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-MR. WAYT’S WIFE’S SISTER
-
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-
-
-MR. WAYT’S WIFE’S SISTER
-
- BY
- MARION HARLAND
- (_Mary Virginia Terhune_)
- AUTHOR OF “JUDITH,” “WITH THE BEST INTENTIONS,” “HANDICAPPED,”
- “LOITERINGS IN PLEASANT PATHS,” “COMMON SENSE IN
- THE HOUSEHOLD,” ETC., ETC.
-
-
- NEW YORK
- THE CASSELL PUBLISHING CO.
- 31 EAST 17TH ST. (UNION SQUARE)
-
-
-
-
- COPYRIGHT, 1894, BY
- THE CASSELL PUBLISHING CO.
-
- _All rights reserved._
-
- THE MERSHON COMPANY PRESS,
- RAHWAY, N. J.
-
-
-
-
-CONTENTS
-
-
- PAGE
-
- MR. WAYT’S WIFE’S SISTER, 1
-
- A SOCIAL SUCCESS, 203
-
- THE ARTICLES OF SEPARATION, 251
-
-
-
-
-MR. WAYT’S WIFE’S SISTER.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER I.
-
-
-ONE breezy May day, such a little while ago that it is hardly safe to
-name the year, a New Jersey ferry “car-boat” was so far behind her time
-that the 12.30 train for Fairhill left without waiting for her.
-
-Ignorant, or incredulous of the untoward happening, the passengers
-rushed for and through the station to find egress discouraged by
-the impassive official whose stentorian tones were roaring through
-the building the name and stopping places of the next train. Among
-the foremost in the pell-mell run was a hazel-eyed young man with a
-gripsack in his hand, and the olive bronze of a sea voyage upon a very
-good-looking face. He was always persuaded that he could have eluded
-the great-voiced doorkeeper and boarded the last platform of the
-moving cars, had he not run afoul of a wheeled chair midway between
-the seats and inconveniently set radiators in the waiting room, and
-narrowly escaped a “header.” He did not actually fall; neither did he
-overset the vehicle. Avoiding both calamities by vaulting the dashboard
-and front wheels, he yet dropped his hat and valise in different
-directions, and brought up at an obtuse angle by catching at one of the
-marble-topped radiators. The first use he made of his hat, which was
-picked up by a smiling bystander, was to lift it to a woman who was
-propelling what he had mistaken for a baby’s perambulator.
-
-“I beg your pardon, I am sure!” he said, in manly fashion. “I hope
-the”—he was about to say “baby,” but changed the phraseology just in
-time—“that nobody was hurt!”
-
-A glimpse of the occupant of the chair had showed him a wan face too
-old for a child’s, too small for that of a grown person. Before the
-woman addressed could reply, elfish accents, husky and precise, said,
-“Not at all—thank you!” and there was a cackle of shrill, feeble
-laughter.
-
-The young fellow had lost the train that should have returned him in
-forty minutes to the family he had not seen in six months; he was just
-off shipboard, and felt the need of a bath and toilet upon steady
-ground, with plenty of elbow room. He had come near having a bad fall,
-and had not missed making a ludicrous spectacle of himself for the
-entertainment of a gaping crowd. But he laughed in a jolly, gentlemanly
-way, and again raising his hat passed on without a second glance at
-the mute personage who had pushed the wagon directly across his track.
-
-Like the rest of the disappointed wayfarers he walked quite up to the
-outlet of the station, and peered anxiously through at the empty rails,
-still vibrating from the wheels of the vanishing train, yet he neither
-frowned nor swore. He did not even ask: “When does the next train go
-to Fairhill?” The time-table in his pocket and that upon the wall,
-set at “2 P. M.,” told him all and more than he wanted to know. The
-excitement and suspense over, his inner man became importunate. He had
-had an early breakfast on the _City of Rome_, and was far hungrier now
-than then. Doubling upon his tracks, he repaired to the restaurant in
-the same building with the vast waiting room and offices. The place was
-clean, and full of odors that, for a wonder, were fresh and savory,
-instead of hanging on the air and clinging to the walls like a viewless
-“In Memoriam” of an innumerable caravan of dead-and-gone feasts. The
-_menu_ was promising to an unsated appetite, and having given his
-order to a waiter the even-tempered customer sat back in his chair and
-surveyed the scene with the air of one whose mind was, as the hymnist
-aptly puts it, “at leisure from itself.”
-
-This lack of self-consciousness underlay much that made March
-Gilchrist popular in his set. He was a clever artist, and wrought
-hard and well at his profession, although he had a rich father. His
-position in society was assured, his physique fine, and education
-excellent—advantages fully appreciated by most of the men, and
-all the women he knew. If he recognized their value he was an
-adroit dissembler. Simple and frank in manner, he met his world
-with outstretched hand. When the hand was not taken he laughed in
-good-humored astonishment, went about his business, and forgot the
-churl. His schoolmates used to say that it did not pay to quarrel with
-him; his parents, that he and his sister May should exchange names.
-That his amiability was not the result of a phlegmatic temperament
-was apparent in the quick brightness of the eyes that roved about
-the dining room, leaving out nothing—from the lunch counter in the
-adjoining room, set with long ranks of salvers with globular glass
-covers that gave the array the expression of a chemist’s laboratory, to
-the whirligig fans that revolved just below the ceiling with the dual
-mission of cooling the atmosphere and chasing away flies. Our returned
-traveler seemed to find these harbingers of summer weather and summer
-pests amusing. He was watching them when a voice behind him accosted a
-hurrying waiter.
-
-“There is a young girl over there who cannot walk. Will you lift her
-out of her chair and bring her in? It is just at the door, and she is
-very light.”
-
-“Busy now, miss! Better ask somebody else!” pushing past.
-
-The baffled applicant stood in the middle of the floor, irresolute,
-seeming the more solitary and helpless because young and a woman. Thus
-much, and not that she was comely and a lady, March saw before he
-sprang to his feet and faced her respectfully.
-
-“I beg pardon! but can I be of use? It will give me pleasure if you
-will allow me.” Catching sight in the doorway of the one in whose
-behalf she had spoken, an arch smile—respectful still—lighted up his
-honest countenance. “If you will let me make amends for my awkwardness
-of a while ago!”
-
-He was a society man, and might have been aware how unconventional was
-the offer. He palliated the solecism, in describing the incident at
-home, by saying that he saw in every elderly woman his mother, in a
-young one, his only sister.
-
-“Thank you! if you will be so kind”—accepting the proposal as simply as
-it had been made. “I could bring her in myself, but she does not like
-to have me do it here.”
-
-“I should think not, indeed! One of the best uses to which a man’s
-muscles can be put is to help the weak,” rejoined March heartily.
-
-A gleam crossed the unchildish visage of the cripple when he stooped
-to lift her. She recognized him, but offered no verbal remark then, or
-when he deposited the light burden in the chair set for her by a waiter
-more humane, or less driven than his testy comrade.
-
-“You are very good, and we are much obliged to you,” the guardian said,
-with a little bow of acknowledgment which he took as dismissal also,
-withdrawing to his own place.
-
-“Set the table for seven, please,” he heard her continue to the
-waiter, businesslike and quiet, “and reserve another seat at that
-table”—designating one remote from the larger—“for a gentleman who
-will come in by and by. There is a man, too, for whom I wish to order
-luncheon at the counter in that room. He can get a good meal and be
-comfortable there, I suppose?”
-
-“A traveling party of nine!” thought March, apparently intent upon
-the depths of his soup tureen. “With this girl as courier. Yet she
-mentioned two men!”
-
-The family filed in while he speculated. Twin boys of twelve or
-thirteen, dressed exactly alike in gray jackets and knickerbockers,
-except that the red-haired one wore a blue necktie and the brown-haired
-a scarlet; a pretty, blue-eyed girl of eight, and a toddler of two, led
-by a sweet-faced mother, with fair hair and faintly tinted complexion,
-of the china shepherdess school. The “courier,” assisted by the
-waiter, seated them all without bustle, before addressing an individual
-who had followed at a respectful distance and now hung aloof, chewing
-the brim of a brand-new straw hat.
-
-“Homer!” said the young lady gently and distinctly, as she might direct
-a child, “you will get your dinner in the next room. Come!”
-
-By shifting his position slightly, March could see her point the man
-to a stool and give orders for his refreshment. He was undersized,
-lean, and sandy haired, small of feature and loutish in carriage. His
-eyes had red rims, and blinked incessantly, as if excessively weak
-or purblind. When he began operations upon coffee and sandwiches,
-he gobbled voraciously, gnawing off mouthfuls like a greedy dog.
-His clothes were so distressingly ready-made, and accentuated his
-uncouthness so unmercifully, as to leave no doubt that the wearing of
-coat and vest was a novelty and an equivocal boon.
-
-“An odd fish!” commented March mentally. “Why should a civilized family
-haul him after them like a badly made kite tail? And they are not
-vulgarians, either!”
-
-His eyes strayed discreetly back to the table set for seven. The
-mistress of ceremonies sat at the head, and was studying the printed
-_menu_. It lay flat on the cloth that the crippled girl at her right
-might read it with her. Their heads were close together, and the
-gravity upon the countenance of the elder was reflected by the shrewd
-elfin face. Presently they began to whisper, the bare, thin finger
-of the younger of the two tracing the lines to the extreme right of
-the _carte_. It was plainly a question of comparative expense, March
-perceived with a pang of his kind heart. For he had been a boy himself,
-and the children were hungry.
-
-“Hurry up—won’t you, Hetty,” called the redheaded twin impatiently.
-“Give us the first thing you come to so long as it isn’t corned beef,
-pork and beans, or rice pudding. I’m _starved!_”
-
-“Me, too!” echoed his fellow.
-
-“You needn’t make mincemeat of your English on that account!” piped the
-crippled sister tartly. “It is no little matter to order just the right
-things for such a host. Mamma, you must have a cup of tea, I suppose?”
-
-The young lady interposed, writing while she talked:
-
-“Of course! And all of us will be the better for some good, hot soup.
-This is luncheon, not dinner, recollect. We only need something to stay
-our appetites until six o’clock,” she added, putting the paper in the
-waiter’s hand.
-
-She did not look like one who did things for effect, yet there was
-meaning in her manner of saying it. If she was obliged to cut her coat
-according to her cloth, she would just now make the scantiness of the
-pattern seem a matter of choice and carry out the seaming gallantly.
-
-“How much further have we to go?” queried eight-year-old, somewhat
-ruefully.
-
-Six o’clock was to her apprehension a long time ahead.
-
-“We are within half an hour of home. We might have been there by now,
-but we thought it better to wait over a train to rest and get rid of
-the dust we brought off the cars.”
-
-“And to let _him_ get shaved and barbered and prinked up generally!”
-shrilled the cripple malevolently.
-
-“Hester!” The mother’s voice was heard for the first time.
-
-“Well, mamma?”
-
-“That is not respectful, my love. You are tired, I am afraid.”
-
-The shrewd face jerked fretfully, and the lips were opened for a
-retort, checked by a gloved hand laid upon the forward child’s. There
-was only a murmur, accompanied by a pettish shrug.
-
-March was ashamed of the impulse that made him steal a look at the tray
-bearing the result of the whispered consultation. Three tureens, each
-containing two generous portions of excellent English gravy soup with
-barley in it, a pot of tea, bread and milk for the baby and plenty of
-bread and butter were duly deposited upon the board.
-
-“I’ll take the rest of your order now,” said the waiter, civilly
-suggestive.
-
-“This is all. Thank you!” in a matter-of-course tone that was not
-resentfully positive.
-
-The “courier” understood herself, and having taken ground, how to hold
-it. This was luncheon. March caught himself speculating as to the
-dinner bill of fare.
-
-The spokeswoman may have been two-and-twenty. She was slightly above
-the middle height of healthy womanhood, had gray, serious eyes, with
-brown shadows in them when the lids drooped; well-formed lips that
-curled roguishly at the corners in smiling; a straight nose with mobile
-nostrils, and a firm chin. There was character in plenty in the face.
-Such free air and sunshine as falls into most girls’ lives might have
-made it beautiful. The pose of her head, the habitual gravity of eyes
-and mouth, the very carriage of the shoulders and her gait testified
-to the untimely sense of responsibility borne by this one. She was
-slight and straight; her gown of fawn-colored cloth fitted well, and a
-toque of the same material with no trimming, except a knot of velvet
-ribbon, was becoming; yet March, who designed his sister’s costumes,
-was quite certain that gown and hat were homemade and the product of
-the wearer’s skill. Both women were unmistakably gentle in breeding,
-and the children’s chatter, although sometimes pert, was not rude or
-boisterous.
-
-A man entered by the side door while the chatter was stilling under
-the supreme attraction of the savory luncheon, and, after a word to a
-waiter, took the chair which had been tilted, face downward, against
-the far table at the “courier’s” order. He was tall, and had an
-aquiline, intellectual cast of countenance. His hands—the artist had
-an appreciative eye for hands and fingers—were a student’s; his linen
-was irreproachable; his chin and cheeks were blue-shaven, and his black
-hair was cut straight across at the back, just clearing the collar of
-his coat, instead of being shingled.
-
-“A clergyman!” deduced Gilchrist, from the latter peculiarity.
-“That—not the white choker—is the trade-mark of the profession. Did
-barber or preacher establish the fashion?”
-
-After inspection of the _menu_, the newcomer ordered a repast which was
-sumptuous when compared with the frugal one course of the seven seated
-at the table in the middle of the room. He took no notice of them nor
-they of him. His mien was studiously abstracted. While waiting for
-his food he drew a small blotting pad from his pocket and wrote upon
-it with a stylographic pen, his profile keener as his work went on.
-In pausing to collect thoughts or choose words the inclination of his
-eyes was upward. After his entrance profound silence settled upon the
-central table. Not even the baby prattled. This singular taciturnity
-took on significance to the alert wits of the unsuspected observer
-when he saw a swift interchange of looks between the cripple and her
-left-hand neighbor, attended by a grimace of such bitter disdain
-directed by the junior of the pair at the student as fairly startled
-the artist.
-
-The unconscious object of the shaft put up paper and pen, and
-addressed himself with deliberate dignity, upon the arrival of his
-raw oysters, to the lower task of filling the material part of him.
-He was discussing a juicy square of porterhouse steak, as March bowed
-respectfully on his way out to the girl at the head of the board, a
-smile in his pleasant eyes being especially intended for the dwarfed
-cripple beside her.
-
-Homer had bolted the last fragment of a huge segment of custard pie,
-washed down the crust with a second jorum of coffee, and sat, satiate
-and sheepish, upon the tall stool, awaiting orders.
-
-“The most extraordinary combinery, taken in all its parts, it was ever
-my luck to behold,” declared March Gilchrist at his father’s dinner
-table that evening. “Intensely American throughout, though. I wish I
-knew whether or not the man who appropriated the reserved seat was a
-usurper. If he were, that spirited little economist of a courier was
-quite capable of dispossessing him, or, at least, of calling the waiter
-to account for neglect of duty. And what relation did blind Homer bear
-to the party?”
-
-“Dear old March!” said his sister affectionately. “Story weaving in the
-old fashion! How natural it sounds! What jolly times you and I have
-had over our amateur romances and make believes! Which reminds me of
-a remarkable sermon preached Sunday before last by our new pastor. (I
-told you we had one, didn’t I?) The text was: ‘Six waterpots of stone,
-containing two or three firkins apiece!’”
-
-“Absurd!”
-
-“True; but listen! The text was only a hook from which he hung an
-eloquent discourse upon the power of faith to make wine—‘old and mellow
-and flavorous,’ _he_ called it—out of what to grosser souls seems
-insipid water. It was a plea for the pleasures of imagination—_alias_
-faith—and elevated our favorite amusement into a fine art, and the fine
-art into religion. I came home feeling like a spiritual chameleon,
-fully convinced that rarefied air is the rightful sustenance of an
-immortal being. According to our Mr. Wayt, what you haven’t got is the
-only thing you ought to be sure of. Life is a sort of ‘Now you see it
-and now you don’t see it’ business throughout. Only, when you don’t see
-it you are richer and happier than when you do. Did you ever think to
-hear me babble metaphysics? Now, where are those portfolios?”
-
-“Make believe that you have overhauled them, and be blest,” retorted
-her brother. “There’s a chance to practice your metaphysical cant—with
-a new, deep meaning in it, too, which you will detect when you inspect
-my daubs. I did some fairish things in Norway, however, which may prove
-that your rule has an exception.”
-
-The Gilchrists freely acknowledged themselves to be what the son and
-daughter styled “a mutual admiration square.” March’s portfolios were
-not the only engrossing subject that drew them together in the library,
-where coffee and cigars were served.
-
-May and her father turned over sketches and examined finished pictures
-at the table, passing them afterward to the mother, who was a fixture
-in her easy-chair by reason of a head, covered with crisp chestnut
-curls, lying upon her lap. May was her companion and co-laborer,
-dutiful and beloved, despite the impetuosity of mood and temper which
-seemed inharmonious with the calmer nature of the matron. The mother’s
-idol was the long-limbed fellow who, stretched upon the tiger-skin
-rug, one arm cast about her waist, submitted to her mute fondling with
-grace as cheerful as that with which she endured the scent of the cigar
-she would not let him resign when he threw himself into his accustomed
-place. She was a good wife, but she never pretended to like the odor
-of the judge’s best weed. March’s cigars, she confessed, were “really
-delightful.” Perhaps she recognized in his affluent, joyous nature
-something hers lacked and had craved all her life; the golden side of
-the iron shield. Assuredly, her children drew the ideality in which
-they reveled from the father.
-
-The tall, dignified woman who queened it in the best circles of
-Fairhill society, and was the chiefest pillar in the parish which had
-just called Mr. Wayt to become its spiritual head, was the embodiment
-of what is known as hard sense. Mind and character were laid out and
-down in straight lines. Right was right; duty was duty, and not to be
-shirked. Wrong was wrong, and the shading off of sin into foible was of
-the devil. She believed in a personal devil, comprehended the doctrines
-of the Trinity, of election and reprobation, and the resurrection
-of the physical body. Twice each Sabbath, once during the week, she
-repaired to the courts of the Lord with joys unknown to worldly souls.
-The ministry she held in the old-fashioned veneration we have cast
-behind us with many worse and a few better things. Others might and did
-criticise the men who wore white neckties upon weekdays and had their
-hair cut straight behind. The hands of the presbytery had been laid
-in ordination upon them. That was a sacred shield to her. In spirit
-she approached the awful circle of the church with bared feet and bent
-brow. Within it was her home. To her church her toils were literally
-given. For it her prayers continually ascended.
-
-She had looked grave during May’s flippant abstract of the new
-preacher’s discourse anent the six stone waterpots. Her family might
-suspect that she could not easily assimilate spiritual bread so unlike
-that broken to his flock by a good man who had been gathered to his
-fathers six months before, after a pastorate of thirty years in
-Fairhill. Nobody could elicit a hint to this effect from her lips. Mr.
-Wayt was the choice of a respectable majority of church and parish. The
-presbytery had accepted his credentials and solemnly installed him in
-his new place. Henceforward he was her pastor, and as such above the
-touch of censure. He had been the guest of the Gilchrists for a week
-prior to the removal of his family to the flourishing suburban town,
-and received such entertainment for body and spirit as strengthened his
-belief in the Divine authority of the call he had answered.
-
-He left Fairhill four days before March landed in New York, to meet
-his wife and children in Syracuse and escort them to their new abiding
-place. During these days the mothers and daughters of the household of
-faith had worked diligently to prepare the parsonage for the reception
-of the travelers, Mrs. Gilchrist being the guiding spirit. And while
-she drew the shining silk of her boy’s curls through fingers that
-looked strong, yet touched tenderly, the Rev. Percy Wayt, A. M. and M.
-A., with feet directed by gratitude and heart swollen with pastoral
-affection, was nearing the domicile of his best “member.”
-
-A long French window upon the piazza framed the tableau he halted to
-survey, his foot upon the upper step of the broad flight leading from
-the lawn. It was a noble room, planned by March and built with his
-proud father’s money. Breast-high shelves filled with choice books
-lined the wall; above them were a few fine pictures. Oriental rugs were
-strewed upon the polished floor; lounging and upright chairs stood
-about in social attitudes. The light of the shaded reading lamp shone
-silvery upon Judge Gilchrist’s head and heightened the brightness of
-May’s face. March’s happy gaze, upturned to meet his mother’s look of
-full content, might have meant as much in a cottage as here, but they
-seemed to the spectator accessories of the luxurious well-being which
-stamped the environment.
-
-He sighed deeply—perhaps at the contrast the scene offered to the half
-furnished abode he had just left—perhaps under the weight of memories
-aroused by the family group. He was as capable of appreciating beauty
-and enjoying ease as were those who took these as an installment of the
-debt the world owed them. The will of the holy man who preaches the
-great gain of godliness when wedded to contentment, ought to be one
-with that of the Judge of all the earth. Sometimes it is. Sometimes——
-
-“Ah, Mr. Wayt!” Judge Gilchrist’s proverbially gracious manner was
-never more urbane than as he offered a welcoming hand to his wife’s
-spiritual director. “You find us in the full flood of rejoicing over
-our returned prodigal,” he continued, when the visitor had saluted the
-ladies. “Let me introduce my son.”
-
-Mr. Wayt was “honored and happy at being allowed to participate in
-the reunion,” yet apologetic for his “intrusion upon that with which
-strangers should not intermeddle.”
-
-While saying it he squeezed March’s hand in a grasp more nervous than
-firm, and looked admiringly into the sunny eyes.
-
-“Your mother’s son will forgive the interruption when he learns why I
-am here,” he went on, tightening and relaxing his hold at alternate
-periods. “I brought my wife and babies _home_ to-day. I use the word
-advisedly. I left a desolate, empty house. Merely walls, ceilings,
-doors, windows, and floors. A shell without sentiment. A chrysalis
-without the germ of life. This was on last Monday morning.”
-
-By now the brief sentences had come to imply depth of emotion with
-which March was unable to sympathize, and he felt convicted of
-inhumanity that this was so.
-
-“I advised Mrs. Wayt of what she would find. Hers is a brave spirit
-encased in a fragile frame, and she was not daunted. You, madam,”
-letting go the son’s hand and facing the mother, “know, and we can
-never forget what we found when, weary and faint and travel-stained, we
-alighted this afternoon at the parsonage gate.”
-
-With all her native aplomb and half-century of world knowledge Mrs.
-Gilchrist blushed, much to the covert amusement of husband and son. If
-the judge had manner Mr. Wayt had deportment, and with it fluency. His
-weighty words pressed her hard for breath.
-
-“Please don’t speak of it!” she hastened to implore. “We did very
-little—and I no more than others.”
-
-“Allow me!” Gesture and tone were rhetorical. “You—or others under your
-command—laid carpets and set our humble plenishing in order. There is
-not much of it, but such as it is, it has followed our varied fortunes
-so long that it is endeared by association. You arranged it to the best
-advantage. You stocked larders and made up beds, and kindled the fire
-upon the household altar, typified by the kitchen range, and spread
-a toothsome feast for our refreshment. You and your sister angels.
-If this be not true, then benevolent pixies have been at work, for,
-although we found the premises swept and garnished, not a creature
-was to be seen. Generosity and tact had met together; beneficence and
-modesty had kissed each other. I assure you, Mr. Gilchrist”—wheeling
-back in good order upon March—“that in seventeen years of the
-vicissitudes of a pastoral life that has had its high lights and
-depressing shades, such delicacy of kindness is without a parallel.”
-
-“Let me express my sympathy in the shape of a cigar,” said March,
-taking one from the table. “I brought over a lot, which my father, who
-is a connoisseur in tobacco, pronounces fit to smoke. Should you agree
-with him, I shall esteem it a compliment if you will let me send a box
-to the parsonage to-morrow.”
-
-Mr. Wayt’s was an opaque and not a healthy complexion. It was mottled
-now with a curious, dull glow; the muscles of his mouth twitched. He
-waved aside the offering with more energy than courtesy.
-
-“You are good, sir—very good! But I never smoke! My nervous
-system is idiosyncratic. Common prudence inhibits the use on my
-part of all narcotics and stimulants, if principle did not. To be
-frank”—inclusively to all present—“I am what is known as ‘a temperance
-crank.’ You may think the less of me for the confession; in point of
-fact, I lost one charge in direct consequence of my peculiar views
-upon this subject; but if I speak at all, I must be candid. Believe me
-nevertheless, Mr. Gilchrist, your grateful debtor for the proffered
-gift. If you will now and then let a kindly thought of me mingle with
-the smoke of your burnt offering, the favor will be still greater.”
-
-“May I trouble you to say to Mrs. Wayt that the cook you asked me
-to engage for her cannot come until next Monday morning?” said the
-practical hostess. Mr. Wayt’s sonorous periods always impelled her to
-monosyllabic commonplaces. “Perhaps she cannot wait so long?”
-
-“I take the responsibility of promising for her, madam, that she
-_will_. Apart from the fact that her desire to secure a servant
-recommended by yourself would reconcile her to a still longer delay,
-her household, as at present composed, has in itself the elements of
-independence. We have a faithful, if eccentric, servitor, who has an
-abnormal passion for work in all its varieties. He is gardener, house
-servant, cook, groom, mason and builder, as need requires. He mends his
-own clothes, cobbles his shoes—and I am not without a suspicion of his
-proficiency as a laundryman.”
-
-He rendered the catalogue with relish for the humor of the situation.
-The exigencies of parsonage life which had developed the talents of his
-trusty retainer seemed to have no pathos for the master.
-
-“Where did you find this treasure? And is he a Unique?” asked May
-laughingly.
-
-“I believe the credit of raking the protoplasmic germ out of the slums
-of Chicago, where we were then sojourning, belongs to my wife’s sister,
-Miss Alling. The atmosphere of our home has warmed into growth latent
-possibilities, I fancy. It was a white day for poor Tony when the
-gutter-wash landed him at our door. Even now he has physical weaknesses
-and mental deficiencies that make him a striking object-lesson as to
-the terrible truths of heredity.”
-
-“How many children have you, Mr. Wayt?” questioned March, with
-irrelevance verging upon abruptness.
-
-“George W. Cable’s number—five. You may recall the witty puzzle he set
-for a Massachusetts Sunday School. ‘I have five children,’ he said,
-‘and half of them are girls. What is the half of five?’ ‘Two and a
-half,’ came from the perplexed listeners. It transpired, eventually,
-that the other half were girls also.”
-
-He was an entertaining man, or would have been had he been colloquial
-instead of hortatory. Yet what he said was telling rather from the
-degree of importance he evidently attached to it than from the worth
-of the matter. In a smaller speaker, his style would have been
-airy. Standing, as he did, six feet in his slippers, he was always
-nearly—occasionally, quite—imposing. Men of his profession seldom
-converse well. The habit of hebdomadal speech-making runs over and
-saturates the six working days. Pastoral visitation is undoubtedly
-measurably responsible for the trick of talking as for duty’s sake, and
-to a roomful. The essential need of the public speaker is audience, and
-to this, actual or visionary, he is prone to address himself. Mr. Wayt
-could not bid an acquaintance “Good-morning,” in a chance encounter
-upon boat or car, without embracing every passenger within the scope
-of his orotund tones, in the salutation. A _poseur_ during his waking
-hours, he probably continued to cater to the ubiquitous audience in his
-dreams.
-
-“Come out for a turn on the piazza, May!” proposed March, after the
-guest had taken his leave.
-
-The night was filled with divine calm. The Gilchrist house surmounted
-a knoll from which the beautiful town rolled away on all sides. In the
-distance a glistening line showed where the bay divided Jersey meadows
-from the ramparts of the Highlands. The turf of the lawn was ringed
-and crossed by beds of hyacinths and tulips. The buds of the great
-horse-chestnut trees were big with promise; the finer tracery of the
-elms against the moonlit sky showed tufts of tender foliage. Faint,
-delicious breaths of sweetness met brother and sister at the upper end
-of their walk, telling that the fruit trees were ablow.
-
- “East or West, Hame is Best!”
-
-quoted March, taking in a mighty draught of satisfaction. “Not that
-I brought you out here to listen to stale Scotch rhymes. Don’t annoy
-the precious mother by letting her into the secret, May, but Mr. Wayt
-is the man I saw in the restaurant to-day, and I believe that was his
-family!”
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER II.
-
-
-THE almost unearthly stillness of the fragrant May night was, as often
-happens at that lovely, uncertain season, the precursor of a rainy day.
-
-Hetty Alling, awakening at four o’clock to plan for the work that lay
-before the transplanted household, heard the first drops fall upon
-the tin roof of the piazza under her window like the patter of tiny,
-stealthy feet scaling the eaves and combing, then advancing boldly in
-rank and rush until the beat was the reverberant roar of a spring flood.
-
-It awoke nobody else under the parsonage roof-tree. Hester slept
-soundly beside her. She never slept quietly. In addition to the spinal
-disease which warped the poor girl’s figure she suffered from an
-affection of the throat that made her respiration in slumber a rattling
-snore, interrupted at regular intervals by a gurgle that sounded like
-strangulation. So audibly distressing was it that her father could
-not sleep within two rooms of her, and the healthy occupants of the
-intervening nursery complained that “nothing was done to break Hester
-of making such a racket. If she wanted to stop it she could.”
-
-Her young aunt and roommate knew better. Hester had shared her bed for
-almost nine years. Mrs. Wayt’s orphaned sister was but fourteen when
-she came to live in the parsonage, then situated in Cincinnati. It
-had been a hard winter with the pastor’s wife. While her mother lay
-dying in Ithaca, N. Y., her then only daughter, the first born of her
-flock, a beautiful, vivacious child of eight, met with the accident
-which crippled and dwarfed her for life. The telegram announcing Mrs.
-Alling’s illness was answered by one saying that Hester was at the
-point of death. She had just passed the first doubtful stage upon the
-return journey lifeward, when Hetty, in her new black frock, insisted
-upon relieving the grief-worn watcher over the wreck that could never
-be put together again.
-
-Lying in strange quarters in a strange town at the dreariest hour of
-the twenty-four, Hetty recalled that as the date when the load of
-care, now an integral part of herself, was first fastened upon her.
-She had before this likened it to a needle she had once, in childish
-wantonness, run under the bark of a young willow, and seen disappear
-gradually from view as the riven bark grew over it, until, at the end
-of a year, no vestige of the steel remained, except a ridge which was
-never smoothed away. She was not exactly penniless. The portion left
-her by her mother was judiciously invested by her guardian, and yielded
-her exactly four hundred dollars a year. It was transmitted promptly,
-quarterly, until she was of age, by which time she was so rooted and
-grounded in prudence that she continued to draw the like amount at
-equal periods.
-
-“It is enough to dress her,” Mrs. Wayt had said to her husband, in
-seeking his sanction to her offer of a home to one who stood alone in
-the world save for her sister, and an uncle who had lived in Japan for
-twenty years. “And she is welcome to her board—is she not, Percy, dear?”
-
-“Welcome, dear love? Can you ask the question with regard to your only
-sister—poor motherless lamb! While we have a roof between us and the
-sky and a crust of bread between us and starvation, she shall share
-both. Let _me_ write the letter!”
-
-The epistle was almost tattered with many readings when Hetty became
-an inmate of her brother-in-law’s home. She had not kept it until
-now. That was not strange, Fairhill being the latest in a succession
-of “settlements” to which the brilliant gospeler had accepted calls,
-generally unanimous and almost invariably enthusiastic. There were
-three children at Hetty’s coming—her own and her mother’s namesake,
-Hester, and Percy and Perry, the twin boys. Four had been born since,
-but two had not outlived early infancy. Mr. Wayt would not have been a
-preacher of the period had he not enriched some of his most effective
-discourses with illustrations drawn from these personal bereavements.
-
-His celebrated apostrophe to a six-months old daughter, beginning—“Dear
-little Susie! She had numbered but a brief half year of mortal life,
-but she was loving and beloved! I seem to feel the soft strain of her
-arms about my neck this moment”—is too familiar to my readers, through
-newspaper reports, to need repetition here. The sermon embodying this
-gem of poetic and rhetorical emotion is known to have won him calls to
-three churches.
-
-It was still dark when Hetty’s ear caught the muffled thud of feet upon
-the garret stairs. Wherever providence and parish preferences cast the
-lot of the Wayts, Homer’s bedroom was nearest the heavens that were hot
-by summer and cold by winter.
-
-“I don’t set no store by ceilin’s,” he told Hetty when she “wished they
-could lodge him better.” “Seems if ’twas naturaler fur to see the beams
-purty nigh onto my nose when I fus’ wake in the mornin’. I’m kind o’
-lonesome fur ’em when I caan’t butt me head agin the top o’ me room
-when I’m a mind ter.”
-
-At another time he confided to her that it was “reel sociabul-like to
-hear the rain onto the ruff, clus’ to a feller’s ears o’ nights.”
-
-He was on his way down to the kitchen now to light the fire. Unless
-she should interfere, he would cook breakfast, and serve it upon
-the table she had set overnight, and sweep down the stairs and scrub
-the front doorsteps while the family ate the morning meal. He called
-himself “Tony,” as did all the family except Hetty and Mrs. Wayt. The
-former had found “Homer Smith, Jr.,” written in a sprawling hand upon
-the flyleaf of a songbook which formed the waif’s entire library.
-Hetty had notions native to her own small head. One was that the—but
-for her—friendless lad would respect himself the more if he were not
-addressed by what she called “a circus monkey’s name.” For this reason
-he was “Homer” to her, and her sister followed her example because she
-considered the factotum and whatever related to him Hetty’s affair, and
-that she had a right to designate her chattel by whatever title she
-pleased.
-
-Tony had come to the basement door one snowy, blowy day of a
-particularly cruel winter, when Hetty was maid of all work. He stood
-knee-deep in a drift when she opened the grated door and asked,
-hoarsely but without a touch of the beggar’s whine, for “a job to keep
-him from starvin’.” He was, as he “guessed,” twenty years of age,
-emaciated from a spell of “new-money,” and so nearly blind that the
-suggestion of a “job” was pitiably preposterous. Hetty took him into
-her neat kitchen, made him a cup of tea, and cut and plied him with
-bread and butter until he asserted that he was “right-up-an’-down
-chirpy, jes’ as strong’s enny man. Couldn’t he rake out the furnace, or
-saw wood, or clear off the snow, or clean shoes, or scrub the stairs,
-or mend broken things, or wash windows, or peel pertaters, or black
-stoves, or sif’ ashes, or red-up the cellar—or—or—somethin’, to pay for
-his dinner? I aint no beggar, ma’am—nor never will be!”
-
-Hetty hired him as a “general utility man,” at ten cents a forenoon
-and his breakfast, for a week—then, for a month. He lodged wherever he
-could—in stable lofts, at the police station, under porches on mild
-nights, and when other resorts were closed, in a midnight refuge, and
-never touched liquor or tobacco in any form. At the month’s end, his
-girlish patroness cleared a corner of the attic between the sharp angle
-and the chimney, set up a cot, and allowed him to sleep there. Mr.
-Wayt had no suspicion of the disreputable incumbent of the habitation
-honored by his name and residence, until one memorable and terrible
-March midnight when a doctor must be had without the delay of an
-instant revealed the secret, but under circumstances that strengthened
-the retainer’s hold upon his employers. Since then, he had been part
-and parcel of the establishment, proving himself as proficient in
-removals and settlings-down as in other branches of his business.
-
-Mr. Wayt liked to allude to him as “Hetty’s Freak.” At other times he
-nicknamed him “Kasper Hauser.” Once, and once only, in reference to
-Hetty’s influence over the being he chose to regard as half-witted,
-he spoke of him as “a masculine Undine,” whereupon his sister-in-law
-turned upon him a look that surprised him and horrified his wife, and
-marched out of the room.
-
-Mrs. Wayt followed her presently and found her gazing out of the window
-of the closet to which she had fled, with livid face and dry eyes that
-were dangerously bright.
-
-“Percy hopes you were not hurt by his harmless little jest,” said the
-gentle wife. “You know, Hetty, it would kill me if you and he were to
-quarrel. He has the kindest heart in the world, and respects you too
-sincerely to offend you knowingly. You must not mind what sounds like
-extravagant speech. We cannot judge men of genius as we would ordinary
-people. And, dear, for my sake be patient!”
-
-The girl yielded to the weeping embrace of the woman whose face was
-hidden upon her shoulder.
-
-“Mr. Wayt”—she never gave him a more familiar title—“cannot hurt me
-except through you, Fanny. You and he must know that by now. I will try
-to keep my temper better in hand in future.”
-
-Hetty was young and energetic, and used to hard work. She had put the
-children to bed early on the evening of their arrival in Fairhill;
-sent her sister, who had a sick headache, to her chamber before Mr.
-Wayt returned from the Gilchrists’; given Hester’s aching limbs a hot
-bath and a good rubbing, and only allowed Homer to help her unpack
-boxes until half-past ten, not retiring herself until midnight. The
-carload of furniture, which had preceded the family and been put in
-place by the neighborly parishioners, looked scantily forlorn in the
-roomy manse. The Ladies’ Aid Association had asked the privilege of
-carpeting the parlors, dining room, stairs, and halls, and Judge
-Gilchrist, instigated by his wife, headed a subscription that fitted up
-the pastor’s study handsomely. The sight of this apartment had more to
-do with Hetty’s short speech last night and her down-heartedness this
-morning than the newness of quarters and the knowledge of the nearly
-spent “housekeeping purse.”
-
-“The people will expect us to live up to that study!” she divined
-shrewdly, staring into the blackness that began to show two gray lights
-where windows would shape themselves by and by. “And we cannot do
-it—strain and save and turn and twist as we may. We are always cut out
-on a scant pattern, and not a button meets without starting a seam. How
-sick and tired I am of it all! How tired I am of _everything_! What if
-I were to lie still as other girls—as _real_ young ladies do—and sleep
-until I’m rested out—rested all through! I should enjoy nestling down
-among the pillows and pulling the covers about my head, and listening
-to the rain, as much as the laziest butterfly of them all. What’s the
-use of trying to keep things on their feet any longer when they must go
-down with a crash sooner or later?
-
-“I’m _awfully_ sorry for Hetty Alling!” This was the summing up of the
-gloomy reverie. In saying it inwardly, she raised herself to pinch
-the pillow savagely and double it into a higher prop for her restless
-head. “She is lonely and homesick and hasn’t a friend in the world. She
-never can have an intimate friend for reasons she knows so well she is
-sometimes ready to curse God and die.
-
-“There! Hester, dear! I only moved you a little to make you lie easier.
-No! it is not time to get up. Don’t talk, dear, or you’ll wake yourself
-up.”
-
-She was never cross with the afflicted child, but in her present
-mood, the moan and gurgle of her obstructed respiration went through
-her brain like the scraping of a saw. The change of position did not
-make the breathing more quiet, and Hetty got up with the general
-out-of-tune-ativeness best expressed by saying that “one’s teeth are
-all on edge.” She dressed by candlelight, to save gas, and groped her
-way down the unfamiliar backstairs to the kitchen.
-
-It was commodious and well-appointed, with a pleasant outlook by
-daylight. In the dawn that struggled in a low-spirited way through the
-rifts in the rain and refused to blend with the yellow blink of her
-candle and Homer’s lantern, no chamber could be less than dismal.
-
-Homer was on his knees in front of the flickering fire, at which he
-stared as if doggedly determined to put it out of countenance.
-
-“Now”—his way of beginning nine out of every ten sentences—“this ere’s
-a new pattern of a range to me, an’ it’s tuk me some time fur ter git
-holt on it. Most new things comes awk’ard to most folks.”
-
-Hetty blew out her candle, and, dropping into a chair in physical and
-mental languor, sat watching the grotesque figure clearing away ashes
-and cinders. His wrestle with the new pattern had begrimed his pale
-face and reddened his weak eyes. His matutinal costume of a dim blue
-flannel shirt, gray trousers, and a black silk skull cap cast off by
-Mr. Wayt, pushed well back upon the nape of the neck and revealing
-a scanty uneven fringe of whitey-brown hair, did not provoke the
-spectator to a smile.
-
-“There is no bringing _him_ up to the tone of that study!” she
-meditated grimly. “He and I are hopeless drudges, but he is the happier
-of the two. Homer! I believe you really _love_ to work!” she broke
-forth finally.
-
-Homer snickered—a sudden spurt that left him very sober. His laugh
-always went out like a damp match.
-
-“Yes’m, cert’nly, ma’am! Ef ’twant fur work, there wouldn’t be nuthin’
-to live fur!”
-
-He shambled off to the cellar with the ashpan, and in a few minutes,
-she could distinguish in the sounds rumbling and smothering in the
-depths beneath her feet the melancholy tune of his favorite ditty:
-
- “On the banks of the Omaha—maha!
- ’Twas there we settled many a night.
- As happy as the little bird that sparkled on our block
- On the banks of the Omaha!”
-
-Hetty raised the window and leaned out, gasping for breath. A garden
-lay behind the house and on one side of it. It was laid out in walks
-and borders, and was rather broad than deep. Beyond this were undefined
-clumps of trees that looked like an orchard. Roofs and chimneys and
-spires and lines of other trees, marking the course of streets, were
-emerging from the soaking mists. Five o’clock struck from a tower not
-far away, and then a church bell began to ring gently—a persuasive call
-to early prayers.
-
-The warm, sweet, wet air that aroused her to look over the sill at a
-row of hyacinths in full bloom, the slow peal of the bell, the hush
-of the early morning, did not comfort her—but the soft moisture that
-filled her eyes drew heat and bitterness out of her heart. When
-she went up to awaken Hester she carried a spray of hyacinth bells,
-weighted with fragrant drops. Fine gems of rain sprinkled her hair, her
-cheeks were cool and damp, the scent of fresh earth and growing things
-clung to her skirts. She laid the flowers playfully against the heavy
-lids lifted peevishly at her call.
-
-“‘There’s richness for you,’” she quoted. “A whole bed of them is
-awaiting your inspection in the garden. And such lovely pansies—some
-as big as the palm of your hand. You and I and Homer, who is wild with
-delight over them, will claim the flowers as our especial charge and
-property.”
-
-“Thank you for the classification!” snapped Hester. “Yet we do belong
-to backyards as naturally as cats and tomato cans. At least Homer and I
-do. You’d climb the fence if you could.”
-
-“With the other cats?” said Hetty lightly. “See! I am putting the
-hyacinths in your own little vase. I unpacked your china and books
-last night. Not a thing was even nicked. You shall arrange them in
-this jolly corner cupboard after breakfast. It looks as if it were
-made a-puppose, as Homer says. He has bumped his head against strange
-doors and skinned his poor nose against unexpected corners twenty times
-this morning. He says: ‘_Now_—I s’pose it’s the bran-new house what
-_ox_cites me so. I allers gits _ox_cited in a strange place.’”
-
-The well-meant diversion was ineffectual.
-
-“His oxcitement ought to be chronic, then! Ugh! that water is scalding
-hot!” shrinking from the sponge in Hetty’s hand. “For we’ve done
-nothing but ‘move on’ ever since I can recollect. I overheard mother
-say once, with a sort of reminiscent sigh, that our ‘longest pastorate
-was in Cincinnati.’ We were there just four years. We were six months
-in Chillicothe, and seven in Ypsilanti. Then there was a year in
-Memphis, and eighteen months in Natchez, and thirteen in Davenport. The
-Little Rock church had a strong constitution. We stayed there two years
-and one week. It’s _my_ opinion that _he_ is the Wandering Jew, and we
-are one of the Lost Tribes.”
-
-She smiled sour approbation of her sarcastic sally, jerking her head
-backward to bring Hetty’s face within range of her vision. The deft
-fingers were fastening strings and straps over the misshapen shoulders.
-The visage was grave, but always kind to her difficult charge.
-
-“You think that is irreverent,” Hester fretted, wrinkling her forehead
-and beetling her eyebrows. “It isn’t a circumstance to what I am
-thinking all the time. Some day I shall be left to myself and my bosom
-devil long enough to spit it all out. It’s just bottling up, like the
-venom in Macbeth’s witches’ toad that had sweltered so long under a
-stone. But for you, crosspatch, all would have been said and done long
-ago.”
-
-“You wouldn’t make your mother unhappy if you could help it,” Hetty
-said cheerily. “And it isn’t flattering to her to compare her daughter
-to a toad.”
-
-Hester was silent. As she sat in Hetty’s lap, it could be seen that she
-was not larger than a puny child of seven or eight. The curved spine
-bowed and heightened the thin shoulders; she had never walked a step
-since the casualty that nearly cost her her life. Only the face and
-hands were uninjured. The latter were exquisitely formed, the features
-were fine and clearly cut, and susceptible to every change of emotion.
-That the gentle reproof had not wrought peaceable fruits was apparent
-from her expression. The misfit in her organization was more painfully
-perceptible to herself early in the day than afterward. She seemed to
-have lost consciousness of her unlikeness to other people while asleep,
-and to be compelled to readjust mental and physical conditions every
-morning. Hetty dreaded the process, yet was hardly aware of the full
-effect upon her own spirits, or why she so often went down to breakfast
-jaded and appetiteless.
-
-“I often ask myself,” resumed Hester, with slow malignity, repulsive
-in one of her age and relation to those she condemned—“if children
-ever really honor their parents. We won’t waste ammunition upon
-_him_—but there is my mother. She is a pattern of all angelic virtues,
-and a woman of remarkable mental endowments. You have told me again
-and again that she is the best person you ever knew—patient, heroic,
-loving, loyal, and so on to the end of the string! You tell over her
-perfections as a Papist tells her beads. The law of kindness is in her
-mouth; and her children shall arise and call her blessed, and she ought
-not to be afraid of the snow for her household while her sister and her
-slave Tony are to the fore. Don’t try to stop me, or the toad will spit
-at you! I say that this, one would think, impossible She, the modern
-rival of Solomon’s pious and prudish wise woman—is weak and unjust
-and——”
-
-Hetty interrupted the tirade by rising and laying the warped frame, all
-a-quiver with excitement, upon the bed.
-
-“You would better get your sleep out”—covering her up. “When you awake
-again you will behave more like a reasonable creature. I cannot stay
-here and listen to vulgar abuse of your mother and my best friend.”
-
-She said it in firm composure, drew down the shades, and without
-another glance at the convulsed heap sobbing under the bedclothes,
-left the chamber. Outside the door she paused as if expecting to be
-recalled, but no summons came. She shook her head with a sad little
-smile and passed down to the breakfast room.
-
-Father, mother, and four children were at the table. Mr. Wayt, in
-dressing jacket, slippers, and silk skull cap, a cup of steaming
-chocolate at his right hand, was engrossed in the morning paper. A pair
-of scissors was beside his plate, that he might clip out incident or
-statistics which might be useful in the preparation of his wide-awake
-sermons. He made no sign of recognition at the entrance of his wife’s
-sister; Mrs. Wayt smiled affectionately and lifted her face for a
-good-morning salute, indicating by an expressive gesture her surprise
-and pleasure at having found room and meal in such attractive order.
-Long practice had made her an adept in pantomime. The boys nodded over
-satisfactory mouthfuls; pretty Fanny pulled her aunt down for a hug as
-she passed; even the baby made a mute rosebud of her mouth and beckoned
-Hetty not to overlook her.
-
-Mr. Wayt’s digestion was as idiosyncratic as his nervous system. While
-the important unseen apparatus carried on the business of assimilation,
-the rest of the physical man was held in quiescent subjugation.
-Agitation of molecular centers might entail ruinous consequences. He
-reasoned ably upon this point, citing learned authorities in defense of
-the dogma that simultaneous functionation—such as animated speech or
-auricular attention and digestion—is an impossibility, and referring
-to the examples of dumb creatures to prove that rest during and after
-eating is a natural law.
-
-He raised his eyes above the margin of his newspaper at the clink of
-the chocolate pot against the cup in Hetty’s hand. The questioning gaze
-met a goodly sight. His wife’s sister wore a buff gingham, finished
-at throat and wrists with white cambric ruffles, hemmed and gathered
-by herself. Her dark brown hair was in perfect order; her sleeves
-were pushed back from strong, shapely wrists. She always gave one the
-impression of clean-limbedness, elasticity, and neatness. She was firm
-of flesh and of will. The prettier woman at the head of the table was
-flaccid beside her. The eyes of the younger were fearless in meeting
-the master’s scrutiny, those of his wife were wistful, and clouded
-anxiously in passing from one to the other.
-
-“For Hester,” said Hetty, in a low voice, looking away from Mr. Wayt to
-her sister. “She is tired, and will take her breakfast in bed.”
-
-“I remonstrate”—Mr. Wayt’s best audience tones also addressed his
-wife—“as I have repeatedly had occasion to do, against the practice of
-pampering an invalid until her whims dominate the household. Not that I
-have the least hope that my protest will be heeded. But as the child’s
-father, I cannot, in conscience, withhold it.”
-
-Light scarlet flame, in which her features seemed to waver, was blown
-across Hetty’s face. She set down the pot, poured back what she had
-taken from it, and with a reassuring glance at her sister’s pleading
-eyes, went off to the kitchen. There she hastened to find milk,
-chocolate, and saucepan, and to prepare a foaming cup of Hester’s
-favorite beverage; Homer, meanwhile, toasting a slice of bread,
-delicately and quickly.
-
-Hester’s great eyes were raised to her aunt from lids sodden with
-tears; her lips trembled unmanageably in trying to frame her plea.
-
-“Forgive me! please forgive me!” she sobbed. “You know what my morning
-fiend is. And I am not brave like you, or patient like mother!”
-
-Hetty fondled the hot little hands.
-
-“Let it pass, love. I was not angry, but some subjects are best left
-untouched between us. Here is your breakfast. Homer says that I ‘make
-chawkerlette jes’ the same’s they did for him in the horspittle when he
-had the new-money.’ They must have had a French _chef_ and a marvelous
-_menu_ in that famous ‘horspittle.’ It reminds me of Little Dorritt’s
-Maggie and her ‘’evenly chicken,’ and ‘so lovely an’ ’ospittally!’”
-
-She had the knack of picking up and making the most of little things
-for the entertainment of her hapless charge. Mrs. Wayt was much
-occupied with the other children, to whom she devoted all the time she
-could spare from her husband. It happened occasionally that he would
-eat no bread she had not made, and oftener that his craving was for
-certain _entrées_ she alone could prepare to his liking. She brushed
-his coat and hat, kept the run of missing papers and handkerchiefs,
-tied his cravats, sat by him in a darkened room when he took his
-afternoon siesta, wrote letters from his dictation, and, when he was
-weary, copied in a clear, clerkly hand or upon his typewriter, sermons
-and addresses from the notes he was wont to pencil in minute characters
-upon a pocket pad. At least four nights out of seven she arose in the
-dead of darkness to read aloud to him for one, three, and four hours,
-when the baleful curse, insomnia, claimed him as her prey. His fad,
-at this date, was what Homer tickled Hester into hysterics by calling
-“them horsephates.” Horsford’s acid phosphate, if the oracle were to be
-believed, ought to be the _vade mecum_ of ailing humanity. He carried
-a silver flask containing it in his pocket everywhere; dropped the
-liquid furtively upon a lump of sugar, and ate it in the pulpit, during
-anthem, or voluntary, or offertory; mixed it with water and drank it
-on the cars, in drugstores, in private houses, and at his meals, and
-Mrs. Wayt kept spirit lamp and kettle in her bedroom with which to
-heat water for the tranquilizing and peptic draught at cock-crowing or
-at midnight. If she had ever complained of his exactions, or uttered
-an ungentle word to him, neither sister nor child had heard her. She
-would have become his advocate against himself had need arisen—which it
-never did.
-
-“My ministering angel,” he named her to the Gilchrists, his keen eyes
-softened by ready dew. “John Randolph said, in his old age, of his
-mother: ‘She was the only being who ever understood me.’ I can say the
-same of my other and dearer self. She interprets my spirit intuitions
-when they are but partially known to myself. She meets my nature at
-every turn.”
-
-She met it to-day by mounting guard—sometimes literally—before the door
-of his study—the one room which was entirely in order—while he prepared
-his discourses for the ensuing Sabbath. The rest found enough and more
-than enough to do without the defended portal. Fanny was shut up in the
-dining room with the baby Annie, and warned not to be noisy. The twins
-carried bundles and boxes up and downstairs in their stocking-feet;
-Homer pried off covers with a muffled hammer, and shouldered trunks,
-empty and full, leaving his shoes at the foot of the stairs. Hester
-said nothing of a blinding headache and a “jumping pain” in her back
-while she dusted books and china. Hetty was everywhere and ever busy,
-and nobody spoke a loud word all day.
-
-“You might think there was a corpse in the study instead of a sermon
-being born!” Hester had once sneered to her confidante. “I never
-hear him preach, but I know I should be reminded of the mountain that
-brought forth a mouse.”
-
-One of her father’s many protests, addressed _at_ Hetty and _to_ his
-wife, was that their eldest born was “virtually a heathen.”
-
-“Home education in religion, even when administered by the wisest and
-tenderest of mothers—like yourself, my love—must still fall short of
-such godly nurture and admonition as are contemplated in the command:
-‘Forsake not the assembling of yourselves together.’ There is didactic
-theology in David’s holy breathing: ‘A day in thy courts is better than
-a thousand.’”
-
-“Better than a thousand in the same place? I should think so,”
-interposed Hester’s tuneless pipe. “He needn’t have been inspired to
-tell us that! Family worship suffices for my spiritual needs. That must
-be the porch to the ‘courts,’ at least.”
-
-In speaking she, too, looked at her mother, although every word was
-aimed at her father.
-
-“It is a cruel trick that we have!” Hetty had said of the habit. “Every
-ball strikes that much-tried and innocent woman, no matter who throws
-it.”
-
-“Of course!” retorted the sarcastic daughter. “And must while the angle
-of incidence is equal to that of reflection.”
-
-In the discussion upon family _versus_ church religion she carried her
-point by a _coup d’état_.
-
-“Pews and staring pewholders are all well enough for straight-backed
-Christians!” she snarled. “I won’t be made a holy show of to gratify
-all the preachers and presbyteries in America!”
-
-Anything like physical deformity was especially obnoxious to Mr. Wayt.
-The most onerous duties pertaining to his holy office were visitation
-of the sick and burial of the dead. Hester’s beautiful golden hair,
-falling far below her waist, veiled her humped shoulders, and her
-refined face looking out from this aureole, as she lay in her wheeled
-chair, would be picturesquely interesting in the chancel, if not
-seen too often there. The coarse realism of her refusal routed him
-completely. With an artistic shudder and a look of eloquent misery,
-likewise directed at his wife, he withdrew his forces from the field.
-That night she read “Sartor Resartus” to him from three o’clock until 6
-A. M., so intolerable was his agony of sleeplessness.
-
-It happened so often that Hetty was the only responsible member of the
-family who could remain at home with the crippled girl, that neither
-Mr. nor Mrs. Wayt seemed to remark that her churchgoing was less than
-nominal. Hester called Sunday her “white-letter day,” and was usually
-then in her best and most tolerant temper, while her fellow-sinner
-looked forward to the comparative rest and liberty it afforded as the
-wader in marshlands eyes a projecting shoulder of firm ground and dry
-turf.
-
-It was never more welcome than on the fair May day when the Fairhill
-“people” crowded the First Church to hear the new pulpit star.
-
-“The prayer which preceded the sermon was a sacred lyric,” said
-the Monday issue of the _Fairhill Pointer_. “In this respect Rev.
-Mr. Wayt is as remarkably gifted as in the oratory which moved his
-auditors alternately to tears, and smiles, and glows of religious
-fervor. We regret the impossibility of reporting the burning stream
-of supplication and ascription that flowed from his heart through
-his lips, but a fragment of the introduction, uttered slowly and
-impressively, is herewith given verbatim, as a sample of incomparable
-felicity of diction:
-
-“‘THOU art mighty, merciful, masterful, and majestic. _We_ are feeble,
-fickle, finite, and fading.’”[A]
-
-March Gilchrist had his say anent the sample sentence on the way home
-from church. He was not connected with the press, and his criticism
-went no further than the ears of his somewhat scandalized and decidedly
-diverted sister.
-
-In intuitive anticipation of the reportorial eulogy, he affirmed that
-the diction was _not_ incomparable.
-
-“I heard a Georgia negro preacher beat it all hollow,” he said.
-“He began with: ‘THOU art all-sufficient, self-sufficient, and
-_in_-sufficient!’”
-
-“March Gilchrist! How dreadful!”
-
-They were passing the side windows of the parsonage, which opened upon
-a quiet cross street. May’s laugh rippled through the bowed shutters
-of the dining room behind which sat a girl in a blue flannel gown,
-holding upon her knee and against her shoulder a hunchbacked child with
-a weirdly wise face. They were watching the people coming home from
-church.
-
-“A religious mountebank is the most despicable of humbugs,” said
-March’s breezy voice, as he whirled a pebble from the walk with his
-cane, and watched it leap to the middle of the street.
-
-Hester twisted her neck to look into Hetty’s eyes.
-
-“They are discussing their beloved and eloquent pastor! My heart goes
-out to those two people!”
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER III.
-
-
-“HETTY! do you ever think what it would be like to be engaged?”
-
-“Engaged to do what?” said Hetty lazily.
-
-She lay as in a cradle, in a grassy hollow under an apple tree—the
-Anak of his tribe. The branches, freighted with pink and white blooms,
-dipped earthward until the extreme twigs almost brushed the grass, and
-shut in the two girls arbor-wise. The May sun warmed the flowers into
-fragrance that hinted subtly of continual fruitiness. Hester said she
-tasted, rather than smelled it. Bees hummed in the boughs; through the
-still blandness of the air a light shower of petals fell silently over
-Hetty’s blue gown, settled upon her hair, and drifted in the folds of
-the afghan covering Hester’s lower limbs.
-
-Homer had discovered in the garden fence a gate opening into this
-orchard, and confidentially revealed the circumstance to Hetty who,
-in time, imparted it to Hester, and conspired with her to explore the
-paradise as soon as the boys and Fanny were safely off to Sunday School.
-
-“Engaged to do what?” Hetty had said in such good faith that she opened
-dreamy eyes wide at the accent of the reply.
-
-“To be married, of course, Miss Ingenuous! What else could I mean?”
-
-“Oh-h-h!” still more indolently. “I don’t know that I ever thought far
-in that direction. Why should I?”
-
-“Why shouldn’t you, or any other healthy and passably good-looking
-girl, expect to be engaged—and be married—and be happy? It is time you
-began to take the matter into consideration, if you never did before.”
-
-“There is usually another party to such an arrangement.”
-
-“And why not in your case?”
-
-“Where should he come from? Is he to drop from the moon? Or out of the
-apple tree”—stirred to the simile by the flick of a tinted petal upon
-her nose. “Or am I to stamp him out of the earth, _à la_ Pompey? And
-what could I do with him if he were to pop up like a fairy prince, at
-this or any other instant?”
-
-“Fall in love with him, and marry him out-of-hand! I _wish_ you would,
-Hetty, and take me to live with you! That is one of my dearest dreams.
-I have thought it all out when the backache keeps me awake at night,
-and when I get quiet dreamy hours by day, when _he_ is off pastoraling,
-and the boys and Fan are at school, and baby Annie is asleep, and I
-can hear Tony crooning ‘Sweet Julia’ so far away I can’t distinguish
-the frightful words, and you are going about the house singing to
-yourself, and blessing every room you enter like a shifting sunbeam.”
-
-“Why, my pet, you are talking poetry!”
-
-Hetty raised her head from the arms crossed beneath it, and stared
-at the child. The light, filtered through the mass of scented color,
-freshened her complexion and rounded the outlines of her face; her
-solemn eyes looked upward; her hands lay together, like two lily
-petals, upon the coverlet. Unwittingly she was a living illustration of
-her father’s theory of the Reality of the Unseen.
-
-“No!” she answered quietly. “Not poetry, for it may easily come to pass
-that you should have a husband and home of your own. I do dream poems
-sometimes, if poetry is clouds and sunsets and music nobody else hears,
-and voices—and love words—and bosh!”
-
-Hetty could not help laughing.
-
-“Tell me some of the glory and the bosh! This is a beautiful
-confessional, Hester; I wish we had nothing to do for a week but to lie
-on the grass, and look at the blue sky through apple blossoms.”
-
-“Amen!” breathed her companion softly, and for a while they were so
-quiet that the robins, nesting upon the other side of the tree, began
-to whisper together.
-
-“Bosh and my poetry dreams are synonyms,” resumed Hester, her voice
-curiously mellowed from its accustomed sharpness. “Other people may
-say as much of theirs. I _know_ it of mine. There’s the difference.
-All the same they are as sweet as the poisoned honey we were reading
-about the other day, which the bees make from poppy fields. And while I
-suck it, I forget. My romance has no more foundation than the story of
-the Prince and the Little White Cat. Mine is a broken-backed cat, but
-she comes straight in my dreams after her head is cut off. You don’t
-suppose she minded _that_! She must have been so impatient when the
-Prince hesitated that she was tempted to grab his sword and saw through
-her own neck. You see she recollected what she had been. The woman’s
-soul was cooped up in the cat’s skin. And I was eight years old when
-the evil spell was laid upon _me_!”
-
-The tears in Hetty’s throat hindered response. Never until this
-instant, with all her love for her dependent charge, her knowledge
-of her sufferings, and the infinite pity these engendered, had the
-deprivations Hester’s affliction involved seemed so horribly, so
-atrociously cruel. The listener’s nails dug furrows in her palms,
-she set her teeth, and looking up to the unfeeling smile of the deaf
-and dumb heavens, she said something in her heart that would have
-left faint hope of her eternal weal in the orthodox mind of her
-brother-in-law.
-
-Hester was speaking again.
-
-“Every painter has his models. I have had mine. I dress each one up and
-work the wires to make him or her go through the motions—my motions,
-mind you! not theirs, poor puppets! When the dress gets shabby, or the
-limbs rickety, I throw them upon the rubbish heap, and look out for
-another.
-
-“I got a new one last Thursday. The man who jumped over me in the
-station, and afterward carried me into the restaurant (such _strong_,
-steady arms as he had!) is a real hero! Oh, I am building a noble
-castle to put him in! He lives near here, for he passes the house three
-times a day. His eyes have a smile in them, and his mustache droops
-just like Charles I.’s, and he walks with a spring as if he were so
-full of life he longed to leap or fly, and his voice has a ring and
-resonance like an organ. The pretty girl that called him ‘Mark’ to-day,
-is his sister.”
-
-“Why not his wife?”
-
-“Wife! Don’t you suppose I know the cut of a married man, even on the
-street? He hasn’t the first symptom of the craft. He doesn’t swagger,
-and he doesn’t slink. A husband does one or the other.”
-
-Hetty laughed out merrily. There was a sense of relief in Hester’s
-return to the sarcastic raillery habitual to her, which made her mirth
-the heartier.
-
-A man crossing the lower slope of the orchard heard the bubbling peal,
-and looked in the direction of the big tree. So did his attendant, a
-huge St. Bernard dog. He tore up the acclivity, bellowing ferociously.
-Before his master’s shout arose above his baying he was almost upon the
-girls. At the instant of alarm, Hetty had thrown herself before the
-wheeled chair and the helpless occupant, and faced the foe. Crouching
-slightly, as for a spring, her face blenched, eyes wide and steady, she
-stood in the rosy shadow of the branches, both hands outthrown to ward
-off the bounding assailant.
-
-“What a pose!” was March’s first thought, professional instinct
-asserting itself, concerned though he was at the panic for which he was
-responsible. In the same lightning flash came—“I’ll paint that girl
-some day!”
-
-“Don’t be frightened!” he was calling, as he ran. “He will not hurt
-you!”
-
-Hester had shrieked feebly, and lay almost swooning among her cushions.
-Hetty had not uttered a sound, but, as the master laid his hand on the
-dog’s collar her knees gave way under her, and she sank down by the
-cripple’s chair, her head resting upon the edge of the wicker side. She
-was fighting desperately for composure, or the semblance of it, and did
-not look up when March began to apologize.
-
-“I am awfully sorry,” he panted, ruefully penitent. “And so will
-Thor—my dog, you know—be when he understands how badly he has behaved.
-He is seldom so inhospitable.”
-
-The words brought up Hetty’s head and wits.
-
-“Are we trespassing?” she queried anxiously. “We thought that this
-orchard was a part of the parsonage grounds, or we would not have come.
-It is we who should beg your pardon.”
-
-“By no means!” He had taken off his hat, and in his regretful sincerity
-looked handsomer than when his eyes had smiled, concluded Hester, whose
-senses were rapidly returning. “My name is Gilchrist, and my father’s
-grounds adjoin those of the parsonage. He had the gate cut between your
-garden and the orchard, that the clergyman’s family might be as much at
-home here as ourselves. I hope you will forgive my dog’s misdemeanor,
-and my heedlessness in not seeing you before he had a chance to
-frighten you.”
-
-Summoning something of his father’s gracious stateliness, he continued,
-more formally:
-
-“Have I the pleasure of addressing Miss Wayt?”
-
-Bow and question were for Hetty. Hester’s voice, thin and dissonant,
-replied with old-fashioned decorum of manner, but in unconventional
-phrase:
-
-“_I_ have the misfortune to be Miss Wayt. This is Mr. Wayt’s wife’s
-sister, Miss Alling.”
-
-It was a queer speech, made queerer by the prim articulation the
-author deemed proper in the situation. March tried not to see that
-the subject of the second clause of the introduction flushed deeply,
-while her mute return of his bow had a serious natural grace he thought
-charming. When he begged that she would resume her seat, the little
-roguish curl at the corner of her lips, which he recollected as archly
-demure, came into play.
-
-“We have no chairs to offer, but if you do not object to the best we
-have to give”—finishing the half invitation by seating herself upon a
-grass-grown root, jutting out near the trunk of the tree.
-
-“The nicest carpet and lounge in the world,” affirmed March, sitting
-down upon the sward. “Odd, isn’t it, that American men don’t know
-how to loll on the turf as English do? Our climate is ever so much
-drier and we have three times as many fair days in the year, and some
-of us seem to be as loosely put together. But we don’t understand
-how to fling ourselves down all in a heap that doesn’t look awkward
-either, and be altogether at ease in genuine Anglican fashion. Even if
-there are ladies present, an Englishman lies on the grass, and it is
-considered ‘quite the thing, don’t you know?’ They say the imported
-American never gets the hang of it, try as he will. A man must be born
-on the other side or he can’t learn it.”
-
-“There may be something in your countryman’s born reverence for women
-that prevents him from mastering the accomplishment,” said Hetty, a
-little dryly.
-
-March bowed gayly.
-
-“Thank you for the implied compliment in the name of American men! I am
-glad you are getting the benefit of this perfect May day. There, at any
-rate, we have the advantage of the Mother Country, if she _has_ given
-us the Maypole and ‘The Queen of the May.’ This is a sour and dubious
-month in Merry England.”
-
-“You have been there, then?”
-
-Hester said it abruptly, as she said most things, but the eagerness
-dashed with longing that gave plaintive cadence to the question, caught
-March’s ear.
-
-“Several times. I sailed from Liverpool twelve days ago. I was just off
-the steamer, and may be a little unsteady on my feet, when I collided
-with your carriage last Thursday, and you generously forgave me.”
-
-The girl was regarding him with frank admiration that would have
-annoyed an ultra-sensitive man, and amused, while it flattered, a vain
-one.
-
-“It must be _heavenly_ to travel in the country of Scott and Dickens!”
-she said, quaintly naïve. “How you must have enjoyed it!”
-
-“I did, exceedingly, but less on account of ‘David Copperfield’ and
-‘Nicholas Nickleby’ than because, as a boy, I reveled in English
-history, and that my mother’s father, for whom I was named, was
-English. You should hear my sister talk of her first journey across
-England. She would say every little while in an awed undertone: ‘This
-is just _living_ Dickens!’ You have not met her yet, I think?” to Hetty.
-
-“No.”
-
-The tone was reserved, without being rude. He could have fancied
-that sadness underlay civil regret. Perhaps May had been mistaken in
-postponing her call until the parsonage was in perfect order.
-
-“She means to call very soon. She thought it would be unneighborly
-to intrude before you had recovered from the fatigue of removal and
-travel. Mr. Wayt was my father’s guest for a day or two, you know,
-before your arrival, and I have since had the pleasure of meeting him
-several times and of hearing him preach this morning.”
-
-In the pause that succeeded the speech the church bell began to ring
-for afternoon service. Under the impression that he had lost caste in
-not attending upon the second stated ordinance of the sanctuary he
-offered a lame explanation.
-
-“I am afraid I am not an exemplary church-goer. But I find one
-sermon as much as I can digest and practice from Sunday to Sunday.
-My mother doesn’t like to hear me say it. She thinks such sentiments
-revolutionary and uncanonical, and no doubt she is right.”
-
-“Anybody is excusable for preferring to worship ‘under green apple
-boughs’ to-day,” observed Hester, with uncharacteristic tact. “You see
-we have always lived in cities, great and small. We have been used to
-brick walls and narrow, high houses, with paved backyards, with cats on
-the fences”—disgustfully—“and wet clothes flapping in your eyes if you
-tried to pretend to ruralize. Everybody hasn’t as much imagination as
-Young John Chivery, who said the flapping of sheets and towels in his
-face ‘made him feel like he was in groves.’”
-
-“Fairhill has preserved the rural element remarkably well, when one
-considers her tens of thousands of inhabitants, her water supply and
-electric lights,” said March; “and luckily one doesn’t need much
-imagination to help out his enjoyment of the world on this Sunday
-afternoon.”
-
-His tone was so respectfully familiar, his bearing so easy, the girls
-forgot that he was a stranger.
-
-“It wasn’t your Dickens who said it, but you can, perhaps, tell me who
-did write a verse that has been running in my unpoetical brain ever
-since I entered your fairy bower,” he said by and by.
-
- “The orchard’s all a-flutter with pink;
- Robins’ twitter, and wild bees’ humming
- Break the song with a thrill to think
- How sweet is life when summer is coming.
-
-“That is the way it goes, I believe. It is a miracle for me to
-recollect so much rhyme. The robins and bees must have helped me out.”
-
-“I wish I knew who did that!” sighed Hester. “Oh! what it must be to
-write poetry or paint pictures!”
-
-March’s glance of mirthful suspicion changed at sight of the knotted
-brow and wistful eyes.
-
-“One ought to be thankful for either gift,” he said quietly. “I was
-thinking just now how I should like to make a picture of what I saw as
-I ran up the hill. May I try some day?”
-
-Hetty drew herself up and looked inquiry. Hester’s hands fluttered,
-painful scarlet throbbed into her cheeks.
-
-“Can you draw? Do you paint? Are you an _artist_?” bringing out the
-last word in an excited whisper.
-
-March was too much touched to trifle with her agitation. “I try to be,”
-he answered simply, almost reverently.
-
-“And would you—may I—would it annoy you—Hetty! ask him. You know what I
-want!”
-
-“My darling!” The cooing, comforting murmur was passing sweet. “Be
-quiet for one moment, and you can put what you want to say into words.”
-As the fragile form quivered under her hand, a light seemed to dawn
-upon her. “You see, Mr. Gilchrist, my niece loves pictures better than
-anything else and—she never has met a real, live artist before,” the
-corners of her mouth yielding a little. “She has had a great longing to
-know how the beautiful things that delight her are made—how they grow
-into being. Is that it, dear?”
-
-Hester nodded, her eyes luminous with tears she strove to drive back.
-
-March struck his hands together with boyish glee.
-
-“I have it! I will make a study of ‘orchards all a-flutter with pink,’
-and you shall see me put in every stroke. May I begin to-morrow?
-Blossom-time is short. How unspeakably jolly! May we, Miss Alling?”
-
-The proposition was so ingenuous, and Hester’s imploring eyes were so
-eloquent, that the referee turned pale under the heart-wrench demur
-cost her.
-
-“Dear!” she said soothingly, to the invalid, “it would not be right
-to promise until we have consulted your mother. Mr. Gilchrist is
-very kind. Indeed”—raising an earnest face whose pallor set him to
-wondering—“you must believe that we do appreciate your goodness in
-offering her this great happiness. But—Hester, love, we _must_ ask
-mamma.”
-
-March had seen Mrs. Wayt in church that forenoon, and been struck anew
-with her delicate loveliness. Could she, with that Madonna face, be
-a stern task-mistress? With the rise of difficulties, his desire to
-paint the picture increased. That this unfortunate child, with the
-artist soul shining piteous through her big eyes, should see the fair
-creation grow under his hand had become a matter of moment. As poor
-Hester’s effort to express acquiescence or dissent died in a hysterical
-gurgle, and a shamed attempt to hide her hot face with her hands, the
-tender-hearted fellow arose to take leave.
-
-“I won’t urge my petition until you have had time to think it over.
-But I don’t withdraw it. May I bring my sister over to see you both?
-She is fond of pictures, too, and dabbles in watercolors on her own
-account. Excuse me—and Thor—for our unintentionally unceremonious
-introduction to your notice, and thank you for a delightful half-hour.
-Good-afternoon!”
-
-Hetty looked after him, as his elastic stride measured off the orchard
-slope—a contradiction of strange mortification and strange delight
-warring within her. It was as if a young sun-god had paused in the
-entrance of a gruesome cave, and talked familiarly with the prisoners
-chained to the walls. With all her resolute purpose to oppose the
-intimacy which she foresaw must arise from the proposed scheme of
-picture-making, she could not ignore the straining of her spirit upon
-her bonds.
-
-“Oh!” wailed Hester, lowering her hands, “I didn’t mean to be so
-foolish! I will be brave and sensible, but you know, Hetty, I have
-never had anything like this offered to me before. It is like dying
-with thirst with water before one’s eyes, to give it up. And when he
-said: ‘Blossom-time is short,’ it rushed over me that I never had any—I
-can never have any. I am just a withered, useless, ugly bud that will
-never be a flower.”
-
-An agony of sobs followed.
-
-“My precious one!” Hetty’s tears flowed with hers. “Do I ever forget
-your sorrows? Are you listening, dear? If possible, you shall have this
-one poor little pleasure. You must trust your mother’s love and mine,
-to deny you nothing we can safely give. If we must refuse, it is only
-bearing a little more!”
-
-The going out of the May day was calm as with remembered happiness,
-but the chill that lurks in the imperfectly tempered air of the
-newborn season, awaiting the departure of the sun, was so pronounced
-by seven o’clock that Hetty called upon Homer to build a fire in the
-sitting room, where she and Hester were sitting. The children were
-sent to bed at eight o’clock. Mrs. Wayt was lying down in her chamber
-with one of her frequent headaches, rallying her forces against her
-husband’s return from the long walk he found necessary “to work off the
-cumulative electricity unexpended by the day’s services.”
-
-“I belong to the peripatetic school of philosophy,” he said to a
-parishioner whom he met two miles from home.
-
-“He was forging ahead like a trained prize-fighter,” reported the
-admiring pewholder to a friend. “Nothing of the sentimental weakling
-about _him_!”
-
-March and May Gilchrist, pausing upon the parsonage porch, at sound of
-a voice singing softly and clearly within, saw, past a half-drawn sash
-curtain, Hetty rocking back and forth in the firelight, with Hester in
-her arms. The cripple’s head was thrown back slightly, bringing into
-relief the small, fine-featured face and lustrous eyes. Her wealth
-of hair waved and glittered with the motion of the chair like spun
-gold. It might have been a young mother crooning to her baby in a sort
-of chant, the words of which were distinctly audible to brother and
-sister, the nearest window being lowered a few inches from the top.
-Hester loved heat and light as well as a salamander, but could not
-breathe freely in a closed room. To-night was one of her “bad times,”
-and nothing but Hetty’s singing could win her a moderate degree of ease.
-
- “Blow winds!” [sang Hetty]
- “And waft through all the rooms
- The snowflakes of the cherry blooms!
- Blow winds! and bend within my reach
- The fiery blossoms of the peach!
-
- “O Life and Love! O happy throng
- Of thoughts whose only speech is song!
- O heart of man! canst thou not be
- Blithe as the air is, and as free?”
-
-March moved forward hastily to ring the bell. He felt like an
-eavesdropping spy upon the unconscious girls. Without any knowledge of
-the isolation and mutual dependence of the two, the visitors perceived
-pathos in the scene—in the clinging helplessness of one and the
-brooding tenderness expressed in the close clasp and bent head of the
-other.
-
-The singing ceased instantly at the sound of the gong. “By George! what
-an alarm!” muttered March, discomfited by the clang succeeding his
-touch. “And I gave it such a genteel pull!”
-
-His attitude was apologetic still, when Mr. Wayt’s wife’s sister opened
-the door.
-
-“I seem fated to be heralded noisily!” he said regretfully. “I had as
-little idea of the tone of your doorbell as you had of the power of
-Thor’s lungs. Miss Alling, let me introduce my sister! She gave me no
-peace until I brought her to see you.”
-
-May extended her hand with unmistakable intention of good fellowship.
-
-“I scolded him for stealing a march upon me this afternoon while I,
-like a dutiful Christian, was in church,” she said. Her smile was her
-brother’s, her blithe, refined tones her own. “But I mean to improve
-my advantages the more diligently on that account.”
-
-The genial persiflage had bridged over the always awkward transit from
-front door to drawing room when the host is the conductor. It was the
-more embarrassing in this case because the two meagerly furnished
-parlors were unlighted except as a glimmer from the hall gas added to
-the sense of space and emptiness.
-
-“Allow me!” March took from Hetty’s fingers the match she had lighted,
-and reached up to the chandelier. The white illumination flashed upon
-a pleasing study of an up-looking manly face, with honest, hazel eyes,
-drooping mustache, and teeth that gleamed in the smile attending the
-question: “I hope your niece is none the worse for her fright?”
-
-“Thank you! I think not. She is rather nervous than timid, and not
-usually afraid of dogs.”
-
-“I hope we can see her to-night?” May took up the word. “My brother
-says she is such a dainty, bright little creature that I am impatient
-to meet her.”
-
-Hetty’s eyes glowed with gratitude and surprise. No other visitor
-had ever named the afflicted daughter of the house in this tone. The
-frank, cordial praise kept back no implication of pitying patronage.
-Mr. Wayt’s wife’s sister had knocked about the world of churches and
-parishes long enough to know that the perfect breeding which ignores
-deformity without overlooking the deformed is the rarest of social
-gifts. In any other circumstances, she would have refused steadfastly
-to subject Hester to the scrutiny of a stranger. As it was, she
-hesitated visibly.
-
-“She is seldom able to receive company in the evening. But I will see
-how she is feeling to-night.”
-
-She had remarkable self-possession, as March had noted already. She got
-herself out of the room without mumble or halt. She walked well, and
-with a single eye to her destination, with no diffident conjectures as
-to how she moved or looked. March had keen perceptions and critical
-notions upon such points.
-
-“What an interesting looking girl,” observed May, in an undertone.
-
-And March, as cautiously—“I hope she will let us see the little one!
-She is the jolliest grig you can conceive of.”
-
-Both tried not to look about them while waiting for the hostess’
-return. The place was forlornly clean, and the new carpets gave forth
-the ungoodly smell of oily wool that nothing but time and use can
-dissipate. Plaintive efforts to abolish stiffness were evident in
-chairs grouped in conversational attitudes near the summer-fronted
-fireplace, and a table pulled well away from the wall, with books and
-photographs lying about on it. March could fancy Hetty doing these
-things, then standing disheartened, in the waste of moquette, under the
-consciousness that there was not one-fifth enough furniture for the
-vast rooms. At this point, he spoke again subduedly:
-
-“What possessed the church to build these desolate barns and call them
-family parlors?”
-
-May was a parish worker, and looked her surprise.
-
-“A parsonage must have plenty of parlor room for church sociables.”
-
-“Then those who use them ought to furnish them. Or, say! it wouldn’t be
-amiss to keep them up as show places are abroad—by charging a shilling
-admission fee.”
-
-Hetty’s return saved him from deserved rebuke.
-
-“My niece will be very happy to see you,” she reported, rather
-formally, her eyes darkling into vague trouble or doubt as she said
-it. On the way across the hall she added hurriedly to May: “We never
-overpersuade her to meet strangers. In this case there was no need.”
-
-May’s gloved hand sought hers with a swift, involuntary gesture. It was
-the merest touch that emphasized the low “Thank you!” but both struck
-straight home to Hetty’s heart. The Gilchrist tact was inimitable.
-
-Hester lay upon a lounge, propped into a sitting posture with pillows.
-Her hair and drapings were cunningly disposed. A casual eye would not
-have penetrated the secret of the withered limbs and curved spine. A
-red spot like a rose-leaf rested upon each cheek, her eyes shone, and
-her silent smile revealed small, perfect teeth like a two-year-old
-baby’s. She was so winsome that May stooped impulsively to kiss her as
-she would a pretty child.
-
-“I came to tell you how angry we all are—my father, mother, and I—with
-my brother and his dog for scaring you to-day,” she said, seating
-herself on an ottoman by the lounge, and retaining hold of the wee hand
-until it ceased to twitch and burn in hers. “I did think Thor knew
-better! His tail committed innumerable apologies to me when I told him
-I hoped to see you this evening.”
-
-March and Hetty, chatting together near the crackling wood fire, caught
-presently sentences relative to colors and pencils and portfolios,
-and slackened their talk to listen. May had elicited the confession
-that Hester’s brush was a solace and the only pastime she had “except
-reading and Hetty’s music.”
-
-“But it’s only trying with me,” said the tuneless voice. “I have had no
-teacher except Hetty.”
-
-“My dear Hester!” cried the person named. “Be candid, and say ‘worse
-than none!’”
-
-Hester colored vividly at this evidence that her confidences to her
-new friend were shared by others, but rallied gallantly to support her
-assertion.
-
-“She doesn’t think she has any talent for drawing, but she took
-lessons for three months that she might teach me how to shade and
-manage perspective, and use water colors. She and I amuse ourselves
-with caricatures and all that, and I make drawings—very poor ones—to
-illustrate poems and stories, while she reads to me, and I do a
-little—you can’t imagine _how_ little and how badly!—in color. Just
-bits, you know—grass and mossy sticks, and brambles running over
-stones, and frost-bitten leaves—and such things. Hetty is always on the
-lookout for studies for me. I cannot sit up long enough to undertake
-anything more important if I had the skill. And I shouldn’t dare
-venture to copy anything really beautiful—such as apple blossoms,” with
-a short-lived smile at March that left a plait between her eyes.
-
-Intercepting Hetty’s apprehensive glance, he smiled in return, but
-forbore to introduce the petition left with them that afternoon. May
-had been stringent on this point.
-
-“Don’t allude to it this evening!” she enjoined upon him. “Nothing
-is in worse taste than to use a first call as a lever for selfish
-ends. I’ll run in to-morrow morning, and try my powers of persuasion.
-Meantime, get your canvas and palette ready.”
-
-Hetty’s spirits rose when she perceived that the exciting topic was
-avoided. The four were in the swing of merry converse when the clock
-struck nine, and, as if he had waited for the signal, Mr. Wayt walked
-in. March, who sat by Hetty, saw her stiffen all over, and her eyes
-sink to the floor. Hester began to cough irrepressibly—a hard, dry
-hack, to quiet which Hetty went to get a glass of water. The pallor
-of the pastor’s face had a bilious tinge; his eyes were sunken, his
-whole appearance haggard and wild. Yet his greeting to the guests
-was effusive, his flow of language unabated. Neither daughter nor
-sister-in-law offered to second him. Hester’s roses faded, the ever
-present fold between her eyebrows was almost a scowl. Hetty was coldly
-imperturbable, and the Gilchrists soon made a movement to go.
-
-Mr. Wayt stepped forward airily to accompany them to the door, Hetty
-falling into the rear and parting from them with a grave bow upon the
-threshold of the sitting room.
-
-“My regards to your estimable parents,” said the host on the porch,
-his pulpit tone carrying far through the night. “A clerical friend
-of mine dubbed Judge Aaron Hollingshed of Chicago, an active elder
-in his church, and his wife, who was a true mother in Israel—‘Aaron
-and _her_!’ I already, in spirit, apply the like titles to Judge and
-Mrs. Gilchrist. It is such spirited support as theirs that upholds the
-hands of the modern Moses against the Amaleks of the day. Thank you for
-calling, and good-night to you both.”
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER IV.
-
-
-MAY GILCHRIST had not overestimated her persuasive powers. A call on
-Mrs. Wayt, undertaken as soon as she had seen, from her watch window,
-the tall, black figure of the clergyman issue from his gate, and
-take his way down-town, won his wife’s sanction to the presence of
-her sister and daughter in the orchard that afternoon to watch Miss
-Gilchrist’s brother upon a sketch he proposed to begin before the apple
-blossoms fell.
-
-“I shall be there, of course,” the young diplomatist mentioned
-casually. “I am studying art in an amateurish way, under my brother’s
-direction. I dearly enjoy seeing him paint. His hand is so firm and
-rapid, and his eye so true! Your daughter tells me she is fond of
-drawing. March and I would be only too happy to render any assistance
-in our power to forward her studies in that line.”
-
-“My sister has spoken to me of your kindness and his,” Mrs. Wayt
-answered thoughtfully. “She told me also that she had referred the
-question of accepting Mr. Gilchrist’s generous proposition to me.
-Hesitation seems ungracious, but my poor child is very excitable, and
-in nerve so unfit to work long at anything that I have doubted the
-expediency of allowing her to become interested in her favorite pursuit
-to the extent necessary for the acquisition of any degree of skill.”
-
-Nevertheless May went home victorious, and Mrs. Wayt, disquiet in eye
-and soul, sought her sister and detailed the steps of the siege and the
-surrender.
-
-“Refusal was impossible without risking the displeasure of influential
-parishioners, or exciting suspicions that might be more hurtful,” she
-concluded.
-
-Hetty was cleaning silver in the dining room. Over her buff gingham
-she wore a voluminous bib apron; housewifely solicitude informed her
-whole personality. Her hair was turned back from her temples, and the
-roughened roll showed rust-red lights in a bar of sunshine crossed by
-her head as she moved. The lines of her face had what Hester called
-“their forenoon _sag_,” a downward inclination that signified as
-much care as she could bear. She rubbed a tablespoon until she could
-see each loosened hair and drooping line in it, before unclosing her
-thinned lips to reply. Even then her speech was reluctant.
-
-“The child is yours, Frances—not mine, dearly as I love her. I
-understand as well as you how cruel it seems to deny her what is, in
-itself, a harmless pleasure. Still, we have agreed up to this time
-that it is inexpedient to give people the run of the house, and this
-looks like a straight road to that.”
-
-She did not glance up in speaking, or afterward. Her accent was
-unimpassioned, her thoughts apparently engrossed in the business of
-bringing polish out of tarnish.
-
-“There are circumstances that may alter cases—and premises,” returned
-Mrs. Wayt deprecatingly. “I cannot but feel that we may begin to argue
-and determine from a different standpoint. I wish you could be a little
-more sanguine, dear.”
-
-“You don’t wish it more than I do, sister! I wasn’t built upon the
-‘Hope on, Hope ever’ plan. My utmost effort in that direction is to
-make the best of what cannot be bettered. And since you have said ‘Yes’
-to this painting scheme we will think only of what a boon it will be
-to Hester. The new cook is a more imminent difficulty. This house is
-large, and the salary excellent, I admit, but it would have been wise
-to wait until our arrival before engaging her.”
-
-She knew that her sister was as much surprised as herself at Mr. Wayt’s
-commission to Mrs. Gilchrist, also that the wife would not plead this
-ignorance in self-defense.
-
-“Homer, you, and I could have divided the housework, as we did in
-other places,” continued Hetty, attacking a row of forks, now that the
-spoons were done with, “and we could hire a woman by the day to wash
-and iron. The cook may justify Mrs. Gilchrist’s recommendation. I dare
-say she will. Only—but I’ll not utter another croak to-day! You are
-an angelic optimist, and I am given over to pessimism of the opposite
-type. We will accept Mary Ann and the rest of the goods the Fairhill
-gods provide, including the open-air studio, eat, drink, and be merry,
-and make up our minds that to-morrow we _won’t_ die! I’d seal the
-covenant with a kiss if I were quite certain that I am not silicon-ed
-up to the eyes.”
-
-Mrs. Wayt bore a pained and heavy heart to the nursery and her mending
-basket. She loved Hetty fondly, and with what abundant reason no one
-knew so well as the heroic wife of a selfishly eccentric man. She
-trusted her sister’s sterling sense, and in most instances was willing
-to abide by her judgment, but there were radical differences in their
-views upon certain subjects. The very pains Hetty took to avert open
-discussion of what lay like a carking blight upon the spirits of both
-caused friction and rawness, and the feigned levity with which she
-closed the door upon the topic would have been insult from anyone
-else. She had no alternative but to submit, no help but in the Refuge
-of all pure souls tempted almost out of measure by the sins and
-perversities of those dearest to them. Upon the knees of her heart she
-besought wisdom and comfort, and—sweet satire upon the pious duty of
-self-examination!—forgiveness for her intolerance of others’ foibles!
-
-Baby Annie was building block houses upon the floor, and filling them
-with dandelions. Homer had brought a small basketful up to her just
-before Mrs. Wayt was summoned to her visitor, and had helped the
-child erect a castle while the mother was below. Upon her entrance,
-he shuffled out as sheepishly as if she had detected him rifling the
-pockets of her husband’s Sunday clothes. These lay over a chair by
-her work table. While she prayed, her fingers plied the needle upon a
-ripped lining and two loose buttons.
-
-“See, mamma,” entreated the little one. “So many dandeyions! Annie make
-house for dee papa!” The mother stooped to kiss her; a tear splashed
-upon the mass of wilting golden disks packed into papa’s treasure
-chamber. At the same age Hester had prattled of “dee papa,” and was his
-faithful shadow wherever he would allow her to follow. He had been too
-busy of late years and too distraught by various anxieties to take much
-notice of the younger children, but he had made a pet of little Hester.
-He used to call her “Lassie with glory crowned,” as he twined and
-burnished her sunny curls around his fingers. Annie was a loving little
-darling, but neither so sprightly nor so beautiful as her first-born
-at the same age. She worshiped her father, and he was beginning to
-recognize and be pleased by her preference.
-
-“Poor Percy!”
-
-“Papa sick?” asked the child, startled by the ejaculation.
-
-“No, my darling. Papa is very well. Mamma is only sorry! sorry!
-_sorry!_”
-
-“Sorry! sorry! _sorry!_ Mamma sorry! sorry! _sorry!_” While she crammed
-the yellow flowers into the castle, the baby made the words into a
-song, catching intonation and emphasis as they had escaped her mother’s
-lips.
-
-Dandelions dying were as fair to her as dandelions golden-crisp in the
-meadow grass. A drop of blood, red from the heart, would mean no more
-than a coral bead.
-
-At three o’clock, Hester’s chair was drawn by Homer into the orchard.
-The painter, his sister, his dog, and his easel were already in place.
-March had sketched in the arbor, and indicated the figures sufficiently
-to reveal the purpose of the picture.
-
-Blossom-time is short, but fortunately the weather that week was
-phenomenally equable for May. In eight days the painting was finished.
-The reader may have noticed it at the Academy exhibition the next
-winter, where it was catalogued as “The Defense.” Hetty’s portrait and
-pose were admirably rendered, and the bound of the big St. Bernard was
-fiercely spirited. But the wonder of the group was the occupant of the
-low wicker carriage.
-
-“My baby daughter!” faltered Mrs. Wayt, on first seeing it, and no more
-words would come.
-
-To herself and to March, later and confidentially, Hetty spoke of it as
-“Hester glorified.” At times, she was almost afraid to look at it. It
-was the face of an infant, but an infant whose soul had outleaped the
-limitations of years. The filmy gold of her hair lay, cloudlike, about
-her, her perfectly molded hands were clasped in the fearless delight of
-ignorance as she leaned forward to welcome the enemy her custodian was
-ready to beat off. It was Hester in every lineament.
-
-Even the baby knew it. But it was Hester as her brothers and sisters
-would never see her unless among the fadeless blossoms of the world
-where crooked things will be made straight.
-
-March Gilchrist was not poetical except with his brush. It was his
-tongue, his song, his story. Through it Hetty Alling first learned to
-know him, yet they were never strangers after that earliest meeting
-in the orchard. She was a capital sitter, and he lingered over her
-portrait as he dared not over Hester’s for fear of wearying her. While
-Hetty posed, and he painted, May and Hester became warm friends. Miss
-Gilchrist had her own sketchbook, and March improvised an easel for
-it, which was attached to the wheeled chair, in desk fashion. Under
-May’s tutelage Hester made a study of apple blossoms, and another of
-plumy grasses which the overlooker praised with honest warmth, and
-promised to keep forever as souvenirs of the “pink-and-white week.”
-The robins were so used to the sight of the social group that they
-exchanged tender confidences freely overhead, as to summer plans and
-prospective birdlings. Thor’s massive bulk crushed, daily, the same
-area of sunny turf, and he may have had canine views as to the folly of
-working when the sun was warm and the sod softest. The orchard, where
-every tree was a mighty bouquet, was an impervious screen between the
-party and the streets and such windows as commanded the slope.
-
-“It is paradise, with rows upon rows of shining, fluffy angels to keep
-out the rest of the world!” said Hester, on the afternoon of the last
-sitting. “I’m glad it is we who are inside! And not another soul!”
-
-March was dabbling his brushes in a wide-mouthed bottle of turpentine,
-preparatory to putting them up.
-
-“Nothing exclusive about her—is there?” he laughed to Hetty, in mock
-admiration.
-
-She answered in the same vein:
-
-“She was always an incorrigible aristocrat!”
-
-“Say a beggarly aristocrat, and free your mind!” retorted Hester
-good-humoredly. “I don’t care who knows it. Who doesn’t prefer a select
-coterie to a promiscuous ‘crush’? I’d like to dig out this orchard
-just as I would a square of turf, and set it down in the middle of the
-South Seas (wherever they may be) where the trees wouldn’t shed their
-blossoms the whole year round, and we four—with the robins and Thor
-thrown in ornamentally—might paint and talk and live forever and a day.
-I used to wonder what answer I would make to the fairy who offered
-three wishes—but I am quite ready for her now. I’d fuse them all into
-one!”
-
-“Are you sure? Going! Going! the last call! _Gone!_” cried March,
-bringing down his biggest brush, _à la_ auctioneer’s hammer, upon
-Thor’s head.
-
-“Gone it is!” responded Hester, folding her tiny hands upon her heart,
-and closing her eyes in an ecstasy of satisfaction. “Let nobody speak
-for five minutes. (Look at your watch, Mr. Gilchrist!) For five minutes
-we will make believe that the deed is done, and we are translated. I
-hear the surf on the shores of the
-
- “Dear little isle of our own,
- Where the winds never sigh, and the skies never weep.
-
-“Hush!”
-
-They humored this one of her caprices, as they had others. She was full
-of fancies, some odd, some ghastly, some graceful. Even practical May
-yielded obedience to the mandate, and, laying her head against the
-bole of the tree, met the bright eye of the mother robin peering over
-the edge of her nest with what May chose to interpret as a wink of
-intelligent amusement.
-
-“She asked me as plainly as dumb show could ask, who would provide
-three meals a day for the happy exclusives, and, when I alluded to
-breadfruit trees and beefsteak geraniums, wanted to know where ovens
-and gridirons would come from,” said May afterward; “That formed the
-basis of _my_ five-minute reverie.”
-
- My soul, to-day,
- Is far away,
- Sailing the Vesuvian bay;
- My winged boat,
- A bird afloat,
- Swims ’round the purple peaks remote.
-
-So runs the poem, between the lines of which might be written the
-exultant, “_Absent from the body!_” Hester’s soul had the poet’s power
-of “drifting” into absolute idealization. She was used to building with
-dream stuff. In the time she had allotted, she lived out a lifetime, to
-tell of which would require hours and many pages. That she paid for the
-wide sweep into the remote and the never-to-be, by reaction bitterer
-than death, never dissuaded her from other voyages of the “winged
-boat.”
-
-For perhaps sixty seconds Hetty, sitting upon the turf by the recumbent
-Thor, and idly pulling his shaggy hair, reflected regretfully upon this
-certain reflex action; then, as if uttered in her ear, recurred the
-words: “Where we four might paint, and talk, and _live_ forever!”
-
-“We four!” Involuntarily, her eye sped from one to another of the
-group; from May’s placid visage and smile upraised to the robin’s
-nest, to the face framed about by pale blue cushions—colorless as wax,
-the pain lines effaced by the sweet exaltation oftenest seen upon the
-forehead and mouth of a dead child—consciousness, rising into majesty,
-of having compassed all that is given to the human creature to know,
-the full possession of a happy secret to be shared with none who still
-bear the weight of mortality. Hetty’s heart slackened its beat while
-she gazed upon the motionless features. Her “child” was, for the time,
-rapt beyond her reach. Yet it was only “make believe” after all, that
-snared her into temporary bliss!
-
-Before the pang of the thought got firm hold of her she met March
-Gilchrist’s eyes, full, and fixed upon hers.
-
-He lay along the grass, supporting himself on his left elbow, his
-cheek upon his hand, the other hand, still holding the big brush, had
-fallen across Thor’s back. His eyes were startled, as by an unexpected
-revelation, and as her glance touched them, sudden, glad light leaped
-from depth to surface. He would not release her regard—not even when
-the glow that succeeded the numbness of the thrill stole from limb
-to limb, and suffused her face, and all the forceful maiden nature
-battled with the magnetic compulsion. The sough of the spring breeze
-in the flower-laden branches, likened by Hester to the whispering
-surf upon island sands; the humming bees and twittering birds; the
-sun-warmed scent of apple blooms and white clover and the sweetbrier
-growing just without the canopy of the king apple tree; the faint flush
-of light strained through locked masses of blossoms, were, for those
-supreme moments, all the world—except that this man—God’s most glorious
-creation—spoke to her, although his lips were moveless, and that the
-stir of a new and divine life within her heart replied.
-
-“I am sure the time must be up!” said May yawningly. “Poor Hester is
-fast asleep, and my tongue aches with holding it so long.”
-
-Hester unclosed her eyes slowly, smiled dreamily, and essayed no
-denial. March was on his knees, collecting brushes and tubes into his
-color box. Hetty was folding a rug so much too heavy for her wrists
-that May sprang to seize the other end.
-
-“Why—are you chilly? Your fingers are like ice!” she exclaimed, as
-their hands met. “And how you shiver! I am afraid we have been selfish
-in keeping you out of doors so long!”
-
-The ague shook the mirth out of the nervous laugh with which Hetty
-answered:
-
-“Now that the strain of the week’s suspense and sittings is over, and
-the result of our joint labors is a pronounced success, I am a little
-tired. The spring is a trifle crude as yet, too,” she subjoined,
-speaking more glibly than usual. “By the time the sun reaches the tops
-of the trees, we begin to feel the dew fall. Hester, we must go in!”
-
-March took the handle of the wheeled chair from her. “That is too heavy
-for you on the thick grass. May, will you abide by the stuff until I
-come back?”
