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CELEBRATES THE TIME-HONOURED TREATMENT OF A DRAGON BY THE HERO + + + +CHAPTER XII + +Laying of ghosts is a public duty, and, as the mystery of the apparition +that had frightened little Clare was never solved on the stage of events +at Raynham, where dread walked the Abbey, let us go behind the scenes a +moment. Morally superstitious as the baronet was, the character of his +mind was opposed to anything like spiritual agency in the affairs of men, +and, when the matter was made clear to him, it shook off a weight of +weakness and restored his mental balance; so that from this time he went +about more like the man he had once been, grasping more thoroughly the +great truth, that This World is well designed. Nay, he could laugh on +hearing Adrian, in reminiscence of the ill luck of one of the family +members at its first manifestation, call the uneasy spirit, Algernon's +Leg. + +Mrs. Doria was outraged. She maintained that her child had +seen---- Not to believe in it was almost to rob her of her personal +property. After satisfactorily studying his old state of mind in her, +Sir Austin, moved by pity, took her aside one day and showed her that her +Ghost could write words in the flesh. It was a letter from the unhappy +lady who had given Richard birth,--brief cold lines, simply telling him +his house would be disturbed by her no more. Cold lines, but penned by +what heart-broken abnegation, and underlying them with what anguish of +soul! Like most who dealt with him, Lady Feverel thought her husband a +man fatally stern and implacable, and she acted as silly creatures will +act when they fancy they see a fate against them: she neither petitioned +for her right nor claimed it: she tried to ease her heart's yearning by +stealth, and, now she renounced all. Mrs. Doria, not wanting in the +family tenderness and softness, shuddered at him for accepting the +sacrifice so composedly: but he bade her to think how distracting to this +boy would be the sight of such relations between mother and father. A +few years, and as man he should know, and judge, and love her. "Let this +be her penance, not inflicted by me!" Mrs. Doria bowed to the System for +another, not opining when it would be her turn to bow for herself. + +Further behind the scenes we observe Rizzio and Mary grown older, much +disenchanted: she discrowned, dishevelled,--he with gouty fingers on a +greasy guitar. The Diaper Sandoe of promise lends his pen for small +hires. His fame has sunk; his bodily girth has sensibly increased. What +he can do, and will do, is still his theme; meantime the juice of the +juniper is in requisition, and it seems that those small hires cannot be +performed without it. Returning from her wretched journey to her +wretcheder home, the lady had to listen to a mild reproof from easy-going +Diaper,--a reproof so mild that he couched it in blank verse: for, seldom +writing metrically now, he took to talking it. With a fluent sympathetic +tear, he explained to her that she was damaging her interests by these +proceedings; nor did he shrink from undertaking to elucidate wherefore. +Pluming a smile upon his succulent mouth, he told her that the poverty +she lived in was utterly unbefitting her gentle nurture, and that he had +reason to believe--could assure her--that an annuity was on the point of +being granted her by her husband. And Diaper broke his bud of a smile +into full flower as he delivered this information. She learnt that he +had applied to her husband for money. It is hard to have one's prop of +self-respect cut away just when we are suffering a martyr's agony at the +stake. There was a five minutes' tragic colloquy in the recesses behind +the scenes,--totally tragic to Diaper, who had fondly hoped to bask in +the warm sun of that annuity, and re-emerge from his state of grub. The +lady then wrote the letter Sir Austin held open to his sister. The +atmosphere behind the scenes is not wholesome, so, having laid the Ghost, +we will return and face the curtain. + +That infinitesimal dose of The World which Master Ripton Thompson had +furnished to the System with such instantaneous and surprising effect was +considered by Sir Austin to have worked well, and to be for the time +quite sufficient, so that Ripton did not receive a second invitation to +Raynham, and Richard had no special intimate of his own age to rub his +excessive vitality against, and wanted none. His hands were full enough +with Tom Bakewell. Moreover, his father and he were heart in heart. The +boy's mind was opening, and turned to his father affectionately reverent. +At this period, when the young savage grows into higher influences, the +faculty of worship is foremost in him. At this period Jesuits will stamp +the future of their chargeling flocks; and all who bring up youth by a +System, and watch it, know that it is the malleable moment. Boys +possessing any mental or moral force to give them a tendency, then +predestinate their careers; or, if under supervision, take the impress +that is given them: not often to cast it off, and seldom to cast it off +altogether. + +In Sir Austin's Note-book was written: "Between Simple Boyhood and +Adolescence--The Blossoming Season--on the threshold of Puberty, there is +one Unselfish Hour--say, Spiritual Seed-time." + +He took care that good seed should be planted in Richard, and that the +most fruitful seed for a youth, namely, Example, should be of a kind to +germinate in him the love of every form of nobleness. + +"I am only striving to make my son a Christian," he said, answering them +who persisted in expostulating with the System. And to these +instructions he gave an aim: "First be virtuous," he told his son, "and +then serve your country with heart and soul." The youth was instructed +to cherish an ambition for statesmanship, and he and his father read +history and the speeches of British orators to some purpose; for one day +Sir Austin found him leaning cross-legged, and with his hand to his chin, +against a pedestal supporting the bust of Chatham, contemplating the hero +of our Parliament, his eyes streaming with tears. + +People said the baronet carried the principle of Example so far that he +only retained his boozing dyspeptic brother Hippias at Raynham in order +to exhibit to his son the woeful retribution nature wreaked upon a life +of indulgence; poor Hippias having now become a walking complaint. This +was unjust, but there is no doubt he made use of every illustration to +disgust or encourage his son that his neighbourhood afforded him, and did +not spare his brother, for whom Richard entertained a contempt in +proportion to his admiration of his father, and was for flying into +penitential extremes which Sir Austin had to soften. + +The boy prayed with his father morning and night. + +"How is it, sir," he said one night, "I can't get Tom Bakewell to pray?" + +"Does he refuse?" Sir Austin asked. + +"He seems to be ashamed to," Richard replied. "He wants to know what is +the good? and I don't know what to tell him." + +"I'm afraid it has gone too far with him," said Sir Austin, "and until he +has had some deep sorrows he will not find the divine want of Prayer. +Strive, my son, when you represent the people, to provide for their +education. He feels everything now through a dull impenetrable rind. +Culture is half-way to heaven. Tell him, my son, should he ever be +brought to ask how he may know the efficacy of Prayer, and that his +prayer will be answered, tell him (he quoted The Pilgrim's Scrip): + +"'Who rises from Prayer a better man, his prayer is answered.'" + +"I will, sir," said Richard, and went to sleep happy. + +Happy in his father and in himself, the youth now lived. Conscience was +beginning to inhabit him, and he carried some of the freightage known to +men; though in so crude a form that it overweighed him, now on this side, +now on that. + +The wise youth Adrian observed these further progressionary developments +in his pupil, soberly cynical. He was under Sir Austin's interdict not +to banter him, and eased his acrid humours inspired by the sight of a +felonious young rick-burner turning saint, by grave affectations of +sympathy and extreme accuracy in marking the not widely-distant dates of +his various changes. The Bread-and-water phase lasted a fortnight: the +Vegetarian (an imitation of his cousin Austin), little better than a +month: the religious, somewhat longer: the religious-propagandist (when +he was for converting the heathen of Lobourne and Burnley, and the +domestics of the Abbey, including Tom Bakewell), longer still, and hard +to bear;--he tried to convert Adrian! All the while Tom was being +exercised like a raw recruit. Richard had a drill-sergeant from the +nearest barracks down for him, to give him a proper pride in himself, and +marched him to and fro with immense satisfaction, and nearly broke his +heart trying to get the round-shouldered rustic to take in the rudiments +of letters: for the boy had unbounded hopes for Tom, as a hero in grain. + +Richard's pride also was cast aside. He affected to be, and really +thought he was, humble. Whereupon Adrian, as by accident, imparted to +him the fact that men were animals, and he an animal with the rest of +them. + +"I an animal!" cries Richard in scorn, and for weeks he was as troubled +by this rudiment of self-knowledge as Tom by his letters. Sir Austin had +him instructed in the wonders of anatomy, to restore his self-respect. + +Seed-Time passed thus smoothly, and adolescence came on, and his cousin +Clare felt what it was to be of an opposite sex to him. She too was +growing, but nobody cared how she grew. Outwardly even her mother seemed +absorbed in the sprouting of the green off-shoot of the Feverel tree, and +Clare was his handmaiden, little marked by him. + +Lady Blandish honestly loved the boy. She would tell him: "If I had been +a girl, I would have had you for my husband." And he with the frankness +of his years would reply: "And how do you know I would have had you?" +causing her to laugh and call him a silly boy, for had he not heard her +say she would have had him? Terrible words, he knew not then the meaning +of! + +"You don't read your father's Book," she said. Her own copy was bound in +purple velvet, gilt-edged, as decorative ladies like to have holier +books, and she carried it about with her, and quoted it, and (Adrian +remarked to Mrs. Doria) hunted a noble quarry, and deliberately aimed at +him therewith, which Mrs. Doria chose to believe, and regretted her +brother would not be on his guard. + +"See here," said Lady Blandish, pressing an almondy finger-nail to one of +the Aphorisms, which instanced how age and adversity must clay-enclose us +ere we can effectually resist the magnetism of any human creature in our +path. "Can you understand it, child?" + +Richard informed her that when she read he could. + +"Well, then, my squire," she touched his cheek and ran her fingers +through his hair, "learn as quick as you can not to be all hither and yon +with a hundred different attractions, as I was before I met a wise man to +guide me." + +"Is my father very wise?" Richard asked. + +"I think so," the lady emphasized her individual judgment. + +"Do you--" Richard broke forth, and was stopped by a beating of his +heart. + +"Do I--what?" she calmly queried. + +"I was going to say, do you--I mean, I love him so much." + +Lady Blandish smiled and slightly coloured. + +They frequently approached this theme, and always retreated from it; +always with the same beating of heart to Richard, accompanied by the +sense of a growing mystery, which, however, did not as yet generally +disturb him. + +Life was made very pleasant to him at Raynham, as it was part of Sir +Austin's principle of education that his boy should be thoroughly joyous +and happy; and whenever Adrian sent in a satisfactory report of his +pupil's advancement, which he did pretty liberally, diversions were +planned, just as prizes are given to diligent school-boys, and Richard +was supposed to have all his desires gratified while he attended to his +studies. The System flourished. Tall, strong, bloomingly healthy, he +took the lead of his companions on land and water, and had more than one +bondsman in his service besides Ripton Thompson--the boy without a +Destiny! Perhaps the boy with a Destiny was growing up a trifle too +conscious of it. His generosity to his occasional companions was +princely, but was exercised something too much in the manner of a prince; +and, notwithstanding his contempt for baseness, he would overlook that +more easily than an offence to his pride, which demanded an utter +servility when it had once been rendered susceptible. If Richard had his +followers he had also his feuds. The Papworths were as subservient as +Ripton, but young Ralph Morton, the nephew of Mr. Morton, and a match for +Richard in numerous promising qualities, comprising the noble science of +fisticuffs, this youth spoke his mind too openly, +and moreover would not be snubbed. There was no middle course for +Richard's comrades between high friendship or absolute slavery. He was +deficient in those cosmopolite habits and feelings which enable boys and +men to hold together without caring much for each other; and, like every +insulated mortal, he attributed the deficiency, of which he was quite +aware, to the fact of his possessing a superior nature. Young Ralph was +a lively talker: therefore, argued Richard's vanity, he had no intellect. +He was affable: therefore he was frivolous. The women liked him: +therefore he was a butterfly. In fine, young Ralph was popular, and our +superb prince, denied the privilege of despising, ended by detesting him. + +Early in the days of their contention for leadership, Richard saw the +absurdity of affecting to scorn his rival. Ralph was an Eton boy, and +hence, being robust, a swimmer and a cricketer. A swimmer and a +cricketer is nowhere to be scorned in youth's republic. Finding that +manoeuvre would not do, Richard was prompted once or twice to entrench +himself behind his greater wealth and his position; but he soon abandoned +that also, partly because his chilliness to ridicule told him he was +exposing himself, and chiefly that his heart was too chivalrous. And so +he was dragged into the lists by Ralph, and experienced the luck of +champions. For cricket, and for diving, Ralph bore away the belt: +Richard's middle-stump tottered before his ball, and he could seldom pick +up more than three eggs underwater to Ralph's half-dozen. He was beaten, +too, in jumping and running. Why will silly mortals strive to the +painful pinnacles of championship? Or why, once having reached them, not +have the magnanimity and circumspection to retire into private life +immediately? Stung by his defeats, Richard sent one of his dependent +Papworths to Poer Hall, with a challenge to Ralph Barthrop Morton; +matching himself to swim across the Thames and back, once, trice, or +thrice, within a less time than he, Ralph Barthrop Morton, would require +for the undertaking. It was accepted, and a reply returned, equally +formal in the trumpeting of Christian names, wherein Ralph Barthrop +Morton acknowledged the challenge of Richard Doria Feverel, and was his +man. The match came off on a midsummer morning, under the direction of +Captain Algernon. Sir Austin was a spectator from the cover of a +plantation by the river-side, unknown to his son, and, to the scandal of +her sex, Lady Blandish accompanied the baronet. He had invited her +attendance, and she, obeying her frank nature, and knowing what The +Pilgrim's Scrip said about prudes, at once agreed to view the match, +pleasing him mightily. For was not here a woman worthy the Golden Ages +of the world? one who could look upon man as a creature divinely made, +and look with a mind neither tempted, nor taunted, by the Serpent! Such +a woman was rare. Sir Austin did not discompose her by uttering his +praises. She was conscious of his approval only in an increased +gentleness of manner, and something in his voice and communications, as +if he were speaking to a familiar, a very high compliment from him. +While the lads were standing ready for the signal to plunge from the +steep decline of greensward into the shining waters, Sir Austin called +upon her to admire their beauty, and she did, and even advanced her head +above his shoulder delicately. In so doing, and just as the start was +given, a bonnet became visible to Richard. Young Ralph was heels in air +before he moved, and then he dropped like lead. He was beaten by several +lengths. + +The result of the match was unaccountable to all present, and Richard's +friends unanimously pressed him to plead a false start. But though the +youth, with full confidence in his better style and equal strength, had +backed himself heavily against his rival, and had lost his little river- +yacht to Ralph, he would do nothing of the sort. It was the Bonnet had +beaten him, not Ralph. The Bonnet, typical of the mystery that caused +his heart those violent palpitations, was his dear, detestable enemy. + +And now, as he progressed from mood to mood, his ambition turned towards +a field where Ralph could not rival him, and where the Bonnet was +etherealized, and reigned glorious mistress. A cheek to the pride of a +boy will frequently divert him to the path where lie his subtlest powers. +Richard gave up his companions, servile or antagonistic: he relinquished +the material world to young Ralph, and retired into himself, where he was +growing to be lord of kingdoms where Beauty was his handmaid, and History +his minister and Time his ancient harper, and sweet Romance his bride; +where he walked in a realm vaster and more gorgeous than the great +Orient, peopled with the heroes that have been. For there is no princely +wealth, and no loftiest heritage, to equal this early one that is made +bountifully common to so many, when the ripening blood has put a spark to +the imagination, and the earth is seen through rosy mists of a thousand +fresh-awakened nameless and aimless desires; panting for bliss and taking +it as it comes; making of any sight or sound, perforce of the enchantment +they carry with them, a key to infinite, because innocent, pleasure. The +passions then are gambolling cubs; not the ravaging gluttons they grow +to. They have their teeth and their talons, but they neither tear nor +bite. They are in counsel and fellowship with the quickened heart and +brain. The whole sweet system moves to music. + +Something akin to the indications of a change in the spirit of his son, +which were now seen, Sir Austin had marked down to be expected, as due to +his plan. The blushes of the youth, his long vigils, his clinging to +solitude, his abstraction, and downcast but not melancholy air, were +matters for rejoicing to the prescient gentleman. "For it comes," said +he to Dr. Clifford of Lobourne, after consulting him medically on the +youth's behalf and being assured of his soundness, "it comes of a +thoroughly sane condition. The blood is healthy, the mind virtuous: +neither instigates the other to evil, and both are perfecting toward the +flower of manhood. If he reach that pure--in the untainted fulness and +perfection of his natural powers--I am indeed a happy father! But one +thing he will owe to me: that at one period of his life he knew paradise, +and could read God's handwriting on the earth! Now those abominations +whom you call precocious boys--your little pet monsters, doctor!