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-[Illustration: "He is not horrid at all," said Nan, very cross.]
-
-
-
-
-GIRLS OF THE TRUE BLUE
-
-BY
-
-L. T. MEADE
-
-Author of
-
-"Miss Nonentity," "The Odds and the Evens," "Light o' the Morning,"
-"The Girls of St. Wode's," etc.
-
-WITH TEN ILLUSTRATIONS
-
-BY
-
-PERCY TARRANT
-
-W. & R. CHAMBERS, Limited
-
-
-
-
-LONDON AND EDINBURGH
-
-1901
-
-Edinburgh:
-
-Printed by W. & R. Chambers, Limited
-
-
-
-
-CONTENTS.
-
- I. "I PROMISE"
- II. "I WON'T EVER GO TO YOU"
- III. THE FROCK WITH CRAPE
- IV. THE BEST GIRL
- V. THE MYSTERY-GIRL
- VI. THE BULL-PUP
- VII. THE FALL
- VIII. PIP
- IX. UNDER HER THUMB
- X. A MYSTERY
- XI. THE MIDDLE WAY
- XII. "I SHALL STAY FOR A YEAR"
- XIII. UNCLE PETER
- XIV. "IT WAS NOT WORTH WHILE"
- XV. SOLDIERS OF THE TRUE BLUE
- XVI. TIGHTENING HER CHAIN
- XVII. AUGUSTA'S RESOLVE
- XVIII. AUGUSTA'S SIGNATURE
- XIX. THE ASPRAYS
- XX. THE ORDERLY-BOOK
- XXI. THE PICNIC
- XXII. THE BROKEN LOCK
- XXIII. "PRIZE-DAY COMES IN A MONTH"
- XXIV. THE GIPSY TEA
- XXV. THE PACKET OF LETTERS
- XXVI. SUNBEAM
- XXVII. "WAS THAT THE REASON?"
- XXVIII. "IS WRONG RIGHT?"
- XXIX. DOWN BY THE WISTARIA
- XXX. AUGUSTA IS FRIGHTENED
- XXXI. UNCLE PETER'S CONSIDERING CAP
- XXXII. THE BEGINNING OF THE SHADOW
- XXXIII. THE CROSS
- XXXIV. THE LETTER
- XXXV. THE WAY OF TRANSGRESSORS IS HARD
-
-
-
-
-LIST OF ILLUSTRATIONS.
-
- "He is not horrid at all," said Nan, very cross.
-
- Nan was perfectly satisfied to sit near the fire holding the
- kittens.
-
- "Cross!" he said to himself; "why, it is one of the dearest
- little faces in the world."
-
- "Here is some paper," said Nancy, "and here is a pencil. Write
- the words down, Augusta, and let me keep the paper."
-
- Augusta nearly fell back as she read the words.
-
- "What are you doing by that drawer, Gussie!"
-
- "I have brought a bird for her--my own bird. May I go in and see
- her at once?" said Nancy.
-
- Augusta in terror was hiding behind a bush of laurustinus.
-
- "As to your shilling, miss, you can keep it, for I don't want
- none of it."
-
- "Let me fasten it round your neck, Nan, then I shall feel
- better."
-
-
-
-
-GIRLS OF THE TRUE BLUE.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER I.
-
-"I PROMISE."
-
-
-"And how is she to-day, Nan?" said the kindly voice of Mrs. Richmond.
-
-The time was early spring. The lady in question had come into a dark
-and somewhat dismal room; she herself was richly wrapped in furs and
-velvet; her large, smooth face was all beams and smiles. A dark little
-girl with thin cheeks, about eleven years of age, clasping a battered
-doll in her arms, looked full up at her.
-
-"She is no better," said Nan; "and I think perhaps it would be a good
-plan for you to go."
-
-"What a little monkey you are!" said Mrs. Richmond. "But I do not mind
-you, my dear Anna; I have known you too long. Come here, dear, and let
-me look at you."
-
-Nan laid her doll on the table and approached slowly. Her dress was
-untidy, her hair unkempt. There were traces of tears round her eyes,
-but none showed at that moment; the sad eyes looked bold and full and
-defiant into the kindly face of the lady.
-
-"You are not too tidy, my dear little girl; that pinafore would be the
-better for the wash-tub. And must you play with that horrid old doll?"
-
-"I would not give up dear Sophia Maria for anybody on earth," said Nan
-in a determined voice; and now she went back and clasped her ragged
-and disreputable-looking baby to her breast.
-
-"But you might have a new one."
-
-"I would not like a new one, thank you."
-
-"And you are rather old to play with dolls. Now, my Kitty and my
-Honora have long ceased to make babies of themselves; you must when
-you come."
-
-"I must when I come!" repeated Nan; and now, her eyes grew very big
-and bright and angry. "Oh! please," she added, "will you excuse me? I
-want to go up to mother."
-
-"Certainly, dear. Tell her I am here, and would be glad to have a talk
-with her."
-
-Nan vouchsafed no reply to this, and left the room. Mrs. Richmond sat
-on in thought; she folded her hands in her lap.
-
-"I will do my duty," she said to herself; "it is my duty. Poor, dear
-Amy was always improvident, and careless of her health. She married
-without means; her husband died within a year; there is this child now
-eleven years of age and with no provision. Ah!"
-
-There came a tap at the door, and the wizened and somewhat cross face
-of a middle-aged woman appeared.
-
-"How do you do, Mrs. Vincent?" said Mrs. Richmond. She always spoke
-cordially to every one; her face beamed kindness itself on all the
-world.
-
-Mrs. Vincent came in slowly.
-
-"I am glad you have called, ma'am; the poor thing upstairs is very
-bad--very bad indeed--not likely to live many hours, the doctor says."
-
-"Oh! my good soul, I had not an idea that it was so near as that."
-
-"I am telling you the truth, madam; and the fact is, her poverty is
-excessive, and"----
-
-"Now listen to me, Mrs. Vincent. Everything she needs as far as you are
-concerned will be paid for; see that she has every imaginable comfort.
-And leave the room."
-
-Mrs. Richmond's kindly eyes could flash when occasion arose, and Mrs.
-Vincent, curtsying and mumbling, but highly delighted all the same,
-went downstairs.
-
-There was no sign of Nan coming back, and Mrs. Richmond, after waiting
-for a quarter of an hour, determined to go upstairs to her sick
-friend's room. The door was a little ajar; she pushed it open and went
-in. Nan was lying across the bed, her face close to the very white
-face of a woman whose features were wonderfully like her own. The
-woman's eyes were open, and her lips were moving. Mrs. Richmond came
-and, without saying a word, lifted the child off the bed. Nan turned
-in a wild fury; she felt very much inclined to strike the intruder,
-but the look on her visitor's face restrained her.
-
-"You can stay, dear, if you like," said Mrs. Richmond; and then she
-went round to the other side of the bed.
-
-"Have you anything to tell me, Amy, before you go?" she asked.
-
-There came a low--very low--murmur, and a glance of the dying woman's
-eyes in the direction of the child.
-
-"Only--only"----she began.
-
-"I will see to everything, dear; I have promised."
-
-"And if--if at the end of a year---- You remember--you remember that
-part, don't you, Caroline?"
-
-"I remember it. It will not be necessary."
-
-"But if it is--if it should be--you will send her"----
-
-"I faithfully promise."
-
-"You are so good!" said the dying woman.
-
-"God bless you! You have made things easy for me."
-
-"Come here, Nan, and kiss your mother," said Mrs. Richmond suddenly.
-
-The child, overawed by the entire scene, advanced. She pressed her
-lips to the lips growing colder moment by moment.
-
-"And now leave the room," said Mrs. Richmond. "Go--obey me."
-
-Nan went.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER II.
-
-"I WON'T EVER GO TO YOU."
-
-
-But she only went as far as the landing; there she crouched down in a
-corner and waited. She did not know what she feared, nor exactly what
-was going to happen; it seemed to her that there was a great darkness
-everywhere, and that it pressed her round and shut away the light.
-
-The outward circumstances of Nan Esterleigh's life had never been too
-bright, but all the same she had been a happy little girl; she had
-been petted and fussed about and loved, and her battered doll, Sophia
-Maria, had been the greatest imaginable comfort to her. She was quite
-accustomed to scanty meals and poor rooms and cross landladies. She
-was, alas! too, poor little girl, thoroughly accustomed to her
-mother's state of miserable health. Mother had been often as bad
-before. Ever since Nan could remember, her mother had ached and
-shivered and moaned with pain; she had spent restless nights, and had
-stayed in bed to breakfast, and had struggled against the illness
-which crept on her more and more day by day. Nan in her heart of
-hearts supposed that very few people were well; she thought children
-enjoyed good health as a rule, and that grown people had illness. It
-was the law of life, she supposed. Now and then she confided her
-thoughts to Sophia Maria.
-
-"My darling," she used to say, "you must be as happy as you can while
-you are young, because there is no chance at all when you are
-grown-up. You will have pains then, Maria, and aches, and you will
-grow old, and you won't have any strength. I'll be the same; there'll
-be two of us to keep each other company--that is one comfort."
-
-Now she crouched in the corner, feeling a little more depressed and a
-little more anxious than usual, but not really alarmed or stricken or
-subdued. She wondered, however, what her mother meant by the curious
-words she had spoken, with long pauses between, to Mrs. Richmond. They
-certainly pointed to a future for Nan herself; she was to go
-somewhere, and if all was not well she was at the end of a year to go
-somewhere else.
-
-"But I am not going to leave my own mother," thought the little girl.
-"Oh dear! oh dear! I know now why I am lonely; I want my poor darling
-Sophia."
-
-She ran downstairs, clasped her doll to her heart, and crouching over
-the fire, presently fell asleep.
-
-It was during Nan Esterleigh's sleep that her mother died. Mrs.
-Esterleigh died without a pang or a struggle--she just ceased to
-breathe; and Mrs. Richmond, with tears in her eyes, came downstairs.
-
-Nan had stretched herself full length on the hearth-rug. The doll was
-clasped to her breast; her sallow little face looked more sallow than
-usual, and Mrs. Richmond noticed how black and long were the lashes
-that rested against her cheeks.
-
-"Poor little girl, she is my care now," thought the good woman. "I
-know what I should like to do; I should like to pick her up, and wrap
-a shawl round her, and take her right away in the cab with me. Nora
-will be nice to her, and Kitty will show her her favourite kittens. I
-have a great mind to try."
-
-But just then the big black eyes were opened wide, and Nan sat up and
-stared at Mrs. Richmond.
-
-"What are you doing here?" she said. "Is mother no better? Has nobody
-thought of giving her her tea?"
-
-"Come here, Nancy," said Mrs. Richmond. "I have something I want to say
-to you."
-
-"But I don't want to listen," answered Nan; and she clutched her doll
-tightly in her embrace, staggered to her feet, and stood, with
-defiance in her eyes, a few feet away from Mrs. Richmond.
-
-"Dear, dear! she is an extraordinary child," thought the good lady.
-"She will be very difficult to manage. I should not be a scrap
-surprised if she felt this very much; some children do, and I should
-not be astonished if she was the sort, she is so stubborn and
-self-contained--not a pleasant child by any means. But Amy's little
-girl shall always have a warm corner in my heart--always, always."
-
-"Come here, Nan," she said again.
-
-"If you want to say anything to me, please, Mrs. Richmond, be quick,"
-said Nan, who was now wide awake and felt absolutely composed; "I must
-go up to mother. This is the hour for her tea; I always make it myself
-for her. I know just how much she wants put into the little brown
-teapot, and the right quantity of milk and sugar; and, oh! I am going
-to toast her bread for her, for Mrs. Vincent does send it up so hard
-and untempting. Perhaps you will come another day, Mrs. Richmond, and
-talk to me then."
-
-"I must talk to you now, Nancy, my poor little girl; I have something
-to say."
-
-Curious emotions stirred in the child's breast. She stood quite still
-for a moment; then she said slowly:
-
-"You had better not say it."
-
-"I must; it is about your mother."
-
-"What! is mother worse?"
-
-"She is better, Nancy." Mrs. Richmond's eyes brimmed over with tears.
-
-"Then how silly of you to cry!" said the child, her face brightening
-up, and smiles dawning round her lips. "If she was worse you might
-cry--not that you ought ever to cry, for she is no relation of yours;
-but if she is better, Sophia Maria and I will sing."
-
-"Nancy dear, I cannot break it to you. I must tell it to you at once,
-and God help you to bear it. Your mother is better in one sense--in
-the sense that God has taken her away from all her pains. She won't
-ever be tired or ill or sorry any more, and she will never again have
-aches or wakeful nights or sad days; she has gone to God. There is a
-beautiful heaven, you know, Nan, and---- Oh, good gracious! what ails
-the child?"
-
-Nan had given one smothered scream and had rushed from the room.
-Fast--very fast--did the little feet run upstairs. Mrs. Esterleigh's
-room was on the third floor. Past the drawing-room landing she ran,
-where a good-natured-looking old gentleman resided. He was coming out
-of his comfortable drawing-room, and he saw the scared little face. He
-knew, of course, what had happened, and he wondered if the child knew.
-He called to her:
-
-"Nancy, come in and sit by my fire for a little."
-
-But she did not heed him. She ran past the second floor; no one called
-her here or detained her. There was a very cross old maid who lived on
-that floor, and Nancy had always hated her. She ran on and on.
-Presently she reached her mother's room.
-
-"It is not true," she gasped. "It is that dreadful Mrs. Richmond trying
-to frighten me. It is not a bit true--not a bit." And then she took
-the handle and tried to turn it and to open the door, but the door was
-locked.
-
-"Mother, mother!" she shrieked. "Mother, it is me--it is Nan. Don't
-let them keep me out. Get some one to open the door. Mother, mother!"
-
-Footsteps sounded in the room, and an elderly woman, whom Nancy had
-never seen before, opened the door, came quickly out, and stood with
-her back to it.
-
-"You must go away, my dear little girl," she said. "I will bring you
-to see your mother presently. Go away now, dear; you cannot come in."
-
-"But I will. You shall not keep me out. You are hurting mother. You
-have no right to be in the room with her;" and Nancy pommelled at the
-woman's hands and arms. But she was strong and masterful, and
-presently she picked up the exhausted child and carried her right
-downstairs.
-
-"Oh! give her to me," said Mrs. Richmond. "Poor little child! Nancy
-dear, I am so sorry for you! And I promise, darling, to be a mother to
-you."
-
-"Don't!" said Nan. "I don't want you as a mother--no, I don't want
-you."
-
-"Never mind, I will be a friend to you--an aunt--anything you like. I
-have promised your own dear mother; and she is quite well, and it
-would be selfish to wish her back."
-
-"But I want to be selfish; I want to have her back," said Nan. "I
-don't believe that God has come and taken her. He would not take
-mother and leave me; it is not likely, is it?"
-
-"God sometimes does so, and He has His wise reasons."
-
-"I don't believe it. You only want me not to go to her, and you are
-telling me lies."
-
-"It is the truth, Nancy; and I wish for your sake it were not. Will
-you come back with me to-night, dear?"
-
-"I won't. I won't ever go to you. I will always stay just outside
-mother's door until they let me in. I do not believe she is dead--no,
-not for a moment."
-
-In vain Mrs. Richmond argued and pleaded and coaxed; Nan was firm.
-Presently the good lady had to consult with Mrs. Vincent, who promised
-to look after the child. The landlady was now all tears and
-good-nature, and she assured Mrs. Richmond that Nan should have all her
-wants attended to.
-
-"I have got a very nice, good-natured servant-girl," she said. "Her
-name is Phoebe. I will send her upstairs, and she shall sit in the
-room with Miss Nan, and if necessary stay with her to-night."
-
-"Very well," said Mrs. Richmond. "It is the best that I can do; but, oh
-dear! how anxious I feel about the unhappy child!"
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER III.
-
-THE FROCK WITH CRAPE.
-
-
-All the lodgers in the house, the landlady, and the servants were
-extremely kind to Nan that night; but Nan would have none of them.
-Presently Phoebe was sent to sit in the parlour with her. The lamp,
-which usually smoked, burned brightly, and there was quite a good fire
-in the grate--of late it had been a miserable one--and the curtains
-were drawn, and a clean cloth had been put on the table, and Nan was
-treated as if she were a princess. Phoebe, too, dressed in her Sunday
-best, came and sat with her. Phoebe was sixteen years of age; she had
-left her country home about two months ago, and felt now wonderfully
-important. She took a sorrowful, keen, and at the same time
-pleasurable interest in Nan. She put the bowl of bread and milk, which
-Mrs. Vincent considered the best solace for grief, inside the fender to
-keep warm, and then she sat on a hard-bottomed chair, very erect, with
-her hands folded in her lap. For a long time her eyes sought the
-ground, but then curiosity got the better of her. She began to watch
-Nan. Nan sat with her back to her. Sophia Maria was lying on the table
-near. As a rule this battered and disreputable doll was clutched tight
-in her little mistress's embrace, but even the doll could not comfort
-Nan now. Phoebe gave a groan.
-
-"What are you doing that for?" said the child. She raised her eyes;
-there came a frown between her brows; she looked full at Phoebe.
-
-"I am so sorrowful about you, missy!" replied Phoebe.
-
-There was something in Phoebe's hearty tone that interested Nan. She
-hated Mrs. Richmond and Mrs. Vincent when they expressed their grief;
-even the dear old gentleman, Mr. Pryor, on the first floor was
-intolerable to her to-night. As to Miss Edgar, the old maid who lived
-on the second floor, Nan would have fled any distance from her; but
-there was something about Phoebe's country tone, and her round face,
-and the tears which filled her blue eyes which touched Nan in spite of
-herself.
-
-"I wish you would eat your supper, miss," was Phoebe's next remark.
-
-Nan shook her head. After a time she spoke.
-
-"If your mother had just gone to heaven, would you eat a big bowl of
-bread and milk?"
-
-"Oh, lor', miss! I don't know."
-
-"Has your mother gone to heaven?" was Nan's next question.
-
-"Indeed and she has not, miss; I would break my heart if she had."
-
-"Oh!" said Nan.
-
-For the first time tears rose to her eyes. She looked again at Phoebe,
-then she glanced at the fire, then at the doll.
-
-"Sophia Maria does not comfort me any longer," she said. "Would it
-kill you, Phoebe, if your mother went to heaven?"
-
-"I 'spect so, miss. Oh dear, missy! I 'spect so."
-
-"Then," said Nan--and the next instant she had tumbled from her seat,
-had tottered forward, and was clasped in Phoebe's arms--"let me cry.
-Don't say anything to comfort me; I want to cry such a big, big lot.
-Let me cry, and clasp me tight--very tight--Phoebe."
-
-So Phoebe did clasp the motherless little girl, and the two mingled
-their tears. After that affairs moved better. Phoebe herself fed Nan,
-and then they cuddled up on the sofa, which Phoebe drew in front of
-the fire. Phoebe found her occupation intensely interesting. She was
-very, very sorry for Nan, and very comfortable in the thought that her
-own mother was alive. Nan began to ask her questions, and Phoebe
-answered.
-
-"Did you ever know a little girl whose mother died 'cept me--did you,
-Phoebe?"
-
-"Oh yes, miss; there was a girl in our village. It was a more mournful
-case than yours, miss, for there were two little brothers--they were
-young as young could be, nothing more than babies--and she was left to
-mind them, so to speak."
-
-"That must have been very nice for her. I wish I had two little
-brothers to mind. And did she mind them, Phoebe? Was she good to
-them?"
-
-"No, miss; that she warn't. She were for a bit, but afterwards she
-took to neglecting of them, and they were sent to an orphan school,
-and the girl went to service."
-
-"Oh! she was not a lady," said Nan in a tone of slight contempt.
-
-"We 'as our feelings even if we ain't ladies," was Phoebe's somewhat
-sharp retort.
-
-"Dear, dear Phoebe, I know you have; but tell me more about her. What
-happened just immediately afterwards, before she began to be cross to
-the little brothers?"
-
-"Well, miss, there was the funeral and the funeral feast."
-
-"A feast!" interrupted Nan.
-
-"In the country, miss, and amongst us we always take the occasion to
-have a big and hearty meal; but that ain't interesting to you."
-
-"I could not eat--not now that mother is dead."
-
-"Well, miss, that was in the country; it is different there--grief
-makes us hungry. And she had her mourning to get."
-
-"Her mourning! What is that?"
-
-"Black, miss--black from head to foot--and crape. She went into debt
-for the crape."
-
-"Did she? What is crape?"
-
-"Something they put on black dresses to make people know that you are
-mourning for a near relative; and according to the amount of crape you
-puts on, so is the relation between you and the deceased," said Phoebe
-in a very oracular voice.
-
-Nan became intensely interested.
-
-"Then I ought to get a black dress at once," she said.
-
-"As you will, miss. Mrs. Richmond will see to that."
-
-"I don't want Mrs. Richmond to. I would rather get it myself. I have a
-little money. Don't you think I could get my own dress?"
-
-"Of course, miss, if you have the money."
-
-"Are you anything of a dressmaker, Phoebe?"
-
-"Well, miss, I made the dress I am now wearing."
-
-"And it is awfully nice," said Nan. "And Sophia Maria ought to wear
-black too."
-
-"To be sure, miss."
-
-"I wish I could get it to-night. But you might go out early in the
-morning and get the stuff, and we could begin to make it."
-
-"So we could," said Phoebe, who wondered much if her mistress would
-allow her to devote all her time to Nan.
-
-"I know a little bit about dressmaking myself; we could easily make
-the dress," continued Nan. "And we need not let any one into the room;
-I could keep the door locked, and we could both make the dress that I
-am to wear for my own mother. Phoebe, would it make her happier to
-know I was putting stitches into a black, black dress with crape on it
-to wear because of her, because she has gone to God?"
-
-"It would make a wonderful difference," said Phoebe.
-
-"Would it indeed? Then I will have it very black, and a lot of crape.
-If I have a lot of crape, would she be glad?"
-
-"If anything could make her more glad than she is now, that would,"
-said Phoebe; "I know it for a fact."
-
-"And Sophia Maria would wear crape and a black dress too?"
-
-"Yes, miss."
-
-After that the two girls talked on until they grew sleepy, and finally
-Phoebe wrapped her little mistress in a warm blanket, and lay down
-herself on the rug; and so the first night passed away.
-
-Nan possessed exactly two pounds, which she had saved, sixpence by
-sixpence. She broke into her little savings-bank now and gave the
-money to Phoebe, who went out at an early hour and purchased coarse
-cashmere and the poorest crape she could get, and brought the
-materials to Nan.
-
-They kept the parlour door locked, and sewed and sewed. Nan was
-interested, and although her tears often dropped upon the black stuff,
-yet, when Phoebe assured her that her mother was growing happier each
-moment at the thought of the very deep mourning her little daughter
-was to wear, she cheered up.
-
-"You are quite, quite certain you are telling me the truth, Phoebe?"
-said Nan at last.
-
-"Certain sure, miss. Didn't I live through it all when poor Susan
-Fagan lost her mother? This is a dress for all the world the same as
-Susan appeared in at the funeral."
-
-After two or three days' hard work the dress was finished. It was
-certainly not stylish to look at. Then there came an awful time when
-carriages drove up to the house, and all that was left of poor Mrs.
-Esterleigh was borne away to her long home. Nan could never afterwards
-quite recall that dreadful day. Mrs. Richmond arrived early. She had
-borne with Nan's wish to stay locked into the parlour with what
-patience she could; but on the day of the funeral she insisted on the
-door being opened, and when Nan appeared before her in her lugubrious
-dress, badly made, with no fit whatever, the good woman gave a shocked
-exclamation.
-
-"My dear child," she said, "I have got a suitable dress for you. I
-found a frock of yours upstairs and had it measured. Take off that
-awful thing."
-
-"This awful thing!" said Nan. "I bought it with my own money. I won't
-wear anything--anything else. And Sophia Maria is in mourning too,"
-she added; and she pointed to her doll, which was attired in crape
-from head to foot.
-
-"Let her wear it," said a voice behind her; and raising her eyes, Nan
-saw the kindly face of Mr. Pryor looking at her.
-
-He had always been a strange sort of character, and it seemed now that
-in one glance he understood the child; he held out his hand and drew
-her towards him.
-
-"You bought this out of your own money?" he asked,
-
-"Yes," answered Nan.
-
-Tears trembled on her eyelashes; she raised her eyes and looked full
-at Mr. Pryor.
-
-"And there is a lot of crape," she said. "Everybody must know that she
-was a very near relation."
-
-"And you made it yourself?"
-
-"Phoebe and I made it ourselves; and Maria is in black too." She
-touched the doll with her finger.
-
-"Then you shall go to the funeral in that dress," said Mr. Pryor. "I
-take it upon me to say that your mother would wish it, and that is
-enough."
-
-So Nan attended her mother's funeral in the dress she had made
-herself, and stood close to the grave, and tried vaguely to realise
-what was taking place. But what chiefly impressed her was the depth of
-the shabby crape on her little skirt, and the fact that she had bought
-her mourning out of her very own savings, and that the doll, Sophia
-Maria, from whom she would not be parted for a single moment, was also
-in mourning.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER IV.
-
-THE BEST GIRL.
-
-
-Immediately after the funeral Mrs. Richmond took Nan's hand.
-
-"Now, dear," she said, "you come home with me."
-
-Nan turned first red and then very white. She was just about to reply
-when Mr. Pryor came forward.
-
-"Madam," he said, "may I make a request? I want to ask a very great
-favour."
-
-"If possible I will grant it," replied Mrs. Richmond.
-
-"I have known Mrs. Esterleigh, this dear little girl's mother, for two
-or three years; and on the whole, although I am not specially fond of
-children, I think I also know Nan well. Now, I want to know if you
-will grant me the great favour of allowing me to take Nan home to my
-rooms until this evening. I will promise to bring her to you this
-evening."
-
-"Oh yes, I will go with you and with Phoebe," said Nan. She clasped
-hold of Mr. Pryor's hand and held it to her heart, and she looked round
-for Phoebe, who in her shabby frock was standing on the outskirts of
-the group.
-
-Phoebe was nodding to Nan and making mysterious signs to her. Mrs.
-Richmond looked full at Mr. Pryor.
-
-"I do not wish to make Nan more unhappy than I can help to-day," she
-said; "so if you will bring her to my house by six o'clock this
-evening I will be satisfied."
-
-She turned away and entered her own carriage, and Mr. Pryor looked at
-Nan.
-
-"It is only two o'clock," he said; "we have four hours. A great deal
-can be done in four hours. What do you say to our spending the day out
-here in the country?"
-
-"Oh," said Nan, "in the country! Is this the country?"
-
-"This is Highgate. I have a carriage, and I will get the man to drive
-us quite out into the country parts--perhaps to Barnet. The day
-happens to be a lovely one. I have a kind of desire to go into the
-Hadleigh Woods with you; what do you say?"
-
-Nan gave a vague nod, and looked round for Phoebe.
-
-"You would like your little friend Phoebe to come too?"
-
-Nan's whole face lit up.
-
-"Oh, very, very much!" she said.
-
-"Well, she is standing there; go and ask her."
-
-So Nan rushed up to Phoebe.
-
-"Phoebe," she said, "shall we go into the country with Mr. Pryor? I
-need not be back till six o'clock."
-
-"I don't know if my mistress would wish it," said Phoebe.
-
-"I will take upon myself to say that Mrs. Vincent will not be angry
-with you," said Mr. Pryor, coming up at this moment. "Now, children,
-get into my carriage; I will give the driver directions."
-
-So they left the cemetery and drove away and away into the heart of
-the country. It took them some little time to reach it, but at last
-they got where the trees grew in numbers and houses were few and far
-between; and although it was winter the day was a lovely one, and
-there was a warm sunshine, and it seemed to Nan that she had come out
-of the most awful gloom and misery into a peace and a joy which she
-could scarcely understand.
-
-Mr. Pryor dismissed the carriage when it set them down at a pretty
-little inn, and he took Nan by the hand and led her into the parlour,
-and asked the landlord for a private room; and there he and Nan and
-Phoebe had dinner together.
-
-It was a simple dinner--the very simplest possible--and Sophia Maria
-sat on Nan's lap while she ate, and Mr. Pryor talked very little, and
-when he did it was in a grave voice.
-
-Phoebe looked somewhat awed; and as to Nan, the sense of grief and
-bewilderment grew greater each moment.
-
-"Now, Phoebe," said Mr. Pryor when the meal was over, "I want our
-little party to divide. There are four of us, for of course I consider
-Sophia Maria quite one of the family."
-
-"Oh, she is quite, the darling!" said Nan.
-
-"Will you take charge of her for a little, Phoebe," said Mr. Pryor,
-"while Nan and I go for a walk?"
-
-"Oh, must we?" said Nan, looking full at him.
-
-He smiled very gravely at her.
-
-"We will not be long," he said. "There are a few things your mother
-has asked me to say to you. I would rather say them to you alone,
-without even Sophia Maria listening."
-
-Then Nan's little white face lit up.
-
-"Phoebe," she said, "Mr. Pryor and I have something most important to
-say to each other. Be sure you take great care of Maria, and don't let
-her catch cold."
-
-Phoebe promised, and Mr. Pryor and Nan, hand in hand, walked in the
-direction of the Hadleigh Woods.
-
-They walked in absolute silence until they reached the woods, and then
-their steps became slower, and Nan looked up into the face of her
-companion and said:
-
-"I wish you would tell me. What did mother say?"
-
-"My dear Nan, your mother knew very well that the day was soon coming
-when God would send for her. She did not like to talk to you about it,
-although she often tried to; she was anxious about you, but not very
-anxious."
-
-"I wonder mother was not very anxious when she thought of leaving me
-so far, far behind," said Nan.
-
-"You see, she did not think that, for in reality those who go to God
-are not separated very far from those they leave."
-
-"Then is mother near me?"
-
-"You cannot see her, nor can you realise it, but I should not be
-surprised if she were quite near you."
-
-"She knows all about my black dress and my crape?" said Nan. "Phoebe
-said she would be so glad about the crape!"
-
-"Well, Nan, the fact is that the crape could not make her glad, nor
-the black dress; but the thought that you, her little girl, made it
-and wore it for love of her would make her glad. It is not the colour
-of the dress makes her happy; it is the love you put into it."
-
-"Oh! I don't quite understand," said Nan.
-
-"You will when you think it over. You see, she is in white; she has a
-crown and a harp. That is what we have learnt about those who leave
-us--that if they have loved God they go into His presence, and their
-dress is white and glistening, and they have harps to sing to and
-crowns to wear; and we know the more we love the nearer we get to
-them. So, Nan, the message your mother has left me is this: 'Tell Nan
-to be as good as girl can be--to be the best girl she knows. By being
-the best she must be the most loving, she must be the most unselfish.
-She must not wish to be the best to be thought well of by her
-fellow-men, but she must be the best because God loves those who try
-to follow Him.' Do you follow me, Nan, when I say these words?"
-
-"I follow you," said Nan. "You want me to be good, but I do not think
-I can; and as to being the best, that I can never be. You want me to
-have a great deal of love, and I only love mother and Phoebe a little
-bit. And to-night everything is to be changed; I won't even have you."
-
-"I am going to ask Mrs. Richmond to send you to see me
-sometimes--perhaps once a fortnight or so."
-
-"Will you?" said Nan. "I think if I could like anything I should like
-that."
-
-"I will arrange it then; and perhaps although you do not exactly love
-me now, you will regard me as your friend and love me presently. But
-there is something else I want to say. Your mother wished all these
-things for you, but she knew that you would have certain difficulties
-in your life. I am sorry to have to tell it to you, my dear little
-girl, but it is the fact: your mother left you without any money."
-
-"But mother could scarcely do that, because we had something to live
-on," said Nan. "Has mother taken our money away with her up to God?"
-
-"No, dear. In the home where she is now money is not needed; but the
-little money she had was only to be here during her lifetime. It was
-what is called an annuity; that means, she could have the use of it
-for her life, but only for her life. So, my dear little girl, you have
-no money."
-
-"Then I expect," said Nan, drawing herself up and fixing her eyes full
-on Mr. Pryor's face, "that I had best go to the workhouse. I can go to
-the workhouse until I am old enough to take a place as servant; and I
-would like, please, to go into the same house with Phoebe. Perhaps Mrs.
-Vincent would have me as her little servant, and Phoebe could teach
-me."
-
-"That is not necessary; you are not suited for that kind of life, and
-God does not require it of you. Mrs. Richmond is very well off; she has
-more money than she knows what to do with, and she always loved your
-mother, so she is going to take you to bring you up with her two
-little girls. You will be trained and educated, and have everything
-that a little girl can require, and all Mrs. Richmond wants in return
-is your love and your obedience."
-
-"But I don't think I can love her. I wish--oh, I wish she would not do
-it!" said Nan.
-
-"Now, Nan, the first proof of your love for your mother has arrived,
-for she wanted you to go to Mrs. Richmond. She would be dreadfully
-pained--far, far more pained, if trouble could reach her in heaven, by
-your not going there than even if you still wore a coloured frock."
-
-"Oh, how puzzling it is, and how difficult!" said Nan. "I shall quite
-hate to go to Mrs. Richmond. I never liked her much, and now to think
-that I owe everything to her!"
-
-"I have something more to say. There is a man who owed your father
-money long ago, and he has promised to adopt you in case you are not
-happy with Mrs. Richmond; but you must spend quite a year with her
-before you go to him. You would have a different life with him--freer,
-wilder. Your mother preferred the idea of your being with Mrs.
-Richmond, but if you are unhappy with her you are to go to the
-Asprays; when last I heard of them they lived in Virginia, in the
-States of America."
-
-Nan pressed her hand to her forehead.
-
-"That does not seem much better," she answered; "and I think my head
-aches, but I am not sure. Shall we go back again now, Mr. Pryor?"
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER V.
-
-THE MYSTERY-GIRL.
-
-
-Kitty and Honora Richmond were in high spirits. Even the knowledge
-that Nan's mother had been buried that day could scarcely depress
-them. They had heard of Nan a great deal for the last couple of years
-of their lives, but they had never seen her. Honora called her the
-little mystery-girl, and Kitty invariably made the same remark when
-her name was mentioned.
-
-"I wonder if her eyes are blue or brown. If she has brown eyes she
-will be like me, and if she has blue eyes she will be like you, Nora."
-
-"As if the colour of her eyes mattered!" said Honora. "For my part,"
-she added, "I do not think any girl matters, and I do not see why you
-are so excited about her. If she were a dog it would be a different
-thing."
-
-"Yes, of course it would," answered Kitty, looking wistfully round.
-"But you see she is a girl, and mother will not let us keep any more
-dogs."
-
-"The darlings!" cried Honora; "what a sin! Oh Kitty! do you know, I
-saw a dear little fox-terrier to-day when I was out. I know he was
-lost. He had one of those darling little square heads, and he did look
-so sweet! I would have given anything to bring him home, but when I
-spoke to nurse she said, 'There are enough waifs and strays coming to
-the house without having stray dogs.'"
-
-"I do wonder what she meant by that!" said Kitty.
-
-"I expect," said Nora in a thoughtful voice, "she must have meant poor
-Nan. It was not nice of her--not a bit. Do you know that Nan has no
-money? Nurse told me so last night; she said that if mother had not
-adopted her she would have had to go to the workhouse. Is it not
-awful?"
-
-"Poor darling!" said Kitty. "Then we will be good to her; and it is
-almost as nice as if she were a dog. I like her twice as well since I
-know that. If she were a rich girl I should hate her coming, but as
-she is a poor one we will give her the very best--won't we, Noney?"
-
-"The best we could do," said Honora in a thoughtful voice, "would be
-to give her Sally's pup--you know, little Jack; would she not love
-it?"
-
-Kitty looked very thoughtful.
-
-"I thought perhaps I might keep Jack," she said. "Do you think I ought
-to give Jack to Nan--do you, Nora?"
-
-"Yes," replied Nora in an emphatic voice. "We have just said that we
-ought to give her the best, and as Jack is your best, you ought to
-hand him over. Come, now, let us make the schoolroom look pretty.
-Mother said she would be here at six o'clock. She will be very sad,
-you know, Kitty; you must not laugh or be at all gay this evening. You
-must try to feel as if mother were in her coffin."
-
-"Oh, don't!" said Kitty. "How horrid of you, Noney! How could I think
-of anything so awful?"
-
-"But poor Nan has to think of it. Oh dear! oh dear! it is exciting. Do
-you know what I should like to do? I'd like to rush downstairs and
-fling my arms round her neck, and drag her up to the schoolroom, and
-say, 'You poor little motherless, penniless creature, here is Jack to
-comfort you.' That is what I should like to do; but, of course, I
-suppose it would not be right."
-
-Miss Roy, the children's governess, now entered the schoolroom. She
-was a kindly, good-natured woman. They went to school for most of
-their lessons, but she looked after their dress, and took them for
-walks, and saw to their comforts generally.
-
-"What are you two puzzling your little heads over?" she said. "Oh
-Nora, my dear, why is the schoolroom in such a mess?"
-
-"We were teaching Jack some of his tricks," said Nora. "Do you know,
-Miss Roy, he begs so beautifully, and he quite winks one of his dear
-little eyes when he sits upright and takes his biscuit."
-
-"But he sulks a good bit when we teach him to trust," interrupted
-Kitty.
-
-"Well, dears, get the brush now and sweep away the crumbs; when your
-little friend comes she will not like to see an untidy room."
-
-"I hope she will," said Kitty. "It will be very much the worse for her
-if she is of the tidy sort."
-
-"What nonsense, Kitty! You know I have always trained you to be most
-careful and tidy."
-
-"Yes," answered Kitty, with a sigh; "and when you do train us, Miss
-Roy, do you know what Nora and I think of?"
-
-"What, dear?"
-
-"Of the happy, happy days when we are quite grown-up, and can be as
-awfully untidy as we like, and sweep all our things into bundles, and
-never have a tidy drawer, and never be able to find anything; and have
-six or seven dogs, all in baskets, sleeping about the room; and a few
-cats, more particularly if they are sick cats, to bear them company;
-and birds, of course; and mice, and white rats, and"----
-
-Miss Roy put her hands to her ears.
-
-"Don't introduce your menagerie until I am out of the country. I would
-rather leave England, although I am devoted to my native land, than be
-anywhere near such an awful room."
-
-"We told mother on Sunday," said Nora, "and she quite laughed. I think
-she was ever so glad."
-
-Just then there came a sound of commotion downstairs. Nora drew
-herself up to her full height, and her heart beat a little faster than
-usual. Kitty rushed to her sister and clasped her hand.
-
-"Oh Noney, has the little mystery girl come?"
-
-"I think so," said Nora; and just then her mother's voice was heard
-shouting, and the two children ran downstairs.
-
-Once again Honora thought of the impulse which she longed to give way
-to--the impulse to rush to the forlorn little figure in its quaint and
-peculiar frock and clasp it tightly in her arms, and sweep the child
-upstairs to the warm schoolroom, where Kitty would sit at her feet,
-and Nora would hold her round the waist, and Jack would sit on her
-lap, and they would talk and talk, and be happy and free, and even
-mingle their tears together. But Mrs. Richmond, although the most
-good-natured and kindest of women, would have been much shocked by
-such a proceeding on Honora's part. She had lectured the little girls
-with regard to Nan's arrival for the last couple of days, and had
-given them so many things to be careful about, so many subjects on
-which they must on no account touch, that now they felt quite
-constrained, and it was a rosy-faced and apparently unconcerned little
-girl who came up now and took Nan's cold hand in hers; and a little
-girl in all respects her ditto, except that her eyes were brown,
-followed suit; and Nan gave one forlorn, frightened glance at the two
-little sisters, and then turned aside, a look of almost sullenness on
-her face.
-
-"Take her upstairs, dears, and ask nurse to get her hot water; and
-then you shall all come downstairs to supper with me," said Mrs.
-Richmond.
-
-Kitty said in a very low and frightened voice, "Will you come,
-please?" and the three children went upstairs.
-
-They went through the cheerful schoolroom, where a fire was blazing
-brightly, and a lamp making a pleasant glow on the centre-table, and
-where there was a fascinating basket, out of which a bull-terrier
-raised his head and growled, and another basket with a cat and a heap
-of kittens in it; and there was a huge cage in the window in which
-swung a parrot, who called out the moment he saw them, "Here comes the
-naughty girl--here comes the naughty girl!" Nan, notwithstanding her
-misery, would have given worlds to rush to the bull-terrier's basket
-to examine its pups, or to the cat's basket to look at the kittens, or
-to laugh when Poll the parrot said, "Here comes the naughty girl!" But
-she did not dare to do any of these things, and she was led swiftly
-past the impertinent bird, and the dog, and the cat, into her own
-little room.
-
-Nan's room opened out of the pretty bedroom where the sisters slept,
-and there was a fire here also, and a nice white bed, and pretty
-furniture, and even a few flowers on the dressing-table; and nurse, a
-stout, shrewd-looking woman, was standing in the room; and there was a
-jug of hot water on the washing-stand. The moment Nan appeared, nurse
-spoke to the little girls.
-
-"Now go away, my dears," she said. "I will look after Miss Esterleigh.
-Come, miss, you would like me to wash your face and hands, would you
-not?"
-
-What reply Nan made the little sisters did not hear, for they found
-themselves pushed out into the schoolroom and the door was shut.
-
-"Oh Nora, what do you think of her?" said Kitty.
-
-"Well," replied Nora, "I suppose it is because she is unhappy, but she
-looks rather cross."
-
-"I do not think she is really. Did you see how her eyes danced when
-Sally growled?"
-
-"Sally has very bad manners," said Nora.
-
-"And, oh Noney, Noney, was it not shocking of Poll to say, 'Here comes
-the naughty girl'? She will think always now, to her dying day, that
-he meant her."
-
-"You know Poll always says that whenever we bring a stranger into the
-schoolroom," said Nora. "But come, Kitty; let us wash our hands and
-get ready for supper. I suppose we'll like her after a bit--although
-I'm not sure."
-
-"Did you notice the doll she had in her arms? Was it not too funny?"
-said Kitty.
-
-"I expect she loves it," said Nora, "but she won't do so for long; we
-gave up dolls when we were ever so young. A doll is no fun when you
-have got a live thing to pet."
-
-At this juncture Nora rushed to Sally's basket, took Jack from his
-mother, and clasped him tight in her arms.
-
-"Oh! is he not just an angel?" she said; and then the little girls
-went to their room to get ready for supper.
-
-Nan appeared, just as pale and just as unsmiling, in the schoolroom
-after she had submitted to nurse's ministrations. She hated the bright
-fires and the gay lamp and the comforts.
-
-"It is all charity," she thought.
-
-That afternoon she had questioned Phoebe as to the position of a girl
-whose mother had died without leaving any money behind; and Phoebe,
-who had no idea that her remarks would have any personal meaning, had
-said at once:
-
-"Why, she is nothing in the world but a girl, miss; I'd not like to be
-her--that I wouldn't."
-
-So Nan stood now with a bitter smile on her face. But as she stood
-alone in the schoolroom, looking wistfully about her, and wondering
-how she was to please her mother, and how by any possibility she could
-ever be the best girl whom Mr. Pryor spoke about, there came a funny
-little yap, and behold! Jack the bull-pup was at her feet.
-
-Now, even a charity-girl could scarcely resist a bull-pup of six weeks
-old, and Nan felt a shiver of longing and delight creeping over her.
-She forgot Sophia Maria (the neglected doll was thrown on the nearest
-chair), and the next instant the little pup was clasped in the girl's
-arms. She was hugging it and petting it when Kitty came back. If there
-was one creature on earth whom Kitty loved it was Jack, and she had
-been wondering if another of the pups, little Flo or Tommy, would do
-equally well for Nan's possession. But Flo and Tommy were not nearly
-as perfect as Jack, for Jack was a little prince of bull-pups, perfect
-in every respect, with one white ear and one black, and with the most
-impudent face it was possible for a dog to have; and now Nan was
-smiling at him, and pressing his little cheek against hers, and then
-Kitty knew it was all up with her as far as Jack was concerned. She
-ran quickly forward.
-
-"Oh! you have got Jack; he is yours, you know."
-
-She panted out the words, being anxious to get the presentation over,
-to have the thing done beyond recall. Nan's face turned a little
-whiter.
-
-"I am so sorry!" she said. "I know I ought not to have touched your
-pup, but he came to my feet, and he is so sweet!"
-
-"Oh! you would like him, would you not?" said Kitty.
-
-"Like him!" cried Nan. "I love him!"
-
-"Then he is yours--yours! You may have him altogether."
-
-"I--what!" cried Nan.
-
-"I mean that he is mine, and I give him to you. We have got plenty
-more; will you take him? Say so--quick!"
-
-Nan looked full into Kitty's eyes. Now, this was the last thing Kitty
-wished, for in spite of all her heroism and her desire to be as
-generous as possible, her eyes were full of tears.
-
-"Oh, as if I could take him!" cried Nan. "But thank you--thank you."
-
-"You are to take him; Nora and I wish it. We said so; we made up our
-minds that you must be comforted by Jack. We cannot comfort you,
-because we do not know, and---- Anyhow, we are not dogs. No person can
-comfort like a dog can. So, will you have him--will you, please?"
-
-"Oh, I will!" said Nan; and then Kitty went up to her and kissed her;
-and Nan dropped Jack, and flung her arms round Kitty's neck, and said:
-
-"Thank you--and thank God!"
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VI.
-
-THE BULL-PUP.
-
-
-But when the little girls went down to supper, Jack had to stay
-behind. Had he come downstairs, cuddled up contentedly on Nan's
-forlorn little shoulder, she might have been able to bear things; but
-as it was, all her miseries returned to her in a full tide. For the
-first time she observed how very peculiar and remarkable the dress was
-which Phoebe had made.
-
-Nan was rather a small girl of eleven years of age, and the dress came
-down to her ankles. It was, of course, made without any attempt at
-style. The bodice fitted anyhow; the crape was put on in rucks instead
-of smoothly; the sleeves were too wide for the fashion, and too long
-for the little girl's arms; the neck was too big, the part which
-covered her chest too narrow. She was, as nurse expressed it, all
-askew in that frock, and poor Mrs. Richmond quite shuddered as she
-looked at her.
-
-If Nan had been a dazzlingly fair child, black might have been
-becoming to her; but as she was sallow, with quantities of jet-black
-hair, and big, very black eyes, there was not a scrap of beauty about
-her little face just now, although it was possible she might grow up
-handsome by-and-by.
-
-Little, however, Nan recked about her appearance either in the future
-or the present. Just then she kept repeating to herself, "I am only a
-charity-girl;" and then she sat down and ate her supper without well
-knowing what she ate. Mrs. Richmond was very kind, and the two girls
-were as grave and sober as possible. They were not the least like
-themselves; they only spoke when they were spoken to; even the subject
-of the dogs did not draw them out. Kitty's merry eyes kept looking
-down, and Honora's sweet, bright face, with its wealth of light hair
-and smiling lips, seemed transformed into that of a very sober little
-girl indeed. Towards the end of supper Nan yawned once or twice. Mrs.
-Richmond suddenly rose.
-
-"Come here, Nancy," she said.
-
-She took the little girl's hand and drew her to her side.
-
-"Nancy, you are my little girl henceforward."
-
-Nancy's lips quivered.
-
-"And these are your little sisters. This is Honora, aged twelve; and
-this is Kitty, aged eleven. You will be, I hope, the very best of
-friends; everything that Kitty has you have, and everything that
-Honora has also belongs to you. There will be three little sisters in
-this house instead of two. You will learn with the same kind
-governess, and go to the same nice school; and except that you will
-wear black and Kitty and Honora colours, you will be dressed alike.
-You will have the same pleasures and the same duties. I promised your
-mother that this should be the case, and all I ask of you in return
-is"--Mrs. Richmond paused and looked full at Nan-"happiness."
-
-"I cannot be happy," whispered Nan then.
-
-"Not yet, dear--no, not yet; but I want you to be contented, and to
-feel that I love you and will do what I can for you. I do not want you
-to feel that"----
-
-"I am a charity-girl, and I hate it," suddenly burst from Nan's lips.
-
-Mrs. Richmond took both the little hands very firmly in hers and drew
-the unwilling child to sit on her knee.
-
-"Nan," she said, "you must get that thought out of your head once and
-for ever. I am going to tell you something. Years and years ago, when
-I was young and when your mother was young, your mother did something
-for me which I can never repay--never. I will tell you what that thing
-was when you are older. Your mother died; and when dying, I asked her
-to let me adopt you as my own little girl. To do that does not
-anything like repay her for what she did for me, for she saved all my
-life and all my happiness. But for her I might not be alive now; and
-if spared, certainly be a most miserable woman. Sometime I will tell
-you everything; but what I want you clearly to know is this, that in
-taking you to live with me I still owe your mother something. You have
-a right to my home and my love for her sake. Now, does this make
-things any better?"
-
-"Oh yes!" said Nan. "And, oh" she added, "I am a horrid girl not to
-feel very glad! I will try to be very glad, but do not ask me any more
-to-night."
-
-"Poor little darling!" said Mrs. Richmond.
-
-She kissed Nan, and nodded to Kitty to run up to Nan and take her
-hand.
-
-"You are my sister, you know, and I love you already," said Kitty; and
-so Nan went upstairs to bed.
-
-Early the next morning, when the little girl felt that she had already
-only enjoyed her first sleep, she was awakened by some one pulling her
-rather violently by the arm. She looked up in astonishment. Just at
-first she could not in the least remember where she was, nor what had
-happened. Then it all rushed over her--her mother's funeral of the day
-before, her own great misery, the change in her life. But she had
-scarcely time to realise these things, and certainly had not a moment
-to fret about them, when the eager voice of Kitty was sounding in her
-ears.
-
-"Get up, please, Nan; dress yourself as fast as ever you can in the
-dark, and come into the schoolroom. If you are not very quick you will
-miss seeing the animals getting their breakfasts, and that is the best
-fun of the day. Now, be quick--be quick! I will come back again in a
-few minutes. I have lit the candle for you; here it is. Hot water? No;
-you must do without that. Fly--dash into your clothes, and be in the
-schoolroom in a quarter of an hour."
-
-Kitty disappeared, and Nan got up. She felt quite excited; she could
-not help herself. It was useless to pretend that she felt anything but
-a sense of rejoicing as she thought of the animals. When with human
-beings she must remember her mother, and her own suffering, and her
-great loss, but with the animals she could only rejoice. She scrambled
-into her clothes, making, it is true, a very sorry spectacle of
-herself.
-
-"Sophia Maria, my darling," she said to her doll, "you had better get
-warm into bed, and lie tucked up there while I am attending to the
-animals. I will never love them better than I love you, but I must see
-how they get their breakfasts. They are alive, Maria darling--they are
-alive; you understand, don't you?"
-
-Sophia Maria stared with her vacant smile at her little mistress.
-
-"How good she is! she never frets," thought the little girl; and then
-she went into the schoolroom, where a fire was lighted--a dull,
-dim-looking fire, which certainly gave forth no heat whatever just
-yet--and the gas was turned on.
-
-"Is it not a good thing we have gas?" said Kitty.
-
-Honora and Kitty were both in the schoolroom. They were wearing a long
-kind of holland smocks over their dresses; their faces looked quite
-serene and important.
-
-"Now, Nan, which will you take? I think this morning, if you were to
-hold all the kittens in your lap, you might just watch us. We have to
-be ever so busy; Miss Roy only gives us a quarter of an hour at this
-time of day to clean out all the animals' homes, and I can tell you it
-is exciting when you have got pups and kittens and birds and mice and
-rats. Is it not nice of Miss Roy? The mice and rats she will not allow
-in the room, but she allows the others. We keep them upstairs in the
-top attic. Sometimes the rats bite, and the mice too; but who minds a
-little pain when it is an animal--a darling--that has to be attended
-to?"
-
-[Illustration: Nan was perfectly satisfied to sit near the fire
-holding the kittens.]
-
-Nan was perfectly satisfied to sit near the fire holding the kittens.
-There were two Persian kittens, and their names were Lord and Lady.
-They were very handsome, with long, soft chinchilla fur, tiny tails at
-present, and big heads. Nan stroked them in ecstasy; there was not the
-slightest doubt that thrills of comfort went through her heart which
-Sophia Maria had never yet been able to bestow.
-
-Kitty and Honora meanwhile were very busy. The parrot's cage required
-a great deal of attention. The parrot was inclined to be rather
-fierce; he would fly frantically after the little hands when they were
-put in to take out the seed-trough, and he would cock his head to one
-side, and then shout out, "Here comes the naughty girl!" and fix his
-eyes on Nan all the time.
-
-"He does mean me," said Nan, forgetting the kittens and going up to
-the cage in her excitement. "Oh dear! is it not funny of him? And I
-suppose I am a naughty girl."
-
-"Well, I hope so," said Kitty. "We don't want you to be a goody girl;
-we should not like that at all. We don't want you to be mournful and
-sulky and anything like that; we like you to have some spirit in you.
-You know your darling little Jack who belongs to you altogether? Well,
-you are to have all the trouble of him; and you are to take the blame
-also if he is naughty and fidgety, and tears our dresses, and bites
-the tablecloth. You will be the one to be reprimanded; don't forget
-that."
-
-"I don't think I shall like that."
-
-"Well, but surely you do not expect us to be blamed about your animal!
-I never heard of such a thing!" said Nora "Now we have done
-everything; go back and get as tidy as you can for breakfast."
-
-Nan went back to her room feeling much excited. While she was out
-nurse had entered.
-
-"So you are going to have an animal, miss; and you are going to get up
-every morning to help the young ladies to feed their pets and clean
-out their cages?"
-
-"Yes; they have asked me to," said Nan.
-
-"That is right, my dear; and I hope you will have a happy time and
-make yourself one of the family."
-
-"I will try to," said Nan.
-
-"The first thing you have to do is to give me the frock you wore last
-night."
-
-"But, oh!" said Nan, "that is my own frock, bought out of my own
-money. Please, I would rather--I would rather not give it."
-
-"I am afraid if you are one of the family you have got to obey Mrs.
-Richmond, and she does not intend you to wear that ugly frock any
-more."
-
-"It is not ugly," said Nan, colouring high.
-
-"Well, miss, I am afraid it is; and anyhow you cannot wear it, for I
-am going to take it away. Here is a nice little suitable dress--black,
-of course, and made the same way as Miss Kitty's dresses are made.
-Here, put it on, miss, or you will be late for breakfast."
-
-All poor Nan's misery returned to her at these words. She felt as if
-she were most unjustly treated; she could scarcely bear her own
-feelings. The pretty frock in which she looked so nice and fresh, and
-in which she had once again the appearance of a lady, did not appeal
-to her. She shrugged her shoulders discontentedly, and was only
-comforted when nurse insisted on her wearing a white pinafore which
-nearly covered the frock.
-
-Just as she was leaving her bedroom she turned and spoke.
-
-"If you will not let me wear my own frock--and I bought all my own
-mourning for my own mother--may I at least keep it?"
-
-"Oh yes, poor little girl!" said nurse, much touched by these words.
-"I will put it in the bottom of the little trunk you brought with you.
-You might give it to a poor girl some day, and she might make it fit
-her; it is not fit for any one to wear at present."
-
-Nan was fain to be comforted with this sort of half-promise of
-nurse's, and entered the school-room, where she stood, looking
-somewhat forlorn, by the fire. But this mood was not to be of long
-duration, for Nora and Kitty came bounding in. They had made up their
-minds: the time of gloom was past; they were going to be their own
-riotous, gay, merry, rebellious, fidgety, almost unruly little selves
-once again to-day.
-
-Miss Roy was almost as merry as her pupils. At breakfast they screamed
-with laughter; animals, of course, were the subjects of conversation.
-The virtues of Jack, the vices of Poll the parrot, the exquisite
-beauties of Lord and Lady and the bad manners of their mother, the
-good manners of the bull-terrier--all were discussed with animation.
-Each little point was noted. Nan listened, her eyes growing wider and
-wider.
-
-"What is the matter? Why do you not talk?" said Kitty at last.
-
-"I am so astonished," answered Nan.
-
-"What about?"
-
-"Why, you speak, you and Honora, as if--as if there were no girls and
-boys in the world."
-
-"Oh! I suppose there are," answered Honora. "I am afraid there are,"
-she continued after a pause. "They are great worries, are they not?"
-
-"I don't know."
-
-"Compared to animals, I mean. Who would compare them?"
-
-"I don't know," said Nan again.
-
-"You will when you have been here a little longer.--Oh, Miss Roy,
-Kitty has given Jack to Nan. He is her very own bull-puppy. She has
-got to train him; and, please, if he does anything naughty you are to
-blame her."
-
-"Well, now, children," said Miss Roy, "put on your hats and coats and
-get ready for school. Nan, my dear, Mrs. Richmond has not arranged for
-your school until next week, so will you please stay in the schoolroom
-until I come back to you? I will hear you a few lessons then, and we
-can go out for a walk together."
-
-"And may she take Jack for a little airing?" asked Kitty.
-
-"Yes, if she has a leash--not otherwise."
-
-"Oh! I can lend her a leash," said Kitty. "You will find it hanging up
-in the passage outside the schoolroom," she added, turning to the
-little girl; "and there is a collar as well. Now we must be off."
-
-In a moment they dashed away, Miss Roy following them. From intense
-excitement and vigorous conversation and loud noise and hearty laughs
-the schoolroom was reduced to absolute silence. Nan felt a sense of
-relief. She crept into her bedroom, took Sophia Maria from between the
-sheets, clasped her in her arms, and sitting down by the fire, called
-to Jack to come and make friends.
-
-Now, Jack was of the most sociable nature, but it is, alas! true that
-he was possessed with a petted little dog's invariable infirmity--that
-of intense jealousy. He had taken to Nan; he had liked the position on
-her shoulder, and had quite slobbered with bliss when she had kissed
-him on his little cheek the night before. But Nan was now hugging a
-hideous object in her arms, and Jack did not see why such a thing
-should be permitted. He was wary, however, and did not intend to give
-himself away. He knew by experience that in small puppies
-mischievousness was reproved by two-footed creatures who had the
-control of them; but in all the world what could be more delicious
-than the sort of mischief which meant tearing and rending, using his
-teeth and puppy paws to some purpose? That horrid thing in Nan's arms
-could be rent and torn and demolished and worried, and what a time of
-enjoyment he would have while doing it! Accordingly he raised his
-dancing eyes to Nan's face, and jumped backwards and forwards,
-inviting her as bewitchingly as puppy could to a game of romps. She
-played with him for a little, trying to catch him, which he avoided,
-for it was quite beyond the dignity of puppydom to repose in the same
-lap with the hideous doll dressed in crape. The dog was biding his
-time. Nan looked again at Maria. She still wore her inane smile. Nan
-kissed her. She was so cold; she did not seem to take any interest.
-
-"She is not so nice as Jack," thought the little girl, "but of course
-I like her best. Did not mother give her to me, and have not I over
-and over and over again cried with her in my arms? She comforted me,
-then, but not as little Jack does."
-
-Presently Miss Roy came in, bustling and fresh from the outside world.
-
-"Now, get on your things, Nan," she said. "I will take you for a walk
-first of all, as it may rain later on; it is a beautiful morning, and
-we will go for a walk in Hyde Park. You had better leave little Jack
-at home; dogs are not allowed in Hyde Park except on a leash."
-
-Nan got up joyfully. Sophia Maria was put comfortably sitting in the
-arm-chair in which the little girl had herself reposed, and a few
-minutes later Nan and her governess went out.
-
-Now was Jack's opportunity. The schoolroom was silent; the mother
-bull-terrier was sound asleep, with the other pups nestling up to her.
-Jack, bent on mischief, was practically alone. The Persian cat turned
-her back upon him with the most lofty disdain in her attitude; the
-parrot winked at him out of her wicked eye, and said, "Here we are
-again!" another favourite expression of hers. Jack cared little; with
-a dexterous leap he secured Sophia Maria, and what immediately
-followed may be left to the imagination of the readers.
-
-When Nan returned from her walk there were morsels of crape on the
-floor, and tiny pieces of coarse black cashmere, and a naked doll,
-which, rent and torn and injured, lay in a distant corner; but her
-clothes--alas! where were they? Jack waggled up to his little
-mistress, coaxing and canoodling, and saying by a thousand pretty
-motions, "You must forgive me if it was wrong. I am sorry, but I would
-do it again if I had the chance; only please forgive me." And then Nan
-uttered a sudden shriek and flew towards the battered remains of her
-doll, which she clasped in her arms.
-
-"Oh, Miss Roy--oh, Miss Roy!" screamed the little girl.
-
-"What is it, my dear?" said the astonished governess.
-
-"Oh, see what Jack has done!"
-
-"Naughty Jack!" said Miss Roy. "But really, Nan, it was a very ugly
-doll; if you wish to dress it again I will find some pieces for you
-some half-holiday. Put it in the cupboard now and forget about it.
-Come to me in a few minutes for your lessons."
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VII.
-
-THE FALL.
-
-
-Nan had gone about for the remainder of the day with a lump in her
-throat. It was not the least like the heavy weight of sorrow which
-pressed on her yesterday--but nevertheless it was a curious and
-strange sensation. To all intents and purposes Sophia Maria no longer
-existed; that battered and torn and disreputable doll in the cupboard
-could not be the darling whom she had pressed to her heart and loved
-and worshipped during all the sorrowful days when her mother lay dead
-in the lodging-house in Bloomsbury.
-
-But although the lump was there, and the sorrow and the dismay there
-also, Nan's day was one rush, one continued succession, of excitement;
-there was literally no time in Mrs. Richmond's happy house for brooding
-or grieving.
-
-"I must try and forget Sophia Maria for the present," thought the
-child; "there is such a lot to be done! But when I get into bed
-to-night, oh! won't I have a good cry?"
-
-She made up her mind also not to tell either Nora or Kitty what had
-happened to her dear baby.
-
-"As for Jack," she said to herself, "I shall hate him all the rest of
-my days."
-
-But when he came up to her, and sprang with great appreciation into
-her lap and cuddled down there, and licked her hand with his little
-red tongue, she found that, far from hating him, she was loving him
-better and better each moment. At last bedtime came, and Nan as she
-laid her head on her pillow and said "Good-night" to nurse, who had
-come in to put out her candle, whispered to herself:
-
-"Now I _must_ have a tremendous cry for my darling Sophia Maria."
-
-But, behold! the very next instant she was sound asleep. So Maria lay
-neglected in the cupboard. Some day, of course, Nan would dress her,
-and make her a pet and an idol once more, but meantime she was too
-busy.
-
-As the days flew on she grew busier and busier, for on the following
-Monday she went to school with Nora and Kitty. It was discovered at
-school that she was a very clever and well-informed little girl for
-her age, and she was put into quite a high-up class for a girl of
-eleven, and had many lessons to learn, and much to attend to. And as
-Nan had not only school-hours to live through, but private lessons in
-music to work for at home, and walks to take, and romps to enjoy, and
-the animals one and all to idolise, she had not been a month in Mrs.
-Richmond's house before she became a very merry and a very happy
-little girl. Not that for a single moment she forgot her mother; but
-she was wise enough and sensible enough to know that if she would
-really please that mother she would do it best by being happy and
-contented. Once she saw Mr. Pryor; and when Mr. Pryor said to her, "Are
-you trying to be the best girl?" Nan coloured, and squeezed his hand,
-and said:
-
-"Oh! but I have got such a darling little puppy--all my very, very
-own--and his name is Jack. And I do love Kitty and Nora! And Mrs.
-Richmond is very kind."
-
-Then Mr. Pryor looked straight into the dancing, dark eyes of Nan, and
-he laid his hand for a moment on her head and said:
-
-"I think you are going to be the best girl."
-
-"I wonder what he really means," thought Nan. "It is nice to be happy;
-even in mother's time I was never as happy as I am now. In mother's
-time there was always the pain--her pain--to remember, and the empty
-purse, and Mrs. Vincent, who was so cross, and---- Oh! lots and lots of
-such things. But now nothing seems sad, and no one seems sorry; and
-the animals alone would make any girl happy."
-
-But as it is not appointed in this life for any one to pass from the
-cradle to the grave without anxiety and troubles and temptations and
-fears, so was Nan Esterleigh no exception to the general rule.
-
-She had been two months at Mrs. Richmond's, and in that time had grown
-strong and healthy, and a pretty rose colour had beautified her dark
-little face, and her eyes were very bright, and her whole appearance
-that of an intelligent and happy child. During those two months the
-spring had advanced so far that it was now the daffodil and primrose
-time, and the children had arranged to go to the nearest woods to
-gather baskets of primroses on a certain Saturday, which was of course
-a whole holiday. Saturday was the most delightful day of the seven in
-Nan's opinion, for there was no school and there were no classes of
-any sort. It was the animals' special day, when extra cleanings had to
-be given and extra groomings gone through; when the cages and baskets
-had to get fresh flannels and fresh gravel; when the mice and the rats
-had in especial to be looked after. Nan always enjoyed Saturday best
-of all, and this special Saturday was to be indeed a red-letter day,
-for Miss Roy had decided to take the children to the country by a
-train which left Victoria at one o'clock. They would get to Shirley
-Woods in half-an-hour; there they could pick primroses to their
-hearts' content, and bring them back in basketfuls. Nan was very much
-excited. She had never been to Shirley Woods, and the thought of some
-hours in the country filled her with the wildest glee.
-
-"Why, you dance about and make more fuss even than we do," said Nora,
-looking at her as she skipped up and down the room.
-
-"Yes; I am in very high spirits," said Nan, "and I am ever so happy."
-
-"I wonder how you will enjoy it when our cousin Augusta comes."
-
-"Who is your cousin Augusta? I have never heard of her."
-
-"I dare say not; but she is coming for a couple of months, either
-to-night or to-morrow morning--to-night, probably. Mother had a letter
-from our aunt, and she wants mother to take care of Augusta until she
-comes back from the Riviera. Her name is Augusta Duncan. She is a very
-handsome girl, and has a lot of spirit. She is the fashionable sort,
-and thinks a lot of her dress and her appearance. What fun we shall
-all have together!"
-
-"But is she coming to school with us? How will she spend her day?"
-asked Nan.
-
-"No, she is not going to school, for she has not been quite strong,
-and is to have a complete holiday. I expect she will stay here a good
-bit and amuse herself."
-
-"How old is she?" said Nan again.
-
-"She is a year and a half older than me," replied Nora, "so she is
-going on for fourteen. She is a very big girl for her age. I am quite
-curious to see her."
-
-"Well, don't let us bother about her now," said Nan. "Let us get ready
-to go off for our happy day in the country."
-
-Kitty looked at the clock.
-
-"I had not the least idea it was so late," she said. "What is to be
-done? Mother wants us to get some flowers for the drawing-room before
-we start. Cannot you go, Nan? Just run and ask Susan the housemaid to
-go with you. You have very nice taste, and can choose just the flowers
-mother would like. Get them at Johnson's at the corner. I know mother
-wants heaps of violets, and as many yellow flowers as you can put
-together. You had better select about five shillings' worth, for some
-people are coming to tea with mother this afternoon."
-
-"Very well," said Nan, in high good-humour. "I'll be off at once."
-
-She put on her hat and jacket and ran downstairs, calling to Susan to
-accompany her. Susan, however, was very busy, and grumbled when the
-little girl made her request.
-
-"Dear me, Miss Nan!" she said; "nurse has given me a lot to do, and I
-am very late as it is. Cannot the flowers wait?"
-
-"Oh! it does not matter," answered Nan.
-
-A daring idea rushed through her mind. Why should she have Susan, to
-keep her company? It was only a step from the Richmonds' house to
-Johnson's shop; she could easily go there alone. The fact that she was
-forbidden ever to go out by herself was completely forgotten. In her
-mother's time she had constantly been sent on messages, and surely she
-was just as sensible a little girl now. So, calling Jack the puppy to
-accompany her, she started on her mission. She arrived at the shop in
-good time, and there she saw two girls standing by the counter. They
-were ordering flowers too, and talking to each other in a somewhat
-excited manner. Their accents were not the accents of London girls;
-they had a high-pitched note in them, which Nan at first thought very
-disagreeable, and then considered fascinating. The girls were
-beautifully and extravagantly dressed. They were taller and older than
-Nan. They wore velvet frocks of a rich blue, and fawn-coloured
-jackets, and they had blue velvet hats which drooped over their faces.
-The hats were trimmed with enormous ostrich-feathers, also a deep
-royal-blue. The girls had quantities of very thick and very bright
-golden hair, which hung in curly masses down their backs and over
-their shoulders. They had each of them deep-blue eyes--very deep and
-very dark--and long, curly black lashes. Nan considered them quite the
-most lovely human beings she had ever looked at. They would not have
-taken the least notice of the quiet, grave-looking little girl who had
-come into the shop but for the fact that Jack suddenly made a dive at
-one of their dresses, and catching it in his teeth, pulled at it, as
-much as to say, "Now for a game of play!"
-
-The girl whose dress was attacked immediately tried to shake the
-bull-terrier off; but the bull-terrier would not let go. It was the
-mission of all bull-pups never to let go, and here was his
-opportunity. He hung on as if for grim death, and the girl's face got
-red and her eyes flashed with temper. She turned to Nan and said in an
-imperious voice:
-
-"Do take your dog off, please. What a horrid little beast he is!"