-
-On every other afternoon, Homer had come down at five o’clock to roll
-the carriage up the ascent. Hester lay among the pillows, her eyes
-again shut, and the reflection of the happy secret upon her face. Hetty
-walked mutely beside her.
-
-March liked the fine reserve that kept her silent and forbade her to
-risk another encounter of glances. She was all womanly, refined in
-every instinct. Crushing the young grasses with foot and wheel, and
-bowing under the stooping branches, they made their way to the gate in
-the parsonage fence. Homer shambled hurriedly down the walk to meet
-them.
-
-“Now”—he stammered, laying hold of the propeller of the chair—“I’d ’a
-bin yere sooner, but I had to go downtown on an arrant——”
-
-“That’s all right!” said March good-naturedly. “I was happy to bring
-Miss Wayt up the hill. Good-by, Queen Mab! May I have the honor of
-taking you to my home studio to see the picture when it is varnished
-and framed?”
-
-She replied by a gentle inclination of the head, and the same joyous
-ghost of a smile. She was like one lost in a dream, so deep and
-delicious that he will not move or speak for fear of awakening.
-
-March raised his hat and stood aside to let the carriage pass. As Hetty
-would have followed, his offered hand barred the way.
-
-“One moment, please!” he said, in grave simplicity. “I have to thank
-you for some very happy hours. May I, also, thank you for the hope of
-many more? I should be sorry if our acquaintanceship were to fall to
-the level of social conventionality. We have always been intimate with
-our pastor’s family, and mean, unless forbidden, to remain true to
-time-honored precedent.”
-
-If he had alarmed her just now, he would prove that he was no
-love-smitten boy, but a purposeful man, who understood himself and was
-obedient to law and order. Hetty gathered herself together to emulate
-his tranquillity.
-
-“I especially want to thank _you_, out of her hearing, for the great
-kindness you and your sister have showed to my dear little invalid.
-She will never forget it, nor shall I. It has been the happiest week
-of her life. I think but for your offer to lend her books, and Miss
-Gilchrist’s promise to keep on with her painting lessons, that the end
-of our sittings would be a serious affliction to her. Please say this
-from me to Miss Gilchrist, also. Good-evening!”
-
-He ran lightly back to May and “the stuff.” He had not obtained
-permission to call, but neither was it refused. He liked dignity in a
-woman. As he phrased it, “it furred the peach and dusted the plum.” He
-was entirely willing to do all the wooing.
-
-May innocently applied the last touch to his unruffled spirit in their
-family confabulation in the library that evening.
-
-“That Hetty Alling is one of the most delightful girls I ever met!” she
-asseverated emphatically.
-
-“In what respect?” inquired her judicial parent.
-
-“She has individuality—and of the best sort. She is intelligent, frank,
-spirited, and with these sterling qualities, as gentle as a saint
-with poor little Hester, who must be a great care to one so young as
-Hetty. I mean to do all I can to brighten the monotonous existence the
-two girls must lead. From all I can gather without asking impertinent
-questions, they are thrown almost entirely upon one another for
-entertainment and happiness. It is an oddly assorted household, taken
-as a whole.”
-
-“Talking of originality,” observed March after a meditative puff or
-two, “you have it in the niece. It is fearfully sad that such a mind
-should be crowded into the body of a dwarf. She dotes upon books. If
-you will look up a dozen or so that you think she—or Miss Alling—would
-enjoy, I will take them over to-morrow.”
-
-His mother’s attitude changed slightly, although her face was
-unaltered. She seemed to hold her breath to listen, her whole inner
-being to quicken into intensity of interest. March, stretched
-luxuriously upon the rug, in his usual post-prandial attitude, felt her
-sigh.
-
-“Do I tire you, mother, dear?” he asked.
-
-“Never, my boy!”
-
-Nor ever would, although within the hour and with a throe that tested
-her reserves of fortitude, she had surrendered the first place in
-his heart. The blow was unexpected. The orchard paintings and her
-children’s interest in them had seemed entirely professional to her.
-March had sketched dozens of girls, and fallen in love with none of
-them. With all his warmth of heart and ready sensibilities, he was not
-susceptible to feminine charms. As a boy, he became enamored of art too
-early to have other flames. Perhaps, with fatuity common to mothers,
-she reasoned that with such a home as his he was not likely to be
-tempted by visions of domestic bliss under a vine and fig tree yet to
-be planted. It is a grievous problem to the maternal intellect why men
-who have the best mothers and sisters living and eager to spoil them
-with much serving, should be the earliest to marry out of certainty
-into hazardous uncertainty.
-
-When the judge had gone to a political meeting, and May to entertain
-visitors in the drawing room, Mrs. Gilchrist divined the purport of
-the impending communication. Her fair hand grew clammy in toying with
-the short chestnut curls; in the silence through which she could hear
-the tinkle of the fountain on the lawn, she wet her dry lips that
-they might not be unready with loving rejoinder to what her idol was
-preparing to say. She knew March too well to expect conventional
-preamble. He was always direct and genuine. She did not start when he
-spoke at length.
-
-“Mamma, darling.”
-
-“Yes, my son.”
-
-“It has come to me at last, and in earnest.”
-
-“I surmised as much.” It was plain to see where he got his dislike of
-circuitous methods. “Is it Mrs. Wayt’s sister?”
-
-“It is Hetty Alling. She is a true, noble woman. I shall try to win her
-love. Should I succeed, you will love her for my sake, will you not?”
-
-“You know that I will. But this is sudden. You have known her less
-than a fortnight. And, dear, it is out of the fullness of my love that
-I speak—I am afraid that the family is a peculiar one. Be prudent, my
-son. You are young, and life is long. I cannot bear that you should
-make a mistake here. Should this young girl be all that you think—even
-all that I hope to find in her—it is best not to force her decision.
-Give her time to study you. Take time, and make opportunities to study
-_her_. I ask it because you bear the names of two honorable men—your
-father and mine—and because it would break your mother’s heart to see
-her only boy unhappy.”
-
-He drew her hand to his lips—the high-bred hand that would always be
-beautiful—and held it there for a moment. She had his pledge.
-
-Hetty had followed Hester into the house. It was half-past five, and
-there were strawberries to be capped for the half-past six dinner.
-A parishioner had left a generous supply of Southern berries at the
-door while the girls were out, and had taken Mrs. Wayt and her little
-daughters to drive. Aunt and niece sat down at a table drawn before
-the dining-room window and fell to work. Hester’s high chair brought
-her tiny, dexterous fingers to a level with Hetty’s. The task went
-forward with silent rapidity, and neither noted the direction of her
-companion’s eyes. Hetty seemed to her dazed self to bear about with
-her the charmed atmosphere of the nook under the king apple tree.
-
-The mingled hum of bees and sighing wind and bird-note sounded in her
-ears like the confused song of a seashell. Now and then, a ray from
-hazel eyes flashed athwart her sight. Brain and heart were in a tumult
-that terrified her into questioning her identity. The “winged boat”
-of fancy was a novel craft to our woman of affairs. As novel was the
-self-absorption that made her unobservant of Hester’s brilliant eyes
-and musing smile. As the dainty fingers, just reddened on the tips
-by the fruit, picked off and cast aside the green “caps,” Hester’s
-regards were fixed upon the Anak of the orchard, and Hetty’s strayed
-continually to the same point. Both looked over and beyond a figure
-creeping on all-fours down the central alley of the broad, shallow
-garden, occasionally crouching low, as if to crop the grass of the
-borders.
-
-Perry, studying his Latin grammar in his mother’s chamber above, awoke
-the taciturn dreamers by a shout:
-
-“Hello, Tony! what _are_ you doing there?”
-
-He turned his head, not his body, to reply:
-
-“Now—jes’ lookin’ for somethin’ I dropped.”
-
-“You’ll drop yourself some day if you don’t watch out!”
-
-Hester’s unmusical cackle broke forth.
-
-“Does he look more like a praying mantis—or Nebuchadnezzar?” she said
-to her co-worker. “He reminds me of a funny thing I heard a man say
-when I was a child of a picture in my catechism of Nebuchadnezzar
-feeding in the pasture with a herd of cows. He said it was ‘a fine
-study of comparative anatomy.’ The advantage would be on the side of
-the cows if Tony were to take the field.”
-
-Hetty could not but laugh with her in looking at the grotesque object.
-
-“A short sight is a real affliction—poor fellow! It is to be hoped that
-he has ‘dropped’ nothing valuable. I will take the bowl and ‘caps’ into
-the kitchen when I have laid you down upon the lounge. Your poor back
-must ache by this time.”
-
-She lingered a few minutes in the kitchen to make sure that everything
-was in train for dinner. Her practical knowledge of all departments of
-housewifery had already gained for her Mary Ann’s profound respect. The
-cook recommended by Mrs. Gilchrist was a tidy body, a capital worker,
-and, as she vaunted herself, “one as took an _intrust_ in any family
-she lived in.”
-
-“I ast that pore innocent feller if there was any parsley in the
-gairdin,” she chuckled to Hetty, “an’ he said he’d fetch me a bunch to
-gairnish me dishes. But I’ve niver laid eyes onto him since. I mistrust
-he don’t know one yarb from another. Is he ‘all there,’ d’ye think,
-mem?”
-
-“He is not quick, but he is not an idiot, by any means,” returned his
-patroness. “He is a faithful, honest fellow, always thankful for a kind
-word, very industrious, and perfectly truthful. We think a great deal
-of Homer. I saw him in the garden just now, looking for the parsley. I
-will find him and send him in with it. Don’t sugar the berries; we do
-that on the table. Keep them in a cool place until they are wanted for
-dessert.”
-
-She strolled down the garden walk, singing low to herself the catching
-tune to which she had set the words the Gilchrists had overheard the
-Sunday night of their first call:
-
- O Life and Love! O happy throng
- Of thoughts whose only speech is song.
- O heart of man! canst thou not be
- Blithe as the air is, and as free?
-
-Homer had vanished from the main alley that led directly to the
-orchard, yet she walked on down the whole length of it. Blazing tulips
-had supplanted faded hyacinths; the faint green globes of snowball
-bushes were bleaching hourly in May sunshine and breeze; the lilac
-hedge, lining the post-and-board fence at the bottom of the parsonage
-lot, was set thick with purple and mauve and white spikes.
-
-“Such a dear, old-fashioned garden!” Hetty said, half aloud. “It
-reminds me of the one we had at home!” Leaning upon the orchard gate
-she abandoned herself to reverie. The robins’ whistle in the apple tree
-was low and tender; fleecy clouds, drifting toward the west, began to
-blush on the sunward side, the blending odors of a thousand flowers
-hung in the air. The word “home” took thought back—thoughts of the
-only one she had ever had, and the mother whose death lost it to her.
-Since then she had stood alone, and helped weaker people to stand. A
-great longing for rest in a love she could claim as all hers drove
-tears to her eyes. The longing was not new, but the hope that softened
-it was. Hitherto, it had been linked with her mother’s image only. She
-wanted her now, as much, and more than ever before, but that she might
-sympathize with what she began to comprehend tremblingly. Her mother
-would enter into her trembling and her joy. Especially if she had seen
-what Hetty never could describe—a look the memory of which renewed the
-shy, delicious shame expressed in the blush March had pitied, while
-rejoicing in the sight of it.
-
-Such a boundless, beautiful world opened to her while she stood there,
-looking down the blossoming vistas of the orchard—solitary, yet
-comforted! She would give rein to imagination for that little while. It
-could harm no one, even if it were all a chimera that would not outlast
-blossom-time. And must it be _that_? What had glorified other desolate
-women’s lives might bless hers. Spring comes to every year, however
-long and cruel may have been the winter. Recalling March’s prophecy of
-future association, she dared dwell upon visions of his visits, of the
-pleasant familiar talks that would make them better acquainted; of the
-books they would read and discuss; of the pictures he would paint, with
-her looking on.
-
-“I am not beautiful or accomplished,” she said humbly. “But I would
-make myself more worthy of him. I am young and apt. I would make no
-mistakes that could mortify him. He should never be ashamed of me, and,
-oh!” she stretched her arms involuntarily, as if to draw the unseen
-nearer to her heart—“how faithfully I would serve him, forever and
-forever.”
-
-The flight of fancy had indeed been fast and far!
-
-The tinkle of the dinner bell in Mary Ann’s vigorous hand ended the
-fond foolishness abruptly. It was the careful housewife who asked
-herself with a guilty start: “What has become of Homer and the parsley?”
-
-Her first step in returning was upon something hard. She picked it up.
-
- * * * * *
-
-Homer met his young mistress at the back door. His weak, furtive eyes
-were uneasy before she accosted him. At her incisive tone the red rims
-closed entirely over them, his hands, grimy with groping in gravel and
-turf, fumbled with one another, and his loose jaw dangled.
-
-“Homer, you said this afternoon that you had been out to do an errand.
-Do not leave the place again without letting me know where you are
-going, and for what.”
-
-“Now,” he began wretchedly, “you wasn’t at home, ’n I thought——”
-
-“I forbid you to think! I will do the thinking for this family. You
-knew where to find me. If you had not, you ought to have waited until I
-got back. I mean what I say!”
-
-He shifted miserably from one foot to the other, and, as she passed
-him, cleared his dry throat.
-
-“Now, ’spose Mrs. Wayt was to send me out in a hurry?”
-
-“Tell her that you have my orders.”
-
-“Now——”
-
-She looked over her shoulder at him, impatient and contemptuous. He had
-never seen her so angry with him before. He plucked at the battered
-brim of an old military cap clutched in one hand. He had found it in
-the garret, and believed that it became him rarely.
-
-“I was ’bout to say as I hed los’ what I hed——”
-
-“I found it. Not another word! There is no excuse for you!”
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER V.
-
-
-MR. WAYT availed himself of an early opportunity to make known his
-intention to take no vacation that year. He “doubted the expediency
-of midsummer absences on the part of suburban pastors.” While many
-residents of Fairhill went abroad and to fashionable resorts in America
-in July and August, a respectable minority was content to remain at
-home, and some of the vacated cottages and villas were taken by city
-people, to whom the breezy heights and shaded lawns were a blessed
-relief from miles of scorching stone and brick. He “foresaw both
-foreign and domestic missionary work in his own parish,” he said to his
-session in explaining his plans for the summer campaign.
-
-The resolution was politic and strengthened his hold upon his new
-charge. Not to be outdone in generosity, the people redoubled their
-affectionate attentions to their spiritual leader. Fruits, flowers, and
-all manner of table dainties poured into the parsonage; carriages came
-daily to offer airings to Mrs. Wayt and the children, and on the Fourth
-of July a pretty phaëton and gentle horse were sent as “a gift to the
-mistress of the manse,” from a dozen prominent parishioners.
-
-“Verily, my cup runneth over.”
-
-A real tear dropped upon Mr. Wayt’s shirt front as he uttered it
-falteringly on the afternoon of the holiday. Yet he had been repeating
-the words at seasonable intervals, and more or less moistly, since the
-hour of the presentation.
-
-The Gilchrists were upon the eastern veranda, the embowering vines of
-which were beginning to rustle in the sea breeze. All had arisen at the
-pastor’s appearance, and March set a chair for him.
-
-“I have thought, sometimes, that I had some command of language,” he
-continued unctuously. “To-day I have no words save those laid to my
-use by the Book of books—‘My cup runneth over.’ It is not one of my
-foibles to expatiate upon the better ‘days that are no more.’ The trick
-is common and cheap. But to you, my best friends, I may venture to
-confide that my dear wife and I were brought up in what I have since
-been disposed to characterize as ‘mistaken luxury.’ Since the unselfish
-saint joined her blameless lot with mine she has never had a carriage
-of her own until to-day. I can receive favors done to myself with a
-manly show of gratitude. Appreciation of my wife makes a baby of me.”
-
-“By this time he should be in his second childhood, then, for
-everybody likes mamma,” piped a familiar voice from within the French
-window of the library. Glancing around with a start that was _not_
-theatrical, he espied his eldest born established at her ease in a
-low chair. Her feet were on a stool; she wore a white gown, and May’s
-white Chudda shawl covered her from the waist downward; her hair was
-a mesh of gold thread that drew to it all the light of the dying day.
-May sat on a cushion in the window and linked Hester in her comparative
-retirement with the veranda group.
-
-“Ah, little one, are you there?” said the fond parent playfully. “I
-missed you from the dinner table and might have guessed that you could
-be nowhere but here.”
-
-Profound silence ensued, and lasted for a minute. Hester shrank into
-herself with a blush visible even in the shadowy interior.
-
-March and May had gone through orchard and gardens to fetch her an hour
-ago. Her father had eaten his evening meal at the same table with her.
-In the circumstances there was nothing to say, a fact comprehended by
-all except the unconscious offender.
-
-“I think Mrs. Wayt will find her horse gentle,” said Judge Gilchrist,
-in formal civility too palpable to his wife.
-
-With intelligent apprehension of the truth, too often overlooked, that
-confidence in the truth bearer must precede obedience to his message,
-she desired that her husband and son should like Mr. Wayt. To March she
-had confessed her fear that some of the family were “peculiar,” and he
-might infer the inclusion of the nominal head in the category. Further
-than this she would not go. With pious haste she picked the fly out of
-the ointment, and with holy duplicity beguiled others into approval of
-the article that bore the trade mark of “The Church.”
-
-Ah, the Church!—in every age and, despite lapses and shortcomings and
-stains, the custodian of the Ark of God—her debt to such devout and
-loyal souls as this woman’s will never be estimated until the Master
-shall make acknowledgment of it in the great day of reckoning.
-
-When the judge’s turn of the subject and the “horsey” talk that
-followed granted his wife leisure to reconsider the matter, she
-discovered that there was no cause for discomfiture. Mr. Wayt was
-absent-minded, as were all students of deep things. Only, her husband
-was quick of sight and wit, and neither March nor May had much to say,
-of late, of the new preacher who was doing such excellent work in
-the congregation. March went regularly to church and sat beside his
-mother through prayer and hymn and sermon, and afterward refrained
-from adverse criticism. This may have been out of respect to the girl
-he hoped to make his wife. Yet she had dared fancy that the graver
-tenderness of his behavior to herself and the unusual periods of
-thoughtfulness that occurred in their conversations had to do with the
-dawning of spiritual life in his soul. However much certain of Mr.
-Wayt’s mannerisms might offend her taste, there was no question of his
-ability and eloquence. That these might be the divinely appointed nets
-for the ingathering into the Church of her best beloved was a burden
-that weighted every petition.
-
-March had not spoken openly of his love for Hetty Alling since the
-evening on which he first avowed it to his mother, but, in her opinion,
-there was nothing significant in this reserve. The Gilchrists were
-delicate in their dealings with one another, never asking inconvenient
-questions, or pushing communication beyond the voluntary stage. If May
-divined the drift of her brother’s affections, she did not intimate
-it by word or look. When the fruit of confidence was ripe it would be
-dropped into her lap. She _did_ note what Mrs. Gilchrist had not the
-opportunity of seeing—how seldom Hetty had leisure to receive March or
-his sister. She was getting ready the wardrobe of the twin boys, who
-were to go to boarding school the 1st of October. Through Hester’s talk
-May had learned incidentally that the Wayts employed neither dressmaker
-nor seamstress.
-
-“Hetty is miraculously skillful with her needle,” was Hester’s way of
-putting it, “and so swift that it would drive her wild to see her work
-done by the ‘young lady who goes out by the day.’ I work buttonholes
-and hem ruffles and such like, and mamma gives her all the time she can
-spare from baby—and other things. But our Hetty is the motor of the
-household machine. I don’t believe there is another like her in the
-world. The mold in which she was cast was broken.”
-
-She had said this in a chat held with her favorite this evening while
-the others were engaged with other themes outside of the window. May
-encouraged her to go on by remarking:
-
-“You love her as dearly as if she were really your sister, don’t you?”
-
-“‘As well!’ The love I have for mother, sisters, and brothers is a
-drop in the ocean compared with what I feel for Hetty! See here, Miss
-May!” showing her perfectly formed hands. “These were as helpless as
-my feet. Hetty rubbed me, bathed me, flexed the muscles for an hour
-every morning and an hour every night. She tempted me to eat; obliged
-me to take exercise; carried me up and down stairs, and sat with me
-in her arms out of doors until she had saved fifty dollars out of her
-allowance to have my chair built. Hetty educated me—made me over! She
-is my brain, the blood of my heart—I don’t believe I should have a soul
-but for Hetty!”
-
-The warm water stood in May’s eyes. But the weak voice, thrilling with
-excitement, reminded her of the danger of an excess of feeling upon the
-disjointed system. She spoke lightly:
-
-“Oh, your father would have looked out for your soul!”
-
-“_Would_ he?”
-
-The accent of intensest acrimony shocked the listener, corroborated as
-it was by the bitterness of scorn that wrung the small face.
-
-In a second Hester caught herself up.
-
-“They say that cobblers’ wives go barefoot. Ministers have so little
-time to spare for the souls of their families that their children are
-paganed. If it wasn’t for their wives and their wives’ sisters, the
-forlorn creatures would not know who made them.”
-
-It was a plausible evasion, but it did not efface from May’s mind the
-disdainful outburst and the black look that went with it. Both seemed
-so unnatural, even revolting, to a girl whose father stood with her
-as the synonym for nobility of manhood, that she could not get away
-from the recollection for the rest of the evening. This was before Mr.
-Wayt’s arrival, and sharpened May’s appreciation of the little by-play
-between Hester and her parent.
-
-His departure at nine o’clock was succeeded by Hester’s at ten, and, as
-was their habit, March and his sister took her home by the path across
-the orchard. The night was sultry; the moon lay languid under swathes
-of gray mist. She looked warm, and the stars near her faint and tired.
-Low down upon the horizon were flashes of purple sheet lightning. The
-town had kept the Fourth patriotically, and the odor of burned paper
-and gunpowder tainted the stirless air.
-
-“The grass is perfectly dry,” said May, stopping to lay her hand upon
-the mown sward. “That should be a sign of a shower.”
-
-“There is always rain on the night of the Fourth of July,” returned
-March abstractedly.
-
-Hester said not a word. As she looked up at the sick moon her eyes
-showed large and dark; her face was corpselike in the wan radiance. She
-was weary, and she had been indiscreet. She could not sleep without
-confessing to Hetty her lapse of temper and tongue, and Hetty had
-enough to bear already. She had not been so strong and bright as was
-her wont for a month past. It might be only excessive drudgery over
-sewing machine and household duties, but she looked fagged and sad at
-times. The phaëton and horse would benefit mamma and the children—when
-the vacant place beside the mistress of the Manse was not occupied by
-their lord and master. _He_ got the lion’s share of every luxury. Poor
-Hester’s conscience and heart were raw, and the heat of the wounds
-inflamed her imagination. The evening at the judge’s had not rested
-her. That was strange, or would have been had not the long, black
-shadow of her father lain across the memory of it.
-
-The back door of the parsonage stood wide open, and the house was so
-still that, as March stooped to lift Hester from her carriage at the
-foot of the steps, he caught the sound of what was scarcely louder
-than an intermittent sigh in the upper story, but continuous as a
-violent fit of weeping. The arm that lay over his shoulder twitched
-convulsively; Hester shuddered sharply, then laughed aloud:
-
-“Oh, Mr. Gilchrist! I thought I was falling! It is too bad to put you
-to all this trouble. I hope Tony hasn’t blown himself up. He ought to
-have come for me.”
-
-“Didn’t I promise your mother to bring you home safely?” said March
-reassuringly. And, as they reached the hall—“May I carry you upstairs?”
-
-The offer seemed to terrify her.
-
-“Oh, no, no! Just lay me on the settee there! Somebody will be down
-directly. Don’t trouble yourself to bring the chair in. Tony will
-attend to that. Thank you! Good-night, Mr. Gilchrist! Good-night, Miss
-May!”
-
-While she hurried all this out, a stumble on the back stairs was the
-precursor of Homer’s appearance in the dim recesses of the hall. He
-alighted at the bottom of the flight on all-fours, picked himself up
-and shambled forward, one hand on his head, the other on his elbow, an
-imbecile grin spreading his jaws.
-
-“_Now_, I a’most broke me _nake_ on them stairs!”
-
-March had deposited Hester upon the hall lounge, and although
-perceiving her anxiety to get rid of him, hesitated to commit her to
-the keeping of a man who was, apparently, but half awake.
-
-“Let me carry you up!” he insisted to Hester. “He may fall again.”
-
-“Oh, Tony is all right!” in the same strained key as before. “He never
-lets anything but himself drop.”
-
-A rustle and swift step sounded above stairs. Someone ran down. It was
-Hetty. Her white wrapper was begirt with a ribbon loosely knotted; her
-rust-brown hair was breaking from constraint and tumbling upon her
-shoulders.
-
-March’s first pained thought was: “She knew I would be in, yet did not
-mean to see me again to-night!”
-
-A second glance at the colorless face and wild eyes awakened unselfish
-concern.
-
-“What is the matter? Who is hurt?” she queried anxiously. Hester’s
-reply was a shriek of laughter.
-
-“Nothing! Nobody! Only Tony has broken his neck again, and Mr.
-Gilchrist did not know that it is an hourly occurrence in our family
-life, so he insisted upon taking me upstairs himself.”
-
-“Mr. Gilchrist is very kind!” Hetty’s tone was deadly mechanical; in
-speaking she looked at nobody. “I sent Homer down when I heard you
-coming. I am sorry he was not in time.”
-
-May had joined the group.
-
-“I hope,” she said in her cheery way, “that none of the rest of your
-household have come to grief to-day?”
-
-Hetty turned to her with eyes that questioned silently—almost defiantly.
-
-“I mean, of course, did the boys bring home the proper quantum of eyes
-and fingers?”
-
-“Yes! oh, yes! thank you! they went to bed tired, but whole, I believe.”
-
-“That is fortunate, but remarkable for a Fourth of July report,” said
-March. “Come, May! Good-night!”
-
-He had seen, without comprehending, the intense relief that flooded
-the girl’s visage at his sister’s second sentence, also that she was
-feverishly anxious to have them go. And the sound above stairs, hushed
-by Hester’s shrill tones—was it low, anguished weeping? The mourner was
-not Hetty, yet her dry eyes were full of misery. His big, soft heart
-ached with futile sympathy. By what undiscovered track could he fare
-near enough to her to make her conscious of this and of a love the
-greatness of which ought to help her bear her load of trouble?
-
-“Hetty looks _dreadfully_!” broke out May at the garden gate. “She
-is worked and worried to death! I am amazed that Mrs. Wayt allows
-it. To reduce a girl like that to the level of a household drudge is
-barbarous. She has no time for society or recreation of any kind. It
-is toil, toil, toil, from morning until night. Mary Ann—the cook mamma
-got for them—says she ‘never saw such another young lady for sweetness
-and kindness to servants as Miss Hetty,’ but that she ‘carries all the
-house on them straight little shoulders of hern.’ Hester tells the same
-story in better English.”
-
-She repeated what she had heard that evening.
-
-March stopped to listen under the king apple tree, where he had begun
-to love the subject of the eulogy. While May declaimed he reached up
-for a cluster of green apples and leaves and pulled it to pieces, his
-face grave, his fingers lingering.
-
-“Heaven knows, May”—she was not prepared for the emotion with which
-it was uttered—“that I would risk my life to make hers happy. I
-hoped once—but you see for yourself how she avoids me. I could fancy
-sometimes that she is afraid of me!”
-
-“Perhaps she is afraid of herself.”
-
-He looked up eagerly.
-
-“Is that a chance remark? You women understand one another. Have you
-seen anything——”
-
-“Nothing I could or would repeat, my dear boy! But there is a mystery
-somewhere, and I can’t believe it is the phenomenon of such a sensible
-girl’s failure to appreciate my brother. May I say something, March,
-dear?”
-
-“Whatever you like—after what has gone before!”
-
-“Maybe it ought not to have gone before—or after, either. For, brother,
-this is not just the sort of connection that you should form. To
-speak plainly, you might look higher. ‘Strike—but hear!’ Hetty is
-all that I have said, and more. But there is a Bohemian flavor about
-the household. We will whisper it—even at half-past ten o’clock at
-night, in the orchard—and never hint it to ‘the people,’ or to mamma!
-They are nomads from first to last—why, I cannot say. They have lived
-everywhere, and nowhere long. Mrs. Wayt is a refined gentlewoman, but
-her eyes are sad and anxious. You know how fond I am of Hester, poor
-child! Still a nameless something clings to them as a whole—not quite
-a taint, but a tang! Especially to Mr. Wayt. There! it is out! Let us
-hope the apple trees are discreet! I distrust him, March! He doesn’t
-ring true. He is always on pose. He is a sanctimonious (which doesn’t
-mean sanctified) self-lover. Such men ought to remain celibate.”
-
-March tried to laugh, but not successfully.
-
-“I dissent from and agree to nothing you say. But——” He waited so long
-that May finished the sentence for him.
-
-“But you love Hetty?”
-
-“Yes! She _suits_ me, May! As no other woman ever did. As no other
-woman ever will. I have tried to reason myself out of the persuasion,
-but get deeper in. She _suits_ me—every fiber and every impulse of my
-nature. I seem to have known her forever and always to have missed her.”
-
-With all her pride in her family and ambition for her brother May had
-a romantic side to her character. Had she liked Hetty less, she would
-yet have pledged her support to the lover. She told him this while they
-strolled homeward, and then around and around the graveled drive in
-front of the Gilchrist portico, and had, in return, the full story of
-his passion.
-
-“When I marry, my wife will have all there is of me,” he had said, long
-ago, to his sister.
-
-He reminded her of it to-night.
-
-“She is not a brilliant society woman. Not beautiful, perhaps. I am not
-a competent judge of that at this date. She has not the prestige of
-wealth or station. But she is my counterpart.”
-
-He always returned to that.
-
-When his sister had gone into the house he tarried on the lawn with
-his cigar. What freshness the fierce sun had left to the air was all
-to be found out of doors. As the gray swathes continued to smother
-the light out of the moon the heat became more oppressive. The gravel
-walks were hot to his feet; the bricks of the house radiated caloric.
-With a half-laugh at the whim, he entered the now silent and darkened
-dwelling, sought and procured a carriage rug, and pulling the door shut
-after him, whistled for Thor, and retraced his steps to the orchard. He
-spread the rug upon the grass kept cool by the down-leaning branches of
-the arbor and cast himself upon it. He meant to make a night of it.
-
-“I have camped out, many a July night, in far less luxurious quarters,”
-he muttered. “And this place is sacred.”
-
-When the mosquitoes began to hum in his ears, he lighted another cigar.
-He was the more glad to do it, as he fancied, once in a while, that
-the young apples or the wilting leaves had a peculiar and not pleasant
-odor, as of some gum or essence, that hung long in the atmosphere.
-He had noticed it when he pulled down a branch to get the spray he
-had torn apart, while May talked. The air was full of foreign scents
-to-night, and this might be an olfactory imagination.
-
-As twelve o’clock struck from the nearest church spire, he was staring
-into the formless shadows overhead and living over the apple-blossom
-week, the symphony in pink and white. The young robins were full
-fledged and had flitted from the parent nest. The young hope, born of
-what stood with him for all the poetry of his six-and-twenty years of
-life, spread strong wings toward a future he was not to enjoy alone.
-
-Thor was uneasy. He should have found his share of the rug laid upon
-elastic turf as comfortable as the mat on the piazza floor, which was
-his usual bed, yet he arose to his haunches, once and again, and,
-although at his master’s touch or word, he lay down obediently, the
-outline of his big head, as March could make it out in the gloom, was
-alert.
-
-“What is it, old boy?” said he presently. “What is going on?”
-
-Thor whined and beat the ground with his tail, both tentatively, as
-asking information in return.
-
-In raising his own head from the yielding and soft rustling grasses,
-March became aware of a sound, iterative and teasing, that vexed the
-languid night. It was like the ticking of a clock, or of an uncommonly
-strenuous deathwatch. While he listened it seemed to gather force and
-become rhythmic.
-
-“Click! click! clack! click! click! _clack!_ clicketty click!
-clicketty, clicketty _clack!_ click! click! click! clicketty _clack!_
-ting!”
-
-Somebody was working a typewriter on this stifling night, presumably by
-artificial light, in the most aristocratic quarter of Fairhill.
-
-Thor knew the incident to be unprecedented. The rhythmic iteration made
-his master nervous; the sharp warning of the bell at the end of each
-line pierced his ear like the touch of a fine wire.
-
-He sat up and looked about him.
-
-An aperture in the foliage let through a single ray of light. It came
-from the direction of the parsonage.
-
-“Tony’s pet hallucination is of a wandering light in the garden and
-orchard, a sort of ‘Will o’ the Wisp’ affair, which it is his duty to
-look after,” Hester had said that evening. “He rushes downstairs at all
-hours of the evening to see who is carrying it. I told him last night
-that burglars were too clever to care to enter a clergyman’s house,
-but he cannot be convinced that somebody, bent upon mischief, doesn’t
-prowl about the premises. He is half blind, you know, and has but
-three-fourths of his wits within call.”
-
-Recollecting this, March arose cautiously, whispered to Thor to
-“trail,” and stole noiselessly up the easy grade.
-
-The light was in the wing of the parsonage and shone from the wide
-window of the pastor’s study on the first floor. The shutters were
-open; a wire screen excluded insects, and just within this sat a woman
-at a typewriter—Hetty!
-
-Across the shallow garden he could see that her hair was combed to the
-crown of her head for coolness, and coiled loosely there. Now that
-he was nearer to the house, he distinguished another voice, also a
-woman’s, dictating, or reading, as the flying fingers manipulated the
-keys. Drawing out his repeater, he struck it. Half-past twelve!
-
-“I have been sorely interrupted in my pulpit preparation this week,”
-Mr. Wayt had informed Mrs. Gilchrist, on taking leave that night. “I
-fear the sunlight will extinguish my midnight argand burner. ‘The labor
-we delight in physicks pain,’ and, with me, takes the place of slumber,
-meat, and drink.”
-
-Impressed by an undefined sense of trouble, March stood, his hand upon
-the gate, almost decided to go up to the house and inquire if aught
-were amiss. While he cast about in his mind for some form of words
-that might account for his intrusion, Mrs. Wayt’s figure came forward,
-and offered, with one hand, a glass of water to her sister. In the
-other she held a paper. Without taking her fingers from the typewriter
-Hetty raised her head, Mrs. Wayt put the glass to her lips, and, while
-she drank, dictated a sentence from the sheet in her hand. In the
-breezeless hush of the July night a clause was audible to the spectator.
-
-“Who has not heard the story of the drummer boy of Gettysburg?”
-
-“Click-click-clack! Click-click-clack!” recommenced the noisy rattle.
-
-While Hetty’s fingers flew her sister fanned her gently, but the eyes
-of one were riveted to the machine, those of the other never left the
-paper in her hand.
-
-March went back to his orchard camp, Thor at his heels.
-
-It was close cloudy; the purple play of lightning was whitening and
-concentrating in less frequent lines and lances. When these came, it
-could be seen that thunderheads were lifting themselves in the west.
-But the night remained windless, and the iterative click still teased
-the ears of the watcher. It was an odd vigil, even for an anxious
-lover, to lie there, gazing into the black abysses of shade, seeing
-naught except by livid flashes that left deeper blackness, and knowing
-whose vital forces were expended in the unseasonable toil.
-
-What could it mean? Did the overladen girl add copying for pay to the
-list of her labors? And could the sister who seemed to love her, aid
-and abet the suicidal work? Where was Mr. Wayt? The play of questions
-took the measure and beat of the type keys, until he was wild with
-speculation and hearkening.
-
-At half-past two the rattle ceased suddenly. Almost beside himself with
-nervous restlessness, he sprang up and looked through the gap in the
-boughs. The light went out, and, at the same instant, the delayed storm
-burst in roar and rain.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VI.
-
-
-SUNDAY, July 5, dawned gloriously, clear and fresh after the
-thunder-storm, to which Fairhill people still refer pridefully, as the
-most violent known in thirty years. The gunpowder and Chinese paper
-taint was swept and washed out of the world.
-
-Mrs. Wayt, holding Fanny by the hand, and followed decorously by the
-twin boys in their Sunday clothes and churchward-bound behavior,
-emerged from her gate as the Gilchrists gained it. In the white light
-of the forenoon, the eyes of the pastor’s wife showed faded; groups of
-fine wrinkles were at the corners, and bistre shadows under them. Yet
-she announced vivaciously that all were in their usual health at home,
-except for Mr. Wayt’s headache, and nobody had been hurt yesterday.
-
-“For which we should return special thanks, public and private,” she
-went on to say, walking, with her little girl, abreast with Judge and
-Mrs. Gilchrist, the boys falling back with the young people. “At least,
-those of us who are the mothers of American boys. I can breathe with
-tolerable freedom now until the next Fourth of July. What a fearful
-storm we had last night! My baby was awakened by it and wanted to know
-if it was ‘torpetoes or firetrackers?’ Yet, since we owe our beautiful
-Sabbath to the thunder and rain, we may be thankful for it; as for many
-other things that seem grievous in the endurance.”
-
-“I hope Mr. Wayt’s headache is not in consequence of having sat up
-until daybreak, as he threatened to do,” the judge said, in a genial
-voice that reached his son’s ears.
-
-March listened breathlessly for the reply.
-
-“I think not. I did not ask him this morning at what time he left his
-study. He is not inclined to be communicative with regard to his sins
-of commission in that respect, but I suspect he is an incorrigible
-offender. He attributes his headache—verbally—to the extraordinary heat
-of yesterday. We all suffered from it, more or less, and it increased
-rather than diminished, after sunset.”
-
-“Is Mr. Wayt well enough to take the service this morning?”
-
-“Oh, yes!” quickly emphatical. “It would be a severe indisposition
-indeed that would keep him out of the pulpit. Both his parents suffered
-intensely from nervous and sick headaches, so he could hardly hope to
-escape. I have observed that people who are subject to constitutional
-attacks of this kind, are seldom ill in any other way, particularly
-if the headaches are hereditary. How do you account for this, Judge
-Gilchrist? Or, perhaps, you doubt the statement itself.”
-
-March did not trouble his brains with his father’s reply. The
-volubility of one whose discourse was generally distinctively refined
-and moderate in tone and terms would of itself have challenged
-attention. But what was her object in saying that she had not inquired
-at what hour her husband left his study last night? Since she and her
-sister were in occupation of the room from midnight—probably before
-that hour—until two in the morning, she certainly knew that he was
-not there and almost as surely where he was and how engaged during
-those hours. Where was the need of duplicity in the circumstances? Was
-she committed to uphold the professional fiction, which her husband
-circulated vauntingly, that his best pulpit preparation must be done
-when honest people are asleep in their beds—that the beaten oil of the
-sanctuary must flow through lamp-wick or gas-burners? What end was
-subserved by supererogatory diplomacy and subterfuge?
-
-“How are the two Hesters to-day, Mrs. Wayt?” asked May, from the side
-of her puzzled brother.
-
-“Hester is rather languid. The heat again!”
-
-She looked over her shoulder to say it, and they could see how entirely
-the freshness had gone from eyes and complexion. Her very hair looked
-bleached and dry. “The weather will excuse every mishap and misdemeanor
-until the dog days are over. Hetty stayed at home to watch over her. It
-is a source of regret to Mr. Wayt and myself”—comprehensively to the
-four Gilchrists—“that my sister is so often debarred the privileges of
-the sanctuary in consequence of Hester’s dependence upon her.”
-
-“I have remarked that she is frequently absent from church,” Mrs.
-Gilchrist answered.
-
-Her dry tone annoyed her son. Yet how could she, bred in luxury and
-living in affluence, enter into the exigencies of a position which
-combined the offices of nurse, companion, housewife, seamstress,
-mother, and bread-winner?
-
-Mrs. Wayt took alarm.
-
-“Poor child! she hardly calls herself a church-goer at all. But it is
-not her fault. She thinks, and with reason, that it is more important
-for me to attend service regularly—for the sake of the example, you
-understand—and we cannot leave our dear, helpless child with the
-children or servants. She gets no Sabbath except as my sister gives
-it to her. I am anxious that the true state of the case should be
-understood by the church people. Hetty would grieve to think that her
-enforced absences are a stumbling block.”
-
-Her solicitude was genuine and obvious. Judge Gilchrist offered an
-assuasive:
-
-“We must have a telephone wire run from the pulpit to Miss Hester’s
-room. I have known of such things.”
-
-“I don’t believe that Hester would care to keep her room Sunday
-mornings then!” whispered Perry, _l’enfant terrible_ of the Wayt
-family. “She says family prayers are all she can stand.”
-
-March, the recipient of the saucy “aside,” cast a warning look at the
-telltale. Inwardly he was amused by the unlucky revelation. Spoiled
-child as Hester was, she had marvelously keen perceptions and shrewd
-judgment. She saw through the jugglery that deceived the mass of Mr.
-Wayt’s followers, and rated correctly the worth of his capital.
-
-He juggled rarely to-day. Even his voice partook of the spread-eagle
-element which interfused Divine services as conducted by the popular
-preacher. The church was full to the doors, many of the audience being
-strangers and sightseers. The number of “transients” increased weekly.
-
-“He is like fly-paper,” Hester had said, this very Sunday, as the
-skirts of his well-fitting coat, clerically cut and closely buttoned,
-cleared the front door. “Out of the many that swarm and buzz about
-him, some are sure to stick—that is, take pews! That is the test of
-spiritual husbandry, Hetty! I believe I’ll be an infidel!”
-
-“Don’t be utterly absurd!” answered her aunt in a spiritless way. “I
-haven’t the energy to argue, or even scold. ‘Let God be true, and
-every man a liar.’ God forgive me, but I am ready, sometimes, to say
-that all men _are_! But I can’t let Him go, dear!”
-
-Mr. Wayt gave out the opening hymn in tones that would have been
-clarion, but for an occasional break into falsetto that brought to
-March’s irreverent mind the wheezing drone of a bagpipe.
-
- We are living, we are dwelling,
- In a grand and awful time;
- In an age on ages telling,
- To be living is sublime.
- Hark! the waking up of nations,
- Gog and Magog to the fray!
- Hark! what soundeth? ’Tis creation
- Groaning for its latter day!
-
-His text was, as was his custom, startlingly peculiar:
-
-“_Only the stump of Dagon was left to him._”
-
-It was a political discourse, after the manner of a majority of
-discourses which are miscalled “National.” Government jobbery,
-nepotism, and chicanery; close corporations, railway monopolies,
-municipal contracts—each had its castigation; at each was hurled the
-prophecy of the day of doom when head and palms would be sundered from
-the fishy trunk, and evil in every form be dominated by God’s truth
-marching on.
-
-March listened for a while, then reverted to matters of more nearly
-personal interest. Last night’s incident had left a most disagreeable
-impression on his mind, which was confirmed by Mrs. Wayt’s demeanor.
-May’s assertion of the Bohemian flavor recurred to him more than once.
-No! the specious advocate of public reforms and private probity did not
-“ring true.” And protest as Hester might, with all the passion of a
-forceful nature, against her father’s double ways, he _was_ her father,
-and the ruler of his household. His wife, it was plain, believed in and
-imitated him.
-
-Gazing at the pale, large-featured face of the orator, now alive with
-his theme, and glancing from this to the refined, faded lineaments
-of her whose meek eyes were raised to it from the pastor’s pew,
-he was distrustful of both. He wished Hetty were not Mr. Wayt’s
-wife’s sister, or that he could marry her out of hand, and get his
-brother-in-law, once removed, a call to—Alaska! Her, he never doubted.
-Their acquaintance had been brief, and scanty opportunities of
-improving it had been vouchsafed to him of late; yet she had fastened
-herself too firmly upon affection and esteem to admit of the approach
-of disparaging suspicion. She might be a slave to her sister and her
-sister’s children. She could never be made a tool for the furtherance
-of unworthy ends. _She_ would not have said: “I did not inquire at what
-hour Mr. Wayt left his study last night!” If she spoke, it would be to
-tell the truth.
-
-At this point an idea entered his brain, carrying a flood of light
-with it. Mrs. Wayt was an author—one of the many ministers’ wives who
-eke out insufficient salaries by writing for Sunday-school and church
-papers! It was a matter of moment—perhaps of ten dollars—to get off a
-MS. by a given time, and Hetty had taken it down in typewriting from
-her dictation and the rough draught. Of a certainty, here was the
-solution of the mysterious vigil, and of Mrs. Wayt’s equivocation!
-She looked like a woman who would write over the signature of “Aunt
-Huldah” in the Children’s Column, or “Theresa Trefoil” in the Woman’s
-Work-table, and dread lest her identity with these worthies should be
-suspected by her husband’s people, or by even “dear Percy” himself.
-
-March experienced a blessed letting-down of the whole system—a surcease
-from worrying thought, so sudden that a deep sigh escaped him that
-made his mother glance askance at him. Instead of admiring the brave
-industry of the true wife he had suffered a whimsical prejudice to
-poison his mind against her. He despised himself as a midnight spy and
-gossip hunter, in the recollection of the orchard vigil. The patient,
-unseasonable toil of the sisters became sublime.
-
-“_Who has not heard the story of the drummer boy of Gettysburg?_”
-thundered the preacher, raising eagle eyes from the manuscript laid
-between the Bible leaves.
-
-March jumped as if the fulmination were chain-shot. Mrs. Gilchrist,
-looking full at him, saw his color flicker violently, his fingers
-clinch hard upon the palms. Then he became so ghastly that she
-whispered:
-
-“Are you ill?”
-
-“A sharp pain in my side! It will be gone in a moment,” he whispered
-back, his lips contracting into a smile. Rather a sword in his heart.
-The light within him was darkness. How foolish not to have solved the
-mean riddle at a glance! Mr. Wayt’s sensational sermons were composed
-by his clever wife, and transcribed by her as clever sister! Here was
-the secret of the sense of unreality and distrust that had haunted him
-in this man’s presence from the beginning of their acquaintanceship.
-The specious divine was a fraud out and out, and through and through a
-cheap cheat. No wonder now, at the swift itinerancy of his ministry!
-His talk of midnight study was a lie, his pretense of scholarship a
-trick so flimsy that a child should have seen through it. He had gone
-to bed the evening before, and taken his rest in sleep, while his
-accomplices got up to order the patriotic pyrotechnics for the next day.
-
-No wonder that Mrs. Wayt’s eyes were furtive and anxious, that there
-were crow’s feet in the corners, and bistre rings about them after that
-July night’s work!
-
-No wonder that the less hardened and less culpable sister-in-law
-shunned church services!
-
-The sword was double-edged, and dug and turned in his heart. For the
-girl who lent aid, willing or reluctant, to the deliberate deception
-practiced in the Name which is above all other names, had a face as
-clear as the sun, and eyes honest as Heaven, and he loved her!
-
-The main body of the audience could not withdraw their eyes from the
-narrator of the telling anecdote of the drummer-boy of Gettysburg. The
-story was new to all there, although he had assumed their familiarity
-with it. It was graphic; it was pathetic to heart-break; it thrilled
-and glowed and coruscated with self-devotion and patriotism; it was
-an inimitable illustration of the point just made by the orator, who
-was carried clear out of himself by the theme. And not one person
-there—not even March Gilchrist, fiercely distrustful of the man and
-all his works—suspected that it was an original incident, home-grown,
-homespun, and home-woven. Write it not down as a sin against the
-popular pastor of the Fairhill First Church that the Gettysburg hero
-was a twenty-four-year-old child of the speaker’s brain. If the Mill of
-the Press, and the Foundry of Tradition cannot turn out illustrations
-numerous and pat enough to suit every subject and time, private
-enterprise must supply personal demand.
-
-“I think young Gilchrist was ill in church to-day,” observed Mr. Wayt
-to his wife that afternoon, as she fed him with the dainty repast he
-could not go to the table to eat.
-
-He lay on the settee in the wide, cool hall, supported by linen-covered
-cushions. She had brought him, as a persuasive first course, a cup of
-delicious bouillon, ice-cold, and administered it to him, spoonful by
-spoonful.
-
-“He changed color, and seemed to be in great pain for an instant,”
-he continued, after another sip. “His mother looked very uneasy, and
-apparently advised him to go out. I judged from his fluctuations of
-color that it was vertigo—or a severe pain in the head. He would not
-leave until the services were over. I have few more attentive hearers
-than March.” Another sip. “If I should be the means of bringing him
-into the Church, it would be a happy day for his pious mother. Should
-my headache abate in the course of an hour or so, I will look in and
-inquire how he is. It would only be courteous and neighborly.”
-
-In the adjoining dining room, the door of which the draught had opened
-a few inches, the family circle of the solicitous pastor heard every
-word of the communication, although his accents were subdued by pain.
-
-Sharp-eared-and-eyed Perry winked at Hetty.
-
-“He won’t find Mr. March Gilchrist,” he mouthed in a fashion invented
-by himself, to convey pert speeches only to the person for whom they
-were invented. “He went to New York on the five o’clock train. I saw
-him. He said he was going to dine with a friend. I heard him. A man
-asked him. Another slice of beef, please, Hetty! Rare, and a bit of
-fat! Some gravy on my potatoes, too!”
-
-Hetty had shunned the orchard since the day of the last sitting. Seated
-behind the shutters of her chamber-window, she had seen, almost every
-day, Thor bound across the grass in pursuit of a figure partially
-hidden by the lower branches. Since March frequented the spot, it was
-no resort for her. She had no time for play, she told Hester, gently,
-when she pleaded for a return to the pleasant lounging and talk
-“under green-apple boughs.” Homer could draw the carriage down the
-garden-walk and through the gate and leave the cripple there with books
-and color box, whenever she wanted to go. Hester often brought back
-stories of chats and readings and painting lessons with the brother or
-sister—sometimes with both. Occasionally, March came to the parsonage
-with a message from his sister to the effect that she had taken Hester
-home with her for the day or evening, and would return her in good
-order. He was apt to insist upon leaving the message with Hetty, if
-Mary Ann or one of the children answered his ring. Mr. Wayt’s wife’s
-sister would obey the summons in person, but she did not invite the
-bearer in.
-
-She ran down in her simple morning gown, or almost as plain afternoon
-dress, without waiting to remove her sewing apron, heard what he had
-to say gravely, and replied civilly, as might a servant or governess.
-And day by day, he marked the lessening round of cheek and chin, and
-the deepening of the plait between the brows. She could not know that
-he went away, each time pitying and loving her the more, and furious at
-the cruelty of the demands upon her time and strength. She could not
-have altered her behavior, unless to grow more formal, had she divined
-all.
-
-But for the orchard outings Hester would have had but a dull summer of
-it. As it was, it was the happiest of her life. She actually gained
-flesh, and her cheeks had the delicate flush of a sweet-pea blossom.
-She mellowed and mollified in the intercourse with the sound, bright
-natures of her new friends. Prosperity was teaching her unselfishness.
-
-Hetty had a proof of this after the Sunday dinner was eaten, and there
-still remained a long hour of sunful daylight.
-
-“I have a charming book which Miss May lent me yesterday,” she said, as
-her custodian inquired what she should do for her entertainment. “And
-now that mamma has set the children to studying their Sunday-school
-lessons for next week, you ought to have a breathing spell, my poor
-dear. You are bleaching too fast to please me. You can’t plead ‘work to
-do’ for once.”
-
-Hetty yielded—the more, it would seem, because she had not the strength
-to resist love pleadings than from any desire for the “outing”
-recommended by Hester. Taking shawl and cushion with her, she passed
-down the garden alley to the gate. There was a broad track through the
-orchard, worn by the wheeled chair and Hester’s attendants. It led
-straight to the king apple tree. From this bourne another track, not so
-distinctly marked, diverged to the white picket fence shutting in the
-Gilchrist garden. Hetty’s feet had never trodden this, she reflected
-with a pang, after she had settled herself against the brown trunk. It
-was most probable that she never would.
-
-Her one little dream was dead, and she was too practical a business
-woman to resuscitate it. Her consistent plan of avoiding March
-Gilchrist and abjuring the painful sweet of association with his sister
-was adopted before she returned to the house from her ineffectual quest
-for Homer and the parsley. She was filled with wonder, in looking back
-to the time—was it three minutes, or thirty?—she had wasted, leaning
-on the gate, enveloped in lilac perfume as in a viewless mantle, and
-daring to feel as other and unexceptional girls feel—that she could
-have forgotten herself so utterly. _She_ said—“so shamelessly.”
-
-“The worm on the earth may look up to the star,” if it fancies that
-method of spending an ignoble life, but star-gazing and presumptuous
-longing for a million centuries would bring planets and worms no nearer
-together. Hetty was very humble in imagining the figure. Some people
-must live on the shady side of the street, where rents are low, and
-green mold gathers upon stones, and snails crawl in areas. If the
-wretches who pune and pale in the malaria-breeding damps would not go
-mad, they must not look too often across the way where flowers and
-people bloom. If they do, they must support the consequences.
-
-This misguided girl had looked. She was now suffering. That she merited
-what she had to bear did not make the pain less.
-
-Unwittingly she had spread her shawl where March had laid his rug last
-night. The rough bark of the tree-bole hurt her presently. Her gown
-was thin, and her flesh less firm than it had been six weeks ago. She
-slid down upon the shawl, her head on the cushion, and reached out, in
-idle misery, to pick up some withered leaves and small, unripe apples
-scattered on the grass. March had dropped them while hearkening to
-his sister’s criticism of the Bohemian household. She was as idly—and
-as miserably—tearing apart the leaves toughened by the heat of the
-day, when she heard a joyous rush behind her and felt the panting of
-hot breath upon her neck, and Thor was kissing her face and licking
-her hands. She sprang to her feet and cast a wild glance along the
-path and under the trees. There was no one in sight. The grounds were
-peremptorily posted, and no vagrant foot ever crossed them. She took in
-the situation at once. March had gone to New York in the five o’clock
-train; the dog, wandering aimlessly about and missing his master,
-had espied her, and accepted her as a substitute. She knelt down and
-clasped her arms about his head, laid her cheek to his burly muzzle.
-
-“O Thor! Thor! you would help me if you could.” Just as she had fondled
-him in those far-away, blissful days. Her hand was tangled in his coat
-when, looking across his huge bulk, she had met March Gilchrist’s eyes.
-True eyes—and bonny and true, which must never read her soul again.
-
-“Thor! dear Thor!” She cried it out in a passion of tears.
-
-The faithful fellow moaned a little in sympathy. The more eloquent than
-human longing to comfort the sorrowing, never seen except in a dog’s
-eyes, filled and rounded his.
-
-“I wouldn’t cry if I could help it, dear,” said Hetty, her arch smile
-striking through the rain. “And nobody else should see me shed a tear.
-You are my only confidant; and I do believe you understand—a little.”
-
-He was not an indifferent consoler, it appeared, for in fifteen minutes
-both of them were asleep, their heads upon the same pillow.
-
-The sunset sea breeze rustled the stooping boughs. Arrows of greenish
-gold, tipped with fire, were shot at random between the leaves at the
-sleeping pair. Hetty was very pale, but the grieving droop of the
-facial lines, the slight fullness of the lower lip, and the slow curve
-of the arm thrown above her head made her seem like a child. She looked
-what she was, fairly tired out—weariness so intense that it would
-have chased slumber from the eyelids of an older sufferer. She had
-cried herself to sleep, Thor’s presence giving the sense of protecting
-companionship the child feels in his mother’s nearness. The cool breath
-of the approaching twilight, the grateful shade, and Sabbath stillness
-did the rest.
-
-Now and then a long, broken sigh heaved her chest, and ran through her
-body. There was the glisten of tiny crystals upon her eyelashes. Once
-she sobbed aloud, and Thor moved uneasily and sighed sympathetically.
-By and by he began to beat his tail gently against the turf, his
-beautiful eyes gleamed glad and wistful, but he did not offer to lift
-his head. Hetty patted it in her sleep, and left her hand there.
-
-She and Thor were walking over a wilderness prairie. The coarse grass
-flaunted up to her chin, and she would have lost the dog had she not
-wound her fingers in his hair. Such a long, tiresome, toilsome way it
-was, and the grass so stiff and strong! Sometimes it knotted about
-her ankles; sometimes the beards struck like whips across her face. A
-bitter wind was blowing, and stung her eyes to watering. In passing it
-lashed the grass into surges that boomed like the sea.
-
-Miles and miles away an orange sunset burned luridly upon the horizon,
-and right between her and it was a floating figure, moving majestically
-onward. A mantle blew back in the bitter wind until she could almost
-touch the hem; a confusing flutter of drapery masked the head and
-shoulders; the face was set steadfastly westward and kept away from
-her. At long intervals a hand was tossed clear of the white foldings
-and beckoned her to follow.
-
-“And follow I will!” she said, between her set teeth, to herself and to
-Thor, “I will follow until I overtake him or die!”
-
-And all the while the blasting wind hissed in her hair and howled in
-the pampas grasses, and her feet were sore and bleeding; her limbs
-failed under her; her tongue clave to the roof of her mouth with
-dryness; her heart beat faint——
-
-Hark! At the upward fling of her leader’s arm music rained down from
-heaven, and the earth made joyous response; strong, exultant strains,
-like an organ peal, and such vibrant melodious chimes as Bunyan
-heard when all the bells of the holy city rang together for joy. The
-majestic, floating figure turned to lean toward her with outstretched
-arms, and eyes that gazed into hers as she had vowed they should never
-look again.
-
-“Oh! I knew it must be you!” She said it aloud, in her rapturous dream.
-“It could be nobody else! Thank God! Thank God!”
-
-Thor bounded from under her hand....
-
-March Gilchrist’s New York friend was a bachelor cousin, who was always
-delighted to have “a good fellow” drop in upon him on Sunday evening.
-March, in the uneasy wretchedness that beset him, honestly intended
-to visit him when he took the five o’clock train. He wanted to get
-away from the place for a few hours, he said; away from tormenting
-associations and possible catechists, and think calmly of the next step
-to be taken. By the time he reached Jersey City he had discovered that
-he was trying to get away from himself and not from his home; moreover,
-that he wanted neither dinner nor the society of the genial celibate.
-He stepped from the train, turned into the station restaurant, sat down
-at the table he had occupied on the day he landed from the _City of
-Rome_ and missed the noon train, and ordered at random something to eat.
-
-The long table built in the middle of the room was surrounded by a
-party of men and women. The men wore full black beards and a great
-deal of waistcoat, crossed by gold ropes. The women had round, black
-eyes, high-bridged noses and pronounced complexions. March tried not to
-see them, and tried to eat what was set before him. It made him sick to
-observe that Hetty’s place was filled by an overblown young lady whose
-bang made a definite downward peak between her black brows, and who had
-ten rings on the left hand and five on the right.
-
-He caught the 6.30 train back to Fairhill. He had made up his sensible
-mind to talk over his family to a project marvelously well developed
-when one remembers that the inception was not an hour old when he swung
-himself off upon the platform of the Fairhill station. He would set
-out next week for the Adirondacks, set up a forest studio, and begin
-“serious work.” The phrase jumped with his mood. Nothing else would
-draw the inflammation out of the wound. He meant to bear up like a man
-under the blow he had received, to forget disappointment in labor for a
-worthy end; love, in ambition.
-
-He took the orchard in his walk home from the station. It was quite out
-of his way, and he was not guilty of the weakness of denying this. He
-went there deliberately and with purpose, vaulting the fence from the
-quiet street at the foot of the hill, as he had done on that memorable
-Sunday when the orchards were “all a-flutter with pink.” One more
-look at the nook under green apple-boughs would be a sad satisfaction,
-and the contrast between what he had hoped and what he knew to be
-rock-bottomed reality, would be a salutary tonic. One look he must
-have—a look that should be farewell to folly and regret.
-
-While still twenty yards away from the arbor he espied something that
-looked like a mass of white drapery lying upon the turf. He stood just
-without the drooping boughs fencing the sleeper about, his face framed
-in an opening of the foliage, as Hetty, aroused by Thor’s bound from
-her side, raised her eyelids and closed them again with a smile of
-dreamy delight upon eyes swimming in luminous tears.
-
-“I thought it was you!” she repeated in a thrilling whisper, and again,
-and more drowsily—“Thank God!”
-
-The church bells, chiming the half-hour notice of evening service, went
-on with the music of her dream.
-
-Thor, enacting a second time the role of _Deus ex machina_, thought
-this an auspicious moment for thrusting his cold nose against her cheek.
-
-With a stifled scream she attempted to rise, and catching her foot in
-the shawl, would have fallen had not March rushed forward to her help.
-Having taken her hands to restore her to her balance, he continued to
-hold them.
-
-She struggled to free them—but feebly. Surprise and confusion had
-robbed her of strength and self-possession.
-
-“I thought—they said—that is, Perry saw you take the train for New
-York,” she managed to articulate.
-
-“Hetty!”—imploringly, while the eyes she had seen in her vision
-overflowed hers with loving light—“why do you shun me so persistently?
-Are you determined never to hear how dear you are to me?”
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VII.
-
-
-THIS, then, was the outcome of March Gilchrist’s iron-clad resolve to
-forget in serious work one who could never make him or his family happy!
-
-Verily, the ways and variations of a man in love are past finding out
-by ordinary means and everyday reasoning. Our sensible swain could only
-plead with his sister in defense of his fast grown passion, that the
-girl “suited him.” Having decided within eight hours that no alliance
-could be more unsuitable than one with Mr. Wayt’s wife’s sister, he had
-cast himself headforemost into the thick of impassioned declaration of
-a devotion the many waters of doubt could not drown, or the fires of
-opposition destroy.
-
-Dizzied and overwhelmed as she was by his vehemence, Hetty was the
-first to regain the firm ground of reason. He had seated her, with
-gentle respect, upon the cushion that had pillowed her head, and
-dropping on one knee, the “true, bonny eyes” alight with eagerness,
-poured out the story whose outlines we know. Earnestness took the
-tinge of happiness as he was suffered to proceed; the deep tones shook
-under the weight of emotion. Not until she made a resolute effort to
-disengage her hands, and he saw the burning blushes fade into dusky
-pallor and her eyes grow set and troubled, did his heart begin to sink.
-Then the gallant, knightly soul forbore importunity that might be
-persecution. If his suit distressed her for any cause whatsoever, he
-would await her disposition to hearken to the rest.
-
-Releasing her, he arose and stood a little space away, respectfully
-attending upon her pleasure.
-
-“I did not mean to impose all this upon reluctant ears,” he said,
-when she did not speak. Her face was averted, her hands pressed hard
-together. The rust-brown bandeaux, ruffled by the pressure of her head
-upon the pillow, gleamed in the dying sunlight like a nimbus. The
-slight, girlish figure was not a Madonna’s. It might be a Mary at the
-tomb in Bethany before the “Come forth!” was spoken.
-
-“A word from you will send me away,” continued March, with manly
-dignity, “if you wish to dismiss me and the subject forever. I cannot
-stop loving you, but I can promise not to annoy you by telling you of a
-love you cannot receive.”
-
-“Annoy me!” repeated the poor, stiff lips. “_Annoy_ me! You must surely
-know, Mr. Gilchrist, that _that_ is not a word to be used by you to me!”
-
-“No?” coming a step nearer, eye kindling and voice softening. “You will
-let me try to overcome _indifference_, then—will you not?”
-
-In the depth of her distress she appreciated the adroit twist he gave
-her answer. The corners of the pale mouth stirred. Her strength was
-slipping from her. She must be brief and decisive.
-
-“If that were all”—looking courageously into the glowing eyes—“I would
-give a very different answer from the one you must accept without
-questioning. I know that I can never give any other, unprepared though
-I was for what you have said. There are reasons not immediately
-connected with myself why I ought not to think for a moment of—the
-matter you were speaking of. You have paid me the greatest compliment
-a man can offer a woman. But while my sister and the children need me
-as they do now I must not think of leaving them, and I see no prospect
-of their needing me less for years and years to come. My sister opened
-her house to me when I was orphaned and homeless. I owe her more than I
-could make you understand. She is peculiarly dependent upon me. Hester
-could not do without me. You have seen that. I cannot bear to think how
-she would suffer if I were to go away.”
-
-In her desire to deal gently and fairly with him she had made a
-concession fatal to the integrity of her cause. He laid hold of it at
-once.
-
-“Mrs. Wayt has a husband; the children have a father. He is a man in
-the prime of life, whose talents are approved by the Church. He is
-popular, and in the receipt of a good salary. Fairhill will probably
-remain Hester’s home for many years to come. If this is all that
-separates us—why, my darling——”
-
-The strangest expression flashed over her face—a wild ecstasy of joy
-that gave place, the next second, to anguish as wild. She put her hands
-over the tell-tale face, and bent her forehead upon her knees.
-
-“Don’t! oh, don’t!” she moaned. “This is too hard! too cruel! If you
-could only know all, you would not urge me! I did not think you could
-be so unkind!”
-
-“Unkind? To _you_, Hetty?”
-
-“No! no!” moved to tears by the hurt tone, and hurrying over the words.
-“You could never be _that_ to anybody—much less—I cannot say what I
-would!”
-
-March knelt down by her, and raised her head with tender authority
-she could not resist. He wiped the tears from her face with his own
-handkerchief; smiled down into the wet eyes. Loving intimacy with his
-mother and sister had taught him wondrously winsome ways.
-
-“Listen to me, dear!” as he would address a grieving child. “Sometime,
-when you are quite willing to talk freely to me of this awful ‘all,’ I
-will prove to you how chimerical it is. Until then, nothing you can say
-or do can shake my purpose of making you my wife, in God’s own good
-time. We were _made_ for one another, Hetty! I have known that this
-great while. I am positive I could convince you of it, if you would
-give me a chance.”
-
-She arose nervously, her hands chafing one another in an action that
-was like wringing them in impatience or anguish.
-
-“I must go, Mr. Gilchrist! It is wrong to allow you to say all this.
-Then, too, Hester will be uneasy and need me.”
-
-“Let me go with you and explain why you have outstayed your time,”
-March suggested, demurely. “We could not have a more sympathetic
-confidante than Hester. And I must tell somebody.”
-
-She looked frightened.
-
-“There is nothing to tell! There never can be. Cannot you see? haven’t
-I convinced you of this?”
-
-“Not in the least. Until you can lay your hand upon your heart—the
-heart you and I know to be so true to itself and to others—and say,
-with the lips that cannot frame a lie—‘March Gilchrist, I can never
-love you in _any_ circumstances!’ I shall not see this other ‘never’
-_you_ articulate so fiercely. If you want to get rid of me instantly,
-and for all time, look at me and say it now—_Hetty!_”
-
-His lingering enunciation of the name she had never thought beautiful
-before, would of itself have deprived her of the power to obey. She
-stood dumb, with drooping head and cheeks burning red as the sunset,
-her figure half turned away, a lovely study of maiden confusion, had
-the spectator been cool enough to note artistic effects.
-
-Chivalric compassion restrained all indication of the triumph a lover
-must feel in such a position.
-
-“I will not detain you, if you must go in,” he said, in a voice that
-was gentlest music to her ear. “Forgive me for keeping you so long. I
-know how conscientious you are, and how necessary you are to Hester. We
-understand one another. I will be very patient, dear, and considerate
-of those whose claims are older than mine. But there is one relation
-that outranks all others in the sight of God and man. That relation
-you hold to me. Don’t interrupt me, love! Nothing can alter the fact.
-Give me those!” as she stooped blindly for shawl and cushion. “It is
-my duty to relieve you of all burdens which you will permit me to
-carry for you. You would rather not have me go to the house with you?”
-interpreting her gesture and look. “Only to the gate, then? You see how
-reasonable I can be when possibilities are demanded.”
-
-He made a remark upon the agreeable change in the weather within the
-last twenty-four hours, and upon the sweet repose of the Sabbath after
-the tumult of the National holiday, as they walked on, side by side. At
-the gate he stayed her with his frank, pleasant laugh.
-
-“I have a confession I don’t mind making now. At half-past twelve
-o’clock last night I stood on this spot watching you. Thor and I were
-camping out in the orchard. It was too hot to go into the house. I
-heard a queer clicking, and saw a light in this direction, and came to
-look after Homer’s Jack-o’-lantern. Instead, I saw you at the study
-window, busy—oh! how wickedly busy—with the typewriter!”
-
-He stopped abruptly, for the face into which he smiled was bloodless,
-the eyes aghast. She made a movement as if to grasp the shawl and
-pillow and rush away—then her forehead fell upon the hand that clutched
-at the pickets for steadiness.
-
-“Are you angry?” pleaded March, amazed and humble. “If I had not loved
-you, I should not have been here. Was it an impertinent intrusion?”
-
-“No! And I am not angry—only startled.” Her complexion was still ashy,
-and her tongue formed the syllables carefully. “I can understand
-that you must have thought strange of what you saw. But I am used to
-typewriting. I earned fifty dollars”—with mingled pride and defiance
-March thought engaging—“last winter by copying law papers. And I told
-you—everybody must know how poor we are.”
-
-“I know more than that, dearest!” laying his hand over her cold
-fingers. “I surmised when I saw Mrs. Wayt dictating to you, what it
-meant.”
-
-She was all herself again. In defense of her sister’s secret, as he
-imagined when she began to speak, she rallied her best forces. Her
-speech was grave, dignified, and direct.
-
-“I do not know what you surmised. The truth is that Mr. Wayt was taken
-suddenly ill last night. His sermon must be ready by this morning.
-There was not time to get a substitute. So my sister found his notes.
-They were very full. She read them aloud to me. Nobody else can make
-them out. I copied the sermon with the machine from her dictation.
-You will understand that we would not like to have this spoken of.
-Good-evening!”
-
-She was beyond reach in a moment, in another beyond call.
-
-March went back to the sylvan retreat that may be regarded as the stage
-set for the principal scenes of our story. Step and heart were light,
-and the same might be said of a brain that whirled like a feather in a
-gale. While he had been loath to admit the gravity of the misgivings
-that had embittered the slow hours between 11:30 A. M. and 7 o’clock
-P. M. of that eventful Sunday, he was keenly alive to the rapture of
-their removal. What a boorish bat he had been to suffer a suspicion
-of the lofty rectitude of the noblest woman upon earth to enter his
-mind! How altogether simple and convincing was her explanation of what
-should have been no mystery to any honorable man! Yet he could not be
-ashamed, in the fullness of his happiness. He called himself all the
-hard names in his vocabulary with cheerful volubility, and gloried in
-the lesson he had thus learned of implicit trust in the girl he loved.
-No accumulation of circumstantial evidence or even the witness of the
-eye should ever call up another shadow of a shade of doubt. Among
-other occasions for thankfulness was the recollection that he had not
-let a lisp of what he had seen last night and suspected this morning,
-escape him in conversation with his mother and sister. He found himself
-tracing, with a fine sense of the drollery of the conceit, the analogy
-between prostrate Dagon, _sans_ arms, legs, and head, and the suspicion
-which had menaced the destruction of his happiness. Mutilated, prone,
-and harmless, it lay on the threshold of the temple of love and truth,
-ugly rubbish to be thrust forever out of sight.
-
-He had hardly noticed, in the ecstasy of relief, Hetty’s haste to be
-gone after she had explained her nocturnal industry. He passed as
-lightly over the incoherence that had replied to his question when he
-could see her again.
-
-“Give me time to think! Not for a day or two! Not until you hear from
-me!” she had said just before reaching the gate.
-
-He was shrewd enough to see how well taken was his vantage ground. She
-had not demurred at his stipulation. He was positive, in the audacity
-of youth and passion, that she would never utter the words he had
-dictated. The turf under the tree was flattened by her reclining form.
-He lay down upon it, his arms doubled under his head for a pillow,
-Thor taking his place beside him. The golden green changed into dull
-ruddy light, this into purple ash, and this into gray that was at first
-warm, then cold. The second vesper bell had set the air to quivering
-and sobbed musically into silence that embalmed the memory of the
-music. Rapt in dreams, in summer fragrance, and in tender dusks, the
-lover lay until the stars twinkled through rifts in the massed leaves.
-Now and then, the far-off roll of an organ and the sweet hymning of
-accompanying voices were borne across his reverie, as the wanderer
-through the twilight of an August day meets waves of warm, perfumed
-air, or currents of balsamic odors floating from evergreen heights.
-
-At nine o’clock the moon showed the edge of a coy cheek above the
-horizon hills, and shortly thereafter March heard the click of the
-garden gate. Instinctively he put out his hand to keep Thor quiet, an
-unwarrantable idea that Hetty might revisit the spot darting through
-his mind. The shuffling of feet over the sward quieted his leaping
-heart. In another minute he distinguished the outlines of a figure
-stealing across the moonlit spaces separating black blotches of shade.
-As it neared the covert he spoke quietly, not to alarm the intruder.
-
-“Good-evening, Homer.”
-
-“O Lord!” The three-quarter-witted wight bounded a foot from the
-ground, then collapsed into a shaking huddle.
-
-“It is I—Mr. Gilchrist,” March hastened to add. “I am sorry I
-frightened you.”
-
-“Now—I was jes a-lookin’ fer a light I see from the back porch down
-this ’ere way,” uttered Homer, in an agitated drawl.
-
-March could see the coarse fingers rubbing against the backs of his
-hands, and a ray of light touched the pendulous jaw.
-
-“It was the match I struck to light a cigar I smoked a while ago,” he
-said. “I dare say that may account for the light you have seen at other
-times.”
-
-“Ye-es, sir”—dubiously. “I been saw the light lots o’ nights, when
-I aint spoke of it. ’Tain’t like er sergar. It’s like a lantern
-a-swinging this er way”—swaying one hand—“I clumb this tree one night,
-an’ sot thar till nigh mornin’, a-waitin’ an’ a-watchin’ fer it ter
-come again. There’s a man what tole me ’twas the devil a-watchin’ out
-for _me_.”
-
-“I am surprised you try to catch him. From what I have heard, he is a
-slippery chap.”
-
-“_No-ow_—I aint a-feerd on him fer myself. _Now_, I’d be loath fer him
-to worry Miss Hetty.”
-
-“You are a good fellow, Homer! A brave fellow!” responded the listener,
-with sudden energy. “When you do get on the track of the light, let me
-know, and I’ll lend a hand to nab the devil.”
-
-“Ye-es, sir! _Now_, I’ve been a-turnin’ over in my mind what that
-man say to me. He’s a man as ought to know what he’s talkin’ about.
-He t’reatened me orful a couple o’ times, sence we come to Fairhill.
-Sometimes I can’t sleep fer thinkin’ ’bout it. ‘You stay outen that
-orchard!’ he say. ‘Ther’ war a man murdered thar onct,’ he tell me,
-‘an’ the devil is a-lookin’ fer him. Ef he come acrost you he’ll ketch
-you by a mistake,’ he say. But then, there’s Miss Hetty, you know, Mr.
-Gilchris’!”
-
-“What under heaven has she to do with your man, or his devil, or the
-light? Who is the man who threatened you? Does he live in Fairhill?”
-
-Homer plucked at his lower lip and glanced apprehensively around.
-
-“I dunno!” he answered, in sullen evasion. “I met him on the street one
-day. Two times I come acrost him in the orchard. Onct he come to the
-garding gate. That was the time he tell me ’bout the murder an’ the
-devil.”
-
-“He is a cruel, rascally liar!” cried March indignantly. “And you don’t
-know his name? What is he like? Did you ever speak of this to Miss
-Hetty?”
-
-“No, sir. She got ’nough to fret her a’ready, Miss Hetty has. I’m
-’fraid for her ’bout the man. _She_ aint ’fraid o’ nothin’. ‘You do
-what I tell you, Homer,’ sez she, ‘an’ I’ll stan’ between you an’
-harm,’ she say. But she aint know ’bout the devil. Nor I aint heerd o’
-the murder when she tell me _that_. That mought make a dif’rence.”
-
-“She is all right, all the same. She is always right. Mind her, and
-you’re sure to be safe. When did you last see this man who is so well
-acquainted with the devil?”
-
-An uneasy pause, during which Homer cracked each one of the
-knuckle-joints in his left hand.
-
-“I dunno! I don’ jis reklec’! You won’t mention him to Miss Hetty—nor
-to nobody—will you please not, Mr. Gilchris’? He’s an orful man! He’d
-get even with Miss Hetty, some way, sure’s you born, Mr. Gilchris’?
-‘Nurver you let on a word to _her_!’ sez he to me—‘or ’twill be the
-wustest day she ever see,’ he sez.”
-
-“Why, this is outrageous!” ejaculated the aroused listener. “Do you
-suppose I will allow this sort of thing to go on? I insist upon knowing
-who the wretch is! He’ll find himself behind bars before he is a day
-older, if I get hold of him.”
-
-“_Now_”—resumed Homer, dazed and dull—“you’d better not meddle nor make
-with him. Me’n’ Miss Hetty, we could manage ’bout him, but when he sot
-’bout fetchin’ the devil in—that aint a fa’r shake—_that_ aint! I’ll
-say that much, ef I die fer it—’taint by no means ‘fa’r nor squar’!”
-
-“Pshaw!” March laughed in vexed amusement. “Did you ever know the devil
-to do the fair and square thing? Or any of the devil’s men? Why didn’t
-you set Mr. Wayt after your friend? It’s his trade to fight Old Nick,
-you know.”
-
-“Yes, sir. So I been heerd tell. What’s _that_?”
-
-It was the sound of the gate-latch falling into the socket, and firm
-quick footsteps.
-
-“O Lord!” whispered Homer again. “Don’t let on as I’ve been here!”
-
-In a twinkling, he had gone up the tree like a cat.
-
-By the time March recognized the latest comer, the rustling boughs
-were still. Thor growled fiercely. His master advanced a step into the
-moonlight.
-
-“Be quiet!” to the dog. “Good-evening, Mr. Wayt! The beauty of the
-night has tempted you out, as well as myself.”
-
-“Ah, Mr. Gilchrist!”—suave and stately as usual. “As you say, it
-is a glorious night. I have been sitting for half an hour with your
-respected parents. Seeing you change color suddenly during the morning
-service, and missing you from church this afternoon, I feared lest you
-had been taken ill, and so went over to inquire.
-
-“Mrs. Gilchrist appeased my anxiety by saying that yours was a passing
-indisposition. I was the more solicitous because I have suffered all
-day from the onslaught of my constitutional enemy, ‘the rash’ and
-crucial headache which my mother gave me. It is more than malady. It
-is _affliction_! requiring pagan fortitude and Christian resignation.
-There is some occult connection between it and the course of the
-natural sun in the heavens. It seized me this morning with the rising
-of the god of day and left me at the going down of the same. Mrs.
-Wayt will have it that it is the penalty for much study which, if not
-weariness to the flesh, occasionally revenges itself in neuralgic
-pangs. I know no fatigue while the oracular rage of composition is upon
-me. Last night it _possessed_ me! I wrote the entire sermon to which
-you listened this morning between the hours of half-past nine Saturday
-night and four o’clock this morning. In all that time I did not leave
-my desk. The thunder-storm wrought strange, glorious excitement in my
-brain. It was as if seven thunders uttered their voices to the ears of
-my spirit.”
-
-The Rev. Mr. Wayt prodded holes in the turf with his cane while
-speaking, holding it in his right hand almost at arm’s length, in
-a straight line from his body. His face showed chalky-white in the
-moon rays, his brows and hair very black; his eyes glittered, the
-smile upon his thin, wide-lipped mouth was apparent in the clearing
-radiance. He was disposed to be affably loquacious to the heir of a
-rich parishioner, and the pastor’s “influence with young men” was one
-of his specialties. This important member of an important class did not
-interrupt him, and the intent expression of his figure—his back was to
-the moon—was pleasantly provocative to continued eloquence.
-
-“The Sabbath has been superb—truly superb!” resumed the orator, pulling
-out the cane after an unusual artesian feat in jabbing it into the
-earth. “I could think of nothing as I looked out at daybreak upon the
-brightening face of nature but Mrs. Barbauld’s ‘rose that’s newly
-washed by the shower.’ My spirit put on wings to meet the new morning.
-I said, aloud, in a sort of divine transport: ‘This is the day the Lord
-hath made. Let us rejoice and be glad in it!’”
-
-“Do you ever preach extemporaneously, Mr. Wayt?” asked March.
-
-The sentence passed his lips almost unawares. In his perplexity and
-disdain, he spoke at random. He could not stand here all night, the
-victim of the modern Coleridge. He recollected, while the flowing
-periods went over him, that the Rev. Percy’s admirers likened him to
-the long-winded poet. The girl of his heart _in esse_ and of his home
-_in posse_ might be Mr. Wayt’s wife’s sister, but Mr. Wayt himself was
-an imposing liar and hypocrite, who disgraced the coat on his back. The
-sooner she was removed from his house the better. He credited poor Tony
-with more sense than he was reputed to possess, in that he doubted,
-inferentially, his employer’s powers as an exorcist.
-
-“Now and then, my dear sir, now and then! But I long ago arrived at
-the conclusion that natural fluency is a lure to indolence. Whatever
-is worth the hearing should be worth careful preparation. The _vice
-versa_ occurs to you, of course. I would give my audience ripe matter,
-the slow accretion of amber-clear thought, not the fervid exudation of
-momentary excitement. Every line of this morning’s sermon was written
-out in full. The reporter of a New York paper took it from my hand as I
-descended from the pulpit. ‘Mr. Wayt!’ he said, ‘that discourse can be
-printed without the alteration of a word. It is perfect!’”
-
-The man’s supreme egotism pushed March into indiscretion, which he
-afterward considered dishonorable.
-
-“You never use the typewriter, then?”
-
-“Occasionally,” carelessly. “I might say, semi-occasionally. But not
-when I am in the Spirit—as I reverently believe I was last night. Mrs.
-Wayt is a deft operator on it. She learned expressly to copy my sermons
-and lectures for the press. What will not a good wife do for her
-husband?”
-
-“What, indeed?” assented March fervently.
-
-He was thinking of the wifely equivocations to which he had
-hearkened on the way to church, and, with genuine satisfaction, how
-straightforward was Hetty’s simple tale of the sermon-writing episode.
-Again he resolved to tear her out of this web of needless deceits at
-the earliest possible moment.
-
-He left the vicinity of the apple tree, partly to shake off his
-companion, partly to allow Homer opportunity to escape. Once he had
-his lips open to intimate his presence in the orchard at midnight, and
-that he had seen the light in the study. The reverend humbug should be
-warned of the danger of gratuitous and wholesale lying. He withheld the
-caution. It was not his province to reprove a man so much his senior,
-and—he added mentally—such an old offender.
-
-Mr. Wayt sauntered on with him to the gate opening into the Gilchrist
-shrubbery, bade him “good-night,” and marched back. March leaned upon
-the fence, seeming to stare at the moon, and enjoying a nightcap cigar,
-until the long, black figure entered the parsonage garden. While the
-young man lingered he saw Homer drop, monkeylike, to the earth and
-skulk homeward, keeping in the shadow when he could.
-
-“I would sooner take the fool’s chances of evading the devil than his
-pompous and pious master’s!” soliloquized Mrs. Gilchrist’s son.
-
-Hetty was dusting the big parlors next morning, and making ineffectual
-attempts to evolve coziness out of carpeted space, when a cough at the
-door attracted her notice.
-
-Homer stood there, military cap in hand, and wet up to the knees
-with dew. His love for flowers was a passion, only surpassed by his
-exquisite tenderness for dumb animals and children. Hetty had said of
-her _protégé_ that he had the soul of a painter-poet, but that the
-wires were cut between spirit and speech. He had been on his knees
-since there was light enough to show the difference between weeds and
-precious plants, cleaning out the garden borders.
-
-“_Now_” (fumbling with his shabby headgear), “I was wishful fer to
-speak with ye before ennybody else came down. Leastways, Mary Ann,
-she’s in the kitchen, but don’t count, bein’ busy an’ out of the way.”
-
-Hetty smiled languidly. Her eyes were heavy-lidded; her motions slow
-for her. She had lain all night, staring into the blackness above her,
-now crying to a deaf heaven to show her a plain path for her feet, now
-trembling with ecstatic anguish in the recollection of the interview
-that opened a vista of Eden she yet dared not enter.
-
-“Come what may, he has called me darling!” she was thinking for the
-hundredth time, as the interruption came.
-
-“What is it, Homer? Are your flowers all right?”
-
-He ventured, after a glance at his feet, to step upon the unbroken
-breadths of Brussels.
-
-“_Now_—I was up a tree in the orchard las’ night. An’ Mr. Gilchris’—the
-_young_ one—and Mr. Wayt, they were a-talkin’ on the groun’ under the
-tree——”
-
-Hetty wheeled upon him with blazing eyes and cheeks.
-
-“You were in the orchard! In what tree? When? But no!” Her excitement
-subsided as quickly as it had arisen. “You were in the house when I
-came in. Go on!” She drew a long breath.
-
-Homer twiddled his thumbs in the crown of his cap. His speech could
-never be hurried. If urged to talk fast, he was dumb.
-
-“Now, I was up in that big tree where the picter was painted. Mr.
-Gilchris’—the young Mr. Gilchris’—he war a-lyin’ onto the grass when I
-came along. ’Twar after you had gone upstairs—nigh onto ten o’clock, I
-guess, or may be nine—I aint certain. I’d saw the same light, an’, for
-all them boys ken say, I’ve been saw it many a time——”
-
-“Never mind the light.” Hetty said it patiently. “Tell me how you
-happened to climb the tree.”
-
-“Now, Mr. Gilchris’—the young gentleman—he spoke very civil an’ kind to
-me, an’ we war talkin’ quite a spell, when I heerd Mr. Wayt a-comin’,
-an’ I clumb the tree so’s he wouldn’t see me, an’ may be go fur me, you
-know. An’ while I war in the tree I heerd him a-tellin’ Mr. Gilchris’—I
-meantersay the young Mr. Gilchris’—how he’d sot up ’tell daybreak, four
-o’clock Sat’day night, a figurin’ onto his sermon what he preached on
-Sunday——”
-
-“Homer!”
-
-“Yes, ma’am! He war talkin’ very high Scotch, mos’ly like he does
-all times, ’specially to comp’ny-folks, but I got the sense of that
-much. He said as how he an’ the thunder-storm they figured up the
-sermon together, near’s I could make out. An’ Mr. Gilchris’—the young
-gentleman—he said precious little—an’ Mr. Wayt, he splurged out
-considerable ’bout seein’ the sun rise an’ so forth, an’ ’bout his
-headache comin’ on an’ a-goin off with the sun. An’ then the two of
-’em walked off quite frien’ly, an’ soon’s as they was out o’ sight, I
-lighted out and come home.”
-
-Hetty was sitting upon the sofa, too sick and weak to stand.
-
-“Are you sure that you heard all this? Did Mr. Gilchrist know you were
-in the tree?”
-
-“Now—he see me go up. I ast him not to let on to _him_. But what I come
-to say war, ’taint noways nor nurver safe to say what aint jes’ true,
-jes’ for the sake of talkin’ big, an’ Mr. Wayt, bein’ a edicated man,
-he’d ought to be tole that. T’ould ’a’ been better not to say nuthin’
-’bout Sat’day night ’thout somebody ast h’m.”
-
-“There!” His young mistress put out her hand imperatively. “That will
-do. Don’t speak of this to anybody else. Go back to your work.”
-
-On their way to school, the twins left a thin envelope at Judge
-Gilchrist’s door. It was addressed to March.
-
- “I have heard what was the substance of Mr. Wayt’s
- conversation with you last night. Knowing you as I do,
- I am sure, that in mercy to the innocent, you will not
- let it go further. I recognize in the incident one more
- added to the many reasons why I can never be more than
-
- “Your friend,
- H. ALLING.”
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VIII.
-
-
-MARCH GILCHRIST’S name was brought up to the sewing room at eleven
-o’clock Monday morning. Hetty was cutting out shirts for the twins at
-a table of Homer’s contrivance and manufacture. Her face was flushed,
-perhaps with stooping over the board, when she looked up.
-
-“Please say that I am particularly engaged this morning, Mary Ann, and
-beg to be excused.”
-
-“My dear!” expostulated Mrs. Wayt. “He has probably called with a
-message from his mother or sister.”
-
-“In that case ask him to leave it with you, Mary Ann, unless you care
-to go down, Frances?”
-
-“He said ‘Miss Alling’ most particular,” ventured Mary Ann.
-
-“Then take my message just as I gave it, if you please.”
-
-“Did you know,” pursued Miss Alling, when the girl had gone, “that
-Perry is an inch taller than his brother? His arms are longer, too.
-They were exactly the same size until this summer.”
-
-Mrs. Wayt eyed her sister with a helpless, distraught air, while the
-scissors flashed and slipped through the muslin, and the worker
-appeared to have no interest in life beyond the manipulation of both.
-
-“Dear,” she said timidly at length, without noticing the other’s query.
-“I never blame you for any action, however singular it may seem to me.
-I know you always have some excellent reason for what you do or say.
-But the Gilchrists are our best neighbors, and are leading people in
-the church. It would be unwise to offend them. Do you object to telling
-me why you would not see Mr. March Gilchrist?”
-
-Hetty shifted the pattern to a corner of the stuff, turned it upside
-down and regarded it solemnly, her head on one side. Then she pinned it
-fast and fell again to cutting.
-
-“I do object—decidedly!” she said composedly. “But it is perhaps
-best that you should know the truth. It may prevent unpleasant
-complications. Mr. Gilchrist did me the honor last evening to offer to
-marry me, and I refused him.”
-
-“Hetty Alling!”
-
-“That is likely to remain my name. I supposed that you would be
-surprised. _I_ was!” as coolly as before. “I trust to your honor to
-keep Mr. Gilchrist’s secret, even from Mr. Wayt. It is not a matter
-that concerns anybody but ourselves. And we will not allude to it
-again.”
-
-Struck by something unnatural in the girl’s perfect composure, the
-tender-hearted matron leaned forward to stroke the head bowed over the
-work.
-
-“There is something behind all this, Hetty, dear. I am sure of it. It
-would make me very happy to see you married to such a man as March
-Gilchrist. What objection can you have to him as a suitor?”
-
-“The very question which he asked and I answered. Excuse me for
-reminding you that nobody else has the right to press it.”
-
-The rebuff did not end the discussion. The matter was, in Mrs. Wayt’s
-mind, too grave to be lightly dismissed.
-
-“Don’t be angry with me!” staying the progress of the clicking shears,
-that her sister might be compelled to hear what she said, “I love you
-too dearly to let you make a blunder you may regret for a lifetime.
-March is a noble young fellow, of unexceptionable family and character.
-His disposition is excellent; his manners are charming; he has talent,
-energy——”
-
-“Spare me the rest of the catalogue, please!” retorted Hetty curtly.
-“It is not like you, Francis, to force a disagreeable subject upon me.
-And this is one of the least agreeable you could select. Discussion of
-it is indelicate and a breach of confidence on my part—and altogether
-useless on yours.”
-
-Yet she was especially gentle and affectionate with her sister for
-the rest of the day. On bidding her “good-night” she embraced her
-fervently.
-
-“I love you dearly; better this minute than ever before, if I was so
-savage this morning,” she said, with shining eyes, to March’s champion.
-
-Upstairs she read “Locksley Hall” through to Hester, who was sleepless,
-until twelve o’clock. Not until the clock had struck the half-hour
-after midnight was Hetty free to take from her pocket and look at a
-letter the afternoon mail had brought. The superscription was in a hand
-she had seen in notes to Hester and upon the fly-leaves of books, and
-it was still sealed. She sat looking at it, as it lay within the open
-palm of a lax hand for a good (or bad) quarter of an hour.
-
-Hester’s regurgitate breathing—worse to-night than usual—was the only
-sound in the chamber. Now and then she raised her hands strugglingly,
-as if dreaming, but she slept on.
-
-To open that letter and take the contents into her empty heart would
-be to the lonely orphan Heaven on earth. It was long, for the envelope
-held several sheets. It was eloquent, for she had heard him talk upon
-the theme set forth in every line. She had will-force sufficient to
-conceal from the sister, whose heart would be broken by the truth, her
-reasons for refusing to link hers with the unsmirched name of the man
-she loved. She was not strong enough to put her finger under the flap
-of that envelope and read a single line, and then persist in doing
-right. Perhaps, in spite of the repulse of the morning, he had again
-called her “darling!”
-
-She durst not risk the seeing; she had strength given her to keep the
-resolution, but she did no more that night. The answer must wait until
-morning. The letter was hidden under the pillow, and her hand touched
-it while she slept and while she lay awake. In the still, purple dawn,
-she arose quietly, not to disturb Hester, dressed herself and knelt for
-a brief prayer, such as the busiest member of the household had time
-to offer. While she prayed she held the unopened letter to her heart.
-Arising, she kissed it lingeringly.
-
-“God bless my love!” she whispered.
-
-With steady fingers she wrote upon the reverse of the envelope: “_I
-cannot read this. Do not write again_,” slipped it into a larger cover,
-addressed it, and, before the family was astir, sent Homer with it to
-the nearest letter box.
-
-She had acted bravely, and, she believed, decisively, but she had
-blundered withal. An unopened letter, unaccompanied by a word of
-extenuation of the flagrant discourtesy, might damp the ardor of the
-most adoring lover. Yet March’s eyes were lit by a ray of affectionate
-amusement in receiving back this, the first love letter he had ever
-penned. He kissed the one-line sentence before putting the envelope
-away.
-
-“Perhaps she is afraid of herself!” May had suggested sagely, _à
-propos_ of Hetty’s avoidance of his visits.
-
-The bright-natured suitor’s conclusion, after reading what was meant
-as a quietus to his addresses, was not dissimilar. If the case were
-hopeless she would have written nothing. Nevertheless, he bowed to the
-laconic: “Do not write again.” He did more than she had commanded.
-Without attempting to see Hetty again, he escorted his sister in the
-second week of July to Long Branch, and stayed there a fortnight, then
-went with her to Mt. Desert for ten days more.
-
-The malign influence of a dog-day drought was upon Fairhill when the
-pair returned. The streets were deep in dust, the sun, a red and
-rayless ball, had rolled from east to west, and taken his own time
-in doing it, and was staining to a dingy crimson horizon-vapors that
-looked as dry as the dust, as brother and sister paused upon the piazza
-for a look over the familiar landscape.
-
-“It is stifling after the seashore!” breathed May. “But it is home! I
-am _glad_ to be back!”
-
-“And I—always!”
-
-March said it, in stooping, hat in hand, to kiss his mother. There was
-the ring of sincerity in his voice; his eyes were placid. He had come
-home to her cured of an ill-starred fancy for an ineligible girl. There
-was no sign of anything more than neighborly interest in his face when
-May asked at dinner-time how the Wayts were.
-
-“Well, I believe,” replied Mrs. Gilchrist. “I have seen comparatively
-little of them while you were away, except at church. It has been too
-hot for visiting. Yesterday I took Hester out to drive. She misses you
-sadly, May. She is thinner and has less color than when you went away.”
-
-“Dear little Queen Mab!” said Hester’s friend. “I must have her over
-to-morrow to spend the day. I have some books and sketches for her. And
-Hetty?”
-
-“Is as busy as usual, Hester tells me. She goes out very little, I
-believe. The young people hereabouts call her a recluse.”
-
-The unconscious judge came to the relief of all parties.
-
-“Mr. Wayt’s congregation continues large,” he remarked. “He preached a
-truly remarkable sermon last Sunday. At this rate we will have to pull
-down our church and build a larger by next year.”
-
-The wife looked gratified. It was much to have her husband speak of
-“our church.”
-
-May was content to wait for the morrow’s meeting with her pet. Hester
-was wild with impatience to be again with her worshiped friend. Hetty
-might remonstrate, and her mother entreat her not to intrude upon the
-family on the evening of the travelers’ arrival. The spoiled child
-was unmanageable. She could not sleep a wink, she protested, until she
-had kissed Miss May, and exchanged reports of the weeks separating
-them from the dear everyday intercourse. She would take with her the
-portfolio she had almost worked herself ill to fill with what May must
-think showed diligent endeavor to improve.
-
-“Then, there is the great news to tell!”
-
-“Wouldn’t it be well to wait a while before speaking of that?”
-dissuaded the mother.
-
-“It is a week old, already!” Hester pouted, “and I said never a word to
-Mrs. Gilchrist yesterday. ‘The Seasons’”—the _mot de famille_ at the
-Gilchrists’ for brother and sister—“are our only _own_ friends, mamma.
-You can trust them to hold their tongues!”
-
-“What seems a great event to us will be small to them,” cautioned Mrs.
-Wayt—then gave Hester her way.
-
-Nine o’clock saw her in Homer’s charge on the orchard road, the
-shortest, as it was the most secluded, to the Gilchrist place.
-
-“Where _are_ you taking me, Tony?” she aroused from a happy, expectant
-reverie to ask, midway.
-
-The aftermath of the June mowing was tall by now, and the chair was
-almost hidden in it.
-
-“Now—I don’ keer fur to take ye near that big tree. ’Taint wholesome
-nor proper!” grunted the charioteer. He was slightly afraid of the
-testy little damsel, and took on doughty airs at times to disprove the
-fact. “We’ll soon git inter the path agi’n.”
-
-“But I won’t stand this!” cried Hester, irate. “Go back to the path!
-Not wholesome! not proper! What do you mean!”
-
-“Now—I seen the light there oftener’n anywheres else”—Homer was
-beginning, when they were hailed by a well-known voice.
-
-“What are you doing over there?” called March.
-
-“Swimming for our lives,” returned Hester. “Won’t you dive, and drag me
-out by the hair of my head?”
-
-Her tone was tremulous with delight. As he took her hand, it quivered
-like a poplar leaf in his large, cordial grasp. He was fond of Hester
-on her own account, fonder of her because he linked her with Hetty. He
-had strolled down the street with his cigar after giving his mother a
-detailed account of the pleasure making of the last three weeks. He
-felt the heat inland to be oppressive after the surf breeze. His mother
-was glad that his saunter was not in the direction of the parsonage.
-She knew nothing of the short cut from the back street, or with what
-ease an athlete of six-and-twenty could vault a five-barred fence.
-Besides, was not her boy a cured and discharged patient!
-
-The meeting with Hester, if not the best thing he had hoped for, was
-so much better than a solitary ramble in dream-haunted grounds that he
-greeted her joyously. It was not the first time the idea had come to
-him of making a confidante of the keen-witted, deep-hearted child, but
-it suddenly took the shape of determination.
-
-“Going to see May!” He echoed her reply to his next question. “She is
-tired out, and has gone to her room by this. She means to claim you for
-the whole of to-morrow. Give me a little chat in our arbor instead,
-and I will take you home. I have not seen you for an age, and I have
-something very interesting to me and important to you, to say to you.”
-
-She laughed up in his face in sheer pleasure.
-
-“And I have something particularly interesting to me, and not important
-to you, to tell in return. We have an event in our family—an agreeable
-happening as to results, although it comes by a dark and crooked
-road—or so mamma persists in saying.”
-
-March had propelled her into the open track and stopped as she said
-this to lean forward and peer into the saucy face. A disagreeable—an
-absurd—thrill passed over him. Had he lost Hetty?
