experiences are not the usual lot,
-unless everyone is very much mistaken."
-
-"People are too much given to sitting down and moaning over the
-unpleasantness of life, when they might make it otherwise by taking
-matters into their own hands," said Mr. Rathborne. "But that requires a
-strong will."
-
-"And something beside will, does it not?"
-
-"Oh! of course the ability to seize opportunity, and make one's self
-master of it."
-
-"That is what I should like," said Marion, speaking as if to herself:
-"to seize opportunity. But the opportunity must come in order to be
-seized."
-
-"There is little doubt but that it will come to you," remarked her
-companion, more and more impressed.
-
-How far the conversation might have progressed in this personal vein,
-into which it had so unexpectedly fallen, it is difficult to say; for a
-spark of congenial sympathy had been already struck between these two
-people, who a few minutes before had been absolute strangers to each
-other. But at this point Mrs. Dalton stepped out of the hall and came
-toward them.
-
-"I thought I heard your voice, Paul," she said, as Rathborne rose to
-shake hands with her; "and I wondered to whom you were talking, since I
-knew the girls were in the garden. But this is Marion, is it not?"
-
-"It is Marion," replied that young lady. "I did not go into the
-garden--I felt too tired,--and Mr. Rathborne found me here a few
-minutes ago."
-
-"It is somewhat late for an introduction, then," said Mrs. Dalton,
-"since you have already made acquaintance."
-
-"Not a very difficult task," observed Rathborne. "I have heard a good
-deal of Miss Lynde, and she was good enough to say that my name was not
-altogether unknown to her."
-
-"Helen talks so much of her friends that they could hardly avoid
-knowing one another," resumed Mrs. Dalton. "But pray go and tell her,
-Paul, that it is time to come in to tea."
-
-"With pleasure," said Mr. Rathborne, departing with an alacrity which
-seemed to imply that only politeness had prevented his going before.
-
-At least so Mrs. Dalton interpreted the quickness of his step, as she
-looked after him for an instant, and then turned to Marion. "I suppose,
-my dear," she said, "that you have heard Helen speak of Paul very
-often?"
-
-"Very often indeed," answered Marion.
-
-"And you are probably aware that if I had not refused to allow her to
-bind herself while she was so young, they would be engaged?"
-
-Marion signified that she had also heard this--exhaustively.
-
-"The responsibilities of a parent are very great," said Mrs. Dalton,
-with a sigh. "I certainly have every reason to trust Paul, who has been
-as helpful as a son to me in all business matters since my husband's
-death--he is my nephew by marriage, you know--yet I hesitate when I
-think of trusting Helen's happiness to him. She is so very affectionate
-that I do not think she could be happy with any one who did not feel as
-warmly as herself. Now, Paul is very reserved in character and cold in
-manner. I fear that he would chill and wound her--after a while."
-
-"But is it not a rule that people like best those who are most opposite
-to them in character?" asked Marion, whose interest in Helen's
-love-affair began to quicken a little since she had met its hero.
-
-"I believe it is a general rule," replied Mrs. Dalton, dubiously; "but
-I distrust its particular application in this case. And, then, they are
-not of the same religion."
-
-"Oh!" exclaimed Marion, carelessly, "that surely does not matter--with
-liberal people."
-
-"It matters with Catholics," said Mrs. Dalton. "Although not a Catholic
-yourself, you ought to know that."
-
-"I know that people who have always been Catholics feel so. But you,
-who were once a Protestant--I should think that you would be more
-broad."
-
-"Converts are the last people to be broad in that respect," said Mrs.
-Dalton. "They have known too much of the bitterness of differing
-feeling on that subject. But you do not understand, so we will not
-discuss it. I forgot for a moment that you are separated from us in
-faith."
-
-"I am separated from you because I do not hold _your_ faith," said
-Marion, frankly; "but I am not separated because I hold any other. All
-religions are alike to me, except that I respect the Catholic most. But
-I could never belong to it."
-
-"Never is a long day," observed Mrs. Dalton. "You do not know what
-light the future may hold for you. However, we will talk of this
-another time; for here come the garden party."
-
-They came through the twilight as she spoke, the light dresses of the
-girls showing with pretty effect against the dark masses of shrubbery,
-and their gay young voices ringing out, with accompaniment of laughter,
-through the still air.
-
-"Marion!--where is Marion?" cried Helen, as she reached the veranda.
-"Oh! there you are still, under the vines! Here is a greeting from the
-garden that you would not go to see."
-
-It was a cluster of odorous roses--splendid jacqueminots--which fell
-into Marion's lap, and which she took up and pinned against her white
-dress. Their glowing color lent a fresh touch of brilliancy to her
-appearance when Paul Rathborne found himself opposite to her at the
-well-lighted tea-table. The twilight had revealed to him that she was
-handsome, but he had not been prepared for such beauty as now met and
-fascinated his gaze. He regarded her with a wonder which was as evident
-as his admiration, and not less flattering to her vanity. For Helen's
-confidences had enabled her to form a very correct idea of this cold,
-self-contained man; and she felt that to move him so much was no small
-earnest of her power to move others.
-
-Meanwhile she glanced at him now and then with critical observation,
-seeing a keen face, with deep-set eyes under a brow more high than
-broad; a thin-lipped mouth, which did not smile readily; and a general
-air of reserve and power. It was a face not without attraction to the
-girl, whose own spirit was sufficiently ambitious and arrogant to
-recognize and respond to the signs of such a spirit in another. "He is
-a man who means to make his way in the world, and who will use poor
-little Helen as a stepping-stone," she thought. "A cold, supercilious,
-selfish man--the kind of man who despises women, I fancy. Let us see if
-he will despise _me_."
-
-There was not much reason to suspect Mr. Rathborne of such presumption.
-Almost his first remark to Helen, when they were together after tea,
-was, "What a remarkable person your cousin seems to be!"
-
-"Marion?" said Helen. "Yes, she is so remarkable that Claire and I have
-often said that she is made for some great destiny. She looks like an
-empress, does she not?"
-
-Rathborne laughed. "She has a very imperial air, certainly," he said;
-"and she is strikingly beautiful. She might have the world at her feet
-if she had a fortune. But I suppose she has very little?"
-
-"None at all, I think," answered Helen, simply. "And it has embittered
-her. She values money too highly."
-
-"It is difficult to do that," said Rathborne, dryly; "and Miss Lynde
-knows what is fitted for her when she desires wealth. I never saw a
-woman who seemed more evidently born for it."
-
-"I wish I could give her my fortune," said Helen, sincerely. "She hates
-poverty so much, while I would not at all mind being poor."
-
-An echo of the wish shot through Rathborne's mind, but he only said,
-with one of his faint, flitting smiles: "My dear Helen, you are not
-exactly a judge of the poverty you have never tried. And, while it is
-very good of you to wish to give your cousin your fortune, there can
-be no doubt that with such a face she will not go through life without
-finding one."
-
-Helen looked across the room at the beautiful face of which he spoke.
-In her heart no pang of envy stirred, only honest admiration as she
-said: "I knew you would admire her!"
-
-"Admire her--yes," Paul answered; "one could hardly fail to do that.
-But I do not think I shall like her. I like amiable, gentle women,
-and I am very certain that not even _you_ can say that Miss Lynde is
-amiable and gentle."
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER III.
-
-
-"You have not told me yet, Marion, what you think of Paul," said Helen
-the next day.
-
-The two girls were together in a handsome, airy parlor, through which
-the stream of family life had been flowing all morning, but from which
-it had now ebbed, leaving them alone. Helen, who had been flitting like
-a bird from one occupation, or attempt at occupation, to another, now
-threw herself into a chair by one of the low open windows, and looked
-at Marion, who was lying luxuriously on a couch near by, and for an
-hour past had not lifted her eyes from her book.
-
-They were lifted now, however, and regarded the speaker quietly. "What
-do I think of Mr. Rathborne?" she asked. "My dear Helen, what can I
-possibly think of him on such short acquaintance, except that he is
-tall and good-looking, and appears to have a very good opinion of
-himself?"
-
-"O Marion!"
-
-"For all that I know, it may be an opinion based on excellent grounds,
-but it is undoubtedly the first thing about him that attracts one's
-attention."
-
-"It _is_ based on excellent grounds," said Helen, with some spirit.
-"Everyone who knows Paul admires and looks up to him."
-
-"Not quite everyone," observed an unexpected voice, and through the
-window by which she sat Mr. Frank Morley stepped into the room. "I am
-sorry to come upon the scene with a contradiction," he said, as he took
-his cousin's hand; "but really, you know, Helen, that is too sweeping
-an assertion. _I_ don't look up to Paul Rathborne."
-
-"So much the worse for you, then," said Helen. "A boy like you could
-not do better."
-
-"I think that a boy, even though he were like me, might do much better.
-He might look up to someone who was not so selfish and conceited."
-
-A rose flame came into Helen's cheeks. "You are very rude as well as
-ill-natured," she answered in a low tone. "You have no right to say
-such things to _me_."
-
-"I have never been told that there was any reason why I should not
-say them to you," replied the young man, significantly; "but I had no
-intention of making myself disagreeable. After all, the truth is not
-always to be told."
-
-"It is not the truth," exclaimed Helen, with a flash of fire in her
-glance. "Paul is neither selfish nor conceited. But you never liked
-him, Frank--you know you never did."
-
-"I never hesitated to confess it," said Frank; "but I regret having
-annoyed you, Helen. I did not think you would take my opinion of Mr.
-Rathborne so much to heart."
-
-"It is not your opinion," responded Helen. "It is--it is the
-injustice!" And then, as if unwilling to trust herself further, she
-sprang up and left the room.
-
-There was an awkward pause for a moment after her departure. Mr. Frank
-Morley began to whistle, but checked himself, with an apologetic glance
-at Marion, who, leaning back on the cushions of her couch, was faintly
-smiling.
-
-"I have, as usual, put my foot into it," said the young man. "But I
-could not imagine that Helen would be so fiery. She used to laugh when
-I abused Paul."
-
-"Did she?" asked Marion. "But, then, you know, there comes a time when
-one ceases to laugh; and if one likes a friend, one does not wish to
-hear him abused. That time seems to have arrived with her."
-
-"Yes," said Morley, rather ruefully. "And the worst of it is that it
-looks as if she liked the fellow better than I imagined. I am awfully
-sorry for that."
-
-"You evidently do not like him."
-
-"I!--no indeed. As Helen remarked, I never liked him, but I like him
-less and less as time goes on."
-
-"What is the matter with him?"
-
-"Everything is the matter with him. He is as cold as a stone; he cares
-for nobody in the world but Paul Rathborne, and for nothing that does
-not advance that important person's interest. He is supercilious until
-one longs to knock him down; and so ambitious that he would walk over
-the body of his dearest friend--granting that he had such a thing--to
-advance himself in life one inch."
-
-"Altogether a very charming character!" remarked Marion. "It is certain
-that you are not the dearest friend over whose body he would walk."
-
-Young Morley laughed. "No," he said, frankly. "I would walk over _his_
-with a good deal of pleasure; but he will never walk over mine, if I
-can help it. Though he may, for all that," he added, after an instant;
-"for he is so sharp that one can never tell what he is up to, until it
-is too late to frustrate him."
-
-"This is very interesting," said Marion. "It is like reading a novel to
-hear a character analyzed in so masterly a manner."
-
-Morley colored. He was too shrewd not to know that she was laughing at
-him; but while the fact was sufficiently evident, it was not exactly
-evident how best to show his appreciation of it. After a moment he
-spoke in a tone which had a little offense in it:--
-
-"I don't suppose the subject interests you, so I ought to beg pardon
-for dwelling on it. But I only meant to explain why Helen was vexed."
-
-"And now _you_ are vexed," observed Marion. "What have I done? I assure
-you I was in earnest in saying I was interested in your analysis of Mr.
-Rathborne's character."
-
-"It sounded more as if you were satirical," said Morley. "And I was not
-trying to analyze his character: I was only answering your questions
-about it."
-
-"Quite true, but those questions led to your analyzing it--and so
-successfully, too, that I am going to ask another. Tell me if you think
-he is much attached to Helen?"
-
-A sudden cloud came over the young man's face, and his eyes seemed to
-darken. "I do not think he is attached to her at all," he replied,
-bluntly. "Or, if that is saying too much (for everyone _must_ be
-attached to Helen), I do not believe he would wish to marry her but
-for her fortune."
-
-"Well," said Marion, philosophically, "I suppose it is the ordinary
-fate of rich women to be married for their money. And, after all, they
-do not seem to mind it: they appear happy enough."
-
-"Helen would never be happy," said Frank Morley, impetuously.
-
-"Do not be sure of that," responded the young cynic on the couch.
-"There is a French proverb, you know, which says: '_Il y a toujours
-l'un qui baisse et l'un qui tend la joue._' Helen would play the active
-part in that to perfection."
-
-The young man looked at her with something of indignation. "You may
-consider yourself a friend of Helen's," he remarked, "but you certainly
-do not understand her."
-
-"No?" said Marion, smiling. "Then perhaps you will enlighten me, as you
-have about Mr. Rathborne. I am probably deficient in penetration."
-
-Morley made a gallant effort not to be betrayed into boyish petulance,
-and succeeded sufficiently to say, with a dignity which amused his
-tormentor:--
-
-"I am sure that penetration is the last thing you are deficient in,
-Miss Lynde. But you do not credit others with enough of the quality. I,
-at least, know when I am laughed at. Now, if you will excuse me, I will
-go and make my peace with Helen."
-
-He walked out of the room, holding his slim, young figure very erect;
-and Marion looked after him with a glance of mingled amusement and
-approval.
-
-"Very well done, Mr. Morley!" she said to herself. "You are an
-uncommonly nice boy, with uncommonly clear reasons for your opinions.
-Ten years hence you may be a very agreeable man. As for Mr. Rathborne,
-your account of him agrees entirely with my own impressions. I really
-do possess a little penetration, after all."
-
-Then she took up her novel again, and settled back among the
-sofa-cushions with an air of comfort. At that moment her only desire
-was that she might not be disturbed for a reasonable length of time.
-The people in the book interested her much more than the people who
-surrounded her in life. At this period of her existence she was wrapped
-in a ruthless egotism, which made all human beings shadows to her,
-unless they touched her interest. It was not yet apparent whether any
-of those who were now about her would touch her interest; and until
-that fact was demonstrated, she troubled herself very little about them.
-
-A quarter of an hour, perhaps, had passed without any one appearing to
-disturb her quiet, when, through the same window by which young Morley
-had entered, another presence stepped into the room. It was Rathborne,
-who looked around, met Marion's eyes, and came toward her with a
-pleased expression.
-
-"It seems to me my good fortune to find you always alone, Miss Lynde,"
-he observed.
-
-"And it seems to be the custom here that visitors shall appear in the
-most unexpected and informal manner," said Marion. "Do they always come
-in unannounced, by way of the window?"
-
-"Oh, no! Here, as elsewhere, most visitors enter decorously by way of
-the door. But I have long been as familiarly intimate in this house as
-if it were my home, and I expected to find the family assembled."
-
-"The family has been assembled, but the different members have been
-called away by one thing or another, until only I remain."
-
-"You appear to be fond of solitude."
-
-"Is not that a wide conclusion to draw from the fact that you have
-found me twice alone?"
-
-"Discerning people can draw wide conclusions from slight indications.
-On each occasion a person sociably inclined would not have been left
-alone."
-
-"Generally speaking, I am not very sociably inclined, I suppose; but
-that does not mean that I object to society--when it pleases me."
-
-"I judge that you are not very easily pleased," answered Rathborne,
-regarding the face which he found even more beautiful than his
-recollection had painted it.
-
-She looked at him with a smile so brilliant that it almost startled
-him. "Are you trying to give me another proof of your discernment?" she
-asked. "If so, you will be gratified to hear that you are right. I am
-_not_ easily pleased--as a rule. I suppose people are much happier who
-are not so 'difficult,' as my French teacher used to call me. There is
-Helen, for instance; she likes everything and everybody, and she is
-certainly happier than I am."
-
-"But, then, unfortunately it is not very flattering to the vanity when
-one pleases a person who is so easily pleased."
-
-Marion lifted her eyebrows with a mocking expression. "But why should
-one's vanity be flattered?" she asked. "It is not good for one that it
-should be."
-
-"Not good perhaps, but very pleasant," replied Mr. Rathborne; "and I
-am, like yourself, somewhat 'difficult,' and hard to please."
-
-"Ah! then you can sympathize with me. It is not an agreeable
-disposition to possess."
-
-"I can sympathize with you on a good many points--or at least so I have
-the presumption to fancy," he said. "There is an instinct that tells
-one these things. Even in our brief conversation yesterday evening I
-felt as if a sympathetic understanding was established between us. It
-seemed to me that we were likely to look at many things in the same
-light."
-
-It is hardly necessary to observe that, considering what she had
-recently heard of the speaker's character, and hence of his probable
-way of looking at things, Marion should not have been very much
-flattered by this. But, as a matter of fact, she was flattered. She had
-as strong a belief in her own powers, as strong a determination to make
-events and people serve her ends, as Mr. Rathborne himself possessed.
-But her powers were untried, her ability to impress people untested;
-and this first proof that she _was_ remarkable--that even this cold,
-selfish man recognized in her something altogether uncommon--something
-allied to his own ambitious spirit,--was like wine to her self-esteem.
-She thought that here was material on which she might try whatever
-power she had, without fear of doing mischief,--material certain to
-look after itself and its own interest in any event, and with which no
-unpleasant results could be feared.
-
-To do her justice, Marion wanted only to make a mental impression:
-to extort admiration for her unusual gifts of mind and character
-from this man, who, she knew instinctively, was not easily moved to
-admiration or interest. If she forced it from him, then she might be
-sure that it would be easy to win it from others. These thoughts were
-not absolutely formulated in her mind at this moment, but they were
-impressed on her consciousness sufficiently to make her reply:--
-
-"You flatter me by saying so; for you are a man who knows the world,
-and I was yesterday a school-girl. It would be strange, then, if we did
-see things in the same light."
-
-"It is difficult to realize that you were yesterday--or ever--a
-school-girl," said Rathborne, leaning back and looking at her intently
-from under his dark brows.
-
-"That does not sound very flattering," she replied, with a laugh; and
-yet in her heart she knew that it was just the kind of flattery she
-desired.
-
-"I am not trying to flatter you," he replied. "I am telling you exactly
-how you impress me. And I do not see how, in the name of all that is
-wonderful, you ever became what you are in that convent from which you
-come."
-
-A swift shade passed over Marion's face. "You must not blame or credit
-the convent with what I am," she said. "If I had gone there earlier,
-I might be a very different person. But my character and disposition
-were formed when I went there, two years ago; and the influences of the
-place could not change me, though they often made me feel as if change
-would be desirable."
-
-"They made you feel a mistake, then," remarked her companion, with
-emphasis. "Change in you would not be desirable. You are--"
-
-But Marion was not destined to hear just then what she was. Steps and
-voices came across the hall; Helen's laugh sounded, and the next moment
-Helen herself appeared in the doorway, followed by Frank Morley, who
-had apparently succeeded in making his peace.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER IV.
-
-
-When Sunday came, Helen said to her cousin, rather wistfully: "Will you
-go to church with us to-day, Marion?"
-
-"Not to-day, I believe, if you will excuse me," answered Marion. "If I
-go anywhere--which is doubtful--I suppose it ought to be to the church
-I was brought up in."
-
-"I thought you always said at the convent how much you preferred
-Catholic services," said Helen, in a disappointed tone.
-
-"Well, at the convent, you see, one had not much choice," replied the
-other, laughing; "and, then, the services were charming there--so
-poetical and beautiful. That chapel was a picture in itself. But, from
-the outward appearance of your church here, I should not judge that it
-possessed much inward beauty."
-
-"No," said Helen, reluctantly, "it has not much beauty; but, then, the
-Mass is everywhere the same, you know."
-
-"For those who believe in it, very likely," was the careless rejoinder.
-"But I am an outsider. I believe only in what I see; and when I see
-beautiful ceremonies, I enjoy them for their beauty."
-
-"It is just as well, in that case, that you should not go with us,
-my dear," said Mrs. Dalton, from the head of the table--for this
-conversation took place at breakfast. "Ours is a very plain little
-chapel, the congregation being small and poor. If you are in search
-of beautiful ceremonies, the Episcopal church will be more likely to
-gratify you. They have a new Ritualistic clergyman there, who has
-introduced many new customs, I hear."
-
-"I see no particular reason why I should go anywhere," observed Marion,
-truthfully. "It is a very pleasant day for staying at home."
-
-But she was not destined to stay at home on this particular Sunday,
-which was the beginning of a change in her life. After breakfast, while
-they were enjoying the freshness of the summer morning on the veranda,
-and before any chime of bells yet filled the air, Miss Morley made
-her appearance, fully dressed for church parade; and, after a general
-greeting, said to Marion:--
-
-"I have come to inquire if you would like to go to church with me this
-morning, Miss Lynde. I have heard Helen say that you are not a Roman
-Catholic."
-
-"I am not anything at all," answered Marion; "and I confess that I do
-not, as a rule, see the need of church-going; but, since it is such a
-pleasant day, and you are so kind as to come, Miss Morley,--may I ask
-what church you attend?"
-
-"Oh, Netta is an Episcopalian!" interposed Helen. "She will take you to
-a handsome church, filled with well-dressed people, where you will have
-pretty ceremonies and nice music to amuse you."
-
-"Satire is not in your style, Helen," said Marion, putting out her
-hand to give a soft pinch to the round arm near her. "But, since you
-give such an attractive description, I believe I will go with Miss
-Morley."
-
-"Then we have not much time to spare," said that young lady, with a
-glance at her dress, as a concert of bells suddenly burst out.
-
-"Oh, I will be ready in a few minutes!" exclaimed Marion, smiling.
-
-Her simple toilet was soon made, yet its very simplicity enhanced the
-striking character of her beauty; and when she followed Miss Morley up
-the softly-carpeted aisle of the Episcopal church, every eye turned on
-her, and everyone wondered who she could be. To herself, the atmosphere
-which surrounded her was very agreeable, speaking as it did of wealth
-and refined tastes. Beautiful architectural forms, polished woods,
-stained glass, a pretty procession; sweet, clear voices singing to the
-rich roll of a fine organ; and a congregation which gave the impression
-of belonging altogether to the favored classes of society,--these
-things she liked, independently of any religious association or meaning.
-
-Indeed, as a religious ceremony, the service seemed to Marion very
-much of a failure, so recently had she witnessed the divine Reality of
-worship. She missed the thrill of awe which had come even to her when
-the Sacred Host was lifted up to heaven in the Mass; and her keen,
-unprejudiced mind realized how entirely what she now saw was only the
-mutilated remnant of an older and grander ritual. "It is a pity that
-the Catholic religion is so exacting, and that so many common people
-belong to it," she thought; "for it is the only one with any reality
-about it, or any claim to one's respect."
-
-Nobody would have suspected these reflections, however, from her
-outward deportment. She went through the service decorously, and
-listened with exemplary attention to the sermon, which was by no means
-contemptible as a literary effort. Her beautiful face--conspicuously
-placed in one of the front pews--somewhat distracted the attention of
-the young clergyman, and he found himself now and again looking from
-his MS. to meet the large, dark eyes fixed so steadily on him. But
-Marion herself was distracted by no one, although she was aware of the
-appearance and manner of everybody in her immediate neighborhood.
-
-Among the rest, she observed a lady who sat near, and more than once
-glanced inquiringly toward her; a lady of specially distinguished and
-fashionable appearance. "She does not belong to Scarborough," thought
-Marion, noticing (without appearing to do so) some of the details
-of her costume. And her conclusion she soon found was correct. When
-the services were over, and the congregation, passing out of church,
-interchanged salutations as they went, Miss Morley acknowledged a
-greeting from this lady; and Marion, as they walked on, said: "Who is
-that handsome and elegant woman?"
-
-"Mrs. Singleton," was the reply. "She is very handsome and very
-elegant, is she not? But she does not live in Scarborough; she is here
-only for the summer."
-
-"I felt sure of that," thought Marion--though she had too much tact to
-say so. "Who is she?--where does she come from?" she asked.
-
-"She is one of _the_ Singletons," answered Netta--"at least her husband
-is,--and you know who they are. They appear to have ample means, and
-live in a great many places. She has just returned from Europe."
-
-"And why has she come to Scarborough?" inquired Marion, in a tone not
-altogether flattering to that place.
-
-"Well, chiefly, I believe, because the climate here agrees wonderfully
-with an old gentleman who is her husband's uncle, to whom they seem to
-devote themselves."
-
-"Is he wealthy?" asked Marion, with unconscious cynicism.
-
-"Oh, very!" replied Netta, with simplicity; "immensely rich, I believe,
-and has no children; so he lives with the Singletons, or _they_ live
-with him."
-
-"The last most likely," said Marion, whose knowledge of life was
-largely drawn from its seamy side.
-
-The conversation ended here, and she thought no more of it. But on the
-evening of the next day Miss Morley came into the drawing room where
-the family group were assembled after tea, and, turning to Marion,
-said:--
-
-"Do you remember our speaking of Mrs. Singleton as we came from church
-yesterday, Miss Lynde? She seems to have been as much impressed by
-you as you were by her. I met her on the street this morning, and she
-stopped me to ask who you were. I suppose I must not venture to repeat
-all that she said of your appearance, but I may tell you that she has
-some connections named Lynde, and that she is very curious to know if
-you belong to them."
-
-"I am sorry that I can not satisfy her," said Marion, who showed no
-signs of being as flattered as she really was. "Family genealogies have
-never interested me. If my uncle were here now, he could tell her all
-that she wished to know."
-
-"So that elegant Mrs. Singleton is in Scarborough again this summer!"
-cried Helen, with interest. "Is the same old gentleman with her, and do
-they still keep up an establishment with so much style?"
-
-"Oh, yes!" her cousin answered. "They have taken the Norton House for
-the summer, and have brought a beautiful carriage and horses, and
-servants, with them. Not many people have seen the old gentleman yet. I
-hear that he is feebler than he was last year."
-
-"Then no doubt Mrs. Singleton still laments touchingly how sad it is
-for old people--for their own sakes entirely!--when they live too
-long," said Paul Rathborne, who was present as usual.
-
-"At least she does not devote much of her time and attention to him,"
-responded Mrs. Dalton, "unless report greatly belies her."
-
-"Why should she?" said Rathborne. "He has an expensive, highly-trained
-nurse for his special service, besides a staff of servants. What could
-she do for him, except worry him? Oh, no: it is not on account of any
-demand upon her time or attention that she thinks he lives too long,
-but because he keeps his fortune in his own hands, and will until death
-relaxes his hold of it."
-
-"How awful," exclaimed Helen, with a shudder, "to want anybody to
-die! I cannot believe that Mrs. Singleton does. She seems so kind and
-pleasant."
-
-"And you think everyone must be kind and pleasant who seems so?" said
-Rathborne, with a covert sneer. "My dear Helen, it will not do to judge
-the world by yourself."
-
-"Why not?" asked Helen, innocently. "Why should I not believe that
-others are honest and sincere as well as myself?"
-
-"Well, really there does not seem any reason on the surface, except
-that experience proves it otherwise," he answered, with a laugh.
-
-"I hope it may be long before experience proves it to me," said Helen.
-"I can not bear to think badly of people. It seems to me that it would
-break my heart to be forced to think badly of any one for whom I cared."
-
-If one heart present felt a twinge of compunction at those words, there
-was no sign of it; but Mrs. Dalton looked at her daughter with a sudden
-glance of something like apprehension.
-
-"You should not talk in such a way, Helen," she said. "A broken heart
-is not a thing of which to speak lightly."
-
-"I did not intend to speak lightly," answered Helen. "I meant what I
-said very seriously. I do not think I could bear it."
-
-"That is foolish," continued her mother. "We must bear whatever God
-sends."
-
-"I do not think Helen will ever have to bear a broken heart, or
-anything like it," observed Marion. "I am very certain that she is made
-for happy fortune."
-
-"No one in the world, who lives for any length of time, can know
-unbrokenly happy fortune," said Mrs. Dalton, gravely. "But I do not
-think it well to discuss such personal subjects."
-
-"Then we will discuss the rich old man who has a highly-trained nurse
-and a staff of servants," said Marion, laughingly. "Tell me"--turning
-to Rathborne--"what is his name?"
-
-"Singleton," replied that gentleman. "Have you never heard of him? He
-is a very rich man; and Tom Singleton--the husband of the lady you have
-seen--hopes to inherit his wealth."
-
-"He is his nearest relative?"
-
-"Oh, I presume there are other nieces and nephews, but he is a favorite
-of the old man."
-
-"Have I not heard something of a disowned son?" asked Mrs. Dalton.
-
-"A disowned son!" repeated Marion. "I did not know that people out of
-novels--and even in novels it has gone out of fashion--ever disowned
-their sons now."
-
-"As I have heard the story," said Rathborne, "it is more a case of the
-son disowning the father. He refused to comply with his father's wishes
-in any respect, and finally broke away and left home, going off to
-South America, I believe. He has not been heard of for a considerable
-number of years, and Tom Singleton says there is every reason to
-believe him dead. Of course the wish is father to the thought with
-_him_, but others have told me the same thing."
-
-"Perhaps his father drove him away by harshness, and remorse is what is
-the matter with him," said Netta Morley, solemnly.
-
-Rathborne laughed. "From my knowledge of old Mr. Singleton," he
-replied, "I should not judge that remorse preyed upon him to any great
-extent. The son, I have been told, was a wild, rebellious youth, whom
-it was impossible to control--one of those unfortunate human beings who
-seem born to go wrong, and whom no influence can restrain."
-
-"Where was the poor boy's mother?" asked Mrs. Dalton.
-
-"She died when he was very young. But, with all due deference to the
-popular idea of a mother's influence, I think we see many cases in
-which it fails altogether."
-
-"Yes," said Mrs. Dalton. "But even if her influence fails, her patience
-is more long-suffering than that of any one else, and her love is more
-enduring. Perhaps this boy might not have been lost if his mother had
-lived."
-
-"If we begin with 'perhaps' we may imagine anything we please,"
-remarked Rathborne, in atone which Marion had learned to understand as
-expressing contempt for the opinion advanced.
-
-"Without indulging in any imagination at all, so much as is known of
-the Singletons is very interesting indeed," she said, in her clear,
-fluent voice. "If I see any of them, I shall look at them with much
-more attention from having heard this romantic story of a lost son and
-a great fortune."
-
-"I think you are very likely to see Mrs. Singleton," observed Netta.
-"She spoke as if she desired to make your acquaintance."
-
-"That is a great compliment--from her," said Helen. "What an impression
-you must have made, Marion!"
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER V.
-
-
-Events soon proved that Helen was right in saying that Marion must have
-made an impression upon Mrs. Singleton. A few days later that lady's
-card was brought to Mrs. Dalton, who regarded it with mild surprise,
-saying, "Why, I have not called on her since her arrival this summer!"
-
-"But you called on her last summer," said Helen; "and I suppose she has
-some reason for coming without waiting for you to make another formal
-visit. Pray find out what it is."
-
-It was not at all difficult to discover Mrs. Singleton's reason for
-the visit. She declared it frankly and at once. "I hear that you have
-your charming daughter at home, Mrs. Dalton," she said; "and, knowing
-her accomplishments, I want to secure her aid for some musical evenings
-I am anxious to inaugurate. Mr. Singleton--my husband's uncle--finds
-almost his only pleasure in music; so I desire very much that these
-evenings shall be a success. Do you think Miss Morley will assist me?"
-
-"I have no doubt she will be very glad to do so," answered Mrs. Dalton.
-
-"I am delighted to hear it. And I am told that a very striking-looking
-young lady, whom I saw in church with Miss Netta Morley last Sunday,
-is your niece. Has she, also, taste and talent for music?"
-
-"Oh! yes; she has a finer voice than Helen," said Mrs. Dalton, "and
-sings much better."
-
-"How very charming for me!" cried Mrs. Singleton. "May I have the
-pleasure of seeing the young ladies? I should like to have their
-definite promise to help me."
-
-The young ladies were summoned, and very readily gave the promise asked
-of them. They would be delighted, they said, to assist to the full
-extent of their musical abilities. "And when," Helen asked, "will the
-evenings begin?"
-
-"Oh! at once," Mrs. Singleton replied. "On every Wednesday I hope to
-gather all the musical talent of Scarborough into my drawing-room. I
-shall send out my cards immediately to that effect. You don't know,
-Miss Lynde,"--turning to Marion--"how pleased I am to find unexpectedly
-such an addition as I am sure you will prove."
-
-Marion smiled. "You are very kind," she said; "but I fear you are
-taking too much for granted. I am not a good musician. I have never had
-industry enough. Helen plays much better than I do."
-
-"Oh, but, Marion, your voice is so fine!" cried Helen. "And everyone
-likes singing best."
-
-"_I_ do, I confess," said Mrs. Singleton. "And so, I think, does my
-uncle. I have no doubt that you sing well, Miss Lynde."
-
-"That is kind of you again," responded Marion; "but I must warn you
-that Helen is not altogether a trustworthy witness. She always thinks
-well of what her friends do, and poorly of what she does herself."
-
-"I am willing to wait and let Mrs. Singleton decide whether or not I
-think too well of what you do," observed Helen, with a gay little nod.
-
-"Mrs. Singleton has no doubt what her decision will be," said that
-lady. "Meanwhile, Miss Lynde, I wonder if we are not related in some
-way? I am very certain that the Singletons have connections of your
-name, and I fancy it must be your family."
-
-"It is likely," answered Marion; "but matters of pedigree and
-relationship have never interested me sufficiently for me to know
-much about them. I regret that fact now," she continued, with unusual
-graciousness; for she felt that she would not be sorry to be able to
-claim relationship with people of such social position as these were.
-
-"Oh!" said Mrs. Singleton, "my uncle will know all about it, I am sure.
-Like most people of the old school, he thinks a great deal of such
-things. And I hope I may prove right in my conjecture," she added, as
-she rose to take leave.
-
-"_What_ an impression you must have made upon her, Marion!" cried
-Helen, as soon as they were alone. "Do you know that she is usually the
-most supercilious woman, and so haughty that the idea of her claiming
-relationship with any ordinary person seems incredible!"
-
-"Do you consider me an ordinary person?" asked Marion, laughing, as she
-walked toward a mirror. "I am exceedingly obliged to you."
-
-"You know that I consider you a most extraordinary person," answered
-Helen, with emphasis; "but Mrs. Singleton does not know yet what you
-are in yourself, and--and you are not rich or--"
-
-"Distinguished in any way," said Marion, as she paused. "There is no
-doubt of that. As far as the outward accidents of life go, I am a very
-insignificant person. But I shall not be so always, Helen. I am sure
-of that; and people who know the world seem to have an instinct of it
-also."
-
-Helen looked at the fair face which, with such an air of conscious
-power, regarded itself in the mirror. To her this ambition belonged
-to the order of inexplicable things; yet she had a belief that it was
-natural enough in Marion, and that it was fully justified by gifts
-which she acknowledged without defining.
-
-"No one could know you and not be sure of it," she said, in answer
-to the last speech. "Of course you will fill some great place in the
-world--we settled _that_ long ago. But I do think it strange that Mrs.
-Singleton should recognize how remarkable you are--so soon."
-
-"Perhaps it is an indication that other people will recognize it too,"
-replied Marion, with a smile; while she said to herself that one other
-person had recognized it already.
-
-And, indeed, the recognition of that person had by this time become
-sufficiently evident to everyone. In the innocence of her heart, Helen
-rejoiced that her hero and oracle agreed with her in admiring the
-cousin whom she admired so much. "I knew how it would be!" she said to
-him, triumphantly. "You might be critical about other people, but I
-knew you _must_ acknowledge that Marion is beyond criticism."
-
-"That, however, is just what I don't acknowledge," Rathborne answered,
-laughingly. "Miss Lynde is by no means beyond criticism; she is only a
-beautiful and clever young lady, who has clearly determined to do the
-best for herself without much regard for others."
-
-"Marion has never been taught or accustomed to think of others," said
-gentle Helen. "But I do not think she would harm any one for her own
-advantage."
-
-"Oh! no; she would only quietly walk over the person who was unlucky
-enough to get in her way," remarked Rathborne. "And it is not I who
-would blame her for that."
-
-Helen looked at him reproachfully. "Now you are doing yourself
-injustice," she said. "I understand that you do not mean anything of
-the kind, but such remarks make others think badly of you."
-
-"No doubt," he replied, carelessly; "but, my dear Helen, there is
-nothing in the world of less importance to me than what others--the
-class of others you mean--think of me."
-
-"But it is of great importance to _me_," said Helen. "I cannot bear
-that you should be misjudged by any one."
-
-He laughed--people were right who said of Rathborne that he had not
-a pleasant laugh--as he replied, "Who can say when one is misjudged?
-Don't trouble yourself about that. As long as you are satisfied with
-me, I can snap my fingers at the rest of the world."
-
-"You know how well I am satisfied," said Helen.
-
-"Yes, I know," he answered, with a short thrill of compunction. "I am
-not all you think me, Helen. The 'others,' whose opinion makes you
-indignant, are nearer right than you are, if the truth were known, I
-suspect."
-
-"You shall not say such things!" cried Helen. "There is nothing I could
-want changed in you, except"--her face fell a little--"except your
-religion. If you were only a Catholic I should be perfectly happy."
-
-Rathborne smiled a little, as one would at the folly of a child. "I a
-Catholic!" he said. "My imagination is not strong enough to fancy that.
-No, my dear little Helen; you must be content with me as I am."
-
-"Have you read the book I gave you--which you promised to read?" asked
-Helen, wistfully.
-
-"I glanced into it--because I promised you," he answered; "but I found
-little of interest, and nothing to change my convictions. Do not
-indulge the hope that they ever will be changed. Let us understand each
-other on that point from the first. You are at liberty to believe and
-practice what you like, and I claim the same liberty for myself. Is not
-that just?"
-
-"I--suppose so," answered Helen, whose forte was not controversy, and
-whose eyes were full of tears. "But surely you wish to believe and
-practice the truth?"
-
-Rathborne shrugged his shoulders. "What is truth?" he said. "There is
-ancient and high authority for that question, and I don't know that it
-has ever been answered satisfactorily. I shall not endeavor to begin to
-answer it. And I shall not take an answer from the lips of a priest.
-Now let us change the subject."
-
-The subject was changed, but poor Helen's heart was heavier than
-before it was begun. Whenever she did not talk to Rathborne on the
-subject of religion, she indulged a hope of his conversion, founded on
-her own ardent desire; but whenever she timidly opened the subject,
-she felt the hopelessness of moving this nature so deeply rooted in
-self-opinion, spiritual indifference, and worldly interests. At such
-times her poor little heart had its first taste of bitterness of
-life,--that bitterness which is so largely made up of the jarring of
-different natures and of irreconcilable desires.
-
-Meanwhile some irreconcilable desires had begun to disturb the even
-current of Rathborne's carefully-planned life. For years he had seen
-very clearly what he meant to do--first to marry Helen, in order to
-secure the financial independence which her fortune would give; and
-then to climb, by certain well-marked steps, the ladder of professional
-and political eminence. He had never hesitated or wavered for an
-instant in this plan, neither had any obstacle arisen in his way.
-Helen had yielded to his influence, her mother's opposition was easily
-overcome, his professional success was all that he could desire, and
-already he was known as a man certain to gain the coveted prizes of
-public life.
-
-But now into this well-ordered and orderly existence a distraction
-came. A beautiful, imperious, ambitious woman suddenly appeared in
-his path, and the strongest temptation of his life assailed him--the
-temptation to give up Helen and her fortune for Marion and Marion's
-striking gifts. "What might not a man accomplish with such a brilliant
-and ambitious spirit to aid his own ambition!" he said to himself, and
-so felt the temptation grow daily stronger. Yet he was well aware that
-in giving up Helen, he would give up more than her affection (which he
-did not count at all), and her fortune (which he counted very heavily):
-he would give up also a large and influential family connection, and
-the respect of every person of his acquaintance whose respect was worth
-most to him. He felt, however, that he might make up his mind to the
-last, if it were all; for he was too cynical and had too thorough a
-knowledge of the world not to know that people do not long remember
-anything to the disadvantage of a successful man. But to resign Helen's
-fortune, after the careful work of years to secure it, was something
-more difficult to him; and he had by no means made up his mind to do so
-when the above conversation took place.
-
-It was the day of Mrs. Singleton's _musicale_; and presently Rathborne,
-who found conversation tiresome to maintain, said as he rose to go:
-"Shall I accompany you this evening? Of course I have had a card like
-everyone else."
-
-"Oh! yes; come by all means," replied Helen. "Mamma is going with us,
-and Netta and Frank are to call by; but it is always pleasant to have
-_you_."
-
-"It is not pleasant to me, however, to form one of a caravan," he said,
-with some impatience. "If I am to accompany you, can you not dispense
-with Miss Morley and her brother?"
-
-"I hardly like to tell them not to come; and why should you object to
-them? It is pleasant for us all to go together."
-
-"Do you think so?" said Rathborne, with the sneer which came so readily
-to his lip. Some words of Marion's recurred to his mind. "Helen is so
-gregarious and so easily pleased," that young lady had said, "that
-I think she would like to live always with a mob of people." But for
-the memory of this speech he might not have felt so irritated with a
-harmless and amiable love of companionship; but the contempt which
-dictated the words found a ready echo in his own mind.
-
-"If your cousins are going to accompany you, there is no need for
-me," he observed; "so I will content myself with meeting you at Mrs.
-Singleton's. Good-morning!"
-
-"Oh, I am sorry!" said Helen, with quick regret. "Netta and Frank would
-think it very strange, else I would send and ask them not to come--"
-
-"Not on my account, I beg," responded Rathborne. "I am very well
-satisfied with matters as they are. It gives me the opportunity of
-choosing my own time to appear."
-
-"Don't be too late," said Helen. "You know that Marion and I are both
-going to sing; and Marion, I am sure, will do her best."
-
-"And you also, I hope."
-
-She shook her head. "I am not like Marion. A public performance
-unnerves me, but it always puts her at her best. You will hear to-night
-how much better she will sing for a number of people than she has ever
-sung for a small circle."
-
-"I shall certainly hear," said Rathborne. "Tell Miss Lynde that I am
-preparing myself to be electrified."
-
-Perhaps he was aware in uttering these words that Miss Lynde had
-appeared in the open door behind him. At least there was no surprise
-on his face, but a great deal of satisfaction, when she came forward,
-saying:--
-
-"And why, pray, Mr. Rathborne, should you be preparing yourself to be
-electrified?"
-
-"Because Helen has just been telling me how much you are inspired by an
-audience," he answered; "and you are to have all Scarborough for your
-audience."
-
-She made a gesture of indifference. "Give me credit," she said,
-"for caring a little more for the quality than the mere quantity of
-appreciation. 'All Scarborough' does not mean a great deal to me, I
-assure you."
-
-"Such as it is, though, it will be at your feet," he said. "Do not
-scorn it."
-
-"I shall certainly wait until it is at my feet to begin to do so," she
-answered, with a laugh.
-
-"It is not good policy to scorn even that which is at your feet," he
-said. "You may need it some day."
-
-"Be sure that I have no inclination to scorn any kindness that comes in
-my way," she observed, quickly. "You do me injustice if you believe me
-capable of that."
-
-"Then you will not scorn your audience to-night," he answered; "for I
-am sure you will meet nothing but kindness from it."
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VI.
-
-
-Never was a prophecy better fulfilled than that of Rathborne; for
-no one of the large company assembled in Mrs. Singleton's spacious
-drawing-room but felt prepared to admire and approve the beautiful
-young stranger, who was led to the piano by her host when the musical
-programme was about half over. Everybody had an instinct that the star
-of the evening had now appeared--that one who looked so proud and
-confident was not likely to entertain them with a mediocre performance.
-And, indeed, Marion, who had professed to scorn "all Scarborough,"
-was sufficiently inspired by her audience to feel capable of doing
-her best. As the first notes of the accompaniment were struck, she
-threw back her head like one who answers to a challenge; and when she
-opened her lips such a tide of melody rose, such crystal-clear notes,
-such a flood of pure, sweet sound, that even the lowest undertone of
-conversation stopped, and people held their breath to listen.
-
-Rathborne, who had been late in arriving, and who stood just outside
-one of the open windows, conveniently sheltered from observation,
-smiled to himself as he watched the scene within. It was one which
-gave him as much pleasure as his nature was capable of feeling. That
-beautiful, stately figure beside the piano, with its regal bearing and
-crown of red-gold hair, deserved to be the center of all attention; and
-suited his own taste so exactly that he did not even perceive Helen's
-sweet, smiling face near by. It did not surprise him that Marion sang
-as he had never heard her sing before. He had read her character
-accurately enough, by the light of his own, to feel sure that she would
-never fail when occasion called for display.
-
-His glance swept around the apartment, taking in the expressions
-of the various faces, and finally fastening on one that was partly
-sheltered behind a curtain at the end of the room. This curtain fell
-between the drawing-room and a smaller apartment opening from it. Now
-and then during the course of the evening a few of the oldest and
-most distinguished of Mrs. Singleton's guests were admitted to the
-smaller apartment, where it was understood that "old Mr. Singleton"
-was established to listen to the music at his ease. It must have been
-very much at his ease that he listened; for he had given no sign of
-his presence or appreciation until now, when--as if Marion's clear,
-ringing notes had been a spell--Rathborne observed at the opening of
-the curtain a thin face, with a high, aquiline nose and white moustache.
-
-Mrs. Singleton also observed it; and as soon as the song was ended,
-leaving others to crowd around the singer and express their admiration,
-she walked to the curtained arch and exchanged a few words with the
-person sheltered behind it. Then, turning, she crossed the room and
-deftly made her way to Marion's side.
-
-"My dear Miss Lynde," she exclaimed, "what a pleasure you have given
-us! What a delight to hear such a voice as yours! My uncle is charmed,
-and he begs that you will sing again. Of course we all beg that you
-will, but I give _his_ request first, because it is a very great
-compliment--from him."
-
-It was certainly a compliment which he had paid no one else; and Marion
-smiled with a sense of triumph. She preserved due modesty of manner
-and appearance, however, as she said: "I am exceedingly glad that I
-have been able to give pleasure to Mr. Singleton; perhaps there is some
-special song that he would like to hear?"
-
-"Oh! I am sure he will like to hear anything that you sing," replied
-Mrs. Singleton, who did not wish to delay the amusement of the evening
-long enough to make inquiry.
-
-So Marion sang again, with increased self-confidence and success; and
-the thin, keen face appeared again at the opening of the curtains, as
-if looking were no less a pleasure than listening.
-
-But, this song over, Mrs. Singleton was too wise a hostess to encourage
-any request for a third. "We must not ask too much of Miss Lynde's
-kindness," she said. "Later in the evening, perhaps she will sing for
-us again; and we must be reasonable. Miss Royston is going to play for
-us now."
-
-Miss Royston, a tall, angular young lady, whose elbows seemed unduly
-developed, took her seat on the piano-stool, struck a few crashing
-cords, and began a sonata. Being fresh from a conservatory of music,
-and having a severely classical taste, she was understood to be a very
-fine musician--a fact taken on trust by most of those who composed
-her present audience; but very soon a conversational murmur began to
-be heard; those who were near windows slipped out on the veranda "to
-enjoy the cool air while they listened," and there was no longer any
-glimpse of the aquiline nose and white moustache at the opening of the
-_portičres_.
-
-Marion, who had not been conscious of this brief, partial appearance
-of the invalid recluse, for whose amusement the entertainment had been
-arranged, whispered to Helen, by whom she sat down: "I wonder how Mr.
-Singleton likes this?"
-
-"Not as well as your singing, I am sure," answered Helen, in the same
-tone; "for all the time you were singing he was looking at you from
-behind those curtains yonder."
-
-"Was he indeed?" said Marion. She looked at the now closed,
-unresponsive curtains with a quick glance of interest. "What does he
-look like? I wish I had seen him."
-
-"When you sing again, glance over there and you will certainly be
-gratified," said Helen. "But here comes Paul at last. He has missed
-your singing; is not that too bad?"
-
-"I doubt very much if he considers it so," replied Marion. "He has
-heard me several times and never expressed any particular pleasure,
-that I remember."
-
-"That is Paul's way," said Helen, eagerly. "It is hard to tell what he
-feels by what he expresses. He admires your voice very much. I am sure
-of that."
-
-"What is it you are so sure of, Helen?" asked Rathborne, who had drawn
-near enough to hear the last words through the crash of the piano.
-
-"That you are very sorry not to have heard Marion's singing," answered
-Helen, looking up into his face with a smile.
-
-"I should certainly have been very sorry if I had not heard it," he
-said; "but, as it happens, I had that pleasure. And it was just as I
-expected," he added, turning to Marion. "You sang as I never heard you
-sing before. An audience inspires you--an occasion calls forth all your
-power."
-
-She laughed softly. "Perhaps it was not the audience or the occasion so
-much as the consciousness of Mr. Singleton's presence, and a desire to
-evoke some sign of interest from a critic who buries himself in silence
-behind drawn curtains."
-
-"Well, if so, you evoked it. I congratulate you upon that."
-
-"Helen was just telling me that he vouchsafed a glimpse of himself
-during my song. I wish I had seen him. I have a curiosity to know what
-he is like."
-
-"Like a very ordinary old man," observed Rathborne, carelessly. "But
-here comes Mrs. Singleton--to tell us, perhaps, that we should not be
-talking while the music is going on."
-
-So far from that, Mrs. Singleton began at once to talk herself, in a
-discreetly lowered tone. "Miss Lynde," she said, "I hope you have no
-objection to making the acquaintance of my uncle? He has asked me to
-bring you in to see him. He is an old man, you know, and an invalid, so
-you will excuse his not coming to see _you_."
-
-"I shall be delighted to go to him," answered Marion, with ready
-courtesy and grace.
-
-So the entire company were surprised and interested to see
-their hostess leading the young stranger across the room to the
-jealously-guarded inner apartment where Mr. Singleton was secluded. All
-eyes followed them curiously, and lingered on the curtains, which Mrs.
-Singleton held back for a moment while Marion passed within, and then
-let fall.
-
-Marion's own curiosity and gratification were equally balanced. It was
-like a public triumph to be led in this manner behind these curtains,
-which had opened for no other of the performers of the evening.
-Evidently this rich and presumably fastidious old man was to be
-included in the number of those who recognized her to be something more
-than ordinary. The instant that the _portičres_ were drawn back, she
-looked eagerly into the apartment thus revealed.
-
-It was smaller than the drawing-room behind her, and was luxuriously
-furnished. The light which filled it was softly toned and shaded, but
-quite brilliant enough to show all the variety of silken-covered chairs
-and couches, the richly-blended tints of Eastern rugs, the carved
-tables and stands covered with books and papers. Sunk in the depths
-of one of the easiest of these easy-chairs was a small, slight man;
-his wasted face, with its high, distinct features, snowy hair, and
-moustache, thrown into relief against the back of the chair on which
-he leaned. His hands, which rested on its arms, were like pieces of
-delicate ivory carving, and his whole appearance spoke as distinctly of
-refinement as of ill health. Seated opposite him was an old gentleman,
-whose robust aspect was in strong contrast with his own, and who was
-talking in a tone which showed that he took no heed of the music in the
-next room.
-
-He paused and rose at sight of the two ladies; but Mr. Singleton did
-not stir, though Marion felt his bright, keen eyes fastened on her at
-once. She followed her hostess, who went forward to his chair.
-
-"Here is Miss Lynde, who has come to see you, uncle," said that lady.
-
-"It is very kind of Miss Lynde," replied Mr. Singleton, with the air
-of the old school--that air which a younger generation has lost and
-forgotten. He held out his hand, and, when Marion laid her own in
-it, looked at her with an admiration to which she had always been
-accustomed, and an evident pleasure in the contemplation of so much
-beauty. "Will you sit down?" he said, after a moment, indicating a low
-chair by his side. "I want you to tell me where you learned to sing so
-well."
-
-"Where do the birds learn?" asked Marion, smiling. "I have sung like
-the birds as long as I can remember; although, of course, I have had
-some teaching. Not a great deal, however."
-
-"It is a pity that you should not have more," he said. "Your voice, if
-fully trained, would be magnificent. But, as it is, you sing remarkably
-well; you have no vices of style, and you have given me a great deal of
-pleasure."
-
-"I am very glad to have given you pleasure," answered Marion, with an
-air of gracious sincerity. "Mrs. Singleton has told me that you are
-very fond of music."
-
-He made a slight grimace. "I am very fond of good music," he said; "but
-I do not hear a great deal of it from amateurs. When Anna told me of
-the entertainment she had arranged, I had little idea of hearing such
-a voice as yours."
-
-Marion laughed. "While I was singing," she said, "I had something of
-the feeling which I imagine the singers must have who are obliged now
-and then to go through an opera in an empty theater, for the sole
-benefit of the King of Bavaria, who is invisible in his box."
-
-"But you had plenty of visible listeners besides the invisible one,"
-said Mr. Singleton.
-
-"I thought nothing of them," she answered. "I was singing to _you_
-altogether, and now I feel as if I had been summoned to the royal box
-to be complimented."
-
-There was a playfulness in the words which deprived them of any
-appearance of flattery, yet it was evident that Mr. Singleton was not
-ill-pleased at being compared to royalty--even such eccentric royalty
-as that of the then living King of Bavaria.
-
-"To carry out the comparison," he said, smiling, "I ought to have
-a diamond bracelet to clasp on your arm. Such are the substantial
-compliments of royalty. But, instead, I am going to ask a favor of
-you--a very great favor. Will you come some time and sing to me alone?
-I promise you that I will not be invisible on that occasion."
-
-"I shall be very happy to do so," she answered, promptly. "It will be a
-real pleasure to myself. Tell me when I shall come."
-
-"That must be settled hereafter. My health, and consequently my state
-of feeling, is very uncertain. Sometimes even music jars on me. Anna
-shall see you and arrange it."
-
-Mrs. Singleton, hearing her name, turned from a conversation which she
-had been maintaining with the gentleman who was the other occupant of
-the room.
-
-"What is it that I am to arrange?" she asked. "That Miss Lynde will
-come sometime and sing to us alone? Oh, that will be charming! But now
-I must go back to my duties, for I think I hear the sonata ending. Will
-you come with me?" she said to Marion.
-
-"If my audience is ended," replied Marion, with a pretty smile, to Mr.
-Singleton.
-
-"Your audience is not ended, if you do not mind remaining with an old
-man for a little while," he answered. "Anna can return or send for you
-when she wants you to entertain her guests again. Meanwhile I want you
-to entertain _me_."
-
-"Before I go, then, I will introduce General Butler, and charge him
-to bring you back presently," said Mrs. Singleton, after which she
-disappeared.
-
-General Butler, no less pleased than his friend with the charm of a
-beautiful face, sat down again, and said to Marion: "Your name is very
-familiar to me, Miss Lynde. I wonder if you are not a daughter of
-Herbert Lynde, who was killed at Seven Pines?"
-
-"Yes," answered Marion, "I am his daughter, and always glad to meet his
-old friends. You knew him, then?"
-
-"Oh! very well. He was in my brigade, and one of the bravest men I ever
-saw. I thought there was something familiar to me in your face as well
-as in your name. You are very like him."
-
-"Herbert Lynde!" repeated Mr. Singleton. "If that was your father's
-name, my niece was right in thinking that there might be some
-relationship between us. The Singletons and those Lyndes have
-intermarried more than once. I hope that you do not object to
-acknowledging a distant link of cousinship with us?"
-
-"So far from objecting, I am delighted to hear of it," answered Marion.
-"Who would not be delighted to find such cousins?"
-
-There was something a little sad as well as ironic in the smile with
-which Mr. Singleton heard these words, as he extended his hand and laid
-it on hers.
-
-"That sounds very cordial and sincere," he said. "I hope you may never
-find reason to qualify your delight. I confess I am glad to find that
-we are not altogether strangers. It gives me a faint, shadowy claim on
-your kind offices. I am not a man whom many things please. But you have
-pleased me, and I shall like to see you again."
-
-"I shall like to come," answered Marion, "for my own pleasure as well
-as for yours. I am not easily pleased either," she added, with a smile;
-"so you must draw the inference."
-
-"It is one I should like to be able to draw also," observed General
-Butler. "This is really too narrow. I cannot claim relationship, Miss
-Lynde; but remember I am an old friend of your family."
-
-"Of mine, too, then," said Marion, holding out her hand to him. As he
-bent over it with a flattered air, she had a triumphant sense that it
-was a conclusive test of her power to be able to charm and influence
-men of the world and of mature experience like these.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VII.
-
-
-"Well, Marion," said Helen, "now that you have seen Mr. Singleton, what
-do you think of him?"
-
-They were walking home through the soft, moonlit summer night when this
-question was asked; and Marion answered, lightly: "I find him charming.
-He is refined, fastidious, has seen a great deal of the world, and is
-altogether a man after my own taste."
-
-"Then," said Frank Morley, who was walking by her side, "a man after
-your own taste must be a heartless valetudinarian; for that is what Mr.
-Singleton has the credit of being."
-
-"As it chances," said Marion, "neither his heartlessness nor his
-valetudinarianism concerns me in the least--granting that they exist.
-But I confess to a doubt on that point. Are you very intimately
-acquainted with him, Mr. Morley?"
-
-Had the moonlight been brighter, it might have been perceived that
-young Morley flushed at the tone of the question. "No," he answered; "I
-have no acquaintance with him at all. But that is the opinion of every
-one."
-
-"The opinion of 'everyone' has very little weight with me," said
-Marion. "I prefer my own."
-
-"You are quite right to distrust an uncharitable opinion, my dear
-Marion," interposed Mrs. Dalton's quiet voice. "The fact of its being
-general is no reason for crediting it. People are always quicker to
-believe evil than good, I am sorry to say."
-
-"I suppose that is meant for me," said Frank Morley. "But really I am
-not inclined, on general principles, to believe evil sooner than good.
-I do think, however, that some weight is to be given to a _consensus_
-of public opinion."
-
-"What a large word!" cried Helen, laughing, while Rathborne observed,
-with his familiar sneer:--
-
-"A word which represents a large fact also, but a fact that must be
-based on knowledge in order to have any value. Now, the public opinion
-of Scarborough has no knowledge at all of Mr. Singleton. Therefore its
-decision about him has no value."
-
-"I am glad to hear it," said Marion; "for I do not believe that he is
-either heartless or a valetudinarian."
-
-"I suppose he made himself agreeable to _you_," said young Morley.
-
-"Very agreeable," she answered, coolly. "He informed me that we are
-related, and he asked me to come and sing for him alone."
-
-"I congratulate you on a triumph, then," said Rathborne; "for he is a
-most critical person, who likes few things and tolerates few people."
-
-"So I judged," she answered; "and I felt flattered accordingly."
-
-"How frightened I should have been of him!" exclaimed Helen. "I am very
-glad that my singing was not worthy of his notice!"
-
-There was a general laugh at this, as they paused at Mrs. Dalton's
-gate, where good-nights were exchanged. "I will see you to the house,"
-said Rathborne, when his aunt declared that in the soft, bright
-moonlight there was no need for any one to accompany them farther; he
-opened the gate and went in, while the Morleys walked off.
-
-"Frank," said Miss Morley, "what is the reason that you so often speak
-to Miss Lynde in a manner that sounds disagreeable and sarcastic? I
-don't think it is well-bred, and I never knew you guilty of speaking so
-to any one before."
-
-"I never had such cause before," answered Frank. "It is the tone Miss
-Lynde habitually employs to _me_. You will say, perhaps, that is no
-excuse, but at least you will admit that it is a provocation."
-
-"A provocation you ought to resist," said the young lady. "I am really
-ashamed of you? What is the reason that you positively seem to dislike
-each other?"
-
-"Miss Lynde appears to think that I am a person who needs to be kept in
-his place by severe snubbing," replied the young man; "and I think that
-she is the most vain and conceited girl I ever encountered. I don't
-trust her an inch; and if there is not something very like a flirtation
-going on between Rathborne and herself, I'm mistaken."
-
-"How can you say such a thing! Why, Paul Rathborne is as good as
-engaged to Helen; and, of course, her cousin knows it."
-
-"That's neither here nor there. Whatever she knows or doesn't know, you
-have only to see them together to observe how well they understand each
-other. As for Rathborne, no treachery would surprise me in him."
-
-"Frank, I am really shocked at you!" cried his sister. "You have let
-prejudice run away with your judgment. You dislike Paul Rathborne
-until you are ready to suspect him of anything. Of course he admires
-Miss Lynde--everyone does except yourself,--but that is no reason for
-believing that he would be treacherous to Helen. And Miss Lynde's
-manner is the same to him as to everyone, so far as I have observed."
-
-"As far as you have observed may not be very far," said Frank, with
-brotherly candor. "Wait and see--that is all."
-
-"I think _you_ ought to wait and see before you make such charges,"
-returned Miss Morley. "You always disliked Paul Rathborne, and now you
-dislike Miss Lynde, so you suspect them both of very unworthy conduct.
-It shows how we ought to guard against disliking people, since to do so
-leads at last to unjust judgments."
-
-"Very fine moralizing," remarked the young man; "but not at all
-applicable in this case, since I don't suspect them because I dislike
-them, but I dislike them because I suspect them. There's all the
-difference in the world in that."
-
-"It amounts to the same thing with you, I fancy," answered his
-skeptical sister. "But I hope that at least you will keep your
-suspicions to yourself. If you breathed them to Helen--"
-
-"Do you think I would!" he said, indignantly. "What good could it do?
-Helen will believe nothing against any one she loves. And she does love
-Rathborne--confound him!"
-
-"Frank, you are really growing so uncharitable that it distresses me
-to hear you talk," said his sister, solemnly.
-
-Frank only responded by a laugh compounded of scorn and vexed
-amusement; but in his heart he knew that it was true--that he was
-growing uncharitable, and that he disliked Rathborne so much that he
-was ready to believe any ill of him. It was this dislike which had
-sharpened his eyes to perceive what that astute gentleman thought he
-was concealing from every one--the fact of the strong attraction which
-Marion had for him; and whoever else that fact might surprise, it
-did not surprise young Morley in the least. He had never believed in
-the disinterestedness of Rathborne's affection for Helen, and it had
-enraged him to perceive the trust with which his cousin gave her heart
-to a man unworthy of it. These sentiments had prepared him to observe
-any failure in the conduct of that man, and there had been a gratified
-sense of the justification of his own judgment when he perceived
-what was so far hidden from everyone else except Rathborne himself
-and--Marion.
-
-For Marion was fully alive to the admiration with which Rathborne
-regarded her; but it is only justice to say that no thought of
-treachery to Helen was ever in _her_ mind. Many and great as her
-faults might be, they were not of a mean order. By towering ambition
-and arrogant pride, she might fall into grievous error, but hardly
-into baseness--at least not by premeditation. But it is hard to
-say at exactly what milestone we will stop on the road of seeking
-the gratification and interest of self. It pleased her to see that
-Rathborne regarded her in a very different manner from that in which
-he regarded any other woman with whom she saw him associating; the
-unconscious homage of his air when he approached her, of his tone when
-he addressed her, the choice of his subjects when he talked to her
-alone, were all like incense to her vanity; and it was this incense
-which she liked, rather than the man. Concerning the latter, she had
-not changed her first opinion, which did not differ very widely from
-that of Mr. Frank Morley.
-
-The day after Mrs. Singleton's evening, Helen said to her cousin: "I
-wish so much, Marion, that you would sometimes sing in our choir! Miss
-Grady, our organist, said to me last night that she would be so glad if
-you would, and I promised to ask you."
-
-"Why, certainly," replied Marion, with ready assent; "I shall be very
-glad to do so whenever you like. Catholic music is so beautiful that it
-is a pleasure to sing it; but I don't know much of it."
-
-"You know that lovely '_Ave Maria_' you used to sing at the convent."
-
-"Gounod's? Oh, yes! But when can I sing that?"
-
-"At the Offertory in the Mass. I know Miss Grady will be delighted, for
-she has no really good voice. Fancy, mine is her best!"
-
-"How modest you are!" said Marion, smiling. "Very well, then, I will
-sing the '_Ave Maria_' next Sunday with a great deal of pleasure, if
-your organist likes, and your priest does not object to a Protestant
-voice."
-
-"He is not likely to do that; but I thought you always declared that
-you are not a Protestant."
-
-"I suppose one must be classed as a Protestant, according to the strict
-sense of the term, when one is not a Catholic--and that I am not."
-
-"But you may be some day."
-
-"Nothing is more unlikely. Your religion is too exacting: it puts one's
-whole life in bondage. Now, I want to be free."
-
-"Not free to do wrong, Marion! And the only bondage which the Catholic
-Church lays upon people is to forbid their doing what is wrong."
-
-"I must be free to judge for myself what _is_ wrong," returned Marion,
-with a haughty gesture of her head. "But we had better not talk of
-this, Helen. We do not think alike, and I do not wish to say anything
-disagreeable to you."
-
-"Nor I to you," said Helen; "and indeed I have no talent for argument.
-One needs Claire for that. Dear Claire! how I wish she were here!"
-
-"So do I," said Marion; "but not for purposes of argument, I confess."
-
-Glad to do something to please her aunt and cousin, Marion went
-willingly the next Sunday to the Catholic church; and, having already
-seen the organist--a pleasant young music teacher--accompanied Helen
-into the choir-loft. Here, sitting quietly in a corner during the first
-part of the Mass, she had time to contrast the scene before her with
-that which she had witnessed during the other Sundays of her stay in
-Scarborough. The first thing which struck her was the poverty of the
-small building, as compared with the luxury and beauty of the Episcopal
-place of worship. Here were no finely-carved and polished woods; but
-plain, plastered walls, relieved from bareness only by the pictures
-which told in simple black and white the woful story of the Cross.
-The sound of moving feet and scraping benches on the uncovered floor
-jarred on her nerves after the subdued quiet, which was the result of
-carpeted aisles and pews; while the appearance of the congregation
-spoke plainly of humble, hard-working lives. No suggestion of social
-distinction and elegance was here. But in the sanctuary there was
-something of beauty to please even her ćsthetic eye.
-
-The small altar was beautifully dressed with freshly-cut flowers,
-draped with spotless linen and fine lace, and brilliant with light
-of wax tapers. Evidently Helen's careful hand and convent-bred taste
-had been there, even as Helen's pure, sweet, young voice was even now
-singing the angelic words of the "_Gloria_." The priest, who was a pale
-and rather insignificant-looking man, certainly lacked the refined
-and scholarly air of the handsome young clergyman with whom Marion
-instinctively compared him; but there was an assured dignity in his
-air and gestures, as he stood at the altar, which she was too keen an
-observer not to perceive, and remember that the other had lacked.
-
-In the midst of these mingled thoughts and impressions--thoughts and
-impressions wherein devotion had no place--she was suddenly summoned to
-sing. She took her place with the self-possession which never failed
-her, and began that beautiful strain to which Gounod has set the sacred
-words of the "_Ave Maria_." There were not many musically trained ears
-or critically trained tastes among the congregation below, but even
-they turned instinctively to see what voice was rising with such divine
-melody toward heaven. Over and over again Marion had sung these words
-without thinking of their meaning, but she had never before sung them
-in the Mass; and now something in the hush of the stillness around
-her, in the reverence of the silent people, in the solemn, stately
-movements of the priest and the uplifting of the chalice, seemed to
-fill her with a consciousness that she, too, was uttering a prayer--a
-prayer of such ancient and holy origin that careless lips should fear
-to speak it.
-
-"_Sancta Maria, Mater Dei!_"--Never before had the wonder, the majesty,
-the awfulness of the Name struck her as it struck her now, when she
-was, as it were, the mouthpiece for all the believing hearts that so
-called the Blessed Maid of Israel. "_Ora pro nobis peccatoribus, nunc
-et in hora mortis nostrć._" Her voice sank over the last words with a
-strange sense of their meaning. The hour of our death! It would come to
-her, too, that hour--a sudden, intense realization of the fact seemed
-to run through her veins like ice,--and when it came, would it not be
-well to have appealed in earnest to Her who stood by the Cross, and was
-and is eternally the Mother of God?
-
-Such a thought, such a question was new to this proud and worldly
-spirit. Why it came to her at this moment is one of the miracles of
-God's grace. It was not destined to make any lasting impression; but
-for the time it was strong enough to cause her, when the hymn was
-ended, to go and kneel down in the place she had left; while from her
-heart rose the appeal which only her lips had uttered a moment before,
-"Holy Mary, Mother of God, pray for me now and at the hour of my death."
-
-It gratified Helen to observe that Marion knelt with apparent
-devoutness during the solemn portion of the Mass; but when they
-came out of church, and she turned with a smile to congratulate her
-on her singing, she was struck by the paleness and gravity of the
-beautiful face. "What is the matter?" she asked, quickly. "Has anything
-displeased you?"
-
-"Displeased me!" said Marion, with a start of surprise. "No; why should
-you think so?"
-
-"You look so grave."
-
-"Do I? Perhaps I am displeased with myself, then. I did not know before
-that I was impressionable, and I find that I am. That vexes me. I
-detest impressionable people; I detest above all to feel that I myself
-am at the mercy of outward influences."
-
-Helen looked all the wonder that she felt. "I don't understand what you
-mean." she said. "How have you found out that you are impressionable--I
-mean particularly so?"
-
-Marion smiled slightly. "I am afraid you would not understand if
-I told you," she replied. "Or you would misunderstand, which is
-worse. But don't ask me to go to your church again, Helen. Something
-there--something about the services--affects me in a way I don't
-like. Nothing I should dislike so much as to become a mere emotional,
-susceptible creature; and I feel there as if I might."
-
-"But, Marion," exclaimed Helen, half-shocked, half-eager, "surely our
-feelings are given, like everything else, to lead us to God! And, O
-Marion! how can you turn away from what may be the grace of God? For
-remember, _God Himself_ was on the altar to-day!"
-
-She uttered the last sentence in tones of reverent awe; but Marion
-frowned impatiently.
-
-"It was because I knew you would not understand that I did not want
-to speak," she said. "What I am talking of is a mere matter of
-susceptibility to outward influences. It is disagreeable to me, and I
-do not wish to subject myself to it--that is all. I am never troubled
-in that way at the Episcopal services," she added, more lightly. "I
-shall go there in future."
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VIII.
-
-
-It was not very long before Marion's promise to Mr. Singleton was
-recalled to her mind--if, indeed, that could be said to be recalled
-which had never been forgotten. For she had not exaggerated in saying
-that this old man, with his air of the world, with his keen, critical
-glance, and the mingled imperativeness and courtliness of his manner,
-was after her own taste. His evident admiration and appreciation of
-herself no doubt led greatly to this result; for had she been treated
-as he was in the habit of treating people whom he did not like, there
-could hardly have been much liking on her side. But since his approval
-of _her_ was very manifest, her approval of _him_ was not less so; and
-was, moreover, sharpened by the restless ambition which made her look
-eagerly for any opening by which she might gain her desired ends.
-
-She was glad, therefore, to receive one morning a note from Mrs.
-Singleton, begging to know if that day would suit her for the
-fulfillment of her promise to sing for Mr. Singleton alone. "I should
-have asked _you_ to name the day," the note went on, "but for the fact
-that there are only certain days on which my uncle feels equal to the
-exertion of seeing any one; and, of course, he wishes to see as well
-as to hear you. If you have no other engagement for this afternoon,
-will you, then, gratify him by coming at five o'clock? And I hope to
-keep you to spend the evening with me."
-
-Had any engagement interfered with the proposed appointment, there
-is no doubt that Marion would have broken it like a thread; but she
-was, happily, free from such a necessity, and had only to tell Mrs.
-Singleton that she would accept her invitation for the afternoon with
-pleasure. So, at the time appointed, her aunt's carriage dropped her at
-the door of the house which the Singletons had taken for the season.
-It was by far the handsomest house in Scarborough--wide, spacious,
-stately, with nobly proportioned rooms, and halls that spoke eloquently
-of the wealth that had planned them. It was a wealth that had vanished
-now, as the house had passed out of the possession of those who built
-it; but the fine old place served admirably as a setting for the
-Singleton establishment, which was formed on a very lavish scale.
-
-When Marion was shown into the drawing room, she found Mr. Singleton
-there, established in a deep easy-chair near the piano, with an open
-newspaper before him. He laid it on his knee when she entered, and held
-out his hand.
-
-"You will excuse my keeping my seat," he said, as she came toward
-him. "I rise with great difficulty, owing to obstinate sciatica, and
-never without assistance. But you must believe that I appreciate your
-kindness in coming."
-
-"I am very glad to come," she said, with cordial sincerity. "I told you
-that it would be a pleasure to me. I like to sing, especially to one
-who knows what good singing is; and whose praise, therefore, has value."
-
-He smiled, evidently well pleased. "And how do you know," he said,
-"that my praise has that value?"
-
-"One can tell such things very quickly," she replied. "I think I should
-have known that you possessed musical culture even if I had not heard
-so."
-
-"I have a good deal of musical knowledge, at least," he said. "In my
-youth I lived much abroad, and I have heard all the great singers of
-the world. It has been a passion with me, and I have missed nothing
-else so much during these later years of invalidism. You can judge,
-therefore, whether or not it is a pleasure to hear such a voice as
-yours."
-
-"I know that my voice is good," said Marion; "but I also know how much
-it lacks cultivation. I fear that must jar on you, since you have heard
-so many great singers."
-
-"No, it does not jar on me, because you have no bad tricks. You sing
-simply and naturally, with wonderful sweetness and power. Sing now, and
-afterward I will take the liberty of asking you some questions about
-yourself."
-
-Marion went to the piano, and, animated by the last words, sang as
-well as she could possibly have sung for a much larger audience. In
-the lofty, wide room she let out the full power of her splendid voice
-with an ease, a total absence of effort, which delighted her listener.
-Lying back in his deep chair while song followed song, and marking
-how clear and true every note rang, his interest in the singer grew;
-and he began to rouse a little from the state of indifferent egoism
-which was normal with him, to consider what would be the future of this
-girl, whom nature had so richly endowed. Perhaps curiosity had a part
-in the interest; at least when Marion had sung for some time, he said
-suddenly:--
-
-"That is enough for the present. I must not be unreasonable, and I must
-not let you strain your voice. Will you come now and talk to me for a
-while?"
-
-"Willingly," she answered, rising from the instrument with a smile.
-"But you must remember that it does not follow that because I can
-entertain you by singing I can also entertain you by talking."
-
-"I think it will follow," he said. "You talk, if not as well as you
-sing--for that would be very extraordinary--at least well enough to
-make me desire to listen to you. And in order to make you appreciate
-that, I must tell you that the talking of most people bores me
-intolerably."
-
-"Are there any signs by which one can tell when one begins to bore
-you?" asked Marion, sitting down on a low chair in front of him.
-"Because I should like to cease as soon as that point is reached."
-
-He smiled, all the lines of his face relaxing as he looked at her.
-In fact, he found the charm of her beauty almost as great as that of
-her voice. Had it been an unintellectual beauty, he would have cared
-nothing for it; but the flash of that indescribable quality which the
-French call _esprit_, the quickness and readiness of her speech, the
-grace of her manner,--all pleased and interested the man, who was not
-easily pleased or interested.
-
-"I do not believe there is any danger of your ever reaching that
-point," he said. "And I think you are sure of it yourself. You have no
-fear of boring any one; for you know the thing is impossible."
-
-"You are very kind," she answered. "But I have never observed that the
-people who bore one are at all afraid of doing it. So, lack of fear
-would not prove exemption from the possibility. But I flatter myself
-that I have penetration enough to detect the first sign, and I am
-certain that I would not need to detect the second."
-
-"Any one who saw you would be certain of that," he said, regarding
-her intently. "As it chances, however, it may be I who will prove the
-bore; for I am going to claim one of the privileges of an old man, and
-ask you some questions about yourself; or, to spare me the trouble of
-asking the question, I should like for you to tell me something about
-your life, if you have no objection."
-
-"Not the slightest," replied Marion; "indeed your interest flatters me.
-But I am sorry to say that there is very little to tell. You see, my
-life is only beginning."
-
-"True. You have just left school, I believe?"
-
-"Only a few weeks ago. I came then with my cousin from the convent,
-where I had spent two years."
-
-"You are not a Roman Catholic, I hope?"
-
-"Oh! no, certainly not." It occurred to her, as she spoke, that if he
-should ask what she was, she would not be prepared with so ready an
-answer. But his interest was apparently satisfied with ascertaining
-what she was _not_, and he went on to another question:--
-
-"Where is your home?"
-
-"Ah! that is difficult to answer," she said. "Before going to the
-convent, I lived with my uncle, but I could hardly call that home; and,
-since I have no desire to return to his house, I must reply with strict
-correctness that I have no home."
-
-"That is a sad statement for one so young. Is not your uncle your
-guardian?"
-
-"I suppose that he is; but, you see, I have no fortune to look
-after--somehow it has all vanished away,--and, personally, I am not
-very much in need of a guardian."
-
-"Permit me to differ with you there," said Mr. Singleton, gravely.
-"Personally, I think that you are very much in need of a guardian.
-And by that I do not mean any reflection on your power of conducting
-yourself--which I have no doubt is very sufficient,--but I mean that
-no young and beautiful woman of good social rank should be without the
-protection of such guardianship."
-
-"I presume certainly that my uncle considers himself my guardian,
-and it is likely that he has legal power to interfere with my
-actions," said Marion. "But I think he does not feel interest enough
-to interfere--unless he thought me likely to bring discredit on the
-family. And I believe he knows me well enough not to fear that."
-
-Mr. Singleton smiled at the unconscious pride of her tone, and the
-gesture with which she lifted her head. "One need not know you very
-well in order to be sure of that," he said. "But, since these are your
-circumstances, allow me, as your kinsman, to ask another question. What
-are your plans for the future?"
-
-She opened her hands with a gesture signifying emptiness, and slightly
-shrugged her shoulders. "Frankly, I have none," she answered. "I am
-waiting on fate. Don't think that I mind it," she added, quickly,
-catching an expression on his face. "It is interesting--it is like
-waiting for a play to begin. If I had my choice, I should prefer the
-uncertainties of my life to a life already mapped and arranged like
-that of my cousin, Helen Morley. Why should uncertainty of the future
-daunt one who has a consciousness of some powers, and has no fear at
-all? I am only anxious for the play to begin, that is all."
-
-"Poor child!" said her listener. The words were uttered involuntarily,
-and startled him a little; for he was not easily moved to sympathy
-or compassion. But the very dauntlessness of this courage, the very
-rashness of this self-confidence, were sad to the man who knew so well
-the pitfalls of life, the dangers which no powers could avert, no
-bravery overcome. If Marion had subtly calculated how best to rouse
-his interest, and touch whatever heart remained to him in the midst
-of the gradual withering up of the springs of feeling, she could
-not have succeeded better, nor probably half so well. Any appeal to
-his sympathy, any tearful eyes or supplicating tones, he would have
-resisted; but this proud daring of fate, this quick rejection of pity,
-moved him more than, beforehand, he would have imagined possible. When
-conscious of the words which had escaped him, he went on:--
-
-"Pardon me, but I have known so long the life you are just
-beginning--indeed I am about to leave the stage as you make your
-_début_,--that I fear the play may not prove all that you fancy. It is
-apt to take sudden turns which no skill can foresee, and which force
-one, whether one will or not, into very unpleasant situations. But I
-have no inclination to act the part of a prophet of ill, so I hope all
-this may be reversed for you; certainly so much courage and so much
-beauty ought to propitiate Fate. And, meanwhile, if there is anything I
-can do to serve you, remember that I am your kinsman, and let me know."
-
-"Thank you," said Marion, graciously. "But while waiting for the play
-to begin, I have nothing to desire. My friends are very kind. And now I
-fear that I may have reached that point of which we spoke earlier--the
-point of possible boredom. At least I know that I have talked too much
-of myself."
-
-"Not at all," he replied, quickly. "You have only answered my
-questions; and I have been, I fear, too inquisitive. But my interest in
-you must plead my excuse. I suppose I have been more ready to gratify
-it because it is not easily roused--at least not to the degree in which
-you have roused it."
-
-"That is very pleasant for me to hear," said Marion, truthfully. "I
-like to rouse interest--everyone does, I imagine; and yet I should not
-care for it if it were easily roused."
-
-"No, I imagine not," said he, with a look that seemed to read her
-through and through. "You will care only for difficult things, and you
-are made to gain them."
-
-Before Marion could express her approval of this prophecy, the sound of
-approaching footsteps was heard, and Mrs. Singleton entered the room,
-in the freshest and prettiest of evening toilets. She held out both
-hands to Marion, with an air of effusion.
-
-"I was roused out of my _siesta_ by the most delightful sounds!" she
-cried. "At first I thought it must be an angel singing, but angels are
-not in the habit of visiting me; so then I remembered your appointment,
-and that I had intended to be present to share the pleasure with uncle.
-Unfortunately I slept too long for that, but you will sing some for me
-now--or perhaps we had better defer it until later, when Tom can have
-the pleasure too. You remember that you are going to spend the evening
-with us."
-
-Marion remembered, and was very willing to do so; for these were people
-whom she liked to cultivate. They were not only people of high social
-consideration, who might be useful to her, but their knowledge of the
-world, their familiarity with society abroad as well as at home, and
-their easy habits of wealth and luxury, pleased her taste and gratified
-her own instinctive yearning for these things. The quiet, old-fashioned
-comfort of her aunt's establishment lost all its charm when contrasted
-with the fashion and lavish expenditure which were here. She was the
-only guest at the beautifully served dinner to which they sat down in
-the summer gloaming; but she could truly assure Mrs. Singleton that she
-was glad it was so. "Who could be found in Scarborough as entertaining
-as yourselves?" she asked.
-
-"How very nice of you to say so!" replied that lady, patting her hand.
-"Then we are very well satisfied; for I am sure nobody could be found
-in Scarborough as entertaining as you are. In fact, you do not belong
-to the Scarborough order of life at all; you are totally out of place
-here."
-
-Marion laughed. "I am afraid I feel so occasionally," she said;
-"but I have an idea that it is my fault: that I expect too much of
-Scarborough."
-
-"You belong to another life altogether," repeated Mrs. Singleton,
-positively. "I felt sure of it the first time I saw you. A quiet,
-sociable, country-town existence may suit other people--your pretty
-cousin, for example,--but it does not suit _you_."
-
-"That is very true," said Marion. "As a matter of taste, it certainly
-does not suit me; but I learned early that one cannot always expect to
-have one's tastes gratified."
-
-"You are very philosophical. Now, for me, I always expect to have my
-tastes gratified, and they generally are. Demand a great deal and you
-will get at least some of it; that is my philosophy."
-
-"And, unlike many philosophers, you always practice what you preach.
-That I can testify," said Mr. Singleton (the husband). "Don't let her
-demoralize you, Miss Lynde. If you have any moderation of desire, by
-all means keep and culture it."
-
-"Unfortunately, my desires are boundless," replied Marion, smiling. "It
-is only my expectations which are moderate."
-
-"Well, that is remarkable enough," said the gentleman; "if only you can
-manage to keep them so--but you will not."
-
-"Why not?"
-
-He cast a glance into an opposite mirror. "About the best reason I
-offer is to be found there," he answered. "No woman is going to expect
-less than Nature gave her a right to demand."
-
-And so on all sides fresh fuel was offered to the vanity which already
-turned high and strong in dangerous flame.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER IX.
-
-
-Several weeks passed, during which the acquaintance of Marion with the
-Singletons progressed rapidly to intimacy--such intimacy, that Helen
-protested more than once that her cousin spent more time with Mrs.
-Singleton than with herself. She was certainly very often the companion
-of that lady--seen by her side in the pretty phaeton which she drove,
-met at all her entertainments, called upon for all occasions when she
-needed assistance, social or otherwise. The vaguely understood link of
-relationship between them served as an excuse for this, had any excuse
-been required beside the caprice of the elder and the inclination of
-the younger lady. "I have discovered a cousin in Miss Lynde," Mrs.
-Singleton would say to her Scarborough acquaintances. "Do you not
-think that I am very fortunate?" And there were few who did not reply
-honestly that they considered her very fortunate indeed.
-
-But the person who regarded this association most approvingly was old
-Mr. Singleton, since it secured him a great deal of Marion's society,
-for which he evinced a partiality. It was, in fact, to this partiality
-that Marion owed Mrs. Singleton's attentions. "Your uncle has taken a
-most extraordinary fancy to that girl, Tom." she said to her husband
-at a very early stage of the acquaintance; "so I think that I had
-better cultivate her. It will be better for me to use her as a means
-to contribute to his amusement than to let her develop into a power
-against us. There is no counting on the whims of an old man, you know."
-
-"Especially of _this_ old man," assented Mr. Singleton. "He is capable
-of anything. Therefore I don't think I would have the girl about too
-much."
-
-"It is better for me to have her about than for him to take her up. If
-he considers her my _protégée_, he will not be so likely to make her
-his own. I have given the matter some thought, and that is the way I
-look at it."
-
-"You may be right," said easy-going Mr. Singleton. "I have great
-confidence in your way of looking at things, and of managing them too.
-But I confess that I have no confidence in this handsome and clever
-young lady. I don't think she would hesitate to play one any trick."
-
-"Confidence in _her_!" said Mrs. Singleton, with scorn. "Of course I
-have not a particle. But she will have no opportunity to play me a
-trick. Be sure of that."
-
-Meanwhile Helen said to Marion, rather doubtfully: "Marion, do you
-really like Mrs. Singleton very much? She is very pleasant and very
-elegant, but somehow--I hope I am not uncharitable--I never feel as if
-one could thoroughly trust her."
-
-"My dear," replied Marion, with her mocking smile, "do you know, or
-fancy that you know, many people whom you can 'thoroughly trust'? If
-so, you are more fortunate than I am; for I have known only one or two
-in my life."
-
-"O Marion! no more than that? How can you be so unjust to your friends?"
-
-"I have no friends, in the true sense of the term, except you and
-Claire. I trust _you_."
-
-"I hope so, and I you--most thoroughly."
-
-Marion regarded her with something like wonder. "Now, why," she said,
-dispassionately, "should you trust me? I am sure I have never shown a
-character to inspire that sentiment."
-
-"You delight in showing your worst side," answered Helen; "but it does
-not deceive me. I know that the worst is not as bad as you would have
-it believed to be, and that the best exists all the time."
-
-"It certainly exists for you, and always will," said Marion, quickly.
-"There is nothing I could not sooner do than betray your trust."
-
-"How can you even hint such a thing!" exclaimed Helen, indignantly. "Do
-you think I could ever fear it?"
-
-"No," replied Marion; "I am sure that you would never fear it from
-any one whom you love. But you may have to suffer it some day,
-nevertheless."
-
-The speaker's tone had more significance than she intended, and Helen
-looked at her with a glance of sudden apprehension. "What do you mean?"
-she asked. "Why should I fear it?"
-
-"Why should any of us fear that we will have to share in the common
-lot--the common knowledge of evil as well as of good?" said Marion,
-evasively. "We must all expect it; at least that is one of the pleasant
-things we are told."
-
-"Oh! yes, I suppose we must expect it," said Helen. "But expecting a
-thing in a general way, and doubting any--any one in particular, is a
-very different matter."
-
-The conversation ended here; but the mere fact that she had been so
-quick to take alarm might have told Helen that, unconsciously to
-herself, suspicion had taken some root in her mind. The readiness with
-which she put herself into an attitude of defense showed that she
-feared attack. And, indeed, she had already suffered more than one
-attack on the subject of Rathborne--if that could be called attack
-which was only the expression of a gentle doubt, first from her mother,
-and then from the priest, who, distrusting all such marriages in
-general, had special reasons for distrusting this one in particular.
-Like most priests, he had many sources of information; many streams
-flowed, as it were, into the silent reservoir of his mind; and in
-this way things concerning Rathborne had come to his knowledge, which
-rendered him deeply averse to seeing Helen link her pure young life
-with that of a man so unscrupulous and selfish. Loath to give pain
-if unable to achieve any practical good thereby, he had spoken very
-guardedly to her when she sought his counsel; but, perhaps because he
-spoke with so much caution, his words sank deeply into her mind, and
-left a sense of weight behind. But it was one of her characteristics
-that, after once reposing confidence in a person, she could not lightly
-recall it; and she clung to Rathborne more closely for the opposition
-which she attributed to mistaken judgment.
-
-Nevertheless, Helen was already learning something of what Marion
-called the common lot,--she was acquiring some knowledge of
-the difficulty of reconciling conflicting desires, and of the
-impossibility of finding things made smooth and easy. Now and then
-there was a wistful look in her eyes, which touched her mother deeply,
-and made her ready to consent to anything which would restore sunshine
-to one who seemed so wholly made to enjoy it.
-
-But Mrs. Dalton was not blind to one fact, which may or may not have
-been clear to Helen,--the significant fact that Rathborne had not,
-since the return home of her daughter, pressed his suit with his former
-ardor. He had not begged that the conditional and merely tolerated
-engagement should be converted into an open and positive one; he seemed
-quite satisfied with matters as they stood, and took Helen's sentiments
-entirely too much for granted, so Helen's mother thought. What to do,
-however, she did not clearly perceive, and Father Barrett strongly
-advised a policy of inaction. "Let matters take their own course," he
-said. "I am of opinion that Helen may be spared what you fear most
-for her; but this cannot be brought about by any effort of yours,
-which would tend, on the contrary, to rouse opposition. If the child
-must suffer, in any event do not let her have the additional pain of
-thinking that she owes any of the suffering to you."
-
-To this counsel Mrs. Dalton gave heed--or thought she did. But many
-things betrayed to Helen that her mother's disapproval of Rathborne's
-suit had not lessened with time. Anxious to avoid any possible
-conflict, the girl shrank from broaching the subject; but it was
-a growing pain to her affectionate nature that there should be a
-subject--and that the nearest her heart and life--in which she was not
-sure of her mother's sympathy--where her deepest feelings might yet be
-arrayed against each other, and a difficult choice be made necessary.
-
-To Marion, meantime, Rathborne had become somewhat troublesome. As we
-learn in many an old legend that it is easier to raise a fiend than to
-put him down, so she found it easier to make the impression which she
-had desired than to regulate the effect of that impression. She had
-made it with the utmost ease,--an ease very flattering to her vanity;
-but, innocent as she had been of any intention save that of gratifying
-vanity, retribution followed hard upon her steps. Apart from the fact
-that she was incapable of deliberately betraying Helen's confidence,
-she trusted Rathborne no further than most other people did. Moreover,
-her arrogance of spirit was as great as her ambition, and she
-considered herself fitted for a position much higher than he could
-possibly offer her--had she believed him ready to offer anything. But,
-so far from believing this, she gave him no credit for any sincerity of
-intention toward her, knowing well that self-interest was the sole rule
-of his life. "He dares to think that he can amuse himself with me and
-then marry Helen!" she thought. "There may be two who can play at that
-game. Let us see!"
-
-The thought that it was a very dangerous game did not occur to her;
-or, if it occurred, did not deter her. At this time of her life she
-had only a sense of worldly honor to deter her from anything which
-she desired to do; and she desired most sincerely to punish the man
-whom she believed to be true neither to Helen nor herself. Therefore,
-although his attentions began to annoy her, she did not discourage
-them, notwithstanding that she noted scornfully how he avoided, as
-far as possible, devoting himself to her when he was likely to be
-observed. But his precautions had not saved him, as we are aware, from
-the keen observation of Frank Morely; and Mrs. Dalton herself, with
-eyes sharpened by a mother's anxiety, began to perceive that Marion
-possessed a great attraction for him.
-
-Matters were in this by no means satisfactory state when Mrs.
-Singleton, growing weary of other forms of amusement, decided to
-patronize Nature. There was a great deal of beautiful scenery in
-the vicinity of Scarborough, which she declared had been too long
-neglected. "A picnic is horrid!" she said. "The very word is full
-of vulgar associations, and the thing itself is tiresome beyond
-expression. One would grow weary of the most delightful people in the
-world if doomed to spend a whole day in the woods with them. But a few
-hours in the pleasantest part of the day--that is another matter. A
-gypsy tea is just the thing! We will go out in the afternoon to Elk
-Ridge, have tea, look at the sunset, and return by moonlight; is not
-that a good idea?"
-
-"Excellent," said the persons whom she addressed--a party of five
-or six who had been dining with her. "It will make a very pleasant
-excursion, only we must be sure of the moon."
-
-"Oh! we have only to consult the almanac for that," said the lively
-hostess. "I think there is a new moon due about this time."
-
-Marion laughed, and, touching the arm of old Mr. Singleton, by whom she
-sat, pointed out of a western window to the evening sky, where hung the
-beautiful crescent of the moon, framed between the arching boughs of
-tall trees.
-
-"Hum--yes," observed that gentleman. "Anna's attention to Nature is
-altogether controlled by the question of whether or not it can be made
-to contribute to her amusement. Now that the moon has arrived, it will
-not be long before the gypsy tea takes place."
-
-And, indeed, in a few days all arrangements for this festivity were
-completed, the party made up, and the programme settled. Mrs. Singleton
-wished that Marion should accompany her; but Helen protested so much
-against this that the arrangement was changed; and it was finally
-settled that Marion and herself, with Rathborne and Morley, would make
-up a _parti carré_ in a light open carriage.
-
-There is nothing more attractive to youth, nothing more suited to
-its natural lightness of heart and spirit, than such pleasures as
-these--golden afternoons in summer woods and under summer skies;
-sunsets when all nature is flooded with beauty, like a crystal cup
-filled to the brim; and nights of spiritual, entrancing loveliness.
-Even with older persons, the sense of care seems lifted from the mind
-for a little time among such scenes; while to the young and happy, care
-is a thing impossible to realize when earth itself in transformed into
-Arcadia.
-
-So Helen felt as she started on this excursion. In some subtle fashion,
-the doubts which had weighed upon her for a considerable time past
-were lifted. She did not say to herself that she had been foolish, for
-she was little given to self-analysis; but involuntarily she felt it,
-involuntarily she threw off the shadow which had fallen over her, and
-grasped the pleasure offered, as a child puts out its hand to grasp
-sunbeams. When they drove away, her heart was as light as a feather,
-her face as bright as the day, and she turned back to wave her hand in
-gay farewell to her mother.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER X.
-
-
-Elk Ridge, the place selected by Mrs. Singleton for her gypsy tea, was
-a very picturesque and beautiful locality, distant seven miles from
-Scarborough. The drive there, through the soft, golden beauty of the
-August afternoon, was delightful; and the beauties of the height when
-reached well repaid any exertion that might have been necessary to
-gain it. Since none was necessary, however, it proved a great surprise
-to those who had not been there before to find themselves on a noble
-eminence, crowned by splendid masses of rock, and commanding a most
-extensive view of the smiling country around and the blue mountains in
-the distance. It was an ideal spot for _al fresco_ amusements, and the
-party assembled were in the mood to enjoy it.
-
-Very soon a kettle was hung from crossed sticks over a blazing fire;
-and while the water was boiling, and the arrangements for tea in
-progress, all those who were not actively engaged in these arrangements
-scattered over the summit, admiring the view, and now and then climbing
-some of the more accessible of the great granite boulders. Among the
-last were Helen and Frank Morley, both in high spirits, and laughing
-like a pair of merry children. Marion shrugged her shoulders over their
-exploits.
-
-"I have never been young enough for that," she said to Rathborne. "I
-could never, at any stage of existence, see the 'fun' of risking one's
-neck."
-
-"It is childish!" he responded, with ill-concealed contempt. He had
-endeavored to dissuade Helen, but for once she had been deaf to his
-remonstrances. Her spirits were so high this afternoon that an outlet
-for them was indispensable; and she was still so much of a child that
-this special outlet of physical exertion and daring was very agreeable
-to her.
-
-"I suppose it is a good thing to be childish now and then," said
-Marion. "I don't think _I_ ever was; and, no doubt, it is so much the
-worse for me."
-
-"On the contrary, I think, so much the better," replied Rathborne.
-"Where there is childishness there must be folly, and I cannot imagine
-you guilty of that."
-
-"Can you not?" She paused an instant and seemed to reflect. "But there
-are things worse than folly," she said, with one of her sudden impulses
-of candor; "and I might be guilty of some of them."
-
-"Oh! you might--yes." He laughed. "So might I. Perhaps for that reason
-I have more sympathy with them than with folly."
-
-Marion gave him a glance which he did not understand nor yet altogether
-fancy. "Yes," she said, "I am very sure you have more sympathy with
-what is bad than with what is foolish."
-
-Before he could reply to such an equivocal speech, Mrs. Singleton sent
-a messenger for Miss Lynde to come and help her pour out tea; and the
-young lady rose and walked away.
-
-It was very gay and bright and pleasant, that gypsy tea among the
-rocks, with depths of verdure overhead and far-stretching beauty of
-outspread country below. The amber sunshine streamed over the scene;
-pretty pale-blue smoke, from the fire over which the kettle hung,
-mounted in the air; there was a musical chatter of tongues and sound of
-laughter. At such times and in such scenes it is difficult for the most
-thoughtful to realize the great sadness of the world, the care that
-encompasses life, and the pain that overshadows it. But these light
-hearts were never at any time troubled with the realization of such
-things. They were all young and, for the most part, prosperous; life
-went easily with them, and nothing seemed more remote than trouble or
-unhappiness. The hours sped lightly by, as such hours do, and presently
-it was time to think of returning. The sun sank into his golden bed,
-the moon would soon rise majestically in the east, and the drive back
-to Scarborough would be as delightful as the drive out had been.
-
-But just before the move for departure was made Rathborne came to
-Marion and said: "You have not yet seen the finest view--that from the
-other side of the Ridge. Would you not like to walk over there and look
-at it?"
-
-"I think not," replied Marion, who did not care for a _tęte-ŕ-tęte_
-with him. "I am not very fond of views."
-
-"O but, Marion, this view is really fine!" cried Helen, eagerly. "Pray
-go; you will be repaid for the exertion."
-
-Not caring to make her refusal more marked, Marion rose with an inward
-sense of vexation. "Very well, then," she said to Rathborne; "since
-Helen is sure I will be repaid for the exertion, I will go; but, since
-_I_ am not sure, I hope the exertion required is not very much."
-
-"It is only that of walking about a hundred yards," he answered. And
-as they turned and followed a well-defined path, which led among the
-rocks and trees, he added, "I do not mean, however, to insist upon any
-exertion which would be disagreeable to you."
-
-Marion might truthfully have answered that it was not the exertion
-which was disagreeable to her; but she had no desire to make an enemy
-of this man, and instinct told her that whoever wounded his vanity was
-thenceforth to him an enemy. So she replied lightly that she was very
-indolent, especially where the beauties of nature were concerned; but
-that she had no doubt the view would repay her after she reached it.
-
-"I think it will," said Rathborne; "otherwise I should not have
-proposed your coming."
-
-And indeed even Marion, who was right in saying that the beauties of
-nature did not greatly appeal to her, was moved by the loveliness and
-extent of the view suddenly spread before her, when they came to the
-verge of the Ridge, on the other side, where the hill broke off in a
-sheer precipice. The great rock-face of this precipice shelved downward
-to a soft, pastoral valley, beyond which were belts of encircling
-woodlands, green hills rising into bolder heights as they receded, and
-a distant range of azure mountains fair as hills of paradise.
-
-"Oh! this _is_ glorious!" cried Marion, involuntarily, as the broad
-scene, with the long, golden lights and beautiful shadows of late
-evening falling across it, was suddenly revealed by an abrupt turn in
-the path. She walked to the edge of the precipice and stood there,
-with hands lightly clasped, looking into the far, magical distance.
-At this moment, as in other moments like it, something stirred in
-her nature deeper and nobler than its ordinary impulses. She had a
-consciousness of possibilities which at other times were remote from
-her realization,--possibilities of loftier action and feeling, of a
-higher standard, of a loftier aim than her life had known. It was a
-state of feeling not unlike that which came to her in the Catholic
-church, and she shrank from it. By this grand arch of bending, lucid
-sky, by those distant heavenly heights with their mystical suggestions,
-thoughts were roused in her which seemed in little accord with the
-other thoughts of her life. She forgot for a moment the man who stood
-beside her, and started when he spoke.
-
-"It repays you--I see that," he said. "And so I am repaid for bringing
-you."
-
-"Yes, it is very beautiful," she answered, slowly; "but I am not sure
-that I am obliged to you for bringing me here. It produces in me
-feelings that I do not like."
-
-"What kind of feelings?" inquired Rathborne, curiously.
-
-She swept him with a quick glance from under her half-drooped eyelids,
-and he had again the impression that it conveyed something of contempt.
-
-"If I could define them," she said, "I doubt if you would be able to
-understand them. I am certain that you have never felt anything of the
-kind."
-
-"Why should you be certain of that?" he asked, a little irritated as
-well by her tone as by her glance. "You do not surely think that you
-have gauged all my possibilities of feeling."
-
-"I have made no attempt to do so," she said, indifferently. "Why should
-I? But one receives some impressions instinctively."
-
-"And you think, perhaps, that I have no feeling," he replied quickly;
-"that I am cold and hard and selfish, and altogether a calculating
-machine. But you are mistaken. I was all that once--I frankly confess
-it,--but since I have known you, I have changed. I have learned what it
-is to feel in the deepest manner."
-
-There was a short silence. Marion's heart gave a great bound and then
-seemed to stand still. A fear which she had striven to put away was
-now a horrible certainty. She had played with fire, and the moment of
-scorching was come--come to desecrate a place which she had felt to be
-a sanctuary filled with the consciousness of God. Her first impulse
-was to turn and go away without a word; her next, to utter words as
-scornful as her mood.
-
-"If I am mistaken, so are you, Mr. Rathborne," she said,--"exceedingly
-mistaken in imagining that I have given any thought to your feelings,
-or that I am in the faintest degree interested in them."
-
-Her tone stung him like the stroke of a whip, and roused a passion on
-which she had not calculated. He took a few hasty steps toward her;
-and she found herself prisoned between the precipice on one side, and
-this man, who stood and looked at her with eyes that gleamed under his
-frowning brow.
-
-"Do you mean to tell me," he said, peremptorily, "that you have
-no interest in feelings which you have deliberately excited and
-encouraged? Do you mean to say that you have meant nothing when by
-every art in your power you have led me on to love you?"
-
-Surely retribution was very heavy upon Marion at that moment. The
-injustice of the charge--for of any such intention her conscience
-acquitted her--only added to her sense of angry humiliation, and to the
-consciousness, which she could not ignore, that she had, in some degree
-at least, brought this upon herself. Her indignation was so deep, her
-anger so great, that for once her readiness of speech failed, and she
-could only reply:
-
-"How dare you address me in this manner?"
-
-He laughed--a short, bitter laugh, not pleasant to hear. "You are
-a good actor, Miss Lynde," he said. "I never doubted your capacity
-in that line; but I see that it is even greater than I imagined.
-How dare I address you with the truth! Why should I not? You have
-made me believe that you desired nothing more than to hear it. Your
-manner to me, since the first evening we met, has admitted of but
-one interpretation--that you wished to excite the feeling I have not
-hesitated to show you. And so long as I merely _showed_ it, you were
-pleased; but now that I utter it, you profess an indignation which it
-is impossible you can feel."
-
-"You are speaking falsely!" cried Marion, whose anger was now so
-excessive that no words seemed strong enough to express it. "I have
-never for one instant wished to encourage the feeling of which you
-speak. I knew you were engaged to Helen, and I thought you something,
-at least, of a gentleman. I now see that you have no claim whatever to
-that title. Let me pass!"
-
-"No," he said--and now he extended his hand and caught her wrist in a
-vise-like grasp. "I have no doubt, from the proficiency you exhibit,
-that you have played this game before with success; but you shall not
-have the pleasure of playing it successfully with me. In one way or
-another, I will make it a costly game to you, unless you tell me that
-all this affected indignation means nothing, and that if I end my
-entanglement with Helen, you will marry me."
-
-"Let me go!" said Marion, pale and breathless with passion. "If you
-were free as air--if you had never been engaged to Helen--I would not
-think of marrying you! Is that enough?"
-
-"Quite enough," he answered--but still he did not release her wrist.
-"Now listen to me. I am not a man with whom any woman--not even one
-so clever as you are--can amuse herself with impunity. I do not mean
-to be melodramatic; I shall not curse you for your deception, for the
-heartlessness with which you have sacrificed me to your vanity; but I
-warn you that you have made an enemy who will leave nothing undone to
-pay his debt. I read you very thoroughly, beautiful and unscrupulous
-schemer that you are; and I promise you that in the hour when you think
-your schemes are nearest success, you will find them defeated by me. To
-that I pledge myself."
-
-There is something terrible in feeling one's self the object of hatred,
-even if that hatred be both undeserved and impotent; and, brave as
-Marion was, proud and defiant as she was, she felt herself shiver under
-these words, and under the gaze which seconded them. What, indeed,
-if she had made a mistake on the very threshold of the life in which
-she had expected to manage so well. What if, instead of making a
-satisfactory test of her power, she had roused an enmity which even
-her experience knew to be more powerful and more tireless than love?
-She did not quail under the fiery gaze bent on her, but her heart sank
-with a sense of apprehension, of which she was strong enough to give no
-outward sign.
-
-"It is a very worthy object to which you pledge yourself," she
-observed, with scorn. "But I am not afraid of a man who is cowardly
-enough to threaten a woman with his enmity because she rejects and
-despises what he calls his love."
-
-Her voice had always a peculiar quality of clearness in speaking,
-but when she was at all excited it was like silver in its resonance.
-Therefore the words distinctly reached the ears of one who was coming
-toward them, and the next instant Helen's pale face and startled eyes
-rose before her.
-
-She uttered a sharp exclamation, which stopped the words that were
-rising to Rathborne's lips; and, wrenching her arm from his grasp, she
-sprang forward to her cousin's side. "Helen!" she cried, unconscious
-almost of what she said, "what are you doing here?"
-
-It is not always the people who seem most weak whom emergency proves to
-be so. At this moment Helen exhibited a self-control which would have
-surprised even those who knew her best. She was pale as marble, and her
-violet eyes had still their startled, piteous look; but she answered,
-quietly:--
-
-"I came to look for you. It was foolish--I will go back now. Don't
-trouble to come with me."
-
-But as she turned, Marion seized her arm. "Helen!" she exclaimed,
-"don't misjudge me! Don't think that this is my fault!"
-
-"No," replied Helen, with the same strange quietness; "I heard what you
-said. I don't blame--any one. I suppose it was natural."
-
-Then it was Rathborne's turn. "Helen," he said, coming up to her, and
-speaking with an attempt at the old tone of authority; "you must listen
-to _me_."
-
-But she turned away from him with something like a shudder. "No," she
-said, "do not ask me--not now. I may be weak, but not so weak as not to
-understand--this. Don't come with me. Frank will look after me and take
-me home. That is all I want."
-
-She moved away through the beautiful greenery, a slender, lovely
-figure, with drooping head; and the two whom she left behind watched
-her with one sensation at least in common--that of a keen sense of
-guilt, which for the moment no other feeling was strong enough to
-stifle.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XI.
-
-
-When Marion returned to the party, who were preparing for their
-homeward drive, Frank Morley came up to her with a very grave face.
-
-"Helen tells me that she is feeling so bad, Miss Lynde," he said,
-coldly, "that she wishes me to take her home. I have, therefore,
-arranged for our return in the buggy in which Netta came out, and she
-and her escort will take our places in the carriage with you."
-
-"Make whatever arrangement you please," answered Marion, as coldly as
-himself; "but pray leave me out of it. There is a vacant seat in Mrs.
-Singleton's carriage, which I shall take for the return."
-
-"Very well--the matter, is settled, then," he said. "I will take Helen
-away at once." And he walked off with a scant courtesy, which his youth
-and indignation excused.
-
-But it was a new sensation to Marion to be treated with discourtesy by
-any one; and she had to pull herself together with an effort before she
-was able to approach Mrs. Singleton in her usual manner, and announce
-that she was willing to take the seat she had before declined.
-
-"I don't like to repeat anything, not even a drive, in exactly the
-same manner," she said by way of explanation; "so if you will allow me,
-I will join you for the homeward drive."
-
-"I shall be delighted to have you," answered Mrs. Singleton. "I thought
-you would do better to come with me. Tom will be delighted, too. You
-shall sit with him, and drive if he will let you."
-
-Good-natured Mr. Singleton was much pleased to share his box seat with
-such a companion, and even to make over the reins to her whenever
-the road was good enough to allow of it with safety; while to Marion
-there was distraction from her own thoughts--from the recollection
-of unpleasant complications, and the sense of angry humiliation--in
-guiding the spirited horses, that tried all the strength of her arms
-and wrists, and required an undivided attention.
-
-However, the drive was soon over, and then she had before her the
-disagreeable necessity of facing her aunt and Helen. Brave as she was,
-she was assailed by a cowardly impulse to avoid meeting them. What if
-she went home with Mrs. Singleton, and for the evening at least did not
-meet them? But what would be gained by that, except delay? She knew
-that unless she wished to leave it in Rathborne's power to make what
-statement he chose, she _must_ go to them with her own statement; and,
-this being so, delay would serve no end except to give the impression
-of heartless indifference. No, there was nothing for it but to meet at
-once what had to be met sooner or later; so when the Singleton carriage
-drew up at her aunt's gate, she exchanged a gay farewell with her
-companions, and with a heavy heart and reluctant step took her way to
-the house.
-
-How different from its usual aspect that house looked, as she drew
-near it! Usually at this hour bright lights shone from the windows;
-there would be snatches of music, sounds of voices and laughter; if the
-moon were shining as to-night, a gay party would be assembled on the
-veranda. Now it was still and quiet; the lights in the drawing-room
-were turned low; the broad, open hall looked deserted. Only one figure
-emerged from the shadow of the vines on the veranda into the full
-moonlight as she approached. It was a small figure--that of Harry
-Dalton.
-
-"Why, Harry!" exclaimed Marion, with an effort to speak as usual, "are
-you all alone? Where is Helen?"
-
-"Helen has gone upstairs; she has a headache," answered Harry. "But
-mamma is in the sitting-room, and wants to see you."
-
-"Very well," said Marion. She began to unbutton her gloves, as some
-outward relief to her inward agitation, and without pausing, walked
-into the house. Since the interview must take place, the sooner it was
-over the better--so she said to herself as she entered the room where
-her aunt awaited her.
-
-Mrs. Dalton was sitting by a table on which stood a shaded lamp, and,
-with a book open before her, seemed to be reading; but her effort to
-fix her mind on the page had not met with much success. She had, in
-reality, been waiting for the sound of her niece's step; and when she
-heard her coming, she was conscious of as much shrinking from the
-interview as Marion felt. "I must be reasonable," she said to herself;
-and then, pushing back her volume, she looked up as the girl entered.
-
-It was characteristic of Marion that she spoke first. "I am sorry to
-hear that Helen is not well, aunt," she said. "Has she been at home
-long?"
-
-"About half an hour," answered Mrs. Dalton. "She has gone to her room;
-she asked that she might be left alone. That is so unlike Helen, that
-I am sure something very serious has occurred. And I judge from a few
-words which Frank said, that you know what it is, Marion."
-
-"What did Mr. Frank Morley say?" inquired Marion, sitting down. The
-introduction of his name roused in her an immediate sense of defiance.
-After all, what right had they to suppose that what had happened was
-any fault of hers?
-
-"He said that Helen had overheard something which passed between Paul
-Rathborne and yourself," answered Mrs. Dalton; "and that afterward she
-had asked him to bring her home alone. He told me this in reply to my
-questions. Helen said nothing; but I feel that I ought to know how
-matters stand, so I ask you what did she overhear?"
-
-"She overheard me tell Mr. Rathborne that I rejected and despised the
-love that he ventured to offer me," replied Marion, speaking in her
-clearest and most distinct tone.
-
-A quick contraction of the brow showed how much the answer pained, if
-it did not surprise, Mrs. Dalton. "My poor child!" she said, as if
-to herself. Then she looked at Marion with something like a flash in
-her usually gentle eyes. "And do you hold yourself guiltless in this
-matter?" she asked. "If Paul Rathborne is a traitor to Helen--as he
-surely is,--have not you encouraged his admiration? Does not your
-conscience tell you that you have sacrificed her happiness for the
-gratification of your vanity?"
-
-"No," replied Marion; "my conscience tells me nothing of the kind. How
-could I prevent Mr. Rathborne's folly? But, of course, I expected to be
-blamed for it," she added, bitterly. "That is the justice of the world."
-
-"God forgive me if I am unjust!" said Mrs. Dalton. "I did not mean to
-be. But, Marion, this is not altogether a surprise to me. I have seen
-his admiration for you, and I have seen--I could not help seeing--that
-you did not discourage it."
-
-"Why should I have discouraged it?" asked Marion. "I saw no harm in
-it. I could not imagine that because he found some things to like--to
-admire, if you will--in me, he would become a traitor to Helen. It is
-asking too much to demand that one turn one's back on a man because he
-is a shade more than civil."
-
-Mrs. Dalton shook her head. "Those are merely words," she said. "They
-do not deceive yourself any more than they deceive me. You know that
-you have used this man's admiration as fuel for your vanity, and that
-so cautious and so selfish a man would never have acted as he has
-done if he had not felt himself encouraged. Do not misunderstand me,"
-she added, more hastily. "For Helen's sake I am not sorry that this
-has happened. It is better for her, even at the cost of great present
-suffering, that her eyes should be opened to his true character. But
-you, Marion--how can you forgive yourself for the part you have played?