-
-"He is not horrid at all," said Nan, very cross at anything
-disparaging being said of Jack; but she caught the pup in her arms,
-and stood red and panting, waiting for the girls to leave the shop.
-
-The elder girl, whose dress had been the subject of Jack's attack,
-found that it was slightly torn, and she turned to her sister and
-said:
-
-"What an insufferable little dog, and what a still more insufferable
-girl!"
-
-"Oh, hush, Flora!" said the girl so addressed.
-
-"Where shall I send the flowers to, miss?" asked the man who was
-serving the girls, bending over the counter as he did so.
-
-"Send them to Mrs. Aspray, Court Mansions," was the elder girl's reply.
-"Be quick, please," she added; "you had better send a man round with
-all those flowers in pots. We are expecting company this afternoon,
-and mother says the flowers must arrive before two o'clock."
-
-The man promised; and the girls, the elder one still very cross and
-angry, left the shop.
-
-Just as she was doing so she flashed her handsome blue eyes in Nan's
-direction, and Nan gave her back quite as indignant a glance.
-
-"Well, miss, and what can I do for you?" said the shopman, now turning
-to Nan.
-
-Nan gave her order; the man promised to attend to it immediately, and
-the little girl returned home.
-
-Now, how it happened she never knew, but going back, she trod suddenly
-on a piece of orange-peel. The next moment she was lying on her face,
-white and sick and dizzy with pain. She had sprained her ankle. For a
-moment or two she lay still. Then a man rushed up and raised her to
-her feet. She made a frantic effort, and leaning on his arm, got as
-far back as Mrs. Richmond's house. When the door was opened for her,
-great was the astonishment of Caroline the parlour-maid.
-
-"Why, Miss Nan," she cried, "how white you are! What has happened?"
-
-"I have sprained my foot. I fell when I was out; I trod on a piece of
-orange-peel."
-
-"And you were out, miss, all alone?"
-
-"Yes, yes; Susan was not able to come."
-
-"My mistress will be angry, miss."
-
-"I am ever so sorry; but please don't tell her--please don't,
-Caroline."
-
-"She will find out when she discovers that you have sprained your
-foot."
-
-"Please don't tell her; I will manage somehow," said the child; and
-she limped upstairs.
-
-In consequence of her escapade, however, she could not possibly go to
-the country that day. Kitty and Nora decided that they would not tell
-about her naughtiness in going out alone. They were really fond of
-Nan. They said that she was very silly to have disobeyed their mother,
-and very wrong, but they would make some excuse about her not going
-into the country; and as Mrs. Richmond was extremely busy, what with
-Augusta's expected arrival and her visitors of that afternoon, it was
-unlikely that she would miss Nan or say anything about her.
-Accordingly, at half-past twelve Miss Roy and the two little Richmonds
-started alone for their country expedition, and Nan was left in the
-schoolroom.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VIII.
-
-PIP.
-
-
-The sunshiny morning brought a still more lovely afternoon in its
-train. Nan felt cross and discontented. She had looked forward for
-long to that happy day in Shirley Woods; she had a passionate love for
-all flowers, and for primroses in especial. She had gone
-primrose-hunting when quite a little child with her mother in the
-happy, happy days when they were not so poor, and mother was not so
-ill, and their home had been in the country. As she lay in bed at
-night for the past week she had thought of the intense joy of picking
-primroses.
-
-"Even if mother is dead," she had said to herself, "I shall love to
-hold them in my hands; and if it is true that mother is in a beautiful
-country where there are spring flowers that never wither, perhaps she
-is picking primroses too."
-
-But now everything had come to an end. She had been good-natured
-although disobedient, and her punishment had come. Her foot did not
-ache very badly except when she walked on it; still, she felt very
-impatient alone in the schoolroom--forgotten, doubtless, by every one
-else in the house, for even nurse had taken the opportunity to go and
-visit an old friend, and Susan the housemaid just peeped in once to
-see if there were enough coals to put on the fire. But the day was too
-warm for Nan to need much fire. Her book did not interest her; she
-knew her lessons already by heart. She did not care to practise on the
-piano. Even Jack tired her by his constant and officious attentions.
-
-"Oh dear!" she said to herself, "was there ever such a long afternoon?
-How I wish Phoebe would come to see me! How I wish that I had my
-darling Sophia Maria again! I might make some more clothes for her;
-there are all kinds of odds and ends in nurse's basket, and she would
-not mind my rummaging in it. But there! I really have not the energy.
-How dull it is! I wonder if Kitty will bring me a special bunch of
-primroses, and if they will be big ones with long stems, the sort
-mother used to love. Oh dear! I am tired."
-
-She yawned, shut up the book which she had already read, and taking
-Jack into her arras, kissed him on his little round forehead.
-
-Just then a memory came to her. Kitty had been anxious about one of
-the white rats that morning. It was her favourite rat, Pip. Pip had
-not been well; he had refused his breakfast--an almost unheard-of
-thing in the annals of the rat world. Even a nut did not tempt him,
-and he had turned away from a piece of cheese. Kitty adored Pip. He
-was a large, rather dangerous rat. Nan as a rule kept a wide berth
-when she was asked to visit the rats and mice, for Pip had very sharp
-teeth, and a vicious way of darting at you and giving you a sharp
-bite. But Nan now thought of him with much interest. The very last
-thing Kitty had said before she went out was this:
-
-"I sha'n't enjoy myself very much after all, for Pip is not well. I
-cannot think what is the matter with him. I should just break my heart
-if anything happened to my darling Pip."
-
-Nan had asked one or two questions, and Kitty had turned round and
-looked at her.
-
-"Oh! you can do nothing," she said. "I have put him away from Glitter
-and Snap. I think he looks very bad indeed; he must have eaten
-something poisonous. No, please, do not go near the room, Nan,
-whatever you do, for you know you have not the slightest control over
-the rats and mice."
-
-Now Nan thought of the sick rat, and a curious and ever-increasing
-desire to go and look at him, to find out if he were better, if he had
-eaten the cheese which Kitty had last tried to tempt him with, took
-possession of her.
-
-"It can do no harm," she thought. "I will just go and have a peep; it
-certainly can do no harm. I shall be very careful; I will just open
-the door and look in."
-
-Notwithstanding the pain in her foot, Nan contrived to limp up to the
-attics. There were five or six attics on the next floor--large rooms,
-all of them. The smallest one, that facing the stairs, had been given
-over to the girls for their pets. They owned several boxes of mice,
-different kinds of breeds--harvest mice, dormice, Japanese mice, white
-mice. Nan considered all the mice most fascinating. At the opposite
-side of the room were the cages where the rats reposed.
-
-Nan knew Pip very well by appearance. He was snowy white, had a long,
-hairless tail, and a little patch of black just behind his left ear.
-It was a tiny patch of black, and Kitty considered it one of his
-beauties. Nan opened the door softly now and went in. She had left it
-a little ajar, not thinking much of what she was doing. When she
-entered the room her dullness vanished on the spot. She could examine
-one cage after the other; could poke in her hand and draw it away
-again when the mice tried to bite her. There were a lot of little baby
-mice in one cage. She thought it would be nothing short of bliss to
-examine them, to count them, and to see what they were really like.
-But of course the sick rat, Pip, must have her first attentions. He
-was in a cage all alone--by no means a perfect cage, for it was broken
-at one side. Kitty, however, had secured it against the chance of the
-rat's escape by leaning a bit of board up against the broken side. Nan
-knew nothing of this; she moved the cage so as to get it into a better
-light, and peering down, looked at the sick rat. He was lying curled
-up in the bottom of his cage, but the sudden movement and the sight of
-Nan's comparatively unfamiliar face gazing at him caused Pip to become
-wide awake. At that instant a thrill of fear shot through his rodent
-heart. Nan, without knowing it, had caused the piece of wood to slip.
-The very next instant the rat was out of his cage, and was scuttling
-as fast as ever he could rush across the floor.
-
-Now, this was bad enough--for nothing would induce poor Nan to catch
-him--but worse was to follow; for Jack, grown a large pup now and full
-of spirit, had followed his little mistress, unknown to her, into the
-attic. The next moment there was a cry, a scuffle, and Jack had caught
-the sick rat by the neck. Nan screamed, rushed at the dog and rat, and
-tried to separate them. Alack and alas! the spirit of his ancestors
-was in Jack's veins at that moment; his hairs bristled in excitement.
-It did not take him long to shake the life out of poor Pip, who lay
-dead and torn on the floor of the attic.
-
-Nan's consternation exceeded all bounds.
-
-"What shall I do? What shall I do?" she exclaimed.
-
-She said the words aloud. A light, low laugh falling on her ears
-caused her to turn quickly, and she saw, standing in the doorway, a
-fair-haired girl with large blue eyes and an exceedingly amused
-expression on her face.
-
-"Oh!" said Nan, giving a jump.
-
-"What is the matter?" said the girl.
-
-"Who are you?" said Nan.
-
-"I am Augusta Duncan. But what have you been doing? You are a funny
-girl, ratting up here all by yourself."
-
-"Oh! you don't know what it means. It is perfectly awful! I came up to
-see Kitty's sick rat, Pip. She just worships Pip. She has had him
-almost since he was born; and he was ill to-day, and she put him into
-a separate cage, and while I was looking at him he escaped, and my
-bull-terrier killed him.-- Oh Jack! oh Jack! what have you done?"
-
-The smile on the strange girl's face became a little broader; she
-slowly crossed the room, looked at the rat, and then going away, came
-back with a pair of tongs. With the tongs she lifted the rat and laid
-him on a shelf.
-
-"He does not look bruised," she said; "at least not much--a little
-perhaps. His fur is wet, but I do not suppose Kitty will know what has
-killed him. Have you courage to put him back into his cage?"
-
-"Why should I do that?" asked Nan.
-
-"Well, have you courage? I could not touch the horror."
-
-The laughing, curious eyes were fixed on Nan's face. She did not know
-why--she often wondered afterwards what had ailed her during that
-miserable day--but the next instant she had slipped the rat back into
-his cage.
-
-"That is all right," said the girl. "You need not tell; I will not.
-Come, let us lock the door. Have you done any further mischief in the
-room? I see not. Come downstairs to the schoolroom and amuse me."
-
-Nan followed the girl as though she were mesmerised, Jack trotting
-behind her heels. They went into the schoolroom; the girl turned full
-round and looked at Nan.
-
-"Now, who are you?" she said.
-
-"I am Nan Esterleigh."
-
-"Oh! And has my aunt adopted you?"
-
-"Yes."
-
-"Do you know that I am tired? I have had a very long journey; I have
-come all the way from France. Aunt Jessie is very busy, and said that
-I might come up to the schoolroom and amuse myself. She did not know
-that you were here; she said nothing about you. Now, what I want to
-say is this: if I keep your secret, will you make things pleasant to
-me?"
-
-"But--but," said Nan, "I don't know that I want it to be kept a
-secret."
-
-"Oh! you would like Kitty to know that you had stolen into her
-preserves when she was out, and that your dog had killed her pet rat?
-It would be so pleasant for you, would it not?"
-
-"It would not be pleasant at all," replied Nan. "Why are you speaking
-in that tone?"
-
-"I only thought that perhaps you were going to enjoy it. And what good
-would it do making Kitty unhappy? The rat was ill when she left; she
-would take its death as a matter of course. She would not know that
-Jack had killed it."
-
-"But suppose--oh, suppose she ever finds out!"
-
-"How can she find out if you do not tell and I do not tell?"
-
-"You tempt me," said Nan; "but it does not seem right."
-
-"Never mind whether it is right or not; do it."
-
-"Very well," said Nan.
-
-She sat down on the hearth-rug and began poking up the fire.
-
-"That is right. If I do it, you must do things for me. Build up that
-fire to begin."
-
-Nan looked round at the insolent young figure stretched out in the
-easiest chair which the room contained. She built up the fire without
-a word.
-
-"That is right; you can make yourself very useful. Now, run downstairs
-and ask one of the servants to bring me up some tea and toast, and a
-new-laid egg, and a little marmalade. Do not forget--toast, butter,
-tea, new-laid egg, and a little marmalade. I must say I think it was
-very thoughtless of Aunt Jessie not to order any food for me when I
-arrived."
-
-"Oh! did not she? Of course I will go and order the tea," said Nan in
-a good-natured voice.
-
-She left the room. Her heart was beating loudly. She did not like the
-position of things a bit, but she seemed to be whirled along by an
-influence stronger than her own.
-
-"I am not even trying now to be one of the best girls," she said under
-her breath.
-
-When she came back to the schoolroom, Augusta was curled up close to
-the fire with Jack in her lap.
-
-"What a nice little dog!" she said. "I should rather like to have him
-for my own."
-
-"Oh! but you can't," said Nan. "He is mine."
-
-Augusta gave her a quizzical glance.
-
-"You can call him yours," she said. "While I am here he is to be my
-dog--hey, you little beauty?" and she caught up Jack and pressed his
-head against her cheek.
-
-Presently Susan appeared with the tea, which was nicely prepared,
-Augusta's instructions being carried out to the letter.
-
-"Here, Jack," said Augusta; "stand on your hind-legs and beg. You
-shall have some sugar."
-
-"Oh! please, sugar is not good for him at all," said Nan in a tone of
-entreaty.
-
-Augusta laughed, picked out the largest lump, and presented it to
-Jack. He crunched it with appetite; when he had finished she gave him
-another, and another.
-
-"You will ruin him. He will get to be a horrid dog at this rate," said
-Nan.
-
-"Well, when I leave here you can do what you like with him. While I am
-on the spot it is my will and pleasure to treat little Jack exactly as
-I think best."
-
-Nan turned away. She felt a strange, sick sensation round her heart.
-
-"I cannot allow myself to get into the power of this horrid girl," she
-said to herself. "It would be better to have Kitty quite furiously
-angry with me for an hour or two; yes, it would be much better than to
-have that girl spoiling Jack, and ordering me about just as though I
-were her slave."
-
-"I wish you would get me something to read," called out Augusta.
-
-"There is a shelf full of books there," replied Nan. "You can choose
-which one you like. I am not allowed to walk much because I have hurt
-my foot."
-
-"How did you hurt it?"
-
-"I was out to-day getting flowers for Mrs. Richmond, and I fell."
-
-"Oh, how stupid! Did you go out by yourself?"
-
-"Yes."
-
-"Hum! Where did you go?"
-
-"Not very far off; just round the corner. There is a beautiful
-florist's shop just at that corner."
-
-"I dare say; but you are rather young to go out alone. Did Aunt Jessie
-say you might?"
-
-Nan coloured and bit her lips. Augusta noticed the expression on the
-little girl's face.
-
-"Perhaps you would rather I did not say anything about this either,"
-she remarked. "I won't, you know, if you tell me not. I never make
-mischief. I would not do so for all the world."
-
-"Well," said Nan, "I did disobey Mrs. Richmond; but I was in such a
-hurry because we were all going to the country--we were to have such a
-lovely, lovely afternoon! I was very sorry afterwards that I did not
-insist on Susan's coming with me."
-
-"We are mostly sorry when we do wrong things," said Augusta. "I am;
-but then, you see, I do not get into scrapes. I would not for all the
-world. I am the sort of girl who gets other girls out of scrapes. I
-sometimes think that is my mission in life. What a lot of wrong things
-you have done to-day! Gone out without permission, and been the cause
-of poor Kitty's favourite rat's death. I would not be in your shoes
-for a good deal--that is, unless I had a girl like me to help me. Now,
-like a good child, bring me the least objectionable of the books on
-that shelf."
-
-"Augusta," said Nan.
-
-"What a portentously solemn voice! Well? Augusta is listening."
-
-"I think it is better to say that--that I do not want you to keep
-secrets for me."
-
-"Oh! all right, my dear--all right; you can please yourself exactly.
-I'll be able to explain just how I saw you with the dog in the room,
-and the dead rat. Kitty will think you did it on purpose."
-
-"She could not think such a thing."
-
-"Well, you must admit that it looks like it; you up there, and the rat
-dead, and Jack--_your_ Jack--having done it. However, please
-yourself. We will see when the time comes what you will choose. We
-will not decide at present. Now then, which is the best of the books?"
-
-"I don't know. Here is _The Fairchild Family_."
-
-"Never heard of it. It sounds goody-goody."
-
-"It is rather nice," said Nan. "And here is _Ministering
-Children_."
-
-"Oh! I do not want anything of the religious order."
-
-"And here is--oh! here is a charming book--_The Heir of Redclyffe_,
-by Miss Yonge."
-
-"I have read it before, but I will glance through it again; just toss
-the volume across to me."
-
-Nan brought it in a meek fashion to Augusta, who took it, raised her
-eyes to the little dark face, and smiled.
-
-"You are not a bad sort," she said; "and you can be useful to me. I
-mean to make you useful. Now sit down, Nan, and do not make a noise.
-Read anything you like, only don't disturb me."
-
-Augusta buried herself against some comfortable cushions, opened her
-book, and was lost in its contents. Nan, feeling sick and miserable,
-her ankle aching terribly, took the next most comfortable chair.
-
-By-and-by there came a message for Augusta to go downstairs to Mrs.
-Richmond.
-
-"That is right," she said, jumping up. "How do I look, Nan? Hair
-tidy--eh?"
-
-"Oh yes," said Nan; "it is pretty well."
-
-"Pretty well! If you talk in that tone I shall send you for a brush
-and comb and glass. Let me look at myself through your eyes. What big,
-dark eyes you have! They are very pretty. You will be a handsome girl
-by-and-by."
-
-"Shall I?" replied Nan, much comforted, not to say charmed, by these
-words.
-
-"Of course you will. And you are a nice little thing--quite nice. Now,
-keep the fire alive, and look after _my_ Jack until I return."
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER IX.
-
-UNDER HER THUMB.
-
-
-Augusta Duncan was considered by her elders to be one of the best
-girls in existence. She was always neat and nice to look at; she had
-refined, gracious, gentle manners. At school she learnt her lessons
-correctly, and took place after place in form, rising by slow but sure
-degrees to the head of the school. But Augusta was not a favourite
-with her companions. Even they themselves did not always know why this
-was the case. The fact is, they were a little afraid of her; she had
-a way of getting them under her thumb, as she expressed it. Augusta
-was never happy in any house until she had got the other girls into
-this position. She had no special reason to make Nan Esterleigh's life
-a misery; but the moment she saw the little girl she grasped the
-opportunity, and her favourite passion being immediately fed, her
-appetite grew greater every moment. She was now resolved to have
-complete power over Nan, who, she felt certain, could be very useful
-to her.
-
-"My dear Gussie," said her aunt, coming forward and kissing her
-affectionately as she entered the room, "you must have thought me
-terribly rude on your arrival to send you upstairs; but I was
-expecting some special friends, and was anxious to finish a lot of
-letters. My friends will be with me in about half-an-hour, and
-meantime you and I can have tea cosily together. How is your mother,
-dear?"
-
-"She and father are very well indeed. Is it not hard lines that I
-cannot be with them?"
-
-"Well, I hope you will be happy with me. We will all do what we can to
-make you so."
-
-"Thank you, Aunt Jessie; I am always happy when I am with you and the
-girls."
-
-"That is right, my love. You have grown a good deal, Augusta. I see
-you are going to take after your father's family; you will be tall."
-
-"I am glad of that," said Augusta. "I would rather be tall than short;
-it gives one more power in the world."
-
-"You silly child," laughed her aunt; "what do you want with power?"
-
-"I love to feel that I have power, Aunt Jessie. I always like to
-exercise it when I can."
-
-"Well, the time may come when it will be useful, but at present your
-lot in life is to obey your elders, and to be happy with your young
-companions."
-
-"Of course, Aunt Jessie--of course. May I sit on this little footstool
-at your feet, and may I hold your hand?"
-
-"Indeed you may, my darling child. I am so happy to have you with me
-for a little!"
-
-"Thank you, Aunt Jessie."
-
-"It must be lonely for you, dear, up in the schoolroom at present, but
-the three girls will be in to supper; they have gone to Shirley
-Woods--a long-promised treat."
-
-"The three girls!" said Augusta, raising her calm blue eyes. "Then
-there are four girls now in the house?"
-
-"Counting you, there are."
-
-"But I mean without me."
-
-"I do not understand you, dear."
-
-"Well, Aunt Jessie, there is a girl up in the schoolroom. She says
-her name is Nan--Nan Esterleigh."
-
-"Little Nan," cried Mrs. Richmond. "Did not she go with the others?"
-
-"No; I found her in the schoolroom when I arrived."
-
-"I wonder what can be wrong with the child."
-
-"I don't think much; she has slipped and hurt her foot, but it is
-nothing."
-
-"I must go up to see about her."
-
-"Oh! please, not now, just when you have sent for me, and I am longing
-to have a talk with you. Nan was as happy as possible when I came down
-here. I left her playing with her little dog, and seated by the fire."
-
-"If you can assure me she is not in pain I will not go to her till
-after tea," said Mrs. Richmond; "I am rather tired, having had a lot of
-running about this morning. But what a pity the poor child never told
-me of this! How strange of Miss Roy to have gone off without her!"
-
-"I know nothing about that, of course," replied Augusta. "But tell me
-about her, Aunt Jessie. Is she any relation? Does she live here now? I
-never heard of her before."
-
-"She does live here, Augusta, and I hope she will continue to do so."
-
-"How mysterious you look, Aunt Jessie! Is there any story about her?"
-
-"In one sense there is, Augusta; but I do not care to talk about it.
-The dear child is a great pleasure to me. We all love her very much."
-
-"But do tell me, please, Aunt Jessie--do. I so love to hear anything
-mysterious!"
-
-"There is nothing mysterious, darling; but perhaps, as you have asked
-me, I may as well tell. Nan is the dear little daughter of a great
-friend of mine, a Mrs. Esterleigh, who died about three months ago. At
-her death Nan came here."
-
-"Oh!" said Augusta.
-
-She was silent for a minute, thinking.
-
-"And is she no relation?" she asked then.
-
-"No; only the daughter of a very great friend."
-
-"Is she, Aunt Jessie, a--rich little girl?"
-
-"Rich in friends, I hope, Augusta; but rich, poor darling, in nothing
-else. Her mother did not leave any money behind her. But it is a great
-pleasure to have Nan, and I hope she will live here always."
-
-"Then you have adopted her."
-
-"Practically; only the matter cannot be fully arranged for a time."
-
-"Why? What do you mean?"
-
-"There are some other people--friends of her father's--who have also
-the right to adopt Nan."
-
-"What a curious, romantic story! People do not as a rule want to adopt
-little penniless girls."
-
-"I want to adopt her; and I do not quite like that tone in your voice,
-Augusta. Nan is not under the slightest obligation to me, and I wish
-you to understand that. Her mother once on a most important occasion
-in my life did me a kindness which I can never, never forget, and for
-her sake nothing that I could do for her child would be too much."
-
-"And you will not tell me what it is?"
-
-"I have told no one yet. When Nan is older she shall know."
-
-"And these other people?"
-
-"The Asprays. I hope Nan will not go to them. They have quite another
-reason for wishing to have her as one of the family. Now, do not ask
-me any more. I hear our guests arriving. Will you stay with me, or go
-upstairs to Nan?"
-
-"I think I will stay if you do not mind; I can go up to Nan later on.
-What an interesting story! And what a dear aunty you are!"
-
-Augusta rose as she spoke, and kissed Mrs. Richmond on her cheek.
-
-Several ladies came into the room, and one and all admired Augusta;
-for her manners were good, and she had an attentive, thoughtful way
-which stood her in excellent stead with her elders. By-and-by she went
-upstairs of her own accord, and then the ladies turned to Mrs.
-Richmond and praised her, saying what a very nice girl they considered
-her.
-
-When Augusta went back to the schoolroom she found that Nan's foot was
-really very painful.
-
-"I must not walk any more," she said. "What have you been doing,
-Augusta? Have you had a good time?"
-
-"I have been listening to a story about you," said Augusta in a marked
-voice.
-
-She looked full at Nan, who felt her heart beat, and who coloured
-uncomfortably. Just then there came the sound of laughter and of
-voices, and the next instant the two little girls and their governess
-entered the room. They brought big baskets of violets and primroses.
-The air of the schoolroom was full of the sweet scent of the violets.
-Kitty rushed up to Nan and kissed her: then they both saw Augusta, who
-was standing in the background, and uttered a shout of delight.
-Augusta went up to them, kissed them both, and stood close to Nan.
-
-"I must run up at once to see how Pip is," cried Kitty. "I have been
-thinking of the darling all the time I have been coming home. I wonder
-if he is better. Do not keep me, please, Nan. I won't be a minute, but
-I want just to see how he is."
-
-She was dashing out of the room when Nan's voice came faintly--very
-faintly--on the air:
-
-"Kitty, one minute first!"
-
-"Little fool!" said Augusta. She bent down close to the child and laid
-her hand across her mouth.
-
-Nobody else had heard Nan's low tones. Nora followed Kitty out of the
-room; she also ran upstairs to see the sick rat.
-
-"You are too late now," said Augusta. "Just keep your own counsel.
-Pretend that your foot is aching; that will account for your queer
-looks. And, by-the-bye, I let Mrs. Richmond understand that you had
-slipped on the stairs and strained your foot, and you must stick to
-the story when she asks you about it. Now then, just keep your
-courage, hold your tongue, and all will be well."
-
-There came a piercing cry from poor Kitty, who rushed into the room,
-her face white, and tears in her big eyes.
-
-"Pip is dead!" she said.
-
-She flung herself into a chair, panting slightly. It was not her
-nature to cry, and she did not cry now; but her face looked white and
-startled. Augusta gave her a quick look. Nan shivered all over with
-sympathy for Kitty and longing to speak; but Augusta's eyes met hers,
-and there was such a world of warning and determination in their
-glance that she succumbed.
-
-"Why, what is the matter," said Miss Roy, who at that moment entered
-the room. "What a tragic group! Nan looking as though the world were
-coming to an end, and Kitty---- Why, my darling, what is wrong?"
-
-"It is Pip," said Kitty. "He is dead. He died when I was out. He must
-have had a fit or something, for he looks so queer; and nothing could
-have got at him, for the cage is firmly fastened, and just as I left
-it. I will never love another rat. I want to go away by myself for a
-little. Do not talk to me. Oh! I will not make a fuss, but I cannot be
-very cheerful to-night."
-
-She went sadly out of the room.
-
-"And Nan, what is wrong with you?" said her governess. "You were not
-well when we left, and you look worse now."
-
-"It is my foot," said Nan. "I said that I had hurt it--don't you
-remember? And it has got worse; it hurts very much indeed."
-
-"Poor little girl! You must let me look at it."
-
-Nan pulled down her stocking and showed a much-swollen ankle.
-
-"My dear child, this will never do. I must bandage it immediately. You
-have given yourself quite a nasty sprain; for the next few days you
-must keep your foot up. Have you been using it much this afternoon?"
-
-"Only a very little."
-
-"I am afraid I have been to blame," said Augusta, speaking at this
-juncture in her most amiable voice. "I did not know that poor little
-Nan was suffering from a sprained ankle, and asked her to go a few
-messages for me. I am ever so sorry!"
-
-"But why did you go, Nan? Why did you not tell Augusta?"
-
-"I did not want to," replied Nan.
-
-"Well, you were very silly. Now, dear, I am going to bathe your poor
-ankle and bind it up."
-
-This was done very skilfully. Nan's foot was supported on a chair; and
-soon, had it not been for the dead rat, and for the fact that she was
-concealing the truth, she might have been almost happy.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER X.
-
-A MYSTERY.
-
-
-All in good time Nan's foot got better, but for a week she was kept
-away from school, and during that week Augusta contrived to rivet her
-chains. At the end of that time she was able to walk again, and, to
-her own infinite relief, she went back to school. She learnt her
-lessons just as carefully as ever; she was pronounced by her teachers
-to be a remarkably clever and intelligent child; but there was a
-change in her face. It had not the look that it had worn when first
-she had come to the Richmonds', but in some respects its expression
-was even sadder. Then it was just grief, absolute and terrible, for
-the loss of her mother; now there was a new expression in the frank
-eyes and sensitive lips, which puzzled those who looked at her. In
-process of time Kitty had got over the death of Pip. Her affections
-were deep, and nothing would induce her to talk about the rat; but she
-was a merry and happy child in other respects. She would not have a
-rat again, she said--at least, not for a very long time; but she
-attended to her mice, and looked after Nora's rat, and saw that the
-dogs and kittens were comfortable, and that Polly had a good time in
-her cage. Not the faintest gleam of suspicion attached itself to Nan.
-Jack's share in the death of Pip was likely to remain a secret to the
-end of time; so also was the true story of Nan's sprained foot. But
-what ailed Nan herself? Kitty remarked on the change in her one day to
-Nora.
-
-"She is not a bit the same, and I cannot make out what is wrong with
-her," she said. "Do you think by any chance, Noney, that Augusta has
-anything to do with it?"
-
-"Oh no!" replied Nora. "Augusta is a very nice girl, and she is
-extremely fond of Nan: she often says so."
-
-"Well, I am not quite so sure," replied Kitty. "I saw her two days
-ago"----
-
-"Yes; what did you see two days ago?"
-
-"I do not like to tell tales, but I came into the schoolroom quite
-unexpectedly. I slipped away, and no one saw."
-
-"Well, go on; you always are so mysterious, Kitty."
-
-"Nan was crying."
-
-"Yes."
-
-"And Augusta was scolding her. I heard Augusta say, 'If you tell you
-will be the biggest little fool that I ever heard of.' Now, why should
-she say that?"
-
-"Are you sure you heard those words?" asked Nora in a tone of great
-astonishment.
-
-"Yes, I am certain she said them; and she meant them. And Nan's face
-was--oh, so miserable! I got out of the room, and no one knew that I
-was listening; but I have a great mind to speak to Nan about it."
-
-"I wish you would. If Nan has a secret on her mind she had much better
-tell us. She is looking so pale! She seems to have no life in her--no
-interest in anything."
-
-"Very well; I will. I will tell her what I overheard."
-
-Nora and Kitty were as downright and honest as Augusta was the
-reverse. But Augusta was very clever; she knew well what sort of
-characters she had to deal with in the two little sisters; and whereas
-she secretly bullied Nan, held her secret for her, and had her
-absolutely in thrall, she was careful not to pursue any such methods
-with the sisters. With them she was open and above-board, delighting
-them with her apparent frankness, telling good stories, taking their
-parts, laughing with them--making the schoolroom party a very merry
-one indeed.
-
-On the evening of the very same day that Kitty had made her small
-confidence to Nora, Nora and Augusta were walking home together. In
-consequence of Augusta's superior age they were allowed to go as far
-as the Park by themselves, and they were hastening home now to be in
-time for the schoolroom tea.
-
-"How nice it will be when I am grown-up," said Augusta. "I shall be
-fifteen before very long, and then it will not take many years before
-I am out and enjoying myself. I mean to get mother to take me a great
-deal into society. I should love balls and parties, and gay frocks,
-and--and admirers."
-
-"Oh dear! it is more than I would," said Nora. "I do not a bit want to
-be grown-up."
-
-"You will when the time comes; and of course you are too young to
-think of it at present. I expect you will look very nice when you grow
-up, Nora."
-
-"I don't care whether I do or not. I don't care twopence about my
-looks. I want to do my lessons well, and to learn a good bit, and then
-to devote myself to natural history. I shall never care for human
-beings as I care for animals. I want some day to own a complete
-menagerie or a sort of Zoo. If ever I have money in the future I will
-buy a great big garden, and have high--very high--walls round it; and
-I will keep all sorts of animals in great cages--wild creatures, you
-know--leopards and tigers and pumas. Oh! and wild-cats. And I will
-have a deep, deep sunken pond with alligators. I suppose I must not
-venture on a crocodile. I'll have a snake-house, too. And of course
-I'll have lots of domestic animals. I think Kitty will share what
-money she has with me, so we will make it quite a big thing. We will
-not want to have anything to do with men and women; we will live alone
-with our darlings. Oh! I think they are so sweet--so very, very
-superior to men and women."
-
-"You are an extraordinary girl," said Augusta; "but of course you will
-change when the time comes. You cannot be different from the rest of
-the world. When I am married, and have a beautiful carriage, and a
-very rich husband, and heaps and heaps and heaps of money, I will come
-and see you, and drag you out of your Zoo, and take you about and show
-people what a pretty face you have; and then a prince will come along
-and make love to you, and--and you will forget your animals because of
-the beautiful words of the prince, and the poor animals will be
-neglected and they will die off because you will have married the
-prince and have gone away with him. That will be the end of your
-day-dream, my dear, funny Nora."
-
-Nora laughed.
-
-"We will see," she answered. "But, talking of pretty girls, do you not
-think that Nan will be very, very pretty when she is grown-up,
-Augusta?"
-
-"Hum!" said Augusta. "Well, yes, if she is happy I suppose she will.
-Don't you think there is something funny the matter with Nan, Nora?
-Can you account for it?"
-
-"I cannot," said Nora, startled and amazed at Augusta's words. "I wish
-you could tell me. Can you throw any light on the change in her?"
-
-"Oh! you have observed the change?"
-
-"Of course I have. And, do you know, it all began the day you came
-here. Of course, dear little Nan was very sad when first she came to
-live with mother, but she had got over it, and we were all so fond of
-her; we thought her such a darling! And she was so merry; she used to
-laugh so heartily. And she was quite comforted because we gave her
-Jack as her own special little dog; but now it seems to us that Jack
-is more your Jack than hers, and Nan is very sad."
-
-"Poor Nan! I have noticed it myself. I am anxious about her."
-
-"Then you do not know what is the matter?"
-
-"I think I do partly, but I must not say; perhaps she will tell you
-herself."
-
-"Oh! but won't you say? It does seem unkind to have a weight of care
-on her dear little mind and not to have it relieved."
-
-"Why do you always talk about her as though she were such a tiny
-creature? She is nearly as old as you."
-
-"She is the same age as Kitty, but somehow she looks and feels
-younger."
-
-"Well, if I were you I would not take much notice," said Augusta. "She
-will come right all in good time. Of course, you know, it is not as if
-she had been brought up with you; she was brought up by her mother,
-who was a very poor woman."
-
-"It is not poverty that makes Nan so strange and queer at present,"
-answered Nora.
-
-"I know it is not. I cannot make her out myself, poor child; I am
-afraid she is naturally of a very melancholy disposition."
-
-The girls chatted a little longer. Nora had obtained no light whatever
-on Nan's trouble, and went into the house feeling worried and
-distressed.
-
-Augusta managed to rush into the schoolroom before the sisters
-appeared.
-
-"You must try to be cheerful, Nan," she said; "they are both
-suspecting that there is something amiss. You must really rouse
-yourself or the whole thing will be discovered, and where would you be
-then?"
-
-"What would happen if it were?" said Nan.
-
-"Happen! I suppose they would forgive you; but, seeing the peculiar
-circumstances under which you live in this house, I should not like to
-be in your shoes. Whoever could think well again of a girl who is
-deceitful?"
-
-"But I am not. Oh! I would tell now--I would tell gladly were it not
-for you."
-
-"It certainly would not be very kind of you to get me into a scrape
-when I did what I could to get you out of one," was Augusta's answer.
-"But come! cheer up--do. We will have some jolly games after dinner;
-and, if you are an awfully good girl, I have something rather exciting
-to tell you to-morrow. No, not to-day--to-morrow."
-
-The girls came in; Miss Roy followed. They had all high tea together
-at half-past six, and immediately afterwards Augusta proposed games.
-
-She was a splendid leader when there was anything of that sort for her
-to do, and soon the children--even Nan--were laughing merrily and
-enjoying themselves to their hearts' content. It was not until bedtime
-that Kitty ran up to Nan, put her arms round her neck, looked into her
-eyes, and said in her sweetest, most coaxing voice:
-
-"Nancy, I am coming into your room early tomorrow morning--quite
-early. When I come, may I creep into your bed, and put my arms round
-your neck, and kiss you a lot of times?"
-
-"I should like it ever so much," said Nan.
-
-"I will come. Good-night, Nan darling."
-
-Augusta was standing near when Kitty made her petition of Nan.
-
-As Augusta herself was going to bed she went up to Nan and kissed her.
-
-"What did Kitty say to you?" she asked in a whisper.
-
-"Nothing."
-
-"Nonsense! Tell me at once."
-
-"She said that she was coming to see me to-morrow morning early, to
-get into my bed."
-
-"Oh," said Augusta, "that sort of thing means confidences. Be careful,
-Nan; be careful what you are doing."
-
-Nan said nothing, but went away to her room. When she got there she
-fell on her knees by the open window and looked out.
-
-It had been a lovely day in spring, and the night was clear, fine, and
-balmy. Nan opened her window and let the soft air blow on her hot
-little face.
-
-"It is four months since mother died," she said to herself; "a great,
-great deal has happened, and I scarcely know myself. I have learnt to
-love Mrs. Richmond and the two girls. As to Jack, I think he is the
-dearest little thing in the world; and I have forgotten Sophia Maria.
-I have almost forgotten Phoebe; but I still love Mr. Pryor. And, oh!
-mother, mother, up in heaven, do you see Nan now, and are you pitying
-her, and are you telling me what is right to do? For I am not a good
-girl; and as to being the best girl that Mr. Pryor speaks about--oh
-I--I am more like the worst. And I am so afraid of Augusta! I think I
-do really, out and out, hate her. I do not know what she means by
-frightening me and making me so unhappy. Oh! I wish I had never
-yielded to her. I wish I had the courage to tell Kitty the truth."
-
-As Nan knelt at the window it came into her head that she might ask
-God to give her the necessary courage, but then a wild sensation of
-terror swept over her.
-
-"If Augusta were not in the house I might tell, but Augusta would make
-it out to be so bad; she told me she would. She told me that if I ever
-told what I had done she would say that I implored of her not to tell,
-and she said that her word would be believed before mine; and I know
-it would, of course, because she is quite old beside me. What a
-miserable girl I am!"
-
-Nan went to bed, and after a time, wretched as she felt, she fell
-asleep. But her sleep was haunted by dreams, and it was with a cry
-that she woke on the following morning when Kitty touched her.
-
-"Here I am, Nancy," said Kitty. "Just push over to the left side and
-let me get into your bed."
-
-Nan made room, and the two little girls lay side by side.
-
-"Now, this is quite cosy," said Kitty.
-
-"Isn't it?" replied Nan.
-
-"You are very fond of me, are you not, Nancy?"
-
-"Oh yes; very--very."
-
-"And of Nora too?"
-
-"Very; I love you both most dearly."
-
-"And you love mother?"
-
-"Not as I love you two, but I do love her."
-
-"And you love Augusta?"
-
-Nan was silent.
-
-"I thought you did; you are so much together, and you do such a lot of
-things for her. Sometimes Nora and I are rather angry when we see you
-trotting here and there, up and down stairs, fetching and carrying for
-Gussie. It is all very well, but Gus ought not to put things on you.
-If you do not like her, why do you do it?"
-
-"Oh! never mind, Kitty. I do it because"----
-
-"Well, because of what?"
-
-"Because I do."
-
-"That is a very silly reason--and for such a clever girl to give!"
-
-"I cannot help it; that is why I do it."
-
-"Then let me tell you why you do it," said Kitty: "because you are
-afraid of her."
-
-Nan gave a sudden shrink into herself, and the little start all over
-her frame was not lost on Kitty, who lay so close to her.
-
-"Nan," said Kitty after a pause, "why are you afraid of her?"
-
-"I did not say I was."
-
-"But I know it; and so does Nora."
-
-"You know it! Oh--oh! please--please do not know it any more."
-
-"I am going to tell you something. Two days ago I came into the
-schoolroom; it was in the dusk, before the lamps were lit. You were
-standing up, and Augusta was lying back in the easy-chair. Your face
-was turned towards the door, and Augusta's back was to the door, but
-neither of you saw me; and I heard Augusta say to you, 'If you tell
-you will be the biggest little fool that I ever heard of.' Yes, Nan,
-those were her words; and you--you began to cry. You had been crying
-before, and you cried harder than ever. I slipped out of the room; but
-I want to know the meaning--yes, I want to know the meaning, Nancy."
-
-When Kitty finished speaking Nan suddenly flung both her arms very
-tightly round her neck.
-
-"Why, you are trembling all over, Nan; what does it mean?"
-
-"It means this," said Nan--"this."
-
-"But what? You are not saying anything; you are only just shivering
-and clinging to me. What is the matter? Of course, Nora and I notice
-how terribly changed you are and how unhappy you look."
-
-"Never mind about that; please answer me one question."
-
-"Yes; what is it?"
-
-"Do you love me?"
-
-"Of course I love you. We all do--I mean Nora and mother and I; we
-love you dearly--dearly."
-
-"Better than the animals?"
-
-"Oh, well! I am not sure, but in a different way, anyhow."
-
-"Better than your white rat that died?"
-
-"I wish you would not talk about Pip. He is dead, poor darling. I
-think of him often at night. I loved him. I love him still. Do not let
-us talk about him."
-
-"Kitty, will you promise?"
-
-"What, Nan--what?"
-
-"That you will not ever say anything again about--about Augusta and
-me."
-
-"What about you?"
-
-"What you overheard."
-
-"Well, if you do not wish it. But why will you not tell? You are
-afraid of her; what power has she over you?"
-
-"I do not know. I mean I do; I want to tell you, but I don't dare to.
-Let us talk about your rat--poor Pip."
-
-"How very queer you are, Nan! If there is a subject that I hate
-talking about it is about Pip."
-
-"But why?"
-
-"I will tell you why. I have not told anybody else, not even Nora, but
-I will tell you. I ought not to have gone away that day in the country
-when Pip was so ill. It was awfully selfish of me! Perhaps if I hadn't
-gone he would not have had that fit, poor dear! and he might have been
-alive still."
-
-"He might, of course," said Nan, who knew well that he would have been
-alive, for certainly Jack would not have got at him had Kitty remained
-at home.
-
-"That is why I am so absolutely miserable when I think about it,"
-continued Kitty. "The poor darling died quite neglected; even you did
-not go up to see him, because I asked you not."
-
-"And if," said Nan, trembling very much--"if Pip had not died in the
-way you think, but from a sort of an accident, how would you feel
-then?"
-
-"How would I feel if Pip had met with an accident? But he did not meet
-with an accident."
-
-"But let us suppose," said Nan--"it is fun sometimes to suppose--let
-us suppose that he did, that that was the way he died."
-
-"I cannot suppose what did not happen, and I hate to talk of it."
-
-"But if it had, and--and somebody was to blame, how would you feel
-towards that somebody?"
-
-"You really are too extraordinary, Nan! I should hate that somebody. I
-tell you what it is," continued Kitty, "I would never forgive that
-person--never, never. But there! what nonsense you are talking!
-Nothing of the kind did happen. That is not your secret, is it?"
-
-"Oh! of course not--of course not," said Nan, frightened, and plunging
-into the biggest lie she had yet told. "No, no--of course not; only I
-like to wonder and think things out. It amuses me; I was always given
-that way."
-
-"Well," said Kitty, "you gave me a fright. You talked as if it might
-be the case; and your voice was so queer and shaky! I do believe there
-is a mystery, but of course it is not that."
-
-"No, it is not that."
-
-"You did not go up to see Pip?"
-
-"Of course not."
-
-"I am sorry I asked, for of course you would not do it, as I told you
-not. Nan darling, do please tell me what makes you so unhappy; please
-tell me. Let us forget about my little Pip. He is in his grave, poor,
-darling little rat, and all his troubles are over. He was so
-affectionate, and I was so fond of him! But he will never feel any
-pain ever again. And I love you, Nan; and Noney and I are wretched to
-think that you are so unhappy."
-
-"It is all right," said Nan. "I will try not to be unhappy in the
-future. I have things that worry me now and then."
-
-"I will tell you what one of them is: you are afraid of Augusta; she
-has a power over you. You will be all right again when she goes away."
-
-"I don't know," said Nan; "perhaps so."
-
-Kitty could get nothing further out of Nan, and as it was now time to
-get up, she went slowly back to her own room.
-
-Nora raised her head when Kitty came.
-
-"Well," she said, "have you discovered anything?"
-
-"Nothing. I begin to think Nan a very strange little girl. Do you
-know, she asked me such a funny question! She said, 'Suppose Pip had
-died by an accident, and somebody was to blame, how would you feel
-towards the somebody?'"
-
-"What did you say?"
-
-"That I would hate that somebody, and never forgive her."
-
-"I wonder why she said it," continued Nora.
-
-"Oh! I am sure I don't know. I asked her point-blank if Pip had come
-by an accident, and she said 'No,' and that nobody had been upstairs.
-She is a very strange girl, but I love her all the same."
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XI.
-
-THE MIDDLE WAY.
-
-
-On the following Sunday Nan came to Mrs. Richmond with a request.
-
-"I do so want to see Mr. Pryor!" she said. "I have not seen him for two
-or three months; and he said that he was always at home on Sundays.
-May I go there this afternoon with Susan? Do, please, let me, Mrs.
-Richmond."
-
-"Certainly, Nan dear; I am always glad that you should see your
-mother's dear old friend."
-
-So after early dinner, Nan, dressed in her pretty and neat mourning,
-started off, accompanied by Susan, to visit Mr. Pryor. She had not
-ventured to the house where her mother had died before, for on the
-last occasion of their meeting Mr. Pryor had come to see her. The door
-was opened by Phoebe, who, in her delight at seeing Nan, forgot all
-decorum, and shocked Susan almost out of her wits by flinging her arms
-round the little girl's neck and hugging her tightly.
-
-"Oh, Miss Nan! it is good to see you; and my missus, Mrs. Vincent, will
-be that pleased! You will come down, miss, and have a cup of tea with
-my mistress before you go back, won't you? Oh! it is elegant you look.
-What a pretty frock, miss! It ain't cut by our pattern, be it, miss?"
-
-"No," said Nan. "Please, Phoebe, can I see Mr. Pryor?"
-
-"It is delighted he will be to see you, darling. I'll just run up and
-ask him. Won't you come into the parlour, dear? The parlour lodgers
-has gone, and there is no one there at present. Wait a minute, love,
-while I inquire whether Mr. Pryor is in. Oh! of course he must be; but
-I'll go and find out."
-
-Nan and Susan went into the parlour, and presently Phoebe rushed
-downstairs.
-
-"Mr. Pryor says you are to go up this very minute, miss. And he has
-ordered tea for two, and muffins and cream. And perhaps this young
-person would come to the kitchen."
-
-Poor Phoebe glanced with admiring eyes at Susan. Susan's manners were
-staid and of a rebuking character. She did not think Phoebe at all the
-sort of girl she would care to associate with; but as Nan said in a
-careless tone, "Yes, Susan, go downstairs," and then ran by herself to
-the drawing-room floor, there was nothing for it but to obey.
-
-"What an elegant young lady Miss Nan has grown," said Phoebe. "Come
-downstairs, won't you, miss? My mistress will make you right welcome."
-
-So Susan had to make the best of it, and tripped down, accompanied by
-Phoebe.
-
-Upstairs a very hearty welcome had taken place. Mr. Pryor had kissed
-Nan, and taken her hand and made her seat herself in the most
-comfortable armchair in the room; and then he had stood in front of
-her and looked her all over, from her head to the points of her neat
-little shoes.
-
-"Well, Nancy," he said, "and how goes the world?"
-
-"I am very unhappy," replied Nan at once. "For a time I felt better,
-but I am unhappy now. I have a great big secret, and it weighs on me
-and gets heavier and heavier every day; and I can never tell it, not
-to you nor to anybody; and I can never, never, never now be the best
-girl that mother wanted me to be."
-
-"That is very sad indeed, Nancy," replied her friend; "and I cannot
-understand it, my dear. Nobody ought to be in the position you have
-just described yourself to be in, far less a little girl who is
-treated with such kindness and love."
-
-"It is because I am loved, and because they are so sweet, that I am so
-dreadfully unhappy," said Nan. "I have told a lot of lies, Mr. Pryor,
-and I can never unsay them. I can never tell the truth, for if I did
-those whom I love would cease to love me. When it began I did not
-think it would be such a big thing, but now it has grown and grown,
-and I can think of nothing else. My lessons, and my play, and my
-walks, and even dear little Jack, are not a bit interesting to me
-because of this big Thing. There is no way out, Mr. Pryor; there is no
-way out at all."
-
-"That is not true, Nancy, my dear."
-
-Mr. Pryor sat down and looked thoughtful. The little girl's face, the
-tone of her voice, the suffering which filled her eyes, showed him
-that her sorrow, whatever its nature, was very real.
-
-"Suppose we ask God to help us out of this," he said after a moment's
-pause.
-
-"I don't want to ask God, for I know what He will say, and I cannot do
-it."
-
-"What will God say, Nancy?"
-
-"That I must tell--that I am to tell the people what I did. And they
-will never, never forgive me, and I cannot tell--I cannot tell, Mr.
-Pryor."
-
-"Then, my dear Nancy, why did you come to see me?"
-
-"Because I thought perhaps you would find the middle way."
-
-"The middle way, Nancy?"
-
-"The way between the very naughty and the very good. There must be a
-middle way, and I want to get into it and to keep in it. Cannot you
-find it for me?"
-
-"I have never heard of it, Nancy--never. I am afraid there is no
-middle way. You have done, I take it, something wrong; and you have,
-I take it, told a lie about it."
-
-"That is it."
-
-"And one lie, as is invariably the case, has led to another, and to
-another, and to another."
-
-"Oh yes, Mr. Pryor, that is certainly it."
-
-"And each lie makes your poor little heart feet more sad, and each lie
-shuts out more and more of the beautiful sunshine of God's love from
-your spirit. Nancy, there is no middle way. You must go on telling
-those lies, and adding to the misery of your life, and getting lower
-and lower and your heart harder and harder, until after a time that
-happens which"----
-
-"What?" said Nan. "You frighten me."
-
-"That happens which is the result of sin. You do not suffer any more
-pain; your conscience ceases to prick you; that voice within you is
-tired, and will not speak any more because you have treated it so
-badly. That is what will happen in the lower path on which you are
-preparing to walk."
-
-"You terrify me. I am sorry I came. I will not stay any longer. I
-could not tell."
-
-"Come here, Nancy, and let us talk it over."
-
-"I cannot--I do not want to say any more. Let us forget it."
-
-"My dear child, you would not have come to me if you had not
-hoped"----
-
-"Yes; I hoped that you would show me the middle path."
-
-"There is none. Nancy dear, will you not confide in me if I faithfully
-promise that I will not tell any one what you have done."
-
-Nan paused to think.
-
-"I should like to," she said, "but I have promised not to tell."
-
-"Who did you promise?"
-
-"I cannot even tell you that. Perhaps I will some day; perhaps I will
-get the person to allow me to tell you. It is a dreadful thing, and it
-seemed so small at the beginning! I am a very unhappy girl."
-
-"It requires a little pluck to get out of this dilemma, Nancy. But the
-strong hand of God would help you over this crisis in your life, and,
-lo and behold! the darkness would go, and sunshine and joy would be
-yours again."
-
-"I hoped so once, but I spoke to Kitty the other morning. I made up a
-sort of case, and I tried to find out what she would feel; and she
-said that if anybody had done such an awful thing, that person would
-be her enemy, and she would never, never forgive her. And then she
-asked me what I meant, and if anybody had done it; and I told a lot of
-fresh lies, and said no--nobody had done it; and I cannot go to Kitty
-now and tell her that I did it after all."
-
-"You are very mysterious, Nancy, and you make me very unhappy; but if
-you have quite made up your mind to go on being a naughty girl and
-adding to this burden of lies, I will not talk about it any more just
-now. But I will pray a great deal for you, and beg of God not to let
-your conscience go to sleep."
-
-"Oh, please, do not, for I am so miserable!"
-
-"Here comes the tea. Will you pour me out a cup?" was Mr. Pryor's
-answer.
-
-Phoebe, with her beaming face, brought in the tray.
-
-"If you please, miss, Mrs. Vincent would like to see you very much
-before you go away. Susan is having an agreeable time in the kitchen
-with a new-laid egg and buttered toast to her tea; and Mrs. Vincent
-will be so glad to see you once again, miss!"
-
-Nan murmured something. Phoebe left the room. Even Phoebe noticed the
-shadow on the little face.
-
-"Now, come," said Mr. Pryor; "you know exactly how I like my tea; pour
-it out for me. One lump of sugar and a very little cream. Ah! that is
-right."
-
-Nan ministered to the dear old gentleman, and as he chatted upon every
-subject but the one closest her heart, she tried to cheer up for his
-sake.
-
-By-and-by her visit came to an end. She bade Mr. Pryor good-bye. He
-told her that he would be in any day if she wished to speak to him,
-but he did not again allude to her secret. Mrs. Vincent was enraptured
-with Nan's appearance, and made her turn round two or three times in
-order to get a good view of the cut of her dress.
-
-"I declare, Phoebe," she said, "you could take the pattern of that in
-your mind, so to speak. It is a very stylish little costume; most
-elegant it would look on my little granddaughter, Rosie Watson."
-
-Phoebe sniffed in a somewhat aggressive way; she did not consider that
-Rosie Watson had any right to the same pattern as Nan. Soon afterwards
-Susan and Nan left the house and went back to Mayfield Gardens.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XII
-
-"I SHALL STAY FOR A YEAR."
-
-
-Nan was so unhappy that night that she could not sleep. She was glad
-that she had a room to herself, for it did not matter how often she
-tossed from side to side, or how often she turned her pillow, or how
-often she groaned aloud. Mr. Pryor's words, "There is no middle path,"
-kept ringing over and over in her ears. She thought of her mother,
-too, and of what her mother would feel if she saw her now--a little
-girl surrounded by every kindness, surrounded by luxuries and the good
-things of life, and yet, because she was afraid, going down and down
-and down the broad and steep path which led to destruction.
-
-"It means that I will not see mother if I do not tell," thought the
-child; and then she burst into tears. Towards morning she made up her
-mind that she would try to overcome her terrors; she would at least
-see Mr. Pryor and tell him exactly what had happened--she would tell
-him the whole truth--and be guided by his advice.
-
-"Perhaps he will not think it necessary for me to tell everything,"
-thought the child. "Anyhow, I know he will not be hard on me, for I do
-not think he could be that on any one."
-
-Having finally made up her mind to confide in Mr. Pryor, she became
-soothed and comparatively happy, and dropped off towards morning into
-a quiet sleep.
-
-She overslept herself, as was but natural, and had to jump up and
-dress in a hurry; but hurry as she would she was late for breakfast.
-Miss Roy said:
-
-"Nancy, this is not as it should be."
-
-But she was a very gentle and considerate person, and when she saw how
-pale Nan's face looked, and how sad was the expression round her lips,
-she forbore to chide her further.
-
-The children started off for school immediately after breakfast, and
-the day's routine proceeded as usual. In the afternoon Nan went up to
-Miss Roy and made a request.
-
-"I want to know if you will do something for me; there is something I
-want very, very badly."
-
-"What is it, my dear?" asked the governess.
-
-"Will you walk with me as far as Mr. Pryor's? I want to see him."
-
-"But, my dear Nancy, you saw him yesterday."
-
-"But I want to see him awfully badly again to-day."
-
-"That sounds rather absurd."
-
-"He was a great friend of mother's, and it is most important; may I
-go, Miss Roy?"
-
-Just at that moment Augusta strolled into the schoolroom.
-
-"Ah, Nancy!" she said, "you promised to hold this wool for me. There
-is a great lot to be wound; it will take us quite half-an-hour. Come,
-we may as well start; I have got to wind all the coloured balls and
-put them in order for Lady Denby's bazaar."
-
-"I cannot do it this evening," replied Nan, shrugging her shoulders
-and turning back in sheer desperation to speak to Miss Roy.
-
-"And I am afraid," said Miss Roy, "I cannot go with you, dear, so
-there is an end of it."
-
-"What is it?" said Augusta. "What does she want, Miss Roy?"
-
-"Why, this silly little girl," said Miss Roy, who saw no reason for
-keeping Nan's request a secret, "wants me to walk with her as far as
-Mr. Pryor's."
-
-"Who in the name of fortune is Mr. Pryor?" asked Augusta.
-
-"A friend of mine, and you have nothing to do with him," said Nan,
-speaking fast, and her cheeks flushing with anger.
-
-"Hoity-toity!" cried Augusta. "But I rather think I have something to
-do with all your friends; for are you not my very own most special
-friend--are you not, Nan? Come here and tell me so; come and tell me
-so now before Miss Roy."
-
-"I won't," said Nan.
-
-"But I think you will, darling. Just come along this minute."
-
-Nan went as if some one were pulling her back all the time. She got
-within a foot of Augusta; there she stood still.
-
-"Nearer still, sweet," said Augusta. "You are my very great friend,
-and I am your very great friend."
-
-"How mysterious you are, Gussie," said Miss Roy. "Why, of course,
-everybody knows that you and Nancy are great friends."
-
-"That is all right," said Augusta, "I just wish to proclaim it in
-public. I am very proud of our friendship.--I like you immensely,
-Nancy; all my life long I hope to be good to you. And now, kneel; you
-will oblige me by winding this wool."
-
-"I cannot. I must go out this evening."
-
-"And I cannot go with you, Nancy, so there is an end of it, I fear,"
-said Miss Roy; and she walked out of the room, feeling rather annoyed
-with Nancy.
-
-"Now, Nancy, what is it?" asked Augusta.
-
-"Nothing. I will hold your wool while you wind."
-
-"What a cross face! It is not at all agreeable to me to have a girl
-like you standing in front of me. And I am so good to you, and
-absolutely soiling my conscience for your sake--for, of course, I
-ought to tell what I know; I ought, but I will not. Now then, smile,
-won't you?"
-
-"I cannot."
-
-"Well, then, you need not smile. Here, hold this wool."
-
-The next half-hour was occupied by poor Nan in holding skeins of wool
-until her arms ached. At the end of that time, to her great relief,
-Augusta was called by Mrs. Richmond to go downstairs. Nan had the
-schoolroom to herself. She stood still, pressing her hand to her eyes.
-The next instant Augusta dashed into the room.
-
-"Hurrah!" she said, "my dear aunty Jessie is going to take me to the
-theatre. I shall be out the whole evening. What fun! We are to get
-ready immediately; we will be off in no time."
-
-Augusta ran off to her own bedroom, and Nan went slowly into hers.
-Quick as thought she made up her mind. If no one would take her to Mr.
-Pryor, she would go to visit him alone. Miss Roy would be busy
-downstairs for some time and would not miss her; Mrs. Richmond and
-Augusta would be out; the two girls were spending the evening with
-friends.
-
-"The thing is too important. All my future hangs on it. I must see
-him, and soon," thought the child.
-
-She put on her hat and coat, watched her opportunity, and slipped
-downstairs. She got out without any one noticing her, and having a
-very good eye for locality, in course of time found her way to Mr.
-Pryor's lodgings. She had walked the entire distance; it took her
-exactly half-an-hour. Trembling in every limb, she mounted the steps
-and rang the bell. How often she had stood on those steps by her
-mother's side! That failing form, that wan face, those loving eyes,
-all returned to her memory now.
-
-"It is for mother's sake--for mother's sake," she said to herself; and
-then Phoebe opened the door. She gave a start of rapture, and catching
-hold of Nan's hand, pulled her into the house.
-
-"Why, Miss Nan," she said, "this is better and better. Yesterday
-evening you came unexpected, and to-day you come again. But you are
-all alone, miss; where is Susan?"
-
-"I ran away this time, and you must not tell anybody, Phoebe."
-
-"Oh, ain't you got spirit just?" said Phoebe in a tone of admiration.
-"But, miss, I hopes you won't get into trouble."
-
-"No, no. I mean it does not matter. I want to see Mr. Pryor at once."
-
-"Oh, Miss Nancy! ain't you heard, miss?"
-
-"No. What--what?"
-
-"Why, my dear, I am afraid you will be disappointed. He got a telegram
-this morning from his son, who is took very bad in Spain, and he has
-gone off to him. You know he had only one son, and he lives most of
-his time at Madrid, and he is took shocking bad--almost at death's
-door--with some sort of fever; and the dear old gentleman was near off
-his head all day, and he has gone to him. He is away, Miss Nan, in the
-train, being whirled out of London by this time. You cannot see him,
-miss, however hard you try."
-
-"It does not matter," said Nan. She spoke in a low tone; there was a
-sense at once of relief and of disappointment in her breast. It seemed
-to her at that moment that her good angels left her, and that her bad
-angels drew near. Nevertheless, she was relieved.
-
-"I will see you back if you wish, miss."
-
-"No; it does not matter. I will get home as soon as I can."
-
-"Have you any message, miss? Perhaps mistress has Mr. Pryor's address."
-
-"No; I could not write anything. Good-bye, Phoebe."
-
-"And you will not see my mistress?"
-
-"No; I cannot."
-
-"And you would not like me to see you back?"
-
-"No, no; I will go alone."
-
-Before Phoebe could utter another word, Nan was running up the street
-in the direction of Mayfield Gardens.
-
-"God did not want me to tell, and there must be a middle path--there
-must," thought the child.
-
-She got back to the house without any one missing her. She went
-upstairs again to the schoolroom. A moment or two later she had taken
-off her hat and jacket, put them away neatly in the orderly little
-room which nurse insisted on her keeping, and sat down by the
-schoolroom fire. The day had been a warm one and the fire had only
-been lit an hour ago, but Nan felt cold, and was grateful for its
-warmth. She crouched near it, shivering slightly.
-
-"I would have done it," she said to herself, "if Mr. Pryor had been at
-home; but God sent him away, and--well, I cannot do it now. I hope my
-conscience will not trouble me too badly. I will try to be awfully
-good in every other way, and I must forget this; I must--I must."
-
-It was a few days after Nan's stolen visit to Mr. Pryor that great
-excitement reigned in the house in Mayfield Gardens. In the first
-place, there had come a letter which greatly concerned Augusta. This
-letter was from her mother, begging of Mrs. Richmond to look after
-Augusta for a year, for Mrs. Duncan and her husband were going to South
-America on special business. They would be wandering about from place
-to place for quite that time, and it would suit Mrs. Duncan uncommonly
-well if Augusta remained with her sister. Mrs. Richmond herself spoke
-to Augusta about it.
-
-"If you can put up with me, dear," she said, "I shall be glad to have
-you; but you know that ours is a somewhat humdrum life, and you are
-older than my girls. Your mother proposed as an alternative that you
-should go to a very fashionable finishing-school, where you would have
-a good deal of excitement and interest and be prepared for your
-entrance into society."
-
-"It does not matter," said Augusta. "I am just fifteen. When father
-and mother come back I shall be only sixteen; it will be time enough
-then to go to a finishing-school. And I am very happy with you, Aunt
-Jessie."
-
-"I am glad of that, my dear; and I like to have you. Well, you can run
-upstairs to the schoolroom and tell the children; I am sure they will
-be delighted."
-
-"The only one who may not be delighted is Nan Esterleigh," remarked
-Augusta in a dubious voice.
-
-"Come, my dear child, what do you mean? Nan not delighted! Why, I
-thought you were such special friends!"
-
-"To tell you the truth, Aunt Jessie, I do not quite understand Nan;
-she is a very strange little girl. I have done my utmost to be
-friendly with her."
-
-"That you certainly have, darling."
-
-"And although to all appearance she is devoted to me, that is not the
-case in reality. I think if you were to question her you would find
-she does not like me at all. It is the fact of Nan's extraordinary
-attitude towards me that makes me have any doubt of staying with you
-for the next year, sweet Aunt Jessie."
-
-"Then, my dear child, if such is the case I will have a talk with Nan
-myself. You certainly must not be made unhappy by any such ridiculous
-reason. Nan is a dear little girl, and I promised her mother to bring
-her up and do for her and make her happy, but I certainly did not mean
-her to be rude or unpleasant to my own sister's child."
-
-"Oh! I do not mind, Aunt Jessie; do not worry her. I just thought I
-would mention it. Perhaps I shall win her in the end if I continue to
-be awfully kind, as I have been in the past. I take a lot of notice of
-her, as you know."
-
-"That you certainly do, dear."
-
-"And you are so good to her--so wonderfully good!" continued Augusta.
-
-"Never mind that, my child; I could never be anything else. And Nan
-owes me nothing; I have said that before."
-
-Augusta kissed her aunt, and presently ran upstairs to the schoolroom.
-The children were having breakfast when she entered.
-
-"Hurrah! Good news," said Augusta. "Of course, that is how people take
-it. You thought, all of you, that I would be going back to father and
-mother in a few weeks' time. Well, I am not; I am to stay here for a
-year--a year, positive. I am to be with you day and night for twelve
-whole months. When you go to the country I will go with you, and when
-you come back from the country I will come back with you. And I am to
-have regular lessons from this at school; and---- Oh, dear me! Nancy,
-you are glad, whoever else is sorry."
-
-"Yes--of course," said Nancy. She said it in a trembling voice, and
-her face turned from white to red, and then from red to white again.
-
-"Does she not look enraptured," said Augusta, turning with laughing
-eyes to Kitty.
-
-Kitty made no reply. She was glad on the whole that her cousin should
-stay. "The more the merrier" was her motto. She felt almost annoyed
-with Nan for the peculiarity of her attitude.
-
-But the tidings that Augusta was to stay with them was completely
-eclipsed by other news, which filled the hearts of the two little
-girls, Kitty and Nora, with untold bliss.
-
-"What do you think?" said Kitty, rushing into the room just as Nora
-and Nan were putting on their hats to go to school. "Uncle Peter is
-coming here to-day. He will stay for a fortnight or three weeks,
-mother says. Oh, this is heavenly! I am nearly off my head with
-delight."
-
-"Who is Uncle Peter? What does it mean?" said Nan.
-
-"You will know what it means when you have seen him," said Kitty; "but
-I will try and tell you something. It means the height of happiness;
-it means the extreme of joy; it means--oh, everything delightful! He
-is just perfect! He will be so sweet to you, too, Nan! He will be
-sweet to Augusta. He will be sweet to us all. He is father's youngest
-brother--much, much younger than father. He is quite young still, and
-he is a captain in the army. And he is great fun--oh! great fun--and
-the house gets full of sunshine when he is with us."
-
-"I have never seen him," said Augusta; "I should like to."
-
-"He will be sweet to you, Gussie. He will be delightful to us all. Oh,
-it is too good news! You never saw anything like the delight mother is
-in. I must rush off now and tell nursey; won't she be glad!"
-
-That day as she walked to school, and worked at her lessons, and came
-back again, there were three pieces of news rushing backwards and
-forwards in poor Nan's heart. Two of them were bad, and one was good.
-Mr. Pryor was away, therefore there was no middle path; Augusta--the
-terrible Augusta, whom she hated and feared--was absolutely to live in
-the house for a whole year; and the children's uncle Peter, the man
-who made everything right and turned gloom into sunshine, was coming
-to stay with them.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XIII
-
-UNCLE PETER.
-
-
-On her way to school Nan made up her mind to a certain course of
-action. When she had done so she was full of a sense of relief. She
-resolved to tell Augusta what she had determined to do as soon as
-possible. And as the two girls generally had the schoolroom to
-themselves after early dinner, her opportunity was not far to seek.
-
-On this special day the whole house was more or less in a state of
-excitement; the spare room--the best spare room of all, the room which
-was called the Blue Room--was being got ready. The housemaids were
-busy turning out all the furniture, sweeping and dusting, polishing
-and cleaning.
-
-"We never give that room except to some one who is very, very sweet,"
-said Nora; "but nothing is good enough for Uncle Peter."
-
-Mrs. Richmond's face fairly shone with pleasure, and her little
-daughters laughed often for no special reason, the invariable remark
-being, "It is only because of Uncle Peter." But they had gone back to
-school, and the midday meal was over, and Nan and Augusta were alone
-in the schoolroom. Augusta was seated in a rocking-chair in the
-window, Jack curled up in her lap. Jack had long ceased to take any
-notice of Nan, and Nan had sorrowfully resigned him to his real
-mistress.
-
-"He is my dog no more," the little girl thought; but the weight on her
-heart prevented her feeling the loss of Jack as she otherwise would
-have done.
-
-Nan sat at the table, her lesson-books piled up in front of her;
-Augusta was buried in a new story-book, and forgot every one but
-herself. Presently Nan spoke.
-
-"Augusta," she said, "I have been thinking."
-
-"Well?" said Augusta. She put down her book and glanced at Nan.
-
-Nan had a frown between her brows, but notwithstanding this fact her
-handsome little face looked very striking.
-
-"She will be far more beautiful than any of us when she is grown-up,"
-thought Augusta. "Why should she have such a remarkable face? I hate
-her for it."
-
-"Unless you have something very important to say, please reserve your
-conversation until I get to a less fascinating part of my book," said
-Augusta. "The hero is on the eve of proposing to the heroine, and I
-cannot make out whether she will accept him or not."
-
-"That is only a book, and I am real," was Nan's answer. "I want to say
-something to you."
-
-"Yes?"
-
-"I have been making up my mind. You know what happened on the day you
-came."
-
-"Oh, that old story over again!" said Augusta. "Well, of course I
-know."