-
-“An event! Accomplished or prospective?”
-
-“Both!” chuckled Hester.
-
-“Is it an engagement?” bringing out the word courageously.
-
-The question was never answered. A vigorous onward push had brought
-them into the moonlit area surrounding the king apple tree. Thor rushed
-forward, bellowing ferociously at a long black body that lay half
-under, half beyond the dipping outward branches, now weighted almost to
-the ground with growing fruit.
-
-“Homer!” shouted March to the figure retreating toward the garden.
-“Come back! hurry!” And, hastily, to Hester: “I will send you home with
-him and go for the police. Don’t be frightened. It is only a drunken
-tramp, or may be a sleeper. In either case he cannot stay here. These
-are my father’s grounds.”
-
-Hester had not uttered a sound, but the slight figure, bent toward the
-recumbent man, had a strained intensity of expression words could not
-have conveyed. Her eyes were fixed, as by the fascination of horrified
-dread—one small hand plucked oddly at her throat.
-
-“Take her home, Homer!” March ordered, “and say nothing to alarm the
-ladies. I’ll attend to _him_!”
-
-“No! _no!_ NO!” shrilled Hester in an unearthly tone that made him
-start. “You must go home! you! _you!_ and say nothing! tell nobody! O
-God of mercy, it has come at last! Don’t touch him!” her voice rising
-into a husky shriek. For, parting the boughs, March passed to the head
-of the prostrate man, and stooped to raise him. His quick eye had
-perceived that he was well dressed and no common tramp in figure, also
-that he had lain, not fallen, where he was found. In bending to take
-hold of him, he detected, even in the intensity of his excitement, the
-peculiar, heavy, close odor of drugs that had hung in the air on the
-Fourth of July night. In company with a policeman, our young artist had
-once visited a Chinese “opium dive” in New York, and he recognized the
-smell now.
-
-Homer was beside him, and lent intelligent aid.
-
-“_Now_,” he drawled, without the slightest evidence of alarm, “_I_
-mos’ly lif’s him up _so_-fashion!”
-
-The action brought the features into a rift of moonlight.
-
-“Great Heavens!” broke from March in a low tone of horror and dismay.
-“It is Mr. Wayt!”
-
-Laying him on the turf he went back to Hester and seized the bar of her
-chair.
-
-“You must go home! You must not see him, my poor child! It is your
-father, and he is very ill—unconscious. Not a moment is to be lost. I
-must go for a doctor immediately!”
-
-“_Let go!_”
-
-Beside herself with fury, she actually struck at the hand grasping the
-propeller; her eyes flashed fire; her accents, hardly louder than a
-wheezing whisper, were jerky gasps, painful to hear.
-
-“Let go, I say! and do you go to your safe, decent home, as I told
-you! Tony and I are used to this sort of thing!”
-
-“Hester! you do not know what you are saying!” March came around and
-faced her, trying to quiet her by cold, stern authority.
-
-It was thrown away. She raved on—still tearing away with her tiny
-fierce hands at her heaving throat as if to give speech freer vent.
-
-“I do know—oh, we are graduates in these frolicsome escapades! It is
-inconsiderate in him—” with a horrid laugh—“to give his wife, his
-wife’s sister, and the family factotum such a job as carrying him
-all this way. To do him justice, he seldom forgets the decencies so
-entirely. If I had my way, he should lie here all night. Only his wife
-would come out and stay with him. What are you staring at me for, Mr.
-Gilchrist? Here is our family skeleton! Does it frighten you out of
-your wits?”
-
-Her croaks of laughter threatened dissolution to the fragile frame. It
-was an awful, a repulsive exhibition.
-
-“It is you who have lost yours!” rejoined March gravely. “Your father
-may be dying, for aught you know. A hundred men fell in the streets
-of New York to-day, overcome by the heat—and we are wasting precious
-minutes in wild, nonsensical talk. If you will let Homer take you to
-the house, and compose yourself sufficiently to prepare your mother for
-the shock of seeing her husband brought in insensible, we may save him
-yet. Go! and send Homer back at once.”
-
-The wild eyes surveyed him piercingly; with a low, meaning laugh, she
-sank back among her cushions.
-
-“I think”—she said distinctly and deliberately—“that you are the best
-man God ever made! Go on, Tony!”
-
-Left alone with the unconscious man, March stooped and rolled him
-entirely over. He had been lying, face downward, his cheek to the
-sward; one arm was by his side, the other was thrown in a natural
-position above his head. His pulse was almost normal, although somewhat
-sluggish; his respiration heavy, but not stertorous: his complexion was
-not sanguine. His breath and, March fancied, his whole body reeked of
-opium. March shook him gently. He slept on. With a disgustful shiver,
-he forced himself to pass an arm under his head and lift it to his
-knee. There was no change in the limp lethargy. The young man laid him
-down, and, rising, stood off and looked at the pitiable wreck. Hester’s
-frenzied tirade had disabused the listener’s mind of the suspicion
-of suicide. He could no longer doubt that here was the unraveling of
-the complex design that had vexed his heart and head. The popular
-preacher was not the first of brilliant parts and high position who
-had fallen a victim to a debasing and insidious habit, but his skill
-and effrontery in concealing the truth were remarkable. Yet—might not
-March have divined the nature of the mystery before this revelation?
-The peculiar brilliancy of the deep-set eyes; his variable spirits; his
-fluent and, at times, erratic speech; the very character of his pulpit
-eloquence—might have betrayed him to an expert. His wife’s nervous
-vigilance and eager assiduity of devotion—above all, the episode of
-the midnight toilers, and the conflicting stories of the need of
-that toil—finally—and he recalled it with a bursting heart—Hetty’s
-declaration to her lover that there were insurmountable obstacles to
-their union—were as clear as daylight now. The sudden illness of that
-memorable Saturday night was stupor like that which now chained the
-slave of appetite to the earth.
-
-How often and with what excess of anguish the revolting scene had
-been enacted only the two unhappy sisters knew, unless the still more
-hapless daughter were in the secret. Her wail, “Oh, God of mercy! it
-has come at last!” was a key to depths of suspenseful endurance and
-labyrinths of unavailing deception.
-
-Unavailing, for the instant of detection was the beginning of the end.
-The man was ruined beyond redemption. A whisper of his infirmity would
-be the loss of place, reputation, and livelihood, and his innocent
-family would go down quick into the pit with him. This was the vision
-of impending gloom that had disturbed what should be sunny deeps in the
-sweetest eyes in the world to him. This was the almost certain prospect
-that made her write, “I can never be more than your friend!”
-
-The Gilchrist was clean, honest blood. Hetty testified her appreciation
-of this truth by refusing to marry him. He could think how his mother
-would look when she had heard the story and how Fairhill gossip would
-gloat over the “newest thing in clerical scandals!”
-
-Why should it be made public? Why should he not help to keep it quiet
-instead of pulling down ruin upon the helpless and unoffending? Hetty
-had written, “In mercy to the innocent.” He seemed to hear her say it
-now, in his ear.
-
-A faint melodious chime just vibrated through the sultry air. The
-fine bell of the “Old First” had struck the half hour. The church in
-which he was baptized; the church of his mother’s love and prayers!
-At thought of the pulpit desecrated by this fellow’s feet, a rush of
-indignant contempt surged up to his lips.
-
-“Sacrilegious dog!” he muttered, touching the motionless heap with his
-foot.
-
-Homer shambled back out of breath. He had brought a lantern.
-
-“_Now_—it’s powerful shady under the trees!” he replied to March’s
-remark that the moon gave all the light they required. “An’ ther’s
-somethin’ come ter me, as I want ter see!”
-
-He set down the lantern, hugged the tree bole, and went up a foot or
-two. Then were heard a scratching and a rattling overhead.
-
-“_Now_—would ye a mind holdin’ this ’tell I git ’em all?”
-
-The “all” were four bottles and a tin box. Two phials were long and
-empty. A name was blown in the glass. March held one down to the light.
-
-“_Elixir of Opium!_”
-
-The others were larger and of stout blue glass. A printed label said
-“_Phosphate_.” March pulled out a cork and smelled the contents. Opium
-again!
-
-The box held the same drug as a dark paste.
-
-“I mistrusted them horsephates a coople o’ times!” said Homer,
-imperturbably sagacious. “He wor too everlastin’ fond of ’em. He
-skeered me with the devil inter goin’ ter the drug store with a paper
-ter tell ’em for ter give me that ar’ one,” designating an empty phial.
-“Leastways, one like it. An’ Miss Hetty, she foun’ it in the garding,
-where I drapped it. Then, ’twas she tole me nivver to go nowhar ’thout
-’twas she sent me. An’ I aint sence! An’ he’s t’reatened me orful a
-many a time ’cause what she said to me that time. I guess he bought ’em
-in New York, mos’ likely. He’s a sharp un—Mr. Wayt is!”
-
-March eyed him suspiciously.
-
-“How did you know where these things were, if you had nothing to do
-with hiding them!”
-
-“_Now_”—stolid under the implied doubt, or not noticing it—“you reklec’
-the Sunday night me ’n you was talkin’ here, ’n’ _he_ come along, an’
-I shinned up the tree? I bet”—with more animation than March had ever
-seen him display before—“he was a-comin’ for a drink then! ’Twas the
-very night before, when Miss Hetty, she come all the way up to my
-room, an’ sez she, ‘Homer,’ sez she, ‘Mr. Wayt has done it agin,’ she
-say. An’ so he had, an’ him a lyin’ on the study floor jes’ as you
-see him now—an’ Mrs. Wayt a-cryin’ over him. You see she’d b’lieved,
-sure an’ certain, he’d nuvver do so no more. But _I_ mistrusted them
-horsephates. _Now_, that very night—Sunday night ’twas, ’n’ me an’ you
-was a-talkin’ here—as I was a-slidin’ down the tree I kotched inter a
-hole, an’ somethin’ sort o’ jingled, like glass. I nuvver t’ought no
-more ’bout it tell jes’ ez I come up to-night an’ see him a-sprawlin’
-thar, an’ I smelled the stuff. I’ll jes’ hide ’em in the grass,
-an’ to-morrow early I’ll bury ’em in the garding. But it’s a quare
-cupboard, that is.”
-
-While talking, he was busy spreading upon the turf a heavy shawl, such
-as were worn by men, forty years ago. “_Now_—ef you’ll lend a lift to
-him!” to the wondering observer.
-
-The plan was ingenious, but Homer’s dexterity in carrying it out,
-and the _sangfroid_ he maintained throughout, betokened an amount of
-practice at which March’s soul recoiled. It was frightfully realistic.
-Mr. Wayt was laid in the middle of the big plaid; the two ends were
-knotted tightly upon his chest, inclosing his arms, the other two about
-his ankles.
-
-“I’ll hitch on to the heavy eend,” quoth the bunch of muscle and bone
-March had begun to admire. “Me bein’ useter to it nor what you be. You
-take holt on his feet.”
-
-In such style the stately saint was borne up the back steps and laid
-upon the settee in the parsonage hall.
-
-Mrs. Wayt was upon the porch. Her first words gave one of the bearers
-his cue.
-
-“Oh, Mr. Gilchrist! This is dreadful! And he seemed so well at dinner
-time! The heat often affects him seriously. He had a sunstroke some
-years ago, and every summer he feels the effects of it. Lay him down
-here and rest before taking him upstairs. There. Thank you.”
-
-While she undid and removed the clerical cravat and collar from his
-throat, March straightened his spine and looked around for Hetty. The
-house was as still as a grave. The front door was closed; the rooms on
-both sides of the hall were dark and silent. It was Thursday night,
-the universal “evening out” for Fairhill servants. March recollected
-it in the mechanical way in which one thinks of trifles at important
-junctures. He was glad—mechanically—that Mary Ann was not there to
-carry the tale of Mr. Wayt’s fainting fit, or semi-sunstroke, or
-whatever name his wife chose to put to it, to Mrs. Gilchrist. He was
-beginning to ask himself what he should say at home of what he had done
-with himself between nine and ten o’clock that evening.
-
-The transportation up to the second story was slow and difficult. Mrs.
-Wayt supported her husband’s head, and, like a flash, recurred to March
-Hester’s sneer of the task laid upon “his wife, his wife’s sister, and
-the family factotum.” It must have been barely accomplished on the July
-night when he and May brought Hester home, and Hetty ran down out of
-breath, her hair disheveled and eyes scared! That _her_ hands should be
-fouled by such a burden!
-
-His face was set whitely, as, having deposited the load upon the bed,
-he accosted the wife:
-
-“Would you like to have a physician?”
-
-His tone was hard and constrained. She did not look up.
-
-“You are very good but it is not necessary—thank you! I have seen him
-as ill before from the same cause and know what to do for him. And he
-is morbidly sensitive with regard to these attacks. He thinks it would
-injure him in his profession if the impression were to get abroad that
-his health is unsound or his constitution breaking up. I shall not
-even dare tell him that you have seen him to-night.”
-
-She was putting extraordinary force upon herself, but she could not
-meet his eye.
-
-“I cannot thank you just now as I would, Mr. Gilchrist. I am all
-unnerved, and although I know this seizure is not dangerous, it is
-a terrible ordeal to me to witness it. May I ask that you will not
-mention it, even to Judge and Mrs. Gilchrist? My husband would be
-mortified and distressed beyond measure were his illness the subject of
-even friendly remark.”
-
-March hesitated, and she turned upon him quickly. Her face was that of
-an old woman—gray, withered, and scored with lines, each one of which
-meant an agony.
-
-His resolution dissolved like the frost before fire.
-
-“You may depend upon my discretion and friendship,” he said impulsively.
-
-She burst into tears, the low, convulsive sobbing he had heard above
-stairs on that other night.
-
-Unable to bear more he ran down the staircase, and recognized before he
-reached the foot that he had committed himself to a lie.
-
-“Mr. Gilchrist!”
-
-His hand was upon the lock of the front door when he caught the low
-call.
-
-Hetty stood upon the threshold of the library, a shadowy figure in
-white that seemed to waver in the uncertain light.
-
-“I should like to speak to you, if you can spare a few minutes,” she
-pursued, leading the way into the room.
-
-With a bow of acquiescence he sat down and waited for her to begin. His
-mind was in a tumult; dumb pain devoured him. He felt as any honorable
-man might feel who condones a felony.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER IX
-
-
-“MY sister has begged you to keep secret what you have seen
-to-night—has she not?” was Hetty’s first inquiry, spoken without haste
-and without excitement.
-
-A mute bow replied.
-
-“And you have promised to do it?”
-
-“I told Mrs. Wayt that she might depend upon my discretion.”
-
-“Which she construes into a pledge to connive at a wrong done to a
-church and a community,” in precisely the same tone and manner as
-before.
-
-March stared at her perplexedly. What did the girl mean? And was this
-resolute, impassive woman of business the blushing trembler who, a
-month ago, could not deny her love for him? She was very serious now,
-but apparently very tranquil.
-
-“You would say, if you were not too kind-hearted, that this is what I
-am doing—what I have been doing for nearly ten years—and you would be
-right. It would not exculpate me in your opinion if I were to represent
-that Mr. Wayt’s profession is all that stands between his family and
-the poorhouse; that I do not habitually attend the church in which he
-officiates, and that my name has never appeared upon the record of any
-one of the parishes of which he has had charge since I became a member
-of his family. Mr. Wayt and I have not exchanged a syllable directly
-for over five years. I neither respect nor like him. He can never
-forgive my knowledge of his character, and my interference with his
-habits. These were confirmed before I came to my sister.”
-
-“Let me beg,” interposed March, “that you will not go on with what
-cannot but be distressing to you. You need no justification in my
-sight. If you will permit me to call to-morrow morning we can talk
-matters over calmly and at leisure. It is late, and you have had a
-severe nervous strain.”
-
-“Unless you insist upon the postponement I would rather speak now,
-while my mind is steady in the purpose to make an end of subterfuge and
-concealment. I _am_ weary, but it is of falsehoods, acted and spoken.
-Hester has told me of your generous pretense of misunderstanding the
-nature of Mr. Wayt’s attack. There it is again!”—relapsing into her
-usual tone, and with whimsical vexation that made March smile. “I
-am afraid I have forgotten how to be frank! My poor sister’s eager
-talk of ‘attacks’ and ‘seizures’ and ‘turns’ and ‘sunstroke’ and
-‘constitutional headaches’ has unbalanced my perceptions of right and
-wrong.”
-
-“You cannot expect me to agree with you there?” the suppressed smile
-becoming visible.
-
-She was not to be turned aside from the straight track.
-
-“Nothing so perverts conscience as a systematic course of concealment,
-even when it is practiced for what seem to be noble ends. I have felt
-this for a long time. Lately the sense of guilt has been insupportable.
-It may be relief—if not expiation—to tell the truth in the plainest
-terms I can use. It may leave me more wretched than I am now. But right
-is right.”
-
-Her chin trembled and she raised her hand to cover it. Her admirable
-composure was smoldering excitement, kept under by will and the
-conscience whose rectitude she undervalued. With a sub-pang, March
-perceived that this disclosure was not a confidence, but a duty.
-
-“Mr. Wayt was a confirmed opium eater and drinker, twelve years ago,”
-she resumed in a cold monotone. “He would drink intoxicating liquors,
-too, when narcotics were not to be had. I believe the appetite for the
-two is a common symptom of the habit. His wife shielded him, then, as
-she does now, and so successfully that he kept a church in Cincinnati
-for four years. Hester was a beautiful, active child, eight years old,
-and a great pet with her father. He does not care for children, as a
-rule, but she was pretty and clever and amused him. One day she begged
-her mother to let her take ‘dear papa’s’ lunch up to him. It was
-always ‘dear papa’ with her. He had a way of locking himself in his
-study from morning until night Saturday. Even his wife did not suspect
-that he wrote his Sunday sermon with a glass of laudanum and brandy at
-his side. He was busy upon a set of popular discourses on ‘Crying Sins
-of the Day.’ They drew immense crowds.”
-
-A sarcastic gleam passed over her face, and for the first time the
-listener saw a likeness to the witty and wise cripple.
-
-“Hester knocked again and again without getting answered. Then her
-father called out that he was busy and did not want any lunch. She was
-always willful, and he had indulged her unreasonably. So she declared
-that she would not go away until he opened the door and took the
-tray—not if she had to stand there and knock all day. He tore open the
-door in a fury, threw the tray and the lunch downstairs, and flung the
-child after it. The drugged drink had made him crazy.”
-
-March shuddered.
-
-“And that was the cause——”
-
-“It left her what you see, now. The effect upon her character and
-feelings was, if possible, more deplorable. From that hour she has
-never spoken to her father at all, or of him as ‘papa.’ It is always
-‘he’ and ‘him’ to the family, ‘Mr. Wayt’ to strangers. It seems
-horribly unnatural, but she loathes and despises him. While she lay
-crushed and suffering for the months that passed before she left her
-bed, she would go into convulsions at sight of him. Her mother begged
-her, on her knees, to ‘forgive poor papa, who had a delirious headache
-when he pushed her away from the door.’ Hester refused passionately.
-She is no more forgiving now. Yet she was so proud and shrewd, even
-then, that she never betrayed to the doctors how she was hurt. She let
-everybody believe that it was an accident. I had been her nurse for six
-months before she told me the fearful story.
-
-“The truth never got abroad in Cincinnati, but flying rumors of Mr.
-Wayt’s growing eccentricities and the possible cause gathered an
-opposition party in the church. It was headed by a prominent druggist,
-who had talked with others in the trade from whom Mr. Wayt had bought
-opium, laudanum, and brandy. He has been more cunning in his purchases
-since then. He was obliged to resign his charge, and became what poor
-Hester calls ‘an ecclesiastical tramp.’ He controls his appetite within
-tolerably safe bounds for a while, sometimes for months, then gives
-way, and we live on the verge of discovery and disgrace until the
-crisis comes. The end is always the same. We break camp and ‘move on.’”
-
-“Yet he brought clean papers to the Fairhill church.”
-
-A dreary smile went with the answer.
-
-“Clerical charity suffereth long and is kind! Out of curiosity I
-attended once a meeting of a presbytery that dismissed him from his
-church and commended him to another presbytery. We had narrowly
-escaped public exposure at that time. The sexton found Mr. Wayt in the
-condition you have seen this evening upon the floor of the lecture room
-and called in a physician, who boldly proclaimed that the man was ‘dead
-drunk.’ The accused put in a plea of indisposition and an overdose of
-brandy, inadvertently swallowed. His brethren, assembled in solemn
-session, spoke of his faithful work in the vineyard and the leadings of
-Divine Providence, and said that their prayers went with him to his new
-field of labor.
-
-“I don’t want to be unjust or cynical, Mr. Gilchrist, and I can see
-that there is a pleasanter side to the case. There _is_ such a thing
-as Christian charity, and more of it in the world than we are willing
-to admit. However church people may gossip about an unpopular pastor,
-and maneuver to get rid of him, when the parting comes they will not
-brand him in the eyes of others. And clergymen are very faithful to
-one another. It is really beautiful to see how they try to hide faults
-and foibles. It is a literal fulfillment of the command, ‘Bear ye one
-another’s burdens.’ In some—in most of Mr. Wayt’s charges—the secret of
-his frequent change of pastorate was not told. He was ‘odd,’ and ‘had
-nomadic tastes.’ Sometimes the climate did not agree with his health.
-The air was too strong or too weak. Twice poor Hester’s condition
-demanded an immediate change. We went to Chicago to be near an eminent
-surgeon, who, after all, never saw her.
-
-“I will not weary you with the details of a life such as I pray God
-few families know. After a few years Hester and I became hopeless of
-anything better. Wherever we might go, change, and the probability of
-disgrace, were a mere question of time. My sister never loses faith
-in her husband and in an overruling Power that will not forsake the
-righteous. For, strange as it may seem, she believes in the piety of a
-man whose sacred profession is a continual lie.
-
-“Oh, Mr. Gilchrist!” the enforced monotony of her tone wavering into
-a cry of pain—“I think _that_ is the worst of all! When I recollect
-my mother’s pure religion—when I see your mother’s beneficent life
-and firm faith in goodness and in God—when I know that, in spite of
-the seeming untruthfulness which is, she thinks, necessary to protect
-her husband—my sister holds fast to her love and trust in an Almighty
-Friend, and walks humbly with her God, I feel such indignation against
-a man who is the slave of passion, selfish, vain, and conscienceless,
-and yet assumes to show such souls the way to heaven, that I dare not
-enter the church where he is allowed to preach, lest I should cry out
-in the face of his hearers against the monstrous cheat!”
-
-Her eyes flamed clear; the torrent of feeling swept away reserve and
-coldness.
-
-“I understand!” March said, with sympathetic warmth. “You never
-disappoint me. Tell me what I can do to help you. I cannot let you
-endure all this alone any longer.”
-
-“Nobody can take my share of the burden. I would hardly know myself
-without it. It will be the heavier for my sister’s distress and
-Hester’s anger when they hear what I have decided to do. Hester was on
-her way over to your house when you met her, full of news she could not
-wait until to-morrow to tell. My mother’s only brother went to Japan
-thirty years ago and became rich. He died last March, leaving most of
-his fortune to benevolent institutions in America. To each of us, his
-sister’s children, he bequeathed ten thousand dollars. It is not a
-fortune, but with our modest tastes, and when joined to the little I
-already have, it will support us decently. My first thought, when the
-news reached us, a week ago, was ‘Now, Mr. Wayt need never take another
-charge! We need not live upon tainted food!’”
-
-“You are a noble woman, Hetty——”
-
-She interrupted him.
-
-“I am not! This is not self-sacrifice, but self-preservation. If the
-money had not been given to us, I must have found some way out of a
-false position. I want you to tell your father all you know. Keep back
-nothing I have told you. He is a good and a merciful man. Let him
-speak openly to Mr. Wayt and forbid him ever to enter the pulpit again
-upon penalty of public exposure and suspension from the ministry. What
-Judge Gilchrist says will have weight. With all his high looks and
-sounding talk, Mr. Wayt is a coward. He would not venture to resist
-the decision. Then we will go away quietly. I have thought of the
-little town in which my sister and I were born. Living is cheap there
-and there are excellent schools for the children. Twenty-five thousand
-dollars will go very far in that region, and we can be honest people
-once more.”
-
-“You have arranged it all, have you?” said March, not at all in the
-tone she had expected to hear. “Give them the cheap town, and the good
-schools, and the twenty-five thousand dollars by all means. They can
-have everything but _you_!”
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER X.
-
-
-THE long storm in August set in next day. A fine, close drizzle veiled
-the world by 7 o’clock. At 8.30, the twins and Fanny needed their
-waterproof cloaks for the walk to school. By noon the patter on the
-piazza roof and falling floods upon lawn and garden and streets were
-slow, but abundant. It was scrubbing day and closet day, and, as Hester
-fretted sometimes to methodical Mary Ann on Friday, “all the rest of
-the week,” below stairs. Hetty had to prepare a dessert and to set the
-lunch table. Before going down she made up a little fire in the sewing
-room, and put out Hester’s color-box, glass of water, stretching board,
-paper, and easel within easy reach, should she decide to use them.
-Silently, and not too suggestively, she set upon the table near by a
-vase containing some fine specimens of the moccasin flower sent in
-by May Gilchrist, with a note addressed to “Queen Mab.” Hester hated
-hints, but if she lacked a study she would not have to look far for it.
-
-It was “a bad day” with her. Her mother attributed it partly to her
-disappointment at not seeing her crony teacher.
-
-Hetty, who had put the excited child to bed as soon as she got into the
-house the night before, held her peace. Mrs. Wayt, hovering from the
-nursery and her husband’s chamber to the sewing room, saw that in her
-taciturn daughter’s countenance that warned and kept her aloof. Another
-of Hester’s biting sayings was that her mother, on the day succeeding
-one of her spouse’s “seizures” was “betwixt the devil and the deep
-sea.” She never admitted, even to her sister, that “dear Percy” was
-more than “unfortunate,” yet read Hetty’s disapprobation in averted
-looks and studiously commonplace talk.
-
-Wan and limp the cripple reclined among the cushions Hetty packed about
-her in her wheeled chair. Blue shadows ringed mouth and eyes, and
-stretched themselves in the hollowed temples; the deft fingers were
-nerveless. Most of the time she seemed to watch the rain under drooping
-eyelids, so transparent as to show the dark irides beneath.
-
-At half past eleven her mother stole in like a bit of drifted down.
-
-“Dear, I have promised papa to go up to your room and lie down for half
-an hour. Annie is with him. She amuses him, and will be very good, she
-says. I told her to let you know if she wanted anything. May I leave
-the door open? She cannot turn this stiff bolt.”
-
-Annie was one of Hester’s weak points. “Baby” never made her nervous
-or impatient, and much of the little one’s precocity was due to
-intimate companionship with the disabled sister, whose plaything she
-was.
-
-“Yes. All right!” murmured Hester, closing her eyes entirely.
-
-She was deathly pallid in the uncolored gloom of a rainy noon.
-
-“Or—if you feel like taking a nap, yourself?” hesitated Mrs. Wayt.
-
-Tactful with her husband, and tender with all her household, she
-yet had the misfortune often to rub Hester’s fur the wrong way. The
-delicately pencilled brows met over frowning eyes.
-
-“No! no! you know I never sleep in the day! If you would never bother
-yourself with my peace and comfort, mamma, we should be on better
-terms. I am not a baby, or a—husband!”
-
-She was not sorry for her ill humor or for the long gap between the
-last article and noun, when left to herself.
-
-She lay upon a bed of thorns, each of which was endued with intelligent
-vitality. Earth was a waste. Heaven had never been. Hate herself for
-it as she might she had never, in all her rueful existence, known
-suffering comparable to that condensed into the three little minutes
-she had lived twelve hours ago.
-
-When Hetty had come up to bed her face was beautiful with a strange
-white peace, at sight of which Hester held her breath. Coming swiftly,
-but without bustle, across the room, she kneeled by the bed and
-gathered the frail form in the dear, strong arms that had cradled it
-a thousand times. Her eyes sparkled, her lips were parted by quick
-breaths, but she tried to speak quietly.
-
-“Precious child! you should be asleep. But I am glad you are not, for I
-have a message for you. We—you and I—are to take no anxious thought for
-to-morrow, or for any more of the to-morrows we are to spend together.
-March told me to say that and to give you this!” laying a kiss upon her
-lips. “For he loves me, Hester, darling, and you are to live with us!
-Just as we planned, ever and ever so long ago! But what day dream was
-ever so beautiful as this?”
-
-For one of the three awful minutes Hester thought and hoped she was
-dying. The frightened blood ebbed back with turbulence that threw her
-into a spasm of trembling and weeping. She recollected pushing Hetty
-away, then clutching her frantically to pull her down for a storm of
-passionate kisses given between tearless sobs. Then she gave way to
-wheezing shrieks of laughter, which Hetty tried to check. She would not
-let her move or speak after that.
-
-“How thoughtless in me not to know that you were too much unnerved to
-bear another shock—even of happiness!” said the loving nurse. “No!
-don’t try to offer so much as a word of congratulation. It will
-keep! All we have to do to-night is to obey the order of our superior
-officer, and not think—only trust!”
-
-In the morning there was no opportunity for speech-making. A night of
-suffering had beaten Hester dumb.
-
-“Nobody could be surprised at that!” cooed Hetty, as she rubbed and
-bathed the throbbing spine. “If I could but pour down this aching
-column some of my redundant vitality!”
-
-Hester detested herself in acknowledging the fervent sincerity of the
-wish. Hetty would willingly divide her life with her, as she had said
-yesterday that she meant to divide her fortune.
-
-“Half for you while I live! All for you when I am gone!”
-
-The sad sweetness of the smile accompanying the words was as
-little like the wonderful white shining of last night as the lot
-cast for Hetty was like that of the deformed dwarf whose height of
-grotesque folly was attained when she loved—first, in dreams and
-in “drifting”—then, all unconsciously, in actual scenes and waking
-moments—one whose whole heart belonged to the woman who had “made her
-over,” to whom she owed life, brain, and soul!
-
-She was to live with them! Hetty must make her partaker of her every
-good. By force of long habit, Hester fell to planning the house the
-three would inhabit. She was herself—always helpless, never less a
-burden than now—a piece of rubbish in the pretty rooms, a clog upon
-domestic machinery—a barrier to social pleasure—the inadmissible third
-in the married _tête-à-tête_.
-
-She writhed impotently. More useless than a toy; more troublesome than
-a baby—uglier than the meanest insect that crawls—she must yet submit
-to the fate that fastened her upon the young lives of her custodians.
-
-“I doubt if I could even take my own life!” she meditated darkly. “In
-my fits of rage and despair, I used to threaten to roll my chair down
-the stairs and break my neck to ‘finish the job.’ I said it once to
-mamma. I wonder sometimes if that is the reason Tony puts up gates
-across the top of the stairs wherever we go? He says it is to keep baby
-Annie from tumbling down. I haven’t cared to die lately, but to-day
-I wish my soul had floated clean out of my body in that five minute
-make-believe under the pink tent of the apple tree, three months ago.
-
-“I suppose he will be coming here constantly, now. Hetty won’t belong
-to me anymore. I am very wicked! I am jealous of her with him, and of
-him with her! I am a spiteful, malicious, broken-backed toad! Oh, how I
-despise Hester Wayt! And I owe it all to _him_!”
-
-She glowered revengefully at the door her mother had left unclosed.
-
-Baby Annie was having a lovely hour with “dee papa.” He had not left
-his bed, but the nausea and sense of goneness with which he had
-awakened, were yielding to the administration of minute potions of
-opium by his wife, at stated intervals. A fit of delirium tremens,
-induced by the failure to “cool him off” _secundum artem_, had brought
-about Homer’s introduction to his nominal employer. Routed from his
-secret lodgings under the roof-tree at one o’clock of a winter morning,
-Hetty’s waif had first run for a doctor, and, pending his arrival,
-pinioned the raving patient with his sinewy arms until the man of
-intelligent measures took charge of the case. Mrs. Wayt had run no such
-risks since.
-
-Her lord never confessed that he took opium or ardent spirits. Indeed,
-he made capital of his total abstinence even from tobacco. There was
-always a cause, natural or violent, for his attacks. The Chicago
-seizure followed upon his rashness in swallowing, “mistaking it for
-mineral water,” a pint of spirits of wine, bought for cleaning his
-Sunday suit. Other turns he attributed, severally, to dyspepsia, to
-vertigo, to over-study, and to extreme heat. A sunstroke, suffered when
-he was in college, rendered him peculiarly sensitive to hot weather.
-His wife never gainsaid his elaborate explanations. He was her Percy,
-her conscience, her king. She not only went backward with the cloak of
-love to conceal his shame, but she affected to forget the degradation
-when he became sober.
-
-Many women in a thousand, and about one man in twenty millions, are
-“built so.” The policy—or principle—may be humane. It is not Godlike.
-The All-Merciful calls sinners to repentance before offering pardon.
-The Church insists upon conviction as a preliminary to conversion. Mrs.
-Wayt was a Christian and a churchwoman, but she clung pathetically to
-belief in the efficacy of her plan for the reclamation of her husband.
-In life, or in death, she would not have upon her soul the weight of
-a reproach addressed to him whom she had sworn to “honor.” Love was
-omnipotent. In time he would learn the depth of hers and be lured back
-to the right way.
-
-He was plaintive this forenoon, but not peevish. His eyes were
-bloodshot; his tongue was furry; there was a gnawing in the pit of his
-stomach and an unaccountable ache at the base of the brain.
-
-“I have missed another sunstroke by a hair’s breadth,” he informed his
-wife. “I almost regret that we did not go to the seashore. My summer
-labors are exhausting the reserves of vital energy.”
-
-“Why not run down to the beach for a day or two next week?” suggested
-Mrs. Wayt. “Now that your wife is an heiress, you can afford a change
-of air, now and then.”
-
-A dull red arose in the sallow cheek. He pulled her down to kiss her.
-
-“The best, sweetest wife ever given to man!” he said.
-
-After that he bade her get a little rest. She must have slept little
-the night before. Annie would keep him company. While his head was so
-light and his tongue so thick Annie’s was the best society for him. She
-made no demand upon intellectual forces. He sent the best wife ever
-given to man off lightened in spirit, and grateful for the effort he
-made to appease her anxiety and to affect the gayety he could not be
-supposed to feel. She looked back at the door to exchange affectionate
-smiles with the dear, unselfish fellow.
-
-He watched the baby’s pretty, quaint pretense of “being mamma,” and
-hearkened to the drip and plash of the rain until the gnawing in his
-stomach re-asserted itself importunately. He knew what it meant. It
-was the demand of the devil-appetite he had created long ago—his
-Frankenstein, his Old Man of the Sea, his body of death, lashed fast to
-him, lying down when he lay down, rising up at his awakening, keeping
-step with him, however he might try to flee. The lust he had courted
-rashly—now become flesh of his flesh and bone of his bone.
-
-His wife had carried off the phial of opium. But he had secreted a
-supply of the drug for such emergencies since she had found out the
-phosphate device and privately confiscated the stout blue bottle. He
-always carried a small Greek Testament in his hip pocket. Mrs. Wayt’s
-furtive search of his clothes every night, after making sure that he
-was asleep, had not extended to the removal of the sacred volume.
-
-He arose stealthily, steadied his reeling head by holding hard to the
-back of his neck with one hand, while the other caught at the chairs
-and bed-foot; tiptoed to the closet, found his black cloth pantaloons,
-drew out the Testament, and extracted from the depths beneath a wad of
-silken, rustleless paper. Within was a lump of dark brown paste.
-
-“Tan’y! tan’y!” twittered Annie’s sweet, small pipe. “Give baby a
-piece! p’ease, dee papa!”
-
-He hurried back into bed. If the child were overheard Hetty might look
-in. And Hester’s sharp ears were across the hall.
-
-“No, baby; papa has no candy.” He was so startled and unmanned that he
-had to wet his lips with a tongue almost as parched before he could
-articulate. “Papa’s head aches badly. Will Annie sing him to sleep?”
-
-Hester heard, through her stupor of misery, the weak little voice and
-the thump of the low rocking chair as baby crooned to the dolly cuddled
-in her arms and to “dee papa,” the song learned from Hester’s self:
-
- “S’eep, baby, s’eep.
- The angels watch ’y s’eep.
- The fairies s’ake ’e d’eamland t’ee,
- An’ all’e d’eams ’ey fall ow’ee.
- S’eep, baby, s’eep!”
-
-The rain fell straight and strong. The heavy pour had beaten all motion
-out of the air, but the gurgling of water pipes and the resonance of
-the tinned roof gave the impression of a tumultuous storm. Through the
-register and chimney arose a far-off humming from the cellar, where
-Homer was “redding up.” Hester’s acute ears divided the sound into
-notes and words:
-
- “An’ we buried her deep, yes! deep among the rocks.
- On the banks of the Oma-ha!”
-
-Annie stopped singing. “Dolly mus’ lie down in her twadle, an’ mamma
-mate her some tea!” Hester heard her say. At another time she would
-have speculated, perhaps anxiously, as to the processes going on when
-the clatter of metal and the tinkle of china arose, accompanied by the
-fitful bursts of song and a monologue of exclamations.
-
-“Oh! oh! _tate tare_, dee papa!” came presently in a frightened tone.
-Then louder: “Papa! dee papa! wate up! you’ll det afire!”
-
-Wee feet raced across the hall, a round face, red and scared, appeared
-in the doorway.
-
-“Hetter! Hetter! tum, wate up dee papa! ’E bed is on fire!”
-
-Through the doors left open behind her Hester saw a lurid glare, a
-column of smoke.
-
-Shrieking for help at the top of her feeble lungs she plied the levers
-of her chair and rolled rapidly into the burning room. Upon the table
-at the foot of the bed had stood the spirit lamp and copper teakettle
-used by Mrs. Wayt in heating her husband’s phosphate draughts at night.
-Annie had lighted the lamp and contrived to knock it over upon the bed.
-The alcohol had ignited and poured over the counterpane.
-
-Mr. Wayt lay, unstirring, amid the running flames. Hester made straight
-for him, leaned far out of her chair, to pull off the blazing covers,
-“Papa! papa! papa!”
-
-He had not heard the word from her in ten years. He was not to hear it
-now.
-
-Mrs. Wayt, Hetty, March Gilchrist, and the servants, rushing to the
-spot, found father and child enwrapped in the same scorching pall.
-
- * * * * *
-
-“Mr. Wayt died at midnight,” reported the Fairhill papers. “He never
-regained consciousness. The heroic daughter who lost her life in
-attempting to rescue a beloved parent lived until daybreak.
-
-“‘They were lovely and pleasant in their lives, and in their deaths
-they were not divided.’”
-
- * * * * *
-
-“I must be going, dear heart!” whispered Hetty’s namechild, as the
-August dawn, made faint by showers, glimmered through the windows. “I
-cannot see you. Would Mr. March mind kissing me ‘good-by’?”
-
-“Mind?” He could not restrain the great sob. A tear fell with the kiss.
-
-“Dear little friend! my sweet sister!”
-
-The glorious eyes, darkened by death and almost sightless, widened in
-turning toward him. She smiled radiantly.
-
-“Thank you for calling me _that_. Now, Miss May! And poor mamma! I wish
-I had been a better child to you! Hetty, dearest! hold me fast and kiss
-me last of all! You will be very happy, darling! But you won’t forget
-me—will you? I heard the doctors say”—a gleam of the old fantastic
-humor playing about her mouth—“that I had swallowed the flame. I think
-they were right—for the—_bitterness is all—burned—out—of my heart_!”
-
-
-
-
-A SOCIAL SUCCESS.
-
-
-
-
-PART I.
-
-
-“I KNOW it is _horrid_ to swoop down upon you at this barbarously early
-hour, but I couldn’t help coming the minute I received your card. We
-get our mail at the breakfast table, and I fairly screamed with joy
-when I opened the envelope. ‘Jack!’ I said, ‘_who_ do you think has
-come to New York to live?’
-
-“‘The Picanninnies and the Joblillies and the Garyulies, and probably
-the grand Panjandrum himself,’ said my gentleman.
-
-“You know what a tease he is. Oh, no, you don’t! for you never met
-him. But you will before long! ‘Better than all of them put together,
-with the little round button on top,’ said I. (You see I am used to
-his chaff!) ‘My very dearest school friend, of whom you have heard me
-talk ten thousand times—Susie Barnes, now Mrs. Cornell. She has been
-living five years in Brooklyn (and I’ve always declared I’d rather go
-to Canada than to Brooklyn) and here’s her card telling me that she
-has returned to civilization. Mrs. Arthur Hayward Cornell, No. — West
-Sixty-seventh St.’ At that he pricked up his ears.
-
-“‘That’s the new cashier in the Pin and Needle Bank,’ says he.
-‘Somebody was talking of him at the Club last night.’ And nothing would
-do but I must tell him all about you. In going over the story and
-thinking of the dear old times, my heart got so warm and full that I
-rushed off by the time he was out of the house.”
-
-Mrs. John Hitt, a well-dressed, prettyish woman, whom the cold morning
-light showed to be also a trifle society-worn, embraced her hostess
-anew, and then held her off at arm’s length for inspection.
-
-“You _sweet_ old girl! what sort of life have you led that you have
-kept your roses, your dimples, and the sparkle in your eyes all these
-years? Do you know that you are absolutely bewitching?”
-
-The lately recovered friend smiled, coloring as a woman of Mrs. Hitt’s
-world could not have done.
-
-“You are the same impulsive Kitty!” she said affectionately. “I have
-had a quiet, busy, happy life with Arthur and the children. Three
-babies in five years do not give a housekeeper much time for anything
-but domestic duties.”
-
-“I should think not, indeed!” The shiver of shoulders was
-well-executed, the heavenward cast of eyes and hands dramatic. “I
-wonder you live to tell it! One child in six years has been enough to
-unsettle _my_ wits. Now that you are once more within my reach (Oh,
-you _darling_!) we must make up for lost time and see a great deal
-of each other! Do you ever sing nowadays? Or have you let your music
-go to the dogs? I suppose so, if Providence _has_ interfered to save
-your wild-rose complexion. I was _raving_ to Jack this morning over
-the voice you used to have, and your genius for theatricals and all
-that. ‘Indeed,’ said I, ‘there was nothing that girl _couldn’t_ do.’ To
-think of wasting such an organ, or wearing it thin in crooning nursery
-ditties.”
-
-Mrs. Cornell laughed a soft, merry burst of amusement, at which the
-other eyed her curiously.
-
-“You behave less like an exhumed corpse than anybody could imagine who
-knew of your five years in Brooklyn, and the three younglings. What
-amuses you?”
-
-“Nothing, except your determination to regard me as dead, buried,
-and resurrected. So far from giving up my music, I have practiced
-more steadily than if I had spent more evenings abroad. You know I
-studied vocal and instrumental music with the intention of making it
-my profession. Arthur agrees with me that what is once learned should
-never be lost. Then, when my little girls are ready to be taught,
-I can instruct them myself. We had a number of musical friends in
-Brooklyn, and a pleasant circle of acquaintances. We have not lived
-in—_Hoboken_,” cried the hostess in whimsical vexation. “I don’t see
-why New Yorkers always talk of Brooklyn as if it were as far off and as
-much a _terra incognita_ as the moon. We are inhabitants of the same
-planet as yourselves.”
-
-The visitor patted the back of her companion’s hand, soothingly. “You
-are a New Yorker _now_—one of us!” she purred. “In six months you would
-as soon cross the Styx as the East River, even on that overgrown,
-preposterous Bridge the Brooklynites give themselves such airs over.
-How prettily settled you are!” staring, rather than glancing about the
-apartment. “These are nice drawing rooms and furnished in excellent
-taste.”
-
-Mrs. Cornell had regarded them as “parlors,” but her first concession
-to Mrs. Hitt’s better knowledge was to look accustomed to the new term.
-She fought down with equal success the impulse to classify Kitty’s open
-admiration with the amiable patronage of which Brooklyn people are
-inclined to suspect New Yorkers. She plumed herself modestly upon her
-taste in house-furnishing and upon the ability to make cheap things
-look as if they had cost a good deal. She had withheld the fact of the
-change of residence from metropolitan acquaintances until her house was
-in order that might defy unfavorable criticism. It was kind in Kitty to
-run in so unceremoniously and to be glad of the chance to renew their
-early intimacy. In spite of Arthur and the children, she had begun to
-be somewhat homesick in the great whirling world about her.
-
-“Like a chip in the Atlantic Ocean!” Thus she had described her
-sensations to her husband that very morning. “I suppose I shall get
-used to it after a while, especially as Brooklyn and New York are, to
-all intents and purposes, one and the same city.”
-
-She asserted it stoutly, knowing all the while that Moscow and New
-Orleans were as nearly homogeneous.
-
-Yes! Kitty was heartily welcome to the stranger in an unknown
-territory. Mrs. Hitt was not intellectual, and judged by standards
-Arthur Cornell’s wife had come to revere sincerely, she was not
-especially refined in speech and bearing. Or were Susie’s tastes too
-quiet and her ideas old-fashioned, that her interlocutor’s crisp
-sayings sounded pert, and the bright brown eyes and fixed flush upon
-the cheekbones were artificially aggressive? Her former chum had
-always been warm-hearted, if inconveniently outspoken. And she was
-a New Yorker, and fashionable. Susie’s cherished ambition, unavowed
-even to Arthur while it was expedient for them to live simply, was to
-be fashionable, brilliant, and courted—a member in good and regular
-standing in the Society of which Mrs. Sherwood lectured, and Ellen
-Olney Kirk wrote, and to which Jenkyns Knickerbocker was _au fait_.
-A certain something that was not air or tone, deportment or attire,
-and yet partook of all these as pot-pourri of rose-breath, spices,
-and perfumed oils—marked Kitty Hitt as an _habituée_ of the charmed
-Reserve. She was not, perhaps, one of the Four Hundred selected from
-the Upper Ten Thousand by processes as arbitrary, to human judgment, as
-those by which Gideon’s three hundred were picked out from the hosts
-of Israel. Susie was no simpleton, albeit ambitious. Mr. Hitt was a
-stockbroker; hence manifestly in the line of promotion, but there were
-degrees of elevation upon even Olympus. Her imagination durst not lift
-eyes to the cloud-wreathed summit where chief gods held revel, guarded
-from vulgar intrusion by Gabriel Macallister. The climate and manner
-of life a few leagues lower down would, as she felt, suit her better
-than the rarified atmosphere of the extremest heights. She had always
-meant to climb, and successfully, when time and opportunity should
-serve. From the moment the passage of the river was determined upon as
-a business necessity, she felt intuitively that both of these were near.
-
-“We think them cozy!” she assented quietly to the visitor’s praise of
-her rooms.
-
-“Cozy! they are _lovely_!”
-
-While she talked she raised her eye-glasses to make note of some
-fine etchings upon the walls and a choice water-color upon an easel,
-and took in, in passing, the circumstance that the rugs laid upon
-the polished floor were of prime quality, although neither large nor
-numerous.
-
-“I do hope you don’t mean to shut yourself up in your pretty cage as so
-many pattern wives and mothers—particularly Brooklyn women” (roguishly)
-“do? That’s the reason American society is so crude and colorless.
-With your face and figure and accomplishments (I haven’t forgotten how
-divinely you recite) you ought to become a Social Success—a star in
-the world of Society. You ought indeed!” drowning the feeble murmur of
-dissent. “There’s many a so-named leader of the gay world who doesn’t
-hold, and who never did hold such a card. Just trust yourself to me,
-and I will prove all I promise.”
-
-“But, my dear Kitty, I lack the Open Sesame to the Gotham
-Innermost—Money! Only the repeatedly-millionaired can pass the outer
-courts.”
-
-“There it is! Epigrams and bon-mots drop from your lips as pearls
-and diamonds used to tumble out whenever the good little girl in the
-Fairy-tale opened her mouth. As to millions of money—bah!” with a
-gesture of royal disdain. “Our best people are not the richest. The
-true New Yorker knows that. Of course one must live and dress well,
-but your husband’s means amply warrant _that_. Jack says cashiers get
-from ten to fifteen thousand dollars a year. Your face, your manner,
-and your talents are all the passport you require when once you are
-introduced. I claim the privilege of doing it. And, as an initial
-step, I want you and Mr. Cornell to dine with us to-morrow evening.
-I’ll ask six or eight of the nicest people I know to meet you. They’ll
-excuse the shortness of the notice when they see what a reason I
-have for calling them together. Put on a pretty gown and look your
-loveliest and bring along some music. I mean that you shall capture all
-hearts. I shall be grieved to the quick if you don’t. The hour will
-be seven—_sharp_. Punctuality is the soul of good humor in a dinner
-company. I must run away. I have an appointment with a tyrannical
-dressmaker at half-past ten; Mr. Lincoln’s Literature Class at eleven;
-a luncheon at half-past one; and afternoon tea, anywhere from four to
-six; a dinner party, and after that the opera. Such a whirl! Yet, as I
-say to Jack when he grumbles that we never have a quiet home evening—it
-is the only life worth living, as you’ll own when you’ve had a taste
-of it! (You _dear_ thing! it rests my tired eyes just to look at you!)
-Here’s Jack’s card for Mr. Cornell. I’m just dying to see him and if he
-is good enough for you.”
-
-“A great deal too good!” ejaculated Susie, earnestly, through this
-accidental gap in the monologue. “The dearest, most generous fellow!”
-
-“_Cela va sans dire_—with the Brooklyn model! I’m so happy that you
-are one of us, and no longer a pattern article. Good-by!”
-
-“There! I let her go without showing her the children,” reflected Mrs.
-Cornell, when she got back her breath. “But we had so much to talk
-of it is no wonder we forgot them. There are no friends like the old
-friends. How unjust we are sometimes! I came near not sending her my
-card because she had never been over to Brooklyn to see me all the
-while I was there. And Arthur advised me against doing it. He would
-have it that it is no further from New York to Brooklyn than from
-Brooklyn to New York. He predicted, too, that she would never come to
-see me here. He says there’s no other memory so short as that of a
-woman who has risen fast upon the social ladder. This ought to be a
-lesson in Christian charity to us both. Kitty’s heart is always in the
-right place.”
-
-With a becoming mantling of rose-pink in her cheeks, she went singing
-about her “drawing” rooms, altering the angle of chairs and sofas,
-and the arrangement of bric-a-brac, already viewing her appointments
-through Kitty’s eye-glasses. Her thoughts were running upon the
-projected dinner party. She was the proud owner of a black velvet
-gown with a trained skirt, and a V-shaped front, and of dainty
-laces wherewith to fill the triangle. She had a diamond pin and
-earrings—wedding gifts from the wealthy aunt for whom she was named.
-The same generous relative had bestowed upon her, at different holiday
-seasons, the rugs and pictures that adorned her house. Aunt Susan might
-always be depended upon to do the handsome thing, and she was fond of
-this niece and her “steady” husband. The home of Susie’s girlhood had
-been more plainly furnished, as Kitty had known and must recollect. It
-was natural that the elegant grace characterizing Mrs. Cornell’s abode
-should mislead the shrewd observer in the estimate of the cashier’s
-income. Without surmising what had suggested the remark, or that it was
-a “feeler,” Mrs. Cornell smiled, yet a little uneasily, in recalling it.
-
-“Kitty is so used to hearing of big sums that her ideas are vague on
-the subject of salaries,” meditated the better informed wife. “She
-doesn’t dream how handsomely people can live on six thousand dollars.
-Or that we got along on one-half that much in Brooklyn and laid aside
-something yearly. It is none of my business to set her right. Arthur
-doesn’t care to have his money affairs discussed.”
-
-It did not occur to her as a possibility that from the pardonable
-disingenuousness any serious trouble could ever arise, yet she knew
-what Arthur would say. She heard, in imagination, his warning:
-
-“Never sail under false colors, Susie!”
-
-Therefore, in her animated description of call and conversation, she
-omitted all mention of Kitty’s tentative allusion to their income.
-Not knowing his wife’s old comrade, he might think her prying and
-impertinent in touching upon such a subject at all. Poor, dear Kitty!
-there were disadvantages in being so impetuously frank. A clear-headed
-cool reasoner like Arthur, for instance, was almost sure to misread her.
-
-As our heroine had told Kitty, her married life had been quiet. Her
-vivacious friend would have called it “stupid.” The circle of congenial
-friends had been circumscribed and most of them were people of
-moderate means and desires. Brooklyn might be called a segregation of
-neighborhoods, each district having manners, customs, and social code
-peculiar to the village that was its germ. As one settlement ran into
-another, a city grew that claims the respect of the mightier sister
-across the river. The Cornells had lived in a pleasant house in a
-pleasant street, and Susie had spoken truly in saying that they lived
-well. With no pretense of entertaining, they were cordially hospitable,
-“having” friends to supper, or to pass the evening, whenever fair
-occasion offered. For the children’s sake the mother took her principal
-meal with them at one o’clock, but the hearty tea prepared for the
-father who had lunched frugally in town was invariably appetizing,
-being well cooked and daintily served. He had the privilege not always
-accorded to richer men who sit down daily to late “course dinners”—that
-of bringing a crony home with him whenever he pleased. It was like
-Arthur Cornell to choose as chance guests men who had not such homes as
-his—bank clerks from the country, Bohemian artists of good character
-and light purses, and the like. Such were the honored recipients of the
-hostess’ smile and warm handshake. She had won the admiring reverence
-of more than one homeless bachelor by her skill in delicate and savory
-cookery and the gracious friendliness of her welcome, and these,
-oftener than any other class, composed the delighted audience of the
-music Arthur called for every evening.
-
-Once or twice a month husband and wife went to the theater or a
-concert, and twice or at the most three times a year to the opera.
-They were pretty sure to have complimentary tickets to the water-color
-exhibition and other displays of paintings in Brooklyn or New York.
-Of receptions, they knew comparatively little except such as followed
-weddings among their acquaintances. Neither had ever attended a regular
-dinner party gotten up by a professional caterer, and the ladies’
-luncheon of eight, ten, or a dozen courses was unknown by the seeing
-of the eyes and the tasting of the palate to the bright woman whose
-social successes in a new arena were foretold by the sanguine admirer
-who craved the pleasure of bringing her out. There are still in fast
-growing American cities tens of thousands of such people who live
-honestly, comfortably, and beneficently, and whose homes are refined
-centers of happiness and goodness.
-
-There was, then, cause for the wife’s pleasurable flutter of spirits
-and the doubtful satisfaction expressed, against his intention, in the
-husband’s visage at the close prospect of a state banquet given in
-honor of their undistinguished selves, at which anonymous edibles would
-be washed down with foreign wines, and spicy _entrées_ be punctuated by
-spicy hors _d’œuvres_. Arthur’s predominant quality was sound sense,
-and as his spouse had anticipated, his first emotion after hearing
-her tale was wonder at the sudden and violent increase of friendship
-consequent upon their change of residence, in one who had apparently
-forgotten the unimportant fact of her favorite schoolfellow’s existence
-for more than five years.
-
-“I can’t imagine why she should care to take us up now,” he demurred.
-
-Susie’s ready flush testified to the hurt he had dealt her pride or
-affections. She thought to the latter.
-
-“If you would only not let your prejudice master your reason!” she
-sighed. “All New York women hate and dread ferries.”
-
-“There is the Bridge!” put in the Brooklyn-born literalist.
-
-“Which would have taken visitors _miles_ away from us. I was afraid you
-would wet-blanket the whole affair. I really dreaded to tell you of
-what I was silly enough to look forward to with pleasure. You see you
-don’t know what a fine, genuine creature Kitty is. But we won’t dispute
-over her or her dinner party. I can write to her and say that we regret
-our inability to accept the invitation.”
-
-Arthur closed his teeth upon another struggling sentence. Although
-even less of a society man than she was of a society woman, he had
-a definite impression that invitations to dinner were usually sent
-out some days in advance of the “occasion.” Less distinct, because
-intuitive, was the idea that gay young women, already laden with social
-obligations, did not press attentions upon everyday folk from Brooklyn,
-E. D., unless they hoped to gain something by it, or were addicted to
-patronage. The former hypothesis being, as he conceived, untenable, it
-followed that Mrs. Hitt, a good-natured rattle, must have said more
-than she meant of her intentions toward the strangers, or that she had
-a native fondness for playing the lady patroness.
-
-Loving and admiring his wife from the full depths of a quiet heart,
-he held all this back. Susie was vivacious, ready of wit and speech,
-and he was not. She dearly enjoyed excitement and new acquaintances.
-Give him dressing jacket, slippers, and an interesting book, or his
-wife’s music and his own fireside, and he would not have exchanged
-places with Ward Macallister at his complacent best. Susie would shine
-anywhere; she was born to it! He was not even a first-class reflector
-of her rays. Yet this noblest of women had stood by him with cheerful
-gallantry in their less prosperous days. He had told her over and over
-that she had hidden her light under a bushel in becoming the mistress
-of such a home as he had to give her, but she had loyally denied this,
-and borne her part bravely in the struggle to lap the non-elastic ends
-of their common income. To her capital management he owed much of their
-present comfort.
-
-Arthur Cornell reasoned slowly, but always in a straight line.
-
-“I am a selfish, brutal fellow, darling,” he said at this point of his
-cogitations. “I am afraid I am a little tired to-night. We have had
-a busy day at the Bank. You mustn’t mind my growls. When we have had
-sup—dinner, I would say!—you’ll find me more than willing to listen and
-sympathize.”
-
-Her satisfactory answer was to come over and kiss him silently, taking
-his head between her hands and laying her cheek upon it. The hair
-was getting thin on the top, and the gaslight brought into gleaming
-conspicuousness a few gray hairs. He was older than she by nine years.
-It would not be surprising if, for a long time yet, he continued to
-say “supper” instead of “dinner.” She was certain he would never learn
-to talk of the “drawing room.” But he was her very own, and dearly
-beloved, and the kindest, noblest fellow in the world. Whatever he
-might do or say, she could never be angry with or ashamed of him.
-
-
-
-
-PART II.
-
-
-THE evening meal—an excellent one, to which Mr. Cornell did ample
-justice—was over. Father and mother, as was their custom, had visited
-the nursery in company, heard the children’s prayers, and kissed them
-“good-night.” The orderly household had settled down into cheerful
-quiet that fell like dew upon weary nerves. Susie went to the piano
-presently and played a pensive _nocturne_, then sang softly a couple of
-Arthur’s favorite ballads. The night was blustering, and in the silence
-succeeding the music, the wedded pair, seated before the soft-coal fire
-in the back parlor, heard the hurrying tread of passers-by echoing
-sharply from the frozen stones.
-
-Arthur ended the restful pause. His choice of a theme and the lightness
-of his tone were heroic.
-
-“Low neck and short sleeves for me to-morrow night, I suppose, old
-lady? That is to say, claw-hammer, and low-cut vest. It’s lucky I had
-them made for Lou Wilson’s wedding last winter. There wouldn’t be time
-to get up the proper rig, and regrets based upon ‘No dress-coat’ would
-be rather awkward.”
-
-“Decidedly! No man of whatever age should be without one,” rejoined
-the nascent fashionist. “Some men never sit down to dinner except in
-evening dress. It must be very nice to live in that way. I like such
-graceful ceremony in everyday customs.”
-
-Arthur cast about for something neater to say than the dismayed
-ejaculation bitten off just in time.
-
-“It must help a fellow to feel altogether at his ease in his company
-accouterments”—inspiration coming in the nick of time. “Most men look,
-and, judging by myself, feel like newly imported restaurant waiters
-when decked out in their swallow-tails.”
-
-The conventional “dress coat” is a shrewd test of innate gentlehood. A
-thoroughbred is never more truly one than when thus appareled. The best
-it can do for the plebeian, who would prefer to eat his dinner in his
-shirt-sleeves, is to bring him up to the level of a hotel waiter.
-
-Arthur looked like an unassuming gentleman on the following evening,
-when he joined his wife below-stairs. If he had not an air of fashion,
-he had not a touch of the vulgarian. Susie’s mien was, as he assured
-her, that of a queen. Her head was set well above a pair of graceful
-shoulders, she carried herself and managed her train cleverly. Arthur
-had brought her a cluster of pink roses, all of which she wore in her
-corsage except one bud which she pinned in his buttonhole. He put a
-careful finger under her chin, and lifted her face to let the full
-light of the chandelier rain upon it.
-
-“It would have been a pity to keep you all to myself to-night,” he said.
-
-The weather was raw, with menace of rain or snow, but neither of
-them thought of the extravagance of a carriage. As she had done upon
-previous festal occasions, the wife looped up the trailing breadths
-of velvet, and secured them into a “walking length” of skirt with
-safety pins. Over her gala attire she cast a voluminous waterproof,
-buttoned all the way down the front. A bonnet would have deranged her
-_coiffure_, and she wore, instead, a black Spanish lace scarf knotted
-under her chin. Slippers and light gloves went in a reticule slung upon
-her arm.
-
-It lacked five minutes of seven when they alighted from a street-car
-within a block of the Hitts’ abode. Four carriages were in line before
-the door, and from these stepped men swathed in long, light ulsters,
-who assisted to alight and ascend the stone steps apparitions in
-furred and embroidered opera cloaks that ravished Susie’s wits, in the
-swift transit of the gorgeous beings from curbstone to the hospitable
-entrance. A dizzying sensation of unreality, such as one experiences
-in finding himself unexpectedly upon a great height, seized upon her.
-Could these people be collected to meet _her_? Humbled, yet elated,
-she entered the house, and obeying the directions of the footman at the
-foot of the stairs, mounted to the dressing room.
-
-Four women in such elaborate toilets that our heroine felt forthwith
-like a crow among birds-of-paradise, glanced carelessly over their
-shoulders at her without suspending their chatter to one another, and
-went on talking and shaking out their draperies. Each, in resigning her
-wraps to the maids in waiting, stepped forth ready for drawing-room
-parade. Susie retreated to a corner and began hurriedly to disembarrass
-herself of her waterproof and to let down her skirt. A maid followed
-her presently.
-
-“Can I help you?” professionally supercilious.
-
-“Thank you. If you would be so good as to take off my boots, I should
-be obliged.”
-
-The formula was ill-advised and justified the heightened hauteur of
-the smart Abigail. With pursed mouth and disdainful finger-tips, she
-removed the evidences that the wearer had trudged over muddy streets
-to get here, and as gingerly fitted on the dry slippers. The heat in
-Susie’s cheeks scorched the delicate skin when she found that the
-time consumed in her preparations had detained her above-stairs after
-everybody else had gone down. And Kitty had enjoined punctuality! She
-met her husband in the upper hall with a distressed look.
-
-“We are _horribly_ late,” she whispered.
-
-“I don’t suppose it makes any difference,” responded he to comfort her.
-“It’s fashionable to be late, isn’t it?”
-
-“Not at dinners,” she had barely time to admonish him when they crossed
-the threshold of the drawing room.
-
-Kitty advanced with _empressement_ to meet them, but that they were
-behind time was manifest from the celerity with which she introduced
-her husband, and without the interval of a second, the man who was to
-take Mrs. Cornell in to dinner. Then she whisked Mr. Cornell up to a
-dried-up little woman in pearl-colored velvet, presented him, asked
-him to take charge of her into the dining room, herself laid hold of
-another man’s arm, and signaled her husband to lead the way.
-
-Arthur seldom lost his perceptive and reasoning faculties, and having
-read descriptions of state dinners and breakfasts, bethought himself
-that had his wife and himself been in truth chief guests, they would
-have been paired off with host and hostess. Moreover, although there
-was a vast deal of talking at table and he did his conscientious
-best to make conversation with the velvet-clad mummy consigned to
-him, he had all the time the feeling of being left out in the cold.
-Nobody addressed him directly in word, or indirectly by glance, and
-at length, in gentlemanly despair of diverting the attention of his
-fair companion from her plate to himself, he let her eat in peace and
-pleased himself by comparing the rosy, piquant face of his wife with
-the bismuth-and-rouge-powdered visages to the right, left, and front
-of her. Susie seemed to be getting on swimmingly. The man next to her
-was chatting gayly, and evidently recognized a responsive spirit in
-his fair companion. How easily and naturally she met his advances, and
-how gracefully she fitted into her novel position! What were pomps
-and vanities to him accorded with her tastes. Again he thought how
-niggardly would have been the refusal to allow her to take the place
-she so adorned.
-
-Not even love’s eye penetrated the doughty visor she kept jealously
-closed throughout the meal. To begin with, she _took the wrong fork
-for the raw oysters_! As course succeeded course, the dreadful
-implement, in style so unlike those left beside other plates, actually
-_grinned_ at her with every prong. Everybody must be aware of the
-solecism and deduce the truth that this was her first dinner party.
-She was sure that she caught the waiters exchanging winks over the
-fork, and that out of sheer malice, they allowed the tell-tale to
-lie in full sight. The apprehension that she would eventually be
-compelled to use the frail absurdity or leave untouched something—meat
-or game, perhaps—assailed her. While she hearkened to the flippant
-nothings her escort mistook for elegant small-talk, and plucked up
-heart for repartee, hot and cold sweats broke out all over her. Had
-she obeyed inclination that approximated frenzy at times, she would
-have crept under the table and rolled over on the floor in anguished
-mortification. If her sleight-of-hand had been equal to the rash
-adventure, she would have pocketed the wretched bugbear in desperation
-akin to that which makes the murderer fling far from him the weapon
-with which the deed was done.
-
-When the ghastly petty torture was ended by the removal of the
-obnoxious article, and the substitution of one larger, plainer, and
-less obvious, the poor woman could have kissed the perfunctory hand
-that lifted the incubus from her soul.
-
-She made other blunders, but none that were so glaring as this. Each
-was a lesson and a stimulus to perfect herself in the _minutiæ_ of
-social etiquette. Before long, she would need no schooling; would
-lead, instead of following. She would know better another time, too,
-how to dress herself. Kitty’s gown of cream-colored _faille_, flounced
-with lace; the pale blue brocade of one woman, and the pink-and-silver
-bravery of a third, the maize velvet and black lace of the dowager
-across the table, and the mauve-and-white marvel of still another
-toilet, threw her apparel into blackest shade. She caught herself
-hoping people would think that she was in slight mourning. Besides her
-allotted attendant nobody at table spoke a word to her, but Kitty
-shot many a smile at her during the feast, and nodded several times in
-significance that might be approval or reassurance. Mr. Hitt, a rather
-handsome man with big, bold eyes, looked hard at her now and then, but
-did not accost her, even after he grew talkative under the faster flow
-of wine. His glasses were filled so often and emptied so quickly that
-Susie wondered to see his wife’s smiling unconcern. Perhaps she had
-faith in the strength of his brain.
-
-Arthur did not touch one of the five chalices of different shapes and
-colors flanking his plate, and Susie was weak enough, perceiving that
-his conduct in this respect was exceptional, to feel mortified by his
-eccentricity. It was in bad taste, she thought, to offer tacit censure
-of the practice of host and fellow-guests. To nullify the unfavorable
-impression of her husband’s singularity, she sipped from each of her
-glasses, and dipped so deeply into the iced champagne which cooled
-thirst excited by highly seasoned viands, the heated room and agitation
-of spirits, that her bloom was more vivid when she arose from dinner
-than when she sat down. She was quite at ease now, and enjoying, with
-the zest of an artistic nature, the features of the novel scene.
-
-The tempered light streaming over and repeated by silver, china, and
-cut-glass; the flower-borders that criss-crossed the lace table-cover
-laid over rose-colored satin, the superb costumes of the women and the
-faultless garments of the men; the rapid, noiseless exchange of one
-delicacy for another, some of the dishes being as new to her as would
-have been an _entrée_ of peacocks’ brains or a _salmi_ of nightingales’
-tongues—were fascinating to one whose love of the picturesque and
-beautiful was a passion. This was the sort of thing she had read of in
-English novels and American newspapers, the enchanting mode of life for
-which she had yearned secretly, the atmosphere in which she should have
-been born.
-
-The return in feminine file to the drawing room of part of the company
-was a stage of the pageant with which _Jane Eyre’s_ life at Thornhill,
-and Annie Edwards’ and Ouida’s stories of hospitality at English
-country houses had made her familiar. She hoped nobody else noticed
-Arthur’s surprised stare, as the men arose and remained standing, with
-no movement in the direction of the escaping fair ones. With flutter
-and buzz and silken rustle, the dames swept through the hall back
-into the drawing room and disposed themselves upon couches and in
-easy-chairs, where tiny glasses of perfumed liqueur were handed to them.
-
-“Exactly like a story of Oriental life,” mused entranced Susie.
-
-Now, for the first time, Kitty had the opportunity to show to her
-school-friend the pointed and peculiar attentions the rhapsodies of
-yesterday had authorized her to expect. Up to this moment nobody had
-been introduced to her except the man who took her to dinner.
-
-“I must have you know all these friends of mine,” she purred, taking
-Susie’s hand in both of hers, and leading her with engaging “gush” up
-to the mauve-and-white marvel.
-
-“Mrs. Vansittart, this is my _dear_ old school-fellow, Mrs. Cornell,
-who is going to play something for us now, and after a while, to sing
-several somethings, and when our audience is enlarged by the return
-of the men to us lorn women, she will, if properly entreated, give us
-some of her charming recitations. Ah! you may well look surprised. It
-is granted to few women to combine so many talents, but when you have
-heard her, you will see that I do not promise too much.
-
-“Mrs. Roberts!” to the symphony in pink-and-silver—“I bespeak your
-admiration for my friend and school-crony”—etc., etc., until the
-blushing _débutante_ was the focus of six pairs of eyes, critical,
-indifferent, and amiable, and wished that dear Kitty were not so
-incorrigibly enthusiastic in praising those she loved.
-
-Anyone but a refined novice would have divined at once that the act
-of passing her around, like a plate of hot cakes, argued one of two
-things—either that she was a “professional” of some sort, or that her
-hostess was lamentably ignorant of the law demanding that the one to
-be honored by an introduction should stand still and have the other
-party to the ceremony brought to her. Kitty, at least, was no novice,
-and everybody except her “school-crony” comprehended exactly what the
-scene meant. Although she did not suspect it, she was on trial when
-she sat down to the piano, the show-woman beside her, as the guileless
-guest supposed, to give her affectionate encouragement. The first flash
-of her fingers across the keys was the signal for general silence,
-and the clapping of gloved hands at the conclusion of the brilliant
-overture attested intelligent appreciation. She was not allowed to
-leave the music stool for half an hour, one piece after another being
-called for, and the choice of selections putting her on her mettle. Her
-auditors were used to good music, and the assumption that she would
-gratify them was a delicate compliment.
-
-Kitty came to her elbow at length with a glass of clear liquid,
-sparkling with pounded ice.
-
-“Only lime-juice and water,” she whispered, “to clear your voice. I
-have praised your singing until everybody is _wild_ to hear you.”
-
-Susie smiled happily, glancing over her shoulder with an unconscious
-and graceful gesture of gratitude; a bow, slight, but comprehensive,
-she might have but had not copied from a popular prima donna. Another
-rapid run of the nimble fingers over the responsive ivory, and she
-glided into the prelude to Gounod’s never-trite song, “_Chantez! Riez!
-Dormez!_”
-
-She had sung but a few bars when her ear caught the muffled tread of
-feet in the hall. A side-glance at the mirror showed her a picture
-that might have been clipped from her British _contes de société_, the
-grouping of manly faces and fashionable dress coats in the curtained
-arch, all intent upon herself as the enchantress who held them mute and
-eager. Electric fire streamed through her veins, her voice soared and
-swelled as never before; her enunciation, exquisitely pure and clear,
-carried each word up to the loftiest story of the stilled mansion:
-
-“_Ah! riez, ma belle! riez! riez, toujours!_”
-
-“Fine, by Jove, now!” cried a big mustached man at Arthur’s side, as
-the last notes died upon ecstatic ears. “Patti couldn’t have done it
-better!”
-
-The husband repeated this with other encomiums to the songstress after
-they got home. He made the tired but animated little woman sit down in
-an armchair and pulled off her rubbers and unbuttoned her boots in far
-different fashion from that in which the sleepy Abigail had put them on
-the feet and helped truss up the train of “the woman who hadn’t come in
-a carriage like decent folks.”
-
-He had had a stupid evening. He couldn’t make the women talk to him.
-He was not “a ladies’ man,” and every mother’s daughter of them took
-in the truth at a glance. The men gabbled over their wine of what did
-not interest him, of clubs and horse races, and the fluctuations of
-fancy stocks. He neither smoked nor drank, and was the only man there
-who did not do both. His wife’s music was to him the only redeeming
-feature of the occasion, and he would have enjoyed that more in his own
-parlor. But she was enraptured with everything and full of delightful
-anticipations. “Everybody had been so nice and kind, and what did
-ill-natured people mean by saying there was no real sociability among
-fashionable people? For her part, she believed that the higher one
-mounted in the social scale the more genuine goodness and refined
-feeling she would find.” Several of the ladies had promised to call
-upon her, and, as one said, “to take her in with them.”
-
-Arthur hearkened silently. He had never been able to give her such
-pleasures, a fact that smote him hard when he saw how zestfully she
-drank of the newly opened spring. He would not “wet-blanket” her
-enthusiasm, so did not hint at a discovery made to him by a chance
-remark of a guest to the host. Invitations for this particular dinner
-party had been out for ten days.
-
-“Then Susie and I were second fiddles,” inferred the sensible cashier.
-“I wonder why she asked us at all!”
-
-
-
-
-PART III.
-
-
-MR. CORNELL’S unspoken suspicion that Mrs. Hitt would drop her
-school-friend as suddenly as she had picked her up was in a way to be
-falsified, if the events of the next few months were to be taken as
-testimony.
-
-The two matrons were nearly inseparable—shopping, driving, walking, and
-visiting together. For Susie had a New York visiting list speedily,
-and almost every name stood for an introduction by her indefatigable
-“trainer.” The epithet was the taciturn husband’s, and, as may be
-surmised, was never uttered audibly. Susie’s wardrobe, furniture,
-table—her very modes of speech—sustained variations that amazed
-old friends and confounded him who knew her best. The cherished
-black velvet she had thought “handsome enough for any occasion”
-was pronounced “quaintly becoming, but too old for the wearer by
-twenty-five years.” Slashed and dashed and lashed with gold-color,
-it did duty as a house evening gown. For small luncheons, she had a
-tailor-made costume of fawn-colored cloth embroidered and combined
-with silk; for “swell” luncheons, a rich silk—black ground relieved by
-narrow crimson stripes, and made en _demi-train_.
-
-For at-home afternoons were two tea gowns; before she received her
-second dinner invitation, she had made by Mrs. Hitt’s dressmaker—(“a
-Frenchwoman who doesn’t know enough yet to charge American prices, my
-dear, and I hold it to be a sin to _throw_ money away!”) a robe of
-white brocade and sea-green velvet, in which garb she showed like a
-moss-rose bud, according to her dear friend and trumpeter.
-
-These strides into the realm of fashion, if at first startling to the
-_débutante_, were quickly acknowledged to be imperatively necessary if
-one would really live. Kitty’s taste in dress approximated genius. Even
-she was hardly prepared for the ready following of her neophyte.
-
-Had she needed corroborative evidence of the cashier’s liberal income,
-his wife’s command of considerable sums supplied it. With all her
-frankness, Mrs. Cornell did not confide to her bosom-friend where she
-obtained the ready money that gained her credit with new tradespeople.
-
-Now and then an uneasy qualm stirred the would-be comfortable soul
-of the wife as to how much or how little Arthur speculated within
-his sober soul upon the probable cost of her new outfit. There were
-two thousand dollars deposited in her name, and drawing interest
-in a Brooklyn Savings Bank. The rich aunt had given her namechild
-three-quarters of it from time to time. The young couple had saved
-the rest, and it was tacitly understood that it should not be touched
-except of necessity. No landmark in her new career was more pronounced
-than Susie’s resort to this fund for the equipment without which her
-dawning social success would, she felt, lapse into obscurity more
-ignominious than that from which she had emerged. She must have the
-things represented by the money, and intoxicated though she was, she
-had still too much sense and conscience to deplete her husband’s purse
-to the extent demanded by the exigency. He would have opened an artery
-to gratify her, had heart’s blood been coin, but she knew he would look
-grave and pained did he suspect her visits to the Bank and their result.
-
-He was sober enough, nowadays, without additional cause of discomfort.
-When questioned, he averred that all was going right at the Bank, and
-that he was well. Nor would he confess to loneliness on the evenings
-when she was obliged to leave him in obedience to Kitty’s summons to
-rehearsal or consultation in some of the countless schemes of amusement
-the two were all the while concocting.
-
-“Don’t trouble yourself to come for me or to sit up for me, dear,” the
-pleasure-monger would entreat in bidding him “good-by.” “I’ll have one
-of the maids call for me,” or “I have a carriage,” or—and after a time
-this was most frequent of all—“Jack Hitt is always very obliging about
-bringing me home.”
-
-With a smile upon his lips and gravity she did not read in his eyes,
-he would hand her to the carriage, or commit her to the spruce maid,
-hoping that she would have a pleasant evening, and having stood upon
-the steps until she was no longer in sight, would go back—as she
-supposed—to sitting room or book. Whereas, it grew to be more and
-more a habit with him to turn into the nursery instead, and sit there
-in the dark until he heard the bustle of her return below-stairs.
-He invariably sat up for her—she never asked why or where. The fire
-burned cheerily to welcome her, and the offices of maid, assumed, in
-the beginning in loverly supererogation, half jest, half caress, were
-now duty and habit. Upon one point he was resolute. If she went to bed
-late, she must sleep late next morning. This was a matter of health, a
-concession she owed those to whom her health was all-important.
-
-The two older children had breakfasted with their parents for a year,
-and he made much of their company when their mother was not the fourth
-of the party. Sometimes he sent for the baby as well, holding her on
-his knee with one hand, while the other managed coffee cup and toast.
-
-Susie surprised him thus one morning, having awakened unsummoned, and
-dressed hastily that she might see him before he went out.
-
-“Arthur Cornell!” The ejaculation was the first intimation he had of
-her presence. “You spoil the children and make a slave of yourself!
-Where is their nurse?”
-
-“Don’t blame Ellen, dear!” checking her motion toward the bell. “I sent
-for the children. They are very good, and I enjoy their company.”
-
-Mrs. Cornell flushed hotly; her lips were compressed.
-
-“I understand! After this, I will make a point of giving you your
-breakfast. It was never _my_ wish to lie in bed until this hour.”
-
-“It was—and is mine!” rejoined her husband, steadily, unmoved by her
-unwonted petulance. “As it is, you are pale and heavy-eyed. You have
-had but five hours of sleep.”
-
-“My head aches!” passing her hand over her forehead. “That will go off,
-by-and-by. Baby! come to mamma, and let dear papa get his breakfast in
-peace. Let me pour out a cup of hot coffee for you, first.”
-
-Her softened tone and fond smile cleared the atmosphere for them all.
-Arthur sunned himself in her presence as a half-torpid bird on an early
-spring day. The children prattled merrily in answer to the pretty
-mother’s blandishments; the baby stood up in her lap to make her fat
-arms meet behind her neck. She looked pleadingly into the proud face
-bent over mother and child. He was startled to see that the sweet eyes
-were misty.
-
-“Dear! can’t you go with me to-night?”
-
-He fairly staggered at the unexpected appeal.
-
-“If I had known——” he began.
-
-“Yes, I know! I ought to have spoken before you made your engagement. I
-was careless—forgetful—silly! I do nothing but silly things nowadays.
-But I _wish_ you could go, darling!”
-
-“I’m afraid it’s impossible,” said Arthur regretfully. “The president
-made a point of my attending the meeting. I am sorrier than you can be,
-little wife.”
-
-She shook her head and tried to laugh.
-
-“That shows how little you know about it! Don’t make any more
-engagements without consulting me. ‘I’m ower young’—not ‘to leave my
-mammy yet’—but to be running about the world without my dear, old,
-steady-going husband—and I’m not willing to do it any longer.”
-
-He carried the memory of words and glance with him all day. Coming home
-at evening, he found a note from her, stating that Kitty had sent for
-her.
-
-“There is a dress rehearsal at seven,” she wrote. “I wish you could be
-there and see how ravishing I can be! If your business meeting is over
-by ten o’clock, won’t you slip into society toggery and come around in
-season to see ‘the old lady’ home?”
-
-“The fever has run its course!” thought the husband, with kindling
-eyes. “I knew I should get her back some day.”
-
-His dinner was less carefully served than in the olden supper days,
-but he dined as with the gods, and ran briskly upstairs to send Ellen
-down to her meal while he undressed the children and put them to bed.
-He had done this often during the winter, pretending to make a joke of
-the disrobing, but knowing it to be duty and vicarious. According to
-his ideas the mother should see to it in person. No hireling, whose
-own the bairns are not, can care for them as those in whose veins runs
-answering kindred blood. Usually, the task was done in heaviness of
-spirit. To-night, no effort was required to bring laughter to his lips,
-lightness to his heart. To-morrow mamma would breakfast with them, and
-resume her place in the home, so poorly filled by him or anybody else.
-She had come back to them. He tried to sing one of her lullabies as
-he rocked the baby to sleep, but failed by reason of a “catch in his
-throat.” Mamma would warble it like a nightingale to them to-morrow
-night.
-
-The business meeting was unexpectedly brief—“Thanks,” as the president
-was pleased to say, “to the admirable epitome of the matter in hand
-prepared and presented by Mr. Cornell.”
-
-At ten o’clock the husband was in his dressing room, hurrying the
-process of “slipping into society toggery.” He repeated the phrase
-aloud while tying his cravat with fingers uncertain from nervous haste.
-He was thankful beyond expression that he had never cast the shadow
-of his disapproval over Susie’s spirits, even when they threatened to
-carry her out of the bounds of reason. She was young and pretty; so
-affluent of vitality, so richly endowed with talents, that a humdrum
-fellow like himself could not comprehend the stress of the temptation
-to plunge into and riot in the mad vortex of social parade.
-
-“If there were any one thing I could do as cleverly as she does
-everything, I should be doing it all the time,” he confessed in
-contrite candor.
-
-Yesterday he had thanked Heaven that Lent was close upon the panting
-racers over the pleasure grounds. Now, he was indifferent to the
-advance and duration of the penitential season. His darling had
-returned of her own right-headed, right-hearted self to the sanctuary
-of home, having detected, unaided by his pessimistic strictures, the
-miserable vanity and carking vexation of the hollow system. He sewed
-two buttons upon his shirt before he could put it on, and when he
-pushed the needle through a hole and the linen beneath into the ball of
-his thumb, he began to whistle “Annie Laurie.”
-
-Susie had practiced “Annie Laurie” for an hour before dinner yesterday.
-He wondered if she had sung it last night at the Hitts’. She had been
-overrun with business of late, getting ready for the chamber concert
-and private theatricals, and mercy knew what else of frolic and folly
-gotten up by Mrs. Hitt for the benefit of the “Industrial Home” which
-was the latest charitable fad in her set. He had paid ten dollars for a
-reserved seat last week at the behest of the volatile Lady Patroness.
-She had let him have it “at a bargain because he had the good luck to
-be Susie’s husband.”
-
-“Mr. Vansittart and Mr. Peltry paid fifty apiece for theirs, and I
-made Jack give me thirty for his. My rooms will seat comfortably just
-one hundred and fifty people, and I won’t sell a ticket over that
-number at any price. None will be for sale at the door, and none are
-transferable. Of course, the rush for them is _fearful_!”
-
-Before going Arthur peeped into the nursery, dropping the most cautious
-of kisses upon the cheek and forehead of each sleeper. Three-year old
-Sue made up her lips into a tempting knot as he touched her velvety
-face.
-
-“Dee’ mamma!” she murmured in her sleep.
-
-He kissed her again for that, the “catch in his throat” in full
-possession.
-
-“I don’t wonder they love her!” he said brokenly. “Who could help it?”
-
-The block on which the Hitt mansion stood was lined with waiting
-carriages, and Mr. Cornell supposed that the entertainment, which he
-called to himself “a show,” must be nearly over. For an instant, he
-meditated waiting without until the crowd began to pour out, then,
-making his way into the hall, to send word to his wife that he awaited
-her pleasure. Something in the immobility of the doors changed his
-plan. He did not care to lurk for an hour or more among the coachmen
-who stamped and swore upon the pavement, reminding him of some verses
-Susie had read to him in other days when she had time for books and the
-talk over them after they were read. He recalled the first and last
-verses, and smiled in going through the discontented ranks and up the
-flight of stone steps:
-
- “My coachman in the moonlight there
- Looks through the side light of the door;
- I hear him with his brethren swear,
- As I could do—but only more.
-
- * * * * *
-
- Oh, could he have my share of din,
- And I his quiet!—past a doubt,
- ’Twould still be one man bored within,
- And just another bored without.”
-
-A surge of hot and scented air enveloped him with the opening of the
-door. The crowd in the hall contradicted the hostess’ declaration
-that no more people would be admitted than could be comfortably
-accommodated. Struggling up to the dressing room he got rid of hat and
-overcoat, and struggled down again and to the door of the rear drawing
-room. A curtain was rung up from a stage at the end of the apartment as
-he gained a view of it.
-
-The scene was the interior of an old-fashioned barn. Wreaths of
-evergreen hung against the walls and depended from the rafters, and the
-floor was cleared for dancing. From a door at the side a figure tripped
-into the middle of the stage. Arthur looked twice before he recognized
-the wearer of the colonial gown of old-gold brocade, brief of waist,
-and allowing beneath the skirt glimpses of trim ankles in clocked
-stockings. Her hair was piled over a cushion and powdered; eyebrows and
-lashes were deftly darkened, and the carmine of cheek and mouth owed
-brilliancy to rouge-pot and hare’s foot. She was the belle of the ball
-to be held in the barn, and while waiting for the rest of the revelers,
-she began to recite, in soliloquy, the old rhymes of _Money Musk_.
-
-At the second line, from an unseen orchestra, issued low and faint,
-like the echo of a spent strain, the popular dance tune. It stole so
-insidiously upon the air as to suggest the musical thought of the
-soliloquist, and was rather a background than an accompaniment to the
-recitative. Gradually, as the story went on, the lithe figure began to
-sway in perfect time to the phantom music; the eyes, smilingly eager,
-seemed to look upon what the lips described; the feet stirred and
-twinkled rhythmically; form and face were embodied melody. Vivified
-by reverie, expectant and reminiscent, the radiant impersonation of
-the poet’s picture floated airily through the enchanting measures. As
-a morning paper put it, “she seemed to respire the music to which she
-swayed and chanted.”
-
-The audience, “though _blasé_ with much merrymaking and sight-seeing,
-hung entranced upon every motion, until, wafted by gentle degrees
-toward the side-scene opposite to that by which she had entered, she
-vanished on the last word of the poem.”
-
-Recalled by a tumult of applause, she courtesied in colonial fashion,
-and kissed her hand brightly to her admirers, but instead of
-vouchsafing a repetition of what had stirred the spectators out of
-their _nil admirari_ mood, beckoned archly to the left and right. A
-troop of young men and girls obeyed the summons and fell into place
-in the country dance that went forward to the now ringing measures of
-_Money Musk_.
-
-The comedietta to which this was the prelude had been composed by a
-well-known author, who was called out at the close of the second act,
-and led forward the prima donna of the clever piece.
-
-The interlude showed a moonlighted dell. On the distant hilltop was the
-gleam of white tents; in the foreground stood a woman as colorless in
-robe and visage as the moonbeams. Her voice, silvery and plaintive,
-thrilled through the crowded rooms:
-
- “Give us a song!” the soldiers cried,
- The outer trenches guarding,
- When the heated guns of the camps allied
- Grew weary of bombarding.
-
-And so, in distinct, unimpassioned narrative up to—
-
- They sang of love and not of fame,
- Forgot was Britain’s glory;
- Each heart recalled a different name,
- But all sang “Annie Laurie.”
-
-Again the invisible orchestra bore up the uttered words; at first a
-single cornet bringing down the air from the tented hilltop; then
-deeper notes joining it, like men’s voices of varying tone and
-strength, but all singing “Annie Laurie.”
-
- “Something upon the _women’s_ cheeks
- Washed off the stains of powder.”
-
-said dissonant, derisive tones at Arthur Cornell’s back, as the
-curtain fell. “Battered veterans of a dozen seasons are snivelling
-like _ingenues_ of no season at all. What fools New Yorkers are to be
-humbugged with their eyes open!”
-
-“The fair manager hath a way of whistling the tin out of our pockets,”
-replied a thin falsetto. “A wonderful creature, that same manager.”
-
-A disagreeable, wheezing laugh finished the speech.
-
-Arthur made an ineffectual effort to extricate himself from the packing
-crowd, a movement unnoticed or uncared-for by the speakers.
-
-“I admire—and despise—that woman!” continued the harsh voice. “As an
-exhibition of colossal cheek she is unrivaled. For four years she has
-preyed upon the majority that is up to her little ‘dodge,’ and the
-minority that is _not_, pocketing her half of the profits of every
-‘charitable’ show; borrowing from innocents that don’t know that she
-pays not again, and actually—so I am told—receiving a commission for
-introducing wild Westerners and provincial Easterners into what she
-calls ‘our best circles.’ And we go on buying her tickets and accepting
-her specimens, like the arrant asses we are.”
-
-“Madame du Bois, upon a limited scale.”
-
-“Exactly! Madame is her model. Her aping is more like monkeying, but
-the resemblance is not lost. New Yorkers rather enjoy the sublime
-audacity of Madame’s fleecing, and she _does_ have the _entrée_ of
-uppertendom, sham though she is, with her drawing-room readings,
-where geniuses are trotted out at big prices to ticket buyers, and no
-price at all to Madame, and ranchmen’s daughters are provided with
-blue-blooded Knickerbocker husbands. Her schemes are on a large scale.
-She engineers benevolent pow-wows, clears her one thousand dollars
-a night, and nobody dare charge her with pocketing a penny. You can
-see where Kit learned her trade. To my certain knowledge she dresses
-herself and pays for all her hospitable entertainments by these tricks.”
-
-“Her latest investment isn’t a bad notion, but Kit is working the
-scheme for all it’s worth. Anybody but the newest of the new would see
-through the game.”
-
-The other laughed gratingly.
-
-“‘New’ is a mild way of putting it. We call her ‘Kit’s windfall’ at our
-Club. Madame’s disciple had, as she fondly imagined, netted a couple
-of veritable musical lions, and ten people were invited to hear their
-after-dinner roar. The very day before the feast the male lion fell
-sick, and the lioness wouldn’t or couldn’t leave her mate. Kitty was
-tearing her false bang over the note apprising her of the disaster when
-a card was brought in, telling her that an old schoolmate who had been
-educated as a music-teacher, and had a niceish talent for recitation,
-had removed to the city. Kit caught at the straw; raced around to
-inspect her, judged her to be more than eligible, and roped her in.
-Delorme was at the dinner and told me the story, which his wife had
-from Kit’s own lips. The new ‘find’ had beauty as well as a voice and
-a taste for theatricals, and a neat income, so Kit says—some thirty
-thousand a year. Moreover, she is tremendously grateful for the lift in
-the world, and so daft with enjoyment of her first glimpse of _le bon
-ton_ that she would send Kit ten out of the thirty thousand sooner than
-lose her social standing. She doesn’t guess that she will be tossed
-aside like a squeezed orange next year, poor thing!”
-
-Arthur leaned against the door-frame, too giddy and sick to move, had
-action been practicable in such a press. One of the tedious “waits”
-inseparable from amateur performances gave every woman there a chance
-to outscream her neighbor. It might be dishonorable not to make himself
-known to the gossips who considered themselves absolved by the payment
-of an entrance fee from the obligation to speak well, or not at all, of
-their hosts. He did not put the question to himself whether or not he
-should continue to listen. In a judicial mood he would have weighed the
-_pros_ and _cons_ of fact or fiction in the tale he had heard. Every
-word had, to his consciousness, the stamp of authenticity. In the shock
-of the confirmation of his worst misgivings with regard to his wife’s
-chosen intimate, his ruling thought was of the anguish the truth would
-cause her. How best to lessen the shock to her tender, loving heart,
-how to mitigate her mortification, began already to put his deliberate
-faculties upon the strain.
-
-The wiry falsetto and wheezy laugh struck in from his very elbow.
-
-“Kit’s exemplary spouse may not share her pecuniary profits, but he has
-an eye to innings of another sort. I met him at the Club last night,
-and saw that he had about six champagnes and four cocktails more than
-his brain could balance. An hour later, I was passing the house of our
-pretty prima donna when a carriage drew up and out stepped Jack and
-turned to help out his wife’s favorite. And, by Jove! the way he did it
-was to put his arm about her waist, swing her to the side-walk and try
-to kiss her! She espied me, I suppose, for she broke away from him with
-a little screech, and flew up her steps like a lapwing. She must have
-had her latchkey all ready, for she got the door open in a twinkling,
-and slammed it. I guffawed outright, and didn’t Jack swear!”
-
-“What a beastly cad he is!” said the deep voice disgustfully.
-
-Few men in the circumstances would have kept so forcibly in mind the
-shame to wife and children that would follow a blow and quarrel then
-and there, as the commonplace husband upon whose ear and heart every
-vile word had fallen like liquid fire. He rent a path through the
-throng, got his hat and coat and went out of the abhorrent place. He
-had seen to it that Susie’s hired carriage was always driven by the
-same man—a steady, middle-aged American—and recognizing him upon the
-box, signaled him to draw up to the sidewalk, stepped into the vehicle,
-and prepared to wait as patiently as might be until the man’s number
-should be called by the attendant policeman.
-
-The “show” was not over for an hour longer, and his carriage was the
-last called. The fair manager had detained her lieutenant to exchange
-felicitations over the triumph of the evening. Susie appeared, finally,
-running down the steps so fast that her attendant only overtook her at
-the curbstone. He had come out bareheaded, and without other protection
-against the bitter March wind than his evening dress and thin shoes.
-Mrs. Cornell’s hand was on the handle of the carriage door, and he
-covered it with his own.
-
-“Are you cruel or coquettish, sweet Annie Laurie?” he asked in accents
-thickened by liquor and laughter.
-
-By the electric light Arthur saw the pale terror of her face, as she
-tried to wrest her fingers from the ruffianly grasp. Without a second’s
-hesitation the husband leaped out through the other door, passed behind
-the carriage, lifted the man, taller and heavier than himself, by the
-nape of the neck, and laid him in the gutter.
-
-“The fellow is drunk!” he remarked contemptuously to the policeman who
-hastened up, imagining that the gentleman had tripped and fallen. “It
-is lucky you are here to look after him.”
-
-He handed his trembling wife into the carriage, swung himself in after
-her, and bade the coachman drive home.
-
-Then—for as I have expressly affirmed, this man was heroic in naught
-save his love for wife and children—he put strong tender arms about
-the sinking woman, who clung to his neck, convulsed by sobs, as one
-snatched from destruction might hang upon the saving hand.
-
-“There, my darling! It is all over! I ought to have taken better care
-of you. The old account is closed. We’ll begin another upon a clean
-page.”
-
-He was only a bank cashier, you see, and familiar with no figures
-except such as he used every day.
-
-
-
-
-THE ARTICLES OF SEPARATION.
-
-
-BEFORE and since the day when a certain man—idling while Israel and
-Syria warred—drew a bow at a venture (the margin has it, “in his
-simplicity,”) that let a king’s life out, the air has vibrated to the
-twang of other bowstrings, and millions of barbs, as idly sent, have
-been dyed with life-blood.
-
-In every 50,000 cases of this sort of manslaughter, 49,999 fall by the
-tongue.
-
-The Hon. Simeon Barton, radiating prosperity from every pore of his
-snug person, and clothed with complacency as with a garment, rolled
-about the soon-to-be-vacated bachelor quarters of his nephew-namesake,
-thumbs in armholes, and chin in air, while he discoursed:
-
-“You’re a pluckier fellow than your uncle, me boy! Of course, it is on
-the cards that your head may be level. There are literary women _and_
-literary women, no doubt, and this must be a favorable specimen of the
-tribe, or you wouldn’t have been in your present fix, but none of the
-lot in mine, if you please. When my turn comes—and I aint sure that I
-shan’t look out for a match some day, when I am too stiff to trot well
-in single harness, I shall hold the reins. No inside seat for me.”
-
-The nephew laughed in a hearty, whole-souled way. He was not touched
-yet.
-
-“You mix your figures as you do your cobblers—after you get hold of
-the sherry bottle—with a swing. Wait until you see my ‘match.’ She is
-a glorious woman, Uncle Sim. The wonder is that she ever got her eyes
-down to my level.”
-
-The forty-year-old celibate continued to roll and harangue. His dress
-coat was new and a close fit to his rotund dapperness; with one
-lavender glove he smote the palm of his gloved left hand; the rose
-in his buttonhole was paler than the hard red spots on cheeks like
-underglazed pottery for smoothness and polish, his mustache curled
-upward and wriggled at animated periods.
-
-“Quite the thing, me dear boy, altogether proper. For me part, I
-wouldn’t care to be under obligations to a woman when she _had_ worked
-down to my level, but tastes differ, and a man of twenty-six who has a
-living to make ought to cast an anchor to windward, in case of squalls.
-A woman who can chop a stick, at a pinch, to set the pot to boiling
-is a convenience. Literature’s a better trade now than it used to be,
-I suppose. Jones of Illinois was telling me last night of the prices
-paid to good selling authors, and by George! I was surprised. All the
-same, I’d fight shy of the Guild if I were contemplating matrimony. If
-you could see some of the many objects that hang about the Capitol in
-wait for Tom, Dick, or Harry to pick up a ‘personal,’ or lobby a bill,
-or get subscriptions to a book or magazine, you wouldn’t wonder at my
-‘prejudice,’ as you are pleased to style it. Pah!”
-
-To rid his mouth of the taste he caught up a tumbler of sherry cobbler,
-filmy without and icy amber within, and drained it.
-
-The expectant bridegroom glanced at the clock. His best man was to call
-for him at a quarter-past seven. It was exactly seven now, and the
-minutes drove heavily.
-
-“But Uncle Sim,”—still good-humoredly,—“Miss Welles is not a newspaper
-reporter, nor a lobbyist, nor yet a penny-a-liner. She wrote to please
-herself and her friends until her father’s death, six years ago. He
-was considered fairly wealthy, but something went wrong somewhere, and
-his widow would have suffered for the want of much to which she had
-been accustomed but for the talents and courage of her young daughter.
-I am afraid the poor girl worked harder than her mother suspected for
-a while, although the public received her favorably from the outset.
-Mrs. Welles survived her husband three years. Agnes then went to live
-with her only sister, Mrs. Ryder, the wife of my partner. I first met
-her at his house. She has continued to write and has supported herself
-handsomely in this way. She is as heroic as she is sweet—a thorough
-woman.”