-And what is to become of you if you do not check the vanity which has
-led you to betray the trust and wring the heart of your best friend?"
-
-The quiet, penetrating words--gentle although so grave--seemed to
-Marion at that moment like a sentence from which there was no appeal.
-Her conscience echoed it, her eyes fell, for an instant it looked as if
-she had nothing to reply. But she rallied quickly.
-
-"I am sorry if you think I have wilfully done anything to pain Helen,"
-she said, coldly. "It does not strike me that I could have averted
-this, unless I had been gifted with a foreknowledge which I do not
-possess. I could never have imagined that Mr. Rathborne would be so
-false with regard to Helen, and so presumptuous with regard to _me_."
-
-The haughtiness of the last words was not lost on the ear of the
-listener, who looked at the beautiful, scornful face with a mingling of
-pity and indignation.
-
-"You expected," she said, "to encourage a man's admiration up to a
-certain point, and yet to restrain his presumption? A little more
-knowledge of human nature would have told you that was impossible; a
-little more feeling would have kept you from desiring it." She paused
-a moment, then went on, with the same restrained gravity: "I am sorry
-if I seem to you harsh, but nothing in this affair is worse to me than
-the revelation it makes of your character. I am grieved by Helen's
-suffering, and shocked by Paul Rathborne's treachery; but for the first
-I have the comfort that it may in the end spare her worse suffering,
-and for the second I feel that it is not a surprise--that I never
-wholly trusted his sincerity. But _you_, Marion--what can I think of
-you, who, without any stronger feeling than vanity to lead you on, have
-trifled with your own sense of honor, as well as with the deepest
-feelings of others? What will your future be if you do not change--if
-you do not try to think less of unworthy objects and more of worthy
-ones--less of gaining admiration and more of keeping your conscience
-clear and your heart clean?"
-
-"What will my future be!" repeated Marion. She rose as she spoke, and
-answered, proudly: "That concerns myself alone. I have no fear of it; I
-feel that I can make it what I will, and I shall certainly not will to
-make it anything unworthy. But it need not trouble you in the least. I
-am sorry that my coming here should have brought any trouble on Helen.
-The only amend I can make is to go away at once, and that I will do."
-
-"No," said Mrs. Dalton, quickly; "that can not mend matters now, and
-would only throw a very serious reflection upon you when it is known
-that Helen's engagement is at an end. I cannot consent to it."
-
-"But Helen's engagement might not be at an end if I went away,"
-responded Marion.
-
-"You do not know Helen yet," said Mrs. Dalton, quietly. "I have not
-spoken to her on the subject, but I am certain what her decision will
-be."
-
-Marion herself was by no means certain that Mrs. Dalton's judgment was
-correct. She thought Helen weak and yielding to the last degree, and
-believed that very little entreaty would be requisite on Rathborne's
-part to induce her to forgive him. "It will be only necessary for him
-to throw all the blame on me," she thought, with a bitter smile, as she
-went to her chamber. Nevertheless, it was not a very tranquil night
-that she passed. Whatever change the future might bring, she knew
-that Helen was suffering now--suffering the keen pangs which a loving,
-trusting heart feels when its love and trust have been betrayed. "It is
-hard on her, she is so good, so kind, so incapable herself of betraying
-any one!" thought the girl, whose conscience was still in a very
-dormant state, but whose sense of pity was touched. "How sorry Claire
-would be if she knew!" And then came the reflection, "What would Claire
-think of me?" followed by the quick reply, "She would be as unjust as
-the rest, and call it my fault, no doubt."
-
-The thought of Claire's judgment, however, was another sting added to
-those which already disturbed her; and it was not strange that she
-tossed on her pillow during the better part of the night, only falling
-asleep toward morning. As is usually the case after a wakeful night,
-her sleep was heavy, so that the first sound that roused her was the
-breakfast bell. She opened her eyes with a start, and to her surprise
-saw Helen standing beside her.
-
-The memory of all that had happened flashed like lightning into her
-mind; and, unable to reconcile that memory with this appearance, she
-could only gasp, "Helen!--what are you doing here?"
-
-"I knocked at the door, but you did not answer, so I came in," Helen
-responded, simply. "It is late, else I should not have disturbed you.
-But I wanted to speak to you before you went down."
-
-"Yes," said Marion. She sat up in bed, with white draperies all about
-her, and looked at her cousin. She expected a demand for explanation,
-perhaps reproaches, but she did not expect what came.
-
-"I only want to tell you," said Helen, with the same quiet simplicity,
-"that I have no reason to blame you for--what occurred yesterday. It
-was not your fault: you could not have helped it. I don't know that any
-one is to blame very much," she added, with a sigh; "but I felt that I
-ought to tell you that I do not blame _you_ at all."
-
-"Helen!" cried Marion. All her proud self-control suddenly gave way,
-and she burst into tears. The generosity which underlay the erring
-surface of her nature was touched to the quick, and her conscience
-spoke as it had never spoken before. "Helen, you are too good," she
-said. "You judge me too kindly. I do not feel myself that I am not to
-blame. On the contrary, I have no doubt my aunt is perfectly right, and
-that I am very much to blame. I let my vanity and my love of admiration
-carry me too far, but never with the intention of injuring you or
-betraying your trust--never!"
-
-"I am sure of that," said Helen, gently. She laid her hand on the bent
-head of the other. It startled her to see Marion display such feeling
-and such humility as this. "Mamma was thinking of me," she went on;
-"else she would not have blamed you; for how could you help being more
-attractive than I am? If I was unreasonable enough to think for a
-little time last night that you were to blame, I know better now. God
-has given me strength to look at things more calmly. I can even see
-that _he_ may not be greatly in fault. No doubt he thought he loved
-me--until he saw you."
-
-"Helen, he is not worthy of you!" cried Marion, passionately. "He loves
-no one but himself."
-
-Helen shook her head. "Surely he loves you," she said; "else why
-should he tell you so? But we need not discuss this. Will you come down
-when you are ready?"
-
-"Oh! yes," said Marion, with an effort; "I will be down very soon."
-
-She rose as Helen left the room, and dressed very hastily, a prey
-the while to many conflicting emotions. Relief was mingled with
-self-reproach, and admiration of Helen's generosity with scorn of her
-weakness. "For, of course, her excuses for him mean that she will
-forgive him!" she thought. "I have heard that women--most women--are
-fools in just that way, and Helen is exactly the kind of woman to be
-guilty of that folly. The miserable dastard!"--she remembered his
-threat to herself--"I wish I could punish him as he deserves for his
-treachery and presumption!"
-
-It did not occur to her to ask whether or not _she_ deserved any
-punishment for the share she confessed to having borne in the
-treachery. Had the idea been suggested to her, she would have said that
-her share was infinitesimal compared with his, and that she had already
-been punished by the insolence she had drawn upon herself.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XII.
-
-
-But Helen's quietness did not deceive her mother, whose heart ached
-as she saw in the pale young face all the woful change wrought by one
-night of suffering, one sharp touch of anguish. Yet, if she had only
-known it, the girl brought back into the house a very different face
-from that which she had taken out in the early morning, when, driven
-by an intolerable sense of pain, she had gone in search of strength
-to bear it. There was but one place where such strength was to be
-found, and thither her feet had carried her direct. She was the first
-person to enter the little church when it was opened to the freshness
-of the summer morning; and long after the Holy Sacrifice was over she
-had still knelt, absorbed and motionless, before the altar. Everyone
-went away: she was left alone with the Presence in the tabernacle;
-and in the stillness, the absolute quiet, a Voice seemed speaking to
-her aching heart, and bringing comfort to her troubled soul. When at
-length, warned of the passage of time by the striking of a distant
-clock, she lifted her face from her clasped hands, even amid the stains
-of tears there were signs of peace. The sting of bitterness had been
-taken out of her grief; and, that being so, it had become endurable.
-She might and would suffer still; but when she had once brought herself
-to resign this suffering into the hands of God, and with the docility
-of a child accept what it pleased Him to permit, the worst was over.
-
-The first result of the struggle she had made and the victory she had
-gained was apparent when, on her return home, she went to Marion's
-room. The generous heart could not rest without clearing itself at once
-of the least shadow of injustice,--and she had implied, if she had not
-expressed, a blame of Marion which she was noble enough to feel might
-be unjust. Hence that visit which so deeply touched the girl, whose own
-conscience failed to echo Helen's acquittal.
-
-Breakfast passed very quietly. Mrs. Dalton saw that her daughter was
-making an heroic effort to appear as usual, and she seconded it as far
-as lay in her power, talking more than was her custom in order to allow
-Helen to be silent, and to prevent the boys from asking questions about
-events of the preceding afternoon. To make no change in her manner to
-Marion was more difficult; but, with the example that Helen set, she
-was able to accomplish even this; and finally the usual separation for
-the morning took place with great sense of relief to all concerned.
-Marion put on her hat and went out, ostensibly to keep an appointment
-with Mrs. Singleton, but really to be safely out of the way in case
-Rathborne should make his appearance.
-
-Helen herself had some fear of this appearance, and she took refuge
-in her own chamber, dreading the necessary explanation to her mother,
-not so much on her own account as on account of the judgment upon
-Rathborne which she knew would follow. Tenderness does not die in an
-hour or a day; and although her resolve to put him out of her life was
-firm, she was not yet able to put him out of her heart, nor to think
-without shrinking of the severe condemnation which her mother would
-mete out to him. There was no need for haste in speaking; she might
-rest a little, and gather strength for the trial, knowing that Mrs.
-Dalton would make no effort to force her confidence.
-
-So she was resting on the bed, where she had not slept at all the night
-before, when the door softly opened and Mrs. Dalton entered the room.
-
-"Helen," she said, gently, "I am sorry to disturb you, but Paul
-Rathborne is downstairs and asks to see you. What shall I tell him?"
-
-"Tell him that I cannot see him," answered Helen. "It is impossible!
-You must speak for me--you must make him understand that he is entirely
-free from any engagement to me, and I do not blame him for what he
-could not help. I suppose you have guessed that something is the
-matter," she added, wistfully. "It is only that I have found out he
-cares for Marion--not for me."
-
-Mrs. Dalton put her arm around her with a touch full of sympathy,
-without speaking for a moment. Then she said: "My child, I always knew
-he was not worthy of you."
-
-"But this does not prove him unworthy of me," replied Helen, in a tone
-sharp with pain. "It only proves that he was mistaken when he thought
-of me."
-
-"Men of honor do not make such mistakes," said Mrs. Dalton.
-
-"How could he help falling in love with Marion?" continued Helen. "She
-is so much more beautiful, so much more attractive than I am! And that
-he has done so, settles the doubt of his disinterestedness which you
-always entertained. Do him so much justice, mamma. You feared that he
-professed to care for me because I have a little money. But Marion has
-none."
-
-"We need not discuss that, my dear," said Mrs. Dalton, who was touched
-but not convinced by this generous plea. "It is enough if, satisfied
-that his affections have wandered, you are determined to dismiss him."
-
-"Yes," said Helen, "I am determined on that. But I cannot see him. You
-must go to him, and tell him from me that I do not blame him, but that
-all is at an end between us."
-
-With this message Mrs. Dalton went downstairs. Her own mood with
-Rathborne was far from being as charitable as her daughter's; and her
-face, usually set in very gentle lines, hardened to sternness as she
-descended. She was not inclined to deal leniently with one who had so
-shamefully betrayed the trust placed in him, and had overshadowed so
-darkly the sunshine of Helen's life. Like some other parents, she had
-up to this time imagined that the stern conditions of human existence
-were to be relaxed for Helen, and that one so formed for happiness was
-to be granted that happiness in a measure which is allowed to few. A
-sense of keen injury was, therefore, added to her indignation at a
-treachery for which she could find no palliation.
-
-Rathborne, who was anxiously expecting yet dreading to see Helen, drew
-his breath with a sharp sense of vexation when his aunt entered. This
-was worse than he had feared. Calculating upon Helen's gentleness, he
-had not thought that she would refuse to see him; and if she saw him,
-he believed that his influence would be strong enough to induce her
-to overlook anything. But when Mrs. Dalton entered, he knew that the
-consequences of his treachery were to be fully paid. A cold greeting
-was exchanged between them, and then a short silence followed, as each
-hesitated to speak. It was Mrs. Dalton who broke it, as soon as she
-felt able to control her voice.
-
-"I have told Helen that you are here," she said, "but she declines to
-see you. It is not necessary, I presume, to explain why she declines.
-Of that you are fully aware. It is not necessary, either, that I should
-add anything to her own words, which are, briefly, that you will
-consider everything at an end between you. She added also that she does
-not blame you for anything that has occurred--but I hardly think that
-your own conscience will echo that."
-
-"No," said Rathborne, who had paled perceptibly, "my own conscience
-does not echo it. On the contrary, I feel that I am deeply to blame;
-yet I hoped that Helen might believe me when I say that I am not so
-much to blame as appears on the surface. A man may be tempted beyond
-his strength, and some women are experts in such temptations."
-
-Mrs. Dalton looked at him with scorn in her eyes. "If you think," she
-said, "that you will serve your cause with Helen by such cowardly
-insinuations as that, you are mistaken. And, as far as I am concerned,
-you have only taken a step lower in my esteem. But that is a point
-which does not matter. Wherever the blame rests, the fact remains that
-if Helen did not take the decision of the matter into her hands, _I_
-should do so. You have proved yourself a man whom it is impossible I
-can ever consent to trust with my daughter's life and happiness."
-
-Rathborne rose to his feet. The decisive words seemed to leave him
-no alternative. He felt that he had committed a blunder which was
-altogether irretrievable; and combined with the keen mortification of
-failure was a hatred, which gathered bitterness with every moment,
-against the woman he believed to have led him on and deceived him.
-
-"In that case," he said, "there is nothing for me to do but to go. I
-had hoped that Helen might understand--that she would not let a moment
-of folly outweigh the devotion of years; but if she judges me as hardly
-as you seem to imply, I see that my hope is vain. Tell her from me that
-if she knew the whole truth she would regard the matter in a different
-light. But if she does not wish to know the truth--if she prefers to
-judge me unheard,--I can only submit."
-
-"It is best she should not see you," said Mrs. Dalton, who was glad
-that Helen herself had decided this point. "Even if you persuaded her
-to trust you again, I could not give my consent to the renewal of an
-engagement which has been ended in this manner."
-
-"_You_ have always distrusted me," said Rathborne, bitterly.
-
-"No," she replied, gravely; "so far from that, I trusted you as my own
-son, though I did not think you were the person to make Helen happy.
-I had always a fear that you did not care for her enough, and now I
-am forced to believe that you did not care for her at all. If you had
-done so, this could never have happened, just as it could never have
-happened if you had possessed the right principle and the sense of
-honor which I should certainly wish my daughter's husband to possess."
-
-Rathborne could hardly believe the evidence of his ears as he listened
-to these severe, incisive words. He had always regarded Mrs. Dalton as
-a person who was mild to weakness, and whom, whenever it suited him,
-he could influence in whatever manner desired. He therefore scarcely
-recognized this woman, with her sentence of condemnation based on
-premises which he could not deny, though he made a faint attempt to do
-so.
-
-"You do not understand," he said, "how a brief infatuation--a delirium
-of fancy--can attack a man, let his sense of honor be what it may. As
-for my attachment to Helen, that is something which has lasted too long
-to be doubted now."
-
-"Will you inform me, then, how you proposed to reconcile it with your
-declaration to Marion?"
-
-"That was drawn from me--forced from me!" he exclaimed. "It was a
-madness of the moment, into which I was led by her art."
-
-Mrs. Dalton rose now, a bright spot of color on each check. "That is
-enough!" she said. "I can listen to nothing more. No man of honor
-would, for his own sake, utter such words as those--even if they were
-true, and I am sure they are not. Great as my niece's faults may be,
-she is incapable of such conduct as you charge her with. Go, Paul
-Rathborne! By such excuses you only prove more and more how unworthy
-you are of Helen's affection or Helen's trust."
-
-"Very well," he answered, his face white and bitter with anger. "As you
-and she have decided, so be it. But take care that the day does not
-come when you will deeply regret this decision."
-
-Then he turned, and, without giving her time to reply had she been so
-inclined, left the room.
-
-Mrs. Dalton looked after him with a heavy sigh. Regret her decision she
-knew that she would not; but it would be vain to say that she did not
-regret the necessity for it, that she did not think with a keen pang
-of Helen's suffering, and that she did not feel, with much bitterness,
-that Marion had not been guiltless in the matter. Yet even in the midst
-of her indignation she had pity for the girl, whose vanity and ambition
-were likely to wreck her life, as they had already gone far to alienate
-her best friends.
-
-Meanwhile Marion could not disguise the fact that she was not in her
-usual spirits--for the thought of Helen weighed heavily upon her,--and
-Mrs. Singleton, observing this, drew at once her own conclusions.
-
-"I am afraid the gypsy tea was not altogether a success, so far as you
-were concerned or your cousin either," she said. "I heard that she went
-home with Frank Morley instead of with her _fiancé_. I will not ask any
-indiscreet questions, but I suspect that your attractions have drawn
-Mr. Rathborne from his allegiance. It is what I have anticipated for
-some time."
-
-Marion frowned a little, annoyed by this freedom, which, however, she
-felt that she had drawn upon herself, and had no right to resent. But
-she evaded the implied question.
-
-"Helen was not feeling well, and so she made her cousin take her home
-before we were ready to start," she said. "I am not particularly
-partial to Miss Morley's society, or Mr. Rathborne's either, and
-thought I would accept the seat you offered me. That was the whole
-matter."
-
-"I am delighted to hear it," said Mrs. Singleton, not deceived in the
-least. "I was afraid there had been a lover's quarrel, and that perhaps
-you were the innocent cause of it. That is always such an awkward
-position. I have occupied it myself once or twice, so I speak from
-knowledge."
-
-"I am sure that if you occupied it, it must have been innocently," said
-Marion, with malice. "But we need not discuss what is not, I trust,
-likely to occur, so far as I am concerned. How is Mr. Singleton this
-morning?"
-
-"Not well at all. This is one of his bad days. And it is one of mine,
-too," she added, with a slight grimace; "for I have just heard that
-Brian Earle is coming."
-
-"And who is Brian Earle?"
-
-"Surely you have heard my uncle talk of him? At least, it is most
-astonishing if you have not; for he likes him better than any one else
-in the world, I think; although they don't agree very well. I have no
-fancy for Brian myself: I find him entirely too much of a prig; but
-I will say that he might twist the old man around his finger if he
-would only yield a little more to his wishes and opinions. It is a
-lucky thing for us that he will not, but it does not make his folly
-less. Fancy! Mr. Singleton asked him to live with him, look after his
-business, and generally devote himself to him during his life, with the
-promise of making him his sole heir, and _he refused_! Can you believe
-that?"
-
-"I must believe it if you are sure of it," replied Marion, smiling at
-the energy of the other. "But why did he refuse?"
-
-Mrs. Singleton shrugged her shoulders. "Because he was not willing to
-give up control of his own life, and spend the best years of his youth
-in idleness, waiting for an old man to die. That is what he said. As
-if he would not gain by that waiting more than his wretched art would
-bring him if he toiled at it all his life!"
-
-"His art--what is he?"
-
-"Oh! a painter--or an attempt at one. Are such people always visionary
-and impracticable? I judge so from what I have read of them, and from
-my knowledge of him. It is true that his folly serves our interest very
-well; for if he had agreed to what his uncle proposed, we should have
-no chance of inheriting anything; but, nevertheless, one has a contempt
-for a man with so little sense."
-
-"I think you should have the highest regard for him in this instance,
-since he is serving your interest so well. But why is he coming?"
-
-"To see his uncle before going abroad again. Mr. Singleton has a strong
-attachment for him, notwithstanding the way he has acted; and I should
-not be surprised if he made him his heir, after all. So you see there
-is no reason why I should be overjoyed at his visit, especially since
-he is not at all an agreeable person, as you will see."
-
-"I may not see," said Marion; "for I do not think I shall be in
-Scarborough much longer."
-
-"You are going away?" said Mrs. Singleton, with a quick flash of
-comprehension in her eyes.
-
-"In a few days probably," was the reply. "I promised to spend only a
-month with Helen, and I have been here now six weeks."
-
-"But I thought you were good for the season," said Mrs. Singleton;
-while her inward comment was: "So matters are just as I thought!"
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XIII.
-
-
-Reticence was not Mrs. Singleton's distinguishing characteristic. It
-was not very long, therefore, before she mentioned her suspicions
-about Marion both to her husband and her uncle. The first laughed,
-and remarked that it was only what he had expected; the latter looked
-grave, and said: "In that case it will not be pleasant for her to
-remain in her aunt's house."
-
-"So far from it," was the careless reply, "that she is speaking of
-leaving Scarborough."
-
-Mr. Singleton glanced up sharply. "That would be very undesirable," he
-said. "Her singing is a great pleasure to me; for the matter of that,
-so is her society. Ask her to come and stay with you."
-
-Mrs. Singleton lifted her eyebrows. This was far from what she
-anticipated or desired. There had been a little malicious pleasure in
-her announcement, but she would certainly have refrained from making
-it had she feared such a result as this. She was so vexed that for a
-moment she could scarcely speak. Then she said: "You are very kind;
-but, although I like Miss Lynde, I do not care enough for her society
-to ask her to stay with me."
-
-"I never imagined for an instant that you cared for her society,"
-replied Mr. Singleton, coolly. "I was not thinking of your
-gratification, but of my own, in desiring you to ask her here. Of
-course, it is necessary that she should be nominally your guest;
-although, as we are aware, really mine."
-
-"I think, then, that it would be best she should be nominally as well
-as really yours," said Mrs. Singleton, too much provoked to consider
-for the moment what was her best policy.
-
-Mr. Singleton looked at her with an ominous flash in his glance. "Very
-well," he answered, deliberately. "That is just as you please. We can
-easily change existing arrangements. I will speak to Tom about it."
-
-But this intimation at once brought Mrs. Singleton to unconditional
-surrender.
-
-"There is no need for that," she said, hastily. "Of course I will do
-whatever you desire. I only thought it might be best that the matter
-should be clearly understood. I have no fancy for Miss Lynde, nor any
-desire for her companionship. To speak the truth, I do not trust her at
-all."
-
-Mr. Singleton shrugged his shoulders--a gesture to which he gave an
-expression that many of his friends found very irritating. It said
-plainly at present that nothing mattered less in his opinion than
-whether Mrs. Singleton trusted Miss Lynde or not.
-
-"Let us keep to the point," he said, quietly. "What your sentiments
-with regard to the young lady may be I do not inquire. I only desire
-you to ask her to come here. If you object to do this--and far be
-it from me to place any constraint upon you,--I must simply make an
-arrangement by which it can be done. That is all."
-
-"Why should I object?" asked Mrs. Singleton. "If she comes as your
-guest, it is certainly not my affair."
-
-"I have requested, however, that you ask her to come as your guest. Do
-not misunderstand that point. And do not give the invitation so that it
-may be declined. I should consider that tantamount to not giving it at
-all. See that she comes. You can arrange it if you like."
-
-With this intimation the conversation ended, and Mrs. Singleton had no
-comfort but to tell her husband of the disagreeable necessity laid upon
-her. "I am to ask Marion Lynde to come here as my guest, and I am to
-see that she comes! Could anything be more vexatious?" she demanded.
-"I am so provoked that I feel inclined to leave your uncle to manage
-his own affairs, and to get somebody else to invite guests for his
-amusement."
-
-"Nothing would be easier than for him to do so," said Mr. Singleton.
-"We are not at all necessary to him, you know. And why on earth should
-you object to asking Miss Lynde, if he desires it? It seems to me that
-you might desire it yourself."
-
-"Oh! it seems so to you, does it?" asked the lady, sarcastically.
-"Because she has a pretty face, I presume. It does not occur to you
-that a girl who has drawn her cousin's _fiancé_ into a love affair with
-her--for I am certain that is what has occurred--would betray us just
-as quickly, and use her influence with this infatuated old man to any
-end that suited her."
-
-Mr. Singleton looked a little grave at this view of the case. "Well,"
-he said, "that may be so, but how are we to help it? Certainly not by
-showing that we are afraid of her."
-
-"I might have helped it by letting her go away without telling him
-anything about it," said the lady. "And I wish I had!"
-
-"Useless!" said her philosophical husband. "He would have found it out
-for himself. Don't worry over the matter. Ask her here with a good
-grace, since you have no alternative, and trust that he will tire of
-her as he has tired of everybody else."
-
-That this was good advice--in fact, the only advice to be
-followed--Mrs. Singleton was well aware. And she proceeded to do what
-was required of her, with as good a grace as she could command. The
-invitation surprised Marion, but it was not unwelcome, as cutting the
-knot of her difficulties. For, anxious as she now was to leave her
-aunt's house, and to spare herself the silent, unconscious reproach of
-Helen's pale face, she was deeply averse to returning to her uncle's
-home. She had registered a passionate resolve never to return there if
-she could avoid it; but she had begun to fear that she would be unable
-to avoid doing so, when Mrs. Singleton's invitation offered her, at
-least, a temporary mode of escape. She received it graciously, saying
-that she would be happy to accept it whenever her aunt and cousin would
-consent to let her go.
-
-"Oh! I am sure they will be averse to giving you up," said Mrs.
-Singleton, with the finest sarcastic intention. "But if you are
-intending to leave them in any event, they can not object to your
-coming to me for a time."
-
-"They will certainly not object to that," replied Marion. "The
-question is only _when_ I can avail myself of your kind invitation."
-
-This proved to be quite soon; for when Mrs. Dalton heard of the
-invitation, she advised Marion to set an early day for accepting it.
-"I think it necessary," she said, "to take Helen away for change of
-air and scene. I should have asked you to accompany us; but, under the
-circumstances, the arrangement proposed by Mrs. Singleton is best. I am
-sure you will understand this."
-
-"I understand it perfectly," said Marion; "and am very sorry that you
-should have been embarrassed by any thought of me."
-
-So it was settled. Helen was quite passive, ready to do whatever was
-desired of her; but the spring of happiness seemed broken within
-her--that natural, spontaneous happiness which had appeared as much a
-part of her as its perfume is part of a flower. It was hard for Mrs.
-Dalton to forgive those who, between them, had wrought this change;
-although she knew that it was well for her daughter to be saved, at any
-cost, from a marriage with Rathborne.
-
-But Rathborne himself was naturally not of this opinion; and, being a
-person of strong tenacity of purpose, he was determined not to give up
-his cause as lost until he had tested his influence over Helen. The
-opportunity to do this was for some time lacking. He knew that it would
-be useless to go again to Mrs. Dalton's house and ask for an interview,
-even if his pride had not rendered such a step impossible. He waited
-for some chance of meeting Helen alone; but she shrank from going
-out, so he had found no opportunity, when he heard of her intended
-departure. This brought him to see the necessity of vigorous measures,
-and consequently he appeared the next morning at the Catholic church,
-having learned at what hour Mass was said.
-
-Entering late--for he did not wish to be observed more than was
-unavoidable,--he found the Mass in progress, and about half a dozen
-persons representing the congregation. His glance swept rapidly
-over these, and at once identified Helen, observing with a sense of
-relief that she was alone. Satisfied on this point, he dropped into
-a seat near the door to wait until the service ended, looking on
-meanwhile with a careless attention which had not the least element of
-comprehension. To him it was an absurd and unintelligible rite, which
-he did not even make the faintest effort to understand.
-
-When it ended, he thought that his waiting would also end; but to his
-irritated surprise he found that Helen's devotions were by no means
-over. The other members of the congregation left the church, each
-bestowing a curious glance on him in passing; but Helen knelt on, until
-he began to suspect that she must be aware of his presence and was
-endeavoring to avoid him. The thought inspired him with fresh energy
-and obstinacy. "She shall not escape me. I will stay here until noon,
-if necessary," he said to himself; while Helen, entirely unconscious of
-who was behind, was sending up her simple petitions for submission and
-patience and strength. They did not really last very long; and when she
-rose, Rathborne rose also and stepped into the vestibule to await her.
-
-His patience had no further trial of delay there. Within less than
-a minute the door leading into the church opened and Helen's face
-appeared. At the first instant of appearing, it had all the serenity
-that comes from prayer; but when she saw him standing before her, this
-expression changed quickly to one of distress. With something like a
-gasp she said; "Paul!" pausing with the door in her hand.
-
-Rathborne stepped forward, with his own hand extended. "Forgive me for
-startling you," he said; "but this was my only chance to see you, and I
-felt that I must do so."
-
-"Why?" asked Helen. She closed the door, but did not give her hand.
-"There is no reason, that I am aware of, why you should wish to see
-me," she added, in a voice which trembled a little. "Everything has
-been said that need be said between us."
-
-"On your side, perhaps so," he answered; "but not on mine. I have said
-nothing. You have given me no opportunity to say anything. You have
-condemned me unheard."
-
-"Condemned you! No," she replied. "I have never had any intention or
-desire to condemn you. On the contrary, I said from the first that I
-did not blame you for what was probably beyond your power to control.
-But I desired that all might be ended between us; and, that being
-so, there is nothing more to say on a subject that is--that must
-be--painful to you as well as to me."
-
-"It will not be painful if I can induce you to listen to me and to
-believe me," he said. "That is what I have come this morning to beg of
-you--the opportunity to set myself right. Appoint a time when I can
-come and find you alone, or meet me where you will. Only give me the
-opportunity to justify myself to you."
-
-He spoke with an earnest pleading which was by no means simulated,
-for he never lost the consciousness of how much for him depended upon
-this; and that the pleading had an effect upon Helen was evident in her
-growing pallor, in the look of pain that darkened her eyes. But she
-answered, with a firmness on which he had not reckoned:--
-
-"You should not ask of me something which could not serve any good end.
-No explanation can alter facts, and I would rather not discuss them.
-What happened was very natural. No one knows that better than I. But
-nothing can efface it now."
-
-"Not if you heard that I was led into folly by every possible art?" he
-demanded, carried beyond self-control by the unforeseen difficulty of
-bending one who had always before seemed so pliant to his influence.
-"Not if I proved to you that your cousin--"
-
-Helen lifted her hand with a gesture which had in it something of a
-command. "Not another word like that," she said. "I will not listen to
-it. If what you imply were true, how would it help matters? A man who
-is weak enough to be led away by the art of another is as little to be
-trusted as the man who deliberately breaks his faith. He may not be as
-blamable--I do not say that,--but one could never repose confidence in
-him again. That is over."
-
-"Helen!" said Rathborne. He was amazed, almost confounded, by a dignity
-of manner and tone which he had not only never seen in Helen before,
-but of which he would not have believed her capable. He did not reckon
-on the judgment and strength which earnest prayer had brought, nor did
-it occur to him that the worst place he could have chosen for the
-exertion of his influence was the threshold of the church, where day
-after day she had come to beg for the direction that in such a crisis
-would surely not be denied her. "I hardly know you," he went on, in the
-tone of one deeply wounded. "How changed you are!--how cold! What has
-become of the sweet and gentle Helen I have known and loved?"
-
-She looked at him with the first reproach that had been in either tone
-or glance. "The Helen you knew--who trusted you so absolutely and loved
-you so well--is dead," she answered. "There is no need that we should
-speak of her." She paused for an instant, and then, with her voice
-breaking a little, went on: "I am going away--I may not see you again
-in a long time. Meanwhile I will try, with the help of God, to forget
-the past, and I beg you to do the same; for it can never be renewed.
-And if you wish to spare me pain, you will never speak of it again."
-
-Had Rathborne uttered what was in his mind, he would have replied that
-whether he gave her pain or not was a matter of the utmost indifference
-to him, if only he might gain his desired end. A sense of powerless
-exasperation possessed him, the greater for his disappointment. He had
-been so certain of bending Helen to his will whenever he met her alone;
-yet now Helen stood before him like a rock, with immovable resolution
-on her gentle face. He lost control of himself, and, stepping forward,
-seized her by the hand.
-
-"You are not speaking your own mind in this," he said. "You are
-influenced by others, and I will not submit to it. The dictation of
-your mother or your priest shall not come between us."
-
-"Nothing has come between us except your own conduct and my own sense
-of right," answered Helen. She grew paler still, but did not falter.
-"It is best that we should part at once; for you have made me feel more
-strongly that it is best we should part altogether. Let me go. You
-forget where we are."
-
-"You will not listen to me?--you will not give me an opportunity to
-explain?"
-
-"There is nothing to explain," she said, faintly; for the strain of the
-interview was telling upon her. "Nothing can alter the fact of what I
-heard. I could never trust you or believe in your affection after that.
-Once for all, _everything is at an end between us_. Now let me go."
-
-He released her with a violence which sent her back a step. "Go, then!"
-he said. "I always knew that you were weak, but I never knew before how
-weak. You are a puppet in the hands of others, and both you and they
-shall regret this."
-
-He left the vestibule; while she, after waiting for a moment to recover
-herself, turned and re-entered the church.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XIV.
-
-
-"And so, Brian, I find you as obstinate as ever!" said Mr. Singleton,
-in a complaining tone.
-
-The person whom he addressed smiled a little. He did not look very
-obstinate, this pleasant-faced young man, with clear gray eyes, that
-regarded the elder man kindly and humorously. They were sitting in
-the latter's private room, which opened into the drawing-room--Mr.
-Singleton leaning back in his deep, luxurious chair; Brian Earle seated
-opposite him, but nearer the open window, through which his glance
-wandered now and then, attracted by the soft summer scene outside,
-flooded with the sunshine of late afternoon.
-
-"I am sorry if it seems to you only a question of obstinacy," he said,
-in a voice as pleasant as his face; "for that is the last thing I
-should wish to be guilty of. Mere obstinacy--that is, attachment to
-one's will simply because it is one's will--always seemed to me a very
-puerile thing. My impulse is to do what another wishes rather than what
-I wish myself--all things being equal."
-
-"Indeed!" said Mr. Singleton, with the sarcastic inflection of voice
-which was very common with him. "Then I am to suppose that, where I am
-concerned, your impulse is exactly contrary to what it is in the case
-of others; for certainly you have never consented to do anything that I
-wish."
-
-"My dear uncle, is that quite just, because I can not do _one_ thing
-that you wish?"
-
-"That one thing includes everything. You know it as well as I do. In
-refusing that, you refuse all that I can or ever shall ask of you."
-
-"I am sorry to hear it," said the other. "But do you not think that it
-is a great thing to ask of a man to resign his own plan and mode of
-life, to do violence to his inclination, and to give up not only his
-ambition but his independence as well?"
-
-"Yes," answered Mr. Singleton, "it _is_ a great deal; but I offer a
-great deal also. You should not forget that."
-
-"I do not forget it. You offer an immense price, but it is the price of
-my freedom and my self-respect."
-
-"In that case we will say no more about it," returned Mr. Singleton,
-hotly. "If you consider that you would lose your freedom and your
-self-respect by complying with my wishes--wishes which, I am sure, are
-very moderate in their demands,--I shall certainly not urge you to do
-so. We will consider the subject finally closed."
-
-"With all my heart," said Earle. "It is a very painful subject to me,
-because I regret deeply that I am unable to comply with your wishes."
-
-Mr. Singleton made a wave of his hand which seemed peremptorily to
-dismiss this regret. "Nothing would be easier than for you to gratify
-me in the matter if you cared to do so. Since you do not desire to do
-so, I shall cease to urge it. I have some self-respect, too."
-
-To this statement Earle wisely made no reply, and he was also
-successful in repressing a smile; though he knew well from past
-experience that his uncle's resolution would not hold for a week,
-and that the whole ground would have to be exhaustively gone over
-again--probably again and again.
-
-"You seem very pleasantly settled here," he observed after a moment, by
-way of opening a new subject. "This is a charming old place."
-
-"Yes. I should buy it if I expected to live long enough to make it
-worth while," replied Mr. Singleton. "The climate here suits me
-exceedingly well."
-
-"And the people are agreeable, I suppose?" observed Earle, absently,
-his eye fastened on the lovely alterations of light and shade--of the
-nearer green melting into distant blue--which made up the scene without.
-
-"I know little or nothing of the people of the town," said Mr.
-Singleton; "but I meet a sufficient number of my old friends--brought
-here, like myself, by the climate--to give me as much society
-as I want. Tom and his wife have, of course, a large circle of
-acquaintances; so you need entertain no fear of dullness in the short
-time you are good enough to give me."
-
-"Do you fancy that I am afraid of dullness?" asked Earle, with a laugh.
-"On the contrary, no man was ever less inclined for society than I am.
-But I like the look of the country about here, and I think I shall do
-sketching."
-
-"If you find sketching to do, there may be perhaps some hope of
-detaining you for a little while," said Mr. Singleton.
-
-"The length of my stay will not be in the least dependent on any
-possible or probable sketching," returned Earle, good-humoredly. He
-understood the disappointment which prompted Mr. Singleton to make
-these sarcastic speeches; and they did not irritate him in the least,
-but only inspired him with fresh regret that he could not do what was
-desired of him. For he spoke truly in saying that, all things being
-equal, he much preferred to do what another wished rather than what he
-wished himself. This was part of a disposition which was amiable and
-obliging almost to a fault. But with the amiability went great strength
-of resolution, when he was once fairly roused; and this resolution had
-been roused on a matter that he felt was a question of the independence
-of his life. To do what his uncle asked would be to resign that
-independence for an indefinite length of time--to give up the career on
-which from earliest boyhood he had set his heart--to sell his liberty
-for a mess of worldly pottage--that had no attraction for him.
-
-A man who cares little for money beyond the amount necessary for
-moderate competence, and who has no desire for wealth, is a character
-so rare in this age and country that people are somewhat justified in
-the incredulity with which they usually regard him. But now and then
-such characters exist, and Brian Earle was one of them. Possessing
-simple, almost austere tastes, having from his earliest boyhood a
-passion for art, money had never appeared to him the supreme good which
-it is considered to be by so many others; nor, in any real sense of the
-word, a good at all. This was partly owing to the fact that he had
-inherited fortune sufficient for all reasonable needs, and had no one
-depending upon him. A man who has given hostages to fortune cannot be
-as indifferent to fortune as one who has given none. Even if he lacks a
-mercenary spirit, he must desire for those whose happiness rests in his
-care the freedom from sordid anxieties which a monetary competency in
-sufficient degree alone can give.
-
-But Brian Earle, having no nearer relative than a married sister,
-had nothing to teach him to value wealth in this manner; and, since
-it could purchase nothing for which he cared, he felt no temptation
-to accept Mr. Singleton's proposition that he should devote his life
-exclusively to him, on consideration of inheriting his whole estate.
-There were few people who would have hesitated over such an offer,
-and who would not have been inclined to hold the man insane who did
-hesitate. But Brian Earle did more than hesitate: he absolutely refused
-it.
-
-It said much for the influence of his personal character that, even
-after this refusal, Mr. Singleton still evinced the partiality for his
-society which he had always exhibited, still claimed as much of that
-society as he possibly could, and generally consulted him when he had
-a decision of importance to make. "Ten to one, Earle will finally get
-the fortune as well as his own way," those who knew most of the matter
-often remarked. But one person, at least, had no expectation of this,
-and that was Earle himself.
-
-His affection for his uncle and gratitude for much kindness, however,
-made him show a deference and regard for the latter which had no basis
-in interested hopes, and which Mr. Singleton was not dull enough to
-mistake. Indeed there could be no doubt that his own regard for Earle
-was largely based upon the fact that the young man desired nothing
-from him, and was altogether independent of him, even while this
-independence vexed and irked him. Perceiving at the present time that
-the conversation had reached a point where it would be well that it
-should cease, Brian rose to his feet.
-
-"I think I will stroll about a little, and look into those
-possibilities of sketching," he said. "I have scarcely glanced at the
-place as yet."
-
-"Probably some one is going to drive," observed Mr. Singleton. "There
-are plenty of horses, and Tom and his wife keep them well employed. Of
-course they are at your service also."
-
-"I am accustomed to a humbler mode of locomotion, and really prefer
-it," Brian answered. "One sees more on foot."
-
-"I wish you had more expensive tastes," said his uncle. "One could get
-a hold on you then."
-
-He seemed to be speaking a thought aloud; but, as Earle had no desire
-to be provoking, he did not utter in reply the quick assent, "Yes,
-by no surer means than expensive tastes can a man sell himself into
-bondage."
-
-He went out, whistling softly, seized his hat in the hall, and was
-crossing toward the entrance, when down the broad, curving staircase
-came Mrs. Singleton in out-door costume. Probably the encounter was no
-more to her taste than to his, but she successfully simulated pleasure,
-which was more than he was able to do.
-
-"You are just going out, Brian?" she said. "That is fortunate, for I
-wanted to ask you to go to drive with us; but I knew you were with your
-uncle, and he is so fond of your society that I did not like to disturb
-you. But now you will come, of course. Only Miss Lynde and myself are
-going. I believe you have not yet met Miss Lynde--ah, here she is!"
-
-For, as they came out on the portico together, they found Marion
-already there. Words of polite refusal were on Earle's lips--for had he
-not just remarked that he did not care to drive?--but when his glance
-fell on the beautiful girl, to whom Mrs. Singleton at once presented
-him, those words found no expression. It was natural enough that, with
-the delight of the artist in beauty, he should have felt that the
-presence of such a face put the question of driving in a new aspect
-altogether. It would be a pleasure to study that face, and a pleasure
-to discover if the mind and the spirit behind were worthy of such a
-shrine.
-
-So, after handing the ladies into the open carriage that awaited them,
-he followed, and took his seat opposite the face that attracted him,
-as it had attracted the admiration of everyone who ever looked at it.
-Marion herself was so accustomed to this admiration that the perception
-of it in Earle's eyes neither surprised nor elated her. She took it
-as a matter of course,--a matter which might or might not prove of
-importance,--and meanwhile regarded rather curiously on her part the
-man who carelessly put a fortune aside in order to follow his own will
-and his own chosen path of life. On this remarkable conduct she had
-already speculated more than once. Did it mean that he was a fool--as
-Mrs. Singleton plainly thought,--or did it mean that he had a belief
-in himself and in his own powers, which made him stronger than other
-men, and therefore able to dispense with the aid which they so highly
-desired?
-
-She had not sat opposite him for many minutes before she was able
-to answer the first question. Decidedly he was not a fool--not even
-in that modified sense in which people of artistic, imaginative
-temperaments are sometimes held to be fools by the strictly practical.
-But with regard to the other question, decision was not so easy.
-Nothing in his appearance, manner or speech indicated any extraordinary
-belief in himself; but Marion had sufficient keenness of perception
-to recognize that, under his unassuming quietness, power of some sort
-existed. It might be the power to accomplish great things, or it might
-only be the power to content himself with moderate ones; but it was
-certainly not an altogether ordinary nature that looked out of the
-clear gray eyes, and spoke in the pleasant voice.
-
-"Where shall we go?" said Mrs. Singleton to Marion, when they had
-rolled through Scarborough and were out in the country. "We must show
-Brian all the points of picturesque interest in the vicinity. Do you
-think we have time to drive to Elk Ridge?"
-
-"Oh, no!" answered Marion, quickly; "it is too late to go there. And
-I am sure there are other places nearer at hand which are quite as
-pretty."
-
-"Do you think so?" said Mrs. Singleton, skeptically. "Pray tell us
-about them; for I know of no place half so charming in its surroundings
-and view as Elk Ridge."
-
-Marion colored a little. She really did not know of any other place
-equal to Elk Ridge in picturesque attractions; but her dislike to the
-idea of revisiting it was so strong that she had spoken instinctively,
-without thought. She was always quick witted enough to see her way
-out of a difficulty, however, and after an instant's hesitation she
-answered:--
-
-"I did not say that I positively knew of such a place, only that I was
-sure it must exist, and probably near at hand. Why not? The country
-seems to be very much the same in its features all about here."
-
-Mrs. Singleton shrugged her shoulders.
-
-"No one can be sure of what may or may not exist," she said; "but when
-it is a question of looking for it, I prefer what has been already
-discovered. We will not go to Elk Ridge, however, if you object. I am
-afraid our gypsy tea must have left disagreeable associations behind
-it."
-
-Earle could not but observe that Marion's color deepened still more,
-and that a slight tightening of the lines about her mouth showed that
-her annoyance was greater than the nature of the subject seemed to
-warrant. "Evidently some very disagreeable association in the matter!"
-he thought; and, before she could reply to the last remark, he said:--
-
-"Pray do not show me the best thing in the neighborhood at once. That
-should be led up to by successive degrees. These lovely pastoral
-meadows and those distant hills strike a note that suits me exactly
-to-day. I do not care for anything more boldly picturesque."
-
-"In that case, take the river road, Anderson," said Mrs. Singleton,
-addressing the coachman, and settling herself comfortably under the
-shade of her lace-covered parasol.
-
-So, for several miles they bowled gently along the level road which
-followed the margin of a beautiful stream, its soft valley spreading
-in Arcadian loveliness around them; gentle green hills bounding it;
-and far away, bathed in luminous mist, a vision of distant, purple
-mountains.
-
-Earle felt himself lapsed into a state of pleasant content. The
-luxurious motion of the carriage, the charming scenes passing before
-his eyes, the beautiful face opposite him, and the sound of musical
-voices--one, at least, of which did not talk nonsense--all combined to
-satisfy the artist which was so strong within him, and to make him feel
-that the virtue which had brought him to Scarborough was rewarded.
-
-As they re-entered the town, in the light of a radiant sunset, an
-incident occurred which revealed a fact that astonished both Mrs.
-Singleton and Marion. As they drove rapidly down a street, before them
-on rising ground stood the Catholic church, with its golden cross in
-bold relief outlined against the rose-red beauty of the evening sky.
-
-"What a pretty effect!" cried Marion.
-
-Earle turned in his seat to follow the direction of her glance, and,
-seeing the cross, looked surprised. "What is that?" he said. "It looks
-like a Catholic church."
-
-"It _is_ a Catholic church," answered Marion.
-
-He said nothing more, but as the carriage swept around a corner and
-carried them in front of it, he looked toward the church and lifted his
-hat.
-
-This act of reverence would probably have had no meaning to Mrs.
-Singleton, but Marion had lived too long with Catholics not to
-understand it. "Oh!" she exclaimed, involuntarily, with an accent of
-surprise; adding, when Earle looked at her, "is it possible you are a
-Catholic!"
-
-He smiled. "Does that astonish you?" he asked. "There are a good many
-of them in the world."
-
-"A Catholic!" repeated Mrs. Singleton, incredulously. "What
-nonsense!--Of course he is not--at least not a _Roman_ Catholic!"
-
-"Pardon me," he answered, still smiling, "but that is exactly what I
-am--a Roman Catholic. For that is the only kind of Catholic which it is
-worth any one's while to be."
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XV.
-
-
-"Oh, you must be mistaken, Anna!" said Tom Singleton, with his easy
-good-nature. "Brian could not have told you in earnest that he is a
-Catholic. The thing is absurd."
-
-"Ask him for yourself, then," answered Mrs. Singleton. "You will soon
-discover whether or not he is in earnest."
-
-"I can not say that I feel interested in his religious opinions, so why
-should I ask him?"
-
-"In order to find whether or not I am mistaken, and in order to put
-your uncle on his guard; for I am sure that he would not be pleased by
-such a discovery."
-
-"Then let him make it for himself," said Singleton. "It is no affair
-of mine. I should feel like a sneak if I meddled with such a matter;
-and, what is more, the old fellow would very quickly let me know that
-he thought me one. Besides, it makes no difference. Earle is out of the
-running. His own obstinacy settles that."
-
-"Not so much as you think, perhaps," said the lady. "Why is he here if
-the matter is settled? Believe it or not, his chance of inheriting the
-fortune is better than yours to-day."
-
-"Well, if so, let the best man win," returned Singleton,
-philosophically. "I shall certainly not descend to any trickery to get
-the better of him. Of course I am anxious for the fortune, but to show
-my anxiety would be a very poor way to secure it. I firmly believe that
-what makes my uncle lean so to Brian is that he does not appear to care
-for anything that he can do for him."
-
-"And in my opinion that indifference is all appearance," observed Mrs.
-Singleton, sharply. "If he cares nothing for what your uncle can do,
-why is he in attendance on him? But, however that may be, I shall see
-that his extraordinary change of religion becomes known."
-
-"If you go to my uncle with such information, you will only harm
-yourself," said Singleton, warningly.
-
-"I shall not think of going to him," she answered. "I know very well
-that his sentiments toward me are not sufficiently cordial to make that
-safe. I shall manage that Brian will give the information himself."
-
-"If you take my advice, you will let the matter alone," said her
-husband.
-
-But he knew very well that she would not take his advice, and he said
-to himself that it was well for her to do as she liked. She would not
-be satisfied without doing so; and, after all, if Brian _had_ been so
-foolish as to become a Roman Catholic, there was no objection to his
-uncle's knowing it. Earle himself certainly did not desire secrecy, or
-else he would not have mentioned the fact so openly and carelessly.
-
-And, indeed, nothing was further from Earle's mind than any desire
-for secrecy. Therefore, he fell with the readiest ease into the trap
-which Mrs. Singleton soon laid for him. It was one evening, when the
-household party was assembled in the drawing room after dinner, that
-she led the conversation to foreign politics, and the position of the
-Papacy in European affairs. Mr. Singleton, who took much more interest
-than the average American usually does in these affairs, was speedily
-led to express himself strongly against the Papal claim to temporal
-sovereignty.
-
-Earle looked up. "I think," he observed, in his pleasant but resolute
-voice, "that you have, perhaps, never considered that question in its
-true bearings."
-
-"_I_ have never considered it in its true bearings!" said Mr.
-Singleton, astonished beyond measure by this bold challenge; for he
-regarded himself, and was regarded by his friends, as an authority on
-the subject of European politics. "In that case will you be kind enough
-to inform me what are its true bearings?"
-
-The request was sarcastic, but Earle answered it with the utmost
-seriousness. "Certainly," he said, "to the best of my ability." And,
-before Mr. Singleton could disclaim any desire to be taken in earnest
-he proceeded to state with great clearness the historical proofs and
-arguments in favor of the Pope's sovereignty.
-
-His little audience listened with a surprise which yielded, in spite of
-themselves, to interest. The ideas and facts presented were all new to
-them, and to one, at least, seemed unanswerable.
-
-It has been already said that Marion had a mind free from prejudice;
-she had also a mind quick and keen in its power of apprehension. She
-caught the drift and force of Earle's statements before any one else
-did, and said to herself, "That must be true!" Yet, even while she
-listened with attention, it was characteristic of her that she also
-observed with amusement the scene which the group before her presented.
-Mr. Singleton, leaning back in his chair, was frowning with impatience,
-and the air of one who through courtesy only lends an unwilling ear.
-Tom Singleton was watching his cousin with an expression compounded
-of surprise, curiosity, and an involuntary admiration; while Mrs.
-Singleton looked down demurely at a fan which she opened and shut, her
-lips wearing a smile of mingled amusement and gratification.
-
-In the midst of this group Earle, with an air of the most quiet
-composure, was laying down his propositions one after another,
-unobservant of and indifferent to the expressions on the different
-faces around him. "He is very brave," thought Marion; "but surely he
-is also very foolish. Why should he unnecessarily contradict and vex
-the old man, who can do so much for him?" A sense of irritation mingled
-with the admiration which she could not withhold from him. "It would
-have been easy to say nothing," she thought again; "and yet how well he
-speaks!"
-
-He did indeed speak well--so well that the attention of Mr. Singleton
-was gradually drawn from the matter to the manner of his speech. He
-turned and looked keenly at the young man from under his bent brows.
-
-"You speak," he said, "like an advocate of the cause. How is that?"
-
-"I hope that I should be an advocate of any cause which I believed to
-be just," answered Brian, quietly; "but I am in a special manner the
-advocate of this, because I am a Catholic."
-
-"A Catholic!" Mr. Singleton looked as if he could hardly believe the
-evidence of his ears. "It is not possible that you mean a _Romanist_?"
-
-Earle bent his head, smiling a little. "I mean just that," he said; "or
-at least what _you_ mean by that. The term is neither very correct nor
-very courteous, but it expresses the fact clearly enough."
-
-This coolness had the usual effect of provoking Mr. Singleton, yet of
-making him feel the uselessness of expressing vexation. It was evident
-that his disgust was as great as his surprise, but he waited a moment
-before giving expression to either. Then he said, curtly:--
-
-"It is no affair of mine what you choose to call yourself, but I should
-have more respect for your sense if you told me you were a Buddhist."
-
-"Very likely," returned Earle, with composure; "for in that case I
-should be following the last whim of fashionable intellectual folly.
-But, you see, I thought it more sensible to go back to the old faith of
-our fathers."
-
-"You might have gone back to paganism, then," sneered the other. "That
-was the faith of our fathers also."
-
-"Very true," assented the young man; "and in that also I should have
-been following a large train. But I was not in search of a faith simply
-because it had been that of my fathers. I was in search of a faith
-which bore the marks of truth, and I found it to be that which some of
-my fathers unfortunately discarded."
-
-"And you have absolutely joined the Church of Rome?" demanded Mr.
-Singleton, with ominous calmness.
-
-"Yes," Earle replied, as calmly; "some months ago."
-
-The elder man took up a newspaper. "In that case," he observed, in a
-tone of icy coldness, "I have nothing more to say. The step is one with
-which I have no sympathy and very little tolerance; but, fortunately,
-it does not concern me at all."
-
-Mrs. Singleton shot a glance at her husband, which Marion saw was
-one of triumph. She knew instantly that the conversation which led
-to Earle's avowal had not been a matter of accident. "What a pretty
-trick!" she said, mentally, and, with a sudden impulse to show her
-sympathy with courage, she addressed the young man:--
-
-"You have at least the pleasure of knowing, Mr. Earle, that you belong
-to the same faith as most of the best and many of the greatest people
-of the world."
-
-Earle looked at her with surprise. Such a speech, under the
-circumstances, was the last he could have expected from her; for,
-notwithstanding the glamour of her beauty, he had read her accurately
-enough to perceive her worldliness, and her desire for all that the
-world could give. He knew that she was a favorite of his uncle's,
-and could not have imagined that she would brave the displeasure of
-the latter in a manner so unnecessary. Perhaps Mr. Singleton was
-also surprised--at least he glanced up at her quickly, while Earle
-answered:--
-
-"It is a deeper satisfaction still to believe that it is a faith which
-has made the best of those people what they are, and which can derive
-no lustre from the greatest."
-
-"I have always observed that Roman Catholics are very enthusiastic
-about their religion," said Mrs. Singleton; "but I did not know before,
-Marion, that you inclined that way."
-
-"What way?" asked Marion, coolly. "To enthusiasm or to Catholicity? As
-a matter of fact, I do not incline to either. But I have seen a great
-deal of Catholics, and admire many things about them. Indeed, all of my
-best friends belong to that religion."
-
-"Then we may expect you to follow in Brian's footsteps before long,"
-said the lady, with malicious sweetness.
-
-"There is nothing that I am aware of more improbable," replied Marion.
-
-She rose then, conscious that the conversation, if carried farther,
-might develop more unpleasantness, and moved toward the piano. Earle
-followed her, in order to lift the lid of the instrument, and as he did
-so said, smilingly:--
-
-"I think you are quite right to endeavor to restore harmony by sweet
-sounds. Is it not extraordinary that there should be no such potent
-cause of discord in the world as a question of religion?"
-
-"I suppose it is because people feel more strongly on that subject
-than on any other," she answered, looking up at him, and wondering a
-little that a man so young, with all the world before him, and all its
-ambitions to tempt him, should think of religion at all.
-
-The next day she found an opportunity to say this frankly. During
-the morning she strolled into the garden with a book, and there
-encountered Earle, leaning on a stone-wall that skirted the lower
-boundaries of the grounds, sketching a pretty meadow and group of trees
-beyond. She came upon him unobserved--for he was standing with his back
-to the path along which she advanced,--and the sound of her clear,
-musical voice was the first intimation he had of her presence.
-
-"How rapidly you sketch, Mr. Earle, and how well!" she said.
-
-He started and turned, to find her standing so near that she overlooked
-his work. She smiled as his astonished eyes met her own. "Do I disturb
-you?" she asked. "If so I will go away."
-
-"You have certainly not disturbed me up to the present moment," he
-answered. "Have you been here long?"
-
-"Only a few minutes. You were so absorbed that you did not observe me,
-and I was so interested in watching you that I did not care to speak.
-But if I disturb you--"
-
-"Why should you disturb me if you care to stay? You will not obstruct
-my view of the meadow or trees. It is a pretty little scene, is it not?"
-
-"Very," she answered, moving to the wall, at which she paused, a few
-feet distant from him, and laid her book down on the ledge which it
-conveniently presented. Then she stood silent for a minute, looking
-at the shadow-dappled landscape, and conscious of a sense of pique,
-provoked by the cool indifference of his reply. She knew that to many
-men her presence _would_ obstruct their view of the fairest scene
-nature might present, and she could perceive no reason why this man
-should be different from them,--why her beauty, which his artist-glance
-had evidently appreciated, seemed to have so little effect upon him.
-Her vanity had become more insistent in its demands, from the homage
-which had been offered her; and the withholding this homage had already
-become a thing insufferable. But she was far too proud to show this, as
-many weaker women do; and, after a short interval, she said, lightly
-enough:--
-
-"What a very great pleasure it must be when one is able to set down
-beauty as you are doing--to preserve and make it one's own! I have a
-friend who loves art devotedly--in fact, she is a true artist,--and I
-have always the same feeling when I watch her at work."
-
-"The power is certainly a great delight," said Earle, going on with
-his rapid strokes; "but you must not imagine that it is all delight.
-There is a great deal of drudgery in this as in all other arts; and,
-worse still, there are times of infinite disgust as well as profound
-discouragement."
-
-"So Claire used to say--at least, she spoke of discouragement, but I
-never heard her speak of disgust."
-
-"Claire!" Earle looked at her now with his quick, bright glance. "I
-wonder if I do not know of whom you speak. There can hardly be more
-than one Claire who is a true artist."
-
-"There may be a hundred, for aught I know," replied Marion, carelessly;
-"but I mean Claire Alford. Her father was a distinguished artist, I
-believe. You may have heard of him."
-
-"Everyone has heard of him, I imagine," returned Earle, a little
-dryly; "but I knew him well in my boyhood, and he did more than any one
-else to fan whatever artistic flame I possess. I was, therefore, very
-glad when I chanced to meet his daughter about a month ago."
-
-"You met Claire? That can hardly be! She is abroad."
-
-"I met her a few days before she sailed. The lady with whom she has
-gone, and with whom she was then staying, is the widow of an artist
-whom I knew, and is herself a great friend of mine."
-
-"And so you have met Claire! I really don't know why it should surprise
-me, yet it does. What did you think of her? I ask the question without
-hesitation, because I know it is impossible for any one to think ill of
-her, and the well is only in proportion as you know or divine her."
-
-"I am sure of that," said Earle, with a kindly smile for the speaker.
-"She charmed me at first sight: she is so simple, so candid, so
-unconscious of herself, so evidently intent upon high aims."
-
-"Yes, she is all of that," replied Marion. Involuntarily her voice fell
-as she thought of how little any word of this commendation could be
-applied to herself. "Did you find out that you had something in common
-beside your love of art?" she asked, after an instant. "Claire is a
-fervent Catholic."
-
-"Is she?" he said, with interest. "No, I did not discover it. Nothing
-brought up the subject of religion. But I am not surprised. There is an
-air about her that made me call her in my own mind a vestal of art. I
-can easily realize that she is something more and better than that."
-
-"It is a pretty name, and suits her well--a vestal of art," said
-Marion. She was silent then for a minute or two, and stood looking with
-level gaze from under the broad brim of her sun-hat at the pastoral
-meadow-scene, unconscious for once what a picture she herself made, as
-she leaned on the stone-wall, with a spreading mulberry-tree throwing
-its chequered shade down upon her graceful figure. Artist instinct drew
-Earle's eyes upon her, and he was saying to himself, "How much I should
-like to sketch her! Shall I ask her permission to do so?" when she
-suddenly turned her face toward him and spoke.
-
-"Do you know, Mr. Earle," she said, "that you astonished me very
-much last night? For the matter of that"--with a slight laugh,--"I
-suppose you astonished everyone. But I am bold enough to express my
-astonishment, because I should really like to know what you meant."
-
-"I shall be very happy to tell you," Earle answered, "if you will give
-me an idea what _you_ mean."
-
-"I mean this. Why did you vex Mr. Singleton by unnecessary
-contradiction, and an unnecessary avowal of what you knew would annoy
-if it did not seriously alienate him?"
-
-The young man regarded her with surprise. "Simply because I had no
-alternative," he replied. "Nothing was further from my desire than to
-vex him. But why, in the name of all that is reasonable, should people
-be vexed by hearing the truth? Is not that what we all wish, ostensibly
-at least--to learn and to believe _the truth_ about a thing, not mere
-fancies or ideas?"
-
-"Ye--s," said Marion, hesitatingly. "I suppose no one would acknowledge
-that he did not wish to know the truth; but you are aware that nothing
-is more offensive than the truth to people who have strong convictions
-against it."
-
-"So much the worse for such people, then."
-
-"And so much the worse sometimes for those who persist in enforcing
-enlightenment upon them."
-
-"I really do not think that is my character," he said. "I have never,
-to my knowledge, attempted to force enlightenment upon any one. But
-sometimes--as was the case last night--one must speak (even when
-speaking will serve no end of conviction), or be guilty of cowardice
-and tacit deception."
-
-Marion shook her head, in protest, apparently, against these views; but
-probably she felt the uselessness of combating them. At least when she
-spoke again it was to say, abruptly:--
-
-"But how on earth do you chance to take that particular view of truth?"
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XVI.
-
-
-Earle smiled. "The answer to that is contained in what I remarked a
-moment ago," he said. "I wanted _truth itself_, not my own or anybody's
-else views or fancies concerning it."
-
-Marion looked at him with a gravity on her face which gave it a new
-character altogether. "And do you really think that you found this
-absolute truth in the Catholic faith?" she asked.
-
-"I do not think so--I _know_ it," he answered. "It is there or nowhere.
-I satisfied myself of that."
-
-"But how did you come to care enough about it to think of satisfying
-yourself?" she persisted. "That is what puzzles me most. The Catholic
-faith may be true--I can readily believe it is,--but how did you, a
-young man with the world all before you, ever come to care whether it
-were true or not?"
-
-He regarded her silently for a moment before replying. It seemed as if
-he found it difficult to answer such words as these. At length he said:
-"Is there any special reason why a young man, even if it were true that
-he had all the world before him--and it is true in a very limited sense
-of me,--should not think occasionally of the most important subject in
-the world, and should not desire to think rightly?"
-
-"Of course there is no reason why he should not," she replied. "Only
-it seems unnatural. One fancies him thinking of other things. In his
-place, _I_ should think of other things."
-
-"May I ask what they would be?"
-
-"I am sure you can hardly need to ask. Even if you have no ambition
-yourself, you must realize its existence; you must know how it makes
-men desire fame and power and wealth for the sake of the great
-advantages they bring. In your place, I should think of making a name,
-of conquering fortune, of enjoying all that the world offers."
-
-"Well," he said, after a short pause--during which he had gone on with
-the rapid, practiced strokes of his pencil,--"all that is natural
-enough, and there is no harm in it unless one wished to enjoy some of
-the unlawful things which the world offers. But why should one not do
-all this--make a name and conquer fortune--and still give some thought
-to the great question of one's final end and destiny?"
-
-She made a slight gesture of impatience. "You know very well," she
-said, "that, as a matter of fact, an ambitious man has no time for
-considering such questions."
-
-"That depends entirely upon the man. You should not make your
-assertions so sweeping. In these days, at least, no man of thought--no
-man who is at all interested in intellectual questions--can ignore the
-subject of religion. Let me illustrate my meaning. Would you have been
-surprised to learn that I were an Agnostic or a Positivist?"
-
-"No," she replied, somewhat reluctantly. "That would have been
-different."
-
-"Only different because they are fashionable creeds of the hour, and it
-is considered a proof of intellectual strength to stultify reason, and,
-in the face of the accumulated proofs of ages, to declare that man can
-know nothing of his origin or his end. But when, on the contrary, one
-accepts a logical and luminous system of thought, a revelation which
-offers an explanation of the mystery of being entirely consistent with
-reason, you think that very remarkable! Forgive me, Miss Lynde, if I
-say that I find your opinion quite as remarkable as you can find my
-faith."
-
-She blushed, but answered haughtily: "That may be. It was no doubt
-presumptuous of me to express any opinion on the subject. I really
-don't know why I did it, except that I was so much surprised, in the
-first place by the fact that you had thought of the matter, and in the
-second place by the avowal which vexed your uncle."
-
-"I am sorry to have vexed him," said Earle, quietly; "but he is too
-much of a philosopher to allow it to trouble him long--indeed I have no
-idea that it has troubled him at all."
-
-She did not answer, but the expression in her eyes was one of so much
-wonder that he smiled. "What is it now?" he asked. "What are you still
-surprised at?"
-
-"I hardly like to tell you," she replied. "I feel as if I had already
-said too much--"
-
-"By no means. I like frankness, of all things; especially if I may be
-allowed to imitate it."
-
-She smiled in spite of herself. "That," she said, "is certainly
-as little as one could allow. Well, then, I confess that I do not
-understand why you should refuse to accept the fortune which Mr.
-Singleton evidently wishes so much to give you. Have you conscientious
-scruples against holding wealth?"
-
-"Not the faintest. I would accept a million, if it came to me
-unfettered by conditions which would make even a million too dearly
-bought."
-
-"Such as--?"
-
-"What my uncle asks--that I give up everything which interests me in
-life, and devote myself to him as long as he lives."
-
-"But he cannot live long. And then--"
-
-"Then I should be a rich man. But, as it chances, I do not care about
-being a rich man. Money can not buy anything which I desire. It cannot
-give me the proficiency in art which must be won by long and hard
-study."
-
-"It would make that study unnecessary."
-
-"Unnecessary!" He glanced at her with something of her own wonder,
-dashed by faint scorn. "Do you think that I consider _making money_ the
-end of my art? So far from that, I would starve in a garret sooner than
-lower my standard for such an object. And, insensibly perhaps, I should
-lower it if I had a great deal of money. No man can answer for himself.
-Therefore, I have no desire to be tempted. And I repeat that money can
-buy nothing which I value most."
-
-"Do you not value power? It can buy that."
-
-"In a very poor form. I am not sure that I should care for it in its
-best form, but certainly not in that which money buys."
-
-"Money is the lever which moves the world," she said; "and it is only
-because you have never known the real want of it that you hold it so
-lightly."
-
-"I have sometimes thought that myself," he replied. "It is true that
-only a starving man properly appreciates bread. I have never starved,
-and it may be that I am not properly grateful for mine; but, at least,
-I try neither to undervalue nor overvalue it."
-
-"Some day," she said, "you may find an object which money would have
-helped you to gain, and then you will regret the folly--forgive me if I
-speak plainly--which threw away such a great power."
-
-"I should have to change very much," he replied, "before I could care
-for any object which money would help me to gain."
-
-"There is nothing more likely than that you will change on that point.
-If there is anything that life teaches, it is that there is scarcely a
-single object which money will not help us to gain."
-
-He looked at her with a curious surprise, which he did not attempt to
-conceal. "Forgive _me_," he said, "if I speak too plainly; but there
-is a remarkable want of harmony between your appearance and your
-utterances. If one listened with closed eyes, one might fancy that a
-man of fifty spoke in behalf of the god to whom he had devoted his
-life. But when one looks at you--"
-
-"You are surprised that such sentiments should come from one who ought
-to be ignorant of every reality of life," she observed, coolly, as he
-paused. "But I learned something about those realities at a very early
-age. I know how the want of money has embittered my life; I know how it
-lays on me now fetters under which I chafe; and therefore, by right of
-the experience which you lack, I tell you that you will live to regret
-the loss of the fortune you are throwing away."
-
-"No man can speak with absolute certainty of the future; but, if I know
-myself at all, I do not think I shall ever regret it."
-
-She shrugged her shoulders slightly. "In that case you will be an
-extraordinary man," she said. "But I feel as if I should beg your
-pardon for having fallen into such a personal vein of discussion."
-
-"I do not think that the responsibility rests with you," he answered.
-"But if you consider that you owe me an apology, I can point out an
-immediate way to make amends. Ever since you have been standing there,
-I have been longing to make a sketch of you. Will you allow me to do
-so?"
-
-"Certainly," she said, smiling; for the request flattered her vanity.
-
-So, while she stood in the sunshine and shadow, a charming picture of
-youth and grace, he sketched her, feeling with every stroke the true
-artist appreciation of her beauty; and more and more surprised at
-her intelligence as they talked of art and literature, of people and
-events, while time flew by unheeded.
-
-Meanwhile Mr. Singleton was certainly wroth with his favorite. The
-latter's change of religion--or, to be more correct, his choice of
-religion--was the last of many offenses; and the old man said to
-himself that, so far as he was concerned, it should indeed be the
-last. "The boy is a fool, besides being obstinate and ungrateful!"
-he thought, with what he felt to be righteous indignation, and which
-(knowing his own weakness in regard to Earle) he strove to encourage
-and fan into enduring anger. "But I am glad I have discovered this in
-time--very glad! Though he has refused so positively to do anything
-that I wish, there is no telling what weakness I might have been guilty
-of when it came to the point of making my will. But now I am safe. My
-money shall never go into the hands of the Jesuits--that I am resolved
-upon. And, of course, they would soon obtain it from Brian, who has no
-appreciation whatever of its value. Yes, my mind is settled at last on
-that score. He shall never inherit anything from me; but where on earth
-am I to find a satisfactory legatee to take his place?"
-
-The consideration of this question, and the difficulty of answering
-it, produced in old Mr. Singleton a state of temper which made life a
-burden, for the time being, to all his personal attendants. While Earle
-was philosophically setting forth his views to Marion at the bottom
-of the garden, the valet and the nurse were having a very hard time
-in getting the fractious invalid ready for the day; and when he was
-finally established in his sitting-room, he probably remembered the
-soothing power of music, and asked for Miss Lynde.
-
-Diligent search having revealed the fact that Miss Lynde was not in the
-house, Mr. Singleton wanted to know if any one could tell him where
-she had gone. Mrs. Singleton, being interrogated, professed utter
-ignorance; but one of the maids volunteered the information that from
-an upper window she had seen Miss Lynde in the garden with Mr. Earle.
-That had been an hour before. "Go to the same window and see if she is
-there yet," ordered Mr. Singleton when this was communicated to him.
-Observation duly made, and a report brought to him that she was still
-there, "Shall I send for her, sir?" inquired his servant.
-
-"No," snapped the irate old gentleman. "What do you mean by such a
-question? Why should I wish to disturb Miss Lynde? I simply desired to
-satisfy myself where she was. When she comes in, let her know that I
-would like to see her."
-
-Left alone then, he opened his newspapers with a softening of the lines
-about his mouth. After all, a way might be found of managing Brian. The
-influence of a beautiful woman might accomplish what his own influence
-had failed to do. Marion would make a capital wife for the young man.
-"Just the wife he needs," thought Mr. Singleton. "A woman of ambition,
-of cleverness, and of worldly knowledge quite remarkable in one so
-young. No danger of _her_ under-valuing money, and the Jesuit would
-be very sharp who could get it from her. Why did I not think of this
-before? Of course he will fall in love with her--what man could avoid
-doing so?--and, in that event, everything can be arranged. _She_ will
-bring him to my terms soon enough."
-
-These reflections had so soothing an effect upon his temper that
-when Marion came in, and was told by Mrs. Singleton that _he_ (with
-a significant gesture toward the apartment of the person indicated)
-was in the mood of a tiger, and demanding her presence, she was most
-agreeably surprised at being received with extreme kindness.
-
-"I am told you have been asking for me. I am sorry to have been out of
-the way," she said.
-
-"I wanted to ask you to sing for me," he replied. "My nerves are in an
-irritated state this morning, and I felt as if your voice might soothe
-them. But I am not unreasonable enough to expect you to be always on
-hand to gratify my fancies. It was well that you were out enjoying this
-beautiful morning."
-
-"I was only in the garden. You might have sent for me. I should have
-been delighted to come and sing for you. Shall I do so now?"
-
-"After a little. Sit down and let me talk to you for a few minutes.
-I suppose you can imagine what it is that gave me a particularly bad
-night, and has set my nerves on edge this morning?"
-
-"I am afraid that it is worry," said Marion, sitting down near him.
-"You did not like what Mr. Earle said last night."
-
-"I certainly did not like it. The announcement he made was a great
-surprise to me and a great shock. Under any circumstances, I should be
-sorry for any one in whom I felt an interest to take such a step; but
-you are probably aware that I have felt a peculiar interest in Brian."
-
-"I have heard that your intentions toward him have been most kind."
-
-"I have desired that he shall take with me the place of a son. I have
-asked him to accept the duties of such a position--duties that would
-not be very heavy,--and I have promised that, in return, he shall
-inherit everything that is mine. Do you think that an unreasonable
-proposal?"
-
-"Very far from it," answered Marion. "I think it most reasonable and
-most kind. I can not understand how he can hesitate over it."
-
-"He does not hesitate," said Mr. Singleton, bitterly: "he refuses it.
-After that I ought to be willing to let him go; but the truth of the
-matter is, I have no one to take his place. He is not only my nearest
-relative, but there is something about him that attaches one to him
-despite one's self. My dear"--he looked wistfully, yet keenly, into the
-beautiful face,--"it has occurred to me that perhaps _you_ might have
-some influence over him."
-
-"I!" exclaimed Marion. For a moment her surprise was so great that she
-could say nothing more. Then, with the realization of his meaning, a
-wave of color came into her face. "I have no reason to suppose that I
-have the least influence with Mr. Earle," she said. "If I had, I would
-gladly use it for the ends about which you are so anxious."
-
-"I am sure of that," observed Mr. Singleton, significantly. "Well, all
-I can say is that nothing would please me more than for you to acquire
-such influence. If you should acquire it, and if you should consent to
-use it always, I would be a very delighted old man. You understand me,
-I see, so I need say no more. Now go and sing for me."
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XVII.
-
-
-Mr. Singleton was wise enough to remain satisfied with having expressed
-his wishes to Marion. He said nothing to Earle, having a general
-conviction that "in vain is the snare spread in sight of any bird," and
-a knowledge of this particular bird which warned him to be cautious.
-But the idea which had occurred to him seemed so likely to produce the
-desired result, that he was greatly encouraged by it, and his manner to
-his nephew was so different from what Mrs. Singleton had anticipated,
-that she said to herself with much chagrin that Tom was right after
-all, and she had gained nothing by the disclosure she had brought about.
-
-Earle himself was pleased that his uncle showed no coldness of feeling
-toward him. He had fully expected this; and, while the anticipation had
-not troubled him in any serious manner, he was relieved to find that he
-was to be spared that sense of alienation which is always a trial to a
-person of sensitive feelings.
-
-What he would have thought had his uncle at this time frankly avowed to
-him the plan he had conceived, it is not difficult to imagine. What he
-would have done is no less easy to conjecture. But, left in ignorance,
-and exposed to an association which would have had attractions for
-any one, he unconsciously drifted toward a position destined to lead
-to serious results. For while Marion repelled she also attracted him,
-through the interest he felt in a character so strongly marked for
-good or for evil, and by the very frankness with which she displayed
-traits and expressed sentiments with which he had little sympathy. "It
-is a fine character warped and distorted," he said to himself. "Good
-influences might do much with it. What a pity if she drifts deeper
-into the worldliness that now attracts her so greatly! For there is
-nothing frivolous about her, and she will find in the end that none but
-frivolous people can be contented with the things for which she longs."
-
-Now, there are a few people who, brought into contact with a character
-of which they think in this manner, do not feel inclined to exert the
-influence that they believe would be beneficial. And how much more
-when the person on whom it is to be exerted is a young, a beautiful
-and a clever woman! Whether he approved of her or not, Earle could not
-fail to find Marion a stimulating and agreeable companion. The absence
-of effort to attract--for she was far too proud to make this--lulled
-to rest any fear of the result of such an association to himself;
-and their morning conversation in the garden was the beginning of an
-intercourse which grew daily more pleasant on both sides.
-
-Mr. Singleton had been the first to see the probable end, but it was
-not long before others foresaw it also. "I told you that girl would
-betray us," said Mrs. Singleton to her husband. "She means to marry
-Brian Earle and take our place. That is clear."
-
-"But there may be two words to that," said the gentleman addressed.
-"Brian may not intend to marry _her_. He was talking of his plans to me
-while we were smoking last night, and there was not a word of marrying
-in them."
-
-"That much for his plans!" said Mrs. Singleton, with a slight,
-contemptuous gesture. "They will soon be whatever Marion Lynde chooses.
-When a woman like her makes up her mind to marry a man, she will
-succeed. You may be sure of that."
-
-"Rather a bad lookout for men, in such a case," returned Mr. Singleton.
-"Only if the power is limited to women like Miss Lynde, one might bear
-it with philosophy."
-
-His wife gave him a look compounded of scorn and irritation. "There
-is not much doubt what you would do in Brian Earle's place. That girl
-seems to turn the head of every man she comes in contact with. I am
-sure I wish I had never heard of her!"
-
-"I fancy Rathborne wishes the same thing," observed Mr. Singleton. "I
-never saw a man so changed as he is of late; I met him yesterday, and I
-was struck by his moody looks."
-
-Mrs. Singleton shrugged her shoulders. "I have no compassion to spare
-for him. A man who has been such a fool as he has, deserves to suffer.
-But we have done nothing to deserve to be supplanted in this way."
-
-"Well," said the more reasonable husband, "it is hardly just to talk
-of being 'supplanted.' The old fellow has always been very frank with
-me, and insisted there should be no room for misconception. We have an
-agreeable home without any expense to ourselves, but he has always
-told me that he did not bind himself to leave me anything at all."
-
-"Of course he would not bind himself; but if Brian refuses to be his
-heir--and that is what his conduct heretofore amounts to,--whose chance
-should be better than yours?"
-
-"Really it is hard to say. Who can account for the whims of rich old
-men? He may cut us all off, and leave his fortune to Miss Lynde."
-
-"If I thought so," said Mrs. Singleton, fiercely, "I would murder her--"
-
-"Come, Anna, that is beyond a joke!"
-
-"Or myself, for having brought her to his notice."
-
-"Defer both murders until you find out whether there is any need for
-them," said her provoking husband. And then he beat a hasty retreat.
-
-But even he, now that his eyes were opened, began to perceive the
-extreme probability of all that his wife suggested. There was no doubt
-of the fact that Marion and Earle were constantly together, that they
-seemed to find much gratification in each other's society, and that Mr.
-Singleton (this was patent to the most careless observation) looked on
-approvingly at their growing intimacy. "The old fellow wants to see
-the thing brought about," said Tom Singleton to himself. "He thinks it
-would tie Brian down, and that a wife with such ideas would soon cure
-him of his contempt for riches. Well, he's right enough; and since it
-is most likely to come about, Anna and I may make up our minds that our
-day is nearly over. We shall soon have to step down to make room for
-Mrs. Brian Earle."
-
-The young lady designated in advance by this title was herself
-entirely of his opinion. At this time a rosy vista opened before her.
-She felt that all which she most desired was within her grasp. And yet
-not exactly in the manner she had anticipated. For, much as she had
-always longed for the power which wealth gives, it had not been her
-dream to obtain wealth by marriage. That seemed to her a means too
-commonplace, and also too degrading. It was to be won through her own
-effort, her own cleverness, in some manner as vaguely outlined as a
-fairy-tale. But she was too shrewd not to perceive, after a very brief
-acquaintance with life, that for a young girl, without some special and
-brilliant talent, to hope to _make_ a fortune was as reasonable as if
-she had thought of building a tower with her own hands. She realized,
-then, that it was a wonderful prospect which opened before her, as if
-by the stroke of an enchantress' wand, in the fancy of Mr. Singleton
-for herself, and in the fact that Earle excited her regard in a degree
-she had hardly imagined possible. Once, with mocking cynicism, she had
-asked of Helen, "Do you think such good fortune ever befalls one, as
-that the man one could love is also the man it is expedient for one
-to marry?" And now that good fortune, so utterly disbelieved in, had
-befallen herself!
-
-For the very things in which Earle was least like herself attracted her
-most. He was an embodiment of ideas which, abstractly, were too exalted
-for her to reach. His faith, his unworldliness, his devotion to noble
-ends,--all touched the higher side of her own nature, like strains of
-heroic poetry. Under his immediate influence, she began to change in
-a manner as strange as it was significant. Keen eyes noted this, and
-Mrs. Singleton said to herself that the girl was capable of playing
-any part, even of pretending to be quixotic and unworldly. But in this
-she did her injustice. With all its great faults, Marion's character
-possessed the saving salt of sincerity, and she was absolutely
-incapable of playing a part for any purpose whatever. The change in
-her just now was real; there only remained a question whether or not
-it were deep,--whether human love alone were great enough to work the
-miracle of regenerating a nature into which worldliness had struck such
-strong roots.
-
-The test was not long delayed. As the time for Earle's visit drew to
-a close, he began to realize how decidedly he had suffered himself
-to be drawn toward this girl, whom his judgment at first so greatly
-disapproved, and whom it could not even yet altogether approve;
-although he was not blind to the change in her wrought by his
-influence,--a change which unconsciously flattered him, as any proof
-of power flatters this poor human nature of ours. He found, somewhat
-to his dismay, that he was more attached to her than he had been aware
-of, but he had no intention of declaring his feeling. Judgment was
-still too much arrayed against it. And this being so, he resisted the
-temptation to prolong his visit, and adhered to the original date set
-for his departure. Now, since this departure was not only to be from
-Scarborough, but from America, Mr. Singleton was very anxious that it
-should be prevented, and he watched with growing anxiety the intimacy
-with Marion, from which he hoped so much.
-
-"My dear," he said to her one day when they were alone together, and
-she had been singing for him, "I wish you would exert your influence
-with Brian to keep him from going abroad. It would be much better that
-he should remain here."
-
-"There can be no doubt of that," she replied. "But you mistake in
-thinking that I have any influence with him. If I had, I would use it
-as you desire."
-
-"I am afraid," he observed, "that you underrate your influence. I think
-you have more than you suppose."
-
-"No," she said. "I have always been accustomed to influencing those
-around me, and therefore I know very well when I fail to do so. I fail
-with Mr. Earle. He has no respect for my opinion, as indeed"--with
-unwonted humility--"why should he have?"
-
-The man of the world uttered a contemptuous laugh. "Do you really, with
-all your cleverness, know so little of men as to fancy that respect for
-a woman's opinion is a necessary part of her influence?" he asked.
-
-"With most men I suppose it is not," she answered; "but with Mr. Earle
-it is. I am sure of that, and also sure that I should not care to
-influence a man who had no respect for my opinion."
-
-"_That_ opinion is not worthy of your good sense," said Mr. Singleton.
-"It does not matter at all _how_ one influences people, so that one
-actually does manage to influence them. The important point is to
-succeed."
-
-"Have you found it an easy thing to succeed with Mr. Earle?" asked
-Marion, a little maliciously.
-
-"Very far from it," replied Mr. Singleton. "There is only one way to
-influence him, and that is through his affections. For one to whom he
-is attached, he will do much."
-
-The last words were so significant that Marion colored and said no
-more. But she determined that she would test whether or not they were
-true, since she had by this time little doubt of Earle's sentiments
-toward her.
-
-She had not long to wait for an opportunity. The next morning Earle
-asked if she would not go with him to complete a sketch that he was
-making of a bit of woodland scenery near the house. "A morning's
-work will finish it," he said. "And since I shall not have many more
-mornings, if you care to come, I shall be very glad."
-
-"You know I always like to come," she answered. "It is interesting to
-me to watch your work. I feel as if I were witnessing the process of
-creation."
-
-"You are witnessing _a_ process of creation," he said. "Art is a ray
-of the divine genius which created nature, and, in its degree, it is
-creative also. That is the secret of its great fascination."
-
-"It certainly seems to possess a great fascination for you," she said,
-as he slung his color-box over his shoulder and they set forth.
-
-"Do you wonder at it?" he asked, with a quick glance.
-
-"No; I do not wonder at the fascination," she replied. "I only wonder
-that you think it right to sacrifice everything else to it."
-
-"What do I sacrifice to it?" he asked. "A little money for which I have
-no use. Is not that all?"
-
-She shook her head. "By no means all. You sacrifice the dearest wish
-of your uncle, who is devoted to you--the power of giving him great
-pleasure, and the power also of doing much good with the money you
-despise. Have you ever thought of that?"
-
-"Yes," he answered, "I have thought of it all. I have seriously asked
-myself if there is any duty demanding that I should comply with his
-wishes, and I have decided that there is none. He is certainly attached
-to me, but I think that his attachment rests very much on the fact that
-he can not control me as he is accustomed to control most people. There
-is no real congeniality of sentiment between us. He is a man of the
-world; I am a man to whom the world counts very little. I can not feign
-interest in the things which interest him, and he scorns all that most
-deeply interests me. Under these circumstances, what pleasure to either
-of us would be gained by closer association? And you know it is out of
-my power to do him any real service."
-
-"I am not sure of that," said Marion. "I think you scarcely appreciate
-either his strong attachment to you or his strong desire that you
-should remain with him."
-
-"Has he been asking you to be his advocate?" said Earle, with a smile.
-"It sounds very much as if he had."
-
-"He has been talking to me of the matter," she answered. "You know it
-is very near his heart, and he speaks to me more freely than to you;
-for, naturally, he is wounded by your refusal, and is too proud to
-acknowledge to you how much he cares."
-
-"And he thinks, no doubt, that what you say will have a weight which
-his words lack."
-
-"There is no reason why he should think so," said Marion, rather
-proudly.
-
-They had by this time reached the place of their destination; and,
-as he put down the portable easel which he carried, she turned away,
-saying to herself that it was indeed true--there was no reason why
-any one should think that her words had the least weight with this
-immovable man. Some hot tears of mortification gathered in her eyes.
-She had hoped for a different result, and the disappointment, from the
-proof of her own lack of power, was greater than she had anticipated.
-She bent down to gather some ferns on the bank of a little stream which
-flowed through the glen, and when she rose Earle was standing beside
-her.
-
-"I fear that perhaps you misunderstood my last words," he said, with
-grave gentleness. "I did not mean to imply that my uncle was mistaken
-in thinking that what you say would have great weight with me. He is
-too shrewd not to be sure of that. I only gave him credit for choosing
-his advocate well. For you must know that what you wish has great
-influence with me."
-
-"Why should I know it?" said Marion, in a low tone.
-
-"Because," he answered, "you must know that I love you."
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XVIII.
-
-
-A very gratified man was Mr. Singleton when he heard how matters stood
-between Marion and his nephew. Indeed, with regard to the latter, his
-feeling was chiefly one of exultation. "Now I have you!" he said to
-himself; and it was with difficulty that he refrained from uttering
-this sentiment when Earle announced the fact of his engagement. What he
-did say was:--
-
-"I am delighted, my dear boy--delighted! You could not have pleased me
-better. Miss Lynde is a girl to do credit to any man's taste, and to
-any position to which she may be raised. Her family is unexceptionable;
-and as for fortune--well, you have no need to think of that."
-
-Brian smiled. "I have not thought of it," he said; "but I fear she may
-think a little of the fact that I have not much to offer her. To become
-the wife of a struggling artist is not a very brilliant prospect for
-one of her ambition."
-
-Mr. Singleton frowned. So, after all, the thing had not settled itself,
-but was to be fought over again! "You must surely be jesting when you
-speak of such a prospect for her," he observed. "You must feel that
-marriage brings responsibility with it; and that, since the future of
-this charming girl is bound up with your own, you can no longer afford
-to indulge in caprices."
-
-"I do not think that I have ever indulged in caprices," replied Earle.
-"In settling my plan of life, I have followed what I believe to be
-right, as well as what I believed to be best. And I have no intention
-of changing it now. Marion understands that in accepting me, she also
-accepts my life. I am sure of that."
-
-"_I_ am by no means sure of it," thought Mr. Singleton; but he was wise
-enough to say no more, and bide his time to speak to Marion.
-
-"My dear," he said to her, as soon as they were alone together, "you
-know that the arrangement between Brian and yourself meets with my
-warmest approval. But it will be of very little good to me personally,
-unless you mean to use your influence--for you can no longer say that
-you possess none--to induce him to yield to my wishes. Unless he does
-so, he can expect nothing from me in the future. And that I should
-regret for your sake now as well as his."
-
-"You are very kind," said Marion, who understood all that was implied
-in this. "Be certain that if he does not yield to your wishes, it will
-not be my fault. I shall use all the influence I possess to induce him
-to do so."
-
-"In that case I have no fear," said the old man, gallantly. "Who could
-resist you?"
-
-A little while before Marion would have echoed this with a profound
-conviction of her own irresistible power; but now, though she did not
-dissent from it, she had a lurking fear that Brian Earle might not
-prove so elastic in her hands as his uncle hoped. As yet, by tacit
-consent, the subject of their future life had been avoided; but she
-knew that the time would come when it must be discussed, and she said
-to herself with passionate resolution that he should not throw away the
-fortune which was offered him, if it were in her power to prevent it.
-
-Had this resolution needed a spur, Mrs. Singleton's congratulations
-would have given it. "I hope that you will be very happy," she said;
-"and I think it is very good for me to hope it, for you step into my
-place. Brian will not go abroad _now_."
-
-"We have not settled that as yet," replied Marion, who detected a
-questioning tone in the last assertion.
-
-"I think that, in your place, I should settle it as soon as possible,"
-said Mrs. Singleton. "It will be pleasanter for all parties. Although,
-of course, Brian's decision is a foregone conclusion."
-
-"You not only hope, you believe the contrary," thought Marion; "but I
-will show you that you are mistaken."
-
-Meanwhile Earle, unconscious of the struggle before him, was thinking
-how much he had misjudged Marion in believing her so worldly, since,
-knowing his definite decision with regard to his life, she was yet
-willing to share that life. The declaration which he had made was
-entirely unpremeditated; but, once made, he did not regret it. How
-indeed was it possible to regret that which brought immediately so much
-happiness to himself and to Marion? And it was too much to expect,
-perhaps, that he should ask whether or not this happiness rested on a
-very substantial basis--whether there were not elements in it certain
-to produce discord as time went on. All that was hard, haughty and
-worldly in Marion seemed, for the time being, to have disappeared.
-Helen herself could hardly have seemed more gentle and tender to the
-man she loved.
-
-On the Sunday following their betrothal, he asked her if she would
-go with him to church, and she readily assented. "I always liked
-Catholicity," she said, as they took their way thither; "and I always
-felt that if there was truth in any religion, it was in that. All the
-others are but poor shams and imitations of it, and I have had an
-instinctive scorn of them ever since I knew anything of the old faith.
-I am glad, therefore, that you are a Catholic."
-
-"Since I am not an Agnostic," he said, laughing. "You would have had a
-higher opinion of my intellectual strength if I had avowed myself that,
-you know."
-
-She laughed too. "That was before I understood you," she said; "and
-before I understood the grounds you had for your faith. But now I know
-that you could be only what you are."
-
-"And when," he asked, in a tone suddenly grown grave and earnest, "will
-you also be that?"
-
-"How can I tell?" she replied. "Should not faith be something more than
-a mere matter of intellectual conviction?"
-
-"Faith is a gift of God," he said. "If you are willing to receive it,
-it will not be denied to you."
-
-"I am willing now," she observed. "Always, heretofore, I have shrunk
-from it. I have felt the fascination of Catholicity, but I have dreaded
-what it would demand from me. But now I dread no longer. I am willing
-to be what you are."
-
-He smiled slightly, and, as they had reached the church by this time,
-extended his hand to lead her over the threshold. Then withdrawing it,
-"There!" he said; "I have done my part--I have brought you within the
-door. God must do the rest."
-
-It seemed to Marion, as she knelt by him during Mass, as if God were
-doing this. Her heart opened to the influences around her as it had
-never opened before. The Holy Sacrifice had a meaning for her which it
-had never, up to this time, possessed; she forgot the plainness and
-bareness of the chapel, the unfashionable appearance of the people, in
-her consciousness of the Divine Reality before her on the altar. And
-when the priest, addressing the people at the end of Mass, spoke in
-plain and forcible language of the truths of faith, her mind replied by
-an assenting _Credo_.
-
-But as he turned to preach, Father Byrne received a shock of unpleasant
-surprise in perceiving Marion's face by Brian Earle's side. He had
-not seen or heard of her since the occurrences which had ended
-Helen's engagement. He had not been aware that she still remained in
-Scarborough after her aunt's departure; but he had met Earle, and
-liked the young man so much that this unexpected appearance beside him
-of the girl who had destroyed her cousin's happiness, seemed to him
-a conjunction that boded no good. The sight distracted him so much
-that he hesitated over the opening words of his sermon. The hesitation
-was only momentary: he took a firm grasp of his subject, and began;
-but whenever his glance fell on those two faces in one of the front
-pews, he said to himself, "Poor young man!" and asked himself if,
-knowing what he did, he should offer a warning to the object of his
-commiseration.
-
-After Mass, giving the question some thought, he decided that if the
-opportunity for it arose, he would speak to Earle on the subject; but
-that he would take no steps to make an opportunity, since it might
-have been an accidental association, meaning little or nothing. And so
-the matter might have passed without result, had not Earle presented
-himself that afternoon at the pastoral residence. He had two motives
-for the visit--one was to see Father Byrne, with whom he had been most
-pleasantly impressed; the other, to ask for some book of instruction
-to put into Marion's hands. The good Father was a little disturbed by
-the appearance of his visitor: it seemed he was to be forced to deliver
-his warning--for he had no intention of receding from his agreement
-with his conscience. Therefore, after they had talked for some time on
-various subjects, and a slight pause occurred, he was on the point of
-beginning, when Earle anticipated him by speaking:--
-
-"I must not weary you by a long visit, Father," he said, "knowing that
-Sunday is a day which makes many demands upon you. I have come not only
-for the pleasure of seeing you this afternoon, but to ask your advice
-on a matter of importance. I want a book which sets forth Catholic
-doctrine in a clear and attractive manner, for one disposed toward the
-Church. What work will best answer my purpose?"
-
-Father Byrne named a work familiar to most Catholics, and of wide
-circulation; but Earle shook his head. "That will not do at all. I
-want something of an intellectual character, and with the charm of
-literary excellence. Else it would have no effect on the person for
-whom I intend it."
-
-"Perhaps if you told me something about the person," suggested the
-priest, "I could judge better what would be suitable."
-
-"I want the book," Earle answered, "for a young lady of much more than
-ordinary intelligence, who has no Protestant prejudices to overcome,
-and who, I think, only needs to be instructed to induce her to embrace
-the Catholic faith."
-
-Father Byrne's face changed at the words "a young lady." "Surely," he
-said, after an instant's hesitation, "you do not mean the young lady
-who was with you in church this morning?"
-
-"Yes," replied Earle, surprised by the tone even more than by the
-question. "I mean Miss Lynde. Do you know her?"
-
-"I know her slightly, but I know _of_ her very well," answered the
-priest, gravely. "And I regret to say that I cannot imagine a more
-unpromising subject for conversion. My dear Mr. Earle, I think that
-you will waste your efforts in that direction. I hope I am not
-uncharitable, but I have little confidence in the sincerity of Miss
-Lynde's desire to know the truth."
-
-"Why have you no confidence?" asked Earle, shortly, almost sternly.
-
-The other looked distressed. It was a more unpleasant task than he had
-anticipated which he had set himself, but he felt bound in conscience
-to go through with it.
-
-"Because," he replied, "I know that the young lady has had ample
-opportunity to learn all about the Faith if she had desired to do so.
-She had been at school in a convent for some time, and she came here
-with her cousin, Miss Morley, who is a devoted Catholic." He paused a
-moment, then with an effort went on: "But it is not for this reason
-alone that I distrust her sincerity. I chance to know that she acted
-badly toward her cousin, that she was the cause of her engagement being
-broken, and she behaved with great duplicity in the whole matter."
-
-"This is a very serious charge," said Earle. He held himself well under
-control, but the priest perceived that he was much moved. "Do you speak
-with positive knowledge of what you assert?"
-
-"As positive as possible, with regard to the facts," Father Byrne
-answered. "Miss Morley broke her engagement because she heard the man
-to whom she was engaged making love to her cousin. She generously
-refrained from blaming the latter, but Mrs. Morley told me that Miss
-Lynde had undoubtedly made deliberate efforts to attract her daughter's
-lover. You will understand that I tell you this in confidence, and
-nothing but my sincere interest in you would induce me to tell it at
-all. You might readily hear it from others, however. It is, I believe,
-a notorious fact in Scarborough."
-
-Earle was silent for a minute, looking down as if in thought, with his
-dark brows knitted, and his pleasant countenance overcast. The last
-words made him recall various hints and allusions of Mrs. Singleton's.
-They had produced little impression upon him at the time--not enough
-to cause him to inquire what they meant,--but now they came back with
-a force derived from what he had just heard. With sudden clearness he
-recalled that Marion seemed to shrink from any mention of her cousin,
-and that he had seen her change color once or twice when some man was
-alluded to by Mrs. Singleton in very significant tones. Even if it
-had been possible to doubt the priest, who spoke with such evident
-reluctance, these things recalled by memory gave added weight to all
-that he said. Presently the young man looked up, and spoke with an
-effort:--
-
-"I have no doubt you have meant kindly, Father, in speaking of this
-matter; but, if you please, we will not discuss it further. To return
-to the book--I see that I had better decide for myself what will be
-suitable. Something of Newman's might answer, only he deals chiefly
-with Anglican difficulties; or perhaps Lacordaire's great Conferences
-on the Church might be best."
-
-"That is rather a--formidable work," said the Father, hesitatingly.
-
-"Yes," answered Earle; "but so splendid in its logic, so luminous in
-its style, that whoever reads it understandingly will need no other.
-But I must not detain you longer."
-
-He rose as he spoke, shook hands with the priest--who was uncertain
-whether or not to regret what he had done,--and took his departure.
-
-Once outside he said to himself that the thing to do now was to go
-directly to Marion, and learn from her the true meaning of the story
-which had so deeply disturbed him. He felt loyally certain that, as he
-heard it, it could not be true,--that she could never willfully have
-drawn her cousin's lover from his allegiance. At least he repeated
-this to himself more than once. But in his heart was a lurking doubt
-which he would not acknowledge,--a lurking recollection of the distrust
-he had felt toward her at first, and which lately had faded from his
-mind. Well, it would depend upon what she told him now whether this
-distrust were to be revived or finally banished.
-
-It was late in the afternoon when he entered the grounds of the house
-in which Mr. Singleton dwelt; and the long, golden sunshine streamed so
-invitingly across emerald turf and bright flower-beds toward the green
-depths of shrubbery in the old garden, that he turned his steps in that
-direction, thinking it barely possible he might find Marion there,
-since she was partial to a seat under an arbor covered with climbing
-roses.
-
-Some instinct must have guided his steps; for Marion _was_ there,
-seated in the green shade, and so absorbed in reading that she did not
-perceive his approach. He paused for a minute to admire the beautiful
-picture which she made--a picture to delight an artist's eye,--asking
-himself the while if what looked so fair could possibly be capable
-of deceiving. It was a question that must be answered in one way or
-another, and, tightening his lips a little, he came forward.
-
-She looked up with a slight start as he drew near, and the light of
-pleasure that came into her eyes was very eloquent. "So you have found
-me!" she said. "I thought that you might. I looked for you when I came
-out, but did not see you anywhere."
-
-"I had gone into Scarborough," he answered. "I went to see"--he stopped
-before saying "Father Byrne," with a sudden thought that it might not
-be well for her to connect the priest with the information of which he
-must presently speak--"to see a friend," he continued. "I wanted to
-borrow a book. What have you there?"
-
-She held it out, smiling. "Helen gave it to me long ago," she said,
-"but I never looked at it until to-day."
-
-Earle found that it was a translation of the admirable French
-"Catechism of Perseverance," which is one of the best compendiums of
-Catholic doctrine. "After all," he said, "I do not know that I can do
-better than this, although I was thinking of a book of another kind for
-you,--a book that would rouse your interest as well as instruct you."
-
-"I think I should prefer your choice," she said. "Helen had the best
-intentions, but she forgot that what suited her would not be likely to
-suit me."
-
-This repetition of Helen's name brought his attention back from the
-book to the subject it had replaced in his mind. "Helen!" he repeated.
-"You mean your cousin, Miss Morley?"
-
-"Yes. You have heard me speak of her. She is a Catholic. It was with
-her that I came to Scarborough."
-
-"And why has she gone away and left you?"
-
-Something in the tone rather than in the words caused Marion to color
-with a quick sense of apprehension. "My aunt took her away for change
-of air and scene. They are wealthy, and can go where they like. I could
-not go with them, and so Mrs. Singleton kindly asked me to stay with
-her. That is very simple, is it not?"
-
-"Very," he answered. He looked down, and turned absently the leaves of
-the Catechism. "But, since you were your cousin's guest, it seems to me
-it would have been simpler if she had asked you to go with her."
-
-"There were reasons why she did not," said Marion. She hesitated a
-moment, and then an impulse of candor came to her,--a quick instinct
-that Earle must hear from herself the story which he had perhaps
-already heard from others. "I will tell you what they were," she
-continued. "It is a matter which it is disagreeable to me to recall,
-but I should like to tell you about it."
-
-Then she told him. There is everything, as we know, in the point
-of view from which a picture is regarded, or a story is told; so
-it was not surprising that, as he listened, Earle felt a sense of
-infinite relief. If this were all, she was not indeed altogether
-free from blame--for she acknowledged that she had taken pleasure in
-the perception of Rathborne's admiration,--but certainly she did not
-deserve that charge of duplicity which the priest had made. It was an
-unfortunate affair; but, feeling the power which she exercised over
-himself, how could he wonder that another man had felt and yielded to
-it?
-
-So, for the time at least, all his doubt was dissipated, and Marion,
-satisfied with this result, deferred the decisive struggle yet to come.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XIX.
-
-
-But it was not to be long deferred--that decisive struggle which
-Marion clearly foresaw, and from which she shrank, notwithstanding Mr.
-Singleton's confident assurance of her victory. It was a day or two
-later that Earle said to her:--
-
-"Since I am going away soon, Marion, it will be well that we shall
-settle all details of our future. Can you not make an effort and go
-with me? What need is there, in our case, for long waiting, or for
-submitting to a separation which would be very painful?"
-
-The confident assurance of his tone--as if dealing with a point settled
-beyond all need of argument--made Marion's heart sink a little, but she
-nerved herself to the necessary degree of resolution, and answered,
-quietly:--
-
-"There will be no need for long waiting or for separation either, if
-you will only consent to do what your uncle asks--to remain with him,
-and fulfil the duty which most plainly lies before you." She paused a
-moment, then added, in a softer tone, "You have refused to yield to his
-request, will you not yield to _mine_?"
-
-Earle looked at her with eyes full of pained surprise. "_Et tu Brute!_"
-he said, with a faint smile. "I thought you, at least, understood how
-firmly my mind is made up on that subject--how impossible it is for me
-to resign all my cherished plans of life for the sake of inheriting my
-uncle's fortune."
-
-"But what is to prevent your painting as many pictures as you like and
-still gratifying him?" she asked.
-
-"Because no man can serve two masters, in temporal any more than in
-spiritual things. If I am to serve Art, I must do so with all my
-strength, not in a half-hearted _dilettante_ manner--but I am weary
-of saying these things. I hoped that by this time everyone understood
-them."
-
-"I understand them perfectly," replied Marion; "but I do not think you
-are right. I think that, because you have never known the need or want
-of money, you are throwing away a fortune for a mere caprice, and you
-are condemning others as well as yourself to lifelong poverty."
-
-"Not to poverty," he observed; "though certainly to narrower means than
-those my uncle possesses. It is for you to say whether or not you care
-to accept the life which I offer. I can not change it--I do not believe
-that even for you it would be best that I should."
-
-"You are very kind to settle what would be best for me so entirely in
-accordance with your own tastes and will," she said, with her old tone
-of mockery. "May I ask why you are led to such a belief?"
-
-"It is easily told," he answered, "and I will be perfectly frank in
-the telling. We all have some one point where temptation assails us
-with more force than at any other. With you, Marion, that point is an
-undue value of wealth and of all the things of the world that wealth
-commands,--things, for the most part, of great danger to one who
-does value them unduly. The possession of wealth, therefore, would be
-dangerous to you--more dangerous from the very strength of the passion
-with which you desire it. Forgive me if this sounds odiously like
-preaching, but it is true. I can not, then, change the whole intention
-and meaning of my life--give up my study of art and sink into a mere
-idle amateur--when by so doing I should gain nothing of value to
-myself, while working harm rather than good to you. Tell me that you
-believe I follow my conscience in this, and that you will be content
-with what I offer you?"
-
-He held out his hand with a pleading gesture, but Marion would not
-see it. What he had said angered her more deeply than if he had let
-his refusal remain based solely on his own wishes. That he should
-recognize _hers_, yet coolly put them aside, reading her the while a
-moral lecture on their dangerous nature, filled her with a sense of
-passionate resentment.
-
-"I might be content with what you offer," she said, "if it were not
-that you could so easily offer more--you could so easily gratify me,
-whom you profess to love, as well as the old man who loves you so well.
-But you will not yield in the least degree to either of us. You follow
-your own wishes, and declare mine to be mercenary and dangerous. The
-difference between us is that I have known something of the poverty
-you regard so lightly; and, while I might risk enduring it with a man
-who had no alternative of escape from it, I do not think my prospect
-of happiness would be great with a man who condemned me to it for the
-gratification of his own selfishness."
-
-"Is that how the matter appears to you?" asked Earle. He paused for a
-minute and seemed to consider. "You may be right," he said, presently;
-"I may be acting selfishly--what man can be absolutely certain of
-his own motives?--but, to the best of my judgment, I am doing what I
-believe to be right. I can not yield to my uncle in this matter--not
-even though he has secured you as his advocate. I am sure that if I
-did yield, it would be worse for all of us. No, Marion; forgive me if
-I seem hard, but you must take me as I am, or not at all. You must
-consent to share my life as I have ordered it, or it is best that you
-should not share it at all."
-
-She bent her head with the air of one who accepts a final decision. "It
-is very good of you to put it so plainly," she said. "Your candor makes
-my decision very easy. The matter to me stands simply thus: you decline
-absolutely to make the least concession to my wishes, you sacrifice
-my happiness relentlessly to your own caprice, and yet you expect me
-to believe in the sincerity of your regard. I do not believe in it. I
-believe, indeed, that you have some kind of a fancy for me; but you
-think that, because I bring you nothing beside myself, you can make
-your own terms and order my life as it pleases you--"
-
-"Marion!" cried Earle, shocked and startled. But she went steadily on:--
-
-"That, however, is a mistake. If I bring nothing, I have in myself
-the power to win all things. I might give up all things for a man who
-truly loved me, and who was poor by no fault of his own. But for a man
-who loves me so little that he would condemn me uselessly to a sordid,
-narrow life--for that man I have only one word: go!"
-
-She rose with a gesture, as if putting him from her; but Earle caught
-her extended hand.
-
-"Marion!" he said, earnestly, "stop and think! You accuse me of
-selfishness, but is there no selfishness in your own conduct? In asking
-you to share my life as it is settled, I do not ask you to share
-poverty: I only do not promise you wealth. Do you care nothing for me
-without that wealth? Consider that I can only think you weigh me in the
-scale with my uncle's fortune and without that fortune hold me of no
-account."
-
-"You must think what you please," returned Marion. "I have told you
-how the matter appears to me. If you care for me, you will accept your
-uncle's generous offer. That is my last word."
-
-"Then we can only part," said Earle, dropping her hand. "It is evident
-that the love of money is more deeply rooted in you than love of
-me. God forgive you, Marion, and God bring you to some sense of the
-relative value of things! I have the presumption to think that what
-I give you is worth a little more than the fortune which you rate so
-highly. Some day you may learn how little money can really buy of what
-is best worth having in human life. In that day you may remember this
-choice."
-
-"I shall never regret it," she answered, proudly.
-
-"I hope from my heart that you may not, but _I_ shall long regret it.
-For I believe that you have a noble nature, to which you are doing
-violence. And I hoped that in the life to which I would have taken you,
-that nobler nature would have conquered the one which finds so much
-attraction in mercenary things."
-
-The nobler nature of which he spoke struggled a little to assert
-itself, but was overborne by the lower and stronger nature--by anger,
-disappointment, and wounded pride. What! she, who had expected to
-sway and dominate all with whom she came in contact, to yield to
-this man--to give up the strongest wish, the most earnest resolve of
-her life? From her early youth embittered by adversity and galled by
-poverty, she had said to herself, "Some day I will be rich!" And now
-the opportunity to possess riches, and with riches the power for which
-she longed, was placed within her reach, and yet was held back by the
-selfish obstinacy of a man, who made his refusal worse by condemning
-her wishes. At this moment she felt that anything was more possible
-than to yield to him.
-
-"You are wasting words," she observed, coldly. "My attraction for
-mercenary things concerns you no longer. Our folly is at an end. It
-_was_ folly I see, for you have no trust in me, nor any inclination to
-please me; and where these things do not exist, love does not exist
-either."
-
-She gave him no opportunity to reply had he intended to do so, for she
-left the room abruptly with the last words.
-
-And there was no deliberation about her next step. She went at once
-to Mr. Singleton. "I have come to tell you that your confidence in my
-power over your nephew is misplaced," she said. "I have failed entirely
-to influence him. He is going away."
-
-The old man, who was leaning back in his deep velvet chair, his
-face against its soft richness, looking more than ever like a piece
-of fine ivory carving, did not appear very much surprised by this
-intelligence. He remained for a minute without speaking, regarding
-intently the girl before him. Her beauty was truly imperial; for
-excitement gave it a brilliance--a light to her eyes, a color to her
-cheeks--which was almost dazzling.
-
-"What a splendid creature!" he said to himself; then he remarked aloud,
-very quietly:--
-
-"And you are going with him?"
-
-"No," she answered. "Since he has no regard for my wishes in a matter
-so important to me as well as to himself, I have declined to have
-anything further to do with him."
-
-"Good!" said Mr. Singleton. His tone expressed not only approval, but
-intense satisfaction. "I am glad that some way to punish him has been
-found. But what is he made of that he can look at you and refuse to do
-what you ask! Has he gone mad with obstinacy, or is he a man of ice?"
-
-"I do not know," she replied. "He cares only for himself and the
-gratification of his own whims, I suppose. He does not deserve that
-either you or I should think of him any more. And I," she added, more
-sternly, "am determined that I will _not_ think of him again. He has
-gone out of my life forever. There only remains for me now to go out of
-this house, with the most grateful memory, dear Mr. Singleton, of your
-kindness."
-
-"No," said Mr. Singleton. He extended his hand and laid it on her arm,
-as if he would detain her by force. "It is not for you to go, but for
-him. And he shall go at once."
-
-"Not on my account." she said, haughtily. "_He_ has a right here, I
-have none."
-
-"You have the right that I ask you to stay," observed Mr. Singleton.
-"He has no other than my invitation, and that will be withdrawn as
-soon as I see him. Like yourself, I am done with him now forever. I
-have borne much from him and hoped much from him; but I see that the
-first was useless, and the last without any rational ground. This
-offense--his conduct to you--I will never forgive. But I hope, my dear,
-that you will suffer me to make what atonement for it I can. I consider
-you as much my adopted daughter as if this marriage on which I set my
-heart had taken place."
-
-"You are very good," replied Marion. A vision passed before her as she
-spoke of all that this might mean; but she felt strangely dead toward
-it, as if already the fortune she coveted had been robbed of half its
-lustre.
-
-"Stay with me, then," said Mr. Singleton. "I can not part with you, if
-Brian can. I want your society while I live, and I will provide for you
-liberally when I die. Will you stay?--is that agreed upon?"
-
-"Yes," she answered. "If you care for me I will stay. Nobody else does
-care."
-
-Then suddenly her proud composure gave way. She burst into tears, and
-made her escape from the room.
-
-Perhaps those tears hardened Mr. Singleton's resolve, or perhaps it
-needed no hardening. After a few minutes he rang his bell, and sent the
-servant who answered it to summon Brian Earle to him.
-
-The latter was on the point of leaving the house when he received the
-message, but he immediately obeyed it, saying to himself as he laid
-down his hat, "As well now as later." For he knew perfectly what was
-before him; and Mr. Singleton's icy manner was no surprise to him when
-he entered the room where Marion had brought her story so short a time
-before.
-
-"I am informed by Miss Lynde," said Mr. Singleton, severely, "that your
-engagement to her is at an end, for the reason that you refuse to yield
-your wishes to hers as well as to mine, and she very wisely declines to
-countenance your folly and selfishness by sacrificing her life to it.
-Is this true?"
-
-"Perfectly true," replied the young man, calmly. "Miss Lynde thinks me
-not worth accepting without your fortune. I regret to say that this, to
-my mind, betrays a nature so mercenary that I am not sorry a conclusive
-test should have arisen, and ended an arrangement which certainly would
-not be for the happiness of either of us."
