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A curtain of +transparent gauze screened him from flies and gnats, and a tightly-woven +mat of lilies and other flowers covered his feet and exhaled sweet odors +for him and for the pretty singer who sat by his side. + +Pretty boys dressed as little cupids watched every sign of the 'sham +Eros.' + +How indolently he lay on the deep, soft cushions! And yet his eyes were +every where, and though he had not failed to give due consideration to +the preparations for his feast, he devoted all the powers of his mind to +the present management of it. As at the entertainments which Hadrian was +accustomed to give in Rome, first of all short selections from new essays +or poems were recited by their authors, then a gay comedy was performed; +then Glycera, the most famous singer in the city, had sung a dithyramb to +her harp, in a voice as sweet as a bell, and Alexander, a skilled +performer on the trigonon, had executed a piece. Finally a troop of +female dancers had rushed into the room and swayed and balanced +themselves to the music of the double-flute and tambourine. + +Each fresh amusement had been more loudly applauded than the last. With +every jar of wine a new torrent of merriment went up through the opening +in the roof, by which the scent of the flowers and of the perfume burnt +on beautiful little altars found an exit into the open air. The wine +offered in libations to the gods already lay in broad pools upon the hard +pavement of the hall, the music and singing were drowned in shouts the +feast had become an orgy. + +Verus was inciting the more quiet or slothful of his guests to a freer +enjoyment and encouraging the noisiest in their extravagant recklessness +to still more unbridled license. At the same time he bowed to each one +who drank to his health, entertained the singer who sat by his side, +flung a sparkling jest into one and another silent group, and proved to +the learned men who reclined on their couches near to his that whenever +it was possible he took an interest in their discussions. Alexandria, +the focus of all the learning of the East and the West, had seen other +festivals than this riotous banquet. Indeed, even here a vein of grave +and wise discourse flavored the meal of the circle that belonged to the +Museum; but the senseless revelry of Rome had found its way into the +houses of the rich, and even the noblest achievements of the human mind +had been made, unawares, subservient to mere enjoyment. A man was a +philosopher only that he might be prompt to discuss and always ready to +take his share in the talk; and at a banquet a well-told anecdote was +more heartily welcome than some profound idea that gave rise to a +reflection or provoked a subtle discussion. + +What a noise, what a clatter was storming in the hall by the second hour +after midnight! How the lungs of the feasters were choked with +overpowering perfumes! What repulsive exhibitions met the eye! How +shamelessly was all decency trodden under foot! The poisonous breath of +unchecked license had blasted the noble moderation of the vapor of wine +which floated round this chaos of riotous topers slowly rose the pale +image of Satiety watching for victims on the morrow. + +The circle of couches on which lay Florus, Favorinus and their +Alexandrian friends stood like an island in the midst of the surging sea +of the orgy. Even here the cup had been bravely passed round, and Florus +was beginning to speak somewhat indistinctly, but conversation had +hitherto had the upper hand. + +Two days before, the Emperor had visited the Museum and had carried on +learned discussions with the most prominent of the sages and professors +there, in the presence of their assembled disciples. At last a formal +disputation had arisen, and the dialectic keenness and precision with +which Hadrian, in the purest Attic Greek, had succeeded in driving his +opponents into a corner had excited the greatest admiration. The +Sovereign had quitted the famous institution with a promise to reopen the +contest at an early date. The philosophers, Pancrates and Dionysius and +Apollonius, who took no wine at all, were giving a detailed account of +the different phases of this remarkable disputation and praising the +admirable memory and the ready tongue of the great monarch. + +"And you did not even see him at his best," exclaimed Favorinus, the +Gaul, the sophist and rhetorician. "He has received an unfavorable +oracle and the stars seem to confirm the prophecy. This puts him out +of tune. Between ourselves let me tell you I know a few who are his +superiors in dialectic, but in his happiest moments he is irresistible- +irresistible. Since we made up our quarrel he is like a brother to me. +I will defend him against all comers, for, as I say, Hadrian is my +brother." + +The Gaul had poured out this speech in a defiant tone and with flashing +eyes. He grew pale in his cups, touchy, boastful and very talkative. + +"No doubt you are right," replied Apollonius, "but it seemed to us that +he was bitter in discussion. His eyes are gloomy rather than gay." + +"He is my brother," repeated Favorinus, "and as for his eyes, I have seen +them flash--by Hercules! like the radiant sun, or merry twinkling stars! +And his mouth! I know him well! He is my brother, and I will wager that +while he condescended--it is too comical--condescended to dispute with +you--with you, there was a sly smile at each corner of his mouth--so-- +look now--like this he smiled." + +"I repeat, he seemed to us gloomy rather than gay," retorted Apollonius, +with annoyance; and Pancrates added: + +"If he does really know how to jest he certainly did not prove it to us." + +"Not out of ill-will," laughed the Gaul, "you do not know him, but I--I +am his friend and may follow wherever--he goes. Now only wait and I will +tell you a few stories about him. If I chose I could describe his whole +soul to you as if it lay there on the surface of the wine in my cup. +Once in Rome he went to inspect the newly-decorated baths of Agrippa, and +in the undressing-room he saw an old man, a veteran who had fought with +him somewhere or other. My memory is greatly admired, but his is in no +respect inferior. Scaurus was the old man's name--yes--yes, Scaurus. +He did not observe Caesar at first, for after his bath his wounds were +burning and he was rubbing his back against the rough stone of a pillar. +Hadrian however called to him: 'Why are you scratching yourself, my +friend?' and Scaurus, not at once recognizing Caesar's voice, answered +without turning round: 'Because I have no slave to do it for me.' You +should have heard Caesar laugh! Liberal as he is sometimes--I say +sometimes--he gave Scaurus a handsome sum of money and two sturdy slaves. +The story soon got abroad, and when Caesar, who--as you believe--cannot +jest, a short time after again visited the bath, two old soldiers at once +placed themselves in his way, scrubbed their backs against the wall like +Scaurus, and called out to him 'Great Caesar, we have no slaves.'--'Then +scratch each other,' cried he, and left the soldiers to rub themselves." + +"Capital!" laughed Dionysius. +"Now one more true story," interrupted the loquacious Gaul. "Once upon +a time a man with white hair begged of him. The wretch was a low fellow, +a parasite who wandered round from one man's table to another, feeding +himself out of other folks' wallets and dishes. Caesar knew his man and +warned him off. Then the creature had his hair dyed that he might not be +recognized, and tried his luck a second time with the Emperor. But +Hadrian has good eyes; he pointed to the door, saying, with the gravest +face: 'I have just lately refused to give your father anything.' And a +hundred such jokes pass from mouth to mouth in Rome, and if you like I +can give you a dozen of the best." + +"Tell us, go on, out with your stories. They are all old friends!" +stammered Florus. "But while Favorinus chatters we can drink." + +The Gaul cast a contemptuous glance at the Roman, and answered promptly: + +"My stories are too good for a drunken man." + +Florus paused to think of an answer, but before he could find one, the +praetor's body-slave rushed into the hall crying out: "The palace at +Lochias is on fire." + +Verus kicked the mat of lilies off his feet on to the floor, tore down +the net that screened him in, and shouted to the breathless runner. + +"My chariot-quick, my chariot! To our next merry meeting another evening +my friends, with many thanks for the honor you have done me. I must be +off to Lochias." + +Verus flew out of the hall, without throwing on his cloak and hot as he +was, into the cold night, and at the same time most of his guests had +started up to hurry into the open air, to see the fire and to hear the +latest news; but only very few went to the scene of the conflagration to +help the citizens to extinguish it, and many heavily intoxicated drinkers +remained lying on the couches. + +As Favorinus and the Alexandrians raised themselves on their pillows +Florus cried: + +"No god shall make me stir from this place, not if the whole house is +burnt down and Alexandria and Rome, and for aught I care every nest and +nook on the face of the earth. It may all burn together. The Roman +Empire can never be greater or more splendid than under Caesar! It may +burn down like a heap of straw, it is all the same to me--I shall lie +here and drink." + +The turmoil and confusion on the scene of the interrupted feast seemed +inextricable, while Verus hurried off to Sabina to inform her of what had +occurred. But Balbilla had been the first to discover the fire and quite +at the beginning, for after sitting industriously at her studies, and +before going to bed, she had looked out toward the sea. She had instantly +run out, cried "Fire!" and was now seeking for a chamberlain to awake +Sabina. + +The whole of Lochias flared and shone in a purple and golden glow. It +formed the nucleus of a wide spreading radiance of tender red of which +the extent and intensity alternately grew and diminished. Verus met +the poetess at the door that led from the garden into the Empress' +apartments. He omitted on this occasion to offer his customary greeting, +but hastily asked her: + +"Has Sabina been told?" + +"I think not yet." + +"Then have her called. Greet her from me--I must go to Lochias" + +"We will follow you." + +"No, stay here; you will be in the way there." + +"I do not take much room and I shall go. What a magnificent spectacle." + +"Eternal gods! the flames are breaking out too below the palace, by the +King's harbor. Where can the chariots be?" + +"Take me with you." + +"No you must wake the Empress." + +"And Lucilla?" + +"You women must stay where you are." + +"For my part I certainly will not. Caesar will be in no danger?" + +"Hardly--the old stones cannot burn." + +"Only look! how splendid! the sky is one crimson tent. I entreat you, +Verus, let me go with you." + +"No, no, pretty one. Men are wanted down there." + +"How unkind you are." + +"At last! here are the chariots! You women stay here; do you understand +me?" + +"I will not take any orders; I shall go to Lochias." + +"To see Antinous in the flames! such a sight is not to be seen every +day, to be sure!" cried Verus, ironically, as he sprang into his +chariot, and took the reins into his own hand. + +Balbilla stamped with rage. + +She went to Sabina's rooms fully resolved to go to the scene of the fire. +The Empress would not let herself be seen by any one, not even by +Balbilla, till she was completely dressed. A waiting-woman told Balbilla +that Sabina would get up certainly, but that for the sake of her health +she could not venture out in the night-air. + +The poetess then sought Lucilla and begged her to accompany her to +Lochias; she was perfectly willing and ready, but when she heard that her +husband had wished that the women should remain at the Caesareum she +declared that she owed him obedience and tried to keep back her friend. +But the perverse curly-haired girl was fully determined, precisely +because Verus had forbidden her--and forbidden her with mocking words, to +carry out her purpose. After a short altercation with Lucilla she left +her, sought her companion Claudia, told her what she intended doing, +dismissed that lady's remonstrance with a very