-
-“With a masculine intellect! I comprehend, me boy. Don’t multiply
-epithets on my account. As I’ve said, I don’t presume to question
-the wisdom of your choice in this particular case, and that your
-inamorata is the best of her kind, but personally, I don’t take to
-the _kind_. By Jupiter! I was telling Jones of Illinois, last night,
-of an incident that gave me a ‘scunner’ against woman authors, twenty
-years ago. Mrs. Shenstone of New York was a literary light in her day.
-There’s a fashion in writers, as in everything else, and she went
-out with balloon skirts and _chig-nongs_. But she was a star of the
-first magnitude in her own opinion, and, at any rate, something in
-the stellar line in others’ eyes. Her husband had money and she was
-a poor girl when she married him. They say he made a show of holding
-his own while the shekels lasted. A more meek-spirited atomy I never
-beheld than when they called upon my friends, Mr. and Mrs. Lamar from
-Charleston, then staying at the Fifth Avenue Hotel, one evening, when I
-chanced to be sitting with the Lamars in their private parlor. And as
-sure as I am a sinner and you’re another, the card brought in to Mrs.
-Lamar was ‘Mrs. Cordelia Shenstone _and husband_.’ The last two words
-were added in pencil. Fact, ’pon honor! Mrs. Lamar carried the card
-home and had it framed as a domestic and literary curiosity.”
-
-“You cite an extreme case”—another glance at the slow clock. “If that
-woman had been a shopkeeper, or a dressmaker, with the same arbitrary,
-selfish spirit, she would have been guilty of the same gross violation
-of taste and feeling.”
-
-“Maybe so! maybe so! But the writing woman is a prickly problem in
-modern society. She is leading the van in all revolutionary rot about
-women’s wrongs and women’s rights. The party can’t do without her, for
-the rank and file couldn’t draft a resolution or write a report to save
-their lives, and they’ve flattered up our blue-stocking until she steps
-out of all bounds. It makes a conservative patriot’s blood run cold to
-think what the upshot of it all is to be. And I confess I don’t like
-to anticipate seeing your cards engraved—‘Mrs. Clytemnestra Ashe and
-husband.’”
-
-A dark red torrent poured over the listener’s face. Physically and
-morally, he was thin-skinned.
-
-“There is nothing of the Clytemnestra in her make-up, sir. No woman
-ever made could rule me, were she my wife. Agnes is too gentle and
-too sensible to attempt it. As to the cards!” He went to a drawer and
-took out a bit of pasteboard which he tossed to his kinsman, with a
-derisive laugh. “That is all settled, you see. Come in!” to a knock at
-the door.
-
-When the tardy best man appeared, the Hon. Simeon Barton, his head
-on one shoulder, and eyes half shut, after the manner of an impudent
-cock-sparrow, was scanning the engraved inscription,
-
- MR. AND MRS. BARTON ASHE,
- 170 West —— St.
-
-“Leave the ‘Simeon’ out, do you? Clytem—_Agnes_ doesn’t like it,
-maybe?” And without waiting for a reply—“Good-evening, Mr. White. I’m
-just advising Bart here to use up this batch of cards plaguey quick, to
-make room for ‘Mrs. Ashe _and husband_.’”
-
-Mr. White laughed a little and politely. The jest was in miserable
-taste, but much was pardonable in rich uncles who were self-made men,
-when they showed a disposition to help make their nephews. A glimmer
-of like reasoning may have entered Barton’s mind, for he turned an
-unshadowed brow to the eccentric millionaire.
-
-“When that time comes I shall employ you to draw up the articles of
-separation. White, here, is witness to the agreement.”
-
-An hour later, he would not have believed the words had passed his
-lips. Jest upon such a horror would have seemed profanation to the
-newly made husband. As the woman who would never again answer to the
-name of Agnes Welles stood beside him, his were not the only eyes
-that paid silent homage to her strange beauty—strange, because to
-the guests, and to the assembled relatives, this phase of one whom
-most people had hitherto thought only “interesting” and “pleasing,”
-was new and unexpected. She was but a few inches shorter than her
-manly partner, and slender to fragility. Straight and supple as a
-willow-wand, she was ethereal in grace when clad in the misty robes
-and veil which were the wedding gift of her godmother. Her dark eyes
-were full of living light, illumining the colorless face into weird
-loveliness, that belonged neither to feature nor complexion. The short,
-tense bow of the upper lip, the fine spirited line of the nostrils,
-the perfect oval of cheek and chin, were always high-bred—some said,
-haughty. To-night they were chastened into lofty sweetness that was
-pure womanly.
-
-“She might pass for _twenty_-two,” said an audaciously young
-_débutante_ to a crony just behind Mr. Barton.
-
-And—“By George!” thought that astute individual—“the young dog never
-hinted that his divinity was six years his senior. I should have been
-surer than ever of receiving that card. Pity! pity! pity! _That’s_ a
-fault that won’t mend with time.”
-
-Agnes knew better than he could have told her what risks the woman
-takes who consents to marry her junior in years. Early in their
-acquaintanceship she had contrived to apprise Barton of this disparity.
-When he declared his love she set it boldly in the foreground of
-hesitation and demur.
-
-“When you are thirty-five, in man’s proudest prime and yet far from
-the comb of the hill, I shall have begun to go down the other side,”
-she urged. “You might be able to contemplate the contrast boldly, but
-could I forgive myself? There may be a suspicion of poetry—pathetic
-but real—in the idea of an old man’s darling, but an old woman’s
-pet! _that_ is a theme no painter or poet has dared to handle. The
-suggestion of grotesqueness is inevitable. Both are to be pitied, but
-I think the wife needs compassion even more than the man she has made
-ridiculous.”
-
-The rising young lawyer was a clever advocate, and he had never striven
-longer and harder to win a cause. When his triumph was secured Agnes
-could not quite dismiss the subject. It haunted her like a wan ghost,
-with threatening beck and ominous eye. Once, but a month before their
-wedding day, they were speaking of George Eliot’s singular marriage
-with a man young enough to be her son, and an abrupt change fell upon
-Agnes’ visage—a shade of painful doubt and misgiving.
-
-“Dinah Maria Mulock, too!” she exclaimed. “And Mme. de Staël!
-Elizabeth Browning’s husband was some months younger than she. Then,
-there are Mrs. —— and Mrs. ——” naming two prominent living American
-authors. “How very singular! There must be some occult reason for
-what we cannot set down as coincidences. It looks like fatality—or”
-hesitatingly—“infatuation.”
-
-“Rather,” said Barton in gentle seriousness, for her perturbation was
-too real for playful rallying—“attribute such cases to the truth of the
-eternal youthfulness of genius. These men see in the faces and forms
-of the women they woo, the beautiful minds that will never know age or
-change. Time salutes, instead of challenging those high in favor with
-the king.”
-
-“Do you know,” Agnes said, her slim white hand threading the
-brown curls of the head she thought more beautiful than that of
-Antinous—“that you will never say a more graceful thing than that? You
-are more truly a poet than I. Don’t disclaim, for I am not a bard at
-all. When I drop into poetry _à la_ Wegg, it is _not_ ‘in the light of
-a friend.’ When I am in the dark or at best in a half-light, sorry or
-weary, or lonely of heart, my thoughts take rhythmic shape. They are
-only homely little crickets, creeping out in the twilight to sing by
-the fire that is beginning to gather ashes. I am a born story-teller,
-but I deserve no credit for that. Something within me that is not
-myself tells the stories so fast that I can hardly write them down
-as they are made. I am no genius, dear. Don’t marry me with that
-impression. I wish for your sake that I were. How gloriously proud you
-would be of me!”
-
-“I am ‘gloriously proud’ of you now!” He said it in fervent sincerity.
-“If you have genius, don’t develop it. I can hardly keep you in sight
-as it is.”
-
-Dimly and queerly, the feeling that prompted the half-laughing protest
-returned upon him to-night. The solemn radiance overflooding her
-eyes and clearing into exalted beauty lineaments critics pronounced
-irregular, positively awed him—an uncommon and not altogether agreeable
-sensation for a bridegroom, especially one of his practical and
-somewhat dogmatic cast of mind. Rebel though romantic lovers may at
-what they consider derogatory to the constancy and depth of wedded
-affection, it is not to be denied that the turn of the bridal pair from
-the altar symbolizes a reversal in their mutual relation. The bonds
-that have held the lover in vassalage—very sweet bondage, perhaps, but
-still not liberty—are with the utterance of the nuptial benediction
-transferred to the woman he holds by the hand. Barton Ashe was very
-much in love, but he was a very man. His wife was now his property.
-
-“I feel a wild desire to put my arms around you to keep your wings from
-unfurling,” he found occasion to whisper presently. “I suppose these
-people would think me insane if I were to yield to the impulse and tell
-them why I did it.”
-
-The luminous eyes laughed joyously into his. With all her intellect and
-passionate depth of feeling, she had seasons of childlike glee that
-became her rarely.
-
-“As you would be. I was never farther from ‘wanting to be an angel’
-than at this instant. The life that now is appears to me eminently
-satisfactory.”
-
-A fresh bevy of congratulatory guests interrupted the hasty “aside.”
-
-“We find it hard to forgive you, Mr. Ashe,” twittered an overdressed,
-overcolored, and overmannered spinster. “How can you reconcile it to
-your conscience to change a broad, beneficent river into a canal to
-serve your own particular mill? I shall not congratulate you upon a
-private good which is a public disaster.”
-
-“Many others are thinking the same thing, but they cannot express
-it so beautifully,” said a plaintive matron, one of the many whose
-perfunctory sighs at weddings are the reverse of complimentary to their
-bonded partners. “But we must be thankful you have been spared so long
-to make us happy and do so much good in the world.”
-
-“I am puzzled,” Barton observed, looking from one to the other. “If I
-were taking her out of town, to Coromandel, we will say, or even to New
-Jersey, there might be occasion for outcry.”
-
-“You are robbing us of the better part of this woman,” interrupted
-the hortatory spinster in a dramatic contralto. “My protest is in the
-name of those to whom she belonged by the right the benefited have to
-the benefactor, before you crossed her path, in an evil hour for the
-world. It passes my comprehension, and I know much of the arrogant
-vanity of your sex, how any one man can hope to make up to his author
-wife for the audience she resigns when she sits down to pour out his
-coffee and darn his socks for the rest of her mortal existence. It is
-breaking stones with a gold mallet to make a mere housekeeper out of
-such material as this,” lightly touching the head crowned by the bridal
-veil. “But my imagination is not of the masculine gender.”
-
-“Don’t strain it needlessly,” smiled Agnes, before the attacked person
-summoned wit for a retort. “Soup-making is a finer art than writing
-essays, to _my_ comprehension, yet I hope to learn it.”
-
-The matron put in her sentence, sandwiched between sighs.
-
-“You will find the two incompatible. Once married, a woman’s life is
-merged in that of another. She has no volition, no thought, no name of
-her own.”
-
-“The married woman does not possess herself!” cried the spinster in
-shrill volubility. “She effaces her individuality in uttering the
-promise to ‘serve and obey’—vile words that belong rather to the harem
-of the sixteenth century than to the home of the nineteenth. Somebody
-else has reported me in yesterday’s _World_ and _Herald_, so I may
-as well tell you that I brought forward a motion in Sorosis last
-Monday, that the club should wear crape upon the left arm for thirty
-days, dating from this evening, in affectionate memory of one of our
-youngest and most brilliant members. Talk of the self-immolation of the
-Jesuit who changes the name his mother gave him and resigns the right
-of private judgment and personal desire in joining the Order! He is
-riotously free by comparison with the model wife. Her assumption of the
-conventual veil is mournfully symbolical.”
-
-Another wave of newcomers swept her onward, still hortatory and
-gesticulatory.
-
-She was never spoken of again by the bridal pair until the marriage day
-was a fortnight old.
-
-They were pacing the wooden esplanade in front of the Hygeia Hotel
-at Old Point Comfort, basking in the December sunshine. The sea air
-had set roses in Agnes’ cheeks; her lips were full and red, her eye
-sparkled with soft content, and her step was elastic. Barton, surveying
-these changes with the undisguised satisfaction of a man who has
-secured legally the right to exhibit his prize, took his cigar from his
-mouth to say carelessly:
-
-“By the way, I have never asked the name of the painted-and-powdered
-party who gave a parlor lecture upon Jesuits and harems the night we
-were married.”
-
-“It was Miss Marvel,” said Agnes, laughing. “She is an eccentric
-woman, and as I need not tell you, indiscreet and flippant in talk,
-letting her theories and spirits run away with her judgment. But she
-accomplishes a great deal of good in her way and has many fine traits
-of character. It is a pity she does herself such injustice.”
-
-“Humph! Does she belong to the sisterhood of letters?”
-
-“In a way—yes. Her articles upon the Working Girls of New York, written
-for newspaper publication two years ago, attracted so much attention
-that they were collected into a volume last summer.”
-
-“She is a member of Sorosis—I gather from her tirade?”
-
-“Oh, yes. One of the oldest members.”
-
-“What a hotch-potch that society or club—or whatever you may choose to
-call it—must be! Do you know, darling, I never associate you—or any
-other true, refined woman with the crew to which you nominally belong?
-You are a lily among thorns in such a connection. I should rather
-say among thistles and burdocks and stramonium and the like rank,
-vile-smelling weeds.”
-
-“I thank you for the pretty praise of myself,” smiling sweetly and
-fondly at him. “But I cannot accept it at the expense of fairer flowers
-than I can ever hope to be, true, strong women who are trying to help
-their sex to a higher plane and prepare them for better work than they
-have yet accomplished, in spite of the limitations of sex—”
-
-He caught her up on the word.
-
-“Don’t fall into their cant, for Heaven’s sake! The ‘limitations of
-sex’ are woman’s crown of glory. I have done some sober thinking
-lately—especially since the drubbing received from your Miss
-Marvel—with regard to the mooted subject of the emancipation of women,
-falsely so called. My conclusions may not coincide with your views upon
-the subject. But, perhaps you do not care to discuss it?”
-
-Her face was sunny; her look at once fearless and confiding.
-
-“We are both reasonable people, I hope. If we are not, we love each
-other too well not to agree amicably upon unavoidable disagreements.”
-
-Barton tossed his cigar stump into the foam of the nearest wave; a
-touch of impatience went with fling and laugh.
-
-“Isn’t that like a woman? She presupposes disagreement and forestalls
-argument by pledging herself to forgive for love’s sake whatever she
-will not admit. The wisest and best of the sex—and you are both of
-these—will press feeling into what should be impersonal debate. Perhaps
-it is safer to talk of other things. See that gull swoop down and come
-up empty-clawed. That is his fourth unsuccessful trip to market within
-thirty minutes. The _passée_ belle upon the pavilion over there has had
-that rich youngling in tow twice as long. I will wager a pair of gloves
-against a buttonhole bouquet with you that she doesn’t land him.”
-
-Neither tone nor manner was pleasant. Agnes laid her hand upon his arm.
-
-“Won’t you go on with what you were about to say? I may not be able to
-argue. I think, with you, that logic is not woman’s forte. Perhaps we
-may learn, with time and education, to divorce thought and feeling. But
-I am a capital listener, and a willing learner.”
-
-“You are an angel”—pressing the hand to his side, “and so far above
-Miss Marvel and her compeers in intellect and breeding that I fret at
-the alleged partnership. This talk of woman’s serfdom and the need
-of elevating her, mentally and politically, is stuff from first to
-last. Vile and pestilential stuff! Heresy against the teachings of
-Nature and of Him who ordained that man should be the superior being
-of the two. Those who are pressing forward in what they call Reform of
-Existing Wrongs are your worst enemies. You should need no champion
-but your other self, Man. In arraying one sex against the other, you
-antagonize him. I see this rampant attitude of woman everywhere and
-hourly. If a man resigns his seat in a public conveyance to a woman,
-she takes it arrogantly—not gratefully. She pushes him aside with
-sharp elbows in crowds, jostles him upon gangways, presses before him
-into doors, always with a ‘good-as-you’ air which exasperates the most
-amiable of us. Her voice is heard in debating societies; she sits
-beside man upon the rostrum; competes with him in business, often
-successfully, because she can live upon less than he. The devilish
-spirit of revolt permeates all grades of society. The home—God’s best
-gift to earth—has no longer a recognized governor, no judge to whom
-appeal is final. Sisters wrangle with brothers for equal educational
-advantages, instead of making home so pleasant that boys will be
-content to stay there. Women’s Clubs, Women’s Congresses, Women’s
-Protective Unions, are part and parcel of the disunion policy. Instead
-of refining man this is surely, if slowly, arousing the latent savage
-in him. When that does spring to action, let the weaker sex beware.
-Outraged natural laws will right themselves in the long run, but
-sometimes at fearful cost.”
-
-Agnes was perfectly silent during this harangue, ignorant as was he
-of his resemblance to pudgy and pompous Uncle Simeon, while he beat
-the palm of the right hand with the empty left-hand glove, and rolled
-slightly from one leg to the other in the slow promenade. The bloom
-gradually receded from her cheeks, her profile was still and clear as a
-cameo. Her eyes were directed toward the gray-blues of the meeting line
-of wave and sky. Once she glanced up to follow the gull, rising from a
-fifth unsuccessful dip.
-
-Presently she halted and leaned upon the parapet to watch the
-half-consumed cigar, swinging and bumping like a truncated canoe in
-the foam-fringes of the rising tide. Barton stopped with her without
-staying his talk. An impulse born of the innate savagery he imputed to
-his sex, bore him on. His wife’s very impassiveness irked him. Silence
-was non-sympathetic; white silence, like hers, chilling. Irritation,
-engendered by piqued vanity, does not withhold the home-thrust because
-the victim is dearly beloved.
-
-“You do not like to hear me talk in this strain,” he pursued. “It is
-only natural that a woman of independent thought and action, accustomed
-to adulation, and to whom the excitement of a public hearing for
-whatever she has to say has become a necessity of existence; who
-has looked beyond the quiet round of home interests and home loves
-for a career; who has fed her imagination upon unreal scenes and
-situations—should——”
-
-He could get no further. Fluent as he was in speech, he had wound
-himself up in nominative specifications, and the verb climax failed him
-unexpectedly.
-
-“Should—what?” said Agnes, turning the set, tintless visage toward him.
-Her eyes, blank and questionless, showed how far from her thought was
-sarcastic pleasure in his discomfiture. Barton was too much incensed to
-reason.
-
-“Should—and _does_ sneer at her husband’s serious talk upon a matter in
-which, as he is fast discovering, his happiness is fatally involved!”
-
-“_Fatally!_ O Barton!”
-
-Independent and strong-minded she might be to others, but he had hurt
-her terribly. The stifled cry took all her strength with it. She caught
-at the railing for support, and leaned upon it, sick and trembling.
-
-He lifted his hat in mock courtesy.
-
-“If you will excuse me I will continue my walk alone. It is useless
-to attempt the temperate discussion of any subject when my words are
-caught up in that tone and manner. May I take you back to the hotel?”
-
-Agnes straightened herself up. Her color did not return, but her voice
-was her own. It had always a peculiar and vibrant melody, and her
-articulation was singularly distinct for an American speaking her own
-language.
-
-“You misunderstand me. I did not mean to be abrupt, much less rude.
-If I seemed to be either or both I ask your forgiveness. You need not
-trouble yourself to escort me to the hotel. I will sit here for a while
-and then go in. I hope, when you think the matter over dispassionately,
-you will see that I could not be guilty of what you imply.”
-
-He strode off toward the Fort, the deep sand somewhat derogatory to
-dignity of carriage, but favoring the increase of irritability. Agnes
-strolled slowly along the beach until she found a lonely rock upon the
-tip of a tongue of bleached sand, where she could sit and think out
-the bitterest hour she had ever known. People, passing upon pier and
-esplanade, saw her there all the forenoon, a slight figure whose gray
-gown matched in color the stones among which she sat, as motionless as
-they. The brackish tide rose slowly until the spray sprinkled her feet,
-whispering mournful things to rock and sand. She saw and heard nothing,
-while her eyes seemed to follow the stately sail and swoop of the gulls
-whose breasts showed whitely against the blue of the December sky.
-
-Other wives than Lorraine Loree have wedded men of high degree only to
-find that “husbands can be cruel,” and more than Lorraine or Agnes
-dreamed of have made the discovery before the wane of the honeymoon.
-
-This bride felt bruised and beaten all over, and suffered the more, not
-less, for her sorrowful bewilderment as to the exact cause of this, the
-first quarrel.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER II.
-
-
-SOME women and many men are compounded and shaped into sentient beings
-without the infusion of so much as a pennyweight of tact.
-
-Many women and a few men combine with this deficiency—which is, in
-itself, a deformity—a fatal facility for saying exactly the wrong thing
-when the wrong thing will do most harm.
-
-Miss Marvel had taken all the honors in this line which native bias and
-feminine fussiness could win, and she wove a new spray into her laurel
-wreath one day in the March succeeding the winter in which Barton Ashe
-and Agnes Welles were made one—in law and gospel.
-
-The morrow would be his wife’s birthday, and Barton had in his breast
-pocket a tiny box containing a sapphire ring for her, when he arose
-to resign his seat in the street car to the dashing spinster, whom he
-recognized as soon as she entered. He had never seen her since his
-wedding eve, but she was not a woman to be forgotten or overlooked.
-She was in great force to-day, gorgeously appareled and flushed beyond
-high-rouge mark by three hours at a literary breakfast, given at
-Delmonico’s to a distinguished foreigner.
-
-“I am surcharged with electric thought,” she confided to Mr. Ashe when
-she had taken the vacated place with a cavalier nod that might mean
-“Thanks,” or “That’s only decent, my good man.”
-
-“Ah!” said Barton, in naïve wonderment, for the want of anything else
-to say.
-
-“Surcharged! bristling! I could fancy that at the approach of the
-negative pole I should crackle and emit sparkles like a brisk battery.
-Such a feast of intellect! such flow of soul! such scintillating wit!
-Three hours of such intercourse were worth ten—a thousand cycles of
-Cathay. Our guest was superb! such dignity and such graciousness of
-affability as can only coexist in an Old World product.”
-
-She spoke loudly, after the manner of the New World product (_genus
-homo_, feminine gender). Several solid men peered at her around or over
-the evening papers. Two giddy girls, who had taken without thanks or
-scruples seats from weary men, smiled undisguisedly. Barton, standing
-in the aisle, holding on by the strap, his knees abraded by the jet
-passementerie of Miss Marvel’s velvet skirt, could not budge an inch.
-He must hear and, hearing, essay reply of some sort. “Ah!” albeit the
-safest and most commodious monosyllable in the language, cannot go on
-forever.
-
-“The lunch was largely attended, I suppose?” he ventured in tones
-studiously lowered.
-
-“By every woman in New York who is worth the notice of an intelligent
-being. With one distinguished exception. Mrs. Ashe’s absence was the
-occasion of universal regret. As a well-wisher let me warn you that you
-may be mobbed some day for your unconscionable cruelty to the highest
-order of created things; for imprisoning the eagle and stilling the
-song of the lark. At least fifty people asked me to-day why Agnes
-Welles had disappeared from the literary firmament. For one and all, I
-had one and the same reply. ‘She has taken the bridal veil,’ I said,
-tears in eyes and voice. ‘In consequence of that piece of barbarity,
-and for no other cause, the places that once knew her know her no
-more.’ One woman—I won’t divulge her name, lest you should _hate_
-her—said she ‘should as soon think of chaining a thrush to the leg of
-a kitchen chair as of obliging that glorious young thing to resign her
-Heaven-appointed mission for the position of caterer, housekeeper, and
-seamstress.’ I shall work that _bon mot_ into my next literary letter
-to the Boston _Globe_. Another delightfully satirical creature advised
-me to take up the cause of ‘Great Women Married to Small Men,’ in my
-next series of papers upon ‘Unconsidered Wrongs of Our Sex.’ You see
-the reputation you are earning for yourself with the powers that be!”
-
-Barton Ashe was a sensible man, well educated and well bred. Under
-favoring circumstances, as when inspired by the society of his wife
-and her loving appreciation, he was quick with repartee and apt at
-fence even with a wordy woman. Under the present onslaught he was
-furious and dumb. Had a man insulted him, and less grossly, he would
-have knocked him down or given him his card and demanded a meeting
-elsewhere. This berouged and bedizened old maid compromised him in the
-eyes of solid men and giddy girls by entering into conversation with
-him at all. Each shrill word was a prickle in a pore of his mental
-cuticle. She advertised his wife as one of _her_ kind, arraigned him as
-despot and churl, menaced him with public exposure, and posed as Agnes’
-champion against the oppressor on whose side was the power of law and
-tradition—made him ridiculous to all within the sound of her brazen
-tongue—and he was powerless.
-
-He did the only thing possible to a man calling himself a gentleman,
-when baited to desperation in a public place by a woman who passes for
-a lady—he lifted his hat silently and pulled the strap to stop the car.
-Other passengers than Miss Marvel marked the dark face and blazing
-eyes, and curious regards wandered back to the offender, smiling to
-herself at this new proof of her ability to, in her favorite phrase,
-“drive a poisoned needle under a man’s fifth rib.”
-
-“_Great Women Married To Small Men!_”
-
-The most offensive count in the unanswered indictment seemed to be
-flung after him by the shrieking March wind. Until this moment of
-intensest exasperation he had never consciously compared himself
-mentally with his wife. That spiritually she was purer and better he
-was ever ready to admit. The gallant alacrity with which men yield the
-palm of virtue and piety to women may be due to the candor of real
-greatness, but a keen student of human contrarieties is excusable for
-likening it, sometimes, to the ostentatious generosity of the child who
-surrenders to a playfellow the wholesome “cookey,” while he holds fast
-to the plum cake for his own delectation.
-
-“Great” and “Small” were explicit terms that threw our hero upon the
-hostile-defensive. Agnes was a pearl among women, as good, true, and
-sweet as any man need covet for a lifelong companion. She kept his
-house well and his home bright, her sympathies were ready, her love
-was poured out upon him in unstinted measure, she studied his tastes,
-humored his few foibles, in brief, filled his life, or so much of it as
-she could reach, most satisfactorily. Her mind was fairly stocked with
-miscellaneous information; she had remarkable facility in composition
-and graceful fancies, and, above all, the happy knack of saying, in a
-telling way, things people cared to hear. Being in “the literary ring,”
-she had secured a respectable audience, and, being a tactful woman,
-she had kept it.
-
-“Great,” she was not, in any sense of the word, except according to the
-perverted standard of the “Club” gang, the mutual-admiration circle,
-with whom every poetaster was a Browning, and the writer of turgid
-essays a Carlyle or Emerson.
-
-He gave a scornful snort in repeating the adjective. Agnes would be
-the first to deprecate the application of it to herself. Yet—if she
-had not invited the commendation of the _Précieuses ridicules_—had her
-name never been bandied from mouth to mouth in public, the antithetical
-“small” had never been fitted to him. Husband and wife were in false
-positions. That was clear—and galling. Almost as clear, and harder to
-endure, was his conviction that the situation could not be altered for
-the better.
-
-He had not made up his mind to graceful acceptance of the inevitable
-when he fitted the latchkey in the door of his own house.
-
-The popular impression as to the housewifery of pen-wrights had no
-confirmation within the modest domicile of which Agnes Ashe was the
-presiding genius. During her mother’s protracted invalidism and her own
-betrothal she had studied domestic economy, including cookery, with
-the just regard to system and thoroughness that made her successful in
-her other profession of authorship. Her computations were correct and
-her methods dainty. She deserved the more honor for all this because
-she was not naturally fond of household occupations. If she reduced
-dusting to a fine art, mixing and baking to an exact science, it was
-conscientiously, not with love for the duties themselves.
-
-Once, when praised for excellent housekeeping by a friend in her
-husband’s hearing, her native sincerity made her say:
-
-“You are mistaken in supposing that the drudgery connected with
-home-making is easy or pleasant to me. If I did not feel it my duty
-to go into the kitchen sometimes, and to arrange rooms, I doubt if I
-should ever do either. Nor am I fond of sewing.”
-
-“Yet your needle-work is exquisitely neat,” said the surprised visitor.
-
-“Because I hold myself to the necessity of doing well what I undertake.
-It is all business, not delight.”
-
-After the visitor had gone, Barton gave a gentle and needful caution.
-
-“Don’t talk in that way to acquaintances, dear,” he said. “I don’t want
-people to report that your tastes are unfeminine.”
-
-“Surely there are other feminine tastes besides love for needle,
-broom, and egg-beater?” Agnes protested, no less gently. “Why should
-every woman be proficient in baking, when every man is not compelled
-to learn book-keeping? I am faithful in the discharge of domestic
-duties because I love you and consider your happiness rather than
-selfish ease. I love my home, and to enjoy the effect of clean, orderly
-rooms and well-served meals, I am willing to perform tasks for which
-I have no real liking. The game is well worth the candle—a good many
-waxlights, in fact—but I question if you, for example, really _like_ to
-draw up conveyances and make searches.”
-
-“Illustration is not argument,” said Barton dryly. “You are undeniably
-a clever woman, my love, but your reasoning would hardly convince a
-jury. Women’s efforts in that direction are what we style ‘special
-pleading.’”
-
-This talk was held two months ago. Agnes knew better, by now, than
-to attempt argument with him, and his love grew apace because of the
-forbearance he mistook for conviction of his ability to direct thought
-with action. She was the dearer for being dutiful. The docility with
-which she listened to his dicta, never betraying a suspicion that they
-were dogmas, won him to forgetfulness of the circumstance that she was
-his senior by six years and a blue-stocking.
-
-She was in the front hall when he got home to-night, receiving the
-adieu of a spectacled personage whom she introduced as “Mr. Rowland of
-Boston.”
-
-“Charmed, I am sure,” said the stranger airily. “The more that I am
-positive of enlisting Mr. Ashe’s powerful interest upon my side, and
-that of the book-loving public. If Mrs. Ashe will pardon the additional
-trespass upon her time, I should like to explain to you, my dear sir,
-the nature of my petition to her, and now to yourself.”
-
-They returned to the parlor, and he had his say. It was succinct
-and comprehensive. He wished to engage Mrs. Ashe to write one of a
-projected series of popular novels. Her coadjutors would be authors of
-repute; the programme was attractive and must take immensely with the
-best class of readers. His terms were liberal.
-
-In any other mood than that for which Miss Marvel was chiefly
-responsible, even a prejudiced man must have been gratified by the
-compliment to his wife implied in the application. It acted upon
-the chafed surface of husbandly vanity and dignity like moral _aqua
-fortis_. Barton listened with lowering brow and compressed lips while
-the fashionable publisher subjoined appeal to statement. When both
-were concluded the master of the house waited with palpable patience,
-apparently to make sure that all the pleas were in, then arose with the
-air of the long-bored householder who dismisses a book agent.
-
-“Mrs. Ashe is so well acquainted with my views upon the subject of her
-undertaking any literary work whatsoever, that I may be allowed the
-expression of my surprise at her reference of this matter to me. I
-believe, however, that the feminine _littérateur_ considers a show of
-deference to her husband a graceful form. Your appeal to me is, you
-see, the idlest of courtesies. Now, as I have just come home after a
-wearisome day of business, may I ask you to excuse me from further and
-fruitless consideration of this subject?”
-
-He bowed and went off to his dressing room.
-
-The man of the world, left thus awkwardly _en tête-à-tête_ with an
-insulted wife, always remembered with grateful admiration the perfect
-breeding that helped him out of the dilemma.
-
-“Mr. Ashe is very tired and far from well,” Agnes remarked, eye and
-smile cool and unembarrassed. “As one conversant with the fatigues
-and harassments of business life, you need no apology beyond this for
-his seeming brusqueness. I dare say—” with archness that was well
-achieved—“that Mrs. Rowland would comprehend, better than you, what
-serpentlike wisdom we wives must exercise in broaching any subject
-that requires thought to our hungry lords. I will appeal from Philip
-famished to Philip full, in due season, but I think you would better
-not depend upon me. I am a very busy woman just now, and shall be for
-some time to come.”
-
-“It would give me solid satisfaction to punch that fellow’s head,”
-muttered the publisher in the street. “He is a boor and a tyrant, and
-his wife is an angel.”
-
-He was wrong in both specifications. Barton Ashe was a vain man,
-and his vanity was smarting from a recent attack. His ideas of the
-supremacy, intellectual and official, that do hedge a husband were
-overstrained, but natural.
-
-Agnes Ashe was a very mortal woman, walking up and down her pretty
-room after the departure of her visitor, hands clenched until the
-nails wounded the flesh, and cheeks so hot they dried the tears before
-they fell. Her breath came fast between the shut teeth. Women will
-comprehend how much easier it was to forgive her husband for the slur
-cast upon her than for lowering himself in the eyes of a stranger.
-
-“I am afraid of myself!” she whispered pantingly. “I am afraid of
-_myself_! Must I, then, despise him utterly? What right has he to
-charge upon me as shame what others account as honor? Can it be that he
-is conscious of being small and fears to let me grow?”
-
-By different roads, the refined woman, who loved her art for its own
-sake and reverenced it for the good it might do, and the pretender,
-tolerated by true artists out of charity, and out of respect for
-the active benevolence that redeemed her from the rank of a public
-nuisance—had arrived at a like conclusion.
-
-Barton, after his bath and toilet, sat down to dinner, and scarcely
-spoke until excellent clear soup and the delicious creamed lobster
-prepared by Agnes’ own hands, had paved the way for more substantial
-viands. Then his righteous wrath was partially cooled by perception
-of the truth that the still, pale woman opposite meant to enter no
-defense against the aspersions cast upon her in another’s hearing. Nay,
-more, she made no attempt to cheat him into a milder mood, broached no
-prudent topics, attempted no diversion. Second thought found fresh fuel
-for displeasure in her reticence. The double offense of Miss Marvel’s
-tirade and the airy publisher’s errand were not condonable by discreet
-silence.
-
-He slashed simultaneously into a roast of beef and the grievance upon
-his mind.
-
-“I met your particular crony, Miss Marvel, in the car on my way uptown.
-She was, if possible, more detestably impertinent than usual.”
-
-Agnes beckoned to the waitress and gave her in a low tone an errand to
-the kitchen. Glancing up at her husband, she saw that he had laid down
-the carver and was gazing sternly at herself.
-
-“May I, as the least important member of this household, inquire why
-you sent that girl out of the room? I may be, as your dear friends
-assert, a small man married to a great woman, but I am credited by
-others with a modicum of common sense and discretion. I am willing to
-abide by the consequences of whatever I say at my own table and in the
-presence of my servants, if I have any proprietorship in either.”
-
-Red heat he had never seen before in Agnes’ face suffused it now, her
-eyes dilated and gleamed.
-
-“I sent the girl from the room because she was recommended to me by the
-matron of an orphan asylum in which she was brought up. Miss Marvel is
-a manager of the institution and had the girl trained in a school for
-domestics. Mary is much attached to her. I thought it hardly safe or
-kind to discuss her in Mary’s presence.”
-
-Barton met generous heat with deadly coldness.
-
-“When is your waitress’ month up?”
-
-“On the fifteenth.”
-
-“This is the seventh. Pay her a week’s wages to-morrow and pack her
-off. I will have none of that woman’s spies in my house—that is, always
-supposing it to be mine. I understand this afternoon’s scene. She is
-kept posted as to the status of domestic affairs.”
-
-“You are out of humor, Barton, or you could not be so unjust to me and
-to a faithful servant.”
-
-Griselda would not have retorted in a hard, cutting tone, but Griselda
-could neither read nor write. Diffusion of knowledge has a tendency to
-breed sedition among the lower orders.
-
-Clubs for the lofty, and lager beer saloons for the lowly, stand, with
-controversial Benedicks, for the “refuges” foreign cities offer to the
-fugitive from wheels and hoofs.
-
-“Excuse me for leaving you to digest your dinner and the memory of that
-last remark in solitude,” Barton said sardonically. “I shall finish
-_my_ dinner at the club.”
-
-The library was the coziest room in the house. Before Mr. Rowland
-called, Agnes had looked into it to see that the fire was bright and
-that Barton’s easy-chair, newspaper, and cigar-stand were in place.
-Upon the table was a bowl of _Bon Silène_ roses he had ordered on his
-way downtown that morning. She had poured out his coffee and lighted
-his cigar here for him last night. It all rushed over her with the pure
-deliciousness of the roses’ breath, as she returned to the deserted
-apartment after dinner. As she moved, the fragrance broke into waves
-that overwhelmed her with the sweet agony of associativeness.
-
-Sinking upon her knees before her husband’s chair, she laid her head
-within her enfolding arms and remained thus until the clock struck
-nine. Then she spoke aloud:
-
-“What has he given me in exchange for my beautiful ideal world and for
-my work? A drugged cup, with gall and wormwood in the bottom.”
-
-The slow, scornful syllables jarred the perfumed waves and echoed
-hollowly in the still corners.
-
-She arose, unlocked a secretary at the back of the room, and took out
-a worn portfolio—also locked. Selecting from the contents several large
-sheets of paper, she laid them in order upon the table, and drew from
-an inner pocket a gold pen in a shabby handle. With it she had written
-her first book. For six years she had used no other. Before dipping it
-into the ink, she kissed it.
-
-“I have come back to you!” she said.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER III.
-
-
-WITH the first heavy snows of December a little daughter was given to
-Agnes Ashe.
-
-On New Year’s Day her husband proposed to read aloud to her a book
-“some of the Club fellows were talking about last night.” The pale face
-flushed nervously when he undid the wrapping paper.
-
-It was one of the “happenings” we persist in classing among singular
-coincidences, although they are of daily occurrence, that he should
-have selected that particular novel for their entertainment on the
-holiday he proposed to devote entirely to his convalescent wife.
-
-“The Story of Walter King” had not been sent, as one might suppose
-would have been natural, to Mr. Rowland of Boston.
-
-“He would guess instantly how matters are,” Agnes reasoned. “I am still
-too proud to run that risk.”
-
-She took the MS. instead to a New York publisher in whose discretion
-she could trust, told him of her whim to establish a new reputation
-which should owe nothing to past gains, and left the story with
-him. In a week it was accepted and in the printer’s hands. When Baby
-Agnes—upon whom the mother bestowed the Scotch pet-name of “Nest”—was
-born, new editions were selling as fast as the press could turn them
-out.
-
-It was evident, said critics, that the fresh, nervous novel was
-from the hand of a young writer, skilled in the use of language but
-unhackneyed by the need of furnishing “pot-boilers.” It was as evident,
-said readers, that the unknown author had fed the pen directly from his
-heart, and that personal experience had had much to do with the make-up
-of the “live book.”
-
-Agnes had held no communication with the discreet publisher since the
-contract was signed. She had not corrected the proof-sheets, or had an
-advance copy of the work. There was, therefore, literal truth in her
-reply to Barton’s query—“Have you read it?”
-
-“I have not even seen the book that I recollect. Who is the author?”
-
-“John C. Hart”—turning to the title page. “What else has he done?”
-
-“The name sounds familiar. Or, perhaps it may be that I am thinking of
-Professor John S. Hart. You are very kind to think of getting a new
-book for me! trebly kind to offer to read it to me.”
-
-“It is little enough I can do for the best wife in Christendom!”
-stooping to kiss her and then Baby Nest asleep in her crib beside
-Agnes’ reclining chair.
-
-The languid mother, grateful for his society and loverly attentions,
-was more like his ideal wife than Agnes had been since the eve of her
-birthday, when he had almost forgotten (through her fault) that he was
-a gentleman. No explanations had followed the ugly scene. They had met
-at breakfast the next morning as if the fracas had not occurred, but
-then and thereafter he had missed something from his married life.
-Had he tried to analyze the vague, ever present discomfort, he would
-have said that his wife was always on guard. No surprise of abrupt or
-rough speech betrayed her into a show of temper or wounded feeling. No
-overflow of tenderness elicited a confession of answering devotion.
-When questioned, she was frank in declaring that she loved him, and
-sought to make him happy in his home and content with her. She was
-never sad in his sight. Domestic and society duties were cheerfully
-performed, she was always ready to go out with him when he desired it
-and gave him her company at home conscientiously. There was the sore
-spot! He could not prove that her love and duty were perfunctory, but
-he never got away from the irritating suspicion that they were. Had she
-been miserable, pettish, or fretfully exacting, it would have accorded
-better with his creed of the absolute dependence of a woman upon her
-lord. In plain English—which, however, he would have been ashamed to
-put into words in any language—it irked him that his mental and moral
-barometer could not set the weather for his household. There was a
-_something_ back of Agnes’ even temper and equable spirits he could
-not touch and that told him she was sufficient unto herself. Into this
-she seemed to retire as into the cleft of a rock when the matrimonial
-horizon threatened storm.
-
-There was no one to tell him of mornings spent in the library, or of
-the work done during the evenings he passed at the club. He ought
-to have been gratified at her smiling aquiescence in his apologetic
-representation of the business necessity laid upon a man to mingle
-socially with “the fellows.” Some women made it preciously disagreeable
-for husbands who acted upon this compulsion, but his wife was never
-lonely by day or night. If he came home at eleven o’clock, she was
-in the library, reading or knitting beside a glowing fire, ready to
-receive him and to listen with interest to club stories or incidents.
-If he stayed out after midnight, she went to bed like a sensible
-Christian and slept soundly.
-
-What could be more exemplary and satisfactory? He had a model wife.
-Would sulks, tears, and chidings have been more to his taste? This
-conclusion reached, he would berate himself for “an unreasonable
-dog”—and go on missing something he could not define.
-
-An odd conceit came to Agnes as the full, manly voice began “The
-Story of Walter King”—a fancy that won a smile from her at first, and
-terrified her when she could not shake it off. She was the unsuspected
-mother of a foundling. In secret and in fear, she had laid the new-born
-baby at a stranger’s door. He had cared for, fostered, and clothed it,
-and on this New Year’s Day, her husband had ignorantly adopted the waif
-and led it, a beautiful child, to her, bespeaking her admiration for it.
-
-For her own baby! the thing born of her soul, the express image of her
-thought, the bright, glorious darling in whom, and with whom, and by
-whom, she had lived all these weary, weary months! Her husband would
-introduce these two to one another! Was her left hand a stranger to her
-right? Was her heart alien to the blood leaping from it?
-
-She could have laughed and cried hysterically, could have snatched the
-book from the unconscious reader and covered it with tears and kisses.
-She must touch and hold it once, if but for a minute, or the strained
-heart-strings would part.
-
-“Can you see well?” she interrupted the reader to ask. The calm tone
-surprised herself and lent her courage to carry out her stratagem.
-“Does the light fall right for you? In her anxiety to exclude draughts
-and the snow glare, Mrs. Ames may have made it too dark for well
-people. Is the type pretty clear?”
-
-She put out her hand and drew the volume from his. The sight of
-familiar paragraphs and names was as if the child had laughed, in happy
-recognition, into her eyes. She passed her fingers lovingly over the
-page, stroked the binding, raised the open book to her lips, and gave
-it back reluctantly.
-
-“The smell of newly printed pages is delicious to me,” she said, trying
-to laugh. “Sweeter than new-mown hay.”
-
-“They have brought it out in good style,” observed Barton carelessly.
-“One gets no slipshod literature from that house. Their imprint is a
-title of intellectual nobility.”
-
-Agnes smiled brightly in assent, turned her cheek to the cushioned back
-of her chair, and closed her eyes to keep the happy tears from slipping
-beneath the lids. Was the time close at hand in which she could safely
-acknowledge her offspring? To screen the fact of her maternity from
-possible premature discovery she had refrained from so much as looking
-upon or speaking of the bantling for these long weeks. Providence had
-put this opportunity of honorable recognition before her. How should
-she seize it?
-
-A thought struck her like an icebolt. What would Barton say, even in
-this auspicious hour, to the systematic concealment practiced before
-and since the advent of the adopted child? Would he throw it from him
-as he would a snake? She pictured the possibility of virtuous horror
-in the regards turned upon her, the aversion a moral man feels for a
-lost woman. Deception—even untruth might be forgiven; the deliberate
-disregard of his expressed wish that his wife should never again
-put sentiment or feeling of hers into print would be construed into
-absolute crime. He held the desire for literary renown on the part of
-a woman to be a fault that unsexed her. In a young girl the ambition
-might spring from the unrest of an unfilled heart, mistaken, but
-pardonable as a blunder of ignorance. A wife’s heart, thoughts, and
-hands should be _full_ of home and home loves, or she did not deserve
-her high and blessed estate.
-
-She felt, now, that she could never make him understand how the side
-of her nature which he saw and knew was bettered and elevated by the
-healthful action of its twin, to which he was a stranger. She _had_
-“put herself into the book,” but not in the lower and vulgar sense in
-which the reviewers had used the phrase. The aspirations with which
-others could not intermeddle—least of all, the husband who so grossly
-misjudged her, the fancies that beguiled Time of heaviness and drew
-the soreness from her heart while she dallied with them—were there.
-Her ideals were her real companions; her dream children her only
-confidants.
-
-“_The things which are seen are temporal; the things which are not seen
-are eternal._”
-
-The author who is not made, but born; the idealist whose brain
-creations are to him almost visible and tangible, while he communes
-with them—can, of all men, enter most joyfully into the meaning of the
-sweet mysticism uttered by the Creator of things temporal and things
-eternal.
-
-It was a snowy day; transient glimmers of white light, shed from
-thinner clouds, were the precursors of thicker falls of soundless
-flakes. There was no wind, and as Agnes watched the storm between the
-slightly parted blinds, a curtain of purest lace seemed unfolding and
-wavering earthward. The hush of a great holiday enwrapped the city.
-Baby Nest slumbered peacefully amid billows of lawn and wool; the
-strong, mobile features of the husband she loved and feared more than
-any other living mortal darkened and lightened like the snow clouds,
-with the progress of the story. He read well, and threw unusual spirit
-into the present task.
-
-Agnes hearkened, with a growing sense of unreality. The disowned child
-pressed nearer and closer, gazed appealingly into her face, cooed love
-words in her ear, covered with kisses the hands with which the hapless
-mother was constrained to hold it aloof from the heart that yearned to
-take it in.
-
-Sometimes Barton’s voice sounded a great way off, and she confused
-his utterances with the winged ideas she had formulated into human
-language. Was she thinking it all out? or was _he_ enunciating what
-she _had_ thought through the languorous summer days and cool autumn
-evenings? She used to wonder, amusedly, what he supposed she did during
-the many hours she spent in solitude. He never asked, but if he had
-deemed the matter worthy of speculation, he might have reasoned that a
-woman who did not make her own clothes and had no taste for fancy work,
-whose house was well appointed and not large, and whose health was good
-must, with two servants to do housework and cooking, have much time
-upon her hands.
-
-“How do women occupy themselves who keep plenty of servants and do not
-write, paint, or study anything in particular?” asked the young son of
-a woman who kept house, wrote books, painted pictures, and studied with
-her children.
-
-“They make a profession of _horacide_!” answered the mother.
-
-Barton lowered the book so abruptly that his wife started and clasped
-her hands involuntarily. She was very weak.
-
-“I should like to know this man!”
-
-“What man?”
-
-“The fellow who wrote this book! He is a New York lawyer—that is plain.
-His insight of legal chicanery and his apt use of technical law terms
-show that, if his clever reasoning did not. A Columbia graduate, too!
-I’ll go bail for that. And a society man. By George! that narrows the
-case down pretty well. I don’t know a man at the city bar, though, who
-has sufficient literary skill to turn out such a piece of work as this.
-‘John C. Hart’ is a pseudonym, of course—but there may be a meaning in
-it.”
-
-He fell into a muse over the title page, knotting his brows and
-plucking at his lower lip while he scanned the name.
-
-Agnes’ breath came quick; her head swam as in seasickness. She shook
-herself mentally and tried to speak as usual:
-
-“It may be another case of George Eliot, _alias_ Mary Anne Evans; or
-Charles Egbert Craddock, _alias_ Miss Murfree.”
-
-“Preposterous! There isn’t a feminine touch in the book. And no woman
-of the education and refinement of this writer could know anything of
-the scenes and motives he describes. Men can paint women faithfully.
-Women who try to depict men show us up as hybrids, creatures of their
-own sex disguised in masculine habiliments. Ready-made clothes at that,
-baggy at the knees and short at the wrists. I should _not_ like,
-however, to know a woman who could write ‘The Story of Walter King.’”
-
-“It does not impress me as coarse!” Agnes was nerved by instinctive
-resentment to say.
-
-“Not a symptom of coarseness about it. But it _is_ virile—and that
-your woman author ought never to be! Any man might be proud of having
-written this novel. Any true, modest woman would blush to be accused of
-it. You see the difference?”
-
-“_I_ see the difference between the patient I left three hours ago, and
-the one I find here now!” interjected the nurse bluntly.
-
-She had come in while Barton was speaking, and had her hand on Mrs.
-Ashe’s pulse.
-
-“Tut! tut! tut!” she went on in grave vexation. “We shall have the
-doctor again if this sort of excitement goes on. Eyes glassy, pulse up,
-and, I venture to say, headache back of the eyes. Don’t deny it, Mrs.
-Ashe! I know the signs. Here’s your lunch—after which, we _must_ have
-the room darkened and try to compose your nerves. It won’t do to have a
-throw-back at this late day.”
-
-Barton carried off “The Story of Walter King” with him to the library,
-a little anxious, but more aggrieved. In common with the mighty
-majority of husbands, he resented Mrs. Gamp the more virulently because
-impotent against her tyranny.
-
-“Thank Heaven that her time, like her infernal master’s, is short!”
-growled he, dropping into his easy-chair and throwing his legs over
-the foot-rest in lordly disdain of appearances. “I suppose women enjoy
-being hectored, or the sex would rise _en masse_ against this order of
-haggish humbugs. Agnes didn’t dare peep a defense of herself, or of me.
-Great Scott! suppose I had been born a woman!”
-
-He lighted a cigar and reopened his book. A luxurious, if lonely,
-lunch was served at half-past one. Wine and walnuts went with him into
-the library after the meal was eaten. The air was blue with fragrant
-smoke for the rest of the day. He did not take the nap he had promised
-himself as the chief delight of a lazy afternoon, until the last page
-of “The Story of Walter King” was devoured. Even after he had stretched
-himself upon the lounge and drawn the silken and eiderdown slumber-robe
-over him, he lay looking at the purring fire of sea-coal and listening
-to the muffled tinkle of sleigh-bells along Fifth Avenue, which was but
-a block distant—and thinking of the book that had enchained him so many
-hours. It had taken a powerful grip of his imagination and titillated
-his intellectual palate smartly. There were passages in it that
-recalled pertinent and pregnant sayings of his own relative to certain
-topics discussed in the fascinating pages; theories he had advanced and
-maintained; his very turns of speech were here and there.
-
-Again he said, “I should like to know that man. He has a long head
-and sharp wits of his own. Immense knowledge of the world and human
-nature.” Without the least intention of being conceited he subjoined
-to the silent soliloquy: “If I had turned my attention to literature,
-I believe I could have written that book. But one man cannot be
-proficient in everything. The suggestion of feminine authorship is
-ridiculous. Poor Agnes is a sensible girl, but she is wide of the mark
-there.”
-
-Here his thoughts wandered into the poppied plains of sleep.
-
-Awaking from his siesta to find himself in the dark, he arose
-refreshed, and paid a dutiful call to his wife’s chamber before going
-out to dine at his club. The nurse met him upon the threshold and
-stepped out into the hall for a whispered colloquy. Both of her charges
-had been restless all the afternoon. The baby was colicky, Mrs. Ashe
-feverish and excited, although persisting that nothing ailed her.
-
-“She has an exquisitely susceptible nervous organization,” she
-continued in the parrotlike lingo of the trained nurse. “We must really
-guard her more carefully in future. She was talking about that novel
-in her sleep just now—begging you not to take it away from her and all
-that, in quite a wild way. There is evidently cerebral excitement.
-Perhaps, as you are going out, it might be prudent to telephone the
-doctor to drop in toward bedtime.”
-
-“Oh, a good sleep will set her up all right!” returned Barton
-slightingly. It did not suit his notions of marital rights to be
-interviewed and advised in a ghostly whisper without the precincts of
-his own room, by this pretentious hireling. “The book had nothing to
-do with her uncomfortable afternoon. It was probably the luncheon. I
-thought, when you brought it up, that it was more like a meal for a
-ditcher than for a delicate invalid.”
-
-Pleased at administering this Roland for accumulated Olivers, he ran
-downstairs without attending to her protest, and whistled softly while
-equipping himself for the walk through the snow. The night was sharply
-cold; the drifts were as dry as dust. He laughed like a boy in plowing
-through them. The return to bachelor freedom was not bad, for a change,
-and there were sure to be a lot of prime fellows at the club on a
-stormy holiday night.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER IV.
-
-
-AT eleven o’clock of that New Year’s night the snow still fell, but the
-wind had increased to a gale, and shook the eastward windows of Agnes
-Ashe’s bedchamber.
-
-Nurse and baby were sound asleep in the adjoining nursery. Even in the
-well-built house and curtained room, the night-light wavered in the
-unquiet air, sending fitful hosts of specter shadows scurrying over the
-ceiling and falling down the walls. Sometimes one dropped upon the bed
-and made mouths or crooked lean fingers at the convalescent. Now and
-then they whispered something in fleeing or skulking past. When this
-happened they spoke of her husband and how he had carried off both her
-babies downstairs. For Baby Nest’s crib was gone. She had been doubly
-robbed.
-
-The door of communication between the rooms was ajar. Mrs. Ashe had
-need to move cautiously in arising and wrapping herself in a dressing
-gown. She had been three weeks upstairs. Mrs. Ames had declared her too
-feeble to walk across the room unaided, but to-night she felt strong
-and restless. Her brain was teeming with fledged thoughts, crying and
-fluttering to escape. If she had pen and ink she could begin another
-book, now that the nurse was asleep and Barton out. But that was not
-her reason for getting up and slipping on the wrapper. Oh, no! She
-drew the door to behind her cautiously, listened with held breath for
-sounds from the inner room, and hearing nothing, smiled cunningly,
-crept to the stair-head and down the polished steps. Their chill struck
-through the slippers into which she had thrust her stockingless feet;
-she shivered in the wind that drove fine snow under the front door and
-whistled jeeringly at her as she went by.
-
-The library was void of human presence but warm and murky red with
-firelight. The vivid glow of the Argand burner, as she touched the
-regulator, shone upon glittering eyes, scarlet cheeks, and red lips
-that showed her teeth in the fixed smile of successful cunning. She
-found what she sought at once. Barton had left “The Story of Walter
-King” upon the table beside his reading chair. He would be out late.
-There was nothing to call him home and he was fond of his club. She was
-quite safe for an hour or two—secure from spy and intrusion—she and her
-brain-baby.
-
-Clasping it to her heart, she wept and smiled, rocked herself to and
-fro as she would cuddle Baby Nest, did the nurse allow it. There was
-nobody to meddle with her here. She settled herself in the easy-chair
-and, finding where Barton had left off, read on and on, until the type
-began to gyrate queerly in fantastic measure across the page. Her eyes
-were getting tired. The tyrant above-stairs had prohibited reading so
-long that the effort tried her strength.
-
-Still holding the book to her bosom, she looked around. The library
-was not so orderly as when she visited it tri-daily. There were no
-flowers on the table, yet she fancied that she smelled _Bon Silène_
-roses, as she had on that far-back March night when she unlocked the
-door leading into her beautiful, comforting Other World, where no
-rough blasts shook buds from blowing, no iron hand pressed down Fancy
-and held in Imagination with curb and bridle. The ash-cup of the
-bronze smoking table was filled with ashes, burnt stumps of cigars
-littered the hearth. Seeing them she bethought herself of the truncated
-brown canoe tossing in the foam-fringe of the tide on the Old Point
-beach. By shutting her eyes she could reproduce the scene with the
-minuteness of a photograph; could see the floating and swooping gulls,
-silver-breasted against the blue sky, and hear the swash of the waters
-between the rocks.
-
-She was dreaming! It would never do to fall asleep here and be
-discovered by Barton or Mrs. Ames! Rubbing her eyes, she forced herself
-to note that one slipper lay on the rug, the other under a chair, just
-as Barton had kicked it off.
-
-“Fie! fie! what would people say of a literary woman’s _menage_, were
-these things seen?”
-
-Presently, when her head stopped reeling, she would pick them up and
-straighten the slumber-robe, all crumpled together on the foot of the
-lounge, the pillow of which was indented by Barton’s head. Sitting bolt
-upright, she stared at robe and cushion, so eloquent of her husband’s
-recent presence. Her eyes were dry with misery, her features worked
-into sharpness. She looked, not six, but twenty years older than the
-hale man who had lain there, indolent and at ease, while she turned
-wretchedly upon her bed throughout the tedious afternoon.
-
-Oh, the dead Past! Oh, murdered Love!
-
-“He said that no pure woman would have written that book,” she
-murmured. “He must never know! Why, he would turn me into the street
-to-night, if he found it out.”
-
-She crossed the room, catching at the furniture as she staggered along
-to the secretary. The key hung upon a hidden hook under the drawers.
-She felt for it, opened the central compartment of the escritoire, and
-took out an old, roomy portfolio. There were papers in it that must be
-destroyed. She meant to do it before she was taken ill, but everything
-had been so sudden. It would never do to leave them for other eyes in
-case of her death. While she fumbled in the pockets and drew out the
-MSS. she checked herself in repeating irrelevant rhymes:
-
- “That husbands could be cruel,
- I have known for seasons three,
- But, oh! to ride Vindictive while a baby cries for me.”
-
-“If only my head would be steady and clear again for five minutes!”
-
-The portfolio was nearly emptied into her lap when an awful voice from
-the doorway said:
-
-“Mrs. Ashe! what am I to think of this extraordinary proceeding?”
-
-Mrs. Ames, portentous in flannel gown and curl-papers, confronted the
-affrighted culprit. Through the open door and down the stairway came
-the wail of the hungry baby.
-
-“I only came down for her brother,” tremblingly clutching her book, and
-letting the portfolio slide to the floor. “I felt so strong! so well!
-I will run up to the little sister now—at once. Poor little Nest! she
-wants me, I suppose?”
-
-Mrs. Gamp’s severe eyes softened into anxiety. She spoke soothingly, in
-passing her powerful arm around the shaking form.
-
-“Yes, dear. She wants mamma. Lean on me and don’t hurry too much. The
-stairs are a steep climb.”
-
-Upon the upper landing Agnes, stopping to breathe, smiled piteously
-into the compassionate face.
-
-“You see”—showing a corner of the volume hidden in the folds of her
-gown—“this is as much my baby as the other one, and I knew he was
-downstairs all alone. You will let me keep him—won’t you?”
-
-“Certainly, dear! We’ll put him to bed with you, right under your
-pillow.”
-
-“And not a word to Barton?” Putting her lips close to the other’s ear,
-she whispered fearfully—“You know he would turn us both out into the
-street if he knew.”
-
-“He shan’t hear a lisp from me!” asseverated the nurse stoutly. “We’ll
-have the two of you sound asleep before he comes in.”
-
-She always humored delirious patients. In such cases veracity
-courtesied to expediency.
-
-The prime fellows made up a theater party after the club dinner and
-ended a jolly day with a jollier supper. The silvery tongue of the
-French timepiece upon the library mantel said it was one o’clock as
-Barton, entering, was amazed to see that he must have left the Argand
-reading burner up at full height. A second step showed traces of other
-occupation than his and of later date. His wife’s secretary was open, a
-portfolio lay wide upon the floor, and the rug was strewed with papers.
-Before the suspicion of burglary could cross his mind, he trod upon
-something hard. It was a heavy gold hair pin of a peculiar pattern,
-which Agnes wore constantly. He had noticed it in her hair at noon
-to-day, as her head lay back against the cushions, weighed down, it
-would seem, by the heavy coils.
-
-Had that hypocritical hag of a nurse allowed such outrageous imprudence
-in his absence? He examined the lock of the secretary. The key which
-he believed was kept upstairs by Agnes was in it; a survey of the
-apartment revealed no other signs of unwonted disorder.
-
-“Oh, these women!” his face, florid with champagne, hock, and righteous
-choler, crimsoned apoplectically when he stooped for the portfolio. A
-sheet of paper, covered with his wife’s neat, compact chirography, fell
-out.
-
-It was in verse, and bore no caption.
-
-“So-ho! poetry!”
-
-As in a dream, he seemed to hear Agnes’ voice:
-
-“I am not a bard at all. When I am in the dark, or at best in a
-half-light—sorry or weary, or lonely of heart—my thoughts take rhythmic
-shape.”
-
-At the bottom of the third page of the rhymes was a date.
-
-“_October 5, 188—._”
-
-He recollected the day. He had gone off to join some friends for a
-week’s hunting, leaving her in a quiet mountain inn.
-
-“And she was lonely of heart—poor little wifie!”
-
-He sat down to read:
-
- “He turned him at the maple tree,
- To wave a fond farewell to me.
- The burning branches touched his head,
- Tawny and ash, and dappled red.
- Behind him, in still fold on fold—
- As painters lay with leaves of gold
- The ground on which they mean to trace
- Some favorite saint of special grace—
- The chestnuts floored and roofed and hung
- Niche for my hero saint. Down-flung
- From cedar tops, the wild woodbine
- Lent pennons brave to deck the shrine;
- Barbaric sumachs straight upbore
- Their crimson lamps, and, light and hoar,—
- Like votive lace bestowed by dame,
- Repentant of her splendid shame,—
- O’er withered shrub and brier and stone,
- The seeded clematis was thrown.
-
- I thought my heart broke in the rush
- Of tears that blotted out the flush
- Of draping vine and burning bough.
- ‘Oh, love of mine!’—thus ran my vow—
- ‘Let Heaven but stoop to hear my prayer,
- But lift the cross I cannot bear,
- This lonely, living death of pain,
- And give my darling back again
- To longing heart and straining eyes—
- To grief and loss in other guise,
- Silent I’ll bow, and, smiling, see
- Sweet dawn in gloom that’s shared with thee!’”
-
-The champagne had been heady, and there was a good deal of hock. Tears
-of maudlin sentimentality suffused the reader’s eyes at the metrical
-tribute to himself as his wife’s “hero-saint.” So long as she published
-nothing of the sort, it was pleasant to find, accidentally, that
-she wrote love verses in his absence, dedicated to him. He had not
-suspected how much she felt their parting—she had borne herself so
-heroically. Brushing away the soft moisture, he read on:
-
- “To-day, I stood and saw him stay
- His horse upon the woodland way,
- And toss to me a gay farewell.
- The chestnut leaves about him fell;
- The royal maples burned and shone,
- Veiling misshapen branch and stone,
- The misty clematis lay white;
- The woodbine from the cedar’s height,
- The sumach’s crimson cones, the breath
- That amber hickories yield in death—
- All were the same. October rare
- Held sway divine o’er earth and air.
- The horseman’s port was kingly—yet
- My lips unwrung, my eyes unwet,
- My heart recoils in cold despair
- At memory of that granted prayer.
-
- * * * * *
-
- My beautiful dead dream! The Spring
- Beyond Life’s winter, which will bring
- Earth’s buried ones to love’s embrace,
- Will hold for me no quickening grace.
- Summers may go, Octobers come;—
- Deep out of sight, and pale and dumb,
- Lies the hope that never was to be.
- My saint who lived not—save to me!”
-
-He went over the second section of the poem twice before the
-wine-warmed brain accepted the significance of the lines.
-
-Then, he swore a little. He would be no-matter-what-ed if he could
-make out women’s fantasies. He supposed this was a fancy sketch, an
-impersonal rigmarole, altogether, but it was no-matter-what-ed (again)
-disagreeable stuff for a fellow to read who recollected that he had
-ridden away last October from a dry-eyed wife into the burning heart of
-such a wood as was here described. He did not remember turning under
-the maple tree, it was true—if indeed there were a maple tree at the
-top of the hill. There might be some mistake in the whole thing, but it
-went against a fellow’s grain to admit the possibility that his wife
-had another man even in the eye of her imagination.
-
-He renewed the business of collecting the scattered papers. He would
-read no more poetry to-night, but an unsealed law envelope, without
-address, lay under the armchair. It was white and fresh, and the folds
-of the instrument inclosed were crisp with newness. He pulled it out:
-
- “MEMORANDUM OF AGREEMENT made this 6th Day of August,
- 188—, between AGNES WELLES ASHE of New York City, and
- RHINE, RHONE & CO., Publishers of New York City.
-
- “Said AGNES WELLES ASHE being the author and
- proprietor of a work entitled, ‘THE STORY OF WALTER
- KING, BY JOHN C. HART,’ in consideration of the
- covenants and stipulation, etc., etc., etc.”
-
-The shock cleared the lawyer’s head on the instant. He perused the
-document to signatures, seals, and witnesses, refolded and restored
-it to the envelope, put it back into the portfolio, and the portfolio
-into the escritoire, turned the key in the lock and took his stand upon
-the rug, his hands behind his back, his back to the fire. His face was
-purple, his eyes glared.
-
-“So much for marrying a literary woman! They are a _bad_ lot!”
-
-He spat it out viciously and a bitter, sounding oath after it.
-
-The door-bell rang loudly, attended by the sound of stamping feet upon
-the mat outside. The master of the house answered the summons. The
-family physician crowded in past him, pulling off his overcoat as he
-came.
-
-“How is she?” he demanded, without preamble.
-
-“She! Who?”
-
-“Mrs. Ashe! One of your maids telephoned for me at half-past twelve,
-from the nearest station—‘Come at once! Mrs. Ashe is dangerously ill.’
-Can there be some mistake?”
-
-Mrs. Ames called him from the top of the stairs: “Come up quick,
-please, doctor. It takes two of us to hold her in bed.”
-
-The doctor rushed upstairs. Barton walked leisurely back into the
-library and shut the door. A woman who had sat here reading old MSS.
-and new contracts until she heard her husband’s latchkey in the outer
-door, then rushed off up a long flight of stairs to avoid him, in such
-frantic haste that she fell into a fit at the top, might come out of it
-without his help. He would never be fooled by her again, so help him
-God!
-
-Half an hour went by and he had not moved, although the stealthy rush
-of feet overhead bespoke excitement and yet caution on the part of the
-attendants, and twice a faint scream penetrated the ceiling. At last he
-reached out his hand for pen and paper and began a letter.
-
- “MY DEAR UNCLE:
-
- “I said to you, jestingly, thirteen months ago, that I
- would employ you to draw up articles of separation in
- the event of my needing——”
-
-The pen stopped. He could have sworn that someone passed him, so close
-that he felt the wind from floating garments, and that there was the
-odor of _Bon Silène_ roses in the air. It was strangely still overhead.
-Cold sweat broke out all over him; when he strove to resume his
-writing, his fingers were nerveless. Slow, heavy feet came down the
-stairs and to the library door. It was opened without the ceremony of
-knocking, and the physician appeared.
-
-A withering glance took in the details of the quiet figure at the
-table, the paper, and the pen arrested in the hand. He went through no
-form of merciful preparation.
-
-“Mr. Ashe! your wife is dead! A severe shock of some kind—the nurse
-thinks you can explain it—brought on convulsions and suffusion of the
-brain.”
-
- * * * * *
-
-Baby Nest survived her mother but a week. Her father married again,
-eighteen months afterward, a beautiful society girl with a tolerable
-fortune.
-
-She said a good thing in my hearing the other night, which I offer here
-in the place of the conventional moral, my story having none.
-
-“What have you been doing with yourself all the winter?” she asked of a
-fine-featured, dainty little old lady, whose blue blood adds nameless
-finish to the fair product of brains and breeding. “I have not seen you
-for an age.”
-
-“I have gone out to few large assemblies this season,” said Queen Mab.
-“But I have greatly enjoyed certain conclaves of choice spirits, to
-which I have been admitted. Evenings with the Laurence Huttons, the
-Edmund Clarence Stedmans, the Brander Matthewses, and Mr. and Mrs.
-William Dean Howells are something to be remembered forever with pride
-and delight.”
-
-“Ye-es?” the priceless lace on bust and sleeves swaying in the languid
-breeze of her fan. “I have heard others say that _some of these
-Bohemians_ are really very, very nice—don’t you know?”[B]
-
-
- THE END.
-
- * * * * *
-
-FOOTNOTES:
-
-[A] Literal report.
-
-[B] A verbatim report.
-
- * * * * *
-
-Transcriber’s Notes:
-
-Obvious punctution errors repaired.
-
-Page 6, “knickerbcokers” changed to “knickerbockers” (jackets and
-knickerbockers)
-
-Page 9, “seeming” changed to “seaming” (out the seaming gallantly)
-
-Page 15, “nectkies” changed to “neckties” (white neckties upon weekdays)
-
-Page 49, “croning” changed to “crooning” (hear Tony crooning)
-
-Page 62, “prceious” changed to “precious” (My precious one!)
-
-Page 74, “to-morow” changed to “to-morrow” (minds that to-morrow we)
-
-Page 109, “atmosphrere” changed to “atmosphere” (long in the atmosphere)
-
-Page 129, “presumptous” changed to “presumptuous” (star-gazing and
-presumptuous)
-
-Page 133, “Adironacks” changed to “Adirondacks” (week for the
-Adirondacks)
-
-Page 170, “theatened” changed to “threatened” (laughter threatened
-dissolution)
-
-Page 185, “Christain” changed to “Christian” (a thing as Christian)
-
-Page 245, “apeing” changed to “aping” (her aping is more)
-
-Page 245, “entreé” changed to “entrée” (_entrée_ of uppertendom)
-
-
-
-
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-<h1 class="faux">MR. WAYT’S WIFE’S SISTER</h1>
-<div class="figcenter" style="width: 534px;">
-<img src="images/cover.jpg" width="534" height="800" alt="Cover" />
-</div>
-
-<hr class="chap" />
-<div class="chapter"></div>
-
-
-
-<div class="maintitle">MR. WAYT’S WIFE’S SISTER</div>
-
-<hr class="chap" />
-<div class="chapter"></div>
-
-
-<div class="maintitle">MR. WAYT’S<br />
-WIFE’S SISTER</div>
-
-<div class="center">
-BY<br />
-<span class="author">MARION HARLAND</span><br />
-(<i>Mary Virginia Terhune</i>)<br />
-<span class="authorof">AUTHOR OF “JUDITH,” “WITH THE BEST INTENTIONS,” “HANDICAPPED,”<br />
-“LOITERINGS IN PLEASANT PATHS,” “COMMON SENSE IN<br />
-THE HOUSEHOLD,” ETC., ETC.</span><br />
-<br />
-<br />
-<br />
-<br />
-<small>NEW YORK</small><br />
-THE CASSELL PUBLISHING CO.<br />
-<small><span class="smcap">31 East 17th St.</span> (<span class="smcap">Union Square</span>)</small><br />
-</div>
-
-<hr class="chap" />
-<div class="chapter"></div>
-
-<div class="copyright">
-<span class="smcap">Copyright, 1894, by</span><br />
-THE CASSELL PUBLISHING CO.<br />
-<br />
-<i>All rights reserved.</i><br />
-<br />
-THE MERSHON COMPANY PRESS,<br />
-RAHWAY, N. J.<br />
-</div>
-
-
-<hr class="chap" />
-<div class="chapter"></div>
-<h2>CONTENTS</h2>
-
-
-
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-
-<div class="center">
-<table border="0" cellpadding="1" cellspacing="0" summary="contents">
-<tr>
-<td align="left">&nbsp;</td><td align="right"><small>PAGE</small></td>
-</tr>
-<tr>
-<td align="left"><span class="smcap">Mr. Wayt’s Wife’s Sister</span>,&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;</td>
-<td align="right"><a href="#Page_1">1</a></td>
-</tr>
-<tr>
-<td align="left"><span class="smcap">A Social Success</span>,</td>
-<td align="right"><a href="#Page_203">203</a></td>
-</tr>
-<tr>
-<td align="left"><span class="smcap">The Articles of Separation</span>,&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;</td>
-<td align="right"><a href="#Page_251">251</a></td>
-</tr>
-</table></div>
-
-<hr class="chap" />
-<div class="chapter"></div>
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_1" id="Page_1">[1]</a></span></p>
-
-
-
-
-<h2>MR. WAYT’S WIFE’S SISTER.</h2>
-
-
-
-
-<h2>CHAPTER I.</h2>
-
-
-<p><span class="smcap">One</span> breezy May day, such a little while ago
-that it is hardly safe to name the year, a New
-Jersey ferry “car-boat” was so far behind her time
-that the 12.30 train for Fairhill left without waiting
-for her.</p>
-
-<p>Ignorant, or incredulous of the untoward happening,
-the passengers rushed for and through
-the station to find egress discouraged by the impassive
-official whose stentorian tones were roaring
-through the building the name and stopping
-places of the next train. Among the foremost in
-the pell-mell run was a hazel-eyed young man
-with a gripsack in his hand, and the olive bronze
-of a sea voyage upon a very good-looking face.
-He was always persuaded that he could have
-eluded the great-voiced doorkeeper and boarded
-the last platform of the moving cars, had he not
-run afoul of a wheeled chair midway between the
-seats and inconveniently set radiators in the waiting
-room, and narrowly escaped a “header.” He<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_2" id="Page_2">[2]</a></span>
-did not actually fall; neither did he overset the
-vehicle. Avoiding both calamities by vaulting
-the dashboard and front wheels, he yet dropped
-his hat and valise in different directions, and
-brought up at an obtuse angle by catching at
-one of the marble-topped radiators. The first use
-he made of his hat, which was picked up by a
-smiling bystander, was to lift it to a woman who
-was propelling what he had mistaken for a baby’s
-perambulator.</p>
-
-<p>“I beg your pardon, I am sure!” he said, in
-manly fashion. “I hope the”—he was about to
-say “baby,” but changed the phraseology just in
-time—“that nobody was hurt!”</p>
-
-<p>A glimpse of the occupant of the chair had
-showed him a wan face too old for a child’s, too
-small for that of a grown person. Before the
-woman addressed could reply, elfish accents,
-husky and precise, said, “Not at all—thank
-you!” and there was a cackle of shrill, feeble
-laughter.</p>
-
-<p>The young fellow had lost the train that should
-have returned him in forty minutes to the family
-he had not seen in six months; he was just off
-shipboard, and felt the need of a bath and toilet
-upon steady ground, with plenty of elbow room.
-He had come near having a bad fall, and had not
-missed making a ludicrous spectacle of himself
-for the entertainment of a gaping crowd. But he
-laughed in a jolly, gentlemanly way, and again<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_3" id="Page_3">[3]</a></span>
-raising his hat passed on without a second glance
-at the mute personage who had pushed the
-wagon directly across his track.</p>
-
-<p>Like the rest of the disappointed wayfarers he
-walked quite up to the outlet of the station, and
-peered anxiously through at the empty rails, still
-vibrating from the wheels of the vanishing train,
-yet he neither frowned nor swore. He did not
-even ask: “When does the next train go to Fairhill?”
-The time-table in his pocket and that
-upon the wall, set at “2 <small>P. M.</small>,” told him all and
-more than he wanted to know. The excitement
-and suspense over, his inner man became importunate.
-He had had an early breakfast on the
-<i>City of Rome</i>, and was far hungrier now than
-then. Doubling upon his tracks, he repaired to
-the restaurant in the same building with the
-vast waiting room and offices. The place was
-clean, and full of odors that, for a wonder, were
-fresh and savory, instead of hanging on the air
-and clinging to the walls like a viewless “In
-Memoriam” of an innumerable caravan of dead-and-gone
-feasts. The <i>menu</i> was promising to an
-unsated appetite, and having given his order to
-a waiter the even-tempered customer sat back in
-his chair and surveyed the scene with the air of
-one whose mind was, as the hymnist aptly puts
-it, “at leisure from itself.”</p>
-
-<p>This lack of self-consciousness underlay much
-that made March Gilchrist popular in his set.<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_4" id="Page_4">[4]</a></span>
-He was a clever artist, and wrought hard and
-well at his profession, although he had a rich
-father. His position in society was assured, his
-physique fine, and education excellent—advantages
-fully appreciated by most of the men, and
-all the women he knew. If he recognized their
-value he was an adroit dissembler. Simple and
-frank in manner, he met his world with outstretched
-hand. When the hand was not taken
-he laughed in good-humored astonishment, went
-about his business, and forgot the churl. His
-schoolmates used to say that it did not pay to
-quarrel with him; his parents, that he and his
-sister May should exchange names. That his
-amiability was not the result of a phlegmatic
-temperament was apparent in the quick brightness
-of the eyes that roved about the dining
-room, leaving out nothing—from the lunch
-counter in the adjoining room, set with long
-ranks of salvers with globular glass covers that
-gave the array the expression of a chemist’s
-laboratory, to the whirligig fans that revolved
-just below the ceiling with the dual mission of
-cooling the atmosphere and chasing away flies.
-Our returned traveler seemed to find these
-harbingers of summer weather and summer pests
-amusing. He was watching them when a voice
-behind him accosted a hurrying waiter.</p>
-
-<p>“There is a young girl over there who cannot
-walk. Will you lift her out of her chair and<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_5" id="Page_5">[5]</a></span>
-bring her in? It is just at the door, and she is
-very light.”</p>
-
-<p>“Busy now, miss! Better ask somebody
-else!” pushing past.</p>
-
-<p>The baffled applicant stood in the middle of
-the floor, irresolute, seeming the more solitary
-and helpless because young and a woman. Thus
-much, and not that she was comely and a lady,
-March saw before he sprang to his feet and faced
-her respectfully.</p>
-
-<p>“I beg pardon! but can I be of use? It will
-give me pleasure if you will allow me.” Catching
-sight in the doorway of the one in whose behalf
-she had spoken, an arch smile—respectful still—lighted
-up his honest countenance. “If you will
-let me make amends for my awkwardness of a
-while ago!”</p>
-
-<p>He was a society man, and might have been
-aware how unconventional was the offer. He
-palliated the solecism, in describing the incident at
-home, by saying that he saw in every elderly
-woman his mother, in a young one, his only
-sister.</p>
-
-<p>“Thank you! if you will be so kind”—accepting
-the proposal as simply as it had been made. “I
-could bring her in myself, but she does not like
-to have me do it here.”</p>
-
-<p>“I should think not, indeed! One of the best
-uses to which a man’s muscles can be put is to
-help the weak,” rejoined March heartily.<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_6" id="Page_6">[6]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>A gleam crossed the unchildish visage of the
-cripple when he stooped to lift her. She recognized
-him, but offered no verbal remark then, or
-when he deposited the light burden in the chair
-set for her by a waiter more humane, or less
-driven than his testy comrade.</p>
-
-<p>“You are very good, and we are much obliged
-to you,” the guardian said, with a little bow of
-acknowledgment which he took as dismissal also,
-withdrawing to his own place.</p>
-
-<p>“Set the table for seven, please,” he heard her
-continue to the waiter, businesslike and quiet,
-“and reserve another seat at that table”—designating
-one remote from the larger—“for a gentleman
-who will come in by and by. There is a
-man, too, for whom I wish to order luncheon at
-the counter in that room. He can get a good
-meal and be comfortable there, I suppose?”</p>
-
-<p>“A traveling party of nine!” thought March,
-apparently intent upon the depths of his soup
-tureen. “With this girl as courier. Yet she
-mentioned two men!”</p>
-
-<p>The family filed in while he speculated. Twin
-boys of twelve or thirteen, dressed exactly alike
-in gray jackets and knickerbockers, except that
-the red-haired one wore a blue necktie and the
-brown-haired a scarlet; a pretty, blue-eyed girl of
-eight, and a toddler of two, led by a sweet-faced
-mother, with fair hair and faintly tinted complexion,
-of the china shepherdess school. The<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_7" id="Page_7">[7]</a></span>
-“courier,” assisted by the waiter, seated them all
-without bustle, before addressing an individual
-who had followed at a respectful distance and
-now hung aloof, chewing the brim of a brand-new
-straw hat.</p>
-
-<p>“Homer!” said the young lady gently and distinctly,
-as she might direct a child, “you will get
-your dinner in the next room. Come!”</p>
-
-<p>By shifting his position slightly, March could
-see her point the man to a stool and give orders
-for his refreshment. He was undersized, lean,
-and sandy haired, small of feature and loutish in
-carriage. His eyes had red rims, and blinked
-incessantly, as if excessively weak or purblind.
-When he began operations upon coffee and sandwiches,
-he gobbled voraciously, gnawing off
-mouthfuls like a greedy dog. His clothes were so
-distressingly ready-made, and accentuated his uncouthness
-so unmercifully, as to leave no doubt
-that the wearing of coat and vest was a novelty
-and an equivocal boon.</p>
-
-<p>“An odd fish!” commented March mentally.
-“Why should a civilized family haul him after
-them like a badly made kite tail? And they are
-not vulgarians, either!”</p>
-
-<p>His eyes strayed discreetly back to the table
-set for seven. The mistress of ceremonies sat at
-the head, and was studying the printed <i>menu</i>. It
-lay flat on the cloth that the crippled girl at her
-right might read it with her. Their heads were<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_8" id="Page_8">[8]</a></span>
-close together, and the gravity upon the countenance
-of the elder was reflected by the shrewd
-elfin face. Presently they began to whisper, the
-bare, thin finger of the younger of the two tracing
-the lines to the extreme right of the <i>carte</i>.
-It was plainly a question of comparative expense,
-March perceived with a pang of his kind heart.
-For he had been a boy himself, and the children
-were hungry.</p>
-
-<p>“Hurry up—won’t you, Hetty,” called the redheaded
-twin impatiently. “Give us the first
-thing you come to so long as it isn’t corned beef,
-pork and beans, or rice pudding. I’m <i>starved!</i>”</p>
-
-<p>“Me, too!” echoed his fellow.</p>
-
-<p>“You needn’t make mincemeat of your English
-on that account!” piped the crippled sister tartly.
-“It is no little matter to order just the right
-things for such a host. Mamma, you must have
-a cup of tea, I suppose?”</p>
-
-<p>The young lady interposed, writing while she
-talked:</p>
-
-<p>“Of course! And all of us will be the better
-for some good, hot soup. This is luncheon, not
-dinner, recollect. We only need something to
-stay our appetites until six o’clock,” she added,
-putting the paper in the waiter’s hand.</p>
-
-<p>She did not look like one who did things for
-effect, yet there was meaning in her manner of
-saying it. If she was obliged to cut her coat
-according to her cloth, she would just now make<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_9" id="Page_9">[9]</a></span>
-the scantiness of the pattern seem a matter of
-choice and carry out the seaming gallantly.</p>
-
-<p>“How much further have we to go?” queried
-eight-year-old, somewhat ruefully.</p>
-
-<p>Six o’clock was to her apprehension a long time
-ahead.</p>
-
-<p>“We are within half an hour of home. We
-might have been there by now, but we thought it
-better to wait over a train to rest and get rid of
-the dust we brought off the cars.”</p>
-
-<p>“And to let <i>him</i> get shaved and barbered and
-prinked up generally!” shrilled the cripple malevolently.</p>
-
-<p>“Hester!” The mother’s voice was heard for
-the first time.</p>
-
-<p>“Well, mamma?”</p>
-
-<p>“That is not respectful, my love. You are
-tired, I am afraid.”</p>
-
-<p>The shrewd face jerked fretfully, and the lips
-were opened for a retort, checked by a gloved
-hand laid upon the forward child’s. There was
-only a murmur, accompanied by a pettish shrug.</p>
-
-<p>March was ashamed of the impulse that made
-him steal a look at the tray bearing the result of
-the whispered consultation. Three tureens, each
-containing two generous portions of excellent
-English gravy soup with barley in it, a pot of
-tea, bread and milk for the baby and plenty of
-bread and butter were duly deposited upon the
-board.<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_10" id="Page_10">[10]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>“I’ll take the rest of your order now,” said the
-waiter, civilly suggestive.</p>
-
-<p>“This is all. Thank you!” in a matter-of-course
-tone that was not resentfully positive.</p>
-
-<p>The “courier” understood herself, and having
-taken ground, how to hold it. This was luncheon.
-March caught himself speculating as to the
-dinner bill of fare.</p>
-
-<p>The spokeswoman may have been two-and-twenty.
-She was slightly above the middle
-height of healthy womanhood, had gray, serious
-eyes, with brown shadows in them when the lids
-drooped; well-formed lips that curled roguishly
-at the corners in smiling; a straight nose with
-mobile nostrils, and a firm chin. There was character
-in plenty in the face. Such free air and
-sunshine as falls into most girls’ lives might have
-made it beautiful. The pose of her head, the
-habitual gravity of eyes and mouth, the very carriage
-of the shoulders and her gait testified to the
-untimely sense of responsibility borne by this
-one. She was slight and straight; her gown of
-fawn-colored cloth fitted well, and a toque of the
-same material with no trimming, except a knot of
-velvet ribbon, was becoming; yet March, who designed
-his sister’s costumes, was quite certain that
-gown and hat were homemade and the product of
-the wearer’s skill. Both women were unmistakably
-gentle in breeding, and the children’s chatter, although
-sometimes pert, was not rude or boisterous.<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_11" id="Page_11">[11]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>A man entered by the side door while the chatter
-was stilling under the supreme attraction of
-the savory luncheon, and, after a word to a waiter,
-took the chair which had been tilted, face downward,
-against the far table at the “courier’s”
-order. He was tall, and had an aquiline, intellectual
-cast of countenance. His hands—the
-artist had an appreciative eye for hands and fingers—were
-a student’s; his linen was irreproachable;
-his chin and cheeks were blue-shaven, and
-his black hair was cut straight across at the back,
-just clearing the collar of his coat, instead of
-being shingled.</p>
-
-<p>“A clergyman!” deduced Gilchrist, from the
-latter peculiarity. “That—not the white choker—is
-the trade-mark of the profession. Did barber
-or preacher establish the fashion?”</p>
-
-<p>After inspection of the <i>menu</i>, the newcomer
-ordered a repast which was sumptuous when compared
-with the frugal one course of the seven
-seated at the table in the middle of the room.
-He took no notice of them nor they of him. His
-mien was studiously abstracted. While waiting
-for his food he drew a small blotting pad from his
-pocket and wrote upon it with a stylographic pen,
-his profile keener as his work went on. In pausing
-to collect thoughts or choose words the inclination
-of his eyes was upward. After his entrance
-profound silence settled upon the central table.
-Not even the baby prattled. This singular taciturnity<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_12" id="Page_12">[12]</a></span>
-took on significance to the alert wits of
-the unsuspected observer when he saw a swift
-interchange of looks between the cripple and her
-left-hand neighbor, attended by a grimace of such
-bitter disdain directed by the junior of the pair
-at the student as fairly startled the artist.</p>
-
-<p>The unconscious object of the shaft put up
-paper and pen, and addressed himself with deliberate
-dignity, upon the arrival of his raw oysters, to
-the lower task of filling the material part of him.
-He was discussing a juicy square of porterhouse
-steak, as March bowed respectfully on his way
-out to the girl at the head of the board, a smile
-in his pleasant eyes being especially intended for
-the dwarfed cripple beside her.</p>
-
-<p>Homer had bolted the last fragment of a huge
-segment of custard pie, washed down the crust
-with a second jorum of coffee, and sat, satiate
-and sheepish, upon the tall stool, awaiting orders.</p>
-
-<p>“The most extraordinary combinery, taken in
-all its parts, it was ever my luck to behold,” declared
-March Gilchrist at his father’s dinner table
-that evening. “Intensely American throughout,
-though. I wish I knew whether or not the man
-who appropriated the reserved seat was a usurper.
-If he were, that spirited little economist of a
-courier was quite capable of dispossessing him, or,
-at least, of calling the waiter to account for neglect
-of duty. And what relation did blind Homer
-bear to the party?”<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_13" id="Page_13">[13]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>“Dear old March!” said his sister affectionately.
-“Story weaving in the old fashion! How
-natural it sounds! What jolly times you and I
-have had over our amateur romances and make
-believes! Which reminds me of a remarkable
-sermon preached Sunday before last by our new
-pastor. (I told you we had one, didn’t I?) The
-text was: ‘Six waterpots of stone, containing two
-or three firkins apiece!’”</p>
-
-<p>“Absurd!”</p>
-
-<p>“True; but listen! The text was only a hook
-from which he hung an eloquent discourse upon
-the power of faith to make wine—‘old and mellow
-and flavorous,’ <i>he</i> called it—out of what to
-grosser souls seems insipid water. It was a plea
-for the pleasures of imagination—<i>alias</i> faith—and
-elevated our favorite amusement into a fine art,
-and the fine art into religion. I came home feeling
-like a spiritual chameleon, fully convinced that
-rarefied air is the rightful sustenance of an immortal
-being. According to our Mr. Wayt, what you
-haven’t got is the only thing you ought to be sure
-of. Life is a sort of ‘Now you see it and now
-you don’t see it’ business throughout. Only,
-when you don’t see it you are richer and happier
-than when you do. Did you ever think to hear
-me babble metaphysics? Now, where are those
-portfolios?”</p>
-
-<p>“Make believe that you have overhauled them,
-and be blest,” retorted her brother. “There’s a<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_14" id="Page_14">[14]</a></span>
-chance to practice your metaphysical cant—with
-a new, deep meaning in it, too, which you will
-detect when you inspect my daubs. I did some
-fairish things in Norway, however, which may
-prove that your rule has an exception.”</p>
-
-<p>The Gilchrists freely acknowledged themselves
-to be what the son and daughter styled “a mutual
-admiration square.” March’s portfolios were not
-the only engrossing subject that drew them together
-in the library, where coffee and cigars were
-served.</p>
-
-<p>May and her father turned over sketches and
-examined finished pictures at the table, passing
-them afterward to the mother, who was a fixture
-in her easy-chair by reason of a head, covered
-with crisp chestnut curls, lying upon her lap.
-May was her companion and co-laborer, dutiful
-and beloved, despite the impetuosity of mood
-and temper which seemed inharmonious with the
-calmer nature of the matron. The mother’s idol
-was the long-limbed fellow who, stretched upon
-the tiger-skin rug, one arm cast about her waist,
-submitted to her mute fondling with grace as
-cheerful as that with which she endured the scent
-of the cigar she would not let him resign when he
-threw himself into his accustomed place. She
-was a good wife, but she never pretended to like
-the odor of the judge’s best weed. March’s
-cigars, she confessed, were “really delightful.”
-Perhaps she recognized in his affluent, joyous<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_15" id="Page_15">[15]</a></span>
-nature something hers lacked and had craved
-all her life; the golden side of the iron shield.
-Assuredly, her children drew the ideality in which
-they reveled from the father.</p>
-
-<p>The tall, dignified woman who queened it in
-the best circles of Fairhill society, and was the
-chiefest pillar in the parish which had just called
-Mr. Wayt to become its spiritual head, was the
-embodiment of what is known as hard sense.
-Mind and character were laid out and down in
-straight lines. Right was right; duty was duty,
-and not to be shirked. Wrong was wrong, and
-the shading off of sin into foible was of the devil.
-She believed in a personal devil, comprehended
-the doctrines of the Trinity, of election and reprobation,
-and the resurrection of the physical body.
-Twice each Sabbath, once during the week, she
-repaired to the courts of the Lord with joys unknown
-to worldly souls. The ministry she held
-in the old-fashioned veneration we have cast behind
-us with many worse and a few better things.
-Others might and did criticise the men who wore
-white neckties upon weekdays and had their hair
-cut straight behind. The hands of the presbytery
-had been laid in ordination upon them. That
-was a sacred shield to her. In spirit she approached
-the awful circle of the church with
-bared feet and bent brow. Within it was her
-home. To her church her toils were literally
-given. For it her prayers continually ascended.<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_16" id="Page_16">[16]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>She had looked grave during May’s flippant
-abstract of the new preacher’s discourse anent the
-six stone waterpots. Her family might suspect
-that she could not easily assimilate spiritual bread
-so unlike that broken to his flock by a good man
-who had been gathered to his fathers six months
-before, after a pastorate of thirty years in Fairhill.
-Nobody could elicit a hint to this effect
-from her lips. Mr. Wayt was the choice of a
-respectable majority of church and parish. The
-presbytery had accepted his credentials and solemnly
-installed him in his new place. Henceforward
-he was her pastor, and as such above
-the touch of censure. He had been the guest of
-the Gilchrists for a week prior to the removal of
-his family to the flourishing suburban town, and
-received such entertainment for body and spirit
-as strengthened his belief in the Divine authority
-of the call he had answered.</p>
-
-<p>He left Fairhill four days before March landed
-in New York, to meet his wife and children in
-Syracuse and escort them to their new abiding
-place. During these days the mothers and daughters
-of the household of faith had worked diligently
-to prepare the parsonage for the reception
-of the travelers, Mrs. Gilchrist being the guiding
-spirit. And while she drew the shining silk of
-her boy’s curls through fingers that looked strong,
-yet touched tenderly, the Rev. Percy Wayt,
-A. M. and M. A., with feet directed by gratitude<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_17" id="Page_17">[17]</a></span>
-and heart swollen with pastoral affection, was nearing
-the domicile of his best “member.”</p>
-
-<p>A long French window upon the piazza framed
-the tableau he halted to survey, his foot upon the
-upper step of the broad flight leading from the
-lawn. It was a noble room, planned by March
-and built with his proud father’s money. Breast-high
-shelves filled with choice books lined the
-wall; above them were a few fine pictures.
-Oriental rugs were strewed upon the polished
-floor; lounging and upright chairs stood about in
-social attitudes. The light of the shaded reading
-lamp shone silvery upon Judge Gilchrist’s
-head and heightened the brightness of May’s
-face. March’s happy gaze, upturned to meet his
-mother’s look of full content, might have meant
-as much in a cottage as here, but they seemed to
-the spectator accessories of the luxurious well-being
-which stamped the environment.</p>
-
-<p>He sighed deeply—perhaps at the contrast the
-scene offered to the half furnished abode he had
-just left—perhaps under the weight of memories
-aroused by the family group. He was as capable
-of appreciating beauty and enjoying ease as were
-those who took these as an installment of the
-debt the world owed them. The will of the holy
-man who preaches the great gain of godliness
-when wedded to contentment, ought to be one
-with that of the Judge of all the earth. Sometimes
-it is. Sometimes——<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_18" id="Page_18">[18]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>“Ah, Mr. Wayt!” Judge Gilchrist’s proverbially
-gracious manner was never more urbane
-than as he offered a welcoming hand to his wife’s
-spiritual director. “You find us in the full flood
-of rejoicing over our returned prodigal,” he continued,
-when the visitor had saluted the ladies.
-“Let me introduce my son.”</p>
-
-<p>Mr. Wayt was “honored and happy at being
-allowed to participate in the reunion,” yet apologetic
-for his “intrusion upon that with which
-strangers should not intermeddle.”</p>
-
-<p>While saying it he squeezed March’s hand in
-a grasp more nervous than firm, and looked admiringly
-into the sunny eyes.</p>
-
-<p>“Your mother’s son will forgive the interruption
-when he learns why I am here,” he went on,
-tightening and relaxing his hold at alternate
-periods. “I brought my wife and babies <i>home</i> to-day.
-I use the word advisedly. I left a desolate,
-empty house. Merely walls, ceilings, doors, windows,
-and floors. A shell without sentiment. A
-chrysalis without the germ of life. This was on
-last Monday morning.”</p>
-
-<p>By now the brief sentences had come to imply
-depth of emotion with which March was unable
-to sympathize, and he felt convicted of inhumanity
-that this was so.</p>
-
-<p>“I advised Mrs. Wayt of what she would find.
-Hers is a brave spirit encased in a fragile frame,
-and she was not daunted. You, madam,” letting<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_19" id="Page_19">[19]</a></span>
-go the son’s hand and facing the mother, “know,
-and we can never forget what we found when,
-weary and faint and travel-stained, we alighted
-this afternoon at the parsonage gate.”</p>
-
-<p>With all her native aplomb and half-century of
-world knowledge Mrs. Gilchrist blushed, much to
-the covert amusement of husband and son. If
-the judge had manner Mr. Wayt had deportment,
-and with it fluency. His weighty words
-pressed her hard for breath.</p>
-
-<p>“Please don’t speak of it!” she hastened to
-implore. “We did very little—and I no more
-than others.”</p>
-
-<p>“Allow me!” Gesture and tone were rhetorical.
-“You—or others under your command—laid carpets
-and set our humble plenishing in order.
-There is not much of it, but such as it is, it has
-followed our varied fortunes so long that it is
-endeared by association. You arranged it to the
-best advantage. You stocked larders and made
-up beds, and kindled the fire upon the household
-altar, typified by the kitchen range, and spread a
-toothsome feast for our refreshment. You and
-your sister angels. If this be not true, then
-benevolent pixies have been at work, for, although
-we found the premises swept and garnished, not
-a creature was to be seen. Generosity and tact
-had met together; beneficence and modesty had
-kissed each other. I assure you, Mr. Gilchrist”—wheeling
-back in good order upon March—“that in<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_20" id="Page_20">[20]</a></span>
-seventeen years of the vicissitudes of a pastoral life
-that has had its high lights and depressing shades,
-such delicacy of kindness is without a parallel.”</p>
-
-<p>“Let me express my sympathy in the shape of
-a cigar,” said March, taking one from the table.
-“I brought over a lot, which my father, who is a
-connoisseur in tobacco, pronounces fit to smoke.
-Should you agree with him, I shall esteem it a
-compliment if you will let me send a box to the
-parsonage to-morrow.”</p>
-
-<p>Mr. Wayt’s was an opaque and not a healthy
-complexion. It was mottled now with a curious,
-dull glow; the muscles of his mouth twitched.
-He waved aside the offering with more energy
-than courtesy.</p>
-
-<p>“You are good, sir—very good! But I never
-smoke! My nervous system is idiosyncratic.
-Common prudence inhibits the use on my part of
-all narcotics and stimulants, if principle did not.
-To be frank”—inclusively to all present—“I am
-what is known as ‘a temperance crank.’ You
-may think the less of me for the confession; in
-point of fact, I lost one charge in direct consequence
-of my peculiar views upon this subject;
-but if I speak at all, I must be candid. Believe
-me nevertheless, Mr. Gilchrist, your grateful
-debtor for the proffered gift. If you will now
-and then let a kindly thought of me mingle with
-the smoke of your burnt offering, the favor will
-be still greater.”<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_21" id="Page_21">[21]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>“May I trouble you to say to Mrs. Wayt that
-the cook you asked me to engage for her cannot
-come until next Monday morning?” said the
-practical hostess. Mr. Wayt’s sonorous periods
-always impelled her to monosyllabic commonplaces.