-
-"That is how it appears to you, is it?" said Mr. Singleton. "Well, let
-me tell you that, to me, your conduct is so utterly without reason or
-excuse, so shameful in its selfish disregard of everyone's wishes but
-your own, that I finally cast off all regard for you. Go your way,
-study the art to which you have sacrificed not only me but the woman to
-whom you pledged your faith; but remember that you have lost your last
-chance with me. Not a sixpence of my money will ever go to you."
-
-"I have never wanted it," said Brian, proudly.
-
-"No," answered his uncle. "But in the days to come, when your need for
-money increases, and you find that fame and fortune are not so easily
-won as you imagine now, you _will_ want it; you will curse your folly
-then when it is too late; and you will think, perhaps, of the old man
-who offered you so much for so little, and to whom you refused that
-little."
-
-Angry as the speaker was, something in the tone of his last words
-almost shook Brian's resolution. For a moment he asked himself if,
-after all, he might not be the victim of a self-willed delusion; if his
-uncle might not be right, and if it might not be his duty to yield. But
-this was only for a moment. He had the faculty of seeing clearly and
-deciding firmly once for all. He had long before this weighed every
-aspect of a question which so importantly concerned his life, and his
-final decision was based on many strong grounds. Those grounds he saw
-no reason to reconsider now.
-
-"I am very sorry," he said, gravely, "for all that has happened,--most
-sorry for any disappointment or pain I have caused you or another.
-But there are many reasons why I cannot comply with your wishes; and,
-since further discussion of the subject is useless, I will beg your
-permission to leave you."
-
-"Leave me and leave my house!" said Mr. Singleton, emphatically. "It is
-my duty to guard Miss Lynde from any possible annoyance, and to meet
-you could only be an annoyance to her now. You will, therefore, be good
-enough to go at once."
-
-"I will do so," replied Brian, rising. "God bless you, sir, and believe
-that I am very grateful for all your kindness to me. I wish that I
-could have repaid you better."
-
-Then, before his uncle could answer, he went away.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XX.
-
-
-Brian Earle had not been gone more than two or three weeks when the
-report suddenly spread through Scarborough that Mr. Singleton was very
-ill. And for once report was true. One among the many chronic maladies
-from which he suffered took a turn for the worse, and the doctors shook
-their heads, saying the case was very critical.
-
-Indeed it was more than critical. Those about the sick man knew that
-his recovery--even his partial recovery--was impossible. Close to him
-now was the dread Presence which care and skill had kept at bay so
-long, and no one was more thoroughly aware of the fact than himself. He
-met it with a grim philosophy, which is the only possible substitute
-for Christian resignation. Of religious belief he had very little,
-never having troubled himself to formulate the vague ideas which he had
-received from a much attenuated Protestantism. But, such as they were,
-they did not inspire him with terror. God would, no doubt, be merciful
-to a man who was conscious of never having done anything dishonorable
-in his life. This consciousness helped to support his philosophy, but
-it is not likely that he gave it much thought. A subject which has not
-occupied a place of importance in a man's consideration during life
-will hardly do so even in the face of death.
-
-Mr. Singleton was more interested in arranging his worldly affairs than
-in preparing for the great change from time to eternity. His lawyer
-was summoned, and a final and complete revision made of the important
-document which would fulfill or blast the hopes of many people.
-Concerning this document Mrs. Singleton was wild with curiosity; but
-she could learn nothing, and her husband declined even to speculate
-concerning their chances. "We shall know soon enough--perhaps too
-soon," he said, with his usual philosophy, a little tinged by
-despondency.
-
-Another person who felt some curiosity, mingled with an indifference
-which surprised herself, was Marion Lynde. Who would take in the will
-that place which Brian Earle had forfeited? And what would the latter
-think now of the fact that he had thrown away a fortune rather than
-give a promise, the fulfillment of which, as it now chanced, would
-never have been exacted? "He would have had the money and his freedom
-besides," she thought. "Does he recognize his folly now? Will he
-recognize it when he hears the news that soon must be told him?"
-
-Of her own interest in this crisis, Marion did not take a great deal
-of thought. She had no doubt that some legacy for herself would find a
-place in Mr. Singleton's will, and no doubt also that in the time to
-come she would be grateful for it. But she regarded the probability
-just now with a dull indifference, which was the reaction from a
-great disappointment. She had not only lost the only man who had ever
-touched her heart, but also the fortune that might have been hers in
-the entirety. And, after that great loss, could she rejoice over the
-prospect of obtaining a small share of this fortune?
-
-No: to rejoice was impossible; but she felt that whatever the old man's
-generosity gave would be welcome, since it would mean emancipation from
-absolute dependence on relations for whom she had no cordiality of
-feeling. No doubt the time would come when she would be very glad of
-this, but just now it was difficult--in fact, impossible--to be glad of
-anything.
-
-In this way the days, weighted with much pain for one and much
-uncertainty of hope and fear for others, dragged their slow hours
-away and the end came at last. Marion was still in the house--Mrs.
-Singleton, who felt that her presence could no longer do any harm, had
-begged her not to leave,--and she felt a thrill of awe and regret when
-the words came from the sick chamber, "He is dying."
-
-So the old man who had showed nothing but kindness to her was passing
-away--and how? Without a single heart near him that throbbed with
-affection, without a Sacrament or a word of prayer! Marion had
-associated too much with Catholics not to feel the horror of this, but
-she also knew too much of Protestants to expect anything different. Yet
-she could not help saying to Mrs. Singleton, "Has no clergyman been
-sent for?"
-
-That lady looked surprised. "No," she answered. "Why should one be sent
-for? No one would take the liberty of doing such a thing while Mr.
-Singleton was conscious, and after unconsciousness had set in where
-would be the good? Mr. Eustace would come and read prayers, no doubt,
-if we asked him to do so; but what would be gained by it?"
-
-"Nothing, I suppose," said Marion. She had heard those prayers--which
-are all that Protestantism offers,--and shuddered at the recollection.
-Yet for the dying man to go forth into eternity without a word of
-appeal in his behalf, seemed to her so terrible that she stole away
-to her own room, opened a prayer-book which had been given her at the
-convent, and, kneeling down, said for the first time in her life the
-prayers for the dying which she found therein.
-
-And while she was saying them--those tender and infinitely touching
-petitions, which call upon the Most High in solemn supplication for the
-soul in its agony,--the soul for which she prayed passed away, and was
-done with the things of earth forever.
-
-A day or two followed, of that strange, hushed quietness, yet of much
-coming and going,--of the sense of a suspension of ordinary life, which
-prevails in a house where Death has for the time taken possession. The
-living are generally impatient of this time, and shorten it as far as
-possible, especially where no deep sense of real grief is felt. But
-Mr. Singleton, in death as in life, was too important a person for
-every due propriety not to be observed. There were arrangements to be
-made, friends to be summoned, and details of funeral and burial to be
-settled. These things required time; and when it was finally settled
-that the funeral would take place in Scarborough, but the body would be
-carried for burial to the home of the dead man, there was a sense of
-relief in the minds of all concerned.
-
-Marion accompanied Mrs. Singleton to the funeral in the Episcopal
-church, which had so much pleased her taste on her first arrival
-in Scarborough. It was as pretty as ever; but how little correct
-architecture, stained glass or rich organ tones could give life to the
-mockery of death which is called a burial-service, and which contains
-no reference to the individual dead person whose body lies--one wonders
-why--before a so-called "altar," where no sacrifice is offered, from
-which no blessing is given! Even the glorious promises of St. Paul,
-which the preacher reads with studied effect, fall upon the ear like
-something infinitely distant; the heart instinctively longs for one
-word of personal application, one cry for mercy and pardon on behalf of
-the poor soul that, in mute helplessness, can no longer cry for itself.
-But one listens in vain. There is not even an allusion to that soul.
-The general hope of immortality--which can be applied in any way that
-suits the listener--having been set forth, a hymn is sung, and, save
-for a few formal prayers at the grave, all is over.
-
-Perhaps it was because she had so little religious sentiment to supply
-for herself what was lacking that, as Marion listened, she felt her
-heart grow sick with pity and disgust. "What is the possible good of
-this!" she exclaimed mentally, with indignation. "If no prayer is to
-be said for the soul, no blessing given to the body, why is it brought
-here? What meaning is there in such empty formalism? It is a mockery,
-nothing less; and if one cannot have what the Catholics give, I, like
-the materialists, who are the only logical Protestants, would have
-nothing."
-
-After the service, which impressed at least one observer in this
-manner, the body was at once taken away. Mr. Singleton, of course,
-accompanied it, but his wife remained behind; and it was understood
-that immediately on his return the will would be read.
-
-Eagerness on this score no doubt kept Mr. Singleton from the delay
-with regard to his return in which he might else have indulged, being
-a man who had a constitutional objection to haste. But for once he
-accomplished a very quick journey. On the third day after the funeral
-he returned, and the will was opened by the lawyer who had drawn it up
-according to the dead man's last instructions.
-
-There was a strain of intense curiosity and anxiety regarding this will
-in the minds of all concerned. It was by this time generally known
-that, toward the last, Brian Earle had fallen hopelessly out of his
-uncle's favor; but no one felt able to conjecture with any certainty
-who would take his place in the will, although every one cherished
-a secret hope that it might be himself. There were several of these
-would-be heirs--cousins more or less removed--of the dead man; but Tom
-Singleton was, in the absence of Earle, the nearest relative, being
-the son of a half-brother, while Earle was the son of Mr. Singleton's
-only sister. The former, with all his easy-going quietness, felt that
-it would be an outrage if he were not the heir; although, knowing his
-uncle better than any one else, he knew also that he should not be
-surprised by whatever grim caprice the will revealed.
-
-And such a caprice it did reveal, to the amazement and rage of everyone
-concerned. Mr. Singleton remembered with a legacy everyone whom it was
-proper that he should remember--the largest of these legacies being
-fifty thousand dollars to Tom Singleton,--and then he bequeathed the
-remainder of his fortune to his "adopted daughter," Marion Lynde.
-
-The disappointed heirs looked at one another with expressions that
-baffle description. What! half a million to a girl who had no claim
-upon it whatever, whose relationship to the old man was of the most
-vague and distant description! They could hardly believe that he had
-really been guilty of anything so infamous. They would have felt it
-less an injury if he had endowed a college or a hospital.
-
-But one reflection seemed to occur to all; for, after the expressive
-pause which said more than any words, almost every voice spoke
-simultaneously, "The will won't stand! His mind was weak when he made
-it. It's evidently a case of undue influence."
-
-The lawyer shook his head. "No, gentlemen," he said; "don't make a
-mistake. This will can not be broken. My client took care of that, and
-I took care also. As for his mind being weak, Mr. Singleton here knows
-that up to the day of his death his mind was as clear and vigorous as
-it ever had been."
-
-Tom Singleton, thus directly appealed to, bent his head. He had not
-been one of the speakers, and, but for the fact that he had grown very
-pale, showed little sign of emotion.
-
-"And, foreseeing of course that this disposition of his fortune would
-cause disappointment," the lawyer went on, "Mr. Singleton was careful
-to explain to me why he selected Miss Lynde for his heir. It seems that
-she was for a time engaged to Mr. Brian Earle, whose name occupied in a
-preceding will exactly the place which hers does here. The engagement
-was broken in a manner which caused Mr. Singleton to blame his nephew
-exceedingly, and the young lady not at all. So, as he told me, he
-determined that she should lose nothing. The fortune which would have
-been hers had she married Earle--should be hers in any event. This was
-what he intended; and your disappointment, gentlemen, may be less if
-you will remember that Mr. Brian Earle is the only person whom this
-bequest to Miss Lynde deprives of anything."
-
-But, naturally, this was not much comfort to the disappointed heirs.
-Each one felt that _he_ should by right have taken Brian Earle's place,
-and that a broken engagement hardly gave Marion Lynde a claim to the
-fortune which had been bequeathed to her. There were many more angry
-murmurs, and numerous threats of contesting the will; but the smile
-with which the lawyer heard these was not very encouraging, nor yet his
-calm assurance that they could find no better means of throwing away
-the money which had been left to them.
-
-Finally they all dispersed, and Tom Singleton slowly took his way to
-the house, where his wife and the fortunate heiress were awaiting
-him. Never had he been called upon before to perform a duty from
-which he shrank so greatly. He dreaded the violence of his wife's
-disappointment, and he felt a repugnance to the task of informing Miss
-Lynde of her inheritance. The lawyer had asked him to do so, and as one
-of the executors of the will he could not refuse; but it was a task
-which did not please him. If this girl, this stranger, had not come
-into their lives, would not he be in Earle's vacated place? He could
-not but feel that it was most probable.
-
-It would require a volume to do justice to the feelings which Mrs.
-Singleton expressed when she heard the terrible news. She had not
-only lost the fortune--_that_ might have been borne,--but it had
-gone to Marion Lynde, the girl whom she had discovered and brought
-to the notice of the infatuated old man who was dead! This was the
-insupportable sting, and its effect was all that her husband had
-feared. He had prepared himself for the storm, however; and he bore its
-outburst with what philosophy he could until Mrs. Singleton declared
-her intention of going to upbraid Marion with her great iniquity. Here
-he firmly interposed.
-
-"You will do nothing of the kind," he said. "Miss Lynde is not to blame
-at all, and you will only make yourself ridiculous by charging her
-with offenses of which she is not guilty. If she has schemed for this,
-she concealed the scheming so successfully that it is too late now to
-attempt to prove it. There is nothing to be done but to make the best
-of a bad matter, and bear ourselves with dignity. I beg that you will
-not see her until you feel able to do this. As for me, I must see her
-at once."
-
-And, in spite of his wife's protest, he did so. When a servant came
-to Marion with the announcement that Mr. Singleton desired to see her
-in the drawing-room, she went down without any thrill of excitement
-whatever. It was as she had imagined, then: the old man had left her a
-legacy. This was what she said to herself. And vaguely, half-formed in
-her mind, were the words, "Perhaps ten thousand dollars." She had never
-dreamed of more than this, and would not have thought of so much had
-not Mr. Singleton been of a princely habit of giving.
-
-Was it wonderful, then, that the shock of hearing what she had
-inherited stunned her for a time? She could only gaze at the speaker
-with eyes dilated by an amazement that proved her innocence of any
-schemes for or expectations of this end. "Mr. Singleton," she gasped,
-"it is impossible! There must be some great mistake."
-
-Mr. Singleton faintly smiled. "There is no room for mistake, Miss
-Lynde," he said. "My uncle has left his fortune to you."
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXI.
-
-
-It was at first almost impossible for Marion to realize that the desire
-of her life was gratified in a manner so strange and so unexpected.
-She seemed to be existing in a dream, which would presently dissolve
-away after the manner of all dreams, and leave her in her old state of
-poverty and longing. That Brian Earle had lost his fortune, and that
-the old man now dead had not cared sufficiently for any of his other
-heirs to leave it to them,--that this fortune was hers--hers absolutely
-and alone,--was something that struck her as too wonderful, and, in a
-certain sense, too awful, to be true. There flashed across her mind a
-recollection of "being crushed beneath the weight of a granted prayer."
-Was she to be crushed beneath the weight of this prayer of hers so
-singularly granted?
-
-Certainly she felt herself in an isolation which was chilling to the
-heart. The man she loved was gone--had parted from her in contempt;
-and she felt sharply how much that contempt would be increased when he
-heard that she possessed his inheritance. As for friends, where would
-she turn to find them? For her uncle and his family she had never
-cared; Helen was estranged--if not in heart, at least in fact; for
-intercourse between them could not now be pleasant to either; and it
-seemed a desecration of the name of friend to apply the term to Mrs.
-Singleton. Yet it was to Mrs. Singleton, after all, that she had to
-turn for social support and countenance at this crisis of her fortunes.
-And it was the good sense and philosophy of Mr. Singleton which induced
-his wife to see that she would gain nothing by following her declared
-intention of having nothing more to do with the heiress.
-
-"People will only think that you are disappointed and envious," he
-said; "and since the world never, under any circumstances, turns its
-back on a rising sun, you will merely put yourself in a foolish and
-awkward position. The thing to do is, as I have said before, to make
-the best of a bad matter. And for us it might be a great deal worse.
-Of course we have missed the fortune, but I don't realty think we ever
-had a chance of it; and we are not paupers, you know. Now, it will be
-a graceful thing for you to take up this girl. She will appreciate it,
-I think, and it will prevent any undesirable gossip about her or about
-us."
-
-"All that may be very true, Tom," Mrs. Singleton replied. "But I do not
-see how I _can_ force myself to have anything more to do with her. I so
-despise her duplicity!"
-
-"Duplicity is a thing to be despised," observed Mr. Singleton, quietly;
-"but I am not sure that Miss Lynde has been guilty of it. Let us give
-her the benefit of a doubt. If, as you believe, she schemed for this
-result, she most certainly did not expect it. I never saw any one show
-greater surprise than she did when she heard the news."
-
-"She is a consummate actress. She might have affected that."
-
-"Not even the most consummate actress could have affected what she
-exhibited. Her surprise amounted to incredulity. But, whether you
-believe this or not, believe that it will be best for you not to throw
-her off. There is nothing to be gained by that, and there may be a good
-deal to lose."
-
-This view of the matter, together with her husband's unusual
-seriousness, impressed Mrs. Singleton so much that she finally
-consented to form an alliance, for purposes of mutual convenience,
-with Marion. The latter received her overtures with a certain sense
-of gratitude. She knew that they were interested, but she also knew
-that without Mrs. Singleton she would be placed in a very difficult
-position--would, in fact, appear in the eyes of the world as an
-adventuress who had secured a fortune at the expense of the rightful
-heirs. The countenance of those heirs was, therefore, very essential to
-her.
-
-But this hollow compact for mutual convenience--how different was
-it from associations in which affection or sympathy forms the tie!
-Marion had fancied herself made in a mould strong enough to disregard
-such feelings, but she now found her mistake. Her heart ached for the
-affections she had lost--for Brian's strong love, and Helen's gentle
-tenderness. She had sacrificed both, and by sacrificing them won the
-fortune for which she had longed; but already she began to realize that
-she had lost in the exchange more than she had gained. Already the
-shining gold which had dazzled her was transforming itself into the dry
-and withered leaves of the fairy legend.
-
-Her plans were formed to leave Scarborough. The associations of the
-place were hateful to her, and it was decided that she should go with
-Mrs. Singleton to the home of the latter, and then form arrangements
-for her mode of life. But, since she was still a minor, these
-plans were subjected to her uncle's modifications, and his consent
-was necessary for them. This caused a delay which detained her in
-Scarborough for some time, and brought to her knowledge a fact which
-was destined to influence her future.
-
-This was the fact that Rathborne in his threat of enmity had uttered
-no idle words. A few days after the contents of the will had become
-known, while public interest respecting it was at its height, he met
-Tom Singleton and said a few significant words:--
-
-"So Miss Lynde has won the fortune from you all! That is rather hard,
-isn't it?"
-
-Mr. Singleton shrugged his shoulders. "Everyone knew that my uncle was
-a man of caprices. His will was certain to be a surprise, in one way or
-another; and for myself, I have no right to complain. He remembered me
-handsomely."
-
-"And is there no intention of contesting the will on the part of the
-heirs?"
-
-"I hardly think so. Brian Earle and myself are the people most nearly
-concerned, and we do not think of it."
-
-"You are sure about Earle?"
-
-"Perfectly sure," said Mr. Singleton. "Why should a man go into a
-lawsuit to gain what he might have had for a word?"
-
-"There might be several reasons," returned Rathborne. "I can imagine
-one of great strength. But if you do not think of contesting the will,
-another heir may come forward to do it."
-
-"No other heir would have a chance. If the will were set aside, Earle
-and myself would inherit."
-
-"Not if the man's son should chance to be living."
-
-Singleton opened his eyes. "But the son is dead," he replied.
-
-"Is he?" said Rathborne, dryly. "Who knows it?--who can prove it? But,
-of course, I spoke only of a probability."
-
-He moved away then, while his companion looked after him with rather a
-blank and puzzled expression. "Now, what on earth can be known about
-it?" he thought. "And what does he mean? Of course there never has been
-any proof of George's death, that I know of; and if he _should_ be
-living--Miss Lynde might look out for storms then. But nothing could
-be more improbable. My uncle evidently did not think it a matter to be
-even considered. _He_ must have had some certainty about it."
-
-Nevertheless, he mentioned to his wife what Rathborne had said, and
-she with malicious intent repeated it to Marion. "It is the first
-suggestion that has been made about George," she observed. "But if he
-should chance to be living, I am afraid you would lose everything."
-
-"How could that be," said the young girl, "when he is not mentioned in
-the will?"
-
-"Because, of course, he would contest it on the ground that his father
-believed him dead when he made it, and also that a man has no right to
-disinherit his son in favor of a stranger. I hope it may never come to
-such a contest, for many disagreeable things would be said about you."
-
-"It would certainly never come to it, as far as I am concerned,"
-replied Marion, haughtily. "For if Mr. George Singleton appeared, I
-should yield his inheritance to him without any contest at all."
-
-"Would you indeed?" asked Mrs. Singleton. She looked at her for a
-moment with her head on one side, as if contemplating the possibility
-of what it might mean for herself. "I don't think there is the least
-danger that he will appear," she said presently; "and I had really
-rather you had it than he. I always detested George."
-
-"Thanks for the implied compliment," said Marion, smiling faintly.
-
-She said no more on the subject, but, naturally enough, she thought
-much. It was a new and startling suggestion, and seemed to derive added
-force from the fact that Rathborne had made it. For she had never lost
-the sense of his hostile influence--of the realization that she had
-made an enemy of one who had the strength as well as the will to be
-dangerous. And now she felt sure that if George Singleton were on the
-earth this man would find him. "That is what he intends to do," she
-said to herself; "and this is his way of letting me know it--of making
-me understand that I hold my fortune on an uncertain tenure. Well, let
-him do his worst. If I lose the fortune, nothing will be left me at
-all; and that, no doubt, is what I deserve."
-
-This was a new conclusion for Marion, and showed how far she had
-already traveled on the road of self-knowledge. Even now she began to
-ask herself what there was which the money she had so eagerly desired
-could purchase for her of enduring interest? Now that everything
-was within her reach, she felt that she hardly cared to stretch out
-her hands to grasp any object of which she had dreamed. Admiration,
-pleasure, power,--all seemed to her like the toys which a sick child
-regards with eyes of indifference. Was it the weakening of her heart or
-the rousing of her soul which made them seem of so small account? She
-did not ask herself; she only felt that Brian Earle's influence had for
-a time lifted her into a region where she had breathed a higher air,
-and gained a knowledge of ideals which made her own now seem false,
-petty and unsatisfying.
-
-Would these ideals have attracted Marion had they been presented by
-another person? That is difficult to say. Her nature had in it much
-essential nobleness--Earle had been right in thinking it more warped
-than really wrong,--and it might have responded in some degree to any
-influence of the kind. But surely it is not without grave reason that
-we are bidden to keep the heart with all diligence, since "out of it
-are the issues of life." It had been necessary that Marion's heart
-should be roused out of its cold indifference to all affection, before
-she could grasp the meaning of the higher things of life--those things
-which have their root and their end in eternity.
-
-It was one evening about this time that she chanced to be driving
-late through the streets of Scarborough, and saw the Catholic church
-open and several persons entering. A sudden impulse made her bid the
-coachman stop. She was alone, having just left Mrs. Singleton at the
-house of a friend; and she felt that before leaving Scarborough
-finally--as it was her intention to do in a few days--she would like
-to enter once more the sanctuary where she had felt herself drawn very
-near to God. Since then the world had rushed in and overwhelmed her,
-and she had no longer any intention of embracing the true faith. But
-an attraction which could not be resisted drew her just now within the
-threshold of the door to which Earle had last led her.
-
-She descended from her carriage, to the astonishment of a few loiterers
-around the church gate, and in the rich twilight walked up the path
-which led to the door. Music came from within, and as she pushed it
-open a vision of celestial yet familiar brightness burst on her. The
-altar was a mass of lights and flowers, and in the midst rose the
-ostensorium on its golden throne. The priest, with his attendants,
-knelt motionless before it, while from the organ-loft came the strains
-of the "_O Salutaris Hostia_." Marion had been at the convent too long
-not to know all that it meant. She knelt at once, as a Catholic might
-have done; and indeed in her mind at that moment there was no sense of
-doubt. From the uplifted Presence on the altar faith seemed suddenly
-infused into her soul. Not only did all thought of questioning leave
-her, but all memory of ever having questioned. She knelt like a child,
-simply, humbly, involuntarily; and, with the same confidence as those
-around her, breathed a petition for the things of which she had begun
-to feel herself in need--for light on a path which was by no means
-clear, and for some better guide than her own erring will.
-
-After Benediction she was one of the first to leave the church, with
-a sense of peace which astonished her. "Why do I feel differently now
-from what I did when I entered?" she said to herself as she drove
-home in the soft dusk. "What power has touched me, and given me the
-first repose of spirit that I have known in a long time? It is surely
-strange, and impossible not to believe."
-
-But there it ended. Not yet had come the time when she would feel the
-necessity of taking some practical step toward making this all-powerful
-help her own; not yet had the proud spirit bent itself to acknowledging
-its own inability to order its life. The very reason which not long
-before had drawn her toward the Church--the fact that Earle belonged
-to it--now repelled as strongly as it had attracted. The hour had not
-yet struck when such earthly considerations would fall away before the
-urgent demand of the soul, the need of the weak and the human for the
-strong and the eternal.
-
- "The cedars must fall round us ere we see the light behind;"
-
-and not all of Marion's cedars had fallen yet.
-
-The next day a surprise, which was yet not altogether a surprise,
-awaited her. She was quietly sitting in the room which had been
-Mr. Singleton's--that small, pretty apartment behind the large
-drawing-room, which still seemed full of the suggestion of his
-presence,--when she heard a visitor ushered into the adjoining room,
-and a minute later a servant appeared bringing her a card. She took it
-and read the name of Paul Rathborne.
-
-It was a shock rather than an astonishment. She said to herself that
-she had looked for this: she had known that he would come as the
-bearer of ill news, if ill news were to be brought to her. For a moment
-she remained silent looking at the bit of pasteboard which said so
-much. Should she refuse to see him, should she deny him the pleasure
-of triumphing over her, and force him to send through another channel
-whatever news he brought? She was strongly tempted to this, but pride
-in the first place--the pride of not wishing to let him imagine that
-he had any power to move her--rejected the idea; and in the second
-place she felt that she must know at once whatever he had to tell.
-If she refused to see him, he would be capable of making her suffer
-suspense for an indefinite length of time. Steadying her voice to quiet
-indifference, therefore, she said to the servant: "Show Mr. Rathborne
-in here."
-
-A minute later the curtains between the two rooms were drawn back,
-and Rathborne entered. She rose and bowed slightly, looking more
-princess-like than ever in her beauty and stateliness, and in the midst
-of the luxury which surrounded her. No detail of her appearance or
-her manner was lost upon the man who had come with his heart full of
-bitterness toward her. And if an additional touch to this bitterness
-had been needed, her haughtiness, and her air of calmly possessing a
-place where she belonged, would have given it. The recollection of some
-words of his was fresh in the minds of both as they looked at each
-other. "I promise you that in the hour when your schemes are nearest
-success, you will find them defeated by me." These had been his last
-words to her. Was he come now to tell her that they were fulfilled?
-This was the thought in her mind, but there was no sign of it in her
-manner or her glance. She stood, composedly waiting for him to explain
-the object of his visit; and it was he who had to speak first.
-
-"I have ventured to ask the honor of this interview, Miss Lynde," he
-said--and, under its outward respect, she keenly felt the mockery of
-his tone,--"in order to make a communication of importance to you. It
-is true, I might have made it to your lawyer, but I thought it best
-that I should be myself the bearer of such news to you."
-
-"I fully appreciate your motives," she replied, in her clear,
-flute-like tones. "Pray spare yourself and me any apologies, and let me
-know what possible news of importance can have fallen to you to bring
-me."
-
-As she understood the underlying mockery in his voice, so he heard and
-felt the scorn of hers. Her clear, brilliant glance said to him: "I
-know that you have come here because you hope to humble me, but I shall
-only show you how despicable I consider you." It stung him as she had
-always had the faculty of stinging him, and roused his determination to
-make his tidings as bitter to her as possible.
-
-"The news which I bring you," he said, "is most important to your
-interest, since it is the intelligence that I am directed to bring suit
-at once to set aside Mr. Singleton's will made in your favor, in order
-that the estate may devolve to the natural heir."
-
-"Indeed!" she said, quietly, with admirable self-control. "And may I
-beg to know who is the natural heir who proposes to enter into this
-contest?"
-
-"An heir against whose claim you will find it impossible to fight,"
-he answered, with a ring of triumph in his voice;--"one who has been
-supposed to be dead, but who has been roused, by the news that his
-inheritance has been alienated from him, to prove that he is living. In
-other words, my client is Mr. Singleton's only son, George Singleton."
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXII.
-
-
-It does not always follow that a thing is not a shock because one has
-in a manner expected it. Marion suffered a severe shock when she found
-her worst anticipations realized; for, although she had in a degree
-anticipated it, knowing that Rathborne was not likely to have spoken
-without some ground when he alluded to such a possibility, there had
-still been the contrary assurance that Mr. Singleton had evidently
-believed in his son's death, since there was not even an allusion to
-him in the will. The intelligence just conveyed was, therefore, a
-hard blow mercilessly struck; but she preserved her self-possession,
-notwithstanding, in a remarkable manner.
-
-"This is a very extraordinary piece of news," she said. "I have been
-under the impression that Mr. George Singleton was dead."
-
-Rathborne smiled. "Most people have been under that impression,
-especially those who had very good reason for desiring that it should
-be so," he answered. "But, so far from being dead, he has been living
-in South America, and prospering fairly."
-
-"Living in South America, and yet he has already heard of his father's
-death and the disposition of his father's property!--how has that
-happened?"
-
-Despite himself, Paul Rathborne colored slightly, but his glance
-met hers fully as he answered, "It has not happened by chance. Some
-time ago a friend of mine who had been in South America mentioned
-meeting a man there who, from his description, I felt sure must be Mr.
-Singleton's missing son. The matter was then no interest or concern
-of mine; for it was to be supposed that the father and son knew their
-own affairs best. So I paid no attention to it. But a short time ago
-it began to occur to me that it was rather hard that, while the son
-was still living, strangers should be fighting for his inheritance.
-Therefore I wrote to my friend (who had returned to South America) to
-let Singleton know the state of affairs here. The latter immediately
-wrote to me, saying that he would return to his father as soon as
-possible, and meanwhile asking me to inform Mr. Singleton of his (the
-son's) existence and well-being. This letter reached me just at the
-time of Mr. Singleton's death. I immediately communicated this fact to
-Mr. George Singleton, as also the facts with regard to the estate; and
-I have just heard from him, authorizing me to contest the will at once."
-
-There was a brief pause, during which Marion asked herself what was her
-best course of action; and out of the confusion into which her mind was
-thrown, she could grasp only one clear idea--that she must be careful
-how she committed herself to this man, who had come with the desire to
-injure and triumph over her. Consequently, when she spoke it was to
-say, quite calmly:--
-
-"I think that you have made a mistake in coming to me with this story
-instead of going to my lawyer. I understand very well _why_ you have
-come; but now that you have accomplished the end you had in view, I beg
-to refer you to him. For, of course, in a matter so important as this I
-shall not think of acting without advice."
-
-"I am acquainted with your prudence," he said, with the mockery of his
-tone somewhat more pronounced; "and am not, therefore, surprised to
-find you so cautious. But I think it only right to warn you that your
-caution will avail very little. No will which ignores a son in favor of
-an absolute stranger can possibly stand."
-
-"That is a point which I do not care to discuss with you," she replied.
-"But you will allow me to inquire if Mr. Singleton is in this country
-or on his way here?"
-
-"Not yet. He will come if it is necessary; but I am at present
-authorized to act for him."
-
-"You seem to have inspired him with a remarkable degree of confidence,
-considering that you are an entire stranger to him."
-
-It was merely a chance shot, but something in the expression of
-Rathborne's face gave her an idea like a flash of lightning.
-
-"It is to be supposed," she went on before he could speak, "that you
-are convinced of the identity of this stranger with Mr. Singleton's
-son?"
-
-"Do you imagine that if I were not--"
-
-"I imagine nothing," she interposed; "and as a lawyer you can not need
-a reminder from me that it will be necessary for this person whom you
-represent, fully to prove his identity with the son whom Mr. Singleton
-believed to be dead."
-
-It was perfectly true, and Rathborne knew it; but he was none the less
-astonished that she should have so clearly and immediately perceived it.
-
-"I always knew that she was shrewd as the devil," he said to himself,
-while he observed aloud:--
-
-"Do not flatter yourself with any hope that it is an impostor who is
-about to claim the fortune you have inherited. Nothing can be more
-certain than that it is Mr. Singleton himself. To attempt to deny his
-identity will only be to make yourself ridiculous, and to damage your
-cause more than the plain facts have damaged it already. Your lawyer, I
-am sure, will advise you better."
-
-"Let me again refer you to that lawyer, if this is all you have to say
-to me," she answered, rising from her seat.
-
-He rose also; and as they stood for a moment face to face, it proved
-impossible for him to restrain some words which rose to his lips,
-brought there in double bitterness by the sight of her proud, calm
-countenance.
-
-"I shall go to your lawyer," he said, "and I shall not rest until my
-client has all his rights--the rights of which he would not have heard
-for many a day but for me. When he is in full possession of them, I
-will ask you to be good enough to remember a pledge that I gave you
-once, and which I shall then have fully redeemed. I always endeavor to
-pay my debts; and, as you are well aware, I owe you a very heavy debt
-at present. I hope to repay it very soon--with interest."
-
-"I am well aware that you are a malicious and a dishonorable man," she
-replied, calmly. "Because your treachery with regard to Helen recoiled
-on yourself, you have determined to injure me. Do your worst. Nothing
-that you could do would make you more despicable in my eyes than you
-are at present. This is all that need be said between us. Will you go
-now, or shall I be forced to leave you?"
-
-"I shall go at once," he answered; "but you will permit me to offer you
-a little parting advice. Enjoy as much as possible the fortune which
-you hold now, for your possession of it will be very short."
-
-With this last sting he went out from her presence; and she,
-sinking into Mr. Singleton's deep chair, clasped her hands over her
-painfully-beating heart, and looked with troubled eyes over the soft
-landscape before her, of which she hardly perceived a feature.
-
-And so she was, after all, to lose the fortune for which she had
-sacrificed everything else! It had by no means brought her the
-satisfaction or happiness she had imagined, but it was all that
-remained to her--the one good which she still grasped out of the wreck
-she had already made of her life, and her life's best hopes. To lose
-it now, to sink back again into poverty and dependence after one brief
-taste of power and independence, that would be a bitter retribution
-for the choice she had made when she sent Brian Earle away,--a bitter
-retribution for the selfish vanity which had made Rathborne her enemy.
-She shuddered a little at the recollection of that enmity. Bravely
-as she had borne herself before him, it was a dismaying thought that
-such a power and such a will to injure menaced her. She thought of
-her proud self-confidence when from the quiet convent she had stepped
-into the world: her belief in her own ability to mould life, events,
-and people to her wishes. And now with what absolute failure she was
-threatened!--with what complete and hopeless loss of all that she
-desired!
-
-The next day her lawyer came with a grave face, and greeted her with an
-air which was not lost upon her. "He thinks that it is all over with
-me!" she said to herself; but, though her heart sank a little lower at
-this proof of the weakness of her cause, she smiled on him brightly and
-bravely enough.
-
-"I suppose," she began, "that you have seen Mr. Rathborne, who was
-so kind as to pay me a visit yesterday in order to give me some
-interesting intelligence?"
-
-"Yes, I have seen Mr. Rathborne," he answered; "and the news he brought
-me was very unexpected and very serious."
-
-"What do you think of it?" she asked.
-
-The lawyer looked at her with surprise. The coolness of her tone and
-the composure of her manner seemed to indicate that she by no means
-appreciated the gravity of the danger which threatened her.
-
-"I think," he replied, "that such a contest will be ruinous to you. No
-court will be likely to sustain a will which entirely disinherits a
-man's own son. Candidly, my advice to you is to compromise at once."
-
-Marion did not say, "Advice should be asked before it is offered," but
-her curling lip said so for her, and so did the manner in which she
-ignored his suggestion.
-
-"Before taking up a contest over the will," she said, "would it not be
-well to be quite sure that the person who proposes to contest it is
-indeed Mr. Singleton's son?"
-
-Again the lawyer stared at her. Was it possible that he had not thought
-of this?
-
-"Of course," he replied, "that is most essential; but it is very easily
-done. Mr. George Singleton has but to show himself. There are numbers
-of people who will recognize him."
-
-"Why does he not show himself, then? Why is he content with merely
-writing to Mr. Rathborne instead of coming to look after his
-inheritance himself?"
-
-"Because it is all that is essential at present--to give us warning and
-take the necessary legal steps. He will, of course, appear later."
-
-"Let us demand that he appear at once," she said, with a decision of
-tone and manner which more than astonished the lawyer. "I, for one,
-distrust Mr. Rathborne utterly, and refuse most positively to transact
-any business with him. If you can get the address of this reputed Mr.
-Singleton, I beg that you will write to him, and say that we decline
-to recognize his claim in any manner whatever until he shows himself
-and establishes his identity. Then there will be time enough to talk of
-contest or compromise. Am I not right in this?"
-
-"Perfectly right," responded the stupefied man of business. Never (as
-he afterward affirmed) had he been so surprised as by these energetic
-instructions. He had come himself prepared to instruct; to find perhaps
-unreasoning opposition, or hysterical complaining, which it would be
-necessary to quiet and bring to some practical view of the case. But to
-be met instead with this cool self-possession, these clear ideas and
-precise directions, was little less than a shock to him. His own ideas
-seemed to desert him as he sat and stared at the beautiful, resolved
-face which confronted him.
-
-"Certainly you are right," he said again, after a moment. "The identity
-of the claimant is the first thing to be established; but--I confess
-that I am a little surprised by your thinking of this point. Why should
-it occur to you to doubt whether the person claiming to be Mr. George
-Singleton is really himself?"
-
-"Because," she answered, "in the first place I am sure (and you, no
-doubt, are sure also) that his father believed him dead, else certainly
-he would not have omitted his name entirely from his will. And he must
-have had some reason for this belief. Again, as I have already told
-you, I distrust Mr. Rathborne entirety. He would be perfectly capable
-of bringing forth a false claimant."
-
-"My dear young lady, that is a very serious, a very shocking charge.
-Mr. Rathborne is a--well, a sharp practitioner, perhaps; but I have no
-reason to suspect that he would be guilty of a criminal act. Indeed I
-have every reason to believe that he would _not_."
-
-"Your knowledge of Mr. Rathborne differs from mine, then," said Marion,
-coldly. "I am certain that he would be guilty of any act which would
-serve his purposes. And he has a motive for this which renders distrust
-necessary. Therefore, I insist upon the appearance of Mr. Singleton and
-the establishment of his identity before I will take any step whatever
-toward noticing his claim."
-
-"It is only a measure of precaution," said the lawyer, "and very well
-thought of. You have an uncommonly clear head for business for a young
-lady. I will, then, write at once to George Singleton; but I do not
-advise you to build any hope on the probability of his proving a false
-claimant. This conduct is altogether characteristic of him; and I, for
-one, had always a suspicion that he was not dead."
-
-"His father, however, must have had reason for believing him so."
-
-"Perhaps--and perhaps not. Mr. Singleton was a man of the strongest
-passions, and his son had outraged him in every particular. When, after
-a long course of disregarding and defying his father's wishes, the
-young man left home with the avowed intention of never returning, I
-know that Mr. Singleton declared that he should be as one dead to him.
-He only kept his word when he made his will."
-
-"But do you not think that in such a case as that he would have
-mentioned him, if only to declare that he disinherited him for good
-cause?"
-
-"It was not necessary, and he might not have desired to do so. He was a
-singular man and a very reticent one. Even I, who knew him so long and
-so well, have no idea whether he had any knowledge of his son's fate or
-not. And this fact makes me believe that it is more than likely that
-George Singleton is alive and ready to claim his inheritance."
-
-"Let him come and do it, then," said Marion. "That is all."
-
-And in this decision she was sustained by those who as well as herself
-were interested in upholding the will. Mr. Tom Singleton shook his
-head, and agreed with the lawyer that such a course of conduct was
-very characteristic of George Singleton; but he also declared that it
-would be folly to run any risk of playing into the hands of a false
-claimant. "And when a man has disappeared for ten or fifteen years from
-the sight and knowledge of everyone who knew him, there is reason to
-fear that, with a fortune at stake, he might be personated by some
-one else," he said. "Such things have happened time and again. You
-are quite right to insist that he shall show himself. If he is George
-Singleton I shall know him in half a minute, and then we can decide
-what to do."
-
-"It will prove to be George Singleton, I am sure," said his wife. "He
-was always a malicious wretch, don't you know? And this is just like
-him. But the puzzle to me is, how did he find out how things were in so
-short a time?"
-
-"He had a self-constituted informant here," said Marion. "Mr. Rathborne
-took pains to discover his whereabouts, and to let him know the news of
-his father's death and the contents of his father's will, as soon as
-possible."
-
-"Mr. Rathborne--oh, I understand!" said the lady. "Dear me, how many
-malicious people there are in the world! And this is how he revenges
-himself for your little flirtation with him, and for the loss of your
-cousin's fortune! Well, my dear, I must say that you are likely to pay
-heavily for what could not have been a _very_ great amusement."
-
-Hot tears of mortification suddenly gathered in Marion's eyes. Surely
-this was humiliation, to see her conduct as it looked in the eyes
-of this shallow woman, and to be pitied (conscious that in the pity
-there was a strain of exultation) for the downfall that awaited her
-from Rathborne's revenge. If Helen knew, she might hold herself well
-avenged; but, then, in Helen's gentle soul there was no room for any
-revengeful sentiment.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXIII.
-
-
-It was soon apparent that no one except Marion herself had any doubt
-but that George Singleton was alive, and that it was himself and no
-impostor, who was claiming his inheritance. "The whole thing is so
-exactly like him!" said Mrs. Singleton. "If it were not malicious, it
-would not be characteristic of George. He wants to give as much trouble
-and disappoint as many people as possible."
-
-"He must possess an amiable and attractive character," said Marion,
-faintly smiling. But as she smiled she said to herself that it was very
-evident the arrangement she had entered into with Mrs. Singleton could
-not stand. If the latter believed that it was only a question of time
-till Mr. Singleton's son should appear, what further need was there for
-her to conciliate and endure the girl who would soon have no power to
-return her good offices? Instinctively Marion knew that she was asking
-herself this question, and that it was best it should be answered at
-once.
-
-"I have been thinking," she observed, aloud, "that since there seems so
-much doubt about the result of this matter, it will not be well for me
-to make any change in my life at present. Our arrangements had better
-be deferred indefinitely; and meanwhile I will stay here until Mr.
-Singleton arrives."
-
-Although Mrs. Singleton possessed considerable power of self-control,
-she could not prevent her face from showing the relief she felt at
-these words.
-
-"I suppose it will really be best," she said. "It would be very awkward
-for us, as well as for you, if we took up your cause, and, as it were,
-identified ourselves with it, and then--"
-
-"And then I relapsed back into my original insignificance," said
-Marion. "Yes, I perceive. And, believe me, I have no desire to sail for
-a time under false colors, or receive any attention which would be paid
-only to Mr. Singleton's heiress. Moreover, if the business ends as you
-evidently expect, I should have no power to return the obligation under
-which you would have placed me. We will, therefore, say no more about
-our plans, and I will quietly remain here."
-
-"But you can not remain alone, and I _must_ get back home--"
-
-"Do not let me detain you a day," said Marion, haughtily. "I am not
-rich in friends, but I can find some one to stay with me, so long as I
-need a companion; and it is only a question of money."
-
-"Oh! yes, mere companions can be found in sufficient number--people
-who will be delighted to come. But you ought to have some social
-protection, some proper chaperon--"
-
-"If all were settled as we thought, that would be necessary," Marion
-interposed; "but since I may, very likely, soon be deprived of the
-consequence that Mr. Singleton's money gives me, and since social
-protection and proper chaperonage are altogether superfluous for a girl
-without fortune, I need not trouble myself about them in this short
-interval of waiting."
-
-Mrs. Singleton said no more, but she confided to her husband her
-opinion that Marion had given up all hope of being able to retain the
-fortune. "And it has made her dreadfully bitter," she added. "You know
-she always had a very cynical way of talking for such a young girl, but
-now that is more pronounced than ever. Disappointment is going very
-hard with her. I am almost sorry for her, although, of course, she has
-no right to the money at all."
-
-"She has the right that its owner chose to give it to her," said
-philosophical Mr. Singleton.
-
-But, although Marion put a bold front on the matter to Mrs. Singleton,
-her heart really sank at the desolateness of her position. So long as
-the fortune was still hers, she could buy a companion, as she could
-buy anything else; but she saw in the eyes of everyone around her the
-settled conviction that the fortune would be no longer hers. And then?
-
-Meantime, however, it was necessary to make some arrangement, since
-Mrs. Singleton was eager to be gone; and, turning over in her mind
-the list of her few acquaintances in Scarborough--for friends she had
-none,--Marion was asking herself rather blankly to which one she could
-appeal for advice and assistance in her dilemma, when a servant entered
-with the announcement that a lady desired to see her.
-
-"A lady!" she repeated. "Who is she? Did she give no name or card?"
-
-The servant replied that the lady had given neither, but that, in his
-opinion, she was a genuine visitor--not an agent for patent soap or
-anything else of the kind.
-
-"I suppose I had better see her," said Marion, reluctantly; "but she
-can not be a person of any importance, or she would have sent her name."
-
-She went down stairs, slowly, indifferently, with a sense of mental
-lassitude altogether new to her, entered the drawing-room, and found
-herself face to face with Helen. She uttered a cry as the sweet,
-affectionate face she knew so well turned toward her, and the next
-moment they were in each other's arms.
-
-"O Marion! I am so glad that you are glad to see me!" were Helen's
-first words. "I was afraid that you might not be."
-
-"Afraid that I might not be glad to see _you_!" said Marion. "How could
-that be?--what reason could I have? But, O Helen, dear Helen! how good
-it is of you to be glad to see _me_!"
-
-"I know no reason why I should not be," replied Helen. "But I feared
-that there might be some disagreeable recollection--something to
-make you shrink from seeing me; so I thought I would spare you the
-shrinking--I would let you have the shock at once. But it is no shock,
-after all. The moment I saw your eyes, I knew you were glad."
-
-"Oh! my dear, how kind you are!" cried Marion. "Glad! What should I be
-made of if I were not glad to see you--the most generous heart in all
-the world! But when did you come back to Scarborough?"
-
-"Last night; and I would not write or let you know, because I wanted to
-see you myself, without any warning. And so, Marion, your great desire
-is accomplished--you have become rich since I went away!"
-
-"And am on the point of becoming poor again," said Marion, with a
-smile. "Have you not heard that?"
-
-"No: I have heard nothing--but how can that be?--how can you become
-poor again, unless you lose Mr. Singleton's fortune?"
-
-"That is just what is going to occur--at least everyone thinks so. It
-is said that Mr. Singleton's son is alive, and that if he chooses to
-contest the will, it can not stand."
-
-"O Marion! how sorry I am!"--the eloquent eyes said so indeed.--"To
-think that you should have obtained what you wanted so much, only to
-lose it at once! That is worse than if you had never possessed it."
-
-"And do you see no retribution in it, Helen?" asked Marion, very
-gravely. "Did not you, too, want something very much--the happiness
-that had been promised you all your life,--and did you not lose it
-through my fault? Believe me, I have thought of this; and, thinking of
-it, I can make no complaint."
-
-"I am sorry," said Helen, while a shade fell over her face, "that you
-should speak again of _that_. I do not look at it quite as you do.
-Happiness ought not to be our end in life.--I am not very wise, but I
-know that, because I have faith to tell me so. No doubt I thought of it
-too much; but even when I felt most about losing it, I was sure that
-God must know best, and I did not really desire anything which was not
-according to His will. How could one be so foolish as to do that? For
-it certainly would not be happiness if it did not have God's blessing
-on it."
-
-"O Helen! Helen!" exclaimed Marion. It was a cry of mingled wonder and
-self-scorn. Somehow the simple words touched her more than the most
-eloquent appeal of any preacher could have done. For it was Helen who
-spoke,--Helen, who had just learned her wisdom in the hard school of
-practical experience, and who spoke thus to the person against whom
-her heart might have been most bitter. "My dear," she went on after
-a minute, "you are so good that you make me ashamed. I have learned
-lately--yes, even I--what you lost, and how much you must have suffered
-in the loss. It was through my own fault and by my own choice that I
-lost my happiness; but you were blameless as an angel, and yet you talk
-like an angel about it--"
-
-"No, no," said Helen, quickly; "only like the most ordinary Catholic.
-And that not without a struggle, Marion. Don't fancy me better than I
-am."
-
-"I don't fancy: I know you to be like something angelic compared to
-me," returned Marion, with a sigh. "Do you think that I ever asked
-myself anything about the will of God? I never even thought of Him in
-connection with my desires."
-
-"O Marion!"
-
-"It is true. Don't expect me to say anything else; for, with all my
-faults, I was never a hypocrite, you know. I thought nothing of Him,
-I asked nothing of Him, and now I have nothing to fall back upon. My
-happiness, like yours, is gone--with the difference that _I_ was not
-worthy of it, whereas you were saved from a man who was not worthy
-of _you_. And now the money for which I was ready to do anything and
-sacrifice anything is in jeopardy, and no doubt will soon be gone."
-
-"Has it brought you satisfaction since you have had it, Marion?"
-
-"Do not ask me!" she said, sharply. "What is there in the world that
-does bring satisfaction? But when I give it up, I shall have nothing,
-absolutely nothing, left."
-
-"You will have God's providence," answered Helen, gently. "Trust
-a little to that; and tell me something--all if you will--about
-yourself,--about what has happened since we parted, and what your plans
-for the future are."
-
-In past time, though Marion had always loved Helen, she had rather
-despised her as a counselor; but now she felt it a relief beyond the
-power of words to express, to open her heart, to tell her difficulties,
-even to ask advice from one of whose affection and interest she was so
-secure. For had she not lately learned how weary life can be when it
-holds not a single friend, not one heart on which it is possible to
-rely for disinterested aid or counsel? She told the story of her brief
-engagement to Brian Earle, and did not resent the condemnation which
-she read in Helen's eyes. Then a harder task was before her--to speak
-of Rathborne's part in the appearance of George Singleton. She touched
-on this as lightly as possible, but Helen quickly seized the fact.
-
-"And so it was Paul who found him!" she said. "I am sorry for
-that,--sorry, I mean, that he should have taken such a part in what did
-not concern him, from the motive which I fear actuated him."
-
-"He took pains to leave me in no doubt whatever about his motive,"
-observed Marion. "I have seen him only once, and then I bade him do his
-worst--produce his client without loss of time. When he is produced,
-if he is properly identified, my dream of riches will be over; for I
-shall give up the estate without a contest. But I will not give it
-up until I am certain that I shall not be resigning it to a false
-claimant."
-
-"You do not think that Paul Rathborne would be guilty of fraud?" said
-Helen quickly, in a pained tone; for the loyal heart was slow to resign
-any one for whom it had ever cherished an affection or a trust.
-
-"You forget," said Marion, waiving the question whether or not she
-believed Rathborne capable of fraud, "that this man is in South
-America, and no one here has seen him. Mr. Rathborne has only
-communicated with him by letters. Now, what would be easier than for
-some unscrupulous man to write in George Singleton's name, if the
-latter were dead? Such things are of common occurrence. But it would be
-difficult to personate him so as to deceive the many people who have
-known him; and that is why I will take no step, nor even consider the
-matter, until _he has been produced_."
-
-"I suppose that is best," answered Helen. "And meanwhile what are you
-going to do?"
-
-"I am going to stay here, with what patience I may. How I am to live
-alone, I do not exactly see--for Mrs. Singleton is going away; but now
-that I have you again, I have taken heart. You will recommend some one
-to stay with me."
-
-"I will do better than that: I will take you home with me."
-
-"Oh, no!" said Marion, shrinking a little; "that can not be. It is
-like you, dear Helen, to propose it; but I do not think my aunt would
-like--stop! I know she would be kind, and try not to show what she
-felt; but I should be aware of it--aware that she has no respect for me
-in her heart, and I should be more ill at ease there than here. This
-is my home for the present; it may not be so long, and I may never
-have another. So let me keep it while I may. Find me some good, quiet
-woman--you know everyone in Scarborough--to stay with me; and come
-yourself whenever you can, and I shall be content."
-
-"There will be no difficulty in finding such a person as you want,"
-said Helen. "But I think my plan is best."
-
-Marion shook her head. "No," she insisted. "I abused your hospitality
-once. I can never forget that; and I do not think that, kind and good
-as she is, my aunt will ever forget it; so do not let us talk of my
-going to you. Some day, perhaps, if I have no other refuge in the
-world, I may come and ask you for a shelter, but not now."
-
-She was immovable in this, even when Mrs. Dalton seconded Helen's
-invitation; and so they did what she asked--found a pleasant, quiet,
-elderly lady to stay with her; and let her have her own way.
-
-It was a strange time, the period of waiting which followed--a kind of
-interlude, a breathing space, as it were, between the rush of events
-which had reached this conclusion, and other events which were to
-follow and change life yet again, in what degree no one could say. It
-seemed to Marion that she could hardly be said to live during these
-weeks. She merely existed--in a state partly of expectation, partly
-of that lassitude which follows a high degree of mental as well as
-physical tension. She had passed rapidly through many experiences, many
-intense emotions; and now, menaced by others of which she could not see
-the end, she suddenly sank down to rest, like a soldier on the field of
-battle.
-
-She had but two sources of pleasure during this time: one was Helen's
-companionship, which she had never before valued or appreciated; the
-other, the services of the Catholic church. The plain little chapel,
-which had at first repelled her, began to seem to her like a true home
-of the soul; religious influences sank more and more deeply into her
-heart; and dimly, as new ideas shape and present themselves, there
-began to dawn on her the meaning of Helen's simple words. "It certainly
-would not be happiness if it did not have God's blessing on it," Helen
-had said. Was it because no blessing of God had been on _her_ happiness
-that, in every form, it had so quickly eluded her grasp? She asked
-herself this question, and when a soul has once asked it the answer is
-not long in coming. But whether or not it will be heeded when it comes,
-is too often a matter of doubt. Impressions pass quickly, the sway of
-the world is hard to break, and who can tell how far the poor soul may
-be swept into storm and darkness before it is brought safe into port at
-last?
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXIV.
-
-
-The period of waiting ended very abruptly one day. It was by this time
-soft, Indian-summer weather; and Marion was seated in the garden with
-Helen one afternoon, mellow sunshine and brilliant masses of flowers
-all around them, when a servant appeared with the intelligence that Mr.
-Singleton was in the house and wished to see her.
-
-"Mr. Singleton!" she repeated, a little startled. "What Mr. Singleton?"
-
-"Mr. Tom, ma'am," repeated the servant, who had been accustomed to
-distinguish him in this manner during the life of the elder Mr.
-Singleton.
-
-"Oh!" she said. And then she turned to Helen with a faint smile. "I
-don't know whether I am relieved or disappointed," she observed. "I
-thought it was the other."
-
-"But the other would hardly be likely to come without warning--and
-alone," returned Helen.
-
-"That is very true. But I wonder what this Mr. Singleton can want--if
-he has any news?"
-
-"You can only find out by going to see," said Helen.
-
-"Yes," assented Marion. She rose as she spoke, and made a few steps
-toward the house, then paused and looked back like one who is taking a
-farewell. "The crisis must be at hand," she said. "I feel as if I were
-on the verge of a great change. When I see you again, Helen, I may be
-dispossessed of all my riches."
-
-"Don't talk nonsense!" said Helen, in a matter-of-fact way. "How can
-you be dispossessed in so short a time?"
-
-The other laughed. "'If 'twere done when 'tis done, then 'twere well it
-were done quickly,'" she said, and so went on toward the house.
-
-Mr. Singleton, who was awaiting her in the drawing-room, came forward
-and shook hands very cordially. They had always been good friends,
-and he had a very kind feeling toward the beautiful and comparatively
-friendless girl. This kindness had now an emphasis, which she
-perceived, together with something of compassion. She looked at him and
-smiled.
-
-"Has the true heir appeared?" she asked; "and have you come to warn me
-to prepare for abdication?"
-
-"How shrewd you are!" he said. But, in truth, he was much relieved
-that she was shrewd enough to divine the object of his visit,--a visit
-which it had required a considerable effort on his part to undertake.
-"The true heir--if you consider him so--_has_ appeared; but there is no
-question of abdication for you. He will be very glad if you consent to
-compromise, and so save him a contest over the will."
-
-She sat down in a chair conveniently near, looking a little pale.
-Notwithstanding her question, she had not really anticipated such
-positive assurance at once; and recognizing this, Mr. Singleton
-regretted having been so abrupt.
-
-"I thought you expected it," he said; "but I see that you were not
-quite prepared. I am sorry--"
-
-She put up her hand with a gesture which stopped his words. "There is
-nothing for which to be sorry," she said. "Of course I expected it,
-but perhaps not so immediately or so positively. But I don't mean to
-be foolish: I intend to be quite cool and business-like. Mr. George
-Singleton has arrived, then. Have _you_ recognized him?"
-
-"Perfectly. He has changed very little, considering all things, and
-there can be no question of his identity."
-
-"Are the other members of the family, and friends of the family, as
-positive as yourself?"
-
-"Yes: no one has a doubt but that it is George. In fact, no one could
-have a doubt who had ever known him. He was twenty years old when he
-went away, and of a very marked personal appearance. The change of
-sixteen years is by no means so great as might be imagined. Appearance,
-manner, habits--all prove that he is George himself. Indeed I must be
-quite frank and tell you that there is not even a peg on which to hang
-a doubt of his identity."
-
-She looked at him for a moment in silence, her brow drawn together
-by the earnestness with which she seemed trying to read his face. At
-length she said, slowly: "I must trust your opinion; I have no one else
-to trust. And I do not think you would deceive me."
-
-"I certainly would not," he answered, gravely. "Why should I? Putting
-honor aside, I have nothing to gain by espousing George Singleton's
-cause. As a matter of fact, I do not espouse it at all. I merely come
-to you as a friend, and tell you that he is certainly the man he
-claims to be. And, under these circumstances, I think your best plan
-will be to compromise with him as speedily as possible."
-
-"Of that there is no question in my mind," she said, with her old air
-of pride. "If I could, I would not retain the fortune of a man whose
-son is living. Tell Mr. George Singleton that I will turn over his
-father's estate to him as soon as may be."
-
-"But that," said Mr. Singleton, with energy, "can not be allowed. As
-one of the executors of the will, I should protest against it. Whether
-my uncle believed in the death of his son or not, we can not know,
-neither can we know how he would have acted if he had certainly been
-aware of his existence. All that we have to deal with is the simple
-fact that he left his fortune to you without even mentioning his son's
-name; and this being so, it is not demanded of you--it is neither just
-nor right--that you should turn it all over to him."
-
-"But he is the natural and rightful heir to it, and no one shall ever
-say of me that I grasped or held what rightfully belonged to another."
-
-"My dear young lady, you said a moment ago that you intended to be
-quite cool and business-like in discussing this matter. Allow me,
-then, to put it before you in its business-like aspect. You are at the
-present time the lawful possessor of my uncle's fortune by his direct
-bequest, and unless the courts set aside his will you must remain so.
-The issue of an attempt to set aside the will is, of course, uncertain;
-and the contest would be long, troublesome and costly to all concerned.
-Recognizing these facts, George Singleton says that he is willing to
-agree on a liberal basis of compromise. And, since my uncle certainly
-wished you to have _all_ his fortune why should you refuse to retain a
-part of it?"
-
-"I have already told you, because in justice it belongs to his son; and
-why should I keep a part any more than the whole of what is not justly
-mine?"
-
-Mr. Singleton had an air of saying to himself, "Heaven grant me
-patience!" but, possessing a good deal of that quality, he said aloud:
-"How in the name of common-sense can that be held to belong to George
-Singleton which has been given to you? Honestly, if you divide with him
-it is as much as you can be expected to do."
-
-"It is something I should despise myself for doing," she said, with a
-sudden flush of color in her face. "You are very kind, Mr. Singleton,
-and I really believe that you are considering my interest in this
-matter. But you forget the position I occupy--that of an interloper who
-has come in to take a fortune away from its natural heirs, and who,
-no doubt, is held to have schemed to that end. _You_ know better than
-that, I am sure; but the world does not know better, and Mr. George
-Singleton does not know better. Now, I shall be glad to prove that,
-although I value wealth and desire wealth--why should I deny it?--I
-would not acquire it at the cost of my self-respect. Since you say Mr.
-Singleton's son is certainly living, I do not feel that I have any
-right to keep his fortune any longer than I can put it out of my hands.
-Pray be good enough to tell him so."
-
-"My dear Miss Lynde, I can not agree to tell him anything of the kind.
-You must positively take time for consideration and advice."
-
-She shook her head. "I do not need time, and I shall certainly not seek
-advice. I have already made up my mind what to do. Can you imagine
-that I have not considered this in the weeks that I have been waiting?
-If you decline to give my message to Mr. Singleton, I shall have to
-communicate with him directly myself."
-
-"It would be best that you should communicate with him directly, if you
-could by that means be brought to look at the matter in a reasonable
-light, and see that there is no possible cause why it should not be
-arranged on the basis of a liberal compromise. Half a million is surely
-enough to divide."
-
-She put out her hands, as if to push the proposal from her. "I will not
-hear of it," she said. "I will not seem to grasp money which is not
-mine. Do not argue the point further, Mr. Singleton. I appreciate your
-kindness, but I can not yield."
-
-"Well," he said reluctantly, "I am sorry for it. Believe me you are
-making a great mistake, and one which, in the nature of things, you
-must regret as time goes on. We are not young and impulsive forever,
-and some day you will say, 'I had a right to my share of that fortune,
-and I was wrong to give it up.'"
-
-"It may be," she answered; "but I can not keep it now--I can not! Where
-is Mr. George Singleton?--where can I address him, if you will not take
-my message to him? It is impossible for me to address him through his
-lawyer."
-
-"He will have no use for a lawyer if you persevere in your intention,"
-said Mr. Singleton, shrugging his shoulders. "As for his address, he
-is here in Scarborough, and quite ready to wait upon you at your
-convenience, if you will receive him."
-
-She started. This was coming a little closer than she anticipated. And
-yet, she asked herself, why not? "'Twere well it were done quickly,"
-and it seemed likely now to be done quickly enough. After a moment
-she said, steadily: "There is no reason why I should not receive him
-whenever he likes to come, since you assure me that he is really the
-man he claims to be."
-
-"Of that there can be no doubt."
-
-"Then let him come--the sooner the better. But do not let him bring Mr.
-Rathborne with him. That person I cannot receive."
-
-"I will come with him myself," said Mr. Singleton. "I should not have
-thought of doing otherwise."
-
-She held out her hand to him with a grateful gesture. "You are very
-good to me--very kind," she said. "I shall never forget it."
-
-"I wish you would let me be of some use to you, by taking my advice,"
-he answered.
-
-But when he went away it was with the reflection that women are surely
-obstinate creatures; and, however charming they may be, they are, as
-a rule, quite devoid of reason. Marion had proved immovable in her
-resolution, as also in her determination not to take advice on it.
-Once fully assured that the man purporting to be Mr. Singleton's son
-was really so, her mind was made up what to do. She went back into the
-garden like one moving in a dream, and told Helen the news.
-
-"The fairy tale is over," she said; "my fairy fortune is about to slip
-away from me. Am I sorry? I think I am more apathetic just now than
-either glad or sorry. It has not brought me one day of happiness, but
-I know the world well enough to be aware that it is better to be rich
-and unhappy than poor and unhappy. Poverty aggravates every other evil;
-and yet I am not grieved to have the opportunity to prove that I am not
-so mercenary as--some people doubtless believe me. Brian Earle will not
-think that I have schemed for his inheritance when he learns that I
-have voluntarily given it up to his cousin."
-
-Helen looked up with a keenness of perception which was rather
-unusual in her soft eyes. "I think," she said, "that _that_ is the
-consideration which moves you chiefly. But is it altogether a right
-consideration? Mr. Earle does not injure you by believing what is
-untrue of you, but you will injure yourself by giving up everything,
-and surely you are not bound to do so. If Mr. Singleton had not desired
-you to have part at least of his fortune, he would never have left you
-all of it."
-
-"One would think you had heard the arguments of the gentleman who has
-just gone away," said Marion, smiling. "Dear Helen, don't make me go
-over it all again. I fear that it is more pride than conscience which
-makes me feel that I must resign the fortune. But I can never recover
-my own self-respect until I have done so. And my own self-respect is
-not another name for the respect of Brian Earle. If I were conscious
-of being right I might not care that he thought ill of me; but my own
-judgment echoes his. I have been willing to barter everything of value
-in life for money, and now it is right enough that the money should
-be taken from me. I feel as if by giving it up altogether I might
-recover, not what I have lost--I do not dream of that,--but the right
-to hope for some form of happiness again."
-
-Helen gravely shook her head. "You talk like a pagan," she said. "All
-this sounds like propitiating gods, and sacrificing to fate, and things
-of that kind. The fact is, you are trusting entirely to your own
-judgment in the matter, and that is strange; for there seems to me a
-point of conscience involved. Either you have a right to a part of this
-fortune, or you have not. If you have, why should you give it away to
-a man who does not ask it and does not need it? While if you have not
-a right, there would be no more to be said about it; you would have
-the consciousness of some firm ground under your feet, and no reason
-hereafter for regret."
-
-"Helen, you astonish me!" said Marion, who certainly looked astonished
-at this unexpected view of the case. "How on earth did you contrive to
-get at the kernel of the thing in that manner?"
-
-"Why, there is nothing surprising in that," remarked Helen. "It is the
-way any Catholic would look at it. Things like that never trouble us.
-There is always a plain right or a plain wrong."
-
-"And where do you find the law or rule by means of which to tell what
-is right and what is wrong?"
-
-"There is no difficulty in that," was the reply. "We have certain
-very clear rules given us, and if there is any difficulty in their
-application we know where to go to have the difficulty solved."
-
-"To a priest, I suppose?"
-
-"Yes, to a priest. You can not think that strange if you remember that
-the priest is trained in the most special and careful manner, as
-well as enlightened by God, in order to enable him to deal with such
-difficulties."
-
-There was silence for a minute or two, while Marion, leaning back in
-her chair, looked up at the deep-blue sky, and some golden boughs that
-crossed it. Presently she said, in a meditative tone:--
-
-"There do not seem to be any difficulties to speak of in this case,
-but I should not mind putting it before some one altogether outside of
-it, and without any interest in it. Still, I could not go to a priest,
-because I am no Catholic."
-
-"You are more of a Catholic than anything else," said Helen. "You know
-that. And I think if you went to Father Byrne, and put the abstract
-question to him, he would tell you what is right."
-
-"You forget that I have no right to go to him. It would be presumption
-on my part. Why should I, who do not belong to his people, trouble him
-with my personal affairs?"
-
-Helen smiled. "You don't know Father Byrne," she answered. "He is
-always glad to serve any one. I know that, even as a friend, he would
-gladly advise you. I will ask him, if you consent."
-
-"Ask him what?"
-
-"To see you and tell you what he thinks."
-
-"Helen, you should not tempt me to make myself a nuisance. Besides,
-Father Byrne does not like me, and that renders me more reluctant to
-trouble him."
-
-"What has put such an absurd idea into your head? Why should he not
-like you?"
-
-"Why? Ah! who can answer such questions? But realty in this case there
-is an easy answer. He thinks me an objectionable sort of girl; I used
-to see it in his face when we met at your mother's house. He would look
-at me sometimes with a mild but quite decided disapproval when I had
-been saying something particularly frivolous or satirical; and I did
-not blame him in the least. How could he approve of me? _You_ are the
-type of girl that he approves, and he is quite right."
-
-"Marion, I wish you would not say such things."
-
-"But they are true things. And, then, of course he knows the story of
-how your engagement ended, and very likely thinks me worse than I am
-in regard to that. Then I am worldly to the tips of my fingers; I have
-inherited a fortune to which I have no right, and--well, there is no
-good in going on. These are quite sufficient reasons why Father Byrne
-does not like me, and why I should not trouble him."
-
-"All this is absolute nonsense; and I will prove that it is, if you do
-not positively object. I will go to him and ask him to see you, and you
-will find how quickly he will say yes."
-
-Marion laughed a little--a laugh without any merriment, only a kind
-of sad self-scorn. "Upon my word," she said, "I am in so weak a frame
-of mind that a straw might influence me; and this being so, it is a
-comfort to trust to you, who will never lead any one wrong. Go to
-Father Byrne, if you will; but don't be surprised if he declines to
-have anything to do with me."
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXV.
-
-
-It was without the least fear of Father Byrne's declining to have
-anything to do with Marion that Helen went to him--and it was something
-of a shock to her to find that Marion had been right in her opinion,
-and that he very much disapproved of and distrusted that fascinating
-young lady. He looked troubled at her request, and put out his lip in a
-way he had when anything perplexed him.
-
-"My dear child," he said, hesitatingly, "I really don't see what I can
-do for your cousin. She is not a Catholic, she does not come to me for
-religious advice; and if she wants a worldly opinion, there are many
-people who could give it much better and with much more propriety than
-I."
-
-"She does not think so, Father, and neither do I. It is not merely a
-worldly opinion, though it regards worldly matters; but a point where
-conscience comes in, and she wants to know what is right."
-
-"But why come to me?" he asked. "Has she not her own spiritual guides?"
-
-"Marion!" said Helen. She laughed a little. "I cannot fancy Marion
-regarding any Protestant as a spiritual guide; and since, as you say,
-she is not a Catholic, she has none at all. But I believe that her
-becoming a Catholic is only a question of time, and therefore she will
-have confidence in your opinion."
-
-Father Byrne put out his lip still farther and shook his head. "I do
-not know very much of the young lady," he replied; "but from what I
-do know I should say that her ever becoming a Catholic is more than
-doubtful."
-
-"I am afraid that you are prejudiced against her, Father," said Helen.
-
-"I think not," he answered, gravely. "Why should I be prejudiced
-against any one? But I should profit very little by my experience
-of the world if I did not learn to judge character from some
-manifestations. I do not wish to say anything severe of your cousin, my
-child, but she has not impressed me favorably."
-
-"Poor Marion!" said Helen. "She is and always has been her own worst
-enemy. Nobody knows her as well as I do, Father--that is, nobody except
-Claire;--and know how much good there really is in her. All that is
-worse is on the surface; and she shows it so recklessly that people
-think there is nothing else. But I see a great change in her of late,
-and I think it would be well to encourage her in anything that draws
-her nearer to religious influences. Therefore, if it is not asking too
-much of you to see her and give her a little advice on this matter,
-which is so important to her, I should be very glad."
-
-"Should you?" asked the good priest, smiling. "Well, to make you glad
-in such an unselfish way I would do a good deal. There is really no
-reason why I should not give Miss Lynde the counsel she asks, though it
-is rather curious that she should seek it from me. You can bring her
-to me whenever it is convenient for you; and, if she does not object, I
-should wish you to be present at the interview."
-
-"She will not object," answered Helen; "and it is very good of you to
-consent. I can bring her immediately, for I left her in the church
-while I came to you. There is need for haste, because to-morrow
-probably she will have to decide finally what she is to do."
-
-"Bring her, then, at once," said Father Byrne, with an air of
-resignation. He felt, though he did not say, that his own people
-troubled him quite sufficiently with their personal affairs, without
-an outsider finding it expedient to throw upon him the very perplexing
-burden of decision in an affair which involved the interests of others.
-And Marion Lynde was the last person with whose affairs he would have
-wished to be concerned in the least degree. If any one beside Helen had
-come to him in her behalf, he would certainly have refused to do so;
-but it was impossible for him to refuse Helen. It was not only that he
-was attached to her, as, in one degree or another, every one who knew
-her was; but he was specially touched by her interest in and kindness
-to one who had certainly been the cause of much pain to her, if not of
-serious injury. "If she had not the most generous heart in the world,
-she would not vex herself about Miss Lynde's affairs," he said to
-himself; "but since she does, I should not mind helping her a little."
-
-So it came to pass that Helen brought Marion from the church to
-the pastoral residence adjoining, where they found Father Byrne
-awaiting them in the plainly-furnished sitting-room, which had yet a
-picturesque, monastic suggestion from the religious objects that were
-its only adornments, and its latticed windows opening on depths of
-verdure. The priest received them kindly; and then, with some inward
-nervousness, though outward composure, Marion opened her subject.
-
-"I feel that I have no right at all to come to you, Father, and trouble
-you with my private matters; but perhaps your kindness will lead you
-to excuse me on the ground that there is no one else to whom I can go.
-I have not many friends, and among them there is not one person whose
-judgment in this case would not have an interested bias. Besides, I
-should like to know what is the moral view of it--the really right
-thing to do,--and you, if you will, can tell me that."
-
-"I can give you the view which would be presented to a Catholic," said
-Father Byrne; "but you will not recognize anything binding in that."
-
-"I shall be bound by whatever you tell me is right," she answered,
-simply. "I do not seek your advice without meaning to be guided by it,
-else there would be no excuse for coming to you. I beg you to speak as
-frankly as if you were addressing a Catholic."
-
-"Tell me, then," he said, "exactly the point on which you are in doubt."
-
-She told him briefly, but with great clearness; and he listened
-attentively to all that she had to say before uttering a word. Then
-when she paused he replied, with the air of one who is accustomed to
-give prompt decisions:--
-
-"From what you tell me I think there can be no question but that you
-are clearly entitled to retain a part of the fortune. Since it was the
-desire of the testator that, under the circumstances of the supposed
-death of his son, you should have all of it, we must believe that even
-had he known his son to be living he would not have failed to leave
-you a legacy. It would be entirely just and right, therefore, that you
-should retain a part, while it is also right that you should resign the
-bulk of the estate to its natural heir."
-
-Helen directed a triumphant glance toward Marion, which said, "You
-see how entirely Father Byrne is of my opinion!" but Marion did not
-perceive it. She was looking down with rather a disappointed air.
-
-"I should prefer to give it all up," she said--"to keep nothing."
-
-Father Byrne spread out his hands with a gesture very familiar to those
-who knew him well. "There is nothing to prevent that," he observed. "It
-would not be wrong; but, if you will permit me to say so, it would be
-foolish. Why should you wish to defeat entirely the kind intentions of
-the dead man in your behalf?"
-
-"I can hardly explain," she answered, "without going into personal
-details, which would not interest you. About the manner in which I
-received this money, my conscience is clear enough; for I did nothing
-to induce Mr. Singleton to make such a will, and no one was more
-surprised by it than I. But--before that--" she hesitated, paused, then
-with an effort went on: "Everything might have been different if I had
-acted differently at an earlier period. I made a very deliberate and
-mercenary choice then. It led to this disposition of Mr. Singleton's
-fortune; and now I feel that there is retribution, punishment,
-whatever you like to call it, in the circumstances that are taking
-it away from me. That makes me reluctant to keep any of it. I should
-feel as if I were still being paid for--what I lost. I express myself
-obscurely, but I hope that you understand me."
-
-"Yes," he replied, "I think that I do. You feel as if this fortune had
-been bought at a certain price, and therefore it has lost value in
-your eyes. That is purely a matter of feeling, with which the abstract
-question involved has nothing to do--unless there is some point on
-which your conscience accuses you of wrong-doing."
-
-She shook her head. "There is none directly touching the money. But,
-indirectly, the money was the root of everything--of a choice which has
-brought me no happiness."
-
-"And you think, perhaps, that by resigning it you may recover what you
-have lost?"
-
-She colored vividly. "No," she said quickly, almost indignantly. "I
-have no thought of the kind. That choice is made irrevocably. I can
-recover nothing but my own self-respect."
-
-Father Byrne looked a little puzzled. "I fail to see," he said, "how
-your self-respect has been lost by having a fortune left you which you
-declare you did nothing to secure. But that is a question for yourself
-alone, since it is evidently a matter of feeling. The moral point I
-have answered to the best of my ability."
-
-"You think that I ought to retain part of this fortune?"
-
-"I cannot go so far as to say that you _ought_. There is no moral
-obligation binding you to do so, as far as I am aware of the
-circumstances. I can only say that it is clearly right for you to do
-so--if you think fit."
-
-Evidently after this there was no more to be said; and Marion rose to
-take leave, saying a few words of sincere thanks for the kindness with
-which he had received her. "It has been very good of you to advise me,"
-she said, gratefully. "I shall never forget it."
-
-"I only hope that the advice may be of some use to you," answered
-Father Byrne. "But it will be better if you ask God to guide and direct
-you."
-
-"Well, are you satisfied?" asked Helen, when they found themselves
-outside. "Have you decided what to do?"
-
-"Not yet," said Marion. "I have only been told what I may do, and I
-must take a little time to decide whether or not I will do it."
-
-"Then you have really gained nothing by going to Father Byrne," Helen
-continued, in a disappointed tone.
-
-"Oh, yes! I have gained a great deal," the other said quickly. "I seem
-to feel myself standing on firm ground--to know just what I ought to do
-and what I ought not, what is permitted and what is not. The question
-still remains, however, whether or not to do what is permitted."
-
-"I can't see that you have gained much," replied Helen, with a sigh.
-
-But Marion felt that she had gained much when she faced the question
-alone, as all important questions must at last be faced. She had been
-assured that there was no reason why she should not retain a part of
-the money which had come into her possession; and she said to herself
-that even Brian Earle--indeed Brian Earle of all men--would recognize
-the authority of the voice which had so assured her. She need not hold
-herself grasping and mercenary if she did this--if she kept a little
-of the fortune that its possessor had given to her in its entirety. So
-much, therefore, was clear. But there could be no doubt that she would
-prefer to give it all up--to close forever the passage in her life
-which had been so bitter, and in the end so humiliating; to disprove by
-a magnificent act of generosity all the charges of scheming which she
-felt sure had been made against her, and to know that Brian Earle would
-learn that none of his uncle's money remained in her hands.
-
-But if she gratified herself in this manner what was before her?
-Not only the old dependence, but a dependence which would be doubly
-embittered by the resentment with which her relatives were sure to
-regard the step which she thought of taking. "My uncle will never
-forgive me," she thought. "He will say that I had no right to
-throw away the means to help myself, and fall back on his already
-overburdened hands. That is true. It will be bitter as death to do so.
-And yet how can I keep this money? Oh, if I only had been spared the
-necessity of such a choice! If it was wrong to desire wealth so much,
-surely I am punished for it, since what it has brought on me is worse
-than the poverty from which I have escaped. That, at least, was simple;
-I had only to endure it. But this is fraught with serious consequences,
-that go beyond myself and touch other people. What shall I do--ah! what
-shall I do?"
-
-She was walking up and down her chamber, all alone in the silence of
-the night. Suddenly, as she wrung her hands with the silent force of
-her inward appeal, Father Byrne's last words recurred to her memory:
-"It will be better if you ask God to guide and direct you." She stopped
-short. Was there any hope that God would really do this if she ventured
-to ask Him? It proved how much of an unconscious pagan she was that
-such a question should have occurred to her. But the imperative need at
-this moment for some guidance, stronger even than that to which she had
-already appealed, seemed to answer the question. She sank on her knees
-and lifted her heart to Him who hears all petitions, begging, simply,
-earnestly, like a child, to be directed into the course right and best
-to pursue.
-
-The next morning Marion's companion--a quiet, elderly widow--noticed
-that she was more than usually restless; that she settled to no
-occupation, but wandered from the house to the garden and back again;
-from room to room and window to window, as if in expectation of some
-event. Mrs. Winter was not a person easily "fidgeted:" she bore this
-for some time without remark, but at length she was driven to say, "You
-are looking for some one this morning?"
-
-"Yes," answered Marion, promptly. "I am looking for two people, and I
-have very important business to settle when they come. That makes me a
-little restless. I wish it were over." Then she laughed a little. "It
-is not every day, however, that one has a chance to see a dead man,"
-she said. "That should prove interesting."
-
-Mrs. Winter looked startled. "A dead man!" she repeated. "How--what do
-you mean?"
-
-"I mean," replied Marion, calmly, "that it is a case of the dead
-alive. You have not heard, then? If you went out into Scarborough,
-I fancy you would hear very quickly. Mr. Singleton's son, who was
-supposed to be dead, has proved to be very much alive, and I am
-expecting a visit from him to-day."
-
-"My dear Miss Lynde!"--the good woman fairly gasped--"what a piece of
-news! And how quietly you take it! Mr. Singleton's son alive! Good
-Heavens! In that case, who will have the property?"
-
-"That is what we are going to settle," said Marion. "It strikes me that
-a son should inherit his father's estate; do you not think so?"
-
-"I don't know," answered Mrs. Winter, more than ever confounded by
-this cool inquiry. "Usually--oh! yes, I suppose so," she added after a
-minute. "But in this case--the young man was so wild that his father
-cast him off, did he not?"
-
-"I never heard the story clearly from any one who had authority to tell
-it," answered Marion. "I do not know what occurred between father and
-son, but I am quite sure that Mr. Singleton believed his son to be dead
-when he made the will in which he left me his fortune."
-
-"Then, my dear, if I may ask, what do you mean to do?"
-
-"What is right and honest," said Marion, with a faint smile. "Wish me
-courage, for there is the door-bell!"
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXVI.
-
-
-The first thing of which Marion was conscious when she entered the
-drawing-room was that a pair of bold, bright and keen dark eyes were
-instantly fastened on her. The owner of these eyes was a tall and
-very striking-looking man, whose originally brunette skin was so
-deeply bronzed by exposure to a tropical sun that he scarcely had the
-appearance of a white man at all; but whose clear-cut features at once
-recalled those of old Mr. Singleton, whose whole aspect was so unusual
-and so remarkably handsome that it would have been impossible for him
-either to personate or be mistaken for any one else. Marion recognized
-this even while Mr. Tom Singleton was in the act of stepping forward to
-take her hand, and said to herself that no one who had ever seen this
-man once could doubt whether or not he was the person he assumed to be.
-
-"How do you do this morning, Miss Lynde?" said Mr. Singleton, who tried
-to conceal a certain awkwardness under more than his usual geniality
-of manner. "I hope we have not disturbed you too early, but I had your
-permission to present my cousin, Mr. George Singleton."
-
-"Not my permission only, but my request," observed Marion, looking
-at the tall, handsome stranger, who bowed. "I am very glad to see Mr.
-George Singleton--at last."
-
-"You are very good to say so," replied that gentleman, easily. "I
-assure you that, so far from expecting you to be glad to see me, I feel
-as apologetic as possible about my existence. Pray believe, Miss Lynde,
-that I mean to give you as little trouble as possible. I have no doubt
-we can soon arrive at an amicable arrangement."
-
-"I have no doubt of it," said Marion, calmly. "But you will allow me to
-say how sorry I am that any arrangement should be necessary,--that your
-father was not aware of your existence when he made his will."
-
-Mr. George Singleton shrugged his shoulders. "I am by no means certain
-that my father believed me to be dead," he answered. "At least he had
-no special reason for such a belief. He had indeed not heard from or
-of me in a long time, because that was thoroughly settled when we
-parted. I threw off his control, and he washed his hands of me. But I
-hardly thought he would ignore me completely in his will. No doubt he
-had a right to do so, for I had ignored every duty of a son; but he
-should have remembered that he also had something to answer for in our
-estrangement. However, that is neither here nor there. What I mean to
-say is that the consciousness of my shortcomings will make me easy to
-deal with; for I feel that my father was in great measure justified
-when he selected another heir."
-
-This cool, careless frankness was so unexpected that for a moment
-Marion could only look at the speaker with a sense of surprise. He was
-so totally unlike what she had imagined! His bold, bright glance met
-hers, and, as if divining her thoughts, he smiled.
-
-"Don't expect me to be like other people, Miss Lynde," he continued.
-"Tom here will tell you that I never was. Even as a boy I was always a
-law unto myself--a wild creature whom nothing could tame or restrain.
-Perhaps it is because I am still something of a wild man that I see no
-reason why we should not discuss and settle this business between us in
-a friendly manner. I have only the most friendly sentiments for you,
-being aware that my coming to life is rather hard lines for you."
-
-Marion could not but respond to his smile and what seemed to be the
-genuine though somewhat blunt friendliness of his manner. Yet when she
-spoke her tone was slightly haughty.
-
-"Pray do not think of me," she said. "The fact that your father left
-his fortune to me was the greatest surprise of my life,--a surprise
-from which I have hardly yet recovered. Naturally, therefore, it will
-be no great hardship to give it up."
-
-"But I don't ask you to give it up," replied the tall, dark man,
-hastily. "There is enough to divide, and I assure you I am not a
-grasping fellow. Ask Tom if I am."
-
-Mr. Tom Singleton smiled. "If so," he observed, "you must have changed
-very much."
-
-"I haven't changed a particle. I did not give a thought to my father's
-fortune when I left him: I was thinking only of freedom, of escape
-from irksome control. And I hardly gave it a thought during the years
-that I have been out yonder, thoroughly satisfied with my own mode of
-life. I should not be here now but for the fact that a lawyer--what is
-his name?--took the trouble to write and inform me that my father was
-dead and I disinherited. Naturally one does not like to be ignored in
-that way; so I replied, directing him to contest the will. But since
-I have come, heard the circumstances of the case, and--and seen you,
-Miss Lynde, I perceive no reason for any such contest. We'll settle the
-matter more simply, if you say so."
-
-"Seen you Miss Lynde!" It sounded simple enough, but the eyes of this
-wild man, as he called himself, emphasized the statement so that Marion
-could not doubt that her beauty might again secure for her an easy
-victory--if she cared for it. But she did not suffer this consciousness
-to appear in her manner or her voice as she replied:--
-
-"We can settle it very simply, I think. Shall we now put aside the
-preliminaries and proceed to business?"
-
-"Immediately, if you desire," answered Mr. Singleton. He bent forward
-slightly, pulling his long, dark moustache with a muscular, sunburned
-hand, while his brilliant gaze never wavered from Marion's face. His
-cousin also looked at her, apprehensively as it seemed, and gave a
-nervous cough. She met his eyes for an instant and smiled gravely, then
-turned her glance back to the other man.
-
-"I am very sure, Mr. Singleton," she said, "that your father must have
-left his fortune to me under a wrong impression of your death. If
-this were not so he certainly left it under a false impression of my
-character. To retain money of which the rightful heir is living, is
-something of which I could never be guilty if every court of law in
-the land declared that the will should stand. Your father's fortune,
-then, is yours, and I will immediately take steps to resign all claim
-of mine upon it."
-
-"But I have not asked you to resign more than a portion of it,"
-answered Singleton, impetuously. "It is right enough that you should
-have half, since my father gave you the whole."
-
-"You are very generous," she said, with a proud gentleness of tone;
-"but it is quite impossible for me to keep the half of your fortune.
-Your father would never have left it to me but for circumstances which
-need not be entered into--he wished to punish some one else. But he
-could never have wished to disinherit his son. I am certain of that.
-He liked me, however--I think I may say as much as that; he was very
-kind to me, and I believe that even if he had known of your existence
-he might have remembered me with a legacy; do you not think so?" She
-turned, as she uttered the last words, to Mr. Tom Singleton.
-
-"I am sure of it," replied that gentleman.
-
-"Believing this, I am willing to take what he would have been likely to
-give. It is rather difficult, of course, to conjecture what the exact
-amount would have been, but it seems to me that he would probably have
-left me about ten thousand dollars."
-
-Both men uttered a sharp exclamation. "Absurd! You must certainly take
-more than that," said George Singleton.
-
-"Remember that you are giving up half a million," remarked his cousin.
-
-But Marion shook her head. "It is with extreme reluctance," she said,
-"that I have decided to take anything. Mr. Singleton is aware that my
-intention yesterday was to keep nothing, but I have been advised to the
-contrary by one whose opinion I respect; and so I have determined to
-take what I think your father, under ordinary circumstances, might have
-given one with no claim upon him, but in whom he had taken an interest."
-
-"But why should you fix upon such a paltry sum?" demanded George
-Singleton. "There was nothing niggardly about my father. He was cold
-and hard as an icicle, but he always gave like a prince."
-
-"That would have been a very generous bequest to one who had touched
-his life as slightly as I had," remarked Marion, "and who had no claim
-upon him whatever--"
-
-"He calls you his adopted daughter in his will."
-
-"He was very good to me," she replied, simply, while tears came to her
-eyes. "But I think he only said that to make such a disposition of his
-fortune seem more reasonable. Your cousin here has perhaps told you, or
-at least he can tell you, all the circumstances--how your father was
-disappointed in some one else on whom he had set his heart."
-
-"Brian Earle," said George Singleton, carelessly. "Yes, I know."
-
-"Well, he thought that I had been disappointed too; and so--partly from
-a generous impulse to atone for the disappointment, and partly from
-a desire to punish one who had greatly angered him--he made _me_ his
-heir. But it was all an accident, a caprice, if I may say so; and if he
-had lived longer he would have undone it, no doubt."
-
-"You did not know my father if you think so," said the son, quietly.
-"He had caprices perhaps, but they hardened into resolutions that
-never changed. Who should know that better than I? No, no, Miss Lynde,
-this will never do! I can not take a fortune from your hands without
-litigation or any difficulty whatever, and leave you only a paltry ten
-thousand dollars. It is simply impossible."
-
-"It is altogether impossible that I can retain any more," answered
-Marion. "As I have already said, I would prefer to retain none at all;
-and if I consent to keep anything, it can only be such a moderate
-legacy as might have been left me."
-
-"As would _never_ have been left to you! My father was not a man to do
-things in that manner. What was your legacy, Tom?"
-
-"Fifty thousand dollars," replied Mr. Tom Singleton.
-
-"Something like that I might agree to, Miss Lynde, if you will insist
-on the legacy view of the matter; but I should much prefer to simply
-divide the fortune."
-
-"You are certainly your father's son in generosity, Mr. Singleton,"
-said Marion. "But believe me you are wasting words. My resolution is
-finally taken. I shall make over your fortune to you, retaining only
-ten thousand dollars for myself. That is settled."
-
-It was natural, however, that neither of the two men would accept this
-settlement of the case. Both declared it was manifestly unjust, and
-each exhausted his powers of argument and persuasion in trying to move
-Marion. It was a singular battle; a singular turn in an altogether
-singular affair;--and when at last they were forced to go without
-having altered her resolution, they looked at each other with a sense
-of baffled defeat, which presently made George Singleton burst into a
-laugh.
-
-"By Jove!" he said, "this is a reversal of the usual order of things.
-To think of a disinherited man, instead of having to fight for his
-rights, being forced to beg and pray that his supplanter will keep a
-fair share of the inheritance! What makes the girl so obstinate? Has
-she money besides?"
-
-"I don't believe that she has a sixpence," replied his cousin.
-
-"Then what on earth, in the name of all that is wonderful, is the
-meaning of it? She does not look like a fool."
-
-Mr. Singleton laughed. "Miss Lynde," he said, "is about as far from
-being a fool as it is possible to imagine. We all thought her at first
-very shrewd and scheming, and there is no doubt but that she might have
-wound your father round her finger without any trouble at all. She is
-just the kind of a person he liked best: beautiful, clever--_he_ never
-fancied fools, you know,--and she charmed him, without any apparent
-effort, from the first. But if she schemed for any share of his fortune
-it was in a very subtle way--"
-
-"In the light of her conduct now, I don't see how it is possible to
-believe that she ever schemed at all," interposed the other.
-
-"I _don't_ believe it," said Tom Singleton; "although the fact remains
-that, in choosing between Brian and his uncle, she stood by the latter."
-
-"There might have been other than mercenary considerations for that.
-I can't imagine that this splendid creature ever cared about marrying
-Brian."
-
-Mr. Singleton did not commit himself to an opinion on that point.
-He said, diplomatically: "It is hard to tell what a woman does care
-to do in such a case, and Miss Lynde by no means wears her heart on
-her sleeve. Well, the long and short of the matter was that Brian
-obstinately went away, and that your father made this girl his
-heir--for the very reasons she has given, I have no doubt. She was most
-genuinely astonished when I told her the news, and my belief that she
-had ever schemed for such a result was shaken then. But from something
-she said to me yesterday I think she is afraid that such a belief
-lingers in people's minds, and she is determined to disprove it as
-completely as possible. Hence her quixotic conduct. I can explain it in
-no other way."
-
-"She is a queer girl," observed George Singleton, meditatively; "and so
-handsome that I don't wonder she knocked over my father--who was always
-a worshiper of beauty,--and even that solemn prig, Mr. Brian Earle,
-without loss of time."
-
-"She knocked over another man here in Scarborough, who has a hand
-in her affairs at present," said Mr. Singleton, significantly. "Did
-it ever occur to you to wonder why that fellow Rathborne should
-have interested himself to look you up and notify you of your lost
-inheritance?"
-
-"Why should I wonder over anything so simple? Self-interest prompted
-him, of course. If there had been a contest over the will, he might
-have pocketed a considerable slice of the fortune."
-
-"Well, I suppose that influenced him; but his chief reason was a desire
-to do Miss Lynde an ill turn, and so revenge himself for her having
-trifled with his feelings."
-
-"You are sure of this?" asked George Singleton, with a quick look out
-of his dark, flashing eyes.
-
-"Perfectly sure. Everyone in Scarborough knows the circumstances. He
-considered himself very badly used, I believe--chiefly because he was
-engaged to Miss Lynde's cousin; and the latter, who is something of
-an heiress, broke the engagement. He fell between two stools, and has
-never forgiven her who was the cause of the fall."
-
-"The wretched cad!" said George Singleton, emphatically. "As if
-anything that a woman could do to a man would justify him in such
-cowardly retaliation! I am glad you told me this. I will end my
-association with him as soon as may be, and let him know at the same
-time my opinion of him--and of Miss Lynde."
-
-"Do be cautious, George. I shall be sorry I told you the story if you
-go out of your way to insult the man in consequence. No doubt he _was_
-badly used."
-
-The other laughed scornfully. "As if that would excuse him! But I
-don't believe a word of it. That girl is too proud ever to have taken
-the trouble to use _him_ badly. But a man might lose his head just by
-looking at her. What a beauty she is!"
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXVII.
-
-
-"And now the question is--what am I to do?" It was Marion who asked
-herself this, after the departure of the lawyer, who, with some
-remonstrance, had taken her instructions for drawing up the necessary
-papers to transfer to George Singleton his father's fortune. It was
-not with regard to the act itself that the lawyer remonstrated--_that_
-he thought just and wise enough,--but with regard to the sum which the
-heiress of the whole announced her intention of retaining.
-
-"You might just as well keep fifty or a hundred thousand dollars," he
-declared. "Mr. Singleton is willing to relinquish even so much as half
-of the fortune; and it is absolute folly--if you will excuse me--for
-you to throw away a comfortable independence, and retain only a sum
-which is paltry in comparison to the amount of the fortune, and to your
-needs of life."
-
-"You must allow me to be the best judge of that," Marion replied,
-firmly.
-
-And, as she held inflexibly to her resolution, the lawyer finally
-went away with the same baffled feeling that the Singleton cousins
-had experienced. "What fools women are when it comes to the practical
-concerns of life!" he said, from the depths of his masculine scorn.
-"They are always in one extreme or the other. Here is this girl, who,
-from what I hear, must have been willing to do anything to secure the
-fortune, now throws it away for a whim without reason!"
-
-Meanwhile Marion, left face to face, as it were, with her accomplished
-resolve, said to herself, "What am I to do now?"
-
-It was certainly a necessary question. To remain where she was, living
-with the state of Mr. Singleton's heiress, was impossible; to go to her
-uncle, who would be incensed against her on account of the step she had
-taken, was equally impossible; to stay with Helen, however much Helen
-in her kindness might desire it, was out of the question. Where, then,
-could she go?--where should she turn to find a friend?
-
-Marion was pacing up and down the long drawing-room as she revolved
-these thoughts in her mind, when her attention was attracted by her
-own reflection in a mirror which hung at the end of the apartment. She
-paused and stood looking at it, while a faint, bitter smile gathered on
-her lip. Her beauty was as striking, as indisputable as ever; but what
-had it gained for her--this talisman by which she had confidently hoped
-to win from the world all that she desired? "I have been a fool!" she
-said, with sudden humility. "And now--what remains to me now?"
-
-It almost seemed as if it was in answer to the question that a servant
-at this moment entered, bringing the morning mail. Marion turned over
-carelessly two or three papers and letters, and then suddenly felt a
-thrill of pleasure when she saw a foreign stamp and Claire's familiar
-handwriting. She threw herself into a chair and opened the letter.
-
-It was dated from Rome. "I am at last in the city of my dreams and
-of my heart," wrote Claire; "pleasantly settled in an apartment with
-my kind friend Mrs. Kerr, who knows Rome so well that she proves
-invaluable as a _cicerone_. Already I, too, feel familiar with this
-wonderful, this Eternal City; and its spell grows upon me day by day.
-Now that you have gained your fairy fortune, dear Marion, why should
-you not come and join me here? I have thought of it so much of late
-that it seems to me like an inspiration, and I can perceive no possible
-reason why you should not come. Pray do. It would make me so happy to
-see you, and I am sure you would enjoy many things which form part of
-our life here. Having lived abroad many years with her husband (who
-was an artist), Mrs. Kerr has a large cosmopolitan acquaintance, and
-her _salon_ is constantly filled with pleasant and interesting people.
-Come,--Marion, come! I find every reason why you should, and none
-why you should not. Have I not heard you say a thousand times that
-you wanted to see this world, and do not I want to see you and hear
-all about the magical change that so short a time has made in your
-fortunes? Write, then, and tell me that you will come. Helen has had
-you for months, and it is my turn now."
-
-"Ah, how little she knows!" Marion thought with a pang as she read the
-last words. The letter dropped from her hand into her lap; she felt
-as if she hardly cared to read further. Would Claire desire to see
-her if she knew the story of all that had happened since they parted?
-There was no one else in the world from whose judgment Marion shrank
-so much, and yet this summons seemed to her more of a command than an
-invitation. It came as an answer to her doubts and indecision. "What
-shall I do?--where shall I go?" she had asked herself. "Come to me,"
-Claire answered from across the sea; and it seemed to her that she had
-no alternative but to obey--to go, even though it were to meet Claire's
-condemnation.
-
-That condemnation would be gentle, she knew, though perhaps unsparing.
-Helen's affection had indeed returned to her in a degree she could
-never have expected; but it is impossible that the stronger nature can
-depend upon the weaker, and she knew it was for Claire's unswerving
-standards and Claire's clear judgments her heart most strongly yearned.
-
-So the way opened before her, and when she saw Helen next she announced
-her intention of going abroad to join Claire. "It seems the best--in
-fact, it is the only thing I can do," she said. "And Claire is good
-enough to want me. She fancies me still in possession of what she calls
-my fairy fortune--not knowing how fairy-like indeed it has proved,--and
-writes as if expense would be no consideration with me. But a mode
-of life which is not too expensive for her surely will not be too
-expensive for me with my ten thousand dollars. So I shall go."
-
-"I suppose it is best," said Helen, wistfully; "and if it were not for
-mamma I would go with you."
-
-The tone was a revelation to Marion of all that the tender, submissive
-heart was suffering still. "Why should your mother object?" she asked,
-quickly. "Come, Helen--come with me; and when we find Claire, let us
-try to forget everything but the pleasure of being together again."
-
-"I should like it," replied Helen, "but it is not possible. I know how
-long mamma has looked forward to the pleasure of having me with her,
-and I can not go away now for my own selfish satisfaction, leaving her
-alone. Besides, I doubt if running away from painful things does much
-good. It is better to face them and grow resigned to them, with the
-help of God."
-
-"I am sure that God must help _you_," cried Marion, "else you could
-never learn so many wise and hard things."
-
-Helen looked at her with a little surprise in her clear blue eyes. "Of
-course He helps me," she answered. "When does He not help those who ask
-Him?"
-
-"O Helen! if I only had your faith!" exclaimed Marion, with positive
-pain in her voice. "How easy it would make things!"
-
-"Yes," replied Helen, with her sweet smile, "it does make things easy."
-
-But before Marion could complete her preparations for departure, she
-was obliged to see Mr. George Singleton again and yet again. He came
-in the first place to remonstrate forcibly against her intentions with
-regard to the fortune, and found her society sufficiently attractive to
-induce him to pay inordinately long visits after he had discovered that
-his remonstrances were vain. "He is certainly very unconventional,"
-Marion observed after one of these visits. "He does not strike one
-so much as violating social usage, as being ignorant of and holding
-it in contempt. In essential things he is a gentleman; but that his
-father--one of the most refined and fastidious of men--should have had
-a son who is half a savage, strikes me as very strange."
-
-Young Singleton did not hesitate to speak of himself as altogether
-a savage, and to declare that the strain of wild lawlessness in his
-nature had brought about the estrangement between his father and
-himself. "Of course I am sorry for it all now," he said frankly to
-Marion; "but I don't see how it could have been avoided, we were so
-radically different in disposition and tastes. My father was a man
-to whom the conventionalties of life were of first importance, who
-held social laws and usages as more binding than the Decalogue; while
-I--well, a gypsy has as much regard for either as I had. I irritated
-and outraged _him_ even when I had least intention of doing so; and he,
-in turn, roused all the spirit of opposition in _me_. I do not defend
-my conduct, but I think I may honestly say that he had something for
-which to blame himself. We were miserable together, and it ended as
-you know. He said when we parted that he had no longer a son, and I
-took him at his word--perhaps too literally. And that being so, Miss
-Lynde--his renunciation of me having been complete, and my acceptance
-of it complete also,--I really do not think that I have a right to come
-and take all his fortune."
-
-"I am sorry if you have scruples on the subject, Mr. Singleton," Marion
-answered, quietly. "They ought to have occurred to you before you moved
-in the matter; now they are too late. I can not possibly accept the
-odium of holding a man's fortune when his own son is alive and has
-claimed it."
-
-"But you know that I have always said I should be satisfied with part--"
-
-Marion lifted her hand with a silencing gesture. "I know," she said,
-"that the affair is finally settled, and not to be discussed anymore.
-I am satisfied, and that ought to satisfy you. Now let us talk of
-something else. Are you aware that I am going abroad?"
-
-"No," he replied, quickly, with a startled look. "Where are you going?"
-
-"To Rome. I have a friend who is at present living there, and I am
-going to join her."
-
-"But why?"
-
-The point-blank question was so much in character with the speaker that
-Marion smiled.
-
-"Why?" she repeated. "Well, I have nothing to keep me in this country,
-I am fond of my friend, and I wish to see the world--are not those
-reasons enough?"
-
-"Perhaps so," he answered. He was silent for a moment, staring at her
-with his large, dark, brilliant eyes in a manner which tried even her
-self-possession. Then he asked, abruptly: "When are you going?"
-
-"As soon as I can arrange my affairs. That sounds like a jest, but it
-is not: I really have some affairs to arrange. They will not occupy me
-very long, however. I shall probably leave in a week or ten days."
-
-"Oh--I thought you might be going to-morrow!" said Mr. Singleton, with
-an air of relief.
-
-After that he was a daily visitor,--such an open, persistent,
-long-staying visitor, that all Scarborough was soon on tiptoe
-of expectation. What did it mean? What would be the end of this
-sensational affair? Would the legitimate heir of the fortune marry the
-girl who had given it up without a contest? People began to say that
-Miss Lynde had been shrewd, and had known very well all the time what
-she was about.
-
-Miss Lynde, on her part, felt as if she would never reach the end of
-the difficulties which seemed to evolve out of one another, according
-to a process of evolution with which we are all familiar. Had her
-passionate desire for wealth created a sort of moral Frankenstein,
-which would continue to pursue her? When, after a struggle known only
-to herself, she had decided to resign the fortune, she had thought that
-she cast away all perplexities arising out of it; but now it appeared
-that she had resigned only the money, and that the difficulties
-and perplexities remained. For, as clearly as any one else, she
-perceived--what indeed George Singleton made no effort to conceal--the
-object of his constant and assiduous attentions. The fortune she had
-given up was to be offered her again: she would again be forced to make
-a difficult choice.
-
-For all that has been written of Marion Lynde has been written to
-little purpose if any one imagines that wealth had lost its glamour
-in her eyes, or that her old ambitions were dead within her. They had
-been for a time subdued,--for a time she had realized that one might be
-crushed by the weight of a granted prayer; but the old desires and the
-old attraction still remained strong enough to prove a potent force in
-the hour of temptation.
-
-And she began to feel that it might be a temptation to regain in the
-most entire manner the fortune she had resigned; to cast one glance of
-triumphant scorn at Rathborne, who had fancied himself scheming for her
-downfall; to receive Mrs. Singleton's cousinly congratulations; and,
-above all, to prove to Brian Earle how easily she could console herself
-for his desertion--how readily another man offered the homage he had
-withdrawn. Yes, all these things were temptations; for the sway of the
-world, of natural inclinations and passions, was still strong in this
-soul, which had leaned toward higher things without embracing them.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXVIII.
-
-
-Marion did not in the least relax her preparations for departure, and
-she gave no sign to Mr. Singleton of perceiving the end which he had in
-view. They progressed very far toward intimacy in the course of their
-long interviews; but it was an intimacy which Marion regulated, and
-to which she gave its tone, preserving without difficulty command of
-the situation. Yet even while she commanded it, an instinct told her
-that the hour would come very soon when this man would assert himself;
-when her time of control would be over, and the feeling that betrayed
-itself in his eyes and voice would find expression in a manner beyond
-her power to regulate. Nevertheless, she was hardly prepared for the
-declaration when it came one day, abruptly and without anticipation on
-her part.
-
-"I think, Miss Lynde," said Singleton, "that it is time you and I
-understood each other--or, at least, that I understood _you_; for I am
-pretty sure that you understand _me_ thoroughly. You know perfectly
-well that I am in love with you. Do you intend to marry me?"
-
-"Mr. Singleton!" exclaimed Marion, startled and considerably
-discomposed. "Do I intend--" she repeated. "How could I possibly have
-any intention in--in such a matter? That is a very extraordinary way of
-speaking."
-
-"Is it?" said Singleton. "But you do not expect an ordinary way of
-speaking from me; for do you not make me understand every day how much
-of a savage I am? What can I do except ask your intentions? For you
-cannot say that you do not know I am in your hands to be dealt with as
-you like."
-
-"I know nothing of the kind," she answered, hastily. "Why should I know
-it? I have been glad that we should be friends, but beyond that--"
-
-"Do not talk nonsense!" he interrupted, somewhat roughly. "You are too
-clever a woman not to have been aware from the first that there was no
-friendship about it. As soon as I saw you, I made up my mind that I
-would marry you if you would agree to it. And why should you not agree?
-It will settle all difficulties about the fortune, and I am not really
-a bad fellow at heart. I assure you of that."
-
-"I think I know very well what kind of fellow you are," said Marion,
-smiling in spite of herself. "Certainly not one who is formed on a very
-conventional model. I like you very much--I am sure you know that,--but
-I have no intention of marrying you."
-
-It cost her something of an effort to say this--to put away, finally as
-it were, the glittering prize that life had cast in her way. But, thus
-brought face to face with the necessity for decision, she found that no
-other answer was possible to her. Yet the form of words that she chose
-did not convey her meaning in an unalterable sense to the man watching
-her with such keen, brilliant eyes.
-
-"You have no intention of marrying me!" he repeated. "Does that mean
-that you will not form any such intention--that you will not take the
-subject into consideration?"
-
-"There is no reason why I should," she replied. "It is best that you
-should think no more of it."
-
-"I can not agree to that," he said. "On the contrary, it seems to me
-best, from every point of view, that I should continue to think of it,
-and endeavor to bring it to pass. I warn you that I am not a man who
-is easily daunted. Unless you intend to marry some one else, I shall
-continue my efforts to induce you to marry me."
-
-"Not if I tell you there is no use in such efforts?" said Marion.
-
-"You can not possibly tell whether there would be use in them or not,"
-he persisted, "unless you are decided with regard to some other man. If
-so, I hope you will tell me."
-
-"There is no other man in question," she said, coldly. "I may surely be
-supposed to know my own mind without being bound to any one."
-
-"And I know mine," he replied, "so positively that, until you are bound
-to some one else, I shall not relinquish the hope of inducing you to
-marry me. I give you fair warning of that."
-
-"Really, Mr. Singleton," said Marion, who hardly knew whether to be
-vexed or amused, "you are a very singular person. Are you not aware
-that a man must abide by the woman's decision in such a matter as this?"
-
-"I am not so uncivilized as you imagine," he answered. "Of course I
-know it. But everywhere and always he has the right of endeavoring to
-change that decision if he can. And I have a double reason for desiring
-to change yours. I not only want to marry you, but I also want you to
-have your share of my fortune."
-
-"I have no share in it," she said, haughtily--for surely such a
-persistent suitor as this promised to be very troublesome;--"you know
-that well, and you know also that I have forbidden you to speak of it
-to me."
-
-"Henceforth I will endeavor to obey you," he answered, with the
-courtesy which now and then contrasted oddly with the usual abruptness
-of his manner. "But you can not forbid me to think of it--nor of you."
-
-"I hope," she said, "that when I go away you will very soon cease to
-think of me."
-
-He smiled. "Do you think," he asked, "that I shall not follow you? The
-way to Europe is as open to me as to you."
-
-"But if I forbid it?" she cried, with a sudden sense of dismay.
-
-"You have no right to forbid it," he answered, quietly. "I have no
-intention of accompanying you, and I have surely been guilty of nothing
-which could lead you to disown my acquaintance should we meet in Rome
-or elsewhere."
-
-Marion fancied that after his declaration, and the refusal with which
-it had been met, George Singleton would leave Scarborough, since he had
-certainly no business to detain him there. But that gentleman proved
-himself to be of another opinion. He not only remained in Scarborough,
-but he continued his visits with the same regularity which had
-characterized them before. Partly vexed, partly amused, Marion,
-nevertheless, took precautions to guard against any embarrassing
-renewal of his suit. She ceased to receive him alone, and whenever it
-was possible she turned him over to Helen for entertainment. To this
-he apparently did not object in the least. He had hardly met Miss
-Morley before, and her soft gentleness charmed him. It was the type of
-womanhood best suited to his own passionate, impulsive nature; and he
-yielded to its influence with an _abandon_ that surprised himself.
-
-"You have no idea what an effect you have upon me," he said to her on
-one occasion. "When I come into your presence I am like a cat that is
-smoothed the right way--you put me into harmony and accord with all the
-world."
-
-It was impossible not to laugh at the frankness of this assertion, as
-well as the homeliness of the comparison. "I am very glad to hear that
-my presence has a good effect upon you," said Helen; "although I do not
-know why it should be so."
-
-"I suppose some people would call it magnetism," he answered; "but I
-think it is simply owing to the fact that your nature is so placid
-and gentle that you exercise a calming influence upon the passions of
-others."
-
-"My nature is not so placid and gentle as you imagine, perhaps," she
-said, with something of a shadow stealing over her face. "I have
-passions too."
-
-"Have you?" he asked, rather incredulously. "Well, if so they must
-be of a very mild order, or else you understand managing them in a
-wonderful manner. I wish you would teach me how to manage mine."
-
-She looked at him with her blue eyes, and shook her head. "I am afraid
-you would not care to learn the only thing that I could teach," she
-said.
-
-"Why not? I think that I should like to learn anything that you would
-teach."
-
-"Perhaps, then, if our acquaintance lasts long enough, I may take you
-at your word some day," she replied, smiling.
-
-In saying this she thought herself very safe; for she had little idea
-that their association would outlast the day on which Marion left
-Scarborough. She knew that the latter had been offered the opportunity
-of regaining her lost fortune in the most legitimate and satisfactory
-way, and had little doubt but that the matter would end by her
-accepting George Singleton.
-
-"For Marion was never meant to be poor," she said to herself; "and he
-really seems to have a great deal of good in him--much more than one
-could have fancied. And he takes her treatment of him very nicely. It
-is kind of him to seem to like my society, instead of finding me a
-dreadful bore."
-
-She said as much as this to Marion, who laughed. "There is very good
-reason for his not finding you a bore," Marion replied. "He enjoys your
-society much more than mine--it suits him better. I can see that very
-plainly. In fact, the thing is, that he and I are too much alike to
-assimilate well. We are both too fiery, too impulsive in our natures
-and strong in our passions. You are the counteracting influence that we
-need. Instinct tells him so, as experience tells me."
-
-"Marion, what utter nonsense!"
-
-"So far from that, the very best sense, my dear. There is only one
-person who has a more beneficial influence upon me than you have. That
-is Claire, and I am going to her. If Mr. Singleton is wise he will stay
-with you."
-
-"If I thought you were in earnest in saying such a thing as that, you
-would really provoke me," said Helen, gravely.
-
-"Then you may be sure that I am not in earnest," cried Marion; "for I
-would do anything sooner than provoke you. No man in the world is worth
-a single vexed thought between you and me."