--and who +can wonder that the world is what it is? when it is full of them--as they +will have no divine time to look back upon in their own lives, how can +they believe in innocence and goodness, or be other than sons of +selfishness and the Devil? But my boy," and the baronet dropped his +voice to a key that was touching to hear, "my boy, if he fall, will fall +from an actual region of purity. He dare not be a sceptic as to that. +Whatever his darkness, he will have the guiding light of a memory behind +him. So much is secure." + +To talk nonsense, or poetry, or the dash between the two, in a tone of +profound sincerity, and to enunciate solemn discordances with received +opinion so seriously as to convey the impression of a spiritual insight, +is the peculiar gift by which monomaniacs, having first persuaded +themselves, contrive to influence their neighbours, and through them to +make conquest of a good half of the world, for good or for ill. Sir +Austin had this gift. He spoke as if he saw the truth, and, persisting +in it so long, he was accredited by those who did not understand him, and +silenced them that did. + +"We shall see," was all the argument left to Dr. Clifford, and other +unbelievers. + +So far certainly the experiment had succeeded. A comelier, bracer, +better boy was nowhere to be met. His promise was undeniable. The +vessel, too, though it lay now in harbour and had not yet been proved by +the buffets of the elements on the great ocean, had made a good trial +trip, and got well through stormy weather, as the records of the Bakewell +Comedy witnessed to at Raynham. No augury could be hopefuller. The +Fates must indeed be hard, the Ordeal severe, the Destiny dark, that +could destroy so bright a Spring! But, bright as it was, the baronet +relaxed nothing of his vigilant supervision. He said to his intimates: +"Every act, every fostered inclination, almost every thought, in this +Blossoming Season, bears its seed for the Future. The living Tree now +requires incessant watchfulness." And, acting up to his light, Sir Austin +did watch. The youth submitted to an examination every night before he +sought his bed; professedly to give an account of his studies, but really +to recapitulate his moral experiences of the day. He could do so, for he +was pure. Any wildness in him that his father noted, any remoteness or +richness of fancy in his expressions, was set down as incidental to the +Blossoming Season. There is nothing like a theory for binding the wise. +Sir Austin, despite his rigid watch and ward, knew less of his son than +the servant of his household. And he was deaf, as well as blind. Adrian +thought it his duty to tell him that the youth was consuming paper. Lady +Blandish likewise hinted at his mooning propensities. Sir Austin from +his lofty watch-tower of the System had foreseen it, he said. But when +he came to hear that the youth was writing poetry, his wounded heart had +its reasons for being much disturbed. + +"Surely," said Lady Blandish, "you knew he scribbled?" + +"A very different thing from writing poetry," said the baronet. "No +Feverel has ever written poetry." + +"I don't think it's a sign of degeneracy," the lady remarked. "He rhymes +very prettily to me." + +A London phrenologist, and a friendly Oxford Professor of poetry, quieted +Sir Austin's fears. + +The phrenologist said he was totally deficient in the imitative faculty; +and the Professor, that he was equally so in the rhythmic, and instanced +several consoling false quantities in the few effusions submitted to him. +Added to this, Sir Austin told Lady Blandish that Richard had, at his +best, done what no poet had ever been known to be capable of doing: he +had, with his own hands, and in cold blood, committed his virgin +manuscript to the flames: which made Lady Blandish sigh forth, "Poor +boy!" + +Killing one's darling child is a painful imposition. For a youth in his +Blossoming Season, who fancies himself a poet, to be requested to destroy +his first-born, without a reason (though to pretend a reason cogent +enough to justify the request were a mockery), is a piece of abhorrent +despotism, and Richard's blossoms withered under it. A strange man had +been introduced to him, who traversed and bisected his skull with +sagacious stiff fingers, and crushed his soul while, in an infallible +voice, declaring him the animal he was making him feel such an animal! +Not only his blossoms withered, his being seemed to draw in its shoots +and twigs. And when, coupled thereunto (the strange man having departed, +his work done), his father, in his tenderest manner, stated that it would +give him pleasure to see those same precocious, utterly valueless, +scribblings among the cinders, the last remaining mental blossoms +spontaneously fell away. Richard's spirit stood bare. He protested not. +Enough that it could be wished! He would not delay a minute in doing it. +Desiring his father to follow him, he went to a drawer in his room, and +from a clean-linen recess, never suspected by Sir Austin, the secretive +youth drew out bundle after bundle: each neatly tied, named, and +numbered: and pitched them into flames. And so Farewell my young +Ambition! and with it farewell all true confidence between Father and +Son. + + + + +CHAPTER XIII + +It was now, as Sir Austin had written it down, The Magnetic Age: the Age +of violent attractions, when to hear mention of love is dangerous, and to +see it, a communication of the disease. People at Raynham were put on +their guard by the baronet, and his reputation for wisdom was severely +criticized in consequence of the injunctions he thought fit to issue +through butler and housekeeper down to the lower household, for the +preservation of his son from any visible symptom of the passion. A +footman and two housemaids are believed to have been dismissed on the +report of heavy Benson that they were in or inclining to the state; upon +which an undercook and a dairymaid voluntarily threw up their places, +averring that "they did not want no young men, but to have their sex +spied after by an old wretch like that," indicating the ponderous butler, +"was a little too much for a Christian woman," and then they were +ungenerous enough to glance at Benson's well-known marital calamity, +hinting that some men met their deserts. So intolerable did heavy +Benson's espionage become, that Raynham would have grown depopulated of +its womankind had not Adrian interfered, who pointed out to the baronet +what a fearful arm his butler was wielding. Sir Austin acknowledged it +despondently. "It only shows," said he, with a fine spirit of justice, +"how all but impossible it is to legislate where there are women!" + +"I do not object," he added; "I hope I am too just to object to the +exercise of their natural inclinations. All I ask from them is +discreetness." + +"Ay," said Adrian, whose discreetness was a marvel. + +"No gadding about in couples," continued the baronet, "no kissing in +public. Such occurrences no boy should witness. Whenever people of both +sexes are thrown together, they will be silly; and where they are high- +fed, uneducated, and barely occupied, it must be looked for as a matter +of course. Let it be known that I only require discreetness." + +Discreetness, therefore, was instructed to reign at the Abbey. Under +Adrian's able tuition the fairest of its domestics acquired that virtue. + +Discreetness, too, was enjoined to the upper household. Sir Austin, who +had not previously appeared to notice the case of Lobourne's hopeless +curate, now desired Mrs. Doria to interdict, or at least discourage, his +visits, for the appearance of the man was that of an embodied sigh and +groan. + +"Really, Austin!" said Mrs. Doria, astonished to find her brother more +awake than she had supposed, "I have never allowed him to hope." + +"Let him see it, then," replied the baronet; "let him see it." + +"The man amuses me," said Mrs. Doria. "You know, we have few amusements +here, we inferior creatures. I confess I should like a barrel-organ +better; that reminds one of town and the opera; and besides, it plays +more than one tune. However, since you think my society bad for him, let +him stop away." + +With the self-devotion of a woman she grew patient and sweet the moment +her daughter Clare was spoken of, and the business of her life in view. +Mrs. Doria's maternal heart had betrothed the two cousins, Richard and +Clare; had already beheld them espoused and fruitful. For this she +yielded the pleasures of town; for this she immured herself at Raynham; +for this she bore with a thousand follies, exactions, inconveniences, +things abhorrent to her, and heaven knows what forms of torture and self- +denial, which are smilingly endured by that greatest of voluntary +martyrs--a mother with a daughter to marry. Mrs. Doria, an amiable +widow, had surely married but for her daughter Clare. The lady's hair no +woman could possess without feeling it her pride. It was the daily theme +of her lady's-maid,--a natural aureole to her head. She was gay, witty, +still physically youthful enough to claim a destiny; and she sacrificed +it to accomplish her daughter's! sacrificed, as with heroic scissors, +hair, wit, gaiety--let us not attempt to enumerate how much! more than +may be said. And she was only one of thousands; thousands who have no +portion of the hero's reward; for he may reckon on applause, and +condolence, and sympathy, and honour; they, poor slaves! must look for +nothing but the opposition of their own sex and the sneers of ours. O, +Sir Austin! had you not been so blinded, what an Aphorism might have +sprung from this point of observation! Mrs. Doria was coolly told, +between sister and brother, that during the Magnetic Age her daughter's +presence at Raynham was undesirable. Instead of nursing offence, her +sole thought was the mountain of prejudice she had to contend against. +She bowed, and said, Clare wanted sea-air--she had never quite recovered +the shock of that dreadful night. How long, Mrs. Doria wished to know, +might the Peculiar Period be expected to last? + +"That," said Sir Austin, "depends. A year, perhaps. He is entering on +it. I shall be most grieved to lose you, Helen. Clare is now--how old?" + +"Seventeen." + +"She is marriageable." + +"Marriageable, Austin! at seventeen! don't name such a thing. My child +shall not be robbed of her youth." + +"Our women marry early, Helen." + +"My child shall not!" + +The baronet reflected a moment. He did not wish to lose his sister. + +"As you are of that opinion, Helen," said he, "perhaps we may still make +arrangements to retain you with us. Would you think it advisable to send +Clare--she should know discipline--to some establishment for a few +months?" + +"To an asylum, Austin?" cried Mrs. Doria, controlling her indignation as +well as she could. + +"To some select superior seminary, Helen. There are such to be found." + +"Austin!" Mrs. Doria exclaimed, and had to fight with a moisture in her +eyes. "Unjust! absurd!" she murmured. The baronet thought it a natural +proposition that Clare should be a bride or a schoolgirl. + +"I cannot leave my child." Mrs. Doria trembled. "Where she goes, I go. +I am aware that she is only one of our sex, and therefore of no value to +the world, but she is my child. I will see, poor dear, that you have no +cause to complain of her." + +"I thought," Sir Austin remarked, "that you acquiesced in my views with +regard to my son." + +"Yes--generally," said Mrs. Doria, and felt culpable that she had not +before, and could not then, tell her brother that he had set up an Idol +in his house--an Idol of flesh! more retributive and abominable than wood +or brass or gold. But she had bowed to the Idol too long--she had too +entirely bound herself to gain her project by subserviency. She had, and +she dimly perceived it, committed a greater fault in tactics, in teaching +her daughter to bow to the Idol also. Love of that kind Richard took for +tribute. He was indifferent to Clare's soft eyes. The parting kiss he +gave her was ready and cold as his father could desire. Sir Austin now +grew eloquent to him in laudation of manly pursuits: but Richard thought +his eloquence barren, his attempts at companionship awkward, and all +manly pursuits and aims, life itself, vain and worthless. To what end? +sighed the blossomless youth, and cried aloud, as soon as he was relieved +of his father's society, what was the good of anything? Whatever he did- +-whichever path he selected, led back to Raynham. And whatever he did, +however wretched and wayward he showed himself, only confirmed Sir Austin +more and more in the truth of his previsions. Tom Bakewell, now the +youth's groom, had to give the baronet a report of his young master's +proceedings, in common with Adrian, and while there was no harm to tell, +Tom spoke out. "He do ride like fire every day to Pig's Snout," naming +the highest hill in the neighbourhood, "and stand there and stare, never +movin', like a mad 'un. And then hoam agin all slack as if he'd been +beaten in a race by somebody." + +"There is no woman in that!" mused the baronet. "He would have ridden +back as hard as he went," reflected this profound scientific humanist, +"had there been a woman in it. He would shun vast expanses, and seek +shade, concealment, solitude. The desire for distances betokens +emptiness and undirected hunger: when the heart is possessed by an image +we fly to wood and forest, like the guilty." + +Adrian's report accused his pupil of an extraordinary access of cynicism. + +"Exactly," said the baronet. "As I foresaw. At this period an insatiate +appetite is accompanied by a fastidious palate. Nothing but the +quintessences of existence, and those in exhaustless supplies, will +satisfy this craving, which is not to be satisfied! Hence his +bitterness. Life can furnish no food fitting for him. The strength and +purity of his energies have reached to an almost divine height, and roam +through the Inane. Poetry, love, and such-like, are the drugs earth has +to offer to high natures, as she offers to low ones debauchery. 'Tis a +sign, this sourness, that he is subject to none of the empiricisms that +are afloat. Now to keep him clear of them!" + +The Titans had an easier task in storming Olympus. As yet, however, it +could not be said that Sir Austin's System had failed. On the contrary, +it had reared a youth, handsome, intelligent, well-bred, and, observed +the ladies, with acute emphasis, innocent. Where, they asked, was such +another young man to be found? + +"Oh!" said Lady Blandish to Sir Austin, "if men could give their hands to +women unsoiled--how different would many a marriage be! She will be a +happy girl who calls Richard husband." + +"Happy, indeed!" was the baronet's caustic ejaculation. "But where shall +I meet one equal to him, and his match?" + +"I was innocent when I was a girl," said the lady. + +Sir Austin bowed a reserved opinion. + +"Do you think no girls innocent?" + +Sir Austin gallantly thought them all so. + +"No, that you know they are not," said the lady, stamping. "But they are +more innocent than boys, I am sure." + +"Because of their education, madam. You see now what a youth can be. +Perhaps, when my System is published, or rather--to speak more humbly-- +when it is practised, the balance may be restored, and we shall have +virtuous young men." + +"It's too late for poor me to hope for a husband from one of them," said +the lady, pouting and laughing. + +"It is never too late for beauty to waken love," returned the baronet, +and they trifled a little. They were approaching Daphne's Bower, which +they entered, and sat there to taste the coolness of a descending +midsummer day. + +The baronet seemed in a humour for dignified fooling; the lady for +serious converse. + +"I shall believe again in Arthur's knights," she said. "When I was a +girl I dreamed of one." + +"And he was in quest of the San Greal?" + +"If you like." + +"And showed his good taste by turning aside for the more tangible San +Blandish?" + +"Of course you consider it would have been so," sighed the lady, +ruffling. + +"I can only judge by our generation," said Sir Austin, with a bend of +homage. + +The lady gathered her mouth. "Either we are very mighty or you are very +weak." + +"Both, madam." + +"But whatever we are, and if we are bad, bad! we love virtue, and truth, +and lofty souls, in men: and, when we meet those qualities in them, we +are constant, and would die for them--die for them. Ah! you know men but +not women." + +"The knights possessing such distinctions must be young, I presume?" said +Sir Austin. + +"Old, or young!" + +"But if old, they are scarce capable of enterprise?" + +"They are loved for themselves, not for their deeds." + +"Ah!" + +"Yes--ah!" said the lady. "Intellect may subdue women--make slaves of +them; and they worship beauty perhaps as much as you do. But they only +love for ever and are mated when they meet a noble nature." + +Sir Austin looked at her wistfully. + +"And did you encounter the knight of your dream?" + +"Not then." She lowered her eyelids. It was prettily done. + +"And how did you bear the disappointment?" + +"My dream was in the nursery. The day my frock was lengthened to a gown +I stood at the altar. I am not the only girl that has been made a woman +in a day, and given to an ogre instead of a true knight." + +"Good God!" exclaimed Sir Austin, "women have much to bear." + +Here the couple changed characters. The lady became gay as the baronet +grew earnest. + +"You know it is our lot," she said. "And we are allowed many amusements. +If we fulfil our duty in producing children, that, like our virtue, is +its own reward. Then, as a widow, I have wonderful privileges." + +"To preserve which, you remain a widow?" + +"Certainly," she responded. "I have no trouble now in patching and +piecing that rag the world calls--a character. I can sit at your feet +every day unquestioned. To be sure, others do the same, but they are +female eccentrics, and have cast off the rag altogether." + +Sir Austin drew nearer to her. "You would have made an admirable mother, +madam." + +This from Sir Austin was very like positive wooing. + +"It is," he continued, "ten thousand pities that you are not one." + +"Do you think so?" She spoke with humility. + +"I would," he went on, "that heaven had given you a daughter." + +"Would you have thought her worthy of Richard?" + +"Our blood, madam, should have been one!" + +The lady tapped her toe with her parasol. "But I am