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-The Project Gutenberg EBook of Evelyn Byrd, by George Cary Eggleston
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-Title: Evelyn Byrd
-
-Author: George Cary Eggleston
-
-Illustrator: Charles Copeland
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-Release Date: April 28, 2016 [EBook #51883]
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-*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK EVELYN BYRD ***
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- TRANSCRIBER’S NOTE:
-
-—Obvious print and punctuation errors were corrected.
-
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-
-[Illustration:
-
- _See page 317._
-
-_“I ALREADY KNOW WHAT IS IN THE PAPERS.”_]
-
-
-
-
- EVELYN BYRD
-
-[Illustration]
-
- By GEORGE CARY EGGLESTON
-
- AUTHOR OF “A CAROLINA CAVALIER,” “DOROTHY
- SOUTH,” “THE MASTER OF WARLOCK,”
- “RUNNING THE RIVER,” ETC., ETC.
-
- ILLUSTRATED BY
- CHARLES COPELAND
-
-
- [Illustration]
-
- NEW YORK
- GROSSET & DUNLAP
- PUBLISHERS
-
-
-
-
-[Illustration]
-
- COPYRIGHT, 1904,
- BY
- GEORGE CARY EGGLESTON.
-
-[Illustration]
-
- Published May, 1904.
-
-
- Norwood Press
- J. S. Cushing & Co. — Berwick & Smith Co.
- Norwood, Mass., U.S.A.
-
-
-
-
-_PREFACE_
-
-
-_THIS book is the third and last of a trilogy of romances. In that
-trilogy I have endeavoured to show forth the character of the
-Virginians—men and women._
-
-_In “Dorothy South” I tried to show what the Virginians were while the
-old life lasted—“before the war.”_
-
-_In “The Master of Warlock” I endeavoured faithfully to depict the
-same people as they were during the first half of the Civil War, when
-their valour seemed to promise everything of results that they desired.
-In “Evelyn Byrd” I have sought to show the heroism of endurance that
-marked the conduct of those people during the last half of the war,
-when disaster stared them in the face and they unfalteringly confronted
-it._
-
- _GEORGE CARY EGGLESTON._
-
-
-
-
- CONTENTS
-
-
- CHAPTER PAGE
-
- I. A STRICKEN CORSAGE 9
-
- II. OWEN KILGARIFF 29
-
- III. EVELYN BYRD 50
-
- IV. THE LETTING DOWN OF THE BARS 59
-
- V. DOROTHY’S OPINIONS 70
-
- VI. “WHEN GREEK MEETS GREEK” 79
-
- VII. WITH EVELYN AT WYANOKE 102
-
- VIII. SOME REVELATIONS OF EVELYN 118
-
- IX. THE GREAT WAR GAME 144
-
- X. THE LAW OF LOVE 152
-
- XI. ORDERS AND “NO NONSENSE” 167
-
- XII. SAFE-CONDUCT OF TWO KINDS 178
-
- XIII. KILGARIFF HEARS NEWS 185
-
- XIV. IN THE WATCHES OF THE NIGHT 210
-
- XV. IN THE TRENCHES 216
-
- XVI. THE STARVING TIME 224
-
- XVII. A GUN-PIT CONFERENCE 242
-
- XVIII. EVELYN’S REVELATION 269
-
- XIX. DOROTHY’S DECISION 277
-
- XX. A MAN, A MAID, AND A HORSE 283
-
- XXI. EVELYN LIFTS A CORNER OF THE CURTAIN 294
-
- XXII. ALONE IN THE PORCH 302
-
- XXIII. A LESSON FROM DOROTHY 318
-
- XXIV. EVELYN’S BOOK 327
-
- XXV. MORE OF EVELYN’S BOOK 345
-
- XXVI. EVELYN’S BOOK, CONTINUED 370
-
- XXVII. KILGARIFF’S PERPLEXITY 386
-
- XXVIII. EVELYN’S BOOK, CONCLUDED 390
-
- XXIX. EVELYN’S VIGIL 418
-
- XXX. BEFORE A HICKORY FIRE 424
-
- XXXI. THE LAST FLIGHT OF EVELYN 432
-
- XXXII. THE END OF IT ALL 434
-
-
-
-
- ILLUSTRATIONS
-
-
- “I already know what is in the papers” _Frontispiece_
-
- PAGE
-
- “Who are you?” 89
-
- “I may stroke his fur as much as I please” 166
-
- Taking the papers from Campbell’s hand, passed out of
- the house without a word of farewell 208
-
-
-
-
-EVELYN BYRD
-
-[Illustration]
-
-
-
-
-I
-
-A STRICKEN CORSAGE
-
-
-A BATTERY of six twelve-pounder Napoleon guns lay in a little skirt
-of woodland on the south bank of the Rapidan. It was raining, not
-violently, but with a soaking persistence that might well have made
-the artillery-men tired of life and ready to welcome whatever end that
-day’s skirmishing might bring to the weariness of living. But these
-men were veteran soldiers, inured to hardship as well as to danger. A
-saturating rain meant next to nothing to them. A day’s discomfort, more
-or less, counted not at all in the monotonously uncomfortable routine
-of their lives.
-
-They had been sent into the woodland an hour or two ago, and had done a
-little desultory firing now and then, merely by way of disturbing the
-movements of small bodies of the enemy who were being shifted about on
-the other side of the river.
-
-Just now the guns were silent, no enemy being in sight, and Captain
-Marshall Pollard being disposed to save his ammunition against the
-time, now obviously near at hand, when the new commander of the Federal
-forces, General Grant, should push the Army of the Potomac across the
-river to make a final trial of strength and sagacity with that small
-but wonderfully fighting Army of Northern Virginia directed by the
-master mind of Robert E. Lee.
-
-But, while no enemy was within sight, there was a hornets’ nest of
-Federal sharp-shooters concealed in a barn not far beyond the river,
-and from their secure cover they were very seriously annoying the
-Confederate lines. The barn lay a little to the left of the battery
-front, but near enough for the sharp-shooters’ bullets to cut twigs
-from the tree under which Captain Marshall Pollard sat on horseback
-with Owen Kilgariff by his side. Still, the fire of the sharp-shooters
-was not mainly directed upon the woodland-screened battery, but upon
-the troops in the open field on Pollard’s left.
-
-Presently Captain Pollard, with the peculiar deliberation which
-characterised all his actions, lowered his field-glass from his eyes,
-and, withdrawing a handkerchief from a rain-proof breast pocket,
-began polishing the mist-obscured lenses. As he did so, he said to
-Kilgariff:—
-
-“Order one of the guns to burn that barn.”
-
-As he spoke, both his own horse and Kilgariff’s sank to the ground; the
-one struggling in the agony of a mortal wound, the other instantly dead.
-
-“And tell the quartermaster-sergeant to send us two more horses—good
-ones,” Captain Pollard added, with no more of change in his tone
-than if the killing of the horses at that precise moment had been a
-previously ordered part of the programme.
-
-A gun was quickly moved up to a little open space. It fired two shots.
-The flames burst from the barn, and instantly a horde of sharp-shooters
-abandoned the place and went scurrying across an open field in search
-of cover. As they fled, the gun that had destroyed their lurking-place,
-and another which Captain Pollard had instantly ordered up, shelled
-them mercilessly.
-
-It was then that Owen Kilgariff said:—
-
-“That barn was full of fodder. Its owner had saved a little something
-against a future need, and now all the results of his toil have gone up
-in smoke. That’s war!”
-
-“Yes,” answered Captain Pollard, “and the worst of it is that the man
-whose possessions we have destroyed is our friend, and not our enemy;
-again, as you say, ‘that’s war.’ War is destruction—whether the thing
-destroyed be that of friend or foe.”
-
-Just then a new and vicious fire of skilled sharp-shooters broke forth
-from the mansion-house of the plantation to which the burned barn
-had belonged. It was an old-time colonial edifice. Marshall Pollard
-had spent many delightful days and nights under its hospitable roof.
-He had learned to love its historic associations. He knew and loved
-every old portrait that hung on its oak-wainscotted walls. He knew and
-loved every stick of its old, colonial, plantation-made furniture;
-its very floors of white ash, that had been polished every morning
-for two hundred years; and its mahogany dining-table, around which
-distinguished guests had gathered through many generations. All these
-were dear to the peculiarly sympathetic soul of the scholar-soldier,
-Marshall Pollard, a man born for books, and set by adverse fate to
-command batteries instead; a man of creative genius, as his novels and
-poems, written after the war, abundantly proved, set for the time to
-do the brutal work of destruction. He remembered the library of that
-mansion, too, the slow accumulation of two hundred years. He had read
-there precious volumes that existed nowhere else in America, and that
-money could not duplicate, however lavishly it might be offered for
-books, of which no fellows were to be found except upon the sealed
-shelves of the British Museum, or in other great public collections
-from which no treasures are ever to be sold while the world shall
-endure.
-
-That house, with all its memories and all its treasures, must be
-destroyed. Marshall Pollard clearly understood the necessity, and he
-was altogether a soldier now, in spite of his strong inclinations to
-peace and civilisation, and all gentleness of spirit. Yet he found it
-difficult to order the work of destruction that it was his manifest
-duty to do. Presently, with bullets whistling about his ears, he turned
-to Owen Kilgariff, and, in a tone of petulance that was wholly foreign
-to his habit, asked:—
-
-“Why don’t you order the thing done? Why do you sit there on your horse
-waiting for me to give the order?”
-
-Kilgariff understood. He was a man accustomed to understand quickly;
-and now that Captain Pollard had made him his chief staff officer,
-sergeant-major of the battery, his orders, whatever they might be,
-carried with them all the authority of the captain’s own commands.
-
-Kilgariff instantly rode back to the battery and ordered up two
-sections—four guns. Advancing them well to the front, where the house
-to be shot at could be easily seen, he posted them with entire calm,
-in spite of the fact that a Federal battery of rifled guns stationed
-at a long distance was playing vigorously upon his position, and not
-without effect. The artillery-men in both armies had, by this late
-period of the war, become marksmen so expert that the only limit of the
-effectiveness of their fire was the limit of their range.
-
-Half a dozen of Marshall Pollard’s men bit the dust, and nearly a dozen
-of his horses were killed, while Owen Kilgariff was getting the four
-guns into position for the effective doing of the work to be done,
-although that process of placing the guns occupied less than a minute
-of time. Two wheels of cannon carriages were smashed by well-directed
-rifle shells, but these were quickly replaced by the extra wheels
-carried on the caissons; for every detail of artillery drill was an
-_a-b-c_ to the veterans of this battery, and if the men had nerves, the
-fact was never permitted to manifest itself when there was work of war
-to be done.
-
-Within sixty seconds after Owen Kilgariff rode away to give the orders
-that Marshall Pollard hesitated to give, four Napoleon guns were
-firing four shells each, a minute, into a mansion that had been famous
-throughout all the history of Virginia, since the time when William
-Byrd had been Virginia’s foremost citizen and the Knights of the Golden
-Horseshoe had ridden out to possess themselves of the regions to the
-west.
-
-Half a minute accomplished the purpose. The mansion was in flames, the
-sharp-shooters who had made a fortress of it were scurrying to the
-cover of the underbrush a few hundred yards in rear, and Owen Kilgariff
-ordered the guns to “cease firing” and return to the cover of the
-woodlands whence they had been brought forward for this service. Six of
-Marshall Pollard’s men lay stark and stiff on the little meadow which
-the guns had occupied. These were hastily removed for decent burial.
-Nine others were wounded. They were carried away upon litters for
-surgical attention.
-
-These details in no way disturbed the battery camp. They were the
-commonplaces of war; so the men, unmindful of them, cooked such dinner
-as they could command, and ate it with a relish unimpaired by the
-events of the morning.
-
-But Captain Marshall Pollard and his companion, Sergeant-major Owen
-Kilgariff, were not minded for dinner. Seeing the flames burst forth
-from the upper stories of the old colonial mansion, Kilgariff said to
-his captain:—
-
-“I wonder if all those fellows got away? There may be a wounded man or
-two left in the house to roast to death. May I ride over there and see?”
-
-“Yes,” answered Pollard, “and I will ride with you. But first order
-two of the guns to shell the sharp-shooters in the thicket yonder.
-Otherwise we may not get back.”
-
-In spite of the heavy fire that the two guns poured into the thicket
-beyond the house, the sharp-shooters stood their ground like the
-veterans that they were, and Pollard and Kilgariff were their targets
-as these two swam the swollen river and galloped across the last year’s
-corn lands on their way to the burning house.
-
-Arrived there, they hastily searched the upper rooms. Here and there
-they came upon a dead soldier, left by his companions to be incinerated
-in company with the portraits of old colonial notables and beautiful
-colonial dames that were falling from the walls as the ancient oaken
-wainscot shrivelled in the fire.
-
-But no living thing was found there, and the two Confederates,
-satisfied now that there was no life to be saved, hurried down the
-burning stairway and out into the air, where instantly they became
-targets again for the sharp-shooters, not three hundred yards away.
-
-As they were about to mount their horses, which had been screened
-behind a wall projection, Kilgariff suddenly bethought him of the
-cellar, and plunged down the stairway leading to it. He was promptly
-followed by his captain, though both of them realised the peculiar
-danger of the descent at a time when the whole structure seemed about
-to tumble into that pit as a mass of burning timber. But they realised
-also that the cellar was the place where they were most likely to find
-living men too badly wounded to make their escape, and so, in spite of
-the terrible hazard, they plunged into the depths, intent only upon
-their errand of mercy.
-
-A hasty glance around in the half-light seemed to reveal only the
-emptiness of the cavernous cellar. But just as the two companions
-were about to quit the place, in a hurried effort to save themselves,
-a great, blazing beam fell in, together with a massive area of
-flame-enveloped flooring, illuminating the place. As Kilgariff turned,
-he caught sight of a girl, crouching behind an angle of the wall.
-She was a tall, slender creature, and Kilgariff was mighty in his
-muscularity. There was not a fraction of a second to be lost if escape
-from that fire pit was in any wise to be accomplished. Without a
-moment’s pause, Kilgariff threw his arm around the girl and bore her
-up the cellar stairs, just as the whole burning mass of timbers sank
-suddenly into the space below.
-
-His captain followed him closely; and, emerging from the flames,
-scorched and smoke-stifled, the three stood still for a moment, under
-the deadly fire of the sharp-shooters. Then, with recovered breath,
-they turned an angle of the wall, mounted their horses, and sped
-away toward the river, under a rifle fire that seemed sufficient for
-the destruction of a regiment. The shells from their own side of the
-line, shrieking above the heads of the three fugitives, made their
-horses squat almost to the ground; but with a resolution born of long
-familiarity with danger, the two soldiers sped on, Kilgariff carrying
-the girl on the withers of his horse and trying to shield her from the
-fire of the sharp-shooters by so riding as to interpose his own body
-between her and the swiftly on-coming bullets.
-
-Finally the river was reached, and, plunging into it, the two horses
-bore their burdens safely across. Pollard might easily have been fifty
-yards in advance of his sergeant-major, seeing that he had the better
-horse, and that his companion’s animal was carrying double. But that
-was not Marshall Pollard’s way. Instead of riding as fast as he could
-toward the river and the comparative safety that lay beyond it, he
-rode with his horse’s head just overlapping the flanks of the animal
-which bore the girl and her rescuer. In this way he managed to make of
-himself and his horse a protecting barrier between the enemy and the
-girl whom Kilgariff was so gallantly trying to bear to safety.
-
-This was not a battle, or anything remotely resembling a battle. If
-it had been, these two men would not have left their posts in the
-battery. It was only an insignificant “operation of outposts,” which
-the commanders in the front of both armies that night reported as
-“some slight skirmishing along the outer lines.” On neither side was
-it thought worth while to add that fifty or sixty brave young fellows
-had been done to death in the “slight skirmishing.” The war was growing
-old in the spring of 1864. Officers, hardened by experience of human
-butchery on a larger scale, no longer thought it necessary to report
-death losses that did not require three figures for their recording.
-
-When Pollard and Kilgariff reached the bit of woodland in which the
-battery had been posted for a special purpose, they found the guns
-already gone. The battery had been ordered during their absence to
-return to its more permanent camp two or three miles in the rear, and
-in Captain Pollard’s absence his senior lieutenant had taken command to
-execute the order. It is the way of war that “men may come and men may
-go,” but there is always some one next in command to take the place of
-one in authority who meets death or is absent for any other cause. An
-army organisation resembles Nature herself in its scrupulous care for
-the general result, and in its absolute indifference to the welfare or
-the fate of the individual.
-
-War is a merciless thing—inhuman, demoniacal, devilish. But
-incidentally it calls into activity many of the noblest qualities of
-human nature. It had done so in this instance. Having fired the house
-on the enemy’s side of the river, and having thus driven away a company
-of sharp-shooters who were grievously annoying the Confederate line,
-Captain Pollard’s duty was fully done. But, at the suggestion that
-some wounded enemy might have been left in the house to perish in the
-torture of the flames, he and his companion had deliberately crossed
-the river into the enemy’s country, and had ridden under a galling
-fire to the burning building, as earnestly and as daringly intent upon
-their mission of mercy as they had been a little while before upon
-their work of slaughter and destruction.
-
-“Man’s a strange animal,” sings the poet, and his song is an echo of
-truth.
-
-Pollard and Kilgariff rode on until the camp was reached. There
-Kilgariff pushed his horse at once to the tent of the surgeon, and
-delivered the girl into that officer’s keeping.
-
-“Quick!” he said. “I fear she is terribly wounded.”
-
-“No, no,” cried the girl; “I am not hurt. It is only that my corsage
-is—what you call stricken. Is it that that is the word? No? Then what
-shall I say? It is only that the bullet hurt what you call my stays.
-Truly it did not touch me.”
-
-Just then Captain Pollard observed that Kilgariff’s left hand was
-wrapped in a piece torn from the front of the girl’s gown, and that the
-rude bandage was saturated with blood. Contrary to all military rule,
-the sergeant-major had been holding his reins in his right hand, and
-carrying the girl in the support of his left arm. This awkwardness, as
-he was at pains to explain to the captain, had been brought about by
-the hurry of necessity.
-
-“I grabbed the girl,” he explained, “without a thought of anything
-but the danger to her. The house timbers were already falling, and
-there was no time to be lost. When I got to my horse, the fire of the
-sharp-shooters was too severe to be trifled with when I had a girl to
-protect, so I mounted from the right side of my horse instead of the
-left, and continued to ride with her on my left arm and my bridle-rein
-in my right hand. I make my apologies, Captain.”
-
-“Oh, confound your apologies!” ejaculated Captain Pollard. “What’s the
-matter with your left hand? Let the surgeon see it at once.”
-
-“It is nothing of consequence,” answered the young man, stripping
-off the rudely improvised bandage. “Only the ends of a finger or two
-carried away. I had thought until a moment ago that the bullet had
-penetrated the young lady’s body. You see, Captain, I was holding
-her in front of me and clasping her closely around the waist with my
-fingers extended, the better to hold her in her uncertain seat on
-the withers. So, when the bullet struck my fingers, I thought it had
-pierced her person. Thank God, she has come off safe! But by the time
-the surgeon is through with his work on my fingers, I shall have to use
-my right hand on the bridle for a considerable time to come, Captain.”
-
-“You will have to go to the hospital,” said the surgeon.
-
-“Indeed I shall do nothing of the kind.”
-
-“Why not, Kilgariff?” asked Pollard, who had become mightily interested
-in the strange and strangely reserved young man whom he had made his
-sergeant-major.
-
-“Why not? Why, because I’m not going to miss the greatest and probably
-the last campaign of the greatest war of all time.”
-
-As he spoke, the captain turned away toward his tent, leaving Kilgariff
-to endure the painful operations of the surgeon upon his wounded hand,
-without chloroform, for there was none of that anæsthetic left among
-the supplies of this meagrely furnished field-hospital after the work
-already done upon the wounded men of that morning. Kilgariff endured
-the amputations without a groan or so much as a flinching, whereat
-the surgeon marvelled the more, seeing that the patient was a man of
-exceptionally nervous constitution and temperament. When the bandages
-were all in place, the sergeant-major said simply:—
-
-“Please let me have a stiff drink of spirits, Doctor. I am a trifle
-inclined to faintness after the pain.” That was absolutely the only
-sign the man gave of the fact that he had been enduring torture for
-nearly a half-hour.
-
-Relighting his pipe, which he had smoked throughout the painful
-operation, Kilgariff bade the doctor good morning, and walked away to
-the tent which he and the captain together occupied.
-
-In the meantime Captain Pollard had been questioning the girl as to
-herself, and getting no satisfactory answers from her, not so much
-because of any unwillingness on her part to give an account of herself,
-as seemingly because she either did not understand the questions put to
-her, or did not know what the answers to them ought to be.
-
-“I’ll tell you what, Captain,” said Kilgariff, when Pollard had briefly
-suggested the situation to him, “Doctor Brent is at Orange Court
-House, I hear, reorganising the field-hospital service for the coming
-campaign, and his wife is with him. Why not send the girl to her?”
-
-“To Dorothy? Yes, I’ll send her to Dorothy. She will know what to do.”
-
-He hastily summoned an ambulance for the girl to ride in, and still
-more hastily scribbled a note to Dorothy Brent—to her who had been
-Dorothy South in the days of her maidenhood before the war. In it he
-said:—
-
- I am sending you, under escort, a girl whom my sergeant-major most
- daringly rescued this morning from a house on the enemy’s side of the
- river, after we had shelled and set fire to the place. She seems too
- badly scared, or too something else, for me to find out anything about
- her. You, with your womanly tact, will perhaps be able to gain her
- confidence and find out what should be done. If she has friends at
- the North to whom she should be returned, I will arrange with General
- Stuart to send her back across the river under a flag of truce. If
- she hasn’t any friends, or if for any other reason she should be kept
- within our lines, you will know what to do with her. I am helpless in
- such a case, and I earnestly invoke the aid of the very wisest woman
- I ever knew. When you see the girl—poor, innocent child that she
- is—you, who were once yourself a child, and who, in growing older,
- have lost none of the sweetness and especially none of the moral
- courage of childhood, will be interested, I am very sure, in taking
- charge of her for her good.
-
-Having despatched this note, and the girl, under escort, Pollard turned
-to Kilgariff, and abruptly asked:—
-
-“Why did you call this coming campaign ‘the greatest and probably the
-last campaign’ of the war?”
-
-“Why, all that seems obvious. The Army of the Potomac has at last found
-a commander who knows how to handle it, and both sides are tired of the
-war. Grant is altogether a different man from McClellan, or Pope, or
-McDowell, or Burnside, or Meade. He knows his business. He knows that
-the chief remaining strength of the Confederacy lies in the fighting
-force of the Army of Northern Virginia. He will strike straight at
-that. He will hurl his whole force upon us in an effort to destroy this
-army. If he succeeds, the Confederacy can’t last even a fortnight after
-that. If he fails, if Lee hurls him back across the Rapidan, broken and
-beaten as all his predecessors have been, the North will never raise
-another army—if the feeling there is anything like what the Northern
-newspapers represent it to be. You see, I’ve been reading them all the
-while—but, pardon me, I meant only to answer your question.”
-
-“Don’t apologise,” answered Pollard. And he wondered who this man, his
-sergeant-major, was—whence he had come, and how, and why. For Captain
-Marshall Pollard knew absolutely nothing about the man whom he had made
-his confidential staff-sergeant, his tent mate, his bedfellow, and the
-executant of all his orders. Nevertheless, he trusted him implicitly.
-“I do not know his history,” he reflected, “but I know his quality as a
-man and a soldier.”
-
-
-
-
-II
-
-OWEN KILGARIFF
-
-
-THE relations between Pollard and Kilgariff were peculiar. In many ways
-they were inexplicable except upon the ground of instinctive sympathy
-between two men, each of whom recognised the other as a gentleman;
-both of whom were possessed of scholarly tastes combined with physical
-vigour and all that is possible of manliness; both of whom loved books
-and knew them intimately; and each of whom recognised in the other
-somewhat more than is common of intellectual force.
-
-The history of their acquaintance had been quite unusual. Marshall
-Pollard had risen from the ranks to be now the captain of a battery
-originally organised and commanded by Captain Skinner, a West Point
-graduate who had resigned from the United States army many years
-before the war, but not until after he had seen much service in Mexico
-and in Indian warfare. The battery had been composed at the outset
-of ruffians from the purlieus of Richmond, jailbirds, wharf-rats,
-beach-combers, men pardoned out of the penitentiary on condition of
-their enlistment, and the friends and associates of such men. It had
-been a fiercely fighting battery from the beginning. Slowly but surely
-many of the men who had originally constituted it had been killed in
-battle, and Virginia mountaineers had been enlisted to fill their
-places. In the meanwhile discipline of the rigidest military sort
-had wrought a wonderful change for the better in such of the men as
-survived from the original organisation. By the time that the battery
-returned to Virginia, after covering itself with glory at Gettysburg,
-it was no longer a company of ruffians and criminals, but it continued
-to maintain its reputation for desperate fighting and for cool,
-self-contained, and unfaltering courage. For those mountaineers of
-Virginia were desperately loyal to the fighting traditions of their
-race.
-
-During the winter of 1863-4 Captain Pollard’s battery was stationed
-at Lindsay’s Turnout, on the Virginia Central Railroad a few miles
-west of Gordonsville. Indescribable, almost inconceivable mud was the
-characteristic of that winter, and General Lee had taken advantage
-of it, and of the complete veto it placed upon even the smallest
-military operations, to retire the greater part of his army from the
-Rappahannock and the Rapidan to the railroads in the rear, where it
-was possible to feed the men and the horses, at least in some meagre
-fashion.
-
-It was during this stay in winter quarters that Owen Kilgariff had come
-to the battery. Whence he came, or how he got there, nobody knew and
-nobody could guess. There were only two trains a day on the railroad;
-one going east, and the other going west. It was the duty of strong
-guards from Pollard’s battery to man the station whenever a train
-arrived and inspect the passports of every passenger who descended from
-the cars to the platform or passed from the platform to the cars. Owen
-Kilgariff had not come by any of the trains. That much was absolutely
-certain, and nobody knew any other way by which he could have come.
-Yet one evening he appeared in Pollard’s battery at retreat roll-call
-and stood looking on and listening while the orders for the night were
-being read to the men.
-
-He was a singularly comely young man of thirty years, or a little
-less—tall, rather slender, though very muscular, symmetrical in an
-unusual degree, and carrying his large and well-shaped head with the
-ease and grace of a trained athlete.
-
-When the military function was ended and the men had broken ranks,
-Kilgariff approached Captain Pollard, and with a faultlessly correct
-military salute said:—
-
-“Captain, I crave your permission to pass the night with some of your
-men. In the morning I think I shall ask you to enlist me in your
-battery.”
-
-There was something in the man’s speech and manner which strongly
-appealed to Marshall Pollard’s sympathy and awakened his respect.
-
-“You shall be my own personal guest for the night,” he said; “I can
-offer you some bacon and corn bread for supper, and a bundle of dry
-broom-straw grass to sleep upon. As for enlistment, we’ll talk further
-about that in the morning.”
-
-The evening passed pleasantly. The stranger was obviously a gentleman
-to his finger tips. He conversed with rare intelligence and interest,
-upon every subject that happened to arise among the officers who were
-accustomed to gather in the captain’s hut every evening, making a sort
-of club of his headquarters. Incidentally some one made reference
-during the evening to some reported Japanese custom. Instantly but very
-modestly Kilgariff said:—
-
-“Pardon me, but that is one of many misapprehensions concerning the
-Japanese. They have no such custom. The notion arose originally out of
-a misunderstanding—a misinterpretation; it got into print, and has
-been popularly accepted ever since. Let me tell you, if you care to
-listen, what the facts really are.”
-
-Then he went on, by eager invitation, to talk long and interestingly
-about Japan and the Japanese—matters then very slightly
-known—speaking all the while with the modest confidence of one who
-knows his subject, but who is in no sense disposed to display the
-extent of his knowledge.
-
-Finally, inquiry brought out the modestly reluctant information
-that Kilgariff had been a member—though he avoided saying in what
-capacity—of Commodore Perry’s expedition which compelled the
-opening of the Japanese ports, and that instead of returning with
-the expedition, he had somehow quitted it and made his way into the
-interior of the hermit empire, where he had passed a year or two in
-minute exploration.
-
-All this was drawn out by questioning only, and in no case did
-Kilgariff go beyond the question asked, to volunteer information.
-Especially he avoided speaking of himself or of his achievements at any
-point in his conversation. He would say, “An American” did this, “An
-English-speaking man” saw that, “A foreigner had an experience,” and so
-forth. The first personal pronoun singular was almost completely absent
-from his conversation.
-
-One of the lieutenants was a Frenchman, and to him Kilgariff spoke in
-French whenever that officer seemed at a loss to understand a statement
-made in English. The surgeon was a German, and with him Kilgariff
-talked in German about scientific matters, and in such fashion that the
-doctor said to Pollard next morning:—
-
-“It is that this man an accomplished physician is, or I mightily
-mistaken am already.”
-
-In the morning Owen Kilgariff warmly thanked Captain Pollard for his
-entertainment, adding:—
-
-“As one gentleman with another, you have been free to offer, and I free
-to accept, your hospitality. Be very sure that I shall not presume upon
-this after I become a common soldier under your command, as I intend to
-do this morning if I have your permission.”
-
-Pollard protested that his battery was not a proper one for a man of
-Kilgariff’s culture and refinement to enlist in, explaining that such
-of the men as were not ex-criminals were illiterate mountaineers,
-wholly unfit for association on equal terms with him. For answer,
-Kilgariff said:—
-
-“I am told that you yourself enlisted here, Captain, when the
-conditions were even less alluring than now.”
-
-“Well, yes, certainly. But my case was peculiar.”
-
-“Perhaps mine is equally so,” answered the man. “At any rate, I very
-much want to enlist under your command, in a battery that, as I learn,
-usually manages to get into the thick of every fight and to stay there
-to the end.”
-
-A question was on Pollard’s lips, which he greatly wanted to ask, but
-he dared not. With the instinctive shrinking of a gentleman from the
-impertinence of personal questioning, Pollard found it impossible
-to ask this man how it happened that he was not already a soldier
-somewhere. And yet the matter was one which very naturally prompted
-questioning. The Confederate conscription laws had long ago brought
-into the army every able-bodied man in the South. How happened it,
-then, that this man of twenty-eight or thirty years of age, perfect in
-physique, had managed to avoid service until this fourth year of the
-war? And how was it, that one so manifestly eager now for service of
-the most active kind had been willing to keep out of the army for so
-long a time?
-
-As if divining the thought which Captain Pollard could not bring
-himself to formulate, Kilgariff said:—
-
-“Some day, perhaps, I shall be able to tell you how and why it is that
-I am not already a soldier. At present I cannot. But I assure you, on
-my honour as a gentleman, that there is absolutely no obstacle in the
-way of your enlistment of me in your command. I earnestly ask you to
-accept me as one of your cannoniers.”
-
-Accordingly, the man was enrolled as a private in the battery, and from
-that hour he never once presumed upon the acquaintance he had been
-privileged to form with the officers. With a scrupulosity greater than
-was common even in that rigidly disciplined command, he observed the
-distinction between officers and enlisted men. His behaviour indeed was
-that of one bred under the strict surveillance of martinet professors
-in a military school. He did all his military duties of whatever kind
-with a like attention to every detail of good conduct; always obeying
-like a soldier, never like a servant. That distinction is broad and
-very important as an index of character.
-
-The officers liked him, and Pollard especially sought him out for
-purposes of conversation. The men liked him, too, though they felt
-instinctively that he was their superior. Perhaps their liking for him
-was in large part due to the fact that he never asserted or in any
-wise assumed his superiority—never recognised it, in fact, even by
-implication.
-
-He nearly always had a book somewhere about his person—a book
-borrowed in most cases, but bought when there was no opportunity to
-borrow, for the man seemed always to have money in plenty. Now and then
-he would go to a quartermaster or a paymaster with a gold piece and
-exchange it for a great roll of the nearly worthless Confederate notes.
-These he would spend for books or whatever else he wanted.
-
-On one occasion, when the men of the battery had been left for thirteen
-bitterly cold days and nights with no food except a meagre dole of corn
-meal, Kilgariff bought a farmer’s yoke of oxen that had become stalled
-in the muddy roadway near the camp. These were emphatically “lean
-kine,” and their flesh would make very tough beef, but the toughest
-beef imaginable was better than no meat at all, and so Kilgariff paid
-what looked like a king’s ransom for the half-starved and wholly
-“stalled” oxen, got two of the men who had had experience in such work
-to slaughter and dress them, and asked the commissary-sergeant to
-distribute the meat among the men.
-
-The next day he exchanged another gold piece for Confederate notes
-enough to paper a goodly sized wall, and the men rightly guessed
-that for some reason, known only to himself, this stranger among them
-carried a supply of gold coin in a belt buckled about his waist. But
-not one of them ever ventured to ask him concerning the matter. He was
-clearly not a man to be questioned with regard to his personal affairs.
-
-Thus it came about that Captain Pollard, who had made this man
-successively corporal, sergeant, and finally sergeant-major, solely on
-grounds of obvious fitness, actually knew nothing about him, except
-that he was an ideally good soldier and a man of education and culture.
-
-Now that he had become sergeant-major, his association with the captain
-was close and constant. The two occupied the same tent or hut—when
-they had a tent or hut—messed together, slept together, and rode side
-by side whithersoever the captain had occasion to go on duty. They read
-together, too, in their idle hours, and talked much with each other
-about books, men, and affairs. But never once did Captain Pollard ask
-a personal question of his executive sergeant and intimate personal
-associate.
-
-Nor did Kilgariff ever volunteer the smallest hint of information
-concerning himself, either to the captain or to anybody else. On the
-contrary, he seemed peculiarly to shrink even from the accidental or
-incidental revelation of anything pertaining to himself.
-
-One day, in winter quarters, a gunner was trying to open a shell which
-had failed to explode when fired from the enemy’s battery into the
-Confederate lines. The missile burst while the gunner was handling
-it, and tore off the poor fellow’s hand. The surgeon had ridden away
-somewhither—nobody knew whither—and it was at least a mile’s distance
-to the nearest camp where a surgeon might be found. Meanwhile, the man
-seemed doomed to bleed to death. The captain was hurriedly wondering
-what to do, when Kilgariff came quietly but quickly, pushed his way
-through the group of excited men, knotted a handkerchief, and deftly
-bound it around the wounded man’s arm.
-
-“Hold that firmly,” he said to a corporal standing by. “Watch the
-stump, and if the blood begins to flow again, twist the loop a
-trifle tighter, but not too tight, only enough to prevent a free
-hemorrhage—bleeding, I mean.”
-
-Then, touching his cap brim, he asked the captain:—
-
-“May I go to the surgeon’s tent and bring some necessary appliances? I
-think I may save this poor fellow’s life, and there is no time to be
-lost.”
-
-The captain gave permission, of course, and a few minutes later
-Kilgariff returned with a score of things needed. Kneeling, he arranged
-them on the ground. Then he examined the wounded man’s pulse, and with
-a look of satisfaction saturated a handkerchief with chloroform from
-a bottle he had brought. He then turned again to Captain Pollard,
-saying:—
-
-“Will you kindly hold that over the man’s nose and mouth? And will
-you put your finger on his uninjured wrist, observing the pulse-beats
-carefully? Tell me, please, if any marked change occurs.”
-
-“Why, what are you going to do?” asked the captain.
-
-“With your permission, I am going to amputate this badly shattered
-wrist. There is no time to be lost.”
-
-With that, he set to work, pausing only to direct one of the corporals
-to keep the men back and prevent too close a crowding around the
-patient.
-
-With what seemed to Captain Pollard incredible quickness, Kilgariff
-amputated the arm above the wrist, took up the arteries, and neatly
-bandaged the wound. Then he bade some of the men bear the patient on a
-litter to his hut, and place him in his bunk. He remained by the poor
-fellow’s side until the effects of shock and chloroform had subsided.
-Then he returned to his quarters quite as if nothing out of the
-ordinary routine had happened.
-
-Captain Pollard had seen enough of field surgery during his three
-years of active military service to know that Kilgariff’s work in this
-case had been done with the skill of an expert, and his astonishment
-over this revelation of his sergeant-major’s accomplishment was great.
-Nevertheless, he shrank from questioning the man about the matter, or
-saying anything to him which might be construed as an implied question.
-All that he said was:—
-
-“I thank you, Kilgariff, and congratulate you! You have saved a good
-man’s life this day, and God does not give it to many men to do that.”
-
-“I hope the surgeon will find my work satisfactory,” responded the
-sergeant-major. “Is there any soup in the kettle, Tom?”—addressing the
-coloured cook. “Bring me a cup of it, please.”
-
-The man’s nerves had gone through a fearful strain, of course, as every
-surgeon’s do when he performs a capital operation, and the captain
-saw that Kilgariff was exhausted. He offered to send for a drink of
-whiskey, but Kilgariff declined it, saying that the hot soup was quite
-all he needed. The bugle blowing the retreat call a moment later,
-Kilgariff went, quite as if nothing had happened, to call the roll and
-deliver the orders for the night.
-
-A little later the surgeon returned and was told what had happened.
-After looking at the bandages, and without removing them, he muttered
-something in German and walked away to the captain’s quarters. He was
-surgeon to this battery only, for the reason that the company was for
-the time detached from its battalion, and must have a medical officer
-of its own.
-
-Entering the captain’s quarters, the bluff but emotional German doctor
-grasped Kilgariff’s hand, and broke forth:—
-
-“It is that you are a brother then as well as a frient already. Why
-then haf you not to me that you are a surgeon told it? Ach! I haf
-myself that you speak the German forgot. It is only in the German that
-I can what I wish to tell you say.”
-
-Then in German the excited doctor went on to lavish praise upon the
-younger man for his skill. Presently the captain, seeing how sorely
-Kilgariff was embarrassed by the encomiums, came to his relief by
-asking:—
-
-“Have you taken off the bandages, Doctor, and examined the wound?”
-
-“Shade of Esculapius, NO! What am I, that I should with such a
-bandaging tamper? One glance—one, what you call, look—quite enough
-tells me. This the work of a master is—it is not the work with which
-for me to interfere. The man who those bandages put on, that man knows
-what the best masters can teach. It is not under the bandages that I
-need to look to find out that. Ach, Herr Sergeant-major, I to you my
-homage offer. Five years I in the hospitals of Berlin am, and four
-years in Vienna. In the army of Austria I am surgeon for six years. Do
-I not know?”
-
-Then the doctor began to question Kilgariff in German, to the younger
-man’s sore embarrassment. But, fortunately for his reserve, Kilgariff
-had the German language sufficiently at his command to parry every
-question, and when tattoo sounded, the excited surgeon returned to his
-own quarters, still muttering his astonishment and admiration.
-
-In the morning Captain Pollard asked Kilgariff to ride with him,
-in order that they two might the better talk together. But even on
-horseback Pollard found it difficult to approach this man upon any
-subject that seemed in the least degree personal. It was not that there
-was anything repellent, anything combative, and still less anything
-pugnacious in Kilgariff’s manner; for there was never anything of
-the sort. It was only that the man was so full of a gentle dignity,
-so saturated with that reserve which a gentleman instinctively feels
-concerning his own affairs that no other gentleman wishes to intrude
-upon them.
-
-Still, Pollard had something to say to his sergeant-major on this
-occasion, and presently he said it:—
-
-“I did not know until yesterday,” he began, “that you were a surgeon,
-Kilgariff.”
-
-“Perhaps I should not call myself that,” interrupted the man, as if
-anxious to forestall the captain’s thought. “One who has knocked about
-the world as much as I have naturally picks up a good many bits of
-useful information—especially with regard to the emergency care of men
-who get themselves hurt.”
-
-“Now listen to me, Kilgariff,” said Pollard, with determination.
-“Don’t try to hoodwink me. I have never asked you a question about
-your personal affairs, and I don’t intend to do so now. You need not
-seek by indirection to mislead me. I shall not ask you whether you are
-a surgeon or not. There is no need. I have seen too much with my own
-eyes, and I have heard too much from our battery surgeon as to your
-skill, to believe for one moment that it is of the ‘jack-at-all-trades’
-kind. But I ask you no questions. I respect your privacy, as I demand
-respect for my own. But I want to say to you that this army is badly in
-need of surgeons, especially surgeons whose skill is greater than that
-of the half-educated country doctors, many of whom we have been obliged
-to commission for want of better-equipped men. I learn this from my
-friend Doctor Arthur Brent, who tells me he is constantly embarrassed
-by his inability to find really capable and experienced surgeons to
-do the more difficult work of the general hospitals. He said to me
-only a week ago, when he came to the front to reorganise the medical
-service for this year’s campaign, that ‘many hundreds of gallant men
-will die this summer for lack of a sufficient number of highly skilled
-surgeons.’ He explained that while we have many men in the service
-whose skill is of the highest, we have not nearly enough of such to
-fill the places in which they are needed. Now I want you to let me send
-you to Doctor Brent with a letter of introduction. He will quickly
-procure a commission for you as a major-surgeon. It isn’t fit that such
-a man as you should waste himself in the position of a non-commissioned
-officer.”
-
-Not until he had finished the speech did Pollard turn his eyes upon
-his companion’s face. Then he saw it to be pale—almost cadaverous.
-Obviously the man was undergoing an agonising struggle with himself.
-
-“I beg your pardon, Kilgariff,” hastily spoke Captain Pollard, “if I
-have said anything to wound you; I could not know—”
-
-“It is not that,” responded the sergeant-major. But he added nothing to
-the declaration for a full minute afterward, during which time he was
-manifestly struggling to control himself. Finally recovering his calm,
-he said:—
-
-“It is very kind of you, Captain, and I thank you for it. But I cannot
-accept your offer of service. I must remain as I am. I ought to have
-remained a private, as I at first intended. It is very ungracious in me
-not to tell you the wherefore of this, but I cannot, and your already
-demonstrated respect for my privacy will surely forbid you to resent
-a reserve concerning myself which I am bound to maintain. If you do
-resent it, or if it displeases you in the least, I beg you to accept my
-resignation as your sergeant-major, and let me return to my place among
-the men as a private in the battery.”
-
-“No,” answered Pollard, decisively. “If the army cannot have the
-advantage of your service in any higher capacity, I certainly shall not
-let myself lose your intelligence and devotion as my staff-sergeant.
-Believe me, Kilgariff, I spoke only for your good and the good of the
-service.”
-
-“I quite understand, Captain, and I thank you. But with your permission
-we will let matters remain as they are.”
-
-All this occurred about a week before the events related in the first
-chapter of this story.
-
-
-
-
-III
-
-EVELYN BYRD
-
-
-WHEN the girl whom Kilgariff had rescued from the burning building was
-delivered into Dorothy Brent’s hands, that most gracious of gentlewomen
-received her quite as if her coming had been expected, and as if
-there had been nothing unusual in the circumstances that had led to
-her visit. Dorothy was too wise and too considerate to question the
-frightened girl about herself upon her first arrival. She saw that she
-was half scared and wholly bewildered by what had happened to her,
-added to which her awe of Dorothy herself, stately dame that the very
-young wife of Doctor Brent seemed in her unaccustomed eyes, was a
-circumstance to be reckoned with.
-
-“I must teach her to love me first,” thought Dorothy, with the old
-straightforwardness of mind. “Then she will trust me.”
-
-So, after she had hastily read Pollard’s note and characterised it as
-“just like a man not to find out the girl’s name,” she took the poor,
-frightened, fawnlike creature in her arms, saying, with caresses that
-were genuine inspirations of her nature:—
-
-“Poor, dear girl! You have had a very hard day of it. Now the first
-thing for you to do is to rest. So come on up to my room. You shall
-have a refreshing little bath—I’ll give it to you myself with Mammy’s
-aid—and then you shall go regularly to bed.”
-
-“But,” queried the doubting girl, “is it permitted to—”
-
-“Oh, yes, I know you are faint with hunger, and you shall have your
-breakfast as soon as Dick can get it ready. Queer, isn’t it, to take
-breakfast at three o’clock in the afternoon? But you shall have it
-in bed, with nobody to bother you. Fortunately we have some coffee,
-and Dick is an expert in making coffee. I taught him myself. I don’t
-know, of course, how much or how little experience you have had with
-servants, but I have always found that when I want them to do things in
-my way, I must take all the trouble necessary to teach them what my
-way is. Get her shoes and stockings off quick, Mammy.”
-
-“I have had little to do with servants,” said the girl, simply, “and so
-I don’t know.”
-
-“Didn’t you ever have a dear old mammy? queried Dorothy, thus asking
-the first of the questions that must be asked in order to discover the
-girl’s identity.
-
-“No—yes. I don’t know. You see, they made me swear to tell nothing. I
-mustn’t tell after that, must I?”
-
-“No, you dear girl; no. You needn’t tell me anything. I was only
-wondering what girls do when they haven’t a good old mammy like mine
-to coddle them and regulate them and make them happy. Why, you can’t
-imagine what a bad girl I should have been if I hadn’t had Mammy here
-to scold me and keep me straight. Can she, Mammy?”
-
-“Humph!” ejaculated the old coloured nurse. “Much good my scoldin’ o’
-you done do, Mis’ Dorothy. Dere nebber was a chile so cantankerous as
-you is always been an’ is to dis day. I’d be ’shamed to tell dis heah
-young lady ’bout your ways an’ your manners. Howsomever, she kin jedge
-fer herse’f, seein’ as she fin’s you heah ’mong all de soldiers, when
-you oughter be at Wyanoke a-givin’ o’ dinin’-days, an’ a-entertainin’
-o’ yer frien’s. I’se had a hard time with you, Mis’ Dorothy, all my
-life. What fer you always a-botherin’ ’bout a lot o’ sick people an’
-wounded men, jes’ as yo’ done do ’bout dem no-’count niggas down at
-Wyanoke when dey done gone an’ got deyselves sick? Ah, well, I spec
-dat’s what ole mammies is bawn fer—jes’ to reg’late dere precious
-chiles when de’re bent on habin’ dere own way anyhow. Don’ you go fer
-to listen to Mis’ Dorothy ’bout sich things, nohow, Mis’—what’s yer
-name, honey?”
-
-“I don’t think I can tell,” answered the girl, frightened again,
-apparently; “at least, not certainly. It is Evelyn Byrd, but there was
-something else added to it at last, and I don’t want to tell what the
-rest of it is.”
-
-“Then you are a Virginian?” said Dorothy, quickly, surprised into a
-question when she meant to ask none.
-
-“I think so,” said the girl; “I’m not quite sure.”
-
-She looked frightened again, and Dorothy pursued the inquiry no
-further, saying:—
-
-“Oh, we won’t bother about that. Evelyn Byrd is name enough for
-anybody to bear, and it is thoroughly Virginian. Here comes your
-breakfast”—as Dick knocked at the door with a tray which Mammy took
-from his hands and herself brought to the bed in which the girl had
-been placed after her bath. “We won’t bother about anything now. Just
-take your breakfast, and then try to sleep a little. You must be
-utterly worn out.”
-
-The girl looked at her wistfully, but said nothing. She ate sparingly,
-but apparently with the relish of one who is faint for want of food,
-the which led Dorothy to say:—
-
-“It was just like a man to send you on here without giving you
-something to eat.”
-
-“You are very good to me.” That was all the girl said in reply.
-
-When she had rested, Dorothy sitting sewing in the meanwhile, the girl
-turned to her hostess and asked:—
-
-“Might I put on my clothes again, now?”
-
-“Why, certainly. Now that you are rested, you are to do whatever you
-wish.”
-
-“Am I? I was never allowed to do anything I wished before this time—at
-least not often.”
-
-The remark opened the way for questioning, but Dorothy was too discreet
-to avail herself of the opportunity. She said only:—
-
-“Well, so long as you stay with me, Evelyn, you are to do precisely as
-you please. I believe in liberty for every one. You heard what Mammy
-said about me. Dear old Mammy has been trying to govern me ever since I
-was born, and never succeeding, simply because she never really wanted
-to succeed. Don’t you think people are the better for being left free
-to do as they please in all innocent ways?”
-
-There was a fleeting expression as of pained memory on the girl’s face.
-She did not answer immediately, but sat gazing as any little child
-might, into Dorothy’s face. After a little, she said:—
-
-“I don’t quite know. You see, I know so very little. I think I would
-like best to do whatever you please for me to do. Yes. That is what I
-would like best.”
-
-“Would you like to go with me to my home, and live there with me till
-you find your friends?”
-
-“I would like that, yes. But I think I haven’t any friends—I don’t
-know.”
-
-“Well,” said Dorothy, “sometime you shall tell me about that—some day
-when you have come to love me and feel like telling me about yourself.”
-
-“Thank you,” said the girl. “I think I love you already. But I mustn’t
-tell anything because of what they made me swear.”
-
-“We’ll leave all that till we get to Wyanoke,” said Dorothy. “Wyanoke,
-you should know, is Doctor Brent’s plantation. It is my home. You and
-I will go to Wyanoke within a day or two. Just as soon as my husband,
-Doctor Brent, can spare me.”
-
-The girl was manifestly losing something of her timidity under the
-influence of her new-found trust and confidence in Dorothy, and Dorothy
-was quick to discover the fact, but cautious not to presume upon it.
-The two talked till supper time, and the girl accompanied her hostess
-to that meal, where, for the first time, she met Arthur Brent. That
-adept in the art of observation so managed the conversation as to
-find out a good deal about Evelyn Byrd, without letting her know or
-suspect that he was even interested in her. He asked her no questions
-concerning herself or her past, but drew her into a shy participation
-in the general conversation. That night he said to Dorothy:—
-
-“That girl has brains and a character. Both have been dwarfed, or
-rather forbidden development, whether purposely or by accidental
-circumstances I cannot determine. You will find out when you get her to
-Wyanoke, and it really doesn’t matter. Under your influence she will
-grow as a plant does in the sunshine. I almost envy you your pupil.”
-
-“She will be yours, too, even more than mine.”
-
-“After a while, perhaps, but not for some time to come. I have much
-more to do here than I thought, and shall have to leave the laboratory
-work at Wyanoke to you for the present. You’d better set out to-morrow
-morning. The railroads are greatly overtaxed just now, as General Lee
-is using every car he can get for the transportation of troops and
-supplies—mainly troops, for heaven knows there are not many supplies
-to be carried. I have promised the surgeon-general that the laboratory
-at Wyanoke shall be worked to its full capacity in the preparation of
-medicines and appliances, so you are needed there at once. But under
-present conditions it is better that you travel across country in a
-carriage. I’ve arranged all that. You will have a small military escort
-as far as the James River. After that, you will have no need. How I do
-envy you the interest you are going to feel in this Evelyn Byrd!”
-
-
-
-
-IV
-
-THE LETTING DOWN OF THE BARS
-
-
-NOT many days after Pollard’s fruitless talk with Kilgariff, the
-sergeant-major asked leave, one morning, to visit Orange Court House.
-He said nothing of his purpose in going thither, and Pollard had no
-impulse to ask him, as he certainly would have been moved to ask any
-other enlisted man under his command, especially now that the hasty
-movements of troops in preparation for the coming campaign had brought
-the army into a condition resembling fermentation.
-
-When Kilgariff reached the village, he inquired for Doctor Brent’s
-quarters, and presently dismounted in front of the house temporarily
-occupied by that officer.
-
-As he entered the office, Arthur Brent raised his eyes, and instantly a
-look of amazed recognition came over his face. Rising and grasping his
-visitor’s hand—though that hand had not been extended—he exclaimed:—
-
-“Kilgariff! You here?”
-
-“Thank you,” answered the sergeant-major. “You have taken my
-hand—which I did not venture to offer. That means much.”
-
-“It means that I am Arthur Brent, and glad to greet Owen Kilgariff once
-more in the flesh.”
-
-“It means more than that,” answered Kilgariff. “It means that you
-generously believe in my innocence—jail-bird that I am.”
-
-“I have never believed you guilty,” answered the other.
-
-“But why not? The evidence was all against me.”
-
-“No, it was not. The _testimony_ was. But between evidence and
-testimony there is a world of difference.”
-
-“Just how do you mean?”
-
-“Well, you and I know our chemistry. If a score of men should swear
-to us that they had seen a jet of oxygen put out fire, and a jet of
-carbonic acid gas rekindle it from a dying coal, we should instantly
-reject their testimony in favour of the evidence of our own knowledge.
-In the same way, I have always rejected the testimony that convicted
-you, because I have, in my knowledge of you, evidence of your
-innocence. You and I were students together both in this country and
-in Europe. We were friends, roommates, comrades, day and night. I
-learned to know your character perfectly, and I hold character to be as
-definite a fact as complexion is, or height, or anything else. I had
-the evidence of my own knowledge of you. The testimony contradicted it.
-Therefore I rejected the testimony and believed the evidence.”
-
-“Believe me,” answered Kilgariff, “I am grateful to you for that. I did
-not expect it. I ought to, but I did not. If I had reasoned as soundly
-as you do, I should have known how you would feel. But I am morbid
-perhaps. Circumstances have tended to make me so.”
-
-“Come with me to my bedroom upstairs,” said Arthur Brent. “There is
-much that we must talk about, and we are subject to interruption here.”
-
-Then, summoning his orderly, Arthur Brent gave his commands:—
-
-“I shall be engaged with Sergeant-major Kilgariff upstairs for some
-time to come, and I must not be interrupted on any account. Say so to
-all who may ask to see me, and peremptorily refuse to bring me any card
-or any name or any message. You understand.”
-
-Then, throwing his arm around his old comrade’s person, he led the way
-upstairs. When the two were seated, Arthur Brent said:—
-
-“Tell me now about yourself. How comes it that you are here, and
-wearing a Confederate uniform?”
-
-“Instead of prison stripes, eh? It is simple enough. By a desperate
-effort I escaped from Sing Sing, and after a vast deal of trouble and
-some hardship, I succeeded in making my way into the Confederate lines.
-Thinking to hide myself as completely as possible, I enlisted in a
-battery that has no gentlemen in its ranks, but has a habit of getting
-itself into the thick of every fight and staying there. You know the
-battery—Captain Pollard’s?”
-
-“Marshall Pollard’s? Yes. He is one of my very best friends. But tell
-me—”
-
-“Permit me to finish. I wanted to hide myself. I thought that as
-a cannonier in such a battery I should escape all possibility of
-observation. But that battery has very little material out of which
-to make non-commissioned officers. Very few of the men can read or
-write. So it naturally came about that I was put into place as a
-non-commissioned officer, and I am now sergeant-major, greatly to my
-regret. In that position I must be always with Captain Pollard. When I
-learned that he and you were intimates, and that your duty often called
-you to the front, I saw the necessity of coming to you to find out on
-what terms you and I might meet after—well, in consideration of the
-circumstances.”
-
-Arthur Brent waited for a time before answering. Then he stood erect,
-and said:—
-
-“Stand up, Owen, and let me look you in the eyes. I have not asked you
-if you are innocent of the crimes charged against you. I never shall
-ask you that. I _know_, because I know _you_!”
-
-“I thank you, Arthur, for putting the matter in that way. But it is due
-to you—due to your faith in me—that I should voluntarily say to you
-what you refuse to ask me to say. As God sees me, I am as innocent as
-you are. I could have established my innocence at the critical time,
-but I would not. To do that would have been to condemn—well, it would
-have involved—”
-
-“Never mind that. I understand. You made a heroic self-sacrifice. Let
-me rejoice only in the fact that you are free again. You are enlisted
-under your own name?”
-
-“Of course. I could never take an alias. It was only when I learned
-that you and Captain Pollard were friends—”
-
-“But suppose you fall into the hands of the enemy? Suppose you are made
-prisoner?”
-
-“I shall never be taken alive,” was the response.
-
-“But you may be wounded.”
-
-“I am armed against all that,” the other replied. “I have my
-pistols, of course. I carry an extra small one in my vest pocket for
-emergencies. Finally, I have these”—drawing forth two little metallic
-cases, one from the right, the other from the left trousers pocket.
-“They are filled with pellets of cyanide of potassium. I carry them
-in two pockets to make sure that no wound shall prevent me getting at
-them. I shall not be taken alive. Even if that should happen, however,
-I am armed against the emergency. Two men escaped from Sing Sing with
-me. One of them was shot to death by the guards, his face being
-fearfully mutilated. The other was wounded and captured. The body
-of the dead man was identified as mine, and my death was officially
-recorded. I do not think the law of New York would go behind that. But
-in any case, I am armed against capture, and I shall never be taken
-alive.”
-
-A little later Arthur Brent turned the conversation.
-
-“Let us talk of the future,” he said, “not of the past. I am
-reorganising the medical staff for the approaching campaign. I am
-sorely put to it to find fit men for the more responsible places. My
-simple word will secure for you a commission as major-surgeon, and I
-will assign you to the very best post at my disposal. I need just such
-men as you are—a dozen, a score, yes, half a hundred of them. You must
-put yourself in my hands. I’ll apply for your commission to-day, and
-get it within three days at most.”
-
-“If you will think a moment, Arthur,” said the other, “you will
-see that I could not do that without dishonour. Branded as I am
-with a conviction of felony, I have no right to impose myself as a
-commissioned officer upon men who would never consent to associate
-with me upon such terms if they knew.”
-
-“I respect your scruple,” answered Doctor Brent, after a moment of
-reflection, “but I do not share it. In the first place, the disability
-you mention is your misfortune, not your fault. You _know_ yourself to
-be innocent, and as you do not in any way stand accused in the eyes of
-the officers of this army, there is absolutely no reason why you should
-not become one of them, as a man conscious of his own rectitude.
-
-“Besides all that, we are living in new times, under different
-conditions from those that existed before the war. It used to be said
-that in Texas it was taking an unfair advantage of any man to inquire
-into his life before his migration to that State. If he had conducted
-himself well since his arrival there, he was entitled to all his
-reserves with regard to his previous course of life in some other part
-of the country. Now a like sentiment has grown strong in the South
-since this war broke out. I don’t mean to suggest that we have lowered
-our standards of honourable conduct in the least, for we have not done
-so. But we have revised our judgments as to what constitutes worth.
-The old class distinctions of birth and heritage have given place to
-new tests of present conduct. There are companies by the score in this
-army whose officers, elected by their men, were before the war persons
-of much lower social position than that of a majority of their own men.
-In any peacetime organisation these officers could never have hoped
-for election to office of any kind; but they are fighters and men of
-capacity; they know how to do the work of war well, and, under our new
-and sounder standards of fitness, the men in the ranks have put aside
-old social distinctions and elected to command them the men fittest
-to command. The same principle prevails higher up. One distinguished
-major-general in the Confederate service was a nobody before the war;
-another was far worse; he was a negro trader who before the war would
-not have been admitted, even as a merely tolerated guest, into the
-houses of the gentlemen who are to-day glad to serve as officers and
-enlisted men under his command. Still another was an ignorant Irish
-labourer who did work for day’s wages in the employ of some of the men
-to whom he now gives orders, and from whom he expects and receives
-willing obedience. I tell you, Kilgariff, a revolution has been wrought
-in this Southern land of ours, and the results of that revolution will
-permanently endure, whatever the military or political outcome of the
-war may be. In your case there is no need to cite these precedents,
-except to show you that the old quixotism—it was a good old quixotism
-in its way; it did a world of good, together with a very little of
-evil—is completely gone. There is no earthly reason, Kilgariff, why
-you should not render a higher and better service to the Confederacy
-than that which you are now rendering. There is no reason—”
-
-“Pardon me, Arthur; in my own mind there is reason enough. And besides,
-I am thoroughly comfortable as I am. You know I am given to being
-comfortable. You remember that when you and I were students at Jena,
-and afterward in the Latin Quarter in Paris, I was always content
-to live in the meagre ways that other students did, though I had a
-big balance to my credit in the bank and a large income at home. As
-sergeant-major under our volunteer system, I am the intimate associate
-not only of Captain Pollard, whose scholarship you know, but also
-of all the battery officers, some of whom are men worth knowing. For
-the rest, I like the actual fighting, and I am looking forward to
-this summer’s campaign with positively eager anticipations. So, if
-you don’t mind, we will let matters stand as they are. I will remain
-sergeant-major till the end of it all.”
-
-With that, the two friends parted.
-
-
-
-
-V
-
-DOROTHY’S OPINIONS
-
-
-IT was not Arthur Brent’s habit to rest satisfied in the defeat of any
-purpose. He was deeply interested to induce Owen Kilgariff to become
-a member of the military medical staff. Having exhausted his own
-resources of persuasion, he determined to consult Dorothy, as he always
-did when he needed counsel. That night he sent a long letter to her.
-In it he told her all he knew about the matter, reserving nothing—he
-never practised reserve with her—but asking her to keep Kilgariff’s
-name and history to herself. Having laid the whole matter before that
-wise young woman, he frankly asked her what he should do further in the
-case. For reply, she wrote:—
-
- I am deeply interested in Kilgariff’s case. I have thought all day and
- nearly all night about it. It seems to me to be a case in which a man
- is to be saved who is well worth saving. Not that I regard service in
- the ranks as either a hardship or a shame to any man, when the ranks
- are full of the best young men in all the land. If that were all, I
- would not have you turn your hand over to lift this man into place as
- a commissioned officer.
-
- If I interpret the matter aright, Kilgariff is simply morbid, and if
- you can induce him to take the place you have pressed upon him, you
- will have cured him of his morbidity of mind. And I think you can do
- that. You know how I contemn the duello, and fortunately it seems
- passing out of use. In these war times, when every man stands up every
- day to be shot at by hundreds of men who are not scared, it would be
- ridiculous for any man to stand up and let one scared man shoot at
- him, in the hope of demonstrating his courage in that fashion.
-
- That is an aside. What I want to say is, that while the duello
- has always been barbarous, and has now become ridiculous as well,
- nevertheless it had some good features, one of which I think you might
- use effectively in Owen Kilgariff’s case. As I understand the matter,
- it was the custom under the code duello, sometimes to call a “court of
- honour” to decide in a doubtful case precisely what honour required
- a man to do, and, as I understand, the decision of such a court was
- final, so far as the man whose duty was involved was concerned. It was
- deemed the grossest of offences to call in question the conduct of a
- man who acted in accordance with the finding of a court of honour.
-
- Now why cannot you call a court of honour to sit upon this case?
- Without revealing Kilgariff’s identity—which of course you could not
- do except by his permission—you could lay before the court a succinct
- but complete statement of the case, and ask it to decide whether or
- not the man concerned can, with honour, accept a commission in the
- service without making the facts public. I am sure the verdict will be
- in the affirmative, and armed with such a decision you can overcome
- the poor fellow’s scruples and work a cure that is well worth working.
-
- Try my plan if it commends itself to your judgment, not otherwise.
-
- Little by little, I am finding out a good deal about our Evelyn
- Byrd. Better still, I am learning to know her, and she interests me
- mightily. She has a white soul and a mind that it is going to be a
- delight to educate. She has already read a good deal in a strangely
- desultory and unguided fashion, but her learning is utterly unbalanced.
-
- For example, she has read the whole, apparently, of the _Penny
- Cyclopædia_—in a very old edition—and she has accepted it all as
- unquestionable truth. Nobody had ever told the poor child that the
- science of thirty years ago has been revised and enlarged since that
- time, until I made the point clear to her singularly quick and
- receptive mind in the laboratory yesterday. She seems also to have
- read, and well-nigh committed to memory, the old plays published
- fifty or sixty years ago under the title of _The British Drama_, but
- she has hardly so much as heard of our great modern writers. She can
- repeat whole dialogues from _Jane Shore_, _She Stoops to Conquer_, _A
- New Way to Pay Old Debts_, _High Life Below Stairs_, and many plays
- of a much lower moral character; but even the foulest of them have
- manifestly done her no harm. Her own innocence seems to have performed
- the function of the feathers on a duck’s back in a shower. She is so
- unconscious of evil, indeed, that I do not care to explain my reasons
- to her when I suggest that she had better not repeat to others some of
- the literature that she knows by heart.
-
- I still haven’t the faintest notion of her history, or of whence she
- came. She is docile in an extraordinary degree, but I think that is
- due in large measure to her exaggerated sense of what she calls my
- goodness to her. Poor child! It is certain that she never before knew
- much of liberty or much of considerate kindness. She seems scarcely
- able to realise, or even to believe, that in anything she is really
- free to do as best pleases her, a fact from which I argue that she
- has been subject always to the arbitrary will of others. She is by
- no means lacking in spirit, and I suspect that those others who have
- arbitrarily dominated her life have had some not altogether pleasing
- experiences with her. She is capable of very vigorous revolt against
- oppression, and her sense of justice is alert. But apparently she has
- never before been treated with justice or with any regard whatever to
- the rights of her individuality. She has been compelled to submit to
- the will of others, but she has undoubtedly made trouble for those
- who compelled her. At first with me she seemed always expecting some
- correction, some assertion of authority, and she is only now beginning
- to understand my attitude toward her, especially my insistence upon
- her right to decide for herself all things that concern only herself.
- The other day in the laboratory, she managed somehow to drop a beaker
- and break it. She was about to gather up the fragments, but, as the
- beaker had been filled with a corrosive acid, I bade her let them
- alone, saying that I would have them swept up after the day’s work
- should be done. She stood staring at me for a moment, after which she
- broke into a little rippling laugh, threw her arms around my neck, and
- said:—
-
- “I forgot. You never scold me, even when I am careless and break
- things.”
-
- I tried hard to make her understand that I had no right to scold her,
- besides having no desire to do so. It seemed a new gospel to her.
- Finally she said, more to herself than to me:—
-
- “It is so different here. There was never anybody so good to me.”
-
- Her English is generally excellent, but it includes many odd
- expressions, some of them localisms, I think, though I do not know
- whence they come. Occasionally, too, she frames her English sentences
- after a French rhetorical model, and the result is sometimes amusing.
- And another habit of hers which interests me is her peculiar use
- of auxiliary verbs and intensives. Instead of saying, “I had my
- dinner,” she sometimes says, “I did have my dinner,” and to-day when
- we had strawberries and cream for snack, she said, “I do find the
- strawberries with the cream to be very good.”
-
- Yet never once have I detected the smallest suggestion of “broken
- English” in her speech, except that now and then she places the accent
- on a wrong syllable, as a foreigner might. Thus, when she first came,
- she spoke of something as ex_cel_lent. I spoke the word correctly
- soon afterward, and never since has she mispronounced it. Indeed, her
- quickness in learning and her exceeding conscientiousness promise to
- obliterate all that is peculiar in her speech before you get home
- again, unless you come quickly.
-
- The girl doesn’t know what to make of Mammy. That dearest of despots
- has conceived a great affection for this new “precious chile,” and
- she tyrannises over her accordingly. She refused to let her get up
- the other morning until after she had taken a cup of coffee in bed,
- simply because no fire had been lighted in her room that morning. And
- how Mammy did scold when she learned that Evelyn, thinking a fire
- unnecessary, had sent the maid away who had gone to light it!
-
- “You’se jes’ anudder sich as Mis’ Dorothy,” she said. “Jes’ case it’s
- spring yo’ won’t hab no fire to dress by even when it’s a-rainin’. An’
- so you’se a-tryin’ to cotch yo death o’ cole, jes’ to spite ole Mammy.
- No, yo’ ain’t a-gwine to git up yit. Don’t you dar try to. You’se jes’
- a-gwine to lay still till dem no-’count niggas in de dinin’-room sen’s
- you a cup o’ coffee what Mammy’s done tole ’em to bring jes’ as soon
- as it’s ready. An’ de next time you goes fer to stop de makin’ o’ you
- dressin’-fire, you’se a-gwine to heah from Mammy, yo’ is. Jes’ you
- bear dat in mind.”
-
- Evelyn doesn’t quite understand. She says she thought we controlled
- our servants, while in fact they control us. But she heartily likes
- Mammy’s coddling tyranny—as what rightly constructed girl could fail
- to do? Do you know, Arthur, the worst thing about this war is that
- there’ll never be any more old mammies after it is ended?
-
- I’m teaching Evelyn chemistry, among other things, and she learns with
- a rapidity that is positively astonishing. She has a perfect passion
- for precision, which will make her invaluable in the laboratory
- presently. Her deftness of hand, her accuracy, her conscientious
- devotion to whatever she does, are qualities that are hard to match.
- She never makes a false motion, even when doing the most unaccustomed
- things; and whatever she does, she does conscientiously, as if its
- doing were the sum of human duty. I am positively fascinated with
- her. If I were a man, I should fall in love with her in a fashion
- that would stop not at fire or flood. I ought to add that the girl is
- a marvel of frankness—as much as any child might be—and that her
- truthfulness is of the absolute, matter-of-course kind which knows no
- other way. But these things you will have inferred from what I have
- written before, if I have succeeded even in a small way in describing
- Evelyn’s character. I heartily wish I knew her history; not because
- of feminine curiosity, but because such knowledge might aid me in my
- effort to guide and educate her aright. However, no such aid is really
- necessary. With one so perfectly truthful, and so childishly frank, I
- shall need only to study herself in order to know what to do in her
- education.
-
-There was a postscript to this letter, of course. In it Dorothy wrote:—
-
-
- Since this letter was written, Evelyn has revealed a totally
- unsuspected accomplishment. She has been conversing with me in French,
- and _such_ French! I never heard anything like it, and neither did
- you. It is positively barbaric in its utter disregard of grammar,
- and it includes many word forms that are half Indian, I suspect. It
- interests me mightily, as an apt illustration of the way in which new
- languages are formed, little by little, out of old ones.
-
-There was much else in Dorothy’s letter; for she and her husband
-were accustomed to converse as fully and as freely on paper as they
-did orally when together. These two were not only one flesh, but
-one in mind, in spirit, and in all that meant life to them. Theirs
-was a perfect marriage, an ideal union—a thing very rare in this
-ill-assorted world of ours.
-
-
-
-
-VI
-
-“WHEN GREEK MEETS GREEK”
-
-
-AT midnight on the 3d of May, 1864, a message came to General Lee’s
-headquarters. It told him only of an event which he had expected
-to occur about this time. Grant was crossing the river into the
-Wilderness, his army moving in two columns by way of the two lower
-fords.
-
-General Lee’s plans were already formed in anticipation of this or any
-other movement of the Army of the Potomac. He needed to learn only
-which line of march of the several that were open to him General Grant
-would adopt. Now he knew, and instantly his orders were given to carry
-out plans previously and completely wrought out in his mind. Grant’s
-movement by the lower fords indicated clearly what his plan of campaign
-was to be. He had under his orders a veteran army of one hundred and
-thirty thousand men, of whom rather more than one hundred thousand were
-ready for actual battle. Lee had a total of a little less than sixty
-thousand men—forty-five thousand of whom, perhaps, he could put upon
-the firing-line, with which to oppose the Federal advance.
-
-Grant’s plan was to push forward rapidly through the Wilderness before
-Lee could strike a blow, turn his adversary’s right, and plant his
-greatly superior army near Gordonsville, in Lee’s rear, and between
-him and Richmond. If he could have accomplished that purpose, the
-surrender or destruction of the Army of Northern Virginia would have
-been a matter only of a few days, or perhaps a few hours. For if cut
-off in this fashion from all its sources of supply, and with no other
-army anywhere to come to its relief, the already half-starving Virginia
-force would have had no resource except to hurl itself upon Grant’s
-double numbers and shatter itself to fragments in a vain effort to
-break through impregnable lines. It would have had no possible route of
-retreat open to it, no conceivable road of escape, no second line of
-defence to fall back upon.
-
-But General Grant was dealing with the greatest master of strategy of
-modern times. Grant’s plan of campaign was flawless, but Robert E. Lee
-stood in the way.
-
-Lee instantly moved forward to interfere with his adversary’s march
-toward Gordonsville, by assailing him in flank. At the same time
-he threatened his advance corps on their front, in such fashion as
-to compel Grant to recall them and accept battle amid the tangled
-underbrush of the Wilderness.
-
-This Wilderness is, perhaps, the very wildest tract of land that lies
-anywhere east of the Mississippi. It skirts the southern bank of the
-Rapidan for fifteen miles, extending inland from that stream for
-about ten miles. Originally it was densely timbered, but in colonial
-days, and a little later, the timber was cut away to supply fuel for
-the iron-furnaces that once abounded there, but that were afterward
-abandoned. As the region does not at all tempt to agriculture, the
-abandonment of the iron mines left it a veritable wilderness. Its
-surface became covered with densely growing scrub trees, interlaced
-with a tangle of vines and imbedded, as it were, in an undergrowth of a
-density inconceivable to men who have not acquainted themselves with
-the lavish luxuriance of Southern vegetation.
-
-It was in this Wilderness that Lee’s columns struck Grant’s in flank,
-and for two days a battle raged there, of which, for difficulty of
-conditions, there is scarcely a parallel in the history of warfare.
-
-The men could not see each other at a distance of more than a few rods.
-Regiments, struggling through the tangled vines and underbrush, came
-unexpectedly upon regiments of the enemy and fought desperately for
-the possession of the ground, neither knowing how much or how little
-the holding, the conquest, or the loss of the position involved might
-signify in a military way.
-
-Orderly fighting was utterly out of the question. Not only was
-it impossible for corps commanders to handle their troops with
-co-operative intent; even brigades were so broken up, and their several
-parts so hopelessly separated and lost to each other in the thickets,
-that their commanders knew neither when nor where nor how to set one
-regiment to reinforce another at a critical juncture.
-
-It was a veritable Donnybrook Fair on a large scale, where the only
-strategy consisted in pushing forward, and the only tactics in striking
-with all possible might at the enemy, wherever he was found.
-
-The fighting was desperate on both sides. It was such fighting as
-only the most hardened veterans could have been expected to do under
-circumstances so unfavourable, such fighting as would have been simply
-impossible at any earlier stage of the war. To valour these two armies
-had added discipline and long use in war. Their determination was that
-of veterans, their courage that of matchless heroes, their endurance
-that of insensate machines. Here for the first time the two greatest
-armies of modern history had met in their perfection of discipline, of
-experience in war, and of that high courage which makes no distinction
-between the facing of death and the confronting of a summer shower. To
-these war-seasoned men on either side the hum of bullets meant no more
-than the buzzing of mosquitoes; battle, no more than a breeze.
-
-But bullets were by no means the only source of trouble and danger.
-Several times during the long struggle, the woods caught fire,
-literally suffocating men by hundreds who had passed safely through
-hail-storms of bullets and successfully met and repelled charges with
-the bayonet. Earthworks hastily thrown up with pine-log revetments for
-their support, after enabling the men behind them to resist and repel
-successive assaults of desperate adversaries, became themselves an
-irresistible foe, by the firing of their log fronts and the consequent
-emanation of a smoke too stifling for human lungs to breathe and
-yet retain capacity for further breathing. The artillery played a
-comparatively small and very difficult part in all this. Manœuvring
-with guns in that underbrush was well-nigh impossible, and there were
-no vantage grounds anywhere from which a gun could deliver its fire at
-more than pistol-shot range. So delivering it, either the cannon fire
-quickly drove the enemy away, or the fire of the enemy drove the gun
-away; and in neither case, after that, could the artillery-men see any
-enemy to shoot at.
-
-Nevertheless, Marshall Pollard’s battery managed to expend the greater
-part of its ammunition during those days, and that with effect.
-Kilgariff was largely instrumental in this. Early in the contest
-Pollard had clearly seen the difficulty—nay, the impossibility—of
-handling a battery of six guns as a unit in such conditions. He was
-subject to orders, of course, but in the execution of his orders
-he had a certain necessary discretion, and he exercised it. He had
-only two lieutenants present for duty. Each of these, of course, had
-immediate command of a section of two guns. The third section fell
-to Sergeant-major Kilgariff, as next in command. So to him Marshall
-Pollard said:—
-
-“I cannot have you personally with me in this fight. You have a
-lieutenant’s duty to do, and I trust you to do it well. I shall try to
-keep the battery together, and under my own command so far as I can;
-but I foresee that it is going to be impossible to do that completely.
-I must leave each section commander to his own discretion, in a very
-large degree. Frankly, I have much greater confidence in your ability
-to fight your guns for all they are worth than I have in that of either
-of the lieutenants. They are good men and true, but they have had no
-experience in independent command. You—well, anyhow, you know more
-than they do So I am glad that you have the left section. That, of
-course, must be the first to be detached. The others I shall try to
-keep under my own direction.”
-
-Beyond a mere “Thank you, Captain,” Kilgariff made no response. Half
-an hour later his section was detached and sent to a point of special
-difficulty and danger. He plunged into action with an impetuosity which
-surprised General Ewell, who was in personal command at that point, and
-whose uniform habit it was to place himself at the post of danger. But
-a moment later, observing the discretion with which Kilgariff selected
-a position of vantage and planted his guns, with equal reference to
-their effectiveness and their safety from capture by a dash of the
-enemy, General Ewell turned to his staff, and said:—
-
-“That young man evidently knows his business. Who is he?”
-
-Nobody knew.
-
-“Then find out,” said Ewell.
-
-Meanwhile, Kilgariff was using canister in double charges, the range
-being not greater than two hundred yards. Under this withering fire the
-enemy gave way at that point, and Ewell’s whole line advanced quickly.
-Again Kilgariff selected his gun position with discretion, and opened
-a murderous fire upon the enemy’s key position. But this time he did
-not use canister. Still, his fire seemed to have all the effect of
-canister, and his target was for a brief while less than fifty yards
-distant from the muzzles of his guns.
-
-Presently Ewell himself rode up to the guns, and asked, in his
-peculiarly querulous voice:—
-
-“What ammunition are you using, Sergeant-major?”
-
-“Shrapnel, doubled and fuse downward,” answered Kilgariff. “It’s hard
-on the guns, I know, but I’ve run out of canister, and must use what I
-can, till a new supply comes. I’ve sent for it.”
-
-It should be explained that shrapnel consists of a thin, hollow shell
-of iron, filled with leaden bullets. In the centre of each shell is a
-small charge of powder, intended only to open the shell twenty-five
-yards or so in front of an enemy’s line, and let the leaden bullets
-with their initial impetus hurl themselves like hailstones into the
-faces of the troops. But Kilgariff was turning his shrapnel shells
-reverse way, with their fuses toward the powder charge, so that the
-fuses should be melted at the moment of firing, and the shells explode
-within the gun, thus making them serve the purpose of canister, which
-consists of tin cans filled with iron balls.
-
-“Where did you learn that trick?” queried Ewell.
-
-“Oh, I suppose every artillery-man knows it,” answered the
-sergeant-major, evasively. “But here comes a fresh supply of canister,
-so I may spare the guns.”
-
-At that moment a rifled gun of the enemy, posted upon a hill eight or
-nine hundred yards away, opened upon Kilgariff, through a gap in the
-forest, threatening, by the precision of its fire, either to dismount
-his guns or to compel his retirement from the position he had chosen.
-Instantly he ordered one of his Napoleons to reply. It did so, but
-without effect. After it had fired three shots to no purpose, Kilgariff
-went to the gun, bade the gunner stand aside, and himself aimed the
-piece, with as much of calm in his demeanour as if he had not been
-under a double fire.
-
-[Illustration: _“WHO ARE YOU?”_]
-
-The gun was discharged, while Ewell watched the effect through a
-field-glass. The shell seemed to strike immediately under the muzzle of
-the enemy’s gun, and to explode at the very moment of striking. When
-the smoke of its explosion cleared away, Ewell saw through his glass
-that the enemy’s gun had been dismounted, its carriage destroyed, and
-the men serving it swept out of existence. Dismounting, he walked up to
-Kilgariff, and asked simply:—
-
-“Who are you?”
-
-“Owen Kilgariff, sergeant-major of Captain Marshall Pollard’s Virginia
-battery.”
-
-“Thank you,” said Ewell, remounting as he issued orders for another
-charge along his entire line.
-
-On both days, night ended the conflict, for the time at least, and the
-first duty of officers great and small, after darkness set in each
-evening, was to get their commands together as best they could and
-reorganise them for the next day’s work.
-
-On the Confederate side, it was confidently expected, after the two
-days’ fighting, that the next day’s work would consist in vigorously
-pressing the rear of Grant’s columns on their retreat across the
-river. For every soldier in the Army of Northern Virginia regarded
-such retreat as inevitable, and the only difference of opinion among
-them was as to what General Lee would do next. The general expectation
-was that he would almost instantly move by his left flank for another
-invasion of Maryland and Pennsylvania, another threatening of
-Washington City.
-
-And there was good ground of precedent for these Confederate
-expectations. Lee had undoubtedly inflicted a severer punishment
-upon Grant than he had before done upon McClellan, Pope, Burnside,
-or Hooker, and moreover he had completely baffled Grant’s plan of
-campaign, thwarting his attempt to turn the Confederate right and
-plant his army in the Confederate rear near Gordonsville. Four times
-the Army of Northern Virginia had seen its adversary retreat and
-assume the defensive after less disastrous defeats than that which the
-Southerners were confident they had inflicted upon Grant in these two
-days’ desperate work. Why should they not expect Grant, therefore, to
-retreat across the river, as all his predecessors had done under like
-circumstances? And why should not Lee again assume the right to decide
-where and when and how the struggle should be renewed, as he had done
-three times before?
-
-The fallacy in all this lay in its failure to recognise Grant’s
-quality, in its assumption that he was another McClellan, another Pope,
-another Burnside, another Hooker.
-
-Between him and his predecessors there was this fundamental difference:
-they set out to force their way to Richmond by strategy and fighting,
-and when they found themselves outmanœuvred and badly damaged in
-battle, they gave up their aggressive attempts and contented themselves
-with operations for the defence of the Federal capital; Grant had set
-out to conquer or destroy Lee’s army by the use of a vastly superior
-force whose losses could be instantly made good by reinforcements,
-while Lee had nowhere any source from which to draw fresh troops,
-and when Grant found his first attempt baffled and his columns badly
-damaged in fight, he obstinately remained where he was, sent for
-reinforcements, and made his preparations to “fight it out on this line
-if it takes all summer.”
-
-Thus, in Grant’s character and temperament the Confederates had
-a totally new condition to meet. And there was another supremely
-important fact governing this campaign. Grant was the first commander
-of the Army of the Potomac who also and at the same time controlled
-all the other Federal armies in the field. These he directed with sole
-reference to his one supreme strategic purpose—the purpose, namely,
-of destroying the Army of Northern Virginia and making an end of the
-tremendous resisting power of Robert E. Lee. In that resisting power
-he, first of all men, saw clearly that the vitality of the Confederate
-cause had its being.
-
-In order that he might destroy that, he had not only concentrated a
-mightily superior force against it, and arranged to keep the strength
-of his own army up to its maximum by heavy reinforcement after every
-battle loss, but he had also ordered all the Federal armies in other
-parts of the country to carry on such operations as should continually
-occupy every Confederate force and forbid Lee to reinforce the Virginia
-army from any quarter as its numbers should decline by reason of battle
-losses.
-
-Grant directed Sherman to begin the Atlanta campaign simultaneously
-with the beginning of the year’s work on the Rapidan. He ordered
-Thomas to hold East Tennessee, and to operate in such fashion as to
-occupy all the Confederate forces there. He ordered the Federal armies
-west of the Mississippi to abandon their wasteful operations in that
-quarter, concentrate in New Orleans, and move at once upon Mobile, in
-order to prevent Lee from drawing troops from the Far South.
-
-He filled the valley of Virginia with forces sufficient to compel
-Lee to keep a strong army corps there, instead of calling it to his
-assistance in Northern Virginia. He sent Butler to the James River
-region below Richmond, by way of compelling Lee to keep strong
-detachments at Richmond and Petersburg, which otherwise he might have
-called to his assistance in the crucial struggle with the Army of the
-Potomac.
-
-As one looks back at all this, and clearly discerns Grant’s purpose
-and the means he used for its accomplishment, it is easy to see that
-both Lee and the Confederate cause were doomed in the very hour of
-Grant’s passage across the Rapidan. The only chance of any other issue
-lay in the remote possibility that the sixty thousand men of the
-Army of Northern Virginia should inflict a decisive and destructive
-defeat upon the one hundred and thirty thousand men of the Army of the
-Potomac at the outset of the campaign, and in that way bring hopeless
-discouragement at the North to their aid.
-
-This they did not succeed in doing at the Wilderness, and when,
-after two days’ battling there, Grant moved by his left flank to
-Spottsylvania Court House to join battle again, there was scarcely a
-veteran in the Virginia army who did not fully understand that the
-beginning of the end had come. Yet not one of them flinched from the
-further fighting because of its manifest hopelessness. Not one of them
-lost the courage of despair in losing hope. Perhaps there was no part
-of the titanic struggle which so honourably distinguished those men of
-the South as did that campaign in which they doggedly fought on after
-they had come to understand that their fighting was futile.
-
-It is natural enough that men should be brave when the lure of hope and
-the confident expectation of victory beckon them to the battle front,
-but only men of most heroic mould may be expected to fight with still
-greater desperation after all doors of hope are closed to them.
-
-From that hour when Grant moved from the Wilderness to Spottsylvania
-till the end came, nearly a year later, these men of the South did, and
-dared, and endured for love of honour alone, with no hope to inspire
-them, no remotest chance of ultimate success as the reward of their
-valour. Theirs was a pure heroism, untouched, untainted, unalloyed.
-
-After two days of such fighting as bulldogs do, the struggle in the
-Wilderness ended with no decisive advantage on either side. Grant had
-secured possession of roads leading out of the Wilderness. On the other
-hand Lee had succeeded in completely baffling his adversary’s strategic
-purpose, and was still in full possession of that region in his own
-rear which Grant had hoped to seize upon with decisive effect. Grant’s
-losses in killed, wounded, and prisoners greatly exceeded Lee’s; but as
-an offset, he could afford to lose more heavily than the Confederates,
-not only because his force outnumbered Lee’s by more than two to one,
-but also because he could repair all his losses by reinforcement, while
-Lee had no such resource.
-
-Baffled, but not beaten, Grant decided, on the evening of the 7th of
-May, to move to the left, passing out of the Wilderness and taking up
-a new position—strong both for attack and defence—on a line of hills
-near Spottsylvania Court House. It was his hope to possess himself of
-this position before Lee should discover his purpose, and to that end
-he began his march after nightfall, pushing strong columns forward by
-all available roads, while still ostentatiously holding his positions
-in the Confederate front, as if to renew the battle in the Wilderness
-the next morning.
-
-But his wily adversary anticipated the movement, and discovered it
-almost as soon as it was begun. Lee sent his cavalry and a considerable
-force of infantry to fell trees across the roads and otherwise obstruct
-the march of Grant’s column. Meanwhile, with his main body, he moved in
-haste to Spottsylvania Court House. The head of his column reached that
-point in advance of Grant, and promptly seized upon the coveted line
-of hills which the men, accustomed to such work, proceeded hastily to
-fortify, fighting, meanwhile, with such of the Federal commands as had
-come up to dispute their possession of the strategic position.
-
-It was during this preliminary struggle that a certain little hill in
-front of the main ridge fell into hot dispute. Its possession by the
-Federals would greatly weaken the Confederate line, and it was deemed
-essential by the Confederate commanders present to secure it at all
-hazards, while the Federals, seeing the importance of the little hill,
-concentrated the fire of twenty guns upon it, sweeping its top as with
-a broom, whenever a Confederate force, large or small, showed itself
-there.
-
-Three times Confederate infantry were advanced to the crest, and three
-times they were driven back by a storm of cannon shot before they could
-throw up a dozen shovelfuls of earth.
-
-Kilgariff, again detached with his two guns, sat upon his horse,
-looking on at all this and wondering what the result would be.
-Presently a brigade of North Carolinians moved up into line just in
-front of him, at the moment when the third of the charging bodies was
-hurled back, baffled, beaten, and broken into fragments.
-
-Just then the chief of artillery of the corps with which Kilgariff was
-temporarily serving rode up and said to him:—
-
-“Do you want your opportunity for distinction and a commission?”
-
-“I want all the opportunity I can get to render service,” was
-Kilgariff’s answer.
-
-“Then take your guns to the crest of that hill and _stay there_!”
-fairly shouted the officer.
-
-Kilgariff fully realised the desperate character of the attempt, and
-the practical certainty that his guns, his men, and his horses would
-be quickly swept off the face of the earth when he should appear upon
-that shell-furrowed hilltop. But he had no thought of faltering. On the
-contrary, just as he gave the order, “Forward,” a whimsical thought
-occurred to him. “The general need not have been at the trouble to
-order us to ‘stay there.’ We’ll stay there, whether we wish to or not.
-The enemy will take care of that.” Then came the more serious thought
-that unless he could bring his guns into battery almost instantly upon
-reaching the hilltop, the slaughter of his horses might prevent the
-proper placing of the pieces. So, at a full run, he carried the guns
-up the slope, shouting the orders, “Fire to the front! In battery!” at
-the moment of coming within sight of the Federal guns, less than half
-a thousand yards away, and already partially protected by a hastily
-constructed earthwork.
-
-Fortunately, the men of Captain Pollard’s battery were perfect in drill
-to their very finger tips, and their alert precision brought the guns
-into position within a second or two, and the twelve-pounders were
-bellowing before the horses began falling just in the rear.
-
-Kilgariff ordered the horses and caissons to be retired a little way
-down the hill, for the sake of such protection as the ground afforded,
-but scarcely one of the animals lived to enjoy such protection even
-briefly.
-
-Meantime, Kilgariff, dismounted now (for his horse had been the first
-to fall), stood there working his two utterly unsupported guns under
-the fiercely destructive fire of a score of pieces on the enemy’s side.
-His men fell one after another, like autumn leaves in a gale. Within
-half a minute he had called all the drivers to the guns to take the
-places of their dead or dying comrades, and still each gun was being
-operated by a detachment too scant in numbers for effectiveness of fire.
-
-It was obviously impossible that any of them could long survive under
-a fire so concentrated and so terrific. Kilgariff reckoned upon three
-minutes as the utmost time that any man there could live; and when
-one of his guns was dismounted at its fifth discharge, and two of his
-limber-chests exploded almost at the same moment, he hastily counted
-the cannoniers left to him and found their number to be just seven, all
-told.
-
-But he had not been ordered to undertake this desperate enterprise
-without a purpose. Reckoning upon the almost superstitious reverence
-that the infantry cherish for cannon, the generals in command had
-sent Kilgariff’s guns into this caldron of fire as a means of luring
-the infantry to a desperate attempt to take and hold the little hill.
-Before Kilgariff had traversed half the distance toward the crest, the
-commander of that North Carolina brigade had called out a message that
-was quickly passed from mouth to mouth down his line. The message was:—
-
-“We must save those guns and hold that hill. They call us tar heels.
-Let us show _how tar sticks_.”
-
-Instantly, and with a yell that might have come from the throats of so
-many demons, the brigade of about two thousand men bent their heads
-forward, rushed up the hill, and swarmed around Kilgariff’s guns.
-Their deployment into line quickly diverted the enemy’s attention to
-a larger front. Other guns were hurriedly brought up to the hill, and
-half an hour later a substantial line of earthworks covered its crest.
-
-The three minutes that Kilgariff had allowed for the complete
-destruction of his little command were scarcely gone when this relief
-came. He was ordered to withdraw his remaining gun by hand down the
-hill—by hand, for the reason that not a horse remained of the thirty
-odd that had so lately galloped up the steep.
-
-
-
-
-VII
-
-WITH EVELYN AT WYANOKE
-
-
-AS if bearing a charmed life, Kilgariff had gone through all this
-without a scratch. He had galloped up that hill in the face of a
-heavy infantry fire; he had planted his section under the murderous
-cannonading of twenty well-served guns firing at point-blank range;
-he had fought his pieces under a bombardment so fierce that within
-the brief space of three minutes his command was well-nigh destroyed.
-Yet not a scratch of bullet or shell-fragment had so much as rent his
-uniform.
-
-By one of those grim jests of which war is full, he fell after all this
-was over, his neck pierced and torn by a stray bullet that had missed
-its intended billet in front and sped on in search of some human target
-in the rear.
-
-He was carried immediately to one of the field-hospitals which Doctor
-Arthur Brent was hurriedly establishing just in rear of the newly
-formed line of defence. There he fell into Doctor Brent’s own friendly
-hands; for that officer, the moment he saw who the patient was, left
-his work of supervision and himself knelt over the senseless form of
-the sergeant-major to discover the extent of his injury and to repair
-it if possible. He found it to be severe, but not necessarily fatal. He
-proceeded to stop the dangerous hemorrhage, cleansed and dressed the
-wound, and within half an hour Kilgariff regained consciousness.
-
-A few hours later, finding that the temporary hospital was exposed to
-both artillery and musketry fire, Doctor Brent ordered the removal
-of the wounded men to a point a mile or so in the rear; and finding
-Kilgariff, thanks to his elastic constitution, able to endure a little
-longer journey, he took him to his own quarters, still farther to the
-rear.
-
-Here Captain Pollard managed to visit his sergeant-major during the
-night.
-
-“General Anderson, who is in command of Longstreet’s corps, now that
-Longstreet is wounded,” he said, during the interview, “has asked for
-your report of your action on the hill. If you are strong enough to
-answer a question or two, I’ll make the report in your stead.”
-
-“I think I can write it myself,” answered Kilgariff; “and I had rather
-do that.”
-
-Paper and a pencil were brought, and, with much difficulty, the wounded
-man wrote:—
-
- Under orders this day, I took the left section of Captain Pollard’s
- Virginia Battery to the crest of a hill in front.
-
- After three minutes of firing, infantry having come up, I was ordered
- to retire, and did so. My losses were eighteen men killed and fifteen
- wounded, of a total force of thirty-eight men. One of my gun carriages
- was destroyed by an enemy’s shell, and two limber-chests were blown
- up. All of the horses having fallen, I brought off the remaining
- gun and the two caissons by hand, in obedience to orders. I was
- fortunately able also to bring off all the wounded. Every man under my
- command behaved to my satisfaction.
-
- All of which is respectfully submitted.
-
- OWEN KILGARIFF,
-
- _Sergeant-major_.
-
-“Is that all you wish to say?” asked Pollard, when he had read the
-report.
-
-“Quite all.”
-
-“You make no mention of your own wound.”
-
-“That was received later. It has no proper place in this report.”
-
-“True. That is for me to mention in my report for the day.”
-
-But in his indorsement upon the sergeant-major’s report Pollard wrote:—
-
- I cannot too highly commend to the attention of the military
- authorities the extraordinary courage, devotion, and soldierly skill
- manifested by Sergeant-major Kilgariff, both in this affair and in the
- fighting of the last few days in the Wilderness.
-
-In the meantime General Ewell had mentioned in one of his reports the
-way in which Kilgariff had done his work in the Wilderness, and now
-General Anderson wrote almost enthusiastically in commendation of this
-young man’s brilliant and daring action, so that when the several
-reports reached General Lee’s headquarters, the great commander was
-deeply impressed. Here was a young enlisted man whose conduct in action
-had been so conspicuously gallant and capable as to attract favourable
-mention from two corps commanders within a brief period of three
-or four days. General Lee officially recommended that a captain’s
-commission should be issued at once to a man so deserving of promotion
-and so fit to command.
-
-The document did not reach Kilgariff until a fortnight later, after
-Arthur Brent had sent him to Wyanoke for treatment and careful nursing.
-Kilgariff took the commission in his enfeebled hands and carefully read
-it through, seeming to find some species of pleasure in perusing the
-formal words with which he was already familiar. Across the sheet was
-written in red ink:—
-
- This commission is issued in accordance with the request of General R.
- E. Lee, commanding, in recognition of gallant and meritorious conduct
- in battle.
-
-That rubric seemed especially to please the sick man. For a moment it
-brought light to his eyes, but in the next instant a look of trouble,
-almost of despair, overspread his face.
-
-“Send it back,” he said to Evelyn, who was watching by the side of the
-couch that had been arranged for him in the broad, breeze-swept hall at
-Wyanoke. “Send it back; I do not want it.”
-
-Ever since Kilgariff’s removal to the house of the Brents, Evelyn had
-been his nurse and companion, tireless in her attention to his comfort
-when he was suffering, and cheerily entertaining at those times when he
-was strong enough to engage in conversation.
-
-“You know, it was he who took me out of the burning house,” she said
-to Dorothy, by way of explanation, not of apology; for in the innocent
-sincerity of her nature, she did not understand or believe that there
-can ever be need of an apology for the doing of any right thing.
-
-For one thing, she was accustomed to write the brief and infrequent
-letters that Kilgariff wished written. These were mostly in
-acknowledgment of letters of inquiry and sympathy that came to him from
-friends in the army.
-
-Usually he dictated the notes to her, and she wrote them out in a hand
-that was as legible as print and not unlike a rude print in appearance.
-At first glance her manuscript looked altogether masculine, by reason
-of the breadth of stroke and the size of the letters, but upon closer
-scrutiny one discovered in it many little peculiarities that were
-distinctly feminine.
-
-Kilgariff asked her one day:—
-
-“Who taught you to write, Evelyn?”
-
-“Nobody. Nobody ever taught me much of anything till I came to live at
-Wyanoke.”
-
-“How, then, did you learn to read and write, and especially to spell so
-well?”
-
-The girl appeared frightened a bit by these questions, which seemed
-to be master keys of inquiry into the mystery of her early life.
-Kilgariff, observing her hesitation, said quickly but very gently:—
-
-“There, little girl, don’t answer my ‘sick man’s’ questions. I didn’t
-mean to ask them. They are impertinent.”
-
-“No,” she said reflectively, “nothing that comes from you can be
-impertinent, I reckon,”—for she was rapidly adopting the dialect of
-the cultivated Virginians. “You see, you took me out of that house
-afire, and so you have a right—”
-
-“I claim no right whatever, Evelyn,” he said, “and you must quit
-thinking about that little incident up there on the Rapidan.”
-
-“Oh, but I can never quit thinking about that. You were great and good,
-and oh, so strong! and you did the best thing that ever anybody did for
-me.”
-
-“But I would have done the same for a negro.”
-
-“But you didn’t do it for a negro. You did it for me. So you see I am
-right about it. Am I not?”
-
-“I suppose so. Your logic is a trifle lame, perhaps, but your heart is
-right. Never mind that now.”
-
-“But I want to tell you all I can,” the girl resumed. “You see, I can’t
-tell you much, because I don’t know much about myself, and because
-they made me swear. But I can answer this question of yours. I don’t
-know just how I learned to read. I reckon somebody must have taught me
-that when I was so little that I have forgotten all about it. Anyhow,
-I don’t remember. But after I had read a good many books, there came a
-time when I couldn’t get any books, except three that I was carrying
-with me. That was when I was a little boy, and—”
-
-“A little boy? A little girl, you mean.”
-
-“No, I mean a little boy, but I mustn’t tell you about that, only I
-have already told you that once I was a little boy. It slipped out,
-and you must forget it, please, for I didn’t mean to say it. I wasn’t
-really a boy, of course, but I had to wear a boy’s clothes and a boy’s
-name. Never mind that. You mustn’t ask me about it. As I was saying,
-when I grew tired of reading my three books over and over again, I
-decided to write some new ones for myself. The only trouble was that
-I had never learned to write. That didn’t bother me much, because I
-had seen writing and had read a little of it sometimes; so I knew that
-it was just the same as print, only that the letters were made more
-carelessly and some of them just a little differently in shape. I knew
-I could do it, after a little practice. I got some eagle’s quills
-from—” here the girl checked herself, and bit her lip. Presently she
-continued:—
-
-“I got some eagle’s quills from a man who had them, and I made myself
-some pens. I had some blank-books that had been partly written in at
-the—well, partly written in. But there wasn’t any ink there, so I made
-myself some out of oak bark and nutgalls, ‘setting’ the colour with
-copperas, as I had seen the people at the—well, as I had seen somebody
-do it in that way. It made very good ink, and I soon taught myself how
-to write. As for the spelling, I tried to remember how all the words
-looked in the books I had read, and when I couldn’t remember, I would
-stop writing and look through the three books I still had till I came
-upon the word I wanted. After that, I never had any trouble about
-spelling that word.”
-
-“I should imagine not,” said Kilgariff. “But did you succeed in writing
-any books for yourself?”
-
-“Yes, two of them.”
-
-“What were they about?”
-
-“Well, in one of them I wrote all I could remember about myself; they
-got hold of that and threw it into the fire.”
-
-“Who did that?”
-
-“Why—well, the people I was with—no, I mustn’t tell you about them.
-In another of my books I wrote all I had learned about birds and
-animals and trees and other things. I reckon I know a good deal about
-such things, but what I wrote was only what I had learned for myself by
-seeing so much of them. You see, I was alone a good deal then, except
-for the wild creatures, and I got pretty well acquainted with them.
-Even here, where they never knew me, I can call birds or squirrels to
-me out of the trees, and they soon get so they will come to me even
-without my calling them.”
-
-“Is that book in existence still?” asked Kilgariff, with manifest
-eagerness.
-
-“I reckon so, but maybe not. I really don’t know. Anyhow, I shall never
-see it again, of course, and nobody else would care for it.”
-
-“Oh, yes, somebody else would. I would give a thousand dollars in gold
-for it at this moment.”
-
-“Why, what for? It was only a childish thing, and besides I had never
-studied about such things.”
-
-“Listen!” interrupted Kilgariff. “Do you know where science comes
-from, and what it is? Do you realise that absolutely every fact we
-know, of the kind we call scientific, was originally found out just
-by somebody’s looking and listening as you did with your animals and
-birds and flowers? And the persons who looked and listened and thought
-about what they saw, told other people about them in books, and so all
-our science was born? Those other people have put things together and
-given learned names to them, and classified the facts for convenience,
-but the ones who did the observing have always been the discoverers,
-the most profitable workers in science. Audubon was reckoned an idle,
-worthless fellow by the commonplace people about him, because he
-‘wasted his time’ roaming about in the woods, making friends of the
-wild creatures and studying their habits. But scientific men, who
-are not commonplace or narrow-minded, were glad to listen when this
-idle fellow told them what he had learned in the woods. In Europe and
-America the great learned societies never tired of heaping honours upon
-him and the books he wrote; and the pictures he painted of his woodland
-friends sold for fabulous sums, bringing him fame and fortune.”
-
-“I am glad of that,” answered the girl, simply; “for I like Audubon.
-I’ve been reading his _Birds of America_, since I came to Wyanoke. But
-I am not Audubon, and my poor, childish writings are not great like
-his.”
-
-“They are if they record, as they must, observations that nobody else
-had made before. On the chance of that, I would give a thousand dollars
-in gold, as I said before, for that childish manuscript. Could you not
-reproduce it?”
-
-“Oh, no; never. Of course, I remember all the things I put into it, but
-I set them down so childishly—”
-
-“You set them down truthfully, of course.”
-
-“Oh, yes—but not in any proper order. I just wrote in my book each
-day the new things I had seen or learned or thought. Mostly I was
-interested in finding out what animals think, and how or in what queer
-ways plants behave under certain circumstances. There was nothing in
-all that—”
-
-“There was everything in all that, and it was worth everything. But of
-course, as you say, you cannot reproduce the book—not now at least.
-Perhaps some day you may.”
-
-“But I don’t understand?” queried the girl. “If I can’t rewrite the
-book now—and I certainly can’t—how shall I ever be able to do it
-‘some day’? Before ‘some day’ comes I shall have forgotten many things
-that I remember now.”
-
-“No, you will not forget anything of vital interest. But now you are
-self-conscious and therefore shy and self-distrustful, as you were not
-in your childhood when you wrote the book, and as you will not be when
-you grow into a maturer womanhood and learn to be less impressed by
-what you now think the superiority of others. When that time comes, you
-will write the book again, adding much to its store of observed facts,
-for you are not going to stop observing any more than you are going to
-stop thinking.”
-
-Evelyn shook her head.
-
-“I could never write a book—a real book, I mean—fit to be printed.”
-
-“We shall see about that later,” said Kilgariff. “You are a young woman
-of unusual intellectual gifts, and under Mrs. Brent’s influence you
-will grow, in ways that you do not now imagine.”
-
-Kilgariff was profoundly interested, and he was rapidly talking himself
-into a fever. Evelyn was quick to see this, and she was also anxious to
-escape further praise and further talk about herself. So, with a demure
-little air of authority, she said:—
-
-“You must stop talking now. It is very bad for you. You must take a few
-sips of broth and then a long sleep.”
-
-All this occurred long after the day when Kilgariff handed her his
-captain’s commission and bade her “send it back,” saying, “I don’t want
-it.” At that time she was wholly ignorant of military formalities. She
-did not know that under military usage Kilgariff could not communicate
-with the higher authorities except formally and “through the regular
-channels”; that is to say, through a succession of officers,
-beginning with his captain. She saw that this commission was dated
-at the adjutant-general’s office in Richmond and signed, “S. Cooper,
-Adjutant-general.” Nothing could be simpler, she thought, than to
-relieve Kilgariff of all trouble in the matter by herself sending the
-document back, with a polite note to Mr. S. Cooper. So she wrote the
-note as follows:—
-
- S. COOPER, Adj’t-general,
- Richmond.
-
- DEAR SIR:—
-
- Sergeant-major Kilgariff is too weak from his wound to write his own
- letters, so I’m writing this note for him, to send back the enclosed
- paper. Mr. Kilgariff doesn’t want it, but he thanks you for your
- courtesy in sending it.
-
- Yours truly,
-
- EVELYN BYRD.
-
-Precisely what would have happened if this extraordinary note with its
-enclosure had reached the adjutant-general of the army, in response to
-his official communication, it is difficult to imagine. Fortunately,
-Evelyn was puzzled to know whether she should write on the envelope,
-“Mr. S. Cooper,” or “S. Cooper, Esq.” So she waited till Kilgariff
-should be awake and able to instruct her on that point.
-
-When he saw what she had written, his first impulse was to cry out
-in consternation. His second was to laugh aloud. But he did neither.
-Instead, he quietly said:—
-
-“We must be a little more formal, dear, and do this business in
-accordance with military etiquette. You see, these official people are
-very exacting as to formalities.”
-
-Then he wrote upon the official letter which had accompanied the
-commission a respectful indorsement declining the commission, after
-which he directed his secretary-nurse to address it formally to Captain
-Marshall Pollard, who, he explained, would indorse it and forward it
-through the regular channels, as required by military usage.
-
-“But why not accept the commission?” asked Evelyn, simply. She did
-not at all realise—and Kilgariff had taken pains that she should not
-realise—the enormity of her blunder or the ludicrousness of it. “Isn’t
-it better to be a captain than a sergeant-major?”
-
-“For most men, yes,” answered Kilgariff; “but not for me.”
-
-But he did not explain.
-
-
-
-
-VIII
-
-SOME REVELATIONS OF EVELYN
-
-
-IN the meanwhile Arthur Brent had acted upon Dorothy’s suggestion.
-He had prepared a careful statement of Kilgariff’s case, withholding
-his name of course, and had submitted it to General Stuart, with the
-request that that typical exemplar of all that was best in chivalry
-should himself choose such officers as he deemed best, to constitute
-the court.
-
-The verdict was unanimous. Stuart wrote to Arthur Brent:—
-
- Every member of the court is of opinion that your own assurance of the
- innocence of the gentleman concerned is conclusive. They are all of
- opinion that he is entirely free and entitled to accept a commission,
- and that he is not under the slightest obligation to reveal to anybody
- the unfortunate circumstances that have caused him to hesitate in this
- matter. It is the further opinion of the court, and I am asked to
- express it with emphasis, that the course of the gentleman concerned,
- in refusing to accept a commission upon the point of honour that
- influenced him to that decision, is in itself a sufficient assurance
- of his character. Tell him from me that, without at all knowing who he
- is, I urge and, if I may, I command him to accept the post you offer
- him, in order that he may render his best services to the cause that
- we all love.
-
-Arthur Brent hurried this letter to his friend at Wyanoke; but before
-it arrived, the writer of it, the “Chevalier of the Lost Cause,” had
-passed from earth. He fell at the Yellow Tavern, at the head of his
-troopers in one of the tremendous onsets which he knew so well how
-to lead, before this generous missive—perhaps the last that he ever
-wrote—fell under the eyes of the man, all unknown to him, whom he thus
-commanded to accept honour and duty with it.
-
-The fact of Stuart’s death peculiarly embarrassed a man of Kilgariff’s
-almost boyish sensitiveness.
-
- I feel [he wrote to Arthur Brent] as if I were disobeying Stuart’s
- commands and disregarding his dying request, in still refusing to
- reconsider my decision. Yet I feel that I must do so in spite of
- the decision of your court of honour, in spite of your friendly
- insistence, in spite of everything. After all, Arthur, a man must
- be judge in his own case, when his honour is involved. The most that
- others can do—the most even that a court of honour can do—is to
- excuse, to pardon, to permit. I could never submit to the humiliation
- of excuse, of pardon, of permission, however graciously granted. I
- sincerely wish you could understand me, Arthur. In aid of that, let me
- state the case. I am a man condemned on an accusation of crime. I am
- an escaped prisoner, a fugitive from justice. I am innocent. I know
- that, and you are generous enough to believe it. But the hideous fact
- of my conviction remains. It seems to me that even upon the award of
- a court of honour, backed by something like the dying injunction of
- our gallant cavalier, Stuart, I cannot honourably consent to accept a
- commission and meet men of stainless reputation upon equal terms, or
- perhaps even as their superior and commanding officer, without first
- revealing to each and all of them the ugly facts that stand in the
- way. Generous they may be; generous they are. But it is not for me to
- impose myself upon their generosity, or to deceive them by a reserve
- which I am bound to practise.