-
-It was a few days after this that, everything being at last
-settled, she finally left the place where she had gained and lost a
-fortune,--where she had sounded some depths of experience and learned
-some lessons of wisdom that could not soon be forgotten.
-
-"Marion," said Helen the evening before her departure, "I am going to
-have a Mass said for my intention to-morrow morning--and, of course,
-that means you. Will you not come to the church?"
-
-"With pleasure," answered the other, quickly. "Indeed I am not so
-absolutely a heathen but that I meant to go, in any event. I am setting
-out anew in life, as it were; and I should like to ask God to bless
-this second beginning, as I certainly did not ask Him to bless the
-first."
-
-"Then you will be at the church at eight o'clock?" said Helen. "And
-afterward breakfast with me, so that you will not need to return here
-before meeting your train. I should like the last bread that you break
-in Scarborough to be broken with me."
-
-"It shall be exactly as you wish," observed Marion, touched by the
-request, which meant more, she knew, than appeared on the surface. For
-it was not only that Helen wished to renew the link of hospitality--not
-only that she desired, as she said, that the last bread broken by
-Marion in Scarborough should be broken with her in token of their
-renewed amity,--but she wished to show to all the world that had so
-curiously watched the course of events in which the beautiful stranger
-was concerned, that their friendly and cousinly relations were
-unchanged. All this Marion understood without words.
-
-Eight o'clock the next morning found her in the church. As she
-acknowledged, she had asked no blessing of God on her former beginning
-of life--that life which had come to such utter failure in every
-respect; and in the realization of this failure much of her proud
-self-confidence had forsaken her. She had asked only that opportunity
-should be given, and she had felt within herself the power to win all
-that she desired. Opportunity _had_ been given, and she had ended by
-losing everything, saving only the remnant of her self-respect and
-Helen's generous affection. These thoughts came to her with force as
-she knelt in the little chapel, knowing that she was going forth to
-a new life with diminished prospects of worldly success, but with a
-deeper knowledge of herself, of the responsibilities of existence, and
-of the claims of others, than she had possessed before.
-
-Then she remembered how she had knelt in this same place with Brian
-Earle, and felt herself drawn near to the household of faith. It had
-been an attraction which had led to nothing, because it had been
-founded on human rather than on divine love. Now that the human love
-was lost, had the divine no meaning left? The deep need of her soul
-answered this; and when she bent her head as the priest at the altar
-offered the Holy Sacrifice, it was with a more real act of faith and
-worship than she had made on that day when it seemed as if but a step
-divided her from the Church of God.
-
-Mass over, she went to say a few words of farewell to Father Byrne, and
-then accompanied Helen home. It had been a long time since she entered
-her aunt's house; and the recollections of her first coming into it,
-and of the welcome which had then met her, seemed to rush upon her as
-she crossed the threshold. "If it were only to do over again!" she
-thought, with a pang. When they sat down to breakfast she glanced at
-the place which she had so often seen Rathborne occupy, and thought
-that but for her Helen might never have been undeceived, might never
-have suffered with regard to him. "At least not in the way she has
-suffered," she said to herself. "In some way, however, she must have
-suffered sooner or later. Therefore perhaps it is best as it is--for
-her. But that does not excuse me. If only I might be permitted to make
-some atonement!"
-
-But atonement is difficult to make in this world, either for our
-mistakes or our wrong-doing. The logic of life is stern indeed. From
-certain acts flow certain consequences as inevitably as conclusions
-proceed from premises or night follows day. It is vain to cry out that
-we had no such end in view. The end comes despite our protests, and we
-are helpless in the face of that which springs from our own deed.
-
-These reflections had in great measure become familiar to Marion,
-especially with regard to the pain she had brought upon Helen. She had
-been forced to realize clearly that what it would have been easily
-possible for her to avoid, it was absolutely impossible for her to
-repair. To Helen's own goodness, generosity and gentleness she owed
-the relief that had come to her on the subject. Nevertheless, she
-longed greatly for some means of repairing the injury she had done, the
-suffering she had caused, and--was it an inspiration which suddenly
-seemed to suggest to her such a means?
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXIX.
-
-
-Breakfast over, they went into the familiar sitting-room--for there
-was still an hour or two before Marion's train was due,--and it was
-there that Helen said, with a smile: "Mr. Singleton is coming to see
-you off: I met him yesterday evening after I left you, and he announced
-his intention of doing so; so I asked him to come here and accompany
-us to the train. Of course there is no _need_ of him: the boys will do
-all that is necessary; but I thought it would look better. People have
-talked so much about you both, that I would like them to have a public
-proof that you are really on very good terms."
-
-"You think of everything, Helen," said Marion. "What a wise little head
-you have!"
-
-"Do you think it is the head?" asked Helen. "I think it is the heart.
-One feels things rather than thinks them--at least I do."
-
-"I know you do," said her cousin. "It is your heart in the first place;
-but you must not underrate your head, which certainly has something to
-do with it."
-
-Helen shook the appendage in question. "Not much," she answered. "I
-have never fancied that my strong point was in my head."
-
-"Head or heart, you are seldom wrong," said Marion, "when it comes to
-a practical decision. Whereas I--you know I have been very vain of my
-cleverness, and yet I am always wrong--no, don't contradict me; I mean
-exactly what I say, and I have the best possible reason for meaning
-it. But, Helen, let me ask one favor of you. When Mr. Singleton comes,
-leave me alone with him for a few minutes. Now mind, _only_ for a few
-minutes. I have something to say to him, but it will take only a little
-time to say it."
-
-"That will be easily arranged," said Helen, who would not suffer
-herself even to look a question.
-
-So when Mr. Singleton presently arrived, she spirited herself and her
-mother out of the room in the most unobtrusive manner possible, leaving
-the young man alone with Marion.
-
-The latter did not waste one of the minutes for which she had asked.
-She plunged without preface into the subject on which she desired
-to speak. "Mr. Singleton," she began, abruptly, "I am going to say
-something very unconventional; but you who are so unconventional
-yourself will pardon me, I am sure. Briefly, I am going to recall to
-your mind something that you said when--when we had our last private
-conversation. You then declared your intention of following me abroad,
-is it not so?"
-
-"Yes," answered Singleton, with composure; "I did, and I meant what I
-said. You will soon see me over there."
-
-"I think not--I hope not," she said, quickly; "for I am sure that you
-have too much self-respect to persecute a woman with attentions which
-can lead to nothing. And I tell you in the most positive manner that
-they can only bring you disappointment."
-
-"You can not be sure of that," he observed, with a touch of his former
-obstinancy. "Women have sometimes changed their minds."
-
-She shook her head. "Not women who feel as I do. Listen, and I will
-tell you the whole truth about myself, since there is no other way of
-convincing you. I will not deny that what you offer is in some degree
-a temptation to me--I am worldly enough and unworthy enough for that;
-and it has been a temptation, too, to suffer you to follow me, and
-keep, as it were, the chance open, in case I should find that it was
-the best life offered me. But I know this would be wrong; for I cannot
-deceive myself into fancying that there is any doubt whatever about my
-feelings. If my heart were empty, you might in time fill it. But it is
-not--I will be perfectly frank with you at any cost to myself,--another
-man has long since filled it."
-
-There was a pause after these words--words which it cost Marion very
-much to utter. To acknowledge even to herself the fact which they
-expressed was hard enough; but to acknowledge it to another, to this
-man who sat regarding her steadily with his dark, brilliant eyes, was
-harder still. But in courage, at least, she was not deficient, and her
-own eyes met his without drooping.
-
-"You see now why I can not let you follow a false hope in following
-me," she continued, when after a moment he had still not spoken. "I may
-be mercenary in some degree, but I am not mercenary enough to marry you
-for the sake of your fortune, when I love another man. I have tried to
-crush this love, and it humiliates me to acknowledge it; but I have
-incurred the humiliation in order to be perfectly frank with you, and
-to keep you from making a great mistake."
-
-The last words seemed to touch him suddenly. His whole face--a face
-which showed every passing emotion--changed and softened. "Believe me,"
-he said, "I appreciate your frankness, and I see no humiliation in your
-confession. It is good of you, however, to suffer the pain of making it
-in order to save me from what you think would be a mistake."
-
-"I _know_ that it would be a mistake--a mistake in every way," she
-said, earnestly. "And I have made so many mistakes already that I
-cannot add another to the list. Believe me, if you succeeded in
-persuading me to marry you, it would be a mistake which we would both
-regret to the end of our lives. For we do not suit each other at all.
-When you marry you ought to select a woman different altogether from
-what I am: a woman gentler, yet with more moral strength."
-
-"That may be," he answered, in a meditative tone; "but, then, no other
-woman can be the one to whom my father has left his fortune, who has
-generously given it back to me, and with whom I should like to share
-it."
-
-"That is a feeling which I can understand, and which does you credit,"
-she said. "But do you not see that I could hardly accept your suit on
-such a ground as that? It would have been better to have kept your
-fortune than to do that. No, Mr. Singleton: I beg you to think no more
-of this; I beg you not to follow me with any such thought in your mind.
-Promise me that you will not."
-
-She leaned toward him in her earnestness, and held out her hand with a
-gesture of entreaty. George Singleton had something chivalrous in his
-nature, under all his brusque exterior; and taking the little hand he
-raised it to his lips.
-
-"The confidence that you have placed in me," he said, "makes it
-impossible that I can do anything to annoy you. Your request is a
-command. I shall not follow you."
-
-Her eyes thanked him. "Now I can go in peace, because I shall not have
-to think that I am misleading any one. However hard or lonely my path
-in life may be, I want henceforth to keep my conscience clear. I have
-tasted the bitterness of self-reproach, and I know what it is. Yes, you
-will stay. You have duties here now, and--and I hope it will not be
-long before you will find happiness."
-
-He had no opportunity to reply, if he had been inclined to do so.
-Helen, remembering Marion's urgent request that the minutes allowed for
-her "few words" might be short, was heard approaching. Her clear, sweet
-voice gave some orders in the hall, and then she entered the room.
-
-"I grieve to say, Marion, that it is almost time for you to go," she
-announced. "Ah, how sad parting is!"
-
-Half an hour later, when Marion was borne away from Scarborough, her
-last backward glance showed her Helen and Singleton standing side by
-side on the station platform, waving her an adieu; and if she smiled at
-the sight, it cannot be denied that she also sighed. With her own hand
-she had closed the door of a possibly brilliant destiny; and, naturally
-enough, it had never looked so bright as when she said to herself,
-"That is over finally and forever."
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXX.
-
-
-It was with little pause for sight-seeing on the way that Marion made
-her journey to Rome. A few days in Paris constituted her only delay;
-then, flying swiftly down through Italy--reserving until later the
-pleasure of seeing the beautiful historic cities which she passed--she
-did not stop again until she found herself within the walls of Rome.
-
-And not even the fact of entering by means of a prosaic railway could
-lessen the thrill with which she realized that she was indeed within
-the city of the Cćsars and the Popes--the city that since the beginning
-of historic time has been the chief center of the earth, the mistress
-of the world, and the seat of the apostolic throne. It was strange
-to feel herself in this place of memories, yet to step into a modern
-railway station, resounding with noise and bustle; but even Rome was
-forgotten when she found herself in Claire's arms, and Claire's sweet
-voice bade her welcome.
-
-What followed seemed like a dream--the swift drive through populous
-streets, with glimpses of stately buildings and narrow, picturesque
-ways; the passing under a great, sounding arch into a court, where the
-soft splash of a fountain was heard as soon as the carriage stopped;
-the ascent of an apparently interminable flight of stone steps, and
-pausing at length on a landing, where an open door gave access to an
-ante-chamber, and thence through parting curtains to a long _salon_,
-where a pretty, elderly lady rose to give Marion greeting. This was
-Claire's kind friend and chaperon, Mrs. Kerr, who said to herself, as
-she took the young stranger's hand, "What a beautiful creature!"
-
-Marion, on her part, was charmed, not only with Mrs. Kerr, but with
-all her surroundings. The foreign aspect of everything enchanted her;
-the Italian servants, the Italian dishes of the collation spread for
-her, the soft sound of the language,--all entered into and made part
-of her pleasure. "O Claire!" she said, when presently she was taken to
-the pretty chamber prepared for her. "I think I am going to be so happy
-with you--if only you are not disgusted with _me_, when you hear the
-story I have to tell you!"
-
-Claire laughed, as she bent and kissed her. "I have not the least fear
-that I shall be disgusted with you," she said. "You might do wrong
-things, Marion--things one would blame or censure,--but I am sure that
-you will never do a mean thing, and it is mean things which disgust
-one."
-
-"Ah!" said Marion, with a sigh, "do not be too sure. I am not going
-to possess your good opinion on false pretenses, so you shall hear
-to-morrow all that has happened since we parted. Prepare your charity,
-for I shall need it."
-
-And, indeed, on the next day Claire heard with the utmost fullness
-all that had occurred since the two parted at their convent school.
-As far as the Rathborne incident was concerned, Marion did not spare
-herself; and, although Claire looked grave over her self-accusation,
-she was unable to express any regret that, even at the cost of Helen's
-suffering, the engagement of the latter to Rathborne should have been
-ended. "I saw the man only once," she said, "but that was enough to
-make me distrust him thoroughly. He has a bad face--a face which shows
-a narrow and cruel nature. I always trembled at the thought of Helen's
-uniting her life to his. There seemed no possible prospect of happiness
-for her in such a choice. So I am glad that at almost any cost the
-engagement--entanglement, or whatever it was--has been ended. And I can
-not see that your share in it was so very heinous."
-
-"That is because I have not made it clear to you, then," answered
-Marion. "I, too, always distrusted the man, but I liked his admiration,
-his homage; it was my first taste of the power for which, you know, I
-always longed. Indeed, Claire, there are no excuses to be made for me;
-and if the matter ended well for Helen--as I really believe it did,--I
-am still to blame for all her suffering; and you do not think that evil
-is less evil because good comes of it?"
-
-"I certainly do not think that," said Claire. "But you had no evil
-intention, I am sure: you never _meant_ to hurt Helen."
-
-"No, I did not mean to do so, but I was careless whether she suffered
-or not. I thought only of myself--my own vanity, my own amusement.
-Nothing can change that, and so I have always felt that it was right I
-should suffer just as I made her suffer. Retribution came very quickly,
-Claire."
-
-"Did it?" asked Claire. Her soft, gray eyes were full of unspoken
-sympathy. "Well, suffering is a great thing, dear; it enables us to
-expiate so much! Tell me about yours--if you like."
-
-"I feel as if I had come here just to tell you," said Marion. And
-then followed the story of her engagement to Brian Earle, her anger
-because he would not comply with his uncle's wishes, their parting, her
-unexpected inheritance of Mr. Singleton's fortune, Rathborne's revenge
-in finding the lost heir, her surrender of the fortune to him, and her
-rejection of his suit.
-
-"So here I am," she observed in conclusion, with a faint smile, "like
-one who has passed through terrible storms: who has been shipwrecked
-and has barely escaped with life--that is, with a fragment of
-self-respect. I am so glad I had strength to give up that fortune,
-Claire! You know how I always desired wealth."
-
-"I know so well," said Claire, "that I am proud of you--proud that you
-had the courage to do what must have cost you so much. But I always
-told you that I knew you better than you knew yourself; and I was sure
-that you would never do anything unworthy, not even to gain the end
-you had so much at heart. But, Marion"--her face grew grave,--"I have
-something to tell you that I fear may prove unpleasant to you. Brian
-Earle is here."
-
-"Brian Earle here!" repeated Marion. She became very pale, and for a
-moment was silent. Then she said, proudly, "I hope no one will imagine
-that I suspected this. I thought he was in Germany. But it will not be
-necessary for me to meet him."
-
-"That must be for you to decide," said Claire, in a somewhat troubled
-tone. "He comes to see us occasionally--he is an old friend of Mrs.
-Kerr's--but, if you desire it, I will ask her to let him know that it
-will be best for him to discontinue his visits."
-
-"No," said Marion, with quick, instinctive recoil; "for that would be
-to acknowledge that I shrink from seeing him. If I _do_ shrink, he
-shall not be made aware of it. Perhaps, when he knows that I am here,
-he will desire to keep away. If not, I am--I will be strong enough to
-meet him with indifference."
-
-Claire looked at her steadily, wistfully; it seemed as if she
-were trying to know all that might be known. "If you do not feel
-indifference," she said, gently, after a moment, "is it well to
-simulate it?"
-
-"How can you ask such a question?" demanded Marion, with a touch of
-her old haughtiness. "It is not only well--it is essential to my
-self-respect. But I do not acknowledge that it will be simulation. Why
-should I be other than indifferent to Brian Earle? As I confessed to
-you a few minutes ago, I suffered when we parted, but that is over now."
-
-"You care for him no longer, then?"
-
-"Is it possible I could care for a man who has treated me as he has
-done? For I still believe that it was his duty to have remained with
-his uncle, and if--if he had cared for me at all he would have done so."
-
-"But perhaps," said Claire, "he perceived that passionate desire of
-yours for wealth, and thought that it would not be well for you to have
-it gratified. I can imagine that."
-
-"You imagine, then, exactly what he was good enough to say," replied
-Marion, dryly. "But I suppose you know enough of me to be also able
-to imagine that I was not very grateful for such a form of regard. He
-talked like a moralist, but he certainly did not feel like a lover, and
-so I let him go. I am not sorry for that."
-
-"Then," said Claire, after a short pause of reflection, "I cannot see
-any reason why you should avoid meeting him. There may be a little
-awkwardness at first; but, if you have really no feeling for him, that
-will pass away."
-
-"I should prefer to avoid such a meeting, if possible," answered
-Marion; "but if not possible, I will endure. Only, if you can, give me
-warning when it is likely to occur."
-
-"That, unfortunately, is what I can hardly do," said Claire, in a
-tone of regret. "Our friends have established a habit of dropping in,
-without formality, almost any evening; and so we never know who is
-coming, or when."
-
-"In that case there is, of course, nothing to be done. I can only
-promise that, whenever the occasion occurs, I will try to be equal to
-it."
-
-"I have no doubt of that," answered Claire.
-
-But she looked concerned as she went away, and it was evident to Mrs.
-Kerr that she was more than usually thoughtful that evening. As she had
-said, their friends in Rome found it pleasant to drop informally into
-their pretty _salon_. Artists predominated among these friends; so it
-was not strange that she watched the door, thinking that Brian Earle
-might come, and conscious of a wish that he would; for Marion, pleading
-fatigue, declined to appear on this first evening after her arrival;
-and Claire said to herself that if Earle _did_ come, it would give her
-an opportunity to tell him what meeting lay before him, and he could
-then avoid it if he chose to do so. When, as the evening passed on, it
-became at length clear that he was not coming--and there was no reason
-beside her own desire for expecting him,--Claire thought, with a sigh,
-that events must take their course, since it was plainly out of her
-power to direct them.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXXI.
-
-
-And events did take their course, when, a few evenings later, Marion
-suddenly saw Earle entering the _salon_, where three or four visitors
-were already assembled. She herself was at the farther end of the room,
-and somewhat concealed by a large Oriental screen, near which she was
-seated. She was very glad of this friendly shelter when she felt her
-heart leap in a manner which fairly terrified her, as, glancing up, she
-saw Earle's face in the doorway. Her own emotion surprised her far more
-than his appearance; she shrank farther back into the shadow to conceal
-what she feared might be perceptible to others, and yet she could not
-refrain from following him with her eyes.
-
-What she saw was this--that, even while greeting Mrs. Kerr, his
-glance wandered to Claire; that his first eager step was taken in her
-direction; and that his face, when he took her hand, was so eloquent of
-pleasure and tender admiration that it made Marion recall some words he
-had spoken when they first knew each other in Scarborough. "She charmed
-me," he had said then of Claire; "she is so simple, so candid, so
-intent upon high aims." Every word came back with sudden distinctness,
-with sudden, piercing meaning and weight, in the light of the look on
-Earle's face.
-
-"He is in love with Claire!" said Marion to herself. "Nothing could
-be more natural, nothing more suitable. There is no struggle _here_
-between his heart and his judgment, as was the case with me. She seems
-to be made for him in every respect. Why did I not think of it sooner,
-and why did not Claire tell me that he had transferred his affection to
-her? Did she want me to see for myself, or did she think that I should
-not see? But there is no reason why I should care--none whatever."
-
-Even while she repeated this assurance to herself, however, the sinking
-of her heart, the trembling of her hands, belied it, and frightened her
-by the evidence of a feeling she had not suspected. Surely, among the
-mysteries of our being, there is none greater than the existence and
-growth of feelings which we not only do not encourage, but of which we
-are often in absolute ignorance until some flash of illumination comes
-to reveal to us their strength.
-
-Such a flash came now to Marion. She had assured herself that she had
-put Brian Earle out of her heart, and instead she suddenly found that,
-during the interval in which she had condemned it to darkness and
-silence, her feeling for him had increased rather than lessened. And
-she was now face to face with the proof that he had forgotten her--that
-he had found in Claire the true ideal of his fancy! She felt that it
-was natural, she acknowledged that it was just, but the shock was
-overpowering.
-
-Fortunately, she happened at that moment to be alone--a gentleman who
-had been talking to her having crossed the room to ask Mrs. Kerr a
-question. Seeing him about to retrace his steps, a sudden instinct of
-flight--of flight at any cost of personal dignity--seized Marion. She
-felt that in another instant Claire would point her out to Earle, that
-he would be forced to come and address her. Could she bear that?--was
-she able to meet him as indifferently as she desired to do? Her beating
-pulses told her no; and, without giving herself time to think, she
-rose, lifted a _portičre_ near her, and passed swiftly and silently
-from the room.
-
-Claire, meanwhile, glanced up at Earle; and she, too, met that look of
-tender admiration which Marion perceived. It was not the first time
-she had met it, but it was the first time that a consciousness of its
-possible meaning flashed upon her. She did not color at the thought,
-but grew instead suddenly pale, and glanced toward the corner of the
-room where Marion at that instant had made her escape; but Claire did
-not perceive this, and, with the sense of her presence, said to Earle:--
-
-"You have probably not heard that my friend Marion Lynde is here?"
-
-He started. "Miss Lynde _here_--in Rome!" he asked. "No, I had not
-heard it. Why has she come?"
-
-"To see and to be with me," answered Claire, calmly. "You know,
-perhaps, that we are great friends."
-
-"I have heard Miss Lynde speak of you," he said, regaining
-self-possession; "and if the friendship struck me as rather a strange
-one, knowing little of you as I did then, you may be sure that it
-strikes me now as more than strange. I have never met two people in my
-life who seemed to me to have less in common."
-
-"Pardon me!" returned Claire. "You think so because you do not know
-either of us very well. We have really a great deal in common, and I
-doubt if any one in the world knows Marion as well as I do."
-
-He looked at her with a sudden keen glance from under brows somewhat
-bent. "Are you not aware that I had at one time reason to fancy that I
-knew Miss Lynde quite well?" he asked.
-
-"Yes," said Claire, with frankness; "I know. She has told me of that.
-But in such a relation as the one which existed between you for a time,
-people sometimes learn very little of each other. And I think that
-perhaps you did not learn very much of her."
-
-"I learned quite enough," he replied,--"all that was necessary to
-convince me that I had made a great mistake. And there can be no doubt
-that Miss Lynde reached the same conclusion. That, I believe, is all
-that there is to say of the matter." He paused a moment, then added,
-"If she is here, I hope it will not be unpleasant to her to meet me;
-since I should be sorry to be banished from this _salon_, which Mrs.
-Kerr and yourself make so attractive."
-
-"There is no reason for banishment, unless you desire it," said Claire.
-"Marion does not object to meeting you. But I think that there are
-one or two things that you ought to know before you meet her. Are you
-aware, in the first place, that she has given up your uncle's fortune?"
-
-"No," he answered, very much startled. "Why has she done so?"
-
-"Because Mr. Singleton's son appeared, and she thought that he should
-in justice possess his father's fortune. Do you not think she was
-right?"
-
-"Right?--I suppose so. But this is very astonishing news. You are
-positively certain that George Singleton, my uncle's son, is alive?"
-
-"I am certain that Marion has told me so, and I do not suppose she is
-mistaken, since she has resigned a fortune to him. People are usually
-sure before they take such a step as that."
-
-"Yes," he assented, "but it seems almost incredible. For years George
-Singleton has been thought to be dead, and I was under the impression
-that my uncle had positive reason for believing him so. This being the
-case, there was no reason why he should not leave his fortune as he
-liked, and I was glad when I heard that he had left it to Miss Lynde;
-for the possession of wealth seemed to be the first desire of her
-heart."
-
-"Poor Marion!" said Claire, gently. "You might be more tolerant of
-that desire if you knew all that she has suffered--suffered in a way
-peculiarly hard to her--from poverty. And she has surely proved in
-the most conclusive manner that, however much she desired wealth,
-she was not prepared to keep it at any cost to her conscience or her
-self-respect."
-
-"Did she, then, resign _all_ the fortune?"
-
-"Very nearly all. She said that she reluctantly retained only a few
-thousand dollars."
-
-"But is it possible that George Singleton did not insist upon
-providing for her fitly? Whatever his other faults, he was not
-mercenary--formerly."
-
-"Mr. Singleton must have tried every possible argument to induce her
-to keep half the fortune, but she refused to do so. I think she felt
-keenly some reflections that had been thrown on her by Mr. Singleton's
-relatives, and wished to disprove them."
-
-Earle was silent for a minute. He seemed trying to adjust his mind to
-these new views of Marion's character. "And you tell me that she is
-here--with you?"
-
-"I was about to say that she is in the room," Claire answered; "but I
-do not see her just now. She was here a few minutes ago."
-
-"Probably my appearance sent her away. Perhaps she would rather not
-meet me."
-
-"She assured me that she did not object to meeting you; and, unless
-you give up our acquaintance, I do not see how such a meeting can be
-avoided; for she has come to stay in Rome some time."
-
-"Well," said Earle, with an air of determination, "I certainly have
-no intention of giving up your acquaintance. Be sure of that. And it
-would go hard with me to cease visiting here in the pleasant, familiar
-fashion Mrs. Kerr and yourself have allowed me to fall into. So if Miss
-Lynde does not object to meeting me, there assuredly is not the least
-reason why I should object to meeting her."
-
-Claire would have liked to ask, in her sincere, straightforward
-fashion, if all his feeling for Marion was at an end; and she might
-have done so but for the recollection of the look which had startled
-her. She did not acknowledge to herself in so many words what that look
-might mean; but it made her instinctively avoid any dangerous question,
-and she was not sorry when at this point their _tęte-ŕ-tęte_ was
-interrupted.
-
-But Marion did not reappear; and when Claire at length went to seek
-her, she found that she had retired. Her room was in partial darkness,
-so that her face could not be seen, but her voice sounded altogether as
-usual when she accounted for her disappearance.
-
-"I found that I was more tired than I had imagined by our day of
-sight-seeing," she said. "I grew so stupid that flight was the only
-resource. Pray make my excuses to Mr. Gardner. I vanished while he went
-across the room, and I suppose he was astonished to find an empty chair
-when he returned."
-
-"Do you know that Mr. Earle entered just at the time you left?" asked
-Claire, who had her suspicions about this sudden flight.
-
-"Did he?" said Marion, in a tone of indifference. "Fortunately, it is
-not necessary to make my excuses to him. There is no more reason why
-he should wish to see me than why I should wish to see him. Another
-time will answer as well to exchange some common-places of greeting.
-Good-night, dear! Don't let me detain you longer from your friends."
-
-"I am so sorry you are tired! Hereafter we must be more moderate in
-sight-seeing," observed Claire.
-
-As she went out of the room she said to herself that she must wait
-before she could decide anything with regard to the feelings of these
-two people. Was their alienation real and complete? One seemed as
-cold and indifferent as the other. But did this coldness only mask
-the old affection, or was it genuine? Claire had some instincts which
-seldom misled her, and one of these instincts made her fear that the
-indifference was more genuine with Earle than with Marion. "That would
-be terrible," she said to herself: "if _he_ has forgotten and _she_ has
-not. If it were only possible that they would tell the simple truth!
-But that, I suppose, cannot be expected. If I knew it, I would know how
-to act; but as it is I can only wait and observe. I believe, however,
-that Marion left the room because he appeared; and if his presence has
-such an effect on her, she certainly cares for him yet."
-
-Marion was already writhing under the thought that this very conclusion
-would be drawn--perhaps by Earle himself,--and determining that she
-would never again be betrayed into such weakness. "It was the shock of
-surprise," she said in self-extenuation. "I was not expecting anything
-of _that_ kind, and it naturally startled me. I know it now, and it
-will have no such effect a second time. I suppose I might have looked
-for it if I had not been so self-absorbed. Certainly it is not only
-natural, but very suitable. They seem made for each other; and I--I do
-hope they may be happy. But I must go away as soon as I can. That is
-necessary."
-
-It was several days after this that the meeting between herself and
-Earle took place. She had been with Claire for some hours in the
-galleries of the Vatican, and finally before leaving they entered the
-beautiful Raphael Loggia--that lovely spot filled with light and color,
-where the most exquisite creations of the king of painters glow with
-immortal sunshine from the walls. As they entered and paced slowly down
-its length, a figure was advancing from the other end of the luminous
-vista toward them. Marion recognized this figure before Claire did,
-and so had a moment in which to take firm hold of her self-possession
-before the latter, turning to her quickly, said, "Yonder comes Mr.
-Earle."
-
-"So I perceive," replied Marion, quietly. "He has not changed
-sufficiently to make an introduction necessary."
-
-The next moment they had met, were shaking hands, and exchanging
-greetings. Of the two Marion preserved her composure best. Earle was
-surprised by his own emotion when he saw again the face that once had
-power to move him so deeply. He had said to himself that its power was
-over, that he was cured in the fullest sense of that which he looked
-back upon as brief infatuation; but now that he found himself again in
-Marion's presence, a thrill of the old emotion seemed to stir, and for
-a moment rendered him hardly able to speak.
-
-Conventionalities are powerful things, however, and the emotion must be
-very strong that is not successfully held in check by them. Claire went
-on speaking in her gentle voice, giving the others time to recover any
-self-possession which they might have lost.
-
-"We just came for a turn in this beautiful place before going home,"
-she said to Earle. "They are my delight, these _loggia_ of the Vatican.
-All the sunshine and charm of Italy seem to meet in the divine
-loveliness of the frescos within, and the beauty of the classic gardens
-without. A Papal audience is never so picturesque, I am sure, as when
-it is held in one of these noble galleries."
-
-Earle assented rather absently; then saying, "If you are about to go
-home, I will see you to your carriage," turned and joined them. It was
-a singular sensation to find himself walking again by Marion's side;
-and the recollection of their last parting returned so vividly to his
-mind that when he spoke he could only say, "My poor uncle's life was
-much, shorter than I imagined it would be, Miss Lynde."
-
-"Yes," replied Marion, quietly. "His death was a great surprise to
-everyone. I am sure you did not think when you parted from him that his
-life would be numbered only by weeks."
-
-"I certainly did not think so," he answered, with emphasis. Then he
-paused and hesitated. Conversation seemed hedged with more difficulties
-than he had anticipated. His parting with his uncle had been so closely
-connected with his parting from Marion, that he found it a subject
-impossible to pursue. He dropped it abruptly, therefore, and remarked:
-"I was greatly surprised to learn from Miss Alford that my cousin
-George Singleton is alive, and has returned from the wild regions in
-which he buried himself."
-
-This was a better opening. Marion replied that Mr. Singleton's
-appearance had astonished everyone concerned, but that his identity was
-fully established. "Indeed," she added, "I do not think there was a
-doubt in the mind of any one after he made his personal appearance."
-
-"And you gave up your fortune to him?" said Earle, with a sudden keen
-glance at her.
-
-She colored. "I did not feel that it was _my_ fortune," she answered,
-"but rather his. Surely his father must have believed him dead, else he
-would never have made such a disposition of his property."
-
-"That was my impression--that he believed him dead. But it is difficult
-to speak with certainty about a man so peculiar and so reticent as my
-uncle. You will, perhaps, pardon me for saying that, since he had left
-you his fortune, I do not think you were bound to resign it all."
-
-"I suppose," said Marion, somewhat coldly, "that I was not bound to
-resign any of it: I had, no doubt, a legal right to keep whatever the
-law did not take from me. But I am not so mercenary as you believe. I
-could not keep what I did not believe to be rightfully mine."
-
-Despite pride, her voice trembled a little over the last words; and
-Earle was immediately filled with self-reproach to think that he had
-wounded her.
-
-"So far from believing you mercenary," he said gravely, "I think that
-you have acted with extraordinary generosity,--a generosity carried,
-indeed, beyond prudence. Forgive me for alluding to the subject. I only
-regret that my uncle's intentions toward you have been so entirely
-frustrated."
-
-"I have the recollection of his great kindness," she said, hurriedly.
-"I know that he desired to help me, therefore I felt it right to keep
-something. I did not leave myself penniless."
-
-"You would have been wrong if you had done so," remarked Earle; "but
-it would have been better still if you had kept a fair amount of the
-fortune."
-
-"Oh, no!" she replied; "for I had no claim to any of it--no claim, I
-mean, of relationship. I was a stranger to your uncle, and I only kept
-such an amount as it seemed to me a kind-hearted man might give to a
-stranger who had wakened his interest. Mr. George Singleton was very
-kind, too. He wished me to keep more, but I would not."
-
-"I understand how you felt," said Earle; "and I fear I should have
-acted in the same manner myself, so I really cannot blame you. I only
-think it a pity."
-
-The gentleness and respect of his tone touched and pleased her. She
-felt that it implied more approval and sympathy than he liked to
-express. Unconsciously her eyes thanked him; and when they parted a
-little later in one of the courts of the Vatican, each felt that the
-awkwardness of meeting was over, and that there was no reason why they
-should shrink from meeting again.
-
-"I have wronged her," said Earle to himself as he strolled away. "She
-is not the absolutely mercenary and heartless creature I had come to
-believe her. I might have known that I was wrong, or Miss Alford would
-not make a friend of her. Whoever _she_ likes must be worthy of being
-liked."
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXXII.
-
-
-It was soon apparent to Marion that Claire's talent was as fully
-recognized by the artists who made her circle now, as it had been by
-the nuns in the quiet convent she had left. They praised her work, they
-asked her judgment upon their own, and they prophesied a great future
-for her--a future of the highest distinction and the most solid rewards.
-
-"I knew how it would be, Claire," Marion said one day, as she sat in
-the studio of the young artist watching her at work. "I always knew
-that _you_ would succeed, whoever else failed. Do you remember our last
-conversation together--you and Helen and I--the evening before we left
-school, when we told one another what we desired most in life? _I_ said
-money; well, I have had it, and was forced to choose between giving it
-up or giving up my self-respect. I have found out already that there
-are worse things than to be poor. Helen said happiness--poor, dear
-Helen! and the happiness of which she was thinking slipped out of her
-fingers like a vapor. But you, Claire,--_you_ chose something worthy:
-you chose success in art, and God has given it to you."
-
-"Yes," observed Claire, meditatively, "I have had some success; I feel
-within myself the power to do good work, and my power is recognized by
-those whose praise is of value. I feel that my future is assured--that
-I can make money enough for all my needs, and also the fame which it
-is natural for every artist to desire. But, Marion, do you know that
-with this realization has come a great sense of its unsatisfactoriness?
-There are days in which I lay down my brushes and say to myself '_Cui
-bono?_' as wearily as the most world-weary man."
-
-"Claire, it is impossible!"
-
-Claire smiled a little sadly as she went on mixing her colors. "It is
-very possible and very true," she said. "And I suppose the moral of it
-is that there is no real satisfaction in the possession of any earthly
-ideal. We desire it, we work for it, and when we get it we find that it
-has no power to make us happy. We three, each of us in different ways,
-found that out, Marion."
-
-"But there was no similarity in the ways," replied Marion. "Mine was an
-unworthy ideal, and Helen's a foolish one; but yours was all that it
-ought to be, and it seems to me that you should be perfectly happy in
-the attainment of it."
-
-"And so I am happy," said Claire. "Do not mistake me. I am happy,
-and very grateful to God; but I cannot pretend to a satisfaction in
-the attainment of my wishes which I do not find. There is something
-lacking. Though I love art, it does not fill the needs of my nature. I
-want something more--something which I do not possess--as an object, an
-incentive--"
-
-She broke off abruptly, and Marion was silent for a moment from sheer
-astonishment. That Claire should feel in this way--Claire so calm,
-so self-contained, so devoted to her art, so ambitious of success in
-it--amazed her beyond the power of expression, until suddenly a light
-dawned upon her and she seemed to see what it meant. It meant--it
-_must_ mean--that Claire in her loneliness felt the need of love, and
-the ties that love creates. Friends were all very well, but friends
-could not satisfy the heart in the fullest sense; neither could the
-pleasure of painting pictures, nor the praise of critics, however warm.
-Yes, Claire desired love--that was plain; and love was at hand for her
-to take--love that Marion had thrown away.
-
-"It is just and right," said the latter to herself. "I have nothing to
-complain of--nothing! And she must not think that I will regret it. I
-must find a way to make her understand this." After a minute she spoke
-aloud: "Certainly you have surprised me, Claire; for I did think that
-_you_ were happy. But I suppose the moral is, as you say, that the
-attainment of no object which we set before ourselves is able to render
-us thoroughly satisfied. But your pictures are so beautiful that it
-must be a pleasure to paint them."
-
-"Genius is too great a word to apply to me," remarked Claire, quietly.
-"But it _is_ a pleasure to paint; I should be ungrateful beyond measure
-if I denied that. I have much happiness in it, and I am more than
-content with the success God has granted me. I only meant to say that
-it has not the power to satisfy me completely. But that, I suppose,
-nothing of a purely earthly nature can have."
-
-"Do you think not?" asked Marion, rather wistfully. This is "a hard
-saying" for youth to believe, even after experience has somewhat taught
-its truth. Indeed the belief that there may be lasting good in some
-earthly ideal, eagerly sought, eagerly desired, does not end with
-youth. Men and women pursue such delusions to the very end of life,
-and lie down at last in the arms of death without having ever known
-any lasting happiness, or lifted their eyes to the one Ideal which can
-alone satisfy the yearning of their poor human hearts.
-
-This glimpse of Claire's inmost feeling was not forgotten by Marion. It
-seemed to her that it made matters plain, and she had now no doubt how
-the affair would end as regarded Earle. She said again to herself, "I
-must go away;" but she knew that to go immediately would be to betray
-herself, and this she passionately desired not to do. Therefore she did
-what was the next best thing--she avoided Earle as much as possible,
-so markedly indeed that it would have been impossible for him to force
-himself upon her even if he had desired to do so. She persevered in
-this line of conduct so resolutely that Claire began to think that
-some conclusions she had drawn at first were a mistake, and that the
-alienation between these two was indeed final.
-
-But Marion's success cost her dearly. It was a severe discipline
-through which she was passing--a discipline which tried every power of
-her nature, in which there was a constant struggle to subdue everything
-that was most dominant within her. Passion that had grown stronger
-with time, selfishness that demanded what it desired, vanity that
-smarted under forgetfulness, and pride that longed to assert itself in
-power,--all of these struggled against the resolution which kept them
-down. But the resolution did not fail. "After having thrown away my
-own happiness by my own fault, I will die before I sacrifice Claire's,"
-she determined. But it was a hard battle to fight alone; and, had she
-relied solely upon her own strength, might never have been fought at
-all, or at least would have ended very soon. But Rome is still Rome,
-in that it offers on every side such spiritual aids and comforts as no
-other spot of earth affords.
-
-If Marion had begun to find mysterious peace in the bare little chapel
-of Scarborough, was she less likely to find it here in these ancient
-sanctuaries of faith, these great basilicas that in their grandeur
-dwarf all other temples of earth,--that in their beauty are like
-glimpses of the heavenly courts, and in their solemn holiness lay on
-the spirit a spell that language can but faintly express? It was not
-long before this spell came upon her like a fascination. When the heavy
-curtains swung behind her, and she passed from the sunlight of the
-streets into the cool dimness of some vast church; when through lines
-of glistening marble columns--columns quarried for pagan temples by the
-captives of ancient Rome--she passed to chapels rich with every charm
-of art and gift of wealth,--to sculptured altars where for long ages
-the Divine Victim had been offered, and the unceasing incense of prayer
-ascended,--she felt as if she asked only to remain and steep her weary
-heart and soul in the ineffable repose which she found there.
-
-She expressed something of this one day to Claire, when they passed out
-of Santa Maria Maggiore into the light of common day; and Claire looked
-at her, with a smile in her deep grey eyes.
-
-"Yes," she said, in her usual quiet tone, "I know that feeling very
-well. But it is not possible to have only the comfort of religion: we
-must taste also the struggle and the sacrifice it demands. We must
-leave the peace of the sanctuary to fight our appointed battle in the
-world, or else we must make one great sacrifice and leave the world
-to find our home and work in the sanctuary. I do not think that will
-ever be your vocation, Marion, so you must be content with carrying
-some of the peace of the sanctuary back with you into the world. Only,
-my dear"--her voice sank a little,--"I think if you would take one
-decisive step, you would find that peace more real and enduring."
-
-"I know what you mean," answered Marion, thoughtfully. "I cannot tell
-why I have delayed so long. I certainly believe whatever the Catholic
-Church teaches, because I am sure that if she has not the truth in
-her possession, it is not on earth. I am willing to do whatever she
-commands, but I am not devotional, Claire. I cannot pretend to be."
-
-"There is no need to pretend," returned Claire, gently; "nor yet to
-torment yourself about your deficiency in that respect. Yours is not
-a devotional nature, Marion; but all the more will your service be of
-value, because you will offer it not to please yourself, but to obey
-and honor God. Do not fear on that account, but come let me take you to
-my good friend, Monsignor R----."
-
-"Take me where you will," said Marion. "If I can only retain and make
-my own the peace that I sometimes feel in your churches, I will do
-anything that can be required of me."
-
-"I do not think you will find that anything hard will be required of
-you," observed Claire, with a smile that was almost angelic in its
-sweetness and delight.
-
-And truly Marion found, as myriads have found before her, that no
-path was ever made easier, more like the guiding of a mother's hand,
-than that which led her into the Church of God. So gentle were the
-sacramental steps, and each so full of strange, mysterious sweetness,
-that this period ever after seemed like a sanctuary in her life--a spot
-set apart and sacred, as hallowed with the presence of the Lord. She
-had willingly followed the suggestion of the good priest, and gone into
-a convent for a few days before her reception into the Church. This
-reception took place in the lovely convent chapel, where, surrounded
-by the nuns, with only Claire and Mrs. Kerr present from the outer
-world, it seemed to Marion as if time had indeed rolled back, and she
-was again at the beginning of life. But what a different beginning!
-Looking at the selfish and worldly spirit with which she had faced the
-world before, she could only thank God with wondering gratitude for the
-lesson He had taught so soon, and the rescue He had inspired.
-
-When she found herself again in Claire's _salon_, with a strange
-sense of having been far away for a great length of time, one of the
-first people to congratulate her on the step she had taken was Brian
-Earle. He was astonished when Claire told him where Marion had gone,
-and he was more astonished now at the look on her face as she turned
-it to him. Although he could not define it, there was a withdrawal,
-an aloofness in that face which he had never seen there before. Nor
-was this an imagination on his part. Marion felt, with a sense of
-infinite relief, that she _had_ been withdrawn from the influence he
-unconsciously exerted upon her; that it was no longer painful to her
-to see him; that the higher feeling in which she had been absorbed
-had taken the sting out of the purely natural sentiment that had been
-a trouble to her. She felt a resignation to things as they were,
-for which she had vainly struggled before; and, even while she was
-withdrawn from Earle, felt a quietness so great that it amounted to
-pleasure in speaking to him.
-
-"Yes," she said, in answer to his congratulation, "I have certainly
-proved that all roads lead to Rome. No road could have seemed less
-likely to lead to Rome than the one I set out on; but here I am--safe
-in the spiritual city. It is a wonder to me even yet."
-
-"It is not so great a wonder to me," he replied. "I thought even in
-Scarborough that you were very near it."
-
-She colored. The allusion to Scarborough made her realize how and why
-she had been near it then, but she recovered herself quickly. "In a
-certain sense I was always near it," she said, quietly. "I never for a
-moment believed that any religion was true except the Catholic. But no
-one knows better than I do now what a wide difference there is between
-believing intellectually and acting practically. The grace of God is
-absolutely necessary for the latter, and why He should have given that
-grace to _me_ I do not know."
-
-"It is difficult to tell why He should have given it to any of us,"
-observed Earle, touched and surprised more and more. Was this indeed
-the girl who had once seemed to him so worldly and so mercenary? He
-could hardly credit the transformation that had taken place in her.
-
-"I have never seen any one so changed as Miss Lynde," he said later to
-Claire. "One can believe any change possible after seeing her."
-
-Claire smiled. "You will perhaps believe now that you only knew her
-superficially before," she replied. "There is certainly a change--a
-great change--in her. But the possibility of the change was always
-there."
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXXIII.
-
-
-Soon after this Claire said to herself that if these two people were
-ever to be brought together again it could only be by her exertions.
-Left to themselves, it became more and more evident that such an event
-would never occur. And Claire had fully arrived at the conclusion that
-it would be the best thing which could occur; for she had no doubt of
-the genuineness of Marion's regard for Earle; and, while she recognized
-the attraction which she herself possessed for the latter, she believed
-that, underlying this, his love for Marion existed still.
-
-"But, whether it does or not, his fancy for _me_ can come to nothing,"
-she thought; "and the sooner he knows it, the better. I should be glad
-if he could know it at once. If such a thing must be stopped, there
-should be no delay in the matter."
-
-It was certainly no fault of Claire's that there was any delay. Earle's
-manner to herself rendered her so nervous, especially when Marion was
-present to witness it, that she could hardly control her inclination to
-take matters in her own hand, and utter some words which it would be
-contrary to all precedent for a woman to utter until she has been asked
-for them. But her eagerness to make herself understood at last gave
-her the opportunity she so much desired.
-
-One evening Earle inquired about a picture on which she was engaged,
-and of which he had seen the beginning in an open-air Campagna sketch.
-She replied that she was not succeeding with it as she had hoped to do;
-and when he asked if he might not be permitted to see it, she readily
-assented.
-
-"For, you know, one is not always the best judge of one's own work,"
-he remarked. "You may be discouraged without reason. I will give you a
-candid opinion as to the measure of your success."
-
-"If you will promise an altogether candid opinion, you may come," she
-answered; "for you were present when I made the sketch, and so you can
-tell better than any one else if I have succeeded in any measure at
-all."
-
-"To-morrow, then," he said,--"may I come to-morrow, and at what hour?"
-
-Claire hesitated for a moment, and then named an hour late in the
-afternoon. "I shall not be at leisure before then," she said.
-
-She did not add what was in her thoughts--that at this hour she might
-see him alone, since Mrs. Kerr and Marion generally went out at that
-time to drive. It was, she knew, contrary to foreign custom for her to
-receive him in such a manner; but, strong in the integrity of her own
-purpose, she felt that foreign customs concerned her very little.
-
-The next day, therefore, when Earle arrived, he was informed that the
-ladies were out, except Miss Alford, who was in her studio, and would
-receive him there. A little surprised but very much pleased by this,
-he followed the servant to the room which Claire used as a studio when
-she was not studying in the galleries or in the studio of the artist
-who was her master.
-
-It was a small apartment, altogether devoted to work, and without any
-of the decorations which make many studios show-rooms for bric-a-brac
-rather than places for labor. Here the easel was the chief article of
-furniture, and there was little else beside tables for paints and a
-few chairs. All was scrupulously clean, fresh and airy, however; and,
-with Claire's graceful figure in the midst, it seemed to Earle, as he
-entered, a very shrine of art--art in the noble simplicity which suits
-it best.
-
-Claire, with her palette on her hand, was standing before the easel.
-She greeted him with a smile, and bade him come where he could command
-a good view of the painting. "Now be quite candid," she said; "for you
-know I do not care for compliments."
-
-"And I hope you know that I never pay them--to you," he answered, as he
-obeyed her and stepped in front of the canvas.
-
-It was a charming picture, a typical Campagna scene--a ruined medićval
-fortress, in the lower story of which peasants had made their home,
-and round the door of which children were playing; a group of cattle
-drinking at a flag-grown pool; and, stretching far and wide, the solemn
-beauty of the great plain. The details were treated with great artistic
-skill, and the sentiment of the picture expressed admirably the wild,
-poetic desolation of this earth, "_fatiguée de gloire, qui semble
-dédaigner de produire_."
-
-"You have succeeded wonderfully," said Earle, after a pause of some
-length. "How can you doubt it? Honestly, I did not expect to see
-anything half so beautiful. How admirably you have expressed the spirit
-of the Campagna!"
-
-"Do you really think so?" asked Claire, coloring with pleasure. "Or,
-rather, I know that you would not say so if you did not think so, and
-therefore I am delighted to hear it. I wanted so much to express that
-spirit. It is what chiefly impresses me whenever I see the Campagna,
-and it is so impossible to put it in words."
-
-"You have put it here," said Earle, with a gesture toward the canvas.
-"Never again doubt your ability to express anything that you like. You
-will be a great painter some day, Miss Alford; are you aware of that?"
-
-She shook her head, and the flush of pleasure faded from her face as
-she turned her grave, gentle eyes to him. "No," she answered, quietly,
-"I do not think I shall ever be a great painter; and I will tell you
-why: it is because I do not think that art is my vocation--at least,
-not my _first_ vocation."
-
-"Not your first vocation to be an artist?" he said, in a tone of the
-greatest astonishment. "How can you think such a thing with the proof
-of your power before your eyes? Why, to doubt that you are an artist in
-every fibre of your being is equivalent to doubting that you exist."
-
-"Not quite," she answered, smiling. "But indeed I do not doubt that I
-am an artist, and I used to believe that if I really could become one,
-and be successful in the exercise of art, I should be perfectly happy.
-Now I have already succeeded beyond my hopes. I cannot doubt but that
-those who tell me, as you have just done, that I may be a painter in
-the truest sense if I continue to work, are right. And yet I repeat
-with the utmost seriousness that I do not think it is my vocation to
-remain in the world and devote myself to art."
-
-Earle looked startled as a sudden glimpse of her meaning came to his
-mind. "What, then," he said, "do you believe to be your vocation?"
-
-Claire looked away from him. She did not wish to see how hard the blow
-she must deliver would strike.
-
-"I believe," she said, quietly, "that it is my vocation to enter the
-religious life. God has given me what I desired most in the world, but
-it does not satisfy me. My heart was left behind in the cloister, and
-day by day the desire grows upon me more strongly to return there."
-
-"But you will not!" said Earle, almost violently. "It is impossible--it
-would be a sacrifice such as God never demands! Why should He have
-given you such great talent if He wished you to bury it in a cloister?"
-
-"Perhaps that I might have something to offer to Him," answered Claire.
-"Otherwise I should have nothing, you know. But there can be no
-question of sacrifice when one is following the strongest inclination
-of one's heart."
-
-"You do not know your own heart yet," said Earle. "You are following
-its first inclination without testing it. How could the peace and charm
-of the cloister fail to attract you--you who seem made for it? But--"
-
-Claire's lifted hand stayed his words. "See," she said, "how you bear
-testimony to what I have declared. If I 'seem made' for the cloister,
-what can that mean save that my place is there?"
-
-"Then is there no place for pure and good and lovely people in the
-world?" asked Earle, conscious that his tongue had indeed betrayed him.
-
-"Oh, yes!" she answered; "there are not only places, but there are also
-many duties for such people; and numbers of them are to be met on all
-sides. But there are also some souls whom God calls to serve Him in the
-silence and retirement of the cloister, who pine like homesick exiles
-in the world. Believe me I am one of those souls. I shrank from leaving
-the convent where I had been educated, to go out into the world; but I
-knew what everyone would say: that I was following a fancy--an untried
-fancy--if I stayed. So I went; and, as if to test me, everything
-that I desired has been given me, and given without the delays and
-disappointments that others have had to endure. The world has shown me
-only its fairest side, yet the call to something better and higher has
-daily grown stronger within me, until I have no longer any doubt but
-that it is God's will that I shall go."
-
-Earle threw himself into a chair, and sat for a minute silent, like one
-stunned. He felt as if he had heard a death-warrant read--as if he was
-not only to be robbed individually, but the world was to be robbed of
-this lovely creature with her brilliant gift.
-
-"What am I to say to you?" he cried at length, in a half-stifled voice.
-"This seems to me too horrible for belief. It is like suicide--the
-suicide of the faculties, the genius that God has given you,--of all
-the capabilities of your nature to enjoy,--of all the beauty, the
-happiness of life--"
-
-He paused, for Claire was regarding him with a look of amazement and
-reproach. "You call yourself a Catholic," she said, "and yet you can
-speak in this way of a religious vocation!"
-
-"I do not speak of religious vocations in general," he answered. "I
-only speak of yours. There are plenty of people who have nothing
-special to do in the world. Let _them_ go to the cloister. But for
-you--you with your wonderful talent, your bright future--it is too
-terrible an idea to be entertained."
-
-"Do you know," she said gravely, "that you not only shock, you
-disappoint me greatly? How can you be a Catholic and entertain such
-sentiments?--how can you think that only the useless, the worn-out, the
-disappointed people of this world are for God? I have been told that
-Protestants think such things as that, but they are surely strange for
-a Catholic to believe."
-
-"I do not believe them," he said; "I am sure you know that. But when
-one is awfully shocked, one does not measure one's words. You do not
-realize how close this comes to me--how terrible the disappointment--"
-
-She cut him short ruthlessly. "I realize," she said, with a sweet
-smile, "that you are very kind to have such a good opinion of me--to
-believe that the world will really sustain any loss when such an
-insignificant person as I leave it for the cloister."
-
-"Insignificant!" he repeated, with something like a groan. "How
-little you know of yourself to think that! But tell me, is your mind
-unalterably made up to this step?--could _nothing_ induce you to change
-it?"
-
-Her eyes met his, steady and calm as stars. "Nothing," she answered,
-firmly but gently. "When God says, 'Come,' one must arise and go. There
-is no alternative. As a preparation, He fills one with such a distaste
-for the world, such a sense of the brevity and unsatisfactoriness of
-all earthly things, that they no longer have any power to attract."
-
-"Not even human love?" he asked, almost in a whisper.
-
-She shook her head. "Not when weighed against divine love," she
-answered.
-
-In that answer everything was said, and a silence fell, in which Claire
-seemed to hear the beating of her heart. Would he be satisfied with
-this and go away without forcing her to be more explicit, or would he
-persist in laying on her one of the most painful necessities which can
-be laid upon a woman? As she waited with anxiety for the solution of
-this question, Earle was having something of a struggle with himself.
-The impulse was strong with him to declare unreservedly what he felt
-and what he had ventured to hope; but an instinct told him not only
-that it would be useless, but that he would inflict needless pain upon
-Claire, and mar their friendship by a memory of words that could serve
-no possible purpose. He knew that she understood him; he recognized the
-motive which had made her speak to him of a purpose that he felt sure
-had been spoken of to no other among her associates and friends; and he
-was strong enough to say to himself that he would keep silence--that
-she should know no more than she had already guessed of the pain which
-it cost him to hear her resolution.
-
-When he presently looked at her, it was with a face pale with feeling,
-but calm with the power of self-control. "Such a choice," he said, "it
-is not for me or for any other man to combat. I only venture to beg you
-not to act hastily. It would be terrible to take such a step and regret
-it."
-
-Claire smiled almost as a cloistered nun might smile at such words. "Do
-you think that one ever takes such a step hastily? No: there is a long
-probation before me; and if I have spoken to you somewhat prematurely,
-it was only because I thought I should like you to know--"
-
-"I understand," he said, as she hesitated. "It is well that I should
-know. Do not think that I am so dull as to mistake you in the least. I
-am honored by your confidence, and I shall remember it and you as long
-as I live. Now"--he rose--"I must bid you good-bye. I think of leaving
-Rome for a time. I have a friend in Naples who is urging me to join him
-in a journey to the East. Can I do anything for you in the Holy Land?"
-
-"You can pray for me," said Claire; "and believe that wherever I may be
-I shall always pray for you."
-
-"What better covenant could be made?" he asked, with a faint smile. And
-then, in order to preserve his composure, he took her hand, kissed it,
-and went hastily away.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXXIV.
-
-
-And so for Earle those Roman days ended, with the brief dream which he
-had indulged of finding in Claire's heart a response for the feeling
-that had arisen in his own. Yet no disappointment can be very keen
-when hope has not been very great, and Earle was well aware that he
-had never possessed any ground for hope. Kind and gentle as Claire had
-been, he was always conscious of something about her which seemed to
-set her at a remote distance,--an indefinable manner which had made
-him once call her "a vestal of art." He understood this now, but he
-had felt it before he understood it, and so the blow was not as heavy
-as it might have been if this underlying instinct had not existed. A
-vestal!--the expression had been well chosen; for there was indeed
-a vestal-like quality about her,--a vestal-like charm, which seemed
-to inspire thoughts of cloisteral tranquillity, and keep the fires
-of human passion at bay. This exquisite quality had been her chief
-attraction to Earle: its very unlikeness to the nature which had
-fascinated him, and from which he had recoiled, making its charm the
-greater; but even while it attracted, he had felt that it removed her
-from him and made hope wear the guise of presumption.
-
-Now all hope was finally at an end; and, since it is in human nature to
-resign itself to the inevitable, the wound might be said to carry its
-own cure. Earle was aware of this, and he left Rome in no melodramatic
-spirit whatever; but feeling it best to go, in order to recover
-that calm and healthy control of himself and his own feelings which
-had been lacking with him since he first met Marion in Scarborough.
-As we know that nature abhors a vacuum, it is probable that his
-attachment to Claire arose partly from the disappointment of that prior
-attachment--from the need of the heart to put another object in the
-place of that which had been dethroned; but, leaving all analysis of
-the kind for the future, he quietly accepted the pain of the present
-and went away.
-
-Marion had not the least doubt of the reason of his going, although
-no word fell from Claire on the subject. She said to herself that she
-was sorry--that she had hoped to know that Claire and himself were
-happy together, since they suited each other so well; but, although she
-was sincere in thinking this, there could be no doubt that, despite
-herself, she felt his departure to be a relief--that it relaxed a
-strain in which she held herself,--and that if a blank followed, a
-sense of peace, of release from painful conflict, also came. "I suffer
-through my own fault," she reflected; "therefore it is quite right that
-I should suffer." And such acceptance robbed the suffering of half its
-sting.
-
-Two or three tranquil months followed--months during which the
-influences that surrounded her sank deep into Marion, and seemed to be
-moulding over again the passionate, impulsive nature. Claire was one
-of the foremost of these influences, as Marion herself was well aware;
-and more than once she thought that she would be content if she might
-spend her life near the friend who had always seemed to her the voice
-of her better self. She had begun to study art--having a very fair
-talent,--and one day as she sat working at a study she said to Claire,
-who was painting busily on the other side of the room:--
-
-"If I can ever grow to be anything of an artist, what a pleasure it
-will be for us to live and work together! I cannot think of anything I
-should prefer to that."
-
-Claire smiled a little. "Nevertheless," she said, "there may be
-something that you will prefer as time goes on, although our
-association is very pleasant--as pleasant to me as to you."
-
-"Is there anything that _you_ would prefer?" asked Marion; for
-something in the tone of the other struck her with surprise.
-
-Claire did not answer for a moment. Then she said, quietly: "Yes. I
-must be frank with you. There is something I should prefer even to your
-companionship, even to art. I should prefer to go back to the convent
-that I have never ceased to regret."
-
-Marion's brush dropped from her hand. She was astonished beyond
-measure, for it was the first intimation she had received of such a
-feeling on Claire's part. "Go back to the convent," she cried, "and
-give up you art!--Claire, are you mad?"
-
-"Very sane, my dear," answered Claire, smiling. "I have disliked to
-tell you about it, because I knew you would be sorry. I am sorry, too,
-that it should be necessary for us to part; but I grow daily more
-certain that my vocation lies not in the world but in the cloister."
-
-"I am more than sorry--I am shocked!" said Marion. "With your
-talent!--why, all the artists whom we know say that your future is
-certain to be a brilliant one. And to bury that in a cloister!--Claire,
-it should not be allowed!"
-
-Claire remembered what other voice had said this, almost in the same
-words; but she was no more moved by it now than she had been then.
-
-"Who should prevent it?" she asked. "If you, for instance, had the
-power, would you venture to prevent it--to say that any soul should
-serve the world instead of serving God?"
-
-"That is not a fair way to put it. Cannot people serve God in the world
-as well as in the cloister?"
-
-"Surely yes, if it is their vocation to do so. But if one has a
-vocation for the religious life--if that imperative call is heard,
-which cannot be realized except by those who hear it, bidding one arise
-and go forth,--then one _cannot_ serve God as well in the world as in
-the cloister."
-
-"But, Claire, may you not imagine this call? I cannot believe that God
-would have given you such a talent if He had not meant you to make the
-most of it. Think how much good you might do if you remained in the
-world--how much money you might make, as well as how much fame you
-might win!"
-
-"My dear," said Claire, with gentle solemnity, "how much will either
-money or fame weigh in the scales of eternity? I want to work for
-eternity rather than for time; and I am, happily, free to do so--to go
-back to the cloister, where I left my heart. Do not make it painful
-for me. Try to reconcile yourself to it, and to believe that God makes
-no mistakes."
-
-"I cannot be reconciled," said Marion. "It is not only that I cannot
-bear to give you up--that I cannot bear for you to resign the success
-of which I have been proud in anticipation,--but I am selfish, too. I
-think of my own life. You are my one anchor in the world, and I have
-been happy in the thought of our living together, of our--"
-
-Her voice broke down in tears. It was indeed a blow which fell more
-heavily than Claire had reckoned on. Feeling assured herself what would
-be the end for Marion, she overlooked the fact that Marion herself had
-no such assurance. In her disappointment and her friendlessness she
-had come to Claire as to a secure refuge, and lo! that refuge was now
-about to fail her. Emotion overpowered her--the strong emotion of a
-nature which rarely yields to it,--and for some minutes she was hardly
-conscious that Claire's tender arms were around her, and Claire's
-tender voice was bidding her take comfort and courage.
-
-"I am not going to leave you immediately, nor even soon," that voice
-said; "and I should certainly not leave you, under any circumstances,
-until I saw you well placed and happy. Dear Marion, do not distress
-yourself. Let us leave things in God's hands. He will show us what is
-best."
-
-"I am a wretch to distress _you_," said Marion, struggling with her
-tears. "But you must not believe me more selfish than I am. Do you
-think I should only miss you as a convenience of my life? No, it is
-_you_, Claire--your influence, yourself--that I shall miss beyond all
-measure. No one in the world can take your place with me--no one!"
-
-"But there may be a place as good for some one else to take," said
-Claire. "Do not fear: the path will open before you. If we trust God
-He will certainly show us what to do. Trust Him, Marion, and try to be
-reconciled, will you not?"
-
-"I will try," Marion answered; "but I fear that I never can be. You see
-now, Claire, how strong a hold the world has on me. If I were good, if
-I were spiritual-minded, I should be glad for you to do this thing; but
-as it is, my whole feeling is one of vehement opposition."
-
-"That will not last," said Claire. "I have seen it often, even in
-people whom you would have called very spiritual-minded; but it ended
-in the belief that whatever God wills is best. You will feel that, too,
-before long."
-
-Marion shook her head sadly, but she would not pain Claire by further
-words. She felt that her resolution was immovable, however long it
-might be before it was executed. "So there is nothing for me but to try
-to resign myself," she thought. "I wish it were _my_ vocation that I
-might go with her; for everything that I care for seems to slip from my
-grasp."
-
-Apart from resigning herself in feeling, there was also a practical
-side of the question which she was well aware must be considered. Where
-was she to go, with whom was she to live when Claire had left her, and,
-like a weary dove, flown back to cloister shades? She considered this
-question anxiously; and she had not arrived at any definite conclusion,
-when one day a letter came which made her utter a cry of surprise and
-pleasure.
-
-"This is from Helen," she said, meeting Claire's glance; "and what I
-hoped and expected has come to pass--she has promised to marry Mr.
-Singleton."
-
-"Helen!" exclaimed Claire, in a tone of incredulity. "Why, I thought he
-wanted to marry you."
-
-Marion laughed. "That was a mistake on his part," she said, "which
-fortunately did not impose upon me. Perhaps he was a little in
-love--the circumstances favored such a delusion,--but I am sure his
-ruling motive for asking me to marry him was to give me that share of
-the fortune which he could not induce me to take in any other way. I
-really did not suit him at all. I saw before I left that Helen _did_
-suit him, and I hoped for just what has come to pass. O Claire, you
-don't know how happy it makes me! For I feel now as if I had in a
-measure atoned to Helen for the pain I caused her about that wretched
-Rathborne."
-
-"How?" asked Claire, smiling. "By making over Mr. Singleton and his
-fortune to her? But I am afraid you can scarcely credit yourself with
-having done that."
-
-"Only indirectly, but it is certain that if I had accepted him he could
-not be engaged to her now. I am so glad--so very glad! He is really a
-good fellow, and Helen will be able to do a great deal with him."
-
-"Is he a Catholic?"
-
-"She says that he has just been received into the Church. But here is
-the letter. Read it for yourself. I think she is very happy."
-
-Claire read the letter with interest, and when she had finished,
-returned it, saying, "Yes, I think she is certainly very happy.
-Dear Helen! how we always said that she was made for happiness! And
-now God seems to have given it to her in the form of great worldly
-prosperity--the very prosperity that _you_ lost. Are not His ways
-strange to us?"
-
-"This is not at all strange to me," replied Marion. "What I lost would
-have ruined me; what Helen has gained will have no effect upon her,
-except to make her more kind and more charitable. She is one of the
-people whom prosperity cannot harm. Therefore it is given her in full
-measure. But it certainly would have been singular if I could have
-foreseen that after I had gained my fortune it would pass into Helen's
-hands, and that by a simple process of retribution. For if matters had
-remained as they were between Rathborne and herself, there could have
-been no question of this. And they would have so remained but for me."
-
-"You should be very grateful," said Claire, "that you have been allowed
-to atone so fully for a fault that you might have had to regret always.
-_Now_ it can be forgotten. Helen says she will be married in April,
-does she not?"
-
-Marion turned to the letter. "Yes, in April--just after Easter. Claire,
-let us beg her to come abroad for her wedding journey, and join us?"
-
-"With all my heart," said Claire. "They can come here for a little
-time, and then we can go with them to Switzerland, or the Italian
-lakes, or wherever they wish to go for the summer. It will be pleasant
-for us to be together once more--for the last time."
-
-"Claire, you break my heart when you talk so!"
-
-"Oh! no," said Claire, gently, "I am very sure that I do not break your
-heart; and if I sadden you a little, that is necessary; but it will not
-last long. There is no need to think of it now, however; only think
-that you and Helen and I will pass a few happy days together--for I
-suppose Mr. Singleton will not be much of a drawback--before we start
-on another and a different beginning of life from that on which we
-entered when we left our dear convent."
-
-
-
-
-EPILOGUE.
-
-
-A year from the summer day when three girls had stood together on the
-eve of parting in their convent school-room, the same three were seated
-together on the shores of the Lago di Como. The garden of the hotel in
-which they were staying extended to the verge of the lake, and they
-had found a lovely leafy nook, surrounded by oleander and myrtle, with
-an unobstructed view over the blue sparkling water and the beautiful
-shores, framed by mountains.
-
-"A year ago to-day!" said Marion, meditatively, after a pause of some
-length. "Do you remember how we wondered when and where we should be
-together again? And here we are, with an experience behind us which is
-full of dramatic changes and full of instructions--at least for me."
-
-"Certainly for me also," observed Helen. "Looking back on what I passed
-through, I realize clearly how foolish we are to regret the loss of
-things that seem to us desirable, but which God knows to be just the
-reverse. How miserable I was for a time! Yet that very misery was
-paving the way for my present happiness."
-
-"Very directly," said Marion, "yet it is something I do not like to
-think of; for it might all have ended so differently but for the mercy
-of God--and yours too, Helen. You deserve happiness, because you were
-so gentle and generous under unhappiness. As for me, I deserve nothing
-good, yet I have gained a great deal--the gift of faith, relief from
-self-reproach, and the great pleasure of being here with you and
-Claire."
-
-Claire looked at the speaker with a smile. "The pleasure of being
-together is one that we all share," she said; "and also, I think, the
-sense of great gratitude to God. How much have I, for instance, to be
-grateful for--I who a year ago went forth into the world with so much
-reluctance--that the way has been made so clear to my feet; that I have
-now such a sense of peace, such a conviction of being in the right
-path!"
-
-The others did not answer. It was hard for them--particularly hard for
-Marion--to give full sympathy on this point; for the pain of impending
-separation was hanging over them, and not even their recognition of the
-peace of which Claire spoke could make them altogether willing to see
-her pass out of their lives forever. There is the irrrevocableness and
-therefore the pain of death in such partings, intensified by the fact
-that just in proportion as a character is fitted for the religious life
-does it possess the virtues to endear it most to those associated with
-it in the world. In such cases renunciation is not altogether on one
-side; and although Marion had struggled for the strength to make this
-renunciation, she could not yet control herself sufficiently to speak
-of it. Her own future looked very blank to her, although it had been
-decided that she should remain with Helen, at least for a time, when
-Claire left them.
-
-"I will stay with you until after your return to America," she had said
-to Helen when her plans were discussed; "but then I must find something
-to do--some occupation with which to fill my life."
-
-Helen shook her head. "I am sure that George will never consent to
-that," she answered.
-
-"And what has George to do with it?" asked Marion, amused by the calm,
-positive tone of Helen's speech. "I am really not aware that he has any
-control over me."
-
-"Control--no," answered Helen; "but he feels that he owes you so
-much--the recovery of his father's fortune without any expense or
-division--that he is anxious to find something he can do for you, and
-he has said again and again how much he wished that you would allow him
-to make you independent."
-
-"He could not make me independent of the need to fill my life with some
-work worth the doing," said Marion. "I do not yet perceive what it is
-to be, but no doubt I shall find out."
-
-"Of course you will find out," said Claire, with her gentle,
-unquestioning faith. "God never fails to show the way to one who is
-willing to see it."
-
-The way, however, had not yet been made clear to Marion as the three
-sat together on this anniversary of their first parting. She felt the
-difference between herself and her companions very keenly. To them life
-showed itself as a clear path, which they had only to follow to be
-certain that they were in the way of duty. All doubts and perplexities
-were at an end for them, whereas for her they seemed only beginning.
-What, indeed, was she to do with her life? She could as yet see no
-answer to that question, and could only trust that in God's time the
-way would be made clear to her.
-
-The silence after Claire's last speech lasted some time; for there
-seemed little to be said, though much to be felt, on the events of
-the past year. At length Helen observed, looking around toward the
-hotel, "How long George is in coming! He promised to follow us almost
-immediately, and I think we must have been here almost an hour."
-
-"Oh! no," said Claire, smiling, "not so long as that. But certainly he
-has not fulfilled his promise of coming soon."
-
-"And it is a pity," continued Helen; "for just now is the most
-delightful time to be on the water. I believe I will go and look for
-him. Will any one else come?"
-
-Claire, who was always in readiness to do anything asked of her,
-assented and rose. But Marion kept her seat. "I think this is almost
-as pleasant as being on the water," she said. "But when you have found
-George, and he has found a boat, and all is in readiness, you may
-summon me. Meanwhile I am very comfortable where I am."
-
-"We will summon you, then, when we are ready," said Helen. And the two
-walked away toward the hotel.
-
-Marion, who had still, as of old, a great liking for solitude, settled
-herself, after the others left, in a corner of the bench on which they
-had been seated, and looked at the lovely scene before her eyes which
-saw its beauty as in a dream. She was living over her life of the past
-year while she gazed at the distant, glittering Alpine summits; and
-although she had spoken truly in saying that she was deeply conscious
-of gratitude for many dangers escaped, and chiefly for the wonderful
-gift of faith, there nevertheless remained a sharp recollection of
-failure and pain dominating all her thoughts of the past.
-
-Her face was very grave, therefore, and her brows knitted with an
-expression of thought or suffering, when a man presently came around
-a bend of the path, and paused an instant, unobserved, to regard her.
-He saw, or fancied that he saw, many changes in that face since it had
-fascinated him first; but they were not changes which detracted from
-its charm. The beauty was as striking as ever, but the expression had
-altered much. There was no longer a curve of disdain on the perfect
-lips, nor a light of mockery in the brilliant eyes. The countenance had
-softened even while it had grown more serious, and its intellectual
-character was more manifest than ever. These things struck Brian Earle
-during the minute in which he paused. Then, fearing to be observed, he
-came forward.
-
-His step on the path roused Marion's attention, and, turning her eyes
-quickly from the distant scene, she was amazed to see before her the
-man who was just then most clearly in her thoughts.
-
-Startled almost beyond the power of self-control, she said nothing.
-It was he who advanced and spoke. "Forgive me if I intrude, Miss
-Lynde--but I was told that I should find you here; and--and I hoped
-that you would not object to seeing me."
-
-Marion, who had now recovered herself, held out her hand to meet his,
-saying, quietly, "Why should I object? But it is a great surprise. I
-had no idea that you were in this part of the world at all."
-
-"My arrival here is very recent," he said, sitting down beside her;
-"and you may fancy my surprise when, an hour after my arrival, I met
-George Singleton, and heard the extraordinary news of his marriage to
-your cousin."
-
-"That must have astonished you very much. We first heard of it after
-you left Rome."
-
-"It astonished me the more," he said with some hesitation, "because I
-had fancied it likely that in the end _you_ would marry him."
-
-"I!" she said, coloring quickly and vividly. Then after a moment she
-added, with a tinge of bitterness in her tone, "Such an idea was
-natural, perhaps, considering your opinion of me. But it was a great
-mistake."
-
-"So I have learned," he answered. "But when you speak of my opinion of
-you, may I ask what you conceive it to be?"
-
-"Is it necessary that we should discuss it?" she asked with a touch of
-her old haughtiness. "It is not of importance--to me."
-
-"I am sure of that," he said, with something of humility. "But, believe
-me, your opinion of it is of importance to me. Therefore I should very
-much like to know what you believe that I think of you."
-
-Her straight brows grew closer together. She spoke with the air of
-one who wishes to end a disagreeable subject. "This seems to me very
-unnecessary, Mr. Earle; but, since you insist, I suppose that you think
-me altogether mercenary and ready, if the opportunity had been given
-me, to marry your cousin for his fortune."
-
-"Thank you," he answered when she ceased speaking. "I am much obliged
-by your frankness. I feared that you did me just such injustice; and
-yet, Miss Lynde, how _can_ you? In the first place, do you suppose
-that I am unaware that you gave his father's fortune intact to my
-cousin? And in the second place, have I not heard that you refused it
-when he offered it to you again, with himself? If I had ever fancied
-you mercenary, could I continue so to mistake you after hearing these
-things? But indeed I never did think you mercenary, not even in the
-days when we differed most on the question which finally divided us.
-I did not think _then_ that you desired wealth for itself, or that
-you would have done anything unworthy to gain it; but I thought you
-exaggerated its value for the sake of the things it could purchase,
-and I believed then (what I _know_ now) that you did injustice to
-the nobleness of your own nature in setting before yourself worldly
-prosperity as your ideal of happiness."
-
-She shook her head a little sadly. "The less said of the nobleness of
-my nature the better," she answered; "but I soon found that the ideal
-was a very poor one, and one which could not satisfy me. I am glad your
-cousin came to claim that fortune, which might else have weighed me
-down with its responsibility to the end."
-
-"And do you forgive me," he said, leaning toward her and lowering his
-voice, "for having refused that fortune?"
-
-"Does it matter," she answered, somewhat nervously, "whether I forgive
-you or not? It would have ended in the same way. You, too, would have
-had to give it up when your cousin appeared."
-
-"But, putting that aside, can you not _now_ realize a little better
-my motives, and forgive whatever seemed harsh or dictatorial in my
-conduct?"
-
-Marion had grown very pale. "I have no right to judge your conduct,"
-she said.
-
-"You had a right then, and you exercised it severely. Perhaps I was too
-presumptuous, too decided in my opinion and refusal. I have thought so
-since, and I should like to hear you say that you forgive it."
-
-"I cannot imagine," she said, with a marked lack of her usual
-self-possession, "why you should attach any importance to my
-forgiveness--granting that I have anything to forgive."
-
-"Can you not? Then I will tell you why I attach importance to it.
-Because during these months of absence I have learned that my
-attachment to you is as great as it ever was--as great, do I say? Nay,
-it is much greater, since I know you better now, and the nobleness in
-which I formerly believed has been proved. I can hardly venture to hope
-for so much happiness, but if it is possible that you can think of me
-again, that you can forgive and trust me, I should try, by God's help,
-to deserve your trust better."
-
-"Do not speak in that manner," said Marion, with trembling lips. "It
-is I who should ask forgiveness, if there is to be any question of
-it at all. But I thought you had forgotten me--it was surely natural
-enough,--and that when you went away it was because--on account
-of--Claire."
-
-"You were right," he answered, quietly. "I meant to tell you that. In
-the reaction of my disappointment about you, I thought of your friend;
-because I admired her so much, I fancied I was in love with her. But
-when she put an end to such fancies by telling me gently and kindly of
-her intention to enter the religious life, I learned my mistake. The
-thought of her passed away like a dream--like a shadow that has crossed
-a mirror,--and I found that you, Marion, had been in my heart all the
-time. I tested myself by absence, and I returned with the intention of
-seeking you wherever you were to be found, and asking you if there is
-no hope for me--no hope of winning your heart and your trust again."
-
-There was a moment's pause, and then she held out her hand to him.
-
-"You have never lost either," she said.
-
-(THE END.)
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-FAIRY GOLD</p>
-
-<p class="ph3"><i>By</i> CHRISTIAN REID</p>
-
-<p class="ph4"><i>Author of "Véra's Charge," "Philip's Restitution," "A Child of<br />
-Mary," "His Victory," etc.</i></p>
-
-<p class="center" style="margin-top: 5em;">
-<img src="images/illus01.jpg" alt="title" />
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-</p>
-
-
-<p class="ph4" >THE AVE MARIA PRESS<br />
-NOTRE DAME, INDIANA</p>
-
-
-
-<p class="ph5" style="margin-top: 5em;"><span class="smcap">Copyright</span>, 1897,</p>
-
-<p class="ph6">BY</p>
-
-<p class="ph5">D.E. HUDSON.</p>
-
-
-
-<hr class="chap" />
-<p class="ph2">FAIRY GOLD.</p>
-
-
-
-<hr class="chap" />
-<p class="ph2">PRELUDE.</p>
-
-
-<p>"<span class="letter">C</span><span class="uppercase">laire</span>! do stop that tiresome practicing and come here. Helen and I
-want you."</p>
-
-<p>The voice was very clear and vibrating, and had a ring of command in it
-as it uttered these words; while the summer dusk was dying away, and
-the summer air came soft and sweet into the school-room of a convent,
-that, from the eminence on which it stood, overlooked a city at its
-feet, and the rise and fall of Atlantic tides. It was drawing toward
-the close of the exercise-hour, but the two girls who stood together
-in school-girl fashion beside an open window, and the third, who in an
-adjoining music-room was diligently practicing Chopin, were not the
-only ones who had neglected its observance and incurred no rebuke;
-for was not to-morrow the end of the scholastic year, and did not
-relaxation of rules already reign from dormitory to class-room?</p>
-
-<p>Many hearts were beating high at the thought of the freedom which that
-morrow would bring; many dreams were woven of the bright world which
-lay beyond these quiet shades; of pleasures which were to replace
-the monotonous round of occupation in which youth had so far been
-spent&mdash;the round of lessons from teachers whose voices were gentle as
-their faces were holy and serene; of quiet meditations in the beautiful
-chapel, with its sculptured altar and stained-glass windows and
-never-dying lamp; of walks in the green old garden, and romps along its
-far-stretching alleys. They were ready to leave it all behind, these
-careless birds, eager to try their new-fledged wings; and when the heat
-and burden of the day should come down upon them, how much they would
-give for one hour of the old quiet peace, the old happy ignorance!</p>
-
-<p>And among them all no face was more bright with triumphant hope&mdash;or
-was it triumphant resolve?&mdash;than hers whose voice went ringing through
-the almost deserted school-room, in the half-entreaty, half-command
-recorded above.</p>
-
-<p>The sound of the piano ceased on the instant; a slight rustling
-followed, as of music being put away; and then a girl came down the
-middle aisle of desks, toward the window which overlooked the garden
-and faced the glowing western sky, where the two girls were standing,
-both of whom turned as she advanced.</p>
-
-<p>"You must pardon me," she said, in a tone of apology. "I did not mean
-to stay so long, but I forget myself when I am at the piano, and I
-could scarcely bear to think that this was my last hour of practice."</p>
-
-<p>"I am quite sure that it will not be your last hour of practice," said
-the girl who had spoken first. "You are too fond of drudgery for that.
-But how can you talk of not bearing to think of its being the last
-<i>here</i>, when Helen and I have been congratulating each other on the
-fact until we exhausted all our expressions of pleasure, and had to
-call on you to help us?"</p>
-
-<p>"Then you would have done better to let me finish my practicing,"
-said the other, with a faint smile; "for I cannot help you with one
-expression of pleasure: I am too sorry."</p>
-
-<p>"Sorry!"&mdash;it was the one called Helen who broke in here. "Oh! how can
-you say that, when we are going home to be so happy?"</p>
-
-<p>"<i>You</i> are going home, dear," remarked Claire, gently.</p>
-
-<p>"And are not you? Is not my home your home, and will I not be hurt if
-you do not feel it so?"</p>
-
-<p>"You are very kind, dear," said Claire; "but you cannot give me what
-God has denied. Perhaps I too might be glad of to-morrow, Helen, if I
-had your future or Marion's courage; but, lacking both, I only feel
-afraid and sad. I feel as if I should like to stay here forever&mdash;as if
-I were being pushed out into a world with which I am not able to cope."</p>
-
-<p>"But a world which shall never harm you so long as my love and Marion's
-courage can help you," said Helen, as she passed her disengaged arm
-around the slender form. "You know we three are pledged to stand
-together as long as we live; are we not, Marion?"</p>
-
-<p>"I know that Claire is very foolish," answered Marion. "If I had her
-talent I should be eager to go into the world&mdash;eager to cope with and
-overcome it. Everyone says that she is certain to succeed, and of all
-the gifts in the world fame must be the sweetest."</p>
-
-<p>"I suppose it is," said Claire; "but I know enough of art&mdash;just
-enough&mdash;to be aware that it is a long journey before one can even dream
-of fame. I love to paint&mdash;oh! yes, better than anything else,&mdash;but I
-know what difficult work lies before me in becoming an artist."</p>
-
-<p>"Yet you do not mind work," observed Helen, in a wondering tone.</p>
-
-<p>"No." answered the other, "not here, where I had help and encouragement
-and the sense of safe shelter. But out in the world, where I shall have
-only myself to look to, and no one to care whether I fail or not&mdash;well,
-I confess my courage ebbs as I think of that."</p>
-
-<p>"How strange!" said Marion. "If my hands were as free as yours are, I
-should like nothing better than for them to be as empty&mdash;if you can
-call hands empty that have such a power."</p>
-
-<p>"And are not your hands as free as mine?" asked the other. "We are both
-orphans, and both&mdash;"</p>
-
-<p>"Poor," said Marion, frankly. "Yes, but with a difference. Most people,
-I suppose, would think the difference in my favor; <i>I</i> think it is in
-yours. You have no family obligations to prevent your doing what you
-will with your life, from following the bent of your genius; while
-I&mdash;well, it is true I have no genius, but if I had it would be all the
-same. My uncle would never consent to my doing anything to lower the
-family dignity, and I owe him enough to make me feel bound to respect
-his wishes."</p>
-
-<p>"It is well to have some one whose wishes one is bound to respect,"
-said Claire gently, and then a silence fell.</p>
-
-<p>They were decided contrasts, these three girls, as they stood together
-by the open window, and looked out on the bright sunset and down into
-the large garden;&mdash;decided contrasts, yet all possessed in greater or
-less degree the gift of beauty.</p>
-
-<p>It was certainly in greater degree with Marion Lynde, whose daily
-expanding loveliness had been the marvel of all who saw her for two
-years past;&mdash;the marvel even in this quiet convent, where human aspect
-was perhaps of less account than any where else on all God's earth. The
-little children had looked with admiration on her brilliant face, the
-older girls had gazed on it with throbs of unconscious envy; the nuns
-had glanced pityingly at the girl who bore so proudly that often fatal
-dower; and many times the Mother Superior had sent up a special prayer
-for this defiant soldier of life, when she saw her kneeling at Mass or
-Benediction with a many-tinted glory streaming over her head.</p>
-
-<p>As she stood now in her simple school dress, Marion was a picture
-of striking beauty. Tall, slight, graceful, there was in her grace
-something imperial and unlike other women. Her white skin, finely
-grained and colorless as the petal of a lily, suited the regular,
-clear-cut features; while her eyes were large and dark&mdash;splendid eyes,
-which seemed to carry lustre in their sweeping glance,&mdash;and her hair
-was a mass of red gold. Altogether a face to study with a sense of
-artistic pleasure,&mdash;a face to admire as one admires a statue or a
-painting; but not a face that attracted or wakened love, as many less
-beautiful faces do, or as that of her cousin, Helen Morley, did.</p>
-
-<p>For everyone loved Helen&mdash;a winsome creature, with lips that seemed
-formed only for smiles, and hands ever ready to caress and aid; with
-endearing ways that the hardest heart could not have resisted, and
-a heaven-born capacity for loving that seemed inexhaustible. It was
-impossible to look on the bright young face and think that sorrow could
-ever darken it, or that tears would ever dim the clear violet of those
-joyous eyes. From the Mother Superior down to the youngest scholar, all
-loved the girl, and all recognized how entirely she seemed marked out
-for happy destinies. "You must not let the brightness of this world
-veil Heaven from your sight, my child," the nuns would say, as they
-laid their hands on the silken-soft head, and longed to hold back from
-the turmoil of life this white dove, whose wings were already spread
-for flight from the quiet haven where they had been folded for a time.</p>
-
-<p>Least beautiful of the three girls was Claire Alford,&mdash;a girl whose
-reserved manner had perhaps kept love as well as familiarity at bay
-during the years of her convent tutelage. Even Marion, with all her
-haughty waywardness, had more friends than this quiet student. Yet
-no one could find fault with Claire. She was always considerate and
-gentle, quick to oblige and slow to take offense. But she lived a life
-absorbed within itself, and those around her felt this. They felt that
-her eyes were fixed on some distant goal, to which every thought of her
-mind and effort of her nature was directed.</p>
-
-<p>The only child and orphan of a struggling artist&mdash;a man of genius, but
-who died before he conquered the recognition of the world,&mdash;Claire knew
-that her slender fortune would hardly suffice for the expenses of her
-education, and that afterward she must look for aid to herself alone.
-Usually life goes hard with a woman under such circumstances as these.
-But Claire had one power as a weapon with which to fight her way. Her
-talent for painting had been the astonishment of all her teachers, and
-it was a settled thing that she would make art the object and pursuit
-of her life. If least beautiful of the three girls who stood there
-together, an observant glance might have lingered longest on her. There
-was something very attractive in the gray eyes that gazed so steadily
-from under their long lashes, and in the smile that stirred now and
-then the usually grave and gentle lips.</p>
-
-<p>It only remains to be added that both Claire and Helen were Catholics,
-while Marion had been brought up in Protestantism, which resulted, in
-her case, in absolute religious indifference.</p>
-
-<p>The silence had lasted for some time, when Helen's voice at last broke
-it, saying:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>"You are right, Claire. It does make one sad to think that we are
-standing together for the last time in our dear old school-room. We
-have been so happy here! I wonder if we shall be <i>very</i> much more happy
-out in the world?"</p>
-
-<p>"I doubt if we shall ever be half as happy again," answered Claire.</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, you prophet of evil! Why not?"</p>
-
-<p>"Why not, Helen!" repeated Claire. "Because I doubt if we shall ever
-again feel so entirely at peace with ourselves and with others as we
-have felt here."</p>
-
-<p>"It is a very nice place," observed Helen; "and I love the Mother
-Superior and all the Sisters dearly. But, then, of course, I want to
-see mamma and Harry and little Jock. I want to ride Brown Bess again,
-and I do want to go to a party Claire."</p>
-
-<p>"Well," said Claire, smiling, "I suppose there is no doubt that you
-will go to a good many parties, and I hope you will enjoy them."</p>
-
-<p>"There is no doubt of her enjoyment," interposed Marion, speaking in
-her usual half satiric tone, "if Paul Rathborne is to be there."</p>
-
-<p>"I was not thinking of Paul Rathborne, and neither, I am sure, was
-Helen," said Claire.</p>
-
-<p>"That is likely!" cried Marion, laughing. "Don't, Helen! I would not
-tell a story to oblige Claire, if I were you."</p>
-
-<p>But Helen had apparently little idea of telling the story. Even in the
-dusk, the flush that overspread her face was visible, and the lids
-drooped over the violet eyes.</p>
-
-<p>"At all events, we will not talk of him," said Claire, decidedly. "We
-will talk of ourselves and our own futures. We are standing on the
-threshold of a new life, and surely we may spare a little time in
-wondering how it will fare with us. Marion, what do you say?"</p>
-
-<p>"If one may judge the future by the past, I should say, so far as I am
-concerned, badly enough," Marion replied. "But whether I alter matters
-for better or for worse, I don't mean to go on in the same old way; I
-shall change the road, if I don't mend it."</p>
-
-<p>"Change it in what manner?"</p>
-
-<p>"I don't know exactly. Circumstances will have to decide that for
-me. But I don't mean to go back to my uncle's, to share the family
-economics, and hear the family complaints, and wear Adela's old
-dresses; you may be sure of that, Claire!"</p>
-
-<p>"But how can you avoid it," asked Claire, "when you have just said that
-you will not disregard your uncle's wishes by attempting to support
-yourself?"</p>
-
-<p>"I shall not do anything to hurt the Lynde pride," answered the girl,
-mockingly. "I shall only take my gifts of body and mind into the world,
-and see what I can make of them."</p>
-
-<p>"Make of them!" repeated Helen. "In what way?"</p>
-
-<p>"There is only one way that I care about," returned the other,
-carelessly: "the way of a fortune."</p>
-
-<p>"Oh! I understand: you mean to marry a rich man."</p>
-
-<p>"I mean that only as a last resort. The world would think worse of me
-if I robbed a man of his fortune; but I should think worse of myself,
-and wrong him more, if I married him to obtain it. No, Helen, I shall
-not do that&mdash;if I can help it."</p>
-
-<p>"But you would not be wronging him, Marion, if you loved him."</p>
-
-<p>"And do you think," demanded the young cynic, "that one is likely to
-love the man it is best for one to marry?"</p>
-
-<p>"Yes, I think so&mdash;I know so."</p>
-
-<p>"Ah! well, perhaps it may be so to such a child of happy fate as you
-are, but it is never likely to occur to me."</p>
-
-<p>"And is a fortune all that you mean to look for in life?" asked Helen.</p>
-
-<p>"Why should I look for anything more? Does not that comprise
-everything? Ah! you have never known the bitterness of poverty, or
-you would not doubt that when one has fortune, one has all that is
-necessary for happiness."</p>
-
-<p>"But I have known poverty," broke in Claire; "and I know, Marion, that
-there are many worse things in life than want of money, and many better
-things than possessing it."</p>
-
-<p>"That is all you know about the matter," replied Marion, with an air
-of scorn. "Perhaps I, too, might be able to feel in that way, if I had
-known only the poverty that you have&mdash;a picturesque, Bohemian poverty,
-with no necessity to pretend to be what you were not. But genteel
-poverty, which must keep up appearances by a hundred makeshifts and
-embarrassments and meannesses&mdash;have you ever known <i>that</i>? It has been
-the experience of my life,&mdash;one which I shudder to recall, and which I
-would sooner die than go back to."</p>
-
-<p>"Poor darling! you shall not go back to it," cried Helen.</p>
-
-<p>But Marion threw off her caressing hand.</p>
-
-<p>"Don't, Helen!" she said, sharply. "I can't bear pity, even from you.
-But I have talked enough of myself. You both know what I am going to
-do: to make a fortune by some means. Now it is your turn, Claire, to
-tell your ambition."</p>
-
-<p>"You know it very well," answered Claire, quietly. "I am going to be an
-artist, and perhaps, if God helps me, to make a name."</p>
-
-<p>"Yes, I know," said Marion, gloomily. "Yours is a noble ambition, and I
-think you will succeed."</p>
-
-<p>"I hope so," responded Claire, looking out on the sunset with her
-earnest eyes. "At least I know that I have resolution and perseverance,
-and I used to hear my father say that with those things even mediocre
-talent could do much."</p>
-
-<p>"And yours is not mediocre. Yet you talk of being sorry to leave here,
-with such a prospect before you."</p>
-
-<p>"Such a battle, too. And people say that the world is very hard and
-stern to those who fight it single-handed."</p>
-
-<p>"So much the better!" cried Marion, flinging back her head with an air
-of defiance. "There will be so much the more glory in triumph."</p>
-
-<p>"You never seem to think of failure," observed Claire, with a smile.
-"But now Helen must tell us what she desires her future to be."</p>
-
-<p>"Mine?" said Helen. "Oh! I leave all such things as fortune and fame to
-you and Marion. I mean only to be happy."</p>
-
-<p>"To be happy!" repeated Marion. "Well, I admire your modesty. You have
-set up for yourself a much more difficult aim than either Claire's or
-my own. And how do you mean to be happy? That is the next question."</p>
-
-<p>"I don't know," replied Helen, with a laugh. "I just mean to go home to
-enjoy myself; that is all. And how happy it makes me to think that you
-are both going with me!"</p>
-
-<p>"Dear little Helen!" said Claire, caressingly. "But it will not make
-you unhappy to hear that I am not going with you, will it? I have just
-found out that I can not go."</p>
-
-<p>"Not go!" repeated Helen. The deepest surprise and disappointment were
-written on her face. "O, Claire, it is impossible that you can mean
-it&mdash;that you can be so unkind! Why do you say such a thing?"</p>
-
-<p>"I say it because it is true, dear; though it is a greater
-disappointment to me than to you. I have just had a letter from my
-guardian, telling me he has found an opportunity to send me abroad with
-a lady, an acquaintance of his own; and I have no choice but to go."</p>
-
-<p>"I should think you would be delighted to find such an opportunity,"
-said Marion. "But surely the lady is not going to Rome at this season?"</p>
-
-<p>"No: she is going to Germany for the summer, and to Italy in the
-autumn; which is a very good thing, for I shall see the galleries of
-Dresden and Munich before I go to Rome. Of course I am glad&mdash;I must be
-glad&mdash;to find the opportunity at once; but I had promised myself the
-pleasure of a quiet, happy month with Helen and you, and I am sorry to
-lose it."</p>
-
-<p>"It is too bad," said Helen, with a sound as of tears in her voice. "I
-had anticipated so much pleasure in our all three being together! And
-now&mdash;why could not your guardian have waited to find the lady, or why
-does she not put off going abroad until the autumn?"</p>
-
-<p>"Why, in short, is not the whole scheme of things arranged with
-reference to one insignificant person called Claire Alford?" replied
-Claire, laughing. "No, dear; there is no help for it. I must give up
-the idea of a short rest before the combat."</p>
-
-<p>"And now there is no telling when we shall all be together again!" said
-Helen. "I could not have believed that such a disappointment was in
-store for me."</p>
-
-<p>"I hope you will never know a worse one," remarked Claire. "But if we
-live, we must meet again some day. We are too good friends to suffer
-such trifles as time and space to separate us always."</p>
-
-<p>"But you are going so far away, one cannot tell when or where that
-meeting will be," said Helen, still mournfully.</p>
-
-<p>"Perhaps it may be when Marion has made her fortune, and asks us to
-visit her castle," answered Claire. "Marion, have you formed any plans
-as to where it is to be situated? Marion, don't you hear?"</p>
-
-<p>"What is it?" asked Marion, starting. "I beg your pardon, but I was
-thinking. Did you say, Claire, that this visit, which you could not
-make, would have been a rest before the combat to you? I was wondering
-if it will be a rest to me or a beginning."</p>
-
-<p>She spoke half dreamily, and neither of the others answered. They only
-stood with the sunset glow falling on their fair young faces, their
-wistful gaze resting upon each other, and quite silent, until a bell
-pealed softly out on the twilight air, and their last school-day ended
-forever.</p>
-
-
-
-<hr class="chap" />
-<p class="ph2">CHAPTER I.</p>
-
-
-<p class="drop"><span class="uppercase">There</span> is nothing specially attractive about Scarborough&mdash;a town which
-nestles among green hills near the foot of the Blue Ridge,&mdash;except its
-salubrious and delightful climate, which has long drawn summer visitors
-from the lower malarial country; but if it had been as beautiful as
-Naples or as far-famed as Venice, it could not have wakened more loving
-delight than that which shone in Helen Morley's eyes as she drew near
-it. For that deeply-rooted attachment to familiar scenes&mdash;to those
-aspects of nature on which the eyes first opened, and which to the
-child are like the face of another mother&mdash;was as strong in her as it
-is in most people of affectionate character. For several miles before
-the train reached Scarborough, she was calling Marion's attention to
-one familiar landmark after another; and when finally they stopped at
-the station on the outskirts of the town, her eagerness knew no bounds.</p>
-
-<p>"Come, Marion; here we are!" she cried, springing up hastily. But at
-that moment the car was burst open by a tall young man, who entered,
-followed by two small boys, upon all three of whom, as it seemed to
-Marion, Helen, with a glad little cry, precipitated herself. There were
-embraces, kisses, inquiries for a moment; then the young man turned
-and held out his hand, saying, "This is Miss Lynde, I am sure?"</p>
-
-<p>"Yes," said Helen, turning her flushed, smiling face. "And this is my
-cousin, Frank Morley, Marion. And here is my brother Harry, who has
-almost grown to be a man since I went away; and here is little Jock."</p>
-
-<p>Marion shook hands with all these new acquaintances; the boys seized
-bags and baskets, and the young man led the way from the car and
-assisted them to the platform outside, near which a large open carriage
-was standing, with a broadly-smiling ebony coachman, whom Helen greeted
-warmly. Then her cousin told her that she had better drive home at
-once. "I shall stay and attend to the trunks, and will see you later,"
-he said.</p>
-
-<p>So Helen, Marion, and the boys were bundled into the carriage, and
-drove away through the streets of Scarborough,&mdash;Helen explaining that
-her home was at the opposite end of the town from the station. "Indeed
-we are quite in the county," she said: "and I like it much better than
-living in town."</p>
-
-<p>"Who would wish to live in a town like this!" asked Marion, eying
-disdainfully the rural-looking streets through which they were passing.
-"I like the overflowing life, the roar and fret of a great city; but
-places of this kind seem to me made only to put people to sleep,
-mentally as well as physically."</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, Scarborough is a very nice place when you know it!" said Helen,
-in arms at once for her birth-place. "And I assure you people are not
-asleep in it, by any means."</p>
-
-<p>"These young gentlemen certainly look wide awake," resumed Marion,
-regarding the two boys, who were in turn regarding her with large and
-solemn eyes. "And so looked your cousin&mdash;very wide awake indeed."</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, Frank is a delightful boy!" exclaimed Helen; "and I am very fond
-of him."</p>
-
-<p>"I am glad to hear it," said Marion. "I hope you will be fond enough of
-him to keep him away from me; for if I abhor anything, it is a boy&mdash;I
-mean" (with a glance at the two young faces before her) "a boy who
-fancies himself a man."</p>
-
-<p>"Frank is twenty years old," observed Harry, who, being himself barely
-ten, naturally regarded this as a venerable age.</p>
-
-<p>"So I imagined," replied Marion; "and twenty is not my favorite
-age&mdash;for a man. Jock's age suits me better. Jock, how old are you?"</p>
-
-<p>Jock replied that he was seven; but at this point an exclamation from
-Helen cut the conversation short; for now they were rapidly approaching
-a house situated in the midst of large grounds on the outskirts of
-the town,&mdash;a shade-embowered dwelling, on the broad veranda of which
-flitting forms were to be seen, as the carriage paused a moment for the
-gate to be opened. Helen stood up and eagerly waved her handkerchief;
-then they drove in, swept around a large circle and drew up before an
-open door, from which poured a troop of eager welcomers of all ages and
-colors.</p>
-
-<p>It seemed to Marion a babel of sound which ensued&mdash;kisses, welcomes,
-hand-shakings, questions,&mdash;then she was swept along by the tide into
-the cool, garnished house, and thence on to a bowery chamber, where
-she was left for a little while to herself: since Helen was, after
-all, the grand object of the ovation, and it was into Helen's room
-that the loyal crowd gathered, who had merely given to Marion that
-cordial welcome which no stranger ever failed to receive on a Southern
-threshold.</p>
-
-<p>Only Helen's mother&mdash;who, having been twice married, was now Mrs.
-Dalton&mdash;lingered behind with the young stranger, and looked earnestly
-into the fair face, as if seeking a likeness.</p>
-
-<p>"You are very little like your mother, my dear," she said at last;
-"though you have her eyes. Alice was beautiful, but it was a gentle
-beauty; while you&mdash;well, I think you must be altogether a Lynde."</p>
-
-<p>"I know that I am very like the Lyndes," Marion answered. "I have a
-miniature of my father, which I can see myself that I resemble."</p>
-
-<p>"He was a very handsome man," said Mrs. Dalton, "and daring&mdash;ah! it
-was no wonder that he was among the first to rush into the war, and
-among the first to be killed! My child, you do not know how my heart
-has yearned over you during all these years, how happy I was to hear of
-your being at the convent with Helen, and now how glad I am to see you
-under my own roof. I want you to feel that you are like a daughter of
-the house."</p>
-
-<p>"You are very kind," replied Marion, touched by the evident sincerity
-of the words. "I am glad, too, to know at last some of my mother's
-kindred."</p>
-
-<p>"I can't help wishing that you looked more like her," said Mrs. Dalton,
-returning wistfully to that point. "She was very lovely&mdash;though you&mdash;I
-suppose I need not tell you what <i>you</i> are. My dear"&mdash;and suddenly the
-elder woman stooped to kiss the younger&mdash;"I am sorry for you."</p>
-
-<p>"I am sorry for you!" The words lingered on Marion's ear after her
-aunt's kindly presence had left the room and she stood alone, asking
-herself why she was so often met in this manner. Why was it that, even
-with her royal beauty, she had thus far encountered more of pity than
-of admiration? Why did all eyes that had looked on the sin and sorrow
-of earth regard her with compassion, and why had she heard so often in
-her old life that which was her first greeting in the new&mdash;"I am sorry
-for you"?</p>
-
-<p>"Sorry!&mdash;for what?" The girl asked herself this with fiery and
-impatient disdain. What did they all mean? Why did this keynote of
-unknown misfortune or suffering meet her at every turn, like a shadow
-flung forward by the unborn future? Why did this refrain always ring
-in her ears? She was tired of it&mdash;so she said to herself with sudden
-passion,&mdash;and she would let the future prove whether or not their pity
-was misplaced.</p>
-
-<p>She let down her magnificent hair as she thought this, and looked at
-herself in the mirror out of a burnished cloud. Not, however, as most
-beautiful women look at the fair image that smiles from those shadowy
-depths&mdash;not with the gratified gaze of self-admiration or the glance of
-conscious power, but with a criticism severe and stern enough to have
-banished all loveliness from a less perfect face; with a cool reckoning
-and appreciation, in which the innocent vanity of girlhood bore no
-part. And when this scrutiny was ended, the smile that came over her
-face spoke more of resolution than of pleasure.</p>
-
-<p>She took up a comb then, and began arranging her hair. The task did not
-occupy her many minutes; for her deft fingers were very quick, and no
-one had ever accused her of caring for the arts of the toilet. On the
-contrary, she had always manifested a careless disregard of them, which
-puzzled her associates, and was by not a few set down to affectation.
-Now, when she had piled her hair on top of her head like a coronal
-of red gold, she proceeded to make her simple toilet, with scarcely
-another glance toward the mirror. It was soon completed, and she had
-been ready some time when a knock at the door was followed by the
-appearance of Helen's beaming face.</p>
-
-<p>"So you are dressed?" she said. "I came to show you the way down. I
-would have come sooner, but, you know, there was so much to say."</p>
-
-<p>"And to hear," added Marion. "I can imagine, though I do not know, what
-such a home-coming is. And what a lovely home you have, Helen!"</p>
-
-<p>"You have hardly seen it yet," answered Helen. "Come and let me show
-you all over it."</p>
-
-<p>It was certainly a spacious and pleasant house, built with the stately,
-honest solidity of the work of former generations, but with many modern
-additions which served to enhance its picturesqueness and comfort.
-Marion praised it with a sincerity that delighted Helen; and, having
-made a thorough exploration, they passed out of the wide lower hall
-into a veranda, which, as in most Southern houses, was at this hour the
-place of general rendezvous. Here a pretty dark-eyed girl came forward
-to meet them.</p>
-
-<p>"I was introduced to you when you arrived, Miss Lynde," she said, "but
-there was such a hubbub I fancy you did not notice me, and I am glad to
-welcome you again. I feel as if Helen's cousin must be my cousin too."</p>
-
-<p>"Helen's cousin is much obliged," said Marion. "You are Miss Morley,
-then?"</p>
-
-<p>"I am the Netta of whom you have doubtless heard. But pray sit down.
-Are you not tired from your journey?"</p>
-
-<p>"A little. It was so warm and dusty!" answered Marion. "But this seems
-a perfect place of rest," she added, as she sank on a lounge that had
-been placed just under the odorous shade of the vines which overran
-the front of the veranda. "I mean to indulge freely in the luxury of
-idleness here."</p>
-
-<p>"I hope you will," said Helen. "But I wish that you felt sufficiently
-rested to come with me into the garden. I should like you to see how
-lovely it is."</p>
-
-<p>"I wish that I did, but I don't. Pray go yourself, however. You must
-not let me begin my visit by being a bore to you. Miss Morley, pray
-take her along."</p>
-
-<p>After some little demur, the two girls complied with her request, and
-with sincere satisfaction Marion watched them disappear down the garden
-paths. She was very fond of Helen, she told herself and certainly
-believed; but, none the less, a very moderate amount of Helen's society
-sufficed to content, and any more to weary her. Just now she felt
-particularly wearied, as if both mind and body had been on a strain;
-and, sinking back on the couch, with the vines breathing their rich
-perfume over her, she remained so still while the shades of twilight
-began to gather, that any one who discovered her would have had to look
-very closely.</p>
-
-<p>This was presently proved; for the silence, which had lasted some time,
-was broken by a quick step&mdash;a step which passed across the veranda and
-entered the hall, where a ringing and hilarious voice soon made itself
-heard.</p>
-
-<p>"Where is everybody?" it inquired. "Surely I am late enough! I thought
-they would all be down by this time."</p>
-
-<p>"They've all been down ever so long, Frank," a child's shrill tones
-replied. "They are out in the garden&mdash;Helen and Netta and Cousin
-Marion."</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, very good! Come along, Jock, and let us find them," said Mr. Frank
-Morley. "Has your cousin Paul been here yet?"</p>
-
-<p>"No&mdash;not yet."</p>
-
-<p>"Ah, better still! We are before him, then. I shall go and welcome
-Helen over again, and take a kiss before she can prevent it."</p>
-
-<p>"Then she'll box your ears&mdash;I saw her do it once!" cried Jock, in glee.
-"Oh! yes; I'll come along with you, Frank."</p>
-
-<p>The tall, lithe figure, followed by the smaller one, crossed the
-veranda again, and strode toward the garden, leaving Marion smiling to
-herself in her shady nook.</p>
-
-<p>Ten minutes later another step&mdash;this time a more sedate one&mdash;sounded
-on the gravel. But keener eyes explored the veranda before their owner
-entered the house. Consequently they discovered the figure under the
-vines, and Marion was startled by a quiet voice which said:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>"What! all alone, Helen? I had not hoped for such good fortune&mdash;so
-soon."</p>
-
-
-
-<hr class="chap" />
-<p class="ph2">CHAPTER II.</p>
-
-
-<p class="drop"><span class="uppercase">Probably</span> the speaker had seldom been more surprised than when Marion
-rose quickly, and, the last glow from the west falling over her, he
-found himself face to face with a stranger.</p>
-
-<p>Even to the most self-possessed there is something a little
-embarrassing when tender tones or caressing words are heard by ears
-for which they were not intended; and, although there was nothing
-specially significant in the letter of this speech, its spirit had been
-eloquent enough to make Mr. Paul Rathborne start with confusion when he
-discovered his mistake.</p>
-
-<p>"I beg pardon," he said, a little hastily&mdash;"I did not observe&mdash;that is"
-(with a sudden grasp of self-possession), "I thought I was addressing
-my cousin. I suppose I have the pleasure of seeing Miss Lynde?"</p>
-
-<p>"Yes," answered Marion. "And you, I presume, are Mr. Rathborne?"</p>
-
-<p>He bowed. "I am glad to perceive that you have heard of me."</p>
-
-<p>"Oh!" said Marion, "in knowing Helen, one knows all the people that
-make up her home circle. I assure you I feel intimately acquainted with
-yourself and all the Morleys, and the children&mdash;"</p>
-
-<p>"And probably the horses and the dogs," he said as she paused. "I am
-aware of the comprehensiveness of Helen's affections."</p>
-
-<p>"Her heart is large enough to hold all that she gives a place in it,"
-remarked Marion.</p>
-
-<p>"Oh! no doubt," said Mr. Rathborne. "But, perhaps, if one had one's
-choice, one would be flattered by more exclusiveness."</p>
-
-<p>Marion glanced at him and thought, "It is evidently in your nature to
-want to monopolize." But she only said: "I do not think you have reason
-to complain of your place in Helen's regard."</p>
-
-<p>"I have no thought of complaining," he replied; "I am very grateful for
-all the regard she is good enough to give me."</p>
-
-<p>The humility of the words could not conceal an arrogance of tone,
-which did not escape the ear of the listener. At that moment she was
-as thoroughly convinced as ever afterward that this man perfectly
-understood how paramount was the place he held in Helen's regard.</p>
-
-<p>"Helen's affection is something for which one may well be grateful,"
-she observed, sincerely enough. "But do you not wish to find her? She
-is in the garden."</p>
-
-<p>Mr. Rathborne did not stir. "If she is in the garden," he said, "she
-will no doubt come in presently. And I judge from sounds which I hear
-in that direction that she is not alone. If you do not object, I will
-remain here and wait for her."</p>
-
-<p>"Object! Why should I object?" asked Marion. She reseated herself, and
-was not displeased that Mr. Rathborne drew forward a chair and also sat
-down. She was aware that he was, in a manner, engaged to Helen&mdash;in
-other words, that their positive engagement had only been deferred on
-account of Helen's youth; but the fact did not at all detract from the
-interest he had for her&mdash;the interest of a man with wider life and,
-presumably, wider thoughts than the school-girls who, up to this time,
-had formed her social atmosphere. It offended her, therefore, that when
-he spoke next it was in the tone of one addressing a school-girl.</p>
-
-<p>"I suppose, Miss Lynde, that, like Helen, you were very much attached
-to the convent?"</p>
-
-<p>"It is not at all safe to suppose that I am in any respect like Helen,"
-she replied. "We are very good friends, but exceedingly different in
-character."</p>
-
-<p>"And therefore in tastes?"</p>
-
-<p>"That follows, does it not? Different characters must have different
-tastes."</p>
-
-<p>"It certainly seems a natural inference. And so I am to presume that
-you were <i>not</i> attached to the convent?"</p>
-
-<p>"That is going rather too far. I liked it better than any other
-school at which I ever was placed. But I am not fond of restraint and
-subjection; therefore I am glad that my school-days are over."</p>
-
-<p>Mr. Rathborne smiled slightly. Even in the dusk he could see enough of
-the presence before him to judge that restraint and subjection would
-indeed be little likely to please this imperial-looking creature.</p>
-
-<p>"I am to congratulate you, then," he said, "on the fact that your
-school-days are definitely over?"</p>
-
-<p>"Yes, they are definitely over, and it remains now to be seen what
-schooling life holds for me."</p>
-
-<p>"Certainly a singular girl this!" thought the man, who was well aware
-that most young ladies had little thought of what schooling life might
-hold for them. "If I may be permitted to prophesy," he said aloud, "I
-think that life has in store for you only pleasant experiences."</p>
-
-<p>"That is very kind of you," answered Marion, with a mocking tone in
-her voice, which was very familiar to her associates; "but I don't
-know that I have any claim to special exemption from the usual lot of
-mankind; and certainly pleasant experiences are not the usual lot,
-unless everyone is very much mistaken."</p>
-
-<p>"People are too much given to sitting down and moaning over the
-unpleasantness of life, when they might make it otherwise by taking
-matters into their own hands," said Mr. Rathborne. "But that requires a
-strong will."</p>
-
-<p>"And something beside will, does it not?"</p>
-
-<p>"Oh! of course the ability to seize opportunity, and make one's self
-master of it."</p>
-
-<p>"That is what I should like," said Marion, speaking as if to herself:
-"to seize opportunity. But the opportunity must come in order to be
-seized."</p>
-
-<p>"There is little doubt but that it will come to you," remarked her
-companion, more and more impressed.</p>
-
-<p>How far the conversation might have progressed in this personal vein,
-into which it had so unexpectedly fallen, it is difficult to say; for a
-spark of congenial sympathy had been already struck between these two
-people, who a few minutes before had been absolute strangers to each
-other. But at this point Mrs. Dalton stepped out of the hall and came
-toward them.</p>
-
-<p>"I thought I heard your voice, Paul," she said, as Rathborne rose to
-shake hands with her; "and I wondered to whom you were talking, since I
-knew the girls were in the garden. But this is Marion, is it not?"</p>
-
-<p>"It is Marion," replied that young lady. "I did not go into the
-garden&mdash;I felt too tired,&mdash;and Mr. Rathborne found me here a few
-minutes ago."</p>
-
-<p>"It is somewhat late for an introduction, then," said Mrs. Dalton,
-"since you have already made acquaintance."</p>
-
-<p>"Not a very difficult task," observed Rathborne. "I have heard a good
-deal of Miss Lynde, and she was good enough to say that my name was not
-altogether unknown to her."</p>
-
-<p>"Helen talks so much of her friends that they could hardly avoid
-knowing one another," resumed Mrs. Dalton. "But pray go and tell her,
-Paul, that it is time to come in to tea."</p>
-
-<p>"With pleasure," said Mr. Rathborne, departing with an alacrity which
-seemed to imply that only politeness had prevented his going before.</p>
-
-<p>At least so Mrs. Dalton interpreted the quickness of his step, as she
-looked after him for an instant, and then turned to Marion. "I suppose,
-my dear," she said, "that you have heard Helen speak of Paul very
-often?"</p>
-
-<p>"Very often indeed," answered Marion.</p>
-
-<p>"And you are probably aware that if I had not refused to allow her to
-bind herself while she was so young, they would be engaged?"</p>
-
-<p>Marion signified that she had also heard this&mdash;exhaustively.</p>
-
-<p>"The responsibilities of a parent are very great," said Mrs. Dalton,
-with a sigh. "I certainly have every reason to trust Paul, who has been
-as helpful as a son to me in all business matters since my husband's
-death&mdash;he is my nephew by marriage, you know&mdash;yet I hesitate when I
-think of trusting Helen's happiness to him. She is so very affectionate
-that I do not think she could be happy with any one who did not feel as
-warmly as herself. Now, Paul is very reserved in character and cold in
-manner. I fear that he would chill and wound her&mdash;after a while."</p>
-
-<p>"But is it not a rule that people like best those who are most opposite
-to them in character?" asked Marion, whose interest in Helen's
-love-affair began to quicken a little since she had met its hero.</p>
-
-<p>"I believe it is a general rule," replied Mrs. Dalton, dubiously; "but
-I distrust its particular application in this case. And, then, they are
-not of the same religion."</p>
-
-<p>"Oh!" exclaimed Marion, carelessly, "that surely does not matter&mdash;with
-liberal people."</p>
-
-<p>"It matters with Catholics," said Mrs. Dalton. "Although not a Catholic
-yourself, you ought to know that."</p>
-
-<p>"I know that people who have always been Catholics feel so. But you,
-who were once a Protestant&mdash;I should think that you would be more
-broad."</p>
-
-<p>"Converts are the last people to be broad in that respect," said Mrs.