-
-"I cannot forget it."
-
-"So I see. You certainly have a terribly tender conscience, seeing the
-way you abuse it."
-
-"Oh, you do not know how unhappy I feel! You were surprised when, a
-night or two ago, I wanted to see Mr. Pryor. I will tell you what I
-did; I do not mind confessing to you. No one would take me, and I ran
-there all the way by myself."
-
-"You did, Nan! You are a daring little piece. Upon my word, there is
-something I rather admire about you. I could not be so out and out
-wicked--not for anybody."
-
-"All the same, I think you are wickeder than me, Augusta," said Nan.
-
-"You do, do you? Well, now, do you think that is a very polite thing
-to say, particularly when you have put yourself in my power as you are
-doing?"
-
-"I am so much in your power," replied poor Nan, "that a little more or
-a little less does not matter. I did go and see Mr. Pryor."
-
-"And whoever is this wonderful Mr. Pryor?"
-
-"He is an old gentleman--awfully good."
-
-"Awfully dull, you mean."
-
-"No; that he is not. He is not a bit dull; he has always been great
-fun. He lived in the house with me and mother, and when mother died he
-was so kind! And when mother was ill he often talked to her, and he
-told me---- Oh Augusta! please--please listen. He told me that mother
-wanted me to be the best girl."
-
-"Poor thing! it is well that she is out of the world," said Augusta.
-
-"I know it is, Augusta--I know it is--for I am not a bit good; but Mr.
-Pryor wants me to be good, and I went to see him, but---- Oh, well!
-never mind; he is gone."
-
-"What! has he died too?"
-
-"No, he is not dead, but it is as bad as if he were to me. He has gone
-to Spain to see his son, who is very ill. I went to visit him all for
-nothing."
-
-"You disobeyed Aunt Jessie for nothing. Certainly you are a nice girl!
-Don't you think you owe something to her?"
-
-"I owe a lot to her. Now, Augusta, I am coming to what I want to say
-to you. I want to forget what happened that time, and I want to live
-quite straight from this out. I am going to put all the past away from
-me, and I want to live straight."
-
-"What do you mean by straight?"
-
-"Oh! how am I to explain? I want to get in the middle of the road, you
-know--always in the middle, never going the least bit to the left or
-the right."
-
-"That sounds very pretty, but the meaning of it is beyond me," said
-Augusta.
-
-"You would understand if you tried to; you are not at all stupid, you
-know."
-
-"Thanks, dear, for the compliment."
-
-"And I wanted to tell you I am going to keep straight; and as you are
-to be here for a year"----
-
-"Ah! I thought the shoe pinched in that direction," said Augusta, with
-a laugh.
-
-"It does, Gussie--it does. I am ever so sorry! I could have loved you,
-of course; but I have always been just afraid of you."
-
-"And you will go on being afraid of me, honey, won't you?"
-
-"That is what I do not want to be. I want you never, never again to
-tempt me to be naughty. Do not tempt me any more, Augusta; that is
-what I want to ask."
-
-"You are a nice girl! I tempt you! What next?"
-
-"Oh! you know you did. You know but for you I would have told all
-about Pip. You know but for you---- Oh Augusta! how can you pretend?
-You know; you must know."
-
-"I know you are a very stupid, silly little girl, and that you grow
-more troublesome and more silly every day. Why, what is the matter
-now?"
-
-"I cannot bear it," said Nan.
-
-She gave a cry and burst into floods of tears.
-
-Now, this was by no means what Augusta wished. Nan in tears--in
-violent tears--was intolerable. She put down her book. She advanced
-towards Nan; then she stood still.
-
-She stood absolutely still, staring straight before her; for the door
-was open, and a tall young man, with slim and graceful figure, bright
-blue eyes, curly hair, and the pleasantest face in the world, was
-standing on the threshold.
-
-"I am Uncle Peter," he said in the gayest of voices. "Is anybody at
-home?"
-
-Poor Nan dashed away her tears. The stranger--this delightful uncle of
-the little girls--even he was to see her in disgrace and in tears.
-Augusta spoke at once.
-
-"I am Augusta Duncan," she said. "I am no relation of yours, but I do
-hope you will take me for a niece too. Aunt Jessie will be so sorry to
-miss you! But she will be back again in an hour or two."
-
-"And this little girl?" said Uncle Peter. He glanced with the kindest
-of expressions in his eyes at Nan. "She is a little bit troubled about
-something."
-
-"Nan darling, do cheer up now," said Augusta; "do, darling--do."
-
-Augusta went up to Nan and kissed her.
-
-"What a kind--hearted girl!" thought Captain Richmond. "And what a
-cross face the little one has! But she seems to be in trouble all the
-same."
-
-"Come!" he said in a pleasant voice; "no one cries when I am by. I
-hate tears so much that they never flow when I am in the
-neighbourhood. You must cheer up now that I have come to the house.
-And is no one else at home? Is there no one to welcome me but a
-pretence niece, and the other"----
-
-"Oh! no niece at all--no niece at all," said poor Nan; "but I wish I
-was."
-
-"Then you shall be; you shall be little niece---- What is your name?"
-
-"Nancy."
-
-"Little new niece Nancy. Come over here."
-
-So Nan went to the Captain, and he put his arm round her waist, and
-she leant up against him while he chatted to Augusta.
-
-He did not say another word to her, but once he took her little hand
-and squeezed it. What was the matter with her? All her sorrows seemed
-to go, and all her anxieties to melt into thin air. Augusta was doing
-the grown-up young lady, chatting on all sorts of subjects, and Nan
-did not speak a word--not even once did she open her lips--but when
-Captain Richmond looked down at her she raised her eyes and looked
-full at him.
-
-"Cross!" he said to himself; "why, it is one of the dearest little
-faces in the world. But who is the poor little one, and why was she so
-very sad when I put in my appearance?"
-
-"We must get you tea; you shall have it in the schoolroom," said
-Augusta. "Aunt Jessie will not be in till about six o'clock; you know,
-no one expected you until the evening."
-
-"It is my way always to do the unexpected," replied Captain Richmond.
-"I took an earlier train and got here about six hours before I was
-expected. And where are my nieces proper? Why do not they come to
-embrace their uncle?"
-
-"They are at school; but, oh! won't they be delighted? I am afraid
-your room is not ready. Nan, go and tell the servants that Captain
-Richmond has come. Go at once, dear, and order tea up here.--Do you
-greatly mind, Uncle Peter (because I must call you that), having tea
-in the schoolroom with us?"
-
-"I should love it," replied Captain Richmond. "But see, Nan, little
-one, that you order a big tea. I want a whole pot of sardines--there
-is nothing on earth I love like sardines--and a couple of new-laid
-eggs, and toast and cream. Do you understand?"
-
-[Illustration: "Cross!" he said to himself; "why, it is one of the
-dearest little faces in the world."]
-
-"Oh yes," said Nan, colouring very high; "and may you not have
-muffins, don't you think?"
-
-"I do quite think I might. Now be quick, little woman, and order the
-biggest tea cook will send up."
-
-"He is good," thought Nan as she went singing down the passage. "He is
-nice. He is quite as nice as Kitty said he was; I think he is even
-nicer. It is not what he says; it is the look in his eyes. I am sure
-he keeps in the middle of the road, and I will--I will keep there
-notwithstanding Augusta. Oh! I am glad he has come. He makes me feel
-strong. I was so shaky, as if I had no backbone, but I think he will
-give it to me--I am sure he will give it to me--and I will keep in the
-middle of the road. Oh! he is nice--he is."
-
-While Nan was away Captain Richmond asked one or two questions about
-her of Augusta.
-
-"Who is that dear little mite?" he said. "What a sweet little face she
-has!"
-
-"She is a little girl to whom Aunt Jessie is very kind," replied
-Augusta.
-
-"Any one would be kind to her; she looks such a sweet little thing!"
-
-Augusta longed to give some of her true opinions of Nan, but she was
-far too astute for this.
-
-"Of course, she is a very nice child," she said; "and she is greatly
-to be pitied."
-
-"Poor little thing! What was she crying about? Her sobs were so
-bitter!"
-
-"She is very sensitive; I was just trying to put a little common-sense
-into her."
-
-"She wants very special treatment," said Captain Richmond. "I am glad
-I have come; I always like children of that sort. She is in deep
-black, too."
-
-"She is in mourning for her mother."
-
-"Oh! an orphan? Poor little one! Is her father alive?"
-
-"No. I think perhaps, Uncle Peter, you ought to know: dear Aunt Jessie
-is supporting her for nothing. Is it not splendid of her?"
-
-"It is the sort of thing my sister-in-law would do," replied the
-Captain; and he gave Augusta a very straight and cold look out of his
-eyes. She saw that he did not think the better of her for having made
-this speech, and jumped up to get the table ready for tea.
-
-The meal was in full progress; Nan, at Captain Richmond's special
-request, was pouring out cup after cup for his benefit; Augusta was
-seated near, with flushed cheeks, entertaining him to the best of her
-abilities, when shouts and whoops were heard, and Nora and Kitty
-danced into the room.
-
-Then indeed there were high-jinks.
-
-"Oh, for shame! Uncle Pete--oh, for shame! to come
-beforehand.--Augusta, how long have you had him?--Nan, is he not
-just--just as nice as I said?" These words came from Kitty.
-
-"You really make me blush, Kitty; you must be careful what you say,"
-remarked her uncle. "Do not mind her, Nancy; I am a very ordinary
-person, with lots of faults."
-
-"You have not a fault--not one," said Nora.
-
-"Oh! haven't I? I will just declare to you now a very big fault of
-mine. It is this--I hate being praised."
-
-The Captain looked as if he meant this, for his bright blue eyes
-flashed fire just for an instant, but then they resumed their old
-merry expression.
-
-"I have all kind of plans to propose," he said. "I shall be here for
-at least a fortnight, and then I am not going very far away--only as
-far as Aldershot--so you will see a good bit of me."
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XIV.
-
-"IT WAS NOT WORTH WHILE."
-
-
-It was a week later. Every one in the house had got accustomed to the
-presence of Captain Richmond, and Nan more fully, day by day, endorsed
-Nora's and Kitty's verdict with regard to him. He was delightful; he
-was kind; he was sunshiny. It seemed much easier to be good now that
-he was there. The children--even Augusta--were all anxious to please
-him, and at odd moments when lessons were over, and on half-holidays,
-he always had a pleasant scheme to propose, and would take his four
-nieces, as he called them, to all kinds of places which Nan had never
-seen before. When there, he had a way of singling her out, taking her
-hand, and explaining things to her, so that from the first she was his
-very special little friend.
-
-A week went by in this fashion, and then all of a sudden, just when
-they least wished for it, came a pouring wet Sunday. It was early in
-June and the weather ought to have been fine. Captain Richmond said
-the clerk of the weather-office was seriously to blame; but whoever
-was wrong, the clouds were unmistakably there, and out of their sullen
-depths poured the rain without a moment's intermission. The children
-had managed to go to church in the morning, but in the afternoon it
-was hopeless.
-
-"Uncle Peter," said Kitty, "come up to the schoolroom and let us have
-a cosy time."
-
-"I am quite agreeable," replied the Captain.
-
-"But, Peter," said his sister-in-law, "I am expecting quite a number
-of guests this afternoon; you surely will not leave me in the cold!"
-
-Uncle Peter put on a very wry face.
-
-"You know, Jessie," he answered, "that I am not at all fond of what
-may be called callers; I never know what to say to them, and I do not
-think they find me at all agreeable. May I not go and be happy in my
-own way with the children?"
-
-"Very well," said Mrs. Richmond in a resigned voice; "but please send
-Augusta downstairs, for she always helps me so nicely to entertain my
-Sunday visitors."
-
-"And now come, Uncle Peter--do not let us delay--come at once," said
-Kitty.
-
-So, with Kitty hanging on one arm and Nora appropriating the other,
-the Captain made his way to the schoolroom. Here he was welcomed with
-shouts of glee by Nan and Augusta. Chairs were pulled forward, and the
-little party settled themselves in a happy circle.
-
-"Oh Gussie!" said Kitty all of a sudden, "I quite forgot; mother wants
-you to go downstairs and help her entertain the Sunday visitors."
-
-"Oh, but I won't! It is quite too bad," said Augusta, flushing with
-indignation. "Why should I?"
-
-"You do most Sundays, and you always said you liked it so much."
-
-"Well, I won't go now; it is not fair.--I need not go, need I, Uncle
-Peter?"
-
-"You must arrange that with your aunt, Augusta; it is not my affair."
-
-Once again Captain Richmond put on that straight look which Augusta
-both adored and feared. It always caused her heart to palpitate, and
-gave her a sensation of longing to be quite a different girl from what
-she really was. She got up now, frowning as she did so.
-
-"It is too bad," she said--"just when we were going to have real fun."
-
-"If you like, Augusta," suddenly said Nan, "I will go down when half
-the time is up, and you can come back. I dare say Mrs. Richmond will
-not mind; she only wants some one just to hand round the cups of tea."
-
-"Oh no; that would never do," said Captain Richmond. "I will go down
-when half the time is up and send you back, Augusta. Nan is too young
-to be initiated into the ways of drawing-room folks."
-
-So Augusta had to go, very unwillingly, and the two little sisters and
-Nan were alone with the Captain.
-
-"Now, Uncle Peter," said Kitty the moment the door closed behind
-Augusta, "we want you to be your very nicest self."
-
-"And what is my nicest self?" he answered.
-
-"We want you to be your exciting self."
-
-"You quite mystify me, Kitty. I should like to know when I am nicest.
-And I never knew before that I was exciting."
-
-"But you are when you make schemes."
-
-"Oh! that is it, is it?"
-
-"And we want a big, big scheme now--something to last us for
-months--something to---- You know what I mean, don't you, Noney?"
-
-"To rouse us all up--to make us walk with our heads in the air," said
-Nora.
-
-"Dear me! How very funny!"
-
-"We want to be soldiers. Do you not remember you talked to us before
-about being soldiers? Let us be soldiers for a bit, and make lovely
-plans, and you be our captain," said Kitty again.
-
-"Well, of course you can be soldiers; that is easy enough."
-
-"But you must settle a sort of victory time for us--a great big reward
-time--and let it come three months from now, after we come back from
-the summer holidays, or _perhaps_ before. Plan it all out, Uncle
-Peter; plan everything out as straight as possible. Make us soldiers,
-and give us a battle to fight."
-
-"Dear me!" said Uncle Peter, "this is quite a Sunday afternoon talk.
-Do you mean it in the religious sense?"
-
-"Oh yes, if you like; but what we want is to have something to fight
-hard about.--Don't you think so, Nan?"
-
-Nan's face had turned very white; her eyes, shining with intense
-earnestness, fixed themselves on Captain Richmond's face.
-
-"A sort of moral battle," said the Captain. "Well, of course it can be
-done. I will plan it all out and tell you what we will do to-morrow; I
-cannot think of it in an instant. Those who wish to join must be
-regularly enrolled as soldiers."
-
-"Soldiers under Captain Richmond," laughed Nora--"or Captain Peter, as
-we always call you. You will have to set us things to do, and you will
-have to write to us from Aldershot, and you must make a whole lot of
-punishments if we go wrong. Oh! it will be exciting--quite splendid."
-
-Just then Miss Roy came into the room.
-
-"How cosy you all look!" she said "What is up?"
-
-"We are frightfully excited," said Nan. "We are going to be turned
-into soldiers, and we are going to fight under the banner of Captain
-Peter. This is our captain," she added, touching the young soldier's
-arm with great affection; "there is nothing we would not do for
-him--nothing."
-
-"I declare you quite touch me," said the good-natured fellow. "Well, I
-will think something out and let you know to-morrow. Now let us talk
-of something commonplace."
-
-The conversation was merry and full of laughter; the wet afternoon was
-forgotten. Augusta came back long before they expected her.
-
-"There are no visitors," she said, "and Aunt Jessie did not want me."
-
-"I was just coming down, but this is much pleasanter,"--said the
-Captain.
-
-"Oh Augusta! we have something wonderful to tell you," said Nora. "Sit
-right down here in this comfortable chair.--Please, Uncle Peter, tell
-her."
-
-"Oh! it is a wild scheme of these little folk," he answered. "I do not
-suppose a great tall girl like Augusta will join under any
-consideration whatever. Well, it is this, my dear niece Gussie--these
-children want to become soldiers."
-
-"Play soldiers?" asked Augusta.
-
-"No, not exactly, but good, tough, moral soldiers; and they want to
-enlist under me, and I am to help them, forsooth! I will draw up
-plans, and those who want to join can be enrolled to-morrow afternoon.
-But I do not suppose you will care about it."
-
-"Oh yes, but I will!" said Augusta. Her eyes wore a startled look; a
-red flush came into her cheeks. She looked at Nan, who shuffled
-uneasily and looked down.
-
-"I shall join," she said the next moment; "it sounds very exciting,
-and the sort of thing I should like."
-
-"Then there will be four of us.--Perhaps Miss Roy will join too?" said
-Kitty.
-
-"Yes, dear; I should quite like to," said the governess. "I want
-something to stimulate me, and I should like to serve under Captain
-Peter."
-
-"Then I shall deserve my captaincy," said the young man.--"And now,
-chicks, I am going away, for you have given me a pretty nut to crack.
-We will arrange to meet here at six o'clock tomorrow, when I shall
-have all my plans drawn up."
-
-When the Captain left the room the four children were silent for a
-short time; then Miss Roy burst in.
-
-"My dears," she said, "the clouds are breaking; there is a ray of
-sunshine. We will have tea immediately, and then get ready to go to
-evening service."
-
-As Nan knelt in church she thought of Captain Peter, and wondered what
-sort of soldier she would turn out under his leadership.
-
-"If it were not for Augusta I should be the happiest of girls," she
-thought. "I do hope that to be one of his soldiers will mean lots of
-hard lessons and stiff sort of things to do, and it won't mean being
-good and straight and honourable. Oh! I do hope and trust he won't
-want us to be any of those, for I am not straight, Gussie is not
-straight. Oh dear! oh dear! it is exciting. I am afraid."
-
-Augusta rather avoided Nan that evening, to Nan's own great relief.
-The next day brought as usual a rush of work, with no opportunity for
-any private talks, and it was not until a few minutes to six that
-Augusta and Nan found themselves alone.
-
-Nan had gone into her room to brush her hair, preparatory to the
-Captain's visit, when there came a tap at her door and in walked
-Gussie.
-
-"Well, Nan," she said, "are you prepared for this?"
-
-"Prepared for what?" asked Nancy.
-
-"You know what I mean: for this sort of soldier business--folly, I
-call it. Of course, I am going to join; but are you?"
-
-"Yes, Augusta, I am," said Nancy. She spoke in a very firm voice.
-
-"Well, all right; you know what it means, I suppose. There will be a
-lot of morality in the matter."
-
-"What do you mean by morality?"
-
-"Keeping straight--keeping in the centre of that road where you want
-to walk, but where you never do walk. I thought I would warn you. If
-you are thinking of doing what the others are going to do, you will
-have an impossible time; but do not say I did not warn you."
-
-"No, I won't, Augusta. Oh! please remember that you are not"----
-
-"That I am not what?"
-
-"That you are not going quite straight yourself."
-
-"You little wretch!" said Augusta. "If you ever dare--dare to breathe
-what I in a moment of kindness helped you to do, won't you catch it
-from me? You do not know what I can be when I am really your enemy.
-Your own position, too; what are you in this house? A nobody. There! I
-will say no more."
-
-Augusta ran out of the room. Nan stood white and trembling. She
-clasped her hands together; her eyes, brimful of tears, were fixed on
-the window.
-
-"How am I to bear it?" she thought. "Just when I was beginning to be
-so happy! Why am I so awfully miserable? I wonder what it means. I do
-think that I really quite hate Augusta."
-
-Just then Kitty's gay voice was heard.
-
-"Come, Nancy; our captain will arrive in a minute or two, and he will
-want all the soldiers to be waiting for him."
-
-Kitty's laughing face, wreathed in smiles, was poked round the door.
-Nan made an effort to cheer up.
-
-"How white you look!" said Kitty. "Is anything worrying you?"
-
-"Oh no; nothing really."
-
-"I thought you would be so glad about this! You do not know what
-heavenly plans Uncle Peter is always making up. I will tell you about
-some of his funny plans when we were children another time; but of
-course there is nothing like this, and it was my thought to begin. You
-will see how splendidly he will draw up his rules, and how easy and
-yet how difficult it will be to obey them. He has a sort of way of
-searching through you, and dragging the best out of you, and crushing
-down the bad in you. Oh, he is a darling! He is like no one else in
-the world."
-
-"I think so too," said Nan.
-
-"And yet you look so sad, Nancy! I am sure you need not be, for every
-one is so fond of you! And as for Uncle Peter, there is hardly
-anything he would not do for you. He always calls you his dear little
-new niece; he is quite as fond of you as if you were his real niece."
-
-"Is he--is he really?" said Nan. "Would he be as fond of me if he
-knew"----
-
-"Knew what, Nan?"
-
-"That I---- Oh Kitty! you know that I have no money, and you know
-that"----
-
-"Now stop," said Kitty. "If you do want to make me angry you will talk
-of that sort of thing again; it is very unfair of you after what
-mother said."
-
-"Oh, then, I won't--I won't!"
-
-"If that is all that is worrying you, cheer up; Uncle Peter does not
-want sad faces."
-
-"And if---- Suppose--suppose I was not good at any time, would he hate
-me then?" asked the little girl.
-
-"I am sure he would not. Once, do you know, I did such a naughty
-thing! I spilt a lot of ink on the carpet. I was a tiny child, and
-when Miss Roy came in--Miss Roy had not been with us more than a
-month, and I did not know how kind she would be--I said pussy had
-jumped on the table; and I had scarcely said it before Uncle Peter
-came in--he was staying in the house, you know. He sat down by the
-fire. It was wintertime, and he asked me to come and sit on his knee;
-and he put his arm round me, and I sat there so cosy, though I had a
-big, big ache in my heart. Miss Roy quite believed me about pussy, and
-she got the ink wiped up, and washed the carpet with milk, so that it
-should not show; and then she went out of the room, and I nestled up
-close to Uncle Peter. There was a big pain in my heart. Uncle Peter
-looked straight down at me.
-
-"You see how the milk has taken out the ink; you can scarcely see it
-at all now," he said; and then he raised my face and looked into my
-eyes, and he said, "Kitty, it was not worth while."
-
-Then I knew that he knew; and, oh, I cried so! And I said, "Did you
-hear?" And he said, "I saw you spill the ink, and I heard."
-
-"And, oh! I was so sad, and he comforted me. He was not angry after
-the first, but he got me to go straight up to Miss Roy and tell her
-the truth. It was awfully hard to do, but I did it; and then he
-forgave me, and I had no more pain in my heart. Come now, Nan--come."
-
-"I want to kiss you first," said Nan. "Kitty, you do not know how much
-I love you. I love you better at this moment than I have ever done
-before."
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XV.
-
-SOLDIERS OF THE TRUE BLUE.
-
-
-The schoolroom was very daintily arranged; there were flowers on the
-mantelpiece and on a little table, near which an arm-chair had been
-placed for Uncle Peter. On the table were some sheets of foolscap
-paper, a bottle of ink, pen, blotting-paper, &c. Just as the children
-entered, the door was opened and Uncle Peter himself came in. He
-generally wore a smiling face, but now he looked grave and determined.
-He walked across the room with, as Nan expressed it, his most military
-step. He stopped when he came opposite the children, and bowed gravely
-to them, and then sat down in the chair.
-
-"It is too exciting for anything!" thought Kitty. "How is he going to
-begin? I am sure he has made all his plans. I can judge that by his
-face; it is the sort of face which makes me thrill and want to do
-anything in the world for him."
-
-Miss Roy had taken her place with the children. She looked grave and
-earnest, too, and Augusta for a wild moment wished she was out of it.
-Then the Captain raised his eyes. He had been arranging the paper
-before him, and trying the pen to see if it would write smoothly. Now
-he began to address the little group in front of him.
-
-"I have been thinking over our scheme," he said in his most pleasant
-voice; "and if you are all determined, I want you to take, not an oath
-to me--nothing of that sort--but to take a promise, by which you will
-be enrolled. The regiment in which you will be members we will call
-the Royal True Blue. I am its captain, general, or what you will; and,
-as far as possible, the rules which will guide your conduct will be
-much the same rules as a real regiment which serve our King would
-have. Loyalty will be its motto. There are three ways in which the
-soldiers can serve in the Royal True Blue. They can serve by keen
-attention to intellectual matters, by keen attention to physical
-matters, and by keen attention to morals."
-
-Miss Roy nodded her head as each of these remarks fell from the
-Captain's lips.
-
-"I quite agree with you," she said; and then she coloured slightly.
-
-The Captain looked at her and gave a smile.
-
-"There will be," he said, "different grades, of course; month by month
-the soldiers will rise to higher and higher responsibilities. There
-will be an orderly-book, in which Miss Roy, in my absence, must write
-down the events of every day truthfully, exactly as they occur to her.
-Neglect of the different heads under which the soldiers serve will
-merit punishment; careful attention to these details will merit
-rewards. I shall visit the soldiers' camp at least every month, have a
-consultation with Miss Roy, who will be my sergeant, and measure out
-my rewards and punishments accordingly. I should like this scheme to
-continue until the end of the summer holidays, when to the victorious
-soldier I will award, if she deserves it, something similar to the
-Victoria Cross. It will be a cross made of silver, tied with blue
-ribbon, and will be as far as possible an imitation of the cross which
-her late beloved Majesty gave to her most distinguished soldiers.
-Perhaps you all understand what alone wins a Victoria Cross? It is
-given 'for valour'--for valour, as a rule, in the field of battle.
-Now, as you are all soldiers you must have a field of battle. Your
-battlefield is in this house; wherever you are together, whether you
-are in the country or in town; in your school; in your own rooms, when
-you lie down and when you rise up: at all times you soldiers of the
-Royal True Blue will be in the battlefield, and doubtless a time for
-valour will arrive--when one of you will endanger herself for the sake
-of another. It is possible that none of these soldiers will win the
-Royal Cross, but I mean to hold it out as an incentive--the very best
-I can give. And now, children, I have lectured enough; will you each
-in turn come forward and make the necessary promise?"
-
-"Oh, this is dreadful!" said Augusta; she squeezed Nan's hand in her
-excitement. "I--I do not think I can."
-
-"But I can," said Nan. "I can; I mean to."
-
-"What is it, Augusta--are you frightened?" said the Captain. "Oh,
-come! you promised to join; do not draw back now. You do not know what
-a world of good it will do you. This scheme means bracing; it means a
-strong effort to do the right. Come! if you live in this house you
-will have a dull time if you are not a soldier."
-
-"All right," said Augusta; "but I will not be the first to take the
-promise."
-
-"Then you shall be the first, Kitty," said the Captain; "that is only
-right, for it is your scheme."
-
-Kitty rose from her chair and came forward. Captain Richmond had some
-small pieces of blue ribbon fastened with silver mottoes. He held one
-of these up, and Kitty approached. He took her hand, looked solemnly
-into her eyes, and said:
-
-"Are you willing to serve in the Royal True Blue as a soldier of the
-King of Heaven? Are you willing to obey the rules of the regiment, to
-be loyal and true, to shun what is deceitful and wrong? Are you
-willing?"
-
-"Yes," said Kitty.
-
-Then the Captain bent forward and kissed her.
-
-"This is our seal of consecration," he said; "and here is your motto.
-Wear it openly when you like, or when you do not care to show it to
-the world keep it safely hidden, but never lose it. On the day it is
-taken from you you are disgraced; you lose this ribbon as a soldier
-loses his sword--only by public disgrace."
-
-Kitty went back to her seat trembling and with tears in her eyes. The
-same promise was exacted from the others, and then Captain Richmond
-looked at the four.
-
-"I am very proud of my battalion," he said, "and I think you will all
-do well, soldiers of the Royal True Blue. Now, I want to give you a
-few directions. There are three distinct paths in which the soldiers
-must walk. First, there is the path of intellect. Now, that means
-great attention to your lessons at school; it means diligent reading.
-I do not mean that kind of slippery reading which goes on when one is
-thinking of a hundred things at the same time: I do not mean the
-reading of silly novels. I mean the reading of good books,
-stimulating, with nice thoughts in them. There is nothing to my mind
-like the life of a soldier, and there is nothing more splendid than to
-read accounts of what brave soldiers have done; and as you five are
-now soldiers, you might, during the months that you servo under me,
-read as many books about soldiers as possible. I can furnish you with
-a list. I believe such reading will do you a lot of good. This, of
-course, is not a command of mine; it is a suggestion which you may
-like to carry out. In the orderly-book there will be careful reports of
-your transgressions in intellectual respects; the number of bad marks
-at school, the getting down to the bottom of your form, lateness also
-in attending your different classes, will all mean marks against you.
-On the other hand, diligence in learning, briskness and anxiety to
-excel, will mean good marks. I will explain the marks to my sergeant,
-Miss Roy, presently. So much for intellect. Now we come to the
-physical part of the scheme. I believe very strongly in physical
-exercise. I do not mean the sort of exercise which tires one to
-death--over-cycling, for instance, or playing lawn-tennis too
-long--but I do mean steady exercise every day; and part of your duties
-will be your drill. I will speak to Mrs. Richmond, and she will get a
-real army sergeant to come here daily to drill you. You will feel as
-you are marching, and turning from right to left, and going through
-the different maneuvers that you are real soldiers, and it will do
-you a world of good. Other exercise ought also to be taken, and under
-this head I would advocate early rising. I would also advocate order
-and neatness. Each day ought to be planned out, and there ought to be
-very little time for idling, for a real soldier in the enemy's country
-has to be on the alert morning, noon, and night. He ought never to be
-away from his post; he ought to watch for the approach of the enemy at
-every corner, at every unexpected point. We now come to the third
-head, which surely is the most important of all, for in my regiment,
-the Royal True Blue, I want to have soldiers worthy of the name: a
-coward would be detestable to me; a liar could not be borne. I want my
-soldiers to be straight, to be upright, to be honourable; I want them
-to walk in the middle of the road."
-
-"Oh! oh!" suddenly came from Nan's lips.
-
-The Captain gave her a long, penetrating glance. She coloured, and
-dropped her head.
-
-"It can be done," he said, "but it is not specially easy; and I hope
-it will be done. And now, surely we have had enough morality and
-enough solemn talk even for the soldiers of the True Blue. I propose
-an entertainment this evening. I have consulted with your mother, and
-she gives me leave to take you all to the theatre--yes, every single
-one of you--to see a fine play about a soldier and how he acted under
-difficulties."
-
-The wild delight of the children at this last announcement can be
-better understood than explained. Captain Richmond knew what he was
-about; he knew that the eager young minds had gone through sufficient
-strain. The girls rushed off to their rooms, and the Captain and Miss
-Roy were alone.
-
-"It is very good of you to join this," he said, turning to the
-governess.
-
-"I like it," she replied. "Whether the children can stand this
-somewhat severe discipline remains to be proved."
-
-"I believe they can; they have all character," replied the Captain. "I
-shall be deeply interested to know how this experiment progresses. I
-will give you your orderly-book to-morrow, and explain to you how the
-marks are to be put down. There is only one thing, however, Miss
-Roy--there must be no favouritism; you must be as strict and as severe
-with your favourite, Kitty, as you are with Augusta, whom I do not
-think you much care about."
-
-"I do not," replied Miss Roy. "I do not understand her. She is popular
-with most people; Mrs. Richmond is very much attached to her, and Kitty
-and Nora are fond of her."
-
-"But Nan is not," said the Captain.
-
-"No," replied Miss Roy; "Nan is afraid of her."
-
-"I have seen that from the first," replied Captain Richmond; "and, to
-tell you the truth, in planning my rules I thought a good deal both of
-Nancy and Augusta. This thing will try them both pretty stoutly; I
-have no doubt that in the end all will be well. And now, one more word
-in your ear: I do not think I ever met a dearer little girl than Nancy
-Esterleigh."
-
-"She is a sweet child," replied Miss Roy; "and she was very, very
-happy with us before Augusta came."
-
-The children, now all dressed for their evening's entertainment, came
-into the room. Captain Richmond had ordered a carriage; it was now at
-the door, and the happy party, including Miss Roy, started off for
-their evening's pleasure.
-
-In the play a soldier received the Victoria Cross. He was one who had
-been snubbed and looked down upon, and always shoved into the cold: he
-had been overlooked when others were promoted; when others were
-ordered to the front, he was expected to stay behind in England; the
-girl he loved was given to a man over his head. Everything seemed to
-be against him, but never once through all these trying circumstances
-did he lose his brightness, his freshness, his courage. He had a gay
-and cheerful word for each comrade and for each friend, and in the end
-his chance came: he managed to get to the front--how, it does not
-matter; he rescued another at the risk of his own life--how, does not
-matter either; the thing that matters is that he received that
-decoration of all others the most thrilling, the most ennobling, the
-Cross of the Order of Victoria.
-
-Nan's little face turned white with excitement as she watched the
-progress of the play; and at last, when the happy soldier was
-decorated for valour in the field, she burst into tears.
-
-Captain Richmond took her hand, and bent and whispered to her:
-
-"Odds against, but he won," was his remark. "Cheer up, Nancy; you too
-can win."
-
-"Even if the odds are against me?" she whispered back.
-
-"Ah! of course. Look well to the front, soldier of the True Blue."
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XVI.
-
-TIGHTENING HER CHAIN.
-
-
-In about a week's time Captain Richmond went away. By then the brigade
-of the Royal True Blue was in full working order: the rules had been
-carefully drawn up, the orderly-book was given to Miss Roy, the
-drill-sergeant had arrived, and the soldiers were enjoying the life.
-The vigorous eyes of the Captain kept everything in order; he promised
-to come once a month to see his soldiers, and left them, having won
-every heart in his little brigade. It was now towards the end of June,
-and in a month's time the entire party would go into the country. This
-was the last month of school, and the girls were busy. Nan was working
-with tremendous diligence for a prize; she did not much care about it
-before she became a soldier, but now she was keen in order to ensure
-the marks which Miss Roy would give her if she were successful.
-
-"Suppose you do win the prize," said Augusta, "what will it mean to
-you? Nothing whatever but a stupid book. For my part, I think the
-prize-books at school are all too dull for anything--a dreadful old
-Macaulay's History of England, or Tennyson's Poems, or something of
-that sort. I do not see why the girl who wins the prize should not be
-consulted."
-
-"But we do not win it just for the sake of the book," said Nan,
-colouring and trembling a little.
-
-"Well, I do. I am not going in for a prize this term, of course; I
-cannot.--Miss Roy, I am sure our captain would not like Nan to read so
-hard as to make her eyes ache. Do you know what I found her doing last
-night?"
-
-"Oh! please--please do not tell; it is not right," said Nan.
-
-"I will, for I must. We are supposed not to read after we get to bed,
-but there was Nan reading away by the light of a night-light. She had
-borrowed it from nurse, I believe. She was half-sitting up in bed
-devouring her book, and the night-light was on a little table near. I
-found her.--I did, you know, Nan; and I said I would tell."
-
-"It was not at all right, Nan," said Miss Roy; "and it must not happen
-again."
-
-"But I wanted to work up my lesson; I was not at all sure of my
-French," replied Nan. "And the prize will be given in ten days now.
-There is so little time!"
-
-"You must remember," said Miss Roy, "that in the orderly-book, even
-though you do get high marks for intellect, your merit marks will go
-down if this sort of thing occurs again. Nan, it was a distinct act of
-disobedience.--But at the same time, Augusta, I would rather you did
-not tell tales."
-
-Augusta flushed with indignation.
-
-"I thought you would like to keep the house from being burnt down,"
-she said. "Of course, in future Nan can do as she pleases."
-
-Miss Roy said nothing more, and Augusta left the room.
-
-"What is the matter, Nan?" said her governess suddenly. "I often
-wonder, my dear, why you look so sad and troubled."
-
-"You would if you were me," said Nan then.
-
-"Why? Is it because your mother has died, my poor little girl? I have
-great sympathy for you."
-
-"No; it is not only that," said Nan, making a great effort to be
-honest. "It is because I have a load at my heart, and I cannot ever
-tell you; and if all was known I ought not to be a soldier of the
-Royal True Blue at all--I ought not--but I cannot draw back now."
-
-"The past is past," said Miss Roy. "Go straight forward in the future;
-try and believe that the future is yours, that you can be a very brave
-and a very good girl."
-
-"But is the past past?" asked Nan.
-
-"There may come a day when you will be able to tell me all about it;
-go straight forward now into the future. And, Nancy, my dear, nothing
-has been said, but I cannot help using my eyes. Do not be afraid of
-Augusta; give her back in her own coin. Show her that you are not in
-the slightest degree under her control."
-
-"Oh, but I am!" thought poor Nancy. "And I can never tell--less now
-than ever--for to lose that splendid chance of winning the Royal
-Cross, and to be deprived of my blue ribbon, would break my heart."
-
-"Nancy," said Augusta, a few evenings after this, as the two girls
-were alone in the schoolroom.
-
-Nan was toiling steadily through the books which she had to prepare
-for her examination; she raised her eyes when Augusta spoke, and a
-slight frown came between her brows.
-
-"Now, stop that," said Augusta, petulance in her tone.
-
-"Stop what?" asked Nancy.
-
-"Frowning when I speak to you."
-
-"Oh, I will--I will! What is it? I wish I did not feel so cross."
-
-"You are not much of a soldier if you give way to your passions every
-moment. But now, to the point. I want you to read aloud to me while I
-am making a copy of this stupid old cast. It is too dull for anything,
-and I want to finish the story-book which I took from the
-drawing-room."
-
-"But I have to go on with my lessons. Don't you see that I am awfully
-busy?"
-
-In reply to this Augusta got up and put the book in question into
-Nan's hand.
-
-"Read," she said. "I will let you off in half-an-hour; in half-an-hour
-I shall have done as much as I can of this horrible drawing. I do
-positively hate drawing. Now then, start away. If you do not read,
-there is something I can tell you which you will not at all like to
-hear."
-
-"You are always frightening me. I do not see why I should be under
-your control," said Nan.
-
-"Get out of it, then, my dear, your own way. Remember what will happen
-if you do."
-
-"What?"
-
-"I shall be obliged to tell all that occurred in the attic when the
-white rat died."
-
-"All? But you won't leave out your own part, Augusta?"
-
-"Yes, but I shall. I shall tell that you implored and begged of me to
-keep it a secret, and that I listened to you. You know what this
-means, Nan. Your blue ribbon is given back; you are a soldier without
-his sword, disgraced for life. Now then, do not fret; I am not going
-to be too hard, but I must be read to, for I am suffering from
-irritation of the nerves, and nothing soothes me like a real jolly
-story-book."
-
-"If I must, I must," said Nan. She opened the book languidly. "Where
-is the place?" she asked.
-
-"Page 204. Read from the top, and go straight on until I tell you to
-stop."
-
-Nan began. She could read well when she liked, but now her voice was
-little more than a gabble, for she was thoroughly annoyed and also
-decidedly cross.
-
-"That will not do at all," said Augusta. "Read as if you enjoyed it.
-Is it not a splendid scene? Does not Rudolf speak up to Bertha? Now
-then, go on. I am sure he will propose to her in the end; I am certain
-of it."
-
-Nan read to the bottom of the next page; then she put down the book.
-
-"Where did you get this book from?" she asked.
-
-"What does it matter to you, Nancy? Go on reading--do. Oh, I am just
-dying to hear what will happen! I adore Rudolf; don't you?"
-
-"No; I do not like him at all. I don't like the book. I don't think
-Uncle Peter--I mean Mrs. Richmond--would want me to read this book; it
-is not a nice book."
-
-"And what do you know about books, whether they are nice or nasty?"
-
-"I don't like this book. I am sure Mrs. Richmond would not like you to
-read it. May I go down and ask her?"
-
-For answer to this Augusta rose and snatched the book from Nan's hand.
-
-"You troublesome little thing!" she said. "You really rouse me to be
-provoked with you. There! go back to your stupid lessons; but
-remember, you shall pay for this."
-
-"I wonder how," thought Nan. "Oh dear! oh dear!"
-
-She sighed deeply.
-
-"Really, Nancy, your sighs and groans are past bearing. What is the
-matter with you?"
-
-"You make me very unhappy."
-
-"I make the house too hot for you; is not that it?"
-
-"No, Augusta, that is not it. I have a right to be here; Mrs. Richmond
-says so."
-
-Augusta gave a taunting laugh.
-
-"A right to be here!" she said. "A pretty right; but still, if you
-like to think so, I am not going to interfere. If you are unhappy in
-the house with Aunt Jessie and Kitty and Nora you can say so; you have
-the remedy in your own hands."
-
-"I! How? What do you mean?"
-
-"You can go to the Asprays, of course."
-
-"But who are the Asprays?"
-
-"You little goose! don't you know?"
-
-"No. Please, do tell me."
-
-"Well, I will, for it is only fair that you should know. Have you
-never heard that there are other people who would take care of you,
-and pet you, and adopt you, and bring you up as one of the family
-besides my poor, darling aunt Jessie?"
-
-"Yes, I have heard of it. Mr. Pryor spoke of some people, but he said
-they did not live in England."
-
-"But they do; they live close here. Their name is Aspray. They are
-Virginians, and have just settled in London. They live within a
-stone's-throw of here."
-
-"And are you certain I could go to them?"
-
-"Certain? Of course I am certain. You can really go any day, but you
-have a right to go when a few months are up--six or eight months, or
-something like that. You have a right to go and stay with them, and to
-make your own choice as to whether you will be Mrs. Richmond's child or
-Mr. Aspray's child in the future; it rests with you altogether."
-
-Into Nan's cheeks now there had come a very brilliant colour, and her
-eyes were large and bright. She stood still, thinking deeply. After a
-time she got up and left the room; she left her lesson-books behind
-her. She entered her bedroom and shut the door. In this tiny room Nan
-often battled out her troubles, and struggled hard to know what was
-right to be done. She felt much puzzled on this occasion. As to
-Augusta's sharp words and tones of authority, she was accustomed to
-them by this time; she saw there was no chance of her ever getting
-away from her influence.
-
-"And she is ruining me," thought the child. "I did hope a fortnight
-ago that I should do better, that I should be a worthy soldier. But I
-must write to Uncle Peter; I cannot do right with Augusta always near.
-What is to be done? What is to be done? Oh, it would kill me to leave
-the Richmonds now! But what does this mean about the Asprays? I know
-what I'll do; I'll go down and see Mrs. Richmond, and ask her straight
-out to tell me the truth."
-
-No sooner had this resolve come to Nan than she ran downstairs.
-
-It was Mrs. Richmond's at-home day; callers had stayed until late, but
-they had all gone now. She was preparing to go upstairs to dress for
-dinner when Nan appeared.
-
-"Ah, Nancy!" said the good woman. "Do you want me, darling?"
-
-"Please, Mrs. Richmond, may I say something?" asked Nan.
-
-"Of course you may, dear."
-
-Mrs. Richmond sat down and drew Nan towards her.
-
-"Well, Nancy," she said, "you look well; you have grown, and have got
-more colour in your cheeks."
-
-Here she bent forward and kissed Nan on her forehead.
-
-"Oh, I love you so much!" said Nancy; and she put up both her soft
-arms, and kissed Mrs. Richmond with passionate fervour on her cheeks.
-
-"That is very pleasant to hear, my dear little girl; and I think we
-may all say with truth that we love you. Now, what is the trouble,
-dear?"
-
-"Oh, there is a trouble!" said Nan; "and I must ask you a question."
-
-"You are going to tell me about the trouble?"
-
-"I wish I could, but I cannot. I have only just heard something, and I
-want you to explain, please, oh, so very badly! Who are the Asprays,
-Mrs. Richmond?"
-
-"The Asprays!" said Mrs. Richmond. "What Asprays?"
-
-"The Asprays who have the right to adopt me."
-
-"No, darling--no. You are my little girl, adopted by me. They have no
-right over you unless you will it."
-
-"But who are they?"
-
-"Rich people from Virginia."
-
-"And are they living near us?"
-
-"I believe so; but I do not know them--I mean, we do not visit."
-
-"And I can go to them if I like?"
-
-"That is true; but then, you would hardly like to go away to
-strangers--to strangers from those who love you."
-
-"No," said Nan in a smothered sort of voice; "I should hate it--hate
-it."
-
-Here she squeezed up closer to Mrs. Richmond, who put her arm round the
-child's waist and drew her up tightly to her side.
-
-"Who has been talking to my little Nancy? Who has been troubling you
-in this matter?"
-
-"Please, I would rather not tell."
-
-"I cannot force you to speak, my darling; but I want you to put the
-Asprays out of your head."
-
-"Perhaps I will after you have answered me a few questions."
-
-"What questions, Nancy?"
-
-"How is it that I can go to them if I like?"
-
-"They are friends of your father's."
-
-"And you are?"
-
-"I am a friend of your mother's."
-
-"But are they related to my father?"
-
-"No; but Mr. Aspray once made your father a promise that if you were
-really in difficulties or thrown on the world he would adopt you,
-because your father had lent him a very considerable sum of money when
-he was in great difficulties. He could not pay back the money during
-your father's life-time, so he gave him a letter instead, which your
-mother left with me. That letter promises to adopt you, if necessary.
-That, I understand, is the story. Mr. Aspray made the promise, and if
-you ask him you could claim it and go to him as his adopted daughter;
-but from the little I have heard of the family I do not think they
-would suit you."
-
-"But still," said Nan, puckering her brows and looking very anxious,
-"I should have a sort of right there, should I not?"
-
-"Nancy, my dear, have you no right here?"
-
-"No, no, Mrs. Richmond," said Nancy--"no right at all, because there
-is no money, and you have just taken me out of kindness."
-
-"Now, Nancy, listen. I have not taken you out of kindness. I have
-taken you, it is true, because I am fond of you, and because I loved
-your mother, but I take you also to relieve my own mind. I should be
-quite unhappy if you were not with me."
-
-"Why is that?"
-
-"Because I owe your mother a debt which, even with you in the house, I
-can never repay."
-
-"Won't you tell me what it is?"
-
-"I will when you are old enough--not now. You must take it on trust
-for the present. Now, dear, this sort of conversation is very bad; you
-are my happy little girl, a child of the house, petted and loved by us
-all. Cease to fret, my dear; rouse yourself to do your duty and to be
-happy. Kiss me, darling, now, and go upstairs. Forget about the
-Asprays. I should be sorry if you went to them."
-
-Mrs. Richmond patted Nan on her cheek, and rising, she dismissed her
-with a good-natured nod. Nan went slowly upstairs.
-
-For the rest of the evening she was a very sad and silent little girl,
-and during the night which followed she dreamt of the Asprays. After
-all, in that house she might have a chance of doing right; and they
-ought to take her. If Mr. Aspray owed her father money, it was but fair
-that he should bring Nan up; and there would be no Augusta there to
-taunt her and keep her from doing right.
-
-"Oh! even being a soldier in Captain Peter's regiment does not make me
-do right," thought the child. "I am always going to the side of the
-road. I shall never, never be the best girl. What is to become of me?
-What am I to do?"
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XVII.
-
-AUGUSTA'S RESOLVE.
-
-
-The four girls in Mayfield Gardens were very busy just now. From
-morning to night there was not a moment to spare, for the holidays
-were drawing near, and the prizes were to be competed for. It is true
-that Augusta was not competing for any prize, but somehow in this
-busy, energetic, lively household she did not count for as much as she
-herself believed she ought. Nan was trying hard, with all her might,
-with every scrap of energy she possessed; and so was Kitty trying, and
-so was Nora. Nora was perhaps less energetic than Kitty, but she was a
-very honourable, downright, straight sort of girl. She knew her mother
-wished her to bring home a prize after the final examinations at her
-school, and she was determined, if girl could succeed, to do so.
-
-Immediately after the school broke up, Mrs. Richmond was going to take
-the four children to her country place in Devonshire. This was a
-lovely place within a hundred yards or so of the seashore. Mrs.
-Richmond kept boats, and even a little yacht, and Kitty and Nora were
-never tired of telling the other two of the happy, happy time which
-lay before them. But Nan, although she was working so hard, had a care
-on her mind; never, day or night, did it leave her. It is true her
-reports in the orderly-book were first-rate; she seemed, as far as
-Miss Roy could make out, to do everything not only well, but with
-spirit. Her drill was splendid; she held herself erect like a real
-soldier; she understood her drill-sergeant's directions as if by
-magic. Then there were other exercises to be gone through, and Nan
-never failed in her early rising. No one could be more attentive and
-earnest over her lessons than Nan Esterleigh; and as to her morals,
-Miss Roy could find no fault with them. Sometimes, it is true, as
-night after night she put down most justly and fairly the marks of
-each young soldier, she would look up after her invariable question,
-"Well, any special thing on your consciences, or may I mark 'Good'
-against your character for to-day?"
-
-A wild light would come into Nan's eyes, and her face would turn pale;
-but ever and always, before she could say the fatal word, Augusta
-would manage to fix her bold, bright eyes on the little girl's face,
-and Nan would drop her head and say:
-
-"Oh yes--at least, I mean, I have tried."
-
-Nevertheless, she was anything but happy, and she thought of the
-Asprays as a possible means of relief. She made up her mind to see
-them for herself before she went to the country; not to speak to
-them--oh no! she would not do that for worlds: that time would not
-come until she had fully made up her mind that she would give up the
-Richmonds, whom she so dearly loved, and would cast in her lot with
-the Asprays. But she must see them.
-
-One day, with her heart beating, and with great outward
-_sang-froid_, she asked Mrs. Richmond if she knew where they
-lived. Mrs. Richmond told her.
-
-"Quite close to this," she said; "just at the corner turning into the
-square. It is a very large house with green railings round it; but, my
-darling, you need have nothing to do with them."
-
-"Oh! I know. I only wanted to be sure where they lived," answered Nan.
-
-By-and-by, when tragic things happened, Mrs. Richmond remembered this
-remark of Nancy's.
-
-That day the little girl was sent out for a message with Susan. Susan
-the housemaid was very fond of Nan; she had quite a respect for her
-since that interesting time when she went with her to see Mr. Pryor and
-Phoebe and Mrs. Vincent gave her tea in the kitchen.
-
-"I am so glad we are out together, Susan!" said Nan. "You need not
-hurry back very soon, need you?"
-
-"No, miss--that is, I expect not. I don't think there is anything very
-special doing this afternoon. I can stay with you for a little--an
-hour or so, anyhow."
-
-"Oh! that will do splendidly," said Nan. "You know, Susan, I like you
-very much."
-
-"And so do I like you, Miss Nancy; but it is more than I do Miss
-Augusta. We none of us can bear her--nasty, sly young lady!"
-
-Poor Nan felt a fierce desire to corroborate these words, but she
-remembered her duty as a soldier prevented her speaking evil even of
-her enemies, and she restrained herself.
-
-"We need not talk about Augusta now, need we?" she said.
-
-"No, my dear Miss Nancy; but anybody with half an eye can see that she
-worries you almost past bearing. Dear, dear! there are things I could
-tell of her if I liked; but I don't want to be spiteful."
-
-"It would be very wrong indeed to tell tales, Susan."
-
-"I ain't telling them," said Susan somewhat tartly. "Now miss, hadn't
-we best do our messages first?"
-
-Nan agreed to this. They went to one or two shops for Mrs. Richmond,
-and Susan put her purchases into a bag which hung upon her arm.
-
-"Now then, Miss Nancy, shall we go home, or what shall we do?"
-
-"I know what I want to do," said Nancy. "I want to walk up and down
-outside a house."
-
-"Oh, lor', Miss Nancy! that do sound queer."
-
-"And there is another thing," continued Nancy, speaking very eagerly,
-and a spot of bright colour coming into each of her cheeks; "I want
-you, Susan, not to tell anybody what we are going to do. Do not gossip
-about it when you get back to the servants' hall. You won't, will you?"
-
-"Not me," said Susan; "I ain't that sort."
-
-"I know you are not," said Nancy in a sweet tone of voice, touching
-Susan's arm for a minute with her hand; "and because I know it, that
-is why I like you so much. Now then, this is the house."
-
-Nan found herself outside the Asprays' dwelling. She looked up with a
-beating heart. The house was handsome, large, and commodious; compared
-with the Richmonds' house, which was also a very handsome one, it
-looked palatial. There were balconies to most of the windows; and
-awnings were put up now, and sun-blinds, and a lot of people were
-seated in the drawing-room balcony chatting and laughing. Their
-laughter was borne down on the breeze, and it reached Nan's ears. They
-were having tea on the balcony, and a couple of girls were seated
-close together talking eagerly. One of them turned to her companion
-and said:
-
-"Do you see that odd-looking child? She keeps walking up and down just
-outside our house. I suppose the person with her is her maid. Don't
-you recognise her, Flora?"
-
-"No, I am sure I do not, Constance."
-
-"Well, you have a very short memory. Don't you know that time when we
-were at the florist's round the corner, and a nasty, horrid
-bull-terrier came and pulled your skirt? It belonged to that child.
-Oh, see! oh, see! She has raised her eyes and is looking at us. Of
-course it is she."
-
-"Of course; I remember quite well now," said Constance. "How funny!
-She is a strange-looking little girl! I do not admire her at all. I
-trust we may never see her again."
-
-Down in the street, Nancy said in a faint voice to Susan:
-
-"I have walked up and down long enough now, Susan; I should like to go
-home."
-
-For she, too, had recognised the girls with golden hair and handsome
-faces. They were the Asprays! Would she exchange to a better fate if
-she threw in her lot with theirs? She felt very sad and lonely.
-
-But the busy time was at hand; the very next day the school
-examinations began. These continued for nearly a week, and then came
-the prize-day, when all the parents and friends of the girls were
-invited; and Nan had the extreme felicity of winning a prize for her
-French studies. Oh, how proud she felt as she walked up to receive the
-handsome volume from the hands of her mistress! She trembled all over
-as she clasped it to her heart, bowed to her mistress, said "Thank
-you" in a tremulous voice, and went back to her seat. She was so happy
-and pleased that she even forgot Augusta in her joy. Kitty and Nora
-had also won prizes, and three happy, almost riotous schoolgirls
-assembled in the schoolroom that night. Augusta came in with her head
-in the air.
-
-"Hoity-toity!" she cried; "what a noise! Well, let me see the books. I
-trust they are novels, for I have read through all my own store, and
-want some fresh ones to amuse myself with.--Nan, you come and show me
-yours. Why, child, you look as if you were standing on your head; what
-is the matter with you?"
-
-"I am so awfully delighted," said Nan, "that I did get it.--Oh Kitty,
-Kitty, I almost wonder if it is true!"
-
-"It is true enough, Nan," said Kitty. "Don't be over-excited, darling.
-Oh! I know you want to write to Uncle Peter."
-
-"Indeed I do: and I will, too. I expect he will be pleased."
-
-"He will," said Kitty. "He will be extra pleased with you, for you
-worked so very hard."
-
-"Well, show me the book, and do stop talking," said Augusta.
-
-Nan put her treasured volume in Augusta's hands. It was a beautifully
-bound copy of the works of Racine. Augusta tossed it back.
-
-"Beyond words tiresome," she said. "Who wants to read that stupid
-thing?"
-
-"But I do; I mean to read every word of it. And, oh, it is so
-beautifully bound! And see--do see where they have put my name--'Nancy
-Esterleigh, Prize I. for'"----
-
-"Oh! don't go on," said Augusta.--"Show me your book, Kitty."
-
-"You need not be so ungracious," said Kitty. "I do not think I will
-show you my book. Nancy has got a darling, lovely prize.--Have you
-not, Nancy pet?"
-
-Kitty's prize consisted of a vellum-bound copy of Macaulay's History,
-and Nora had the works of Shakespeare in several small volumes.
-Augusta pronounced all the prizes not worth considering, and
-ensconcing herself in a low chair in the window, continued to devour a
-volume which she had secreted from the drawing-room. Nan was not the
-only one who had noticed this habit of Augusta's. Miss Roy was also
-aware of it; but she had made up her mind to say nothing yet.
-
-On the very day before the little party were to go to the country,
-Augusta received a letter from her mother. It was written from South
-America, and evidently caused the young recipient a good deal of
-consternation.
-
-"My dear Augusta," wrote her mother, "I have been wishing for some
-time to send you a really serious letter. I am leaving you at present
-in Aunt Jessie's care, and I have no doubt that all has been done for
-your benefit. My dear, we left home in a great hurry, and a quick
-change had to be made in all our plans. You know, Augusta, that one or
-two things occurred at home before we left which displeased your
-father and me very much. I allude to a certain matter when you were
-not quite straight with us. If there is one thing more than another
-which your father and I would break our hearts over, it is that you,
-our precious only child, should be guilty of want of openness or want
-of regard for the truth. Now, my dear, I wish to say that we intend to
-put you on trial during your stay with Aunt Jessie. I have not
-breathed a word to her of that fault which, alas! most undoubtedly
-lies in your character--you are arrogant and selfish, and if it were
-to further your own interests you would not hesitate to tell a lie. It
-is terribly painful to me to have to write like this to you whom I so
-dearly love; there is a dreadful pain in my heart, and I could cry
-over it. But now, Augusta, your father and I have made up our minds.
-If during your stay with Aunt Jessie you are discovered to have
-swerved in the very least from the path of truth and honour, we will
-not send you to school in Paris, which it is our present intention to
-do on our return to England; on the contrary, we will keep you at home
-with a very strict governess. My dear, I am obliged to say this, and
-you must take what comfort you can out of this letter. It remains with
-you whether you go to Paris or not; all, all depends on your conduct
-while we are away from you. Pray to God to help you, my dear girl. I
-write in great sorrow of mind.--Your affectionate mother."
-
-Augusta read this letter over twice; then she took it to her room and
-put it away in a little drawer, which she locked. That night as she
-lay down to, rest she thought a good deal over what her mother had
-said. She was quite determined, at any cost, to go to Paris. If her
-conduct with regard to Nan were ever known she would lose her chance
-of this delightful plan being carried out. Far from going to Paris,
-she would be immured at home with a dull, old-fashioned, and tiresome
-governess to look after her. Augusta knew by past experience what such
-a life would mean. She had more than once already tried the patience
-and half-broken the hearts of different governesses who had been
-engaged to instruct her. She was fully resolved to have nothing more
-to do with so dull an existence. At any cost, therefore, Nan must be
-silenced. For if Nan brought herself to confess what lay so heavily on
-her conscience, Augusta must be implicated; therefore Nan must keep
-silence.
-
-"What a tiresome little girl she is! I have met no one like her. How
-swiftly she fell! and ever since she has been in a wretched state of
-mind--making my life quite a misery. Well, I have her pretty much in
-my power. I will cosset her up a little when I get to the country, and
-make a fuss over her. With all her faults, she is affectionate, and if
-I coax and flatter her a bit she will come over to my way of thinking.
-But I do wish one thing, and it is this---- Why did that tiresome
-Uncle Peter propose that extraordinary plan of his? I am sure I don't
-want to be a soldier. Tiresome, stupid man! But I have promised, and I
-must go on with it. To be degraded from the ranks now would be as good
-as a failure; to have bad marks in the orderly-book would stamp me for
-ever in mother's eyes. Captain Richmond's plan is just what would
-delight the mother; and father too would be pleased. Of course, when
-they both come back they will hear all about it. Yes, I see what must
-be done: Nan must be encouraged and petted and fussed over, and I must
-take my laurels modestly; and then, when the good parents come back
-from America, hurrah for Paris and a good time!"
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XVIII.
-
-AUGUSTA'S SIGNATURE.
-
-
-A few days later the four girls went into the country. At first Nan
-was so delighted with the change that she forgot all her trials and
-worries; the air was so fresh, and the gardens round the house so
-beautiful; the woods, which were near by, were so fragrant, so shady,
-so delicious to roam about in; and last but not least came the walks
-by the seashore, the long rambles on the yellow sands, the hours when
-the girls floated away in their little boats on the surface of the
-blue waters. But still happier hours were those when the yacht carried
-them like a white bird over the dancing waves. Oh! all day and every
-hour was perfect with bliss. Nan sometimes wondered what had happened
-to her. Was she indeed the little girl who had lived a sad and anxious
-and lonely life in a back-street in London; who had wanted for clothes
-and for nourishing food; who had been satisfied with the delights of
-her doll, and who had known no better joys? Indeed, she was very far
-from being the same. It is true that in the old days she had mother,
-and mother counted for a good deal in Nan's loving heart. But mother
-had suffered sorely, and God and the good angels had taken her away.
-Yes, Nan was happy now. She did not mind confessing it--she was happy;
-and the world was good, and all the friends she had made were very
-kind to her.
-
-Miss Roy accompanied the children into the country, and for the first
-fortnight all went well. Night after night the marks were put down in
-the orderly-book, and day after day the Captain's scheme for the
-improvement of his little band of soldiers was carried out, and at the
-end of each week Miss Roy sent to the Captain a report of progress.
-But the good-natured, kind-hearted governess was going for her
-holidays, and Mrs. Richmond was coming to the country to take her
-place. On the day before Miss Roy left Augusta came into the pretty
-room which was used as a schoolroom at Fairleigh. Miss Roy was just
-closing the orderly-book; she raised her eyes as Augusta advanced.
-
-"Well, dear," said the governess, "can I do anything for you?"
-
-"I have been wondering," Augusta answered, "who will put down our
-marks in your absence."
-
-"I believe," said Miss Roy, "that Mrs. Richmond will undertake that
-duty."
-
-"But why trouble Aunt Jessie? I could do it so nicely if you would
-entrust it to me."
-
-Miss Roy looked full up at Augusta.
-
-"I think not," she said slowly; "it would not be fair to the others."
-
-"But why? I should be absolutely fair to them and to myself."
-
-"It is not to be thought of," said Miss Roy a little sharply. "Mrs.
-Richmond must undertake this responsibility."
-
-Augusta said no more, and early the next morning the governess went
-away. A week or so after her departure Uncle Peter was expected. If
-Nora and Kitty had been wild with delight at the thought of his visit
-when he came to London, now there were four eager and anxious girls
-waiting to welcome him. What would he say? How would he look? What
-expeditions would he plan? In what manner would he add to the
-fascination and happiness of these long summer days?
-
-Mrs. Richmond raised her eyes from the letter which announced his
-arrival, and looked at the four eager faces.
-
-"Well, dears," she said, "it is a great relief to me that your uncle
-should be coming. You see," she added, "I call him your uncle
-indiscriminately, for I am given to understand that Peter has adopted
-you all as nieces."
-
-"I love him fifty times better than an ordinary uncle," cried Nan,
-with extraordinary fervour.
-
-Augusta gave her a spiteful glance, and Mrs. Richmond, for a wonder,
-noticed it. She noticed it, and it disturbed her. She had a great
-affection for her sister's child, and believed fully in Augusta,
-having never yet encountered any of that young lady's acts of deceit;
-but the look on her face was arresting and disturbing, and she thought
-about it when the children went out for their "morning walk.
-
-"What could it have meant?" thought the kind-hearted woman; and then
-she rose and went slowly to the secretaire in her study, and opening a
-drawer, she took out her sister's last letter. The sentences which her
-eyes rested on ran as follows:
-
-"I am very loath, my dear Jessie, to put any suspicious thoughts into
-your head with regard to my darling and only child, but her father and
-I both feel that you ought to know that there have been times in her
-life when she has not been quite straight. Say nothing of this,
-Jessie, but perhaps in dealing with her character you will be more just
-to her, more fair to her, and more able to influence her if you get a
-hint of the truth."
-
-"Not quite straight," murmured Mrs. Richmond; and she put the letter
-back into its envelope and locked the drawer in which she kept it. An
-hour afterwards she went out. She was walking slowly through a
-shrubbery which ran at the back of the house when the sound of voices
-fell on her ears. There was a high-pitched voice which undoubtedly
-belonged to Augusta, and there were the low and sweet tones of Nan.
-
-Augusta was holding Nan by both her hands. She was a great deal taller
-than the little girl, and a great deal stronger, and she had drawn the
-child close to her.
-
-"I would kill you if you told," she said, with extraordinary passion.
-"But there! you know you daren't. Go--I hate you!" and she pushed Nan
-from her, who ran fast and quickly out of sight.
-
-Mrs. Richmond waited for a moment, too stunned to move or to speak.
-Then she went quickly round the tall holly which had hidden her from
-Augusta's view, and putting her hand on the girl's shoulder, turned
-her round.
-
-"My dear," she said.
-
-"Yes, Aunt Jessie," said Augusta; "what is it?" She had managed to
-control herself, and her face looked almost as usual.
-
-"I happened to overhear you just now, Gussie, and I must say that your
-words displeased me very much. I do not understand what you were
-talking about, but you used the most cruel and unjustifiable
-expressions. I wish to say, my dear, that I cannot permit you to bully
-little Nancy. The child is an orphan, and I should be very angry if
-any one were unkind to her. As to the meaning of your words, Augusta,
-I think they demand an explanation."
-
-"Oh, Aunt Jessie!" said Augusta, "Nan is terribly provoking; she is
-such a peculiar little thing that she sometimes almost drives me wild.
-She has been fretting and fidgeting about a trifling matter for days."
-
-"Something she wants to tell?" interrupted Mrs. Richmond. "And why
-should she not tell? Why should you be so violent as to terrify the
-poor child by informing her that you would kill her if she told? How
-dared you say anything so wicked?"
-
-"I lost my temper, Aunt Jessie, and that is the truth. The whole thing
-referred to a little matter with regard to myself which I do not want
-any one to know. You surely would not encourage Nancy to be a
-tell-tale!"
-
-"I feel it is my duty to speak to her," said Mrs. Richmond.
-
-"Oh no, no, Aunt Jessie! I beseech you not;" and going close up to
-her, Augusta raised her hand to her lips and kissed it.
-
-"Please--please, Aunt Jessie, don't say anything about it. I will make
-it up with Nan, and I promise never to be so nasty again. You cannot
-speak to her, you know, for you happened to overhear us; and it would
-not be fair, would it?"
-
-"No; perhaps not," said Mrs. Richmond a little doubtfully. "Well, my
-dear, I don't want to be hard on you, and you know I have always loved
-you very much."
-
-"And I am away from my parents, too," said Augusta, eager to take
-advantage of Mrs. Richmond's softening mood. "And I am really awfully
-sorry that I lost my temper that time. I will go this very minute to
-Nan and make it up with her. You won't speak to her about it, will
-you, Aunt Jessie?"
-
-"I suppose not; but I hope very much that I am doing right."
-
-"Why, Aunt Jessie, you have never found me out in any meanness yet,
-have you? Why should you doubt me now?"
-
-"I will try not to doubt you, dear. I will try to believe in you.
-Only, one thing, Augusta, your unkindness to Nan will have at least to
-undergo this punishment--you will receive a bad mark in the
-orderly-book for your conduct tonight."
-
-Now, up to the present Augusta's marks in the orderly-book had been
-good, and she had done her utmost to fulfil the letter at least of
-Captain Richmond's conditions. She had abstained from rudeness or
-roughness in her manner. She had--to the Richmond girls at least--been
-good-natured. Her private cruelties and unkindnesses to Nancy were not
-known to the rest of the party. Nancy herself never told. Augusta had
-therefore received good marks for conduct as well as for general
-intelligence and physical discipline. Her great hope was that Captain
-Richmond would bestow upon her what he called the Victoria Cross of
-his scheme; for after having received so valuable a proof of her
-excellent conduct, her father and mother would be abundantly
-satisfied, and would send her, on their return, to the longed-for
-school in Paris. But a bad mark for conduct just the day before the
-Captain's return would seriously interfere with Augusta's schemes. She
-walked down the shrubbery in deep thought and very much disturbed in
-her mind. Through the shrubbery there was a winding and very pretty
-path straight to the seashore. On the shore the Richmonds had arranged
-a tent. The tent was placed above high-water mark, and it was not only
-used for bathing purposes, but was also a favourite resort of the
-children's for all kinds of picnics and pleasure expeditions. They
-used to sit there with their work and storybooks. They often brought
-their tea there. It was their favourite place of retirement, too, be
-the weather wet or fine. Augusta now approached the tent, wondering if
-Nancy were there. Nan had withdrawn far back into its darkest corner;
-she was not reading, although a story-book lay at her side. She had
-evidently been crying very bitterly, for her face was disfigured and
-her eyes swollen. Augusta looked at her with great dislike; then it
-occurred to her that Nancy might be very useful to her, and in short
-that there was no use in making her unhappy. She sank down on a
-cushion near the little girl's side, and said in a voice which she
-tried to make very sad and sympathetic:
-
-"I am awfully angry with myself, Nancy. I know I ought not to have
-spoken to you as I did. I hope you will forgive me and let bygones be
-bygones."
-
-Nancy was naturally of a forgiving temperament; she looked up at
-Augusta now, and said in a low tone:
-
-"Why do you say such dreadful things to me? Why must I keep my
-conscience burdened because of you?"
-
-"Now, listen, Nancy," said Augusta; "I am speaking quite frankly to
-you. I will be as open to you as you are to me."
-
-"Well, what are you going to say?" asked Nancy.