positive command, gave +orders herself to the house-steward to have horses put to a chariot and +reached the imperilled palace an hour and a half after Verus. + +An endless, many-headed crowd of people besieged the narrow end of +Lochias on the landward side and the harbor wharves below, where some +stores and shipyards were in flames. Boats innumerable were crowded +round the little peninsula. An attempt was being made, with much +shouting, and by the combined exertions of an immense number of men, to +get the larger ships afloat which lay at anchor close to the quay of the +King's harbor and to place them in security. Every thing far and wide +was lighted up as brightly as by day, but with a ruddier and more +restless light. The north-east breeze fanned the fire, aggravating the +labors of the men who were endeavoring to extinguish it and snatching +flakes of flame off every burning mass. Each blazing storehouse was a +gigantic torch throwing a broad glare into the darkness of the night. +The white marble of the tallest beacon tower in the world, on the island +of Pharos, reflected a rosy hue, but its far gleaming light shone pale +and colorless. The dark hulls of the larger ships and the flotilla of +boats in the background were afloat in a fiery sea, and the still water +under the shore mirrored the illumination in which the whole of Lochias +was wrapped. + +Balbilla could not tire of admiring this varying scene, in which the most +gorgeous hues vied with each other and the intensest light contrasted +with the deepest shadows. And she had ample time to dwell on the +marvellous picture before her eyes, for her chariot could only proceed +slowly, and at a point where the street led up from the King's harbor to +the palace, lictors stood in her way and declared positively that any +farther advance was out of the question. The horses, much scared by the +glare of the fire and the crowd that pressed round them, could hardly be +controlled, first rearing and then kicking at the front board of the +chariot. The charioteer declared he could no longer be answerable. The +people who had hurried to the rescue now began to abuse the women, who +ought to have staid at home at the loom rather than come stopping the way +for useful citizens. + +"There is time enough to go out driving by daylight!" cried one man; and +another: "If a spark falls in those curls another conflagration will +break out." + +The position of the ladies was becoming every instant more unendurable +and Balbilla desired the charioteer to turn round; but in the swarming +mass of men that filled the street this was easier said than done. One +of the horses broke the strap which fastened the yoke that rested on his +withers to the pole, started aside and forced back the crowd which now +began to scold and scream loudly. Balbilla wanted to spring out of the +chariot, but Claudia clung tightly to her and conjured her not to leave +her in the lurch in the midst of the danger. The spoilt patrician's +daughter was not timid, but on this occasion she would have given much +not to have followed Verus. At first she thought, "A delightful +adventure! still, it will not be perfect till it is over." But presently +her bold experiment lost every trace of charm, and repentance that she +had ever undertaken it filled her mind. She was far nearer weeping than +laughing already, when a man's deep voice said behind her, in tones of +commanding decision: + +"Make way there for the pumps; push aside whatever stops the way." + +These terrible words reduced Claudia to sinking on to her knees, but +Balbilla's quelled courage found fresh wings as she heard them, for she +had recognized the voice of Pontius. Now he was close behind the +chariot, high on a horse. He then was the man on horseback whom she had +seen dashing from the sea-shore up to the higher storehouses that were +burning, down to the lake, and hither and thither. + +She turned full upon him and called him by his name. He recognized her, +tried to pull up his horse as it was dashing forward, and smilingly shook +his head at her, as much as to say: "She is a giddy creature and deserves +a good scolding; but who could be angry with her?" And then he gave his +orders to his subordinates just as if she had been a mere chattel, a bale +of goods or something of the kind, and not an heiress of distinction. + +"Take out the horses," he cried to the municipal guards; "we can use them +for carrying water."--"Help the ladies out of the chariot."--"Take them +between you Nonnus and Lucanus."--"Now, stow the chariot in there among +the bushes."--"Make way there in front, make way for our pumps." And +each of these orders was obeyed as promptly as if it was the word of +command given by a general to his well-drilled soldiers. + +After the pumps had been fairly started Pontius rode close up to Balbilla +and said: + +"Caesar is safe and sound. You no doubt wished to see the progress of +the fire from a spot near it, and in fact the colors down there are +magnificent. I have not time to escort you back to the Caesareum; but +follow me. You will be safe in the harbor-guard's stone house, and from +the roof you can command a view of Lochias and the whole peninsula. You +will have a rare feast for the eye, noble Balbilla; but I beg you not to +forget at the same time how many days of honest labor, what rich +possessions, how many treasures earned by bitter hardship are being +destroyed at this moment. What may delight you will cost bitter tears to +many others, and so let us both hope that this splendid spectacle may now +have reached its climax, and soon may come to an end." + +"I hope so--I hope it with all my heart!" cried the girl. + +"I was sure you would. As soon as possible I will come to look after +you. You Nonnus and Lucanus, conduct these noble ladies to the harbor- +guard's house. + +"Tell him they are intimate friends of the Empress. Only keep the pumps +going! Till we meet again Balbilla!" and with these words the architect +gave his horse the bridle and made his way through the crowd. + +A quarter of an hour later Balbilla was standing on the roof of the +little stone guard-house. Claudia was utterly exhausted and incapable of +speech. She sat in the dark little parlor below on a rough-hewn wooden +bench. But the young Roman now gazed at the fire with different eyes +than before. Pontius had made her feel a foe to the flames which only a +short time before had filled her with delight as they soared up to the +sky, wild and fierce. They still flared up violently, as though they had +to climb above the roof; but soon they seemed to be quelled and +exhausted, to find it more and more difficult to rise above the black +smoke which welled up from the burning mass. Balbilla had looked out for +the architect and had soon discovered him, for the man on horseback +towered above the crowd. He halted now by one and now by another burning +storehouse. Once she lost sight of him for a whole hour, for he had gone +to Lochias. Then again he reappeared, and wherever he stayed for a +while, the raging element abated its fury. + +Without her having perceived it, the wind had changed and the air had +become still and much warmer. This circumstance favored the efforts of +the citizens trying to extinguish the fire, but Balbilla ascribed it to +the foresight of her clever friend when the flames subsided in souse +places and in others were altogether extinguished. Once she saw that he +had a building completely torn down which divided a burning granary from +some other storehouses that had been spared, and she understood the +object of this order; it cut off the progress of the flames. Another +time she saw him high on the top of a rise in the ground. Close before +him in a sheet of flame was a magazine in which were kept tow and casks +of resin and pitch. He turned his face full towards it and gave his +orders, now on this side, now on that. His figure and that of his horse, +which reared uneasily beneath him, were flooded in a crimson glow--a +splendid picture! She trembled for him, she gazed in admiration at this +calm, resolute, energetic man, and when a blazing beam fell close in +front of him and after his frightened horse had danced round and round +with him, he forced it to submit to his guidance, the praetor's +insinuation recurred to her mind, that she clung to her determination +to go to Lochias because she hoped to enjoy the spectacle of Antinous in +the flames. Here, before her, was a nobler display, and yet her lively +imagination which often, sometimes indeed against her will, gave shape to +her formless thoughts--called up the image of the beautiful youth +surrounded by the glowing glory which still painted the horizon. + +Hour after hour slipped by; the efforts of the thousands who endeavored +to extinguish the blaze were crowned by increasing success; one burning +mass after another was quenched, if not extinguished, and instead of +flames smoke, mingled with sparks, rose from Lochias blacker and blacker- +and still Pontius came not to look after her. She could not see any +stars for the sky was overcast with clouds, but the beginning of a new +day could not be far distant. She was shivering with cold, and her +friend's long absence began to annoy her. When, presently, it began to +rain in large drops, she went down the ladder that led from the roof and +sat down by the fire in the little room where her companion had gone fast +asleep. + +She had been sitting quite half an hour and gazing dreamily into the +warming glow, when she heard the sound of hoofs and Pontius appeared. +His face was begrimed, and his voice hoarse with shouting commands for +hours. As soon as she saw him Balbilla forgot her vexation, greeted him +warmly, and told him how she had watched his every movement; but the +eager girl, so readily fired to enthusiasm, could only with the greatest +difficulty bring out a few words to express the admiration that his mode +of proceeding had so deeply excited in her mind. + +She heard him say that his mouth was quite parched and his throat was +longing for a draught of some drink, and she--who usually had every pin +she needed handed to her by a slave, and on whom fate had bestowed no +living creature whom she could find a pleasure in serving--she, with her +own hand dipped a cup of water out of the large clay jar that stood in a +corner of the room and offered it to him with a request that he would +drink it. He eagerly swallowed the refreshing fluid, and when the little +cup was empty Balbilla took it from his hand, refilled it, and gave it +him again. + +Claudia, who woke up when the architect came in, looked on at her foster- +child's unheard-of proceedings with astonishment, shaking her head. When +Pontius had drained the third cupful that Balbilla fetched for him he +exclaimed, drawing a deep breath: + +"That was a drink--I never tasted a better in the whole course of my +life." + +"Muddy water out of a nasty earthen pitcher!" answered the girl. + +"And it tasted better than wine from Byblos out of a golden goblet." + +"You had honestly earned the refreshment, and thirst gives flavor to the +humblest liquor." + +"You forget the hand that gave it me," replied the architect warmly. + +Balbilla colored and looked at the floor in confusion, but presently +raised her face and said, as gayly and carelessly as ever: + +"So that you have been deliciously refreshed; and now that is done you +will go home and the poor thirsty soul will once more become the great +architect. But before that happens, pray inform us what god it was that +brought you hither from Pelusium in the very nick of time when the fire +broke out, and how matters look now in the palace at Lochias?" + +"My time is short," replied Pontius, and he then rapidly told her that, +after he had finished his work at Pelusium, he had returned to Alexandria +with the imperial post. As he got out of the chariot at the post-house +he observed the reflection of fire over the sea and was immediately after +told by a slave that it was the palace that was burning. There were +horses in plenty at the post-house; he had chosen a strong one and had +got to the spot before the crowd had collected. How the fire had +originated, so far remained undiscovered. "Caesar," he said, "was in the +act of observing the heavens when a flame broke out in a store-shed close +to the tower. Antinous was the first to detect it, cried 'Fire,' and +warned his master. I found Hadrian in the greatest agitation; he charged +me to superintend the work of rescuing all that could be saved. At +Lochias. Verus helped me greatly and indeed with so much boldness and +judgment that I owe very much to him. Caesar himself kept his favorite +within the palace, for the poor fellow burned both his hands." + +"Oh!" cried Balbilla with eager regret. "How did that happen?" + +"When Hadrian and Antinous first came down from the tower they brought +with them as many of the instruments and manuscripts as they could carry. +When they were at the bottom Caesar observed that a tablet with important +calculations had been left lying up above and expressed his regret. +Meanwhile the fire had already caught the slightly-built turret and it +seemed impossible to get into it again. But the dreamy Bithynian can +wake out of his slumbers it would seem, and while Caesar was anxiously +watching the burning bundles of flax which the wind kept blowing across +to the harbor the rash boy rushed into the burning building, flung the +tablet down from the top of the tower and then hurried down the stairs. +His bold action would indeed have cost the poor fellow his life if the +slave Mastor; who meanwhile had hurried to the spot, had not dragged him +down the stone stair of the old tower on which the new one stood and +carried him into the open air. He was half suffocated at the top of them +and had dropped down senseless." + +"But he is alive, the splendid boy, the image of the gods! and he is out +of danger?" cried Balbilla, with much anxiety. + +"He is quite well; only his hands, as I said, are somewhat burnt, and his +hair is singed, but that will grow again." + +"His soft, lovely curls!" cried Balbilla. "Let us go home, Claudia. +The gardener shall cut a magnificent bunch of roses, and we will send it +to Antinous to please him." + +"Flowers to a man who does not care about them?" asked Pontius, gravely. + +"With what else can women reward men's virtues or do honor to their +beauty?" asked Balbilla. + +"Our own conscience is the reward of our honest actions, or the laurel +wreath from the hand of some famous man." + +"And beauty?" + +"That of women claims and wins admiration, love too perhaps and flowers- +that of men may rejoice the eye, but to do it Honor is a task granted to +no mortal woman." + +"To whom, then, if I may ask the question?" + +"To Art, which makes it immortal." + +"But the roses may bring some comfort and pleasure to the suffering +youth." + +"Then send them-but to the sick boy, and not to the handsome man," +retorted Pontius. + +Balbilla was silent, and she and her companion followed the architect to +the harbor. There he parted from them, putting them into a boat which +took them back to the Caesareum through one of the arch-gates under the +Heptastadium. + +As they were rowed along the younger Roman lady said to the elder: + +"Pontius has quite spoilt my fun about the roses. The sick boy is the +handsome Antinous all the same, and if anybody could think--well, I shall +do just as I please; still it will be best not to cut the nosegay." + + + + +CHAPTER XV. + +The town was out of danger; the fire was extinct. Pontius had taken no +rest till noonday. Three horses had he tired out and replaced by fresh +ones, but his sinewy frame and healthy courage had till now defied every +strain. As soon as he could consider his task at an end he went off to +his own house, and he needed rest; but in the hall of his residence he +already found a number of persons waiting, and who were likely to stand +between him and the enjoyment of it. + +A man who lives in the midst of important undertakings cannot, with +impunity, leave his work to take care of itself for several days. All +the claims upon him become pent up, and when he returns home they deluge +him like water when the sluice-gates are suddenly opened behind which it +has been dammed up. + +At least twenty persons, who had heard of the architect's return, were +waiting for him in his outer hall, and crowded upon him as soon as he +appeared. Among them he saw several who had come on important business, +but he felt that he had reached the farthest limit of his strength, and +he was determined to secure a little rest at any cost. The grave man's +natural consideration, usually so conspicuous, could not hold out against +the demands made on his endurance, and he angrily and peevishly pointed +to his begrimed face as he made his way through the people waiting for +him. + +"To-morrow, to-morrow," he cried; "nay, if necessary, to-day, after +sunset. But now I need rest. Rest! Rest! Why, you yourselves can see +the state I am in." + +All--even the master-masons and purveyors who had come on urgent affairs, +drew back; only one elderly man, his sister Paulina's house-steward, +caught hold of his chiton, stained as it was with smoke and scorched in +many places, and said quickly and in a low tone: + +"My mistress greets you; she has things to speak of to you which will +bear no delay; I am not to leave you till you have promised to go to see +her to-day. Our chariot waits for you at the garden-door." + +"Send it home," said Pontius, not even civilly; "Paulina must wait a few +hours." + +"But my orders are to take you with me at once." + +"But in this state--so--I cannot go with you," cried the architect with +vehemence. "Have you no sort of consideration? And yet--who can tell-- +well, tell her I will be with her in two hours." + +When Pontius had fairly escaped the throng he took a bath; then he had +some food brought to him, but even while he ate and drank, he was not +unoccupied, for he read the letters which awaited him, and examined some +drawings which his assistants had prepared during his absence. + +"Give yourself an hour's respite," said the old housekeeper, who had been +his nurse and who loved him as her own son. + +"I must go to my sister," he answered with a shrug. "We know her of +old," said the old woman. "For nothing, and less than nothing, she has +sent for you be fore now; and you absolutely need rest. There--are your +cushions right--so? And let me ask you, has the humblest stone-carrier +so hard a life as you have? Even at meals you never have an hour of +peace and comfort. Your poor head is never quiet; the nights are turned +into day; something to do, always something to do. If one only knew who +it is all for?" + +"Aye--who for, indeed?" sighed Pontius, pushing his arm under his head, +between it and the pillow. "But, you see, little mother, work must +follow rest as surely as day follows night or summer follows winter. The +man who has something he loves in the House--a wife and merry children, +it may be, for aught I care--who sweeten his hours of rest and make them +the best of all the day, he, I say is wise when he tries to prolong them; +but his case is not mine--" + +"But why is it not yours, my son Pontius?" + +"Let me finish my speech. I, as you know full well, do not care for +gossip in the bath nor for reclining long over a banquet. In the pauses +of my work I am alone, with myself and with you, my very worthy Leukippe. +So the hours of rest are not for me the fairest scenes, but empty waits +between the acts of the drama of life; and no reasonable man can find +fault with me for trying to abridge them by useful occupation." + +"And what is the upshot of this sensible talk? Simply this: you must get +married." + +Pontius sighed, but Leukippe added eagerly: + +"You have not far to look! The most respectable fathers and mothers are +running after you and would bring their prettiest daughters into your +door." + +"A daughter whom I do not know, and who might perhaps spoil the pauses +between the acts, which at present I can at any rate turn to some +account." + +"They say," the old woman went on, "that marriage is a cast of the dice. +One throws a high number, another a low one; one wins a wife who is a +match for the busy bee, another gets a tiresome gnat. No doubt there is +some truth in it; but I have grown grey with my eyes open and I have +often seen it happen, that how the marriage turned out depended on the +husband. A man like you makes a bee out of a gnat--a bee that brings +honey to the hive. Of course a man must choose carefully." + +"How, pray?" + +"First see the parents and then the child. A girl who has grown up +surrounded by good habits, in the house of a sensible father and a +virtuous mother--" + +"And where in this city am I to find such a miracle? Nay, nay, Leukippe, +for the present all shall be left to my old woman. We both do our duty, +we are satisfied with each other and--" + +"And time is flying," said the housekeeper, interrupting her master in +his speech. "You are nearly thirty-five years of age, and the girls--" + +"Let them be! let them be! They will find other men! Now send Cyrus +with my shoes and cloak, and have my litter got ready, for Paulina has +been kept waiting long enough." + +The way from the architect's house to his sister's was long, and on his +way he found ample time for reflection on various matters besides +Leukippe's advice to marry. Still, it was a woman's face and form that +possessed him heart and soul; at first, however, he did not feel inclined +to feast his fancy on Balbilla's image, lovely as it appeared to him; on +the contrary, with self-inflicted severity he sought everything in her +which could be thought to be opposed to the highest standard of feminine +perfections. Nor did he find it difficult to detect many defects and +deficiencies in the Roman damsel; still he was forced to admit that they +were quite inseparable from her character, and that she would no longer +be what she was, if she were wholly free from them. Each of her little +weaknesses presently began to appear as an additional charm to the stern +man who had himself been brought up in the doctrine of the Stoics. + +He had learnt by experience that sorrow must cast its shadow over the +existence of every human being; but still, the man to whom it should be +vouchsafed to walk through life hand-in-hand with this radiant child of +fortune could, as it seemed to him, have nothing to look forward to but +pure sunshine. During his journey to Pelusium and his stay there he had +often thought of her, and each time that her image had appeared to his +inward eye he had felt as though daylight had shone in his soul. To have +met her he regarded as the greatest joy of his life, but he dared not +aspire to claim her as his own. + +He did not undervalue himself and knew that he might well be proud of the +position he had won by his own industry and talents; and still she was +the grandchild of the man who had had the right to sell his grandfather +for mere coin, and was so high-born, rich and distinguished that he would +have thought it hardly more audacious to ask the Emperor what he would +take for the purple than to woo her. But to shelter her, to warn her, to +allow his soul to be refreshed by the sight of her and by her talk--this +he felt was permissible, this happiness no one could deprive him of. And +this she would grant him--she esteemed him and would give him the right +to protect her, this he felt, with thankfulness and joy. He would, then +and there, have gone through the exertions of the last few hours all over +again if he could have been certain that he should once more be refreshed +with the draught of water from her hand. Only to think of her and of her +sweetness seemed greater happiness than the possession of any other +woman. + +As he got out of his litter at the door of his sister's town-house he +shook his head, smiling at himself; for he confessed to himself that the +whole of the long distance he had hardly thought of anything but +Balbilla. + +Paulina's house had but few windows opening upon the street and these +belonged to the strangers' rooms, and yet his arrival had been observed. +A window at the side of the house, all grown round with creepers, framed +in a sweet girlish head which looked down from it inquisitively on the +bustle in the street. Pontius did not notice it, but Arsinoe--for it was +her pretty face that looked out--at once recognized the architect whom +she had seen at Lochias and of whom Pollux had spoken as his friend and +patron. + +She had now, for a week, been living