-
- I have already sent back a captain’s commission which I had fairly
- won by that little fight on the hill at Spottsylvania. With you I may
- be frank enough to say that any sergeant-major doing what I did on
- that occasion would have been entitled to his captaincy as a matter
- of right, and not at all as a matter of favour. I had fairly won that
- commission, yet I returned it to the war department, simply because
- I could not forget the facts in my case. How much more imperative it
- is that I should refuse the higher commission which you press upon
- me, and which I have not won by any conspicuous service! Will you not
- understand me, my friend? Will you not try to look at this matter from
- my point of view? So long as I am a condemned criminal, a fugitive
- from justice, I simply cannot consent to become a commissioned officer
- entitled by my government’s certification to meet on equal terms men
- against whom no accusation has been laid.
-
- Let that matter rest here. I shall remain a sergeant-major to the
- end—an enlisted man, a non-commissioned officer whose captain may
- send him back to the gun whenever it pleases him to do so, a man
- who must touch his cap to every officer he meets, a man subject to
- orders, a man ready for any work of war that may be given him to do.
- In view of the tedious slowness with which I am recovering from this
- wound, and the great need I know Captain Pollard has for an executive
- sergeant, I wrote to him, two weeks ago, resigning my place, and
- asking him to select some other capable man in my stead. He replied in
- his generous fashion, absolutely refusing to accept my resignation.
-
-That was Kilgariff’s modest way of putting the matter. What Pollard had
-actually written was this:—
-
- By your gallantry and your capacity as a hard-fighting soldier,
- you have won for my battery such honour and distinction as had not
- come to it from all its previous good conduct. Do you imagine that
- I am going to lose such a sergeant-major as you are, merely because
- his honourable wounds temporarily incapacitate him? I had thought
- to lose you by your richly earned promotion to a rank equal to my
- own, or superior to it. That promotion you have refused—foolishly,
- I think—but at any rate you have refused it. You are still my
- sergeant-major, therefore, and will remain that until you consent to
- accept a higher place.
-
-This was the situation so far as Kilgariff was concerned, as it
-revealed itself to Pollard and Arthur Brent. Dorothy knew another side
-of it. For with Dorothy, Kilgariff had quickly established relations
-of the utmost confidence and the truest friendship; and to Dorothy,
-Kilgariff revealed every thought, as he had never done to any other
-human being.
-
-Indeed, revelation was not necessary. Dorothy was a woman of that high
-type that loves sincerely and with courage, and Dorothy had seen
-the daily and hourly growing fascination of Kilgariff for Evelyn.
-She had seen Evelyn’s devoted ministry to him, and had understood
-the unconscious love that lay behind its childlike reserve. She had
-understood, as he had not, that, all unknown to herself, Evelyn had
-made of Kilgariff the hero of her adoration, and that Kilgariff’s soul
-had been completely enthralled by a devotion which did not recognise
-its own impulse or the fulness of its meaning. Dorothy knew far more,
-indeed, of the relations between these two than either of themselves
-had come to know.
-
-She was in no way unprepared, therefore, when one day Kilgariff said to
-her, as they two sat in converse:—
-
-“You know, of course, that I am deeply in love with Evelyn?”
-
-“Yes,” Dorothy answered; “I must be blind if I did not see that.”
-
-“Of course,” responded the man, “I have said nothing to her on the
-subject, and I shall say nothing, to the end. I speak to you of it only
-because I want your help in avoiding the danger-point. Evelyn is not in
-the least in love with me.”
-
-Dorothy made no response to that.
-
-“She is grateful to me for having saved her life, and gratitude is a
-sentiment utterly at war with love. Moreover, Evelyn is perfectly frank
-and unreserved in her conversations with me. No woman is ever so with
-the man she loves, until after he has made her his wife. So I regard
-Evelyn, as for the present, safe. She is not in love with me, and I
-shall do nothing to induce such sentiment on her part.”
-
-Again Dorothy sat silent.
-
-“But there is much that I can do for her, and I want to do it. You
-must help me. And above all you must tell me the moment you discover
-in her any shadow or trace of that reserve toward me which might mean
-or suggest a dawning of love. I shall be constantly on the lookout
-for such signs, but you, with your woman’s wit and intuitions, may be
-quicker than I to see.”
-
-“Precisely what do you mean, Kilgariff?” Dorothy asked, in her frank
-way of going directly to the marrow of every matter with which she had
-occasion to deal. “You say you are in love with Evelyn. Do you not wish
-her to be in love with you?”
-
-“No! By every consideration of propriety, by every sentiment of honour,
-no!” he answered, with more of vehemence than he was accustomed to put
-into his words.
-
-“Do you not understand? I can never ask her to marry me; I am therefore
-in honour bound not to win her love. I shall devote myself most
-earnestly to the task of repairing such defects in her education as
-I discover. But the moment I see or suspect the least disposition on
-her part to think of me otherwise than with the indifference of mere
-friendship, I shall take myself out of her life completely. I ask you
-to aid me in watching for such indications of dawning affection, and in
-forestalling them.”
-
-“You shall have all the assistance you need to discover and do your
-real duty,” said Dorothy. But that most womanly of women did not at all
-share Kilgariff’s interpretation either of his own duty or of Evelyn’s
-sentiment toward him. She knew from her own experience that a woman
-grows shy and reserved with a man the moment she understands herself to
-be in love with him. But equally she knew that love may long conceal
-itself even from the one who cherishes it, and that reserve, when it
-comes, comes altogether too late for purposes of safeguarding.
-
-But Dorothy did not care. She wanted these two to love each other, and
-she saw no reason why they should not. She recognised their peculiar
-fitness for each other’s love, and as for the rest—wise woman that she
-was—she trusted love to overcome all difficulties. In other words,
-Dorothy was a woman, and she herself had loved and mated as God meant
-that women should. So she was disposed to let well alone in this case.
-
-Kilgariff’s wound was healing satisfactorily now, and little by little
-his strength was coming back to him. So, every day, he sat in the
-laboratory with Dorothy and Evelyn, helping in the work by advice and
-suggestion, and often in more direct and active ways. For Arthur Brent
-had written to Dorothy:—
-
- I must remain with the army yet a while in order to keep the hospital
- service in as efficient a state as adverse circumstances will permit,
- and the constant shiftings from one place to another render this
- difficult. When Kilgariff grows strong enough, set him at work in the
- laboratory. He would never tell you so, but he is a better chemist
- than I am, better even than you in some respects. Especially he
- is expert in shortening processes, and the army’s pressing need
- of medicines renders this a peculiarly valuable art just now. We
- need everything at every hour, but especially we need opium and its
- products, and quinine or quinine substitutes. Please give your own
- special attention to your poppy fields, and get all you can of opium
- from them. Send to Richmond all the product except so much as you can
- use in the laboratory in extracting the still more valuable alkaloids.
-
- Another thing: the dogwood-root bark bitters you are sending prove to
- be a valuable substitute for quinine. Please multiply your product if
- you can. Enlist the services of your friends everywhere in supplying
- you with the raw material. Get them to set their little negroes at
- work digging and drying the roots, so that you may make as much of
- the bitters as possible. There are a good many wild cherry trees at
- Wyanoke and on other plantations round about. Won’t you experiment,
- with Kilgariff’s assistance, and see if you can’t produce some
- quinine? Our need of that is simply terrible. Malaria kills five times
- as many men as Federal bullets do, and, apart from that, hundreds of
- sick or wounded men could be returned to duty a month earlier than
- they now are if we had quinine enough. Tell Kilgariff I invoke his
- aid, and you’ll get it.
-
-Kilgariff responded enthusiastically to this appeal. He personally
-investigated the quinine-producing capacity of every tree and plant
-that grew at Wyanoke or in its neighbourhood.
-
-“The dog fennel,” he said to Dorothy, “is most promising. It yields
-quinine in greater quantity, in proportion to the time and labour
-involved, than anything else we have. Of course, if ours were a
-commercial enterprise, it would not pay to attempt any of these
-manufactures. But our problem is simply to produce medicines for the
-army at whatever cost. So I have taken the liberty of ordering all your
-chaps”—the term “chaps” in Virginia meant juvenile negroes—“to gather
-all the dog fennel they can, and to dry it on fence-rail platforms. I
-am having the men put up some kettles in which to steep it. The rest we
-must do in the laboratory. Our great lack is that of kettles enough.”
-
-“Must they be of iron?” asked Evelyn, with earnest interest. “Must they
-have fires under them?”
-
-“N-no,” answered Kilgariff, hesitatingly. “I suppose washtubs or
-anything that will hold water will do. We must use hot water to steep
-the plants in, but we might pour hot water into vessels in which we
-couldn’t heat it. Yes, Evelyn, any sort of vessel that will hold water
-will answer our purpose.”
-
-“Then I’ll provide all the tanks you need, if Dorothy will give me
-leave to command the servant-men. I do know how.”
-
-The leave was promptly given, and Evelyn instructed the negroes how to
-make staves of large proportions, and how to put them together. Three
-days later, with an adequate supply of these, and with a quantity of
-binding hoops which she had herself fashioned out of hickory saplings
-to the utter astonishment of her comrades, the girl manufactured a
-number of wooden and water-tight tanks, each capable of holding many
-scores of gallons.
-
-“Where did you learn to do that?” Kilgariff asked, when the first of
-the tanks was set up.
-
-“Among the whale fishermen,” she answered. “But I mustn’t tell you
-about that, and you mustn’t ask. But my tanks will hold oil as well as
-water, and I am going to make a little one for castor oil. You know we
-have five acres in castor beans. I reckon you two do know how to make
-castor oil out of them.”
-
-“Come here, Evelyn, and sit down,” said Dorothy. “Of course we know
-how to extract castor oil from the beans, but we don’t know where or
-how you got your peculiar English. Tell us about it.”
-
-“I do not understand. Is my English not like your own?”
-
-“In some respects, no. When you volunteered to make these tanks for us,
-you said, ‘I do know how,’ and now you say, ‘You do know.’ We should
-say, ‘I know,’ and ‘You know.’ Where did you get your peculiar usage?”
-
-The girl flushed crimson. Presently she answered:—
-
-“It is that I have not been taught. Pardon me. I am trying to learn.
-I do listen—no, I should say—I listen to your speech, and I try to
-speak the same. I have read books and tried to learn from them what
-the right speech is. Am I not learning better now? I try, or I am
-trying—which is it? And the big book—the dictionary—I am studying. I
-never saw a dictionary until I came to Wyanoke.”
-
-“Don’t worry,” said Kilgariff, tenderly. “You speak quite well enough
-to make us glad to listen.”
-
-And indeed they were glad to listen. For now that the girl had become
-actively busy in the laboratory, she had lost much of her shy reserve,
-and her conversation was full of inspiration and suggestiveness. It
-was obvious that while her instruction had been meagre and exceedingly
-irregular, she had done a world of thinking from such premises as were
-hers, and the thinking had been sound.
-
-Her ways were sweet and winning, chiefly because of their utter
-sincerity, and they fascinated both Dorothy and Kilgariff.
-
-“Kilgariff must marry her,” Dorothy wrote to Arthur Brent. “God
-evidently intended that, when he made these two; but how it is to
-come about, I do not at all know. Kilgariff has some foolish notions
-that stand in the way, but of course love will overcome them. As for
-Evelyn—well, she is a woman, and that is quite enough.”
-
-Evelyn’s use of the intensives, ‘do’ and ‘did’ and the like, was not at
-all uniform. Often she would converse for half an hour without a lapse
-into that or any other of her peculiarities of speech. It was usually
-excitement or embarrassment or enthusiasm that brought on what Dorothy
-called “an attack of dialect,” and Kilgariff one day said to Dorothy:—
-
-“The girl’s speech ‘bewrayeth her,’ as Peter’s did in the Bible.”
-
-“How do you mean?”
-
-“Why, it is easy and perfectly safe to infer from her speech a good
-deal of her life-history.”
-
-“Go on, I am interested.”
-
-“Well, you observe that she has almost a phenomenal gift of unconscious
-imitation. She has been with you for only a very brief while, yet in
-the main her pronunciation, her inflection, and even her choice of
-words are those of a young woman brought up in Virginia. She says
-‘gyarden,’ ‘cyart,’ and the like, and her _a_’s are quite as broad
-as your own when she talks of the grass or the basket. Now when she
-lapses into her own dialect, there is a distinctively French note in
-her syntax, from which I argue that she has lived among French-speaking
-people for a time, catching their construction. But, on the other hand,
-her English is so good that I cannot think her life has been mainly
-passed among French-speaking people. Have you tried her in French
-itself?”
-
-“Yes, and she speaks the most extraordinary French I ever heard.”
-
-“Well, that fits in with the other facts. This morning she spoke of a
-hashed meat at breakfast as ‘pemmican,’ though she quickly corrected
-herself; she often uses Indian terms, too, by inadvertence. Then
-again, her accomplishments all smell of the woods. Putting all things
-together, I should say that she has spent a good deal of time among, or
-at least in frequent contact with, Canadian Frenchmen and Indians.”
-
-“I think you are right,” said Dorothy, “and yet some part of her life
-has been passed in company with a well-bred and accomplished woman.”
-
-“Your body of facts, please?” said Kilgariff.
-
-“Her speech, for one thing; for in spite of its oddities it is mainly
-the speech of a cultivated woman. She never uses slang; indeed, I’m
-sure she knows no slang. Her constructions, though often odd, are
-always grammatical, and her diction is that of educated people. Then
-again, her scrupulous attention to personal neatness tells me much.
-More important still, at least in my woman’s eyes, is the fact that
-she perfectly knows how to make a bed and how to make the most of the
-little ornaments and fripperies of a room. She did not learn these
-things from squaws or half-breeds. Moreover, she does needlework of an
-exquisite delicacy which I never saw matched anywhere. That tells of a
-highly bred woman as an influence in her life and education.”
-
-While these three were at dinner that day, the negro head-man—for even
-in his enforced absence Arthur Brent would not commit his authority
-over his negroes to the brutal instincts of any overseer—came to the
-door and asked to speak with “Mis’ Dorothy.”
-
-“Bring me a decanter and a glass, Elsie,” said Dorothy to the chief
-serving-maid. She poured a dram into the glass, and handed it to the
-girl.
-
-“Take that out to Uncle Joe,” she said, “and tell him to come in after
-he has drunk it.”
-
-It was a peculiarity of the plantation negro in Virginia that he never
-refused a dram from “the gre’t house,” and yet that he never drank to
-excess. Those negroes that served about the house in one capacity or
-another were always supplied with money—the proceeds of “tips”—and
-could have bought liquor at will. Yet none of them ever formed the
-drink habit.
-
-When Uncle Joe came into the dining-room, he had a number of matters
-concerning which he desired instruction. When these affairs had been
-disposed of, and Dorothy had directed him to slaughter a shoat on the
-following morning, the mistress asked:—
-
-“How about the young mare, Uncle Joe? Are you ever going to have her
-broken?”
-
-“Well, you see, Missus, Dick’s de only pusson on de plantation what
-dars to tackle dat dar mar’, an’ Dick he’s done gone off to de wah wid
-Mahstah. ‘Sides dat, de mar’ she done trowed Dick hisse’f tree times.
-Dey simply ain’t no doin’ nuffin’ wid dat dar mar’, Missus. I reckon de
-only ting to do wid her is to sell her to de artillery, whah dey don’
-ax no odds o’ no hoss whatsomever. She’s five year ole, an’ as strong
-as two mules, an’ nobody ain’t never been able to break her yit.”
-
-“Poor creature!” said Evelyn. “May I try what I can do with her,
-Dorothy?”
-
-“You, little Missus?” broke in Joe. “_You_ try to tackle de iron-gray
-mar’? Why, she’d mash you like a potato wid her foh-feet, an’ den turn
-roun’ an’ kick you to kingdom come wid de hind par.”
-
-“May I try, Dorothy?” the girl calmly asked again, quite ignoring Uncle
-Joe’s prophecies of evil.
-
-“Hadn’t you better let some of the men or boys break her first?”
-
-“No. To me it is plain they have done too much of that already. Let me
-have her as she is. Have her brought up to the house, Uncle Joe, soon
-after dinner, with nothing on her but a halter.”
-
-“Why, little Mis’, you don’ know—”
-
-“Do precisely as I tell you,” interrupted the girl, who could be very
-imperious when so minded.
-
-When the mare was brought, she was striking viciously at the negro who
-led her. With ears laid back close to her head, and with the whites of
-her eyes showing menacingly, she was striking out with her hoofs as if
-intent upon committing homicide without further delay.
-
-“Turn her loose, Ben,” said the girl, who sat idly in the porch as if
-she had no task on her hands. “Then go away from her, and make all the
-rest go away, too—” motioning toward the gang of little negroes who
-had assembled, “to see de iron-gray mar’ kill little Missie.”
-
-When all were gone, Evelyn began nibbling at a sugar lump. Presently,
-after the mare had discovered that she was quite free and that her
-tormentors were gone, Evelyn held out her hand with the sugar lump in
-its palm. The animal was obviously unfamiliar with sugar lumps, but she
-had the curiosity which is commonly—perhaps erroneously—attributed to
-her sex. So, as Evelyn sat on the bench and made no motion indicative
-of any purpose to seize the halter, the animal presently became
-interested in the extended hand. Little by little, and with occasional
-snortings and recessions, she approached the girl. Finally, finding
-that the extended hand was not moved, she nosed the sugar lump, and
-then with her long, flexible tongue, swept it into her mouth.
-
-Evelyn did not withdraw the hand at once, but held it extended till
-the mare had got the full flavour of the sweet. Meanwhile, she cooed
-to the animal soothingly, and, after a little, she produced a second
-sugar lump and laid it upon the extended palm. This time, as the mare
-took the dainty, Evelyn, still talking soothingly, ventured with her
-other hand to stroke the beast’s silky nose, caressingly. There was a
-shrinking back on the part of the timid creature, but the lure of the
-sugar was enticing, and after once the gentle hand had stroked the
-mare’s face, she seemed rather to welcome than to resent the caress.
-
-Thus, little by little, did the girl establish relations of amity
-between herself and the spirited mare. After a while, Evelyn quitted
-her seat, went out upon the lawn, and with a sugar-lump bribe tempted
-the animal to approach her. Then she stroked its head and neck and
-sides, gradually giving it to understand that she meant no harm and
-accustoming it to the pleasant touch of her hands. Finally she stroked
-its legs vigorously, and lifted one foot after another, examining each.
-
-By this time the mare seemed to have concluded that the young woman,
-who talked ceaselessly in her cooing, contralto voice, was an
-altogether pleasant acquaintance. Wherever the girl went, around the
-grounds, the mare followed, nosing her and seemingly soliciting her
-attention.
-
-At last the girl tolled the mare to a horse block, and for a time stood
-upon it, gently stroking her silky back.
-
-Then she made a motion as if to sit upon that shapely back. The mare
-shied away, perhaps remembering former attempts of the kind which
-she had resented as indignities. But as Evelyn did not insist upon
-her apparent purpose, and as the mare was by this time very much in
-sympathy, if not in love, with the gentle girl, she presently sidled
-back into position, and Evelyn seated herself upon her back, at the
-same time caressingly stroking the sides of her neck. She had neither
-saddle on which to sit securely, nor bridle with which to control her
-mount, but there was no need of either. The mare was nibbling grass by
-this time, and Evelyn permitted her to do so, letting her wander about
-the house grounds at will, in search of the most succulent tufts. As
-the supper hour drew near, the girl slipped from the animal’s back and
-led the way, the animal following, to the stables. There, with her own
-hands she filled the manger and the hay-rack, and after an affectionate
-farewell to her new friend, returned to the house. But first she said
-to Ben, the hostler:—
-
-“Let nobody feed the mare but me. I will be at the stables in time in
-the morning. And let nobody touch her with a currycomb. I will myself
-attend to all.”
-
-Three or four days later the high-spirited mare was Evelyn Byrd’s very
-humble servant indeed. The girl rode her everywhere, teaching her a
-number of pretty tricks, the most astonishing of which was the art of
-lifting a gate latch with her teeth, and letting herself and her rider
-through the many barriers that Virginian law accommodatingly permitted
-planters to erect across the public roads.
-
-“But how did you learn all this?” asked Kilgariff, full of interest.
-
-“Oh, I do not know. I reckon I never learned it at all. You see, the
-animals fight us only because they think we mean to fight them. So long
-as they are afraid of us, they fight, of course. When they learn that
-we are friendly, they are glad to be friends. Anybody can tame any
-animal if he goes to work in the right way. I once tamed a Canada lynx,
-and it became so used to me that I let it sleep on the foot of my bed.
-But the lynx has a great deal of sense and very little affection, while
-a horse has a great deal of affection and very little sense. With the
-lynx, I appealed to its good sense, but I did never—I mean, I never
-trusted its affection.
-
-“I have treated this mare like a baby that does not understand much,
-but I have won its affection completely, and I trust that. The animal
-has so little sense that it would scare at a scrap of paper lying in
-the road, and go almost frantic if it saw a man pulling a buggy. But if
-I were on its back, it would not run or do anything that might throw me
-off. You see, one must know which is stronger in each animal—sense or
-sentiment. With a horse it is sentiment, so I curry the mare myself,
-talking to her all the while in a loving way, and I never let anybody
-else go into the stall. Another thing: a horse loves liberty better
-than anything else, so I have taken off the halter with which the mare
-used to be tied in her stall, and, as you know, I turn her loose every
-morning when she has finished her fodder, and she follows me up here
-to the house grounds where she is perfectly free to nibble grass. But
-she loves me so much that she often quits the grass and comes up here
-to the porch just to get me to rub her nose or stroke her neck. She is
-strong, and I am light, so she likes me to sit upon her back, as you
-have seen me do for an hour at a time. She doesn’t quite like a saddle
-yet—and neither do I. I would never use anything more than a blanket,
-just for the protection of my clothes, only that Dorothy thinks that
-people would wonder, if I should go visiting or to church riding
-bareback. Why do people wonder in that way, Mr. Kilgariff, about other
-people’s doings?”
-
-“Upon my word, I don’t know, unless it is that we are all like the
-Pharisee in the parable, and want to emphasise our own superiority by
-criticising others.”
-
-“But why shouldn’t the others criticise, too? The ways of the people
-they criticise are no more different from their ways, than their ways
-are different from those of the people they criticise. I confess I
-don’t quite understand.”
-
-“Neither do I, Evelyn, except that it is the habit of people to set up
-their own ways as a standard and model, and to regard every departure
-from them as a barbarism. If it were not an accepted fact that the
-Venus of Milo is the most perfect exemplification we have of feminine
-beauty, and that it is the fashion to go into raptures over that piece
-of sculpture, I imagine that nine fashionable women in every ten would
-ridicule the way in which her hair is done up, simply because they do
-not do up theirs in the same way.”
-
-“Yes, I know,” answered the girl, dreamily, and as if in a reverie.
-“That was the trouble in the circus.”
-
-“In the circus? What do you mean?”
-
-“Nothing. Don’t ask me.”
-
-
-
-
-IX
-
-THE GREAT WAR GAME
-
-
-ALL this while the war was going on tremendously and Kilgariff was
-chafing at the restraint of a wound which forbade him to bear his part
-in it.
-
-As we have seen, General Grant had crossed into the Wilderness with
-a double strategic purpose. He had hoped to turn Lee’s right flank
-and compel the surrender of the Army of Northern Virginia. Failing in
-that, he had hoped, with his enormously superior numbers, to crush and
-destroy Lee’s army in battle.
-
-He had failed in that purpose also. By his promptitude and vigour in
-assailing Grant’s army in flank, Lee had compelled his adversary to
-abandon his flanking purpose, and to withdraw his advance columns over
-a distance of more than ten miles in order to reinforce his sorely
-beset divisions in the Wilderness and to save his own army from the
-destruction he had hoped to inflict upon his adversary.
-
-After suffering a far heavier loss than he inflicted, Grant had
-summoned reinforcements and moved by his left flank to Spottsylvania
-Court House. By this movement he had again hoped to turn Lee’s right
-flank, place himself between the Confederates and their capital, and
-in that way compel the surrender or dispersal of the Army of Northern
-Virginia. Again he had been foiled by Lee’s alertness and by the
-marvellous mobility of an army that moved without a baggage-train, and
-whose men carried no blankets, no extra clothing, no overcoats, no
-canteens, no tin cups, no cooking-utensils—nothing, in fact, except
-their rifles and their ammunition.
-
-Those men were on the verge of starvation all the while. Often they had
-no rations at all for two days or more at a time. When rations were
-fullest, they consisted of one, two, or three hard-tack biscuits a day
-for each man, and perhaps a diminutive slice of salt pork or bacon,
-which was eaten raw.
-
-But these men, who had formerly fought with the courage of hope,
-inspired by splendid victory, were fighting now with the courage
-of utter despair. A great wave of religious fervour had passed over
-the army and the South. It took upon itself the fatalistic forms of
-Calvinism, for the most part. The men of the army came to believe that
-every event which occurs in this world was foreordained of God to
-occur, decreed “before ever the foundations of the world were laid.”
-They had not ceased to trust the genius and sagacity of Lee, but they
-had accepted the rule and guidance of a greater than Lee—of God
-Almighty himself. With a faith that was sublime even in its perversion,
-these men committed themselves and their cause to God, and ceased to
-reckon upon human probabilities as factors in the problem.
-
-There were prayer meetings in every tent and at every bivouac fire,
-every day and every night. At every pause in the fighting, were it only
-for a few minutes, the men on the firing-line threw themselves upon
-their knees and besought God to crown their efforts and their arms with
-victory, submissively leaving it to Him to determine the where, the
-when, the how. And in this worship of God and this absolute dependence
-upon His will the men of that army learned to regard themselves
-personally as mere pawns upon the chess-board of the divine purpose.
-They came to regard their own lives as dust in the balance, to be blown
-away by the breath of God’s will, to be sacrificed, as fuel is, for the
-maintenance of a flame.
-
-Believing firmly and without question that their cause was in God’s
-charge, they executed every order given to them with an indifference to
-personal consequences for the like of which one may search history in
-vain.
-
-In his movement from the Wilderness to Spottsylvania, General Grant
-again failed to turn the flank of his wily adversary, and, after a
-prolonged endeavour to break and destroy Lee’s army there, the Federal
-commander again moved by his left flank, in the hope of reaching
-Hanover Court House in advance of the arrival there of the Army of
-Northern Virginia.
-
-Again he was baffled of his purpose. Again Lee got there first, and
-took up a position in which, by reason of the river’s tortuous course
-and the conformation of the ground, Grant could not assail him without
-dividing his own army into three parts, no one of which could be
-depended upon to support either of the others.
-
-At one point the Federal general very nearly succeeded. There was a
-bridge across the stream near Hanover Court House. If that could be
-seized, the Federal forces might cross and assail Lee’s left flank with
-effect. A strong column of Federals was thrown forward to possess the
-bridge, and for a time it looked as if they would succeed and bring the
-war to an end right there.
-
-But two Confederate batteries—utterly unsupported—were thrown
-forward. One was Captain Pollard’s; the other was a battery from the
-battalion of Major Baillie Pegram. Advancing at a full run, the two
-batteries planted their guns at the head of the bridge, just as the
-Federal columns were beginning to cross it, and within five minutes the
-bridge had ceased to be.
-
-Has the reader ever seen Shepard’s spirited painting called “Virginia,
-1864”? The sketch from which that painting was made was drawn on this
-hotly contested field, the artist having three pencils carried away
-from his grasp by rifle bullets and half a dozen rents made in his
-drawing-paper while he worked.
-
-Thus, for the third time baffled in his effort to place his army
-between Lee and Richmond, Grant moved again by his left flank to the
-neighbourhood of Cold Harbour, where one of the severest battles of the
-seven days’ fight between Lee and McClellan had been waged.
-
-Again Lee discovered his purpose, and again he got there first. He
-seized upon a line of hills and hastily fortified them. He was now
-in front of Richmond and only a few miles in advance of that city’s
-defences. He thought it not imprudent, therefore, to call to his
-assistance such troops as were engaged in garrisoning the works about
-Richmond; thus for the first time in all that strenuous campaign having
-an opportunity in some small degree to make good the waste of war,
-by way of preparing himself to meet an enemy who had been reinforced
-almost daily since the beginning of the campaign, and whose army at
-that time outnumbered the Confederate force by more than three to one.
-
-At Lee’s back lay the now bridgeless Chickahominy—an erratic stream
-which might at any moment cut him off from all possibility of retreat.
-If Grant could defeat him where he lay, or even seriously cripple him,
-the pathway of the Army of the Potomac into Richmond would be scarcely
-at all obstructed.
-
-In hope of this result, Grant determined upon an assault in force.
-In the gray of the morning of June 3, he assailed Lee with all of
-impetuosity and all of force that an army of one hundred and fifty
-thousand men could bring to bear against an army of less than fifty
-thousand.
-
-The result was disastrous in the extreme to the Federals. They
-marched into a very slaughter pen, where they lost about ten thousand
-men within twenty minutes, for the reason that Lee had previously
-discovered their purpose and had prepared himself to receive their
-onslaught with all the enginery of slaughter.
-
-In effect, this disaster to the Federal arms ended the field campaign
-of 1864. It had been four times demonstrated that in strategy Lee
-was more than a match for his adversary. It had been four times
-demonstrated that in field fighting the little Army of Northern
-Virginia could not be overcome by the force, three times as great,
-which Grant had so often and so determinedly hurled against it.
-
-There was nothing left to the Federal commander except to besiege
-Richmond, either directly on the north and east, or indirectly by way
-of Petersburg, twenty-two miles south and commanding the main lines of
-Confederate military communication.
-
-Butler already lay on the south side of the James River with a strong
-detachment and within easy striking distance of Petersburg, a city
-defended by an exceedingly inadequate force under Beauregard. Grant
-ordered Butler to seize upon Petersburg quickly, before the place
-could be defended. If that plan had been successful, Richmond must
-have surrendered or been evacuated, and the war must have ended in the
-early summer of 1864, instead of dragging its slow length along for
-nearly a year more. But Beauregard’s extraordinary alertness and vigour
-baffled Butler’s purpose. In spite of the exceeding meagreness of the
-Confederate defending force, before Grant could push the head of his
-column into Petersburg, Lee was there; and within a few hours the Army
-of Northern Virginia, equally skilled in the use of bayonet and spade,
-had created that slender line of earthworks behind which Lee’s thin and
-constantly diminishing force defended itself for two thirds of a year
-to come.
-
-
-
-
-X
-
-THE LAW OF LOVE
-
-
-“MRS. BRENT—” Kilgariff so began a sentence one morning.
-
-But Dorothy interrupted him, quickly.
-
-“Why do you persist in addressing me in that way?” she asked. “Are we
-not yet sufficiently friends for you to call me ‘Dorothy,’ as all my
-intimates do? You know, I exacted that of Evelyn in the first moment
-that I found myself fond of her and knew that she loved me.”
-
-“But there is a difference,” answered Kilgariff. “You see—”
-
-“Yes, there is a difference, but it is altogether on the side of my
-contention. Evelyn is much younger than I am; for although, as you
-know, I am still only twenty-four, Evelyn has the advantage of several
-years of age. She _thinks_ she is only seventeen, but as nearly as
-I can figure out from what she tells me she must be approaching
-nineteen. However that may be, you, at any rate, are nearly as old as
-Arthur. You and he have been intimates all your lives, and if that
-intimacy is well-founded, I see no reason why you should not include me
-in it, so far at least, as to call me by my Christian name. You see,
-I was ‘Dorothy’ long before I became ‘Mrs. Brent,’ and my given name
-has many pleasing associations in my ears. My father always called
-me that. So did my mother, after I came to know her. Arthur did so,
-too, after I learned to like him and gave him leave. Of course, to all
-outsiders I am ‘Mrs. Brent’—a name that I am proud and glad to bear,
-because—well, because of Arthur. But to the insiders—to my friends—I
-have a strong inclination to be just ‘Dorothy.’ Don’t you think you
-have become an insider?”
-
-Kilgariff hesitated for a time before answering. Finally he said:—
-
-“It is very gracious of you—all this. But I wonder how much Arthur has
-told you about me?”
-
-“He has told me everything he knows,” she answered, with an added touch
-of dignity. “We should not be man and wife if either were capable of
-practising reserve with the other in such a case as this.”
-
-“Very well, then,” responded Kilgariff. “I do not like sailing under
-false colours; but, as you know all, why, it will be a special pleasure
-to me to be permitted to call you ‘Dorothy.’”
-
-“Now, what were you going to say when I interrupted you?” asked
-Dorothy, the direct.
-
-“I’m afraid I forget.”
-
-“No, you don’t, or at least you can remember in such a case. So think
-a bit, Owen, and tell me what you were going to say. It was something
-about Evelyn.”
-
-“Why do you think that?”
-
-“Why, for several reasons. For one thing, you caught sight of Evelyn
-just at that moment, as she was teaching her mare to kneel down for
-her to mount. You heard her voice, too, as she chided the mare in half
-playful fashion for rising too abruptly after the mount. A woman’s
-voice means much to a man of sensitive nature. She talks in just that
-way to the children—my babies—and their liking for it is positively
-wonderful. Only this morning Mammy and I were having all sorts of
-trouble to get them out of their bath. Bob, the boy, was bent upon
-spending the rest of the day in the tub, and was disposed to raise a
-rumpus over every effort to lift him out, and Mildred, girl-like, took
-her cue from her ‘big brother.’ In the midst of the turmoil Evelyn came
-in. She assumed a look of astonishment, which attracted Bob’s attention
-and for the moment quieted him. Then she said:—
-
-“‘Oh, Bob! I m sorry you’re bad. But you are. You’re very bad indeed,
-so I mustn’t tell you about the ten little Injuns. You’re getting to be
-bad just like them.’
-
-“By that time she had lifted the boy out of the tub and dried him and
-slipped a garment upon him, he not protesting in the least. Then she
-stood him up in her lap, and, looking at him in seeming surprise, she
-exclaimed:—
-
-“‘Why, Bob isn’t bad a bit! Evey made a great big mistake. Evey’s going
-to tell Bob about the ten little Injun boys.’ And from that moment
-there was no disturbance in the nursery except the noise of joyous
-laughter.
-
-“I said to her:—
-
-“‘You deal with them just as if they were wild animals to be tamed.’
-
-“She answered:—
-
-“‘So they are, only people often forget it, cruelly.’”
-
-“Well, now,” said Kilgariff, “let me have your other reason, or
-reasons, for thinking that what I set out to say had some reference
-to Evelyn. I plead guilty to your charge that I caught sight of
-Evelyn teaching the mare, and that I was charmed by the sweetness and
-sympathetic jollity of her voice, as she addressed the animal in her
-winning way. But you were going to offer another fact in support of
-your assumption. What was it?”
-
-“Why, simply that you hadn’t spoken for ten minutes before you
-addressed me. You were meditating, and whenever you meditate nowadays,
-you are thinking of Evelyn.”
-
-“Are you sure of that?”
-
-“Absolutely. You are not always aware of the fact, but the fact is
-always there. I like it to be always there.”
-
-“Why, Dorothy?”
-
-“Why, because I want you to be that way with Evelyn. It will mean
-happiness in the future for both of you.”
-
-“No; it will mean at best a gently mitigated unhappiness to me—and I
-shall be glad of the gentle mitigation. To her it will mean nothing
-more than a pleasant friendship. I do not intend that it ever shall
-mean more than that to her.”
-
-“But why not? Why should it not mean everything to her that womanhood
-longs for? Why should you not win Evelyn’s love and make her your
-wife? I never knew two people better fitted to make each other happy,
-and fortunately you have possessions in Europe and at the North which
-will enable you to take a wife, no matter how disastrously this war
-may end for us of the South. Believe me, Owen, in creating men and
-women, God intended marriage and happiness in marriage for the common
-lot of humanity. He does not give it to all of us to be great, or to
-achieve great things, or to render great services, but, if we hearken
-to His voice as it whispers within us, He intends happiness for us, and
-His way of giving happiness is in marriage, prompted by love. We poor
-mortals interfere with Nature’s plan in many ways. Especially we sin by
-‘match-making’—by bringing about marriages without love and for the
-sake of convenience of one kind or another. We wed bonds to city lots.
-We trade girls for titles, giving a money boot. We profane the holiest
-of human relations in order to join one plantation to another, or to
-unite two distinguished houses, or for some other equally devilish
-reason.
-
-“It is the best thing about this war that its tendency is to obliterate
-artificialities and restore men and women to natural conditions—at
-least here at the South. Believe me, Owen, the union of a man and
-a woman who really love each other, is the crowning fact of all
-existence. You and I are somewhat skilled in science. We know the truth
-that Nature is illimitably attentive not only to the preservation of
-the race, but to its improvement also; and we know that Nature takes no
-care whatever of the individual, but ruthlessly sacrifices him for the
-sake of the race. Nature is right, and we are criminally wrong when we
-thwart her purposes, as we do when we make marriages that have no love
-for their inspiration, or in any way bar marriage where love prompts
-it. I am old-fashioned, I suppose, but old fashions are sometimes good
-fashions. They are always so when they are the outgrowths of natural
-conditions.
-
-“Now put all that aside. I have had my little say. Let me hear what it
-was that you were going to say to me concerning Evelyn. I recognise
-your right, as you do not, to criticise in that quarter.”
-
-“Oh, I had no thought of criticising,” answered Kilgariff. “On the
-contrary, I am disposed to think you and I have made a valuable
-discovery in pedagogics.”
-
-“What is it?”
-
-“Why, that the best way to teach science is backward.”
-
-“I confess I do not understand.”
-
-“Well, look at the thing. If Evelyn had been sent to a scientific
-school to study chemistry, her professor would have set her to studying
-a book of general principles. Then, after three or four months of
-drudgery, she would have been permitted to perform a few experiments
-in the laboratory, by way of illustrating and verifying what the book
-had told her, the greater part of which she had known before she
-began. You and I have begun at the other end. We have set Evelyn to do
-practical work in the laboratory. I remember that her first task was to
-wash opium, and her next to manufacture blue mass out of rose petals
-and mercury. Incidentally we explained to her the general principles
-involved, and in that purely incidental way she has learned her general
-chemistry so thoroughly within a few weeks, and without opening a book,
-that she could pass any examination upon it that any college professor
-could put up. She has learned more in a month than any systematic class
-work would have taught her in a year.”
-
-“I suppose you are right,” answered Dorothy. “But that is the only way
-I know. It is the way in which Arthur taught me.”
-
-“Yes, I should suppose that Arthur is distinctly a man of original
-genius. He _knows how to get things done_. He is so immeasurably
-the superior of all the professors I ever knew that I am disposed
-to name none of them in comparison with him. If it is ever my lot
-to undertake the teaching of science, I shall adopt precisely that
-method. And I do not see why the same principle should not be applied
-to other departments of learning. We begin at the wrong end. The
-teacher makes the boy begin where he himself did. I think Arthur’s
-methods immeasurably better, and I spoke of Evelyn’s case only as an
-illustration of their superiority. That young woman knows much—very
-much—of science without having had any formal instruction in it at
-all. She has learned it in the natural way, and she is deeply imbued
-with the scientific spirit. Only yesterday she said to me, in answer to
-some question of mine, that she ‘looked straight at things, and thought
-about them.’ I cannot imagine a more perfect method than that.
-
-“And what book ever taught her what she knows about animals and their
-ways? What lecturer in all the world could have told her how to subdue
-that wild and rebellious mare as she has done? She learned all that
-simply by ‘looking straight at things and thinking about them.’ The
-professional horse-tamers—Rarey and the rest—set to work, with their
-mechanical appliances, to convince a horse that they are mightier than
-he is. They succeed in a way. They make the horse afraid of them, and
-so long as they deal with him, he submits, in fear of their superior
-power. But let a timid novice undertake to ride horses thus broken,
-or to drive them, and disaster comes. Evelyn’s way is incalculably
-better and more scientific. She has studied animals and learned to
-understand them and sympathise with them. She makes her appeal to what
-is best in their natures, not to what is worst, and she gets results
-that no horse-tamer of them all could ever hope for. The horse-tamer’s
-processes belong to the domain of artifice. Hers are purely scientific.”
-
-“Absolutely,” answered Dorothy; “and I often wonder where she learned
-it all, or rather where she got her inspiration, for it is not so much
-learning as a natural bent.”
-
-“Well, she was born with an instinct of truthfulness for one thing,”
-said Kilgariff. “That is the only basis of the scientific temperament.
-I observed her yesterday trying to tempt a fox squirrel out of one of
-the trees. She chirped to him in her peculiar fashion, and, in response
-to her invitation, he would run down as far as the root of the tree;
-but there he would pause and shrewdly reconnoitre, after which he would
-run back up the tree.
-
-“‘Why don’t you hold out your hand?’ I asked.
-
-“She quickly answered:—
-
-“‘That would be lying to him. Whenever I hold out my hand to him, I
-have something in it for him to eat. If I held it out empty, I should
-be saying there was something for him to eat in it, and that would be a
-lie. He would come to me then and find out that I had deceived him. You
-do quit believing—pardon me—you quit believing—anybody that tells
-you lies.’
-
-“I admitted my propensity to distrust untruthful persons, and she
-gravely asked:—
-
-“‘Why then do you wish me to deceive the poor little squirrel? Do you
-want him to think me a person not to be trusted?’
-
-“I made some lame excuse about his being only a dumb animal, and she
-quickly responded:—
-
-“‘But dumb animals are entitled to truthfulness, are they not,
-particularly when we ask them to confide in us? I should be ashamed of
-you, Monsieur’—you know she always calls me ‘Monsieur’ when she is
-displeased with me—‘if I did not understand. The human people do not
-know the animals—how trustful they want to be if only we would let
-them. We set traps for them, we deceive them in a hundred ways, and
-that is why they distrust us. I did read a few days ago—you smile,
-Monsieur; I should say, I read the other day—that the wild creatures
-are selfish, that they care for us only as a source of food supply.
-That is not true, as that squirrel shall teach you. It is true that all
-the wild creatures are _hungry all the time_. There is not food enough
-for all of them, and so when we offer them food, they come to us, even
-in fear. They have many of their young to feed, and their supplies are
-very scant. That is why they congregate around houses where there is
-waste thrown out. But oh, Monsieur, many hundreds of them do starve to
-death in the long winters. You notice that in the spring there are a
-dozen robins on the lawn; in the early summer, when they have brought
-forth their broods, there are scores and hundreds of them. But in the
-next spring there are only the dozens again. The rest have perished
-of cold and hunger. I have been reading Mr. Darwin’s book, and I know
-that this is the universal law of progress, of advancement by the
-struggle for existence, and the survival of the fittest under the law
-of heredity. But it is very cruel. That isn’t what I wanted to say. I
-wanted to show you that even the wild creatures—hungry as they always
-are—have affection. I am going to make that squirrel come to me and
-sit on my shoulder without giving him any food as a temptation. You
-shall see. After that, I will give him plenty to eat.’
-
-“And she did. She wheedled the squirrel till he came down his tree,
-crossed the lawn, and invaded her lap. It was only then that she gave
-him the peanuts with which she had filled her pockets. I tell you that
-girl is a born scientist, and that her knowledge is wonderful. Did it
-ever occur to you that the squirrels and birds that seem so happy here
-in the Wyanoke grounds are habitually in a state of starvation?”
-
-Just then Evelyn came walking toward the porch. The mare was closely
-following her, and a squirrel perched upon one shoulder, while a robin
-clung to the other. She had pockets in her gown—she insisted upon
-pockets—and from these she fed the wild creatures. Upon getting a nut,
-the squirrel leaped to the ground, and upon receiving a bit of bread,
-the robin flew away.
-
-“You see,” said Kilgariff, “how coldly selfish and calculating your
-wild creatures are. The moment they get something to eat, they quit
-your hospitality.”
-
-“Not so, Monsieur,” the girl answered. “They have their babies to feed.
-They will come back to me when that is done,” and they did.
-
-“Touch the squirrel,” she said to Kilgariff, “and he will fasten his
-long teeth in your flesh. But I may stroke his fur as much as I please.
-That is because he has made friends with me. And see! The robin is a
-wild bird. His first instinct is to keep his wings free for flying. Yet
-I may take him thus”—possessing herself of the bird—“and lay him on
-his back in my lap, so that his wings are useless to him, and he does
-not mind. It is because he knows me for his friend and trusts me. Ah,
-if only people would learn to know the wild creatures and teach them
-the lesson of love!”
-
-Kilgariff felt like saying, “I know no such teacher of that lesson as
-you are,” but he refrained, and so it fell to Dorothy afterward to
-say:—
-
-“Not many people have your gift, dear, of making other creatures love
-them.”
-
-“But you have it,” the girl answered enthusiastically. “Oh, how I do
-love you, Dorothy!”
-
-[Illustration: _“I MAY STROKE HIS FUR AS MUCH AS I PLEASE.”_]
-
-
-
-
-XI
-
-ORDERS AND “NO NONSENSE”
-
-
-WHEN General Grant, with one hundred and twenty thousand men, sat down
-before Petersburg and Richmond and called for reinforcements as a
-necessary preliminary to further operations, his plan was obvious, and
-its ultimate outcome was nearly as certain as any human event can be
-before it has happened.
-
-Richmond lies on the north bank of the James River. Petersburg lies
-on the Appomattox River twenty-two miles due south of Richmond. Each
-river is navigable up to the gates of the city situated upon it, so
-that in besieging the two cities from the east, General Grant had an
-uninterrupted water communication over which to bring supplies and
-reinforcements at will. His line of fortifications stretched from a
-point on the north of Richmond, eastwardly and southwardly to the
-James River, and thence southwardly, with a westerly trend, to a point
-south of Petersburg. A rude outline map, which accompanies the text,
-will give a clearer understanding than words can.
-
-A glance at the map will show the reader three lines of railway upon
-which Richmond depended for communication with the South and for
-supplies for Lee’s army. All of them lay south of the James River.
-
-Grant’s problem was to break these three lines of railway, and thus
-to compel Richmond’s surrender or evacuation. If he could break the
-Weldon railway first, and the others later, as he purposed, his vastly
-superior army at the time of Richmond’s evacuation could be easily
-interposed between Lee and any point farther south to which the
-Confederate commander might plan to retreat.
-
-That is what actually happened eight months later, with Lee’s surrender
-at Appomattox Court House as the outcome of this successful strategy.
-
-In the meanwhile, Lee, with less than forty thousand men, was called
-upon to defend a line more than thirty miles long against an enemy
-whose numbers were three or four times his own, and whose capacity of
-reinforcement was almost limitless.
-
-[Illustration: Sketch Map showing Lee’s and Grant’s lines about
-Richmond and Petersburg]
-
-Still more important was the fact that Lee must stand ready, by day and
-by night, to defend every point on this long line, while his adversary,
-with the assistance of ships and railroads in his rear, could
-concentrate irresistible forces at any point he pleased and at any
-time he pleased, without the knowledge of the Confederate commander.
-To the military on-looker it appeared easy for Grant to break through
-Lee’s lines whenever he pleased, by hurling an overwhelming force with
-irresistible momentum against any part of the attenuated thread that he
-might elect, breaking through with certainty and entire ease.
-
-Such would have been the case but for the splendid fighting quality of
-that Army of Northern Virginia which was struggling almost literally
-in its “last ditch.” Time after time Grant massed his forces and threw
-them with all his might against the weakest points he could find in
-Lee’s defensive lines, only to be baffled and beaten by a fighting
-force that was absolutely unconquerable in its obstinate determination.
-
-But Grant had other arrows in his well-stocked quiver. His enormous
-superiority in numbers, and his easy ability to manœuvre beyond his
-adversary’s sight or ken, made it possible for him continually to
-extend his lines to the left; pushing south and west, and compelling
-Lee to stretch out his already slender line to the point of hopeless
-thinness.
-
-Grant could one day assail the defences below Richmond on the north
-side of the James River in vastly superior force, and the next morning
-at daybreak hurl five men to Lee’s one against the works defending the
-Weldon Railroad, thirty miles or more to the south.
-
-Yet even under these conditions the brilliant Confederate strategist
-not only held his own, but detached from his all too meagre force a
-strong column under Early, and sent it to sweep the valley of Virginia,
-invade Maryland, and so far threaten Washington as to compel Grant
-either to send forces for the defence of the Federal capital or to
-forego for the time being the reinforcements which he was clamorously
-demanding for the strengthening of his lines at Petersburg.
-
-Captain Marshall Pollard’s battery was included in the detail of
-troops made for this final and despairing invasion of the country north
-of the Potomac; and when the battery marched, Sergeant-major Owen
-Kilgariff rode by the side of his captain, ready for any duty that
-might fall to his lot.
-
-The wound in his neck was not yet well, or even nearly so, but he
-was quite regardless of self in his eagerness to bear his part, and
-so, in spite of all the warnings of all the doctors, he had rejoined
-his command at the first moment in which he was strong enough to sit
-upright in the saddle.
-
-Captain Pollard had but one commissioned officer with him on this
-dare-devil expedition, and that one officer was shot in the first
-skirmish, so that Owen Kilgariff, non-commissioned officer that he was,
-was second in command of the battery.
-
-Early’s column swept like a hurricane down the valley, and like a
-cyclone burst upon Maryland and Pennsylvania. It marched fearlessly
-wherever it pleased and fought tremendously wherever it encountered a
-foe. Its invasion of the North at a time when Grant with three or four
-men to Lee’s one was beleaguering the Southern capital, was romantic,
-gallant, picturesque, startling. But it did not accomplish the purpose
-intended. It was Grant’s conviction that Washington City could take
-care of itself; that the authorities there had force enough at command,
-or within call, to meet and repel a Confederate invasion, without any
-assistance from him. He, first of all Federal generals, acted upon this
-conviction, and refused to weaken his lines at Petersburg and Richmond
-by sending any considerable forces to defend Washington against Early.
-Grant had little imagination, but he had a great fund of common sense.
-
-Only one considerable action was the outcome of this expedition. In
-a minor encounter on the day before the battle was fought, Captain
-Marshall Pollard lost a leg, thus leaving his sergeant-major, Owen
-Kilgariff, in command of the battery, reduced now to four guns, with
-only four horses to each piece or caisson.
-
-At Monocacy, Kilgariff fought the guns at their best, and by a dash of
-a kind which artillery is neither armed nor expected to make, captured
-two Federal rifled guns, with their full complement of horses. In his
-report he spoke of this feat of arms only as “an opportunity which
-offered to add two guns to the battery and to raise the tale of horses
-to the regulation number of six to each gun and caisson.”
-
-But that night General Early sent for Kilgariff, in response to that
-non-commissioned officer’s request that a commissioned officer should
-be sent to take command of the battery.
-
-“I don’t see the necessity,” said Early, in his abrupt way. “I don’t
-see how anybody could fight his guns better than you have done. Get
-yourself killed if you want somebody else to command Pollard’s battery.
-So long as you live, I shall send nobody else. How does it happen that
-you haven’t a commission?”
-
-“I do not covet that responsibility,” Kilgariff answered evasively.
-
-“Well, that responsibility will rest on your shoulders from this
-hour forth, till the end of this campaign, unless you escape it by
-getting yourself killed. I shall certainly not send anybody else to
-command your battery while you live. From this hour I shall regard you
-as Captain Kilgariff; and when I get myself into communication with
-General Lee or the war department, I’ll see that the title is made
-good.”
-
-“Thank you, General,” answered Kilgariff. “But I sincerely wish you
-wouldn’t. I have already received and rejected one commission as
-captain, and I have declined a still higher rank offered me.”
-
-“What an idiot you must be!” squeaked Early in his peculiar, falsetto
-voice. “But you know how to fight your guns, and I’ve got a use for
-such men as you are. You may do as you please after this campaign is
-over, but while you remain under my command you’ll be a captain. I’ll
-see to that, and there’ll be no nonsense about it, either.”
-
-An hour later, an order, officially signed and certified, came to
-Kilgariff. It read in this wise:—
-
- SPECIAL ORDER NO. 7. Sergeant-major Owen Kilgariff, of Captain
- Pollard’s Virginia Battery, is hereby ordered to assume command of
- said Battery as Acting Captain, and he will exercise the authority of
- that rank in all respects. He is ordered hereafter to sign his reports
- and orders as “Captain Commanding,” and all officers concerned are
- hereby directed, by order of the Commanding General, to recognise
- the rank thus conferred, not only in matters of ordinary obedience
- to orders, but also in making details for court-martial service and
- the like. This temporary appointment of Captain Kilgariff is made in
- recognition of peculiarly gallant and meritorious conduct, and in due
- time it will be confirmed by the War Department. In the meanwhile
- Captain Kilgariff’s rank, commission, and authority are to be fully
- recognised by all persons concerned, by virtue of this order.
-
-This order was duly signed by General Early’s adjutant-general, as by
-his command.
-
-There was nothing for Kilgariff to do but obey an order so peremptory,
-from a commander who was not accustomed to brook opposition with
-patience. Kilgariff’s first thought was to send through the regular
-military channels a written protest and declination. But an insuperable
-difficulty stood in the way. Under Early’s order, he must sign that
-document not as “Sergeant-major,” but as “Captain.” Otherwise, his
-act would be of that contumacious sort which military law defines as
-“conduct subversive of good order and military discipline.”
-
-But aside from that consideration was the fact that General Early had
-sent Kilgariff a personal note, in which he had written:—
-
- I have issued an order in your case. Obey it. I don’t want any damned
- nonsense.
-
-Kilgariff was too good a soldier to protest further while the campaign
-under Early should continue. He meant to ask excuse later, but for the
-time being there was nothing for him to do except assume the captain’s
-rank and command to which Early had thus peremptorily assigned him.
-
-
-
-
-XII
-
-SAFE-CONDUCT OF TWO KINDS
-
-
-AS Early was slowly making his way back into the valley of
-Virginia—fighting wherever there was a force to be fought—there came
-a messenger to Owen Kilgariff one night a little before midnight. He
-bore a slip of paper on which these words were written:—
-
- Come to me quickly. I am mortally wounded, and it is very necessary
- for me to see you before I die—not for my sake, for you’d rejoice
- to see me in hell, but for the sake of others and for your own
- sake—though for yourself you don’t often care much. I’m in a
- farm-house hospital three miles south of Harper’s Ferry on the
- Martinsburg road. My messenger will guide you. The Federals have
- possession, of course, but the bearer of this note has a safe-conduct
- for you. Of course, this might be a trick, but it is not. On the word
- of a gambler (and you know what that means) I am playing fair this
- time. You are a brave enough man to risk this thing anyhow. Come!
-
-This note bore no signature, but Owen Kilgariff knew the hand that had
-written it. That handwriting had sent him to jail once upon a time. He
-had not forgotten. He was not given to forgetting.
-
-He summoned the messenger who had brought him the note.
-
-“You have a safe-conduct for me, I believe?” he asked.
-
-“Yes, Captain,” and he produced the document.
-
-“How did you manage to pass our picket lines? Did you come under a flag
-of truce?”
-
-“No. That would have taken time, and there is no time to be wasted.
-Major Campbell is terribly wounded. I live in these parts. I ain’t a
-soldier, you know. So I slipped through the lines.”
-
-For a moment Kilgariff regarded the fellow with indignant contempt.
-Then the indignation passed, and the contempt was intensified in his
-expression. Presently he said:—
-
-“You low-lived, contemptible hound, I can’t make up my mind even to
-be angry with you. You and your kind are the pest in this war. You
-haven’t character enough to take sides. You serve either side at will,
-and betray both with jaunty indifference. Now listen to me. Within
-twenty-four hours I shall see Major Campbell, who sent me this note.
-But I shall not go to him under the safe-conduct you have brought.”
-
-With that, Kilgariff tore the paper to bits and scattered its fragments
-to the night wind.
-
-“I shall order you sent to the guard-house and manacled, until General
-Early shall have decided what to do with you. He doesn’t like your
-sort.”
-
-The man fell at once into panic and pleaded for his life.
-
-“Oh, what will become of me?” he piteously moaned.
-
-“I really don’t know,” answered Kilgariff, quite as if the question
-had related to the disposition to be made of some inanimate object.
-“General Early may have you shot at sunrise, or he may decide to hang
-you instead. I don’t at all know, and after all it makes no real
-difference. The one death is about as painless as the other, and as
-for the matter of disgrace, of course you are hopelessly incapable
-of considering that. Perhaps—oh, well, I don’t know. General Early
-may conclude to turn you loose as a creature too contemptible to be
-seriously dealt with.”
-
-“God grant that he may!” said the man, with fervour, as the guards took
-him away.
-
-A minute later Kilgariff mounted his horse, Wyanoke—a special gift
-from Dorothy—and rode hurriedly to General Early’s headquarters; it
-was after midnight, but with this army sleeplessly “on service” very
-little attention was given to hours, either of the day or of the night.
-So, after a moment’s parley with a sentinel, Kilgariff was conducted to
-General Early’s presence, under a tree.
-
-It was not Kilgariff’s habit to grow excited. He had passed through too
-much for that, he thought. But on this occasion his perturbation of
-spirit was so great that he had difficulty in enunciating his words.
-
-“General,” he said, “I want a little cavalry force, if you please. I
-want to capture one of the enemy’s hospitals and hold it long enough
-for me to have a talk with the most infamous scoundrel who ever lived.”
-
-“Calm yourself, Captain,” said Early. “Have a little apple brandy as a
-tonic. Your nerves are shaken.”
-
-Kilgariff declined the stimulant, but at Early’s earnest solicitation
-he sat down upon a stump, and presently so far commanded his own spirit
-as to go on with what he had to say.
-
-“One of those contemptible border wretches got himself smuggled through
-our lines to-night. I don’t know how. He brought me a note from the
-most infamous scoundrel I ever knew, together with a safe-conduct
-under which I could sneak into the enemy’s lines and talk with the
-fellow, who is mortally wounded. I tore up the safe-conduct and sent
-the emissary to the guard-house with the comfortable assurance that his
-case would be submitted to you, and that you would pretty certainly
-order him shot or hanged according to the gravity with which you might
-regard his offence. I hope you’ll let him go. He is so poor-spirited a
-cur that he will suffer a thousand deaths to-night in dreading one for
-to-morrow. However, that isn’t what I want to speak with you about. I
-want a cavalry force of a company or two. I want to raid that hospital
-before morning and talk with that rascal in the interest of others
-whose fate he may hold in his hands.”
-
-“Do you plan to kill him?”
-
-“Of course not. He is wounded unto death. And besides—well, General,
-he isn’t of our class.”
-
-“I quite understand—not a man you could ‘call out.’”
-
-“Distinctly not—although he has a major’s commission.”
-
-“Oh—if you want a colonel’s or a brigadier-general’s, you shall have
-it,” broke in Early, full of the enthusiasm of fight.
-
-“No, General,” answered Kilgariff, with an amused smile; “I have
-always found it possible to fight anybody I pleased without raising
-the question of rank. You know, a private, if he is a man of good
-family, may slap a major-general’s jaws in our army, in full certainty
-that his escapade will bring a challenge rather than a citation
-before a court-martial. No. I want to talk with this man before he
-dies. He sent me a safe-conduct, as I have already said. That was a
-gracious permission from the Federal authorities for me to see him. I
-have a very pronounced prejudice against the acceptance of gracious
-permissions from the Federal authorities. So I have come to ask for a
-squadron of cavalry, to which I will add a couple of guns, in order
-that I may capture that post, enter its hospital, and have my talk with
-its inmate without anybody’s permission but yours, General.”
-
-The humour of the situation appealed strongly to Early, as it did also
-to Major Irby of the Virginia Cavalry, who was sitting near by. That
-officer was a man of few words, but he carried an unusually alert
-sabre, and his sense of humour was uncommonly keen.
-
-“If you don’t mind, General,” he said, in his quiet fashion, “I should
-like to ‘sit in’ the captain’s game.”
-
-“Do it!” said Early. “Take three companies and two of Kilgariff’s guns,
-and let him show the fellow that he carries his own safe-conduct at his
-back.”
-
-Things were done promptly and quickly in those stirring times, and five
-minutes after Early had spoken his words of permission, Major Irby
-moved at the head of three companies of cavalry and two of Kilgariff’s
-guns—the two so recently captured from the enemy, and selected now by
-way of emphasising the jest.
-
-A dash, a scurry, and every picket post south of Harper’s Ferry was
-swept out of sight.
-
-
-
-
-XIII
-
-KILGARIFF HEARS NEWS
-
-
-AS soon as Major Irby had possessed himself of the hospital and the
-region round about, he gave orders to throw out pickets a mile or so
-in every direction, in order to guard against surprise. He posted
-Kilgariff’s guns on a little hill, where their fire could sweep all
-of the roads over which an advance of the enemy was possible. Then he
-ordered the officer of the guard to post a strong line of sentinels
-around the house itself, which served as hospital, and to send a
-corporal’s guard into the building with orders to dispose themselves as
-Kilgariff might direct.
-
-Kilgariff, who had stripped the chevrons off his sleeves, and sewed
-a captain’s three bars on his collar in obedience to General Early’s
-order, immediately entered the house and made his way to the separate
-room in which Campbell’s cot had been placed. Kilgariff turned to the
-corporal of the guard, and commanded:—
-
-“Place two sentinels in that outer room. Order them to see to it that
-there is no eavesdropping. You understand?”
-
-“Perfectly, Captain.”
-
-There is this advantage about military over other arrangements, that
-they can be absolutely depended upon. The sentinel who has “orders” is
-an autocrat in their execution. He has no discretion. He enters into
-no argument. He parleys with nobody, whatever that somebody’s rank
-may be. He simply commands, “Halt”; and if the one advancing takes
-one other step, the sentinel fires a death shot at short range and
-with absolutely certain aim. Killing, on the part of a sentinel whose
-command of “Halt” is disregarded, is not only no crime in military
-law—it is a virtue, a simple discharge of peremptory duty. And the
-sentinel himself, if ordered to stand twenty feet away from a door,
-stands there, not encroaching upon the distance by so much as a foot,
-under pain of punishment “in the discretion of a court-martial,” as the
-military law phrases it.
-
-So, when Kilgariff entered the room in which the man who had ruined his
-life lay wounded, in answer to that man’s summons, he knew that his
-conversation would be neither interrupted nor overheard in any word or
-syllable of it. The absoluteness of military law and practice forbade
-that, even as a possibility.
-
-Kilgariff advanced to the man’s bedside, took his seat upon a camp
-stool, and without the remotest suggestion of a greeting in his voice
-or manner, abruptly said:—
-
-“I am here. What do you want?”
-
-“I was sure you would come,” answered the man; “the safe-conduct—”
-
-“I tore that up the moment I received it,” answered Kilgariff.
-
-“But why? It was valid.”
-
-“For any other officer in our army, yes,” answered Kilgariff; “but not
-for me, as you very well know. Anyhow, I preferred to come under the
-safe-conduct of Southern carbines and cannon and sabres. Never mind
-that. Go on. What do you want?”
-
-The man winced and groaned with pain as he turned himself a little on
-his cot in order to face his interlocutor. Presently he said:—
-
-“I’m shot through the groin with a canister ball. It is a wound unto
-death, I suppose.”
-
-“Yes? Well? What else? I did not come to ask after your health.”
-
-“Of course not. I mention my condition only as a man who flings a
-card upon the table at a critical moment exclaims, ‘That’s a trump.’
-You see, the things I want to say to you are in the nature of an
-ante-mortem statement, and I want you to understand that, so that you
-may believe all I have to tell you.”
-
-“I understand,” said Kilgariff. “You are precisely the sort of man,
-who, after lying and cheating all his life, would tell the truth in a
-dying statement, if only by way of cheating the Day of Judgment and
-playing stacked cards on the Almighty. Go on.”
-
-But before the man could speak again, Kilgariff added:—
-
-“As a still further stimulus to truth-telling on your part, let me make
-a few suggestions. You are completely in my power. If I choose, I can
-have you taken hence to General Early and introduce you to him as a man
-who accepted a commission in the Confederate Army and then deserted
-to the other side and deceived the authorities there into giving him
-a commission to fight the cause he had solemnly sworn to support. You
-know what would happen in such a case.”
-
-“Yes, I know. There’d be a drumhead court-martial, and I’d be hanged at
-daybreak. But hear me, Kilgariff. I’m a gambler, as you know, not in
-one way, but in all ways. And I know how to be a good loser. I’ve drawn
-a very bad hand this time, but I’ve called the game; and if I’m hanged
-for it, I shall not whine about my luck. Whenever I die, and however I
-die, I’ll die game. So you can’t intimidate me. But before I die, there
-are certain things I want to tell you—for the sake of the others. For
-although I have no moral principles and don’t profess any, there are
-some things I want to tell you about—”
-
-“Go on. Tell me about my brother.”
-
-“That wasn’t what I wanted to talk about first. Besides, you know most
-of the story.”
-
-“Never mind that. I want to hear it all from your lips. Much of it I
-never understood. Tell it all and quickly.”
-
-“Well, your brother’s a fool, you know.”
-
-“Yes, I know. Otherwise—never mind that. Tell me the whole story. How
-far was my brother a sharer in your guilt? How far did he consent to
-my wrecking? Why did he join you for my destruction, after all I had
-done for him?”
-
-“It’s very hard to say. Opinions differ, and standards of morality—”
-
-“Damn opinions and standards!—especially yours. I want the facts—all
-of them, to the last detail. Go on, and don’t waste time.”
-
-“Well, your brother is a fool, as I said before, though in the end he
-did ‘make his jack’ and win a pot of money. But that was good luck—not
-good play.”
-
-“Don’t fall into reflections,” interrupted Kilgariff, seeing that
-Campbell was in a reminiscent mood. “We’ve no time for that sort of
-thing. Go on with the facts.”
-
-“Well, you see your brother was that sort of man about whom people say
-that he was ‘more sinned against than sinning.’ He always wanted to do
-right, and if he could have got a good steady job as a millionaire, I
-don’t know anybody who would have been more scrupulously upright than
-he. You see, he really thought he had principles—moral character and
-that sort of thing—when he hadn’t anything of the kind. Many people
-deceive themselves in that way. I never did. I was born of as good a
-family as yours, or any other. I was raised in the most honourable
-traditions, and as a young man I was reckoned a pattern of high-minded
-conduct. I knew all the time that I had no moral character, no
-principles. Or rather, I gradually became conscious of that fact.”
-
-Kilgariff was exceedingly impatient of this autobiography, but he
-thought the shortest way to the man’s facts was to let him talk on in
-his own way. So he forebore to interrupt, and Campbell continued:—
-
-“I would have killed any man who called me a liar, but I never
-hesitated to lie when lying seemed to me of advantage. I was scrupulous
-in paying my debts and discharging every social duty, but I knew myself
-well enough to know that if an opportunity came to me to rob any man
-without being found out, I would do it and not hesitate or repent over
-it. Like the great majority of men, I was honest only as a matter of
-policy. I had no moral character. Most people haven’t any, but they go
-on thinking they have and pretending about it until they completely
-deceive themselves. They refuse to take the old sage’s advice to ‘know
-thyself.’ I took it. I early learned to know myself.
-
-“But if I had no principles, I at least had sentiments. One of those
-sentiments was pride in my family. When I saw clearly that I was
-going to be an adventurer, a gambler, a swindler, a man living by his
-wits, I did not shrink from that, but I shuddered at the thought of
-disgracing the name I bore. So I decided not to bear that name, but to
-choose another. At first I thought of calling myself ‘George Washington
-Bib’—just for the humour of the thing. The sudden slump from the
-resonance of ‘George Washington’ to the monosyllabic inconsequence
-of ‘Bib’ struck me as funny. But I reflected that while I had never
-heard of anybody named Bib, there might be people by that name. Still
-further, it occurred to me that anybody on being introduced to George
-Washington Bib would be sure to remember the name, and in the career I
-had marked out for myself that might be inconvenient. So I made up my
-mind to call myself Campbell. There are so many families of that name,
-and they are so prolific, that the mere name means nothing—not even
-a probability of kinship. But you’re not interested in all this. You
-want to hear about your brother.”
-
-“Yes,” answered Kilgariff.
-
-“Well, your brother was highly respectable, as you know. He was
-comfortably rich at the first, and after he lost most of his money he
-struggled hard to keep up the pretence of being still comfortably rich.
-He did the thing very cleverly, and it let him into several pretty good
-things in Wall Street. But it let him into a good many very bad things
-also, and in his over-anxiety to become really rich again, he went into
-the bad things headforemost and blindfold. I was posing as a lawyer
-then, you know, and cutting a large swath. I really had no regular
-practice of any consequence, but I kept two large suites of offices and
-any number of clerks, as a blind, and I managed every now and then to
-find out things that I could turn to account—”
-
-“Blackmail, I suppose.”
-
-“Yes, I suppose you’d call it that, but always with a weather eye on
-the law. You see, when an active lawyer finds out that a big banker
-has been doing things he oughtn’t, the big banker is apt to conclude
-that he needs the services of precisely that particular lawyer as
-private counsel. There are big fees in the business sometimes, but
-it’s risky and uncertain. So I had my ups and downs. I was in one
-of the very worst of my downs when this bank affair fell in. I had
-been a bank examiner at one time, and had twice examined the affairs
-of this bank. I knew that its deposits were enormous and its assets
-sufficient, if properly handled, to pay out everything and leave a
-large surplus, besides something for the receiver. So I decided to
-become in effect, though not in fact, the receiver. I owned a judge.
-He owed me money which he couldn’t pay, and that money was owing on
-account of things which he couldn’t on any consideration allow to
-be inquired into in ‘proceedings.’ Moreover, I knew a lot of other
-things which in themselves made me his master. Still again, his term
-was nearly at an end, and I had the political influence necessary to
-secure or defeat his renomination and re-election, as I might choose.
-In short, I owned him body and soul. So, when it fell to him to appoint
-a receiver for this bank, he naturally sent for me in consultation.
-His idea was to appoint me to the receivership, but I saw clearly
-that that would not do. It would raise a row, for I was pretty well
-known to the big financiers, many of whom had been obliged to employ
-me by way of silencing me at one time or another. But more important
-than that was the fact that the plans I had formed for the handling of
-the bank’s affairs involved a good deal of risk to the receiver. The
-bank had a great many investments that must be closed out in order to
-put the institution on its feet again, and there are various ways of
-closing out such investments. It was my idea that they should be so
-closed out as to leave the bank just barely solvent and able to pay its
-depositors, you understand—”
-
-“Yes—and that you and your pals should pocket the surplus.”
-
-“Precisely. I didn’t imagine you had so good a head for business.”
-
-“Never mind my head. Consider your own neck, and go on with the story.”
-
-“Now won’t you understand,” said the adventurer, “that I’m not thinking
-about my neck? I’ve staked that as my ’ante’ in this game, and I never
-ask the ante back. Well, I showed my judge that it wouldn’t do at all
-to make me receiver, but I told him I would find him the right man.
-Your brother had already occurred to me as available. He was in extreme
-financial difficulties at that time. He was in arrears in his club
-dues, and his tailor’s bills, and even to his servants. He had sold out
-every bond and every share of stock he owned, and still his debts were
-sorely pressing him. He lived at a fine though small place just out
-of town, where he and his wife and daughters entertained sumptuously.
-For even to his wife and daughters he kept up the pretence of being
-comfortably rich, so that they had no hesitation in giving orders at
-the caterers’ and the florists’ and directing that the bills be sent to
-him.
-
-“I knew his condition. I knew that he was passing sleepless nights in
-dreadful apprehension of the quickly coming time when the florists and
-the caterers would surely refuse to fill the orders of his wife and
-daughters on the ground that he owed them and didn’t pay.
-
-“One day I sent for him to dine with me in a private room at an
-expensive hotel. I vaguely suggested to him that his fortune was made;
-that within a few days I should be able to put him in position to
-twiddle his fingers at the florists and the caterers. But I gave him no
-details. I gave him limitless champagne instead, and, as my digestion
-resented champagne at that time, I excused myself from drinking more
-than a very small share of the enticing beverage. We decided to play
-poker, after dinner, just for amusement. The chips were valued high—a
-dollar for a white chip, two and a half for a red, and five dollars for
-a blue.
-
-“For a time your brother had marvellous ‘luck.’ He won enough of my
-paper promises to pay to make him feel already quite independent of
-the caterers and the florists, and to convince him that at poker I was
-exceedingly easy prey to a man who ‘really understood the game,’ as he
-conceitedly thought he did. Well, we played on till morning; and when
-sunrise came, he had given me his I O U’s for more money than he had
-ever owned in his life.”
-
-“That is to say, you had made him drunk on champagne, and then had
-cheated him without limit?”
-
-“Well, yes, that’s about it. Anyhow, I owned him. After he had got over
-the headache and the champagne, he came to me at my office to see what
-could be done by way of compromise. I told him that I had no money and
-no resources except my wits; I frankly confessed that but for certain
-cash payments he had made early in the game, I could not have paid for
-the hotel room and tipped the waiters to the tune that waiters set when
-they are privy to a game of that kind.
-
-“‘But it’s all right,’ I assured him. ‘Don’t bother about the I O U’s.
-They’ll keep. They are debts of honour, of course, but they needn’t
-be paid till it is convenient to pay them; and when you go into the
-position that I’ve secured for you, it will be not only convenient, but
-exceedingly easy.’
-
-“Then I told him about the receivership and my purpose to have him
-appointed. I explained that in the mere matter of commissions it would
-give him a princely income, to say nothing of perquisites. I didn’t
-explain what ‘perquisites’ in such a case meant. That was because I had
-no moral character. He didn’t ask. That was because he thought he had a
-moral character and wished to spare it affront.
-
-“It was easily arranged that the judge I owned should appoint as
-receiver the man I owned. But I didn’t own my man completely, as yet.
-He owed me more money, as a debt of honour, than he could pay at that
-time; but once in the receivership, he could quickly pay off all that,
-and then I shouldn’t own him at all. Indeed, he might have repudiated
-the I O U’s as illegal gambling debts; he might have refused to pay
-them at all. But I wasn’t afraid of that. Your brother fondly imagined
-that he was a man of honour, of high moral principle, and so I knew
-that in order to keep up that pretence with himself he would stand by
-his debts of honour. But I foresaw that he might presently discharge
-them all, out of the proceeds of the receivership, and send me adrift.
-I must get a stronger grip on him. So I told my judge to send for him
-and say certain things to him.
-
-“‘You must setup a house,’ the judge told him, ‘in a fashionable
-quarter of the town, by way of maintaining your position. You see, it
-won’t do for me to put anybody in charge of those many millions who
-isn’t recognised as himself a man of independent wealth. You must have
-a good house and enlarge your establishment. The receivership will
-abundantly recoup you in the end, but from the beginning we must keep
-up appearances.’
-
-“Your brother came to me in great distress of mind to tell me what
-the judge had required of him. He frankly told me he hadn’t the money
-necessary to make a first payment on the lease of a town house, to
-furnish it suitably, and to establish himself in it. I pretended to
-be worried over the matter, and I took twenty-four hours in which to
-think about it. Then I sent for your brother again and told him I saw a
-way out; that certain clients of mine had money to invest on bond and
-mortgage, and had placed it in my hands; that by a little stretching of
-my authority I could let him have the amount he needed, as a mortgage
-loan on his place in the country. I saw his face fall when I suggested
-this, as I had expected to see it fall. Presently he explained that in
-order to give a mortgage on his country place, which really stood in
-his wife’s name and had in fact come to her as a dowry, he must get
-her to execute the papers. That would be very awkward, he explained,
-as he had never thought it necessary to bother his womankind about his
-affairs. To ask his wife to execute a mortgage would necessitate a
-statement to her of his financial position, and a whole lot more of
-that sort, which I had expected. I told him I thought I could arrange
-the matter; that my clients had placed their affairs completely in
-my hands; that all they wanted was the prompt payment of interest
-and adequate security for their invested money; that the profits of
-the receivership would be ample to secure all this; and that any
-arrangement I might make would never be questioned by my clients. I
-told him that the mortgage security was after all only a matter of
-form in a case where the other security was so ample, and that the
-whole thing was in my hands. So I suggested that he should—as a mere
-matter of form—execute the mortgage, himself signing his wife’s name
-in her stead. I would take care of the document, not even recording
-it, and the loan could be paid off presently, with nobody the wiser.
-Your brother fell into the trap. He executed the mortgage, signing his
-wife’s name to it, and he was at once made receiver of the bank.
-
-“From that hour, of course, he was my property. No negro slave in all
-the South was ever more completely owned, or more absolutely under the
-control of his master.
-
-“I had only to reveal the facts at any moment in order to send him to
-jail. He had committed a felony—he, the highly respectable receiver of
-a savings bank, and a man regarded as a leader in social and even in
-religious movements of every kind. I held complete proofs of his felony
-in my own hands. He must do my bidding or go to State’s prison.
-
-“My first order to him was to put me into the bank as counsel to the
-receiver, at a good salary, and also as expert accountant, at another
-good salary. The bank could afford all this and vastly more. Its
-assets were easily three times its liabilities—if properly handled,
-and I knew how to handle them. I meant no harm to your brother.
-On the contrary, I meant to make him rich and let him retire from
-the completed receivership with the commendation of the court for
-the masterly manner in which he had so handled the affairs of the
-institution as to make good every dollar of its deposits with interest,
-and to deliver it into the hands of its trustees again in a perfectly
-solvent condition. You see, the assets were ample for that, and to
-provide for my future besides. The only trouble before had been bad
-management and a deficient knowledge of the art of bookkeeping on the
-part of the respectable old galoots who had been in control of the
-bank. They might easily have straightened out everything without any
-court proceedings at all, if they had known how. Their violations of
-the law had been purely technical—such as occur in every bank every
-day—and these things can always be arranged on a good basis of assets,
-if the people in charge only know how.
-
-“Now, when I began operations in the bank, your brother was inclined
-to object to some of the things I did. I had only to remind him of the
-mortgage papers in order to reduce him to subjection. He still thought
-he had a moral character, and so when I proposed to sell out the bank’s
-securities at ten or twenty or fifty per cent less than their value,
-and take a commission of five or ten or forty per cent for ourselves
-from the buyers, he raised grave moral objections. But he was in no
-position to insist upon them, and besides he was largely profiting by
-the transactions. Meanwhile, I was slowly getting the bank’s affairs
-into shape—very slowly, for there were the salaries of him and myself
-to be considered. Then came the revolt of the chief bookkeeper, and
-his complaint that we were robbing the bank. I tried hard to square
-him, but he wouldn’t square. That fellow really had a moral character,
-and, worse still, he couldn’t be scared. I showed him that as he had
-already permitted false entries in the bank’s books, he must himself
-be involved in any exposure that might be made. He answered that he
-knew that, and was prepared to explain matters in court and ‘take
-the consequences.’ Then your brother got scared half to death, and
-consulted you. If he had waited for forty-eight hours, I should have
-had that bookkeeper in jail, and your brother would have got credit
-for extreme vigilance. But when he sent for you, all was up. You came
-into the bank and practically took your brother’s place and function.
-But you neglected to provide yourself with legal authority to be in the
-bank at all. Another thing you didn’t reckon upon was my foresight.
-I had taken pains to win several of the clerks and bookkeepers to my
-side. I had ‘let them in,’ so that when you angrily dismissed me, I
-still had daily and hourly information of what was going on. You found
-out that the bank’s securities had been sold for less than they were
-worth, and you set to work to repair the wrong. You couldn’t cancel the
-sales that had been made, but you could and did pay your own money into
-the bank to make good what you regarded as the defalcations. That made
-it easy for me. I went to my judge—the one I owned—and laid before
-him the fact that you were handling the bank’s assets without a shadow
-of legal authority; that you had dismissed me—the receiver’s counsel
-and expert accountant—upon discovering that I knew of defalcations,
-and all the rest of it. You know that part of the story, for you
-suffered from it. To save your brother, you had sacrificed large sums
-of money. When that failed and you found that either he or you must go
-to prison for these defalcations, you decided to sacrifice your liberty
-and your reputation in order to save him and his wife and daughters.
-You refused to defend yourself. I thought your plan was to get a stay,
-give bail, and skip it. But you had the disadvantage of having a
-moral character, so you stood your hand and were sent to prison. Your
-brother, having no moral character, let you do this thing and pretended
-great grief over your dishonesty and perfidy. But he had learned the
-business by that time, and so he got away with the swag, and with the
-reputation of a man of truly Roman virtue who suffered acutely over
-the misbehaviour of his ‘black sheep’ brother. What a farce it all is
-anyhow—life, I mean—if one tries to take it seriously! Let me have a
-little brandy, please! I’m growing very faint.”
-
-The brandy did its appointed work of stimulation, and presently
-Campbell resumed:—
-
-“I don’t in the least understand why you should care for your brother,
-but, as you do, it may gratify you to know that he is leading a quiet
-life of luxury in the country on the Hudson. He is a comfortably
-rich man; for he kept the money he got out of the bank and invested
-it prudently—a thing I never could do when I had money. He highly
-disapproved of me, of course; but when I quitted the Southern army and
-went North—”
-
-“When you deserted, you mean.”
-
-“Yes, if you look at it in that way—he used his influence to get me my
-present commission. That was cheaper than supporting me, which he must
-otherwise have done, for I had lost and squandered everything. That
-brings me to what I really want to talk to you about. I have a daughter
-somewhere in the South, if she is still alive. She was captured a few
-months ago during an effort on the part of—well, never mind whom—to
-smuggle her through the lines into the South, where she has some
-relatives, though I don’t believe she knows who they are. It doesn’t
-matter. They say I’ve persecuted the girl—and I suppose in a way I
-have.
-
-“Never mind that. I’m sinking fast now and haven’t any time for
-explanations. I have some papers here that may mean everything to her
-after she comes of age. She has been taught that she is only seventeen
-years old. In fact, she is nineteen, and she must have these papers
-when she is twenty-one. I sent for you to ask you to find her and
-deliver them. You really have a moral character, and so you won’t trade
-on this matter. With your wide acquaintance, you’ll know how to find
-the girl. Her name is Evelyn Byrd.”
-
-If a shell had exploded in the room, Kilgariff would not have been
-so startled as he was by this announcement. But he had no time for
-questions. He had heard picket-firing for several minutes past, and
-his practised ear told him with certainty that the rattle of the
-musketry was steadily drawing nearer. He knew what that meant. The
-Federals were advancing in adequate force for the recapture of the
-position and the destruction of Major Irby’s little handful of men.
-
-A few minutes before Campbell made his startling announcement, a note
-had come to Kilgariff from Major Irby, saying:—
-
-“Enemy advancing in considerable force, but I can hold place for an
-hour or more if absolutely necessary. You needn’t hurry. Only cut it as
-short as you can.”
-
-But just at the moment of the mention of Evelyn Byrd’s name, the voices
-of two rifled cannon were heard near at hand, and Kilgariff knew the
-guns for his own. Instantly he sprang up, and, taking the papers from
-Campbell’s hand, passed out of the house without a word of farewell,
-leaped upon his horse, and galloped to the little hill where his guns
-had been posted.
-
-It was in the gray of early dawn, and even considerable bodies of
-troops could not be seen except at short distances. But the enemy was
-pressing Major Irby hard, apparently bent upon capturing his force.
-Both his flanks were threatened, while his centre was specially hard
-pressed.
-
-[Illustration: _TAKING THE PAPERS FROM CAMPBELL’S HAND, PASSED OUT OF
-THE HOUSE WITHOUT A WORD OF FAREWELL._]
-
-No sooner had Kilgariff reported that his mission was finished, and
-that he was himself with the guns, than Irby gave some rapid commands,
-threw his whole force upon the enemy with great impetuosity, and then,
-while the recoil before his charge lasted, swung his little band about
-and made good its escape at a gallop.
-
-
-
-
-XIV
-
-IN THE WATCHES OF THE NIGHT
-
-
-OWEN KILGARIFF was now beset with perplexities. So long as he should
-continue to serve with Early in the valley, he must retain the rank
-of captain which that commander had forced upon him, and this he was
-determined not to do. He knew that Early had reported upon his case,
-and that very certainly a commission would come to him in regular
-form from Richmond. He foresaw that its coming would greatly increase
-his embarrassment. He could not decline it except officially through
-General Early, to whom, of course, he could give no satisfactory reason
-for his erratic course.
-
-Then, too, he was puzzled about the papers that Campbell had given him.
-These clearly belonged to Evelyn, and his first impulse was to send
-them to her and let her do what she would with them. But he remembered
-that Campbell’s injunction had been, or seemed to be, to deliver the
-documents into her hands only when she attained the age of twenty-one
-years. Not knowing what might be in the papers, Kilgariff could not
-know what or how much of harm might come to her from their premature
-delivery.
-
-It is true that he had given no promise to Campbell, and as for the
-wishes of the adventurer, Kilgariff was in no way bound to respect
-them, and certainly he was not disposed to do so. His sole concern in
-the matter was for Evelyn’s welfare, and he could not make up his mind
-what his course of conduct ought to be with respect to that. He needed
-counsel very sorely, and there was only one man in all the South of
-whom he could freely ask counsel. That man was Arthur Brent, who might
-be still at Petersburg, or might have gone back to his laboratory work
-at Wyanoke.
-
-In either case, consultation with him seemed equally out of the
-question. No confidence was to be placed in mails at that disturbed
-time, and of course Kilgariff would not ask for or accept even the
-sick furlough which the increasing inflammation of his neglected
-wound rendered exceedingly desirable, so long as there was well-nigh
-continuous fighting in progress at the front.
-
-Altogether, Owen Kilgariff was sorely beset with puzzling uncertainty
-of mind. He was in action during most of the day after the night he had
-spent with Campbell, but neither weariness nor loss of sleep enabled
-him to close his eyes during the following night. He lay throughout
-the hours of darkness stretched upon the ground under a great chestnut
-tree, weary but with wide-open eyes, staring upward at the stars that
-showed through the leaves, and thinking to no purpose.
-
-One thought occurred to him at last which caused him suddenly to sit
-up, and for a moment made his heart bound.
-
-His vigil of ceaseless thought and perplexity had taught him much of
-his own soul’s condition which he had but vaguely guessed at before.
-It had shown him clearly what his feeling was toward Evelyn Byrd. He
-understood now, as he had not done before, that his love for the girl
-was the supreme passion of his life—the limitless, all-embracing,
-all-conquering impulse of a strong nature which had schooled itself
-to repression and self-sacrifice. He saw clearly that all this
-self-discipline—greatly as it had enabled him to endure and to make
-sacrifice—had given him no strength adequate to his present need. He
-had thought to conquer his passionate love; he knew now that he could
-never conquer it. He had thought to put it out of his mind as a longing
-for the unattainable; he knew now that it would for ever refuse to be
-dismissed.
-
-“So long as I live,” he thought, “I must bear this burden; so long as
-I live, I must suffer and be still. For I shall at any rate retain
-too much of manhood and courage to win Evelyn’s love or to sadden her
-life by linking it with my own. My honour, at any rate, shall remain
-unspotted. Fortunately, a bullet or a sabre stroke is likely to solve
-all my riddles for me before this year comes to an end—and so much the
-more imperative is it that I arrange quickly for the disposal of her
-papers to her best advantage. But what is best? If these papers reveal
-to her the cruel fact that her father was an adventurer, a gambler, a
-swindler—and they must if they reveal anything—will it not be a great
-wrong to let her have them at all? And yet who but herself has a right
-to decide that she shall not receive whatever revelation the documents
-may make?”
-
-Then it was that the thought came to Kilgariff which made him sit up
-suddenly.
-
-“She is the daughter of that man. Is there not in that fact an offset
-to my disability? Am I not free to tell her concerning myself, after
-she has learned her own origin, and to stand with eyes on a level with
-her own, asking her to be my wife?”
-
-No sooner had he formulated the thought thus than he rejected it as
-unworthy. For a time he scourged himself for permitting the suggestion
-to arise in his mind, but presently he comforted himself by recalling
-the words of a great divine who, speaking of evil thoughts quickly
-dismissed, said:—
-
-“I cannot prevent the birds from flying over my head, but I can forbid
-them to make nests in my hair.”
-
-“I will not let that bird make a nest in my hair,” thought Kilgariff,
-resolutely, and greatly to the relief of his troubled conscience.
-
-At that moment the reveille sounded in all the camps, and Kilgariff
-rose to his feet, stripped himself to the waist, sluiced his head,
-shoulders, and chest in the cold water of a neighbouring spring,
-resumed his clothing, and was ready for the day’s duties, whatever
-their nature might be. But his vigil had not brought him any nearer
-than he was before to the solution of the problems that so greatly
-perplexed him. It had only added a new and distressing self-knowledge
-to the burdens that weighed upon his mind. He had never feared death;
-now he looked upon it as a chance of welcome release from a sorely
-burdened life. Thenceforth he thought of the bullets as friendly
-messengers, one of which might bear a message for him.
-
-
-
-
-XV
-
-IN THE TRENCHES
-
-
-OPERATIONS in front of Petersburg had by this time settled down into a
-sullenly obstinate struggle for mastery between the two finest armies
-of veterans that ever met each other anywhere in the world. It is
-no exaggeration to characterise those armies by such superlatives.
-For in them it was not only organisations—regiments, brigades, and
-divisions—that were war-seasoned, but the individual men themselves.
-They had educated themselves by four years of fighting into a personal
-perfection of soldiership such as has nowhere else been seen among the
-rank and file of contending armies.
-
-The slender lines of hastily constructed earthworks behind which
-these two opposing hosts had confronted each other at the beginning
-of that supreme struggle of the war, had been wrought into other and
-incalculably stronger forms by work that had never for one moment
-ceased and would not pause until the end.
-
-The breastworks had been raised, broadened, and strengthened under the
-direction of skilled engineers. At every salient angle a regular fort
-of some sort had been constructed and heavily armed for offence and
-defence.
-
-In rear of these lines every little eminence had been crowned by a
-frowning fortification, as sullen in appearance and as capable of
-destructive work as the Redan or the Malakoff at Sebastopol.
-
-At brief intervals along the outer lines traverses had been built at
-right angles to the works, as a protection against all enfilading fire.
-
-The fields just behind the lines were intricately laced with trenches
-and protective earthworks of every kind. Without these the men in front
-would have been completely cut off from communication with the rear, by
-a resistless, all-consuming fire.
-
-Great covered ways—protected passages—were cut as the only avenues by
-which men or supplies could be moved even for the shortest distances.
-Every spring that could yield water with which to quench the thirst of
-the fighting men was defended by jealous fortifications.
-
-There was no more thought now of enumerating the actions fought, or
-naming them. There was one continuous battle, ceaseless by day or by
-night, in which dogged resistance opposed itself daily and hourly to
-desperate assault, both inspired by a courage that did not so much
-resemble anything human as it did the struggle of opposing and titanic
-natural forces. Did the reader ever see the breaking up of the ice in
-a great river or lake, under the angry impulse of flood and storm? As
-the great ice floes in that case assailed the rocks with seemingly
-resistless fury, and as the rocks stood fast in the courage of their
-immovability, so at Petersburg the opposing forces met, day after day,
-with the courage and determination of inanimate forces.
-
-Every great gun that either side could bring from any quarter was
-placed in position, so that the fire, continuous by day and by night,
-grew steadily greater in volume and more destructive in effect.
-
-In this matter of guns, as well as in numbers of men, the Federals had
-enormous advantage. They had arsenals and foundries equipped with the
-most improved machinery to supply them, and they could draw freely
-upon the armouries of Europe, besides. The Confederates had no such
-resources. The few and small shops within their command were antiquated
-in their equipment and very sharply limited in their capacity. But they
-did their best.
-
-As soon as regular siege operations began, the Federals set to work
-establishing mortar batteries at every available point. Mortars are
-very short guns fired at a high “elevation”; that is, pointing upward
-at an angle of forty-five degrees to the horizon, or more than that, so
-as to throw shells high in air and let them fall perpendicularly upon
-an enemy’s works, breaking down defences and reaching points in rear of
-works to which ordinary cannon fire cannot penetrate.
-
-The lines were so close together—at one point only fifty yards
-apart—that everything had to be done under cover of some kind, and
-thus mortars became a vitally necessary arm with which to break down
-the enemy’s cover. The Confederates had none of these guns at first,
-but their foundries were at least capable of manufacturing so simple
-a weapon in a rude but effective fashion, making the mortars of iron
-instead of brass, and mounting them in oaken blocks heavily banded
-with wrought iron. In a very brief time the mortars began to arrive,
-and their numbers rapidly increased, but there were very few of the
-officers who knew how to handle a weapon so wholly different from
-ordinary guns both in construction and in methods of use.
-
-This scarcity of mortar-skilled officers in the lower grades gave Owen
-Kilgariff his opportunity. The thought occurred to him suddenly on the
-day after his vigil, and he acted upon it at once.
-
-He wrote to Arthur Brent, addressing his letter to Wyanoke, whence it
-would of course be forwarded should Doctor Brent be at Petersburg still.
-
- I want you, Arthur [he wrote], to use your influence in my behalf
- in a matter that touches me closely. For several reasons I want to
- be ordered from this place to Petersburg. For one thing, there is a
- matter of business, vitally interesting to you and me and closely
- involving the welfare of others. I simply must see you concerning it
- without delay. If I can get to Petersburg, I can see you, for Wyanoke
- is near enough to the beleaguered city for you to visit me in the
- trenches. There are other reasons, but the necessity of seeing you is
- the most important and the least personal to myself, so I need not
- bother you now with the other considerations that move me to desire
- this change, which you can bring about if you will—and I am sure you
- will.
-
- I should ask for the transfer of the battery now under my command, if
- I did not know that it would be idle to do so. For some reason General
- Early seems to have taken a fancy to me, and still more to two highly
- improved rifle guns that I recently added to the battery by capture.
- He will never let me go unless compelled by orders to do so.
-
- But I see another way. I learn that our mortar fire at Petersburg is
- less effective than it should be, by reason of our lack of battery
- officers skilled in handling that species of ordnance. Now that is a
- direction in which I could render specially valuable service, not only
- by commanding many mortar pits myself, and instructing the men, but
- also by teaching our unskilled battery officers what to do with such
- guns, and how to do it. If you will personally see General Lee’s chief
- of artillery and lay the case before him, I am sure he will order me
- transferred to the trenches. You can tell him that I was graduated at
- Annapolis, taking special honours in gunnery. You need tell him no
- more of my personal history than that after graduation I resigned from
- the navy to study medicine, and that you learned to know me well in
- our student days at Jena, Berlin, and Paris.
-
- Do this thing for me, Arthur, and do it as quickly as possible. And
- as soon as I reach Petersburg, make some occasion to see me there,
- bearing in mind that to see you with reference to matters of vital
- importance to others is my primary purpose in asking for this transfer.
-
-Arthur Brent was at Wyanoke when this letter came, but he hastened
-to Petersburg to execute his friend’s commission. He told more of
-Kilgariff’s personal history than Kilgariff had suggested. That is to
-say, he told of his gallantry at Spottsylvania and of its mention in
-general orders. He had neither to urge nor beseech. No sooner was the
-chief of artillery made aware of the facts than he answered:—
-
-“I want such a man badly. Orders for his immediate transfer to the
-lines here shall go to-day.”
-
-So it came about that before the end of that week, Owen Kilgariff stood
-in a drenching rain-storm and nearly up to his knees in the mud of a
-mortar pit at Petersburg, bombarding a salient in the enemy’s lines.
-
-The storm of bullets and rifle shells that raged around his pits was
-as ceaseless as the downpour of rain, but as calmly as a schoolmaster
-expounding a lesson in algebra, he alternately instructed his men and
-explained to the half a dozen subaltern officers who had been sent to
-him to learn. He was teaching them the methods of mortar range-finding,
-the details of powder-gauging for accuracy, the art of fuse-cutting,
-and all the rest of it, when out of a badly exposed covered way came
-Doctor Arthur Brent to greet him.
-
-
-
-
-XVI
-
-THE STARVING TIME
-
-
-THE stress of war had now fallen upon every Southern household.
-Its terrors had invaded every home. Its privations made themselves
-manifest in scanty food upon tables that had been noted for lavish
-and hospitable abundance, and in a score of other ways. The people
-of Virginia were not only standing at bay, heroically confronting an
-invading force three or four times outnumbering their own armies, but
-at the same time starvation itself was staring them in the face.
-
-The food supplies of Virginia were exhausted. Half the State had been
-trampled over by contending armies, until it was reduced to a desert so
-barren that—as Sheridan picturesquely stated the case—“the crow that
-flies over it must carry his rations with him.” The other half of the
-State, already stripped to bareness, was compelled during that terrible
-summer, almost wholly to support the army at Richmond and Petersburg
-and the army in the valley, for the reason that the means of drawing
-even scanty supplies from the well-nigh exhausted country farther south
-were practically destroyed. Little by little Grant had extended his
-left southward and westward until it crossed the Weldon Railroad south
-of Petersburg, thus severing that most important line of communication.
-In the meanwhile the Federal cavalry was continually raiding the South
-Side Railroad and the Richmond and Danville Line, tearing up tracks,
-burning the wooden bridges, and so seriously interrupting traffic as
-to render those avenues of communication with the South practically
-valueless, so far at least as the bringing of supplies for the armies
-was concerned.
-
-Thus Virginia had not only to bear the calamities of the war, but also,
-single-handed, to maintain the armies in the field, and Virginia was
-already stripped to the point of nakedness.
-
-Yet the people bore all with patriotic cheerfulness. They emptied their
-smokehouses, their corncribs, and their granaries. They sent even their
-milky herds to the slaughter, by way of furnishing meat for soldiers’
-rations, and they went thereafter without milk and butter for lack
-of cows, as they were already going without meat. Those of them who
-were near enough the lines desolated their poultry yards, and lived
-thereafter upon corn pone, with greens gathered in the fields and such
-perishable fruits as could in no wise be converted into rations.
-
-The army was being slowly destroyed by the daily losses in the
-trenches, which, excluding the greater losses of the more strenuous
-battles, amounted to about thirty per cent a month in the commands that
-defended the most exposed points. Thus Owen Kilgariff’s mortar command
-of two hundred and ten men lost sixty-two within a single month, and
-some others lost still more heavily for lack of the wise discretion
-Kilgariff constantly brought to bear upon the problem of husbanding the
-lives and limbs of his men while getting out of them the uttermost atom
-of effective service of which they were capable.
-
-Whenever a severe mortar fire was opened upon his line of pits, he
-would station himself in a peculiarly exposed position on top of the
-earth mound that protected his magazine. From that point he could
-direct the work of every gun under his command and at the same time
-do much for the protection of his men. A mortar shell can be seen in
-the air—particularly at night, when its flaming fuse is a torch—and
-its point of contact and explosion can be calculated with a good deal
-of precision. It was Kilgariff’s practice to watch for the enemy’s
-shells, and whenever he saw that one of them was likely to fall within
-one or other of his pits and explode there with the certainty of
-blowing a whole gun detachment to atoms, he would call out the numbers
-of the exposed pits, whereupon the men within them would run into
-the boom-proofs provided for that purpose and shelter there till the
-explosion was over.
-
-In the meanwhile, he, posted high upon the magazine mound, was exposed
-not only to the mortar fire that endangered his men, but still more to
-a hail-storm of musket bullets and to a ceaseless flow of rifled cannon
-shells that skimmed the edge of his parapet, with fuses so skilfully
-timed and so accurately cut that every shell exploded within a few feet
-of his head.
-
-Perhaps he was thinking of the kindly bullet or the friendly shell
-fragment that was to make an end of his perplexities. Who knows? Yet
-his exposure of himself was not reckless, but carefully calculated for
-the preservation of his men. It was only such as was common among the
-Confederate officers at Petersburg, where the percentage of officers to
-men among the killed and wounded was greater than was ever recorded in
-any war before or since.
-
-By this exposure of his own person Kilgariff undoubtedly saved the
-lives of many of his men, all of whom were volunteers who had offered
-themselves to man a position so dangerous that the chief of artillery
-had refused to order mortars to occupy it, and had reluctantly
-consented to its occupation by Kilgariff and his desperately daring men
-as volunteers in an excessively perilous service. He might have reduced
-his losses still more if he had been willing to order his subordinates
-at the several groups of pits to expose themselves as he did in the
-interest of the men. But this he refused to do, on the ground that to
-order it would be to exact more than even a soldier’s duty requires of
-the bravest man.
-
-One of his sergeants—a boy of fifteen, who had won promotion by
-gallantry—had indeed emulated his captain’s example in the hope of
-sparing his men. But the second time he did it, a Hotchkiss shell
-carried away his head and shoulders, and the world suffered loss.
-
-The hospital service, under such conditions, was terribly overtaxed,
-and for relief the plantation houses were asked to receive and care for
-such of the wounded as could in any wise be removed to their hospitable
-shelter. Thus, presently, every half-starving family in the land was
-caring for and feeding as best it could from three to a dozen wounded
-men.
-
-At Wyanoke Dorothy had met this emergency by establishing a regular
-hospital camp, in which she received and cared for not less than fifty
-wounded officers and men. With the wise foresight that was part of her
-mental make-up, and aided by Arthur’s advance perceptions of what this
-terrible campaign was likely to bring forth, Dorothy had begun early
-in the spring to prepare for the emergency. She had withdrawn a large
-proportion of the field hands from the cultivation of crops, and set
-them at work raising garden stuff instead. To the same end, she had
-diverted to her gardens a large part of the stable fertiliser which was
-ordinarily spread upon corn, wheat, or tobacco lands. She had said to
-Arthur:—
-
-“There is nothing certain after this year except disaster. We must
-meet disaster as bravely as we can, and leave the future to take care
-of itself. I shall devote all our resources this year, outside the
-poppy fields, to the production of food stuffs—vegetables, fowls, and
-pigs—with which to feed the wounded who must presently come to us.”
-
-Thus it came about that Dorothy was able to care for fifty wounded men
-at a time, when the mistresses of other plantations as great as Wyanoke
-and Pocahontas found themselves sorely taxed in taking ten. And as
-the wounded men were impatient to get back into the trenches as soon
-as their injuries were endurably half healed, the ministry of mercy
-at Wyanoke was brought to bear upon many hundreds of brave fellows
-during that most terrible of summers, and the fame of Dorothy Brent
-as an angel of mercy and kindness spread throughout the army, fairly
-rivalling that of her mother—unknown as such—Madame Le Sud. Madame
-Le Sud, defiant alike of weariness and danger, poured water down many
-parched throats on Cemetery Hill at Petersburg, until at last a Minié
-ball made an end of her ministry; and on that same day a dozen brave
-fellows fell while carving her name on a rude boulder which marked the
-place of her final sacrifice. The places of those who fell in this
-service were promptly taken by others equally intent, at whatever cost,
-upon marking for remembrance the spot on which that woman gave up her
-life who had ministered so heroically to human suffering.
-
-All these things are only incidents illustrative of that heroism on the
-part of women which the poet, if we had a poet, would seize upon as
-the vital and essential story of the Confederate war. If that heroism
-could be properly celebrated, it would make a literature worthy to
-stand shoulder to shoulder with the hero-songs of old Homer himself.
-But that story of woman’s love and woman’s sacrifice has never been
-told and never will be, for the reason that there is none worthy to
-tell it among those of us who survive of those who saw it and knew the
-self-sacrificing absoluteness of its heroism.
-
-Into all this work of mercy Evelyn Byrd entered not only with
-enthusiasm, but with the tireless energy of healthy youth and with a
-queer sagacity—born, perhaps, of her strange life-experience—which
-enabled her sometimes to double or quadruple the beneficent effects of
-her work by the deftness of its doing.
-
-Her enthusiasm in the cause rather astonished Dorothy, at first. If
-the girl had been brought up in Virginia, if her home had always been
-there, if she had had a people of her own there, with a father and a
-brother in the trenches, her devotion would have been natural enough.
-But none of those reasons for her enthusiasm existed. She had probably
-been born in Virginia, or at least of Virginian parentage, though even
-that assumption rested upon no better foundation than the fact that
-she bore a historic Virginian name. She had lived elsewhere during
-her childhood and youth. She had come into the Southern country under
-compulsion, and three fourths of the war was over before she came. So
-far as she knew, she had no relatives in Virginia, and very certainly
-she had none there whom she knew and loved.
-
-Yet she was passionate almost to madness in her Virginianism, and she
-was self-sacrificing even beyond the standards of the other heroic
-women around her.
-
- That she should enter passionately into any cause into which she
- enters at all [wrote Dorothy to Arthur during one of his absences
- at the front] is altogether natural. Her nature is passionate in an
- extreme degree, and, good as her judgment is when it is cool, she
- sends it about its business whenever it assumes to meddle with her
- passionate impulses. She has certain well-fixed principles of conduct,
- from which she never departs by so much as a hair’s breadth—chiefly,
- I imagine, because they are principles which she has wrought out
- in her mind without anybody’s teaching or anybody’s suggestion.
- They are the final results of her own thinking. She regards them as
- ultimates of truth. But subject to these, she is altogether a creature
- of impulse. Even to save one she loves from great calamity, she
- would not think of compromising the most trivial of her fundamental
- principles; yet for the sake of one she loves, she would sacrifice
- herself illimitably even upon the most trivial occasion. It is a
- dangerous character to possess, but a most interesting one to study,
- and certainly it is admirable.
-
-Arthur smiled lovingly as he read this analysis. “How little we know
-ourselves!” he exclaimed, in thought. “If I had worked with pen and
-paper for a month in an effort to describe Dorothy’s own character
-fittingly, I couldn’t have done it so perfectly as she has done it in
-describing the make-up of Evelyn. Yet she never for one moment suspects
-the similarity. Just because the external circumstances are different
-in the two cases, she is utterly blind to the parallel. It doesn’t
-matter. It is far better to have such a character as Dorothy’s than to
-try to create it—much better to have it than to know that she has it.”
-
-It is worthy of observation and remark that in his thinking about this
-matter of character, and admiring and loving it, Arthur Brent connected
-the subject altogether with Dorothy, not at all with Evelyn.
-
-That was because Arthur Brent was in love with his wife, and happy is
-the man with whom such a love lingers and dominates after the honeymoon
-is over!
-
-One day Dorothy and Evelyn talked of this matter of Evelyn’s enthusiasm
-for the Confederate cause and her passionate devotion to those who had
-received wounds in the service of it. It was Evelyn who started the
-conversation.
-
-“The best thing about you, Dorothy,” she said, one morning while they
-two were waiting for a decoction they were making to drip through the
-filtering-paper, “is your devotion to Cousin Arthur.” Evelyn had come
-to that stage of Virginian culture in which affection expressed itself
-in the claiming of kinship where there was none. “It seems to me that
-that is the way every woman should feel toward her husband, if he is
-worthy of it, as Cousin Arthur is.”
-
-“Tell me your whole thought, Byrdie,” answered Dorothy, who had
-fastened that pet name upon her companion. “It interests me.”
-
-“Well, you see I haven’t seen much of this sort of thing between
-husbands and wives, though I am satisfied it ought to exist in
-every marriage. I heard a woman lecture once on what she called the
-‘Subjection of Women.’ She made me so angry that I wanted to answer
-her—mere slip of a girl that I was—but they—well, I wasn’t let. That
-isn’t good English, I know, but it is what I mean. The woman wanted to
-strike the word ‘obey’ out of the marriage service, just as if the form
-of a marriage ceremony had anything to do with a real marriage. As well
-as I could make out her meaning, she wanted every woman to enter upon
-wedlock with fixed bayonets, with her glove in the ring, and with a
-challenge upon her lips. I don’t believe in any such marriage as that.
-I regard it as an infamous degradation of a holy relation. It isn’t
-marriage at all. It is a mere bargain, like a contract for supplies
-or any other contract. You see, I had never seen a perfect marriage
-like yours and Cousin Arthur’s at that time, but I had thought about
-it, because I had seen the other kind. It was my idea that in a true
-marriage the wife would obey for love, while for love the husband would
-avoid commanding. I don’t think I can explain—but you understand me,
-Dorothy—you must understand, because it is just so with you and Cousin
-Arthur.”
-
-“Yes, I understand,” answered Dorothy.
-
-“Of course you do. You are never so happy as in doing whatever you
-think Cousin Arthur would like you to do, and he never wants you to do
-anything except what it pleases you to do. I reckon the whole thing may
-be ciphered down to this: you love Cousin Arthur, and Cousin Arthur
-loves you; each wants the other to be free and happy, and each acts as
-is most likely to produce that result. I can’t think of any better way
-than that.”
-
-“Neither can I,” answered Dorothy, with two glad tears glistening
-on her cheeks; “and I am glad that you understand. I can’t imagine
-anything that could be better for you than to think in that way. But
-tell me, Byrdie, why you are so enthusiastic in our Southern cause and
-in your ministry to our wounded soldiers?”