-
-"This: it might do me great harm if you were to tell now, but if you
-will only wait until the holidays are over and we are back in town,
-why, I will give you leave to say anything you please."
-
-"Why would my telling now injure you? I need not mention your name. I
-just want to tell dear, kind Mrs. Richmond about my own part. And of
-course I want to tell Uncle Peter. It is so dreadful to look into his
-eyes and to know that I am not what he thinks me! May I not tell my
-part and leave yours out? Please--please let me, Gussie. You can't
-know the pain of the burden I am bearing, and how miserable I am."
-
-"You couldn't tell your part without telling mine," said Augusta, "and
-I don't wish mine spoken about at present. You will have to be silent.
-But never mind, Nancy; you--shall tell, as I promised you, when we get
-back to London. Won't you be kind to me and keep the secret until
-then?"
-
-"And may I positively--certainly--tell when we get back to London?"
-asked the child.
-
-"Yes; have I not said it? And now, let us talk no more of the matter."
-
-"But, Augusta," said Nancy, rising, "will you do something for me--if
-I agree to this, will you do something definite?"
-
-"Oh, what a queer child you are!" said Augusta. "What am I to do?"
-
-"Will you write it down?"
-
-"I write it down! Why should I do that?"
-
-"Will you give me the words in writing? _Nancy may tell when she
-gets back to town_: just those words, and sign them '_Augusta_'."
-
-Augusta had her own reasons for wishing to please the little girl.
-
-"And here is some paper," said Nancy, "and here is a pencil. Write
-the words down, Augusta, and let me keep the paper."
-
-[Illustration: "Here is some paper," said Nancy, "and here is a pencil.
-Write the words down, Augusta, and let me keep the paper."]
-
-"You will never show any one?" said Augusta.
-
-"Indeed--indeed I won't."
-
-"And if I do this for you, will you do something for me?"
-
-"If I can."
-
-"Very well." Augusta spoke in quite a cheerful tone. "I will do what
-you wish and sign the paper, and you can keep it and show it to me to
-remind me of my promise when we get back to London. In the meantime
-you mustn't talk any more of this nonsense. You mustn't worry me from
-morning to night as you have been doing ever since I have had the
-pleasure of knowing you. And there is still something more."
-
-"I won't talk of it; and I'll be very, very grateful," said Nancy.
-
-"Well; child, so far so good; but now for my real condition. Do you
-know, Nancy, that you--you little wretch!--have just got me into a
-most horrible scrape?"
-
-"How?" asked Nancy, fixing her wondering eyes on Augusta's face.
-
-"You have, you monkey--you have. This is what you have done. When I
-was talking to you just now in the shrubbery, and giving you some
-plain words with regard to your conduct, you put on the airs of a
-martyr, and, lo and behold, little Miss Martyr! somebody listened, and
-somebody was very angry."
-
-"Whom?" asked the child.
-
-"No less a person than my aunt Jessie. You ran away in one of your
-fits of passion and left me to face the brunt of the storm. Didn't I
-get it, too? Oh, Aunt Jessie was in a rage! She spoke of you as if you
-were a poor, half-murdered angel. I declare it was sickening to hear
-her. And there is worse to follow. You know what we all think of Uncle
-Peter and his scheme, and how anxious we are to get the best that he
-can give us; and I want the Royal Cross that he has promised to the
-most victorious."
-
-"Oh no, Augusta," said Nancy, with a faint and quickly suppressed
-smile; "you can't mean that you are going in for that."
-
-"And why not, miss? I mean to go in for it."
-
-"Well, but the Royal Cross is for valour and noble conduct,
-and--Augusta, you can't mean it."
-
-"You are a nice child!" said Augusta, her eyes flashing with fury.
-"How dare you speak to me like that, you poor little charity-girl,
-kept here by Aunt Jessie--kept here out of kindness"----
-
-"Oh, don't! You dare not say that! It is not true."
-
-"Well, I won't. But really, Nancy, you have the power of nearly
-driving me mad; a more irritating creature I have never come across.
-But now, what I want you to do is this. Aunt Jessie is angry, and she
-is going to give me a bad mark to-night in the orderly-book; and if I
-get it I am done for, for a bad mark for conduct will be talked about
-and commented on, and my chances of the great prize will be
-practically _nil_. Now, I want you, Nancy, to tell her that I was
-not to blame this morning, or at least _scarcely_ to blame; that
-you were very naughty and irritating, and it was no wonder I got
-cross. You must do everything in your power to prevent her giving me a
-bad mark. And remember another thing, Nancy; if she asks you what was
-the matter, you are not to let out _anything_. Simply say:
-'Augusta is rather quick-tempered, and I worried her and talked
-nonsense. I was to blame, and not Augusta, and she ought not to have a
-bad mark.' Do you promise? Surely you can do nothing else when you
-have got me into this horrid scrape."
-
-Nancy thought hard for a minute.
-
-"I do want to get that paper signed!" she said to herself. "It will
-make things quite right when we get back to London, for Gussie cannot
-go back from her own written promise; and then, too, I need tell no
-lie to Mrs. Richmond." So after a moment she said:
-
-"Very well; I will do my best. Of course, I can't promise to succeed,
-but I will do my best."
-
-"That is all right," said Augusta. "Here, give me that half-sheet of
-paper."
-
-Nan did so.
-
-Augusta wrote quickly, finishing with a dashing signature.
-
-"There!" she said; "keep it carefully. Don't, for goodness' sake, let
-any one see it. And now, run off as fast as you can and find Aunt
-Jessie."
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XIX.
-
-THE ASPRAYS.
-
-
-Mrs. Richmond had just finished lunch, and was preparing to go out for
-a drive, when Nancy, her cheeks flushed and her eyes very bright,
-rushed into the room.
-
-"Well, my dear child," said the good lady, drawing the little girl
-towards her, "and what do you want now? I am so glad to see my dear
-little Nancy with that bright face! I was sorry that you were troubled
-this morning, my dear. I have promised Augusta not to say anything
-about it, nor will I; but I conclude from your face now that the
-trouble, whatever it was, is over."
-
-"Yes," said Nancy, "it is quite over."
-
-"And you are really happy, my darling?"
-
-"I am, Mrs. Richmond. I cannot help it; you are so kind to me."
-
-"Come close to me, dear; I want to say something to you." As Mrs.
-Richmond spoke she drew Nancy to her side, and put her arm round the
-little girl's waist and kissed her. "Why do you call me Mrs. Richmond?"
-she said. "I want to be as a mother to you."
-
-"Oh!" said Nancy, with a gasp.
-
-"I know, dear, that your own dear and sweet mother is no longer here.
-But my wish is, as far as possible, to take her place. I cannot really
-take her place, I know, Nancy, but I can at least be to you a good and
-kind and loving aunt. Now, Nancy, what I wish is this--I want you to
-promise to call me Aunt Jessie. Will you, dear?"
-
-"I will if I may," said Nancy, with her eyes shining; "I'd like to
-just awfully."
-
-"That is all right. And will you give your Aunt Jessie a kiss?"
-
-Nancy flung her arms round Mrs. Richmond's neck.
-
-"How much I love you! How very, very good you are to me?" she said.
-
-"What is it you specially want to say to me, Nancy?"
-
-"It is about Augusta," said the child. "I think perhaps I made too
-much fuss this morning. I know Augusta was---- I mean that it sounded
-cruel, but---- I don't know how to express it. If you would not mind,
-Aunt Jessie, just _quite_ forgiving her."
-
-"What do you mean by quite forgiving her, little woman?"
-
-"She is in great trouble. She spoke to me about it. We are good
-friends now, she and I. She spoke to me, and I told her I would come
-and plead for her. If, Aunt Jessie, you would quite forgive her!"
-
-"Well, dear child, I have quite forgiven her; we will let bygones be
-bygones."
-
-"If that is the case, you won't give her a bad mark in the
-orderly-book?"
-
-A look of great surprise came over Mrs. Richmond's face when Nancy said
-this. She rose and said hurriedly:
-
-"I am going for a drive, and cannot talk any more; but tell Augusta
-she ought not to have sent you."
-
-"Are you angry?" asked Nancy.
-
-"Not with you, but with Augusta."
-
-"Then you won't do what I ask"----
-
-"I cannot, and Augusta knows the reason why. When you four girls
-enrolled yourselves as soldiers in Captain Richmond's battalion you
-were in earnest; it was not a joke. Augusta behaved badly to-day, and
-she deserves the punishment which a bad mark in the orderly-book will
-bestow. Say no more about it, Nancy. Run away and play; you are
-looking quite pale and ill."
-
-As Mrs. Richmond uttered the last words she left the room.
-
-Nancy stood still for a moment with her hands clasped; then she went
-very slowly in the direction of the seashore. The children were to
-have tea in the tent this afternoon, and Kitty and Nora were busy
-bringing down baskets of picnic things: cups and saucers, plates,
-knives and forks, cakes innumerable, jam, bread and butter, &c. When
-they saw Nancy they shouted to her to come and help them. The three
-children went quickly down the steep path through the shrubbery, and
-soon found themselves by the sea. The tide was half out, and the whole
-place looked perfect. There was a gay town not far from Fairleigh, and
-at this time of the year the sands were strewn with children and
-nurses--in short, with the usual holiday folks. But the part of the
-shore just beside Mrs. Richmond's place was considered more or less to
-belong to her young people, and as a rule no other children came there
-to play. To-day, however, as the girls, heavily laden with the
-materials for their afternoon picnic, approached, they saw Augusta
-talking to two rather showily dressed girls, whose long golden hair
-hung down their backs. Augusta seemed in high spirits, and her gay
-laughter floated on the breeze.
-
-"Who can she be talking to?" said Kitty. "I never knew such a girl for
-picking up friends."
-
-"Well, don't mind her now," said Nora, going into the tent and making
-preparations. "We are going to boil the kettle on the sands and have
-real, proper tea.--Nancy, if you have nothing better to do, you might
-go along by the shore and pick up bits of firewood."
-
-Nancy ran off immediately.
-
-"What can be the matter with her?" Nora said. "Her eyes look as if she
-had been crying. I wonder if Gussie has been worrying her again."
-
-Before Kitty had time to reply, Gussie was seen coming towards them.
-"Kitty," she said, raising her voice, "I want to introduce Miss Aspray
-and her sister. They are so anxious to know us, and they seem so very
-nice! You know, of course, who they are--the Americans who live at the
-corner of our street."
-
-"But what would mother say?" asked Nora. "You know, Augusta, she
-doesn't want us ever to make acquaintance with people that she herself
-does not know."
-
-"Oh! I can't help that now," said Augusta. "Here they are coming to
-meet us. Don't you think we might ask them to tea?"
-
-The two girls now approached the tent. Flora, the elder, looking
-prettier and more full of spirit than any one Kitty had seen for a
-long time, held out her hand.
-
-"How do you do, Miss Richmond?" she said. "Constance and I know you
-quite well by sight. We have often looked at you four girls with great
-envy; and just now, when we found Miss Duncan standing by herself on
-the sands, it seemed almost too good to be true. She seemed to us, in
-this outlandish, out-of-the-way spot, to be quite an old friend. May
-we join you; or will you join us? Mother is having a grand picnic on
-the rocks round the other side of the bay, and I know she will be
-delighted to see you all. Will you come or not?"
-
-Augusta's eyes were sparkling, and she evidently longed to accept the
-Asprays' invitation. But Nora, drawing herself up, said in her very
-quiet tone, "We shall be pleased if you will join us. We are just
-having tea on the sands; it is not a regular picnic."
-
-"But quite too lovely!" said Constance. "Of course we will stay--only
-too glad. And is this your tent? How charming!" As she spoke she
-entered the tent, and flung herself down on a large cushion covered
-with an Oriental brocade. "Dear, dear!" she said, "you do seem to
-enjoy things."
-
-"Of course we do," said Kitty, viewing her with some disfavour. "Why
-else should we come to the seashore?"
-
-"Do you live in that nice place which I see through the trees?"
-
-"Yes," answered Nova. "It is our own place. We come here every year."
-
-Just then Nancy appeared, holding a lot of brushwood in the skirt of
-her frock. She coloured and started when she saw the Asprays, who had
-now both taken possession of the tent.
-
-"Nancy," said Kitty, going up to the little girl and putting her arm
-round her waist, "Augusta has met the two Miss Asprays, and has
-invited them to tea here.--Miss Aspray, may I introduce my great
-friend, Nancy Esterleigh?"
-
-The elder Miss Aspray coloured brightly when Kitty made this remark.
-The younger shrugged her shoulders and poked her sister in the side.
-Augusta's eyes sparkled, and Nancy turned very white.
-
-"How do you do?" she said in a low voice.
-
-"Why, if it isn't---- Yes, it is, Constance."
-
-"It is what?" said Constance. "I do wish you would mind your manners,
-Flora."
-
-"But it is quite too funny!" said Flora.-- "Why, little girl, don't
-you remember us? How is your dog? Does he bite as well as ever? Is he
-as vindictive as he was on a certain day in a florist's shop? Oh, if
-you only knew how poor Constance's ankle ached after his very
-gentlemanly attentions! And you, my dear, were not quite as
-sympathetic as might have been expected."
-
-"Explain--explain!" cried Augusta. "This sounds most interesting."
-
-"Let me tell," said Nancy. She turned suddenly, faced the group, and
-told her little story. "I was sorry," she said in conclusion, "and I
-would have said so, only you were both so terribly angry, and you
-seemed to think---- But there! I won't say any more."
-
-"No, no," said Kitty; "of course you won't say any more. And the Miss
-Asprays are our guests, remember.--Now then, let us hurry with tea."
-
-The girls, their party augmented to six, had on the whole a jolly
-time. Nancy was only too glad to bustle about in order to keep her
-excited heart quiet. Were these the girls with whom she might have to
-spend her life? Were these the girls whose father had a right to
-maintain her and adopt her as his own child? Oh, how thankful she was
-that Mrs. Richmond had already adopted her!
-
-"I would rather be a charity-child with Mrs. Richmond," thought the
-little girl, "than have the greatest right in the world to live with
-the Asprays, for, oh dear! I don't like them a bit--no, not a bit.
-What a comfort it is that I have got that promise in writing from
-Augusta!--for now I need never leave my darling Aunt Jessie. Yes, she
-asked me to call her Aunt Jessie; and how much I do love her!"
-
-While these thoughts were passing through Nancy's head, she was busy
-spreading bread and butter and opening pots of jam. She was kneeling
-on the sands to perform these offices, and happened to be a little
-away from the rest of the party.
-
-Suddenly Augusta approached with the excuse of wanting to borrow a
-knife from her.
-
-"Well," she said in a whisper, "and what do you think of them? You
-would like awfully to live with them, wouldn't you?"
-
-"No, no," said Nancy, shaking her head.
-
-"No, no," echoed Augusta, mimicking her. "And why not, my little
-beauty?"
-
-"Don't tease me, Gussie; you know what I mean."
-
-"No, indeed, I don't. I like the Asprays immensely. How stylish and
-handsome they both are, and so well dressed! I trust we shall see a
-great deal of them. They are going to stay at Fairlight for a month,
-and they say a great many friends are going to be with them--American
-friends--gentlemen and ladies also. I know that they mean to see a
-good deal of us--of me in especial. So, little Nancy, as you are my
-special friend, you must be extremely nice to Flora and Constance
-Aspray, and pay them a considerable amount of attention."
-
-"What do you mean, Gussie?"
-
-"What I say, little woman. Now, for instance, when we are all taking
-tea in the tent, you are to see that Constance and Flora get the
-strongest cups of tea, the most cream, and the most richly buttered of
-the scones, and the thickest pieces of cake. I am rather famous for
-reading character, and I am positively sure that these two girls are
-possessed by greediness. You will remember my injunctions, won't you,
-Nancy?"
-
-"I don't mind helping them to the nice things if they really want
-them, Augusta. But, oh! please, Gussie, you won't say anything about
-me--I mean anything special?"
-
-Augusta laughed. "I am not at all sure," she said; "it all depends on
-your behaviour. And, oh, by the way, have you seen Aunt Jessie?"
-
-"Yes--yes, I have; and I am ever so sorry!"
-
-"What! you have not succeeded?"
-
-Nancy shook her head.
-
-Augusta's face grew black with anger; she also looked seriously
-alarmed.
-
-"You must talk to her again," she said. "I cannot have that bad mark
-entered in the orderly-book. Do you hear? I cannot!"
-
-"I am very sorry, Augusta. You had better speak to Aunt Jessie
-yourself, for I can do nothing."
-
-"I don't believe you have pleaded with her. You had got what you
-wanted, and did not care twopence for me and my fate. It is just like
-you--just."
-
-"No; that is not true," answered Nancy. "I did my very, very best; and
-I am terribly sorry. I tell you what it is, Gussie, I would take that
-bad mark for myself--I would gladly--if only you need not have it."
-
-"Oh! it is all very fine to talk," said Augusta; "but acts tell more
-than words."
-
-"What are you two chattering about?" suddenly burst from Nora's lips.
-"The kettle has boiled, and the tea is made, and we are all waiting
-for the bread and butter."
-
-Nancy rose at once, and Augusta followed her. The picnic tea
-commenced, and no one noticed in the general mirth that one girl was
-looking perturbed, cross, and anxious, and that another was strangely
-silent and depressed. The Asprays, whatever their faults, were the
-gayest of the gay, and very merry and witty. Nora was not inclined to
-be too cordial to girls whom her mother did not know, but Kitty
-quickly succumbed to their charm. The picnic tea came to an end, and
-when the Asprays took leave, it was with warm assurances that they
-would soon come again, and that their mother should call on Mrs.
-Richmond if Mrs. Richmond did not first call on her--in short, that
-during their stay at Fairlight, the Richmonds of Fairleigh and they
-themselves must be bosom friends.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XX.
-
-THE ORDERLY-BOOK.
-
-
-The children returned to the house only just in time to dress for late
-dinner, for while in the country Mrs. Richmond had the four young
-people to dine with her. As they walked up through the shrubbery the
-one topic of conversation was the guests who had just picnicked with
-them.
-
-"I don't believe mother will like it," said Nora. "We ought not to
-have done it without asking her permission. It was your fault,
-Augusta; you should not have done it."
-
-"Nonsense!" said Augusta. "I could not help myself. Americans are not
-so frightfully formal and stuck-up as we English. For my part, I think
-the Asprays are the most charming girls? Nancy, don't you agree with
-me?"
-
-"I don't know anything about them," replied Nancy.
-
-"Well, dear, you can know all about them if you like," said Augusta in
-a very marked tone.
-
-Kitty opened her eyes in bewilderment. What did Augusta mean? Nancy
-was colouring again painfully. As they reached the house the first
-thing they saw was a pile of travelling-cases in the hall.
-
-"Uncle Peter must have come," cried Kitty. "Now everything will be all
-right. How glad I am!" But the next moment she saw her mother, whose
-face was very grave and disturbed.
-
-"My darlings," she said, "since you went out I have had a telegram
-from my special friend in the north, Mrs. Rashleigh. She has just lost
-her only son, and is in the most terrible grief. She has begged me to
-go to her. I shall have to go up to town to-night, and shall go down
-to Yorkshire to-morrow. I am terribly sorry to leave you four to your
-own devices, particularly as Miss Roy is away. But fortunately Uncle
-Peter arrives in the morning, and I have no doubt that you will all be
-as good as possible under your uncle's care."
-
-"Isn't Uncle Peter coming to-night?" said Nancy, speaking very slowly,
-and with great anxiety in her tone.
-
-"Oh, you thought so because his luggage has arrived!" said Mrs.
-Richmond. "No. I have had a wire from him. He has sent his luggage on,
-but is staying with an old friend at Tiverton till the morning."
-
-"Oh mother, how we shall miss you!" here exclaimed Kitty.
-
-"And I you, my darlings; but I am so shocked at my dear friend's
-trouble that I cannot really stay away from her. Now, my own two
-little girls, will you come upstairs and help mother to finish her
-packing?"
-
-Kitty and Nora both quickly complied. Their mother's room was in a
-great state of confusion. Her maid was strapping boxes and writing
-labels, and looking very much put out. Mrs. Richmond tied on her
-bonnet; then she turned to the girls.
-
-"You will find the orderly-book," she said, "in the chiffonier in the
-drawing-room; here is the key. I have just entered your marks for
-to-day. When Uncle Peter comes, give him the book. He will be
-responsible for it and for you until I come back. Now I hear the
-wheels of the carriage on the gravel. I must be off."
-
-"Oh mother! one word first," said Nora.
-
-"It must be a very brief word, then, Nora, or I shall miss my
-train"----
-
-"We met the Asprays on the beach, mother."
-
-"The Asprays, dear? I don't understand."
-
-"If you please, mum," said the parlour-maid at this moment, "Harris
-says that unless you come at once you won't catch your train."
-
-"I am quite ready," said Mrs. Richmond. "Come, Merton, you cannot waste
-any more time over the packages.--Darlings, the Asprays, whoever they
-are, must keep. Good-bye, my pets--good-bye."
-
-In two minutes more the carriage was bowling down the avenue, Mrs.
-Richmond was gone, and the four girls looked at each other.
-
-"It is most provoking," said Nora. "She never told us anything about
-the Asprays. What are we to do?"
-
-"To do!" said Augusta. "To take all the fun we can out of them. What
-else could we do?"
-
-"All the same, I don't think they are a bit the sort of girls that
-mother would like," said Kitty. "But there! it doesn't matter, for
-when Uncle Peter comes he will know what we ought or ought not to do."
-
-The rest of the evening passed somewhat sadly. Not only Kitty and
-Nora, but Nancy, too, missed the gentle presence of kind Mrs. Richmond.
-Augusta's mind, too, was full of many things, and she was as silent as
-her cousins. Nancy was the first to suggest an early retirement to
-bed, and the others quickly followed her example.
-
-Fairleigh was a large, rambling, old-fashioned house. It had belonged
-to the Richmonds for many generations, and had been added to and
-altered from time to time. The bedrooms were numerous but small.
-Augusta had been given a very tiny room leading out of Mrs. Richmond's
-larger bedroom. Kitty, Nora, and Nancy had also bedrooms apiece, but
-their rooms were in the opposite wing of the house.
-
-Augusta was tired and her head ached. The day through which she had
-just lived had been anything but to her taste. It is true there had
-been a certain amount of excitement, which had carried her through the
-long hours. But her mind was ill at ease. That bad mark in the
-orderly-book came between her and her rest. To receive a bad mark for
-conduct in Captain Richmond's orderly-book would, she knew, be all but
-fatal for her chance of the Royal Cross. He was anxious and particular
-with regard to physical training and intellectual training, but first
-of all came conduct--conduct straight and conduct honourable. Augusta
-admired him very much, but at the same time she was afraid of him; for
-the Captain had a look in those blue eyes of his which caused her own
-to drop. She had an uncomfortable sensation when she saw him looking
-at her that he was reading right down into her heart. When he saw the
-bad-conduct mark he would not rest until he found out all particulars
-with regard to it. Mrs. Richmond, if she had given it at all, had given
-it for cruelty--for cruelty to Nancy, who was a special favourite of
-the Captain's. But had Mrs. Richmond given that mark? That was the
-question which tormented Augusta and kept her from sleep. She got into
-bed, it is true, but instead of dropping off, as was her usual custom,
-into happy and healthy slumber, she tossed from side to side, thinking
-and thinking of Captain Richmond, and the bad mark. He would arrive in
-the morning, and would naturally inquire how his battalion was
-progressing--how his soldiers were conducting themselves. He would be
-very jolly, very agreeable, and a great acquisition, but at the same
-time he would come on Augusta at that moment of her career as a sort
-of Nemesis. "Notwithstanding all his agreeableness," she said to
-herself, "I do wish he would not come just now. He is certain to make
-a fuss, too, about the Asprays; and from what Flora and Constance tell
-me, we are likely to have a splendid time with them--that is, _I_
-shall have a splendid time. Brilliant, handsome, gay sort of girls
-like Constance and Flora are not likely to meet with my painfully
-old-fashioned cousins' approval. And as to Nancy, of course, she
-doesn't count. But _I_ should enjoy their society, and if Uncle
-Peter were not coming _I_ should have it. Oh! I know they won't
-suit him. Dear, dear! what a nuisance and worry everything is!"
-
-At this juncture in her thoughts Augusta dropped into an uneasy doze,
-but she awakened in an hour or two to see the moonlight streaming into
-her room, and to find herself more awake than ever.
-
-"I wonder if Aunt Jessie has given me that bad mark," she thought. "I
-do wish I could see for myself. It is quite possible that in the hurry
-of her departure she forgot to make the entry. What a rare bit of luck
-it would be if such were the case!--for she is certain to forget all
-about it when she returns. I wish I could see the book; it would be
-such a tremendous rest to my mind?"
-
-The more Augusta thought over this suddenly conceived idea, the more
-she longed to put it into execution. Sleep would not again visit her.
-It was dull beyond words to lie awake all night. Now that Mrs. Richmond
-was away, she was in a part of the house quite away from the rest of
-the family. If she got up no one would hear her. She would get up. She
-would go downstairs and examine the orderly-book, and find out the
-truth for herself.
-
-She jumped out of bed, put on her dressing-gown and slippers, and
-going very softly up the three steps which communicated with Mrs.
-Richmond's room, opened the door and went in. This room was also
-bright with moonlight. Augusta crossed the room and opened the door
-which led on to the landing, and a moment later found herself in the
-drawing-room. She knew where Mrs. Richmond kept the orderly-book. There
-was a very pretty old Sheraton chiffonier in one corner of the room,
-which contained many old-world drawers and queer hiding-places. Its
-legs were thin and spindly. It was a frail piece of furniture, but
-very good to look at. Mrs. Richmond was charmed with it, and as it was
-a recent acquisition she made use of it to keep her letter-paper and
-writing materials, and many other things, besides the orderly-book.
-But Augusta had quite forgotten that the drawer in which this book was
-always kept was locked, and she tugged and tugged now with a feeling
-of great irritation. To go so far and risk so much and to meet failure
-after all was anything but to her mind. She could be at times almost
-reckless in her desire to carry out her own wishes. She entered the
-dining-room now, opened a drawer in the sideboard, and taking out a
-stout knife, she returned to the Sheraton chiffonier. The chiffonier
-was old, and the locks not of the strongest. A little manipulation
-with the knife caused the hasp to go back, and without seriously
-injuring the piece of furniture, Augusta managed to open the drawer.
-
-While upstairs she had not dared to strike a match, but in the
-drawing-room she was too far away to run any risk of being overheard.
-Accordingly she lit a couple of candles, and taking the heavy book,
-she laid it on Mrs. Richmond's desk. Never before had she been
-permitted to see the entries made in the orderly-book, and she was
-deeply interested now. In particular the pages devoted to "Augusta
-Duncan" claimed her attention. After all she need not have been
-nervous, for Augusta had done well--very well--and, oh, wonder of
-wonders, delight of delights! there were so far no bad marks set
-against her name. On the contrary, the words "Good--good--good"
-appeared as she turned page after page.
-
-"What a blessing!" she said to herself. "Aunt Jessie did forget; and
-now I can face the whole world with an easy mind."
-
-She was about to shut the book when it occurred to her to see what
-sort of marks the other girls had got. Captain Richmond had so
-arranged his orderly-book that day by day each girl had a page devoted
-to herself. These pages might be filled up or left blank according to
-the wishes and inclination of the person who entered the daily record.
-But for Kitty, for Nora, for Augusta, and for Nancy there was for each
-day a complete and separate page. Upon that page stood the record of
-the young life which had been lived during that special day. Now, the
-day which had just gone by was the 24th of August. Augusta amused
-herself reading the different remarks with regard to her cousins. Both
-Nora and Kitty had scored high. Their industry was considerable; they
-had risen early; they were neat in their persons and with regard to
-their rooms. Finally, the conduct of each girl was excellent. Yes,
-that was the word.
-
-Augusta turned back to the page which recorded her own life on this
-special day. She too had "excellent" put against her conduct. She had
-not noticed this before.
-
-"It is too funny!" she thought. "Nancy must have been very persuasive
-although she knew it not. Aunt Jessie has never spoken of my conduct
-before as excellent. Dear, dear! I could hug the dear old aunty were
-she here. Why, she could not have said better of Nancy herself. She
-was evidently in a hurry, for she has not filled up the page. But my
-conduct is excellent. I declare it is a huge joke. Well, this sets my
-mind absolutely at rest. I will just glance at Nancy's page. If Aunt
-Jessie considered my conduct excellent to-day, what will she have to
-say with regard to the little favourite?"
-
-Augusta turned the leaves of the book, and soon arrived at Nancy's
-page. It looked strangely empty. There were no remarks about early
-rising, nor intelligence, nor order, nor neatness. There were only
-blanks there, and under the heading "Conduct" Augusta read, "_Bad
-conduct_--_guilty of cruelty_."
-
-[Illustration: Augusta nearly fell back as she read the words.]
-
-She nearly fell back as she read the words. The colour rushed in a
-crimson tide to her face, and just for an instant she felt strangely
-giddy. Then she shut the book, and putting it back into the
-chiffonier, stole softly and quietly upstairs to bed. She knew, of
-course, exactly what had happened. Aunt Jessie in her hurry had made
-an extraordinary and inexplicable mistake. She had written Nancy's
-record on Augusta's page.
-
-"Well, I never!" said Augusta to herself. She quite panted in her
-excitement and flurry. When she first lay down in bed she was cold and
-trembling, and her impulse was to explain the matter to every one and
-clear Nancy.
-
-But, alas! to do this required some nobility of nature, and Augusta
-was not noble enough. To expose herself, to show herself in her true
-light in the eyes of Captain Richmond, was more than she could stand;
-and she had not been half-an-hour in bed before she began to
-congratulate herself on her lucky--most lucky--escape.
-
-"They will never, never know that I know," she said to herself. "I
-have but to remain quiet and allow things to run their course. No
-chance of the Royal Cross for you, little Miss Nancy; but there are
-great chances of my obtaining the longed-for prize. I am in luck. I
-declare I am quite sleepy, the relief is so great."
-
-She turned on her side, and a moment later was sleeping as innocently
-as a baby.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXI.
-
-THE PICNIC.
-
-
-At breakfast next morning the children were in high spirits.
-
-Augusta had awakened without any headache or any pricks of conscience.
-"Let Uncle Peter come now," she said to herself; "I won't be afraid of
-him."
-
-It happened to be a lovely morning, and the windows of the pretty
-breakfast-room were wide open. The gardener was mowing the grass on
-the tennis-lawn; the roses and other climbing flowers peeped in at the
-lattice-window, and sweet summer scents filled the room.
-
-"Poor, poor darling mother," exclaimed Kitty as she seated herself at
-the breakfast-tray; "how awfully fagged she must be! I do hope she
-will soon come back."
-
-"We ought not to wish her to come back too soon," said Nora, who
-always happened to say just the right thing; "for if Mrs. Rashleigh is
-very sad mother can comfort her."
-
-"Do see what you are doing!" cried Augusta at that moment. "You have
-overfilled the teapot, and the tea is running out on the tray."
-
-Kitty laughed gleefully, and soon rectified her mistake, and the meal
-progressed, accompanied by gay remarks of all sorts.
-
-"Uncle Peter ought to be here by eleven o'clock," said Nora. "The
-train arrives at Fairlight at half-past ten; he is sure to come by
-it."
-
-"What are we to do to-day?" asked Augusta. "Have we any plans, girls?
-I think we might"----
-
-"Oh! I know what you are going to say," exclaimed Nora. "You want to
-go to see those tiresome Aspray girls. But we can't do anything until
-Uncle Peter arrives. He will direct us, and we will do exactly what he
-wishes."
-
-"Tiresome man!" muttered Augusta under her breath. Aloud she said:
-"Pass me that brown scone, Nancy. And for goodness' sake, child, don't
-open your eyes so wide whenever I speak to you!"
-
-"I tell you what it is," said Nora--"I have lacked courage to say it
-for some days, but I will say it now--I do wish you would not scold
-Nancy whenever you speak to her."
-
-"I don't; I know I don't," said Augusta.--"Do I scold you whenever I
-speak to you, Nancy, _mignon_?"
-
-"_I_ don't mind," said Nancy; and before anything else could be
-said the servant entered, bearing a note and also a telegram on a
-salver. She handed the telegram to Nora, and the note to Augusta.
-
-"The messenger is waiting, miss," said the girl, speaking to Nora.
-
-"What can it mean?" cried Nora; while Kitty craned her neck forward to
-watch her sister as she read.
-
-"Oh dear!" exclaimed Nora; "how very provoking! It is from Uncle Pete.
-He says he cannot arrive before dinner-time.--There is no answer,
-thank you, Ellen."
-
-Ellen left the room, and Augusta now turned her attention to her note.
-She tore it open, and the next moment she exclaimed in great
-excitement:
-
-"Oh, I say, this is jolly! Here is a line from Flora Aspray. They want
-us to join them all for a big picnic. They are going to Fairlight
-Towers--you know, that charming old ruin that we have always wanted to
-see. They are starting at eleven o'clock, and they ask us to meet them
-at the crossroads. They say they will have carriages enough to take us
-all, and we shall be back soon after dusk. Isn't it quite too
-heavenly? Of course we will go--eh, Nora?--eh, Kitty?"
-
-"I wish Uncle Peter were here," said Kitty; "he would tell us whether
-it were right or wrong."
-
-"What folly! If Aunt Jessie were at home she would certainly allow us
-to go. Anyhow, I intend to go, whether you are silly or not."
-
-"I am sure it is not right, and I am sure mother would not like it,"
-said Kitty again. "May I look at Flora's letter, please, Gussie?"
-
-Augusta handed the letter across to her cousin.
-
-"There is no mention of Mrs. Aspray. Flora seems to have asked us quite
-from herself," said Kitty. "What do you say, Nora? What do you say,
-Nancy?"
-
-"I don't want to go at all. To be frank with you, Gussie, I don't care
-for those girls," said Nora.
-
-"Well, you do like to spoil one's pleasure whenever you can. I suppose
-there is nothing for it but for Nancy and me to go alone."
-
-"Must I go with you?" cried Nancy.
-
-"Yes--certainly," replied Augusta.
-
-"She sha'n't go unless she wishes to," here interposed Kitty. "Why do
-you bully her? I think you are very unkind."
-
-"And I think you are all perfectly hateful!" said Augusta, who was red
-with passion. "Well," she added, "have it your own way. I shall go by
-myself; I do not intend to miss the fun."
-
-She marched out of the room as she spoke, and the three other girls
-glanced at one another.
-
-"Perhaps I had better go with her," said Nancy. "What do you think,
-Kitty? It doesn't matter so much for me, you know; I am not your real
-sister. I mean that Aunt Jessie would be more particular about you and
-what you did than about what I do."
-
-"You may go, of course, if you like," said Kitty; "but you shall not
-go if you do not like. Gussie shall not make your life a burden to
-you."
-
-"I think I'll go," said Nancy. She rose very slowly and left the room.
-
-"What a darling little thing she is!" said Kitty; "always so
-self-denying and so anxious to please others. Now, I know she is
-merely doing this to please Gussie; and why Gussie should be humoured
-at every turn is more than I can understand. Nancy would have enjoyed
-a long, quiet, happy day with us; and why should she make herself
-perfectly miserable?"
-
-"Augusta has a power over her which I can never understand," replied
-Nora. "She does very wrong indeed to accept the Asprays' invitation;
-but perhaps it is as well, since she insists on going, that Nancy
-should go with her. She won't be quite so daring and so unladylike if
-Nancy is by."
-
-"Oh dear!" cried Kitty, "do you really think our cousin Augusta
-unladylike?"
-
-"When she does underhand things I do," replied Nora. "But there, Kit!
-don't let us worry any more. We have a lot to do, and on this day of
-all days we must not be idle, with dear Uncle Peter coming in the
-evening."
-
-"Do you know," exclaimed Kitty, "that I cannot find the key of the
-chiffonier where the orderly-book is kept. Mother put it into my hand
-just when she was going, and I can't imagine where I placed it. Let us
-go up and search mother's room. It will never do for the key to be
-lost just when Uncle Peter arrives."
-
-The girls ran upstairs and began to search in their mother's room, but
-nowhere, high or low, could they find the missing key. They questioned
-the servants, and begged them to have a good search for it, and
-presently, absorbed by other matters, forgot the circumstance.
-
-Meanwhile Augusta was putting on her gayest and most becoming
-costume.
-
-When Nancy put her sad little face round the door and said "I am
-going with you, Gussie," just for a moment Augusta's conscience did
-give her a sharp prick.
-
-"You are good-natured," she said, "and I won't forget it. Put on
-something nice. Wear your pretty white dress and your white hat. You
-look so nice all in pure white!"
-
-Nancy nodded and went off to her room.
-
-"She is a good-natured little soul," thought Augusta. "It will be much
-nicer for me to go with her than alone. If by any chance anything is
-said, she must naturally take her share of the blame. What a blessing
-that tiresome captain put off his visit till to-night! I only wish,
-for my part, he would put it off altogether. Now, do I look best in
-pink or blue? Pink, I think. Pale pink suits almost any one. My white
-hat with the blush-roses will look sweet with this frock. I don't want
-those handsome girls to outshine me. Now I fancy I'll do. I shall be
-quite as smart as they are, and that is all I am going to trouble my
-head about."
-
-At a quarter to eleven Augusta and Nancy left Fairleigh, and walked
-down the dusty road until they came to the cross-roads where they were
-to wait for the Asprays' picnic party.
-
-Punctual almost to the moment, a wagonette, a pony-carriage, and a
-phaeton appeared in sight. The gaily dressed party shouted welcomes to
-the two girls; and Mrs. Aspray, an exceedingly stout woman with a timid
-face and a good-natured expression, bent forward and held out her hand
-to welcome Augusta and Nancy.
-
-"Why, I thought there were four of you," she said. "Florrie said
-four.--Didn't you, Flo? You mentioned four girls; I am certain of it."
-
-"Yes, mother," replied Flora; "but you can see for yourself that there
-are only two waiting for us at the cross-roads."
-
-"I am so sorry," here interrupted Augusta, speaking in her most
-ladylike, company, and grownup manner, "but my cousins, Kitty and
-Nora, are both suffering from bad colds, otherwise they would have
-been delighted to come."
-
-Nancy's face first grew red and then white when Augusta told this
-falsehood. She was about to say something, but receiving a sharp nudge
-on her elbow from the irrepressible Augusta, she held her peace.
-
-Room was made for the two girls in the wagonette, and the party
-proceeded gaily on their way. The day was a perfect one--neither too
-hot nor too windy; the great heat of the summer's sun was tempered by
-refreshing breezes. The destination of the party was an old castle
-which hung over the sea at the edge of a great promontory. The castle
-was one of the show-places of the neighbourhood, and picnic parties
-there were very common.
-
-The custodian was very pleased to receive the Asprays and their
-friends, and he told Mrs. Aspray that they could all have dinner in the
-great stone hall where once upon a time, many ages ago, the monks of
-the order of Ethelbert used to feed.
-
-Augusta was in wild spirits, and Nancy tried hard to enjoy herself.
-There were one or two quiet, gentle sort of girls who attached
-themselves to her, and they walked about, examining the old place and
-trying to piece together its past history.
-
-Augusta meanwhile scarcely left Flora's side. She liked her even
-better than Constance. Flora was so gay, so hearty in her manner--so
-daring, too. She was absolutely astonished when Augusta told her that
-she, in her own sheltered life, had to conform to rules and to obey
-conditions.
-
-"But you are too old," said Flora. "Why, you are seventeen, are you
-not?"
-
-"No," answered Augusta; "I am only just sixteen."
-
-"As if that mattered! Why, in America we often marry as young as
-sixteen, and we certainly do exactly what we like. Oh! I am so anxious
-to introduce you to a great friend of ours--Mr. Archer. I did so hope
-he would be here to-day! He is an American, and such fun! He will put
-you up to a wrinkle or two. We heard from him this morning, and he
-will arrive to-morrow. I know you would admire him; and what is more
-to the point, I am certain he would like you. You are exactly the sort
-of English girl to take his fancy."
-
-Augusta blushed when Flora talked about Mr. Archer and the extreme
-likelihood of his taking a fancy to her.
-
-"I don't suppose he would for a minute. And I don't know--this is
-quite between ourselves--that I shall see much more of any of you."
-she answered.
-
-"What do you mean by that? Don't you like us?" asked Flora bluntly.
-
-"Need you ask?" replied Augusta. "I cannot express to you what a
-blessing it is to me having people like you close to us; but the
-Richmonds have very funny ideas, and the fact is, as my aunt has not
-called on your mother---- Oh, you understand, don't you?"
-
-"But your aunt is away. How can she call on mother? She would,
-naturally, if she were at home."
-
-"Yes--yes; I know."
-
-"And being away," continued Flora, "the necessary formalities cannot
-be gone through. Surely we can all have fun together. There is
-Constance.--Constance, I want to say a word to you."
-
-Constance danced up to her sister.
-
-"Here is Miss Duncan," continued Flora, "hinting to me that she won't
-be able to see much of us in future. Don't you think that would be a
-vast pity, Connie? And with David Archer coming, too!"
-
-Constance laughed.
-
-"You will like him immensely if you see him," she said, staring full
-at Augusta.
-
-Once more the colour rushed into her guest's face.
-
-"Well," said Augusta, "I must do my best. You may be sure I should
-like to come. I have said so to your sister already. But there is a
-Captain Richmond coming this evening--I call him Uncle Peter, although
-he is not my real uncle--and he is awfully particular, and may prevent
-me."
-
-"Captain Richmond!" cried both the girls.
-
-"Is he young, and is he nice?" questioned Flora.
-
-"Yes; I expect you would think him both young and good-looking. As to
-his being nice, I expect he is that too, only he might not fulfil your
-ideas."
-
-"I should like to see him," said Flora. "Now, I tell you what, Gussie
-(oh! you must let me call you Gussie--'Miss Duncan' is far too stiff),
-you must manage--quite by accident, you know--to meet us to-morrow, or
-next day, with your dear, particular Captain Richmond; then you will
-be forced, you know, to introduce us, and we will introduce you to
-David Archer."
-
-"All right. I will see what I can do," answered Augusta.
-
-A shout from another member of the party caused the three girls to
-look up.
-
-Mr. Aspray, a very stout man with a pale face, was calling to them to
-hurry down and help to make tea, and no further private conversation
-was possible. But as the carriages drew up at the crossroads for the
-two girls to alight, Flora whispered in Augusta's ear:
-
-"Don't forget, Gussie. Constance and I will be walking in the
-Fairleigh woods to-morrow. Now, be as clever as you look, and do what
-we want."
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXII.
-
-THE BROKEN LOCK.
-
-
-It was quite dusk when Augusta and Nancy found themselves once more
-back at Fairleigh. From the moment they left the cross-roads to the
-time they reached the house neither of the girls spoke.
-
-Augusta was full of the delights of the past day, and was turning over
-in her mind what possible stratagems she might employ to enable her to
-see more of the Asprays.
-
-Nancy was equally busy wondering if Uncle Peter had yet arrived; and
-when they turned the corner and saw Kitty and Nora each hanging on the
-arm of the Captain, she uttered a glad cry and ran forward.
-
-"Ah! here you are. Good-evening, little niece Nancy.--And how are you,
-Augusta?"
-
-"I am so sorry we were not here when you arrived, Uncle Peter!" said
-Augusta. "We were away at a picnic."
-
-"I told Uncle Peter you were having a gay time and I did not know when
-you would be back," remarked Nora, "but we waited supper for you all
-the same. Shall we go in now?--for I am sure Uncle Peter must be very
-hungry."
-
-"Hungry is no word for it," cried Captain Richmond. "I am starving.
-Don't stay long tittivating, girls, but come down as soon as ever you
-can, for the patience of a hungry man has its limits."
-
-The four girls ran upstairs laughing merrily.
-
-"Isn't he nice?" thought Nancy to herself. "Doesn't he make the whole
-house seem breezy and happy? I am glad that he has come. Gussie won't
-dare to tell any more lies now. And I hope--oh! I do hope she won't
-often expect me to go with her to see the Asprays. Oh, to think that I
-might have had to live with them! I should indeed have been a most
-miserable girl. I would not exchange such darlings as Nora and Kitty
-for Flora and Constance Aspray."
-
-"Are you ready?" cried Kitty at that moment, tapping at the door of
-the little girl's room.
-
-"Yes. Just come in, please, Kitty," cried Nancy.
-
-Kitty entered. She wore a white dress with a pale-blue sash, and she
-looked most sweet and charming.
-
-"Oh, you darling!" said Nancy, running up to her. "I must kiss you--I
-must. Oh, how different you are! Oh, it is such a relief to get home
-again!"
-
-"What queer, broken sentences, Nancy!" exclaimed Kitty. "Why is it
-such a relief to get home; and who am I different from?"
-
-"The Asprays," said Nancy.
-
-"Then you had not a happy day?"
-
-"Oh, never mind! I suppose I ought to have had."
-
-"You need not see any more of them; you may be sure of that, Nancy.
-Uncle Peter was rather surprised at your both going. I think Uncle
-Peter is what you call punctilious--yes, that is the word. I am sure
-he won't let us have anything to say to them until mother returns. But
-now let us hurry down to supper. Do you know, Nancy, that he is nicer
-than ever, and he has got no end of lovely schemes. I can see that we
-are going to have a most heavenly time."
-
-"Did he--did he say anything," said Nancy slowly "did he say anything
-about our battalion?"
-
-"No; not a single word. I expected him to, and so did Nora; but I
-could see that it was in the back of his head all the time. I expect
-the grand prize-day, when the best girl receives the Royal Cross, will
-take place before we return to town. And, oh, Nancy darling! I have a
-shrewd suspicion that you will win."
-
-"I!" said Nancy. "Certainly not. _I_ am not better than you or
-Nora."
-
-"In some ways you are better. You are more patient; and then, you have
-more to put up with. Uncle Peter is the sort of man to take all that
-into consideration. He is very just--very just _indeed_--and he
-is quite safe to give the cross to the person who has really earned
-it."
-
-"What _are_ you two chattering about?" now came from Augusta. "We
-are all waiting downstairs. Do hurry up."
-
-The girls flew down, their arms encircling each other.
-
-"Oh," thought Nancy to herself, "how sweet, how delightful is Kitty!
-How happy she makes me!"
-
-The dining-room table was prettily laid; the supper was good and
-abundant; Uncle Peter had a joke for every one. Never was there a more
-delightful meal. When the Captain assured the girls he felt quite like
-a paterfamilias with four grown-up daughters, they considered it the
-hugest fun in the world, and laughed with uncontrolled delight. But
-the gayest of meals come to an end, and once again the little party
-went out and paced up and down on the moonlit lawn.
-
-It was now Nancy's turn to clasp her hand inside Captain Richmond's
-arm, and with Nora on the other side, to walk backwards and forwards
-in front of the old house. Meanwhile Kitty and Augusta fell behind the
-others.
-
-"I hope you had a good time, Gussie," said her cousin.
-
-"You mean to-day," said Augusta. "There is only one word for
-to-day--it was _ripping_. Yes; I can call it nothing else. Oh
-Kit, you will help me, won't you?"
-
-"In what way, Gussie?"
-
-"I want to see some more of them--oh, so badly! You won't put an
-obstacle in my way, will you?"
-
-"I am not the one to do it," answered Kitty; "but, of course, you can
-understand, Gussie, that we have all got to obey the Captain."
-
-"I wish he hadn't come," said Augusta suddenly.
-
-"You wish that Uncle Peter--_darling_ Uncle Peter--hadn't
-_come_?"
-
-"Yes; but you need not cry it out quite so loud. I don't, of course,
-want _him_ to hear. I am sorry he has come because he is sure to
-be very strict and proper, and perhaps he won't like the Asprays."
-
-"I don't believe he will have anything to do with them. Oh dear! there
-is ten o'clock striking, and we must go to bed."
-
-"Girls," said the Captain as they re-entered the house, "this night
-has been pure pleasure; but, you know, business awaits us to-morrow,
-and before I retire for the night I should just like to run my eye
-over the orderly-book. Can you get it for me, Nora? Your mother must
-have left it where you could find it."
-
-Nora's face turned white and then pink.
-
-"I am so dreadfully sorry, Uncle Peter," she exclaimed, "but we have
-lost the key of the drawer in mother's chiffonier in which she keeps
-the orderly-book. It is altogether my fault and Kitty's. Mother was
-going off in a great hurry, and she gave us the key, and we can't find
-it high or low."
-
-"You had better have a good search for it to-morrow," answered the
-Captain. "Never mind about it now. Good-night to you all. We will
-begin brisk and early to-morrow, soldiers of the True Blue."
-
-He gave the little party a military salute, and going to the
-drawing-room, he shut the door.
-
-The girls went upstairs, Augusta thanking her stars that the key was
-lost.
-
-"So much the better for my purposes," she said to herself. "It will
-never occur to him to try that special drawer; if he did it would open
-fast enough. What a bit of luck that Kitty and Nora should have lost
-the key!"
-
-The girls had now reached the broad landing which led by different
-corridors to their bedrooms. Here they said good-night, and Augusta
-quickly entered her own room. She felt excited and not at all disposed
-to sleep. The Asprays had fascinated her, and the thought of meeting
-that delightful American, Mr. David Archer, the man whom Flora had
-assured her would take a great fancy to her, very nearly turned the
-silly girl's head.
-
-"I wonder if I am really handsome," she said to herself. "I wonder if
-there is something remarkable and fascinating about me. I should like
-so much to know! Perhaps if I met him he would tell me. I wonder if he
-would. It would be very nice to be pretty; pretty girls have such a
-jolly time. Now, Nancy is pretty. It is horribly unfair, but although
-she is nothing but a charity-child, she has far and away the most
-charming face of any of us. What would I not give for her complexion,
-and those beautiful wide dark eyes of hers, and that thick, thick
-ebony-black hair? But I dare say I am very passable myself. I observed
-Flora looking at me quite with approbation to-day. I shall light some
-candles and see how I look before I go to bed."
-
-Augusta accordingly lit two candles which stood in heavy oak stands on
-the mantelpiece. These she placed one on each side of her
-looking-glass, and then, drawing the glass forward, she sat down and
-stared into her face. But the glass was somewhat dim from age, and the
-light altogether inefficient.
-
-"Why, I see nothing but a blur," thought the girl; and then it
-occurred to her to go into her aunt's room and fetch some more candles
-from there.
-
-The thought had no sooner come than she acted on it, bringing in a
-heavy pair of candlesticks with tall wax candles in them. Just as she
-reached her own door her foot knocked against something metallic. She
-stooped and picked up a little key.
-
-"The lost key," she murmured under her breath; and then she slipped it
-into her pocket.
-
-With the aid of the four candles Augusta got a good view of her
-features. Her face was well shaped, and her eyes of a nice colour. She
-was altogether, as she expressed it, "more than passable."
-
-"If only I grow tall, and have a good figure, and am dressed as I
-ought to be, I shall be a success," she said to herself. "Those two
-years in Paris will do wonders for me. Parisian polish is so
-effective! Yes, I shall have a good time when I do go into society.
-But, dear, dear! why should I wait for two or three years to have a
-good time when I may have it now? What fun to talk to a man like David
-Archer! Flora will do her best for me if I introduce Uncle Peter to
-them. I suppose they think they will fascinate Uncle Peter, but they
-don't know him. Yes, he is a charming man, only I do wish he were not
-quite so awfully good."
-
-Augusta put out her candles and got into bed. As she laid her head on
-the pillow she remembered that she had just found the missing key.
-
-"I am in luck," she said to herself--"in rare luck. The first thing
-to-morrow I shall lock the chiffonier, and then I can throw the key
-down--the well in the garden. That orderly-book won't be found then
-until Aunt Jessie returns."
-
-But man proposes, God disposes. This trite proverb proved its right to
-existence just at the time when Augusta thought all things were
-moulding themselves in her favour. For while the four girls slept
-peacefully in their different rooms, Captain Richmond thought and
-pondered in the drawing-room. He paced up and down until he had
-finished his cigarette. He then went and stood by the window, which
-was open.
-
-He was thinking of his girls, and wondering how his battalion had
-behaved. In particular his thoughts were occupied with Nancy. He had
-taken a great fancy to Nancy when he had met her in London. He was
-sorry for her, and he thought he understood her character. His own
-nieces had always been to him as an open book, but Nancy puzzled while
-she interested him. "As to Augusta--I cannot make her out. Quite down
-in the bottom of my heart I don't like Augusta," said the Captain to
-himself. "It is very uncharitable of me not to like her, for I know
-nothing whatever to her discredit. But one is not accountable for
-these sort of feelings. Why do I like Nancy so much? Why am I certain
-that she is straight and noble and sweet and generous? I do believe
-that it was mostly on account of Nancy I thought of my little scheme
-to enroll the girls in my battalion. Well, I suppose as that key is
-lost I had better go to bed. We shall have a good time to-morrow. Yes,
-I must make those children happy. Jessie has entrusted them to my
-care, and they sha'n't see more of those objectionable Asprays than I
-can help."
-
-The Captain was about to leave the room, having first shut the window
-and fastened the shutters, when his attention was attracted by the
-chiffonier. He was fond of Sheraton furniture, and saw at once that
-this was a particularly fine specimen. During his last visit to
-Fairleigh this handsome piece of furniture had not been in the
-drawing-room. He went up to it now, put down his candle, and looked it
-over with great care.
-
-"I wonder where Jessie picked it up," he said to himself, "and what
-she paid for it. It is certainly genuine. And how particularly fine
-these brass mountings are." The chiffonier contained many drawers,
-some shallow and some deep. Each drawer was opened by a small brass
-handle, the lock being just above the handle. Captain Richmond took
-hold of one of the handles and pulled the drawer, which immediately
-slid out, and there, staring him in the face, was the well-known
-orderly-book.
-
-"What a piece of luck!" he cried. "I am not a bit sleepy. So Jessie
-never locked the drawer. As I have found the book I may as well run my
-eye over its contents to-night. I shall make a more careful
-examination to-morrow, but I am curious to know how my soldiers have
-got on."
-
-The Captain lit another pair of candles, and drawing a comfortable
-chair forward, seated himself and opened the book. His practised eyes
-ran quickly over the pages. Augusta's entries were very much what he
-had expected; they were fairly good without being anything remarkable.
-His own two nieces were also creditable soldiers--neat, punctilious as
-to behaviour, early risers, well forward in their athletics, and each
-girl bore marks of excellent conduct.
-
-"Now for Nancy," thought the Captain.
-
-Nancy's pages came last, as she was the youngest girl of the four. As
-Captain Richmond read the entries, made first by Miss Roy and then by
-his sister-in-law, he smiled to himself.
-
-"Well done, Nancy!" he said more than once. "Brave little soldier. I
-rather gather that you had a tussle with yourself on this day, and
-that you conquered again on this day. Strange that I should read
-between the lines! I was not mistaken in my estimate of your
-character, little Nancy. But, oh! what have we here?"
-
-The Captain was now reading the brief entry made in Mrs. Richmond's
-writing on 24th August. He read the few remarks, once in puzzled
-bewilderment, twice in incredulity, and a third time with the colour
-mounting to his face and apprehension in his eyes.
-
-"It can't be true," he said to himself. "Nancy guilty of cruelty!
-_Impossible_."
-
-He shut the book as if he were thoroughly dissatisfied, and returning
-it to its drawer, he went up to bed.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXIII.
-
-"PRIZE-DAY COMES IN A MONTH."
-
-
-The next day at breakfast Kitty began to talk of the lost key.
-
-"It is most provoking," she said. "What shall we do without having our
-orderly-book properly signed? I cannot find the key anywhere."
-
-"I have spoken to the servants," interrupted Nora, "and they have
-searched mother's room, and even taken up the rugs and shaken them. I
-know for a positive fact," she added, "that neither Kitty nor I took
-the key from mother's room."
-
-"What did I hear you say about the orderly-book?" asked Captain
-Richmond.
-
-"Why, Uncle Peter, how funny of you, and what a peculiar expression
-your eyes have! The orderly-book is locked up in the Sheraton
-chiffonier; and we cannot get it from a locked drawer, can we?"
-
-"No, unless we break the lock or find that the drawer is already
-open."
-
-"But it can't be; mother always kept it locked, and when she gave us
-the key she spoke about its being locked."
-
-"She _thought_ she locked it," said Captain Richmond; "but as a
-matter of fact I found it open. I read the orderly-book last night."
-
-There was something very grave in his tone, and Kitty stopped talking
-and stared at him with knitted brows. Nora went calmly on pouring out
-tea. Augusta got very red, and as she helped herself to a piece of
-toast her hand trembled; while Nancy, with her wide-open, innocent
-dark eyes, looked full into the Captain's face.
-
-He did not return Nancy's gaze.
-
-"I hope we have all been good enough soldiers to satisfy you, Uncle
-Peter," said Kitty. "You won't tell us what you think, will you?"
-
-"No," he answered--"not now; prize-day comes in a month."
-
-"Oh, Uncle Pete, what shall we do on prize-day? We must have a gay
-time."
-
-"The prizes will be given in the evening. The greatest prize--the
-Royal Cross--will be presented with the others. But do not ask me to
-tell you any more; that would be giving myself away."
-
-He got up as he spoke and left the room. When he got to the hall he
-stood still for a moment, raised his hand, and pushed his short, crisp
-hair up on his head. He then turned in the direction of the
-drawing-room. There was a very wide and spacious hall to the Fairleigh
-house. The dining-rooms opened into one end, the great drawing-room,
-the library, and morning-room into the other. Captain Richmond
-strolled now through the big drawing-room. The French windows were
-wide open; the sunlit lawn blazed outside. The sun-blinds had been
-already drawn down, and the cool effect of the room itself compared to
-the heat on the lawn was most refreshing. Captain Richmond opened the
-drawer of the chiffonier and examined it carefully. His practised eye
-easily detected the marks of a tool which had forced the lock. He saw
-also that the lock itself was poor and of a very simple make. He
-pushed the drawer in and sat down by the window. Who could possibly
-have meddled with the lock? He took up the newspaper, opened it, and
-pretended to read it, but in reality his thoughts were far from the
-news of the day. He continued wondering over the open drawer, over the
-lost key, and most of all did his thoughts puzzle over the
-orderly-book itself.
-
-Nancy, whom he had trusted, had failed him; she had been guilty of the
-sin of all others most terrible and grave in his eyes--the sin of
-cruelty. That gentle, kind, and loving child guilty of so grave a
-fault! He could scarcely believe it.
-
-Just at this juncture in his thoughts the door opened and Augusta came
-in. Augusta was in reality very nervous and troubled, and she had come
-now, as she expressed it, to take the bull by the horns.
-
-"Well, Uncle Peter," she said; and she chose a seat opposite to that
-in which the Captain was sitting. "Oh, how hot it is outside," she
-continued, "and how beautifully cool here! I have brought my knitting.
-I am making a tie for you, Uncle Peter. May I work here while you read
-the paper?"
-
-"Of course, Augusta; just as you like," answered Captain Richmond.
-
-Augusta took her work from its bag and began slowly to knit. Presently
-she dropped a stitch, which caused her to utter an exclamation of
-annoyance.
-
-"What is it?" said the Captain; and he flung down his newspaper and
-looked at her.
-
-"I have dropped a stitch in my knitting. But it doesn't matter; Nancy
-will find it for me by-and-by."
-
-"Has Nancy such good sight?"
-
-"Yes. My eyes ache very often. And Nancy is very good-natured; she
-always does what I ask her."
-
-The Captain looked both pleased and relieved.
-
-"You have found Nancy good-natured?" he asked.
-
-"He is thinking of the report in the orderly-book," Augusta thought to
-herself. "I won't do poor little Nancy more harm than I can help."
-
-"Nan is certainly good-natured," she said aloud.
-
-"I am glad you like her," continued the Captain; and he sighed a very
-little as he spoke.
-
-Augusta fiddled with her knitting. After a time she looked up.
-
-"As we are quite by ourselves, may I speak to you?" she said suddenly.
-
-"Why, of course, Gussie. What is it?"
-
-"Well, you know that father and mother are away?"
-
-"So my sister-in-law has told me."
-
-"And I am their only child, and I feel being parted from my parents
-very much."
-
-"Of course you do," said the Captain; and he looked with sudden
-interest at Augusta. Hitherto he had not admired her in any way. "When
-will your parents be back?" he asked.
-
-"Next year; and when they come back they are going to send me to
-Paris."
-
-"To Paris! What for?"
-
-"Oh, Uncle Peter, don't you know? To be educated--to be finished--to
-get Parisian French and Parisian deportment and dancing, you know, and
-all the rest."
-
-"I am afraid I do not know, Augusta. I am unacquainted with any young
-ladies who have been educated in the French capital. I have no
-particular love for the French ways. You see, I am an Englishman to
-the backbone."
-
-"But I shall still be an English girl even if I have got a little bit
-of French polish. Besides, it will so please father and mother! If I
-go it will be because"---- Here she dimpled and smiled and looked full
-at the Captain.
-
-"Because of what?"
-
-"Because of you, Uncle Peter."
-
-"Now I do fail to understand you. What on earth can I have to do with
-it?"
-
-"You have a great deal more to do with it than you can guess. If my
-marks are very good--particularly my marks as regards conduct--I shall
-go. And, oh, I am so anxious to go! And if by any chance I could win
-the Royal Cross, then indeed I should be safe."
-
-"And suppose you did win it, would that be your object?"
-
-"Oh! besides that there would be many others; but that too. Can you
-blame me, Uncle Peter? It would so please my parents!"
-
-"No, I cannot blame you, Augusta; and, without giving myself away in
-any manner, I may as well say that you have at least as good a chance
-as the others."
-
-"Have I indeed? Have I truly? Oh, how very happy you have made me!"
-
-"Continue to behave well, Augusta, and nobody knows what will happen."
-He rose as he spoke.
-
-"I am bound," he thought, "after the excellence of Augusta's marks, to
-give her that much encouragement, but surely never before was there
-man so disappointed.--I am going into the woods," he said aloud.
-"Good-bye for the present."
-
-"Oh! one word, please, before you go. What do you say to our walking
-through the woods and having a gipsy tea there this afternoon?"
-
-"If your cousins like it, Augusta, I am quite agreeable. Do you prefer
-the woods to the seashore?"
-
-"Yes; it will be so very hot on the sands to-day," said Augusta.
-
-"I am, as I said, at your disposal."
-
-The Captain strolled away, and the moment he had gone Augusta flew to
-the chiffonier, pulled open the drawer, and looked at it.
-
-"Any one can see that it has been tampered with," she said to herself.
-"I am certain by his manner that he has discovered it. But one thing
-at least is clear--he has not the remotest suspicion of me.--Oh Nancy,
-what are you doing here?"
-
-"I thought Uncle Pete was here," said Nancy, who had entered the room
-and looked with disappointed eyes all over it; "Kitty said he was, and
-I wanted to talk to him. What are you doing by that drawer, Gussie? Is
-it not very strange that it should be open--that Aunt Jessie left it
-unlocked?"
-
-[Illustration: "What are you doing by that drawer, Gussie?"]
-
-"Solve the mystery if you can, Nancy," said Augusta, quite vexed at
-being discovered. "But if you want your darling Captain, he has just
-strolled through the woods."
-
-"Of course I want him," replied Nancy; "I love him so much."
-
-She ran out of the open window, and was soon seen flitting across the
-lawn in the direction of the cool and sheltered woods. Captain
-Richmond was not far off. Nancy called his name, and he whistled to her
-to come to him. She ran quickly to his side.
-
-"It is so lovely to have you here!" she exclaimed. "And, oh, Uncle
-Pete, I _have_ tried! It has been very hard, but I have tried."
-
-Her eyes were raised to his face. There were dimples in her cheeks and
-smiles round her lips.
-
-"What a face!" thought the Captain. "Angelic is the only word for it.
-And yet, my eyes cannot deceive me--she is a hypocrite;" and in spite
-of himself he shook off the loving hand which touched his arm, and
-began to talk quickly of indifferent matters.
-
-For a moment a cold, curious sensation visited Nancy's heart, but it
-soon passed off! She was so sympathetic that she could throw herself
-with zest and interest into almost any conversation. Notwithstanding
-his grief and displeasure, the Captain could not help confiding in
-her, telling her some of his own worries, and laughing when she gave
-childish but practical advice.
-
-"I am so excited about the prize!" she said as the two presently
-returned to the house. "I don't believe I have any chance of getting
-the Royal Cross, but I have tried for it."
-
-"Have you indeed, Nancy?"
-
-"Yes, Uncle Pete. Why do you look at me with such a sad face? Do you
-think I would not try?"
-
-"I always thought you would try," he answered. "But remember, it is a
-cross _for valour_. Do you know what that means?"
-
-"Bravery," said Nancy.
-
-"I think it means rather more than ordinary bravery. It needs both a
-tender and gallant heart to really aspire to valour; it needs a rare
-unselfishness. I want you all to forget the prize in the joy of
-attaining to it. It is the attainment that really matters; the prize
-in itself is but a symbol."
-
-"Yes," said Nancy gravely, "but the symbol testifies to the
-attainment."
-
-"What a serious subject for a little girl!" said the Captain.
-
-Nancy's eyes were full of tears.
-
-"Sometimes it is rather hard for me," she said, "but when you are here
-I can do almost anything."
-
-"Is it possible that that child can be cruel?" thought the Captain
-after she had left him. "It certainly seems inconceivable; and yet
-Jessie would not have put such a mark in the orderly-book for nothing.
-If there is a very capable, careful, and trustworthy person it is my
-sister-in-law. And she loves Nancy, too; she would not act so to her
-unless there were some very grave reason. Poor little girl, when did
-everything fail and the great crash come? She doesn't look a bit like
-it."
-
-At early dinner the four girls and the Captain were, to all
-appearance, in the highest spirits; and soon afterwards they started
-on their expedition to the woods.
-
-Augusta had now fully and absolutely made up her mind to obtain the
-Royal Cross, and for this reason she was determined to show to the
-utmost advantage in Captain Richmond's eyes.
-
-It was arranged they were to have their gipsy tea in a part of the
-pine-woods about two miles away from the house. This part was just
-above the seashore. The place of rendezvous was not only sheltered
-from the rays of the sun, but freshened by the sea-breezes.
-
-The picnic basket was packed, and the kettle, spirit-lamp, &c. were
-put into another basket.
-
-"Come," said the Captain, seizing the heavy basket and striding
-forward; "you girls must take turns in carrying the edibles."
-
-"I will carry the basket first," said Augusta.
-
-She dragged it out of Nancy's hands, who gave it up in some
-astonishment, for, as a rule, the office of carrying Augusta's things
-devolved upon her. Having secured the basket, Augusta ran forward and
-joined Captain Richmond. The three other girls walked together behind.
-
-Augusta's heart beat hard, for not only had she to play the part of a
-good and unselfish girl for the Captain's benefit, but she was looking
-forward to meeting her fascinating friends, the Asprays, and their
-delightful companion, Mr. Archer. What would happen when the meeting
-took place she must leave to circumstances.
-
-But she was quite resolved that if it lay within the realm of
-possibility she would get the Captain to admire her friends and to let
-them join their picnic party. By-and-by Kitty ran up to her.
-
-"Come, give me the basket now, Augusta," she said; "you are looking
-very hot and red in the face. Nancy and I will carry it between us."
-
-"No, thank you," said Augusta, "I don't feel its weight at all, and
-you are so pale it would tire you to carry it. Leave it to me," she
-added. "I really like it; I assure you I do."
-
-"Then leave her the basket by all means," said the Captain. "It is
-such a pity to take from us what we like, particularly when we are
-doing a service to others."
-
-Augusta could not be quite sure whether Uncle Peter was laughing at
-her or not. But in another moment a sudden bend in the road
-effectually diverted her thoughts, for coming to meet them were the
-two Aspray girls, looking remarkably pretty in white embroidered
-dresses and big shady hats; and walking between the two girls was a
-tall young man of about two-and-twenty years of age. The moment Flora
-Aspray saw Augusta she gave a shout of welcome, and rushing to meet
-her, kissed her with great _empressement_.
-
-"How very nice!" she said. "Oh, so you are all here! Now I do think
-this is a rare piece of luck. Let me introduce Mr. Archer."
-
-"Captain Richmond, this is my friend, Flora Aspray; and this is my
-other friend, Constance Aspray," said Augusta.
-
-The Captain talked to the two girls in a polite and pleasant fashion;
-Mr. Archer began to notice Augusta; and the three girls from behind
-came and joined the group. In a very short time, no one quite knew
-how, the Asprays and Mr. Archer found themselves invited to join the
-Richmond party. They now all turned in a mass and walked in the
-direction where the picnic was to take place.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXIV.
-
-THE GIPSY TEA.
-
-
-The gipsy tea was pronounced afterwards to have been a great success.
-Mr. Archer was agreeable, bright, and witty. He talked with a slight
-American twang, which added to his fascination in Augusta's eyes.
-Whenever he looked at you his eyes seemed to laugh. He had white
-teeth, too, which he showed constantly. His hands were strong and
-muscular, and also very white. He was slenderly made, and looked years
-younger than Captain Richmond.