-Dalton. "They have known too much of the bitterness of differing
-feeling on that subject. But you do not understand, so we will not
-discuss it. I forgot for a moment that you are separated from us in
-faith."</p>
-
-<p>"I am separated from you because I do not hold <i>your</i> faith," said
-Marion, frankly; "but I am not separated because I hold any other. All
-religions are alike to me, except that I respect the Catholic most. But
-I could never belong to it."</p>
-
-<p>"Never is a long day," observed Mrs. Dalton. "You do not know what
-light the future may hold for you. However, we will talk of this
-another time; for here come the garden party."</p>
-
-<p>They came through the twilight as she spoke, the light dresses of the
-girls showing with pretty effect against the dark masses of shrubbery,
-and their gay young voices ringing out, with accompaniment of laughter,
-through the still air.</p>
-
-<p>"Marion!&mdash;where is Marion?" cried Helen, as she reached the veranda.
-"Oh! there you are still, under the vines! Here is a greeting from the
-garden that you would not go to see."</p>
-
-<p>It was a cluster of odorous roses&mdash;splendid jacqueminots&mdash;which fell
-into Marion's lap, and which she took up and pinned against her white
-dress. Their glowing color lent a fresh touch of brilliancy to her
-appearance when Paul Rathborne found himself opposite to her at the
-well-lighted tea-table. The twilight had revealed to him that she was
-handsome, but he had not been prepared for such beauty as now met and
-fascinated his gaze. He regarded her with a wonder which was as evident
-as his admiration, and not less flattering to her vanity. For Helen's
-confidences had enabled her to form a very correct idea of this cold,
-self-contained man; and she felt that to move him so much was no small
-earnest of her power to move others.</p>
-
-<p>Meanwhile she glanced at him now and then with critical observation,
-seeing a keen face, with deep-set eyes under a brow more high than
-broad; a thin-lipped mouth, which did not smile readily; and a general
-air of reserve and power. It was a face not without attraction to the
-girl, whose own spirit was sufficiently ambitious and arrogant to
-recognize and respond to the signs of such a spirit in another. "He is
-a man who means to make his way in the world, and who will use poor
-little Helen as a stepping-stone," she thought. "A cold, supercilious,
-selfish man&mdash;the kind of man who despises women, I fancy. Let us see if
-he will despise <i>me</i>."</p>
-
-<p>There was not much reason to suspect Mr. Rathborne of such presumption.
-Almost his first remark to Helen, when they were together after tea,
-was, "What a remarkable person your cousin seems to be!"</p>
-
-<p>"Marion?" said Helen. "Yes, she is so remarkable that Claire and I have
-often said that she is made for some great destiny. She looks like an
-empress, does she not?"</p>
-
-<p>Rathborne laughed. "She has a very imperial air, certainly," he said;
-"and she is strikingly beautiful. She might have the world at her feet
-if she had a fortune. But I suppose she has very little?"</p>
-
-<p>"None at all, I think," answered Helen, simply. "And it has embittered
-her. She values money too highly."</p>
-
-<p>"It is difficult to do that," said Rathborne, dryly; "and Miss Lynde
-knows what is fitted for her when she desires wealth. I never saw a
-woman who seemed more evidently born for it."</p>
-
-<p>"I wish I could give her my fortune," said Helen, sincerely. "She hates
-poverty so much, while I would not at all mind being poor."</p>
-
-<p>An echo of the wish shot through Rathborne's mind, but he only said,
-with one of his faint, flitting smiles: "My dear Helen, you are not
-exactly a judge of the poverty you have never tried. And, while it is
-very good of you to wish to give your cousin your fortune, there can
-be no doubt that with such a face she will not go through life without
-finding one."</p>
-
-<p>Helen looked across the room at the beautiful face of which he spoke.
-In her heart no pang of envy stirred, only honest admiration as she
-said: "I knew you would admire her!"</p>
-
-<p>"Admire her&mdash;yes," Paul answered; "one could hardly fail to do that.
-But I do not think I shall like her. I like amiable, gentle women,
-and I am very certain that not even <i>you</i> can say that Miss Lynde is
-amiable and gentle."</p>
-
-
-
-<hr class="chap" />
-<p class="ph2">CHAPTER III.</p>
-
-
-<p>"<span class="letter">Y</span><span class="uppercase">ou</span> have not told me yet, Marion, what you think of Paul," said Helen
-the next day.</p>
-
-<p>The two girls were together in a handsome, airy parlor, through which
-the stream of family life had been flowing all morning, but from which
-it had now ebbed, leaving them alone. Helen, who had been flitting like
-a bird from one occupation, or attempt at occupation, to another, now
-threw herself into a chair by one of the low open windows, and looked
-at Marion, who was lying luxuriously on a couch near by, and for an
-hour past had not lifted her eyes from her book.</p>
-
-<p>They were lifted now, however, and regarded the speaker quietly. "What
-do I think of Mr. Rathborne?" she asked. "My dear Helen, what can I
-possibly think of him on such short acquaintance, except that he is
-tall and good-looking, and appears to have a very good opinion of
-himself?"</p>
-
-<p>"O Marion!"</p>
-
-<p>"For all that I know, it may be an opinion based on excellent grounds,
-but it is undoubtedly the first thing about him that attracts one's
-attention."</p>
-
-<p>"It <i>is</i> based on excellent grounds," said Helen, with some spirit.
-"Everyone who knows Paul admires and looks up to him."</p>
-
-<p>"Not quite everyone," observed an unexpected voice, and through the
-window by which she sat Mr. Frank Morley stepped into the room. "I am
-sorry to come upon the scene with a contradiction," he said, as he took
-his cousin's hand; "but really, you know, Helen, that is too sweeping
-an assertion. <i>I</i> don't look up to Paul Rathborne."</p>
-
-<p>"So much the worse for you, then," said Helen. "A boy like you could
-not do better."</p>
-
-<p>"I think that a boy, even though he were like me, might do much better.
-He might look up to someone who was not so selfish and conceited."</p>
-
-<p>A rose flame came into Helen's cheeks. "You are very rude as well as
-ill-natured," she answered in a low tone. "You have no right to say
-such things to <i>me</i>."</p>
-
-<p>"I have never been told that there was any reason why I should not
-say them to you," replied the young man, significantly; "but I had no
-intention of making myself disagreeable. After all, the truth is not
-always to be told."</p>
-
-<p>"It is not the truth," exclaimed Helen, with a flash of fire in her
-glance. "Paul is neither selfish nor conceited. But you never liked
-him, Frank&mdash;you know you never did."</p>
-
-<p>"I never hesitated to confess it," said Frank; "but I regret having
-annoyed you, Helen. I did not think you would take my opinion of Mr.
-Rathborne so much to heart."</p>
-
-<p>"It is not your opinion," responded Helen. "It is&mdash;it is the
-injustice!" And then, as if unwilling to trust herself further, she
-sprang up and left the room.</p>
-
-<p>There was an awkward pause for a moment after her departure. Mr. Frank
-Morley began to whistle, but checked himself, with an apologetic glance
-at Marion, who, leaning back on the cushions of her couch, was faintly
-smiling.</p>
-
-<p>"I have, as usual, put my foot into it," said the young man. "But I
-could not imagine that Helen would be so fiery. She used to laugh when
-I abused Paul."</p>
-
-<p>"Did she?" asked Marion. "But, then, you know, there comes a time when
-one ceases to laugh; and if one likes a friend, one does not wish to
-hear him abused. That time seems to have arrived with her."</p>
-
-<p>"Yes," said Morley, rather ruefully. "And the worst of it is that it
-looks as if she liked the fellow better than I imagined. I am awfully
-sorry for that."</p>
-
-<p>"You evidently do not like him."</p>
-
-<p>"I!&mdash;no indeed. As Helen remarked, I never liked him, but I like him
-less and less as time goes on."</p>
-
-<p>"What is the matter with him?"</p>
-
-<p>"Everything is the matter with him. He is as cold as a stone; he cares
-for nobody in the world but Paul Rathborne, and for nothing that does
-not advance that important person's interest. He is supercilious until
-one longs to knock him down; and so ambitious that he would walk over
-the body of his dearest friend&mdash;granting that he had such a thing&mdash;to
-advance himself in life one inch."</p>
-
-<p>"Altogether a very charming character!" remarked Marion. "It is certain
-that you are not the dearest friend over whose body he would walk."</p>
-
-<p>Young Morley laughed. "No," he said, frankly. "I would walk over <i>his</i>
-with a good deal of pleasure; but he will never walk over mine, if I
-can help it. Though he may, for all that," he added, after an instant;
-"for he is so sharp that one can never tell what he is up to, until it
-is too late to frustrate him."</p>
-
-<p>"This is very interesting," said Marion. "It is like reading a novel to
-hear a character analyzed in so masterly a manner."</p>
-
-<p>Morley colored. He was too shrewd not to know that she was laughing at
-him; but while the fact was sufficiently evident, it was not exactly
-evident how best to show his appreciation of it. After a moment he
-spoke in a tone which had a little offense in it:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>"I don't suppose the subject interests you, so I ought to beg pardon
-for dwelling on it. But I only meant to explain why Helen was vexed."</p>
-
-<p>"And now <i>you</i> are vexed," observed Marion. "What have I done? I assure
-you I was in earnest in saying I was interested in your analysis of Mr.
-Rathborne's character."</p>
-
-<p>"It sounded more as if you were satirical," said Morley. "And I was not
-trying to analyze his character: I was only answering your questions
-about it."</p>
-
-<p>"Quite true, but those questions led to your analyzing it&mdash;and so
-successfully, too, that I am going to ask another. Tell me if you think
-he is much attached to Helen?"</p>
-
-<p>A sudden cloud came over the young man's face, and his eyes seemed to
-darken. "I do not think he is attached to her at all," he replied,
-bluntly. "Or, if that is saying too much (for everyone <i>must</i> be
-attached to Helen), I do not believe he would wish to marry her but
-for her fortune."</p>
-
-<p>"Well," said Marion, philosophically, "I suppose it is the ordinary
-fate of rich women to be married for their money. And, after all, they
-do not seem to mind it: they appear happy enough."</p>
-
-<p>"Helen would never be happy," said Frank Morley, impetuously.</p>
-
-<p>"Do not be sure of that," responded the young cynic on the couch.
-"There is a French proverb, you know, which says: '<i>Il y a toujours
-l'un qui baisse et l'un qui tend la joue.</i>' Helen would play the active
-part in that to perfection."</p>
-
-<p>The young man looked at her with something of indignation. "You may
-consider yourself a friend of Helen's," he remarked, "but you certainly
-do not understand her."</p>
-
-<p>"No?" said Marion, smiling. "Then perhaps you will enlighten me, as you
-have about Mr. Rathborne. I am probably deficient in penetration."</p>
-
-<p>Morley made a gallant effort not to be betrayed into boyish petulance,
-and succeeded sufficiently to say, with a dignity which amused his
-tormentor:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>"I am sure that penetration is the last thing you are deficient in,
-Miss Lynde. But you do not credit others with enough of the quality. I,
-at least, know when I am laughed at. Now, if you will excuse me, I will
-go and make my peace with Helen."</p>
-
-<p>He walked out of the room, holding his slim, young figure very erect;
-and Marion looked after him with a glance of mingled amusement and
-approval.</p>
-
-<p>"Very well done, Mr. Morley!" she said to herself. "You are an
-uncommonly nice boy, with uncommonly clear reasons for your opinions.
-Ten years hence you may be a very agreeable man. As for Mr. Rathborne,
-your account of him agrees entirely with my own impressions. I really
-do possess a little penetration, after all."</p>
-
-<p>Then she took up her novel again, and settled back among the
-sofa-cushions with an air of comfort. At that moment her only desire
-was that she might not be disturbed for a reasonable length of time.
-The people in the book interested her much more than the people who
-surrounded her in life. At this period of her existence she was wrapped
-in a ruthless egotism, which made all human beings shadows to her,
-unless they touched her interest. It was not yet apparent whether any
-of those who were now about her would touch her interest; and until
-that fact was demonstrated, she troubled herself very little about them.</p>
-
-<p>A quarter of an hour, perhaps, had passed without any one appearing to
-disturb her quiet, when, through the same window by which young Morley
-had entered, another presence stepped into the room. It was Rathborne,
-who looked around, met Marion's eyes, and came toward her with a
-pleased expression.</p>
-
-<p>"It seems to me my good fortune to find you always alone, Miss Lynde,"
-he observed.</p>
-
-<p>"And it seems to be the custom here that visitors shall appear in the
-most unexpected and informal manner," said Marion. "Do they always come
-in unannounced, by way of the window?"</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, no! Here, as elsewhere, most visitors enter decorously by way of
-the door. But I have long been as familiarly intimate in this house as
-if it were my home, and I expected to find the family assembled."</p>
-
-<p>"The family has been assembled, but the different members have been
-called away by one thing or another, until only I remain."</p>
-
-<p>"You appear to be fond of solitude."</p>
-
-<p>"Is not that a wide conclusion to draw from the fact that you have
-found me twice alone?"</p>
-
-<p>"Discerning people can draw wide conclusions from slight indications.
-On each occasion a person sociably inclined would not have been left
-alone."</p>
-
-<p>"Generally speaking, I am not very sociably inclined, I suppose; but
-that does not mean that I object to society&mdash;when it pleases me."</p>
-
-<p>"I judge that you are not very easily pleased," answered Rathborne,
-regarding the face which he found even more beautiful than his
-recollection had painted it.</p>
-
-<p>She looked at him with a smile so brilliant that it almost startled
-him. "Are you trying to give me another proof of your discernment?" she
-asked. "If so, you will be gratified to hear that you are right. I am
-<i>not</i> easily pleased&mdash;as a rule. I suppose people are much happier who
-are not so 'difficult,' as my French teacher used to call me. There is
-Helen, for instance; she likes everything and everybody, and she is
-certainly happier than I am."</p>
-
-<p>"But, then, unfortunately it is not very flattering to the vanity when
-one pleases a person who is so easily pleased."</p>
-
-<p>Marion lifted her eyebrows with a mocking expression. "But why should
-one's vanity be flattered?" she asked. "It is not good for one that it
-should be."</p>
-
-<p>"Not good perhaps, but very pleasant," replied Mr. Rathborne; "and I
-am, like yourself, somewhat 'difficult,' and hard to please."</p>
-
-<p>"Ah! then you can sympathize with me. It is not an agreeable
-disposition to possess."</p>
-
-<p>"I can sympathize with you on a good many points&mdash;or at least so I have
-the presumption to fancy," he said. "There is an instinct that tells
-one these things. Even in our brief conversation yesterday evening I
-felt as if a sympathetic understanding was established between us. It
-seemed to me that we were likely to look at many things in the same
-light."</p>
-
-<p>It is hardly necessary to observe that, considering what she had
-recently heard of the speaker's character, and hence of his probable
-way of looking at things, Marion should not have been very much
-flattered by this. But, as a matter of fact, she was flattered. She had
-as strong a belief in her own powers, as strong a determination to make
-events and people serve her ends, as Mr. Rathborne himself possessed.
-But her powers were untried, her ability to impress people untested;
-and this first proof that she <i>was</i> remarkable&mdash;that even this cold,
-selfish man recognized in her something altogether uncommon&mdash;something
-allied to his own ambitious spirit,&mdash;was like wine to her self-esteem.
-She thought that here was material on which she might try whatever
-power she had, without fear of doing mischief,&mdash;material certain to
-look after itself and its own interest in any event, and with which no
-unpleasant results could be feared.</p>
-
-<p>To do her justice, Marion wanted only to make a mental impression:
-to extort admiration for her unusual gifts of mind and character
-from this man, who, she knew instinctively, was not easily moved to
-admiration or interest. If she forced it from him, then she might be
-sure that it would be easy to win it from others. These thoughts were
-not absolutely formulated in her mind at this moment, but they were
-impressed on her consciousness sufficiently to make her reply:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>"You flatter me by saying so; for you are a man who knows the world,
-and I was yesterday a school-girl. It would be strange, then, if we did
-see things in the same light."</p>
-
-<p>"It is difficult to realize that you were yesterday&mdash;or ever&mdash;a
-school-girl," said Rathborne, leaning back and looking at her intently
-from under his dark brows.</p>
-
-<p>"That does not sound very flattering," she replied, with a laugh; and
-yet in her heart she knew that it was just the kind of flattery she
-desired.</p>
-
-<p>"I am not trying to flatter you," he replied. "I am telling you exactly
-how you impress me. And I do not see how, in the name of all that is
-wonderful, you ever became what you are in that convent from which you
-come."</p>
-
-<p>A swift shade passed over Marion's face. "You must not blame or credit
-the convent with what I am," she said. "If I had gone there earlier,
-I might be a very different person. But my character and disposition
-were formed when I went there, two years ago; and the influences of the
-place could not change me, though they often made me feel as if change
-would be desirable."</p>
-
-<p>"They made you feel a mistake, then," remarked her companion, with
-emphasis. "Change in you would not be desirable. You are&mdash;"</p>
-
-<p>But Marion was not destined to hear just then what she was. Steps and
-voices came across the hall; Helen's laugh sounded, and the next moment
-Helen herself appeared in the doorway, followed by Frank Morley, who
-had apparently succeeded in making his peace.</p>
-
-
-
-<hr class="chap" />
-<p class="ph2">CHAPTER IV.</p>
-
-
-<p class="drop" ><span class="uppercase">When</span> Sunday came, Helen said to her cousin, rather wistfully: "Will you
-go to church with us to-day, Marion?"</p>
-
-<p>"Not to-day, I believe, if you will excuse me," answered Marion. "If I
-go anywhere&mdash;which is doubtful&mdash;I suppose it ought to be to the church
-I was brought up in."</p>
-
-<p>"I thought you always said at the convent how much you preferred
-Catholic services," said Helen, in a disappointed tone.</p>
-
-<p>"Well, at the convent, you see, one had not much choice," replied the
-other, laughing; "and, then, the services were charming there&mdash;so
-poetical and beautiful. That chapel was a picture in itself. But, from
-the outward appearance of your church here, I should not judge that it
-possessed much inward beauty."</p>
-
-<p>"No," said Helen, reluctantly, "it has not much beauty; but, then, the
-Mass is everywhere the same, you know."</p>
-
-<p>"For those who believe in it, very likely," was the careless rejoinder.
-"But I am an outsider. I believe only in what I see; and when I see
-beautiful ceremonies, I enjoy them for their beauty."</p>
-
-<p>"It is just as well, in that case, that you should not go with us,
-my dear," said Mrs. Dalton, from the head of the table&mdash;for this
-conversation took place at breakfast. "Ours is a very plain little
-chapel, the congregation being small and poor. If you are in search
-of beautiful ceremonies, the Episcopal church will be more likely to
-gratify you. They have a new Ritualistic clergyman there, who has
-introduced many new customs, I hear."</p>
-
-<p>"I see no particular reason why I should go anywhere," observed Marion,
-truthfully. "It is a very pleasant day for staying at home."</p>
-
-<p>But she was not destined to stay at home on this particular Sunday,
-which was the beginning of a change in her life. After breakfast, while
-they were enjoying the freshness of the summer morning on the veranda,
-and before any chime of bells yet filled the air, Miss Morley made
-her appearance, fully dressed for church parade; and, after a general
-greeting, said to Marion:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>"I have come to inquire if you would like to go to church with me this
-morning, Miss Lynde. I have heard Helen say that you are not a Roman
-Catholic."</p>
-
-<p>"I am not anything at all," answered Marion; "and I confess that I do
-not, as a rule, see the need of church-going; but, since it is such a
-pleasant day, and you are so kind as to come, Miss Morley,&mdash;may I ask
-what church you attend?"</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, Netta is an Episcopalian!" interposed Helen. "She will take you to
-a handsome church, filled with well-dressed people, where you will have
-pretty ceremonies and nice music to amuse you."</p>
-
-<p>"Satire is not in your style, Helen," said Marion, putting out her
-hand to give a soft pinch to the round arm near her. "But, since you
-give such an attractive description, I believe I will go with Miss
-Morley."</p>
-
-<p>"Then we have not much time to spare," said that young lady, with a
-glance at her dress, as a concert of bells suddenly burst out.</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, I will be ready in a few minutes!" exclaimed Marion, smiling.</p>
-
-<p>Her simple toilet was soon made, yet its very simplicity enhanced the
-striking character of her beauty; and when she followed Miss Morley up
-the softly-carpeted aisle of the Episcopal church, every eye turned on
-her, and everyone wondered who she could be. To herself, the atmosphere
-which surrounded her was very agreeable, speaking as it did of wealth
-and refined tastes. Beautiful architectural forms, polished woods,
-stained glass, a pretty procession; sweet, clear voices singing to the
-rich roll of a fine organ; and a congregation which gave the impression
-of belonging altogether to the favored classes of society,&mdash;these
-things she liked, independently of any religious association or meaning.</p>
-
-<p>Indeed, as a religious ceremony, the service seemed to Marion very
-much of a failure, so recently had she witnessed the divine Reality of
-worship. She missed the thrill of awe which had come even to her when
-the Sacred Host was lifted up to heaven in the Mass; and her keen,
-unprejudiced mind realized how entirely what she now saw was only the
-mutilated remnant of an older and grander ritual. "It is a pity that
-the Catholic religion is so exacting, and that so many common people
-belong to it," she thought; "for it is the only one with any reality
-about it, or any claim to one's respect."</p>
-
-<p>Nobody would have suspected these reflections, however, from her
-outward deportment. She went through the service decorously, and
-listened with exemplary attention to the sermon, which was by no means
-contemptible as a literary effort. Her beautiful face&mdash;conspicuously
-placed in one of the front pews&mdash;somewhat distracted the attention of
-the young clergyman, and he found himself now and again looking from
-his MS. to meet the large, dark eyes fixed so steadily on him. But
-Marion herself was distracted by no one, although she was aware of the
-appearance and manner of everybody in her immediate neighborhood.</p>
-
-<p>Among the rest, she observed a lady who sat near, and more than once
-glanced inquiringly toward her; a lady of specially distinguished and
-fashionable appearance. "She does not belong to Scarborough," thought
-Marion, noticing (without appearing to do so) some of the details
-of her costume. And her conclusion she soon found was correct. When
-the services were over, and the congregation, passing out of church,
-interchanged salutations as they went, Miss Morley acknowledged a
-greeting from this lady; and Marion, as they walked on, said: "Who is
-that handsome and elegant woman?"</p>
-
-<p>"Mrs. Singleton," was the reply. "She is very handsome and very
-elegant, is she not? But she does not live in Scarborough; she is here
-only for the summer."</p>
-
-<p>"I felt sure of that," thought Marion&mdash;though she had too much tact to
-say so. "Who is she?&mdash;where does she come from?" she asked.</p>
-
-<p>"She is one of <i>the</i> Singletons," answered Netta&mdash;"at least her husband
-is,&mdash;and you know who they are. They appear to have ample means, and
-live in a great many places. She has just returned from Europe."</p>
-
-<p>"And why has she come to Scarborough?" inquired Marion, in a tone not
-altogether flattering to that place.</p>
-
-<p>"Well, chiefly, I believe, because the climate here agrees wonderfully
-with an old gentleman who is her husband's uncle, to whom they seem to
-devote themselves."</p>
-
-<p>"Is he wealthy?" asked Marion, with unconscious cynicism.</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, very!" replied Netta, with simplicity; "immensely rich, I believe,
-and has no children; so he lives with the Singletons, or <i>they</i> live
-with him."</p>
-
-<p>"The last most likely," said Marion, whose knowledge of life was
-largely drawn from its seamy side.</p>
-
-<p>The conversation ended here, and she thought no more of it. But on the
-evening of the next day Miss Morley came into the drawing room where
-the family group were assembled after tea, and, turning to Marion,
-said:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>"Do you remember our speaking of Mrs. Singleton as we came from church
-yesterday, Miss Lynde? She seems to have been as much impressed by
-you as you were by her. I met her on the street this morning, and she
-stopped me to ask who you were. I suppose I must not venture to repeat
-all that she said of your appearance, but I may tell you that she has
-some connections named Lynde, and that she is very curious to know if
-you belong to them."</p>
-
-<p>"I am sorry that I can not satisfy her," said Marion, who showed no
-signs of being as flattered as she really was. "Family genealogies have
-never interested me. If my uncle were here now, he could tell her all
-that she wished to know."</p>
-
-<p>"So that elegant Mrs. Singleton is in Scarborough again this summer!"
-cried Helen, with interest. "Is the same old gentleman with her, and do
-they still keep up an establishment with so much style?"</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, yes!" her cousin answered. "They have taken the Norton House for
-the summer, and have brought a beautiful carriage and horses, and
-servants, with them. Not many people have seen the old gentleman yet. I
-hear that he is feebler than he was last year."</p>
-
-<p>"Then no doubt Mrs. Singleton still laments touchingly how sad it is
-for old people&mdash;for their own sakes entirely!&mdash;when they live too
-long," said Paul Rathborne, who was present as usual.</p>
-
-<p>"At least she does not devote much of her time and attention to him,"
-responded Mrs. Dalton, "unless report greatly belies her."</p>
-
-<p>"Why should she?" said Rathborne. "He has an expensive, highly-trained
-nurse for his special service, besides a staff of servants. What could
-she do for him, except worry him? Oh, no: it is not on account of any
-demand upon her time or attention that she thinks he lives too long,
-but because he keeps his fortune in his own hands, and will until death
-relaxes his hold of it."</p>
-
-<p>"How awful," exclaimed Helen, with a shudder, "to want anybody to
-die! I cannot believe that Mrs. Singleton does. She seems so kind and
-pleasant."</p>
-
-<p>"And you think everyone must be kind and pleasant who seems so?" said
-Rathborne, with a covert sneer. "My dear Helen, it will not do to judge
-the world by yourself."</p>
-
-<p>"Why not?" asked Helen, innocently. "Why should I not believe that
-others are honest and sincere as well as myself?"</p>
-
-<p>"Well, really there does not seem any reason on the surface, except
-that experience proves it otherwise," he answered, with a laugh.</p>
-
-<p>"I hope it may be long before experience proves it to me," said Helen.
-"I can not bear to think badly of people. It seems to me that it would
-break my heart to be forced to think badly of any one for whom I cared."</p>
-
-<p>If one heart present felt a twinge of compunction at those words, there
-was no sign of it; but Mrs. Dalton looked at her daughter with a sudden
-glance of something like apprehension.</p>
-
-<p>"You should not talk in such a way, Helen," she said. "A broken heart
-is not a thing of which to speak lightly."</p>
-
-<p>"I did not intend to speak lightly," answered Helen. "I meant what I
-said very seriously. I do not think I could bear it."</p>
-
-<p>"That is foolish," continued her mother. "We must bear whatever God
-sends."</p>
-
-<p>"I do not think Helen will ever have to bear a broken heart, or
-anything like it," observed Marion. "I am very certain that she is made
-for happy fortune."</p>
-
-<p>"No one in the world, who lives for any length of time, can know
-unbrokenly happy fortune," said Mrs. Dalton, gravely. "But I do not
-think it well to discuss such personal subjects."</p>
-
-<p>"Then we will discuss the rich old man who has a highly-trained nurse
-and a staff of servants," said Marion, laughingly. "Tell me"&mdash;turning
-to Rathborne&mdash;"what is his name?"</p>
-
-<p>"Singleton," replied that gentleman. "Have you never heard of him? He
-is a very rich man; and Tom Singleton&mdash;the husband of the lady you have
-seen&mdash;hopes to inherit his wealth."</p>
-
-<p>"He is his nearest relative?"</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, I presume there are other nieces and nephews, but he is a favorite
-of the old man."</p>
-
-<p>"Have I not heard something of a disowned son?" asked Mrs. Dalton.</p>
-
-<p>"A disowned son!" repeated Marion. "I did not know that people out of
-novels&mdash;and even in novels it has gone out of fashion&mdash;ever disowned
-their sons now."</p>
-
-<p>"As I have heard the story," said Rathborne, "it is more a case of the
-son disowning the father. He refused to comply with his father's wishes
-in any respect, and finally broke away and left home, going off to
-South America, I believe. He has not been heard of for a considerable
-number of years, and Tom Singleton says there is every reason to
-believe him dead. Of course the wish is father to the thought with
-<i>him</i>, but others have told me the same thing."</p>
-
-<p>"Perhaps his father drove him away by harshness, and remorse is what is
-the matter with him," said Netta Morley, solemnly.</p>
-
-<p>Rathborne laughed. "From my knowledge of old Mr. Singleton," he
-replied, "I should not judge that remorse preyed upon him to any great
-extent. The son, I have been told, was a wild, rebellious youth, whom
-it was impossible to control&mdash;one of those unfortunate human beings who
-seem born to go wrong, and whom no influence can restrain."</p>
-
-<p>"Where was the poor boy's mother?" asked Mrs. Dalton.</p>
-
-<p>"She died when he was very young. But, with all due deference to the
-popular idea of a mother's influence, I think we see many cases in
-which it fails altogether."</p>
-
-<p>"Yes," said Mrs. Dalton. "But even if her influence fails, her patience
-is more long-suffering than that of any one else, and her love is more
-enduring. Perhaps this boy might not have been lost if his mother had
-lived."</p>
-
-<p>"If we begin with 'perhaps' we may imagine anything we please,"
-remarked Rathborne, in atone which Marion had learned to understand as
-expressing contempt for the opinion advanced.</p>
-
-<p>"Without indulging in any imagination at all, so much as is known of
-the Singletons is very interesting indeed," she said, in her clear,
-fluent voice. "If I see any of them, I shall look at them with much
-more attention from having heard this romantic story of a lost son and
-a great fortune."</p>
-
-<p>"I think you are very likely to see Mrs. Singleton," observed Netta.
-"She spoke as if she desired to make your acquaintance."</p>
-
-<p>"That is a great compliment&mdash;from her," said Helen. "What an impression
-you must have made, Marion!"</p>
-
-
-
-<hr class="chap" />
-<p class="ph2">CHAPTER V.</p>
-
-
-<p class="drop"><span class="uppercase">Events</span> soon proved that Helen was right in saying that Marion must have
-made an impression upon Mrs. Singleton. A few days later that lady's
-card was brought to Mrs. Dalton, who regarded it with mild surprise,
-saying, "Why, I have not called on her since her arrival this summer!"</p>
-
-<p>"But you called on her last summer," said Helen; "and I suppose she has
-some reason for coming without waiting for you to make another formal
-visit. Pray find out what it is."</p>
-
-<p>It was not at all difficult to discover Mrs. Singleton's reason for
-the visit. She declared it frankly and at once. "I hear that you have
-your charming daughter at home, Mrs. Dalton," she said; "and, knowing
-her accomplishments, I want to secure her aid for some musical evenings
-I am anxious to inaugurate. Mr. Singleton&mdash;my husband's uncle&mdash;finds
-almost his only pleasure in music; so I desire very much that these
-evenings shall be a success. Do you think Miss Morley will assist me?"</p>
-
-<p>"I have no doubt she will be very glad to do so," answered Mrs. Dalton.</p>
-
-<p>"I am delighted to hear it. And I am told that a very striking-looking
-young lady, whom I saw in church with Miss Netta Morley last Sunday,
-is your niece. Has she, also, taste and talent for music?"</p>
-
-<p>"Oh! yes; she has a finer voice than Helen," said Mrs. Dalton, "and
-sings much better."</p>
-
-<p>"How very charming for me!" cried Mrs. Singleton. "May I have the
-pleasure of seeing the young ladies? I should like to have their
-definite promise to help me."</p>
-
-<p>The young ladies were summoned, and very readily gave the promise asked
-of them. They would be delighted, they said, to assist to the full
-extent of their musical abilities. "And when," Helen asked, "will the
-evenings begin?"</p>
-
-<p>"Oh! at once," Mrs. Singleton replied. "On every Wednesday I hope to
-gather all the musical talent of Scarborough into my drawing-room. I
-shall send out my cards immediately to that effect. You don't know,
-Miss Lynde,"&mdash;turning to Marion&mdash;"how pleased I am to find unexpectedly
-such an addition as I am sure you will prove."</p>
-
-<p>Marion smiled. "You are very kind," she said; "but I fear you are
-taking too much for granted. I am not a good musician. I have never had
-industry enough. Helen plays much better than I do."</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, but, Marion, your voice is so fine!" cried Helen. "And everyone
-likes singing best."</p>
-
-<p>"<i>I</i> do, I confess," said Mrs. Singleton. "And so, I think, does my
-uncle. I have no doubt that you sing well, Miss Lynde."</p>
-
-<p>"That is kind of you again," responded Marion; "but I must warn you
-that Helen is not altogether a trustworthy witness. She always thinks
-well of what her friends do, and poorly of what she does herself."</p>
-
-<p>"I am willing to wait and let Mrs. Singleton decide whether or not I
-think too well of what you do," observed Helen, with a gay little nod.</p>
-
-<p>"Mrs. Singleton has no doubt what her decision will be," said that
-lady. "Meanwhile, Miss Lynde, I wonder if we are not related in some
-way? I am very certain that the Singletons have connections of your
-name, and I fancy it must be your family."</p>
-
-<p>"It is likely," answered Marion; "but matters of pedigree and
-relationship have never interested me sufficiently for me to know
-much about them. I regret that fact now," she continued, with unusual
-graciousness; for she felt that she would not be sorry to be able to
-claim relationship with people of such social position as these were.</p>
-
-<p>"Oh!" said Mrs. Singleton, "my uncle will know all about it, I am sure.
-Like most people of the old school, he thinks a great deal of such
-things. And I hope I may prove right in my conjecture," she added, as
-she rose to take leave.</p>
-
-<p>"<i>What</i> an impression you must have made upon her, Marion!" cried
-Helen, as soon as they were alone. "Do you know that she is usually the
-most supercilious woman, and so haughty that the idea of her claiming
-relationship with any ordinary person seems incredible!"</p>
-
-<p>"Do you consider me an ordinary person?" asked Marion, laughing, as she
-walked toward a mirror. "I am exceedingly obliged to you."</p>
-
-<p>"You know that I consider you a most extraordinary person," answered
-Helen, with emphasis; "but Mrs. Singleton does not know yet what you
-are in yourself, and&mdash;and you are not rich or&mdash;"</p>
-
-<p>"Distinguished in any way," said Marion, as she paused. "There is no
-doubt of that. As far as the outward accidents of life go, I am a very
-insignificant person. But I shall not be so always, Helen. I am sure
-of that; and people who know the world seem to have an instinct of it
-also."</p>
-
-<p>Helen looked at the fair face which, with such an air of conscious
-power, regarded itself in the mirror. To her this ambition belonged
-to the order of inexplicable things; yet she had a belief that it was
-natural enough in Marion, and that it was fully justified by gifts
-which she acknowledged without defining.</p>
-
-<p>"No one could know you and not be sure of it," she said, in answer
-to the last speech. "Of course you will fill some great place in the
-world&mdash;we settled <i>that</i> long ago. But I do think it strange that Mrs.
-Singleton should recognize how remarkable you are&mdash;so soon."</p>
-
-<p>"Perhaps it is an indication that other people will recognize it too,"
-replied Marion, with a smile; while she said to herself that one other
-person had recognized it already.</p>
-
-<p>And, indeed, the recognition of that person had by this time become
-sufficiently evident to everyone. In the innocence of her heart, Helen
-rejoiced that her hero and oracle agreed with her in admiring the
-cousin whom she admired so much. "I knew how it would be!" she said to
-him, triumphantly. "You might be critical about other people, but I
-knew you <i>must</i> acknowledge that Marion is beyond criticism."</p>
-
-<p>"That, however, is just what I don't acknowledge," Rathborne answered,
-laughingly. "Miss Lynde is by no means beyond criticism; she is only a
-beautiful and clever young lady, who has clearly determined to do the
-best for herself without much regard for others."</p>
-
-<p>"Marion has never been taught or accustomed to think of others," said
-gentle Helen. "But I do not think she would harm any one for her own
-advantage."</p>
-
-<p>"Oh! no; she would only quietly walk over the person who was unlucky
-enough to get in her way," remarked Rathborne. "And it is not I who
-would blame her for that."</p>
-
-<p>Helen looked at him reproachfully. "Now you are doing yourself
-injustice," she said. "I understand that you do not mean anything of
-the kind, but such remarks make others think badly of you."</p>
-
-<p>"No doubt," he replied, carelessly; "but, my dear Helen, there is
-nothing in the world of less importance to me than what others&mdash;the
-class of others you mean&mdash;think of me."</p>
-
-<p>"But it is of great importance to <i>me</i>," said Helen. "I cannot bear
-that you should be misjudged by any one."</p>
-
-<p>He laughed&mdash;people were right who said of Rathborne that he had not
-a pleasant laugh&mdash;as he replied, "Who can say when one is misjudged?
-Don't trouble yourself about that. As long as you are satisfied with
-me, I can snap my fingers at the rest of the world."</p>
-
-<p>"You know how well I am satisfied," said Helen.</p>
-
-<p>"Yes, I know," he answered, with a short thrill of compunction. "I am
-not all you think me, Helen. The 'others,' whose opinion makes you
-indignant, are nearer right than you are, if the truth were known, I
-suspect."</p>
-
-<p>"You shall not say such things!" cried Helen. "There is nothing I could
-want changed in you, except"&mdash;her face fell a little&mdash;"except your
-religion. If you were only a Catholic I should be perfectly happy."</p>
-
-<p>Rathborne smiled a little, as one would at the folly of a child. "I a
-Catholic!" he said. "My imagination is not strong enough to fancy that.
-No, my dear little Helen; you must be content with me as I am."</p>
-
-<p>"Have you read the book I gave you&mdash;which you promised to read?" asked
-Helen, wistfully.</p>
-
-<p>"I glanced into it&mdash;because I promised you," he answered; "but I found
-little of interest, and nothing to change my convictions. Do not
-indulge the hope that they ever will be changed. Let us understand each
-other on that point from the first. You are at liberty to believe and
-practice what you like, and I claim the same liberty for myself. Is not
-that just?"</p>
-
-<p>"I&mdash;suppose so," answered Helen, whose forte was not controversy, and
-whose eyes were full of tears. "But surely you wish to believe and
-practice the truth?"</p>
-
-<p>Rathborne shrugged his shoulders. "What is truth?" he said. "There is
-ancient and high authority for that question, and I don't know that it
-has ever been answered satisfactorily. I shall not endeavor to begin to
-answer it. And I shall not take an answer from the lips of a priest.
-Now let us change the subject."</p>
-
-<p>The subject was changed, but poor Helen's heart was heavier than
-before it was begun. Whenever she did not talk to Rathborne on the
-subject of religion, she indulged a hope of his conversion, founded on
-her own ardent desire; but whenever she timidly opened the subject,
-she felt the hopelessness of moving this nature so deeply rooted in
-self-opinion, spiritual indifference, and worldly interests. At such
-times her poor little heart had its first taste of bitterness of
-life,&mdash;that bitterness which is so largely made up of the jarring of
-different natures and of irreconcilable desires.</p>
-
-<p>Meanwhile some irreconcilable desires had begun to disturb the even
-current of Rathborne's carefully-planned life. For years he had seen
-very clearly what he meant to do&mdash;first to marry Helen, in order to
-secure the financial independence which her fortune would give; and
-then to climb, by certain well-marked steps, the ladder of professional
-and political eminence. He had never hesitated or wavered for an
-instant in this plan, neither had any obstacle arisen in his way.
-Helen had yielded to his influence, her mother's opposition was easily
-overcome, his professional success was all that he could desire, and
-already he was known as a man certain to gain the coveted prizes of
-public life.</p>
-
-<p>But now into this well-ordered and orderly existence a distraction
-came. A beautiful, imperious, ambitious woman suddenly appeared in
-his path, and the strongest temptation of his life assailed him&mdash;the
-temptation to give up Helen and her fortune for Marion and Marion's
-striking gifts. "What might not a man accomplish with such a brilliant
-and ambitious spirit to aid his own ambition!" he said to himself, and
-so felt the temptation grow daily stronger. Yet he was well aware that
-in giving up Helen, he would give up more than her affection (which he
-did not count at all), and her fortune (which he counted very heavily):
-he would give up also a large and influential family connection, and
-the respect of every person of his acquaintance whose respect was worth
-most to him. He felt, however, that he might make up his mind to the
-last, if it were all; for he was too cynical and had too thorough a
-knowledge of the world not to know that people do not long remember
-anything to the disadvantage of a successful man. But to resign Helen's
-fortune, after the careful work of years to secure it, was something
-more difficult to him; and he had by no means made up his mind to do so
-when the above conversation took place.</p>
-
-<p>It was the day of Mrs. Singleton's <i>musicale</i>; and presently Rathborne,
-who found conversation tiresome to maintain, said as he rose to go:
-"Shall I accompany you this evening? Of course I have had a card like
-everyone else."</p>
-
-<p>"Oh! yes; come by all means," replied Helen. "Mamma is going with us,
-and Netta and Frank are to call by; but it is always pleasant to have
-<i>you</i>."</p>
-
-<p>"It is not pleasant to me, however, to form one of a caravan," he said,
-with some impatience. "If I am to accompany you, can you not dispense
-with Miss Morley and her brother?"</p>
-
-<p>"I hardly like to tell them not to come; and why should you object to
-them? It is pleasant for us all to go together."</p>
-
-<p>"Do you think so?" said Rathborne, with the sneer which came so readily
-to his lip. Some words of Marion's recurred to his mind. "Helen is so
-gregarious and so easily pleased," that young lady had said, "that
-I think she would like to live always with a mob of people." But for
-the memory of this speech he might not have felt so irritated with a
-harmless and amiable love of companionship; but the contempt which
-dictated the words found a ready echo in his own mind.</p>
-
-<p>"If your cousins are going to accompany you, there is no need for
-me," he observed; "so I will content myself with meeting you at Mrs.
-Singleton's. Good-morning!"</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, I am sorry!" said Helen, with quick regret. "Netta and Frank would
-think it very strange, else I would send and ask them not to come&mdash;"</p>
-
-<p>"Not on my account, I beg," responded Rathborne. "I am very well
-satisfied with matters as they are. It gives me the opportunity of
-choosing my own time to appear."</p>
-
-<p>"Don't be too late," said Helen. "You know that Marion and I are both
-going to sing; and Marion, I am sure, will do her best."</p>
-
-<p>"And you also, I hope."</p>
-
-<p>She shook her head. "I am not like Marion. A public performance
-unnerves me, but it always puts her at her best. You will hear to-night
-how much better she will sing for a number of people than she has ever
-sung for a small circle."</p>
-
-<p>"I shall certainly hear," said Rathborne. "Tell Miss Lynde that I am
-preparing myself to be electrified."</p>
-
-<p>Perhaps he was aware in uttering these words that Miss Lynde had
-appeared in the open door behind him. At least there was no surprise
-on his face, but a great deal of satisfaction, when she came forward,
-saying:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>"And why, pray, Mr. Rathborne, should you be preparing yourself to be
-electrified?"</p>
-
-<p>"Because Helen has just been telling me how much you are inspired by an
-audience," he answered; "and you are to have all Scarborough for your
-audience."</p>
-
-<p>She made a gesture of indifference. "Give me credit," she said,
-"for caring a little more for the quality than the mere quantity of
-appreciation. 'All Scarborough' does not mean a great deal to me, I
-assure you."</p>
-
-<p>"Such as it is, though, it will be at your feet," he said. "Do not
-scorn it."</p>
-
-<p>"I shall certainly wait until it is at my feet to begin to do so," she
-answered, with a laugh.</p>
-
-<p>"It is not good policy to scorn even that which is at your feet," he
-said. "You may need it some day."</p>
-
-<p>"Be sure that I have no inclination to scorn any kindness that comes in
-my way," she observed, quickly. "You do me injustice if you believe me
-capable of that."</p>
-
-<p>"Then you will not scorn your audience to-night," he answered; "for I
-am sure you will meet nothing but kindness from it."</p>
-
-
-
-<hr class="chap" />
-<p class="ph2">CHAPTER VI.</p>
-
-
-<p class="drop"><span class="uppercase">Never</span> was a prophecy better fulfilled than that of Rathborne; for
-no one of the large company assembled in Mrs. Singleton's spacious
-drawing-room but felt prepared to admire and approve the beautiful
-young stranger, who was led to the piano by her host when the musical
-programme was about half over. Everybody had an instinct that the star
-of the evening had now appeared&mdash;that one who looked so proud and
-confident was not likely to entertain them with a mediocre performance.
-And, indeed, Marion, who had professed to scorn "all Scarborough,"
-was sufficiently inspired by her audience to feel capable of doing
-her best. As the first notes of the accompaniment were struck, she
-threw back her head like one who answers to a challenge; and when she
-opened her lips such a tide of melody rose, such crystal-clear notes,
-such a flood of pure, sweet sound, that even the lowest undertone of
-conversation stopped, and people held their breath to listen.</p>
-
-<p>Rathborne, who had been late in arriving, and who stood just outside
-one of the open windows, conveniently sheltered from observation,
-smiled to himself as he watched the scene within. It was one which
-gave him as much pleasure as his nature was capable of feeling. That
-beautiful, stately figure beside the piano, with its regal bearing and
-crown of red-gold hair, deserved to be the center of all attention; and
-suited his own taste so exactly that he did not even perceive Helen's
-sweet, smiling face near by. It did not surprise him that Marion sang
-as he had never heard her sing before. He had read her character
-accurately enough, by the light of his own, to feel sure that she would
-never fail when occasion called for display.</p>
-
-<p>His glance swept around the apartment, taking in the expressions
-of the various faces, and finally fastening on one that was partly
-sheltered behind a curtain at the end of the room. This curtain fell
-between the drawing-room and a smaller apartment opening from it. Now
-and then during the course of the evening a few of the oldest and
-most distinguished of Mrs. Singleton's guests were admitted to the
-smaller apartment, where it was understood that "old Mr. Singleton"
-was established to listen to the music at his ease. It must have been
-very much at his ease that he listened; for he had given no sign of
-his presence or appreciation until now, when&mdash;as if Marion's clear,
-ringing notes had been a spell&mdash;Rathborne observed at the opening of
-the curtain a thin face, with a high, aquiline nose and white moustache.</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Singleton also observed it; and as soon as the song was ended,
-leaving others to crowd around the singer and express their admiration,
-she walked to the curtained arch and exchanged a few words with the
-person sheltered behind it. Then, turning, she crossed the room and
-deftly made her way to Marion's side.</p>
-
-<p>"My dear Miss Lynde," she exclaimed, "what a pleasure you have given
-us! What a delight to hear such a voice as yours! My uncle is charmed,
-and he begs that you will sing again. Of course we all beg that you
-will, but I give <i>his</i> request first, because it is a very great
-compliment&mdash;from him."</p>
-
-<p>It was certainly a compliment which he had paid no one else; and Marion
-smiled with a sense of triumph. She preserved due modesty of manner
-and appearance, however, as she said: "I am exceedingly glad that I
-have been able to give pleasure to Mr. Singleton; perhaps there is some
-special song that he would like to hear?"</p>
-
-<p>"Oh! I am sure he will like to hear anything that you sing," replied
-Mrs. Singleton, who did not wish to delay the amusement of the evening
-long enough to make inquiry.</p>
-
-<p>So Marion sang again, with increased self-confidence and success; and
-the thin, keen face appeared again at the opening of the curtains, as
-if looking were no less a pleasure than listening.</p>
-
-<p>But, this song over, Mrs. Singleton was too wise a hostess to encourage
-any request for a third. "We must not ask too much of Miss Lynde's
-kindness," she said. "Later in the evening, perhaps she will sing for
-us again; and we must be reasonable. Miss Royston is going to play for
-us now."</p>
-
-<p>Miss Royston, a tall, angular young lady, whose elbows seemed unduly
-developed, took her seat on the piano-stool, struck a few crashing
-cords, and began a sonata. Being fresh from a conservatory of music,
-and having a severely classical taste, she was understood to be a very
-fine musician&mdash;a fact taken on trust by most of those who composed
-her present audience; but very soon a conversational murmur began to
-be heard; those who were near windows slipped out on the veranda "to
-enjoy the cool air while they listened," and there was no longer any
-glimpse of the aquiline nose and white moustache at the opening of the
-<i>portičres</i>.</p>
-
-<p>Marion, who had not been conscious of this brief, partial appearance
-of the invalid recluse, for whose amusement the entertainment had been
-arranged, whispered to Helen, by whom she sat down: "I wonder how Mr.
-Singleton likes this?"</p>
-
-<p>"Not as well as your singing, I am sure," answered Helen, in the same
-tone; "for all the time you were singing he was looking at you from
-behind those curtains yonder."</p>
-
-<p>"Was he indeed?" said Marion. She looked at the now closed,
-unresponsive curtains with a quick glance of interest. "What does he
-look like? I wish I had seen him."</p>
-
-<p>"When you sing again, glance over there and you will certainly be
-gratified," said Helen. "But here comes Paul at last. He has missed
-your singing; is not that too bad?"</p>
-
-<p>"I doubt very much if he considers it so," replied Marion. "He has
-heard me several times and never expressed any particular pleasure,
-that I remember."</p>
-
-<p>"That is Paul's way," said Helen, eagerly. "It is hard to tell what he
-feels by what he expresses. He admires your voice very much. I am sure
-of that."</p>
-
-<p>"What is it you are so sure of, Helen?" asked Rathborne, who had drawn
-near enough to hear the last words through the crash of the piano.</p>
-
-<p>"That you are very sorry not to have heard Marion's singing," answered
-Helen, looking up into his face with a smile.</p>
-
-<p>"I should certainly have been very sorry if I had not heard it," he
-said; "but, as it happens, I had that pleasure. And it was just as I
-expected," he added, turning to Marion. "You sang as I never heard you
-sing before. An audience inspires you&mdash;an occasion calls forth all your
-power."</p>
-
-<p>She laughed softly. "Perhaps it was not the audience or the occasion so
-much as the consciousness of Mr. Singleton's presence, and a desire to
-evoke some sign of interest from a critic who buries himself in silence
-behind drawn curtains."</p>
-
-<p>"Well, if so, you evoked it. I congratulate you upon that."</p>
-
-<p>"Helen was just telling me that he vouchsafed a glimpse of himself
-during my song. I wish I had seen him. I have a curiosity to know what
-he is like."</p>
-
-<p>"Like a very ordinary old man," observed Rathborne, carelessly. "But
-here comes Mrs. Singleton&mdash;to tell us, perhaps, that we should not be
-talking while the music is going on."</p>
-
-<p>So far from that, Mrs. Singleton began at once to talk herself, in a
-discreetly lowered tone. "Miss Lynde," she said, "I hope you have no
-objection to making the acquaintance of my uncle? He has asked me to
-bring you in to see him. He is an old man, you know, and an invalid, so
-you will excuse his not coming to see <i>you</i>."</p>
-
-<p>"I shall be delighted to go to him," answered Marion, with ready
-courtesy and grace.</p>
-
-<p>So the entire company were surprised and interested to see
-their hostess leading the young stranger across the room to the
-jealously-guarded inner apartment where Mr. Singleton was secluded. All
-eyes followed them curiously, and lingered on the curtains, which Mrs.
-Singleton held back for a moment while Marion passed within, and then
-let fall.</p>
-
-<p>Marion's own curiosity and gratification were equally balanced. It was
-like a public triumph to be led in this manner behind these curtains,
-which had opened for no other of the performers of the evening.
-Evidently this rich and presumably fastidious old man was to be
-included in the number of those who recognized her to be something more
-than ordinary. The instant that the <i>portičres</i> were drawn back, she
-looked eagerly into the apartment thus revealed.</p>
-
-<p>It was smaller than the drawing-room behind her, and was luxuriously
-furnished. The light which filled it was softly toned and shaded, but
-quite brilliant enough to show all the variety of silken-covered chairs
-and couches, the richly-blended tints of Eastern rugs, the carved
-tables and stands covered with books and papers. Sunk in the depths
-of one of the easiest of these easy-chairs was a small, slight man;
-his wasted face, with its high, distinct features, snowy hair, and
-moustache, thrown into relief against the back of the chair on which
-he leaned. His hands, which rested on its arms, were like pieces of
-delicate ivory carving, and his whole appearance spoke as distinctly of
-refinement as of ill health. Seated opposite him was an old gentleman,
-whose robust aspect was in strong contrast with his own, and who was
-talking in a tone which showed that he took no heed of the music in the
-next room.</p>
-
-<p>He paused and rose at sight of the two ladies; but Mr. Singleton did
-not stir, though Marion felt his bright, keen eyes fastened on her at
-once. She followed her hostess, who went forward to his chair.</p>
-
-<p>"Here is Miss Lynde, who has come to see you, uncle," said that lady.</p>
-
-<p>"It is very kind of Miss Lynde," replied Mr. Singleton, with the air
-of the old school&mdash;that air which a younger generation has lost and
-forgotten. He held out his hand, and, when Marion laid her own in
-it, looked at her with an admiration to which she had always been
-accustomed, and an evident pleasure in the contemplation of so much
-beauty. "Will you sit down?" he said, after a moment, indicating a low
-chair by his side. "I want you to tell me where you learned to sing so
-well."</p>
-
-<p>"Where do the birds learn?" asked Marion, smiling. "I have sung like
-the birds as long as I can remember; although, of course, I have had
-some teaching. Not a great deal, however."</p>
-
-<p>"It is a pity that you should not have more," he said. "Your voice, if
-fully trained, would be magnificent. But, as it is, you sing remarkably
-well; you have no vices of style, and you have given me a great deal of
-pleasure."</p>
-
-<p>"I am very glad to have given you pleasure," answered Marion, with an
-air of gracious sincerity. "Mrs. Singleton has told me that you are
-very fond of music."</p>
-
-<p>He made a slight grimace. "I am very fond of good music," he said; "but
-I do not hear a great deal of it from amateurs. When Anna told me of
-the entertainment she had arranged, I had little idea of hearing such
-a voice as yours."</p>
-
-<p>Marion laughed. "While I was singing," she said, "I had something of
-the feeling which I imagine the singers must have who are obliged now
-and then to go through an opera in an empty theater, for the sole
-benefit of the King of Bavaria, who is invisible in his box."</p>
-
-<p>"But you had plenty of visible listeners besides the invisible one,"
-said Mr. Singleton.</p>
-
-<p>"I thought nothing of them," she answered. "I was singing to <i>you</i>
-altogether, and now I feel as if I had been summoned to the royal box
-to be complimented."</p>
-
-<p>There was a playfulness in the words which deprived them of any
-appearance of flattery, yet it was evident that Mr. Singleton was not
-ill-pleased at being compared to royalty&mdash;even such eccentric royalty
-as that of the then living King of Bavaria.</p>
-
-<p>"To carry out the comparison," he said, smiling, "I ought to have
-a diamond bracelet to clasp on your arm. Such are the substantial
-compliments of royalty. But, instead, I am going to ask a favor of
-you&mdash;a very great favor. Will you come some time and sing to me alone?
-I promise you that I will not be invisible on that occasion."</p>
-
-<p>"I shall be very happy to do so," she answered, promptly. "It will be a
-real pleasure to myself. Tell me when I shall come."</p>
-
-<p>"That must be settled hereafter. My health, and consequently my state
-of feeling, is very uncertain. Sometimes even music jars on me. Anna
-shall see you and arrange it."</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Singleton, hearing her name, turned from a conversation which she
-had been maintaining with the gentleman who was the other occupant of
-the room.</p>
-
-<p>"What is it that I am to arrange?" she asked. "That Miss Lynde will
-come sometime and sing to us alone? Oh, that will be charming! But now
-I must go back to my duties, for I think I hear the sonata ending. Will
-you come with me?" she said to Marion.</p>
-
-<p>"If my audience is ended," replied Marion, with a pretty smile, to Mr.
-Singleton.</p>
-
-<p>"Your audience is not ended, if you do not mind remaining with an old
-man for a little while," he answered. "Anna can return or send for you
-when she wants you to entertain her guests again. Meanwhile I want you
-to entertain <i>me</i>."</p>
-
-<p>"Before I go, then, I will introduce General Butler, and charge him
-to bring you back presently," said Mrs. Singleton, after which she
-disappeared.</p>
-
-<p>General Butler, no less pleased than his friend with the charm of a
-beautiful face, sat down again, and said to Marion: "Your name is very
-familiar to me, Miss Lynde. I wonder if you are not a daughter of
-Herbert Lynde, who was killed at Seven Pines?"</p>
-
-<p>"Yes," answered Marion, "I am his daughter, and always glad to meet his
-old friends. You knew him, then?"</p>
-
-<p>"Oh! very well. He was in my brigade, and one of the bravest men I ever
-saw. I thought there was something familiar to me in your face as well
-as in your name. You are very like him."</p>
-
-<p>"Herbert Lynde!" repeated Mr. Singleton. "If that was your father's
-name, my niece was right in thinking that there might be some
-relationship between us. The Singletons and those Lyndes have
-intermarried more than once. I hope that you do not object to
-acknowledging a distant link of cousinship with us?"</p>
-
-<p>"So far from objecting, I am delighted to hear of it," answered Marion.
-"Who would not be delighted to find such cousins?"</p>
-
-<p>There was something a little sad as well as ironic in the smile with
-which Mr. Singleton heard these words, as he extended his hand and laid
-it on hers.</p>
-
-<p>"That sounds very cordial and sincere," he said. "I hope you may never
-find reason to qualify your delight. I confess I am glad to find that
-we are not altogether strangers. It gives me a faint, shadowy claim on
-your kind offices. I am not a man whom many things please. But you have
-pleased me, and I shall like to see you again."</p>
-
-<p>"I shall like to come," answered Marion, "for my own pleasure as well
-as for yours. I am not easily pleased either," she added, with a smile;
-"so you must draw the inference."</p>
-
-<p>"It is one I should like to be able to draw also," observed General
-Butler. "This is really too narrow. I cannot claim relationship, Miss
-Lynde; but remember I am an old friend of your family."</p>
-
-<p>"Of mine, too, then," said Marion, holding out her hand to him. As he
-bent over it with a flattered air, she had a triumphant sense that it
-was a conclusive test of her power to be able to charm and influence
-men of the world and of mature experience like these.</p>
-
-
-
-<hr class="chap" />
-<p class="ph2">CHAPTER VII.</p>
-
-
-<p>"<span class="letter">W</span><span class="uppercase">ell</span>, Marion," said Helen, "now that you have seen Mr. Singleton, what
-do you think of him?"</p>
-
-<p>They were walking home through the soft, moonlit summer night when this
-question was asked; and Marion answered, lightly: "I find him charming.
-He is refined, fastidious, has seen a great deal of the world, and is
-altogether a man after my own taste."</p>
-
-<p>"Then," said Frank Morley, who was walking by her side, "a man after
-your own taste must be a heartless valetudinarian; for that is what Mr.
-Singleton has the credit of being."</p>
-
-<p>"As it chances," said Marion, "neither his heartlessness nor his
-valetudinarianism concerns me in the least&mdash;granting that they exist.
-But I confess to a doubt on that point. Are you very intimately
-acquainted with him, Mr. Morley?"</p>
-
-<p>Had the moonlight been brighter, it might have been perceived that
-young Morley flushed at the tone of the question. "No," he answered; "I
-have no acquaintance with him at all. But that is the opinion of every
-one."</p>
-
-<p>"The opinion of 'everyone' has very little weight with me," said
-Marion. "I prefer my own."</p>
-
-<p>"You are quite right to distrust an uncharitable opinion, my dear
-Marion," interposed Mrs. Dalton's quiet voice. "The fact of its being
-general is no reason for crediting it. People are always quicker to
-believe evil than good, I am sorry to say."</p>
-
-<p>"I suppose that is meant for me," said Frank Morley. "But really I am
-not inclined, on general principles, to believe evil sooner than good.
-I do think, however, that some weight is to be given to a <i>consensus</i>
-of public opinion."</p>
-
-<p>"What a large word!" cried Helen, laughing, while Rathborne observed,
-with his familiar sneer:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>"A word which represents a large fact also, but a fact that must be
-based on knowledge in order to have any value. Now, the public opinion
-of Scarborough has no knowledge at all of Mr. Singleton. Therefore its
-decision about him has no value."</p>
-
-<p>"I am glad to hear it," said Marion; "for I do not believe that he is
-either heartless or a valetudinarian."</p>
-
-<p>"I suppose he made himself agreeable to <i>you</i>," said young Morley.</p>
-
-<p>"Very agreeable," she answered, coolly. "He informed me that we are
-related, and he asked me to come and sing for him alone."</p>
-
-<p>"I congratulate you on a triumph, then," said Rathborne; "for he is a
-most critical person, who likes few things and tolerates few people."</p>
-
-<p>"So I judged," she answered; "and I felt flattered accordingly."</p>
-
-<p>"How frightened I should have been of him!" exclaimed Helen. "I am very
-glad that my singing was not worthy of his notice!"</p>
-
-<p>There was a general laugh at this, as they paused at Mrs. Dalton's
-gate, where good-nights were exchanged. "I will see you to the house,"
-said Rathborne, when his aunt declared that in the soft, bright
-moonlight there was no need for any one to accompany them farther; he
-opened the gate and went in, while the Morleys walked off.</p>
-
-<p>"Frank," said Miss Morley, "what is the reason that you so often speak
-to Miss Lynde in a manner that sounds disagreeable and sarcastic? I
-don't think it is well-bred, and I never knew you guilty of speaking so
-to any one before."</p>
-
-<p>"I never had such cause before," answered Frank. "It is the tone Miss
-Lynde habitually employs to <i>me</i>. You will say, perhaps, that is no
-excuse, but at least you will admit that it is a provocation."</p>
-
-<p>"A provocation you ought to resist," said the young lady. "I am really
-ashamed of you? What is the reason that you positively seem to dislike
-each other?"</p>
-
-<p>"Miss Lynde appears to think that I am a person who needs to be kept in
-his place by severe snubbing," replied the young man; "and I think that
-she is the most vain and conceited girl I ever encountered. I don't
-trust her an inch; and if there is not something very like a flirtation
-going on between Rathborne and herself, I'm mistaken."</p>
-
-<p>"How can you say such a thing! Why, Paul Rathborne is as good as
-engaged to Helen; and, of course, her cousin knows it."</p>
-
-<p>"That's neither here nor there. Whatever she knows or doesn't know, you
-have only to see them together to observe how well they understand each
-other. As for Rathborne, no treachery would surprise me in him."</p>
-
-<p>"Frank, I am really shocked at you!" cried his sister. "You have let
-prejudice run away with your judgment. You dislike Paul Rathborne
-until you are ready to suspect him of anything. Of course he admires
-Miss Lynde&mdash;everyone does except yourself,&mdash;but that is no reason for
-believing that he would be treacherous to Helen. And Miss Lynde's
-manner is the same to him as to everyone, so far as I have observed."</p>
-
-<p>"As far as you have observed may not be very far," said Frank, with
-brotherly candor. "Wait and see&mdash;that is all."</p>
-
-<p>"I think <i>you</i> ought to wait and see before you make such charges,"
-returned Miss Morley. "You always disliked Paul Rathborne, and now you
-dislike Miss Lynde, so you suspect them both of very unworthy conduct.
-It shows how we ought to guard against disliking people, since to do so
-leads at last to unjust judgments."</p>
-
-<p>"Very fine moralizing," remarked the young man; "but not at all
-applicable in this case, since I don't suspect them because I dislike
-them, but I dislike them because I suspect them. There's all the
-difference in the world in that."</p>
-
-<p>"It amounts to the same thing with you, I fancy," answered his
-skeptical sister. "But I hope that at least you will keep your
-suspicions to yourself. If you breathed them to Helen&mdash;"</p>
-
-<p>"Do you think I would!" he said, indignantly. "What good could it do?
-Helen will believe nothing against any one she loves. And she does love
-Rathborne&mdash;confound him!"</p>
-
-<p>"Frank, you are really growing so uncharitable that it distresses me
-to hear you talk," said his sister, solemnly.</p>
-
-<p>Frank only responded by a laugh compounded of scorn and vexed
-amusement; but in his heart he knew that it was true&mdash;that he was
-growing uncharitable, and that he disliked Rathborne so much that he
-was ready to believe any ill of him. It was this dislike which had
-sharpened his eyes to perceive what that astute gentleman thought he
-was concealing from every one&mdash;the fact of the strong attraction which
-Marion had for him; and whoever else that fact might surprise, it
-did not surprise young Morley in the least. He had never believed in
-the disinterestedness of Rathborne's affection for Helen, and it had
-enraged him to perceive the trust with which his cousin gave her heart
-to a man unworthy of it. These sentiments had prepared him to observe
-any failure in the conduct of that man, and there had been a gratified
-sense of the justification of his own judgment when he perceived
-what was so far hidden from everyone else except Rathborne himself
-and&mdash;Marion.</p>
-
-<p>For Marion was fully alive to the admiration with which Rathborne
-regarded her; but it is only justice to say that no thought of
-treachery to Helen was ever in <i>her</i> mind. Many and great as her
-faults might be, they were not of a mean order. By towering ambition
-and arrogant pride, she might fall into grievous error, but hardly
-into baseness&mdash;at least not by premeditation. But it is hard to
-say at exactly what milestone we will stop on the road of seeking
-the gratification and interest of self. It pleased her to see that
-Rathborne regarded her in a very different manner from that in which
-he regarded any other woman with whom she saw him associating; the
-unconscious homage of his air when he approached her, of his tone when
-he addressed her, the choice of his subjects when he talked to her
-alone, were all like incense to her vanity; and it was this incense
-which she liked, rather than the man. Concerning the latter, she had
-not changed her first opinion, which did not differ very widely from
-that of Mr. Frank Morley.</p>
-
-<p>The day after Mrs. Singleton's evening, Helen said to her cousin: "I
-wish so much, Marion, that you would sometimes sing in our choir! Miss
-Grady, our organist, said to me last night that she would be so glad if
-you would, and I promised to ask you."</p>
-
-<p>"Why, certainly," replied Marion, with ready assent; "I shall be very
-glad to do so whenever you like. Catholic music is so beautiful that it
-is a pleasure to sing it; but I don't know much of it."</p>
-
-<p>"You know that lovely '<i>Ave Maria</i>' you used to sing at the convent."</p>
-
-<p>"Gounod's? Oh, yes! But when can I sing that?"</p>
-
-<p>"At the Offertory in the Mass. I know Miss Grady will be delighted, for
-she has no really good voice. Fancy, mine is her best!"</p>
-
-<p>"How modest you are!" said Marion, smiling. "Very well, then, I will
-sing the '<i>Ave Maria</i>' next Sunday with a great deal of pleasure, if
-your organist likes, and your priest does not object to a Protestant
-voice."</p>
-
-<p>"He is not likely to do that; but I thought you always declared that
-you are not a Protestant."</p>
-
-<p>"I suppose one must be classed as a Protestant, according to the strict
-sense of the term, when one is not a Catholic&mdash;and that I am not."</p>
-
-<p>"But you may be some day."</p>
-
-<p>"Nothing is more unlikely. Your religion is too exacting: it puts one's
-whole life in bondage. Now, I want to be free."</p>
-
-<p>"Not free to do wrong, Marion! And the only bondage which the Catholic
-Church lays upon people is to forbid their doing what is wrong."</p>
-
-<p>"I must be free to judge for myself what <i>is</i> wrong," returned Marion,
-with a haughty gesture of her head. "But we had better not talk of
-this, Helen. We do not think alike, and I do not wish to say anything
-disagreeable to you."</p>
-
-<p>"Nor I to you," said Helen; "and indeed I have no talent for argument.
-One needs Claire for that. Dear Claire! how I wish she were here!"</p>
-
-<p>"So do I," said Marion; "but not for purposes of argument, I confess."</p>
-
-<p>Glad to do something to please her aunt and cousin, Marion went
-willingly the next Sunday to the Catholic church; and, having already
-seen the organist&mdash;a pleasant young music teacher&mdash;accompanied Helen
-into the choir-loft. Here, sitting quietly in a corner during the first
-part of the Mass, she had time to contrast the scene before her with
-that which she had witnessed during the other Sundays of her stay in
-Scarborough. The first thing which struck her was the poverty of the
-small building, as compared with the luxury and beauty of the Episcopal
-place of worship. Here were no finely-carved and polished woods; but
-plain, plastered walls, relieved from bareness only by the pictures
-which told in simple black and white the woful story of the Cross.
-The sound of moving feet and scraping benches on the uncovered floor
-jarred on her nerves after the subdued quiet, which was the result of
-carpeted aisles and pews; while the appearance of the congregation
-spoke plainly of humble, hard-working lives. No suggestion of social
-distinction and elegance was here. But in the sanctuary there was
-something of beauty to please even her ćsthetic eye.</p>
-
-<p>The small altar was beautifully dressed with freshly-cut flowers,
-draped with spotless linen and fine lace, and brilliant with light
-of wax tapers. Evidently Helen's careful hand and convent-bred taste
-had been there, even as Helen's pure, sweet, young voice was even now
-singing the angelic words of the "<i>Gloria</i>." The priest, who was a pale
-and rather insignificant-looking man, certainly lacked the refined
-and scholarly air of the handsome young clergyman with whom Marion
-instinctively compared him; but there was an assured dignity in his
-air and gestures, as he stood at the altar, which she was too keen an
-observer not to perceive, and remember that the other had lacked.</p>
-
-<p>In the midst of these mingled thoughts and impressions&mdash;thoughts and
-impressions wherein devotion had no place&mdash;she was suddenly summoned to
-sing. She took her place with the self-possession which never failed
-her, and began that beautiful strain to which Gounod has set the sacred
-words of the "<i>Ave Maria</i>." There were not many musically trained ears
-or critically trained tastes among the congregation below, but even
-they turned instinctively to see what voice was rising with such divine
-melody toward heaven. Over and over again Marion had sung these words
-without thinking of their meaning, but she had never before sung them
-in the Mass; and now something in the hush of the stillness around
-her, in the reverence of the silent people, in the solemn, stately
-movements of the priest and the uplifting of the chalice, seemed to
-fill her with a consciousness that she, too, was uttering a prayer&mdash;a
-prayer of such ancient and holy origin that careless lips should fear
-to speak it.</p>
-
-<p>"<i>Sancta Maria, Mater Dei!</i>"&mdash;Never before had the wonder, the majesty,
-the awfulness of the Name struck her as it struck her now, when she
-was, as it were, the mouthpiece for all the believing hearts that so
-called the Blessed Maid of Israel. "<i>Ora pro nobis peccatoribus, nunc
-et in hora mortis nostrć.</i>" Her voice sank over the last words with a
-strange sense of their meaning. The hour of our death! It would come to
-her, too, that hour&mdash;a sudden, intense realization of the fact seemed
-to run through her veins like ice,&mdash;and when it came, would it not be
-well to have appealed in earnest to Her who stood by the Cross, and was
-and is eternally the Mother of God?</p>
-
-<p>Such a thought, such a question was new to this proud and worldly
-spirit. Why it came to her at this moment is one of the miracles of
-God's grace. It was not destined to make any lasting impression; but
-for the time it was strong enough to cause her, when the hymn was
-ended, to go and kneel down in the place she had left; while from her
-heart rose the appeal which only her lips had uttered a moment before,
-"Holy Mary, Mother of God, pray for me now and at the hour of my death."</p>
-
-<p>It gratified Helen to observe that Marion knelt with apparent
-devoutness during the solemn portion of the Mass; but when they
-came out of church, and she turned with a smile to congratulate her
-on her singing, she was struck by the paleness and gravity of the
-beautiful face. "What is the matter?" she asked, quickly. "Has anything
-displeased you?"</p>
-
-<p>"Displeased me!" said Marion, with a start of surprise. "No; why should
-you think so?"</p>
-
-<p>"You look so grave."</p>
-
-<p>"Do I? Perhaps I am displeased with myself, then. I did not know before
-that I was impressionable, and I find that I am. That vexes me. I
-detest impressionable people; I detest above all to feel that I myself
-am at the mercy of outward influences."</p>
-
-<p>Helen looked all the wonder that she felt. "I don't understand what you
-mean." she said. "How have you found out that you are impressionable&mdash;I
-mean particularly so?"</p>
-
-<p>Marion smiled slightly. "I am afraid you would not understand if
-I told you," she replied. "Or you would misunderstand, which is
-worse. But don't ask me to go to your church again, Helen. Something
-there&mdash;something about the services&mdash;affects me in a way I don't
-like. Nothing I should dislike so much as to become a mere emotional,
-susceptible creature; and I feel there as if I might."</p>
-
-<p>"But, Marion," exclaimed Helen, half-shocked, half-eager, "surely our
-feelings are given, like everything else, to lead us to God! And, O
-Marion! how can you turn away from what may be the grace of God? For
-remember, <i>God Himself</i> was on the altar to-day!"</p>
-
-<p>She uttered the last sentence in tones of reverent awe; but Marion
-frowned impatiently.</p>
-
-<p>"It was because I knew you would not understand that I did not want
-to speak," she said. "What I am talking of is a mere matter of
-susceptibility to outward influences. It is disagreeable to me, and I
-do not wish to subject myself to it&mdash;that is all. I am never troubled
-in that way at the Episcopal services," she added, more lightly. "I
-shall go there in future."</p>
-
-
-
-<hr class="chap" />
-<p class="ph2">CHAPTER VIII.</p>
-
-
-<p class="drop"><span class="uppercase">It</span> was not very long before Marion's promise to Mr. Singleton was
-recalled to her mind&mdash;if, indeed, that could be said to be recalled
-which had never been forgotten. For she had not exaggerated in saying
-that this old man, with his air of the world, with his keen, critical
-glance, and the mingled imperativeness and courtliness of his manner,
-was after her own taste. His evident admiration and appreciation of
-herself no doubt led greatly to this result; for had she been treated
-as he was in the habit of treating people whom he did not like, there
-could hardly have been much liking on her side. But since his approval
-of <i>her</i> was very manifest, her approval of <i>him</i> was not less so; and
-was, moreover, sharpened by the restless ambition which made her look
-eagerly for any opening by which she might gain her desired ends.</p>
-
-<p>She was glad, therefore, to receive one morning a note from Mrs.
-Singleton, begging to know if that day would suit her for the
-fulfillment of her promise to sing for Mr. Singleton alone. "I should
-have asked <i>you</i> to name the day," the note went on, "but for the fact
-that there are only certain days on which my uncle feels equal to the
-exertion of seeing any one; and, of course, he wishes to see as well
-as to hear you. If you have no other engagement for this afternoon,
-will you, then, gratify him by coming at five o'clock? And I hope to
-keep you to spend the evening with me."</p>
-
-<p>Had any engagement interfered with the proposed appointment, there
-is no doubt that Marion would have broken it like a thread; but she
-was, happily, free from such a necessity, and had only to tell Mrs.
-Singleton that she would accept her invitation for the afternoon with
-pleasure. So, at the time appointed, her aunt's carriage dropped her at
-the door of the house which the Singletons had taken for the season.
-It was by far the handsomest house in Scarborough&mdash;wide, spacious,
-stately, with nobly proportioned rooms, and halls that spoke eloquently
-of the wealth that had planned them. It was a wealth that had vanished
-now, as the house had passed out of the possession of those who built
-it; but the fine old place served admirably as a setting for the
-Singleton establishment, which was formed on a very lavish scale.</p>
-
-<p>When Marion was shown into the drawing room, she found Mr. Singleton
-there, established in a deep easy-chair near the piano, with an open
-newspaper before him. He laid it on his knee when she entered, and held
-out his hand.</p>
-
-<p>"You will excuse my keeping my seat," he said, as she came toward
-him. "I rise with great difficulty, owing to obstinate sciatica, and
-never without assistance. But you must believe that I appreciate your
-kindness in coming."</p>
-
-<p>"I am very glad to come," she said, with cordial sincerity. "I told you
-that it would be a pleasure to me. I like to sing, especially to one
-who knows what good singing is; and whose praise, therefore, has value."</p>
-
-<p>He smiled, evidently well pleased. "And how do you know," he said,
-"that my praise has that value?"</p>
-
-<p>"One can tell such things very quickly," she replied. "I think I should
-have known that you possessed musical culture even if I had not heard
-so."</p>
-
-<p>"I have a good deal of musical knowledge, at least," he said. "In my
-youth I lived much abroad, and I have heard all the great singers of
-the world. It has been a passion with me, and I have missed nothing
-else so much during these later years of invalidism. You can judge,
-therefore, whether or not it is a pleasure to hear such a voice as
-yours."</p>
-
-<p>"I know that my voice is good," said Marion; "but I also know how much
-it lacks cultivation. I fear that must jar on you, since you have heard
-so many great singers."</p>
-
-<p>"No, it does not jar on me, because you have no bad tricks. You sing
-simply and naturally, with wonderful sweetness and power. Sing now, and
-afterward I will take the liberty of asking you some questions about
-yourself."</p>
-
-<p>Marion went to the piano, and, animated by the last words, sang as
-well as she could possibly have sung for a much larger audience. In
-the lofty, wide room she let out the full power of her splendid voice
-with an ease, a total absence of effort, which delighted her listener.
-Lying back in his deep chair while song followed song, and marking
-how clear and true every note rang, his interest in the singer grew;
-and he began to rouse a little from the state of indifferent egoism
-which was normal with him, to consider what would be the future of this
-girl, whom nature had so richly endowed. Perhaps curiosity had a part
-in the interest; at least when Marion had sung for some time, he said
-suddenly:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>"That is enough for the present. I must not be unreasonable, and I must
-not let you strain your voice. Will you come now and talk to me for a
-while?"</p>
-
-<p>"Willingly," she answered, rising from the instrument with a smile.
-"But you must remember that it does not follow that because I can
-entertain you by singing I can also entertain you by talking."</p>
-
-<p>"I think it will follow," he said. "You talk, if not as well as you
-sing&mdash;for that would be very extraordinary&mdash;at least well enough to
-make me desire to listen to you. And in order to make you appreciate
-that, I must tell you that the talking of most people bores me
-intolerably."</p>
-
-<p>"Are there any signs by which one can tell when one begins to bore
-you?" asked Marion, sitting down on a low chair in front of him.
-"Because I should like to cease as soon as that point is reached."</p>
-
-<p>He smiled, all the lines of his face relaxing as he looked at her.
-In fact, he found the charm of her beauty almost as great as that of
-her voice. Had it been an unintellectual beauty, he would have cared
-nothing for it; but the flash of that indescribable quality which the
-French call <i>esprit</i>, the quickness and readiness of her speech, the
-grace of her manner,&mdash;all pleased and interested the man, who was not
-easily pleased or interested.</p>
-
-<p>"I do not believe there is any danger of your ever reaching that
-point," he said. "And I think you are sure of it yourself. You have no
-fear of boring any one; for you know the thing is impossible."</p>
-
-<p>"You are very kind," she answered. "But I have never observed that the
-people who bore one are at all afraid of doing it. So, lack of fear
-would not prove exemption from the possibility. But I flatter myself
-that I have penetration enough to detect the first sign, and I am
-certain that I would not need to detect the second."</p>
-
-<p>"Any one who saw you would be certain of that," he said, regarding
-her intently. "As it chances, however, it may be I who will prove the
-bore; for I am going to claim one of the privileges of an old man, and
-ask you some questions about yourself; or, to spare me the trouble of
-asking the question, I should like for you to tell me something about
-your life, if you have no objection."</p>
-
-<p>"Not the slightest," replied Marion; "indeed your interest flatters me.
-But I am sorry to say that there is very little to tell. You see, my
-life is only beginning."</p>
-
-<p>"True. You have just left school, I believe?"</p>
-
-<p>"Only a few weeks ago. I came then with my cousin from the convent,
-where I had spent two years."</p>
-
-<p>"You are not a Roman Catholic, I hope?"</p>
-
-<p>"Oh! no, certainly not." It occurred to her, as she spoke, that if he
-should ask what she was, she would not be prepared with so ready an
-answer. But his interest was apparently satisfied with ascertaining
-what she was <i>not</i>, and he went on to another question:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>"Where is your home?"</p>
-
-<p>"Ah! that is difficult to answer," she said. "Before going to the
-convent, I lived with my uncle, but I could hardly call that home; and,
-since I have no desire to return to his house, I must reply with strict
-correctness that I have no home."</p>
-
-<p>"That is a sad statement for one so young. Is not your uncle your
-guardian?"</p>
-
-<p>"I suppose that he is; but, you see, I have no fortune to look
-after&mdash;somehow it has all vanished away,&mdash;and, personally, I am not
-very much in need of a guardian."</p>
-
-<p>"Permit me to differ with you there," said Mr. Singleton, gravely.
-"Personally, I think that you are very much in need of a guardian.
-And by that I do not mean any reflection on your power of conducting
-yourself&mdash;which I have no doubt is very sufficient,&mdash;but I mean that
-no young and beautiful woman of good social rank should be without the
-protection of such guardianship."</p>
-
-<p>"I presume certainly that my uncle considers himself my guardian,
-and it is likely that he has legal power to interfere with my
-actions," said Marion. "But I think he does not feel interest enough
-to interfere&mdash;unless he thought me likely to bring discredit on the
-family. And I believe he knows me well enough not to fear that."</p>
-
-<p>Mr. Singleton smiled at the unconscious pride of her tone, and the
-gesture with which she lifted her head. "One need not know you very
-well in order to be sure of that," he said. "But, since these are your
-circumstances, allow me, as your kinsman, to ask another question. What
-are your plans for the future?"</p>
-
-<p>She opened her hands with a gesture signifying emptiness, and slightly
-shrugged her shoulders. "Frankly, I have none," she answered. "I am
-waiting on fate. Don't think that I mind it," she added, quickly,
-catching an expression on his face. "It is interesting&mdash;it is like
-waiting for a play to begin. If I had my choice, I should prefer the
-uncertainties of my life to a life already mapped and arranged like
-that of my cousin, Helen Morley. Why should uncertainty of the future
-daunt one who has a consciousness of some powers, and has no fear at
-all? I am only anxious for the play to begin, that is all."</p>
-
-<p>"Poor child!" said her listener. The words were uttered involuntarily,
-and startled him a little; for he was not easily moved to sympathy
-or compassion. But the very dauntlessness of this courage, the very
-rashness of this self-confidence, were sad to the man who knew so well
-the pitfalls of life, the dangers which no powers could avert, no
-bravery overcome. If Marion had subtly calculated how best to rouse
-his interest, and touch whatever heart remained to him in the midst
-of the gradual withering up of the springs of feeling, she could
-not have succeeded better, nor probably half so well. Any appeal to
-his sympathy, any tearful eyes or supplicating tones, he would have
-resisted; but this proud daring of fate, this quick rejection of pity,
-moved him more than, beforehand, he would have imagined possible. When
-conscious of the words which had escaped him, he went on:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>"Pardon me, but I have known so long the life you are just
-beginning&mdash;indeed I am about to leave the stage as you make your
-<i>début</i>,&mdash;that I fear the play may not prove all that you fancy. It is
-apt to take sudden turns which no skill can foresee, and which force
-one, whether one will or not, into very unpleasant situations. But I
-have no inclination to act the part of a prophet of ill, so I hope all
-this may be reversed for you; certainly so much courage and so much
-beauty ought to propitiate Fate. And, meanwhile, if there is anything I
-can do to serve you, remember that I am your kinsman, and let me know."</p>
-
-<p>"Thank you," said Marion, graciously. "But while waiting for the play
-to begin, I have nothing to desire. My friends are very kind. And now I
-fear that I may have reached that point of which we spoke earlier&mdash;the
-point of possible boredom. At least I know that I have talked too much
-of myself."</p>
-
-<p>"Not at all," he replied, quickly. "You have only answered my
-questions; and I have been, I fear, too inquisitive. But my interest in
-you must plead my excuse. I suppose I have been more ready to gratify
-it because it is not easily roused&mdash;at least not to the degree in which
-you have roused it."</p>
-
-<p>"That is very pleasant for me to hear," said Marion, truthfully. "I
-like to rouse interest&mdash;everyone does, I imagine; and yet I should not
-care for it if it were easily roused."</p>
-
-<p>"No, I imagine not," said he, with a look that seemed to read her
-through and through. "You will care only for difficult things, and you
-are made to gain them."</p>
-
-<p>Before Marion could express her approval of this prophecy, the sound of
-approaching footsteps was heard, and Mrs. Singleton entered the room,
-in the freshest and prettiest of evening toilets. She held out both
-hands to Marion, with an air of effusion.</p>
-
-<p>"I was roused out of my <i>siesta</i> by the most delightful sounds!" she
-cried. "At first I thought it must be an angel singing, but angels are
-not in the habit of visiting me; so then I remembered your appointment,
-and that I had intended to be present to share the pleasure with uncle.
-Unfortunately I slept too long for that, but you will sing some for me
-now&mdash;or perhaps we had better defer it until later, when Tom can have
-the pleasure too. You remember that you are going to spend the evening
-with us."</p>
-
-<p>Marion remembered, and was very willing to do so; for these were people
-whom she liked to cultivate. They were not only people of high social
-consideration, who might be useful to her, but their knowledge of the
-world, their familiarity with society abroad as well as at home, and
-their easy habits of wealth and luxury, pleased her taste and gratified
-her own instinctive yearning for these things. The quiet, old-fashioned
-comfort of her aunt's establishment lost all its charm when contrasted
-with the fashion and lavish expenditure which were here. She was the
-only guest at the beautifully served dinner to which they sat down in
-the summer gloaming; but she could truly assure Mrs. Singleton that she
-was glad it was so. "Who could be found in Scarborough as entertaining
-as yourselves?" she asked.</p>
-
-<p>"How very nice of you to say so!" replied that lady, patting her hand.
-"Then we are very well satisfied; for I am sure nobody could be found
-in Scarborough as entertaining as you are. In fact, you do not belong
-to the Scarborough order of life at all; you are totally out of place
-here."</p>
-
-<p>Marion laughed. "I am afraid I feel so occasionally," she said;
-"but I have an idea that it is my fault: that I expect too much of
-Scarborough."</p>
-
-<p>"You belong to another life altogether," repeated Mrs. Singleton,
-positively. "I felt sure of it the first time I saw you. A quiet,
-sociable, country-town existence may suit other people&mdash;your pretty
-cousin, for example,&mdash;but it does not suit <i>you</i>."</p>
-
-<p>"That is very true," said Marion. "As a matter of taste, it certainly
-does not suit me; but I learned early that one cannot always expect to
-have one's tastes gratified."</p>
-
-<p>"You are very philosophical. Now, for me, I always expect to have my
-tastes gratified, and they generally are. Demand a great deal and you
-will get at least some of it; that is my philosophy."</p>
-
-<p>"And, unlike many philosophers, you always practice what you preach.
-That I can testify," said Mr. Singleton (the husband). "Don't let her
-demoralize you, Miss Lynde. If you have any moderation of desire, by
-all means keep and culture it."</p>
-
-<p>"Unfortunately, my desires are boundless," replied Marion, smiling. "It
-is only my expectations which are moderate."</p>
-
-<p>"Well, that is remarkable enough," said the gentleman; "if only you can
-manage to keep them so&mdash;but you will not."</p>
-
-<p>"Why not?"</p>
-
-<p>He cast a glance into an opposite mirror. "About the best reason I
-offer is to be found there," he answered. "No woman is going to expect
-less than Nature gave her a right to demand."</p>
-
-<p>And so on all sides fresh fuel was offered to the vanity which already
-turned high and strong in dangerous flame.</p>
-
-
-
-<hr class="chap" />
-<p class="ph2">CHAPTER IX.</p>
-
-
-<p class="drop"><span class="uppercase">Several</span> weeks passed, during which the acquaintance of Marion with the
-Singletons progressed rapidly to intimacy&mdash;such intimacy, that Helen
-protested more than once that her cousin spent more time with Mrs.
-Singleton than with herself. She was certainly very often the companion
-of that lady&mdash;seen by her side in the pretty phaeton which she drove,
-met at all her entertainments, called upon for all occasions when she
-needed assistance, social or otherwise. The vaguely understood link of
-relationship between them served as an excuse for this, had any excuse
-been required beside the caprice of the elder and the inclination of
-the younger lady. "I have discovered a cousin in Miss Lynde," Mrs.
-Singleton would say to her Scarborough acquaintances. "Do you not
-think that I am very fortunate?" And there were few who did not reply
-honestly that they considered her very fortunate indeed.</p>
-
-<p>But the person who regarded this association most approvingly was old
-Mr. Singleton, since it secured him a great deal of Marion's society,
-for which he evinced a partiality. It was, in fact, to this partiality
-that Marion owed Mrs. Singleton's attentions. "Your uncle has taken a
-most extraordinary fancy to that girl, Tom." she said to her husband
-at a very early stage of the acquaintance; "so I think that I had
-better cultivate her. It will be better for me to use her as a means
-to contribute to his amusement than to let her develop into a power
-against us. There is no counting on the whims of an old man, you know."</p>
-
-<p>"Especially of <i>this</i> old man," assented Mr. Singleton. "He is capable
-of anything. Therefore I don't think I would have the girl about too
-much."</p>
-
-<p>"It is better for me to have her about than for him to take her up. If
-he considers her my <i>protégée</i>, he will not be so likely to make her
-his own. I have given the matter some thought, and that is the way I
-look at it."</p>
-
-<p>"You may be right," said easy-going Mr. Singleton. "I have great
-confidence in your way of looking at things, and of managing them too.
-But I confess that I have no confidence in this handsome and clever
-young lady. I don't think she would hesitate to play one any trick."</p>
-
-<p>"Confidence in <i>her</i>!" said Mrs. Singleton, with scorn. "Of course I
-have not a particle. But she will have no opportunity to play me a
-trick. Be sure of that."</p>
-
-<p>Meanwhile Helen said to Marion, rather doubtfully: "Marion, do you
-really like Mrs. Singleton very much? She is very pleasant and very
-elegant, but somehow&mdash;I hope I am not uncharitable&mdash;I never feel as if
-one could thoroughly trust her."</p>
-
-<p>"My dear," replied Marion, with her mocking smile, "do you know, or
-fancy that you know, many people whom you can 'thoroughly trust'? If
-so, you are more fortunate than I am; for I have known only one or two
-in my life."</p>
-
-<p>"O Marion! no more than that? How can you be so unjust to your friends?"</p>
-
-<p>"I have no friends, in the true sense of the term, except you and
-Claire. I trust <i>you</i>."</p>
-
-<p>"I hope so, and I you&mdash;most thoroughly."</p>
-
-<p>Marion regarded her with something like wonder. "Now, why," she said,
-dispassionately, "should you trust me? I am sure I have never shown a
-character to inspire that sentiment."</p>
-
-<p>"You delight in showing your worst side," answered Helen; "but it does
-not deceive me. I know that the worst is not as bad as you would have
-it believed to be, and that the best exists all the time."</p>
-
-<p>"It certainly exists for you, and always will," said Marion, quickly.
-"There is nothing I could not sooner do than betray your trust."</p>
-
-<p>"How can you even hint such a thing!" exclaimed Helen, indignantly. "Do
-you think I could ever fear it?"</p>
-
-<p>"No," replied Marion; "I am sure that you would never fear it from
-any one whom you love. But you may have to suffer it some day,
-nevertheless."</p>
-
-<p>The speaker's tone had more significance than she intended, and Helen
-looked at her with a glance of sudden apprehension. "What do you mean?"
-she asked. "Why should I fear it?"</p>
-
-<p>"Why should any of us fear that we will have to share in the common
-lot&mdash;the common knowledge of evil as well as of good?" said Marion,
-evasively. "We must all expect it; at least that is one of the pleasant
-things we are told."</p>
-
-<p>"Oh! yes, I suppose we must expect it," said Helen. "But expecting a
-thing in a general way, and doubting any&mdash;any one in particular, is a
-very different matter."</p>
-
-<p>The conversation ended here; but the mere fact that she had been so
-quick to take alarm might have told Helen that, unconsciously to
-herself, suspicion had taken some root in her mind. The readiness with
-which she put herself into an attitude of defense showed that she
-feared attack. And, indeed, she had already suffered more than one
-attack on the subject of Rathborne&mdash;if that could be called attack
-which was only the expression of a gentle doubt, first from her mother,
-and then from the priest, who, distrusting all such marriages in
-general, had special reasons for distrusting this one in particular.
-Like most priests, he had many sources of information; many streams
-flowed, as it were, into the silent reservoir of his mind; and in
-this way things concerning Rathborne had come to his knowledge, which
-rendered him deeply averse to seeing Helen link her pure young life
-with that of a man so unscrupulous and selfish. Loath to give pain
-if unable to achieve any practical good thereby, he had spoken very
-guardedly to her when she sought his counsel; but, perhaps because he
-spoke with so much caution, his words sank deeply into her mind, and
-left a sense of weight behind. But it was one of her characteristics
-that, after once reposing confidence in a person, she could not lightly
-recall it; and she clung to Rathborne more closely for the opposition
-which she attributed to mistaken judgment.</p>
-
-<p>Nevertheless, Helen was already learning something of what Marion
-called the common lot,&mdash;she was acquiring some knowledge of
-the difficulty of reconciling conflicting desires, and of the
-impossibility of finding things made smooth and easy. Now and then
-there was a wistful look in her eyes, which touched her mother deeply,
-and made her ready to consent to anything which would restore sunshine
-to one who seemed so wholly made to enjoy it.</p>
-
-<p>But Mrs. Dalton was not blind to one fact, which may or may not have
-been clear to Helen,&mdash;the significant fact that Rathborne had not,
-since the return home of her daughter, pressed his suit with his former
-ardor. He had not begged that the conditional and merely tolerated
-engagement should be converted into an open and positive one; he seemed
-quite satisfied with matters as they stood, and took Helen's sentiments
-entirely too much for granted, so Helen's mother thought. What to do,
-however, she did not clearly perceive, and Father Barrett strongly
-advised a policy of inaction. "Let matters take their own course," he
-said. "I am of opinion that Helen may be spared what you fear most
-for her; but this cannot be brought about by any effort of yours,
-which would tend, on the contrary, to rouse opposition. If the child
-must suffer, in any event do not let her have the additional pain of
-thinking that she owes any of the suffering to you."</p>
-
-<p>To this counsel Mrs. Dalton gave heed&mdash;or thought she did. But many
-things betrayed to Helen that her mother's disapproval of Rathborne's
-suit had not lessened with time. Anxious to avoid any possible
-conflict, the girl shrank from broaching the subject; but it was
-a growing pain to her affectionate nature that there should be a
-subject&mdash;and that the nearest her heart and life&mdash;in which she was not
-sure of her mother's sympathy&mdash;where her deepest feelings might yet be
-arrayed against each other, and a difficult choice be made necessary.</p>
-
-<p>To Marion, meantime, Rathborne had become somewhat troublesome. As we
-learn in many an old legend that it is easier to raise a fiend than to
-put him down, so she found it easier to make the impression which she
-had desired than to regulate the effect of that impression. She had
-made it with the utmost ease,&mdash;an ease very flattering to her vanity;
-but, innocent as she had been of any intention save that of gratifying
-vanity, retribution followed hard upon her steps. Apart from the fact
-that she was incapable of deliberately betraying Helen's confidence,
-she trusted Rathborne no further than most other people did. Moreover,
-her arrogance of spirit was as great as her ambition, and she
-considered herself fitted for a position much higher than he could
-possibly offer her&mdash;had she believed him ready to offer anything. But,
-so far from believing this, she gave him no credit for any sincerity of
-intention toward her, knowing well that self-interest was the sole rule
-of his life. "He dares to think that he can amuse himself with me and
-then marry Helen!" she thought. "There may be two who can play at that
-game. Let us see!"</p>
-
-<p>The thought that it was a very dangerous game did not occur to her;
-or, if it occurred, did not deter her. At this time of her life she
-had only a sense of worldly honor to deter her from anything which
-she desired to do; and she desired most sincerely to punish the man
-whom she believed to be true neither to Helen nor herself. Therefore,
-although his attentions began to annoy her, she did not discourage
-them, notwithstanding that she noted scornfully how he avoided, as
-far as possible, devoting himself to her when he was likely to be
-observed. But his precautions had not saved him, as we are aware, from
-the keen observation of Frank Morely; and Mrs. Dalton herself, with
-eyes sharpened by a mother's anxiety, began to perceive that Marion
-possessed a great attraction for him.</p>
-
-<p>Matters were in this by no means satisfactory state when Mrs.
-Singleton, growing weary of other forms of amusement, decided to
-patronize Nature. There was a great deal of beautiful scenery in
-the vicinity of Scarborough, which she declared had been too long
-neglected. "A picnic is horrid!" she said. "The very word is full
-of vulgar associations, and the thing itself is tiresome beyond
-expression. One would grow weary of the most delightful people in the
-world if doomed to spend a whole day in the woods with them. But a few
-hours in the pleasantest part of the day&mdash;that is another matter. A
-gypsy tea is just the thing! We will go out in the afternoon to Elk
-Ridge, have tea, look at the sunset, and return by moonlight; is not
-that a good idea?"</p>
-
-<p>"Excellent," said the persons whom she addressed&mdash;a party of five
-or six who had been dining with her. "It will make a very pleasant
-excursion, only we must be sure of the moon."</p>
-
-<p>"Oh! we have only to consult the almanac for that," said the lively
-hostess. "I think there is a new moon due about this time."</p>
-
-<p>Marion laughed, and, touching the arm of old Mr. Singleton, by whom she
-sat, pointed out of a western window to the evening sky, where hung the
-beautiful crescent of the moon, framed between the arching boughs of
-tall trees.</p>
-
-<p>"Hum&mdash;yes," observed that gentleman. "Anna's attention to Nature is
-altogether controlled by the question of whether or not it can be made
-to contribute to her amusement. Now that the moon has arrived, it will
-not be long before the gypsy tea takes place."</p>
-
-<p>And, indeed, in a few days all arrangements for this festivity were
-completed, the party made up, and the programme settled. Mrs. Singleton
-wished that Marion should accompany her; but Helen protested so much
-against this that the arrangement was changed; and it was finally
-settled that Marion and herself, with Rathborne and Morley, would make
-up a <i>parti carré</i> in a light open carriage.</p>
-
-<p>There is nothing more attractive to youth, nothing more suited to
-its natural lightness of heart and spirit, than such pleasures as
-these&mdash;golden afternoons in summer woods and under summer skies;
-sunsets when all nature is flooded with beauty, like a crystal cup
-filled to the brim; and nights of spiritual, entrancing loveliness.
-Even with older persons, the sense of care seems lifted from the mind
-for a little time among such scenes; while to the young and happy, care
-is a thing impossible to realize when earth itself in transformed into
-Arcadia.</p>
-
-<p>So Helen felt as she started on this excursion. In some subtle fashion,
-the doubts which had weighed upon her for a considerable time past
-were lifted. She did not say to herself that she had been foolish, for
-she was little given to self-analysis; but involuntarily she felt it,
-involuntarily she threw off the shadow which had fallen over her, and
-grasped the pleasure offered, as a child puts out its hand to grasp
-sunbeams. When they drove away, her heart was as light as a feather,
-her face as bright as the day, and she turned back to wave her hand in
-gay farewell to her mother.</p>
-
-
-
-<hr class="chap" />
-<p class="ph2">CHAPTER X.</p>
-
-
-<p class="drop"><span class="uppercase">Elk</span> Ridge, the place selected by Mrs. Singleton for her gypsy tea, was
-a very picturesque and beautiful locality, distant seven miles from
-Scarborough. The drive there, through the soft, golden beauty of the
-August afternoon, was delightful; and the beauties of the height when
-reached well repaid any exertion that might have been necessary to
-gain it. Since none was necessary, however, it proved a great surprise
-to those who had not been there before to find themselves on a noble
-eminence, crowned by splendid masses of rock, and commanding a most
-extensive view of the smiling country around and the blue mountains in
-the distance. It was an ideal spot for <i>al fresco</i> amusements, and the
-party assembled were in the mood to enjoy it.</p>
-
-<p>Very soon a kettle was hung from crossed sticks over a blazing fire;
-and while the water was boiling, and the arrangements for tea in
-progress, all those who were not actively engaged in these arrangements
-scattered over the summit, admiring the view, and now and then climbing
-some of the more accessible of the great granite boulders. Among the
-last were Helen and Frank Morley, both in high spirits, and laughing
-like a pair of merry children. Marion shrugged her shoulders over their
-exploits.</p>
-
-<p>"I have never been young enough for that," she said to Rathborne. "I
-could never, at any stage of existence, see the 'fun' of risking one's
-neck."</p>
-
-<p>"It is childish!" he responded, with ill-concealed contempt. He had
-endeavored to dissuade Helen, but for once she had been deaf to his
-remonstrances. Her spirits were so high this afternoon that an outlet
-for them was indispensable; and she was still so much of a child that
-this special outlet of physical exertion and daring was very agreeable
-to her.</p>
-
-<p>"I suppose it is a good thing to be childish now and then," said
-Marion. "I don't think <i>I</i> ever was; and, no doubt, it is so much the
-worse for me."</p>
-
-<p>"On the contrary, I think, so much the better," replied Rathborne.
-"Where there is childishness there must be folly, and I cannot imagine
-you guilty of that."</p>
-
-<p>"Can you not?" She paused an instant and seemed to reflect. "But there
-are things worse than folly," she said, with one of her sudden impulses
-of candor; "and I might be guilty of some of them."</p>
-
-<p>"Oh! you might&mdash;yes." He laughed. "So might I. Perhaps for that reason
-I have more sympathy with them than with folly."</p>
-
-<p>Marion gave him a glance which he did not understand nor yet altogether
-fancy. "Yes," she said, "I am very sure you have more sympathy with
-what is bad than with what is foolish."</p>
-
-<p>Before he could reply to such an equivocal speech, Mrs. Singleton sent
-a messenger for Miss Lynde to come and help her pour out tea; and the
-young lady rose and walked away.</p>
-
-<p>It was very gay and bright and pleasant, that gypsy tea among the
-rocks, with depths of verdure overhead and far-stretching beauty of
-outspread country below. The amber sunshine streamed over the scene;
-pretty pale-blue smoke, from the fire over which the kettle hung,
-mounted in the air; there was a musical chatter of tongues and sound of
-laughter. At such times and in such scenes it is difficult for the most
-thoughtful to realize the great sadness of the world, the care that
-encompasses life, and the pain that overshadows it. But these light
-hearts were never at any time troubled with the realization of such
-things. They were all young and, for the most part, prosperous; life
-went easily with them, and nothing seemed more remote than trouble or
-unhappiness. The hours sped lightly by, as such hours do, and presently
-it was time to think of returning. The sun sank into his golden bed,
-the moon would soon rise majestically in the east, and the drive back
-to Scarborough would be as delightful as the drive out had been.</p>
-
-<p>But just before the move for departure was made Rathborne came to
-Marion and said: "You have not yet seen the finest view&mdash;that from the
-other side of the Ridge. Would you not like to walk over there and look
-at it?"</p>
-
-<p>"I think not," replied Marion, who did not care for a <i>tęte-ŕ-tęte</i>
-with him. "I am not very fond of views."</p>
-
-<p>"O but, Marion, this view is really fine!" cried Helen, eagerly. "Pray
-go; you will be repaid for the exertion."</p>
-
-<p>Not caring to make her refusal more marked, Marion rose with an inward
-sense of vexation. "Very well, then," she said to Rathborne; "since
-Helen is sure I will be repaid for the exertion, I will go; but, since
-<i>I</i> am not sure, I hope the exertion required is not very much."</p>
-
-<p>"It is only that of walking about a hundred yards," he answered. And
-as they turned and followed a well-defined path, which led among the
-rocks and trees, he added, "I do not mean, however, to insist upon any
-exertion which would be disagreeable to you."</p>
-
-<p>Marion might truthfully have answered that it was not the exertion
-which was disagreeable to her; but she had no desire to make an enemy
-of this man, and instinct told her that whoever wounded his vanity was
-thenceforth to him an enemy. So she replied lightly that she was very
-indolent, especially where the beauties of nature were concerned; but
-that she had no doubt the view would repay her after she reached it.</p>
-
-<p>"I think it will," said Rathborne; "otherwise I should not have
-proposed your coming."</p>
-
-<p>And indeed even Marion, who was right in saying that the beauties of
-nature did not greatly appeal to her, was moved by the loveliness and
-extent of the view suddenly spread before her, when they came to the
-verge of the Ridge, on the other side, where the hill broke off in a
-sheer precipice. The great rock-face of this precipice shelved downward
-to a soft, pastoral valley, beyond which were belts of encircling
-woodlands, green hills rising into bolder heights as they receded, and
-a distant range of azure mountains fair as hills of paradise.</p>
-
-<p>"Oh! this <i>is</i> glorious!" cried Marion, involuntarily, as the broad
-scene, with the long, golden lights and beautiful shadows of late
-evening falling across it, was suddenly revealed by an abrupt turn in
-the path. She walked to the edge of the precipice and stood there,
-with hands lightly clasped, looking into the far, magical distance.
-At this moment, as in other moments like it, something stirred in
-her nature deeper and nobler than its ordinary impulses. She had a
-consciousness of possibilities which at other times were remote from
-her realization,&mdash;possibilities of loftier action and feeling, of a
-higher standard, of a loftier aim than her life had known. It was a
-state of feeling not unlike that which came to her in the Catholic
-church, and she shrank from it. By this grand arch of bending, lucid
-sky, by those distant heavenly heights with their mystical suggestions,
-thoughts were roused in her which seemed in little accord with the
-other thoughts of her life. She forgot for a moment the man who stood
-beside her, and started when he spoke.</p>
-
-<p>"It repays you&mdash;I see that," he said. "And so I am repaid for bringing
-you."</p>
-
-<p>"Yes, it is very beautiful," she answered, slowly; "but I am not sure
-that I am obliged to you for bringing me here. It produces in me
-feelings that I do not like."</p>
-
-<p>"What kind of feelings?" inquired Rathborne, curiously.</p>
-
-<p>She swept him with a quick glance from under her half-drooped eyelids,
-and he had again the impression that it conveyed something of contempt.</p>
-
-<p>"If I could define them," she said, "I doubt if you would be able to
-understand them. I am certain that you have never felt anything of the
-kind."</p>
-
-<p>"Why should you be certain of that?" he asked, a little irritated as
-well by her tone as by her glance. "You do not surely think that you
-have gauged all my possibilities of feeling."</p>
-
-<p>"I have made no attempt to do so," she said, indifferently. "Why should
-I? But one receives some impressions instinctively."</p>
-
-<p>"And you think, perhaps, that I have no feeling," he replied quickly;
-"that I am cold and hard and selfish, and altogether a calculating
-machine. But you are mistaken. I was all that once&mdash;I frankly confess
-it,&mdash;but since I have known you, I have changed. I have learned what it
-is to feel in the deepest manner."</p>
-
-<p>There was a short silence. Marion's heart gave a great bound and then
-seemed to stand still. A fear which she had striven to put away was
-now a horrible certainty. She had played with fire, and the moment of
-scorching was come&mdash;come to desecrate a place which she had felt to be
-a sanctuary filled with the consciousness of God. Her first impulse
-was to turn and go away without a word; her next, to utter words as
-scornful as her mood.</p>
-
-<p>"If I am mistaken, so are you, Mr. Rathborne," she said,&mdash;"exceedingly
-mistaken in imagining that I have given any thought to your feelings,
-or that I am in the faintest degree interested in them."</p>
-
-<p>Her tone stung him like the stroke of a whip, and roused a passion on
-which she had not calculated. He took a few hasty steps toward her;
-and she found herself prisoned between the precipice on one side, and
-this man, who stood and looked at her with eyes that gleamed under his
-frowning brow.</p>
-
-<p>"Do you mean to tell me," he said, peremptorily, "that you have
-no interest in feelings which you have deliberately excited and
-encouraged? Do you mean to say that you have meant nothing when by
-every art in your power you have led me on to love you?"</p>
-
-<p>Surely retribution was very heavy upon Marion at that moment. The
-injustice of the charge&mdash;for of any such intention her conscience
-acquitted her&mdash;only added to her sense of angry humiliation, and to the
-consciousness, which she could not ignore, that she had, in some degree
-at least, brought this upon herself. Her indignation was so deep, her
-anger so great, that for once her readiness of speech failed, and she
-could only reply:</p>
-
-<p>"How dare you address me in this manner?"</p>
-
-<p>He laughed&mdash;a short, bitter laugh, not pleasant to hear. "You are
-a good actor, Miss Lynde," he said. "I never doubted your capacity
-in that line; but I see that it is even greater than I imagined.
-How dare I address you with the truth! Why should I not? You have
-made me believe that you desired nothing more than to hear it. Your
-manner to me, since the first evening we met, has admitted of but
-one interpretation&mdash;that you wished to excite the feeling I have not
-hesitated to show you. And so long as I merely <i>showed</i> it, you were
-pleased; but now that I utter it, you profess an indignation which it
-is impossible you can feel."</p>
-
-<p>"You are speaking falsely!" cried Marion, whose anger was now so
-excessive that no words seemed strong enough to express it. "I have
-never for one instant wished to encourage the feeling of which you
-speak. I knew you were engaged to Helen, and I thought you something,
-at least, of a gentleman. I now see that you have no claim whatever to
-that title. Let me pass!"</p>
-
-<p>"No," he said&mdash;and now he extended his hand and caught her wrist in a
-vise-like grasp. "I have no doubt, from the proficiency you exhibit,
-that you have played this game before with success; but you shall not
-have the pleasure of playing it successfully with me. In one way or
-another, I will make it a costly game to you, unless you tell me that
-all this affected indignation means nothing, and that if I end my
-entanglement with Helen, you will marry me."</p>
-
-<p>"Let me go!" said Marion, pale and breathless with passion. "If you
-were free as air&mdash;if you had never been engaged to Helen&mdash;I would not
-think of marrying you! Is that enough?"</p>
-
-<p>"Quite enough," he answered&mdash;but still he did not release her wrist.