-
-“Because your cause is my cause. I haven’t any friends in the world but
-you and Cousin Arthur, and—your friends.”
-
-Dorothy observed that the girl paused before adding “—and your
-friends,” and Dorothy understood that the girl was thinking of Owen
-Kilgariff. To Dorothy it meant much that she avoided all mention of
-Kilgariff’s name.
-
-The girl had completely lost her mannerisms of speech in a very brief
-while, a fact which Dorothy attributed to her rare gift of imitation.
-Only once in a great while, when she was under excitement, did she
-lapse into the peculiarities either of pronunciation or of construction
-which had at first been so marked a characteristic of her utterance.
-She read voraciously now, reading always, apparently, with minute
-attention to language in her eager desire to learn. Her time for
-reading was practically made time. That is to say, it consisted chiefly
-of brief intervals between occupations. She was up every morning at
-five o’clock, in order that she might go to the stables and personally
-see to it that the horses and mules were properly fed and curried.
-
-“The negroes neglect them shamefully when I am not there in Cousin
-Arthur’s place,” she said, “and it is cruel to neglect poor dumb beasts
-that cannot provide for themselves or even utter a complaint.”
-
-As soon after seven as Dorothy’s nursery duties permitted, the two
-mounted their horses and rode away for a half-intoxicating draught
-of the air of a Virginia summer morning. Returning to a nine o’clock
-“breakfast of rags,” as Dorothy called the scant, makeshift meal that
-alone was possible to them in that time of stress, Evelyn went at once
-to the laboratory. After setting matters going there, she mounted again
-and rode away to the camp of the wounded soldiers to whose needs she
-ministered with a skill and circumspection that had been born of her
-peculiar experience in remote places.
-
-“The best medicine she brings us,” said one of the wounded men, one
-day, “is her laugh.” And yet Evelyn rarely laughed at all. It was her
-ever present smile and the general joyousness of her countenance that
-the invalids interpreted as laughter.
-
-She always carried a light shot-gun with her, and she rarely returned
-to the “gre’t house” without three or four squirrels for her own and
-Dorothy’s dinner. Now and then she filled her bag with partridges—or
-“quails,” as those most toothsome of game birds are generally, and
-quite improperly, called at the North. When September came, she got an
-occasional wild turkey also, her skill both in finding game and in the
-use of her gun being unusually good.
-
-One day Dorothy challenged her on this point.
-
-“You are a sentimentalist on the subject of animals,” she said, “and
-yet you are a huntswoman.”
-
-“But why not?” asked Evelyn, in astonishment at the implied question.
-“In the summer, the wild creatures multiply enormously. When the winter
-comes, they starve to death because there is not food enough. In the
-fall, the woods are full of them; in the spring, there are very few.
-Nine tenths of them must die in any case, and if my gun hastens the
-death of one, it betters the chance of another to survive. I could
-never deceive them, or persuade them to trust me and then betray their
-trust. I don’t think I am a sentimentalist, Dorothy, and—”
-
-Just then Dorothy thought of something else and said it, and the
-conversation was diverted into other channels.
-
-Nearly always Evelyn had a book with her, which she read at odd
-moments, and quite always she had one book or more lying around the
-house, each open at the place at which she had last read, and each
-lying ready to her hand whenever a moment of leisure should come in her
-very busy day. For besides her attendance upon the sick, she relieved
-Dorothy of the greater part of her household duties, and was tireless
-in her work in the laboratory. Her knowledge of chemistry was scant, of
-course, but she had quickly and completely mastered the processes in
-use in the laboratory, and her skill in drug manufacture was greater
-than that of many persons more familiar with the technical part of that
-work.
-
-She had from the first taken exclusive care of her own room,
-peremptorily ordering all the maids to keep out of it.
-
-“A maid always reminds me,” she said to Dorothy, by way of offering
-an explanation that did not explain; for she did not complete her
-sentence. But so earnest was her objection that, even to the daily
-polishing of the white ash floor with a pine needle rubbing, she did
-everything within those precincts with her own hands.
-
-Dorothy let her have her way. It was Dorothy’s habit to let others do
-as they pleased so long as their pleasing was harmless.
-
-
-
-
-XVII
-
-A GUN-PIT CONFERENCE
-
-
-FOR full half an hour after Arthur Brent came out of the covered
-way and greeted his friend, Kilgariff’s bombardment and the enemy’s
-vigorous response continued. Arthur Brent stood by his friend in the
-midst of it all quite as if “the scream of shot, the burst of shell,
-and the bellowing of the mortars” had been nothing more than a harmless
-exhibition of “pyrotechny for our neighbour moon,” as Bailey phrases it
-in _Festus_.
-
-It did not occur to Kilgariff to invite Doctor Brent to take refuge in
-one of the bomb-proofs till the fierceness of the fire should be past.
-It never did occur to Owen Kilgariff that a gentleman of education
-and culture could think of shrinking from danger, even though, as in
-this case, he had nothing to do with the war business immediately in
-hand, but was, technically at least, a non-combatant. Indeed, that
-gallant corps of doctors who constituted the medical field-service in
-the Confederate army never did regard themselves as non-combatants, at
-least so far as going into or keeping out of danger was concerned. They
-fired no guns, indeed, but in all other ways they participated in the
-field-fighting on quite equal terms with officers of the line. Wherever
-their duty called them, wherever an errand of mercy demanded their
-presence, they went without hesitation and stayed without flinching.
-They performed the most delicate operations, where a moment’s
-unsteadiness of hand must have cost a human life, while shells were
-bursting about their heads and multitudinous bullets were whistling in
-their ears. Sometimes their patients were blown out of their hands by a
-cannon shot. Sometimes the doctors themselves went to their death while
-performing operations on the battlefield.
-
-In one case a surgeon was shot unto death while holding an artery end.
-But while waiting for the death that he knew must come within the brief
-space of a few minutes, the gallant fellow held his forceps firmly and
-directed his assistant how to tie the blood vessel. Then he gave up the
-ghost, in the very act of thus saving a human life perhaps not worth a
-hundredth part of his own. The heroism of war does not lie altogether
-with those who make desperate charges or desperately receive them.
-
-Arthur Brent was high in rank in that medical corps, the cool courage
-of whose members, if it could be adequately set forth, would constitute
-as heroic a story as any that has ever been related in illustration of
-daring and self-sacrifice, and he honoured his rank in his conduct. His
-duty lay sometimes in the field, whither he went to organise and direct
-the work of others, and sometimes in the laboratory, where no element
-of danger existed. In either case he did his duty with never a thought
-of self and never a question of the cost.
-
-On this occasion he stood upon the exposed mound of the magazine,
-watching Kilgariff’s splendid work with the guns, until at last the
-bombardment ceased as suddenly and as meaninglessly as it had begun;
-for that was the way with bombardments on those lines.
-
-When at last the fire sank to its ordinary dead level of ceaseless
-sharp-shooting, with only now and then a cannon shot to punctuate the
-irregular rattle of the rifles, Kilgariff gave the order, “Cease
-firing,” and the clamorous mortars were stilled. Then he turned to the
-officers who had come to him for instruction, and said:—
-
-“Some of my men have been quick to learn and are now experts. If any of
-you gentlemen desire it, I will send some of the best of them to you
-now and then to help you instruct your cannoniers and your gunners. You
-will yourselves impress upon the magazine men the importance of not
-compressing the powder in measuring it. A very slight inattention at
-that point often makes a difference of twenty-five or fifty yards in
-the range, and so renders worthless and ineffective a shell which might
-otherwise do its work well. If you need the services of any of my men
-as tutors to your own, pray call upon me. Now good evening. I’m sorry
-I cannot invite you to sup with me, but I really haven’t so much as a
-hard-tack biscuit to offer you.”
-
-When the officers had gone, Kilgariff and Brent seated themselves on
-top of the magazine mound and talked.
-
-“First of all,” said Arthur Brent, “I want to hear about the things
-personal to yourself. You put them aside, in your letter, as of smaller
-consequence than the matters, whatever they were, which related to
-others. I do not so regard them. So tell me first of them.”
-
-“Oh, those things have pretty well settled themselves,” answered
-Kilgariff, with a touch of disgust in his tone. “It was only that I
-very much wanted to decline this captain’s commission, under which I
-have been commanding sixty mortars and something like a battalion of
-men here. General Early fairly forced the rank upon me, after Captain
-Pollard lost his leg—”
-
-“By the way,” interrupted Doctor Brent, “Pollard is at Wyanoke
-and convalescent. With his superb constitution and his lifelong
-wholesomeness of living, his recovery has been rapid. He very much
-wants to see you. He would like you to continue in command of his
-battery—or would have liked it if you had not been transferred to
-Petersburg. He is a major now, you know, promoted for gallantry and
-good service, and when he returns to duty (which will be within a day
-or two) he will have command of his battalion. Of course, your special
-qualification for the work you are doing here forbids you to go back to
-your battery. The chief of artillery would never permit that. But I’m
-interrupting. Tell me what you set out to say.”
-
-“Well, it’s all simple enough. You know my reasons for wishing to be an
-enlisted man rather than a commissioned officer. When I wrote to you,
-I was acting as captain under General Early’s peremptory orders, but
-the commission he had asked the authorities at Richmond to send me had
-not yet come. I knew that if it should come while I was with Early, he
-would never let me decline it. He would have refused even to forward my
-declination through the regular channels. It was my hope to get myself
-ordered to Petersburg before the commission could come.
-
-“In that case, I thought, I could decline it and take service in my own
-non-commissioned rank as sergeant-major and special drill-master for
-the mortar batteries. But the commission came, through Early, on the
-day before I left the valley, and when I reported here for duty, asking
-to have it cancelled, the chief of artillery peremptorily refused.
-He took me to General Lee’s headquarters and there explained the
-situation. General Lee settled the matter by saying that I could render
-much better service with a commission than without one, and that he
-‘desired’ me to act in the capacity to which I had been commissioned.
-I had no choice but to yield to his wish, of course, so I took command
-here as captain, and immediately all the fragments of batteries that
-had been disintegrated during the campaign, and especially those whose
-officers had been killed or captured, were turned over to me to be
-converted into mortar men.
-
-“They number about two hundred and fifty men, some of whom are
-non-commissioned officers, ranking all the way from corporal to
-sergeant-major, so that it is impossible to handle the command
-effectively under a single company organisation. I made a report on the
-matter two days ago suggesting that the body be organised into a number
-of small, compact companies, and that some major of artillery already
-holding his commission be ordered to assume control of the whole.
-To-day came my reply—about two hours ago. It was to the effect that
-by recommendation of the chief of artillery, approved by General Lee,
-I had been appointed lieutenant-colonel, in command of all the mortars
-on this part of the line. I am instructed to organise this service
-with a view to effectiveness, and to report only through the chief
-of artillery, without the intervention of any colonel or brigadier or
-major-general. I cannot refuse to obey such orders, given in aid of
-effective service. I cannot even ask to be excused without offering an
-affront to my superiors and seeming, at least, to shirk that service in
-which they think I can make the best use of my capacities in behalf of
-our cause.
-
-“So that matter has settled itself. I shall have two stars sewed upon
-my collar to-night, and to-morrow morning I shall begin the work of
-reorganising the mortar service. I shall encounter very black looks in
-the countenances of some of the courteous captains whom you saw here
-half an hour ago. They are men who care for military rank, as I do not,
-and they will not be pleased to find themselves overslaughed by my
-promotion. They will never believe that I wish, even more heartily than
-they can, that some one of them had been set to do this duty, and that
-I might have returned to the ranks. But a soldier must take what comes.
-I must accept their black looks, and their jealousies, and perhaps even
-the lasting enmity of some of them, precisely as I accept the fact of
-the shells flung at me by the enemy.”
-
-At that moment a sergeant approached, and, saluting, said:—
-
-“Captain Kilgariff”—for Kilgariff had not yet announced his promotion
-even to his men—“one of the men is hurt by a fragment of the shell
-that burst over us half a minute ago. He seems badly wounded.”
-
-Instantly Kilgariff and Arthur Brent hurried to the pit where the
-wounded man lay, and Doctor Brent dressed his wound, which was serious.
-At his suggestion, Kilgariff ordered two of the men to carry the
-stricken one to the rear through the covered way, and deliver him to
-the surgeons of the nearest field-hospital.
-
-Just as the party started, a huge fifteen-inch mortar shell descended
-from a great height, struck the apex of the earth mound that covered
-the magazine, where ten minutes before the two friends had been sitting
-in converse, and there instantly exploded with great violence.
-
-Kilgariff hastened to inspect. He found the magazine intact, so far, at
-least, as its contents were concerned. There were more than a thousand
-pounds of Dupont rifle powder there, secured in wooden boxes called
-“monkeys,” and there were two thousand mortar shells there also, each
-weighing twenty-four pounds, each terribly destructive, potentially at
-least, and each loaded with a heavy charge of gunpowder. Fortunately
-the explosion of the gigantic shell had not ignited the magazine. Had
-it done so, neither a man nor a gun nor any trace of either would have
-remained in all that circle of mortar pits, to tell the tale of their
-occupancy.
-
-But practically all of the earth that had constituted the mound had
-been blown completely away, and some of the timbers that had supported
-it had been crushed till they had broken and fallen in. The man who
-had been in charge of the magazine was found crushed to a pulp by the
-falling of the timbers.
-
-When Kilgariff had fully explored, and discovered the extent of the
-disaster, he swore. Pointing to the mangled body of the man who had
-been caught in the ruin, he said to Arthur Brent:—
-
-“There was never a better man than Johnny Garrett. He had a wife and
-four children up in Fauquier County. The wife is a widow now, and the
-children are orphans, and Johnny Garrett is a shapeless mass of inert
-human flesh, all because of the incapacity of an engineer, damn him!
-I know the fellow—” But before continuing, Kilgariff turned to a
-sergeant and said:—
-
-“Go at once to General Gracie’s headquarters, and say that
-Lieutenant-colonel Kilgariff—be sure to say _Lieutenant-colonel
-Kilgariff_—commanding the mortars, asks the instant attendance of a
-capable engineer and at least twenty-five sappers and miners to repair
-damages and guard against an imminent danger at Fort Lamkin. If General
-Gracie cannot furnish the assistance needed, go to General Bushrod
-Johnson’s headquarters and prefer a like request. Take a look first,
-and you’ll understand how imperative it is to get help at once. There
-lie a thousand pounds of rifle powder exposed to every spark that a
-shell may fling into it; and there are two thousand loaded shells to
-explode. Go quickly, and don’t return without the assistance required.”
-
-Ten minutes later came the sappers and miners, armed with picks,
-shovels, axes, and the other tools of their trade. At their head was
-the engineer officer, Captain Harbach, who had constructed the magazine
-in the first place.
-
-Kilgariff was a cool, self-possessed person, who very rarely lost his
-temper in any obvious fashion. But when he saw Harbach in command, he
-had difficulty in controlling himself. Pointing to the ruined magazine,
-he said:—
-
-“See one result of your carelessness and gross ignorance.”
-
-Then, pointing to the crushed and mangled body of Johnny Garrett, he
-added:—
-
-“Look upon another result of your criminality in seeking a commission
-in the engineers when you perfectly knew you had no adequate knowledge
-of engineering. When you were constructing that magazine, I warned you
-that your single tier of timbers under the earth was insufficient.
-I reminded you of the importance of adequately protecting the vast
-amount of powder that must be stored there. I begged you to use longer
-timbers for the sake of greater elasticity, and to use three tiers of
-them instead of one. Your rank at that time was older than my own,
-and I could only give you advice, which you disregarded. You now have
-before you abundant evidence of your own criminal ignorance, your own
-criminal neglect of plain duty, your own criminal folly. For these I
-shall prefer charges against you before this night ends, and I shall
-press those charges with vigour enough to offset even the personal and
-political influence that secured a commission for an incapable like
-you.”
-
-Kilgariff was in a towering rage, and with the mangled body of Johnny
-Garrett lying there before him for his text, he found it impossible to
-restrain his speech; but to the very end, that speech was so far under
-control that its tones, at least, gave no indication of the excitement
-that inspired it. If the man speaking had been delivering a university
-lecture, his voice and manner could scarcely have been under better
-control.
-
-When he paused, Harbach broke in:—
-
-“Be careful of your words, Captain Kilgariff—”
-
-“Lieutenant-colonel Kilgariff, if you please; that is my present rank,
-and I’ll trouble you to recognise it.”
-
-“Oh, well, Lieutenant-colonel Kilgariff, if that pleases you better. Be
-careful of your words. You have already spoken some for which I shall
-hold you responsible.”
-
-“Quite right,” answered Kilgariff. “I hold myself responsible, and I’ll
-answer for my words in any way and at any time and to any extent that
-you may desire. But meanwhile, and as your superior officer, I now
-order you to set to work to render that magazine safe. As your superior
-officer, I shall assume authority to direct your work and to insist
-that it shall be done as I command. Let your men shovel away all that
-remains of the earth mound and send your axe-men into the timber there
-to cut seventy or eighty sticks, each twenty-three feet long and eight
-inches in diameter.”
-
-The captain showed signs of standing on his dignity by refusing, but
-Kilgariff promptly brought him to terms by saying:—
-
-“Whenever you want to call me to account, I shall respond—I’ll do it
-in an hour hence, if you choose. But for the sake of the lives of some
-hundreds of men, I am going to have this magazine securely constructed
-within the briefest possible time. After that, I shall be very much at
-your service. You may either set your men at work in the way I have
-suggested, or you may return to your quarters, in which case I shall
-assume command of your men and do the work myself. If you elect to
-return to your quarters, I pledge you my honour as an officer that I
-shall not make your desertion of duty at a critical moment the subject
-of an additional charge in the court-martial proceedings that I shall
-surely institute against you to-morrow morning.”
-
-Thus permitted, Captain Harbach retired through the covered way, and
-Owen Kilgariff assumed command of the men he had left behind him.
-
-Within two hours, the magazine was reconstructed, and so strongly that
-no danger remained of the kind that had threatened the lives of Owen
-Kilgariff’s men.
-
-When all was done, Kilgariff turned again to Arthur Brent and said:—
-
-“Now let us resume our conversation.”
-
-“But what about this quarrel with Captain Harbach? He will surely
-challenge you.”
-
-“Of course, and I shall accept. Never mind that. He may possibly shoot
-me through the head or heart or lungs. The chance of that renders it
-only the more imperative that you and I shall talk out our talk. I
-have much to say to you that must be said before morning. Besides, I
-must prepare my charges against Captain Harbach. It is a duty that I
-owe to the service to expose the arrogant incapacity of such men as
-he. Such incapacity imperils the lives of better men, by scores and
-hundreds, every day. If I can do anything to purge the service of
-such incapables—men whose fathers’ or friends’ influence has secured
-commissions for them to assume duties which they are utterly incapable
-of discharging properly or even with tolerable safety to the lives of
-other men—it will be a greatly good achievement. Let us talk now of
-something else.”
-
-Then he told Arthur about the papers that the man who called himself
-Campbell had intrusted to his keeping.
-
-“The matter sorely embarrasses me,” he explained. “I don’t know
-what I ought to do. Of course I am in no way bound by that fellow’s
-half-spoken, half-suggested injunction not to give the papers to Evelyn
-till she attains the age of twenty-one. I completely disregard that.
-But there are other things to be thought of. My command here on the
-lines is losing from twenty to thirty per cent of its personnel each
-month. Nothing is more likely than that I shall turn up among the
-‘killed in action’ some morning. If I keep the papers with me, they
-are liable to fall into other and perhaps unfriendly hands at any
-moment. As I have not the remotest notion of what is recorded in them,
-of course I cannot even conjecture how much of harm that might work to
-Evelyn. You perfectly understand that her welfare, her comfort, her
-feelings, constitute the controlling consideration with me.”
-
-“Oh, yes, I understand that,” said Arthur.
-
-“Don’t jest, if you please,” broke in Kilgariff, with a note of offence
-in his voice.
-
-“My dear fellow,” answered Arthur, with profound seriousness, “nothing
-could be farther from my thought than jesting on a subject so serious.
-I beg you to believe—”
-
-“I do. I believe you implicitly. But somehow this explosion, and poor
-Johnny Garrett’s needless death, and my quarrel with that reckless
-incapable, Harbach, have set my nerves on edge, so that I am querulous.
-Forgive me, and let me go on. As to these papers, I want to do that
-which is best for Evelyn; but I don’t know what is best, and I can’t
-find out by questioning my own mind. You see, I not only do not know
-what is in the papers, but I do not even know what circumstances
-gave them birth, or what purpose of good or evil lies behind them,
-or what distressing revelations they may make for her affliction.
-The cold-blooded gambler, swindler, adventurer, cheat, who gave the
-papers to me is—or was, for I don’t know whether he is now dead or
-alive—capable of any atrocity. He admitted to me that he had cruelly
-persecuted the girl, his daughter. It would not be inconsistent with
-his character, I think, for him to send her from his deathbed a bundle
-of papers that should needlessly afflict and torture her. He cherished
-quite enough of enmity to me, I think, to make him happy in the
-conviction that he had made me his unwilling and unwitting agent in
-inflicting such wounds upon her spirit.
-
-“Thus I dare not give her the papers, nor dare I withhold them, lest
-thereby I do her a wrong. Counsel me, my friend. Tell me what I should
-do!”
-
-“Consult Dorothy,” answered Arthur. “Her judgment in such a case will
-be immeasurably wiser than yours or mine, or both combined.”
-
-“Thank you. That is the best solution. I wonder I didn’t think of it
-before. I will act upon it at once. I’ll send the papers to Dorothy by
-your hand, and I’ll ask you also to bear her a letter in which I shall
-beg for her judgment. That’s the end of one of my perplexities, for the
-time being at least. Now let us talk of another thing that concerns
-me very deeply. I am a pretty rich man, as you know. I own some real
-estate in New York City. That will probably be confiscated when this
-war comes to an end, as you and I clearly see that it must do very
-soon. I own a good many stocks and bonds and other securities, which
-cannot be so easily confiscated, inasmuch as they are in possession
-of my bankers, who are like drums for tightness, and are besides my
-very good friends. In addition to these things, the bulk of my fortune
-is invested in Europe, where it cannot be confiscated at all. The
-securities are held by the Liverpool branch of Frazer, Trenholm, and
-Company, of Charleston, for my account, so that they are perfectly safe.
-
-“Now the only relatives I have in the world, so far as I know, are
-my brother and his family. I have every reason for desiring that
-none of them shall ever get a single cent from my estate. So much on
-the negative side. Affirmatively, I very earnestly desire that every
-dollar I have in the world shall go at my death to the one woman I
-ever loved—Evelyn Byrd.
-
-“It may seem to you a simple and easy thing to arrange that, but it
-is not so. Any will that I might make cutting off my relatives from
-the inheritance of my property would be obstinately contested in the
-courts.”
-
-“But upon what grounds?”
-
-“Oh, the lawyers can be trusted to find reasons ‘as plenty as
-blackberries.’ For one thing, they could insist that I was a dead man
-long before the date of my will.”
-
-“How do you mean?”
-
-“Why, when I escaped from Sing Sing, there were two other men with me.
-As we swam out into the Hudson, the guards opened a vigorous fire upon
-us. One of my companions was killed outright, his face being badly
-mutilated by the bullets. The other was wounded and recaptured. He
-positively identified the dead man’s body as mine. It was buried in my
-name, and my death was officially recorded as a fact. So, you see, I am
-officially a dead man, if ever my relatives have occasion to prove me
-so. But apart from that, my estate, when I die, will be a sufficiently
-large carcass to induce a great gathering of the buzzards about it.
-With half a million dollars or more to fight over, the lawyers may be
-trusted to find ample grounds for fighting.”
-
-“It seems a difficult problem to solve,” said Arthur, meditatively. “I
-don’t see how you can manage it.”
-
-“Such matters are easy enough when one has friends, as I have, who may
-be trusted implicitly. I have thought this matter out, and I think I
-know how to handle the situation.”
-
-“Tell me your plan, if you wish.”
-
-“Of course I wish. My first thought was to give everything I have in
-the world to Evelyn now, giving her deeds for the real estate and
-absolute bills of sale for the securities. But of course I could not
-do that. I could never gain her consent to such an arrangement without
-first winning her love and making her my affianced bride.”
-
-“Do you think that would be impossible?”
-
-“I do not know—perhaps so. At any rate, it is out of the question.”
-
-“I confess I do not see why.”
-
-“I am a convicted criminal, you know—a fugitive from justice.”
-
-“No. You are officially dead. The courts of New York will not hold a
-dead man to be a fugitive from justice. And morally you are nothing of
-the kind. It was not justice, but infamous injustice, that condemned
-you.”
-
-“However that may be, I can never ask Evelyn Byrd to be my wife,
-to share the life of a man who might even possibly be sent back to
-Sing Sing. I can never ask her to make of her children the sons and
-daughters of a convicted criminal. I will not do that. So I have
-thought out another plan. My second thought was to turn over all I
-have to you in trust for Evelyn. When I am dead, she need not refuse
-the gift. But there again is a difficulty. When this war ends in the
-complete conquest of the South, as it soon must, political passion at
-the North is well-nigh certain to find expression in acts of wholesale
-confiscation, directed against men of wealth at the South, and men who
-have served as officers in our army. They may, indeed, include all who
-have served at all, even as privates. At any rate, you are an officer
-of high rank, and between you and Dorothy you are one of the greatest
-plantation owners in Virginia. You are pretty sure to be included in
-whatever is done in this way.
-
-“It will not do, therefore, to make you my trustee for Evelyn. I must
-have some non-combatant to serve in that capacity, and, with your
-permission, I am going to ask Dorothy to accept the duty.”
-
-“You have my permission, certainly. But I see another danger. Suppose
-anything should happen to Dorothy?—God forbid it! Suppose she should
-die?”
-
-“I have thought of all that,” answered Kilgariff, “and I think I see a
-way out. I shall ask Dorothy to select some friend, some woman whom she
-can absolutely trust, to serve with her as a joint trustee, giving full
-power to the survivor to carry out the trust in case of the death of
-either of the two. I haven’t a doubt she knows such a woman.”
-
-“She does—two of them. There is Edmonia Bannister, one of God’s elect
-in character, and there is Mrs. Baillie Pegram—she who was Agatha
-Ronald. Either of them would serve the purpose perfectly.”
-
-“I’ll get Dorothy to ask both of them,” responded Kilgariff. “Then all
-possible contingencies will be fully met and provided for.
-
-“Now for present concerns. If I can make a Confederate taper burn for
-an hour, I’ll write my letter to Dorothy, to accompany the papers, and
-to ask her to serve me in this matter of the trusteeship. I have a very
-capable young lawyer under my command here as a sergeant. Early in
-the morning I shall set him to work preparing the trust conveyances.
-He is a rapid worker, and will have the documents ready by nightfall.
-Then I’ll send them to Wyanoke by a courier. In the meanwhile I have
-Captain Harbach on my hands. I’m afraid I must ask you to act for me
-in that matter. While we have been talking, it has occurred to me that
-when I prefer my charges against Captain Harbach, he will be placed
-under arrest. In that position he would not be permitted to send me the
-hostile message he threatened to-night. It would be extremely unfair
-to him to place him in such a position. I want you to write to him, if
-you will, as my friend. Say to him that in view of his expressed desire
-to hold me responsible for words spoken to-night, and in order to give
-him opportunity to do so without embarrassment, I shall postpone for
-twenty-four hours, or for a longer time, if for any reason he cannot
-conveniently act within twenty-four hours, the preferring of my
-official charges against him. Ask him, please, to advise you of his
-wishes in the matter in order that I may comply with them.”
-
-“You are a very cool hand, Kilgariff,” said Arthur, “and your courtesy
-to an enemy is extreme.”
-
-“Oh, courtesy in such a case is a matter of course. Let me say to you,
-now, that when I meet Captain Harbach on the field, I shall fire high
-in the air. I have no desire to kill him or to inflict the smallest
-hurt upon him. I am merely giving him the opportunity he desires to
-kill me, by way of avenging himself upon me for the severe criticisms
-I have made upon his character, his conduct, and his assumption of
-functions that he is incapable of discharging with tolerable safety
-to other men. Let me make this matter plainer to your mind, Arthur. I
-do not at all believe in the duello. I think it barbarous in intent
-and usually ridiculous in its conduct. But I had the best of good
-reasons for saying what I did to Captain Harbach, and so I said it.
-What I said was exceedingly offensive to him, and the only way he
-knows of ‘vindicating’ himself is by challenging me to a duel. It
-would be a gross injustice on my part to refuse to meet him, and to do
-an injustice is to commit an immorality. So, of course, I shall meet
-him. As I have no desire to do him other harm than to get him removed
-from a position which he is incapable of filling with safety to others
-and benefit to the service, I shall not think of shooting at him. But
-I shall give him the privilege he craves of shooting at me. I really
-don’t mind, you know, under the circumstances, except that in any case
-I shall postpone his shooting at me till I can execute the documents
-relating to my property.”
-
-“In view of your explanation,” answered Arthur, “I must decline to act
-as your friend in this matter.”
-
-“But why?”
-
-“Because I will have no part nor lot in a murder. I detest duelling,
-as you do; I regard it as a relic of feudalism which ought to give
-place to something better in our enlightened and law-governed time. But
-while it lasts, I am forced to consent to it, however unwillingly. I
-recognise the fact that the right of the individual to make private war
-on his own account is the only basis on which nations can logically
-or even sanely claim the right to make public war. Nations are only
-aggregations of individuals, and their rights are only the sum of
-the rights previously possessed by the individuals composing them.
-But while I feel in that way about duelling, I can have no part in a
-contest in which I know in advance that one of the contestants is going
-to shoot to kill, while the other is merely standing up to be shot at
-and does not himself intend to make war at all.”
-
-“Very well,” answered Kilgariff. “I’ll get some one else to send the
-letter.”
-
-He summoned an orderly and directed him to go to a neighbouring camp
-and ask an officer there to call upon Lieutenant-colonel Kilgariff,
-“concerning a purely personal matter, and not at all with reference to
-any matter of service.”
-
-The officer, a fiery little fellow, responded at once to the summons,
-and he promptly wrote—spelling it very badly—the message which
-Kilgariff had asked Arthur to send.
-
-Half an hour later, the messenger who had borne the note returned with
-it unopened. For explanation, he said:—
-
-
-“Captain Harbach had his head blown off in the trenches just before
-daylight this morning.”
-
-
-
-
-XVIII
-
-EVELYN’S REVELATION
-
-
-IT was during Arthur’s absence at Petersburg that Evelyn began talking
-with Dorothy about herself.
-
-“It isn’t nice,” she said, as the two sat together in the porch one
-day, “for me to have reserves and secrets with you, Dorothy.”
-
-“But why not? Every one is entitled to have reserves. Why should not
-you?”
-
-“Oh, because—well, things are different with me. You are good to
-me—nobody was ever so good to me. I am living here, and loving you and
-letting you love me, and all the time you know nothing at all about me.
-It isn’t fair. I hate unfairness.”
-
-“So do I,” answered Dorothy. “But this isn’t unfair. I never asked you
-to tell me anything about yourself.”
-
-“That’s the worst of it. That’s what makes it so mean and ugly and
-unfair for me to go on in this way. Why should you be so good to me
-when you don’t know anything about me?”
-
-“Why, because, although I do not know your history, _I know you_. If it
-is painful for you to tell me about yourself—”
-
-“It wouldn’t be painful,” the girl answered, with an absent, meditative
-look in her eyes. But she added nothing to the sentence. She merely
-caressed Dorothy’s hand. After a little silence, she suddenly asked:—
-
-“What’s a ‘parole,’ Dorothy?”
-
-Dorothy explained, but the explanation did not seem to satisfy.
-
-“What does it mean? How much does it include? How long does it last?”
-
-Dorothy again explained. Then Evelyn said:—
-
-“It was a parole I took. I don’t know what or how much it bound me not
-to tell. I wish I could make that out.”
-
-“If you could tell me something about the circumstances,” answered the
-older woman, “perhaps I could help you to find out. But you mustn’t
-tell me anything unless you wish.”
-
-“I should like to tell you everything. You see, they were trying to
-send me South, through the lines somehow. They said I was to be sent
-to some relatives—but I reckon that wasn’t true. Anyhow, they wanted
-to send me through the lines, and they had to get permission. So they
-took me to a military man of some sort, and he took my parole. I had
-to swear not to tell anything to the enemy, and after I had sworn that
-I wouldn’t, he looked very sternly at me and told me I mustn’t forget
-that I had taken an oath not to tell anything I knew.”
-
-Dorothy answered without hesitation that the parole referred only to
-military matters, and not at all to things that related only to the
-girl herself and her life.
-
-“But, Dorothy, I didn’t know anything about military affairs—how could
-I? So I reckon they couldn’t have meant that.”
-
-“They could not know what information you might have, or what messages
-some one might send through you. You may be entirely sure, dear,
-that your oath meant nothing in the world beyond that. The military
-authorities at the North care nothing about your private affairs or
-how much you may talk of them. Still, you are not to tell anything
-that you have doubts about. You are not to wound your own conscience. I
-sometimes think our own consciences are all there is of Judgment Day.
-You are always to remember that Arthur and I are perfectly satisfied
-to take you for what you are, asking no questions as to the rest. We
-are vain enough to think ourselves capable of forming our own judgment
-concerning the character of a girl like you. We are not afraid of
-making any mistake about that.”
-
-Evelyn did not reply. She sat still, continuing to caress Dorothy’s
-hand. She was thinking in some troubled fashion, and Dorothy was wise
-enough to let her go on thinking without interruption.
-
-After a while the girl suddenly dropped the hand, arose, and went out
-upon the lawn. Her mare was grazing there, and Evelyn called the animal
-to her. Leaping upon the unsaddled and unbridled mare, she started
-off at a gallop. Presently she slipped off her low shoes, and in her
-stocking feet stood erect upon the galloping animal’s back. With low,
-almost muttered commands she directed the mare’s course, making her
-leap a fence twice, while her rider sometimes stood erect, sometimes
-knelt, and sometimes sat for a moment, only to rise again with as great
-apparent ease as if she had been occupying a chair.
-
-Finally she brought her steed to a halt, leaped nimbly to the ground,
-and resumed her slippers. She walked rapidly back to the porch, and,
-with a look of positively painful earnestness in her face, demanded:—
-
-“Does _that_ make a difference? Does it alter your opinion? Do you
-still believe in me?”
-
-Her tone was so eager, so intense, that it seemed almost angry. Dorothy
-only answered:—
-
-“It makes no difference.”
-
-“You know what that means? You guess where I learned to do that?”
-
-“Yes.”
-
-“And still you do not cast me out? Still you do not command me to go
-away?”
-
-“Not at all. Why should I?”
-
-“But why not? Most women of your class and in your position would send
-me away.”
-
-“I am perhaps not like most women of my class and condition. At
-any rate, as I told you a while ago, I _know you_, I trust you, I
-believe in you. _You are you._ What else matters? Let me tell you a
-little life-story. My mother was a musician, who performed in public.
-Everybody about here scorned her for that. But she was the superior
-of all of them. She was a woman of genius and strong character. She
-hated shams and conventionalities, and she was a good woman. When the
-war came, she set to work nursing the wounded. She was shot to death
-a little while ago, and the soldiers loved her so that they rolled
-a great boulder over her grave and carved a loving inscription upon
-it with their own hands. Many of them were killed in doing that; but
-whenever one fell, another took his place. Do you think, Evelyn, that
-I, her daughter, could ever scorn a good woman like you, merely because
-she was or had been an actor in a show? I tell you, Evelyn Byrd, I
-_know_ you, and that is quite enough for me.”
-
-“Is it enough for Cousin Arthur?”
-
-“Yes, assuredly.”
-
-“And for—well, for others?”
-
-“If you mean Kilgariff, yes. If you mean the conventional people, no.
-So you had better never say anything about it to them.”
-
-At Dorothy’s mention of Kilgariff’s name, Evelyn started as if
-shocked. But quickly recovering herself, she said with passion in her
-tones:—
-
-“You are the very best woman in the world, Dorothy. I shall not long
-have any secrets from you.”
-
-The girl’s agitation was ungovernable. Emotionally she had passed
-through a greater crisis than she had ever known before, and her nerves
-were badly shaken. Without trying to utter the words that would not
-rise to her quivering lips, she took refuge in the laboratory, where
-she set to work with the impatience of one who must open a safety valve
-of some kind, or suffer collapse. Most women of her age, similarly
-agitated, would have gone to their chambers instead, and vented their
-feelings in paroxysms of weeping. Evelyn Byrd was not given to tears.
-Perhaps bitter experience had conquered that feminine tendency in her,
-though very certainly it had not robbed her of her intense femininity
-in any other way.
-
-When Dorothy joined her in the laboratory an hour later, the girl was
-engaged in an operation so delicate that the tremor of a finger, the
-jarring of a sharply closed door, or even a sudden breath of air would
-have ruined the work.
-
-“Step lightly, please,” was all that she said. Dorothy saw that the
-girl had completely mastered herself.
-
-And Dorothy admired and rejoiced.
-
-
-
-
-XIX
-
-DOROTHY’S DECISION
-
-
-KILGARIFF had not long to wait for Dorothy’s answer, nor was the reply
-an uncertain one. It was not Dorothy’s habit to be uncertain of her own
-mind, especially where any question of right and wrong was involved.
-She never hesitated to do or advise the right as she saw it, and she
-never on any account juggled with the truth or avoided it.
-
-So far as the trusteeship was concerned, she accepted the appointment
-for herself and also for Edmonia Bannister and Agatha Pegram, both of
-whom were within an hour’s ride of Wyanoke, as Agatha was staying for
-a time at Edmonia’s home, Branton. Dorothy had gone to them at once on
-receipt of Kilgariff’s letter, and both had consented to accept the
-trust.
-
-That matter out of the way, Dorothy took up the other with that
-directness of mind which made her always clear-sighted and well-nigh
-unerring in judgment, at least where questions of conduct were
-concerned.
-
- I am rather surprised, Kilgariff [she wrote], and not quite pleased
- with you. Can you not see that you have no more right to let me read
- Evelyn’s papers than to read them yourself? They are hers to do with
- as she pleases, and neither you nor I may so much as read a line of
- them without her voluntary consent.
-
- Neither, I think, have you any right to withhold them from her. They
- are her property, and you must give them to her, as you would her
- purse, had it come into your possession. The fact that these papers
- may hurt her feelings in the reading has no bearing whatever on the
- case. It is not your function to protect her against unpleasantness by
- withholding from her anything to which she has a right, whether it be
- property or information or anything else. You are not her father, or
- her brother, or her husband, or even a man affianced to her—this last
- mainly by your own fault, I think. It is just like a man to think that
- he has a right to wrong a woman by way of protecting her and sparing
- her feelings.
-
- Let me tell you that Evelyn Byrd stands in need of no such protection.
- Little as I know of her life-experiences, that little is far more than
- you know. She has suffered; she has known wrong and oppression; she
- has had to work out for herself even the fundamental principles of
- morality in conduct. Her experience has been such that it has made
- her wonderfully strong, especially in the matter of endurance. She is
- tender, loving, sensitive—yes, exquisitely sensitive—but she has a
- self-control which amounts to stoicism—to positive heroism, I should
- say, if that word were not a badly overworked one.
-
- Nevertheless, I have some fear that these papers may contain things
- that it will be very painful for her to read, and I strongly
- sympathise with your desire to spare her. I condemn only the method
- you have wished to adopt. I must not examine the papers. I have no
- right, and you can give me no right, to do that. Still less must I
- think of deciding whether they are to be given to her or withheld.
- That is a thing that decides itself. They are absolutely hers. You
- must yourself place them in her hands. In doing so, you can make
- whatever explanation or suggestions you please, and she can act upon
- your suggestions or disregard them, as shall seem best to her.
-
- To do this thing properly, you must come to Wyanoke. There seems to
- be no crisis impending at Petersburg just now, and you can easily get
- leave for two or three days, particularly as the distance between
- Wyanoke and Petersburg is so small. In case of need, you can return
- to your post quickly. A good horse would make the journey in a very
- brief time. If pressed, he could cover it in two hours, or three at
- most. So come to Wyanoke with as little delay as may be, and do your
- duty bravely.
-
-Kilgariff had no need to apply for a leave of absence. The wound in his
-neck had been behaving badly for ten days past, and it was now very
-angry indeed. Day by day a field-surgeon had treated it, to no effect.
-So far from growing better, it had grown steadily worse.
-
-Under the night-and-day strain of his ceaseless war work, Kilgariff
-had grown emaciated, and so far enfeebled as to add greatly to the
-danger threatened by the wound’s condition. On the morning of the day
-which brought him Dorothy’s letter, the surgeon had found his condition
-alarming, and had said to him:—
-
-“Colonel, I have before advised you to go to a hospital and have this
-wound treated. Now I must use my authority as your medical officer and
-_order_ you to go at once. If I did not compel that, the service would
-very soon lose a valuable officer.”
-
-“Must it be a hospital, Doctor?” asked Kilgariff. “May I not run up to
-Wyanoke, instead, and get my friend Doctor Brent to treat me?”
-
-“Capital! Nothing could be better. Besides, the hospitals are full
-to overflowing, and you’d get scant attention in most of them. Go to
-Wyanoke by all means, but go at once. I’ll give you a written order to
-go, and you can make it the basis of your application for sick leave.
-Act at once, and I’ll go myself to headquarters to impress everybody
-there with the urgency of the case and especially the necessity for
-promptitude. You ought to have your leave granted by to-morrow morning.”
-
-It was granted in fact earlier than that, so that before nightfall
-Kilgariff set out on a horse purchased from an officer of his
-acquaintance, a horse lean almost to emaciation, but strong, wiry,
-and full of spirit still. He was an animal in which blood did indeed
-“tell,” a grandson of that most enduring of racers, Red Eye.
-
-“Give a good account of yourself, old fellow,” said Kilgariff to the
-animal, caressingly, “and I promise you better rations at Wyanoke than
-you have had for two months past.”
-
-Whether the horse understood the promise or not, he acted as if he
-did, and with a long, swinging stride, left miles behind him rapidly.
-
-It was a little past midnight when the well-nigh exhausted officer
-reached the hospitable plantation; but before going to the house,
-he aroused the negro who slept on guard at the stables, and himself
-remained there till the half-sleeping serving-man had thoroughly
-groomed the animal and placed an abundance of corn and fodder in his
-manger and rack.
-
-Then the way-worn traveller went to the house, entered by the never
-closed front door, and made his way to a bedroom, without waking any
-member of the family.
-
-
-
-
-XX
-
-A MAN, A MAID, AND A HORSE
-
-
-WHEN Evelyn went to the stables in the early morning, and found a
-strange horse there, she could not learn how he came to be there, or
-who had brought him. The negro man who had rubbed down the animal under
-Kilgariff’s supervision during the night had already gone to the field,
-and the stable boy who was now in attendance knew nothing of the matter.
-
-The horse gently whinnied a welcome as the girl entered, and his
-appearance interested her. She bade the stable boy lead him out,
-so that she might look him over, and his symmetry and muscularity
-impressed her mightily.
-
-“Poor beastie!” she exclaimed, upon seeing his lean condition, “they
-have treated you very badly. You haven’t had enough to eat in a month,
-and you’ve been worked very hard at that. But you are strong and brave
-and good-natured still, just as our poor, half-starved soldiers are.
-You must be a soldier’s horse. Anyhow, you shall have a good breakfast.
-Here, Ben, take this splendid fellow back to his stall and give him ten
-ears of corn. Rub him down well, and when he has finished eating, turn
-him into the clover field to graze. Poor fellow! I hope you’re going to
-stay with us long enough to get sleek and strong again.”
-
-As was always the case when Evelyn caressed an animal, the horse seemed
-to understand and to respond. He held out his head for a caress, and
-poked his nose under her arm as if asking to be hugged. Finally he
-lifted one of his hoofs and held it out. The girl grasped the pastern,
-saying:—
-
-“So you’ve been taught to shake hands, have you? Well, you shall show
-off your accomplishments as freely as you please. How do you do, sir?
-I hope you have slept well! Now Ben has your breakfast ready, so I’ll
-excuse you, and after breakfast you shall have a stroll in a beautiful
-clover lot!”
-
-As she finished her playful little speech and turned her head, she was
-startled to see Kilgariff standing near, looking and listening.
-
-“Oh, Mr. Kilgariff!” she exclaimed, in embarrassment, “I didn’t know
-you were here. You must think me a silly girl to talk in that way with
-a horse.”
-
-“Not at all,” he answered; “the horse seemed to like your caressing,
-and as for me, I enjoyed seeing it more than I can say.”
-
-“Then you wanted to laugh at me.”
-
-“By no means. I was only admiring the gentleness and kindliness of your
-winning ways. The thought that was uppermost in my mind was that I no
-longer wondered at the fascination you seem to exercise over animals.
-Your manner with them is such, and your voice is such, that they cannot
-help loving you. Even a man would be helpless if you treated him so.”
-
-“Oh, but I could never do that—at least, well—I mean I could—” There
-the speech broke down, simply because the girl, now flushing crimson,
-knew not how to finish it. The thought that had suddenly come into her
-mind she would not utter, and she could think of no other that she
-might substitute for it.
-
-But her flushed face and embarrassment told Kilgariff something that
-the girl herself did not yet know—something that sent a thrill of
-gladness through him in the first moment, but filled him in the next
-with regretful apprehension. He saw at once that that had happened
-which he had intended should never happen. Unconsciously, or at least
-subconsciously, Evelyn Byrd had come to think of him—or, more strictly
-speaking, to feel toward him without thinking—in a way that signified
-something more than friendship, something quite unrecognised by
-herself. Instantly the questions arose in his mind: “What shall I do?
-Is it too late to prevent this mischief, if I go away at once? If not,
-how shall I avoid a further wrong? Shall I go away, leaving her to work
-out her own salvation as best she can? Or shall I abandon my purpose
-and suffer myself to win her love completely? And in that case how
-shall I ever atone to her for the wrong I do her? I must in that case
-deal honestly and truthfully with her, telling her all about myself,
-so that she may know the worst. Perhaps then she will be repelled and
-no longer feel even friendship for a man living under such disgrace as
-mine. It will be painful for me to do that, but I must not consider my
-own feelings. It is my duty to face these circumstances in the same
-spirit in which I must face the dangers and hardships of war.”
-
-All this flashed through his mind in an instant, but, without working
-out the problem to a conclusion, he set himself to relieve the
-evident embarrassment of the girl—an embarrassment caused chiefly
-by her consciousness that she had felt embarrassment and shown it.
-He resolutely controlled himself in voice and manner and turned the
-conversation into less dangerous channels.
-
-“You were startled at seeing me,” he said, “because you did not know
-I was here. I came ‘like a thief in the night.’ I got here about
-midnight, after a hard ride from Petersburg. I saw the horse groomed
-and fed, and then went to the house and crept softly up the stairs to
-the room I occupied when I was at Wyanoke before. I came to let Arthur
-have a look at my wound—”
-
-“Oh, are you wounded again?” interrupted the girl, with a pained
-eagerness over which a moment later she again flushed in shamed
-embarrassment.
-
-“Oh, no. It is only that the old wound has been behaving badly, like a
-petted child, because it has been neglected. But tell me,” he quickly
-added, in order to turn the conversation away from personal themes,
-“tell me how the quinine experiments get on. I’m deeply interested in
-them, particularly the one with dog fennel. Does it yield results?”
-
-Evelyn was glad to have the subject thus changed, and she went eagerly
-into particulars about the laboratory work, talking rapidly, as one is
-apt to do who talks to occupy time and to shut off all reference to the
-thing really in mind.
-
-Kilgariff’s half of the conversation was of like kind, and it was
-additionally distracted from its ostensible purpose by the fact that
-he was all the time trying to work out in his own mind the problem
-presented by his discovery, and to determine what course he should
-pursue under the embarrassing circumstances. All the while, the pair
-were slowly walking toward the house. As they neared it, a clock was
-heard within, striking six. It reminded Evelyn of something.
-
-“It is six o’clock,” she said, “and I must be off to the hospital camp
-to see how my wounded soldiers have got through the night. I make my
-first visit soon in the morning now, and Dorothy and I go together
-later.”
-
-Turning to a negro boy, she bade him go to the stables and bring her
-mare.
-
-Now it was very plainly Kilgariff’s duty to welcome this interruption,
-which offered him three hours before the nine o’clock breakfast in
-which to think out his problem and decide upon his course of action.
-But a momentary impulse got the better of his discretion, so he said:—
-
-
-“I will ride over there with you, if I may.”
-
-The girl was mistress of herself by this time, so she said:—
-
-“Certainly, if you wish. I shall be glad of your escort, if you are
-strong enough to ride a mile.”
-
-She said it politely, but with a tone of cool indifference which led
-Kilgariff to wish he had not asked the privilege. Then, calling to the
-negro boy, who had already started on his errand, she bade him:—
-
-“Bring a horse for Colonel Kilgariff; not his own, but some other.”
-This was the first time Evelyn had ever called Kilgariff by any
-military title. “You see, Colonel, your splendid animal has been badly
-overworked and underfed. I have promised him a restful morning in a
-clover field, and it would be too bad to disappoint him, don’t you
-think?”
-
-“Yes, certainly. Thank you for thinking of that. How completely you
-seem to have schooled yourself to think of dumb animals as if they
-were human beings! You even assume—playfully, of course—that the big
-sorrel understood your promise about the clover field.”
-
-“Why should he not? Dumb animals understand a great deal more than
-people think. Your sorrel understood, at any rate, that I regarded him
-with affection and pity. That in itself was to him a promise of good
-treatment, and just now good treatment means to him rest in a clover
-field. So, while he may not have understood the exact meaning of the
-words I used, he understood my promise. I am not so sure even about the
-words. Animals understand our words oftener than we think.”
-
-“How do you mean? Would you mind giving me an illustration of your
-thought?”
-
-“Oh, illustrations are plenty. But here are the horses. Let us mount
-and be off. We can continue our talk as we ride. Are you really strong
-enough?”
-
-The man answered that he was, and the two set off.
-
-When the horses had finished their first morning dash, Evelyn cried,
-“Walk,” to them and they instantly slowed down to the indicated gait.
-
-“There!” said the girl. “That’s an illustration. The horses perfectly
-understood what I meant when I bade them walk. I am told that cavalry
-horses understand every word of command, and that, even when riderless,
-they sometimes join in the evolutions and make no mistakes.”
-
-“That is true,” answered her companion. “I have seen them do it often.
-Both in the cavalry and in the artillery we depend far more upon the
-horses’ knowledge of the evolutions and the words of command, than upon
-that of the men. They learn tactics more readily than the men do, and,
-having once learned, they never make a mistake, while men often do.”
-
-“How then can you doubt that horses understand words?”
-
-“They understand words of command, but—”
-
-“Yes? Well? ‘But’ what?”
-
-“I really don’t know. The thought is so new to me that it seemed for
-the moment a misinterpretation of the facts—that there must be some
-other explanation.”
-
-“But what other explanation can there be?”
-
-“I don’t know. Indeed, I begin to see that there is no other possible.
-Animals certainly do understand _some_ words. That is a fact, as you
-have shown me, and one already within my own knowledge. I see no reason
-to doubt that they understand many more than we are accustomed to
-think. I wish you would write that book about them.”
-
-“I am writing it,” she answered; “but I don’t think I’ll ever
-let anybody see it—at any rate, not now—not for a long time to
-come—maybe not for ever.”
-
-As she ended, the pair reached the invalids’ camp, and the wounded men
-gave Evelyn a greeting that astonished Kilgariff quite as much as it
-pleased him.
-
-“The little lady! The little lady!” they shouted, while those of them
-who could walk eagerly gathered about her, with welcome in their eyes
-and voices.
-
-She briefly introduced Kilgariff, and together the two went the rounds
-of those patients who were still unable to sit up. There were few
-of these, but they must be the first attended to. After that, Evelyn
-closely questioned each of the others concerning the condition of his
-wounds, his sleep, his digestion, and everything else that Arthur
-might wish to learn in preparation for his own rounds after breakfast.
-Kilgariff was struck with the readiness Evelyn manifested in calling
-each of the men by his name, and with the minuteness of her knowledge
-of the special condition and the needs of each.
-
-“How do you remember it all so minutely?” he asked, as they walked
-together from one side of the camp to the other.
-
-“Why, it is my duty to remember,” she replied, in a surprised tone, as
-if that settled the whole matter. And in a woman of her character, it
-did.
-
-
-
-
-XXI
-
-EVELYN LIFTS A CORNER OF THE CURTAIN
-
-
-DURING the return ride, Kilgariff carefully avoided all reference to
-the real purpose of his visit to Wyanoke. He had come to dread that
-subject, and in his present unsettled state of mind he feared it also.
-It might at any moment bring on an emotional crisis, and prompt him to
-do or say things that must afterward cause regret. He wished to think
-the matter out—the matter of his future relations with this girl—and
-to determine finally the course of conduct which this morning’s
-discovery might require of him.
-
-He ought to have seized upon the opportunity for this that he had so
-recklessly thrown away. He ought to have let Evelyn go to the invalid
-camp alone, he remaining behind to think. But he had missed that
-opportunity, and no other was likely to come to him. Certainly no other
-so good could come. He must get through the matter of the papers on
-this day, not only because the chances of war might compel him to
-return to his post on the morrow, but because he might very probably
-decide that it was his duty to take himself out of this girl’s life,
-and, if that was to be, the sooner he should quit the house that held
-her the better.
-
-Both Arthur and Dorothy were present to welcome him when he and Evelyn
-returned to the house, so that there was no chance then to do his
-thinking. Then Arthur decided to examine his wound before the breakfast
-hour; and when he did so, he grew grave of face and manner.
-
-“I’m sorry to tell you, old fellow, that I must operate on your
-neck to-day. Your wound is in a very dangerous condition indeed. It
-should have been operated upon a week or ten days ago. You shall have
-breakfast with us this morning, as you’ll need all your strength. Of
-course I can’t chloroform you till your breakfast is digested, so I’ll
-not operate till a little after noonday.”
-
-“You needn’t give me the chloroform at all,” answered Kilgariff.
-
-“But, my dear fellow, the pain will be—”
-
-“I’ll stand it.”
-
-“But the operation will be a very delicate one, so near to the carotid
-artery that a mere flinch from the knife might end your life at once.”
-
-“I’ll not flinch,” said the resolute young man.
-
-“But what objection have you to an anæsthetic? Your heart and lungs are
-in perfect condition. There’s not the slightest danger—”
-
-“Danger be hanged!” interrupted Kilgariff. “I am not thinking of danger
-or caring about it. But chloroform always leaves me helplessly ill for
-many days, and I mustn’t be ill or helpless just now. I am going back
-to the lines to-morrow. One night’s sleep after your operation will put
-me sufficiently in condition.”
-
-“But you’re not fit for duty.”
-
-“Fit or not fit, I am going.”
-
-“But it will kill you.”
-
-“That doesn’t signify in my case, you know.”
-
-“Listen to me, Owen Kilgariff. You have brooded over the unfortunate
-circumstances of your life until you have grown morbid, particularly
-since this wound has been sapping your vitality. You must brace
-yourself up and take a healthier view of things. If you don’t, I
-shall make you. Here you are imagining yourself disgraced at the very
-time when others in high places are pressing honours upon you as the
-well-earned reward of your superb conduct. It is all nonsense, I tell
-you, and you must quit it; if not for your own sake, then for the sake
-of us who love you and rejoice in your splendid manhood. Your present
-attitude of mind is not to your credit. If you were not ill, it would
-be positively discreditable to you.”
-
-“Wait a minute, Arthur. You are judging me without knowing all the
-facts. I’ll tell you of them after breakfast. Then, before you operate,
-I must talk with Evelyn about her papers. When that matter is disposed
-of, you shall operate without an anæthetic, and I must return to my
-duty on the lines.”
-
-“Your duty there is done. You’ve already taught those fellows how to
-use mortars effectively. As to mere command, any other officer will
-attend to that as well as you could. I must operate upon your neck,
-and I will not do it without chloroform. Indeed, even from your own
-point of view, there would be nothing gained by that, for after this
-operation, whether done with or without an anæsthetic, you must not
-only lie abed for some days to come, but be so braced and harnessed
-that you cannot turn your head.”
-
-Arthur then explained to his patient, as one surgeon to another, the
-exact nature of what it was necessary to do, and Kilgariff knew his
-surgery too well not to understand how imperatively necessary it would
-be for him to be kept perfectly still, so far as motion with his head
-was concerned, for a considerable period afterward.
-
-“Very well,” Kilgariff responded. “Do as you will. But first I must
-arrange the matter of the papers. I’ll do that during the forenoon.
-Then I shall tell Dorothy the things I intended to tell you. There is
-no need that I shall tell you, and it will be easier to tell Dorothy.”
-
-“As you please,” said Arthur, satisfied that he had carried his point.
-“Now we must go to breakfast.”
-
-At the table, Kilgariff observed that, apart from the “coffee” made of
-parched rye, neither Dorothy nor Evelyn took anything but fruit. There
-was a cold ham on the table, and the customary loaf of hot bread, but
-the two women partook of neither. When Kilgariff half suggested, half
-asked, the reason for their abstemiousness, Dorothy replied:—
-
-“We Virginia women are saving for the army every ounce of food we can.
-So far as possible, we eat nothing that can be converted into rations.
-Arthur compels Evelyn and me to take a little meat and a little bread
-or some potatoes for dinner. He thinks that necessary to our health.
-But for the rest, we do very well on fruits, vegetables, and other
-perishable things, don’t we, Byrdie?”
-
-“Oh, yes, indeed. For my own part, I like it. I have had other
-experiences in living on a restricted diet. Once I had nothing to eat
-for three or four months except meat, so in going without meat now I am
-only bringing up the average.”
-
-Kilgariff looked up in surprise.
-
-“For three months or more you had no food but meat!” he exclaimed. “No
-bread, no starchy food of any kind?”
-
-“Nothing whatever. There weren’t even roots or grass there to be
-chewed. The Indians often live in that way. Never mind that. At another
-time I lived for a month in winter almost exclusively on raw potatoes,
-with only now and then a bit of salt beef.”
-
-“May I ask why you did not cook the potatoes? If it was winter, surely
-you had fire.”
-
-“Oh, yes, plenty of it. But there was scurvy, and raw potatoes are best
-for that.”
-
-“Are they? I never knew that.”
-
-“Oh, yes. But for eating their potatoes raw, the people in the
-lumber-camps would never survive the winter. But I don’t want to talk
-about those things. I didn’t mean to. Perhaps I’ll put them all into
-another book that I’m writing just for Dorothy to read and nobody else
-in all the world.”
-
-She looked at Dorothy as she spoke, and Dorothy understood. This was
-the first she had heard of the proposed “book.” It was the first
-reference Evelyn had made to their talk on the day when she had given
-her hostess an exhibition of bareback riding.
-
-Kilgariff did not understand. Yet, taken in connection with other
-things that Evelyn had said to him during his former stay at Wyanoke,
-what she now said seemed at least to lift a little corner of the thick
-curtain of reserve which shrouded her life-history.
-
-“She has lived,” he thought, “among the wildest of wild Indians, and
-she has passed at least one winter in some northern lumber-camp. I
-wonder why.”
-
-He was not destined as yet to get any reply to the question in his
-mind.
-
-
-
-
-XXII
-
-ALONE IN THE PORCH
-
-
-WHEN Kilgariff asked Evelyn to go with him to the front porch, telling
-her he had an important matter to discuss with her, she showed a
-momentary embarrassment. She quickly controlled it, but not so quickly
-that it escaped her companion’s recognition.
-
-This troubled him at the outset. This young woman had been until now
-as frank and free with him as any child might have been. Her present
-embarrassment, momentary as it was, impressed him the more strongly
-because the scene at the stables in the early morning was still fresh
-in his memory, and because he had observed that ever since that time
-she had uniformly addressed him by his military title.
-
-All these things added to the difficulty of his present task, but it
-was his habit to meet trouble of every kind half-way, to confront
-difficulty with courage and not with any show of the shrinking there
-might be in his mind.
-
-He plunged at once into the matter in hand. Ordinarily he would have
-begun by addressing his companion as “Evelyn,” but for some reason
-which he did not stop to analyse, he felt now that he ought not to
-do so. Yet to address her in any other way, after having for so long
-called her by her first name, would be too marked a suggestion of
-reserve. So he avoided addressing her at all in any direct fashion.
-
-“I have asked you to give me this half-hour because I feel that I owe
-you and myself a duty.”
-
-He had no sooner uttered that sentence than he felt that it was a
-particularly bad beginning. In his own ears it sounded uncommonly like
-the introduction to a declaration of love, and he was annoyed with
-himself for his blundering. He began again, and tried to do so more
-circumspectly.
-
-“I want to talk with you about a matter that touches your own happiness
-very closely, and may indeed affect your entire life.”
-
-Another blundering sentence! Even more than the first it sounded
-to him like the preface to a formal courtship, and, realising the
-fact, Kilgariff made the matter worse by manifesting precisely such
-embarrassment as a lover might feel when about to put his fortune to
-the touch.
-
-Evelyn was quick to see his embarrassment, though she probably had no
-clear idea of its cause, and she came to his relief by saying with a
-well-controlled and perfectly placid intonation:—
-
-“I am deeply interested. I didn’t imagine myself a person of sufficient
-consequence for anybody to have important business affairs to discuss
-with me. Go on, please. What is it?”
-
-“A little while ago,” he began again, this time approaching the subject
-with some directness, “I was summoned to meet a wounded Federal
-officer, who believed himself to be dying. Probably he was right. I
-do not know. However that may be, he believed that his end was near,
-and I think he tried to tell the truth—an art in which he has not had
-much practice in his evil life. I had known him for some years. He had
-injured me as no other man in all the world ever did or ever can again.
-There were many things that I wanted him to tell me about, and the
-time was very short; for I had got at the house in which he lay wounded
-only under escort of an armed force, and I knew that my escort could
-not long hold the position. By the time I had finished questioning him
-concerning the matters in which I was personally interested, the enemy
-was upon us in superior force, and we were compelled to retire. Just
-as I was quitting his bedside, he told me something that surprised and
-shocked me—something that deeply concerned you.”
-
-“What was it, please?” asked the girl, now pale to the lips and
-nervously twisting her fingers together.
-
-“I should not tell you that, I think; not now, at any rate. It would
-only distress you and do no good. Perhaps it may not have been true.”
-
-“You must tell me that, or you must tell me nothing!” exclaimed the
-girl, rising in a passion of excitement, and speaking as if utterance
-involved painful effort. “Understand me, Colonel Kilgariff. I am not a
-child, whose feelings must be spared by reservations and concealments.
-I have not been much used to that sort of coddling, and I will not
-submit to it. My life has been such as to teach me how to endure. You
-have some things, you say, which you want to tell me—some things that
-have somehow grown out of whatever it was that this man said to you.
-Very well, I will not hear them, unless you can tell me all. I will not
-listen to half-truths. I must hear all of this matter, or none of it.
-You say it concerns me closely. I am entitled, therefore, to know all
-of it, if I am to know any of it. You are free to tell me nothing, if
-you choose. But if you tell me a part and keep back the rest, you wrong
-me, and I will not submit to the wrong. I have endured enough of that
-in my life.”
-
-She paused for a moment, and then resumed:—
-
-“Pardon me if I have seemed to speak angrily or resentfully to you. I
-did not mean that. Such anger as I felt was aroused by bitter memories
-of wrong, which were called up by your proposal to put me off with a
-half-truth. Let me explain myself. You are doubtless thinking that I
-myself have been practising reserve and concealment ever since I came
-to Wyanoke. That is true, but it has been only because I have firmly
-believed that I was oath-bound to do so; and at any rate I have not
-told any half-truths. Whenever I have told anything, I have told
-all of it. Another thing: I so hate concealments that at the first
-moment after I learned that I might do so, I decided to tell Dorothy
-everything that I myself know about my life. I feared to attempt that
-orally, lest I should grow excited and break down; so I decided to
-write out the whole story and give it to her. That is what I meant this
-morning when I said I was writing a book for Dorothy alone to read.
-After she has read it, it will be hers to do with as she pleases. It
-will be an honest book, telling the whole truth and not half-truths.”
-
-Kilgariff did not interrupt this passionate speech. It revealed to him
-a new and stronger side than he had imagined to exist in the nature of
-the woman he loved. He rejoiced that she felt and thought as she did,
-and he was not sorry that an error of judgment on his part had brought
-forth this character-revealing outburst. He promptly told her so.
-
-“You are altogether right,” he said. “I apologise for my mistake,
-but, frankly, I do not regret it. It has shown me the strength and
-truthfulness of your nature with an emphasis that altogether pleases
-me. I had miscalculated that strength, underestimating it. I sought to
-spare your feelings, not knowing how brave you are to endure. I know
-you better now, and the knowledge is altogether pleasing.”
-
-“Thank you sincerely. And you will be generous and forgive me?”
-
-As she said this, Evelyn resumed her familiar tone and manner of almost
-childlike simplicity.
-
-“There is nothing whatever for me to forgive,” the man answered, in a
-way that carried conviction of his perfect sincerity with it. “Let me
-go on with my story.”
-
-“Please do.”
-
-“Just as I was hurrying to leave the wounded man and go to my guns,
-which were already bellowing, he handed me a bundle of papers. He said
-that he had a daughter who must be somewhere in the South, if she had
-not been shot in passing through the lines. He begged me to find her,
-if possible, and give the papers to her. When I asked him the name of
-his daughter, he answered that it was Evelyn Byrd.”
-
-The girl was livid and trembling, but what passion it was that so shook
-her Kilgariff could not make out. He paused, to give her time for
-recovery. She slowly rose from the bench on which she was sitting,
-and with a firm, elastic step walked out into the grounds, where her
-mare was grazing. The animal abandoned the grass, and trotted up to her
-mistress to be caressed.
-
-As the young woman stood there, stroking the mare’s nose, Kilgariff
-thought it the most beautiful picture he had ever looked upon—the
-lithe, slender girl, who carried herself with the grace of an athlete
-not overtrained, caressing the beautiful mare and seeming to hold mute
-but loving converse with a boundlessly loyal friend.
-
-“And how much it means!” he thought. “What a nature that woman has! And
-what a life hers must have been so far!”
-
-Then came over him a great and loving longing to be himself the agent
-of atonement to her for all the wrong that had vexed her young life, to
-make her future so bright and joyous that her past should seem to her
-only a troubled dream from which he had been privileged to waken her.
-But with this longing came the bitter thought that this could never
-be—that he was debarred by his own misfortunes from the privilege of
-winning or seeking to win Evelyn Byrd’s love.
-
-Then arose again in his mind the questions of the early morning—the
-question of duty, the question of the possibility of avoiding the wrong
-he so dreaded to do. Was there yet time for him to take himself out
-of Evelyn Byrd’s life? Or was it already too late? What and how much
-did her embarrassment in his presence mean? Had she indeed already,
-and all unconsciously, learned to return the great, passionate love he
-felt for her? Had he blundered beyond remedy in making himself mean so
-much to her? Could he now go away and leave her out of his life without
-inflicting upon her even a greater wrong and a severer suffering than
-that which his leaving would be meant to avert? If not, then what
-should he do? What could he do?
-
-He felt himself in a blind alley from which there was no escape.
-Unhappy indeed is the man who is confronted with a divided duty, a
-problem of right and wrong which he feels himself powerless to solve.
-In that hour Owen Kilgariff was more acutely unhappy than he had ever
-been, even in the darkest period of his great calamity.
-
-Presently Evelyn returned to the porch and seated herself, quite as if
-nothing had occurred out of the commonplace.
-
-“What was the man’s name?” she asked, with no sign of excitement or
-emotion of any kind in her voice or manner.
-
-“He called himself Campbell, but he told me that it was an assumed
-name, and not his own. I do not know his real name.”
-
-“Nor do I,” said the young woman, in the tone of one who is recalling
-events of the past. “I never knew that. But go on, please. What else
-did he tell you—what else that concerns me, I mean?”
-
-“Nothing. The enemy was upon us hotly, and I had no time for further
-talk. Oh, yes, he did say that he had persecuted you ‘in a way’—that
-was his phrase.”
-
-“I wonder what ‘in a way’ signified to him,” said the young woman,
-with an intensity of bitterness in her tone, the like of which Owen
-Kilgariff had never heard in the utterance of man or woman before.
-
-“Never mind that,” Evelyn said, an instant later, the look of agony
-leaving her face as suddenly as it had appeared. “You have more to tell
-me?”
-
-“Yes. I must make a confession of grave fault in myself, and ask your
-forgiveness. The man, Campbell, your father, gave me a bundle of
-papers, as I told you a little while ago, and I have been impertinently
-asking myself ever since what I ought to do with them. It did not
-occur to me then that there was no question for me to decide; that my
-undoubted duty was simply to place the papers in your hands, as I now
-do”—withdrawing the parcel from a pocket and placing it in her lap.
-Dorothy had returned it to him for that purpose. He continued:—
-
-“I had not learned my lesson then. I still thought it my duty to guard
-and protect you, as one guards and protects a child. I reasoned that
-those papers very probably contained information or statements, true
-or false, that would afflict you sorely, and I impertinently desired
-to spare you the affliction. On the other hand, I realised that they
-might contain, instead, information of the utmost consequence to you
-and calculated to bring gladness rather than sorrow to your heart. In
-my perplexity I turned to Dorothy for help. All of us who know Dorothy
-do that, you know. I sent the papers to her, explaining my perplexity
-concerning them. I asked her to examine them and determine whether or
-not they should be given to you.
-
-“Then I learned my first lesson. Dorothy wrote to me, rebuking me with
-severity for my presumption. She explained to me what I ought to have
-understood for myself—that the question of what it was best to do with
-the papers was not mine to decide, or hers; that I had no shadow of
-right to ask her to read the documents, and she no possible right to
-read them. She bade me come to Wyanoke and do my duty like a man.
-
-“That is the real reason I am here; for as to my wound, I should have
-left that to take care of itself. If it had made an end of me, so much
-the better.”
-
-“You have no right, I reckon, to say that,” interrupted Evelyn, “or to
-think it, or to feel it. It is a suicidal thought, and quite unworthy
-of a brave man.”
-
-“But my life is my own, and surely—”
-
-“Not altogether your own; perhaps not chiefly. It belongs in part to
-those of us who—I mean to all who care for you, all to whom your death
-would bring sorrow or to whom your living might be of benefit. Above
-all it belongs to our country and our cause. You recognise that fact
-in being a soldier. No; I reckon your life is not your own to do with
-as you please. It is cowardly in you to think in that way, just as it
-is cowardly for one to commit suicide because he is in trouble out of
-which death seems the only way of escape, or the easiest way. So please
-never let yourself think in that way again.”
-
-“I will try not to,” he replied, looking at his lecturer with
-undisguised admiration.
-
-“Now, while I had, myself, no right to say whether or not you should
-read those papers, and while it was not my privilege to protect you
-against any distress they might bring to you, I still have a good deal
-of apprehension lest their reading shall needlessly wound you. I am
-going to make a suggestion, therefore, which I hope you will take in
-good part.”
-
-“I am ashamed of myself,” answered Evelyn, “for making you feel in that
-way. I am ashamed of what I said to you—though it was all true and
-necessary—and of the way in which I said it. I wish I could explain
-why I did it, why it hurt me so when you tried to conceal something
-from me. My outbreak has hurt you, and almost humiliated you, I reckon,
-and I don’t like to think of you being hurt and humiliated. It is good
-and generous of you to try, as you have done, to spare me. Believe me
-when I tell you that I feel it to have been so. I cannot explain, and
-it vexes me that I must not. Won’t you believe that?”
-
-“I believe anything you say, and everything you say. Indeed, it is more
-than belief that I feel when you tell me anything; it is a conviction
-of actual and positive knowledge. And now I very much want you to
-believe me when I say that it was not your ‘outbreak,’ as you call it,
-that hurt and humiliated me. It was only my consciousness of my own
-presumptuous impertinence that hurt. I have nothing to forgive in you;
-and my own fault I cannot forgive.”
-
-There were tears in Evelyn’s eyes as the strong and generous man who
-had been so careful of her said this, shielding her even now by taking
-all blame upon himself, just as he had shielded her long before by
-keeping his own person between her and the bullets that were raining
-about them. For the moment the old childlike simplicity came into her
-bearing. She advanced, took Kilgariff’s hand, and said:—
-
-“Let’s forget all about it, please. You have always been good to me.”
-
-Then the dignity came back, and, resuming her seat, she said:—
-
-“You were going to offer a suggestion. I should like to hear it. I am
-sure it is meant for my advantage.”
-
-“It is only this: I have a haunting fear that your father—”
-
-“He was not my father,” the young woman broke in, speaking the words
-quite as if they had borne no special significance. “But go on, please.”
-
-Kilgariff almost lost the thread of his thought in his astonishment at
-this sudden statement. He went on:—
-
-“Well, then, the man Campbell, or whatever his real name was. I have
-a haunting fear that he has prepared those papers for the purpose
-of wounding and insulting you. He was capable of any malice, any
-malignity, any atrocity. He may have put into these papers falsehoods
-that you will be the better for not reading. On the other hand, the
-papers may be innocent of any such purpose, and it may even be of
-the utmost importance that you should know their contents. I venture
-to suggest that you yourself do what I had no right to do; namely,
-ask Dorothy to examine the packet and tell you whether or not it is
-well for you to read the papers. You love her and trust her, and her
-judgment is unfailing, I might almost say infallible. This is only a
-suggestion, of course. I have no right to press it.”
-
-Evelyn sat silent, holding the packet in her hands and nervously
-turning it over. At last she arose and took a few steps toward the
-doorway. Then, turning about, she said:—
-
-“If it were necessary for any one to read the papers and advise me
-concerning them, I should ask _you_, Colonel Kilgariff, to stand as
-my friend and counsellor in the matter. But it is not necessary. _I
-already know what is in the papers._”
-
-She turned instantly and entered the house, leaving Kilgariff alone in
-the porch.
-
-
-
-
-XXIII
-
-A LESSON FROM DOROTHY
-
-
-FOR ten days after the surgical operation, Kilgariff lay abed, his
-head, neck, and shoulders held rigidly immovable by a wooden framework
-devised for that purpose. Otherwise than as regarded the wound, he
-seemed perfectly well, and the wound itself healed satisfactorily under
-Arthur Brent’s skilful treatment.
-
-In his constrained position it was impossible for the wounded man to
-hold a book before his eyes, and so, to relieve the tedium of his
-convalescence, Dorothy read to him for several hours each day.
-
-He had vaguely hoped, without formulating the thought, that Evelyn
-would render him this service, as she had done during his first
-illness. But this time she came not. Every day—until the success of
-the operation was fully assured, she inquired anxiously concerning his
-condition; but at no time did she visit him, or ask to do so. When at
-last Arthur so far relaxed the mechanical restraints that Kilgariff was
-able to sit below stairs in the porch when the weather permitted, and
-before a “great, bearded fire” in the hallway if it were too cool out
-of doors—for the autumn was now advanced—he was sorely disappointed
-to learn that Evelyn was no longer at Wyanoke. She had somewhat
-suddenly decided to stay at Branton, for a week or ten days, as the
-guest of Edmonia Bannister.
-
-All this set Kilgariff thinking, and the thinking was by no means
-comfortable. Did Evelyn’s course mean indifference on her part? It
-would have given him some pain to believe that, but it would have
-relieved him greatly. In that case, he might go away and never come
-back, without fear of any harm to her or any wrong-doing on his own
-account. In that case, the problem that so sorely vexed him would be
-completely solved.
-
-Certainly that was the outcome of the matter which he was bound to
-hope for. Yet the very suggestion that such might be the end of it all
-distressed him more than he had thought that any possible solution of
-the difficulty could do.
-
-But, in fact, Owen Kilgariff knew better. When he recalled what
-had gone before, he could not doubt the interpretation of Evelyn’s
-avoidance of him, and this thought troubled him even more than the
-other. It brought back to him all the perplexities of that problem with
-which he had been so hopelessly wrestling ever since that morning at
-the stables.
-
-What should he do? What could he do? These questions were insistent,
-and he could give no answer to them. At one moment his old thought of
-a parity of disability came back to him—the thought that as she was
-the daughter of a gambling adventurer, the obligation on his part not
-to seek her love or win it might not be altogether binding. But then
-flashed into his mind a memory of her words:—
-
-“He was not my father.”
-
-That excuse, then, no longer availed him. He could no longer—and yet,
-and yet. The more he thought, the more difficult he found it to accept
-the hopelessness of the case or make up his mind to take himself out of
-Evelyn’s life. Yet that, he confidently believed, he would instantly do
-if he could satisfy himself that it was not already too late for Evelyn
-herself to welcome such an outcome.
-
-One morning he opened his mind to Dorothy on the subject, and got a
-moral castigation for his pains. The gear that had restrained his
-movements had been completely removed by that time, and Kilgariff was
-contemplating an almost immediate return to his post on the lines at
-Petersburg.
-
-“I am sorely troubled, Dorothy,” he began. “I am going away two or
-three days hence, and I wish I could go without seeing Evelyn again.”
-
-“Oh, I can easily manage that,” answered she, with a composure and a
-commonplaceness of tone which seemed inscrutable to her companion. She
-took his remark quite as a matter of course, treating it as she might
-had he merely said:—
-
-“I should like to leave my horse here.”
-
-It was not an easy conversational situation from which to find a way
-out. Obviously it was for him to make the next remark, and he could not
-think what it should be. Possibly Dorothy intended that he should be
-perplexed. At any rate, she manifestly did not intend to help him out
-of his difficulty.
-
-Presently he found the way out of it for himself—the only way that
-Dorothy would have tolerated. That is to say, he became perfectly frank
-with her.
-
-“I want to talk with you about that,” he said, “if I may. I am much
-troubled; and while I have no right to call upon you for any sort of
-help, I feel that it may clear my mind simply to tell you all about the
-matter.”
-
-“I will listen with pleasure,” she said, quite coldly.
-
-Then he blurted out the whole story. He told her—as he need not have
-done, for she was not a woman for nothing—of the intensity of his
-love for Evelyn; of the purpose he had cherished to conceal his state
-of mind from its object, and suffer in silence a love which he felt
-himself honourably bound not to declare. Then, with some difficulty,
-he told her of the scene at the stables, and of all that had followed:
-he explained how these things had bred a fear in his mind that it was
-already too late for him simply to go away, saying nothing.
-
-Dorothy did not help him in the least in the embarrassment he
-necessarily felt in suggesting that perhaps the girl loved him already.
-On the contrary, she sat silent during the recital; and when it was
-ended she said, very coldly, and with a touch of severity in her
-manner:—
-
-“If I correctly understand you, you are of opinion that Evelyn has
-fallen in love with you without being asked. It is perhaps open to you
-to cherish a belief of that kind, but is it quite fair to the young
-woman concerned for you to make a statement of that kind to me—either
-directly or by implication?”
-
-“Of course I didn’t mean that—” stammered Kilgariff; but, instead of
-accepting his protest, Dorothy mercilessly thrust him through with
-another question:—
-
-“Might I ask what you did mean, then?”
-
-Kilgariff did not answer at once. It was impossible to escape the
-relentless logic of Dorothy’s question. It was equally impossible to
-turn Dorothy by so much as a hair’s breadth away from the truth she
-sought. Gentle as she was, forbearing as it was her nature to be, she
-was utterly uncompromising in her love of truth. Moreover, in this
-case she was disposed to be the more merciless in her insistence upon
-the truth for the reason that Kilgariff had blunderingly offended the
-dignity of her womanhood. She held his assumption concerning Evelyn’s
-state of mind and heart to be an affront to her sex, and she was not
-minded to let it pass without atonement.
-
-In his masculine way, Kilgariff had many of Dorothy’s qualities. He
-shared her love of absolute truthfulness, and his courage was as
-resolute as her own. He met her, therefore, on her own ground. After a
-moment’s pause, he said:—
-
-“I suppose I did mean what you say; and yet I meant it less offensively
-than you assume. I frankly acknowledge my fault in speaking to you of
-the matter. I had no right to do that, even with you. I was betrayed
-into it by the exceeding perplexity of the situation. I was wrong. I
-ask your forgiveness.”
-
-“That is better,” responded Dorothy. “I fully believe you when you
-say you did not mean to do an unmanly thing. For the rest, I cannot
-see that your situation is at all a perplexing one, except as you
-needlessly make it so.”
-
-“I confess I do not understand you,” replied Kilgariff, “and yet
-I cannot explain my difficulty in understanding without in effect
-repeating my error and emphasising it. I should be rejoiced to know
-that there is no foundation for the fears that I have been entertaining
-without any right to entertain them.”
-
-“Are you sure of that? Would you really rejoice to know that Evelyn
-Byrd’s sentiments toward you are only those of friendship?”
-
-“I believe so. It would involve a good deal of distress to me, of
-course; but I count the other consideration as supreme. It would
-enable me to feel that I am privileged to go away from here carrying
-my burdens on my own back and allowing no straw’s weight to fall upon
-the shoulders of the only woman in the world that I ever loved or ever
-shall.”
-
-Dorothy made no reply in words. Instead, she turned her great, brown
-eyes full upon him and looked at him for the space of twenty seconds,
-in a way that brought a flush to his face. Then, still making no direct
-reply to anything he had uttered, she said:—
-
-“I am very greatly displeased with you, Owen Kilgariff. And I am very
-greatly disappointed.”
-
-She rose to withdraw, but Kilgariff stopped her, and with eager
-earnestness demanded:—
-
-“Why, Dorothy?”
-
-“I do not wish to explain.”
-
-“But you must. It is my right to demand that. If you go away after
-saying that, and without explaining what you mean, you will do me a
-grievous injustice—and you hate injustice.”
-
-“Perhaps I ought not to have said precisely what I did. I ought to have
-remembered that you are morbid; that by your brooding you have wrought
-yourself into a diseased condition of mind. When you recover, you will
-understand clearly enough that it is every honest man’s privilege to
-woo where his heart directs. He must woo honestly, of course, but the
-honest wooing of a man is no wrong and no insult to a maid. Only a
-morbid self-consciousness like your own could imagine otherwise.”
-
-“Then you would wish me to—”
-
-“I wish nothing in the case. I have said all that I shall say. If I
-have spoken severely, it has been because I have little patience with
-your diseased imaginings. I don’t think I like you very well just now.”
-
-She left him to think.
-
-
-
-
-XXIV
-
-EVELYN’S BOOK
-
-
-LATE that day, came a letter and a parcel from Evelyn to Dorothy. In
-the letter the girl wrote:—
-
- I am going to stay here at Branton for two or three more days. That
- is because I do not want to be with you while you are reading the
- book I have written for you. Two or three days will be enough for the
- reading. Then I am going back to Wyanoke. I have been over to the
- hospital camp every morning, so I don’t need to tell you that I am
- perfectly well.
-
- I am sending the book by the boy who is to carry this. Please read it
- within two days, so that I may go home to Wyanoke. You know how much
- I love you, so I needn’t put anything about that in this letter. But
- Edmonia sends her love, and so does Mrs. Pegram. What a dear she is!
- She wants me to call her ‘Agatha,’ and I’m beginning to do so. But I
- would like it better if she would let me say ‘Cousin Agatha’ instead.
- Somehow that seems more like what I feel.
-
- I reckon Colonel Kilgariff will be going back to Petersburg about now.
- If he hasn’t gone yet, please give him my regards and good wishes. I
- hope he won’t get himself wounded again.
-
-Dorothy faithfully delivered Evelyn’s peculiarly reserved message
-to Kilgariff, whereupon the young gentleman declared his purpose of
-returning to Petersburg on the third day following, that being the
-earliest return that Arthur, as his surgeon, would permit.
-
-“But I shall call at Branton to see Evelyn first,” he added. This
-brought a queer look into Dorothy’s eyes, but whether it was a look of
-pleasure, or of regret, or of simple surprise, he could not make out.
-“After all,” he thought, “it doesn’t matter. I have decided to take
-this affair into my own hands. And they shall be strong hands too—not
-weak and irresolute, as they have been hitherto.”
-
-Before opening the manuscript, Dorothy sent off a young negro to
-Branton, with a little note to Evelyn, in which she wrote:—
-
- I shall not read a line of what you have written until I have told
- you how much gratified I am that you have wanted in this way to tell
- me about yourself. It means much to me that you wish to tell me
- those things, whatever they may be, that concern you. Another thing I
- want to say to you before reading your manuscript, and that is that
- no matter what it may reveal, I shall love and cherish you just the
- same. You remember what I said to you once—that I _know you_, and
- that no fact or circumstance of the past can in the least alter my
- feelings toward you. Be very sure of that. Now I am going to read your
- manuscript.
-
-She began the task at once. This is what she read:—
-
-
-EVELYN’S BOOK
-
-WRITTEN FOR DOROTHY AND NOBODY ELSE
-
-
-Preface
-
-I AM going to tell you all about myself in this book, Dorothy—or at
-least all that I know. I have wanted to tell you, ever since you began
-being so good to me, and I began to love you. I reckon you won’t like
-some of the things I must tell, but I can’t help that: I must tell
-you all of them anyhow, because it is right that I should. I couldn’t
-tell you so long as I thought I had sworn not to. Now that you have
-explained to me about a parole, I am going to do it. But I am going to
-put it in writing, because I can tell it better that way. And besides,
-I might forget some things if I tried to tell them all with my tongue.
-And there are some of the things which you may want to read about more
-than once, so as to make up your mind about them.
-
-Now that is all of the preface.
-
-
-Chapter the First
-
-I DON’T know where I was born. I reckon it must have been somewhere in
-Virginia, because, when I first saw you and heard you speak, I felt as
-if I had got back home again after a long stay away. Your voice and the
-way you pronounced your words seemed so natural to me that I think the
-people about me when I was a child must have talked in the same way.
-You know how quickly I fell into the Virginia way of speaking. That was
-because it all seemed so natural to me.
-
-So I think I must have been born in Virginia. At any rate I had a black
-mammy. I remember her very well. She was very, very big—taller than a
-tall man, and very broad across her back. I know that, because she used
-to get down on the floor and let me ride on her back, making believe
-she was a horse.
-
-Her name was Juliet. When I read about Romeo and Juliet years
-afterward, I remember laughing at Shakespeare for not knowing that
-Juliet was big and strong and black. That must have been while I was
-still a little child, or I should have understood better. Besides, I
-remember where I was when I read the play, and I know I was only a
-little child when I was there.
-
-That is all I remember about my life in Virginia, if it was in Virginia
-that I was born. There must have been other people besides Juliet
-around me at that time, but I do not remember anything about them.
-I cannot recall what kind of a house we lived in; but I do remember
-playing on a beautiful lawn under big trees. And I recollect that there
-were a great many squirrels there, just as there are in the trees in
-your Wyanoke grounds. It is strange, isn’t it, that I should remember
-the squirrels and not the people? But perhaps that is because I used to
-feed the squirrels and play with them, and one day one of them bit me
-painfully. I must have been treating it badly.
-
-
-Chapter the Second
-
-THE next thing that I remember is being in a large city somewhere. We
-lived in a hotel. My father and mother were with me, and a great many
-men came to see my father, and talked with him about business things.
-I didn’t know then, but I think now that my father was engaged in some
-kind of speculation, and these men had something to do with it. At
-any rate, my father was a speculator always, and I think he sometimes
-gambled, for I heard some one say afterward that he would “gamble on
-anything from the turn of a card to the wrecking of a railroad.” That
-was long after, however, and I didn’t understand what the words meant.
-I reckon I don’t quite understand even now, but at any rate I know
-that my father was always busy; that he had something to do with a
-water-works, and some railroads, and some steamboats, and some stores,
-and many other things. Sometimes he seemed to have more money than he
-knew what to do with, and sometimes he was very poor. My mother used to
-cry a good deal, though I reckon my father never treated her badly, as
-I never heard him scold her in any way. When she would cry, it seemed
-to distress him terribly. He would go away, sometimes for days at a
-time, and when he came back he would put a large pile of money in her
-lap and beg her to cheer up and believe in him.
-
-I didn’t know at that time what my father’s name was. Everybody called
-him “Jack,” and that was all I heard. I was a very little girl at that
-time, and if I ever heard his full name in those days, I can’t remember
-the fact. But I loved him very much. He was always very good to me, and
-he laughed a great deal in a way that I liked. I didn’t like to see
-my mother cry so much, so I loved my father far better than I did my
-mother.
-
-
-Chapter the Third
-
-THERE seems to be a gap in my memory at this point. I know I must have
-been a very little girl at the time I have spoken of—only four or five
-years old at most. The next thing I remember is that we landed from a
-big ship that had big sails, and a good many people and a cow on the
-top, and a great many pumps.
-
-My father wasn’t with us, and as I can’t remember thinking about his
-absence, I suppose I hadn’t seen him for a long time. There were only
-my mother and my grandmother, and me—or should I say “I”?—I don’t
-know.
-
-I reckon I must have been six or seven years old then.
-
-When the ship landed, a man named Campbell met us at the landing. His
-name wasn’t really Campbell, as I have since found out, but he was
-called by that name. I remembered him in a vague way. He had been
-one of those who came to see my father when we lived in the hotel.
-My father called him his partner, and once, when my father suddenly
-became very poor, he called Campbell a swindler and a scoundrel, and
-said he had ruined all of us. I didn’t know at that time what the words
-“swindler” and “scoundrel” meant, but from the way in which my father
-spoke them I knew they were something very bad; so I hated Campbell.
-
-That was the only time I ever heard my father and mother quarrel. I
-remember it, because it frightened me terribly. They seemed to be
-quarrelling about Campbell. When my father called him by bad names,
-my mother, as I now understand, seemed to defend him, and that made my
-father angrier than ever.
-
-So, when Campbell met us at the ship and seemed so glad to see my
-mother, I thought of my father, and I hated Campbell. I remembered the
-names my father used to call him, though I still didn’t know what the
-words meant. So, when Campbell tried to pet me, I resented it in my
-childish fashion, saying:—
-
-“You’re a swindler, you know, and a scoundrel. I don’t want you to talk
-to me.”
-
-He pretended to laugh, but I know now that he was very angry with me.
-
-Some time after that (I don’t know how long, but it was probably
-not long) my mother and Campbell got married, out in a Western city
-somewhere, and went away for a time, leaving me with my grandmother.
-
-I couldn’t understand it, and I said so. Just before they started away
-on a train, my mother told me in the railroad station that Campbell was
-my new papa, and that I must love him very much. I remember what I said
-in reply. I asked:—
-
-“Is my father dead?”
-
-“Don’t talk about that, dear,” said my mother, trying to hush me. But I
-asked the question again:—
-
-“Is my father dead?”
-
-“No, dear, but your father has gone away, and we’ll never see him
-again. So you mustn’t think about him.”
-
-“Then you have two husbands at once,” I answered. “How can you have two
-husbands at once?”
-
-She tried to explain it by telling me that my father was no longer her
-husband, but I couldn’t understand. And, Dorothy, I don’t understand
-it now. Of course I know now that my parents had been divorced, but
-I don’t and can’t understand how a woman who has been a man’s wife
-can make up her mind to be any other man’s wife so long as her first
-husband lives. I suppose I was a very uncompromising little girl at
-that time, and I was very apt to say what I thought about things
-without any flinching from ugly truths. So, when they went on trying
-to hush me by telling me that Campbell was now my papa, I flew into a
-great rage. I took hold of my hair and tore out great locks of it. I
-tried to tear off my clothes, and all the time I was saying things
-that caused all the passengers in the station to gather about us; some
-of them laughing, and some looking on very solemnly, as I shrieked:—
-
-“I won’t have him for my new papa! He’s a swindler and a scoundrel! My
-papa told you so a long time ago! I hate him, and I’m going to hate you
-now and for ever, amen!”
-
-I didn’t know what the words meant, but they had been strongly
-impressed upon my memory by the vehemence with which my father had
-uttered them long before. As for the final phrase, with the “amen”
-at the end of it, I had heard it in church, and had somehow got the
-impression that it was some kind of highly exalted curse.
-
-Campbell was angry almost beyond control. I think he would have liked
-to kill me, and I think he would have done so but for all those people
-standing by while I so bitterly vituperated him. As he could not do
-that, he said angrily to my grandmother:—
-
-“Take her away! Take her away quick!”
-
-My grandmother then threw my little cloak over my head to suppress my
-voice, and hurried me into a carriage. To some woman who drove with us
-to our hotel, my grandmother said, thinking I would not understand:—
-
-“I’m seriously afraid the child is right.”
-
-I understood, and I liked my grandmother better than ever, after that.
-
-
-Chapter the Fourth
-
-WHEN Campbell and my mother came back from their journey, he seemed
-determined to placate me. He brought me many toys. Among them was a big
-doll that could open and shut its eyes and cry. I did not utter a word
-of thanks. I didn’t feel any gratitude or pleasure. I took the toys,
-and dealt with them in my own way. A very bad man had been hanged in
-the town a little while before, and I had heard the matter talked of
-a great deal. So I got a string, tied it around the doll’s neck, and
-proceeded to hang it to the limb of a tree in our yard. The rest of the
-toys I threw into a little stream near our house. When all was done,
-I returned to the house and marched into the drawing-room, where a
-good many people had gathered to greet my mother and her new husband.
-Everybody grew silent when I entered the room. They had all heard of
-the scene I had made at the railroad station, and they now held their
-breath to wait for what I might say or do.
-
-I walked straight up to Campbell and said, as loudly as I could:—
-
-“I have hanged that doll you gave me, and I’ve pitched the other things
-into the creek. You’re a swindler and a scoundrel, and I hate you.”
-
-There was a great commotion, but I gave no heed to that or anything
-else. Before anybody could think of what was best to be done, I turned
-about and marched out of the room with all the dignity I could muster.
-
-I am not sorry or ashamed over these things, Dorothy. I think I was
-right, and I am glad I did as I did. But that was the beginning of
-trouble for me.
-
-
-Chapter the Fifth
-
-WE were living then in Campbell’s big house, in some Western city.
-It was a very fine and costly place, I reckon. A little bedroom had
-been furnished for me, opening off the suite of rooms that Campbell
-and my mother were to occupy. If it had been in anybody’s house but
-Campbell’s, I should have loved that beautiful bedroom. As it was, I
-hated it with all my soul. My grandmother and I had gone to the house
-on the day before my mother’s return, and that night—the night before
-they came back—I was put to bed in my room. I lay there with my eyes
-wide open till I knew that everybody else in the house was asleep. Then
-I slipped out of bed, crept downstairs, and out over the wet grass to a
-kennel that had been assigned to my own big Saint Bernard dog, Prince.
-I crept in, and slept beside the big, shaggy fellow till morning, when
-a great outcry was raised because I was missing from my room.
-
-All the servants said my behaviour was due to my loneliness in the
-great house. That wasn’t so. I was never lonely in my life, because
-whenever I began to feel lonely I always called the fairy people to me,
-and they were glad to come. I had created them in my own fancy, and
-they loved me very much. But I wouldn’t invite them into that room or
-that house. So I went to Prince, as my only other friend.
-
-But after my outbreak in the drawing-room, a servant was directed to
-take me to my room and lock me in. I sat there in the window-seat for a
-long time, wondering what would be done to me next, and wondering how I
-was to escape from my prison; for I fully intended to escape, even if I
-should find no other way than by leaping out of my second-story window.
-
-After a while, the door was opened and Campbell came in. I could see
-that he was very angry, and I was particularly glad of that, because it
-showed me that my words had hurt his feelings very much. That was what
-I intended.
-
-He had a little switch in his hand, and, as he stood over me, glowering
-in order to scare me before speaking, I saw it. I instantly seized a
-heavy hair-brush that a maid kept to brush my thick hair with.
-
-“You mustn’t strike me.” That was all I said.
-
-“I’m going to teach you better manners,” he began.
-
-“You’d better not try,” I answered. “If you strike me, _I’ll kill
-you_.”
-
-I meant that, Dorothy; and when, a minute later, he struck me with
-the switch, meaning to give me a dozen blows, I reckon, I leaped at
-him—slender, frail little child that I was—and with all the strength
-my baby arm had, I struck him full in the face with the edge of the
-heavy brush. I fully intended that the blow should brain him. It only
-broke his nose, but it made him groan with pain.
-
-Now I want to be absolutely truthful with you, Dorothy. You mustn’t
-excuse my attempt to kill that man, on the ground that I was a mere
-child and did not know what I was doing. I was a mere child, of course,
-but I knew what I was doing or trying to do, and I felt no sort of
-regret afterward, when he had to send for a surgeon to mend his nose
-bone, and had to lie abed for a fortnight with a fever. Or, rather, I
-did feel regret; but it was only regret over the fact that I had done
-so little. I had meant to kill him, and I was very sorry that I had not
-succeeded. That is the fact, and you must know it. And more than that,
-it is the fact, that even now, when I am a grown-up woman and have
-thought out a code of morals for myself, I still cannot feel any regret
-over what I did, except that I didn’t succeed in doing more. I would
-do now what I tried to do then, if the situation could repeat itself.
-
-I don’t know what you will think about all this. But I don’t want you
-to think about it without knowing that I am not sorry for it, but
-justify it in my own mind. I am trying to be perfectly honest and
-truthful with you; so that if you love me at all after reading my book,
-it shall be with full knowledge of all that is worst in me. If you
-don’t love me after you know all, I shall go away quickly and not pain
-you with my presence.
-
-Now, Dorothy, I want you to stop reading this book and put it away for
-a few hours—long enough for you to think about what I have written,
-and make up your mind about this part of my story. After that, you can
-read the rest of it and make up your mind about that.
-
- * * * * *
-
-Dorothy complied with this request. She laid the book aside for two
-hours. Then she came back to the reading; but before beginning again,
-she scribbled this paragraph at the bottom of the page last read:—
-
- I have taken two hours of recess from the reading. There was no need
- of that. My whole soul sympathises with that poor, persecuted little
- creature. So far from condemning her words or acts, I rejoice in them.
- I approve them, absolutely and altogether. I see nothing to condemn,
- nothing to excuse.
-
- DOROTHY.
-
-
-
-
-XXV
-
-MORE OF EVELYN’S BOOK
-
-
-WHEN Dorothy resumed her reading, her sympathies were keenly alive and
-responsive. She had thought out the matter, and reached a definite
-conclusion which entirely satisfied her conscience.
-
-“Ordinarily,” she thought, “I should think it excessively wrong to
-sympathise with a desire to kill, or even to tolerate it in my mind.
-But I see clearly that in that matter, as in most others, there are
-questions of circumstance to be considered. Every human being has a
-right to kill in self-defence. Both law and morals recognise that. In a
-state of nature, I suppose, every man is constantly at war on his own
-private account, and he has an entire right to make war in defence of
-himself and his family. The only reason he hasn’t that right in a state
-of civilisation is that society protects him, in return for his giving
-up his right to make private war. But when society, as represented by
-the state, refuses to protect him, or when the state cannot protect
-him, he has his right of private war in full force again.
-
-“That was Evelyn’s case. She was a helpless child in the hands of a
-brute. There was no way in which she could secure protection from any
-wrong he might see fit to do her. So, when he came with evident intent
-to do her harm, she had a perfect right, I think, to fight for herself
-in any way she could. No human being is under obligation to submit to
-an insult or a blow.
-
-“Besides—well, never mind that. I was thinking of the way in which
-we all recognise killing in war as entirely legitimate. But that is a
-large subject, which I haven’t thought out to the end as yet. For the
-present purpose it is enough to know that Evelyn had a right to make
-such war as she could—poor little mite of a girl that she was—upon
-that brutal man. I should have done the same under like circumstances.
-Yes; I heartily approve her conduct.”
-
-With that, Dorothy turned again to the manuscript, and read what
-follows:—
-
-
-Chapter the Sixth
-
-I HAD hurt Campbell very badly indeed. I had shattered the bridge of
-his nose to bits, and there was a great commotion in the house—sending
-for a lot of doctors, and all that. My mother thought of nothing but
-staunching the blood and getting the doctors there. The servants were
-all excited and running about bringing hot water and towels and so
-forth, so that no attention was paid to me.
-
-I took advantage of the confusion. I put on a little cloak and my
-sun-bonnet, and quietly slipped out through one of the back doors into
-the grounds. Then I called my dog, Prince, to go with me, and in the
-gloaming—for it was nearly nightfall—he and I waded across the little
-creek that ran at the back of the place. The house stood at the extreme
-edge of the little city, and there was no town on the farther side of
-the creek. So Prince and I went on down the road, meeting nobody.
-
-My grandmother had left the town that day, to go back to her home
-somewhere in the East, so I made up my mind to walk toward the East
-every day till I should come to the village where she lived. I knew
-the name of the village, but I didn’t know what State it was in or
-how far away it might be; still, I hoped to find it after a while, by
-inquiring of people. But I feared a search would be made for me, so I
-decided not to reveal myself by making inquiries till I should be far
-away from the town where Campbell and my mother lived.
-
-After walking along the road for what seemed to me many hours, Prince
-and I climbed over a fence and went far into the woods. There we hid
-ourselves in a clump of pawpaw bushes and went to sleep.
-
-When we woke, there was a heavy rain falling, and we were very, very
-hungry. So we set out to find a road somewhere, so that we might come
-to a house and ask for something to eat. But there didn’t seem to be
-any end to the woods. We went on and on and on, without coming out
-anywhere. I ate two pawpaws that I found on the bushes, but poor Prince
-couldn’t eat pawpaws, so he had to go starving.
-
-At last we grew so tired that we stopped to rest, and I fell asleep.
-When I waked, it was still raining hard, and my clothing was very wet,
-and I was very cold, and it was nearly night again. So I told Prince
-we must hurry, and find a house before it should grow dark.
-
-But when I tried to hurry, my feet wouldn’t do as I wanted them to. My
-knees seemed to give way under me, and I grew very hot. My head ached
-for the first time in my life, and my eyes bulged so that I couldn’t
-see straight. Finally I seemed to forget who I was, or where I was
-trying to go. Then I went to sleep.
-
-When I waked, I was lying in that bedroom in Campbell’s house, and a
-nurse was sitting by me. I tried to get up, but couldn’t. So I went
-off to sleep again, and when I waked once more, I understood that I
-was very ill and had been so for a considerable time. I asked somebody
-if Prince had been fed, and learned that he had. I never asked another
-question about the matter, and to this day I do not know how long I lay
-unconscious in the woods, or who found me there, or how, or anything
-about it.
-
-I must have taken a good while to get well; for I remember how every
-morning I planned to run away again the following night, and how before
-night came I found myself still unable to do anything but lie in bed
-and take my medicine.
-
-When at last I was able to sit in a rocking-chair for an hour or two
-at a time, my mother undertook to chide me a little about my conduct. I
-reckon she didn’t accomplish much, because she began at the wrong end
-of the affair.
-
-“You hurt Mr. Campbell very badly,” she said.
-
-“Did I? I’m glad of that.”
-
-“You are a very wicked girl.”
-
-To that statement I made no reply. I accepted it as true, but I was not
-sorry for it. Instead, I asked:—
-
-“Is he going to die?”
-
-“No. But he is very ill. That is to say, he is suffering a great deal
-of pain.”
-
-“I’m glad of that.”
-
-“You terrible child! What am I to do with you?”
-
-“I don’t know. I’m going to run away again as soon as I can. You’d
-better let me stay runaway.”
-
-Small as I was, I vaguely understood that my mother’s first care was
-for the man Campbell, and that so far as I was concerned, she cared
-only for the trouble she expected me to give her. If she had loved me a
-little, if she had taken me into her lap and seemed a little bit sorry
-for me, I reckon she might have had an easier time with me. But she did
-nothing of that kind. Instead of that, she managed to make me feel that
-she regarded me somewhat in the light of a criminal for whom she was
-responsible.
-
-She set a watch upon me day and night, keeping me practically a
-prisoner in my own room. That was because I had made the mistake of
-telling her I meant to run away again. But even as a prisoner, I might
-have been tractable if she had spoken kindly and lovingly to me when
-she visited my room, which she did two or three times a day. Instead of
-that, she always looked at me as one might at a desperate criminal, and
-she talked to me of nothing but what she called my wickedness, saying
-that it would break her heart.
-
-Even when I got well enough to go out, I was kept in my room until at
-last the doctor positively ordered that I should be sent out of doors
-every day. When that was done, a servant maid whom I particularly
-disliked was sent with me, under orders never to let me out of her
-sight for a moment. I was as completely a prisoner out of doors as in
-the house. But out of doors I could sit down at the root of a tree,
-shut my eyes, and bring my fairy friends to me. In that way I managed
-to make myself happy for little spells, as I could not do in my room,
-for I simply would not ask the fairy people to go to that horrible
-place.
-
-But this relief was soon taken from me. The servant who watched me,
-seeing me sit with my eyes shut, reported that I spent all the time
-out of doors in sleep. She was directed by Campbell, who had assumed
-control of my affairs, not to let me sit down at all out of doors.
-
-When this was reported to me, I simply refused to go out of doors
-again, and I stuck to that resolution in spite of all commands and
-threats. My health soon showed the results of confinement, and the
-doctor, who was a friendly sort of man, but strongly prejudiced by the
-bad things he had been told about me, did all he could to persuade me
-to go out. I absolutely refused. Then my health grew still worse, and
-finally the doctor insisted that I should be sent away somewhere.
-
-Before that could be arranged, something else happened to affect me.
-I’ll tell you about that in another chapter.
-
-
-Chapter the Seventh
-
-THE servant who acted as my keeper suddenly changed her manner toward
-me about this time. She talked with me in a friendly way, and she sang
-to me, trying to teach me to sing with her. I refused to do that,
-because I was unhappy and did not feel like singing. But I rather liked
-to hear her sing, as she had a pretty good voice. Still, in my childish
-way, I distrusted the girl. I could not understand why she had been so
-unkind to me before, if her present kindness was sincere.
-
-She begged me to go out of doors with her, and promised of her own
-accord that I should sit down and shut my eyes whenever I pleased.
-After a day or two, I so far yielded as to go out with her for an
-hour and have a romp with Prince. But I resolutely refused, then or
-on succeeding days, to sit down and shut my eyes, and call the fairy
-people. I felt, somehow, that it would compromise my dignity to accept
-surreptitiously and from a servant a privilege which was forbidden to
-me by the servant’s master and mistress.
-
-Still, I went out for a little while every day. The girl called our
-outings “larks,” which puzzled me a good deal, as I knew there were
-no larks in the town. Finally, one brilliant moonlight night, as I
-sat looking out of the window, the girl, as if moved by some sudden
-impulse, said:—
-
-“Let’s go out for a lark in the moonlight. I’ll put your cloak and
-bonnet on you, and it will do you good.”
-
-I consented, and we quickly made ourselves ready. Just after we had
-got out of doors, I noticed that the girl had a satchel in her hand;
-and when I questioned her about it, she said that she wanted to make
-believe that we were two ladies going to travel; “and ladies always
-have satchels when they travel,” she explained.
-
-We wandered about for a little while, and then the girl led the way to
-the extreme corner of the grounds, a spot which could not be seen from
-the house even in the daytime, because of the trees. There was a little
-gate there, which opened into a road, and the girl proposed that we
-should pass through it for some reason which I cannot now remember.
-
-We had walked only a little way beyond the gate when we came to a
-carriage which was standing still, with a big man on the box and a
-tall, slender man standing by the open door of the vehicle. When this
-man turned his face toward me in the moonlight, I recognised him. He
-was my father! He stooped and put his arms about me tenderly, laughing
-a little, as he always had done when talking with me, but stopping the
-laugh every moment or two to kiss me. Then he told me to get into the
-carriage so that we might go for a drive. When I had got in, he gave
-the servant girl some money, and said:—
-
-“If you keep your mouth shut and know nothing, there’ll be another
-hundred for you. I shall know if you talk, and if you do there’ll be no
-money for you. I’ll send the money, if you don’t talk, in two weeks, in
-care of the bank.”
-
-Then we drove away in the moonlight, and I found presently that the
-girl had put the satchel into the carriage. I learned the next morning
-that it contained some of my clothes, and my combs and brushes.
-
-We travelled in the carriage for several hours, and then got on board a
-railroad train, which took us to Chicago.
-
-
-Chapter the Eighth
-
-WE hadn’t been many days in Chicago when one morning about daybreak my
-father waked me and said that Campbell was after me, so that we must
-hurry. My father had bought me a lot of things in Chicago—clothes
-of many kinds, and a few books. I reckon he didn’t know much about
-clothes or books—poor papa—for all the clothes were red, and the
-books, as I now know, were intended for much older people than I was.
-But he said that red was the prettiest colour, and as for the books,
-the man that sold them had told him that they were “standard works.”