a mother," she said. +"Richard is my son. Yes! Richard is my boy," she reiterated. + +Sir Austin most graciously appended, "Call him ours, madam," and held his +head as if to catch the word from her lips, which, however, she chose to +refuse, or defer. They made the coloured West a common point for their +eyes, and then Sir Austin said: + +"As you will not say 'ours,' let me. And, as you have therefore an equal +claim on the boy, I will confide to you a project I have lately +conceived." + +The announcement of a project hardly savoured of a coming proposal, but +for Sir Austin to confide one to a woman was almost tantamount to a +declaration. So Lady Blandish thought, and so said her soft, deep-eyed +smile, as she perused the ground while listening to the project. It +concerned Richard's nuptials. He was now nearly eighteen. He was to +marry when he was five-and-twenty. Meantime a young lady, some years his +junior, was to be sought for in the homes of England, who would be every +way fitted by education, instincts, and blood--on each of which +qualifications Sir Austin unreservedly enlarged--to espouse so perfect a +youth and accept the honourable duty of assisting in the perpetuation of +the Feverels. The baronet went on to say that he proposed to set forth +immediately, and devote a couple of months, to the first essay in his +Coelebite search. + +"I fear," said Lady Blandish, when the project had been fully unfolded, +"you have laid down for yourself a difficult task. You must not be too +exacting." + +"I know it." The baronet's shake of the head was piteous. + +"Even in England she will be rare. But I confine myself to no class. If +I ask for blood it is for untainted, not what you call high blood. I +believe many of the middle classes are frequently more careful--more +pure-blooded--than our aristocracy. Show me among them a God-fearing +family who educate their children--I should prefer a girl without +brothers and sisters--as a Christian damsel should be educated--say, on +the model of my son, and she may be penniless, I will pledge her to +Richard Feverel." + +Lady Blandish bit her lip. "And what do you do with Richard while you +are absent on this expedition?" + +"Oh!" said the baronet, "he accompanies his father." + +"Then give it up. His future bride is now pinafored and bread-and- +buttery. She romps, she cries, she dreams of play and pudding. How can +he care for her? He thinks more at his age of old women like me. He +will be certain to kick against her, and destroy your plan, believe me, +Sir Austin." + +"Ay? ay? do you think that?" said the baronet. + +Lady Blandish gave him a multitude of reasons. + +"Ay! true," he muttered. "Adrian said the same. He must not see her. +How could I think of it! The child is naked woman. He would despise +her. Naturally!" + +"Naturally!" echoed the lady. + +"Then, madam," and the baronet rose, "there is one thing for me to +determine upon. I must, for the first time in his life, leave him." + +"Will you, indeed?" said the lady. + +"It is my duty, having thus brought him up, to see that he is properly +mated,--not wrecked upon the quicksands of marriage, as a youth so +delicately trained might be; more easily than another! Betrothed, he +will be safe from a thousand snares. I may, I think, leave him for a +term. My precautions have saved him from the temptations of his season." + +"And under whose charge will you leave him?" Lady Blandish inquired. + +She had emerged from the temple, and stood beside Sir Austin on the upper +steps, under a clear summer twilight. + +"Madam!" he took her hand, and his voice was gallant and tender, "under +whose but yours?" + +As the baronet said this, he bent above her hand, and raised it to his +lips. + +Lady Blandish felt that she had been wooed and asked in wedlock. She did +not withdraw her hand. The baronet's salute was flatteringly reverent. +He deliberated over it, as one going through a grave ceremony. And he, +the scorner of women, had chosen her for his homage! Lady Blandish +forgot that she had taken some trouble to arrive at it. She received the +exquisite compliment in all its unique honey-sweet: for in love we must +deserve nothing or the fine bloom of fruition is gone. + +The lady's hand was still in durance, and the baronet had not recovered +from his profound inclination, when a noise from the neighbouring +beechwood startled the two actors in this courtly pantomime. They turned +their heads, and beheld the hope of Raynham on horseback surveying the +scene. The next moment he had galloped away. + + + + +CHAPTER XIV + +All night Richard tossed on his bed with his heart in a rapid canter, and +his brain bestriding it, traversing the rich untasted world, and the +great Realm of Mystery, from which he was now restrained no longer. +Months he had wandered about the gates of the Bonnet, wondering, sighing, +knocking at them, and getting neither admittance nor answer. He had the +key now. His own father had given it to him. His heart was a lightning +steed, and bore him on and on over limitless regions bathed in superhuman +beauty and strangeness, where cavaliers and ladies leaned whispering upon +close green swards, and knights and ladies cast a splendour upon savage +forests, and tilts and tourneys were held in golden courts lit to a +glorious day by ladies' eyes, one pair of which, dimly visioned, +constantly distinguishable, followed him through the boskage and dwelt +upon him in the press, beaming while he bent above a hand glittering +white and fragrant as the frosted blossom of a May night. + +Awhile the heart would pause and flutter to a shock: he was in the act of +consummating all earthly bliss by pressing his lips to the small white +hand. Only to do that, and die! cried the Magnetic Youth: to fling the +Jewel of Life into that one cup and drink it off! He was intoxicated by +anticipation. For that he was born. There was, then, some end in +existence, something to live for! to kiss a woman's hand, and die! He +would leap from the couch, and rush to pen and paper to relieve his +swarming sensations. Scarce was he seated when the pen was dashed aside, +the paper sent flying with the exclamation, "Have I not sworn I would +never write again?" Sir Austin had shut that safety-valve. The nonsense +that was in the youth might have poured harmlessly out, and its urgency +for ebullition was so great that he was repeatedly oblivious of his oath, +and found himself seated under the lamp in the act of composition before +pride could speak a word. Possibly the pride even of Richard Feverel had +been swamped if the act of composition were easy at such a time, and a +single idea could stand clearly foremost; but myriads were demanding the +first place; chaotic hosts, like ranks of stormy billows, pressed +impetuously for expression, and despair of reducing them to form, quite +as much as pride, to which it pleased him to refer his incapacity, threw +down the powerless pen, and sent him panting to his outstretched length +and another headlong career through the rosy-girdled land. + +Toward morning the madness of the fever abated somewhat, and he went +forth into the air. A lamp was still burning in his father's room, and +Richard thought, as he looked up, that he saw the ever-vigilant head on +the watch. Instantly the lamp was extinguished, the window stood cold +against the hues of dawn. + +Strong pulling is an excellent medical remedy for certain classes of +fever. Richard took to it instinctively. The clear fresh water, +burnished with sunrise, sparkled against his arrowy prow; the soft deep +shadows curled smiling away from his gliding keel. Overhead solitary +morning unfolded itself, from blossom to bud, from bud to flower; still, +delicious changes of light and colour, to whose influences he was +heedless as he shot under willows and aspens, and across sheets of river- +reaches, pure mirrors to the upper glory, himself the sole tenant of the +stream. Somewhere at the founts of the world lay the land he was rowing +toward; something of its shadowed lights might be discerned here and +there. It was not a dream, now he knew. There was a secret abroad. The +woods were full of it; the waters rolled with it, and the winds. Oh, why +could not one in these days do some high knightly deed which should draw +down ladies' eyes from their heaven, as in the days of Arthur! To such a +meaning breathed the unconscious sighs of the youth, when he had pulled +through his first feverish energy. + +He was off Bursley, and had lapsed a little into that musing quietude +which follows strenuous exercise, when be heard a hail and his own name +called. It was no lady, no fairy, but young Ralph Morton, an irruption +of miserable masculine prose. Heartily wishing him abed with the rest of +mankind, Richard rowed in and jumped ashore. Ralph immediately seized +his arm, saying that he desired earnestly to have a talk with him, and +dragged the Magnetic Youth from his water-dreams, up and down the wet +mown grass. That he had to say seemed to be difficult of utterance, and +Richard, though he barely listened, soon had enough of his old rival's +gladness at seeing him, and exhibited signs of impatience; whereat Ralph, +as one who branches into matter somewhat foreign to his mind, but of +great human interest and importance, put the question to him: + +"I say, what woman's name do you like best?" + +"I don't know any," quoth Richard, indifferently. "Why are you out so +early?" + +In answer to this, Ralph suggested that the name of Mary might be +considered a pretty name. + +Richard agreed that it might be; the housekeeper at Raynham, half the +women cooks, and all the housemaids enjoyed that name; the name of Mary +was equivalent for women at home. + +"Yes, I know," said Ralph. "We have lots of Marys. It's so common. Oh! +I don't like Mary best. What do you think?" + +Richard thought it just like another. + +"Do you know," Ralph continued, throwing off the mask and plunging into +the subject, "I'd do anything on earth for some names--one or two. It's +not Mary, nor Lucy. Clarinda's pretty, but it's like a novel. Claribel, +I like. Names beginning with 'Cl' I prefer. The 'Cl's' are always +gentle and lovely girls you would die for! Don't you think so?" + +Richard had never been acquainted with any of them to inspire that +emotion. Indeed these urgent appeals to his fancy in feminine names at +five o'clock in the morning slightly surprised him, though he was but +half awake to the outer world. By degrees he perceived that Ralph was +changed. Instead of the lusty boisterous boy, his rival in manly +sciences, who spoke straightforwardly and acted up to his speech, here +was an abashed and blush-persecuted youth, who sued piteously for a +friendly ear wherein to pour the one idea possessing him. Gradually, +too, Richard apprehended that Ralph likewise was on the frontiers of the +Realm of Mystery, perhaps further toward it than he himself was; and +then, as by a sympathetic stroke, was revealed to him the wonderful +beauty and depth of meaning in feminine names. The theme appeared novel +and delicious, fitted to the season and the hour. But the hardship was, +that Richard could choose none from the number; all were the same to him; +he loved them all. + +"Don't you really prefer the 'Cl's'?" said Ralph, persuasively. + +"Not better than the names ending in 'a' and 'y,' Richard replied, +wishing he could, for Ralph was evidently ahead of him. + +"Come under these trees," said Ralph. And under the trees Ralph +unbosomed. His name was down for the army: Eton was quitted for ever. +In a few months he would have to join his regiment, and before he left he +must say goodbye to his friends.... Would Richard tell him Mrs. Forey's +address? he had heard she was somewhere by the sea. Richard did not +remember the address, but said he would willingly take charge of any +letter and forward it. + +Ralph dived his hand into his pocket. "Here it is. But don't let +anybody see it." + +"My aunt's name is not Clare," said Richard, perusing what was composed +of the exterior formula. "You've addressed it to Clare herself." + +That was plain to see. + +"Emmeline Clementina Matilda Laura, Countess Blandish," Richard continued +in a low tone, transferring the names, and playing on the musical strings +they were to him. Then he said: "Names of ladies! How they sweeten +their names!" + +He fixed his eyes on Ralph. If he discovered anything further he said +nothing, but bade the good fellow good-bye, jumped into his boat, and +pulled down the tide. The moment Ralph was hidden by an abutment of the +banks, Richard perused the address. For the first time it struck him +that his cousin Clare was a very charming creature: he remembered the +look of her eyes, and especially the last reproachful glance she gave him +at parting. What business had Ralph to write to her? Did she not belong +to Richard Feverel? He read the words again and again: Clare Doria +Forey. Why, Clare was the name he liked best--nay, he loved it. Doria, +too--she shared his own name with him. Away went his heart, not at a +canter now, at a gallop, as one who sights the quarry. He felt too weak +to pull. Clare Doria Forey--oh, perfect melody! Sliding with the tide, +he heard it fluting in the bosom of the hills. + +When nature has made us ripe for love, it seldom occurs that the Fates +are behindhand in furnishing a temple for the flame. + +Above green-flashing plunges of a weir, and shaken by the thunder below, +lilies, golden and white, were swaying at anchor among the reeds. +Meadow-sweet hung from the banks thick with weed and trailing bramble, +and there also hung a daughter of earth. Her face was shaded by a broad +straw hat with a flexible brim that left her lips and chin in the sun, +and, sometimes nodding, sent forth a light of promising eyes. Across her +shoulders, and behind, flowed large loose curls, brown in shadow, almost +golden where the ray touched them. She was simply dressed, befitting +decency and the season. On a closer inspection you might see that her +lips were stained. This blooming young person was regaling on +dewberries. They grew between the bank and the water. Apparently she +found the fruit abundant, for her hand was making pretty progress to her +mouth. Fastidious youth, which revolts at woman plumping her exquisite +proportions on bread-and-butter, and would (we must suppose) joyfully +have her scraggy to have her poetical, can hardly object to dewberries. +Indeed the act of eating them is dainty and induces musing. The dewberry +is a sister to the lotus, and an innocent sister. You eat: mouth, eye, +and hand are occupied, and the undrugged mind free to roam. And so it +was with the damsel who knelt there. The little skylark went up above +her, all song, to the smooth southern cloud lying along the blue: from a +dewy copse dark over her nodding hat the blackbird fluted, calling to her +with thrice mellow note: the kingfisher flashed emerald out of green +osiers: a bow-winged heron travelled aloft, seeking solitude a boat +slipped toward her, containing a dreamy youth; and still she plucked the +fruit, and ate, and mused, as if no fairy prince were invading her +territories, and as if she wished not for one, or knew not her wishes. +Surrounded by the green shaven meadows, the pastoral summer buzz, the +weir-fall's thundering white, amid the breath and beauty of wild flowers, +she was a bit of lovely human life in a fair setting; a terrible +attraction. The Magnetic Youth leaned round to note his proximity to the +weir-piles, and beheld the sweet vision. Stiller and stiller grew +nature, as at the meeting of two electric clouds. Her posture was so +graceful, that though he was making straight for the weir, he dared not +dip a scull. Just then one enticing dewberry caught her eyes. He was +floating by unheeded, and saw that her hand stretched low, and could not +gather what it sought. A stroke from his right brought him beside her. +The damsel glanced up dismayed, and her whole shape trembled over the +brink. Richard sprang from his boat into the water. Pressing a hand +beneath her foot, which she had thrust against the crumbling wet sides of +the bank to save herself, he enabled her to recover her balance, and gain +safe earth, whither he followed her. + + + + +CHAPTER XV + +He had landed on an island of the still-vexed Bermoothes. The world lay +wrecked behind him: Raynham hung in mists, remote, a phantom to the vivid +reality of this white hand which had drawn him thither away thousands of +leagues in an eye-twinkle. Hark, how Ariel sang overhead! What +splendour in the heavens! What marvels of beauty about his enchanted +brows! And, O you wonder! Fair Flame! by whose light the glories of +being are now first seen....Radiant Miranda! Prince Ferdinand is at your +feet. + +Or is it Adam, his rib taken from his side in sleep, and thus +transformed, to make him behold his Paradise, and lose it?... + +The youth looked on her with as glowing an eye. It was the First Woman +to him. + +And she--mankind was all Caliban to her, saving this one princely youth. + +So to each other said their changing eyes in the moment they stood +together; he pale, and she blushing. + +She was indeed sweetly fair, and would have been held fair among rival +damsels. On a magic shore, and to a youth educated by a System, strung +like an arrow drawn to the head, he, it might be guessed, could fly fast +and far with her. The soft rose in her cheeks, the clearness of her +eyes, bore witness to the body's virtue; and health and happy blood were +in her bearing. Had she stood before Sir Austin among rival damsels, +that Scientific Humanist, for the consummation of his System, would have +thrown her the handkerchief for his son. The wide summer-hat, nodding +over her forehead to her brows, seemed to flow with the flowing heavy +curls, and those fire-threaded mellow curls, only half-curls, waves of +hair call them, rippling at the ends, went like a sunny red-veined +torrent down her back almost to her waist: a glorious vision to the +youth, who embraced it as a flower of beauty, and read not a feature. +There were curious features of colour in her face for him to have read. +Her brows, thick and brownish against a soft skin showing the action of +the blood, met in the bend of a bow, extending to the temples long and +level: you saw that she was fashioned to peruse the sights of earth, and +by the pliability of her brows that the wonderful creature used her +faculty, and was not going to be a statue to the gazer. Under the dark +thick brows an arch of lashes shot out, giving a wealth of darkness to +the full frank blue eyes, a mystery of meaning--more than brain was ever +meant to fathom: richer, henceforth, than all mortal wisdom to Prince +Ferdinand. For when nature turns artist, and produces contrasts of +colour on a fair face, where is the Sage, or what the Oracle, shall match +the depth of its lightest look? + +Prince Ferdinand was also fair. In his slim boating-attire his figure +looked heroic. His