-“Perhaps she cannot wait so long?”</p>
-
-<p>“I take the responsibility of promising for her,
-madam, that she <i>will</i>. Apart from the fact that
-her desire to secure a servant recommended by
-yourself would reconcile her to a still longer
-delay, her household, as at present composed, has
-in itself the elements of independence. We have
-a faithful, if eccentric, servitor, who has an abnormal
-passion for work in all its varieties. He is
-gardener, house servant, cook, groom, mason and
-builder, as need requires. He mends his own
-clothes, cobbles his shoes—and I am not without
-a suspicion of his proficiency as a laundryman.”</p>
-
-<p>He rendered the catalogue with relish for the
-humor of the situation. The exigencies of parsonage
-life which had developed the talents of his
-trusty retainer seemed to have no pathos for the
-master.</p>
-
-<p>“Where did you find this treasure? And is he
-a Unique?” asked May laughingly.</p>
-
-<p>“I believe the credit of raking the protoplasmic
-germ out of the slums of Chicago, where we were
-then sojourning, belongs to my wife’s sister, Miss
-Alling. The atmosphere of our home has warmed
-into growth latent possibilities, I fancy. It was<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_22" id="Page_22">[22]</a></span>
-a white day for poor Tony when the gutter-wash
-landed him at our door. Even now he has physical
-weaknesses and mental deficiencies that make
-him a striking object-lesson as to the terrible
-truths of heredity.”</p>
-
-<p>“How many children have you, Mr. Wayt?”
-questioned March, with irrelevance verging upon
-abruptness.</p>
-
-<p>“George W. Cable’s number—five. You may
-recall the witty puzzle he set for a Massachusetts
-Sunday School. ‘I have five children,’ he said,
-‘and half of them are girls. What is the half of
-five?’ ‘Two and a half,’ came from the perplexed
-listeners. It transpired, eventually, that the
-other half were girls also.”</p>
-
-<p>He was an entertaining man, or would have
-been had he been colloquial instead of hortatory.
-Yet what he said was telling rather from the
-degree of importance he evidently attached to it
-than from the worth of the matter. In a smaller
-speaker, his style would have been airy. Standing,
-as he did, six feet in his slippers, he was
-always nearly—occasionally, quite—imposing.
-Men of his profession seldom converse well. The
-habit of hebdomadal speech-making runs over and
-saturates the six working days. Pastoral visitation
-is undoubtedly measurably responsible for
-the trick of talking as for duty’s sake, and to
-a roomful. The essential need of the public
-speaker is audience, and to this, actual or visionary,<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_23" id="Page_23">[23]</a></span>
-he is prone to address himself. Mr. Wayt
-could not bid an acquaintance “Good-morning,”
-in a chance encounter upon boat or car, without
-embracing every passenger within the scope of
-his orotund tones, in the salutation. A <i>poseur</i>
-during his waking hours, he probably continued
-to cater to the ubiquitous audience in his dreams.</p>
-
-<p>“Come out for a turn on the piazza, May!” proposed
-March, after the guest had taken his leave.</p>
-
-<p>The night was filled with divine calm. The
-Gilchrist house surmounted a knoll from which
-the beautiful town rolled away on all sides. In
-the distance a glistening line showed where the
-bay divided Jersey meadows from the ramparts of
-the Highlands. The turf of the lawn was ringed
-and crossed by beds of hyacinths and tulips.
-The buds of the great horse-chestnut trees were
-big with promise; the finer tracery of the elms
-against the moonlit sky showed tufts of tender
-foliage. Faint, delicious breaths of sweetness
-met brother and sister at the upper end of their
-walk, telling that the fruit trees were ablow.</p>
-
-<div class="center">
-“East or West, Hame is Best!”<br />
-</div>
-
-<p class="unindent">quoted March, taking in a mighty draught of
-satisfaction. “Not that I brought you out here
-to listen to stale Scotch rhymes. Don’t annoy the
-precious mother by letting her into the secret,
-May, but Mr. Wayt is the man I saw in the restaurant
-to-day, and I believe that was his family!”</p>
-
-<hr class="chap" />
-<div class="chapter"></div>
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_24" id="Page_24">[24]</a></span></p>
-
-
-
-
-<h2>CHAPTER II.</h2>
-
-
-<p><span class="smcap">The</span> almost unearthly stillness of the fragrant
-May night was, as often happens at that lovely,
-uncertain season, the precursor of a rainy day.</p>
-
-<p>Hetty Alling, awakening at four o’clock to plan
-for the work that lay before the transplanted
-household, heard the first drops fall upon the
-tin roof of the piazza under her window like the
-patter of tiny, stealthy feet scaling the eaves and
-combing, then advancing boldly in rank and rush
-until the beat was the reverberant roar of a spring
-flood.</p>
-
-<p>It awoke nobody else under the parsonage roof-tree.
-Hester slept soundly beside her. She
-never slept quietly. In addition to the spinal disease
-which warped the poor girl’s figure she suffered
-from an affection of the throat that made
-her respiration in slumber a rattling snore, interrupted
-at regular intervals by a gurgle that
-sounded like strangulation. So audibly distressing
-was it that her father could not sleep within
-two rooms of her, and the healthy occupants of
-the intervening nursery complained that “nothing
-was done to break Hester of making such a
-racket. If she wanted to stop it she could.”<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_25" id="Page_25">[25]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>Her young aunt and roommate knew better.
-Hester had shared her bed for almost nine years.
-Mrs. Wayt’s orphaned sister was but fourteen
-when she came to live in the parsonage, then
-situated in Cincinnati. It had been a hard winter
-with the pastor’s wife. While her mother lay
-dying in Ithaca, N. Y., her then only daughter, the
-first born of her flock, a beautiful, vivacious child
-of eight, met with the accident which crippled
-and dwarfed her for life. The telegram announcing
-Mrs. Alling’s illness was answered by one
-saying that Hester was at the point of death.
-She had just passed the first doubtful stage upon
-the return journey lifeward, when Hetty, in her
-new black frock, insisted upon relieving the grief-worn
-watcher over the wreck that could never be
-put together again.</p>
-
-<p>Lying in strange quarters in a strange town at
-the dreariest hour of the twenty-four, Hetty recalled
-that as the date when the load of care, now
-an integral part of herself, was first fastened upon
-her. She had before this likened it to a needle
-she had once, in childish wantonness, run under
-the bark of a young willow, and seen disappear
-gradually from view as the riven bark grew over
-it, until, at the end of a year, no vestige of the
-steel remained, except a ridge which was never
-smoothed away. She was not exactly penniless.
-The portion left her by her mother was judiciously
-invested by her guardian, and yielded her exactly<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_26" id="Page_26">[26]</a></span>
-four hundred dollars a year. It was transmitted
-promptly, quarterly, until she was of age, by
-which time she was so rooted and grounded in
-prudence that she continued to draw the like
-amount at equal periods.</p>
-
-<p>“It is enough to dress her,” Mrs. Wayt had
-said to her husband, in seeking his sanction to
-her offer of a home to one who stood alone in the
-world save for her sister, and an uncle who had
-lived in Japan for twenty years. “And she is
-welcome to her board—is she not, Percy, dear?”</p>
-
-<p>“Welcome, dear love? Can you ask the question
-with regard to your only sister—poor
-motherless lamb! While we have a roof between
-us and the sky and a crust of bread between us
-and starvation, she shall share both. Let <i>me</i>
-write the letter!”</p>
-
-<p>The epistle was almost tattered with many
-readings when Hetty became an inmate of her
-brother-in-law’s home. She had not kept it until
-now. That was not strange, Fairhill being the
-latest in a succession of “settlements” to which
-the brilliant gospeler had accepted calls, generally
-unanimous and almost invariably enthusiastic.
-There were three children at Hetty’s coming—her
-own and her mother’s namesake, Hester, and
-Percy and Perry, the twin boys. Four had been
-born since, but two had not outlived early infancy.
-Mr. Wayt would not have been a preacher of the
-period had he not enriched some of his most<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_27" id="Page_27">[27]</a></span>
-effective discourses with illustrations drawn from
-these personal bereavements.</p>
-
-<p>His celebrated apostrophe to a six-months old
-daughter, beginning—“Dear little Susie! She
-had numbered but a brief half year of mortal life,
-but she was loving and beloved! I seem to feel
-the soft strain of her arms about my neck this
-moment”—is too familiar to my readers, through
-newspaper reports, to need repetition here. The
-sermon embodying this gem of poetic and rhetorical
-emotion is known to have won him calls to
-three churches.</p>
-
-<p>It was still dark when Hetty’s ear caught the
-muffled thud of feet upon the garret stairs.
-Wherever providence and parish preferences cast
-the lot of the Wayts, Homer’s bedroom was
-nearest the heavens that were hot by summer and
-cold by winter.</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t set no store by ceilin’s,” he told Hetty
-when she “wished they could lodge him better.”
-“Seems if ’twas naturaler fur to see the beams
-purty nigh onto my nose when I fus’ wake in the
-mornin’. I’m kind o’ lonesome fur ’em when I
-caan’t butt me head agin the top o’ me room
-when I’m a mind ter.”</p>
-
-<p>At another time he confided to her that it was
-“reel sociabul-like to hear the rain onto the ruff,
-clus’ to a feller’s ears o’ nights.”</p>
-
-<p>He was on his way down to the kitchen now to
-light the fire. Unless she should interfere, he<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_28" id="Page_28">[28]</a></span>
-would cook breakfast, and serve it upon the table
-she had set overnight, and sweep down the stairs
-and scrub the front doorsteps while the family
-ate the morning meal. He called himself “Tony,”
-as did all the family except Hetty and Mrs.
-Wayt. The former had found “Homer Smith,
-Jr.,” written in a sprawling hand upon the flyleaf
-of a songbook which formed the waif’s entire
-library. Hetty had notions native to her own
-small head. One was that the—but for her—friendless
-lad would respect himself the more if
-he were not addressed by what she called “a circus
-monkey’s name.” For this reason he was
-“Homer” to her, and her sister followed her
-example because she considered the factotum
-and whatever related to him Hetty’s affair, and
-that she had a right to designate her chattel by
-whatever title she pleased.</p>
-
-<p>Tony had come to the basement door one
-snowy, blowy day of a particularly cruel winter,
-when Hetty was maid of all work. He stood
-knee-deep in a drift when she opened the grated
-door and asked, hoarsely but without a touch of
-the beggar’s whine, for “a job to keep him from
-starvin’.” He was, as he “guessed,” twenty
-years of age, emaciated from a spell of “new-money,”
-and so nearly blind that the suggestion
-of a “job” was pitiably preposterous. Hetty took
-him into her neat kitchen, made him a cup of tea,
-and cut and plied him with bread and butter until<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_29" id="Page_29">[29]</a></span>
-he asserted that he was “right-up-an’-down chirpy,
-jes’ as strong’s enny man. Couldn’t he rake out
-the furnace, or saw wood, or clear off the snow,
-or clean shoes, or scrub the stairs, or mend broken
-things, or wash windows, or peel pertaters, or
-black stoves, or sif’ ashes, or red-up the cellar—or—or—somethin’,
-to pay for his dinner? I aint
-no beggar, ma’am—nor never will be!”</p>
-
-<p>Hetty hired him as a “general utility man,” at
-ten cents a forenoon and his breakfast, for a
-week—then, for a month. He lodged wherever
-he could—in stable lofts, at the police station,
-under porches on mild nights, and when other
-resorts were closed, in a midnight refuge, and
-never touched liquor or tobacco in any form.
-At the month’s end, his girlish patroness cleared
-a corner of the attic between the sharp angle and
-the chimney, set up a cot, and allowed him to
-sleep there. Mr. Wayt had no suspicion of the
-disreputable incumbent of the habitation honored
-by his name and residence, until one memorable
-and terrible March midnight when a doctor must
-be had without the delay of an instant revealed
-the secret, but under circumstances that strengthened
-the retainer’s hold upon his employers.
-Since then, he had been part and parcel of the
-establishment, proving himself as proficient in
-removals and settlings-down as in other branches
-of his business.</p>
-
-<p>Mr. Wayt liked to allude to him as “Hetty’s<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_30" id="Page_30">[30]</a></span>
-Freak.” At other times he nicknamed him
-“Kasper Hauser.” Once, and once only, in reference
-to Hetty’s influence over the being he chose
-to regard as half-witted, he spoke of him as “a
-masculine Undine,” whereupon his sister-in-law
-turned upon him a look that surprised him and
-horrified his wife, and marched out of the room.</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Wayt followed her presently and found
-her gazing out of the window of the closet to
-which she had fled, with livid face and dry eyes
-that were dangerously bright.</p>
-
-<p>“Percy hopes you were not hurt by his harmless
-little jest,” said the gentle wife. “You
-know, Hetty, it would kill me if you and he were
-to quarrel. He has the kindest heart in the
-world, and respects you too sincerely to offend
-you knowingly. You must not mind what
-sounds like extravagant speech. We cannot
-judge men of genius as we would ordinary people.
-And, dear, for my sake be patient!”</p>
-
-<p>The girl yielded to the weeping embrace of the
-woman whose face was hidden upon her shoulder.</p>
-
-<p>“Mr. Wayt”—she never gave him a more
-familiar title—“cannot hurt me except through
-you, Fanny. You and he must know that by
-now. I will try to keep my temper better in
-hand in future.”</p>
-
-<p>Hetty was young and energetic, and used to
-hard work. She had put the children to bed early
-on the evening of their arrival in Fairhill; sent<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_31" id="Page_31">[31]</a></span>
-her sister, who had a sick headache, to her chamber
-before Mr. Wayt returned from the Gilchrists’;
-given Hester’s aching limbs a hot bath
-and a good rubbing, and only allowed Homer to
-help her unpack boxes until half-past ten, not
-retiring herself until midnight. The carload of
-furniture, which had preceded the family and
-been put in place by the neighborly parishioners,
-looked scantily forlorn in the roomy manse. The
-Ladies’ Aid Association had asked the privilege
-of carpeting the parlors, dining room, stairs, and
-halls, and Judge Gilchrist, instigated by his wife,
-headed a subscription that fitted up the pastor’s
-study handsomely. The sight of this apartment
-had more to do with Hetty’s short speech last
-night and her down-heartedness this morning
-than the newness of quarters and the knowledge
-of the nearly spent “housekeeping purse.”</p>
-
-<p>“The people will expect us to live up to that
-study!” she divined shrewdly, staring into the
-blackness that began to show two gray lights
-where windows would shape themselves by and
-by. “And we cannot do it—strain and save and
-turn and twist as we may. We are always cut
-out on a scant pattern, and not a button meets
-without starting a seam. How sick and tired
-I am of it all! How tired I am of <i>everything!</i>
-What if I were to lie still as other girls—as <i>real</i>
-young ladies do—and sleep until I’m rested
-out—rested all through! I should enjoy nestling<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_32" id="Page_32">[32]</a></span>
-down among the pillows and pulling the covers
-about my head, and listening to the rain, as much
-as the laziest butterfly of them all. What’s the
-use of trying to keep things on their feet any
-longer when they must go down with a crash
-sooner or later?</p>
-
-<p>“I’m <i>awfully</i> sorry for Hetty Alling!” This
-was the summing up of the gloomy reverie. In
-saying it inwardly, she raised herself to pinch
-the pillow savagely and double it into a higher
-prop for her restless head. “She is lonely and
-homesick and hasn’t a friend in the world. She
-never can have an intimate friend for reasons she
-knows so well she is sometimes ready to curse
-God and die.</p>
-
-<p>“There! Hester, dear! I only moved you a
-little to make you lie easier. No! it is not time
-to get up. Don’t talk, dear, or you’ll wake yourself
-up.”</p>
-
-<p>She was never cross with the afflicted child,
-but in her present mood, the moan and gurgle of
-her obstructed respiration went through her
-brain like the scraping of a saw. The change of
-position did not make the breathing more quiet,
-and Hetty got up with the general out-of-tune-ativeness
-best expressed by saying that “one’s
-teeth are all on edge.” She dressed by candlelight,
-to save gas, and groped her way down the
-unfamiliar backstairs to the kitchen.</p>
-
-<p>It was commodious and well-appointed, with<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_33" id="Page_33">[33]</a></span>
-a pleasant outlook by daylight. In the dawn
-that struggled in a low-spirited way through the
-rifts in the rain and refused to blend with the
-yellow blink of her candle and Homer’s lantern,
-no chamber could be less than dismal.</p>
-
-<p>Homer was on his knees in front of the flickering
-fire, at which he stared as if doggedly determined
-to put it out of countenance.</p>
-
-<p>“Now”—his way of beginning nine out of every
-ten sentences—“this ere’s a new pattern of a range
-to me, an’ it’s tuk me some time fur ter git holt
-on it. Most new things comes awk’ard to most
-folks.”</p>
-
-<p>Hetty blew out her candle, and, dropping into
-a chair in physical and mental languor, sat watching
-the grotesque figure clearing away ashes and
-cinders. His wrestle with the new pattern had
-begrimed his pale face and reddened his weak
-eyes. His matutinal costume of a dim blue
-flannel shirt, gray trousers, and a black silk skull
-cap cast off by Mr. Wayt, pushed well back upon
-the nape of the neck and revealing a scanty
-uneven fringe of whitey-brown hair, did not
-provoke the spectator to a smile.</p>
-
-<p>“There is no bringing <i>him</i> up to the tone of
-that study!” she meditated grimly. “He and I
-are hopeless drudges, but he is the happier of the
-two. Homer! I believe you really <i>love</i> to work!”
-she broke forth finally.</p>
-
-<p>Homer snickered—a sudden spurt that left him<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_34" id="Page_34">[34]</a></span>
-very sober. His laugh always went out like a
-damp match.</p>
-
-<p>“Yes’m, cert’nly, ma’am! Ef ’twant fur work,
-there wouldn’t be nuthin’ to live fur!”</p>
-
-<p>He shambled off to the cellar with the ashpan,
-and in a few minutes, she could distinguish in the
-sounds rumbling and smothering in the depths
-beneath her feet the melancholy tune of his
-favorite ditty:</p>
-
-<div class="poetry-container">
- <div class="poetry">
-<div class="verse">“On the banks of the Omaha—maha!</div>
-<div class="verse"><span style="margin-left: 1em;">’Twas there we settled many a night.</span></div>
-<div class="verse"><span style="margin-left: 0.5em;">As happy as the little bird that sparkled on our block</span></div>
-<div class="verse"><span style="margin-left: 1em;">On the banks of the Omaha!”</span></div>
-</div>
-</div>
-
-<p>Hetty raised the window and leaned out, gasping
-for breath. A garden lay behind the house
-and on one side of it. It was laid out in walks
-and borders, and was rather broad than deep.
-Beyond this were undefined clumps of trees that
-looked like an orchard. Roofs and chimneys and
-spires and lines of other trees, marking the course
-of streets, were emerging from the soaking mists.
-Five o’clock struck from a tower not far away,
-and then a church bell began to ring gently—a
-persuasive call to early prayers.</p>
-
-<p>The warm, sweet, wet air that aroused her to
-look over the sill at a row of hyacinths in full
-bloom, the slow peal of the bell, the hush of the
-early morning, did not comfort her—but the soft
-moisture that filled her eyes drew heat and bitterness<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_35" id="Page_35">[35]</a></span>
-out of her heart. When she went up to
-awaken Hester she carried a spray of hyacinth
-bells, weighted with fragrant drops. Fine gems
-of rain sprinkled her hair, her cheeks were cool
-and damp, the scent of fresh earth and growing
-things clung to her skirts. She laid the flowers
-playfully against the heavy lids lifted peevishly
-at her call.</p>
-
-<p>“‘There’s richness for you,’” she quoted. “A
-whole bed of them is awaiting your inspection
-in the garden. And such lovely pansies—some
-as big as the palm of your hand. You and I and
-Homer, who is wild with delight over them, will
-claim the flowers as our especial charge and property.”</p>
-
-<p>“Thank you for the classification!” snapped
-Hester. “Yet we do belong to backyards as
-naturally as cats and tomato cans. At least
-Homer and I do. You’d climb the fence if you
-could.”</p>
-
-<p>“With the other cats?” said Hetty lightly.
-“See! I am putting the hyacinths in your own
-little vase. I unpacked your china and books last
-night. Not a thing was even nicked. You shall
-arrange them in this jolly corner cupboard after
-breakfast. It looks as if it were made a-puppose,
-as Homer says. He has bumped his head against
-strange doors and skinned his poor nose against
-unexpected corners twenty times this morning.
-He says: ‘<i>Now</i>—I s’pose it’s the bran-new house<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_36" id="Page_36">[36]</a></span>
-what <i>ox</i>cites me so. I allers gits <i>ox</i>cited in a
-strange place.’”</p>
-
-<p>The well-meant diversion was ineffectual.</p>
-
-<p>“His oxcitement ought to be chronic, then!
-Ugh! that water is scalding hot!” shrinking from
-the sponge in Hetty’s hand. “For we’ve done
-nothing but ‘move on’ ever since I can recollect.
-I overheard mother say once, with a sort of reminiscent
-sigh, that our ‘longest pastorate was in
-Cincinnati.’ We were there just four years. We
-were six months in Chillicothe, and seven in
-Ypsilanti. Then there was a year in Memphis,
-and eighteen months in Natchez, and thirteen in
-Davenport. The Little Rock church had a strong
-constitution. We stayed there two years and
-one week. It’s <i>my</i> opinion that <i>he</i> is the Wandering
-Jew, and we are one of the Lost
-Tribes.”</p>
-
-<p>She smiled sour approbation of her sarcastic
-sally, jerking her head backward to bring Hetty’s
-face within range of her vision. The deft fingers
-were fastening strings and straps over the misshapen
-shoulders. The visage was grave, but
-always kind to her difficult charge.</p>
-
-<p>“You think that is irreverent,” Hester fretted,
-wrinkling her forehead and beetling her eyebrows.
-“It isn’t a circumstance to what I am thinking all
-the time. Some day I shall be left to myself and
-my bosom devil long enough to spit it all out.
-It’s just bottling up, like the venom in Macbeth’s<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_37" id="Page_37">[37]</a></span>
-witches’ toad that had sweltered so long under a
-stone. But for you, crosspatch, all would have
-been said and done long ago.”</p>
-
-<p>“You wouldn’t make your mother unhappy if
-you could help it,” Hetty said cheerily. “And
-it isn’t flattering to her to compare her daughter
-to a toad.”</p>
-
-<p>Hester was silent. As she sat in Hetty’s lap,
-it could be seen that she was not larger than a
-puny child of seven or eight. The curved spine
-bowed and heightened the thin shoulders; she
-had never walked a step since the casualty that
-nearly cost her her life. Only the face and hands
-were uninjured. The latter were exquisitely
-formed, the features were fine and clearly cut, and
-susceptible to every change of emotion. That the
-gentle reproof had not wrought peaceable fruits
-was apparent from her expression. The misfit in
-her organization was more painfully perceptible
-to herself early in the day than afterward. She
-seemed to have lost consciousness of her unlikeness
-to other people while asleep, and to be compelled
-to readjust mental and physical conditions
-every morning. Hetty dreaded the process, yet
-was hardly aware of the full effect upon her own
-spirits, or why she so often went down to breakfast
-jaded and appetiteless.</p>
-
-<p>“I often ask myself,” resumed Hester, with slow
-malignity, repulsive in one of her age and relation
-to those she condemned—“if children ever<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_38" id="Page_38">[38]</a></span>
-really honor their parents. We won’t waste
-ammunition upon <i>him</i>—but there is my mother.
-She is a pattern of all angelic virtues, and a
-woman of remarkable mental endowments. You
-have told me again and again that she is the best
-person you ever knew—patient, heroic, loving,
-loyal, and so on to the end of the string! You
-tell over her perfections as a Papist tells her
-beads. The law of kindness is in her mouth; and
-her children shall arise and call her blessed, and
-she ought not to be afraid of the snow for her
-household while her sister and her slave Tony are
-to the fore. Don’t try to stop me, or the toad
-will spit at you! I say that this, one would
-think, impossible She, the modern rival of Solomon’s
-pious and prudish wise woman—is weak
-and unjust and——”</p>
-
-<p>Hetty interrupted the tirade by rising and laying
-the warped frame, all a-quiver with excitement,
-upon the bed.</p>
-
-<p>“You would better get your sleep out”—covering
-her up. “When you awake again you will
-behave more like a reasonable creature. I cannot
-stay here and listen to vulgar abuse of your
-mother and my best friend.”</p>
-
-<p>She said it in firm composure, drew down the
-shades, and without another glance at the convulsed
-heap sobbing under the bedclothes, left
-the chamber. Outside the door she paused as if
-expecting to be recalled, but no summons came.<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_39" id="Page_39">[39]</a></span>
-She shook her head with a sad little smile and
-passed down to the breakfast room.</p>
-
-<p>Father, mother, and four children were at the
-table. Mr. Wayt, in dressing jacket, slippers, and
-silk skull cap, a cup of steaming chocolate at his
-right hand, was engrossed in the morning paper.
-A pair of scissors was beside his plate, that he
-might clip out incident or statistics which might
-be useful in the preparation of his wide-awake
-sermons. He made no sign of recognition at the
-entrance of his wife’s sister; Mrs. Wayt smiled
-affectionately and lifted her face for a good-morning
-salute, indicating by an expressive gesture
-her surprise and pleasure at having found
-room and meal in such attractive order. Long
-practice had made her an adept in pantomime.
-The boys nodded over satisfactory mouthfuls;
-pretty Fanny pulled her aunt down for a hug as
-she passed; even the baby made a mute rosebud
-of her mouth and beckoned Hetty not to overlook
-her.</p>
-
-<p>Mr. Wayt’s digestion was as idiosyncratic as
-his nervous system. While the important unseen
-apparatus carried on the business of assimilation,
-the rest of the physical man was held in quiescent
-subjugation. Agitation of molecular centers
-might entail ruinous consequences. He reasoned
-ably upon this point, citing learned authorities in
-defense of the dogma that simultaneous functionation—such
-as animated speech or auricular<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_40" id="Page_40">[40]</a></span>
-attention and digestion—is an impossibility, and
-referring to the examples of dumb creatures to
-prove that rest during and after eating is a natural
-law.</p>
-
-<p>He raised his eyes above the margin of his
-newspaper at the clink of the chocolate pot
-against the cup in Hetty’s hand. The questioning
-gaze met a goodly sight. His wife’s sister
-wore a buff gingham, finished at throat and wrists
-with white cambric ruffles, hemmed and gathered
-by herself. Her dark brown hair was in perfect
-order; her sleeves were pushed back from strong,
-shapely wrists. She always gave one the impression
-of clean-limbedness, elasticity, and neatness.
-She was firm of flesh and of will. The prettier
-woman at the head of the table was flaccid beside
-her. The eyes of the younger were fearless in
-meeting the master’s scrutiny, those of his wife
-were wistful, and clouded anxiously in passing
-from one to the other.</p>
-
-<p>“For Hester,” said Hetty, in a low voice, looking
-away from Mr. Wayt to her sister. “She is
-tired, and will take her breakfast in bed.”</p>
-
-<p>“I remonstrate”—Mr. Wayt’s best audience
-tones also addressed his wife—“as I have repeatedly
-had occasion to do, against the practice of
-pampering an invalid until her whims dominate
-the household. Not that I have the least hope
-that my protest will be heeded. But as the
-child’s father, I cannot, in conscience, withhold it.”<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_41" id="Page_41">[41]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>Light scarlet flame, in which her features
-seemed to waver, was blown across Hetty’s face.
-She set down the pot, poured back what she had
-taken from it, and with a reassuring glance at her
-sister’s pleading eyes, went off to the kitchen.
-There she hastened to find milk, chocolate, and
-saucepan, and to prepare a foaming cup of Hester’s
-favorite beverage; Homer, meanwhile, toasting
-a slice of bread, delicately and quickly.</p>
-
-<p>Hester’s great eyes were raised to her aunt
-from lids sodden with tears; her lips trembled
-unmanageably in trying to frame her plea.</p>
-
-<p>“Forgive me! please forgive me!” she sobbed.
-“You know what my morning fiend is. And I
-am not brave like you, or patient like mother!”</p>
-
-<p>Hetty fondled the hot little hands.</p>
-
-<p>“Let it pass, love. I was not angry, but some
-subjects are best left untouched between us.
-Here is your breakfast. Homer says that I
-‘make chawkerlette jes’ the same’s they did for
-him in the horspittle when he had the new-money.’
-They must have had a French <i>chef</i> and
-a marvelous <i>menu</i> in that famous ‘horspittle.’ It
-reminds me of Little Dorritt’s Maggie and her
-‘’evenly chicken,’ and ‘so lovely an’ ’ospittally!’”</p>
-
-<p>She had the knack of picking up and making
-the most of little things for the entertainment of
-her hapless charge. Mrs. Wayt was much occupied
-with the other children, to whom she devoted
-all the time she could spare from her husband.<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_42" id="Page_42">[42]</a></span>
-It happened occasionally that he would eat no
-bread she had not made, and oftener that his
-craving was for certain <i>entrées</i> she alone could
-prepare to his liking. She brushed his coat and
-hat, kept the run of missing papers and handkerchiefs,
-tied his cravats, sat by him in a darkened
-room when he took his afternoon siesta, wrote
-letters from his dictation, and, when he was
-weary, copied in a clear, clerkly hand or upon his
-typewriter, sermons and addresses from the notes
-he was wont to pencil in minute characters upon
-a pocket pad. At least four nights out of seven
-she arose in the dead of darkness to read aloud
-to him for one, three, and four hours, when the
-baleful curse, insomnia, claimed him as her prey.
-His fad, at this date, was what Homer tickled
-Hester into hysterics by calling “them horsephates.”
-Horsford’s acid phosphate, if the oracle
-were to be believed, ought to be the <i>vade mecum</i>
-of ailing humanity. He carried a silver flask containing
-it in his pocket everywhere; dropped the
-liquid furtively upon a lump of sugar, and ate it
-in the pulpit, during anthem, or voluntary, or
-offertory; mixed it with water and drank it on
-the cars, in drugstores, in private houses, and at
-his meals, and Mrs. Wayt kept spirit lamp
-and kettle in her bedroom with which to heat
-water for the tranquilizing and peptic draught at
-cock-crowing or at midnight. If she had ever
-complained of his exactions, or uttered an ungentle<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_43" id="Page_43">[43]</a></span>
-word to him, neither sister nor child had
-heard her. She would have become his advocate
-against himself had need arisen—which it never
-did.</p>
-
-<p>“My ministering angel,” he named her to the
-Gilchrists, his keen eyes softened by ready dew.
-“John Randolph said, in his old age, of his
-mother: ‘She was the only being who ever understood
-me.’ I can say the same of my other and
-dearer self. She interprets my spirit intuitions
-when they are but partially known to myself.
-She meets my nature at every turn.”</p>
-
-<p>She met it to-day by mounting guard—sometimes
-literally—before the door of his study—the
-one room which was entirely in order—while he
-prepared his discourses for the ensuing Sabbath.
-The rest found enough and more than enough to
-do without the defended portal. Fanny was shut
-up in the dining room with the baby Annie, and
-warned not to be noisy. The twins carried
-bundles and boxes up and downstairs in their
-stocking-feet; Homer pried off covers with a
-muffled hammer, and shouldered trunks, empty
-and full, leaving his shoes at the foot of the stairs.
-Hester said nothing of a blinding headache and a
-“jumping pain” in her back while she dusted
-books and china. Hetty was everywhere and
-ever busy, and nobody spoke a loud word all day.</p>
-
-<p>“You might think there was a corpse in the
-study instead of a sermon being born!” Hester<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_44" id="Page_44">[44]</a></span>
-had once sneered to her confidante. “I never
-hear him preach, but I know I should be reminded
-of the mountain that brought forth a
-mouse.”</p>
-
-<p>One of her father’s many protests, addressed <i>at</i>
-Hetty and <i>to</i> his wife, was that their eldest born
-was “virtually a heathen.”</p>
-
-<p>“Home education in religion, even when
-administered by the wisest and tenderest of
-mothers—like yourself, my love—must still fall
-short of such godly nurture and admonition as
-are contemplated in the command: ‘Forsake not
-the assembling of yourselves together.’ There is
-didactic theology in David’s holy breathing: ‘A
-day in thy courts is better than a thousand.’”</p>
-
-<p>“Better than a thousand in the same place? I
-should think so,” interposed Hester’s tuneless
-pipe. “He needn’t have been inspired to tell us
-that! Family worship suffices for my spiritual
-needs. That must be the porch to the ‘courts,’
-at least.”</p>
-
-<p>In speaking she, too, looked at her mother, although
-every word was aimed at her father.</p>
-
-<p>“It is a cruel trick that we have!” Hetty had
-said of the habit. “Every ball strikes that much-tried
-and innocent woman, no matter who
-throws it.”</p>
-
-<p>“Of course!” retorted the sarcastic daughter.
-“And must while the angle of incidence is equal
-to that of reflection.”<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_45" id="Page_45">[45]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>In the discussion upon family <i>versus</i> church
-religion she carried her point by a <i>coup d’état</i>.</p>
-
-<p>“Pews and staring pewholders are all well
-enough for straight-backed Christians!” she
-snarled. “I won’t be made a holy show of to
-gratify all the preachers and presbyteries in
-America!”</p>
-
-<p>Anything like physical deformity was especially
-obnoxious to Mr. Wayt. The most onerous
-duties pertaining to his holy office were visitation
-of the sick and burial of the dead. Hester’s beautiful
-golden hair, falling far below her waist, veiled
-her humped shoulders, and her refined face looking
-out from this aureole, as she lay in her
-wheeled chair, would be picturesquely interesting
-in the chancel, if not seen too often there. The
-coarse realism of her refusal routed him completely.
-With an artistic shudder and a look of
-eloquent misery, likewise directed at his wife, he
-withdrew his forces from the field. That night
-she read “Sartor Resartus” to him from three
-o’clock until 6 <small>A. M.</small>, so intolerable was his
-agony of sleeplessness.</p>
-
-<p>It happened so often that Hetty was the only
-responsible member of the family who could remain
-at home with the crippled girl, that neither
-Mr. nor Mrs. Wayt seemed to remark that her
-churchgoing was less than nominal. Hester
-called Sunday her “white-letter day,” and was
-usually then in her best and most tolerant temper,<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_46" id="Page_46">[46]</a></span>
-while her fellow-sinner looked forward to the
-comparative rest and liberty it afforded as the
-wader in marshlands eyes a projecting shoulder
-of firm ground and dry turf.</p>
-
-<p>It was never more welcome than on the fair
-May day when the Fairhill “people” crowded the
-First Church to hear the new pulpit star.</p>
-
-<p>“The prayer which preceded the sermon was a
-sacred lyric,” said the Monday issue of the <i>Fairhill
-Pointer</i>. “In this respect Rev. Mr. Wayt is
-as remarkably gifted as in the oratory which
-moved his auditors alternately to tears, and
-smiles, and glows of religious fervor. We regret
-the impossibility of reporting the burning stream
-of supplication and ascription that flowed from
-his heart through his lips, but a fragment of the
-introduction, uttered slowly and impressively, is
-herewith given verbatim, as a sample of incomparable
-felicity of diction:</p>
-
-<p>“‘<span class="smcap">Thou</span> art mighty, merciful, masterful, and
-majestic. <i>We</i> are feeble, fickle, finite, and fading.’”<a name="FNanchor_1" id="FNanchor_1"></a><a href="#Footnote_1" class="fnanchor">[A]</a></p>
-
-<p>March Gilchrist had his say anent the sample
-sentence on the way home from church. He was
-not connected with the press, and his criticism
-went no further than the ears of his somewhat
-scandalized and decidedly diverted sister.</p>
-
-<p>In intuitive anticipation of the reportorial
-eulogy, he affirmed that the diction was <i>not</i> incomparable.</p>
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_47" id="Page_47">[47]</a></span></p>
-<p>“I heard a Georgia negro preacher beat it all
-hollow,” he said. “He began with: ‘<span class="smcap">Thou</span> art
-all-sufficient, self-sufficient, and <i>in</i>-sufficient!’”</p>
-
-<p>“March Gilchrist! How dreadful!”</p>
-
-<p>They were passing the side windows of the
-parsonage, which opened upon a quiet cross street.
-May’s laugh rippled through the bowed shutters
-of the dining room behind which sat a girl in a
-blue flannel gown, holding upon her knee and
-against her shoulder a hunchbacked child with a
-weirdly wise face. They were watching the
-people coming home from church.</p>
-
-<p>“A religious mountebank is the most despicable
-of humbugs,” said March’s breezy voice, as
-he whirled a pebble from the walk with his cane,
-and watched it leap to the middle of the street.</p>
-
-<p>Hester twisted her neck to look into Hetty’s
-eyes.</p>
-
-<p>“They are discussing their beloved and eloquent
-pastor! My heart goes out to those two
-people!”</p>
-
-<hr class="chap" />
-<div class="chapter"></div>
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_48" id="Page_48">[48]</a></span></p>
-
-
-
-
-<h2>CHAPTER III.</h2>
-
-
-<p>“<span class="smcap">Hetty!</span> do you ever think what it would be
-like to be engaged?”</p>
-
-<p>“Engaged to do what?” said Hetty lazily.</p>
-
-<p>She lay as in a cradle, in a grassy hollow under
-an apple tree—the Anak of his tribe. The
-branches, freighted with pink and white blooms,
-dipped earthward until the extreme twigs almost
-brushed the grass, and shut in the two girls arbor-wise.
-The May sun warmed the flowers into
-fragrance that hinted subtly of continual fruitiness.
-Hester said she tasted, rather than smelled
-it. Bees hummed in the boughs; through the
-still blandness of the air a light shower of petals
-fell silently over Hetty’s blue gown, settled upon
-her hair, and drifted in the folds of the afghan
-covering Hester’s lower limbs.</p>
-
-<p>Homer had discovered in the garden fence a
-gate opening into this orchard, and confidentially
-revealed the circumstance to Hetty who, in time,
-imparted it to Hester, and conspired with her to
-explore the paradise as soon as the boys and
-Fanny were safely off to Sunday School.</p>
-
-<p>“Engaged to do what?” Hetty had said in such
-good faith that she opened dreamy eyes wide at
-the accent of the reply.<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_49" id="Page_49">[49]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>“To be married, of course, Miss Ingenuous!
-What else could I mean?”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh-h-h!” still more indolently. “I don’t
-know that I ever thought far in that direction.
-Why should I?”</p>
-
-<p>“Why shouldn’t you, or any other healthy and
-passably good-looking girl, expect to be engaged—and
-be married—and be happy? It is
-time you began to take the matter into consideration,
-if you never did before.”</p>
-
-<p>“There is usually another party to such an
-arrangement.”</p>
-
-<p>“And why not in your case?”</p>
-
-<p>“Where should he come from? Is he to drop
-from the moon? Or out of the apple tree”—stirred
-to the simile by the flick of a tinted petal
-upon her nose. “Or am I to stamp him out of
-the earth, <i>à la</i> Pompey? And what could I do
-with him if he were to pop up like a fairy prince,
-at this or any other instant?”</p>
-
-<p>“Fall in love with him, and marry him out-of-hand!
-I <i>wish</i> you would, Hetty, and take me to
-live with you! That is one of my dearest dreams.
-I have thought it all out when the backache keeps
-me awake at night, and when I get quiet dreamy
-hours by day, when <i>he</i> is off pastoraling, and the
-boys and Fan are at school, and baby Annie is
-asleep, and I can hear Tony crooning ‘Sweet Julia’
-so far away I can’t distinguish the frightful words,
-and you are going about the house singing to<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_50" id="Page_50">[50]</a></span>
-yourself, and blessing every room you enter like
-a shifting sunbeam.”</p>
-
-<p>“Why, my pet, you are talking poetry!”</p>
-
-<p>Hetty raised her head from the arms crossed
-beneath it, and stared at the child. The light,
-filtered through the mass of scented color, freshened
-her complexion and rounded the outlines of
-her face; her solemn eyes looked upward; her
-hands lay together, like two lily petals, upon the
-coverlet. Unwittingly she was a living illustration
-of her father’s theory of the Reality of the
-Unseen.</p>
-
-<p>“No!” she answered quietly. “Not poetry,
-for it may easily come to pass that you should
-have a husband and home of your own. I do
-dream poems sometimes, if poetry is clouds and
-sunsets and music nobody else hears, and voices—and
-love words—and bosh!”</p>
-
-<p>Hetty could not help laughing.</p>
-
-<p>“Tell me some of the glory and the bosh! This
-is a beautiful confessional, Hester; I wish we had
-nothing to do for a week but to lie on the grass,
-and look at the blue sky through apple blossoms.”</p>
-
-<p>“Amen!” breathed her companion softly, and
-for a while they were so quiet that the robins,
-nesting upon the other side of the tree, began to
-whisper together.</p>
-
-<p>“Bosh and my poetry dreams are synonyms,”
-resumed Hester, her voice curiously mellowed
-from its accustomed sharpness. “Other people<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_51" id="Page_51">[51]</a></span>
-may say as much of theirs. I <i>know</i> it of mine.
-There’s the difference. All the same they are as
-sweet as the poisoned honey we were reading
-about the other day, which the bees make from
-poppy fields. And while I suck it, I forget. My
-romance has no more foundation than the story
-of the Prince and the Little White Cat. Mine
-is a broken-backed cat, but she comes straight
-in my dreams after her head is cut off. You
-don’t suppose she minded <i>that!</i> She must
-have been so impatient when the Prince hesitated
-that she was tempted to grab his sword
-and saw through her own neck. You see she
-recollected what she had been. The woman’s
-soul was cooped up in the cat’s skin. And I
-was eight years old when the evil spell was laid
-upon <i>me!</i>”</p>
-
-<p>The tears in Hetty’s throat hindered response.
-Never until this instant, with all her love for her
-dependent charge, her knowledge of her sufferings,
-and the infinite pity these engendered, had
-the deprivations Hester’s affliction involved
-seemed so horribly, so atrociously cruel. The
-listener’s nails dug furrows in her palms, she set
-her teeth, and looking up to the unfeeling smile
-of the deaf and dumb heavens, she said something
-in her heart that would have left faint hope of
-her eternal weal in the orthodox mind of her
-brother-in-law.</p>
-
-<p>Hester was speaking again.<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_52" id="Page_52">[52]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>“Every painter has his models. I have had
-mine. I dress each one up and work the wires
-to make him or her go through the motions—my
-motions, mind you! not theirs, poor puppets!
-When the dress gets shabby, or the limbs rickety,
-I throw them upon the rubbish heap, and look
-out for another.</p>
-
-<p>“I got a new one last Thursday. The man
-who jumped over me in the station, and afterward
-carried me into the restaurant (such <i>strong</i>, steady
-arms as he had!) is a real hero! Oh, I am building
-a noble castle to put him in! He lives near
-here, for he passes the house three times a day.
-His eyes have a smile in them, and his mustache
-droops just like Charles I.’s, and he walks with a
-spring as if he were so full of life he longed to
-leap or fly, and his voice has a ring and resonance
-like an organ. The pretty girl that called him
-‘Mark’ to-day, is his sister.”</p>
-
-<p>“Why not his wife?”</p>
-
-<p>“Wife! Don’t you suppose I know the cut of
-a married man, even on the street? He hasn’t
-the first symptom of the craft. He doesn’t swagger,
-and he doesn’t slink. A husband does one
-or the other.”</p>
-
-<p>Hetty laughed out merrily. There was a sense
-of relief in Hester’s return to the sarcastic raillery
-habitual to her, which made her mirth the
-heartier.</p>
-
-<p>A man crossing the lower slope of the orchard<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_53" id="Page_53">[53]</a></span>
-heard the bubbling peal, and looked in the direction
-of the big tree. So did his attendant, a huge
-St. Bernard dog. He tore up the acclivity, bellowing
-ferociously. Before his master’s shout
-arose above his baying he was almost upon the
-girls. At the instant of alarm, Hetty had thrown
-herself before the wheeled chair and the helpless
-occupant, and faced the foe. Crouching slightly,
-as for a spring, her face blenched, eyes wide and
-steady, she stood in the rosy shadow of the
-branches, both hands outthrown to ward off the
-bounding assailant.</p>
-
-<p>“What a pose!” was March’s first thought, professional
-instinct asserting itself, concerned
-though he was at the panic for which he was responsible.
-In the same lightning flash came—“I’ll
-paint that girl some day!”</p>
-
-<p>“Don’t be frightened!” he was calling, as he
-ran. “He will not hurt you!”</p>
-
-<p>Hester had shrieked feebly, and lay almost
-swooning among her cushions. Hetty had not
-uttered a sound, but, as the master laid his hand
-on the dog’s collar her knees gave way under her,
-and she sank down by the cripple’s chair, her
-head resting upon the edge of the wicker side.
-She was fighting desperately for composure, or
-the semblance of it, and did not look up when
-March began to apologize.</p>
-
-<p>“I am awfully sorry,” he panted, ruefully penitent.
-“And so will Thor—my dog, you know—be<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_54" id="Page_54">[54]</a></span>
-when he understands how badly he has behaved.
-He is seldom so inhospitable.”</p>
-
-<p>The words brought up Hetty’s head and wits.</p>
-
-<p>“Are we trespassing?” she queried anxiously.
-“We thought that this orchard was a part of the
-parsonage grounds, or we would not have come.
-It is we who should beg your pardon.”</p>
-
-<p>“By no means!” He had taken off his hat, and
-in his regretful sincerity looked handsomer than
-when his eyes had smiled, concluded Hester,
-whose senses were rapidly returning. “My name
-is Gilchrist, and my father’s grounds adjoin those
-of the parsonage. He had the gate cut between
-your garden and the orchard, that the clergyman’s
-family might be as much at home here as
-ourselves. I hope you will forgive my dog’s misdemeanor,
-and my heedlessness in not seeing you
-before he had a chance to frighten you.”</p>
-
-<p>Summoning something of his father’s gracious
-stateliness, he continued, more formally:</p>
-
-<p>“Have I the pleasure of addressing Miss
-Wayt?”</p>
-
-<p>Bow and question were for Hetty. Hester’s
-voice, thin and dissonant, replied with old-fashioned
-decorum of manner, but in unconventional
-phrase:</p>
-
-<p>“<i>I</i> have the misfortune to be Miss Wayt. This
-is Mr. Wayt’s wife’s sister, Miss Alling.”</p>
-
-<p>It was a queer speech, made queerer by the
-prim articulation the author deemed proper in the<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_55" id="Page_55">[55]</a></span>
-situation. March tried not to see that the subject
-of the second clause of the introduction
-flushed deeply, while her mute return of his bow
-had a serious natural grace he thought charming.
-When he begged that she would resume her seat,
-the little roguish curl at the corner of her lips,
-which he recollected as archly demure, came into
-play.</p>
-
-<p>“We have no chairs to offer, but if you do not
-object to the best we have to give”—finishing
-the half invitation by seating herself upon a grass-grown
-root, jutting out near the trunk of the
-tree.</p>
-
-<p>“The nicest carpet and lounge in the world,”
-affirmed March, sitting down upon the sward.
-“Odd, isn’t it, that American men don’t know
-how to loll on the turf as English do? Our
-climate is ever so much drier and we have three
-times as many fair days in the year, and some of
-us seem to be as loosely put together. But we
-don’t understand how to fling ourselves down all
-in a heap that doesn’t look awkward either, and
-be altogether at ease in genuine Anglican fashion.
-Even if there are ladies present, an Englishman
-lies on the grass, and it is considered ‘quite the
-thing, don’t you know?’ They say the imported
-American never gets the hang of it, try as he will.
-A man must be born on the other side or he can’t
-learn it.”</p>
-
-<p>“There may be something in your countryman’s<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_56" id="Page_56">[56]</a></span>
-born reverence for women that prevents him
-from mastering the accomplishment,” said Hetty,
-a little dryly.</p>
-
-<p>March bowed gayly.</p>
-
-<p>“Thank you for the implied compliment in the
-name of American men! I am glad you are getting
-the benefit of this perfect May day. There,
-at any rate, we have the advantage of the Mother
-Country, if she <i>has</i> given us the Maypole and
-‘The Queen of the May.’ This is a sour and
-dubious month in Merry England.”</p>
-
-<p>“You have been there, then?”</p>
-
-<p>Hester said it abruptly, as she said most things,
-but the eagerness dashed with longing that gave
-plaintive cadence to the question, caught March’s
-ear.</p>
-
-<p>“Several times. I sailed from Liverpool twelve
-days ago. I was just off the steamer, and may
-be a little unsteady on my feet, when I collided
-with your carriage last Thursday, and you generously
-forgave me.”</p>
-
-<p>The girl was regarding him with frank admiration
-that would have annoyed an ultra-sensitive
-man, and amused, while it flattered, a vain one.</p>
-
-<p>“It must be <i>heavenly</i> to travel in the country
-of Scott and Dickens!” she said, quaintly naïve.
-“How you must have enjoyed it!”</p>
-
-<p>“I did, exceedingly, but less on account of
-‘David Copperfield’ and ‘Nicholas Nickleby’
-than because, as a boy, I reveled in English history,<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_57" id="Page_57">[57]</a></span>
-and that my mother’s father, for whom I was
-named, was English. You should hear my sister
-talk of her first journey across England. She
-would say every little while in an awed undertone:
-‘This is just <i>living</i> Dickens!’ You have not met
-her yet, I think?” to Hetty.</p>
-
-<p>“No.”</p>
-
-<p>The tone was reserved, without being rude.
-He could have fancied that sadness underlay civil
-regret. Perhaps May had been mistaken in postponing
-her call until the parsonage was in perfect
-order.</p>
-
-<p>“She means to call very soon. She thought it
-would be unneighborly to intrude before you had
-recovered from the fatigue of removal and travel.
-Mr. Wayt was my father’s guest for a day or
-two, you know, before your arrival, and I have
-since had the pleasure of meeting him several
-times and of hearing him preach this morning.”</p>
-
-<p>In the pause that succeeded the speech the
-church bell began to ring for afternoon service.
-Under the impression that he had lost caste in
-not attending upon the second stated ordinance
-of the sanctuary he offered a lame explanation.</p>
-
-<p>“I am afraid I am not an exemplary church-goer.
-But I find one sermon as much as I can
-digest and practice from Sunday to Sunday. My
-mother doesn’t like to hear me say it. She
-thinks such sentiments revolutionary and uncanonical,
-and no doubt she is right.”<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_58" id="Page_58">[58]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>“Anybody is excusable for preferring to worship
-‘under green apple boughs’ to-day,” observed
-Hester, with uncharacteristic tact. “You see we
-have always lived in cities, great and small. We
-have been used to brick walls and narrow, high
-houses, with paved backyards, with cats on the
-fences”—disgustfully—“and wet clothes flapping
-in your eyes if you tried to pretend to ruralize.
-Everybody hasn’t as much imagination as Young
-John Chivery, who said the flapping of sheets
-and towels in his face ‘made him feel like he was
-in groves.’”</p>
-
-<p>“Fairhill has preserved the rural element
-remarkably well, when one considers her tens of
-thousands of inhabitants, her water supply and
-electric lights,” said March; “and luckily one
-doesn’t need much imagination to help out his
-enjoyment of the world on this Sunday afternoon.”</p>
-
-<p>His tone was so respectfully familiar, his bearing
-so easy, the girls forgot that he was a stranger.</p>
-
-<p>“It wasn’t your Dickens who said it, but you
-can, perhaps, tell me who did write a verse that
-has been running in my unpoetical brain ever
-since I entered your fairy bower,” he said by and
-by.</p>
-
-<div class="poetry-container">
- <div class="poetry">
-<div class="verse">“The orchard’s all a-flutter with pink;</div>
-<div class="verse"><span style="margin-left: 1.5em;">Robins’ twitter, and wild bees’ humming</span></div>
-<div class="verse"><span style="margin-left: 0.5em;">Break the song with a thrill to think</span></div>
-<div class="verse"><span style="margin-left: 1.5em;">How sweet is life when summer is coming.</span></div>
-</div>
-</div>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_59" id="Page_59">[59]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>“That is the way it goes, I believe. It is a
-miracle for me to recollect so much rhyme. The
-robins and bees must have helped me out.”</p>
-
-<p>“I wish I knew who did that!” sighed Hester.
-“Oh! what it must be to write poetry or paint
-pictures!”</p>
-
-<p>March’s glance of mirthful suspicion changed
-at sight of the knotted brow and wistful eyes.</p>
-
-<p>“One ought to be thankful for either gift,” he
-said quietly. “I was thinking just now how I
-should like to make a picture of what I saw as I
-ran up the hill. May I try some day?”</p>
-
-<p>Hetty drew herself up and looked inquiry.
-Hester’s hands fluttered, painful scarlet throbbed
-into her cheeks.</p>
-
-<p>“Can you draw? Do you paint? Are you an
-<i>artist?</i>” bringing out the last word in an excited
-whisper.</p>
-
-<p>March was too much touched to trifle with her
-agitation. “I try to be,” he answered simply,
-almost reverently.</p>
-
-<p>“And would you—may I—would it annoy
-you—Hetty! ask him. You know what I want!”</p>
-
-<p>“My darling!” The cooing, comforting murmur
-was passing sweet. “Be quiet for one
-moment, and you can put what you want to say
-into words.” As the fragile form quivered under
-her hand, a light seemed to dawn upon her.
-“You see, Mr. Gilchrist, my niece loves pictures
-better than anything else and—she never has met<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_60" id="Page_60">[60]</a></span>
-a real, live artist before,” the corners of her mouth
-yielding a little. “She has had a great longing
-to know how the beautiful things that delight her
-are made—how they grow into being. Is that it,
-dear?”</p>
-
-<p>Hester nodded, her eyes luminous with tears
-she strove to drive back.</p>
-
-<p>March struck his hands together with boyish
-glee.</p>
-
-<p>“I have it! I will make a study of ‘orchards
-all a-flutter with pink,’ and you shall see me put
-in every stroke. May I begin to-morrow?
-Blossom-time is short. How unspeakably jolly!
-May we, Miss Alling?”</p>
-
-<p>The proposition was so ingenuous, and Hester’s
-imploring eyes were so eloquent, that the referee
-turned pale under the heart-wrench demur cost
-her.</p>
-
-<p>“Dear!” she said soothingly, to the invalid, “it
-would not be right to promise until we have consulted
-your mother. Mr. Gilchrist is very kind.
-Indeed”—raising an earnest face whose pallor set
-him to wondering—“you must believe that we
-do appreciate your goodness in offering her this
-great happiness. But—Hester, love, we <i>must</i> ask
-mamma.”</p>
-
-<p>March had seen Mrs. Wayt in church that forenoon,
-and been struck anew with her delicate
-loveliness. Could she, with that Madonna face,
-be a stern task-mistress? With the rise of difficulties,<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_61" id="Page_61">[61]</a></span>
-his desire to paint the picture increased.
-That this unfortunate child, with the artist soul
-shining piteous through her big eyes, should see
-the fair creation grow under his hand had become
-a matter of moment. As poor Hester’s effort to
-express acquiescence or dissent died in a hysterical
-gurgle, and a shamed attempt to hide her hot
-face with her hands, the tender-hearted fellow
-arose to take leave.</p>
-
-<p>“I won’t urge my petition until you have had
-time to think it over. But I don’t withdraw it.
-May I bring my sister over to see you both?
-She is fond of pictures, too, and dabbles in watercolors
-on her own account. Excuse me—and
-Thor—for our unintentionally unceremonious
-introduction to your notice, and thank you for a
-delightful half-hour. Good-afternoon!”</p>
-
-<p>Hetty looked after him, as his elastic stride
-measured off the orchard slope—a contradiction
-of strange mortification and strange delight warring
-within her. It was as if a young sun-god had
-paused in the entrance of a gruesome cave, and
-talked familiarly with the prisoners chained to the
-walls. With all her resolute purpose to oppose
-the intimacy which she foresaw must arise from
-the proposed scheme of picture-making, she could
-not ignore the straining of her spirit upon her
-bonds.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh!” wailed Hester, lowering her hands, “I
-didn’t mean to be so foolish! I will be brave<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_62" id="Page_62">[62]</a></span>
-and sensible, but you know, Hetty, I have never
-had anything like this offered to me before. It
-is like dying with thirst with water before one’s
-eyes, to give it up. And when he said: ‘Blossom-time
-is short,’ it rushed over me that I never
-had any—I can never have any. I am just a
-withered, useless, ugly bud that will never be a
-flower.”</p>
-
-<p>An agony of sobs followed.</p>
-
-<p>“My precious one!” Hetty’s tears flowed with
-hers. “Do I ever forget your sorrows? Are you
-listening, dear? If possible, you shall have this
-one poor little pleasure. You must trust your
-mother’s love and mine, to deny you nothing we
-can safely give. If we must refuse, it is only
-bearing a little more!”</p>
-
-<p>The going out of the May day was calm as
-with remembered happiness, but the chill that
-lurks in the imperfectly tempered air of the
-newborn season, awaiting the departure of the
-sun, was so pronounced by seven o’clock that
-Hetty called upon Homer to build a fire in the
-sitting room, where she and Hester were sitting.
-The children were sent to bed at eight o’clock.
-Mrs. Wayt was lying down in her chamber
-with one of her frequent headaches, rallying
-her forces against her husband’s return from the
-long walk he found necessary “to work off the
-cumulative electricity unexpended by the day’s
-services.”<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_63" id="Page_63">[63]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>“I belong to the peripatetic school of philosophy,”
-he said to a parishioner whom he met two
-miles from home.</p>
-
-<p>“He was forging ahead like a trained prize-fighter,”
-reported the admiring pewholder to a
-friend. “Nothing of the sentimental weakling
-about <i>him!</i>”</p>
-
-<p>March and May Gilchrist, pausing upon the
-parsonage porch, at sound of a voice singing softly
-and clearly within, saw, past a half-drawn sash curtain,
-Hetty rocking back and forth in the firelight,
-with Hester in her arms. The cripple’s
-head was thrown back slightly, bringing into relief
-the small, fine-featured face and lustrous eyes.
-Her wealth of hair waved and glittered with the
-motion of the chair like spun gold. It might
-have been a young mother crooning to her baby
-in a sort of chant, the words of which were distinctly
-audible to brother and sister, the nearest
-window being lowered a few inches from the top.
-Hester loved heat and light as well as a salamander,
-but could not breathe freely in a closed room.
-To-night was one of her “bad times,” and nothing
-but Hetty’s singing could win her a moderate
-degree of ease.</p>
-
-<div class="poetry-container">
- <div class="poetry">
- <div class="stanza">
-<div class="verse">“Blow winds!” [sang Hetty]</div>
-<div class="verse"><span style="margin-left: 4em;">“And waft through all the rooms</span></div>
-<div class="verse"><span style="margin-left: 0.5em;">The snowflakes of the cherry blooms!</span></div>
-<div class="verse"><span style="margin-left: 0.5em;">Blow winds! and bend within my reach</span></div>
-<div class="verse"><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_64" id="Page_64">[64]</a></span><span style="margin-left: 0.5em;">The fiery blossoms of the peach!</span></div>
- </div>
- <div class="stanza">
-<div class="verse">“O Life and Love! O happy throng</div>
-<div class="verse"><span style="margin-left: 0.5em;">Of thoughts whose only speech is song!</span></div>
-<div class="verse"><span style="margin-left: 0.5em;">O heart of man! canst thou not be</span></div>
-<div class="verse"><span style="margin-left: 0.5em;">Blithe as the air is, and as free?”</span></div>
-</div>
-</div>
-</div>
-
-<p>March moved forward hastily to ring the bell.
-He felt like an eavesdropping spy upon the unconscious
-girls. Without any knowledge of the
-isolation and mutual dependence of the two, the
-visitors perceived pathos in the scene—in the
-clinging helplessness of one and the brooding tenderness
-expressed in the close clasp and bent
-head of the other.</p>
-
-<p>The singing ceased instantly at the sound of
-the gong. “By George! what an alarm!” muttered
-March, discomfited by the clang succeeding
-his touch. “And I gave it such a genteel pull!”</p>
-
-<p>His attitude was apologetic still, when Mr.
-Wayt’s wife’s sister opened the door.</p>
-
-<p>“I seem fated to be heralded noisily!” he said
-regretfully. “I had as little idea of the tone of
-your doorbell as you had of the power of Thor’s
-lungs. Miss Alling, let me introduce my sister!
-She gave me no peace until I brought her to see
-you.”</p>
-
-<p>May extended her hand with unmistakable intention
-of good fellowship.</p>
-
-<p>“I scolded him for stealing a march upon me
-this afternoon while I, like a dutiful Christian,
-was in church,” she said. Her smile was her
-brother’s, her blithe, refined tones her own. “But<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_65" id="Page_65">[65]</a></span>
-I mean to improve my advantages the more diligently
-on that account.”</p>
-
-<p>The genial persiflage had bridged over the
-always awkward transit from front door to drawing
-room when the host is the conductor. It was
-the more embarrassing in this case because the
-two meagerly furnished parlors were unlighted
-except as a glimmer from the hall gas added to
-the sense of space and emptiness.</p>
-
-<p>“Allow me!” March took from Hetty’s fingers
-the match she had lighted, and reached up to the
-chandelier. The white illumination flashed upon
-a pleasing study of an up-looking manly face, with
-honest, hazel eyes, drooping mustache, and teeth
-that gleamed in the smile attending the question:
-“I hope your niece is none the worse for her
-fright?”</p>
-
-<p>“Thank you! I think not. She is rather nervous
-than timid, and not usually afraid of dogs.”</p>
-
-<p>“I hope we can see her to-night?” May took
-up the word. “My brother says she is such a
-dainty, bright little creature that I am impatient
-to meet her.”</p>
-
-<p>Hetty’s eyes glowed with gratitude and surprise.
-No other visitor had ever named the
-afflicted daughter of the house in this tone. The
-frank, cordial praise kept back no implication of
-pitying patronage. Mr. Wayt’s wife’s sister had
-knocked about the world of churches and parishes
-long enough to know that the perfect breeding<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_66" id="Page_66">[66]</a></span>
-which ignores deformity without overlooking the
-deformed is the rarest of social gifts. In any
-other circumstances, she would have refused
-steadfastly to subject Hester to the scrutiny of a
-stranger. As it was, she hesitated visibly.</p>
-
-<p>“She is seldom able to receive company in the
-evening. But I will see how she is feeling to-night.”</p>
-
-<p>She had remarkable self-possession, as March
-had noted already. She got herself out of the
-room without mumble or halt. She walked well,
-and with a single eye to her destination, with no
-diffident conjectures as to how she moved or
-looked. March had keen perceptions and critical
-notions upon such points.</p>
-
-<p>“What an interesting looking girl,” observed
-May, in an undertone.</p>
-
-<p>And March, as cautiously—“I hope she will let
-us see the little one! She is the jolliest grig you
-can conceive of.”</p>
-
-<p>Both tried not to look about them while
-waiting for the hostess’ return. The place was
-forlornly clean, and the new carpets gave forth
-the ungoodly smell of oily wool that nothing
-but time and use can dissipate. Plaintive efforts
-to abolish stiffness were evident in chairs grouped
-in conversational attitudes near the summer-fronted
-fireplace, and a table pulled well away
-from the wall, with books and photographs lying
-about on it. March could fancy Hetty doing<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_67" id="Page_67">[67]</a></span>
-these things, then standing disheartened, in the
-waste of moquette, under the consciousness that
-there was not one-fifth enough furniture for the
-vast rooms. At this point, he spoke again subduedly:</p>
-
-<p>“What possessed the church to build these
-desolate barns and call them family parlors?”</p>
-
-<p>May was a parish worker, and looked her surprise.</p>
-
-<p>“A parsonage must have plenty of parlor room
-for church sociables.”</p>
-
-<p>“Then those who use them ought to furnish
-them. Or, say! it wouldn’t be amiss to keep
-them up as show places are abroad—by charging
-a shilling admission fee.”</p>
-
-<p>Hetty’s return saved him from deserved rebuke.</p>
-
-<p>“My niece will be very happy to see you,” she
-reported, rather formally, her eyes darkling into
-vague trouble or doubt as she said it. On the
-way across the hall she added hurriedly to May:
-“We never overpersuade her to meet strangers.
-In this case there was no need.”</p>
-
-<p>May’s gloved hand sought hers with a swift,
-involuntary gesture. It was the merest touch
-that emphasized the low “Thank you!” but both
-struck straight home to Hetty’s heart. The Gilchrist
-tact was inimitable.</p>
-
-<p>Hester lay upon a lounge, propped into a sitting
-posture with pillows. Her hair and drapings
-were cunningly disposed. A casual eye would<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_68" id="Page_68">[68]</a></span>
-not have penetrated the secret of the withered
-limbs and curved spine. A red spot like a rose-leaf
-rested upon each cheek, her eyes shone, and
-her silent smile revealed small, perfect teeth like
-a two-year-old baby’s. She was so winsome that
-May stooped impulsively to kiss her as she would
-a pretty child.</p>
-
-<p>“I came to tell you how angry we all are—my
-father, mother, and I—with my brother and his
-dog for scaring you to-day,” she said, seating herself
-on an ottoman by the lounge, and retaining
-hold of the wee hand until it ceased to twitch and
-burn in hers. “I did think Thor knew better!
-His tail committed innumerable apologies to me
-when I told him I hoped to see you this evening.”</p>
-
-<p>March and Hetty, chatting together near the
-crackling wood fire, caught presently sentences
-relative to colors and pencils and portfolios, and
-slackened their talk to listen. May had elicited
-the confession that Hester’s brush was a solace
-and the only pastime she had “except reading
-and Hetty’s music.”</p>
-
-<p>“But it’s only trying with me,” said the tuneless
-voice. “I have had no teacher except Hetty.”</p>
-
-<p>“My dear Hester!” cried the person named.
-“Be candid, and say ‘worse than none!’”</p>
-
-<p>Hester colored vividly at this evidence that her
-confidences to her new friend were shared by
-others, but rallied gallantly to support her assertion.<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_69" id="Page_69">[69]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>“She doesn’t think she has any talent for drawing,
-but she took lessons for three months that
-she might teach me how to shade and manage
-perspective, and use water colors. She and I
-amuse ourselves with caricatures and all that, and
-I make drawings—very poor ones—to illustrate
-poems and stories, while she reads to me, and I
-do a little—you can’t imagine <i>how</i> little and how
-badly!—in color. Just bits, you know—grass
-and mossy sticks, and brambles running over
-stones, and frost-bitten leaves—and such things.
-Hetty is always on the lookout for studies for me.
-I cannot sit up long enough to undertake anything
-more important if I had the skill. And I
-shouldn’t dare venture to copy anything really
-beautiful—such as apple blossoms,” with a short-lived
-smile at March that left a plait between her
-eyes.</p>
-
-<p>Intercepting Hetty’s apprehensive glance, he
-smiled in return, but forbore to introduce the
-petition left with them that afternoon. May had
-been stringent on this point.</p>
-
-<p>“Don’t allude to it this evening!” she enjoined
-upon him. “Nothing is in worse taste than to
-use a first call as a lever for selfish ends. I’ll run
-in to-morrow morning, and try my powers of persuasion.
-Meantime, get your canvas and palette
-ready.”</p>
-
-<p>Hetty’s spirits rose when she perceived that the
-exciting topic was avoided. The four were in<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_70" id="Page_70">[70]</a></span>
-the swing of merry converse when the clock struck
-nine, and, as if he had waited for the signal, Mr.
-Wayt walked in. March, who sat by Hetty, saw
-her stiffen all over, and her eyes sink to the floor.
-Hester began to cough irrepressibly—a hard, dry
-hack, to quiet which Hetty went to get a glass of
-water. The pallor of the pastor’s face had a
-bilious tinge; his eyes were sunken, his whole
-appearance haggard and wild. Yet his greeting
-to the guests was effusive, his flow of language
-unabated. Neither daughter nor sister-in-law
-offered to second him. Hester’s roses faded, the
-ever present fold between her eyebrows was
-almost a scowl. Hetty was coldly imperturbable,
-and the Gilchrists soon made a movement to go.</p>
-
-<p>Mr. Wayt stepped forward airily to accompany
-them to the door, Hetty falling into the rear and
-parting from them with a grave bow upon the
-threshold of the sitting room.</p>
-
-<p>“My regards to your estimable parents,” said
-the host on the porch, his pulpit tone carrying
-far through the night. “A clerical friend of mine
-dubbed Judge Aaron Hollingshed of Chicago, an
-active elder in his church, and his wife, who was
-a true mother in Israel—‘Aaron and <i>her!</i>’ I
-already, in spirit, apply the like titles to Judge
-and Mrs. Gilchrist. It is such spirited support as
-theirs that upholds the hands of the modern
-Moses against the Amaleks of the day. Thank
-you for calling, and good-night to you both.”</p>
-
-<hr class="chap" />
-<div class="chapter"></div>
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_71" id="Page_71">[71]</a></span></p>
-
-
-
-
-<h2>CHAPTER IV.</h2>
-
-
-<p><span class="smcap">May Gilchrist</span> had not overestimated her persuasive
-powers. A call on Mrs. Wayt, undertaken
-as soon as she had seen, from her watch
-window, the tall, black figure of the clergyman
-issue from his gate, and take his way down-town,
-won his wife’s sanction to the presence of her sister
-and daughter in the orchard that afternoon to
-watch Miss Gilchrist’s brother upon a sketch he
-proposed to begin before the apple blossoms fell.</p>
-
-<p>“I shall be there, of course,” the young diplomatist
-mentioned casually. “I am studying art
-in an amateurish way, under my brother’s direction.
-I dearly enjoy seeing him paint. His
-hand is so firm and rapid, and his eye so true!
-Your daughter tells me she is fond of drawing.
-March and I would be only too happy to render
-any assistance in our power to forward her studies
-in that line.”</p>
-
-<p>“My sister has spoken to me of your kindness
-and his,” Mrs. Wayt answered thoughtfully.
-“She told me also that she had referred the
-question of accepting Mr. Gilchrist’s generous
-proposition to me. Hesitation seems ungracious,
-but my poor child is very excitable, and in nerve<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_72" id="Page_72">[72]</a></span>
-so unfit to work long at anything that I have
-doubted the expediency of allowing her to become
-interested in her favorite pursuit to the
-extent necessary for the acquisition of any degree
-of skill.”</p>
-
-<p>Nevertheless May went home victorious, and
-Mrs. Wayt, disquiet in eye and soul, sought her
-sister and detailed the steps of the siege and the
-surrender.</p>
-
-<p>“Refusal was impossible without risking the
-displeasure of influential parishioners, or exciting
-suspicions that might be more hurtful,” she concluded.</p>
-
-<p>Hetty was cleaning silver in the dining room.
-Over her buff gingham she wore a voluminous bib
-apron; housewifely solicitude informed her whole
-personality. Her hair was turned back from her
-temples, and the roughened roll showed rust-red
-lights in a bar of sunshine crossed by her head as
-she moved. The lines of her face had what Hester
-called “their forenoon <i>sag</i>,” a downward inclination
-that signified as much care as she could bear.
-She rubbed a tablespoon until she could see each
-loosened hair and drooping line in it, before
-unclosing her thinned lips to reply. Even then
-her speech was reluctant.</p>
-
-<p>“The child is yours, Frances—not mine, dearly
-as I love her. I understand as well as you how
-cruel it seems to deny her what is, in itself, a
-harmless pleasure. Still, we have agreed up to<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_73" id="Page_73">[73]</a></span>
-this time that it is inexpedient to give people the
-run of the house, and this looks like a straight
-road to that.”</p>
-
-<p>She did not glance up in speaking, or afterward.
-Her accent was unimpassioned, her
-thoughts apparently engrossed in the business of
-bringing polish out of tarnish.</p>
-
-<p>“There are circumstances that may alter cases—and
-premises,” returned Mrs. Wayt deprecatingly.
-“I cannot but feel that we may begin to
-argue and determine from a different standpoint.
-I wish you could be a little more sanguine, dear.”</p>
-
-<p>“You don’t wish it more than I do, sister! I
-wasn’t built upon the ‘Hope on, Hope ever’ plan.
-My utmost effort in that direction is to make the
-best of what cannot be bettered. And since you
-have said ‘Yes’ to this painting scheme we will
-think only of what a boon it will be to Hester.
-The new cook is a more imminent difficulty. This
-house is large, and the salary excellent, I admit,
-but it would have been wise to wait until our
-arrival before engaging her.”</p>
-
-<p>She knew that her sister was as much surprised
-as herself at Mr. Wayt’s commission to Mrs.
-Gilchrist, also that the wife would not plead this
-ignorance in self-defense.</p>
-
-<p>“Homer, you, and I could have divided the
-housework, as we did in other places,” continued
-Hetty, attacking a row of forks, now that the
-spoons were done with, “and we could hire a<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_74" id="Page_74">[74]</a></span>
-woman by the day to wash and iron. The cook
-may justify Mrs. Gilchrist’s recommendation. I
-dare say she will. Only—but I’ll not utter
-another croak to-day! You are an angelic optimist,
-and I am given over to pessimism of the
-opposite type. We will accept Mary Ann and
-the rest of the goods the Fairhill gods provide,
-including the open-air studio, eat, drink, and be
-merry, and make up our minds that to-morrow we
-<i>won’t</i> die! I’d seal the covenant with a kiss if I
-were quite certain that I am not silicon-ed up
-to the eyes.”</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Wayt bore a pained and heavy heart to
-the nursery and her mending basket. She loved
-Hetty fondly, and with what abundant reason no
-one knew so well as the heroic wife of a selfishly
-eccentric man. She trusted her sister’s sterling
-sense, and in most instances was willing to abide
-by her judgment, but there were radical differences
-in their views upon certain subjects. The
-very pains Hetty took to avert open discussion
-of what lay like a carking blight upon the spirits
-of both caused friction and rawness, and the
-feigned levity with which she closed the door
-upon the topic would have been insult from anyone
-else. She had no alternative but to submit,
-no help but in the Refuge of all pure souls
-tempted almost out of measure by the sins and
-perversities of those dearest to them. Upon the
-knees of her heart she besought wisdom and comfort,<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_75" id="Page_75">[75]</a></span>
-and—sweet satire upon the pious duty of
-self-examination!—forgiveness for her intolerance
-of others’ foibles!</p>
-
-<p>Baby Annie was building block houses upon
-the floor, and filling them with dandelions.
-Homer had brought a small basketful up to her
-just before Mrs. Wayt was summoned to her
-visitor, and had helped the child erect a castle
-while the mother was below. Upon her entrance,
-he shuffled out as sheepishly as if she had detected
-him rifling the pockets of her husband’s Sunday
-clothes. These lay over a chair by her work
-table. While she prayed, her fingers plied the
-needle upon a ripped lining and two loose
-buttons.</p>
-
-<p>“See, mamma,” entreated the little one. “So
-many dandeyions! Annie make house for dee
-papa!” The mother stooped to kiss her; a tear
-splashed upon the mass of wilting golden disks
-packed into papa’s treasure chamber. At the
-same age Hester had prattled of “dee papa,” and
-was his faithful shadow wherever he would allow
-her to follow. He had been too busy of late
-years and too distraught by various anxieties to
-take much notice of the younger children, but he
-had made a pet of little Hester. He used to call
-her “Lassie with glory crowned,” as he twined and
-burnished her sunny curls around his fingers.
-Annie was a loving little darling, but neither so
-sprightly nor so beautiful as her first-born at the<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_76" id="Page_76">[76]</a></span>
-same age. She worshiped her father, and he
-was beginning to recognize and be pleased by her
-preference.</p>
-
-<p>“Poor Percy!”</p>
-
-<p>“Papa sick?” asked the child, startled by the
-ejaculation.</p>
-
-<p>“No, my darling. Papa is very well. Mamma
-is only sorry! sorry! <i>sorry!</i>”</p>
-
-<p>“Sorry! sorry! <i>sorry!</i> Mamma sorry! sorry!
-<i>sorry!</i>” While she crammed the yellow flowers
-into the castle, the baby made the words into a
-song, catching intonation and emphasis as they
-had escaped her mother’s lips.</p>
-
-<p>Dandelions dying were as fair to her as dandelions
-golden-crisp in the meadow grass. A drop
-of blood, red from the heart, would mean no more
-than a coral bead.</p>
-
-<p>At three o’clock, Hester’s chair was drawn by
-Homer into the orchard. The painter, his sister,
-his dog, and his easel were already in place.
-March had sketched in the arbor, and indicated
-the figures sufficiently to reveal the purpose of
-the picture.</p>
-
-<p>Blossom-time is short, but fortunately the
-weather that week was phenomenally equable for
-May. In eight days the painting was finished.
-The reader may have noticed it at the Academy
-exhibition the next winter, where it was catalogued
-as “The Defense.” Hetty’s portrait and
-pose were admirably rendered, and the bound of<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_77" id="Page_77">[77]</a></span>
-the big St. Bernard was fiercely spirited. But
-the wonder of the group was the occupant of the
-low wicker carriage.</p>
-
-<p>“My baby daughter!” faltered Mrs. Wayt,
-on first seeing it, and no more words would
-come.</p>
-
-<p>To herself and to March, later and confidentially,
-Hetty spoke of it as “Hester glorified.” At
-times, she was almost afraid to look at it. It was
-the face of an infant, but an infant whose soul
-had outleaped the limitations of years. The filmy
-gold of her hair lay, cloudlike, about her, her perfectly
-molded hands were clasped in the fearless
-delight of ignorance as she leaned forward to welcome
-the enemy her custodian was ready to beat
-off. It was Hester in every lineament.</p>
-
-<p>Even the baby knew it. But it was Hester as
-her brothers and sisters would never see her unless
-among the fadeless blossoms of the world where
-crooked things will be made straight.</p>
-
-<p>March Gilchrist was not poetical except with
-his brush. It was his tongue, his song, his story.
-Through it Hetty Alling first learned to know
-him, yet they were never strangers after that earliest
-meeting in the orchard. She was a capital
-sitter, and he lingered over her portrait as he
-dared not over Hester’s for fear of wearying her.
-While Hetty posed, and he painted, May and
-Hester became warm friends. Miss Gilchrist had
-her own sketchbook, and March improvised an<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_78" id="Page_78">[78]</a></span>
-easel for it, which was attached to the wheeled
-chair, in desk fashion. Under May’s tutelage
-Hester made a study of apple blossoms, and
-another of plumy grasses which the overlooker
-praised with honest warmth, and promised to
-keep forever as souvenirs of the “pink-and-white
-week.” The robins were so used to the sight
-of the social group that they exchanged tender
-confidences freely overhead, as to summer plans
-and prospective birdlings. Thor’s massive bulk
-crushed, daily, the same area of sunny turf, and
-he may have had canine views as to the folly of
-working when the sun was warm and the sod
-softest. The orchard, where every tree was a
-mighty bouquet, was an impervious screen between
-the party and the streets and such windows
-as commanded the slope.</p>
-
-<p>“It is paradise, with rows upon rows of shining,
-fluffy angels to keep out the rest of the
-world!” said Hester, on the afternoon of the last
-sitting. “I’m glad it is we who are inside! And
-not another soul!”</p>
-
-<p>March was dabbling his brushes in a wide-mouthed
-bottle of turpentine, preparatory to putting
-them up.</p>
-
-<p>“Nothing exclusive about her—is there?” he
-laughed to Hetty, in mock admiration.</p>
-
-<p>She answered in the same vein:</p>
-
-<p>“She was always an incorrigible aristocrat!”</p>
-
-<p>“Say a beggarly aristocrat, and free your<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_79" id="Page_79">[79]</a></span>
-mind!” retorted Hester good-humoredly. “I
-don’t care who knows it. Who doesn’t prefer a
-select coterie to a promiscuous ‘crush’? I’d like
-to dig out this orchard just as I would a square
-of turf, and set it down in the middle of the
-South Seas (wherever they may be) where the
-trees wouldn’t shed their blossoms the whole
-year round, and we four—with the robins and
-Thor thrown in ornamentally—might paint and
-talk and live forever and a day. I used to wonder
-what answer I would make to the fairy who
-offered three wishes—but I am quite ready for
-her now. I’d fuse them all into one!”</p>
-
-<p>“Are you sure? Going! Going! the last call!
-<i>Gone!</i>” cried March, bringing down his biggest
-brush, <i>à la</i> auctioneer’s hammer, upon Thor’s
-head.</p>
-
-<p>“Gone it is!” responded Hester, folding her
-tiny hands upon her heart, and closing her eyes
-in an ecstasy of satisfaction. “Let nobody speak
-for five minutes. (Look at your watch, Mr. Gilchrist!)
-For five minutes we will make believe
-that the deed is done, and we are translated. I
-hear the surf on the shores of the</p>
-
-<div class="poetry-container">
- <div class="poetry">
-<div class="verse"><span style="margin-left: 8em;">“Dear little isle of our own,</span></div>
-<div class="verse">Where the winds never sigh, and the skies never weep.</div>
-</div>
-</div>
-
-<p>“Hush!”</p>
-
-<p>They humored this one of her caprices, as they
-had others. She was full of fancies, some odd,<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_80" id="Page_80">[80]</a></span>
-some ghastly, some graceful. Even practical
-May yielded obedience to the mandate, and, laying
-her head against the bole of the tree, met the
-bright eye of the mother robin peering over the
-edge of her nest with what May chose to interpret
-as a wink of intelligent amusement.</p>
-
-<p>“She asked me as plainly as dumb show could
-ask, who would provide three meals a day for the
-happy exclusives, and, when I alluded to breadfruit
-trees and beefsteak geraniums, wanted to
-know where ovens and gridirons would come
-from,” said May afterward; “That formed the
-basis of <i>my</i> five-minute reverie.”</p>
-
-<div class="poetry-container">
- <div class="poetry">
-<div class="verse"><span style="margin-left: 2em;">My soul, to-day,</span></div>
-<div class="verse"><span style="margin-left: 2em;">Is far away,</span></div>
-<div class="verse">Sailing the Vesuvian bay;</div>
-<div class="verse"><span style="margin-left: 2em;">My winged boat,</span></div>
-<div class="verse"><span style="margin-left: 2em;">A bird afloat,</span></div>
-<div class="verse">Swims ’round the purple peaks remote.</div>
-</div>
-</div>
-
-<p>So runs the poem, between the lines of which
-might be written the exultant, “<i>Absent from the
-body!</i>” Hester’s soul had the poet’s power of
-“drifting” into absolute idealization. She was
-used to building with dream stuff. In the time
-she had allotted, she lived out a lifetime, to
-tell of which would require hours and many
-pages. That she paid for the wide sweep into
-the remote and the never-to-be, by reaction bitterer
-than death, never dissuaded her from other
-voyages of the “winged boat.”<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_81" id="Page_81">[81]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>For perhaps sixty seconds Hetty, sitting upon
-the turf by the recumbent Thor, and idly pulling
-his shaggy hair, reflected regretfully upon this
-certain reflex action; then, as if uttered in her
-ear, recurred the words: “Where we four might
-paint, and talk, and <i>live</i> forever!”</p>
-
-<p>“We four!” Involuntarily, her eye sped from
-one to another of the group; from May’s placid
-visage and smile upraised to the robin’s nest, to
-the face framed about by pale blue cushions—colorless
-as wax, the pain lines effaced by the
-sweet exaltation oftenest seen upon the forehead
-and mouth of a dead child—consciousness, rising
-into majesty, of having compassed all that is given
-to the human creature to know, the full possession
-of a happy secret to be shared with none
-who still bear the weight of mortality. Hetty’s
-heart slackened its beat while she gazed upon the
-motionless features. Her “child” was, for the
-time, rapt beyond her reach. Yet it was only
-“make believe” after all, that snared her into
-temporary bliss!</p>
-
-<p>Before the pang of the thought got firm hold
-of her she met March Gilchrist’s eyes, full, and
-fixed upon hers.</p>
-
-<p>He lay along the grass, supporting himself on
-his left elbow, his cheek upon his hand, the other
-hand, still holding the big brush, had fallen across
-Thor’s back. His eyes were startled, as by an
-unexpected revelation, and as her glance touched<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_82" id="Page_82">[82]</a></span>
-them, sudden, glad light leaped from depth to
-surface. He would not release her regard—not
-even when the glow that succeeded the numbness
-of the thrill stole from limb to limb, and suffused
-her face, and all the forceful maiden nature
-battled with the magnetic compulsion. The
-sough of the spring breeze in the flower-laden
-branches, likened by Hester to the whispering
-surf upon island sands; the humming bees and
-twittering birds; the sun-warmed scent of apple
-blooms and white clover and the sweetbrier growing
-just without the canopy of the king apple
-tree; the faint flush of light strained through
-locked masses of blossoms, were, for those
-supreme moments, all the world—except that this
-man—God’s most glorious creation—spoke to
-her, although his lips were moveless, and that the
-stir of a new and divine life within her heart
-replied.</p>
-
-<p>“I am sure the time must be up!” said May
-yawningly. “Poor Hester is fast asleep, and my
-tongue aches with holding it so long.”</p>
-
-<p>Hester unclosed her eyes slowly, smiled
-dreamily, and essayed no denial. March was on
-his knees, collecting brushes and tubes into his
-color box. Hetty was folding a rug so much
-too heavy for her wrists that May sprang to seize
-the other end.</p>
-
-<p>“Why—are you chilly? Your fingers are like
-ice!” she exclaimed, as their hands met. “And<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_83" id="Page_83">[83]</a></span>
-how you shiver! I am afraid we have been selfish
-in keeping you out of doors so long!”</p>
-
-<p>The ague shook the mirth out of the nervous
-laugh with which Hetty answered:</p>
-
-<p>“Now that the strain of the week’s suspense
-and sittings is over, and the result of our joint
-labors is a pronounced success, I am a little tired.
-The spring is a trifle crude as yet, too,” she subjoined,
-speaking more glibly than usual. “By
-the time the sun reaches the tops of the trees, we
-begin to feel the dew fall. Hester, we must go
-in!”</p>
-
-<p>March took the handle of the wheeled chair
-from her. “That is too heavy for you on the
-thick grass. May, will you abide by the stuff
-until I come back?”</p>
-
-<p>On every other afternoon, Homer had come
-down at five o’clock to roll the carriage up the
-ascent. Hester lay among the pillows, her eyes
-again shut, and the reflection of the happy secret
-upon her face. Hetty walked mutely beside her.</p>
-
-<p>March liked the fine reserve that kept her
-silent and forbade her to risk another encounter
-of glances. She was all womanly, refined in
-every instinct. Crushing the young grasses with
-foot and wheel, and bowing under the stooping
-branches, they made their way to the gate in the
-parsonage fence. Homer shambled hurriedly
-down the walk to meet them.</p>
-
-<p>“Now”—he stammered, laying hold of the<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_84" id="Page_84">[84]</a></span>
-propeller of the chair—“I’d ’a bin yere sooner,
-but I had to go downtown on an arrant——”</p>
-
-<p>“That’s all right!” said March good-naturedly.
-“I was happy to bring Miss Wayt up the hill.
-Good-by, Queen Mab! May I have the honor of
-taking you to my home studio to see the picture
-when it is varnished and framed?”</p>
-
-<p>She replied by a gentle inclination of the head,
-and the same joyous ghost of a smile. She was
-like one lost in a dream, so deep and delicious
-that he will not move or speak for fear of awakening.</p>
-
-<p>March raised his hat and stood aside to let the
-carriage pass. As Hetty would have followed, his
-offered hand barred the way.</p>
-
-<p>“One moment, please!” he said, in grave simplicity.
-“I have to thank you for some very
-happy hours. May I, also, thank you for the
-hope of many more? I should be sorry if our
-acquaintanceship were to fall to the level of social
-conventionality. We have always been intimate
-with our pastor’s family, and mean, unless forbidden,
-to remain true to time-honored precedent.”</p>
-
-<p>If he had alarmed her just now, he would prove
-that he was no love-smitten boy, but a purposeful
-man, who understood himself and was obedient
-to law and order. Hetty gathered herself together
-to emulate his tranquillity.</p>
-
-<p>“I especially want to thank <i>you</i>, out of her
-hearing, for the great kindness you and your sister<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_85" id="Page_85">[85]</a></span>
-have showed to my dear little invalid. She
-will never forget it, nor shall I. It has been the
-happiest week of her life. I think but for your
-offer to lend her books, and Miss Gilchrist’s
-promise to keep on with her painting lessons, that
-the end of our sittings would be a serious affliction
-to her. Please say this from me to Miss Gilchrist,
-also. Good-evening!”</p>
-
-<p>He ran lightly back to May and “the stuff.”
-He had not obtained permission to call, but
-neither was it refused. He liked dignity in a
-woman. As he phrased it, “it furred the peach
-and dusted the plum.” He was entirely willing
-to do all the wooing.</p>
-
-<p>May innocently applied the last touch to his
-unruffled spirit in their family confabulation in
-the library that evening.</p>
-
-<p>“That Hetty Alling is one of the most delightful
-girls I ever met!” she asseverated emphatically.</p>
-
-<p>“In what respect?” inquired her judicial parent.</p>
-
-<p>“She has individuality—and of the best sort.
-She is intelligent, frank, spirited, and with these
-sterling qualities, as gentle as a saint with poor
-little Hester, who must be a great care to one
-so young as Hetty. I mean to do all I can to
-brighten the monotonous existence the two girls
-must lead. From all I can gather without asking
-impertinent questions, they are thrown almost
-entirely upon one another for entertainment and<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_86" id="Page_86">[86]</a></span>
-happiness. It is an oddly assorted household,
-taken as a whole.”</p>
-
-<p>“Talking of originality,” observed March after
-a meditative puff or two, “you have it in the
-niece. It is fearfully sad that such a mind should
-be crowded into the body of a dwarf. She dotes
-upon books. If you will look up a dozen or so
-that you think she—or Miss Alling—would enjoy,
-I will take them over to-morrow.”</p>
-
-<p>His mother’s attitude changed slightly, although
-her face was unaltered. She seemed to
-hold her breath to listen, her whole inner being
-to quicken into intensity of interest. March,
-stretched luxuriously upon the rug, in his usual
-post-prandial attitude, felt her sigh.</p>
-
-<p>“Do I tire you, mother, dear?” he asked.</p>
-
-<p>“Never, my boy!”</p>
-
-<p>Nor ever would, although within the hour and
-with a throe that tested her reserves of fortitude,
-she had surrendered the first place in his heart.
-The blow was unexpected. The orchard paintings
-and her children’s interest in them had
-seemed entirely professional to her. March had
-sketched dozens of girls, and fallen in love with
-none of them. With all his warmth of heart and
-ready sensibilities, he was not susceptible to feminine
-charms. As a boy, he became enamored of
-art too early to have other flames. Perhaps, with
-fatuity common to mothers, she reasoned that
-with such a home as his he was not likely to be<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_87" id="Page_87">[87]</a></span>
-tempted by visions of domestic bliss under a vine
-and fig tree yet to be planted. It is a grievous
-problem to the maternal intellect why men who
-have the best mothers and sisters living and eager
-to spoil them with much serving, should be the
-earliest to marry out of certainty into hazardous
-uncertainty.</p>
-
-<p>When the judge had gone to a political meeting,
-and May to entertain visitors in the drawing
-room, Mrs. Gilchrist divined the purport of the
-impending communication. Her fair hand grew
-clammy in toying with the short chestnut curls;
-in the silence through which she could hear the
-tinkle of the fountain on the lawn, she wet her
-dry lips that they might not be unready with loving
-rejoinder to what her idol was preparing to
-say. She knew March too well to expect conventional
-preamble. He was always direct and
-genuine. She did not start when he spoke at
-length.</p>
-
-<p>“Mamma, darling.”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, my son.”</p>
-
-<p>“It has come to me at last, and in earnest.”</p>
-
-<p>“I surmised as much.” It was plain to see
-where he got his dislike of circuitous methods.
-“Is it Mrs. Wayt’s sister?”</p>
-
-<p>“It is Hetty Alling. She is a true, noble
-woman. I shall try to win her love. Should I
-succeed, you will love her for my sake, will you
-not?”<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_88" id="Page_88">[88]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>“You know that I will. But this is sudden.
-You have known her less than a fortnight. And,
-dear, it is out of the fullness of my love that I
-speak—I am afraid that the family is a peculiar
-one. Be prudent, my son. You are young, and
-life is long. I cannot bear that you should make
-a mistake here. Should this young girl be all
-that you think—even all that I hope to find in
-her—it is best not to force her decision. Give
-her time to study you. Take time, and make
-opportunities to study <i>her</i>. I ask it because you
-bear the names of two honorable men—your
-father and mine—and because it would break
-your mother’s heart to see her only boy unhappy.”</p>
-
-<p>He drew her hand to his lips—the high-bred
-hand that would always be beautiful—and held it
-there for a moment. She had his pledge.</p>
-
-<p>Hetty had followed Hester into the house. It
-was half-past five, and there were strawberries to
-be capped for the half-past six dinner. A parishioner
-had left a generous supply of Southern berries
-at the door while the girls were out, and had
-taken Mrs. Wayt and her little daughters to drive.
-Aunt and niece sat down at a table drawn before
-the dining-room window and fell to work. Hester’s
-high chair brought her tiny, dexterous fingers
-to a level with Hetty’s. The task went
-forward with silent rapidity, and neither noted
-the direction of her companion’s eyes. Hetty<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_89" id="Page_89">[89]</a></span>
-seemed to her dazed self to bear about with her
-the charmed atmosphere of the nook under the
-king apple tree.</p>
-
-<p>The mingled hum of bees and sighing wind and
-bird-note sounded in her ears like the confused
-song of a seashell. Now and then, a ray from
-hazel eyes flashed athwart her sight. Brain and
-heart were in a tumult that terrified her into
-questioning her identity. The “winged boat” of
-fancy was a novel craft to our woman of affairs.
-As novel was the self-absorption that made her
-unobservant of Hester’s brilliant eyes and musing
-smile. As the dainty fingers, just reddened on
-the tips by the fruit, picked off and cast aside the
-green “caps,” Hester’s regards were fixed upon
-the Anak of the orchard, and Hetty’s strayed continually
-to the same point. Both looked over
-and beyond a figure creeping on all-fours down
-the central alley of the broad, shallow garden,
-occasionally crouching low, as if to crop the grass
-of the borders.</p>
-
-<p>Perry, studying his Latin grammar in his
-mother’s chamber above, awoke the taciturn
-dreamers by a shout:</p>
-
-<p>“Hello, Tony! what <i>are</i> you doing there?”</p>
-
-<p>He turned his head, not his body, to reply:</p>
-
-<p>“Now—jes’ lookin’ for somethin’ I dropped.”</p>
-
-<p>“You’ll drop yourself some day if you don’t
-watch out!”</p>
-
-<p>Hester’s unmusical cackle broke forth.<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_90" id="Page_90">[90]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>“Does he look more like a praying mantis—or
-Nebuchadnezzar?” she said to her co-worker.
-“He reminds me of a funny thing I heard a man
-say when I was a child of a picture in my catechism
-of Nebuchadnezzar feeding in the pasture
-with a herd of cows. He said it was ‘a fine study
-of comparative anatomy.’ The advantage would
-be on the side of the cows if Tony were to take
-the field.”</p>
-
-<p>Hetty could not but laugh with her in looking
-at the grotesque object.</p>
-
-<p>“A short sight is a real affliction—poor fellow!
-It is to be hoped that he has ‘dropped’ nothing
-valuable. I will take the bowl and ‘caps’ into the
-kitchen when I have laid you down upon the
-lounge. Your poor back must ache by this time.”</p>
-
-<p>She lingered a few minutes in the kitchen to
-make sure that everything was in train for dinner.
-Her practical knowledge of all departments of
-housewifery had already gained for her Mary Ann’s
-profound respect. The cook recommended by
-Mrs. Gilchrist was a tidy body, a capital worker,
-and, as she vaunted herself, “one as took an
-<i>intrust</i> in any family she lived in.”</p>
-
-<p>“I ast that pore innocent feller if there was any
-parsley in the gairdin,” she chuckled to Hetty,
-“an’ he said he’d fetch me a bunch to gairnish
-me dishes. But I’ve niver laid eyes onto him
-since. I mistrust he don’t know one yarb from
-another. Is he ‘all there,’ d’ye think, mem?”<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_91" id="Page_91">[91]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>“He is not quick, but he is not an idiot, by
-any means,” returned his patroness. “He is a
-faithful, honest fellow, always thankful for a kind
-word, very industrious, and perfectly truthful.
-We think a great deal of Homer. I saw him in
-the garden just now, looking for the parsley. I
-will find him and send him in with it. Don’t
-sugar the berries; we do that on the table. Keep
-them in a cool place until they are wanted for
-dessert.”</p>
-
-<p>She strolled down the garden walk, singing
-low to herself the catching tune to which she had
-set the words the Gilchrists had overheard the
-Sunday night of their first call:</p>
-
-<div class="poetry-container">
- <div class="poetry">
-<div class="verse">O Life and Love! O happy throng</div>
-<div class="verse">Of thoughts whose only speech is song.</div>
-<div class="verse">O heart of man! canst thou not be</div>
-<div class="verse">Blithe as the air is, and as free?</div>
-</div>
-</div>
-
-<p>Homer had vanished from the main alley that
-led directly to the orchard, yet she walked on
-down the whole length of it. Blazing tulips had
-supplanted faded hyacinths; the faint green
-globes of snowball bushes were bleaching hourly
-in May sunshine and breeze; the lilac hedge, lining
-the post-and-board fence at the bottom of the
-parsonage lot, was set thick with purple and
-mauve and white spikes.</p>
-
-<p>“Such a dear, old-fashioned garden!” Hetty
-said, half aloud. “It reminds me of the one we<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_92" id="Page_92">[92]</a></span>
-had at home!” Leaning upon the orchard gate
-she abandoned herself to reverie. The robins’
-whistle in the apple tree was low and tender;
-fleecy clouds, drifting toward the west, began to
-blush on the sunward side, the blending odors of
-a thousand flowers hung in the air. The word
-“home” took thought back—thoughts of the only
-one she had ever had, and the mother whose
-death lost it to her. Since then she had stood
-alone, and helped weaker people to stand. A
-great longing for rest in a love she could claim
-as all hers drove tears to her eyes. The longing
-was not new, but the hope that softened it was.
-Hitherto, it had been linked with her mother’s
-image only. She wanted her now, as much, and
-more than ever before, but that she might sympathize
-with what she began to comprehend
-tremblingly. Her mother would enter into her
-trembling and her joy. Especially if she had
-seen what Hetty never could describe—a look
-the memory of which renewed the shy, delicious
-shame expressed in the blush March had pitied,
-while rejoicing in the sight of it.</p>
-
-<p>Such a boundless, beautiful world opened to
-her while she stood there, looking down the blossoming
-vistas of the orchard—solitary, yet comforted!
-She would give rein to imagination for
-that little while. It could harm no one, even if it
-were all a chimera that would not outlast blossom-time.