-"Now listen to me. I am not a man with whom any woman&mdash;not even one
-so clever as you are&mdash;can amuse herself with impunity. I do not mean
-to be melodramatic; I shall not curse you for your deception, for the
-heartlessness with which you have sacrificed me to your vanity; but I
-warn you that you have made an enemy who will leave nothing undone to
-pay his debt. I read you very thoroughly, beautiful and unscrupulous
-schemer that you are; and I promise you that in the hour when you think
-your schemes are nearest success, you will find them defeated by me. To
-that I pledge myself."</p>
-
-<p>There is something terrible in feeling one's self the object of hatred,
-even if that hatred be both undeserved and impotent; and, brave as
-Marion was, proud and defiant as she was, she felt herself shiver under
-these words, and under the gaze which seconded them. What, indeed,
-if she had made a mistake on the very threshold of the life in which
-she had expected to manage so well. What if, instead of making a
-satisfactory test of her power, she had roused an enmity which even
-her experience knew to be more powerful and more tireless than love?
-She did not quail under the fiery gaze bent on her, but her heart sank
-with a sense of apprehension, of which she was strong enough to give no
-outward sign.</p>
-
-<p>"It is a very worthy object to which you pledge yourself," she
-observed, with scorn. "But I am not afraid of a man who is cowardly
-enough to threaten a woman with his enmity because she rejects and
-despises what he calls his love."</p>
-
-<p>Her voice had always a peculiar quality of clearness in speaking,
-but when she was at all excited it was like silver in its resonance.
-Therefore the words distinctly reached the ears of one who was coming
-toward them, and the next instant Helen's pale face and startled eyes
-rose before her.</p>
-
-<p>She uttered a sharp exclamation, which stopped the words that were
-rising to Rathborne's lips; and, wrenching her arm from his grasp, she
-sprang forward to her cousin's side. "Helen!" she cried, unconscious
-almost of what she said, "what are you doing here?"</p>
-
-<p>It is not always the people who seem most weak whom emergency proves to
-be so. At this moment Helen exhibited a self-control which would have
-surprised even those who knew her best. She was pale as marble, and her
-violet eyes had still their startled, piteous look; but she answered,
-quietly:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>"I came to look for you. It was foolish&mdash;I will go back now. Don't
-trouble to come with me."</p>
-
-<p>But as she turned, Marion seized her arm. "Helen!" she exclaimed,
-"don't misjudge me! Don't think that this is my fault!"</p>
-
-<p>"No," replied Helen, with the same strange quietness; "I heard what you
-said. I don't blame&mdash;any one. I suppose it was natural."</p>
-
-<p>Then it was Rathborne's turn. "Helen," he said, coming up to her, and
-speaking with an attempt at the old tone of authority; "you must listen
-to <i>me</i>."</p>
-
-<p>But she turned away from him with something like a shudder. "No," she
-said, "do not ask me&mdash;not now. I may be weak, but not so weak as not to
-understand&mdash;this. Don't come with me. Frank will look after me and take
-me home. That is all I want."</p>
-
-<p>She moved away through the beautiful greenery, a slender, lovely
-figure, with drooping head; and the two whom she left behind watched
-her with one sensation at least in common&mdash;that of a keen sense of
-guilt, which for the moment no other feeling was strong enough to
-stifle.</p>
-
-
-
-<hr class="chap" />
-<p class="ph2">CHAPTER XI.</p>
-
-
-<p class="drop"><span class="uppercase">When</span> Marion returned to the party, who were preparing for their
-homeward drive, Frank Morley came up to her with a very grave face.</p>
-
-<p>"Helen tells me that she is feeling so bad, Miss Lynde," he said,
-coldly, "that she wishes me to take her home. I have, therefore,
-arranged for our return in the buggy in which Netta came out, and she
-and her escort will take our places in the carriage with you."</p>
-
-<p>"Make whatever arrangement you please," answered Marion, as coldly as
-himself; "but pray leave me out of it. There is a vacant seat in Mrs.
-Singleton's carriage, which I shall take for the return."</p>
-
-<p>"Very well&mdash;the matter, is settled, then," he said. "I will take Helen
-away at once." And he walked off with a scant courtesy, which his youth
-and indignation excused.</p>
-
-<p>But it was a new sensation to Marion to be treated with discourtesy by
-any one; and she had to pull herself together with an effort before she
-was able to approach Mrs. Singleton in her usual manner, and announce
-that she was willing to take the seat she had before declined.</p>
-
-<p>"I don't like to repeat anything, not even a drive, in exactly the
-same manner," she said by way of explanation; "so if you will allow me,
-I will join you for the homeward drive."</p>
-
-<p>"I shall be delighted to have you," answered Mrs. Singleton. "I thought
-you would do better to come with me. Tom will be delighted, too. You
-shall sit with him, and drive if he will let you."</p>
-
-<p>Good-natured Mr. Singleton was much pleased to share his box seat with
-such a companion, and even to make over the reins to her whenever
-the road was good enough to allow of it with safety; while to Marion
-there was distraction from her own thoughts&mdash;from the recollection
-of unpleasant complications, and the sense of angry humiliation&mdash;in
-guiding the spirited horses, that tried all the strength of her arms
-and wrists, and required an undivided attention.</p>
-
-<p>However, the drive was soon over, and then she had before her the
-disagreeable necessity of facing her aunt and Helen. Brave as she was,
-she was assailed by a cowardly impulse to avoid meeting them. What if
-she went home with Mrs. Singleton, and for the evening at least did not
-meet them? But what would be gained by that, except delay? She knew
-that unless she wished to leave it in Rathborne's power to make what
-statement he chose, she <i>must</i> go to them with her own statement; and,
-this being so, delay would serve no end except to give the impression
-of heartless indifference. No, there was nothing for it but to meet at
-once what had to be met sooner or later; so when the Singleton carriage
-drew up at her aunt's gate, she exchanged a gay farewell with her
-companions, and with a heavy heart and reluctant step took her way to
-the house.</p>
-
-<p>How different from its usual aspect that house looked, as she drew
-near it! Usually at this hour bright lights shone from the windows;
-there would be snatches of music, sounds of voices and laughter; if the
-moon were shining as to-night, a gay party would be assembled on the
-veranda. Now it was still and quiet; the lights in the drawing-room
-were turned low; the broad, open hall looked deserted. Only one figure
-emerged from the shadow of the vines on the veranda into the full
-moonlight as she approached. It was a small figure&mdash;that of Harry
-Dalton.</p>
-
-<p>"Why, Harry!" exclaimed Marion, with an effort to speak as usual, "are
-you all alone? Where is Helen?"</p>
-
-<p>"Helen has gone upstairs; she has a headache," answered Harry. "But
-mamma is in the sitting-room, and wants to see you."</p>
-
-<p>"Very well," said Marion. She began to unbutton her gloves, as some
-outward relief to her inward agitation, and without pausing, walked
-into the house. Since the interview must take place, the sooner it was
-over the better&mdash;so she said to herself as she entered the room where
-her aunt awaited her.</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Dalton was sitting by a table on which stood a shaded lamp, and,
-with a book open before her, seemed to be reading; but her effort to
-fix her mind on the page had not met with much success. She had, in
-reality, been waiting for the sound of her niece's step; and when she
-heard her coming, she was conscious of as much shrinking from the
-interview as Marion felt. "I must be reasonable," she said to herself;
-and then, pushing back her volume, she looked up as the girl entered.</p>
-
-<p>It was characteristic of Marion that she spoke first. "I am sorry to
-hear that Helen is not well, aunt," she said. "Has she been at home
-long?"</p>
-
-<p>"About half an hour," answered Mrs. Dalton. "She has gone to her room;
-she asked that she might be left alone. That is so unlike Helen, that
-I am sure something very serious has occurred. And I judge from a few
-words which Frank said, that you know what it is, Marion."</p>
-
-<p>"What did Mr. Frank Morley say?" inquired Marion, sitting down. The
-introduction of his name roused in her an immediate sense of defiance.
-After all, what right had they to suppose that what had happened was
-any fault of hers?</p>
-
-<p>"He said that Helen had overheard something which passed between Paul
-Rathborne and yourself," answered Mrs. Dalton; "and that afterward she
-had asked him to bring her home alone. He told me this in reply to my
-questions. Helen said nothing; but I feel that I ought to know how
-matters stand, so I ask you what did she overhear?"</p>
-
-<p>"She overheard me tell Mr. Rathborne that I rejected and despised the
-love that he ventured to offer me," replied Marion, speaking in her
-clearest and most distinct tone.</p>
-
-<p>A quick contraction of the brow showed how much the answer pained, if
-it did not surprise, Mrs. Dalton. "My poor child!" she said, as if
-to herself. Then she looked at Marion with something like a flash in
-her usually gentle eyes. "And do you hold yourself guiltless in this
-matter?" she asked. "If Paul Rathborne is a traitor to Helen&mdash;as he
-surely is,&mdash;have not you encouraged his admiration? Does not your
-conscience tell you that you have sacrificed her happiness for the
-gratification of your vanity?"</p>
-
-<p>"No," replied Marion; "my conscience tells me nothing of the kind. How
-could I prevent Mr. Rathborne's folly? But, of course, I expected to be
-blamed for it," she added, bitterly. "That is the justice of the world."</p>
-
-<p>"God forgive me if I am unjust!" said Mrs. Dalton. "I did not mean to
-be. But, Marion, this is not altogether a surprise to me. I have seen
-his admiration for you, and I have seen&mdash;I could not help seeing&mdash;that
-you did not discourage it."</p>
-
-<p>"Why should I have discouraged it?" asked Marion. "I saw no harm in
-it. I could not imagine that because he found some things to like&mdash;to
-admire, if you will&mdash;in me, he would become a traitor to Helen. It is
-asking too much to demand that one turn one's back on a man because he
-is a shade more than civil."</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Dalton shook her head. "Those are merely words," she said. "They
-do not deceive yourself any more than they deceive me. You know that
-you have used this man's admiration as fuel for your vanity, and that
-so cautious and so selfish a man would never have acted as he has
-done if he had not felt himself encouraged. Do not misunderstand me,"
-she added, more hastily. "For Helen's sake I am not sorry that this
-has happened. It is better for her, even at the cost of great present
-suffering, that her eyes should be opened to his true character. But
-you, Marion&mdash;how can you forgive yourself for the part you have played?
-And what is to become of you if you do not check the vanity which has
-led you to betray the trust and wring the heart of your best friend?"</p>
-
-<p>The quiet, penetrating words&mdash;gentle although so grave&mdash;seemed to
-Marion at that moment like a sentence from which there was no appeal.
-Her conscience echoed it, her eyes fell, for an instant it looked as if
-she had nothing to reply. But she rallied quickly.</p>
-
-<p>"I am sorry if you think I have wilfully done anything to pain Helen,"
-she said, coldly. "It does not strike me that I could have averted
-this, unless I had been gifted with a foreknowledge which I do not
-possess. I could never have imagined that Mr. Rathborne would be so
-false with regard to Helen, and so presumptuous with regard to <i>me</i>."</p>
-
-<p>The haughtiness of the last words was not lost on the ear of the
-listener, who looked at the beautiful, scornful face with a mingling of
-pity and indignation.</p>
-
-<p>"You expected," she said, "to encourage a man's admiration up to a
-certain point, and yet to restrain his presumption? A little more
-knowledge of human nature would have told you that was impossible; a
-little more feeling would have kept you from desiring it." She paused
-a moment, then went on, with the same restrained gravity: "I am sorry
-if I seem to you harsh, but nothing in this affair is worse to me than
-the revelation it makes of your character. I am grieved by Helen's
-suffering, and shocked by Paul Rathborne's treachery; but for the first
-I have the comfort that it may in the end spare her worse suffering,
-and for the second I feel that it is not a surprise&mdash;that I never
-wholly trusted his sincerity. But <i>you</i>, Marion&mdash;what can I think of
-you, who, without any stronger feeling than vanity to lead you on, have
-trifled with your own sense of honor, as well as with the deepest
-feelings of others? What will your future be if you do not change&mdash;if
-you do not try to think less of unworthy objects and more of worthy
-ones&mdash;less of gaining admiration and more of keeping your conscience
-clear and your heart clean?"</p>
-
-<p>"What will my future be!" repeated Marion. She rose as she spoke, and
-answered, proudly: "That concerns myself alone. I have no fear of it; I
-feel that I can make it what I will, and I shall certainly not will to
-make it anything unworthy. But it need not trouble you in the least. I
-am sorry that my coming here should have brought any trouble on Helen.
-The only amend I can make is to go away at once, and that I will do."</p>
-
-<p>"No," said Mrs. Dalton, quickly; "that can not mend matters now, and
-would only throw a very serious reflection upon you when it is known
-that Helen's engagement is at an end. I cannot consent to it."</p>
-
-<p>"But Helen's engagement might not be at an end if I went away,"
-responded Marion.</p>
-
-<p>"You do not know Helen yet," said Mrs. Dalton, quietly. "I have not
-spoken to her on the subject, but I am certain what her decision will
-be."</p>
-
-<p>Marion herself was by no means certain that Mrs. Dalton's judgment was
-correct. She thought Helen weak and yielding to the last degree, and
-believed that very little entreaty would be requisite on Rathborne's
-part to induce her to forgive him. "It will be only necessary for him
-to throw all the blame on me," she thought, with a bitter smile, as she
-went to her chamber. Nevertheless, it was not a very tranquil night
-that she passed. Whatever change the future might bring, she knew
-that Helen was suffering now&mdash;suffering the keen pangs which a loving,
-trusting heart feels when its love and trust have been betrayed. "It is
-hard on her, she is so good, so kind, so incapable herself of betraying
-any one!" thought the girl, whose conscience was still in a very
-dormant state, but whose sense of pity was touched. "How sorry Claire
-would be if she knew!" And then came the reflection, "What would Claire
-think of me?" followed by the quick reply, "She would be as unjust as
-the rest, and call it my fault, no doubt."</p>
-
-<p>The thought of Claire's judgment, however, was another sting added to
-those which already disturbed her; and it was not strange that she
-tossed on her pillow during the better part of the night, only falling
-asleep toward morning. As is usually the case after a wakeful night,
-her sleep was heavy, so that the first sound that roused her was the
-breakfast bell. She opened her eyes with a start, and to her surprise
-saw Helen standing beside her.</p>
-
-<p>The memory of all that had happened flashed like lightning into her
-mind; and, unable to reconcile that memory with this appearance, she
-could only gasp, "Helen!&mdash;what are you doing here?"</p>
-
-<p>"I knocked at the door, but you did not answer, so I came in," Helen
-responded, simply. "It is late, else I should not have disturbed you.
-But I wanted to speak to you before you went down."</p>
-
-<p>"Yes," said Marion. She sat up in bed, with white draperies all about
-her, and looked at her cousin. She expected a demand for explanation,
-perhaps reproaches, but she did not expect what came.</p>
-
-<p>"I only want to tell you," said Helen, with the same quiet simplicity,
-"that I have no reason to blame you for&mdash;what occurred yesterday. It
-was not your fault: you could not have helped it. I don't know that any
-one is to blame very much," she added, with a sigh; "but I felt that I
-ought to tell you that I do not blame <i>you</i> at all."</p>
-
-<p>"Helen!" cried Marion. All her proud self-control suddenly gave way,
-and she burst into tears. The generosity which underlay the erring
-surface of her nature was touched to the quick, and her conscience
-spoke as it had never spoken before. "Helen, you are too good," she
-said. "You judge me too kindly. I do not feel myself that I am not to
-blame. On the contrary, I have no doubt my aunt is perfectly right, and
-that I am very much to blame. I let my vanity and my love of admiration
-carry me too far, but never with the intention of injuring you or
-betraying your trust&mdash;never!"</p>
-
-<p>"I am sure of that," said Helen, gently. She laid her hand on the bent
-head of the other. It startled her to see Marion display such feeling
-and such humility as this. "Mamma was thinking of me," she went on;
-"else she would not have blamed you; for how could you help being more
-attractive than I am? If I was unreasonable enough to think for a
-little time last night that you were to blame, I know better now. God
-has given me strength to look at things more calmly. I can even see
-that <i>he</i> may not be greatly in fault. No doubt he thought he loved
-me&mdash;until he saw you."</p>
-
-<p>"Helen, he is not worthy of you!" cried Marion, passionately. "He loves
-no one but himself."</p>
-
-<p>Helen shook her head. "Surely he loves you," she said; "else why
-should he tell you so? But we need not discuss this. Will you come down
-when you are ready?"</p>
-
-<p>"Oh! yes," said Marion, with an effort; "I will be down very soon."</p>
-
-<p>She rose as Helen left the room, and dressed very hastily, a prey
-the while to many conflicting emotions. Relief was mingled with
-self-reproach, and admiration of Helen's generosity with scorn of her
-weakness. "For, of course, her excuses for him mean that she will
-forgive him!" she thought. "I have heard that women&mdash;most women&mdash;are
-fools in just that way, and Helen is exactly the kind of woman to be
-guilty of that folly. The miserable dastard!"&mdash;she remembered his
-threat to herself&mdash;"I wish I could punish him as he deserves for his
-treachery and presumption!"</p>
-
-<p>It did not occur to her to ask whether or not <i>she</i> deserved any
-punishment for the share she confessed to having borne in the
-treachery. Had the idea been suggested to her, she would have said that
-her share was infinitesimal compared with his, and that she had already
-been punished by the insolence she had drawn upon herself.</p>
-
-
-
-<hr class="chap" />
-<p class="ph2">CHAPTER XII.</p>
-
-
-<p class="drop"><span class="uppercase">But</span> Helen's quietness did not deceive her mother, whose heart ached
-as she saw in the pale young face all the woful change wrought by one
-night of suffering, one sharp touch of anguish. Yet, if she had only
-known it, the girl brought back into the house a very different face
-from that which she had taken out in the early morning, when, driven
-by an intolerable sense of pain, she had gone in search of strength
-to bear it. There was but one place where such strength was to be
-found, and thither her feet had carried her direct. She was the first
-person to enter the little church when it was opened to the freshness
-of the summer morning; and long after the Holy Sacrifice was over she
-had still knelt, absorbed and motionless, before the altar. Everyone
-went away: she was left alone with the Presence in the tabernacle;
-and in the stillness, the absolute quiet, a Voice seemed speaking to
-her aching heart, and bringing comfort to her troubled soul. When at
-length, warned of the passage of time by the striking of a distant
-clock, she lifted her face from her clasped hands, even amid the stains
-of tears there were signs of peace. The sting of bitterness had been
-taken out of her grief; and, that being so, it had become endurable.
-She might and would suffer still; but when she had once brought herself
-to resign this suffering into the hands of God, and with the docility
-of a child accept what it pleased Him to permit, the worst was over.</p>
-
-<p>The first result of the struggle she had made and the victory she had
-gained was apparent when, on her return home, she went to Marion's
-room. The generous heart could not rest without clearing itself at once
-of the least shadow of injustice,&mdash;and she had implied, if she had not
-expressed, a blame of Marion which she was noble enough to feel might
-be unjust. Hence that visit which so deeply touched the girl, whose own
-conscience failed to echo Helen's acquittal.</p>
-
-<p>Breakfast passed very quietly. Mrs. Dalton saw that her daughter was
-making an heroic effort to appear as usual, and she seconded it as far
-as lay in her power, talking more than was her custom in order to allow
-Helen to be silent, and to prevent the boys from asking questions about
-events of the preceding afternoon. To make no change in her manner to
-Marion was more difficult; but, with the example that Helen set, she
-was able to accomplish even this; and finally the usual separation for
-the morning took place with great sense of relief to all concerned.
-Marion put on her hat and went out, ostensibly to keep an appointment
-with Mrs. Singleton, but really to be safely out of the way in case
-Rathborne should make his appearance.</p>
-
-<p>Helen herself had some fear of this appearance, and she took refuge
-in her own chamber, dreading the necessary explanation to her mother,
-not so much on her own account as on account of the judgment upon
-Rathborne which she knew would follow. Tenderness does not die in an
-hour or a day; and although her resolve to put him out of her life was
-firm, she was not yet able to put him out of her heart, nor to think
-without shrinking of the severe condemnation which her mother would
-mete out to him. There was no need for haste in speaking; she might
-rest a little, and gather strength for the trial, knowing that Mrs.
-Dalton would make no effort to force her confidence.</p>
-
-<p>So she was resting on the bed, where she had not slept at all the night
-before, when the door softly opened and Mrs. Dalton entered the room.</p>
-
-<p>"Helen," she said, gently, "I am sorry to disturb you, but Paul
-Rathborne is downstairs and asks to see you. What shall I tell him?"</p>
-
-<p>"Tell him that I cannot see him," answered Helen. "It is impossible!
-You must speak for me&mdash;you must make him understand that he is entirely
-free from any engagement to me, and I do not blame him for what he
-could not help. I suppose you have guessed that something is the
-matter," she added, wistfully. "It is only that I have found out he
-cares for Marion&mdash;not for me."</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Dalton put her arm around her with a touch full of sympathy,
-without speaking for a moment. Then she said: "My child, I always knew
-he was not worthy of you."</p>
-
-<p>"But this does not prove him unworthy of me," replied Helen, in a tone
-sharp with pain. "It only proves that he was mistaken when he thought
-of me."</p>
-
-<p>"Men of honor do not make such mistakes," said Mrs. Dalton.</p>
-
-<p>"How could he help falling in love with Marion?" continued Helen. "She
-is so much more beautiful, so much more attractive than I am! And that
-he has done so, settles the doubt of his disinterestedness which you
-always entertained. Do him so much justice, mamma. You feared that he
-professed to care for me because I have a little money. But Marion has
-none."</p>
-
-<p>"We need not discuss that, my dear," said Mrs. Dalton, who was touched
-but not convinced by this generous plea. "It is enough if, satisfied
-that his affections have wandered, you are determined to dismiss him."</p>
-
-<p>"Yes," said Helen, "I am determined on that. But I cannot see him. You
-must go to him, and tell him from me that I do not blame him, but that
-all is at an end between us."</p>
-
-<p>With this message Mrs. Dalton went downstairs. Her own mood with
-Rathborne was far from being as charitable as her daughter's; and her
-face, usually set in very gentle lines, hardened to sternness as she
-descended. She was not inclined to deal leniently with one who had so
-shamefully betrayed the trust placed in him, and had overshadowed so
-darkly the sunshine of Helen's life. Like some other parents, she had
-up to this time imagined that the stern conditions of human existence
-were to be relaxed for Helen, and that one so formed for happiness was
-to be granted that happiness in a measure which is allowed to few. A
-sense of keen injury was, therefore, added to her indignation at a
-treachery for which she could find no palliation.</p>
-
-<p>Rathborne, who was anxiously expecting yet dreading to see Helen, drew
-his breath with a sharp sense of vexation when his aunt entered. This
-was worse than he had feared. Calculating upon Helen's gentleness, he
-had not thought that she would refuse to see him; and if she saw him,
-he believed that his influence would be strong enough to induce her
-to overlook anything. But when Mrs. Dalton entered, he knew that the
-consequences of his treachery were to be fully paid. A cold greeting
-was exchanged between them, and then a short silence followed, as each
-hesitated to speak. It was Mrs. Dalton who broke it, as soon as she
-felt able to control her voice.</p>
-
-<p>"I have told Helen that you are here," she said, "but she declines to
-see you. It is not necessary, I presume, to explain why she declines.
-Of that you are fully aware. It is not necessary, either, that I should
-add anything to her own words, which are, briefly, that you will
-consider everything at an end between you. She added also that she does
-not blame you for anything that has occurred&mdash;but I hardly think that
-your own conscience will echo that."</p>
-
-<p>"No," said Rathborne, who had paled perceptibly, "my own conscience
-does not echo it. On the contrary, I feel that I am deeply to blame;
-yet I hoped that Helen might believe me when I say that I am not so
-much to blame as appears on the surface. A man may be tempted beyond
-his strength, and some women are experts in such temptations."</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Dalton looked at him with scorn in her eyes. "If you think," she
-said, "that you will serve your cause with Helen by such cowardly
-insinuations as that, you are mistaken. And, as far as I am concerned,
-you have only taken a step lower in my esteem. But that is a point
-which does not matter. Wherever the blame rests, the fact remains that
-if Helen did not take the decision of the matter into her hands, <i>I</i>
-should do so. You have proved yourself a man whom it is impossible I
-can ever consent to trust with my daughter's life and happiness."</p>
-
-<p>Rathborne rose to his feet. The decisive words seemed to leave him
-no alternative. He felt that he had committed a blunder which was
-altogether irretrievable; and combined with the keen mortification of
-failure was a hatred, which gathered bitterness with every moment,
-against the woman he believed to have led him on and deceived him.</p>
-
-<p>"In that case," he said, "there is nothing for me to do but to go. I
-had hoped that Helen might understand&mdash;that she would not let a moment
-of folly outweigh the devotion of years; but if she judges me as hardly
-as you seem to imply, I see that my hope is vain. Tell her from me that
-if she knew the whole truth she would regard the matter in a different
-light. But if she does not wish to know the truth&mdash;if she prefers to
-judge me unheard,&mdash;I can only submit."</p>
-
-<p>"It is best she should not see you," said Mrs. Dalton, who was glad
-that Helen herself had decided this point. "Even if you persuaded her
-to trust you again, I could not give my consent to the renewal of an
-engagement which has been ended in this manner."</p>
-
-<p>"<i>You</i> have always distrusted me," said Rathborne, bitterly.</p>
-
-<p>"No," she replied, gravely; "so far from that, I trusted you as my own
-son, though I did not think you were the person to make Helen happy.
-I had always a fear that you did not care for her enough, and now I
-am forced to believe that you did not care for her at all. If you had
-done so, this could never have happened, just as it could never have
-happened if you had possessed the right principle and the sense of
-honor which I should certainly wish my daughter's husband to possess."</p>
-
-<p>Rathborne could hardly believe the evidence of his ears as he listened
-to these severe, incisive words. He had always regarded Mrs. Dalton as
-a person who was mild to weakness, and whom, whenever it suited him,
-he could influence in whatever manner desired. He therefore scarcely
-recognized this woman, with her sentence of condemnation based on
-premises which he could not deny, though he made a faint attempt to do
-so.</p>
-
-<p>"You do not understand," he said, "how a brief infatuation&mdash;a delirium
-of fancy&mdash;can attack a man, let his sense of honor be what it may. As
-for my attachment to Helen, that is something which has lasted too long
-to be doubted now."</p>
-
-<p>"Will you inform me, then, how you proposed to reconcile it with your
-declaration to Marion?"</p>
-
-<p>"That was drawn from me&mdash;forced from me!" he exclaimed. "It was a
-madness of the moment, into which I was led by her art."</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Dalton rose now, a bright spot of color on each check. "That is
-enough!" she said. "I can listen to nothing more. No man of honor
-would, for his own sake, utter such words as those&mdash;even if they were
-true, and I am sure they are not. Great as my niece's faults may be,
-she is incapable of such conduct as you charge her with. Go, Paul
-Rathborne! By such excuses you only prove more and more how unworthy
-you are of Helen's affection or Helen's trust."</p>
-
-<p>"Very well," he answered, his face white and bitter with anger. "As you
-and she have decided, so be it. But take care that the day does not
-come when you will deeply regret this decision."</p>
-
-<p>Then he turned, and, without giving her time to reply had she been so
-inclined, left the room.</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Dalton looked after him with a heavy sigh. Regret her decision she
-knew that she would not; but it would be vain to say that she did not
-regret the necessity for it, that she did not think with a keen pang
-of Helen's suffering, and that she did not feel, with much bitterness,
-that Marion had not been guiltless in the matter. Yet even in the midst
-of her indignation she had pity for the girl, whose vanity and ambition
-were likely to wreck her life, as they had already gone far to alienate
-her best friends.</p>
-
-<p>Meanwhile Marion could not disguise the fact that she was not in her
-usual spirits&mdash;for the thought of Helen weighed heavily upon her,&mdash;and
-Mrs. Singleton, observing this, drew at once her own conclusions.</p>
-
-<p>"I am afraid the gypsy tea was not altogether a success, so far as you
-were concerned or your cousin either," she said. "I heard that she went
-home with Frank Morley instead of with her <i>fiancé</i>. I will not ask any
-indiscreet questions, but I suspect that your attractions have drawn
-Mr. Rathborne from his allegiance. It is what I have anticipated for
-some time."</p>
-
-<p>Marion frowned a little, annoyed by this freedom, which, however, she
-felt that she had drawn upon herself, and had no right to resent. But
-she evaded the implied question.</p>
-
-<p>"Helen was not feeling well, and so she made her cousin take her home
-before we were ready to start," she said. "I am not particularly
-partial to Miss Morley's society, or Mr. Rathborne's either, and
-thought I would accept the seat you offered me. That was the whole
-matter."</p>
-
-<p>"I am delighted to hear it," said Mrs. Singleton, not deceived in the
-least. "I was afraid there had been a lover's quarrel, and that perhaps
-you were the innocent cause of it. That is always such an awkward
-position. I have occupied it myself once or twice, so I speak from
-knowledge."</p>
-
-<p>"I am sure that if you occupied it, it must have been innocently," said
-Marion, with malice. "But we need not discuss what is not, I trust,
-likely to occur, so far as I am concerned. How is Mr. Singleton this
-morning?"</p>
-
-<p>"Not well at all. This is one of his bad days. And it is one of mine,
-too," she added, with a slight grimace; "for I have just heard that
-Brian Earle is coming."</p>
-
-<p>"And who is Brian Earle?"</p>
-
-<p>"Surely you have heard my uncle talk of him? At least, it is most
-astonishing if you have not; for he likes him better than any one else
-in the world, I think; although they don't agree very well. I have no
-fancy for Brian myself: I find him entirely too much of a prig; but
-I will say that he might twist the old man around his finger if he
-would only yield a little more to his wishes and opinions. It is a
-lucky thing for us that he will not, but it does not make his folly
-less. Fancy! Mr. Singleton asked him to live with him, look after his
-business, and generally devote himself to him during his life, with the
-promise of making him his sole heir, and <i>he refused</i>! Can you believe
-that?"</p>
-
-<p>"I must believe it if you are sure of it," replied Marion, smiling at
-the energy of the other. "But why did he refuse?"</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Singleton shrugged her shoulders. "Because he was not willing to
-give up control of his own life, and spend the best years of his youth
-in idleness, waiting for an old man to die. That is what he said. As
-if he would not gain by that waiting more than his wretched art would
-bring him if he toiled at it all his life!"</p>
-
-<p>"His art&mdash;what is he?"</p>
-
-<p>"Oh! a painter&mdash;or an attempt at one. Are such people always visionary
-and impracticable? I judge so from what I have read of them, and from
-my knowledge of him. It is true that his folly serves our interest very
-well; for if he had agreed to what his uncle proposed, we should have
-no chance of inheriting anything; but, nevertheless, one has a contempt
-for a man with so little sense."</p>
-
-<p>"I think you should have the highest regard for him in this instance,
-since he is serving your interest so well. But why is he coming?"</p>
-
-<p>"To see his uncle before going abroad again. Mr. Singleton has a strong
-attachment for him, notwithstanding the way he has acted; and I should
-not be surprised if he made him his heir, after all. So you see there
-is no reason why I should be overjoyed at his visit, especially since
-he is not at all an agreeable person, as you will see."</p>
-
-<p>"I may not see," said Marion; "for I do not think I shall be in
-Scarborough much longer."</p>
-
-<p>"You are going away?" said Mrs. Singleton, with a quick flash of
-comprehension in her eyes.</p>
-
-<p>"In a few days probably," was the reply. "I promised to spend only a
-month with Helen, and I have been here now six weeks."</p>
-
-<p>"But I thought you were good for the season," said Mrs. Singleton;
-while her inward comment was: "So matters are just as I thought!"</p>
-
-
-
-<hr class="chap" />
-<p class="ph2">CHAPTER XIII.</p>
-
-
-<p class="drop"><span class="uppercase">Reticence</span> was not Mrs. Singleton's distinguishing characteristic. It
-was not very long, therefore, before she mentioned her suspicions
-about Marion both to her husband and her uncle. The first laughed,
-and remarked that it was only what he had expected; the latter looked
-grave, and said: "In that case it will not be pleasant for her to
-remain in her aunt's house."</p>
-
-<p>"So far from it," was the careless reply, "that she is speaking of
-leaving Scarborough."</p>
-
-<p>Mr. Singleton glanced up sharply. "That would be very undesirable," he
-said. "Her singing is a great pleasure to me; for the matter of that,
-so is her society. Ask her to come and stay with you."</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Singleton lifted her eyebrows. This was far from what she
-anticipated or desired. There had been a little malicious pleasure in
-her announcement, but she would certainly have refrained from making
-it had she feared such a result as this. She was so vexed that for a
-moment she could scarcely speak. Then she said: "You are very kind;
-but, although I like Miss Lynde, I do not care enough for her society
-to ask her to stay with me."</p>
-
-<p>"I never imagined for an instant that you cared for her society,"
-replied Mr. Singleton, coolly. "I was not thinking of your
-gratification, but of my own, in desiring you to ask her here. Of
-course, it is necessary that she should be nominally your guest;
-although, as we are aware, really mine."</p>
-
-<p>"I think, then, that it would be best she should be nominally as well
-as really yours," said Mrs. Singleton, too much provoked to consider
-for the moment what was her best policy.</p>
-
-<p>Mr. Singleton looked at her with an ominous flash in his glance. "Very
-well," he answered, deliberately. "That is just as you please. We can
-easily change existing arrangements. I will speak to Tom about it."</p>
-
-<p>But this intimation at once brought Mrs. Singleton to unconditional
-surrender.</p>
-
-<p>"There is no need for that," she said, hastily. "Of course I will do
-whatever you desire. I only thought it might be best that the matter
-should be clearly understood. I have no fancy for Miss Lynde, nor any
-desire for her companionship. To speak the truth, I do not trust her at
-all."</p>
-
-<p>Mr. Singleton shrugged his shoulders&mdash;a gesture to which he gave an
-expression that many of his friends found very irritating. It said
-plainly at present that nothing mattered less in his opinion than
-whether Mrs. Singleton trusted Miss Lynde or not.</p>
-
-<p>"Let us keep to the point," he said, quietly. "What your sentiments
-with regard to the young lady may be I do not inquire. I only desire
-you to ask her to come here. If you object to do this&mdash;and far be
-it from me to place any constraint upon you,&mdash;I must simply make an
-arrangement by which it can be done. That is all."</p>
-
-<p>"Why should I object?" asked Mrs. Singleton. "If she comes as your
-guest, it is certainly not my affair."</p>
-
-<p>"I have requested, however, that you ask her to come as your guest. Do
-not misunderstand that point. And do not give the invitation so that it
-may be declined. I should consider that tantamount to not giving it at
-all. See that she comes. You can arrange it if you like."</p>
-
-<p>With this intimation the conversation ended, and Mrs. Singleton had no
-comfort but to tell her husband of the disagreeable necessity laid upon
-her. "I am to ask Marion Lynde to come here as my guest, and I am to
-see that she comes! Could anything be more vexatious?" she demanded.
-"I am so provoked that I feel inclined to leave your uncle to manage
-his own affairs, and to get somebody else to invite guests for his
-amusement."</p>
-
-<p>"Nothing would be easier than for him to do so," said Mr. Singleton.
-"We are not at all necessary to him, you know. And why on earth should
-you object to asking Miss Lynde, if he desires it? It seems to me that
-you might desire it yourself."</p>
-
-<p>"Oh! it seems so to you, does it?" asked the lady, sarcastically.
-"Because she has a pretty face, I presume. It does not occur to you
-that a girl who has drawn her cousin's <i>fiancé</i> into a love affair with
-her&mdash;for I am certain that is what has occurred&mdash;would betray us just
-as quickly, and use her influence with this infatuated old man to any
-end that suited her."</p>
-
-<p>Mr. Singleton looked a little grave at this view of the case. "Well,"
-he said, "that may be so, but how are we to help it? Certainly not by
-showing that we are afraid of her."</p>
-
-<p>"I might have helped it by letting her go away without telling him
-anything about it," said the lady. "And I wish I had!"</p>
-
-<p>"Useless!" said her philosophical husband. "He would have found it out
-for himself. Don't worry over the matter. Ask her here with a good
-grace, since you have no alternative, and trust that he will tire of
-her as he has tired of everybody else."</p>
-
-<p>That this was good advice&mdash;in fact, the only advice to be
-followed&mdash;Mrs. Singleton was well aware. And she proceeded to do what
-was required of her, with as good a grace as she could command. The
-invitation surprised Marion, but it was not unwelcome, as cutting the
-knot of her difficulties. For, anxious as she now was to leave her
-aunt's house, and to spare herself the silent, unconscious reproach of
-Helen's pale face, she was deeply averse to returning to her uncle's
-home. She had registered a passionate resolve never to return there if
-she could avoid it; but she had begun to fear that she would be unable
-to avoid doing so, when Mrs. Singleton's invitation offered her, at
-least, a temporary mode of escape. She received it graciously, saying
-that she would be happy to accept it whenever her aunt and cousin would
-consent to let her go.</p>
-
-<p>"Oh! I am sure they will be averse to giving you up," said Mrs.
-Singleton, with the finest sarcastic intention. "But if you are
-intending to leave them in any event, they can not object to your
-coming to me for a time."</p>
-
-<p>"They will certainly not object to that," replied Marion. "The
-question is only <i>when</i> I can avail myself of your kind invitation."</p>
-
-<p>This proved to be quite soon; for when Mrs. Dalton heard of the
-invitation, she advised Marion to set an early day for accepting it.
-"I think it necessary," she said, "to take Helen away for change of
-air and scene. I should have asked you to accompany us; but, under the
-circumstances, the arrangement proposed by Mrs. Singleton is best. I am
-sure you will understand this."</p>
-
-<p>"I understand it perfectly," said Marion; "and am very sorry that you
-should have been embarrassed by any thought of me."</p>
-
-<p>So it was settled. Helen was quite passive, ready to do whatever was
-desired of her; but the spring of happiness seemed broken within
-her&mdash;that natural, spontaneous happiness which had appeared as much a
-part of her as its perfume is part of a flower. It was hard for Mrs.
-Dalton to forgive those who, between them, had wrought this change;
-although she knew that it was well for her daughter to be saved, at any
-cost, from a marriage with Rathborne.</p>
-
-<p>But Rathborne himself was naturally not of this opinion; and, being a
-person of strong tenacity of purpose, he was determined not to give up
-his cause as lost until he had tested his influence over Helen. The
-opportunity to do this was for some time lacking. He knew that it would
-be useless to go again to Mrs. Dalton's house and ask for an interview,
-even if his pride had not rendered such a step impossible. He waited
-for some chance of meeting Helen alone; but she shrank from going
-out, so he had found no opportunity, when he heard of her intended
-departure. This brought him to see the necessity of vigorous measures,
-and consequently he appeared the next morning at the Catholic church,
-having learned at what hour Mass was said.</p>
-
-<p>Entering late&mdash;for he did not wish to be observed more than was
-unavoidable,&mdash;he found the Mass in progress, and about half a dozen
-persons representing the congregation. His glance swept rapidly
-over these, and at once identified Helen, observing with a sense of
-relief that she was alone. Satisfied on this point, he dropped into
-a seat near the door to wait until the service ended, looking on
-meanwhile with a careless attention which had not the least element of
-comprehension. To him it was an absurd and unintelligible rite, which
-he did not even make the faintest effort to understand.</p>
-
-<p>When it ended, he thought that his waiting would also end; but to his
-irritated surprise he found that Helen's devotions were by no means
-over. The other members of the congregation left the church, each
-bestowing a curious glance on him in passing; but Helen knelt on, until
-he began to suspect that she must be aware of his presence and was
-endeavoring to avoid him. The thought inspired him with fresh energy
-and obstinacy. "She shall not escape me. I will stay here until noon,
-if necessary," he said to himself; while Helen, entirely unconscious of
-who was behind, was sending up her simple petitions for submission and
-patience and strength. They did not really last very long; and when she
-rose, Rathborne rose also and stepped into the vestibule to await her.</p>
-
-<p>His patience had no further trial of delay there. Within less than
-a minute the door leading into the church opened and Helen's face
-appeared. At the first instant of appearing, it had all the serenity
-that comes from prayer; but when she saw him standing before her, this
-expression changed quickly to one of distress. With something like a
-gasp she said; "Paul!" pausing with the door in her hand.</p>
-
-<p>Rathborne stepped forward, with his own hand extended. "Forgive me for
-startling you," he said; "but this was my only chance to see you, and I
-felt that I must do so."</p>
-
-<p>"Why?" asked Helen. She closed the door, but did not give her hand.
-"There is no reason, that I am aware of, why you should wish to see
-me," she added, in a voice which trembled a little. "Everything has
-been said that need be said between us."</p>
-
-<p>"On your side, perhaps so," he answered; "but not on mine. I have said
-nothing. You have given me no opportunity to say anything. You have
-condemned me unheard."</p>
-
-<p>"Condemned you! No," she replied. "I have never had any intention or
-desire to condemn you. On the contrary, I said from the first that I
-did not blame you for what was probably beyond your power to control.
-But I desired that all might be ended between us; and, that being
-so, there is nothing more to say on a subject that is&mdash;that must
-be&mdash;painful to you as well as to me."</p>
-
-<p>"It will not be painful if I can induce you to listen to me and to
-believe me," he said. "That is what I have come this morning to beg of
-you&mdash;the opportunity to set myself right. Appoint a time when I can
-come and find you alone, or meet me where you will. Only give me the
-opportunity to justify myself to you."</p>
-
-<p>He spoke with an earnest pleading which was by no means simulated,
-for he never lost the consciousness of how much for him depended upon
-this; and that the pleading had an effect upon Helen was evident in her
-growing pallor, in the look of pain that darkened her eyes. But she
-answered, with a firmness on which he had not reckoned:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>"You should not ask of me something which could not serve any good end.
-No explanation can alter facts, and I would rather not discuss them.
-What happened was very natural. No one knows that better than I. But
-nothing can efface it now."</p>
-
-<p>"Not if you heard that I was led into folly by every possible art?" he
-demanded, carried beyond self-control by the unforeseen difficulty of
-bending one who had always before seemed so pliant to his influence.
-"Not if I proved to you that your cousin&mdash;"</p>
-
-<p>Helen lifted her hand with a gesture which had in it something of a
-command. "Not another word like that," she said. "I will not listen to
-it. If what you imply were true, how would it help matters? A man who
-is weak enough to be led away by the art of another is as little to be
-trusted as the man who deliberately breaks his faith. He may not be as
-blamable&mdash;I do not say that,&mdash;but one could never repose confidence in
-him again. That is over."</p>
-
-<p>"Helen!" said Rathborne. He was amazed, almost confounded, by a dignity
-of manner and tone which he had not only never seen in Helen before,
-but of which he would not have believed her capable. He did not reckon
-on the judgment and strength which earnest prayer had brought, nor did
-it occur to him that the worst place he could have chosen for the
-exertion of his influence was the threshold of the church, where day
-after day she had come to beg for the direction that in such a crisis
-would surely not be denied her. "I hardly know you," he went on, in the
-tone of one deeply wounded. "How changed you are!&mdash;how cold! What has
-become of the sweet and gentle Helen I have known and loved?"</p>
-
-<p>She looked at him with the first reproach that had been in either tone
-or glance. "The Helen you knew&mdash;who trusted you so absolutely and loved
-you so well&mdash;is dead," she answered. "There is no need that we should
-speak of her." She paused for an instant, and then, with her voice
-breaking a little, went on: "I am going away&mdash;I may not see you again
-in a long time. Meanwhile I will try, with the help of God, to forget
-the past, and I beg you to do the same; for it can never be renewed.
-And if you wish to spare me pain, you will never speak of it again."</p>
-
-<p>Had Rathborne uttered what was in his mind, he would have replied that
-whether he gave her pain or not was a matter of the utmost indifference
-to him, if only he might gain his desired end. A sense of powerless
-exasperation possessed him, the greater for his disappointment. He had
-been so certain of bending Helen to his will whenever he met her alone;
-yet now Helen stood before him like a rock, with immovable resolution
-on her gentle face. He lost control of himself, and, stepping forward,
-seized her by the hand.</p>
-
-<p>"You are not speaking your own mind in this," he said. "You are
-influenced by others, and I will not submit to it. The dictation of
-your mother or your priest shall not come between us."</p>
-
-<p>"Nothing has come between us except your own conduct and my own sense
-of right," answered Helen. She grew paler still, but did not falter.
-"It is best that we should part at once; for you have made me feel more
-strongly that it is best we should part altogether. Let me go. You
-forget where we are."</p>
-
-<p>"You will not listen to me?&mdash;you will not give me an opportunity to
-explain?"</p>
-
-<p>"There is nothing to explain," she said, faintly; for the strain of the
-interview was telling upon her. "Nothing can alter the fact of what I
-heard. I could never trust you or believe in your affection after that.
-Once for all, <i>everything is at an end between us</i>. Now let me go."</p>
-
-<p>He released her with a violence which sent her back a step. "Go, then!"
-he said. "I always knew that you were weak, but I never knew before how
-weak. You are a puppet in the hands of others, and both you and they
-shall regret this."</p>
-
-<p>He left the vestibule; while she, after waiting for a moment to recover
-herself, turned and re-entered the church.</p>
-
-
-
-<hr class="chap" />
-<p class="ph2">CHAPTER XIV.</p>
-
-
-<p>"<span class="letter">A</span><span class="uppercase">nd</span> so, Brian, I find you as obstinate as ever!" said Mr. Singleton,
-in a complaining tone.</p>
-
-<p>The person whom he addressed smiled a little. He did not look very
-obstinate, this pleasant-faced young man, with clear gray eyes, that
-regarded the elder man kindly and humorously. They were sitting in
-the latter's private room, which opened into the drawing-room&mdash;Mr.
-Singleton leaning back in his deep, luxurious chair; Brian Earle seated
-opposite him, but nearer the open window, through which his glance
-wandered now and then, attracted by the soft summer scene outside,
-flooded with the sunshine of late afternoon.</p>
-
-<p>"I am sorry if it seems to you only a question of obstinacy," he said,
-in a voice as pleasant as his face; "for that is the last thing I
-should wish to be guilty of. Mere obstinacy&mdash;that is, attachment to
-one's will simply because it is one's will&mdash;always seemed to me a very
-puerile thing. My impulse is to do what another wishes rather than what
-I wish myself&mdash;all things being equal."</p>
-
-<p>"Indeed!" said Mr. Singleton, with the sarcastic inflection of voice
-which was very common with him. "Then I am to suppose that, where I am
-concerned, your impulse is exactly contrary to what it is in the case
-of others; for certainly you have never consented to do anything that I
-wish."</p>
-
-<p>"My dear uncle, is that quite just, because I can not do <i>one</i> thing
-that you wish?"</p>
-
-<p>"That one thing includes everything. You know it as well as I do. In
-refusing that, you refuse all that I can or ever shall ask of you."</p>
-
-<p>"I am sorry to hear it," said the other. "But do you not think that it
-is a great thing to ask of a man to resign his own plan and mode of
-life, to do violence to his inclination, and to give up not only his
-ambition but his independence as well?"</p>
-
-<p>"Yes," answered Mr. Singleton, "it <i>is</i> a great deal; but I offer a
-great deal also. You should not forget that."</p>
-
-<p>"I do not forget it. You offer an immense price, but it is the price of
-my freedom and my self-respect."</p>
-
-<p>"In that case we will say no more about it," returned Mr. Singleton,
-hotly. "If you consider that you would lose your freedom and your
-self-respect by complying with my wishes&mdash;wishes which, I am sure, are
-very moderate in their demands,&mdash;I shall certainly not urge you to do
-so. We will consider the subject finally closed."</p>
-
-<p>"With all my heart," said Earle. "It is a very painful subject to me,
-because I regret deeply that I am unable to comply with your wishes."</p>
-
-<p>Mr. Singleton made a wave of his hand which seemed peremptorily to
-dismiss this regret. "Nothing would be easier than for you to gratify
-me in the matter if you cared to do so. Since you do not desire to do
-so, I shall cease to urge it. I have some self-respect, too."</p>
-
-<p>To this statement Earle wisely made no reply, and he was also
-successful in repressing a smile; though he knew well from past
-experience that his uncle's resolution would not hold for a week,
-and that the whole ground would have to be exhaustively gone over
-again&mdash;probably again and again.</p>
-
-<p>"You seem very pleasantly settled here," he observed after a moment, by
-way of opening a new subject. "This is a charming old place."</p>
-
-<p>"Yes. I should buy it if I expected to live long enough to make it
-worth while," replied Mr. Singleton. "The climate here suits me
-exceedingly well."</p>
-
-<p>"And the people are agreeable, I suppose?" observed Earle, absently,
-his eye fastened on the lovely alterations of light and shade&mdash;of the
-nearer green melting into distant blue&mdash;which made up the scene without.</p>
-
-<p>"I know little or nothing of the people of the town," said Mr.
-Singleton; "but I meet a sufficient number of my old friends&mdash;brought
-here, like myself, by the climate&mdash;to give me as much society
-as I want. Tom and his wife have, of course, a large circle of
-acquaintances; so you need entertain no fear of dullness in the short
-time you are good enough to give me."</p>
-
-<p>"Do you fancy that I am afraid of dullness?" asked Earle, with a laugh.
-"On the contrary, no man was ever less inclined for society than I am.
-But I like the look of the country about here, and I think I shall do
-sketching."</p>
-
-<p>"If you find sketching to do, there may be perhaps some hope of
-detaining you for a little while," said Mr. Singleton.</p>
-
-<p>"The length of my stay will not be in the least dependent on any
-possible or probable sketching," returned Earle, good-humoredly. He
-understood the disappointment which prompted Mr. Singleton to make
-these sarcastic speeches; and they did not irritate him in the least,
-but only inspired him with fresh regret that he could not do what was
-desired of him. For he spoke truly in saying that, all things being
-equal, he much preferred to do what another wished rather than what he
-wished himself. This was part of a disposition which was amiable and
-obliging almost to a fault. But with the amiability went great strength
-of resolution, when he was once fairly roused; and this resolution had
-been roused on a matter that he felt was a question of the independence
-of his life. To do what his uncle asked would be to resign that
-independence for an indefinite length of time&mdash;to give up the career on
-which from earliest boyhood he had set his heart&mdash;to sell his liberty
-for a mess of worldly pottage&mdash;that had no attraction for him.</p>
-
-<p>A man who cares little for money beyond the amount necessary for
-moderate competence, and who has no desire for wealth, is a character
-so rare in this age and country that people are somewhat justified in
-the incredulity with which they usually regard him. But now and then
-such characters exist, and Brian Earle was one of them. Possessing
-simple, almost austere tastes, having from his earliest boyhood a
-passion for art, money had never appeared to him the supreme good which
-it is considered to be by so many others; nor, in any real sense of the
-word, a good at all. This was partly owing to the fact that he had
-inherited fortune sufficient for all reasonable needs, and had no one
-depending upon him. A man who has given hostages to fortune cannot be
-as indifferent to fortune as one who has given none. Even if he lacks a
-mercenary spirit, he must desire for those whose happiness rests in his
-care the freedom from sordid anxieties which a monetary competency in
-sufficient degree alone can give.</p>
-
-<p>But Brian Earle, having no nearer relative than a married sister,
-had nothing to teach him to value wealth in this manner; and, since
-it could purchase nothing for which he cared, he felt no temptation
-to accept Mr. Singleton's proposition that he should devote his life
-exclusively to him, on consideration of inheriting his whole estate.
-There were few people who would have hesitated over such an offer,
-and who would not have been inclined to hold the man insane who did
-hesitate. But Brian Earle did more than hesitate: he absolutely refused
-it.</p>
-
-<p>It said much for the influence of his personal character that, even
-after this refusal, Mr. Singleton still evinced the partiality for his
-society which he had always exhibited, still claimed as much of that
-society as he possibly could, and generally consulted him when he had
-a decision of importance to make. "Ten to one, Earle will finally get
-the fortune as well as his own way," those who knew most of the matter
-often remarked. But one person, at least, had no expectation of this,
-and that was Earle himself.</p>
-
-<p>His affection for his uncle and gratitude for much kindness, however,
-made him show a deference and regard for the latter which had no basis
-in interested hopes, and which Mr. Singleton was not dull enough to
-mistake. Indeed there could be no doubt that his own regard for Earle
-was largely based upon the fact that the young man desired nothing
-from him, and was altogether independent of him, even while this
-independence vexed and irked him. Perceiving at the present time that
-the conversation had reached a point where it would be well that it
-should cease, Brian rose to his feet.</p>
-
-<p>"I think I will stroll about a little, and look into those
-possibilities of sketching," he said. "I have scarcely glanced at the
-place as yet."</p>
-
-<p>"Probably some one is going to drive," observed Mr. Singleton. "There
-are plenty of horses, and Tom and his wife keep them well employed. Of
-course they are at your service also."</p>
-
-<p>"I am accustomed to a humbler mode of locomotion, and really prefer
-it," Brian answered. "One sees more on foot."</p>
-
-<p>"I wish you had more expensive tastes," said his uncle. "One could get
-a hold on you then."</p>
-
-<p>He seemed to be speaking a thought aloud; but, as Earle had no desire
-to be provoking, he did not utter in reply the quick assent, "Yes,
-by no surer means than expensive tastes can a man sell himself into
-bondage."</p>
-
-<p>He went out, whistling softly, seized his hat in the hall, and was
-crossing toward the entrance, when down the broad, curving staircase
-came Mrs. Singleton in out-door costume. Probably the encounter was no
-more to her taste than to his, but she successfully simulated pleasure,
-which was more than he was able to do.</p>
-
-<p>"You are just going out, Brian?" she said. "That is fortunate, for I
-wanted to ask you to go to drive with us; but I knew you were with your
-uncle, and he is so fond of your society that I did not like to disturb
-you. But now you will come, of course. Only Miss Lynde and myself are
-going. I believe you have not yet met Miss Lynde&mdash;ah, here she is!"</p>
-
-<p>For, as they came out on the portico together, they found Marion
-already there. Words of polite refusal were on Earle's lips&mdash;for had he
-not just remarked that he did not care to drive?&mdash;but when his glance
-fell on the beautiful girl, to whom Mrs. Singleton at once presented
-him, those words found no expression. It was natural enough that, with
-the delight of the artist in beauty, he should have felt that the
-presence of such a face put the question of driving in a new aspect
-altogether. It would be a pleasure to study that face, and a pleasure
-to discover if the mind and the spirit behind were worthy of such a
-shrine.</p>
-
-<p>So, after handing the ladies into the open carriage that awaited them,
-he followed, and took his seat opposite the face that attracted him,
-as it had attracted the admiration of everyone who ever looked at it.
-Marion herself was so accustomed to this admiration that the perception
-of it in Earle's eyes neither surprised nor elated her. She took it
-as a matter of course,&mdash;a matter which might or might not prove of
-importance,&mdash;and meanwhile regarded rather curiously on her part the
-man who carelessly put a fortune aside in order to follow his own will
-and his own chosen path of life. On this remarkable conduct she had
-already speculated more than once. Did it mean that he was a fool&mdash;as
-Mrs. Singleton plainly thought,&mdash;or did it mean that he had a belief
-in himself and in his own powers, which made him stronger than other
-men, and therefore able to dispense with the aid which they so highly
-desired?</p>
-
-<p>She had not sat opposite him for many minutes before she was able
-to answer the first question. Decidedly he was not a fool&mdash;not even
-in that modified sense in which people of artistic, imaginative
-temperaments are sometimes held to be fools by the strictly practical.
-But with regard to the other question, decision was not so easy.
-Nothing in his appearance, manner or speech indicated any extraordinary
-belief in himself; but Marion had sufficient keenness of perception
-to recognize that, under his unassuming quietness, power of some sort
-existed. It might be the power to accomplish great things, or it might
-only be the power to content himself with moderate ones; but it was
-certainly not an altogether ordinary nature that looked out of the
-clear gray eyes, and spoke in the pleasant voice.</p>
-
-<p>"Where shall we go?" said Mrs. Singleton to Marion, when they had
-rolled through Scarborough and were out in the country. "We must show
-Brian all the points of picturesque interest in the vicinity. Do you
-think we have time to drive to Elk Ridge?"</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, no!" answered Marion, quickly; "it is too late to go there. And
-I am sure there are other places nearer at hand which are quite as
-pretty."</p>
-
-<p>"Do you think so?" said Mrs. Singleton, skeptically. "Pray tell us
-about them; for I know of no place half so charming in its surroundings
-and view as Elk Ridge."</p>
-
-<p>Marion colored a little. She really did not know of any other place
-equal to Elk Ridge in picturesque attractions; but her dislike to the
-idea of revisiting it was so strong that she had spoken instinctively,
-without thought. She was always quick witted enough to see her way
-out of a difficulty, however, and after an instant's hesitation she
-answered:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>"I did not say that I positively knew of such a place, only that I was
-sure it must exist, and probably near at hand. Why not? The country
-seems to be very much the same in its features all about here."</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Singleton shrugged her shoulders.</p>
-
-<p>"No one can be sure of what may or may not exist," she said; "but when
-it is a question of looking for it, I prefer what has been already
-discovered. We will not go to Elk Ridge, however, if you object. I am
-afraid our gypsy tea must have left disagreeable associations behind
-it."</p>
-
-<p>Earle could not but observe that Marion's color deepened still more,
-and that a slight tightening of the lines about her mouth showed that
-her annoyance was greater than the nature of the subject seemed to
-warrant. "Evidently some very disagreeable association in the matter!"
-he thought; and, before she could reply to the last remark, he said:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>"Pray do not show me the best thing in the neighborhood at once. That
-should be led up to by successive degrees. These lovely pastoral
-meadows and those distant hills strike a note that suits me exactly
-to-day. I do not care for anything more boldly picturesque."</p>
-
-<p>"In that case, take the river road, Anderson," said Mrs. Singleton,
-addressing the coachman, and settling herself comfortably under the
-shade of her lace-covered parasol.</p>
-
-<p>So, for several miles they bowled gently along the level road which
-followed the margin of a beautiful stream, its soft valley spreading
-in Arcadian loveliness around them; gentle green hills bounding it;
-and far away, bathed in luminous mist, a vision of distant, purple
-mountains.</p>
-
-<p>Earle felt himself lapsed into a state of pleasant content. The
-luxurious motion of the carriage, the charming scenes passing before
-his eyes, the beautiful face opposite him, and the sound of musical
-voices&mdash;one, at least, of which did not talk nonsense&mdash;all combined to
-satisfy the artist which was so strong within him, and to make him feel
-that the virtue which had brought him to Scarborough was rewarded.</p>
-
-<p>As they re-entered the town, in the light of a radiant sunset, an
-incident occurred which revealed a fact that astonished both Mrs.
-Singleton and Marion. As they drove rapidly down a street, before them
-on rising ground stood the Catholic church, with its golden cross in
-bold relief outlined against the rose-red beauty of the evening sky.</p>
-
-<p>"What a pretty effect!" cried Marion.</p>
-
-<p>Earle turned in his seat to follow the direction of her glance, and,
-seeing the cross, looked surprised. "What is that?" he said. "It looks
-like a Catholic church."</p>
-
-<p>"It <i>is</i> a Catholic church," answered Marion.</p>
-
-<p>He said nothing more, but as the carriage swept around a corner and
-carried them in front of it, he looked toward the church and lifted his
-hat.</p>
-
-<p>This act of reverence would probably have had no meaning to Mrs.
-Singleton, but Marion had lived too long with Catholics not to
-understand it. "Oh!" she exclaimed, involuntarily, with an accent of
-surprise; adding, when Earle looked at her, "is it possible you are a
-Catholic!"</p>
-
-<p>He smiled. "Does that astonish you?" he asked. "There are a good many
-of them in the world."</p>
-
-<p>"A Catholic!" repeated Mrs. Singleton, incredulously. "What
-nonsense!&mdash;Of course he is not&mdash;at least not a <i>Roman</i> Catholic!"</p>
-
-<p>"Pardon me," he answered, still smiling, "but that is exactly what I
-am&mdash;a Roman Catholic. For that is the only kind of Catholic which it is
-worth any one's while to be."</p>
-
-
-
-<hr class="chap" />
-<p class="ph2">CHAPTER XV.</p>
-
-
-<p>"<span class="letter">O</span><span class="uppercase">h</span>, you must be mistaken, Anna!" said Tom Singleton, with his easy
-good-nature. "Brian could not have told you in earnest that he is a
-Catholic. The thing is absurd."</p>
-
-<p>"Ask him for yourself, then," answered Mrs. Singleton. "You will soon
-discover whether or not he is in earnest."</p>
-
-<p>"I can not say that I feel interested in his religious opinions, so why
-should I ask him?"</p>
-
-<p>"In order to find whether or not I am mistaken, and in order to put
-your uncle on his guard; for I am sure that he would not be pleased by
-such a discovery."</p>
-
-<p>"Then let him make it for himself," said Singleton. "It is no affair
-of mine. I should feel like a sneak if I meddled with such a matter;
-and, what is more, the old fellow would very quickly let me know that
-he thought me one. Besides, it makes no difference. Earle is out of the
-running. His own obstinacy settles that."</p>
-
-<p>"Not so much as you think, perhaps," said the lady. "Why is he here if
-the matter is settled? Believe it or not, his chance of inheriting the
-fortune is better than yours to-day."</p>
-
-<p>"Well, if so, let the best man win," returned Singleton,
-philosophically. "I shall certainly not descend to any trickery to get
-the better of him. Of course I am anxious for the fortune, but to show
-my anxiety would be a very poor way to secure it. I firmly believe that
-what makes my uncle lean so to Brian is that he does not appear to care
-for anything that he can do for him."</p>
-
-<p>"And in my opinion that indifference is all appearance," observed Mrs.
-Singleton, sharply. "If he cares nothing for what your uncle can do,
-why is he in attendance on him? But, however that may be, I shall see
-that his extraordinary change of religion becomes known."</p>
-
-<p>"If you go to my uncle with such information, you will only harm
-yourself," said Singleton, warningly.</p>
-
-<p>"I shall not think of going to him," she answered. "I know very well
-that his sentiments toward me are not sufficiently cordial to make that
-safe. I shall manage that Brian will give the information himself."</p>
-
-<p>"If you take my advice, you will let the matter alone," said her
-husband.</p>
-
-<p>But he knew very well that she would not take his advice, and he said
-to himself that it was well for her to do as she liked. She would not
-be satisfied without doing so; and, after all, if Brian <i>had</i> been so
-foolish as to become a Roman Catholic, there was no objection to his
-uncle's knowing it. Earle himself certainly did not desire secrecy, or
-else he would not have mentioned the fact so openly and carelessly.</p>
-
-<p>And, indeed, nothing was further from Earle's mind than any desire
-for secrecy. Therefore, he fell with the readiest ease into the trap
-which Mrs. Singleton soon laid for him. It was one evening, when the
-household party was assembled in the drawing room after dinner, that
-she led the conversation to foreign politics, and the position of the
-Papacy in European affairs. Mr. Singleton, who took much more interest
-than the average American usually does in these affairs, was speedily
-led to express himself strongly against the Papal claim to temporal
-sovereignty.</p>
-
-<p>Earle looked up. "I think," he observed, in his pleasant but resolute
-voice, "that you have, perhaps, never considered that question in its
-true bearings."</p>
-
-<p>"<i>I</i> have never considered it in its true bearings!" said Mr.
-Singleton, astonished beyond measure by this bold challenge; for he
-regarded himself, and was regarded by his friends, as an authority on
-the subject of European politics. "In that case will you be kind enough
-to inform me what are its true bearings?"</p>
-
-<p>The request was sarcastic, but Earle answered it with the utmost
-seriousness. "Certainly," he said, "to the best of my ability." And,
-before Mr. Singleton could disclaim any desire to be taken in earnest
-he proceeded to state with great clearness the historical proofs and
-arguments in favor of the Pope's sovereignty.</p>
-
-<p>His little audience listened with a surprise which yielded, in spite of
-themselves, to interest. The ideas and facts presented were all new to
-them, and to one, at least, seemed unanswerable.</p>
-
-<p>It has been already said that Marion had a mind free from prejudice;
-she had also a mind quick and keen in its power of apprehension. She
-caught the drift and force of Earle's statements before any one else
-did, and said to herself, "That must be true!" Yet, even while she
-listened with attention, it was characteristic of her that she also
-observed with amusement the scene which the group before her presented.
-Mr. Singleton, leaning back in his chair, was frowning with impatience,
-and the air of one who through courtesy only lends an unwilling ear.
-Tom Singleton was watching his cousin with an expression compounded
-of surprise, curiosity, and an involuntary admiration; while Mrs.
-Singleton looked down demurely at a fan which she opened and shut, her
-lips wearing a smile of mingled amusement and gratification.</p>
-
-<p>In the midst of this group Earle, with an air of the most quiet
-composure, was laying down his propositions one after another,
-unobservant of and indifferent to the expressions on the different
-faces around him. "He is very brave," thought Marion; "but surely he
-is also very foolish. Why should he unnecessarily contradict and vex
-the old man, who can do so much for him?" A sense of irritation mingled
-with the admiration which she could not withhold from him. "It would
-have been easy to say nothing," she thought again; "and yet how well he
-speaks!"</p>
-
-<p>He did indeed speak well&mdash;so well that the attention of Mr. Singleton
-was gradually drawn from the matter to the manner of his speech. He
-turned and looked keenly at the young man from under his bent brows.</p>
-
-<p>"You speak," he said, "like an advocate of the cause. How is that?"</p>
-
-<p>"I hope that I should be an advocate of any cause which I believed to
-be just," answered Brian, quietly; "but I am in a special manner the
-advocate of this, because I am a Catholic."</p>
-
-<p>"A Catholic!" Mr. Singleton looked as if he could hardly believe the
-evidence of his ears. "It is not possible that you mean a <i>Romanist</i>?"</p>
-
-<p>Earle bent his head, smiling a little. "I mean just that," he said; "or
-at least what <i>you</i> mean by that. The term is neither very correct nor
-very courteous, but it expresses the fact clearly enough."</p>
-
-<p>This coolness had the usual effect of provoking Mr. Singleton, yet of
-making him feel the uselessness of expressing vexation. It was evident
-that his disgust was as great as his surprise, but he waited a moment
-before giving expression to either. Then he said, curtly:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>"It is no affair of mine what you choose to call yourself, but I should
-have more respect for your sense if you told me you were a Buddhist."</p>
-
-<p>"Very likely," returned Earle, with composure; "for in that case I
-should be following the last whim of fashionable intellectual folly.
-But, you see, I thought it more sensible to go back to the old faith of
-our fathers."</p>
-
-<p>"You might have gone back to paganism, then," sneered the other. "That
-was the faith of our fathers also."</p>
-
-<p>"Very true," assented the young man; "and in that also I should have
-been following a large train. But I was not in search of a faith simply
-because it had been that of my fathers. I was in search of a faith
-which bore the marks of truth, and I found it to be that which some of
-my fathers unfortunately discarded."</p>
-
-<p>"And you have absolutely joined the Church of Rome?" demanded Mr.
-Singleton, with ominous calmness.</p>
-
-<p>"Yes," Earle replied, as calmly; "some months ago."</p>
-
-<p>The elder man took up a newspaper. "In that case," he observed, in a
-tone of icy coldness, "I have nothing more to say. The step is one with
-which I have no sympathy and very little tolerance; but, fortunately,
-it does not concern me at all."</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Singleton shot a glance at her husband, which Marion saw was
-one of triumph. She knew instantly that the conversation which led
-to Earle's avowal had not been a matter of accident. "What a pretty
-trick!" she said, mentally, and, with a sudden impulse to show her
-sympathy with courage, she addressed the young man:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>"You have at least the pleasure of knowing, Mr. Earle, that you belong
-to the same faith as most of the best and many of the greatest people
-of the world."</p>
-
-<p>Earle looked at her with surprise. Such a speech, under the
-circumstances, was the last he could have expected from her; for,
-notwithstanding the glamour of her beauty, he had read her accurately
-enough to perceive her worldliness, and her desire for all that the
-world could give. He knew that she was a favorite of his uncle's,
-and could not have imagined that she would brave the displeasure of
-the latter in a manner so unnecessary. Perhaps Mr. Singleton was
-also surprised&mdash;at least he glanced up at her quickly, while Earle
-answered:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>"It is a deeper satisfaction still to believe that it is a faith which
-has made the best of those people what they are, and which can derive
-no lustre from the greatest."</p>
-
-<p>"I have always observed that Roman Catholics are very enthusiastic
-about their religion," said Mrs. Singleton; "but I did not know before,
-Marion, that you inclined that way."</p>
-
-<p>"What way?" asked Marion, coolly. "To enthusiasm or to Catholicity? As
-a matter of fact, I do not incline to either. But I have seen a great
-deal of Catholics, and admire many things about them. Indeed, all of my
-best friends belong to that religion."</p>
-
-<p>"Then we may expect you to follow in Brian's footsteps before long,"
-said the lady, with malicious sweetness.</p>
-
-<p>"There is nothing that I am aware of more improbable," replied Marion.</p>
-
-<p>She rose then, conscious that the conversation, if carried farther,
-might develop more unpleasantness, and moved toward the piano. Earle
-followed her, in order to lift the lid of the instrument, and as he did
-so said, smilingly:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>"I think you are quite right to endeavor to restore harmony by sweet
-sounds. Is it not extraordinary that there should be no such potent
-cause of discord in the world as a question of religion?"</p>
-
-<p>"I suppose it is because people feel more strongly on that subject
-than on any other," she answered, looking up at him, and wondering a
-little that a man so young, with all the world before him, and all its
-ambitions to tempt him, should think of religion at all.</p>
-
-<p>The next day she found an opportunity to say this frankly. During
-the morning she strolled into the garden with a book, and there
-encountered Earle, leaning on a stone-wall that skirted the lower
-boundaries of the grounds, sketching a pretty meadow and group of trees
-beyond. She came upon him unobserved&mdash;for he was standing with his back
-to the path along which she advanced,&mdash;and the sound of her clear,
-musical voice was the first intimation he had of her presence.</p>
-
-<p>"How rapidly you sketch, Mr. Earle, and how well!" she said.</p>
-
-<p>He started and turned, to find her standing so near that she overlooked
-his work. She smiled as his astonished eyes met her own. "Do I disturb
-you?" she asked. "If so I will go away."</p>
-
-<p>"You have certainly not disturbed me up to the present moment," he
-answered. "Have you been here long?"</p>
-
-<p>"Only a few minutes. You were so absorbed that you did not observe me,
-and I was so interested in watching you that I did not care to speak.
-But if I disturb you&mdash;"</p>
-
-<p>"Why should you disturb me if you care to stay? You will not obstruct
-my view of the meadow or trees. It is a pretty little scene, is it not?"</p>
-
-<p>"Very," she answered, moving to the wall, at which she paused, a few
-feet distant from him, and laid her book down on the ledge which it
-conveniently presented. Then she stood silent for a minute, looking
-at the shadow-dappled landscape, and conscious of a sense of pique,
-provoked by the cool indifference of his reply. She knew that to many
-men her presence <i>would</i> obstruct their view of the fairest scene
-nature might present, and she could perceive no reason why this man
-should be different from them,&mdash;why her beauty, which his artist-glance
-had evidently appreciated, seemed to have so little effect upon him.
-Her vanity had become more insistent in its demands, from the homage
-which had been offered her; and the withholding this homage had already
-become a thing insufferable. But she was far too proud to show this, as
-many weaker women do; and, after a short interval, she said, lightly
-enough:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>"What a very great pleasure it must be when one is able to set down
-beauty as you are doing&mdash;to preserve and make it one's own! I have a
-friend who loves art devotedly&mdash;in fact, she is a true artist,&mdash;and I
-have always the same feeling when I watch her at work."</p>
-
-<p>"The power is certainly a great delight," said Earle, going on with
-his rapid strokes; "but you must not imagine that it is all delight.
-There is a great deal of drudgery in this as in all other arts; and,
-worse still, there are times of infinite disgust as well as profound
-discouragement."</p>
-
-<p>"So Claire used to say&mdash;at least, she spoke of discouragement, but I
-never heard her speak of disgust."</p>
-
-<p>"Claire!" Earle looked at her now with his quick, bright glance. "I
-wonder if I do not know of whom you speak. There can hardly be more
-than one Claire who is a true artist."</p>
-
-<p>"There may be a hundred, for aught I know," replied Marion, carelessly;
-"but I mean Claire Alford. Her father was a distinguished artist, I
-believe. You may have heard of him."</p>
-
-<p>"Everyone has heard of him, I imagine," returned Earle, a little
-dryly; "but I knew him well in my boyhood, and he did more than any one
-else to fan whatever artistic flame I possess. I was, therefore, very
-glad when I chanced to meet his daughter about a month ago."</p>
-
-<p>"You met Claire? That can hardly be! She is abroad."</p>
-
-<p>"I met her a few days before she sailed. The lady with whom she has
-gone, and with whom she was then staying, is the widow of an artist
-whom I knew, and is herself a great friend of mine."</p>
-
-<p>"And so you have met Claire! I really don't know why it should surprise
-me, yet it does. What did you think of her? I ask the question without
-hesitation, because I know it is impossible for any one to think ill of
-her, and the well is only in proportion as you know or divine her."</p>
-
-<p>"I am sure of that," said Earle, with a kindly smile for the speaker.
-"She charmed me at first sight: she is so simple, so candid, so
-unconscious of herself, so evidently intent upon high aims."</p>
-
-<p>"Yes, she is all of that," replied Marion. Involuntarily her voice fell
-as she thought of how little any word of this commendation could be
-applied to herself. "Did you find out that you had something in common
-beside your love of art?" she asked, after an instant. "Claire is a
-fervent Catholic."</p>
-
-<p>"Is she?" he said, with interest. "No, I did not discover it. Nothing
-brought up the subject of religion. But I am not surprised. There is an
-air about her that made me call her in my own mind a vestal of art. I
-can easily realize that she is something more and better than that."</p>
-
-<p>"It is a pretty name, and suits her well&mdash;a vestal of art," said
-Marion. She was silent then for a minute or two, and stood looking with
-level gaze from under the broad brim of her sun-hat at the pastoral
-meadow-scene, unconscious for once what a picture she herself made, as
-she leaned on the stone-wall, with a spreading mulberry-tree throwing
-its chequered shade down upon her graceful figure. Artist instinct drew
-Earle's eyes upon her, and he was saying to himself, "How much I should
-like to sketch her! Shall I ask her permission to do so?" when she
-suddenly turned her face toward him and spoke.</p>
-
-<p>"Do you know, Mr. Earle," she said, "that you astonished me very
-much last night? For the matter of that"&mdash;with a slight laugh,&mdash;"I
-suppose you astonished everyone. But I am bold enough to express my
-astonishment, because I should really like to know what you meant."</p>
-
-<p>"I shall be very happy to tell you," Earle answered, "if you will give
-me an idea what <i>you</i> mean."</p>
-
-<p>"I mean this. Why did you vex Mr. Singleton by unnecessary
-contradiction, and an unnecessary avowal of what you knew would annoy
-if it did not seriously alienate him?"</p>
-
-<p>The young man regarded her with surprise. "Simply because I had no
-alternative," he replied. "Nothing was further from my desire than to
-vex him. But why, in the name of all that is reasonable, should people
-be vexed by hearing the truth? Is not that what we all wish, ostensibly
-at least&mdash;to learn and to believe <i>the truth</i> about a thing, not mere
-fancies or ideas?"</p>
-
-<p>"Ye&mdash;s," said Marion, hesitatingly. "I suppose no one would acknowledge
-that he did not wish to know the truth; but you are aware that nothing
-is more offensive than the truth to people who have strong convictions
-against it."</p>
-
-<p>"So much the worse for such people, then."</p>
-
-<p>"And so much the worse sometimes for those who persist in enforcing
-enlightenment upon them."</p>
-
-<p>"I really do not think that is my character," he said. "I have never,
-to my knowledge, attempted to force enlightenment upon any one. But
-sometimes&mdash;as was the case last night&mdash;one must speak (even when
-speaking will serve no end of conviction), or be guilty of cowardice
-and tacit deception."</p>
-
-<p>Marion shook her head, in protest, apparently, against these views; but
-probably she felt the uselessness of combating them. At least when she
-spoke again it was to say, abruptly:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>"But how on earth do you chance to take that particular view of truth?"</p>
-
-
-
-<hr class="chap" />
-<p class="ph2">CHAPTER XVI.</p>
-
-
-<p class="drop"><span class="uppercase">Earle</span> smiled. "The answer to that is contained in what I remarked a
-moment ago," he said. "I wanted <i>truth itself</i>, not my own or anybody's
-else views or fancies concerning it."</p>
-
-<p>Marion looked at him with a gravity on her face which gave it a new
-character altogether. "And do you really think that you found this
-absolute truth in the Catholic faith?" she asked.</p>
-
-<p>"I do not think so&mdash;I <i>know</i> it," he answered. "It is there or nowhere.
-I satisfied myself of that."</p>
-
-<p>"But how did you come to care enough about it to think of satisfying
-yourself?" she persisted. "That is what puzzles me most. The Catholic
-faith may be true&mdash;I can readily believe it is,&mdash;but how did you, a
-young man with the world all before you, ever come to care whether it
-were true or not?"</p>
-
-<p>He regarded her silently for a moment before replying. It seemed as if
-he found it difficult to answer such words as these. At length he said:
-"Is there any special reason why a young man, even if it were true that
-he had all the world before him&mdash;and it is true in a very limited sense
-of me,&mdash;should not think occasionally of the most important subject in
-the world, and should not desire to think rightly?"</p>
-
-<p>"Of course there is no reason why he should not," she replied. "Only
-it seems unnatural. One fancies him thinking of other things. In his
-place, <i>I</i> should think of other things."</p>
-
-<p>"May I ask what they would be?"</p>
-
-<p>"I am sure you can hardly need to ask. Even if you have no ambition
-yourself, you must realize its existence; you must know how it makes
-men desire fame and power and wealth for the sake of the great
-advantages they bring. In your place, I should think of making a name,
-of conquering fortune, of enjoying all that the world offers."</p>
-
-<p>"Well," he said, after a short pause&mdash;during which he had gone on with
-the rapid, practiced strokes of his pencil,&mdash;"all that is natural
-enough, and there is no harm in it unless one wished to enjoy some of
-the unlawful things which the world offers. But why should one not do
-all this&mdash;make a name and conquer fortune&mdash;and still give some thought
-to the great question of one's final end and destiny?"</p>
-
-<p>She made a slight gesture of impatience. "You know very well," she
-said, "that, as a matter of fact, an ambitious man has no time for
-considering such questions."</p>
-
-<p>"That depends entirely upon the man. You should not make your
-assertions so sweeping. In these days, at least, no man of thought&mdash;no
-man who is at all interested in intellectual questions&mdash;can ignore the
-subject of religion. Let me illustrate my meaning. Would you have been
-surprised to learn that I were an Agnostic or a Positivist?"</p>
-
-<p>"No," she replied, somewhat reluctantly. "That would have been
-different."</p>
-
-<p>"Only different because they are fashionable creeds of the hour, and it
-is considered a proof of intellectual strength to stultify reason, and,
-in the face of the accumulated proofs of ages, to declare that man can
-know nothing of his origin or his end. But when, on the contrary, one
-accepts a logical and luminous system of thought, a revelation which
-offers an explanation of the mystery of being entirely consistent with
-reason, you think that very remarkable! Forgive me, Miss Lynde, if I
-say that I find your opinion quite as remarkable as you can find my
-faith."</p>
-
-<p>She blushed, but answered haughtily: "That may be. It was no doubt
-presumptuous of me to express any opinion on the subject. I really
-don't know why I did it, except that I was so much surprised, in the
-first place by the fact that you had thought of the matter, and in the
-second place by the avowal which vexed your uncle."</p>
-
-<p>"I am sorry to have vexed him," said Earle, quietly; "but he is too
-much of a philosopher to allow it to trouble him long&mdash;indeed I have no
-idea that it has troubled him at all."</p>
-
-<p>She did not answer, but the expression in her eyes was one of so much
-wonder that he smiled. "What is it now?" he asked. "What are you still
-surprised at?"</p>
-
-<p>"I hardly like to tell you," she replied. "I feel as if I had already
-said too much&mdash;"</p>
-
-<p>"By no means. I like frankness, of all things; especially if I may be
-allowed to imitate it."</p>
-
-<p>She smiled in spite of herself. "That," she said, "is certainly
-as little as one could allow. Well, then, I confess that I do not
-understand why you should refuse to accept the fortune which Mr.
-Singleton evidently wishes so much to give you. Have you conscientious
-scruples against holding wealth?"</p>
-
-<p>"Not the faintest. I would accept a million, if it came to me
-unfettered by conditions which would make even a million too dearly
-bought."</p>
-
-<p>"Such as&mdash;?"</p>
-
-<p>"What my uncle asks&mdash;that I give up everything which interests me in
-life, and devote myself to him as long as he lives."</p>
-
-<p>"But he cannot live long. And then&mdash;"</p>
-
-<p>"Then I should be a rich man. But, as it chances, I do not care about
-being a rich man. Money can not buy anything which I desire. It cannot
-give me the proficiency in art which must be won by long and hard
-study."</p>
-
-<p>"It would make that study unnecessary."</p>
-
-<p>"Unnecessary!" He glanced at her with something of her own wonder,
-dashed by faint scorn. "Do you think that I consider <i>making money</i> the
-end of my art? So far from that, I would starve in a garret sooner than
-lower my standard for such an object. And, insensibly perhaps, I should
-lower it if I had a great deal of money. No man can answer for himself.
-Therefore, I have no desire to be tempted. And I repeat that money can
-buy nothing which I value most."</p>
-
-<p>"Do you not value power? It can buy that."</p>
-
-<p>"In a very poor form. I am not sure that I should care for it in its
-best form, but certainly not in that which money buys."</p>
-
-<p>"Money is the lever which moves the world," she said; "and it is only
-because you have never known the real want of it that you hold it so
-lightly."</p>
-
-<p>"I have sometimes thought that myself," he replied. "It is true that
-only a starving man properly appreciates bread. I have never starved,
-and it may be that I am not properly grateful for mine; but, at least,
-I try neither to undervalue nor overvalue it."</p>
-
-<p>"Some day," she said, "you may find an object which money would have
-helped you to gain, and then you will regret the folly&mdash;forgive me if I
-speak plainly&mdash;which threw away such a great power."</p>
-
-<p>"I should have to change very much," he replied, "before I could care
-for any object which money would help me to gain."</p>
-
-<p>"There is nothing more likely than that you will change on that point.
-If there is anything that life teaches, it is that there is scarcely a
-single object which money will not help us to gain."</p>
-
-<p>He looked at her with a curious surprise, which he did not attempt to
-conceal. "Forgive <i>me</i>," he said, "if I speak too plainly; but there
-is a remarkable want of harmony between your appearance and your
-utterances. If one listened with closed eyes, one might fancy that a
-man of fifty spoke in behalf of the god to whom he had devoted his
-life. But when one looks at you&mdash;"</p>
-
-<p>"You are surprised that such sentiments should come from one who ought
-to be ignorant of every reality of life," she observed, coolly, as he
-paused. "But I learned something about those realities at a very early
-age. I know how the want of money has embittered my life; I know how it
-lays on me now fetters under which I chafe; and therefore, by right of
-the experience which you lack, I tell you that you will live to regret
-the loss of the fortune you are throwing away."</p>
-
-<p>"No man can speak with absolute certainty of the future; but, if I know
-myself at all, I do not think I shall ever regret it."</p>
-
-<p>She shrugged her shoulders slightly. "In that case you will be an
-extraordinary man," she said. "But I feel as if I should beg your
-pardon for having fallen into such a personal vein of discussion."</p>
-
-<p>"I do not think that the responsibility rests with you," he answered.
-"But if you consider that you owe me an apology, I can point out an
-immediate way to make amends. Ever since you have been standing there,
-I have been longing to make a sketch of you. Will you allow me to do
-so?"</p>
-
-<p>"Certainly," she said, smiling; for the request flattered her vanity.</p>
-
-<p>So, while she stood in the sunshine and shadow, a charming picture of
-youth and grace, he sketched her, feeling with every stroke the true
-artist appreciation of her beauty; and more and more surprised at
-her intelligence as they talked of art and literature, of people and
-events, while time flew by unheeded.</p>
-
-<p>Meanwhile Mr. Singleton was certainly wroth with his favorite. The
-latter's change of religion&mdash;or, to be more correct, his choice of
-religion&mdash;was the last of many offenses; and the old man said to
-himself that, so far as he was concerned, it should indeed be the
-last. "The boy is a fool, besides being obstinate and ungrateful!"
-he thought, with what he felt to be righteous indignation, and which
-(knowing his own weakness in regard to Earle) he strove to encourage
-and fan into enduring anger. "But I am glad I have discovered this in
-time&mdash;very glad! Though he has refused so positively to do anything
-that I wish, there is no telling what weakness I might have been guilty
-of when it came to the point of making my will. But now I am safe. My
-money shall never go into the hands of the Jesuits&mdash;that I am resolved
-upon. And, of course, they would soon obtain it from Brian, who has no
-appreciation whatever of its value. Yes, my mind is settled at last on
-that score. He shall never inherit anything from me; but where on earth
-am I to find a satisfactory legatee to take his place?"</p>
-
-<p>The consideration of this question, and the difficulty of answering
-it, produced in old Mr. Singleton a state of temper which made life a
-burden, for the time being, to all his personal attendants. While Earle
-was philosophically setting forth his views to Marion at the bottom
-of the garden, the valet and the nurse were having a very hard time
-in getting the fractious invalid ready for the day; and when he was
-finally established in his sitting-room, he probably remembered the
-soothing power of music, and asked for Miss Lynde.</p>
-
-<p>Diligent search having revealed the fact that Miss Lynde was not in the
-house, Mr. Singleton wanted to know if any one could tell him where
-she had gone. Mrs. Singleton, being interrogated, professed utter
-ignorance; but one of the maids volunteered the information that from
-an upper window she had seen Miss Lynde in the garden with Mr. Earle.
-That had been an hour before. "Go to the same window and see if she is
-there yet," ordered Mr. Singleton when this was communicated to him.
-Observation duly made, and a report brought to him that she was still
-there, "Shall I send for her, sir?" inquired his servant.</p>
-
-<p>"No," snapped the irate old gentleman. "What do you mean by such a
-question? Why should I wish to disturb Miss Lynde? I simply desired to
-satisfy myself where she was. When she comes in, let her know that I
-would like to see her."</p>
-
-<p>Left alone then, he opened his newspapers with a softening of the lines
-about his mouth. After all, a way might be found of managing Brian. The
-influence of a beautiful woman might accomplish what his own influence
-had failed to do. Marion would make a capital wife for the young man.
-"Just the wife he needs," thought Mr. Singleton. "A woman of ambition,
-of cleverness, and of worldly knowledge quite remarkable in one so
-young. No danger of <i>her</i> under-valuing money, and the Jesuit would
-be very sharp who could get it from her. Why did I not think of this
-before? Of course he will fall in love with her&mdash;what man could avoid
-doing so?&mdash;and, in that event, everything can be arranged. <i>She</i> will
-bring him to my terms soon enough."</p>
-
-<p>These reflections had so soothing an effect upon his temper that
-when Marion came in, and was told by Mrs. Singleton that <i>he</i> (with
-a significant gesture toward the apartment of the person indicated)
-was in the mood of a tiger, and demanding her presence, she was most
-agreeably surprised at being received with extreme kindness.</p>
-
-<p>"I am told you have been asking for me. I am sorry to have been out of
-the way," she said.</p>
-
-<p>"I wanted to ask you to sing for me," he replied. "My nerves are in an
-irritated state this morning, and I felt as if your voice might soothe
-them. But I am not unreasonable enough to expect you to be always on
-hand to gratify my fancies. It was well that you were out enjoying this
-beautiful morning."</p>
-
-<p>"I was only in the garden. You might have sent for me. I should have
-been delighted to come and sing for you. Shall I do so now?"</p>
-
-<p>"After a little. Sit down and let me talk to you for a few minutes.
-I suppose you can imagine what it is that gave me a particularly bad
-night, and has set my nerves on edge this morning?"</p>
-
-<p>"I am afraid that it is worry," said Marion, sitting down near him.
-"You did not like what Mr. Earle said last night."</p>
-
-<p>"I certainly did not like it. The announcement he made was a great
-surprise to me and a great shock. Under any circumstances, I should be
-sorry for any one in whom I felt an interest to take such a step; but
-you are probably aware that I have felt a peculiar interest in Brian."</p>
-
-<p>"I have heard that your intentions toward him have been most kind."</p>
-
-<p>"I have desired that he shall take with me the place of a son. I have
-asked him to accept the duties of such a position&mdash;duties that would
-not be very heavy,&mdash;and I have promised that, in return, he shall
-inherit everything that is mine. Do you think that an unreasonable
-proposal?"</p>
-
-<p>"Very far from it," answered Marion. "I think it most reasonable and
-most kind. I can not understand how he can hesitate over it."</p>
-
-<p>"He does not hesitate," said Mr. Singleton, bitterly: "he refuses it.
-After that I ought to be willing to let him go; but the truth of the
-matter is, I have no one to take his place. He is not only my nearest
-relative, but there is something about him that attaches one to him
-despite one's self. My dear"&mdash;he looked wistfully, yet keenly, into the
-beautiful face,&mdash;"it has occurred to me that perhaps <i>you</i> might have
-some influence over him."</p>
-
-<p>"I!" exclaimed Marion. For a moment her surprise was so great that she
-could say nothing more. Then, with the realization of his meaning, a
-wave of color came into her face. "I have no reason to suppose that I
-have the least influence with Mr. Earle," she said. "If I had, I would
-gladly use it for the ends about which you are so anxious."</p>
-
-<p>"I am sure of that," observed Mr. Singleton, significantly. "Well, all
-I can say is that nothing would please me more than for you to acquire
-such influence. If you should acquire it, and if you should consent to
-use it always, I would be a very delighted old man. You understand me,
-I see, so I need say no more. Now go and sing for me."</p>
-
-
-
-<hr class="chap" />
-<p class="ph2">CHAPTER XVII.</p>
-
-
-<p class="drop"><span class="uppercase">Mr</span>. Singleton was wise enough to remain satisfied with having expressed
-his wishes to Marion. He said nothing to Earle, having a general
-conviction that "in vain is the snare spread in sight of any bird," and
-a knowledge of this particular bird which warned him to be cautious.
-But the idea which had occurred to him seemed so likely to produce the
-desired result, that he was greatly encouraged by it, and his manner to
-his nephew was so different from what Mrs. Singleton had anticipated,
-that she said to herself with much chagrin that Tom was right after
-all, and she had gained nothing by the disclosure she had brought about.</p>
-
-<p>Earle himself was pleased that his uncle showed no coldness of feeling
-toward him. He had fully expected this; and, while the anticipation had
-not troubled him in any serious manner, he was relieved to find that he
-was to be spared that sense of alienation which is always a trial to a
-person of sensitive feelings.</p>
-
-<p>What he would have thought had his uncle at this time frankly avowed to
-him the plan he had conceived, it is not difficult to imagine. What he
-would have done is no less easy to conjecture. But, left in ignorance,
-and exposed to an association which would have had attractions for
-any one, he unconsciously drifted toward a position destined to lead
-to serious results. For while Marion repelled she also attracted him,
-through the interest he felt in a character so strongly marked for
-good or for evil, and by the very frankness with which she displayed
-traits and expressed sentiments with which he had little sympathy. "It
-is a fine character warped and distorted," he said to himself. "Good
-influences might do much with it. What a pity if she drifts deeper
-into the worldliness that now attracts her so greatly! For there is
-nothing frivolous about her, and she will find in the end that none but
-frivolous people can be contented with the things for which she longs."</p>
-
-<p>Now, there are a few people who, brought into contact with a character
-of which they think in this manner, do not feel inclined to exert the
-influence that they believe would be beneficial. And how much more
-when the person on whom it is to be exerted is a young, a beautiful
-and a clever woman! Whether he approved of her or not, Earle could not
-fail to find Marion a stimulating and agreeable companion. The absence
-of effort to attract&mdash;for she was far too proud to make this&mdash;lulled
-to rest any fear of the result of such an association to himself;
-and their morning conversation in the garden was the beginning of an
-intercourse which grew daily more pleasant on both sides.</p>
-
-<p>Mr. Singleton had been the first to see the probable end, but it was
-not long before others foresaw it also. "I told you that girl would
-betray us," said Mrs. Singleton to her husband. "She means to marry
-Brian Earle and take our place. That is clear."</p>
-
-<p>"But there may be two words to that," said the gentleman addressed.
-"Brian may not intend to marry <i>her</i>. He was talking of his plans to me
-while we were smoking last night, and there was not a word of marrying
-in them."</p>
-
-<p>"That much for his plans!" said Mrs. Singleton, with a slight,
-contemptuous gesture. "They will soon be whatever Marion Lynde chooses.
-When a woman like her makes up her mind to marry a man, she will
-succeed. You may be sure of that."</p>
-
-<p>"Rather a bad lookout for men, in such a case," returned Mr. Singleton.
-"Only if the power is limited to women like Miss Lynde, one might bear
-it with philosophy."</p>
-
-<p>His wife gave him a look compounded of scorn and irritation. "There
-is not much doubt what you would do in Brian Earle's place. That girl
-seems to turn the head of every man she comes in contact with. I am
-sure I wish I had never heard of her!"</p>
-
-<p>"I fancy Rathborne wishes the same thing," observed Mr. Singleton. "I
-never saw a man so changed as he is of late; I met him yesterday, and I
-was struck by his moody looks."</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Singleton shrugged her shoulders. "I have no compassion to spare
-for him. A man who has been such a fool as he has, deserves to suffer.
-But we have done nothing to deserve to be supplanted in this way."</p>
-
-<p>"Well," said the more reasonable husband, "it is hardly just to talk
-of being 'supplanted.' The old fellow has always been very frank with
-me, and insisted there should be no room for misconception. We have an
-agreeable home without any expense to ourselves, but he has always
-told me that he did not bind himself to leave me anything at all."</p>
-
-<p>"Of course he would not bind himself; but if Brian refuses to be his
-heir&mdash;and that is what his conduct heretofore amounts to,&mdash;whose chance
-should be better than yours?"</p>
-
-<p>"Really it is hard to say. Who can account for the whims of rich old
-men? He may cut us all off, and leave his fortune to Miss Lynde."</p>
-
-<p>"If I thought so," said Mrs. Singleton, fiercely, "I would murder her&mdash;"</p>
-
-<p>"Come, Anna, that is beyond a joke!"</p>
-
-<p>"Or myself, for having brought her to his notice."</p>
-
-<p>"Defer both murders until you find out whether there is any need for
-them," said her provoking husband. And then he beat a hasty retreat.</p>
-
-<p>But even he, now that his eyes were opened, began to perceive the
-extreme probability of all that his wife suggested. There was no doubt
-of the fact that Marion and Earle were constantly together, that they
-seemed to find much gratification in each other's society, and that Mr.
-Singleton (this was patent to the most careless observation) looked on
-approvingly at their growing intimacy. "The old fellow wants to see
-the thing brought about," said Tom Singleton to himself. "He thinks it
-would tie Brian down, and that a wife with such ideas would soon cure
-him of his contempt for riches. Well, he's right enough; and since it
-is most likely to come about, Anna and I may make up our minds that our
-day is nearly over. We shall soon have to step down to make room for
-Mrs. Brian Earle."</p>
-
-<p>The young lady designated in advance by this title was herself
-entirely of his opinion. At this time a rosy vista opened before her.
-She felt that all which she most desired was within her grasp. And yet
-not exactly in the manner she had anticipated. For, much as she had
-always longed for the power which wealth gives, it had not been her
-dream to obtain wealth by marriage. That seemed to her a means too
-commonplace, and also too degrading. It was to be won through her own
-effort, her own cleverness, in some manner as vaguely outlined as a
-fairy-tale. But she was too shrewd not to perceive, after a very brief
-acquaintance with life, that for a young girl, without some special and
-brilliant talent, to hope to <i>make</i> a fortune was as reasonable as if
-she had thought of building a tower with her own hands. She realized,
-then, that it was a wonderful prospect which opened before her, as if
-by the stroke of an enchantress' wand, in the fancy of Mr. Singleton
-for herself, and in the fact that Earle excited her regard in a degree
-she had hardly imagined possible. Once, with mocking cynicism, she had
-asked of Helen, "Do you think such good fortune ever befalls one, as
-that the man one could love is also the man it is expedient for one
-to marry?" And now that good fortune, so utterly disbelieved in, had
-befallen herself!</p>
-
-<p>For the very things in which Earle was least like herself attracted her
-most. He was an embodiment of ideas which, abstractly, were too exalted
-for her to reach. His faith, his unworldliness, his devotion to noble
-ends,&mdash;all touched the higher side of her own nature, like strains of
-heroic poetry. Under his immediate influence, she began to change in
-a manner as strange as it was significant. Keen eyes noted this, and
-Mrs. Singleton said to herself that the girl was capable of playing
-any part, even of pretending to be quixotic and unworldly. But in this
-she did her injustice. With all its great faults, Marion's character
-possessed the saving salt of sincerity, and she was absolutely
-incapable of playing a part for any purpose whatever. The change in
-her just now was real; there only remained a question whether or not
-it were deep,&mdash;whether human love alone were great enough to work the
-miracle of regenerating a nature into which worldliness had struck such
-strong roots.</p>
-
-<p>The test was not long delayed. As the time for Earle's visit drew to
-a close, he began to realize how decidedly he had suffered himself
-to be drawn toward this girl, whom his judgment at first so greatly
-disapproved, and whom it could not even yet altogether approve;
-although he was not blind to the change in her wrought by his
-influence,&mdash;a change which unconsciously flattered him, as any proof
-of power flatters this poor human nature of ours. He found, somewhat
-to his dismay, that he was more attached to her than he had been aware
-of, but he had no intention of declaring his feeling. Judgment was
-still too much arrayed against it. And this being so, he resisted the
-temptation to prolong his visit, and adhered to the original date set
-for his departure. Now, since this departure was not only to be from
-Scarborough, but from America, Mr. Singleton was very anxious that it
-should be prevented, and he watched with growing anxiety the intimacy
-with Marion, from which he hoped so much.</p>
-
-<p>"My dear," he said to her one day when they were alone together, and
-she had been singing for him, "I wish you would exert your influence
-with Brian to keep him from going abroad. It would be much better that
-he should remain here."</p>
-
-<p>"There can be no doubt of that," she replied. "But you mistake in
-thinking that I have any influence with him. If I had, I would use it
-as you desire."</p>
-
-<p>"I am afraid," he observed, "that you underrate your influence. I think
-you have more than you suppose."</p>
-
-<p>"No," she said. "I have always been accustomed to influencing those
-around me, and therefore I know very well when I fail to do so. I fail
-with Mr. Earle. He has no respect for my opinion, as indeed"&mdash;with
-unwonted humility&mdash;"why should he have?"</p>
-
-<p>The man of the world uttered a contemptuous laugh. "Do you really, with
-all your cleverness, know so little of men as to fancy that respect for
-a woman's opinion is a necessary part of her influence?" he asked.</p>
-
-<p>"With most men I suppose it is not," she answered; "but with Mr. Earle
-it is. I am sure of that, and also sure that I should not care to
-influence a man who had no respect for my opinion."</p>
-
-<p>"<i>That</i> opinion is not worthy of your good sense," said Mr. Singleton.
-"It does not matter at all <i>how</i> one influences people, so that one
-actually does manage to influence them. The important point is to
-succeed."</p>
-
-<p>"Have you found it an easy thing to succeed with Mr. Earle?" asked
-Marion, a little maliciously.</p>
-
-<p>"Very far from it," replied Mr. Singleton. "There is only one way to
-influence him, and that is through his affections. For one to whom he
-is attached, he will do much."</p>
-
-<p>The last words were so significant that Marion colored and said no
-more. But she determined that she would test whether or not they were
-true, since she had by this time little doubt of Earle's sentiments
-toward her.</p>
-
-<p>She had not long to wait for an opportunity. The next morning Earle
-asked if she would not go with him to complete a sketch that he was
-making of a bit of woodland scenery near the house. "A morning's
-work will finish it," he said. "And since I shall not have many more
-mornings, if you care to come, I shall be very glad."</p>
-
-<p>"You know I always like to come," she answered. "It is interesting to
-me to watch your work. I feel as if I were witnessing the process of
-creation."</p>
-
-<p>"You are witnessing <i>a</i> process of creation," he said. "Art is a ray
-of the divine genius which created nature, and, in its degree, it is
-creative also. That is the secret of its great fascination."</p>
-
-<p>"It certainly seems to possess a great fascination for you," she said,
-as he slung his color-box over his shoulder and they set forth.</p>
-
-<p>"Do you wonder at it?" he asked, with a quick glance.</p>
-
-<p>"No; I do not wonder at the fascination," she replied. "I only wonder
-that you think it right to sacrifice everything else to it."</p>
-
-<p>"What do I sacrifice to it?" he asked. "A little money for which I have
-no use. Is not that all?"</p>
-
-<p>She shook her head. "By no means all. You sacrifice the dearest wish
-of your uncle, who is devoted to you&mdash;the power of giving him great
-pleasure, and the power also of doing much good with the money you
-despise. Have you ever thought of that?"</p>
-
-<p>"Yes," he answered, "I have thought of it all. I have seriously asked
-myself if there is any duty demanding that I should comply with his
-wishes, and I have decided that there is none. He is certainly attached
-to me, but I think that his attachment rests very much on the fact that
-he can not control me as he is accustomed to control most people. There
-is no real congeniality of sentiment between us. He is a man of the
-world; I am a man to whom the world counts very little. I can not feign
-interest in the things which interest him, and he scorns all that most
-deeply interests me. Under these circumstances, what pleasure to either
-of us would be gained by closer association? And you know it is out of
-my power to do him any real service."</p>
-
-<p>"I am not sure of that," said Marion. "I think you scarcely appreciate
-either his strong attachment to you or his strong desire that you
-should remain with him."</p>
-
-<p>"Has he been asking you to be his advocate?" said Earle, with a smile.
-"It sounds very much as if he had."</p>
-
-<p>"He has been talking to me of the matter," she answered. "You know it
-is very near his heart, and he speaks to me more freely than to you;
-for, naturally, he is wounded by your refusal, and is too proud to
-acknowledge to you how much he cares."</p>
-
-<p>"And he thinks, no doubt, that what you say will have a weight which
-his words lack."</p>
-
-<p>"There is no reason why he should think so," said Marion, rather
-proudly.</p>
-
-<p>They had by this time reached the place of their destination; and,
-as he put down the portable easel which he carried, she turned away,
-saying to herself that it was indeed true&mdash;there was no reason why
-any one should think that her words had the least weight with this
-immovable man. Some hot tears of mortification gathered in her eyes.
-She had hoped for a different result, and the disappointment, from the
-proof of her own lack of power, was greater than she had anticipated.
-She bent down to gather some ferns on the bank of a little stream which
-flowed through the glen, and when she rose Earle was standing beside
-her.</p>
-
-<p>"I fear that perhaps you misunderstood my last words," he said, with
-grave gentleness. "I did not mean to imply that my uncle was mistaken
-in thinking that what you say would have great weight with me. He is
-too shrewd not to be sure of that. I only gave him credit for choosing
-his advocate well. For you must know that what you wish has great
-influence with me."</p>
-
-<p>"Why should I know it?" said Marion, in a low tone.</p>
-
-<p>"Because," he answered, "you must know that I love you."</p>
-
-
-
-<hr class="chap" />
-<p class="ph2">CHAPTER XVIII.</p>
-
-
-<p class="drop"><span class="uppercase">A</span> very gratified man was Mr. Singleton when he heard how matters stood
-between Marion and his nephew. Indeed, with regard to the latter, his
-feeling was chiefly one of exultation. "Now I have you!" he said to
-himself; and it was with difficulty that he refrained from uttering
-this sentiment when Earle announced the fact of his engagement. What he
-did say was:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>"I am delighted, my dear boy&mdash;delighted! You could not have pleased me
-better. Miss Lynde is a girl to do credit to any man's taste, and to
-any position to which she may be raised. Her family is unexceptionable;
-and as for fortune&mdash;well, you have no need to think of that."</p>
-
-<p>Brian smiled. "I have not thought of it," he said; "but I fear she may
-think a little of the fact that I have not much to offer her. To become
-the wife of a struggling artist is not a very brilliant prospect for
-one of her ambition."</p>
-
-<p>Mr. Singleton frowned. So, after all, the thing had not settled itself,
-but was to be fought over again! "You must surely be jesting when you
-speak of such a prospect for her," he observed. "You must feel that
-marriage brings responsibility with it; and that, since the future of
-this charming girl is bound up with your own, you can no longer afford
-to indulge in caprices."</p>
-
-<p>"I do not think that I have ever indulged in caprices," replied Earle.
-"In settling my plan of life, I have followed what I believe to be
-right, as well as what I believed to be best. And I have no intention
-of changing it now. Marion understands that in accepting me, she also
-accepts my life. I am sure of that."</p>
-
-<p>"<i>I</i> am by no means sure of it," thought Mr. Singleton; but he was wise
-enough to say no more, and bide his time to speak to Marion.</p>
-
-<p>"My dear," he said to her, as soon as they were alone together, "you
-know that the arrangement between Brian and yourself meets with my
-warmest approval. But it will be of very little good to me personally,
-unless you mean to use your influence&mdash;for you can no longer say that
-you possess none&mdash;to induce him to yield to my wishes. Unless he does
-so, he can expect nothing from me in the future. And that I should
-regret for your sake now as well as his."</p>
-
-<p>"You are very kind," said Marion, who understood all that was implied
-in this. "Be certain that if he does not yield to your wishes, it will
-not be my fault. I shall use all the influence I possess to induce him
-to do so."</p>
-
-<p>"In that case I have no fear," said the old man, gallantly. "Who could
-resist you?"</p>
-
-<p>A little while before Marion would have echoed this with a profound
-conviction of her own irresistible power; but now, though she did not
-dissent from it, she had a lurking fear that Brian Earle might not
-prove so elastic in her hands as his uncle hoped. As yet, by tacit
-consent, the subject of their future life had been avoided; but she
-knew that the time would come when it must be discussed, and she said
-to herself with passionate resolution that he should not throw away the
-fortune which was offered him, if it were in her power to prevent it.</p>
-
-<p>Had this resolution needed a spur, Mrs. Singleton's congratulations
-would have given it. "I hope that you will be very happy," she said;
-"and I think it is very good for me to hope it, for you step into my
-place. Brian will not go abroad <i>now</i>."</p>
-
-<p>"We have not settled that as yet," replied Marion, who detected a
-questioning tone in the last assertion.</p>
-
-<p>"I think that, in your place, I should settle it as soon as possible,"
-said Mrs. Singleton. "It will be pleasanter for all parties. Although,
-of course, Brian's decision is a foregone conclusion."</p>
-
-<p>"You not only hope, you believe the contrary," thought Marion; "but I
-will show you that you are mistaken."</p>
-
-<p>Meanwhile Earle, unconscious of the struggle before him, was thinking
-how much he had misjudged Marion in believing her so worldly, since,
-knowing his definite decision with regard to his life, she was yet
-willing to share that life. The declaration which he had made was
-entirely unpremeditated; but, once made, he did not regret it. How
-indeed was it possible to regret that which brought immediately so much
-happiness to himself and to Marion? And it was too much to expect,
-perhaps, that he should ask whether or not this happiness rested on a
-very substantial basis&mdash;whether there were not elements in it certain
-to produce discord as time went on. All that was hard, haughty and
-worldly in Marion seemed, for the time being, to have disappeared.
-Helen herself could hardly have seemed more gentle and tender to the
-man she loved.</p>
-
-<p>On the Sunday following their betrothal, he asked her if she would
-go with him to church, and she readily assented. "I always liked
-Catholicity," she said, as they took their way thither; "and I always
-felt that if there was truth in any religion, it was in that. All the
-others are but poor shams and imitations of it, and I have had an
-instinctive scorn of them ever since I knew anything of the old faith.
-I am glad, therefore, that you are a Catholic."</p>
-
-<p>"Since I am not an Agnostic," he said, laughing. "You would have had a
-higher opinion of my intellectual strength if I had avowed myself that,
-you know."</p>
-
-<p>She laughed too. "That was before I understood you," she said; "and
-before I understood the grounds you had for your faith. But now I know
-that you could be only what you are."</p>
-
-<p>"And when," he asked, in a tone suddenly grown grave and earnest, "will
-you also be that?"</p>
-
-<p>"How can I tell?" she replied. "Should not faith be something more than
-a mere matter of intellectual conviction?"</p>
-
-<p>"Faith is a gift of God," he said. "If you are willing to receive it,
-it will not be denied to you."</p>
-
-<p>"I am willing now," she observed. "Always, heretofore, I have shrunk
-from it. I have felt the fascination of Catholicity, but I have dreaded
-what it would demand from me. But now I dread no longer. I am willing
-to be what you are."</p>
-
-<p>He smiled slightly, and, as they had reached the church by this time,
-extended his hand to lead her over the threshold. Then withdrawing it,
-"There!" he said; "I have done my part&mdash;I have brought you within the
-door. God must do the rest."</p>
-
-<p>It seemed to Marion, as she knelt by him during Mass, as if God were
-doing this. Her heart opened to the influences around her as it had
-never opened before. The Holy Sacrifice had a meaning for her which it
-had never, up to this time, possessed; she forgot the plainness and
-bareness of the chapel, the unfashionable appearance of the people, in
-her consciousness of the Divine Reality before her on the altar. And
-when the priest, addressing the people at the end of Mass, spoke in
-plain and forcible language of the truths of faith, her mind replied by
-an assenting <i>Credo</i>.</p>
-
-<p>But as he turned to preach, Father Byrne received a shock of unpleasant
-surprise in perceiving Marion's face by Brian Earle's side. He had
-not seen or heard of her since the occurrences which had ended
-Helen's engagement. He had not been aware that she still remained in
-Scarborough after her aunt's departure; but he had met Earle, and
-liked the young man so much that this unexpected appearance beside him
-of the girl who had destroyed her cousin's happiness, seemed to him
-a conjunction that boded no good. The sight distracted him so much
-that he hesitated over the opening words of his sermon. The hesitation
-was only momentary: he took a firm grasp of his subject, and began;
-but whenever his glance fell on those two faces in one of the front
-pews, he said to himself, "Poor young man!" and asked himself if,
-knowing what he did, he should offer a warning to the object of his
-commiseration.</p>
-
-<p>After Mass, giving the question some thought, he decided that if the
-opportunity for it arose, he would speak to Earle on the subject; but
-that he would take no steps to make an opportunity, since it might
-have been an accidental association, meaning little or nothing. And so
-the matter might have passed without result, had not Earle presented
-himself that afternoon at the pastoral residence. He had two motives
-for the visit&mdash;one was to see Father Byrne, with whom he had been most
-pleasantly impressed; the other, to ask for some book of instruction
-to put into Marion's hands. The good Father was a little disturbed by
-the appearance of his visitor: it seemed he was to be forced to deliver
-his warning&mdash;for he had no intention of receding from his agreement
-with his conscience. Therefore, after they had talked for some time on
-various subjects, and a slight pause occurred, he was on the point of
-beginning, when Earle anticipated him by speaking:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>"I must not weary you by a long visit, Father," he said, "knowing that
-Sunday is a day which makes many demands upon you. I have come not only
-for the pleasure of seeing you this afternoon, but to ask your advice
-on a matter of importance. I want a book which sets forth Catholic
-doctrine in a clear and attractive manner, for one disposed toward the
-Church. What work will best answer my purpose?"</p>
-
-<p>Father Byrne named a work familiar to most Catholics, and of wide
-circulation; but Earle shook his head. "That will not do at all. I
-want something of an intellectual character, and with the charm of
-literary excellence. Else it would have no effect on the person for
-whom I intend it."</p>
-
-<p>"Perhaps if you told me something about the person," suggested the
-priest, "I could judge better what would be suitable."</p>
-
-<p>"I want the book," Earle answered, "for a young lady of much more than
-ordinary intelligence, who has no Protestant prejudices to overcome,
-and who, I think, only needs to be instructed to induce her to embrace
-the Catholic faith."</p>
-
-<p>Father Byrne's face changed at the words "a young lady." "Surely," he
-said, after an instant's hesitation, "you do not mean the young lady
-who was with you in church this morning?"</p>
-
-<p>"Yes," replied Earle, surprised by the tone even more than by the
-question. "I mean Miss Lynde. Do you know her?"</p>
-
-<p>"I know her slightly, but I know <i>of</i> her very well," answered the
-priest, gravely. "And I regret to say that I cannot imagine a more
-unpromising subject for conversion. My dear Mr. Earle, I think that
-you will waste your efforts in that direction. I hope I am not
-uncharitable, but I have little confidence in the sincerity of Miss
-Lynde's desire to know the truth."</p>
-
-<p>"Why have you no confidence?" asked Earle, shortly, almost sternly.</p>
-
-<p>The other looked distressed. It was a more unpleasant task than he had
-anticipated which he had set himself, but he felt bound in conscience
-to go through with it.</p>
-
-<p>"Because," he replied, "I know that the young lady has had ample
-opportunity to learn all about the Faith if she had desired to do so.