-I remember that one of them was called _Burke’s Works_, and another
-_Gibbon’s Decline and Fall of the Roman Empire_. I simply couldn’t like
-_Burke’s Works_, but I reckon that was only because I didn’t know what
-Mr. Burke was talking about. I reckon I didn’t understand Gibbon very
-well, but I liked him, because he told some good stories, and because
-his sentences were musical. I liked _Macaulay’s Miscellanies_ for the
-same reason, and I liked _Macaulay’s History_ because it was so simple
-that I could understand it. Best of all, I liked _Rasselas_, _The
-Vicar of Wakefield_, _Robinson Crusoe_, and _The British Drama_, and
-Shakespeare—at least, in parts. I liked to read about Parolles, and
-the way he was tricked and his cowardice exposed. I identified him with
-Campbell, and rejoiced when he got into trouble. I suppose that was
-wicked, but I’m telling you all my thoughts, Dorothy, so that you may
-know the whole truth about me and not be deceived. I liked Falstaff,
-too.
-
-I liked _Rasselas_, because in his happy valley there was no man like
-Campbell. And I liked _Robinson Crusoe_ for the same reason. Somehow I
-liked to live with him on his island, because I knew that if Campbell
-should land there, Robinson Crusoe would shoot him.
-
-But above all, I liked the _British Drama_, because it opened a new and
-larger life to me than any that I had ever known.
-
-When my father waked me up on that morning, I hurriedly packed my books
-and clothes into a trunk. There were very few underclothes, for my
-father knew nothing about such things, but there were many red dresses
-and red cloaks and red hats. And there were two fur coats—big enough
-for a grown woman to wear.
-
-We got on board a train and travelled all day. Then we took another
-train and travelled all night, till we came to the end of the railroad.
-Then we got into a cart and travelled three or four days into the woods.
-
-Finally we came to a camp in the woods, where my father seemed to
-be master of everything and everybody. There were Indians there and
-half-breeds, and Canadian lumber-men, for it was a lumber-camp. There
-was a Great Lake there, and many little lakes not far away. I reckon
-the Great Lake was Lake Superior, but I don’t know for certain.
-
-There were no women in the camp except squaws and half-breeds. They
-were pretty good people, but very dirty, so I could not live with them.
-My father made the men build a little log house for him and me, and
-he made them hew a bath-tub for me out of a big log. Then he hired a
-half-breed girl to heat water every day and fill the tub for me to
-bathe in. As for himself, he jumped into the lake every morning, even
-when he had to make the men cut a hole in the ice for his use.
-
-I liked the lumber-camp life because I was free there, and because
-there were big fires at night, like bonfires. One of them was just
-before my door, and my father made an Indian boy keep it blazing all
-night for me, so that I might see the light of it whenever I waked. I
-used to sit by it and read my books, even when the snow was deep on the
-ground; for by turning first one side and then the other to the fire I
-could keep warm. And the Canadians and the half-breeds and the Indians
-used to squat on the ground near me and beg me to read the books aloud
-to them. As they all spoke French, and understood no word of English,
-of course they didn’t understand what I read to them, but they liked
-to hear me read, and it was sometimes hard to drive them away to their
-beds, even when midnight came.
-
-They taught me French during the year I lived among them. You tell me
-it is very bad French, and I reckon it is; but it was all they knew:
-they did their best, and I reckon that is all that anybody can do. At
-any rate, they were kind to me, and they taught me all the ways of the
-birds and the animals. I tried to teach them to be kind to the birds
-and the animals, after I began to understand the wild creatures; but
-the camp people never would learn that. Their only idea of an animal
-or a bird was to eat its flesh and sell its skin.
-
-There was a young priest there who knew better, and he ought to have
-loved the birds and animals. But he used to talk about God’s having
-given man dominion over the beasts and the birds, and that doctrine
-perverted his mind, I think. He killed a pretty little chipmunk, one
-day, to get its skin to stuff. That chipmunk was my friend. I had
-taught it to climb up into my lap and eat out of my hand. He persuaded
-it to climb into his lap, and then he betrayed its confidence and
-killed it. I was very angry with him. I picked up an ox-whip and struck
-him with it twice. I was only a little girl, but I had grown strong in
-the outdoor life of the camp, and it doesn’t take much strength to make
-an ox-whip hurt.
-
-There was great commotion in the camp when this occurred. The people
-there were very religious in their way, but they seemed to me to
-worship the priest rather than God. They didn’t mind sinning as much
-as they pleased, because they knew that the priest would forgive their
-sins on easy terms; but they thought that my act in striking the priest
-with the ox-whip was a peculiarly heinous crime. Perhaps it was, but
-I can’t even yet so look upon it. They regarded him as a “man of God”;
-but if he was so, why did he deceive the poor little chipmunk, and
-persuade it to trust him, and then kill it cruelly? Dorothy, I am not a
-bit sorry, even now, that I chastised him with the ox-whip.
-
-[“Neither am I,” wrote Dorothy in the margin of the manuscript.]
-
-But the occurrence created a great disturbance in the camp, and so my
-father had to take me away, for fear that the lumber-men would kill
-me. Curious, isn’t it, that while they were so religious as to feel in
-that way about the priest, who after all was only a man, they were yet
-so wicked that they were ready to commit murder in revenge? But those
-people were very ignorant and very superstitious. They thought some
-terrible calamity would fall upon them if I were permitted to remain
-in the camp. I think they cared more about that than they did about
-the priest. Even those who had been kind to me, teaching me to ride
-bareback and to shoot and to fish and to make baskets, and all the rest
-of it, turned against me; so that my father had to stand by me with
-his pistols cocked and ready in his hand, till he could get me out of
-the camp.
-
-
-Chapter the Ninth
-
-FROM that camp my father took me way up to Hudson’s Bay. We travelled
-over the snow on sledges drawn by dogs, and I learned to know the dogs
-as nobody else did. They were savage creatures, and would bite anybody
-who came near them. But somehow they never bit me. They didn’t like to
-be petted, but they let me pet them. I don’t know why this was so, but
-it was so.
-
-We did not remain long at Hudson’s Bay—only a few weeks. After that,
-we went somewhere—I don’t know where it was—where the whale-men came
-ashore and rendered out the blubber they had got out at sea.
-
-You must remember that my father had many interests. He owned part of
-the lumber-camp we had stayed in, he had a fur trade at Hudson’s Bay,
-and he had an interest in some whaling-ships. Wherever we went, my
-father seemed to be at home and to be master of the men about him. I
-admired him greatly, and loved him very much. I wondered how my mother
-could have left him and married Campbell. I am wondering over that even
-yet.
-
-It was while we were at Hudson’s Bay that I began to understand
-something about my father. He sat down with me one day (he didn’t often
-sit down for more than a few minutes at a time, but on this occasion he
-sat with me for nearly half a day) and explained things to me.
-
-“I want to tell you some things, little girl,” he said, “and I want you
-to try to understand them. Above all, I want you to remember them. You
-know sometimes I have a great deal of money, and sometimes I have none
-at all. That is because my business is a risky one. Sometimes I make a
-great deal of money out of it, and sometimes I lose a great deal.
-
-“Now, when your mother left me, I made up my mind to provide well for
-her and you, so that no matter what else should happen, you and she
-might never come to want. You see, I still loved your mother. I insured
-my life for a large sum, and as I had plenty of money then, I paid
-for the insurance cash down. You don’t understand about such things,
-and it isn’t necessary that you should. But by insuring my life and
-paying cash for the insurance, I made it certain that whenever I should
-die, a rich insurance company would pay you a big sum of money; I had
-purposely made it payable to you and not to your mother, because I knew
-you would take care of your mother, while she could never take care of
-anybody or anything. I also bought some bonds and stocks and put them
-in your name, and placed them in a bank in New York.
-
-“Now, I want you to pay close attention and try to understand what
-I tell you. Here are some papers that I want you to keep always by
-you—always in your little satchel. Always have them by you when you go
-to bed, and always lock them up by day. Take them with you wherever you
-go.
-
-“This one is my will. It gives you everything that I may happen to own
-when I die.” With that, he handed me the papers.
-
-“This one is the life-insurance policy. When I die, you, or whoever
-is acting for you, will have to present that to the life-insurance
-company, together with doctors’ certificates that I am really dead.
-Then the company will pay you the money.
-
-“This one is a list of the securities—the bonds and stocks—that I
-have deposited in your name in the Chemical Bank of New York. You see,
-it is signed by the cashier of that bank. It is a receipt for the bonds
-and stocks. So you must keep it very carefully.
-
-“Now, another thing you must remember: you can’t draw the money on my
-life-insurance policy until I die; but you can get these bonds and
-stocks at any time that you please, merely by presenting the receipt
-and asking for them. So long as you are a little girl under age, you
-couldn’t do this for yourself. Somebody must do it for you. You must be
-very careful whom you select for that purpose.”
-
-Then he gave me the names and addresses of several gentlemen, who, he
-said, were his friends and honest men, and advised me to apply to them
-to act for me if I ever had occasion to do anything of the kind. Then
-he went on to say:
-
-“The scoundrel, Campbell, knows that you own all this, besides some
-houses and lands (here’s a memorandum of them) which I have deeded
-to you. In the hope of getting hold of your property, he, as your
-stepfather, has had himself appointed your guardian. It is a shame
-that the courts allow that, but he owns a judge or two, and he has
-managed to get it done. That is why he is following us and trying to
-get hold of you. He doesn’t know what your property is, or where, and
-he thinks you will have these papers. So, if he can get hold of you, he
-thinks he can get hold of the property also. If I can manage to get you
-to New York, I’ll take the papers out of your hands and place them in
-charge of some men there whom I can trust. But as I may fail in that,
-and as something may happen to me, I want you to have the papers.
-
-“I am pretty well off just now, but my business is very uncertain. When
-I die, I may be very rich, or I may ‘go broke’ any day between now and
-then. That is why I have put this property into your hands while I have
-it. I am a reckless fellow. I ‘take the very longest chances’ sometimes
-in my business enterprises. Sometimes I suddenly lose pretty nearly
-everything I have in the world, and I might die just at such a time. So
-I have provided for you in any case.
-
-“If I can get to New York with you, I am going to hide you completely
-from that man, Campbell. There is an excellent gentlewoman there in
-whose hands I intend to put you. She is a woman to be trusted, and she
-is rather poor, so she will be glad to take charge of you and keep you
-out of Campbell’s way, damn him! Pardon me, dear! I didn’t mean to
-swear in your presence. I only mean that I can give that lady plenty of
-money, and she can take you wherever she thinks you will be safe.”
-
-“But I had much rather stay with you, Father,” I answered, with tears
-in my eyes.
-
-“Yes, I know. And God knows,” he said, “that I had rather have you with
-me. But everything is a gamble with me. I have many enemies, child, and
-some one of them may make an end of me any day. The other way will be
-safest for you.”
-
-“I don’t care for myself,” I answered. “I only care for you, and to be
-with you. I’ll take the risks, and if any of your enemies ever makes an
-end of you, as you say, I want to be there to wreak vengeance. You know
-I can shoot as straight as any man alive, whether with a pistol or a
-rifle or a shot-gun.”
-
-“You dear child!” he responded, “I know all that. And that is why I
-want to house you safely. You have it in you to be as reckless as your
-dad is, and I don’t intend that you shall have occasion or opportunity.”
-
-How I did love my father! I don’t believe he was ever bad, Dorothy,
-though they said he was. People who liked him used to say he was
-“uncommonly quick on trigger”; people who hated him called him a
-desperado. I call him my father, and I love his memory, for he is dead
-now, as you will hear later.
-
-But I was anxious to remember all that he had told me, and to make no
-mistake about it. I had taught myself how to write, during my stay at
-the lumber-camp and on Hudson’s Bay, so I got some old blank books from
-the agency, books which had been partly written in by a clerk who made
-his lines so hairlike that I could write all over them and yet make my
-writing quite legible. In these I wrote all that my father had said,
-just as he had said it, meaning to commit it to memory if I had got it
-right. When it was done, I took it to him and he read it. He laughed
-when he came to the swear word, and said:—
-
-“You might have omitted that. Still, I’m glad you didn’t, because it
-shows how bravely truthful you are, and I love that in you better than
-anything else.”
-
-I have always remembered that, Dorothy. I don’t know how far those who
-have left us know what we do; but I always think that if my father
-knows, he will be glad to have me perfectly truthful, and I love him so
-much that I would make any sacrifice to make him glad.
-
-After he had read over what I had written, and had corrected a word
-here and there, I set to work to commit it to memory, so that I should
-never forget a line or a word of it. That is how it comes about that I
-am able to report it all to you exactly.
-
-Now I know you are tired, so I am going to begin a new chapter, and you
-can rest as long as you like before reading it.
-
-
-
-
-XXVI
-
-EVELYN’S BOOK, CONTINUED
-
-
-IT was Dorothy’s habit when reading a book to stop for an hour now and
-then, and devote that space to careful thinking. She explained her
-practice to Arthur one day, saying:—
-
-“If a book be interesting, it is apt to dominate the mind, and
-sometimes to mislead the judgment. I think it well to suspend the
-reading now and then, and give myself a chance to shake off the glamour
-of the narrative, and to think out for myself what it means and to what
-it tends. One must do that, indeed, if one doesn’t want to surrender
-himself or herself completely to the dominance of an author’s thought,
-but chooses instead to do his or her own thinking.”
-
-So Dorothy took an hour or two for thinking before going on with the
-reading of Evelyn’s book. Evelyn knew her habit, and she had recognised
-it by changing chapters at this point.
-
-When Dorothy took up the pages again, she read as follows:—
-
-
-Chapter the Tenth
-
-WE stayed a long time among the whaling people, and they taught me many
-things. I learned from them how to tie all sorts of knots, and how to
-catch sea fish, and how to row, and best of all, how to sail a boat.
-
-They were a curious kind of men. They swore all the time, in almost
-every sentence. But their swearing didn’t mean anything, and so it
-didn’t shock me in the least. They were not at all angry when they
-swore. They swore, I think, merely because they hadn’t any adjectives
-with which to express their thoughts. They called me a “damned nice
-gal,” and they meant it for a compliment. In the same way, they spoke
-of a tangle in a fish-line as “a damned ugly snarl,” or of a fish as
-“a damned big catch.” I suppose one might cure them of swearing by
-teaching them some adjectives. But nobody ever took the trouble to do
-that.
-
-They were good fellows—strong and brave, and wonderfully enduring.
-When I went out fishing with them, and the tide was out on our return,
-so that we couldn’t come up to a pier, one of them would jump overboard
-in the mud, pick me up, swing me to his broad shoulders, and carry me
-ashore dry-shod, without seeming to think anything of it.
-
-One day we had a storm while I was out in a fishing-boat. As soon as
-it came on, all the boats came to the side of ours, though it was
-dangerous to do so, just to make sure of my safety. The boat I was in
-was swamped, and I was spilled overboard. But I was no sooner in the
-angry sea than I was grabbed by the arms of a stout young fellow who
-gallantly bore me toward a little sloop that lay at hand. A mast broke
-off and fell. It hit the poor fellow, and, finding himself unable to do
-any more, he called to a comrade to take me, and he sank in the water
-and was drowned. He didn’t seem to care for himself at all, but only
-to save me, and all the rest of them seemed to think that that was a
-matter of course. I got my father to give me some money, and I hired a
-stone-cutter to put up a monument over the poor fellow’s grave; for we
-recovered his body, with both arms broken by the blow from the falling
-mast. There are lots of heroes, Dorothy, who are never engaged in wars.
-
-At last my father took me away from the whaling town, and we went to
-New York in a little schooner. It took us a long time, because the
-winds were adverse, but we got there after a while, and went to a
-hotel. It was the Astor House, I think, and it had a beautiful little
-park nearly in front of it. I don’t think that is of any consequence,
-but, you see, I am trying to tell you everything. You can skip anything
-you don’t care for.
-
-[“I’m not skipping anything,” wrote Dorothy in the margin.]
-
-As soon as we were settled at the hotel, my father sent for the
-gentlewoman he had spoken about, and placed me in her care. Then
-something happened that I never understood. Before my father could
-take the papers from me and place them in the hands of the gentleman
-he intended to leave them with, he was somehow compelled to leave the
-city. He went away suddenly after midnight, and I never saw him again.
-I still kept the papers after he left New York so suddenly.
-
-The lady was greatly excited when my father’s note came to her, saying
-that he had gone away, and she seemed to fear some danger for me. So,
-between midnight and morning, she packed our things, and we went to a
-boarding-house away up-town. Even there she didn’t feel safe, and so,
-within a day or so, we went on board a canal boat, and went up the
-river, and then along the canal for many days.
-
-I asked the lady (Mrs. Dennison was her name) why we hadn’t taken a
-railroad train instead, so as to travel faster. She answered: “They
-were watching all the trains, dear, and would have caught you if we had
-tried to take one. They didn’t think of canal boats, because nobody
-travels by them in these days.”
-
-After we had travelled by canal boat for several days (a week or more,
-I think), we left the boat at a very little village, and went away
-across country to a little house in a sparsely settled district. There
-Mrs. Dennison and I lived quite alone for more than a year. It was a
-very happy year, except that I couldn’t see my father, and except for
-another thing. Mrs. Dennison made me wear a boy’s clothes and call
-myself by a false name, “Charlie Dennison.” She did that to prevent
-Campbell from finding me. I suppose it really didn’t matter much, but
-somehow I didn’t like the thought of wearing a disguise and going by an
-assumed name.
-
-Of course, as a boy, I couldn’t go much with the few girls there were
-in the neighbourhood, and at the same time, being in fact a girl, I
-couldn’t go out and associate with the boys. So my only companion
-was Mrs. Dennison. We lived together in a tiny bit of a house that
-belonged to her, and she was the only real teacher I ever had. I reckon
-she didn’t know much about books. At any rate, she didn’t care about
-them. But she let me read mine as much as I pleased, and she taught
-me how to do all sorts of household things. Especially she taught me
-to do needlework, and as I used to do it in our little porch in the
-summertime, the boys thought it strange for a boy to use a needle, so
-they used to call me “Miss Charlotte” and gibe and jeer at me a good
-deal. But I didn’t mind, particularly as there was a woodland near our
-house, so that I could see a great deal of my birds and squirrels.
-It was then, too, that I made acquaintance with many insects and
-bugs—pinch-bugs, ants, yellow-jackets, and a lot more. You can’t
-imagine how greatly interested I became in studying the ways of these
-creatures. They all have characters of their own; and when one really
-becomes acquainted with them, they are vastly more interesting than
-commonplace people are.
-
-
-Chapter the Eleventh
-
-AFTER we had lived for more than a year in the little cottage, Mrs.
-Dennison one day told me we must go away quickly, and we left within an
-hour. She let me put my girl’s clothes on before we started.
-
-“They have found out that you are disguised as a boy,” she explained,
-“and when they set out to find us again, they’ll probably look for a
-lady and a boy. So, by wearing girl’s clothes again, you’ll have a
-better chance to escape their clutches.”
-
-I was getting to be a pretty big girl by that time, and so I had been
-ashamed of wearing boy’s clothes for some time past. But when I put on
-my gowns again, they made me still more ashamed, because they were so
-short.
-
-So, as soon as we got to a place where we could stop for a few days,
-Mrs. Dennison sent for two dressmakers to fashion some new gowns for
-me, and I really looked quite like another person when I put them on.
-
-That must have been about four years ago. According to what I was
-afterward told, I was then thirteen years old. I know now that I was
-fifteen. But I’ll tell you all about that further on.
-
-All this while, Mrs. Dennison was receiving money from my father at
-regular intervals, and there was plenty of it. But it never came
-directly from my father. It came from a bank, with a very formal note
-saying that the money was sent “by order of Mr. Jackson Byrd,” and
-asking Mrs. Dennison to sign and return a receipt for it. My father
-sent us no letters and no messages. This troubled me very much when I
-got to thinking about it. And that made me very unhappy, for I loved
-my father dearly, and I remembered how happy I had been with him. But
-after thinking more about it, I saw that he hadn’t forgotten his little
-girl and hadn’t quit caring about her, because if he had, the money
-wouldn’t have come so regularly.
-
-Still, that troubled me more than ever, because it must mean that
-my father was in some kind of difficulty, that he could not send any
-letters to us. I learned afterward that this was so, but Mrs. Dennison
-would never tell me anything about it.
-
-We were moving about a good deal at this time, generally starting
-suddenly—sometimes so suddenly as to leave many of our things behind.
-But I always carried the little satchel that contained the papers my
-father had given me.
-
-At last, one day when we left the train at Chicago and entered a
-carriage to drive to a little hotel that we were to live at, a man
-came to the carriage door and handed Mrs. Dennison a paper. He said
-something which I did not understand, and Mrs. Dennison kissed me and
-got out of the carriage. The man got in, and ordered the carriage
-to drive away with us, leaving Mrs. Dennison standing there on the
-sidewalk.
-
-I was terribly scared, and wanted to jump out. I tried to open the
-doors, but the man had placed his hands on the two latches, so that I
-couldn’t move them. I felt like shrieking, but I decided that it was
-best to control myself, keep my wits about me, and be ready to deal
-with the situation wisely, as soon as I should find out what it really
-was. So, summoning all my self-control, I entered into conversation
-with the man who sat on the front seat opposite me.
-
-“Do you mind telling me,” I asked, “why you have kidnapped me in this
-fashion?”
-
-“It ain’t kidnapping, young lady, an’ it ain’t anything else irregular.
-You see, I had a warrant. I’m a court officer, an’ I does what the
-court orders an’ nothin’ else.”
-
-“Then a court ordered you to seize me?” I asked.
-
-“Ya’as ’m,” he answered.
-
-“But on what ground?”
-
-“‘Tain’t my business to know that, Miss, an’ as a matter of fac’ I
-don’t know it. All I know is, I was give a warrant an’ tole to serve
-it, an’ bring you to the court. Don’t you worry about a-payin’ of the
-cabman. I’ll ten’ to all that.”
-
-“But what do they want with me in court?” I asked insistently.
-
-“Dunno, Miss.”
-
-“But who is it that wants me?”
-
-“Dunno, Miss, only the warrant head said, ‘Campbell vee ess Byrd and
-Dennison.’”
-
-“But what right have they to bother me in this way? Am I not a free
-person? Haven’t I a right—”
-
-“Dunno, Miss, ’tain’t my business to know. But I suppose you’re a
-gal under age, and I suppose gals under age ain’t got no rights in
-pertic’lar, leastways in opposition to their gardeens.”
-
-By this time, we had arrived at the courthouse, and I was taken before
-the judge. I remember thinking that if I should displease him in any
-way, he could order me hanged. I know better now, but I thought so
-then; so I made up my mind to be very nice to the judge.
-
-Campbell was there, and he had a lawyer with him. The lawyer told the
-judge that Campbell was—something in Latin—_loco parentis_, I think
-it was. Anyhow, it meant stepfather, or something like that. He said
-the courts in his State had made him my guardian; that I possessed
-valuable property; that I had been abducted by my father, who was a
-dissolute person, now serving out a sentence in the State’s prison for
-some crime. He gave the judge a lot of papers to prove all this.
-
-I was so shocked and distressed to hear that my father was in prison,
-that for a while I couldn’t speak. At last I controlled myself and
-said to the judge:—
-
-“I love my father. If he has been sent to prison, it was that
-man”—pointing to Campbell—“who got him sent there. My father is good
-and kind, and I love him. Campbell is wicked and cruel, and I hate
-him. Look at his flat nose! That’s where I smashed it with a heavy
-hair-brush when he tried to whip me for telling the truth about him. I
-don’t want to go with him. I want to go back to Mrs. Dennison, till my
-father can come after me. Please, Judge, let me do that.”
-
-The judge asked Campbell’s lawyer how old I was, and he answered:—
-
-“Thirteen years old, your Honour.”
-
-Then the judge said:—
-
-“She seems older. If she were fourteen, I should be bound by the law
-to let her choose her own guardian for so long at least as she shall
-remain in Illinois. But as the papers in the case seem to show that
-her age is only thirteen, I am bound to recognise the guardianship
-established by the courts of another State. I must remand the girl to
-the custody of her guardian, Mr. Campbell.”
-
-Then, seeing in how desperate a strait I was, I summoned all my
-courage. I rose to my feet and faced the judge. I said:—
-
-“But, please, Mr. Judge, this isn’t fair. That man Campbell hates me,
-and I hate him. Isn’t it better to send me to somebody else? Besides
-that, he has a lawyer, and I haven’t one. Can’t I hire a lawyer to
-speak for me? I’ve got two dollars in my pocketbook to pay him with.”
-
-Everybody laughed when I said that. You see, I had no idea what the
-price of lawyers was. But just then an old gentleman arose and said to
-the judge:—
-
-“If it please the court, I will appear as counsel for this persecuted
-girl. I have listened to these proceedings with indignation and horror.
-It is perfectly clear to my mind that this is a case of kidnapping
-under the forms of the law.”
-
-There the judge interrupted him, saying:—
-
-“The court will permit no reflections upon its proceedings.”
-
-Then my lawyer answered:—
-
-“I have cast no reflections upon the court. My challenge is to the
-integrity and good faith of this man, Campbell. I do not know the
-facts that lie behind this proceeding. I am going to ask the court
-for an adjournment, in order to find them out. It is obvious that this
-young girl—helpless and friendless here—looks not only unwillingly,
-but with positive horror, upon the prospect of being placed again in
-Campbell’s charge. Morally, and I think legally, she has a right to be
-heard in that behalf, to have the facts competently explored and fully
-presented to the court. To that end, I ask that the matter be adjourned
-for one week, and that the young girl be paroled, in the meanwhile, in
-the custody of her counsel.”
-
-Then the dear old gentleman, whom everybody seemed to regard with
-special reverence, took his seat by my side, and held my hand in his.
-Campbell’s lawyer made a speech to the judge, and when he had finished,
-the judge said that my lawyer’s request was denied. He explained the
-matter in a way that I did not understand. It seemed to anger the old
-lawyer who had taken my case. He rose and said, as nearly as I can
-remember:—
-
-“Your Honour’s denial of my motion is a denial of justice. This young
-girl, my client, is a minor child, utterly defenceless here except in
-so far as I have volunteered my services to defend her. But she is
-an American citizen, and as such is entitled to be heard in her own
-behalf. In this court she cannot get a hearing, for the reason that
-this court has corruptly prejudged the case, as it corruptly prejudges
-every case in which money or influence can be brought to bear.”
-
-By this time the judge was pounding with his mallet, and the whole
-court-room was in an uproar. But, raising his voice, my dear old lawyer
-continued:—
-
-“If justice were done, you, sir, would be dragged from the bench that
-you dishonour by sitting upon it. Oh, I know, you can send me to jail
-for speaking these truths in your presence. I trust you will try that.
-If, by any martyrdom of mine, I can bring the corruption of such judges
-as you are to the knowledge and attention of this community, I shall
-feel that my work is well done. In the meantime I shall set another to
-secure for this helpless girl a writ of habeas corpus which shall get
-for her, in another and more righteous court, the fair hearing which
-you insolently and criminally deny to her here. Now send me to jail
-in punishment of the immeasurable contempt I feel for a court where
-justice is betrayed for money, and where human rights are bartered away
-for a price.”
-
-The judge was very angry, and a lot of men surrounded my old lawyer.
-But what happened afterward I have never known. For no sooner was I
-put in Campbell’s charge than I was hurried to a train, and the next
-morning I heard him say to one of the men he had with him:—
-
-“We are out of Illinois now; we’ve beaten that writ of habeas corpus.”
-
-Then he turned to me and said:—
-
-“If you care for your own comfort, you will recognise me as your
-guardian, and behave yourself accordingly.”
-
-I reckon you must be tired reading by this time, Dorothy, so you are
-to take a rest here, and I’ll write the remainder of my story in other
-chapters. I’m afraid I’m making my story tedious; but I’ve fully made
-up my mind to tell it all, because I don’t know what you will care
-for in it, and what will seem unimportant to you. If I try to shorten
-it by leaving out anything, the thing I leave out may happen to be
-precisely the thing that would change your opinion of me. I want to
-deal absolutely honestly with you; so I am telling you everything I
-remember.
-
-
-
-
-XXVII
-
-KILGARIFF’S PERPLEXITY
-
-
-DURING the two days that Dorothy had thus far given to the reading of
-Evelyn’s book, Kilgariff had been chafing impatiently. He wanted to go
-back to Petersburg and active duty, and he wanted, before doing so, to
-ride over to Branton and “talk it out with Evelyn,” as he formulated
-his thoughts in his own mind.
-
-He could do neither, for the reason that his wound began to trouble
-him again, and Arthur Brent, upon examining it, condemned him to spend
-another week or ten days in the house.
-
-So far as “talking it out with Evelyn” was concerned, it was perhaps
-fortunate that he was compelled to submit to an enforced delay. For
-he really did not know what he was to say to Evelyn; and the more he
-thought about the matter, the more he did not know.
-
-The question was indeed a very perplexing one. How should he even
-begin the proposed conversation? Should he begin by abruptly telling
-Evelyn that he loved her, but that there were reasons why he did not
-want her to give him love in return? That was not the way in which a
-woman had a right to expect to be wooed. It would be a direct affront
-to her womanly and maidenly pride, which she would promptly, and
-bitterly, and quite properly, resent. Moreover, by arousing her anger
-and resentment, it would utterly defeat his purpose, which was to find
-out his own duty by finding out how far Evelyn had already learned to
-think of him as a possible lover.
-
-Should he, then, ask her that question, in her own singularly direct
-and truthful way of dealing?
-
-That would be to affront and wound her by the assumption that she had
-given her love unasked.
-
-Should he begin by explaining to her the circumstances which prompted
-him to shrink from wooing her, and then offer her his love if she
-wanted it?
-
-Nothing could be more preposterous than that.
-
-Should he simply pay her his addresses, ask her for her love, and
-then, if she should give it, proceed to explain to her the reasons why
-she should not have permitted herself to love such a man as he?
-
-That question also promptly answered itself in the negative, with
-emphasis.
-
-What, then, should he do?
-
-Clearly it would be better to await Evelyn’s return to Wyanoke, and
-trust to good luck to open some possible way. At any rate, he might
-there approach the subject in indirect ways; while if he could have
-ridden over to Branton for the express purpose of having a conference
-with her, no such indirection would have been possible. His very going
-to her there would have been a declaration of some purpose which he
-must promptly explain.
-
-Obviously, therefore, it was better that he should not go to Branton,
-but should await such opportunity as good fortune might give him after
-Evelyn’s return to Wyanoke. But that necessity postponed the outcome,
-and Kilgariff was in a mood to be impatient of delay, particularly as
-every hour consciously intensified his own love, and rendered him less
-and less capable of saying nay to his passion.
-
-With her woman’s quickness of perception, Dorothy shrewdly guessed
-what was going on in his mind, and she rejoiced in it. But she made
-no reference to the matter, even in the most remotely indirect way.
-She simply went about her tasks with a pleased and amused smile on her
-face.
-
-
-
-
-XXVIII
-
-EVELYN’S BOOK, CONCLUDED
-
-
-WHEN Dorothy took up Evelyn’s manuscript again, it was nine o’clock in
-the evening of the second day, and, moved by her eagerness to follow
-the story, even more than by her conscientious desire to finish it
-before the author’s return on the morrow, she read late into the night.
-But she had sent Evelyn a note in the late afternoon, in which she had
-written:—
-
- My Evelyn is not to fail in her promise to come back to me to-morrow.
- I have not yet completed the reading of the manuscript, though I hope
- to do so to-night, if a late vigil shall enable me to accomplish that
- purpose. I have asked Arthur to let me sleep in the nursery to-night,
- if I finish the reading in time to sleep at all. So I can sit up as
- late as I please without fear of disturbing him. Poor fellow, he
- is working too hard and thinking too hard even for his magnificent
- strength.
-
- But whether I finish your manuscript to-night or not, Evelyn dear, I
- have read enough of it to know that your life-story only confirms the
- judgment I had formed of your character, and draws you nearer to my
- sympathies. So come home in the morning, and don’t disappoint me.
-
-When she took up the manuscript again, this is what she read:—
-
-
-Chapter the Twelfth
-
-WE travelled by the railroad as far as it went. Then we had to get into
-a big wagon, drawn by six mules.
-
-The country we passed through was wild, and quite uninhabited, I think.
-At any rate, we saw no houses, and no people except now and then a
-little party of Indians. There were no roads, only dim trails, and
-there were no bridges, so that it sometimes took us three or four days
-to get across a river.
-
-We carried all our provisions in the wagon, and when we stopped for the
-night we cooked our suppers by great big fires, built out of doors. It
-was usually about nightfall when we pitched our camp, and so long as
-our way lay through the woods, I used to lie awake for hours every
-night, looking up and watching the light from the camp-fire as it
-played hide and seek among the great trees. When at last we got out of
-the woods and began travelling over a vast prairie, the camping was
-far less pleasant, particularly when a norther blew, making it bitter
-cold. Still, I insisted on sleeping out of doors, although Campbell
-had fitted up a cosy little bedroom for me in the big wagon. That was
-because it was Campbell’s wagon. Out of doors I felt a sort of freedom,
-while if I even looked into the wagon I realised that I was that man’s
-prisoner.
-
-He was trying to be good to me then. That is to say, he was trying to
-make me think him kind and to make me like him. Among other things,
-he gave me a horse to ride on. He had intended at first that I should
-travel in the wagon, but I would not do that. I preferred to walk,
-instead. So, after the second day, when we met a party of Indians, he
-bought a horse of them and gave it to me to ride. It was a vicious
-brute, bent upon breaking my neck, but I knew how to ride, and within a
-day or two I had taught the animal to like me a little, and to obey me
-altogether. I had no saddle, of course, but I never did like a saddle,
-and I don’t, even now, as you know. So I got one of the men to strap a
-blanket on my horse’s back with a surcingle, and I rode upon that.
-
-The men who drove our mules were very rough fellows, but they soon got
-to liking me. I suppose that was because I knew how to ride and wasn’t
-afraid of anything. However that may be, they seemed to like me. They
-would do their best to make me comfortable, giving me the best they
-could get to eat—birds, squirrels, and the like—and always making for
-me a pallet of dry grass or leaves to sleep upon.
-
-Finally, one evening, when Campbell had gone away from the camp for
-some purpose or other, one of the rough men came to me and said:—
-
-“Little Missy”—that is what they always called me—“little Missy, you
-don’t like Campbell an’ you want to get away from him. Now he’s pretty
-quick on trigger, but I’m a bit quicker’n he is, an’ anyhow I’ll take
-the chances for you. Ef you say the word, I’ll pick a quarrel with
-him an’ kill him in fair fight. Then my pards an’ me’ll take you to
-some civilised town an’ leave you there, so’s you kin git back to your
-friends. Only say the word, an’ I’ll git him ready for his funeral
-afore mornin’.”
-
-Of course this horrified me, particularly the indifference with which
-the man thought of murder. I told him he must never think of doing
-anything of the kind, and asked him to promise me.
-
-“It’s jest as you says, little Missy,” he answered. “Only me an’ my
-pards wants you to know how ready we are to do you any little favour
-like that ef you want it done.”
-
-That night I couldn’t sleep. I lay all night looking up at the stars
-and thinking with horror of the light way in which this man had
-proposed to commit a murder for me. Then the thought came to me that
-I had myself tried to kill Campbell once with a hair-brush, and for a
-while I felt that after all I was no better than these murderous men.
-But, after thinking the thing out, I saw that the two cases were quite
-different. I had hit Campbell in self-defence, and I could not even yet
-feel sorry that I had wanted to kill him.
-
-
-Chapter the Thirteenth
-
-CAMPBELL was living, at that time, in a little town somewhere in Texas,
-and we got there after two or three weeks.
-
-It was a dismal-looking place. All the houses were built of rough
-boards, set upon end, and most of them were saloons. Campbell’s
-house was like all the rest, and when I asked my mother why he lived
-in so small a house, and what he had done with the fine one that I
-remembered, she told me he had lost most of his money.
-
-Almost immediately after I got to his house, Campbell took me before
-a sort of judge who had two pistols and a knife in his belt. Campbell
-told the judge that he wanted to adopt me as his daughter. When the
-judge asked him how old I was, he said I was thirteen, and then the
-judge said that my consent to his adoption of me was not necessary.
-
-The reason he said that was because I had told him that I didn’t
-want to be Campbell’s daughter. The judge signed the papers, and
-told me that Campbell was my father now, and that I must obey him in
-everything. Campbell told me that my name would hereafter be Evelyn
-Byrd Campbell. I supposed then that he was telling the truth.
-
-When he got home that evening, he had been drinking heavily, and
-he seemed particularly happy. He told my mother that he had “fixed
-things,” so that they wouldn’t be poor any longer. He said he was going
-to buy a big ranch and raise horses.
-
-That night when I went to my bed, I found that somebody had broken
-into my closet and taken the satchel in which I kept my papers. When I
-raised an alarm, Campbell told me he had taken the papers and put them
-in a secure place, lest I should lose them. He said he was my father
-now, and that it was his duty to take care of my property.
-
-I was terribly angry—so angry that if the teamster who had offered to
-kill Campbell for me had been there, I think I should have asked him
-to get my papers for me, although I knew that he would probably kill
-Campbell in doing so. But the teamster was gone from the town, and I
-was helpless.
-
-Campbell and my mother did not get on together very well at this time.
-They never exactly quarrelled, at least in my presence, but I think
-that was because my mother regarded quarrelling as vulgar. She was a
-refined woman, or had been. She seemed now to be very unhappy, and I
-was sorry for her, though I could not love her. I never had loved her
-since she had married Campbell while her real husband, my father, was
-still living. One day I asked her if she didn’t think she had made a
-mistake in doing that, and if she didn’t think it wrong and wicked and
-vulgar for a woman to have two husbands alive at the same time. She
-rebuked me severely for what she called my insolence, and bade me never
-mention that subject again. I never did—to her.
-
-
-Chapter the Fourteenth
-
-VERY soon after this, Campbell bought a large ranch, as he said he
-would do, and we moved away from the town to live on the ranch.
-
-I know now that he bought it with my money. When he had me made his
-daughter, and got hold of my papers, the law somehow allowed him to
-sell the stocks and bonds my father had given me, and he did so. I
-never knew this until a very little time ago—since I have been at
-Wyanoke. I’ll tell you about that in the proper place.
-
-There were many horses on the ranch, and I spent nearly all my time
-riding them bareback and teaching them little tricks. It was the only
-thing I could do to amuse myself; for I did not like to be with my
-mother, and I hated the very sight of Campbell.
-
-I had already learned to ride standing on the back of a horse, and I
-decided to learn all about that sort of riding. I enjoyed the danger
-involved in it, for one thing, especially when I learned to ride two
-horses at once in that way. But I did not practise these things for
-the sake of the excitement alone. I had a plan to carry out. I had
-determined to run away with the first circus that should come to that
-part of the country. I thought that if I could learn to be a really
-good bareback rider, the circus people would be glad to take me with
-them, and in that way I should get away from Campbell.
-
-So I practised my riding every day, growing steadily surer of myself
-and more expert. I practised jumping through hoops, too—forward
-and backward—and standing on my hands on horseback, and throwing
-somersaults.
-
-At last a circus came to the town twelve miles from the ranch, and
-Campbell offered to take me to see it. He was in one of his placative
-moods just then, and thought he would please me by this. But I declined
-the invitation. I did that because I meant to run away and join that
-circus, and I wanted him to think I cared nothing about a circus, so
-that he shouldn’t look for me among the show people. I still had the
-horse he had bought from the Indians and given to me, so that I could
-take that without being accused of horse-stealing. The horse was a
-tough, wiry fellow, who liked nothing so much as to run with all his
-might. I think he could have travelled at half-speed for twenty or
-thirty miles without growing tired.
-
-One night, while the circus was in the town, I mounted my horse just
-after dark and set off for a ride. As I often rode for half the night,
-I knew Campbell would think nothing of my doing this. As soon as I was
-well away from the house, I turned into the road that led to the town,
-and put my horse—Little Chief—at a rapid gallop. Within less than two
-hours, I reached the town. Just before getting there, I turned Little
-Chief loose, set his head toward the ranch, and bade him “scamper.” I
-had taught him always to go to his stable as quickly as possible when
-I said that word “scamper” to him. This time I had removed the blanket
-from his back and the bridle from his head. I knew, therefore, he would
-be found in his stall next morning with nothing on him to show that he
-had been ridden.
-
-As soon as Little Chief had started on his scamper, I turned and walked
-into the town. The circus performance was not quite over, so I went to
-the door of the big tent and told the man there that I wanted to see
-the proprietor of the show on important business. I hadn’t a cent of
-money, so I didn’t expect to go in. But the man at the door politely
-invited me to enter and see the end of the show. For a moment I thought
-of accepting his invitation, but then I remembered that all the
-ranch-men for twenty miles round would be there, and that they all knew
-me by sight as “that wild gal of Campbell’s.” I didn’t want any of them
-to see me at the circus, lest they should tell of it when the search
-for me began. So I told the man that I would not go in, and asked him
-where and how I could see the owner of the show after the performance.
-He called a man and told him to take me to “the Lady Superior, in the
-dressing-tent.” I found out presently that all the people in the circus
-called the manager’s wife by that name, and the manager they called
-“the Grand Panjandrum.” In fact, they had a nickname of some sort for
-every one in authority.
-
-The Lady Superior received me as a queen might. She had just been
-riding around the ring in a red and gold chariot drawn by six white
-horses, and playing Cleopatra in what they called “the magnificent
-and gorgeous historical panorama of human splendour.” As Cleopatra,
-Napoleon, Alexander the Great, George Washington, Genghis Khan, Julius
-Cæsar, and a great many others took part in the spectacle, the people
-in the audience must have got their notions of history considerably
-mixed up, but at any rate the Lady Superior always seemed to enjoy her
-part, and particularly her gorgeous raiment. I had a hard time trying
-not to laugh in her face when I was first presented to her on that
-night. She was still dressed in her robe of flaming, high-coloured
-silk, trimmed with ermine and spangles, with her crown still on her
-head, and she was almost greedily eating a dish of beef à la mode with
-roast onions. But in spite of her gorgeous apparel and her defective
-grammar, she proved to be a good-natured creature, and she received me
-very kindly.
-
-I told her what I could do as a bareback rider, and she took me to her
-hotel in her carriage as soon as she had put on some plain clothes.
-I told her that I didn’t want anybody in that town to see me, so she
-drove up to a back door of the little tavern and smuggled me into
-her room. I remember that the tavern was a little two-story, wooden
-building, with the inside partition walls made of rough boards set on
-end so loosely that one could see through the cracks into the next
-room. But it was called the Transcontinental Hotel, and the painter had
-found some difficulty in getting the big name into one line across the
-narrow front of the building.
-
-In her room the Lady Superior gave me some supper, she eating with me
-as heartily as if she had not had a dish of beef à la mode with roast
-onions less than half an hour before. She explained to me that the
-circus people never take their supper till after the performance.
-
-“It makes ’em lazy and not up to their work,” she said.
-
-When her husband, the Grand Panjandrum, came in, she introduced me to
-him and told him about my accomplishments.
-
-He slapped his thigh with his palm and exclaimed:—
-
-“That’s superb! We’ve just lost Mademoiselle Fifine, our ‘matchless
-female equestrienne,’ and as we have advertised her everywhere, the
-audiences are threatening to shoot me every time I go into the ring
-as clown. You see, audiences don’t like to be disappointed. I’ll let
-you show me your paces in the morning, and if you can do the stunts, I
-shall engage you, and you shall appear as Mademoiselle Fifine to-morrow
-afternoon and evening.”
-
-I objected that I mustn’t be seen in that town, lest I be recognised,
-whereupon he broke into a laugh and exclaimed:—
-
-“Recognised! Why, your own mother won’t know you when the dresser gets
-you into Mademoiselle Fifine’s finery, and daubs your face with grease
-paint, and plasters it with powder. Bridget’s clothes will just fit
-you.”
-
-“Who is Bridget?” I asked, as I had not heard of that person before.
-The manager laughed, and answered:—
-
-“Bridget? Why, she was Mademoiselle Fifine, you know. She wasn’t well
-up to the business, but she was plucky and took risks, so she got
-a very bad fall that broke her up, and she had to quit and go to a
-hospital. She was a good girl, and I am paying her expenses. If she
-don’t die of her injuries, I’ll pay her board somewhere as long as she
-lives. For she will never ride again.”
-
-Then a sudden thought occurred to the Grand Panjandrum.
-
-“Tell you what, Sis,” he said. “Why can’t we drive down to the tent,
-and you let me see you ride a little to-night? You see, it will be a
-sort of life insurance to me; for if we give the show again without
-Fifine in it, some o’ them wild Texans will shoot me, like as not. If
-you can do the trick, I’ll get a printer to work, and early in the
-morning we’ll come out with a flaming announcement of ‘The Return of
-Mademoiselle Fifine, the Matchless Equestrienne of the Universe,’ and
-you can go into the ring at the afternoon performance.”
-
-I didn’t like the lies he intended to tell, and I said so. I wanted
-him to give me some other ring name, but he said that all his big,
-coloured posters had Mademoiselle’s name on them, with coloured
-pictures of her on horseback, and that he couldn’t afford to throw the
-posters away, even if there had been any printers in Texas who could
-make new ones, as there were not.
-
-“Besides,” he added, “you’ll be Mademoiselle Fifine, just as much as
-Bridget was. Everybody knows that the name is fictitious. All they want
-is to see good riding, and if you can’t ride as well as poor Bridget
-did, I couldn’t think of engaging you.”
-
-I had to consent, and indeed I saw that there was really no deception
-to be practised. So the Grand Panjandrum and the Lady Superior and I
-sent for the carriage and drove back to the circus tent, which was dark
-now, except for the dim light of a few watchmen’s lanterns. I went to
-the dressing-room and put on some of Fifine’s riding-clothes—not those
-she wore in the presence of the audience, but a plain practice gown of
-black. Meanwhile the manager had made the men light up a little and
-bring out some horses.
-
-I mounted and rode a little, doing my very best, though I was
-extremely nervous for fear that I should not prove to be acceptable.
-I suppose I rode a good deal better than Bridget had done, for
-the manager, his wife, and all the men in the ring seemed greatly
-delighted. I ended by throwing some somersaults, and that set them
-almost wild. The manager engaged me on the spot, making me sign the
-contract in the dressing-room tent before I had changed my clothing.
-Then he hurried me back to the tavern, registered me as Mademoiselle
-Fifine, writing the name in a big hand all across the page, and ordered
-me to bed.
-
-“You mustn’t be nervous at your first performance,” he said; “so you
-must get plenty of sleep.”
-
-When it came time to go to the circus, I was surprised to find that a
-special carriage, drawn by two large, white horses with long, flowing
-tails, had been provided for me. I learned afterward that this was
-one of the Grand Panjandrum’s devices for advertising his “matchless
-equestrienne.” It gave the people the impression that Mademoiselle
-Fifine was a person of so much consequence that she must be treated
-like a queen, and it led to many wild, exaggerated stories of the
-royal salary the manager had to pay in order to secure so distinguished
-an “artiste.” It was popularly believed that “ten thousand a year
-wouldn’t touch her”; that she had her own carriage and coachman and
-footman and maid, and always the finest rooms in the hotel. My salary,
-in fact, was fifty dollars a month, and the “coachman” was one of the
-ring attendants. But I did have the best rooms in all the hotels. The
-Grand Panjandrum insisted upon that, and he did it rather noisily, too,
-complaining that the hotels really had no rooms fit for such a person
-to live in. All this was advertising, of course, but at any rate I was
-made as comfortable as could be.
-
-I succeeded very well indeed in the bareback riding, and at my
-suggestion the manager sent an agent to Campbell’s ranch and bought
-the five or six horses there that I had trained. I soon drilled them
-to perform little acts in the ring which seemed to please the public.
-For this the manager added ten dollars a month to my salary. He and his
-wife were always very good to me, but some of the actors in the circus
-seemed jealous of the attention shown me and of the applause I got. I
-was already miserable, because I hated the business and especially my
-own part of it.
-
-The whole thing seemed to me vulgar, and the people I had to associate
-with were very coarse. But what could I do? Anything was better than
-being Campbell’s daughter, and the circus gave me a living at the least.
-
-
-Chapter the Fifteenth
-
-I DID not remain long with the circus—not more than four or five
-months, I think—before Campbell found out where I was and came after
-me. If the manager had been a man of any courage, I should have refused
-to go with Campbell. But when Campbell threatened him with all sorts
-of lawsuits and prosecutions, he agreed to discharge me. Even then I
-should not have gone with Campbell if I could have got the money due
-me for my riding. But after the first month the manager had paid me
-almost nothing, on the plea of bad business (though his tent was always
-packed), and as he was paying all my expenses except for my plain
-clothes, I hadn’t pressed him for the money. He owed me nearly two
-hundred dollars when Campbell came, and I asked him for it, meaning to
-run away and find some other employment. But Campbell told him he was
-my father and my guardian, and that the money must be paid to him and
-not to me. The manager weakly yielded, and so I hadn’t enough money
-even to pay a railroad fare.
-
-Under the circumstances, there was nothing for me to do but go with
-Campbell. He had sold the ranch, and was now keeping a big wholesale
-store in the city of Austin. He had built a very big house, and had a
-great many negro servants in it. Soon after I got to Austin, Campbell’s
-store was burned, and I thought at first that he was ruined. But he
-seemed richer after that than ever. My mother told me it was the
-insurance money, and a good many people used to think he had burned the
-store himself. There was a lawsuit about it, but Campbell won.
-
-One day I concluded to have a talk with him. I asked him why he wanted
-to keep me with him, and why he wouldn’t give me the money I had earned
-in the circus, and let me go away.
-
-He laughed at me, and told me it was because he didn’t choose to have
-his daughter riding in a circus. So I got no satisfaction out of him
-then. But in the letter he sent me in the bundle of papers that
-Colonel Kilgariff brought me, he explained the matter. It was because
-he feared I would get somebody else to be my guardian, and any new
-guardian would come upon him for the stocks and bonds my father had
-given me. Campbell had sold all of them that he could, and was using
-the money himself.
-
-After a while, Campbell became interested in some kind of business—I
-don’t know what—out in Arizona; and when he had to go out there to
-stay for several months, he broke up his house in Austin, and took
-my mother and me with him. We lived in tents on the journey, and
-Campbell grew very uneasy after a time, because there were reports of
-a threatened Indian war. Still, we travelled on, until at last we got
-among the Indians themselves. They were very angry about something,
-but Campbell seemed to know how to deal with them, in some measure at
-least. But presently the war broke out in earnest, and Campbell told my
-mother he was completely ruined, as he had put all his money into the
-business, and this Indian war had destroyed it.
-
-One day he had a parley with a big Indian chief, and that night he
-took my mother and went away somewhere, leaving me in the tent alone.
-About midnight a band of Indians came to the tent, howling like so many
-demons. They took me and carried me away on one of their horses.
-
-I was greatly frightened, but I pretended not to be, and the Indians
-liked me for that. They always like people who are not afraid. They
-treated me well—or at any rate they did me no harm—but they carried
-me away to their camp, where all their squaws and children were; for
-they were on the war-path now, and Indians always take their families
-with them when they go to war.
-
-When I found that they were not disposed to treat me badly I was almost
-glad they had captured me; for at least they had taken me away from
-Campbell, and I liked them much better than I did him.
-
-In the letter Campbell sent me by Colonel Kilgariff, he told me that
-he had himself planned my capture by the Indians. He had arranged it
-with the chief when he had the parley with him; and when he went away
-with my mother, leaving me in the tent alone, he knew the Indians
-were to catch me that night. He wanted them to get me because then I
-couldn’t get another guardian, and he thought I could never come back
-to trouble him about my money when I grew up. I don’t know why he wrote
-all these things to me, except that he was dying and wanted me to know
-the whole story. He sent me back all my papers, so that I might some
-day get what was left of the property my father had given me. Among
-other things, he told me that my father was dead, and that he himself
-had killed him in a fight.
-
-
-Chapter the Sixteenth
-
-I STAYED with the Indians for several months—as long as the war
-lasted. It was then that I lived on buffalo meat alone, with no other
-food. Finally the soldiers conquered the Indians and forced them to go
-back on their reservation. Then Campbell came to see if I was still
-alive, and, finding me, he took me with him to New York, where he was
-practising law and doing something in a bank. That lasted a year or so.
-Nothing ever lasted long with Campbell. But when he left New York and
-went to Missouri to live, he seemed to have plenty of money again.
-
-Soon afterward, this war came on, and Campbell raised a company, got
-himself appointed its captain, and went into the Confederate service.
-After a while, he came home on a leave of absence. He and my mother had
-been on very bad terms for a long time, and things seemed worse than
-ever.
-
-One day, when he had been drinking a good deal, he insulted my mother
-frightfully, and she turned upon him at last, saying she intended
-to expose his rascalities and “bring him to book”—that was her
-phrase—for embezzling my property.
-
-Dorothy, I can’t tell you all about that scene. I was so shocked and
-frightened that it gives me a nightmare even now to recall it. Campbell
-_killed my mother by choking her to death in my presence_!
-
-As I was the only person who saw him do it, I think he would have
-killed me, too, if I had not run from him. As it was, he followed me
-presently, and with a pistol in his hand told me I must go with him,
-adding that if I ever told anybody what had happened he would kill me.
-
-He took off his uniform and put on a suit of citizen’s clothing. Then
-he made me mount a horse, he mounting another, and we rode all night.
-In the morning we were in a Federal camp.
-
-I don’t know what Campbell told the Federal officers, but he satisfied
-them somehow, and, taking me with him, he went East. He put me in
-charge of a very ugly old woman and her daughter, somewhere up in the
-mountains of Pennsylvania, not near any town or even village. Then he
-went away, and for three years I lived with those people, practically
-a prisoner. They never for a moment let me out of their sight, and at
-night I had to sleep in an upper room, a kind of loft, which had no
-window and no door—nothing but a trap-door over the stairs. Every
-night the younger woman closed the trap-door, fastening it below. The
-two women slept in the room beneath.
-
-If I could have got away, I should have gone, even if I had been
-obliged to go into the woods and starve. For the women treated me
-horribly, and I could not forget the scene when my mother was killed.
-I thought of her always as she lay there on the floor, dead, with her
-face purple and—I can’t write about that.
-
-Once I tried to escape. By hard work I made a hole in the roof above
-me, one night, and tried to climb up to it. But I missed my hold and
-fell heavily to the floor. That brought the two women up the stairs,
-and after that they took away every stitch of my clothing every night
-before I went to bed, not leaving me even a nightgown. So I made no
-further efforts to escape.
-
-But I set to work in another way. I had learned that Campbell was now
-an officer in the Federal army, and I managed to find out how to reach
-him with a letter, so I wrote to him. I told him I intended to have him
-hanged for killing my mother, and that it didn’t matter how long he
-kept me in the mountains; that some time or other, sooner or later, I
-should get free; and that whenever that time came, I meant to go to a
-lawyer and tell him all about the crime.
-
-I knew that this would make Campbell uneasy. I thought it not
-improbable that he would come up into the mountains and kill me, though
-I thought he might be afraid to do that. You see, when he killed my
-mother there was nobody but me to tell about it, and he knew he could
-go to the other side in the war and not be followed; while if he should
-do anything to me up there in the Pennsylvania mountains, everybody
-would know of it. For in that country everybody knew when a stranger
-came into the neighbourhood, and when he went away again. So I thought
-Campbell would be afraid to kill me there. I thought my letter would
-frighten him, and that he would take me away from that place. That was
-what I wanted. I thought that if I were taken to any other place, I
-should have a better chance of escaping.
-
-
-Chapter the Seventeenth
-
-THAT was not long before you saw me, Dorothy, and it turned out as
-I had expected. Campbell grew alarmed. He ordered the two women to
-bring me to him in Washington. When I got there, he told me that I had
-relatives in Virginia who wanted me to come to them, and that he had
-arranged to send me through the lines under a flag of truce. I know now
-that he was not telling me the truth, but I believed him then, and I
-was ready to do anything and go anywhere if only I could get out of his
-clutches.
-
-He took me into another room, where an officer was writing, and there
-they made me swear to a parole. Then Campbell took me down to the
-Rapidan, and we went into that house from which Colonel Kilgariff
-rescued me. Campbell said that the flag of truce would start from
-there, but that we must wait there for the soldiers in charge of it to
-come.
-
-When the shells struck the house and set it on fire, Campbell took me
-to the cellar and left me there, saying that he would be back in a few
-minutes, and that there was no danger in the cellar. I know now what
-his intention was. He expected me to be burned to death there in the
-cellar, and it would have happened that way, but for Colonel Kilgariff.
-
-There, Dorothy, dear: now you know all about me that I know about
-myself.
-
-_The End of Evelyn’s Book._
-
-
-
-
-XXIX
-
-EVELYN’S VIGIL
-
-
-EVELYN BYRD’S exceeding truthfulness of mind and soul made her a
-transparent person for loving eyes to look through, and Edmonia
-Bannister’s eyes were very loving ones for her.
-
-When she went to Branton for her ten days’ visit, Evelyn herself
-scarcely knew why she wished thus to separate herself from Kilgariff;
-but she went with a subconscious determination to avoid all mention of
-his name. She could hardly have adopted a surer means of revealing her
-state of mind to so wise and so experienced a woman as Edmonia.
-
-After much thought upon the subject, Edmonia sent a little note to
-Dorothy. In it she wrote:—
-
- You have never said a word to me on the subject, Dorothy, but I
- am certain that you know what the situation is between Evelyn and
- Kilgariff. So do I, now, and I am not satisfied to have it so.
-
- Unless you peremptorily forbid, I am going to bring on a crisis
- between those two. I am going to tell Evelyn what Kilgariff has done
- for her in the matter of this trust fund. When she knows that, there
- will be a scene of some sort between them, and I think we may trust
- love and human nature to bring it to a happy conclusion.
-
- If you will recall what occurred when the trust papers were executed
- and given to us three, you will remember that no promise of secrecy
- was exacted of us. It is true we quite understood that we were to say
- nothing to Evelyn about the matter until the proper time should come;
- but we three are sole judges as to what is the proper time, and Agatha
- and I are both of the opinion that the proper time is now. Unless you
- interpose your veto, therefore, I shall act upon that opinion, making
- myself spokeswoman for the trio.
-
- Please send me a line in a hurry.
-
-To this Dorothy replied by the messenger who had brought the note. She
-wrote but a single sentence, and that was a Biblical quotation. She
-wrote:—
-
- Now is the accepted time: behold, now is the day of salvation.
-
-On the evening before the day appointed for Evelyn’s return to
-Wyanoke, Dorothy received a second note from Edmonia, saying:—
-
- I don’t know whether we have done wisely or otherwise. For once Evelyn
- is inscrutable. We have told her of Kilgariff’s splendid generosity,
- and we can’t make out how she takes it. She has grown very silent and
- somewhat nervous. She is under a severe emotional strain of some kind,
- but of what kind we do not know. A storm of some sort is brewing, and
- we must simply wait to learn what its character is to be.
-
- Evelyn is proud and exceedingly sensitive, as we know. And there
- is a touch of the savage in her—or rather the potentiality of the
- savage—and in a case where she feels so strongly, it may result in an
- outbreak of savage anger and resentment.
-
- We needn’t worry, however, I think. Even such an outbreak would in all
- probability turn out well. Every storm passes, you know; and when the
- clouds clear away, the skies are all the bluer for it. When a man and
- a woman love each other and don’t know it, or don’t let each other
- know it, any sort of crisis, any sort of emotional collision, is apt
- to bring about a favourable result.
-
-Evelyn spent that evening in her room, writing incessantly, far into
-the night.
-
-She wrote a letter to Kilgariff. When she read it over, she tore it up.
-
-“It reads as if I were angry,” she said to herself, “and anger is not
-exactly what I feel. I wonder what I do feel.”
-
-Then she wrote another letter to Kilgariff, and put it aside, meaning
-to read it after a while. In the meantime she wrote long and lovingly
-to Dorothy, telling her she had decided not to return to Wyanoke, but
-to go to Petersburg instead, and help in nursing the soldiers.
-
-When she had read that letter over, she was wholly unsatisfied with
-it. Written words are apt to mean so much more or so much less than is
-intended. She put it aside and took up the one to Kilgariff. As she
-read it, it seemed even more unsatisfactory than the first.
-
-“It is too humble in parts, and too proud in parts,” she thought.
-
-Again she set to work and wrote both letters once more. The result was
-worse than before. The letters seemed to ring with a false note, and
-above all things she was determined to meet this crisis in her life
-with absolute truth and candour. Besides, she not only wanted to utter
-her thought to Kilgariff—she wanted to hear what he might have to say
-in reply, and she wanted to see his face as he spoke, reading there far
-more important things than any that he could put into a letter.
-
-Suddenly she realised that she was very cold. The weather was growing
-severe now, and in her preoccupation she had neglected her fire until
-it had burned down to a mass of slowly expiring coals.
-
-Then she recovered her courage.
-
-“I have been trying the cowardly way,” she said aloud, but speaking
-only to herself. “I must face these things bravely. I’ve been planning
-to run away again, and I will not do that. I’ve been running away all
-my life. I’ll never run away again. I’ll go to Wyanoke in the morning.”
-
-With that, she gathered all the sheets on which she had written and
-dropped them upon the few coals which remained alive. The paper
-smouldered and smoked for a time. Then it broke into a flame and was
-quickly consumed.
-
-The girl prepared herself for bed, with a degree of composure which
-she had not been able to command at any time since the knowledge of
-Kilgariff’s act had come to her. When she blew out her candle and
-opened the window, a gust of snow was blown into her face, and she
-heard the howling of the tempest without.
-
-“It is the first storm of the winter,” she thought, as she drew the
-draperies about her. “How those poor fellows must be suffering down
-there in the trenches at Petersburg to-night—half clad, and less than
-half fed!” Then, as she was sinking into sleep, she thought:—
-
-“I’m glad Mr. Kilgariff is not there to-night.”
-
-The thought startled her into wakefulness again, and during the
-remaining hours of the night she lay sleeplessly thinking, thinking,
-thinking.
-
-
-
-
-XXX
-
-BEFORE A HICKORY FIRE
-
-
-EVELYN’S thinking accomplished its purpose. At the end of it she
-understood herself, or thought she did. And when she returned to
-Wyanoke the next morning, she thought she knew precisely what she was
-going to say to Kilgariff. But who of us ever knows what we will say
-in converse that involves emotion? Who of us can know what response
-his utterance will draw forth from the other, or how far the original
-intent may be turned into another by that response?
-
-At any rate, Evelyn knew that she intended to ask Colonel Kilgariff for
-an interview, and so far she carried out her purpose.
-
-They were left alone in the great drawing-room at Wyanoke, where
-hickory logs were merrily blazing in the cavernous fireplace, quite as
-if there had been no war to desolate the land, and no man and woman
-there with matters of grave import to discuss.
-
-Evelyn began the conference abruptly, as soon as Kilgariff entered and
-took a seat.
-
-“I have heard,” she began, “of what you have done—of your great
-generosity toward me. Of course I cannot permit that. You must cancel
-those papers at once—to-day. I cannot sleep while they exist.”
-
-“Who told you of the matter?” Kilgariff asked in reply.
-
-“Edmonia, with Dorothy’s permission and Mrs. Pegram’s.”
-
-“They should not have told you. I meant that you should not know till
-I am dead, unless—unless I should live longer than I expect, and you
-should fall into need when the war ends.”
-
-“But what right had you to treat me so? Do you think me a beggar, that
-I should accept a gift of money? Why did you do it?”
-
-The girl was standing now and confronting him, in manifest anger.
-
-Curiously enough, he did not seem to mind the anger. He had completely
-mastered himself, and knew perfectly what he was to say. He answered:—
-
-“I did this because I love you, Evelyn, and because I cannot provide
-for your future in any ordinary way.”
-
-Seeing that she was about to make some reply, he quickly forestalled
-it, saying:—
-
-“Please let me continue. Please do not speak yet. Let me explain.”
-
-The girl was still standing, but the look of anger in her face had
-given way to another expression—one more complex and less easily
-interpreted. There was some pleasure in it, and some apprehension,
-together with great astonishment.
-
-“Go on,” she said.
-
-“Only on even terms,” he answered, rising and standing in front of
-her. “What I have to say to you must be said with my eyes looking into
-yours. Now listen. By reason of a quite absurd convention, a young
-woman may not receive gifts of value, and especially of money, from a
-young man not her husband; yet she may freely take such gifts if they
-come to her by his will, after he is dead.
-
-“There are circumstances which render it impossible for me to leave my
-possessions to you by will. Any will that I might make to that effect
-would be contested and broken by those for whom I care so little that
-I would rather sink everything I have in the world in the Atlantic
-Ocean than let them inherit a dollar of it.
-
-“There are also reasons which forbid me to ask you to be my wife—at
-least until I shall have laid those reasons before you.”
-
-Evelyn was pale and trembling. Kilgariff saw that it was difficult for
-her to stand, so, taking her hand, he said:—
-
-“Let us sit; I have a long story to tell.” Whether purposely or not, he
-continued to hold her hand after they were seated. Whether consciously
-or not, she permitted him to do so, without protest. He went on:—
-
-“There was only one other way to accomplish my purpose. It was and
-still is my wish that everything I have in the world shall be yours
-when I die. You are the woman I love, and though I have no right to
-say so to you now, my love for you is the one supreme passion of my
-life—the first, the last, the only one. Pardon me for saying that, and
-please forget it, at least for the present. I have relatives, but they
-are worse than dead to me, as you shall hear presently. I would rather
-destroy everything I have by fire or flood than allow one cent of it to
-pass into their unworthy hands. Enough of that. Let me go on.
-
-“There was only one way in which I could carry out my purpose, and that
-was the one I adopted. I could not consult you about it or ask your
-permission, for that would have been indeed to affront you in precisely
-the way in which you now tell me I have affronted you. It would have
-been to ask you to accept a money gift at my hands while I yet lived.
-I intended, instead, to give you all I possess, only after my death
-and in effect by my will or its equivalent. I did not intend you to be
-embarrassed by any knowledge of my act, until a bullet or shell should
-have laid me low. Now I want you to speak, please. I want you to say
-that you understand, and that you forgive me.”
-
-“I understand,” she said; “there is nothing to forgive; but now that I
-know your purpose, I cannot permit it. You must cancel those papers.”
-
-“Does it make no difference that I have told you I love you, and that I
-should entreat you to be my wife if I were free to do so?”
-
-“I do not see,” she replied, “that that makes a difference.”
-
-“Do not decide the matter now, wait!” he half entreated, half
-commanded. “Let me finish what I have to say. Let me tell you why I
-must do this thing. Wait!”
-
-He paused for a moment, as if collecting his thoughts. Then he told
-her his life-story, omitting nothing, concealing nothing, palliating
-nothing. That done, he went on:—
-
-“You understand now why I was driven to the course I have adopted
-with you. You understand that as an honourable man I could not ask
-you for love, leaving you in ignorance of the fact that I am under a
-conviction of felony. My sentence is at an end, of course, and I cannot
-be rearrested, inasmuch as I am officially adjudged to be dead. But
-that makes no difference in my duty. I could not honourably reveal my
-love to you until you should know the facts. I do not now ask you to
-accept my wrecked life and to forget the facts that have wrecked it.
-I have no right to ask so great a sacrifice at your hands. I ask only
-that you shall permit me to regard you as the woman I love, the woman
-I should have sought to make my wife if I had been worthy. I ask your
-permission so to arrange my affairs, or so to leave them as already
-arranged, that at my death all that I have will pass into your hands.
-You can never know or dream or imagine how I love you, Evelyn. Surely
-it is only a little thing that I ask of you.”
-
-As he delivered this passionate utterance, Kilgariff threw his arm
-around the girl’s waist, and for a moment held her closely. She let her
-head rest upon his shoulder, and did not resist or resent his impulse
-when he kissed her reverently upon the forehead.
-
-But an instant later, she suddenly realised the situation, and quickly
-sprang to her feet, he rising with her and facing her with strained
-nerves and eyes fixed upon her own, sternly but caressingly.
-
-Evelyn Byrd was not given to tears, and for that reason the drops that
-now trickled down her cheeks had far more meaning to Kilgariff than a
-woman’s tears sometimes have for a man.
-
-For a time, she looked him full in the face, not attempting to conceal
-her tears even by brushing them away. She simply let them flow, as an
-honest expression of her emotion.
-
-Finally she so far composed herself as to speak.
-
-“Owen Kilgariff,” she said—it was the first time she had ever so
-addressed him—“Owen Kilgariff, you have dealt honestly with me; I want
-to deal honestly with you. If I were worthy of your love, I should
-rejoice in it. As it is, this is the greatest calamity of my life. You
-do not know—but you shall. There are reasons that forbid me to accept
-the love you have offered—peremptory reasons. You shall know them
-quickly.”
-
-With that she glided out of the room, and Owen Kilgariff was left
-alone.
-
-
-
-
-XXXI
-
-THE LAST FLIGHT OF EVELYN
-
-
-EVELYN went for a few minutes to her room. There she bathed her eyes;
-for like all women, she was ashamed of the tears that did her honour by
-attesting the tender intensity of her womanhood.
-
-That done, she went to the laboratory, where she found Dorothy at work.
-To her she said:—
-
-“Please let me have my book. I want Mr. Kilgariff to read it.”
-
-Dorothy asked no explanation. She needed none. She went at once and
-fetched the manuscript. Evelyn took it and returned to the parlour,
-where she placed it in Kilgariff’s hands.
-
-“Please read that, carefully,” she said. “Then you will understand.”
-
-“If you mean,” he replied, “that anything this manuscript may reveal
-concerning your past life can lessen my love for you, you are utterly
-wrong, and the reading is unnecessary. If you wish only that I shall
-know you better, and more perfectly understand the influences that
-have made you the woman you are, I shall be glad to read every line and
-word that you have written.”
-
-“Please read it.” That was all she said, and she instantly left the
-room.
-
-Five minutes later she told Dorothy she wanted the carriage.
-
-“I want to go to Warlock,” she said, “on a little visit to Mrs. Pegram.
-Oh, Dorothy! you understand.”
-
-“Yes, dear,” answered Dorothy, “I understand. It is rather late to
-start to Warlock. It is a thirty-mile drive. But I’ll give you Dick for
-your coachman, and there is a moon. Dick is quite a military man now,
-and he knows what a forced march means. He’ll get you to Warlock in
-time for a late supper.”
-
-Dick drove like a son of Jehu. After the manner of the family negro in
-Virginia, he shrewdly conjectured what was in the wind; and when he put
-up his horses at Warlock before even the regular supper was served, he
-said to the stableman:—
-
-“I reckon mebbe Mas’ Owen Kilgariff’ll want stablin’ here for a good
-horse to-morrow, an’ purty soon in de mawnin’ at dat.”
-
-
-
-
-XXXII
-
-THE END OF IT ALL
-
-
-DICK was right. Kilgariff read nearly all night, and finished Evelyn’s
-book in the small hours of the morning. Then he slept more calmly than
-he had done at any time during recent weeks.
-
-At six o’clock he went to the kitchen and negotiated with Aunt Kizzey,
-the cook, for an immediate cup of coffee. Then he mounted the war-horse
-that had brought him to Wyanoke—sleek and strong, now, and full of
-gallop—and set off for Warlock plantation.
-
-When he got there, the nine o’clock breakfast was just ready, but he
-had luckily met Evelyn in a strip of woodland, where she was walking in
-spite of the snow that lay ankle-deep upon the ground. Dismounting, he
-said to her:—
-
-“I have read your book from beginning to end, Evelyn. I have come now
-for your answer to my question.”
-
-“What question?” she asked, less frankly than was her custom.
-
-“Will you be my wife?”
-
-“Yes—gladly,” she said, “if my story makes no difference.”
-
-“It makes a great difference,” he responded. “It tells me, as nothing
-else could, what a woman you are. It intensifies my love, and my
-resolution to make all the rest of your life an atonement to you for
-the suffering you have endured.”
-
-The next day Evelyn cut short her visit to Warlock and returned to
-Wyanoke. At the same time Kilgariff went back to Petersburg to bear his
-part in the closing scenes of the greatest war of all time.
-
-Grant was already in possession of the Weldon Railroad. With his
-limitless numbers, he had been able to stretch his line southward
-and westward until his advance threatened the cutting off of the two
-other railroads that constituted Richmond’s only remaining lines
-of communication southward. Lee’s small force, without hope of
-reinforcement, had been stretched out into a line so long and so thin
-that at many points the men holding the works stood fully a dozen yards
-apart.
-
-Still, they held on with a grim determination that no circumstance
-could conquer.
-
-They perfectly knew that the end was approaching. They perfectly knew
-that that end could mean nothing to them but disaster. Nevertheless,
-they stood to their guns and stubbornly resisted every force hurled
-against them. With heroic cheerfulness, they fought on, never asking
-themselves to what purpose. Throughout the winter they suffered
-starvation and cold; for food was scarce, and of clothing there was
-none.
-
-Surely the spectacle was one in contemplation of which the angels might
-have paused in admiration. Surely the heroism of those devoted men was
-an exhibition of all that is best in the American character, a display
-of courage which should be for ever cherished in the memory of all
-American men.
-
-When the spring came, and the roads hardened, Grant delivered the final
-blow. Sherman had cut the Confederacy in two by his march to the sea,
-and was now, in overwhelming force, pushing his way northward again,
-with intent to unite his army with Grant’s for Lee’s destruction.
-
-Then Grant concentrated a great army on his left and struck a crushing
-blow. Lee withdrew from Richmond and Petersburg, and made a desperate
-endeavour to retreat to some new line of defence farther south.
-
-The effort was foredoomed to failure. It ended in the surrender at
-Appomattox of a little fragment of that heroic Army of Northern
-Virginia which had for so long stood its ground against overwhelming
-odds, and so manfully endured hunger and cold and every other form of
-suffering that may befall the soldier.
-
-It was during that last retreat that Kilgariff and Evelyn met for the
-first time since they had plighted troth, and for the last time as mere
-man and woman, not husband and wife.
-
-Kilgariff, a brigadier-general now, had been ordered to take command
-of the guns defending the rear. By night and by day he was always in
-action. But when the line of march passed near to Wyanoke, he sent a
-messenger to Evelyn, bearing a note scrawled upon a scrap of paper
-which he held against his saddle-tree, in lieu of a desk. In the note
-he wrote simply:—
-
- Come to me, wherever I am to be found. I want you to be my wife before
- I die. You have courage. Come to me—we’ll be married in battle, and
- the guns shall play the wedding march.
-
-Evelyn responded to the summons, and these two were made one upon the
-battlefield, with bullets flying about their heads and rifle shells
-applauding.
-
-The ceremony ended, Evelyn rode away to Wyanoke to await the end. A
-week later Owen Kilgariff joined her there.
-
-“We are beginning life anew,” he said, “and together.”
-
-“Yes,” she answered, “and at last I have nothing to fear.”
-
-
- THE END
-
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-<div class="transnote p4">
-<p class="pc large">TRANSCRIBER’S NOTE:</p>
-<p class="ptn">&mdash;Obvious print and punctuation errors were corrected.</p>
-</div>
-
-<hr class="chap" />
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-</div>
-
-<div class="chapter">
-
-<div class="figcenter">
- <img src="images/cover.jpg" width="350" height="519" alt="" />
-</div>
-
-<hr class="chap" />
-
-</div>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_1" id="Page_1">[1]</a></span></p>
-
-<div class="chapter">
-
-<div class="figcenter">
- <img src="images/fr.jpg" width="400" height="597" id="fr"
- alt=""
- title="" />
-<p class="pill reduct"><i>See page <a href="#Page_317">317</a>.</i></p>
- <div class="caption">
-<p class="dci"><i>“I ALREADY KNOW WHAT IS IN THE PAPERS.”</i></p>
-</div></div>
-
-<hr class="chap" />
-
-</div>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_2" id="Page_2">[2]</a></span></p>
-
-<div class="chapter">
-
-<h1 class="p4">EVELYN BYRD</h1>
-
-<div class="figcenter">
- <img src="images/d1.jpg" width="500" height="74"
- alt=""
- title="" />
-</div>
-
-<p class="pc large">By GEORGE CARY EGGLESTON</p>
-<p class="pc1">AUTHOR OF “A CAROLINA CAVALIER,” “DOROTHY<br />
-SOUTH,” “THE MASTER OF WARLOCK,”<br />
-“RUNNING THE RIVER,” ETC., ETC.</p>
-
-<p class="pc4 lmid">ILLUSTRATED BY<br />
-CHARLES COPELAND</p>
-
-<div class="figcenter">
- <img src="images/d1.jpg" width="500" height="74"
- alt=""
- title="" />
-</div>
-
-<p class="pc">NEW YORK<br />
-<span class="lmid">GROSSET &amp; DUNLAP</span><br />
-PUBLISHERS</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_3" id="Page_3">[3]</a></span></p>
-
-<div class="figcenter">
- <img src="images/d2.jpg" width="250" height="58"
- alt=""
- title="" />
-</div>
-
-<p class="pc">COPYRIGHT, 1904,<br />
-BY<br />
-GEORGE CARY EGGLESTON.</p>
-
-<div class="figcenter">
- <img src="images/d2.jpg" width="250" height="58"
- alt=""
- title="" />
-</div>
-
-<p class="pc">Published May, 1904.</p>
-
-<p class="pc4"><span class="large font1">Norwood Press</span><br />
-J. S. Cushing &amp; Co. &mdash; Berwick &amp; Smith Co.<br />
-Norwood, Mass., U.S.A.</p>
-
-<hr class="chap" />
-
-</div>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_4" id="Page_4">[4]</a></span></p>
-
-<div class="chapter">
-
-<h2 class="p4"><i><span class="smcap">Preface</span></i></h2>
-
-<p class="drop-cap00"><i>THIS book is the third and last of a
-trilogy of romances. In that trilogy
-I have endeavoured to show forth the
-character of the Virginians&mdash;men and women.</i></p>
-
-<p><i>In “Dorothy South” I tried to show what
-the Virginians were while the old life lasted&mdash;“before
-the war.”</i></p>
-
-<p><i>In “The Master of Warlock” I endeavoured
-faithfully to depict the same people as they were
-during the first half of the Civil War, when
-their valour seemed to promise everything of
-results that they desired. In “Evelyn Byrd” I
-have sought to show the heroism of endurance
-that marked the conduct of those people during
-the last half of the war, when disaster stared
-them in the face and they unfalteringly confronted
-it.</i></p>
-
-<p class="pr2"><i>GEORGE CARY EGGLESTON.</i></p>
-
-<hr class="chap" />
-
-</div>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_5" id="Page_5">[5]</a></span></p>
-
-<div class="chapter">
-
-<h2 class="p4"><span class="smcap">Contents</span></h2>
-
-<table id="toc" summary="cont">
-
- <tr>
- <td colspan="2" class="tdl1"><span class="small">CHAPTER</span></td>
- <td class="tdr2"><span class="small">PAGE</span></td>
- </tr>
-
- <tr>
- <td class="tdr1">I.</td>
- <td class="tdl1"><span class="smcap">A Stricken Corsage</span></td>
- <td class="tdr2"><a href="#Page_9">9</a></td>
- </tr>
-
- <tr>
- <td class="tdr1">II.</td>
- <td class="tdl1"><span class="smcap">Owen Kilgariff</span></td>
- <td class="tdr2"><a href="#Page_29">29</a></td>
- </tr>
-
- <tr>
- <td class="tdr1">III.</td>
- <td class="tdl1"><span class="smcap">Evelyn Byrd</span></td>
- <td class="tdr2"><a href="#Page_50">50</a></td>
- </tr>
-
- <tr>
- <td class="tdr1">IV.</td>
- <td class="tdl1"><span class="smcap">The Letting Down of the Bars</span></td>
- <td class="tdr2"><a href="#Page_59">59</a></td>
- </tr>
-
- <tr>
- <td class="tdr1">V.</td>
- <td class="tdl1"><span class="smcap">Dorothy’s Opinions</span></td>
- <td class="tdr2"><a href="#Page_70">70</a></td>
- </tr>
-
- <tr>
- <td class="tdr1">VI.</td>
- <td class="tdl1">“<span class="smcap">When Greek meets Greek</span>”</td>
- <td class="tdr2"><a href="#Page_79">79</a></td>
- </tr>
-
- <tr>
- <td class="tdr1">VII.</td>
- <td class="tdl1"><span class="smcap">With Evelyn at Wyanoke</span></td>
- <td class="tdr2"><a href="#Page_102">102</a></td>
- </tr>
-
- <tr>
- <td class="tdr1">VIII.</td>
- <td class="tdl1"><span class="smcap">Some Revelations of Evelyn</span></td>
- <td class="tdr2"><a href="#Page_118">118</a></td>
- </tr>
-
- <tr>
- <td class="tdr1">IX.</td>
- <td class="tdl1"><span class="smcap">The Great War Game</span></td>
- <td class="tdr2"><a href="#Page_144">144</a></td>
- </tr>
-
- <tr>
- <td class="tdr1">X.</td>
- <td class="tdl1"><span class="smcap">The Law of Love</span></td>
- <td class="tdr2"><a href="#Page_152">152</a></td>
- </tr>
-
- <tr>
- <td class="tdr1">XI.</td>
- <td class="tdl1"><span class="smcap">Orders and “No Nonsense”</span></td>
- <td class="tdr2"><a href="#Page_167">167</a></td>
- </tr>
-
- <tr>
- <td class="tdr1">XII.</td>
- <td class="tdl1"><span class="smcap">Safe-conduct of Two Kinds</span></td>
- <td class="tdr2"><a href="#Page_178">178</a></td>
- </tr>
-
- <tr>
- <td class="tdr1">XIII.</td>
- <td class="tdl1"><span class="smcap">Kilgariff hears News</span></td>
- <td class="tdr2"><a href="#Page_185">185</a></td>
- </tr>
-
- <tr>
- <td class="tdr1">XIV.</td>
- <td class="tdl1"><span class="smcap">In the Watches of the Night</span></td>
- <td class="tdr2"><a href="#Page_210">210</a></td>
- </tr>
-
- <tr>
- <td class="tdr1">XV.</td>
- <td class="tdl1"><span class="smcap">In the Trenches</span></td>
- <td class="tdr2"><a href="#Page_216">216</a></td>
- </tr>
-
- <tr>
- <td class="tdr1">XVI.</td>
- <td class="tdl1"><span class="smcap">The Starving Time</span></td>
- <td class="tdr2"><a href="#Page_224">224</a></td>
- </tr>
-
- <tr>
- <td class="tdr1">XVII.</td>
- <td class="tdl1"><span class="smcap">A Gun-pit Conference</span></td>
- <td class="tdr2"><a href="#Page_242">242</a></td>
- </tr>
-
- <tr>
- <td class="tdr1">XVIII.</td>
- <td class="tdl1"><span class="smcap">Evelyn’s Revelation</span></td>
- <td class="tdr2"><a href="#Page_269">269</a></td>
- </tr>
-
- <tr>
- <td class="tdr1">XIX.</td>
- <td class="tdl1"><span class="smcap">Dorothy’s Decision</span></td>
- <td class="tdr2"><a href="#Page_277">277</a></td>
- </tr>
-
- <tr>
- <td class="tdr1">XX.</td>
- <td class="tdl1"><span class="smcap">A Man, a Maid, and a Horse</span></td>
- <td class="tdr2"><a href="#Page_283">283</a></td>
- </tr>
-
- <tr>
- <td class="tdr1">XXI.<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_6" id="Page_6">[6]</a></span></td>
- <td class="tdl1"><span class="smcap">Evelyn lifts a Corner of the Curtain</span></td>
- <td class="tdr2"><a href="#Page_294">294</a></td>
- </tr>
-
- <tr>
- <td class="tdr1">XXII.</td>
- <td class="tdl1"><span class="smcap">Alone in the Porch</span></td>
- <td class="tdr2"><a href="#Page_302">302</a></td>
- </tr>
-
- <tr>
- <td class="tdr1">XXIII.</td>
- <td class="tdl1"><span class="smcap">A Lesson from Dorothy</span></td>
- <td class="tdr2"><a href="#Page_318">318</a></td>
- </tr>
-
- <tr>
- <td class="tdr1">XXIV.</td>
- <td class="tdl1"><span class="smcap">Evelyn’s Book</span></td>
- <td class="tdr2"><a href="#Page_327">327</a></td>
- </tr>
-
- <tr>
- <td class="tdr1">XXV.</td>
- <td class="tdl1"><span class="smcap">More of Evelyn’s Book</span></td>
- <td class="tdr2"><a href="#Page_345">345</a></td>
- </tr>
-
- <tr>
- <td class="tdr1">XXVI.</td>
- <td class="tdl1"><span class="smcap">Evelyn’s Book, Continued</span></td>
- <td class="tdr2"><a href="#Page_370">370</a></td>
- </tr>
-
- <tr>
- <td class="tdr1">XXVII.</td>
- <td class="tdl1"><span class="smcap">Kilgariff’s Perplexity</span></td>
- <td class="tdr2"><a href="#Page_386">386</a></td>
- </tr>
-
- <tr>
- <td class="tdr1">XXVIII.</td>
- <td class="tdl1"><span class="smcap">Evelyn’s Book, Concluded</span></td>
- <td class="tdr2"><a href="#Page_390">390</a></td>
- </tr>
-
- <tr>
- <td class="tdr1">XXIX.</td>
- <td class="tdl1"><span class="smcap">Evelyn’s Vigil</span></td>
- <td class="tdr2"><a href="#Page_418">418</a></td>
- </tr>
-
- <tr>
- <td class="tdr1">XXX.</td>
- <td class="tdl1"><span class="smcap">Before a Hickory Fire</span></td>
- <td class="tdr2"><a href="#Page_424">424</a></td>
- </tr>
-
- <tr>
- <td class="tdr1">XXXI.</td>
- <td class="tdl1"><span class="smcap">The Last Flight of Evelyn</span></td>
- <td class="tdr2"><a href="#Page_432">432</a></td>
- </tr>
-
- <tr>
- <td class="tdr1">XXXII.</td>
- <td class="tdl1"><span class="smcap">The End of it All</span></td>
- <td class="tdr2"><a href="#Page_434">434</a></td>
- </tr>
-
-</table>
-
-<hr class="chap" />
-
-</div>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_7" id="Page_7">[7]</a></span></p>
-
-<h2 class="p4"><span class="smcap">Illustrations</span></h2>
-
-<div class="chapter">
-
-<table id="toi" summary="ill1">
-
- <tr>
- <td class="tdl3">“I already know what is in the papers”</td>
- <td class="tdr2 reduct"><a href="#fr"><i>Frontispiece</i></a></td>
- </tr>
-
- <tr>
- <td> </td>
- <td class="tdr2"><span class="small">PAGE</span></td>
- </tr>
-
- <tr>
- <td class="tdl3">“Who are you?”</td>
- <td class="tdr2"><a href="#i89">89</a></td>
- </tr>
-
- <tr>
- <td class="tdl3">“I may stroke his fur as much as I please”</td>
- <td class="tdr2"><a href="#i166">166</a></td>
- </tr>
-
- <tr>
- <td class="tdl3">Taking the papers from Campbell’s hand,
-passed out of the house without a word of
-farewell</td>
- <td class="tdr2"><a href="#i208">208</a></td>
- </tr>
-
-</table>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_8" id="Page_8">[8]</a></span></p>
-
-<hr class="chap" />
-
-</div>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_9" id="Page_9">[9]</a></span></p>
-
-<div class="chapter">
-
-<p class="pc2 giant"><span class="smcap">Evelyn Byrd</span></p>
-
-<div class="figcenter">
- <img src="images/d3.jpg" width="400" height="67"
- alt=""
- title="" />
-</div>
-
-<h2 class="ch">I</h2>
-
-<p class="pch">A STRICKEN CORSAGE</p>
-
-<p class="drop-cap08">A BATTERY of six twelve-pounder Napoleon
-guns lay in a little skirt of
-woodland on the south bank of the
-Rapidan. It was raining, not violently, but with
-a soaking persistence that might well have made
-the artillery-men tired of life and ready to welcome
-whatever end that day’s skirmishing might
-bring to the weariness of living. But these men
-were veteran soldiers, inured to hardship as well
-as to danger. A saturating rain meant next to
-nothing to them. A day’s discomfort, more or
-less, counted not at all in the monotonously
-uncomfortable routine of their lives.</p>
-
-<p>They had been sent into the woodland an
-hour or two ago, and had done a little desultory
-firing now and then, merely by way of disturbing<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_10" id="Page_10">[10]</a></span>
-the movements of small bodies of the enemy
-who were being shifted about on the other side
-of the river.</p>
-
-<p>Just now the guns were silent, no enemy
-being in sight, and Captain Marshall Pollard
-being disposed to save his ammunition against
-the time, now obviously near at hand, when the
-new commander of the Federal forces, General
-Grant, should push the Army of the Potomac
-across the river to make a final trial of strength
-and sagacity with that small but wonderfully
-fighting Army of Northern Virginia directed by
-the master mind of Robert E. Lee.</p>
-
-<p>But, while no enemy was within sight, there
-was a hornets’ nest of Federal sharp-shooters
-concealed in a barn not far beyond the river,
-and from their secure cover they were very
-seriously annoying the Confederate lines. The
-barn lay a little to the left of the battery front,
-but near enough for the sharp-shooters’ bullets
-to cut twigs from the tree under which Captain
-Marshall Pollard sat on horseback with Owen
-Kilgariff by his side. Still, the fire of the
-sharp-shooters was not mainly directed upon
-the woodland-screened battery, but upon the
-troops in the open field on Pollard’s left.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_11" id="Page_11">[11]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>Presently Captain Pollard, with the peculiar
-deliberation which characterised all his actions,
-lowered his field-glass from his eyes, and, withdrawing
-a handkerchief from a rain-proof breast
-pocket, began polishing the mist-obscured lenses.
-As he did so, he said to Kilgariff:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“Order one of the guns to burn that barn.”</p>
-
-<p>As he spoke, both his own horse and Kilgariff’s
-sank to the ground; the one struggling
-in the agony of a mortal wound, the other
-instantly dead.</p>
-
-<p>“And tell the quartermaster-sergeant to send
-us two more horses&mdash;good ones,” Captain Pollard
-added, with no more of change in his tone
-than if the killing of the horses at that precise
-moment had been a previously ordered part of
-the programme.</p>
-
-<p>A gun was quickly moved up to a little open
-space. It fired two shots. The flames burst
-from the barn, and instantly a horde of sharp-shooters
-abandoned the place and went scurrying
-across an open field in search of cover. As
-they fled, the gun that had destroyed their
-lurking-place, and another which Captain Pollard
-had instantly ordered up, shelled them
-mercilessly.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_12" id="Page_12">[12]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>It was then that Owen Kilgariff said:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“That barn was full of fodder. Its owner
-had saved a little something against a future
-need, and now all the results of his toil have
-gone up in smoke. That’s war!”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes,” answered Captain Pollard, “and the
-worst of it is that the man whose possessions
-we have destroyed is our friend, and not our
-enemy; again, as you say, ‘that’s war.’ War
-is destruction&mdash;whether the thing destroyed
-be that of friend or foe.”</p>
-
-<p>Just then a new and vicious fire of skilled
-sharp-shooters broke forth from the mansion-house
-of the plantation to which the burned
-barn had belonged. It was an old-time colonial
-edifice. Marshall Pollard had spent many
-delightful days and nights under its hospitable
-roof. He had learned to love its historic associations.
-He knew and loved every old portrait
-that hung on its oak-wainscotted walls. He
-knew and loved every stick of its old, colonial,
-plantation-made furniture; its very floors of
-white ash, that had been polished every morning
-for two hundred years; and its mahogany
-dining-table, around which distinguished guests
-had gathered through many generations. All<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_13" id="Page_13">[13]</a></span>
-these were dear to the peculiarly sympathetic
-soul of the scholar-soldier, Marshall Pollard, a
-man born for books, and set by adverse fate to
-command batteries instead; a man of creative
-genius, as his novels and poems, written after
-the war, abundantly proved, set for the time to
-do the brutal work of destruction. He remembered
-the library of that mansion, too, the slow
-accumulation of two hundred years. He had
-read there precious volumes that existed nowhere
-else in America, and that money could not duplicate,
-however lavishly it might be offered for
-books, of which no fellows were to be found
-except upon the sealed shelves of the British
-Museum, or in other great public collections
-from which no treasures are ever to be sold
-while the world shall endure.</p>
-
-<p>That house, with all its memories and all its
-treasures, must be destroyed. Marshall Pollard
-clearly understood the necessity, and he was
-altogether a soldier now, in spite of his strong
-inclinations to peace and civilisation, and all
-gentleness of spirit. Yet he found it difficult to
-order the work of destruction that it was his
-manifest duty to do. Presently, with bullets
-whistling about his ears, he turned to Owen<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_14" id="Page_14">[14]</a></span>
-Kilgariff, and, in a tone of petulance that was
-wholly foreign to his habit, asked:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“Why don’t you order the thing done? Why
-do you sit there on your horse waiting for me
-to give the order?”</p>
-
-<p>Kilgariff understood. He was a man accustomed
-to understand quickly; and now that
-Captain Pollard had made him his chief staff
-officer, sergeant-major of the battery, his orders,
-whatever they might be, carried with them all
-the authority of the captain’s own commands.</p>
-
-<p>Kilgariff instantly rode back to the battery
-and ordered up two sections&mdash;four guns. Advancing
-them well to the front, where the house
-to be shot at could be easily seen, he posted
-them with entire calm, in spite of the fact that
-a Federal battery of rifled guns stationed at a
-long distance was playing vigorously upon his
-position, and not without effect. The artillery-men
-in both armies had, by this late period of
-the war, become marksmen so expert that the
-only limit of the effectiveness of their fire was
-the limit of their range.</p>
-
-<p>Half a dozen of Marshall Pollard’s men bit
-the dust, and nearly a dozen of his horses were
-killed, while Owen Kilgariff was getting the<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_15" id="Page_15">[15]</a></span>
-four guns into position for the effective doing
-of the work to be done, although that process
-of placing the guns occupied less than a
-minute of time. Two wheels of cannon carriages
-were smashed by well-directed rifle
-shells, but these were quickly replaced by the
-extra wheels carried on the caissons; for every
-detail of artillery drill was an <i>a-b-c</i> to the veterans
-of this battery, and if the men had nerves,
-the fact was never permitted to manifest itself
-when there was work of war to be done.</p>
-
-<p>Within sixty seconds after Owen Kilgariff
-rode away to give the orders that Marshall
-Pollard hesitated to give, four Napoleon guns
-were firing four shells each, a minute, into a
-mansion that had been famous throughout all
-the history of Virginia, since the time when
-William Byrd had been Virginia’s foremost
-citizen and the Knights of the Golden Horseshoe
-had ridden out to possess themselves of
-the regions to the west.</p>
-
-<p>Half a minute accomplished the purpose.
-The mansion was in flames, the sharp-shooters
-who had made a fortress of it were scurrying
-to the cover of the underbrush a few hundred
-yards in rear, and Owen Kilgariff ordered the<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_16" id="Page_16">[16]</a></span>
-guns to “cease firing” and return to the cover
-of the woodlands whence they had been
-brought forward for this service. Six of
-Marshall Pollard’s men lay stark and stiff on
-the little meadow which the guns had occupied.
-These were hastily removed for decent burial.
-Nine others were wounded. They were carried
-away upon litters for surgical attention.</p>
-
-<p>These details in no way disturbed the battery
-camp. They were the commonplaces of war;
-so the men, unmindful of them, cooked such
-dinner as they could command, and ate it with a
-relish unimpaired by the events of the morning.</p>
-
-<p>But Captain Marshall Pollard and his companion,
-Sergeant-major Owen Kilgariff, were
-not minded for dinner. Seeing the flames burst
-forth from the upper stories of the old colonial
-mansion, Kilgariff said to his captain:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“I wonder if all those fellows got away?
-There may be a wounded man or two left in
-the house to roast to death. May I ride over
-there and see?”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes,” answered Pollard, “and I will ride
-with you. But first order two of the guns to
-shell the sharp-shooters in the thicket yonder.
-Otherwise we may not get back.”</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_17" id="Page_17">[17]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>In spite of the heavy fire that the two guns
-poured into the thicket beyond the house, the
-sharp-shooters stood their ground like the veterans
-that they were, and Pollard and Kilgariff
-were their targets as these two swam the
-swollen river and galloped across the last year’s
-corn lands on their way to the burning house.</p>
-
-<p>Arrived there, they hastily searched the
-upper rooms. Here and there they came upon
-a dead soldier, left by his companions to be incinerated
-in company with the portraits of old
-colonial notables and beautiful colonial dames
-that were falling from the walls as the ancient
-oaken wainscot shrivelled in the fire.</p>
-
-<p>But no living thing was found there, and the
-two Confederates, satisfied now that there was
-no life to be saved, hurried down the burning
-stairway and out into the air, where instantly
-they became targets again for the sharp-shooters,
-not three hundred yards away.</p>
-
-<p>As they were about to mount their horses,
-which had been screened behind a wall projection,
-Kilgariff suddenly bethought him of the
-cellar, and plunged down the stairway leading
-to it. He was promptly followed by his captain,
-though both of them realised the peculiar<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_18" id="Page_18">[18]</a></span>
-danger of the descent at a time when the whole
-structure seemed about to tumble into that pit
-as a mass of burning timber. But they realised
-also that the cellar was the place where they
-were most likely to find living men too badly
-wounded to make their escape, and so, in spite
-of the terrible hazard, they plunged into the
-depths, intent only upon their errand of mercy.</p>
-
-<p>A hasty glance around in the half-light
-seemed to reveal only the emptiness of the
-cavernous cellar. But just as the two companions
-were about to quit the place, in a
-hurried effort to save themselves, a great,
-blazing beam fell in, together with a massive
-area of flame-enveloped flooring, illuminating
-the place. As Kilgariff turned, he caught
-sight of a girl, crouching behind an angle of
-the wall. She was a tall, slender creature,
-and Kilgariff was mighty in his muscularity.
-There was not a fraction of a second to be
-lost if escape from that fire pit was in any
-wise to be accomplished. Without a moment’s
-pause, Kilgariff threw his arm around the girl
-and bore her up the cellar stairs, just as the
-whole burning mass of timbers sank suddenly
-into the space below.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_19" id="Page_19">[19]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>His captain followed him closely; and, emerging
-from the flames, scorched and smoke-stifled,
-the three stood still for a moment, under the
-deadly fire of the sharp-shooters. Then, with
-recovered breath, they turned an angle of the
-wall, mounted their horses, and sped away
-toward the river, under a rifle fire that seemed
-sufficient for the destruction of a regiment.
-The shells from their own side of the line,
-shrieking above the heads of the three fugitives,
-made their horses squat almost to the ground;
-but with a resolution born of long familiarity
-with danger, the two soldiers sped on, Kilgariff
-carrying the girl on the withers of his horse
-and trying to shield her from the fire of the
-sharp-shooters by so riding as to interpose his
-own body between her and the swiftly on-coming
-bullets.</p>
-
-<p>Finally the river was reached, and, plunging
-into it, the two horses bore their burdens safely
-across. Pollard might easily have been fifty
-yards in advance of his sergeant-major, seeing
-that he had the better horse, and that his companion’s
-animal was carrying double. But that
-was not Marshall Pollard’s way. Instead of
-riding as fast as he could toward the river and<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_20" id="Page_20">[20]</a></span>
-the comparative safety that lay beyond it, he
-rode with his horse’s head just overlapping the
-flanks of the animal which bore the girl and her
-rescuer. In this way he managed to make of
-himself and his horse a protecting barrier between
-the enemy and the girl whom Kilgariff
-was so gallantly trying to bear to safety.</p>
-
-<p>This was not a battle, or anything remotely
-resembling a battle. If it had been, these two
-men would not have left their posts in the
-battery. It was only an insignificant “operation
-of outposts,” which the commanders in the
-front of both armies that night reported as
-“some slight skirmishing along the outer lines.”
-On neither side was it thought worth while to
-add that fifty or sixty brave young fellows had
-been done to death in the “slight skirmishing.”
-The war was growing old in the spring of
-1864. Officers, hardened by experience of human
-butchery on a larger scale, no longer
-thought it necessary to report death losses that
-did not require three figures for their recording.</p>
-
-<p>When Pollard and Kilgariff reached the bit
-of woodland in which the battery had been
-posted for a special purpose, they found the
-guns already gone. The battery had been<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_21" id="Page_21">[21]</a></span>
-ordered during their absence to return to its
-more permanent camp two or three miles in
-the rear, and in Captain Pollard’s absence his
-senior lieutenant had taken command to execute
-the order. It is the way of war that “men
-may come and men may go,” but there is
-always some one next in command to take the
-place of one in authority who meets death or
-is absent for any other cause. An army organisation
-resembles Nature herself in its scrupulous
-care for the general result, and in its
-absolute indifference to the welfare or the fate
-of the individual.</p>
-
-<p>War is a merciless thing&mdash;inhuman, demoniacal,
-devilish. But incidentally it calls into
-activity many of the noblest qualities of human
-nature. It had done so in this instance. Having
-fired the house on the enemy’s side of the
-river, and having thus driven away a company
-of sharp-shooters who were grievously annoying
-the Confederate line, Captain Pollard’s duty
-was fully done. But, at the suggestion that
-some wounded enemy might have been left in
-the house to perish in the torture of the flames,
-he and his companion had deliberately crossed
-the river into the enemy’s country, and had<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_22" id="Page_22">[22]</a></span>
-ridden under a galling fire to the burning building,
-as earnestly and as daringly intent upon
-their mission of mercy as they had been a little
-while before upon their work of slaughter and
-destruction.</p>
-
-<p>“Man’s a strange animal,” sings the poet,
-and his song is an echo of truth.</p>
-
-<p>Pollard and Kilgariff rode on until the camp
-was reached. There Kilgariff pushed his horse
-at once to the tent of the surgeon, and delivered
-the girl into that officer’s keeping.</p>
-
-<p>“Quick!” he said. “I fear she is terribly
-wounded.”</p>
-
-<p>“No, no,” cried the girl; “I am not hurt.
-It is only that my corsage is&mdash;what you call
-stricken. Is it that that is the word? No?
-Then what shall I say? It is only that the
-bullet hurt what you call my stays. Truly it
-did not touch me.”</p>
-
-<p>Just then Captain Pollard observed that Kilgariff’s
-left hand was wrapped in a piece torn
-from the front of the girl’s gown, and that the
-rude bandage was saturated with blood. Contrary
-to all military rule, the sergeant-major had
-been holding his reins in his right hand, and
-carrying the girl in the support of his left arm.<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_23" id="Page_23">[23]</a></span>
-This awkwardness, as he was at pains to explain
-to the captain, had been brought about by the
-hurry of necessity.</p>
-
-<p>“I grabbed the girl,” he explained, “without
-a thought of anything but the danger to her.
-The house timbers were already falling, and
-there was no time to be lost. When I got to
-my horse, the fire of the sharp-shooters was too
-severe to be trifled with when I had a girl to
-protect, so I mounted from the right side of
-my horse instead of the left, and continued to
-ride with her on my left arm and my bridle-rein
-in my right hand. I make my apologies,
-Captain.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, confound your apologies!” ejaculated
-Captain Pollard. “What’s the matter with
-your left hand? Let the surgeon see it at
-once.”</p>
-
-<p>“It is nothing of consequence,” answered the
-young man, stripping off the rudely improvised
-bandage. “Only the ends of a finger or two
-carried away. I had thought until a moment
-ago that the bullet had penetrated the young
-lady’s body. You see, Captain, I was holding
-her in front of me and clasping her closely
-around the waist with my fingers extended, the<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_24" id="Page_24">[24]</a></span>
-better to hold her in her uncertain seat on the
-withers. So, when the bullet struck my fingers,
-I thought it had pierced her person. Thank
-God, she has come off safe! But by the time
-the surgeon is through with his work on my fingers,
-I shall have to use my right hand on the
-bridle for a considerable time to come, Captain.”</p>
-
-<p>“You will have to go to the hospital,” said
-the surgeon.</p>
-
-<p>“Indeed I shall do nothing of the kind.”</p>
-
-<p>“Why not, Kilgariff?” asked Pollard, who
-had become mightily interested in the strange
-and strangely reserved young man whom he had
-made his sergeant-major.</p>
-
-<p>“Why not? Why, because I’m not going to
-miss the greatest and probably the last campaign
-of the greatest war of all time.”</p>
-
-<p>As he spoke, the captain turned away toward
-his tent, leaving Kilgariff to endure the painful
-operations of the surgeon upon his wounded
-hand, without chloroform, for there was none of
-that anæsthetic left among the supplies of this
-meagrely furnished field-hospital after the work
-already done upon the wounded men of that
-morning. Kilgariff endured the amputations
-without a groan or so much as a flinching,<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_25" id="Page_25">[25]</a></span>
-whereat the surgeon marvelled the more, seeing
-that the patient was a man of exceptionally nervous
-constitution and temperament. When the
-bandages were all in place, the sergeant-major
-said simply:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“Please let me have a stiff drink of spirits,
-Doctor. I am a trifle inclined to faintness after
-the pain.” That was absolutely the only sign
-the man gave of the fact that he had been
-enduring torture for nearly a half-hour.</p>
-
-<p>Relighting his pipe, which he had smoked
-throughout the painful operation, Kilgariff bade
-the doctor good morning, and walked away to
-the tent which he and the captain together
-occupied.</p>
-
-<p>In the meantime Captain Pollard had been
-questioning the girl as to herself, and getting
-no satisfactory answers from her, not so much
-because of any unwillingness on her part to give
-an account of herself, as seemingly because she
-either did not understand the questions put to
-her, or did not know what the answers to them
-ought to be.</p>
-
-<p>“I’ll tell you what, Captain,” said Kilgariff,
-when Pollard had briefly suggested the situation
-to him, “Doctor Brent is at Orange Court<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_26" id="Page_26">[26]</a></span>
-House, I hear, reorganising the field-hospital
-service for the coming campaign, and his wife
-is with him. Why not send the girl to her?”</p>
-
-<p>“To Dorothy? Yes, I’ll send her to Dorothy.
-She will know what to do.”</p>
-
-<p>He hastily summoned an ambulance for the
-girl to ride in, and still more hastily scribbled a
-note to Dorothy Brent&mdash;to her who had been
-Dorothy South in the days of her maidenhood
-before the war. In it he said:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p class="pbq p1">I am sending you, under escort, a girl whom my
-sergeant-major most daringly rescued this morning
-from a house on the enemy’s side of the river, after
-we had shelled and set fire to the place. She seems
-too badly scared, or too something else, for me to find
-out anything about her. You, with your womanly
-tact, will perhaps be able to gain her confidence and
-find out what should be done. If she has friends at
-the North to whom she should be returned, I will
-arrange with General Stuart to send her back across
-the river under a flag of truce. If she hasn’t any
-friends, or if for any other reason she should be kept
-within our lines, you will know what to do with her.
-I am helpless in such a case, and I earnestly invoke
-the aid of the very wisest woman I ever knew.
-When you see the girl&mdash;poor, innocent child that<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_27" id="Page_27">[27]</a></span>
-she is&mdash;you, who were once yourself a child, and
-who, in growing older, have lost none of the sweetness
-and especially none of the moral courage of
-childhood, will be interested, I am very sure, in taking
-charge of her for her good.</p>
-
-<p class="p1">Having despatched this note, and the girl,
-under escort, Pollard turned to Kilgariff, and
-abruptly asked:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“Why did you call this coming campaign
-‘the greatest and probably the last campaign’
-of the war?”</p>
-
-<p>“Why, all that seems obvious. The Army of
-the Potomac has at last found a commander
-who knows how to handle it, and both sides are
-tired of the war. Grant is altogether a different
-man from McClellan, or Pope, or McDowell, or
-Burnside, or Meade. He knows his business.
-He knows that the chief remaining strength of
-the Confederacy lies in the fighting force of the
-Army of Northern Virginia. He will strike
-straight at that. He will hurl his whole force
-upon us in an effort to destroy this army.
-If he succeeds, the Confederacy can’t last even
-a fortnight after that. If he fails, if Lee hurls
-him back across the Rapidan, broken and
-beaten as all his predecessors have been, the<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_28" id="Page_28">[28]</a></span>
-North will never raise another army&mdash;if the
-feeling there is anything like what the Northern
-newspapers represent it to be. You see, I’ve
-been reading them all the while&mdash;but, pardon
-me, I meant only to answer your question.”</p>
-
-<p>“Don’t apologise,” answered Pollard. And
-he wondered who this man, his sergeant-major,
-was&mdash;whence he had come, and how, and why.
-For Captain Marshall Pollard knew absolutely
-nothing about the man whom he had made his
-confidential staff-sergeant, his tent mate, his
-bedfellow, and the executant of all his orders.