-And must it be <i>that?</i> What had glorified<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_93" id="Page_93">[93]</a></span>
-other desolate women’s lives might bless
-hers. Spring comes to every year, however long
-and cruel may have been the winter. Recalling
-March’s prophecy of future association, she dared
-dwell upon visions of his visits, of the pleasant
-familiar talks that would make them better
-acquainted; of the books they would read and
-discuss; of the pictures he would paint, with her
-looking on.</p>
-
-<p>“I am not beautiful or accomplished,” she said
-humbly. “But I would make myself more
-worthy of him. I am young and apt. I would
-make no mistakes that could mortify him. He
-should never be ashamed of me, and, oh!” she
-stretched her arms involuntarily, as if to draw the
-unseen nearer to her heart—“how faithfully I
-would serve him, forever and forever.”</p>
-
-<p>The flight of fancy had indeed been fast and
-far!</p>
-
-<p>The tinkle of the dinner bell in Mary Ann’s
-vigorous hand ended the fond foolishness
-abruptly. It was the careful housewife who
-asked herself with a guilty start: “What has become
-of Homer and the parsley?”</p>
-
-<p>Her first step in returning was upon something
-hard. She picked it up.</p>
-
-<hr class="tb" />
-
-<p>Homer met his young mistress at the back
-door. His weak, furtive eyes were uneasy before
-she accosted him. At her incisive tone the red<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_94" id="Page_94">[94]</a></span>
-rims closed entirely over them, his hands, grimy
-with groping in gravel and turf, fumbled with
-one another, and his loose jaw dangled.</p>
-
-<p>“Homer, you said this afternoon that you had
-been out to do an errand. Do not leave the
-place again without letting me know where you
-are going, and for what.”</p>
-
-<p>“Now,” he began wretchedly, “you wasn’t at
-home, ’n I thought——”</p>
-
-<p>“I forbid you to think! I will do the thinking
-for this family. You knew where to find me. If
-you had not, you ought to have waited until I
-got back. I mean what I say!”</p>
-
-<p>He shifted miserably from one foot to the
-other, and, as she passed him, cleared his dry
-throat.</p>
-
-<p>“Now, ’spose Mrs. Wayt was to send me out
-in a hurry?”</p>
-
-<p>“Tell her that you have my orders.”</p>
-
-<p>“Now——”</p>
-
-<p>She looked over her shoulder at him, impatient
-and contemptuous. He had never seen her so
-angry with him before. He plucked at the battered
-brim of an old military cap clutched in one
-hand. He had found it in the garret, and believed
-that it became him rarely.</p>
-
-<p>“I was ’bout to say as I hed los’ what I
-hed——”</p>
-
-<p>“I found it. Not another word! There is no
-excuse for you!”</p>
-
-<hr class="chap" />
-<div class="chapter"></div>
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_95" id="Page_95">[95]</a></span></p>
-
-
-
-
-<h2>CHAPTER V.</h2>
-
-
-<p><span class="smcap">Mr. Wayt</span> availed himself of an early opportunity
-to make known his intention to take no
-vacation that year. He “doubted the expediency
-of midsummer absences on the part of suburban
-pastors.” While many residents of Fairhill went
-abroad and to fashionable resorts in America in
-July and August, a respectable minority was content
-to remain at home, and some of the vacated
-cottages and villas were taken by city people, to
-whom the breezy heights and shaded lawns were
-a blessed relief from miles of scorching stone and
-brick. He “foresaw both foreign and domestic
-missionary work in his own parish,” he said to his
-session in explaining his plans for the summer
-campaign.</p>
-
-<p>The resolution was politic and strengthened
-his hold upon his new charge. Not to be outdone
-in generosity, the people redoubled their
-affectionate attentions to their spiritual leader.
-Fruits, flowers, and all manner of table dainties
-poured into the parsonage; carriages came daily
-to offer airings to Mrs. Wayt and the children,
-and on the Fourth of July a pretty phaëton and
-gentle horse were sent as “a gift to the mistress<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_96" id="Page_96">[96]</a></span>
-of the manse,” from a dozen prominent parishioners.</p>
-
-<p>“Verily, my cup runneth over.”</p>
-
-<p>A real tear dropped upon Mr. Wayt’s shirt
-front as he uttered it falteringly on the afternoon
-of the holiday. Yet he had been repeating the
-words at seasonable intervals, and more or less
-moistly, since the hour of the presentation.</p>
-
-<p>The Gilchrists were upon the eastern veranda,
-the embowering vines of which were beginning to
-rustle in the sea breeze. All had arisen at the
-pastor’s appearance, and March set a chair for
-him.</p>
-
-<p>“I have thought, sometimes, that I had some
-command of language,” he continued unctuously.
-“To-day I have no words save those laid to my
-use by the Book of books—‘My cup runneth
-over.’ It is not one of my foibles to expatiate
-upon the better ‘days that are no more.’ The
-trick is common and cheap. But to you, my
-best friends, I may venture to confide that my
-dear wife and I were brought up in what I have
-since been disposed to characterize as ‘mistaken
-luxury.’ Since the unselfish saint joined her
-blameless lot with mine she has never had a carriage
-of her own until to-day. I can receive
-favors done to myself with a manly show of gratitude.
-Appreciation of my wife makes a baby of
-me.”</p>
-
-<p>“By this time he should be in his second childhood,<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_97" id="Page_97">[97]</a></span>
-then, for everybody likes mamma,” piped
-a familiar voice from within the French window
-of the library. Glancing around with a start that
-was <i>not</i> theatrical, he espied his eldest born
-established at her ease in a low chair. Her feet
-were on a stool; she wore a white gown, and
-May’s white Chudda shawl covered her from the
-waist downward; her hair was a mesh of gold
-thread that drew to it all the light of the dying
-day. May sat on a cushion in the window and
-linked Hester in her comparative retirement with
-the veranda group.</p>
-
-<p>“Ah, little one, are you there?” said the fond
-parent playfully. “I missed you from the dinner
-table and might have guessed that you could be
-nowhere but here.”</p>
-
-<p>Profound silence ensued, and lasted for a minute.
-Hester shrank into herself with a blush
-visible even in the shadowy interior.</p>
-
-<p>March and May had gone through orchard
-and gardens to fetch her an hour ago. Her
-father had eaten his evening meal at the same
-table with her. In the circumstances there was
-nothing to say, a fact comprehended by all
-except the unconscious offender.</p>
-
-<p>“I think Mrs. Wayt will find her horse gentle,”
-said Judge Gilchrist, in formal civility too palpable
-to his wife.</p>
-
-<p>With intelligent apprehension of the truth, too
-often overlooked, that confidence in the truth<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_98" id="Page_98">[98]</a></span>
-bearer must precede obedience to his message,
-she desired that her husband and son should like
-Mr. Wayt. To March she had confessed her fear
-that some of the family were “peculiar,” and he
-might infer the inclusion of the nominal head
-in the category. Further than this she would not
-go. With pious haste she picked the fly out of
-the ointment, and with holy duplicity beguiled
-others into approval of the article that bore the
-trade mark of “The Church.”</p>
-
-<p>Ah, the Church!—in every age and, despite
-lapses and shortcomings and stains, the custodian
-of the Ark of God—her debt to such devout and
-loyal souls as this woman’s will never be estimated
-until the Master shall make acknowledgment
-of it in the great day of reckoning.</p>
-
-<p>When the judge’s turn of the subject and the
-“horsey” talk that followed granted his wife
-leisure to reconsider the matter, she discovered
-that there was no cause for discomfiture. Mr.
-Wayt was absent-minded, as were all students
-of deep things. Only, her husband was quick of
-sight and wit, and neither March nor May had
-much to say, of late, of the new preacher who
-was doing such excellent work in the congregation.
-March went regularly to church and sat
-beside his mother through prayer and hymn and
-sermon, and afterward refrained from adverse
-criticism. This may have been out of respect to
-the girl he hoped to make his wife. Yet she had<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_99" id="Page_99">[99]</a></span>
-dared fancy that the graver tenderness of his
-behavior to herself and the unusual periods of
-thoughtfulness that occurred in their conversations
-had to do with the dawning of spiritual life
-in his soul. However much certain of Mr. Wayt’s
-mannerisms might offend her taste, there was no
-question of his ability and eloquence. That these
-might be the divinely appointed nets for the
-ingathering into the Church of her best beloved
-was a burden that weighted every petition.</p>
-
-<p>March had not spoken openly of his love for
-Hetty Alling since the evening on which he first
-avowed it to his mother, but, in her opinion, there
-was nothing significant in this reserve. The Gilchrists
-were delicate in their dealings with one
-another, never asking inconvenient questions, or
-pushing communication beyond the voluntary
-stage. If May divined the drift of her brother’s
-affections, she did not intimate it by word or look.
-When the fruit of confidence was ripe it would
-be dropped into her lap. She <i>did</i> note what Mrs.
-Gilchrist had not the opportunity of seeing—how
-seldom Hetty had leisure to receive March or his
-sister. She was getting ready the wardrobe of
-the twin boys, who were to go to boarding school
-the 1st of October. Through Hester’s talk May
-had learned incidentally that the Wayts employed
-neither dressmaker nor seamstress.</p>
-
-<p>“Hetty is miraculously skillful with her
-needle,” was Hester’s way of putting it, “and<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_100" id="Page_100">[100]</a></span>
-so swift that it would drive her wild to see her
-work done by the ‘young lady who goes out by
-the day.’ I work buttonholes and hem ruffles
-and such like, and mamma gives her all the time
-she can spare from baby—and other things. But
-our Hetty is the motor of the household machine.
-I don’t believe there is another like her in the
-world. The mold in which she was cast was
-broken.”</p>
-
-<p>She had said this in a chat held with her
-favorite this evening while the others were engaged
-with other themes outside of the window.
-May encouraged her to go on by remarking:</p>
-
-<p>“You love her as dearly as if she were really
-your sister, don’t you?”</p>
-
-<p>“‘As well!’ The love I have for mother, sisters,
-and brothers is a drop in the ocean compared
-with what I feel for Hetty! See here, Miss
-May!” showing her perfectly formed hands.
-“These were as helpless as my feet. Hetty
-rubbed me, bathed me, flexed the muscles for an
-hour every morning and an hour every night.
-She tempted me to eat; obliged me to take exercise;
-carried me up and down stairs, and sat with
-me in her arms out of doors until she had saved
-fifty dollars out of her allowance to have my
-chair built. Hetty educated me—made me over!
-She is my brain, the blood of my heart—I don’t
-believe I should have a soul but for Hetty!”</p>
-
-<p>The warm water stood in May’s eyes. But the<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_101" id="Page_101">[101]</a></span>
-weak voice, thrilling with excitement, reminded
-her of the danger of an excess of feeling upon the
-disjointed system. She spoke lightly:</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, your father would have looked out for
-your soul!”</p>
-
-<p>“<i>Would</i> he?”</p>
-
-<p>The accent of intensest acrimony shocked the
-listener, corroborated as it was by the bitterness
-of scorn that wrung the small face.</p>
-
-<p>In a second Hester caught herself up.</p>
-
-<p>“They say that cobblers’ wives go barefoot.
-Ministers have so little time to spare for the souls
-of their families that their children are paganed.
-If it wasn’t for their wives and their wives’ sisters,
-the forlorn creatures would not know who made
-them.”</p>
-
-<p>It was a plausible evasion, but it did not efface
-from May’s mind the disdainful outburst and
-the black look that went with it. Both seemed
-so unnatural, even revolting, to a girl whose
-father stood with her as the synonym for nobility
-of manhood, that she could not get away from
-the recollection for the rest of the evening. This
-was before Mr. Wayt’s arrival, and sharpened
-May’s appreciation of the little by-play between
-Hester and her parent.</p>
-
-<p>His departure at nine o’clock was succeeded by
-Hester’s at ten, and, as was their habit, March and
-his sister took her home by the path across the
-orchard. The night was sultry; the moon lay<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_102" id="Page_102">[102]</a></span>
-languid under swathes of gray mist. She looked
-warm, and the stars near her faint and tired.
-Low down upon the horizon were flashes of purple
-sheet lightning. The town had kept the Fourth
-patriotically, and the odor of burned paper and
-gunpowder tainted the stirless air.</p>
-
-<p>“The grass is perfectly dry,” said May, stopping
-to lay her hand upon the mown sward.
-“That should be a sign of a shower.”</p>
-
-<p>“There is always rain on the night of the Fourth
-of July,” returned March abstractedly.</p>
-
-<p>Hester said not a word. As she looked up at
-the sick moon her eyes showed large and dark;
-her face was corpselike in the wan radiance.
-She was weary, and she had been indiscreet. She
-could not sleep without confessing to Hetty her
-lapse of temper and tongue, and Hetty had
-enough to bear already. She had not been so
-strong and bright as was her wont for a month
-past. It might be only excessive drudgery over
-sewing machine and household duties, but she
-looked fagged and sad at times. The phaëton
-and horse would benefit mamma and the children—when
-the vacant place beside the mistress
-of the Manse was not occupied by their lord and
-master. <i>He</i> got the lion’s share of every luxury.
-Poor Hester’s conscience and heart were raw, and
-the heat of the wounds inflamed her imagination.
-The evening at the judge’s had not rested her.
-That was strange, or would have been had not the<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_103" id="Page_103">[103]</a></span>
-long, black shadow of her father lain across the
-memory of it.</p>
-
-<p>The back door of the parsonage stood wide
-open, and the house was so still that, as March
-stooped to lift Hester from her carriage at the
-foot of the steps, he caught the sound of what
-was scarcely louder than an intermittent sigh in
-the upper story, but continuous as a violent fit of
-weeping. The arm that lay over his shoulder
-twitched convulsively; Hester shuddered sharply,
-then laughed aloud:</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, Mr. Gilchrist! I thought I was falling!
-It is too bad to put you to all this trouble. I
-hope Tony hasn’t blown himself up. He ought
-to have come for me.”</p>
-
-<p>“Didn’t I promise your mother to bring you
-home safely?” said March reassuringly. And, as
-they reached the hall—“May I carry you upstairs?”</p>
-
-<p>The offer seemed to terrify her.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, no, no! Just lay me on the settee there!
-Somebody will be down directly. Don’t trouble
-yourself to bring the chair in. Tony will attend
-to that. Thank you! Good-night, Mr. Gilchrist!
-Good-night, Miss May!”</p>
-
-<p>While she hurried all this out, a stumble on the
-back stairs was the precursor of Homer’s appearance
-in the dim recesses of the hall. He alighted
-at the bottom of the flight on all-fours, picked
-himself up and shambled forward, one hand on<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_104" id="Page_104">[104]</a></span>
-his head, the other on his elbow, an imbecile grin
-spreading his jaws.</p>
-
-<p>“<i>Now</i>, I a’most broke me <i>nake</i> on them stairs!”</p>
-
-<p>March had deposited Hester upon the hall
-lounge, and although perceiving her anxiety to
-get rid of him, hesitated to commit her to the
-keeping of a man who was, apparently, but half
-awake.</p>
-
-<p>“Let me carry you up!” he insisted to Hester.
-“He may fall again.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, Tony is all right!” in the same strained
-key as before. “He never lets anything but himself
-drop.”</p>
-
-<p>A rustle and swift step sounded above stairs.
-Someone ran down. It was Hetty. Her white
-wrapper was begirt with a ribbon loosely knotted;
-her rust-brown hair was breaking from constraint
-and tumbling upon her shoulders.</p>
-
-<p>March’s first pained thought was: “She knew
-I would be in, yet did not mean to see me again
-to-night!”</p>
-
-<p>A second glance at the colorless face and wild
-eyes awakened unselfish concern.</p>
-
-<p>“What is the matter? Who is hurt?” she
-queried anxiously. Hester’s reply was a shriek
-of laughter.</p>
-
-<p>“Nothing! Nobody! Only Tony has broken
-his neck again, and Mr. Gilchrist did not know
-that it is an hourly occurrence in our family life,
-so he insisted upon taking me upstairs himself.”<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_105" id="Page_105">[105]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>“Mr. Gilchrist is very kind!” Hetty’s tone was
-deadly mechanical; in speaking she looked at
-nobody. “I sent Homer down when I heard you
-coming. I am sorry he was not in time.”</p>
-
-<p>May had joined the group.</p>
-
-<p>“I hope,” she said in her cheery way, “that
-none of the rest of your household have come to
-grief to-day?”</p>
-
-<p>Hetty turned to her with eyes that questioned
-silently—almost defiantly.</p>
-
-<p>“I mean, of course, did the boys bring home
-the proper quantum of eyes and fingers?”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes! oh, yes! thank you! they went to bed
-tired, but whole, I believe.”</p>
-
-<p>“That is fortunate, but remarkable for a Fourth
-of July report,” said March. “Come, May!
-Good-night!”</p>
-
-<p>He had seen, without comprehending, the intense
-relief that flooded the girl’s visage at his
-sister’s second sentence, also that she was feverishly
-anxious to have them go. And the sound
-above stairs, hushed by Hester’s shrill tones—was
-it low, anguished weeping? The mourner was
-not Hetty, yet her dry eyes were full of misery.
-His big, soft heart ached with futile sympathy.
-By what undiscovered track could he fare near
-enough to her to make her conscious of this and
-of a love the greatness of which ought to help her
-bear her load of trouble?</p>
-
-<p>“Hetty looks <i>dreadfully!</i>” broke out May at<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_106" id="Page_106">[106]</a></span>
-the garden gate. “She is worked and worried to
-death! I am amazed that Mrs. Wayt allows it.
-To reduce a girl like that to the level of a household
-drudge is barbarous. She has no time for
-society or recreation of any kind. It is toil, toil,
-toil, from morning until night. Mary Ann—the
-cook mamma got for them—says she ‘never saw
-such another young lady for sweetness and kindness
-to servants as Miss Hetty,’ but that she
-‘carries all the house on them straight little shoulders
-of hern.’ Hester tells the same story in better
-English.”</p>
-
-<p>She repeated what she had heard that evening.</p>
-
-<p>March stopped to listen under the king apple
-tree, where he had begun to love the subject of
-the eulogy. While May declaimed he reached
-up for a cluster of green apples and leaves and
-pulled it to pieces, his face grave, his fingers
-lingering.</p>
-
-<p>“Heaven knows, May”—she was not prepared
-for the emotion with which it was uttered—“that
-I would risk my life to make hers happy. I
-hoped once—but you see for yourself how she
-avoids me. I could fancy sometimes that she is
-afraid of me!”</p>
-
-<p>“Perhaps she is afraid of herself.”</p>
-
-<p>He looked up eagerly.</p>
-
-<p>“Is that a chance remark? You women understand
-one another. Have you seen anything——”<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_107" id="Page_107">[107]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>“Nothing I could or would repeat, my dear
-boy! But there is a mystery somewhere, and I
-can’t believe it is the phenomenon of such a sensible
-girl’s failure to appreciate my brother. May
-I say something, March, dear?”</p>
-
-<p>“Whatever you like—after what has gone before!”</p>
-
-<p>“Maybe it ought not to have gone before—or
-after, either. For, brother, this is not just the
-sort of connection that you should form. To
-speak plainly, you might look higher. ‘Strike—but
-hear!’ Hetty is all that I have said, and
-more. But there is a Bohemian flavor about the
-household. We will whisper it—even at half-past
-ten o’clock at night, in the orchard—and
-never hint it to ‘the people,’ or to mamma! They
-are nomads from first to last—why, I cannot say.
-They have lived everywhere, and nowhere long.
-Mrs. Wayt is a refined gentlewoman, but her eyes
-are sad and anxious. You know how fond I am
-of Hester, poor child! Still a nameless something
-clings to them as a whole—not quite a
-taint, but a tang! Especially to Mr. Wayt.
-There! it is out! Let us hope the apple trees
-are discreet! I distrust him, March! He doesn’t
-ring true. He is always on pose. He is a sanctimonious
-(which doesn’t mean sanctified) self-lover.
-Such men ought to remain celibate.”</p>
-
-<p>March tried to laugh, but not successfully.</p>
-
-<p>“I dissent from and agree to nothing you say.<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_108" id="Page_108">[108]</a></span>
-But——” He waited so long that May finished
-the sentence for him.</p>
-
-<p>“But you love Hetty?”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes! She <i>suits</i> me, May! As no other
-woman ever did. As no other woman ever will.
-I have tried to reason myself out of the persuasion,
-but get deeper in. She <i>suits</i> me—every fiber
-and every impulse of my nature. I seem to have
-known her forever and always to have missed
-her.”</p>
-
-<p>With all her pride in her family and ambition
-for her brother May had a romantic side to her
-character. Had she liked Hetty less, she would
-yet have pledged her support to the lover. She
-told him this while they strolled homeward, and
-then around and around the graveled drive in front
-of the Gilchrist portico, and had, in return, the
-full story of his passion.</p>
-
-<p>“When I marry, my wife will have all there is
-of me,” he had said, long ago, to his sister.</p>
-
-<p>He reminded her of it to-night.</p>
-
-<p>“She is not a brilliant society woman. Not
-beautiful, perhaps. I am not a competent judge
-of that at this date. She has not the prestige of
-wealth or station. But she is my counterpart.”</p>
-
-<p>He always returned to that.</p>
-
-<p>When his sister had gone into the house he
-tarried on the lawn with his cigar. What freshness
-the fierce sun had left to the air was all to
-be found out of doors. As the gray swathes continued<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_109" id="Page_109">[109]</a></span>
-to smother the light out of the moon the
-heat became more oppressive. The gravel walks
-were hot to his feet; the bricks of the house
-radiated caloric. With a half-laugh at the whim,
-he entered the now silent and darkened dwelling,
-sought and procured a carriage rug, and pulling
-the door shut after him, whistled for Thor, and
-retraced his steps to the orchard. He spread the
-rug upon the grass kept cool by the down-leaning
-branches of the arbor and cast himself upon it.
-He meant to make a night of it.</p>
-
-<p>“I have camped out, many a July night, in far
-less luxurious quarters,” he muttered. “And this
-place is sacred.”</p>
-
-<p>When the mosquitoes began to hum in his ears,
-he lighted another cigar. He was the more glad
-to do it, as he fancied, once in a while, that the
-young apples or the wilting leaves had a peculiar
-and not pleasant odor, as of some gum or essence,
-that hung long in the atmosphere. He had
-noticed it when he pulled down a branch to get
-the spray he had torn apart, while May talked.
-The air was full of foreign scents to-night, and
-this might be an olfactory imagination.</p>
-
-<p>As twelve o’clock struck from the nearest
-church spire, he was staring into the formless
-shadows overhead and living over the apple-blossom
-week, the symphony in pink and white. The
-young robins were full fledged and had flitted
-from the parent nest. The young hope, born of<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_110" id="Page_110">[110]</a></span>
-what stood with him for all the poetry of his six-and-twenty
-years of life, spread strong wings toward
-a future he was not to enjoy alone.</p>
-
-<p>Thor was uneasy. He should have found his
-share of the rug laid upon elastic turf as comfortable
-as the mat on the piazza floor, which was
-his usual bed, yet he arose to his haunches, once
-and again, and, although at his master’s touch or
-word, he lay down obediently, the outline of his
-big head, as March could make it out in the
-gloom, was alert.</p>
-
-<p>“What is it, old boy?” said he presently.
-“What is going on?”</p>
-
-<p>Thor whined and beat the ground with his tail,
-both tentatively, as asking information in return.</p>
-
-<p>In raising his own head from the yielding and
-soft rustling grasses, March became aware of a
-sound, iterative and teasing, that vexed the languid
-night. It was like the ticking of a clock, or
-of an uncommonly strenuous deathwatch. While
-he listened it seemed to gather force and become
-rhythmic.</p>
-
-<p>“Click! click! clack! click! click! <i>clack!</i>
-clicketty click! clicketty, clicketty <i>clack!</i> click!
-click! click! clicketty <i>clack!</i> ting!”</p>
-
-<p>Somebody was working a typewriter on this
-stifling night, presumably by artificial light, in the
-most aristocratic quarter of Fairhill.</p>
-
-<p>Thor knew the incident to be unprecedented.
-The rhythmic iteration made his master nervous;<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_111" id="Page_111">[111]</a></span>
-the sharp warning of the bell at the end of
-each line pierced his ear like the touch of a fine
-wire.</p>
-
-<p>He sat up and looked about him.</p>
-
-<p>An aperture in the foliage let through a single
-ray of light. It came from the direction of the
-parsonage.</p>
-
-<p>“Tony’s pet hallucination is of a wandering
-light in the garden and orchard, a sort of ‘Will
-o’ the Wisp’ affair, which it is his duty to look
-after,” Hester had said that evening. “He rushes
-downstairs at all hours of the evening to see who
-is carrying it. I told him last night that burglars
-were too clever to care to enter a clergyman’s
-house, but he cannot be convinced that somebody,
-bent upon mischief, doesn’t prowl about
-the premises. He is half blind, you know, and
-has but three-fourths of his wits within call.”</p>
-
-<p>Recollecting this, March arose cautiously, whispered
-to Thor to “trail,” and stole noiselessly up
-the easy grade.</p>
-
-<p>The light was in the wing of the parsonage and
-shone from the wide window of the pastor’s study
-on the first floor. The shutters were open; a
-wire screen excluded insects, and just within this
-sat a woman at a typewriter—Hetty!</p>
-
-<p>Across the shallow garden he could see that
-her hair was combed to the crown of her head for
-coolness, and coiled loosely there. Now that he
-was nearer to the house, he distinguished another<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_112" id="Page_112">[112]</a></span>
-voice, also a woman’s, dictating, or reading, as the
-flying fingers manipulated the keys. Drawing
-out his repeater, he struck it. Half-past twelve!</p>
-
-<p>“I have been sorely interrupted in my pulpit
-preparation this week,” Mr. Wayt had informed
-Mrs. Gilchrist, on taking leave that night. “I
-fear the sunlight will extinguish my midnight
-argand burner. ‘The labor we delight in physicks
-pain,’ and, with me, takes the place of slumber,
-meat, and drink.”</p>
-
-<p>Impressed by an undefined sense of trouble,
-March stood, his hand upon the gate, almost
-decided to go up to the house and inquire if
-aught were amiss. While he cast about in his
-mind for some form of words that might account
-for his intrusion, Mrs. Wayt’s figure came forward,
-and offered, with one hand, a glass of water to
-her sister. In the other she held a paper. Without
-taking her fingers from the typewriter Hetty
-raised her head, Mrs. Wayt put the glass to her
-lips, and, while she drank, dictated a sentence
-from the sheet in her hand. In the breezeless
-hush of the July night a clause was audible to the
-spectator.</p>
-
-<p>“Who has not heard the story of the drummer
-boy of Gettysburg?”</p>
-
-<p>“Click-click-clack! Click-click-clack!” recommenced
-the noisy rattle.</p>
-
-<p>While Hetty’s fingers flew her sister fanned
-her gently, but the eyes of one were riveted to<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_113" id="Page_113">[113]</a></span>
-the machine, those of the other never left the
-paper in her hand.</p>
-
-<p>March went back to his orchard camp, Thor at
-his heels.</p>
-
-<p>It was close cloudy; the purple play of lightning
-was whitening and concentrating in less frequent
-lines and lances. When these came, it
-could be seen that thunderheads were lifting
-themselves in the west. But the night remained
-windless, and the iterative click still teased the
-ears of the watcher. It was an odd vigil, even
-for an anxious lover, to lie there, gazing into the
-black abysses of shade, seeing naught except by
-livid flashes that left deeper blackness, and knowing
-whose vital forces were expended in the unseasonable
-toil.</p>
-
-<p>What could it mean? Did the overladen girl
-add copying for pay to the list of her labors?
-And could the sister who seemed to love her, aid
-and abet the suicidal work? Where was Mr.
-Wayt? The play of questions took the measure
-and beat of the type keys, until he was wild with
-speculation and hearkening.</p>
-
-<p>At half-past two the rattle ceased suddenly.
-Almost beside himself with nervous restlessness,
-he sprang up and looked through the gap in the
-boughs. The light went out, and, at the same
-instant, the delayed storm burst in roar and rain.</p>
-
-<hr class="chap" />
-<div class="chapter"></div>
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_114" id="Page_114">[114]</a></span></p>
-
-
-
-
-<h2>CHAPTER VI.</h2>
-
-
-<p><span class="smcap">Sunday</span>, July 5, dawned gloriously, clear
-and fresh after the thunder-storm, to which Fairhill
-people still refer pridefully, as the most violent
-known in thirty years. The gunpowder and
-Chinese paper taint was swept and washed out of
-the world.</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Wayt, holding Fanny by the hand, and
-followed decorously by the twin boys in their
-Sunday clothes and churchward-bound behavior,
-emerged from her gate as the Gilchrists gained it.
-In the white light of the forenoon, the eyes of
-the pastor’s wife showed faded; groups of fine
-wrinkles were at the corners, and bistre shadows
-under them. Yet she announced vivaciously
-that all were in their usual health at home, except
-for Mr. Wayt’s headache, and nobody had been
-hurt yesterday.</p>
-
-<p>“For which we should return special thanks,
-public and private,” she went on to say, walking,
-with her little girl, abreast with Judge and Mrs.
-Gilchrist, the boys falling back with the young
-people. “At least, those of us who are the
-mothers of American boys. I can breathe with
-tolerable freedom now until the next Fourth of<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_115" id="Page_115">[115]</a></span>
-July. What a fearful storm we had last night!
-My baby was awakened by it and wanted to
-know if it was ‘torpetoes or firetrackers?’ Yet,
-since we owe our beautiful Sabbath to the
-thunder and rain, we may be thankful for it; as
-for many other things that seem grievous in the
-endurance.”</p>
-
-<p>“I hope Mr. Wayt’s headache is not in consequence
-of having sat up until daybreak, as he
-threatened to do,” the judge said, in a genial
-voice that reached his son’s ears.</p>
-
-<p>March listened breathlessly for the reply.</p>
-
-<p>“I think not. I did not ask him this morning
-at what time he left his study. He is not
-inclined to be communicative with regard to his
-sins of commission in that respect, but I suspect
-he is an incorrigible offender. He attributes his
-headache—verbally—to the extraordinary heat
-of yesterday. We all suffered from it, more or
-less, and it increased rather than diminished,
-after sunset.”</p>
-
-<p>“Is Mr. Wayt well enough to take the service
-this morning?”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, yes!” quickly emphatical. “It would be
-a severe indisposition indeed that would keep him
-out of the pulpit. Both his parents suffered
-intensely from nervous and sick headaches, so he
-could hardly hope to escape. I have observed
-that people who are subject to constitutional
-attacks of this kind, are seldom ill in any other<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_116" id="Page_116">[116]</a></span>
-way, particularly if the headaches are hereditary.
-How do you account for this, Judge Gilchrist?
-Or, perhaps, you doubt the statement itself.”</p>
-
-<p>March did not trouble his brains with his
-father’s reply. The volubility of one whose discourse
-was generally distinctively refined and
-moderate in tone and terms would of itself have
-challenged attention. But what was her object
-in saying that she had not inquired at what hour
-her husband left his study last night? Since
-she and her sister were in occupation of the room
-from midnight—probably before that hour—until
-two in the morning, she certainly knew that he
-was not there and almost as surely where he was
-and how engaged during those hours. Where
-was the need of duplicity in the circumstances?
-Was she committed to uphold the professional
-fiction, which her husband circulated vauntingly,
-that his best pulpit preparation must be done
-when honest people are asleep in their beds—that
-the beaten oil of the sanctuary must flow through
-lamp-wick or gas-burners? What end was subserved
-by supererogatory diplomacy and subterfuge?</p>
-
-<p>“How are the two Hesters to-day, Mrs. Wayt?”
-asked May, from the side of her puzzled brother.</p>
-
-<p>“Hester is rather languid. The heat again!”</p>
-
-<p>She looked over her shoulder to say it, and
-they could see how entirely the freshness had
-gone from eyes and complexion. Her very hair<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_117" id="Page_117">[117]</a></span>
-looked bleached and dry. “The weather will
-excuse every mishap and misdemeanor until the
-dog days are over. Hetty stayed at home to
-watch over her. It is a source of regret to Mr.
-Wayt and myself”—comprehensively to the four
-Gilchrists—“that my sister is so often debarred
-the privileges of the sanctuary in consequence of
-Hester’s dependence upon her.”</p>
-
-<p>“I have remarked that she is frequently absent
-from church,” Mrs. Gilchrist answered.</p>
-
-<p>Her dry tone annoyed her son. Yet how could
-she, bred in luxury and living in affluence, enter
-into the exigencies of a position which combined
-the offices of nurse, companion, housewife, seamstress,
-mother, and bread-winner?</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Wayt took alarm.</p>
-
-<p>“Poor child! she hardly calls herself a church-goer
-at all. But it is not her fault. She thinks,
-and with reason, that it is more important for me
-to attend service regularly—for the sake of the
-example, you understand—and we cannot leave
-our dear, helpless child with the children or servants.
-She gets no Sabbath except as my sister
-gives it to her. I am anxious that the true state
-of the case should be understood by the church
-people. Hetty would grieve to think that her
-enforced absences are a stumbling block.”</p>
-
-<p>Her solicitude was genuine and obvious. Judge
-Gilchrist offered an assuasive:</p>
-
-<p>“We must have a telephone wire run from the<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_118" id="Page_118">[118]</a></span>
-pulpit to Miss Hester’s room. I have known of
-such things.”</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t believe that Hester would care to keep
-her room Sunday mornings then!” whispered
-Perry, <i>l’enfant terrible</i> of the Wayt family. “She
-says family prayers are all she can stand.”</p>
-
-<p>March, the recipient of the saucy “aside,” cast
-a warning look at the telltale. Inwardly he was
-amused by the unlucky revelation. Spoiled child
-as Hester was, she had marvelously keen perceptions
-and shrewd judgment. She saw through
-the jugglery that deceived the mass of Mr. Wayt’s
-followers, and rated correctly the worth of his
-capital.</p>
-
-<p>He juggled rarely to-day. Even his voice partook
-of the spread-eagle element which interfused
-Divine services as conducted by the popular
-preacher. The church was full to the doors,
-many of the audience being strangers and sightseers.
-The number of “transients” increased
-weekly.</p>
-
-<p>“He is like fly-paper,” Hester had said, this
-very Sunday, as the skirts of his well-fitting coat,
-clerically cut and closely buttoned, cleared the
-front door. “Out of the many that swarm and
-buzz about him, some are sure to stick—that is,
-take pews! That is the test of spiritual husbandry,
-Hetty! I believe I’ll be an infidel!”</p>
-
-<p>“Don’t be utterly absurd!” answered her aunt
-in a spiritless way. “I haven’t the energy to<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_119" id="Page_119">[119]</a></span>
-argue, or even scold. ‘Let God be true, and
-every man a liar.’ God forgive me, but I am
-ready, sometimes, to say that all men <i>are!</i> But
-I can’t let Him go, dear!”</p>
-
-<p>Mr. Wayt gave out the opening hymn in tones
-that would have been clarion, but for an occasional
-break into falsetto that brought to March’s
-irreverent mind the wheezing drone of a bagpipe.</p>
-
-<div class="poetry-container">
- <div class="poetry">
-<div class="verse">We are living, we are dwelling,</div>
-<div class="verse">In a grand and awful time;</div>
-<div class="verse">In an age on ages telling,</div>
-<div class="verse">To be living is sublime.</div>
-<div class="verse">Hark! the waking up of nations,</div>
-<div class="verse">Gog and Magog to the fray!</div>
-<div class="verse">Hark! what soundeth? ’Tis creation</div>
-<div class="verse">Groaning for its latter day!</div>
-</div>
-</div>
-
-<p>His text was, as was his custom, startlingly
-peculiar:</p>
-
-<p>“<i>Only the stump of Dagon was left to him.</i>”</p>
-
-<p>It was a political discourse, after the manner of
-a majority of discourses which are miscalled
-“National.” Government jobbery, nepotism, and
-chicanery; close corporations, railway monopolies,
-municipal contracts—each had its castigation;
-at each was hurled the prophecy of the day
-of doom when head and palms would be sundered
-from the fishy trunk, and evil in every form be
-dominated by God’s truth marching on.</p>
-
-<p>March listened for a while, then reverted to
-matters of more nearly personal interest. Last<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_120" id="Page_120">[120]</a></span>
-night’s incident had left a most disagreeable impression
-on his mind, which was confirmed by
-Mrs. Wayt’s demeanor. May’s assertion of the
-Bohemian flavor recurred to him more than once.
-No! the specious advocate of public reforms and
-private probity did not “ring true.” And protest
-as Hester might, with all the passion of a forceful
-nature, against her father’s double ways, he <i>was</i>
-her father, and the ruler of his household. His
-wife, it was plain, believed in and imitated him.</p>
-
-<p>Gazing at the pale, large-featured face of the
-orator, now alive with his theme, and glancing
-from this to the refined, faded lineaments of her
-whose meek eyes were raised to it from the pastor’s
-pew, he was distrustful of both. He wished
-Hetty were not Mr. Wayt’s wife’s sister, or that
-he could marry her out of hand, and get his
-brother-in-law, once removed, a call to—Alaska!
-Her, he never doubted. Their acquaintance had
-been brief, and scanty opportunities of improving
-it had been vouchsafed to him of late; yet she
-had fastened herself too firmly upon affection and
-esteem to admit of the approach of disparaging
-suspicion. She might be a slave to her sister and
-her sister’s children. She could never be made a
-tool for the furtherance of unworthy ends. <i>She</i>
-would not have said: “I did not inquire at what
-hour Mr. Wayt left his study last night!” If she
-spoke, it would be to tell the truth.</p>
-
-<p>At this point an idea entered his brain, carrying<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_121" id="Page_121">[121]</a></span>
-a flood of light with it. Mrs. Wayt was an
-author—one of the many ministers’ wives who
-eke out insufficient salaries by writing for Sunday-school
-and church papers! It was a matter of
-moment—perhaps of ten dollars—to get off a
-MS. by a given time, and Hetty had taken it
-down in typewriting from her dictation and the
-rough draught. Of a certainty, here was the
-solution of the mysterious vigil, and of Mrs.
-Wayt’s equivocation! She looked like a woman
-who would write over the signature of “Aunt
-Huldah” in the Children’s Column, or “Theresa
-Trefoil” in the Woman’s Work-table, and dread
-lest her identity with these worthies should be
-suspected by her husband’s people, or by even
-“dear Percy” himself.</p>
-
-<p>March experienced a blessed letting-down of
-the whole system—a surcease from worrying
-thought, so sudden that a deep sigh escaped him
-that made his mother glance askance at him.
-Instead of admiring the brave industry of the true
-wife he had suffered a whimsical prejudice to
-poison his mind against her. He despised himself
-as a midnight spy and gossip hunter, in the
-recollection of the orchard vigil. The patient,
-unseasonable toil of the sisters became sublime.</p>
-
-<p>“<i>Who has not heard the story of the drummer
-boy of Gettysburg?</i>” thundered the preacher,
-raising eagle eyes from the manuscript laid between
-the Bible leaves.<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_122" id="Page_122">[122]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>March jumped as if the fulmination were chain-shot.
-Mrs. Gilchrist, looking full at him, saw his
-color flicker violently, his fingers clinch hard upon
-the palms. Then he became so ghastly that she
-whispered:</p>
-
-<p>“Are you ill?”</p>
-
-<p>“A sharp pain in my side! It will be gone in
-a moment,” he whispered back, his lips contracting
-into a smile. Rather a sword in his heart.
-The light within him was darkness. How foolish
-not to have solved the mean riddle at a glance!
-Mr. Wayt’s sensational sermons were composed
-by his clever wife, and transcribed by her as clever
-sister! Here was the secret of the sense of unreality
-and distrust that had haunted him in this
-man’s presence from the beginning of their
-acquaintanceship. The specious divine was a
-fraud out and out, and through and through a
-cheap cheat. No wonder now, at the swift itinerancy
-of his ministry! His talk of midnight study
-was a lie, his pretense of scholarship a trick so
-flimsy that a child should have seen through it.
-He had gone to bed the evening before, and
-taken his rest in sleep, while his accomplices got
-up to order the patriotic pyrotechnics for the
-next day.</p>
-
-<p>No wonder that Mrs. Wayt’s eyes were furtive
-and anxious, that there were crow’s feet in the
-corners, and bistre rings about them after that
-July night’s work!<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_123" id="Page_123">[123]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>No wonder that the less hardened and less
-culpable sister-in-law shunned church services!</p>
-
-<p>The sword was double-edged, and dug and
-turned in his heart. For the girl who lent aid,
-willing or reluctant, to the deliberate deception
-practiced in the Name which is above all other
-names, had a face as clear as the sun, and eyes
-honest as Heaven, and he loved her!</p>
-
-<p>The main body of the audience could not withdraw
-their eyes from the narrator of the telling
-anecdote of the drummer-boy of Gettysburg.
-The story was new to all there, although he had
-assumed their familiarity with it. It was graphic;
-it was pathetic to heart-break; it thrilled and
-glowed and coruscated with self-devotion and
-patriotism; it was an inimitable illustration of the
-point just made by the orator, who was carried
-clear out of himself by the theme. And not one
-person there—not even March Gilchrist, fiercely
-distrustful of the man and all his works—suspected
-that it was an original incident, home-grown,
-homespun, and home-woven. Write it not
-down as a sin against the popular pastor of the
-Fairhill First Church that the Gettysburg hero
-was a twenty-four-year-old child of the speaker’s
-brain. If the Mill of the Press, and the Foundry
-of Tradition cannot turn out illustrations numerous
-and pat enough to suit every subject and
-time, private enterprise must supply personal
-demand.<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_124" id="Page_124">[124]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>“I think young Gilchrist was ill in church to-day,”
-observed Mr. Wayt to his wife that afternoon,
-as she fed him with the dainty repast he
-could not go to the table to eat.</p>
-
-<p>He lay on the settee in the wide, cool hall,
-supported by linen-covered cushions. She had
-brought him, as a persuasive first course, a cup of
-delicious bouillon, ice-cold, and administered it to
-him, spoonful by spoonful.</p>
-
-<p>“He changed color, and seemed to be in great
-pain for an instant,” he continued, after another
-sip. “His mother looked very uneasy, and apparently
-advised him to go out. I judged from
-his fluctuations of color that it was vertigo—or a
-severe pain in the head. He would not leave
-until the services were over. I have few more
-attentive hearers than March.” Another sip.
-“If I should be the means of bringing him into
-the Church, it would be a happy day for his pious
-mother. Should my headache abate in the course
-of an hour or so, I will look in and inquire how
-he is. It would only be courteous and neighborly.”</p>
-
-<p>In the adjoining dining room, the door of which
-the draught had opened a few inches, the family
-circle of the solicitous pastor heard every word of
-the communication, although his accents were
-subdued by pain.</p>
-
-<p>Sharp-eared-and-eyed Perry winked at Hetty.</p>
-
-<p>“He won’t find Mr. March Gilchrist,” he<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_125" id="Page_125">[125]</a></span>
-mouthed in a fashion invented by himself, to convey
-pert speeches only to the person for whom
-they were invented. “He went to New York on
-the five o’clock train. I saw him. He said he
-was going to dine with a friend. I heard him. A
-man asked him. Another slice of beef, please,
-Hetty! Rare, and a bit of fat! Some gravy on
-my potatoes, too!”</p>
-
-<p>Hetty had shunned the orchard since the day
-of the last sitting. Seated behind the shutters of
-her chamber-window, she had seen, almost every
-day, Thor bound across the grass in pursuit of a
-figure partially hidden by the lower branches.
-Since March frequented the spot, it was no resort
-for her. She had no time for play, she told
-Hester, gently, when she pleaded for a return to
-the pleasant lounging and talk “under green-apple
-boughs.” Homer could draw the carriage
-down the garden-walk and through the gate and
-leave the cripple there with books and color
-box, whenever she wanted to go. Hester often
-brought back stories of chats and readings and
-painting lessons with the brother or sister—sometimes
-with both. Occasionally, March came to
-the parsonage with a message from his sister to
-the effect that she had taken Hester home with
-her for the day or evening, and would return her
-in good order. He was apt to insist upon leaving
-the message with Hetty, if Mary Ann or one
-of the children answered his ring. Mr. Wayt’s<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_126" id="Page_126">[126]</a></span>
-wife’s sister would obey the summons in person,
-but she did not invite the bearer in.</p>
-
-<p>She ran down in her simple morning gown, or
-almost as plain afternoon dress, without waiting
-to remove her sewing apron, heard what he had
-to say gravely, and replied civilly, as might a servant
-or governess. And day by day, he marked
-the lessening round of cheek and chin, and the
-deepening of the plait between the brows. She
-could not know that he went away, each time
-pitying and loving her the more, and furious at
-the cruelty of the demands upon her time and
-strength. She could not have altered her
-behavior, unless to grow more formal, had she
-divined all.</p>
-
-<p>But for the orchard outings Hester would have
-had but a dull summer of it. As it was, it was
-the happiest of her life. She actually gained
-flesh, and her cheeks had the delicate flush of a
-sweet-pea blossom. She mellowed and mollified
-in the intercourse with the sound, bright natures
-of her new friends. Prosperity was teaching her
-unselfishness.</p>
-
-<p>Hetty had a proof of this after the Sunday
-dinner was eaten, and there still remained a long
-hour of sunful daylight.</p>
-
-<p>“I have a charming book which Miss May lent
-me yesterday,” she said, as her custodian inquired
-what she should do for her entertainment. “And
-now that mamma has set the children to studying<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_127" id="Page_127">[127]</a></span>
-their Sunday-school lessons for next week,
-you ought to have a breathing spell, my poor
-dear. You are bleaching too fast to please me.
-You can’t plead ‘work to do’ for once.”</p>
-
-<p>Hetty yielded—the more, it would seem, because
-she had not the strength to resist love
-pleadings than from any desire for the “outing”
-recommended by Hester. Taking shawl and
-cushion with her, she passed down the garden
-alley to the gate. There was a broad track
-through the orchard, worn by the wheeled chair
-and Hester’s attendants. It led straight to the
-king apple tree. From this bourne another track,
-not so distinctly marked, diverged to the white
-picket fence shutting in the Gilchrist garden.
-Hetty’s feet had never trodden this, she reflected
-with a pang, after she had settled herself against
-the brown trunk. It was most probable that she
-never would.</p>
-
-<p>Her one little dream was dead, and she was
-too practical a business woman to resuscitate it.
-Her consistent plan of avoiding March Gilchrist
-and abjuring the painful sweet of association with
-his sister was adopted before she returned to the
-house from her ineffectual quest for Homer and
-the parsley. She was filled with wonder, in looking
-back to the time—was it three minutes, or
-thirty?—she had wasted, leaning on the gate,
-enveloped in lilac perfume as in a viewless mantle,
-and daring to feel as other and unexceptional<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_128" id="Page_128">[128]</a></span>
-girls feel—that she could have forgotten herself
-so utterly. <i>She</i> said—“so shamelessly.”</p>
-
-<p>“The worm on the earth may look up to the
-star,” if it fancies that method of spending an
-ignoble life, but star-gazing and presumptuous
-longing for a million centuries would bring planets
-and worms no nearer together. Hetty was very
-humble in imagining the figure. Some people
-must live on the shady side of the street, where
-rents are low, and green mold gathers upon
-stones, and snails crawl in areas. If the wretches
-who pune and pale in the malaria-breeding damps
-would not go mad, they must not look too often
-across the way where flowers and people bloom.
-If they do, they must support the consequences.</p>
-
-<p>This misguided girl had looked. She was now
-suffering. That she merited what she had to
-bear did not make the pain less.</p>
-
-<p>Unwittingly she had spread her shawl where
-March had laid his rug last night. The rough
-bark of the tree-bole hurt her presently. Her
-gown was thin, and her flesh less firm than it had
-been six weeks ago. She slid down upon the
-shawl, her head on the cushion, and reached out,
-in idle misery, to pick up some withered leaves
-and small, unripe apples scattered on the grass.
-March had dropped them while hearkening to
-his sister’s criticism of the Bohemian household.
-She was as idly—and as miserably—tearing apart
-the leaves toughened by the heat of the day,<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_129" id="Page_129">[129]</a></span>
-when she heard a joyous rush behind her and
-felt the panting of hot breath upon her neck, and
-Thor was kissing her face and licking her hands.
-She sprang to her feet and cast a wild glance
-along the path and under the trees. There was
-no one in sight. The grounds were peremptorily
-posted, and no vagrant foot ever crossed them.
-She took in the situation at once. March had
-gone to New York in the five o’clock train; the
-dog, wandering aimlessly about and missing his
-master, had espied her, and accepted her as a substitute.
-She knelt down and clasped her arms
-about his head, laid her cheek to his burly
-muzzle.</p>
-
-<p>“O Thor! Thor! you would help me if you
-could.” Just as she had fondled him in those
-far-away, blissful days. Her hand was tangled in
-his coat when, looking across his huge bulk, she
-had met March Gilchrist’s eyes. True eyes—and
-bonny and true, which must never read her soul
-again.</p>
-
-<p>“Thor! dear Thor!” She cried it out in a passion
-of tears.</p>
-
-<p>The faithful fellow moaned a little in sympathy.
-The more eloquent than human longing to comfort
-the sorrowing, never seen except in a dog’s
-eyes, filled and rounded his.</p>
-
-<p>“I wouldn’t cry if I could help it, dear,” said
-Hetty, her arch smile striking through the rain.
-“And nobody else should see me shed a tear.<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_130" id="Page_130">[130]</a></span>
-You are my only confidant; and I do believe
-you understand—a little.”</p>
-
-<p>He was not an indifferent consoler, it appeared,
-for in fifteen minutes both of them were asleep,
-their heads upon the same pillow.</p>
-
-<p>The sunset sea breeze rustled the stooping
-boughs. Arrows of greenish gold, tipped with
-fire, were shot at random between the leaves at
-the sleeping pair. Hetty was very pale, but the
-grieving droop of the facial lines, the slight fullness
-of the lower lip, and the slow curve of the
-arm thrown above her head made her seem like
-a child. She looked what she was, fairly tired
-out—weariness so intense that it would have
-chased slumber from the eyelids of an older
-sufferer. She had cried herself to sleep, Thor’s
-presence giving the sense of protecting companionship
-the child feels in his mother’s nearness.
-The cool breath of the approaching twilight, the
-grateful shade, and Sabbath stillness did the rest.</p>
-
-<p>Now and then a long, broken sigh heaved her
-chest, and ran through her body. There was the
-glisten of tiny crystals upon her eyelashes. Once
-she sobbed aloud, and Thor moved uneasily and
-sighed sympathetically. By and by he began to
-beat his tail gently against the turf, his beautiful
-eyes gleamed glad and wistful, but he did not
-offer to lift his head. Hetty patted it in her
-sleep, and left her hand there.</p>
-
-<p>She and Thor were walking over a wilderness<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_131" id="Page_131">[131]</a></span>
-prairie. The coarse grass flaunted up to her chin,
-and she would have lost the dog had she not
-wound her fingers in his hair. Such a long, tiresome,
-toilsome way it was, and the grass so stiff
-and strong! Sometimes it knotted about her
-ankles; sometimes the beards struck like whips
-across her face. A bitter wind was blowing, and
-stung her eyes to watering. In passing it lashed
-the grass into surges that boomed like the sea.</p>
-
-<p>Miles and miles away an orange sunset burned
-luridly upon the horizon, and right between her
-and it was a floating figure, moving majestically
-onward. A mantle blew back in the bitter wind
-until she could almost touch the hem; a confusing
-flutter of drapery masked the head and
-shoulders; the face was set steadfastly westward
-and kept away from her. At long intervals a
-hand was tossed clear of the white foldings and
-beckoned her to follow.</p>
-
-<p>“And follow I will!” she said, between her set
-teeth, to herself and to Thor, “I will follow until
-I overtake him or die!”</p>
-
-<p>And all the while the blasting wind hissed in
-her hair and howled in the pampas grasses, and
-her feet were sore and bleeding; her limbs failed
-under her; her tongue clave to the roof of her
-mouth with dryness; her heart beat faint——</p>
-
-<p>Hark! At the upward fling of her leader’s arm
-music rained down from heaven, and the earth
-made joyous response; strong, exultant strains,<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_132" id="Page_132">[132]</a></span>
-like an organ peal, and such vibrant melodious
-chimes as Bunyan heard when all the bells of the
-holy city rang together for joy. The majestic,
-floating figure turned to lean toward her with
-outstretched arms, and eyes that gazed into hers
-as she had vowed they should never look again.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh! I knew it must be you!” She said it
-aloud, in her rapturous dream. “It could be
-nobody else! Thank God! Thank God!”</p>
-
-<p>Thor bounded from under her hand....</p>
-
-<p>March Gilchrist’s New York friend was a
-bachelor cousin, who was always delighted to
-have “a good fellow” drop in upon him on Sunday
-evening. March, in the uneasy wretchedness
-that beset him, honestly intended to visit him
-when he took the five o’clock train. He wanted
-to get away from the place for a few hours, he
-said; away from tormenting associations and possible
-catechists, and think calmly of the next step
-to be taken. By the time he reached Jersey City
-he had discovered that he was trying to get away
-from himself and not from his home; moreover,
-that he wanted neither dinner nor the society of
-the genial celibate. He stepped from the train,
-turned into the station restaurant, sat down at the
-table he had occupied on the day he landed from
-the <i>City of Rome</i> and missed the noon train, and
-ordered at random something to eat.</p>
-
-<p>The long table built in the middle of the room
-was surrounded by a party of men and women.<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_133" id="Page_133">[133]</a></span>
-The men wore full black beards and a great deal
-of waistcoat, crossed by gold ropes. The women
-had round, black eyes, high-bridged noses and
-pronounced complexions. March tried not to see
-them, and tried to eat what was set before him.
-It made him sick to observe that Hetty’s place
-was filled by an overblown young lady whose
-bang made a definite downward peak between
-her black brows, and who had ten rings on the
-left hand and five on the right.</p>
-
-<p>He caught the 6.30 train back to Fairhill. He
-had made up his sensible mind to talk over his
-family to a project marvelously well developed
-when one remembers that the inception was not
-an hour old when he swung himself off upon the
-platform of the Fairhill station. He would set
-out next week for the Adirondacks, set up a forest
-studio, and begin “serious work.” The phrase
-jumped with his mood. Nothing else would
-draw the inflammation out of the wound. He
-meant to bear up like a man under the blow he
-had received, to forget disappointment in labor
-for a worthy end; love, in ambition.</p>
-
-<p>He took the orchard in his walk home from the
-station. It was quite out of his way, and he was
-not guilty of the weakness of denying this. He
-went there deliberately and with purpose, vaulting
-the fence from the quiet street at the foot of
-the hill, as he had done on that memorable Sunday
-when the orchards were “all a-flutter with<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_134" id="Page_134">[134]</a></span>
-pink.” One more look at the nook under green
-apple-boughs would be a sad satisfaction, and the
-contrast between what he had hoped and what he
-knew to be rock-bottomed reality, would be a
-salutary tonic. One look he must have—a look
-that should be farewell to folly and regret.</p>
-
-<p>While still twenty yards away from the arbor
-he espied something that looked like a mass of
-white drapery lying upon the turf. He stood just
-without the drooping boughs fencing the sleeper
-about, his face framed in an opening of the foliage,
-as Hetty, aroused by Thor’s bound from her side,
-raised her eyelids and closed them again with a
-smile of dreamy delight upon eyes swimming in
-luminous tears.</p>
-
-<p>“I thought it was you!” she repeated in a
-thrilling whisper, and again, and more drowsily—“Thank
-God!”</p>
-
-<p>The church bells, chiming the half-hour notice
-of evening service, went on with the music of her
-dream.</p>
-
-<p>Thor, enacting a second time the role of <i>Deus
-ex machina</i>, thought this an auspicious moment
-for thrusting his cold nose against her cheek.</p>
-
-<p>With a stifled scream she attempted to rise, and
-catching her foot in the shawl, would have fallen
-had not March rushed forward to her help.
-Having taken her hands to restore her to her balance,
-he continued to hold them.</p>
-
-<p>She struggled to free them—but feebly. Surprise<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_135" id="Page_135">[135]</a></span>
-and confusion had robbed her of strength
-and self-possession.</p>
-
-<p>“I thought—they said—that is, Perry saw you
-take the train for New York,” she managed to
-articulate.</p>
-
-<p>“Hetty!”—imploringly, while the eyes she had
-seen in her vision overflowed hers with loving
-light—“why do you shun me so persistently?
-Are you determined never to hear how dear you
-are to me?”</p>
-
-<hr class="chap" />
-<div class="chapter"></div>
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_136" id="Page_136">[136]</a></span></p>
-
-
-
-
-<h2>CHAPTER VII.</h2>
-
-
-<p><span class="smcap">This</span>, then, was the outcome of March Gilchrist’s
-iron-clad resolve to forget in serious work one who
-could never make him or his family happy!</p>
-
-<p>Verily, the ways and variations of a man in love
-are past finding out by ordinary means and everyday
-reasoning. Our sensible swain could only
-plead with his sister in defense of his fast grown
-passion, that the girl “suited him.” Having decided
-within eight hours that no alliance could be
-more unsuitable than one with Mr. Wayt’s wife’s
-sister, he had cast himself headforemost into the
-thick of impassioned declaration of a devotion
-the many waters of doubt could not drown, or
-the fires of opposition destroy.</p>
-
-<p>Dizzied and overwhelmed as she was by his
-vehemence, Hetty was the first to regain the firm
-ground of reason. He had seated her, with gentle
-respect, upon the cushion that had pillowed her
-head, and dropping on one knee, the “true, bonny
-eyes” alight with eagerness, poured out the story
-whose outlines we know. Earnestness took the
-tinge of happiness as he was suffered to proceed;
-the deep tones shook under the weight of emotion.
-Not until she made a resolute effort to disengage<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_137" id="Page_137">[137]</a></span>
-her hands, and he saw the burning blushes
-fade into dusky pallor and her eyes grow set and
-troubled, did his heart begin to sink. Then the
-gallant, knightly soul forbore importunity that
-might be persecution. If his suit distressed her
-for any cause whatsoever, he would await her disposition
-to hearken to the rest.</p>
-
-<p>Releasing her, he arose and stood a little space
-away, respectfully attending upon her pleasure.</p>
-
-<p>“I did not mean to impose all this upon reluctant
-ears,” he said, when she did not speak.
-Her face was averted, her hands pressed hard
-together. The rust-brown bandeaux, ruffled by
-the pressure of her head upon the pillow, gleamed
-in the dying sunlight like a nimbus. The slight,
-girlish figure was not a Madonna’s. It might be
-a Mary at the tomb in Bethany before the “Come
-forth!” was spoken.</p>
-
-<p>“A word from you will send me away,” continued
-March, with manly dignity, “if you wish
-to dismiss me and the subject forever. I cannot
-stop loving you, but I can promise not to annoy
-you by telling you of a love you cannot receive.”</p>
-
-<p>“Annoy me!” repeated the poor, stiff lips.
-“<i>Annoy</i> me! You must surely know, Mr. Gilchrist,
-that <i>that</i> is not a word to be used by you
-to me!”</p>
-
-<p>“No?” coming a step nearer, eye kindling and
-voice softening. “You will let me try to overcome
-<i>indifference</i>, then—will you not?”<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_138" id="Page_138">[138]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>In the depth of her distress she appreciated
-the adroit twist he gave her answer. The corners
-of the pale mouth stirred. Her strength was
-slipping from her. She must be brief and
-decisive.</p>
-
-<p>“If that were all”—looking courageously into
-the glowing eyes—“I would give a very different
-answer from the one you must accept without
-questioning. I know that I can never give any
-other, unprepared though I was for what you
-have said. There are reasons not immediately
-connected with myself why I ought not to think
-for a moment of—the matter you were speaking
-of. You have paid me the greatest compliment
-a man can offer a woman. But while my sister
-and the children need me as they do now I must
-not think of leaving them, and I see no prospect
-of their needing me less for years and years to
-come. My sister opened her house to me when
-I was orphaned and homeless. I owe her more
-than I could make you understand. She is
-peculiarly dependent upon me. Hester could
-not do without me. You have seen that. I cannot
-bear to think how she would suffer if I were
-to go away.”</p>
-
-<p>In her desire to deal gently and fairly with him
-she had made a concession fatal to the integrity
-of her cause. He laid hold of it at once.</p>
-
-<p>“Mrs. Wayt has a husband; the children have
-a father. He is a man in the prime of life, whose<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_139" id="Page_139">[139]</a></span>
-talents are approved by the Church. He is popular,
-and in the receipt of a good salary. Fairhill
-will probably remain Hester’s home for many
-years to come. If this is all that separates us—why,
-my darling——”</p>
-
-<p>The strangest expression flashed over her
-face—a wild ecstasy of joy that gave place, the
-next second, to anguish as wild. She put her
-hands over the tell-tale face, and bent her forehead
-upon her knees.</p>
-
-<p>“Don’t! oh, don’t!” she moaned. “This is
-too hard! too cruel! If you could only know
-all, you would not urge me! I did not think you
-could be so unkind!”</p>
-
-<p>“Unkind? To <i>you</i>, Hetty?”</p>
-
-<p>“No! no!” moved to tears by the hurt tone,
-and hurrying over the words. “You could never
-be <i>that</i> to anybody—much less—I cannot say
-what I would!”</p>
-
-<p>March knelt down by her, and raised her head
-with tender authority she could not resist. He
-wiped the tears from her face with his own handkerchief;
-smiled down into the wet eyes. Loving
-intimacy with his mother and sister had taught
-him wondrously winsome ways.</p>
-
-<p>“Listen to me, dear!” as he would address a
-grieving child. “Sometime, when you are quite
-willing to talk freely to me of this awful ‘all,’ I
-will prove to you how chimerical it is. Until
-then, nothing you can say or do can shake my<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_140" id="Page_140">[140]</a></span>
-purpose of making you my wife, in God’s own
-good time. We were <i>made</i> for one another,
-Hetty! I have known that this great while. I
-am positive I could convince you of it, if you
-would give me a chance.”</p>
-
-<p>She arose nervously, her hands chafing one
-another in an action that was like wringing them
-in impatience or anguish.</p>
-
-<p>“I must go, Mr. Gilchrist! It is wrong to
-allow you to say all this. Then, too, Hester will
-be uneasy and need me.”</p>
-
-<p>“Let me go with you and explain why you
-have outstayed your time,” March suggested,
-demurely. “We could not have a more sympathetic
-confidante than Hester. And I must tell
-somebody.”</p>
-
-<p>She looked frightened.</p>
-
-<p>“There is nothing to tell! There never can be.
-Cannot you see? haven’t I convinced you of
-this?”</p>
-
-<p>“Not in the least. Until you can lay your
-hand upon your heart—the heart you and I know
-to be so true to itself and to others—and say, with
-the lips that cannot frame a lie—‘March Gilchrist,
-I can never love you in <i>any</i> circumstances!’ I
-shall not see this other ‘never’ <i>you</i> articulate so
-fiercely. If you want to get rid of me instantly,
-and for all time, look at me and say it now—<i>Hetty!</i>”</p>
-
-<p>His lingering enunciation of the name she had<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_141" id="Page_141">[141]</a></span>
-never thought beautiful before, would of itself
-have deprived her of the power to obey. She
-stood dumb, with drooping head and cheeks burning
-red as the sunset, her figure half turned away,
-a lovely study of maiden confusion, had the spectator
-been cool enough to note artistic effects.</p>
-
-<p>Chivalric compassion restrained all indication
-of the triumph a lover must feel in such a position.</p>
-
-<p>“I will not detain you, if you must go in,” he
-said, in a voice that was gentlest music to her ear.
-“Forgive me for keeping you so long. I know
-how conscientious you are, and how necessary
-you are to Hester. We understand one another.
-I will be very patient, dear, and considerate of
-those whose claims are older than mine. But
-there is one relation that outranks all others in
-the sight of God and man. That relation you
-hold to me. Don’t interrupt me, love! Nothing
-can alter the fact. Give me those!” as she
-stooped blindly for shawl and cushion. “It is
-my duty to relieve you of all burdens which you
-will permit me to carry for you. You would
-rather not have me go to the house with you?”
-interpreting her gesture and look. “Only to the
-gate, then? You see how reasonable I can be
-when possibilities are demanded.”</p>
-
-<p>He made a remark upon the agreeable change
-in the weather within the last twenty-four hours,
-and upon the sweet repose of the Sabbath after<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_142" id="Page_142">[142]</a></span>
-the tumult of the National holiday, as they walked
-on, side by side. At the gate he stayed her with
-his frank, pleasant laugh.</p>
-
-<p>“I have a confession I don’t mind making now.
-At half-past twelve o’clock last night I stood on
-this spot watching you. Thor and I were camping
-out in the orchard. It was too hot to go into
-the house. I heard a queer clicking, and saw a
-light in this direction, and came to look after
-Homer’s Jack-o’-lantern. Instead, I saw you at
-the study window, busy—oh! how wickedly
-busy—with the typewriter!”</p>
-
-<p>He stopped abruptly, for the face into which he
-smiled was bloodless, the eyes aghast. She made
-a movement as if to grasp the shawl and pillow
-and rush away—then her forehead fell upon the
-hand that clutched at the pickets for steadiness.</p>
-
-<p>“Are you angry?” pleaded March, amazed and
-humble. “If I had not loved you, I should not
-have been here. Was it an impertinent intrusion?”</p>
-
-<p>“No! And I am not angry—only startled.”
-Her complexion was still ashy, and her tongue
-formed the syllables carefully. “I can understand
-that you must have thought strange of what you
-saw. But I am used to typewriting. I earned
-fifty dollars”—with mingled pride and defiance
-March thought engaging—“last winter by copying
-law papers. And I told you—everybody
-must know how poor we are.”<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_143" id="Page_143">[143]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>“I know more than that, dearest!” laying his
-hand over her cold fingers. “I surmised when I
-saw Mrs. Wayt dictating to you, what it meant.”</p>
-
-<p>She was all herself again. In defense of her
-sister’s secret, as he imagined when she began to
-speak, she rallied her best forces. Her speech
-was grave, dignified, and direct.</p>
-
-<p>“I do not know what you surmised. The truth
-is that Mr. Wayt was taken suddenly ill last night.
-His sermon must be ready by this morning.
-There was not time to get a substitute. So my
-sister found his notes. They were very full. She
-read them aloud to me. Nobody else can make
-them out. I copied the sermon with the machine
-from her dictation. You will understand that we
-would not like to have this spoken of. Good-evening!”</p>
-
-<p>She was beyond reach in a moment, in another
-beyond call.</p>
-
-<p>March went back to the sylvan retreat that
-may be regarded as the stage set for the principal
-scenes of our story. Step and heart were light,
-and the same might be said of a brain that
-whirled like a feather in a gale. While he had
-been loath to admit the gravity of the misgivings
-that had embittered the slow hours between
-11:30 <small>A. M.</small> and 7 o’clock <small>P. M.</small> of that eventful
-Sunday, he was keenly alive to the rapture
-of their removal. What a boorish bat he had
-been to suffer a suspicion of the lofty rectitude<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_144" id="Page_144">[144]</a></span>
-of the noblest woman upon earth to
-enter his mind! How altogether simple and
-convincing was her explanation of what should
-have been no mystery to any honorable man!
-Yet he could not be ashamed, in the fullness of
-his happiness. He called himself all the hard
-names in his vocabulary with cheerful volubility,
-and gloried in the lesson he had thus learned of
-implicit trust in the girl he loved. No accumulation
-of circumstantial evidence or even the witness
-of the eye should ever call up another
-shadow of a shade of doubt. Among other
-occasions for thankfulness was the recollection
-that he had not let a lisp of what he had seen
-last night and suspected this morning, escape him
-in conversation with his mother and sister. He
-found himself tracing, with a fine sense of the
-drollery of the conceit, the analogy between prostrate
-Dagon, <i>sans</i> arms, legs, and head, and the suspicion
-which had menaced the destruction of his
-happiness. Mutilated, prone, and harmless, it
-lay on the threshold of the temple of love and
-truth, ugly rubbish to be thrust forever out of
-sight.</p>
-
-<p>He had hardly noticed, in the ecstasy of relief,
-Hetty’s haste to be gone after she had explained
-her nocturnal industry. He passed as lightly
-over the incoherence that had replied to his
-question when he could see her again.</p>
-
-<p>“Give me time to think! Not for a day or<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_145" id="Page_145">[145]</a></span>
-two! Not until you hear from me!” she had said
-just before reaching the gate.</p>
-
-<p>He was shrewd enough to see how well taken
-was his vantage ground. She had not demurred
-at his stipulation. He was positive, in the
-audacity of youth and passion, that she would
-never utter the words he had dictated. The turf
-under the tree was flattened by her reclining
-form. He lay down upon it, his arms doubled
-under his head for a pillow, Thor taking his place
-beside him. The golden green changed into dull
-ruddy light, this into purple ash, and this into
-gray that was at first warm, then cold. The
-second vesper bell had set the air to quivering
-and sobbed musically into silence that embalmed
-the memory of the music. Rapt in dreams, in
-summer fragrance, and in tender dusks, the lover
-lay until the stars twinkled through rifts in the
-massed leaves. Now and then, the far-off roll of
-an organ and the sweet hymning of accompanying
-voices were borne across his reverie, as the
-wanderer through the twilight of an August day
-meets waves of warm, perfumed air, or currents
-of balsamic odors floating from evergreen heights.</p>
-
-<p>At nine o’clock the moon showed the edge of
-a coy cheek above the horizon hills, and shortly
-thereafter March heard the click of the garden
-gate. Instinctively he put out his hand to keep
-Thor quiet, an unwarrantable idea that Hetty
-might revisit the spot darting through his mind.<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_146" id="Page_146">[146]</a></span>
-The shuffling of feet over the sward quieted his
-leaping heart. In another minute he distinguished
-the outlines of a figure stealing across
-the moonlit spaces separating black blotches of
-shade. As it neared the covert he spoke quietly,
-not to alarm the intruder.</p>
-
-<p>“Good-evening, Homer.”</p>
-
-<p>“O Lord!” The three-quarter-witted wight
-bounded a foot from the ground, then collapsed
-into a shaking huddle.</p>
-
-<p>“It is I—Mr. Gilchrist,” March hastened to
-add. “I am sorry I frightened you.”</p>
-
-<p>“Now—I was jes a-lookin’ fer a light I see
-from the back porch down this ’ere way,” uttered
-Homer, in an agitated drawl.</p>
-
-<p>March could see the coarse fingers rubbing
-against the backs of his hands, and a ray of light
-touched the pendulous jaw.</p>
-
-<p>“It was the match I struck to light a cigar I
-smoked a while ago,” he said. “I dare say that
-may account for the light you have seen at other
-times.”</p>
-
-<p>“Ye-es, sir”—dubiously. “I been saw the
-light lots o’ nights, when I aint spoke of it.
-’Tain’t like er sergar. It’s like a lantern a-swinging
-this er way”—swaying one hand—“I clumb
-this tree one night, an’ sot thar till nigh mornin’,
-a-waitin’ an’ a-watchin’ fer it ter come again.
-There’s a man what tole me ’twas the devil
-a-watchin’ out for <i>me</i>.”<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_147" id="Page_147">[147]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>“I am surprised you try to catch him. From
-what I have heard, he is a slippery chap.”</p>
-
-<p>“<i>No-ow</i>—I aint a-feerd on him fer myself.
-<i>Now</i>, I’d be loath fer him to worry Miss Hetty.”</p>
-
-<p>“You are a good fellow, Homer! A brave
-fellow!” responded the listener, with sudden
-energy. “When you do get on the track of the
-light, let me know, and I’ll lend a hand to nab
-the devil.”</p>
-
-<p>“Ye-es, sir! <i>Now</i>, I’ve been a-turnin’ over in
-my mind what that man say to me. He’s a man
-as ought to know what he’s talkin’ about. He
-t’reatened me orful a couple o’ times, sence we
-come to Fairhill. Sometimes I can’t sleep fer
-thinkin’ ’bout it. ‘You stay outen that orchard!’
-he say. ‘Ther’ war a man murdered thar onct,’
-he tell me, ‘an’ the devil is a-lookin’ fer him. Ef
-he come acrost you he’ll ketch you by a mistake,’
-he say. But then, there’s Miss Hetty, you know,
-Mr. Gilchris’!”</p>
-
-<p>“What under heaven has she to do with your
-man, or his devil, or the light? Who is the man
-who threatened you? Does he live in Fairhill?”</p>
-
-<p>Homer plucked at his lower lip and glanced
-apprehensively around.</p>
-
-<p>“I dunno!” he answered, in sullen evasion.
-“I met him on the street one day. Two times I
-come acrost him in the orchard. Onct he come
-to the garding gate. That was the time he tell
-me ’bout the murder an’ the devil.”<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_148" id="Page_148">[148]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>“He is a cruel, rascally liar!” cried March
-indignantly. “And you don’t know his name?
-What is he like? Did you ever speak of this to
-Miss Hetty?”</p>
-
-<p>“No, sir. She got ’nough to fret her a’ready,
-Miss Hetty has. I’m ’fraid for her ’bout the
-man. <i>She</i> aint ’fraid o’ nothin’. ‘You do what I
-tell you, Homer,’ sez she, ‘an’ I’ll stan’ between
-you an’ harm,’ she say. But she aint know ’bout
-the devil. Nor I aint heerd o’ the murder when
-she tell me <i>that</i>. That mought make a dif’rence.”</p>
-
-<p>“She is all right, all the same. She is always
-right. Mind her, and you’re sure to be safe.
-When did you last see this man who is so well
-acquainted with the devil?”</p>
-
-<p>An uneasy pause, during which Homer
-cracked each one of the knuckle-joints in his left
-hand.</p>
-
-<p>“I dunno! I don’ jis reklec’! You won’t
-mention him to Miss Hetty—nor to nobody—will
-you please not, Mr. Gilchris’? He’s an orful
-man! He’d get even with Miss Hetty, some way,
-sure’s you born, Mr. Gilchris’? ‘Nurver you let
-on a word to <i>her!</i>’ sez he to me—‘or ’twill be
-the wustest day she ever see,’ he sez.”</p>
-
-<p>“Why, this is outrageous!” ejaculated the
-aroused listener. “Do you suppose I will allow
-this sort of thing to go on? I insist upon knowing
-who the wretch is! He’ll find himself behind<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_149" id="Page_149">[149]</a></span>
-bars before he is a day older, if I get hold of
-him.”</p>
-
-<p>“<i>Now</i>”—resumed Homer, dazed and dull—“you’d
-better not meddle nor make with him.
-Me’n’ Miss Hetty, we could manage ’bout him,
-but when he sot ’bout fetchin’ the devil in—that
-aint a fa’r shake—<i>that</i> aint! I’ll say that much,
-ef I die fer it—’taint by no means ‘fa’r nor
-squar’!”</p>
-
-<p>“Pshaw!” March laughed in vexed amusement.
-“Did you ever know the devil to do the fair and
-square thing? Or any of the devil’s men?
-Why didn’t you set Mr. Wayt after your friend?
-It’s his trade to fight Old Nick, you know.”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, sir. So I been heerd tell. What’s
-<i>that?</i>”</p>
-
-<p>It was the sound of the gate-latch falling into
-the socket, and firm quick footsteps.</p>
-
-<p>“O Lord!” whispered Homer again. “Don’t
-let on as I’ve been here!”</p>
-
-<p>In a twinkling, he had gone up the tree like a
-cat.</p>
-
-<p>By the time March recognized the latest comer,
-the rustling boughs were still. Thor growled
-fiercely. His master advanced a step into the
-moonlight.</p>
-
-<p>“Be quiet!” to the dog. “Good-evening, Mr.
-Wayt! The beauty of the night has tempted you
-out, as well as myself.”</p>
-
-<p>“Ah, Mr. Gilchrist!”—suave and stately as<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_150" id="Page_150">[150]</a></span>
-usual. “As you say, it is a glorious night. I
-have been sitting for half an hour with your
-respected parents. Seeing you change color suddenly
-during the morning service, and missing
-you from church this afternoon, I feared lest you
-had been taken ill, and so went over to inquire.</p>
-
-<p>“Mrs. Gilchrist appeased my anxiety by saying
-that yours was a passing indisposition. I was the
-more solicitous because I have suffered all day
-from the onslaught of my constitutional enemy,
-‘the rash’ and crucial headache which my mother
-gave me. It is more than malady. It is <i>affliction!</i>
-requiring pagan fortitude and Christian
-resignation. There is some occult connection
-between it and the course of the natural sun in
-the heavens. It seized me this morning with the
-rising of the god of day and left me at the going
-down of the same. Mrs. Wayt will have it that it
-is the penalty for much study which, if not weariness
-to the flesh, occasionally revenges itself in
-neuralgic pangs. I know no fatigue while the
-oracular rage of composition is upon me. Last
-night it <i>possessed</i> me! I wrote the entire sermon
-to which you listened this morning between the
-hours of half-past nine Saturday night and four
-o’clock this morning. In all that time I did not
-leave my desk. The thunder-storm wrought
-strange, glorious excitement in my brain. It was
-as if seven thunders uttered their voices to the
-ears of my spirit.”<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_151" id="Page_151">[151]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>The Rev. Mr. Wayt prodded holes in the turf
-with his cane while speaking, holding it in his
-right hand almost at arm’s length, in a straight
-line from his body. His face showed chalky-white
-in the moon rays, his brows and hair very
-black; his eyes glittered, the smile upon his thin,
-wide-lipped mouth was apparent in the clearing
-radiance. He was disposed to be affably loquacious
-to the heir of a rich parishioner, and the pastor’s
-“influence with young men” was one of his
-specialties. This important member of an important
-class did not interrupt him, and the intent
-expression of his figure—his back was to the
-moon—was pleasantly provocative to continued
-eloquence.</p>
-
-<p>“The Sabbath has been superb—truly superb!”
-resumed the orator, pulling out the cane after an
-unusual artesian feat in jabbing it into the earth.
-“I could think of nothing as I looked out at daybreak
-upon the brightening face of nature but
-Mrs. Barbauld’s ‘rose that’s newly washed by the
-shower.’ My spirit put on wings to meet the
-new morning. I said, aloud, in a sort of divine
-transport: ‘This is the day the Lord hath made.
-Let us rejoice and be glad in it!’”</p>
-
-<p>“Do you ever preach extemporaneously, Mr.
-Wayt?” asked March.</p>
-
-<p>The sentence passed his lips almost unawares.
-In his perplexity and disdain, he spoke at random.
-He could not stand here all night, the victim of<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_152" id="Page_152">[152]</a></span>
-the modern Coleridge. He recollected, while the
-flowing periods went over him, that the Rev.
-Percy’s admirers likened him to the long-winded
-poet. The girl of his heart <i>in esse</i> and of his
-home <i>in posse</i> might be Mr. Wayt’s wife’s sister,
-but Mr. Wayt himself was an imposing liar and
-hypocrite, who disgraced the coat on his back.
-The sooner she was removed from his house the
-better. He credited poor Tony with more sense
-than he was reputed to possess, in that he
-doubted, inferentially, his employer’s powers as
-an exorcist.</p>
-
-<p>“Now and then, my dear sir, now and then!
-But I long ago arrived at the conclusion that
-natural fluency is a lure to indolence. Whatever
-is worth the hearing should be worth careful preparation.
-The <i>vice versa</i> occurs to you, of course.
-I would give my audience ripe matter, the slow
-accretion of amber-clear thought, not the fervid
-exudation of momentary excitement. Every line
-of this morning’s sermon was written out in full.
-The reporter of a New York paper took it from
-my hand as I descended from the pulpit. ‘Mr.
-Wayt!’ he said, ‘that discourse can be printed
-without the alteration of a word. It is perfect!’”</p>
-
-<p>The man’s supreme egotism pushed March into
-indiscretion, which he afterward considered dishonorable.</p>
-
-<p>“You never use the typewriter, then?”</p>
-
-<p>“Occasionally,” carelessly. “I might say,<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_153" id="Page_153">[153]</a></span>
-semi-occasionally. But not when I am in the
-Spirit—as I reverently believe I was last night.
-Mrs. Wayt is a deft operator on it. She learned
-expressly to copy my sermons and lectures for
-the press. What will not a good wife do for her
-husband?”</p>
-
-<p>“What, indeed?” assented March fervently.</p>
-
-<p>He was thinking of the wifely equivocations to
-which he had hearkened on the way to church,
-and, with genuine satisfaction, how straightforward
-was Hetty’s simple tale of the sermon-writing
-episode. Again he resolved to tear her
-out of this web of needless deceits at the earliest
-possible moment.</p>
-
-<p>He left the vicinity of the apple tree, partly to
-shake off his companion, partly to allow Homer
-opportunity to escape. Once he had his lips
-open to intimate his presence in the orchard at
-midnight, and that he had seen the light in the
-study. The reverend humbug should be warned
-of the danger of gratuitous and wholesale lying.
-He withheld the caution. It was not his province
-to reprove a man so much his senior, and—he
-added mentally—such an old offender.</p>
-
-<p>Mr. Wayt sauntered on with him to the gate
-opening into the Gilchrist shrubbery, bade him
-“good-night,” and marched back. March leaned
-upon the fence, seeming to stare at the moon,
-and enjoying a nightcap cigar, until the long,
-black figure entered the parsonage garden. While<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_154" id="Page_154">[154]</a></span>
-the young man lingered he saw Homer drop,
-monkeylike, to the earth and skulk homeward,
-keeping in the shadow when he could.</p>
-
-<p>“I would sooner take the fool’s chances of
-evading the devil than his pompous and pious
-master’s!” soliloquized Mrs. Gilchrist’s son.</p>
-
-<p>Hetty was dusting the big parlors next morning,
-and making ineffectual attempts to evolve
-coziness out of carpeted space, when a cough at
-the door attracted her notice.</p>
-
-<p>Homer stood there, military cap in hand, and
-wet up to the knees with dew. His love for
-flowers was a passion, only surpassed by his
-exquisite tenderness for dumb animals and children.
-Hetty had said of her <i>protégé</i> that he had
-the soul of a painter-poet, but that the wires were
-cut between spirit and speech. He had been on
-his knees since there was light enough to show
-the difference between weeds and precious plants,
-cleaning out the garden borders.</p>
-
-<p>“<i>Now</i>” (fumbling with his shabby headgear),
-“I was wishful fer to speak with ye before ennybody
-else came down. Leastways, Mary Ann,
-she’s in the kitchen, but don’t count, bein’ busy
-an’ out of the way.”</p>
-
-<p>Hetty smiled languidly. Her eyes were heavy-lidded;
-her motions slow for her. She had lain
-all night, staring into the blackness above her,
-now crying to a deaf heaven to show her a plain
-path for her feet, now trembling with ecstatic<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_155" id="Page_155">[155]</a></span>
-anguish in the recollection of the interview
-that opened a vista of Eden she yet dared not
-enter.</p>
-
-<p>“Come what may, he has called me darling!”
-she was thinking for the hundredth time, as the
-interruption came.</p>
-
-<p>“What is it, Homer? Are your flowers all
-right?”</p>
-
-<p>He ventured, after a glance at his feet, to step
-upon the unbroken breadths of Brussels.</p>
-
-<p>“<i>Now</i>—I was up a tree in the orchard las’
-night. An’ Mr. Gilchris’—the <i>young</i> one—and
-Mr. Wayt, they were a-talkin’ on the groun’ under
-the tree——”</p>
-
-<p>Hetty wheeled upon him with blazing eyes and
-cheeks.</p>
-
-<p>“You were in the orchard! In what tree?
-When? But no!” Her excitement subsided as
-quickly as it had arisen. “You were in the house
-when I came in. Go on!” She drew a long
-breath.</p>
-
-<p>Homer twiddled his thumbs in the crown of
-his cap. His speech could never be hurried. If
-urged to talk fast, he was dumb.</p>
-
-<p>“Now, I was up in that big tree where the picter
-was painted. Mr. Gilchris’—the young Mr.
-Gilchris’—he war a-lyin’ onto the grass when I
-came along. ’Twar after you had gone upstairs—nigh
-onto ten o’clock, I guess, or may be nine—I
-aint certain. I’d saw the same light, an’, for<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_156" id="Page_156">[156]</a></span>
-all them boys ken say, I’ve been saw it many a
-time——”</p>
-
-<p>“Never mind the light.” Hetty said it patiently.
-“Tell me how you happened to climb
-the tree.”</p>
-
-<p>“Now, Mr. Gilchris’—the young gentleman—he
-spoke very civil an’ kind to me, an’ we war
-talkin’ quite a spell, when I heerd Mr. Wayt
-a-comin’, an’ I clumb the tree so’s he wouldn’t
-see me, an’ may be go fur me, you know. An’
-while I war in the tree I heerd him a-tellin’ Mr.
-Gilchris’—I meantersay the young Mr. Gilchris’—how
-he’d sot up ’tell daybreak, four o’clock Sat’day
-night, a figurin’ onto his sermon what he
-preached on Sunday——”</p>
-
-<p>“Homer!”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, ma’am! He war talkin’ very high
-Scotch, mos’ly like he does all times, ’specially to
-comp’ny-folks, but I got the sense of that much.
-He said as how he an’ the thunder-storm they
-figured up the sermon together, near’s I could
-make out. An’ Mr. Gilchris’—the young gentleman—he
-said precious little—an’ Mr. Wayt, he
-splurged out considerable ’bout seein’ the sun rise
-an’ so forth, an’ ’bout his headache comin’ on an’
-a-goin off with the sun. An’ then the two of
-’em walked off quite frien’ly, an’ soon’s as they
-was out o’ sight, I lighted out and come home.”</p>
-
-<p>Hetty was sitting upon the sofa, too sick and
-weak to stand.<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_157" id="Page_157">[157]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>“Are you sure that you heard all this? Did
-Mr. Gilchrist know you were in the tree?”</p>
-
-<p>“Now—he see me go up. I ast him not to let
-on to <i>him</i>. But what I come to say war, ’taint
-noways nor nurver safe to say what aint jes’ true,
-jes’ for the sake of talkin’ big, an’ Mr. Wayt, bein’
-a edicated man, he’d ought to be tole that.
-T’ould ’a’ been better not to say nuthin’ ’bout
-Sat’day night ’thout somebody ast h’m.”</p>
-
-<p>“There!” His young mistress put out her
-hand imperatively. “That will do. Don’t speak
-of this to anybody else. Go back to your work.”</p>
-
-<p>On their way to school, the twins left a thin
-envelope at Judge Gilchrist’s door. It was
-addressed to March.</p>
-
-<div class="blockquot">
-
-<p>“I have heard what was the substance of Mr.
-Wayt’s conversation with you last night. Knowing
-you as I do, I am sure, that in mercy to the
-innocent, you will not let it go further. I recognize
-in the incident one more added to the many
-reasons why I can never be more than</p>
-
-<div class="sig">
-<span style="margin-right: 4em;">“Your friend,</span><br />
-<span class="smcap">H. Alling</span>.”<br />
-</div></div>
-
-<hr class="chap" />
-<div class="chapter"></div>
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_158" id="Page_158">[158]</a></span></p>
-
-
-
-
-<h2>CHAPTER VIII.</h2>
-
-
-<p><span class="smcap">March Gilchrist’s</span> name was brought up to
-the sewing room at eleven o’clock Monday morning.
-Hetty was cutting out shirts for the twins
-at a table of Homer’s contrivance and manufacture.
-Her face was flushed, perhaps with stooping
-over the board, when she looked up.</p>
-
-<p>“Please say that I am particularly engaged this
-morning, Mary Ann, and beg to be excused.”</p>
-
-<p>“My dear!” expostulated Mrs. Wayt. “He
-has probably called with a message from his
-mother or sister.”</p>
-
-<p>“In that case ask him to leave it with you,
-Mary Ann, unless you care to go down, Frances?”</p>
-
-<p>“He said ‘Miss Alling’ most particular,” ventured
-Mary Ann.</p>
-
-<p>“Then take my message just as I gave it, if you
-please.”</p>
-
-<p>“Did you know,” pursued Miss Alling, when
-the girl had gone, “that Perry is an inch taller
-than his brother? His arms are longer, too.
-They were exactly the same size until this summer.”</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Wayt eyed her sister with a helpless,
-distraught air, while the scissors flashed and<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_159" id="Page_159">[159]</a></span>
-slipped through the muslin, and the worker appeared
-to have no interest in life beyond the
-manipulation of both.</p>
-
-<p>“Dear,” she said timidly at length, without
-noticing the other’s query. “I never blame you
-for any action, however singular it may seem to
-me. I know you always have some excellent
-reason for what you do or say. But the Gilchrists
-are our best neighbors, and are leading people in
-the church. It would be unwise to offend them.
-Do you object to telling me why you would not
-see Mr. March Gilchrist?”</p>
-
-<p>Hetty shifted the pattern to a corner of the
-stuff, turned it upside down and regarded it solemnly,
-her head on one side. Then she pinned
-it fast and fell again to cutting.</p>
-
-<p>“I do object—decidedly!” she said composedly.
-“But it is perhaps best that you should know the
-truth. It may prevent unpleasant complications.
-Mr. Gilchrist did me the honor last evening to
-offer to marry me, and I refused him.”</p>
-
-<p>“Hetty Alling!”</p>
-
-<p>“That is likely to remain my name. I supposed
-that you would be surprised. <i>I</i> was!” as coolly
-as before. “I trust to your honor to keep Mr.
-Gilchrist’s secret, even from Mr. Wayt. It is not
-a matter that concerns anybody but ourselves.
-And we will not allude to it again.”</p>
-
-<p>Struck by something unnatural in the girl’s
-perfect composure, the tender-hearted matron<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_160" id="Page_160">[160]</a></span>
-leaned forward to stroke the head bowed over
-the work.</p>
-
-<p>“There is something behind all this, Hetty,
-dear. I am sure of it. It would make me very
-happy to see you married to such a man as March
-Gilchrist. What objection can you have to him
-as a suitor?”</p>
-
-<p>“The very question which he asked and I
-answered. Excuse me for reminding you that
-nobody else has the right to press it.”</p>
-
-<p>The rebuff did not end the discussion. The
-matter was, in Mrs. Wayt’s mind, too grave to be
-lightly dismissed.</p>
-
-<p>“Don’t be angry with me!” staying the progress
-of the clicking shears, that her sister might
-be compelled to hear what she said, “I love you
-too dearly to let you make a blunder you may
-regret for a lifetime. March is a noble young
-fellow, of unexceptionable family and character.
-His disposition is excellent; his manners are
-charming; he has talent, energy——”</p>
-
-<p>“Spare me the rest of the catalogue, please!”
-retorted Hetty curtly. “It is not like you,
-Francis, to force a disagreeable subject upon me.
-And this is one of the least agreeable you could
-select. Discussion of it is indelicate and a breach
-of confidence on my part—and altogether useless
-on yours.”</p>
-
-<p>Yet she was especially gentle and affectionate
-with her sister for the rest of the day. On<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_161" id="Page_161">[161]</a></span>
-bidding her “good-night” she embraced her
-fervently.</p>
-
-<p>“I love you dearly; better this minute than
-ever before, if I was so savage this morning,” she
-said, with shining eyes, to March’s champion.</p>
-
-<p>Upstairs she read “Locksley Hall” through to
-Hester, who was sleepless, until twelve o’clock.
-Not until the clock had struck the half-hour after
-midnight was Hetty free to take from her pocket
-and look at a letter the afternoon mail had
-brought. The superscription was in a hand she
-had seen in notes to Hester and upon the fly-leaves
-of books, and it was still sealed. She sat
-looking at it, as it lay within the open palm of a
-lax hand for a good (or bad) quarter of an hour.</p>
-
-<p>Hester’s regurgitate breathing—worse to-night
-than usual—was the only sound in the chamber.
-Now and then she raised her hands strugglingly,
-as if dreaming, but she slept on.</p>
-
-<p>To open that letter and take the contents into
-her empty heart would be to the lonely orphan
-Heaven on earth. It was long, for the envelope
-held several sheets. It was eloquent, for she had
-heard him talk upon the theme set forth in every
-line. She had will-force sufficient to conceal from
-the sister, whose heart would be broken by the
-truth, her reasons for refusing to link hers with
-the unsmirched name of the man she loved. She
-was not strong enough to put her finger under
-the flap of that envelope and read a single line,<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_162" id="Page_162">[162]</a></span>
-and then persist in doing right. Perhaps, in spite
-of the repulse of the morning, he had again
-called her “darling!”</p>
-
-<p>She durst not risk the seeing; she had strength
-given her to keep the resolution, but she did no
-more that night. The answer must wait until
-morning. The letter was hidden under the pillow,
-and her hand touched it while she slept and
-while she lay awake. In the still, purple dawn,
-she arose quietly, not to disturb Hester, dressed
-herself and knelt for a brief prayer, such as the
-busiest member of the household had time to
-offer. While she prayed she held the unopened
-letter to her heart. Arising, she kissed it lingeringly.</p>
-
-<p>“God bless my love!” she whispered.</p>
-
-<p>With steady fingers she wrote upon the reverse
-of the envelope: “<i>I cannot read this. Do not
-write again</i>,” slipped it into a larger cover, addressed
-it, and, before the family was astir, sent
-Homer with it to the nearest letter box.</p>
-
-<p>She had acted bravely, and, she believed, decisively,
-but she had blundered withal. An
-unopened letter, unaccompanied by a word of
-extenuation of the flagrant discourtesy, might
-damp the ardor of the most adoring lover. Yet
-March’s eyes were lit by a ray of affectionate
-amusement in receiving back this, the first love
-letter he had ever penned. He kissed the one-line
-sentence before putting the envelope away.<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_163" id="Page_163">[163]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>“Perhaps she is afraid of herself!” May had
-suggested sagely, <i>à propos</i> of Hetty’s avoidance of
-his visits.</p>
-
-<p>The bright-natured suitor’s conclusion, after
-reading what was meant as a quietus to his addresses,
-was not dissimilar. If the case were
-hopeless she would have written nothing. Nevertheless,
-he bowed to the laconic: “Do not write
-again.” He did more than she had commanded.
-Without attempting to see Hetty again, he escorted
-his sister in the second week of July to
-Long Branch, and stayed there a fortnight, then
-went with her to Mt. Desert for ten days more.</p>
-
-<p>The malign influence of a dog-day drought was
-upon Fairhill when the pair returned. The
-streets were deep in dust, the sun, a red and
-rayless ball, had rolled from east to west, and
-taken his own time in doing it, and was staining
-to a dingy crimson horizon-vapors that looked
-as dry as the dust, as brother and sister paused
-upon the piazza for a look over the familiar landscape.</p>
-
-<p>“It is stifling after the seashore!” breathed
-May. “But it is home! I am <i>glad</i> to be back!”</p>
-
-<p>“And I—always!”</p>
-
-<p>March said it, in stooping, hat in hand, to kiss
-his mother. There was the ring of sincerity in
-his voice; his eyes were placid. He had come
-home to her cured of an ill-starred fancy for an
-ineligible girl. There was no sign of anything<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_164" id="Page_164">[164]</a></span>
-more than neighborly interest in his face when
-May asked at dinner-time how the Wayts were.</p>
-
-<p>“Well, I believe,” replied Mrs. Gilchrist. “I
-have seen comparatively little of them while you
-were away, except at church. It has been too
-hot for visiting. Yesterday I took Hester out to
-drive. She misses you sadly, May. She is
-thinner and has less color than when you went
-away.”</p>
-
-<p>“Dear little Queen Mab!” said Hester’s friend.
-“I must have her over to-morrow to spend the
-day. I have some books and sketches for her.
-And Hetty?”</p>
-
-<p>“Is as busy as usual, Hester tells me. She
-goes out very little, I believe. The young
-people hereabouts call her a recluse.”</p>
-
-<p>The unconscious judge came to the relief of
-all parties.</p>
-
-<p>“Mr. Wayt’s congregation continues large,” he
-remarked. “He preached a truly remarkable
-sermon last Sunday. At this rate we will have
-to pull down our church and build a larger by
-next year.”</p>
-
-<p>The wife looked gratified. It was much to
-have her husband speak of “our church.”</p>
-
-<p>May was content to wait for the morrow’s meeting
-with her pet. Hester was wild with impatience
-to be again with her worshiped friend.
-Hetty might remonstrate, and her mother entreat
-her not to intrude upon the family on the evening<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_165" id="Page_165">[165]</a></span>
-of the travelers’ arrival. The spoiled child was
-unmanageable. She could not sleep a wink, she
-protested, until she had kissed Miss May, and exchanged
-reports of the weeks separating them
-from the dear everyday intercourse. She would
-take with her the portfolio she had almost worked
-herself ill to fill with what May must think showed
-diligent endeavor to improve.</p>
-
-<p>“Then, there is the great news to tell!”</p>
-
-<p>“Wouldn’t it be well to wait a while before
-speaking of that?” dissuaded the mother.</p>
-
-<p>“It is a week old, already!” Hester pouted,
-“and I said never a word to Mrs. Gilchrist yesterday.
-‘The Seasons’”—the <i>mot de famille</i> at the
-Gilchrists’ for brother and sister—“are our only
-<i>own</i> friends, mamma. You can trust them to hold
-their tongues!”</p>
-
-<p>“What seems a great event to us will be small
-to them,” cautioned Mrs. Wayt—then gave Hester
-her way.</p>
-
-<p>Nine o’clock saw her in Homer’s charge on the
-orchard road, the shortest, as it was the most
-secluded, to the Gilchrist place.</p>
-
-<p>“Where <i>are</i> you taking me, Tony?” she aroused
-from a happy, expectant reverie to ask, midway.</p>
-
-<p>The aftermath of the June mowing was tall by
-now, and the chair was almost hidden in it.</p>
-
-<p>“Now—I don’ keer fur to take ye near that big
-tree. ’Taint wholesome nor proper!” grunted
-the charioteer. He was slightly afraid of the<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_166" id="Page_166">[166]</a></span>
-testy little damsel, and took on doughty airs at
-times to disprove the fact. “We’ll soon git inter
-the path agi’n.”</p>
-
-<p>“But I won’t stand this!” cried Hester, irate.
-“Go back to the path! Not wholesome! not
-proper! What do you mean!”</p>
-
-<p>“Now—I seen the light there oftener’n anywheres
-else”—Homer was beginning, when they
-were hailed by a well-known voice.</p>
-
-<p>“What are you doing over there?” called
-March.</p>
-
-<p>“Swimming for our lives,” returned Hester.
-“Won’t you dive, and drag me out by the hair of
-my head?”</p>
-
-<p>Her tone was tremulous with delight. As he
-took her hand, it quivered like a poplar leaf in his
-large, cordial grasp. He was fond of Hester on
-her own account, fonder of her because he linked
-her with Hetty. He had strolled down the street
-with his cigar after giving his mother a detailed
-account of the pleasure making of the last three
-weeks. He felt the heat inland to be oppressive
-after the surf breeze. His mother was glad that
-his saunter was not in the direction of the parsonage.
-She knew nothing of the short cut from the
-back street, or with what ease an athlete of six-and-twenty
-could vault a five-barred fence. Besides,
-was not her boy a cured and discharged
-patient!</p>
-
-<p>The meeting with Hester, if not the best thing<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_167" id="Page_167">[167]</a></span>
-he had hoped for, was so much better than a solitary
-ramble in dream-haunted grounds that he
-greeted her joyously. It was not the first time
-the idea had come to him of making a confidante
-of the keen-witted, deep-hearted child, but it suddenly
-took the shape of determination.</p>
-
-<p>“Going to see May!” He echoed her reply to
-his next question. “She is tired out, and has gone
-to her room by this. She means to claim you for
-the whole of to-morrow. Give me a little chat in
-our arbor instead, and I will take you home. I
-have not seen you for an age, and I have something
-very interesting to me and important to
-you, to say to you.”</p>
-
-<p>She laughed up in his face in sheer pleasure.</p>
-
-<p>“And I have something particularly interesting
-to me, and not important to you, to tell in return.