-She had been at school in a convent for some time, and she came here
-with her cousin, Miss Morley, who is a devoted Catholic." He paused a
-moment, then with an effort went on: "But it is not for this reason
-alone that I distrust her sincerity. I chance to know that she acted
-badly toward her cousin, that she was the cause of her engagement being
-broken, and she behaved with great duplicity in the whole matter."</p>
-
-<p>"This is a very serious charge," said Earle. He held himself well under
-control, but the priest perceived that he was much moved. "Do you speak
-with positive knowledge of what you assert?"</p>
-
-<p>"As positive as possible, with regard to the facts," Father Byrne
-answered. "Miss Morley broke her engagement because she heard the man
-to whom she was engaged making love to her cousin. She generously
-refrained from blaming the latter, but Mrs. Morley told me that Miss
-Lynde had undoubtedly made deliberate efforts to attract her daughter's
-lover. You will understand that I tell you this in confidence, and
-nothing but my sincere interest in you would induce me to tell it at
-all. You might readily hear it from others, however. It is, I believe,
-a notorious fact in Scarborough."</p>
-
-<p>Earle was silent for a minute, looking down as if in thought, with his
-dark brows knitted, and his pleasant countenance overcast. The last
-words made him recall various hints and allusions of Mrs. Singleton's.
-They had produced little impression upon him at the time&mdash;not enough
-to cause him to inquire what they meant,&mdash;but now they came back with
-a force derived from what he had just heard. With sudden clearness he
-recalled that Marion seemed to shrink from any mention of her cousin,
-and that he had seen her change color once or twice when some man was
-alluded to by Mrs. Singleton in very significant tones. Even if it
-had been possible to doubt the priest, who spoke with such evident
-reluctance, these things recalled by memory gave added weight to all
-that he said. Presently the young man looked up, and spoke with an
-effort:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>"I have no doubt you have meant kindly, Father, in speaking of this
-matter; but, if you please, we will not discuss it further. To return
-to the book&mdash;I see that I had better decide for myself what will be
-suitable. Something of Newman's might answer, only he deals chiefly
-with Anglican difficulties; or perhaps Lacordaire's great Conferences
-on the Church might be best."</p>
-
-<p>"That is rather a&mdash;formidable work," said the Father, hesitatingly.</p>
-
-<p>"Yes," answered Earle; "but so splendid in its logic, so luminous in
-its style, that whoever reads it understandingly will need no other.
-But I must not detain you longer."</p>
-
-<p>He rose as he spoke, shook hands with the priest&mdash;who was uncertain
-whether or not to regret what he had done,&mdash;and took his departure.</p>
-
-<p>Once outside he said to himself that the thing to do now was to go
-directly to Marion, and learn from her the true meaning of the story
-which had so deeply disturbed him. He felt loyally certain that, as he
-heard it, it could not be true,&mdash;that she could never willfully have
-drawn her cousin's lover from his allegiance. At least he repeated
-this to himself more than once. But in his heart was a lurking doubt
-which he would not acknowledge,&mdash;a lurking recollection of the distrust
-he had felt toward her at first, and which lately had faded from his
-mind. Well, it would depend upon what she told him now whether this
-distrust were to be revived or finally banished.</p>
-
-<p>It was late in the afternoon when he entered the grounds of the house
-in which Mr. Singleton dwelt; and the long, golden sunshine streamed so
-invitingly across emerald turf and bright flower-beds toward the green
-depths of shrubbery in the old garden, that he turned his steps in that
-direction, thinking it barely possible he might find Marion there,
-since she was partial to a seat under an arbor covered with climbing
-roses.</p>
-
-<p>Some instinct must have guided his steps; for Marion <i>was</i> there,
-seated in the green shade, and so absorbed in reading that she did not
-perceive his approach. He paused for a minute to admire the beautiful
-picture which she made&mdash;a picture to delight an artist's eye,&mdash;asking
-himself the while if what looked so fair could possibly be capable
-of deceiving. It was a question that must be answered in one way or
-another, and, tightening his lips a little, he came forward.</p>
-
-<p>She looked up with a slight start as he drew near, and the light of
-pleasure that came into her eyes was very eloquent. "So you have found
-me!" she said. "I thought that you might. I looked for you when I came
-out, but did not see you anywhere."</p>
-
-<p>"I had gone into Scarborough," he answered. "I went to see"&mdash;he stopped
-before saying "Father Byrne," with a sudden thought that it might not
-be well for her to connect the priest with the information of which he
-must presently speak&mdash;"to see a friend," he continued. "I wanted to
-borrow a book. What have you there?"</p>
-
-<p>She held it out, smiling. "Helen gave it to me long ago," she said,
-"but I never looked at it until to-day."</p>
-
-<p>Earle found that it was a translation of the admirable French
-"Catechism of Perseverance," which is one of the best compendiums of
-Catholic doctrine. "After all," he said, "I do not know that I can do
-better than this, although I was thinking of a book of another kind for
-you,&mdash;a book that would rouse your interest as well as instruct you."</p>
-
-<p>"I think I should prefer your choice," she said. "Helen had the best
-intentions, but she forgot that what suited her would not be likely to
-suit me."</p>
-
-<p>This repetition of Helen's name brought his attention back from the
-book to the subject it had replaced in his mind. "Helen!" he repeated.
-"You mean your cousin, Miss Morley?"</p>
-
-<p>"Yes. You have heard me speak of her. She is a Catholic. It was with
-her that I came to Scarborough."</p>
-
-<p>"And why has she gone away and left you?"</p>
-
-<p>Something in the tone rather than in the words caused Marion to color
-with a quick sense of apprehension. "My aunt took her away for change
-of air and scene. They are wealthy, and can go where they like. I could
-not go with them, and so Mrs. Singleton kindly asked me to stay with
-her. That is very simple, is it not?"</p>
-
-<p>"Very," he answered. He looked down, and turned absently the leaves of
-the Catechism. "But, since you were your cousin's guest, it seems to me
-it would have been simpler if she had asked you to go with her."</p>
-
-<p>"There were reasons why she did not," said Marion. She hesitated a
-moment, and then an impulse of candor came to her,&mdash;a quick instinct
-that Earle must hear from herself the story which he had perhaps
-already heard from others. "I will tell you what they were," she
-continued. "It is a matter which it is disagreeable to me to recall,
-but I should like to tell you about it."</p>
-
-<p>Then she told him. There is everything, as we know, in the point
-of view from which a picture is regarded, or a story is told; so
-it was not surprising that, as he listened, Earle felt a sense of
-infinite relief. If this were all, she was not indeed altogether
-free from blame&mdash;for she acknowledged that she had taken pleasure in
-the perception of Rathborne's admiration,&mdash;but certainly she did not
-deserve that charge of duplicity which the priest had made. It was an
-unfortunate affair; but, feeling the power which she exercised over
-himself, how could he wonder that another man had felt and yielded to
-it?</p>
-
-<p>So, for the time at least, all his doubt was dissipated, and Marion,
-satisfied with this result, deferred the decisive struggle yet to come.</p>
-
-
-
-<hr class="chap" />
-<p class="ph2">CHAPTER XIX.</p>
-
-
-<p class="drop"><span class="uppercase">But</span> it was not to be long deferred&mdash;that decisive struggle which
-Marion clearly foresaw, and from which she shrank, notwithstanding Mr.
-Singleton's confident assurance of her victory. It was a day or two
-later that Earle said to her:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>"Since I am going away soon, Marion, it will be well that we shall
-settle all details of our future. Can you not make an effort and go
-with me? What need is there, in our case, for long waiting, or for
-submitting to a separation which would be very painful?"</p>
-
-<p>The confident assurance of his tone&mdash;as if dealing with a point settled
-beyond all need of argument&mdash;made Marion's heart sink a little, but she
-nerved herself to the necessary degree of resolution, and answered,
-quietly:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>"There will be no need for long waiting or for separation either, if
-you will only consent to do what your uncle asks&mdash;to remain with him,
-and fulfil the duty which most plainly lies before you." She paused a
-moment, then added, in a softer tone, "You have refused to yield to his
-request, will you not yield to <i>mine</i>?"</p>
-
-<p>Earle looked at her with eyes full of pained surprise. "<i>Et tu Brute!</i>"
-he said, with a faint smile. "I thought you, at least, understood how
-firmly my mind is made up on that subject&mdash;how impossible it is for me
-to resign all my cherished plans of life for the sake of inheriting my
-uncle's fortune."</p>
-
-<p>"But what is to prevent your painting as many pictures as you like and
-still gratifying him?" she asked.</p>
-
-<p>"Because no man can serve two masters, in temporal any more than in
-spiritual things. If I am to serve Art, I must do so with all my
-strength, not in a half-hearted <i>dilettante</i> manner&mdash;but I am weary
-of saying these things. I hoped that by this time everyone understood
-them."</p>
-
-<p>"I understand them perfectly," replied Marion; "but I do not think you
-are right. I think that, because you have never known the need or want
-of money, you are throwing away a fortune for a mere caprice, and you
-are condemning others as well as yourself to lifelong poverty."</p>
-
-<p>"Not to poverty," he observed; "though certainly to narrower means than
-those my uncle possesses. It is for you to say whether or not you care
-to accept the life which I offer. I can not change it&mdash;I do not believe
-that even for you it would be best that I should."</p>
-
-<p>"You are very kind to settle what would be best for me so entirely in
-accordance with your own tastes and will," she said, with her old tone
-of mockery. "May I ask why you are led to such a belief?"</p>
-
-<p>"It is easily told," he answered, "and I will be perfectly frank in
-the telling. We all have some one point where temptation assails us
-with more force than at any other. With you, Marion, that point is an
-undue value of wealth and of all the things of the world that wealth
-commands,&mdash;things, for the most part, of great danger to one who
-does value them unduly. The possession of wealth, therefore, would be
-dangerous to you&mdash;more dangerous from the very strength of the passion
-with which you desire it. Forgive me if this sounds odiously like
-preaching, but it is true. I can not, then, change the whole intention
-and meaning of my life&mdash;give up my study of art and sink into a mere
-idle amateur&mdash;when by so doing I should gain nothing of value to
-myself, while working harm rather than good to you. Tell me that you
-believe I follow my conscience in this, and that you will be content
-with what I offer you?"</p>
-
-<p>He held out his hand with a pleading gesture, but Marion would not
-see it. What he had said angered her more deeply than if he had let
-his refusal remain based solely on his own wishes. That he should
-recognize <i>hers</i>, yet coolly put them aside, reading her the while a
-moral lecture on their dangerous nature, filled her with a sense of
-passionate resentment.</p>
-
-<p>"I might be content with what you offer," she said, "if it were not
-that you could so easily offer more&mdash;you could so easily gratify me,
-whom you profess to love, as well as the old man who loves you so well.
-But you will not yield in the least degree to either of us. You follow
-your own wishes, and declare mine to be mercenary and dangerous. The
-difference between us is that I have known something of the poverty
-you regard so lightly; and, while I might risk enduring it with a man
-who had no alternative of escape from it, I do not think my prospect
-of happiness would be great with a man who condemned me to it for the
-gratification of his own selfishness."</p>
-
-<p>"Is that how the matter appears to you?" asked Earle. He paused for a
-minute and seemed to consider. "You may be right," he said, presently;
-"I may be acting selfishly&mdash;what man can be absolutely certain of
-his own motives?&mdash;but, to the best of my judgment, I am doing what I
-believe to be right. I can not yield to my uncle in this matter&mdash;not
-even though he has secured you as his advocate. I am sure that if I
-did yield, it would be worse for all of us. No, Marion; forgive me if
-I seem hard, but you must take me as I am, or not at all. You must
-consent to share my life as I have ordered it, or it is best that you
-should not share it at all."</p>
-
-<p>She bent her head with the air of one who accepts a final decision. "It
-is very good of you to put it so plainly," she said. "Your candor makes
-my decision very easy. The matter to me stands simply thus: you decline
-absolutely to make the least concession to my wishes, you sacrifice
-my happiness relentlessly to your own caprice, and yet you expect me
-to believe in the sincerity of your regard. I do not believe in it. I
-believe, indeed, that you have some kind of a fancy for me; but you
-think that, because I bring you nothing beside myself, you can make
-your own terms and order my life as it pleases you&mdash;"</p>
-
-<p>"Marion!" cried Earle, shocked and startled. But she went steadily on:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>"That, however, is a mistake. If I bring nothing, I have in myself
-the power to win all things. I might give up all things for a man who
-truly loved me, and who was poor by no fault of his own. But for a man
-who loves me so little that he would condemn me uselessly to a sordid,
-narrow life&mdash;for that man I have only one word: go!"</p>
-
-<p>She rose with a gesture, as if putting him from her; but Earle caught
-her extended hand.</p>
-
-<p>"Marion!" he said, earnestly, "stop and think! You accuse me of
-selfishness, but is there no selfishness in your own conduct? In asking
-you to share my life as it is settled, I do not ask you to share
-poverty: I only do not promise you wealth. Do you care nothing for me
-without that wealth? Consider that I can only think you weigh me in the
-scale with my uncle's fortune and without that fortune hold me of no
-account."</p>
-
-<p>"You must think what you please," returned Marion. "I have told you
-how the matter appears to me. If you care for me, you will accept your
-uncle's generous offer. That is my last word."</p>
-
-<p>"Then we can only part," said Earle, dropping her hand. "It is evident
-that the love of money is more deeply rooted in you than love of
-me. God forgive you, Marion, and God bring you to some sense of the
-relative value of things! I have the presumption to think that what
-I give you is worth a little more than the fortune which you rate so
-highly. Some day you may learn how little money can really buy of what
-is best worth having in human life. In that day you may remember this
-choice."</p>
-
-<p>"I shall never regret it," she answered, proudly.</p>
-
-<p>"I hope from my heart that you may not, but <i>I</i> shall long regret it.
-For I believe that you have a noble nature, to which you are doing
-violence. And I hoped that in the life to which I would have taken you,
-that nobler nature would have conquered the one which finds so much
-attraction in mercenary things."</p>
-
-<p>The nobler nature of which he spoke struggled a little to assert
-itself, but was overborne by the lower and stronger nature&mdash;by anger,
-disappointment, and wounded pride. What! she, who had expected to
-sway and dominate all with whom she came in contact, to yield to
-this man&mdash;to give up the strongest wish, the most earnest resolve of
-her life? From her early youth embittered by adversity and galled by
-poverty, she had said to herself, "Some day I will be rich!" And now
-the opportunity to possess riches, and with riches the power for which
-she longed, was placed within her reach, and yet was held back by the
-selfish obstinacy of a man, who made his refusal worse by condemning
-her wishes. At this moment she felt that anything was more possible
-than to yield to him.</p>
-
-<p>"You are wasting words," she observed, coldly. "My attraction for
-mercenary things concerns you no longer. Our folly is at an end. It
-<i>was</i> folly I see, for you have no trust in me, nor any inclination to
-please me; and where these things do not exist, love does not exist
-either."</p>
-
-<p>She gave him no opportunity to reply had he intended to do so, for she
-left the room abruptly with the last words.</p>
-
-<p>And there was no deliberation about her next step. She went at once
-to Mr. Singleton. "I have come to tell you that your confidence in my
-power over your nephew is misplaced," she said. "I have failed entirely
-to influence him. He is going away."</p>
-
-<p>The old man, who was leaning back in his deep velvet chair, his
-face against its soft richness, looking more than ever like a piece
-of fine ivory carving, did not appear very much surprised by this
-intelligence. He remained for a minute without speaking, regarding
-intently the girl before him. Her beauty was truly imperial; for
-excitement gave it a brilliance&mdash;a light to her eyes, a color to her
-cheeks&mdash;which was almost dazzling.</p>
-
-<p>"What a splendid creature!" he said to himself; then he remarked aloud,
-very quietly:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>"And you are going with him?"</p>
-
-<p>"No," she answered. "Since he has no regard for my wishes in a matter
-so important to me as well as to himself, I have declined to have
-anything further to do with him."</p>
-
-<p>"Good!" said Mr. Singleton. His tone expressed not only approval, but
-intense satisfaction. "I am glad that some way to punish him has been
-found. But what is he made of that he can look at you and refuse to do
-what you ask! Has he gone mad with obstinacy, or is he a man of ice?"</p>
-
-<p>"I do not know," she replied. "He cares only for himself and the
-gratification of his own whims, I suppose. He does not deserve that
-either you or I should think of him any more. And I," she added, more
-sternly, "am determined that I will <i>not</i> think of him again. He has
-gone out of my life forever. There only remains for me now to go out of
-this house, with the most grateful memory, dear Mr. Singleton, of your
-kindness."</p>
-
-<p>"No," said Mr. Singleton. He extended his hand and laid it on her arm,
-as if he would detain her by force. "It is not for you to go, but for
-him. And he shall go at once."</p>
-
-<p>"Not on my account." she said, haughtily. "<i>He</i> has a right here, I
-have none."</p>
-
-<p>"You have the right that I ask you to stay," observed Mr. Singleton.
-"He has no other than my invitation, and that will be withdrawn as
-soon as I see him. Like yourself, I am done with him now forever. I
-have borne much from him and hoped much from him; but I see that the
-first was useless, and the last without any rational ground. This
-offense&mdash;his conduct to you&mdash;I will never forgive. But I hope, my dear,
-that you will suffer me to make what atonement for it I can. I consider
-you as much my adopted daughter as if this marriage on which I set my
-heart had taken place."</p>
-
-<p>"You are very good," replied Marion. A vision passed before her as she
-spoke of all that this might mean; but she felt strangely dead toward
-it, as if already the fortune she coveted had been robbed of half its
-lustre.</p>
-
-<p>"Stay with me, then," said Mr. Singleton. "I can not part with you, if
-Brian can. I want your society while I live, and I will provide for you
-liberally when I die. Will you stay?&mdash;is that agreed upon?"</p>
-
-<p>"Yes," she answered. "If you care for me I will stay. Nobody else does
-care."</p>
-
-<p>Then suddenly her proud composure gave way. She burst into tears, and
-made her escape from the room.</p>
-
-<p>Perhaps those tears hardened Mr. Singleton's resolve, or perhaps it
-needed no hardening. After a few minutes he rang his bell, and sent the
-servant who answered it to summon Brian Earle to him.</p>
-
-<p>The latter was on the point of leaving the house when he received the
-message, but he immediately obeyed it, saying to himself as he laid
-down his hat, "As well now as later." For he knew perfectly what was
-before him; and Mr. Singleton's icy manner was no surprise to him when
-he entered the room where Marion had brought her story so short a time
-before.</p>
-
-<p>"I am informed by Miss Lynde," said Mr. Singleton, severely, "that your
-engagement to her is at an end, for the reason that you refuse to yield
-your wishes to hers as well as to mine, and she very wisely declines to
-countenance your folly and selfishness by sacrificing her life to it.
-Is this true?"</p>
-
-<p>"Perfectly true," replied the young man, calmly. "Miss Lynde thinks me
-not worth accepting without your fortune. I regret to say that this, to
-my mind, betrays a nature so mercenary that I am not sorry a conclusive
-test should have arisen, and ended an arrangement which certainly would
-not be for the happiness of either of us."</p>
-
-<p>"That is how it appears to you, is it?" said Mr. Singleton. "Well, let
-me tell you that, to me, your conduct is so utterly without reason or
-excuse, so shameful in its selfish disregard of everyone's wishes but
-your own, that I finally cast off all regard for you. Go your way,
-study the art to which you have sacrificed not only me but the woman to
-whom you pledged your faith; but remember that you have lost your last
-chance with me. Not a sixpence of my money will ever go to you."</p>
-
-<p>"I have never wanted it," said Brian, proudly.</p>
-
-<p>"No," answered his uncle. "But in the days to come, when your need for
-money increases, and you find that fame and fortune are not so easily
-won as you imagine now, you <i>will</i> want it; you will curse your folly
-then when it is too late; and you will think, perhaps, of the old man
-who offered you so much for so little, and to whom you refused that
-little."</p>
-
-<p>Angry as the speaker was, something in the tone of his last words
-almost shook Brian's resolution. For a moment he asked himself if,
-after all, he might not be the victim of a self-willed delusion; if his
-uncle might not be right, and if it might not be his duty to yield. But
-this was only for a moment. He had the faculty of seeing clearly and
-deciding firmly once for all. He had long before this weighed every
-aspect of a question which so importantly concerned his life, and his
-final decision was based on many strong grounds. Those grounds he saw
-no reason to reconsider now.</p>
-
-<p>"I am very sorry," he said, gravely, "for all that has happened,&mdash;most
-sorry for any disappointment or pain I have caused you or another.
-But there are many reasons why I cannot comply with your wishes; and,
-since further discussion of the subject is useless, I will beg your
-permission to leave you."</p>
-
-<p>"Leave me and leave my house!" said Mr. Singleton, emphatically. "It is
-my duty to guard Miss Lynde from any possible annoyance, and to meet
-you could only be an annoyance to her now. You will, therefore, be good
-enough to go at once."</p>
-
-<p>"I will do so," replied Brian, rising. "God bless you, sir, and believe
-that I am very grateful for all your kindness to me. I wish that I
-could have repaid you better."</p>
-
-<p>Then, before his uncle could answer, he went away.</p>
-
-
-
-<hr class="chap" />
-<p class="ph2">CHAPTER XX.</p>
-
-
-<p class="drop"><span class="uppercase">Brian</span> Earle had not been gone more than two or three weeks when the
-report suddenly spread through Scarborough that Mr. Singleton was very
-ill. And for once report was true. One among the many chronic maladies
-from which he suffered took a turn for the worse, and the doctors shook
-their heads, saying the case was very critical.</p>
-
-<p>Indeed it was more than critical. Those about the sick man knew that
-his recovery&mdash;even his partial recovery&mdash;was impossible. Close to him
-now was the dread Presence which care and skill had kept at bay so
-long, and no one was more thoroughly aware of the fact than himself. He
-met it with a grim philosophy, which is the only possible substitute
-for Christian resignation. Of religious belief he had very little,
-never having troubled himself to formulate the vague ideas which he had
-received from a much attenuated Protestantism. But, such as they were,
-they did not inspire him with terror. God would, no doubt, be merciful
-to a man who was conscious of never having done anything dishonorable
-in his life. This consciousness helped to support his philosophy, but
-it is not likely that he gave it much thought. A subject which has not
-occupied a place of importance in a man's consideration during life
-will hardly do so even in the face of death.</p>
-
-<p>Mr. Singleton was more interested in arranging his worldly affairs than
-in preparing for the great change from time to eternity. His lawyer
-was summoned, and a final and complete revision made of the important
-document which would fulfill or blast the hopes of many people.
-Concerning this document Mrs. Singleton was wild with curiosity; but
-she could learn nothing, and her husband declined even to speculate
-concerning their chances. "We shall know soon enough&mdash;perhaps too
-soon," he said, with his usual philosophy, a little tinged by
-despondency.</p>
-
-<p>Another person who felt some curiosity, mingled with an indifference
-which surprised herself, was Marion Lynde. Who would take in the will
-that place which Brian Earle had forfeited? And what would the latter
-think now of the fact that he had thrown away a fortune rather than
-give a promise, the fulfillment of which, as it now chanced, would
-never have been exacted? "He would have had the money and his freedom
-besides," she thought. "Does he recognize his folly now? Will he
-recognize it when he hears the news that soon must be told him?"</p>
-
-<p>Of her own interest in this crisis, Marion did not take a great deal
-of thought. She had no doubt that some legacy for herself would find a
-place in Mr. Singleton's will, and no doubt also that in the time to
-come she would be grateful for it. But she regarded the probability
-just now with a dull indifference, which was the reaction from a
-great disappointment. She had not only lost the only man who had ever
-touched her heart, but also the fortune that might have been hers in
-the entirety. And, after that great loss, could she rejoice over the
-prospect of obtaining a small share of this fortune?</p>
-
-<p>No: to rejoice was impossible; but she felt that whatever the old man's
-generosity gave would be welcome, since it would mean emancipation from
-absolute dependence on relations for whom she had no cordiality of
-feeling. No doubt the time would come when she would be very glad of
-this, but just now it was difficult&mdash;in fact, impossible&mdash;to be glad of
-anything.</p>
-
-<p>In this way the days, weighted with much pain for one and much
-uncertainty of hope and fear for others, dragged their slow hours
-away and the end came at last. Marion was still in the house&mdash;Mrs.
-Singleton, who felt that her presence could no longer do any harm, had
-begged her not to leave,&mdash;and she felt a thrill of awe and regret when
-the words came from the sick chamber, "He is dying."</p>
-
-<p>So the old man who had showed nothing but kindness to her was passing
-away&mdash;and how? Without a single heart near him that throbbed with
-affection, without a Sacrament or a word of prayer! Marion had
-associated too much with Catholics not to feel the horror of this, but
-she also knew too much of Protestants to expect anything different. Yet
-she could not help saying to Mrs. Singleton, "Has no clergyman been
-sent for?"</p>
-
-<p>That lady looked surprised. "No," she answered. "Why should one be sent
-for? No one would take the liberty of doing such a thing while Mr.
-Singleton was conscious, and after unconsciousness had set in where
-would be the good? Mr. Eustace would come and read prayers, no doubt,
-if we asked him to do so; but what would be gained by it?"</p>
-
-<p>"Nothing, I suppose," said Marion. She had heard those prayers&mdash;which
-are all that Protestantism offers,&mdash;and shuddered at the recollection.
-Yet for the dying man to go forth into eternity without a word of
-appeal in his behalf, seemed to her so terrible that she stole away
-to her own room, opened a prayer-book which had been given her at the
-convent, and, kneeling down, said for the first time in her life the
-prayers for the dying which she found therein.</p>
-
-<p>And while she was saying them&mdash;those tender and infinitely touching
-petitions, which call upon the Most High in solemn supplication for the
-soul in its agony,&mdash;the soul for which she prayed passed away, and was
-done with the things of earth forever.</p>
-
-<p>A day or two followed, of that strange, hushed quietness, yet of much
-coming and going,&mdash;of the sense of a suspension of ordinary life, which
-prevails in a house where Death has for the time taken possession. The
-living are generally impatient of this time, and shorten it as far as
-possible, especially where no deep sense of real grief is felt. But
-Mr. Singleton, in death as in life, was too important a person for
-every due propriety not to be observed. There were arrangements to be
-made, friends to be summoned, and details of funeral and burial to be
-settled. These things required time; and when it was finally settled
-that the funeral would take place in Scarborough, but the body would be
-carried for burial to the home of the dead man, there was a sense of
-relief in the minds of all concerned.</p>
-
-<p>Marion accompanied Mrs. Singleton to the funeral in the Episcopal
-church, which had so much pleased her taste on her first arrival
-in Scarborough. It was as pretty as ever; but how little correct
-architecture, stained glass or rich organ tones could give life to the
-mockery of death which is called a burial-service, and which contains
-no reference to the individual dead person whose body lies&mdash;one wonders
-why&mdash;before a so-called "altar," where no sacrifice is offered, from
-which no blessing is given! Even the glorious promises of St. Paul,
-which the preacher reads with studied effect, fall upon the ear like
-something infinitely distant; the heart instinctively longs for one
-word of personal application, one cry for mercy and pardon on behalf of
-the poor soul that, in mute helplessness, can no longer cry for itself.
-But one listens in vain. There is not even an allusion to that soul.
-The general hope of immortality&mdash;which can be applied in any way that
-suits the listener&mdash;having been set forth, a hymn is sung, and, save
-for a few formal prayers at the grave, all is over.</p>
-
-<p>Perhaps it was because she had so little religious sentiment to supply
-for herself what was lacking that, as Marion listened, she felt her
-heart grow sick with pity and disgust. "What is the possible good of
-this!" she exclaimed mentally, with indignation. "If no prayer is to
-be said for the soul, no blessing given to the body, why is it brought
-here? What meaning is there in such empty formalism? It is a mockery,
-nothing less; and if one cannot have what the Catholics give, I, like
-the materialists, who are the only logical Protestants, would have
-nothing."</p>
-
-<p>After the service, which impressed at least one observer in this
-manner, the body was at once taken away. Mr. Singleton, of course,
-accompanied it, but his wife remained behind; and it was understood
-that immediately on his return the will would be read.</p>
-
-<p>Eagerness on this score no doubt kept Mr. Singleton from the delay
-with regard to his return in which he might else have indulged, being
-a man who had a constitutional objection to haste. But for once he
-accomplished a very quick journey. On the third day after the funeral
-he returned, and the will was opened by the lawyer who had drawn it up
-according to the dead man's last instructions.</p>
-
-<p>There was a strain of intense curiosity and anxiety regarding this will
-in the minds of all concerned. It was by this time generally known
-that, toward the last, Brian Earle had fallen hopelessly out of his
-uncle's favor; but no one felt able to conjecture with any certainty
-who would take his place in the will, although every one cherished
-a secret hope that it might be himself. There were several of these
-would-be heirs&mdash;cousins more or less removed&mdash;of the dead man; but Tom
-Singleton was, in the absence of Earle, the nearest relative, being
-the son of a half-brother, while Earle was the son of Mr. Singleton's
-only sister. The former, with all his easy-going quietness, felt that
-it would be an outrage if he were not the heir; although, knowing his
-uncle better than any one else, he knew also that he should not be
-surprised by whatever grim caprice the will revealed.</p>
-
-<p>And such a caprice it did reveal, to the amazement and rage of everyone
-concerned. Mr. Singleton remembered with a legacy everyone whom it was
-proper that he should remember&mdash;the largest of these legacies being
-fifty thousand dollars to Tom Singleton,&mdash;and then he bequeathed the
-remainder of his fortune to his "adopted daughter," Marion Lynde.</p>
-
-<p>The disappointed heirs looked at one another with expressions that
-baffle description. What! half a million to a girl who had no claim
-upon it whatever, whose relationship to the old man was of the most
-vague and distant description! They could hardly believe that he had
-really been guilty of anything so infamous. They would have felt it
-less an injury if he had endowed a college or a hospital.</p>
-
-<p>But one reflection seemed to occur to all; for, after the expressive
-pause which said more than any words, almost every voice spoke
-simultaneously, "The will won't stand! His mind was weak when he made
-it. It's evidently a case of undue influence."</p>
-
-<p>The lawyer shook his head. "No, gentlemen," he said; "don't make a
-mistake. This will can not be broken. My client took care of that, and
-I took care also. As for his mind being weak, Mr. Singleton here knows
-that up to the day of his death his mind was as clear and vigorous as
-it ever had been."</p>
-
-<p>Tom Singleton, thus directly appealed to, bent his head. He had not
-been one of the speakers, and, but for the fact that he had grown very
-pale, showed little sign of emotion.</p>
-
-<p>"And, foreseeing of course that this disposition of his fortune would
-cause disappointment," the lawyer went on, "Mr. Singleton was careful
-to explain to me why he selected Miss Lynde for his heir. It seems that
-she was for a time engaged to Mr. Brian Earle, whose name occupied in a
-preceding will exactly the place which hers does here. The engagement
-was broken in a manner which caused Mr. Singleton to blame his nephew
-exceedingly, and the young lady not at all. So, as he told me, he
-determined that she should lose nothing. The fortune which would have
-been hers had she married Earle&mdash;should be hers in any event. This was
-what he intended; and your disappointment, gentlemen, may be less if
-you will remember that Mr. Brian Earle is the only person whom this
-bequest to Miss Lynde deprives of anything."</p>
-
-<p>But, naturally, this was not much comfort to the disappointed heirs.
-Each one felt that <i>he</i> should by right have taken Brian Earle's place,
-and that a broken engagement hardly gave Marion Lynde a claim to the
-fortune which had been bequeathed to her. There were many more angry
-murmurs, and numerous threats of contesting the will; but the smile
-with which the lawyer heard these was not very encouraging, nor yet his
-calm assurance that they could find no better means of throwing away
-the money which had been left to them.</p>
-
-<p>Finally they all dispersed, and Tom Singleton slowly took his way to
-the house, where his wife and the fortunate heiress were awaiting
-him. Never had he been called upon before to perform a duty from
-which he shrank so greatly. He dreaded the violence of his wife's
-disappointment, and he felt a repugnance to the task of informing Miss
-Lynde of her inheritance. The lawyer had asked him to do so, and as one
-of the executors of the will he could not refuse; but it was a task
-which did not please him. If this girl, this stranger, had not come
-into their lives, would not he be in Earle's vacated place? He could
-not but feel that it was most probable.</p>
-
-<p>It would require a volume to do justice to the feelings which Mrs.
-Singleton expressed when she heard the terrible news. She had not
-only lost the fortune&mdash;<i>that</i> might have been borne,&mdash;but it had
-gone to Marion Lynde, the girl whom she had discovered and brought
-to the notice of the infatuated old man who was dead! This was the
-insupportable sting, and its effect was all that her husband had
-feared. He had prepared himself for the storm, however; and he bore its
-outburst with what philosophy he could until Mrs. Singleton declared
-her intention of going to upbraid Marion with her great iniquity. Here
-he firmly interposed.</p>
-
-<p>"You will do nothing of the kind," he said. "Miss Lynde is not to blame
-at all, and you will only make yourself ridiculous by charging her
-with offenses of which she is not guilty. If she has schemed for this,
-she concealed the scheming so successfully that it is too late now to
-attempt to prove it. There is nothing to be done but to make the best
-of a bad matter, and bear ourselves with dignity. I beg that you will
-not see her until you feel able to do this. As for me, I must see her
-at once."</p>
-
-<p>And, in spite of his wife's protest, he did so. When a servant came
-to Marion with the announcement that Mr. Singleton desired to see her
-in the drawing-room, she went down without any thrill of excitement
-whatever. It was as she had imagined, then: the old man had left her a
-legacy. This was what she said to herself. And vaguely, half-formed in
-her mind, were the words, "Perhaps ten thousand dollars." She had never
-dreamed of more than this, and would not have thought of so much had
-not Mr. Singleton been of a princely habit of giving.</p>
-
-<p>Was it wonderful, then, that the shock of hearing what she had
-inherited stunned her for a time? She could only gaze at the speaker
-with eyes dilated by an amazement that proved her innocence of any
-schemes for or expectations of this end. "Mr. Singleton," she gasped,
-"it is impossible! There must be some great mistake."</p>
-
-<p>Mr. Singleton faintly smiled. "There is no room for mistake, Miss
-Lynde," he said. "My uncle has left his fortune to you."</p>
-
-
-
-<hr class="chap" />
-<p class="ph2">CHAPTER XXI.</p>
-
-
-<p class="drop"><span class="uppercase">It</span> was at first almost impossible for Marion to realize that the desire
-of her life was gratified in a manner so strange and so unexpected.
-She seemed to be existing in a dream, which would presently dissolve
-away after the manner of all dreams, and leave her in her old state of
-poverty and longing. That Brian Earle had lost his fortune, and that
-the old man now dead had not cared sufficiently for any of his other
-heirs to leave it to them,&mdash;that this fortune was hers&mdash;hers absolutely
-and alone,&mdash;was something that struck her as too wonderful, and, in a
-certain sense, too awful, to be true. There flashed across her mind a
-recollection of "being crushed beneath the weight of a granted prayer."
-Was she to be crushed beneath the weight of this prayer of hers so
-singularly granted?</p>
-
-<p>Certainly she felt herself in an isolation which was chilling to the
-heart. The man she loved was gone&mdash;had parted from her in contempt;
-and she felt sharply how much that contempt would be increased when he
-heard that she possessed his inheritance. As for friends, where would
-she turn to find them? For her uncle and his family she had never
-cared; Helen was estranged&mdash;if not in heart, at least in fact; for
-intercourse between them could not now be pleasant to either; and it
-seemed a desecration of the name of friend to apply the term to Mrs.
-Singleton. Yet it was to Mrs. Singleton, after all, that she had to
-turn for social support and countenance at this crisis of her fortunes.
-And it was the good sense and philosophy of Mr. Singleton which induced
-his wife to see that she would gain nothing by following her declared
-intention of having nothing more to do with the heiress.</p>
-
-<p>"People will only think that you are disappointed and envious," he
-said; "and since the world never, under any circumstances, turns its
-back on a rising sun, you will merely put yourself in a foolish and
-awkward position. The thing to do is, as I have said before, to make
-the best of a bad matter. And for us it might be a great deal worse.
-Of course we have missed the fortune, but I don't realty think we ever
-had a chance of it; and we are not paupers, you know. Now, it will be
-a graceful thing for you to take up this girl. She will appreciate it,
-I think, and it will prevent any undesirable gossip about her or about
-us."</p>
-
-<p>"All that may be very true, Tom," Mrs. Singleton replied. "But I do not
-see how I <i>can</i> force myself to have anything more to do with her. I so
-despise her duplicity!"</p>
-
-<p>"Duplicity is a thing to be despised," observed Mr. Singleton, quietly;
-"but I am not sure that Miss Lynde has been guilty of it. Let us give
-her the benefit of a doubt. If, as you believe, she schemed for this
-result, she most certainly did not expect it. I never saw any one show
-greater surprise than she did when she heard the news."</p>
-
-<p>"She is a consummate actress. She might have affected that."</p>
-
-<p>"Not even the most consummate actress could have affected what she
-exhibited. Her surprise amounted to incredulity. But, whether you
-believe this or not, believe that it will be best for you not to throw
-her off. There is nothing to be gained by that, and there may be a good
-deal to lose."</p>
-
-<p>This view of the matter, together with her husband's unusual
-seriousness, impressed Mrs. Singleton so much that she finally
-consented to form an alliance, for purposes of mutual convenience,
-with Marion. The latter received her overtures with a certain sense
-of gratitude. She knew that they were interested, but she also knew
-that without Mrs. Singleton she would be placed in a very difficult
-position&mdash;would, in fact, appear in the eyes of the world as an
-adventuress who had secured a fortune at the expense of the rightful
-heirs. The countenance of those heirs was, therefore, very essential to
-her.</p>
-
-<p>But this hollow compact for mutual convenience&mdash;how different was
-it from associations in which affection or sympathy forms the tie!
-Marion had fancied herself made in a mould strong enough to disregard
-such feelings, but she now found her mistake. Her heart ached for the
-affections she had lost&mdash;for Brian's strong love, and Helen's gentle
-tenderness. She had sacrificed both, and by sacrificing them won the
-fortune for which she had longed; but already she began to realize that
-she had lost in the exchange more than she had gained. Already the
-shining gold which had dazzled her was transforming itself into the dry
-and withered leaves of the fairy legend.</p>
-
-<p>Her plans were formed to leave Scarborough. The associations of the
-place were hateful to her, and it was decided that she should go with
-Mrs. Singleton to the home of the latter, and then form arrangements
-for her mode of life. But, since she was still a minor, these
-plans were subjected to her uncle's modifications, and his consent
-was necessary for them. This caused a delay which detained her in
-Scarborough for some time, and brought to her knowledge a fact which
-was destined to influence her future.</p>
-
-<p>This was the fact that Rathborne in his threat of enmity had uttered
-no idle words. A few days after the contents of the will had become
-known, while public interest respecting it was at its height, he met
-Tom Singleton and said a few significant words:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>"So Miss Lynde has won the fortune from you all! That is rather hard,
-isn't it?"</p>
-
-<p>Mr. Singleton shrugged his shoulders. "Everyone knew that my uncle was
-a man of caprices. His will was certain to be a surprise, in one way or
-another; and for myself, I have no right to complain. He remembered me
-handsomely."</p>
-
-<p>"And is there no intention of contesting the will on the part of the
-heirs?"</p>
-
-<p>"I hardly think so. Brian Earle and myself are the people most nearly
-concerned, and we do not think of it."</p>
-
-<p>"You are sure about Earle?"</p>
-
-<p>"Perfectly sure," said Mr. Singleton. "Why should a man go into a
-lawsuit to gain what he might have had for a word?"</p>
-
-<p>"There might be several reasons," returned Rathborne. "I can imagine
-one of great strength. But if you do not think of contesting the will,
-another heir may come forward to do it."</p>
-
-<p>"No other heir would have a chance. If the will were set aside, Earle
-and myself would inherit."</p>
-
-<p>"Not if the man's son should chance to be living."</p>
-
-<p>Singleton opened his eyes. "But the son is dead," he replied.</p>
-
-<p>"Is he?" said Rathborne, dryly. "Who knows it?&mdash;who can prove it? But,
-of course, I spoke only of a probability."</p>
-
-<p>He moved away then, while his companion looked after him with rather a
-blank and puzzled expression. "Now, what on earth can be known about
-it?" he thought. "And what does he mean? Of course there never has been
-any proof of George's death, that I know of; and if he <i>should</i> be
-living&mdash;Miss Lynde might look out for storms then. But nothing could
-be more improbable. My uncle evidently did not think it a matter to be
-even considered. <i>He</i> must have had some certainty about it."</p>
-
-<p>Nevertheless, he mentioned to his wife what Rathborne had said, and
-she with malicious intent repeated it to Marion. "It is the first
-suggestion that has been made about George," she observed. "But if he
-should chance to be living, I am afraid you would lose everything."</p>
-
-<p>"How could that be," said the young girl, "when he is not mentioned in
-the will?"</p>
-
-<p>"Because, of course, he would contest it on the ground that his father
-believed him dead when he made it, and also that a man has no right to
-disinherit his son in favor of a stranger. I hope it may never come to
-such a contest, for many disagreeable things would be said about you."</p>
-
-<p>"It would certainly never come to it, as far as I am concerned,"
-replied Marion, haughtily. "For if Mr. George Singleton appeared, I
-should yield his inheritance to him without any contest at all."</p>
-
-<p>"Would you indeed?" asked Mrs. Singleton. She looked at her for a
-moment with her head on one side, as if contemplating the possibility
-of what it might mean for herself. "I don't think there is the least
-danger that he will appear," she said presently; "and I had really
-rather you had it than he. I always detested George."</p>
-
-<p>"Thanks for the implied compliment," said Marion, smiling faintly.</p>
-
-<p>She said no more on the subject, but, naturally enough, she thought
-much. It was a new and startling suggestion, and seemed to derive added
-force from the fact that Rathborne had made it. For she had never lost
-the sense of his hostile influence&mdash;of the realization that she had
-made an enemy of one who had the strength as well as the will to be
-dangerous. And now she felt sure that if George Singleton were on the
-earth this man would find him. "That is what he intends to do," she
-said to herself; "and this is his way of letting me know it&mdash;of making
-me understand that I hold my fortune on an uncertain tenure. Well, let
-him do his worst. If I lose the fortune, nothing will be left me at
-all; and that, no doubt, is what I deserve."</p>
-
-<p>This was a new conclusion for Marion, and showed how far she had
-already traveled on the road of self-knowledge. Even now she began to
-ask herself what there was which the money she had so eagerly desired
-could purchase for her of enduring interest? Now that everything
-was within her reach, she felt that she hardly cared to stretch out
-her hands to grasp any object of which she had dreamed. Admiration,
-pleasure, power,&mdash;all seemed to her like the toys which a sick child
-regards with eyes of indifference. Was it the weakening of her heart or
-the rousing of her soul which made them seem of so small account? She
-did not ask herself; she only felt that Brian Earle's influence had for
-a time lifted her into a region where she had breathed a higher air,
-and gained a knowledge of ideals which made her own now seem false,
-petty and unsatisfying.</p>
-
-<p>Would these ideals have attracted Marion had they been presented by
-another person? That is difficult to say. Her nature had in it much
-essential nobleness&mdash;Earle had been right in thinking it more warped
-than really wrong,&mdash;and it might have responded in some degree to any
-influence of the kind. But surely it is not without grave reason that
-we are bidden to keep the heart with all diligence, since "out of it
-are the issues of life." It had been necessary that Marion's heart
-should be roused out of its cold indifference to all affection, before
-she could grasp the meaning of the higher things of life&mdash;those things
-which have their root and their end in eternity.</p>
-
-<p>It was one evening about this time that she chanced to be driving
-late through the streets of Scarborough, and saw the Catholic church
-open and several persons entering. A sudden impulse made her bid the
-coachman stop. She was alone, having just left Mrs. Singleton at the
-house of a friend; and she felt that before leaving Scarborough
-finally&mdash;as it was her intention to do in a few days&mdash;she would like
-to enter once more the sanctuary where she had felt herself drawn very
-near to God. Since then the world had rushed in and overwhelmed her,
-and she had no longer any intention of embracing the true faith. But
-an attraction which could not be resisted drew her just now within the
-threshold of the door to which Earle had last led her.</p>
-
-<p>She descended from her carriage, to the astonishment of a few loiterers
-around the church gate, and in the rich twilight walked up the path
-which led to the door. Music came from within, and as she pushed it
-open a vision of celestial yet familiar brightness burst on her. The
-altar was a mass of lights and flowers, and in the midst rose the
-ostensorium on its golden throne. The priest, with his attendants,
-knelt motionless before it, while from the organ-loft came the strains
-of the "<i>O Salutaris Hostia</i>." Marion had been at the convent too long
-not to know all that it meant. She knelt at once, as a Catholic might
-have done; and indeed in her mind at that moment there was no sense of
-doubt. From the uplifted Presence on the altar faith seemed suddenly
-infused into her soul. Not only did all thought of questioning leave
-her, but all memory of ever having questioned. She knelt like a child,
-simply, humbly, involuntarily; and, with the same confidence as those
-around her, breathed a petition for the things of which she had begun
-to feel herself in need&mdash;for light on a path which was by no means
-clear, and for some better guide than her own erring will.</p>
-
-<p>After Benediction she was one of the first to leave the church, with
-a sense of peace which astonished her. "Why do I feel differently now
-from what I did when I entered?" she said to herself as she drove
-home in the soft dusk. "What power has touched me, and given me the
-first repose of spirit that I have known in a long time? It is surely
-strange, and impossible not to believe."</p>
-
-<p>But there it ended. Not yet had come the time when she would feel the
-necessity of taking some practical step toward making this all-powerful
-help her own; not yet had the proud spirit bent itself to acknowledging
-its own inability to order its life. The very reason which not long
-before had drawn her toward the Church&mdash;the fact that Earle belonged
-to it&mdash;now repelled as strongly as it had attracted. The hour had not
-yet struck when such earthly considerations would fall away before the
-urgent demand of the soul, the need of the weak and the human for the
-strong and the eternal.</p>
-
-<p>
-<span style="margin-left: 1em;">"The cedars must fall round us ere we see the light behind;"</span><br />
-</p>
-
-<p>and not all of Marion's cedars had fallen yet.</p>
-
-<p>The next day a surprise, which was yet not altogether a surprise,
-awaited her. She was quietly sitting in the room which had been
-Mr. Singleton's&mdash;that small, pretty apartment behind the large
-drawing-room, which still seemed full of the suggestion of his
-presence,&mdash;when she heard a visitor ushered into the adjoining room,
-and a minute later a servant appeared bringing her a card. She took it
-and read the name of Paul Rathborne.</p>
-
-<p>It was a shock rather than an astonishment. She said to herself that
-she had looked for this: she had known that he would come as the
-bearer of ill news, if ill news were to be brought to her. For a moment
-she remained silent looking at the bit of pasteboard which said so
-much. Should she refuse to see him, should she deny him the pleasure
-of triumphing over her, and force him to send through another channel
-whatever news he brought? She was strongly tempted to this, but pride
-in the first place&mdash;the pride of not wishing to let him imagine that
-he had any power to move her&mdash;rejected the idea; and in the second
-place she felt that she must know at once whatever he had to tell.
-If she refused to see him, he would be capable of making her suffer
-suspense for an indefinite length of time. Steadying her voice to quiet
-indifference, therefore, she said to the servant: "Show Mr. Rathborne
-in here."</p>
-
-<p>A minute later the curtains between the two rooms were drawn back,
-and Rathborne entered. She rose and bowed slightly, looking more
-princess-like than ever in her beauty and stateliness, and in the midst
-of the luxury which surrounded her. No detail of her appearance or
-her manner was lost upon the man who had come with his heart full of
-bitterness toward her. And if an additional touch to this bitterness
-had been needed, her haughtiness, and her air of calmly possessing a
-place where she belonged, would have given it. The recollection of some
-words of his was fresh in the minds of both as they looked at each
-other. "I promise you that in the hour when your schemes are nearest
-success, you will find them defeated by me." These had been his last
-words to her. Was he come now to tell her that they were fulfilled?
-This was the thought in her mind, but there was no sign of it in her
-manner or her glance. She stood, composedly waiting for him to explain
-the object of his visit; and it was he who had to speak first.</p>
-
-<p>"I have ventured to ask the honor of this interview, Miss Lynde," he
-said&mdash;and, under its outward respect, she keenly felt the mockery of
-his tone,&mdash;"in order to make a communication of importance to you. It
-is true, I might have made it to your lawyer, but I thought it best
-that I should be myself the bearer of such news to you."</p>
-
-<p>"I fully appreciate your motives," she replied, in her clear,
-flute-like tones. "Pray spare yourself and me any apologies, and let me
-know what possible news of importance can have fallen to you to bring
-me."</p>
-
-<p>As she understood the underlying mockery in his voice, so he heard and
-felt the scorn of hers. Her clear, brilliant glance said to him: "I
-know that you have come here because you hope to humble me, but I shall
-only show you how despicable I consider you." It stung him as she had
-always had the faculty of stinging him, and roused his determination to
-make his tidings as bitter to her as possible.</p>
-
-<p>"The news which I bring you," he said, "is most important to your
-interest, since it is the intelligence that I am directed to bring suit
-at once to set aside Mr. Singleton's will made in your favor, in order
-that the estate may devolve to the natural heir."</p>
-
-<p>"Indeed!" she said, quietly, with admirable self-control. "And may I
-beg to know who is the natural heir who proposes to enter into this
-contest?"</p>
-
-<p>"An heir against whose claim you will find it impossible to fight,"
-he answered, with a ring of triumph in his voice;&mdash;"one who has been
-supposed to be dead, but who has been roused, by the news that his
-inheritance has been alienated from him, to prove that he is living. In
-other words, my client is Mr. Singleton's only son, George Singleton."</p>
-
-
-
-<hr class="chap" />
-<p class="ph2">CHAPTER XXII.</p>
-
-
-<p class="drop"><span class="uppercase">It</span> does not always follow that a thing is not a shock because one has
-in a manner expected it. Marion suffered a severe shock when she found
-her worst anticipations realized; for, although she had in a degree
-anticipated it, knowing that Rathborne was not likely to have spoken
-without some ground when he alluded to such a possibility, there had
-still been the contrary assurance that Mr. Singleton had evidently
-believed in his son's death, since there was not even an allusion to
-him in the will. The intelligence just conveyed was, therefore, a
-hard blow mercilessly struck; but she preserved her self-possession,
-notwithstanding, in a remarkable manner.</p>
-
-<p>"This is a very extraordinary piece of news," she said. "I have been
-under the impression that Mr. George Singleton was dead."</p>
-
-<p>Rathborne smiled. "Most people have been under that impression,
-especially those who had very good reason for desiring that it should
-be so," he answered. "But, so far from being dead, he has been living
-in South America, and prospering fairly."</p>
-
-<p>"Living in South America, and yet he has already heard of his father's
-death and the disposition of his father's property!&mdash;how has that
-happened?"</p>
-
-<p>Despite himself, Paul Rathborne colored slightly, but his glance
-met hers fully as he answered, "It has not happened by chance. Some
-time ago a friend of mine who had been in South America mentioned
-meeting a man there who, from his description, I felt sure must be Mr.
-Singleton's missing son. The matter was then no interest or concern
-of mine; for it was to be supposed that the father and son knew their
-own affairs best. So I paid no attention to it. But a short time ago
-it began to occur to me that it was rather hard that, while the son
-was still living, strangers should be fighting for his inheritance.
-Therefore I wrote to my friend (who had returned to South America) to
-let Singleton know the state of affairs here. The latter immediately
-wrote to me, saying that he would return to his father as soon as
-possible, and meanwhile asking me to inform Mr. Singleton of his (the
-son's) existence and well-being. This letter reached me just at the
-time of Mr. Singleton's death. I immediately communicated this fact to
-Mr. George Singleton, as also the facts with regard to the estate; and
-I have just heard from him, authorizing me to contest the will at once."</p>
-
-<p>There was a brief pause, during which Marion asked herself what was her
-best course of action; and out of the confusion into which her mind was
-thrown, she could grasp only one clear idea&mdash;that she must be careful
-how she committed herself to this man, who had come with the desire to
-injure and triumph over her. Consequently, when she spoke it was to
-say, quite calmly:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>"I think that you have made a mistake in coming to me with this story
-instead of going to my lawyer. I understand very well <i>why</i> you have
-come; but now that you have accomplished the end you had in view, I beg
-to refer you to him. For, of course, in a matter so important as this I
-shall not think of acting without advice."</p>
-
-<p>"I am acquainted with your prudence," he said, with the mockery of his
-tone somewhat more pronounced; "and am not, therefore, surprised to
-find you so cautious. But I think it only right to warn you that your
-caution will avail very little. No will which ignores a son in favor of
-an absolute stranger can possibly stand."</p>
-
-<p>"That is a point which I do not care to discuss with you," she replied.
-"But you will allow me to inquire if Mr. Singleton is in this country
-or on his way here?"</p>
-
-<p>"Not yet. He will come if it is necessary; but I am at present
-authorized to act for him."</p>
-
-<p>"You seem to have inspired him with a remarkable degree of confidence,
-considering that you are an entire stranger to him."</p>
-
-<p>It was merely a chance shot, but something in the expression of
-Rathborne's face gave her an idea like a flash of lightning.</p>
-
-<p>"It is to be supposed," she went on before he could speak, "that you
-are convinced of the identity of this stranger with Mr. Singleton's
-son?"</p>
-
-<p>"Do you imagine that if I were not&mdash;"</p>
-
-<p>"I imagine nothing," she interposed; "and as a lawyer you can not need
-a reminder from me that it will be necessary for this person whom you
-represent, fully to prove his identity with the son whom Mr. Singleton
-believed to be dead."</p>
-
-<p>It was perfectly true, and Rathborne knew it; but he was none the less
-astonished that she should have so clearly and immediately perceived it.</p>
-
-<p>"I always knew that she was shrewd as the devil," he said to himself,
-while he observed aloud:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>"Do not flatter yourself with any hope that it is an impostor who is
-about to claim the fortune you have inherited. Nothing can be more
-certain than that it is Mr. Singleton himself. To attempt to deny his
-identity will only be to make yourself ridiculous, and to damage your
-cause more than the plain facts have damaged it already. Your lawyer, I
-am sure, will advise you better."</p>
-
-<p>"Let me again refer you to that lawyer, if this is all you have to say
-to me," she answered, rising from her seat.</p>
-
-<p>He rose also; and as they stood for a moment face to face, it proved
-impossible for him to restrain some words which rose to his lips,
-brought there in double bitterness by the sight of her proud, calm
-countenance.</p>
-
-<p>"I shall go to your lawyer," he said, "and I shall not rest until my
-client has all his rights&mdash;the rights of which he would not have heard
-for many a day but for me. When he is in full possession of them, I
-will ask you to be good enough to remember a pledge that I gave you
-once, and which I shall then have fully redeemed. I always endeavor to
-pay my debts; and, as you are well aware, I owe you a very heavy debt
-at present. I hope to repay it very soon&mdash;with interest."</p>
-
-<p>"I am well aware that you are a malicious and a dishonorable man," she
-replied, calmly. "Because your treachery with regard to Helen recoiled
-on yourself, you have determined to injure me. Do your worst. Nothing
-that you could do would make you more despicable in my eyes than you
-are at present. This is all that need be said between us. Will you go
-now, or shall I be forced to leave you?"</p>
-
-<p>"I shall go at once," he answered; "but you will permit me to offer you
-a little parting advice. Enjoy as much as possible the fortune which
-you hold now, for your possession of it will be very short."</p>
-
-<p>With this last sting he went out from her presence; and she,
-sinking into Mr. Singleton's deep chair, clasped her hands over her
-painfully-beating heart, and looked with troubled eyes over the soft
-landscape before her, of which she hardly perceived a feature.</p>
-
-<p>And so she was, after all, to lose the fortune for which she had
-sacrificed everything else! It had by no means brought her the
-satisfaction or happiness she had imagined, but it was all that
-remained to her&mdash;the one good which she still grasped out of the wreck
-she had already made of her life, and her life's best hopes. To lose
-it now, to sink back again into poverty and dependence after one brief
-taste of power and independence, that would be a bitter retribution
-for the choice she had made when she sent Brian Earle away,&mdash;a bitter
-retribution for the selfish vanity which had made Rathborne her enemy.
-She shuddered a little at the recollection of that enmity. Bravely
-as she had borne herself before him, it was a dismaying thought that
-such a power and such a will to injure menaced her. She thought of
-her proud self-confidence when from the quiet convent she had stepped
-into the world: her belief in her own ability to mould life, events,
-and people to her wishes. And now with what absolute failure she was
-threatened!&mdash;with what complete and hopeless loss of all that she
-desired!</p>
-
-<p>The next day her lawyer came with a grave face, and greeted her with an
-air which was not lost upon her. "He thinks that it is all over with
-me!" she said to herself; but, though her heart sank a little lower at
-this proof of the weakness of her cause, she smiled on him brightly and
-bravely enough.</p>
-
-<p>"I suppose," she began, "that you have seen Mr. Rathborne, who was
-so kind as to pay me a visit yesterday in order to give me some
-interesting intelligence?"</p>
-
-<p>"Yes, I have seen Mr. Rathborne," he answered; "and the news he brought
-me was very unexpected and very serious."</p>
-
-<p>"What do you think of it?" she asked.</p>
-
-<p>The lawyer looked at her with surprise. The coolness of her tone and
-the composure of her manner seemed to indicate that she by no means
-appreciated the gravity of the danger which threatened her.</p>
-
-<p>"I think," he replied, "that such a contest will be ruinous to you. No
-court will be likely to sustain a will which entirely disinherits a
-man's own son. Candidly, my advice to you is to compromise at once."</p>
-
-<p>Marion did not say, "Advice should be asked before it is offered," but
-her curling lip said so for her, and so did the manner in which she
-ignored his suggestion.</p>
-
-<p>"Before taking up a contest over the will," she said, "would it not be
-well to be quite sure that the person who proposes to contest it is
-indeed Mr. Singleton's son?"</p>
-
-<p>Again the lawyer stared at her. Was it possible that he had not thought
-of this?</p>
-
-<p>"Of course," he replied, "that is most essential; but it is very easily
-done. Mr. George Singleton has but to show himself. There are numbers
-of people who will recognize him."</p>
-
-<p>"Why does he not show himself, then? Why is he content with merely
-writing to Mr. Rathborne instead of coming to look after his
-inheritance himself?"</p>
-
-<p>"Because it is all that is essential at present&mdash;to give us warning and
-take the necessary legal steps. He will, of course, appear later."</p>
-
-<p>"Let us demand that he appear at once," she said, with a decision of
-tone and manner which more than astonished the lawyer. "I, for one,
-distrust Mr. Rathborne utterly, and refuse most positively to transact
-any business with him. If you can get the address of this reputed Mr.
-Singleton, I beg that you will write to him, and say that we decline
-to recognize his claim in any manner whatever until he shows himself
-and establishes his identity. Then there will be time enough to talk of
-contest or compromise. Am I not right in this?"</p>
-
-<p>"Perfectly right," responded the stupefied man of business. Never (as
-he afterward affirmed) had he been so surprised as by these energetic
-instructions. He had come himself prepared to instruct; to find perhaps
-unreasoning opposition, or hysterical complaining, which it would be
-necessary to quiet and bring to some practical view of the case. But to
-be met instead with this cool self-possession, these clear ideas and
-precise directions, was little less than a shock to him. His own ideas
-seemed to desert him as he sat and stared at the beautiful, resolved
-face which confronted him.</p>
-
-<p>"Certainly you are right," he said again, after a moment. "The identity
-of the claimant is the first thing to be established; but&mdash;I confess
-that I am a little surprised by your thinking of this point. Why should
-it occur to you to doubt whether the person claiming to be Mr. George
-Singleton is really himself?"</p>
-
-<p>"Because," she answered, "in the first place I am sure (and you, no
-doubt, are sure also) that his father believed him dead, else certainly
-he would not have omitted his name entirely from his will. And he must
-have had some reason for this belief. Again, as I have already told
-you, I distrust Mr. Rathborne entirety. He would be perfectly capable
-of bringing forth a false claimant."</p>
-
-<p>"My dear young lady, that is a very serious, a very shocking charge.
-Mr. Rathborne is a&mdash;well, a sharp practitioner, perhaps; but I have no
-reason to suspect that he would be guilty of a criminal act. Indeed I
-have every reason to believe that he would <i>not</i>."</p>
-
-<p>"Your knowledge of Mr. Rathborne differs from mine, then," said Marion,
-coldly. "I am certain that he would be guilty of any act which would
-serve his purposes. And he has a motive for this which renders distrust
-necessary. Therefore, I insist upon the appearance of Mr. Singleton and
-the establishment of his identity before I will take any step whatever
-toward noticing his claim."</p>
-
-<p>"It is only a measure of precaution," said the lawyer, "and very well
-thought of. You have an uncommonly clear head for business for a young
-lady. I will, then, write at once to George Singleton; but I do not
-advise you to build any hope on the probability of his proving a false
-claimant. This conduct is altogether characteristic of him; and I, for
-one, had always a suspicion that he was not dead."</p>
-
-<p>"His father, however, must have had reason for believing him so."</p>
-
-<p>"Perhaps&mdash;and perhaps not. Mr. Singleton was a man of the strongest
-passions, and his son had outraged him in every particular. When, after
-a long course of disregarding and defying his father's wishes, the
-young man left home with the avowed intention of never returning, I
-know that Mr. Singleton declared that he should be as one dead to him.
-He only kept his word when he made his will."</p>
-
-<p>"But do you not think that in such a case as that he would have
-mentioned him, if only to declare that he disinherited him for good
-cause?"</p>
-
-<p>"It was not necessary, and he might not have desired to do so. He was a
-singular man and a very reticent one. Even I, who knew him so long and
-so well, have no idea whether he had any knowledge of his son's fate or
-not. And this fact makes me believe that it is more than likely that
-George Singleton is alive and ready to claim his inheritance."</p>
-
-<p>"Let him come and do it, then," said Marion. "That is all."</p>
-
-<p>And in this decision she was sustained by those who as well as herself
-were interested in upholding the will. Mr. Tom Singleton shook his
-head, and agreed with the lawyer that such a course of conduct was
-very characteristic of George Singleton; but he also declared that it
-would be folly to run any risk of playing into the hands of a false
-claimant. "And when a man has disappeared for ten or fifteen years from
-the sight and knowledge of everyone who knew him, there is reason to
-fear that, with a fortune at stake, he might be personated by some
-one else," he said. "Such things have happened time and again. You
-are quite right to insist that he shall show himself. If he is George
-Singleton I shall know him in half a minute, and then we can decide
-what to do."</p>
-
-<p>"It will prove to be George Singleton, I am sure," said his wife. "He
-was always a malicious wretch, don't you know? And this is just like
-him. But the puzzle to me is, how did he find out how things were in so
-short a time?"</p>
-
-<p>"He had a self-constituted informant here," said Marion. "Mr. Rathborne
-took pains to discover his whereabouts, and to let him know the news of
-his father's death and the contents of his father's will, as soon as
-possible."</p>
-
-<p>"Mr. Rathborne&mdash;oh, I understand!" said the lady. "Dear me, how many
-malicious people there are in the world! And this is how he revenges
-himself for your little flirtation with him, and for the loss of your
-cousin's fortune! Well, my dear, I must say that you are likely to pay
-heavily for what could not have been a <i>very</i> great amusement."</p>
-
-<p>Hot tears of mortification suddenly gathered in Marion's eyes. Surely
-this was humiliation, to see her conduct as it looked in the eyes
-of this shallow woman, and to be pitied (conscious that in the pity
-there was a strain of exultation) for the downfall that awaited her
-from Rathborne's revenge. If Helen knew, she might hold herself well
-avenged; but, then, in Helen's gentle soul there was no room for any
-revengeful sentiment.</p>
-
-
-
-<hr class="chap" />
-<p class="ph2">CHAPTER XXIII.</p>
-
-
-<p class="drop"><span class="uppercase">It</span> was soon apparent that no one except Marion herself had any doubt
-but that George Singleton was alive, and that it was himself and no
-impostor, who was claiming his inheritance. "The whole thing is so
-exactly like him!" said Mrs. Singleton. "If it were not malicious, it
-would not be characteristic of George. He wants to give as much trouble
-and disappoint as many people as possible."</p>
-
-<p>"He must possess an amiable and attractive character," said Marion,
-faintly smiling. But as she smiled she said to herself that it was very
-evident the arrangement she had entered into with Mrs. Singleton could
-not stand. If the latter believed that it was only a question of time
-till Mr. Singleton's son should appear, what further need was there for
-her to conciliate and endure the girl who would soon have no power to
-return her good offices? Instinctively Marion knew that she was asking
-herself this question, and that it was best it should be answered at
-once.</p>
-
-<p>"I have been thinking," she observed, aloud, "that since there seems so
-much doubt about the result of this matter, it will not be well for me
-to make any change in my life at present. Our arrangements had better
-be deferred indefinitely; and meanwhile I will stay here until Mr.
-Singleton arrives."</p>
-
-<p>Although Mrs. Singleton possessed considerable power of self-control,
-she could not prevent her face from showing the relief she felt at
-these words.</p>
-
-<p>"I suppose it will really be best," she said. "It would be very awkward
-for us, as well as for you, if we took up your cause, and, as it were,
-identified ourselves with it, and then&mdash;"</p>
-
-<p>"And then I relapsed back into my original insignificance," said
-Marion. "Yes, I perceive. And, believe me, I have no desire to sail for
-a time under false colors, or receive any attention which would be paid
-only to Mr. Singleton's heiress. Moreover, if the business ends as you
-evidently expect, I should have no power to return the obligation under
-which you would have placed me. We will, therefore, say no more about
-our plans, and I will quietly remain here."</p>
-
-<p>"But you can not remain alone, and I <i>must</i> get back home&mdash;"</p>
-
-<p>"Do not let me detain you a day," said Marion, haughtily. "I am not
-rich in friends, but I can find some one to stay with me, so long as I
-need a companion; and it is only a question of money."</p>
-
-<p>"Oh! yes, mere companions can be found in sufficient number&mdash;people
-who will be delighted to come. But you ought to have some social
-protection, some proper chaperon&mdash;"</p>
-
-<p>"If all were settled as we thought, that would be necessary," Marion
-interposed; "but since I may, very likely, soon be deprived of the
-consequence that Mr. Singleton's money gives me, and since social
-protection and proper chaperonage are altogether superfluous for a girl
-without fortune, I need not trouble myself about them in this short
-interval of waiting."</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Singleton said no more, but she confided to her husband her
-opinion that Marion had given up all hope of being able to retain the
-fortune. "And it has made her dreadfully bitter," she added. "You know
-she always had a very cynical way of talking for such a young girl, but
-now that is more pronounced than ever. Disappointment is going very
-hard with her. I am almost sorry for her, although, of course, she has
-no right to the money at all."</p>
-
-<p>"She has the right that its owner chose to give it to her," said
-philosophical Mr. Singleton.</p>
-
-<p>But, although Marion put a bold front on the matter to Mrs. Singleton,
-her heart really sank at the desolateness of her position. So long as
-the fortune was still hers, she could buy a companion, as she could
-buy anything else; but she saw in the eyes of everyone around her the
-settled conviction that the fortune would be no longer hers. And then?</p>
-
-<p>Meantime, however, it was necessary to make some arrangement, since
-Mrs. Singleton was eager to be gone; and, turning over in her mind
-the list of her few acquaintances in Scarborough&mdash;for friends she had
-none,&mdash;Marion was asking herself rather blankly to which one she could
-appeal for advice and assistance in her dilemma, when a servant entered
-with the announcement that a lady desired to see her.</p>
-
-<p>"A lady!" she repeated. "Who is she? Did she give no name or card?"</p>
-
-<p>The servant replied that the lady had given neither, but that, in his
-opinion, she was a genuine visitor&mdash;not an agent for patent soap or
-anything else of the kind.</p>
-
-<p>"I suppose I had better see her," said Marion, reluctantly; "but she
-can not be a person of any importance, or she would have sent her name."</p>
-
-<p>She went down stairs, slowly, indifferently, with a sense of mental
-lassitude altogether new to her, entered the drawing-room, and found
-herself face to face with Helen. She uttered a cry as the sweet,
-affectionate face she knew so well turned toward her, and the next
-moment they were in each other's arms.</p>
-
-<p>"O Marion! I am so glad that you are glad to see me!" were Helen's
-first words. "I was afraid that you might not be."</p>
-
-<p>"Afraid that I might not be glad to see <i>you</i>!" said Marion. "How could
-that be?&mdash;what reason could I have? But, O Helen, dear Helen! how good
-it is of you to be glad to see <i>me</i>!"</p>
-
-<p>"I know no reason why I should not be," replied Helen. "But I feared
-that there might be some disagreeable recollection&mdash;something to
-make you shrink from seeing me; so I thought I would spare you the
-shrinking&mdash;I would let you have the shock at once. But it is no shock,
-after all. The moment I saw your eyes, I knew you were glad."</p>
-
-<p>"Oh! my dear, how kind you are!" cried Marion. "Glad! What should I be
-made of if I were not glad to see you&mdash;the most generous heart in all
-the world! But when did you come back to Scarborough?"</p>
-
-<p>"Last night; and I would not write or let you know, because I wanted to
-see you myself, without any warning. And so, Marion, your great desire
-is accomplished&mdash;you have become rich since I went away!"</p>
-
-<p>"And am on the point of becoming poor again," said Marion, with a
-smile. "Have you not heard that?"</p>
-
-<p>"No: I have heard nothing&mdash;but how can that be?&mdash;how can you become
-poor again, unless you lose Mr. Singleton's fortune?"</p>
-
-<p>"That is just what is going to occur&mdash;at least everyone thinks so. It
-is said that Mr. Singleton's son is alive, and that if he chooses to
-contest the will, it can not stand."</p>
-
-<p>"O Marion! how sorry I am!"&mdash;the eloquent eyes said so indeed.&mdash;"To
-think that you should have obtained what you wanted so much, only to
-lose it at once! That is worse than if you had never possessed it."</p>
-
-<p>"And do you see no retribution in it, Helen?" asked Marion, very
-gravely. "Did not you, too, want something very much&mdash;the happiness
-that had been promised you all your life,&mdash;and did you not lose it
-through my fault? Believe me, I have thought of this; and, thinking of
-it, I can make no complaint."</p>
-
-<p>"I am sorry," said Helen, while a shade fell over her face, "that you
-should speak again of <i>that</i>. I do not look at it quite as you do.
-Happiness ought not to be our end in life.&mdash;I am not very wise, but I
-know that, because I have faith to tell me so. No doubt I thought of it
-too much; but even when I felt most about losing it, I was sure that
-God must know best, and I did not really desire anything which was not
-according to His will. How could one be so foolish as to do that? For
-it certainly would not be happiness if it did not have God's blessing
-on it."</p>
-
-<p>"O Helen! Helen!" exclaimed Marion. It was a cry of mingled wonder and
-self-scorn. Somehow the simple words touched her more than the most
-eloquent appeal of any preacher could have done. For it was Helen who
-spoke,&mdash;Helen, who had just learned her wisdom in the hard school of
-practical experience, and who spoke thus to the person against whom
-her heart might have been most bitter. "My dear," she went on after
-a minute, "you are so good that you make me ashamed. I have learned
-lately&mdash;yes, even I&mdash;what you lost, and how much you must have suffered
-in the loss. It was through my own fault and by my own choice that I
-lost my happiness; but you were blameless as an angel, and yet you talk
-like an angel about it&mdash;"</p>
-
-<p>"No, no," said Helen, quickly; "only like the most ordinary Catholic.
-And that not without a struggle, Marion. Don't fancy me better than I
-am."</p>
-
-<p>"I don't fancy: I know you to be like something angelic compared to
-me," returned Marion, with a sigh. "Do you think that I ever asked
-myself anything about the will of God? I never even thought of Him in
-connection with my desires."</p>
-
-<p>"O Marion!"</p>
-
-<p>"It is true. Don't expect me to say anything else; for, with all my
-faults, I was never a hypocrite, you know. I thought nothing of Him,
-I asked nothing of Him, and now I have nothing to fall back upon. My
-happiness, like yours, is gone&mdash;with the difference that <i>I</i> was not
-worthy of it, whereas you were saved from a man who was not worthy
-of <i>you</i>. And now the money for which I was ready to do anything and
-sacrifice anything is in jeopardy, and no doubt will soon be gone."</p>
-
-<p>"Has it brought you satisfaction since you have had it, Marion?"</p>
-
-<p>"Do not ask me!" she said, sharply. "What is there in the world that
-does bring satisfaction? But when I give it up, I shall have nothing,
-absolutely nothing, left."</p>
-
-<p>"You will have God's providence," answered Helen, gently. "Trust
-a little to that; and tell me something&mdash;all if you will&mdash;about
-yourself,&mdash;about what has happened since we parted, and what your plans
-for the future are."</p>
-
-<p>In past time, though Marion had always loved Helen, she had rather
-despised her as a counselor; but now she felt it a relief beyond the
-power of words to express, to open her heart, to tell her difficulties,
-even to ask advice from one of whose affection and interest she was so
-secure. For had she not lately learned how weary life can be when it
-holds not a single friend, not one heart on which it is possible to
-rely for disinterested aid or counsel? She told the story of her brief
-engagement to Brian Earle, and did not resent the condemnation which
-she read in Helen's eyes. Then a harder task was before her&mdash;to speak
-of Rathborne's part in the appearance of George Singleton. She touched
-on this as lightly as possible, but Helen quickly seized the fact.</p>
-
-<p>"And so it was Paul who found him!" she said. "I am sorry for
-that,&mdash;sorry, I mean, that he should have taken such a part in what did
-not concern him, from the motive which I fear actuated him."</p>
-
-<p>"He took pains to leave me in no doubt whatever about his motive,"
-observed Marion. "I have seen him only once, and then I bade him do his
-worst&mdash;produce his client without loss of time. When he is produced,
-if he is properly identified, my dream of riches will be over; for I
-shall give up the estate without a contest. But I will not give it
-up until I am certain that I shall not be resigning it to a false
-claimant."</p>
-
-<p>"You do not think that Paul Rathborne would be guilty of fraud?" said
-Helen quickly, in a pained tone; for the loyal heart was slow to resign
-any one for whom it had ever cherished an affection or a trust.</p>
-
-<p>"You forget," said Marion, waiving the question whether or not she
-believed Rathborne capable of fraud, "that this man is in South
-America, and no one here has seen him. Mr. Rathborne has only
-communicated with him by letters. Now, what would be easier than for
-some unscrupulous man to write in George Singleton's name, if the
-latter were dead? Such things are of common occurrence. But it would be
-difficult to personate him so as to deceive the many people who have
-known him; and that is why I will take no step, nor even consider the
-matter, until <i>he has been produced</i>."</p>
-
-<p>"I suppose that is best," answered Helen. "And meanwhile what are you
-going to do?"</p>
-
-<p>"I am going to stay here, with what patience I may. How I am to live
-alone, I do not exactly see&mdash;for Mrs. Singleton is going away; but now
-that I have you again, I have taken heart. You will recommend some one
-to stay with me."</p>
-
-<p>"I will do better than that: I will take you home with me."</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, no!" said Marion, shrinking a little; "that can not be. It is
-like you, dear Helen, to propose it; but I do not think my aunt would
-like&mdash;stop! I know she would be kind, and try not to show what she
-felt; but I should be aware of it&mdash;aware that she has no respect for me
-in her heart, and I should be more ill at ease there than here. This
-is my home for the present; it may not be so long, and I may never
-have another. So let me keep it while I may. Find me some good, quiet
-woman&mdash;you know everyone in Scarborough&mdash;to stay with me; and come
-yourself whenever you can, and I shall be content."</p>
-
-<p>"There will be no difficulty in finding such a person as you want,"
-said Helen. "But I think my plan is best."</p>
-
-<p>Marion shook her head. "No," she insisted. "I abused your hospitality
-once. I can never forget that; and I do not think that, kind and good
-as she is, my aunt will ever forget it; so do not let us talk of my
-going to you. Some day, perhaps, if I have no other refuge in the
-world, I may come and ask you for a shelter, but not now."</p>
-
-<p>She was immovable in this, even when Mrs. Dalton seconded Helen's
-invitation; and so they did what she asked&mdash;found a pleasant, quiet,
-elderly lady to stay with her; and let her have her own way.</p>
-
-<p>It was a strange time, the period of waiting which followed&mdash;a kind of
-interlude, a breathing space, as it were, between the rush of events
-which had reached this conclusion, and other events which were to
-follow and change life yet again, in what degree no one could say. It
-seemed to Marion that she could hardly be said to live during these
-weeks. She merely existed&mdash;in a state partly of expectation, partly
-of that lassitude which follows a high degree of mental as well as
-physical tension. She had passed rapidly through many experiences, many
-intense emotions; and now, menaced by others of which she could not see
-the end, she suddenly sank down to rest, like a soldier on the field of
-battle.</p>
-
-<p>She had but two sources of pleasure during this time: one was Helen's
-companionship, which she had never before valued or appreciated; the
-other, the services of the Catholic church. The plain little chapel,
-which had at first repelled her, began to seem to her like a true home
-of the soul; religious influences sank more and more deeply into her
-heart; and dimly, as new ideas shape and present themselves, there
-began to dawn on her the meaning of Helen's simple words. "It certainly
-would not be happiness if it did not have God's blessing on it," Helen
-had said. Was it because no blessing of God had been on <i>her</i> happiness
-that, in every form, it had so quickly eluded her grasp? She asked
-herself this question, and when a soul has once asked it the answer is
-not long in coming. But whether or not it will be heeded when it comes,
-is too often a matter of doubt. Impressions pass quickly, the sway of
-the world is hard to break, and who can tell how far the poor soul may
-be swept into storm and darkness before it is brought safe into port at
-last?</p>
-
-
-
-<hr class="chap" />
-<p class="ph2">CHAPTER XXIV.</p>
-
-
-<p class="drop"><span class="uppercase">The</span> period of waiting ended very abruptly one day. It was by this time
-soft, Indian-summer weather; and Marion was seated in the garden with
-Helen one afternoon, mellow sunshine and brilliant masses of flowers
-all around them, when a servant appeared with the intelligence that Mr.
-Singleton was in the house and wished to see her.</p>
-
-<p>"Mr. Singleton!" she repeated, a little startled. "What Mr. Singleton?"</p>
-
-<p>"Mr. Tom, ma'am," repeated the servant, who had been accustomed to
-distinguish him in this manner during the life of the elder Mr.
-Singleton.</p>
-
-<p>"Oh!" she said. And then she turned to Helen with a faint smile. "I
-don't know whether I am relieved or disappointed," she observed. "I
-thought it was the other."</p>
-
-<p>"But the other would hardly be likely to come without warning&mdash;and
-alone," returned Helen.</p>
-
-<p>"That is very true. But I wonder what this Mr. Singleton can want&mdash;if
-he has any news?"</p>
-
-<p>"You can only find out by going to see," said Helen.</p>
-
-<p>"Yes," assented Marion. She rose as she spoke, and made a few steps
-toward the house, then paused and looked back like one who is taking a
-farewell. "The crisis must be at hand," she said. "I feel as if I were
-on the verge of a great change. When I see you again, Helen, I may be
-dispossessed of all my riches."</p>
-
-<p>"Don't talk nonsense!" said Helen, in a matter-of-fact way. "How can
-you be dispossessed in so short a time?"</p>
-
-<p>The other laughed. "'If 'twere done when 'tis done, then 'twere well it
-were done quickly,'" she said, and so went on toward the house.</p>
-
-<p>Mr. Singleton, who was awaiting her in the drawing-room, came forward
-and shook hands very cordially. They had always been good friends,
-and he had a very kind feeling toward the beautiful and comparatively
-friendless girl. This kindness had now an emphasis, which she
-perceived, together with something of compassion. She looked at him and
-smiled.</p>
-
-<p>"Has the true heir appeared?" she asked; "and have you come to warn me
-to prepare for abdication?"</p>
-
-<p>"How shrewd you are!" he said. But, in truth, he was much relieved
-that she was shrewd enough to divine the object of his visit,&mdash;a visit
-which it had required a considerable effort on his part to undertake.
-"The true heir&mdash;if you consider him so&mdash;<i>has</i> appeared; but there is no
-question of abdication for you. He will be very glad if you consent to
-compromise, and so save him a contest over the will."</p>
-
-<p>She sat down in a chair conveniently near, looking a little pale.
-Notwithstanding her question, she had not really anticipated such
-positive assurance at once; and recognizing this, Mr. Singleton
-regretted having been so abrupt.</p>
-
-<p>"I thought you expected it," he said; "but I see that you were not
-quite prepared. I am sorry&mdash;"</p>
-
-<p>She put up her hand with a gesture which stopped his words. "There is
-nothing for which to be sorry," she said. "Of course I expected it,
-but perhaps not so immediately or so positively. But I don't mean to
-be foolish: I intend to be quite cool and business-like. Mr. George
-Singleton has arrived, then. Have <i>you</i> recognized him?"</p>
-
-<p>"Perfectly. He has changed very little, considering all things, and
-there can be no question of his identity."</p>
-
-<p>"Are the other members of the family, and friends of the family, as
-positive as yourself?"</p>
-
-<p>"Yes: no one has a doubt but that it is George. In fact, no one could
-have a doubt who had ever known him. He was twenty years old when he
-went away, and of a very marked personal appearance. The change of
-sixteen years is by no means so great as might be imagined. Appearance,
-manner, habits&mdash;all prove that he is George himself. Indeed I must be
-quite frank and tell you that there is not even a peg on which to hang
-a doubt of his identity."</p>
-
-<p>She looked at him for a moment in silence, her brow drawn together
-by the earnestness with which she seemed trying to read his face. At
-length she said, slowly: "I must trust your opinion; I have no one else
-to trust. And I do not think you would deceive me."</p>
-
-<p>"I certainly would not," he answered, gravely. "Why should I? Putting
-honor aside, I have nothing to gain by espousing George Singleton's
-cause. As a matter of fact, I do not espouse it at all. I merely come
-to you as a friend, and tell you that he is certainly the man he
-claims to be. And, under these circumstances, I think your best plan
-will be to compromise with him as speedily as possible."</p>
-
-<p>"Of that there is no question in my mind," she said, with her old air
-of pride. "If I could, I would not retain the fortune of a man whose
-son is living. Tell Mr. George Singleton that I will turn over his
-father's estate to him as soon as may be."</p>
-
-<p>"But that," said Mr. Singleton, with energy, "can not be allowed. As
-one of the executors of the will, I should protest against it. Whether
-my uncle believed in the death of his son or not, we can not know,
-neither can we know how he would have acted if he had certainly been
-aware of his existence. All that we have to deal with is the simple
-fact that he left his fortune to you without even mentioning his son's
-name; and this being so, it is not demanded of you&mdash;it is neither just
-nor right&mdash;that you should turn it all over to him."</p>
-
-<p>"But he is the natural and rightful heir to it, and no one shall ever
-say of me that I grasped or held what rightfully belonged to another."</p>
-
-<p>"My dear young lady, you said a moment ago that you intended to be
-quite cool and business-like in discussing this matter. Allow me,
-then, to put it before you in its business-like aspect. You are at the
-present time the lawful possessor of my uncle's fortune by his direct
-bequest, and unless the courts set aside his will you must remain so.
-The issue of an attempt to set aside the will is, of course, uncertain;
-and the contest would be long, troublesome and costly to all concerned.
-Recognizing these facts, George Singleton says that he is willing to
-agree on a liberal basis of compromise. And, since my uncle certainly
-wished you to have <i>all</i> his fortune why should you refuse to retain a
-part of it?"</p>
-
-<p>"I have already told you, because in justice it belongs to his son; and
-why should I keep a part any more than the whole of what is not justly
-mine?"</p>
-
-<p>Mr. Singleton had an air of saying to himself, "Heaven grant me
-patience!" but, possessing a good deal of that quality, he said aloud:
-"How in the name of common-sense can that be held to belong to George
-Singleton which has been given to you? Honestly, if you divide with him
-it is as much as you can be expected to do."</p>
-
-<p>"It is something I should despise myself for doing," she said, with a
-sudden flush of color in her face. "You are very kind, Mr. Singleton,
-and I really believe that you are considering my interest in this
-matter. But you forget the position I occupy&mdash;that of an interloper who
-has come in to take a fortune away from its natural heirs, and who,
-no doubt, is held to have schemed to that end. <i>You</i> know better than
-that, I am sure; but the world does not know better, and Mr. George
-Singleton does not know better. Now, I shall be glad to prove that,
-although I value wealth and desire wealth&mdash;why should I deny it?&mdash;I
-would not acquire it at the cost of my self-respect. Since you say Mr.
-Singleton's son is certainly living, I do not feel that I have any
-right to keep his fortune any longer than I can put it out of my hands.
-Pray be good enough to tell him so."</p>
-
-<p>"My dear Miss Lynde, I can not agree to tell him anything of the kind.
-You must positively take time for consideration and advice."</p>
-
-<p>She shook her head. "I do not need time, and I shall certainly not seek
-advice. I have already made up my mind what to do. Can you imagine
-that I have not considered this in the weeks that I have been waiting?
-If you decline to give my message to Mr. Singleton, I shall have to
-communicate with him directly myself."</p>
-
-<p>"It would be best that you should communicate with him directly, if you
-could by that means be brought to look at the matter in a reasonable
-light, and see that there is no possible cause why it should not be
-arranged on the basis of a liberal compromise. Half a million is surely
-enough to divide."</p>
-
-<p>She put out her hands, as if to push the proposal from her. "I will not
-hear of it," she said. "I will not seem to grasp money which is not
-mine. Do not argue the point further, Mr. Singleton. I appreciate your
-kindness, but I can not yield."</p>
-
-<p>"Well," he said reluctantly, "I am sorry for it. Believe me you are
-making a great mistake, and one which, in the nature of things, you
-must regret as time goes on. We are not young and impulsive forever,
-and some day you will say, 'I had a right to my share of that fortune,
-and I was wrong to give it up.'"</p>
-
-<p>"It may be," she answered; "but I can not keep it now&mdash;I can not! Where
-is Mr. George Singleton?&mdash;where can I address him, if you will not take
-my message to him? It is impossible for me to address him through his
-lawyer."</p>
-
-<p>"He will have no use for a lawyer if you persevere in your intention,"
-said Mr. Singleton, shrugging his shoulders. "As for his address, he
-is here in Scarborough, and quite ready to wait upon you at your
-convenience, if you will receive him."</p>
-
-<p>She started. This was coming a little closer than she anticipated. And
-yet, she asked herself, why not? "'Twere well it were done quickly,"
-and it seemed likely now to be done quickly enough. After a moment
-she said, steadily: "There is no reason why I should not receive him
-whenever he likes to come, since you assure me that he is really the
-man he claims to be."</p>
-
-<p>"Of that there can be no doubt."</p>
-
-<p>"Then let him come&mdash;the sooner the better. But do not let him bring Mr.
-Rathborne with him. That person I cannot receive."</p>
-
-<p>"I will come with him myself," said Mr. Singleton. "I should not have
-thought of doing otherwise."</p>
-
-<p>She held out her hand to him with a grateful gesture. "You are very
-good to me&mdash;very kind," she said. "I shall never forget it."</p>
-
-<p>"I wish you would let me be of some use to you, by taking my advice,"
-he answered.</p>
-
-<p>But when he went away it was with the reflection that women are surely
-obstinate creatures; and, however charming they may be, they are, as
-a rule, quite devoid of reason. Marion had proved immovable in her
-resolution, as also in her determination not to take advice on it.
-Once fully assured that the man purporting to be Mr. Singleton's son
-was really so, her mind was made up what to do. She went back into the
-garden like one moving in a dream, and told Helen the news.</p>
-
-<p>"The fairy tale is over," she said; "my fairy fortune is about to slip
-away from me. Am I sorry? I think I am more apathetic just now than
-either glad or sorry. It has not brought me one day of happiness, but
-I know the world well enough to be aware that it is better to be rich
-and unhappy than poor and unhappy. Poverty aggravates every other evil;
-and yet I am not grieved to have the opportunity to prove that I am not
-so mercenary as&mdash;some people doubtless believe me. Brian Earle will not
-think that I have schemed for his inheritance when he learns that I
-have voluntarily given it up to his cousin."</p>
-
-<p>Helen looked up with a keenness of perception which was rather
-unusual in her soft eyes. "I think," she said, "that <i>that</i> is the
-consideration which moves you chiefly. But is it altogether a right
-consideration? Mr. Earle does not injure you by believing what is
-untrue of you, but you will injure yourself by giving up everything,
-and surely you are not bound to do so. If Mr. Singleton had not desired
-you to have part at least of his fortune, he would never have left you
-all of it."</p>
-
-<p>"One would think you had heard the arguments of the gentleman who has
-just gone away," said Marion, smiling. "Dear Helen, don't make me go
-over it all again. I fear that it is more pride than conscience which
-makes me feel that I must resign the fortune. But I can never recover
-my own self-respect until I have done so. And my own self-respect is
-not another name for the respect of Brian Earle. If I were conscious
-of being right I might not care that he thought ill of me; but my own
-judgment echoes his. I have been willing to barter everything of value
-in life for money, and now it is right enough that the money should
-be taken from me. I feel as if by giving it up altogether I might
-recover, not what I have lost&mdash;I do not dream of that,&mdash;but the right
-to hope for some form of happiness again."</p>
-
-<p>Helen gravely shook her head. "You talk like a pagan," she said. "All
-this sounds like propitiating gods, and sacrificing to fate, and things
-of that kind. The fact is, you are trusting entirely to your own
-judgment in the matter, and that is strange; for there seems to me a
-point of conscience involved. Either you have a right to a part of this
-fortune, or you have not. If you have, why should you give it away to
-a man who does not ask it and does not need it? While if you have not
-a right, there would be no more to be said about it; you would have
-the consciousness of some firm ground under your feet, and no reason
-hereafter for regret."</p>
-
-<p>"Helen, you astonish me!" said Marion, who certainly looked astonished
-at this unexpected view of the case. "How on earth did you contrive to
-get at the kernel of the thing in that manner?"</p>
-
-<p>"Why, there is nothing surprising in that," remarked Helen. "It is the
-way any Catholic would look at it. Things like that never trouble us.
-There is always a plain right or a plain wrong."</p>
-
-<p>"And where do you find the law or rule by means of which to tell what
-is right and what is wrong?"</p>
-
-<p>"There is no difficulty in that," was the reply. "We have certain
-very clear rules given us, and if there is any difficulty in their
-application we know where to go to have the difficulty solved."</p>
-
-<p>"To a priest, I suppose?"</p>
-
-<p>"Yes, to a priest. You can not think that strange if you remember that
-the priest is trained in the most special and careful manner, as
-well as enlightened by God, in order to enable him to deal with such
-difficulties."</p>
-
-<p>There was silence for a minute or two, while Marion, leaning back in
-her chair, looked up at the deep-blue sky, and some golden boughs that
-crossed it. Presently she said, in a meditative tone:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>"There do not seem to be any difficulties to speak of in this case,
-but I should not mind putting it before some one altogether outside of
-it, and without any interest in it. Still, I could not go to a priest,
-because I am no Catholic."</p>
-
-<p>"You are more of a Catholic than anything else," said Helen. "You know
-that. And I think if you went to Father Byrne, and put the abstract
-question to him, he would tell you what is right."</p>
-
-<p>"You forget that I have no right to go to him. It would be presumption
-on my part. Why should I, who do not belong to his people, trouble him
-with my personal affairs?"</p>
-
-<p>Helen smiled. "You don't know Father Byrne," she answered. "He is
-always glad to serve any one. I know that, even as a friend, he would
-gladly advise you. I will ask him, if you consent."</p>
-
-<p>"Ask him what?"</p>
-
-<p>"To see you and tell you what he thinks."</p>
-
-<p>"Helen, you should not tempt me to make myself a nuisance. Besides,
-Father Byrne does not like me, and that renders me more reluctant to
-trouble him."</p>
-
-<p>"What has put such an absurd idea into your head? Why should he not
-like you?"</p>
-
-<p>"Why? Ah! who can answer such questions? But realty in this case there
-is an easy answer. He thinks me an objectionable sort of girl; I used
-to see it in his face when we met at your mother's house. He would look
-at me sometimes with a mild but quite decided disapproval when I had
-been saying something particularly frivolous or satirical; and I did
-not blame him in the least. How could he approve of me? <i>You</i> are the
-type of girl that he approves, and he is quite right."</p>
-
-<p>"Marion, I wish you would not say such things."</p>
-
-<p>"But they are true things. And, then, of course he knows the story of
-how your engagement ended, and very likely thinks me worse than I am
-in regard to that. Then I am worldly to the tips of my fingers; I have
-inherited a fortune to which I have no right, and&mdash;well, there is no
-good in going on. These are quite sufficient reasons why Father Byrne
-does not like me, and why I should not trouble him."</p>
-
-<p>"All this is absolute nonsense; and I will prove that it is, if you do
-not positively object. I will go to him and ask him to see you, and you
-will find how quickly he will say yes."</p>
-
-<p>Marion laughed a little&mdash;a laugh without any merriment, only a kind
-of sad self-scorn. "Upon my word," she said, "I am in so weak a frame
-of mind that a straw might influence me; and this being so, it is a
-comfort to trust to you, who will never lead any one wrong. Go to
-Father Byrne, if you will; but don't be surprised if he declines to
-have anything to do with me."</p>
-
-
-
-<hr class="chap" />
-<p class="ph2">CHAPTER XXV.</p>
-
-
-<p class="drop"><span class="uppercase">It</span> was without the least fear of Father Byrne's declining to have
-anything to do with Marion that Helen went to him&mdash;and it was something
-of a shock to her to find that Marion had been right in her opinion,
-and that he very much disapproved of and distrusted that fascinating
-young lady. He looked troubled at her request, and put out his lip in a
-way he had when anything perplexed him.</p>
-
-<p>"My dear child," he said, hesitatingly, "I really don't see what I can
-do for your cousin. She is not a Catholic, she does not come to me for
-religious advice; and if she wants a worldly opinion, there are many
-people who could give it much better and with much more propriety than
-I."</p>
-
-<p>"She does not think so, Father, and neither do I. It is not merely a
-worldly opinion, though it regards worldly matters; but a point where
-conscience comes in, and she wants to know what is right."</p>
-
-<p>"But why come to me?" he asked. "Has she not her own spiritual guides?"</p>
-
-<p>"Marion!" said Helen. She laughed a little. "I cannot fancy Marion
-regarding any Protestant as a spiritual guide; and since, as you say,
-she is not a Catholic, she has none at all. But I believe that her
-becoming a Catholic is only a question of time, and therefore she will
-have confidence in your opinion."</p>
-
-<p>Father Byrne put out his lip still farther and shook his head. "I do
-not know very much of the young lady," he replied; "but from what I
-do know I should say that her ever becoming a Catholic is more than
-doubtful."</p>
-
-<p>"I am afraid that you are prejudiced against her, Father," said Helen.</p>
-
-<p>"I think not," he answered, gravely. "Why should I be prejudiced
-against any one? But I should profit very little by my experience
-of the world if I did not learn to judge character from some
-manifestations. I do not wish to say anything severe of your cousin, my
-child, but she has not impressed me favorably."</p>
-
-<p>"Poor Marion!" said Helen. "She is and always has been her own worst
-enemy. Nobody knows her as well as I do, Father&mdash;that is, nobody except
-Claire;&mdash;and know how much good there really is in her. All that is
-worse is on the surface; and she shows it so recklessly that people
-think there is nothing else. But I see a great change in her of late,
-and I think it would be well to encourage her in anything that draws
-her nearer to religious influences. Therefore, if it is not asking too
-much of you to see her and give her a little advice on this matter,
-which is so important to her, I should be very glad."</p>
-
-<p>"Should you?" asked the good priest, smiling. "Well, to make you glad
-in such an unselfish way I would do a good deal. There is really no
-reason why I should not give Miss Lynde the counsel she asks, though it
-is rather curious that she should seek it from me. You can bring her
-to me whenever it is convenient for you; and, if she does not object, I
-should wish you to be present at the interview."</p>
-
-<p>"She will not object," answered Helen; "and it is very good of you to
-consent. I can bring her immediately, for I left her in the church
-while I came to you. There is need for haste, because to-morrow
-probably she will have to decide finally what she is to do."</p>
-
-<p>"Bring her, then, at once," said Father Byrne, with an air of
-resignation. He felt, though he did not say, that his own people
-troubled him quite sufficiently with their personal affairs, without
-an outsider finding it expedient to throw upon him the very perplexing
-burden of decision in an affair which involved the interests of others.
-And Marion Lynde was the last person with whose affairs he would have
-wished to be concerned in the least degree. If any one beside Helen had
-come to him in her behalf, he would certainly have refused to do so;
-but it was impossible for him to refuse Helen. It was not only that he
-was attached to her, as, in one degree or another, every one who knew
-her was; but he was specially touched by her interest in and kindness
-to one who had certainly been the cause of much pain to her, if not of
-serious injury. "If she had not the most generous heart in the world,
-she would not vex herself about Miss Lynde's affairs," he said to
-himself; "but since she does, I should not mind helping her a little."</p>
-
-<p>So it came to pass that Helen brought Marion from the church to
-the pastoral residence adjoining, where they found Father Byrne
-awaiting them in the plainly-furnished sitting-room, which had yet a
-picturesque, monastic suggestion from the religious objects that were
-its only adornments, and its latticed windows opening on depths of
-verdure. The priest received them kindly; and then, with some inward
-nervousness, though outward composure, Marion opened her subject.</p>
-
-<p>"I feel that I have no right at all to come to you, Father, and trouble
-you with my private matters; but perhaps your kindness will lead you
-to excuse me on the ground that there is no one else to whom I can go.
-I have not many friends, and among them there is not one person whose
-judgment in this case would not have an interested bias. Besides, I
-should like to know what is the moral view of it&mdash;the really right
-thing to do,&mdash;and you, if you will, can tell me that."</p>
-
-<p>"I can give you the view which would be presented to a Catholic," said
-Father Byrne; "but you will not recognize anything binding in that."</p>
-
-<p>"I shall be bound by whatever you tell me is right," she answered,
-simply. "I do not seek your advice without meaning to be guided by it,
-else there would be no excuse for coming to you. I beg you to speak as
-frankly as if you were addressing a Catholic."</p>
-
-<p>"Tell me, then," he said, "exactly the point on which you are in doubt."</p>
-
-<p>She told him briefly, but with great clearness; and he listened
-attentively to all that she had to say before uttering a word. Then
-when she paused he replied, with the air of one who is accustomed to
-give prompt decisions:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>"From what you tell me I think there can be no question but that you
-are clearly entitled to retain a part of the fortune. Since it was the
-desire of the testator that, under the circumstances of the supposed
-death of his son, you should have all of it, we must believe that even
-had he known his son to be living he would not have failed to leave
-you a legacy. It would be entirely just and right, therefore, that you
-should retain a part, while it is also right that you should resign the
-bulk of the estate to its natural heir."</p>
-
-<p>Helen directed a triumphant glance toward Marion, which said, "You
-see how entirely Father Byrne is of my opinion!" but Marion did not
-perceive it. She was looking down with rather a disappointed air.</p>
-
-<p>"I should prefer to give it all up," she said&mdash;"to keep nothing."</p>
-
-<p>Father Byrne spread out his hands with a gesture very familiar to those
-who knew him well. "There is nothing to prevent that," he observed. "It
-would not be wrong; but, if you will permit me to say so, it would be
-foolish. Why should you wish to defeat entirely the kind intentions of
-the dead man in your behalf?"</p>
-
-<p>"I can hardly explain," she answered, "without going into personal
-details, which would not interest you. About the manner in which I
-received this money, my conscience is clear enough; for I did nothing
-to induce Mr. Singleton to make such a will, and no one was more
-surprised by it than I. But&mdash;before that&mdash;" she hesitated, paused, then
-with an effort went on: "Everything might have been different if I had
-acted differently at an earlier period. I made a very deliberate and
-mercenary choice then. It led to this disposition of Mr. Singleton's
-fortune; and now I feel that there is retribution, punishment,
-whatever you like to call it, in the circumstances that are taking
-it away from me. That makes me reluctant to keep any of it. I should
-feel as if I were still being paid for&mdash;what I lost. I express myself
-obscurely, but I hope that you understand me."</p>
-
-<p>"Yes," he replied, "I think that I do. You feel as if this fortune had
-been bought at a certain price, and therefore it has lost value in
-your eyes. That is purely a matter of feeling, with which the abstract
-question involved has nothing to do&mdash;unless there is some point on
-which your conscience accuses you of wrong-doing."</p>
-
-<p>She shook her head. "There is none directly touching the money. But,
-indirectly, the money was the root of everything&mdash;of a choice which has
-brought me no happiness."</p>
-
-<p>"And you think, perhaps, that by resigning it you may recover what you
-have lost?"</p>
-
-<p>She colored vividly. "No," she said quickly, almost indignantly. "I
-have no thought of the kind. That choice is made irrevocably. I can
-recover nothing but my own self-respect."</p>
-
-<p>Father Byrne looked a little puzzled. "I fail to see," he said, "how
-your self-respect has been lost by having a fortune left you which you
-declare you did nothing to secure. But that is a question for yourself
-alone, since it is evidently a matter of feeling. The moral point I
-have answered to the best of my ability."</p>
-
-<p>"You think that I ought to retain part of this fortune?"</p>
-
-<p>"I cannot go so far as to say that you <i>ought</i>. There is no moral
-obligation binding you to do so, as far as I am aware of the
-circumstances. I can only say that it is clearly right for you to do
-so&mdash;if you think fit."</p>
-
-<p>Evidently after this there was no more to be said; and Marion rose to
-take leave, saying a few words of sincere thanks for the kindness with
-which he had received her. "It has been very good of you to advise me,"
-she said, gratefully. "I shall never forget it."</p>
-
-<p>"I only hope that the advice may be of some use to you," answered
-Father Byrne. "But it will be better if you ask God to guide and direct
-you."</p>
-
-<p>"Well, are you satisfied?" asked Helen, when they found themselves
-outside. "Have you decided what to do?"</p>
-
-<p>"Not yet," said Marion. "I have only been told what I may do, and I
-must take a little time to decide whether or not I will do it."</p>
-
-<p>"Then you have really gained nothing by going to Father Byrne," Helen
-continued, in a disappointed tone.</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, yes! I have gained a great deal," the other said quickly. "I seem
-to feel myself standing on firm ground&mdash;to know just what I ought to do
-and what I ought not, what is permitted and what is not. The question
-still remains, however, whether or not to do what is permitted."</p>
-
-<p>"I can't see that you have gained much," replied Helen, with a sigh.</p>
-
-<p>But Marion felt that she had gained much when she faced the question
-alone, as all important questions must at last be faced. She had been
-assured that there was no reason why she should not retain a part of
-the money which had come into her possession; and she said to herself
-that even Brian Earle&mdash;indeed Brian Earle of all men&mdash;would recognize
-the authority of the voice which had so assured her. She need not hold
-herself grasping and mercenary if she did this&mdash;if she kept a little
-of the fortune that its possessor had given to her in its entirety. So
-much, therefore, was clear. But there could be no doubt that she would
-prefer to give it all up&mdash;to close forever the passage in her life
-which had been so bitter, and in the end so humiliating; to disprove by
-a magnificent act of generosity all the charges of scheming which she
-felt sure had been made against her, and to know that Brian Earle would
-learn that none of his uncle's money remained in her hands.</p>
-
-<p>But if she gratified herself in this manner what was before her?
-Not only the old dependence, but a dependence which would be doubly
-embittered by the resentment with which her relatives were sure to
-regard the step which she thought of taking. "My uncle will never
-forgive me," she thought. "He will say that I had no right to
-throw away the means to help myself, and fall back on his already
-overburdened hands. That is true. It will be bitter as death to do so.
-And yet how can I keep this money? Oh, if I only had been spared the
-necessity of such a choice! If it was wrong to desire wealth so much,
-surely I am punished for it, since what it has brought on me is worse
-than the poverty from which I have escaped. That, at least, was simple;
-I had only to endure it. But this is fraught with serious consequences,
-that go beyond myself and touch other people. What shall I do&mdash;ah! what
-shall I do?"</p>
-
-<p>She was walking up and down her chamber, all alone in the silence of
-the night. Suddenly, as she wrung her hands with the silent force of
-her inward appeal, Father Byrne's last words recurred to her memory:
-"It will be better if you ask God to guide and direct you." She stopped
-short. Was there any hope that God would really do this if she ventured
-to ask Him? It proved how much of an unconscious pagan she was that
-such a question should have occurred to her. But the imperative need at
-this moment for some guidance, stronger even than that to which she had
-already appealed, seemed to answer the question. She sank on her knees
-and lifted her heart to Him who hears all petitions, begging, simply,
-earnestly, like a child, to be directed into the course right and best
-to pursue.</p>
-
-<p>The next morning Marion's companion&mdash;a quiet, elderly widow&mdash;noticed
-that she was more than usually restless; that she settled to no
-occupation, but wandered from the house to the garden and back again;
-from room to room and window to window, as if in expectation of some
-event. Mrs. Winter was not a person easily "fidgeted:" she bore this
-for some time without remark, but at length she was driven to say, "You
-are looking for some one this morning?"</p>
-
-<p>"Yes," answered Marion, promptly. "I am looking for two people, and I
-have very important business to settle when they come. That makes me a
-little restless. I wish it were over." Then she laughed a little. "It
-is not every day, however, that one has a chance to see a dead man,"
-she said. "That should prove interesting."</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Winter looked startled. "A dead man!" she repeated. "How&mdash;what do
-you mean?"</p>
-
-<p>"I mean," replied Marion, calmly, "that it is a case of the dead
-alive. You have not heard, then? If you went out into Scarborough,
-I fancy you would hear very quickly. Mr. Singleton's son, who was
-supposed to be dead, has proved to be very much alive, and I am
-expecting a visit from him to-day."</p>
-
-<p>"My dear Miss Lynde!"&mdash;the good woman fairly gasped&mdash;"what a piece of
-news! And how quietly you take it! Mr. Singleton's son alive! Good
-Heavens! In that case, who will have the property?"</p>
-
-<p>"That is what we are going to settle," said Marion. "It strikes me that
-a son should inherit his father's estate; do you not think so?"</p>
-
-<p>"I don't know," answered Mrs. Winter, more than ever confounded by
-this cool inquiry. "Usually&mdash;oh! yes, I suppose so," she added after a
-minute. "But in this case&mdash;the young man was so wild that his father
-cast him off, did he not?"</p>
-
-<p>"I never heard the story clearly from any one who had authority to tell
-it," answered Marion. "I do not know what occurred between father and
-son, but I am quite sure that Mr. Singleton believed his son to be dead
-when he made the will in which he left me his fortune."</p>
-
-<p>"Then, my dear, if I may ask, what do you mean to do?"</p>
-
-<p>"What is right and honest," said Marion, with a faint smile. "Wish me
-courage, for there is the door-bell!"</p>
-
-
-
-<hr class="chap" />
-<p class="ph2">CHAPTER XXVI.</p>
-
-
-<p class="drop"><span class="uppercase">The</span> first thing of which Marion was conscious when she entered the
-drawing-room was that a pair of bold, bright and keen dark eyes were
-instantly fastened on her. The owner of these eyes was a tall and
-very striking-looking man, whose originally brunette skin was so
-deeply bronzed by exposure to a tropical sun that he scarcely had the
-appearance of a white man at all; but whose clear-cut features at once
-recalled those of old Mr. Singleton, whose whole aspect was so unusual
-and so remarkably handsome that it would have been impossible for him
-either to personate or be mistaken for any one else. Marion recognized
-this even while Mr. Tom Singleton was in the act of stepping forward to
-take her hand, and said to herself that no one who had ever seen this
-man once could doubt whether or not he was the person he assumed to be.</p>
-
-<p>"How do you do this morning, Miss Lynde?" said Mr. Singleton, who tried
-to conceal a certain awkwardness under more than his usual geniality
-of manner. "I hope we have not disturbed you too early, but I had your
-permission to present my cousin, Mr. George Singleton."</p>
-
-<p>"Not my permission only, but my request," observed Marion, looking
-at the tall, handsome stranger, who bowed. "I am very glad to see Mr.
-George Singleton&mdash;at last."</p>
-
-<p>"You are very good to say so," replied that gentleman, easily. "I
-assure you that, so far from expecting you to be glad to see me, I feel
-as apologetic as possible about my existence. Pray believe, Miss Lynde,
-that I mean to give you as little trouble as possible. I have no doubt
-we can soon arrive at an amicable arrangement."</p>
-
-<p>"I have no doubt of it," said Marion, calmly. "But you will allow me to
-say how sorry I am that any arrangement should be necessary,&mdash;that your
-father was not aware of your existence when he made his will."</p>
-
-<p>Mr. George Singleton shrugged his shoulders. "I am by no means certain
-that my father believed me to be dead," he answered. "At least he had
-no special reason for such a belief. He had indeed not heard from or
-of me in a long time, because that was thoroughly settled when we
-parted. I threw off his control, and he washed his hands of me. But I
-hardly thought he would ignore me completely in his will. No doubt he
-had a right to do so, for I had ignored every duty of a son; but he
-should have remembered that he also had something to answer for in our
-estrangement. However, that is neither here nor there. What I mean to
-say is that the consciousness of my shortcomings will make me easy to
-deal with; for I feel that my father was in great measure justified
-when he selected another heir."</p>
-
-<p>This cool, careless frankness was so unexpected that for a moment
-Marion could only look at the speaker with a sense of surprise. He was
-so totally unlike what she had imagined! His bold, bright glance met
-hers, and, as if divining her thoughts, he smiled.</p>
-
-<p>"Don't expect me to be like other people, Miss Lynde," he continued.
-"Tom here will tell you that I never was. Even as a boy I was always a
-law unto myself&mdash;a wild creature whom nothing could tame or restrain.
-Perhaps it is because I am still something of a wild man that I see no
-reason why we should not discuss and settle this business between us in
-a friendly manner. I have only the most friendly sentiments for you,
-being aware that my coming to life is rather hard lines for you."</p>
-
-<p>Marion could not but respond to his smile and what seemed to be the
-genuine though somewhat blunt friendliness of his manner. Yet when she
-spoke her tone was slightly haughty.</p>
-
-<p>"Pray do not think of me," she said. "The fact that your father left
-his fortune to me was the greatest surprise of my life,&mdash;a surprise
-from which I have hardly yet recovered. Naturally, therefore, it will
-be no great hardship to give it up."</p>
-
-<p>"But I don't ask you to give it up," replied the tall, dark man,
-hastily. "There is enough to divide, and I assure you I am not a
-grasping fellow. Ask Tom if I am."</p>
-
-<p>Mr. Tom Singleton smiled. "If so," he observed, "you must have changed
-very much."</p>
-
-<p>"I haven't changed a particle. I did not give a thought to my father's
-fortune when I left him: I was thinking only of freedom, of escape
-from irksome control. And I hardly gave it a thought during the years
-that I have been out yonder, thoroughly satisfied with my own mode of
-life. I should not be here now but for the fact that a lawyer&mdash;what is
-his name?&mdash;took the trouble to write and inform me that my father was
-dead and I disinherited. Naturally one does not like to be ignored in
-that way; so I replied, directing him to contest the will. But since
-I have come, heard the circumstances of the case, and&mdash;and seen you,
-Miss Lynde, I perceive no reason for any such contest. We'll settle the
-matter more simply, if you say so."</p>
-
-<p>"Seen you Miss Lynde!" It sounded simple enough, but the eyes of this
-wild man, as he called himself, emphasized the statement so that Marion
-could not doubt that her beauty might again secure for her an easy
-victory&mdash;if she cared for it. But she did not suffer this consciousness
-to appear in her manner or her voice as she replied:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>"We can settle it very simply, I think. Shall we now put aside the
-preliminaries and proceed to business?"</p>
-
-<p>"Immediately, if you desire," answered Mr. Singleton. He bent forward
-slightly, pulling his long, dark moustache with a muscular, sunburned
-hand, while his brilliant gaze never wavered from Marion's face. His
-cousin also looked at her, apprehensively as it seemed, and gave a
-nervous cough. She met his eyes for an instant and smiled gravely, then
-turned her glance back to the other man.</p>
-
-<p>"I am very sure, Mr. Singleton," she said, "that your father must have
-left his fortune to me under a wrong impression of your death. If
-this were not so he certainly left it under a false impression of my
-character. To retain money of which the rightful heir is living, is
-something of which I could never be guilty if every court of law in
-the land declared that the will should stand. Your father's fortune,
-then, is yours, and I will immediately take steps to resign all claim
-of mine upon it."</p>
-
-<p>"But I have not asked you to resign more than a portion of it,"
-answered Singleton, impetuously. "It is right enough that you should
-have half, since my father gave you the whole."</p>
-
-<p>"You are very generous," she said, with a proud gentleness of tone;
-"but it is quite impossible for me to keep the half of your fortune.
-Your father would never have left it to me but for circumstances which
-need not be entered into&mdash;he wished to punish some one else. But he
-could never have wished to disinherit his son. I am certain of that.