hair, rising from the parting to the right of his +forehead, in what his admiring Lady Blandish called his plume, fell away +slanting silkily to the temples across the nearly imperceptible upward +curve of his brows there--felt more than seen, so slight it was--and gave +to his profile a bold beauty, to which his bashful, breathless air was a +flattering charm. An arrow drawn to the head, capable of flying fast and +far with her! He leaned a little forward, drinking her in with all his +eyes, and young Love has a thousand. Then truly the System triumphed, +just ere it was to fall; and could Sir Austin have been content to draw +the arrow to the head, and let it fly, when it would fly, he might have +pointed to his son again, and said to the world, "Match him!" Such keen +bliss as the youth had in the sight of her, an innocent youth alone has +powers of soul in him to experience. + +"O Women!" says The Pilgrim's Scrip, in one of its solitary outbursts, +"Women, who like, and will have for hero, a rake! how soon are you not to +learn that you have taken bankrupts to your bosoms, and that the +putrescent gold that attracted you is the slime of the Lake of Sin!" + +If these two were Ferdinand and Miranda, Sir Austin was not Prospero, and +was not present, or their fates might have been different. + +So they stood a moment, changing eyes, and then Miranda spoke, and they +came down to earth, feeling no less in heaven. + +She spoke to thank him for his aid. She used quite common simple words; +and used them, no doubt, to express a common simple meaning: but to him +she was uttering magic, casting spells, and the effect they had on him +was manifested in the incoherence of his replies, which were too foolish +to be chronicled. + +The couple were again mute. Suddenly Miranda, with an exclamation of +anguish, and innumerable lights and shadows playing over her lovely face, +clapped her hands, crying aloud, "My book! my book!" and ran to the bank. + +Prince Ferdinand was at her side. "What have you lost?" he said. + +"My book!" she answered, her delicious curls swinging across her +shoulders to the stream. Then turning to him, "Oh, no, no! let me +entreat you not to," she said; "I do not so very much mind losing it." +And in her eagerness to restrain him she unconsciously laid her gentle +hand upon his arm, and took the force of motion out of him. + +"Indeed, I do not really care for the silly book," she continued, +withdrawing her hand quickly, and reddening. "Pray, do not!" + +The young gentleman had kicked off his shoes. No sooner was the spell of +contact broken than he jumped in. The water was still troubled and +discoloured by his introductory adventure, and, though he ducked his head +with the spirit of a dabchick, the book was missing. A scrap of paper +floating from the bramble just above the water, and looking as if fire +had caught its edges and it had flown from one adverse element to the +other, was all he could lay hold of; and he returned to land +disconsolately, to hear Miranda's murmured mixing of thanks and pretty +expostulations. + +"Let me try again," he said. + +"No, indeed!" she replied, and used the awful threat: "I will run away if +you do," which effectually restrained him. + +Her eye fell on the fire-stained scrap of paper, and brightened, as she +cried, "There, there! you have what I want. It is that. I do not care +for the book. No, please! You are not to look at it. Give it me." + +Before her playfully imperative injunction was fairly spoken, Richard had +glanced at the document and discovered a Griffin between two +Wheatsheaves: his crest in silver: and below--O wonderment immense! his +own handwriting! + +He handed it to her. She took it, and put it in her bosom. + +Who would have thought, that, where all else perished, Odes, Idyls, +Lines, Stanzas, this one Sonnet to the stars should be miraculously +reserved for such a starry fate--passing beatitude! + +As they walked silently across the meadow, Richard strove to remember the +hour and the mood of mind in which he had composed the notable +production. The stars were invoked, as seeing and foreseeing all, to +tell him where then his love reclined, and so forth; Hesper was +complacent enough to do so, and described her in a couplet + + "Through sunset's amber see me shining fair, + As her blue eyes shine through her golden hair." + +And surely no words could be more prophetic. Here were two blue eyes and +golden hair; and by some strange chance, that appeared like the working +of a divine finger, she had become the possessor of the prophecy, she +that was to fulfil it! The youth was too charged with emotion to speak. +Doubtless the damsel had less to think of, or had some trifling burden on +her conscience, for she seemed to grow embarrassed. At last she drew up +her chin to look at her companion under the nodding brim of her hat (and +the action gave her a charmingly freakish air), crying, "But where are +you going to? You are wet through. Let me thank you again; and, pray, +leave me, and go home and change instantly." + +"Wet?" replied the magnetic muser, with a voice of tender interest; "not +more than one foot, I hope. I will leave you while you dry your +stockings in the sun." + +At this she could not withhold a shy laugh. + +"Not I, but you. You would try to get that silly book for me, and you +are dripping wet. Are you not very uncomfortable?" + +In all sincerity he assured her that he was not. + +"And you really do not feel that you are wet?" + +He really did not: and it was a fact that he spoke truth. + +She pursed her dewberry mouth in the most comical way, and her blue eyes +lightened laughter out of the half-closed lids. + +"I cannot help it," she said, her mouth opening, and sounding harmonious +bells of laughter in his ears. "Pardon me, won't you?" + +His face took the same soft smiling curves in admiration of her. + +"Not to feel that you have been in the water, the very moment after!" she +musically interjected, seeing she was excused. + +"It's true," he said; and his own gravity then touched him to join a duet +with her, which made them no longer feel strangers, and did the work of a +month of intimacy. Better than sentiment, laughter opens the breast to +love; opens the whole breast to his full quiver, instead of a corner here +and there for a solitary arrow. Hail the occasion propitious, O British +young! and laugh and treat love as an honest God, and dabble not with the +sentimental rouge. These two laughed, and the souls of each cried out to +other, "It is I it is I." + +They laughed and forgot the cause of their laughter, and the sun dried +his light river clothing, and they strolled toward the blackbird's copse, +and stood near a stile in sight of the foam of the weir and the many- +coloured rings of eddies streaming forth from it. + +Richard's boat, meanwhile, had contrived to shoot the weir, and was +swinging, bottom upward, broadside with the current down the rapid +backwater. + +"Will you let it go?" said the damsel, eying it curiously. + +"It can't be stopped," he replied, and could have added: "What do I care +for it now!" + +His old life was whirled away with it, dead, drowned. His new life was +with her, alive, divine. + +She flapped low the brim of her hat. "You must really not come any +farther," she softly said. + +"And will you go, and not tell me who you are?" he asked, growing bold as +the fears of losing her came across him. "And will you not tell me +before you go"--his face burned--"how you came by that--that paper?" + +She chose to select the easier question for answer: "You ought to know +me; we have been introduced." Sweet was her winning off-hand affability. + +"Then who, in heaven's name, are you? Tell me! I never could have +forgotten you." + +"You have, I think," she said. + +"Impossible that we could ever have met, and I forget you!" + +She looked up at him. + +"Do you remember Belthorpe?" + +"Belthorpe! Belthorpe!" quoth Richard, as if he had to touch his brain +to recollect there was such a place. "Do you mean old Blaize's farm?" + +"Then I am old Blaize's niece." She tripped him a soft curtsey. + +The magnetized youth gazed at her. By what magic was it that this divine +sweet creature could be allied with that old churl! + +"Then what--what is your name?" said his mouth, while his eyes added, "O +wonderful creature! How came you to enrich the earth?" + +"Have you forgot the Desboroughs of Dorset, too?" she peered at him from +a side-bend of the flapping brim. + +"The Desboroughs of Dorset?" A light broke in on him. "And have you +grown to this? That little girl I saw there!" + +He drew close to her to read the nearest features of the vision. She +could no more laugh off the piercing fervour of his eyes. Her volubility +fluttered under his deeply wistful look, and now neither voice was high, +and they were mutually constrained. + +"You see," she murmured, "we are old acquaintances." + +Richard, with his eyes still intently fixed on her, returned, "You are +very beautiful!" + +The words slipped out. Perfect simplicity is unconsciously audacious. +Her overpowering beauty struck his heart, and, like an instrument that is +touched and answers to the touch, he spoke. + +Miss Desborough made an effort to trifle with this terrible directness; +but his eyes would not be gainsaid, and checked her lips. She turned +away from them, her bosom a little rebellious. Praise so passionately +spoken, and by one who has been a damsel's first dream, dreamed of +nightly many long nights, and clothed in the virgin silver of her +thoughts in bud, praise from him is coin the heart cannot reject, if it +would. She quickened her steps. + +"I have offended you!" said a mortally wounded voice across her shoulder. + +That he should think so were too dreadful. + +"Oh no, no! you would never offend me." She gave him her whole sweet +face. + +"Then why--why do you leave me?" + +"Because," she hesitated, "I must go." + +"No. You must not go. Why must you go? Do not go." + +"Indeed I must," she said, pulling at the obnoxious broad brim of her +hat; and, interpreting a pause he made for his assent to her rational +resolve, shyly looking at him, she held her hand out, and said, "Good- +bye," as if it were a natural thing to say. + +The hand was pure white--white and fragrant as the frosted blossom of a +Maynight. It was the hand whose shadow, cast before, he had last night +bent his head reverentially above, and kissed--resigning himself +thereupon over to execution for payment of the penalty of such daring--by +such bliss well rewarded. + +He took the hand, and held it, gazing between her eyes. + +"Good-bye," she said again, as frankly as she could, and at the same time +slightly compressing her fingers on his in token of adieu. It was a +signal for his to close firmly upon hers. + +"You will not go?" + +"Pray, let me," she pleaded, her sweet brows suing in wrinkles. + +"You will not go?" Mechanically he drew the white hand nearer his +thumping heart. + +"I must," she faltered piteously. + +"You will not go?" + +"Oh yes! yes!" + +"Tell me. Do you wish to go?" + +The question was a subtle one. A moment or two she did not answer, and +then forswore herself, and said, Yes. + +"Do you--you wish to go?" He looked with quivering eyelids under hers. + +A fainter Yes responded. + +"You wish--wish to leave me?" His breath went with the words. + +"Indeed I must." + +Her hand became a closer prisoner. + +All at once an alarming delicious shudder went through her frame. From +him to her it coursed, and back from her to him. Forward and back love's +electric messenger rushed from heart to heart, knocking at each, till it +surged tumultuously against the bars of its prison, crying out for its +mate. They stood trembling in unison, a lovely couple under these fair +heavens of the morning. + +When he could get his voice it said, "Will you go?" + +But she had none to reply with, and could only mutely bend upward her +gentle wrist. + +"Then, farewell!" he said, and, dropping his lips to the soft fair hand, +kissed it, and hung his head, swinging away from her, ready for death. + +Strange, that now she was released she should linger by him. Strange, +that his audacity, instead of the executioner, brought blushes and timid +tenderness to his side, and the sweet words, "You are not angry with me?" + +"With you, O Beloved!" cried his soul. "And you forgive me, fair +charity!" + +"I think it was rude of me to go without thanking you again," she said, +and again proffered her hand. + +The sweet heaven-bird shivered out his song above him. The gracious +glory of heaven fell upon his soul. He touched her hand, not moving his +eyes from her, nor speaking, and she, with a soft word of farewell, +passed across the stile, and up the pathway through the dewy shades of +the copse, and out of the arch of the light, away from his eyes. + +And away with her went the wild enchantment. He looked on barren air. +But it was no more the world of yesterday. The marvellous splendours had +sown seeds in him, ready to spring up and bloom at her gaze; and in his +bosom now the vivid conjuration of her tones, her face, her shape, makes +them leap and illumine him like fitful summer lightnings ghosts of the +vanished sun. + +There was nothing to tell him that he had been making love and declaring +it with extraordinary rapidity; nor did he know it. Soft flushed cheeks! +sweet mouth! strange sweet brows! eyes of softest fire! how could his +ripe eyes behold you, and not plead to keep you? Nay, how could he let +you go? And he seriously asked himself that question. + +To-morrow this place will have a memory--the river and the meadow, and +the white falling weir: his heart will build a temple here; and the +skylark will be its high-priest, and the old blackbird its glossy-gowned +chorister, and there will be a sacred repast of dewberries. To-day the +grass is grass: his heart is chased by phantoms and finds rest nowhere. +Only when the most tender freshness of his flower comes across him does +he taste a moment's calm; and no sooner does it come than it gives place +to keen pangs of fear that she may not be his for ever. + +Erelong he learns that her name is Lucy. Erelong he meets Ralph, and +discovers that in a day he has distanced him by a sphere. He and Ralph +and the curate of Lobourne join in their walks, and raise classical +discussions on ladies' hair, fingering a thousand delicious locks, from +those of Cleopatra to the Borgia's. "Fair! fair! all of them fair!" +sighs the melancholy curate, "as are those women formed for our +perdition! I think we have in this country what will match the Italian +or the Greek." His mind flutters to Mrs. Doria, Richard blushes before +the vision of Lucy, and Ralph, whose heroine's hair is a dark luxuriance, +dissents, and claims a noble share in the slaughter of men for dark- +haired Wonders. They have no mutual confidences, but they are singularly +kind to each other, these three children of instinct. + + + + +CHAPTER XVI + +Lady Blandish, and others who professed an interest in the fortunes and +future of the systematized youth, had occasionally mentioned names of +families whose alliance according to apparent calculations, would not +degrade his blood: and over these names, secretly preserved on an open +leaf of the note-book, Sir Austin, as he neared the metropolis, distantly +dropped his eye. There were names historic and names mushroomic; names +that the Conqueror might have called in his muster-roll; names that had +been, clearly, tossed into the upper stratum of civilized lifer by a +millwheel or a merchant-stool. Against them the baronet had written M. +or Po. or Pr.--signifying, Money, Position, Principles, favouring the +latter with special brackets. The wisdom of a worldly man, which he +could now and then adopt, determined him, before he commenced his round +of visits, to consult and sound his solicitor and his physician +thereanent; lawyers and doctors being the rats who know best the merits +of a house, and on what sort of foundation it may be standing. + +Sir Austin entered the great city with a sad mind. The memory of his +misfortune came upon him vividly, as if no years had intervened, and it +were but yesterday that he found the letter telling him that he had no +wife and his son no mother. He wandered on foot through the streets the +first night of his arrival, looking strangely at the shops and shows and +bustle of the world from which he had divorced himself; feeling as +destitute as the poorest vagrant. He had almost forgotten how to find +his way about, and came across his old mansion in his efforts to regain +his hotel. The windows were alight--signs of merry life within. He +stared at it from the shadow of the opposite side. It seemed to him he +was a ghost gazing upon his living past. And then the phantom which had +stood there mocking while he felt as other men--the phantom, now flesh +and blood reality, seized and convulsed his heart, and filled its +unforgiving crevices with bitter ironic venom. He remembered by the time +reflection returned to him that it was Algernon, who had the house at his +disposal, probably giving a card-party, or something of the sort. In the +morning, too, he remembered that he had divorced the world to wed a +System, and must be faithful to that exacting Spouse, who, now alone of +things on earth, could fortify and recompense him. + +Mr. Thompson received his client with the dignity and emotion due to such +a rent-roll and the unexpectedness of the honour. He was a thin stately +man of law, garbed as one who gave audience to acred bishops, and +carrying on his countenance the stamp of paternity to the parchment +skins, and of a virtuous attachment to Port wine sufficient to increase +his respectability in the eyes of moral Britain. After congratulating +Sir Austin on the fortunate issue of two or three suits, and being +assured that the baronet's business in town had no concern therewith, Mr. +Thompson ventured to hope that the young heir was all his father could +desire him to be, and heard with satisfaction that he was a pattern to +the youth of the Age. + +"A difficult time of life, Sir Austin!" said the old lawyer, shaking his +head. "We must keep our eyes on them--keep awake! The mischief is done +in a minute." + +"We must take care to have seen where we planted, and that the root was +sound, or the mischief will do itself in site of, or under the very +spectacles of, supervision," said the baronet. + +His legal adviser murmured "Exactly," as if that were his own idea, +adding, "It is my plan with Ripton, who has had the honour of an +introduction to you, and a very pleasant time he spent with my young +friend, whom he does not forget. Ripton follows the Law. He is articled +to me, and will, I trust, succeed me worthily in your confidence. I +bring him into town in the morning; I take him back at night. I think I +may say that I am quite content with him." + +"Do you think," said Sir Austin, fixing his brows, "that you can trace +every act of his to its