with the rich widow; she wanted for +nothing, and yet her soul longed with all its might to be out in the +city, and to inquire for Pollux and his parents, of whom she had heard +nothing since the day of her father's death. Her lover was no doubt +seeking her with anxiety and sorrow; but how was he to find her? + +Three days after her arrival she had discovered the little window from +which she had a view of the street. There was plenty to be seen, for it +led to the Hippodrome and was never empty of foot-passengers and chariots +that were proceeding thither or to Necropolis. No doubt it was a +pleasure to her to watch the fine horses and garlanded youths and men who +passed by Paulina's house; but it was not merely to amuse herself that +she went to the bowery little opening; no, she hoped, on the contrary, +that she might once see her Pollux, his father, his mother, his bother +Teuker or some one else they knew pass by her new home. Then she might +perhaps succeed in calling them, in asking what had become of her +friends, and +in begging them to let her lover know where to seek her. + +Her adoptive mother had twice found her at the window and had forbidden +her, not unkindly but very positively, to look out into the street. +Arsinoe had followed her unresistingly into the interior of the house, +but as soon as she knew that Paulina was out or engaged, she slipped back +to the window again and looked out for him, who must at every hour of the +day be thinking of her. And she was not happy amid her new and wealthy +surroundings. At first she had found it very pleasant to stretch her +limbs on Paulina's soft cushions, not to stir a finger to help herself, +to eat the best of food and to have neither to attend to the children nor +to labor in the horrible papyrus-factory; but by the third day she pined +for liberty--and still more for the children, for Selene and Pollux. +Once she went out driving with Paulina in a covered carriage for the +first time in her life. As the horses started she had enjoyed the rapid +movement and had leaned out at one side to see the houses and men flying +past her; but Paulina had regarded this as not correct--as she did so +many other things that she herself thought right and permissible--had +desired her to draw in her head, and had told her that a well-conducted +girl must sit with her eyes in her lap when out driving. + +Paulina was kind, never was irritable, had her dressed and waited upon +like her own daughter, kissed her in the morning and when she bid her +good-night; and yet Arsinoe had never once thought of Paulina's demand +that she should love her. The proud woman, who was so cool in all the +friendly relations of life, and who, as she felt was always watching her, +was to her only a stranger who had her in her power. The fairest +sentiments of her soul she must always keep locked up from her. + +Once, when Paulina, with tears in her eyes had spoken to her of her lost +daughter, Arsinoe had been softened and following the impulse of her +heart, had confided to her that she loved Pollux the sculptor and hoped +to be his wife. + +"You love a maker of images!" Paulina had exclaimed, with as much horror +as if she had seen a toad; then she had paced uneasily up and down and +had added with her usual calm decision: + +"No, no, my child! you will forget all this as soon as possible; I know +of a nobler Bridegroom for you; when once you have learned to know Him +you will never long for any other. Have you seen one single image in +this house?" + +"No," replied Arsinoe, "but so far as regards Pollux--" + +"Listen to me" said the widow, "have I not told you of our loving Father +in Heaven? Have I not told you that the gods of the heathen are unreal +beings which the vain imaginings of fools have endowed with all the +weaknesses and crimes of humanity? Can you not understand how silly it +is to pray to stones? What power can reside in these frail figures of +brass or marble? + +"Idols we call them. He who carves them, serves them and offers sacrifice +to them; aye and a great sacrifice, for he devotes his best powers, to +their service. Do you understand me?" + +"No--Art is certainly a lofty thing, and Pollux is a good man, full of +the divinity as he works." + +"Wait a while, only wait--you will soon learn to understand," Paulina had +answered, drawing Arsinoe towards her, and had added, at first speaking +gently but then more sternly: "Now go to bed and pray to your gracious +Father in Heaven that he may enlighten your heart. You must forget the +carved image-maker, and I forbid you ever to speak in my presence again +of such a man." + +Arsinoe had grown up a heathen, she clung with affection to the gods of +her fathers and hoped for happier days after the first bitterness of the +loss of her father and the separation from her brothers and sisters was +past. She was little disposed to sacrifice her young love and all her +earthly happiness for spiritual advantages of which she scarcely +comprehended the value. Her father had always spoken of the Christians +with hatred and contempt. She now saw that they could be kind and +helpful, and the doctrine that there was a loving God in Heaven who cared +for all men as his children appealed to her soul; but that we ought to +forgive our enemies, to remember our sins, and to repent of them, and to +regard all the pleasure and amusement which the gay city of Alexandria +could offer as base and worthless--this was absurd and foolish. + +And what great sins had she committed? Could a loving God require of her +that she should mar all her best days because as a child she had pilfered +a cake or broken a pitcher; or, as she grew older had sometimes been +obstinate or disobedient? Surely not. And then was an artist, a kind +faithful soul like her tall Pollux, to be odious in the eyes of God the +Father of all, because he was able to make such wonderful things as that +head of her mother, for instance? If this really was so she would +rather, a thousand times rather, lift her hands in prayer to the smiling +Aphrodite, roguish Eros, beautiful Apollo, and all the nine Muses who +protected her Pollux, than to Him. + +An obscure aversion rose up in her soul against the stern woman who could +not understand her, and of whose teaching and admonitions she scarcely +took in half; and she rejected many a word of the widow's which might +otherwise easily have found room in her heart, only because it was spoken +by the cold-mannered woman who at every hour seemed to try to lay some +fresh restraint upon her. + +Paulina had never yet taken her with her to of the Christian assemblies +in her suburban villa; wished first to prepare her and to open her soul +to salvation. In this task no teacher of the congregation should assist +her. She, and she alone, should win to the Redeemer the soul of this +fair creature that had walked so resolutely in the ways of the heathen; +this was required of her as the condition of the covenant that she felt +she had made with Him, it was with the price of this labor that she hoped +to purchase her own child's eternal happiness. Day after day she had +Arsinoe into her own room, that was decked with flowers and with +Christian symbols, and devoted several hours to her instruction. But her +disciple proved less impressionable and less attentive every day; while +Paulina was speaking Arsinoe was thinking of Pollux, of the children, of +the festival prepared for the Emperor or of the beautiful dress she was +to have worn as Roxana. She wondered what young girl would fill her +place, and how she could ever hope to see her lover again. And it was +the same during Paulina's prayers as during her instruction, prayers that +often lasted more than hour, and which she had to attend, on her knees on +Wednesday and Friday, and with hands uplifted on all the other days of +the week. + +When her adoptive mother had discovered how often she looked out into the +street she thought she had found out the reason of her pupil's distracted +attention and only waited the return of her brother, the architect, in +order to have the window blocked up. + +As Pontius entered the lofty hall of his sister's house, Arsinoe came to +meet him. Her cheeks were flushed, she had hurried to fly down as fast +as possible from her window to the ground floor, in order to speak to the +architect before he went into the inner rooms or had talked with his +sister, and she looked lovelier than ever. Pontius gazed at her with +delight. He knew that he had seen this sweet face before, but he could +not at once remember where; for a face we have met with only incidentally +is not easily recognized when we find it again where we do not expect it. + +Arsinoe did not give him time to speak to her, for she went straight up +to him, greeted him, and asked timidly: + +"You do not remember who I am?" + +"Yes, yes," said the architect, "and yet--for the moment--" + +"I am the daughter of Keraunus, the palace-steward at Lochias, but you +know of course" + +"To be sure, to be sure! Arsinoe is your name; I was asking to-day after +your father and heard to my great regret--" + +"He is dead." + +"Poor child! How everything has changed in the old palace since I went +away. The gate-house is swept away, there is a new steward and there- +but, tell me how came you here?" + +"My father left us nothing and Christians took its in. There were eight +of us." + +"And my sister shelters you all?" + +"No, no; one has been taken into one house and others into others. We +shall never be together again." And as she spoke the tears ran down +Arsinoe's cheeks; but she promptly recovered herself, and before Pontius +could express his sympathy she went on: + +"I want to ask of you a favor; let me speak before any one disturbs us." + +"Speak, my child." + +"You know Pollux--the sculptor Pollux?" + +"Certainly." + +And you were always kindly disposed toward him?" + +"He is a good man and an excellent artist." + +"Aye that he is, and besides all that--may I tell you something and will +you stand by me?" + +"Gladly, so far as lies in my power." + +Arsinoe looked down at the ground in charming and blushing confusion and +said in a low tone: + +"We love each other--I am to be his wife." + +"Accept my best wishes." + +"Ah, if only we had got as far as that! But since my father's death we +have not seen each other. I do not know where he and his parents are, +and how are they ever to find me here?" + +"Write to him." + +"I cannot write well, and even if I could my messenger--" + +"Has my sister had any search made for him?" + +"No--oh, no. I may not even let his name pass my lips. She wants to +give me to some one else; she says that making statues is hateful to the +God of the Christians." + +"Does she? And you want me to seek your lover?" + +"Yes, yes, my dear lord! and if you find him tell him I shall be alone +to-morrow early, and again towards evening, every day indeed, for then +your sister goes to serve her God in her country house." + +"So you want to make me a lover's go-between. You could not find a more +inexperienced one." + +"Ah! noble Pontius, if you have a heart--" + +"Let me speak to the end, child! I will seek your lover, and if I find +him he shall know where you are, but I cannot and will not invite him to +an assignation here behind my sister's back. He shall come openly to +Paulina and prefer his suit. If she refuses her consent I will try to +take the matter in hand with Paulina. Are you satisfied with this?" + +"I must need be. And tell me, you will let me know when you have found +out where he and his parents have gone?" + +"That I promise you. And now tell the one thing. Are you happy in this +house?" + +Arsinoe looked down in some embarrassment, then she hastily shook her +head in vehement negation and hurried away. Pontius looked after her +with compassion and sympathy. + +"Poor, pretty little creature!" he murmured to himself, and went on to +his sister's room. + +The house-steward had announced his visit, and Paulina met him on the +threshold. In his sister's sitting-room the architect found Eumenes, +the bishop, a dignified old man with clear, kind eyes. + +"Your name is in everybody's mouth to-day," said Paulina, after the usual +greetings. They say you did wonders last night." + +"I got home very tired," said Pontius, "but as you so pressingly desired +to speak to me, I