-
-Augusta, determining to be her very best, her most amiable, and her
-most fascinating self, won approval on all sides. She was really a
-clever girl, and having been in her father's and mother's house more
-or less accustomed to society, knew better what to say and how to act
-than either her cousins or Nancy. The Richmond girls were only too
-pleased to remain in the background, and Nancy of course kept them
-company.
-
-When the kettle boiled, and the hot cakes, mysteriously toasted by a
-special arrangement of cook's, not only appeared on the scene, but
-vanished; when the tea itself had come absolutely to an end, the
-little party strolled in twos and threes through the wood. The great
-heat of this lovely summer's day was tempered by a slight breeze, and
-under the trees the shade was a comfort. Captain Richmond could not
-help remarking on the great beauty of the scene. He turned as he spoke
-and met the clear, wide gaze of Nancy. He was about to say something
-to her when a laugh from Flora Aspray diverted his attention.
-
-"Ah!" she said, "who will race with me to catch that admiral
-butterfly? I am collecting butterflies, and I must have it to add to
-my collection."
-
-"I hate that sort of thing," said Captain Richmond; and as he spoke he
-again looked at Nancy. Her colour was coming and going.
-
-"Oh! never mind, Captain Richmond; you must put up with it," said the
-American, with a slight laugh. "And I am not so cruel after all. I
-generally use a chloroform-bottle. Now, who will take this net and try
-and catch that beauty?--Will you, little Miss Nancy? You would oblige
-me so much!"
-
-"I could not for worlds," said Nancy. She coloured crimson, and then
-turned very pale.
-
-"But if I make it a request, and a very great request; if I ask it as
-a personal favour," continued Flora.
-
-"Nancy shall not be pressed," said Captain Richmond.--"Go back to the
-others, Nancy, and leave this matter to me.--Suppose, Miss Aspray,
-that I request the life and liberty of the beautiful admiral
-butterfly, will you, instead of hunting it down, take a walk with me
-through the woods?"
-
-Flora Aspray gave an indignant toss to her head, but Captain Richmond
-looked both handsome and gentlemanly, and she found it impossible to
-resist him, and soon was walking rapidly away from the others by his
-side.
-
-Augusta found herself between Mr. Archer and Constance, and the three
-had a very gay time.
-
-"I wonder what this all means," said Kitty. "I want to ask you a
-direct question, Nancy. Do you, or do you not, like the Asprays?"
-
-"I wish you had not asked me," said Nancy; "but I don't."
-
-"What is the matter with you, child? You look so queer and nervous.
-What can the Asprays have done to you?"
-
-"Nothing--nothing. Of course, I ought not to dislike them, but I do. I
-wish they were not here. I had hoped that when Uncle Peter came
-everything would be all right, but I sometimes think that nothing will
-ever be right any more."
-
-"Why, Nancy," said Nora--"why are you so miserable?"
-
-"I wish--I _wish_ I could tell you."
-
-"But can't you, darling--can't you?"
-
-"No--no, I can't--not now; perhaps in a few months' time, but not now.
-Don't ask me. Don't take any notice of me. I will try and keep it to
-myself."
-
-"Oh, whatever is worrying you?" said Nora. "You are getting quite pale
-and thin. Kitty and I have noticed it, and we don't like it at all. We
-feel somehow that Augusta is to blame, but we are not sure."
-
-"Don't blame anybody," said Nancy. "It was my own fault in the first
-instance, and nothing can remedy it--at least until the holidays are
-over."
-
-"Well, let us forget it," said Kitty, going up to her little friend
-and kissing her. "It is so lovely in these darling woods! Don't you
-just adore that peep of the blue, blue sea between those trees? And,
-oh, how pretty the butterflies look flitting from flower to flower! I
-don't think it is right to be unhappy in such a perfect place as
-this."
-
-Nancy tried to smile.
-
-"There, that is better," said Nora; "come and sit between us. Let us
-talk about prize-day. Won't it be exciting when it comes?"
-
-"Yes--very," said Nancy.
-
-"Do you know what Kit and I are quite certain about?" continued Nora.
-"We are positively sure that you will get the Royal Cross."
-
-"Oh no, I sha'n't! Why should I?"
-
-"Well, you see, as far as we can tell, you have never had even what
-might be called a _dubious_ mark for conduct. Your conduct every
-single day has been good, or very good, or excellent."
-
-"But how do you know?" said Nancy. "Have you seen the marks?"
-
-"I did once, when Miss Roy was here. She just let me look at a page or
-two, and then shut the book and said I must not see any farther; but I
-saw quite enough to perceive how high you were on the ladder of good
-conduct. Neither Nora nor I will grudge you the great honour, Nancy;
-but I am afraid if Gussie took the prize we should be green with
-jealousy."
-
-"She has not a chance," said Kitty. "And now let us pack up the
-baskets. It will soon be time to return to the house."
-
-The little girls busied themselves. The crockery was washed and put
-carefully away, the tablecloth folded, the knives and forks and spoons
-wrapped in tissue-paper.
-
-"Wasn't it funny Gussie insisting on carrying this heavy basket all
-the way here? Why did you offer to help her, Nancy? I quite loved to
-see her dragged down by the weight," said Kitty.
-
-"There is one thing certain," said Nora--"_we_ shall have to
-carry the things back. Why, even Uncle Peter has deserted us. I did
-think he would have stayed. I suppose he has fallen a victim to the
-charms of the Asprays."
-
-Now, Captain Richmond had done nothing of the sort. He was a grave
-man, with lofty views on all subjects. He also had considerable
-insight into character. Augusta was a girl who could never be in the
-very least to his taste, but as she happened to be his sister-in-law's
-niece, he was bound to be kind to her. She was also living in the same
-house with Nora, Kitty, and Nancy. He had not taken to the Asprays,
-nor did he consider them suitable companions for his nieces; and it
-gave him a certain sense of satisfaction to see that Nora, Kitty, and
-Nancy were as indifferent to these gay young ladies as he was himself.
-It was Augusta who liked them. Now, in the absence of his
-sister-in-law he felt it his duty to look after Augusta, and it was
-really for her sake that he took this walk alone with Flora Aspray.
-
-Flora found him exceedingly fascinating. A red colour had come to her
-cheeks, and her eyes were bright. She put on her most up-to-date
-society airs for his benefit, and felt sure in her silly little heart
-that she was making a conquest, for the Captain replied to her light
-and silly nothings with such politeness. He was determined to perform
-for her benefit those thousand and one little attentions which mark,
-as a rule, the gentleman and the soldier. She laughed merrily about
-nothing at all, and was highly pleased with herself. But when Captain
-Richmond began to talk of graver matters Flora quickly got out of her
-depths. She did not know that she was being weighed in the balance and
-found wanting. From one subject to another did the Captain lead her,
-and more and more did she disappoint him. None of his feelings,
-however, were allowed to appear, and they said good-bye to each other
-apparently the best of friends.
-
-Augusta and Captain Richmond walked home together. As soon as they
-were out of earshot of the Asprays, Augusta turned to her companion
-and said eagerly:
-
-"Didn't you have a delightful afternoon? I am sure I did. I do think
-Constance the most charming girl! And as to Mr. Archer, he is so
-American, is he not? You like him very much, don't you?"
-
-"What a quantity of liking I have to do, Gussie!" said the Captain.
-"Now, do you want the truth, or just a polite remark?"
-
-"Oh! the truth--the truth, of course," said Augusta, colouring, and
-then dropping her eyes under Uncle Peter's steadfast gaze.
-
-"Very well; I will give it to you, for I think I ought. I don't care
-about Mr. Archer. He may be harmless, but that is the most that can be
-said of him. I don't like Miss Flora, and I have a strong persuasion
-that Miss Constance is as like her as one pea resembles another."
-
-"And why don't you like Flora? I am sure she tried to be nice to you."
-
-"She was extremely nice to me, but she is not the sort of girl I care
-about. Why need we talk about them any more? They are not our friends;
-they are only chance acquaintances."
-
-"But I want them to be our friends," said Augusta; "it is so lonely
-and dull here, and their society would make such a great difference.
-At the worst you have to admit that they are harmless, Uncle Peter,
-and you cannot possibly object to our seeing a good deal of them."
-
-"I will write to your aunt to-night, Augusta, and ask her what are her
-views on the subject. Until I hear from her you must not have much to
-do with the Asprays. Of course, if you meet them by accident, as we
-did to-day, you will be polite and all that. But you are not to go to
-Fairlight; neither are they to come here until I hear from your aunt
-Jessie."
-
-"Oh dear!" said Augusta, "I did hope you would have liked them."
-
-"I am here to look after you all," said the Captain, "and I want your
-companions to be worthy."
-
-"But how are they unworthy?"
-
-"Ask yourself, Augusta; you are not without common-sense. And now,
-don't talk to me any more on this matter."
-
-Augusta had to make a great effort to keep back her temper, but the
-prize, which was so near, had to be thought of. She remained silent
-for a few minutes, and then spoke as cheerfully as she could on other
-subjects.
-
-Immediately after supper that night Augusta went up to her own room,
-and Nancy too disappeared; thus the Captain found himself alone with
-his nieces.
-
-"Now, this is really cosy," said Kitty, taking his right side. "Sit
-here, Nora.--You are not to stir, Uncle Pete; we are each going to sit
-on an arm of this exceedingly comfortable chair. You are going to have
-your nieces very, very near to you. Oh, isn't it quite delicious?"
-
-The Captain smiled and patted Kitty's soft white hand.
-
-"How are you getting on?" he said. "How does the soldiering
-prosper--or are you both tired of the campaign?"
-
-"No; we both love it," said Nora. "But I am afraid we are poor
-soldiers--very; still, I think we do our best. Uncle Pete, may we talk
-to you about something? Are we to see a lot of these new people, the
-Asprays, during the holidays?"
-
-"I cannot tell you. Augusta wishes it, and her desires ought not to be
-altogether ignored. But nothing can be done until I hear from your
-mother."
-
-"I hope you will tell mother the exact truth about them," said Kitty.
-"I am most anxious to have nothing further to do with them."
-
-"Well, you had very little to do with them to-day, Kit; you talked to
-Nora or Nancy all the time."
-
-"They didn't want me. I am nothing but a child compared to Flora and
-Constance. But it isn't that, Uncle Pete. I should not really greatly
-care if they came or not were it not for Nancy."
-
-"And what about Nancy?"
-
-"Ah! I wish I could tell you, for I don't think she likes them at all,
-but she is too good-natured to say a word against any one."
-
-"I wish you could find out what ails her," said the Captain, with
-interest. "Does she admit that something does?"
-
-"Yes--oh yes, poor darling; and she looked so sad when she just
-alluded to it! She is awfully patient, you know, and I think---- Nora,
-may I tell?"
-
-"Of course you may," said Nora. "Uncle Pete is like one of our very
-own selves."
-
-"Well, what Nora and I think is that Gussie worries her; that she has
-got a sort of hold over her. We can't make it out, but we have thought
-it for some time."
-
-"I don't see how that is possible," said the Captain. "Perhaps there
-may be some other reason for Nancy's unhappiness."
-
-"But what can there be?"
-
-"How can I tell you?"
-
-"Uncle Pete, why do you get up from your chair and look so funny? You
-almost tossed me on the floor."
-
-"A thousand pardons, Kit.--I am going to have a smoke on the terrace,
-and I think it is time for you little women to go to bed."
-
-"But have you nothing to propose about Nancy?"
-
-"I am afraid not."
-
-"Are not you interested in her, Uncle Peter? You always seemed to like
-her so very much."
-
-"I am interested, but sometimes one cannot see an inch beyond one's
-own nose."
-
-"Oh, Uncle Pete, you are not so blind as all that!"
-
-"At the present moment I am, Kitty. Don't say any more to-night.
-Justice must be done to Nancy; of that rest assured."
-
-The Captain left the room, and the little girls stared at each other;
-presently they went hand in hand up to bed.
-
-It was not until they left the room that a girl suddenly stepped out
-from behind a screen, where she had been hiding for the last quarter
-of an hour. The girl was Augusta.
-
-"Eavesdroppers hear no good of themselves," was her inward comment;
-"but all information is useful. So those impudent little chits think I
-am bullying Nancy, and they will try to persuade Uncle Pete to their
-way of thinking if I don't put a spoke in their wheel. I must, and
-will, or my name is not Augusta. Uncle Pete thinks at the present
-moment that that pretty and fascinating Nancy is guilty of cruelty. I
-will prove it before his very eyes between now and the day when the
-prizes are given away. Nancy, I have no dislike to you personally, but
-I am determined to get the Royal Cross, for it means Paris and a good
-time in the future; and I am also determined to get you more than ever
-into my power, for you must help me with regard to the Asprays. See
-them again I will--ay, many times. I am not going to be balked of the
-first bit of genuine fun that has come across my path."
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXV.
-
-THE PACKET OF LETTERS.
-
-
-Two or three days later Captain Richmond received a long letter from
-his sister-in-law. The post arrived at breakfast-time, and the four
-girls watched him with more or less interest while he read.
-
-He read the letter very carefully over to himself, and his face
-expressed no emotion whatever. Mrs. Richmond, in reply to a long letter
-from him, had written as follows:
-
- "My Dear Peter,--I am so thankful that you are able to stay
- with the children at Fairleigh for the present; you understand
- Nora and Kitty so well, and I am quite certain that you
- equally understand our dear little Nancy. As to Augusta, she
- is more difficult, but I trust the dear child will behave well
- and not give you any anxiety. Before I reply to your letter,
- just received, I must tell you that my own plans are somewhat
- puzzling; and were it not for you, and also for the fact that
- Miss Roy will be almost immediately returning to Fairleigh, I
- could not carry them out. My dear friend is in the most
- alarming condition both of body and mind. The death of her son
- has completely shattered her, and the doctors have ordered her
- to go to South Africa immediately to pay a visit to her
- married daughter. She is quite incapable of taking the voyage
- alone, and I am forced to go with her. I shall only stay to
- see her settled, and after putting her into the care of her
- daughter, will return home by the first boat possible to
- England. But the whole thing will probably take a couple of
- months, and during that time I want you and Miss Roy to keep
- house for me. I have not even time to come home to say
- good-bye to the dear children, but they are quite well and in
- the best of hands. I am writing to my own girls, and they will
- receive their letter by the next post. Please tell them so,
- and give them my dear love. My maid, Justine, will return to
- Fairleigh to pack some things for me, for I cannot leave my
- poor friend even for a day. We sail, all being well, on
- Monday.
-
- "Now to come to the subject of your letter. I do not know the
- Asprays personally, although their name is familiar to me. My
- dear brother, I have something curious to tell you with regard
- to them. You know how fond I am of Nancy Esterleigh. I have
- adopted her as my own dear child, and trust she will never
- give her affections to any other so-called mother. But this is
- the state of the case: By her father's will she is entitled,
- should she ever wish to claim it, to a permanent home and also
- to provision for the future from Mr. Aspray. Were she to leave
- me and go to him he could not refuse her this home. The matter
- was arranged many years ago, when dear Nancy was only a baby.
- It has something to do with a considerable sum of money which
- Mr. Aspray borrowed from Nancy's father. He was unable to pay
- it back at the time, but offered, if ever necessary, to take
- his little daughter and to do for her and bring her up with
- his own children, and to provide for her future. Nancy's
- mother told me all about this when she herself was dying, and
- she gave me the letter which Nancy, if necessary, is to take
- to Mr. Aspray. Nancy's mother anything but wished that her
- little girl should be adopted by the Americans, and implored
- of me to do all in my power to prevent such a contingency. I
- feel, therefore, that any intimate acquaintance is scarcely
- desirable. Not that I am in the least afraid that Nancy would
- prefer those people to my little girls or me.
-
- "What I have told you with regard to Nancy is for yourself
- alone, and you will be guided how best to act under the
- circumstances.
-
- "Yes, Peter, Augusta is certainly the one who troubles me,
- and I am going to write her a special and private letter. She
- is sure to take a fancy to the Asprays, for she is more
- worldly-minded than my own dear children. Now I think I have
- explained everything to you. Of course, we cannot be rude to
- them, but any intimacy with the Asprays is the reverse of
- desirable.--Your affectionate sister-in-law,
-
- "Jessie Richmond."
-
-Having read this letter once, Captain Richmond slowly and carefully
-perused it again, and then raised his eyes.
-
-"Oh, Uncle Pete! that is good," cried Nora; "you have looked up at
-last. We have been watching you by the clock, and you have been a
-quarter of an hour and two minutes reading mother's letter. What can
-she possibly have to say? We expected to hear from her this morning,
-but she has not written. Is anything wrong, Uncle Pete? How funny you
-look! You have your half-glad and half-sorry face on.--Hasn't he,
-Kitty?"
-
-"Yes," said Kitty; "and we can't keep in our curiosity any longer, so
-please read that long, long--wonderfully long--letter aloud."
-
-Captain Richmond rose.
-
-"No," he said; "the letter is private. But if you will all come to me
-on the terrace in a quarter of an hour I will tell you what parts of
-it you ought to know. Be sure you come, Nancy--and you, Augusta. Ta-ta
-for the present."
-
-He blew a kiss to his nieces, nodded to the other girls, and left the
-room.
-
-"Then it is something very exciting," said Kitty. "I thought so when
-he frowned and his brows met in a line, and then when he gave that
-quick little jerk and sort of sigh. Oh dear! aren't you nearly mad
-with curiosity, Nancy?"
-
-"I should like to know what Aunt Jessie has written about," said
-Nancy. "But, after all, Uncle Pete will tell us in a very short time;
-and I must go now and feed my canary."
-
-Nora and Kitty had given Nancy a very beautiful canary a few days
-before. The bird was a splendid specimen of its kind, and sang
-magnificently. She had hung it up in her own bedroom, and now went up
-to give it fresh seed and groundsel.
-
-The quarter of an hour soon passed, and the four girls met Captain
-Richmond on the terrace, which at that hour in the morning was quite
-cool and sheltered from the fierce rays of the sun. He was seated
-reading that wonderful letter for the third time; but when he saw the
-girls he thrust it into his pocket and came to meet them.
-
-"Now then," he said, "for my news, which is somewhat startling. We
-shall not have your dear, kind mother here for the present."
-
-"Why?" said Kitty. "Is her friend so very ill?"
-
-"Poor thing, she is very ill indeed, Kitty--I fear alarmingly so; and
-your mother--just like her kindness--is going to accompany her to
-South Africa. They start on Monday, and your mother says she has no
-time to return home between now and then. Indeed, even if she had, she
-could not leave Mrs. Rashleigh. Justine will arrive to-day or
-to-morrow and pack her things."
-
-"Don't cry, Kitty," said Nora; "mother would not go if she could help
-it."
-
-"Of course not," said Kitty; but as she sat down on the nearest seat
-her pretty little face was white and tears were brimming over in her
-eyes.
-
-Nancy immediately seated herself next to Kitty, and flung one
-protecting arm round her neck.
-
-"I understand--I understand," she whispered in her ear.
-
-The low and intensely sympathetic words comforted the little girl, and
-she squeezed Nancy's hand and nestled up against her.
-
-"Well," continued Captain Richmond, "that is one part of the letter.
-Miss Roy returns to resume her duties next week, and between now and
-then I shall be in charge. You have been very good girls in the past,
-and I trust you will be equally good in the future. You may be certain
-I shall do all I can to promote happiness and good-will amongst us."
-
-Here he laughed, and his eyes met those of Augusta, who was gazing at
-him as if she would read him through.
-
-"Now to take the bull by the horns," thought Captain Richmond to
-himself. He paused for a minute, and then he said slowly and
-emphatically:
-
-"With regard to the subject about which I wrote to your mother, Nora
-and Kitty, and to your aunt, Augusta, she--as I thought she
-would--agrees with me. We are to be polite to the Asprays, but there
-is to be no intimacy. We cannot dispute my sister-in-law's wishes; we
-may therefore regard that subject as a closed book." Captain Richmond
-put on his most determined air as he spoke, and held out his hand to
-Kitty. "Who will come for a walk with me in the woods?" he said.
-
-"No, thank you; I don't want to go," cried Augusta; and she turned and
-went very sulkily into the house.
-
-She ran up to her own room. Shutting the door and turning the key in
-the lock, she took out of her pocket a letter which she had slipped
-into it unperceived by any one that morning. The letter had been lying
-on her plate at breakfast, but she had managed to secrete it before
-the other girls had come down. She had read it once, and now she
-proceeded to read it again. It was from Flora Aspray, and its contents
-were of the deepest interest to Augusta. Flora wrote with great
-earnestness and spirit.
-
- "Oh, we want you so badly!" explained the letter. "I don't
- like to say too much, but, you dear, bewitching girl, you have
- made a _conquest._ However, more of that anon. Yours is
- the very first invitation sent out. We are getting up a little
- dance--quite a scratch affair. It is to be this day week--only
- a poor little Cinderella, from eight to twelve o'clock. There
- will be several girls quite as young as yourself, so the most
- fastidious could not object. If you could come to us we could
- give you a bed for the night; and if you must have company, do
- ask any of the other three girls you like to come with you.
- But, to be frank, we only want _you._ David Archer says
- that your cousins and your queer little friend are too funny
- for anything. You know, David is quite a mimic; you would
- die with laughter if you saw him taking off that funny, prim
- little Nancy. Oh! and, my dear girl, that precious Captain
- Richmond of yours is too good for life. I never had a duller
- walk than the one we took together. David Archer takes him
- off, too, with his saintliness and goody-goody airs. Oh, it is
- killing! But there, Augusta; how my pen runs on! The main
- thing that all this leads up to is, _will_ you come? Will
- you give us the great pleasure of your company? Oh, of course
- you will! You cannot help yourself. If you were not present it
- would nearly break the heart of your most devoted--Flo.
-
- "_P.S._ If you have not a suitable dress with you,
- either Constance or I can give you a big selection to choose
- from, so don't worry on that score--only come."
-
-"Go I will," said Augusta to herself when she had finished reading the
-letter. "I would not lose the fun for all the world. But now, how
-shall I manage it?"
-
-She sat with Flora's letter upon her lap and gave herself up to
-meditation. It was a lovely day, and the window of her pretty bedroom
-was wide open. The sky was blue, and the trees a brilliant green. The
-lawns, which rolled away right down to the end of the paddock, were
-smooth as velvet. Presently a little figure crossed one of them and
-came slowly towards the house. Augusta's eyes contracted and her brows
-met in a frown as she watched the little figure.
-
-"It is odd how I dislike Nan," she said to herself. "Poor child, I
-suppose she is quite passable, and even agreeable to others, but she
-always does manage to rub me the wrong way. She could be wonderfully
-useful now, however. If I could get her to run to the post with my
-answer I should feel more or less relieved; and if things are
-eventually found out, and it is discovered she has a finger in the
-pie, so much the better for me."
-
-Augusta sprang up, put her head out of the window, and called to
-Nancy.
-
-"Come here, Nancy; I want you," she cried.
-
-Nancy ran towards her, standing under the window and looking up.
-
-"What are you doing?" asked Augusta.
-
-"Oh! lots of things; but nothing very, _very_ special. Do you
-want me, Gussie?"
-
-"Yes; there is no one else to send, and I just want some one to run to
-the village and put a letter I am about to write into the post for me.
-Will you go? It would be awfully good-natured of you."
-
-"Yes; of course I will."
-
-"Well, come up to my room in ten minutes and I'll have the letter
-ready."
-
-Augusta seated herself at her little table, and wrote quickly:
-
- "My Dear Flo,--The fat is in the fire, and we are forbidden
- all intercourse with you. Mean, horrid, disgraceful,
- unbearable, I call it! Don't think for a single moment that I
- submit. I love you better than any girl I have ever met. I
- love Constance, too. But, oh! I must hurry, for I want you to
- get this letter by the middle of the day. Don't come near the
- place at present, and don't walk in the woods, for if I met
- you I might be discovered, and I don't want anything to be
- known until after the Cinderella. Of course I am going, but
- how I do not know at the present moment. I can't sleep at your
- house; that is certain. You will hear from me nearer the time.
- And now, good-bye.--Your affectionate friend,
-
- "Augusta Duncan."
-
-Augusta had scarcely finished her letter before Nancy's tap was heard
-at her door.
-
-"Come in," called out the young lady; and Nancy entered.
-
-"Is the letter ready, Augusta?" she asked.
-
-"Yes; I am directing it. Have you got a stamp about you?"
-
-"Yes."
-
-"Lend me one, like a good child."
-
-Nancy took out her purse, produced a stamp, and gave it to Augusta.
-
-Augusta proceeded to affix it to the letter, which she then gave to
-Nancy.
-
-"It is private," she said; "don't for the life of you show it to any
-one. And now be off; put wings to your feet, or you will lose the
-half-past ten clearance."
-
-"But it is to one of the Asprays," said Nancy, taking up the letter
-and looking at it, and then putting it down again.
-
-"Well, and what of that?" asked Augusta, turning very red, and looking
-extremely angry.
-
-"Oh! nothing, of course; only you heard what Uncle Peter said this
-morning."
-
-"Certainly I did; I am not deaf."
-
-"And after hearing what he said, ought you to write to them?"
-stammered Nancy.
-
-"What a silly child you are! Have I not told them we are to keep out
-of their way in the future? How comfortable we should feel if they
-were haunting our woods and we could not talk to them! Now, as I have
-explained matters, I suppose you will post the letter."
-
-"I don't know; I don't think it is quite right. Can't you post it
-yourself?"
-
-"I can't, and won't. There are things I could tell about you. I could
-give you an uncommonly hot time. You had better be off. Drop that
-letter into the pillar-box and you will be worried by no more Asprays.
-Refuse to drop it in and you will have a pleasant time in the future."
-
-Nancy took up the letter very gingerly. She stood still for a moment;
-then she turned and left the room.
-
-"Be sure you don't show it to any one."
-
-"No."
-
-"And be quick."
-
-"Yes."
-
-"There! that's a good thing," said Augusta to herself. "If I am
-discovered I can prove that Nancy posted my letter for me. When they
-rouse my worst passions as they are doing in this house they little
-know what it means. Where my own interests are concerned I stop at
-nothing--nothing. Go to that dance. I will. Oh dear, what a worry
-things are, all the same! I wish I could see the whole of Aunt
-Jessie's letter. I am sure there are allusions to me in it; I guessed
-as much by the expression in our gallant captain's eyes."
-
-Augusta left her room and went downstairs and joined the rest of the
-party. The remainder of the day passed without anything special
-occurring. Kitty and Nora, having got over the fact that their mother
-was not returning home at present, gave themselves up to the
-delightful time Uncle Peter always managed to arrange for them.
-Augusta pretended to be equally cheerful; and Nan, though a little
-pale and silent, behaved quite in an unremarkable fashion.
-
-Late that evening a telegram came from Justine to say that she was
-travelling all night, and would arrive at Fairleigh between nine and
-ten the following morning.
-
-She did arrive at the time stated, and went immediately up to her
-mistress's room to pack the things necessary for the voyage. She had
-not been long there before Augusta appeared at the door.
-
-"Can I help you, Justine?" she asked. "The others have all gone out
-boating, but I had a headache. It is better now, and therefore I can
-do anything you like, if you will only tell me what."
-
-"Thank you very much, miss," replied the woman. "I should be pleased
-if you would help me. My mistress wants a lot of things, not only for
-herself but for Mrs. Rashleigh, for the poor lady had no time to get
-any sort of wardrobe for so unexpected a voyage, and my mistress is
-going to lend her some of her things. What I want to do is this,
-miss--to make two separate lists, one of my mistress's things, and one
-of those which are to be lent to Mrs. Rashleigh. I am going to pack the
-things for Mrs. Rashleigh in one trunk, and the things for my mistress
-in another; and as I have got to catch the three o'clock train back to
-town on my way to the north, there is not too much time to spare."
-
-"Of course there is not, Justine. How glad I am I asked if I could
-help you! Shall I make out the lists for you?"
-
-"Will you, miss? That was just what I wanted to propose."
-
-Augusta went to her room, fetched paper and pens, and was soon seated
-beside a small table, writing out lists of different garments under
-Justine's directions.
-
-Augusta could be both quick and orderly, so she was of substantial
-help to the maid.
-
-"I am sure, miss, I don't know how to thank you; your help makes all
-the difference," said the good woman. "Oh dear, Miss Gussie! we have
-had a terrible time. I never saw a poor lady in such an awful state.
-Me and her maid, Fanny, thought she was going off her head. It was
-terrible, miss--terrible."
-
-Augusta listened, and asked several questions. She was by nature very
-curious, and Justine's narrative gave her some pleasant and exciting
-thrills.
-
-"I could make a splendid story out of this and frighten Flora so that
-she would scream," thought Augusta to herself. "It is such fun
-frightening people, particularly in the dark, or just when you are
-going to bed. I do wish I could sleep at the Asprays' house next week.
-However, that is not to be thought of."
-
-"Now, miss," said Justine, "there is only one thing more of any
-importance to-day. Do you see these keys?"
-
-"Yes," said Augusta. "Why, these are Aunt Jessie's special private
-keys."
-
-"They are, miss, and she trusted me with them. I am sure I feel highly
-honoured. She said I was to give them to Captain Richmond, and that he
-would do what she wanted; but I do declare, what with being up all
-night and being dead fagged, I forgot it. What is to be done? I
-suppose the Captain will be in soon, miss?"
-
-"Indeed he won't," answered Augusta. "They have all gone across to the
-Sovereign Islands, and have taken some lunch with them. They can't be
-back, for the tide won't let them--at least, not before five o'clock."
-
-"And I hope to be getting towards London by that hour, so whatever is
-to be done?" said Justine.
-
-"Oh, can't I do it?" said Augusta. "If those are the keys, you can
-give me the same directions you were to have given to Captain
-Richmond."
-
-"To be sure," said Justine. "But I could do it myself, for that
-matter."
-
-"No, no, Justine; you had better let me. You know, I am Aunt Jessie's
-very own niece, and you are only her servant."
-
-"Thank you, miss, but servants can be faithful."
-
-"I know that; and there never was a more faithful creature than you.
-If you think you are to be more trusted than me, do what is necessary,
-Justine; I have not a word more to say."
-
-Justine stood silent, pressing her hand to her cheek. She had never
-known anything against Augusta, whose manners were pleasant enough
-when she chose to make herself agreeable. Augusta certainly was Mrs.
-Richmond's niece, and as the matter in question was of some
-importance, and Captain Richmond could not possibly be got at, she
-decided to trust her.
-
-"Here, miss," she said; "you know the Sheraton chiffonier in the
-drawing-room?"
-
-"Yes," said Augusta.
-
-"And you know that all the drawers have different keys?"
-
-"Have they?"
-
-"Yes, miss, they have. My missus keeps her valuable papers and things
-of importance in the different drawers of the Sheraton chiffonier, and
-she told me to ask the Captain to open the top drawer at the
-right-hand side, and press a spring, which reveals a secret drawer,
-and take out from it a little box, which he was to give me to take
-back to my mistress. Mrs. Richmond only thought of this box at the last
-minute. It has some jewels in it which she wants to have set in a
-particular way at the Cape for the young ladies, and she had not even
-a minute to write. Do you understand, Miss Augusta?"
-
-"Am I stupid?" said Augusta. "Why, it is the simplest thing in the
-world. Give me the keys, please, Justine."
-
-"Thank you, miss; here they are. And I think, while you are getting me
-the little box, I will go down to the servants' hall and have my
-dinner, for I am not only tired but faint."
-
-Augusta nodded, and in high spirits, her heart beating, went down to
-the drawing-room. She had no special desire to possess herself of her
-aunt's secrets. The contents of the little box did not interest her in
-the least, but she was the sort of girl who liked to put her finger
-into every pie.
-
-"There is never any saying _what_ I may come across," she
-whispered to herself; "and knowledge is power. I have always felt
-that, and I have always proved it. Dear, dear! I am lucky. No one
-suspects me of having broken open one of these precious drawers. Aunt
-Jessie is going away, so Uncle Peter will not have an opportunity of
-asking her about that curious mark against Nancy's conduct. And long
-before Aunt Jessie comes back the prize-day will have come and gone.
-Yes, I certainly am in luck. And now, if I can but keep up my
-character for good and excellent conduct, and at the same time have my
-bit of fun, then I shall regard myself as one of the luckiest girls in
-the world."
-
-Augusta closed the drawing-room door after her, walked up the long
-room and standing before the chiffonier, she inserted the key which
-Justine had given her into the lock, opened the little drawer, and
-proceeded to press the spring which revealed the secret drawer. Her
-pressure acted immediately; the bolt shot back, and another drawer was
-discovered behind it. She pulled it open. It contained a small
-jewel-case, a little wooden box, and also a packet of letters. Augusta
-took out the box, which she thought must be the one described by
-Justine. She was about to shut the drawer when her attention was
-attracted by the handwriting on the letters. They were all tied
-together by a piece of ribbon, and the words "About Nancy and the
-Asprays" were written across them.
-
-"Nancy and the Asprays," said Augusta to herself. "Ah! I may indeed
-find out something to my own advantage now. I have plenty of time,
-too, for Justine won't hurry with her lunch."
-
-Accordingly, Augusta seated herself calmly on a small chair which
-stood by, and untying the packet, proceeded to read the letters. She
-read them one after the other. There were only three or four, and
-nothing could be plainer than their meaning. The colour rushed into
-Augusta's cheeks as she perused them, and her eyes grew very bright.
-Having finished them, she sat silent for a minute; then, tying them up
-again so as to look exactly as they had done before, she returned them
-to their place in the secret drawer. She pushed back the hinge, shut
-the outer drawer and locked it, and, with the little box in her hand,
-went upstairs. She had been longer than she thought, for Justine, in
-some impatience, was waiting for her.
-
-"I was just coming down to the drawing-room to look for you, Miss
-Augusta," she said.
-
-"Oh! I didn't hurry," said Augusta; "I thought you would be at your
-dinner."
-
-"I could not eat, miss, my head was that bad. And, oh dear! time is
-going; I have to leave here not a minute later than half-past two. Is
-that the box, miss?"
-
-"Yes; and here is the key. I wonder, Justine," she added----
-
-"Yes, miss."
-
-"I don't know whether I ought to say it, but--don't you think it would
-simplify matters if you _didn't tell_ that you had forgotten to
-speak to Captain Richmond of this?"
-
-Justine coloured.
-
-"But if I kept it secret you would tell."
-
-"Indeed I would not. Why should I get you into a scrape, poor Justine,
-situated as you are?"
-
-"Indeed, Miss Gussie, that is true, for I have had a time since I left
-here, and me expecting my holiday and all. I know mistress will be
-vexed with me if I tell, but I don't like, somehow, to make a secret
-of it."
-
-"If I were you I would not tell," said Augusta; "you will only get
-into a scrape. And, of course, I will never breathe it to a soul. But
-please yourself, of course."
-
-"Well then, miss, if you promise it won't pass your lips, I don't see
-why I should get myself into hot water."
-
-"I won't speak of it, Justine. And now, do lie down for a minute. I
-have some lovely aromatic vinegar in my room; I will bathe your face
-and hands."
-
-"Oh miss! but I am sure I could not let you."
-
-"Nonsense! Why shouldn't I help you? Even though you are a servant,
-you are a fellow-creature. There! lie down on this little bed; there
-is lots of time--it is not two o'clock yet."
-
-So Augusta waited on Justine, and soothed and comforted her, and made
-her forget her headache; and when at last she left the house the good
-woman said to herself that a dearer and nicer young lady than Miss
-Gussie never walked the earth.
-
-"All the same," said Justine, "it would not have occurred to me to
-keep my forgetfulness from my mistress if she hadn't put it into my
-head; but as she did, doubtless it is the best way. She is a very
-clever young lady for her years; and very thoughtful, too."
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXVI.
-
-SUNBEAM.
-
-
-Mrs. Richmond sailed for the Cape on the following Monday; sending a
-telegram to her daughters to announce her departure just before she
-left England; and on the following Wednesday evening Miss Roy came
-back.
-
-Miss Roy had been in the Richmond family for five years. She was a
-woman of about forty years of age, extremely kind, most faithful, most
-devoted to the interests of her employer, and most affectionate to her
-little charges. She was not a finishing-governess by any means. But
-she was just the sort of useful person who could be invaluable in
-times of difficulty or distress. Mrs. Richmond felt that in her absence
-Miss Roy would act almost as a mother to her children, and she went
-away happily in consequence.
-
-The good governess had debarred herself from a whole fortnight of her
-usual holiday to meet this time of need.
-
-Nora, Kitty, and Nancy hailed her return with delight; and Augusta,
-who in her heart of hearts regarded her as a tiresome, tyrannical old
-maid, was equally loud in her affectionate expressions on the night of
-her return.
-
-On the following day Captain Richmond asked Miss Roy to have a private
-interview with him. No one was better pleased than he that she should
-come back to help him in the management of his battalion, as he still
-in fun called the four girls.
-
-"Well, sergeant," he said, coming into the schoolroom, and speaking in
-as cheerful a manner as possible, "I want to talk over things with
-you.--Soldiers, I must deprive you of your sergeant for a short
-time.--This way, please, Sergeant Roy."
-
-He opened the door as he spoke, and Miss Roy, laughing heartily, went
-out with him.
-
-"Isn't Uncle Pete funny?" said Kitty. "He is always making us laugh. I
-do think he is a darling."
-
-"You don't call that sort of talk, funny, do you?" said Augusta, who
-was by no means pleased at the Captain's desire for a private
-interview with Miss Roy. "If that is your idea of fun I pity you. Uncle
-Peter forgets that we are growing up very fast, and are not babies to
-be amused by infant talk."
-
-"Uncle Pete could not be silly," replied Nora.
-
-"If you don't like him, why don't you hold your tongue?" replied
-Kitty.
-
-"And why do you pretend to like him so much?" said Nora again.
-
-"Of course I like him," cried Augusta, who feared that she might have
-gone too far. "Well, let's go on with our history; we may as well have
-good marks. All these sort of things will tell when the great day of
-the prize-giving arrives."
-
-Meanwhile Captain Richmond had conducted Miss Roy to the drawing-room.
-They both stood close to the chiffonier. Captain Richmond pushed
-forward a chair and asked the governess to seat herself.
-
-"I want to show you something," he said, "and I should be extremely
-glad if you could throw some light upon it. It has troubled me a good
-bit."
-
-"What do you mean?" said Miss Roy.
-
-"I allude to an entry in the orderly-book."
-
-"An entry in the orderly-book!"
-
-"Yes--made in your absence--made by my sister-in-law. Perhaps you can
-explain it."
-
-As Captain Richmond spoke he opened the drawer of the chiffonier where
-the orderly-book was kept, took out the book, and placed it on a small
-table before the governess; then opening the book, he pointed to the
-page where poor Nancy's cruel conduct was testified to.
-
-"Look," he said. "You would not have supposed that _she_ could be
-cruel."
-
-"Nancy cruel!" said Miss Roy. "Excuse me one moment, Captain Richmond;
-I will put on my glasses. This puzzles me."
-
-Miss Roy adjusted her glasses and bent over the book. She was
-naturally a very calm woman, and was in no hurry to give herself away.
-She turned page after page and examined the marks of the other girls.
-Finally, she took the marks for conduct, diligence, intellectual
-employments on the 24th of August by themselves, looking separately at
-the page devoted to each girl.
-
-"Well?" said Captain Richmond, who was watching her with interest.
-
-"I cannot understand it," she said. "It cannot possibly be true."
-
-"So I thought," said the Captain.
-
-"It cannot be true," repeated Miss Roy. "A mark for carelessness, for
-forgetfulness, even for untidiness, might be possible in the case of
-Nancy Esterleigh, but cruelty---- No, Captain Richmond, the child
-could not be cruel."
-
-"And yet," said the Captain, "the mark is there--most distinctly
-written. You observe how empty the page is--blanks in most
-departments--and this terrible mark for conduct. We cannot get over
-it."
-
-"It is very unaccountable," said Miss Roy. "There must be a mistake."
-
-"I have thought of that," said the Captain; "but I don't see how there
-can be. My sister-in-law is extremely particular, and not at all
-careless."
-
-"You must remember," said Miss Roy, "that she entered these marks on
-the very day when she was sent for in a hurry to Mrs. Rashleigh."
-
-"That might account for something, but not for this--this gross act of
-injustice. Miss Roy, I have watched little Nancy; this mark caused me
-anxiety. I have watched the child at all hours. I have never seen a
-trace of cruelty. But there is something the matter. She is not at her
-ease. She is unhappy. She is like a child who carries a secret."
-
-"Augusta again," said Miss Roy.
-
-"I think not," answered the Captain. "I have observed them together,
-and have noticed that Augusta is extremely kind to Nancy. I don't
-personally care for Augusta. She is not at all to my taste. But one
-must not be unjust to her. No, it is not that. Nancy carries a secret.
-Why should she carry a secret, Miss Roy? Painful as it is to say, does
-it not rather point to the truth of this terrible report?"
-
-"The thing to do," said Miss Roy, "is to appeal to Mrs. Richmond. I
-wonder you did not think of this before, Captain Richmond."
-
-"I did; but I did not want to worry her while she was away, and with a
-great deal of care on her shoulders. And remember, we expected her
-home about now. Her sudden visit to South Africa upset all our
-calculations, and as a matter of fact put this thing out of my head.
-But even if I had thought of asking for an explanation, I should
-scarcely like to have done so just at present. She would naturally
-say, 'You ought to accept my plain statements without comment.'"
-
-"Not in this case, and with such an extraordinary accusation against a
-most tender-hearted child," was Miss Roy's answer. "Well, what is to
-be done now? Even if we were to write to Mrs. Richmond, we could not
-get an answer for six weeks."
-
-"We cannot wait for that," said the Captain; "the prizes are to be
-given in three weeks' time from to-day."
-
-"And you will let this influence you, Captain Richmond?" said Miss
-Roy.
-
-"What am I to do?" he answered, shrugging his shoulders; and as he
-spoke he shut the orderly-book. "I am glad I have confided in you," he
-said. "You may throw light on the matter; I sincerely hope you will.
-But for this dreadful mark, Nancy would get the Royal Cross. As it
-is"----
-
-He paused and shrugged his shoulders again. "There is just one thing
-more," he added. "Some one has broken open this drawer in the
-chiffonier. See for yourself."
-
-The open drawer showed the marks where a knife had been used, making
-distinct indentations in the delicate wood.
-
-"The mystery thickens," said Miss Roy. "Well, I will watch and do what
-I can."
-
-"You will be very careful not to let any one know I have spoken to
-you," said Captain Richmond.
-
-"Certainly, Captain Richmond; I will be most careful."
-
-Miss Roy went away. She felt very much troubled and perplexed. The
-Captain's remarks with regard to Nancy troubled her almost as much as
-the extraordinary and unaccountable entry in the orderly-book.
-
-"What can it all mean? There are some crimes which it is impossible to
-associate with certain natures," was her thought. "Nancy would not
-hurt a fly. She is over-sensitive and over-affectionate; if any one
-could be over-kind it would be Nancy. And yet--and yet---- Oh, I do
-trust light will be thrown on this mystery! I hope Captain Richmond
-will not give away the prizes before Mrs. Richmond returns. I am quite
-sure she can explain what is wrong. Then, who opened the drawer
-without a key? It would be an act of cruel injustice to deprive Nancy
-of the prize until we discover who has done that. Poor, dear little
-girl; I will try and find her, and see if I can lead her to talk of
-this matter. Of course, I am bound by my promise to Captain Richmond
-not to ask her any direct questions."
-
-Miss Roy entered the schoolroom. It was empty. She went into the
-shrubbery, and walked round the grounds. She could not find any of the
-girls. Finally, she went back to the house, and went into Nancy's
-bedroom.
-
-Nancy's room was a very small one, and was entered through the larger
-room occupied by Nora and Kitty. Nancy was always neat, and her little
-room was in absolute order. Her bird's cage hung in the window. The
-canary, which had been in full feather and lively song, sat upon its
-perch. Miss Roy was very fond of birds, and she went up now to this
-one to speak to him.
-
-"Ah, Sunbeam," she said, "and how are you?"
-
-As she said this she noticed that the bird was not in his usual
-spirits. His feathers were ruffled, and he looked at the governess
-with a dull expression in his eye.
-
-"Poor dicky--poor Sunbeam," said Miss Roy--"what can be wrong with
-you?"
-
-The cage was hung high to be out of the way of the cats. Miss Roy
-lifted it down off its hook, and put it on a little table which stood
-near. The next moment she uttered a shocked exclamation.
-
-No wonder the bird was dull and unable to sing. His water-trough was
-empty, and he had scarcely any seed left in his seed-drawer.
-
-"Impossible!" said Miss Roy. "Nancy to forget the bird she loves so
-much! And yet I must believe my own sight."
-
-She felt very angry. Cruelty to dumb animals was the one sin she could
-not overlook. Taking the trough, she proceeded to fill it with water;
-and she was just replenishing the seeds when the door opened, and
-Augusta, singing a gay song, and carrying a bunch of groundsel in her
-hand, entered the room.
-
-"Oh, Miss Roy, you here!" she cried. "I was bringing a piece of
-groundsel for Sunbeam. Why, what is the matter? Is the bird ill?"
-
-"It looks like it," said Miss Roy.
-
-She did not want Augusta to share her discovery. But that young lady
-was a great deal too astute to be easily hoodwinked.
-
-"Why, what is it?" she said. "What can be the matter?"
-
-Then she went up to the cage, and made precisely the same discovery
-Miss Roy had made.
-
-"Oh, I say!" exclaimed Augusta. "How downright wicked!"
-
-"I will put it right," said Miss Roy, trembling a little. "Leave me
-the groundsel. Go--please go."
-
-A voice below shouted Augusta's name, and she ran off. Miss Roy
-attended to the suffering bird, giving him seed and water and a nice
-bunch of groundsel. He began to eat and drink at once, and before she
-left the room she had the satisfaction of seeing that he was much
-revived.
-
-"I will see to this matter myself," she said under her breath. "There
-must be no dumb creature in this house liable to such neglect. Alas,
-how little one knows any one! Mrs. Richmond may have given that bad
-mark for just such another act of carelessness. It seems to explain
-things. But who would have thought it of Nancy?"
-
-At lunch that day Augusta suddenly looked up and fixed her bright eyes
-on Nancy.
-
-"I have a crow to pluck with you," she said.
-
-"What is it?" asked the little girl.
-
-"Come, Augusta," said the Captain, "none of this! I am sure Nancy has
-not done anything wrong."
-
-"Oh, hasn't she? You ask Miss Roy.--Miss Roy, don't you think the
-little favourite wants a word of caution?"
-
-"You ought not to call Nancy by that silly name," said Miss Roy; but
-she looked uneasy and troubled.
-
-Augusta said nothing more, but nodded in a very knowing way to Nancy.
-Immediately after dinner she rushed up to the child, slipped her hand
-through her arm, and pulled her aside.
-
-"Well, Nancy," she said, "it will be all up with you if you are not
-careful."
-
-"What do you--what _do_ you mean, Augusta?"
-
-"Listen. I don't think Miss Roy is going to tell. She really is kind,
-and I don't fancy she will tell; and if she doesn't, the Captain, who
-has now charge of the orderly-book, will know nothing about it."
-
-"Oh Augusta, you are so mysterious! What are you talking about?"
-
-"I am surprised at you," said Augusta. "I hate cruelty myself."
-
-"And you think that I am cruel!" said Nancy. "What next?"
-
-"I don't trouble myself to think about what I know," said Augusta. "A
-girl who had any love for dumb creatures would not starve her pet
-bird."
-
-"My canary! I starve my canary! What do you mean?"
-
-"Ask Miss Roy. She went into your bedroom and found poor old Sunbeam
-anything but sun-shiny--all ruffled up and dull and drooping. The
-reason was not far to seek. There was no water in his trough and no
-seed in his drawer. Now then, Miss Nancy, what do you say to that?"
-
-"That it is a lie--an awful lie," said Nancy, her gentle face quite
-transformed with rage. "What do you mean? I fed my bird this morning.
-I gave him water, and plenty of seed, and a lump of sugar. What are
-you talking about?"
-
-"Ask Miss Roy, my dear, if you don't believe me. I happened to come
-into the room with some groundsel. I had been getting some to give the
-birds in the aviary downstairs, and I thought of Sunbeam. Miss Roy was
-in the room, and before she could stop me I had discovered what was
-wrong. Make what use you can of my information. Speak to her about it.
-She saw with her own eyes. Who else is responsible for the bird? Why,
-what is the matter, Nancy? Where are you going to?"
-
-"To Miss Roy. I cannot stand this. I have an enemy, and I can't make
-it out. Oh, I am a very unhappy girl! Augusta, what have I done to
-you? Why do you make my life so miserable?"
-
-"Make your life miserable!" said Augusta, who by no means wished to
-bring things to a crisis. "I am sure I am very far from doing that. Do
-you think I would really tell the Captain? You may be sure Miss Roy
-won't; and I will go to her this minute, if you like, and _beg_
-her not to. Now, am I not kind?"
-
-"Don't go; I would rather speak to her myself. I would rather brave
-things out;" and Nancy suddenly rushed away from Augusta. She went
-into the house and looked for Miss Roy, whom she found in the
-schoolroom.
-
-"Miss Roy, I want to say something," cried the little girl, the colour
-mantling her cheeks.
-
-"What is it, Nancy?" said Miss Roy just a trifle coldly, for the
-incident of the starving bird had troubled the governess a great deal.
-
-"Augusta told me," continued Nancy; "and it is not true. There is not
-a word of it true. Oh, what is to be done? I did feed my canary this
-morning. I gave him water and seed, and cleaned out his cage. I have
-never neglected my bird yet--never."
-
-"My dear Nancy, I am sorry even to appear to doubt you, but I saw with
-my own eyes that the bird was without seed. Seeing is believing, you
-know."
-
-"And you believe that I could be so cruel?" said Nancy.
-
-"Seeing is believing," repeated Miss Roy.
-
-"I didn't do it. Oh, you will drive me wild! I did not think that you
-would turn against me."
-
-"No one attends to the bird except yourself. Who in this house would
-be so wicked and malicious as to take away the seed and water? No, my
-dear Nancy; you forgot. It was unlike you, and I am disappointed in
-you. But I have decided not to tell Uncle Peter; I will give you
-another chance. Had I been in charge of the orderly-book I should have
-been obliged to enter this circumstance in the book; but as I am not I
-do not hold myself responsible. Go away now, dear. Don't keep me. Try
-and be more careful another time."
-
-Nancy stood perfectly still. Her face, which had been red with anger,
-was now white. She turned abruptly and walked out of the room.
-
-"It is all most unaccountable," thought the governess to herself. "But
-to suppose for a single instant that any one could have removed the
-seed and water is not to be thought of. Yes, I am sorry for Nancy. She
-forgot the bird: such things have happened even with tender-hearted
-and considerate children. She forgot the bird, and has not the courage
-to own to her fault. Poor, poor child; I fear that remark in the
-orderly-book is correct."
-
-Meanwhile Nancy went up to her room. Never before had such mad passion
-seized her. She felt like a wounded creature in a trap. But of one
-thing she was resolved.
-
-"My dicky-bird, my darling, shall not run such a risk again," she
-thought. "Oh, of course it must be Augusta! No one else could do such
-a fiendish thing. But my darling shall not suffer. I know who will
-care for him."
-
-She put on her hat, took the cage down from the hook, threw a
-handkerchief over it, and went out.
-
-About a mile away there lived a woman with a sick child. Nancy and
-the two Richmond girls had visited this woman once or twice. And Nancy
-had spoken to little Grace of her bird. Grace had been deeply
-interested.
-
-"Oh, if only my poor little Grace could have a bird all to herself!"
-said her mother. "But there! I cannot afford it. I offered to buy her
-a linnet--one can get linnets quite cheap--but she would not have it.
-'No, mother,' she said, 'I would not take the liberty from an English
-bird. It is a canary I want. I'd like to have one more than anything
-else in the world.'"
-
-Nancy had made up her mind now to give her treasured bird to Grace.
-She was relieved to see that no one was about. She walked slowly for
-fear of spilling the water in the cage. Presently she entered the
-woods, and setting the cage down on the ground, she removed the
-handkerchief, and threw herself on her face and hands close to the
-bird. She pressed her pretty, gentle face up against the bars of the
-cage, whistling softly to Sunbeam. He sidled up to her, and presently
-printed a soft kiss from his beak on her rosy lips.
-
-"They say that I starve you, darling," said Nancy. "You know better,
-don't you? But you sha'n't ever run such an awful risk again, my own
-little bird. You sha'n't be at the mercy of any cruel girl. I would
-sooner part from you. You will soon forget me, my little dicky-bird,
-but I will never, never forget you. Come, you shall go to a good
-home--to a little girl who will be kind to you."
-
-She walked on through the wood holding the cage, and presently she
-reached Mrs. Hammond's cottage. The day was hot with a languorous sort
-of heat. There was little or no wind, and thunder rumbled in the sky.
-
-Grace had been very tired all that morning; her back ached, and life
-seemed weary. She had refused her dinner, and had turned away from all
-her mother's attempts at consolation. When Nancy's tap was heard on
-the door, Mrs. Hammond threw down her sewing and went to open it. A
-pale little girl with bright eyes, holding a cage in her hand, stood
-without.
-
-"Why, if it ain't one of the dear little ladies from Fairleigh!" cried
-the widow. "My Grace is very poorly to-day, but a sight of you will do
-her a lot of good, miss."
-
-"I have brought a bird for her--my own bird. May I go in and see her
-at once?" said Nancy.
-
-[Illustration: "I have brought a bird for her--my own bird. May I go
-in and see her at once?" said Nancy.]
-
-"A bird!" cried the mother. "Oh, won't it be just heaven to her? Yes,
-she is very poorly, and so dull; but a bird all her own---- Oh, I say,
-miss! come this way at once.--Grace, here is somebody to cheer you
-up," continued Mrs. Hammond.--"Come right in, miss; I will stay in the
-kitchen while you talk to her."
-
-So Nancy entered with Sunbeam in his pretty coloured cage.
-
-Grace, who had been lying down, started up in her delight.
-
-"For me! It can't be," she exclaimed. "You have brought him to see me,
-miss. Oh, ain't he just pretty?"
-
-"I have brought him to give him to you," cried Nancy. "He is your very
-own from this minute. You will be kind to him, won't you?"
-
-"Kind to him! Oh miss--oh miss!"
-
-"You will never forget his water nor his seed?"
-
-"As if I could, miss!"
-
-"And you won't let the cats get to him?"
-
-"We ain't got a cat, miss. He shall stay with me morning and night.
-Oh, Miss Nancy, I'll get well now; I feel that I will. Oh, the joy of
-having him! How can I thank you? But there! I can't even try to."
-
-"Don't try, Grace; your face is thanks enough. No, I won't stay. He
-will want lots of water; and here is a whole canister of seed--every
-sort. You must dry his cage after he has his bath. I give him his bath
-every morning before I clean and feed him.--Good-bye, my Sunbeam."
-
-Nancy bent towards the cage. Her curly hair fell across her face, and
-even the little sick girl did not notice the tears in her eyes. She
-ran out of the cottage before Mrs. Hammond could interrupt her.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXVII.
-
-"WAS THAT THE REASON?"
-
-
-After breakfast the next morning Miss Roy felt a strong desire to go
-into Nancy's bedroom. The fact was, she had dreamt of the starving
-bird the night before. She quite longed to see for herself that the
-little prisoner was attended to, that he was bright and cheerful and
-happy. But she scarcely liked to do this, for it seemed like doubting
-Nancy.
-
-Nancy was avoiding Miss Roy. She was spending most of her time in the
-open air, and very often she would go away quite by herself. As she
-complained of nothing, however, and ate her meals all right, no one
-remarked on her strange conduct. Miss Roy said to herself that Nancy
-was repenting of what she had done.
-
-"I shall try to find out from her if she has ever neglected the bird
-before," she thought.
-
-The morning pursued the even tenor of its way. The four girls went out
-on the water with Captain Richmond; and Miss Roy, at last overcome by
-her desire to see the canary, went into Nancy's bedroom. She uttered
-an exclamation when she saw the hook on which the cage used to hang.
-What could have happened? Where was the bird? She went downstairs to
-see if it had been removed to the schoolroom. It was not there. She
-then questioned the housemaid, but beyond the fact that she had not
-seen the bird when she went to draw down the blinds on the previous
-evening, the girl could tell her nothing.
-
-"This must be inquired into," said Miss Roy to herself; and when the
-girls came in she spoke to Nancy, doing so openly before the others.
-
-"Nancy," she said, "I happened to go into your bedroom, and I could
-not see your bird there. What have you done with Sunbeam?"
-
-Augusta immediately fixed her bold eyes on Nancy's face. The other
-girls looked up, wondering. They knew how passionately Nancy adored
-her bird.
-
-"Well, Nancy, why don't you speak?" said her governess.
-
-Just then Captain Richmond appeared.
-
-"Why, Miss Roy," he said, "what is this solemn conclave? I heard you
-ask Nancy something.--What is it, Nancy?"
-
-"You asked me about my bird," said Nancy, raising her head and
-speaking bravely. "I have given him away."
-
-"Nancy! you have given Sunbeam away?" cried Kitty.
-
-"Yes. I took him yesterday to a little girl--you know her, Nora--you
-remember her, Kitty--Grace Hammond. She wanted a bird, and I gave her
-Sunbeam. He was my own, and I could do what I liked with him. Don't
-keep me, please."
-
-She pushed past the girls. Her manner was almost rude. Before any one
-could utter an additional word she had left the room.
-
-"What does this mean?" said Captain Richmond.
-
-"I think it is very generous of Nancy," here exclaimed Augusta.
-
-But no one else applauded Nancy for her generosity. There was a weight
-in the air which every one felt.
-
-Immediately after lunch Captain Richmond went away to pay a round of
-calls. Miss Roy retired to her own room--she happened to have a very
-acute headache--and the four girls were alone.
-
-Kitty fixed her eyes on Nan. Nan shuffled uncomfortably with her feet.
-
-"Where are you going?" cried Nora. "It is such a lovely day," she
-continued, "can we not all go for a ramble on the seashore?"
-
-"I am not going with you," replied Nancy. Her tone was almost rude.
-She left the room, slamming the door after her.
-
-Augusta raised her brows. Getting up daintily, she went out by the
-open window. The two little Richmond girls thus found themselves
-alone.
-
-"Oh Kit," cried Nora, "what can be happening? I am quite unhappy; I
-don't like this at all."
-
-"Come out, Nora," answered Kitty; "we can talk better in the open
-air."
-
-They went out, linking their arms round one another, and paced slowly
-up and down. Augusta was lying lazily in a hammock near by. She
-watched them.
-
-"How they love each other!" she said to herself. "I never saw such
-affectionate sisters. But they are a dull little pair all the same.
-They are the sort of girls who will never do anything very wrong, and
-perhaps, on the other hand, never do anything very good. I know the
-sort. They will be medium all their days--medium pretty, too. Even Nan
-is better fun than Kitty and Nora. Now they are discussing her. I see
-it by the way Kitty nods her head, and Nora looks at her and then
-looks away again; and they are twining their arms tighter round each
-other. They are very sorry for Nan, but they don't understand her.
-Even I understand that poor, miserable mite better than they do. I
-have a hold over my little lady, and I must tighten the knot--and very
-quickly, too, for Miss Nancy must help me to-morrow night. But now to
-find out what they are really saying, for Nancy will have to be
-protected by me in one sense in order that I may use her in another."
-
-So Augusta slipped out of her hammock, and approached the little
-girls.
-
-"What a wonderful confab!" she said. "Shall I guess what it is all
-about?"
-
-"Oh no, Gussie; I wish you would go away," exclaimed Nora. "Kitty and
-I are having _quite_ a private talk all by ourselves."
-
-"But do let me guess what it is about," answered Augusta. "Now then,
-see if I am not right. You are talking about the little favourite and
-her pet canary."
-
-"Yes; but what has that to do with you?" answered Kitty.
-
-"My dear Kit, what a way to speak to your cousin! Now, let me tell you
-that it has a great deal to do with me. If I were you I would not
-worry Nancy; she has reasons for what she has done."
-
-"But why give her canary away?" said Kitty. "Nora and I subscribed
-together and gave it to her, and she seemed so pleased. It was rather
-difficult to get enough money, but when we saw how _awfully_
-delighted she was, we felt that that made up for everything."
-
-"It was good-natured of you," said Augusta. "I forgot that you had
-given it to her. Poor old Nan!"
-
-"But why do you call her poor old Nan? I don't see that she is to be
-pitied at all. We have always been very fond of her, but we cannot see
-that she has done right in giving away her bird."
-
-"Dear me," said Augusta, "what a fuss! If you gave her the bird it was
-her own, to do what she liked with. She took a fit of pity for that
-poor sick girl, Grace Hammond, and gave her the bird. Grace wants the
-bird far more than Nancy does, for she lies on her back most of the
-day in a shabby little room. I think it was extremely kind and
-self-sacrificing of Nan, and she ought to be petted, not scolded."
-
-"I never thought of that," said Nora. "Of course, Gussie, you are
-right. Dear old Nan! Yes, it was sweet of her, and I suppose she felt
-it awfully."
-
-"Couldn't you see for yourselves? Why, she scarcely ate any lunch, and
-ran off to her room soon afterwards. Oh, for goodness' sake," added
-Augusta, "don't make a mystery out of nothing! She gave the bird
-because the girl was ill and wanted it, and there the matter ends."
-
-Augusta ran off, and Kitty and Nora owned that they felt considerably
-cheered.
-
-When they saw Nancy next, Kitty ran up to her, kissed her, and said:
-
-"We are neither of us angry now."
-
-"What do you mean?" answered Nancy.
-
-"About the bird, you know."
-
-"But were you angry with me, Kitty?"
-
-"Why, yes, Nancy; we both were a little. We gave it to you, you know,
-and we had to save up a good bit to get a really nice one."
-
-"I forgot about that," said Nancy.
-
-"But you did quite right, Nancy," said Nora; "and we are not a scrap
-angry now. We are so glad that the little girl should have it; she
-must have wanted it far more than you did. It was very brave of you to
-give it to her, Nan, and we both love you more than ever."
-
-"But I didn't give it to Grace to comfort her--not for a single
-moment," said Nancy; and then she stopped short and faced the two
-little Richmond girls, and said emphatically: "Don't let us talk any
-more about Sunbeam, for if you do I shall break my heart. Oh, how you
-do stare, Kitty! You look quite silly with your mouth open. Come, who
-will race me to the end of the avenue?"
-
-Away the three went, flying as if on the wings of the wind. They came
-bang up against Captain Richmond, who was returning from his calls.
-
-"Hullo!" he said. "Well won, Nancy; you are considerably ahead of the
-others. Is it a race or what?"
-
-The three were now all laughing heartily; but when she got back her
-breath, Nancy's face looked paler than its wont. The Captain noticed
-it, and holding out his hand, clasped hers.
-
-"Come here," he said. "Are you fretting about your bird? What is
-wrong?"
-
-Tears filled Nancy's eyes; she could not speak.
-
-"Don't question her, please, Uncle Pete," said Kitty. "She has been
-quite, quite darling and sweet about Sunbeam. But she must not be
-questioned. Only if you stoop down I will tell you in a whisper.--Go
-on, Nancy; walk on with Nora."
-
-"Please don't talk about it," said Nancy in an imploring voice; but
-she took Nora's hand and walked on in front.
-
-"Stoop, Uncle Pete; she must not hear," said Kitty. "She gave her
-darling Sunbeam, whom she loves so passionately, to that little sick
-girl in the wood--Grace Hammond--because the little girl wants the
-bird more than she does."
-
-"Was that the reason? Oh, how pleased I am!" said the Captain.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXVIII.
-
-"IS WRONG RIGHT?"
-
-
-The day arrived when Augusta was to go to the Cinderella dance at the
-Asprays'. All her plans were made. She was to go unknown to her
-family. She was to return equally unknown. As far as she was
-concerned, not a single member of the Richmond family was ever to
-discover this escapade.
-
-How delicious the whole thing sounded! How she would enjoy herself!
-She was to be daring and disobedient: she was to defy all the laws
-which ruled her life. She was to slip away under cover of the
-darkness, and come back again in the small hours, and no one was to
-know. She was to wear her prettiest dress, and dance, and be merry;
-and no one was to find out. And all the time she would pose as the best
-of girls--the noblest member of Captain Richmond's battalion--the
-soldier who on the great day of the prize-giving would be presented
-with the Royal Cross.
-
-"Some day, perhaps, I will tell them," she said to herself--"some
-long, happy, delicious day in the future, when I have been to Paris
-and got all my fun out of that; when I am engaged to a sort of prince,
-when my trousseau is being made, when my wedding presents are
-arriving. When life can scarcely present me with anything more, then,
-_perhaps_, I will tell how I slipped out and went to a dance in
-the dead of night, and came back, and no one ever found out. I will
-tell then of my pleasure. But, oh, the present fun--the present fun!"
-
-Now, for a long time Augusta had made up her mind that she would tell
-her secret to no one; but on looking into matters she feared it would
-be absolutely impossible for her to get back again into the house if
-she had not a confederate. The right person to share it--the only one,
-indeed, who could possibly help her--was Nan. Nan must make things
-possible for her. She thought she knew a way of making her do this.
-
-Accordingly, after breakfast on the auspicious day, Augusta called the
-little girl into her room.
-
-"Come here, Nancy," she said. "Come close to me; I want to look at
-you. Do you know that you are an extremely pretty girl? When you are
-grown-up you will be very much better-looking than either Kitty or
-Nora. I only wish I had a face like yours. Such splendid eyes, and such
-thick hair, and---- Why, what is the matter?"
-
-"Only I hate being flattered," answered Nancy.
-
-"Oh, as to that," replied Augusta, giving her head a toss, "I am
-the last person to flatter any one; but you are so strange, Nancy,
-one doesn't know how to take you. However, to the point. I am in
-reality, although you don't think it, your very good friend. I am
-always taking your part--_always_, Nancy. Oh! it is useless for you to
-shake your head and look so glum and obstinate; it is a fact. And
-now---- Why, child, how you stare!"
-
-"What do you want me to do, Augusta?" said Nan.
-
-Augusta could not help bursting out laughing.
-
-"What a cute young un it is!" she said. "You are quite right, Nancy
-mine; I do require a little favour, which I hope you will grant--just
-a tiny thing, Nancy. Will you grant it to your own poor Gussie who
-loves you so much?"
-
-"Tell me what it is, Augusta."
-
-"Oh, how downright we are! Well, listen; it is for your private ear,
-little Nan. Your dear Augusta is disposed to have a bit of a
-spree--just a tiny morsel of adventure on her own account--something
-not a bit wrong, but something that no one in the house, except sweet
-Nancy, is to know about. Will Nancy help Augusta, or will she not?"
-
-"I would rather not, Gussie. I would rather not, really. I know it is
-not right. I am so tired--oh, so dreadfully tired!--of doing naughty
-things for you. Please don't ask me; and please don't do it,
-Gussie--please, please don't."
-
-Augusta laughed again.
-
-"What a sweet, touching little plea!" she said. "But just too late, my
-dear. Augusta is going to have her fun, and whether you help or not,
-she intends to go through with it. You can make things easy for me,
-and I shall get into no scrape, and be your humble and devoted servant
-for ever after; or you can refuse, and I shall still do the naughty
-thing--although, in that case, with a certain amount of risk. Will you
-subject me to that, Nancy, when _you_ alone can make it quite
-safe?"
-
-"I don't see why I shouldn't," replied Nancy. "If you choose to be
-very naughty, why should I be naughty too?"
-
-"Oh darling, you are quaint; you really are the most _nave_
-creature I have ever come across. Now let me explain. I shall really
-not be naughty at all. It is not as if my own father and mother or
-Aunt Jessie were here. I owe no oath of fealty to that delightful
-model, Uncle Peter; if he disapproves, that is his own lookout. In
-short, Nancy, this is it (I will let the cat out of the bag): I want
-to go to-night to a small dance--the most harmless, childish little
-dance--at the Asprays'. Flora and I have arranged everything, and I am
-to meet her at the other side of our wood. She drives me to their
-house in a dogcart, and will bring me back again. And what I want you,
-sweet Nancy, to do is to open the door for me--the hall door,
-darling--yes, no less. I shall fling some gravel up to this
-window--for you must sleep here to-night, Nancy--and when you hear it
-you must patter, patter, patter downstairs on your ten little pink
-toes and open the door for your darling, who will slip in and bless
-you ever after."
-
-"I am not going to do it," said Nancy. "It is very, very wicked
-indeed, and I won't do it."
-
-"Oh, come, how high and mighty we are!"
-
-"I won't do it, Gussie. I won't tell, of course; but let me go,
-please. I don't want to be in the room with you. I don't like you at
-all, Augusta. I don't want to have anything more to do with you."
-
-Nancy backed away; her eyes were full of fear. Augusta's eyes flashed
-with downright anger.
-
-"It doesn't matter to me," she said, "whether you like me or not.
-Before long now our dealings with each other will be at an end. But I
-should like to keep in the good graces of the family till after
-prize-day. Nancy, I could make it worth your while. You have done a
-good many wrong things since you and I made each other's acquaintance.