motive?" + +The old lawyer bent forward and humbly requested that this might be +repeated. + +"Do you"--Sir Austin held the same searching expression--"do you +establish yourself in a radiating centre of intuition: do you base your +watchfulness on so thorough an acquaintance with his character, so +perfect a knowledge of the instrument, that all its movements--even the +eccentric ones--are anticipated by you, and provided for?" + +The explanation was a little too long for the old lawyer to entreat +another repetition. Winking with the painful deprecation of a deaf man, +Mr. Thompson smiled urbanely, coughed conciliatingly, and said he was +afraid he could not affirm that much, though he was happily enabled to +say that Ripton had borne an extremely good character at school. + +"I find," Sir Austin remarked, as sardonically he relaxed his inspecting +pose and mien, "there are fathers who are content to be simply obeyed. +Now I require not only that my son should obey; I would have him +guiltless of the impulse to gainsay my wishes--feeling me in him stronger +than his undeveloped nature, up to a certain period, where my +responsibility ends and his commences. Man is a self-acting machine. He +cannot cease to be a machine; but, though self-acting, he may lose the +powers of self-guidance, and in a wrong course his very vitalities hurry +him to perdition. Young, he is an organism ripening to the set mechanic +diurnal round, and while so he needs all the angels to hold watch over +him that he grow straight and healthy, and fit for what machinal duties +he may have to perform"... + +Mr. Thompson agitated his eyebrows dreadfully. He was utterly lost. He +respected Sir Austin's estates too much to believe for a moment he was +listening to downright folly. Yet how otherwise explain the fact of his +excellent client being incomprehensible to him? For a middle-aged +gentleman, and one who has been in the habit of advising and managing, +will rarely have a notion of accusing his understanding; and Mr. Thompson +had not the slightest notion of accusing his. But the baronet's +condescension in coming thus to him, and speaking on the subject nearest +his heart, might well affect him, and he quickly settled the case in +favour of both parties, pronouncing mentally that his honoured client had +a meaning, and so deep it was, so subtle, that no wonder he experienced +difficulty in giving it fitly significant words. + +Sir Austin elaborated his theory of the Organism and the Mechanism, for +his lawyer's edification. At a recurrence of the word "healthy" Mr. +Thompson caught him up: + +"I apprehended you! Oh, I agree with you, Sir Austin! entirely! Allow +me to ring for my son Ripton. I think, if you condescend to examine him, +you will say that regular habits, and a diet of nothing but law-reading-- +for other forms of literature I strictly interdict--have made him all +that you instance." + +Mr. Thompson's hand was on the bell. Sir Austin arrested him. + +"Permit me to see the lad at his occupation," said he. + +Our old friend Ripton sat in a room apart with the confidential clerk, +Mr. Beazley, a veteran of law, now little better than a document, looking +already signed and sealed, and shortly to be delivered, who enjoined +nothing from his pupil and companion save absolute silence, and sounded +his praises to his father at the close of days when it had been rigidly +observed--not caring, or considering, the finished dry old document that +he was, under what kind of spell a turbulent commonplace youth could be +charmed into stillness for six hours of the day. Ripton was supposed to +be devoted to the study of Blackstone. A tome of the classic legal +commentator lay extended outside his desk, under the partially lifted lid +of which nestled the assiduous student's head--law being thus brought +into direct contact with his brain-pan. The office-door opened, and he +heard not; his name was called, and he remained equally moveless. His +method of taking in Blackstone seemed absorbing as it was novel. + +"Comparing notes, I daresay," whispered Mr. Thompson to Sir Austin. "I +call that study!" + +The confidential clerk rose, and bowed obsequious senility. + +"Is it like this every day, Beazley?" Mr. Thompson asked with parental +pride. + +"Ahem!" the old clerk replied, "he is like this every day, sir. I could +not ask more of a mouse." + +Sir Austin stepped forward to the desk. His proximity roused one of +Ripton's senses, which blew a pall to the others. Down went the lid of +the desk. Dismay, and the ardours of study, flashed together in Ripton's +face. He slouched from his perch with the air of one who means rather to +defend his position than welcome a superior, the right hand in his +waistcoat pocket fumbling a key, the left catching at his vacant stool. + +Sir Austin put two fingers on the youth's shoulder, and said, leaning his +head a little on one side, in a way habitual to him, "I am glad to find +my son's old comrade thus profitably occupied. I know what study is +myself. But beware of prosecuting it too excitedly! Come! you must not +be offended at our interruption; you will soon take up the thread again. +Besides, you know, you must get accustomed to the visits of your client." + +So condescending and kindly did this speech sound to Mr. Thompson, that, +seeing Ripton still preserve his appearance of disorder and sneaking +defiance, he thought fit to nod and frown at the youth, and desired him +to inform the baronet what particular part of Blackstone he was absorbed +in mastering at that moment. + +Ripton hesitated an instant, and blundered out, with dubious +articulation, "The Law of Gravelkind." + +"What Law?" said Sir Austin, perplexed. + +"Gravelkind," again rumbled Ripton's voice. + +Sir Austin turned to Mr. Thompson for an explanation. The old lawyer was +shaking his law-box. + +"Singular!" he exclaimed. "He will make that mistake! What law, sir?" + +Ripton read his error in the sternly painful expression of his father's +face, and corrected himself. "Gavelkind, sir." + +"Ah!" said Mr. Thompson, with a sigh of relief. "Gravelkind, indeed! +Gavelkind! An old Kentish"--He was going to expound, but Sir Austin +assured him he knew it, and a very absurd law it was, adding, "I should +like to look at your son's notes, or remarks on the judiciousness of that +family arrangement, if he had any." + +"You were making notes, or referring to them, as we entered," said Mr. +Thompson to the sucking lawyer; "a very good plan, which I have always +enjoined on you. Were you not?" + +Ripton stammered that he was afraid he hid not any notes to show, worth +seeing. + +"What were you doing then, sir?" + +"Making notes," muttered Ripton, looking incarnate subterfuge. + +"Exhibit!" + +Ripton glanced at his desk and then at his father; at Sir Austin, and at +the confidential clerk. He took out his key. It would not fit the hole. + +"Exhibit!" was peremptorily called again. + +In his praiseworthy efforts to accommodate the keyhole, Ripton discovered +that the desk was already unlocked. Mr. Thompson marched to it, and held +the lid aloft. A book was lying open within, which Ripton immediately +hustled among a mass of papers and tossed into a dark corner, not before +the glimpse of a coloured frontispiece was caught by Sir Austin's eye. + +The baronet smiled, and said, "You study Heraldry, too? Are you fond of +the science?" + +Ripton replied that he was very fond of it--extremely attached, and threw +a further pile of papers into the dark corner. + +The notes had been less conspicuously placed, and the search for them was +tedious and vain. Papers, not legal, or the fruits of study, were found, +that made Mr. Thompson more intimate with the condition of his son's +exchequer; nothing in the shape of a remark on the Law of Gavelkind. + +Mr. Thompson suggested to his son that they might be among those scraps +he had thrown carelessly into the dark corner. Ripton, though he +consented to inspect them, was positive they were not there. + +"What have we here?" said Mr. Thompson, seizing a neatly folded paper +addressed to the Editor of a law publication, as Ripton brought them +forth, one by one. Forthwith Mr. Thompson fixed his spectacles and read +aloud: + + "To the Editor of the 'Jurist.' + +"Sir,--In your recent observations on the great case of Crim"-- + +Mr. Thompson hem'd! and stopped short, like a man who comes unexpectedly +upon a snake in his path. Mr. Beazley's feet shuffled. Sir Austin +changed the position of an arm. + +"It's on the other side, I think," gasped Ripton. + +Mr. Thompson confidently turned over, and intoned with emphasis. + +"To Absalom, the son of David, the little Jew usurer of Bond Court, +Whitecross Gutters, for his introduction to Venus, I O U Five pounds, +when I can pay. + + "Signed: RIPTON THOMPSON." + +Underneath this fictitious legal instrument was discreetly appended: + +"(Mem. Document not binding.)" + +There was a pause: an awful under-breath of sanctified wonderment and +reproach passed round the office. Sir Austin assumed an attitude. Mr. +Thompson shed a glance of severity on his confidential clerk, who parried +by throwing up his hands. + +Ripton, now fairly bewildered, stuffed another paper under his father's +nose, hoping the outside perhaps would satisfy him: it was marked "Legal +Considerations." Mr. Thompson had no idea of sparing or shielding his +son. In fact, like many men whose self-love is wounded by their +offspring, he felt vindictive, and was ready to sacrifice him up to a +certain point, for the good of both. He therefore opened the paper, +expecting something worse than what he had hitherto seen, despite its +formal heading, and he was not disappointed. + +The "Legal Considerations" related to the Case regarding, which Ripton +had conceived it imperative upon him to address a letter to the Editor of +the "Jurist," and was indeed a great case, and an ancient; revived +apparently for the special purpose of displaying the forensic abilities +of the Junior Counsel for the Plaintiff, Mr. Ripton Thompson, whose +assistance the Attorney-General, in his opening statement, congratulated +himself on securing; a rather unusual thing, due probably to the eminence +and renown of that youthful gentleman at the Bar of his country. So much +was seen from the copy of a report purporting to be extracted from a +newspaper, and prefixed to the Junior Counsel's remarks, or Legal +Considerations, on the conduct of the Case, the admissibility and non- +admissibility of certain evidence, and the ultimate decision of the +judges. + +Mr. Thompson, senior, lifted the paper high, with the spirit of one +prepared to do execution on the criminal, and in the voice of a town- +crier, varied by a bitter accentuation and satiric sing-song tone, +deliberately read: + + "VULCAN v. MARS. + +"The Attorney-General, assisted by Mr. Ripton Thompson, appeared on +behalf of the Plaintiff. Mr. Serjeant Cupid, Q.C., and Mr. Capital +Opportunity, for the Defendant." + +"Oh!" snapped Mr. Thompson, senior, peering venom at the unfortunate +Ripton over his spectacles, "your notes are on that issue, sir! Thus you +employ your time, sir!" + +With another side-shot at the confidential clerk, who retired immediately +behind a strong entrenchment of shrugs, Mr. Thompson was pushed by the +devil of his rancour to continue reading: + +"This Case is too well known to require more than a partial summary of +particulars"... + +"Ahem! we will skip the particulars, however partial," said Mr. Thompson. +"Ah!--what do you mean here, sir,--but enough! I think we may be excused +your Legal Considerations on such a Case. This is how you employ your +law-studies, sir! You put them to this purpose? Mr. Beazley! you will +henceforward sit alone. I must have this young man under my own eye. +Sir Austin! permit me to apologize to you for subjecting you to a scene +so disagreeable. It was a father's duty not to spare him." + +Mr. Thompson wiped his forehead, as Brutes might have done after passing +judgment on the scion of his house. + +"These papers," he went on, fluttering Ripton's precious lucubrations in +a waving judicial hand, "I shall retain. The day will come when he will +regard them with shame. And it shall be his penance, his punishment, to +do so! Stop!" he cried, as Ripton was noiselessly shutting his desk, +"have you more of them, sir; of a similar description? Rout them out! +Let us know you at your worst. What have you there--in that corner?" + +Ripton was understood to say he devoted that corner to old briefs on +important cases. + +Mr. Thompson thrust his trembling fingers among the old briefs, and +turned over the volume Sir Austin had observed, but without much +remarking it, for his suspicions had not risen to print. + +"A Manual of Heraldry?" the baronet politely, and it may be ironically, +inquired, before it could well escape. + +"I like it very much," said Ripton, clutching the book in dreadful +torment. + +"Allow me to see that you have our arms and crest correct." The baronet +proffered a hand for the book. + +"A Griffin between two Wheatsheaves," cried Ripton, still clutching it +nervously. + +Mr. Thompson, without any notion of what he was doing, drew the book from +Ripton's hold; whereupon the two seniors laid their grey heads together +over the title-page. It set forth in attractive characters beside a +coloured frontispiece, which embodied the promise displayed there, the +entrancing adventures of Miss Random, a strange young lady. + +Had there been a Black Hole within the area of those law regions to +consign Ripton to there and then, or an Iron Rod handy to mortify his +sinful flesh, Mr. Thompson would have used them. As it was, he contented +himself by looking Black Holes and Iron Rods at the detected youth, who +sat on his perch insensible to what might happen next, collapsed. + +Mr. Thompson cast the wicked creature down with a "Pah!" He, however, +took her up again, and strode away with her. Sir Austin gave Ripton a +forefinger, and kindly touched his head, saying, "Good-bye, boy! At some +future date Richard will be happy to see you at Raynham." + +Undoubtedly this was a great triumph to the System! + + + + +CHAPTER XVII + +The conversation between solicitor and client was resumed. + +"Is it possible," quoth Mr. Thompson, the moment he had ushered his +client into his private room, "that you will consent, Sir Austin, to see +him and receive him again?" + +"Certainly," the baronet replied. "Why not? This by no means astonishes +me. When there is no longer danger to my son he will be welcome as he +was before. He is a schoolboy. I knew it. I expected it. The results +of your principle, Thompson!" + +"One of the very worst books of that abominable class!" exclaimed the old +lawyer, opening at the coloured frontispiece, from which brazen Miss +Random smiled bewitchingly out, as if she had no doubt of captivating +Time and all his veterans on a fair field. "Pah!" he shut her to with +the energy he would have given to the office of publicly slapping her +face; "from this day I diet him on bread and water--rescind his pocket- +money!--How he could have got hold of such a book! How he--! And what +ideas! Concealing them from me as he has done so cunningly! He trifles +with vice! His mind is in a putrid state! I might have believed--I did +believe--I might have gone on believing--my son Ripton to be a moral +young man!" The old lawyer interjected on the delusion of fathers, and +sat down in a lamentable abstraction. + +"The lad has come out!" said Sir Austin. "His adoption of the legal form +is amusing. He trifles with vice, true: people newly initiated are as +hardy as its intimates, and a young sinner's amusements will resemble +those of a confirmed debauchee. The satiated, and the insatiate, +appetite alike appeal to extremes. You are astonished at this revelation +of your son's condition. I expected it; though assuredly, believe me, +not this sudden and indisputable proof of it. But I knew that the seed +was in him, and therefore I have not latterly invited him to Raynham. +School, and the corruption there, will bear its fruits sooner or later. +I could advise you, Thompson, what to do with him: it would be my plan." + +Mr. Thompson murmured, like a true courtier, that he should esteem it an +honour to be favoured with Sir Austin Feverel's advice: secretly +resolute, like a true Briton, to follow his own. + +"Let him, then," continued the baronet, "see vice in its nakedness. +While he has yet some innocence, nauseate him! Vice, taken little by +little, usurps gradually the whole creature. My counsel to you, +Thompson, would be, to drag him through the sinks of town." + +Mr. Thompson began to blink again. + +"Oh, I shall punish him, Sir Austin! Do not fear me, air. I have no +tenderness for vice." + +"That is not what is wanted, Thompson. You mistake me. He should be +dealt with gently. Heavens! do you hope to make him hate vice by making +him a martyr for its sake? You must descend from the pedestal of age to +become his Mentor: cause him to see how certainly and pitilessly vice +itself punishes: accompany him into its haunts"-- + +"Over town?" broke forth Mr. Thompson. + +"Over town," said the baronet. + +"And depend upon it," he added, "that, until fathers act thoroughly up to +their duty, we shall see the sights we see in great cities, and hear the +tales we hear in little villages, with death and calamity in our homes, +and a legacy of sorrow and shame to the generations to come. I do aver," +he exclaimed, becoming excited, "that, if it were not for the duty to my +son, and the hope I cherish in him, I, seeing the accumulation of misery +we are handing down to an innocent posterity--to whom, through our sin, +the fresh breath of life will be foul--I--yes! I would hide my name! +For whither are we tending? What home is pure absolutely? What cannot +our doctors and lawyers tell us?" + +Mr. Thompson acquiesced significantly. + +"And what is to come of this?" Sir Austin continued. "When the sins of +the fathers are multiplied by the sons, is not perdition the final sum of +things? And is not life, the boon of heaven, growing to be the devil's +game utterly? But for my son, I would hide my name. I would not +bequeath it to be cursed by them that walk above my grave!" + +This was indeed a terrible view of existence. Mr. Thompson felt uneasy. +There was a dignity in his client, an impressiveness in his speech, that +silenced remonstrating reason and the cry of long years of comfortable +respectability. Mr. Thompson went to church regularly; paid his rates +and dues without overmuch, or at least more than common, grumbling. On +the surface he was a good citizen, fond of his children, faithful to his +wife, devoutly marching to a fair seat in heaven on a path paved by +something better than a thousand a year. But here was a man sighting him +from below the surface, and though it was an unfair, unaccustomed, not to +say un-English, method of regarding one's fellow-man, Mr. Thompson was +troubled by it. What though his