shortened my hours of rest." + +"How sorry I am!" exclaimed the widow. + +The bishop perceived that the brother and sister had business to discuss +together, and asked whether he were not interrupting it. + +"On the contrary," cried Paulina. "The subject under discussion is my +newly-adopted daughter who, unhappily, has her head full of silly and +useless things. She tells me she has seen you at Lochias, Pontius." + +"Yes, I know the pretty child." + +"Yes, she is lovely to look upon," said the widow. "But her heart and +mind have been left wholly untrained, and in her the doctrine falls upon +stony ground, for she avails herself of every unoccupied moment to stare +at the horsemen and chariots that pass on the way to the Hippodrome. By +this inquisitive gaping she fills her head with a thousand useless and +distracting fancies; I am not always at home, and so it will be best to +have the pernicious window walled up." + +"And did you send for me only to have that done?" cried Pontius, much +annoyed. "Your house-slaves, I should think, might have been equal to +that without my assistance." + +"Perhaps, but then the wall would have to be freshly whitewashed--I know +how obliging you always are." Thank you very much. To-morrow I will +send you two regular workmen." + +"Nay, to-day, at once if possible." + +"Are you in such pressing haste to spoil the poor child's amusement? And +besides I cannot but think that it is not to stare at the horsemen and +chariots that she looks out, but to see her worthy lover." + +"So much the worse. I was telling you, Eumenes, that a sculptor wants to +marry her." + +"She is a heathen," replied the bishop. + +"But on the road to salvation," answered Paulina. "But we will speak of +that presently. There is still something else to discuss, Pontius. The +hall of my country villa must be enlarged." + +"Then send me the plans." + +"They are in the book-room of my late husband." The architect left his +sister to go into the library, which he knew well. + +As soon as the bishop was left alone with Paulina, he shook his head and +said: + +"If I judge rightly, my dear sister, you are going the wrong way to work +in leading this child intrusted to your care. Not all are called, and +rebellious hearts must be led along the path of salvation with a gentle +hand, not dragged and driven. Why do you cut off this girl, who still +stands with both feet in the world, from all that can give her pleasure? +Allow the young creature to enjoy every permitted pleasure which can add +to the joys of life in youth. Do not hurt Arsinoe needlessly, do not let +her feel the hand that guides her. First teach her to love you from her +heart, and when she knows nothing dearer than you, a request from you +will be worth more than bolts or walled-up windows." + +"At first I wished nothing more than that she should love me," +interrupted Paulina. + +"But have you proved her? Do you see in her the spark which may be +fanned to a flame? Have you detected in her the germ which may possibly +grow to a strong desire for salvation and to devotion to the Redeemer?" + +"That germ exists in every heart-these are your own words." + +"But in many of the heathen it is deeply buried in sand and stories; and +do you feel yourself equal to clearing them away without injury to the +seed or to the soil in which it lies?" + +"I do, and I will win Arsinoe to Jesus Christ," said Paulina firmly. + +Pontius interrupted the conversation; he remained with his sister some +time longer discussing with her and with Eumenes the new building to be +done at her country house; then he and the bishop left at the same time +and Pontius proceeded to the scene of the fire by the harbor and in the +old palace. + + + + +CHAPTER XVI. + +Pontius did not find the Emperor at Lochias, for Hadrian had moved at +mid-day to the Caesareum. The strong smell of burning in every room in +the palace had sickened him and he had begun to regard the restored +building as a doomed scene of disaster. The architect was waited for +with much anxiety, for the rooms originally furnished for the Emperor in +the Caesareum had been despoiled and disarranged to decorate the rooms at +Lochias, and Pontius was wanted to superintend their immediate +rehabilitation. A chariot was waiting for him and there was no lack of +slaves, so he began this fresh task at once and devoted himself to it +till late at night. It was in vain this time that his anteroom was +filled with people waiting for his return. + +Hadrian had retired to some rooms which formed part of his wife's +apartments. He was in a grave mood, and when the prefect Titianus was +announced he kept him waiting till, with his own hand, he had laid a +fresh dressing on his favorite's burns. + +"Go now, my lord," begged the Bithynian, when the Emperor had finished +his task with all the skill of a surgeon: "Titianus has been walking up +and down in there for the last quarter of an hour." + +"And so he may," said the monarch. "And if the whole world is shrieking +for me it must wait till these faithful hands have had their due. Yes, +my boy! we will wander on through life together, inseparable comrades. +Others indeed do the same, and each one who goes through life side by +side with a companion sharing all he enjoys or suffers, comes to think at +last that he knows him as he knows himself; still the inmost core of his +friend's nature remains concealed from him. Then, some day Fate lets a +storm come raging down upon their; the last veil is torn, under the +wanderer's eyes, from the very heart of his companion, and at last he +really sees him as he is, like a kernel stripped of its shell, a bare and +naked body. Last night such a blast swept over us and let me see the +heart of my Antinous, as plainly as this hand I hold before my eyes. +Yes, yes, yes! for the man who will risk his young and happy existence +for a thing his friend holds precious would sacrifice ten lives if he had +them, for his friend's person. Never, my friend, shall that night be +forgotten. It gives you the right to do much that might pain me, and has +graven your name on my heart, the foremost among those to whom I am +indebted for any benefit.--They are but few." + +Hadrian held out his hand to Antinous as he spoke. The boy, who had kept +his eyes fixed on the ground in much confusion, raised it to his lips and +pressed it against them in violent agitation. Then he raised his large +eyes to the Emperor's and said: + +"You must not speak to me so kindly, for I do not deserve such goodness. +What is my life after all? I would let it go, as a child leaves go of a +beetle it has caught, to spare you one single anxious day." + +"I know it," answered Hadrian firmly, and he went to the prefect in the +adjoining room. + +Titianus had come in obedience to Hadrian's orders; the matter to be +settled was what indemnification was to be paid to the city and to the +individual owners of the storehouses that had been destroyed, for Hadrian +had caused a decree to be proclaimed that no one should suffer any loss +through a misfortune sent by the gods and which had originated in his +residence. The prefect had already instituted the necessary inquiries +and the private secretaries, Phlegon, Heliodorus and Celer, were now +charged with the duty of addressing documents to the injured parties in +which they were invited, in the name of Caesar, to declare the truth as +to the amount of the loss they had suffered. Titianus also brought the +information that the Greeks and Jews had determined to express their +thankfulness for Caesar's preservation by great thank-offerings. + +And the Christians," asked Hadrian. + +"They abominate the sacrifice of animals, but they will unite in a common +act of thanksgiving." + +"Their gratitude will not cost them much," said Hadrian. + +"Their bishop, Eumenes, brought me a sum of money for which a hundred +oxen might be bought, to distribute among the poor. He said the God of +the Christians is a spirit and requires none but spiritual sacrifices; +that the best offering a man can bring him is a prayer prompted by the +spirit and proceeding from a loving heart." + +"That sounds very well for us," said Hadrian. "But it will not do for +the people. Philosophical doctrines do not tend to piety; the populace +need visible gods and tangible sacrifices. Are the Christians here good +citizens and devoted to the welfare of the state?" + +"We need no courts of justice for them." + +"Then take their money and distribute it among the needy; but I must +forbid their meeting for a general thanksgiving; they may raise their +hands to their great spirit in my behalf, in private. Their doctrine +must not be brought into publicity; it is not devoid of a delusive charm +and it is indispensable to the safety of the state that the mob should +remain faithful to the old gods and sacrifices." + +"As you command, Caesar." + +"You know the account given of the Christians by Pliny and Trajan?" + +"And Trajan's answer." + +"Well then let us leave them to follow their own devices in private after +their own fashion; only they must not commit any breach of the laws of +the state nor force themselves into publicity. As soon as they show any +disposition to refuse to the old gods the respect that is due to them, or +to raise a finger against them, severity must be exercised and every +excess must be punished by death." + +During this conversation Verus had entered the room; he was following the +Emperor everywhere to-day for he hoped to hear him say a word as to his +observation of the heavens, and yet he did not dare to ask him what he +had discovered from them. + +When he saw that Hadrian was occupied he made a chamberlain conduct him +to Antinous. The favorite turned pale as he saw the praetor, still he +retained enough presence of mind to wish him all happiness on his +birthday. It did not escape Verus that his presence had startled the +lad; he therefore plied him at first with indifferent questions, +introduced pleasing anecdotes into his conversation and then, when +he had gained his purpose, he added carelessly: + +"I must thank you in the name of the state and of every friend of +Caesar's. You carried out your undertaking well to the end, though by +somewhat overpowering means." + +"I entreat you say no more," interrupted Antinous eagerly, and looking +anxiously at the door of the next room. + +"Oh! I would have sacrificed all Alexandria to preserve Caesar's mind +from gloom and care. Besides we have both paid dearly for our good +intentions and for those wretched sheds." + +"Pray talk of something else." + +"You sit there with your hands bound up and your hair singed, and I feel +very unwell." + +"Hadrian said you had helped valiantly in the rescue." + +"I was sorry for the poor rats whose gathered store of provisions the +flames were so rapidly devouring, and all hot as I was from my supper, I +flung myself in among the men who were extinguishing the fire. My first +reward was a bath of cold, icy-cold sea-water, which was poured over my +head out of a full skin. All doctrines of ethics are in disgrace with +me, and I have long considered all the dramatic poets, in whose pieces +virtue is rewarded and crime punished, as a pack of fools; for my +pleasantest hours are all due to my worst deeds; and sheer annoyance and +misery, to my best. No hyena can laugh more hoarsely that I now speak; +some portion of me inside here, seems to have been turned into a hedgehog +whose spines prick and hurt me, and all this because I allowed myself to +be led away into doing things which the moralists laud as virtuous." + +"You cough, and you do not look well. He down awhile." + +"On my birthday? No, my young friend. And now let me just ask you +before I go: Can you tell me what Hadrian read in the stars?" + +"No." + +"Not even if I put my Perseus at your orders for every thing you may +require of him? The man knows Alexandria and is as dumb as a fish." + +"Not even then, for what I do not know I cannot tell. We are both of us +ill, and I tell you once more you will be wise to take care of yourself." +Verus left the room, and Antinous watched him go with much relief. + +The praetor's visit had filled him with disquietude, and had added to the +dislike he felt for him. He knew that he had been used to base ends by +Verus, for Hadrian had told him so much as that he had gone