-We have an event in our family—an agreeable
-happening as to results, although it comes by a
-dark and crooked road—or so mamma persists in
-saying.”</p>
-
-<p>March had propelled her into the open track
-and stopped as she said this to lean forward and
-peer into the saucy face. A disagreeable—an
-absurd—thrill passed over him. Had he lost
-Hetty?</p>
-
-<p>“An event! Accomplished or prospective?”</p>
-
-<p>“Both!” chuckled Hester.</p>
-
-<p>“Is it an engagement?” bringing out the word
-courageously.<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_168" id="Page_168">[168]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>The question was never answered. A vigorous
-onward push had brought them into the moonlit
-area surrounding the king apple tree. Thor
-rushed forward, bellowing ferociously at a long
-black body that lay half under, half beyond the
-dipping outward branches, now weighted almost
-to the ground with growing fruit.</p>
-
-<p>“Homer!” shouted March to the figure retreating
-toward the garden. “Come back! hurry!”
-And, hastily, to Hester: “I will send you home
-with him and go for the police. Don’t be
-frightened. It is only a drunken tramp, or may
-be a sleeper. In either case he cannot stay here.
-These are my father’s grounds.”</p>
-
-<p>Hester had not uttered a sound, but the slight
-figure, bent toward the recumbent man, had a
-strained intensity of expression words could not
-have conveyed. Her eyes were fixed, as by the
-fascination of horrified dread—one small hand
-plucked oddly at her throat.</p>
-
-<p>“Take her home, Homer!” March ordered,
-“and say nothing to alarm the ladies. I’ll attend
-to <i>him!</i>”</p>
-
-<p>“No! <i>no!</i> <span class="smcap">NO!</span>” shrilled Hester in an unearthly
-tone that made him start. “You must go home!
-you! <i>you!</i> and say nothing! tell nobody! O God
-of mercy, it has come at last! Don’t touch him!”
-her voice rising into a husky shriek. For, parting
-the boughs, March passed to the head of the
-prostrate man, and stooped to raise him. His<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_169" id="Page_169">[169]</a></span>
-quick eye had perceived that he was well dressed
-and no common tramp in figure, also that he had
-lain, not fallen, where he was found. In bending
-to take hold of him, he detected, even in the
-intensity of his excitement, the peculiar, heavy,
-close odor of drugs that had hung in the air on
-the Fourth of July night. In company with a
-policeman, our young artist had once visited
-a Chinese “opium dive” in New York, and he
-recognized the smell now.</p>
-
-<p>Homer was beside him, and lent intelligent aid.</p>
-
-<p>“<i>Now</i>,” he drawled, without the slightest evidence
-of alarm, “<i>I</i> mos’ly lif’s him up <i>so</i>-fashion!”</p>
-
-<p>The action brought the features into a rift of
-moonlight.</p>
-
-<p>“Great Heavens!” broke from March in a
-low tone of horror and dismay. “It is Mr.
-Wayt!”</p>
-
-<p>Laying him on the turf he went back to Hester
-and seized the bar of her chair.</p>
-
-<p>“You must go home! You must not see him,
-my poor child! It is your father, and he is very
-ill—unconscious. Not a moment is to be lost. I
-must go for a doctor immediately!”</p>
-
-<p>“<i>Let go!</i>”</p>
-
-<p>Beside herself with fury, she actually struck at
-the hand grasping the propeller; her eyes flashed
-fire; her accents, hardly louder than a wheezing
-whisper, were jerky gasps, painful to hear.</p>
-
-<p>“Let go, I say! and do you go to your safe,<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_170" id="Page_170">[170]</a></span>
-decent home, as I told you! Tony and I are
-used to this sort of thing!”</p>
-
-<p>“Hester! you do not know what you are
-saying!” March came around and faced her,
-trying to quiet her by cold, stern authority.</p>
-
-<p>It was thrown away. She raved on—still tearing
-away with her tiny fierce hands at her
-heaving throat as if to give speech freer vent.</p>
-
-<p>“I do know—oh, we are graduates in these frolicsome
-escapades! It is inconsiderate in him—”
-with a horrid laugh—“to give his wife, his
-wife’s sister, and the family factotum such a job
-as carrying him all this way. To do him justice,
-he seldom forgets the decencies so entirely. If I
-had my way, he should lie here all night. Only
-his wife would come out and stay with him.
-What are you staring at me for, Mr. Gilchrist?
-Here is our family skeleton! Does it frighten
-you out of your wits?”</p>
-
-<p>Her croaks of laughter threatened dissolution to
-the fragile frame. It was an awful, a repulsive
-exhibition.</p>
-
-<p>“It is you who have lost yours!” rejoined
-March gravely. “Your father may be dying, for
-aught you know. A hundred men fell in the
-streets of New York to-day, overcome by the heat—and
-we are wasting precious minutes in wild,
-nonsensical talk. If you will let Homer take you
-to the house, and compose yourself sufficiently to
-prepare your mother for the shock of seeing her<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_171" id="Page_171">[171]</a></span>
-husband brought in insensible, we may save him
-yet. Go! and send Homer back at once.”</p>
-
-<p>The wild eyes surveyed him piercingly; with a
-low, meaning laugh, she sank back among her
-cushions.</p>
-
-<p>“I think”—she said distinctly and deliberately—“that
-you are the best man God ever made!
-Go on, Tony!”</p>
-
-<p>Left alone with the unconscious man, March
-stooped and rolled him entirely over. He had
-been lying, face downward, his cheek to the
-sward; one arm was by his side, the other was
-thrown in a natural position above his head.
-His pulse was almost normal, although somewhat
-sluggish; his respiration heavy, but not stertorous:
-his complexion was not sanguine. His
-breath and, March fancied, his whole body reeked
-of opium. March shook him gently. He slept
-on. With a disgustful shiver, he forced himself
-to pass an arm under his head and lift it to his
-knee. There was no change in the limp lethargy.
-The young man laid him down, and, rising, stood
-off and looked at the pitiable wreck. Hester’s
-frenzied tirade had disabused the listener’s mind
-of the suspicion of suicide. He could no longer
-doubt that here was the unraveling of the complex
-design that had vexed his heart and head.
-The popular preacher was not the first of brilliant
-parts and high position who had fallen a victim to
-a debasing and insidious habit, but his skill and<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_172" id="Page_172">[172]</a></span>
-effrontery in concealing the truth were remarkable.
-Yet—might not March have divined the nature of
-the mystery before this revelation? The peculiar
-brilliancy of the deep-set eyes; his variable spirits;
-his fluent and, at times, erratic speech; the very
-character of his pulpit eloquence—might have
-betrayed him to an expert. His wife’s nervous
-vigilance and eager assiduity of devotion—above
-all, the episode of the midnight toilers, and the
-conflicting stories of the need of that toil—finally—and
-he recalled it with a bursting heart—Hetty’s
-declaration to her lover that there were insurmountable
-obstacles to their union—were as clear
-as daylight now. The sudden illness of that
-memorable Saturday night was stupor like that
-which now chained the slave of appetite to the
-earth.</p>
-
-<p>How often and with what excess of anguish the
-revolting scene had been enacted only the two
-unhappy sisters knew, unless the still more hapless
-daughter were in the secret. Her wail, “Oh,
-God of mercy! it has come at last!” was a key
-to depths of suspenseful endurance and labyrinths
-of unavailing deception.</p>
-
-<p>Unavailing, for the instant of detection was
-the beginning of the end. The man was ruined
-beyond redemption. A whisper of his infirmity
-would be the loss of place, reputation, and livelihood,
-and his innocent family would go down
-quick into the pit with him. This was the vision<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_173" id="Page_173">[173]</a></span>
-of impending gloom that had disturbed what
-should be sunny deeps in the sweetest eyes in the
-world to him. This was the almost certain prospect
-that made her write, “I can never be more
-than your friend!”</p>
-
-<p>The Gilchrist was clean, honest blood. Hetty
-testified her appreciation of this truth by refusing
-to marry him. He could think how his mother
-would look when she had heard the story and
-how Fairhill gossip would gloat over the “newest
-thing in clerical scandals!”</p>
-
-<p>Why should it be made public? Why should
-he not help to keep it quiet instead of pulling
-down ruin upon the helpless and unoffending?
-Hetty had written, “In mercy to the innocent.”
-He seemed to hear her say it now, in
-his ear.</p>
-
-<p>A faint melodious chime just vibrated through
-the sultry air. The fine bell of the “Old First”
-had struck the half hour. The church in which
-he was baptized; the church of his mother’s love
-and prayers! At thought of the pulpit desecrated
-by this fellow’s feet, a rush of indignant contempt
-surged up to his lips.</p>
-
-<p>“Sacrilegious dog!” he muttered, touching
-the motionless heap with his foot.</p>
-
-<p>Homer shambled back out of breath. He had
-brought a lantern.</p>
-
-<p>“<i>Now</i>—it’s powerful shady under the trees!”
-he replied to March’s remark that the moon gave<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_174" id="Page_174">[174]</a></span>
-all the light they required. “An’ ther’s somethin’
-come ter me, as I want ter see!”</p>
-
-<p>He set down the lantern, hugged the tree bole,
-and went up a foot or two. Then were heard a
-scratching and a rattling overhead.</p>
-
-<p>“<i>Now</i>—would ye a mind holdin’ this ’tell I git
-’em all?”</p>
-
-<p>The “all” were four bottles and a tin box.
-Two phials were long and empty. A name was
-blown in the glass. March held one down to the
-light.</p>
-
-<p>“<i>Elixir of Opium!</i>”</p>
-
-<p>The others were larger and of stout blue glass.
-A printed label said “<i>Phosphate</i>.” March pulled
-out a cork and smelled the contents. Opium
-again!</p>
-
-<p>The box held the same drug as a dark paste.</p>
-
-<p>“I mistrusted them horsephates a coople o’
-times!” said Homer, imperturbably sagacious.
-“He wor too everlastin’ fond of ’em. He skeered
-me with the devil inter goin’ ter the drug store
-with a paper ter tell ’em for ter give me that ar’
-one,” designating an empty phial. “Leastways,
-one like it. An’ Miss Hetty, she foun’ it in the
-garding, where I drapped it. Then, ’twas she tole
-me nivver to go nowhar ’thout ’twas she sent me.
-An’ I aint sence! An’ he’s t’reatened me orful
-a many a time ’cause what she said to me that
-time. I guess he bought ’em in New York, mos’
-likely. He’s a sharp un—Mr. Wayt is!”<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_175" id="Page_175">[175]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>March eyed him suspiciously.</p>
-
-<p>“How did you know where these things were,
-if you had nothing to do with hiding them!”</p>
-
-<p>“<i>Now</i>”—stolid under the implied doubt, or not
-noticing it—“you reklec’ the Sunday night me ’n
-you was talkin’ here, ’n’ <i>he</i> come along, an’ I
-shinned up the tree? I bet”—with more animation
-than March had ever seen him display
-before—“he was a-comin’ for a drink then!
-’Twas the very night before, when Miss Hetty,
-she come all the way up to my room, an’ sez she,
-‘Homer,’ sez she, ‘Mr. Wayt has done it agin,’
-she say. An’ so he had, an’ him a lyin’ on the
-study floor jes’ as you see him now—an’ Mrs.
-Wayt a-cryin’ over him. You see she’d b’lieved,
-sure an’ certain, he’d nuvver do so no more. But
-<i>I</i> mistrusted them horsephates. <i>Now</i>, that very
-night—Sunday night ’twas, ’n’ me an’ you was a-talkin’
-here—as I was a-slidin’ down the tree I
-kotched inter a hole, an’ somethin’ sort o’ jingled,
-like glass. I nuvver t’ought no more ’bout it tell
-jes’ ez I come up to-night an’ see him a-sprawlin’
-thar, an’ I smelled the stuff. I’ll jes’ hide ’em in
-the grass, an’ to-morrow early I’ll bury ’em in the
-garding. But it’s a quare cupboard, that is.”</p>
-
-<p>While talking, he was busy spreading upon the
-turf a heavy shawl, such as were worn by men,
-forty years ago. “<i>Now</i>—ef you’ll lend a lift to
-him!” to the wondering observer.</p>
-
-<p>The plan was ingenious, but Homer’s dexterity<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_176" id="Page_176">[176]</a></span>
-in carrying it out, and the <i>sangfroid</i> he maintained
-throughout, betokened an amount of practice
-at which March’s soul recoiled. It was
-frightfully realistic. Mr. Wayt was laid in the
-middle of the big plaid; the two ends were
-knotted tightly upon his chest, inclosing his
-arms, the other two about his ankles.</p>
-
-<p>“I’ll hitch on to the heavy eend,” quoth the
-bunch of muscle and bone March had begun to
-admire. “Me bein’ useter to it nor what you be.
-You take holt on his feet.”</p>
-
-<p>In such style the stately saint was borne up the
-back steps and laid upon the settee in the parsonage
-hall.</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Wayt was upon the porch. Her first
-words gave one of the bearers his cue.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, Mr. Gilchrist! This is dreadful! And he
-seemed so well at dinner time! The heat often
-affects him seriously. He had a sunstroke some
-years ago, and every summer he feels the effects
-of it. Lay him down here and rest before taking
-him upstairs. There. Thank you.”</p>
-
-<p>While she undid and removed the clerical
-cravat and collar from his throat, March straightened
-his spine and looked around for Hetty.
-The house was as still as a grave. The front door
-was closed; the rooms on both sides of the hall
-were dark and silent. It was Thursday night,
-the universal “evening out” for Fairhill servants.
-March recollected it in the mechanical way in which<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_177" id="Page_177">[177]</a></span>
-one thinks of trifles at important junctures. He
-was glad—mechanically—that Mary Ann was not
-there to carry the tale of Mr. Wayt’s fainting fit,
-or semi-sunstroke, or whatever name his wife
-chose to put to it, to Mrs. Gilchrist. He was
-beginning to ask himself what he should say at
-home of what he had done with himself between
-nine and ten o’clock that evening.</p>
-
-<p>The transportation up to the second story was
-slow and difficult. Mrs. Wayt supported her husband’s
-head, and, like a flash, recurred to March
-Hester’s sneer of the task laid upon “his wife,
-his wife’s sister, and the family factotum.” It
-must have been barely accomplished on the July
-night when he and May brought Hester home,
-and Hetty ran down out of breath, her hair
-disheveled and eyes scared! That <i>her</i> hands
-should be fouled by such a burden!</p>
-
-<p>His face was set whitely, as, having deposited
-the load upon the bed, he accosted the wife:</p>
-
-<p>“Would you like to have a physician?”</p>
-
-<p>His tone was hard and constrained. She did
-not look up.</p>
-
-<p>“You are very good but it is not necessary—thank
-you! I have seen him as ill before from
-the same cause and know what to do for him.
-And he is morbidly sensitive with regard to these
-attacks. He thinks it would injure him in his
-profession if the impression were to get abroad
-that his health is unsound or his constitution<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_178" id="Page_178">[178]</a></span>
-breaking up. I shall not even dare tell him that
-you have seen him to-night.”</p>
-
-<p>She was putting extraordinary force upon herself,
-but she could not meet his eye.</p>
-
-<p>“I cannot thank you just now as I would, Mr.
-Gilchrist. I am all unnerved, and although I
-know this seizure is not dangerous, it is a terrible
-ordeal to me to witness it. May I ask that you
-will not mention it, even to Judge and Mrs. Gilchrist?
-My husband would be mortified and distressed
-beyond measure were his illness the subject
-of even friendly remark.”</p>
-
-<p>March hesitated, and she turned upon him
-quickly. Her face was that of an old woman—gray,
-withered, and scored with lines, each one of
-which meant an agony.</p>
-
-<p>His resolution dissolved like the frost before
-fire.</p>
-
-<p>“You may depend upon my discretion and
-friendship,” he said impulsively.</p>
-
-<p>She burst into tears, the low, convulsive sobbing
-he had heard above stairs on that other
-night.</p>
-
-<p>Unable to bear more he ran down the staircase,
-and recognized before he reached the foot
-that he had committed himself to a lie.</p>
-
-<p>“Mr. Gilchrist!”</p>
-
-<p>His hand was upon the lock of the front door
-when he caught the low call.</p>
-
-<p>Hetty stood upon the threshold of the library,<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_179" id="Page_179">[179]</a></span>
-a shadowy figure in white that seemed to waver
-in the uncertain light.</p>
-
-<p>“I should like to speak to you, if you can spare
-a few minutes,” she pursued, leading the way into
-the room.</p>
-
-<p>With a bow of acquiescence he sat down and
-waited for her to begin. His mind was in a
-tumult; dumb pain devoured him. He felt as
-any honorable man might feel who condones a
-felony.</p>
-
-<hr class="chap" />
-<div class="chapter"></div>
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_180" id="Page_180">[180]</a></span></p>
-
-
-
-
-<h2>CHAPTER IX</h2>
-
-
-<p>“<span class="smcap">My</span> sister has begged you to keep secret what
-you have seen to-night—has she not?” was
-Hetty’s first inquiry, spoken without haste and
-without excitement.</p>
-
-<p>A mute bow replied.</p>
-
-<p>“And you have promised to do it?”</p>
-
-<p>“I told Mrs. Wayt that she might depend upon
-my discretion.”</p>
-
-<p>“Which she construes into a pledge to connive
-at a wrong done to a church and a community,”
-in precisely the same tone and manner as before.</p>
-
-<p>March stared at her perplexedly. What did
-the girl mean? And was this resolute, impassive
-woman of business the blushing trembler who,
-a month ago, could not deny her love for him?
-She was very serious now, but apparently very
-tranquil.</p>
-
-<p>“You would say, if you were not too kind-hearted,
-that this is what I am doing—what I
-have been doing for nearly ten years—and you
-would be right. It would not exculpate me in
-your opinion if I were to represent that Mr.
-Wayt’s profession is all that stands between his
-family and the poorhouse; that I do not habitually
-attend the church in which he officiates, and<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_181" id="Page_181">[181]</a></span>
-that my name has never appeared upon the
-record of any one of the parishes of which he has
-had charge since I became a member of his family.
-Mr. Wayt and I have not exchanged a syllable
-directly for over five years. I neither respect nor
-like him. He can never forgive my knowledge of
-his character, and my interference with his habits.
-These were confirmed before I came to my
-sister.”</p>
-
-<p>“Let me beg,” interposed March, “that you
-will not go on with what cannot but be distressing
-to you. You need no justification in my sight.
-If you will permit me to call to-morrow morning
-we can talk matters over calmly and at leisure.
-It is late, and you have had a severe nervous
-strain.”</p>
-
-<p>“Unless you insist upon the postponement I
-would rather speak now, while my mind is steady
-in the purpose to make an end of subterfuge and
-concealment. I <i>am</i> weary, but it is of falsehoods,
-acted and spoken. Hester has told me of your
-generous pretense of misunderstanding the nature
-of Mr. Wayt’s attack. There it is again!”—relapsing
-into her usual tone, and with whimsical vexation
-that made March smile. “I am afraid I
-have forgotten how to be frank! My poor sister’s
-eager talk of ‘attacks’ and ‘seizures’ and ‘turns’
-and ‘sunstroke’ and ‘constitutional headaches’
-has unbalanced my perceptions of right and
-wrong.”<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_182" id="Page_182">[182]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>“You cannot expect me to agree with you
-there?” the suppressed smile becoming visible.</p>
-
-<p>She was not to be turned aside from the straight
-track.</p>
-
-<p>“Nothing so perverts conscience as a systematic
-course of concealment, even when it is practiced
-for what seem to be noble ends. I have
-felt this for a long time. Lately the sense of guilt
-has been insupportable. It may be relief—if not
-expiation—to tell the truth in the plainest terms
-I can use. It may leave me more wretched than
-I am now. But right is right.”</p>
-
-<p>Her chin trembled and she raised her hand to
-cover it. Her admirable composure was smoldering
-excitement, kept under by will and the conscience
-whose rectitude she undervalued. With
-a sub-pang, March perceived that this disclosure
-was not a confidence, but a duty.</p>
-
-<p>“Mr. Wayt was a confirmed opium eater and
-drinker, twelve years ago,” she resumed in a cold
-monotone. “He would drink intoxicating liquors,
-too, when narcotics were not to be had. I believe
-the appetite for the two is a common symptom of
-the habit. His wife shielded him, then, as she
-does now, and so successfully that he kept a
-church in Cincinnati for four years. Hester was
-a beautiful, active child, eight years old, and a
-great pet with her father. He does not care for
-children, as a rule, but she was pretty and clever
-and amused him. One day she begged her<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_183" id="Page_183">[183]</a></span>
-mother to let her take ‘dear papa’s’ lunch up to
-him. It was always ‘dear papa’ with her. He
-had a way of locking himself in his study from
-morning until night Saturday. Even his wife did
-not suspect that he wrote his Sunday sermon
-with a glass of laudanum and brandy at his side.
-He was busy upon a set of popular discourses on
-‘Crying Sins of the Day.’ They drew immense
-crowds.”</p>
-
-<p>A sarcastic gleam passed over her face, and for
-the first time the listener saw a likeness to the
-witty and wise cripple.</p>
-
-<p>“Hester knocked again and again without getting
-answered. Then her father called out that he
-was busy and did not want any lunch. She was
-always willful, and he had indulged her unreasonably.
-So she declared that she would not go away
-until he opened the door and took the tray—not if
-she had to stand there and knock all day. He
-tore open the door in a fury, threw the tray and
-the lunch downstairs, and flung the child after it.
-The drugged drink had made him crazy.”</p>
-
-<p>March shuddered.</p>
-
-<p>“And that was the cause——”</p>
-
-<p>“It left her what you see, now. The effect
-upon her character and feelings was, if possible,
-more deplorable. From that hour she has never
-spoken to her father at all, or of him as ‘papa.’
-It is always ‘he’ and ‘him’ to the family,
-‘Mr. Wayt’ to strangers. It seems horribly<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_184" id="Page_184">[184]</a></span>
-unnatural, but she loathes and despises him.
-While she lay crushed and suffering for the
-months that passed before she left her bed, she
-would go into convulsions at sight of him. Her
-mother begged her, on her knees, to ‘forgive
-poor papa, who had a delirious headache when
-he pushed her away from the door.’ Hester
-refused passionately. She is no more forgiving
-now. Yet she was so proud and shrewd, even
-then, that she never betrayed to the doctors how
-she was hurt. She let everybody believe that it
-was an accident. I had been her nurse for six
-months before she told me the fearful story.</p>
-
-<p>“The truth never got abroad in Cincinnati, but
-flying rumors of Mr. Wayt’s growing eccentricities
-and the possible cause gathered an opposition
-party in the church. It was headed by a
-prominent druggist, who had talked with others
-in the trade from whom Mr. Wayt had bought
-opium, laudanum, and brandy. He has been
-more cunning in his purchases since then. He
-was obliged to resign his charge, and became
-what poor Hester calls ‘an ecclesiastical tramp.’
-He controls his appetite within tolerably safe
-bounds for a while, sometimes for months, then
-gives way, and we live on the verge of discovery
-and disgrace until the crisis comes. The end is
-always the same. We break camp and ‘move on.’”</p>
-
-<p>“Yet he brought clean papers to the Fairhill
-church.”<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_185" id="Page_185">[185]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>A dreary smile went with the answer.</p>
-
-<p>“Clerical charity suffereth long and is kind!
-Out of curiosity I attended once a meeting of
-a presbytery that dismissed him from his church
-and commended him to another presbytery. We
-had narrowly escaped public exposure at that
-time. The sexton found Mr. Wayt in the condition
-you have seen this evening upon the floor
-of the lecture room and called in a physician, who
-boldly proclaimed that the man was ‘dead drunk.’
-The accused put in a plea of indisposition and
-an overdose of brandy, inadvertently swallowed.
-His brethren, assembled in solemn session, spoke
-of his faithful work in the vineyard and the leadings
-of Divine Providence, and said that their
-prayers went with him to his new field of labor.</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t want to be unjust or cynical, Mr. Gilchrist,
-and I can see that there is a pleasanter
-side to the case. There <i>is</i> such a thing as Christian
-charity, and more of it in the world than we
-are willing to admit. However church people
-may gossip about an unpopular pastor, and
-maneuver to get rid of him, when the parting
-comes they will not brand him in the eyes of
-others. And clergymen are very faithful to one
-another. It is really beautiful to see how they
-try to hide faults and foibles. It is a literal
-fulfillment of the command, ‘Bear ye one another’s
-burdens.’ In some—in most of Mr.
-Wayt’s charges—the secret of his frequent change<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_186" id="Page_186">[186]</a></span>
-of pastorate was not told. He was ‘odd,’ and
-‘had nomadic tastes.’ Sometimes the climate
-did not agree with his health. The air was too
-strong or too weak. Twice poor Hester’s condition
-demanded an immediate change. We went
-to Chicago to be near an eminent surgeon, who,
-after all, never saw her.</p>
-
-<p>“I will not weary you with the details of a life
-such as I pray God few families know. After
-a few years Hester and I became hopeless of
-anything better. Wherever we might go, change,
-and the probability of disgrace, were a mere question
-of time. My sister never loses faith in her
-husband and in an overruling Power that will
-not forsake the righteous. For, strange as it
-may seem, she believes in the piety of a man
-whose sacred profession is a continual lie.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, Mr. Gilchrist!” the enforced monotony of
-her tone wavering into a cry of pain—“I think
-<i>that</i> is the worst of all! When I recollect my
-mother’s pure religion—when I see your mother’s
-beneficent life and firm faith in goodness and in
-God—when I know that, in spite of the seeming
-untruthfulness which is, she thinks, necessary to
-protect her husband—my sister holds fast to her
-love and trust in an Almighty Friend, and walks
-humbly with her God, I feel such indignation
-against a man who is the slave of passion, selfish,
-vain, and conscienceless, and yet assumes to show
-such souls the way to heaven, that I dare not<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_187" id="Page_187">[187]</a></span>
-enter the church where he is allowed to preach,
-lest I should cry out in the face of his hearers
-against the monstrous cheat!”</p>
-
-<p>Her eyes flamed clear; the torrent of feeling
-swept away reserve and coldness.</p>
-
-<p>“I understand!” March said, with sympathetic
-warmth. “You never disappoint me. Tell me
-what I can do to help you. I cannot let you
-endure all this alone any longer.”</p>
-
-<p>“Nobody can take my share of the burden. I
-would hardly know myself without it. It will be
-the heavier for my sister’s distress and Hester’s
-anger when they hear what I have decided to do.
-Hester was on her way over to your house when
-you met her, full of news she could not wait until
-to-morrow to tell. My mother’s only brother
-went to Japan thirty years ago and became rich.
-He died last March, leaving most of his fortune
-to benevolent institutions in America. To each
-of us, his sister’s children, he bequeathed ten
-thousand dollars. It is not a fortune, but with
-our modest tastes, and when joined to the little
-I already have, it will support us decently. My
-first thought, when the news reached us, a week
-ago, was ‘Now, Mr. Wayt need never take another
-charge! We need not live upon tainted
-food!’”</p>
-
-<p>“You are a noble woman, Hetty——”</p>
-
-<p>She interrupted him.</p>
-
-<p>“I am not! This is not self-sacrifice, but self-preservation.<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_188" id="Page_188">[188]</a></span>
-If the money had not been given
-to us, I must have found some way out of a false
-position. I want you to tell your father all you
-know. Keep back nothing I have told you. He
-is a good and a merciful man. Let him speak
-openly to Mr. Wayt and forbid him ever to enter
-the pulpit again upon penalty of public exposure
-and suspension from the ministry. What Judge
-Gilchrist says will have weight. With all his high
-looks and sounding talk, Mr. Wayt is a coward.
-He would not venture to resist the decision.
-Then we will go away quietly. I have thought
-of the little town in which my sister and I were
-born. Living is cheap there and there are excellent
-schools for the children. Twenty-five thousand
-dollars will go very far in that region, and
-we can be honest people once more.”</p>
-
-<p>“You have arranged it all, have you?” said
-March, not at all in the tone she had expected to
-hear. “Give them the cheap town, and the good
-schools, and the twenty-five thousand dollars by
-all means. They can have everything but <i>you!</i>”</p>
-
-<hr class="chap" />
-<div class="chapter"></div>
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_189" id="Page_189">[189]</a></span></p>
-
-
-
-
-<h2>CHAPTER X.</h2>
-
-
-<p><span class="smcap">The</span> long storm in August set in next day. A
-fine, close drizzle veiled the world by 7 o’clock.
-At 8.30, the twins and Fanny needed their waterproof
-cloaks for the walk to school. By noon the
-patter on the piazza roof and falling floods upon
-lawn and garden and streets were slow, but abundant.
-It was scrubbing day and closet day, and,
-as Hester fretted sometimes to methodical Mary
-Ann on Friday, “all the rest of the week,” below
-stairs. Hetty had to prepare a dessert and to set
-the lunch table. Before going down she made
-up a little fire in the sewing room, and put out
-Hester’s color-box, glass of water, stretching
-board, paper, and easel within easy reach, should
-she decide to use them. Silently, and not too
-suggestively, she set upon the table near by a
-vase containing some fine specimens of the moccasin
-flower sent in by May Gilchrist, with a note
-addressed to “Queen Mab.” Hester hated hints,
-but if she lacked a study she would not have to
-look far for it.</p>
-
-<p>It was “a bad day” with her. Her mother attributed
-it partly to her disappointment at not
-seeing her crony teacher.<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_190" id="Page_190">[190]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>Hetty, who had put the excited child to bed as
-soon as she got into the house the night before, held
-her peace. Mrs. Wayt, hovering from the nursery
-and her husband’s chamber to the sewing room,
-saw that in her taciturn daughter’s countenance
-that warned and kept her aloof. Another of
-Hester’s biting sayings was that her mother, on the
-day succeeding one of her spouse’s “seizures” was
-“betwixt the devil and the deep sea.” She never
-admitted, even to her sister, that “dear Percy”
-was more than “unfortunate,” yet read Hetty’s
-disapprobation in averted looks and studiously
-commonplace talk.</p>
-
-<p>Wan and limp the cripple reclined among the
-cushions Hetty packed about her in her wheeled
-chair. Blue shadows ringed mouth and eyes, and
-stretched themselves in the hollowed temples;
-the deft fingers were nerveless. Most of the time
-she seemed to watch the rain under drooping eyelids,
-so transparent as to show the dark irides
-beneath.</p>
-
-<p>At half past eleven her mother stole in like a
-bit of drifted down.</p>
-
-<p>“Dear, I have promised papa to go up to your
-room and lie down for half an hour. Annie is
-with him. She amuses him, and will be very
-good, she says. I told her to let you know if she
-wanted anything. May I leave the door open?
-She cannot turn this stiff bolt.”</p>
-
-<p>Annie was one of Hester’s weak points.<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_191" id="Page_191">[191]</a></span>
-“Baby” never made her nervous or impatient,
-and much of the little one’s precocity was due to
-intimate companionship with the disabled sister,
-whose plaything she was.</p>
-
-<p>“Yes. All right!” murmured Hester, closing
-her eyes entirely.</p>
-
-<p>She was deathly pallid in the uncolored gloom
-of a rainy noon.</p>
-
-<p>“Or—if you feel like taking a nap, yourself?”
-hesitated Mrs. Wayt.</p>
-
-<p>Tactful with her husband, and tender with all
-her household, she yet had the misfortune often
-to rub Hester’s fur the wrong way. The delicately
-pencilled brows met over frowning eyes.</p>
-
-<p>“No! no! you know I never sleep in the day!
-If you would never bother yourself with my peace
-and comfort, mamma, we should be on better
-terms. I am not a baby, or a—husband!”</p>
-
-<p>She was not sorry for her ill humor or for the
-long gap between the last article and noun, when
-left to herself.</p>
-
-<p>She lay upon a bed of thorns, each of which
-was endued with intelligent vitality. Earth was a
-waste. Heaven had never been. Hate herself
-for it as she might she had never, in all her rueful
-existence, known suffering comparable to that
-condensed into the three little minutes she had
-lived twelve hours ago.</p>
-
-<p>When Hetty had come up to bed her face was
-beautiful with a strange white peace, at sight of<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_192" id="Page_192">[192]</a></span>
-which Hester held her breath. Coming swiftly,
-but without bustle, across the room, she kneeled
-by the bed and gathered the frail form in the
-dear, strong arms that had cradled it a thousand
-times. Her eyes sparkled, her lips were parted
-by quick breaths, but she tried to speak quietly.</p>
-
-<p>“Precious child! you should be asleep. But I
-am glad you are not, for I have a message for
-you. We—you and I—are to take no anxious
-thought for to-morrow, or for any more of the
-to-morrows we are to spend together. March
-told me to say that and to give you this!” laying
-a kiss upon her lips. “For he loves me, Hester,
-darling, and you are to live with us! Just as we
-planned, ever and ever so long ago! But what
-day dream was ever so beautiful as this?”</p>
-
-<p>For one of the three awful minutes Hester
-thought and hoped she was dying. The frightened
-blood ebbed back with turbulence that
-threw her into a spasm of trembling and weeping.
-She recollected pushing Hetty away, then clutching
-her frantically to pull her down for a storm of
-passionate kisses given between tearless sobs.
-Then she gave way to wheezing shrieks of
-laughter, which Hetty tried to check. She would
-not let her move or speak after that.</p>
-
-<p>“How thoughtless in me not to know that you
-were too much unnerved to bear another shock—even
-of happiness!” said the loving nurse. “No!
-don’t try to offer so much as a word of congratulation.<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_193" id="Page_193">[193]</a></span>
-It will keep! All we have to do to-night
-is to obey the order of our superior officer, and
-not think—only trust!”</p>
-
-<p>In the morning there was no opportunity for
-speech-making. A night of suffering had beaten
-Hester dumb.</p>
-
-<p>“Nobody could be surprised at that!” cooed
-Hetty, as she rubbed and bathed the throbbing
-spine. “If I could but pour down this aching
-column some of my redundant vitality!”</p>
-
-<p>Hester detested herself in acknowledging the
-fervent sincerity of the wish. Hetty would
-willingly divide her life with her, as she had
-said yesterday that she meant to divide her
-fortune.</p>
-
-<p>“Half for you while I live! All for you when
-I am gone!”</p>
-
-<p>The sad sweetness of the smile accompanying
-the words was as little like the wonderful white
-shining of last night as the lot cast for Hetty was
-like that of the deformed dwarf whose height of
-grotesque folly was attained when she loved—first,
-in dreams and in “drifting”—then, all
-unconsciously, in actual scenes and waking moments—one
-whose whole heart belonged to the
-woman who had “made her over,” to whom she
-owed life, brain, and soul!</p>
-
-<p>She was to live with them! Hetty must make
-her partaker of her every good. By force of long
-habit, Hester fell to planning the house the three<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_194" id="Page_194">[194]</a></span>
-would inhabit. She was herself—always helpless,
-never less a burden than now—a piece of rubbish
-in the pretty rooms, a clog upon domestic
-machinery—a barrier to social pleasure—the inadmissible
-third in the married <i>tête-à-tête</i>.</p>
-
-<p>She writhed impotently. More useless than a
-toy; more troublesome than a baby—uglier than
-the meanest insect that crawls—she must yet
-submit to the fate that fastened her upon the
-young lives of her custodians.</p>
-
-<p>“I doubt if I could even take my own life!” she
-meditated darkly. “In my fits of rage and
-despair, I used to threaten to roll my chair down
-the stairs and break my neck to ‘finish the job.’
-I said it once to mamma. I wonder sometimes if
-that is the reason Tony puts up gates across the
-top of the stairs wherever we go? He says it is
-to keep baby Annie from tumbling down. I
-haven’t cared to die lately, but to-day I wish my
-soul had floated clean out of my body in that five
-minute make-believe under the pink tent of the
-apple tree, three months ago.</p>
-
-<p>“I suppose he will be coming here constantly,
-now. Hetty won’t belong to me anymore. I am
-very wicked! I am jealous of her with him, and
-of him with her! I am a spiteful, malicious,
-broken-backed toad! Oh, how I despise Hester
-Wayt! And I owe it all to <i>him!</i>”</p>
-
-<p>She glowered revengefully at the door her
-mother had left unclosed.<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_195" id="Page_195">[195]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>Baby Annie was having a lovely hour with “dee
-papa.” He had not left his bed, but the nausea
-and sense of goneness with which he had
-awakened, were yielding to the administration of
-minute potions of opium by his wife, at stated
-intervals. A fit of delirium tremens, induced by
-the failure to “cool him off” <i>secundum artem</i>,
-had brought about Homer’s introduction to his
-nominal employer. Routed from his secret lodgings
-under the roof-tree at one o’clock of a winter
-morning, Hetty’s waif had first run for a doctor,
-and, pending his arrival, pinioned the raving
-patient with his sinewy arms until the man of
-intelligent measures took charge of the case. Mrs.
-Wayt had run no such risks since.</p>
-
-<p>Her lord never confessed that he took opium or
-ardent spirits. Indeed, he made capital of his
-total abstinence even from tobacco. There was
-always a cause, natural or violent, for his attacks.
-The Chicago seizure followed upon his rashness in
-swallowing, “mistaking it for mineral water,” a
-pint of spirits of wine, bought for cleaning his
-Sunday suit. Other turns he attributed, severally,
-to dyspepsia, to vertigo, to over-study, and to
-extreme heat. A sunstroke, suffered when he
-was in college, rendered him peculiarly sensitive
-to hot weather. His wife never gainsaid his
-elaborate explanations. He was her Percy, her
-conscience, her king. She not only went backward
-with the cloak of love to conceal his shame, but<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_196" id="Page_196">[196]</a></span>
-she affected to forget the degradation when he
-became sober.</p>
-
-<p>Many women in a thousand, and about one
-man in twenty millions, are “built so.” The
-policy—or principle—may be humane. It is not
-Godlike. The All-Merciful calls sinners to repentance
-before offering pardon. The Church
-insists upon conviction as a preliminary to conversion.
-Mrs. Wayt was a Christian and a churchwoman,
-but she clung pathetically to belief in
-the efficacy of her plan for the reclamation of her
-husband. In life, or in death, she would not have
-upon her soul the weight of a reproach addressed
-to him whom she had sworn to “honor.” Love
-was omnipotent. In time he would learn the
-depth of hers and be lured back to the right
-way.</p>
-
-<p>He was plaintive this forenoon, but not peevish.
-His eyes were bloodshot; his tongue was furry;
-there was a gnawing in the pit of his stomach and
-an unaccountable ache at the base of the brain.</p>
-
-<p>“I have missed another sunstroke by a hair’s
-breadth,” he informed his wife. “I almost regret
-that we did not go to the seashore. My summer
-labors are exhausting the reserves of vital
-energy.”</p>
-
-<p>“Why not run down to the beach for a day or
-two next week?” suggested Mrs. Wayt. “Now
-that your wife is an heiress, you can afford a
-change of air, now and then.”<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_197" id="Page_197">[197]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>A dull red arose in the sallow cheek. He pulled
-her down to kiss her.</p>
-
-<p>“The best, sweetest wife ever given to man!”
-he said.</p>
-
-<p>After that he bade her get a little rest. She
-must have slept little the night before. Annie
-would keep him company. While his head was
-so light and his tongue so thick Annie’s was the
-best society for him. She made no demand upon
-intellectual forces. He sent the best wife ever
-given to man off lightened in spirit, and grateful
-for the effort he made to appease her anxiety and
-to affect the gayety he could not be supposed to
-feel. She looked back at the door to exchange
-affectionate smiles with the dear, unselfish
-fellow.</p>
-
-<p>He watched the baby’s pretty, quaint pretense
-of “being mamma,” and hearkened to the drip
-and plash of the rain until the gnawing in his
-stomach re-asserted itself importunately. He
-knew what it meant. It was the demand of the
-devil-appetite he had created long ago—his Frankenstein,
-his Old Man of the Sea, his body of
-death, lashed fast to him, lying down when he lay
-down, rising up at his awakening, keeping step
-with him, however he might try to flee. The lust
-he had courted rashly—now become flesh of his
-flesh and bone of his bone.</p>
-
-<p>His wife had carried off the phial of opium.
-But he had secreted a supply of the drug for such<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_198" id="Page_198">[198]</a></span>
-emergencies since she had found out the phosphate
-device and privately confiscated the stout
-blue bottle. He always carried a small Greek
-Testament in his hip pocket. Mrs. Wayt’s furtive
-search of his clothes every night, after making
-sure that he was asleep, had not extended to the
-removal of the sacred volume.</p>
-
-<p>He arose stealthily, steadied his reeling head
-by holding hard to the back of his neck with one
-hand, while the other caught at the chairs and
-bed-foot; tiptoed to the closet, found his black
-cloth pantaloons, drew out the Testament, and extracted
-from the depths beneath a wad of silken,
-rustleless paper. Within was a lump of dark
-brown paste.</p>
-
-<p>“Tan’y! tan’y!” twittered Annie’s sweet, small
-pipe. “Give baby a piece! p’ease, dee papa!”</p>
-
-<p>He hurried back into bed. If the child were
-overheard Hetty might look in. And Hester’s
-sharp ears were across the hall.</p>
-
-<p>“No, baby; papa has no candy.” He was so
-startled and unmanned that he had to wet his
-lips with a tongue almost as parched before he
-could articulate. “Papa’s head aches badly.
-Will Annie sing him to sleep?”</p>
-
-<p>Hester heard, through her stupor of misery, the
-weak little voice and the thump of the low rocking
-chair as baby crooned to the dolly cuddled in
-her arms and to “dee papa,” the song learned
-from Hester’s self:<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_199" id="Page_199">[199]</a></span></p>
-
-<div class="poetry-container">
- <div class="poetry">
-<div class="verse"><span style="margin-left: 2em;">“S’eep, baby, s’eep.</span></div>
-<div class="verse"><span style="margin-left: 2em;">The angels watch ’y s’eep.</span></div>
-<div class="verse">The fairies s’ake ’e d’eamland t’ee,</div>
-<div class="verse">An’ all’e d’eams ’ey fall ow’ee.</div>
-<div class="verse"><span style="margin-left: 2em;">S’eep, baby, s’eep!”</span></div>
-</div>
-</div>
-
-<p>The rain fell straight and strong. The heavy
-pour had beaten all motion out of the air, but the
-gurgling of water pipes and the resonance of the
-tinned roof gave the impression of a tumultuous
-storm. Through the register and chimney arose
-a far-off humming from the cellar, where Homer
-was “redding up.” Hester’s acute ears divided
-the sound into notes and words:</p>
-
-<div class="poetry-container">
- <div class="poetry">
-<div class="verse">“An’ we buried her deep, yes! deep among the rocks.</div>
-<div class="verse"><span style="margin-left: 1em;">On the banks of the Oma-ha!”</span></div>
-</div>
-</div>
-
-<p>Annie stopped singing. “Dolly mus’ lie down
-in her twadle, an’ mamma mate her some tea!”
-Hester heard her say. At another time she
-would have speculated, perhaps anxiously, as to
-the processes going on when the clatter of metal
-and the tinkle of china arose, accompanied by the
-fitful bursts of song and a monologue of exclamations.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh! oh! <i>tate tare</i>, dee papa!” came presently
-in a frightened tone. Then louder: “Papa!
-dee papa! wate up! you’ll det afire!”<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_200" id="Page_200">[200]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>Wee feet raced across the hall, a round face, red
-and scared, appeared in the doorway.</p>
-
-<p>“Hetter! Hetter! tum, wate up dee papa! ’E
-bed is on fire!”</p>
-
-<p>Through the doors left open behind her Hester
-saw a lurid glare, a column of smoke.</p>
-
-<p>Shrieking for help at the top of her feeble lungs
-she plied the levers of her chair and rolled rapidly
-into the burning room. Upon the table at the
-foot of the bed had stood the spirit lamp and
-copper teakettle used by Mrs. Wayt in heating
-her husband’s phosphate draughts at night.
-Annie had lighted the lamp and contrived to
-knock it over upon the bed. The alcohol had
-ignited and poured over the counterpane.</p>
-
-<p>Mr. Wayt lay, unstirring, amid the running
-flames. Hester made straight for him, leaned far
-out of her chair, to pull off the blazing covers,
-“Papa! papa! papa!”</p>
-
-<p>He had not heard the word from her in ten
-years. He was not to hear it now.</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Wayt, Hetty, March Gilchrist, and the
-servants, rushing to the spot, found father and
-child enwrapped in the same scorching pall.</p>
-
-<hr class="tb" />
-
-<p>“Mr. Wayt died at midnight,” reported the
-Fairhill papers. “He never regained consciousness.
-The heroic daughter who lost her life in
-attempting to rescue a beloved parent lived until
-daybreak.<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_201" id="Page_201">[201]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>“‘They were lovely and pleasant in their lives,
-and in their deaths they were not divided.’”</p>
-
-<hr class="tb" />
-
-<p>“I must be going, dear heart!” whispered
-Hetty’s namechild, as the August dawn, made
-faint by showers, glimmered through the windows.
-“I cannot see you. Would Mr. March mind kissing
-me ‘good-by’?”</p>
-
-<p>“Mind?” He could not restrain the great sob.
-A tear fell with the kiss.</p>
-
-<p>“Dear little friend! my sweet sister!”</p>
-
-<p>The glorious eyes, darkened by death and
-almost sightless, widened in turning toward him.
-She smiled radiantly.</p>
-
-<p>“Thank you for calling me <i>that</i>. Now, Miss
-May! And poor mamma! I wish I had been a
-better child to you! Hetty, dearest! hold me
-fast and kiss me last of all! You will be very
-happy, darling! But you won’t forget me—will
-you? I heard the doctors say”—a gleam of the
-old fantastic humor playing about her mouth—“that
-I had swallowed the flame. I think they
-were right—for the—<i>bitterness is all—burned—out—of
-my heart!</i>”</p>
-
-<hr class="chap" />
-<div class="chapter"></div>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_202" id="Page_202">[202]</a><br /><a name="Page_203" id="Page_203">[203]</a></span></p>
-
-
-
-
-<h2>A SOCIAL SUCCESS.</h2>
-
-
-
-
-<h2>PART I.</h2>
-
-
-<p>“<span class="smcap">I know</span> it is <i>horrid</i> to swoop down upon you
-at this barbarously early hour, but I couldn’t help
-coming the minute I received your card. We
-get our mail at the breakfast table, and I fairly
-screamed with joy when I opened the envelope.
-‘Jack!’ I said, ‘<i>who</i> do you think has come to
-New York to live?’</p>
-
-<p>“‘The Picanninnies and the Joblillies and the
-Garyulies, and probably the grand Panjandrum
-himself,’ said my gentleman.</p>
-
-<p>“You know what a tease he is. Oh, no, you
-don’t! for you never met him. But you will before
-long! ‘Better than all of them put together,
-with the little round button on top,’ said I. (You
-see I am used to his chaff!) ‘My very dearest
-school friend, of whom you have heard me talk
-ten thousand times—Susie Barnes, now Mrs.
-Cornell. She has been living five years in Brooklyn
-(and I’ve always declared I’d rather go to
-Canada than to Brooklyn) and here’s her card
-telling me that she has returned to civilization.<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_204" id="Page_204">[204]</a></span>
-Mrs. Arthur Hayward Cornell, No. — West Sixty-seventh
-St.’ At that he pricked up his ears.</p>
-
-<p>“‘That’s the new cashier in the Pin and Needle
-Bank,’ says he. ‘Somebody was talking of him
-at the Club last night.’ And nothing would do
-but I must tell him all about you. In going over
-the story and thinking of the dear old times, my
-heart got so warm and full that I rushed off by
-the time he was out of the house.”</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. John Hitt, a well-dressed, prettyish woman,
-whom the cold morning light showed to be also
-a trifle society-worn, embraced her hostess anew,
-and then held her off at arm’s length for inspection.</p>
-
-<p>“You <i>sweet</i> old girl! what sort of life have you
-led that you have kept your roses, your dimples,
-and the sparkle in your eyes all these years? Do
-you know that you are absolutely bewitching?”</p>
-
-<p>The lately recovered friend smiled, coloring as
-a woman of Mrs. Hitt’s world could not have
-done.</p>
-
-<p>“You are the same impulsive Kitty!” she said
-affectionately. “I have had a quiet, busy, happy
-life with Arthur and the children. Three babies
-in five years do not give a housekeeper much time
-for anything but domestic duties.”</p>
-
-<p>“I should think not, indeed!” The shiver of
-shoulders was well-executed, the heavenward cast
-of eyes and hands dramatic. “I wonder you live
-to tell it! One child in six years has been enough<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_205" id="Page_205">[205]</a></span>
-to unsettle <i>my</i> wits. Now that you are once more
-within my reach (Oh, you <i>darling!</i>) we must
-make up for lost time and see a great deal of each
-other! Do you ever sing nowadays? Or have
-you let your music go to the dogs? I suppose
-so, if Providence <i>has</i> interfered to save your wild-rose
-complexion. I was <i>raving</i> to Jack this
-morning over the voice you used to have, and
-your genius for theatricals and all that. ‘Indeed,’
-said I, ‘there was nothing that girl <i>couldn’t</i> do.’
-To think of wasting such an organ, or wearing it
-thin in crooning nursery ditties.”</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Cornell laughed a soft, merry burst of
-amusement, at which the other eyed her curiously.</p>
-
-<p>“You behave less like an exhumed corpse than
-anybody could imagine who knew of your five
-years in Brooklyn, and the three younglings.
-What amuses you?”</p>
-
-<p>“Nothing, except your determination to regard
-me as dead, buried, and resurrected. So far from
-giving up my music, I have practiced more steadily
-than if I had spent more evenings abroad.
-You know I studied vocal and instrumental music
-with the intention of making it my profession.
-Arthur agrees with me that what is once learned
-should never be lost. Then, when my little girls
-are ready to be taught, I can instruct them myself.
-We had a number of musical friends in Brooklyn,
-and a pleasant circle of acquaintances. We have
-not lived in—<i>Hoboken</i>,” cried the hostess in whimsical<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_206" id="Page_206">[206]</a></span>
-vexation. “I don’t see why New Yorkers
-always talk of Brooklyn as if it were as far off and
-as much a <i>terra incognita</i> as the moon. We are
-inhabitants of the same planet as yourselves.”</p>
-
-<p>The visitor patted the back of her companion’s
-hand, soothingly. “You are a New Yorker <i>now</i>—one
-of us!” she purred. “In six months you
-would as soon cross the Styx as the East River,
-even on that overgrown, preposterous Bridge the
-Brooklynites give themselves such airs over.
-How prettily settled you are!” staring, rather
-than glancing about the apartment. “These are
-nice drawing rooms and furnished in excellent
-taste.”</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Cornell had regarded them as “parlors,”
-but her first concession to Mrs. Hitt’s better
-knowledge was to look accustomed to the new
-term. She fought down with equal success the
-impulse to classify Kitty’s open admiration with
-the amiable patronage of which Brooklyn people
-are inclined to suspect New Yorkers. She plumed
-herself modestly upon her taste in house-furnishing
-and upon the ability to make cheap things
-look as if they had cost a good deal. She had
-withheld the fact of the change of residence from
-metropolitan acquaintances until her house was
-in order that might defy unfavorable criticism.
-It was kind in Kitty to run in so unceremoniously
-and to be glad of the chance to renew their early
-intimacy. In spite of Arthur and the children,<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_207" id="Page_207">[207]</a></span>
-she had begun to be somewhat homesick in the
-great whirling world about her.</p>
-
-<p>“Like a chip in the Atlantic Ocean!” Thus
-she had described her sensations to her husband
-that very morning. “I suppose I shall get used
-to it after a while, especially as Brooklyn and New
-York are, to all intents and purposes, one and the
-same city.”</p>
-
-<p>She asserted it stoutly, knowing all the while
-that Moscow and New Orleans were as nearly
-homogeneous.</p>
-
-<p>Yes! Kitty was heartily welcome to the
-stranger in an unknown territory. Mrs. Hitt was
-not intellectual, and judged by standards Arthur
-Cornell’s wife had come to revere sincerely, she
-was not especially refined in speech and bearing.
-Or were Susie’s tastes too quiet and her ideas
-old-fashioned, that her interlocutor’s crisp sayings
-sounded pert, and the bright brown eyes and
-fixed flush upon the cheekbones were artificially
-aggressive? Her former chum had always been
-warm-hearted, if inconveniently outspoken. And
-she was a New Yorker, and fashionable. Susie’s
-cherished ambition, unavowed even to Arthur
-while it was expedient for them to live simply,
-was to be fashionable, brilliant, and courted—a
-member in good and regular standing in the
-Society of which Mrs. Sherwood lectured, and
-Ellen Olney Kirk wrote, and to which Jenkyns
-Knickerbocker was <i>au fait</i>. A certain something<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_208" id="Page_208">[208]</a></span>
-that was not air or tone, deportment or
-attire, and yet partook of all these as pot-pourri
-of rose-breath, spices, and perfumed oils—marked
-Kitty Hitt as an <i>habituée</i> of the charmed Reserve.
-She was not, perhaps, one of the Four Hundred
-selected from the Upper Ten Thousand by processes
-as arbitrary, to human judgment, as those
-by which Gideon’s three hundred were picked
-out from the hosts of Israel. Susie was no
-simpleton, albeit ambitious. Mr. Hitt was a
-stockbroker; hence manifestly in the line of
-promotion, but there were degrees of elevation
-upon even Olympus. Her imagination durst not
-lift eyes to the cloud-wreathed summit where
-chief gods held revel, guarded from vulgar intrusion
-by Gabriel Macallister. The climate and
-manner of life a few leagues lower down would,
-as she felt, suit her better than the rarified atmosphere
-of the extremest heights. She had always
-meant to climb, and successfully, when time and
-opportunity should serve. From the moment
-the passage of the river was determined upon as
-a business necessity, she felt intuitively that
-both of these were near.</p>
-
-<p>“We think them cozy!” she assented quietly
-to the visitor’s praise of her rooms.</p>
-
-<p>“Cozy! they are <i>lovely!</i>”</p>
-
-<p>While she talked she raised her eye-glasses to
-make note of some fine etchings upon the walls
-and a choice water-color upon an easel, and took<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_209" id="Page_209">[209]</a></span>
-in, in passing, the circumstance that the rugs laid
-upon the polished floor were of prime quality,
-although neither large nor numerous.</p>
-
-<p>“I do hope you don’t mean to shut yourself up
-in your pretty cage as so many pattern wives
-and mothers—particularly Brooklyn women”
-(roguishly) “do? That’s the reason American
-society is so crude and colorless. With your face
-and figure and accomplishments (I haven’t forgotten
-how divinely you recite) you ought to
-become a Social Success—a star in the world of
-Society. You ought indeed!” drowning the
-feeble murmur of dissent. “There’s many a so-named
-leader of the gay world who doesn’t hold,
-and who never did hold such a card. Just trust
-yourself to me, and I will prove all I promise.”</p>
-
-<p>“But, my dear Kitty, I lack the Open Sesame
-to the Gotham Innermost—Money! Only the
-repeatedly-millionaired can pass the outer courts.”</p>
-
-<p>“There it is! Epigrams and bon-mots drop
-from your lips as pearls and diamonds used to
-tumble out whenever the good little girl in the
-Fairy-tale opened her mouth. As to millions of
-money—bah!” with a gesture of royal disdain.
-“Our best people are not the richest. The true
-New Yorker knows that. Of course one must
-live and dress well, but your husband’s means
-amply warrant <i>that</i>. Jack says cashiers get from
-ten to fifteen thousand dollars a year. Your
-face, your manner, and your talents are all the<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_210" id="Page_210">[210]</a></span>
-passport you require when once you are introduced.
-I claim the privilege of doing it. And,
-as an initial step, I want you and Mr. Cornell to
-dine with us to-morrow evening. I’ll ask six or
-eight of the nicest people I know to meet you.
-They’ll excuse the shortness of the notice when
-they see what a reason I have for calling them
-together. Put on a pretty gown and look your
-loveliest and bring along some music. I mean
-that you shall capture all hearts. I shall be
-grieved to the quick if you don’t. The hour will
-be seven—<i>sharp</i>. Punctuality is the soul of good
-humor in a dinner company. I must run away.
-I have an appointment with a tyrannical dressmaker
-at half-past ten; Mr. Lincoln’s Literature
-Class at eleven; a luncheon at half-past one; and
-afternoon tea, anywhere from four to six; a
-dinner party, and after that the opera. Such a
-whirl! Yet, as I say to Jack when he grumbles
-that we never have a quiet home evening—it is
-the only life worth living, as you’ll own when
-you’ve had a taste of it! (You <i>dear</i> thing! it
-rests my tired eyes just to look at you!) Here’s
-Jack’s card for Mr. Cornell. I’m just dying to
-see him and if he is good enough for you.”</p>
-
-<p>“A great deal too good!” ejaculated Susie,
-earnestly, through this accidental gap in the
-monologue. “The dearest, most generous
-fellow!”</p>
-
-<p>“<i>Cela va sans dire</i>—with the Brooklyn model!<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_211" id="Page_211">[211]</a></span>
-I’m so happy that you are one of us, and no
-longer a pattern article. Good-by!”</p>
-
-<p>“There! I let her go without showing her the
-children,” reflected Mrs. Cornell, when she got
-back her breath. “But we had so much to talk
-of it is no wonder we forgot them. There are no
-friends like the old friends. How unjust we are
-sometimes! I came near not sending her my
-card because she had never been over to Brooklyn
-to see me all the while I was there. And Arthur
-advised me against doing it. He would have it
-that it is no further from New York to Brooklyn
-than from Brooklyn to New York. He predicted,
-too, that she would never come to see me
-here. He says there’s no other memory so short
-as that of a woman who has risen fast upon
-the social ladder. This ought to be a lesson in
-Christian charity to us both. Kitty’s heart is
-always in the right place.”</p>
-
-<p>With a becoming mantling of rose-pink in her
-cheeks, she went singing about her “drawing”
-rooms, altering the angle of chairs and sofas,
-and the arrangement of bric-a-brac, already viewing
-her appointments through Kitty’s eye-glasses.
-Her thoughts were running upon the projected
-dinner party. She was the proud owner of a
-black velvet gown with a trained skirt, and a
-V-shaped front, and of dainty laces wherewith to
-fill the triangle. She had a diamond pin and earrings—wedding
-gifts from the wealthy aunt for<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_212" id="Page_212">[212]</a></span>
-whom she was named. The same generous relative
-had bestowed upon her, at different holiday
-seasons, the rugs and pictures that adorned her
-house. Aunt Susan might always be depended
-upon to do the handsome thing, and she was
-fond of this niece and her “steady” husband.
-The home of Susie’s girlhood had been more
-plainly furnished, as Kitty had known and must
-recollect. It was natural that the elegant grace
-characterizing Mrs. Cornell’s abode should mislead
-the shrewd observer in the estimate of the
-cashier’s income. Without surmising what had
-suggested the remark, or that it was a “feeler,”
-Mrs. Cornell smiled, yet a little uneasily, in recalling
-it.</p>
-
-<p>“Kitty is so used to hearing of big sums that
-her ideas are vague on the subject of salaries,”
-meditated the better informed wife. “She
-doesn’t dream how handsomely people can live
-on six thousand dollars. Or that we got along
-on one-half that much in Brooklyn and laid aside
-something yearly. It is none of my business to
-set her right. Arthur doesn’t care to have his
-money affairs discussed.”</p>
-
-<p>It did not occur to her as a possibility that
-from the pardonable disingenuousness any serious
-trouble could ever arise, yet she knew what
-Arthur would say. She heard, in imagination,
-his warning:</p>
-
-<p>“Never sail under false colors, Susie!”<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_213" id="Page_213">[213]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>Therefore, in her animated description of call
-and conversation, she omitted all mention of
-Kitty’s tentative allusion to their income. Not
-knowing his wife’s old comrade, he might think
-her prying and impertinent in touching upon
-such a subject at all. Poor, dear Kitty! there
-were disadvantages in being so impetuously frank.
-A clear-headed cool reasoner like Arthur, for
-instance, was almost sure to misread her.</p>
-
-<p>As our heroine had told Kitty, her married life
-had been quiet. Her vivacious friend would have
-called it “stupid.” The circle of congenial friends
-had been circumscribed and most of them were
-people of moderate means and desires. Brooklyn
-might be called a segregation of neighborhoods,
-each district having manners, customs, and social
-code peculiar to the village that was its germ.
-As one settlement ran into another, a city grew
-that claims the respect of the mightier sister
-across the river. The Cornells had lived in a
-pleasant house in a pleasant street, and Susie had
-spoken truly in saying that they lived well. With
-no pretense of entertaining, they were cordially
-hospitable, “having” friends to supper, or to
-pass the evening, whenever fair occasion offered.
-For the children’s sake the mother took her
-principal meal with them at one o’clock, but the
-hearty tea prepared for the father who had
-lunched frugally in town was invariably appetizing,
-being well cooked and daintily served. He<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_214" id="Page_214">[214]</a></span>
-had the privilege not always accorded to richer
-men who sit down daily to late “course dinners”—that
-of bringing a crony home with him whenever
-he pleased. It was like Arthur Cornell to
-choose as chance guests men who had not such
-homes as his—bank clerks from the country,
-Bohemian artists of good character and light
-purses, and the like. Such were the honored
-recipients of the hostess’ smile and warm handshake.
-She had won the admiring reverence of
-more than one homeless bachelor by her skill
-in delicate and savory cookery and the gracious
-friendliness of her welcome, and these, oftener
-than any other class, composed the delighted
-audience of the music Arthur called for every
-evening.</p>
-
-<p>Once or twice a month husband and wife went
-to the theater or a concert, and twice or at the
-most three times a year to the opera. They
-were pretty sure to have complimentary tickets
-to the water-color exhibition and other displays
-of paintings in Brooklyn or New York. Of
-receptions, they knew comparatively little except
-such as followed weddings among their acquaintances.
-Neither had ever attended a regular
-dinner party gotten up by a professional caterer,
-and the ladies’ luncheon of eight, ten, or a dozen
-courses was unknown by the seeing of the eyes
-and the tasting of the palate to the bright woman
-whose social successes in a new arena were foretold<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_215" id="Page_215">[215]</a></span>
-by the sanguine admirer who craved the
-pleasure of bringing her out. There are still in
-fast growing American cities tens of thousands
-of such people who live honestly, comfortably,
-and beneficently, and whose homes are refined
-centers of happiness and goodness.</p>
-
-<p>There was, then, cause for the wife’s pleasurable
-flutter of spirits and the doubtful satisfaction
-expressed, against his intention, in the husband’s
-visage at the close prospect of a state banquet
-given in honor of their undistinguished selves, at
-which anonymous edibles would be washed down
-with foreign wines, and spicy <i>entrées</i> be punctuated
-by spicy hors <i>d’œuvres</i>. Arthur’s predominant
-quality was sound sense, and as his spouse
-had anticipated, his first emotion after hearing
-her tale was wonder at the sudden and violent
-increase of friendship consequent upon their
-change of residence, in one who had apparently
-forgotten the unimportant fact of her favorite
-schoolfellow’s existence for more than five
-years.</p>
-
-<p>“I can’t imagine why she should care to take
-us up now,” he demurred.</p>
-
-<p>Susie’s ready flush testified to the hurt he had
-dealt her pride or affections. She thought to the
-latter.</p>
-
-<p>“If you would only not let your prejudice
-master your reason!” she sighed. “All New
-York women hate and dread ferries.”<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_216" id="Page_216">[216]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>“There is the Bridge!” put in the Brooklyn-born
-literalist.</p>
-
-<p>“Which would have taken visitors <i>miles</i> away
-from us. I was afraid you would wet-blanket
-the whole affair. I really dreaded to tell you of
-what I was silly enough to look forward to with
-pleasure. You see you don’t know what a fine,
-genuine creature Kitty is. But we won’t dispute
-over her or her dinner party. I can write to her
-and say that we regret our inability to accept the
-invitation.”</p>
-
-<p>Arthur closed his teeth upon another struggling
-sentence. Although even less of a society man
-than she was of a society woman, he had a definite
-impression that invitations to dinner were usually
-sent out some days in advance of the “occasion.”
-Less distinct, because intuitive, was the idea that
-gay young women, already laden with social obligations,
-did not press attentions upon everyday
-folk from Brooklyn, E. D., unless they hoped to
-gain something by it, or were addicted to patronage.
-The former hypothesis being, as he conceived,
-untenable, it followed that Mrs. Hitt, a
-good-natured rattle, must have said more than
-she meant of her intentions toward the strangers,
-or that she had a native fondness for playing the
-lady patroness.</p>
-
-<p>Loving and admiring his wife from the full
-depths of a quiet heart, he held all this back.
-Susie was vivacious, ready of wit and speech, and<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_217" id="Page_217">[217]</a></span>
-he was not. She dearly enjoyed excitement and
-new acquaintances. Give him dressing jacket,
-slippers, and an interesting book, or his wife’s
-music and his own fireside, and he would not
-have exchanged places with Ward Macallister at
-his complacent best. Susie would shine anywhere;
-she was born to it! He was not even a
-first-class reflector of her rays. Yet this noblest
-of women had stood by him with cheerful gallantry
-in their less prosperous days. He had told
-her over and over that she had hidden her light
-under a bushel in becoming the mistress of such
-a home as he had to give her, but she had loyally
-denied this, and borne her part bravely in the
-struggle to lap the non-elastic ends of their common
-income. To her capital management he
-owed much of their present comfort.</p>
-
-<p>Arthur Cornell reasoned slowly, but always in a
-straight line.</p>
-
-<p>“I am a selfish, brutal fellow, darling,” he said
-at this point of his cogitations. “I am afraid I
-am a little tired to-night. We have had a busy
-day at the Bank. You mustn’t mind my growls.
-When we have had sup—dinner, I would say!—you’ll
-find me more than willing to listen and
-sympathize.”</p>
-
-<p>Her satisfactory answer was to come over and
-kiss him silently, taking his head between her
-hands and laying her cheek upon it. The hair
-was getting thin on the top, and the gaslight<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_218" id="Page_218">[218]</a></span>
-brought into gleaming conspicuousness a few gray
-hairs. He was older than she by nine years.
-It would not be surprising if, for a long time yet,
-he continued to say “supper” instead of “dinner.”
-She was certain he would never learn to talk of
-the “drawing room.” But he was her very own,
-and dearly beloved, and the kindest, noblest
-fellow in the world. Whatever he might do or
-say, she could never be angry with or ashamed
-of him.</p>
-
-<hr class="chap" />
-<div class="chapter"></div>
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_219" id="Page_219">[219]</a></span></p>
-
-
-
-
-<h2>PART II.</h2>
-
-
-<p><span class="smcap">The</span> evening meal—an excellent one, to which
-Mr. Cornell did ample justice—was over. Father
-and mother, as was their custom, had visited the
-nursery in company, heard the children’s prayers,
-and kissed them “good-night.” The orderly
-household had settled down into cheerful quiet
-that fell like dew upon weary nerves. Susie went
-to the piano presently and played a pensive <i>nocturne</i>,
-then sang softly a couple of Arthur’s favorite
-ballads. The night was blustering, and in the
-silence succeeding the music, the wedded pair,
-seated before the soft-coal fire in the back parlor,
-heard the hurrying tread of passers-by echoing
-sharply from the frozen stones.</p>
-
-<p>Arthur ended the restful pause. His choice of
-a theme and the lightness of his tone were heroic.</p>
-
-<p>“Low neck and short sleeves for me to-morrow
-night, I suppose, old lady? That is to
-say, claw-hammer, and low-cut vest. It’s lucky
-I had them made for Lou Wilson’s wedding last
-winter. There wouldn’t be time to get up the
-proper rig, and regrets based upon ‘No dress-coat’
-would be rather awkward.”</p>
-
-<p>“Decidedly! No man of whatever age should<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_220" id="Page_220">[220]</a></span>
-be without one,” rejoined the nascent fashionist.
-“Some men never sit down to dinner except in
-evening dress. It must be very nice to live in
-that way. I like such graceful ceremony in everyday
-customs.”</p>
-
-<p>Arthur cast about for something neater to say
-than the dismayed ejaculation bitten off just in
-time.</p>
-
-<p>“It must help a fellow to feel altogether at his
-ease in his company accouterments”—inspiration
-coming in the nick of time. “Most men look,
-and, judging by myself, feel like newly imported
-restaurant waiters when decked out in their
-swallow-tails.”</p>
-
-<p>The conventional “dress coat” is a shrewd test
-of innate gentlehood. A thoroughbred is never
-more truly one than when thus appareled. The
-best it can do for the plebeian, who would prefer
-to eat his dinner in his shirt-sleeves, is to bring
-him up to the level of a hotel waiter.</p>
-
-<p>Arthur looked like an unassuming gentleman
-on the following evening, when he joined his wife
-below-stairs. If he had not an air of fashion, he
-had not a touch of the vulgarian. Susie’s mien
-was, as he assured her, that of a queen. Her
-head was set well above a pair of graceful
-shoulders, she carried herself and managed her
-train cleverly. Arthur had brought her a cluster
-of pink roses, all of which she wore in her corsage
-except one bud which she pinned in his<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_221" id="Page_221">[221]</a></span>
-buttonhole. He put a careful finger under her
-chin, and lifted her face to let the full light of the
-chandelier rain upon it.</p>
-
-<p>“It would have been a pity to keep you all to
-myself to-night,” he said.</p>
-
-<p>The weather was raw, with menace of rain or
-snow, but neither of them thought of the extravagance
-of a carriage. As she had done upon
-previous festal occasions, the wife looped up the
-trailing breadths of velvet, and secured them into
-a “walking length” of skirt with safety pins.
-Over her gala attire she cast a voluminous waterproof,
-buttoned all the way down the front. A
-bonnet would have deranged her <i>coiffure</i>, and she
-wore, instead, a black Spanish lace scarf knotted
-under her chin. Slippers and light gloves went
-in a reticule slung upon her arm.</p>
-
-<p>It lacked five minutes of seven when they
-alighted from a street-car within a block of the
-Hitts’ abode. Four carriages were in line before
-the door, and from these stepped men swathed in
-long, light ulsters, who assisted to alight and
-ascend the stone steps apparitions in furred and
-embroidered opera cloaks that ravished Susie’s
-wits, in the swift transit of the gorgeous beings
-from curbstone to the hospitable entrance. A
-dizzying sensation of unreality, such as one experiences
-in finding himself unexpectedly upon a
-great height, seized upon her. Could these people
-be collected to meet <i>her?</i> Humbled, yet<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_222" id="Page_222">[222]</a></span>
-elated, she entered the house, and obeying the
-directions of the footman at the foot of the stairs,
-mounted to the dressing room.</p>
-
-<p>Four women in such elaborate toilets that our
-heroine felt forthwith like a crow among birds-of-paradise,
-glanced carelessly over their shoulders
-at her without suspending their chatter to one
-another, and went on talking and shaking out
-their draperies. Each, in resigning her wraps to
-the maids in waiting, stepped forth ready for
-drawing-room parade. Susie retreated to a corner
-and began hurriedly to disembarrass herself of
-her waterproof and to let down her skirt. A maid
-followed her presently.</p>
-
-<p>“Can I help you?” professionally supercilious.</p>
-
-<p>“Thank you. If you would be so good as to
-take off my boots, I should be obliged.”</p>
-
-<p>The formula was ill-advised and justified the
-heightened hauteur of the smart Abigail. With
-pursed mouth and disdainful finger-tips, she
-removed the evidences that the wearer had
-trudged over muddy streets to get here, and as
-gingerly fitted on the dry slippers. The heat in
-Susie’s cheeks scorched the delicate skin when
-she found that the time consumed in her preparations
-had detained her above-stairs after everybody
-else had gone down. And Kitty had
-enjoined punctuality! She met her husband in
-the upper hall with a distressed look.</p>
-
-<p>“We are <i>horribly</i> late,” she whispered.<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_223" id="Page_223">[223]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>“I don’t suppose it makes any difference,”
-responded he to comfort her. “It’s fashionable
-to be late, isn’t it?”</p>
-
-<p>“Not at dinners,” she had barely time to
-admonish him when they crossed the threshold
-of the drawing room.</p>
-
-<p>Kitty advanced with <i>empressement</i> to meet
-them, but that they were behind time was manifest
-from the celerity with which she introduced
-her husband, and without the interval of a second,
-the man who was to take Mrs. Cornell in to dinner.
-Then she whisked Mr. Cornell up to a dried-up
-little woman in pearl-colored velvet, presented
-him, asked him to take charge of her into the
-dining room, herself laid hold of another man’s
-arm, and signaled her husband to lead the way.</p>
-
-<p>Arthur seldom lost his perceptive and reasoning
-faculties, and having read descriptions of state
-dinners and breakfasts, bethought himself that
-had his wife and himself been in truth chief
-guests, they would have been paired off with host
-and hostess. Moreover, although there was a
-vast deal of talking at table and he did his conscientious
-best to make conversation with the
-velvet-clad mummy consigned to him, he had all
-the time the feeling of being left out in the cold.
-Nobody addressed him directly in word, or indirectly
-by glance, and at length, in gentlemanly
-despair of diverting the attention of his fair companion
-from her plate to himself, he let her eat in<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_224" id="Page_224">[224]</a></span>
-peace and pleased himself by comparing the rosy,
-piquant face of his wife with the bismuth-and-rouge-powdered
-visages to the right, left, and front
-of her. Susie seemed to be getting on swimmingly.
-The man next to her was chatting gayly,
-and evidently recognized a responsive spirit in his
-fair companion. How easily and naturally she
-met his advances, and how gracefully she fitted
-into her novel position! What were pomps and
-vanities to him accorded with her tastes. Again
-he thought how niggardly would have been the
-refusal to allow her to take the place she so
-adorned.</p>
-
-<p>Not even love’s eye penetrated the doughty
-visor she kept jealously closed throughout the
-meal. To begin with, she <i>took the wrong fork
-for the raw oysters!</i> As course succeeded course,
-the dreadful implement, in style so unlike those
-left beside other plates, actually <i>grinned</i> at her
-with every prong. Everybody must be aware of
-the solecism and deduce the truth that this was
-her first dinner party. She was sure that she
-caught the waiters exchanging winks over the
-fork, and that out of sheer malice, they allowed
-the tell-tale to lie in full sight. The apprehension
-that she would eventually be compelled to use
-the frail absurdity or leave untouched something—meat
-or game, perhaps—assailed her.
-While she hearkened to the flippant nothings her
-escort mistook for elegant small-talk, and plucked<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_225" id="Page_225">[225]</a></span>
-up heart for repartee, hot and cold sweats broke
-out all over her. Had she obeyed inclination that
-approximated frenzy at times, she would have
-crept under the table and rolled over on the floor
-in anguished mortification. If her sleight-of-hand
-had been equal to the rash adventure, she would
-have pocketed the wretched bugbear in desperation
-akin to that which makes the murderer fling
-far from him the weapon with which the deed
-was done.</p>
-
-<p>When the ghastly petty torture was ended by
-the removal of the obnoxious article, and the substitution
-of one larger, plainer, and less obvious,
-the poor woman could have kissed the perfunctory
-hand that lifted the incubus from her soul.</p>
-
-<p>She made other blunders, but none that were
-so glaring as this. Each was a lesson and a
-stimulus to perfect herself in the <i>minutiæ</i> of social
-etiquette. Before long, she would need no schooling;
-would lead, instead of following. She would
-know better another time, too, how to dress herself.
-Kitty’s gown of cream-colored <i>faille</i>,
-flounced with lace; the pale blue brocade of one
-woman, and the pink-and-silver bravery of a third,
-the maize velvet and black lace of the dowager
-across the table, and the mauve-and-white marvel
-of still another toilet, threw her apparel into
-blackest shade. She caught herself hoping people
-would think that she was in slight mourning.
-Besides her allotted attendant nobody at table<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_226" id="Page_226">[226]</a></span>
-spoke a word to her, but Kitty shot many a smile
-at her during the feast, and nodded several times
-in significance that might be approval or reassurance.
-Mr. Hitt, a rather handsome man with
-big, bold eyes, looked hard at her now and then,
-but did not accost her, even after he grew talkative
-under the faster flow of wine. His glasses
-were filled so often and emptied so quickly that
-Susie wondered to see his wife’s smiling unconcern.
-Perhaps she had faith in the strength of
-his brain.</p>
-
-<p>Arthur did not touch one of the five chalices of
-different shapes and colors flanking his plate, and
-Susie was weak enough, perceiving that his conduct
-in this respect was exceptional, to feel mortified
-by his eccentricity. It was in bad taste, she
-thought, to offer tacit censure of the practice of
-host and fellow-guests. To nullify the unfavorable
-impression of her husband’s singularity, she
-sipped from each of her glasses, and dipped so
-deeply into the iced champagne which cooled thirst
-excited by highly seasoned viands, the heated
-room and agitation of spirits, that her bloom was
-more vivid when she arose from dinner than when
-she sat down. She was quite at ease now, and
-enjoying, with the zest of an artistic nature, the
-features of the novel scene.</p>
-
-<p>The tempered light streaming over and repeated
-by silver, china, and cut-glass; the flower-borders
-that criss-crossed the lace table-cover laid over<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_227" id="Page_227">[227]</a></span>
-rose-colored satin, the superb costumes of the
-women and the faultless garments of the men;
-the rapid, noiseless exchange of one delicacy for
-another, some of the dishes being as new to her
-as would have been an <i>entrée</i> of peacocks’ brains
-or a <i>salmi</i> of nightingales’ tongues—were fascinating
-to one whose love of the picturesque and
-beautiful was a passion. This was the sort of
-thing she had read of in English novels and
-American newspapers, the enchanting mode of
-life for which she had yearned secretly, the atmosphere
-in which she should have been born.</p>
-
-<p>The return in feminine file to the drawing room
-of part of the company was a stage of the pageant
-with which <i>Jane Eyre’s</i> life at Thornhill, and
-Annie Edwards’ and Ouida’s stories of hospitality
-at English country houses had made her familiar.
-She hoped nobody else noticed Arthur’s surprised
-stare, as the men arose and remained standing,
-with no movement in the direction of the escaping
-fair ones. With flutter and buzz and silken
-rustle, the dames swept through the hall back
-into the drawing room and disposed themselves
-upon couches and in easy-chairs, where tiny
-glasses of perfumed liqueur were handed to them.</p>
-
-<p>“Exactly like a story of Oriental life,” mused
-entranced Susie.</p>
-
-<p>Now, for the first time, Kitty had the opportunity
-to show to her school-friend the pointed
-and peculiar attentions the rhapsodies of yesterday<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_228" id="Page_228">[228]</a></span>
-had authorized her to expect. Up to this
-moment nobody had been introduced to her
-except the man who took her to dinner.</p>
-
-<p>“I must have you know all these friends of
-mine,” she purred, taking Susie’s hand in both of
-hers, and leading her with engaging “gush” up
-to the mauve-and-white marvel.</p>
-
-<p>“Mrs. Vansittart, this is my <i>dear</i> old school-fellow,
-Mrs. Cornell, who is going to play something
-for us now, and after a while, to sing several
-somethings, and when our audience is enlarged
-by the return of the men to us lorn women, she
-will, if properly entreated, give us some of her
-charming recitations. Ah! you may well look
-surprised. It is granted to few women to combine
-so many talents, but when you have heard
-her, you will see that I do not promise too much.</p>
-
-<p>“Mrs. Roberts!” to the symphony in pink-and-silver—“I
-bespeak your admiration for my
-friend and school-crony”—etc., etc., until the
-blushing <i>débutante</i> was the focus of six pairs of
-eyes, critical, indifferent, and amiable, and wished
-that dear Kitty were not so incorrigibly enthusiastic
-in praising those she loved.</p>
-
-<p>Anyone but a refined novice would have
-divined at once that the act of passing her around,
-like a plate of hot cakes, argued one of two
-things—either that she was a “professional” of
-some sort, or that her hostess was lamentably
-ignorant of the law demanding that the one to be<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_229" id="Page_229">[229]</a></span>
-honored by an introduction should stand still and
-have the other party to the ceremony brought to
-her. Kitty, at least, was no novice, and everybody
-except her “school-crony” comprehended
-exactly what the scene meant. Although she
-did not suspect it, she was on trial when she sat
-down to the piano, the show-woman beside her,
-as the guileless guest supposed, to give her affectionate
-encouragement. The first flash of her
-fingers across the keys was the signal for general
-silence, and the clapping of gloved hands at the
-conclusion of the brilliant overture attested intelligent
-appreciation. She was not allowed to
-leave the music stool for half an hour, one piece
-after another being called for, and the choice of
-selections putting her on her mettle. Her auditors
-were used to good music, and the assumption
-that she would gratify them was a delicate compliment.</p>
-
-<p>Kitty came to her elbow at length with a glass
-of clear liquid, sparkling with pounded ice.</p>
-
-<p>“Only lime-juice and water,” she whispered,
-“to clear your voice. I have praised your singing
-until everybody is <i>wild</i> to hear you.”</p>
-
-<p>Susie smiled happily, glancing over her shoulder
-with an unconscious and graceful gesture of
-gratitude; a bow, slight, but comprehensive, she
-might have but had not copied from a popular
-prima donna. Another rapid run of the nimble
-fingers over the responsive ivory, and she glided<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_230" id="Page_230">[230]</a></span>
-into the prelude to Gounod’s never-trite song,
-“<i>Chantez! Riez! Dormez!</i>”</p>
-
-<p>She had sung but a few bars when her ear
-caught the muffled tread of feet in the hall. A
-side-glance at the mirror showed her a picture
-that might have been clipped from her British
-<i>contes de société</i>, the grouping of manly faces and
-fashionable dress coats in the curtained arch, all
-intent upon herself as the enchantress who held
-them mute and eager. Electric fire streamed
-through her veins, her voice soared and swelled
-as never before; her enunciation, exquisitely pure
-and clear, carried each word up to the loftiest
-story of the stilled mansion:</p>
-
-<p>“<i>Ah! riez, ma belle! riez! riez, toujours!</i>”</p>
-
-<p>“Fine, by Jove, now!” cried a big mustached
-man at Arthur’s side, as the last notes died upon
-ecstatic ears. “Patti couldn’t have done it
-better!”</p>
-
-<p>The husband repeated this with other encomiums
-to the songstress after they got home. He
-made the tired but animated little woman sit
-down in an armchair and pulled off her rubbers
-and unbuttoned her boots in far different fashion
-from that in which the sleepy Abigail had put
-them on the feet and helped truss up the train of
-“the woman who hadn’t come in a carriage like
-decent folks.”</p>
-
-<p>He had had a stupid evening. He couldn’t
-make the women talk to him. He was not “a<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_231" id="Page_231">[231]</a></span>
-ladies’ man,” and every mother’s daughter of
-them took in the truth at a glance. The men
-gabbled over their wine of what did not interest
-him, of clubs and horse races, and the fluctuations
-of fancy stocks. He neither smoked nor drank,
-and was the only man there who did not do both.
-His wife’s music was to him the only redeeming
-feature of the occasion, and he would have
-enjoyed that more in his own parlor. But she
-was enraptured with everything and full of delightful
-anticipations. “Everybody had been so nice
-and kind, and what did ill-natured people mean
-by saying there was no real sociability among
-fashionable people? For her part, she believed
-that the higher one mounted in the social scale
-the more genuine goodness and refined feeling
-she would find.” Several of the ladies had
-promised to call upon her, and, as one said, “to
-take her in with them.”</p>
-
-<p>Arthur hearkened silently. He had never been
-able to give her such pleasures, a fact that smote
-him hard when he saw how zestfully she drank of
-the newly opened spring. He would not “wet-blanket”
-her enthusiasm, so did not hint at a
-discovery made to him by a chance remark of a
-guest to the host. Invitations for this particular
-dinner party had been out for ten days.</p>
-
-<p>“Then Susie and I were second fiddles,” inferred
-the sensible cashier. “I wonder why she
-asked us at all!”</p>
-
-<hr class="chap" />
-<div class="chapter"></div>
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_232" id="Page_232">[232]</a></span></p>
-
-
-
-
-<h2>PART III.</h2>
-
-
-<p><span class="smcap">Mr. Cornell’s</span> unspoken suspicion that Mrs.
-Hitt would drop her school-friend as suddenly as
-she had picked her up was in a way to be falsified,
-if the events of the next few months were to be
-taken as testimony.</p>
-
-<p>The two matrons were nearly inseparable—shopping,
-driving, walking, and visiting together.
-For Susie had a New York visiting list speedily,
-and almost every name stood for an introduction
-by her indefatigable “trainer.” The epithet was
-the taciturn husband’s, and, as may be surmised,
-was never uttered audibly. Susie’s wardrobe,
-furniture, table—her very modes of speech—sustained
-variations that amazed old friends and
-confounded him who knew her best. The
-cherished black velvet she had thought “handsome
-enough for any occasion” was pronounced
-“quaintly becoming, but too old for the wearer by
-twenty-five years.” Slashed and dashed and
-lashed with gold-color, it did duty as a house
-evening gown. For small luncheons, she had a
-tailor-made costume of fawn-colored cloth embroidered
-and combined with silk; for “swell”
-luncheons, a rich silk—black ground relieved by
-narrow crimson stripes, and made en <i>demi-train</i>.<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_233" id="Page_233">[233]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>For at-home afternoons were two tea gowns;
-before she received her second dinner invitation,
-she had made by Mrs. Hitt’s dressmaker—(“a
-Frenchwoman who doesn’t know enough yet to
-charge American prices, my dear, and I hold it
-to be a sin to <i>throw</i> money away!”) a robe of
-white brocade and sea-green velvet, in which garb
-she showed like a moss-rose bud, according to her
-dear friend and trumpeter.</p>
-
-<p>These strides into the realm of fashion, if at
-first startling to the <i>débutante</i>, were quickly
-acknowledged to be imperatively necessary if one
-would really live. Kitty’s taste in dress approximated
-genius. Even she was hardly prepared
-for the ready following of her neophyte.</p>
-
-<p>Had she needed corroborative evidence of the
-cashier’s liberal income, his wife’s command of
-considerable sums supplied it. With all her
-frankness, Mrs. Cornell did not confide to her
-bosom-friend where she obtained the ready
-money that gained her credit with new tradespeople.</p>
-
-<p>Now and then an uneasy qualm stirred the
-would-be comfortable soul of the wife as to how
-much or how little Arthur speculated within his
-sober soul upon the probable cost of her new outfit.
-There were two thousand dollars deposited
-in her name, and drawing interest in a Brooklyn
-Savings Bank. The rich aunt had given her namechild
-three-quarters of it from time to time. The<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_234" id="Page_234">[234]</a></span>
-young couple had saved the rest, and it was
-tacitly understood that it should not be touched
-except of necessity. No landmark in her new
-career was more pronounced than Susie’s resort to
-this fund for the equipment without which her
-dawning social success would, she felt, lapse into
-obscurity more ignominious than that from which
-she had emerged. She must have the things
-represented by the money, and intoxicated though
-she was, she had still too much sense and conscience
-to deplete her husband’s purse to the
-extent demanded by the exigency. He would
-have opened an artery to gratify her, had heart’s
-blood been coin, but she knew he would look
-grave and pained did he suspect her visits to the
-Bank and their result.</p>
-
-<p>He was sober enough, nowadays, without
-additional cause of discomfort. When questioned,
-he averred that all was going right at the Bank,
-and that he was well. Nor would he confess to
-loneliness on the evenings when she was obliged
-to leave him in obedience to Kitty’s summons to
-rehearsal or consultation in some of the countless
-schemes of amusement the two were all the while
-concocting.</p>
-
-<p>“Don’t trouble yourself to come for me or to
-sit up for me, dear,” the pleasure-monger would
-entreat in bidding him “good-by.” “I’ll have
-one of the maids call for me,” or “I have a carriage,”
-or—and after a time this was most frequent<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_235" id="Page_235">[235]</a></span>
-of all—“Jack Hitt is always very obliging
-about bringing me home.”</p>
-
-<p>With a smile upon his lips and gravity she did
-not read in his eyes, he would hand her to the
-carriage, or commit her to the spruce maid, hoping
-that she would have a pleasant evening, and
-having stood upon the steps until she was no
-longer in sight, would go back—as she supposed—to
-sitting room or book. Whereas, it grew to be
-more and more a habit with him to turn into the
-nursery instead, and sit there in the dark until he
-heard the bustle of her return below-stairs. He
-invariably sat up for her—she never asked why
-or where. The fire burned cheerily to welcome
-her, and the offices of maid, assumed, in the beginning
-in loverly supererogation, half jest, half
-caress, were now duty and habit. Upon one point
-he was resolute. If she went to bed late, she
-must sleep late next morning. This was a matter
-of health, a concession she owed those to whom
-her health was all-important.</p>
-
-<p>The two older children had breakfasted with
-their parents for a year, and he made much of
-their company when their mother was not the
-fourth of the party. Sometimes he sent for the
-baby as well, holding her on his knee with one hand,
-while the other managed coffee cup and toast.</p>
-
-<p>Susie surprised him thus one morning, having
-awakened unsummoned, and dressed hastily that
-she might see him before he went out.<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_236" id="Page_236">[236]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>“Arthur Cornell!” The ejaculation was the
-first intimation he had of her presence. “You
-spoil the children and make a slave of yourself!
-Where is their nurse?”</p>
-
-<p>“Don’t blame Ellen, dear!” checking her
-motion toward the bell. “I sent for the children.
-They are very good, and I enjoy their company.”</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Cornell flushed hotly; her lips were compressed.</p>
-
-<p>“I understand! After this, I will make a point
-of giving you your breakfast. It was never <i>my</i>
-wish to lie in bed until this hour.”</p>
-
-<p>“It was—and is mine!” rejoined her husband,
-steadily, unmoved by her unwonted petulance.
-“As it is, you are pale and heavy-eyed. You have
-had but five hours of sleep.”</p>
-
-<p>“My head aches!” passing her hand over her
-forehead. “That will go off, by-and-by. Baby!
-come to mamma, and let dear papa get his breakfast
-in peace. Let me pour out a cup of hot
-coffee for you, first.”</p>
-
-<p>Her softened tone and fond smile cleared the
-atmosphere for them all. Arthur sunned himself
-in her presence as a half-torpid bird on an early
-spring day. The children prattled merrily in answer
-to the pretty mother’s blandishments; the
-baby stood up in her lap to make her fat arms
-meet behind her neck. She looked pleadingly
-into the proud face bent over mother and child.<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_237" id="Page_237">[237]</a></span>
-He was startled to see that the sweet eyes were
-misty.</p>
-
-<p>“Dear! can’t you go with me to-night?”</p>
-
-<p>He fairly staggered at the unexpected appeal.</p>
-
-<p>“If I had known——” he began.</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, I know! I ought to have spoken before
-you made your engagement. I was careless—forgetful—silly!
-I do nothing but silly things nowadays.
-But I <i>wish</i> you could go, darling!”</p>
-
-<p>“I’m afraid it’s impossible,” said Arthur regretfully.
-“The president made a point of my attending
-the meeting. I am sorrier than you can be,
-little wife.”</p>
-
-<p>She shook her head and tried to laugh.</p>
-
-<p>“That shows how little you know about it!
-Don’t make any more engagements without consulting
-me. ‘I’m ower young’—not ‘to leave
-my mammy yet’—but to be running about the
-world without my dear, old, steady-going husband—and
-I’m not willing to do it any longer.”</p>
-
-<p>He carried the memory of words and glance
-with him all day. Coming home at evening, he
-found a note from her, stating that Kitty had
-sent for her.</p>
-
-<p>“There is a dress rehearsal at seven,” she
-wrote. “I wish you could be there and see how
-ravishing I can be! If your business meeting
-is over by ten o’clock, won’t you slip into society
-toggery and come around in season to see ‘the
-old lady’ home?”<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_238" id="Page_238">[238]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>“The fever has run its course!” thought the
-husband, with kindling eyes. “I knew I should
-get her back some day.”</p>
-
-<p>His dinner was less carefully served than in the
-olden supper days, but he dined as with the gods,
-and ran briskly upstairs to send Ellen down to
-her meal while he undressed the children and put
-them to bed. He had done this often during the
-winter, pretending to make a joke of the disrobing,
-but knowing it to be duty and vicarious.
-According to his ideas the mother should see to
-it in person. No hireling, whose own the bairns
-are not, can care for them as those in whose veins
-runs answering kindred blood. Usually, the task
-was done in heaviness of spirit. To-night, no
-effort was required to bring laughter to his lips,
-lightness to his heart. To-morrow mamma would
-breakfast with them, and resume her place in the
-home, so poorly filled by him or anybody else.
-She had come back to them. He tried to sing
-one of her lullabies as he rocked the baby to
-sleep, but failed by reason of a “catch in his
-throat.” Mamma would warble it like a nightingale
-to them to-morrow night.</p>
-
-<p>The business meeting was unexpectedly brief—“Thanks,”
-as the president was pleased to say,
-“to the admirable epitome of the matter in hand
-prepared and presented by Mr. Cornell.”</p>
-
-<p>At ten o’clock the husband was in his dressing
-room, hurrying the process of “slipping into society<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_239" id="Page_239">[239]</a></span>
-toggery.” He repeated the phrase aloud
-while tying his cravat with fingers uncertain from
-nervous haste. He was thankful beyond expression
-that he had never cast the shadow of his disapproval
-over Susie’s spirits, even when they
-threatened to carry her out of the bounds of
-reason. She was young and pretty; so affluent
-of vitality, so richly endowed with talents, that
-a humdrum fellow like himself could not comprehend
-the stress of the temptation to plunge into
-and riot in the mad vortex of social parade.</p>
-
-<p>“If there were any one thing I could do as
-cleverly as she does everything, I should be doing
-it all the time,” he confessed in contrite candor.</p>
-
-<p>Yesterday he had thanked Heaven that Lent
-was close upon the panting racers over the pleasure
-grounds. Now, he was indifferent to the
-advance and duration of the penitential season.
-His darling had returned of her own right-headed,
-right-hearted self to the sanctuary of home, having
-detected, unaided by his pessimistic strictures,
-the miserable vanity and carking vexation of the
-hollow system. He sewed two buttons upon his
-shirt before he could put it on, and when he
-pushed the needle through a hole and the linen
-beneath into the ball of his thumb, he began to
-whistle “Annie Laurie.”</p>
-
-<p>Susie had practiced “Annie Laurie” for an
-hour before dinner yesterday. He wondered if
-she had sung it last night at the Hitts’. She had<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_240" id="Page_240">[240]</a></span>
-been overrun with business of late, getting ready
-for the chamber concert and private theatricals,
-and mercy knew what else of frolic and folly
-gotten up by Mrs. Hitt for the benefit of the
-“Industrial Home” which was the latest charitable
-fad in her set. He had paid ten dollars for a
-reserved seat last week at the behest of the volatile
-Lady Patroness. She had let him have it “at
-a bargain because he had the good luck to be
-Susie’s husband.”</p>
-
-<p>“Mr. Vansittart and Mr. Peltry paid fifty apiece
-for theirs, and I made Jack give me thirty for his.
-My rooms will seat comfortably just one hundred
-and fifty people, and I won’t sell a ticket over
-that number at any price. None will be for sale
-at the door, and none are transferable. Of course,
-the rush for them is <i>fearful!</i>”</p>
-
-<p>Before going Arthur peeped into the nursery,
-dropping the most cautious of kisses upon the
-cheek and forehead of each sleeper. Three-year
-old Sue made up her lips into a tempting knot as
-he touched her velvety face.</p>
-
-<p>“Dee’ mamma!” she murmured in her sleep.</p>
-
-<p>He kissed her again for that, the “catch in his
-throat” in full possession.</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t wonder they love her!” he said brokenly.
-“Who could help it?”</p>
-
-<p>The block on which the Hitt mansion stood was
-lined with waiting carriages, and Mr. Cornell supposed
-that the entertainment, which he called to<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_241" id="Page_241">[241]</a></span>
-himself “a show,” must be nearly over. For an
-instant, he meditated waiting without until the
-crowd began to pour out, then, making his way
-into the hall, to send word to his wife that he
-awaited her pleasure. Something in the immobility
-of the doors changed his plan. He did not
-care to lurk for an hour or more among the coachmen
-who stamped and swore upon the pavement,
-reminding him of some verses Susie had read to
-him in other days when she had time for books
-and the talk over them after they were read. He
-recalled the first and last verses, and smiled in
-going through the discontented ranks and up the
-flight of stone steps:</p>
-
-<div class="poetry-container">
- <div class="poetry">
-<div class="verse">“My coachman in the moonlight there</div>
-<div class="verse"><span style="margin-left: 1em;">Looks through the side light of the door;</span></div>
-<div class="verse">I hear him with his brethren swear,</div>
-<div class="verse"><span style="margin-left: 1em;">As I could do—but only more.</span></div>
-<div class="starbreak">······</div>
-<div class="verse"><span style="margin-left: 0.5em;">Oh, could he have my share of din,</span></div>
-<div class="verse"><span style="margin-left: 1.5em;">And I his quiet!—past a doubt,</span></div>
-<div class="verse"><span style="margin-left: 0.5em;">’Twould still be one man bored within,</span></div>
-<div class="verse"><span style="margin-left: 1.5em;">And just another bored without.”</span></div>
-</div>
-</div>
-
-<p>A surge of hot and scented air enveloped him
-with the opening of the door. The crowd in the
-hall contradicted the hostess’ declaration that no
-more people would be admitted than could be
-comfortably accommodated. Struggling up to
-the dressing room he got rid of hat and overcoat,
-and struggled down again and to the door of the<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_242" id="Page_242">[242]</a></span>
-rear drawing room. A curtain was rung up from
-a stage at the end of the apartment as he gained a
-view of it.</p>
-
-<p>The scene was the interior of an old-fashioned
-barn. Wreaths of evergreen hung against the
-walls and depended from the rafters, and the floor
-was cleared for dancing. From a door at the side
-a figure tripped into the middle of the stage.
-Arthur looked twice before he recognized the
-wearer of the colonial gown of old-gold brocade,
-brief of waist, and allowing beneath the skirt
-glimpses of trim ankles in clocked stockings. Her
-hair was piled over a cushion and powdered;
-eyebrows and lashes were deftly darkened, and
-the carmine of cheek and mouth owed brilliancy
-to rouge-pot and hare’s foot. She was the belle
-of the ball to be held in the barn, and while waiting
-for the rest of the revelers, she began to recite,
-in soliloquy, the old rhymes of <i>Money Musk</i>.</p>
-
-<p>At the second line, from an unseen orchestra,
-issued low and faint, like the echo of a spent
-strain, the popular dance tune. It stole so insidiously
-upon the air as to suggest the musical
-thought of the soliloquist, and was rather a background
-than an accompaniment to the recitative.