-Nevertheless, he trusted him implicitly. “I do
-not know his history,” he reflected, “but I know
-his quality as a man and a soldier.”</p>
-
-<hr class="chap" />
-
-</div>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_29" id="Page_29">[29]</a></span></p>
-
-<div class="chapter">
-
-<h2 class="ch">II</h2>
-
-<p class="pch">OWEN KILGARIFF</p>
-
-<p class="drop-cap04">THE relations between Pollard and Kilgariff
-were peculiar. In many ways
-they were inexplicable except upon the
-ground of instinctive sympathy between two
-men, each of whom recognised the other as a
-gentleman; both of whom were possessed of
-scholarly tastes combined with physical vigour
-and all that is possible of manliness; both of
-whom loved books and knew them intimately;
-and each of whom recognised in the other somewhat
-more than is common of intellectual force.</p>
-
-<p>The history of their acquaintance had been
-quite unusual. Marshall Pollard had risen from
-the ranks to be now the captain of a battery
-originally organised and commanded by Captain
-Skinner, a West Point graduate who had resigned
-from the United States army many years
-before the war, but not until after he had seen
-much service in Mexico and in Indian warfare.<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_30" id="Page_30">[30]</a></span>
-The battery had been composed at the outset
-of ruffians from the purlieus of Richmond, jailbirds,
-wharf-rats, beach-combers, men pardoned
-out of the penitentiary on condition of their enlistment,
-and the friends and associates of such
-men. It had been a fiercely fighting battery
-from the beginning. Slowly but surely many of
-the men who had originally constituted it had
-been killed in battle, and Virginia mountaineers
-had been enlisted to fill their places. In the
-meanwhile discipline of the rigidest military sort
-had wrought a wonderful change for the better
-in such of the men as survived from the original
-organisation. By the time that the battery returned
-to Virginia, after covering itself with
-glory at Gettysburg, it was no longer a company
-of ruffians and criminals, but it continued to
-maintain its reputation for desperate fighting
-and for cool, self-contained, and unfaltering
-courage. For those mountaineers of Virginia
-were desperately loyal to the fighting traditions
-of their race.</p>
-
-<p>During the winter of 1863-4 Captain Pollard’s
-battery was stationed at Lindsay’s Turnout, on
-the Virginia Central Railroad a few miles west
-of Gordonsville. Indescribable, almost inconceivable<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_31" id="Page_31">[31]</a></span>
-mud was the characteristic of that
-winter, and General Lee had taken advantage
-of it, and of the complete veto it placed upon
-even the smallest military operations, to retire
-the greater part of his army from the Rappahannock
-and the Rapidan to the railroads in the
-rear, where it was possible to feed the men and
-the horses, at least in some meagre fashion.</p>
-
-<p>It was during this stay in winter quarters that
-Owen Kilgariff had come to the battery.
-Whence he came, or how he got there, nobody
-knew and nobody could guess. There were only
-two trains a day on the railroad; one going east,
-and the other going west. It was the duty of
-strong guards from Pollard’s battery to man the
-station whenever a train arrived and inspect the
-passports of every passenger who descended from
-the cars to the platform or passed from the platform
-to the cars. Owen Kilgariff had not come
-by any of the trains. That much was absolutely
-certain, and nobody knew any other way by which
-he could have come. Yet one evening he appeared
-in Pollard’s battery at retreat roll-call and
-stood looking on and listening while the orders
-for the night were being read to the men.</p>
-
-<p>He was a singularly comely young man of<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_32" id="Page_32">[32]</a></span>
-thirty years, or a little less&mdash;tall, rather slender,
-though very muscular, symmetrical in an
-unusual degree, and carrying his large and
-well-shaped head with the ease and grace of a
-trained athlete.</p>
-
-<p>When the military function was ended and
-the men had broken ranks, Kilgariff approached
-Captain Pollard, and with a faultlessly correct
-military salute said:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“Captain, I crave your permission to pass
-the night with some of your men. In the
-morning I think I shall ask you to enlist me in
-your battery.”</p>
-
-<p>There was something in the man’s speech
-and manner which strongly appealed to Marshall
-Pollard’s sympathy and awakened his
-respect.</p>
-
-<p>“You shall be my own personal guest for the
-night,” he said; “I can offer you some bacon
-and corn bread for supper, and a bundle of dry
-broom-straw grass to sleep upon. As for enlistment,
-we’ll talk further about that in the
-morning.”</p>
-
-<p>The evening passed pleasantly. The stranger
-was obviously a gentleman to his finger tips.
-He conversed with rare intelligence and interest,<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_33" id="Page_33">[33]</a></span>
-upon every subject that happened to arise
-among the officers who were accustomed to
-gather in the captain’s hut every evening, making
-a sort of club of his headquarters. Incidentally
-some one made reference during the
-evening to some reported Japanese custom.
-Instantly but very modestly Kilgariff said:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“Pardon me, but that is one of many misapprehensions
-concerning the Japanese. They
-have no such custom. The notion arose originally
-out of a misunderstanding&mdash;a misinterpretation;
-it got into print, and has been
-popularly accepted ever since. Let me tell
-you, if you care to listen, what the facts really
-are.”</p>
-
-<p>Then he went on, by eager invitation, to talk
-long and interestingly about Japan and the
-Japanese&mdash;matters then very slightly known&mdash;speaking
-all the while with the modest confidence
-of one who knows his subject, but who
-is in no sense disposed to display the extent of
-his knowledge.</p>
-
-<p>Finally, inquiry brought out the modestly reluctant
-information that Kilgariff had been a
-member&mdash;though he avoided saying in what
-capacity&mdash;of Commodore Perry’s expedition<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_34" id="Page_34">[34]</a></span>
-which compelled the opening of the Japanese
-ports, and that instead of returning with the
-expedition, he had somehow quitted it and
-made his way into the interior of the hermit
-empire, where he had passed a year or two in
-minute exploration.</p>
-
-<p>All this was drawn out by questioning only,
-and in no case did Kilgariff go beyond the question
-asked, to volunteer information. Especially
-he avoided speaking of himself or of his achievements
-at any point in his conversation. He
-would say, “An American” did this, “An English-speaking
-man” saw that, “A foreigner had
-an experience,” and so forth. The first personal
-pronoun singular was almost completely absent
-from his conversation.</p>
-
-<p>One of the lieutenants was a Frenchman, and
-to him Kilgariff spoke in French whenever that
-officer seemed at a loss to understand a statement
-made in English. The surgeon was a
-German, and with him Kilgariff talked in German
-about scientific matters, and in such fashion
-that the doctor said to Pollard next morning:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“It is that this man an accomplished physician
-is, or I mightily mistaken am already.”</p>
-
-<p>In the morning Owen Kilgariff warmly<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_35" id="Page_35">[35]</a></span>
-thanked Captain Pollard for his entertainment,
-adding:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“As one gentleman with another, you have
-been free to offer, and I free to accept, your
-hospitality. Be very sure that I shall not presume
-upon this after I become a common soldier
-under your command, as I intend to do this
-morning if I have your permission.”</p>
-
-<p>Pollard protested that his battery was not a
-proper one for a man of Kilgariff’s culture and
-refinement to enlist in, explaining that such of
-the men as were not ex-criminals were illiterate
-mountaineers, wholly unfit for association on
-equal terms with him. For answer, Kilgariff
-said:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“I am told that you yourself enlisted here,
-Captain, when the conditions were even less
-alluring than now.”</p>
-
-<p>“Well, yes, certainly. But my case was
-peculiar.”</p>
-
-<p>“Perhaps mine is equally so,” answered the
-man. “At any rate, I very much want to
-enlist under your command, in a battery that,
-as I learn, usually manages to get into the
-thick of every fight and to stay there to the
-end.”</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_36" id="Page_36">[36]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>A question was on Pollard’s lips, which he
-greatly wanted to ask, but he dared not. With
-the instinctive shrinking of a gentleman from
-the impertinence of personal questioning, Pollard
-found it impossible to ask this man how it happened
-that he was not already a soldier somewhere.
-And yet the matter was one which very
-naturally prompted questioning. The Confederate
-conscription laws had long ago brought into
-the army every able-bodied man in the South.
-How happened it, then, that this man of twenty-eight
-or thirty years of age, perfect in physique,
-had managed to avoid service until this fourth
-year of the war? And how was it, that one so
-manifestly eager now for service of the most
-active kind had been willing to keep out of the
-army for so long a time?</p>
-
-<p>As if divining the thought which Captain
-Pollard could not bring himself to formulate,
-Kilgariff said:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“Some day, perhaps, I shall be able to tell
-you how and why it is that I am not already
-a soldier. At present I cannot. But I assure
-you, on my honour as a gentleman, that there
-is absolutely no obstacle in the way of your
-enlistment of me in your command. I earnestly<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_37" id="Page_37">[37]</a></span>
-ask you to accept me as one of your cannoniers.”</p>
-
-<p>Accordingly, the man was enrolled as a private
-in the battery, and from that hour he never
-once presumed upon the acquaintance he had
-been privileged to form with the officers. With
-a scrupulosity greater than was common even
-in that rigidly disciplined command, he observed
-the distinction between officers and
-enlisted men. His behaviour indeed was that
-of one bred under the strict surveillance of
-martinet professors in a military school. He
-did all his military duties of whatever kind with
-a like attention to every detail of good conduct;
-always obeying like a soldier, never like a servant.
-That distinction is broad and very important
-as an index of character.</p>
-
-<p>The officers liked him, and Pollard especially
-sought him out for purposes of conversation.
-The men liked him, too, though they felt instinctively
-that he was their superior. Perhaps
-their liking for him was in large part due to the
-fact that he never asserted or in any wise assumed
-his superiority&mdash;never recognised it, in
-fact, even by implication.</p>
-
-<p>He nearly always had a book somewhere<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_38" id="Page_38">[38]</a></span>
-about his person&mdash;a book borrowed in most
-cases, but bought when there was no opportunity
-to borrow, for the man seemed always to
-have money in plenty. Now and then he would
-go to a quartermaster or a paymaster with a gold
-piece and exchange it for a great roll of the
-nearly worthless Confederate notes. These he
-would spend for books or whatever else he
-wanted.</p>
-
-<p>On one occasion, when the men of the battery
-had been left for thirteen bitterly cold days and
-nights with no food except a meagre dole of
-corn meal, Kilgariff bought a farmer’s yoke of
-oxen that had become stalled in the muddy
-roadway near the camp. These were emphatically
-“lean kine,” and their flesh would make
-very tough beef, but the toughest beef imaginable
-was better than no meat at all, and so
-Kilgariff paid what looked like a king’s ransom
-for the half-starved and wholly “stalled” oxen,
-got two of the men who had had experience in
-such work to slaughter and dress them, and
-asked the commissary-sergeant to distribute the
-meat among the men.</p>
-
-<p>The next day he exchanged another gold
-piece for Confederate notes enough to paper<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_39" id="Page_39">[39]</a></span>
-a goodly sized wall, and the men rightly guessed
-that for some reason, known only to himself, this
-stranger among them carried a supply of gold
-coin in a belt buckled about his waist. But not
-one of them ever ventured to ask him concerning
-the matter. He was clearly not a man to
-be questioned with regard to his personal affairs.</p>
-
-<p>Thus it came about that Captain Pollard, who
-had made this man successively corporal, sergeant,
-and finally sergeant-major, solely on
-grounds of obvious fitness, actually knew nothing
-about him, except that he was an ideally
-good soldier and a man of education and
-culture.</p>
-
-<p>Now that he had become sergeant-major, his
-association with the captain was close and constant.
-The two occupied the same tent or hut&mdash;when
-they had a tent or hut&mdash;messed together,
-slept together, and rode side by side
-whithersoever the captain had occasion to go
-on duty. They read together, too, in their idle
-hours, and talked much with each other about
-books, men, and affairs. But never once did
-Captain Pollard ask a personal question of his
-executive sergeant and intimate personal associate.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_40" id="Page_40">[40]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>Nor did Kilgariff ever volunteer the smallest
-hint of information concerning himself, either
-to the captain or to anybody else. On the contrary,
-he seemed peculiarly to shrink even from
-the accidental or incidental revelation of anything
-pertaining to himself.</p>
-
-<p>One day, in winter quarters, a gunner was
-trying to open a shell which had failed to explode
-when fired from the enemy’s battery into
-the Confederate lines. The missile burst while
-the gunner was handling it, and tore off the
-poor fellow’s hand. The surgeon had ridden
-away somewhither&mdash;nobody knew whither&mdash;and
-it was at least a mile’s distance to the nearest
-camp where a surgeon might be found.
-Meanwhile, the man seemed doomed to bleed
-to death. The captain was hurriedly wondering
-what to do, when Kilgariff came quietly but
-quickly, pushed his way through the group of
-excited men, knotted a handkerchief, and deftly
-bound it around the wounded man’s arm.</p>
-
-<p>“Hold that firmly,” he said to a corporal
-standing by. “Watch the stump, and if the
-blood begins to flow again, twist the loop a
-trifle tighter, but not too tight, only enough to
-prevent a free hemorrhage&mdash;bleeding, I mean.”</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_41" id="Page_41">[41]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>Then, touching his cap brim, he asked the
-captain:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“May I go to the surgeon’s tent and bring
-some necessary appliances? I think I may save
-this poor fellow’s life, and there is no time to be
-lost.”</p>
-
-<p>The captain gave permission, of course, and
-a few minutes later Kilgariff returned with a
-score of things needed. Kneeling, he arranged
-them on the ground. Then he examined
-the wounded man’s pulse, and with a look
-of satisfaction saturated a handkerchief with
-chloroform from a bottle he had brought.
-He then turned again to Captain Pollard,
-saying:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“Will you kindly hold that over the man’s
-nose and mouth? And will you put your finger
-on his uninjured wrist, observing the pulse-beats
-carefully? Tell me, please, if any marked
-change occurs.”</p>
-
-<p>“Why, what are you going to do?” asked
-the captain.</p>
-
-<p>“With your permission, I am going to amputate
-this badly shattered wrist. There is no
-time to be lost.”</p>
-
-<p>With that, he set to work, pausing only to<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_42" id="Page_42">[42]</a></span>
-direct one of the corporals to keep the men
-back and prevent too close a crowding around
-the patient.</p>
-
-<p>With what seemed to Captain Pollard incredible
-quickness, Kilgariff amputated the arm
-above the wrist, took up the arteries, and
-neatly bandaged the wound. Then he bade
-some of the men bear the patient on a litter to
-his hut, and place him in his bunk. He remained
-by the poor fellow’s side until the
-effects of shock and chloroform had subsided.
-Then he returned to his quarters quite as if
-nothing out of the ordinary routine had happened.</p>
-
-<p>Captain Pollard had seen enough of field
-surgery during his three years of active military
-service to know that Kilgariff’s work in this
-case had been done with the skill of an expert,
-and his astonishment over this revelation of
-his sergeant-major’s accomplishment was great.
-Nevertheless, he shrank from questioning the
-man about the matter, or saying anything to
-him which might be construed as an implied
-question. All that he said was:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“I thank you, Kilgariff, and congratulate
-you! You have saved a good man’s life this<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_43" id="Page_43">[43]</a></span>
-day, and God does not give it to many men to
-do that.”</p>
-
-<p>“I hope the surgeon will find my work satisfactory,”
-responded the sergeant-major. “Is
-there any soup in the kettle, Tom?”&mdash;addressing
-the coloured cook. “Bring me a cup of it,
-please.”</p>
-
-<p>The man’s nerves had gone through a fearful
-strain, of course, as every surgeon’s do when he
-performs a capital operation, and the captain
-saw that Kilgariff was exhausted. He offered
-to send for a drink of whiskey, but Kilgariff
-declined it, saying that the hot soup was quite
-all he needed. The bugle blowing the retreat
-call a moment later, Kilgariff went, quite as if
-nothing had happened, to call the roll and
-deliver the orders for the night.</p>
-
-<p>A little later the surgeon returned and was
-told what had happened. After looking at the
-bandages, and without removing them, he muttered
-something in German and walked away
-to the captain’s quarters. He was surgeon to
-this battery only, for the reason that the company
-was for the time detached from its battalion,
-and must have a medical officer of its
-own.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_44" id="Page_44">[44]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>Entering the captain’s quarters, the bluff but
-emotional German doctor grasped Kilgariff’s
-hand, and broke forth:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“It is that you are a brother then as well as
-a frient already. Why then haf you not to me
-that you are a surgeon told it? Ach! I haf
-myself that you speak the German forgot. It
-is only in the German that I can what I wish to
-tell you say.”</p>
-
-<p>Then in German the excited doctor went on
-to lavish praise upon the younger man for his
-skill. Presently the captain, seeing how sorely
-Kilgariff was embarrassed by the encomiums,
-came to his relief by asking:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“Have you taken off the bandages, Doctor,
-and examined the wound?”</p>
-
-<p>“Shade of Esculapius, NO! What am I,
-that I should with such a bandaging tamper?
-One glance&mdash;one, what you call, look&mdash;quite
-enough tells me. This the work of a master is&mdash;it
-is not the work with which for me to interfere.
-The man who those bandages put on,
-that man knows what the best masters can
-teach. It is not under the bandages that I
-need to look to find out that. Ach, Herr Sergeant-major,
-I to you my homage offer. Five<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_45" id="Page_45">[45]</a></span>
-years I in the hospitals of Berlin am, and
-four years in Vienna. In the army of Austria
-I am surgeon for six years. Do I not
-know?”</p>
-
-<p>Then the doctor began to question Kilgariff
-in German, to the younger man’s sore embarrassment.
-But, fortunately for his reserve, Kilgariff
-had the German language sufficiently at
-his command to parry every question, and when
-tattoo sounded, the excited surgeon returned to
-his own quarters, still muttering his astonishment
-and admiration.</p>
-
-<p>In the morning Captain Pollard asked Kilgariff
-to ride with him, in order that they two
-might the better talk together. But even on
-horseback Pollard found it difficult to approach
-this man upon any subject that seemed in the
-least degree personal. It was not that there
-was anything repellent, anything combative,
-and still less anything pugnacious in Kilgariff’s
-manner; for there was never anything of the
-sort. It was only that the man was so full of
-a gentle dignity, so saturated with that reserve
-which a gentleman instinctively feels concerning
-his own affairs that no other gentleman
-wishes to intrude upon them.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_46" id="Page_46">[46]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>Still, Pollard had something to say to his sergeant-major
-on this occasion, and presently he
-said it:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“I did not know until yesterday,” he began,
-“that you were a surgeon, Kilgariff.”</p>
-
-<p>“Perhaps I should not call myself that,” interrupted
-the man, as if anxious to forestall the
-captain’s thought. “One who has knocked
-about the world as much as I have naturally
-picks up a good many bits of useful information&mdash;especially
-with regard to the emergency care
-of men who get themselves hurt.”</p>
-
-<p>“Now listen to me, Kilgariff,” said Pollard,
-with determination. “Don’t try to hoodwink
-me. I have never asked you a question about
-your personal affairs, and I don’t intend to do so
-now. You need not seek by indirection to mislead
-me. I shall not ask you whether you are a
-surgeon or not. There is no need. I have seen
-too much with my own eyes, and I have heard
-too much from our battery surgeon as to your
-skill, to believe for one moment that it is of
-the ‘jack-at-all-trades’ kind. But I ask you no
-questions. I respect your privacy, as I demand
-respect for my own. But I want to say to you
-that this army is badly in need of surgeons,<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_47" id="Page_47">[47]</a></span>
-especially surgeons whose skill is greater than
-that of the half-educated country doctors, many
-of whom we have been obliged to commission
-for want of better-equipped men. I learn this
-from my friend Doctor Arthur Brent, who tells
-me he is constantly embarrassed by his inability
-to find really capable and experienced surgeons
-to do the more difficult work of the general hospitals.
-He said to me only a week ago, when
-he came to the front to reorganise the medical
-service for this year’s campaign, that ‘many
-hundreds of gallant men will die this summer
-for lack of a sufficient number of highly skilled
-surgeons.’ He explained that while we have
-many men in the service whose skill is of the
-highest, we have not nearly enough of such to
-fill the places in which they are needed. Now
-I want you to let me send you to Doctor Brent
-with a letter of introduction. He will quickly
-procure a commission for you as a major-surgeon.
-It isn’t fit that such a man as you
-should waste himself in the position of a non-commissioned
-officer.”</p>
-
-<p>Not until he had finished the speech did Pollard
-turn his eyes upon his companion’s face.
-Then he saw it to be pale&mdash;almost cadaverous.<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_48" id="Page_48">[48]</a></span>
-Obviously the man was undergoing an agonising
-struggle with himself.</p>
-
-<p>“I beg your pardon, Kilgariff,” hastily spoke
-Captain Pollard, “if I have said anything to
-wound you; I could not know&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“It is not that,” responded the sergeant-major.
-But he added nothing to the declaration
-for a full minute afterward, during which
-time he was manifestly struggling to control
-himself. Finally recovering his calm, he said:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“It is very kind of you, Captain, and I thank
-you for it. But I cannot accept your offer of
-service. I must remain as I am. I ought to
-have remained a private, as I at first intended.
-It is very ungracious in me not to tell you the
-wherefore of this, but I cannot, and your already
-demonstrated respect for my privacy will
-surely forbid you to resent a reserve concerning
-myself which I am bound to maintain. If you
-do resent it, or if it displeases you in the least,
-I beg you to accept my resignation as your
-sergeant-major, and let me return to my place
-among the men as a private in the battery.”</p>
-
-<p>“No,” answered Pollard, decisively. “If the
-army cannot have the advantage of your service
-in any higher capacity, I certainly shall not let<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_49" id="Page_49">[49]</a></span>
-myself lose your intelligence and devotion as
-my staff-sergeant. Believe me, Kilgariff, I
-spoke only for your good and the good of the
-service.”</p>
-
-<p>“I quite understand, Captain, and I thank
-you. But with your permission we will let
-matters remain as they are.”</p>
-
-<p>All this occurred about a week before the
-events related in the first chapter of this story.</p>
-
-<hr class="chap" />
-
-</div>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_50" id="Page_50">[50]</a></span></p>
-
-<div class="chapter">
-
-<h2 class="ch">III</h2>
-
-<p class="pch">EVELYN BYRD</p>
-
-<p class="drop-cap04">WHEN the girl whom Kilgariff had
-rescued from the burning building
-was delivered into Dorothy Brent’s
-hands, that most gracious of gentlewomen received
-her quite as if her coming had been
-expected, and as if there had been nothing
-unusual in the circumstances that had led to
-her visit. Dorothy was too wise and too considerate
-to question the frightened girl about
-herself upon her first arrival. She saw that
-she was half scared and wholly bewildered by
-what had happened to her, added to which her
-awe of Dorothy herself, stately dame that the
-very young wife of Doctor Brent seemed in her
-unaccustomed eyes, was a circumstance to be
-reckoned with.</p>
-
-<p>“I must teach her to love me first,” thought
-Dorothy, with the old straightforwardness of
-mind. “Then she will trust me.”</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_51" id="Page_51">[51]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>So, after she had hastily read Pollard’s note
-and characterised it as “just like a man not to
-find out the girl’s name,” she took the poor,
-frightened, fawnlike creature in her arms, saying,
-with caresses that were genuine inspirations
-of her nature:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“Poor, dear girl! You have had a very hard
-day of it. Now the first thing for you to do is
-to rest. So come on up to my room. You shall
-have a refreshing little bath&mdash;I’ll give it to you
-myself with Mammy’s aid&mdash;and then you shall
-go regularly to bed.”</p>
-
-<p>“But,” queried the doubting girl, “is it permitted
-to&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, yes, I know you are faint with hunger,
-and you shall have your breakfast as soon as
-Dick can get it ready. Queer, isn’t it, to take
-breakfast at three o’clock in the afternoon?
-But you shall have it in bed, with nobody to
-bother you. Fortunately we have some coffee,
-and Dick is an expert in making coffee. I
-taught him myself. I don’t know, of course, how
-much or how little experience you have had
-with servants, but I have always found that
-when I want them to do things in my way, I
-must take all the trouble necessary to teach<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_52" id="Page_52">[52]</a></span>
-them what my way is. Get her shoes and
-stockings off quick, Mammy.”</p>
-
-<p>“I have had little to do with servants,” said
-the girl, simply, “and so I don’t know.”</p>
-
-<p>“Didn’t you ever have a dear old mammy?
-queried Dorothy, thus asking the first of the
-questions that must be asked in order to discover
-the girl’s identity.</p>
-
-<p>“No&mdash;yes. I don’t know. You see, they
-made me swear to tell nothing. I mustn’t tell
-after that, must I?”</p>
-
-<p>“No, you dear girl; no. You needn’t tell
-me anything. I was only wondering what girls
-do when they haven’t a good old mammy like
-mine to coddle them and regulate them and
-make them happy. Why, you can’t imagine
-what a bad girl I should have been if I hadn’t
-had Mammy here to scold me and keep me
-straight. Can she, Mammy?”</p>
-
-<p>“Humph!” ejaculated the old coloured nurse.
-“Much good my scoldin’ o’ you done do, Mis’
-Dorothy. Dere nebber was a chile so cantankerous
-as you is always been an’ is to dis day.
-I’d be ’shamed to tell dis heah young lady ’bout
-your ways an’ your manners. Howsomever,
-she kin jedge fer herse’f, seein’ as she fin’s you<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_53" id="Page_53">[53]</a></span>
-heah ’mong all de soldiers, when you oughter
-be at Wyanoke a-givin’ o’ dinin’-days, an’ a-entertainin’
-o’ yer frien’s. I’se had a hard time
-with you, Mis’ Dorothy, all my life. What fer
-you always a-botherin’ ’bout a lot o’ sick people
-an’ wounded men, jes’ as yo’ done do ’bout dem
-no-’count niggas down at Wyanoke when dey
-done gone an’ got deyselves sick? Ah, well,
-I spec dat’s what ole mammies is bawn fer&mdash;jes’
-to reg’late dere precious chiles when de’re
-bent on habin’ dere own way anyhow. Don’
-you go fer to listen to Mis’ Dorothy ’bout sich
-things, nohow, Mis’&mdash;what’s yer name, honey?”</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t think I can tell,” answered the girl,
-frightened again, apparently; “at least, not certainly.
-It is Evelyn Byrd, but there was something
-else added to it at last, and I don’t want
-to tell what the rest of it is.”</p>
-
-<p>“Then you are a Virginian?” said Dorothy,
-quickly, surprised into a question when she
-meant to ask none.</p>
-
-<p>“I think so,” said the girl; “I’m not quite
-sure.”</p>
-
-<p>She looked frightened again, and Dorothy
-pursued the inquiry no further, saying:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, we won’t bother about that. Evelyn<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_54" id="Page_54">[54]</a></span>
-Byrd is name enough for anybody to bear, and
-it is thoroughly Virginian. Here comes your
-breakfast”&mdash;as Dick knocked at the door with
-a tray which Mammy took from his hands and
-herself brought to the bed in which the girl had
-been placed after her bath. “We won’t bother
-about anything now. Just take your breakfast,
-and then try to sleep a little. You must be
-utterly worn out.”</p>
-
-<p>The girl looked at her wistfully, but said
-nothing. She ate sparingly, but apparently
-with the relish of one who is faint for want of
-food, the which led Dorothy to say:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“It was just like a man to send you on here
-without giving you something to eat.”</p>
-
-<p>“You are very good to me.” That was all
-the girl said in reply.</p>
-
-<p>When she had rested, Dorothy sitting sewing
-in the meanwhile, the girl turned to her hostess
-and asked:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“Might I put on my clothes again, now?”</p>
-
-<p>“Why, certainly. Now that you are rested,
-you are to do whatever you wish.”</p>
-
-<p>“Am I? I was never allowed to do anything
-I wished before this time&mdash;at least not
-often.”</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_55" id="Page_55">[55]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>The remark opened the way for questioning,
-but Dorothy was too discreet to avail herself of
-the opportunity. She said only:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“Well, so long as you stay with me, Evelyn,
-you are to do precisely as you please. I believe
-in liberty for every one. You heard what
-Mammy said about me. Dear old Mammy has
-been trying to govern me ever since I was born,
-and never succeeding, simply because she never
-really wanted to succeed. Don’t you think
-people are the better for being left free to do as
-they please in all innocent ways?”</p>
-
-<p>There was a fleeting expression as of pained
-memory on the girl’s face. She did not answer
-immediately, but sat gazing as any little child
-might, into Dorothy’s face. After a little, she
-said:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t quite know. You see, I know so
-very little. I think I would like best to do
-whatever you please for me to do. Yes. That
-is what I would like best.”</p>
-
-<p>“Would you like to go with me to my home,
-and live there with me till you find your
-friends?”</p>
-
-<p>“I would like that, yes. But I think I haven’t
-any friends&mdash;I don’t know.”</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_56" id="Page_56">[56]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>“Well,” said Dorothy, “sometime you shall
-tell me about that&mdash;some day when you have
-come to love me and feel like telling me about
-yourself.”</p>
-
-<p>“Thank you,” said the girl. “I think I love
-you already. But I mustn’t tell anything because
-of what they made me swear.”</p>
-
-<p>“We’ll leave all that till we get to Wyanoke,”
-said Dorothy. “Wyanoke, you should know,
-is Doctor Brent’s plantation. It is my home.
-You and I will go to Wyanoke within a day or
-two. Just as soon as my husband, Doctor
-Brent, can spare me.”</p>
-
-<p>The girl was manifestly losing something of
-her timidity under the influence of her new-found
-trust and confidence in Dorothy, and
-Dorothy was quick to discover the fact, but
-cautious not to presume upon it. The two
-talked till supper time, and the girl accompanied
-her hostess to that meal, where, for the first
-time, she met Arthur Brent. That adept in the
-art of observation so managed the conversation
-as to find out a good deal about Evelyn Byrd,
-without letting her know or suspect that he was
-even interested in her. He asked her no questions
-concerning herself or her past, but drew<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_57" id="Page_57">[57]</a></span>
-her into a shy participation in the general conversation.
-That night he said to Dorothy:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“That girl has brains and a character. Both
-have been dwarfed, or rather forbidden development,
-whether purposely or by accidental circumstances
-I cannot determine. You will find
-out when you get her to Wyanoke, and it really
-doesn’t matter. Under your influence she will
-grow as a plant does in the sunshine. I almost
-envy you your pupil.”</p>
-
-<p>“She will be yours, too, even more than
-mine.”</p>
-
-<p>“After a while, perhaps, but not for some
-time to come. I have much more to do here
-than I thought, and shall have to leave the
-laboratory work at Wyanoke to you for the
-present. You’d better set out to-morrow morning.
-The railroads are greatly overtaxed just
-now, as General Lee is using every car he can
-get for the transportation of troops and supplies&mdash;mainly
-troops, for heaven knows there are
-not many supplies to be carried. I have promised
-the surgeon-general that the laboratory at
-Wyanoke shall be worked to its full capacity in
-the preparation of medicines and appliances, so
-you are needed there at once. But under present<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_58" id="Page_58">[58]</a></span>
-conditions it is better that you travel across
-country in a carriage. I’ve arranged all that.
-You will have a small military escort as far as
-the James River. After that, you will have no
-need. How I do envy you the interest you are
-going to feel in this Evelyn Byrd!”</p>
-
-<hr class="chap" />
-
-</div>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_59" id="Page_59">[59]</a></span></p>
-
-<div class="chapter">
-
-<h2 class="ch">IV</h2>
-
-<p class="pch">THE LETTING DOWN OF THE BARS</p>
-
-<p class="drop-cap06">NOT many days after Pollard’s fruitless
-talk with Kilgariff, the sergeant-major
-asked leave, one morning, to
-visit Orange Court House. He said nothing of
-his purpose in going thither, and Pollard had
-no impulse to ask him, as he certainly would
-have been moved to ask any other enlisted man
-under his command, especially now that the
-hasty movements of troops in preparation for
-the coming campaign had brought the army
-into a condition resembling fermentation.</p>
-
-<p>When Kilgariff reached the village, he inquired
-for Doctor Brent’s quarters, and presently
-dismounted in front of the house temporarily
-occupied by that officer.</p>
-
-<p>As he entered the office, Arthur Brent raised
-his eyes, and instantly a look of amazed recognition
-came over his face. Rising and grasping<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_60" id="Page_60">[60]</a></span>
-his visitor’s hand&mdash;though that hand had not
-been extended&mdash;he exclaimed:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“Kilgariff! You here?”</p>
-
-<p>“Thank you,” answered the sergeant-major.
-“You have taken my hand&mdash;which I did not
-venture to offer. That means much.”</p>
-
-<p>“It means that I am Arthur Brent, and glad
-to greet Owen Kilgariff once more in the flesh.”</p>
-
-<p>“It means more than that,” answered Kilgariff.
-“It means that you generously believe
-in my innocence&mdash;jail-bird that I am.”</p>
-
-<p>“I have never believed you guilty,” answered
-the other.</p>
-
-<p>“But why not? The evidence was all against
-me.”</p>
-
-<p>“No, it was not. The <i>testimony</i> was. But
-between evidence and testimony there is a
-world of difference.”</p>
-
-<p>“Just how do you mean?”</p>
-
-<p>“Well, you and I know our chemistry. If a
-score of men should swear to us that they had
-seen a jet of oxygen put out fire, and a jet of
-carbonic acid gas rekindle it from a dying coal,
-we should instantly reject their testimony in
-favour of the evidence of our own knowledge.
-In the same way, I have always rejected the<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_61" id="Page_61">[61]</a></span>
-testimony that convicted you, because I have,
-in my knowledge of you, evidence of your innocence.
-You and I were students together both
-in this country and in Europe. We were friends,
-roommates, comrades, day and night. I learned
-to know your character perfectly, and I hold
-character to be as definite a fact as complexion
-is, or height, or anything else. I had the evidence
-of my own knowledge of you. The testimony
-contradicted it. Therefore I rejected the
-testimony and believed the evidence.”</p>
-
-<p>“Believe me,” answered Kilgariff, “I am
-grateful to you for that. I did not expect it. I
-ought to, but I did not. If I had reasoned as
-soundly as you do, I should have known how
-you would feel. But I am morbid perhaps.
-Circumstances have tended to make me so.”</p>
-
-<p>“Come with me to my bedroom upstairs,”
-said Arthur Brent. “There is much that we
-must talk about, and we are subject to interruption
-here.”</p>
-
-<p>Then, summoning his orderly, Arthur Brent
-gave his commands:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“I shall be engaged with Sergeant-major
-Kilgariff upstairs for some time to come, and
-I must not be interrupted on any account. Say<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_62" id="Page_62">[62]</a></span>
-so to all who may ask to see me, and peremptorily
-refuse to bring me any card or any name
-or any message. You understand.”</p>
-
-<p>Then, throwing his arm around his old comrade’s
-person, he led the way upstairs. When
-the two were seated, Arthur Brent said:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“Tell me now about yourself. How comes
-it that you are here, and wearing a Confederate
-uniform?”</p>
-
-<p>“Instead of prison stripes, eh? It is simple
-enough. By a desperate effort I escaped from
-Sing Sing, and after a vast deal of trouble and
-some hardship, I succeeded in making my way
-into the Confederate lines. Thinking to hide
-myself as completely as possible, I enlisted in
-a battery that has no gentlemen in its ranks,
-but has a habit of getting itself into the thick
-of every fight and staying there. You know
-the battery&mdash;Captain Pollard’s?”</p>
-
-<p>“Marshall Pollard’s? Yes. He is one of my
-very best friends. But tell me&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“Permit me to finish. I wanted to hide myself.
-I thought that as a cannonier in such a
-battery I should escape all possibility of observation.
-But that battery has very little material
-out of which to make non-commissioned<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_63" id="Page_63">[63]</a></span>
-officers. Very few of the men can read or
-write. So it naturally came about that I was
-put into place as a non-commissioned officer,
-and I am now sergeant-major, greatly to my
-regret. In that position I must be always with
-Captain Pollard. When I learned that he and
-you were intimates, and that your duty often
-called you to the front, I saw the necessity of
-coming to you to find out on what terms you
-and I might meet after&mdash;well, in consideration
-of the circumstances.”</p>
-
-<p>Arthur Brent waited for a time before answering.
-Then he stood erect, and said:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“Stand up, Owen, and let me look you in the
-eyes. I have not asked you if you are innocent
-of the crimes charged against you. I never shall
-ask you that. I <i>know</i>, because I know <i>you</i>!”</p>
-
-<p>“I thank you, Arthur, for putting the matter
-in that way. But it is due to you&mdash;due to your
-faith in me&mdash;that I should voluntarily say to
-you what you refuse to ask me to say. As God
-sees me, I am as innocent as you are. I could
-have established my innocence at the critical
-time, but I would not. To do that would
-have been to condemn&mdash;well, it would have
-involved&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_64" id="Page_64">[64]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>“Never mind that. I understand. You made
-a heroic self-sacrifice. Let me rejoice only in
-the fact that you are free again. You are
-enlisted under your own name?”</p>
-
-<p>“Of course. I could never take an alias. It
-was only when I learned that you and Captain
-Pollard were friends&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“But suppose you fall into the hands of the
-enemy? Suppose you are made prisoner?”</p>
-
-<p>“I shall never be taken alive,” was the
-response.</p>
-
-<p>“But you may be wounded.”</p>
-
-<p>“I am armed against all that,” the other
-replied. “I have my pistols, of course. I
-carry an extra small one in my vest pocket for
-emergencies. Finally, I have these”&mdash;drawing
-forth two little metallic cases, one from the
-right, the other from the left trousers pocket.
-“They are filled with pellets of cyanide of
-potassium. I carry them in two pockets to
-make sure that no wound shall prevent me
-getting at them. I shall not be taken alive.
-Even if that should happen, however, I am
-armed against the emergency. Two men escaped
-from Sing Sing with me. One of them
-was shot to death by the guards, his face being<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_65" id="Page_65">[65]</a></span>
-fearfully mutilated. The other was wounded
-and captured. The body of the dead man was
-identified as mine, and my death was officially
-recorded. I do not think the law of New York
-would go behind that. But in any case, I am
-armed against capture, and I shall never be
-taken alive.”</p>
-
-<p>A little later Arthur Brent turned the conversation.</p>
-
-<p>“Let us talk of the future,” he said, “not of
-the past. I am reorganising the medical staff
-for the approaching campaign. I am sorely put
-to it to find fit men for the more responsible
-places. My simple word will secure for you a
-commission as major-surgeon, and I will assign
-you to the very best post at my disposal. I
-need just such men as you are&mdash;a dozen, a
-score, yes, half a hundred of them. You must
-put yourself in my hands. I’ll apply for your
-commission to-day, and get it within three days
-at most.”</p>
-
-<p>“If you will think a moment, Arthur,” said
-the other, “you will see that I could not do
-that without dishonour. Branded as I am with
-a conviction of felony, I have no right to impose
-myself as a commissioned officer upon<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_66" id="Page_66">[66]</a></span>
-men who would never consent to associate with
-me upon such terms if they knew.”</p>
-
-<p>“I respect your scruple,” answered Doctor
-Brent, after a moment of reflection, “but I do
-not share it. In the first place, the disability
-you mention is your misfortune, not your fault.
-You <i>know</i> yourself to be innocent, and as you
-do not in any way stand accused in the eyes of
-the officers of this army, there is absolutely no
-reason why you should not become one of them,
-as a man conscious of his own rectitude.</p>
-
-<p>“Besides all that, we are living in new times,
-under different conditions from those that existed
-before the war. It used to be said that in
-Texas it was taking an unfair advantage of
-any man to inquire into his life before his
-migration to that State. If he had conducted
-himself well since his arrival there, he was
-entitled to all his reserves with regard to his
-previous course of life in some other part of
-the country. Now a like sentiment has grown
-strong in the South since this war broke out.
-I don’t mean to suggest that we have lowered
-our standards of honourable conduct in the
-least, for we have not done so. But we have
-revised our judgments as to what constitutes<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_67" id="Page_67">[67]</a></span>
-worth. The old class distinctions of birth and
-heritage have given place to new tests of present
-conduct. There are companies by the
-score in this army whose officers, elected by
-their men, were before the war persons of
-much lower social position than that of a
-majority of their own men. In any peacetime
-organisation these officers could never have
-hoped for election to office of any kind; but
-they are fighters and men of capacity; they
-know how to do the work of war well, and,
-under our new and sounder standards of fitness,
-the men in the ranks have put aside old social
-distinctions and elected to command them the
-men fittest to command. The same principle
-prevails higher up. One distinguished
-major-general in the Confederate service was a
-nobody before the war; another was far worse;
-he was a negro trader who before the war
-would not have been admitted, even as a merely
-tolerated guest, into the houses of the gentlemen
-who are to-day glad to serve as officers
-and enlisted men under his command. Still
-another was an ignorant Irish labourer who
-did work for day’s wages in the employ of
-some of the men to whom he now gives orders,<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_68" id="Page_68">[68]</a></span>
-and from whom he expects and receives willing
-obedience. I tell you, Kilgariff, a revolution
-has been wrought in this Southern land of ours,
-and the results of that revolution will permanently
-endure, whatever the military or political
-outcome of the war may be. In your case there
-is no need to cite these precedents, except to
-show you that the old quixotism&mdash;it was a
-good old quixotism in its way; it did a world of
-good, together with a very little of evil&mdash;is
-completely gone. There is no earthly reason,
-Kilgariff, why you should not render a higher
-and better service to the Confederacy than that
-which you are now rendering. There is no reason&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“Pardon me, Arthur; in my own mind there is
-reason enough. And besides, I am thoroughly
-comfortable as I am. You know I am given to
-being comfortable. You remember that when
-you and I were students at Jena, and afterward
-in the Latin Quarter in Paris, I was always
-content to live in the meagre ways that other
-students did, though I had a big balance to my
-credit in the bank and a large income at home.
-As sergeant-major under our volunteer system,
-I am the intimate associate not only of Captain<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_69" id="Page_69">[69]</a></span>
-Pollard, whose scholarship you know, but also
-of all the battery officers, some of whom are
-men worth knowing. For the rest, I like the
-actual fighting, and I am looking forward to
-this summer’s campaign with positively eager
-anticipations. So, if you don’t mind, we will let
-matters stand as they are. I will remain sergeant-major
-till the end of it all.”</p>
-
-<p>With that, the two friends parted.</p>
-
-<hr class="chap" />
-
-</div>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_70" id="Page_70">[70]</a></span></p>
-
-<div class="chapter">
-
-<h2 class="ch">V</h2>
-
-<p class="pch">DOROTHY’S OPINIONS</p>
-
-<p class="drop-cap04">IT was not Arthur Brent’s habit to rest satisfied
-in the defeat of any purpose. He
-was deeply interested to induce Owen
-Kilgariff to become a member of the military
-medical staff. Having exhausted his own resources
-of persuasion, he determined to consult
-Dorothy, as he always did when he needed
-counsel. That night he sent a long letter to
-her. In it he told her all he knew about the
-matter, reserving nothing&mdash;he never practised
-reserve with her&mdash;but asking her to keep Kilgariff’s
-name and history to herself. Having
-laid the whole matter before that wise young
-woman, he frankly asked her what he should
-do further in the case. For reply, she wrote:&mdash;</p>
-
-<div class="pbq">
-
-<p class="p1">I am deeply interested in Kilgariff’s case. I have
-thought all day and nearly all night about it. It
-seems to me to be a case in which a man is to be
-saved who is well worth saving. Not that I regard<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_71" id="Page_71">[71]</a></span>
-service in the ranks as either a hardship or a shame to
-any man, when the ranks are full of the best young
-men in all the land. If that were all, I would not
-have you turn your hand over to lift this man into
-place as a commissioned officer.</p>
-
-<p>If I interpret the matter aright, Kilgariff is simply
-morbid, and if you can induce him to take the place
-you have pressed upon him, you will have cured him
-of his morbidity of mind. And I think you can do
-that. You know how I contemn the duello, and fortunately
-it seems passing out of use. In these war
-times, when every man stands up every day to be
-shot at by hundreds of men who are not scared, it
-would be ridiculous for any man to stand up and let
-one scared man shoot at him, in the hope of demonstrating
-his courage in that fashion.</p>
-
-<p>That is an aside. What I want to say is, that while
-the duello has always been barbarous, and has now
-become ridiculous as well, nevertheless it had some
-good features, one of which I think you might use
-effectively in Owen Kilgariff’s case. As I understand
-the matter, it was the custom under the code duello,
-sometimes to call a “court of honour” to decide in a
-doubtful case precisely what honour required a man
-to do, and, as I understand, the decision of such a
-court was final, so far as the man whose duty was involved
-was concerned. It was deemed the grossest
-of offences to call in question the conduct of a man<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_72" id="Page_72">[72]</a></span>
-who acted in accordance with the finding of a court
-of honour.</p>
-
-<p>Now why cannot you call a court of honour to sit
-upon this case? Without revealing Kilgariff’s identity&mdash;which
-of course you could not do except by
-his permission&mdash;you could lay before the court a succinct
-but complete statement of the case, and ask it
-to decide whether or not the man concerned can,
-with honour, accept a commission in the service without
-making the facts public. I am sure the verdict
-will be in the affirmative, and armed with such a decision
-you can overcome the poor fellow’s scruples and
-work a cure that is well worth working.</p>
-
-<p>Try my plan if it commends itself to your judgment,
-not otherwise.</p>
-
-<p>Little by little, I am finding out a good deal about
-our Evelyn Byrd. Better still, I am learning to know
-her, and she interests me mightily. She has a white
-soul and a mind that it is going to be a delight to
-educate. She has already read a good deal in a
-strangely desultory and unguided fashion, but her
-learning is utterly unbalanced.</p>
-
-<p>For example, she has read the whole, apparently,
-of the <i>Penny Cyclopædia</i>&mdash;in a very old edition&mdash;and
-she has accepted it all as unquestionable truth.
-Nobody had ever told the poor child that the science
-of thirty years ago has been revised and enlarged since
-that time, until I made the point clear to her singularly<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_73" id="Page_73">[73]</a></span>
-quick and receptive mind in the laboratory yesterday.
-She seems also to have read, and well-nigh
-committed to memory, the old plays published fifty
-or sixty years ago under the title of <i>The British
-Drama</i>, but she has hardly so much as heard of our
-great modern writers. She can repeat whole dialogues
-from <i>Jane Shore</i>, <i>She Stoops to Conquer</i>, <i>A
-New Way to Pay Old Debts</i>, <i>High Life Below Stairs</i>,
-and many plays of a much lower moral character; but
-even the foulest of them have manifestly done her no
-harm. Her own innocence seems to have performed
-the function of the feathers on a duck’s back in a
-shower. She is so unconscious of evil, indeed, that I
-do not care to explain my reasons to her when I suggest
-that she had better not repeat to others some of
-the literature that she knows by heart.</p>
-
-<p>I still haven’t the faintest notion of her history, or
-of whence she came. She is docile in an extraordinary
-degree, but I think that is due in large measure to
-her exaggerated sense of what she calls my goodness
-to her. Poor child! It is certain that she never before
-knew much of liberty or much of considerate
-kindness. She seems scarcely able to realise, or even
-to believe, that in anything she is really free to do as
-best pleases her, a fact from which I argue that she
-has been subject always to the arbitrary will of others.
-She is by no means lacking in spirit, and I suspect
-that those others who have arbitrarily dominated her<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_74" id="Page_74">[74]</a></span>
-life have had some not altogether pleasing experiences
-with her. She is capable of very vigorous revolt
-against oppression, and her sense of justice is alert.
-But apparently she has never before been treated with
-justice or with any regard whatever to the rights of
-her individuality. She has been compelled to submit
-to the will of others, but she has undoubtedly made
-trouble for those who compelled her. At first with
-me she seemed always expecting some correction,
-some assertion of authority, and she is only now beginning
-to understand my attitude toward her, especially
-my insistence upon her right to decide for herself
-all things that concern only herself. The other day
-in the laboratory, she managed somehow to drop a
-beaker and break it. She was about to gather up
-the fragments, but, as the beaker had been filled
-with a corrosive acid, I bade her let them alone,
-saying that I would have them swept up after the
-day’s work should be done. She stood staring at
-me for a moment, after which she broke into a little
-rippling laugh, threw her arms around my neck, and
-said:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“I forgot. You never scold me, even when I am
-careless and break things.”</p>
-
-<p>I tried hard to make her understand that I had no
-right to scold her, besides having no desire to do so.
-It seemed a new gospel to her. Finally she said,
-more to herself than to me:&mdash;<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_75" id="Page_75">[75]</a></span>
-“It is so different here. There was never anybody
-so good to me.”</p>
-
-<p>Her English is generally excellent, but it includes
-many odd expressions, some of them localisms, I
-think, though I do not know whence they come. Occasionally,
-too, she frames her English sentences after
-a French rhetorical model, and the result is sometimes
-amusing. And another habit of hers which interests
-me is her peculiar use of auxiliary verbs and intensives.
-Instead of saying, “I had my dinner,” she
-sometimes says, “I did have my dinner,” and to-day
-when we had strawberries and cream for snack, she
-said, “I do find the strawberries with the cream to be
-very good.”</p>
-
-<p>Yet never once have I detected the smallest suggestion
-of “broken English” in her speech, except
-that now and then she places the accent on a wrong
-syllable, as a foreigner might. Thus, when she first
-came, she spoke of something as ex<i>cel</i>lent. I spoke
-the word correctly soon afterward, and never since
-has she mispronounced it. Indeed, her quickness in
-learning and her exceeding conscientiousness promise
-to obliterate all that is peculiar in her speech before
-you get home again, unless you come quickly.</p>
-
-<p>The girl doesn’t know what to make of Mammy.
-That dearest of despots has conceived a great affection
-for this new “precious chile,” and she tyrannises over
-her accordingly. She refused to let her get up the other<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_76" id="Page_76">[76]</a></span>
-morning until after she had taken a cup of coffee in
-bed, simply because no fire had been lighted in her
-room that morning. And how Mammy did scold
-when she learned that Evelyn, thinking a fire unnecessary,
-had sent the maid away who had gone to light
-it!</p>
-
-<p>“You’se jes’ anudder sich as Mis’ Dorothy,” she
-said. “Jes’ case it’s spring yo’ won’t hab no fire to
-dress by even when it’s a-rainin’. An’ so you’se a-tryin’
-to cotch yo death o’ cole, jes’ to spite ole Mammy.
-No, yo’ ain’t a-gwine to git up yit. Don’t you dar
-try to. You’se jes’ a-gwine to lay still till dem no-’count
-niggas in de dinin’-room sen’s you a cup o’
-coffee what Mammy’s done tole ’em to bring jes’ as
-soon as it’s ready. An’ de next time you goes fer
-to stop de makin’ o’ you dressin’-fire, you’se a-gwine
-to heah from Mammy, yo’ is. Jes’ you bear dat in
-mind.”</p>
-
-<p>Evelyn doesn’t quite understand. She says she
-thought we controlled our servants, while in fact they
-control us. But she heartily likes Mammy’s coddling
-tyranny&mdash;as what rightly constructed girl could fail
-to do? Do you know, Arthur, the worst thing about
-this war is that there’ll never be any more old mammies
-after it is ended?</p>
-
-<p>I’m teaching Evelyn chemistry, among other things,
-and she learns with a rapidity that is positively astonishing.
-She has a perfect passion for precision, which<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_77" id="Page_77">[77]</a></span>
-will make her invaluable in the laboratory presently.
-Her deftness of hand, her accuracy, her conscientious
-devotion to whatever she does, are qualities that are
-hard to match. She never makes a false motion, even
-when doing the most unaccustomed things; and whatever
-she does, she does conscientiously, as if its doing
-were the sum of human duty. I am positively fascinated
-with her. If I were a man, I should fall in love
-with her in a fashion that would stop not at fire or
-flood. I ought to add that the girl is a marvel of
-frankness&mdash;as much as any child might be&mdash;and that
-her truthfulness is of the absolute, matter-of-course
-kind which knows no other way. But these things you
-will have inferred from what I have written before,
-if I have succeeded even in a small way in describing
-Evelyn’s character. I heartily wish I knew her
-history; not because of feminine curiosity, but because
-such knowledge might aid me in my effort to
-guide and educate her aright. However, no such aid
-is really necessary. With one so perfectly truthful,
-and so childishly frank, I shall need only to study herself
-in order to know what to do in her education.</p></div>
-
-<p class="p1">There was a postscript to this letter, of
-course. In it Dorothy wrote:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p class="pbq p1">Since this letter was written, Evelyn has revealed a
-totally unsuspected accomplishment. She has been
-conversing with me in French, and <i>such</i> French! I<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_78" id="Page_78">[78]</a></span>
-never heard anything like it, and neither did you. It
-is positively barbaric in its utter disregard of grammar,
-and it includes many word forms that are half Indian,
-I suspect. It interests me mightily, as an apt illustration
-of the way in which new languages are formed,
-little by little, out of old ones.</p>
-
-<p class="p1">There was much else in Dorothy’s letter; for
-she and her husband were accustomed to converse
-as fully and as freely on paper as they did
-orally when together. These two were not only
-one flesh, but one in mind, in spirit, and in all
-that meant life to them. Theirs was a perfect
-marriage, an ideal union&mdash;a thing very rare in
-this ill-assorted world of ours.</p>
-
-<hr class="chap" />
-
-</div>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_79" id="Page_79">[79]</a></span></p>
-
-<div class="chapter">
-
-<h2 class="ch">VI</h2>
-
-<p class="pch">“WHEN GREEK MEETS GREEK”</p>
-
-<p class="drop-cap16">AT midnight on the 3d of May, 1864,
-a message came to General Lee’s headquarters.
-It told him only of an event
-which he had expected to occur about this time.
-Grant was crossing the river into the Wilderness,
-his army moving in two columns by way
-of the two lower fords.</p>
-
-<p>General Lee’s plans were already formed in
-anticipation of this or any other movement of
-the Army of the Potomac. He needed to learn
-only which line of march of the several that
-were open to him General Grant would adopt.
-Now he knew, and instantly his orders were
-given to carry out plans previously and completely
-wrought out in his mind. Grant’s
-movement by the lower fords indicated clearly
-what his plan of campaign was to be. He had
-under his orders a veteran army of one hundred<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_80" id="Page_80">[80]</a></span>
-and thirty thousand men, of whom rather more
-than one hundred thousand were ready for
-actual battle. Lee had a total of a little less
-than sixty thousand men&mdash;forty-five thousand
-of whom, perhaps, he could put upon the firing-line,
-with which to oppose the Federal advance.</p>
-
-<p>Grant’s plan was to push forward rapidly
-through the Wilderness before Lee could strike
-a blow, turn his adversary’s right, and plant his
-greatly superior army near Gordonsville, in
-Lee’s rear, and between him and Richmond.
-If he could have accomplished that purpose,
-the surrender or destruction of the Army of
-Northern Virginia would have been a matter
-only of a few days, or perhaps a few hours.
-For if cut off in this fashion from all its sources
-of supply, and with no other army anywhere to
-come to its relief, the already half-starving Virginia
-force would have had no resource except
-to hurl itself upon Grant’s double numbers and
-shatter itself to fragments in a vain effort to
-break through impregnable lines. It would
-have had no possible route of retreat open to it,
-no conceivable road of escape, no second line
-of defence to fall back upon.</p>
-
-<p>But General Grant was dealing with the greatest<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_81" id="Page_81">[81]</a></span>
-master of strategy of modern times. Grant’s
-plan of campaign was flawless, but Robert E.
-Lee stood in the way.</p>
-
-<p>Lee instantly moved forward to interfere with
-his adversary’s march toward Gordonsville, by
-assailing him in flank. At the same time he
-threatened his advance corps on their front, in
-such fashion as to compel Grant to recall them
-and accept battle amid the tangled underbrush
-of the Wilderness.</p>
-
-<p>This Wilderness is, perhaps, the very wildest
-tract of land that lies anywhere east of the Mississippi.
-It skirts the southern bank of the
-Rapidan for fifteen miles, extending inland
-from that stream for about ten miles. Originally
-it was densely timbered, but in colonial
-days, and a little later, the timber was cut away
-to supply fuel for the iron-furnaces that once
-abounded there, but that were afterward abandoned.
-As the region does not at all tempt to
-agriculture, the abandonment of the iron mines
-left it a veritable wilderness. Its surface became
-covered with densely growing scrub trees,
-interlaced with a tangle of vines and imbedded,
-as it were, in an undergrowth of a density inconceivable
-to men who have not acquainted<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_82" id="Page_82">[82]</a></span>
-themselves with the lavish luxuriance of Southern
-vegetation.</p>
-
-<p>It was in this Wilderness that Lee’s columns
-struck Grant’s in flank, and for two days a battle
-raged there, of which, for difficulty of conditions,
-there is scarcely a parallel in the history
-of warfare.</p>
-
-<p>The men could not see each other at a distance
-of more than a few rods. Regiments,
-struggling through the tangled vines and underbrush,
-came unexpectedly upon regiments of the
-enemy and fought desperately for the possession
-of the ground, neither knowing how much
-or how little the holding, the conquest, or the
-loss of the position involved might signify in a
-military way.</p>
-
-<p>Orderly fighting was utterly out of the question.
-Not only was it impossible for corps commanders
-to handle their troops with co-operative
-intent; even brigades were so broken up, and
-their several parts so hopelessly separated and
-lost to each other in the thickets, that their
-commanders knew neither when nor where nor
-how to set one regiment to reinforce another at
-a critical juncture.</p>
-
-<p>It was a veritable Donnybrook Fair on a<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_83" id="Page_83">[83]</a></span>
-large scale, where the only strategy consisted
-in pushing forward, and the only tactics in
-striking with all possible might at the enemy,
-wherever he was found.</p>
-
-<p>The fighting was desperate on both sides. It
-was such fighting as only the most hardened
-veterans could have been expected to do under
-circumstances so unfavourable, such fighting as
-would have been simply impossible at any
-earlier stage of the war. To valour these two
-armies had added discipline and long use in war.
-Their determination was that of veterans, their
-courage that of matchless heroes, their endurance
-that of insensate machines. Here for the
-first time the two greatest armies of modern history
-had met in their perfection of discipline, of
-experience in war, and of that high courage
-which makes no distinction between the facing
-of death and the confronting of a summer
-shower. To these war-seasoned men on either
-side the hum of bullets meant no more than the
-buzzing of mosquitoes; battle, no more than a
-breeze.</p>
-
-<p>But bullets were by no means the only source
-of trouble and danger. Several times during
-the long struggle, the woods caught fire, literally<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_84" id="Page_84">[84]</a></span>
-suffocating men by hundreds who had
-passed safely through hail-storms of bullets and
-successfully met and repelled charges with the
-bayonet. Earthworks hastily thrown up with
-pine-log revetments for their support, after enabling
-the men behind them to resist and repel
-successive assaults of desperate adversaries, became
-themselves an irresistible foe, by the firing
-of their log fronts and the consequent emanation
-of a smoke too stifling for human lungs
-to breathe and yet retain capacity for further
-breathing. The artillery played a comparatively
-small and very difficult part in all this.
-Manœuvring with guns in that underbrush
-was well-nigh impossible, and there were no
-vantage grounds anywhere from which a gun
-could deliver its fire at more than pistol-shot
-range. So delivering it, either the cannon fire
-quickly drove the enemy away, or the fire of the
-enemy drove the gun away; and in neither case,
-after that, could the artillery-men see any enemy
-to shoot at.</p>
-
-<p>Nevertheless, Marshall Pollard’s battery managed
-to expend the greater part of its ammunition
-during those days, and that with effect.
-Kilgariff was largely instrumental in this. Early<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_85" id="Page_85">[85]</a></span>
-in the contest Pollard had clearly seen the
-difficulty&mdash;nay, the impossibility&mdash;of handling
-a battery of six guns as a unit in such conditions.
-He was subject to orders, of course, but
-in the execution of his orders he had a certain
-necessary discretion, and he exercised it. He
-had only two lieutenants present for duty.
-Each of these, of course, had immediate command
-of a section of two guns. The third
-section fell to Sergeant-major Kilgariff, as next
-in command. So to him Marshall Pollard
-said:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“I cannot have you personally with me in
-this fight. You have a lieutenant’s duty to do,
-and I trust you to do it well. I shall try to
-keep the battery together, and under my own
-command so far as I can; but I foresee that it
-is going to be impossible to do that completely.
-I must leave each section commander to his
-own discretion, in a very large degree. Frankly,
-I have much greater confidence in your ability
-to fight your guns for all they are worth than
-I have in that of either of the lieutenants.
-They are good men and true, but they have had
-no experience in independent command. You&mdash;well,
-anyhow, you know more than they do<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_86" id="Page_86">[86]</a></span>
-So I am glad that you have the left section.
-That, of course, must be the first to be detached.
-The others I shall try to keep under my own
-direction.”</p>
-
-<p>Beyond a mere “Thank you, Captain,” Kilgariff
-made no response. Half an hour later
-his section was detached and sent to a point of
-special difficulty and danger. He plunged into
-action with an impetuosity which surprised General
-Ewell, who was in personal command at
-that point, and whose uniform habit it was to
-place himself at the post of danger. But a
-moment later, observing the discretion with
-which Kilgariff selected a position of vantage
-and planted his guns, with equal reference to
-their effectiveness and their safety from capture
-by a dash of the enemy, General Ewell turned
-to his staff, and said:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“That young man evidently knows his business.
-Who is he?”</p>
-
-<p>Nobody knew.</p>
-
-<p>“Then find out,” said Ewell.</p>
-
-<p>Meanwhile, Kilgariff was using canister in
-double charges, the range being not greater
-than two hundred yards. Under this withering
-fire the enemy gave way at that point, and<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_87" id="Page_87">[87]</a></span>
-Ewell’s whole line advanced quickly. Again
-Kilgariff selected his gun position with discretion,
-and opened a murderous fire upon the
-enemy’s key position. But this time he did
-not use canister. Still, his fire seemed to have
-all the effect of canister, and his target was for
-a brief while less than fifty yards distant from
-the muzzles of his guns.</p>
-
-<p>Presently Ewell himself rode up to the guns,
-and asked, in his peculiarly querulous voice:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“What ammunition are you using, Sergeant-major?”</p>
-
-<p>“Shrapnel, doubled and fuse downward,” answered
-Kilgariff. “It’s hard on the guns, I
-know, but I’ve run out of canister, and must
-use what I can, till a new supply comes. I’ve
-sent for it.”</p>
-
-<p>It should be explained that shrapnel consists
-of a thin, hollow shell of iron, filled with leaden
-bullets. In the centre of each shell is a small
-charge of powder, intended only to open the
-shell twenty-five yards or so in front of an enemy’s
-line, and let the leaden bullets with their
-initial impetus hurl themselves like hailstones
-into the faces of the troops. But Kilgariff was
-turning his shrapnel shells reverse way, with<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_88" id="Page_88">[88]</a></span>
-their fuses toward the powder charge, so that
-the fuses should be melted at the moment of
-firing, and the shells explode within the gun,
-thus making them serve the purpose of canister,
-which consists of tin cans filled with iron
-balls.</p>
-
-<p>“Where did you learn that trick?” queried
-Ewell.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, I suppose every artillery-man knows it,”
-answered the sergeant-major, evasively. “But
-here comes a fresh supply of canister, so I may
-spare the guns.”</p>
-
-<p>At that moment a rifled gun of the enemy,
-posted upon a hill eight or nine hundred yards
-away, opened upon Kilgariff, through a gap in
-the forest, threatening, by the precision of its
-fire, either to dismount his guns or to compel his
-retirement from the position he had chosen. Instantly
-he ordered one of his Napoleons to reply.
-It did so, but without effect. After it had fired
-three shots to no purpose, Kilgariff went to the
-gun, bade the gunner stand aside, and himself
-aimed the piece, with as much of calm in his
-demeanour as if he had not been under a double
-fire.</p>
-
-<div class="figcenter">
- <img src="images/ill-088.jpg" width="400" height="484" id="i89"
- alt=""
- title="" />
- <div class="caption2"><p class="dci2"><i>“WHO ARE<br />YOU?”</i></p>
-</div></div>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_89" id="Page_89">[89]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>The gun was discharged, while Ewell watched
-the effect through a field-glass. The shell
-seemed to strike immediately under the muzzle
-of the enemy’s gun, and to explode at the very
-moment of striking. When the smoke of its explosion
-cleared away, Ewell saw through his
-glass that the enemy’s gun had been dismounted,
-its carriage destroyed, and the men serving it
-swept out of existence. Dismounting, he walked
-up to Kilgariff, and asked simply:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“Who are you?”</p>
-
-<p>“Owen Kilgariff, sergeant-major of Captain
-Marshall Pollard’s Virginia battery.”</p>
-
-<p>“Thank you,” said Ewell, remounting as he
-issued orders for another charge along his entire
-line.</p>
-
-<p>On both days, night ended the conflict, for
-the time at least, and the first duty of officers
-great and small, after darkness set in each evening,
-was to get their commands together as best
-they could and reorganise them for the next
-day’s work.</p>
-
-<p>On the Confederate side, it was confidently
-expected, after the two days’ fighting, that the
-next day’s work would consist in vigorously
-pressing the rear of Grant’s columns on their
-retreat across the river. For every soldier in<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_90" id="Page_90">[90]</a></span>
-the Army of Northern Virginia regarded such
-retreat as inevitable, and the only difference of
-opinion among them was as to what General
-Lee would do next. The general expectation
-was that he would almost instantly move by his
-left flank for another invasion of Maryland and
-Pennsylvania, another threatening of Washington
-City.</p>
-
-<p>And there was good ground of precedent for
-these Confederate expectations. Lee had undoubtedly
-inflicted a severer punishment upon
-Grant than he had before done upon McClellan,
-Pope, Burnside, or Hooker, and moreover he had
-completely baffled Grant’s plan of campaign,
-thwarting his attempt to turn the Confederate
-right and plant his army in the Confederate
-rear near Gordonsville. Four times the Army
-of Northern Virginia had seen its adversary
-retreat and assume the defensive after less disastrous
-defeats than that which the Southerners
-were confident they had inflicted upon Grant in
-these two days’ desperate work. Why should
-they not expect Grant, therefore, to retreat across
-the river, as all his predecessors had done under
-like circumstances? And why should not Lee
-again assume the right to decide where and<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_91" id="Page_91">[91]</a></span>
-when and how the struggle should be renewed,
-as he had done three times before?</p>
-
-<p>The fallacy in all this lay in its failure to
-recognise Grant’s quality, in its assumption that
-he was another McClellan, another Pope, another
-Burnside, another Hooker.</p>
-
-<p>Between him and his predecessors there was
-this fundamental difference: they set out to force
-their way to Richmond by strategy and fighting,
-and when they found themselves outmanœuvred
-and badly damaged in battle, they gave up their
-aggressive attempts and contented themselves
-with operations for the defence of the Federal
-capital; Grant had set out to conquer or destroy
-Lee’s army by the use of a vastly superior force
-whose losses could be instantly made good by
-reinforcements, while Lee had nowhere any
-source from which to draw fresh troops, and
-when Grant found his first attempt baffled and
-his columns badly damaged in fight, he obstinately
-remained where he was, sent for reinforcements,
-and made his preparations to “fight
-it out on this line if it takes all summer.”</p>
-
-<p>Thus, in Grant’s character and temperament
-the Confederates had a totally new condition to
-meet. And there was another supremely important<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_92" id="Page_92">[92]</a></span>
-fact governing this campaign. Grant
-was the first commander of the Army of the
-Potomac who also and at the same time controlled
-all the other Federal armies in the field.
-These he directed with sole reference to his
-one supreme strategic purpose&mdash;the purpose,
-namely, of destroying the Army of Northern
-Virginia and making an end of the tremendous
-resisting power of Robert E. Lee. In that
-resisting power he, first of all men, saw clearly
-that the vitality of the Confederate cause had
-its being.</p>
-
-<p>In order that he might destroy that, he had
-not only concentrated a mightily superior force
-against it, and arranged to keep the strength of
-his own army up to its maximum by heavy reinforcement
-after every battle loss, but he had
-also ordered all the Federal armies in other parts
-of the country to carry on such operations as
-should continually occupy every Confederate
-force and forbid Lee to reinforce the Virginia
-army from any quarter as its numbers should
-decline by reason of battle losses.</p>
-
-<p>Grant directed Sherman to begin the Atlanta
-campaign simultaneously with the beginning of
-the year’s work on the Rapidan. He ordered<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_93" id="Page_93">[93]</a></span>
-Thomas to hold East Tennessee, and to operate
-in such fashion as to occupy all the Confederate
-forces there. He ordered the Federal armies
-west of the Mississippi to abandon their wasteful
-operations in that quarter, concentrate in
-New Orleans, and move at once upon Mobile, in
-order to prevent Lee from drawing troops from
-the Far South.</p>
-
-<p>He filled the valley of Virginia with forces
-sufficient to compel Lee to keep a strong army
-corps there, instead of calling it to his assistance
-in Northern Virginia. He sent Butler to the
-James River region below Richmond, by way of
-compelling Lee to keep strong detachments at
-Richmond and Petersburg, which otherwise he
-might have called to his assistance in the crucial
-struggle with the Army of the Potomac.</p>
-
-<p>As one looks back at all this, and clearly discerns
-Grant’s purpose and the means he used
-for its accomplishment, it is easy to see that
-both Lee and the Confederate cause were
-doomed in the very hour of Grant’s passage
-across the Rapidan. The only chance of any
-other issue lay in the remote possibility that
-the sixty thousand men of the Army of Northern
-Virginia should inflict a decisive and destructive<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_94" id="Page_94">[94]</a></span>
-defeat upon the one hundred and thirty
-thousand men of the Army of the Potomac at
-the outset of the campaign, and in that way
-bring hopeless discouragement at the North to
-their aid.</p>
-
-<p>This they did not succeed in doing at the
-Wilderness, and when, after two days’ battling
-there, Grant moved by his left flank to Spottsylvania
-Court House to join battle again, there
-was scarcely a veteran in the Virginia army
-who did not fully understand that the beginning
-of the end had come. Yet not one of them
-flinched from the further fighting because of
-its manifest hopelessness. Not one of them lost
-the courage of despair in losing hope. Perhaps
-there was no part of the titanic struggle which
-so honourably distinguished those men of the
-South as did that campaign in which they doggedly
-fought on after they had come to understand
-that their fighting was futile.</p>
-
-<p>It is natural enough that men should be brave
-when the lure of hope and the confident expectation
-of victory beckon them to the battle
-front, but only men of most heroic mould may
-be expected to fight with still greater desperation
-after all doors of hope are closed to them.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_95" id="Page_95">[95]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>From that hour when Grant moved from the
-Wilderness to Spottsylvania till the end came,
-nearly a year later, these men of the South did,
-and dared, and endured for love of honour
-alone, with no hope to inspire them, no remotest
-chance of ultimate success as the reward
-of their valour. Theirs was a pure heroism,
-untouched, untainted, unalloyed.</p>
-
-<p>After two days of such fighting as bulldogs
-do, the struggle in the Wilderness ended with
-no decisive advantage on either side. Grant
-had secured possession of roads leading out of
-the Wilderness. On the other hand Lee had
-succeeded in completely baffling his adversary’s
-strategic purpose, and was still in full possession
-of that region in his own rear which Grant
-had hoped to seize upon with decisive effect.
-Grant’s losses in killed, wounded, and prisoners
-greatly exceeded Lee’s; but as an offset, he
-could afford to lose more heavily than the Confederates,
-not only because his force outnumbered
-Lee’s by more than two to one, but also
-because he could repair all his losses by reinforcement,
-while Lee had no such resource.</p>
-
-<p>Baffled, but not beaten, Grant decided, on the
-evening of the 7th of May, to move to the left,<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_96" id="Page_96">[96]</a></span>
-passing out of the Wilderness and taking up
-a new position&mdash;strong both for attack and
-defence&mdash;on a line of hills near Spottsylvania
-Court House. It was his hope to possess himself
-of this position before Lee should discover
-his purpose, and to that end he began his march
-after nightfall, pushing strong columns forward
-by all available roads, while still ostentatiously
-holding his positions in the Confederate front,
-as if to renew the battle in the Wilderness the
-next morning.</p>
-
-<p>But his wily adversary anticipated the movement,
-and discovered it almost as soon as it was
-begun. Lee sent his cavalry and a considerable
-force of infantry to fell trees across the roads
-and otherwise obstruct the march of Grant’s
-column. Meanwhile, with his main body, he
-moved in haste to Spottsylvania Court House.
-The head of his column reached that point in
-advance of Grant, and promptly seized upon
-the coveted line of hills which the men, accustomed
-to such work, proceeded hastily to fortify,
-fighting, meanwhile, with such of the
-Federal commands as had come up to dispute
-their possession of the strategic position.</p>
-
-<p>It was during this preliminary struggle that a<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_97" id="Page_97">[97]</a></span>
-certain little hill in front of the main ridge fell
-into hot dispute. Its possession by the Federals
-would greatly weaken the Confederate line, and
-it was deemed essential by the Confederate commanders
-present to secure it at all hazards,
-while the Federals, seeing the importance of
-the little hill, concentrated the fire of twenty
-guns upon it, sweeping its top as with a broom,
-whenever a Confederate force, large or small,
-showed itself there.</p>
-
-<p>Three times Confederate infantry were advanced
-to the crest, and three times they were
-driven back by a storm of cannon shot before
-they could throw up a dozen shovelfuls of earth.</p>
-
-<p>Kilgariff, again detached with his two guns,
-sat upon his horse, looking on at all this and
-wondering what the result would be. Presently
-a brigade of North Carolinians moved up into
-line just in front of him, at the moment when
-the third of the charging bodies was hurled back,
-baffled, beaten, and broken into fragments.</p>
-
-<p>Just then the chief of artillery of the corps
-with which Kilgariff was temporarily serving
-rode up and said to him:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“Do you want your opportunity for distinction
-and a commission?”</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_98" id="Page_98">[98]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>“I want all the opportunity I can get to render
-service,” was Kilgariff’s answer.</p>
-
-<p>“Then take your guns to the crest of that
-hill and <i>stay there</i>!” fairly shouted the officer.</p>
-
-<p>Kilgariff fully realised the desperate character
-of the attempt, and the practical certainty
-that his guns, his men, and his horses would be
-quickly swept off the face of the earth when he
-should appear upon that shell-furrowed hilltop.
-But he had no thought of faltering. On the
-contrary, just as he gave the order, “Forward,”
-a whimsical thought occurred to him. “The
-general need not have been at the trouble to
-order us to ‘stay there.’ We’ll stay there,
-whether we wish to or not. The enemy will
-take care of that.” Then came the more serious
-thought that unless he could bring his guns
-into battery almost instantly upon reaching the
-hilltop, the slaughter of his horses might prevent
-the proper placing of the pieces. So, at
-a full run, he carried the guns up the slope,
-shouting the orders, “Fire to the front! In
-battery!” at the moment of coming within
-sight of the Federal guns, less than half a thousand
-yards away, and already partially protected
-by a hastily constructed earthwork.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_99" id="Page_99">[99]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>Fortunately, the men of Captain Pollard’s
-battery were perfect in drill to their very finger
-tips, and their alert precision brought the
-guns into position within a second or two, and
-the twelve-pounders were bellowing before the
-horses began falling just in the rear.</p>
-
-<p>Kilgariff ordered the horses and caissons to
-be retired a little way down the hill, for the
-sake of such protection as the ground afforded,
-but scarcely one of the animals lived to enjoy
-such protection even briefly.</p>
-
-<p>Meantime, Kilgariff, dismounted now (for
-his horse had been the first to fall), stood there
-working his two utterly unsupported guns under
-the fiercely destructive fire of a score of pieces
-on the enemy’s side. His men fell one after
-another, like autumn leaves in a gale. Within
-half a minute he had called all the drivers to
-the guns to take the places of their dead or
-dying comrades, and still each gun was being
-operated by a detachment too scant in numbers
-for effectiveness of fire.</p>
-
-<p>It was obviously impossible that any of them
-could long survive under a fire so concentrated
-and so terrific. Kilgariff reckoned upon three
-minutes as the utmost time that any man there<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_100" id="Page_100">[100]</a></span>
-could live; and when one of his guns was
-dismounted at its fifth discharge, and two of his
-limber-chests exploded almost at the same
-moment, he hastily counted the cannoniers left
-to him and found their number to be just seven,
-all told.</p>
-
-<p>But he had not been ordered to undertake
-this desperate enterprise without a purpose.
-Reckoning upon the almost superstitious reverence
-that the infantry cherish for cannon, the
-generals in command had sent Kilgariff’s guns
-into this caldron of fire as a means of luring the
-infantry to a desperate attempt to take and hold
-the little hill. Before Kilgariff had traversed
-half the distance toward the crest, the commander
-of that North Carolina brigade had
-called out a message that was quickly passed
-from mouth to mouth down his line. The message
-was:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“We must save those guns and hold that hill.
-They call us tar heels. Let us show <i>how tar
-sticks</i>.”</p>
-
-<p>Instantly, and with a yell that might have
-come from the throats of so many demons, the
-brigade of about two thousand men bent their
-heads forward, rushed up the hill, and swarmed<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_101" id="Page_101">[101]</a></span>
-around Kilgariff’s guns. Their deployment into
-line quickly diverted the enemy’s attention to
-a larger front. Other guns were hurriedly
-brought up to the hill, and half an hour later
-a substantial line of earthworks covered its
-crest.</p>
-
-<p>The three minutes that Kilgariff had allowed
-for the complete destruction of his little command
-were scarcely gone when this relief came.
-He was ordered to withdraw his remaining gun
-by hand down the hill&mdash;by hand, for the reason
-that not a horse remained of the thirty odd that
-had so lately galloped up the steep.</p>
-
-<hr class="chap" />
-
-</div>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_102" id="Page_102">[102]</a></span></p>
-
-<div class="chapter">
-
-<h2 class="ch">VII</h2>
-
-<p class="pch">WITH EVELYN AT WYANOKE</p>
-
-<p class="drop-cap16">AS if bearing a charmed life, Kilgariff
-had gone through all this without a
-scratch. He had galloped up that hill
-in the face of a heavy infantry fire; he had
-planted his section under the murderous cannonading
-of twenty well-served guns firing at
-point-blank range; he had fought his pieces
-under a bombardment so fierce that within the
-brief space of three minutes his command was
-well-nigh destroyed. Yet not a scratch of bullet
-or shell-fragment had so much as rent his
-uniform.</p>
-
-<p>By one of those grim jests of which war is
-full, he fell after all this was over, his neck
-pierced and torn by a stray bullet that had
-missed its intended billet in front and sped on
-in search of some human target in the rear.</p>
-
-<p>He was carried immediately to one of the
-field-hospitals which Doctor Arthur Brent was<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_103" id="Page_103">[103]</a></span>
-hurriedly establishing just in rear of the newly
-formed line of defence. There he fell into Doctor
-Brent’s own friendly hands; for that officer,
-the moment he saw who the patient was, left
-his work of supervision and himself knelt over
-the senseless form of the sergeant-major to discover
-the extent of his injury and to repair it
-if possible. He found it to be severe, but not
-necessarily fatal. He proceeded to stop the
-dangerous hemorrhage, cleansed and dressed
-the wound, and within half an hour Kilgariff
-regained consciousness.</p>
-
-<p>A few hours later, finding that the temporary
-hospital was exposed to both artillery and musketry
-fire, Doctor Brent ordered the removal of
-the wounded men to a point a mile or so in the
-rear; and finding Kilgariff, thanks to his elastic
-constitution, able to endure a little longer journey,
-he took him to his own quarters, still
-farther to the rear.</p>
-
-<p>Here Captain Pollard managed to visit his
-sergeant-major during the night.</p>
-
-<p>“General Anderson, who is in command of
-Longstreet’s corps, now that Longstreet is
-wounded,” he said, during the interview, “has
-asked for your report of your action on the hill.<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_104" id="Page_104">[104]</a></span>
-If you are strong enough to answer a question
-or two, I’ll make the report in your stead.”</p>
-
-<p>“I think I can write it myself,” answered
-Kilgariff; “and I had rather do that.”</p>
-
-<p>Paper and a pencil were brought, and, with
-much difficulty, the wounded man wrote:&mdash;</p>
-
-<div class="pbq">
-
-<p class="p1">Under orders this day, I took the left section of
-Captain Pollard’s Virginia Battery to the crest of a
-hill in front.</p>
-
-<p>After three minutes of firing, infantry having come
-up, I was ordered to retire, and did so. My losses
-were eighteen men killed and fifteen wounded, of a
-total force of thirty-eight men. One of my gun carriages
-was destroyed by an enemy’s shell, and two
-limber-chests were blown up. All of the horses having
-fallen, I brought off the remaining gun and the
-two caissons by hand, in obedience to orders. I was
-fortunately able also to bring off all the wounded.
-Every man under my command behaved to my satisfaction.</p>
-
-<p class="pr4">All of which is respectfully submitted.</p>
-<p class="pr3"><span class="smcap">Owen Kilgariff</span>,</p>
-<p class="pr2"><i>Sergeant-major</i>.</p></div>
-
-<p class="p1">“Is that all you wish to say?” asked Pollard,
-when he had read the report.</p>
-
-<p>“Quite all.”</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_105" id="Page_105">[105]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>“You make no mention of your own wound.”</p>
-
-<p>“That was received later. It has no proper
-place in this report.”</p>
-
-<p>“True. That is for me to mention in my report
-for the day.”</p>
-
-<p>But in his indorsement upon the sergeant-major’s
-report Pollard wrote:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p class="pbq p1">I cannot too highly commend to the attention of
-the military authorities the extraordinary courage, devotion,
-and soldierly skill manifested by Sergeant-major
-Kilgariff, both in this affair and in the fighting
-of the last few days in the Wilderness.</p>
-
-<p class="p1">In the meantime General Ewell had mentioned
-in one of his reports the way in which
-Kilgariff had done his work in the Wilderness,
-and now General Anderson wrote almost enthusiastically
-in commendation of this young
-man’s brilliant and daring action, so that when
-the several reports reached General Lee’s headquarters,
-the great commander was deeply impressed.
-Here was a young enlisted man whose
-conduct in action had been so conspicuously
-gallant and capable as to attract favourable
-mention from two corps commanders within
-a brief period of three or four days. General<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_106" id="Page_106">[106]</a></span>
-Lee officially recommended that a captain’s
-commission should be issued at once to a man
-so deserving of promotion and so fit to command.</p>
-
-<p>The document did not reach Kilgariff until a
-fortnight later, after Arthur Brent had sent him
-to Wyanoke for treatment and careful nursing.
-Kilgariff took the commission in his enfeebled
-hands and carefully read it through, seeming to
-find some species of pleasure in perusing the
-formal words with which he was already familiar.
-Across the sheet was written in red ink:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p class="pbq p1">This commission is issued in accordance with the
-request of General R. E. Lee, commanding, in recognition
-of gallant and meritorious conduct in battle.</p>
-
-<p class="p1">That rubric seemed especially to please the
-sick man. For a moment it brought light to
-his eyes, but in the next instant a look of
-trouble, almost of despair, overspread his face.</p>
-
-<p>“Send it back,” he said to Evelyn, who was
-watching by the side of the couch that had been
-arranged for him in the broad, breeze-swept hall
-at Wyanoke. “Send it back; I do not want it.”</p>
-
-<p>Ever since Kilgariff’s removal to the house of
-the Brents, Evelyn had been his nurse and companion,
-tireless in her attention to his comfort<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_107" id="Page_107">[107]</a></span>
-when he was suffering, and cheerily entertaining
-at those times when he was strong enough
-to engage in conversation.</p>
-
-<p>“You know, it was he who took me out of
-the burning house,” she said to Dorothy, by way
-of explanation, not of apology; for in the innocent
-sincerity of her nature, she did not understand
-or believe that there can ever be need of
-an apology for the doing of any right thing.</p>
-
-<p>For one thing, she was accustomed to write
-the brief and infrequent letters that Kilgariff
-wished written. These were mostly in acknowledgment
-of letters of inquiry and sympathy
-that came to him from friends in the army.</p>
-
-<p>Usually he dictated the notes to her, and she
-wrote them out in a hand that was as legible as
-print and not unlike a rude print in appearance.
-At first glance her manuscript looked altogether
-masculine, by reason of the breadth of stroke
-and the size of the letters, but upon closer scrutiny
-one discovered in it many little peculiarities
-that were distinctly feminine.</p>
-
-<p>Kilgariff asked her one day:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“Who taught you to write, Evelyn?”</p>
-
-<p>“Nobody. Nobody ever taught me much of
-anything till I came to live at Wyanoke.”</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_108" id="Page_108">[108]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>“How, then, did you learn to read and write,
-and especially to spell so well?”</p>
-
-<p>The girl appeared frightened a bit by these
-questions, which seemed to be master keys of
-inquiry into the mystery of her early life. Kilgariff,
-observing her hesitation, said quickly but
-very gently:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“There, little girl, don’t answer my ‘sick
-man’s’ questions. I didn’t mean to ask them.
-They are impertinent.”</p>
-
-<p>“No,” she said reflectively, “nothing that
-comes from you can be impertinent, I reckon,”&mdash;for
-she was rapidly adopting the dialect of
-the cultivated Virginians. “You see, you took
-me out of that house afire, and so you have a
-right&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“I claim no right whatever, Evelyn,” he said,
-“and you must quit thinking about that little
-incident up there on the Rapidan.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, but I can never quit thinking about
-that. You were great and good, and oh, so
-strong! and you did the best thing that ever
-anybody did for me.”</p>
-
-<p>“But I would have done the same for a
-negro.”</p>
-
-<p>“But you didn’t do it for a negro. You did<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_109" id="Page_109">[109]</a></span>
-it for me. So you see I am right about it. Am
-I not?”</p>
-
-<p>“I suppose so. Your logic is a trifle lame,
-perhaps, but your heart is right. Never mind
-that now.”</p>
-
-<p>“But I want to tell you all I can,” the girl
-resumed. “You see, I can’t tell you much,
-because I don’t know much about myself, and
-because they made me swear. But I can answer
-this question of yours. I don’t know just how
-I learned to read. I reckon somebody must have
-taught me that when I was so little that I have
-forgotten all about it. Anyhow, I don’t remember.
-But after I had read a good many books,
-there came a time when I couldn’t get any
-books, except three that I was carrying with
-me. That was when I was a little boy, and&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“A little boy? A little girl, you mean.”</p>
-
-<p>“No, I mean a little boy, but I mustn’t tell
-you about that, only I have already told you that
-once I was a little boy. It slipped out, and you
-must forget it, please, for I didn’t mean to say
-it. I wasn’t really a boy, of course, but I had to
-wear a boy’s clothes and a boy’s name. Never
-mind that. You mustn’t ask me about it. As
-I was saying, when I grew tired of reading my<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_110" id="Page_110">[110]</a></span>
-three books over and over again, I decided to
-write some new ones for myself. The only
-trouble was that I had never learned to write.
-That didn’t bother me much, because I had seen
-writing and had read a little of it sometimes; so
-I knew that it was just the same as print, only
-that the letters were made more carelessly and
-some of them just a little differently in shape.
-I knew I could do it, after a little practice. I
-got some eagle’s quills from&mdash;” here the girl
-checked herself, and bit her lip. Presently she
-continued:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“I got some eagle’s quills from a man who
-had them, and I made myself some pens. I had
-some blank-books that had been partly written
-in at the&mdash;well, partly written in. But there
-wasn’t any ink there, so I made myself some
-out of oak bark and nutgalls, ‘setting’ the colour
-with copperas, as I had seen the people at the&mdash;well,
-as I had seen somebody do it in that way.
-It made very good ink, and I soon taught myself
-how to write. As for the spelling, I tried to
-remember how all the words looked in the books
-I had read, and when I couldn’t remember, I
-would stop writing and look through the three
-books I still had till I came upon the word I<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_111" id="Page_111">[111]</a></span>
-wanted. After that, I never had any trouble
-about spelling that word.”</p>
-
-<p>“I should imagine not,” said Kilgariff. “But
-did you succeed in writing any books for yourself?”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, two of them.”</p>
-
-<p>“What were they about?”</p>
-
-<p>“Well, in one of them I wrote all I could
-remember about myself; they got hold of that
-and threw it into the fire.”</p>
-
-<p>“Who did that?”</p>
-
-<p>“Why&mdash;well, the people I was with&mdash;no, I
-mustn’t tell you about them. In another of my
-books I wrote all I had learned about birds and
-animals and trees and other things. I reckon
-I know a good deal about such things, but what
-I wrote was only what I had learned for myself
-by seeing so much of them. You see, I was
-alone a good deal then, except for the wild
-creatures, and I got pretty well acquainted with
-them. Even here, where they never knew me,
-I can call birds or squirrels to me out of the
-trees, and they soon get so they will come to
-me even without my calling them.”</p>
-
-<p>“Is that book in existence still?” asked Kilgariff,
-with manifest eagerness.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_112" id="Page_112">[112]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>“I reckon so, but maybe not. I really don’t
-know. Anyhow, I shall never see it again, of
-course, and nobody else would care for it.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, yes, somebody else would. I would give
-a thousand dollars in gold for it at this moment.”</p>
-
-<p>“Why, what for? It was only a childish
-thing, and besides I had never studied about
-such things.”</p>
-
-<p>“Listen!” interrupted Kilgariff. “Do you
-know where science comes from, and what it is?
-Do you realise that absolutely every fact we
-know, of the kind we call scientific, was originally
-found out just by somebody’s looking and
-listening as you did with your animals and birds
-and flowers? And the persons who looked and
-listened and thought about what they saw, told
-other people about them in books, and so all our
-science was born? Those other people have put
-things together and given learned names to
-them, and classified the facts for convenience,
-but the ones who did the observing have always
-been the discoverers, the most profitable workers
-in science. Audubon was reckoned an idle,
-worthless fellow by the commonplace people
-about him, because he ‘wasted his time’ roaming
-about in the woods, making friends of the wild<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_113" id="Page_113">[113]</a></span>
-creatures and studying their habits. But scientific
-men, who are not commonplace or narrow-minded,
-were glad to listen when this idle fellow
-told them what he had learned in the woods.
-In Europe and America the great learned societies
-never tired of heaping honours upon him
-and the books he wrote; and the pictures he
-painted of his woodland friends sold for fabulous
-sums, bringing him fame and fortune.”</p>
-
-<p>“I am glad of that,” answered the girl, simply;
-“for I like Audubon. I’ve been reading his
-<i>Birds of America</i>, since I came to Wyanoke.
-But I am not Audubon, and my poor, childish
-writings are not great like his.”</p>
-
-<p>“They are if they record, as they must, observations
-that nobody else had made before.
-On the chance of that, I would give a thousand
-dollars in gold, as I said before, for that childish
-manuscript. Could you not reproduce it?”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, no; never. Of course, I remember all
-the things I put into it, but I set them down so
-childishly&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“You set them down truthfully, of course.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, yes&mdash;but not in any proper order. I
-just wrote in my book each day the new things
-I had seen or learned or thought. Mostly I was<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_114" id="Page_114">[114]</a></span>
-interested in finding out what animals think, and
-how or in what queer ways plants behave under
-certain circumstances. There was nothing in all
-that&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“There was everything in all that, and it was
-worth everything. But of course, as you say,
-you cannot reproduce the book&mdash;not now at
-least. Perhaps some day you may.”</p>
-
-<p>“But I don’t understand?” queried the girl.
-“If I can’t rewrite the book now&mdash;and I certainly
-can’t&mdash;how shall I ever be able to do it
-‘some day’? Before ‘some day’ comes I shall
-have forgotten many things that I remember
-now.”</p>
-
-<p>“No, you will not forget anything of vital
-interest. But now you are self-conscious and
-therefore shy and self-distrustful, as you were
-not in your childhood when you wrote the book,
-and as you will not be when you grow into a
-maturer womanhood and learn to be less impressed
-by what you now think the superiority
-of others. When that time comes, you will
-write the book again, adding much to its store
-of observed facts, for you are not going to stop
-observing any more than you are going to stop
-thinking.”</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_115" id="Page_115">[115]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>Evelyn shook her head.</p>
-
-<p>“I could never write a book&mdash;a real book,
-I mean&mdash;fit to be printed.”</p>
-
-<p>“We shall see about that later,” said Kilgariff.
-“You are a young woman of unusual
-intellectual gifts, and under Mrs. Brent’s influence
-you will grow, in ways that you do not now
-imagine.”</p>
-
-<p>Kilgariff was profoundly interested, and he
-was rapidly talking himself into a fever. Evelyn
-was quick to see this, and she was also anxious
-to escape further praise and further talk about
-herself. So, with a demure little air of authority,
-she said:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“You must stop talking now. It is very bad
-for you. You must take a few sips of broth and
-then a long sleep.”</p>
-
-<p>All this occurred long after the day when
-Kilgariff handed her his captain’s commission
-and bade her “send it back,” saying, “I don’t
-want it.” At that time she was wholly ignorant
-of military formalities. She did not know that
-under military usage Kilgariff could not communicate
-with the higher authorities except formally
-and “through the regular channels”;
-that is to say, through a succession of officers,<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_116" id="Page_116">[116]</a></span>
-beginning with his captain. She saw that this
-commission was dated at the adjutant-general’s
-office in Richmond and signed, “S. Cooper, Adjutant-general.”
-Nothing could be simpler, she
-thought, than to relieve Kilgariff of all trouble
-in the matter by herself sending the document
-back, with a polite note to Mr. S. Cooper. So
-she wrote the note as follows:&mdash;</p>
-
-<div class="pbq">
-<p class="pn1"><span class="smcap">S. Cooper</span>, Adj’t-general,</p>
-<p class="pi4">Richmond.</p>
-<p class="pn"><span class="smcap">Dear Sir</span>:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>Sergeant-major Kilgariff is too weak from his wound
-to write his own letters, so I’m writing this note for
-him, to send back the enclosed paper. Mr. Kilgariff
-doesn’t want it, but he thanks you for your courtesy
-in sending it.</p>
-
-<p class="pr8">Yours truly,</p>
-<p class="pr2"><span class="smcap">Evelyn Byrd</span>.</p></div>
-
-<p class="p1">Precisely what would have happened if this extraordinary
-note with its enclosure had reached
-the adjutant-general of the army, in response to
-his official communication, it is difficult to imagine.
-Fortunately, Evelyn was puzzled to know
-whether she should write on the envelope, “Mr.
-S. Cooper,” or “S. Cooper, Esq.” So she waited
-till Kilgariff should be awake and able to instruct
-her on that point.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_117" id="Page_117">[117]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>When he saw what she had written, his first
-impulse was to cry out in consternation. His
-second was to laugh aloud. But he did neither.
-Instead, he quietly said:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“We must be a little more formal, dear, and
-do this business in accordance with military etiquette.
-You see, these official people are very
-exacting as to formalities.”</p>
-
-<p>Then he wrote upon the official letter which
-had accompanied the commission a respectful
-indorsement declining the commission, after
-which he directed his secretary-nurse to address
-it formally to Captain Marshall Pollard, who,
-he explained, would indorse it and forward it
-through the regular channels, as required by
-military usage.</p>
-
-<p>“But why not accept the commission?” asked
-Evelyn, simply. She did not at all realise&mdash;and
-Kilgariff had taken pains that she should not
-realise&mdash;the enormity of her blunder or the ludicrousness
-of it. “Isn’t it better to be a captain
-than a sergeant-major?”</p>
-
-<p>“For most men, yes,” answered Kilgariff;
-“but not for me.”</p>
-
-<p>But he did not explain.</p>
-
-<hr class="chap" />
-
-</div>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_118" id="Page_118">[118]</a></span></p>
-
-<div class="chapter">
-
-<h2 class="ch">VIII</h2>
-
-<p class="pch">SOME REVELATIONS OF EVELYN</p>
-
-<p class="drop-cap04">IN the meanwhile Arthur Brent had acted
-upon Dorothy’s suggestion. He had prepared
-a careful statement of Kilgariff’s
-case, withholding his name of course, and had
-submitted it to General Stuart, with the request
-that that typical exemplar of all that was best
-in chivalry should himself choose such officers
-as he deemed best, to constitute the court.</p>
-
-<p>The verdict was unanimous. Stuart wrote to
-Arthur Brent:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p class="pbq p1">Every member of the court is of opinion that
-your own assurance of the innocence of the gentleman
-concerned is conclusive. They are all of opinion that
-he is entirely free and entitled to accept a commission,
-and that he is not under the slightest obligation to
-reveal to anybody the unfortunate circumstances that
-have caused him to hesitate in this matter. It is the
-further opinion of the court, and I am asked to express
-it with emphasis, that the course of the gentleman
-concerned, in refusing to accept a commission<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_119" id="Page_119">[119]</a></span>
-upon the point of honour that influenced him to that
-decision, is in itself a sufficient assurance of his character.
-Tell him from me that, without at all knowing
-who he is, I urge and, if I may, I command him to
-accept the post you offer him, in order that he may
-render his best services to the cause that we all love.</p>
-
-<p class="p1">Arthur Brent hurried this letter to his friend
-at Wyanoke; but before it arrived, the writer
-of it, the “Chevalier of the Lost Cause,” had
-passed from earth. He fell at the Yellow
-Tavern, at the head of his troopers in one of
-the tremendous onsets which he knew so well
-how to lead, before this generous missive&mdash;perhaps
-the last that he ever wrote&mdash;fell under
-the eyes of the man, all unknown to him, whom
-he thus commanded to accept honour and duty
-with it.</p>
-
-<p>The fact of Stuart’s death peculiarly embarrassed
-a man of Kilgariff’s almost boyish sensitiveness.</p>
-
-<p class="pbq p1">I feel [he wrote to Arthur Brent] as if I were
-disobeying Stuart’s commands and disregarding his
-dying request, in still refusing to reconsider my decision.
-Yet I feel that I must do so in spite of the
-decision of your court of honour, in spite of your
-friendly insistence, in spite of everything. After all,<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_120" id="Page_120">[120]</a></span>
-Arthur, a man must be judge in his own case, when
-his honour is involved. The most that others can do&mdash;the
-most even that a court of honour can do&mdash;is
-to excuse, to pardon, to permit. I could never submit
-to the humiliation of excuse, of pardon, of permission,
-however graciously granted. I sincerely wish
-you could understand me, Arthur. In aid of that, let
-me state the case. I am a man condemned on an
-accusation of crime. I am an escaped prisoner, a
-fugitive from justice. I am innocent. I know that,
-and you are generous enough to believe it. But the
-hideous fact of my conviction remains. It seems to
-me that even upon the award of a court of honour,
-backed by something like the dying injunction of our
-gallant cavalier, Stuart, I cannot honourably consent
-to accept a commission and meet men of stainless
-reputation upon equal terms, or perhaps even as their
-superior and commanding officer, without first revealing
-to each and all of them the ugly facts that stand
-in the way. Generous they may be; generous they
-are. But it is not for me to impose myself upon their
-generosity, or to deceive them by a reserve which I
-am bound to practise.</p>
-
-<p class="pbq">I have already sent back a captain’s commission
-which I had fairly won by that little fight on the hill
-at Spottsylvania. With you I may be frank enough to
-say that any sergeant-major doing what I did on that
-occasion would have been entitled to his captaincy as<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_121" id="Page_121">[121]</a></span>
-a matter of right, and not at all as a matter of favour.
-I had fairly won that commission, yet I returned it to
-the war department, simply because I could not forget
-the facts in my case. How much more imperative
-it is that I should refuse the higher commission which
-you press upon me, and which I have not won by any
-conspicuous service! Will you not understand me,
-my friend? Will you not try to look at this matter
-from my point of view? So long as I am a condemned
-criminal, a fugitive from justice, I simply
-cannot consent to become a commissioned officer entitled
-by my government’s certification to meet on
-equal terms men against whom no accusation has
-been laid.</p>
-
-<p class="pbq">Let that matter rest here. I shall remain a sergeant-major
-to the end&mdash;an enlisted man, a non-commissioned
-officer whose captain may send him
-back to the gun whenever it pleases him to do so, a
-man who must touch his cap to every officer he meets,
-a man subject to orders, a man ready for any work of
-war that may be given him to do. In view of the
-tedious slowness with which I am recovering from this
-wound, and the great need I know Captain Pollard
-has for an executive sergeant, I wrote to him, two
-weeks ago, resigning my place, and asking him to
-select some other capable man in my stead. He
-replied in his generous fashion, absolutely refusing
-to accept my resignation.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_122" id="Page_122">[122]</a></span></p>
-
-<p class="p1">That was Kilgariff’s modest way of putting
-the matter. What Pollard had actually written
-was this:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p class="pbq p1">By your gallantry and your capacity as a hard-fighting
-soldier, you have won for my battery such honour
-and distinction as had not come to it from all its previous
-good conduct. Do you imagine that I am going
-to lose such a sergeant-major as you are, merely because
-his honourable wounds temporarily incapacitate
-him? I had thought to lose you by your richly earned
-promotion to a rank equal to my own, or superior to
-it. That promotion you have refused&mdash;foolishly, I
-think&mdash;but at any rate you have refused it. You are
-still my sergeant-major, therefore, and will remain that
-until you consent to accept a higher place.</p>
-
-<p class="p1">This was the situation so far as Kilgariff was
-concerned, as it revealed itself to Pollard and
-Arthur Brent. Dorothy knew another side of
-it. For with Dorothy, Kilgariff had quickly
-established relations of the utmost confidence
-and the truest friendship; and to Dorothy, Kilgariff
-revealed every thought, as he had never
-done to any other human being.</p>
-
-<p>Indeed, revelation was not necessary. Dorothy
-was a woman of that high type that loves
-sincerely and with courage, and Dorothy had<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_123" id="Page_123">[123]</a></span>
-seen the daily and hourly growing fascination
-of Kilgariff for Evelyn. She had seen Evelyn’s
-devoted ministry to him, and had understood
-the unconscious love that lay behind its childlike
-reserve. She had understood, as he had
-not, that, all unknown to herself, Evelyn had
-made of Kilgariff the hero of her adoration, and
-that Kilgariff’s soul had been completely enthralled
-by a devotion which did not recognise
-its own impulse or the fulness of its meaning.
-Dorothy knew far more, indeed, of the relations
-between these two than either of themselves
-had come to know.</p>
-
-<p>She was in no way unprepared, therefore,
-when one day Kilgariff said to her, as they two
-sat in converse:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“You know, of course, that I am deeply in
-love with Evelyn?”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes,” Dorothy answered; “I must be blind
-if I did not see that.”</p>
-
-<p>“Of course,” responded the man, “I have said
-nothing to her on the subject, and I shall say
-nothing, to the end. I speak to you of it only
-because I want your help in avoiding the danger-point.
-Evelyn is not in the least in love with
-me.”</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_124" id="Page_124">[124]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>Dorothy made no response to that.</p>
-
-<p>“She is grateful to me for having saved her
-life, and gratitude is a sentiment utterly at war
-with love. Moreover, Evelyn is perfectly frank
-and unreserved in her conversations with me.
-No woman is ever so with the man she loves,
-until after he has made her his wife. So I regard
-Evelyn, as for the present, safe. She is
-not in love with me, and I shall do nothing to
-induce such sentiment on her part.”</p>
-
-<p>Again Dorothy sat silent.</p>
-
-<p>“But there is much that I can do for her,
-and I want to do it. You must help me. And
-above all you must tell me the moment you discover
-in her any shadow or trace of that reserve
-toward me which might mean or suggest a
-dawning of love. I shall be constantly on the
-lookout for such signs, but you, with your
-woman’s wit and intuitions, may be quicker
-than I to see.”</p>
-
-<p>“Precisely what do you mean, Kilgariff?”
-Dorothy asked, in her frank way of going
-directly to the marrow of every matter with
-which she had occasion to deal. “You say
-you are in love with Evelyn. Do you not wish
-her to be in love with you?”</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_125" id="Page_125">[125]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>“No! By every consideration of propriety,
-by every sentiment of honour, no!” he answered,
-with more of vehemence than he was accustomed
-to put into his words.</p>
-
-<p>“Do you not understand? I can never ask
-her to marry me; I am therefore in honour
-bound not to win her love. I shall devote myself
-most earnestly to the task of repairing such
-defects in her education as I discover. But the
-moment I see or suspect the least disposition
-on her part to think of me otherwise than
-with the indifference of mere friendship, I
-shall take myself out of her life completely.
-I ask you to aid me in watching for such
-indications of dawning affection, and in forestalling
-them.”</p>
-
-<p>“You shall have all the assistance you need
-to discover and do your real duty,” said Dorothy.
-But that most womanly of women did not at all
-share Kilgariff’s interpretation either of his own
-duty or of Evelyn’s sentiment toward him. She
-knew from her own experience that a woman
-grows shy and reserved with a man the moment
-she understands herself to be in love with him.
-But equally she knew that love may long conceal
-itself even from the one who cherishes it,<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_126" id="Page_126">[126]</a></span>
-and that reserve, when it comes, comes altogether
-too late for purposes of safeguarding.</p>
-
-<p>But Dorothy did not care. She wanted these
-two to love each other, and she saw no reason
-why they should not. She recognised their
-peculiar fitness for each other’s love, and as for
-the rest&mdash;wise woman that she was&mdash;she trusted
-love to overcome all difficulties. In other words,
-Dorothy was a woman, and she herself had loved
-and mated as God meant that women should.
-So she was disposed to let well alone in this
-case.</p>
-
-<p>Kilgariff’s wound was healing satisfactorily
-now, and little by little his strength was coming
-back to him. So, every day, he sat in the
-laboratory with Dorothy and Evelyn, helping in
-the work by advice and suggestion, and often in
-more direct and active ways. For Arthur Brent
-had written to Dorothy:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p class="pbq p1">I must remain with the army yet a while in order
-to keep the hospital service in as efficient a state as
-adverse circumstances will permit, and the constant
-shiftings from one place to another render this difficult.
-When Kilgariff grows strong enough, set him at
-work in the laboratory. He would never tell you so,
-but he is a better chemist than I am, better even than<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_127" id="Page_127">[127]</a></span>
-you in some respects. Especially he is expert in
-shortening processes, and the army’s pressing need of
-medicines renders this a peculiarly valuable art just
-now. We need everything at every hour, but especially
-we need opium and its products, and quinine or
-quinine substitutes. Please give your own special attention
-to your poppy fields, and get all you can of
-opium from them. Send to Richmond all the product
-except so much as you can use in the laboratory in
-extracting the still more valuable alkaloids.</p>
-
-<p class="pbq">Another thing: the dogwood-root bark bitters you
-are sending prove to be a valuable substitute for
-quinine. Please multiply your product if you can.
-Enlist the services of your friends everywhere in supplying
-you with the raw material. Get them to set
-their little negroes at work digging and drying the
-roots, so that you may make as much of the bitters as
-possible. There are a good many wild cherry trees at
-Wyanoke and on other plantations round about.
-Won’t you experiment, with Kilgariff’s assistance, and
-see if you can’t produce some quinine? Our need of
-that is simply terrible. Malaria kills five times as
-many men as Federal bullets do, and, apart from that,
-hundreds of sick or wounded men could be returned
-to duty a month earlier than they now are if we had
-quinine enough. Tell Kilgariff I invoke his aid, and
-you’ll get it.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_128" id="Page_128">[128]</a></span></p>
-
-<p class="p1">Kilgariff responded enthusiastically to this
-appeal. He personally investigated the quinine-producing
-capacity of every tree and plant that
-grew at Wyanoke or in its neighbourhood.</p>
-
-<p>“The dog fennel,” he said to Dorothy, “is
-most promising. It yields quinine in greater
-quantity, in proportion to the time and labour
-involved, than anything else we have. Of course,
-if ours were a commercial enterprise, it would
-not pay to attempt any of these manufactures.
-But our problem is simply to produce medicines
-for the army at whatever cost. So I have taken
-the liberty of ordering all your chaps”&mdash;the
-term “chaps” in Virginia meant juvenile negroes&mdash;“to
-gather all the dog fennel they can,
-and to dry it on fence-rail platforms. I am having
-the men put up some kettles in which to
-steep it. The rest we must do in the laboratory.
-Our great lack is that of kettles enough.”</p>
-
-<p>“Must they be of iron?” asked Evelyn, with
-earnest interest. “Must they have fires under
-them?”</p>
-
-<p>“N-no,” answered Kilgariff, hesitatingly. “I
-suppose washtubs or anything that will hold
-water will do. We must use hot water to steep
-the plants in, but we might pour hot water into<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_129" id="Page_129">[129]</a></span>
-vessels in which we couldn’t heat it. Yes,
-Evelyn, any sort of vessel that will hold water
-will answer our purpose.”</p>
-
-<p>“Then I’ll provide all the tanks you need, if
-Dorothy will give me leave to command the
-servant-men. I do know how.”</p>
-
-<p>The leave was promptly given, and Evelyn
-instructed the negroes how to make staves of
-large proportions, and how to put them together.
-Three days later, with an adequate
-supply of these, and with a quantity of binding
-hoops which she had herself fashioned out of
-hickory saplings to the utter astonishment of
-her comrades, the girl manufactured a number
-of wooden and water-tight tanks, each capable
-of holding many scores of gallons.</p>
-
-<p>“Where did you learn to do that?” Kilgariff
-asked, when the first of the tanks was set up.</p>
-
-<p>“Among the whale fishermen,” she answered.