up to the +observatory not to question the stars for himself but to cast the +praetor's horoscope, and that he had informed Verus of his intention. + +There was no excuse, no forgiveness possible for the deed he had done; to +please that dissolute coxcomb, that mocking hypocrite, he had become a +traitor to his master and an incendiary, and must endure to be +overwhelmed with praises and thanks by the greatest and most keen-sighted +of men. He hated, he abhorred himself, and asked himself why the fire +which had blazed around him had been satisfied only to inflict slight +injuries on his hands and hair. When Hadrian returned to him he asked +his permission to go to bed. The Emperor gladly granted it, ordered +Mastor to watch by his side, and then agreed to his wife's request that +he would visit her. + +Sabina had not been to the scene of the fire, but she had sent a +messenger every hour to inquire as to the progress of the conflagration +and the well-being of her husband. When he had first arrived at the +Caesareum she had met and welcomed him and then had retired to her own +apartments. + +It wanted only two hours of midnight when Hadrian entered her room; he +found her reclining on a couch without the jewels she usually wore in the +daytime but dressed as for a banquet. + +"You wished to speak with me?" said the Emperor. "Yes, and this day-- +so full of remarkable events as it has been--has also a remarkable close +since I have not wished in vain." + +"You so rarely give me the opportunity of gratifying a wish." + +"And do you complain of that?" + +"I might--for instead of wishing you are wont to demand." + +"Let us cease this strife of idle words." + +"Willingly. With what object did you send for me?" + +"Verus is to-day keeping his birthday." + +"And you would like to know what the stars promise him?" + +"Rather how the signs in the heavens have disposed you towards him." + +"I had but little time to consider what I saw. But at any rate the stars +promise him a brilliant future." + +A gleam of joy shone in Sabina's eyes, but she forced herself to keep +calm and asked, indifferently: + +"You admit that, and yet you can come to no decision?" + +"Then you want to hear the decisive word spoken at once, to-day?" + +"You know that without my answering you." + +"Well, then, his star outshines mine and compels me to be on my guard +against him." + +"How mean! You are afraid of the praetor?" + +"No, but of his fortune which is bound up with you?" + +"When he is our son his greatness will be ours." + +"By no means, since if I make him what you wish him to be, he will +certainly try to make our greatness his. Destiny--" + +"You said it favored him; but unfortunately I must dispute the +statement." + +"You? Do you try too, to read the stars?" + +"No, I leave that to men. Have you heard of Ammonius, the astrologer?" + +"Yes. A very learned man who observes from the tower of the Serapeum, +and who, like many of his fellows in this city has made use of his art +to accumulate a large fortune." + +"No less a man than the astronomer Claudius Ptolemaeus referred me to +him." + +"The best of recommendation." + +"Well, then, I commissioned Ammonius to cast the horoscope for Verus +during the past night and he brought it to me with an explanatory key. +Here it is." + +The Emperor hastily seized the tablet which Sabina held out to him, and +as he attentively examined the forecasts, arranged in order according to +the hours, he said: + +"Quite right. That of course did not escape me! Well done, exactly the +same as my own observations--but here--stay--here comes the third hour, +at the beginning of which I was interrupted. Eternal gods! what have we +here?" + +The Emperor held the wax tablet prepared by Aminonius at arm's length +from his eyes and never parted his lips again till he had come to the end +of the last hour of the night. Then he dropped the hand that held the +horoscope, saying with a shudder: + +"A hideous destiny. Horace was right in saying the highest towers fall +with the greatest crash." + +"The tower of which you speak," said Sabina, "is that darling of fortune +of whom you are afraid. Vouchsafe then to Verus a brief space of +happiness before the horrible end you foresee for him." + +While she spoke Hadrian sat with his eyes thoughtfully fixed on the +ground, and then, standing in front of his wife, he replied: + +"If no sinister catastrophe falls upon this man, the stars and the fate +of men have no more to do with one another than the sea with the heart of +the desert, than the throb of men's pulses with the pebbles in the brook. +If Ammonius has erred ten times over still more than ten signs remain on +this tablet, hostile and fatal to the praetor. I grieve for Verus--but +the state suffers with the sovereign's misfortunes.--This man can never +be my successor." + +"No?" asked Sabina rising from her couch. "No? Not when you have seen +that your own star outlives his? Not though a glance at this tablet +shows you that when he is nothing but ashes the world will still continue +long to obey your nod?" + +"Compose yourself and give me time.--Yes, I still say not even so." + +"Not even so," repeated Sabina sullenly. Then, collecting herself, she +asked in a tone of vehement entreaty: + +"Not even so--not even if I lift my hands to you in supplication and cry +in your face that you and Fate have grudged me the blessing, the +happiness, the crown and aim of a woman's life, and I must and I will +attain it; I must and I will once, if only for a short time, hear myself +called by some dear lips by the name which gives the veriest beggar-woman +with her infant in her arms preeminence above the Empress who has never +stood by a child's cradle. I must and I will, before I die, be a mother, +be called mother and be able to say, 'my child, my son--our son.'" And as +she spoke she sobbed aloud and covered her face with her hands. + +The Emperor drew back a step from his wife. A miracle had been wrought +before his eyes. Sabina--in whose eyes no tear had ever been seen-- +Sabina was weeping, Sabina had a heart like other women. Greatly +astonished and deeply moved he saw her turn from him, utterly shaken by +the agitation of her feelings, and sink on her knees by the side of the +couch she had quitted to hide her face in the cushions. He stood +motionless by her side, but presently going nearer to her: + +"Stand up, Sabina," he said. "Your desire is a just one. You shall have +the son for whom your soul longs." + +The Empress rose and a grateful look in her eyes, swimming in tears, met +his glance. Sabina could smile too, she could look sweet! It had taken +a lifetime, it had needed such a moment as this to reveal it to Hadrian. + +He silently drew a seat towards her and sat down by her side; for some +time he sat with her hand clasped in his, in silence. Then he let it go +and said kindly: + +"And will Verus fulfil all you expect of a son?" She nodded assent. + +"What makes you so confident of that?" asked the Emperor. "He is a +Roman and not lacking in brilliant and estimable gifts. A man who shows +such mettle alike in the field and in the council-chamber and yet can +play the part of Eros with such success will also know how to wear the +purple without disgracing it. But he has his mother's light blood, and +his heart flutters hither and thither." + +"Let him be as he is. We understand each other and he is the only man on +whose disposition I can build, on whose fidelity I can count as securely +as if he were my favorite son." + +"And on what facts is this confidence based?" + +"You will understand me, for you are not blind to the signs which Fate +vouchsafes to us. Have you time to listen to a short story?" + +"The night is yet young." + +"Then I will tell you. Forgive me if I begin with things that seem dead +and gone; but they are not, for they live and work in me to this hour. I +know that you yourself did not choose me for your wife. Plotina chose me +for you--she loved you, whether your regard for her was for the beautiful +woman or for the wife of Caesar to whom everything belonged that you had +to look for--how should I know?" + +"It was Plotina, the woman, that I honored and loved--" + +"In choosing me she chose you a wife who was tall and so fitted to wear +the purple, but who was never beautiful. She knew me well and she knew +that I was less apt than any other woman to win hearts; in my parents' +house no child ever enjoyed so slender a share of the gifts of love, and +none can know better than you that my husband did not spoil me with +tenderness." + +"I could repent of it at this moment." + +"It would be too late now. But I will not be bitter--no, indeed I will +not. And yet if you are to understand me I must own that so long as I +was young I longed bitterly for the love which no one offered me." + +"And you yourself have never loved?" + +"No--but it pained me that I could not. In Plotina's apartments I often +saw the children of her relations, and many a time I tried to attract +them to me, but while they would play confidently with other women they +seemed to shun me. Soon I even grew cross to them--only our Verus, the +little son of Celonius Commodus, would give me frank answers when I spoke +to him, and would bring me his broken toys that I might mend their +injuries. And so I got to love the child." + +"He was a wonderfully sweet, attractive boy." + +"He was indeed. One day we women were all sitting together in Caesar's +garden. Verus came running out with a particularly fine apple that +Trajan himself had given him. The rosy-cheeked fruit was admired by +every one. Then Plotina, in fun took the apple out of the boy's hand and +asked him if he would not give his apple to her. He looked at her with +wide-open puzzled eyes, shook his curly head, ran up to me and gave me-- +yes, me, and no one else--the fruit, throwing his arms round my neck and +saying, 'Sabina you shall have it.'" + +"The judgment of Paris." + +"Nay, do not jest now. This action of an unselfish child gave me courage +to endure the troubles of life. I knew now that there was one creature +that loved me, and that one repaid all that I felt for him, all that I +was never weary of doing for him with affectionate liking. He is the +only being, of whom I know, that will weep when I die. Give him the +right to call me his mother and make him our son." + +"He is our son," said Hadrian, with dignified gravity, and held out his +hand to Sabina. She tried to lift it to her lips but he drew it away and +went on: + +"Inform him that we accept him as our son. His wife is the daughter of +Nigrinus--who had to go, as I desired to stay and stand firm. You do not +love Lucilla, but we must both admire her for I do not know another woman +in Rome whose virtue a man might vouch for. Besides, I owe her a father, +and am glad to have such a daughter; thus we shall be blessed with +children. Whether I shall appoint Verus my successor and proclaim to the +world who shall be its future ruler I cannot now decide; for that I need +a calmer hour. Till to-morrow, Sabina. This day began with a +misfortune; may the deed with which we have combined to end it prosper +and bring us happiness." + + + + +CHAPTER XVII. + +There are often fine warm days in February, but those who fancy the +spring has come find themselves deceived. The bitter, hard Sabina could +at times let soft and tender emotions get the mastery over her, but as +soon as the longing of her languishing soul for maternal happiness was +gratified, she closed her heart again and extinguished the fire that had +warmed it. Every one who approached her, even her husband, felt himself +chilled and repelled again by her manner. + +Verus was ill. The first symptoms of a liver complaint which his +physicians had warned him might ensue, if he, an European, persisted in +his dissipated life at Alexandria as if it were Rome, now began to +occasion him many uneasy hours, and this, the first physical pain that +fate had ever inflicted on him, he bore with the utmost impatience. +Even the great news which Sabina brought him, realizing his boldest +aspirations, had no power to reconcile him to the new sensation of being +ill. He learnt, at the same time, that Hadrian's alarm at the +transcendent brightness of his star had nearly cost him his adoption, +and as he firmly believed that he had brought on his