-You have been unhappy about it. Do you remember that paper you made me
-write, in which I promised to give you leave to tell your own story
-when we got back to town?"
-
-"Of course," said Nancy, "I remember all about it; it is the comfort
-of my life."
-
-"I thought so, and that is why I saved it for you."
-
-"_You_ saved it for _me_! _You!_ I have it myself in my desk in
-my room."
-
-"Once that little desk was left open," said Augusta, "and a bird of
-the air came and informed somebody of the fact; and somebody, guided
-by that mischievous little bird, went to see, and found that the
-songster was right. Behold!"
-
-As she spoke Augusta opened a drawer and took out a sheet of paper,
-and held it high above Nancy's head.
-
-"Oh, how mean and dreadful you are!" said Nancy. "Give it back; give
-it back."
-
-"Certainly--to-morrow morning, after you have let me in."
-
-"Gussie, what am I to do? I cannot"----
-
-"Now listen. I will give this back to you to-morrow morning. I will do
-more for you--to-morrow morning. You are in trouble about your bird
-Sunbeam. The supposition all over the house is that you neglected
-it--forgot its water and its seed--in short, that but for Miss Roy
-your pretty bird would have died of starvation. Now, I can put that
-right for you--to-morrow morning. And there is another thing. Has it
-never occurred to you to wonder why Mrs. Richmond, who is no relation
-at all, is so good--so very good--to you? I can tell you that story,
-and I can also explain about something with regard to the Asprays
-which will put you into such a comfortable position that you will
-literally have two homes to choose from, having absolute and complete
-right to live in either. Few girls are as lucky as that. You can hold
-up your head very high, Nancy Esterleigh, after I have told you what I
-shall tell you--to-morrow morning. Now, having had several little
-escapades with your conscience, will you have one more--the last--and
-so put yourself into such a position that the worries of the past need
-be worries no longer?"
-
-"Is it true that you can tell me all these things?" said Nancy.
-
-"True as I am standing here."
-
-"All about Mrs. Richmond?"
-
-"All about Mrs. Richmond."
-
-"And the true story about my darling, darling bird?"
-
-"I can clear you as regards the charge of cruelty; is not that
-sufficient? There, Nancy, you are yielding; I thought you were."
-
-"I don't know whether I am yielding or not," said Nancy, "_but_
-you are tempting me;" and she ran across the room to the window. She
-looked out. Kitty was going past with her apron full of corn; she was
-about to feed the fowls in the farmyard. Seeing Nancy, she called out
-to her:
-
-"There is a fresh brood of the downiest and sweetest little chicks
-out, Nancy; won't you come and see them?"
-
-"Yes," called back Nancy; "in five minutes."
-
-"I will wait for you under the window if you will be quick," cried
-Kitty.
-
-Nancy turned with an eager face to Augusta.
-
-"Tell me exactly--exactly what you want me to do," she said.
-
-"Oh, you little duck, you darling!" said Augusta. "How happy you will
-be this time to-morrow! And _how_ obliged to you I am!"
-
-"Only tell me quick, Augusta."
-
-"Well, it is this, you little love--this, and this only. You must be
-pretty loving to me to-day. You must, as it were, fawn on me, come
-close to me after dinner and snuggle up to me, slip your hand inside
-my arm, and all that sort of thing--you understand. And you are to say
-to me before the others--Uncle Peter and all the rest--you are to say,
-'Gussie darling, _may I_ sleep with you to-night?' And I am to
-say 'No;' and you are to coax and coax me, and in the end I am to
-yield. You are to do it in your very, very prettiest way, Nancy, and
-the others are to hear you. Then, to-night I am going to pretend to
-have a bit of a headache, and go to my room quite early. And you are
-to say, 'Poor Gussie, her head is bad; I think I will go and bathe it
-with aromatic vinegar;' and you are to slip up to my room, and you
-need not come out again as far as the others are concerned. Then,
-after I am gone, if any one comes to the door, you are to say, 'Hush!
-Gussie's head is very bad;' and of course the some one will go away.
-And then, oh! you are not to sleep, for that would be fatal; you are
-to lie awake thinking over the wonderful things I am going to tell you
-to-morrow. And at about half-past twelve, or perhaps nearer one
-o'clock, I will throw a little gravel up to the window; and then you
-are to slip down, softly, softly, and open the door and let me in.
-Afterwards we _will_ have a time. I will tell you about my
-partners, and how much Mr. Archer, that distinguished American, admires
-me; and I will even repeat to you the compliments they have made to
-me. And then in the morning you will have your reward. This is simple
-enough, isn't it, Nan?"
-
-"Yes," said Nan.
-
-"And you will do it, darling--you will do it?"
-
-"Nancy, Nancy," shouted Kitty from below, "the five minutes are up."
-
-"Yes, I'll do it," answered Nancy. "It is very wicked--awfully
-wicked--but I'll do it;" and she walked out of the room.
-
-"How flushed your cheeks are, Nancy!" said Kitty when the little girl
-joined her.
-
-"Never mind, Kit," answered Nancy in an almost cross tone for her.
-"Come and let us look at the pretty chicks. I am so sick of being
-flattered!"
-
-"Has Augusta been doing that?"
-
-"Oh yes--no--I mean I don't know; but don't let us bother about her."
-
-"You are getting quite fond of Gussie, aren't you, Nan?"
-
-Nan opened her eyes very wide. An emphatic "No" was on her lips, but
-instead she said, "Yes--of course."
-
-They went to the farmyard and spent an hour of what was perfect bliss
-to Kitty, examining the birds. Then they each occupied a hammock in
-the garden. Kitty read a new story-book, and Nancy lay with her eyes
-shut, thinking of the dreadful thing which had befallen her.
-
-"I was wicked before," she said to herself, "but never as wicked as I
-shall be to-night. Oh, how I hate myself! But she has got my paper
-which has her promise that I may tell. She can put things right about
-my darling bird; and she can tell me the story which Mrs. Richmond has
-promised to tell me some day. Oh! she has tempted me, and I will do
-it; I must, for I am too miserable to stay any longer as I am."
-
-"Nancy," said Uncle Peter's voice at that moment, "will you come for a
-walk with me? I want to go down to the seashore; will you be my
-companion?"
-
-"Won't you go, Kitty?" asked Nancy, for the Captain's society was by
-no means to her taste just then.
-
-"I can't," answered Kitty, "for I have promised to go to the village
-with Miss Roy and Nora."
-
-"Do you refuse me?" asked the Captain, putting on his most quizzical
-expression.
-
-"No; of course not, Uncle Peter. I shall be delighted," she answered.
-
-He took her hand and helped her out of her hammock, and they were soon
-going by their favourite walk in the woods to the seashore.
-
-"How silent you are, Nancy! Are you not going to cheer me up and make
-my walk pleasant?" asked Uncle Peter.
-
-"I think I have a headache," replied Nancy. "Anyhow, I feel rather
-dull." Then she looked suddenly up at the Captain, and said with eager
-emphasis, "I know what I really want. I want to ask you a question."
-
-"Certainly, my dear little girl; what is it?"
-
-"Will you answer it without thinking that it has anything to do with
-me?"
-
-"I will try, Nancy."
-
-The Captain's eyes were dancing as he fixed them on Nancy's flushed
-face.
-
-"Oh! please don't look at me like that; it is just an ordinary
-question. Perhaps I was reading a book and came to it; anyhow, that
-explanation will do."
-
-"Yes, as a _preface_; now for the question."
-
-"Is it right," said Nancy--"I mean, could a boy--say a boy, or perhaps
-a girl, or a man, or a woman--could they, any of them, be put in the
-sort of position that they must do wrong to make things come right?
-Would it be possible?"
-
-"I have never heard of the occasion where wrong could be put right by
-that means," said the Captain. "Can you give me an instance? Then,
-perhaps, I could explain better."
-
-"No, I can't give you any instance. I was just thinking about it."
-
-"And it has made you very grave."
-
-"It--oh no, it hasn't made me grave."
-
-"Nancy, it has troubled you."
-
-"Please, Uncle Peter, I was telling you, you know, because of the
-book."
-
-"The book of your heart, Nancy; why don't you confide in me
-altogether?"
-
-"There is nothing to confide; _indeed_ there is not."
-
-"Only if you had known of such a case you would be quite happy?"
-
-"I should be _happier_."
-
-"Then let me tell you quite frankly that I don't think there is such a
-case. When people do wrong they have got to turn round and do right in
-future. But it is impossible, at least to my way of thinking, to do
-further wrong in order to make the old wrong come right."
-
-"I see," said Nancy. Her brow cleared; she took the Captain's hand and
-pressed it warmly. "I am very glad I belong to your battalion," she
-said--"very, very glad."
-
-"Has the fight been difficult, Nancy?"
-
-"You don't know--you will never know---- _Difficult_! Oh yes."
-
-"I am your captain, and again I say you ought to confide in me."
-
-"I will, whatever happens, when we go back to town. And thank you so
-much, Uncle Peter!"
-
-"You will be able to go on reading that book now with a sense of
-satisfaction."
-
-"The book is the story of a fight," said Nancy very slowly. "I think,"
-she added, "the poor, mangled soldier won't cave in to the enemy."
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXIX.
-
-DOWN BY THE WISTARIA.
-
-
-Augusta came down to lunch in high spirits. All was going swimmingly.
-She would have no difficulty now in carrying out her daring scheme.
-The point of danger was practically passed. Nancy sat during lunch at
-the same side as Augusta, so that astute young lady could not manage
-to see her face; but after lunch the beginning of the little programme
-which she had sketched out for Nancy's benefit ought to have been
-begun. The endearing words, the suggestion of the night to be spent
-together, ought to be spoken. But immediately after the meal was over
-Nancy jumped up and ran out of the room.
-
-"Tiresome little thing, is she forgetting?" said Augusta to herself.
-"Oh! perhaps it will do equally well at tea-time."
-
-But at tea-time Nancy was not there, and when Augusta inquired in
-solicitous tones where the little favourite could have hidden herself,
-Nora said:
-
-"Oh! Nancy is not coming back to tea; she has gone for a walk in the
-woods with Miss Roy. She has gone, I think, to see little Grace
-Hammond, and to find out how her bird is."
-
-"Did you want her for anything?" asked Kitty.
-
-"No," replied Augusta crossly; "I just asked where she could be. I am
-very fond of little Nancy."
-
-All Augusta's plans had now to be rearranged. Having got over her
-first wild anger against Nancy, she determined to ignore her, to do
-exactly what she pleased in spite of her, and trust to the little
-girl's promise not to tell unless she were obliged to.
-
-"Of course, she will never be obliged to," said Augusta to herself; "I
-shall take good care of that."
-
-She then sat down and thought over matters. Yes, there was nothing
-whatever for it but to get out of her window, to climb down by the
-wistaria, and at night to return the same way. She could not possibly
-risk the chance of a window being open downstairs.
-
-Fairleigh was an old-fashioned house, with shutters to all the lower
-windows, which were fastened by iron bars. It was situated quite by
-itself, and in a somewhat lonely part of the country, and these
-precautions were considered advisable. Night after night the servants
-closed the shutters and barred them, so there was no possible ingress
-by any of the lower windows.
-
-Augusta considered herself in luck to have a room practically in a
-wing all by herself. She went to the window and looked down. Neither
-Nora nor Kitty would have thought anything of descending to the ground
-and climbing up again by the thick arm of the wistaria which ran all
-round this part of the house. But Augusta was not athletic, and had
-she been less set upon her evening's amusement, she might have
-hesitated at the peril of letting herself down and of returning again
-by such romantic means.
-
-"Nothing venture, nothing have," however, and to go to the party she
-was resolved. She went downstairs, saw Kitty, and said in a voice
-which she rendered quite hollow:
-
-"I am very ill indeed, Kitty; I have one of my desperate headaches. Do
-say good-night to the others, and forget all about me until you see me
-to-morrow morning."
-
-"Are you going to bed?" said Kitty. "It is not seven o'clock yet."
-
-"I must lie down; I cannot hold my head up another moment."
-
-"But can't I do something for you? May I come and bathe your head,
-Gussie? I should like to, really."
-
-"No, thanks," replied Augusta. "I would far rather be alone; quiet is
-all that I require. Don't send me up anything to eat. Don't have me
-disturbed on any account whatever. Good-night, Kitty, and say
-good-night to the others for me; what I want is quiet."
-
-"You do look bad," said Kitty in an affectionate tone. She kissed her
-cousin, and then ran into the grounds. Nora and Uncle Peter were
-enjoying themselves under the shade of a big elm tree.
-
-"I am so sorry about poor Augusta!" said Kitty.
-
-"What about her?" said Uncle Peter.
-
-"She has gone to bed with a bad headache; she says she is not to be
-disturbed. Oh! there is Nancy.--Come right over here, Nancy, and tell
-us about the bird."
-
-"The bird is quite well," answered Nancy.
-
-Her pretty face was pale, and there were big dark shadows under her
-eyes. Uncle Peter stretched out his hand and made room for her to seat
-herself near him.
-
-"Has the wrong been put right?" he whispered.
-
-She coloured and looked up at him.
-
-"No," she answered slowly, speaking almost into his ear. "But the
-wrong is not _more_ wrong than it was this morning."
-
-"What a conundrum!" he said, with a laugh; but his laugh was uneasy,
-and he looked seriously at the child.
-
-"There is something more the matter with her than I had any idea of,"
-was his thought.
-
-"Augusta is ill," here called out Kitty; "she has gone to her room,
-and is not to be disturbed."
-
-Captain Richmond had his arm round Nancy, and he felt a shiver run
-through her frame as Kitty uttered these words.
-
-"What _can_ it all mean?" he said to himself.
-
-Meanwhile Augusta upstairs, even the mere thought of a headache
-forgotten, was getting ready for her party. She put on her prettiest
-white dress; the idea of borrowing a dress from the Asprays was not to
-be thought of for a moment. She tied a pale gold sash round her waist,
-and arranged her hair simply. Finally, she encircled her round and
-pretty throat with a single row of valuable pearls, and slipped a gold
-bangle on her arm. Her dress was pretty and suitable, and she looked
-well in it. She gazed at her own reflection in the glass with
-complacency. As a rule she had very little colour, but it was mounting
-now with a rich damask hue into each of her cheeks. Having attired
-herself all but her dancing-shoes, her gloves, and her fan, she
-slipped on her waterproof. This completely covered the white dress.
-She buttoned it right down, put a cap on her head, and looked out. The
-ground was about five-and-twenty feet away, but it seemed to Augusta
-then to be quite at a giddy distance. For a careful climber there was
-no difficulty in the descent. It was but to place a foot on one branch
-after the other of the wistaria, which spread forth its branches to
-within three feet of the ground, and the deed was done.
-
-In order to make things more safe Augusta had tied a strong cord to
-her window-sash; and then, the time being come and the home party all
-in the house enjoying their supper, she locked her door, put out the
-light, and began her descent. With the aid of the rope she was able to
-manage it, and trembling very much, she finally reached the ground.
-
-Were the moon to come out brightly, and were any one to walk round to
-that part of the house, that person might observe the rope hanging
-from the window, and the window itself a little open. But Augusta must
-take her chance of that. The sky was clouded over, too; it would
-probably rain before long. So much the better for her.
-
-She ran quickly across the grounds and entered the woods. How dark and
-solemn they were at this hour! Had she been less excited she might
-even have felt a little bit afraid. But her excitement kept all
-nervousness at bay.
-
-She ran on and on. Once she stumbled upon the stump of a tree which
-was sticking out of the ground. She fell and slightly grazed her arm,
-jumped up again, and went on.
-
-At last she had reached the farther entrance to the wood. Here Flora,
-with the dogcart, ought to have met her; but there was no Flora and no
-vehicle of any sort in sight. What was to be done? Was it possible
-that Flora could have forgotten? Oh no, that would not be like her
-friend.
-
-Augusta stood still, panting slightly, and feeling, for the first
-time, subdued and a little alarmed. Should she go back and give up all
-her glorious fun for which she had risked so much, or should she go
-forward?
-
-The Asprays' house was two miles away. She made up her mind to walk
-there.
-
-"Oh, how unkind of Flora--how horrid of her!" thought Augusta. "What
-can--what can be the meaning of this? Well, I will get there somehow,
-and shame her to her face."
-
-Accordingly, she started off to walk as fast as she could over the
-dusty roads. It was nearly ten o'clock when she reached the Asprays'.
-She was surprised to see no signs of festivity. A few lights were
-burning in the drawing-room, and a few also in the dining-room. But
-the place wore no air of expectancy or bustle or gaiety.
-
-"What can it mean? Have I come on the wrong night?" thought Augusta.
-
-She ran up the steps and sounded the front-door bell. In a moment the
-butler threw open the door.
-
-"Is Miss Flora in?" asked Augusta, in some wonder.
-
-"Yes, miss; but----
-
-"I want to see her. I must see her at once. Show me somewhere," said
-Augusta in peremptory tones.
-
-"My mistress said, miss, no one was to come into the house, but"----
-
-"Nonsense!" said Augusta. "I will see Miss Flora, and immediately."
-
-The man took Augusta into a small room on the ground floor, switched
-on the light, and left her. In a minute or two Flora rushed in.
-
-"Gussie," she said, "how madly dangerous! What have you done it for?"
-
-"What have you neglected me for?" said Augusta, opening her mackintosh
-and revealing her pretty evening-dress. "What is the matter? This is
-the night of your party, and you promised to meet me outside our wood.
-You never came, and I have walked all the way; and, oh, I am so tired,
-and so dreadfully frightened! What is it, Flo? What is wrong?"
-
-"Then you never got my letter?" said Flora.
-
-"Oh no; but please explain this mystery. I am so tired. Is not there a
-party to-night? Oh, I have gone through such a lot to come! And now
-what can this mean?"
-
-"I am ever so sorry," said Flora. "Mother would be quite mad if she
-knew you had come into the house, Gussie. It is too late for the rest
-of us, unfortunately; but for you"----
-
-"Oh, what is it?"
-
-"It is Constance. She is awfully ill--most fearfully, dangerously ill.
-We have all been with her until this morning, and the doctor says the
-whole house is infected. It is smallpox. Oh, isn't it frightful?"
-
-"Smallpox!" said Augusta.
-
-She would not have feared scarlet-fever or diphtheria. But
-smallpox--that ghastly disease which did not always kill, but which
-took the lovely and the graceful and the gracious and defiled them;
-which made the fair face hideous, destroyed the right proportions, and
-stamped them for life!
-
-Augusta, like every other girl in all the world, was afraid of
-smallpox.
-
-"How was it I never got your letter?" she said.
-
-"It was only known this morning," continued Flo. "Even last night we
-did not think much about it. She was fearfully ill, of course, and I
-slept in her room. But she is subject to bad feverish attacks, and we
-hoped she would get well, and that we need not put off the party. The
-doctor came early this morning; and--she is covered with it. Oh, it is
-frightful! I have been vaccinated, and so has every one else in the
-house. But the doctor says we have all run the gravest risk. There is
-no use in our going away, however, for no one would take us in."
-
-"And is she--is she in danger?" Augusta cried, feeling a slight pang
-of remorse as she remembered Constance's delicate and lovely features.
-
-"Oh, I don't know. They say it is a very bad case; she is quite
-delirious. Oh, it is awful! I saw her this morning, and I would not
-have known her. I am awfully upset, and I feel sick with terror.
-Gussie, you ought not to have come in."
-
-"Perhaps I had better go away," said Augusta. "I am very sorry, of
-course. It was a pity you didn't let me have the letter."
-
-"Mother gave it to the groom to take to you, but I suppose in the
-scare he forgot it. I will speak to him in the morning. Would you like
-him to drive you back now, Gussie? But the dogcart is not quite safe,
-for poor Constance drove in it the day before yesterday. She fainted
-before we brought her home; that was the beginning of her illness."
-
-"I had better walk," said Augusta. "Good-night."
-
-"Good-night. I won't tell mother that you came, as she would be in
-such an awful fright. But I hope you have not run any danger. Perhaps
-you had better tell your doctor and be vaccinated at once.
-Good-night--good-night."
-
-Augusta went away. She did not even turn to kiss Flora. She nodded to
-her vaguely, as though she were not thinking about her, and walked
-down the avenue. When she had gone down a little way she turned and
-looked up at the windows of the room where the sick girl lay
-struggling with death. She gave a shudder, and hurried her footsteps.
-
-What an end to her mad adventure!
-
-She was very tired, and all the excitement which had kept her up
-during the past day was now merged into a great terror. What should
-she do? Had she contracted infection in that terrible house? Ought she
-to be vaccinated?
-
-All her thoughts were for herself. She was more angry with Constance
-than sorry for her. How severely that groom ought to be blamed for not
-delivering the note!
-
-It was after eleven o'clock when she got back to Fairleigh. Had things
-turned out as she expected she would not have got back nearly so soon.
-The house was in darkness except for a light in the library window.
-The window was shut, and so were the shutters, but the light came out
-on the gravel through one or two of the chinks.
-
-Augusta knew that Captain Richmond was there. He generally stayed in
-the library for an hour or so after the others had gone to bed. Just
-for a moment a wild longing came over her to tell him what had
-happened--to seek his advice. If she were infected, had she any right
-to infect the others?
-
-She must not attempt to go back to her room while Captain Richmond was
-in the library, for the library was almost immediately under her room.
-
-"What a nuisance his sitting up so late!" she thought.
-
-She was too tired to walk another step. She sank down on a garden
-seat, wrapped her mackintosh round her, and tried to think; but her
-head was giddy, and her brain in a whirl. Her one and only desire was
-to get back safely to her room--to fling herself on her bed and lose
-consciousness in sleep.
-
-Even the prize, the great and glorious prize, was as nothing to her
-now. Even school in Paris seemed remote and uninteresting. Suppose she
-sickened for smallpox. Suppose her face, so smooth and fair and
-attractive-looking, was altered and made ugly. Suppose she--died.
-
-"Oh, why doesn't that horrid man go to bed?" thought the girl. She
-jumped up and paced about on the grass. She had been too hot; she was
-now too cold.
-
-After a time, to her horror, she heard the shutters being unbarred.
-The window opened, and Captain Richmond put out his head.
-
-"Is anybody there?" he said. "I thought I heard some one speak. Is
-anybody there?"
-
-There was no answer.
-
-Augusta, in terror, was hiding behind a bush of laurustinus.
-
-[Illustration: Augusta in terror was hiding behind a bush of
-laurustinus.]
-
-"I must have fancied it," thought the Captain,
-
-He waited for another minute, then shut the window, refastened the
-shutters, put out the light, and went up to his own room.
-
-Augusta breathed a sigh of relief. Creeping carefully forward, she
-reached the wistaria, and clutching the cord, began cautiously to
-ascend. But if she had been nervous descending from her window, that
-was nothing at all to her present feelings. She was thoroughly
-unstrung, and very tired. When she had nearly reached the top she gave
-a sudden lunge forward, missed the rope, and only saved herself by
-clutching hold of the bare arm of a part of the vine.
-
-In doing so she gave her wrist intolerable pain, and very nearly
-fainted. But the danger in which she found herself steadied her nerves
-sufficiently to enable her to make another great effort, and a moment
-later she was safe inside her room.
-
-"So much for stolen pleasures," thought the miserable girl. "Here I am
-back again, battered, torn--oh, how my wrist aches!--and having run
-into the gravest danger of my whole life. But there! I must only hope
-for the best. Now to untie the cord, put it carefully out of sight,
-shut the window, take off my horrid, useless finery, and get into
-bed."
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXX.
-
-AUGUSTA IS FRIGHTENED.
-
-
-The next day Augusta's wrist was considerably swollen, and she was in
-such pain that when Miss Roy went to see her she immediately said the
-doctor had better be sent for. Augusta herself was scarcely thinking
-of her wrist.
-
-"If I can only see the doctor by himself," she thought, "and get him
-to vaccinate me and say nothing about it. But that is quite
-impossible. And yet, it certainly ought to be done."
-
-The girls were all very kind to Augusta, whose head ached, and who was
-quite willing to remain in bed. But the one question on all the pairs
-of lips was:
-
-"How did you do it, Gussie? How did you give your wrist such an awful
-sprain?"
-
-"I did it shutting the window," said Augusta, jumping at the first
-excuse she could think of. "Oh, it is nothing; I shall get up
-presently. It is not my wrist that I mind so much, but the headache I
-had yesterday evening has not quite gone."
-
-The doctor came, and said the wrist was badly sprained. He bandaged it
-carefully, and told Augusta she must wear her arm in a sling.
-
-"How did you say you did it?" was his final remark.
-
-"In shutting the window," said Augusta. "I slipped somehow."
-
-The doctor made no reply, but he gave Augusta a somewhat searching
-look.
-
-"He doesn't believe me," thought the girl. "I wonder what he thinks I
-have been up to. Have I really such a wicked look? For one who means
-to win the Royal Cross that would never do. That dear, sanctimonious
-Uncle Peter would scent mischief, and my chances would be over."
-
-Augusta put on a very mournful expression. The doctor took his leave,
-assuring her that he would return on the following morning.
-
-"I wish he were a nice, young, handsome doctor," thought Augusta;
-"then perhaps I could coax him to keep my secret for me, and to
-vaccinate me without telling the others. But he is just the most
-stupid sort--middle-aged and matter-of-fact."
-
-She lay back on her pillows, feeling exhausted and languid. She had
-gone through a great deal more than she had any idea of herself on the
-previous night.
-
-The other girls took turn about to come and sit in her room. Nancy
-came early in the afternoon. The day was hot and one of the windows
-was wide open. Nancy sat with her elbows on the window-sill, and now
-and then she looked out.
-
-Augusta pretended to read a book; she did not care to talk to Nancy.
-Presently the little girl's voice sounded in her ear.
-
-"You didn't really sprain your wrist when you shut the window, did
-you?" she asked.
-
-"The less you know, Nancy, the better for you." Augusta answered.
-
-Nancy coloured, and shut her lips. Augusta again took up her book.
-
-"What trash this is!" she said. "I do hate children's books. Is there
-nothing racy and lively in the house?"
-
-"I will go to the library and look," said Nancy.
-
-"Get a novel--a good, rousing love story."
-
-"I don't know what sort of books those are," replied Nancy.
-
-"Oh, you are too good to live, Nancy! You make me perfectly sick. Get
-one of Mrs. Henry Wood's books. I don't much care for her, but she is
-better than no one."
-
-Nancy left the room. She went down to the library and searched for a
-long time, but could not find any of Mrs. Henry Wood's novels, and was
-returning again to Augusta's room when she met the Captain.
-
-"Whither away, Nancy?" he asked in a cheerful tone.
-
-"I am sitting with Augusta," answered Nancy. "She is better, but she
-is not at all like herself. I wanted something exciting for her to
-read."
-
-"Have you found what you wanted?"
-
-"No."
-
-"Come back to the library and we will look together."
-
-They searched along the well-lined walls, and presently Nancy took
-_King Solomon's Mines_ up to Augusta.
-
-"Little stupid! I have read it," said Augusta; and she flung the book
-with passion to the other side of the room.
-
-"You will hurt your wrist if you are so rough," said Nancy. She went
-and stood by the window. She looked out, and suddenly made an
-exclamation.
-
-"Why, Gussie!" she cried.
-
-"Well, what now?"
-
-"How did you do---- Oh, I say! there is your gold bangle hanging on
-one of the small branches of the wistaria--just half-way down. How
-_did_ it get there?"
-
-"Can it be seen?" asked Augusta.
-
-"Seen!" answered Nancy. "Of course it can; it shines like anything."
-
-"Run down at once; go under my window and find out if you can see it
-from below."
-
-"But I am sure I can. Why should I go?"
-
-"Go to oblige me; and be quick, Nancy--be quick."
-
-Nancy went. She returned in a few minutes.
-
-"It can be seen," she said; "and very plainly, too."
-
-"Then you must manage to get it off that branch, Nancy. Do you hear?
-You must."
-
-"I!" cried Nancy. "But how, Gussie? How am I to get down? It is ever
-so many feet away."
-
-"You must climb down."
-
-"But I am afraid of climbing. I always get giddy when I look from any
-height. I daren't do it, Gussie; I should fall on my head and get
-killed."
-
-"You really are the most tiresome child," said Augusta. "Here, stand
-out of my way. Let me look for myself."
-
-Augusta got out of bed, and peeped over the window-sill.
-
-"How very awkward!" she said. "How could it have got there? It must
-have dropped from my arm last night when I went to look out."
-
-"Just before you shut the window?" said Nancy.
-
-"Well, yes. Do you think any one will believe that story?"
-
-"No, I don't," replied Nancy after a moment's pause.
-
-Augusta laughed. "Goosey, goosey, gander!" she said. "I might have
-known that you were not quite such a goose as all that. Now, could we
-not hook it up with an umbrella handle? Do let's try."
-
-Both girls tried, but in vain.
-
-"There is nothing for it, Nancy, but to get the gardener to bring a
-ladder. You must point it out to him, and ask him to take it down.
-Where is the gardener to-day?"
-
-"I don't know," replied Nancy. "I have not seen him."
-
-"Well, you must go and look for him. What are the rest of them doing?"
-
-"We are all going to have tea in the woods."
-
-"And leave me! How unkind!"
-
-"Miss Roy said she would sit with you."
-
-"No, Nancy; she must not. You will have to stay with me. Do you hear?
-You must make up some sort of excuse, and then when they are all away
-we will ask the gardener to get us back the bracelet. Do you hear,
-Nancy? You must do it. I should get into the most horrible scrape
-otherwise; and after the way you deserted me last night it is the very
-least you can do."
-
-"Very well," said Nancy in a low tone. "But I did want to go to the
-woods," she murmured under her breath.
-
-"I know you are to be trusted," said Augusta. "And now I think I may
-have a few minutes' sleep. You can wake me when tea arrives."
-
-Nancy went downstairs and told the others that she intended to stay
-with Augusta. Miss Roy exclaimed:
-
-"My dear, you are looking quite pale. I often feel anxious about you.
-You want the air. You have been with Augusta for ever so long to-day."
-
-"Indeed, I would rather stay," answered Nancy; and she coloured so
-painfully, and there was such an eager, supplicating glance in her
-eyes, that Miss Roy said nothing further.
-
-"What a dear, sweet, unselfish little soul she is!" thought Captain
-Richmond. He was disappointed not to have her company in the woods;
-but as he passed her side he patted her on the shoulder.
-
-"I can quite understand that the brave soldier sometimes denies
-himself," he said.
-
-A lump came into Nancy's throat, but she made no reply.
-
-The party went off, carrying a kettle and a tea-basket. Their voices
-faded away in the distance, and Nancy went up to Augusta.
-
-"They have gone; I have heard them," cried Augusta. "Now fetch the
-gardener, and be very, very quick."
-
-Nancy went downstairs. She raced all over the place, and at last she
-found Simpson, the very worthy old gardener whom Mrs. Richmond always
-employed.
-
-"Can you come with a ladder, and can you come at once?" asked the
-little girl.
-
-"Well now, miss, I am particular busy to-day," was Simpson's answer;
-"but if so be as you want me very bad, why, I'll do what I can for
-you, miss. But if it is for that other young lady----"
-
-"Is it for the other young lady, miss?"
-
-"It is for me, because I want to help her," said Nancy. "She has
-dropped a bracelet--a gold bangle--into the wistaria which grows up to
-her window."
-
-"Oh! I know that wistaria," said Simpson, with a laugh. "It is a good,
-steady sort of tree, and afore now it has been made useful. Well,
-missy, if Miss Augusta has dropped her bangle into the wistaria it can
-wait till to-night. I need not lug a ladder all that way in the midst
-of my other work."
-
-"Oh! she wants you to come _now_; she does indeed, Simpson."
-
-"Then I must go," replied the old man; and presently he and his ladder
-appeared under the window of Augusta's room. Augusta had partly
-dressed, and stood by the window giving directions. When the bangle
-was handed in to her she seized it, but not very graciously.
-
-"Here," she said to Simpson, "is a shilling; and I am much obliged to
-you. You will never speak of it, of course; it is _quite_ a
-private matter, and you must never on any account tell."
-
-"I ain't likely to tell what don't concern me," replied Simpson--"that
-is, I don't tell unless I am arsked. But as to your shilling, miss,
-you can keep it, for I don't want none of it."
-
-[Illustration: "As to your shilling, miss, you can keep it, for I
-don't want none of it."]
-
-He stepped down from the ladder and moved slowly away.
-
-"What a horrid, impertinent old man!" said Augusta when he had
-gone. "But there! the bangle is all right. Put it into my jewellery
-drawer, Nancy. Oh dear! I wonder, Nancy, if you have ever felt
-frightened--scared, you know."
-
-"Yes; once I did," replied Nancy.
-
-"Did you? Oh! I wish you would tell me about it. It would interest me;
-it would be as good as a novel."
-
-"It was when mother was alive," said Nancy. "The doctor said she was
-very ill, that she might be dead in the morning. She did not
-die--not--not then; but I spent an awful night. Yes, I was scared."
-
-"I don't think the account of your being scared sounds very
-fascinating, Nancy," said Augusta. "It is not like my scare."
-
-"But are you scared about something?"
-
-"Yes; I have had a great and terrible scare."
-
-"Won't you tell me?"
-
-"Not yet; I will some time, but not yet. I think I'll get up now; I am
-much better. Come, help me into my dress. We will both be downstairs
-when they come back from the woods."
-
-Nancy helped Augusta to dress, and the two girls went downstairs.
-
-The party from the woods returned about eight o'clock. They were all
-excited, and brimful of news. Miss Roy was the first to speak of it.
-
-"How lucky," she said--"how very, very lucky it is that Mrs. Richmond
-has forbidden you girls to have anything to do with the Asprays!"
-
-"Why?" asked Nancy.
-
-"My dear, a terrible--most terrible--thing has happened. That poor,
-pretty girl Constance is down with malignant smallpox. She is terribly
-ill, and the doctors say not likely to recover. The doctors are
-terribly anxious, and they have sent for a specialist from town."
-
-"How did you hear it?" asked Augusta. She was standing in the shadow,
-and as she spoke she pulled Nancy towards her.
-
-"Keep quiet," she whispered in her ear.--"How did you hear it, Miss
-Roy?" she repeated; and she fixed her eyes, bold and restless, on the
-governess's face.
-
-"Some friends of ours passed through the woods, and they told us," she
-answered. "How terrible it all is! I only wish we could help them,
-poor creatures, but that is not to be thought of. They say the whole
-family are liable to catch it, as the unfortunate girl was with them
-during the first stage of the disease. There is no more fearful
-disease than smallpox. I almost wonder, girls, if your mother would
-like you to remain here."
-
-"Oh! the girls are perfectly safe at Fairleigh," said the Captain. "I
-can take it upon myself to say that. But it may be better for them not
-to go into the town until we find out how the poor girl got the
-complaint."
-
-"Nancy, I am not quite well; will you help me back to my room?"
-Augusta tottered as she spoke, and fell into a chair which stood near.
-
-Both Kitty and Nora rushed up to her, and Miss Roy went to the
-sideboard and fetched a glass of wine.
-
-"Your wrist has hurt you very much, dear," she said. "You ought not to
-have come down. What a very excellent thing that you have not been
-near the Asprays for a long time! It is quite a fortnight since you
-saw any of them."
-
-"Oh, quite--quite!" answered Augusta.
-
-"And now, as you suggested," said Miss Roy, "you had better go to your
-room.--Kitty, you go with your cousin. Nancy ought to have a run in
-the fresh air before night."
-
-"No; I want Nancy. I can't--I won't have any one else," said Augusta.
-
-"And I don't want to go out, really," said Nancy, looking full at Miss
-Roy as she spoke.
-
-The two girls left the room and went upstairs.
-
-The moment they got to her room Augusta said, "Lock the door, Nancy;
-lock it, and come over close to me. Take my hands in yours. Feel how
-cold I am. Feel how I tremble."
-
-"Yes--yes; I know," said Nancy.
-
-"And you know also about my terror--my scare?"
-
-"Yes; I think so. But, Gussie, _were_ you there last night?"
-
-"Yes; in the house--the very house. I saw Flora, and Flora had slept
-in the room with Connie the night before; and they said I ought not to
-have come in, but I went. Oh! I am sure I am infected, and if I get it
-I shall die. Oh Nan! I am sick with terror--sick with terror."
-
-"You must tell," said Nancy. "You must tell Uncle Peter and Miss Roy
-at once. I know they will forgive you and be sorry for you; but,
-Augusta, you must tell."
-
-"Tell!" said Augusta. "You little horror, if you let it out, I don't
-know what I shall not do to you. Of course I won't tell; why should I?
-Tell! Why, that would mean no Paris, no Royal Cross. It would mean
-disgrace; it would mean ruin. I am _never_ going to tell."
-
-"But suppose you get smallpox."
-
-"Will telling save me?"
-
-"But it will save the others. You ought not to be with them. You may
-give it to Kitty and Nora."
-
-"And to Nancy. Now I know why Nancy is so anxious that I should make a
-confession. But I won't tell; and you must not tell. Now sit close to
-me, and let us think. It is a real comfort to have you to confide in.
-There! put your arms round my neck and hug me. Oh dear, how miserable
-I am!"
-
-Augusta was so really wretched, and so genuinely terrified, that Nancy
-could not but pity her. It was impossible to be cross in the midst of
-such agony; and when Augusta crept close to the little girl, and
-squeezed her tight, and laid her head on her shoulder, Nancy found
-herself, in spite of everything, returning her embrace.
-
-"You are a nice little thing," said Augusta--"so soft and petable.
-You don't know how you comfort me and help me to bear up. What I
-really ought to do is to be vaccinated. Dr Earle ought to vaccinate
-me, but I am afraid to speak to him."
-
-"He certainly would tell the others," said Nancy; "and," she added, "I
-must, of course, tell them. You know, Gussie, it would be very,
-_very_ wrong of me to keep this a secret."
-
-Augusta sat still, thinking hard. Notwithstanding her softness and
-gentle appearance, she knew well that Nancy could be obstinate. She
-could be firm; she could be valiant for the truth. Augusta had proved
-all that the day before when the little girl had refused to help her
-in her escapade; so she tried to consider the best possible means of
-securing poor Nancy's silence by guile.
-
-"After all, now that I come to think of it, there would be no use in
-my being vaccinated," she said.
-
-"Why?" Nancy asked. "I thought it was considered a sort of safeguard."
-
-"Yes; but I was done two years back, and I didn't take it. The doctor
-did me twice, and I didn't take it either time, and he said that
-proved I was not liable to smallpox. What a good thing I remembered! I
-am not half so frightened now, for our clever doctor at home must have
-known what he was talking about. Don't you think his opinion worth
-having, Nancy?"
-
-"Yes; it comforts me too," said Nancy. "But still, I am sure you ought
-to tell."
-
-"Now, why, you little goose? Do consider and be sensible, Nan. Oh, you
-must squeeze your arms round my neck again; I do so love to feel them!
-You know I am deeply attached to you, Nancy. I never mean to let you
-go out of my life--never."
-
-"Oh!" answered Nancy.
-
-"And you love me too; don't you, little darling?"
-
-"I--I _pity_ you," said Nancy, her voice trembling.
-
-"Well, well! pity is akin to love. But now to the point at issue.
-Remember what my doctor said. I am almost sure I shall not take the
-smallpox, and there would be no use in vaccinating me, for I certainly
-should not take that; so what would be the good of frightening every
-one? Think of the awful fortnight they would have, not being certain
-any moment whether I should get ill or not."
-
-"Yes, but Nora and Kitty could go away."
-
-"Where would be the use of that? I cannot infect them unless I get it.
-The clothes I wore when I was with Flora are hanging up in my
-cupboard. I have nothing on me that I wore then. Nancy, do believe
-that I am wiser than you. It would be cruel to frighten them all. I
-will tell them _afterwards_--yes, I will tell them afterwards,
-when the fortnight is past, when the danger is over; and meanwhile, if
-you will only be silent, I will do everything for you that I promised
-to do if you had helped me last night. Think what that means: the
-paper I robbed you of returned; and all the story of your past life
-explained. What a time we shall have together! And how wise you will
-be when you know the truth!"
-
-"And my bird--my darling Sunbeam?" whispered Nancy.
-
-"Perhaps I will tell about that too. I am awfully sorry about it. But,
-anyhow, you shall know the two other things, and we will be a good bit
-together for the next few days. Nancy, the moment I feel ill, the
-least little scrap ill, with a headache or anything, I will go away to
-my room, and no one shall see me but you. You are not nervous about
-yourself, are you?"
-
-"Not a scrap," answered Nancy.
-
-"You promise that you will not tell?"
-
-"Oh, I suppose it is frightfully wrong--I am almost sure it is
-frightfully wrong--but you do tempt me; and if what you say is quite
-true--I mean about the vaccination--perhaps it would do no good to
-tell."
-
-"But I'll tell you what you can do. Now that Miss Roy knows about
-Connie, you can put it into her head to have the rest of you
-vaccinated. Oh, my dear Nancy, I feel quite happy at last."
-
-So Nancy yielded. She was sorry enough afterwards, but she yielded,
-being compelled by Augusta's entreaties, by the look in her eyes, and
-the tempting bait she held up for her acceptance.
-
-That night Nancy was in possession of some important pieces of
-information. She knew exactly the position she held with regard to the
-Asprays. She could claim the Asprays' house as her home by right at
-any moment. She could leave Mrs. Richmond, and go to Mr. Aspray and say,
-"You owed my father money, and now I have come to you, and you are
-bound by your own solemn promise to my father to take me and provide
-for me. This is my _right_, and I owe nothing to you, because my
-father helped you with a large sum of money."
-
-This was the news that Nancy was told by Augusta, but she took good
-care not to enlighten the little girl as to how she came by the
-information, Nancy listened with flushed cheeks and shining eyes; and
-presently, tired out, she went away to bed.
-
-"I suppose I ought to be glad," she thought as she laid her head on
-her pillow; "but I am not glad, for I can never consider the Asprays'
-house my own. And, yes--oh yes--I would _rather_ be Mrs.
-Richmond's little charity-girl than be the grandest girl in the world
-as Mr. Aspray's adopted daughter."
-
-This news kept her from thinking so much about the smallpox, and about
-the danger which Augusta had run.
-
-"Nan," said Kitty as she tumbled into bed, "how hot your face is! You
-tire yourself over Gussie."
-
-"Oh, I am all right," said Nancy.
-
-"Isn't it a good thing," said Nora, "that Augusta has not been so much
-with the Asprays? She might have got into most awful danger; but, as
-it is, all is safe."
-
-Nancy was silent, and Kitty gave her a very earnest glance.
-
-"You know something, and you are not going to tell us," she said
-abruptly.
-
-"I wish you would not question me. I have a headache," pleaded Nancy.
-
-"Well, no, we won't. Gussie could not have been so awfully, awfully
-wicked as to disobey Uncle Peter. We do know that she might be guilty
-of tiny sins, but a great monstrous one like that--oh, it is
-impossible! Now, Nan, get into bed and get your headache well. Oh,
-what a pity you were not downstairs to-night! We were discussing all
-about prize-day. Uncle Peter has arranged that it comes off on
-Thursday week--that is, in about ten days from now. Oh, it will be a
-day and a half, I can tell you!"
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXXI.
-
-UNCLE PETER'S CONSIDERING CAP.
-
-
-Certainly prize-day was to lose no outward manifestation of its great
-importance. A telegram had arrived from Mrs. Richmond announcing her
-safe arrival at the Cape. But when she would be back again was quite
-uncertain.
-
-The girls, however, determined to have a right good time in her
-absence; and in this they were aided and abetted by the Captain, who,
-for all his moral qualities, enjoyed a lark with the best.
-
-So far as the special prizes went, they were to be bestowed upon the
-successful candidates in private. "For our battalion is more or less a
-secret one," said the Captain. "We fight, you know, against
-_invisible_ foes, against the powers of the air, so to speak, and
-we don't want _visible_ people--acquaintances, and so on--to
-behold us either in our defeat or victory. I propose that the prizes
-should wind up the day, when all the guests have gone, and the dance
-is over, and the fun is at an end. Then will come the crowning event,
-after which all must necessarily be bathos."
-
-The girls willingly agreed, and preparations were set on foot for the
-festival. Captain Richmond decided that the early part of the day
-should be given up to the poor people of the neighbourhood. There
-should be a dinner on the lawn, followed by games and tea. Several
-prizes for feats of skill were to be offered, and the usual amusements
-provided.
-
-Captain Richmond, who came down to Fairleigh almost every year,
-belonged to a workmen's club and a boys' cricket club, and was
-consequently well known by most of the people in the place.
-Invitations were sent out to quite a hundred poor people, and very
-busy were the Fairleigh servants preparing for the work which lay
-before them. For visitors were also to arrive in the afternoon--the
-several young folks whom the Richmonds happened to know. They were to
-help to entertain the poor people, who were expected to take their
-departure at six o'clock. Then would follow a dance in the great
-drawing-room, ending by supper. Supper would usher in the departure of
-the guests, and after that the successful winner of the Royal Cross
-would be decorated with her great honour. This was the plan, and great
-delight did it cause among the young people.
-
-Augusta was now as gay as the others. She had forgotten all possible
-danger, and except that she avoided speaking of the Asprays, turning a
-little white when the subject of Connie's terrible illness was
-broached, she certainly looked as if nothing ailed her. She was quite
-in her element making preparations for the great prize-day, and proved
-a most useful, clever, and efficient mistress of the ceremonies; for,
-being the eldest girl, Captain Richmond was forced to put her into
-this position. Neither Kitty nor Nora wished for it; and as to Nancy,
-she was of course quite out of the running.
-
-"We must have new dresses for the dance," said Augusta. "We ought to
-send to town for them."
-
-"As to that," replied Captain Richmond, "you must please yourselves,
-girls. I never did know anything about dress; but it seems to me that
-all girls look much alike--that is, as far as their dress is
-concerned. Oh yes, put on something white and feathery-looking; that
-is the correct thing, is it not?"
-
-"Uncle Pete, you are quite too killing!" said Gussie; and she laughed
-with great enjoyment. That afternoon she sent a long letter to her
-mother's dressmaker in town, the result of which was that an
-interesting and mysterious-looking box arrived for her on the day
-before the dance. It was taken straight up to her room, and she
-invited the three other girls and Miss Roy to come and witness the
-unpacking.
-
-"I just do _adore_ finery," said Gussie. "I don't pretend for a
-moment that I am made any other way. I revel in pretty things. No one
-could ever give me too much dress or too many fine feathers. Now
-then"----
-
-The cord of the box was removed, the lid was lifted, and between folds
-of tissue-paper a beautiful white silk, soft as quantities of delicate
-lace and chiffon could make it, was unfolded.
-
-"Isn't it just too sweet?" said Gussie. "Fancy me in it. I wish I were
-quite grown-up so that I might have a train. Well, I shall be grownup
-in two years' time. Two years don't take _very_ long to run--do
-they, Miss Roy?"
-
-"Not when you get as old as I am," said Miss Roy; "but at your age
-they go somewhat slowly. Yes, it is a pretty frock, but, in my
-opinion, a little too dressy for the occasion.--My dear Nora and Kitty
-and Nancy, you will look very countrified beside Augusta."
-
-"Oh, we don't mind," said Nora, with a laugh.
-
-"In fact," said Kitty, "we would rather wear plain washing frocks,
-which can just be put into the tub and come out as fresh as ever."
-
-"Sour grapes," said Augusta. "Now, Nancy here would like a dress of
-this sort.--Wouldn't you, Nancy?"
-
-"Yes--very much," replied Nancy.
-
-Miss Roy gave her a critical and somewhat surprised glance.
-
-"I didn't know that you cared about fine clothes, Nancy," she said.
-
-"Not always; but I should have liked a dress like Augusta's for
-to-morrow. All the same," she added, "I am not going to be unhappy
-about it."
-
-"Put your dress back, dear," said Miss Roy. "I am glad you are
-pleased. And now let us go downstairs. You know, my dears, the news
-about poor Connie Aspray is very serious indeed. She was so ill last
-night that she was not expected to live. If anything were to happen to
-her, our party to-morrow could scarcely take place. However, we must
-hope for the best.--Augusta, you are looking very white and tired; you
-won't be good for anything unless you go to bed soon. Now come down;
-Uncle Peter is waiting for his supper."
-
-After supper that night Kitty ran up to Nora and began to whisper to
-her. Nora looked excited, and nodded her head once or twice. The end
-of the little girls' confab was a sudden rushing of two eager pairs of
-feet all over the grounds looking for Uncle Peter. Eventually the
-Captain was discovered, smoking by himself in an arbour at one end of
-the grounds.
-
-"We knew you by the glow-worm in your mouth," said Nora, with a peal
-of laughter. "And now we want you to do something for us--oh, so very,
-very badly!"
-
-"Well, come, young monkeys," said the Captain, making room for a
-niece to sit on each side of him. "Now then, what is the news? Oh, how
-your eager, silly little hearts beat! What is up, young-uns?"
-
-"It is about Nan," said Nora. "You know, Uncle Pete, that there never
-was a little girl less vain than Nancy."
-
-"My dear child, I am quite willing to believe you; but why should
-Nancy be vain?"
-
-"Oh, you know she is sweetly pretty."
-
-"She is," said the Captain; "she has quite a charming face."
-
-"And we want her to look the very prettiest girl in the room to-morrow
-night. Augusta has such a grand frock, sent all the way from London--a
-flounced and billowed and chiffoned dress, Uncle Pete--and she is so
-conceited about it; and to-night, when we were looking at it, Nancy
-said she would like a frock like that. Poor darling! we were rather
-surprised--though, after all, it did seem quite natural. And, Uncle
-Pete, we want her to have one; and, Uncle Pete, _can_ you manage
-it?"
-
-"Good gracious, my dear child! I know nothing about clothes."
-
-"Oh, couldn't you go to town and see what the very grandest shop
-has--ready-made, you know? Surely there must be something that Nan
-could wear."
-
-"But to-morrow is the day of the festival. Even if I started now to
-London I could not be back in time."
-
-"But couldn't you go to Exeter? You could get to Exeter in an hour and
-a half."
-
-"And find all the shops shut, Nora."
-
-"Couldn't you take the very earliest train tomorrow morning and get
-back in time?"
-
-"I could, of course, only what state should I find this place in
-here?"
-
-"Oh! we will see to that. We will do every single thing in your
-absence."
-
-"What devoted little friends Nan has!"
-
-"Of course we are devoted to our darling; who would not be?" said
-Nora.
-
-"It would be so lovely to see Gussie coming in all bows and smiles and
-curtsies, and with that sort of affected way she has, and then Nancy
-dancing in in her pretty dress, looking more beautiful than Gussie
-could ever look!" said Kitty.
-
-"Really, Kitty, you can be quite eloquent when you please," said the
-Captain. "Well, leave the matter to me."
-
-"You will do it, Uncle Peter; and you will manage the money part?"
-
-"Oh yes, child; I will manage the money part."
-
-"Well then, good-night, _dear_ Uncle Peter; we must be going to
-bed."
-
-They tripped off through the darkness; and the Captain put on his
-considering cap with a vengeance.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXXII.
-
-THE BEGINNING OF THE SHADOW.
-
-
-The day of the party dawned on the world as sunshiny as day could
-dawn. The fierce heat of the sun was tempered by just the right amount
-of breeze. The sultry weather of the past ten days had given place to
-a fresher and clearer atmosphere. All the world ought to have been in
-the best of spirits on such a glorious day in early autumn.
-
-About eleven o'clock Captain Richmond appeared on the scene, carrying
-a square box in his hand. He entered the library, where Miss Roy
-happened to be alone.
-
-Miss Roy's face was preternaturally grave, and when she saw the
-Captain she uttered an exclamation of relief.
-
-"I am so glad you have come!" she said. "I want to speak to you
-badly."
-
-"What is it?" asked Captain Richmond.
-
-"Will you shut the door and turn the key? I don't want any of the
-children to overhear us."
-
-"Where are the children?" asked Captain Richmond.
-
-"Busy all over the place--busy as you might expect such little bees to
-be on such an occasion. Oh, but I forgot! Gussie is lying down; she
-has a slight headache and pain in her back."
-
-"Augusta doesn't seem too strong," said the Captain. "I have heard of
-several headaches lately."
-
-"She is a very queer girl, and I don't understand her," said Miss Roy.
-
-"After all, Miss Roy," said the Captain, "she must be a very good
-girl, for beyond doubt she will be the happy possessor of the Royal
-Cross to-night."
-
-"You don't say so! I am amazed!" answered the governess.
-
-"To tell the truth, I am amazed myself, and a little disappointed. It
-is wrong to say it, but I am. Still, there is no question with regard
-to the matter. Augusta is the only one of the little battalion who has
-not had a single bad mark for conduct."
-
-"I am sure poor Nora and Kitty have tried their best," said Miss Roy,
-standing up for her pupils, as was natural.
-
-"Just so. I am sure you are right. Nevertheless, the poor mites have
-little gray marks for carelessness, untidiness, forgetfulness,
-registered against them on several occasions."
-
-"Yes," said Miss Roy, "that is true. I have entered those marks
-myself, and regret having had to do so."
-
-"What else could you do?" said the Captain. "If there was anything in
-my little scheme, absolute truth and justice were essential."
-
-"What about Nancy?" said Miss Roy, fixing her eyes on the Captain's
-face.
-
-"Nancy!" said the Captain. "Don't you remember?"
-
-"Remember? Oh yes! Could I forget? But I had hoped"----
-
-"What, my dear lady?"
-
-"That some explanation had been arrived at. How is it possible to
-credit a child like Nancy with cruelty?"
-
-But then Miss Roy recalled the incident of the starving canary, and
-her voice faltered as she spoke.
-
-"There is no explanation," said Captain Richmond. "I feel nearly wild
-about it, I assure you. I have thought over the matter until my head
-ached; but the entry was made by my sister-in-law, a woman who does
-not make mistakes. It is impossible there could be anything wrong in
-the entry. What Nancy did we don't know, but that mark takes away even
-the remotest chance of her winning the Royal Cross."
-
-"Then you will tell her," said Miss Roy; "you will at least give her a
-chance of explaining, if any explanation is possible?"
-
-"Yes; I shall have to speak of it at the time. It will be a painful
-moment, but it is only just to the little girl."
-
-"I feel certain," said Miss Roy, "that Nancy will be able to put
-matters right."
-
-But then again she thought of the canary, and once again her speech
-seemed to choke her.
-
-"You must not worry about it," said Captain Richmond. "And now," he
-added in a good-natured tone, "can I do anything for you? Pray command
-me."
-
-"There is something I must speak to you about, Captain
-Richmond--something very serious and painful. I cannot tell you how
-grieved I am that such bad news should reach us on this auspicious
-day. I think it will be our duty to keep what I am about to
-communicate from the young people. Let them have one day of pleasure
-at any rate. But the fact is, poor Constance Aspray is not expected to
-live out the day, and a servant in the house has now developed
-smallpox."
-
-"Indeed!" said the Captain. "How terrible!"
-
-"We cannot put off our guests now," said Miss Roy; "nor would it be
-wise. Any kind of panic at such a time would be sure to make the
-mischief worse. There have been a few other cases in the village, and
-although they have been removed to hospital at once, yet it would
-certainly be best for us to leave here to-morrow morning. I should not
-feel I was fulfilling my duty to Mrs. Richmond if I allowed the
-children to run any further risk."
-
-"Very well," said the Captain, "you must do as you think best. Only
-let them all be happy for this day at least."
-
-He was about to leave the room, when he turned suddenly:
-
-"Could you have this box conveyed to Nancy's bedroom?" he said. "There
-is a little surprise within for her; and I only wish I were able to
-give her the Royal Cross to-night."
-
-Miss Roy promised to attend to Captain Richmond's request, and the
-young man left the house.
-
-Outside, Kitty, Nora, and Nancy were rushing wildly about, arranging
-benches, seeing to the best position for garden chairs, and helping
-here, there, and everywhere. They rushed to the Captain with glad
-welcomes, and he was soon as busy as the rest making preparations for
-the evening.
-
-Lunch was extra early that day, in order to have everything in
-readiness for the advent of the poor people early in the afternoon.
-
-Nancy and the other two girls went up to their rooms, and soon a
-shriek from Nancy brought Kitty and Nora running to her bedroom.
-
-"Oh, is it a fairy--is it--is it? I don't know whether I am on my head
-or on my heels," cried the little girl; "but such a darling, such a
-beauty! Oh, isn't it just sweet? Who gave it to me? Kitty, it can't be
-true; it must be meant for some other little girl."
-
-"No, it isn't. See what is written on that piece of paper," said
-Kitty, whose face was red and her eyes dancing with joy. "See for
-yourself, Nancy; see for yourself."
-
-Nancy read the following words on a little white card:
-
-"From a genie to a good fairy, with compliments."
-
-"Oh, it is quite mysterious!" said Nancy. "But are you certain that I
-am the good fairy?"
-
-"Certain--positive," said Kitty. "Why, I could not wear that dress; it
-is a great deal too small. What a figure of fun I should look with my
-long legs! But it will suit you, Nancy, to perfection. I knew
-that"----
-
-"Hush, Kitty!" said Nora.
-
-"You are hiding something from me," said Nancy.
-
-"Nothing--nothing, truly: but do let us examine it. Is it not
-wonderful to have a genie for a friend?"
-
-"What is a genie?" said Nancy.
-
-"A sort of grown-up fairy--better than a fairy, because he is
-stronger, and he is quite grownup, you know. And if a little girl has
-a genie for a friend, why, anything may happen to her. She might ask
-for anything and she would probably get it. And, oh, what sweet little
-shoes! And the stockings! Well done, Unc"----
-
-"Kitty, you are quite incorrigible," said Nora. "But there, Nan! you
-are in luck; the dress is yours, and you are to wear it to-night. Now
-do come, Kit, for if we don't hurry we shall be late for lunch."
-
-Nancy folded the pretty frock and put it into its box. Kitty's words
-had enlightened her: Uncle Pete was the genie; and, of course, she was
-the good little fairy.
-
-"But am I a good fairy?" thought the child. "Oh, if he only knew! And
-if he could only guess how my heart aches--often, often. I know I have
-no chance of the Royal Cross to-night. I wonder who will get it.
-Gussie hopes that she will. Perhaps she will, for she is so clever; no
-one guesses when Gussie does wrong things--no one but me. Oh, how
-unhappy she has made my life! Well, I must go to her now. I must find
-out if her head is any better."
-
-Nan flew along the corridors, and soon reached Augusta's room, opened
-the door without knocking, and went in.
-
-Augusta was lying in an uneasy doze, and her face was considerably
-flushed.
-
-"It is lunch-time," said Nan; "aren't you coming down?"
-
-"No," said Augusta; "I could not eat anything."
-
-"Are you ill?" asked Nancy in a low, terror-stricken whisper.
-
-"No, I am not a bit ill," said Augusta; "but I have got one of my
-stupid headaches. Don't look so scared, child. Come here, close to me,
-Nan."
-
-"Yes," said Nancy; and she went to Augusta's side and bent over her.
-"You are hot, Gussie; and, oh dear, how your face burns!"
-
-"I always get hot like that when I have these stupid headaches; but it
-is better. I don't feel it when I am lying down. Nancy, has there been
-any news from the Asprays?"
-
-"I have not heard of any," said Nancy.
-
-"Oh, what a relief"----
-
-"We would have heard if--if the worst----" said Nancy.
-
-"Oh, of course; but don't let as think any more about them," said
-Augusta. "And I am not a bit ill, really. Tell them all I am coming
-down this afternoon, but I shall stay quiet until then."
-
-"But won't you have anything to eat, Gussie?"
-
-"No, no; nothing. I could not touch a morsel. Go away now; there's a
-good child."
-
-"Do you know, Gussie, Uncle Pete--a good genie, I mean--has brought
-me such a lovely frock; very like yours, only, I think, nicer. It was
-in a box, and the box was on my bed. I have just unfastened it and
-looked at the frock. But isn't it just too sweet of him?"
-
-"Yes," said Augusta. "Then there will be two of us to look pretty
-to-night."
-
-"I want to look very, very pretty," said Nancy, "just to show Uncle
-Pete how grateful I am to him."
-
-"Well, don't chat any more now; your silly talk makes my head worse
-than ever. Run away now. Only listen; if there is any worse news, be
-sure you let me know."
-
-"Yes," said Nancy; and she left the room.
-
-Augusta tossed from side to side of her bed. Troubled thoughts were
-visiting her. A fear, grave and mighty, was lying dormant in her
-breast; very little would make it start into full growth. She sat up
-presently and pushed the thick hair from her brows.
-
-One of the housemaids came in, and started when she saw Augusta; then
-coming forward, she said in a tone of commiseration:
-
-"Oh, Miss Gussie! I didn't know you were here. And you do look bad,
-miss. Is there much the matter?"
-
-"Only a stupid headache," said Augusta. "It will be all right
-presently. I shall come down to have my fun when those tiresome poor
-people have gone; I am not going before."
-
-"We are all going to have a lark," said the girl, who saw no reason
-for being extra respectful to Augusta, who was no favourite with the
-servants. "There are a lot of them coming; but Gaffer Jones can't, nor
-can old Tilbury."
-
-"Who are they? And why can't they come?" asked Augusta.
-
-"Because of the sickness, miss."
-
-"Sickness!" said Augusta, at once on the alert. "Is any one ill?"
-
-"Three cases of smallpox in the village, miss. But the sick people is
-took to the hospital--two in Gaffer Jones's house, and one in
-Tilbury's--three in all. It do seem sad about that poor, handsome young
-lady."
-
-"Miss Aspray, do you mean?" said Augusta, whose face had now turned
-deadly white.
-
-"Yes, miss--of course."
-
-"She is not dead?"
-
-"No, no, miss. How bad you look! But she is likely to be afore long.
-There! I won't talk to you no more, miss, if I can't do nothing for
-you; but if you would like a cup of tea"----
-
-"No; leave me, please, Jane. All I want is to be quiet."
-
-Jane withdrew, and Augusta flung herself once more on her bed and
-covered her head.
-
-"Of course it is nothing," she said to herself; "only this headache. I
-am safe now, and I won't even think there is anything to fear.
-But--but, oh, the pain in my back!"
-
-Notwithstanding the shadow of illness which rested so darkly over one
-house, and which was already making its cruel and awful presence felt
-in the village, the party at Fairleigh was a merry one. Everything
-was done to make the guests happy. There was no selfish element at
-work, and the guests were delighted--there was no hitch anywhere. Poor
-Augusta upstairs, in pain and terror, was for the time forgotten.
-
-But the gayest time will come to an end, and when the party had run
-races innumerable, swarmed up greasy poles, leapt barriers, and jumped
-about in sacks, and gone through the different feats which are the
-pride and honour of an Englishman's holiday, a good meal followed.
-Then the children of the neighbourhood appeared on the scene, and soon
-after six o'clock the first batch of guests took their leave.
-
-It was now the turn of the young people of the house to rush off to
-their rooms to get ready for the dance, which was to be, in one sense,
-the greatest event of the day.
-
-Nan, with her heart smiting her for having forgotten Augusta so long,
-went first to that young lady's room.
-
-She knocked. Gussie said, "Come in;" and she entered.
-
-"How do I look?" said Augusta.
-
-Nancy started with genuine pleasure when she saw her. She was up, and
-was arrayed in her beautiful frock. The maid Jane had been summoned,
-and had tied all the strings and fastened the different hooks.
-
-"You do look well now, Gussie," said Nancy. "I am so happy!"
-
-Augusta, always a striking-looking girl, looked distinctly handsome
-to-night. The brightness of incipient fever shone in her eyes, making
-them both large and dark; a rich colour mantled her cheeks, and the
-very dread which filled her softened her beauty and gave character to
-her face. Her lovely dress fitted her to perfection, and showed off
-her young graces, making her look quite remarkable.
-
-"How nicely you have your hair done! Did Jane do it?" asked Nancy.
-
-"No; I did it myself."
-
-"And is your headache quite well now?"
-
-"It aches now and then, but it is nothing to signify. When I have
-danced a little I shall be quite all right."
-
-"Oh Gussie! you are shivering, and your face has turned white."
-
-"I must have taken a chill," said Augusta. "I have been like this, off
-and on, all day."
-
-"Have you had anything to eat, Gussie?"
-
-"No; I could not eat. But I should like something to drink. My eyes
-burn, and I am awfully thirsty."
-
-"Oh, there are such piles of ices downstairs! I will go and fetch you
-a strawberry ice."
-
-"You really are a good little thing. But come here. Have you heard
-anything fresh about the Asprays?"
-
-"About the Asprays?" said Nancy. "No--nothing at all."
-
-"But I have. Jane has told me that Constance is worse--so bad that
-they don't think she can recover. And, oh! if Connie dies, I can't--I
-_can't_ bear it."
-
-"Oh, but she won't die! And please--please, Gussie, do bear up. I am
-sure God will spare Constance."
-
-"I don't know. I don't seem able to believe anything--anything good, I
-mean, Nancy. But did I tell you that there are cases in the village?"
-
-"Are there?" said Nancy. "But it can't be true," she added, "for if
-there were Miss Roy would have told us."
-
-"It is true; and I watched the people as they came on the lawn. I
-watched them on purpose. Gaffer Jones was not there, nor was Mrs.
-Tilbury, nor any of her family. Some of the Tilburys are down with it,
-Nancy, and some of the Joneses. And, oh dear! I wish I could get it
-all out of my head--it is so--so dreadful."
-
-"I must rush away to dress," said Nancy. "It is very sad, but we are
-bound to make ourselves happy to-night, and forget such things."
-
-She ran off, having quite forgotten about the ice which she had
-promised to bring to Augusta.
-
-Augusta stood for a long while by the window; then she went
-downstairs.
-
-The final touches had been given to the long supper-table. Nancy was
-right; there were pails full of ice under the sideboard.
-
-"I am so thirsty, Walter; will you give me some ice?" said Augusta.
-
-The man helped her to a strawberry ice, which she ate greedily. "Now I
-will have something to drink," she said; "iced champagne--anything."
-
-There was no iced champagne, but iced claret-cup was forthcoming, and
-Augusta drank it, declaring to herself that she felt vastly better.
-She then went out on the lawn.
-
-There she was met by Uncle Peter in his evening-dress, and soon
-afterwards the three girls joined them.
-
-Nancy looked just as sweet as the genie thought she would when he
-selected her dress. Her face was pale beside the flaming colour which
-painted Augusta's cheeks, but--there was no doubt about it--the little
-girl possessed the rarer sort of beauty. Nancy's was of the spiritual
-order, filling her eyes with sadness and sympathy, and making the
-expression of her little face unworldly and high in tone.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXXIII.
-
-THE CROSS.
-
-
-Never had Augusta looked so well as she did that night. She danced
-quite beautifully, and was really a brilliant young mistress of the
-ceremonies. Many were the admiring glances cast at her, and loud the
-admiration she evoked. For the time being Augusta was unselfish. She
-thought of the comfort and pleasure of her guests. She managed to make
-the awkward ones feel at ease, and the shy ones feel at home; at the
-same time she kept the too forward children in order--in short, she
-was invaluable.
-
-Uncle Peter was especially struck both by her conduct and her
-appearance.
-
-"She really is a fine girl," he said to himself. "There is something
-wonderfully taking about her to-night; and how good she is, and
-self-forgetful! I shall have more pleasure than I had the least idea
-of a few hours ago in presenting her with the Royal Cross."
-
-As these thoughts came to him, he observed that Augusta was standing
-where the full draught of the open door blew upon her thin
-evening-dress. She shivered, and sank down on the nearest chair.
-
-Captain Richmond immediately went to her side.
-
-"Augusta," he said, "have you a dance to spare for me? You haven't
-given me one yet."
-
-"I can give you the present one," she replied at once, "if you will
-sit it out with me."
-
-"With pleasure! Where shall we go? You are in a fearful draught just
-here, and you look positively cold."
-
-"I am shivering," replied Augusta. "Let us go to the conservatory."
-
-They went there. The conservatory was too hot for many people on this
-summer's night, and was comparatively empty. Augusta sank down on a
-seat.
-
-"I will get you a wrap," said the Captain. "You ought not to feel cold
-on a night like this."
-
-"Oh, I am quite all right," she answered. "Don't leave me; let us sit
-down and talk. You are very fond of Nancy, are you not?"
-
-"Of course; we all are," he replied.
-
-"I should like to say----" stammered Augusta.
-
-"What, my dear?"
-
-She paused and looked full at her questioner.
-
-"This," she said: "you know I am not an especially nice girl, but I
-can admire goodness when I see it in others. Now, no one was ever half
-so good as Nancy; and even if appearances seem to have been against
-her, she was far and away the best of us all.--Oh, what am I saying?
-What utter nonsense am I talking? Will you take me back to the
-ballroom, please? I would not miss the next waltz for anything."
-
-"I will take you back when you have explained your last words."
-
-"There is nothing to explain--nothing at all. I spoke quite at random.
-Dear little Nancy! I am as fond of her as you are."
-
-"Listen, Augusta," said the Captain. "I didn't mean to confide in you,
-but I will. You know of the little ceremony which is to take place
-to-night when the dance is over. We are to go into the inner
-drawing-room, and there it will be decided, from what I shall read
-aloud out of the orderly-book, which of you four girls is to receive
-the Royal Cross."