-“But I mustn’t tell you about that, and you
-mustn’t ask. But my tanks will hold oil as
-well as water, and I am going to make a little
-one for castor oil. You know we have five
-acres in castor beans. I reckon you two do
-know how to make castor oil out of them.”</p>
-
-<p>“Come here, Evelyn, and sit down,” said<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_130" id="Page_130">[130]</a></span>
-Dorothy. “Of course we know how to extract
-castor oil from the beans, but we don’t know
-where or how you got your peculiar English.
-Tell us about it.”</p>
-
-<p>“I do not understand. Is my English not
-like your own?”</p>
-
-<p>“In some respects, no. When you volunteered
-to make these tanks for us, you said, ‘I
-do know how,’ and now you say, ‘You do know.’
-We should say, ‘I know,’ and ‘You know.’
-Where did you get your peculiar usage?”</p>
-
-<p>The girl flushed crimson. Presently she
-answered:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“It is that I have not been taught. Pardon
-me. I am trying to learn. I do listen&mdash;no, I
-should say&mdash;I listen to your speech, and I try
-to speak the same. I have read books and
-tried to learn from them what the right speech
-is. Am I not learning better now? I try, or I
-am trying&mdash;which is it? And the big book&mdash;the
-dictionary&mdash;I am studying. I never saw a
-dictionary until I came to Wyanoke.”</p>
-
-<p>“Don’t worry,” said Kilgariff, tenderly. “You
-speak quite well enough to make us glad to listen.”</p>
-
-<p>And indeed they were glad to listen. For
-now that the girl had become actively busy in<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_131" id="Page_131">[131]</a></span>
-the laboratory, she had lost much of her shy
-reserve, and her conversation was full of inspiration
-and suggestiveness. It was obvious that
-while her instruction had been meagre and exceedingly
-irregular, she had done a world of
-thinking from such premises as were hers, and
-the thinking had been sound.</p>
-
-<p>Her ways were sweet and winning, chiefly
-because of their utter sincerity, and they fascinated
-both Dorothy and Kilgariff.</p>
-
-<p>“Kilgariff must marry her,” Dorothy wrote
-to Arthur Brent. “God evidently intended
-that, when he made these two; but how it is to
-come about, I do not at all know. Kilgariff
-has some foolish notions that stand in the way,
-but of course love will overcome them. As for
-Evelyn&mdash;well, she is a woman, and that is
-quite enough.”</p>
-
-<p>Evelyn’s use of the intensives, ‘do’ and
-‘did’ and the like, was not at all uniform.
-Often she would converse for half an hour without
-a lapse into that or any other of her peculiarities
-of speech. It was usually excitement
-or embarrassment or enthusiasm that brought
-on what Dorothy called “an attack of dialect,”
-and Kilgariff one day said to Dorothy:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_132" id="Page_132">[132]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>“The girl’s speech ‘bewrayeth her,’ as Peter’s
-did in the Bible.”</p>
-
-<p>“How do you mean?”</p>
-
-<p>“Why, it is easy and perfectly safe to infer
-from her speech a good deal of her life-history.”</p>
-
-<p>“Go on, I am interested.”</p>
-
-<p>“Well, you observe that she has almost a
-phenomenal gift of unconscious imitation. She
-has been with you for only a very brief while,
-yet in the main her pronunciation, her inflection,
-and even her choice of words are those of
-a young woman brought up in Virginia. She
-says ‘gyarden,’ ‘cyart,’ and the like, and her
-<i>a</i>’s are quite as broad as your own when she
-talks of the grass or the basket. Now when
-she lapses into her own dialect, there is a
-distinctively French note in her syntax, from
-which I argue that she has lived among French-speaking
-people for a time, catching their construction.
-But, on the other hand, her English
-is so good that I cannot think her life has been
-mainly passed among French-speaking people.
-Have you tried her in French itself?”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, and she speaks the most extraordinary
-French I ever heard.”</p>
-
-<p>“Well, that fits in with the other facts.<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_133" id="Page_133">[133]</a></span>
-This morning she spoke of a hashed meat at
-breakfast as ‘pemmican,’ though she quickly corrected
-herself; she often uses Indian terms, too,
-by inadvertence. Then again, her accomplishments
-all smell of the woods. Putting all things
-together, I should say that she has spent a good
-deal of time among, or at least in frequent contact
-with, Canadian Frenchmen and Indians.”</p>
-
-<p>“I think you are right,” said Dorothy, “and
-yet some part of her life has been passed in
-company with a well-bred and accomplished
-woman.”</p>
-
-<p>“Your body of facts, please?” said Kilgariff.</p>
-
-<p>“Her speech, for one thing; for in spite of
-its oddities it is mainly the speech of a cultivated
-woman. She never uses slang; indeed,
-I’m sure she knows no slang. Her constructions,
-though often odd, are always grammatical,
-and her diction is that of educated people.
-Then again, her scrupulous attention to personal
-neatness tells me much. More important
-still, at least in my woman’s eyes, is the fact
-that she perfectly knows how to make a bed
-and how to make the most of the little ornaments
-and fripperies of a room. She did not
-learn these things from squaws or half-breeds.<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_134" id="Page_134">[134]</a></span>
-Moreover, she does needlework of an exquisite
-delicacy which I never saw matched anywhere.
-That tells of a highly bred woman as an influence
-in her life and education.”</p>
-
-<p>While these three were at dinner that day,
-the negro head-man&mdash;for even in his enforced
-absence Arthur Brent would not commit his authority
-over his negroes to the brutal instincts
-of any overseer&mdash;came to the door and asked
-to speak with “Mis’ Dorothy.”</p>
-
-<p>“Bring me a decanter and a glass, Elsie,” said
-Dorothy to the chief serving-maid. She poured
-a dram into the glass, and handed it to the girl.</p>
-
-<p>“Take that out to Uncle Joe,” she said, “and
-tell him to come in after he has drunk it.”</p>
-
-<p>It was a peculiarity of the plantation negro in
-Virginia that he never refused a dram from “the
-gre’t house,” and yet that he never drank to
-excess. Those negroes that served about the
-house in one capacity or another were always
-supplied with money&mdash;the proceeds of “tips”&mdash;and
-could have bought liquor at will. Yet
-none of them ever formed the drink habit.</p>
-
-<p>When Uncle Joe came into the dining-room,
-he had a number of matters concerning which
-he desired instruction. When these affairs had<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_135" id="Page_135">[135]</a></span>
-been disposed of, and Dorothy had directed him
-to slaughter a shoat on the following morning,
-the mistress asked:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“How about the young mare, Uncle Joe?
-Are you ever going to have her broken?”</p>
-
-<p>“Well, you see, Missus, Dick’s de only pusson
-on de plantation what dars to tackle dat dar
-mar’, an’ Dick he’s done gone off to de wah wid
-Mahstah. ‘Sides dat, de mar’ she done trowed
-Dick hisse’f tree times. Dey simply ain’t no
-doin’ nuffin’ wid dat dar mar’, Missus. I reckon
-de only ting to do wid her is to sell her to de
-artillery, whah dey don’ ax no odds o’ no hoss
-whatsomever. She’s five year ole, an’ as strong
-as two mules, an’ nobody ain’t never been able
-to break her yit.”</p>
-
-<p>“Poor creature!” said Evelyn. “May I try
-what I can do with her, Dorothy?”</p>
-
-<p>“You, little Missus?” broke in Joe. “<i>You</i>
-try to tackle de iron-gray mar’? Why, she’d
-mash you like a potato wid her foh-feet, an’ den
-turn roun’ an’ kick you to kingdom come wid de
-hind par.”</p>
-
-<p>“May I try, Dorothy?” the girl calmly asked
-again, quite ignoring Uncle Joe’s prophecies of
-evil.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_136" id="Page_136">[136]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>“Hadn’t you better let some of the men or
-boys break her first?”</p>
-
-<p>“No. To me it is plain they have done too
-much of that already. Let me have her as she
-is. Have her brought up to the house, Uncle
-Joe, soon after dinner, with nothing on her but
-a halter.”</p>
-
-<p>“Why, little Mis’, you don’ know&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“Do precisely as I tell you,” interrupted the
-girl, who could be very imperious when so
-minded.</p>
-
-<p>When the mare was brought, she was striking
-viciously at the negro who led her. With ears
-laid back close to her head, and with the whites
-of her eyes showing menacingly, she was striking
-out with her hoofs as if intent upon committing
-homicide without further delay.</p>
-
-<p>“Turn her loose, Ben,” said the girl, who sat
-idly in the porch as if she had no task on her
-hands. “Then go away from her, and make
-all the rest go away, too&mdash;” motioning toward
-the gang of little negroes who had assembled,
-“to see de iron-gray mar’ kill little Missie.”</p>
-
-<p>When all were gone, Evelyn began nibbling
-at a sugar lump. Presently, after the mare had
-discovered that she was quite free and that her<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_137" id="Page_137">[137]</a></span>
-tormentors were gone, Evelyn held out her hand
-with the sugar lump in its palm. The animal
-was obviously unfamiliar with sugar lumps, but
-she had the curiosity which is commonly&mdash;perhaps
-erroneously&mdash;attributed to her sex. So,
-as Evelyn sat on the bench and made no motion
-indicative of any purpose to seize the halter, the
-animal presently became interested in the extended
-hand. Little by little, and with occasional
-snortings and recessions, she approached
-the girl. Finally, finding that the extended
-hand was not moved, she nosed the sugar lump,
-and then with her long, flexible tongue, swept
-it into her mouth.</p>
-
-<p>Evelyn did not withdraw the hand at once,
-but held it extended till the mare had got the
-full flavour of the sweet. Meanwhile, she cooed
-to the animal soothingly, and, after a little, she
-produced a second sugar lump and laid it upon
-the extended palm. This time, as the mare
-took the dainty, Evelyn, still talking soothingly,
-ventured with her other hand to stroke the
-beast’s silky nose, caressingly. There was a
-shrinking back on the part of the timid creature,
-but the lure of the sugar was enticing, and after
-once the gentle hand had stroked the mare’s<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_138" id="Page_138">[138]</a></span>
-face, she seemed rather to welcome than to
-resent the caress.</p>
-
-<p>Thus, little by little, did the girl establish relations
-of amity between herself and the spirited
-mare. After a while, Evelyn quitted her seat,
-went out upon the lawn, and with a sugar-lump
-bribe tempted the animal to approach her.
-Then she stroked its head and neck and sides,
-gradually giving it to understand that she meant
-no harm and accustoming it to the pleasant
-touch of her hands. Finally she stroked its legs
-vigorously, and lifted one foot after another,
-examining each.</p>
-
-<p>By this time the mare seemed to have concluded
-that the young woman, who talked ceaselessly
-in her cooing, contralto voice, was an
-altogether pleasant acquaintance. Wherever
-the girl went, around the grounds, the mare
-followed, nosing her and seemingly soliciting
-her attention.</p>
-
-<p>At last the girl tolled the mare to a horse
-block, and for a time stood upon it, gently
-stroking her silky back.</p>
-
-<p>Then she made a motion as if to sit upon that
-shapely back. The mare shied away, perhaps
-remembering former attempts of the kind which<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_139" id="Page_139">[139]</a></span>
-she had resented as indignities. But as Evelyn
-did not insist upon her apparent purpose, and as
-the mare was by this time very much in sympathy,
-if not in love, with the gentle girl, she presently
-sidled back into position, and Evelyn
-seated herself upon her back, at the same time
-caressingly stroking the sides of her neck. She
-had neither saddle on which to sit securely, nor
-bridle with which to control her mount, but there
-was no need of either. The mare was nibbling
-grass by this time, and Evelyn permitted her to
-do so, letting her wander about the house grounds
-at will, in search of the most succulent tufts.
-As the supper hour drew near, the girl slipped
-from the animal’s back and led the way, the
-animal following, to the stables. There, with
-her own hands she filled the manger and the hay-rack,
-and after an affectionate farewell to her
-new friend, returned to the house. But first she
-said to Ben, the hostler:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“Let nobody feed the mare but me. I will
-be at the stables in time in the morning. And
-let nobody touch her with a currycomb. I will
-myself attend to all.”</p>
-
-<p>Three or four days later the high-spirited mare
-was Evelyn Byrd’s very humble servant indeed.<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_140" id="Page_140">[140]</a></span>
-The girl rode her everywhere, teaching her a
-number of pretty tricks, the most astonishing of
-which was the art of lifting a gate latch with
-her teeth, and letting herself and her rider
-through the many barriers that Virginian law
-accommodatingly permitted planters to erect
-across the public roads.</p>
-
-<p>“But how did you learn all this?” asked Kilgariff,
-full of interest.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, I do not know. I reckon I never learned
-it at all. You see, the animals fight us only because
-they think we mean to fight them. So
-long as they are afraid of us, they fight, of
-course. When they learn that we are friendly,
-they are glad to be friends. Anybody can tame
-any animal if he goes to work in the right way.
-I once tamed a Canada lynx, and it became so
-used to me that I let it sleep on the foot of my
-bed. But the lynx has a great deal of sense
-and very little affection, while a horse has a
-great deal of affection and very little sense.
-With the lynx, I appealed to its good sense,
-but I did never&mdash;I mean, I never trusted its
-affection.</p>
-
-<p>“I have treated this mare like a baby that does
-not understand much, but I have won its affection<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_141" id="Page_141">[141]</a></span>
-completely, and I trust that. The animal
-has so little sense that it would scare at a
-scrap of paper lying in the road, and go almost
-frantic if it saw a man pulling a buggy. But
-if I were on its back, it would not run or do
-anything that might throw me off. You see,
-one must know which is stronger in each animal&mdash;sense
-or sentiment. With a horse it is
-sentiment, so I curry the mare myself, talking
-to her all the while in a loving way, and I
-never let anybody else go into the stall. Another
-thing: a horse loves liberty better than
-anything else, so I have taken off the halter
-with which the mare used to be tied in her
-stall, and, as you know, I turn her loose every
-morning when she has finished her fodder, and
-she follows me up here to the house grounds
-where she is perfectly free to nibble grass.
-But she loves me so much that she often quits
-the grass and comes up here to the porch just
-to get me to rub her nose or stroke her neck.
-She is strong, and I am light, so she likes me to
-sit upon her back, as you have seen me do for
-an hour at a time. She doesn’t quite like a
-saddle yet&mdash;and neither do I. I would never
-use anything more than a blanket, just for the<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_142" id="Page_142">[142]</a></span>
-protection of my clothes, only that Dorothy
-thinks that people would wonder, if I should go
-visiting or to church riding bareback. Why do
-people wonder in that way, Mr. Kilgariff, about
-other people’s doings?”</p>
-
-<p>“Upon my word, I don’t know, unless it is
-that we are all like the Pharisee in the parable,
-and want to emphasise our own superiority by
-criticising others.”</p>
-
-<p>“But why shouldn’t the others criticise, too?
-The ways of the people they criticise are no
-more different from their ways, than their ways
-are different from those of the people they criticise.
-I confess I don’t quite understand.”</p>
-
-<p>“Neither do I, Evelyn, except that it is the
-habit of people to set up their own ways as a
-standard and model, and to regard every departure
-from them as a barbarism. If it were not
-an accepted fact that the Venus of Milo is the
-most perfect exemplification we have of feminine
-beauty, and that it is the fashion to go into raptures
-over that piece of sculpture, I imagine
-that nine fashionable women in every ten would
-ridicule the way in which her hair is done up,
-simply because they do not do up theirs in the
-same way.”</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_143" id="Page_143">[143]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>“Yes, I know,” answered the girl, dreamily,
-and as if in a reverie. “That was the trouble
-in the circus.”</p>
-
-<p>“In the circus? What do you mean?”</p>
-
-<p>“Nothing. Don’t ask me.”</p>
-
-<hr class="chap" />
-
-</div>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_144" id="Page_144">[144]</a></span></p>
-
-<div class="chapter">
-
-<h2 class="ch">IX</h2>
-
-<p class="pch">THE GREAT WAR GAME</p>
-
-<p class="drop-cap16">ALL this while the war was going on
-tremendously and Kilgariff was chafing
-at the restraint of a wound which
-forbade him to bear his part in it.</p>
-
-<p>As we have seen, General Grant had crossed
-into the Wilderness with a double strategic purpose.
-He had hoped to turn Lee’s right flank
-and compel the surrender of the Army of Northern
-Virginia. Failing in that, he had hoped,
-with his enormously superior numbers, to crush
-and destroy Lee’s army in battle.</p>
-
-<p>He had failed in that purpose also. By his
-promptitude and vigour in assailing Grant’s
-army in flank, Lee had compelled his adversary
-to abandon his flanking purpose, and to withdraw
-his advance columns over a distance of
-more than ten miles in order to reinforce his
-sorely beset divisions in the Wilderness and to<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_145" id="Page_145">[145]</a></span>
-save his own army from the destruction he had
-hoped to inflict upon his adversary.</p>
-
-<p>After suffering a far heavier loss than he
-inflicted, Grant had summoned reinforcements
-and moved by his left flank to Spottsylvania
-Court House. By this movement he had again
-hoped to turn Lee’s right flank, place himself
-between the Confederates and their capital, and
-in that way compel the surrender or dispersal
-of the Army of Northern Virginia. Again he
-had been foiled by Lee’s alertness and by the
-marvellous mobility of an army that moved
-without a baggage-train, and whose men carried
-no blankets, no extra clothing, no overcoats, no
-canteens, no tin cups, no cooking-utensils&mdash;nothing,
-in fact, except their rifles and their
-ammunition.</p>
-
-<p>Those men were on the verge of starvation
-all the while. Often they had no rations at
-all for two days or more at a time. When rations
-were fullest, they consisted of one, two, or
-three hard-tack biscuits a day for each man,
-and perhaps a diminutive slice of salt pork or
-bacon, which was eaten raw.</p>
-
-<p>But these men, who had formerly fought with
-the courage of hope, inspired by splendid victory,<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_146" id="Page_146">[146]</a></span>
-were fighting now with the courage of
-utter despair. A great wave of religious fervour
-had passed over the army and the South. It
-took upon itself the fatalistic forms of Calvinism,
-for the most part. The men of the army
-came to believe that every event which occurs
-in this world was foreordained of God to occur,
-decreed “before ever the foundations of the
-world were laid.” They had not ceased to trust
-the genius and sagacity of Lee, but they had
-accepted the rule and guidance of a greater than
-Lee&mdash;of God Almighty himself. With a faith
-that was sublime even in its perversion, these
-men committed themselves and their cause to
-God, and ceased to reckon upon human probabilities
-as factors in the problem.</p>
-
-<p>There were prayer meetings in every tent and
-at every bivouac fire, every day and every night.
-At every pause in the fighting, were it only for
-a few minutes, the men on the firing-line threw
-themselves upon their knees and besought God
-to crown their efforts and their arms with victory,
-submissively leaving it to Him to determine
-the where, the when, the how. And in
-this worship of God and this absolute dependence
-upon His will the men of that army learned<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_147" id="Page_147">[147]</a></span>
-to regard themselves personally as mere pawns
-upon the chess-board of the divine purpose.
-They came to regard their own lives as dust in
-the balance, to be blown away by the breath of
-God’s will, to be sacrificed, as fuel is, for the
-maintenance of a flame.</p>
-
-<p>Believing firmly and without question that
-their cause was in God’s charge, they executed
-every order given to them with an indifference
-to personal consequences for the like of which
-one may search history in vain.</p>
-
-<p>In his movement from the Wilderness to
-Spottsylvania, General Grant again failed to
-turn the flank of his wily adversary, and, after
-a prolonged endeavour to break and destroy
-Lee’s army there, the Federal commander again
-moved by his left flank, in the hope of reaching
-Hanover Court House in advance of the arrival
-there of the Army of Northern Virginia.</p>
-
-<p>Again he was baffled of his purpose. Again
-Lee got there first, and took up a position in
-which, by reason of the river’s tortuous course
-and the conformation of the ground, Grant could
-not assail him without dividing his own army
-into three parts, no one of which could be depended
-upon to support either of the others.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_148" id="Page_148">[148]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>At one point the Federal general very nearly
-succeeded. There was a bridge across the
-stream near Hanover Court House. If that
-could be seized, the Federal forces might cross
-and assail Lee’s left flank with effect. A strong
-column of Federals was thrown forward to possess
-the bridge, and for a time it looked as if
-they would succeed and bring the war to an
-end right there.</p>
-
-<p>But two Confederate batteries&mdash;utterly unsupported&mdash;were
-thrown forward. One was
-Captain Pollard’s; the other was a battery from
-the battalion of Major Baillie Pegram. Advancing
-at a full run, the two batteries planted
-their guns at the head of the bridge, just as the
-Federal columns were beginning to cross it, and
-within five minutes the bridge had ceased to be.</p>
-
-<p>Has the reader ever seen Shepard’s spirited
-painting called “Virginia, 1864”? The sketch
-from which that painting was made was drawn
-on this hotly contested field, the artist having
-three pencils carried away from his grasp by
-rifle bullets and half a dozen rents made in his
-drawing-paper while he worked.</p>
-
-<p>Thus, for the third time baffled in his effort
-to place his army between Lee and Richmond,<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_149" id="Page_149">[149]</a></span>
-Grant moved again by his left flank to the
-neighbourhood of Cold Harbour, where one of
-the severest battles of the seven days’ fight
-between Lee and McClellan had been waged.</p>
-
-<p>Again Lee discovered his purpose, and again
-he got there first. He seized upon a line of
-hills and hastily fortified them. He was now
-in front of Richmond and only a few miles in
-advance of that city’s defences. He thought
-it not imprudent, therefore, to call to his assistance
-such troops as were engaged in garrisoning
-the works about Richmond; thus for the
-first time in all that strenuous campaign having
-an opportunity in some small degree to make
-good the waste of war, by way of preparing himself
-to meet an enemy who had been reinforced
-almost daily since the beginning of the campaign,
-and whose army at that time outnumbered the
-Confederate force by more than three to one.</p>
-
-<p>At Lee’s back lay the now bridgeless Chickahominy&mdash;an
-erratic stream which might at any
-moment cut him off from all possibility of retreat.
-If Grant could defeat him where he lay,
-or even seriously cripple him, the pathway of
-the Army of the Potomac into Richmond would
-be scarcely at all obstructed.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_150" id="Page_150">[150]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>In hope of this result, Grant determined upon
-an assault in force. In the gray of the morning
-of June 3, he assailed Lee with all of impetuosity
-and all of force that an army of
-one hundred and fifty thousand men could
-bring to bear against an army of less than fifty
-thousand.</p>
-
-<p>The result was disastrous in the extreme
-to the Federals. They marched into a very
-slaughter pen, where they lost about ten thousand
-men within twenty minutes, for the reason
-that Lee had previously discovered their purpose
-and had prepared himself to receive their
-onslaught with all the enginery of slaughter.</p>
-
-<p>In effect, this disaster to the Federal arms
-ended the field campaign of 1864. It had been
-four times demonstrated that in strategy Lee
-was more than a match for his adversary. It
-had been four times demonstrated that in field
-fighting the little Army of Northern Virginia
-could not be overcome by the force, three times
-as great, which Grant had so often and so determinedly
-hurled against it.</p>
-
-<p>There was nothing left to the Federal commander
-except to besiege Richmond, either
-directly on the north and east, or indirectly by<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_151" id="Page_151">[151]</a></span>
-way of Petersburg, twenty-two miles south and
-commanding the main lines of Confederate military
-communication.</p>
-
-<p>Butler already lay on the south side of the
-James River with a strong detachment and
-within easy striking distance of Petersburg, a
-city defended by an exceedingly inadequate
-force under Beauregard. Grant ordered Butler
-to seize upon Petersburg quickly, before the
-place could be defended. If that plan had been
-successful, Richmond must have surrendered or
-been evacuated, and the war must have ended
-in the early summer of 1864, instead of dragging
-its slow length along for nearly a year
-more. But Beauregard’s extraordinary alertness
-and vigour baffled Butler’s purpose. In
-spite of the exceeding meagreness of the Confederate
-defending force, before Grant could
-push the head of his column into Petersburg,
-Lee was there; and within a few hours the
-Army of Northern Virginia, equally skilled in
-the use of bayonet and spade, had created that
-slender line of earthworks behind which Lee’s
-thin and constantly diminishing force defended
-itself for two thirds of a year to come.</p>
-
-<hr class="chap" />
-
-</div>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_152" id="Page_152">[152]</a></span></p>
-
-<div class="chapter">
-
-<h2 class="ch">X</h2>
-
-<p class="pch">THE LAW OF LOVE</p>
-
-<p class="drop-cap04">“MRS. BRENT&mdash;” Kilgariff so began
-a sentence one morning.</p>
-
-<p>But Dorothy interrupted him,
-quickly.</p>
-
-<p>“Why do you persist in addressing me in
-that way?” she asked. “Are we not yet sufficiently
-friends for you to call me ‘Dorothy,’ as
-all my intimates do? You know, I exacted that
-of Evelyn in the first moment that I found myself
-fond of her and knew that she loved me.”</p>
-
-<p>“But there is a difference,” answered Kilgariff.
-“You see&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, there is a difference, but it is altogether
-on the side of my contention. Evelyn is much
-younger than I am; for although, as you know,
-I am still only twenty-four, Evelyn has the advantage
-of several years of age. She <i>thinks</i>
-she is only seventeen, but as nearly as I can
-figure out from what she tells me she must be<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_153" id="Page_153">[153]</a></span>
-approaching nineteen. However that may be,
-you, at any rate, are nearly as old as Arthur.
-You and he have been intimates all your lives,
-and if that intimacy is well-founded, I see no
-reason why you should not include me in it, so
-far at least, as to call me by my Christian name.
-You see, I was ‘Dorothy’ long before I became
-‘Mrs. Brent,’ and my given name has many
-pleasing associations in my ears. My father
-always called me that. So did my mother, after
-I came to know her. Arthur did so, too, after I
-learned to like him and gave him leave. Of
-course, to all outsiders I am ‘Mrs. Brent’&mdash;a
-name that I am proud and glad to bear, because&mdash;well,
-because of Arthur. But to the insiders&mdash;to
-my friends&mdash;I have a strong inclination
-to be just ‘Dorothy.’ Don’t you think you
-have become an insider?”</p>
-
-<p>Kilgariff hesitated for a time before answering.
-Finally he said:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“It is very gracious of you&mdash;all this. But I
-wonder how much Arthur has told you about
-me?”</p>
-
-<p>“He has told me everything he knows,” she
-answered, with an added touch of dignity. “We
-should not be man and wife if either were<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_154" id="Page_154">[154]</a></span>
-capable of practising reserve with the other in
-such a case as this.”</p>
-
-<p>“Very well, then,” responded Kilgariff. “I
-do not like sailing under false colours; but, as
-you know all, why, it will be a special pleasure
-to me to be permitted to call you ‘Dorothy.’”</p>
-
-<p>“Now, what were you going to say when I
-interrupted you?” asked Dorothy, the direct.</p>
-
-<p>“I’m afraid I forget.”</p>
-
-<p>“No, you don’t, or at least you can remember
-in such a case. So think a bit, Owen, and
-tell me what you were going to say. It was
-something about Evelyn.”</p>
-
-<p>“Why do you think that?”</p>
-
-<p>“Why, for several reasons. For one thing,
-you caught sight of Evelyn just at that moment,
-as she was teaching her mare to kneel down for
-her to mount. You heard her voice, too, as
-she chided the mare in half playful fashion for
-rising too abruptly after the mount. A woman’s
-voice means much to a man of sensitive nature.
-She talks in just that way to the children&mdash;my
-babies&mdash;and their liking for it is positively
-wonderful. Only this morning Mammy and I
-were having all sorts of trouble to get them out
-of their bath. Bob, the boy, was bent upon<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_155" id="Page_155">[155]</a></span>
-spending the rest of the day in the tub, and was
-disposed to raise a rumpus over every effort to
-lift him out, and Mildred, girl-like, took her cue
-from her ‘big brother.’ In the midst of the
-turmoil Evelyn came in. She assumed a look
-of astonishment, which attracted Bob’s attention
-and for the moment quieted him. Then
-she said:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“‘Oh, Bob! I m sorry you’re bad. But
-you are. You’re very bad indeed, so I mustn’t
-tell you about the ten little Injuns. You’re
-getting to be bad just like them.’</p>
-
-<p>“By that time she had lifted the boy out of
-the tub and dried him and slipped a garment
-upon him, he not protesting in the least. Then
-she stood him up in her lap, and, looking at him
-in seeming surprise, she exclaimed:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“‘Why, Bob isn’t bad a bit! Evey made a
-great big mistake. Evey’s going to tell Bob
-about the ten little Injun boys.’ And from
-that moment there was no disturbance in the
-nursery except the noise of joyous laughter.</p>
-
-<p>“I said to her:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“‘You deal with them just as if they were
-wild animals to be tamed.’</p>
-
-<p>“She answered:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_156" id="Page_156">[156]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>“‘So they are, only people often forget it,
-cruelly.’”</p>
-
-<p>“Well, now,” said Kilgariff, “let me have
-your other reason, or reasons, for thinking that
-what I set out to say had some reference to
-Evelyn. I plead guilty to your charge that I
-caught sight of Evelyn teaching the mare, and
-that I was charmed by the sweetness and sympathetic
-jollity of her voice, as she addressed
-the animal in her winning way. But you were
-going to offer another fact in support of your
-assumption. What was it?”</p>
-
-<p>“Why, simply that you hadn’t spoken for
-ten minutes before you addressed me. You
-were meditating, and whenever you meditate
-nowadays, you are thinking of Evelyn.”</p>
-
-<p>“Are you sure of that?”</p>
-
-<p>“Absolutely. You are not always aware of
-the fact, but the fact is always there. I like it
-to be always there.”</p>
-
-<p>“Why, Dorothy?”</p>
-
-<p>“Why, because I want you to be that way
-with Evelyn. It will mean happiness in the
-future for both of you.”</p>
-
-<p>“No; it will mean at best a gently mitigated
-unhappiness to me&mdash;and I shall be glad of the<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_157" id="Page_157">[157]</a></span>
-gentle mitigation. To her it will mean nothing
-more than a pleasant friendship. I do not
-intend that it ever shall mean more than that
-to her.”</p>
-
-<p>“But why not? Why should it not mean
-everything to her that womanhood longs for?
-Why should you not win Evelyn’s love and
-make her your wife? I never knew two people
-better fitted to make each other happy, and
-fortunately you have possessions in Europe and
-at the North which will enable you to take a
-wife, no matter how disastrously this war may
-end for us of the South. Believe me, Owen,
-in creating men and women, God intended marriage
-and happiness in marriage for the common
-lot of humanity. He does not give it to
-all of us to be great, or to achieve great things,
-or to render great services, but, if we hearken
-to His voice as it whispers within us, He intends
-happiness for us, and His way of giving
-happiness is in marriage, prompted by love.
-We poor mortals interfere with Nature’s plan
-in many ways. Especially we sin by ‘match-making’&mdash;by
-bringing about marriages without
-love and for the sake of convenience of one
-kind or another. We wed bonds to city lots.<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_158" id="Page_158">[158]</a></span>
-We trade girls for titles, giving a money boot.
-We profane the holiest of human relations in
-order to join one plantation to another, or to
-unite two distinguished houses, or for some
-other equally devilish reason.</p>
-
-<p>“It is the best thing about this war that its
-tendency is to obliterate artificialities and restore
-men and women to natural conditions&mdash;at
-least here at the South. Believe me, Owen,
-the union of a man and a woman who really
-love each other, is the crowning fact of all
-existence. You and I are somewhat skilled in
-science. We know the truth that Nature is
-illimitably attentive not only to the preservation
-of the race, but to its improvement also; and
-we know that Nature takes no care whatever
-of the individual, but ruthlessly sacrifices him
-for the sake of the race. Nature is right, and
-we are criminally wrong when we thwart her
-purposes, as we do when we make marriages
-that have no love for their inspiration, or in any
-way bar marriage where love prompts it. I am
-old-fashioned, I suppose, but old fashions are
-sometimes good fashions. They are always so
-when they are the outgrowths of natural conditions.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_159" id="Page_159">[159]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>“Now put all that aside. I have had my
-little say. Let me hear what it was that you
-were going to say to me concerning Evelyn. I
-recognise your right, as you do not, to criticise
-in that quarter.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, I had no thought of criticising,” answered
-Kilgariff. “On the contrary, I am disposed
-to think you and I have made a valuable
-discovery in pedagogics.”</p>
-
-<p>“What is it?”</p>
-
-<p>“Why, that the best way to teach science is
-backward.”</p>
-
-<p>“I confess I do not understand.”</p>
-
-<p>“Well, look at the thing. If Evelyn had
-been sent to a scientific school to study chemistry,
-her professor would have set her to studying
-a book of general principles. Then, after
-three or four months of drudgery, she would
-have been permitted to perform a few experiments
-in the laboratory, by way of illustrating
-and verifying what the book had told her, the
-greater part of which she had known before
-she began. You and I have begun at the
-other end. We have set Evelyn to do practical
-work in the laboratory. I remember that her
-first task was to wash opium, and her next to<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_160" id="Page_160">[160]</a></span>
-manufacture blue mass out of rose petals and
-mercury. Incidentally we explained to her the
-general principles involved, and in that purely
-incidental way she has learned her general
-chemistry so thoroughly within a few weeks,
-and without opening a book, that she could pass
-any examination upon it that any college professor
-could put up. She has learned more
-in a month than any systematic class work would
-have taught her in a year.”</p>
-
-<p>“I suppose you are right,” answered Dorothy.
-“But that is the only way I know. It is
-the way in which Arthur taught me.”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, I should suppose that Arthur is distinctly
-a man of original genius. He <i>knows
-how to get things done</i>. He is so immeasurably
-the superior of all the professors I ever knew
-that I am disposed to name none of them in
-comparison with him. If it is ever my lot to
-undertake the teaching of science, I shall adopt
-precisely that method. And I do not see why
-the same principle should not be applied to
-other departments of learning. We begin at
-the wrong end. The teacher makes the boy
-begin where he himself did. I think Arthur’s
-methods immeasurably better, and I spoke of<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_161" id="Page_161">[161]</a></span>
-Evelyn’s case only as an illustration of their
-superiority. That young woman knows much&mdash;very
-much&mdash;of science without having had
-any formal instruction in it at all. She has
-learned it in the natural way, and she is deeply
-imbued with the scientific spirit. Only yesterday
-she said to me, in answer to some question
-of mine, that she ‘looked straight at things, and
-thought about them.’ I cannot imagine a more
-perfect method than that.</p>
-
-<p>“And what book ever taught her what she
-knows about animals and their ways? What
-lecturer in all the world could have told her
-how to subdue that wild and rebellious mare
-as she has done? She learned all that simply
-by ‘looking straight at things and thinking
-about them.’ The professional horse-tamers&mdash;Rarey
-and the rest&mdash;set to work, with their
-mechanical appliances, to convince a horse that
-they are mightier than he is. They succeed
-in a way. They make the horse afraid of
-them, and so long as they deal with him, he
-submits, in fear of their superior power. But
-let a timid novice undertake to ride horses thus
-broken, or to drive them, and disaster comes.
-Evelyn’s way is incalculably better and more<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_162" id="Page_162">[162]</a></span>
-scientific. She has studied animals and learned
-to understand them and sympathise with them.
-She makes her appeal to what is best in their natures,
-not to what is worst, and she gets results
-that no horse-tamer of them all could ever hope
-for. The horse-tamer’s processes belong to the
-domain of artifice. Hers are purely scientific.”</p>
-
-<p>“Absolutely,” answered Dorothy; “and I
-often wonder where she learned it all, or rather
-where she got her inspiration, for it is not so
-much learning as a natural bent.”</p>
-
-<p>“Well, she was born with an instinct of
-truthfulness for one thing,” said Kilgariff.
-“That is the only basis of the scientific temperament.
-I observed her yesterday trying to
-tempt a fox squirrel out of one of the trees.
-She chirped to him in her peculiar fashion, and,
-in response to her invitation, he would run down
-as far as the root of the tree; but there he would
-pause and shrewdly reconnoitre, after which he
-would run back up the tree.</p>
-
-<p>“‘Why don’t you hold out your hand?’ I
-asked.</p>
-
-<p>“She quickly answered:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“‘That would be lying to him. Whenever I
-hold out my hand to him, I have something in<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_163" id="Page_163">[163]</a></span>
-it for him to eat. If I held it out empty, I
-should be saying there was something for him
-to eat in it, and that would be a lie. He would
-come to me then and find out that I had deceived
-him. You do quit believing&mdash;pardon
-me&mdash;you quit believing&mdash;anybody that tells
-you lies.’</p>
-
-<p>“I admitted my propensity to distrust untruthful
-persons, and she gravely asked:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“‘Why then do you wish me to deceive the
-poor little squirrel? Do you want him to think
-me a person not to be trusted?’</p>
-
-<p>“I made some lame excuse about his being
-only a dumb animal, and she quickly responded:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“‘But dumb animals are entitled to truthfulness,
-are they not, particularly when we ask
-them to confide in us? I should be ashamed of
-you, Monsieur’&mdash;you know she always calls
-me ‘Monsieur’ when she is displeased with me&mdash;‘if
-I did not understand. The human people
-do not know the animals&mdash;how trustful they
-want to be if only we would let them. We set
-traps for them, we deceive them in a hundred
-ways, and that is why they distrust us. I did
-read a few days ago&mdash;you smile, Monsieur;<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_164" id="Page_164">[164]</a></span>
-I should say, I read the other day&mdash;that
-the wild creatures are selfish, that they care
-for us only as a source of food supply. That
-is not true, as that squirrel shall teach you. It
-is true that all the wild creatures are <i>hungry all
-the time</i>. There is not food enough for all of
-them, and so when we offer them food, they
-come to us, even in fear. They have many of
-their young to feed, and their supplies are very
-scant. That is why they congregate around
-houses where there is waste thrown out. But
-oh, Monsieur, many hundreds of them do starve
-to death in the long winters. You notice that
-in the spring there are a dozen robins on the
-lawn; in the early summer, when they have
-brought forth their broods, there are scores and
-hundreds of them. But in the next spring there
-are only the dozens again. The rest have perished
-of cold and hunger. I have been reading
-Mr. Darwin’s book, and I know that this is the
-universal law of progress, of advancement by
-the struggle for existence, and the survival of
-the fittest under the law of heredity. But it is
-very cruel. That isn’t what I wanted to say.
-I wanted to show you that even the wild creatures&mdash;hungry
-as they always are&mdash;have affection.<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_165" id="Page_165">[165]</a></span>
-I am going to make that squirrel come to me
-and sit on my shoulder without giving him any
-food as a temptation. You shall see. After
-that, I will give him plenty to eat.’</p>
-
-<p>“And she did. She wheedled the squirrel
-till he came down his tree, crossed the lawn,
-and invaded her lap. It was only then that
-she gave him the peanuts with which she had
-filled her pockets. I tell you that girl is a born
-scientist, and that her knowledge is wonderful.
-Did it ever occur to you that the squirrels and
-birds that seem so happy here in the Wyanoke
-grounds are habitually in a state of starvation?”</p>
-
-<p>Just then Evelyn came walking toward the
-porch. The mare was closely following her,
-and a squirrel perched upon one shoulder,
-while a robin clung to the other. She had
-pockets in her gown&mdash;she insisted upon pockets&mdash;and
-from these she fed the wild creatures.
-Upon getting a nut, the squirrel leaped
-to the ground, and upon receiving a bit of
-bread, the robin flew away.</p>
-
-<p>“You see,” said Kilgariff, “how coldly selfish
-and calculating your wild creatures are. The
-moment they get something to eat, they quit
-your hospitality.”</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_166" id="Page_166">[166]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>“Not so, Monsieur,” the girl answered.
-“They have their babies to feed. They will
-come back to me when that is done,” and
-they did.</p>
-
-<p>“Touch the squirrel,” she said to Kilgariff,
-“and he will fasten his long teeth in your
-flesh. But I may stroke his fur as much as I
-please. That is because he has made friends
-with me. And see! The robin is a wild bird.
-His first instinct is to keep his wings free for
-flying. Yet I may take him thus”&mdash;possessing
-herself of the bird&mdash;“and lay him on his
-back in my lap, so that his wings are useless
-to him, and he does not mind. It is because
-he knows me for his friend and trusts me.
-Ah, if only people would learn to know the
-wild creatures and teach them the lesson of
-love!”</p>
-
-<p>Kilgariff felt like saying, “I know no such
-teacher of that lesson as you are,” but he refrained,
-and so it fell to Dorothy afterward to
-say:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“Not many people have your gift, dear, of
-making other creatures love them.”</p>
-
-<p>“But you have it,” the girl answered enthusiastically.
-“Oh, how I do love you, Dorothy!”</p>
-
-<div class="figcenter">
- <img src="images/ill-166.jpg" width="400" height="496" id="i166"
- alt=""
- title="" />
- <div class="caption"><p class="dci3"><i>“I MAY STROKE HIS FUR AS MUCH AS I PLEASE.”</i></p>
-</div></div>
-
-<hr class="chap" />
-
-</div>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_167" id="Page_167">[167]</a></span></p>
-
-<div class="chapter">
-
-<h2 class="ch">XI</h2>
-
-<p class="pch">ORDERS AND “NO NONSENSE”</p>
-
-<p class="drop-cap04">WHEN General Grant, with one hundred
-and twenty thousand men, sat
-down before Petersburg and Richmond
-and called for reinforcements as a necessary
-preliminary to further operations, his plan
-was obvious, and its ultimate outcome was nearly
-as certain as any human event can be before it
-has happened.</p>
-
-<p>Richmond lies on the north bank of the James
-River. Petersburg lies on the Appomattox
-River twenty-two miles due south of Richmond.
-Each river is navigable up to the gates of the
-city situated upon it, so that in besieging the
-two cities from the east, General Grant had an
-uninterrupted water communication over which
-to bring supplies and reinforcements at will.
-His line of fortifications stretched from a point
-on the north of Richmond, eastwardly and southwardly<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_168" id="Page_168">[168]</a></span>
-to the James River, and thence southwardly,
-with a westerly trend, to a point south of
-Petersburg. A rude outline map, which accompanies
-the text, will give a clearer understanding
-than words can.</p>
-
-<p>A glance at the map will show the reader
-three lines of railway upon which Richmond
-depended for communication with the South and
-for supplies for Lee’s army. All of them lay
-south of the James River.</p>
-
-<p>Grant’s problem was to break these three lines
-of railway, and thus to compel Richmond’s surrender
-or evacuation. If he could break the
-Weldon railway first, and the others later, as he
-purposed, his vastly superior army at the time
-of Richmond’s evacuation could be easily interposed
-between Lee and any point farther south
-to which the Confederate commander might plan
-to retreat.</p>
-
-<p>That is what actually happened eight months
-later, with Lee’s surrender at Appomattox Court
-House as the outcome of this successful strategy.</p>
-
-<p>In the meanwhile, Lee, with less than forty
-thousand men, was called upon to defend a line
-more than thirty miles long against an enemy
-whose numbers were three or four times his own,
-and whose capacity of reinforcement was almost
-limitless.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_169" id="Page_169">[169]</a></span></p>
-
-<div class="figcenter">
- <img src="images/ill-169.jpg" width="400" height="626"
- alt=""
- title="" />
- <p class="pc">Sketch Map showing Lee’s and Grant’s lines about<br />
-Richmond and Petersburg</p>
-</div>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_170" id="Page_170">[170]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>Still more important was the fact that Lee
-must stand ready, by day and by night, to defend
-every point on this long line, while his
-adversary, with the assistance of ships and railroads
-in his rear, could concentrate irresistible
-forces at any point he pleased and at any time
-he pleased, without the knowledge of the Confederate
-commander. To the military on-looker
-it appeared easy for Grant to break through
-Lee’s lines whenever he pleased, by hurling an
-overwhelming force with irresistible momentum
-against any part of the attenuated thread that
-he might elect, breaking through with certainty
-and entire ease.</p>
-
-<p>Such would have been the case but for the
-splendid fighting quality of that Army of
-Northern Virginia which was struggling almost
-literally in its “last ditch.” Time after time
-Grant massed his forces and threw them with
-all his might against the weakest points he
-could find in Lee’s defensive lines, only to be
-baffled and beaten by a fighting force that
-was absolutely unconquerable in its obstinate
-determination.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_171" id="Page_171">[171]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>But Grant had other arrows in his well-stocked
-quiver. His enormous superiority in numbers,
-and his easy ability to manœuvre beyond his
-adversary’s sight or ken, made it possible for
-him continually to extend his lines to the left;
-pushing south and west, and compelling Lee to
-stretch out his already slender line to the point
-of hopeless thinness.</p>
-
-<p>Grant could one day assail the defences below
-Richmond on the north side of the James
-River in vastly superior force, and the next
-morning at daybreak hurl five men to Lee’s one
-against the works defending the Weldon Railroad,
-thirty miles or more to the south.</p>
-
-<p>Yet even under these conditions the brilliant
-Confederate strategist not only held his own,
-but detached from his all too meagre force a
-strong column under Early, and sent it to sweep
-the valley of Virginia, invade Maryland, and so
-far threaten Washington as to compel Grant
-either to send forces for the defence of the
-Federal capital or to forego for the time being
-the reinforcements which he was clamorously
-demanding for the strengthening of his lines at
-Petersburg.</p>
-
-<p>Captain Marshall Pollard’s battery was included<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_172" id="Page_172">[172]</a></span>
-in the detail of troops made for this
-final and despairing invasion of the country
-north of the Potomac; and when the battery
-marched, Sergeant-major Owen Kilgariff rode
-by the side of his captain, ready for any duty
-that might fall to his lot.</p>
-
-<p>The wound in his neck was not yet well, or
-even nearly so, but he was quite regardless of
-self in his eagerness to bear his part, and so, in
-spite of all the warnings of all the doctors, he
-had rejoined his command at the first moment
-in which he was strong enough to sit upright in
-the saddle.</p>
-
-<p>Captain Pollard had but one commissioned
-officer with him on this dare-devil expedition,
-and that one officer was shot in the first skirmish,
-so that Owen Kilgariff, non-commissioned
-officer that he was, was second in command of
-the battery.</p>
-
-<p>Early’s column swept like a hurricane down
-the valley, and like a cyclone burst upon Maryland
-and Pennsylvania. It marched fearlessly
-wherever it pleased and fought tremendously
-wherever it encountered a foe. Its invasion of
-the North at a time when Grant with three or
-four men to Lee’s one was beleaguering the<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_173" id="Page_173">[173]</a></span>
-Southern capital, was romantic, gallant, picturesque,
-startling. But it did not accomplish the
-purpose intended. It was Grant’s conviction
-that Washington City could take care of itself;
-that the authorities there had force enough at
-command, or within call, to meet and repel a
-Confederate invasion, without any assistance
-from him. He, first of all Federal generals,
-acted upon this conviction, and refused to
-weaken his lines at Petersburg and Richmond
-by sending any considerable forces to defend
-Washington against Early. Grant had little imagination,
-but he had a great fund of common
-sense.</p>
-
-<p>Only one considerable action was the outcome
-of this expedition. In a minor encounter on
-the day before the battle was fought, Captain
-Marshall Pollard lost a leg, thus leaving his
-sergeant-major, Owen Kilgariff, in command
-of the battery, reduced now to four guns, with
-only four horses to each piece or caisson.</p>
-
-<p>At Monocacy, Kilgariff fought the guns at
-their best, and by a dash of a kind which artillery
-is neither armed nor expected to make,
-captured two Federal rifled guns, with their
-full complement of horses. In his report he<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_174" id="Page_174">[174]</a></span>
-spoke of this feat of arms only as “an opportunity
-which offered to add two guns to the
-battery and to raise the tale of horses to the
-regulation number of six to each gun and
-caisson.”</p>
-
-<p>But that night General Early sent for Kilgariff,
-in response to that non-commissioned
-officer’s request that a commissioned officer
-should be sent to take command of the battery.</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t see the necessity,” said Early, in his
-abrupt way. “I don’t see how anybody could
-fight his guns better than you have done. Get
-yourself killed if you want somebody else to
-command Pollard’s battery. So long as you
-live, I shall send nobody else. How does it
-happen that you haven’t a commission?”</p>
-
-<p>“I do not covet that responsibility,” Kilgariff
-answered evasively.</p>
-
-<p>“Well, that responsibility will rest on your
-shoulders from this hour forth, till the end of
-this campaign, unless you escape it by getting
-yourself killed. I shall certainly not send anybody
-else to command your battery while you
-live. From this hour I shall regard you as
-Captain Kilgariff; and when I get myself into
-communication with General Lee or the war<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_175" id="Page_175">[175]</a></span>
-department, I’ll see that the title is made
-good.”</p>
-
-<p>“Thank you, General,” answered Kilgariff.
-“But I sincerely wish you wouldn’t. I have
-already received and rejected one commission
-as captain, and I have declined a still higher
-rank offered me.”</p>
-
-<p>“What an idiot you must be!” squeaked
-Early in his peculiar, falsetto voice. “But you
-know how to fight your guns, and I’ve got a
-use for such men as you are. You may do as
-you please after this campaign is over, but while
-you remain under my command you’ll be a captain.
-I’ll see to that, and there’ll be no nonsense
-about it, either.”</p>
-
-<p>An hour later, an order, officially signed and
-certified, came to Kilgariff. It read in this
-wise:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p class="pbq p1"><span class="smcap">Special Order No. 7.</span> Sergeant-major Owen Kilgariff,
-of Captain Pollard’s Virginia Battery, is hereby
-ordered to assume command of said Battery as Acting
-Captain, and he will exercise the authority of that
-rank in all respects. He is ordered hereafter to sign
-his reports and orders as “Captain Commanding,”
-and all officers concerned are hereby directed, by
-order of the Commanding General, to recognise the<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_176" id="Page_176">[176]</a></span>
-rank thus conferred, not only in matters of ordinary
-obedience to orders, but also in making details for
-court-martial service and the like. This temporary
-appointment of Captain Kilgariff is made in recognition
-of peculiarly gallant and meritorious conduct, and
-in due time it will be confirmed by the War Department.
-In the meanwhile Captain Kilgariff’s rank,
-commission, and authority are to be fully recognised
-by all persons concerned, by virtue of this order.</p>
-
-<p class="p1">This order was duly signed by General Early’s
-adjutant-general, as by his command.</p>
-
-<p>There was nothing for Kilgariff to do but
-obey an order so peremptory, from a commander
-who was not accustomed to brook opposition
-with patience. Kilgariff’s first thought
-was to send through the regular military channels
-a written protest and declination. But an
-insuperable difficulty stood in the way. Under
-Early’s order, he must sign that document not
-as “Sergeant-major,” but as “Captain.” Otherwise,
-his act would be of that contumacious sort
-which military law defines as “conduct subversive
-of good order and military discipline.”</p>
-
-<p>But aside from that consideration was the
-fact that General Early had sent Kilgariff a
-personal note, in which he had written:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_177" id="Page_177">[177]</a></span></p>
-
-<p class="pbq p1">I have issued an order in your case. Obey it. I
-don’t want any damned nonsense.</p>
-
-<p class="p1">Kilgariff was too good a soldier to protest
-further while the campaign under Early should
-continue. He meant to ask excuse later, but
-for the time being there was nothing for him to
-do except assume the captain’s rank and command
-to which Early had thus peremptorily
-assigned him.</p>
-
-<hr class="chap" />
-
-</div>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_178" id="Page_178">[178]</a></span></p>
-
-<div class="chapter">
-
-<h2 class="ch">XII</h2>
-
-<p class="pch">SAFE-CONDUCT OF TWO KINDS</p>
-
-<p class="drop-cap16">AS Early was slowly making his way
-back into the valley of Virginia&mdash;fighting
-wherever there was a force
-to be fought&mdash;there came a messenger to
-Owen Kilgariff one night a little before midnight.
-He bore a slip of paper on which these
-words were written:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p class="pbq p1">Come to me quickly. I am mortally wounded, and
-it is very necessary for me to see you before I die&mdash;not
-for my sake, for you’d rejoice to see me in hell,
-but for the sake of others and for your own sake&mdash;though
-for yourself you don’t often care much. I’m
-in a farm-house hospital three miles south of Harper’s
-Ferry on the Martinsburg road. My messenger will
-guide you. The Federals have possession, of course,
-but the bearer of this note has a safe-conduct for you.
-Of course, this might be a trick, but it is not. On the
-word of a gambler (and you know what that means) I
-am playing fair this time. You are a brave enough
-man to risk this thing anyhow. Come!</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_179" id="Page_179">[179]</a></span></p>
-
-<p class="p1">This note bore no signature, but Owen Kilgariff
-knew the hand that had written it. That
-handwriting had sent him to jail once upon a
-time. He had not forgotten. He was not given
-to forgetting.</p>
-
-<p>He summoned the messenger who had
-brought him the note.</p>
-
-<p>“You have a safe-conduct for me, I believe?”
-he asked.</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, Captain,” and he produced the document.</p>
-
-<p>“How did you manage to pass our picket
-lines? Did you come under a flag of truce?”</p>
-
-<p>“No. That would have taken time, and there
-is no time to be wasted. Major Campbell is
-terribly wounded. I live in these parts. I ain’t
-a soldier, you know. So I slipped through the
-lines.”</p>
-
-<p>For a moment Kilgariff regarded the fellow
-with indignant contempt. Then the indignation
-passed, and the contempt was intensified in his
-expression. Presently he said:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“You low-lived, contemptible hound, I can’t
-make up my mind even to be angry with you.
-You and your kind are the pest in this war. You
-haven’t character enough to take sides. You<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_180" id="Page_180">[180]</a></span>
-serve either side at will, and betray both with
-jaunty indifference. Now listen to me. Within
-twenty-four hours I shall see Major Campbell,
-who sent me this note. But I shall not go to
-him under the safe-conduct you have brought.”</p>
-
-<p>With that, Kilgariff tore the paper to bits and
-scattered its fragments to the night wind.</p>
-
-<p>“I shall order you sent to the guard-house
-and manacled, until General Early shall have
-decided what to do with you. He doesn’t like
-your sort.”</p>
-
-<p>The man fell at once into panic and pleaded
-for his life.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, what will become of me?” he piteously
-moaned.</p>
-
-<p>“I really don’t know,” answered Kilgariff,
-quite as if the question had related to the disposition
-to be made of some inanimate object.
-“General Early may have you shot at sunrise,
-or he may decide to hang you instead. I don’t
-at all know, and after all it makes no real difference.
-The one death is about as painless as
-the other, and as for the matter of disgrace, of
-course you are hopelessly incapable of considering
-that. Perhaps&mdash;oh, well, I don’t know.
-General Early may conclude to turn you loose<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_181" id="Page_181">[181]</a></span>
-as a creature too contemptible to be seriously
-dealt with.”</p>
-
-<p>“God grant that he may!” said the man,
-with fervour, as the guards took him away.</p>
-
-<p>A minute later Kilgariff mounted his horse,
-Wyanoke&mdash;a special gift from Dorothy&mdash;and
-rode hurriedly to General Early’s headquarters;
-it was after midnight, but with this army sleeplessly
-“on service” very little attention was
-given to hours, either of the day or of the
-night. So, after a moment’s parley with a sentinel,
-Kilgariff was conducted to General Early’s
-presence, under a tree.</p>
-
-<p>It was not Kilgariff’s habit to grow excited.
-He had passed through too much for that, he
-thought. But on this occasion his perturbation
-of spirit was so great that he had difficulty in
-enunciating his words.</p>
-
-<p>“General,” he said, “I want a little cavalry
-force, if you please. I want to capture one of
-the enemy’s hospitals and hold it long enough
-for me to have a talk with the most infamous
-scoundrel who ever lived.”</p>
-
-<p>“Calm yourself, Captain,” said Early. “Have
-a little apple brandy as a tonic. Your nerves
-are shaken.”</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_182" id="Page_182">[182]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>Kilgariff declined the stimulant, but at Early’s
-earnest solicitation he sat down upon a stump,
-and presently so far commanded his own spirit
-as to go on with what he had to say.</p>
-
-<p>“One of those contemptible border wretches
-got himself smuggled through our lines to-night.
-I don’t know how. He brought me a note
-from the most infamous scoundrel I ever knew,
-together with a safe-conduct under which I
-could sneak into the enemy’s lines and talk
-with the fellow, who is mortally wounded. I
-tore up the safe-conduct and sent the emissary
-to the guard-house with the comfortable assurance
-that his case would be submitted to you,
-and that you would pretty certainly order him
-shot or hanged according to the gravity with
-which you might regard his offence. I hope
-you’ll let him go. He is so poor-spirited a cur
-that he will suffer a thousand deaths to-night
-in dreading one for to-morrow. However, that
-isn’t what I want to speak with you about. I
-want a cavalry force of a company or two.
-I want to raid that hospital before morning
-and talk with that rascal in the interest of
-others whose fate he may hold in his hands.”</p>
-
-<p>“Do you plan to kill him?”</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_183" id="Page_183">[183]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>“Of course not. He is wounded unto death.
-And besides&mdash;well, General, he isn’t of our
-class.”</p>
-
-<p>“I quite understand&mdash;not a man you could
-‘call out.’”</p>
-
-<p>“Distinctly not&mdash;although he has a major’s
-commission.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh&mdash;if you want a colonel’s or a brigadier-general’s,
-you shall have it,” broke in Early,
-full of the enthusiasm of fight.</p>
-
-<p>“No, General,” answered Kilgariff, with an
-amused smile; “I have always found it possible
-to fight anybody I pleased without raising the
-question of rank. You know, a private, if he
-is a man of good family, may slap a major-general’s
-jaws in our army, in full certainty that
-his escapade will bring a challenge rather than
-a citation before a court-martial. No. I want to
-talk with this man before he dies. He sent me
-a safe-conduct, as I have already said. That
-was a gracious permission from the Federal
-authorities for me to see him. I have a very
-pronounced prejudice against the acceptance of
-gracious permissions from the Federal authorities.
-So I have come to ask for a squadron of
-cavalry, to which I will add a couple of guns,<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_184" id="Page_184">[184]</a></span>
-in order that I may capture that post, enter its
-hospital, and have my talk with its inmate without
-anybody’s permission but yours, General.”</p>
-
-<p>The humour of the situation appealed strongly
-to Early, as it did also to Major Irby of the Virginia
-Cavalry, who was sitting near by. That
-officer was a man of few words, but he carried
-an unusually alert sabre, and his sense of humour
-was uncommonly keen.</p>
-
-<p>“If you don’t mind, General,” he said, in his
-quiet fashion, “I should like to ‘sit in’ the captain’s
-game.”</p>
-
-<p>“Do it!” said Early. “Take three companies
-and two of Kilgariff’s guns, and let him
-show the fellow that he carries his own safe-conduct
-at his back.”</p>
-
-<p>Things were done promptly and quickly in
-those stirring times, and five minutes after
-Early had spoken his words of permission,
-Major Irby moved at the head of three companies
-of cavalry and two of Kilgariff’s guns&mdash;the
-two so recently captured from the enemy,
-and selected now by way of emphasising the
-jest.</p>
-
-<p>A dash, a scurry, and every picket post south
-of Harper’s Ferry was swept out of sight.</p>
-
-<hr class="chap" />
-
-</div>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_185" id="Page_185">[185]</a></span></p>
-
-<div class="chapter">
-
-<h2 class="ch">XIII</h2>
-
-<p class="pch">KILGARIFF HEARS NEWS</p>
-
-<p class="drop-cap16">AS soon as Major Irby had possessed
-himself of the hospital and the region
-round about, he gave orders to throw
-out pickets a mile or so in every direction, in
-order to guard against surprise. He posted
-Kilgariff’s guns on a little hill, where their fire
-could sweep all of the roads over which an
-advance of the enemy was possible. Then he
-ordered the officer of the guard to post a strong
-line of sentinels around the house itself, which
-served as hospital, and to send a corporal’s guard
-into the building with orders to dispose themselves
-as Kilgariff might direct.</p>
-
-<p>Kilgariff, who had stripped the chevrons off
-his sleeves, and sewed a captain’s three bars on
-his collar in obedience to General Early’s order,
-immediately entered the house and made his<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_186" id="Page_186">[186]</a></span>
-way to the separate room in which Campbell’s
-cot had been placed. Kilgariff turned to the
-corporal of the guard, and commanded:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“Place two sentinels in that outer room.
-Order them to see to it that there is no eavesdropping.
-You understand?”</p>
-
-<p>“Perfectly, Captain.”</p>
-
-<p>There is this advantage about military over
-other arrangements, that they can be absolutely
-depended upon. The sentinel who has “orders”
-is an autocrat in their execution. He has no
-discretion. He enters into no argument. He
-parleys with nobody, whatever that somebody’s
-rank may be. He simply commands, “Halt”;
-and if the one advancing takes one other step,
-the sentinel fires a death shot at short range
-and with absolutely certain aim. Killing, on the
-part of a sentinel whose command of “Halt” is
-disregarded, is not only no crime in military law&mdash;it
-is a virtue, a simple discharge of peremptory
-duty. And the sentinel himself, if ordered to
-stand twenty feet away from a door, stands
-there, not encroaching upon the distance by so
-much as a foot, under pain of punishment “in
-the discretion of a court-martial,” as the military
-law phrases it.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_187" id="Page_187">[187]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>So, when Kilgariff entered the room in which
-the man who had ruined his life lay wounded,
-in answer to that man’s summons, he knew that
-his conversation would be neither interrupted
-nor overheard in any word or syllable of it.
-The absoluteness of military law and practice
-forbade that, even as a possibility.</p>
-
-<p>Kilgariff advanced to the man’s bedside, took
-his seat upon a camp stool, and without the
-remotest suggestion of a greeting in his voice
-or manner, abruptly said:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“I am here. What do you want?”</p>
-
-<p>“I was sure you would come,” answered the
-man; “the safe-conduct&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“I tore that up the moment I received it,”
-answered Kilgariff.</p>
-
-<p>“But why? It was valid.”</p>
-
-<p>“For any other officer in our army, yes,”
-answered Kilgariff; “but not for me, as you
-very well know. Anyhow, I preferred to come
-under the safe-conduct of Southern carbines
-and cannon and sabres. Never mind that. Go
-on. What do you want?”</p>
-
-<p>The man winced and groaned with pain as he
-turned himself a little on his cot in order to face
-his interlocutor. Presently he said:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_188" id="Page_188">[188]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>“I’m shot through the groin with a canister
-ball. It is a wound unto death, I suppose.”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes? Well? What else? I did not come
-to ask after your health.”</p>
-
-<p>“Of course not. I mention my condition
-only as a man who flings a card upon the table
-at a critical moment exclaims, ‘That’s a trump.’
-You see, the things I want to say to you are in
-the nature of an ante-mortem statement, and I
-want you to understand that, so that you may
-believe all I have to tell you.”</p>
-
-<p>“I understand,” said Kilgariff. “You are
-precisely the sort of man, who, after lying and
-cheating all his life, would tell the truth in a
-dying statement, if only by way of cheating the
-Day of Judgment and playing stacked cards on
-the Almighty. Go on.”</p>
-
-<p>But before the man could speak again, Kilgariff
-added:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“As a still further stimulus to truth-telling
-on your part, let me make a few suggestions.
-You are completely in my power. If I choose,
-I can have you taken hence to General Early
-and introduce you to him as a man who accepted
-a commission in the Confederate Army and then
-deserted to the other side and deceived the authorities<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_189" id="Page_189">[189]</a></span>
-there into giving him a commission to
-fight the cause he had solemnly sworn to support.
-You know what would happen in such a
-case.”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, I know. There’d be a drumhead court-martial,
-and I’d be hanged at daybreak. But
-hear me, Kilgariff. I’m a gambler, as you know,
-not in one way, but in all ways. And I know
-how to be a good loser. I’ve drawn a very bad
-hand this time, but I’ve called the game; and if
-I’m hanged for it, I shall not whine about my
-luck. Whenever I die, and however I die, I’ll die
-game. So you can’t intimidate me. But before
-I die, there are certain things I want to tell
-you&mdash;for the sake of the others. For although I
-have no moral principles and don’t profess any,
-there are some things I want to tell you about&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“Go on. Tell me about my brother.”</p>
-
-<p>“That wasn’t what I wanted to talk about
-first. Besides, you know most of the story.”</p>
-
-<p>“Never mind that. I want to hear it all from
-your lips. Much of it I never understood. Tell
-it all and quickly.”</p>
-
-<p>“Well, your brother’s a fool, you know.”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, I know. Otherwise&mdash;never mind that.
-Tell me the whole story. How far was my<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_190" id="Page_190">[190]</a></span>
-brother a sharer in your guilt? How far did he
-consent to my wrecking? Why did he join you
-for my destruction, after all I had done for
-him?”</p>
-
-<p>“It’s very hard to say. Opinions differ, and
-standards of morality&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“Damn opinions and standards!&mdash;especially
-yours. I want the facts&mdash;all of them, to the
-last detail. Go on, and don’t waste time.”</p>
-
-<p>“Well, your brother is a fool, as I said before,
-though in the end he did ‘make his jack’ and
-win a pot of money. But that was good luck&mdash;not
-good play.”</p>
-
-<p>“Don’t fall into reflections,” interrupted Kilgariff,
-seeing that Campbell was in a reminiscent
-mood. “We’ve no time for that sort of thing.
-Go on with the facts.”</p>
-
-<p>“Well, you see your brother was that sort of
-man about whom people say that he was ‘more
-sinned against than sinning.’ He always wanted
-to do right, and if he could have got a good steady
-job as a millionaire, I don’t know anybody who
-would have been more scrupulously upright
-than he. You see, he really thought he had
-principles&mdash;moral character and that sort of
-thing&mdash;when he hadn’t anything of the kind.<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_191" id="Page_191">[191]</a></span>
-Many people deceive themselves in that way. I
-never did. I was born of as good a family as
-yours, or any other. I was raised in the most
-honourable traditions, and as a young man I was
-reckoned a pattern of high-minded conduct. I
-knew all the time that I had no moral character,
-no principles. Or rather, I gradually became
-conscious of that fact.”</p>
-
-<p>Kilgariff was exceedingly impatient of this
-autobiography, but he thought the shortest way
-to the man’s facts was to let him talk on in his
-own way. So he forebore to interrupt, and
-Campbell continued:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“I would have killed any man who called me
-a liar, but I never hesitated to lie when lying
-seemed to me of advantage. I was scrupulous
-in paying my debts and discharging every social
-duty, but I knew myself well enough to know
-that if an opportunity came to me to rob any
-man without being found out, I would do it
-and not hesitate or repent over it. Like the
-great majority of men, I was honest only as a
-matter of policy. I had no moral character.
-Most people haven’t any, but they go on thinking
-they have and pretending about it until they
-completely deceive themselves. They refuse to<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_192" id="Page_192">[192]</a></span>
-take the old sage’s advice to ‘know thyself.’ I
-took it. I early learned to know myself.</p>
-
-<p>“But if I had no principles, I at least had
-sentiments. One of those sentiments was pride
-in my family. When I saw clearly that I was
-going to be an adventurer, a gambler, a swindler,
-a man living by his wits, I did not shrink from
-that, but I shuddered at the thought of disgracing
-the name I bore. So I decided not to bear
-that name, but to choose another. At first I
-thought of calling myself ‘George Washington
-Bib’&mdash;just for the humour of the thing. The
-sudden slump from the resonance of ‘George
-Washington’ to the monosyllabic inconsequence
-of ‘Bib’ struck me as funny. But I reflected
-that while I had never heard of anybody named
-Bib, there might be people by that name.
-Still further, it occurred to me that anybody on
-being introduced to George Washington Bib
-would be sure to remember the name, and in
-the career I had marked out for myself that
-might be inconvenient. So I made up my
-mind to call myself Campbell. There are so
-many families of that name, and they are so
-prolific, that the mere name means nothing&mdash;not
-even a probability of kinship. But you’re<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_193" id="Page_193">[193]</a></span>
-not interested in all this. You want to hear
-about your brother.”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes,” answered Kilgariff.</p>
-
-<p>“Well, your brother was highly respectable,
-as you know. He was comfortably rich at the
-first, and after he lost most of his money he
-struggled hard to keep up the pretence of being
-still comfortably rich. He did the thing very
-cleverly, and it let him into several pretty good
-things in Wall Street. But it let him into a
-good many very bad things also, and in his
-over-anxiety to become really rich again, he
-went into the bad things headforemost and
-blindfold. I was posing as a lawyer then, you
-know, and cutting a large swath. I really had
-no regular practice of any consequence, but I
-kept two large suites of offices and any number
-of clerks, as a blind, and I managed every now
-and then to find out things that I could turn to
-account&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“Blackmail, I suppose.”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, I suppose you’d call it that, but always
-with a weather eye on the law. You see, when
-an active lawyer finds out that a big banker has
-been doing things he oughtn’t, the big banker
-is apt to conclude that he needs the services of<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_194" id="Page_194">[194]</a></span>
-precisely that particular lawyer as private counsel.
-There are big fees in the business sometimes,
-but it’s risky and uncertain. So I had
-my ups and downs. I was in one of the very
-worst of my downs when this bank affair fell in.
-I had been a bank examiner at one time, and
-had twice examined the affairs of this bank. I
-knew that its deposits were enormous and its
-assets sufficient, if properly handled, to pay out
-everything and leave a large surplus, besides
-something for the receiver. So I decided to become
-in effect, though not in fact, the receiver.
-I owned a judge. He owed me money which
-he couldn’t pay, and that money was owing on
-account of things which he couldn’t on any consideration
-allow to be inquired into in ‘proceedings.’
-Moreover, I knew a lot of other things
-which in themselves made me his master.
-Still again, his term was nearly at an end, and I
-had the political influence necessary to secure
-or defeat his renomination and re-election, as I
-might choose. In short, I owned him body and
-soul. So, when it fell to him to appoint a receiver
-for this bank, he naturally sent for me in
-consultation. His idea was to appoint me to
-the receivership, but I saw clearly that that<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_195" id="Page_195">[195]</a></span>
-would not do. It would raise a row, for I was
-pretty well known to the big financiers, many
-of whom had been obliged to employ me by
-way of silencing me at one time or another.
-But more important than that was the fact that
-the plans I had formed for the handling of the
-bank’s affairs involved a good deal of risk to the
-receiver. The bank had a great many investments
-that must be closed out in order to put
-the institution on its feet again, and there are
-various ways of closing out such investments.
-It was my idea that they should be so closed out
-as to leave the bank just barely solvent and
-able to pay its depositors, you understand&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes&mdash;and that you and your pals should
-pocket the surplus.”</p>
-
-<p>“Precisely. I didn’t imagine you had so
-good a head for business.”</p>
-
-<p>“Never mind my head. Consider your own
-neck, and go on with the story.”</p>
-
-<p>“Now won’t you understand,” said the adventurer,
-“that I’m not thinking about my
-neck? I’ve staked that as my ’ante’ in this
-game, and I never ask the ante back. Well,
-I showed my judge that it wouldn’t do at all to
-make me receiver, but I told him I would find<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_196" id="Page_196">[196]</a></span>
-him the right man. Your brother had already
-occurred to me as available. He was in extreme
-financial difficulties at that time. He was in arrears
-in his club dues, and his tailor’s bills, and
-even to his servants. He had sold out every
-bond and every share of stock he owned, and
-still his debts were sorely pressing him. He
-lived at a fine though small place just out of
-town, where he and his wife and daughters entertained
-sumptuously. For even to his wife
-and daughters he kept up the pretence of being
-comfortably rich, so that they had no hesitation
-in giving orders at the caterers’ and the florists’
-and directing that the bills be sent to him.</p>
-
-<p>“I knew his condition. I knew that he was
-passing sleepless nights in dreadful apprehension
-of the quickly coming time when the florists
-and the caterers would surely refuse to fill the
-orders of his wife and daughters on the ground
-that he owed them and didn’t pay.</p>
-
-<p>“One day I sent for him to dine with me in a
-private room at an expensive hotel. I vaguely
-suggested to him that his fortune was made;
-that within a few days I should be able to put
-him in position to twiddle his fingers at the
-florists and the caterers. But I gave him no details.<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_197" id="Page_197">[197]</a></span>
-I gave him limitless champagne instead,
-and, as my digestion resented champagne at
-that time, I excused myself from drinking more
-than a very small share of the enticing beverage.
-We decided to play poker, after dinner, just for
-amusement. The chips were valued high&mdash;a
-dollar for a white chip, two and a half for a red,
-and five dollars for a blue.</p>
-
-<p>“For a time your brother had marvellous
-‘luck.’ He won enough of my paper promises
-to pay to make him feel already quite independent
-of the caterers and the florists, and to
-convince him that at poker I was exceedingly
-easy prey to a man who ‘really understood the
-game,’ as he conceitedly thought he did. Well,
-we played on till morning; and when sunrise
-came, he had given me his I O U’s for more
-money than he had ever owned in his life.”</p>
-
-<p>“That is to say, you had made him drunk on
-champagne, and then had cheated him without
-limit?”</p>
-
-<p>“Well, yes, that’s about it. Anyhow, I owned
-him. After he had got over the headache and
-the champagne, he came to me at my office to
-see what could be done by way of compromise.
-I told him that I had no money and no resources<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_198" id="Page_198">[198]</a></span>
-except my wits; I frankly confessed that but
-for certain cash payments he had made early in
-the game, I could not have paid for the hotel
-room and tipped the waiters to the tune that
-waiters set when they are privy to a game of
-that kind.</p>
-
-<p>“‘But it’s all right,’ I assured him. ‘Don’t
-bother about the I O U’s. They’ll keep. They
-are debts of honour, of course, but they needn’t
-be paid till it is convenient to pay them; and
-when you go into the position that I’ve secured
-for you, it will be not only convenient, but exceedingly
-easy.’</p>
-
-<p>“Then I told him about the receivership and
-my purpose to have him appointed. I explained
-that in the mere matter of commissions it would
-give him a princely income, to say nothing of
-perquisites. I didn’t explain what ‘perquisites’
-in such a case meant. That was because I had
-no moral character. He didn’t ask. That was
-because he thought he had a moral character
-and wished to spare it affront.</p>
-
-<p>“It was easily arranged that the judge I
-owned should appoint as receiver the man I
-owned. But I didn’t own my man completely,
-as yet. He owed me more money, as a debt<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_199" id="Page_199">[199]</a></span>
-of honour, than he could pay at that time; but
-once in the receivership, he could quickly pay
-off all that, and then I shouldn’t own him at
-all. Indeed, he might have repudiated the
-I O U’s as illegal gambling debts; he might
-have refused to pay them at all. But I wasn’t
-afraid of that. Your brother fondly imagined
-that he was a man of honour, of high moral
-principle, and so I knew that in order to keep
-up that pretence with himself he would stand
-by his debts of honour. But I foresaw that he
-might presently discharge them all, out of the
-proceeds of the receivership, and send me
-adrift. I must get a stronger grip on him.
-So I told my judge to send for him and say
-certain things to him.</p>
-
-<p>“‘You must setup a house,’ the judge told
-him, ‘in a fashionable quarter of the town, by
-way of maintaining your position. You see,
-it won’t do for me to put anybody in charge of
-those many millions who isn’t recognised as
-himself a man of independent wealth. You
-must have a good house and enlarge your establishment.
-The receivership will abundantly
-recoup you in the end, but from the beginning
-we must keep up appearances.’</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_200" id="Page_200">[200]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>“Your brother came to me in great distress
-of mind to tell me what the judge had required
-of him. He frankly told me he hadn’t the
-money necessary to make a first payment on
-the lease of a town house, to furnish it suitably,
-and to establish himself in it. I pretended to
-be worried over the matter, and I took twenty-four
-hours in which to think about it. Then
-I sent for your brother again and told him I
-saw a way out; that certain clients of mine
-had money to invest on bond and mortgage,
-and had placed it in my hands; that by a
-little stretching of my authority I could let
-him have the amount he needed, as a mortgage
-loan on his place in the country. I saw his
-face fall when I suggested this, as I had expected
-to see it fall. Presently he explained
-that in order to give a mortgage on his country
-place, which really stood in his wife’s name and
-had in fact come to her as a dowry, he must
-get her to execute the papers. That would be
-very awkward, he explained, as he had never
-thought it necessary to bother his womankind
-about his affairs. To ask his wife to execute
-a mortgage would necessitate a statement to
-her of his financial position, and a whole lot<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_201" id="Page_201">[201]</a></span>
-more of that sort, which I had expected. I
-told him I thought I could arrange the matter;
-that my clients had placed their affairs completely
-in my hands; that all they wanted was
-the prompt payment of interest and adequate
-security for their invested money; that the
-profits of the receivership would be ample to
-secure all this; and that any arrangement I
-might make would never be questioned by my
-clients. I told him that the mortgage security
-was after all only a matter of form in a case
-where the other security was so ample, and
-that the whole thing was in my hands. So I
-suggested that he should&mdash;as a mere matter
-of form&mdash;execute the mortgage, himself signing
-his wife’s name in her stead. I would take
-care of the document, not even recording it,
-and the loan could be paid off presently, with
-nobody the wiser. Your brother fell into the
-trap. He executed the mortgage, signing his
-wife’s name to it, and he was at once made
-receiver of the bank.</p>
-
-<p>“From that hour, of course, he was my property.
-No negro slave in all the South was
-ever more completely owned, or more absolutely
-under the control of his master.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_202" id="Page_202">[202]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>“I had only to reveal the facts at any moment
-in order to send him to jail. He had
-committed a felony&mdash;he, the highly respectable
-receiver of a savings bank, and a man regarded
-as a leader in social and even in religious movements
-of every kind. I held complete proofs
-of his felony in my own hands. He must do
-my bidding or go to State’s prison.</p>
-
-<p>“My first order to him was to put me into
-the bank as counsel to the receiver, at a good
-salary, and also as expert accountant, at another
-good salary. The bank could afford all this
-and vastly more. Its assets were easily three
-times its liabilities&mdash;if properly handled, and
-I knew how to handle them. I meant no harm
-to your brother. On the contrary, I meant to
-make him rich and let him retire from the completed
-receivership with the commendation of
-the court for the masterly manner in which he
-had so handled the affairs of the institution as
-to make good every dollar of its deposits with
-interest, and to deliver it into the hands of its
-trustees again in a perfectly solvent condition.
-You see, the assets were ample for that, and
-to provide for my future besides. The only
-trouble before had been bad management and<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_203" id="Page_203">[203]</a></span>
-a deficient knowledge of the art of bookkeeping
-on the part of the respectable old galoots who
-had been in control of the bank. They might
-easily have straightened out everything without
-any court proceedings at all, if they had known
-how. Their violations of the law had been
-purely technical&mdash;such as occur in every bank
-every day&mdash;and these things can always be
-arranged on a good basis of assets, if the
-people in charge only know how.</p>
-
-<p>“Now, when I began operations in the bank,
-your brother was inclined to object to some of
-the things I did. I had only to remind him
-of the mortgage papers in order to reduce him
-to subjection. He still thought he had a moral
-character, and so when I proposed to sell out
-the bank’s securities at ten or twenty or fifty
-per cent less than their value, and take a commission
-of five or ten or forty per cent for ourselves
-from the buyers, he raised grave moral
-objections. But he was in no position to insist
-upon them, and besides he was largely profiting
-by the transactions. Meanwhile, I was slowly
-getting the bank’s affairs into shape&mdash;very
-slowly, for there were the salaries of him and
-myself to be considered. Then came the revolt<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_204" id="Page_204">[204]</a></span>
-of the chief bookkeeper, and his complaint that
-we were robbing the bank. I tried hard to
-square him, but he wouldn’t square. That
-fellow really had a moral character, and, worse
-still, he couldn’t be scared. I showed him that
-as he had already permitted false entries in the
-bank’s books, he must himself be involved in
-any exposure that might be made. He answered
-that he knew that, and was prepared
-to explain matters in court and ‘take the consequences.’
-Then your brother got scared half
-to death, and consulted you. If he had waited for
-forty-eight hours, I should have had that bookkeeper
-in jail, and your brother would have got
-credit for extreme vigilance. But when he sent
-for you, all was up. You came into the bank
-and practically took your brother’s place and
-function. But you neglected to provide yourself
-with legal authority to be in the bank at
-all. Another thing you didn’t reckon upon
-was my foresight. I had taken pains to win
-several of the clerks and bookkeepers to my
-side. I had ‘let them in,’ so that when you
-angrily dismissed me, I still had daily and
-hourly information of what was going on. You
-found out that the bank’s securities had been<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_205" id="Page_205">[205]</a></span>
-sold for less than they were worth, and you set
-to work to repair the wrong. You couldn’t
-cancel the sales that had been made, but you
-could and did pay your own money into the
-bank to make good what you regarded as the
-defalcations. That made it easy for me. I
-went to my judge&mdash;the one I owned&mdash;and
-laid before him the fact that you were handling
-the bank’s assets without a shadow of legal
-authority; that you had dismissed me&mdash;the
-receiver’s counsel and expert accountant&mdash;upon
-discovering that I knew of defalcations, and all
-the rest of it. You know that part of the story,
-for you suffered from it. To save your brother,
-you had sacrificed large sums of money. When
-that failed and you found that either he or you
-must go to prison for these defalcations, you
-decided to sacrifice your liberty and your reputation
-in order to save him and his wife and
-daughters. You refused to defend yourself.
-I thought your plan was to get a stay, give
-bail, and skip it. But you had the disadvantage
-of having a moral character, so you stood
-your hand and were sent to prison. Your
-brother, having no moral character, let you
-do this thing and pretended great grief over<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_206" id="Page_206">[206]</a></span>
-your dishonesty and perfidy. But he had
-learned the business by that time, and so he
-got away with the swag, and with the reputation
-of a man of truly Roman virtue who suffered
-acutely over the misbehaviour of his
-‘black sheep’ brother. What a farce it all is
-anyhow&mdash;life, I mean&mdash;if one tries to take
-it seriously! Let me have a little brandy,
-please! I’m growing very faint.”</p>
-
-<p>The brandy did its appointed work of stimulation,
-and presently Campbell resumed:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t in the least understand why you
-should care for your brother, but, as you do, it
-may gratify you to know that he is leading a
-quiet life of luxury in the country on the Hudson.
-He is a comfortably rich man; for he
-kept the money he got out of the bank and
-invested it prudently&mdash;a thing I never could
-do when I had money. He highly disapproved
-of me, of course; but when I quitted the Southern
-army and went North&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“When you deserted, you mean.”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, if you look at it in that way&mdash;he used
-his influence to get me my present commission.
-That was cheaper than supporting me, which
-he must otherwise have done, for I had lost and<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_207" id="Page_207">[207]</a></span>
-squandered everything. That brings me to what
-I really want to talk to you about. I have a
-daughter somewhere in the South, if she is still
-alive. She was captured a few months ago during
-an effort on the part of&mdash;well, never mind
-whom&mdash;to smuggle her through the lines into
-the South, where she has some relatives, though
-I don’t believe she knows who they are. It
-doesn’t matter. They say I’ve persecuted the
-girl&mdash;and I suppose in a way I have.</p>
-
-<p>“Never mind that. I’m sinking fast now
-and haven’t any time for explanations. I have
-some papers here that may mean everything
-to her after she comes of age. She has been
-taught that she is only seventeen years old.
-In fact, she is nineteen, and she must have
-these papers when she is twenty-one. I sent
-for you to ask you to find her and deliver them.
-You really have a moral character, and so you
-won’t trade on this matter. With your wide
-acquaintance, you’ll know how to find the girl.
-Her name is Evelyn Byrd.”</p>
-
-<p>If a shell had exploded in the room, Kilgariff
-would not have been so startled as he was by
-this announcement. But he had no time for
-questions. He had heard picket-firing for several<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_208" id="Page_208">[208]</a></span>
-minutes past, and his practised ear told
-him with certainty that the rattle of the musketry
-was steadily drawing nearer. He knew
-what that meant. The Federals were advancing
-in adequate force for the recapture of the
-position and the destruction of Major Irby’s
-little handful of men.</p>
-
-<p>A few minutes before Campbell made his
-startling announcement, a note had come to
-Kilgariff from Major Irby, saying:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“Enemy advancing in considerable force, but
-I can hold place for an hour or more if absolutely
-necessary. You needn’t hurry. Only
-cut it as short as you can.”</p>
-
-<p>But just at the moment of the mention of
-Evelyn Byrd’s name, the voices of two rifled
-cannon were heard near at hand, and Kilgariff
-knew the guns for his own. Instantly he sprang
-up, and, taking the papers from Campbell’s hand,
-passed out of the house without a word of farewell,
-leaped upon his horse, and galloped to the
-little hill where his guns had been posted.</p>
-
-<p>It was in the gray of early dawn, and even
-considerable bodies of troops could not be seen
-except at short distances. But the enemy was
-pressing Major Irby hard, apparently bent
-upon capturing his force. Both his flanks
-were threatened, while his centre was specially
-hard pressed.</p>
-
-<div class="figcenter">
- <img src="images/ill-208.jpg" width="400" height="595" id="i208"
- alt=""
- title="" />
- <div class="caption3"><p class="dci2"><i>TAKING THE PAPERS FROM CAMPBELL’S HAND, PASSED OUT
-OF THE HOUSE WITHOUT A WORD OF FAREWELL.</i></p>
-</div></div>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_209" id="Page_209">[209]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>No sooner had Kilgariff reported that his
-mission was finished, and that he was himself
-with the guns, than Irby gave some rapid commands,
-threw his whole force upon the enemy
-with great impetuosity, and then, while the recoil
-before his charge lasted, swung his little
-band about and made good its escape at a
-gallop.</p>
-
-<hr class="chap" />
-
-</div>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_210" id="Page_210">[210]</a></span></p>
-
-<div class="chapter">
-
-<h2 class="ch">XIV</h2>
-
-<p class="pch">IN THE WATCHES OF THE NIGHT</p>
-
-<p class="drop-cap08">OWEN KILGARIFF was now beset
-with perplexities. So long as he
-should continue to serve with Early
-in the valley, he must retain the rank of captain
-which that commander had forced upon him,
-and this he was determined not to do. He
-knew that Early had reported upon his case,
-and that very certainly a commission would
-come to him in regular form from Richmond.
-He foresaw that its coming would greatly increase
-his embarrassment. He could not decline
-it except officially through General Early,
-to whom, of course, he could give no satisfactory
-reason for his erratic course.</p>
-
-<p>Then, too, he was puzzled about the papers
-that Campbell had given him. These clearly
-belonged to Evelyn, and his first impulse was
-to send them to her and let her do what she
-would with them. But he remembered that<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_211" id="Page_211">[211]</a></span>
-Campbell’s injunction had been, or seemed to
-be, to deliver the documents into her hands
-only when she attained the age of twenty-one
-years. Not knowing what might be in the
-papers, Kilgariff could not know what or how
-much of harm might come to her from their
-premature delivery.</p>
-
-<p>It is true that he had given no promise to
-Campbell, and as for the wishes of the adventurer,
-Kilgariff was in no way bound to respect
-them, and certainly he was not disposed to do
-so. His sole concern in the matter was for
-Evelyn’s welfare, and he could not make up his
-mind what his course of conduct ought to be
-with respect to that. He needed counsel very
-sorely, and there was only one man in all the
-South of whom he could freely ask counsel.
-That man was Arthur Brent, who might be
-still at Petersburg, or might have gone back to
-his laboratory work at Wyanoke.</p>
-
-<p>In either case, consultation with him seemed
-equally out of the question. No confidence was
-to be placed in mails at that disturbed time, and
-of course Kilgariff would not ask for or accept
-even the sick furlough which the increasing
-inflammation of his neglected wound rendered<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_212" id="Page_212">[212]</a></span>
-exceedingly desirable, so long as there was well-nigh
-continuous fighting in progress at the front.</p>
-
-<p>Altogether, Owen Kilgariff was sorely beset
-with puzzling uncertainty of mind. He was in
-action during most of the day after the night
-he had spent with Campbell, but neither weariness
-nor loss of sleep enabled him to close his
-eyes during the following night. He lay throughout
-the hours of darkness stretched upon the
-ground under a great chestnut tree, weary but
-with wide-open eyes, staring upward at the stars
-that showed through the leaves, and thinking to
-no purpose.</p>
-
-<p>One thought occurred to him at last which
-caused him suddenly to sit up, and for a moment
-made his heart bound.</p>
-
-<p>His vigil of ceaseless thought and perplexity
-had taught him much of his own soul’s condition
-which he had but vaguely guessed at before. It
-had shown him clearly what his feeling was toward
-Evelyn Byrd. He understood now, as he
-had not done before, that his love for the girl was
-the supreme passion of his life&mdash;the limitless,
-all-embracing, all-conquering impulse of a strong
-nature which had schooled itself to repression
-and self-sacrifice. He saw clearly that all this<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_213" id="Page_213">[213]</a></span>
-self-discipline&mdash;greatly as it had enabled him
-to endure and to make sacrifice&mdash;had given him
-no strength adequate to his present need. He
-had thought to conquer his passionate love; he
-knew now that he could never conquer it. He
-had thought to put it out of his mind as a longing
-for the unattainable; he knew now that it
-would for ever refuse to be dismissed.</p>
-
-<p>“So long as I live,” he thought, “I must bear
-this burden; so long as I live, I must suffer and
-be still. For I shall at any rate retain too much
-of manhood and courage to win Evelyn’s love or
-to sadden her life by linking it with my own.
-My honour, at any rate, shall remain unspotted.
-Fortunately, a bullet or a sabre stroke is likely
-to solve all my riddles for me before this year
-comes to an end&mdash;and so much the more imperative
-is it that I arrange quickly for the disposal
-of her papers to her best advantage. But what
-is best? If these papers reveal to her the cruel
-fact that her father was an adventurer, a gambler,
-a swindler&mdash;and they must if they reveal
-anything&mdash;will it not be a great wrong to let her
-have them at all? And yet who but herself has
-a right to decide that she shall not receive whatever
-revelation the documents may make?”</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_214" id="Page_214">[214]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>Then it was that the thought came to Kilgariff
-which made him sit up suddenly.</p>
-
-<p>“She is the daughter of that man. Is there
-not in that fact an offset to my disability? Am
-I not free to tell her concerning myself, after
-she has learned her own origin, and to stand
-with eyes on a level with her own, asking her to
-be my wife?”</p>
-
-<p>No sooner had he formulated the thought
-thus than he rejected it as unworthy. For a time
-he scourged himself for permitting the suggestion
-to arise in his mind, but presently he comforted
-himself by recalling the words of a great
-divine who, speaking of evil thoughts quickly
-dismissed, said:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“I cannot prevent the birds from flying over
-my head, but I can forbid them to make nests
-in my hair.”</p>
-
-<p>“I will not let that bird make a nest in my
-hair,” thought Kilgariff, resolutely, and greatly to
-the relief of his troubled conscience.</p>
-
-<p>At that moment the reveille sounded in all the
-camps, and Kilgariff rose to his feet, stripped
-himself to the waist, sluiced his head, shoulders,
-and chest in the cold water of a neighbouring
-spring, resumed his clothing, and was ready for<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_215" id="Page_215">[215]</a></span>
-the day’s duties, whatever their nature might be.
-But his vigil had not brought him any nearer
-than he was before to the solution of the problems
-that so greatly perplexed him. It had only
-added a new and distressing self-knowledge to
-the burdens that weighed upon his mind. He
-had never feared death; now he looked upon
-it as a chance of welcome release from a sorely
-burdened life. Thenceforth he thought of the
-bullets as friendly messengers, one of which
-might bear a message for him.</p>
-
-<hr class="chap" />
-
-</div>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_216" id="Page_216">[216]</a></span></p>
-
-<div class="chapter">
-
-<h2 class="ch">XV</h2>
-
-<p class="pch">IN THE TRENCHES</p>
-
-<p class="drop-cap08">OPERATIONS in front of Petersburg
-had by this time settled down into a
-sullenly obstinate struggle for mastery
-between the two finest armies of veterans that
-ever met each other anywhere in the world. It
-is no exaggeration to characterise those armies
-by such superlatives. For in them it was not
-only organisations&mdash;regiments, brigades, and
-divisions&mdash;that were war-seasoned, but the individual
-men themselves. They had educated
-themselves by four years of fighting into a
-personal perfection of soldiership such as has
-nowhere else been seen among the rank and
-file of contending armies.</p>
-
-<p>The slender lines of hastily constructed earthworks
-behind which these two opposing hosts
-had confronted each other at the beginning of
-that supreme struggle of the war, had been<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_217" id="Page_217">[217]</a></span>
-wrought into other and incalculably stronger
-forms by work that had never for one moment
-ceased and would not pause until the end.</p>
-
-<p>The breastworks had been raised, broadened,
-and strengthened under the direction of skilled
-engineers. At every salient angle a regular
-fort of some sort had been constructed and
-heavily armed for offence and defence.</p>
-
-<p>In rear of these lines every little eminence
-had been crowned by a frowning fortification,
-as sullen in appearance and as capable of destructive
-work as the Redan or the Malakoff at
-Sebastopol.</p>
-
-<p>At brief intervals along the outer lines traverses
-had been built at right angles to the works,
-as a protection against all enfilading fire.</p>
-
-<p>The fields just behind the lines were intricately
-laced with trenches and protective earthworks
-of every kind. Without these the men
-in front would have been completely cut off
-from communication with the rear, by a resistless,
-all-consuming fire.</p>
-
-<p>Great covered ways&mdash;protected passages&mdash;were
-cut as the only avenues by which men or
-supplies could be moved even for the shortest
-distances. Every spring that could yield water<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_218" id="Page_218">[218]</a></span>
-with which to quench the thirst of the fighting
-men was defended by jealous fortifications.</p>
-
-<p>There was no more thought now of enumerating
-the actions fought, or naming them. There
-was one continuous battle, ceaseless by day or
-by night, in which dogged resistance opposed
-itself daily and hourly to desperate assault, both
-inspired by a courage that did not so much resemble
-anything human as it did the struggle of
-opposing and titanic natural forces. Did the
-reader ever see the breaking up of the ice in a
-great river or lake, under the angry impulse of
-flood and storm? As the great ice floes in that
-case assailed the rocks with seemingly resistless
-fury, and as the rocks stood fast in the courage
-of their immovability, so at Petersburg the opposing
-forces met, day after day, with the courage
-and determination of inanimate forces.</p>
-
-<p>Every great gun that either side could bring
-from any quarter was placed in position, so that
-the fire, continuous by day and by night, grew
-steadily greater in volume and more destructive
-in effect.</p>
-
-<p>In this matter of guns, as well as in numbers
-of men, the Federals had enormous advantage.
-They had arsenals and foundries equipped with<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_219" id="Page_219">[219]</a></span>
-the most improved machinery to supply them,
-and they could draw freely upon the armouries
-of Europe, besides. The Confederates had no
-such resources. The few and small shops within
-their command were antiquated in their equipment
-and very sharply limited in their capacity.
-But they did their best.</p>
-
-<p>As soon as regular siege operations began,
-the Federals set to work establishing mortar
-batteries at every available point. Mortars are
-very short guns fired at a high “elevation”;
-that is, pointing upward at an angle of forty-five
-degrees to the horizon, or more than that,
-so as to throw shells high in air and let them
-fall perpendicularly upon an enemy’s works,
-breaking down defences and reaching points in
-rear of works to which ordinary cannon fire cannot
-penetrate.</p>
-
-<p>The lines were so close together&mdash;at one
-point only fifty yards apart&mdash;that everything
-had to be done under cover of some kind, and
-thus mortars became a vitally necessary arm
-with which to break down the enemy’s cover.
-The Confederates had none of these guns at
-first, but their foundries were at least capable
-of manufacturing so simple a weapon in a rude<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_220" id="Page_220">[220]</a></span>
-but effective fashion, making the mortars of
-iron instead of brass, and mounting them in
-oaken blocks heavily banded with wrought iron.
-In a very brief time the mortars began to arrive,
-and their numbers rapidly increased, but there
-were very few of the officers who knew how to
-handle a weapon so wholly different from ordinary
-guns both in construction and in methods
-of use.</p>
-
-<p>This scarcity of mortar-skilled officers in the
-lower grades gave Owen Kilgariff his opportunity.
-The thought occurred to him suddenly
-on the day after his vigil, and he acted upon it
-at once.</p>
-
-<p>He wrote to Arthur Brent, addressing his
-letter to Wyanoke, whence it would of course
-be forwarded should Doctor Brent be at Petersburg
-still.</p>
-
-<div class="pbq">
-
-<p class="p1">I want you, Arthur [he wrote], to use your influence
-in my behalf in a matter that touches me closely.
-For several reasons I want to be ordered from this
-place to Petersburg. For one thing, there is a matter
-of business, vitally interesting to you and me and
-closely involving the welfare of others. I simply must
-see you concerning it without delay. If I can get to<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_221" id="Page_221">[221]</a></span>
-Petersburg, I can see you, for Wyanoke is near enough
-to the beleaguered city for you to visit me in the
-trenches. There are other reasons, but the necessity
-of seeing you is the most important and the least personal
-to myself, so I need not bother you now with
-the other considerations that move me to desire this
-change, which you can bring about if you will&mdash;and
-I am sure you will.</p>
-
-<p>I should ask for the transfer of the battery now
-under my command, if I did not know that it would
-be idle to do so. For some reason General Early
-seems to have taken a fancy to me, and still more to
-two highly improved rifle guns that I recently added
-to the battery by capture. He will never let me go
-unless compelled by orders to do so.</p>
-
-<p>But I see another way. I learn that our mortar
-fire at Petersburg is less effective than it should be, by
-reason of our lack of battery officers skilled in handling
-that species of ordnance. Now that is a direction
-in which I could render specially valuable service, not
-only by commanding many mortar pits myself, and
-instructing the men, but also by teaching our unskilled
-battery officers what to do with such guns, and
-how to do it. If you will personally see General Lee’s
-chief of artillery and lay the case before him, I am
-sure he will order me transferred to the trenches.
-You can tell him that I was graduated at Annapolis,<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_222" id="Page_222">[222]</a></span>
-taking special honours in gunnery. You need tell
-him no more of my personal history than that after
-graduation I resigned from the navy to study medicine,
-and that you learned to know me well in our
-student days at Jena, Berlin, and Paris.</p>
-
-<p>Do this thing for me, Arthur, and do it as quickly
-as possible. And as soon as I reach Petersburg, make
-some occasion to see me there, bearing in mind that
-to see you with reference to matters of vital importance
-to others is my primary purpose in asking for
-this transfer.</p></div>
-
-<p class="p1">Arthur Brent was at Wyanoke when this letter
-came, but he hastened to Petersburg to execute
-his friend’s commission. He told more of
-Kilgariff’s personal history than Kilgariff had
-suggested. That is to say, he told of his gallantry
-at Spottsylvania and of its mention in
-general orders. He had neither to urge nor
-beseech. No sooner was the chief of artillery
-made aware of the facts than he answered:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“I want such a man badly. Orders for his
-immediate transfer to the lines here shall go
-to-day.”</p>
-
-<p>So it came about that before the end of that
-week, Owen Kilgariff stood in a drenching
-rain-storm and nearly up to his knees in the<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_223" id="Page_223">[223]</a></span>
-mud of a mortar pit at Petersburg, bombarding
-a salient in the enemy’s lines.</p>
-
-<p>The storm of bullets and rifle shells that
-raged around his pits was as ceaseless as the
-downpour of rain, but as calmly as a schoolmaster
-expounding a lesson in algebra, he alternately
-instructed his men and explained to the
-half a dozen subaltern officers who had been
-sent to him to learn. He was teaching them
-the methods of mortar range-finding, the details
-of powder-gauging for accuracy, the art of fuse-cutting,
-and all the rest of it, when out of a
-badly exposed covered way came Doctor Arthur
-Brent to greet him.</p>
-
-<hr class="chap" />
-
-</div>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_224" id="Page_224">[224]</a></span></p>
-
-<div class="chapter">
-
-<h2 class="ch">XVI</h2>
-
-<p class="pch">THE STARVING TIME</p>
-
-<p class="drop-cap04">THE stress of war had now fallen upon
-every Southern household. Its terrors
-had invaded every home. Its
-privations made themselves manifest in scanty
-food upon tables that had been noted for lavish
-and hospitable abundance, and in a score of
-other ways. The people of Virginia were not
-only standing at bay, heroically confronting an
-invading force three or four times outnumbering
-their own armies, but at the same time starvation
-itself was staring them in the face.</p>
-
-<p>The food supplies of Virginia were exhausted.
-Half the State had been trampled over by contending
-armies, until it was reduced to a desert
-so barren that&mdash;as Sheridan picturesquely
-stated the case&mdash;“the crow that flies over it
-must carry his rations with him.” The other
-half of the State, already stripped to bareness,
-was compelled during that terrible summer,<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_225" id="Page_225">[225]</a></span>
-almost wholly to support the army at Richmond
-and Petersburg and the army in the valley, for
-the reason that the means of drawing even
-scanty supplies from the well-nigh exhausted
-country farther south were practically destroyed.
-Little by little Grant had extended
-his left southward and westward until it crossed
-the Weldon Railroad south of Petersburg, thus
-severing that most important line of communication.
-In the meanwhile the Federal cavalry
-was continually raiding the South Side Railroad
-and the Richmond and Danville Line, tearing
-up tracks, burning the wooden bridges, and
-so seriously interrupting traffic as to render
-those avenues of communication with the South
-practically valueless, so far at least as the bringing
-of supplies for the armies was concerned.</p>
-
-<p>Thus Virginia had not only to bear the
-calamities of the war, but also, single-handed,
-to maintain the armies in the field, and Virginia
-was already stripped to the point of
-nakedness.</p>
-
-<p>Yet the people bore all with patriotic cheerfulness.
-They emptied their smokehouses,
-their corncribs, and their granaries. They
-sent even their milky herds to the slaughter,<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_226" id="Page_226">[226]</a></span>
-by way of furnishing meat for soldiers’ rations,
-and they went thereafter without milk and
-butter for lack of cows, as they were already
-going without meat. Those of them who were
-near enough the lines desolated their poultry
-yards, and lived thereafter upon corn pone,
-with greens gathered in the fields and such
-perishable fruits as could in no wise be converted
-into rations.</p>
-
-<p>The army was being slowly destroyed by the
-daily losses in the trenches, which, excluding
-the greater losses of the more strenuous battles,
-amounted to about thirty per cent a month in
-the commands that defended the most exposed
-points. Thus Owen Kilgariff’s mortar command
-of two hundred and ten men lost sixty-two
-within a single month, and some others
-lost still more heavily for lack of the wise discretion
-Kilgariff constantly brought to bear
-upon the problem of husbanding the lives and
-limbs of his men while getting out of them the
-uttermost atom of effective service of which
-they were capable.</p>
-
-<p>Whenever a severe mortar fire was opened
-upon his line of pits, he would station himself
-in a peculiarly exposed position on top of the<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_227" id="Page_227">[227]</a></span>
-earth mound that protected his magazine.
-From that point he could direct the work of
-every gun under his command and at the same
-time do much for the protection of his men.
-A mortar shell can be seen in the air&mdash;particularly
-at night, when its flaming fuse is a torch&mdash;and
-its point of contact and explosion can
-be calculated with a good deal of precision. It
-was Kilgariff’s practice to watch for the enemy’s
-shells, and whenever he saw that one of
-them was likely to fall within one or other of
-his pits and explode there with the certainty
-of blowing a whole gun detachment to atoms,
-he would call out the numbers of the exposed
-pits, whereupon the men within them would
-run into the boom-proofs provided for that purpose
-and shelter there till the explosion was
-over.</p>
-
-<p>In the meanwhile, he, posted high upon the
-magazine mound, was exposed not only to the
-mortar fire that endangered his men, but still
-more to a hail-storm of musket bullets and to
-a ceaseless flow of rifled cannon shells that
-skimmed the edge of his parapet, with fuses so
-skilfully timed and so accurately cut that every
-shell exploded within a few feet of his head.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_228" id="Page_228">[228]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>Perhaps he was thinking of the kindly bullet
-or the friendly shell fragment that was to make
-an end of his perplexities. Who knows? Yet
-his exposure of himself was not reckless, but
-carefully calculated for the preservation of his
-men. It was only such as was common among
-the Confederate officers at Petersburg, where
-the percentage of officers to men among the
-killed and wounded was greater than was ever
-recorded in any war before or since.</p>
-
-<p>By this exposure of his own person Kilgariff
-undoubtedly saved the lives of many of his
-men, all of whom were volunteers who had
-offered themselves to man a position so dangerous
-that the chief of artillery had refused to
-order mortars to occupy it, and had reluctantly
-consented to its occupation by Kilgariff and
-his desperately daring men as volunteers in an
-excessively perilous service. He might have
-reduced his losses still more if he had been
-willing to order his subordinates at the several
-groups of pits to expose themselves as he did in
-the interest of the men. But this he refused
-to do, on the ground that to order it would be
-to exact more than even a soldier’s duty requires
-of the bravest man.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_229" id="Page_229">[229]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>One of his sergeants&mdash;a boy of fifteen, who
-had won promotion by gallantry&mdash;had indeed
-emulated his captain’s example in the hope of
-sparing his men. But the second time he did
-it, a Hotchkiss shell carried away his head and
-shoulders, and the world suffered loss.</p>
-
-<p>The hospital service, under such conditions,
-was terribly overtaxed, and for relief the plantation
-houses were asked to receive and care for
-such of the wounded as could in any wise be
-removed to their hospitable shelter. Thus,
-presently, every half-starving family in the
-land was caring for and feeding as best it
-could from three to a dozen wounded men.</p>
-
-<p>At Wyanoke Dorothy had met this emergency
-by establishing a regular hospital camp,
-in which she received and cared for not less
-than fifty wounded officers and men. With the
-wise foresight that was part of her mental
-make-up, and aided by Arthur’s advance perceptions
-of what this terrible campaign was
-likely to bring forth, Dorothy had begun early
-in the spring to prepare for the emergency.
-She had withdrawn a large proportion of the
-field hands from the cultivation of crops, and
-set them at work raising garden stuff instead.<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_230" id="Page_230">[230]</a></span>
-To the same end, she had diverted to her gardens
-a large part of the stable fertiliser which
-was ordinarily spread upon corn, wheat, or
-tobacco lands. She had said to Arthur:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“There is nothing certain after this year
-except disaster. We must meet disaster as
-bravely as we can, and leave the future to take
-care of itself. I shall devote all our resources
-this year, outside the poppy fields, to the production
-of food stuffs&mdash;vegetables, fowls, and
-pigs&mdash;with which to feed the wounded who
-must presently come to us.”</p>
-
-<p>Thus it came about that Dorothy was able to
-care for fifty wounded men at a time, when the
-mistresses of other plantations as great as
-Wyanoke and Pocahontas found themselves
-sorely taxed in taking ten. And as the wounded
-men were impatient to get back into the trenches
-as soon as their injuries were endurably half
-healed, the ministry of mercy at Wyanoke was
-brought to bear upon many hundreds of brave
-fellows during that most terrible of summers,
-and the fame of Dorothy Brent as an angel of
-mercy and kindness spread throughout the army,
-fairly rivalling that of her mother&mdash;unknown
-as such&mdash;Madame Le Sud. Madame Le Sud,<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_231" id="Page_231">[231]</a></span>
-defiant alike of weariness and danger, poured
-water down many parched throats on Cemetery
-Hill at Petersburg, until at last a Minié ball
-made an end of her ministry; and on that same
-day a dozen brave fellows fell while carving her
-name on a rude boulder which marked the place
-of her final sacrifice. The places of those who
-fell in this service were promptly taken by
-others equally intent, at whatever cost, upon
-marking for remembrance the spot on which
-that woman gave up her life who had ministered
-so heroically to human suffering.</p>
-
-<p>All these things are only incidents illustrative
-of that heroism on the part of women which the
-poet, if we had a poet, would seize upon as the
-vital and essential story of the Confederate war.
-If that heroism could be properly celebrated, it
-would make a literature worthy to stand shoulder
-to shoulder with the hero-songs of old
-Homer himself. But that story of woman’s
-love and woman’s sacrifice has never been told
-and never will be, for the reason that there is
-none worthy to tell it among those of us who
-survive of those who saw it and knew the self-sacrificing
-absoluteness of its heroism.</p>
-
-<p>Into all this work of mercy Evelyn Byrd<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_232" id="Page_232">[232]</a></span>
-entered not only with enthusiasm, but with the
-tireless energy of healthy youth and with a
-queer sagacity&mdash;born, perhaps, of her strange
-life-experience&mdash;which enabled her sometimes
-to double or quadruple the beneficent effects of
-her work by the deftness of its doing.</p>
-
-<p>Her enthusiasm in the cause rather astonished
-Dorothy, at first. If the girl had been brought
-up in Virginia, if her home had always been
-there, if she had had a people of her own there,
-with a father and a brother in the trenches, her
-devotion would have been natural enough. But
-none of those reasons for her enthusiasm existed.