-Gradually, as the story went on, the lithe figure
-began to sway in perfect time to the phantom
-music; the eyes, smilingly eager, seemed to look
-upon what the lips described; the feet stirred
-and twinkled rhythmically; form and face were<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_243" id="Page_243">[243]</a></span>
-embodied melody. Vivified by reverie, expectant
-and reminiscent, the radiant impersonation of the
-poet’s picture floated airily through the enchanting
-measures. As a morning paper put it, “she
-seemed to respire the music to which she swayed
-and chanted.”</p>
-
-<p>The audience, “though <i>blasé</i> with much merrymaking
-and sight-seeing, hung entranced upon
-every motion, until, wafted by gentle degrees
-toward the side-scene opposite to that by which
-she had entered, she vanished on the last word of
-the poem.”</p>
-
-<p>Recalled by a tumult of applause, she courtesied
-in colonial fashion, and kissed her hand brightly
-to her admirers, but instead of vouchsafing a repetition
-of what had stirred the spectators out of
-their <i>nil admirari</i> mood, beckoned archly to the
-left and right. A troop of young men and girls
-obeyed the summons and fell into place in the
-country dance that went forward to the now ringing
-measures of <i>Money Musk</i>.</p>
-
-<p>The comedietta to which this was the prelude
-had been composed by a well-known author, who
-was called out at the close of the second act, and
-led forward the prima donna of the clever
-piece.</p>
-
-<p>The interlude showed a moonlighted dell. On
-the distant hilltop was the gleam of white tents;
-in the foreground stood a woman as colorless in
-robe and visage as the moonbeams. Her voice,<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_244" id="Page_244">[244]</a></span>
-silvery and plaintive, thrilled through the crowded
-rooms:</p>
-
-<div class="poetry-container">
- <div class="poetry">
-<div class="verse">“Give us a song!” the soldiers cried,</div>
-<div class="verse"><span style="margin-left: 1em;">The outer trenches guarding,</span></div>
-<div class="verse">When the heated guns of the camps allied</div>
-<div class="verse"><span style="margin-left: 1em;">Grew weary of bombarding.</span></div>
-</div>
-</div>
-
-<p>And so, in distinct, unimpassioned narrative up
-to—</p>
-
-<div class="poetry-container">
- <div class="poetry">
-<div class="verse">They sang of love and not of fame,</div>
-<div class="verse"><span style="margin-left: 1em;">Forgot was Britain’s glory;</span></div>
-<div class="verse">Each heart recalled a different name,</div>
-<div class="verse"><span style="margin-left: 1em;">But all sang “Annie Laurie.”</span></div>
-</div>
-</div>
-
-<p>Again the invisible orchestra bore up the uttered
-words; at first a single cornet bringing down the
-air from the tented hilltop; then deeper notes
-joining it, like men’s voices of varying tone and
-strength, but all singing “Annie Laurie.”</p>
-
-<div class="poetry-container">
- <div class="poetry">
-<div class="verse">“Something upon the <i>women’s</i> cheeks</div>
-<div class="verse"><span style="margin-left: 0.5em;">Washed off the stains of powder.”</span></div>
-</div>
-</div>
-
-<p class="unindent">said dissonant, derisive tones at Arthur Cornell’s
-back, as the curtain fell. “Battered veterans of
-a dozen seasons are snivelling like <i>ingenues</i> of no
-season at all. What fools New Yorkers are to be
-humbugged with their eyes open!”</p>
-
-<p>“The fair manager hath a way of whistling the
-tin out of our pockets,” replied a thin falsetto.
-“A wonderful creature, that same manager.”<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_245" id="Page_245">[245]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>A disagreeable, wheezing laugh finished the
-speech.</p>
-
-<p>Arthur made an ineffectual effort to extricate
-himself from the packing crowd, a movement unnoticed
-or uncared-for by the speakers.</p>
-
-<p>“I admire—and despise—that woman!” continued
-the harsh voice. “As an exhibition of
-colossal cheek she is unrivaled. For four years
-she has preyed upon the majority that is up to
-her little ‘dodge,’ and the minority that is <i>not</i>,
-pocketing her half of the profits of every ‘charitable’
-show; borrowing from innocents that don’t
-know that she pays not again, and actually—so I
-am told—receiving a commission for introducing
-wild Westerners and provincial Easterners into
-what she calls ‘our best circles.’ And we go on
-buying her tickets and accepting her specimens,
-like the arrant asses we are.”</p>
-
-<p>“Madame du Bois, upon a limited scale.”</p>
-
-<p>“Exactly! Madame is her model. Her aping
-is more like monkeying, but the resemblance is
-not lost. New Yorkers rather enjoy the sublime
-audacity of Madame’s fleecing, and she <i>does</i> have
-the <i>entrée</i> of uppertendom, sham though she is,
-with her drawing-room readings, where geniuses
-are trotted out at big prices to ticket buyers, and
-no price at all to Madame, and ranchmen’s daughters
-are provided with blue-blooded Knickerbocker
-husbands. Her schemes are on a large scale.
-She engineers benevolent pow-wows, clears her<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_246" id="Page_246">[246]</a></span>
-one thousand dollars a night, and nobody dare
-charge her with pocketing a penny. You can see
-where Kit learned her trade. To my certain
-knowledge she dresses herself and pays for
-all her hospitable entertainments by these
-tricks.”</p>
-
-<p>“Her latest investment isn’t a bad notion, but
-Kit is working the scheme for all it’s worth.
-Anybody but the newest of the new would see
-through the game.”</p>
-
-<p>The other laughed gratingly.</p>
-
-<p>“‘New’ is a mild way of putting it. We call
-her ‘Kit’s windfall’ at our Club. Madame’s
-disciple had, as she fondly imagined, netted a
-couple of veritable musical lions, and ten people
-were invited to hear their after-dinner roar.
-The very day before the feast the male lion fell
-sick, and the lioness wouldn’t or couldn’t leave
-her mate. Kitty was tearing her false bang over
-the note apprising her of the disaster when a
-card was brought in, telling her that an old schoolmate
-who had been educated as a music-teacher,
-and had a niceish talent for recitation, had
-removed to the city. Kit caught at the straw;
-raced around to inspect her, judged her to be
-more than eligible, and roped her in. Delorme
-was at the dinner and told me the story, which
-his wife had from Kit’s own lips. The new
-‘find’ had beauty as well as a voice and a taste
-for theatricals, and a neat income, so Kit says—some<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_247" id="Page_247">[247]</a></span>
-thirty thousand a year. Moreover, she is
-tremendously grateful for the lift in the world,
-and so daft with enjoyment of her first glimpse
-of <i>le bon ton</i> that she would send Kit ten out of
-the thirty thousand sooner than lose her social
-standing. She doesn’t guess that she will be
-tossed aside like a squeezed orange next year,
-poor thing!”</p>
-
-<p>Arthur leaned against the door-frame, too
-giddy and sick to move, had action been practicable
-in such a press. One of the tedious “waits”
-inseparable from amateur performances gave
-every woman there a chance to outscream her
-neighbor. It might be dishonorable not to make
-himself known to the gossips who considered
-themselves absolved by the payment of an
-entrance fee from the obligation to speak well, or
-not at all, of their hosts. He did not put the
-question to himself whether or not he should continue
-to listen. In a judicial mood he would
-have weighed the <i>pros</i> and <i>cons</i> of fact or fiction
-in the tale he had heard. Every word had, to his
-consciousness, the stamp of authenticity. In the
-shock of the confirmation of his worst misgivings
-with regard to his wife’s chosen intimate, his ruling
-thought was of the anguish the truth would
-cause her. How best to lessen the shock to her
-tender, loving heart, how to mitigate her mortification,
-began already to put his deliberate faculties
-upon the strain.<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_248" id="Page_248">[248]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>The wiry falsetto and wheezy laugh struck in
-from his very elbow.</p>
-
-<p>“Kit’s exemplary spouse may not share her
-pecuniary profits, but he has an eye to innings of
-another sort. I met him at the Club last night,
-and saw that he had about six champagnes and
-four cocktails more than his brain could balance.
-An hour later, I was passing the house of our
-pretty prima donna when a carriage drew up and
-out stepped Jack and turned to help out his wife’s
-favorite. And, by Jove! the way he did it was
-to put his arm about her waist, swing her to the
-side-walk and try to kiss her! She espied me, I
-suppose, for she broke away from him with a little
-screech, and flew up her steps like a lapwing.
-She must have had her latchkey all ready, for she
-got the door open in a twinkling, and slammed it.
-I guffawed outright, and didn’t Jack swear!”</p>
-
-<p>“What a beastly cad he is!” said the deep
-voice disgustfully.</p>
-
-<p>Few men in the circumstances would have kept
-so forcibly in mind the shame to wife and children
-that would follow a blow and quarrel then
-and there, as the commonplace husband upon
-whose ear and heart every vile word had fallen
-like liquid fire. He rent a path through the
-throng, got his hat and coat and went out of the
-abhorrent place. He had seen to it that Susie’s
-hired carriage was always driven by the same
-man—a steady, middle-aged American—and recognizing<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_249" id="Page_249">[249]</a></span>
-him upon the box, signaled him to
-draw up to the sidewalk, stepped into the vehicle,
-and prepared to wait as patiently as might be
-until the man’s number should be called by the
-attendant policeman.</p>
-
-<p>The “show” was not over for an hour longer,
-and his carriage was the last called. The fair
-manager had detained her lieutenant to exchange
-felicitations over the triumph of the evening.
-Susie appeared, finally, running down the steps so
-fast that her attendant only overtook her at the
-curbstone. He had come out bareheaded, and
-without other protection against the bitter March
-wind than his evening dress and thin shoes. Mrs.
-Cornell’s hand was on the handle of the carriage
-door, and he covered it with his own.</p>
-
-<p>“Are you cruel or coquettish, sweet Annie
-Laurie?” he asked in accents thickened by liquor
-and laughter.</p>
-
-<p>By the electric light Arthur saw the pale terror
-of her face, as she tried to wrest her fingers from
-the ruffianly grasp. Without a second’s hesitation
-the husband leaped out through the other
-door, passed behind the carriage, lifted the man,
-taller and heavier than himself, by the nape of the
-neck, and laid him in the gutter.</p>
-
-<p>“The fellow is drunk!” he remarked contemptuously
-to the policeman who hastened up,
-imagining that the gentleman had tripped and
-fallen. “It is lucky you are here to look after him.”<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_250" id="Page_250">[250]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>He handed his trembling wife into the carriage,
-swung himself in after her, and bade the coachman
-drive home.</p>
-
-<p>Then—for as I have expressly affirmed, this
-man was heroic in naught save his love for wife
-and children—he put strong tender arms about
-the sinking woman, who clung to his neck, convulsed
-by sobs, as one snatched from destruction
-might hang upon the saving hand.</p>
-
-<p>“There, my darling! It is all over! I ought
-to have taken better care of you. The old account
-is closed. We’ll begin another upon a clean
-page.”</p>
-
-<p>He was only a bank cashier, you see, and familiar
-with no figures except such as he used every
-day.</p>
-
-<hr class="chap" />
-<div class="chapter"></div>
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_251" id="Page_251">[251]</a></span></p>
-
-
-
-
-<h2>THE ARTICLES OF SEPARATION.</h2>
-
-
-<p><span class="smcap">Before</span> and since the day when a certain man—idling
-while Israel and Syria warred—drew a
-bow at a venture (the margin has it, “in his simplicity,”)
-that let a king’s life out, the air has
-vibrated to the twang of other bowstrings, and
-millions of barbs, as idly sent, have been dyed
-with life-blood.</p>
-
-<p>In every 50,000 cases of this sort of manslaughter,
-49,999 fall by the tongue.</p>
-
-<p>The Hon. Simeon Barton, radiating prosperity
-from every pore of his snug person, and
-clothed with complacency as with a garment,
-rolled about the soon-to-be-vacated bachelor quarters
-of his nephew-namesake, thumbs in armholes,
-and chin in air, while he discoursed:</p>
-
-<p>“You’re a pluckier fellow than your uncle, me
-boy! Of course, it is on the cards that your head
-may be level. There are literary women <i>and</i>
-literary women, no doubt, and this must be a
-favorable specimen of the tribe, or you wouldn’t
-have been in your present fix, but none of the<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_252" id="Page_252">[252]</a></span>
-lot in mine, if you please. When my turn comes—and
-I aint sure that I shan’t look out for a
-match some day, when I am too stiff to trot well
-in single harness, I shall hold the reins. No inside
-seat for me.”</p>
-
-<p>The nephew laughed in a hearty, whole-souled
-way. He was not touched yet.</p>
-
-<p>“You mix your figures as you do your cobblers—after
-you get hold of the sherry bottle—with
-a swing. Wait until you see my ‘match.’
-She is a glorious woman, Uncle Sim. The wonder
-is that she ever got her eyes down to my level.”</p>
-
-<p>The forty-year-old celibate continued to roll and
-harangue. His dress coat was new and a close fit
-to his rotund dapperness; with one lavender
-glove he smote the palm of his gloved left hand;
-the rose in his buttonhole was paler than the
-hard red spots on cheeks like underglazed pottery
-for smoothness and polish, his mustache curled
-upward and wriggled at animated periods.</p>
-
-<p>“Quite the thing, me dear boy, altogether
-proper. For me part, I wouldn’t care to be under
-obligations to a woman when she <i>had</i> worked
-down to my level, but tastes differ, and a man of
-twenty-six who has a living to make ought to cast
-an anchor to windward, in case of squalls. A
-woman who can chop a stick, at a pinch, to set
-the pot to boiling is a convenience. Literature’s
-a better trade now than it used to be, I suppose.
-Jones of Illinois was telling me last night of the<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_253" id="Page_253">[253]</a></span>
-prices paid to good selling authors, and by
-George! I was surprised. All the same, I’d fight
-shy of the Guild if I were contemplating matrimony.
-If you could see some of the many
-objects that hang about the Capitol in wait for
-Tom, Dick, or Harry to pick up a ‘personal,’ or
-lobby a bill, or get subscriptions to a book or
-magazine, you wouldn’t wonder at my ‘prejudice,’
-as you are pleased to style it. Pah!”</p>
-
-<p>To rid his mouth of the taste he caught up a
-tumbler of sherry cobbler, filmy without and icy
-amber within, and drained it.</p>
-
-<p>The expectant bridegroom glanced at the
-clock. His best man was to call for him at a
-quarter-past seven. It was exactly seven now,
-and the minutes drove heavily.</p>
-
-<p>“But Uncle Sim,”—still good-humoredly,—“Miss
-Welles is not a newspaper reporter, nor a
-lobbyist, nor yet a penny-a-liner. She wrote to
-please herself and her friends until her father’s
-death, six years ago. He was considered fairly
-wealthy, but something went wrong somewhere,
-and his widow would have suffered for the want
-of much to which she had been accustomed but
-for the talents and courage of her young daughter.
-I am afraid the poor girl worked harder than
-her mother suspected for a while, although the
-public received her favorably from the outset.
-Mrs. Welles survived her husband three years.
-Agnes then went to live with her only sister, Mrs.<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_254" id="Page_254">[254]</a></span>
-Ryder, the wife of my partner. I first met her at
-his house. She has continued to write and has
-supported herself handsomely in this way. She
-is as heroic as she is sweet—a thorough woman.”</p>
-
-<p>“With a masculine intellect! I comprehend,
-me boy. Don’t multiply epithets on my account.
-As I’ve said, I don’t presume to question the
-wisdom of your choice in this particular case, and
-that your inamorata is the best of her kind, but
-personally, I don’t take to the <i>kind</i>. By Jupiter!
-I was telling Jones of Illinois, last night, of an
-incident that gave me a ‘scunner’ against woman
-authors, twenty years ago. Mrs. Shenstone of
-New York was a literary light in her day. There’s
-a fashion in writers, as in everything else, and she
-went out with balloon skirts and <i>chig-nongs</i>.
-But she was a star of the first magnitude in her
-own opinion, and, at any rate, something in the
-stellar line in others’ eyes. Her husband had
-money and she was a poor girl when she married
-him. They say he made a show of holding his
-own while the shekels lasted. A more meek-spirited
-atomy I never beheld than when they
-called upon my friends, Mr. and Mrs. Lamar
-from Charleston, then staying at the Fifth Avenue
-Hotel, one evening, when I chanced to be sitting
-with the Lamars in their private parlor. And as
-sure as I am a sinner and you’re another, the card
-brought in to Mrs. Lamar was ‘Mrs. Cordelia
-Shenstone <i>and husband</i>.’ The last two words<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_255" id="Page_255">[255]</a></span>
-were added in pencil. Fact, ’pon honor! Mrs.
-Lamar carried the card home and had it framed
-as a domestic and literary curiosity.”</p>
-
-<p>“You cite an extreme case”—another glance
-at the slow clock. “If that woman had been a
-shopkeeper, or a dressmaker, with the same arbitrary,
-selfish spirit, she would have been guilty of
-the same gross violation of taste and feeling.”</p>
-
-<p>“Maybe so! maybe so! But the writing
-woman is a prickly problem in modern society.
-She is leading the van in all revolutionary rot
-about women’s wrongs and women’s rights. The
-party can’t do without her, for the rank and file
-couldn’t draft a resolution or write a report to
-save their lives, and they’ve flattered up our blue-stocking
-until she steps out of all bounds. It
-makes a conservative patriot’s blood run cold to
-think what the upshot of it all is to be. And I
-confess I don’t like to anticipate seeing your cards
-engraved—‘Mrs. Clytemnestra Ashe and husband.’”</p>
-
-<p>A dark red torrent poured over the listener’s
-face. Physically and morally, he was thin-skinned.</p>
-
-<p>“There is nothing of the Clytemnestra in her
-make-up, sir. No woman ever made could rule
-me, were she my wife. Agnes is too gentle and
-too sensible to attempt it. As to the cards!”
-He went to a drawer and took out a bit of pasteboard
-which he tossed to his kinsman, with a<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_256" id="Page_256">[256]</a></span>
-derisive laugh. “That is all settled, you see.
-Come in!” to a knock at the door.</p>
-
-<p>When the tardy best man appeared, the Hon.
-Simeon Barton, his head on one shoulder, and
-eyes half shut, after the manner of an impudent
-cock-sparrow, was scanning the engraved inscription,</p>
-
-<div class="bbox"><br />
-<span class="smcap">Mr. and Mrs. Barton Ashe</span>,<br /><br />
-<span style="margin-left: 7em;">170 West —— St.</span><br />
-<br />
-</div>
-
-<p>“Leave the ‘Simeon’ out, do you? Clytem—<i>Agnes</i>
-doesn’t like it, maybe?” And without
-waiting for a reply—“Good-evening, Mr. White.
-I’m just advising Bart here to use up this batch
-of cards plaguey quick, to make room for ‘Mrs.
-Ashe <i>and husband</i>.’”</p>
-
-<p>Mr. White laughed a little and politely. The
-jest was in miserable taste, but much was pardonable
-in rich uncles who were self-made men, when
-they showed a disposition to help make their
-nephews. A glimmer of like reasoning may have
-entered Barton’s mind, for he turned an unshadowed
-brow to the eccentric millionaire.</p>
-
-<p>“When that time comes I shall employ you
-to draw up the articles of separation. White,
-here, is witness to the agreement.”<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_257" id="Page_257">[257]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>An hour later, he would not have believed the
-words had passed his lips. Jest upon such a
-horror would have seemed profanation to the
-newly made husband. As the woman who would
-never again answer to the name of Agnes Welles
-stood beside him, his were not the only eyes that
-paid silent homage to her strange beauty—strange,
-because to the guests, and to the assembled relatives,
-this phase of one whom most people had
-hitherto thought only “interesting” and “pleasing,”
-was new and unexpected. She was but a
-few inches shorter than her manly partner, and
-slender to fragility. Straight and supple as a
-willow-wand, she was ethereal in grace when clad
-in the misty robes and veil which were the wedding
-gift of her godmother. Her dark eyes were
-full of living light, illumining the colorless face
-into weird loveliness, that belonged neither to
-feature nor complexion. The short, tense bow of
-the upper lip, the fine spirited line of the nostrils,
-the perfect oval of cheek and chin, were always
-high-bred—some said, haughty. To-night they
-were chastened into lofty sweetness that was pure
-womanly.</p>
-
-<p>“She might pass for <i>twenty</i>-two,” said an audaciously
-young <i>débutante</i> to a crony just behind
-Mr. Barton.</p>
-
-<p>And—“By George!” thought that astute individual—“the
-young dog never hinted that his
-divinity was six years his senior. I should have<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_258" id="Page_258">[258]</a></span>
-been surer than ever of receiving that card.
-Pity! pity! pity! <i>That’s</i> a fault that won’t mend
-with time.”</p>
-
-<p>Agnes knew better than he could have told her
-what risks the woman takes who consents to marry
-her junior in years. Early in their acquaintanceship
-she had contrived to apprise Barton of this
-disparity. When he declared his love she set
-it boldly in the foreground of hesitation and
-demur.</p>
-
-<p>“When you are thirty-five, in man’s proudest
-prime and yet far from the comb of the hill, I
-shall have begun to go down the other side,” she
-urged. “You might be able to contemplate the
-contrast boldly, but could I forgive myself?
-There may be a suspicion of poetry—pathetic but
-real—in the idea of an old man’s darling, but an
-old woman’s pet! <i>that</i> is a theme no painter or
-poet has dared to handle. The suggestion of
-grotesqueness is inevitable. Both are to be pitied,
-but I think the wife needs compassion even more
-than the man she has made ridiculous.”</p>
-
-<p>The rising young lawyer was a clever advocate,
-and he had never striven longer and harder to
-win a cause. When his triumph was secured
-Agnes could not quite dismiss the subject. It
-haunted her like a wan ghost, with threatening
-beck and ominous eye. Once, but a month before
-their wedding day, they were speaking of George
-Eliot’s singular marriage with a man young<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_259" id="Page_259">[259]</a></span>
-enough to be her son, and an abrupt change fell
-upon Agnes’ visage—a shade of painful doubt
-and misgiving.</p>
-
-<p>“Dinah Maria Mulock, too!” she exclaimed.
-“And Mme. de Staël! Elizabeth Browning’s
-husband was some months younger than she.
-Then, there are Mrs. —— and Mrs. ——” naming
-two prominent living American authors. “How
-very singular! There must be some occult reason
-for what we cannot set down as coincidences. It
-looks like fatality—or” hesitatingly—“infatuation.”</p>
-
-<p>“Rather,” said Barton in gentle seriousness, for
-her perturbation was too real for playful rallying—“attribute
-such cases to the truth of the eternal
-youthfulness of genius. These men see in the
-faces and forms of the women they woo, the
-beautiful minds that will never know age or
-change. Time salutes, instead of challenging
-those high in favor with the king.”</p>
-
-<p>“Do you know,” Agnes said, her slim white
-hand threading the brown curls of the head she
-thought more beautiful than that of Antinous—“that
-you will never say a more graceful thing
-than that? You are more truly a poet than I.
-Don’t disclaim, for I am not a bard at all. When
-I drop into poetry <i>à la</i> Wegg, it is <i>not</i> ‘in the light
-of a friend.’ When I am in the dark or at best
-in a half-light, sorry or weary, or lonely of heart,
-my thoughts take rhythmic shape. They are only<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_260" id="Page_260">[260]</a></span>
-homely little crickets, creeping out in the twilight
-to sing by the fire that is beginning to gather
-ashes. I am a born story-teller, but I deserve no
-credit for that. Something within me that is not
-myself tells the stories so fast that I can hardly
-write them down as they are made. I am no
-genius, dear. Don’t marry me with that impression.
-I wish for your sake that I were. How
-gloriously proud you would be of me!”</p>
-
-<p>“I am ‘gloriously proud’ of you now!” He
-said it in fervent sincerity. “If you have genius,
-don’t develop it. I can hardly keep you in sight
-as it is.”</p>
-
-<p>Dimly and queerly, the feeling that prompted
-the half-laughing protest returned upon him to-night.
-The solemn radiance overflooding her
-eyes and clearing into exalted beauty lineaments
-critics pronounced irregular, positively awed him—an
-uncommon and not altogether agreeable sensation
-for a bridegroom, especially one of his
-practical and somewhat dogmatic cast of mind.
-Rebel though romantic lovers may at what they
-consider derogatory to the constancy and depth
-of wedded affection, it is not to be denied that
-the turn of the bridal pair from the altar symbolizes
-a reversal in their mutual relation. The
-bonds that have held the lover in vassalage—very
-sweet bondage, perhaps, but still not liberty—are
-with the utterance of the nuptial benediction
-transferred to the woman he holds by the hand.<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_261" id="Page_261">[261]</a></span>
-Barton Ashe was very much in love, but he was
-a very man. His wife was now his property.</p>
-
-<p>“I feel a wild desire to put my arms around
-you to keep your wings from unfurling,” he found
-occasion to whisper presently. “I suppose these
-people would think me insane if I were to yield
-to the impulse and tell them why I did it.”</p>
-
-<p>The luminous eyes laughed joyously into his.
-With all her intellect and passionate depth of
-feeling, she had seasons of childlike glee that
-became her rarely.</p>
-
-<p>“As you would be. I was never farther from
-‘wanting to be an angel’ than at this instant.
-The life that now is appears to me eminently
-satisfactory.”</p>
-
-<p>A fresh bevy of congratulatory guests interrupted
-the hasty “aside.”</p>
-
-<p>“We find it hard to forgive you, Mr. Ashe,”
-twittered an overdressed, overcolored, and overmannered
-spinster. “How can you reconcile it
-to your conscience to change a broad, beneficent
-river into a canal to serve your own particular
-mill? I shall not congratulate you upon a private
-good which is a public disaster.”</p>
-
-<p>“Many others are thinking the same thing, but
-they cannot express it so beautifully,” said a
-plaintive matron, one of the many whose perfunctory
-sighs at weddings are the reverse of complimentary
-to their bonded partners. “But we
-must be thankful you have been spared so long<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_262" id="Page_262">[262]</a></span>
-to make us happy and do so much good in the
-world.”</p>
-
-<p>“I am puzzled,” Barton observed, looking from
-one to the other. “If I were taking her out of
-town, to Coromandel, we will say, or even to
-New Jersey, there might be occasion for outcry.”</p>
-
-<p>“You are robbing us of the better part of this
-woman,” interrupted the hortatory spinster in
-a dramatic contralto. “My protest is in the
-name of those to whom she belonged by the
-right the benefited have to the benefactor, before
-you crossed her path, in an evil hour for the
-world. It passes my comprehension, and I know
-much of the arrogant vanity of your sex, how any
-one man can hope to make up to his author wife
-for the audience she resigns when she sits down to
-pour out his coffee and darn his socks for the rest
-of her mortal existence. It is breaking stones
-with a gold mallet to make a mere housekeeper
-out of such material as this,” lightly touching the
-head crowned by the bridal veil. “But my imagination
-is not of the masculine gender.”</p>
-
-<p>“Don’t strain it needlessly,” smiled Agnes,
-before the attacked person summoned wit for
-a retort. “Soup-making is a finer art than writing
-essays, to <i>my</i> comprehension, yet I hope to
-learn it.”</p>
-
-<p>The matron put in her sentence, sandwiched
-between sighs.</p>
-
-<p>“You will find the two incompatible. Once<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_263" id="Page_263">[263]</a></span>
-married, a woman’s life is merged in that of another.
-She has no volition, no thought, no name
-of her own.”</p>
-
-<p>“The married woman does not possess herself!”
-cried the spinster in shrill volubility.
-“She effaces her individuality in uttering the
-promise to ‘serve and obey’—vile words that
-belong rather to the harem of the sixteenth century
-than to the home of the nineteenth. Somebody
-else has reported me in yesterday’s <i>World</i>
-and <i>Herald</i>, so I may as well tell you that I
-brought forward a motion in Sorosis last Monday,
-that the club should wear crape upon the left
-arm for thirty days, dating from this evening, in
-affectionate memory of one of our youngest and
-most brilliant members. Talk of the self-immolation
-of the Jesuit who changes the name his
-mother gave him and resigns the right of private
-judgment and personal desire in joining the
-Order! He is riotously free by comparison with
-the model wife. Her assumption of the conventual
-veil is mournfully symbolical.”</p>
-
-<p>Another wave of newcomers swept her onward,
-still hortatory and gesticulatory.</p>
-
-<p>She was never spoken of again by the bridal
-pair until the marriage day was a fortnight old.</p>
-
-<p>They were pacing the wooden esplanade in
-front of the Hygeia Hotel at Old Point Comfort,
-basking in the December sunshine. The sea air
-had set roses in Agnes’ cheeks; her lips were full<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_264" id="Page_264">[264]</a></span>
-and red, her eye sparkled with soft content, and
-her step was elastic. Barton, surveying these
-changes with the undisguised satisfaction of a
-man who has secured legally the right to exhibit
-his prize, took his cigar from his mouth to say
-carelessly:</p>
-
-<p>“By the way, I have never asked the name of
-the painted-and-powdered party who gave a parlor
-lecture upon Jesuits and harems the night we
-were married.”</p>
-
-<p>“It was Miss Marvel,” said Agnes, laughing.
-“She is an eccentric woman, and as I need not
-tell you, indiscreet and flippant in talk, letting her
-theories and spirits run away with her judgment.
-But she accomplishes a great deal of good in
-her way and has many fine traits of character. It
-is a pity she does herself such injustice.”</p>
-
-<p>“Humph! Does she belong to the sisterhood
-of letters?”</p>
-
-<p>“In a way—yes. Her articles upon the Working
-Girls of New York, written for newspaper
-publication two years ago, attracted so much attention
-that they were collected into a volume last
-summer.”</p>
-
-<p>“She is a member of Sorosis—I gather from
-her tirade?”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, yes. One of the oldest members.”</p>
-
-<p>“What a hotch-potch that society or club—or
-whatever you may choose to call it—must be!
-Do you know, darling, I never associate you—or<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_265" id="Page_265">[265]</a></span>
-any other true, refined woman with the crew to
-which you nominally belong? You are a lily
-among thorns in such a connection. I should
-rather say among thistles and burdocks and
-stramonium and the like rank, vile-smelling
-weeds.”</p>
-
-<p>“I thank you for the pretty praise of myself,”
-smiling sweetly and fondly at him. “But I cannot
-accept it at the expense of fairer flowers than
-I can ever hope to be, true, strong women who
-are trying to help their sex to a higher plane and
-prepare them for better work than they have
-yet accomplished, in spite of the limitations of
-sex—”</p>
-
-<p>He caught her up on the word.</p>
-
-<p>“Don’t fall into their cant, for Heaven’s sake!
-The ‘limitations of sex’ are woman’s crown of
-glory. I have done some sober thinking lately—especially
-since the drubbing received from your
-Miss Marvel—with regard to the mooted subject
-of the emancipation of women, falsely so called.
-My conclusions may not coincide with your views
-upon the subject. But, perhaps you do not care
-to discuss it?”</p>
-
-<p>Her face was sunny; her look at once fearless
-and confiding.</p>
-
-<p>“We are both reasonable people, I hope. If
-we are not, we love each other too well not to
-agree amicably upon unavoidable disagreements.”</p>
-
-<p>Barton tossed his cigar stump into the foam of<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_266" id="Page_266">[266]</a></span>
-the nearest wave; a touch of impatience went
-with fling and laugh.</p>
-
-<p>“Isn’t that like a woman? She presupposes
-disagreement and forestalls argument by pledging
-herself to forgive for love’s sake whatever she
-will not admit. The wisest and best of the sex—and
-you are both of these—will press feeling into
-what should be impersonal debate. Perhaps it is
-safer to talk of other things. See that gull swoop
-down and come up empty-clawed. That is his
-fourth unsuccessful trip to market within thirty
-minutes. The <i>passée</i> belle upon the pavilion over
-there has had that rich youngling in tow twice as
-long. I will wager a pair of gloves against a
-buttonhole bouquet with you that she doesn’t
-land him.”</p>
-
-<p>Neither tone nor manner was pleasant. Agnes
-laid her hand upon his arm.</p>
-
-<p>“Won’t you go on with what you were about
-to say? I may not be able to argue. I think,
-with you, that logic is not woman’s forte. Perhaps
-we may learn, with time and education, to
-divorce thought and feeling. But I am a capital
-listener, and a willing learner.”</p>
-
-<p>“You are an angel”—pressing the hand to his
-side, “and so far above Miss Marvel and her
-compeers in intellect and breeding that I fret at
-the alleged partnership. This talk of woman’s
-serfdom and the need of elevating her, mentally
-and politically, is stuff from first to last. Vile and<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_267" id="Page_267">[267]</a></span>
-pestilential stuff! Heresy against the teachings
-of Nature and of Him who ordained that man
-should be the superior being of the two. Those
-who are pressing forward in what they call Reform
-of Existing Wrongs are your worst enemies.
-You should need no champion but your other
-self, Man. In arraying one sex against the other,
-you antagonize him. I see this rampant attitude
-of woman everywhere and hourly. If a man
-resigns his seat in a public conveyance to a
-woman, she takes it arrogantly—not gratefully.
-She pushes him aside with sharp elbows in crowds,
-jostles him upon gangways, presses before him
-into doors, always with a ‘good-as-you’ air
-which exasperates the most amiable of us. Her
-voice is heard in debating societies; she sits
-beside man upon the rostrum; competes with
-him in business, often successfully, because she
-can live upon less than he. The devilish spirit
-of revolt permeates all grades of society. The
-home—God’s best gift to earth—has no longer a
-recognized governor, no judge to whom appeal is
-final. Sisters wrangle with brothers for equal
-educational advantages, instead of making home
-so pleasant that boys will be content to stay
-there. Women’s Clubs, Women’s Congresses,
-Women’s Protective Unions, are part and parcel
-of the disunion policy. Instead of refining man
-this is surely, if slowly, arousing the latent savage
-in him. When that does spring to action, let the<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_268" id="Page_268">[268]</a></span>
-weaker sex beware. Outraged natural laws will
-right themselves in the long run, but sometimes
-at fearful cost.”</p>
-
-<p>Agnes was perfectly silent during this harangue,
-ignorant as was he of his resemblance to pudgy
-and pompous Uncle Simeon, while he beat the
-palm of the right hand with the empty left-hand
-glove, and rolled slightly from one leg to the
-other in the slow promenade. The bloom gradually
-receded from her cheeks, her profile was
-still and clear as a cameo. Her eyes were directed
-toward the gray-blues of the meeting line of wave
-and sky. Once she glanced up to follow the gull,
-rising from a fifth unsuccessful dip.</p>
-
-<p>Presently she halted and leaned upon the parapet
-to watch the half-consumed cigar, swinging
-and bumping like a truncated canoe in the foam-fringes
-of the rising tide. Barton stopped with
-her without staying his talk. An impulse born of
-the innate savagery he imputed to his sex, bore
-him on. His wife’s very impassiveness irked him.
-Silence was non-sympathetic; white silence, like
-hers, chilling. Irritation, engendered by piqued
-vanity, does not withhold the home-thrust because
-the victim is dearly beloved.</p>
-
-<p>“You do not like to hear me talk in this strain,”
-he pursued. “It is only natural that a woman of
-independent thought and action, accustomed to
-adulation, and to whom the excitement of a public
-hearing for whatever she has to say has become a<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_269" id="Page_269">[269]</a></span>
-necessity of existence; who has looked beyond
-the quiet round of home interests and home
-loves for a career; who has fed her imagination
-upon unreal scenes and situations—should——”</p>
-
-<p>He could get no further. Fluent as he was in
-speech, he had wound himself up in nominative
-specifications, and the verb climax failed him unexpectedly.</p>
-
-<p>“Should—what?” said Agnes, turning the set,
-tintless visage toward him. Her eyes, blank and
-questionless, showed how far from her thought
-was sarcastic pleasure in his discomfiture. Barton
-was too much incensed to reason.</p>
-
-<p>“Should—and <i>does</i> sneer at her husband’s
-serious talk upon a matter in which, as he is fast
-discovering, his happiness is fatally involved!”</p>
-
-<p>“<i>Fatally!</i> O Barton!”</p>
-
-<p>Independent and strong-minded she might be
-to others, but he had hurt her terribly. The
-stifled cry took all her strength with it. She
-caught at the railing for support, and leaned upon
-it, sick and trembling.</p>
-
-<p>He lifted his hat in mock courtesy.</p>
-
-<p>“If you will excuse me I will continue my walk
-alone. It is useless to attempt the temperate
-discussion of any subject when my words are
-caught up in that tone and manner. May I take
-you back to the hotel?”</p>
-
-<p>Agnes straightened herself up. Her color did
-not return, but her voice was her own. It had<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_270" id="Page_270">[270]</a></span>
-always a peculiar and vibrant melody, and her
-articulation was singularly distinct for an American
-speaking her own language.</p>
-
-<p>“You misunderstand me. I did not mean to
-be abrupt, much less rude. If I seemed to be
-either or both I ask your forgiveness. You need
-not trouble yourself to escort me to the hotel. I
-will sit here for a while and then go in. I hope,
-when you think the matter over dispassionately,
-you will see that I could not be guilty of what
-you imply.”</p>
-
-<p>He strode off toward the Fort, the deep sand
-somewhat derogatory to dignity of carriage, but
-favoring the increase of irritability. Agnes strolled
-slowly along the beach until she found a lonely
-rock upon the tip of a tongue of bleached sand,
-where she could sit and think out the bitterest
-hour she had ever known. People, passing upon
-pier and esplanade, saw her there all the forenoon,
-a slight figure whose gray gown matched
-in color the stones among which she sat, as
-motionless as they. The brackish tide rose slowly
-until the spray sprinkled her feet, whispering
-mournful things to rock and sand. She saw and
-heard nothing, while her eyes seemed to follow
-the stately sail and swoop of the gulls whose
-breasts showed whitely against the blue of the
-December sky.</p>
-
-<p>Other wives than Lorraine Loree have wedded
-men of high degree only to find that “husbands<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_271" id="Page_271">[271]</a></span>
-can be cruel,” and more than Lorraine or Agnes
-dreamed of have made the discovery before the
-wane of the honeymoon.</p>
-
-<p>This bride felt bruised and beaten all over, and
-suffered the more, not less, for her sorrowful
-bewilderment as to the exact cause of this, the
-first quarrel.</p>
-
-<hr class="chap" />
-<div class="chapter"></div>
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_272" id="Page_272">[272]</a></span></p>
-
-
-
-
-<h2>CHAPTER II.</h2>
-
-
-<p><span class="smcap">Some</span> women and many men are compounded
-and shaped into sentient beings without the infusion
-of so much as a pennyweight of tact.</p>
-
-<p>Many women and a few men combine with this
-deficiency—which is, in itself, a deformity—a fatal
-facility for saying exactly the wrong thing when
-the wrong thing will do most harm.</p>
-
-<p>Miss Marvel had taken all the honors in this
-line which native bias and feminine fussiness could
-win, and she wove a new spray into her laurel
-wreath one day in the March succeeding the
-winter in which Barton Ashe and Agnes Welles
-were made one—in law and gospel.</p>
-
-<p>The morrow would be his wife’s birthday, and
-Barton had in his breast pocket a tiny box containing
-a sapphire ring for her, when he arose to
-resign his seat in the street car to the dashing
-spinster, whom he recognized as soon as she entered.
-He had never seen her since his wedding
-eve, but she was not a woman to be forgotten or
-overlooked. She was in great force to-day, gorgeously
-appareled and flushed beyond high-rouge<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_273" id="Page_273">[273]</a></span>
-mark by three hours at a literary breakfast, given
-at Delmonico’s to a distinguished foreigner.</p>
-
-<p>“I am surcharged with electric thought,” she
-confided to Mr. Ashe when she had taken the
-vacated place with a cavalier nod that might mean
-“Thanks,” or “That’s only decent, my good
-man.”</p>
-
-<p>“Ah!” said Barton, in naïve wonderment, for
-the want of anything else to say.</p>
-
-<p>“Surcharged! bristling! I could fancy that at
-the approach of the negative pole I should crackle
-and emit sparkles like a brisk battery. Such a
-feast of intellect! such flow of soul! such scintillating
-wit! Three hours of such intercourse were
-worth ten—a thousand cycles of Cathay. Our
-guest was superb! such dignity and such graciousness
-of affability as can only coexist in an Old
-World product.”</p>
-
-<p>She spoke loudly, after the manner of the New
-World product (<i>genus homo</i>, feminine gender).
-Several solid men peered at her around or over the
-evening papers. Two giddy girls, who had taken
-without thanks or scruples seats from weary men,
-smiled undisguisedly. Barton, standing in the
-aisle, holding on by the strap, his knees abraded
-by the jet passementerie of Miss Marvel’s velvet
-skirt, could not budge an inch. He must hear
-and, hearing, essay reply of some sort. “Ah!”
-albeit the safest and most commodious monosyllable
-in the language, cannot go on forever.<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_274" id="Page_274">[274]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>“The lunch was largely attended, I suppose?”
-he ventured in tones studiously lowered.</p>
-
-<p>“By every woman in New York who is worth
-the notice of an intelligent being. With one distinguished
-exception. Mrs. Ashe’s absence was
-the occasion of universal regret. As a well-wisher
-let me warn you that you may be mobbed some
-day for your unconscionable cruelty to the highest
-order of created things; for imprisoning the eagle
-and stilling the song of the lark. At least fifty
-people asked me to-day why Agnes Welles had
-disappeared from the literary firmament. For one
-and all, I had one and the same reply. ‘She has
-taken the bridal veil,’ I said, tears in eyes and
-voice. ‘In consequence of that piece of barbarity,
-and for no other cause, the places that once knew
-her know her no more.’ One woman—I won’t
-divulge her name, lest you should <i>hate</i> her—said
-she ‘should as soon think of chaining a
-thrush to the leg of a kitchen chair as of
-obliging that glorious young thing to resign
-her Heaven-appointed mission for the position
-of caterer, housekeeper, and seamstress.’ I
-shall work that <i>bon mot</i> into my next literary letter
-to the Boston <i>Globe</i>. Another delightfully
-satirical creature advised me to take up the cause
-of ‘Great Women Married to Small Men,’ in my
-next series of papers upon ‘Unconsidered Wrongs
-of Our Sex.’ You see the reputation you are
-earning for yourself with the powers that be!”<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_275" id="Page_275">[275]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>Barton Ashe was a sensible man, well educated
-and well bred. Under favoring circumstances, as
-when inspired by the society of his wife and her
-loving appreciation, he was quick with repartee
-and apt at fence even with a wordy woman.
-Under the present onslaught he was furious and
-dumb. Had a man insulted him, and less grossly,
-he would have knocked him down or given him his
-card and demanded a meeting elsewhere. This berouged
-and bedizened old maid compromised him
-in the eyes of solid men and giddy girls by entering
-into conversation with him at all. Each shrill
-word was a prickle in a pore of his mental cuticle.
-She advertised his wife as one of <i>her</i> kind,
-arraigned him as despot and churl, menaced him
-with public exposure, and posed as Agnes’
-champion against the oppressor on whose side
-was the power of law and tradition—made him
-ridiculous to all within the sound of her brazen
-tongue—and he was powerless.</p>
-
-<p>He did the only thing possible to a man calling
-himself a gentleman, when baited to desperation
-in a public place by a woman who passes for a
-lady—he lifted his hat silently and pulled the
-strap to stop the car. Other passengers than Miss
-Marvel marked the dark face and blazing eyes,
-and curious regards wandered back to the offender,
-smiling to herself at this new proof of her ability
-to, in her favorite phrase, “drive a poisoned needle
-under a man’s fifth rib.”<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_276" id="Page_276">[276]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>“<i>Great Women Married To Small Men!</i>”</p>
-
-<p>The most offensive count in the unanswered
-indictment seemed to be flung after him by the
-shrieking March wind. Until this moment of
-intensest exasperation he had never consciously
-compared himself mentally with his wife. That
-spiritually she was purer and better he was ever
-ready to admit. The gallant alacrity with which
-men yield the palm of virtue and piety to women
-may be due to the candor of real greatness, but a
-keen student of human contrarieties is excusable
-for likening it, sometimes, to the ostentatious
-generosity of the child who surrenders to a playfellow
-the wholesome “cookey,” while he holds
-fast to the plum cake for his own delectation.</p>
-
-<p>“Great” and “Small” were explicit terms that
-threw our hero upon the hostile-defensive.
-Agnes was a pearl among women, as good, true,
-and sweet as any man need covet for a lifelong
-companion. She kept his house well and his
-home bright, her sympathies were ready, her
-love was poured out upon him in unstinted measure,
-she studied his tastes, humored his few
-foibles, in brief, filled his life, or so much of it as
-she could reach, most satisfactorily. Her mind
-was fairly stocked with miscellaneous information;
-she had remarkable facility in composition and
-graceful fancies, and, above all, the happy knack
-of saying, in a telling way, things people cared to
-hear. Being in “the literary ring,” she had<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_277" id="Page_277">[277]</a></span>
-secured a respectable audience, and, being a tactful
-woman, she had kept it.</p>
-
-<p>“Great,” she was not, in any sense of the word,
-except according to the perverted standard of the
-“Club” gang, the mutual-admiration circle, with
-whom every poetaster was a Browning, and the
-writer of turgid essays a Carlyle or Emerson.</p>
-
-<p>He gave a scornful snort in repeating the
-adjective. Agnes would be the first to deprecate
-the application of it to herself. Yet—if she had
-not invited the commendation of the <i>Précieuses
-ridicules</i>—had her name never been bandied from
-mouth to mouth in public, the antithetical
-“small” had never been fitted to him. Husband
-and wife were in false positions. That was clear—and
-galling. Almost as clear, and harder to
-endure, was his conviction that the situation could
-not be altered for the better.</p>
-
-<p>He had not made up his mind to graceful
-acceptance of the inevitable when he fitted the
-latchkey in the door of his own house.</p>
-
-<p>The popular impression as to the housewifery
-of pen-wrights had no confirmation within the
-modest domicile of which Agnes Ashe was the
-presiding genius. During her mother’s protracted
-invalidism and her own betrothal she had
-studied domestic economy, including cookery, with
-the just regard to system and thoroughness that
-made her successful in her other profession of
-authorship. Her computations were correct and<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_278" id="Page_278">[278]</a></span>
-her methods dainty. She deserved the more
-honor for all this because she was not naturally
-fond of household occupations. If she reduced
-dusting to a fine art, mixing and baking to an
-exact science, it was conscientiously, not with
-love for the duties themselves.</p>
-
-<p>Once, when praised for excellent housekeeping
-by a friend in her husband’s hearing, her native
-sincerity made her say:</p>
-
-<p>“You are mistaken in supposing that the
-drudgery connected with home-making is easy
-or pleasant to me. If I did not feel it my duty to
-go into the kitchen sometimes, and to arrange
-rooms, I doubt if I should ever do either. Nor
-am I fond of sewing.”</p>
-
-<p>“Yet your needle-work is exquisitely neat,”
-said the surprised visitor.</p>
-
-<p>“Because I hold myself to the necessity of
-doing well what I undertake. It is all business,
-not delight.”</p>
-
-<p>After the visitor had gone, Barton gave a gentle
-and needful caution.</p>
-
-<p>“Don’t talk in that way to acquaintances,
-dear,” he said. “I don’t want people to report
-that your tastes are unfeminine.”</p>
-
-<p>“Surely there are other feminine tastes besides
-love for needle, broom, and egg-beater?” Agnes
-protested, no less gently. “Why should every
-woman be proficient in baking, when every man
-is not compelled to learn book-keeping? I am<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_279" id="Page_279">[279]</a></span>
-faithful in the discharge of domestic duties because
-I love you and consider your happiness rather
-than selfish ease. I love my home, and to enjoy
-the effect of clean, orderly rooms and well-served
-meals, I am willing to perform tasks for
-which I have no real liking. The game is well
-worth the candle—a good many waxlights, in
-fact—but I question if you, for example, really
-<i>like</i> to draw up conveyances and make searches.”</p>
-
-<p>“Illustration is not argument,” said Barton
-dryly. “You are undeniably a clever woman, my
-love, but your reasoning would hardly convince a
-jury. Women’s efforts in that direction are what
-we style ‘special pleading.’”</p>
-
-<p>This talk was held two months ago. Agnes
-knew better, by now, than to attempt argument
-with him, and his love grew apace because of the
-forbearance he mistook for conviction of his
-ability to direct thought with action. She was
-the dearer for being dutiful. The docility with
-which she listened to his dicta, never betraying a
-suspicion that they were dogmas, won him to
-forgetfulness of the circumstance that she was
-his senior by six years and a blue-stocking.</p>
-
-<p>She was in the front hall when he got home
-to-night, receiving the adieu of a spectacled personage
-whom she introduced as “Mr. Rowland
-of Boston.”</p>
-
-<p>“Charmed, I am sure,” said the stranger airily.
-“The more that I am positive of enlisting Mr.<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_280" id="Page_280">[280]</a></span>
-Ashe’s powerful interest upon my side, and that
-of the book-loving public. If Mrs. Ashe will pardon
-the additional trespass upon her time, I
-should like to explain to you, my dear sir, the
-nature of my petition to her, and now to yourself.”</p>
-
-<p>They returned to the parlor, and he had his
-say. It was succinct and comprehensive. He
-wished to engage Mrs. Ashe to write one of a
-projected series of popular novels. Her coadjutors
-would be authors of repute; the programme
-was attractive and must take immensely
-with the best class of readers. His terms were
-liberal.</p>
-
-<p>In any other mood than that for which Miss
-Marvel was chiefly responsible, even a prejudiced
-man must have been gratified by the compliment
-to his wife implied in the application. It acted
-upon the chafed surface of husbandly vanity and
-dignity like moral <i>aqua fortis</i>. Barton listened
-with lowering brow and compressed lips while the
-fashionable publisher subjoined appeal to statement.
-When both were concluded the master of
-the house waited with palpable patience, apparently
-to make sure that all the pleas were in, then
-arose with the air of the long-bored householder
-who dismisses a book agent.</p>
-
-<p>“Mrs. Ashe is so well acquainted with my views
-upon the subject of her undertaking any literary
-work whatsoever, that I may be allowed the
-expression of my surprise at her reference of this<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_281" id="Page_281">[281]</a></span>
-matter to me. I believe, however, that the
-feminine <i>littérateur</i> considers a show of deference
-to her husband a graceful form. Your appeal to
-me is, you see, the idlest of courtesies. Now, as
-I have just come home after a wearisome day of
-business, may I ask you to excuse me from further
-and fruitless consideration of this subject?”</p>
-
-<p>He bowed and went off to his dressing room.</p>
-
-<p>The man of the world, left thus awkwardly <i>en
-tête-à-tête</i> with an insulted wife, always remembered
-with grateful admiration the perfect breeding
-that helped him out of the dilemma.</p>
-
-<p>“Mr. Ashe is very tired and far from well,”
-Agnes remarked, eye and smile cool and unembarrassed.
-“As one conversant with the fatigues
-and harassments of business life, you need no
-apology beyond this for his seeming brusqueness.
-I dare say—” with archness that was well
-achieved—“that Mrs. Rowland would comprehend,
-better than you, what serpentlike wisdom
-we wives must exercise in broaching any subject
-that requires thought to our hungry lords. I will
-appeal from Philip famished to Philip full, in due
-season, but I think you would better not depend
-upon me. I am a very busy woman just now,
-and shall be for some time to come.”</p>
-
-<p>“It would give me solid satisfaction to punch
-that fellow’s head,” muttered the publisher in the
-street. “He is a boor and a tyrant, and his wife
-is an angel.”<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_282" id="Page_282">[282]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>He was wrong in both specifications. Barton
-Ashe was a vain man, and his vanity was smarting
-from a recent attack. His ideas of the
-supremacy, intellectual and official, that do hedge
-a husband were overstrained, but natural.</p>
-
-<p>Agnes Ashe was a very mortal woman, walking
-up and down her pretty room after the departure
-of her visitor, hands clenched until the
-nails wounded the flesh, and cheeks so hot they
-dried the tears before they fell. Her breath came
-fast between the shut teeth. Women will comprehend
-how much easier it was to forgive her
-husband for the slur cast upon her than for lowering
-himself in the eyes of a stranger.</p>
-
-<p>“I am afraid of myself!” she whispered pantingly.
-“I am afraid of <i>myself!</i> Must I, then,
-despise him utterly? What right has he to charge
-upon me as shame what others account as honor?
-Can it be that he is conscious of being small and
-fears to let me grow?”</p>
-
-<p>By different roads, the refined woman, who
-loved her art for its own sake and reverenced it
-for the good it might do, and the pretender,
-tolerated by true artists out of charity, and out of
-respect for the active benevolence that redeemed
-her from the rank of a public nuisance—had
-arrived at a like conclusion.</p>
-
-<p>Barton, after his bath and toilet, sat down to
-dinner, and scarcely spoke until excellent clear
-soup and the delicious creamed lobster prepared<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_283" id="Page_283">[283]</a></span>
-by Agnes’ own hands, had paved the way for more
-substantial viands. Then his righteous wrath was
-partially cooled by perception of the truth that
-the still, pale woman opposite meant to enter no
-defense against the aspersions cast upon her in
-another’s hearing. Nay, more, she made no
-attempt to cheat him into a milder mood,
-broached no prudent topics, attempted no diversion.
-Second thought found fresh fuel for displeasure
-in her reticence. The double offense of
-Miss Marvel’s tirade and the airy publisher’s
-errand were not condonable by discreet silence.</p>
-
-<p>He slashed simultaneously into a roast of beef
-and the grievance upon his mind.</p>
-
-<p>“I met your particular crony, Miss Marvel, in
-the car on my way uptown. She was, if possible,
-more detestably impertinent than usual.”</p>
-
-<p>Agnes beckoned to the waitress and gave her
-in a low tone an errand to the kitchen. Glancing
-up at her husband, she saw that he had laid down
-the carver and was gazing sternly at herself.</p>
-
-<p>“May I, as the least important member of this
-household, inquire why you sent that girl out of
-the room? I may be, as your dear friends assert,
-a small man married to a great woman, but I am
-credited by others with a modicum of common
-sense and discretion. I am willing to abide by
-the consequences of whatever I say at my own
-table and in the presence of my servants, if I
-have any proprietorship in either.”<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_284" id="Page_284">[284]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>Red heat he had never seen before in Agnes’
-face suffused it now, her eyes dilated and
-gleamed.</p>
-
-<p>“I sent the girl from the room because she
-was recommended to me by the matron of an
-orphan asylum in which she was brought up.
-Miss Marvel is a manager of the institution and
-had the girl trained in a school for domestics.
-Mary is much attached to her. I thought it
-hardly safe or kind to discuss her in Mary’s
-presence.”</p>
-
-<p>Barton met generous heat with deadly coldness.</p>
-
-<p>“When is your waitress’ month up?”</p>
-
-<p>“On the fifteenth.”</p>
-
-<p>“This is the seventh. Pay her a week’s wages
-to-morrow and pack her off. I will have none of
-that woman’s spies in my house—that is, always
-supposing it to be mine. I understand this afternoon’s
-scene. She is kept posted as to the status
-of domestic affairs.”</p>
-
-<p>“You are out of humor, Barton, or you could
-not be so unjust to me and to a faithful servant.”</p>
-
-<p>Griselda would not have retorted in a hard,
-cutting tone, but Griselda could neither read nor
-write. Diffusion of knowledge has a tendency to
-breed sedition among the lower orders.</p>
-
-<p>Clubs for the lofty, and lager beer saloons for
-the lowly, stand, with controversial Benedicks, for
-the “refuges” foreign cities offer to the fugitive
-from wheels and hoofs.<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_285" id="Page_285">[285]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>“Excuse me for leaving you to digest your
-dinner and the memory of that last remark in
-solitude,” Barton said sardonically. “I shall
-finish <i>my</i> dinner at the club.”</p>
-
-<p>The library was the coziest room in the house.
-Before Mr. Rowland called, Agnes had looked
-into it to see that the fire was bright and that Barton’s
-easy-chair, newspaper, and cigar-stand were
-in place. Upon the table was a bowl of <i>Bon
-Silène</i> roses he had ordered on his way downtown
-that morning. She had poured out his
-coffee and lighted his cigar here for him last
-night. It all rushed over her with the pure deliciousness
-of the roses’ breath, as she returned to
-the deserted apartment after dinner. As she
-moved, the fragrance broke into waves that overwhelmed
-her with the sweet agony of associativeness.</p>
-
-<p>Sinking upon her knees before her husband’s
-chair, she laid her head within her enfolding arms
-and remained thus until the clock struck nine.
-Then she spoke aloud:</p>
-
-<p>“What has he given me in exchange for my
-beautiful ideal world and for my work? A
-drugged cup, with gall and wormwood in the
-bottom.”</p>
-
-<p>The slow, scornful syllables jarred the perfumed
-waves and echoed hollowly in the still
-corners.</p>
-
-<p>She arose, unlocked a secretary at the back of<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_286" id="Page_286">[286]</a></span>
-the room, and took out a worn portfolio—also
-locked. Selecting from the contents several large
-sheets of paper, she laid them in order upon the
-table, and drew from an inner pocket a gold pen
-in a shabby handle. With it she had written her
-first book. For six years she had used no other.
-Before dipping it into the ink, she kissed it.</p>
-
-<p>“I have come back to you!” she said.</p>
-
-<hr class="chap" />
-<div class="chapter"></div>
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_287" id="Page_287">[287]</a></span></p>
-
-
-
-
-<h2>CHAPTER III.</h2>
-
-
-<p><span class="smcap">With</span> the first heavy snows of December a
-little daughter was given to Agnes Ashe.</p>
-
-<p>On New Year’s Day her husband proposed to
-read aloud to her a book “some of the Club fellows
-were talking about last night.” The pale
-face flushed nervously when he undid the wrapping
-paper.</p>
-
-<p>It was one of the “happenings” we persist in
-classing among singular coincidences, although
-they are of daily occurrence, that he should have
-selected that particular novel for their entertainment
-on the holiday he proposed to devote
-entirely to his convalescent wife.</p>
-
-<p>“The Story of Walter King” had not been
-sent, as one might suppose would have been
-natural, to Mr. Rowland of Boston.</p>
-
-<p>“He would guess instantly how matters are,”
-Agnes reasoned. “I am still too proud to run
-that risk.”</p>
-
-<p>She took the MS. instead to a New York
-publisher in whose discretion she could trust, told
-him of her whim to establish a new reputation
-which should owe nothing to past gains, and left<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_288" id="Page_288">[288]</a></span>
-the story with him. In a week it was accepted
-and in the printer’s hands. When Baby Agnes—upon
-whom the mother bestowed the Scotch pet-name
-of “Nest”—was born, new editions were
-selling as fast as the press could turn them
-out.</p>
-
-<p>It was evident, said critics, that the fresh, nervous
-novel was from the hand of a young writer,
-skilled in the use of language but unhackneyed
-by the need of furnishing “pot-boilers.” It was as
-evident, said readers, that the unknown author
-had fed the pen directly from his heart, and that
-personal experience had had much to do with the
-make-up of the “live book.”</p>
-
-<p>Agnes had held no communication with the
-discreet publisher since the contract was signed.
-She had not corrected the proof-sheets, or had an
-advance copy of the work. There was, therefore,
-literal truth in her reply to Barton’s query—“Have
-you read it?”</p>
-
-<p>“I have not even seen the book that I recollect.
-Who is the author?”</p>
-
-<p>“John C. Hart”—turning to the title page.
-“What else has he done?”</p>
-
-<p>“The name sounds familiar. Or, perhaps it
-may be that I am thinking of Professor John S.
-Hart. You are very kind to think of getting a
-new book for me! trebly kind to offer to read it
-to me.”</p>
-
-<p>“It is little enough I can do for the best wife<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_289" id="Page_289">[289]</a></span>
-in Christendom!” stooping to kiss her and then
-Baby Nest asleep in her crib beside Agnes’ reclining
-chair.</p>
-
-<p>The languid mother, grateful for his society
-and loverly attentions, was more like his ideal
-wife than Agnes had been since the eve of her
-birthday, when he had almost forgotten (through
-her fault) that he was a gentleman. No explanations
-had followed the ugly scene. They had
-met at breakfast the next morning as if the fracas
-had not occurred, but then and thereafter he had
-missed something from his married life. Had he
-tried to analyze the vague, ever present discomfort,
-he would have said that his wife was always on
-guard. No surprise of abrupt or rough speech
-betrayed her into a show of temper or wounded
-feeling. No overflow of tenderness elicited a
-confession of answering devotion. When questioned,
-she was frank in declaring that she loved
-him, and sought to make him happy in his home
-and content with her. She was never sad in his
-sight. Domestic and society duties were cheerfully
-performed, she was always ready to go out
-with him when he desired it and gave him her
-company at home conscientiously. There was
-the sore spot! He could not prove that her love
-and duty were perfunctory, but he never got
-away from the irritating suspicion that they were.
-Had she been miserable, pettish, or fretfully exacting,
-it would have accorded better with his creed<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_290" id="Page_290">[290]</a></span>
-of the absolute dependence of a woman upon her
-lord. In plain English—which, however, he
-would have been ashamed to put into words
-in any language—it irked him that his mental
-and moral barometer could not set the weather
-for his household. There was a <i>something</i> back
-of Agnes’ even temper and equable spirits he
-could not touch and that told him she was sufficient
-unto herself. Into this she seemed to retire
-as into the cleft of a rock when the matrimonial
-horizon threatened storm.</p>
-
-<p>There was no one to tell him of mornings
-spent in the library, or of the work done during
-the evenings he passed at the club. He ought to
-have been gratified at her smiling aquiescence
-in his apologetic representation of the business
-necessity laid upon a man to mingle socially with
-“the fellows.” Some women made it preciously
-disagreeable for husbands who acted upon this
-compulsion, but his wife was never lonely by day
-or night. If he came home at eleven o’clock,
-she was in the library, reading or knitting beside
-a glowing fire, ready to receive him and to listen
-with interest to club stories or incidents. If he
-stayed out after midnight, she went to bed like a
-sensible Christian and slept soundly.</p>
-
-<p>What could be more exemplary and satisfactory?
-He had a model wife. Would sulks,
-tears, and chidings have been more to his taste?
-This conclusion reached, he would berate himself<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_291" id="Page_291">[291]</a></span>
-for “an unreasonable dog”—and go on missing
-something he could not define.</p>
-
-<p>An odd conceit came to Agnes as the full,
-manly voice began “The Story of Walter King”—a
-fancy that won a smile from her at first, and
-terrified her when she could not shake it off. She
-was the unsuspected mother of a foundling. In
-secret and in fear, she had laid the new-born baby
-at a stranger’s door. He had cared for, fostered,
-and clothed it, and on this New Year’s Day, her
-husband had ignorantly adopted the waif and led
-it, a beautiful child, to her, bespeaking her admiration
-for it.</p>
-
-<p>For her own baby! the thing born of her soul,
-the express image of her thought, the bright,
-glorious darling in whom, and with whom, and
-by whom, she had lived all these weary, weary
-months! Her husband would introduce these two
-to one another! Was her left hand a stranger to
-her right? Was her heart alien to the blood leaping
-from it?</p>
-
-<p>She could have laughed and cried hysterically,
-could have snatched the book from the unconscious
-reader and covered it with tears and kisses.
-She must touch and hold it once, if but for a
-minute, or the strained heart-strings would part.</p>
-
-<p>“Can you see well?” she interrupted the reader
-to ask. The calm tone surprised herself and lent
-her courage to carry out her stratagem. “Does
-the light fall right for you? In her anxiety to<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_292" id="Page_292">[292]</a></span>
-exclude draughts and the snow glare, Mrs. Ames
-may have made it too dark for well people. Is
-the type pretty clear?”</p>
-
-<p>She put out her hand and drew the volume from
-his. The sight of familiar paragraphs and names
-was as if the child had laughed, in happy recognition,
-into her eyes. She passed her fingers lovingly
-over the page, stroked the binding, raised
-the open book to her lips, and gave it back
-reluctantly.</p>
-
-<p>“The smell of newly printed pages is delicious
-to me,” she said, trying to laugh. “Sweeter than
-new-mown hay.”</p>
-
-<p>“They have brought it out in good style,” observed
-Barton carelessly. “One gets no slipshod
-literature from that house. Their imprint is a title
-of intellectual nobility.”</p>
-
-<p>Agnes smiled brightly in assent, turned her
-cheek to the cushioned back of her chair, and
-closed her eyes to keep the happy tears from slipping
-beneath the lids. Was the time close at
-hand in which she could safely acknowledge her
-offspring? To screen the fact of her maternity
-from possible premature discovery she had refrained
-from so much as looking upon or speaking
-of the bantling for these long weeks. Providence
-had put this opportunity of honorable recognition
-before her. How should she seize it?</p>
-
-<p>A thought struck her like an icebolt. What
-would Barton say, even in this auspicious hour, to<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_293" id="Page_293">[293]</a></span>
-the systematic concealment practiced before and
-since the advent of the adopted child? Would
-he throw it from him as he would a snake? She
-pictured the possibility of virtuous horror in the
-regards turned upon her, the aversion a moral
-man feels for a lost woman. Deception—even
-untruth might be forgiven; the deliberate disregard
-of his expressed wish that his wife should
-never again put sentiment or feeling of hers into
-print would be construed into absolute crime.
-He held the desire for literary renown on the part
-of a woman to be a fault that unsexed her. In a
-young girl the ambition might spring from the
-unrest of an unfilled heart, mistaken, but pardonable
-as a blunder of ignorance. A wife’s heart,
-thoughts, and hands should be <i>full</i> of home and
-home loves, or she did not deserve her high and
-blessed estate.</p>
-
-<p>She felt, now, that she could never make him
-understand how the side of her nature which he
-saw and knew was bettered and elevated by the
-healthful action of its twin, to which he was a
-stranger. She <i>had</i> “put herself into the book,”
-but not in the lower and vulgar sense in which the
-reviewers had used the phrase. The aspirations
-with which others could not intermeddle—least of
-all, the husband who so grossly misjudged her, the
-fancies that beguiled Time of heaviness and drew
-the soreness from her heart while she dallied with
-them—were there. Her ideals were her real<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_294" id="Page_294">[294]</a></span>
-companions; her dream children her only confidants.</p>
-
-<p>“<i>The things which are seen are temporal; the
-things which are not seen are eternal.</i>”</p>
-
-<p>The author who is not made, but born; the
-idealist whose brain creations are to him almost
-visible and tangible, while he communes with
-them—can, of all men, enter most joyfully into
-the meaning of the sweet mysticism uttered by
-the Creator of things temporal and things
-eternal.</p>
-
-<p>It was a snowy day; transient glimmers of
-white light, shed from thinner clouds, were the
-precursors of thicker falls of soundless flakes.
-There was no wind, and as Agnes watched the
-storm between the slightly parted blinds, a curtain
-of purest lace seemed unfolding and wavering
-earthward. The hush of a great holiday enwrapped
-the city. Baby Nest slumbered peacefully
-amid billows of lawn and wool; the strong,
-mobile features of the husband she loved and
-feared more than any other living mortal darkened
-and lightened like the snow clouds, with the
-progress of the story. He read well, and threw
-unusual spirit into the present task.</p>
-
-<p>Agnes hearkened, with a growing sense of unreality.
-The disowned child pressed nearer and
-closer, gazed appealingly into her face, cooed
-love words in her ear, covered with kisses the
-hands with which the hapless mother was constrained<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_295" id="Page_295">[295]</a></span>
-to hold it aloof from the heart that
-yearned to take it in.</p>
-
-<p>Sometimes Barton’s voice sounded a great way
-off, and she confused his utterances with the
-winged ideas she had formulated into human language.
-Was she thinking it all out? or was <i>he</i>
-enunciating what she <i>had</i> thought through the
-languorous summer days and cool autumn evenings?
-She used to wonder, amusedly, what he
-supposed she did during the many hours she
-spent in solitude. He never asked, but if he had
-deemed the matter worthy of speculation, he
-might have reasoned that a woman who did not
-make her own clothes and had no taste for fancy
-work, whose house was well appointed and not
-large, and whose health was good must, with two
-servants to do housework and cooking, have much
-time upon her hands.</p>
-
-<p>“How do women occupy themselves who keep
-plenty of servants and do not write, paint, or
-study anything in particular?” asked the young
-son of a woman who kept house, wrote
-books, painted pictures, and studied with her
-children.</p>
-
-<p>“They make a profession of <i>horacide!</i>” answered
-the mother.</p>
-
-<p>Barton lowered the book so abruptly that his
-wife started and clasped her hands involuntarily.
-She was very weak.</p>
-
-<p>“I should like to know this man!”<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_296" id="Page_296">[296]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>“What man?”</p>
-
-<p>“The fellow who wrote this book! He is a
-New York lawyer—that is plain. His insight of
-legal chicanery and his apt use of technical law
-terms show that, if his clever reasoning did not.
-A Columbia graduate, too! I’ll go bail for that.
-And a society man. By George! that narrows
-the case down pretty well. I don’t know a man
-at the city bar, though, who has sufficient literary
-skill to turn out such a piece of work as this.
-‘John C. Hart’ is a pseudonym, of course—but
-there may be a meaning in it.”</p>
-
-<p>He fell into a muse over the title page, knotting
-his brows and plucking at his lower lip
-while he scanned the name.</p>
-
-<p>Agnes’ breath came quick; her head swam as
-in seasickness. She shook herself mentally and
-tried to speak as usual:</p>
-
-<p>“It may be another case of George Eliot,
-<i>alias</i> Mary Anne Evans; or Charles Egbert Craddock,
-<i>alias</i> Miss Murfree.”</p>
-
-<p>“Preposterous! There isn’t a feminine touch
-in the book. And no woman of the education
-and refinement of this writer could know anything
-of the scenes and motives he describes.
-Men can paint women faithfully. Women who
-try to depict men show us up as hybrids, creatures
-of their own sex disguised in masculine
-habiliments. Ready-made clothes at that, baggy
-at the knees and short at the wrists. I should <i>not</i><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_297" id="Page_297">[297]</a></span>
-like, however, to know a woman who could write
-‘The Story of Walter King.’”</p>
-
-<p>“It does not impress me as coarse!” Agnes was
-nerved by instinctive resentment to say.</p>
-
-<p>“Not a symptom of coarseness about it. But
-it <i>is</i> virile—and that your woman author ought
-never to be! Any man might be proud of having
-written this novel. Any true, modest woman
-would blush to be accused of it. You see the
-difference?”</p>
-
-<p>“<i>I</i> see the difference between the patient I left
-three hours ago, and the one I find here now!”
-interjected the nurse bluntly.</p>
-
-<p>She had come in while Barton was speaking,
-and had her hand on Mrs. Ashe’s pulse.</p>
-
-<p>“Tut! tut! tut!” she went on in grave vexation.
-“We shall have the doctor again if this
-sort of excitement goes on. Eyes glassy, pulse
-up, and, I venture to say, headache back of the
-eyes. Don’t deny it, Mrs. Ashe! I know the
-signs. Here’s your lunch—after which, we <i>must</i>
-have the room darkened and try to compose
-your nerves. It won’t do to have a throw-back
-at this late day.”</p>
-
-<p>Barton carried off “The Story of Walter King”
-with him to the library, a little anxious, but more
-aggrieved. In common with the mighty majority
-of husbands, he resented Mrs. Gamp the more
-virulently because impotent against her tyranny.</p>
-
-<p>“Thank Heaven that her time, like her infernal<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_298" id="Page_298">[298]</a></span>
-master’s, is short!” growled he, dropping into his
-easy-chair and throwing his legs over the foot-rest
-in lordly disdain of appearances. “I suppose
-women enjoy being hectored, or the sex would
-rise <i>en masse</i> against this order of haggish humbugs.
-Agnes didn’t dare peep a defense of herself,
-or of me. Great Scott! suppose I had been
-born a woman!”</p>
-
-<p>He lighted a cigar and reopened his book. A
-luxurious, if lonely, lunch was served at half-past
-one. Wine and walnuts went with him into the
-library after the meal was eaten. The air was blue
-with fragrant smoke for the rest of the day. He
-did not take the nap he had promised himself as
-the chief delight of a lazy afternoon, until the
-last page of “The Story of Walter King” was
-devoured. Even after he had stretched himself
-upon the lounge and drawn the silken and eiderdown
-slumber-robe over him, he lay looking at
-the purring fire of sea-coal and listening to the
-muffled tinkle of sleigh-bells along Fifth Avenue,
-which was but a block distant—and thinking of
-the book that had enchained him so many hours.
-It had taken a powerful grip of his imagination
-and titillated his intellectual palate smartly.
-There were passages in it that recalled pertinent
-and pregnant sayings of his own relative to certain
-topics discussed in the fascinating pages;
-theories he had advanced and maintained; his
-very turns of speech were here and there.<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_299" id="Page_299">[299]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>Again he said, “I should like to know that
-man. He has a long head and sharp wits of his
-own. Immense knowledge of the world and
-human nature.” Without the least intention of
-being conceited he subjoined to the silent soliloquy:
-“If I had turned my attention to literature,
-I believe I could have written that book. But
-one man cannot be proficient in everything. The
-suggestion of feminine authorship is ridiculous.
-Poor Agnes is a sensible girl, but she is wide of
-the mark there.”</p>
-
-<p>Here his thoughts wandered into the poppied
-plains of sleep.</p>
-
-<p>Awaking from his siesta to find himself in the
-dark, he arose refreshed, and paid a dutiful call to
-his wife’s chamber before going out to dine at his
-club. The nurse met him upon the threshold
-and stepped out into the hall for a whispered colloquy.
-Both of her charges had been restless all
-the afternoon. The baby was colicky, Mrs. Ashe
-feverish and excited, although persisting that
-nothing ailed her.</p>
-
-<p>“She has an exquisitely susceptible nervous
-organization,” she continued in the parrotlike
-lingo of the trained nurse. “We must really
-guard her more carefully in future. She was talking
-about that novel in her sleep just now—begging
-you not to take it away from her and all
-that, in quite a wild way. There is evidently
-cerebral excitement. Perhaps, as you are going<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_300" id="Page_300">[300]</a></span>
-out, it might be prudent to telephone the doctor
-to drop in toward bedtime.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, a good sleep will set her up all right!”
-returned Barton slightingly. It did not suit his
-notions of marital rights to be interviewed and
-advised in a ghostly whisper without the precincts
-of his own room, by this pretentious hireling.
-“The book had nothing to do with her uncomfortable
-afternoon. It was probably the luncheon.
-I thought, when you brought it up, that it was
-more like a meal for a ditcher than for a delicate
-invalid.”</p>
-
-<p>Pleased at administering this Roland for accumulated
-Olivers, he ran downstairs without attending
-to her protest, and whistled softly while
-equipping himself for the walk through the snow.
-The night was sharply cold; the drifts were as
-dry as dust. He laughed like a boy in plowing
-through them. The return to bachelor freedom
-was not bad, for a change, and there were sure to
-be a lot of prime fellows at the club on a stormy
-holiday night.</p>
-
-<hr class="chap" />
-<div class="chapter"></div>
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_301" id="Page_301">[301]</a></span></p>
-
-
-
-
-<h2>CHAPTER IV.</h2>
-
-
-<p><span class="smcap">At</span> eleven o’clock of that New Year’s night the
-snow still fell, but the wind had increased to a
-gale, and shook the eastward windows of Agnes
-Ashe’s bedchamber.</p>
-
-<p>Nurse and baby were sound asleep in the adjoining
-nursery. Even in the well-built house and
-curtained room, the night-light wavered in the
-unquiet air, sending fitful hosts of specter shadows
-scurrying over the ceiling and falling down
-the walls. Sometimes one dropped upon the bed
-and made mouths or crooked lean fingers at the
-convalescent. Now and then they whispered
-something in fleeing or skulking past. When this
-happened they spoke of her husband and how he
-had carried off both her babies downstairs. For
-Baby Nest’s crib was gone. She had been doubly
-robbed.</p>
-
-<p>The door of communication between the rooms
-was ajar. Mrs. Ashe had need to move cautiously
-in arising and wrapping herself in a dressing
-gown. She had been three weeks upstairs.
-Mrs. Ames had declared her too feeble to walk
-across the room unaided, but to-night she felt
-strong and restless. Her brain was teeming with
-fledged thoughts, crying and fluttering to escape.<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_302" id="Page_302">[302]</a></span>
-If she had pen and ink she could begin another
-book, now that the nurse was asleep and Barton
-out. But that was not her reason for getting up
-and slipping on the wrapper. Oh, no! She drew
-the door to behind her cautiously, listened with
-held breath for sounds from the inner room, and
-hearing nothing, smiled cunningly, crept to the
-stair-head and down the polished steps. Their
-chill struck through the slippers into which she
-had thrust her stockingless feet; she shivered in
-the wind that drove fine snow under the front
-door and whistled jeeringly at her as she went by.</p>
-
-<p>The library was void of human presence but
-warm and murky red with firelight. The vivid
-glow of the Argand burner, as she touched the
-regulator, shone upon glittering eyes, scarlet
-cheeks, and red lips that showed her teeth in the
-fixed smile of successful cunning. She found
-what she sought at once. Barton had left “The
-Story of Walter King” upon the table beside his
-reading chair. He would be out late. There was
-nothing to call him home and he was fond of his
-club. She was quite safe for an hour or two—secure
-from spy and intrusion—she and her brain-baby.</p>
-
-<p>Clasping it to her heart, she wept and smiled,
-rocked herself to and fro as she would cuddle
-Baby Nest, did the nurse allow it. There was
-nobody to meddle with her here. She settled
-herself in the easy-chair and, finding where Barton
-had left off, read on and on, until the type began<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_303" id="Page_303">[303]</a></span>
-to gyrate queerly in fantastic measure across the
-page. Her eyes were getting tired. The tyrant
-above-stairs had prohibited reading so long that
-the effort tried her strength.</p>
-
-<p>Still holding the book to her bosom, she looked
-around. The library was not so orderly as when
-she visited it tri-daily. There were no flowers on
-the table, yet she fancied that she smelled <i>Bon
-Silène</i> roses, as she had on that far-back March
-night when she unlocked the door leading into
-her beautiful, comforting Other World, where no
-rough blasts shook buds from blowing, no iron
-hand pressed down Fancy and held in Imagination
-with curb and bridle. The ash-cup of the
-bronze smoking table was filled with ashes, burnt
-stumps of cigars littered the hearth. Seeing them
-she bethought herself of the truncated brown
-canoe tossing in the foam-fringe of the tide on
-the Old Point beach. By shutting her eyes she
-could reproduce the scene with the minuteness of
-a photograph; could see the floating and swooping
-gulls, silver-breasted against the blue sky, and
-hear the swash of the waters between the rocks.</p>
-
-<p>She was dreaming! It would never do to fall
-asleep here and be discovered by Barton or Mrs.
-Ames! Rubbing her eyes, she forced herself to
-note that one slipper lay on the rug, the other
-under a chair, just as Barton had kicked it off.</p>
-
-<p>“Fie! fie! what would people say of a literary
-woman’s <i>menage</i>, were these things seen?”<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_304" id="Page_304">[304]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>Presently, when her head stopped reeling, she
-would pick them up and straighten the slumber-robe,
-all crumpled together on the foot of the
-lounge, the pillow of which was indented by Barton’s
-head. Sitting bolt upright, she stared at
-robe and cushion, so eloquent of her husband’s
-recent presence. Her eyes were dry with misery,
-her features worked into sharpness. She looked,
-not six, but twenty years older than the hale man
-who had lain there, indolent and at ease, while she
-turned wretchedly upon her bed throughout the
-tedious afternoon.</p>
-
-<p>Oh, the dead Past! Oh, murdered Love!</p>
-
-<p>“He said that no pure woman would have
-written that book,” she murmured. “He must
-never know! Why, he would turn me into the
-street to-night, if he found it out.”</p>
-
-<p>She crossed the room, catching at the furniture
-as she staggered along to the secretary. The key
-hung upon a hidden hook under the drawers.
-She felt for it, opened the central compartment of
-the escritoire, and took out an old, roomy portfolio.
-There were papers in it that must be
-destroyed. She meant to do it before she was
-taken ill, but everything had been so sudden. It
-would never do to leave them for other eyes in
-case of her death. While she fumbled in the
-pockets and drew out the MSS. she checked herself
-in repeating irrelevant rhymes:<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_305" id="Page_305">[305]</a></span></p>
-
-<div class="poetry-container">
- <div class="poetry">
-<div class="verse">“That husbands could be cruel,</div>
-<div class="verse"><span style="margin-left: 0.5em;">I have known for seasons three,</span></div>
-<div class="verse"><span style="margin-left: 0.5em;">But, oh! to ride Vindictive while a baby cries for me.”</span></div>
-</div>
-</div>
-
-<p>“If only my head would be steady and clear
-again for five minutes!”</p>
-
-<p>The portfolio was nearly emptied into her lap
-when an awful voice from the doorway said:</p>
-
-<p>“Mrs. Ashe! what am I to think of this extraordinary
-proceeding?”</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Ames, portentous in flannel gown and
-curl-papers, confronted the affrighted culprit.
-Through the open door and down the stairway
-came the wail of the hungry baby.</p>
-
-<p>“I only came down for her brother,” tremblingly
-clutching her book, and letting the portfolio
-slide to the floor. “I felt so strong! so
-well! I will run up to the little sister now—at
-once. Poor little Nest! she wants me, I suppose?”</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Gamp’s severe eyes softened into anxiety.
-She spoke soothingly, in passing her powerful
-arm around the shaking form.</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, dear. She wants mamma. Lean on me
-and don’t hurry too much. The stairs are a steep
-climb.”</p>
-
-<p>Upon the upper landing Agnes, stopping to
-breathe, smiled piteously into the compassionate
-face.</p>
-
-<p>“You see”—showing a corner of the volume<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_306" id="Page_306">[306]</a></span>
-hidden in the folds of her gown—“this is as
-much my baby as the other one, and I knew he
-was downstairs all alone. You will let me keep
-him—won’t you?”</p>
-
-<p>“Certainly, dear! We’ll put him to bed with
-you, right under your pillow.”</p>
-
-<p>“And not a word to Barton?” Putting her
-lips close to the other’s ear, she whispered fearfully—“You
-know he would turn us both out into
-the street if he knew.”</p>
-
-<p>“He shan’t hear a lisp from me!” asseverated
-the nurse stoutly. “We’ll have the two of you
-sound asleep before he comes in.”</p>
-
-<p>She always humored delirious patients. In
-such cases veracity courtesied to expediency.</p>
-
-<p>The prime fellows made up a theater party after
-the club dinner and ended a jolly day with a
-jollier supper. The silvery tongue of the French
-timepiece upon the library mantel said it was one
-o’clock as Barton, entering, was amazed to see
-that he must have left the Argand reading burner
-up at full height. A second step showed traces of
-other occupation than his and of later date. His
-wife’s secretary was open, a portfolio lay wide
-upon the floor, and the rug was strewed with
-papers. Before the suspicion of burglary could
-cross his mind, he trod upon something hard. It
-was a heavy gold hair pin of a peculiar pattern,
-which Agnes wore constantly. He had noticed it
-in her hair at noon to-day, as her head lay back<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_307" id="Page_307">[307]</a></span>
-against the cushions, weighed down, it would seem,
-by the heavy coils.</p>
-
-<p>Had that hypocritical hag of a nurse allowed
-such outrageous imprudence in his absence? He
-examined the lock of the secretary. The key
-which he believed was kept upstairs by Agnes
-was in it; a survey of the apartment revealed no
-other signs of unwonted disorder.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, these women!” his face, florid with champagne,
-hock, and righteous choler, crimsoned
-apoplectically when he stooped for the portfolio.
-A sheet of paper, covered with his wife’s neat,
-compact chirography, fell out.</p>
-
-<p>It was in verse, and bore no caption.</p>
-
-<p>“So-ho! poetry!”</p>
-
-<p>As in a dream, he seemed to hear Agnes’
-voice:</p>
-
-<p>“I am not a bard at all. When I am in the
-dark, or at best in a half-light—sorry or weary,
-or lonely of heart—my thoughts take rhythmic
-shape.”</p>
-
-<p>At the bottom of the third page of the rhymes
-was a date.</p>
-
-<p>“<i>October 5, 188—.</i>”</p>
-
-<p>He recollected the day. He had gone off to
-join some friends for a week’s hunting, leaving
-her in a quiet mountain inn.</p>
-
-<p>“And she was lonely of heart—poor little
-wifie!”</p>
-
-<p>He sat down to read:<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_308" id="Page_308">[308]</a></span></p>
-
-<div class="poetry-container">
- <div class="poetry">
- <div class="stanza">
-<div class="verse">“He turned him at the maple tree,</div>
-<div class="verse"><span style="margin-left: 0.5em;">To wave a fond farewell to me.</span></div>
-<div class="verse"><span style="margin-left: 0.5em;">The burning branches touched his head,</span></div>
-<div class="verse"><span style="margin-left: 0.5em;">Tawny and ash, and dappled red.</span></div>
-<div class="verse"><span style="margin-left: 0.5em;">Behind him, in still fold on fold—</span></div>
-<div class="verse"><span style="margin-left: 0.5em;">As painters lay with leaves of gold</span></div>
-<div class="verse"><span style="margin-left: 0.5em;">The ground on which they mean to trace</span></div>
-<div class="verse"><span style="margin-left: 0.5em;">Some favorite saint of special grace—</span></div>
-<div class="verse"><span style="margin-left: 0.5em;">The chestnuts floored and roofed and hung</span></div>
-<div class="verse"><span style="margin-left: 0.5em;">Niche for my hero saint. Down-flung</span></div>
-<div class="verse"><span style="margin-left: 0.5em;">From cedar tops, the wild woodbine</span></div>
-<div class="verse"><span style="margin-left: 0.5em;">Lent pennons brave to deck the shrine;</span></div>
-<div class="verse"><span style="margin-left: 0.5em;">Barbaric sumachs straight upbore</span></div>
-<div class="verse"><span style="margin-left: 0.5em;">Their crimson lamps, and, light and hoar,—</span></div>
-<div class="verse"><span style="margin-left: 0.5em;">Like votive lace bestowed by dame,</span></div>
-<div class="verse"><span style="margin-left: 0.5em;">Repentant of her splendid shame,—</span></div>
-<div class="verse"><span style="margin-left: 0.5em;">O’er withered shrub and brier and stone,</span></div>
-<div class="verse"><span style="margin-left: 0.5em;">The seeded clematis was thrown.</span></div>
- </div>
- <div class="stanza">
-<div class="verse"><span style="margin-left: 0.5em;">I thought my heart broke in the rush</span></div>
-<div class="verse"><span style="margin-left: 0.5em;">Of tears that blotted out the flush</span></div>
-<div class="verse"><span style="margin-left: 0.5em;">Of draping vine and burning bough.</span></div>
-<div class="verse"><span style="margin-left: 0.5em;">‘Oh, love of mine!’—thus ran my vow—</span></div>
-<div class="verse"><span style="margin-left: 0.5em;">‘Let Heaven but stoop to hear my prayer,</span></div>
-<div class="verse"><span style="margin-left: 0.5em;">But lift the cross I cannot bear,</span></div>
-<div class="verse"><span style="margin-left: 0.5em;">This lonely, living death of pain,</span></div>
-<div class="verse"><span style="margin-left: 0.5em;">And give my darling back again</span></div>
-<div class="verse"><span style="margin-left: 0.5em;">To longing heart and straining eyes—</span></div>
-<div class="verse"><span style="margin-left: 0.5em;">To grief and loss in other guise,</span></div>
-<div class="verse"><span style="margin-left: 0.5em;">Silent I’ll bow, and, smiling, see</span></div>
-<div class="verse"><span style="margin-left: 0.5em;">Sweet dawn in gloom that’s shared with thee!’”</span></div>
-</div>
-</div>
-</div>
-
-
-<p>The champagne had been heady, and there was
-a good deal of hock. Tears of maudlin sentimentality
-suffused the reader’s eyes at the metrical<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_309" id="Page_309">[309]</a></span>
-tribute to himself as his wife’s “hero-saint.” So
-long as she published nothing of the sort, it was
-pleasant to find, accidentally, that she wrote love
-verses in his absence, dedicated to him. He had
-not suspected how much she felt their parting—she
-had borne herself so heroically. Brushing
-away the soft moisture, he read on:</p>
-
-<div class="poetry-container">
- <div class="poetry">
-<div class="verse">“To-day, I stood and saw him stay</div>
-<div class="verse"><span style="margin-left: 0.5em;">His horse upon the woodland way,</span></div>
-<div class="verse"><span style="margin-left: 0.5em;">And toss to me a gay farewell.</span></div>
-<div class="verse"><span style="margin-left: 0.5em;">The chestnut leaves about him fell;</span></div>
-<div class="verse"><span style="margin-left: 0.5em;">The royal maples burned and shone,</span></div>
-<div class="verse"><span style="margin-left: 0.5em;">Veiling misshapen branch and stone,</span></div>
-<div class="verse"><span style="margin-left: 0.5em;">The misty clematis lay white;</span></div>
-<div class="verse"><span style="margin-left: 0.5em;">The woodbine from the cedar’s height,</span></div>
-<div class="verse"><span style="margin-left: 0.5em;">The sumach’s crimson cones, the breath</span></div>
-<div class="verse"><span style="margin-left: 0.5em;">That amber hickories yield in death—</span></div>
-<div class="verse"><span style="margin-left: 0.5em;">All were the same. October rare</span></div>
-<div class="verse"><span style="margin-left: 0.5em;">Held sway divine o’er earth and air.</span></div>
-<div class="verse"><span style="margin-left: 0.5em;">The horseman’s port was kingly—yet</span></div>
-<div class="verse"><span style="margin-left: 0.5em;">My lips unwrung, my eyes unwet,</span></div>
-<div class="verse"><span style="margin-left: 0.5em;">My heart recoils in cold despair</span></div>
-<div class="verse"><span style="margin-left: 0.5em;">At memory of that granted prayer.</span></div>
-<div class="starbreak">·····</div>
-<div class="verse"><span style="margin-left: 0.5em;">My beautiful dead dream! The Spring</span></div>
-<div class="verse"><span style="margin-left: 0.5em;">Beyond Life’s winter, which will bring</span></div>
-<div class="verse"><span style="margin-left: 0.5em;">Earth’s buried ones to love’s embrace,</span></div>
-<div class="verse"><span style="margin-left: 0.5em;">Will hold for me no quickening grace.</span></div>
-<div class="verse"><span style="margin-left: 0.5em;">Summers may go, Octobers come;—</span></div>
-<div class="verse"><span style="margin-left: 0.5em;">Deep out of sight, and pale and dumb,</span></div>
-<div class="verse"><span style="margin-left: 0.5em;">Lies the hope that never was to be.</span></div>
-<div class="verse"><span style="margin-left: 0.5em;">My saint who lived not—save to me!”</span></div>
-</div>
-</div>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_310" id="Page_310">[310]</a></span>He went over the second section of the poem
-twice before the wine-warmed brain accepted the
-significance of the lines.</p>
-
-<p>Then, he swore a little. He would be no-matter-what-ed
-if he could make out women’s
-fantasies. He supposed this was a fancy sketch,
-an impersonal rigmarole, altogether, but it was
-no-matter-what-ed (again) disagreeable stuff for a
-fellow to read who recollected that he had ridden
-away last October from a dry-eyed wife into the
-burning heart of such a wood as was here described.
-He did not remember turning under
-the maple tree, it was true—if indeed there were
-a maple tree at the top of the hill. There might
-be some mistake in the whole thing, but it went
-against a fellow’s grain to admit the possibility
-that his wife had another man even in the eye of
-her imagination.</p>
-
-<p>He renewed the business of collecting the scattered
-papers. He would read no more poetry
-to-night, but an unsealed law envelope, without
-address, lay under the armchair. It was white
-and fresh, and the folds of the instrument inclosed
-were crisp with newness. He pulled it out:</p>
-
-<div class="blockquot">
-
-<p>“<span class="smcap">Memorandum of Agreement</span> made this 6th
-Day of August, 188—, between <span class="smcap">Agnes Welles
-Ashe</span> of New York City, and <span class="smcap">Rhine, Rhone &amp;
-Co.</span>, Publishers of New York City.</p>
-
-<p>“Said <span class="smcap">Agnes Welles Ashe</span> being the author<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_311" id="Page_311">[311]</a></span>
-and proprietor of a work entitled, ‘<span class="smcap">The Story
-of Walter King, By John C. Hart</span>,’ in consideration
-of the covenants and stipulation, etc.,
-etc., etc.”</p></div>
-
-<p>The shock cleared the lawyer’s head on the
-instant. He perused the document to signatures,
-seals, and witnesses, refolded and restored it to
-the envelope, put it back into the portfolio, and
-the portfolio into the escritoire, turned the key
-in the lock and took his stand upon the rug, his
-hands behind his back, his back to the fire. His
-face was purple, his eyes glared.</p>
-
-<p>“So much for marrying a literary woman!
-They are a <i>bad</i> lot!”</p>
-
-<p>He spat it out viciously and a bitter, sounding
-oath after it.</p>
-
-<p>The door-bell rang loudly, attended by the
-sound of stamping feet upon the mat outside.
-The master of the house answered the summons.
-The family physician crowded in past him, pulling
-off his overcoat as he came.</p>
-
-<p>“How is she?” he demanded, without preamble.</p>
-
-<p>“She! Who?”</p>
-
-<p>“Mrs. Ashe! One of your maids telephoned
-for me at half-past twelve, from the nearest
-station—‘Come at once! Mrs. Ashe is dangerously
-ill.’ Can there be some mistake?”</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Ames called him from the top of the<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_312" id="Page_312">[312]</a></span>
-stairs: “Come up quick, please, doctor. It takes
-two of us to hold her in bed.”</p>
-
-<p>The doctor rushed upstairs. Barton walked
-leisurely back into the library and shut the door.
-A woman who had sat here reading old MSS. and
-new contracts until she heard her husband’s latchkey
-in the outer door, then rushed off up a long
-flight of stairs to avoid him, in such frantic haste
-that she fell into a fit at the top, might come out
-of it without his help. He would never be fooled
-by her again, so help him God!</p>
-
-<p>Half an hour went by and he had not moved,
-although the stealthy rush of feet overhead
-bespoke excitement and yet caution on the part
-of the attendants, and twice a faint scream penetrated
-the ceiling. At last he reached out his
-hand for pen and paper and began a letter.</p>
-
-<div class="blockquot">
-
-“<span class="smcap">My Dear Uncle</span>:
-
-<p>“I said to you, jestingly, thirteen months ago,
-that I would employ you to draw up articles of
-separation in the event of my needing——”</p></div>
-
-<p>The pen stopped. He could have sworn that
-someone passed him, so close that he felt the
-wind from floating garments, and that there was
-the odor of <i>Bon Silène</i> roses in the air. It was
-strangely still overhead. Cold sweat broke out
-all over him; when he strove to resume his writing,
-his fingers were nerveless. Slow, heavy feet<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_313" id="Page_313">[313]</a></span>
-came down the stairs and to the library door. It
-was opened without the ceremony of knocking,
-and the physician appeared.</p>
-
-<p>A withering glance took in the details of the
-quiet figure at the table, the paper, and the pen
-arrested in the hand. He went through no form
-of merciful preparation.</p>
-
-<p>“Mr. Ashe! your wife is dead! A severe
-shock of some kind—the nurse thinks you can
-explain it—brought on convulsions and suffusion
-of the brain.”</p>
-
-<hr class="tb" />
-
-<p>Baby Nest survived her mother but a week.
-Her father married again, eighteen months afterward,
-a beautiful society girl with a tolerable
-fortune.</p>
-
-<p>She said a good thing in my hearing the other
-night, which I offer here in the place of the conventional
-moral, my story having none.</p>
-
-<p>“What have you been doing with yourself all
-the winter?” she asked of a fine-featured, dainty
-little old lady, whose blue blood adds nameless
-finish to the fair product of brains and breeding.
-“I have not seen you for an age.”</p>
-
-<p>“I have gone out to few large assemblies this
-season,” said Queen Mab. “But I have greatly
-enjoyed certain conclaves of choice spirits, to
-which I have been admitted. Evenings with the
-Laurence Huttons, the Edmund Clarence Stedmans,
-the Brander Matthewses, and Mr. and Mrs.<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_314" id="Page_314">[314]</a></span>
-William Dean Howells are something to be remembered
-forever with pride and delight.”</p>
-
-<p>“Ye-es?” the priceless lace on bust and sleeves
-swaying in the languid breeze of her fan. “I
-have heard others say that <i>some of these Bohemians</i>
-are really very, very nice—don’t you
-know?”<a name="FNanchor_2" id="FNanchor_2"></a><a href="#Footnote_2" class="fnanchor">[B]</a></p>
-
-
-<p class="center"><br />THE END</p>
-
-<hr class="chap" />
-<div class="chapter"></div>
-<div class="footnotes"><h3>FOOTNOTES:</h3>
-
-<div class="footnote">
-
-<p><a name="Footnote_1" id="Footnote_1"></a><a href="#FNanchor_1">[A]</a> Literal report.</p></div>
-
-<div class="footnote">
-
-<p><a name="Footnote_2" id="Footnote_2"></a><a href="#FNanchor_2">[B]</a> A verbatim report.</p></div></div>
-
-<hr class="full" />
-<div class="tnote"><div class="center">
-<b>Transcriber’s Notes:</b></div>
-
-<p>Obvious punctution errors repaired. Varied hyphenations was retained.</p>
-
-<p>Page 6, “knickerbcokers” changed to “knickerbockers” (jackets and knickerbockers)</p>
-
-<p>Page 9, “seeming” changed to “seaming” (out the seaming gallantly)</p>
-
-<p>Page 15, “nectkies” changed to “neckties” (white neckties upon weekdays)</p>
-
-<p>Page 49, “croning” changed to “crooning” (hear Tony crooning)</p>
-
-<p>Page 62, “prceious” changed to “precious” (My precious one!)</p>
-
-<p>Page 74, “to-morow” changed to “to-morrow” (minds that to-morrow we)</p>
-
-<p>Page 109, “atmosphrere” changed to “atmosphere” (long in the atmosphere)</p>
-
-<p>Page 129, “presumptous” changed to “presumptuous” (star-gazing and presumptuous)</p>
-
-<p>Page 133, “Adironacks” changed to “Adirondacks” (week for the Adirondacks)</p>
-
-<p>Page 170, “theatened” changed to “threatened” (laughter threatened dissolution)</p>
-
-<p>Page 185, “Christain” changed to “Christian” (a thing as Christian)</p>
-
-<p>Page 245, “apeing” changed to “aping” (her aping is more)</p>
-
-<p>Page 245, “entreé” changed to “entrée” (<i>entrée</i> of uppertendom)</p></div>
-
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