client exaggerated? Facts were at the +bottom of what he said. And he was acute--he had unmasked Ripton! Since +Ripton's exposure he winced at a personal application in the text his +client preached from. Possibly this was the secret source of part of his +anger against that peccant youth. + +Mr. Thompson shook his head, and, with dolefully puckered visage and a +pitiable contraction of his shoulders, rose slowly up from his chair. +Apparently he was about to speak, but he straightway turned and went +meditatively to a side-recess in the room, whereof he opened a door, drew +forth a tray and a decanter labelled Port, filled a glass for his client, +deferentially invited him to partake of it; filled another glass for +himself, and drank. + +That was his reply. + +Sir Austin never took wine before dinner. Thompson had looked as if he +meant to speak: he waited for Thompson's words. + +Mr. Thompson saw that, as his client did not join him in his glass, the +eloquence of that Porty reply was lost on his client. + +Having slowly ingurgitated and meditated upon this precious draught, and +turned its flavour over and over with an aspect of potent Judicial wisdom +(one might have thought that he was weighing mankind m the balance), the +old lawyer heaved, and said, sharpening his lips over the admirable +vintage, "The world is in a very sad state, I fear, Sir Austin!" + +His client gazed at him queerly. + +"But that," Mr. Thompson added immediately, ill-concealing by his gaze +the glowing intestinal congratulations going on within him, "that is, I +think you would say, Sir Austin--if I could but prevail upon you--a +tolerably good character wine!" + +"There's virtue somewhere, I see, Thompson!" Sir Austin murmured, without +disturbing his legal adviser's dimples. + +The old lawyer sat down to finish his glass, saying, that such a wine was +not to be had everywhere. + +They were then outwardly silent for a apace. Inwardly one of them was +full of riot and jubilant uproar: as if the solemn fields of law were +suddenly to be invaded and possessed by troops of Bacchanals: and to +preserve a decently wretched physiognomy over it, and keep on terms with +his companion, he had to grimace like a melancholy clown in a pantomime. + +Mr. Thompson brushed back his hair. The baronet was still expectant. +Mr. Thompson sighed deeply, and emptied his glass. He combated the +change that had come over him. He tried not to see Ruby. He tried to +feel miserable, and it was not in him. He spoke, drawing what +appropriate inspirations he could from his client's countenance, to show +that they had views in common: "Degenerating sadly, I fear!" + +The baronet nodded. + +"According to what my wine-merchants say," continued Mr. Thompson, "there +can be no doubt about it." + +Sir Austin stared. + +"It's the grape, or the ground, or something," Mr. Thompson went on. +"All I can say is, our youngsters will have a bad look-out! In my +opinion Government should be compelled to send out a Commission to +inquire into the cause. To Englishmen it would be a public calamity. It +surprises me--I hear men sit and talk despondently of this extraordinary +disease of the vine, and not one of them seems to think it incumbent on +him to act, and do his best to stop it." He fronted his client like a +man who accuses an enormous public delinquency. "Nobody makes a stir! +The apathy of Englishmen will become proverbial. Pray, try it, Sir +Austin! Pray, allow me. Such a wine cannot disagree at any hour. Do! +I am allowanced two glasses three hours before dinner. Stomachic. I +find it agree with me surprisingly: quite a new man. I suppose it will +last our time. It must! What should we do? There's no Law possible +without it. Not a lawyer of us could live. Ours is an occupation which +dries the blood." + +The scene with Ripton had unnerved him, the wine had renovated, and +gratitude to the wine inspired his tongue. He thought that his client, +of the whimsical mind, though undoubtedly correct moral views, had need +of a glass. + +"Now that very wine--Sir Austin--I think I do not err in saying, that +very wine your respected father, Sir Pylcher Feverel, used to taste +whenever he came to consult my father, when I was a boy. And I remember +one day being called in, and Sir Pylcher himself poured me out a glass. +I wish I could call in Ripton now, and do the same. No! Leniency in such +a case as that!--The wine would not hurt him--I doubt if there be much +left for him to welcome his guests with. Ha! ha! Now if I could +persuade you, Sir Austin, as you do not take wine before dinner, some day +to favour me with your company at my little country cottage I have a wine +there--the fellow to that--I think you would, I do think you would"--Mr. +Thompson meant to say, he thought his client would arrive at something of +a similar jocund contemplation of his fellows in their degeneracy that +inspirited lawyers after potation, but condensed the sensual promise into +"highly approve." + +Sir Austin speculated on his legal adviser with a sour mouth comically +compressed. + +It stood clear to him that Thompson before his Port, and Thompson after, +were two different men. To indoctrinate him now was too late: it was +perhaps the time to make the positive use of him he wanted. + +He pencilled on a handy slip of paper: "Two prongs of a fork; the World +stuck between them--Port and the Palate: 'Tis one which fails first--Down +goes World;" and again the hieroglyph--"Port-spectacles." He said, "I +shall gladly accompany you this evening, Thompson," words that +transfigured the delighted lawyer, and ensigned the skeleton of a great +Aphorism to his pocket, there to gather flesh and form, with numberless +others in a like condition. + +"I came to visit my lawyer," he said to himself. "I think I have been +dealing with The World in epitome!" + + + + +CHAPTER XVIII + +The rumour circulated that Sir Austin Feverel, the recluse of Raynham, +the rank misogynist, the rich baronet, was in town, looking out a bride +for his only son and uncorrupted heir. Doctor Benjamin Bairam was the +excellent authority. Doctor Bairam had safely delivered Mrs. Deborah +Gossip of this interesting bantling, which was forthwith dandled in +dozens of feminine laps. Doctor Bairam could boast the first interview +with the famous recluse. He had it from his own lips that the object of +the baronet was to look out a bride for his only son and uncorrupted +heir; "and," added the doctor, "she'll be lucky who gets him." Which was +interpreted to mean, that he would be a catch; the doctor probably +intending to allude to certain extraordinary difficulties in the way of a +choice. + +A demand was made on the publisher of The Pilgrim's Scrip for all his +outstanding copies. Conventionalities were defied. A summer-shower of +cards fell on the baronet's table. + +He had few male friends. He shunned the Clubs as nests of scandal. The +cards he contemplated were mostly those of the sex, with the husband, if +there was a husband, evidently dragged in for propriety's sake. He +perused the cards and smiled. He knew their purpose. What terrible +light Thompson and Bairam had thrown on some of them! Heavens! in what a +state was the blood of this Empire. + +Before commencing his campaign he called on two ancient intimates, Lord +Heddon, and his distant cousin Darley Absworthy, both Members of +Parliament, useful men, though gouty, who had sown in their time a fine +crop of wild oats, and advocated the advantage of doing so, seeing that +they did not fancy themselves the worse for it. He found one with an +imbecile son and the other with consumptive daughters. "So much," he +wrote in the Note-book, "for the Wild Oats theory!" + +Darley was proud of his daughters' white and pink skins. "Beautiful +complexions," he called them. The eldest was in the market, immensely +admired. Sir Austin was introduced to her. She talked fluently and +sweetly. A youth not on his guard, a simple school-boy youth, or even a +man, might have fallen in love with her, she was so affable and fair. +There was something poetic about her. And she was quite well, she said, +the baronet frequently questioning her on that point. She intimated that +she was robust; but towards the close of their conversation her hand +would now and then travel to her side, and she breathed painfully an +instant, saying, "Isn't it odd? Dora, Adela, and myself, we all feel the +same queer sensation--about the heart, I think it is--after talking +much." + +Sir Austin nodded and blinked sadly, exclaiming to his soul, "Wild oats! +wild oats!" + +He did not ask permission to see Dora and Adela. + +Lord Heddon vehemently preached wild oats. + +"It's all nonsense, Feverel," he said, "about bringing up a lad out of +the common way. He's all the better for a little racketing when he's +green--feels his bone and muscle learns to know the world. He'll never +be a man if he hasn't played at the old game one time in his life, and +the earlier the better. I've always found the best fellows were wildish +once. I don't care what he does when he's a green-horn; besides, he's +got an excuse for it then. You can't expect to have a man, if he doesn't +take a man's food. You'll have a milksop. And, depend upon it, when he +does break out he'll go to the devil, and nobody pities him. Look what +those fellows the grocers, do when they get hold of a young--what d'ye +call 'em?--apprentice. They know the scoundrel was born with a sweet +tooth. Well! they give him the run of the shop, and in a very short time +he soberly deals out the goods, a devilish deal too wise to abstract a +morsel even for the pleasure of stealing. I know you have contrary +theories. You hold that the young grocer should have a soul above sugar. +It won't do! Take my word for it, Feverel, it's a dangerous experiment, +that of bringing up flesh and blood in harness. No colt will bear it, or +he's a tame beast. And look you: take it on medical grounds. Early +excesses the frame will recover from: late ones break the constitution. +There's the case in a nutshell. How's your son?" + +"Sound and well!" replied Sir Austin. "And yours?" + +"Oh, Lipscombe's always the same!" Lord Heddon sighed peevishly. "He's +quiet--that's one good thing; but there's no getting the country to take +him, so I must give up hopes of that." + +Lord Lipscombe entering the room just then, Sir Austin surveyed him, and +was not astonished at the refusal of the country to take him. + +"Wild oats!" he thought, as he contemplated the headless, degenerate, +weedy issue and result. + +Both Darley Absworthy and Lord Heddon spoke of the marriage of their +offspring as a matter of course. "And if I were not a coward," Sir +Austin confessed to himself, "I should stand forth and forbid the banns! +This universal ignorance of the inevitable consequence of sin is +frightful! The wild oats plea is a torpedo that seems to have struck the +world, and rendered it morally insensible." However, they silenced him. +He was obliged to spare their feelings on a subject to him so deeply +sacred. The healthful image of his noble boy rose before him, a +triumphant living rejoinder to any hostile argument. + +He was content to remark to his doctor, that he thought the third +generation of wild oats would be a pretty thin crop! + +Families against whom neither Thompson lawyer nor Bairam physician could +recollect a progenitorial blot, either on the male or female side, were +not numerous. "Only," said the doctors "you really must not be too +exacting in these days, my dear Sir Austin. It is impossible to contest +your principle, and you are doing mankind incalculable service in calling +its attention to this the gravest of its duties: but as the stream of +civilization progresses we must be a little taken in the lump, as it +were. The world is, I can assure you--and I do not look only above the +surface, you can believe--the world is awakening to the vital importance +of the question." + +"Doctor," replied Sir Austin, "if you had a pure-blood Arab barb would +you cross him with a screw?" + +"Decidedly not," said the doctor. + +"Then permit me to say, I shall employ every care to match my son +according to his merits," Sir Austin returned. "I trust the world is +awakening, as you observe. I have been to my publisher, since my arrival +in town, with a manuscript 'Proposal for a New System of Education of our +British Youth,' which may come in opportunely. I think I am entitled to +speak on that subject." + +"Certainly," said the doctor. "You will admit, Sir Austin, that, +compared with continental nations--our neighbours, for instance--we shine +to advantage, in morals, as in everything else. I hope you admit that?" + +"I find no consolation in shining by comparison with a lower standard," +said the baronet. "If I compare the enlightenment of your views--for you +admit my principle--with the obstinate incredulity of a country doctor's, +who sees nothing of the world, you are hardly flattered, I presume?" + +Doctor Bairam would hardly be flattered at such a comparison, assuredly, +he interjected. + +"Besides," added the baronet, "the French make no pretences, and thereby +escape one of the main penalties of hypocrisy. Whereas we!--but I am not +their advocate, credit me. It is better, perhaps, to pay our homage to +virtue. At least it delays the spread of entire corruptness." + +Doctor Bairam wished the baronet success, and diligently endeavoured to +assist his search for a mate worthy of the pure-blood barb, by putting +several mamas, whom he visited, on the alert. + + + + +CHAPTER XIX + +Away with Systems! Away with a corrupt World! Let us breathe the air of +the Enchanted Island. + +Golden lie the meadows: golden run the streams; red gold is on the pine- +stems. The sun is coming down to earth, and walks the fields and the +waters. + +The sun is coming down to earth, and the fields and the waters shout to +him golden shouts. He comes, and his heralds run before him, and touch +the leaves of oaks and planes and beeches lucid green, and the pine-stems +redder gold; leaving brightest footprints upon thickly-weeded banks, +where the foxglove's last upper-bells incline, and bramble-shoots wander +amid moist rich herbage. The plumes of the woodland are alight; and +beyond them, over the open, 'tis a race with the long-thrown shadows; a +race across the heaths and up the hills, till, at the farthest bourne of +mounted eastern cloud, the heralds of the sun lay rosy fingers and rest. + +Sweet are the shy recesses of the woodland. The ray treads softly there. +A film athwart the pathway quivers many-hued against purple shade +fragrant with warm pines, deep moss-beds, feathery ferns. The little +brown squirrel drops tail, and leaps; the inmost bird is startled to a +chance tuneless note. From silence into silence things move. + +Peeps of the revelling splendour above and around enliven the conscious +full heart within. The flaming West, the crimson heights, shower their +glories through voluminous leafage. But these are bowers where deep +bliss dwells, imperial joy, that owes no fealty to yonder glories, in +which the young lamb gambols and the spirits of men are glad. Descend, +great Radiance! embrace creation with beneficent fire, and pass from us! +You and the vice-regal light that succeeds to you, and all heavenly +pageants, are the ministers and the slaves of the throbbing content +within. + +For this is the home of the enchantment. Here, secluded from vexed +shores, the prince and princess of the island meet: here like darkling +nightingales they sit, and into eyes and ears and hands pour endless +ever-fresh treasures of their souls. + +Roll on, grinding wheels of the world: cries of ships going down in a +calm, groans of a System which will not know its rightful hour of +exultation, complain to the universe. You are not heard here. + +He calls her by her name, Lucy: and she, blushing at her great boldness, +has called him by his, Richard. Those two names are the key-notes of the +wonderful harmonies the angels sing aloft. + +"Lucy! my beloved!" + +"O Richard!" + +Out in the world there, on the skirts of the woodland, a sheep-boy pipes +to meditative eve on a penny-whistle. + +Love's musical instrument is as old, and as poor: it has but two stops; +and yet, you see, the cunning musician does thus much with it! + +Other speech they have little; light foam playing upon waves of feeling, +and of feeling compact, that bursts only when the sweeping volume is too +wild, and is no more than their sigh of tenderness spoken. + +Perhaps love played his tune so well because their natures had unblunted +edges, and were keen for bliss, confiding in it as natural food. To +gentlemen and ladies he fine-draws upon the viol, ravishingly; or blows +into the mellow bassoon; or rouses the heroic ardours of the trumpet; or, +it may be, commands the whole Orchestra for them. And they are pleased. +He is still the cunning musician. They languish, and taste ecstasy: but +it is, however sonorous, an earthly concert. For them the spheres move +not to two notes. They have lost, or forfeited and never known, the +first super-sensual spring of the ripe senses into passion; when they +carry the soul with them, and have the privileges of spirits to walk +disembodied, boundlessly to feel. Or one has it, and the other is a dead +body. Ambrosia let them eat, and drink the nectar: here sit a couple to +whom Love's simple bread and water is a finer feast. + +Pipe, happy sheep-bop, Love! Irradiated angels, unfold your wings and +lift your voices! + +They have out-flown philosophy. Their instinct has shot beyond the ken +of science. They were made for their Eden. + +"And this divine gift was in store for me!" + +So runs the internal outcry of each, clasping each: it is their recurring +refrain to the harmonies. How it illumined the years gone by and +suffused the living Future! + +"You for me: I for you!" + +"We are born for each other!" + +They believe that the angels have been busy about them from their +cradles. The celestial hosts have worthily striven to bring them +together. And, O victory! O wonder! after toil and pain, and +difficulties exceeding, the celestial hosts have succeeded! + +"Here we two sit who are written above as one!" + +Pipe, happy Love! pipe on to these dear innocents! + +The tide of colour has ebbed from the upper sky. In the West the sea of +sunken fire draws back; and the stars leap forth, and tremble, and retire +before the advancing moon, who slips the silver train of cloud from her +shoulders, and, with her foot upon the pine-tops, surveys heaven. + +"Lucy, did you never dream of meeting me?" + +"O Richard! yes; for I remembered you." + +"Lucy! and did you pray that we might meet?" + +"I did!" + +Young as when she looked upon the lovers in Paradise, the fair Immortal +journeys onward. Fronting her, it is not night but veiled day. Full +half the sky is flushed. Not darkness, not day, but the nuptials of the +two. + +"My own! my own for ever! You are pledged to me? Whisper!" + +He hears