-
-"Of course; I know that," answered Augusta.
-
-"Yes; but listen. There is an entry in the orderly-book against
-Nancy's name which puts her out of the running."
-
-"Puts her out of the running!" whispered Augusta. Her very lips were
-white.
-
-Captain Richmond's eyes seemed like gimlets piercing into her soul.
-
-"There is a charge against Nancy which, made against any child, would
-condemn her--condemn her so utterly that one could not think of her as
-a winner of that great prize which means nobleness of conduct, valour,
-and all the rest. Augusta, you will all know soon, but it does not
-matter my telling you an hour or so before the others. Nancy
-Esterleigh is charged with _cruelty_. Can you, Gussie, help me to
-throw light upon, in her case, such an unnatural accusation?"
-
-There was a wild beating in Augusta's ears; her head ached so terribly
-that she was almost giddy, and a cold chill ran down her back. She
-turned aside and plucked a geranium blossom from a great flowering
-bush near by.
-
-"Can you?" said the Captain again.
-
-"No. How is it possible? The accusation has astonished me."
-
-"There is also that curious thing which happened with regard to her
-bird. Can you throw any light upon that?"
-
-"No--no; a thousand times no. What do you take me for? Do you think I
-would let little Nancy suffer _if_ I could help her?"
-
-"Of course not," said the Captain coldly. "I think the dance has come
-to an end. May I take you back to the ballroom?"
-
-For the rest of that evening Augusta was not still for a single
-moment. When she was not dancing she was walking about. Her laugh
-could be heard gay, almost shrill. Her cheeks wore pink with the flush
-of fever, which those who saw her mistook for health. She was far and
-away the most successful girl at the dance. Even Nancy, beautiful
-little girl as she was, and lovely as she looked in the new frock, was
-not to be compared with her.
-
-But all good things, as well as bad things, come to an end, and
-by-and-by the ball was over. The party broke up; the young folk put on
-their wraps, said good-bye to their hosts, and left Fairleigh. The
-last sound of the last carriage-wheel died away. The four girls, Miss
-Roy, and Captain Richmond faced each other. It was on the stroke of
-midnight.
-
-"How tired you all look!" said Miss Roy. "Shall we defer the further
-ceremony until to-morrow?"
-
-"No," said Captain Richmond; "this is the appointed day. Come at once,
-all of you."
-
-The servants were rushing about, locking up and putting things in
-order. Captain Richmond conducted his party to the front drawing-room,
-and turned the key in the lock. The electric light made the room
-bright as day. The windows looking on to the lawn were wide open. When
-they all entered the room, Captain Richmond opened the drawer, the
-lock of which had been injured by Augusta, and took the orderly-book
-out. At the same moment he put his hand in his pocket and produced a
-small morocco case, which he laid on the table.
-
-"Now, my little soldiers," he said, "the crucial moment of our
-campaign has arrived. You have been under my command, and have also
-been disciplined by my good ally, Sergeant Roy, for the last few
-months; and, on the whole, I trust you feel better, morally and
-physically, for the soldier's life."
-
-"Oh yes, indeed!" cried Nora. "We like it awfully. I hope we are not
-going to cease to be soldiers to-night, Uncle Pete."
-
-"Certainly not, Nora. In one sense you must always be soldiers, but
-whether you remain in my battalion will depend a great deal on
-yourselves. But now to business; you are tired, and we must not
-linger. This book gives, in a condensed form, the history of your
-lives from the moment you enlisted under my banner. Now then, soldiers
-of the True Blue, we will see what it says about you."
-
-Here Captain Richmond opened the book. He looked quickly down the
-pages which related to Nora's life.
-
-"An excellent report on the whole, Nora," he said when he had
-finished, "but conduct not immaculate--a few errors, dear, in the form
-of untidy rooms, lost property, and forgotten duties. Nothing exactly
-serious, but"----
-
-The Captain's "but" was emphatic. Nora turned from pink to white.
-
-"I knew it," she said to her sister. "I never, never expected"----
-
-"Hush!" said Kitty, "Uncle Pete is speaking again."
-
-"Kitty, on the whole you have done better than Nora. Your industry has
-been unparalleled, and, in short, I think you are deserving of a
-prize. If you hadn't been so inveterately careless, my little girl,
-there might have been a chance of my giving you _the_ prize. But
-see here, Kit--here, and here, and here." The Captain laid his finger
-against certain marks in Kitty's record.
-
-Kitty coloured and stepped back.
-
-"I deserve them all," she said.
-
-"Well, that is something worth hearing," he answered with heartiness,
-"for when we know our faults, then is the time when we begin to mend
-them.--Now then, Nancy."
-
-Nancy was standing by an open window. Her face looked serene and
-quiet. She did not for a moment think that she would win the Royal
-Cross; but, at the same time, she did not think there could be any
-grave charge chronicled against her name.
-
-"Nancy, I have something sad to say to you," said the Captain, going
-forward and taking her hand in his as he spoke. "Even still I think
-there must be some explanation."
-
-"What--what," cried Nancy--"what do you mean?"
-
-"Don't tremble so, Nancy. Listen. Your conduct has been
-irreproachable, and your struggle to maintain a high level in morals
-and intellect very great; but, alas! on one occasion you fell--a good
-deep fall, Nancy--you fell from a high ladder."
-
-"I fell from a height! Oh, what do you mean?"
-
-She looked wildly at Augusta, who glanced at Miss Roy. Miss Roy turned
-aside; Augusta's bold eyes were fixed upon her face.
-
-"I have fallen from a height! When? Where? How?"
-
-"Here," said the Captain; "see for yourself. Every one need not know,
-but you must know; read for yourself."
-
-Dizzily the little girl bent her head. For a moment she could see
-nothing. Then she read, as though they were written in letters of
-fire, the dreadful words, "Guilty of cruelty."
-
-She read this aloud and flung back her head.
-
-"_That_ I have never been guilty of. It is a _lie_; it is a
-black lie. I have never been cruel in all my life."
-
-The Captain sighed.
-
-"It is in Aunt Jessie's own handwriting. I am afraid there is no
-refuge from this storm. You had better not add to"----
-
-"Oh! don't say any more; I cannot--cannot stand it," said the child.
-
-She was about to rush through the open window, when Augusta stepped
-forward and held her hand.
-
-"Be quiet," she said--"for my sake."
-
-Again the extraordinary influence which Augusta had over the little
-girl made itself felt. Nancy stood still, allowing Augusta to hold her
-hand within her own hot clasp; she partly turned her back upon the
-others.
-
-"There is no bad mark against your name, Augusta," said the Captain
-after a pause, his voice slightly shaking. "All through these months
-of training and discipline your conduct has been admirable. You have
-been industrious; you have been courteous; you have been kind. You
-have, I doubt not, been also unselfish; therefore I proclaim you the
-happy possessor of the Royal Cross. Come here and let me fasten it
-round your neck."
-
-Augusta came totteringly forward. All eyes were fixed upon her;
-Nancy's, no longer gentle, but fierce and defiant, were raised to
-watch her face, but Augusta would not now look at Nancy.
-
-The Royal Cross was made of deep-blue enamel, inlaid in rich silver.
-It was in the shape of an Irish cross, and was very beautiful. On it
-were engraved the words, _For valour in the fight_. The cross was
-attached to a narrow silver chain. Captain Richmond slipped the chain
-round Augusta's throat, and the deep-blue cross shone on her bare
-white neck.
-
-Just then, before any one could speak, there came on the air the sound
-of a tolling bell. It was distinctly audible. It tolled three times
-and then stopped, three times again and then stopped, and then three
-times once more.
-
-"Some woman has died, poor thing!" said the Captain.
-
-Then the solemn notes rang out again. They sounded sixteen times.
-
-Augusta uttered a cry.
-
-"It is Connie!" she said. "Oh, what shall I do?"
-
-The next instant the wretched girl had fallen in a dead faint on the
-floor.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXXIV.
-
-THE LETTER.
-
-
-The confusion and consternation which followed poor Augusta's utter
-collapse can be better imagined than described. The sick girl was
-tenderly lifted from the ground in Captain Richmond's strong arms. She
-was conveyed to a sofa, and the usual restoratives were administered;
-and when she opened her eyes and cried wildly, "Oh, my head!--oh, my
-back!" Miss Roy motioned to the other children to leave the
-room. Nancy was about to follow the example of the two little Richmond
-girls, when Augusta's feverish eyes rested on her face.
-
-"Don't go. I can't part from you--I can't--I won't.--Let Nancy stay,
-please--please, Miss Roy."
-
-"Stay for the present, dear," said Miss Roy, nodding towards Nancy.
-
-"Oh! let her hold my hand; let her kneel by me; no one else comforts
-me," almost screamed the excited girl.
-
-"You must control yourself, Augusta," said the Captain, speaking now
-in an almost stern voice. "We must get you to your room. If you are
-too weak to walk I will carry you."
-
-"No; I can walk," said Augusta. "I will lean on you if I may. My head
-feels as if it would burst. Oh, is she dead? Nan--Nan, tell me the
-truth. Constance can't--no, she can't be dead."
-
-"We don't know who is dead, dear," said Miss Roy. "We must only hope
-that it is not your poor young friend. Now, don't talk any more; just
-let us get you to your room."
-
-It was with some difficulty that Augusta, who was half-delirious with
-illness, pain, and terror, could be got to her own apartment. At last,
-however, Miss Roy and the Captain succeeded in doing so. She was got
-into bed, and, late as it was, Captain Richmond went for the doctor.
-
-Dr Earle happened to be in, and returned at once with Captain Richmond
-to Fairleigh.
-
-He saw Augusta, took her temperature, examined her very carefully,
-looked into her eyes, felt her pulse, and then called Miss Roy aside.
-
-"She is very ill, poor girl!" said the doctor.
-
-"Her temperature is high, her pulse rapid, and she is undoubtedly very
-feverish. If it were not---- But no, that is impossible."
-
-"What do you mean?" said Miss Roy, in great alarm.
-
-"Oh, nothing. I am sorry I alarmed you. Miss Duncan has not been near
-any infection, has she?"
-
-"No; certainly not."
-
-"We have a few cases of smallpox; but, of course, if she has not been
-in the village she is safe. I am not attending poor Miss Aspray; Dr
-Reynolds is her physician. She was frightfully ill this afternoon; and
-the other sister, Flora, they say, is sickening. Miss Duncan has not
-been near them, has she?"
-
-"No; of that I am positive," replied Miss Roy. "Mrs. Richmond did not
-wish the children to make any fresh friends during her absence, and
-Augusta has had nothing to do with those young people for several
-weeks."
-
-"Oh! then, of course, it is not that--although some of the symptoms
-point to it."
-
-"Dr Earle, you quite terrify me."
-
-"You need not be frightened; of that I am certain. But don't let the
-little girl, Miss Nancy, stay too much in the room; it is never wise
-in these feverish cases. I will call in early in the morning. I trust
-by then the fever will have abated."
-
-The doctor went away. When Miss Roy returned to the sickroom Augusta
-was lying half across the bed, her arms flung round Nancy's neck, who
-was kneeling by her side. As Miss Roy came in she heard Augusta say:
-
-"Take the cross off my neck, Nancy, and put it on yours. I shall die
-if I wear it any longer. It is so heavy--so heavy--like lead--it goes
-through me; it burns through my flesh. Wear it--wear it, to please
-me--to please me."
-
-Nancy began to take the cross off with trembling fingers.
-
-"Let me fasten it round your neck, Nan; then I shall feel better. Oh!
-it is some sort of--some sort of"----
-
-[Illustration: "Let me fasten it round your neck, Nan, then I shall
-feel better."]
-
-The words gradually trailed away into silence. The miserable girl had
-fallen into a broken slumber.
-
-"Get up at once, Nancy," said Miss Roy; "and take that off--do, my
-dear. And--and go away to bed."
-
-Nancy rose to her feet looking pale and scared. The dark blue cross
-with its silver mountings shone up against her white neck. Miss Roy
-herself removed it, and laid it on the table.
-
-"Good-night, darling," she said to the little girl.
-
-"Mayn't I stay?" asked Nancy.
-
-"No; and you are not to come back until I give you leave. Now run
-away; you are looking tired."
-
-"It is not being just tired," said Nan slowly; "it is--the
-other--it--_it kills me_."
-
-"I am very sorry for you, and I don't understand it," said Miss Roy.
-"Perhaps, if you are good and patient, God will give us an explanation
-some day. Now we are all in trouble about Augusta, and must try to
-forget ourselves. Goodnight, dear; go to bed."
-
-"I will," said Nancy.
-
-She walked feebly out of the room. When she reached the door she
-turned and looked again at Augusta; but Augusta's head was buried in
-the bedclothes. Nancy gave another sigh, and shut the door.
-
-All during the night that followed, Miss Roy did not leave the sick
-girl. Captain Richmond waited in the anteroom to give what aid he
-could.
-
-Towards morning Augusta dropped into a more refreshing sleep; but she
-presently awakened, screaming out that Connie was dead, and that she
-could not bear it. Miss Roy did all she could to soothe her, and
-presently called Captain Richmond to the door of the sickroom.
-
-"The day has come," she said. "That poor child is in a frenzy of grief
-and terror about Constance Aspray. How could one guess she loved the
-girl so much?--for they had seldom or never been together. I wish we
-could find out if the passing-bell was tolling for her. To know that
-she is still alive would give poor Augusta more rest than anything
-else."
-
-"It is nearly seven o'clock," said the Captain. "I will stroll down
-towards the village. Doubtless, if it is true, some of the poor people
-will know."
-
-He left the house at once. The morning was beautiful. The dew still
-lay on grass and shrub and flower. The world outside seemed so pure
-and restful after the miserable and restless night through which he
-had just lived. But the heart of the young soldier was full of
-strange, inexplicable fear. He had a dread of something which was
-close at hand--something intangible. He thought of Nancy's face of
-agony the night before; the ring in her voice when she said that the
-charge against her was a lie--a black lie. The words were the words of
-injured innocence. It was, in truth, impossible to associate so gentle
-a child with so strange a crime.
-
-"Who can have done it?" thought the Captain. "Poor little Nancy! I am
-certain--positive--that she is innocent."
-
-He had now reached the village. He walked down the street, and at the
-farther end encountered a somewhat belated milkman hurrying by on his
-rounds. Captain Richmond called out to him:
-
-"Can you tell me for whom the bell was tolling last night?"
-
-"Oh sir, for that poor girl of Mrs. Sherlock. She's been given over in
-consumption for many a day. She died just at midnight, and the ringers
-went at once to toll for her. She had a fancy for the passing-bell,
-and begged that it should be tolled the minute the breath was out of
-her body, poor soul! Yes, sir; God help her, she is out of her misery
-now."
-
-Captain Richmond said one or two suitable words, and, with a great
-sense of relief, continued his walk. There was no use in returning at
-once to the house, so he struck a path which brought him down to the
-seashore. The tide was at the full. He walked along by the edge of the
-shingle. Suddenly he heard his name called, and looking up, saw a lady
-who appeared to be a total stranger.
-
-"You are Captain Richmond, and you live at Fairleigh?" she said. "I
-feel certain I am right from the description I have received of you."
-
-"My name is Richmond," he answered, removing his hat, "and I am
-staying at Fairleigh for the present."
-
-"Now, that is extremely lucky, and will prevent my having to write to
-the house, which might not have been advisable under the
-circumstances. Don't come any nearer, please. You are quite safe with
-six feet of pure air between us. I am Mrs. Aspray."
-
-"Oh, indeed!" said the Captain. "Of course, I have heard of you, Mrs.
-Aspray. We have all been so terribly troubled about your great
-anxiety. May I ask you how your daughter is?"
-
-"My daughter Constance has passed the crisis. She was at death's door
-all yesterday, but about midnight she fell into a refreshing sleep. I
-have left her sleeping now. I have gone through a time enough to
-madden any one, but the doctor is with her at the present moment and
-says that the danger is practically over. I felt I must get a breath
-of fresh air before any one else was stirring. You see, I have been
-with her day and night. Oh, it has been a fearful case--fearful! And
-now poor Flo is down--took ill yesterday morning; the disease declared
-itself last night. Poor Flo gave me a message, which I was to convey
-somehow, in some fashion, to Fairleigh. Providence has brought you
-here, Captain Richmond."
-
-"I will take the message," said the Captain. "Who is it to?"
-
-"To you--to the governess--to whoever has charge of the young people.
-I understand Mrs. Richmond is away. There is a young girl in your house
-of the name of Augusta Duncan, isn't there?"
-
-"Yes."
-
-"She has been a good deal with my girls. She was invited to a dance,
-which was to have taken place on the very day that Constance took ill.
-Without my knowing it, she arrived at our house late that evening.
-Contrary to my orders, she was admitted and saw Flora. Flora only
-confessed to it last night. Of course, Miss Duncan ran risk of
-infection, but it may not be too late--I mean, that you may have time
-to remove the other girls. At any rate, it is only right that you
-should know."
-
-Captain Richmond's face turned very white.
-
-"I am afraid I have given you a shock," said Mrs. Aspray; "but
-perhaps--God knows how I feel this thing!--_perhaps_ I am in
-time."
-
-"Alas! no," he replied. "Augusta is very ill indeed, and another of
-the children has been much with her. Another child who"---- He broke
-off, and his lips trembled. "From what Dr Earle said last night, there
-is small or, indeed, no doubt what Augusta is sickening for. But thank
-you for telling me; anything is better than suspense, and I will do
-what I can."
-
-He turned without another word and went back to Fairleigh.
-
-Mrs. Aspray looked after his retreating figure.
-
-"Poor fellow!" she said to herself. "My news seemed to stun him. What
-an awful pity that Flo kept this thing to herself! I am afraid that
-Augusta cannot be a very nice girl. I did feel annoyed when those
-young people were not inclined to follow up our advances, but I would
-not have one of them in the house under the rose, as it were, on any
-condition whatever. Flo certainly behaved very badly."
-
-The anxious and burdened woman went slowly back to the infected house,
-and Captain Richmond returned to Fairleigh. On his way home he met the
-postman. Among the letters was one which bore the Capetown postmark.
-It was addressed to himself. He looked up at the windows of the house
-where the children, tired out by the excitement of the past day, still
-slept.
-
-"I may as well read what Aunt Jessie has to say out here," he murmured
-to himself.
-
-He sat down on a garden bench and opened the letter, which ran as
-follows:
-
- "My Dear Peter,--You will want to know all my news, which I am
- telling Nora and Kitty in the enclosure which goes with this.
- In the meantime I have something else to tell you. It is
- extraordinary what tricks memory plays one. During the voyage
- we had rather a bad storm; we tossed about a good bit, and
- some of the passengers were considerably frightened. I was not
- among the number; but as I lay awake I kept recalling
- different incidents in the happy home-life. My friend was in
- the berth above mine, and she kept moaning all the time, and
- talking to herself of her terrible loss. Although I pitied
- her, my thoughts would keep going back and back to the life at
- Fairleigh; and, do you know, a sudden quite dreadful memory
- came to me. You know, of course, the orderly-book. Well, my
- dear Peter, I am strongly under the impression that in the
- great hurry of leaving home I turned over two pages when I
- ought to have turned over one. If that is the case I have put
- certain marks into Nancy's entry which ought to have stood
- against Augusta's. I feel so uncomfortable about this that I
- wish you would ascertain for yourself. I don't know whether
- you have yet bestowed the great prize, but I rather gather
- that it is to be awarded in a short time. Well, it so happened
- that on the very day I was obliged to hurry off to my poor
- friend I came across Augusta treating Nancy in a very
- high-handed and cruel manner. I was greatly distressed, and
- entered into the thing as fully as I could. It is not
- necessary, and I have no time now, to give you all the
- circumstances. But the fact is, I had no choice left but to
- give Augusta that evening a mark for cruelty. Now, it would be
- too horrible if that mark, through my carelessness, was
- entered against Nancy. If you have not awarded the prizes, you
- will look into this matter and put it straight; if you have----
- But I won't think of that.
-
- "Long before this reaches you we shall be on our way to Mrs.
- Rashleigh's daughter. I shall not make a long stay. I will
- just remain a night or two, and hurry home by the first boat.
- With much love to everybody.--Your affectionate sister,
-
- "Jessie Richmond."
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXXV.
-
-THE WAY OF TRANSGRESSORS IS HARD.
-
-
-It is a trite saying, illustrated over and over again in many lives,
-that the way of transgressors is hard; and when Augusta lay on her
-sickbed, stricken down by the fell disease, she was paying a bitter
-price for her days of selfishness, hypocrisy, cunning, and cruelty.
-
-When God struck so hard it was impossible for man to say anything. No
-one could have nursed the poor girl more devotedly than did Miss Roy.
-Professional nurses were of course sent for; and Nora and Kitty were
-sent immediately to the house of a cousin who promised to receive them
-and take every care of them. The doctor said, when he learnt all
-particulars, that it would not be safe to send Nancy away. She was not
-allowed to go near Augusta, but she still remained at Fairleigh.
-
-Nan and Captain Richmond had a little talk together. Nan came away
-after that talk and crept into a corner by herself, and cried and
-cried for a long time; then she came back to the Captain, put her arms
-round his neck, and kissed him.
-
-"I don't mind anything now, for _you_ understand, and God
-understands. And please--please forgive poor Gussie; she could not
-have known what she was doing."
-
-But the Captain would make no promises about Augusta.
-
-"We will leave her out for the present," he said. "You and I are happy
-together; we understand each other, and that which rested like a
-nightmare on your poor little soul is lifted. The weather is fine; we
-will spend all our time in the open air, and I will tell you some more
-things about what soldiers do."
-
-So in those dark days the Captain and Nancy became better friends than
-ever.
-
-At last there came the hour when the crisis had passed for Augusta.
-The danger was over--she would get well. Then both the Captain and
-Miss Roy looked with fear at Nan; would she sicken, or would she
-escape the danger? Ten days passed; then slowly--very slowly--the
-fortnight of probation came to an end, and Nancy was still well, still
-smiling, still happy.
-
-"I do believe she will escape," said the Captain. "It seems almost too
-good to be true."
-
-Wonderful as it is to relate, Nancy did not become ill. And when this
-point was clearly ascertained, she was taken to join Nora and Kitty at
-their cousin's house.
-
-There the children had a gay time together while Augusta slowly came
-back to convalescence. Very slow indeed was her recovery, for she had
-taken the complaint badly, and for some time the fresh, fair beauty of
-her face was marred. "But not for ever," said Dr Earle. "By-and-by she
-will recover her looks; but she has had a narrow escape both of her
-life and of her eyesight."
-
-When Augusta was comparatively well again, on an evening in late
-October, Mrs. Richmond arrived at her home.
-
-Augusta was seated by herself in the drawing-room. She sat with her
-back to the light. Her eyes were weak, and she did not like people to
-see more of her poor disfigured face than was absolutely necessary.
-But when Mrs. Richmond came in, and the girl noticed the kindly face,
-so like her own mother's, she uttered a strangled cry, and running
-forward, flung her arms round her neck.
-
-"Oh, Aunt Jessie, it _is_ good to see you. Oh, now I believe I
-shall have a chance of being happy again."
-
-"Yes, my darling, I am glad to have got back. Oh, what I have suffered
-on your account!"
-
-"But don't you know the truth? Hasn't Uncle Pete told you?"
-
-"He came down with me from London, Augusta. And--yes--he has told me
-everything."
-
-"Then you can never really love me again." Mrs. Richmond did not reply
-for a moment; then she said slowly:
-
-"When you lay in great pain and delirium, when you were nigh to death,
-and missed your own mother, and felt, as you must have felt for a
-short time at least, that God Himself was hiding His face from you,
-then was your punishment, Augusta dear. If you have received it in due
-submission and repentance, who am I that I should not love you?"
-
-"And does Nan--does Nan forgive me?"
-
-"She is in the other room. You are quite free from infection; she will
-speak to you in a moment. But, Gussie, before you meet I have one
-little thing to tell you: Nan will never go to the Asprays. She will
-be my child always, for I owe to Nancy just as great a debt as Mr.
-Aspray owed her father. It is an old story, dear, and I will not tell
-it to Nancy yet for she is too young; but I think it right that you
-should hear it. Long, long ago, before you were born, and before your
-mother was married, Nancy's mother and I were friends. But a great
-trouble arrived, for we both--each unknown to the other--loved the
-same man. He cared more for Nancy's mother than he did for me; and
-Nancy's mother loved him with all her heart and soul and strength. I
-didn't know it at the time, although the knowledge came to me
-afterwards. She refused him for my sake. She loved him, and allowed
-him to think she cared nothing at all for him; and she did it
-altogether for me.
-
-"I married him: he was my husband. He was very good to me. I never
-learnt the truth from him. He died, and after his death, somehow, I
-learnt the truth. My dear friend married in time another man. The
-marriage was not happy, and they were terribly poor. He died too, and
-little Nancy was left unprovided for. So I told her mother on her
-deathbed that Nancy would always be my tender care, my most cherished
-darling. Now, Augusta, you know for yourself that she has a right to
-my home and my love and my money. She is no charity-child, but a child
-any mother would be proud of."
-
-"There never was any one like her," said Augusta slowly. "There was a
-time when I was mad with jealousy of her; but I know at last what she
-really is. But, oh, Aunt Jessie! I am tired, and I want to be forgiven
-right out. I have told Uncle Peter everything--every single thing from
-the first. And now let me see Nancy, that she also may forgive me."
-
-THE END.
-
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-[Illustration: "He is not horrid at all," said Nan, very cross.]
-
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-
-
-GIRLS OF THE TRUE BLUE
-
-BY
-
-L. T. MEADE
-
-Author of
-
-"Miss Nonentity," "The Odds and the Evens," "Light o' the Morning,"
-"The Girls of St. Wode's," etc.
-
-WITH TEN ILLUSTRATIONS
-
-BY
-
-PERCY TARRANT
-
-W. & R. CHAMBERS, Limited
-
-
-
-
-LONDON AND EDINBURGH
-
-1901
-
-Edinburgh:
-
-Printed by W. & R. Chambers, Limited
-
-
-
-
-CONTENTS.
-
- I. "I PROMISE"
- II. "I WON'T EVER GO TO YOU"
- III. THE FROCK WITH CRAPE
- IV. THE BEST GIRL
- V. THE MYSTERY-GIRL
- VI. THE BULL-PUP
- VII. THE FALL
- VIII. PIP
- IX. UNDER HER THUMB
- X. A MYSTERY
- XI. THE MIDDLE WAY
- XII. "I SHALL STAY FOR A YEAR"
- XIII. UNCLE PETER
- XIV. "IT WAS NOT WORTH WHILE"
- XV. SOLDIERS OF THE TRUE BLUE
- XVI. TIGHTENING HER CHAIN
- XVII. AUGUSTA'S RESOLVE
- XVIII. AUGUSTA'S SIGNATURE
- XIX. THE ASPRAYS
- XX. THE ORDERLY-BOOK
- XXI. THE PICNIC
- XXII. THE BROKEN LOCK
- XXIII. "PRIZE-DAY COMES IN A MONTH"
- XXIV. THE GIPSY TEA
- XXV. THE PACKET OF LETTERS
- XXVI. SUNBEAM
- XXVII. "WAS THAT THE REASON?"
- XXVIII. "IS WRONG RIGHT?"
- XXIX. DOWN BY THE WISTARIA
- XXX. AUGUSTA IS FRIGHTENED
- XXXI. UNCLE PETER'S CONSIDERING CAP
- XXXII. THE BEGINNING OF THE SHADOW
- XXXIII. THE CROSS
- XXXIV. THE LETTER
- XXXV. THE WAY OF TRANSGRESSORS IS HARD
-
-
-
-
-LIST OF ILLUSTRATIONS.
-
- "He is not horrid at all," said Nan, very cross.
-
- Nan was perfectly satisfied to sit near the fire holding the
- kittens.
-
- "Cross!" he said to himself; "why, it is one of the dearest
- little faces in the world."
-
- "Here is some paper," said Nancy, "and here is a pencil. Write
- the words down, Augusta, and let me keep the paper."
-
- Augusta nearly fell back as she read the words.
-
- "What are you doing by that drawer, Gussie!"
-
- "I have brought a bird for her--my own bird. May I go in and see
- her at once?" said Nancy.
-
- Augusta in terror was hiding behind a bush of laurustinus.
-
- "As to your shilling, miss, you can keep it, for I don't want
- none of it."
-
- "Let me fasten it round your neck, Nan, then I shall feel
- better."
-
-
-
-
-GIRLS OF THE TRUE BLUE.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER I.
-
-"I PROMISE."
-
-
-"And how is she to-day, Nan?" said the kindly voice of Mrs. Richmond.
-
-The time was early spring. The lady in question had come into a dark
-and somewhat dismal room; she herself was richly wrapped in furs and
-velvet; her large, smooth face was all beams and smiles. A dark little
-girl with thin cheeks, about eleven years of age, clasping a battered
-doll in her arms, looked full up at her.
-
-"She is no better," said Nan; "and I think perhaps it would be a good
-plan for you to go."
-
-"What a little monkey you are!" said Mrs. Richmond. "But I do not mind
-you, my dear Anna; I have known you too long. Come here, dear, and let
-me look at you."
-
-Nan laid her doll on the table and approached slowly. Her dress was
-untidy, her hair unkempt. There were traces of tears round her eyes,
-but none showed at that moment; the sad eyes looked bold and full and
-defiant into the kindly face of the lady.
-
-"You are not too tidy, my dear little girl; that pinafore would be the
-better for the wash-tub. And must you play with that horrid old doll?"
-
-"I would not give up dear Sophia Maria for anybody on earth," said Nan
-in a determined voice; and now she went back and clasped her ragged
-and disreputable-looking baby to her breast.
-
-"But you might have a new one."
-
-"I would not like a new one, thank you."
-
-"And you are rather old to play with dolls. Now, my Kitty and my
-Honora have long ceased to make babies of themselves; you must when
-you come."
-
-"I must when I come!" repeated Nan; and now, her eyes grew very big
-and bright and angry. "Oh! please," she added, "will you excuse me? I
-want to go up to mother."
-
-"Certainly, dear. Tell her I am here, and would be glad to have a talk
-with her."
-
-Nan vouchsafed no reply to this, and left the room. Mrs. Richmond sat
-on in thought; she folded her hands in her lap.
-
-"I will do my duty," she said to herself; "it is my duty. Poor, dear
-Amy was always improvident, and careless of her health. She married
-without means; her husband died within a year; there is this child now
-eleven years of age and with no provision. Ah!"
-
-There came a tap at the door, and the wizened and somewhat cross face
-of a middle-aged woman appeared.
-
-"How do you do, Mrs. Vincent?" said Mrs. Richmond. She always spoke
-cordially to every one; her face beamed kindness itself on all the
-world.
-
-Mrs. Vincent came in slowly.
-
-"I am glad you have called, ma'am; the poor thing upstairs is very
-bad--very bad indeed--not likely to live many hours, the doctor says."
-
-"Oh! my good soul, I had not an idea that it was so near as that."
-
-"I am telling you the truth, madam; and the fact is, her poverty is
-excessive, and"----
-
-"Now listen to me, Mrs. Vincent. Everything she needs as far as you are
-concerned will be paid for; see that she has every imaginable comfort.
-And leave the room."
-
-Mrs. Richmond's kindly eyes could flash when occasion arose, and Mrs.
-Vincent, curtsying and mumbling, but highly delighted all the same,
-went downstairs.
-
-There was no sign of Nan coming back, and Mrs. Richmond, after waiting
-for a quarter of an hour, determined to go upstairs to her sick
-friend's room. The door was a little ajar; she pushed it open and went
-in. Nan was lying across the bed, her face close to the very white
-face of a woman whose features were wonderfully like her own. The
-woman's eyes were open, and her lips were moving. Mrs. Richmond came
-and, without saying a word, lifted the child off the bed. Nan turned
-in a wild fury; she felt very much inclined to strike the intruder,
-but the look on her visitor's face restrained her.
-
-"You can stay, dear, if you like," said Mrs. Richmond; and then she
-went round to the other side of the bed.
-
-"Have you anything to tell me, Amy, before you go?" she asked.
-
-There came a low--very low--murmur, and a glance of the dying woman's
-eyes in the direction of the child.
-
-"Only--only"----she began.
-
-"I will see to everything, dear; I have promised."
-
-"And if--if at the end of a year---- You remember--you remember that
-part, don't you, Caroline?"
-
-"I remember it. It will not be necessary."
-
-"But if it is--if it should be--you will send her"----
-
-"I faithfully promise."
-
-"You are so good!" said the dying woman.
-
-"God bless you! You have made things easy for me."
-
-"Come here, Nan, and kiss your mother," said Mrs. Richmond suddenly.
-
-The child, overawed by the entire scene, advanced. She pressed her
-lips to the lips growing colder moment by moment.
-
-"And now leave the room," said Mrs. Richmond. "Go--obey me."
-
-Nan went.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER II.
-
-"I WON'T EVER GO TO YOU."
-
-
-But she only went as far as the landing; there she crouched down in a
-corner and waited. She did not know what she feared, nor exactly what
-was going to happen; it seemed to her that there was a great darkness
-everywhere, and that it pressed her round and shut away the light.
-
-The outward circumstances of Nan Esterleigh's life had never been too
-bright, but all the same she had been a happy little girl; she had
-been petted and fussed about and loved, and her battered doll, Sophia
-Maria, had been the greatest imaginable comfort to her. She was quite
-accustomed to scanty meals and poor rooms and cross landladies. She
-was, alas! too, poor little girl, thoroughly accustomed to her
-mother's state of miserable health. Mother had been often as bad
-before. Ever since Nan could remember, her mother had ached and
-shivered and moaned with pain; she had spent restless nights, and had
-stayed in bed to breakfast, and had struggled against the illness
-which crept on her more and more day by day. Nan in her heart of
-hearts supposed that very few people were well; she thought children
-enjoyed good health as a rule, and that grown people had illness. It
-was the law of life, she supposed. Now and then she confided her
-thoughts to Sophia Maria.
-
-"My darling," she used to say, "you must be as happy as you can while
-you are young, because there is no chance at all when you are
-grown-up. You will have pains then, Maria, and aches, and you will
-grow old, and you won't have any strength. I'll be the same; there'll
-be two of us to keep each other company--that is one comfort."
-
-Now she crouched in the corner, feeling a little more depressed and a
-little more anxious than usual, but not really alarmed or stricken or
-subdued. She wondered, however, what her mother meant by the curious
-words she had spoken, with long pauses between, to Mrs. Richmond. They
-certainly pointed to a future for Nan herself; she was to go
-somewhere, and if all was not well she was at the end of a year to go
-somewhere else.
-
-"But I am not going to leave my own mother," thought the little girl.
-"Oh dear! oh dear! I know now why I am lonely; I want my poor darling
-Sophia."
-
-She ran downstairs, clasped her doll to her heart, and crouching over
-the fire, presently fell asleep.
-
-It was during Nan Esterleigh's sleep that her mother died. Mrs.
-Esterleigh died without a pang or a struggle--she just ceased to
-breathe; and Mrs. Richmond, with tears in her eyes, came downstairs.
-
-Nan had stretched herself full length on the hearth-rug. The doll was
-clasped to her breast; her sallow little face looked more sallow than
-usual, and Mrs. Richmond noticed how black and long were the lashes
-that rested against her cheeks.
-
-"Poor little girl, she is my care now," thought the good woman. "I
-know what I should like to do; I should like to pick her up, and wrap
-a shawl round her, and take her right away in the cab with me. Nora
-will be nice to her, and Kitty will show her her favourite kittens. I
-have a great mind to try."
-
-But just then the big black eyes were opened wide, and Nan sat up and
-stared at Mrs. Richmond.
-
-"What are you doing here?" she said. "Is mother no better? Has nobody
-thought of giving her her tea?"
-
-"Come here, Nancy," said Mrs. Richmond. "I have something I want to say
-to you."
-
-"But I don't want to listen," answered Nan; and she clutched her doll
-tightly in her embrace, staggered to her feet, and stood, with
-defiance in her eyes, a few feet away from Mrs. Richmond.
-
-"Dear, dear! she is an extraordinary child," thought the good lady.
-"She will be very difficult to manage. I should not be a scrap
-surprised if she felt this very much; some children do, and I should
-not be astonished if she was the sort, she is so stubborn and
-self-contained--not a pleasant child by any means. But Amy's little
-girl shall always have a warm corner in my heart--always, always."
-
-"Come here, Nan," she said again.
-
-"If you want to say anything to me, please, Mrs. Richmond, be quick,"
-said Nan, who was now wide awake and felt absolutely composed; "I must
-go up to mother. This is the hour for her tea; I always make it myself
-for her. I know just how much she wants put into the little brown
-teapot, and the right quantity of milk and sugar; and, oh! I am going
-to toast her bread for her, for Mrs. Vincent does send it up so hard
-and untempting. Perhaps you will come another day, Mrs. Richmond, and
-talk to me then."
-
-"I must talk to you now, Nancy, my poor little girl; I have something
-to say."
-
-Curious emotions stirred in the child's breast. She stood quite still
-for a moment; then she said slowly:
-
-"You had better not say it."
-
-"I must; it is about your mother."
-
-"What! is mother worse?"
-
-"She is better, Nancy." Mrs. Richmond's eyes brimmed over with tears.
-
-"Then how silly of you to cry!" said the child, her face brightening
-up, and smiles dawning round her lips. "If she was worse you might
-cry--not that you ought ever to cry, for she is no relation of yours;
-but if she is better, Sophia Maria and I will sing."
-
-"Nancy dear, I cannot break it to you. I must tell it to you at once,
-and God help you to bear it. Your mother is better in one sense--in
-the sense that God has taken her away from all her pains. She won't
-ever be tired or ill or sorry any more, and she will never again have
-aches or wakeful nights or sad days; she has gone to God. There is a
-beautiful heaven, you know, Nan, and---- Oh, good gracious! what ails
-the child?"
-
-Nan had given one smothered scream and had rushed from the room.
-Fast--very fast--did the little feet run upstairs. Mrs. Esterleigh's
-room was on the third floor. Past the drawing-room landing she ran,
-where a good-natured-looking old gentleman resided. He was coming out
-of his comfortable drawing-room, and he saw the scared little face. He
-knew, of course, what had happened, and he wondered if the child knew.
-He called to her:
-
-"Nancy, come in and sit by my fire for a little."
-
-But she did not heed him. She ran past the second floor; no one called
-her here or detained her. There was a very cross old maid who lived on
-that floor, and Nancy had always hated her. She ran on and on.
-Presently she reached her mother's room.
-
-"It is not true," she gasped. "It is that dreadful Mrs. Richmond trying
-to frighten me. It is not a bit true--not a bit." And then she took
-the handle and tried to turn it and to open the door, but the door was
-locked.
-
-"Mother, mother!" she shrieked. "Mother, it is me--it is Nan. Don't
-let them keep me out. Get some one to open the door. Mother, mother!"
-
-Footsteps sounded in the room, and an elderly woman, whom Nancy had
-never seen before, opened the door, came quickly out, and stood with
-her back to it.
-
-"You must go away, my dear little girl," she said. "I will bring you
-to see your mother presently. Go away now, dear; you cannot come in."
-
-"But I will. You shall not keep me out. You are hurting mother. You
-have no right to be in the room with her;" and Nancy pommelled at the
-woman's hands and arms. But she was strong and masterful, and
-presently she picked up the exhausted child and carried her right
-downstairs.
-
-"Oh! give her to me," said Mrs. Richmond. "Poor little child! Nancy
-dear, I am so sorry for you! And I promise, darling, to be a mother to
-you."
-
-"Don't!" said Nan. "I don't want you as a mother--no, I don't want
-you."
-
-"Never mind, I will be a friend to you--an aunt--anything you like. I
-have promised your own dear mother; and she is quite well, and it
-would be selfish to wish her back."
-
-"But I want to be selfish; I want to have her back," said Nan. "I
-don't believe that God has come and taken her. He would not take
-mother and leave me; it is not likely, is it?"
-
-"God sometimes does so, and He has His wise reasons."
-
-"I don't believe it. You only want me not to go to her, and you are
-telling me lies."
-
-"It is the truth, Nancy; and I wish for your sake it were not. Will
-you come back with me to-night, dear?"
-
-"I won't. I won't ever go to you. I will always stay just outside
-mother's door until they let me in. I do not believe she is dead--no,
-not for a moment."
-
-In vain Mrs. Richmond argued and pleaded and coaxed; Nan was firm.
-Presently the good lady had to consult with Mrs. Vincent, who promised
-to look after the child. The landlady was now all tears and
-good-nature, and she assured Mrs. Richmond that Nan should have all her
-wants attended to.
-
-"I have got a very nice, good-natured servant-girl," she said. "Her
-name is Phoebe. I will send her upstairs, and she shall sit in the
-room with Miss Nan, and if necessary stay with her to-night."
-
-"Very well," said Mrs. Richmond. "It is the best that I can do; but, oh
-dear! how anxious I feel about the unhappy child!"
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER III.
-
-THE FROCK WITH CRAPE.
-
-
-All the lodgers in the house, the landlady, and the servants were
-extremely kind to Nan that night; but Nan would have none of them.
-Presently Phoebe was sent to sit in the parlour with her. The lamp,
-which usually smoked, burned brightly, and there was quite a good fire
-in the grate--of late it had been a miserable one--and the curtains
-were drawn, and a clean cloth had been put on the table, and Nan was
-treated as if she were a princess. Phoebe, too, dressed in her Sunday
-best, came and sat with her. Phoebe was sixteen years of age; she had
-left her country home about two months ago, and felt now wonderfully
-important. She took a sorrowful, keen, and at the same time
-pleasurable interest in Nan. She put the bowl of bread and milk, which
-Mrs. Vincent considered the best solace for grief, inside the fender to
-keep warm, and then she sat on a hard-bottomed chair, very erect, with
-her hands folded in her lap. For a long time her eyes sought the
-ground, but then curiosity got the better of her. She began to watch
-Nan. Nan sat with her back to her. Sophia Maria was lying on the table
-near. As a rule this battered and disreputable doll was clutched tight
-in her little mistress's embrace, but even the doll could not comfort
-Nan now. Phoebe gave a groan.
-
-"What are you doing that for?" said the child. She raised her eyes;
-there came a frown between her brows; she looked full at Phoebe.
-
-"I am so sorrowful about you, missy!" replied Phoebe.
-
-There was something in Phoebe's hearty tone that interested Nan. She
-hated Mrs. Richmond and Mrs. Vincent when they expressed their grief;
-even the dear old gentleman, Mr. Pryor, on the first floor was
-intolerable to her to-night. As to Miss Edgar, the old maid who lived
-on the second floor, Nan would have fled any distance from her; but
-there was something about Phoebe's country tone, and her round face,
-and the tears which filled her blue eyes which touched Nan in spite of
-herself.
-
-"I wish you would eat your supper, miss," was Phoebe's next remark.
-
-Nan shook her head. After a time she spoke.
-
-"If your mother had just gone to heaven, would you eat a big bowl of
-bread and milk?"
-
-"Oh, lor', miss! I don't know."
-
-"Has your mother gone to heaven?" was Nan's next question.
-
-"Indeed and she has not, miss; I would break my heart if she had."
-
-"Oh!" said Nan.
-
-For the first time tears rose to her eyes. She looked again at Phoebe,
-then she glanced at the fire, then at the doll.
-
-"Sophia Maria does not comfort me any longer," she said. "Would it
-kill you, Phoebe, if your mother went to heaven?"
-
-"I 'spect so, miss. Oh dear, missy! I 'spect so."
-
-"Then," said Nan--and the next instant she had tumbled from her seat,
-had tottered forward, and was clasped in Phoebe's arms--"let me cry.
-Don't say anything to comfort me; I want to cry such a big, big lot.
-Let me cry, and clasp me tight--very tight--Phoebe."
-
-So Phoebe did clasp the motherless little girl, and the two mingled
-their tears. After that affairs moved better. Phoebe herself fed Nan,
-and then they cuddled up on the sofa, which Phoebe drew in front of
-the fire. Phoebe found her occupation intensely interesting. She was
-very, very sorry for Nan, and very comfortable in the thought that her
-own mother was alive. Nan began to ask her questions, and Phoebe
-answered.
-
-"Did you ever know a little girl whose mother died 'cept me--did you,
-Phoebe?"
-
-"Oh yes, miss; there was a girl in our village. It was a more mournful
-case than yours, miss, for there were two little brothers--they were
-young as young could be, nothing more than babies--and she was left to
-mind them, so to speak."
-
-"That must have been very nice for her. I wish I had two little
-brothers to mind. And did she mind them, Phoebe? Was she good to
-them?"
-
-"No, miss; that she warn't. She were for a bit, but afterwards she
-took to neglecting of them, and they were sent to an orphan school,
-and the girl went to service."
-
-"Oh! she was not a lady," said Nan in a tone of slight contempt.
-
-"We 'as our feelings even if we ain't ladies," was Phoebe's somewhat
-sharp retort.
-
-"Dear, dear Phoebe, I know you have; but tell me more about her. What
-happened just immediately afterwards, before she began to be cross to
-the little brothers?"
-
-"Well, miss, there was the funeral and the funeral feast."
-
-"A feast!" interrupted Nan.
-
-"In the country, miss, and amongst us we always take the occasion to
-have a big and hearty meal; but that ain't interesting to you."
-
-"I could not eat--not now that mother is dead."
-
-"Well, miss, that was in the country; it is different there--grief
-makes us hungry. And she had her mourning to get."
-
-"Her mourning! What is that?"
-
-"Black, miss--black from head to foot--and crape. She went into debt
-for the crape."
-
-"Did she? What is crape?"
-
-"Something they put on black dresses to make people know that you are
-mourning for a near relative; and according to the amount of crape you
-puts on, so is the relation between you and the deceased," said Phoebe
-in a very oracular voice.
-
-Nan became intensely interested.
-
-"Then I ought to get a black dress at once," she said.
-
-"As you will, miss. Mrs. Richmond will see to that."
-
-"I don't want Mrs. Richmond to. I would rather get it myself. I have a
-little money. Don't you think I could get my own dress?"
-
-"Of course, miss, if you have the money."
-
-"Are you anything of a dressmaker, Phoebe?"
-
-"Well, miss, I made the dress I am now wearing."
-
-"And it is awfully nice," said Nan. "And Sophia Maria ought to wear
-black too."
-
-"To be sure, miss."
-
-"I wish I could get it to-night. But you might go out early in the
-morning and get the stuff, and we could begin to make it."
-
-"So we could," said Phoebe, who wondered much if her mistress would
-allow her to devote all her time to Nan.
-
-"I know a little bit about dressmaking myself; we could easily make
-the dress," continued Nan. "And we need not let any one into the room;
-I could keep the door locked, and we could both make the dress that I
-am to wear for my own mother. Phoebe, would it make her happier to
-know I was putting stitches into a black, black dress with crape on it
-to wear because of her, because she has gone to God?"
-
-"It would make a wonderful difference," said Phoebe.
-
-"Would it indeed? Then I will have it very black, and a lot of crape.
-If I have a lot of crape, would she be glad?"
-
-"If anything could make her more glad than she is now, that would,"
-said Phoebe; "I know it for a fact."
-
-"And Sophia Maria would wear crape and a black dress too?"
-
-"Yes, miss."
-
-After that the two girls talked on until they grew sleepy, and finally
-Phoebe wrapped her little mistress in a warm blanket, and lay down
-herself on the rug; and so the first night passed away.
-
-Nan possessed exactly two pounds, which she had saved, sixpence by
-sixpence. She broke into her little savings-bank now and gave the
-money to Phoebe, who went out at an early hour and purchased coarse
-cashmere and the poorest crape she could get, and brought the
-materials to Nan.
-
-They kept the parlour door locked, and sewed and sewed. Nan was
-interested, and although her tears often dropped upon the black stuff,
-yet, when Phoebe assured her that her mother was growing happier each
-moment at the thought of the very deep mourning her little daughter
-was to wear, she cheered up.
-
-"You are quite, quite certain you are telling me the truth, Phoebe?"
-said Nan at last.
-
-"Certain sure, miss. Didn't I live through it all when poor Susan
-Fagan lost her mother? This is a dress for all the world the same as
-Susan appeared in at the funeral."
-
-After two or three days' hard work the dress was finished. It was
-certainly not stylish to look at. Then there came an awful time when
-carriages drove up to the house, and all that was left of poor Mrs.
-Esterleigh was borne away to her long home. Nan could never afterwards
-quite recall that dreadful day. Mrs. Richmond arrived early. She had
-borne with Nan's wish to stay locked into the parlour with what
-patience she could; but on the day of the funeral she insisted on the
-door being opened, and when Nan appeared before her in her lugubrious
-dress, badly made, with no fit whatever, the good woman gave a shocked
-exclamation.
-
-"My dear child," she said, "I have got a suitable dress for you. I
-found a frock of yours upstairs and had it measured. Take off that
-awful thing."
-
-"This awful thing!" said Nan. "I bought it with my own money. I won't
-wear anything--anything else. And Sophia Maria is in mourning too,"
-she added; and she pointed to her doll, which was attired in crape
-from head to foot.
-
-"Let her wear it," said a voice behind her; and raising her eyes, Nan
-saw the kindly face of Mr. Pryor looking at her.
-
-He had always been a strange sort of character, and it seemed now that
-in one glance he understood the child; he held out his hand and drew
-her towards him.
-
-"You bought this out of your own money?" he asked,
-
-"Yes," answered Nan.
-
-Tears trembled on her eyelashes; she raised her eyes and looked full
-at Mr. Pryor.
-
-"And there is a lot of crape," she said. "Everybody must know that she
-was a very near relation."
-
-"And you made it yourself?"
-
-"Phoebe and I made it ourselves; and Maria is in black too." She
-touched the doll with her finger.
-
-"Then you shall go to the funeral in that dress," said Mr. Pryor. "I
-take it upon me to say that your mother would wish it, and that is
-enough."
-
-So Nan attended her mother's funeral in the dress she had made
-herself, and stood close to the grave, and tried vaguely to realise
-what was taking place. But what chiefly impressed her was the depth of
-the shabby crape on her little skirt, and the fact that she had bought
-her mourning out of her very own savings, and that the doll, Sophia
-Maria, from whom she would not be parted for a single moment, was also
-in mourning.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER IV.
-
-THE BEST GIRL.
-
-
-Immediately after the funeral Mrs. Richmond took Nan's hand.
-
-"Now, dear," she said, "you come home with me."
-
-Nan turned first red and then very white. She was just about to reply
-when Mr. Pryor came forward.
-
-"Madam," he said, "may I make a request? I want to ask a very great
-favour."
-
-"If possible I will grant it," replied Mrs. Richmond.
-
-"I have known Mrs. Esterleigh, this dear little girl's mother, for two
-or three years; and on the whole, although I am not specially fond of
-children, I think I also know Nan well. Now, I want to know if you
-will grant me the great favour of allowing me to take Nan home to my
-rooms until this evening. I will promise to bring her to you this
-evening."
-
-"Oh yes, I will go with you and with Phoebe," said Nan. She clasped
-hold of Mr. Pryor's hand and held it to her heart, and she looked round
-for Phoebe, who in her shabby frock was standing on the outskirts of
-the group.
-
-Phoebe was nodding to Nan and making mysterious signs to her. Mrs.
-Richmond looked full at Mr. Pryor.
-
-"I do not wish to make Nan more unhappy than I can help to-day," she
-said; "so if you will bring her to my house by six o'clock this
-evening I will be satisfied."
-
-She turned away and entered her own carriage, and Mr. Pryor looked at
-Nan.
-
-"It is only two o'clock," he said; "we have four hours. A great deal
-can be done in four hours. What do you say to our spending the day out
-here in the country?"
-
-"Oh," said Nan, "in the country! Is this the country?"
-
-"This is Highgate. I have a carriage, and I will get the man to drive
-us quite out into the country parts--perhaps to Barnet. The day
-happens to be a lovely one. I have a kind of desire to go into the
-Hadleigh Woods with you; what do you say?"
-
-Nan gave a vague nod, and looked round for Phoebe.
-
-"You would like your little friend Phoebe to come too?"
-
-Nan's whole face lit up.
-
-"Oh, very, very much!" she said.
-
-"Well, she is standing there; go and ask her."
-
-So Nan rushed up to Phoebe.
-
-"Phoebe," she said, "shall we go into the country with Mr. Pryor? I
-need not be back till six o'clock."
-
-"I don't know if my mistress would wish it," said Phoebe.
-
-"I will take upon myself to say that Mrs. Vincent will not be angry
-with you," said Mr. Pryor, coming up at this moment. "Now, children,
-get into my carriage; I will give the driver directions."
-
-So they left the cemetery and drove away and away into the heart of
-the country. It took them some little time to reach it, but at last
-they got where the trees grew in numbers and houses were few and far
-between; and although it was winter the day was a lovely one, and
-there was a warm sunshine, and it seemed to Nan that she had come out
-of the most awful gloom and misery into a peace and a joy which she
-could scarcely understand.
-
-Mr. Pryor dismissed the carriage when it set them down at a pretty
-little inn, and he took Nan by the hand and led her into the parlour,
-and asked the landlord for a private room; and there he and Nan and
-Phoebe had dinner together.
-
-It was a simple dinner--the very simplest possible--and Sophia Maria
-sat on Nan's lap while she ate, and Mr. Pryor talked very little, and
-when he did it was in a grave voice.
-
-Phoebe looked somewhat awed; and as to Nan, the sense of grief and
-bewilderment grew greater each moment.
-
-"Now, Phoebe," said Mr. Pryor when the meal was over, "I want our
-little party to divide. There are four of us, for of course I consider
-Sophia Maria quite one of the family."
-
-"Oh, she is quite, the darling!" said Nan.
-
-"Will you take charge of her for a little, Phoebe," said Mr. Pryor,
-"while Nan and I go for a walk?"
-
-"Oh, must we?" said Nan, looking full at him.
-
-He smiled very gravely at her.
-
-"We will not be long," he said. "There are a few things your mother
-has asked me to say to you. I would rather say them to you alone,
-without even Sophia Maria listening."
-
-Then Nan's little white face lit up.
-
-"Phoebe," she said, "Mr. Pryor and I have something most important to
-say to each other. Be sure you take great care of Maria, and don't let
-her catch cold."
-
-Phoebe promised, and Mr. Pryor and Nan, hand in hand, walked in the
-direction of the Hadleigh Woods.
-
-They walked in absolute silence until they reached the woods, and then
-their steps became slower, and Nan looked up into the face of her
-companion and said:
-
-"I wish you would tell me. What did mother say?"
-
-"My dear Nan, your mother knew very well that the day was soon coming
-when God would send for her. She did not like to talk to you about it,
-although she often tried to; she was anxious about you, but not very
-anxious."
-
-"I wonder mother was not very anxious when she thought of leaving me
-so far, far behind," said Nan.
-
-"You see, she did not think that, for in reality those who go to God
-are not separated very far from those they leave."
-
-"Then is mother near me?"
-
-"You cannot see her, nor can you realise it, but I should not be
-surprised if she were quite near you."
-
-"She knows all about my black dress and my crape?" said Nan. "Phoebe
-said she would be so glad about the crape!"
-
-"Well, Nan, the fact is that the crape could not make her glad, nor
-the black dress; but the thought that you, her little girl, made it
-and wore it for love of her would make her glad. It is not the colour
-of the dress makes her happy; it is the love you put into it."
-
-"Oh! I don't quite understand," said Nan.
-
-"You will when you think it over. You see, she is in white; she has a
-crown and a harp. That is what we have learnt about those who leave
-us--that if they have loved God they go into His presence, and their
-dress is white and glistening, and they have harps to sing to and
-crowns to wear; and we know the more we love the nearer we get to
-them. So, Nan, the message your mother has left me is this: 'Tell Nan
-to be as good as girl can be--to be the best girl she knows. By being
-the best she must be the most loving, she must be the most unselfish.
-She must not wish to be the best to be thought well of by her
-fellow-men, but she must be the best because God loves those who try
-to follow Him.' Do you follow me, Nan, when I say these words?"
-
-"I follow you," said Nan. "You want me to be good, but I do not think
-I can; and as to being the best, that I can never be. You want me to
-have a great deal of love, and I only love mother and Phoebe a little
-bit. And to-night everything is to be changed; I won't even have you."
-
-"I am going to ask Mrs. Richmond to send you to see me
-sometimes--perhaps once a fortnight or so."
-
-"Will you?" said Nan. "I think if I could like anything I should like
-that."
-
-"I will arrange it then; and perhaps although you do not exactly love
-me now, you will regard me as your friend and love me presently. But
-there is something else I want to say. Your mother wished all these
-things for you, but she knew that you would have certain difficulties
-in your life. I am sorry to have to tell it to you, my dear little
-girl, but it is the fact: your mother left you without any money."
-
-"But mother could scarcely do that, because we had something to live
-on," said Nan. "Has mother taken our money away with her up to God?"
-
-"No, dear. In the home where she is now money is not needed; but the
-little money she had was only to be here during her lifetime. It was
-what is called an annuity; that means, she could have the use of it
-for her life, but only for her life. So, my dear little girl, you have
-no money."
-
-"Then I expect," said Nan, drawing herself up and fixing her eyes full
-on Mr. Pryor's face, "that I had best go to the workhouse. I can go to
-the workhouse until I am old enough to take a place as servant; and I
-would like, please, to go into the same house with Phoebe. Perhaps Mrs.
-Vincent would have me as her little servant, and Phoebe could teach
-me."
-
-"That is not necessary; you are not suited for that kind of life, and
-God does not require it of you. Mrs. Richmond is very well off; she has
-more money than she knows what to do with, and she always loved your
-mother, so she is going to take you to bring you up with her two
-little girls. You will be trained and educated, and have everything
-that a little girl can require, and all Mrs. Richmond wants in return
-is your love and your obedience."
-
-"But I don't think I can love her. I wish--oh, I wish she would not do
-it!" said Nan.
-
-"Now, Nan, the first proof of your love for your mother has arrived,
-for she wanted you to go to Mrs. Richmond. She would be dreadfully
-pained--far, far more pained, if trouble could reach her in heaven, by
-your not going there than even if you still wore a coloured frock."
-
-"Oh, how puzzling it is, and how difficult!" said Nan. "I shall quite
-hate to go to Mrs. Richmond. I never liked her much, and now to think
-that I owe everything to her!"
-
-"I have something more to say. There is a man who owed your father
-money long ago, and he has promised to adopt you in case you are not
-happy with Mrs. Richmond; but you must spend quite a year with her
-before you go to him. You would have a different life with him--freer,
-wilder. Your mother preferred the idea of your being with Mrs.
-Richmond, but if you are unhappy with her you are to go to the
-Asprays; when last I heard of them they lived in Virginia, in the
-States of America."
-
-Nan pressed her hand to her forehead.
-
-"That does not seem much better," she answered; "and I think my head
-aches, but I am not sure. Shall we go back again now, Mr. Pryor?"
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER V.
-
-THE MYSTERY-GIRL.
-
-
-Kitty and Honora Richmond were in high spirits. Even the knowledge
-that Nan's mother had been buried that day could scarcely depress
-them. They had heard of Nan a great deal for the last couple of years
-of their lives, but they had never seen her. Honora called her the
-little mystery-girl, and Kitty invariably made the same remark when
-her name was mentioned.
-
-"I wonder if her eyes are blue or brown. If she has brown eyes she
-will be like me, and if she has blue eyes she will be like you, Nora."
-
-"As if the colour of her eyes mattered!" said Honora. "For my part,"
-she added, "I do not think any girl matters, and I do not see why you
-are so excited about her. If she were a dog it would be a different
-thing."
-
-"Yes, of course it would," answered Kitty, looking wistfully round.
-"But you see she is a girl, and mother will not let us keep any more
-dogs."
-
-"The darlings!" cried Honora; "what a sin! Oh Kitty! do you know, I
-saw a dear little fox-terrier to-day when I was out. I know he was
-lost. He had one of those darling little square heads, and he did look
-so sweet! I would have given anything to bring him home, but when I
-spoke to nurse she said, 'There are enough waifs and strays coming to
-the house without having stray dogs.'"
-
-"I do wonder what she meant by that!" said Kitty.
-
-"I expect," said Nora in a thoughtful voice, "she must have meant poor
-Nan. It was not nice of her--not a bit. Do you know that Nan has no
-money? Nurse told me so last night; she said that if mother had not
-adopted her she would have had to go to the workhouse. Is it not
-awful?"
-
-"Poor darling!" said Kitty. "Then we will be good to her; and it is
-almost as nice as if she were a dog. I like her twice as well since I
-know that. If she were a rich girl I should hate her coming, but as
-she is a poor one we will give her the very best--won't we, Noney?"
-
-"The best we could do," said Honora in a thoughtful voice, "would be
-to give her Sally's pup--you know, little Jack; would she not love
-it?"
-
-Kitty looked very thoughtful.
-
-"I thought perhaps I might keep Jack," she said. "Do you think I ought
-to give Jack to Nan--do you, Nora?"
-
-"Yes," replied Nora in an emphatic voice. "We have just said that we
-ought to give her the best, and as Jack is your best, you ought to
-hand him over. Come, now, let us make the schoolroom look pretty.
-Mother said she would be here at six o'clock. She will be very sad,
-you know, Kitty; you must not laugh or be at all gay this evening. You
-must try to feel as if mother were in her coffin."
-
-"Oh, don't!" said Kitty. "How horrid of you, Noney! How could I think
-of anything so awful?"
-
-"But poor Nan has to think of it. Oh dear! oh dear! it is exciting. Do
-you know what I should like to do? I'd like to rush downstairs and
-fling my arms round her neck, and drag her up to the schoolroom, and
-say, 'You poor little motherless, penniless creature, here is Jack to
-comfort you.' That is what I should like to do; but, of course, I
-suppose it would not be right."
-
-Miss Roy, the children's governess, now entered the schoolroom. She
-was a kindly, good-natured woman. They went to school for most of
-their lessons, but she looked after their dress, and took them for
-walks, and saw to their comforts generally.
-
-"What are you two puzzling your little heads over?" she said. "Oh
-Nora, my dear, why is the schoolroom in such a mess?"
-
-"We were teaching Jack some of his tricks," said Nora. "Do you know,
-Miss Roy, he begs so beautifully, and he quite winks one of his dear
-little eyes when he sits upright and takes his biscuit."
-
-"But he sulks a good bit when we teach him to trust," interrupted
-Kitty.
-
-"Well, dears, get the brush now and sweep away the crumbs; when your
-little friend comes she will not like to see an untidy room."
-
-"I hope she will," said Kitty. "It will be very much the worse for her
-if she is of the tidy sort."
-
-"What nonsense, Kitty! You know I have always trained you to be most
-careful and tidy."
-
-"Yes," answered Kitty, with a sigh; "and when you do train us, Miss
-Roy, do you know what Nora and I think of?"
-
-"What, dear?"
-
-"Of the happy, happy days when we are quite grown-up, and can be as
-awfully untidy as we like, and sweep all our things into bundles, and
-never have a tidy drawer, and never be able to find anything; and have
-six or seven dogs, all in baskets, sleeping about the room; and a few
-cats, more particularly if they are sick cats, to bear them company;
-and birds, of course; and mice, and white rats, and"----
-
-Miss Roy put her hands to her ears.
-
-"Don't introduce your menagerie until I am out of the country. I would
-rather leave England, although I am devoted to my native land, than be
-anywhere near such an awful room."
-
-"We told mother on Sunday," said Nora, "and she quite laughed. I think
-she was ever so glad."
-
-Just then there came a sound of commotion downstairs. Nora drew
-herself up to her full height, and her heart beat a little faster than
-usual. Kitty rushed to her sister and clasped her hand.
-
-"Oh Noney, has the little mystery girl come?"
-
-"I think so," said Nora; and just then her mother's voice was heard
-shouting, and the two children ran downstairs.
-
-Once again Honora thought of the impulse which she longed to give way
-to--the impulse to rush to the forlorn little figure in its quaint and
-peculiar frock and clasp it tightly in her arms, and sweep the child
-upstairs to the warm schoolroom, where Kitty would sit at her feet,
-and Nora would hold her round the waist, and Jack would sit on her
-lap, and they would talk and talk, and be happy and free, and even
-mingle their tears together. But Mrs. Richmond, although the most
-good-natured and kindest of women, would have been much shocked by
-such a proceeding on Honora's part. She had lectured the little girls
-with regard to Nan's arrival for the last couple of days, and had
-given them so many things to be careful about, so many subjects on
-which they must on no account touch, that now they felt quite
-constrained, and it was a rosy-faced and apparently unconcerned little
-girl who came up now and took Nan's cold hand in hers; and a little
-girl in all respects her ditto, except that her eyes were brown,
-followed suit; and Nan gave one forlorn, frightened glance at the two
-little sisters, and then turned aside, a look of almost sullenness on
-her face.
-
-"Take her upstairs, dears, and ask nurse to get her hot water; and
-then you shall all come downstairs to supper with me," said Mrs.
-Richmond.
-
-Kitty said in a very low and frightened voice, "Will you come,
-please?" and the three children went upstairs.
-
-They went through the cheerful schoolroom, where a fire was blazing
-brightly, and a lamp making a pleasant glow on the centre-table, and
-where there was a fascinating basket, out of which a bull-terrier
-raised his head and growled, and another basket with a cat and a heap
-of kittens in it; and there was a huge cage in the window in which
-swung a parrot, who called out the moment he saw them, "Here comes the
-naughty girl--here comes the naughty girl!" Nan, notwithstanding her
-misery, would have given worlds to rush to the bull-terrier's basket
-to examine its pups, or to the cat's basket to look at the kittens, or
-to laugh when Poll the parrot said, "Here comes the naughty girl!" But
-she did not dare to do any of these things, and she was led swiftly
-past the impertinent bird, and the dog, and the cat, into her own
-little room.
-
-Nan's room opened out of the pretty bedroom where the sisters slept,
-and there was a fire here also, and a nice white bed, and pretty
-furniture, and even a few flowers on the dressing-table; and nurse, a
-stout, shrewd-looking woman, was standing in the room; and there was a
-jug of hot water on the washing-stand. The moment Nan appeared, nurse
-spoke to the little girls.
-
-"Now go away, my dears," she said. "I will look after Miss Esterleigh.
-Come, miss, you would like me to wash your face and hands, would you
-not?"
-
-What reply Nan made the little sisters did not hear, for they found
-themselves pushed out into the schoolroom and the door was shut.
-
-"Oh Nora, what do you think of her?" said Kitty.
-
-"Well," replied Nora, "I suppose it is because she is unhappy, but she
-looks rather cross."
-
-"I do not think she is really. Did you see how her eyes danced when
-Sally growled?"
-
-"Sally has very bad manners," said Nora.
-
-"And, oh Noney, Noney, was it not shocking of Poll to say, 'Here comes
-the naughty girl'? She will think always now, to her dying day, that
-he meant her."
-
-"You know Poll always says that whenever we bring a stranger into the
-schoolroom," said Nora. "But come, Kitty; let us wash our hands and
-get ready for supper. I suppose we'll like her after a bit--although
-I'm not sure."
-
-"Did you notice the doll she had in her arms? Was it not too funny?"
-said Kitty.
-
-"I expect she loves it," said Nora, "but she won't do so for long; we
-gave up dolls when we were ever so young. A doll is no fun when you
-have got a live thing to pet."
-
-At this juncture Nora rushed to Sally's basket, took Jack from his
-mother, and clasped him tight in her arms.
-
-"Oh! is he not just an angel?" she said; and then the little girls
-went to their room to get ready for supper.
-
-Nan appeared, just as pale and just as unsmiling, in the schoolroom
-after she had submitted to nurse's ministrations. She hated the bright
-fires and the gay lamp and the comforts.
-
-"It is all charity," she thought.
-
-That afternoon she had questioned Phoebe as to the position of a girl
-whose mother had died without leaving any money behind; and Phoebe,
-who had no idea that her remarks would have any personal meaning, had
-said at once:
-
-"Why, she is nothing in the world but a girl, miss; I'd not like to be
-her--that I wouldn't."
-
-So Nan stood now with a bitter smile on her face. But as she stood
-alone in the schoolroom, looking wistfully about her, and wondering
-how she was to please her mother, and how by any possibility she could
-ever be the best girl whom Mr. Pryor spoke about, there came a funny
-little yap, and behold! Jack the bull-pup was at her feet.
-
-Now, even a charity-girl could scarcely resist a bull-pup of six weeks
-old, and Nan felt a shiver of longing and delight creeping over her.
-She forgot Sophia Maria (the neglected doll was thrown on the nearest
-chair), and the next instant the little pup was clasped in the girl's
-arms. She was hugging it and petting it when Kitty came back. If there
-was one creature on earth whom Kitty loved it was Jack, and she had
-been wondering if another of the pups, little Flo or Tommy, would do
-equally well for Nan's possession. But Flo and Tommy were not nearly
-as perfect as Jack, for Jack was a little prince of bull-pups, perfect
-in every respect, with one white ear and one black, and with the most
-impudent face it was possible for a dog to have; and now Nan was
-smiling at him, and pressing his little cheek against hers, and then
-Kitty knew it was all up with her as far as Jack was concerned. She
-ran quickly forward.