-She had probably been born in Virginia,
-or at least of Virginian parentage, though even
-that assumption rested upon no better foundation
-than the fact that she bore a historic Virginian
-name. She had lived elsewhere during
-her childhood and youth. She had come into
-the Southern country under compulsion, and
-three fourths of the war was over before she
-came. So far as she knew, she had no relatives
-in Virginia, and very certainly she had none
-there whom she knew and loved.</p>
-
-<p>Yet she was passionate almost to madness in
-her Virginianism, and she was self-sacrificing<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_233" id="Page_233">[233]</a></span>
-even beyond the standards of the other heroic
-women around her.</p>
-
-<p class="pbq p1">That she should enter passionately into any cause
-into which she enters at all [wrote Dorothy to Arthur
-during one of his absences at the front] is altogether
-natural. Her nature is passionate in an extreme degree,
-and, good as her judgment is when it is cool,
-she sends it about its business whenever it assumes to
-meddle with her passionate impulses. She has certain
-well-fixed principles of conduct, from which she never
-departs by so much as a hair’s breadth&mdash;chiefly, I
-imagine, because they are principles which she has
-wrought out in her mind without anybody’s teaching or
-anybody’s suggestion. They are the final results of her
-own thinking. She regards them as ultimates of truth.
-But subject to these, she is altogether a creature of
-impulse. Even to save one she loves from great calamity,
-she would not think of compromising the most
-trivial of her fundamental principles; yet for the sake
-of one she loves, she would sacrifice herself illimitably
-even upon the most trivial occasion. It is a dangerous
-character to possess, but a most interesting one to
-study, and certainly it is admirable.</p>
-
-<p class="p1">Arthur smiled lovingly as he read this analysis.
-“How little we know ourselves!” he
-exclaimed, in thought. “If I had worked with<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_234" id="Page_234">[234]</a></span>
-pen and paper for a month in an effort to
-describe Dorothy’s own character fittingly, I
-couldn’t have done it so perfectly as she has
-done it in describing the make-up of Evelyn.
-Yet she never for one moment suspects the
-similarity. Just because the external circumstances
-are different in the two cases, she is
-utterly blind to the parallel. It doesn’t matter.
-It is far better to have such a character as
-Dorothy’s than to try to create it&mdash;much better
-to have it than to know that she has it.”</p>
-
-<p>It is worthy of observation and remark that
-in his thinking about this matter of character,
-and admiring and loving it, Arthur Brent connected
-the subject altogether with Dorothy, not
-at all with Evelyn.</p>
-
-<p>That was because Arthur Brent was in love
-with his wife, and happy is the man with whom
-such a love lingers and dominates after the
-honeymoon is over!</p>
-
-<p>One day Dorothy and Evelyn talked of this
-matter of Evelyn’s enthusiasm for the Confederate
-cause and her passionate devotion to those
-who had received wounds in the service of it.
-It was Evelyn who started the conversation.</p>
-
-<p>“The best thing about you, Dorothy,” she<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_235" id="Page_235">[235]</a></span>
-said, one morning while they two were waiting
-for a decoction they were making to drip
-through the filtering-paper, “is your devotion
-to Cousin Arthur.” Evelyn had come to that
-stage of Virginian culture in which affection
-expressed itself in the claiming of kinship where
-there was none. “It seems to me that that is
-the way every woman should feel toward her
-husband, if he is worthy of it, as Cousin Arthur
-is.”</p>
-
-<p>“Tell me your whole thought, Byrdie,” answered
-Dorothy, who had fastened that pet
-name upon her companion. “It interests me.”</p>
-
-<p>“Well, you see I haven’t seen much of this
-sort of thing between husbands and wives,
-though I am satisfied it ought to exist in every
-marriage. I heard a woman lecture once on
-what she called the ‘Subjection of Women.’
-She made me so angry that I wanted to answer
-her&mdash;mere slip of a girl that I was&mdash;but they&mdash;well,
-I wasn’t let. That isn’t good English,
-I know, but it is what I mean. The woman
-wanted to strike the word ‘obey’ out of the
-marriage service, just as if the form of a marriage
-ceremony had anything to do with a real
-marriage. As well as I could make out her<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_236" id="Page_236">[236]</a></span>
-meaning, she wanted every woman to enter
-upon wedlock with fixed bayonets, with her
-glove in the ring, and with a challenge upon
-her lips. I don’t believe in any such marriage
-as that. I regard it as an infamous degradation
-of a holy relation. It isn’t marriage at all.
-It is a mere bargain, like a contract for supplies
-or any other contract. You see, I had never
-seen a perfect marriage like yours and Cousin
-Arthur’s at that time, but I had thought about
-it, because I had seen the other kind. It was
-my idea that in a true marriage the wife would
-obey for love, while for love the husband would
-avoid commanding. I don’t think I can explain&mdash;but
-you understand me, Dorothy&mdash;you must
-understand, because it is just so with you and
-Cousin Arthur.”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, I understand,” answered Dorothy.</p>
-
-<p>“Of course you do. You are never so happy
-as in doing whatever you think Cousin Arthur
-would like you to do, and he never wants you to
-do anything except what it pleases you to do.
-I reckon the whole thing may be ciphered down
-to this: you love Cousin Arthur, and Cousin Arthur
-loves you; each wants the other to be free
-and happy, and each acts as is most likely to<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_237" id="Page_237">[237]</a></span>
-produce that result. I can’t think of any better
-way than that.”</p>
-
-<p>“Neither can I,” answered Dorothy, with two
-glad tears glistening on her cheeks; “and I am
-glad that you understand. I can’t imagine anything
-that could be better for you than to think in
-that way. But tell me, Byrdie, why you are so
-enthusiastic in our Southern cause and in your
-ministry to our wounded soldiers?”</p>
-
-<p>“Because your cause is my cause. I haven’t
-any friends in the world but you and Cousin
-Arthur, and&mdash;your friends.”</p>
-
-<p>Dorothy observed that the girl paused before
-adding “&mdash;and your friends,” and Dorothy understood
-that the girl was thinking of Owen
-Kilgariff. To Dorothy it meant much that she
-avoided all mention of Kilgariff’s name.</p>
-
-<p>The girl had completely lost her mannerisms
-of speech in a very brief while, a fact which
-Dorothy attributed to her rare gift of imitation.
-Only once in a great while, when she was under
-excitement, did she lapse into the peculiarities
-either of pronunciation or of construction which
-had at first been so marked a characteristic of
-her utterance. She read voraciously now, reading
-always, apparently, with minute attention<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_238" id="Page_238">[238]</a></span>
-to language in her eager desire to learn. Her
-time for reading was practically made time.
-That is to say, it consisted chiefly of brief intervals
-between occupations. She was up every
-morning at five o’clock, in order that she might
-go to the stables and personally see to it that
-the horses and mules were properly fed and
-curried.</p>
-
-<p>“The negroes neglect them shamefully when
-I am not there in Cousin Arthur’s place,” she
-said, “and it is cruel to neglect poor dumb beasts
-that cannot provide for themselves or even utter
-a complaint.”</p>
-
-<p>As soon after seven as Dorothy’s nursery
-duties permitted, the two mounted their horses
-and rode away for a half-intoxicating draught of
-the air of a Virginia summer morning. Returning
-to a nine o’clock “breakfast of rags,” as
-Dorothy called the scant, makeshift meal that
-alone was possible to them in that time of stress,
-Evelyn went at once to the laboratory. After
-setting matters going there, she mounted again
-and rode away to the camp of the wounded soldiers
-to whose needs she ministered with a skill
-and circumspection that had been born of her
-peculiar experience in remote places.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_239" id="Page_239">[239]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>“The best medicine she brings us,” said one
-of the wounded men, one day, “is her laugh.”
-And yet Evelyn rarely laughed at all. It was
-her ever present smile and the general joyousness
-of her countenance that the invalids interpreted
-as laughter.</p>
-
-<p>She always carried a light shot-gun with her,
-and she rarely returned to the “gre’t house”
-without three or four squirrels for her own and
-Dorothy’s dinner. Now and then she filled her
-bag with partridges&mdash;or “quails,” as those most
-toothsome of game birds are generally, and quite
-improperly, called at the North. When September
-came, she got an occasional wild turkey also,
-her skill both in finding game and in the use of
-her gun being unusually good.</p>
-
-<p>One day Dorothy challenged her on this
-point.</p>
-
-<p>“You are a sentimentalist on the subject of
-animals,” she said, “and yet you are a huntswoman.”</p>
-
-<p>“But why not?” asked Evelyn, in astonishment
-at the implied question. “In the summer, the
-wild creatures multiply enormously. When the
-winter comes, they starve to death because there
-is not food enough. In the fall, the woods are<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_240" id="Page_240">[240]</a></span>
-full of them; in the spring, there are very few.
-Nine tenths of them must die in any case, and
-if my gun hastens the death of one, it betters
-the chance of another to survive. I could never
-deceive them, or persuade them to trust me and
-then betray their trust. I don’t think I am a
-sentimentalist, Dorothy, and&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>Just then Dorothy thought of something else
-and said it, and the conversation was diverted
-into other channels.</p>
-
-<p>Nearly always Evelyn had a book with her,
-which she read at odd moments, and quite always
-she had one book or more lying around the
-house, each open at the place at which she had
-last read, and each lying ready to her hand
-whenever a moment of leisure should come in
-her very busy day. For besides her attendance
-upon the sick, she relieved Dorothy of the
-greater part of her household duties, and was
-tireless in her work in the laboratory. Her
-knowledge of chemistry was scant, of course,
-but she had quickly and completely mastered
-the processes in use in the laboratory, and her
-skill in drug manufacture was greater than that
-of many persons more familiar with the technical
-part of that work.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_241" id="Page_241">[241]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>She had from the first taken exclusive care
-of her own room, peremptorily ordering all the
-maids to keep out of it.</p>
-
-<p>“A maid always reminds me,” she said to
-Dorothy, by way of offering an explanation
-that did not explain; for she did not complete
-her sentence. But so earnest was her objection
-that, even to the daily polishing of the white
-ash floor with a pine needle rubbing, she did
-everything within those precincts with her own
-hands.</p>
-
-<p>Dorothy let her have her way. It was Dorothy’s
-habit to let others do as they pleased so
-long as their pleasing was harmless.</p>
-
-<hr class="chap" />
-
-</div>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_242" id="Page_242">[242]</a></span></p>
-
-<div class="chapter">
-
-<h2 class="ch">XVII</h2>
-
-<p class="pch">A GUN-PIT CONFERENCE</p>
-
-<p class="drop-cap06">FOR full half an hour after Arthur Brent
-came out of the covered way and greeted
-his friend, Kilgariff’s bombardment and
-the enemy’s vigorous response continued. Arthur
-Brent stood by his friend in the midst of it
-all quite as if “the scream of shot, the burst of
-shell, and the bellowing of the mortars” had
-been nothing more than a harmless exhibition
-of “pyrotechny for our neighbour moon,” as
-Bailey phrases it in <i>Festus</i>.</p>
-
-<p>It did not occur to Kilgariff to invite Doctor
-Brent to take refuge in one of the bomb-proofs
-till the fierceness of the fire should be past. It
-never did occur to Owen Kilgariff that a gentleman
-of education and culture could think of
-shrinking from danger, even though, as in this
-case, he had nothing to do with the war business
-immediately in hand, but was, technically
-at least, a non-combatant. Indeed, that gallant<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_243" id="Page_243">[243]</a></span>
-corps of doctors who constituted the medical
-field-service in the Confederate army never did
-regard themselves as non-combatants, at least
-so far as going into or keeping out of danger
-was concerned. They fired no guns, indeed,
-but in all other ways they participated in the
-field-fighting on quite equal terms with officers
-of the line. Wherever their duty called them,
-wherever an errand of mercy demanded their
-presence, they went without hesitation and stayed
-without flinching. They performed the most
-delicate operations, where a moment’s unsteadiness
-of hand must have cost a human life, while
-shells were bursting about their heads and multitudinous
-bullets were whistling in their ears.
-Sometimes their patients were blown out of
-their hands by a cannon shot. Sometimes the
-doctors themselves went to their death while
-performing operations on the battlefield.</p>
-
-<p>In one case a surgeon was shot unto death
-while holding an artery end. But while waiting
-for the death that he knew must come within
-the brief space of a few minutes, the gallant
-fellow held his forceps firmly and directed his
-assistant how to tie the blood vessel. Then he
-gave up the ghost, in the very act of thus saving<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_244" id="Page_244">[244]</a></span>
-a human life perhaps not worth a hundredth part
-of his own. The heroism of war does not lie
-altogether with those who make desperate
-charges or desperately receive them.</p>
-
-<p>Arthur Brent was high in rank in that medical
-corps, the cool courage of whose members, if it
-could be adequately set forth, would constitute
-as heroic a story as any that has ever been related
-in illustration of daring and self-sacrifice,
-and he honoured his rank in his conduct. His
-duty lay sometimes in the field, whither he went
-to organise and direct the work of others, and
-sometimes in the laboratory, where no element
-of danger existed. In either case he did his
-duty with never a thought of self and never a
-question of the cost.</p>
-
-<p>On this occasion he stood upon the exposed
-mound of the magazine, watching Kilgariff’s
-splendid work with the guns, until at last the
-bombardment ceased as suddenly and as meaninglessly
-as it had begun; for that was the way
-with bombardments on those lines.</p>
-
-<p>When at last the fire sank to its ordinary dead
-level of ceaseless sharp-shooting, with only now
-and then a cannon shot to punctuate the irregular
-rattle of the rifles, Kilgariff gave the order,<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_245" id="Page_245">[245]</a></span>
-“Cease firing,” and the clamorous mortars were
-stilled. Then he turned to the officers who had
-come to him for instruction, and said:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“Some of my men have been quick to learn
-and are now experts. If any of you gentlemen
-desire it, I will send some of the best of them to
-you now and then to help you instruct your cannoniers
-and your gunners. You will yourselves
-impress upon the magazine men the importance
-of not compressing the powder in measuring it.
-A very slight inattention at that point often
-makes a difference of twenty-five or fifty yards
-in the range, and so renders worthless and ineffective
-a shell which might otherwise do its
-work well. If you need the services of any of
-my men as tutors to your own, pray call upon
-me. Now good evening. I’m sorry I cannot
-invite you to sup with me, but I really haven’t
-so much as a hard-tack biscuit to offer you.”</p>
-
-<p>When the officers had gone, Kilgariff and
-Brent seated themselves on top of the magazine
-mound and talked.</p>
-
-<p>“First of all,” said Arthur Brent, “I want to
-hear about the things personal to yourself. You
-put them aside, in your letter, as of smaller consequence
-than the matters, whatever they were,<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_246" id="Page_246">[246]</a></span>
-which related to others. I do not so regard
-them. So tell me first of them.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, those things have pretty well settled
-themselves,” answered Kilgariff, with a touch of
-disgust in his tone. “It was only that I very
-much wanted to decline this captain’s commission,
-under which I have been commanding sixty
-mortars and something like a battalion of men
-here. General Early fairly forced the rank
-upon me, after Captain Pollard lost his leg&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“By the way,” interrupted Doctor Brent,
-“Pollard is at Wyanoke and convalescent. With
-his superb constitution and his lifelong wholesomeness
-of living, his recovery has been rapid.
-He very much wants to see you. He would like
-you to continue in command of his battery&mdash;or
-would have liked it if you had not been transferred
-to Petersburg. He is a major now, you
-know, promoted for gallantry and good service,
-and when he returns to duty (which will be
-within a day or two) he will have command of
-his battalion. Of course, your special qualification
-for the work you are doing here forbids
-you to go back to your battery. The chief of
-artillery would never permit that. But I’m interrupting.
-Tell me what you set out to say.”</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_247" id="Page_247">[247]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>“Well, it’s all simple enough. You know my
-reasons for wishing to be an enlisted man rather
-than a commissioned officer. When I wrote to
-you, I was acting as captain under General
-Early’s peremptory orders, but the commission
-he had asked the authorities at Richmond to
-send me had not yet come. I knew that if it
-should come while I was with Early, he would
-never let me decline it. He would have refused
-even to forward my declination through the regular
-channels. It was my hope to get myself
-ordered to Petersburg before the commission
-could come.</p>
-
-<p>“In that case, I thought, I could decline it
-and take service in my own non-commissioned
-rank as sergeant-major and special drill-master
-for the mortar batteries. But the commission
-came, through Early, on the day before I left
-the valley, and when I reported here for duty,
-asking to have it cancelled, the chief of artillery
-peremptorily refused. He took me to General
-Lee’s headquarters and there explained the
-situation. General Lee settled the matter by
-saying that I could render much better service
-with a commission than without one, and that
-he ‘desired’ me to act in the capacity to which<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_248" id="Page_248">[248]</a></span>
-I had been commissioned. I had no choice but
-to yield to his wish, of course, so I took command
-here as captain, and immediately all the
-fragments of batteries that had been disintegrated
-during the campaign, and especially
-those whose officers had been killed or captured,
-were turned over to me to be converted into
-mortar men.</p>
-
-<p>“They number about two hundred and fifty
-men, some of whom are non-commissioned officers,
-ranking all the way from corporal to sergeant-major,
-so that it is impossible to handle
-the command effectively under a single company
-organisation. I made a report on the
-matter two days ago suggesting that the body
-be organised into a number of small, compact
-companies, and that some major of artillery
-already holding his commission be ordered to
-assume control of the whole. To-day came my
-reply&mdash;about two hours ago. It was to the
-effect that by recommendation of the chief of
-artillery, approved by General Lee, I had been
-appointed lieutenant-colonel, in command of all
-the mortars on this part of the line. I am
-instructed to organise this service with a view
-to effectiveness, and to report only through the<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_249" id="Page_249">[249]</a></span>
-chief of artillery, without the intervention of
-any colonel or brigadier or major-general. I
-cannot refuse to obey such orders, given in aid
-of effective service. I cannot even ask to be
-excused without offering an affront to my superiors
-and seeming, at least, to shirk that service
-in which they think I can make the best use of
-my capacities in behalf of our cause.</p>
-
-<p>“So that matter has settled itself. I shall
-have two stars sewed upon my collar to-night,
-and to-morrow morning I shall begin the work
-of reorganising the mortar service. I shall
-encounter very black looks in the countenances
-of some of the courteous captains whom you
-saw here half an hour ago. They are men who
-care for military rank, as I do not, and they will
-not be pleased to find themselves overslaughed
-by my promotion. They will never believe that
-I wish, even more heartily than they can, that
-some one of them had been set to do this duty,
-and that I might have returned to the ranks.
-But a soldier must take what comes. I must
-accept their black looks, and their jealousies,
-and perhaps even the lasting enmity of some of
-them, precisely as I accept the fact of the shells
-flung at me by the enemy.”</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_250" id="Page_250">[250]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>At that moment a sergeant approached, and,
-saluting, said:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“Captain Kilgariff”&mdash;for Kilgariff had not
-yet announced his promotion even to his men&mdash;“one
-of the men is hurt by a fragment of the
-shell that burst over us half a minute ago. He
-seems badly wounded.”</p>
-
-<p>Instantly Kilgariff and Arthur Brent hurried
-to the pit where the wounded man lay, and
-Doctor Brent dressed his wound, which was
-serious. At his suggestion, Kilgariff ordered
-two of the men to carry the stricken one to
-the rear through the covered way, and deliver
-him to the surgeons of the nearest field-hospital.</p>
-
-<p>Just as the party started, a huge fifteen-inch
-mortar shell descended from a great height,
-struck the apex of the earth mound that covered
-the magazine, where ten minutes before the two
-friends had been sitting in converse, and there
-instantly exploded with great violence.</p>
-
-<p>Kilgariff hastened to inspect. He found the
-magazine intact, so far, at least, as its contents
-were concerned. There were more than a thousand
-pounds of Dupont rifle powder there, secured
-in wooden boxes called “monkeys,” and
-there were two thousand mortar shells there<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_251" id="Page_251">[251]</a></span>
-also, each weighing twenty-four pounds, each
-terribly destructive, potentially at least, and
-each loaded with a heavy charge of gunpowder.
-Fortunately the explosion of the gigantic shell
-had not ignited the magazine. Had it done so,
-neither a man nor a gun nor any trace of either
-would have remained in all that circle of mortar
-pits, to tell the tale of their occupancy.</p>
-
-<p>But practically all of the earth that had constituted
-the mound had been blown completely
-away, and some of the timbers that had supported
-it had been crushed till they had broken
-and fallen in. The man who had been in charge
-of the magazine was found crushed to a pulp by
-the falling of the timbers.</p>
-
-<p>When Kilgariff had fully explored, and discovered
-the extent of the disaster, he swore.
-Pointing to the mangled body of the man who
-had been caught in the ruin, he said to Arthur
-Brent:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“There was never a better man than Johnny
-Garrett. He had a wife and four children up
-in Fauquier County. The wife is a widow
-now, and the children are orphans, and Johnny
-Garrett is a shapeless mass of inert human flesh,
-all because of the incapacity of an engineer,<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_252" id="Page_252">[252]</a></span>
-damn him! I know the fellow&mdash;” But before
-continuing, Kilgariff turned to a sergeant and
-said:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“Go at once to General Gracie’s headquarters,
-and say that Lieutenant-colonel Kilgariff&mdash;be
-sure to say <i>Lieutenant-colonel Kilgariff</i>&mdash;commanding
-the mortars, asks the instant attendance
-of a capable engineer and at least
-twenty-five sappers and miners to repair damages
-and guard against an imminent danger at
-Fort Lamkin. If General Gracie cannot furnish
-the assistance needed, go to General Bushrod
-Johnson’s headquarters and prefer a like
-request. Take a look first, and you’ll understand
-how imperative it is to get help at once.
-There lie a thousand pounds of rifle powder exposed
-to every spark that a shell may fling into
-it; and there are two thousand loaded shells to
-explode. Go quickly, and don’t return without
-the assistance required.”</p>
-
-<p>Ten minutes later came the sappers and
-miners, armed with picks, shovels, axes, and the
-other tools of their trade. At their head was
-the engineer officer, Captain Harbach, who had
-constructed the magazine in the first place.</p>
-
-<p>Kilgariff was a cool, self-possessed person,<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_253" id="Page_253">[253]</a></span>
-who very rarely lost his temper in any obvious
-fashion. But when he saw Harbach in command,
-he had difficulty in controlling himself.
-Pointing to the ruined magazine, he said:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“See one result of your carelessness and gross
-ignorance.”</p>
-
-<p>Then, pointing to the crushed and mangled
-body of Johnny Garrett, he added:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“Look upon another result of your criminality
-in seeking a commission in the engineers
-when you perfectly knew you had no adequate
-knowledge of engineering. When you were
-constructing that magazine, I warned you that
-your single tier of timbers under the earth was
-insufficient. I reminded you of the importance
-of adequately protecting the vast amount of
-powder that must be stored there. I begged
-you to use longer timbers for the sake of greater
-elasticity, and to use three tiers of them instead
-of one. Your rank at that time was older than
-my own, and I could only give you advice, which
-you disregarded. You now have before you
-abundant evidence of your own criminal ignorance,
-your own criminal neglect of plain duty,
-your own criminal folly. For these I shall prefer
-charges against you before this night ends,<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_254" id="Page_254">[254]</a></span>
-and I shall press those charges with vigour
-enough to offset even the personal and political
-influence that secured a commission for an incapable
-like you.”</p>
-
-<p>Kilgariff was in a towering rage, and with
-the mangled body of Johnny Garrett lying there
-before him for his text, he found it impossible
-to restrain his speech; but to the very end, that
-speech was so far under control that its tones,
-at least, gave no indication of the excitement
-that inspired it. If the man speaking had been
-delivering a university lecture, his voice and
-manner could scarcely have been under better
-control.</p>
-
-<p>When he paused, Harbach broke in:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“Be careful of your words, Captain Kilgariff&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“Lieutenant-colonel Kilgariff, if you please;
-that is my present rank, and I’ll trouble you
-to recognise it.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, well, Lieutenant-colonel Kilgariff, if
-that pleases you better. Be careful of your
-words. You have already spoken some for
-which I shall hold you responsible.”</p>
-
-<p>“Quite right,” answered Kilgariff. “I hold
-myself responsible, and I’ll answer for my<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_255" id="Page_255">[255]</a></span>
-words in any way and at any time and to any
-extent that you may desire. But meanwhile,
-and as your superior officer, I now order you to
-set to work to render that magazine safe. As
-your superior officer, I shall assume authority
-to direct your work and to insist that it shall
-be done as I command. Let your men shovel
-away all that remains of the earth mound and
-send your axe-men into the timber there to cut
-seventy or eighty sticks, each twenty-three feet
-long and eight inches in diameter.”</p>
-
-<p>The captain showed signs of standing on his
-dignity by refusing, but Kilgariff promptly
-brought him to terms by saying:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“Whenever you want to call me to account, I
-shall respond&mdash;I’ll do it in an hour hence, if
-you choose. But for the sake of the lives of
-some hundreds of men, I am going to have this
-magazine securely constructed within the briefest
-possible time. After that, I shall be very
-much at your service. You may either set your
-men at work in the way I have suggested, or
-you may return to your quarters, in which case
-I shall assume command of your men and do
-the work myself. If you elect to return to your
-quarters, I pledge you my honour as an officer<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_256" id="Page_256">[256]</a></span>
-that I shall not make your desertion of duty at
-a critical moment the subject of an additional
-charge in the court-martial proceedings that I
-shall surely institute against you to-morrow
-morning.”</p>
-
-<p>Thus permitted, Captain Harbach retired
-through the covered way, and Owen Kilgariff
-assumed command of the men he had left behind
-him.</p>
-
-<p>Within two hours, the magazine was reconstructed,
-and so strongly that no danger remained
-of the kind that had threatened the
-lives of Owen Kilgariff’s men.</p>
-
-<p>When all was done, Kilgariff turned again to
-Arthur Brent and said:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“Now let us resume our conversation.”</p>
-
-<p>“But what about this quarrel with Captain
-Harbach? He will surely challenge you.”</p>
-
-<p>“Of course, and I shall accept. Never mind
-that. He may possibly shoot me through the
-head or heart or lungs. The chance of that renders
-it only the more imperative that you and I
-shall talk out our talk. I have much to say to
-you that must be said before morning. Besides,
-I must prepare my charges against Captain
-Harbach. It is a duty that I owe to the service<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_257" id="Page_257">[257]</a></span>
-to expose the arrogant incapacity of such
-men as he. Such incapacity imperils the lives
-of better men, by scores and hundreds, every
-day. If I can do anything to purge the service
-of such incapables&mdash;men whose fathers’
-or friends’ influence has secured commissions
-for them to assume duties which they are utterly
-incapable of discharging properly or even with
-tolerable safety to the lives of other men&mdash;it
-will be a greatly good achievement. Let us
-talk now of something else.”</p>
-
-<p>Then he told Arthur about the papers that
-the man who called himself Campbell had intrusted
-to his keeping.</p>
-
-<p>“The matter sorely embarrasses me,” he explained.
-“I don’t know what I ought to do.
-Of course I am in no way bound by that fellow’s
-half-spoken, half-suggested injunction not to
-give the papers to Evelyn till she attains the
-age of twenty-one. I completely disregard that.
-But there are other things to be thought of.
-My command here on the lines is losing from
-twenty to thirty per cent of its personnel each
-month. Nothing is more likely than that I
-shall turn up among the ‘killed in action’ some
-morning. If I keep the papers with me, they<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_258" id="Page_258">[258]</a></span>
-are liable to fall into other and perhaps unfriendly
-hands at any moment. As I have not
-the remotest notion of what is recorded in them,
-of course I cannot even conjecture how much
-of harm that might work to Evelyn. You perfectly
-understand that her welfare, her comfort,
-her feelings, constitute the controlling consideration
-with me.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, yes, I understand that,” said Arthur.</p>
-
-<p>“Don’t jest, if you please,” broke in Kilgariff,
-with a note of offence in his voice.</p>
-
-<p>“My dear fellow,” answered Arthur, with profound
-seriousness, “nothing could be farther
-from my thought than jesting on a subject so
-serious. I beg you to believe&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“I do. I believe you implicitly. But somehow
-this explosion, and poor Johnny Garrett’s
-needless death, and my quarrel with that reckless
-incapable, Harbach, have set my nerves on
-edge, so that I am querulous. Forgive me, and
-let me go on. As to these papers, I want to do
-that which is best for Evelyn; but I don’t know
-what is best, and I can’t find out by questioning
-my own mind. You see, I not only do not know
-what is in the papers, but I do not even know
-what circumstances gave them birth, or what<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_259" id="Page_259">[259]</a></span>
-purpose of good or evil lies behind them, or
-what distressing revelations they may make for
-her affliction. The cold-blooded gambler, swindler,
-adventurer, cheat, who gave the papers to
-me is&mdash;or was, for I don’t know whether he is
-now dead or alive&mdash;capable of any atrocity.
-He admitted to me that he had cruelly persecuted
-the girl, his daughter. It would not be
-inconsistent with his character, I think, for him
-to send her from his deathbed a bundle of papers
-that should needlessly afflict and torture
-her. He cherished quite enough of enmity to
-me, I think, to make him happy in the conviction
-that he had made me his unwilling and unwitting
-agent in inflicting such wounds upon her
-spirit.</p>
-
-<p>“Thus I dare not give her the papers, nor
-dare I withhold them, lest thereby I do her a
-wrong. Counsel me, my friend. Tell me what
-I should do!”</p>
-
-<p>“Consult Dorothy,” answered Arthur. “Her
-judgment in such a case will be immeasurably
-wiser than yours or mine, or both combined.”</p>
-
-<p>“Thank you. That is the best solution. I
-wonder I didn’t think of it before. I will act
-upon it at once. I’ll send the papers to Dorothy<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_260" id="Page_260">[260]</a></span>
-by your hand, and I’ll ask you also to bear
-her a letter in which I shall beg for her judgment.
-That’s the end of one of my perplexities, for the
-time being at least. Now let us talk of another
-thing that concerns me very deeply. I am a
-pretty rich man, as you know. I own some
-real estate in New York City. That will probably
-be confiscated when this war comes to an
-end, as you and I clearly see that it must do
-very soon. I own a good many stocks and
-bonds and other securities, which cannot be so
-easily confiscated, inasmuch as they are in possession
-of my bankers, who are like drums for
-tightness, and are besides my very good friends.
-In addition to these things, the bulk of my fortune
-is invested in Europe, where it cannot be
-confiscated at all. The securities are held by
-the Liverpool branch of Frazer, Trenholm, and
-Company, of Charleston, for my account, so
-that they are perfectly safe.</p>
-
-<p>“Now the only relatives I have in the world,
-so far as I know, are my brother and his family.
-I have every reason for desiring that none
-of them shall ever get a single cent from my estate.
-So much on the negative side. Affirmatively,
-I very earnestly desire that every dollar<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_261" id="Page_261">[261]</a></span>
-I have in the world shall go at my death to the
-one woman I ever loved&mdash;Evelyn Byrd.</p>
-
-<p>“It may seem to you a simple and easy thing
-to arrange that, but it is not so. Any will that
-I might make cutting off my relatives from the
-inheritance of my property would be obstinately
-contested in the courts.”</p>
-
-<p>“But upon what grounds?”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, the lawyers can be trusted to find reasons
-‘as plenty as blackberries.’ For one thing,
-they could insist that I was a dead man long
-before the date of my will.”</p>
-
-<p>“How do you mean?”</p>
-
-<p>“Why, when I escaped from Sing Sing, there
-were two other men with me. As we swam out
-into the Hudson, the guards opened a vigorous
-fire upon us. One of my companions was killed
-outright, his face being badly mutilated by the
-bullets. The other was wounded and recaptured.
-He positively identified the dead man’s body as
-mine. It was buried in my name, and my death
-was officially recorded as a fact. So, you see, I
-am officially a dead man, if ever my relatives
-have occasion to prove me so. But apart from
-that, my estate, when I die, will be a sufficiently
-large carcass to induce a great gathering of the<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_262" id="Page_262">[262]</a></span>
-buzzards about it. With half a million dollars
-or more to fight over, the lawyers may be trusted
-to find ample grounds for fighting.”</p>
-
-<p>“It seems a difficult problem to solve,” said
-Arthur, meditatively. “I don’t see how you can
-manage it.”</p>
-
-<p>“Such matters are easy enough when one has
-friends, as I have, who may be trusted implicitly.
-I have thought this matter out, and I think I
-know how to handle the situation.”</p>
-
-<p>“Tell me your plan, if you wish.”</p>
-
-<p>“Of course I wish. My first thought was to
-give everything I have in the world to Evelyn
-now, giving her deeds for the real estate and
-absolute bills of sale for the securities. But of
-course I could not do that. I could never gain
-her consent to such an arrangement without first
-winning her love and making her my affianced
-bride.”</p>
-
-<p>“Do you think that would be impossible?”</p>
-
-<p>“I do not know&mdash;perhaps so. At any rate,
-it is out of the question.”</p>
-
-<p>“I confess I do not see why.”</p>
-
-<p>“I am a convicted criminal, you know&mdash;a
-fugitive from justice.”</p>
-
-<p>“No. You are officially dead. The courts<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_263" id="Page_263">[263]</a></span>
-of New York will not hold a dead man to be
-a fugitive from justice. And morally you are
-nothing of the kind. It was not justice, but
-infamous injustice, that condemned you.”</p>
-
-<p>“However that may be, I can never ask Evelyn
-Byrd to be my wife, to share the life of a man
-who might even possibly be sent back to Sing
-Sing. I can never ask her to make of her children
-the sons and daughters of a convicted
-criminal. I will not do that. So I have thought
-out another plan. My second thought was to
-turn over all I have to you in trust for Evelyn.
-When I am dead, she need not refuse the gift.
-But there again is a difficulty. When this war
-ends in the complete conquest of the South, as it
-soon must, political passion at the North is well-nigh
-certain to find expression in acts of wholesale
-confiscation, directed against men of wealth
-at the South, and men who have served as officers
-in our army. They may, indeed, include all
-who have served at all, even as privates. At
-any rate, you are an officer of high rank, and
-between you and Dorothy you are one of the
-greatest plantation owners in Virginia. You
-are pretty sure to be included in whatever is
-done in this way.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_264" id="Page_264">[264]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>“It will not do, therefore, to make you my
-trustee for Evelyn. I must have some non-combatant
-to serve in that capacity, and, with
-your permission, I am going to ask Dorothy to
-accept the duty.”</p>
-
-<p>“You have my permission, certainly. But I
-see another danger. Suppose anything should
-happen to Dorothy?&mdash;God forbid it! Suppose
-she should die?”</p>
-
-<p>“I have thought of all that,” answered Kilgariff,
-“and I think I see a way out. I shall
-ask Dorothy to select some friend, some woman
-whom she can absolutely trust, to serve with
-her as a joint trustee, giving full power to the
-survivor to carry out the trust in case of the
-death of either of the two. I haven’t a doubt
-she knows such a woman.”</p>
-
-<p>“She does&mdash;two of them. There is Edmonia
-Bannister, one of God’s elect in character, and
-there is Mrs. Baillie Pegram&mdash;she who was
-Agatha Ronald. Either of them would serve
-the purpose perfectly.”</p>
-
-<p>“I’ll get Dorothy to ask both of them,” responded
-Kilgariff. “Then all possible contingencies
-will be fully met and provided for.</p>
-
-<p>“Now for present concerns. If I can make a<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_265" id="Page_265">[265]</a></span>
-Confederate taper burn for an hour, I’ll write
-my letter to Dorothy, to accompany the papers,
-and to ask her to serve me in this matter of the
-trusteeship. I have a very capable young lawyer
-under my command here as a sergeant.
-Early in the morning I shall set him to work
-preparing the trust conveyances. He is a rapid
-worker, and will have the documents ready by
-nightfall. Then I’ll send them to Wyanoke by
-a courier. In the meanwhile I have Captain
-Harbach on my hands. I’m afraid I must ask
-you to act for me in that matter. While we
-have been talking, it has occurred to me that
-when I prefer my charges against Captain Harbach,
-he will be placed under arrest. In that
-position he would not be permitted to send me
-the hostile message he threatened to-night. It
-would be extremely unfair to him to place him
-in such a position. I want you to write to him,
-if you will, as my friend. Say to him that in
-view of his expressed desire to hold me responsible
-for words spoken to-night, and in order to
-give him opportunity to do so without embarrassment,
-I shall postpone for twenty-four hours,
-or for a longer time, if for any reason he cannot
-conveniently act within twenty-four hours, the<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_266" id="Page_266">[266]</a></span>
-preferring of my official charges against him.
-Ask him, please, to advise you of his wishes in
-the matter in order that I may comply with
-them.”</p>
-
-<p>“You are a very cool hand, Kilgariff,” said
-Arthur, “and your courtesy to an enemy is
-extreme.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, courtesy in such a case is a matter of
-course. Let me say to you, now, that when I
-meet Captain Harbach on the field, I shall fire
-high in the air. I have no desire to kill him or
-to inflict the smallest hurt upon him. I am
-merely giving him the opportunity he desires to
-kill me, by way of avenging himself upon me
-for the severe criticisms I have made upon his
-character, his conduct, and his assumption of
-functions that he is incapable of discharging
-with tolerable safety to other men. Let me
-make this matter plainer to your mind, Arthur.
-I do not at all believe in the duello. I think it
-barbarous in intent and usually ridiculous in its
-conduct. But I had the best of good reasons
-for saying what I did to Captain Harbach, and
-so I said it. What I said was exceedingly
-offensive to him, and the only way he knows
-of ‘vindicating’ himself is by challenging me to<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_267" id="Page_267">[267]</a></span>
-a duel. It would be a gross injustice on my
-part to refuse to meet him, and to do an injustice
-is to commit an immorality. So, of course,
-I shall meet him. As I have no desire to do
-him other harm than to get him removed from
-a position which he is incapable of filling with
-safety to others and benefit to the service, I
-shall not think of shooting at him. But I shall
-give him the privilege he craves of shooting at
-me. I really don’t mind, you know, under the
-circumstances, except that in any case I shall
-postpone his shooting at me till I can execute
-the documents relating to my property.”</p>
-
-<p>“In view of your explanation,” answered
-Arthur, “I must decline to act as your friend
-in this matter.”</p>
-
-<p>“But why?”</p>
-
-<p>“Because I will have no part nor lot in a
-murder. I detest duelling, as you do; I regard
-it as a relic of feudalism which ought to give
-place to something better in our enlightened
-and law-governed time. But while it lasts, I
-am forced to consent to it, however unwillingly.
-I recognise the fact that the right of the individual
-to make private war on his own account is
-the only basis on which nations can logically<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_268" id="Page_268">[268]</a></span>
-or even sanely claim the right to make public
-war. Nations are only aggregations of individuals,
-and their rights are only the sum of the
-rights previously possessed by the individuals
-composing them. But while I feel in that way
-about duelling, I can have no part in a contest
-in which I know in advance that one of the contestants
-is going to shoot to kill, while the other
-is merely standing up to be shot at and does not
-himself intend to make war at all.”</p>
-
-<p>“Very well,” answered Kilgariff. “I’ll get
-some one else to send the letter.”</p>
-
-<p>He summoned an orderly and directed him to
-go to a neighbouring camp and ask an officer
-there to call upon Lieutenant-colonel Kilgariff,
-“concerning a purely personal matter, and not
-at all with reference to any matter of service.”</p>
-
-<p>The officer, a fiery little fellow, responded at
-once to the summons, and he promptly wrote&mdash;spelling
-it very badly&mdash;the message which Kilgariff
-had asked Arthur to send.</p>
-
-<p>Half an hour later, the messenger who had
-borne the note returned with it unopened. For
-explanation, he said:&mdash;</p>
-
-
-<p>“Captain Harbach had his head blown off in
-the trenches just before daylight this morning.”</p>
-
-<hr class="chap" />
-
-</div>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_269" id="Page_269">[269]</a></span></p>
-
-<div class="chapter">
-
-<h2 class="ch">XVIII</h2>
-
-<p class="pch">EVELYN’S REVELATION</p>
-
-<p class="drop-cap04">IT was during Arthur’s absence at Petersburg
-that Evelyn began talking with Dorothy
-about herself.</p>
-
-<p>“It isn’t nice,” she said, as the two sat together
-in the porch one day, “for me to have
-reserves and secrets with you, Dorothy.”</p>
-
-<p>“But why not? Every one is entitled to have
-reserves. Why should not you?”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, because&mdash;well, things are different
-with me. You are good to me&mdash;nobody was
-ever so good to me. I am living here, and loving
-you and letting you love me, and all the
-time you know nothing at all about me. It
-isn’t fair. I hate unfairness.”</p>
-
-<p>“So do I,” answered Dorothy. “But this
-isn’t unfair. I never asked you to tell me anything
-about yourself.”</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_270" id="Page_270">[270]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>“That’s the worst of it. That’s what makes
-it so mean and ugly and unfair for me to go on
-in this way. Why should you be so good to me
-when you don’t know anything about me?”</p>
-
-<p>“Why, because, although I do not know your
-history, <i>I know you</i>. If it is painful for you to
-tell me about yourself&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“It wouldn’t be painful,” the girl answered,
-with an absent, meditative look in her eyes.
-But she added nothing to the sentence. She
-merely caressed Dorothy’s hand. After a little
-silence, she suddenly asked:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“What’s a ‘parole,’ Dorothy?”</p>
-
-<p>Dorothy explained, but the explanation did
-not seem to satisfy.</p>
-
-<p>“What does it mean? How much does it
-include? How long does it last?”</p>
-
-<p>Dorothy again explained. Then Evelyn
-said:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“It was a parole I took. I don’t know what
-or how much it bound me not to tell. I wish I
-could make that out.”</p>
-
-<p>“If you could tell me something about the
-circumstances,” answered the older woman,
-“perhaps I could help you to find out. But
-you mustn’t tell me anything unless you wish.”</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_271" id="Page_271">[271]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>“I should like to tell you everything. You
-see, they were trying to send me South, through
-the lines somehow. They said I was to be sent
-to some relatives&mdash;but I reckon that wasn’t
-true. Anyhow, they wanted to send me through
-the lines, and they had to get permission. So
-they took me to a military man of some sort,
-and he took my parole. I had to swear not to
-tell anything to the enemy, and after I had
-sworn that I wouldn’t, he looked very sternly
-at me and told me I mustn’t forget that I had
-taken an oath not to tell anything I knew.”</p>
-
-<p>Dorothy answered without hesitation that the
-parole referred only to military matters, and not
-at all to things that related only to the girl herself
-and her life.</p>
-
-<p>“But, Dorothy, I didn’t know anything about
-military affairs&mdash;how could I? So I reckon
-they couldn’t have meant that.”</p>
-
-<p>“They could not know what information you
-might have, or what messages some one might
-send through you. You may be entirely sure,
-dear, that your oath meant nothing in the world
-beyond that. The military authorities at the
-North care nothing about your private affairs or
-how much you may talk of them. Still, you are<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_272" id="Page_272">[272]</a></span>
-not to tell anything that you have doubts about.
-You are not to wound your own conscience. I
-sometimes think our own consciences are all
-there is of Judgment Day. You are always to
-remember that Arthur and I are perfectly satisfied
-to take you for what you are, asking no
-questions as to the rest. We are vain enough
-to think ourselves capable of forming our own
-judgment concerning the character of a girl like
-you. We are not afraid of making any mistake
-about that.”</p>
-
-<p>Evelyn did not reply. She sat still, continuing
-to caress Dorothy’s hand. She was thinking
-in some troubled fashion, and Dorothy was
-wise enough to let her go on thinking without
-interruption.</p>
-
-<p>After a while the girl suddenly dropped the
-hand, arose, and went out upon the lawn. Her
-mare was grazing there, and Evelyn called the
-animal to her. Leaping upon the unsaddled
-and unbridled mare, she started off at a gallop.
-Presently she slipped off her low shoes, and in
-her stocking feet stood erect upon the galloping
-animal’s back. With low, almost muttered commands
-she directed the mare’s course, making
-her leap a fence twice, while her rider sometimes<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_273" id="Page_273">[273]</a></span>
-stood erect, sometimes knelt, and sometimes
-sat for a moment, only to rise again with
-as great apparent ease as if she had been occupying
-a chair.</p>
-
-<p>Finally she brought her steed to a halt, leaped
-nimbly to the ground, and resumed her slippers.
-She walked rapidly back to the porch, and, with
-a look of positively painful earnestness in her
-face, demanded:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“Does <i>that</i> make a difference? Does it alter
-your opinion? Do you still believe in me?”</p>
-
-<p>Her tone was so eager, so intense, that it seemed
-almost angry. Dorothy only answered:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“It makes no difference.”</p>
-
-<p>“You know what that means? You guess
-where I learned to do that?”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes.”</p>
-
-<p>“And still you do not cast me out? Still you
-do not command me to go away?”</p>
-
-<p>“Not at all. Why should I?”</p>
-
-<p>“But why not? Most women of your class
-and in your position would send me away.”</p>
-
-<p>“I am perhaps not like most women of my
-class and condition. At any rate, as I told you
-a while ago, I <i>know you</i>, I trust you, I believe
-in you. <i>You are you.</i> What else matters? Let<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_274" id="Page_274">[274]</a></span>
-me tell you a little life-story. My mother was
-a musician, who performed in public. Everybody
-about here scorned her for that. But she
-was the superior of all of them. She was a
-woman of genius and strong character. She
-hated shams and conventionalities, and she was
-a good woman. When the war came, she set
-to work nursing the wounded. She was shot to
-death a little while ago, and the soldiers loved
-her so that they rolled a great boulder over her
-grave and carved a loving inscription upon it
-with their own hands. Many of them were
-killed in doing that; but whenever one fell,
-another took his place. Do you think, Evelyn,
-that I, her daughter, could ever scorn a good
-woman like you, merely because she was or had
-been an actor in a show? I tell you, Evelyn
-Byrd, I <i>know</i> you, and that is quite enough
-for me.”</p>
-
-<p>“Is it enough for Cousin Arthur?”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, assuredly.”</p>
-
-<p>“And for&mdash;well, for others?”</p>
-
-<p>“If you mean Kilgariff, yes. If you mean
-the conventional people, no. So you had better
-never say anything about it to them.”</p>
-
-<p>At Dorothy’s mention of Kilgariff’s name,<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_275" id="Page_275">[275]</a></span>
-Evelyn started as if shocked. But quickly
-recovering herself, she said with passion in her
-tones:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“You are the very best woman in the world,
-Dorothy. I shall not long have any secrets
-from you.”</p>
-
-<p>The girl’s agitation was ungovernable. Emotionally
-she had passed through a greater crisis
-than she had ever known before, and her nerves
-were badly shaken. Without trying to utter the
-words that would not rise to her quivering lips,
-she took refuge in the laboratory, where she set
-to work with the impatience of one who must
-open a safety valve of some kind, or suffer
-collapse. Most women of her age, similarly
-agitated, would have gone to their chambers
-instead, and vented their feelings in paroxysms
-of weeping. Evelyn Byrd was not given to
-tears. Perhaps bitter experience had conquered
-that feminine tendency in her, though very certainly
-it had not robbed her of her intense
-femininity in any other way.</p>
-
-<p>When Dorothy joined her in the laboratory
-an hour later, the girl was engaged in an operation
-so delicate that the tremor of a finger,
-the jarring of a sharply closed door, or even<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_276" id="Page_276">[276]</a></span>
-a sudden breath of air would have ruined the
-work.</p>
-
-<p>“Step lightly, please,” was all that she said.
-Dorothy saw that the girl had completely mastered
-herself.</p>
-
-<p>And Dorothy admired and rejoiced.</p>
-
-<hr class="chap" />
-
-</div>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_277" id="Page_277">[277]</a></span></p>
-
-<div class="chapter">
-
-<h2 class="ch">XIX</h2>
-
-<p class="pch">DOROTHY’S DECISION</p>
-
-<p class="drop-cap06">KILGARIFF had not long to wait for
-Dorothy’s answer, nor was the reply
-an uncertain one. It was not Dorothy’s
-habit to be uncertain of her own mind,
-especially where any question of right and
-wrong was involved. She never hesitated to
-do or advise the right as she saw it, and she
-never on any account juggled with the truth or
-avoided it.</p>
-
-<p>So far as the trusteeship was concerned, she
-accepted the appointment for herself and also
-for Edmonia Bannister and Agatha Pegram,
-both of whom were within an hour’s ride of
-Wyanoke, as Agatha was staying for a time at
-Edmonia’s home, Branton. Dorothy had gone
-to them at once on receipt of Kilgariff’s letter,
-and both had consented to accept the trust.</p>
-
-<p>That matter out of the way, Dorothy took up
-the other with that directness of mind which<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_278" id="Page_278">[278]</a></span>
-made her always clear-sighted and well-nigh
-unerring in judgment, at least where questions
-of conduct were concerned.</p>
-
-<div class="pbq">
-
-<p class="p1">I am rather surprised, Kilgariff [she wrote], and not
-quite pleased with you. Can you not see that you
-have no more right to let me read Evelyn’s papers
-than to read them yourself? They are hers to do with
-as she pleases, and neither you nor I may so much as
-read a line of them without her voluntary consent.</p>
-
-<p>Neither, I think, have you any right to withhold
-them from her. They are her property, and you must
-give them to her, as you would her purse, had it come
-into your possession. The fact that these papers may
-hurt her feelings in the reading has no bearing whatever
-on the case. It is not your function to protect
-her against unpleasantness by withholding from her
-anything to which she has a right, whether it be
-property or information or anything else. You are not
-her father, or her brother, or her husband, or even a
-man affianced to her&mdash;this last mainly by your own
-fault, I think. It is just like a man to think that he
-has a right to wrong a woman by way of protecting
-her and sparing her feelings.</p>
-
-<p>Let me tell you that Evelyn Byrd stands in need
-of no such protection. Little as I know of her life-experiences,
-that little is far more than you know.<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_279" id="Page_279">[279]</a></span>
-She has suffered; she has known wrong and oppression;
-she has had to work out for herself even the
-fundamental principles of morality in conduct. Her
-experience has been such that it has made her wonderfully
-strong, especially in the matter of endurance.
-She is tender, loving, sensitive&mdash;yes, exquisitely sensitive&mdash;but
-she has a self-control which amounts to
-stoicism&mdash;to positive heroism, I should say, if that
-word were not a badly overworked one.</p>
-
-<p>Nevertheless, I have some fear that these papers
-may contain things that it will be very painful for her
-to read, and I strongly sympathise with your desire
-to spare her. I condemn only the method you have
-wished to adopt. I must not examine the papers. I
-have no right, and you can give me no right, to do
-that. Still less must I think of deciding whether they
-are to be given to her or withheld. That is a thing
-that decides itself. They are absolutely hers. You
-must yourself place them in her hands. In doing so,
-you can make whatever explanation or suggestions
-you please, and she can act upon your suggestions or
-disregard them, as shall seem best to her.</p>
-
-<p>To do this thing properly, you must come to
-Wyanoke. There seems to be no crisis impending at
-Petersburg just now, and you can easily get leave for
-two or three days, particularly as the distance between
-Wyanoke and Petersburg is so small. In case of need,<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_280" id="Page_280">[280]</a></span>
-you can return to your post quickly. A good horse
-would make the journey in a very brief time. If
-pressed, he could cover it in two hours, or three at
-most. So come to Wyanoke with as little delay as
-may be, and do your duty bravely.</p></div>
-
-<p class="p1">Kilgariff had no need to apply for a leave of
-absence. The wound in his neck had been behaving
-badly for ten days past, and it was now
-very angry indeed. Day by day a field-surgeon
-had treated it, to no effect. So far from growing
-better, it had grown steadily worse.</p>
-
-<p>Under the night-and-day strain of his ceaseless
-war work, Kilgariff had grown emaciated, and
-so far enfeebled as to add greatly to the danger
-threatened by the wound’s condition. On the
-morning of the day which brought him Dorothy’s
-letter, the surgeon had found his condition
-alarming, and had said to him:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“Colonel, I have before advised you to go to
-a hospital and have this wound treated. Now I
-must use my authority as your medical officer
-and <i>order</i> you to go at once. If I did not compel
-that, the service would very soon lose a
-valuable officer.”</p>
-
-<p>“Must it be a hospital, Doctor?” asked Kilgariff.
-“May I not run up to Wyanoke, instead,<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_281" id="Page_281">[281]</a></span>
-and get my friend Doctor Brent to treat
-me?”</p>
-
-<p>“Capital! Nothing could be better. Besides,
-the hospitals are full to overflowing, and
-you’d get scant attention in most of them. Go
-to Wyanoke by all means, but go at once. I’ll
-give you a written order to go, and you can
-make it the basis of your application for sick
-leave. Act at once, and I’ll go myself to headquarters
-to impress everybody there with the
-urgency of the case and especially the necessity
-for promptitude. You ought to have your
-leave granted by to-morrow morning.”</p>
-
-<p>It was granted in fact earlier than that, so
-that before nightfall Kilgariff set out on a
-horse purchased from an officer of his acquaintance,
-a horse lean almost to emaciation, but
-strong, wiry, and full of spirit still. He was
-an animal in which blood did indeed “tell,” a
-grandson of that most enduring of racers, Red
-Eye.</p>
-
-<p>“Give a good account of yourself, old fellow,”
-said Kilgariff to the animal, caressingly,
-“and I promise you better rations at Wyanoke
-than you have had for two months past.”</p>
-
-<p>Whether the horse understood the promise<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_282" id="Page_282">[282]</a></span>
-or not, he acted as if he did, and with a
-long, swinging stride, left miles behind him
-rapidly.</p>
-
-<p>It was a little past midnight when the well-nigh
-exhausted officer reached the hospitable
-plantation; but before going to the house, he
-aroused the negro who slept on guard at the
-stables, and himself remained there till the half-sleeping
-serving-man had thoroughly groomed
-the animal and placed an abundance of corn
-and fodder in his manger and rack.</p>
-
-<p>Then the way-worn traveller went to the
-house, entered by the never closed front door,
-and made his way to a bedroom, without waking
-any member of the family.</p>
-
-<hr class="chap" />
-
-</div>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_283" id="Page_283">[283]</a></span></p>
-
-<div class="chapter">
-
-<h2 class="ch">XX</h2>
-
-<p class="pch">A MAN, A MAID, AND A HORSE</p>
-
-<p class="drop-cap04">WHEN Evelyn went to the stables in
-the early morning, and found a
-strange horse there, she could not
-learn how he came to be there, or who had
-brought him. The negro man who had rubbed
-down the animal under Kilgariff’s supervision
-during the night had already gone to the field,
-and the stable boy who was now in attendance
-knew nothing of the matter.</p>
-
-<p>The horse gently whinnied a welcome as the
-girl entered, and his appearance interested her.
-She bade the stable boy lead him out, so that
-she might look him over, and his symmetry and
-muscularity impressed her mightily.</p>
-
-<p>“Poor beastie!” she exclaimed, upon seeing
-his lean condition, “they have treated you very
-badly. You haven’t had enough to eat in a
-month, and you’ve been worked very hard at
-that. But you are strong and brave and good-natured<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_284" id="Page_284">[284]</a></span>
-still, just as our poor, half-starved soldiers
-are. You must be a soldier’s horse.
-Anyhow, you shall have a good breakfast.
-Here, Ben, take this splendid fellow back to
-his stall and give him ten ears of corn. Rub
-him down well, and when he has finished eating,
-turn him into the clover field to graze.
-Poor fellow! I hope you’re going to stay with
-us long enough to get sleek and strong again.”</p>
-
-<p>As was always the case when Evelyn caressed
-an animal, the horse seemed to understand and
-to respond. He held out his head for a caress,
-and poked his nose under her arm as if asking
-to be hugged. Finally he lifted one of his
-hoofs and held it out. The girl grasped the
-pastern, saying:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“So you’ve been taught to shake hands, have
-you? Well, you shall show off your accomplishments
-as freely as you please. How do
-you do, sir? I hope you have slept well! Now
-Ben has your breakfast ready, so I’ll excuse
-you, and after breakfast you shall have a stroll
-in a beautiful clover lot!”</p>
-
-<p>As she finished her playful little speech and
-turned her head, she was startled to see Kilgariff
-standing near, looking and listening.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_285" id="Page_285">[285]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>“Oh, Mr. Kilgariff!” she exclaimed, in embarrassment,
-“I didn’t know you were here.
-You must think me a silly girl to talk in that
-way with a horse.”</p>
-
-<p>“Not at all,” he answered; “the horse seemed
-to like your caressing, and as for me, I enjoyed
-seeing it more than I can say.”</p>
-
-<p>“Then you wanted to laugh at me.”</p>
-
-<p>“By no means. I was only admiring the
-gentleness and kindliness of your winning ways.
-The thought that was uppermost in my mind
-was that I no longer wondered at the fascination
-you seem to exercise over animals. Your
-manner with them is such, and your voice is
-such, that they cannot help loving you. Even
-a man would be helpless if you treated him so.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, but I could never do that&mdash;at least,
-well&mdash;I mean I could&mdash;” There the speech
-broke down, simply because the girl, now flushing
-crimson, knew not how to finish it. The
-thought that had suddenly come into her mind
-she would not utter, and she could think of no
-other that she might substitute for it.</p>
-
-<p>But her flushed face and embarrassment told
-Kilgariff something that the girl herself did not
-yet know&mdash;something that sent a thrill of gladness<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_286" id="Page_286">[286]</a></span>
-through him in the first moment, but filled
-him in the next with regretful apprehension.
-He saw at once that that had happened which
-he had intended should never happen. Unconsciously,
-or at least subconsciously, Evelyn Byrd
-had come to think of him&mdash;or, more strictly
-speaking, to feel toward him without thinking&mdash;in
-a way that signified something more than
-friendship, something quite unrecognised by herself.
-Instantly the questions arose in his mind:
-“What shall I do? Is it too late to prevent
-this mischief, if I go away at once? If not, how
-shall I avoid a further wrong? Shall I go away,
-leaving her to work out her own salvation as
-best she can? Or shall I abandon my purpose
-and suffer myself to win her love completely?
-And in that case how shall I ever atone to her
-for the wrong I do her? I must in that case
-deal honestly and truthfully with her, telling her
-all about myself, so that she may know the
-worst. Perhaps then she will be repelled and
-no longer feel even friendship for a man
-living under such disgrace as mine. It will
-be painful for me to do that, but I must not
-consider my own feelings. It is my duty to
-face these circumstances in the same spirit in<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_287" id="Page_287">[287]</a></span>
-which I must face the dangers and hardships
-of war.”</p>
-
-<p>All this flashed through his mind in an instant,
-but, without working out the problem to
-a conclusion, he set himself to relieve the evident
-embarrassment of the girl&mdash;an embarrassment
-caused chiefly by her consciousness that
-she had felt embarrassment and shown it. He
-resolutely controlled himself in voice and manner
-and turned the conversation into less dangerous
-channels.</p>
-
-<p>“You were startled at seeing me,” he said,
-“because you did not know I was here. I
-came ‘like a thief in the night.’ I got here
-about midnight, after a hard ride from Petersburg.
-I saw the horse groomed and fed, and
-then went to the house and crept softly up the
-stairs to the room I occupied when I was at
-Wyanoke before. I came to let Arthur have
-a look at my wound&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, are you wounded again?” interrupted
-the girl, with a pained eagerness over which a
-moment later she again flushed in shamed embarrassment.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, no. It is only that the old wound has
-been behaving badly, like a petted child, because<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_288" id="Page_288">[288]</a></span>
-it has been neglected. But tell me,” he quickly
-added, in order to turn the conversation away
-from personal themes, “tell me how the quinine
-experiments get on. I’m deeply interested in
-them, particularly the one with dog fennel.
-Does it yield results?”</p>
-
-<p>Evelyn was glad to have the subject thus
-changed, and she went eagerly into particulars
-about the laboratory work, talking rapidly, as
-one is apt to do who talks to occupy time and to
-shut off all reference to the thing really in mind.</p>
-
-<p>Kilgariff’s half of the conversation was of like
-kind, and it was additionally distracted from its
-ostensible purpose by the fact that he was all
-the time trying to work out in his own mind the
-problem presented by his discovery, and to determine
-what course he should pursue under
-the embarrassing circumstances. All the while,
-the pair were slowly walking toward the house.
-As they neared it, a clock was heard within,
-striking six. It reminded Evelyn of something.</p>
-
-<p>“It is six o’clock,” she said, “and I must be
-off to the hospital camp to see how my wounded
-soldiers have got through the night. I make
-my first visit soon in the morning now, and
-Dorothy and I go together later.”</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_289" id="Page_289">[289]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>Turning to a negro boy, she bade him go to
-the stables and bring her mare.</p>
-
-<p>Now it was very plainly Kilgariff’s duty to
-welcome this interruption, which offered him
-three hours before the nine o’clock breakfast
-in which to think out his problem and decide
-upon his course of action. But a momentary
-impulse got the better of his discretion, so he
-said:&mdash;</p>
-
-
-<p>“I will ride over there with you, if I may.”</p>
-
-<p>The girl was mistress of herself by this time,
-so she said:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“Certainly, if you wish. I shall be glad of
-your escort, if you are strong enough to ride a
-mile.”</p>
-
-<p>She said it politely, but with a tone of cool
-indifference which led Kilgariff to wish he had
-not asked the privilege. Then, calling to the
-negro boy, who had already started on his
-errand, she bade him:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“Bring a horse for Colonel Kilgariff; not his
-own, but some other.” This was the first time
-Evelyn had ever called Kilgariff by any military
-title. “You see, Colonel, your splendid animal
-has been badly overworked and underfed. I
-have promised him a restful morning in a<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_290" id="Page_290">[290]</a></span>
-clover field, and it would be too bad to disappoint
-him, don’t you think?”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, certainly. Thank you for thinking of
-that. How completely you seem to have
-schooled yourself to think of dumb animals as
-if they were human beings! You even assume&mdash;playfully,
-of course&mdash;that the big sorrel
-understood your promise about the clover
-field.”</p>
-
-<p>“Why should he not? Dumb animals understand
-a great deal more than people think.
-Your sorrel understood, at any rate, that I regarded
-him with affection and pity. That in
-itself was to him a promise of good treatment,
-and just now good treatment means to him rest
-in a clover field. So, while he may not have
-understood the exact meaning of the words I
-used, he understood my promise. I am not so
-sure even about the words. Animals understand
-our words oftener than we think.”</p>
-
-<p>“How do you mean? Would you mind giving
-me an illustration of your thought?”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, illustrations are plenty. But here are
-the horses. Let us mount and be off. We can
-continue our talk as we ride. Are you really
-strong enough?”</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_291" id="Page_291">[291]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>The man answered that he was, and the two
-set off.</p>
-
-<p>When the horses had finished their first morning
-dash, Evelyn cried, “Walk,” to them and
-they instantly slowed down to the indicated
-gait.</p>
-
-<p>“There!” said the girl. “That’s an illustration.
-The horses perfectly understood what
-I meant when I bade them walk. I am told
-that cavalry horses understand every word of
-command, and that, even when riderless, they
-sometimes join in the evolutions and make no
-mistakes.”</p>
-
-<p>“That is true,” answered her companion.
-“I have seen them do it often. Both in the
-cavalry and in the artillery we depend far more
-upon the horses’ knowledge of the evolutions
-and the words of command, than upon that of
-the men. They learn tactics more readily than
-the men do, and, having once learned, they
-never make a mistake, while men often do.”</p>
-
-<p>“How then can you doubt that horses understand
-words?”</p>
-
-<p>“They understand words of command, but&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes? Well? ‘But’ what?”</p>
-
-<p>“I really don’t know. The thought is so<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_292" id="Page_292">[292]</a></span>
-new to me that it seemed for the moment a
-misinterpretation of the facts&mdash;that there must
-be some other explanation.”</p>
-
-<p>“But what other explanation can there be?”</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t know. Indeed, I begin to see that
-there is no other possible. Animals certainly
-do understand <i>some</i> words. That is a fact, as
-you have shown me, and one already within my
-own knowledge. I see no reason to doubt that
-they understand many more than we are accustomed
-to think. I wish you would write that
-book about them.”</p>
-
-<p>“I am writing it,” she answered; “but I
-don’t think I’ll ever let anybody see it&mdash;at
-any rate, not now&mdash;not for a long time to come&mdash;maybe
-not for ever.”</p>
-
-<p>As she ended, the pair reached the invalids’
-camp, and the wounded men gave Evelyn a
-greeting that astonished Kilgariff quite as much
-as it pleased him.</p>
-
-<p>“The little lady! The little lady!” they
-shouted, while those of them who could walk
-eagerly gathered about her, with welcome in
-their eyes and voices.</p>
-
-<p>She briefly introduced Kilgariff, and together
-the two went the rounds of those patients who<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_293" id="Page_293">[293]</a></span>
-were still unable to sit up. There were few of
-these, but they must be the first attended to.
-After that, Evelyn closely questioned each of
-the others concerning the condition of his
-wounds, his sleep, his digestion, and everything
-else that Arthur might wish to learn in preparation
-for his own rounds after breakfast. Kilgariff
-was struck with the readiness Evelyn
-manifested in calling each of the men by his
-name, and with the minuteness of her knowledge
-of the special condition and the needs of each.</p>
-
-<p>“How do you remember it all so minutely?”
-he asked, as they walked together from one side
-of the camp to the other.</p>
-
-<p>“Why, it is my duty to remember,” she
-replied, in a surprised tone, as if that settled
-the whole matter. And in a woman of her
-character, it did.</p>
-
-<hr class="chap" />
-
-</div>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_294" id="Page_294">[294]</a></span></p>
-
-<div class="chapter">
-
-<h2 class="ch">XXI</h2>
-
-<p class="pch">EVELYN LIFTS A CORNER OF THE CURTAIN</p>
-
-<p class="drop-cap08">DURING the return ride, Kilgariff carefully
-avoided all reference to the real
-purpose of his visit to Wyanoke. He
-had come to dread that subject, and in his
-present unsettled state of mind he feared it also.
-It might at any moment bring on an emotional
-crisis, and prompt him to do or say things that
-must afterward cause regret. He wished to
-think the matter out&mdash;the matter of his future
-relations with this girl&mdash;and to determine finally
-the course of conduct which this morning’s discovery
-might require of him.</p>
-
-<p>He ought to have seized upon the opportunity
-for this that he had so recklessly thrown away.
-He ought to have let Evelyn go to the invalid
-camp alone, he remaining behind to think. But
-he had missed that opportunity, and no other was
-likely to come to him. Certainly no other so good
-could come. He must get through the matter<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_295" id="Page_295">[295]</a></span>
-of the papers on this day, not only because the
-chances of war might compel him to return to
-his post on the morrow, but because he might
-very probably decide that it was his duty to
-take himself out of this girl’s life, and, if that
-was to be, the sooner he should quit the house
-that held her the better.</p>
-
-<p>Both Arthur and Dorothy were present to
-welcome him when he and Evelyn returned to
-the house, so that there was no chance then
-to do his thinking. Then Arthur decided to
-examine his wound before the breakfast hour;
-and when he did so, he grew grave of face and
-manner.</p>
-
-<p>“I’m sorry to tell you, old fellow, that I
-must operate on your neck to-day. Your wound
-is in a very dangerous condition indeed. It
-should have been operated upon a week or ten
-days ago. You shall have breakfast with us this
-morning, as you’ll need all your strength. Of
-course I can’t chloroform you till your breakfast
-is digested, so I’ll not operate till a little
-after noonday.”</p>
-
-<p>“You needn’t give me the chloroform at all,”
-answered Kilgariff.</p>
-
-<p>“But, my dear fellow, the pain will be&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_296" id="Page_296">[296]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>“I’ll stand it.”</p>
-
-<p>“But the operation will be a very delicate
-one, so near to the carotid artery that a mere
-flinch from the knife might end your life at
-once.”</p>
-
-<p>“I’ll not flinch,” said the resolute young man.</p>
-
-<p>“But what objection have you to an anæsthetic?
-Your heart and lungs are in perfect
-condition. There’s not the slightest danger&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“Danger be hanged!” interrupted Kilgariff.
-“I am not thinking of danger or caring about
-it. But chloroform always leaves me helplessly
-ill for many days, and I mustn’t be ill or helpless
-just now. I am going back to the lines
-to-morrow. One night’s sleep after your operation
-will put me sufficiently in condition.”</p>
-
-<p>“But you’re not fit for duty.”</p>
-
-<p>“Fit or not fit, I am going.”</p>
-
-<p>“But it will kill you.”</p>
-
-<p>“That doesn’t signify in my case, you
-know.”</p>
-
-<p>“Listen to me, Owen Kilgariff. You have
-brooded over the unfortunate circumstances of
-your life until you have grown morbid, particularly
-since this wound has been sapping your
-vitality. You must brace yourself up and take<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_297" id="Page_297">[297]</a></span>
-a healthier view of things. If you don’t, I shall
-make you. Here you are imagining yourself
-disgraced at the very time when others in high
-places are pressing honours upon you as the
-well-earned reward of your superb conduct. It
-is all nonsense, I tell you, and you must quit it;
-if not for your own sake, then for the sake of
-us who love you and rejoice in your splendid
-manhood. Your present attitude of mind is not
-to your credit. If you were not ill, it would be
-positively discreditable to you.”</p>
-
-<p>“Wait a minute, Arthur. You are judging
-me without knowing all the facts. I’ll tell you
-of them after breakfast. Then, before you
-operate, I must talk with Evelyn about her
-papers. When that matter is disposed of, you
-shall operate without an anæthetic, and I
-must return to my duty on the lines.”</p>
-
-<p>“Your duty there is done. You’ve already
-taught those fellows how to use mortars effectively.
-As to mere command, any other officer
-will attend to that as well as you could. I must
-operate upon your neck, and I will not do it
-without chloroform. Indeed, even from your
-own point of view, there would be nothing
-gained by that, for after this operation, whether<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_298" id="Page_298">[298]</a></span>
-done with or without an anæsthetic, you must
-not only lie abed for some days to come, but be
-so braced and harnessed that you cannot turn
-your head.”</p>
-
-<p>Arthur then explained to his patient, as one
-surgeon to another, the exact nature of what
-it was necessary to do, and Kilgariff knew his
-surgery too well not to understand how imperatively
-necessary it would be for him to be kept
-perfectly still, so far as motion with his head was
-concerned, for a considerable period afterward.</p>
-
-<p>“Very well,” Kilgariff responded. “Do as
-you will. But first I must arrange the matter
-of the papers. I’ll do that during the forenoon.
-Then I shall tell Dorothy the things I
-intended to tell you. There is no need that
-I shall tell you, and it will be easier to tell
-Dorothy.”</p>
-
-<p>“As you please,” said Arthur, satisfied that
-he had carried his point. “Now we must go to
-breakfast.”</p>
-
-<p>At the table, Kilgariff observed that, apart
-from the “coffee” made of parched rye, neither
-Dorothy nor Evelyn took anything but fruit.
-There was a cold ham on the table, and the
-customary loaf of hot bread, but the two women<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_299" id="Page_299">[299]</a></span>
-partook of neither. When Kilgariff half suggested,
-half asked, the reason for their abstemiousness,
-Dorothy replied:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“We Virginia women are saving for the
-army every ounce of food we can. So far as
-possible, we eat nothing that can be converted
-into rations. Arthur compels Evelyn and me
-to take a little meat and a little bread or some
-potatoes for dinner. He thinks that necessary
-to our health. But for the rest, we do very
-well on fruits, vegetables, and other perishable
-things, don’t we, Byrdie?”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, yes, indeed. For my own part, I like
-it. I have had other experiences in living on a
-restricted diet. Once I had nothing to eat for
-three or four months except meat, so in going
-without meat now I am only bringing up the
-average.”</p>
-
-<p>Kilgariff looked up in surprise.</p>
-
-<p>“For three months or more you had no food
-but meat!” he exclaimed. “No bread, no
-starchy food of any kind?”</p>
-
-<p>“Nothing whatever. There weren’t even
-roots or grass there to be chewed. The Indians
-often live in that way. Never mind that.
-At another time I lived for a month in winter<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_300" id="Page_300">[300]</a></span>
-almost exclusively on raw potatoes, with only
-now and then a bit of salt beef.”</p>
-
-<p>“May I ask why you did not cook the potatoes?
-If it was winter, surely you had fire.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, yes, plenty of it. But there was
-scurvy, and raw potatoes are best for that.”</p>
-
-<p>“Are they? I never knew that.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, yes. But for eating their potatoes raw,
-the people in the lumber-camps would never
-survive the winter. But I don’t want to talk
-about those things. I didn’t mean to. Perhaps
-I’ll put them all into another book that
-I’m writing just for Dorothy to read and nobody
-else in all the world.”</p>
-
-<p>She looked at Dorothy as she spoke, and
-Dorothy understood. This was the first she
-had heard of the proposed “book.” It was the
-first reference Evelyn had made to their talk on
-the day when she had given her hostess an
-exhibition of bareback riding.</p>
-
-<p>Kilgariff did not understand. Yet, taken in
-connection with other things that Evelyn had
-said to him during his former stay at Wyanoke,
-what she now said seemed at least to lift a little
-corner of the thick curtain of reserve which
-shrouded her life-history.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_301" id="Page_301">[301]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>“She has lived,” he thought, “among the
-wildest of wild Indians, and she has passed at
-least one winter in some northern lumber-camp.
-I wonder why.”</p>
-
-<p>He was not destined as yet to get any reply
-to the question in his mind.</p>
-
-<hr class="chap" />
-
-</div>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_302" id="Page_302">[302]</a></span></p>
-
-<div class="chapter">
-
-<h2 class="ch">XXII</h2>
-
-<p class="pch">ALONE IN THE PORCH</p>
-
-<p class="drop-cap04">WHEN Kilgariff asked Evelyn to go
-with him to the front porch, telling
-her he had an important matter to
-discuss with her, she showed a momentary embarrassment.
-She quickly controlled it, but
-not so quickly that it escaped her companion’s
-recognition.</p>
-
-<p>This troubled him at the outset. This young
-woman had been until now as frank and free
-with him as any child might have been. Her
-present embarrassment, momentary as it was,
-impressed him the more strongly because the
-scene at the stables in the early morning was
-still fresh in his memory, and because he had
-observed that ever since that time she had uniformly
-addressed him by his military title.</p>
-
-<p>All these things added to the difficulty of his
-present task, but it was his habit to meet trouble
-of every kind half-way, to confront difficulty<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_303" id="Page_303">[303]</a></span>
-with courage and not with any show of the
-shrinking there might be in his mind.</p>
-
-<p>He plunged at once into the matter in hand.
-Ordinarily he would have begun by addressing
-his companion as “Evelyn,” but for some reason
-which he did not stop to analyse, he felt
-now that he ought not to do so. Yet to address
-her in any other way, after having for so long
-called her by her first name, would be too
-marked a suggestion of reserve. So he avoided
-addressing her at all in any direct fashion.</p>
-
-<p>“I have asked you to give me this half-hour
-because I feel that I owe you and myself a
-duty.”</p>
-
-<p>He had no sooner uttered that sentence than
-he felt that it was a particularly bad beginning.
-In his own ears it sounded uncommonly like
-the introduction to a declaration of love, and
-he was annoyed with himself for his blundering.
-He began again, and tried to do so more
-circumspectly.</p>
-
-<p>“I want to talk with you about a matter that
-touches your own happiness very closely, and
-may indeed affect your entire life.”</p>
-
-<p>Another blundering sentence! Even more
-than the first it sounded to him like the preface<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_304" id="Page_304">[304]</a></span>
-to a formal courtship, and, realising the fact,
-Kilgariff made the matter worse by manifesting
-precisely such embarrassment as a lover might
-feel when about to put his fortune to the touch.</p>
-
-<p>Evelyn was quick to see his embarrassment,
-though she probably had no clear idea of its
-cause, and she came to his relief by saying
-with a well-controlled and perfectly placid intonation:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“I am deeply interested. I didn’t imagine
-myself a person of sufficient consequence for
-anybody to have important business affairs to
-discuss with me. Go on, please. What is
-it?”</p>
-
-<p>“A little while ago,” he began again, this
-time approaching the subject with some directness,
-“I was summoned to meet a wounded
-Federal officer, who believed himself to be
-dying. Probably he was right. I do not know.
-However that may be, he believed that his end
-was near, and I think he tried to tell the truth&mdash;an
-art in which he has not had much practice
-in his evil life. I had known him for some
-years. He had injured me as no other man in
-all the world ever did or ever can again. There
-were many things that I wanted him to tell me<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_305" id="Page_305">[305]</a></span>
-about, and the time was very short; for I had
-got at the house in which he lay wounded only
-under escort of an armed force, and I knew
-that my escort could not long hold the position.
-By the time I had finished questioning him concerning
-the matters in which I was personally
-interested, the enemy was upon us in superior
-force, and we were compelled to retire. Just as
-I was quitting his bedside, he told me something
-that surprised and shocked me&mdash;something that
-deeply concerned you.”</p>
-
-<p>“What was it, please?” asked the girl, now
-pale to the lips and nervously twisting her fingers
-together.</p>
-
-<p>“I should not tell you that, I think; not now,
-at any rate. It would only distress you and do
-no good. Perhaps it may not have been true.”</p>
-
-<p>“You must tell me that, or you must tell me
-nothing!” exclaimed the girl, rising in a passion
-of excitement, and speaking as if utterance involved
-painful effort. “Understand me, Colonel
-Kilgariff. I am not a child, whose feelings must
-be spared by reservations and concealments. I
-have not been much used to that sort of coddling,
-and I will not submit to it. My life has
-been such as to teach me how to endure. You<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_306" id="Page_306">[306]</a></span>
-have some things, you say, which you want to
-tell me&mdash;some things that have somehow grown
-out of whatever it was that this man said to you.
-Very well, I will not hear them, unless you can
-tell me all. I will not listen to half-truths. I
-must hear all of this matter, or none of it. You
-say it concerns me closely. I am entitled, therefore,
-to know all of it, if I am to know any of it.
-You are free to tell me nothing, if you choose.
-But if you tell me a part and keep back the rest,
-you wrong me, and I will not submit to the
-wrong. I have endured enough of that in my
-life.”</p>
-
-<p>She paused for a moment, and then resumed:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“Pardon me if I have seemed to speak angrily
-or resentfully to you. I did not mean that. Such
-anger as I felt was aroused by bitter memories of
-wrong, which were called up by your proposal to
-put me off with a half-truth. Let me explain
-myself. You are doubtless thinking that I myself
-have been practising reserve and concealment
-ever since I came to Wyanoke. That is
-true, but it has been only because I have firmly
-believed that I was oath-bound to do so; and
-at any rate I have not told any half-truths.<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_307" id="Page_307">[307]</a></span>
-Whenever I have told anything, I have told all
-of it. Another thing: I so hate concealments
-that at the first moment after I learned that I
-might do so, I decided to tell Dorothy everything
-that I myself know about my life. I feared
-to attempt that orally, lest I should grow excited
-and break down; so I decided to write out
-the whole story and give it to her. That is
-what I meant this morning when I said I was
-writing a book for Dorothy alone to read. After
-she has read it, it will be hers to do with as she
-pleases. It will be an honest book, telling the
-whole truth and not half-truths.”</p>
-
-<p>Kilgariff did not interrupt this passionate
-speech. It revealed to him a new and stronger
-side than he had imagined to exist in the nature
-of the woman he loved. He rejoiced that she
-felt and thought as she did, and he was not
-sorry that an error of judgment on his part had
-brought forth this character-revealing outburst.
-He promptly told her so.</p>
-
-<p>“You are altogether right,” he said. “I apologise
-for my mistake, but, frankly, I do not
-regret it. It has shown me the strength and
-truthfulness of your nature with an emphasis
-that altogether pleases me. I had miscalculated<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_308" id="Page_308">[308]</a></span>
-that strength, underestimating it. I sought to
-spare your feelings, not knowing how brave you
-are to endure. I know you better now, and
-the knowledge is altogether pleasing.”</p>
-
-<p>“Thank you sincerely. And you will be generous
-and forgive me?”</p>
-
-<p>As she said this, Evelyn resumed her familiar
-tone and manner of almost childlike simplicity.</p>
-
-<p>“There is nothing whatever for me to forgive,”
-the man answered, in a way that carried
-conviction of his perfect sincerity with it. “Let
-me go on with my story.”</p>
-
-<p>“Please do.”</p>
-
-<p>“Just as I was hurrying to leave the wounded
-man and go to my guns, which were already
-bellowing, he handed me a bundle of papers.
-He said that he had a daughter who must be
-somewhere in the South, if she had not been
-shot in passing through the lines. He begged
-me to find her, if possible, and give the papers
-to her. When I asked him the name of his daughter,
-he answered that it was Evelyn Byrd.”</p>
-
-<p>The girl was livid and trembling, but what
-passion it was that so shook her Kilgariff could
-not make out. He paused, to give her time for
-recovery. She slowly rose from the bench on<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_309" id="Page_309">[309]</a></span>
-which she was sitting, and with a firm, elastic
-step walked out into the grounds, where her mare
-was grazing. The animal abandoned the grass,
-and trotted up to her mistress to be caressed.</p>
-
-<p>As the young woman stood there, stroking
-the mare’s nose, Kilgariff thought it the
-most beautiful picture he had ever looked
-upon&mdash;the lithe, slender girl, who carried herself
-with the grace of an athlete not overtrained,
-caressing the beautiful mare and seeming to
-hold mute but loving converse with a boundlessly
-loyal friend.</p>
-
-<p>“And how much it means!” he thought.
-“What a nature that woman has! And what
-a life hers must have been so far!”</p>
-
-<p>Then came over him a great and loving longing
-to be himself the agent of atonement to her
-for all the wrong that had vexed her young life,
-to make her future so bright and joyous that her
-past should seem to her only a troubled dream
-from which he had been privileged to waken her.
-But with this longing came the bitter thought
-that this could never be&mdash;that he was debarred
-by his own misfortunes from the privilege of
-winning or seeking to win Evelyn Byrd’s love.</p>
-
-<p>Then arose again in his mind the questions<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_310" id="Page_310">[310]</a></span>
-of the early morning&mdash;the question of duty, the
-question of the possibility of avoiding the wrong
-he so dreaded to do. Was there yet time for
-him to take himself out of Evelyn Byrd’s life?
-Or was it already too late? What and how much
-did her embarrassment in his presence mean?
-Had she indeed already, and all unconsciously,
-learned to return the great, passionate love he
-felt for her? Had he blundered beyond remedy
-in making himself mean so much to her? Could
-he now go away and leave her out of his life
-without inflicting upon her even a greater wrong
-and a severer suffering than that which his
-leaving would be meant to avert? If not, then
-what should he do? What could he do?</p>
-
-<p>He felt himself in a blind alley from which
-there was no escape. Unhappy indeed is the
-man who is confronted with a divided duty, a
-problem of right and wrong which he feels himself
-powerless to solve. In that hour Owen Kilgariff
-was more acutely unhappy than he had
-ever been, even in the darkest period of his
-great calamity.</p>
-
-<p>Presently Evelyn returned to the porch and
-seated herself, quite as if nothing had occurred
-out of the commonplace.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_311" id="Page_311">[311]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>“What was the man’s name?” she asked,
-with no sign of excitement or emotion of any
-kind in her voice or manner.</p>
-
-<p>“He called himself Campbell, but he told me
-that it was an assumed name, and not his own.
-I do not know his real name.”</p>
-
-<p>“Nor do I,” said the young woman, in the
-tone of one who is recalling events of the past.
-“I never knew that. But go on, please. What
-else did he tell you&mdash;what else that concerns
-me, I mean?”</p>
-
-<p>“Nothing. The enemy was upon us hotly,
-and I had no time for further talk. Oh, yes,
-he did say that he had persecuted you ‘in a way’&mdash;that
-was his phrase.”</p>
-
-<p>“I wonder what ‘in a way’ signified to him,”
-said the young woman, with an intensity of
-bitterness in her tone, the like of which Owen
-Kilgariff had never heard in the utterance of
-man or woman before.</p>
-
-<p>“Never mind that,” Evelyn said, an instant
-later, the look of agony leaving her face as suddenly
-as it had appeared. “You have more to
-tell me?”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes. I must make a confession of grave
-fault in myself, and ask your forgiveness. The<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_312" id="Page_312">[312]</a></span>
-man, Campbell, your father, gave me a bundle
-of papers, as I told you a little while ago, and I
-have been impertinently asking myself ever
-since what I ought to do with them. It did not
-occur to me then that there was no question for
-me to decide; that my undoubted duty was simply
-to place the papers in your hands, as I now
-do”&mdash;withdrawing the parcel from a pocket
-and placing it in her lap. Dorothy had returned
-it to him for that purpose. He continued:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“I had not learned my lesson then. I still
-thought it my duty to guard and protect you, as
-one guards and protects a child. I reasoned that
-those papers very probably contained information
-or statements, true or false, that would
-afflict you sorely, and I impertinently desired to
-spare you the affliction. On the other hand, I
-realised that they might contain, instead, information
-of the utmost consequence to you and
-calculated to bring gladness rather than sorrow
-to your heart. In my perplexity I turned to
-Dorothy for help. All of us who know Dorothy
-do that, you know. I sent the papers to her,
-explaining my perplexity concerning them. I
-asked her to examine them and determine
-whether or not they should be given to you.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_313" id="Page_313">[313]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>“Then I learned my first lesson. Dorothy
-wrote to me, rebuking me with severity for my
-presumption. She explained to me what I
-ought to have understood for myself&mdash;that the
-question of what it was best to do with the
-papers was not mine to decide, or hers; that I
-had no shadow of right to ask her to read the
-documents, and she no possible right to read
-them. She bade me come to Wyanoke and do
-my duty like a man.</p>
-
-<p>“That is the real reason I am here; for as to
-my wound, I should have left that to take care
-of itself. If it had made an end of me, so much
-the better.”</p>
-
-<p>“You have no right, I reckon, to say that,”
-interrupted Evelyn, “or to think it, or to feel
-it. It is a suicidal thought, and quite unworthy
-of a brave man.”</p>
-
-<p>“But my life is my own, and surely&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“Not altogether your own; perhaps not
-chiefly. It belongs in part to those of us who&mdash;I
-mean to all who care for you, all to whom
-your death would bring sorrow or to whom your
-living might be of benefit. Above all it belongs
-to our country and our cause. You recognise
-that fact in being a soldier. No; I reckon your<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_314" id="Page_314">[314]</a></span>
-life is not your own to do with as you please. It
-is cowardly in you to think in that way, just as
-it is cowardly for one to commit suicide because
-he is in trouble out of which death seems the
-only way of escape, or the easiest way. So
-please never let yourself think in that way
-again.”</p>
-
-<p>“I will try not to,” he replied, looking at his
-lecturer with undisguised admiration.</p>
-
-<p>“Now, while I had, myself, no right to say
-whether or not you should read those papers,
-and while it was not my privilege to protect you
-against any distress they might bring to you, I
-still have a good deal of apprehension lest their
-reading shall needlessly wound you. I am going
-to make a suggestion, therefore, which I
-hope you will take in good part.”</p>
-
-<p>“I am ashamed of myself,” answered Evelyn,
-“for making you feel in that way. I am
-ashamed of what I said to you&mdash;though it was
-all true and necessary&mdash;and of the way in which
-I said it. I wish I could explain why I did it,
-why it hurt me so when you tried to conceal
-something from me. My outbreak has hurt you,
-and almost humiliated you, I reckon, and I don’t
-like to think of you being hurt and humiliated.<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_315" id="Page_315">[315]</a></span>
-It is good and generous of you to try, as you
-have done, to spare me. Believe me when I tell
-you that I feel it to have been so. I cannot explain,
-and it vexes me that I must not. Won’t
-you believe that?”</p>
-
-<p>“I believe anything you say, and everything
-you say. Indeed, it is more than belief that I
-feel when you tell me anything; it is a conviction
-of actual and positive knowledge. And
-now I very much want you to believe me when
-I say that it was not your ‘outbreak,’ as you call
-it, that hurt and humiliated me. It was only my
-consciousness of my own presumptuous impertinence
-that hurt. I have nothing to forgive
-in you; and my own fault I cannot forgive.”</p>
-
-<p>There were tears in Evelyn’s eyes as the
-strong and generous man who had been so careful
-of her said this, shielding her even now by
-taking all blame upon himself, just as he had
-shielded her long before by keeping his own
-person between her and the bullets that were
-raining about them. For the moment the old
-childlike simplicity came into her bearing. She
-advanced, took Kilgariff’s hand, and said:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“Let’s forget all about it, please. You have
-always been good to me.”</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_316" id="Page_316">[316]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>Then the dignity came back, and, resuming
-her seat, she said:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“You were going to offer a suggestion. I
-should like to hear it. I am sure it is meant for
-my advantage.”</p>
-
-<p>“It is only this: I have a haunting fear that
-your father&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“He was not my father,” the young woman
-broke in, speaking the words quite as if they
-had borne no special significance. “But go on,
-please.”</p>
-
-<p>Kilgariff almost lost the thread of his thought
-in his astonishment at this sudden statement.
-He went on:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“Well, then, the man Campbell, or whatever
-his real name was. I have a haunting fear that
-he has prepared those papers for the purpose of
-wounding and insulting you. He was capable
-of any malice, any malignity, any atrocity. He
-may have put into these papers falsehoods that
-you will be the better for not reading. On the
-other hand, the papers may be innocent of any
-such purpose, and it may even be of the utmost
-importance that you should know their contents.
-I venture to suggest that you yourself do what
-I had no right to do; namely, ask Dorothy to<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_317" id="Page_317">[317]</a></span>
-examine the packet and tell you whether or not
-it is well for you to read the papers. You love
-her and trust her, and her judgment is unfailing,
-I might almost say infallible. This is only a
-suggestion, of course. I have no right to press
-it.”</p>
-
-<p>Evelyn sat silent, holding the packet in her
-hands and nervously turning it over. At last
-she arose and took a few steps toward the doorway.
-Then, turning about, she said:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“If it were necessary for any one to read the
-papers and advise me concerning them, I should
-ask <i>you</i>, Colonel Kilgariff, to stand as my friend
-and counsellor in the matter. But it is not necessary.
-<i>I already know what is in the papers.</i>”</p>
-
-<p>She turned instantly and entered the house,
-leaving Kilgariff alone in the porch.</p>
-
-<hr class="chap" />
-
-</div>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_318" id="Page_318">[318]</a></span></p>
-
-<div class="chapter">
-
-<h2 class="ch">XXIII</h2>
-
-<p class="pch">A LESSON FROM DOROTHY</p>
-
-<p class="drop-cap06">FOR ten days after the surgical operation,
-Kilgariff lay abed, his head, neck, and
-shoulders held rigidly immovable by a
-wooden framework devised for that purpose.
-Otherwise than as regarded the wound, he
-seemed perfectly well, and the wound itself
-healed satisfactorily under Arthur Brent’s skilful
-treatment.</p>
-
-<p>In his constrained position it was impossible
-for the wounded man to hold a book before his
-eyes, and so, to relieve the tedium of his convalescence,
-Dorothy read to him for several
-hours each day.</p>
-
-<p>He had vaguely hoped, without formulating
-the thought, that Evelyn would render him this
-service, as she had done during his first illness.
-But this time she came not. Every day&mdash;until
-the success of the operation was fully assured,
-she inquired anxiously concerning his condition;
-but at no time did she visit him, or ask to<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_319" id="Page_319">[319]</a></span>
-do so. When at last Arthur so far relaxed the
-mechanical restraints that Kilgariff was able
-to sit below stairs in the porch when the
-weather permitted, and before a “great, bearded
-fire” in the hallway if it were too cool out of
-doors&mdash;for the autumn was now advanced&mdash;he
-was sorely disappointed to learn that Evelyn
-was no longer at Wyanoke. She had somewhat
-suddenly decided to stay at Branton, for a week
-or ten days, as the guest of Edmonia Bannister.</p>
-
-<p>All this set Kilgariff thinking, and the thinking
-was by no means comfortable. Did Evelyn’s
-course mean indifference on her part? It
-would have given him some pain to believe
-that, but it would have relieved him greatly.
-In that case, he might go away and never come
-back, without fear of any harm to her or any
-wrong-doing on his own account. In that case,
-the problem that so sorely vexed him would be
-completely solved.</p>
-
-<p>Certainly that was the outcome of the matter
-which he was bound to hope for. Yet the very
-suggestion that such might be the end of it all
-distressed him more than he had thought that
-any possible solution of the difficulty could do.</p>
-
-<p>But, in fact, Owen Kilgariff knew better.<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_320" id="Page_320">[320]</a></span>
-When he recalled what had gone before, he
-could not doubt the interpretation of Evelyn’s
-avoidance of him, and this thought troubled
-him even more than the other. It brought back
-to him all the perplexities of that problem with
-which he had been so hopelessly wrestling ever
-since that morning at the stables.</p>
-
-<p>What should he do? What could he do?
-These questions were insistent, and he could
-give no answer to them. At one moment his
-old thought of a parity of disability came back
-to him&mdash;the thought that as she was the daughter
-of a gambling adventurer, the obligation on his
-part not to seek her love or win it might not
-be altogether binding. But then flashed into
-his mind a memory of her words:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“He was not my father.”</p>
-
-<p>That excuse, then, no longer availed him.
-He could no longer&mdash;and yet, and yet. The
-more he thought, the more difficult he found
-it to accept the hopelessness of the case or
-make up his mind to take himself out of
-Evelyn’s life. Yet that, he confidently believed,
-he would instantly do if he could satisfy himself
-that it was not already too late for Evelyn
-herself to welcome such an outcome.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_321" id="Page_321">[321]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>One morning he opened his mind to Dorothy
-on the subject, and got a moral castigation for
-his pains. The gear that had restrained his
-movements had been completely removed by
-that time, and Kilgariff was contemplating an
-almost immediate return to his post on the lines
-at Petersburg.</p>
-
-<p>“I am sorely troubled, Dorothy,” he began.
-“I am going away two or three days hence,
-and I wish I could go without seeing Evelyn
-again.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, I can easily manage that,” answered
-she, with a composure and a commonplaceness
-of tone which seemed inscrutable to her companion.
-She took his remark quite as a matter
-of course, treating it as she might had he merely
-said:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“I should like to leave my horse here.”</p>
-
-<p>It was not an easy conversational situation
-from which to find a way out. Obviously it
-was for him to make the next remark, and he
-could not think what it should be. Possibly
-Dorothy intended that he should be perplexed.
-At any rate, she manifestly did not intend to
-help him out of his difficulty.</p>
-
-<p>Presently he found the way out of it for himself&mdash;the<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_322" id="Page_322">[322]</a></span>
-only way that Dorothy would have
-tolerated. That is to say, he became perfectly
-frank with her.</p>
-
-<p>“I want to talk with you about that,” he said,
-“if I may. I am much troubled; and while I
-have no right to call upon you for any sort of
-help, I feel that it may clear my mind simply
-to tell you all about the matter.”</p>
-
-<p>“I will listen with pleasure,” she said, quite
-coldly.</p>
-
-<p>Then he blurted out the whole story. He
-told her&mdash;as he need not have done, for she
-was not a woman for nothing&mdash;of the intensity
-of his love for Evelyn; of the purpose he had
-cherished to conceal his state of mind from its
-object, and suffer in silence a love which he felt
-himself honourably bound not to declare. Then,
-with some difficulty, he told her of the scene at
-the stables, and of all that had followed: he
-explained how these things had bred a fear in
-his mind that it was already too late for him
-simply to go away, saying nothing.</p>
-
-<p>Dorothy did not help him in the least in the
-embarrassment he necessarily felt in suggesting
-that perhaps the girl loved him already. On
-the contrary, she sat silent during the recital;<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_323" id="Page_323">[323]</a></span>
-and when it was ended she said, very coldly,
-and with a touch of severity in her manner:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“If I correctly understand you, you are of
-opinion that Evelyn has fallen in love with you
-without being asked. It is perhaps open to you
-to cherish a belief of that kind, but is it quite
-fair to the young woman concerned for you to
-make a statement of that kind to me&mdash;either
-directly or by implication?”</p>
-
-<p>“Of course I didn’t mean that&mdash;” stammered
-Kilgariff; but, instead of accepting his protest,
-Dorothy mercilessly thrust him through with
-another question:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“Might I ask what you did mean, then?”</p>
-
-<p>Kilgariff did not answer at once. It was
-impossible to escape the relentless logic of
-Dorothy’s question. It was equally impossible
-to turn Dorothy by so much as a hair’s breadth
-away from the truth she sought. Gentle as she
-was, forbearing as it was her nature to be, she
-was utterly uncompromising in her love of truth.
-Moreover, in this case she was disposed to be
-the more merciless in her insistence upon the
-truth for the reason that Kilgariff had blunderingly
-offended the dignity of her womanhood.
-She held his assumption concerning Evelyn’s<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_324" id="Page_324">[324]</a></span>
-state of mind and heart to be an affront to her
-sex, and she was not minded to let it pass without
-atonement.</p>
-
-<p>In his masculine way, Kilgariff had many of
-Dorothy’s qualities. He shared her love of
-absolute truthfulness, and his courage was as
-resolute as her own. He met her, therefore,
-on her own ground. After a moment’s pause,
-he said:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“I suppose I did mean what you say; and
-yet I meant it less offensively than you assume.
-I frankly acknowledge my fault in speaking to
-you of the matter. I had no right to do that,
-even with you. I was betrayed into it by the
-exceeding perplexity of the situation. I was
-wrong. I ask your forgiveness.”</p>
-
-<p>“That is better,” responded Dorothy. “I
-fully believe you when you say you did not
-mean to do an unmanly thing. For the rest,
-I cannot see that your situation is at all a perplexing
-one, except as you needlessly make it
-so.”</p>
-
-<p>“I confess I do not understand you,” replied
-Kilgariff, “and yet I cannot explain my difficulty
-in understanding without in effect repeating
-my error and emphasising it. I should be<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_325" id="Page_325">[325]</a></span>
-rejoiced to know that there is no foundation for
-the fears that I have been entertaining without
-any right to entertain them.”</p>
-
-<p>“Are you sure of that? Would you really
-rejoice to know that Evelyn Byrd’s sentiments
-toward you are only those of friendship?”</p>
-
-<p>“I believe so. It would involve a good deal
-of distress to me, of course; but I count the
-other consideration as supreme. It would enable
-me to feel that I am privileged to go away
-from here carrying my burdens on my own back
-and allowing no straw’s weight to fall upon the
-shoulders of the only woman in the world that
-I ever loved or ever shall.”</p>
-
-<p>Dorothy made no reply in words. Instead,
-she turned her great, brown eyes full upon him
-and looked at him for the space of twenty seconds,
-in a way that brought a flush to his face.
-Then, still making no direct reply to anything
-he had uttered, she said:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“I am very greatly displeased with you, Owen
-Kilgariff. And I am very greatly disappointed.”</p>
-
-<p>She rose to withdraw, but Kilgariff stopped
-her, and with eager earnestness demanded:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“Why, Dorothy?”</p>
-
-<p>“I do not wish to explain.”</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_326" id="Page_326">[326]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>“But you must. It is my right to demand
-that. If you go away after saying that, and
-without explaining what you mean, you will do
-me a grievous injustice&mdash;and you hate injustice.”</p>
-
-<p>“Perhaps I ought not to have said precisely
-what I did. I ought to have remembered that
-you are morbid; that by your brooding you have
-wrought yourself into a diseased condition of
-mind. When you recover, you will understand
-clearly enough that it is every honest man’s
-privilege to woo where his heart directs. He
-must woo honestly, of course, but the honest
-wooing of a man is no wrong and no insult to
-a maid. Only a morbid self-consciousness like
-your own could imagine otherwise.”</p>
-
-<p>“Then you would wish me to&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“I wish nothing in the case. I have said all
-that I shall say. If I have spoken severely, it
-has been because I have little patience with
-your diseased imaginings. I don’t think I like
-you very well just now.”</p>
-
-<p>She left him to think.</p>
-
-<hr class="chap" />
-
-</div>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_327" id="Page_327">[327]</a></span></p>
-
-<div class="chapter">
-
-<h2 class="ch">XXIV</h2>
-
-<p class="pch">EVELYN’S BOOK</p>
-
-
-<p class="drop-cap16">LATE that day, came a letter and a parcel
-from Evelyn to Dorothy. In the
-letter the girl wrote:&mdash;</p>
-
-<div class="pbq">
-
-<p class="p1">I am going to stay here at Branton for two or three
-more days. That is because I do not want to be with
-you while you are reading the book I have written for
-you. Two or three days will be enough for the reading.
-Then I am going back to Wyanoke. I have
-been over to the hospital camp every morning, so I
-don’t need to tell you that I am perfectly well.</p>
-
-<p>I am sending the book by the boy who is to carry
-this. Please read it within two days, so that I may
-go home to Wyanoke. You know how much I love
-you, so I needn’t put anything about that in this letter.
-But Edmonia sends her love, and so does Mrs.
-Pegram. What a dear she is! She wants me to call
-her ‘Agatha,’ and I’m beginning to do so. But I would
-like it better if she would let me say ‘Cousin Agatha’
-instead. Somehow that seems more like what I feel.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_328" id="Page_328">[328]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>I reckon Colonel Kilgariff will be going back to
-Petersburg about now. If he hasn’t gone yet, please
-give him my regards and good wishes. I hope he
-won’t get himself wounded again.</p></div>
-
-<p class="p1">Dorothy faithfully delivered Evelyn’s peculiarly
-reserved message to Kilgariff, whereupon
-the young gentleman declared his purpose of
-returning to Petersburg on the third day following,
-that being the earliest return that Arthur,
-as his surgeon, would permit.</p>
-
-<p>“But I shall call at Branton to see Evelyn
-first,” he added. This brought a queer look
-into Dorothy’s eyes, but whether it was a look
-of pleasure, or of regret, or of simple surprise,
-he could not make out. “After all,” he thought,
-“it doesn’t matter. I have decided to take this
-affair into my own hands. And they shall be
-strong hands too&mdash;not weak and irresolute, as
-they have been hitherto.”</p>
-
-<p>Before opening the manuscript, Dorothy sent
-off a young negro to Branton, with a little note
-to Evelyn, in which she wrote:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p class="pbq p1">I shall not read a line of what you have written
-until I have told you how much gratified I am that
-you have wanted in this way to tell me about yourself.<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_329" id="Page_329">[329]</a></span>
-It means much to me that you wish to tell me those
-things, whatever they may be, that concern you. Another
-thing I want to say to you before reading your
-manuscript, and that is that no matter what it may
-reveal, I shall love and cherish you just the same.
-You remember what I said to you once&mdash;that I <i>know
-you</i>, and that no fact or circumstance of the past can
-in the least alter my feelings toward you. Be very sure
-of that. Now I am going to read your manuscript.</p>
-
-<p class="p1">She began the task at once. This is what she
-read:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p class="pc2 mid">EVELYN’S BOOK</p>
-
-<p class="pc1 lmid">WRITTEN FOR DOROTHY AND NOBODY ELSE</p>
-
-<p class="pc1">Preface</p>
-
-<p class="dci4">I AM going to tell you all about myself in this
-book, Dorothy&mdash;or at least all that I know.
-I have wanted to tell you, ever since you began
-being so good to me, and I began to love you.
-I reckon you won’t like some of the things I
-must tell, but I can’t help that: I must tell you
-all of them anyhow, because it is right that I
-should. I couldn’t tell you so long as I thought
-I had sworn not to. Now that you have explained
-to me about a parole, I am going to do<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_330" id="Page_330">[330]</a></span>
-it. But I am going to put it in writing, because
-I can tell it better that way. And besides, I
-might forget some things if I tried to tell them
-all with my tongue. And there are some of the
-things which you may want to read about more
-than once, so as to make up your mind about them.</p>
-
-<p>Now that is all of the preface.</p>
-
-
-<p class="pc2">Chapter the First</p>
-
-<p class="dci4">I DON’T know where I was born. I reckon
-it must have been somewhere in Virginia,
-because, when I first saw you and heard you
-speak, I felt as if I had got back home again
-after a long stay away. Your voice and the
-way you pronounced your words seemed so
-natural to me that I think the people about me
-when I was a child must have talked in the
-same way. You know how quickly I fell into
-the Virginia way of speaking. That was because
-it all seemed so natural to me.</p>
-
-<p>So I think I must have been born in Virginia.
-At any rate I had a black mammy. I remember
-her very well. She was very, very big&mdash;taller
-than a tall man, and very broad across
-her back. I know that, because she used to<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_331" id="Page_331">[331]</a></span>
-get down on the floor and let me ride on her
-back, making believe she was a horse.</p>
-
-<p>Her name was Juliet. When I read about
-Romeo and Juliet years afterward, I remember
-laughing at Shakespeare for not knowing that
-Juliet was big and strong and black. That
-must have been while I was still a little child,
-or I should have understood better. Besides,
-I remember where I was when I read the play,
-and I know I was only a little child when I was
-there.</p>
-
-<p>That is all I remember about my life in Virginia,
-if it was in Virginia that I was born.
-There must have been other people besides
-Juliet around me at that time, but I do not remember
-anything about them. I cannot recall
-what kind of a house we lived in; but I do
-remember playing on a beautiful lawn under
-big trees. And I recollect that there were a
-great many squirrels there, just as there are in
-the trees in your Wyanoke grounds. It is
-strange, isn’t it, that I should remember the
-squirrels and not the people? But perhaps
-that is because I used to feed the squirrels and
-play with them, and one day one of them bit me
-painfully. I must have been treating it badly.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_332" id="Page_332">[332]</a></span></p>
-
-<p class="pc2">Chapter the Second</p>
-
-<p class="dci5">THE next thing that I remember is being
-in a large city somewhere. We lived in
-a hotel. My father and mother were with me,
-and a great many men came to see my father,
-and talked with him about business things. I
-didn’t know then, but I think now that my
-father was engaged in some kind of speculation,
-and these men had something to do with it. At
-any rate, my father was a speculator always, and
-I think he sometimes gambled, for I heard some
-one say afterward that he would “gamble on anything
-from the turn of a card to the wrecking
-of a railroad.” That was long after, however,
-and I didn’t understand what the words meant.
-I reckon I don’t quite understand even now,
-but at any rate I know that my father was
-always busy; that he had something to do with
-a water-works, and some railroads, and some
-steamboats, and some stores, and many other
-things. Sometimes he seemed to have more
-money than he knew what to do with, and
-sometimes he was very poor. My mother used
-to cry a good deal, though I reckon my father
-never treated her badly, as I never heard him<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_333" id="Page_333">[333]</a></span>
-scold her in any way. When she would cry,
-it seemed to distress him terribly. He would
-go away, sometimes for days at a time, and
-when he came back he would put a large pile
-of money in her lap and beg her to cheer up
-and believe in him.</p>
-
-<p>I didn’t know at that time what my father’s
-name was. Everybody called him “Jack,” and
-that was all I heard. I was a very little girl
-at that time, and if I ever heard his full name
-in those days, I can’t remember the fact. But
-I loved him very much. He was always very
-good to me, and he laughed a great deal in a
-way that I liked. I didn’t like to see my
-mother cry so much, so I loved my father far
-better than I did my mother.</p>
-
-<p class="pc2">Chapter the Third</p>
-
-<p class="dci5">THERE seems to be a gap in my memory
-at this point. I know I must have been
-a very little girl at the time I have spoken of&mdash;only
-four or five years old at most. The next
-thing I remember is that we landed from a big
-ship that had big sails, and a good many people
-and a cow on the top, and a great many pumps.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_334" id="Page_334">[334]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>My father wasn’t with us, and as I can’t remember
-thinking about his absence, I suppose
-I hadn’t seen him for a long time. There were
-only my mother and my grandmother, and me&mdash;or
-should I say “I”?&mdash;I don’t know.</p>
-
-<p>I reckon I must have been six or seven years
-old then.</p>
-
-<p>When the ship landed, a man named Campbell
-met us at the landing. His name wasn’t really
-Campbell, as I have since found out, but he was
-called by that name. I remembered him in a
-vague way. He had been one of those who
-came to see my father when we lived in the
-hotel. My father called him his partner, and
-once, when my father suddenly became very
-poor, he called Campbell a swindler and a
-scoundrel, and said he had ruined all of us.
-I didn’t know at that time what the words
-“swindler” and “scoundrel” meant, but from
-the way in which my father spoke them I
-knew they were something very bad; so I hated
-Campbell.</p>
-
-<p>That was the only time I ever heard my father
-and mother quarrel. I remember it, because
-it frightened me terribly. They seemed to be
-quarrelling about Campbell. When my father<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_335" id="Page_335">[335]</a></span>
-called him by bad names, my mother, as I now
-understand, seemed to defend him, and that
-made my father angrier than ever.</p>
-
-<p>So, when Campbell met us at the ship and
-seemed so glad to see my mother, I thought of
-my father, and I hated Campbell. I remembered
-the names my father used to call him,
-though I still didn’t know what the words
-meant. So, when Campbell tried to pet me, I
-resented it in my childish fashion, saying:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“You’re a swindler, you know, and a scoundrel.