the delicious music. + +"And you are mine?" + +A soft beam travels to the fern-covert under the pinewood where they sit, +and for answer he has her eyes turned to him an instant, timidly +fluttering over the depths of his, and then downcast; for through her +eyes her soul is naked to him. + +"Lucy! my bride! my life!" + +The night-jar spins his dark monotony on the branch of the pine. The +soft beam travels round them, and listens to their hearts. Their lips +are locked. + +Pipe no more, Love, for a time! Pipe as you will you cannot express +their first kiss; nothing of its sweetness, and of the sacredness of it +nothing. St. Cecilia up aloft, before the silver organ-pipes of +Paradise, pressing fingers upon all the notes of which Love is but one, +from her you may hear it. + +So Love is silent. Out in the world there, on the skirts of the +woodland, the self-satisfied sheep-boy delivers a last complacent squint +down the length of his penny-whistle, and, with a flourish +correspondingly awry, he also marches into silence, hailed by supper. +The woods are still. There is heard but the night-jar spinning on the +pine-branch, circled by moonlight. + + + + +CHAPTER XX + +Enchanted Islands have not yet rooted out their old brood of dragons. +Wherever there is romance, these monsters come by inimical attraction. +Because the heavens are certainly propitious to true lovers, the beasts +of the abysses are banded to destroy them, stimulated by innumerable sad +victories; and every love-tale is an Epic Par of the upper and lower +powers. I wish good fairies were a little more active. They seem to be +cajoled into security by the happiness of their favourites; whereas the +wicked are always alert, and circumspect. They let the little ones shut +their eyes to fancy they are not seen, and then commence. + +These appointments and meetings, involving a start from the dinner-table +at the hour of contemplative digestion and prime claret; the hour when +the wise youth Adrian delighted to talk at his ease--to recline in dreamy +consciousness that a work of good was going on inside him; these +abstractions from his studies, excesses of gaiety, and glumness, heavings +of the chest, and other odd signs, but mainly the disgusting behaviour of +his pupil at the dinner-table, taught Adrian to understand, though the +young gentleman was clever in excuses, that he had somehow learnt there +was another half to the divided Apple of Creation, and had embarked upon +the great voyage of discovery of the difference between the two halves. +With his usual coolness Adrian debated whether he might be in the +observatory or the practical stage of the voyage. For himself, as a man +and a philosopher, Adrian had no objection to its being either; and he +had only to consider which was temporarily most threatening to the +ridiculous System he had to support. Richard's absence annoyed him. The +youth was vivacious, and his enthusiasm good fun; and besides, when he +left table, Adrian had to sit alone with Hippias and the Eighteenth +Century, from both of whom he had extracted all the amusement that could +be got, and he saw his digestion menaced by the society of two ruined +stomachs, who bored him just when he loved himself most. Poor Hippias +was now so reduced that he had profoundly to calculate whether a +particular dish, or an extra-glass of wine, would have a bitter effect on +him and be felt through the remainder of his years. He was in the habit +of uttering his calculations half aloud, wherein the prophetic doubts of +experience, and the succulent insinuations of appetite, contended hotly. +It was horrible to hear him, so let us pardon Adrian for tempting him to +a decision in favour of the moment. + +"Happy to take wine with you," Adrian would say, and Hippias would regard +the decanter with a pained forehead, and put up the doctor. + +"Drink, nephew Hippy, and think of the doctor to-morrow!" the Eighteenth +Century cheerily ruffles her cap at him, and recommends her own practice. + +"It's this literary work!" interjects Hippias, handling his glass of +remorse. "I don't know what else it can be. You have no idea how +anxious I feel. I have frightful dreams. I'm perpetually anxious." + +"No wonder," says Adrian, who enjoys the childish simplicity to which an +absorbed study of his sensational existence has brought poor Hippias. +"No wonder. Ten years of Fairy Mythology! Could anyone hope to sleep in +peace after that? As to your digestion, no one has a digestion who is in +the doctor's hands. They prescribe from dogmas, and don't count on the +system. They have cut you down from two bottles to two glasses. It's +absurd. You can't sleep, because your system is crying out for what it's +accustomed to." + +Hippias sips his Madeira with a niggerdly confidence, but assures Adrian +that he really should not like to venture on a bottle now: it would be +rank madness to venture on a bottle now, he thinks. Last night only, +after partaking, under protest, of that rich French dish, or was it the +duck?--Adrian advised him to throw the blame on that vulgar bird.--Say +the duck, then. Last night, he was no sooner stretched in bed, than he +seemed to be of an enormous size all his limbs--his nose, his mouth, his +toes--were elephantine! An elephant was a pigmy to him. And his +hugeousness seemed to increase the instant he shut his eyes. He turned +on this side; he turned on that. He lay on his back; he tried putting +his face to the pillow; and he continued to swell. He wondered the room +could hold him--he thought he must burst it--and absolutely lit a candle, +and went to the looking-glass to see whether he was bearable. + +By this time Adrian and Richard were laughing uncontrollably. He had, +however, a genial auditor in the Eighteenth Century, who declared it to +be a new disease, not known in her day, and deserving investigation. She +was happy to compare sensations with him, but hers were not of the +complex order, and a potion soon righted her. In fact, her system +appeared to be a debatable ground for aliment and medicine, on which the +battle was fought, and, when over, she was none the worse, as she +joyfully told Hippias. Never looked ploughman on prince, or village +belle on Court Beauty, with half the envy poor nineteenth-century Hippias +expended in his gaze on the Eighteenth. He was too serious to note much +the laughter of the young men. + +This 'Tragedy of a Cooking-Apparatus,' as Adrian designated the malady of +Hippias, was repeated regularly ever evening. It was natural for any +youth to escape as quick as he could from such a table of stomachs. + +Adrian bore with his conduct considerately, until a letter from the +baronet, describing the house and maternal System of a Mrs. Caroline +Grandison, and the rough grain of hopefulness in her youngest daughter, +spurred him to think of his duties, and see what was going on. He gave +Richard half-an-hour's start, and then put on his hat to follow his own +keen scent, leaving Hippias and the Eighteenth Century to piquet. + +In the lane near Belthorpe he met a maid of the farm not unknown to him, +one Molly Davenport by name, a buxom lass, who, on seeing him, invoked +her Good Gracious, the generic maid's familiar, and was instructed by +reminiscences vivid, if ancient, to giggle. + +"Are you looking for your young gentleman?" Molly presently asked. + +Adrian glanced about the lane like a cool brigand, to see if the coast +was clear, and replied to her, "I am, miss. I want you to tell me about +him." + +"Dear!" said the buxom lass, "was you coming for me to-night to know?" + +Adrian rebuked her: for her bad grammar, apparently. + +"'Cause I can't stop out long to-night," Molly explained, taking the +rebuke to refer altogether to her bad grammar. + +"You may go in when you please, miss. Is that any one coming? Come here +in the shade." + +"Now, get along!" said Miss Molly. + +Adrian spoke with resolution. "Listen to me, Molly Davenport!" He put a +coin in her hand, which had a medical effect in calming her to attention. +"I want to know whether you have seen him at all?" + +"Who? Your young gentleman? I sh'd think I did. I seen him to-night +only. Ain't he grooved handsome. He's al'ays about Beltharp now. It +ain't to fire no more ricks. He's afire 'unself. Ain't you seen 'em +together? He's after the missis"-- + +Adrian requested Miss Davenport to be respectful, and confine herself to +particulars. This buxom lass then told him that her young missis and +Adrian's young gentleman were a pretty couple, and met one another every +night. The girl swore for their innocence. + +"As for Miss Lucy, she haven't a bit of art in her, nor have he." + +"They're all nature, I suppose," said Adrian. "How is it I don't see her +at church?" + +"She's Catholic, or some think," said Molly. "Her father was, and a +leftenant. She've a Cross in her bedroom. She don't go to church. I +see you there last Sunday a-lookin' so solemn," and Molly stroked her +hand down her chin to give it length. + +Adrian insisted on her keeping to facts. It was dark, and in the dark he +was indifferent to the striking contrasts suggested by the lass, but he +wanted to hear facts, and he again bribed her to impart nothing but +facts. Upon which she told him further, that her young lady was an +innocent artless creature who had been to school upwards of three years +with the nuns, and had a little money of her own, and was beautiful +enough to be a lord's lady, and had been in love with Master Richard ever +since she was a little girl. Molly had got from a friend of hers up at +the Abbey, Mary Garner, the housemaid who cleaned Master Richard's room, +a bit of paper once with the young gentleman's handwriting, and had given +it to her Miss Lucy, and Miss Lucy had given her a gold sovereign for it- +-just for his handwriting! Miss Lucy did not seem happy at the farm, +because of that young Tom, who was always leering at her, and to be sure +she was quite a lady, and could play, and sing, and dress with the best. + +"She looks like angels in her nightgown!" Molly wound up. + +The next moment she ran up close, and speaking for the first time as if +there were a distinction of position between them, petitioned: "Mr. +Harley! you won't go for doin' any harm to 'em 'cause of what I said, +will you now? Do say you won't now, Mr. Harley! She is good, though +she's a Catholic. She was kind to me when I was ill, and I wouldn't have +her crossed--I'd rather be showed up myself, I would!" + +The wise youth gave no positive promise to Molly, and she had to read his +consent in a relaxation of his austerity. The noise of a lumbering foot +plodding down the lane caused her to be abruptly dismissed. Molly took +to flight, the lumbering foot accelerated its pace, and the pastoral +appeal to her flying skirts was heard--"Moll! you theyre! It be I-- +Bantam!" But the sprightly Silvia would not stop to his wooing, and +Adrian turned away laughing at these Arcadians. + +Adrian was a lazy dragon. All he did for the present was to hint and +tease. "It's the Inevitable!" he said, and asked himself why he should +seek to arrest it. He had no faith in the System. Heavy Benson had. +Benson of the slow thick-lidded antediluvian eye and loose-crumpled skin; +Benson, the Saurian, the woman-hater; Benson was wide awake. A sort of +rivalry existed between the wise youth and heavy Benson. The fidelity of +the latter dependant had moved the baronet to commit to him a portion of +the management of the Raynham estate, and this Adrian did not like. No +one who aspires to the honourable office of leading another by the nose +can tolerate a party in his ambition. Benson's surly instinct told him +he was in the wise youth's way, and he resolved to give his master a +striking proof of his superior faithfulness. For some weeks the Saurian +eye had been on the two secret creatures. Heavy Benson saw letters come +and go in the day, and now the young gentleman was off and out every +night, and seemed to be on wings. Benson knew whither he went, and the +object he went for. It was a woman--that was enough. The Saurian eye +had actually seen the sinful thing lure the hope of Raynham into the +shades. He composed several epistles of warning to the baronet of the +work that was going on; but before sending one he wished to record a +little of their guilty conversation; and for this purpose the faithful +fellow trotted over the dews to eavesdrop, and thereby aroused the good +fairy, in the person of Tom Bakewell, the sole confidant of Richard's +state. + +Tom said to his young master, "Do you know what, sir? You be watched!" + +Richard, in a fury, bade him name the wretch, and Tom hung his arms, and +aped the respectable protrusion of the butler's head. + +"It's he, is it?" cried Richard. "He shall rue it, Tom. If I find him +near me when we're together he shall never forget it." + +"Don't hit too hard, sir," Tom suggested. "You hit mortal hard when +you're in earnest, you know." + +Richard averred he would forgive anything but that, and told Tom to be +within hail to-morrow night--he knew where. By the hour of the +appointment it was out of the lover's mind. + +Lady Blandish dined that evening at Raynham, by Adrian's pointed +invitation. According to custom, Richard started up and off, with few +excuses. The lady exhibited no surprise. She and Adrian likewise +strolled forth to enjoy the air of the Summer night. They had no +intention of spying. Still they may have thought, by meeting Richard and +his inamorata, there was a chance of laying a foundation of ridicule to +sap the passion. They may have thought so--they were on no spoken +understanding. + +"I have seen the little girl," said Lady Blandish. "She is pretty--she +would be telling if she were well set up. She speaks well. How absurd +it is of that class to educate their women above their station! The +child is really too good for a farmer. I noticed her before I knew of +this; she has enviable hair. I suppose she doesn't paint her eyelids. +Just the sort of person to take a young man. I thought there was +something wrong. I received, the day before yesterday, an impassioned +poem evidently not intended for me. My hair was gold. My meeting him +was foretold. My eyes were homes of light fringed with night. I sent it +back, correcting the colours." + +"Which was death to the rhymes," said Adrian. "I saw her this morning. +The boy hasn't bad taste. As you say, she is too good for a farmer. +Such a spark would explode any System. She slightly affected mine. The +Huron is stark mad about her." + +"But we must positively write and tell his father," said Lady Blandish. + +The wise youth did not see why they should exaggerate a trifle. The lady +said she would have an interview with Richard, and then write, as it was +her duty to do. Adrian shrugged, and was for going into the scientific +explanation of Richard's conduct, in which the lady had to discourage +him. + +"Poor boy!" she sighed. "I am really sorry for him. I hope he will not +feel it too strongly. They feel strongly, father and son." + +"And select wisely," Adrian added. + +"That's another thing," said Lady Blandish. + +Their talk was then of the dulness of neighbouring county people, about +whom, it seemed, there was little or no scandal afloat: of the lady's +loss of the season in town, which she professed not to regret, though she +complained of her general weariness: of whether Mr. Morton of Poer Hall +would propose to Mrs. Doria, and of the probable despair of the hapless +curate of Lobourne; and other gossip, partly in French. + +They rounded the lake, and got upon the road through the park to +Lobourne. The moon had risen. The atmosphere was warm and pleasant. + +"Quite a lover's night," said Lady Blandish. + +"And I, who have none to love pity me!" The wise youth attempted a sigh. + +"And never will have," said Lady Blandish, curtly. "You buy your loves." + +Adrian protested. However, he did not plead verbally against the +impeachment, though the lady's decisive insight astonished him. He began +to respect her, relishing her exquisite contempt, and he reflected that +widows could be terrible creatures. + +He had hoped to be a little sentimental with Lady Blandish, knowing her +romantic. This mixture of the harshest common sense and an air of "I +know you men," with romance and refined temperament, subdued the wise +youth more than a positive accusation supported by witnesses would have +done. He looked at the lady. Her face was raised to the moon. She knew +nothing--she had simply spoken from the fulness of her human knowledge, +and had forgotten her words. Perhaps, after all, her admiration, or +whatever feeling it was, for the baronet, was sincere, and really the +longing for a virtuous man. Perhaps she had tried the opposite set +pretty much. Adrian shrugged. Whenever the wise youth encountered a +mental difficulty he instinctively lifted his shoulders to equal +altitudes, to show that he had no doubt there was a balance in the case-- +plenty to be said on both sides, which was the same to him as a definite +solution. + +At their tryst in the wood, abutting on Raynham Park, wrapped in +themselves, piped to by tireless Love, Richard and Lucy sat, toying with +eternal moments. How they seem as if they would never end! What mere +sparks they are when they have died out! And how in the distance of time +they revive, and extend, and glow, and make us think them full the half, +and the best of the fire, of our lives! + +With the onward flow of intimacy, the two happy lovers ceased to be so +shy of common themes, and their speech did not reject all as dross that +was not pure gold of emotion. + +Lucy was very inquisitive about everything and everybody at Raynham. +Whoever had been about Richard since his birth, she must know the history +of, and he for a kiss will do her bidding. + +Thus goes the tender duet: + +"You should know my cousin Austin, Lucy.--Darling! Beloved!" + +"My own! Richard!" + +"You should know my cousin Austin. You shall know him. He would take to +you best of them all, and you to him. He is in the tropics now, looking +out a place--it's a secret--for poor English working-men to emigrate to +and found a colony in that part of the world:--my white angel!" + +"Dear love!" + +"He is such a noble fellow! Nobody here understands him but me. Isn't +it strange? Since I met you I love him better! That's because I love +all that's good and noble better now--Beautiful! I love--I love you!" + +"My Richard!" + +"What do you think I've determined, Lucy? If my father--but no! my +father does love me.--No! he will not; and we will be happy together +here. And I will win my way with you. And whatever I win will be yours; +for it will be owing to you. I feel as if I had no strength but yours-- +none! and you make me--O Lucy!" + +His voice ebbs. Presently Lucy murmurs-- + +"Your father, Richard." + +"Yes, my father?" + +"Dearest Richard! I feel so afraid of him." + +"He loves me, and will love you, Lucy." + +"But I am so poor and humble, Richard." + +"No one I have ever seen is like you, Lucy." + +"You think so, because you"-- + +"What?" + +"Love me," comes the blushing whisper, and the duet gives place to dumb +variations, performed equally in concert. + +It is resumed. + +"You are fond of the knights, Lucy. Austin is as brave as any of them.