-He liked me, however&mdash;I think I may say as much as that; he was very
-kind to me, and I believe that even if he had known of your existence
-he might have remembered me with a legacy; do you not think so?" She
-turned, as she uttered the last words, to Mr. Tom Singleton.</p>
-
-<p>"I am sure of it," replied that gentleman.</p>
-
-<p>"Believing this, I am willing to take what he would have been likely to
-give. It is rather difficult, of course, to conjecture what the exact
-amount would have been, but it seems to me that he would probably have
-left me about ten thousand dollars."</p>
-
-<p>Both men uttered a sharp exclamation. "Absurd! You must certainly take
-more than that," said George Singleton.</p>
-
-<p>"Remember that you are giving up half a million," remarked his cousin.</p>
-
-<p>But Marion shook her head. "It is with extreme reluctance," she said,
-"that I have decided to take anything. Mr. Singleton is aware that my
-intention yesterday was to keep nothing, but I have been advised to the
-contrary by one whose opinion I respect; and so I have determined to
-take what I think your father, under ordinary circumstances, might have
-given one with no claim upon him, but in whom he had taken an interest."</p>
-
-<p>"But why should you fix upon such a paltry sum?" demanded George
-Singleton. "There was nothing niggardly about my father. He was cold
-and hard as an icicle, but he always gave like a prince."</p>
-
-<p>"That would have been a very generous bequest to one who had touched
-his life as slightly as I had," remarked Marion, "and who had no claim
-upon him whatever&mdash;"</p>
-
-<p>"He calls you his adopted daughter in his will."</p>
-
-<p>"He was very good to me," she replied, simply, while tears came to her
-eyes. "But I think he only said that to make such a disposition of his
-fortune seem more reasonable. Your cousin here has perhaps told you, or
-at least he can tell you, all the circumstances&mdash;how your father was
-disappointed in some one else on whom he had set his heart."</p>
-
-<p>"Brian Earle," said George Singleton, carelessly. "Yes, I know."</p>
-
-<p>"Well, he thought that I had been disappointed too; and so&mdash;partly from
-a generous impulse to atone for the disappointment, and partly from
-a desire to punish one who had greatly angered him&mdash;he made <i>me</i> his
-heir. But it was all an accident, a caprice, if I may say so; and if he
-had lived longer he would have undone it, no doubt."</p>
-
-<p>"You did not know my father if you think so," said the son, quietly.
-"He had caprices perhaps, but they hardened into resolutions that
-never changed. Who should know that better than I? No, no, Miss Lynde,
-this will never do! I can not take a fortune from your hands without
-litigation or any difficulty whatever, and leave you only a paltry ten
-thousand dollars. It is simply impossible."</p>
-
-<p>"It is altogether impossible that I can retain any more," answered
-Marion. "As I have already said, I would prefer to retain none at all;
-and if I consent to keep anything, it can only be such a moderate
-legacy as might have been left me."</p>
-
-<p>"As would <i>never</i> have been left to you! My father was not a man to do
-things in that manner. What was your legacy, Tom?"</p>
-
-<p>"Fifty thousand dollars," replied Mr. Tom Singleton.</p>
-
-<p>"Something like that I might agree to, Miss Lynde, if you will insist
-on the legacy view of the matter; but I should much prefer to simply
-divide the fortune."</p>
-
-<p>"You are certainly your father's son in generosity, Mr. Singleton,"
-said Marion. "But believe me you are wasting words. My resolution is
-finally taken. I shall make over your fortune to you, retaining only
-ten thousand dollars for myself. That is settled."</p>
-
-<p>It was natural, however, that neither of the two men would accept this
-settlement of the case. Both declared it was manifestly unjust, and
-each exhausted his powers of argument and persuasion in trying to move
-Marion. It was a singular battle; a singular turn in an altogether
-singular affair;&mdash;and when at last they were forced to go without
-having altered her resolution, they looked at each other with a sense
-of baffled defeat, which presently made George Singleton burst into a
-laugh.</p>
-
-<p>"By Jove!" he said, "this is a reversal of the usual order of things.
-To think of a disinherited man, instead of having to fight for his
-rights, being forced to beg and pray that his supplanter will keep a
-fair share of the inheritance! What makes the girl so obstinate? Has
-she money besides?"</p>
-
-<p>"I don't believe that she has a sixpence," replied his cousin.</p>
-
-<p>"Then what on earth, in the name of all that is wonderful, is the
-meaning of it? She does not look like a fool."</p>
-
-<p>Mr. Singleton laughed. "Miss Lynde," he said, "is about as far from
-being a fool as it is possible to imagine. We all thought her at first
-very shrewd and scheming, and there is no doubt but that she might have
-wound your father round her finger without any trouble at all. She is
-just the kind of a person he liked best: beautiful, clever&mdash;<i>he</i> never
-fancied fools, you know,&mdash;and she charmed him, without any apparent
-effort, from the first. But if she schemed for any share of his fortune
-it was in a very subtle way&mdash;"</p>
-
-<p>"In the light of her conduct now, I don't see how it is possible to
-believe that she ever schemed at all," interposed the other.</p>
-
-<p>"I <i>don't</i> believe it," said Tom Singleton; "although the fact remains
-that, in choosing between Brian and his uncle, she stood by the latter."</p>
-
-<p>"There might have been other than mercenary considerations for that.
-I can't imagine that this splendid creature ever cared about marrying
-Brian."</p>
-
-<p>Mr. Singleton did not commit himself to an opinion on that point.
-He said, diplomatically: "It is hard to tell what a woman does care
-to do in such a case, and Miss Lynde by no means wears her heart on
-her sleeve. Well, the long and short of the matter was that Brian
-obstinately went away, and that your father made this girl his
-heir&mdash;for the very reasons she has given, I have no doubt. She was most
-genuinely astonished when I told her the news, and my belief that she
-had ever schemed for such a result was shaken then. But from something
-she said to me yesterday I think she is afraid that such a belief
-lingers in people's minds, and she is determined to disprove it as
-completely as possible. Hence her quixotic conduct. I can explain it in
-no other way."</p>
-
-<p>"She is a queer girl," observed George Singleton, meditatively; "and so
-handsome that I don't wonder she knocked over my father&mdash;who was always
-a worshiper of beauty,&mdash;and even that solemn prig, Mr. Brian Earle,
-without loss of time."</p>
-
-<p>"She knocked over another man here in Scarborough, who has a hand
-in her affairs at present," said Mr. Singleton, significantly. "Did
-it ever occur to you to wonder why that fellow Rathborne should
-have interested himself to look you up and notify you of your lost
-inheritance?"</p>
-
-<p>"Why should I wonder over anything so simple? Self-interest prompted
-him, of course. If there had been a contest over the will, he might
-have pocketed a considerable slice of the fortune."</p>
-
-<p>"Well, I suppose that influenced him; but his chief reason was a desire
-to do Miss Lynde an ill turn, and so revenge himself for her having
-trifled with his feelings."</p>
-
-<p>"You are sure of this?" asked George Singleton, with a quick look out
-of his dark, flashing eyes.</p>
-
-<p>"Perfectly sure. Everyone in Scarborough knows the circumstances. He
-considered himself very badly used, I believe&mdash;chiefly because he was
-engaged to Miss Lynde's cousin; and the latter, who is something of
-an heiress, broke the engagement. He fell between two stools, and has
-never forgiven her who was the cause of the fall."</p>
-
-<p>"The wretched cad!" said George Singleton, emphatically. "As if
-anything that a woman could do to a man would justify him in such
-cowardly retaliation! I am glad you told me this. I will end my
-association with him as soon as may be, and let him know at the same
-time my opinion of him&mdash;and of Miss Lynde."</p>
-
-<p>"Do be cautious, George. I shall be sorry I told you the story if you
-go out of your way to insult the man in consequence. No doubt he <i>was</i>
-badly used."</p>
-
-<p>The other laughed scornfully. "As if that would excuse him! But I
-don't believe a word of it. That girl is too proud ever to have taken
-the trouble to use <i>him</i> badly. But a man might lose his head just by
-looking at her. What a beauty she is!"</p>
-
-
-
-<hr class="chap" />
-<p class="ph2">CHAPTER XXVII.</p>
-
-
-<p>"<span class="letter">A</span><span class="uppercase">nd</span> now the question is&mdash;what am I to do?" It was Marion who asked
-herself this, after the departure of the lawyer, who, with some
-remonstrance, had taken her instructions for drawing up the necessary
-papers to transfer to George Singleton his father's fortune. It was
-not with regard to the act itself that the lawyer remonstrated&mdash;<i>that</i>
-he thought just and wise enough,&mdash;but with regard to the sum which the
-heiress of the whole announced her intention of retaining.</p>
-
-<p>"You might just as well keep fifty or a hundred thousand dollars," he
-declared. "Mr. Singleton is willing to relinquish even so much as half
-of the fortune; and it is absolute folly&mdash;if you will excuse me&mdash;for
-you to throw away a comfortable independence, and retain only a sum
-which is paltry in comparison to the amount of the fortune, and to your
-needs of life."</p>
-
-<p>"You must allow me to be the best judge of that," Marion replied,
-firmly.</p>
-
-<p>And, as she held inflexibly to her resolution, the lawyer finally
-went away with the same baffled feeling that the Singleton cousins
-had experienced. "What fools women are when it comes to the practical
-concerns of life!" he said, from the depths of his masculine scorn.
-"They are always in one extreme or the other. Here is this girl, who,
-from what I hear, must have been willing to do anything to secure the
-fortune, now throws it away for a whim without reason!"</p>
-
-<p>Meanwhile Marion, left face to face, as it were, with her accomplished
-resolve, said to herself, "What am I to do now?"</p>
-
-<p>It was certainly a necessary question. To remain where she was, living
-with the state of Mr. Singleton's heiress, was impossible; to go to her
-uncle, who would be incensed against her on account of the step she had
-taken, was equally impossible; to stay with Helen, however much Helen
-in her kindness might desire it, was out of the question. Where, then,
-could she go?&mdash;where should she turn to find a friend?</p>
-
-<p>Marion was pacing up and down the long drawing-room as she revolved
-these thoughts in her mind, when her attention was attracted by her
-own reflection in a mirror which hung at the end of the apartment. She
-paused and stood looking at it, while a faint, bitter smile gathered on
-her lip. Her beauty was as striking, as indisputable as ever; but what
-had it gained for her&mdash;this talisman by which she had confidently hoped
-to win from the world all that she desired? "I have been a fool!" she
-said, with sudden humility. "And now&mdash;what remains to me now?"</p>
-
-<p>It almost seemed as if it was in answer to the question that a servant
-at this moment entered, bringing the morning mail. Marion turned over
-carelessly two or three papers and letters, and then suddenly felt a
-thrill of pleasure when she saw a foreign stamp and Claire's familiar
-handwriting. She threw herself into a chair and opened the letter.</p>
-
-<p>It was dated from Rome. "I am at last in the city of my dreams and
-of my heart," wrote Claire; "pleasantly settled in an apartment with
-my kind friend Mrs. Kerr, who knows Rome so well that she proves
-invaluable as a <i>cicerone</i>. Already I, too, feel familiar with this
-wonderful, this Eternal City; and its spell grows upon me day by day.
-Now that you have gained your fairy fortune, dear Marion, why should
-you not come and join me here? I have thought of it so much of late
-that it seems to me like an inspiration, and I can perceive no possible
-reason why you should not come. Pray do. It would make me so happy to
-see you, and I am sure you would enjoy many things which form part of
-our life here. Having lived abroad many years with her husband (who
-was an artist), Mrs. Kerr has a large cosmopolitan acquaintance, and
-her <i>salon</i> is constantly filled with pleasant and interesting people.
-Come,&mdash;Marion, come! I find every reason why you should, and none
-why you should not. Have I not heard you say a thousand times that
-you wanted to see this world, and do not I want to see you and hear
-all about the magical change that so short a time has made in your
-fortunes? Write, then, and tell me that you will come. Helen has had
-you for months, and it is my turn now."</p>
-
-<p>"Ah, how little she knows!" Marion thought with a pang as she read the
-last words. The letter dropped from her hand into her lap; she felt
-as if she hardly cared to read further. Would Claire desire to see
-her if she knew the story of all that had happened since they parted?
-There was no one else in the world from whose judgment Marion shrank
-so much, and yet this summons seemed to her more of a command than an
-invitation. It came as an answer to her doubts and indecision. "What
-shall I do?&mdash;where shall I go?" she had asked herself. "Come to me,"
-Claire answered from across the sea; and it seemed to her that she had
-no alternative but to obey&mdash;to go, even though it were to meet Claire's
-condemnation.</p>
-
-<p>That condemnation would be gentle, she knew, though perhaps unsparing.
-Helen's affection had indeed returned to her in a degree she could
-never have expected; but it is impossible that the stronger nature can
-depend upon the weaker, and she knew it was for Claire's unswerving
-standards and Claire's clear judgments her heart most strongly yearned.</p>
-
-<p>So the way opened before her, and when she saw Helen next she announced
-her intention of going abroad to join Claire. "It seems the best&mdash;in
-fact, it is the only thing I can do," she said. "And Claire is good
-enough to want me. She fancies me still in possession of what she calls
-my fairy fortune&mdash;not knowing how fairy-like indeed it has proved,&mdash;and
-writes as if expense would be no consideration with me. But a mode
-of life which is not too expensive for her surely will not be too
-expensive for me with my ten thousand dollars. So I shall go."</p>
-
-<p>"I suppose it is best," said Helen, wistfully; "and if it were not for
-mamma I would go with you."</p>
-
-<p>The tone was a revelation to Marion of all that the tender, submissive
-heart was suffering still. "Why should your mother object?" she asked,
-quickly. "Come, Helen&mdash;come with me; and when we find Claire, let us
-try to forget everything but the pleasure of being together again."</p>
-
-<p>"I should like it," replied Helen, "but it is not possible. I know how
-long mamma has looked forward to the pleasure of having me with her,
-and I can not go away now for my own selfish satisfaction, leaving her
-alone. Besides, I doubt if running away from painful things does much
-good. It is better to face them and grow resigned to them, with the
-help of God."</p>
-
-<p>"I am sure that God must help <i>you</i>," cried Marion, "else you could
-never learn so many wise and hard things."</p>
-
-<p>Helen looked at her with a little surprise in her clear blue eyes. "Of
-course He helps me," she answered. "When does He not help those who ask
-Him?"</p>
-
-<p>"O Helen! if I only had your faith!" exclaimed Marion, with positive
-pain in her voice. "How easy it would make things!"</p>
-
-<p>"Yes," replied Helen, with her sweet smile, "it does make things easy."</p>
-
-<p>But before Marion could complete her preparations for departure, she
-was obliged to see Mr. George Singleton again and yet again. He came
-in the first place to remonstrate forcibly against her intentions with
-regard to the fortune, and found her society sufficiently attractive to
-induce him to pay inordinately long visits after he had discovered that
-his remonstrances were vain. "He is certainly very unconventional,"
-Marion observed after one of these visits. "He does not strike one
-so much as violating social usage, as being ignorant of and holding
-it in contempt. In essential things he is a gentleman; but that his
-father&mdash;one of the most refined and fastidious of men&mdash;should have had
-a son who is half a savage, strikes me as very strange."</p>
-
-<p>Young Singleton did not hesitate to speak of himself as altogether
-a savage, and to declare that the strain of wild lawlessness in his
-nature had brought about the estrangement between his father and
-himself. "Of course I am sorry for it all now," he said frankly to
-Marion; "but I don't see how it could have been avoided, we were so
-radically different in disposition and tastes. My father was a man
-to whom the conventionalties of life were of first importance, who
-held social laws and usages as more binding than the Decalogue; while
-I&mdash;well, a gypsy has as much regard for either as I had. I irritated
-and outraged <i>him</i> even when I had least intention of doing so; and he,
-in turn, roused all the spirit of opposition in <i>me</i>. I do not defend
-my conduct, but I think I may honestly say that he had something for
-which to blame himself. We were miserable together, and it ended as
-you know. He said when we parted that he had no longer a son, and I
-took him at his word&mdash;perhaps too literally. And that being so, Miss
-Lynde&mdash;his renunciation of me having been complete, and my acceptance
-of it complete also,&mdash;I really do not think that I have a right to come
-and take all his fortune."</p>
-
-<p>"I am sorry if you have scruples on the subject, Mr. Singleton," Marion
-answered, quietly. "They ought to have occurred to you before you moved
-in the matter; now they are too late. I can not possibly accept the
-odium of holding a man's fortune when his own son is alive and has
-claimed it."</p>
-
-<p>"But you know that I have always said I should be satisfied with part&mdash;"</p>
-
-<p>Marion lifted her hand with a silencing gesture. "I know," she said,
-"that the affair is finally settled, and not to be discussed anymore.
-I am satisfied, and that ought to satisfy you. Now let us talk of
-something else. Are you aware that I am going abroad?"</p>
-
-<p>"No," he replied, quickly, with a startled look. "Where are you going?"</p>
-
-<p>"To Rome. I have a friend who is at present living there, and I am
-going to join her."</p>
-
-<p>"But why?"</p>
-
-<p>The point-blank question was so much in character with the speaker that
-Marion smiled.</p>
-
-<p>"Why?" she repeated. "Well, I have nothing to keep me in this country,
-I am fond of my friend, and I wish to see the world&mdash;are not those
-reasons enough?"</p>
-
-<p>"Perhaps so," he answered. He was silent for a moment, staring at her
-with his large, dark, brilliant eyes in a manner which tried even her
-self-possession. Then he asked, abruptly: "When are you going?"</p>
-
-<p>"As soon as I can arrange my affairs. That sounds like a jest, but it
-is not: I really have some affairs to arrange. They will not occupy me
-very long, however. I shall probably leave in a week or ten days."</p>
-
-<p>"Oh&mdash;I thought you might be going to-morrow!" said Mr. Singleton, with
-an air of relief.</p>
-
-<p>After that he was a daily visitor,&mdash;such an open, persistent,
-long-staying visitor, that all Scarborough was soon on tiptoe
-of expectation. What did it mean? What would be the end of this
-sensational affair? Would the legitimate heir of the fortune marry the
-girl who had given it up without a contest? People began to say that
-Miss Lynde had been shrewd, and had known very well all the time what
-she was about.</p>
-
-<p>Miss Lynde, on her part, felt as if she would never reach the end of
-the difficulties which seemed to evolve out of one another, according
-to a process of evolution with which we are all familiar. Had her
-passionate desire for wealth created a sort of moral Frankenstein,
-which would continue to pursue her? When, after a struggle known only
-to herself, she had decided to resign the fortune, she had thought that
-she cast away all perplexities arising out of it; but now it appeared
-that she had resigned only the money, and that the difficulties
-and perplexities remained. For, as clearly as any one else, she
-perceived&mdash;what indeed George Singleton made no effort to conceal&mdash;the
-object of his constant and assiduous attentions. The fortune she had
-given up was to be offered her again: she would again be forced to make
-a difficult choice.</p>
-
-<p>For all that has been written of Marion Lynde has been written to
-little purpose if any one imagines that wealth had lost its glamour
-in her eyes, or that her old ambitions were dead within her. They had
-been for a time subdued,&mdash;for a time she had realized that one might be
-crushed by the weight of a granted prayer; but the old desires and the
-old attraction still remained strong enough to prove a potent force in
-the hour of temptation.</p>
-
-<p>And she began to feel that it might be a temptation to regain in the
-most entire manner the fortune she had resigned; to cast one glance of
-triumphant scorn at Rathborne, who had fancied himself scheming for her
-downfall; to receive Mrs. Singleton's cousinly congratulations; and,
-above all, to prove to Brian Earle how easily she could console herself
-for his desertion&mdash;how readily another man offered the homage he had
-withdrawn. Yes, all these things were temptations; for the sway of the
-world, of natural inclinations and passions, was still strong in this
-soul, which had leaned toward higher things without embracing them.</p>
-
-
-
-<hr class="chap" />
-<p class="ph2">CHAPTER XXVIII.</p>
-
-
-<p class="drop"><span class="uppercase">Marion</span> did not in the least relax her preparations for departure, and
-she gave no sign to Mr. Singleton of perceiving the end which he had in
-view. They progressed very far toward intimacy in the course of their
-long interviews; but it was an intimacy which Marion regulated, and
-to which she gave its tone, preserving without difficulty command of
-the situation. Yet even while she commanded it, an instinct told her
-that the hour would come very soon when this man would assert himself;
-when her time of control would be over, and the feeling that betrayed
-itself in his eyes and voice would find expression in a manner beyond
-her power to regulate. Nevertheless, she was hardly prepared for the
-declaration when it came one day, abruptly and without anticipation on
-her part.</p>
-
-<p>"I think, Miss Lynde," said Singleton, "that it is time you and I
-understood each other&mdash;or, at least, that I understood <i>you</i>; for I am
-pretty sure that you understand <i>me</i> thoroughly. You know perfectly
-well that I am in love with you. Do you intend to marry me?"</p>
-
-<p>"Mr. Singleton!" exclaimed Marion, startled and considerably
-discomposed. "Do I intend&mdash;" she repeated. "How could I possibly have
-any intention in&mdash;in such a matter? That is a very extraordinary way of
-speaking."</p>
-
-<p>"Is it?" said Singleton. "But you do not expect an ordinary way of
-speaking from me; for do you not make me understand every day how much
-of a savage I am? What can I do except ask your intentions? For you
-cannot say that you do not know I am in your hands to be dealt with as
-you like."</p>
-
-<p>"I know nothing of the kind," she answered, hastily. "Why should I know
-it? I have been glad that we should be friends, but beyond that&mdash;"</p>
-
-<p>"Do not talk nonsense!" he interrupted, somewhat roughly. "You are too
-clever a woman not to have been aware from the first that there was no
-friendship about it. As soon as I saw you, I made up my mind that I
-would marry you if you would agree to it. And why should you not agree?
-It will settle all difficulties about the fortune, and I am not really
-a bad fellow at heart. I assure you of that."</p>
-
-<p>"I think I know very well what kind of fellow you are," said Marion,
-smiling in spite of herself. "Certainly not one who is formed on a very
-conventional model. I like you very much&mdash;I am sure you know that,&mdash;but
-I have no intention of marrying you."</p>
-
-<p>It cost her something of an effort to say this&mdash;to put away, finally as
-it were, the glittering prize that life had cast in her way. But, thus
-brought face to face with the necessity for decision, she found that no
-other answer was possible to her. Yet the form of words that she chose
-did not convey her meaning in an unalterable sense to the man watching
-her with such keen, brilliant eyes.</p>
-
-<p>"You have no intention of marrying me!" he repeated. "Does that mean
-that you will not form any such intention&mdash;that you will not take the
-subject into consideration?"</p>
-
-<p>"There is no reason why I should," she replied. "It is best that you
-should think no more of it."</p>
-
-<p>"I can not agree to that," he said. "On the contrary, it seems to me
-best, from every point of view, that I should continue to think of it,
-and endeavor to bring it to pass. I warn you that I am not a man who
-is easily daunted. Unless you intend to marry some one else, I shall
-continue my efforts to induce you to marry me."</p>
-
-<p>"Not if I tell you there is no use in such efforts?" said Marion.</p>
-
-<p>"You can not possibly tell whether there would be use in them or not,"
-he persisted, "unless you are decided with regard to some other man. If
-so, I hope you will tell me."</p>
-
-<p>"There is no other man in question," she said, coldly. "I may surely be
-supposed to know my own mind without being bound to any one."</p>
-
-<p>"And I know mine," he replied, "so positively that, until you are bound
-to some one else, I shall not relinquish the hope of inducing you to
-marry me. I give you fair warning of that."</p>
-
-<p>"Really, Mr. Singleton," said Marion, who hardly knew whether to be
-vexed or amused, "you are a very singular person. Are you not aware
-that a man must abide by the woman's decision in such a matter as this?"</p>
-
-<p>"I am not so uncivilized as you imagine," he answered. "Of course I
-know it. But everywhere and always he has the right of endeavoring to
-change that decision if he can. And I have a double reason for desiring
-to change yours. I not only want to marry you, but I also want you to
-have your share of my fortune."</p>
-
-<p>"I have no share in it," she said, haughtily&mdash;for surely such a
-persistent suitor as this promised to be very troublesome;&mdash;"you know
-that well, and you know also that I have forbidden you to speak of it
-to me."</p>
-
-<p>"Henceforth I will endeavor to obey you," he answered, with the
-courtesy which now and then contrasted oddly with the usual abruptness
-of his manner. "But you can not forbid me to think of it&mdash;nor of you."</p>
-
-<p>"I hope," she said, "that when I go away you will very soon cease to
-think of me."</p>
-
-<p>He smiled. "Do you think," he asked, "that I shall not follow you? The
-way to Europe is as open to me as to you."</p>
-
-<p>"But if I forbid it?" she cried, with a sudden sense of dismay.</p>
-
-<p>"You have no right to forbid it," he answered, quietly. "I have no
-intention of accompanying you, and I have surely been guilty of nothing
-which could lead you to disown my acquaintance should we meet in Rome
-or elsewhere."</p>
-
-<p>Marion fancied that after his declaration, and the refusal with which
-it had been met, George Singleton would leave Scarborough, since he had
-certainly no business to detain him there. But that gentleman proved
-himself to be of another opinion. He not only remained in Scarborough,
-but he continued his visits with the same regularity which had
-characterized them before. Partly vexed, partly amused, Marion,
-nevertheless, took precautions to guard against any embarrassing
-renewal of his suit. She ceased to receive him alone, and whenever it
-was possible she turned him over to Helen for entertainment. To this
-he apparently did not object in the least. He had hardly met Miss
-Morley before, and her soft gentleness charmed him. It was the type of
-womanhood best suited to his own passionate, impulsive nature; and he
-yielded to its influence with an <i>abandon</i> that surprised himself.</p>
-
-<p>"You have no idea what an effect you have upon me," he said to her on
-one occasion. "When I come into your presence I am like a cat that is
-smoothed the right way&mdash;you put me into harmony and accord with all the
-world."</p>
-
-<p>It was impossible not to laugh at the frankness of this assertion, as
-well as the homeliness of the comparison. "I am very glad to hear that
-my presence has a good effect upon you," said Helen; "although I do not
-know why it should be so."</p>
-
-<p>"I suppose some people would call it magnetism," he answered; "but I
-think it is simply owing to the fact that your nature is so placid
-and gentle that you exercise a calming influence upon the passions of
-others."</p>
-
-<p>"My nature is not so placid and gentle as you imagine, perhaps," she
-said, with something of a shadow stealing over her face. "I have
-passions too."</p>
-
-<p>"Have you?" he asked, rather incredulously. "Well, if so they must
-be of a very mild order, or else you understand managing them in a
-wonderful manner. I wish you would teach me how to manage mine."</p>
-
-<p>She looked at him with her blue eyes, and shook her head. "I am afraid
-you would not care to learn the only thing that I could teach," she
-said.</p>
-
-<p>"Why not? I think that I should like to learn anything that you would
-teach."</p>
-
-<p>"Perhaps, then, if our acquaintance lasts long enough, I may take you
-at your word some day," she replied, smiling.</p>
-
-<p>In saying this she thought herself very safe; for she had little idea
-that their association would outlast the day on which Marion left
-Scarborough. She knew that the latter had been offered the opportunity
-of regaining her lost fortune in the most legitimate and satisfactory
-way, and had little doubt but that the matter would end by her
-accepting George Singleton.</p>
-
-<p>"For Marion was never meant to be poor," she said to herself; "and he
-really seems to have a great deal of good in him&mdash;much more than one
-could have fancied. And he takes her treatment of him very nicely. It
-is kind of him to seem to like my society, instead of finding me a
-dreadful bore."</p>
-
-<p>She said as much as this to Marion, who laughed. "There is very good
-reason for his not finding you a bore," Marion replied. "He enjoys your
-society much more than mine&mdash;it suits him better. I can see that very
-plainly. In fact, the thing is, that he and I are too much alike to
-assimilate well. We are both too fiery, too impulsive in our natures
-and strong in our passions. You are the counteracting influence that we
-need. Instinct tells him so, as experience tells me."</p>
-
-<p>"Marion, what utter nonsense!"</p>
-
-<p>"So far from that, the very best sense, my dear. There is only one
-person who has a more beneficial influence upon me than you have. That
-is Claire, and I am going to her. If Mr. Singleton is wise he will stay
-with you."</p>
-
-<p>"If I thought you were in earnest in saying such a thing as that, you
-would really provoke me," said Helen, gravely.</p>
-
-<p>"Then you may be sure that I am not in earnest," cried Marion; "for I
-would do anything sooner than provoke you. No man in the world is worth
-a single vexed thought between you and me."</p>
-
-<p>It was a few days after this that, everything being at last
-settled, she finally left the place where she had gained and lost a
-fortune,&mdash;where she had sounded some depths of experience and learned
-some lessons of wisdom that could not soon be forgotten.</p>
-
-<p>"Marion," said Helen the evening before her departure, "I am going to
-have a Mass said for my intention to-morrow morning&mdash;and, of course,
-that means you. Will you not come to the church?"</p>
-
-<p>"With pleasure," answered the other, quickly. "Indeed I am not so
-absolutely a heathen but that I meant to go, in any event. I am setting
-out anew in life, as it were; and I should like to ask God to bless
-this second beginning, as I certainly did not ask Him to bless the
-first."</p>
-
-<p>"Then you will be at the church at eight o'clock?" said Helen. "And
-afterward breakfast with me, so that you will not need to return here
-before meeting your train. I should like the last bread that you break
-in Scarborough to be broken with me."</p>
-
-<p>"It shall be exactly as you wish," observed Marion, touched by the
-request, which meant more, she knew, than appeared on the surface. For
-it was not only that Helen wished to renew the link of hospitality&mdash;not
-only that she desired, as she said, that the last bread broken by
-Marion in Scarborough should be broken with her in token of their
-renewed amity,&mdash;but she wished to show to all the world that had so
-curiously watched the course of events in which the beautiful stranger
-was concerned, that their friendly and cousinly relations were
-unchanged. All this Marion understood without words.</p>
-
-<p>Eight o'clock the next morning found her in the church. As she
-acknowledged, she had asked no blessing of God on her former beginning
-of life&mdash;that life which had come to such utter failure in every
-respect; and in the realization of this failure much of her proud
-self-confidence had forsaken her. She had asked only that opportunity
-should be given, and she had felt within herself the power to win all
-that she desired. Opportunity <i>had</i> been given, and she had ended by
-losing everything, saving only the remnant of her self-respect and
-Helen's generous affection. These thoughts came to her with force as
-she knelt in the little chapel, knowing that she was going forth to
-a new life with diminished prospects of worldly success, but with a
-deeper knowledge of herself, of the responsibilities of existence, and
-of the claims of others, than she had possessed before.</p>
-
-<p>Then she remembered how she had knelt in this same place with Brian
-Earle, and felt herself drawn near to the household of faith. It had
-been an attraction which had led to nothing, because it had been
-founded on human rather than on divine love. Now that the human love
-was lost, had the divine no meaning left? The deep need of her soul
-answered this; and when she bent her head as the priest at the altar
-offered the Holy Sacrifice, it was with a more real act of faith and
-worship than she had made on that day when it seemed as if but a step
-divided her from the Church of God.</p>
-
-<p>Mass over, she went to say a few words of farewell to Father Byrne, and
-then accompanied Helen home. It had been a long time since she entered
-her aunt's house; and the recollections of her first coming into it,
-and of the welcome which had then met her, seemed to rush upon her as
-she crossed the threshold. "If it were only to do over again!" she
-thought, with a pang. When they sat down to breakfast she glanced at
-the place which she had so often seen Rathborne occupy, and thought
-that but for her Helen might never have been undeceived, might never
-have suffered with regard to him. "At least not in the way she has
-suffered," she said to herself. "In some way, however, she must have
-suffered sooner or later. Therefore perhaps it is best as it is&mdash;for
-her. But that does not excuse me. If only I might be permitted to make
-some atonement!"</p>
-
-<p>But atonement is difficult to make in this world, either for our
-mistakes or our wrong-doing. The logic of life is stern indeed. From
-certain acts flow certain consequences as inevitably as conclusions
-proceed from premises or night follows day. It is vain to cry out that
-we had no such end in view. The end comes despite our protests, and we
-are helpless in the face of that which springs from our own deed.</p>
-
-<p>These reflections had in great measure become familiar to Marion,
-especially with regard to the pain she had brought upon Helen. She had
-been forced to realize clearly that what it would have been easily
-possible for her to avoid, it was absolutely impossible for her to
-repair. To Helen's own goodness, generosity and gentleness she owed
-the relief that had come to her on the subject. Nevertheless, she
-longed greatly for some means of repairing the injury she had done, the
-suffering she had caused, and&mdash;was it an inspiration which suddenly
-seemed to suggest to her such a means?</p>
-
-
-
-<hr class="chap" />
-<p class="ph2">CHAPTER XXIX.</p>
-
-
-<p class="drop"><span class="uppercase">Breakfast</span> over, they went into the familiar sitting-room&mdash;for there
-was still an hour or two before Marion's train was due,&mdash;and it was
-there that Helen said, with a smile: "Mr. Singleton is coming to see
-you off: I met him yesterday evening after I left you, and he announced
-his intention of doing so; so I asked him to come here and accompany
-us to the train. Of course there is no <i>need</i> of him: the boys will do
-all that is necessary; but I thought it would look better. People have
-talked so much about you both, that I would like them to have a public
-proof that you are really on very good terms."</p>
-
-<p>"You think of everything, Helen," said Marion. "What a wise little head
-you have!"</p>
-
-<p>"Do you think it is the head?" asked Helen. "I think it is the heart.
-One feels things rather than thinks them&mdash;at least I do."</p>
-
-<p>"I know you do," said her cousin. "It is your heart in the first place;
-but you must not underrate your head, which certainly has something to
-do with it."</p>
-
-<p>Helen shook the appendage in question. "Not much," she answered. "I
-have never fancied that my strong point was in my head."</p>
-
-<p>"Head or heart, you are seldom wrong," said Marion, "when it comes to
-a practical decision. Whereas I&mdash;you know I have been very vain of my
-cleverness, and yet I am always wrong&mdash;no, don't contradict me; I mean
-exactly what I say, and I have the best possible reason for meaning
-it. But, Helen, let me ask one favor of you. When Mr. Singleton comes,
-leave me alone with him for a few minutes. Now mind, <i>only</i> for a few
-minutes. I have something to say to him, but it will take only a little
-time to say it."</p>
-
-<p>"That will be easily arranged," said Helen, who would not suffer
-herself even to look a question.</p>
-
-<p>So when Mr. Singleton presently arrived, she spirited herself and her
-mother out of the room in the most unobtrusive manner possible, leaving
-the young man alone with Marion.</p>
-
-<p>The latter did not waste one of the minutes for which she had asked.
-She plunged without preface into the subject on which she desired
-to speak. "Mr. Singleton," she began, abruptly, "I am going to say
-something very unconventional; but you who are so unconventional
-yourself will pardon me, I am sure. Briefly, I am going to recall to
-your mind something that you said when&mdash;when we had our last private
-conversation. You then declared your intention of following me abroad,
-is it not so?"</p>
-
-<p>"Yes," answered Singleton, with composure; "I did, and I meant what I
-said. You will soon see me over there."</p>
-
-<p>"I think not&mdash;I hope not," she said, quickly; "for I am sure that you
-have too much self-respect to persecute a woman with attentions which
-can lead to nothing. And I tell you in the most positive manner that
-they can only bring you disappointment."</p>
-
-<p>"You can not be sure of that," he observed, with a touch of his former
-obstinancy. "Women have sometimes changed their minds."</p>
-
-<p>She shook her head. "Not women who feel as I do. Listen, and I will
-tell you the whole truth about myself, since there is no other way of
-convincing you. I will not deny that what you offer is in some degree
-a temptation to me&mdash;I am worldly enough and unworthy enough for that;
-and it has been a temptation, too, to suffer you to follow me, and
-keep, as it were, the chance open, in case I should find that it was
-the best life offered me. But I know this would be wrong; for I cannot
-deceive myself into fancying that there is any doubt whatever about my
-feelings. If my heart were empty, you might in time fill it. But it is
-not&mdash;I will be perfectly frank with you at any cost to myself,&mdash;another
-man has long since filled it."</p>
-
-<p>There was a pause after these words&mdash;words which it cost Marion very
-much to utter. To acknowledge even to herself the fact which they
-expressed was hard enough; but to acknowledge it to another, to this
-man who sat regarding her steadily with his dark, brilliant eyes, was
-harder still. But in courage, at least, she was not deficient, and her
-own eyes met his without drooping.</p>
-
-<p>"You see now why I can not let you follow a false hope in following
-me," she continued, when after a moment he had still not spoken. "I may
-be mercenary in some degree, but I am not mercenary enough to marry you
-for the sake of your fortune, when I love another man. I have tried to
-crush this love, and it humiliates me to acknowledge it; but I have
-incurred the humiliation in order to be perfectly frank with you, and
-to keep you from making a great mistake."</p>
-
-<p>The last words seemed to touch him suddenly. His whole face&mdash;a face
-which showed every passing emotion&mdash;changed and softened. "Believe me,"
-he said, "I appreciate your frankness, and I see no humiliation in your
-confession. It is good of you, however, to suffer the pain of making it
-in order to save me from what you think would be a mistake."</p>
-
-<p>"I <i>know</i> that it would be a mistake&mdash;a mistake in every way," she
-said, earnestly. "And I have made so many mistakes already that I
-cannot add another to the list. Believe me, if you succeeded in
-persuading me to marry you, it would be a mistake which we would both
-regret to the end of our lives. For we do not suit each other at all.
-When you marry you ought to select a woman different altogether from
-what I am: a woman gentler, yet with more moral strength."</p>
-
-<p>"That may be," he answered, in a meditative tone; "but, then, no other
-woman can be the one to whom my father has left his fortune, who has
-generously given it back to me, and with whom I should like to share
-it."</p>
-
-<p>"That is a feeling which I can understand, and which does you credit,"
-she said. "But do you not see that I could hardly accept your suit on
-such a ground as that? It would have been better to have kept your
-fortune than to do that. No, Mr. Singleton: I beg you to think no more
-of this; I beg you not to follow me with any such thought in your mind.
-Promise me that you will not."</p>
-
-<p>She leaned toward him in her earnestness, and held out her hand with a
-gesture of entreaty. George Singleton had something chivalrous in his
-nature, under all his brusque exterior; and taking the little hand he
-raised it to his lips.</p>
-
-<p>"The confidence that you have placed in me," he said, "makes it
-impossible that I can do anything to annoy you. Your request is a
-command. I shall not follow you."</p>
-
-<p>Her eyes thanked him. "Now I can go in peace, because I shall not have
-to think that I am misleading any one. However hard or lonely my path
-in life may be, I want henceforth to keep my conscience clear. I have
-tasted the bitterness of self-reproach, and I know what it is. Yes, you
-will stay. You have duties here now, and&mdash;and I hope it will not be
-long before you will find happiness."</p>
-
-<p>He had no opportunity to reply, if he had been inclined to do so.
-Helen, remembering Marion's urgent request that the minutes allowed for
-her "few words" might be short, was heard approaching. Her clear, sweet
-voice gave some orders in the hall, and then she entered the room.</p>
-
-<p>"I grieve to say, Marion, that it is almost time for you to go," she
-announced. "Ah, how sad parting is!"</p>
-
-<p>Half an hour later, when Marion was borne away from Scarborough, her
-last backward glance showed her Helen and Singleton standing side by
-side on the station platform, waving her an adieu; and if she smiled at
-the sight, it cannot be denied that she also sighed. With her own hand
-she had closed the door of a possibly brilliant destiny; and, naturally
-enough, it had never looked so bright as when she said to herself,
-"That is over finally and forever."</p>
-
-
-
-<hr class="chap" />
-<p class="ph2">CHAPTER XXX.</p>
-
-
-<p class="drop"><span class="uppercase">It</span> was with little pause for sight-seeing on the way that Marion made
-her journey to Rome. A few days in Paris constituted her only delay;
-then, flying swiftly down through Italy&mdash;reserving until later the
-pleasure of seeing the beautiful historic cities which she passed&mdash;she
-did not stop again until she found herself within the walls of Rome.</p>
-
-<p>And not even the fact of entering by means of a prosaic railway could
-lessen the thrill with which she realized that she was indeed within
-the city of the Cćsars and the Popes&mdash;the city that since the beginning
-of historic time has been the chief center of the earth, the mistress
-of the world, and the seat of the apostolic throne. It was strange
-to feel herself in this place of memories, yet to step into a modern
-railway station, resounding with noise and bustle; but even Rome was
-forgotten when she found herself in Claire's arms, and Claire's sweet
-voice bade her welcome.</p>
-
-<p>What followed seemed like a dream&mdash;the swift drive through populous
-streets, with glimpses of stately buildings and narrow, picturesque
-ways; the passing under a great, sounding arch into a court, where the
-soft splash of a fountain was heard as soon as the carriage stopped;
-the ascent of an apparently interminable flight of stone steps, and
-pausing at length on a landing, where an open door gave access to an
-ante-chamber, and thence through parting curtains to a long <i>salon</i>,
-where a pretty, elderly lady rose to give Marion greeting. This was
-Claire's kind friend and chaperon, Mrs. Kerr, who said to herself, as
-she took the young stranger's hand, "What a beautiful creature!"</p>
-
-<p>Marion, on her part, was charmed, not only with Mrs. Kerr, but with
-all her surroundings. The foreign aspect of everything enchanted her;
-the Italian servants, the Italian dishes of the collation spread for
-her, the soft sound of the language,&mdash;all entered into and made part
-of her pleasure. "O Claire!" she said, when presently she was taken to
-the pretty chamber prepared for her. "I think I am going to be so happy
-with you&mdash;if only you are not disgusted with <i>me</i>, when you hear the
-story I have to tell you!"</p>
-
-<p>Claire laughed, as she bent and kissed her. "I have not the least fear
-that I shall be disgusted with you," she said. "You might do wrong
-things, Marion&mdash;things one would blame or censure,&mdash;but I am sure that
-you will never do a mean thing, and it is mean things which disgust
-one."</p>
-
-<p>"Ah!" said Marion, with a sigh, "do not be too sure. I am not going
-to possess your good opinion on false pretenses, so you shall hear
-to-morrow all that has happened since we parted. Prepare your charity,
-for I shall need it."</p>
-
-<p>And, indeed, on the next day Claire heard with the utmost fullness
-all that had occurred since the two parted at their convent school.
-As far as the Rathborne incident was concerned, Marion did not spare
-herself; and, although Claire looked grave over her self-accusation,
-she was unable to express any regret that, even at the cost of Helen's
-suffering, the engagement of the latter to Rathborne should have been
-ended. "I saw the man only once," she said, "but that was enough to
-make me distrust him thoroughly. He has a bad face&mdash;a face which shows
-a narrow and cruel nature. I always trembled at the thought of Helen's
-uniting her life to his. There seemed no possible prospect of happiness
-for her in such a choice. So I am glad that at almost any cost the
-engagement&mdash;entanglement, or whatever it was&mdash;has been ended. And I can
-not see that your share in it was so very heinous."</p>
-
-<p>"That is because I have not made it clear to you, then," answered
-Marion. "I, too, always distrusted the man, but I liked his admiration,
-his homage; it was my first taste of the power for which, you know, I
-always longed. Indeed, Claire, there are no excuses to be made for me;
-and if the matter ended well for Helen&mdash;as I really believe it did,&mdash;I
-am still to blame for all her suffering; and you do not think that evil
-is less evil because good comes of it?"</p>
-
-<p>"I certainly do not think that," said Claire. "But you had no evil
-intention, I am sure: you never <i>meant</i> to hurt Helen."</p>
-
-<p>"No, I did not mean to do so, but I was careless whether she suffered
-or not. I thought only of myself&mdash;my own vanity, my own amusement.
-Nothing can change that, and so I have always felt that it was right I
-should suffer just as I made her suffer. Retribution came very quickly,
-Claire."</p>
-
-<p>"Did it?" asked Claire. Her soft, gray eyes were full of unspoken
-sympathy. "Well, suffering is a great thing, dear; it enables us to
-expiate so much! Tell me about yours&mdash;if you like."</p>
-
-<p>"I feel as if I had come here just to tell you," said Marion. And
-then followed the story of her engagement to Brian Earle, her anger
-because he would not comply with his uncle's wishes, their parting, her
-unexpected inheritance of Mr. Singleton's fortune, Rathborne's revenge
-in finding the lost heir, her surrender of the fortune to him, and her
-rejection of his suit.</p>
-
-<p>"So here I am," she observed in conclusion, with a faint smile, "like
-one who has passed through terrible storms: who has been shipwrecked
-and has barely escaped with life&mdash;that is, with a fragment of
-self-respect. I am so glad I had strength to give up that fortune,
-Claire! You know how I always desired wealth."</p>
-
-<p>"I know so well," said Claire, "that I am proud of you&mdash;proud that you
-had the courage to do what must have cost you so much. But I always
-told you that I knew you better than you knew yourself; and I was sure
-that you would never do anything unworthy, not even to gain the end
-you had so much at heart. But, Marion"&mdash;her face grew grave,&mdash;"I have
-something to tell you that I fear may prove unpleasant to you. Brian
-Earle is here."</p>
-
-<p>"Brian Earle here!" repeated Marion. She became very pale, and for a
-moment was silent. Then she said, proudly, "I hope no one will imagine
-that I suspected this. I thought he was in Germany. But it will not be
-necessary for me to meet him."</p>
-
-<p>"That must be for you to decide," said Claire, in a somewhat troubled
-tone. "He comes to see us occasionally&mdash;he is an old friend of Mrs.
-Kerr's&mdash;but, if you desire it, I will ask her to let him know that it
-will be best for him to discontinue his visits."</p>
-
-<p>"No," said Marion, with quick, instinctive recoil; "for that would be
-to acknowledge that I shrink from seeing him. If I <i>do</i> shrink, he
-shall not be made aware of it. Perhaps, when he knows that I am here,
-he will desire to keep away. If not, I am&mdash;I will be strong enough to
-meet him with indifference."</p>
-
-<p>Claire looked at her steadily, wistfully; it seemed as if she
-were trying to know all that might be known. "If you do not feel
-indifference," she said, gently, after a moment, "is it well to
-simulate it?"</p>
-
-<p>"How can you ask such a question?" demanded Marion, with a touch of
-her old haughtiness. "It is not only well&mdash;it is essential to my
-self-respect. But I do not acknowledge that it will be simulation. Why
-should I be other than indifferent to Brian Earle? As I confessed to
-you a few minutes ago, I suffered when we parted, but that is over now."</p>
-
-<p>"You care for him no longer, then?"</p>
-
-<p>"Is it possible I could care for a man who has treated me as he has
-done? For I still believe that it was his duty to have remained with
-his uncle, and if&mdash;if he had cared for me at all he would have done so."</p>
-
-<p>"But perhaps," said Claire, "he perceived that passionate desire of
-yours for wealth, and thought that it would not be well for you to have
-it gratified. I can imagine that."</p>
-
-<p>"You imagine, then, exactly what he was good enough to say," replied
-Marion, dryly. "But I suppose you know enough of me to be also able
-to imagine that I was not very grateful for such a form of regard. He
-talked like a moralist, but he certainly did not feel like a lover, and
-so I let him go. I am not sorry for that."</p>
-
-<p>"Then," said Claire, after a short pause of reflection, "I cannot see
-any reason why you should avoid meeting him. There may be a little
-awkwardness at first; but, if you have really no feeling for him, that
-will pass away."</p>
-
-<p>"I should prefer to avoid such a meeting, if possible," answered
-Marion; "but if not possible, I will endure. Only, if you can, give me
-warning when it is likely to occur."</p>
-
-<p>"That, unfortunately, is what I can hardly do," said Claire, in a
-tone of regret. "Our friends have established a habit of dropping in,
-without formality, almost any evening; and so we never know who is
-coming, or when."</p>
-
-<p>"In that case there is, of course, nothing to be done. I can only
-promise that, whenever the occasion occurs, I will try to be equal to
-it."</p>
-
-<p>"I have no doubt of that," answered Claire.</p>
-
-<p>But she looked concerned as she went away, and it was evident to Mrs.
-Kerr that she was more than usually thoughtful that evening. As she had
-said, their friends in Rome found it pleasant to drop informally into
-their pretty <i>salon</i>. Artists predominated among these friends; so it
-was not strange that she watched the door, thinking that Brian Earle
-might come, and conscious of a wish that he would; for Marion, pleading
-fatigue, declined to appear on this first evening after her arrival;
-and Claire said to herself that if Earle <i>did</i> come, it would give her
-an opportunity to tell him what meeting lay before him, and he could
-then avoid it if he chose to do so. When, as the evening passed on, it
-became at length clear that he was not coming&mdash;and there was no reason
-beside her own desire for expecting him,&mdash;Claire thought, with a sigh,
-that events must take their course, since it was plainly out of her
-power to direct them.</p>
-
-
-
-<hr class="chap" />
-<p class="ph2">CHAPTER XXXI.</p>
-
-
-<p class="drop"><span class="uppercase">And</span> events did take their course, when, a few evenings later, Marion
-suddenly saw Earle entering the <i>salon</i>, where three or four visitors
-were already assembled. She herself was at the farther end of the room,
-and somewhat concealed by a large Oriental screen, near which she was
-seated. She was very glad of this friendly shelter when she felt her
-heart leap in a manner which fairly terrified her, as, glancing up, she
-saw Earle's face in the doorway. Her own emotion surprised her far more
-than his appearance; she shrank farther back into the shadow to conceal
-what she feared might be perceptible to others, and yet she could not
-refrain from following him with her eyes.</p>
-
-<p>What she saw was this&mdash;that, even while greeting Mrs. Kerr, his
-glance wandered to Claire; that his first eager step was taken in her
-direction; and that his face, when he took her hand, was so eloquent of
-pleasure and tender admiration that it made Marion recall some words he
-had spoken when they first knew each other in Scarborough. "She charmed
-me," he had said then of Claire; "she is so simple, so candid, so
-intent upon high aims." Every word came back with sudden distinctness,
-with sudden, piercing meaning and weight, in the light of the look on
-Earle's face.</p>
-
-<p>"He is in love with Claire!" said Marion to herself. "Nothing could
-be more natural, nothing more suitable. There is no struggle <i>here</i>
-between his heart and his judgment, as was the case with me. She seems
-to be made for him in every respect. Why did I not think of it sooner,
-and why did not Claire tell me that he had transferred his affection to
-her? Did she want me to see for myself, or did she think that I should
-not see? But there is no reason why I should care&mdash;none whatever."</p>
-
-<p>Even while she repeated this assurance to herself, however, the sinking
-of her heart, the trembling of her hands, belied it, and frightened her
-by the evidence of a feeling she had not suspected. Surely, among the
-mysteries of our being, there is none greater than the existence and
-growth of feelings which we not only do not encourage, but of which we
-are often in absolute ignorance until some flash of illumination comes
-to reveal to us their strength.</p>
-
-<p>Such a flash came now to Marion. She had assured herself that she had
-put Brian Earle out of her heart, and instead she suddenly found that,
-during the interval in which she had condemned it to darkness and
-silence, her feeling for him had increased rather than lessened. And
-she was now face to face with the proof that he had forgotten her&mdash;that
-he had found in Claire the true ideal of his fancy! She felt that it
-was natural, she acknowledged that it was just, but the shock was
-overpowering.</p>
-
-<p>Fortunately, she happened at that moment to be alone&mdash;a gentleman who
-had been talking to her having crossed the room to ask Mrs. Kerr a
-question. Seeing him about to retrace his steps, a sudden instinct of
-flight&mdash;of flight at any cost of personal dignity&mdash;seized Marion. She
-felt that in another instant Claire would point her out to Earle, that
-he would be forced to come and address her. Could she bear that?&mdash;was
-she able to meet him as indifferently as she desired to do? Her beating
-pulses told her no; and, without giving herself time to think, she
-rose, lifted a <i>portičre</i> near her, and passed swiftly and silently
-from the room.</p>
-
-<p>Claire, meanwhile, glanced up at Earle; and she, too, met that look of
-tender admiration which Marion perceived. It was not the first time
-she had met it, but it was the first time that a consciousness of its
-possible meaning flashed upon her. She did not color at the thought,
-but grew instead suddenly pale, and glanced toward the corner of the
-room where Marion at that instant had made her escape; but Claire did
-not perceive this, and, with the sense of her presence, said to Earle:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>"You have probably not heard that my friend Marion Lynde is here?"</p>
-
-<p>He started. "Miss Lynde <i>here</i>&mdash;in Rome!" he asked. "No, I had not
-heard it. Why has she come?"</p>
-
-<p>"To see and to be with me," answered Claire, calmly. "You know,
-perhaps, that we are great friends."</p>
-
-<p>"I have heard Miss Lynde speak of you," he said, regaining
-self-possession; "and if the friendship struck me as rather a strange
-one, knowing little of you as I did then, you may be sure that it
-strikes me now as more than strange. I have never met two people in my
-life who seemed to me to have less in common."</p>
-
-<p>"Pardon me!" returned Claire. "You think so because you do not know
-either of us very well. We have really a great deal in common, and I
-doubt if any one in the world knows Marion as well as I do."</p>
-
-<p>He looked at her with a sudden keen glance from under brows somewhat
-bent. "Are you not aware that I had at one time reason to fancy that I
-knew Miss Lynde quite well?" he asked.</p>
-
-<p>"Yes," said Claire, with frankness; "I know. She has told me of that.
-But in such a relation as the one which existed between you for a time,
-people sometimes learn very little of each other. And I think that
-perhaps you did not learn very much of her."</p>
-
-<p>"I learned quite enough," he replied,&mdash;"all that was necessary to
-convince me that I had made a great mistake. And there can be no doubt
-that Miss Lynde reached the same conclusion. That, I believe, is all
-that there is to say of the matter." He paused a moment, then added,
-"If she is here, I hope it will not be unpleasant to her to meet me;
-since I should be sorry to be banished from this <i>salon</i>, which Mrs.
-Kerr and yourself make so attractive."</p>
-
-<p>"There is no reason for banishment, unless you desire it," said Claire.
-"Marion does not object to meeting you. But I think that there are
-one or two things that you ought to know before you meet her. Are you
-aware, in the first place, that she has given up your uncle's fortune?"</p>
-
-<p>"No," he answered, very much startled. "Why has she done so?"</p>
-
-<p>"Because Mr. Singleton's son appeared, and she thought that he should
-in justice possess his father's fortune. Do you not think she was
-right?"</p>
-
-<p>"Right?&mdash;I suppose so. But this is very astonishing news. You are
-positively certain that George Singleton, my uncle's son, is alive?"</p>
-
-<p>"I am certain that Marion has told me so, and I do not suppose she is
-mistaken, since she has resigned a fortune to him. People are usually
-sure before they take such a step as that."</p>
-
-<p>"Yes," he assented, "but it seems almost incredible. For years George
-Singleton has been thought to be dead, and I was under the impression
-that my uncle had positive reason for believing him so. This being the
-case, there was no reason why he should not leave his fortune as he
-liked, and I was glad when I heard that he had left it to Miss Lynde;
-for the possession of wealth seemed to be the first desire of her
-heart."</p>
-
-<p>"Poor Marion!" said Claire, gently. "You might be more tolerant of
-that desire if you knew all that she has suffered&mdash;suffered in a way
-peculiarly hard to her&mdash;from poverty. And she has surely proved in
-the most conclusive manner that, however much she desired wealth,
-she was not prepared to keep it at any cost to her conscience or her
-self-respect."</p>
-
-<p>"Did she, then, resign <i>all</i> the fortune?"</p>
-
-<p>"Very nearly all. She said that she reluctantly retained only a few
-thousand dollars."</p>
-
-<p>"But is it possible that George Singleton did not insist upon
-providing for her fitly? Whatever his other faults, he was not
-mercenary&mdash;formerly."</p>
-
-<p>"Mr. Singleton must have tried every possible argument to induce her
-to keep half the fortune, but she refused to do so. I think she felt
-keenly some reflections that had been thrown on her by Mr. Singleton's
-relatives, and wished to disprove them."</p>
-
-<p>Earle was silent for a minute. He seemed trying to adjust his mind to
-these new views of Marion's character. "And you tell me that she is
-here&mdash;with you?"</p>
-
-<p>"I was about to say that she is in the room," Claire answered; "but I
-do not see her just now. She was here a few minutes ago."</p>
-
-<p>"Probably my appearance sent her away. Perhaps she would rather not
-meet me."</p>
-
-<p>"She assured me that she did not object to meeting you; and, unless
-you give up our acquaintance, I do not see how such a meeting can be
-avoided; for she has come to stay in Rome some time."</p>
-
-<p>"Well," said Earle, with an air of determination, "I certainly have
-no intention of giving up your acquaintance. Be sure of that. And it
-would go hard with me to cease visiting here in the pleasant, familiar
-fashion Mrs. Kerr and yourself have allowed me to fall into. So if Miss
-Lynde does not object to meeting me, there assuredly is not the least
-reason why I should object to meeting her."</p>
-
-<p>Claire would have liked to ask, in her sincere, straightforward
-fashion, if all his feeling for Marion was at an end; and she might
-have done so but for the recollection of the look which had startled
-her. She did not acknowledge to herself in so many words what that look
-might mean; but it made her instinctively avoid any dangerous question,
-and she was not sorry when at this point their <i>tęte-ŕ-tęte</i> was
-interrupted.</p>
-
-<p>But Marion did not reappear; and when Claire at length went to seek
-her, she found that she had retired. Her room was in partial darkness,
-so that her face could not be seen, but her voice sounded altogether as
-usual when she accounted for her disappearance.</p>
-
-<p>"I found that I was more tired than I had imagined by our day of
-sight-seeing," she said. "I grew so stupid that flight was the only
-resource. Pray make my excuses to Mr. Gardner. I vanished while he went
-across the room, and I suppose he was astonished to find an empty chair
-when he returned."</p>
-
-<p>"Do you know that Mr. Earle entered just at the time you left?" asked
-Claire, who had her suspicions about this sudden flight.</p>
-
-<p>"Did he?" said Marion, in a tone of indifference. "Fortunately, it is
-not necessary to make my excuses to him. There is no more reason why
-he should wish to see me than why I should wish to see him. Another
-time will answer as well to exchange some common-places of greeting.
-Good-night, dear! Don't let me detain you longer from your friends."</p>
-
-<p>"I am so sorry you are tired! Hereafter we must be more moderate in
-sight-seeing," observed Claire.</p>
-
-<p>As she went out of the room she said to herself that she must wait
-before she could decide anything with regard to the feelings of these
-two people. Was their alienation real and complete? One seemed as
-cold and indifferent as the other. But did this coldness only mask
-the old affection, or was it genuine? Claire had some instincts which
-seldom misled her, and one of these instincts made her fear that the
-indifference was more genuine with Earle than with Marion. "That would
-be terrible," she said to herself: "if <i>he</i> has forgotten and <i>she</i> has
-not. If it were only possible that they would tell the simple truth!
-But that, I suppose, cannot be expected. If I knew it, I would know how
-to act; but as it is I can only wait and observe. I believe, however,
-that Marion left the room because he appeared; and if his presence has
-such an effect on her, she certainly cares for him yet."</p>
-
-<p>Marion was already writhing under the thought that this very conclusion
-would be drawn&mdash;perhaps by Earle himself,&mdash;and determining that she
-would never again be betrayed into such weakness. "It was the shock of
-surprise," she said in self-extenuation. "I was not expecting anything
-of <i>that</i> kind, and it naturally startled me. I know it now, and it
-will have no such effect a second time. I suppose I might have looked
-for it if I had not been so self-absorbed. Certainly it is not only
-natural, but very suitable. They seem made for each other; and I&mdash;I do
-hope they may be happy. But I must go away as soon as I can. That is
-necessary."</p>
-
-<p>It was several days after this that the meeting between herself and
-Earle took place. She had been with Claire for some hours in the
-galleries of the Vatican, and finally before leaving they entered the
-beautiful Raphael Loggia&mdash;that lovely spot filled with light and color,
-where the most exquisite creations of the king of painters glow with
-immortal sunshine from the walls. As they entered and paced slowly down
-its length, a figure was advancing from the other end of the luminous
-vista toward them. Marion recognized this figure before Claire did,
-and so had a moment in which to take firm hold of her self-possession
-before the latter, turning to her quickly, said, "Yonder comes Mr.
-Earle."</p>
-
-<p>"So I perceive," replied Marion, quietly. "He has not changed
-sufficiently to make an introduction necessary."</p>
-
-<p>The next moment they had met, were shaking hands, and exchanging
-greetings. Of the two Marion preserved her composure best. Earle was
-surprised by his own emotion when he saw again the face that once had
-power to move him so deeply. He had said to himself that its power was
-over, that he was cured in the fullest sense of that which he looked
-back upon as brief infatuation; but now that he found himself again in
-Marion's presence, a thrill of the old emotion seemed to stir, and for
-a moment rendered him hardly able to speak.</p>
-
-<p>Conventionalities are powerful things, however, and the emotion must be
-very strong that is not successfully held in check by them. Claire went
-on speaking in her gentle voice, giving the others time to recover any
-self-possession which they might have lost.</p>
-
-<p>"We just came for a turn in this beautiful place before going home,"
-she said to Earle. "They are my delight, these <i>loggia</i> of the Vatican.
-All the sunshine and charm of Italy seem to meet in the divine
-loveliness of the frescos within, and the beauty of the classic gardens
-without. A Papal audience is never so picturesque, I am sure, as when
-it is held in one of these noble galleries."</p>
-
-<p>Earle assented rather absently; then saying, "If you are about to go
-home, I will see you to your carriage," turned and joined them. It was
-a singular sensation to find himself walking again by Marion's side;
-and the recollection of their last parting returned so vividly to his
-mind that when he spoke he could only say, "My poor uncle's life was
-much, shorter than I imagined it would be, Miss Lynde."</p>
-
-<p>"Yes," replied Marion, quietly. "His death was a great surprise to
-everyone. I am sure you did not think when you parted from him that his
-life would be numbered only by weeks."</p>
-
-<p>"I certainly did not think so," he answered, with emphasis. Then he
-paused and hesitated. Conversation seemed hedged with more difficulties
-than he had anticipated. His parting with his uncle had been so closely
-connected with his parting from Marion, that he found it a subject
-impossible to pursue. He dropped it abruptly, therefore, and remarked:
-"I was greatly surprised to learn from Miss Alford that my cousin
-George Singleton is alive, and has returned from the wild regions in
-which he buried himself."</p>
-
-<p>This was a better opening. Marion replied that Mr. Singleton's
-appearance had astonished everyone concerned, but that his identity was
-fully established. "Indeed," she added, "I do not think there was a
-doubt in the mind of any one after he made his personal appearance."</p>
-
-<p>"And you gave up your fortune to him?" said Earle, with a sudden keen
-glance at her.</p>
-
-<p>She colored. "I did not feel that it was <i>my</i> fortune," she answered,
-"but rather his. Surely his father must have believed him dead, else he
-would never have made such a disposition of his property."</p>
-
-<p>"That was my impression&mdash;that he believed him dead. But it is difficult
-to speak with certainty about a man so peculiar and so reticent as my
-uncle. You will, perhaps, pardon me for saying that, since he had left
-you his fortune, I do not think you were bound to resign it all."</p>
-
-<p>"I suppose," said Marion, somewhat coldly, "that I was not bound to
-resign any of it: I had, no doubt, a legal right to keep whatever the
-law did not take from me. But I am not so mercenary as you believe. I
-could not keep what I did not believe to be rightfully mine."</p>
-
-<p>Despite pride, her voice trembled a little over the last words; and
-Earle was immediately filled with self-reproach to think that he had
-wounded her.</p>
-
-<p>"So far from believing you mercenary," he said gravely, "I think that
-you have acted with extraordinary generosity,&mdash;a generosity carried,
-indeed, beyond prudence. Forgive me for alluding to the subject. I only
-regret that my uncle's intentions toward you have been so entirely
-frustrated."</p>
-
-<p>"I have the recollection of his great kindness," she said, hurriedly.
-"I know that he desired to help me, therefore I felt it right to keep
-something. I did not leave myself penniless."</p>
-
-<p>"You would have been wrong if you had done so," remarked Earle; "but
-it would have been better still if you had kept a fair amount of the
-fortune."</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, no!" she replied; "for I had no claim to any of it&mdash;no claim, I
-mean, of relationship. I was a stranger to your uncle, and I only kept
-such an amount as it seemed to me a kind-hearted man might give to a
-stranger who had wakened his interest. Mr. George Singleton was very
-kind, too. He wished me to keep more, but I would not."</p>
-
-<p>"I understand how you felt," said Earle; "and I fear I should have
-acted in the same manner myself, so I really cannot blame you. I only
-think it a pity."</p>
-
-<p>The gentleness and respect of his tone touched and pleased her. She
-felt that it implied more approval and sympathy than he liked to
-express. Unconsciously her eyes thanked him; and when they parted a
-little later in one of the courts of the Vatican, each felt that the
-awkwardness of meeting was over, and that there was no reason why they
-should shrink from meeting again.</p>
-
-<p>"I have wronged her," said Earle to himself as he strolled away. "She
-is not the absolutely mercenary and heartless creature I had come to
-believe her. I might have known that I was wrong, or Miss Alford would
-not make a friend of her. Whoever <i>she</i> likes must be worthy of being
-liked."</p>
-
-
-
-<hr class="chap" />
-<p class="ph2">CHAPTER XXXII.</p>
-
-
-<p class="drop"><span class="uppercase">It</span> was soon apparent to Marion that Claire's talent was as fully
-recognized by the artists who made her circle now, as it had been by
-the nuns in the quiet convent she had left. They praised her work, they
-asked her judgment upon their own, and they prophesied a great future
-for her&mdash;a future of the highest distinction and the most solid rewards.</p>
-
-<p>"I knew how it would be, Claire," Marion said one day, as she sat in
-the studio of the young artist watching her at work. "I always knew
-that <i>you</i> would succeed, whoever else failed. Do you remember our last
-conversation together&mdash;you and Helen and I&mdash;the evening before we left
-school, when we told one another what we desired most in life? <i>I</i> said
-money; well, I have had it, and was forced to choose between giving it
-up or giving up my self-respect. I have found out already that there
-are worse things than to be poor. Helen said happiness&mdash;poor, dear
-Helen! and the happiness of which she was thinking slipped out of her
-fingers like a vapor. But you, Claire,&mdash;<i>you</i> chose something worthy:
-you chose success in art, and God has given it to you."</p>
-
-<p>"Yes," observed Claire, meditatively, "I have had some success; I feel
-within myself the power to do good work, and my power is recognized by
-those whose praise is of value. I feel that my future is assured&mdash;that
-I can make money enough for all my needs, and also the fame which it
-is natural for every artist to desire. But, Marion, do you know that
-with this realization has come a great sense of its unsatisfactoriness?
-There are days in which I lay down my brushes and say to myself '<i>Cui
-bono?</i>' as wearily as the most world-weary man."</p>
-
-<p>"Claire, it is impossible!"</p>
-
-<p>Claire smiled a little sadly as she went on mixing her colors. "It is
-very possible and very true," she said. "And I suppose the moral of it
-is that there is no real satisfaction in the possession of any earthly
-ideal. We desire it, we work for it, and when we get it we find that it
-has no power to make us happy. We three, each of us in different ways,
-found that out, Marion."</p>
-
-<p>"But there was no similarity in the ways," replied Marion. "Mine was an
-unworthy ideal, and Helen's a foolish one; but yours was all that it
-ought to be, and it seems to me that you should be perfectly happy in
-the attainment of it."</p>
-
-<p>"And so I am happy," said Claire. "Do not mistake me. I am happy,
-and very grateful to God; but I cannot pretend to a satisfaction in
-the attainment of my wishes which I do not find. There is something
-lacking. Though I love art, it does not fill the needs of my nature. I
-want something more&mdash;something which I do not possess&mdash;as an object, an
-incentive&mdash;"</p>
-
-<p>She broke off abruptly, and Marion was silent for a moment from sheer
-astonishment. That Claire should feel in this way&mdash;Claire so calm,
-so self-contained, so devoted to her art, so ambitious of success in
-it&mdash;amazed her beyond the power of expression, until suddenly a light
-dawned upon her and she seemed to see what it meant. It meant&mdash;it
-<i>must</i> mean&mdash;that Claire in her loneliness felt the need of love, and
-the ties that love creates. Friends were all very well, but friends
-could not satisfy the heart in the fullest sense; neither could the
-pleasure of painting pictures, nor the praise of critics, however warm.
-Yes, Claire desired love&mdash;that was plain; and love was at hand for her
-to take&mdash;love that Marion had thrown away.</p>
-
-<p>"It is just and right," said the latter to herself. "I have nothing to
-complain of&mdash;nothing! And she must not think that I will regret it. I
-must find a way to make her understand this." After a minute she spoke
-aloud: "Certainly you have surprised me, Claire; for I did think that
-<i>you</i> were happy. But I suppose the moral is, as you say, that the
-attainment of no object which we set before ourselves is able to render
-us thoroughly satisfied. But your pictures are so beautiful that it
-must be a pleasure to paint them."</p>
-
-<p>"Genius is too great a word to apply to me," remarked Claire, quietly.
-"But it <i>is</i> a pleasure to paint; I should be ungrateful beyond measure
-if I denied that. I have much happiness in it, and I am more than
-content with the success God has granted me. I only meant to say that
-it has not the power to satisfy me completely. But that, I suppose,
-nothing of a purely earthly nature can have."</p>
-
-<p>"Do you think not?" asked Marion, rather wistfully. This is "a hard
-saying" for youth to believe, even after experience has somewhat taught
-its truth. Indeed the belief that there may be lasting good in some
-earthly ideal, eagerly sought, eagerly desired, does not end with
-youth. Men and women pursue such delusions to the very end of life,
-and lie down at last in the arms of death without having ever known
-any lasting happiness, or lifted their eyes to the one Ideal which can
-alone satisfy the yearning of their poor human hearts.</p>
-
-<p>This glimpse of Claire's inmost feeling was not forgotten by Marion. It
-seemed to her that it made matters plain, and she had now no doubt how
-the affair would end as regarded Earle. She said again to herself, "I
-must go away;" but she knew that to go immediately would be to betray
-herself, and this she passionately desired not to do. Therefore she did
-what was the next best thing&mdash;she avoided Earle as much as possible,
-so markedly indeed that it would have been impossible for him to force
-himself upon her even if he had desired to do so. She persevered in
-this line of conduct so resolutely that Claire began to think that
-some conclusions she had drawn at first were a mistake, and that the
-alienation between these two was indeed final.</p>
-
-<p>But Marion's success cost her dearly. It was a severe discipline
-through which she was passing&mdash;a discipline which tried every power of
-her nature, in which there was a constant struggle to subdue everything
-that was most dominant within her. Passion that had grown stronger
-with time, selfishness that demanded what it desired, vanity that
-smarted under forgetfulness, and pride that longed to assert itself in
-power,&mdash;all of these struggled against the resolution which kept them
-down. But the resolution did not fail. "After having thrown away my
-own happiness by my own fault, I will die before I sacrifice Claire's,"
-she determined. But it was a hard battle to fight alone; and, had she
-relied solely upon her own strength, might never have been fought at
-all, or at least would have ended very soon. But Rome is still Rome,
-in that it offers on every side such spiritual aids and comforts as no
-other spot of earth affords.</p>
-
-<p>If Marion had begun to find mysterious peace in the bare little chapel
-of Scarborough, was she less likely to find it here in these ancient
-sanctuaries of faith, these great basilicas that in their grandeur
-dwarf all other temples of earth,&mdash;that in their beauty are like
-glimpses of the heavenly courts, and in their solemn holiness lay on
-the spirit a spell that language can but faintly express? It was not
-long before this spell came upon her like a fascination. When the heavy
-curtains swung behind her, and she passed from the sunlight of the
-streets into the cool dimness of some vast church; when through lines
-of glistening marble columns&mdash;columns quarried for pagan temples by the
-captives of ancient Rome&mdash;she passed to chapels rich with every charm
-of art and gift of wealth,&mdash;to sculptured altars where for long ages
-the Divine Victim had been offered, and the unceasing incense of prayer
-ascended,&mdash;she felt as if she asked only to remain and steep her weary
-heart and soul in the ineffable repose which she found there.</p>
-
-<p>She expressed something of this one day to Claire, when they passed out
-of Santa Maria Maggiore into the light of common day; and Claire looked
-at her, with a smile in her deep grey eyes.</p>
-
-<p>"Yes," she said, in her usual quiet tone, "I know that feeling very
-well. But it is not possible to have only the comfort of religion: we
-must taste also the struggle and the sacrifice it demands. We must
-leave the peace of the sanctuary to fight our appointed battle in the
-world, or else we must make one great sacrifice and leave the world
-to find our home and work in the sanctuary. I do not think that will
-ever be your vocation, Marion, so you must be content with carrying
-some of the peace of the sanctuary back with you into the world. Only,
-my dear"&mdash;her voice sank a little,&mdash;"I think if you would take one
-decisive step, you would find that peace more real and enduring."</p>
-
-<p>"I know what you mean," answered Marion, thoughtfully. "I cannot tell
-why I have delayed so long. I certainly believe whatever the Catholic
-Church teaches, because I am sure that if she has not the truth in
-her possession, it is not on earth. I am willing to do whatever she
-commands, but I am not devotional, Claire. I cannot pretend to be."</p>
-
-<p>"There is no need to pretend," returned Claire, gently; "nor yet to
-torment yourself about your deficiency in that respect. Yours is not
-a devotional nature, Marion; but all the more will your service be of
-value, because you will offer it not to please yourself, but to obey
-and honor God. Do not fear on that account, but come let me take you to
-my good friend, Monsignor R&mdash;&mdash;."</p>
-
-<p>"Take me where you will," said Marion. "If I can only retain and make
-my own the peace that I sometimes feel in your churches, I will do
-anything that can be required of me."</p>
-
-<p>"I do not think you will find that anything hard will be required of
-you," observed Claire, with a smile that was almost angelic in its
-sweetness and delight.</p>
-
-<p>And truly Marion found, as myriads have found before her, that no
-path was ever made easier, more like the guiding of a mother's hand,
-than that which led her into the Church of God. So gentle were the
-sacramental steps, and each so full of strange, mysterious sweetness,
-that this period ever after seemed like a sanctuary in her life&mdash;a spot
-set apart and sacred, as hallowed with the presence of the Lord. She
-had willingly followed the suggestion of the good priest, and gone into
-a convent for a few days before her reception into the Church. This
-reception took place in the lovely convent chapel, where, surrounded
-by the nuns, with only Claire and Mrs. Kerr present from the outer
-world, it seemed to Marion as if time had indeed rolled back, and she
-was again at the beginning of life. But what a different beginning!
-Looking at the selfish and worldly spirit with which she had faced the
-world before, she could only thank God with wondering gratitude for the
-lesson He had taught so soon, and the rescue He had inspired.</p>
-
-<p>When she found herself again in Claire's <i>salon</i>, with a strange
-sense of having been far away for a great length of time, one of the
-first people to congratulate her on the step she had taken was Brian
-Earle. He was astonished when Claire told him where Marion had gone,
-and he was more astonished now at the look on her face as she turned
-it to him. Although he could not define it, there was a withdrawal,
-an aloofness in that face which he had never seen there before. Nor
-was this an imagination on his part. Marion felt, with a sense of
-infinite relief, that she <i>had</i> been withdrawn from the influence he
-unconsciously exerted upon her; that it was no longer painful to her
-to see him; that the higher feeling in which she had been absorbed
-had taken the sting out of the purely natural sentiment that had been
-a trouble to her. She felt a resignation to things as they were,
-for which she had vainly struggled before; and, even while she was
-withdrawn from Earle, felt a quietness so great that it amounted to
-pleasure in speaking to him.</p>
-
-<p>"Yes," she said, in answer to his congratulation, "I have certainly
-proved that all roads lead to Rome. No road could have seemed less
-likely to lead to Rome than the one I set out on; but here I am&mdash;safe
-in the spiritual city. It is a wonder to me even yet."</p>
-
-<p>"It is not so great a wonder to me," he replied. "I thought even in
-Scarborough that you were very near it."</p>
-
-<p>She colored. The allusion to Scarborough made her realize how and why
-she had been near it then, but she recovered herself quickly. "In a
-certain sense I was always near it," she said, quietly. "I never for a
-moment believed that any religion was true except the Catholic. But no
-one knows better than I do now what a wide difference there is between
-believing intellectually and acting practically. The grace of God is
-absolutely necessary for the latter, and why He should have given that
-grace to <i>me</i> I do not know."</p>
-
-<p>"It is difficult to tell why He should have given it to any of us,"
-observed Earle, touched and surprised more and more. Was this indeed
-the girl who had once seemed to him so worldly and so mercenary? He
-could hardly credit the transformation that had taken place in her.</p>
-
-<p>"I have never seen any one so changed as Miss Lynde," he said later to
-Claire. "One can believe any change possible after seeing her."</p>
-
-<p>Claire smiled. "You will perhaps believe now that you only knew her
-superficially before," she replied. "There is certainly a change&mdash;a
-great change&mdash;in her. But the possibility of the change was always
-there."</p>
-
-
-
-<hr class="chap" />
-<p class="ph2">CHAPTER XXXIII.</p>
-
-
-<p class="drop"><span class="uppercase">Soon</span> after this Claire said to herself that if these two people were
-ever to be brought together again it could only be by her exertions.
-Left to themselves, it became more and more evident that such an event
-would never occur. And Claire had fully arrived at the conclusion that
-it would be the best thing which could occur; for she had no doubt of
-the genuineness of Marion's regard for Earle; and, while she recognized
-the attraction which she herself possessed for the latter, she believed
-that, underlying this, his love for Marion existed still.</p>
-
-<p>"But, whether it does or not, his fancy for <i>me</i> can come to nothing,"
-she thought; "and the sooner he knows it, the better. I should be glad
-if he could know it at once. If such a thing must be stopped, there
-should be no delay in the matter."</p>
-
-<p>It was certainly no fault of Claire's that there was any delay. Earle's
-manner to herself rendered her so nervous, especially when Marion was
-present to witness it, that she could hardly control her inclination to
-take matters in her own hand, and utter some words which it would be
-contrary to all precedent for a woman to utter until she has been asked
-for them. But her eagerness to make herself understood at last gave
-her the opportunity she so much desired.</p>
-
-<p>One evening Earle inquired about a picture on which she was engaged,
-and of which he had seen the beginning in an open-air Campagna sketch.
-She replied that she was not succeeding with it as she had hoped to do;
-and when he asked if he might not be permitted to see it, she readily
-assented.</p>
-
-<p>"For, you know, one is not always the best judge of one's own work,"
-he remarked. "You may be discouraged without reason. I will give you a
-candid opinion as to the measure of your success."</p>
-
-<p>"If you will promise an altogether candid opinion, you may come," she
-answered; "for you were present when I made the sketch, and so you can
-tell better than any one else if I have succeeded in any measure at
-all."</p>
-
-<p>"To-morrow, then," he said,&mdash;"may I come to-morrow, and at what hour?"</p>
-
-<p>Claire hesitated for a moment, and then named an hour late in the
-afternoon. "I shall not be at leisure before then," she said.</p>
-
-<p>She did not add what was in her thoughts&mdash;that at this hour she might
-see him alone, since Mrs. Kerr and Marion generally went out at that
-time to drive. It was, she knew, contrary to foreign custom for her to
-receive him in such a manner; but, strong in the integrity of her own
-purpose, she felt that foreign customs concerned her very little.</p>
-
-<p>The next day, therefore, when Earle arrived, he was informed that the
-ladies were out, except Miss Alford, who was in her studio, and would
-receive him there. A little surprised but very much pleased by this,
-he followed the servant to the room which Claire used as a studio when
-she was not studying in the galleries or in the studio of the artist
-who was her master.</p>
-
-<p>It was a small apartment, altogether devoted to work, and without any
-of the decorations which make many studios show-rooms for bric-a-brac
-rather than places for labor. Here the easel was the chief article of
-furniture, and there was little else beside tables for paints and a
-few chairs. All was scrupulously clean, fresh and airy, however; and,
-with Claire's graceful figure in the midst, it seemed to Earle, as he
-entered, a very shrine of art&mdash;art in the noble simplicity which suits
-it best.</p>
-
-<p>Claire, with her palette on her hand, was standing before the easel.
-She greeted him with a smile, and bade him come where he could command
-a good view of the painting. "Now be quite candid," she said; "for you
-know I do not care for compliments."</p>
-
-<p>"And I hope you know that I never pay them&mdash;to you," he answered, as he
-obeyed her and stepped in front of the canvas.</p>
-
-<p>It was a charming picture, a typical Campagna scene&mdash;a ruined medićval
-fortress, in the lower story of which peasants had made their home,
-and round the door of which children were playing; a group of cattle
-drinking at a flag-grown pool; and, stretching far and wide, the solemn
-beauty of the great plain. The details were treated with great artistic
-skill, and the sentiment of the picture expressed admirably the wild,
-poetic desolation of this earth, "<i>fatiguée de gloire, qui semble
-dédaigner de produire</i>."</p>
-
-<p>"You have succeeded wonderfully," said Earle, after a pause of some
-length. "How can you doubt it? Honestly, I did not expect to see
-anything half so beautiful. How admirably you have expressed the spirit
-of the Campagna!"</p>
-
-<p>"Do you really think so?" asked Claire, coloring with pleasure. "Or,
-rather, I know that you would not say so if you did not think so, and
-therefore I am delighted to hear it. I wanted so much to express that
-spirit. It is what chiefly impresses me whenever I see the Campagna,
-and it is so impossible to put it in words."</p>
-
-<p>"You have put it here," said Earle, with a gesture toward the canvas.
-"Never again doubt your ability to express anything that you like. You
-will be a great painter some day, Miss Alford; are you aware of that?"</p>
-
-<p>She shook her head, and the flush of pleasure faded from her face as
-she turned her grave, gentle eyes to him. "No," she answered, quietly,
-"I do not think I shall ever be a great painter; and I will tell you
-why: it is because I do not think that art is my vocation&mdash;at least,
-not my <i>first</i> vocation."</p>
-
-<p>"Not your first vocation to be an artist?" he said, in a tone of the
-greatest astonishment. "How can you think such a thing with the proof
-of your power before your eyes? Why, to doubt that you are an artist in
-every fibre of your being is equivalent to doubting that you exist."</p>
-
-<p>"Not quite," she answered, smiling. "But indeed I do not doubt that I
-am an artist, and I used to believe that if I really could become one,
-and be successful in the exercise of art, I should be perfectly happy.
-Now I have already succeeded beyond my hopes. I cannot doubt but that
-those who tell me, as you have just done, that I may be a painter in
-the truest sense if I continue to work, are right. And yet I repeat
-with the utmost seriousness that I do not think it is my vocation to
-remain in the world and devote myself to art."</p>
-
-<p>Earle looked startled as a sudden glimpse of her meaning came to his
-mind. "What, then," he said, "do you believe to be your vocation?"</p>
-
-<p>Claire looked away from him. She did not wish to see how hard the blow
-she must deliver would strike.</p>
-
-<p>"I believe," she said, quietly, "that it is my vocation to enter the
-religious life. God has given me what I desired most in the world, but
-it does not satisfy me. My heart was left behind in the cloister, and
-day by day the desire grows upon me more strongly to return there."</p>
-
-<p>"But you will not!" said Earle, almost violently. "It is impossible&mdash;it
-would be a sacrifice such as God never demands! Why should He have
-given you such great talent if He wished you to bury it in a cloister?"</p>
-
-<p>"Perhaps that I might have something to offer to Him," answered Claire.
-"Otherwise I should have nothing, you know. But there can be no
-question of sacrifice when one is following the strongest inclination
-of one's heart."</p>
-
-<p>"You do not know your own heart yet," said Earle. "You are following
-its first inclination without testing it. How could the peace and charm
-of the cloister fail to attract you&mdash;you who seem made for it? But&mdash;"</p>
-
-<p>Claire's lifted hand stayed his words. "See," she said, "how you bear
-testimony to what I have declared. If I 'seem made' for the cloister,
-what can that mean save that my place is there?"</p>
-
-<p>"Then is there no place for pure and good and lovely people in the
-world?" asked Earle, conscious that his tongue had indeed betrayed him.</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, yes!" she answered; "there are not only places, but there are also
-many duties for such people; and numbers of them are to be met on all
-sides. But there are also some souls whom God calls to serve Him in the
-silence and retirement of the cloister, who pine like homesick exiles
-in the world. Believe me I am one of those souls. I shrank from leaving
-the convent where I had been educated, to go out into the world; but I
-knew what everyone would say: that I was following a fancy&mdash;an untried
-fancy&mdash;if I stayed. So I went; and, as if to test me, everything
-that I desired has been given me, and given without the delays and
-disappointments that others have had to endure. The world has shown me
-only its fairest side, yet the call to something better and higher has
-daily grown stronger within me, until I have no longer any doubt but
-that it is God's will that I shall go."</p>
-
-<p>Earle threw himself into a chair, and sat for a minute silent, like one
-stunned. He felt as if he had heard a death-warrant read&mdash;as if he was
-not only to be robbed individually, but the world was to be robbed of
-this lovely creature with her brilliant gift.</p>
-
-<p>"What am I to say to you?" he cried at length, in a half-stifled voice.
-"This seems to me too horrible for belief. It is like suicide&mdash;the
-suicide of the faculties, the genius that God has given you,&mdash;of all
-the capabilities of your nature to enjoy,&mdash;of all the beauty, the
-happiness of life&mdash;"</p>
-
-<p>He paused, for Claire was regarding him with a look of amazement and
-reproach. "You call yourself a Catholic," she said, "and yet you can
-speak in this way of a religious vocation!"</p>
-
-<p>"I do not speak of religious vocations in general," he answered. "I
-only speak of yours. There are plenty of people who have nothing
-special to do in the world. Let <i>them</i> go to the cloister. But for
-you&mdash;you with your wonderful talent, your bright future&mdash;it is too
-terrible an idea to be entertained."</p>
-
-<p>"Do you know," she said gravely, "that you not only shock, you
-disappoint me greatly? How can you be a Catholic and entertain such
-sentiments?&mdash;how can you think that only the useless, the worn-out, the
-disappointed people of this world are for God? I have been told that
-Protestants think such things as that, but they are surely strange for
-a Catholic to believe."</p>
-
-<p>"I do not believe them," he said; "I am sure you know that. But when
-one is awfully shocked, one does not measure one's words. You do not
-realize how close this comes to me&mdash;how terrible the disappointment&mdash;"</p>
-
-<p>She cut him short ruthlessly. "I realize," she said, with a sweet
-smile, "that you are very kind to have such a good opinion of me&mdash;to
-believe that the world will really sustain any loss when such an
-insignificant person as I leave it for the cloister."</p>
-
-<p>"Insignificant!" he repeated, with something like a groan. "How
-little you know of yourself to think that! But tell me, is your mind
-unalterably made up to this step?&mdash;could <i>nothing</i> induce you to change
-it?"</p>
-
-<p>Her eyes met his, steady and calm as stars. "Nothing," she answered,
-firmly but gently. "When God says, 'Come,' one must arise and go. There
-is no alternative. As a preparation, He fills one with such a distaste
-for the world, such a sense of the brevity and unsatisfactoriness of
-all earthly things, that they no longer have any power to attract."</p>
-
-<p>"Not even human love?" he asked, almost in a whisper.</p>
-
-<p>She shook her head. "Not when weighed against divine love," she
-answered.</p>
-
-<p>In that answer everything was said, and a silence fell, in which Claire
-seemed to hear the beating of her heart. Would he be satisfied with
-this and go away without forcing her to be more explicit, or would he
-persist in laying on her one of the most painful necessities which can
-be laid upon a woman? As she waited with anxiety for the solution of
-this question, Earle was having something of a struggle with himself.
-The impulse was strong with him to declare unreservedly what he felt
-and what he had ventured to hope; but an instinct told him not only
-that it would be useless, but that he would inflict needless pain upon
-Claire, and mar their friendship by a memory of words that could serve
-no possible purpose. He knew that she understood him; he recognized the
-motive which had made her speak to him of a purpose that he felt sure
-had been spoken of to no other among her associates and friends; and he
-was strong enough to say to himself that he would keep silence&mdash;that
-she should know no more than she had already guessed of the pain which
-it cost him to hear her resolution.</p>
-
-<p>When he presently looked at her, it was with a face pale with feeling,
-but calm with the power of self-control. "Such a choice," he said, "it
-is not for me or for any other man to combat. I only venture to beg you
-not to act hastily. It would be terrible to take such a step and regret
-it."</p>
-
-<p>Claire smiled almost as a cloistered nun might smile at such words. "Do
-you think that one ever takes such a step hastily? No: there is a long
-probation before me; and if I have spoken to you somewhat prematurely,
-it was only because I thought I should like you to know&mdash;"</p>
-
-<p>"I understand," he said, as she hesitated. "It is well that I should
-know. Do not think that I am so dull as to mistake you in the least. I
-am honored by your confidence, and I shall remember it and you as long
-as I live. Now"&mdash;he rose&mdash;"I must bid you good-bye. I think of leaving
-Rome for a time. I have a friend in Naples who is urging me to join him
-in a journey to the East. Can I do anything for you in the Holy Land?"</p>
-
-<p>"You can pray for me," said Claire; "and believe that wherever I may be
-I shall always pray for you."</p>
-
-<p>"What better covenant could be made?" he asked, with a faint smile. And
-then, in order to preserve his composure, he took her hand, kissed it,
-and went hastily away.</p>
-
-
-
-<hr class="chap" />
-<p class="ph2">CHAPTER XXXIV.</p>
-
-
-<p class="drop"><span class="uppercase">And</span> so for Earle those Roman days ended, with the brief dream which he
-had indulged of finding in Claire's heart a response for the feeling
-that had arisen in his own. Yet no disappointment can be very keen
-when hope has not been very great, and Earle was well aware that he
-had never possessed any ground for hope. Kind and gentle as Claire had
-been, he was always conscious of something about her which seemed to
-set her at a remote distance,&mdash;an indefinable manner which had made
-him once call her "a vestal of art." He understood this now, but he
-had felt it before he understood it, and so the blow was not as heavy
-as it might have been if this underlying instinct had not existed. A
-vestal!&mdash;the expression had been well chosen; for there was indeed
-a vestal-like quality about her,&mdash;a vestal-like charm, which seemed
-to inspire thoughts of cloisteral tranquillity, and keep the fires
-of human passion at bay. This exquisite quality had been her chief
-attraction to Earle: its very unlikeness to the nature which had
-fascinated him, and from which he had recoiled, making its charm the
-greater; but even while it attracted, he had felt that it removed her
-from him and made hope wear the guise of presumption.</p>
-
-<p>Now all hope was finally at an end; and, since it is in human nature to
-resign itself to the inevitable, the wound might be said to carry its
-own cure. Earle was aware of this, and he left Rome in no melodramatic
-spirit whatever; but feeling it best to go, in order to recover
-that calm and healthy control of himself and his own feelings which
-had been lacking with him since he first met Marion in Scarborough.
-As we know that nature abhors a vacuum, it is probable that his
-attachment to Claire arose partly from the disappointment of that prior
-attachment&mdash;from the need of the heart to put another object in the
-place of that which had been dethroned; but, leaving all analysis of
-the kind for the future, he quietly accepted the pain of the present
-and went away.</p>
-
-<p>Marion had not the least doubt of the reason of his going, although
-no word fell from Claire on the subject. She said to herself that she
-was sorry&mdash;that she had hoped to know that Claire and himself were
-happy together, since they suited each other so well; but, although she
-was sincere in thinking this, there could be no doubt that, despite
-herself, she felt his departure to be a relief&mdash;that it relaxed a
-strain in which she held herself,&mdash;and that if a blank followed, a
-sense of peace, of release from painful conflict, also came. "I suffer
-through my own fault," she reflected; "therefore it is quite right that
-I should suffer." And such acceptance robbed the suffering of half its
-sting.</p>
-
-<p>Two or three tranquil months followed&mdash;months during which the
-influences that surrounded her sank deep into Marion, and seemed to be
-moulding over again the passionate, impulsive nature. Claire was one
-of the foremost of these influences, as Marion herself was well aware;
-and more than once she thought that she would be content if she might
-spend her life near the friend who had always seemed to her the voice
-of her better self. She had begun to study art&mdash;having a very fair
-talent,&mdash;and one day as she sat working at a study she said to Claire,
-who was painting busily on the other side of the room:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>"If I can ever grow to be anything of an artist, what a pleasure it
-will be for us to live and work together! I cannot think of anything I
-should prefer to that."</p>
-
-<p>Claire smiled a little. "Nevertheless," she said, "there may be
-something that you will prefer as time goes on, although our
-association is very pleasant&mdash;as pleasant to me as to you."</p>
-
-<p>"Is there anything that <i>you</i> would prefer?" asked Marion; for
-something in the tone of the other struck her with surprise.</p>
-
-<p>Claire did not answer for a moment. Then she said, quietly: "Yes. I
-must be frank with you. There is something I should prefer even to your
-companionship, even to art. I should prefer to go back to the convent
-that I have never ceased to regret."</p>
-
-<p>Marion's brush dropped from her hand. She was astonished beyond
-measure, for it was the first intimation she had received of such a
-feeling on Claire's part. "Go back to the convent," she cried, "and
-give up you art!&mdash;Claire, are you mad?"</p>
-
-<p>"Very sane, my dear," answered Claire, smiling. "I have disliked to
-tell you about it, because I knew you would be sorry. I am sorry, too,
-that it should be necessary for us to part; but I grow daily more
-certain that my vocation lies not in the world but in the cloister."</p>
-
-<p>"I am more than sorry&mdash;I am shocked!" said Marion. "With your
-talent!&mdash;why, all the artists whom we know say that your future is
-certain to be a brilliant one. And to bury that in a cloister!&mdash;Claire,
-it should not be allowed!"</p>
-
-<p>Claire remembered what other voice had said this, almost in the same
-words; but she was no more moved by it now than she had been then.</p>
-
-<p>"Who should prevent it?" she asked. "If you, for instance, had the
-power, would you venture to prevent it&mdash;to say that any soul should
-serve the world instead of serving God?"</p>
-
-<p>"That is not a fair way to put it. Cannot people serve God in the world
-as well as in the cloister?"</p>
-
-<p>"Surely yes, if it is their vocation to do so. But if one has a
-vocation for the religious life&mdash;if that imperative call is heard,
-which cannot be realized except by those who hear it, bidding one arise
-and go forth,&mdash;then one <i>cannot</i> serve God as well in the world as in
-the cloister."</p>
-
-<p>"But, Claire, may you not imagine this call? I cannot believe that God
-would have given you such a talent if He had not meant you to make the
-most of it. Think how much good you might do if you remained in the
-world&mdash;how much money you might make, as well as how much fame you
-might win!"</p>
-
-<p>"My dear," said Claire, with gentle solemnity, "how much will either
-money or fame weigh in the scales of eternity? I want to work for
-eternity rather than for time; and I am, happily, free to do so&mdash;to go
-back to the cloister, where I left my heart. Do not make it painful
-for me. Try to reconcile yourself to it, and to believe that God makes
-no mistakes."</p>
-
-<p>"I cannot be reconciled," said Marion. "It is not only that I cannot
-bear to give you up&mdash;that I cannot bear for you to resign the success
-of which I have been proud in anticipation,&mdash;but I am selfish, too. I
-think of my own life. You are my one anchor in the world, and I have
-been happy in the thought of our living together, of our&mdash;"</p>
-
-<p>Her voice broke down in tears. It was indeed a blow which fell more
-heavily than Claire had reckoned on. Feeling assured herself what would
-be the end for Marion, she overlooked the fact that Marion herself had
-no such assurance. In her disappointment and her friendlessness she
-had come to Claire as to a secure refuge, and lo! that refuge was now
-about to fail her. Emotion overpowered her&mdash;the strong emotion of a
-nature which rarely yields to it,&mdash;and for some minutes she was hardly
-conscious that Claire's tender arms were around her, and Claire's
-tender voice was bidding her take comfort and courage.</p>
-
-<p>"I am not going to leave you immediately, nor even soon," that voice
-said; "and I should certainly not leave you, under any circumstances,
-until I saw you well placed and happy. Dear Marion, do not distress
-yourself. Let us leave things in God's hands. He will show us what is
-best."</p>
-
-<p>"I am a wretch to distress <i>you</i>," said Marion, struggling with her
-tears. "But you must not believe me more selfish than I am. Do you
-think I should only miss you as a convenience of my life? No, it is
-<i>you</i>, Claire&mdash;your influence, yourself&mdash;that I shall miss beyond all
-measure. No one in the world can take your place with me&mdash;no one!"</p>
-
-<p>"But there may be a place as good for some one else to take," said
-Claire. "Do not fear: the path will open before you. If we trust God
-He will certainly show us what to do. Trust Him, Marion, and try to be
-reconciled, will you not?"</p>
-
-<p>"I will try," Marion answered; "but I fear that I never can be. You see
-now, Claire, how strong a hold the world has on me. If I were good, if
-I were spiritual-minded, I should be glad for you to do this thing; but
-as it is, my whole feeling is one of vehement opposition."</p>
-
-<p>"That will not last," said Claire. "I have seen it often, even in
-people whom you would have called very spiritual-minded; but it ended
-in the belief that whatever God wills is best. You will feel that, too,
-before long."</p>
-
-<p>Marion shook her head sadly, but she would not pain Claire by further
-words. She felt that her resolution was immovable, however long it
-might be before it was executed. "So there is nothing for me but to try
-to resign myself," she thought. "I wish it were <i>my</i> vocation that I
-might go with her; for everything that I care for seems to slip from my
-grasp."</p>
-
-<p>Apart from resigning herself in feeling, there was also a practical
-side of the question which she was well aware must be considered. Where
-was she to go, with whom was she to live when Claire had left her, and,
-like a weary dove, flown back to cloister shades? She considered this
-question anxiously; and she had not arrived at any definite conclusion,
-when one day a letter came which made her utter a cry of surprise and
-pleasure.</p>
-
-<p>"This is from Helen," she said, meeting Claire's glance; "and what I
-hoped and expected has come to pass&mdash;she has promised to marry Mr.
-Singleton."</p>
-
-<p>"Helen!" exclaimed Claire, in a tone of incredulity. "Why, I thought he
-wanted to marry you."</p>
-
-<p>Marion laughed. "That was a mistake on his part," she said, "which
-fortunately did not impose upon me. Perhaps he was a little in
-love&mdash;the circumstances favored such a delusion,&mdash;but I am sure his
-ruling motive for asking me to marry him was to give me that share of
-the fortune which he could not induce me to take in any other way. I
-really did not suit him at all. I saw before I left that Helen <i>did</i>
-suit him, and I hoped for just what has come to pass. O Claire, you
-don't know how happy it makes me! For I feel now as if I had in a
-measure atoned to Helen for the pain I caused her about that wretched
-Rathborne."</p>
-
-<p>"How?" asked Claire, smiling. "By making over Mr. Singleton and his
-fortune to her? But I am afraid you can scarcely credit yourself with
-having done that."</p>
-
-<p>"Only indirectly, but it is certain that if I had accepted him he could
-not be engaged to her now. I am so glad&mdash;so very glad! He is really a
-good fellow, and Helen will be able to do a great deal with him."</p>
-
-<p>"Is he a Catholic?"</p>
-
-<p>"She says that he has just been received into the Church. But here is
-the letter. Read it for yourself. I think she is very happy."</p>
-
-<p>Claire read the letter with interest, and when she had finished,
-returned it, saying, "Yes, I think she is certainly very happy.
-Dear Helen! how we always said that she was made for happiness! And
-now God seems to have given it to her in the form of great worldly
-prosperity&mdash;the very prosperity that <i>you</i> lost. Are not His ways
-strange to us?"</p>
-
-<p>"This is not at all strange to me," replied Marion. "What I lost would
-have ruined me; what Helen has gained will have no effect upon her,
-except to make her more kind and more charitable. She is one of the
-people whom prosperity cannot harm. Therefore it is given her in full
-measure. But it certainly would have been singular if I could have
-foreseen that after I had gained my fortune it would pass into Helen's
-hands, and that by a simple process of retribution. For if matters had
-remained as they were between Rathborne and herself, there could have
-been no question of this. And they would have so remained but for me."</p>
-
-<p>"You should be very grateful," said Claire, "that you have been allowed
-to atone so fully for a fault that you might have had to regret always.
-<i>Now</i> it can be forgotten. Helen says she will be married in April,
-does she not?"</p>
-
-<p>Marion turned to the letter. "Yes, in April&mdash;just after Easter. Claire,
-let us beg her to come abroad for her wedding journey, and join us?"</p>
-
-<p>"With all my heart," said Claire. "They can come here for a little
-time, and then we can go with them to Switzerland, or the Italian
-lakes, or wherever they wish to go for the summer. It will be pleasant
-for us to be together once more&mdash;for the last time."</p>
-
-<p>"Claire, you break my heart when you talk so!"</p>
-
-<p>"Oh! no," said Claire, gently, "I am very sure that I do not break your
-heart; and if I sadden you a little, that is necessary; but it will not
-last long. There is no need to think of it now, however; only think
-that you and Helen and I will pass a few happy days together&mdash;for I
-suppose Mr. Singleton will not be much of a drawback&mdash;before we start
-on another and a different beginning of life from that on which we
-entered when we left our dear convent."</p>
-
-
-
-<hr class="chap" />
-<p class="ph2">EPILOGUE.</p>
-
-
-<p class="drop"><span class="uppercase">A year</span> from the summer day when three girls had stood together on the
-eve of parting in their convent school-room, the same three were seated
-together on the shores of the Lago di Como. The garden of the hotel in
-which they were staying extended to the verge of the lake, and they
-had found a lovely leafy nook, surrounded by oleander and myrtle, with
-an unobstructed view over the blue sparkling water and the beautiful
-shores, framed by mountains.</p>
-
-<p>"A year ago to-day!" said Marion, meditatively, after a pause of some
-length. "Do you remember how we wondered when and where we should be
-together again? And here we are, with an experience behind us which is
-full of dramatic changes and full of instructions&mdash;at least for me."</p>
-
-<p>"Certainly for me also," observed Helen. "Looking back on what I passed
-through, I realize clearly how foolish we are to regret the loss of
-things that seem to us desirable, but which God knows to be just the
-reverse. How miserable I was for a time! Yet that very misery was
-paving the way for my present happiness."</p>
-
-<p>"Very directly," said Marion, "yet it is something I do not like to
-think of; for it might all have ended so differently but for the mercy
-of God&mdash;and yours too, Helen. You deserve happiness, because you were
-so gentle and generous under unhappiness. As for me, I deserve nothing
-good, yet I have gained a great deal&mdash;the gift of faith, relief from
-self-reproach, and the great pleasure of being here with you and
-Claire."</p>
-
-<p>Claire looked at the speaker with a smile. "The pleasure of being
-together is one that we all share," she said; "and also, I think, the
-sense of great gratitude to God. How much have I, for instance, to be
-grateful for&mdash;I who a year ago went forth into the world with so much
-reluctance&mdash;that the way has been made so clear to my feet; that I have
-now such a sense of peace, such a conviction of being in the right
-path!"</p>
-
-<p>The others did not answer. It was hard for them&mdash;particularly hard for
-Marion&mdash;to give full sympathy on this point; for the pain of impending
-separation was hanging over them, and not even their recognition of the
-peace of which Claire spoke could make them altogether willing to see
-her pass out of their lives forever. There is the irrrevocableness and
-therefore the pain of death in such partings, intensified by the fact
-that just in proportion as a character is fitted for the religious life
-does it possess the virtues to endear it most to those associated with
-it in the world. In such cases renunciation is not altogether on one
-side; and although Marion had struggled for the strength to make this
-renunciation, she could not yet control herself sufficiently to speak
-of it. Her own future looked very blank to her, although it had been
-decided that she should remain with Helen, at least for a time, when
-Claire left them.</p>
-
-<p>"I will stay with you until after your return to America," she had said
-to Helen when her plans were discussed; "but then I must find something
-to do&mdash;some occupation with which to fill my life."</p>
-
-<p>Helen shook her head. "I am sure that George will never consent to
-that," she answered.</p>
-
-<p>"And what has George to do with it?" asked Marion, amused by the calm,
-positive tone of Helen's speech. "I am really not aware that he has any
-control over me."</p>
-
-<p>"Control&mdash;no," answered Helen; "but he feels that he owes you so
-much&mdash;the recovery of his father's fortune without any expense or
-division&mdash;that he is anxious to find something he can do for you, and
-he has said again and again how much he wished that you would allow him
-to make you independent."</p>
-
-<p>"He could not make me independent of the need to fill my life with some
-work worth the doing," said Marion. "I do not yet perceive what it is
-to be, but no doubt I shall find out."</p>
-
-<p>"Of course you will find out," said Claire, with her gentle,
-unquestioning faith. "God never fails to show the way to one who is
-willing to see it."</p>
-
-<p>The way, however, had not yet been made clear to Marion as the three
-sat together on this anniversary of their first parting. She felt the
-difference between herself and her companions very keenly. To them life
-showed itself as a clear path, which they had only to follow to be
-certain that they were in the way of duty. All doubts and perplexities
-were at an end for them, whereas for her they seemed only beginning.
-What, indeed, was she to do with her life? She could as yet see no
-answer to that question, and could only trust that in God's time the
-way would be made clear to her.</p>
-
-<p>The silence after Claire's last speech lasted some time; for there
-seemed little to be said, though much to be felt, on the events of
-the past year. At length Helen observed, looking around toward the
-hotel, "How long George is in coming! He promised to follow us almost
-immediately, and I think we must have been here almost an hour."</p>
-
-<p>"Oh! no," said Claire, smiling, "not so long as that. But certainly he
-has not fulfilled his promise of coming soon."</p>
-
-<p>"And it is a pity," continued Helen; "for just now is the most
-delightful time to be on the water. I believe I will go and look for
-him. Will any one else come?"</p>
-
-<p>Claire, who was always in readiness to do anything asked of her,
-assented and rose. But Marion kept her seat. "I think this is almost
-as pleasant as being on the water," she said. "But when you have found
-George, and he has found a boat, and all is in readiness, you may
-summon me. Meanwhile I am very comfortable where I am."</p>
-
-<p>"We will summon you, then, when we are ready," said Helen. And the two
-walked away toward the hotel.</p>
-
-<p>Marion, who had still, as of old, a great liking for solitude, settled
-herself, after the others left, in a corner of the bench on which they
-had been seated, and looked at the lovely scene before her eyes which
-saw its beauty as in a dream. She was living over her life of the past
-year while she gazed at the distant, glittering Alpine summits; and
-although she had spoken truly in saying that she was deeply conscious
-of gratitude for many dangers escaped, and chiefly for the wonderful
-gift of faith, there nevertheless remained a sharp recollection of
-failure and pain dominating all her thoughts of the past.</p>
-
-<p>Her face was very grave, therefore, and her brows knitted with an
-expression of thought or suffering, when a man presently came around
-a bend of the path, and paused an instant, unobserved, to regard her.
-He saw, or fancied that he saw, many changes in that face since it had
-fascinated him first; but they were not changes which detracted from
-its charm. The beauty was as striking as ever, but the expression had
-altered much. There was no longer a curve of disdain on the perfect
-lips, nor a light of mockery in the brilliant eyes. The countenance had
-softened even while it had grown more serious, and its intellectual
-character was more manifest than ever. These things struck Brian Earle
-during the minute in which he paused. Then, fearing to be observed, he
-came forward.</p>
-
-<p>His step on the path roused Marion's attention, and, turning her eyes
-quickly from the distant scene, she was amazed to see before her the
-man who was just then most clearly in her thoughts.</p>
-
-<p>Startled almost beyond the power of self-control, she said nothing.
-It was he who advanced and spoke. "Forgive me if I intrude, Miss
-Lynde&mdash;but I was told that I should find you here; and&mdash;and I hoped
-that you would not object to seeing me."</p>
-
-<p>Marion, who had now recovered herself, held out her hand to meet his,
-saying, quietly, "Why should I object? But it is a great surprise. I
-had no idea that you were in this part of the world at all."</p>
-
-<p>"My arrival here is very recent," he said, sitting down beside her;
-"and you may fancy my surprise when, an hour after my arrival, I met
-George Singleton, and heard the extraordinary news of his marriage to
-your cousin."</p>
-
-<p>"That must have astonished you very much. We first heard of it after
-you left Rome."</p>
-
-<p>"It astonished me the more," he said with some hesitation, "because I
-had fancied it likely that in the end <i>you</i> would marry him."</p>
-
-<p>"I!" she said, coloring quickly and vividly. Then after a moment she
-added, with a tinge of bitterness in her tone, "Such an idea was
-natural, perhaps, considering your opinion of me. But it was a great
-mistake."</p>
-
-<p>"So I have learned," he answered. "But when you speak of my opinion of
-you, may I ask what you conceive it to be?"</p>
-
-<p>"Is it necessary that we should discuss it?" she asked with a touch of
-her old haughtiness. "It is not of importance&mdash;to me."</p>
-
-<p>"I am sure of that," he said, with something of humility. "But, believe
-me, your opinion of it is of importance to me. Therefore I should very
-much like to know what you believe that I think of you."</p>
-
-<p>Her straight brows grew closer together. She spoke with the air of
-one who wishes to end a disagreeable subject. "This seems to me very
-unnecessary, Mr. Earle; but, since you insist, I suppose that you think
-me altogether mercenary and ready, if the opportunity had been given
-me, to marry your cousin for his fortune."</p>
-
-<p>"Thank you," he answered when she ceased speaking. "I am much obliged
-by your frankness. I feared that you did me just such injustice; and
-yet, Miss Lynde, how <i>can</i> you? In the first place, do you suppose
-that I am unaware that you gave his father's fortune intact to my
-cousin? And in the second place, have I not heard that you refused it
-when he offered it to you again, with himself? If I had ever fancied
-you mercenary, could I continue so to mistake you after hearing these
-things? But indeed I never did think you mercenary, not even in the
-days when we differed most on the question which finally divided us.
-I did not think <i>then</i> that you desired wealth for itself, or that
-you would have done anything unworthy to gain it; but I thought you
-exaggerated its value for the sake of the things it could purchase,
-and I believed then (what I <i>know</i> now) that you did injustice to
-the nobleness of your own nature in setting before yourself worldly
-prosperity as your ideal of happiness."</p>
-
-<p>She shook her head a little sadly. "The less said of the nobleness of
-my nature the better," she answered; "but I soon found that the ideal
-was a very poor one, and one which could not satisfy me. I am glad your
-cousin came to claim that fortune, which might else have weighed me
-down with its responsibility to the end."</p>
-
-<p>"And do you forgive me," he said, leaning toward her and lowering his
-voice, "for having refused that fortune?"</p>
-
-<p>"Does it matter," she answered, somewhat nervously, "whether I forgive
-you or not? It would have ended in the same way. You, too, would have
-had to give it up when your cousin appeared."</p>
-
-<p>"But, putting that aside, can you not <i>now</i> realize a little better
-my motives, and forgive whatever seemed harsh or dictatorial in my
-conduct?"</p>
-
-<p>Marion had grown very pale. "I have no right to judge your conduct,"
-she said.</p>
-
-<p>"You had a right then, and you exercised it severely. Perhaps I was too
-presumptuous, too decided in my opinion and refusal. I have thought so
-since, and I should like to hear you say that you forgive it."</p>
-
-<p>"I cannot imagine," she said, with a marked lack of her usual
-self-possession, "why you should attach any importance to my
-forgiveness&mdash;granting that I have anything to forgive."</p>
-
-<p>"Can you not? Then I will tell you why I attach importance to it.
-Because during these months of absence I have learned that my
-attachment to you is as great as it ever was&mdash;as great, do I say? Nay,
-it is much greater, since I know you better now, and the nobleness in
-which I formerly believed has been proved. I can hardly venture to hope
-for so much happiness, but if it is possible that you can think of me
-again, that you can forgive and trust me, I should try, by God's help,
-to deserve your trust better."</p>
-
-<p>"Do not speak in that manner," said Marion, with trembling lips. "It
-is I who should ask forgiveness, if there is to be any question of
-it at all. But I thought you had forgotten me&mdash;it was surely natural
-enough,&mdash;and that when you went away it was because&mdash;on account
-of&mdash;Claire."</p>
-
-<p>"You were right," he answered, quietly. "I meant to tell you that. In
-the reaction of my disappointment about you, I thought of your friend;
-because I admired her so much, I fancied I was in love with her. But
-when she put an end to such fancies by telling me gently and kindly of
-her intention to enter the religious life, I learned my mistake. The
-thought of her passed away like a dream&mdash;like a shadow that has crossed
-a mirror,&mdash;and I found that you, Marion, had been in my heart all the
-time. I tested myself by absence, and I returned with the intention of
-seeking you wherever you were to be found, and asking you if there is
-no hope for me&mdash;no hope of winning your heart and your trust again."</p>
-
-<p>There was a moment's pause, and then she held out her hand to him.</p>
-
-<p>"You have never lost either," she said.</p>
-
-
-<p class="center">(<span class="smcap">The End.</span>)</p>
-<div class="transnote">
-
-<p class="center">Transcribers note:<br />The authors use of "woful" instead of "woeful" is legitimate and deliberate.</p>
-</div>
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