sufferings by his +efforts to extinguish the fire that Antinous had kindled, he bitterly +rued his treacherous interference with the Emperor's calculations. Men +are always ready to cast any burden, and especially that of a fault they +have committed, on to the shoulders of another; and so the suffering +praetor cursed Antinous and the learning of Simeon Ben Jochai, because, +if it had not been for them the mischievous folly which had spoilt his +pleasure in life would never have been committed. + +Hadrian had requested the Alexandrians to postpone the theatrical +displays and processions that they had prepared for him, as his +observations as to the course of destiny during the coming year were not +yet complete. Every evening he ascended the lofty observatory of the +Serapeum and gazed from thence at the stars. His labors ended on the +tenth of January; on the eleventh the festivities began. They lasted +through many days, and by the desire of the praetor the pretty daughter +of Apollodorus the Jew was chosen to represent Roxana. Everything that +the Alexandrians had prepared to do honor to their sovereign was +magnificent and costly. So many ships had never before been engaged in +any Naumachia as were destroyed here in the sham sea-fight, no greater +number of wild beasts had ever been seen together on any occasion even in +the Roman Circus; and how bloody were the fights of the gladiators, in +which black and white combatants afforded a varied excitement for both +heart and senses. In the processions, the different elements which were +supplied by the great central metropolis of Egyptian, Greek and Oriental +culture afforded such a variety of food for the eye that, in spite of +their interminable length, the effect was less fatiguing than the Romans +had feared. The performances of the tragedies and comedies were equally +rich in startling effects; conflagrations and floods were introduced and +gave the Alexandrian actors the opportunity of displaying their talents +with such brilliant success that Hadrian and his companions were forced +to acknowledge that even in Rome and Athens they had never witnessed any +representations equally perfect. + +A piece by the Jewish author Ezekiel who, under the Ptolemies, wrote +dramas in the Greek language of which the subject was taken from the +history of his own people, particularly claimed the Emperor's attention. + +Titianus during all this festive season was unluckily suffering from an +attack of old-standing breathlessness, and he also had his hands full; +at the same time he did his best in helping Pontius in seeking out the +sculptor Pollux. Both men did their utmost, but though they soon were +able to find Euphorion and dame Doris, every trace of their son had +vanished. Papias, the former employer of the man who had disappeared, +was no longer in the city, having been sent by Hadrian to Italy to +execute centaurs and other figures to decorate his villa at Tibur. His +wife who remained at home, declared that she knew nothing of Pollux but +that he had abruptly quitted her husband's service. The unfortunate +man's fellow-workmen could give no news of him whatever, for not one of +them had been present when he was seized; Papias had had foresight enough +to have the man he dreaded placed in security without the presence of any +witnesses. Neither the prefect nor the architect thought of seeking the +worthy fellow in prison, and even if they had done so they would hardly +have found him, for Pollux was not kept in durance in Alexandria itself. +The prisons of the city had overflowed after the night of the holiday and +he had been transferred to Canopus and there detained and brought up for +trial. + +Pollux had unhesitatingly owned to having taken the silver quiver and to +having been very angry at his master's accusation. Thus he produced from +the first an unfavorable impression on the judge, who esteemed Papias as +a wealthy man, universally respected. The accused had hardly been +allowed to speak at all and judgment was immediately pronounced against +him, on the strength of his master's accusation and his own admissions. +It would have been sheer waste of time to listen to the romances with +which this audacious rascal--who forgot all the respect he owed to his +teacher and benefactor--wanted to cram the judges. Two years of +reflection, the protectors of the law deemed, might suffice to teach this +dangerous fellow to respect the property of others and to keep him from +outbreaks against those to whom he owed gratitude and reverence. + +Pollux, safe in the prison at Canopus, cursed his destiny and indulged in +vain hopes of the assistance of his friends. These were at last weary of +the vain search and only asked about him occasionally. He at first was +so insubordinate under restraint that he was put under close ward from +which he was not released until, instead of raging with fury he dreamed +away his days in sullen brooding. The gaoler knew men well, and he +thought he could safely predict that at the end of his two years' +imprisonment this young thief would quit his cell a harmless imbecile. + +Titianus, Pontius, Balbilla and even Antinous had all attempted to speak +of him to the Emperor, but each was sharply repulsed and taught that +Hadrian was little inclined to pardon a wound to his artist's vanity. +But the sovereign also proved that he had a good memory for benefits he +had received, for once, when a dish was set before him consisting of +cabbage and small sausages he smiled, and taking out his purse filled +with gold pieces, he ordered a chamberlain to take it in his name to +Doris, the wife of the evicted gate-keeper. The old couple now resided +in a little house of their own in the neighborhood of their widowed +daughter Diotima. Hunger and external misery came not nigh them, still +they had experienced a great change. Poor Doris' eyes were now red and +bloodshot, for they were accustomed to many tears, which were seldom far +off and overflowed whenever a word, an object, a thought reminded her of +Pollux, her darling, her pride and her hope; and there were few half- +hours in the day when she did not think of him. + +Soon after the steward's death she had sought out Selene, but dame Hannah +could not and would not conduct her to see the sick girl, for she learnt +from Mary that she was the mother of her patient's faithless lover; and +on a second visit Selene was so shy, so timid and so strange in her +demeanor, that the old woman was forced to conclude that her visit was an +unpleasant intrusion. + +And from Arsinoe, whose residence she discovered from the deaconess, she +met with even a worse reception. She had herself announced as the mother +of Pollux the sculptor and was abruptly refused admission, with the +information that Arsinoe was not to be spoken with by her and that her +visits were, once for all, prohibited. After the architect Pontius had +been to seek her out and had encouraged her to make another attempt to +see and speak to Arsinoe, who clung faithfully to Pollux, Paulina herself +had received her and sent her away with such repellent words that she +went home to her husband deeply insulted and distressed to tears. Nor +had she resisted Euphorion's decision when he prohibited her ever again +crossing the Christian's threshold. + +The Emperor's donation had been most welcome and timely to the poor old +couple, for Euphorion had completely lost the softness of his voice as +well as his memory through the agitations and troubles of the last few +months; he had been dismissed from the chorus of the theatre and could +only find employment and very small pay of a few drachmae, in the +mysteries of certain petty sectarians or in singing at weddings or in +hymns of lamentation. At the same time the old folks had to maintain +their daughter whom Pollux could no longer provide for, and the birds, +the Graces and the cat all must eat. That it would be possible to get +rid of them was an idea which never occurred to either Euphorion or +Doris. + +By day the old folks had ceased to laugh; but at night they still had +many cheerful hours, for then Hope would beguile them with bright +pictures of the future, and tell them all sorts of possible and +impossible romances which filled their souls with fresh courage. How +often they would see Pollux returning from the distant city whither he +had probably fled-from Rome, or even from Athens--crowned with laurels +and rich in treasure. The Emperor, who still so kindly remembered them, +could not always be angry with him; perhaps he might some day send a +messenger to seek Pollux and to make up to him by large commissions for +all he had made him suffer. That her darling was alive she was sure; in +that she could not be mistaken, often as Euphorion tried to persuade her +that he must be dead. The singer could tell many tales of luckless men +who had been murdered and never seen or heard of again; but she was not +to be convinced, she persisted in hope, and lived wholly in the purpose +of sending her younger son, Teuker, on his travels to seek his lost +brother as soon as his apprenticeship was over, which would be in a few +months. + +Antinous, whose burnt hands had soon got well under the Emperor's care, +and who had never felt a liking and friendship for any other young man +but Pollux, lamented the artist's disappearance and wished much to seek +out dame Doris; but he found it harder than ever to leave his master, and +was so eager always to be at hand that Hadrian often laughingly +reproached him with making his slaves' duties too light. + +When at last he really was master of an hour to himself he postponed his +intention of seeing his friend's parents; for with him there was always a +wide world between the purpose and the deed which he never could +overleap, if not urged by some strong impulse; and his most pressing +instincts prompted him, when the Emperor was disputing in the Museum or +receiving instructions from the chiefs of the different religious +communities as to the doctrines they severally professed, to visit the +suburban villa where, when February had already begun, Selene was still +living. He had often succeeded in stealing into Paulina's garden, but he +could not at first realize his hope of being observed by Selene of +obtaining speech with her. Whenever he went near Hannah's little house, +Mary, the deformed girl, would come in his way, tell him how her friend +was, and beg or desire him to go away. She was always with the sick +girl, for now her mother was nursed by her sister, and dame Hannah had +obtained permission for her to work at home in gumming the papyrus-strips +together. + +The widow herself was obliged to be at her post in the factory, for her +duties as overseer made her presence indispensable in the work-room. + +Thus it came to pass that it was always by Mary and never by Hannah that +Antinous was received and dismissed. A certain understanding had arisen +between the beautiful youth and the deformed girl. When Antinous +appeared and she called out to him: "What, again already!" he would +grasp her hand and implore her only once to grant his wish; but she was +always firm, only she never sent him away sternly but with smiles and +friendly admonitions. When he brought rare and lovely flowers in his +pallium and entreated her to give them to Selene in the name of her +friend at Lochias, she would take them and promise to place them in her +room; but she always said it would do neither him nor her any good at all +that Selene should know from whom they came. After such repulses he well +knew how to flatter and coax her with appealing words, but he had never +dared to defy her or to gain his end by force. When the flowers were +placed in the room Mary looked at them much oftener than Selene did, and +when Antinous had been long absent the deformed girl longed to see him +again, and would pace restlessly up and down between the garden gate and +her friend's little house. She, like him, dreamed of an angel, and the +angel of whom she dreamed was exactly like himself. In all her prayers +she included the name of the handsome heathen and a soft tenderness in +which a gentle pity was often infused, a grief for his unredeemed soul, +was inseparable from all her thoughts of him. + +Hannah was informed by her of each of the young man's visits, and as +often as Mary mentioned Antinous the deaconess seemed anxious and desired +her to threaten to call the gate-keeper to him. The widow knew full well +who her patient's indefatigable admirer was, for she had once heard him +speaking to Mastor, and she had asked the slave, who availed himself of +every spare moment to attend the services of the Christians, who the lad +was. All Alexandria, nay all the Empire, knew the name of the most +beautiful youth of his time, the spoilt favorite of Caesar. Even Hannah +had heard of him and knew that poets sang his praises and heathen women +were eager to obtain a glance from his eyes. She knew how devoid of all +morality were the lives of the nobles at Rome, and Antinous appeared to +her as a splendid falcon that wheels above a dove to swoop down upon it +at a favorable moment and to tear it in its beak and talons. Hannah also +knew that Selene was acquainted with Antinous, that it was he who had +formerly rescued her from the big dog and afterward saved her from the +water; but that Selene, who was now recovering, did not know who her +preserver had been on this second occasion was clear from all that she +said. + +Towards the end of February Antinous had come on three days in +succession, and Hannah now took the step of begging the bishop, Eumenes, +to give the gate keeper strict injunctions to look out for the young man +and to forbid his entering the garden, even with force if it should prove +necessary. + +But "love laughs at locksmiths" and finds its way through locked doors, +and Antinous succeeded all the same in finding his way into Paulina's +garden. On one of these occasions he was so happy to surprise Selene, +as, supported on a stick and accompanied by a fair-haired boy and dame +Hannah herself, she hobbled up and down. + +Antinous had learnt to regard everything crippled or defective with +aversion, as a monstrous failure of nature's plastic harmony, but to pity +it tenderly; but now he felt quite differently. Mary with her humpback +had at first horrified him; now he was always glad to see her though she +always crossed his wishes; and poor lame Selene, who had been mocked at +by the street boys as she limped along, seemed to him more adorable than +ever. How lovely were her face and form, how peculiar her way of +walking--she did not limp--no, she swayed along the garden. Thus, as he +said to himself afterwards, the Nereids are borne along on the undulating +waves. Love is easily satisfied, nor is this strange, for it raises all +that comes within its embrace to a loftier level of existence. In the +light of love weakness is a virtue and want an additional charm. + +But the Bithynian's visits were not the widow's only cares; though she +bore the others, it is true, not anxiously but with pleasure. Her +household had increased by two living souls, and her income was very +small. That her patient might not want, she had to work with her own +hands while she superintended the girls in the factory, and to carry home +with her in the evening papyrus-leaves, not only for Mary, but for +herself too, and to glue them together during the long hours of the +night. As soon as Selene's condition improved, she too helped willingly +and diligently, but for many weeks the convalescent had to give up every +kind of employment. + +Mary often looked at Hannah in silent trouble, for she looked very pale. +After she had, on one occasion fallen in a fainting fit, the deformed +girl had gathered courage and had represented to her that though she +ought indeed to put out at interest the talent intrusted to her by the +Lord, she ought not to spend it recklessly. She was giving herself no +rest, working day and night; visiting the poor and sick in her hours of +recreation just as she used, and if she did not give herself more rest +would soon need nursing instead of nursing others. + +"At any rate," urged Mary, "give yourself a little indispensable sleep at +night." + +"We must live," replied Hannah, "and I dare not borrow, for I may never +be able to repay." + +"Then beg Paulina to remit your house-rent; she will do so gladly." + +"No," said Hannah, decidedly. "The rent of this little house goes to +benefit my poor people, and you know how badly they want it. What we +give we lend to the Lord, and he taxes no man above his ability." + +Selene was now well, but the physician had said that no human skill could +ever cure her of her lameness. She had become Hannah's daughter, and +blind Helios the son of the house. + +Arsinoe was only allowed to see her sister rarely and always accompanied +by her protectress, and she and Selene never were able to have any +unchecked and open conversation. The steward's eldest daughter was now +contented and cheerful, while the younger was not only saddened by the +disappearance of her lover, but also, from being unhappy in her new home, +she had become fractious and easily moved to shed tears. All was well +with the younger orphans; they were often taken to see Selene, and spoke +with affection of their new parents. + +As she got well her help diminished the strain on her two friends, and in +the beginning of March a call came to the widow which, if she followed +it, must give their simple existence a new aspect. + +In Upper Egypt certain Christian fraternities had been established, and +one of these had addressed a prayer to the great mother-community at +Alexandria, that it would send to them a presbyter, a deacon and a +deaconess capable of organizing and guiding the believers and catechumens +in the province of Hermopolis where they were already numbered by +thousands. The life of the community and the care of the poor, and sick +in the outlying districts required organization by experienced hands, and +Hannah had been asked whether she could make up her mind to leave the +metropolis and carry on the work of benevolence at Besa in an extended +sphere. + +She would there have a pleasant house, a palm-garden, and gifts from the +congregation which would secure not merely her own maintenance, but that +of her adopted children. + +Hannah was bound to Alexandria by many ties; in the first place she clung +to the poor and sick, many of whom had grown very dear to her, and how +many girls who had gone astray had she rescued from evil in the factory +alone! She begged for a short time for reflection, and this was granted +to her. By the fifteenth of March she was to decide, but by the fifth +she had already made up her mind, for while Hannah was in the papyrus- +factory Antinous had succeeded in getting into Paulina's garden shortly +before sunset and in stealing close up to Hannah's house. Mary again +observed him as he approached and signed to him to go, in her usual +pleasant way; but the Bithynian was more excited than usual; he seized +her hand and clasped her with urgent warmth as he implored her to be +merciful. She endeavored at once to free herself, but he would not let +her go, but cried in coaxing tones: + +"I must see her and speak to her to-day, dear, good Mary, only this +once!" And before she could prevent it he had kissed her forehead and +had flown into the house to Selene. The little hunchback did not know +what had happened to her; confused and almost paralyzed by conflicting +feelings she stood shame-faced, gazing at the ground. She felt that +something quite extraordinary had happened to her, but this wonderful +something radiated a dazzling splendor, and since this had risen for her, +for poor Mary, a feeling of pride quite new to her mingled with the shame +and indignation that filled her soul. She needed a few minutes to +collect herself and to recover a sense of her duty, and those few minutes +were made good use of by Antinous. + +He flew with long steps into the room in which, on that never-to-be- +forgotten night, he had laid Selene on the couch, and even at the +threshold he called her by her name. She started and laid aside the book +out of which she was reading to her blind brother. He called a second +time, beseechingly. Selene recognized him and asked calmly: + +"Do you want me, or dame Hannah?" + +"You, you!" he cried passionately. "Oh Selene, I pulled you out of the +water, and since that night I have never ceased to think of you and I +must die for love of you. Have your thoughts never, never met mine on +the way to you? Are you still and always as cold, as passive as you were +then when you belonged half to life and half to death? For months have I +prowled round this house as the shade of a dead man haunts the spot where +he had left all that was dear to him on earth, and I have never been able +to tell you what I feel for you?" As he spoke the lad fell on the ground +before her and tried to clasp her knees; but she said reproachfully: + +"What does all this mean? Stand up and compose yourself." + +"Oh! let me, let me--" he besought her. "Do not be so cold and so hard; +have pity on me and do not reject me!" + +"Stand up," repeated the girl. "I will certainly not reproach you--I owe +you thanks on the contrary." + +"Not thanks, but love--a little love is all I ask." + +"I try to love all men," replied the girl, "and so I love you because you +have shown me very much kindness." + +"Selene, Selene!" he exclaimed in joyful triumph. He threw himself +again at her feet and passionately seized her right hand; but hardly had +he taken it in his own when Mary, scarlet with agitation, rushed into the +room. In a husky voice, full of hatred and fury, she commanded him to +leave the house at once, and when he attempted again to besiege her ear +with entreaties she cried out: + +"If you do not obey I will call the men in to help us, who are out there +attending to the flowers. I ask you, will you obey or will you not?" + +"Why are you so cruel, Mary?" asked the blind boy. "This man is good +and kind and tells Selene he loves her." + +Antinous pointed to the child with an imploring gesture but Mary was +already by the window and was raising her hand to her mouth to make her +call heard. + +"Don't, don't," cried Antinous. "I am going at once." + +And he went slowly and silently towards the door, still gazing at Selene +with passionate ardor; then he quitted the room groaning with shame and +disappointment, though still with a look of radiant pride as though he +had achieved some great deed. In the garden he was met by Hannah, who +immediately hastened with accelerated steps to her own house where she +found Mary sobbing violently and dissolved in tears. + +The widow was soon informed of all that had occurred in her absence, and +an hour later she had announced to the bishop that she would accept the +call to Besa and was ready to start for Upper Egypt. + +"With your foster-children?" asked Eumenes. + +"Yes. It was indeed Selene's most earnest wish to be baptized by you, +but as a year of probation is required--" + +"I will perform the rite to-morrow morning." + +"To-morrow, Father?" + +"Yes, Sister, in all confidence. She buried the old man in the waves of +the sea, and before we were her teachers she had gone through the school +and discipline of life. While she was yet a heathen she had taken up her +cross and proved herself as faithful as though she were a child of the +Lord. All that was lacking to her--Faith, Love and Hope--she has found +under your roof. I thank thee for this soul thou hast found Sister, in +the name of the Lord." + +"Not I, not I," said the widow. "Her heart was frozen, but it is not I +but the innocent faith of the blind child that has melted it." + +"She owes her salvation to him and to you," replied the bishop, "and they +both shall be baptized together. We will give the lovely boy the name of +the fairest of the disciples, and call him John. Selene for the future, +if she herself likes it, shall be known as Martha." + + + + +ETEXT EDITOR'S BOOKMARKS: + +If one only knew who it is all for +Love laughs at locksmiths +Wide world between the purpose and the deed + + + + + +*** END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE EMPEROR, BY GEORG EBERS, V9 *** + +**********This file should be named 5491.txt or 5491.zip *********** + +This eBook was produced by David Widger + +Project Gutenberg eBooks are often created from several printed +editions, all of which are confirmed as Public Domain in the US +unless a copyright notice is included. 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