-- +My own bride! Oh, how I adore you! When you are gone, I could fall upon +the grass you tread upon, and kiss it. My breast feels empty of my +heart--Lucy! if we lived in those days, I should have been a knight, and +have won honour and glory for you. Oh! one can do nothing now. My lady- +love! My lady-love!--A tear?--Lucy?" + +"Dearest! Ah, Richard! I am not a lady." + +"Who dares say that? Not a lady--the angel I love!" + +"Think, Richard, who I am." + +"My beautiful! I think that God made you, and has given you to me." + +Her eyes fill with tears, and, as she lifts them heavenward to thank her +God, the light of heaven strikes on them, and she is so radiant in her +pure beauty that the limbs of the young man tremble. + +"Lucy! O heavenly spirit! Lucy!" + +Tenderly her lips part--"I do not weep for sorrow," + +The big bright drops lighten, and roll down, imaged in his soul. + +They lean together--shadows of ineffable tenderness playing on their +thrilled cheeks and brows. + +He lifts her hand, and presses his mouth to it. She has seen little of +mankind, but her soul tells her this one is different from others, and at +the thought, in her great joy, tears must come fast, or her heart will +break--tears of boundless thanksgiving. And he, gazing on those soft, +ray-illumined, dark-edged eyes, and the grace of her loose falling +tresses, feels a scarce-sufferable holy fire streaming through his +members. + +It is long ere they speak in open tones. + +"O happy day when we met!" + +What says the voice of one, the soul of the other echoes. + +"O glorious heaven looking down on us!" + +Their souls are joined, are made one for evermore beneath that bending +benediction. + +"O eternity of bliss!" + +Then the diviner mood passes, and they drop to earth. + +"Lucy! come with me to-night, and look at the place where you are some +day to live. Come, and I will row you on the lake. You remember what +you said in your letter that you dreamt?--that we were floating over the +shadow of the Abbey to the nuns at work by torchlight felling the +cypress, and they handed us each a sprig. Why, darling, it was the best +omen in the world, their felling the old trees. And you write such +lovely letters. So pure and sweet they are. I love the nuns for having +taught you." + +"Ah, Richard! See! we forget! Ah!" she lifts up her face pleadingly, as +to plead against herself, "even if your father forgives my birth, he will +not my religion. And, dearest, though I would die for you I cannot +change it. It would seem that I was denying God; and--oh! it would make +me ashamed of my love." + +"Fear nothing!" He winds her about with his arm. "Come! He will love +us both, and love you the more for being faithful to your father's creed. +You don't know him, Lucy. He seems harsh and stern--he is full of +kindness and love. He isn't at all a bigot. And besides, when he hears +what the nuns have done for you, won't he thank them, as I do? And--oh! +I must speak to him soon, and you must be prepared to see him soon, for I +cannot bear your remaining at Belthorpe, like a jewel in a sty. Mind! +I'm not saying a word against your uncle. I declare I love everybody and +everything that sees you and touches you. Stay! it is a wonder how you +could have grown there. But you were not born there, and your father had +good blood. Desborough!--here was a Colonel Desborough--never mind! +Come!" + +She dreads to. She begs not to. She is drawn away. + +The woods are silent, and then-- + +"What think you of that for a pretty pastoral?" says a very different +voice. + +Adrian reclined against a pine overlooking the fern-covert. Lady +Blandish was recumbent upon the brown pine-droppings, gazing through a +vista of the lower greenwood which opened out upon the moon-lighted +valley, her hands clasped round one knee, her features almost stern in +their set hard expression. + +They had heard, by involuntarily overhearing about as much as may be +heard in such positions, a luminous word or two. + +The lady did not answer. A movement among the ferns attracted Adrian, +and he stepped down the decline across the pine-roots to behold heavy +Benson below; shaking fern-seed and spidery substances off his crumpled +skin. + +"Is that you, Mr. Hadrian?" called Benson, starting, as he puffed, and +exercised his handkerchief. + +"Is it you, Benson, who have had the audacity to spy upon these +Mysteries?" Adrian called back, and coming close to him, added, "You +look as if you had just been well thrashed." + +"Isn't it dreadful, sir?" snuffled Benson. "And his father in ignorance, +Mr. Hadrian!" + +"He shall know, Benson! He shall know how, you have endangered your +valuable skin in his service. If Mr. Richard had found you there just +now I wouldn't answer for the consequences." + +"Ha!" Benson spitefully retorted. "This won't go on; Mr. Hadrian. It +shan't, sir. It will be put a stop to tomorrow, sir. I call it +corruption of a young gentleman like him, and harlotry, sir, I call it. +I'd have every jade flogged that made a young innocent gentleman go on +like that, sir." + +"Then, why didn't you stop it yourself, Benson? Ah, I see! you waited-- +what? This is not the first time you have been attendant on Apollo and +Miss Dryope? You have written to headquarters?" + +"I did my duty, Mr. Hadrian." + +The wise youth returned to Lady Blandish, and informed her of Benson's +zeal. The lady's eyes flashed. "I hope Richard will treat him as he +deserves," she said. + +"Shall we home?" Adrian inquired. + +"Do me a favour;" the lady replied. "Get my carriage sent round to meet +me at the park-gates." + +"Won't you?"-- + +"I want to be alone." + +Adrian bowed and left her. She was still sitting with her hands clasped +round one knee, gazing towards the dim ray-strewn valley. + +"An odd creature!" muttered the wise youth. "She's as odd as any of +them. She ought to be a Feverel. I suppose she's graduating for it. +Hang that confounded old ass of a Benson! He has had the impudence to +steal a march on me!" + + +The shadow of the cypress was lessening on the lake. The moon was +climbing high. As Richard rowed the boat, Lucy, sang to him softly. She +sang first a fresh little French song, reminding him of a day when she +had been asked to sing to him before, and he did not care to hear. "Did +I live?" he thinks. Then she sang to him a bit of one of those majestic +old Gregorian chants, that, wherever you may hear them, seem to build up +cathedral walls about you. The young man dropped the sculls. The +strange solemn notes gave a religions tone to his love, and wafted him +into the knightly ages and the reverential heart of chivalry. + +Hanging between two heavens on the lake: floating to her voice: the moon +stepping over and through white shoal's of soft high clouds above and +below: floating to her void--no other breath abroad! His soul went out +of his body as he listened. + +They must part. He rows her gently shoreward. + +"I never was so happy as to-night," she murmurs. + +"Look, my Lucy. The lights of the old place are on the lake. Look where +you are to live." + +"Which is your room, Richard?" + +He points it out to her. + +"O Richard! that I were one of the women who wait on you! I should ask +nothing more. How happy she must be!" + +"My darling angel-love. You shall be happy; but all shall wait on you, +and I foremost, Lucy." + +"Dearest! may I hope for a letter?" + +"By eleven to-morrow. And I?" + +"Oh! you will have mine, Richard." + +"Tom shall wait far it. A long one, mind! Did you like my last song?" + +She pats her hand quietly against her bosom, and he knows where it rests. +O love! O heaven! + +They are aroused by the harsh grating of the bow of the boat against the +shingle. He jumps out, and lifts her ashore. + +"See!" she says, as the blush of his embrace subsides--"See!" and +prettily she mimics awe and feels it a little, "the cypress does point +towards us. O Richard! it does!" + +And he, looking at her rather than at the cypress, delighting in her arch +grave ways-- + +"Why, there's hardly any shadow at all, Lucy. She mustn't dream, my +darling! or dream only of me." + +"Dearest! but I do." + +"To-morrow, Lucy! The letter in the morning, and you at night. O happy +to-morrow!" + +"You will be sure to be there, Richard?" + +"If I am not dead, Lucy." + +"O Richard! pray, pray do not speak of that. I shall not survive you." + +"Let us pray, Lucy, to die together, when we are to die. Death or life, +with you! Who is it yonder? I see some one--is it Tom? It's Adrian!" + +"Is it Mr. Harley?" The fair girl shivered. + +"How dares he come here!" cried Richard. + +The figure of Adrian, instead of advancing, discreetly circled the lake. +They were stealing away when he called. His call was repeated. Lucy +entreated Richard to go to him; but the young man preferred to summon his +attendant, Tom, from within hail, and send him to know what was wanted. + +"Will he have seen me? Will he have known me?" whispered Lucy, +tremulously. + +"And if he does, love?" said Richard. + +"Oh! if he does, dearest--I don't know, but I feel such a presentiment. +You have not spoken of him to-night, Richard. Is he good?" + +"Good?" Richard clutched her hand for the innocent maiden phrase. "He's +very fond of eating; that's all I know of Adrian." + +Her hand was at his lips when Tom returned. + +"Well, Tom?" + +"Mr. Adrian wishes particular to speak to you, sir," said Tom. + +"Do go to him, dearest! Do go!" Lucy begs him. + +"Oh, how I hate Adrian!" The young man grinds his teeth. + +"Do go!" Lucy urges him. "Tom--good Tom--will see me home. To-morrow, +dear love! To-morrow!" + +"You wish to part from me?" + +"Oh, unkind! but you must not come with me now. It may be news of +importance, dearest. Think, Richard!" + +"Tom! go back!" + +At the imperious command the well-drilled Tom strides off a dozen paces, +and sees nothing. Then the precious charge is confided to him. A heart +is cut in twain. + +Richard made his way to Adrian. "What is it you want with me, Adrian?" + +"Are we seconds, or principals, O fiery one?" was Adrian's answer. +"I want nothing with you, except to know whether you have seen Benson." + +"Where should I see Benson? What do I know of Benson's doings?" + +"Of course not--such a secret old fist as he is! I want some one to tell +him to order Lady Blandish's carriage to be sent round to the park-gates. +I thought he might be round your way over there--I came upon him +accidentally just now in Abbey-wood. What's the matter, boy?" + +"You saw him there?" + +"Hunting Diana, I suppose. He thinks she's not so chaste as they say," +continued Adrian. "Are you going to knock down that tree?" + +Richard had turned to the cypress, and was tugging at the tough wood. He +left it and went to an ash. + +"You'll spoil that weeper," Adrian cried. "Down she comes! But good- +night, Ricky. If you see Benson mind you tell him." + +Doomed Benson following his burly shadow hove in sight on the white road +while Adrian spoke. The wise youth chuckled and strolled round the lake, +glancing over his shoulder every now and then. + +It was not long before he heard a bellow for help--the roar of a dragon +in his throes. Adrian placidly sat down on the grass, and fixed his eyes +on the water. There, as the roar was being repeated amid horrid +resounding echoes, the wise youth mused in this wise-- + +"'The Fates are Jews with us when they delay a punishment,' says The +Pilgrim's Scrip, or words to that effect. The heavens evidently love +Benson, seeing that he gets his punishment on the spot. Master Ricky is +a peppery young man. He gets it from the apt Gruffudh. I rather believe +in race. What a noise that old ruffian makes! He'll require poulticing +with The Pilgrim's Scrip. We shall have a message to-morrow, and a +hubbub, and perhaps all go to town, which won't be bad for one who's been +a prey to all the desires born of dulness. Benson howls: there's life in +the old dog yet! He bays the moon. Look at her. She doesn't care. +It's the same to her whether we coo like turtle-doves or roar like twenty +lions. How complacent she looks! And yet she has dust as much sympathy +for Benson as for Cupid. She would smile on if both were being birched. +Was that a raven or Benson? He howls no more. It sounds guttural: frog- +like--something between the brek-kek-kek and the hoarse raven's croak. +The fellow'll be killing him. It's time to go to the rescue. A +deliverer gets more honour by coming in at the last gasp than if he +forestalled catastrophe.--Ho, there, what's the matter?" + +So saying, the wise youth rose, and leisurely trotted to the scene of +battle, where stood St. George puffing over the prostrate Dragon. + +"Holloa, Ricky! is it you?" said Adrian. "What's this? Whom have we +here?--Benson, as I live!" + +"Make this beast get up," Richard returned, breathing hard, and shaking +his great ash-branch. + +"He seems incapable, my dear boy. What have you been up to?--Benson! +Benson!--I say, Ricky, this looks bad." + +"He's shamming!" Richard clamoured like a savage. "Spy upon me, will he? +I tell you, he's shamming. He hasn't had half enough. Nothing's too bad +for a spy. Let him getup!" + +"Insatiate youth! do throw away that enormous weapon." + +"He has written to my father," Richard shouted. "The miserable spy! Let +him get up!" + +"Ooogh? I won't!" huskily groaned Benson. "Mr. Hadrian, you're a +witness--he's my back!"-- Cavernous noises took up the tale of his +maltreatment. + +"I daresay you love your back better than any part of your body now," +Adrian muttered. "Come, Benson! be a man. Mr. Richard has thrown away +the stick. Come, and get off home, and let's see the extent of the +damage." + +"Ooogh! he's a devil! Mr. Hadrian, sir, he's a devil!" groaned Benson, +turning half over in the road to ease his aches. + +Adrian caught hold of Benson's collar and lifted him to a sitting +posture. He then had a glimpse of what his hopeful pupil's hand could do +in wrath. The wretched butler's coat was slit and welted; his hat +knocked in; his flabby spirit so broken that he started and trembled if +his pitiless executioner stirred a foot. Richard stood over him, +grasping his great stick; no dawn of mercy for Benson in any corner of +his features. + +Benson screwed his neck round to look up at him, and immediately gasped, +"I won't get up! I won't! He's ready to murder me again!--Mr. Hadrian! +if you stand by and see it, you're liable to the law, sir--I won't get up +while he's near." No persuasion could induce Benson to try his legs +while his executioner stood by. + +Adrian took Richard aside: "You've almost killed the poor devil, Ricky. +You must be satisfied with that. Look at his face." + +"The coward bobbed while I struck" said Richard. "I marked his back. He +ducked. I told him he was getting it worse." + +At so civilized piece of savagery, Adrian opened his mouth wide. + +"Did you really? I admire that. You told him he was getting it worse?" + +Adrian opened his mouth again to shake another roll of laughter out. + +"Come," he said, "Excalibur has done his word. Pitch him into the lake. +And see--here comes the Blandish. You can't be at it again before a +woman. Go and meet her, and tell her the noise was an ox being +slaughtered. Or say Argus." + +With a whirr that made all Benson's bruises moan and quiver, the great +ash-branch shot aloft, and Richard swung off to intercept Lady Blandish. + +Adrian got Benson on his feet. The heavy butler was disposed to summon +all the commiseration he could feel for his bruised flesh. Every half- +step he attempted was like a dislocation. His groans and grunts were +frightful. + +"How much did that hat cost, Benson?" said Adrian, as he put it on his +head. + +"A five-and-twenty shilling beaver, Mr. Hadrian!" Benson caressed its +injuries. + +"The cheapest policy of insurance I remember to have heard of!" said +Adrian. + +Benson staggered, moaning at intervals to his cruel comforter. + +"He's a devil, Mr. Hadrian! He's a devil, sir, I do believe, sir. +Ooogh! he's a devil!--I can't move, Mr. Hadrian. I must be fetched. And +Dr. Clifford must be sent for, sir. I shall never be fit for work again. +I haven't a sound bone in my body, Mr. Hadrian." + +"You see, Benson, this comes of your declaring war upon Venus. I hope +the maids will nurse you properly. Let me see: you are friends with the +housekeeper, aren't you? All depends upon that." + +"I'm only a faithful servant, Mr. Hadrian," the miserable butler snarled. + +"Then you've got no friend but your bed. Get to it as quick as possible, +Benson." + +"I can't move." Benson made a resolute halt. "I must be fetched," he +whinnied. "It's a shame to ask me to move, Mr. Hadrian." + +"You will admit that you are heavy, Benson," said Adrian, "so I can't +carry you. However, I see Mr. Richard is very kindly returning to help +me." + +At these words heavy Benson instantly found his legs, and shambled on. + +Lady Blandish met Richard in dismay. + +"I have been horribly frightened," she said. "Tell me, what was the +meaning of those cries I heard?" + +"Only some one doing justice on a spy," said Richard, and the lady +smiled, and looked on him fondly, and put her hand through his hair. + +"Was that all? I should have done it myself if I had been a man. Kiss +me." + + + + + +ETEXT EDITOR'S BOOKMARKS: + +And so Farewell my young Ambition! and with it farewell all true +And to these instructions he gave an aim: "First be virtuous" +In Sir Austin's Note-book was written: "Between Simple Boyhood..." +It was now, as Sir Austin had written it down, The Magnetic Age +Laying of ghosts is a public duty +On the threshold of Puberty, there is one Unselfish Hour +Seed-Time passed thus smoothly, and adolescence came on +They believe that the angels have been busy about them +Who rises from Prayer a better man, his prayer is answered +Young as when she looked upon the lovers in Paradise +You've got no friend but your bed + + + + +End of this Project Gutenberg Etext of Ordeal Richard Feverel, v2 +by George Meredith + diff --git a/4407.zip b/4407.zip Binary files differnew file mode 100644 index 0000000..b27ce1b --- /dev/null +++ b/4407.zip diff --git a/LICENSE.txt b/LICENSE.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..6312041 --- /dev/null +++ b/LICENSE.txt @@ -0,0 +1,11 @@ +This eBook, including all associated images, markup, improvements, +metadata, and any other content or labor, has been confirmed to be +in the PUBLIC DOMAIN IN THE UNITED STATES. + +Procedures for determining public domain status are described in +the "Copyright How-To" at https://www.gutenberg.org. + +No investigation has been made concerning possible copyrights in +jurisdictions other than the United States. 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