-I don’t want you to talk to me.”</p>
-
-<p>He pretended to laugh, but I know now that
-he was very angry with me.</p>
-
-<p>Some time after that (I don’t know how long,
-but it was probably not long) my mother and
-Campbell got married, out in a Western city
-somewhere, and went away for a time, leaving
-me with my grandmother.</p>
-
-<p>I couldn’t understand it, and I said so. Just
-before they started away on a train, my mother
-told me in the railroad station that Campbell
-was my new papa, and that I must love him
-very much. I remember what I said in reply.
-I asked:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“Is my father dead?”</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_336" id="Page_336">[336]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>“Don’t talk about that, dear,” said my mother,
-trying to hush me. But I asked the question
-again:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“Is my father dead?”</p>
-
-<p>“No, dear, but your father has gone away,
-and we’ll never see him again. So you mustn’t
-think about him.”</p>
-
-<p>“Then you have two husbands at once,” I
-answered. “How can you have two husbands
-at once?”</p>
-
-<p>She tried to explain it by telling me that my
-father was no longer her husband, but I couldn’t
-understand. And, Dorothy, I don’t understand
-it now. Of course I know now that my parents
-had been divorced, but I don’t and can’t understand
-how a woman who has been a man’s wife
-can make up her mind to be any other man’s
-wife so long as her first husband lives. I suppose
-I was a very uncompromising little girl at
-that time, and I was very apt to say what I
-thought about things without any flinching from
-ugly truths. So, when they went on trying to
-hush me by telling me that Campbell was now
-my papa, I flew into a great rage. I took hold
-of my hair and tore out great locks of it. I
-tried to tear off my clothes, and all the time<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_337" id="Page_337">[337]</a></span>
-I was saying things that caused all the passengers
-in the station to gather about us; some
-of them laughing, and some looking on very
-solemnly, as I shrieked:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“I won’t have him for my new papa! He’s
-a swindler and a scoundrel! My papa told you
-so a long time ago! I hate him, and I’m going
-to hate you now and for ever, amen!”</p>
-
-<p>I didn’t know what the words meant, but they
-had been strongly impressed upon my memory
-by the vehemence with which my father had
-uttered them long before. As for the final
-phrase, with the “amen” at the end of it, I
-had heard it in church, and had somehow got
-the impression that it was some kind of highly
-exalted curse.</p>
-
-<p>Campbell was angry almost beyond control.
-I think he would have liked to kill me, and I
-think he would have done so but for all those
-people standing by while I so bitterly vituperated
-him. As he could not do that, he
-said angrily to my grandmother:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“Take her away! Take her away quick!”</p>
-
-<p>My grandmother then threw my little cloak
-over my head to suppress my voice, and hurried
-me into a carriage. To some woman who<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_338" id="Page_338">[338]</a></span>
-drove with us to our hotel, my grandmother said,
-thinking I would not understand:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“I’m seriously afraid the child is right.”</p>
-
-<p>I understood, and I liked my grandmother
-better than ever, after that.</p>
-
-<p class="pc2">Chapter the Fourth</p>
-
-<p class="dci5">WHEN Campbell and my mother came back
-from their journey, he seemed determined
-to placate me. He brought me many toys.
-Among them was a big doll that could open
-and shut its eyes and cry. I did not utter a
-word of thanks. I didn’t feel any gratitude or
-pleasure. I took the toys, and dealt with them
-in my own way. A very bad man had been
-hanged in the town a little while before, and I
-had heard the matter talked of a great deal.
-So I got a string, tied it around the doll’s neck,
-and proceeded to hang it to the limb of a tree
-in our yard. The rest of the toys I threw into
-a little stream near our house. When all was
-done, I returned to the house and marched into
-the drawing-room, where a good many people
-had gathered to greet my mother and her new
-husband. Everybody grew silent when I entered<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_339" id="Page_339">[339]</a></span>
-the room. They had all heard of the
-scene I had made at the railroad station, and
-they now held their breath to wait for what I
-might say or do.</p>
-
-<p>I walked straight up to Campbell and said,
-as loudly as I could:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“I have hanged that doll you gave me, and
-I’ve pitched the other things into the creek.
-You’re a swindler and a scoundrel, and I hate
-you.”</p>
-
-<p>There was a great commotion, but I gave no
-heed to that or anything else. Before anybody
-could think of what was best to be done, I
-turned about and marched out of the room with
-all the dignity I could muster.</p>
-
-<p>I am not sorry or ashamed over these things,
-Dorothy. I think I was right, and I am glad I
-did as I did. But that was the beginning of
-trouble for me.</p>
-
-<p class="pc2">Chapter the Fifth</p>
-
-<p class="dci5">WE were living then in Campbell’s big
-house, in some Western city. It was
-a very fine and costly place, I reckon. A little
-bedroom had been furnished for me, opening<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_340" id="Page_340">[340]</a></span>
-off the suite of rooms that Campbell and my
-mother were to occupy. If it had been in anybody’s
-house but Campbell’s, I should have
-loved that beautiful bedroom. As it was, I
-hated it with all my soul. My grandmother
-and I had gone to the house on the day before
-my mother’s return, and that night&mdash;the night
-before they came back&mdash;I was put to bed in
-my room. I lay there with my eyes wide open
-till I knew that everybody else in the house was
-asleep. Then I slipped out of bed, crept downstairs,
-and out over the wet grass to a kennel
-that had been assigned to my own big Saint
-Bernard dog, Prince. I crept in, and slept beside
-the big, shaggy fellow till morning, when
-a great outcry was raised because I was missing
-from my room.</p>
-
-<p>All the servants said my behaviour was due
-to my loneliness in the great house. That
-wasn’t so. I was never lonely in my life, because
-whenever I began to feel lonely I always
-called the fairy people to me, and they were
-glad to come. I had created them in my own
-fancy, and they loved me very much. But I
-wouldn’t invite them into that room or that house.
-So I went to Prince, as my only other friend.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_341" id="Page_341">[341]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>But after my outbreak in the drawing-room,
-a servant was directed to take me to my room
-and lock me in. I sat there in the window-seat
-for a long time, wondering what would
-be done to me next, and wondering how I
-was to escape from my prison; for I fully
-intended to escape, even if I should find no
-other way than by leaping out of my second-story
-window.</p>
-
-<p>After a while, the door was opened and
-Campbell came in. I could see that he was
-very angry, and I was particularly glad of that,
-because it showed me that my words had hurt
-his feelings very much. That was what I
-intended.</p>
-
-<p>He had a little switch in his hand, and, as he
-stood over me, glowering in order to scare me
-before speaking, I saw it. I instantly seized a
-heavy hair-brush that a maid kept to brush my
-thick hair with.</p>
-
-<p>“You mustn’t strike me.” That was all I
-said.</p>
-
-<p>“I’m going to teach you better manners,”
-he began.</p>
-
-<p>“You’d better not try,” I answered. “If
-you strike me, <i>I’ll kill you</i>.”</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_342" id="Page_342">[342]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>I meant that, Dorothy; and when, a minute
-later, he struck me with the switch, meaning to
-give me a dozen blows, I reckon, I leaped at
-him&mdash;slender, frail little child that I was&mdash;and
-with all the strength my baby arm had, I
-struck him full in the face with the edge of the
-heavy brush. I fully intended that the blow
-should brain him. It only broke his nose, but
-it made him groan with pain.</p>
-
-<p>Now I want to be absolutely truthful with
-you, Dorothy. You mustn’t excuse my attempt
-to kill that man, on the ground that I was a
-mere child and did not know what I was doing.
-I was a mere child, of course, but I knew what
-I was doing or trying to do, and I felt no sort
-of regret afterward, when he had to send for a
-surgeon to mend his nose bone, and had to lie
-abed for a fortnight with a fever. Or, rather,
-I did feel regret; but it was only regret over
-the fact that I had done so little. I had meant
-to kill him, and I was very sorry that I had not
-succeeded. That is the fact, and you must
-know it. And more than that, it is the fact,
-that even now, when I am a grown-up woman
-and have thought out a code of morals for myself,
-I still cannot feel any regret over what I<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_343" id="Page_343">[343]</a></span>
-did, except that I didn’t succeed in doing more.
-I would do now what I tried to do then, if the
-situation could repeat itself.</p>
-
-<p>I don’t know what you will think about all
-this. But I don’t want you to think about it
-without knowing that I am not sorry for it, but
-justify it in my own mind. I am trying to be
-perfectly honest and truthful with you; so that
-if you love me at all after reading my book, it
-shall be with full knowledge of all that is worst
-in me. If you don’t love me after you know
-all, I shall go away quickly and not pain you
-with my presence.</p>
-
-<p>Now, Dorothy, I want you to stop reading
-this book and put it away for a few hours&mdash;long
-enough for you to think about what I have
-written, and make up your mind about this part
-of my story. After that, you can read the rest
-of it and make up your mind about that.</p>
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-
-<p class="p1">Dorothy complied with this request. She
-laid the book aside for two hours. Then she
-came back to the reading; but before beginning
-again, she scribbled this paragraph at the
-bottom of the page last read:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_344" id="Page_344">[344]</a></span></p>
-
-<p class="pbq p1">I have taken two hours of recess from the reading.
-There was no need of that. My whole soul sympathises
-with that poor, persecuted little creature. So
-far from condemning her words or acts, I rejoice in
-them. I approve them, absolutely and altogether.
-I see nothing to condemn, nothing to excuse.</p>
-
-<p class="pc2 reduct"><span class="smcap">Dorothy.</span></p>
-
-<hr class="chap" />
-
-</div>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_345" id="Page_345">[345]</a></span></p>
-
-<div class="chapter">
-
-<h2 class="ch">XXV</h2>
-
-<p class="pch">MORE OF EVELYN’S BOOK</p>
-
-<p class="drop-cap04">WHEN Dorothy resumed her reading,
-her sympathies were keenly alive
-and responsive. She had thought
-out the matter, and reached a definite conclusion
-which entirely satisfied her conscience.</p>
-
-<p>“Ordinarily,” she thought, “I should think
-it excessively wrong to sympathise with a desire
-to kill, or even to tolerate it in my mind. But
-I see clearly that in that matter, as in most
-others, there are questions of circumstance to
-be considered. Every human being has a right
-to kill in self-defence. Both law and morals
-recognise that. In a state of nature, I suppose,
-every man is constantly at war on his own
-private account, and he has an entire right to
-make war in defence of himself and his family.
-The only reason he hasn’t that right in a state
-of civilisation is that society protects him, in<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_346" id="Page_346">[346]</a></span>
-return for his giving up his right to make private
-war. But when society, as represented by
-the state, refuses to protect him, or when
-the state cannot protect him, he has his
-right of private war in full force again.</p>
-
-<p>“That was Evelyn’s case. She was a helpless
-child in the hands of a brute. There was no
-way in which she could secure protection from
-any wrong he might see fit to do her. So,
-when he came with evident intent to do her
-harm, she had a perfect right, I think, to fight
-for herself in any way she could. No human
-being is under obligation to submit to an insult
-or a blow.</p>
-
-<p>“Besides&mdash;well, never mind that. I was
-thinking of the way in which we all recognise
-killing in war as entirely legitimate. But that
-is a large subject, which I haven’t thought out
-to the end as yet. For the present purpose it
-is enough to know that Evelyn had a right to
-make such war as she could&mdash;poor little mite
-of a girl that she was&mdash;upon that brutal man.
-I should have done the same under like circumstances.
-Yes; I heartily approve her conduct.”</p>
-
-<p>With that, Dorothy turned again to the manuscript,
-and read what follows:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_347" id="Page_347">[347]</a></span></p>
-
-<p class="pc2">Chapter the Sixth</p>
-
-<p class="dci4">I HAD hurt Campbell very badly indeed. I
-had shattered the bridge of his nose to bits,
-and there was a great commotion in the house&mdash;sending
-for a lot of doctors, and all that. My
-mother thought of nothing but staunching the
-blood and getting the doctors there. The servants
-were all excited and running about bringing
-hot water and towels and so forth, so that
-no attention was paid to me.</p>
-
-<p>I took advantage of the confusion. I put on
-a little cloak and my sun-bonnet, and quietly
-slipped out through one of the back doors into
-the grounds. Then I called my dog, Prince, to
-go with me, and in the gloaming&mdash;for it was
-nearly nightfall&mdash;he and I waded across the
-little creek that ran at the back of the place.
-The house stood at the extreme edge of the
-little city, and there was no town on the farther
-side of the creek. So Prince and I went on
-down the road, meeting nobody.</p>
-
-<p>My grandmother had left the town that day,
-to go back to her home somewhere in the East,
-so I made up my mind to walk toward the East
-every day till I should come to the village where<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_348" id="Page_348">[348]</a></span>
-she lived. I knew the name of the village, but
-I didn’t know what State it was in or how far
-away it might be; still, I hoped to find it after
-a while, by inquiring of people. But I feared
-a search would be made for me, so I decided
-not to reveal myself by making inquiries till I
-should be far away from the town where Campbell
-and my mother lived.</p>
-
-<p>After walking along the road for what seemed
-to me many hours, Prince and I climbed over a
-fence and went far into the woods. There we
-hid ourselves in a clump of pawpaw bushes and
-went to sleep.</p>
-
-<p>When we woke, there was a heavy rain falling,
-and we were very, very hungry. So we set
-out to find a road somewhere, so that we might
-come to a house and ask for something to eat.
-But there didn’t seem to be any end to the
-woods. We went on and on and on, without
-coming out anywhere. I ate two pawpaws that
-I found on the bushes, but poor Prince couldn’t
-eat pawpaws, so he had to go starving.</p>
-
-<p>At last we grew so tired that we stopped to
-rest, and I fell asleep. When I waked, it was
-still raining hard, and my clothing was very
-wet, and I was very cold, and it was nearly<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_349" id="Page_349">[349]</a></span>
-night again. So I told Prince we must hurry,
-and find a house before it should grow dark.</p>
-
-<p>But when I tried to hurry, my feet wouldn’t
-do as I wanted them to. My knees seemed to
-give way under me, and I grew very hot. My
-head ached for the first time in my life, and my
-eyes bulged so that I couldn’t see straight.
-Finally I seemed to forget who I was, or where
-I was trying to go. Then I went to sleep.</p>
-
-<p>When I waked, I was lying in that bedroom
-in Campbell’s house, and a nurse was sitting by
-me. I tried to get up, but couldn’t. So I went
-off to sleep again, and when I waked once more,
-I understood that I was very ill and had been so
-for a considerable time. I asked somebody if
-Prince had been fed, and learned that he had.
-I never asked another question about the matter,
-and to this day I do not know how long I
-lay unconscious in the woods, or who found me
-there, or how, or anything about it.</p>
-
-<p>I must have taken a good while to get well;
-for I remember how every morning I planned
-to run away again the following night, and how
-before night came I found myself still unable to
-do anything but lie in bed and take my medicine.</p>
-
-<p>When at last I was able to sit in a rocking-chair<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_350" id="Page_350">[350]</a></span>
-for an hour or two at a time, my mother
-undertook to chide me a little about my conduct.
-I reckon she didn’t accomplish much,
-because she began at the wrong end of the
-affair.</p>
-
-<p>“You hurt Mr. Campbell very badly,” she
-said.</p>
-
-<p>“Did I? I’m glad of that.”</p>
-
-<p>“You are a very wicked girl.”</p>
-
-<p>To that statement I made no reply. I accepted
-it as true, but I was not sorry for it.
-Instead, I asked:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“Is he going to die?”</p>
-
-<p>“No. But he is very ill. That is to say, he
-is suffering a great deal of pain.”</p>
-
-<p>“I’m glad of that.”</p>
-
-<p>“You terrible child! What am I to do with
-you?”</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t know. I’m going to run away again
-as soon as I can. You’d better let me stay
-runaway.”</p>
-
-<p>Small as I was, I vaguely understood that my
-mother’s first care was for the man Campbell,
-and that so far as I was concerned, she cared
-only for the trouble she expected me to give her.
-If she had loved me a little, if she had taken<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_351" id="Page_351">[351]</a></span>
-me into her lap and seemed a little bit sorry for
-me, I reckon she might have had an easier time
-with me. But she did nothing of that kind.
-Instead of that, she managed to make me feel
-that she regarded me somewhat in the light of
-a criminal for whom she was responsible.</p>
-
-<p>She set a watch upon me day and night, keeping
-me practically a prisoner in my own room.
-That was because I had made the mistake of
-telling her I meant to run away again. But even
-as a prisoner, I might have been tractable if she
-had spoken kindly and lovingly to me when she
-visited my room, which she did two or three
-times a day. Instead of that, she always looked
-at me as one might at a desperate criminal, and
-she talked to me of nothing but what she called
-my wickedness, saying that it would break her
-heart.</p>
-
-<p>Even when I got well enough to go out, I was
-kept in my room until at last the doctor positively
-ordered that I should be sent out of doors
-every day. When that was done, a servant
-maid whom I particularly disliked was sent with
-me, under orders never to let me out of her
-sight for a moment. I was as completely a
-prisoner out of doors as in the house. But out<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_352" id="Page_352">[352]</a></span>
-of doors I could sit down at the root of a tree,
-shut my eyes, and bring my fairy friends to me.
-In that way I managed to make myself happy
-for little spells, as I could not do in my room,
-for I simply would not ask the fairy people to
-go to that horrible place.</p>
-
-<p>But this relief was soon taken from me. The
-servant who watched me, seeing me sit with my
-eyes shut, reported that I spent all the time out
-of doors in sleep. She was directed by Campbell,
-who had assumed control of my affairs, not
-to let me sit down at all out of doors.</p>
-
-<p>When this was reported to me, I simply refused
-to go out of doors again, and I stuck to
-that resolution in spite of all commands and
-threats. My health soon showed the results of
-confinement, and the doctor, who was a friendly
-sort of man, but strongly prejudiced by the bad
-things he had been told about me, did all he
-could to persuade me to go out. I absolutely
-refused. Then my health grew still worse, and
-finally the doctor insisted that I should be sent
-away somewhere.</p>
-
-<p>Before that could be arranged, something else
-happened to affect me. I’ll tell you about that
-in another chapter.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_353" id="Page_353">[353]</a></span></p>
-
-<p class="pc2">Chapter the Seventh</p>
-
-<p class="dci5">THE servant who acted as my keeper suddenly
-changed her manner toward me
-about this time. She talked with me in a
-friendly way, and she sang to me, trying to
-teach me to sing with her. I refused to do
-that, because I was unhappy and did not feel
-like singing. But I rather liked to hear her
-sing, as she had a pretty good voice. Still, in
-my childish way, I distrusted the girl. I could
-not understand why she had been so unkind to
-me before, if her present kindness was sincere.</p>
-
-<p>She begged me to go out of doors with her,
-and promised of her own accord that I should
-sit down and shut my eyes whenever I pleased.
-After a day or two, I so far yielded as to go out
-with her for an hour and have a romp with
-Prince. But I resolutely refused, then or on
-succeeding days, to sit down and shut my eyes,
-and call the fairy people. I felt, somehow, that
-it would compromise my dignity to accept surreptitiously
-and from a servant a privilege which
-was forbidden to me by the servant’s master and
-mistress.</p>
-
-<p>Still, I went out for a little while every day.<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_354" id="Page_354">[354]</a></span>
-The girl called our outings “larks,” which puzzled
-me a good deal, as I knew there were no
-larks in the town. Finally, one brilliant moonlight
-night, as I sat looking out of the window,
-the girl, as if moved by some sudden impulse,
-said:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“Let’s go out for a lark in the moonlight.
-I’ll put your cloak and bonnet on you, and it
-will do you good.”</p>
-
-<p>I consented, and we quickly made ourselves
-ready. Just after we had got out of doors, I
-noticed that the girl had a satchel in her hand;
-and when I questioned her about it, she said
-that she wanted to make believe that we were
-two ladies going to travel; “and ladies always
-have satchels when they travel,” she explained.</p>
-
-<p>We wandered about for a little while, and
-then the girl led the way to the extreme corner
-of the grounds, a spot which could not be seen
-from the house even in the daytime, because of
-the trees. There was a little gate there, which
-opened into a road, and the girl proposed that
-we should pass through it for some reason which
-I cannot now remember.</p>
-
-<p>We had walked only a little way beyond the
-gate when we came to a carriage which was<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_355" id="Page_355">[355]</a></span>
-standing still, with a big man on the box and a
-tall, slender man standing by the open door of
-the vehicle. When this man turned his face
-toward me in the moonlight, I recognised him.
-He was my father! He stooped and put his
-arms about me tenderly, laughing a little, as he
-always had done when talking with me, but
-stopping the laugh every moment or two to kiss
-me. Then he told me to get into the carriage
-so that we might go for a drive. When I had
-got in, he gave the servant girl some money,
-and said:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“If you keep your mouth shut and know
-nothing, there’ll be another hundred for you.
-I shall know if you talk, and if you do there’ll
-be no money for you. I’ll send the money, if
-you don’t talk, in two weeks, in care of the
-bank.”</p>
-
-<p>Then we drove away in the moonlight, and I
-found presently that the girl had put the satchel
-into the carriage. I learned the next morning
-that it contained some of my clothes, and my
-combs and brushes.</p>
-
-<p>We travelled in the carriage for several hours,
-and then got on board a railroad train, which
-took us to Chicago.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_356" id="Page_356">[356]</a></span></p>
-
-<p class="pc2">Chapter the Eighth</p>
-
-<p class="dci5">WE hadn’t been many days in Chicago
-when one morning about daybreak my
-father waked me and said that Campbell was
-after me, so that we must hurry. My father
-had bought me a lot of things in Chicago&mdash;clothes
-of many kinds, and a few books. I
-reckon he didn’t know much about clothes or
-books&mdash;poor papa&mdash;for all the clothes were
-red, and the books, as I now know, were intended
-for much older people than I was. But
-he said that red was the prettiest colour, and as
-for the books, the man that sold them had told
-him that they were “standard works.” I remember
-that one of them was called <i>Burke’s Works</i>,
-and another <i>Gibbon’s Decline and Fall of the
-Roman Empire</i>. I simply couldn’t like <i>Burke’s
-Works</i>, but I reckon that was only because I
-didn’t know what Mr. Burke was talking about.
-I reckon I didn’t understand Gibbon very well,
-but I liked him, because he told some good
-stories, and because his sentences were musical.
-I liked <i>Macaulay’s Miscellanies</i> for the same
-reason, and I liked <i>Macaulay’s History</i> because
-it was so simple that I could understand it.<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_357" id="Page_357">[357]</a></span>
-Best of all, I liked <i>Rasselas</i>, <i>The Vicar of Wakefield</i>,
-<i>Robinson Crusoe</i>, and <i>The British Drama</i>,
-and Shakespeare&mdash;at least, in parts. I liked
-to read about Parolles, and the way he was
-tricked and his cowardice exposed. I identified
-him with Campbell, and rejoiced when he got
-into trouble. I suppose that was wicked, but
-I’m telling you all my thoughts, Dorothy, so
-that you may know the whole truth about me
-and not be deceived. I liked Falstaff, too.</p>
-
-<p>I liked <i>Rasselas</i>, because in his happy valley
-there was no man like Campbell. And I liked
-<i>Robinson Crusoe</i> for the same reason. Somehow
-I liked to live with him on his island, because I
-knew that if Campbell should land there, Robinson
-Crusoe would shoot him.</p>
-
-<p>But above all, I liked the <i>British Drama</i>,
-because it opened a new and larger life to me
-than any that I had ever known.</p>
-
-<p>When my father waked me up on that morning,
-I hurriedly packed my books and clothes
-into a trunk. There were very few underclothes,
-for my father knew nothing about such
-things, but there were many red dresses and red
-cloaks and red hats. And there were two fur
-coats&mdash;big enough for a grown woman to wear.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_358" id="Page_358">[358]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>We got on board a train and travelled all day.
-Then we took another train and travelled all
-night, till we came to the end of the railroad.
-Then we got into a cart and travelled three or
-four days into the woods.</p>
-
-<p>Finally we came to a camp in the woods,
-where my father seemed to be master of everything
-and everybody. There were Indians there
-and half-breeds, and Canadian lumber-men, for
-it was a lumber-camp. There was a Great Lake
-there, and many little lakes not far away. I
-reckon the Great Lake was Lake Superior, but
-I don’t know for certain.</p>
-
-<p>There were no women in the camp except
-squaws and half-breeds. They were pretty good
-people, but very dirty, so I could not live with
-them. My father made the men build a little
-log house for him and me, and he made them
-hew a bath-tub for me out of a big log. Then
-he hired a half-breed girl to heat water every
-day and fill the tub for me to bathe in. As for
-himself, he jumped into the lake every morning,
-even when he had to make the men cut a hole
-in the ice for his use.</p>
-
-<p>I liked the lumber-camp life because I was
-free there, and because there were big fires at<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_359" id="Page_359">[359]</a></span>
-night, like bonfires. One of them was just
-before my door, and my father made an Indian
-boy keep it blazing all night for me, so that I
-might see the light of it whenever I waked.
-I used to sit by it and read my books, even
-when the snow was deep on the ground; for by
-turning first one side and then the other to the
-fire I could keep warm. And the Canadians and
-the half-breeds and the Indians used to squat
-on the ground near me and beg me to read the
-books aloud to them. As they all spoke French,
-and understood no word of English, of course
-they didn’t understand what I read to them,
-but they liked to hear me read, and it was
-sometimes hard to drive them away to their
-beds, even when midnight came.</p>
-
-<p>They taught me French during the year I
-lived among them. You tell me it is very bad
-French, and I reckon it is; but it was all they
-knew: they did their best, and I reckon that is
-all that anybody can do. At any rate, they
-were kind to me, and they taught me all the
-ways of the birds and the animals. I tried to
-teach them to be kind to the birds and the
-animals, after I began to understand the wild
-creatures; but the camp people never would<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_360" id="Page_360">[360]</a></span>
-learn that. Their only idea of an animal or a
-bird was to eat its flesh and sell its skin.</p>
-
-<p>There was a young priest there who knew
-better, and he ought to have loved the birds
-and animals. But he used to talk about God’s
-having given man dominion over the beasts and
-the birds, and that doctrine perverted his mind,
-I think. He killed a pretty little chipmunk, one
-day, to get its skin to stuff. That chipmunk was
-my friend. I had taught it to climb up into my
-lap and eat out of my hand. He persuaded it
-to climb into his lap, and then he betrayed its
-confidence and killed it. I was very angry with
-him. I picked up an ox-whip and struck him
-with it twice. I was only a little girl, but I had
-grown strong in the outdoor life of the camp,
-and it doesn’t take much strength to make an
-ox-whip hurt.</p>
-
-<p>There was great commotion in the camp when
-this occurred. The people there were very religious
-in their way, but they seemed to me to
-worship the priest rather than God. They
-didn’t mind sinning as much as they pleased,
-because they knew that the priest would forgive
-their sins on easy terms; but they thought that
-my act in striking the priest with the ox-whip<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_361" id="Page_361">[361]</a></span>
-was a peculiarly heinous crime. Perhaps it was,
-but I can’t even yet so look upon it. They
-regarded him as a “man of God”; but if
-he was so, why did he deceive the poor little
-chipmunk, and persuade it to trust him, and
-then kill it cruelly? Dorothy, I am not a bit
-sorry, even now, that I chastised him with the
-ox-whip.</p>
-
-<p>[“Neither am I,” wrote Dorothy in the margin
-of the manuscript.]</p>
-
-<p>But the occurrence created a great disturbance
-in the camp, and so my father had to take
-me away, for fear that the lumber-men would
-kill me. Curious, isn’t it, that while they were
-so religious as to feel in that way about the
-priest, who after all was only a man, they were
-yet so wicked that they were ready to commit
-murder in revenge? But those people were
-very ignorant and very superstitious. They
-thought some terrible calamity would fall upon
-them if I were permitted to remain in the camp.
-I think they cared more about that than they
-did about the priest. Even those who had been
-kind to me, teaching me to ride bareback and
-to shoot and to fish and to make baskets, and all
-the rest of it, turned against me; so that my<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_362" id="Page_362">[362]</a></span>
-father had to stand by me with his pistols
-cocked and ready in his hand, till he could get
-me out of the camp.</p>
-
-<p class="pc2">Chapter the Ninth</p>
-
-<p class="dci5">FROM that camp my father took me way up
-to Hudson’s Bay. We travelled over the
-snow on sledges drawn by dogs, and I learned
-to know the dogs as nobody else did. They
-were savage creatures, and would bite anybody
-who came near them. But somehow they never
-bit me. They didn’t like to be petted, but they
-let me pet them. I don’t know why this was
-so, but it was so.</p>
-
-<p>We did not remain long at Hudson’s Bay&mdash;only
-a few weeks. After that, we went somewhere&mdash;I
-don’t know where it was&mdash;where
-the whale-men came ashore and rendered out
-the blubber they had got out at sea.</p>
-
-<p>You must remember that my father had many
-interests. He owned part of the lumber-camp
-we had stayed in, he had a fur trade at Hudson’s
-Bay, and he had an interest in some
-whaling-ships. Wherever we went, my father
-seemed to be at home and to be master of the<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_363" id="Page_363">[363]</a></span>
-men about him. I admired him greatly, and
-loved him very much. I wondered how my
-mother could have left him and married Campbell.
-I am wondering over that even yet.</p>
-
-<p>It was while we were at Hudson’s Bay that I
-began to understand something about my father.
-He sat down with me one day (he didn’t often
-sit down for more than a few minutes at a time,
-but on this occasion he sat with me for nearly
-half a day) and explained things to me.</p>
-
-<p>“I want to tell you some things, little girl,”
-he said, “and I want you to try to understand
-them. Above all, I want you to remember them.
-You know sometimes I have a great deal of
-money, and sometimes I have none at all. That
-is because my business is a risky one. Sometimes
-I make a great deal of money out of it,
-and sometimes I lose a great deal.</p>
-
-<p>“Now, when your mother left me, I made up
-my mind to provide well for her and you, so that
-no matter what else should happen, you and she
-might never come to want. You see, I still loved
-your mother. I insured my life for a large sum,
-and as I had plenty of money then, I paid for
-the insurance cash down. You don’t understand
-about such things, and it isn’t necessary that<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_364" id="Page_364">[364]</a></span>
-you should. But by insuring my life and paying
-cash for the insurance, I made it certain that
-whenever I should die, a rich insurance company
-would pay you a big sum of money; I had
-purposely made it payable to you and not to
-your mother, because I knew you would take
-care of your mother, while she could never take
-care of anybody or anything. I also bought
-some bonds and stocks and put them in your
-name, and placed them in a bank in New York.</p>
-
-<p>“Now, I want you to pay close attention and
-try to understand what I tell you. Here are
-some papers that I want you to keep always by
-you&mdash;always in your little satchel. Always have
-them by you when you go to bed, and always
-lock them up by day. Take them with you
-wherever you go.</p>
-
-<p>“This one is my will. It gives you everything
-that I may happen to own when I die.” With
-that, he handed me the papers.</p>
-
-<p>“This one is the life-insurance policy. When
-I die, you, or whoever is acting for you, will
-have to present that to the life-insurance company,
-together with doctors’ certificates that I
-am really dead. Then the company will pay
-you the money.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_365" id="Page_365">[365]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>“This one is a list of the securities&mdash;the
-bonds and stocks&mdash;that I have deposited in
-your name in the Chemical Bank of New York.
-You see, it is signed by the cashier of that bank.
-It is a receipt for the bonds and stocks. So you
-must keep it very carefully.</p>
-
-<p>“Now, another thing you must remember: you
-can’t draw the money on my life-insurance policy
-until I die; but you can get these bonds and
-stocks at any time that you please, merely by
-presenting the receipt and asking for them. So
-long as you are a little girl under age, you
-couldn’t do this for yourself. Somebody must
-do it for you. You must be very careful whom
-you select for that purpose.”</p>
-
-<p>Then he gave me the names and addresses of
-several gentlemen, who, he said, were his friends
-and honest men, and advised me to apply to
-them to act for me if I ever had occasion to do
-anything of the kind. Then he went on to say:</p>
-
-<p>“The scoundrel, Campbell, knows that you
-own all this, besides some houses and lands
-(here’s a memorandum of them) which I have
-deeded to you. In the hope of getting hold of
-your property, he, as your stepfather, has had
-himself appointed your guardian. It is a shame<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_366" id="Page_366">[366]</a></span>
-that the courts allow that, but he owns a judge or
-two, and he has managed to get it done. That
-is why he is following us and trying to get hold
-of you. He doesn’t know what your property
-is, or where, and he thinks you will have these
-papers. So, if he can get hold of you, he thinks
-he can get hold of the property also. If I can
-manage to get you to New York, I’ll take the
-papers out of your hands and place them in
-charge of some men there whom I can trust.
-But as I may fail in that, and as something
-may happen to me, I want you to have the
-papers.</p>
-
-<p>“I am pretty well off just now, but my business
-is very uncertain. When I die, I may be very
-rich, or I may ‘go broke’ any day between now
-and then. That is why I have put this property
-into your hands while I have it. I am a reckless
-fellow. I ‘take the very longest chances’
-sometimes in my business enterprises. Sometimes
-I suddenly lose pretty nearly everything
-I have in the world, and I might die just at
-such a time. So I have provided for you in
-any case.</p>
-
-<p>“If I can get to New York with you, I am
-going to hide you completely from that man,<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_367" id="Page_367">[367]</a></span>
-Campbell. There is an excellent gentlewoman
-there in whose hands I intend to put you. She
-is a woman to be trusted, and she is rather poor,
-so she will be glad to take charge of you and
-keep you out of Campbell’s way, damn him!
-Pardon me, dear! I didn’t mean to swear in
-your presence. I only mean that I can give
-that lady plenty of money, and she can take
-you wherever she thinks you will be safe.”</p>
-
-<p>“But I had much rather stay with you, Father,”
-I answered, with tears in my eyes.</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, I know. And God knows,” he said,
-“that I had rather have you with me. But
-everything is a gamble with me. I have many
-enemies, child, and some one of them may make
-an end of me any day. The other way will be
-safest for you.”</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t care for myself,” I answered. “I
-only care for you, and to be with you. I’ll take
-the risks, and if any of your enemies ever makes
-an end of you, as you say, I want to be there to
-wreak vengeance. You know I can shoot as
-straight as any man alive, whether with a pistol
-or a rifle or a shot-gun.”</p>
-
-<p>“You dear child!” he responded, “I know
-all that. And that is why I want to house you<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_368" id="Page_368">[368]</a></span>
-safely. You have it in you to be as reckless as
-your dad is, and I don’t intend that you shall
-have occasion or opportunity.”</p>
-
-<p>How I did love my father! I don’t believe
-he was ever bad, Dorothy, though they said
-he was. People who liked him used to say he
-was “uncommonly quick on trigger”; people
-who hated him called him a desperado. I call
-him my father, and I love his memory, for he
-is dead now, as you will hear later.</p>
-
-<p>But I was anxious to remember all that he
-had told me, and to make no mistake about it.
-I had taught myself how to write, during my
-stay at the lumber-camp and on Hudson’s Bay, so
-I got some old blank books from the agency,
-books which had been partly written in by a
-clerk who made his lines so hairlike that I could
-write all over them and yet make my writing
-quite legible. In these I wrote all that my
-father had said, just as he had said it, meaning
-to commit it to memory if I had got it right.
-When it was done, I took it to him and he read
-it. He laughed when he came to the swear
-word, and said:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“You might have omitted that. Still, I’m
-glad you didn’t, because it shows how bravely<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_369" id="Page_369">[369]</a></span>
-truthful you are, and I love that in you better
-than anything else.”</p>
-
-<p>I have always remembered that, Dorothy. I
-don’t know how far those who have left us
-know what we do; but I always think that if
-my father knows, he will be glad to have me
-perfectly truthful, and I love him so much that
-I would make any sacrifice to make him glad.</p>
-
-<p>After he had read over what I had written,
-and had corrected a word here and there, I set
-to work to commit it to memory, so that I should
-never forget a line or a word of it. That is how
-it comes about that I am able to report it all to
-you exactly.</p>
-
-<p>Now I know you are tired, so I am going to
-begin a new chapter, and you can rest as long
-as you like before reading it.</p>
-
-<hr class="chap" />
-
-</div>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_370" id="Page_370">[370]</a></span></p>
-
-<div class="chapter">
-
-<h2 class="ch">XXVI</h2>
-
-<p class="pch">EVELYN’S BOOK, CONTINUED</p>
-
-<p class="drop-cap04">IT was Dorothy’s habit when reading a book
-to stop for an hour now and then, and
-devote that space to careful thinking.
-She explained her practice to Arthur one day,
-saying:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“If a book be interesting, it is apt to dominate
-the mind, and sometimes to mislead the
-judgment. I think it well to suspend the reading
-now and then, and give myself a chance to
-shake off the glamour of the narrative, and to
-think out for myself what it means and to what
-it tends. One must do that, indeed, if one
-doesn’t want to surrender himself or herself
-completely to the dominance of an author’s
-thought, but chooses instead to do his or her
-own thinking.”</p>
-
-<p>So Dorothy took an hour or two for thinking
-before going on with the reading of Evelyn’s
-book. Evelyn knew her habit, and she had
-recognised it by changing chapters at this point.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_371" id="Page_371">[371]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>When Dorothy took up the pages again, she
-read as follows:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p class="pc2">Chapter the Tenth</p>
-
-<p class="dci5">WE stayed a long time among the whaling
-people, and they taught me many things.
-I learned from them how to tie all sorts of
-knots, and how to catch sea fish, and how to
-row, and best of all, how to sail a boat.</p>
-
-<p>They were a curious kind of men. They
-swore all the time, in almost every sentence.
-But their swearing didn’t mean anything, and
-so it didn’t shock me in the least. They were
-not at all angry when they swore. They swore,
-I think, merely because they hadn’t any adjectives
-with which to express their thoughts.
-They called me a “damned nice gal,” and they
-meant it for a compliment. In the same way,
-they spoke of a tangle in a fish-line as “a
-damned ugly snarl,” or of a fish as “a damned
-big catch.” I suppose one might cure them of
-swearing by teaching them some adjectives.
-But nobody ever took the trouble to do that.</p>
-
-<p>They were good fellows&mdash;strong and brave,
-and wonderfully enduring. When I went out<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_372" id="Page_372">[372]</a></span>
-fishing with them, and the tide was out on our
-return, so that we couldn’t come up to a pier,
-one of them would jump overboard in the mud,
-pick me up, swing me to his broad shoulders,
-and carry me ashore dry-shod, without seeming
-to think anything of it.</p>
-
-<p>One day we had a storm while I was out in a
-fishing-boat. As soon as it came on, all the boats
-came to the side of ours, though it was dangerous
-to do so, just to make sure of my safety.
-The boat I was in was swamped, and I was
-spilled overboard. But I was no sooner in the
-angry sea than I was grabbed by the arms of
-a stout young fellow who gallantly bore me
-toward a little sloop that lay at hand. A mast
-broke off and fell. It hit the poor fellow, and,
-finding himself unable to do any more, he called
-to a comrade to take me, and he sank in the
-water and was drowned. He didn’t seem to
-care for himself at all, but only to save me, and
-all the rest of them seemed to think that that
-was a matter of course. I got my father to
-give me some money, and I hired a stone-cutter
-to put up a monument over the poor fellow’s
-grave; for we recovered his body, with both
-arms broken by the blow from the falling mast.<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_373" id="Page_373">[373]</a></span>
-There are lots of heroes, Dorothy, who are
-never engaged in wars.</p>
-
-<p>At last my father took me away from the
-whaling town, and we went to New York in a
-little schooner. It took us a long time, because
-the winds were adverse, but we got there after
-a while, and went to a hotel. It was the Astor
-House, I think, and it had a beautiful little park
-nearly in front of it. I don’t think that is of
-any consequence, but, you see, I am trying to
-tell you everything. You can skip anything
-you don’t care for.</p>
-
-<p>[“I’m not skipping anything,” wrote Dorothy
-in the margin.]</p>
-
-<p>As soon as we were settled at the hotel, my
-father sent for the gentlewoman he had spoken
-about, and placed me in her care. Then something
-happened that I never understood. Before
-my father could take the papers from me
-and place them in the hands of the gentleman
-he intended to leave them with, he was somehow
-compelled to leave the city. He went
-away suddenly after midnight, and I never saw
-him again. I still kept the papers after he left
-New York so suddenly.</p>
-
-<p>The lady was greatly excited when my father’s<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_374" id="Page_374">[374]</a></span>
-note came to her, saying that he had gone away,
-and she seemed to fear some danger for me.
-So, between midnight and morning, she packed
-our things, and we went to a boarding-house
-away up-town. Even there she didn’t feel
-safe, and so, within a day or so, we went on
-board a canal boat, and went up the river, and
-then along the canal for many days.</p>
-
-<p>I asked the lady (Mrs. Dennison was her
-name) why we hadn’t taken a railroad train
-instead, so as to travel faster. She answered:
-“They were watching all the trains, dear, and
-would have caught you if we had tried to take
-one. They didn’t think of canal boats, because
-nobody travels by them in these days.”</p>
-
-<p>After we had travelled by canal boat for several
-days (a week or more, I think), we left the
-boat at a very little village, and went away
-across country to a little house in a sparsely
-settled district. There Mrs. Dennison and I
-lived quite alone for more than a year. It was
-a very happy year, except that I couldn’t see
-my father, and except for another thing. Mrs.
-Dennison made me wear a boy’s clothes and
-call myself by a false name, “Charlie Dennison.”
-She did that to prevent Campbell from<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_375" id="Page_375">[375]</a></span>
-finding me. I suppose it really didn’t matter
-much, but somehow I didn’t like the thought
-of wearing a disguise and going by an assumed
-name.</p>
-
-<p>Of course, as a boy, I couldn’t go much with
-the few girls there were in the neighbourhood,
-and at the same time, being in fact a girl, I
-couldn’t go out and associate with the boys.
-So my only companion was Mrs. Dennison.
-We lived together in a tiny bit of a house that
-belonged to her, and she was the only real
-teacher I ever had. I reckon she didn’t know
-much about books. At any rate, she didn’t
-care about them. But she let me read mine
-as much as I pleased, and she taught me how
-to do all sorts of household things. Especially
-she taught me to do needlework, and as I used
-to do it in our little porch in the summertime,
-the boys thought it strange for a boy to use a
-needle, so they used to call me “Miss Charlotte”
-and gibe and jeer at me a good deal.
-But I didn’t mind, particularly as there was a
-woodland near our house, so that I could see
-a great deal of my birds and squirrels. It was
-then, too, that I made acquaintance with many
-insects and bugs&mdash;pinch-bugs, ants, yellow-jackets,<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_376" id="Page_376">[376]</a></span>
-and a lot more. You can’t imagine
-how greatly interested I became in studying
-the ways of these creatures. They all have
-characters of their own; and when one really
-becomes acquainted with them, they are vastly
-more interesting than commonplace people are.</p>
-
-<p class="pc2">Chapter the Eleventh</p>
-
-<p class="dci6">AFTER we had lived for more than a year
-in the little cottage, Mrs. Dennison one
-day told me we must go away quickly, and we
-left within an hour. She let me put my girl’s
-clothes on before we started.</p>
-
-<p>“They have found out that you are disguised
-as a boy,” she explained, “and when they set
-out to find us again, they’ll probably look for
-a lady and a boy. So, by wearing girl’s clothes
-again, you’ll have a better chance to escape
-their clutches.”</p>
-
-<p>I was getting to be a pretty big girl by that
-time, and so I had been ashamed of wearing
-boy’s clothes for some time past. But when I
-put on my gowns again, they made me still
-more ashamed, because they were so short.</p>
-
-<p>So, as soon as we got to a place where we<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_377" id="Page_377">[377]</a></span>
-could stop for a few days, Mrs. Dennison sent
-for two dressmakers to fashion some new gowns
-for me, and I really looked quite like another
-person when I put them on.</p>
-
-<p>That must have been about four years ago.
-According to what I was afterward told, I was
-then thirteen years old. I know now that I
-was fifteen. But I’ll tell you all about that
-further on.</p>
-
-<p>All this while, Mrs. Dennison was receiving
-money from my father at regular intervals, and
-there was plenty of it. But it never came
-directly from my father. It came from a bank,
-with a very formal note saying that the money
-was sent “by order of Mr. Jackson Byrd,” and
-asking Mrs. Dennison to sign and return a receipt
-for it. My father sent us no letters and
-no messages. This troubled me very much
-when I got to thinking about it. And that
-made me very unhappy, for I loved my father
-dearly, and I remembered how happy I had been
-with him. But after thinking more about it, I
-saw that he hadn’t forgotten his little girl and
-hadn’t quit caring about her, because if he had,
-the money wouldn’t have come so regularly.</p>
-
-<p>Still, that troubled me more than ever, because<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_378" id="Page_378">[378]</a></span>
-it must mean that my father was in some kind of
-difficulty, that he could not send any letters to
-us. I learned afterward that this was so, but
-Mrs. Dennison would never tell me anything
-about it.</p>
-
-<p>We were moving about a good deal at this
-time, generally starting suddenly&mdash;sometimes
-so suddenly as to leave many of our things behind.
-But I always carried the little satchel
-that contained the papers my father had given
-me.</p>
-
-<p>At last, one day when we left the train at Chicago
-and entered a carriage to drive to a little
-hotel that we were to live at, a man came to the
-carriage door and handed Mrs. Dennison a paper.
-He said something which I did not understand,
-and Mrs. Dennison kissed me and got out of
-the carriage. The man got in, and ordered the
-carriage to drive away with us, leaving Mrs.
-Dennison standing there on the sidewalk.</p>
-
-<p>I was terribly scared, and wanted to jump
-out. I tried to open the doors, but the man had
-placed his hands on the two latches, so that I
-couldn’t move them. I felt like shrieking, but
-I decided that it was best to control myself, keep
-my wits about me, and be ready to deal with<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_379" id="Page_379">[379]</a></span>
-the situation wisely, as soon as I should find out
-what it really was. So, summoning all my self-control,
-I entered into conversation with the man
-who sat on the front seat opposite me.</p>
-
-<p>“Do you mind telling me,” I asked, “why you
-have kidnapped me in this fashion?”</p>
-
-<p>“It ain’t kidnapping, young lady, an’ it ain’t
-anything else irregular. You see, I had a warrant.
-I’m a court officer, an’ I does what the
-court orders an’ nothin’ else.”</p>
-
-<p>“Then a court ordered you to seize me?”
-I asked.</p>
-
-<p>“Ya’as ’m,” he answered.</p>
-
-<p>“But on what ground?”</p>
-
-<p>“‘Tain’t my business to know that, Miss, an’
-as a matter of fac’ I don’t know it. All I know
-is, I was give a warrant an’ tole to serve it, an’
-bring you to the court. Don’t you worry about
-a-payin’ of the cabman. I’ll ten’ to all that.”</p>
-
-<p>“But what do they want with me in court?”
-I asked insistently.</p>
-
-<p>“Dunno, Miss.”</p>
-
-<p>“But who is it that wants me?”</p>
-
-<p>“Dunno, Miss, only the warrant head said,
-‘Campbell vee ess Byrd and Dennison.’”</p>
-
-<p>“But what right have they to bother me in<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_380" id="Page_380">[380]</a></span>
-this way? Am I not a free person? Haven’t I
-a right&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“Dunno, Miss, ’tain’t my business to know.
-But I suppose you’re a gal under age, and I
-suppose gals under age ain’t got no rights in
-pertic’lar, leastways in opposition to their gardeens.”</p>
-
-<p>By this time, we had arrived at the courthouse,
-and I was taken before the judge. I remember
-thinking that if I should displease him
-in any way, he could order me hanged. I know
-better now, but I thought so then; so I made up
-my mind to be very nice to the judge.</p>
-
-<p>Campbell was there, and he had a lawyer with
-him. The lawyer told the judge that Campbell
-was&mdash;something in Latin&mdash;<i>loco parentis</i>, I think
-it was. Anyhow, it meant stepfather, or something
-like that. He said the courts in his State
-had made him my guardian; that I possessed
-valuable property; that I had been abducted
-by my father, who was a dissolute person, now
-serving out a sentence in the State’s prison
-for some crime. He gave the judge a lot of
-papers to prove all this.</p>
-
-<p>I was so shocked and distressed to hear
-that my father was in prison, that for a while<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_381" id="Page_381">[381]</a></span>
-I couldn’t speak. At last I controlled myself
-and said to the judge:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“I love my father. If he has been sent to
-prison, it was that man”&mdash;pointing to Campbell&mdash;“who
-got him sent there. My father is good
-and kind, and I love him. Campbell is wicked
-and cruel, and I hate him. Look at his flat
-nose! That’s where I smashed it with a heavy
-hair-brush when he tried to whip me for telling
-the truth about him. I don’t want to go with
-him. I want to go back to Mrs. Dennison, till
-my father can come after me. Please, Judge,
-let me do that.”</p>
-
-<p>The judge asked Campbell’s lawyer how old
-I was, and he answered:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“Thirteen years old, your Honour.”</p>
-
-<p>Then the judge said:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“She seems older. If she were fourteen, I
-should be bound by the law to let her choose
-her own guardian for so long at least as she
-shall remain in Illinois. But as the papers in
-the case seem to show that her age is only thirteen,
-I am bound to recognise the guardianship
-established by the courts of another State. I
-must remand the girl to the custody of her
-guardian, Mr. Campbell.”</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_382" id="Page_382">[382]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>Then, seeing in how desperate a strait I was,
-I summoned all my courage. I rose to my feet
-and faced the judge. I said:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“But, please, Mr. Judge, this isn’t fair. That
-man Campbell hates me, and I hate him. Isn’t
-it better to send me to somebody else? Besides
-that, he has a lawyer, and I haven’t one. Can’t
-I hire a lawyer to speak for me? I’ve got two
-dollars in my pocketbook to pay him with.”</p>
-
-<p>Everybody laughed when I said that. You
-see, I had no idea what the price of lawyers
-was. But just then an old gentleman arose and
-said to the judge:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“If it please the court, I will appear as counsel
-for this persecuted girl. I have listened to
-these proceedings with indignation and horror.
-It is perfectly clear to my mind that this is a
-case of kidnapping under the forms of the law.”</p>
-
-<p>There the judge interrupted him, saying:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“The court will permit no reflections upon its
-proceedings.”</p>
-
-<p>Then my lawyer answered:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“I have cast no reflections upon the court.
-My challenge is to the integrity and good faith
-of this man, Campbell. I do not know the facts
-that lie behind this proceeding. I am going to<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_383" id="Page_383">[383]</a></span>
-ask the court for an adjournment, in order to
-find them out. It is obvious that this young
-girl&mdash;helpless and friendless here&mdash;looks not
-only unwillingly, but with positive horror, upon
-the prospect of being placed again in Campbell’s
-charge. Morally, and I think legally, she
-has a right to be heard in that behalf, to have
-the facts competently explored and fully presented
-to the court. To that end, I ask that
-the matter be adjourned for one week, and that
-the young girl be paroled, in the meanwhile,
-in the custody of her counsel.”</p>
-
-<p>Then the dear old gentleman, whom everybody
-seemed to regard with special reverence,
-took his seat by my side, and held my hand in
-his. Campbell’s lawyer made a speech to the
-judge, and when he had finished, the judge said
-that my lawyer’s request was denied. He explained
-the matter in a way that I did not understand.
-It seemed to anger the old lawyer who
-had taken my case. He rose and said, as nearly
-as I can remember:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“Your Honour’s denial of my motion is a
-denial of justice. This young girl, my client, is
-a minor child, utterly defenceless here except
-in so far as I have volunteered my services to<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_384" id="Page_384">[384]</a></span>
-defend her. But she is an American citizen, and
-as such is entitled to be heard in her own behalf.
-In this court she cannot get a hearing, for the
-reason that this court has corruptly prejudged
-the case, as it corruptly prejudges every case
-in which money or influence can be brought to
-bear.”</p>
-
-<p>By this time the judge was pounding with his
-mallet, and the whole court-room was in an uproar.
-But, raising his voice, my dear old lawyer
-continued:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“If justice were done, you, sir, would be
-dragged from the bench that you dishonour by
-sitting upon it. Oh, I know, you can send me
-to jail for speaking these truths in your presence.
-I trust you will try that. If, by any
-martyrdom of mine, I can bring the corruption
-of such judges as you are to the knowledge and
-attention of this community, I shall feel that my
-work is well done. In the meantime I shall set
-another to secure for this helpless girl a writ
-of habeas corpus which shall get for her, in
-another and more righteous court, the fair hearing
-which you insolently and criminally deny to
-her here. Now send me to jail in punishment
-of the immeasurable contempt I feel for a court<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_385" id="Page_385">[385]</a></span>
-where justice is betrayed for money, and where
-human rights are bartered away for a price.”</p>
-
-<p>The judge was very angry, and a lot of men
-surrounded my old lawyer. But what happened
-afterward I have never known. For no sooner
-was I put in Campbell’s charge than I was hurried
-to a train, and the next morning I heard
-him say to one of the men he had with him:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“We are out of Illinois now; we’ve beaten
-that writ of habeas corpus.”</p>
-
-<p>Then he turned to me and said:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“If you care for your own comfort, you will
-recognise me as your guardian, and behave
-yourself accordingly.”</p>
-
-<p>I reckon you must be tired reading by this
-time, Dorothy, so you are to take a rest here,
-and I’ll write the remainder of my story in other
-chapters. I’m afraid I’m making my story tedious;
-but I’ve fully made up my mind to tell it
-all, because I don’t know what you will care for
-in it, and what will seem unimportant to you.
-If I try to shorten it by leaving out anything, the
-thing I leave out may happen to be precisely the
-thing that would change your opinion of me. I
-want to deal absolutely honestly with you; so
-I am telling you everything I remember.</p>
-
-<hr class="chap" />
-
-</div>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_386" id="Page_386">[386]</a></span></p>
-
-<div class="chapter">
-
-<h2 class="ch">XXVII</h2>
-
-<p class="pch">KILGARIFF’S PERPLEXITY</p>
-
-<p class="drop-cap08">DURING the two days that Dorothy had
-thus far given to the reading of Evelyn’s
-book, Kilgariff had been chafing
-impatiently. He wanted to go back to Petersburg
-and active duty, and he wanted, before
-doing so, to ride over to Branton and “talk it
-out with Evelyn,” as he formulated his thoughts
-in his own mind.</p>
-
-<p>He could do neither, for the reason that his
-wound began to trouble him again, and Arthur
-Brent, upon examining it, condemned him to
-spend another week or ten days in the house.</p>
-
-<p>So far as “talking it out with Evelyn” was
-concerned, it was perhaps fortunate that he was
-compelled to submit to an enforced delay. For
-he really did not know what he was to say to
-Evelyn; and the more he thought about the
-matter, the more he did not know.</p>
-
-<p>The question was indeed a very perplexing<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_387" id="Page_387">[387]</a></span>
-one. How should he even begin the proposed
-conversation? Should he begin by abruptly
-telling Evelyn that he loved her, but that there
-were reasons why he did not want her to give
-him love in return? That was not the way in
-which a woman had a right to expect to be
-wooed. It would be a direct affront to her
-womanly and maidenly pride, which she would
-promptly, and bitterly, and quite properly, resent.
-Moreover, by arousing her anger and
-resentment, it would utterly defeat his purpose,
-which was to find out his own duty by
-finding out how far Evelyn had already learned
-to think of him as a possible lover.</p>
-
-<p>Should he, then, ask her that question, in
-her own singularly direct and truthful way of
-dealing?</p>
-
-<p>That would be to affront and wound her by
-the assumption that she had given her love
-unasked.</p>
-
-<p>Should he begin by explaining to her the
-circumstances which prompted him to shrink
-from wooing her, and then offer her his love
-if she wanted it?</p>
-
-<p>Nothing could be more preposterous than that.</p>
-
-<p>Should he simply pay her his addresses, ask<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_388" id="Page_388">[388]</a></span>
-her for her love, and then, if she should give it,
-proceed to explain to her the reasons why she
-should not have permitted herself to love such
-a man as he?</p>
-
-<p>That question also promptly answered itself in
-the negative, with emphasis.</p>
-
-<p>What, then, should he do?</p>
-
-<p>Clearly it would be better to await Evelyn’s
-return to Wyanoke, and trust to good luck to
-open some possible way. At any rate, he might
-there approach the subject in indirect ways;
-while if he could have ridden over to Branton
-for the express purpose of having a conference
-with her, no such indirection would have been
-possible. His very going to her there would
-have been a declaration of some purpose which
-he must promptly explain.</p>
-
-<p>Obviously, therefore, it was better that he
-should not go to Branton, but should await
-such opportunity as good fortune might give
-him after Evelyn’s return to Wyanoke. But
-that necessity postponed the outcome, and Kilgariff
-was in a mood to be impatient of delay,
-particularly as every hour consciously intensified
-his own love, and rendered him less and less
-capable of saying nay to his passion.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_389" id="Page_389">[389]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>With her woman’s quickness of perception,
-Dorothy shrewdly guessed what was going on
-in his mind, and she rejoiced in it. But she
-made no reference to the matter, even in the
-most remotely indirect way. She simply went
-about her tasks with a pleased and amused smile
-on her face.</p>
-
-<hr class="chap" />
-
-</div>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_390" id="Page_390">[390]</a></span></p>
-
-<div class="chapter">
-
-<h2 class="ch">XXVIII</h2>
-
-<p class="pch">EVELYN’S BOOK, CONCLUDED</p>
-
-<p class="drop-cap04">WHEN Dorothy took up Evelyn’s
-manuscript again, it was nine o’clock
-in the evening of the second day,
-and, moved by her eagerness to follow the story,
-even more than by her conscientious desire to
-finish it before the author’s return on the morrow,
-she read late into the night. But she had
-sent Evelyn a note in the late afternoon, in
-which she had written:&mdash;</p>
-
-<div class="pbq">
-
-<p class="p1">My Evelyn is not to fail in her promise to come
-back to me to-morrow. I have not yet completed the
-reading of the manuscript, though I hope to do so
-to-night, if a late vigil shall enable me to accomplish
-that purpose. I have asked Arthur to let me sleep in
-the nursery to-night, if I finish the reading in time to
-sleep at all. So I can sit up as late as I please without
-fear of disturbing him. Poor fellow, he is working too
-hard and thinking too hard even for his magnificent
-strength.</p>
-
-<p>But whether I finish your manuscript to-night or<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_391" id="Page_391">[391]</a></span>
-not, Evelyn dear, I have read enough of it to know
-that your life-story only confirms the judgment I had
-formed of your character, and draws you nearer to my
-sympathies. So come home in the morning, and don’t
-disappoint me.</p></div>
-
-<p class="p1">When she took up the manuscript again, this
-is what she read:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p class="pc2">Chapter the Twelfth</p>
-
-<p class="dci5">WE travelled by the railroad as far as it
-went. Then we had to get into a big
-wagon, drawn by six mules.</p>
-
-<p>The country we passed through was wild, and
-quite uninhabited, I think. At any rate, we saw
-no houses, and no people except now and then
-a little party of Indians. There were no roads,
-only dim trails, and there were no bridges, so
-that it sometimes took us three or four days to
-get across a river.</p>
-
-<p>We carried all our provisions in the wagon,
-and when we stopped for the night we cooked
-our suppers by great big fires, built out of doors.
-It was usually about nightfall when we pitched
-our camp, and so long as our way lay through
-the woods, I used to lie awake for hours every<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_392" id="Page_392">[392]</a></span>
-night, looking up and watching the light from
-the camp-fire as it played hide and seek among
-the great trees. When at last we got out of the
-woods and began travelling over a vast prairie,
-the camping was far less pleasant, particularly
-when a norther blew, making it bitter cold.
-Still, I insisted on sleeping out of doors, although
-Campbell had fitted up a cosy little bedroom for
-me in the big wagon. That was because it was
-Campbell’s wagon. Out of doors I felt a sort of
-freedom, while if I even looked into the wagon
-I realised that I was that man’s prisoner.</p>
-
-<p>He was trying to be good to me then. That
-is to say, he was trying to make me think him
-kind and to make me like him. Among other
-things, he gave me a horse to ride on. He had
-intended at first that I should travel in the
-wagon, but I would not do that. I preferred
-to walk, instead. So, after the second day,
-when we met a party of Indians, he bought a
-horse of them and gave it to me to ride. It was
-a vicious brute, bent upon breaking my neck,
-but I knew how to ride, and within a day or
-two I had taught the animal to like me a little,
-and to obey me altogether. I had no saddle,
-of course, but I never did like a saddle, and I<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_393" id="Page_393">[393]</a></span>
-don’t, even now, as you know. So I got one of
-the men to strap a blanket on my horse’s back
-with a surcingle, and I rode upon that.</p>
-
-<p>The men who drove our mules were very
-rough fellows, but they soon got to liking me.
-I suppose that was because I knew how to ride
-and wasn’t afraid of anything. However that
-may be, they seemed to like me. They would
-do their best to make me comfortable, giving me
-the best they could get to eat&mdash;birds, squirrels,
-and the like&mdash;and always making for me a
-pallet of dry grass or leaves to sleep upon.</p>
-
-<p>Finally, one evening, when Campbell had
-gone away from the camp for some purpose or
-other, one of the rough men came to me and
-said:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“Little Missy”&mdash;that is what they always
-called me&mdash;“little Missy, you don’t like Campbell
-an’ you want to get away from him. Now
-he’s pretty quick on trigger, but I’m a bit
-quicker’n he is, an’ anyhow I’ll take the
-chances for you. Ef you say the word, I’ll
-pick a quarrel with him an’ kill him in fair
-fight. Then my pards an’ me’ll take you to
-some civilised town an’ leave you there, so’s
-you kin git back to your friends. Only say the<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_394" id="Page_394">[394]</a></span>
-word, an’ I’ll git him ready for his funeral afore
-mornin’.”</p>
-
-<p>Of course this horrified me, particularly the
-indifference with which the man thought of
-murder. I told him he must never think of
-doing anything of the kind, and asked him to
-promise me.</p>
-
-<p>“It’s jest as you says, little Missy,” he answered.
-“Only me an’ my pards wants you to
-know how ready we are to do you any little
-favour like that ef you want it done.”</p>
-
-<p>That night I couldn’t sleep. I lay all night
-looking up at the stars and thinking with horror
-of the light way in which this man had proposed
-to commit a murder for me. Then the thought
-came to me that I had myself tried to kill
-Campbell once with a hair-brush, and for a while
-I felt that after all I was no better than these
-murderous men. But, after thinking the thing
-out, I saw that the two cases were quite different.
-I had hit Campbell in self-defence, and I
-could not even yet feel sorry that I had wanted
-to kill him.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_395" id="Page_395">[395]</a></span></p>
-
-<p class="pc2">Chapter the Thirteenth</p>
-
-<p class="dci5">CAMPBELL was living, at that time, in a
-little town somewhere in Texas, and we
-got there after two or three weeks.</p>
-
-<p>It was a dismal-looking place. All the houses
-were built of rough boards, set upon end, and
-most of them were saloons. Campbell’s house
-was like all the rest, and when I asked my
-mother why he lived in so small a house, and
-what he had done with the fine one that I
-remembered, she told me he had lost most of
-his money.</p>
-
-<p>Almost immediately after I got to his house,
-Campbell took me before a sort of judge who
-had two pistols and a knife in his belt. Campbell
-told the judge that he wanted to adopt me
-as his daughter. When the judge asked him
-how old I was, he said I was thirteen, and then
-the judge said that my consent to his adoption
-of me was not necessary.</p>
-
-<p>The reason he said that was because I had told
-him that I didn’t want to be Campbell’s daughter.
-The judge signed the papers, and told me that
-Campbell was my father now, and that I must
-obey him in everything. Campbell told me that<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_396" id="Page_396">[396]</a></span>
-my name would hereafter be Evelyn Byrd
-Campbell. I supposed then that he was telling
-the truth.</p>
-
-<p>When he got home that evening, he had been
-drinking heavily, and he seemed particularly
-happy. He told my mother that he had “fixed
-things,” so that they wouldn’t be poor any
-longer. He said he was going to buy a big ranch
-and raise horses.</p>
-
-<p>That night when I went to my bed, I found that
-somebody had broken into my closet and taken
-the satchel in which I kept my papers. When
-I raised an alarm, Campbell told me he had taken
-the papers and put them in a secure place, lest
-I should lose them. He said he was my father
-now, and that it was his duty to take care of my
-property.</p>
-
-<p>I was terribly angry&mdash;so angry that if the
-teamster who had offered to kill Campbell for
-me had been there, I think I should have asked
-him to get my papers for me, although I knew
-that he would probably kill Campbell in doing
-so. But the teamster was gone from the town,
-and I was helpless.</p>
-
-<p>Campbell and my mother did not get on
-together very well at this time. They never<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_397" id="Page_397">[397]</a></span>
-exactly quarrelled, at least in my presence, but
-I think that was because my mother regarded
-quarrelling as vulgar. She was a refined woman,
-or had been. She seemed now to be very unhappy,
-and I was sorry for her, though I could
-not love her. I never had loved her since she
-had married Campbell while her real husband,
-my father, was still living. One day I asked her
-if she didn’t think she had made a mistake in
-doing that, and if she didn’t think it wrong and
-wicked and vulgar for a woman to have two
-husbands alive at the same time. She rebuked
-me severely for what she called my insolence,
-and bade me never mention that subject again.
-I never did&mdash;to her.</p>
-
-<p class="pc2">Chapter the Fourteenth</p>
-
-<p class="dci5">VERY soon after this, Campbell bought a
-large ranch, as he said he would do, and we
-moved away from the town to live on the ranch.</p>
-
-<p>I know now that he bought it with my
-money. When he had me made his daughter,
-and got hold of my papers, the law somehow
-allowed him to sell the stocks and bonds my
-father had given me, and he did so. I never
-knew this until a very little time ago&mdash;since I<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_398" id="Page_398">[398]</a></span>
-have been at Wyanoke. I’ll tell you about that
-in the proper place.</p>
-
-<p>There were many horses on the ranch, and I
-spent nearly all my time riding them bareback
-and teaching them little tricks. It was the only
-thing I could do to amuse myself; for I did not
-like to be with my mother, and I hated the very
-sight of Campbell.</p>
-
-<p>I had already learned to ride standing on the
-back of a horse, and I decided to learn all about
-that sort of riding. I enjoyed the danger involved
-in it, for one thing, especially when I
-learned to ride two horses at once in that way.
-But I did not practise these things for the sake
-of the excitement alone. I had a plan to carry
-out. I had determined to run away with the
-first circus that should come to that part of the
-country. I thought that if I could learn to be
-a really good bareback rider, the circus people
-would be glad to take me with them, and in
-that way I should get away from Campbell.</p>
-
-<p>So I practised my riding every day, growing
-steadily surer of myself and more expert. I
-practised jumping through hoops, too&mdash;forward
-and backward&mdash;and standing on my
-hands on horseback, and throwing somersaults.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_399" id="Page_399">[399]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>At last a circus came to the town twelve
-miles from the ranch, and Campbell offered to
-take me to see it. He was in one of his placative
-moods just then, and thought he would
-please me by this. But I declined the invitation.
-I did that because I meant to run away
-and join that circus, and I wanted him to think
-I cared nothing about a circus, so that he
-shouldn’t look for me among the show people.
-I still had the horse he had bought from the
-Indians and given to me, so that I could take
-that without being accused of horse-stealing.
-The horse was a tough, wiry fellow, who liked
-nothing so much as to run with all his might.
-I think he could have travelled at half-speed for
-twenty or thirty miles without growing tired.</p>
-
-<p>One night, while the circus was in the town,
-I mounted my horse just after dark and set off
-for a ride. As I often rode for half the night,
-I knew Campbell would think nothing of my
-doing this. As soon as I was well away from
-the house, I turned into the road that led to
-the town, and put my horse&mdash;Little Chief&mdash;at
-a rapid gallop. Within less than two hours, I
-reached the town. Just before getting there, I
-turned Little Chief loose, set his head toward<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_400" id="Page_400">[400]</a></span>
-the ranch, and bade him “scamper.” I had
-taught him always to go to his stable as quickly
-as possible when I said that word “scamper”
-to him. This time I had removed the blanket
-from his back and the bridle from his head.
-I knew, therefore, he would be found in his
-stall next morning with nothing on him to show
-that he had been ridden.</p>
-
-<p>As soon as Little Chief had started on his
-scamper, I turned and walked into the town.
-The circus performance was not quite over, so
-I went to the door of the big tent and told the
-man there that I wanted to see the proprietor
-of the show on important business. I hadn’t
-a cent of money, so I didn’t expect to go in.
-But the man at the door politely invited me to
-enter and see the end of the show. For a moment
-I thought of accepting his invitation, but
-then I remembered that all the ranch-men for
-twenty miles round would be there, and that
-they all knew me by sight as “that wild gal of
-Campbell’s.” I didn’t want any of them to see
-me at the circus, lest they should tell of it when
-the search for me began. So I told the man
-that I would not go in, and asked him where
-and how I could see the owner of the show<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_401" id="Page_401">[401]</a></span>
-after the performance. He called a man and
-told him to take me to “the Lady Superior, in
-the dressing-tent.” I found out presently that
-all the people in the circus called the manager’s
-wife by that name, and the manager they called
-“the Grand Panjandrum.” In fact, they had
-a nickname of some sort for every one in
-authority.</p>
-
-<p>The Lady Superior received me as a queen
-might. She had just been riding around the
-ring in a red and gold chariot drawn by six
-white horses, and playing Cleopatra in what
-they called “the magnificent and gorgeous historical
-panorama of human splendour.” As
-Cleopatra, Napoleon, Alexander the Great,
-George Washington, Genghis Khan, Julius
-Cæsar, and a great many others took part in
-the spectacle, the people in the audience must
-have got their notions of history considerably
-mixed up, but at any rate the Lady Superior
-always seemed to enjoy her part, and particularly
-her gorgeous raiment. I had a hard time
-trying not to laugh in her face when I was first
-presented to her on that night. She was still
-dressed in her robe of flaming, high-coloured
-silk, trimmed with ermine and spangles, with<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_402" id="Page_402">[402]</a></span>
-her crown still on her head, and she was almost
-greedily eating a dish of beef à la mode with
-roast onions. But in spite of her gorgeous
-apparel and her defective grammar, she proved
-to be a good-natured creature, and she received
-me very kindly.</p>
-
-<p>I told her what I could do as a bareback rider,
-and she took me to her hotel in her carriage as
-soon as she had put on some plain clothes. I
-told her that I didn’t want anybody in that
-town to see me, so she drove up to a back door
-of the little tavern and smuggled me into her
-room. I remember that the tavern was a little
-two-story, wooden building, with the inside partition
-walls made of rough boards set on end so
-loosely that one could see through the cracks
-into the next room. But it was called the Transcontinental
-Hotel, and the painter had found
-some difficulty in getting the big name into one
-line across the narrow front of the building.</p>
-
-<p>In her room the Lady Superior gave me some
-supper, she eating with me as heartily as if she
-had not had a dish of beef à la mode with roast
-onions less than half an hour before. She explained
-to me that the circus people never take
-their supper till after the performance.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_403" id="Page_403">[403]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>“It makes ’em lazy and not up to their work,”
-she said.</p>
-
-<p>When her husband, the Grand Panjandrum,
-came in, she introduced me to him and told him
-about my accomplishments.</p>
-
-<p>He slapped his thigh with his palm and exclaimed:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“That’s superb! We’ve just lost Mademoiselle
-Fifine, our ‘matchless female equestrienne,’
-and as we have advertised her everywhere, the
-audiences are threatening to shoot me every
-time I go into the ring as clown. You see,
-audiences don’t like to be disappointed. I’ll
-let you show me your paces in the morning,
-and if you can do the stunts, I shall engage
-you, and you shall appear as Mademoiselle Fifine
-to-morrow afternoon and evening.”</p>
-
-<p>I objected that I mustn’t be seen in that town,
-lest I be recognised, whereupon he broke into
-a laugh and exclaimed:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“Recognised! Why, your own mother won’t
-know you when the dresser gets you into
-Mademoiselle Fifine’s finery, and daubs your
-face with grease paint, and plasters it with powder.
-Bridget’s clothes will just fit you.”</p>
-
-<p>“Who is Bridget?” I asked, as I had not<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_404" id="Page_404">[404]</a></span>
-heard of that person before. The manager
-laughed, and answered:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“Bridget? Why, she was Mademoiselle Fifine,
-you know. She wasn’t well up to the business,
-but she was plucky and took risks, so she
-got a very bad fall that broke her up, and she
-had to quit and go to a hospital. She was a
-good girl, and I am paying her expenses. If
-she don’t die of her injuries, I’ll pay her board
-somewhere as long as she lives. For she will
-never ride again.”</p>
-
-<p>Then a sudden thought occurred to the Grand
-Panjandrum.</p>
-
-<p>“Tell you what, Sis,” he said. “Why can’t
-we drive down to the tent, and you let me see
-you ride a little to-night? You see, it will be a
-sort of life insurance to me; for if we give the
-show again without Fifine in it, some o’ them
-wild Texans will shoot me, like as not. If you
-can do the trick, I’ll get a printer to work, and
-early in the morning we’ll come out with a
-flaming announcement of ‘The Return of Mademoiselle
-Fifine, the Matchless Equestrienne of
-the Universe,’ and you can go into the ring at
-the afternoon performance.”</p>
-
-<p>I didn’t like the lies he intended to tell, and<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_405" id="Page_405">[405]</a></span>
-I said so. I wanted him to give me some other
-ring name, but he said that all his big, coloured
-posters had Mademoiselle’s name on them, with
-coloured pictures of her on horseback, and that
-he couldn’t afford to throw the posters away,
-even if there had been any printers in Texas
-who could make new ones, as there were not.</p>
-
-<p>“Besides,” he added, “you’ll be Mademoiselle
-Fifine, just as much as Bridget was. Everybody
-knows that the name is fictitious. All they want
-is to see good riding, and if you can’t ride as
-well as poor Bridget did, I couldn’t think of
-engaging you.”</p>
-
-<p>I had to consent, and indeed I saw that there
-was really no deception to be practised. So the
-Grand Panjandrum and the Lady Superior and I
-sent for the carriage and drove back to the circus
-tent, which was dark now, except for the dim
-light of a few watchmen’s lanterns. I went to
-the dressing-room and put on some of Fifine’s
-riding-clothes&mdash;not those she wore in the presence
-of the audience, but a plain practice gown
-of black. Meanwhile the manager had made
-the men light up a little and bring out some
-horses.</p>
-
-<p>I mounted and rode a little, doing my very<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_406" id="Page_406">[406]</a></span>
-best, though I was extremely nervous for fear
-that I should not prove to be acceptable. I
-suppose I rode a good deal better than Bridget
-had done, for the manager, his wife, and all the
-men in the ring seemed greatly delighted. I
-ended by throwing some somersaults, and that
-set them almost wild. The manager engaged
-me on the spot, making me sign the contract in
-the dressing-room tent before I had changed
-my clothing. Then he hurried me back to the
-tavern, registered me as Mademoiselle Fifine,
-writing the name in a big hand all across the
-page, and ordered me to bed.</p>
-
-<p>“You mustn’t be nervous at your first performance,”
-he said; “so you must get plenty
-of sleep.”</p>
-
-<p>When it came time to go to the circus, I was
-surprised to find that a special carriage, drawn
-by two large, white horses with long, flowing
-tails, had been provided for me. I learned
-afterward that this was one of the Grand Panjandrum’s
-devices for advertising his “matchless
-equestrienne.” It gave the people the impression
-that Mademoiselle Fifine was a person of
-so much consequence that she must be treated
-like a queen, and it led to many wild, exaggerated<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_407" id="Page_407">[407]</a></span>
-stories of the royal salary the manager
-had to pay in order to secure so distinguished
-an “artiste.” It was popularly believed that
-“ten thousand a year wouldn’t touch her”;
-that she had her own carriage and coachman
-and footman and maid, and always the finest
-rooms in the hotel. My salary, in fact, was fifty
-dollars a month, and the “coachman” was one
-of the ring attendants. But I did have the best
-rooms in all the hotels. The Grand Panjandrum
-insisted upon that, and he did it rather
-noisily, too, complaining that the hotels really
-had no rooms fit for such a person to live in.
-All this was advertising, of course, but at any
-rate I was made as comfortable as could be.</p>
-
-<p>I succeeded very well indeed in the bareback
-riding, and at my suggestion the manager sent
-an agent to Campbell’s ranch and bought the
-five or six horses there that I had trained. I
-soon drilled them to perform little acts in the
-ring which seemed to please the public. For
-this the manager added ten dollars a month to
-my salary. He and his wife were always very
-good to me, but some of the actors in the circus
-seemed jealous of the attention shown me and
-of the applause I got. I was already miserable,<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_408" id="Page_408">[408]</a></span>
-because I hated the business and especially my
-own part of it.</p>
-
-<p>The whole thing seemed to me vulgar, and
-the people I had to associate with were very
-coarse. But what could I do? Anything was
-better than being Campbell’s daughter, and the
-circus gave me a living at the least.</p>
-
-<p class="pc2">Chapter the Fifteenth</p>
-
-<p class="dci4">I DID not remain long with the circus&mdash;not
-more than four or five months, I think&mdash;before
-Campbell found out where I was and came
-after me. If the manager had been a man of
-any courage, I should have refused to go with
-Campbell. But when Campbell threatened him
-with all sorts of lawsuits and prosecutions, he
-agreed to discharge me. Even then I should
-not have gone with Campbell if I could have
-got the money due me for my riding. But after
-the first month the manager had paid me almost
-nothing, on the plea of bad business (though his
-tent was always packed), and as he was paying
-all my expenses except for my plain clothes, I
-hadn’t pressed him for the money. He owed
-me nearly two hundred dollars when Campbell
-came, and I asked him for it, meaning to run<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_409" id="Page_409">[409]</a></span>
-away and find some other employment. But
-Campbell told him he was my father and my
-guardian, and that the money must be paid to
-him and not to me. The manager weakly
-yielded, and so I hadn’t enough money even to
-pay a railroad fare.</p>
-
-<p>Under the circumstances, there was nothing
-for me to do but go with Campbell. He had
-sold the ranch, and was now keeping a big
-wholesale store in the city of Austin. He had
-built a very big house, and had a great many
-negro servants in it. Soon after I got to Austin,
-Campbell’s store was burned, and I thought at
-first that he was ruined. But he seemed richer
-after that than ever. My mother told me it was
-the insurance money, and a good many people
-used to think he had burned the store himself.
-There was a lawsuit about it, but Campbell won.</p>
-
-<p>One day I concluded to have a talk with him.
-I asked him why he wanted to keep me with
-him, and why he wouldn’t give me the money I
-had earned in the circus, and let me go away.</p>
-
-<p>He laughed at me, and told me it was because
-he didn’t choose to have his daughter riding in
-a circus. So I got no satisfaction out of him
-then. But in the letter he sent me in the bundle<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_410" id="Page_410">[410]</a></span>
-of papers that Colonel Kilgariff brought me, he
-explained the matter. It was because he feared
-I would get somebody else to be my guardian,
-and any new guardian would come upon him
-for the stocks and bonds my father had given
-me. Campbell had sold all of them that he could,
-and was using the money himself.</p>
-
-<p>After a while, Campbell became interested in
-some kind of business&mdash;I don’t know what&mdash;out
-in Arizona; and when he had to go out there
-to stay for several months, he broke up his house
-in Austin, and took my mother and me with him.
-We lived in tents on the journey, and Campbell
-grew very uneasy after a time, because there
-were reports of a threatened Indian war. Still,
-we travelled on, until at last we got among the
-Indians themselves. They were very angry
-about something, but Campbell seemed to know
-how to deal with them, in some measure at
-least. But presently the war broke out in earnest,
-and Campbell told my mother he was completely
-ruined, as he had put all his money into the
-business, and this Indian war had destroyed it.</p>
-
-<p>One day he had a parley with a big Indian
-chief, and that night he took my mother and
-went away somewhere, leaving me in the tent<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_411" id="Page_411">[411]</a></span>
-alone. About midnight a band of Indians came
-to the tent, howling like so many demons. They
-took me and carried me away on one of their
-horses.</p>
-
-<p>I was greatly frightened, but I pretended not
-to be, and the Indians liked me for that. They
-always like people who are not afraid. They
-treated me well&mdash;or at any rate they did me no
-harm&mdash;but they carried me away to their camp,
-where all their squaws and children were; for
-they were on the war-path now, and Indians
-always take their families with them when they
-go to war.</p>
-
-<p>When I found that they were not disposed to
-treat me badly I was almost glad they had captured
-me; for at least they had taken me away
-from Campbell, and I liked them much better
-than I did him.</p>
-
-<p>In the letter Campbell sent me by Colonel Kilgariff,
-he told me that he had himself planned
-my capture by the Indians. He had arranged it
-with the chief when he had the parley with him;
-and when he went away with my mother, leaving
-me in the tent alone, he knew the Indians were
-to catch me that night. He wanted them to get
-me because then I couldn’t get another guardian,<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_412" id="Page_412">[412]</a></span>
-and he thought I could never come back
-to trouble him about my money when I grew
-up. I don’t know why he wrote all these
-things to me, except that he was dying and
-wanted me to know the whole story. He sent
-me back all my papers, so that I might some
-day get what was left of the property my father
-had given me. Among other things, he told
-me that my father was dead, and that he himself
-had killed him in a fight.</p>
-
-<p class="pc2">Chapter the Sixteenth</p>
-
-<p class="dci4">I STAYED with the Indians for several
-months&mdash;as long as the war lasted. It
-was then that I lived on buffalo meat alone,
-with no other food. Finally the soldiers conquered
-the Indians and forced them to go back
-on their reservation. Then Campbell came to
-see if I was still alive, and, finding me, he took
-me with him to New York, where he was practising
-law and doing something in a bank.
-That lasted a year or so. Nothing ever lasted
-long with Campbell. But when he left New
-York and went to Missouri to live, he seemed
-to have plenty of money again.</p>
-
-<p>Soon afterward, this war came on, and Campbell<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_413" id="Page_413">[413]</a></span>
-raised a company, got himself appointed its
-captain, and went into the Confederate service.
-After a while, he came home on a leave of
-absence. He and my mother had been on very
-bad terms for a long time, and things seemed
-worse than ever.</p>
-
-<p>One day, when he had been drinking a good
-deal, he insulted my mother frightfully, and she
-turned upon him at last, saying she intended to
-expose his rascalities and “bring him to book”&mdash;that
-was her phrase&mdash;for embezzling my
-property.</p>
-
-<p>Dorothy, I can’t tell you all about that scene.
-I was so shocked and frightened that it gives
-me a nightmare even now to recall it. Campbell
-<i>killed my mother by choking her to death in
-my presence</i>!</p>
-
-<p>As I was the only person who saw him do it,
-I think he would have killed me, too, if I had
-not run from him. As it was, he followed me
-presently, and with a pistol in his hand told me
-I must go with him, adding that if I ever told
-anybody what had happened he would kill me.</p>
-
-<p>He took off his uniform and put on a suit of
-citizen’s clothing. Then he made me mount
-a horse, he mounting another, and we rode all<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_414" id="Page_414">[414]</a></span>
-night. In the morning we were in a Federal
-camp.</p>
-
-<p>I don’t know what Campbell told the Federal
-officers, but he satisfied them somehow, and,
-taking me with him, he went East. He put me
-in charge of a very ugly old woman and her
-daughter, somewhere up in the mountains of
-Pennsylvania, not near any town or even village.
-Then he went away, and for three years
-I lived with those people, practically a prisoner.
-They never for a moment let me out of their
-sight, and at night I had to sleep in an upper
-room, a kind of loft, which had no window and
-no door&mdash;nothing but a trap-door over the
-stairs. Every night the younger woman closed
-the trap-door, fastening it below. The two
-women slept in the room beneath.</p>
-
-<p>If I could have got away, I should have gone,
-even if I had been obliged to go into the woods
-and starve. For the women treated me horribly,
-and I could not forget the scene when my
-mother was killed. I thought of her always as
-she lay there on the floor, dead, with her face
-purple and&mdash;I can’t write about that.</p>
-
-<p>Once I tried to escape. By hard work I
-made a hole in the roof above me, one night,<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_415" id="Page_415">[415]</a></span>
-and tried to climb up to it. But I missed my
-hold and fell heavily to the floor. That brought
-the two women up the stairs, and after that they
-took away every stitch of my clothing every
-night before I went to bed, not leaving me even
-a nightgown. So I made no further efforts to
-escape.</p>
-
-<p>But I set to work in another way. I had
-learned that Campbell was now an officer in the
-Federal army, and I managed to find out how
-to reach him with a letter, so I wrote to him.
-I told him I intended to have him hanged for
-killing my mother, and that it didn’t matter
-how long he kept me in the mountains; that
-some time or other, sooner or later, I should
-get free; and that whenever that time came,
-I meant to go to a lawyer and tell him all about
-the crime.</p>
-
-<p>I knew that this would make Campbell uneasy.
-I thought it not improbable that he would
-come up into the mountains and kill me, though
-I thought he might be afraid to do that. You
-see, when he killed my mother there was nobody
-but me to tell about it, and he knew he could go
-to the other side in the war and not be followed;
-while if he should do anything to me up there in<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_416" id="Page_416">[416]</a></span>
-the Pennsylvania mountains, everybody would
-know of it. For in that country everybody knew
-when a stranger came into the neighbourhood,
-and when he went away again. So I thought
-Campbell would be afraid to kill me there. I
-thought my letter would frighten him, and that
-he would take me away from that place. That
-was what I wanted. I thought that if I were
-taken to any other place, I should have a better
-chance of escaping.</p>
-
-<p class="pc2">Chapter the Seventeenth</p>
-
-<p class="dci5">THAT was not long before you saw me,
-Dorothy, and it turned out as I had expected.
-Campbell grew alarmed. He ordered
-the two women to bring me to him in Washington.
-When I got there, he told me that I had
-relatives in Virginia who wanted me to come
-to them, and that he had arranged to send me
-through the lines under a flag of truce. I know
-now that he was not telling me the truth, but I
-believed him then, and I was ready to do anything
-and go anywhere if only I could get out
-of his clutches.</p>
-
-<p>He took me into another room, where an
-officer was writing, and there they made me<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_417" id="Page_417">[417]</a></span>
-swear to a parole. Then Campbell took me
-down to the Rapidan, and we went into that
-house from which Colonel Kilgariff rescued me.
-Campbell said that the flag of truce would start
-from there, but that we must wait there for the
-soldiers in charge of it to come.</p>
-
-<p>When the shells struck the house and set it
-on fire, Campbell took me to the cellar and left
-me there, saying that he would be back in a few
-minutes, and that there was no danger in the
-cellar. I know now what his intention was.
-He expected me to be burned to death there in
-the cellar, and it would have happened that way,
-but for Colonel Kilgariff.</p>
-
-<p>There, Dorothy, dear: now you know all
-about me that I know about myself.</p>
-
-<p class="pc1"><i>The End of Evelyn’s Book.</i></p>
-
-<hr class="chap" />
-
-</div>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_418" id="Page_418">[418]</a></span></p>
-
-<div class="chapter">
-
-<h2 class="ch">XXIX</h2>
-
-<p class="pch">EVELYN’S VIGIL</p>
-
-<p class="drop-cap06">EVELYN BYRD’S exceeding truthfulness
-of mind and soul made her a transparent
-person for loving eyes to look through,
-and Edmonia Bannister’s eyes were very loving
-ones for her.</p>
-
-<p>When she went to Branton for her ten days’
-visit, Evelyn herself scarcely knew why she
-wished thus to separate herself from Kilgariff;
-but she went with a subconscious determination
-to avoid all mention of his name. She could
-hardly have adopted a surer means of revealing
-her state of mind to so wise and so experienced a
-woman as Edmonia.</p>
-
-<p>After much thought upon the subject, Edmonia
-sent a little note to Dorothy. In it she
-wrote:&mdash;</p>
-
-<div class="pbq">
-
-<p class="p1">You have never said a word to me on the subject,
-Dorothy, but I am certain that you know what the
-situation is between Evelyn and Kilgariff. So do I,
-now, and I am not satisfied to have it so.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_419" id="Page_419">[419]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>Unless you peremptorily forbid, I am going to bring
-on a crisis between those two. I am going to tell
-Evelyn what Kilgariff has done for her in the matter
-of this trust fund. When she knows that, there will
-be a scene of some sort between them, and I think we
-may trust love and human nature to bring it to a happy
-conclusion.</p>
-
-<p>If you will recall what occurred when the trust
-papers were executed and given to us three, you will
-remember that no promise of secrecy was exacted of
-us. It is true we quite understood that we were to
-say nothing to Evelyn about the matter until the
-proper time should come; but we three are sole
-judges as to what is the proper time, and Agatha and
-I are both of the opinion that the proper time is now.
-Unless you interpose your veto, therefore, I shall act
-upon that opinion, making myself spokeswoman for
-the trio.</p>
-
-<p>Please send me a line in a hurry.</p></div>
-
-<p class="p1">To this Dorothy replied by the messenger
-who had brought the note. She wrote but a
-single sentence, and that was a Biblical quotation.
-She wrote:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p class="pbq p1">Now is the accepted time: behold, now is the day
-of salvation.</p>
-
-<p class="p1">On the evening before the day appointed for<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_420" id="Page_420">[420]</a></span>
-Evelyn’s return to Wyanoke, Dorothy received
-a second note from Edmonia, saying:&mdash;</p>
-
-<div class="pbq">
-
-<p class="p1">I don’t know whether we have done wisely or
-otherwise. For once Evelyn is inscrutable. We
-have told her of Kilgariff’s splendid generosity, and
-we can’t make out how she takes it. She has grown
-very silent and somewhat nervous. She is under a
-severe emotional strain of some kind, but of what
-kind we do not know. A storm of some sort is brewing,
-and we must simply wait to learn what its character
-is to be.</p>
-
-<p>Evelyn is proud and exceedingly sensitive, as we
-know. And there is a touch of the savage in her&mdash;or
-rather the potentiality of the savage&mdash;and in a
-case where she feels so strongly, it may result in an
-outbreak of savage anger and resentment.</p>
-
-<p>We needn’t worry, however, I think. Even such
-an outbreak would in all probability turn out well.
-Every storm passes, you know; and when the clouds
-clear away, the skies are all the bluer for it. When a
-man and a woman love each other and don’t know it,
-or don’t let each other know it, any sort of crisis, any
-sort of emotional collision, is apt to bring about a
-favourable result.</p></div>
-
-<p class="p1">Evelyn spent that evening in her room, writing
-incessantly, far into the night.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_421" id="Page_421">[421]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>She wrote a letter to Kilgariff. When she
-read it over, she tore it up.</p>
-
-<p>“It reads as if I were angry,” she said to herself,
-“and anger is not exactly what I feel. I
-wonder what I do feel.”</p>
-
-<p>Then she wrote another letter to Kilgariff,
-and put it aside, meaning to read it after a
-while. In the meantime she wrote long and
-lovingly to Dorothy, telling her she had decided
-not to return to Wyanoke, but to go to Petersburg
-instead, and help in nursing the soldiers.</p>
-
-<p>When she had read that letter over, she was
-wholly unsatisfied with it. Written words are
-apt to mean so much more or so much less than
-is intended. She put it aside and took up the
-one to Kilgariff. As she read it, it seemed
-even more unsatisfactory than the first.</p>
-
-<p>“It is too humble in parts, and too proud in
-parts,” she thought.</p>
-
-<p>Again she set to work and wrote both letters
-once more. The result was worse than before.
-The letters seemed to ring with a false note,
-and above all things she was determined to
-meet this crisis in her life with absolute truth
-and candour. Besides, she not only wanted to
-utter her thought to Kilgariff&mdash;she wanted to<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_422" id="Page_422">[422]</a></span>
-hear what he might have to say in reply, and
-she wanted to see his face as he spoke, reading
-there far more important things than any that
-he could put into a letter.</p>
-
-<p>Suddenly she realised that she was very cold.
-The weather was growing severe now, and in
-her preoccupation she had neglected her fire
-until it had burned down to a mass of slowly
-expiring coals.</p>
-
-<p>Then she recovered her courage.</p>
-
-<p>“I have been trying the cowardly way,” she
-said aloud, but speaking only to herself. “I
-must face these things bravely. I’ve been
-planning to run away again, and I will not do
-that. I’ve been running away all my life. I’ll
-never run away again. I’ll go to Wyanoke in
-the morning.”</p>
-
-<p>With that, she gathered all the sheets on
-which she had written and dropped them upon
-the few coals which remained alive. The paper
-smouldered and smoked for a time. Then it
-broke into a flame and was quickly consumed.</p>
-
-<p>The girl prepared herself for bed, with a degree
-of composure which she had not been able
-to command at any time since the knowledge of
-Kilgariff’s act had come to her. When she blew<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_423" id="Page_423">[423]</a></span>
-out her candle and opened the window, a gust
-of snow was blown into her face, and she heard
-the howling of the tempest without.</p>
-
-<p>“It is the first storm of the winter,” she
-thought, as she drew the draperies about her.
-“How those poor fellows must be suffering
-down there in the trenches at Petersburg to-night&mdash;half
-clad, and less than half fed!”
-Then, as she was sinking into sleep, she
-thought:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“I’m glad Mr. Kilgariff is not there to-night.”</p>
-
-<p>The thought startled her into wakefulness
-again, and during the remaining hours of the
-night she lay sleeplessly thinking, thinking,
-thinking.</p>
-
-<hr class="chap" />
-
-</div>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_424" id="Page_424">[424]</a></span></p>
-
-<div class="chapter">
-
-<h2 class="ch">XXX</h2>
-
-<p class="pch">BEFORE A HICKORY FIRE</p>
-
-<p class="drop-cap06">EVELYN’S thinking accomplished its
-purpose. At the end of it she understood
-herself, or thought she did. And
-when she returned to Wyanoke the next morning,
-she thought she knew precisely what she
-was going to say to Kilgariff. But who of us
-ever knows what we will say in converse that
-involves emotion? Who of us can know what
-response his utterance will draw forth from the
-other, or how far the original intent may be
-turned into another by that response?</p>
-
-<p>At any rate, Evelyn knew that she intended
-to ask Colonel Kilgariff for an interview, and so
-far she carried out her purpose.</p>
-
-<p>They were left alone in the great drawing-room
-at Wyanoke, where hickory logs were
-merrily blazing in the cavernous fireplace, quite
-as if there had been no war to desolate the land,
-and no man and woman there with matters of
-grave import to discuss.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_425" id="Page_425">[425]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>Evelyn began the conference abruptly, as
-soon as Kilgariff entered and took a seat.</p>
-
-<p>“I have heard,” she began, “of what you
-have done&mdash;of your great generosity toward
-me. Of course I cannot permit that. You
-must cancel those papers at once&mdash;to-day.
-I cannot sleep while they exist.”</p>
-
-<p>“Who told you of the matter?” Kilgariff
-asked in reply.</p>
-
-<p>“Edmonia, with Dorothy’s permission and
-Mrs. Pegram’s.”</p>
-
-<p>“They should not have told you. I meant
-that you should not know till I am dead, unless&mdash;unless
-I should live longer than I expect,
-and you should fall into need when the war
-ends.”</p>
-
-<p>“But what right had you to treat me so? Do
-you think me a beggar, that I should accept a
-gift of money? Why did you do it?”</p>
-
-<p>The girl was standing now and confronting
-him, in manifest anger.</p>
-
-<p>Curiously enough, he did not seem to mind
-the anger. He had completely mastered himself,
-and knew perfectly what he was to say.
-He answered:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“I did this because I love you, Evelyn, and<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_426" id="Page_426">[426]</a></span>
-because I cannot provide for your future in any
-ordinary way.”</p>
-
-<p>Seeing that she was about to make some
-reply, he quickly forestalled it, saying:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“Please let me continue. Please do not
-speak yet. Let me explain.”</p>
-
-<p>The girl was still standing, but the look of
-anger in her face had given way to another
-expression&mdash;one more complex and less easily
-interpreted. There was some pleasure in it,
-and some apprehension, together with great
-astonishment.</p>
-
-<p>“Go on,” she said.</p>
-
-<p>“Only on even terms,” he answered, rising
-and standing in front of her. “What I have
-to say to you must be said with my eyes looking
-into yours. Now listen. By reason of a
-quite absurd convention, a young woman may
-not receive gifts of value, and especially of
-money, from a young man not her husband;
-yet she may freely take such gifts if they come
-to her by his will, after he is dead.</p>
-
-<p>“There are circumstances which render it impossible
-for me to leave my possessions to you
-by will. Any will that I might make to that
-effect would be contested and broken by those<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_427" id="Page_427">[427]</a></span>
-for whom I care so little that I would rather
-sink everything I have in the world in the Atlantic
-Ocean than let them inherit a dollar of it.</p>
-
-<p>“There are also reasons which forbid me to
-ask you to be my wife&mdash;at least until I shall
-have laid those reasons before you.”</p>
-
-<p>Evelyn was pale and trembling. Kilgariff
-saw that it was difficult for her to stand, so,
-taking her hand, he said:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“Let us sit; I have a long story to tell.”
-Whether purposely or not, he continued to
-hold her hand after they were seated. Whether
-consciously or not, she permitted him to do so,
-without protest. He went on:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“There was only one other way to accomplish
-my purpose. It was and still is my wish that
-everything I have in the world shall be yours
-when I die. You are the woman I love, and
-though I have no right to say so to you now,
-my love for you is the one supreme passion of
-my life&mdash;the first, the last, the only one. Pardon
-me for saying that, and please forget it, at least
-for the present. I have relatives, but they are
-worse than dead to me, as you shall hear presently.
-I would rather destroy everything I have
-by fire or flood than allow one cent of it to pass<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_428" id="Page_428">[428]</a></span>
-into their unworthy hands. Enough of that.
-Let me go on.</p>
-
-<p>“There was only one way in which I could
-carry out my purpose, and that was the one I
-adopted. I could not consult you about it or
-ask your permission, for that would have been
-indeed to affront you in precisely the way in
-which you now tell me I have affronted you. It
-would have been to ask you to accept a money
-gift at my hands while I yet lived. I intended,
-instead, to give you all I possess, only after my
-death and in effect by my will or its equivalent.
-I did not intend you to be embarrassed by any
-knowledge of my act, until a bullet or shell
-should have laid me low. Now I want you to
-speak, please. I want you to say that you understand,
-and that you forgive me.”</p>
-
-<p>“I understand,” she said; “there is nothing
-to forgive; but now that I know your purpose,
-I cannot permit it. You must cancel those
-papers.”</p>
-
-<p>“Does it make no difference that I have told
-you I love you, and that I should entreat you to
-be my wife if I were free to do so?”</p>
-
-<p>“I do not see,” she replied, “that that makes
-a difference.”</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_429" id="Page_429">[429]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>“Do not decide the matter now, wait!” he
-half entreated, half commanded. “Let me finish
-what I have to say. Let me tell you why I must
-do this thing. Wait!”</p>
-
-<p>He paused for a moment, as if collecting his
-thoughts. Then he told her his life-story, omitting
-nothing, concealing nothing, palliating
-nothing. That done, he went on:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“You understand now why I was driven to
-the course I have adopted with you. You
-understand that as an honourable man I could
-not ask you for love, leaving you in ignorance
-of the fact that I am under a conviction of felony.
-My sentence is at an end, of course, and
-I cannot be rearrested, inasmuch as I am officially
-adjudged to be dead. But that makes no
-difference in my duty. I could not honourably
-reveal my love to you until you should know
-the facts. I do not now ask you to accept my
-wrecked life and to forget the facts that have
-wrecked it. I have no right to ask so great a
-sacrifice at your hands. I ask only that you
-shall permit me to regard you as the woman I
-love, the woman I should have sought to make
-my wife if I had been worthy. I ask your permission
-so to arrange my affairs, or so to leave<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_430" id="Page_430">[430]</a></span>
-them as already arranged, that at my death all
-that I have will pass into your hands. You can
-never know or dream or imagine how I love
-you, Evelyn. Surely it is only a little thing
-that I ask of you.”</p>
-
-<p>As he delivered this passionate utterance,
-Kilgariff threw his arm around the girl’s waist,
-and for a moment held her closely. She let
-her head rest upon his shoulder, and did not
-resist or resent his impulse when he kissed her
-reverently upon the forehead.</p>
-
-<p>But an instant later, she suddenly realised
-the situation, and quickly sprang to her feet,
-he rising with her and facing her with strained
-nerves and eyes fixed upon her own, sternly but
-caressingly.</p>
-
-<p>Evelyn Byrd was not given to tears, and for
-that reason the drops that now trickled down
-her cheeks had far more meaning to Kilgariff
-than a woman’s tears sometimes have for a man.</p>
-
-<p>For a time, she looked him full in the face,
-not attempting to conceal her tears even by
-brushing them away. She simply let them
-flow, as an honest expression of her emotion.</p>
-
-<p>Finally she so far composed herself as to
-speak.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_431" id="Page_431">[431]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>“Owen Kilgariff,” she said&mdash;it was the first
-time she had ever so addressed him&mdash;“Owen
-Kilgariff, you have dealt honestly with me; I
-want to deal honestly with you. If I were
-worthy of your love, I should rejoice in it. As
-it is, this is the greatest calamity of my life.
-You do not know&mdash;but you shall. There are
-reasons that forbid me to accept the love you
-have offered&mdash;peremptory reasons. You shall
-know them quickly.”</p>
-
-<p>With that she glided out of the room, and
-Owen Kilgariff was left alone.</p>
-
-<hr class="chap" />
-
-</div>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_432" id="Page_432">[432]</a></span></p>
-
-<div class="chapter">
-
-<h2 class="ch">XXXI</h2>
-
-<p class="pch">THE LAST FLIGHT OF EVELYN</p>
-
-<p class="drop-cap06">EVELYN went for a few minutes to her
-room. There she bathed her eyes; for
-like all women, she was ashamed of the
-tears that did her honour by attesting the tender
-intensity of her womanhood.</p>
-
-<p>That done, she went to the laboratory, where
-she found Dorothy at work. To her she said:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“Please let me have my book. I want Mr.
-Kilgariff to read it.”</p>
-
-<p>Dorothy asked no explanation. She needed
-none. She went at once and fetched the manuscript.
-Evelyn took it and returned to the parlour,
-where she placed it in Kilgariff’s hands.</p>
-
-<p>“Please read that, carefully,” she said. “Then
-you will understand.”</p>
-
-<p>“If you mean,” he replied, “that anything
-this manuscript may reveal concerning your
-past life can lessen my love for you, you are
-utterly wrong, and the reading is unnecessary.
-If you wish only that I shall know you better,
-and more perfectly understand the influences<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_433" id="Page_433">[433]</a></span>
-that have made you the woman you are, I shall
-be glad to read every line and word that you
-have written.”</p>
-
-<p>“Please read it.” That was all she said, and
-she instantly left the room.</p>
-
-<p>Five minutes later she told Dorothy she
-wanted the carriage.</p>
-
-<p>“I want to go to Warlock,” she said, “on a
-little visit to Mrs. Pegram. Oh, Dorothy! you
-understand.”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, dear,” answered Dorothy, “I understand.
-It is rather late to start to Warlock.
-It is a thirty-mile drive. But I’ll give you
-Dick for your coachman, and there is a moon.
-Dick is quite a military man now, and he knows
-what a forced march means. He’ll get you to
-Warlock in time for a late supper.”</p>
-
-<p>Dick drove like a son of Jehu. After the
-manner of the family negro in Virginia, he
-shrewdly conjectured what was in the wind;
-and when he put up his horses at Warlock
-before even the regular supper was served, he
-said to the stableman:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“I reckon mebbe Mas’ Owen Kilgariff’ll want
-stablin’ here for a good horse to-morrow, an’
-purty soon in de mawnin’ at dat.”</p>
-
-<hr class="chap" />
-
-</div>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_434" id="Page_434">[434]</a></span></p>
-
-<div class="chapter">
-
-<h2 class="ch">XXXII</h2>
-
-<p class="pch">THE END OF IT ALL</p>
-
-<p class="drop-cap06">DICK was right. Kilgariff read nearly
-all night, and finished Evelyn’s book
-in the small hours of the morning.
-Then he slept more calmly than he had done at
-any time during recent weeks.</p>
-
-<p>At six o’clock he went to the kitchen
-and negotiated with Aunt Kizzey, the cook,
-for an immediate cup of coffee. Then he
-mounted the war-horse that had brought him
-to Wyanoke&mdash;sleek and strong, now, and full
-of gallop&mdash;and set off for Warlock plantation.</p>
-
-<p>When he got there, the nine o’clock breakfast
-was just ready, but he had luckily met
-Evelyn in a strip of woodland, where she was
-walking in spite of the snow that lay ankle-deep
-upon the ground. Dismounting, he said
-to her:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“I have read your book from beginning to<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_435" id="Page_435">[435]</a></span>
-end, Evelyn. I have come now for your answer
-to my question.”</p>
-
-<p>“What question?” she asked, less frankly
-than was her custom.</p>
-
-<p>“Will you be my wife?”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes&mdash;gladly,” she said, “if my story makes
-no difference.”</p>
-
-<p>“It makes a great difference,” he responded.
-“It tells me, as nothing else could, what a
-woman you are. It intensifies my love, and
-my resolution to make all the rest of your life
-an atonement to you for the suffering you have
-endured.”</p>
-
-<p>The next day Evelyn cut short her visit to
-Warlock and returned to Wyanoke. At the
-same time Kilgariff went back to Petersburg to
-bear his part in the closing scenes of the greatest
-war of all time.</p>
-
-<p>Grant was already in possession of the Weldon
-Railroad. With his limitless numbers, he
-had been able to stretch his line southward
-and westward until his advance threatened the
-cutting off of the two other railroads that
-constituted Richmond’s only remaining lines of
-communication southward. Lee’s small force,
-without hope of reinforcement, had been<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_436" id="Page_436">[436]</a></span>
-stretched out into a line so long and so thin
-that at many points the men holding the works
-stood fully a dozen yards apart.</p>
-
-<p>Still, they held on with a grim determination
-that no circumstance could conquer.</p>
-
-<p>They perfectly knew that the end was approaching.
-They perfectly knew that that end
-could mean nothing to them but disaster.
-Nevertheless, they stood to their guns and
-stubbornly resisted every force hurled against
-them. With heroic cheerfulness, they fought
-on, never asking themselves to what purpose.
-Throughout the winter they suffered starvation
-and cold; for food was scarce, and of clothing
-there was none.</p>
-
-<p>Surely the spectacle was one in contemplation
-of which the angels might have paused in admiration.
-Surely the heroism of those devoted
-men was an exhibition of all that is best in the
-American character, a display of courage which
-should be for ever cherished in the memory of
-all American men.</p>
-
-<p>When the spring came, and the roads hardened,
-Grant delivered the final blow. Sherman
-had cut the Confederacy in two by his march to
-the sea, and was now, in overwhelming force,<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_437" id="Page_437">[437]</a></span>
-pushing his way northward again, with intent
-to unite his army with Grant’s for Lee’s destruction.</p>
-
-<p>Then Grant concentrated a great army on his
-left and struck a crushing blow. Lee withdrew
-from Richmond and Petersburg, and made a
-desperate endeavour to retreat to some new line
-of defence farther south.</p>
-
-<p>The effort was foredoomed to failure. It
-ended in the surrender at Appomattox of a
-little fragment of that heroic Army of Northern
-Virginia which had for so long stood its
-ground against overwhelming odds, and so manfully
-endured hunger and cold and every other
-form of suffering that may befall the soldier.</p>
-
-<p>It was during that last retreat that Kilgariff
-and Evelyn met for the first time since they had
-plighted troth, and for the last time as mere
-man and woman, not husband and wife.</p>
-
-<p>Kilgariff, a brigadier-general now, had been
-ordered to take command of the guns defending
-the rear. By night and by day he was always
-in action. But when the line of march passed
-near to Wyanoke, he sent a messenger to
-Evelyn, bearing a note scrawled upon a scrap
-of paper which he held against his saddle-tree,<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_438" id="Page_438">[438]</a></span>
-in lieu of a desk. In the note he wrote
-simply:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p class="pbq p1">Come to me, wherever I am to be found. I want
-you to be my wife before I die. You have courage.
-Come to me&mdash;we’ll be married in battle, and the
-guns shall play the wedding march.</p>
-
-<p class="p1">Evelyn responded to the summons, and these
-two were made one upon the battlefield, with
-bullets flying about their heads and rifle shells
-applauding.</p>
-
-<p>The ceremony ended, Evelyn rode away to
-Wyanoke to await the end. A week later Owen
-Kilgariff joined her there.</p>
-
-<p>“We are beginning life anew,” he said, “and
-together.”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes,” she answered, “and at last I have
-nothing to fear.”</p>
-
-
-<p class="pc4 mid">THE END</p>
-
-<hr class="chap" />
-
-</div>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_439" id="Page_439">[439]</a></span></p>
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