-
-"Oh! you have got Jack; he is yours, you know."
-
-She panted out the words, being anxious to get the presentation over,
-to have the thing done beyond recall. Nan's face turned a little
-whiter.
-
-"I am so sorry!" she said. "I know I ought not to have touched your
-pup, but he came to my feet, and he is so sweet!"
-
-"Oh! you would like him, would you not?" said Kitty.
-
-"Like him!" cried Nan. "I love him!"
-
-"Then he is yours--yours! You may have him altogether."
-
-"I--what!" cried Nan.
-
-"I mean that he is mine, and I give him to you. We have got plenty
-more; will you take him? Say so--quick!"
-
-Nan looked full into Kitty's eyes. Now, this was the last thing Kitty
-wished, for in spite of all her heroism and her desire to be as
-generous as possible, her eyes were full of tears.
-
-"Oh, as if I could take him!" cried Nan. "But thank you--thank you."
-
-"You are to take him; Nora and I wish it. We said so; we made up our
-minds that you must be comforted by Jack. We cannot comfort you,
-because we do not know, and---- Anyhow, we are not dogs. No person can
-comfort like a dog can. So, will you have him--will you, please?"
-
-"Oh, I will!" said Nan; and then Kitty went up to her and kissed her;
-and Nan dropped Jack, and flung her arms round Kitty's neck, and said:
-
-"Thank you--and thank God!"
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VI.
-
-THE BULL-PUP.
-
-
-But when the little girls went down to supper, Jack had to stay
-behind. Had he come downstairs, cuddled up contentedly on Nan's
-forlorn little shoulder, she might have been able to bear things; but
-as it was, all her miseries returned to her in a full tide. For the
-first time she observed how very peculiar and remarkable the dress was
-which Phoebe had made.
-
-Nan was rather a small girl of eleven years of age, and the dress came
-down to her ankles. It was, of course, made without any attempt at
-style. The bodice fitted anyhow; the crape was put on in rucks instead
-of smoothly; the sleeves were too wide for the fashion, and too long
-for the little girl's arms; the neck was too big, the part which
-covered her chest too narrow. She was, as nurse expressed it, all
-askew in that frock, and poor Mrs. Richmond quite shuddered as she
-looked at her.
-
-If Nan had been a dazzlingly fair child, black might have been
-becoming to her; but as she was sallow, with quantities of jet-black
-hair, and big, very black eyes, there was not a scrap of beauty about
-her little face just now, although it was possible she might grow up
-handsome by-and-by.
-
-Little, however, Nan recked about her appearance either in the future
-or the present. Just then she kept repeating to herself, "I am only a
-charity-girl;" and then she sat down and ate her supper without well
-knowing what she ate. Mrs. Richmond was very kind, and the two girls
-were as grave and sober as possible. They were not the least like
-themselves; they only spoke when they were spoken to; even the subject
-of the dogs did not draw them out. Kitty's merry eyes kept looking
-down, and Honora's sweet, bright face, with its wealth of light hair
-and smiling lips, seemed transformed into that of a very sober little
-girl indeed. Towards the end of supper Nan yawned once or twice. Mrs.
-Richmond suddenly rose.
-
-"Come here, Nancy," she said.
-
-She took the little girl's hand and drew her to her side.
-
-"Nancy, you are my little girl henceforward."
-
-Nancy's lips quivered.
-
-"And these are your little sisters. This is Honora, aged twelve; and
-this is Kitty, aged eleven. You will be, I hope, the very best of
-friends; everything that Kitty has you have, and everything that
-Honora has also belongs to you. There will be three little sisters in
-this house instead of two. You will learn with the same kind
-governess, and go to the same nice school; and except that you will
-wear black and Kitty and Honora colours, you will be dressed alike.
-You will have the same pleasures and the same duties. I promised your
-mother that this should be the case, and all I ask of you in return
-is"--Mrs. Richmond paused and looked full at Nan-"happiness."
-
-"I cannot be happy," whispered Nan then.
-
-"Not yet, dear--no, not yet; but I want you to be contented, and to
-feel that I love you and will do what I can for you. I do not want you
-to feel that"----
-
-"I am a charity-girl, and I hate it," suddenly burst from Nan's lips.
-
-Mrs. Richmond took both the little hands very firmly in hers and drew
-the unwilling child to sit on her knee.
-
-"Nan," she said, "you must get that thought out of your head once and
-for ever. I am going to tell you something. Years and years ago, when
-I was young and when your mother was young, your mother did something
-for me which I can never repay--never. I will tell you what that thing
-was when you are older. Your mother died; and when dying, I asked her
-to let me adopt you as my own little girl. To do that does not
-anything like repay her for what she did for me, for she saved all my
-life and all my happiness. But for her I might not be alive now; and
-if spared, certainly be a most miserable woman. Sometime I will tell
-you everything; but what I want you clearly to know is this, that in
-taking you to live with me I still owe your mother something. You have
-a right to my home and my love for her sake. Now, does this make
-things any better?"
-
-"Oh yes!" said Nan. "And, oh" she added, "I am a horrid girl not to
-feel very glad! I will try to be very glad, but do not ask me any more
-to-night."
-
-"Poor little darling!" said Mrs. Richmond.
-
-She kissed Nan, and nodded to Kitty to run up to Nan and take her
-hand.
-
-"You are my sister, you know, and I love you already," said Kitty; and
-so Nan went upstairs to bed.
-
-Early the next morning, when the little girl felt that she had already
-only enjoyed her first sleep, she was awakened by some one pulling her
-rather violently by the arm. She looked up in astonishment. Just at
-first she could not in the least remember where she was, nor what had
-happened. Then it all rushed over her--her mother's funeral of the day
-before, her own great misery, the change in her life. But she had
-scarcely time to realise these things, and certainly had not a moment
-to fret about them, when the eager voice of Kitty was sounding in her
-ears.
-
-"Get up, please, Nan; dress yourself as fast as ever you can in the
-dark, and come into the schoolroom. If you are not very quick you will
-miss seeing the animals getting their breakfasts, and that is the best
-fun of the day. Now, be quick--be quick! I will come back again in a
-few minutes. I have lit the candle for you; here it is. Hot water? No;
-you must do without that. Fly--dash into your clothes, and be in the
-schoolroom in a quarter of an hour."
-
-Kitty disappeared, and Nan got up. She felt quite excited; she could
-not help herself. It was useless to pretend that she felt anything but
-a sense of rejoicing as she thought of the animals. When with human
-beings she must remember her mother, and her own suffering, and her
-great loss, but with the animals she could only rejoice. She scrambled
-into her clothes, making, it is true, a very sorry spectacle of
-herself.
-
-"Sophia Maria, my darling," she said to her doll, "you had better get
-warm into bed, and lie tucked up there while I am attending to the
-animals. I will never love them better than I love you, but I must see
-how they get their breakfasts. They are alive, Maria darling--they are
-alive; you understand, don't you?"
-
-Sophia Maria stared with her vacant smile at her little mistress.
-
-"How good she is! she never frets," thought the little girl; and then
-she went into the schoolroom, where a fire was lighted--a dull,
-dim-looking fire, which certainly gave forth no heat whatever just
-yet--and the gas was turned on.
-
-"Is it not a good thing we have gas?" said Kitty.
-
-Honora and Kitty were both in the schoolroom. They were wearing a long
-kind of holland smocks over their dresses; their faces looked quite
-serene and important.
-
-"Now, Nan, which will you take? I think this morning, if you were to
-hold all the kittens in your lap, you might just watch us. We have to
-be ever so busy; Miss Roy only gives us a quarter of an hour at this
-time of day to clean out all the animals' homes, and I can tell you it
-is exciting when you have got pups and kittens and birds and mice and
-rats. Is it not nice of Miss Roy? The mice and rats she will not allow
-in the room, but she allows the others. We keep them upstairs in the
-top attic. Sometimes the rats bite, and the mice too; but who minds a
-little pain when it is an animal--a darling--that has to be attended
-to?"
-
-[Illustration: Nan was perfectly satisfied to sit near the fire
-holding the kittens.]
-
-Nan was perfectly satisfied to sit near the fire holding the kittens.
-There were two Persian kittens, and their names were Lord and Lady.
-They were very handsome, with long, soft chinchilla fur, tiny tails at
-present, and big heads. Nan stroked them in ecstasy; there was not the
-slightest doubt that thrills of comfort went through her heart which
-Sophia Maria had never yet been able to bestow.
-
-Kitty and Honora meanwhile were very busy. The parrot's cage required
-a great deal of attention. The parrot was inclined to be rather
-fierce; he would fly frantically after the little hands when they were
-put in to take out the seed-trough, and he would cock his head to one
-side, and then shout out, "Here comes the naughty girl!" and fix his
-eyes on Nan all the time.
-
-"He does mean me," said Nan, forgetting the kittens and going up to
-the cage in her excitement. "Oh dear! is it not funny of him? And I
-suppose I am a naughty girl."
-
-"Well, I hope so," said Kitty. "We don't want you to be a goody girl;
-we should not like that at all. We don't want you to be mournful and
-sulky and anything like that; we like you to have some spirit in you.
-You know your darling little Jack who belongs to you altogether? Well,
-you are to have all the trouble of him; and you are to take the blame
-also if he is naughty and fidgety, and tears our dresses, and bites
-the tablecloth. You will be the one to be reprimanded; don't forget
-that."
-
-"I don't think I shall like that."
-
-"Well, but surely you do not expect us to be blamed about your animal!
-I never heard of such a thing!" said Nora "Now we have done
-everything; go back and get as tidy as you can for breakfast."
-
-Nan went back to her room feeling much excited. While she was out
-nurse had entered.
-
-"So you are going to have an animal, miss; and you are going to get up
-every morning to help the young ladies to feed their pets and clean
-out their cages?"
-
-"Yes; they have asked me to," said Nan.
-
-"That is right, my dear; and I hope you will have a happy time and
-make yourself one of the family."
-
-"I will try to," said Nan.
-
-"The first thing you have to do is to give me the frock you wore last
-night."
-
-"But, oh!" said Nan, "that is my own frock, bought out of my own
-money. Please, I would rather--I would rather not give it."
-
-"I am afraid if you are one of the family you have got to obey Mrs.
-Richmond, and she does not intend you to wear that ugly frock any
-more."
-
-"It is not ugly," said Nan, colouring high.
-
-"Well, miss, I am afraid it is; and anyhow you cannot wear it, for I
-am going to take it away. Here is a nice little suitable dress--black,
-of course, and made the same way as Miss Kitty's dresses are made.
-Here, put it on, miss, or you will be late for breakfast."
-
-All poor Nan's misery returned to her at these words. She felt as if
-she were most unjustly treated; she could scarcely bear her own
-feelings. The pretty frock in which she looked so nice and fresh, and
-in which she had once again the appearance of a lady, did not appeal
-to her. She shrugged her shoulders discontentedly, and was only
-comforted when nurse insisted on her wearing a white pinafore which
-nearly covered the frock.
-
-Just as she was leaving her bedroom she turned and spoke.
-
-"If you will not let me wear my own frock--and I bought all my own
-mourning for my own mother--may I at least keep it?"
-
-"Oh yes, poor little girl!" said nurse, much touched by these words.
-"I will put it in the bottom of the little trunk you brought with you.
-You might give it to a poor girl some day, and she might make it fit
-her; it is not fit for any one to wear at present."
-
-Nan was fain to be comforted with this sort of half-promise of
-nurse's, and entered the school-room, where she stood, looking
-somewhat forlorn, by the fire. But this mood was not to be of long
-duration, for Nora and Kitty came bounding in. They had made up their
-minds: the time of gloom was past; they were going to be their own
-riotous, gay, merry, rebellious, fidgety, almost unruly little selves
-once again to-day.
-
-Miss Roy was almost as merry as her pupils. At breakfast they screamed
-with laughter; animals, of course, were the subjects of conversation.
-The virtues of Jack, the vices of Poll the parrot, the exquisite
-beauties of Lord and Lady and the bad manners of their mother, the
-good manners of the bull-terrier--all were discussed with animation.
-Each little point was noted. Nan listened, her eyes growing wider and
-wider.
-
-"What is the matter? Why do you not talk?" said Kitty at last.
-
-"I am so astonished," answered Nan.
-
-"What about?"
-
-"Why, you speak, you and Honora, as if--as if there were no girls and
-boys in the world."
-
-"Oh! I suppose there are," answered Honora. "I am afraid there are,"
-she continued after a pause. "They are great worries, are they not?"
-
-"I don't know."
-
-"Compared to animals, I mean. Who would compare them?"
-
-"I don't know," said Nan again.
-
-"You will when you have been here a little longer.--Oh, Miss Roy,
-Kitty has given Jack to Nan. He is her very own bull-puppy. She has
-got to train him; and, please, if he does anything naughty you are to
-blame her."
-
-"Well, now, children," said Miss Roy, "put on your hats and coats and
-get ready for school. Nan, my dear, Mrs. Richmond has not arranged for
-your school until next week, so will you please stay in the schoolroom
-until I come back to you? I will hear you a few lessons then, and we
-can go out for a walk together."
-
-"And may she take Jack for a little airing?" asked Kitty.
-
-"Yes, if she has a leash--not otherwise."
-
-"Oh! I can lend her a leash," said Kitty. "You will find it hanging up
-in the passage outside the schoolroom," she added, turning to the
-little girl; "and there is a collar as well. Now we must be off."
-
-In a moment they dashed away, Miss Roy following them. From intense
-excitement and vigorous conversation and loud noise and hearty laughs
-the schoolroom was reduced to absolute silence. Nan felt a sense of
-relief. She crept into her bedroom, took Sophia Maria from between the
-sheets, clasped her in her arms, and sitting down by the fire, called
-to Jack to come and make friends.
-
-Now, Jack was of the most sociable nature, but it is, alas! true that
-he was possessed with a petted little dog's invariable infirmity--that
-of intense jealousy. He had taken to Nan; he had liked the position on
-her shoulder, and had quite slobbered with bliss when she had kissed
-him on his little cheek the night before. But Nan was now hugging a
-hideous object in her arms, and Jack did not see why such a thing
-should be permitted. He was wary, however, and did not intend to give
-himself away. He knew by experience that in small puppies
-mischievousness was reproved by two-footed creatures who had the
-control of them; but in all the world what could be more delicious
-than the sort of mischief which meant tearing and rending, using his
-teeth and puppy paws to some purpose? That horrid thing in Nan's arms
-could be rent and torn and demolished and worried, and what a time of
-enjoyment he would have while doing it! Accordingly he raised his
-dancing eyes to Nan's face, and jumped backwards and forwards,
-inviting her as bewitchingly as puppy could to a game of romps. She
-played with him for a little, trying to catch him, which he avoided,
-for it was quite beyond the dignity of puppydom to repose in the same
-lap with the hideous doll dressed in crape. The dog was biding his
-time. Nan looked again at Maria. She still wore her inane smile. Nan
-kissed her. She was so cold; she did not seem to take any interest.
-
-"She is not so nice as Jack," thought the little girl, "but of course
-I like her best. Did not mother give her to me, and have not I over
-and over and over again cried with her in my arms? She comforted me,
-then, but not as little Jack does."
-
-Presently Miss Roy came in, bustling and fresh from the outside world.
-
-"Now, get on your things, Nan," she said. "I will take you for a walk
-first of all, as it may rain later on; it is a beautiful morning, and
-we will go for a walk in Hyde Park. You had better leave little Jack
-at home; dogs are not allowed in Hyde Park except on a leash."
-
-Nan got up joyfully. Sophia Maria was put comfortably sitting in the
-arm-chair in which the little girl had herself reposed, and a few
-minutes later Nan and her governess went out.
-
-Now was Jack's opportunity. The schoolroom was silent; the mother
-bull-terrier was sound asleep, with the other pups nestling up to her.
-Jack, bent on mischief, was practically alone. The Persian cat turned
-her back upon him with the most lofty disdain in her attitude; the
-parrot winked at him out of her wicked eye, and said, "Here we are
-again!" another favourite expression of hers. Jack cared little; with
-a dexterous leap he secured Sophia Maria, and what immediately
-followed may be left to the imagination of the readers.
-
-When Nan returned from her walk there were morsels of crape on the
-floor, and tiny pieces of coarse black cashmere, and a naked doll,
-which, rent and torn and injured, lay in a distant corner; but her
-clothes--alas! where were they? Jack waggled up to his little
-mistress, coaxing and canoodling, and saying by a thousand pretty
-motions, "You must forgive me if it was wrong. I am sorry, but I would
-do it again if I had the chance; only please forgive me." And then Nan
-uttered a sudden shriek and flew towards the battered remains of her
-doll, which she clasped in her arms.
-
-"Oh, Miss Roy--oh, Miss Roy!" screamed the little girl.
-
-"What is it, my dear?" said the astonished governess.
-
-"Oh, see what Jack has done!"
-
-"Naughty Jack!" said Miss Roy. "But really, Nan, it was a very ugly
-doll; if you wish to dress it again I will find some pieces for you
-some half-holiday. Put it in the cupboard now and forget about it.
-Come to me in a few minutes for your lessons."
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VII.
-
-THE FALL.
-
-
-Nan had gone about for the remainder of the day with a lump in her
-throat. It was not the least like the heavy weight of sorrow which
-pressed on her yesterday--but nevertheless it was a curious and
-strange sensation. To all intents and purposes Sophia Maria no longer
-existed; that battered and torn and disreputable doll in the cupboard
-could not be the darling whom she had pressed to her heart and loved
-and worshipped during all the sorrowful days when her mother lay dead
-in the lodging-house in Bloomsbury.
-
-But although the lump was there, and the sorrow and the dismay there
-also, Nan's day was one rush, one continued succession, of excitement;
-there was literally no time in Mrs. Richmond's happy house for brooding
-or grieving.
-
-"I must try and forget Sophia Maria for the present," thought the
-child; "there is such a lot to be done! But when I get into bed
-to-night, oh! won't I have a good cry?"
-
-She made up her mind also not to tell either Nora or Kitty what had
-happened to her dear baby.
-
-"As for Jack," she said to herself, "I shall hate him all the rest of
-my days."
-
-But when he came up to her, and sprang with great appreciation into
-her lap and cuddled down there, and licked her hand with his little
-red tongue, she found that, far from hating him, she was loving him
-better and better each moment. At last bedtime came, and Nan as she
-laid her head on her pillow and said "Good-night" to nurse, who had
-come in to put out her candle, whispered to herself:
-
-"Now I _must_ have a tremendous cry for my darling Sophia Maria."
-
-But, behold! the very next instant she was sound asleep. So Maria lay
-neglected in the cupboard. Some day, of course, Nan would dress her,
-and make her a pet and an idol once more, but meantime she was too
-busy.
-
-As the days flew on she grew busier and busier, for on the following
-Monday she went to school with Nora and Kitty. It was discovered at
-school that she was a very clever and well-informed little girl for
-her age, and she was put into quite a high-up class for a girl of
-eleven, and had many lessons to learn, and much to attend to. And as
-Nan had not only school-hours to live through, but private lessons in
-music to work for at home, and walks to take, and romps to enjoy, and
-the animals one and all to idolise, she had not been a month in Mrs.
-Richmond's house before she became a very merry and a very happy
-little girl. Not that for a single moment she forgot her mother; but
-she was wise enough and sensible enough to know that if she would
-really please that mother she would do it best by being happy and
-contented. Once she saw Mr. Pryor; and when Mr. Pryor said to her, "Are
-you trying to be the best girl?" Nan coloured, and squeezed his hand,
-and said:
-
-"Oh! but I have got such a darling little puppy--all my very, very
-own--and his name is Jack. And I do love Kitty and Nora! And Mrs.
-Richmond is very kind."
-
-Then Mr. Pryor looked straight into the dancing, dark eyes of Nan, and
-he laid his hand for a moment on her head and said:
-
-"I think you are going to be the best girl."
-
-"I wonder what he really means," thought Nan. "It is nice to be happy;
-even in mother's time I was never as happy as I am now. In mother's
-time there was always the pain--her pain--to remember, and the empty
-purse, and Mrs. Vincent, who was so cross, and---- Oh! lots and lots of
-such things. But now nothing seems sad, and no one seems sorry; and
-the animals alone would make any girl happy."
-
-But as it is not appointed in this life for any one to pass from the
-cradle to the grave without anxiety and troubles and temptations and
-fears, so was Nan Esterleigh no exception to the general rule.
-
-She had been two months at Mrs. Richmond's, and in that time had grown
-strong and healthy, and a pretty rose colour had beautified her dark
-little face, and her eyes were very bright, and her whole appearance
-that of an intelligent and happy child. During those two months the
-spring had advanced so far that it was now the daffodil and primrose
-time, and the children had arranged to go to the nearest woods to
-gather baskets of primroses on a certain Saturday, which was of course
-a whole holiday. Saturday was the most delightful day of the seven in
-Nan's opinion, for there was no school and there were no classes of
-any sort. It was the animals' special day, when extra cleanings had to
-be given and extra groomings gone through; when the cages and baskets
-had to get fresh flannels and fresh gravel; when the mice and the rats
-had in especial to be looked after. Nan always enjoyed Saturday best
-of all, and this special Saturday was to be indeed a red-letter day,
-for Miss Roy had decided to take the children to the country by a
-train which left Victoria at one o'clock. They would get to Shirley
-Woods in half-an-hour; there they could pick primroses to their
-hearts' content, and bring them back in basketfuls. Nan was very much
-excited. She had never been to Shirley Woods, and the thought of some
-hours in the country filled her with the wildest glee.
-
-"Why, you dance about and make more fuss even than we do," said Nora,
-looking at her as she skipped up and down the room.
-
-"Yes; I am in very high spirits," said Nan, "and I am ever so happy."
-
-"I wonder how you will enjoy it when our cousin Augusta comes."
-
-"Who is your cousin Augusta? I have never heard of her."
-
-"I dare say not; but she is coming for a couple of months, either
-to-night or to-morrow morning--to-night, probably. Mother had a letter
-from our aunt, and she wants mother to take care of Augusta until she
-comes back from the Riviera. Her name is Augusta Duncan. She is a very
-handsome girl, and has a lot of spirit. She is the fashionable sort,
-and thinks a lot of her dress and her appearance. What fun we shall
-all have together!"
-
-"But is she coming to school with us? How will she spend her day?"
-asked Nan.
-
-"No, she is not going to school, for she has not been quite strong,
-and is to have a complete holiday. I expect she will stay here a good
-bit and amuse herself."
-
-"How old is she?" said Nan again.
-
-"She is a year and a half older than me," replied Nora, "so she is
-going on for fourteen. She is a very big girl for her age. I am quite
-curious to see her."
-
-"Well, don't let us bother about her now," said Nan. "Let us get ready
-to go off for our happy day in the country."
-
-Kitty looked at the clock.
-
-"I had not the least idea it was so late," she said. "What is to be
-done? Mother wants us to get some flowers for the drawing-room before
-we start. Cannot you go, Nan? Just run and ask Susan the housemaid to
-go with you. You have very nice taste, and can choose just the flowers
-mother would like. Get them at Johnson's at the corner. I know mother
-wants heaps of violets, and as many yellow flowers as you can put
-together. You had better select about five shillings' worth, for some
-people are coming to tea with mother this afternoon."
-
-"Very well," said Nan, in high good-humour. "I'll be off at once."
-
-She put on her hat and jacket and ran downstairs, calling to Susan to
-accompany her. Susan, however, was very busy, and grumbled when the
-little girl made her request.
-
-"Dear me, Miss Nan!" she said; "nurse has given me a lot to do, and I
-am very late as it is. Cannot the flowers wait?"
-
-"Oh! it does not matter," answered Nan.
-
-A daring idea rushed through her mind. Why should she have Susan, to
-keep her company? It was only a step from the Richmonds' house to
-Johnson's shop; she could easily go there alone. The fact that she was
-forbidden ever to go out by herself was completely forgotten. In her
-mother's time she had constantly been sent on messages, and surely she
-was just as sensible a little girl now. So, calling Jack the puppy to
-accompany her, she started on her mission. She arrived at the shop in
-good time, and there she saw two girls standing by the counter. They
-were ordering flowers too, and talking to each other in a somewhat
-excited manner. Their accents were not the accents of London girls;
-they had a high-pitched note in them, which Nan at first thought very
-disagreeable, and then considered fascinating. The girls were
-beautifully and extravagantly dressed. They were taller and older than
-Nan. They wore velvet frocks of a rich blue, and fawn-coloured
-jackets, and they had blue velvet hats which drooped over their faces.
-The hats were trimmed with enormous ostrich-feathers, also a deep
-royal-blue. The girls had quantities of very thick and very bright
-golden hair, which hung in curly masses down their backs and over
-their shoulders. They had each of them deep-blue eyes--very deep and
-very dark--and long, curly black lashes. Nan considered them quite the
-most lovely human beings she had ever looked at. They would not have
-taken the least notice of the quiet, grave-looking little girl who had
-come into the shop but for the fact that Jack suddenly made a dive at
-one of their dresses, and catching it in his teeth, pulled at it, as
-much as to say, "Now for a game of play!"
-
-The girl whose dress was attacked immediately tried to shake the
-bull-terrier off; but the bull-terrier would not let go. It was the
-mission of all bull-pups never to let go, and here was his
-opportunity. He hung on as if for grim death, and the girl's face got
-red and her eyes flashed with temper. She turned to Nan and said in an
-imperious voice:
-
-"Do take your dog off, please. What a horrid little beast he is!"
-
-"He is not horrid at all," said Nan, very cross at anything
-disparaging being said of Jack; but she caught the pup in her arms,
-and stood red and panting, waiting for the girls to leave the shop.
-
-The elder girl, whose dress had been the subject of Jack's attack,
-found that it was slightly torn, and she turned to her sister and
-said:
-
-"What an insufferable little dog, and what a still more insufferable
-girl!"
-
-"Oh, hush, Flora!" said the girl so addressed.
-
-"Where shall I send the flowers to, miss?" asked the man who was
-serving the girls, bending over the counter as he did so.
-
-"Send them to Mrs. Aspray, Court Mansions," was the elder girl's reply.
-"Be quick, please," she added; "you had better send a man round with
-all those flowers in pots. We are expecting company this afternoon,
-and mother says the flowers must arrive before two o'clock."
-
-The man promised; and the girls, the elder one still very cross and
-angry, left the shop.
-
-Just as she was doing so she flashed her handsome blue eyes in Nan's
-direction, and Nan gave her back quite as indignant a glance.
-
-"Well, miss, and what can I do for you?" said the shopman, now turning
-to Nan.
-
-Nan gave her order; the man promised to attend to it immediately, and
-the little girl returned home.
-
-Now, how it happened she never knew, but going back, she trod suddenly
-on a piece of orange-peel. The next moment she was lying on her face,
-white and sick and dizzy with pain. She had sprained her ankle. For a
-moment or two she lay still. Then a man rushed up and raised her to
-her feet. She made a frantic effort, and leaning on his arm, got as
-far back as Mrs. Richmond's house. When the door was opened for her,
-great was the astonishment of Caroline the parlour-maid.
-
-"Why, Miss Nan," she cried, "how white you are! What has happened?"
-
-"I have sprained my foot. I fell when I was out; I trod on a piece of
-orange-peel."
-
-"And you were out, miss, all alone?"
-
-"Yes, yes; Susan was not able to come."
-
-"My mistress will be angry, miss."
-
-"I am ever so sorry; but please don't tell her--please don't,
-Caroline."
-
-"She will find out when she discovers that you have sprained your
-foot."
-
-"Please don't tell her; I will manage somehow," said the child; and
-she limped upstairs.
-
-In consequence of her escapade, however, she could not possibly go to
-the country that day. Kitty and Nora decided that they would not tell
-about her naughtiness in going out alone. They were really fond of
-Nan. They said that she was very silly to have disobeyed their mother,
-and very wrong, but they would make some excuse about her not going
-into the country; and as Mrs. Richmond was extremely busy, what with
-Augusta's expected arrival and her visitors of that afternoon, it was
-unlikely that she would miss Nan or say anything about her.
-Accordingly, at half-past twelve Miss Roy and the two little Richmonds
-started alone for their country expedition, and Nan was left in the
-schoolroom.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VIII.
-
-PIP.
-
-
-The sunshiny morning brought a still more lovely afternoon in its
-train. Nan felt cross and discontented. She had looked forward for
-long to that happy day in Shirley Woods; she had a passionate love for
-all flowers, and for primroses in especial. She had gone
-primrose-hunting when quite a little child with her mother in the
-happy, happy days when they were not so poor, and mother was not so
-ill, and their home had been in the country. As she lay in bed at
-night for the past week she had thought of the intense joy of picking
-primroses.
-
-"Even if mother is dead," she had said to herself, "I shall love to
-hold them in my hands; and if it is true that mother is in a beautiful
-country where there are spring flowers that never wither, perhaps she
-is picking primroses too."
-
-But now everything had come to an end. She had been good-natured
-although disobedient, and her punishment had come. Her foot did not
-ache very badly except when she walked on it; still, she felt very
-impatient alone in the schoolroom--forgotten, doubtless, by every one
-else in the house, for even nurse had taken the opportunity to go and
-visit an old friend, and Susan the housemaid just peeped in once to
-see if there were enough coals to put on the fire. But the day was too
-warm for Nan to need much fire. Her book did not interest her; she
-knew her lessons already by heart. She did not care to practise on the
-piano. Even Jack tired her by his constant and officious attentions.
-
-"Oh dear!" she said to herself, "was there ever such a long afternoon?
-How I wish Phoebe would come to see me! How I wish that I had my
-darling Sophia Maria again! I might make some more clothes for her;
-there are all kinds of odds and ends in nurse's basket, and she would
-not mind my rummaging in it. But there! I really have not the energy.
-How dull it is! I wonder if Kitty will bring me a special bunch of
-primroses, and if they will be big ones with long stems, the sort
-mother used to love. Oh dear! I am tired."
-
-She yawned, shut up the book which she had already read, and taking
-Jack into her arras, kissed him on his little round forehead.
-
-Just then a memory came to her. Kitty had been anxious about one of
-the white rats that morning. It was her favourite rat, Pip. Pip had
-not been well; he had refused his breakfast--an almost unheard-of
-thing in the annals of the rat world. Even a nut did not tempt him,
-and he had turned away from a piece of cheese. Kitty adored Pip. He
-was a large, rather dangerous rat. Nan as a rule kept a wide berth
-when she was asked to visit the rats and mice, for Pip had very sharp
-teeth, and a vicious way of darting at you and giving you a sharp
-bite. But Nan now thought of him with much interest. The very last
-thing Kitty had said before she went out was this:
-
-"I sha'n't enjoy myself very much after all, for Pip is not well. I
-cannot think what is the matter with him. I should just break my heart
-if anything happened to my darling Pip."
-
-Nan had asked one or two questions, and Kitty had turned round and
-looked at her.
-
-"Oh! you can do nothing," she said. "I have put him away from Glitter
-and Snap. I think he looks very bad indeed; he must have eaten
-something poisonous. No, please, do not go near the room, Nan,
-whatever you do, for you know you have not the slightest control over
-the rats and mice."
-
-Now Nan thought of the sick rat, and a curious and ever-increasing
-desire to go and look at him, to find out if he were better, if he had
-eaten the cheese which Kitty had last tried to tempt him with, took
-possession of her.
-
-"It can do no harm," she thought. "I will just go and have a peep; it
-certainly can do no harm. I shall be very careful; I will just open
-the door and look in."
-
-Notwithstanding the pain in her foot, Nan contrived to limp up to the
-attics. There were five or six attics on the next floor--large rooms,
-all of them. The smallest one, that facing the stairs, had been given
-over to the girls for their pets. They owned several boxes of mice,
-different kinds of breeds--harvest mice, dormice, Japanese mice, white
-mice. Nan considered all the mice most fascinating. At the opposite
-side of the room were the cages where the rats reposed.
-
-Nan knew Pip very well by appearance. He was snowy white, had a long,
-hairless tail, and a little patch of black just behind his left ear.
-It was a tiny patch of black, and Kitty considered it one of his
-beauties. Nan opened the door softly now and went in. She had left it
-a little ajar, not thinking much of what she was doing. When she
-entered the room her dullness vanished on the spot. She could examine
-one cage after the other; could poke in her hand and draw it away
-again when the mice tried to bite her. There were a lot of little baby
-mice in one cage. She thought it would be nothing short of bliss to
-examine them, to count them, and to see what they were really like.
-But of course the sick rat, Pip, must have her first attentions. He
-was in a cage all alone--by no means a perfect cage, for it was broken
-at one side. Kitty, however, had secured it against the chance of the
-rat's escape by leaning a bit of board up against the broken side. Nan
-knew nothing of this; she moved the cage so as to get it into a better
-light, and peering down, looked at the sick rat. He was lying curled
-up in the bottom of his cage, but the sudden movement and the sight of
-Nan's comparatively unfamiliar face gazing at him caused Pip to become
-wide awake. At that instant a thrill of fear shot through his rodent
-heart. Nan, without knowing it, had caused the piece of wood to slip.
-The very next instant the rat was out of his cage, and was scuttling
-as fast as ever he could rush across the floor.
-
-Now, this was bad enough--for nothing would induce poor Nan to catch
-him--but worse was to follow; for Jack, grown a large pup now and full
-of spirit, had followed his little mistress, unknown to her, into the
-attic. The next moment there was a cry, a scuffle, and Jack had caught
-the sick rat by the neck. Nan screamed, rushed at the dog and rat, and
-tried to separate them. Alack and alas! the spirit of his ancestors
-was in Jack's veins at that moment; his hairs bristled in excitement.
-It did not take him long to shake the life out of poor Pip, who lay
-dead and torn on the floor of the attic.
-
-Nan's consternation exceeded all bounds.
-
-"What shall I do? What shall I do?" she exclaimed.
-
-She said the words aloud. A light, low laugh falling on her ears
-caused her to turn quickly, and she saw, standing in the doorway, a
-fair-haired girl with large blue eyes and an exceedingly amused
-expression on her face.
-
-"Oh!" said Nan, giving a jump.
-
-"What is the matter?" said the girl.
-
-"Who are you?" said Nan.
-
-"I am Augusta Duncan. But what have you been doing? You are a funny
-girl, ratting up here all by yourself."
-
-"Oh! you don't know what it means. It is perfectly awful! I came up to
-see Kitty's sick rat, Pip. She just worships Pip. She has had him
-almost since he was born; and he was ill to-day, and she put him into
-a separate cage, and while I was looking at him he escaped, and my
-bull-terrier killed him.-- Oh Jack! oh Jack! what have you done?"
-
-The smile on the strange girl's face became a little broader; she
-slowly crossed the room, looked at the rat, and then going away, came
-back with a pair of tongs. With the tongs she lifted the rat and laid
-him on a shelf.
-
-"He does not look bruised," she said; "at least not much--a little
-perhaps. His fur is wet, but I do not suppose Kitty will know what has
-killed him. Have you courage to put him back into his cage?"
-
-"Why should I do that?" asked Nan.
-
-"Well, have you courage? I could not touch the horror."
-
-The laughing, curious eyes were fixed on Nan's face. She did not know
-why--she often wondered afterwards what had ailed her during that
-miserable day--but the next instant she had slipped the rat back into
-his cage.
-
-"That is all right," said the girl. "You need not tell; I will not.
-Come, let us lock the door. Have you done any further mischief in the
-room? I see not. Come downstairs to the schoolroom and amuse me."
-
-Nan followed the girl as though she were mesmerised, Jack trotting
-behind her heels. They went into the schoolroom; the girl turned full
-round and looked at Nan.
-
-"Now, who are you?" she said.
-
-"I am Nan Esterleigh."
-
-"Oh! And has my aunt adopted you?"
-
-"Yes."
-
-"Do you know that I am tired? I have had a very long journey; I have
-come all the way from France. Aunt Jessie is very busy, and said that
-I might come up to the schoolroom and amuse myself. She did not know
-that you were here; she said nothing about you. Now, what I want to
-say is this: if I keep your secret, will you make things pleasant to
-me?"
-
-"But--but," said Nan, "I don't know that I want it to be kept a
-secret."
-
-"Oh! you would like Kitty to know that you had stolen into her
-preserves when she was out, and that your dog had killed her pet rat?
-It would be so pleasant for you, would it not?"
-
-"It would not be pleasant at all," replied Nan. "Why are you speaking
-in that tone?"
-
-"I only thought that perhaps you were going to enjoy it. And what good
-would it do making Kitty unhappy? The rat was ill when she left; she
-would take its death as a matter of course. She would not know that
-Jack had killed it."
-
-"But suppose--oh, suppose she ever finds out!"
-
-"How can she find out if you do not tell and I do not tell?"
-
-"You tempt me," said Nan; "but it does not seem right."
-
-"Never mind whether it is right or not; do it."
-
-"Very well," said Nan.
-
-She sat down on the hearth-rug and began poking up the fire.
-
-"That is right. If I do it, you must do things for me. Build up that
-fire to begin."
-
-Nan looked round at the insolent young figure stretched out in the
-easiest chair which the room contained. She built up the fire without
-a word.
-
-"That is right; you can make yourself very useful. Now, run downstairs
-and ask one of the servants to bring me up some tea and toast, and a
-new-laid egg, and a little marmalade. Do not forget--toast, butter,
-tea, new-laid egg, and a little marmalade. I must say I think it was
-very thoughtless of Aunt Jessie not to order any food for me when I
-arrived."
-
-"Oh! did not she? Of course I will go and order the tea," said Nan in
-a good-natured voice.
-
-She left the room. Her heart was beating loudly. She did not like the
-position of things a bit, but she seemed to be whirled along by an
-influence stronger than her own.
-
-"I am not even trying now to be one of the best girls," she said under
-her breath.
-
-When she came back to the schoolroom, Augusta was curled up close to
-the fire with Jack in her lap.
-
-"What a nice little dog!" she said. "I should rather like to have him
-for my own."
-
-"Oh! but you can't," said Nan. "He is mine."
-
-Augusta gave her a quizzical glance.
-
-"You can call him yours," she said. "While I am here he is to be my
-dog--hey, you little beauty?" and she caught up Jack and pressed his
-head against her cheek.
-
-Presently Susan appeared with the tea, which was nicely prepared,
-Augusta's instructions being carried out to the letter.
-
-"Here, Jack," said Augusta; "stand on your hind-legs and beg. You
-shall have some sugar."
-
-"Oh! please, sugar is not good for him at all," said Nan in a tone of
-entreaty.
-
-Augusta laughed, picked out the largest lump, and presented it to
-Jack. He crunched it with appetite; when he had finished she gave him
-another, and another.
-
-"You will ruin him. He will get to be a horrid dog at this rate," said
-Nan.
-
-"Well, when I leave here you can do what you like with him. While I am
-on the spot it is my will and pleasure to treat little Jack exactly as
-I think best."
-
-Nan turned away. She felt a strange, sick sensation round her heart.
-
-"I cannot allow myself to get into the power of this horrid girl," she
-said to herself. "It would be better to have Kitty quite furiously
-angry with me for an hour or two; yes, it would be much better than to
-have that girl spoiling Jack, and ordering me about just as though I
-were her slave."
-
-"I wish you would get me something to read," called out Augusta.
-
-"There is a shelf full of books there," replied Nan. "You can choose
-which one you like. I am not allowed to walk much because I have hurt
-my foot."
-
-"How did you hurt it?"
-
-"I was out to-day getting flowers for Mrs. Richmond, and I fell."
-
-"Oh, how stupid! Did you go out by yourself?"
-
-"Yes."
-
-"Hum! Where did you go?"
-
-"Not very far off; just round the corner. There is a beautiful
-florist's shop just at that corner."
-
-"I dare say; but you are rather young to go out alone. Did Aunt Jessie
-say you might?"
-
-Nan coloured and bit her lips. Augusta noticed the expression on the
-little girl's face.
-
-"Perhaps you would rather I did not say anything about this either,"
-she remarked. "I won't, you know, if you tell me not. I never make
-mischief. I would not do so for all the world."
-
-"Well," said Nan, "I did disobey Mrs. Richmond; but I was in such a
-hurry because we were all going to the country--we were to have such a
-lovely, lovely afternoon! I was very sorry afterwards that I did not
-insist on Susan's coming with me."
-
-"We are mostly sorry when we do wrong things," said Augusta. "I am;
-but then, you see, I do not get into scrapes. I would not for all the
-world. I am the sort of girl who gets other girls out of scrapes. I
-sometimes think that is my mission in life. What a lot of wrong things
-you have done to-day! Gone out without permission, and been the cause
-of poor Kitty's favourite rat's death. I would not be in your shoes
-for a good deal--that is, unless I had a girl like me to help me. Now,
-like a good child, bring me the least objectionable of the books on
-that shelf."
-
-"Augusta," said Nan.
-
-"What a portentously solemn voice! Well? Augusta is listening."
-
-"I think it is better to say that--that I do not want you to keep
-secrets for me."
-
-"Oh! all right, my dear--all right; you can please yourself exactly.
-I'll be able to explain just how I saw you with the dog in the room,
-and the dead rat. Kitty will think you did it on purpose."
-
-"She could not think such a thing."
-
-"Well, you must admit that it looks like it; you up there, and the rat
-dead, and Jack--_your_ Jack--having done it. However, please
-yourself. We will see when the time comes what you will choose. We
-will not decide at present. Now then, which is the best of the books?"
-
-"I don't know. Here is _The Fairchild Family_."
-
-"Never heard of it. It sounds goody-goody."
-
-"It is rather nice," said Nan. "And here is _Ministering
-Children_."
-
-"Oh! I do not want anything of the religious order."
-
-"And here is--oh! here is a charming book--_The Heir of Redclyffe_,
-by Miss Yonge."
-
-"I have read it before, but I will glance through it again; just toss
-the volume across to me."
-
-Nan brought it in a meek fashion to Augusta, who took it, raised her
-eyes to the little dark face, and smiled.
-
-"You are not a bad sort," she said; "and you can be useful to me. I
-mean to make you useful. Now sit down, Nan, and do not make a noise.
-Read anything you like, only don't disturb me."
-
-Augusta buried herself against some comfortable cushions, opened her
-book, and was lost in its contents. Nan, feeling sick and miserable,
-her ankle aching terribly, took the next most comfortable chair.
-
-By-and-by there came a message for Augusta to go downstairs to Mrs.
-Richmond.
-
-"That is right," she said, jumping up. "How do I look, Nan? Hair
-tidy--eh?"
-
-"Oh yes," said Nan; "it is pretty well."
-
-"Pretty well! If you talk in that tone I shall send you for a brush
-and comb and glass. Let me look at myself through your eyes. What big,
-dark eyes you have! They are very pretty. You will be a handsome girl
-by-and-by."
-
-"Shall I?" replied Nan, much comforted, not to say charmed, by these
-words.
-
-"Of course you will. And you are a nice little thing--quite nice. Now,
-keep the fire alive, and look after _my_ Jack until I return."
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER IX.
-
-UNDER HER THUMB.
-
-
-Augusta Duncan was considered by her elders to be one of the best
-girls in existence. She was always neat and nice to look at; she had
-refined, gracious, gentle manners. At school she learnt her lessons
-correctly, and took place after place in form, rising by slow but sure
-degrees to the head of the school. But Augusta was not a favourite
-with her companions. Even they themselves did not always know why this
-was the case. The fact is, they were a little afraid of her; she had
-a way of getting them under her thumb, as she expressed it. Augusta
-was never happy in any house until she had got the other girls into
-this position. She had no special reason to make Nan Esterleigh's life
-a misery; but the moment she saw the little girl she grasped the
-opportunity, and her favourite passion being immediately fed, her
-appetite grew greater every moment. She was now resolved to have
-complete power over Nan, who, she felt certain, could be very useful
-to her.
-
-"My dear Gussie," said her aunt, coming forward and kissing her
-affectionately as she entered the room, "you must have thought me
-terribly rude on your arrival to send you upstairs; but I was
-expecting some special friends, and was anxious to finish a lot of
-letters. My friends will be with me in about half-an-hour, and
-meantime you and I can have tea cosily together. How is your mother,
-dear?"
-
-"She and father are very well indeed. Is it not hard lines that I
-cannot be with them?"
-
-"Well, I hope you will be happy with me. We will all do what we can to
-make you so."
-
-"Thank you, Aunt Jessie; I am always happy when I am with you and the
-girls."
-
-"That is right, my love. You have grown a good deal, Augusta. I see
-you are going to take after your father's family; you will be tall."
-
-"I am glad of that," said Augusta. "I would rather be tall than short;
-it gives one more power in the world."
-
-"You silly child," laughed her aunt; "what do you want with power?"
-
-"I love to feel that I have power, Aunt Jessie. I always like to
-exercise it when I can."
-
-"Well, the time may come when it will be useful, but at present your
-lot in life is to obey your elders, and to be happy with your young
-companions."
-
-"Of course, Aunt Jessie--of course. May I sit on this little footstool
-at your feet, and may I hold your hand?"
-
-"Indeed you may, my darling child. I am so happy to have you with me
-for a little!"
-
-"Thank you, Aunt Jessie."
-
-"It must be lonely for you, dear, up in the schoolroom at present, but
-the three girls will be in to supper; they have gone to Shirley
-Woods--a long-promised treat."
-
-"The three girls!" said Augusta, raising her calm blue eyes. "Then
-there are four girls now in the house?"
-
-"Counting you, there are."
-
-"But I mean without me."
-
-"I do not understand you, dear."
-
-"Well, Aunt Jessie, there is a girl up in the schoolroom. She says
-her name is Nan--Nan Esterleigh."
-
-"Little Nan," cried Mrs. Richmond. "Did not she go with the others?"
-
-"No; I found her in the schoolroom when I arrived."
-
-"I wonder what can be wrong with the child."
-
-"I don't think much; she has slipped and hurt her foot, but it is
-nothing."
-
-"I must go up to see about her."
-
-"Oh! please, not now, just when you have sent for me, and I am longing
-to have a talk with you. Nan was as happy as possible when I came down
-here. I left her playing with her little dog, and seated by the fire."
-
-"If you can assure me she is not in pain I will not go to her till
-after tea," said Mrs. Richmond; "I am rather tired, having had a lot of
-running about this morning. But what a pity the poor child never told
-me of this! How strange of Miss Roy to have gone off without her!"
-
-"I know nothing about that, of course," replied Augusta. "But tell me
-about her, Aunt Jessie. Is she any relation? Does she live here now? I
-never heard of her before."
-
-"She does live here, Augusta, and I hope she will continue to do so."
-
-"How mysterious you look, Aunt Jessie! Is there any story about her?"
-
-"In one sense there is, Augusta; but I do not care to talk about it.
-The dear child is a great pleasure to me. We all love her very much."
-
-"But do tell me, please, Aunt Jessie--do. I so love to hear anything
-mysterious!"
-
-"There is nothing mysterious, darling; but perhaps, as you have asked
-me, I may as well tell. Nan is the dear little daughter of a great
-friend of mine, a Mrs. Esterleigh, who died about three months ago. At
-her death Nan came here."
-
-"Oh!" said Augusta.
-
-She was silent for a minute, thinking.
-
-"And is she no relation?" she asked then.
-
-"No; only the daughter of a very great friend."
-
-"Is she, Aunt Jessie, a--rich little girl?"
-
-"Rich in friends, I hope, Augusta; but rich, poor darling, in nothing
-else. Her mother did not leave any money behind her. But it is a great
-pleasure to have Nan, and I hope she will live here always."
-
-"Then you have adopted her."
-
-"Practically; only the matter cannot be fully arranged for a time."
-
-"Why? What do you mean?"
-
-"There are some other people--friends of her father's--who have also
-the right to adopt Nan."
-
-"What a curious, romantic story! People do not as a rule want to adopt
-little penniless girls."
-
-"I want to adopt her; and I do not quite like that tone in your voice,
-Augusta. Nan is not under the slightest obligation to me, and I wish
-you to understand that. Her mother once on a most important occasion
-in my life did me a kindness which I can never, never forget, and for
-her sake nothing that I could do for her child would be too much."
-
-"And you will not tell me what it is?"
-
-"I have told no one yet. When Nan is older she shall know."
-
-"And these other people?"
-
-"The Asprays. I hope Nan will not go to them. They have quite another
-reason for wishing to have her as one of the family. Now, do not ask
-me any more. I hear our guests arriving. Will you stay with me, or go
-upstairs to Nan?"
-
-"I think I will stay if you do not mind; I can go up to Nan later on.
-What an interesting story! And what a dear aunty you are!"
-
-Augusta rose as she spoke, and kissed Mrs. Richmond on her cheek.
-
-Several ladies came into the room, and one and all admired Augusta;
-for her manners were good, and she had an attentive, thoughtful way
-which stood her in excellent stead with her elders. By-and-by she went
-upstairs of her own accord, and then the ladies turned to Mrs.
-Richmond and praised her, saying what a very nice girl they considered
-her.
-
-When Augusta went back to the schoolroom she found that Nan's foot was
-really very painful.
-
-"I must not walk any more," she said. "What have you been doing,
-Augusta? Have you had a good time?"
-
-"I have been listening to a story about you," said Augusta in a marked
-voice.
-
-She looked full at Nan, who felt her heart beat, and who coloured
-uncomfortably. Just then there came the sound of laughter and of
-voices, and the next instant the two little girls and their governess
-entered the room. They brought big baskets of violets and primroses.
-The air of the schoolroom was full of the sweet scent of the violets.
-Kitty rushed up to Nan and kissed her: then they both saw Augusta, who
-was standing in the background, and uttered a shout of delight.
-Augusta went up to them, kissed them both, and stood close to Nan.
-
-"I must run up at once to see how Pip is," cried Kitty. "I have been
-thinking of the darling all the time I have been coming home. I wonder
-if he is better. Do not keep me, please, Nan. I won't be a minute, but
-I want just to see how he is."
-
-She was dashing out of the room when Nan's voice came faintly--very
-faintly--on the air:
-
-"Kitty, one minute first!"
-
-"Little fool!" said Augusta. She bent down close to the child and laid
-her hand across her mouth.
-
-Nobody else had heard Nan's low tones. Nora followed Kitty out of the
-room; she also ran upstairs to see the sick rat.
-
-"You are too late now," said Augusta. "Just keep your own counsel.
-Pretend that your foot is aching; that will account for your queer
-looks. And, by-the-bye, I let Mrs. Richmond understand that you had
-slipped on the stairs and strained your foot, and you must stick to
-the story when she asks you about it. Now then, just keep your
-courage, hold your tongue, and all will be well."
-
-There came a piercing cry from poor Kitty, who rushed into the room,
-her face white, and tears in her big eyes.
-
-"Pip is dead!" she said.
-
-She flung herself into a chair, panting slightly. It was not her
-nature to cry, and she did not cry now; but her face looked white and
-startled. Augusta gave her a quick look. Nan shivered all over with
-sympathy for Kitty and longing to speak; but Augusta's eyes met hers,
-and there was such a world of warning and determination in their
-glance that she succumbed.
-
-"Why, what is the matter," said Miss Roy, who at that moment entered
-the room. "What a tragic group! Nan looking as though the world were
-coming to an end, and Kitty---- Why, my darling, what is wrong?"
-
-"It is Pip," said Kitty. "He is dead. He died when I was out. He must
-have had a fit or something, for he looks so queer; and nothing could
-have got at him, for the cage is firmly fastened, and just as I left
-it. I will never love another rat. I want to go away by myself for a
-little. Do not talk to me. Oh! I will not make a fuss, but I cannot be
-very cheerful to-night."
-
-She went sadly out of the room.
-
-"And Nan, what is wrong with you?" said her governess. "You were not
-well when we left, and you look worse now."
-
-"It is my foot," said Nan. "I said that I had hurt it--don't you
-remember? And it has got worse; it hurts very much indeed."
-
-"Poor little girl! You must let me look at it."
-
-Nan pulled down her stocking and showed a much-swollen ankle.
-
-"My dear child, this will never do. I must bandage it immediately. You
-have given yourself quite a nasty sprain; for the next few days you
-must keep your foot up. Have you been using it much this afternoon?"
-
-"Only a very little."
-
-"I am afraid I have been to blame," said Augusta, speaking at this
-juncture in her most amiable voice. "I did not know that poor little
-Nan was suffering from a sprained ankle, and asked her to go a few
-messages for me. I am ever so sorry!"
-
-"But why did you go, Nan? Why did you not tell Augusta?"
-
-"I did not want to," replied Nan.
-
-"Well, you were very silly. Now, dear, I am going to bathe your poor
-ankle and bind it up."
-
-This was done very skilfully. Nan's foot was supported on a chair; and
-soon, had it not been for the dead rat, and for the fact that she was
-concealing the truth, she might have been almost happy.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER X.
-
-A MYSTERY.
-
-
-All in good time Nan's foot got better, but for a week she was kept
-away from school, and during that week Augusta contrived to rivet her
-chains. At the end of that time she was able to walk again, and, to
-her own infinite relief, she went back to school. She learnt her
-lessons just as carefully as ever; she was pronounced by her teachers
-to be a remarkably clever and intelligent child; but there was a
-change in her face. It had not the look that it had worn when first
-she had come to the Richmonds', but in some respects its expression
-was even sadder. Then it was just grief, absolute and terrible, for
-the loss of her mother; now there was a new expression in the frank
-eyes and sensitive lips, which puzzled those who looked at her. In
-process of time Kitty had got over the death of Pip. Her affections
-were deep, and nothing would induce her to talk about the rat; but she
-was a merry and happy child in other respects. She would not have a
-rat again, she said--at least, not for a very long time; but she
-attended to her mice, and looked after Nora's rat, and saw that the
-dogs and kittens were comfortable, and that Polly had a good time in
-her cage. Not the faintest gleam of suspicion attached itself to Nan.
-Jack's share in the death of Pip was likely to remain a secret to the
-end of time; so also was the true story of Nan's sprained foot. But
-what ailed Nan herself? Kitty remarked on the change in her one day to
-Nora.
-
-"She is not a bit the same, and I cannot make out what is wrong with
-her," she said. "Do you think by any chance, Noney, that Augusta has
-anything to do with it?"
-
-"Oh no!" replied Nora. "Augusta is a very nice girl, and she is
-extremely fond of Nan: she often says so."
-
-"Well, I am not quite so sure," replied Kitty. "I saw her two days
-ago"----
-
-"Yes; what did you see two days ago?"
-
-"I do not like to tell tales, but I came into the schoolroom quite
-unexpectedly. I slipped away, and no one saw."
-
-"Well, go on; you always are so mysterious, Kitty."
-
-"Nan was crying."
-
-"Yes."
-
-"And Augusta was scolding her. I heard Augusta say, 'If you tell you
-will be the biggest little fool that I ever heard of.' Now, why should
-she say that?"
-
-"Are you sure you heard those words?" asked Nora in a tone of great
-astonishment.
-
-"Yes, I am certain she said them; and she meant them. And Nan's face
-was--oh, so miserable! I got out of the room, and no one knew that I
-was listening; but I have a great mind to speak to Nan about it."
-
-"I wish you would. If Nan has a secret on her mind she had much better
-tell us. She is looking so pale! She seems to have no life in her--no
-interest in anything."
-
-"Very well; I will. I will tell her what I overheard."
-
-Nora and Kitty were as downright and honest as Augusta was the
-reverse. But Augusta was very clever; she knew well what sort of
-characters she had to deal with in the two little sisters; and whereas
-she secretly bullied Nan, held her secret for her, and had her
-absolutely in thrall, she was careful not to pursue any such methods
-with the sisters. With them she was open and above-board, delighting
-them with her apparent frankness, telling good stories, taking their
-parts, laughing with them--making the schoolroom party a very merry
-one indeed.
-
-On the evening of the very same day that Kitty had made her small
-confidence to Nora, Nora and Augusta were walking home together. In
-consequence of Augusta's superior age they were allowed to go as far
-as the Park by themselves, and they were hastening home now to be in
-time for the schoolroom tea.
-
-"How nice it will be when I am grown-up," said Augusta. "I shall be
-fifteen before very long, and then it will not take many years before
-I am out and enjoying myself. I mean to get mother to take me a great
-deal into society. I should love balls and parties, and gay frocks,
-and--and admirers."
-
-"Oh dear! it is more than I would," said Nora. "I do not a bit want to
-be grown-up."
-
-"You will when the time comes; and of course you are too young to
-think of it at present. I expect you will look very nice when you grow
-up, Nora."
-
-"I don't care whether I do or not. I don't care twopence about my
-looks. I want to do my lessons well, and to learn a good bit, and then
-to devote myself to natural history. I shall never care for human
-beings as I care for animals. I want some day to own a complete
-menagerie or a sort of Zoo. If ever I have money in the future I will
-buy a great big garden, and have high--very high--walls round it; and
-I will keep all sorts of animals in great cages--wild creatures, you
-know--leopards and tigers and pumas. Oh! and wild-cats. And I will
-have a deep, deep sunken pond with alligators. I suppose I must not
-venture on a crocodile. I'll have a snake-house, too. And of course
-I'll have lots of domestic animals. I think Kitty will share what
-money she has with me, so we will make it quite a big thing. We will
-not want to have anything to do with men and women; we will live alone
-with our darlings. Oh! I think they are so sweet--so very, very
-superior to men and women."
-
-"You are an extraordinary girl," said Augusta; "but of course you will
-change when the time comes. You cannot be different from the rest of
-the world. When I am married, and have a beautiful carriage, and a
-very rich husband, and heaps and heaps and heaps of money, I will come
-and see you, and drag you out of your Zoo, and take you about and show
-people what a pretty face you have; and then a prince will come along
-and make love to you, and--and you will forget your animals because of
-the beautiful words of the prince, and the poor animals will be
-neglected and they will die off because you will have married the
-prince and have gone away with him. That will be the end of your
-day-dream, my dear, funny Nora."
-
-Nora laughed.
-
-"We will see," she answered. "But, talking of pretty girls, do you not
-think that Nan will be very, very pretty when she is grown-up,
-Augusta?"
-
-"Hum!" said Augusta. "Well, yes, if she is happy I suppose she will.
-Don't you think there is something funny the matter with Nan, Nora?
-Can you account for it?"
-
-"I cannot," said Nora, startled and amazed at Augusta's words. "I wish
-you could tell me. Can you throw any light on the change in her?"
-
-"Oh! you have observed the change?"
-
-"Of course I have. And, do you know, it all began the day you came
-here. Of course, dear little Nan was very sad when first she came to
-live with mother, but she had got over it, and we were all so fond of
-her; we thought her such a darling! And she was so merry; she used to
-laugh so heartily. And she was quite comforted because we gave her
-Jack as her own special little dog; but now it seems to us that Jack
-is more your Jack than hers, and Nan is very sad."
-
-"Poor Nan! I have noticed it myself. I am anxious about her."
-
-"Then you do not know what is the matter?"
-
-"I think I do partly, but I must not say; perhaps she will tell you
-herself."
-
-"Oh! but won't you say? It does seem unkind to have a weight of care
-on her dear little mind and not to have it relieved."
-
-"Why do you always talk about her as though she were such a tiny
-creature? She is nearly as old as you."
-
-"She is the same age as Kitty, but somehow she looks and feels
-younger."
-
-"Well, if I were you I would not take much notice," said Augusta. "She
-will come right all in good time. Of course, you know, it is not as if
-she had been brought up with you; she was brought up by her mother,
-who was a very poor woman."
-
-"It is not poverty that makes Nan so strange and queer at present,"
-answered Nora.
-
-"I know it is not. I cannot make her out myself, poor child; I am
-afraid she is naturally of a very melancholy disposition."
-
-The girls chatted a little longer. Nora had obtained no light whatever
-on Nan's trouble, and went into the house feeling worried and
-distressed.
-
-Augusta managed to rush into the schoolroom before the sisters
-appeared.
-
-"You must try to be cheerful, Nan," she said; "they are both
-suspecting that there is something amiss. You must really rouse
-yourself or the whole thing will be discovered, and where would you be
-then?"
-
-"What would happen if it were?" said Nan.
-
-"Happen! I suppose they would forgive you; but, seeing the peculiar
-circumstances under which you live in this house, I should not like to
-be in your shoes. Whoever could think well again of a girl who is
-deceitful?"
-
-"But I am not. Oh! I would tell now--I would tell gladly were it not
-for you."
-
-"It certainly would not be very kind of you to get me into a scrape
-when I did what I could to get you out of one," was Augusta's answer.
-"But come! cheer up--do. We will have some jolly games after dinner;
-and, if you are an awfully good girl, I have something rather exciting
-to tell you to-morrow. No, not to-day--to-morrow."
-
-The girls came in; Miss Roy followed. They had all high tea together
-at half-past six, and immediately afterwards Augusta proposed games.
-
-She was a splendid leader when there was anything of that sort for her
-to do, and soon the children--even Nan--were laughing merrily and
-enjoying themselves to their hearts' content. It was not until bedtime
-that Kitty ran up to Nan, put her arms round her neck, looked into her
-eyes, and said in her sweetest, most coaxing voice:
-
-"Nancy, I am coming into your room early tomorrow morning--quite
-early. When I come, may I creep into your bed, and put my arms round
-your neck, and kiss you a lot of times?"
-
-"I should like it ever so much," said Nan.
-
-"I will come. Good-night, Nan darling."
-
-Augusta was standing near when Kitty made her petition of Nan.
-
-As Augusta herself was going to bed she went up to Nan and kissed her.
-
-"What did Kitty say to you?" she asked in a whisper.
-
-"Nothing."
-
-"Nonsense! Tell me at once."
-
-"She said that she was coming to see me to-morrow morning early, to
-get into my bed."
-
-"Oh," said Augusta, "that sort of thing means confidences. Be careful,
-Nan; be careful what you are doing."
-
-Nan said nothing, but went away to her room. When she got there she
-fell on her knees by the open window and looked out.
-
-It had been a lovely day in spring, and the night was clear, fine, and
-balmy. Nan opened her window and let the soft air blow on her hot
-little face.
-
-"It is four months since mother died," she said to herself; "a great,
-great deal has happened, and I scarcely know myself. I have learnt to
-love Mrs. Richmond and the two girls. As to Jack, I think he is the
-dearest little thing in the world; and I have forgotten Sophia Maria.
-I have almost forgotten Phoebe; but I still love Mr. Pryor. And, oh!
-mother, mother, up in heaven, do you see Nan now, and are you pitying
-her, and are you telling me what is right to do? For I am not a good
-girl; and as to being the best girl that Mr. Pryor speaks about--oh
-I--I am more like the worst. And I am so afraid of Augusta! I think I
-do really, out and out, hate her. I do not know what she means by
-frightening me and making me so unhappy. Oh! I wish I had never
-yielded to her. I wish I had the courage to tell Kitty the truth."
-
-As Nan knelt at the window it came into her head that she might ask
-God to give her the necessary courage, but then a wild sensation of
-terror swept over her.
-
-"If Augusta were not in the house I might tell, but Augusta would make
-it out to be so bad; she told me she would. She told me that if I ever
-told what I had done she would say that I implored of her not to tell,
-and she said that her word would be believed before mine; and I know
-it would, of course, because she is quite old beside me. What a
-miserable girl I am!"
-
-Nan went to bed, and after a time, wretched as she felt, she fell
-asleep. But her sleep was haunted by dreams, and it was with a cry
-that she woke on the following morning when Kitty touched her.
-
-"Here I am, Nancy," said Kitty. "Just push over to the left side and
-let me get into your bed."
-
-Nan made room, and the two little girls lay side by side.
-
-"Now, this is quite cosy," said Kitty.
-
-"Isn't it?" replied Nan.
-
-"You are very fond of me, are you not, Nancy?"
-
-"Oh yes; very--very."
-
-"And of Nora too?"
-
-"Very; I love you both most dearly."
-
-"And you love mother?"
-
-"Not as I love you two, but I do love her."
-
-"And you love Augusta?"
-
-Nan was silent.
-
-"I thought you did; you are so much together, and you do such a lot of
-things for her. Sometimes Nora and I are rather angry when we see you
-trotting here and there, up and down stairs, fetching and carrying for
-Gussie. It is all very well, but Gus ought not to put things on you.
-If you do not like her, why do you do it?"
-
-"Oh! never mind, Kitty. I do it because"----
-
-"Well, because of what?"
-
-"Because I do."
-
-"That is a very silly reason--and for such a clever girl to give!"
-
-"I cannot help it; that is why I do it."
-
-"Then let me tell you why you do it," said Kitty: "because you are
-afraid of her."
-
-Nan gave a sudden shrink into herself, and the little start all over
-her frame was not lost on Kitty, who lay so close to her.
-
-"Nan," said Kitty after a pause, "why are you afraid of her?"
-
-"I did not say I was."
-
-"But I know it; and so does Nora."
-
-"You know it! Oh--oh! please--please do not know it any more."
-
-"I am going to tell you something. Two days ago I came into the
-schoolroom; it was in the dusk, before the lamps were lit. You were
-standing up, and Augusta was lying back in the easy-chair. Your face
-was turned towards the door, and Augusta's back was to the door, but
-neither of you saw me; and I heard Augusta say to you, 'If you tell
-you will be the biggest little fool that I ever heard of.' Yes, Nan,
-those were her words; and you--you began to cry. You had been crying
-before, and you cried harder than ever. I slipped out of the room; but
-I want to know the meaning--yes, I want to know the meaning, Nancy."
-
-When Kitty finished speaking Nan suddenly flung both her arms very
-tightly round her neck.
-
-"Why, you are trembling all over, Nan; what does it mean?"
-
-"It means this," said Nan--"this."
-
-"But what? You are not saying anything; you are only just shivering
-and clinging to me. What is the matter? Of course, Nora and I notice
-how terribly changed you are and how unhappy you look."
-
-"Never mind about that; please answer me one question."
-
-"Yes; what is it?"
-
-"Do you love me?"
-
-"Of course I love you. We all do--I mean Nora and mother and I; we
-love you dearly--dearly."
-
-"Better than the animals?"
-
-"Oh, well! I am not sure, but in a different way, anyhow."
-
-"Better than your white rat that died?"
-
-"I wish you would not talk about Pip. He is dead, poor darling. I
-think of him often at night. I loved him. I love him still. Do not let
-us talk about him."
-
-"Kitty, will you promise?"
-
-"What, Nan--what?"
-
-"That you will not ever say anything again about--about Augusta and
-me."
-
-"What about you?"
-
-"What you overheard."
-
-"Well, if you do not wish it. But why will you not tell? You are
-afraid of her; what power has she over you?"
-
-"I do not know. I mean I do; I want to tell you, but I don't dare to.
-Let us talk about your rat--poor Pip."
-
-"How very queer you are, Nan! If there is a subject that I hate
-talking about it is about Pip."
-
-"But why?"
-
-"I will tell you why. I have not told anybody else, not even Nora, but
-I will tell you. I ought not to have gone away that day in the country
-when Pip was so ill. It was awfully selfish of me! Perhaps if I hadn't
-gone he would not have had that fit, poor dear! and he might have been
-alive still."
-
-"He might, of course," said Nan, who knew well that he would have been
-alive, for certainly Jack would not have got at him had Kitty remained
-at home.
-
-"That is why I am so absolutely miserable when I think about it,"
-continued Kitty. "The poor darling died quite neglected; even you did
-not go up to see him, because I asked you not."
-
-"And if," said Nan, trembling very much--"if Pip had not died in the
-way you think, but from a sort of an accident, how would you feel
-then?"
-
-"How would I feel if Pip had met with an accident? But he did not meet
-with an accident."
-
-"But let us suppose," said Nan--"it is fun sometimes to suppose--let
-us suppose that he did, that that was the way he died."
-
-"I cannot suppose what did not happen, and I hate to talk of it."
-
-"But if it had, and--and somebody was to blame, how would you feel
-towards that somebody?"
-
-"You really are too extraordinary, Nan! I should hate that somebody. I
-tell you what it is," continued Kitty, "I would never forgive that
-person--never, never. But there! what nonsense you are talking!
-Nothing of the kind did happen. That is not your secret, is it?"
-
-"Oh! of course not--of course not," said Nan, frightened, and plunging
-into the biggest lie she had yet told. "No, no--of course not; only I
-like to wonder and think things out. It amuses me; I was always given
-that way."
-
-"Well," said Kitty, "you gave me a fright. You talked as if it might
-be the case; and your voice was so queer and shaky! I do believe there
-is a mystery, but of course it is not that."
-
-"No, it is not that."
-
-"You did not go up to see Pip?"
-
-"Of course not."
-
-"I am sorry I asked, for of course you would not do it, as I told you
-not. Nan darling, do please tell me what makes you so unhappy; please
-tell me. Let us forget about my little Pip. He is in his grave, poor,
-darling little rat, and all his troubles are over. He was so
-affectionate, and I was so fond of him! But he will never feel any
-pain ever again. And I love you, Nan; and Noney and I are wretched to
-think that you are so unhappy."
-
-"It is all right," said Nan. "I will try not to be unhappy in the
-future. I have things that worry me now and then."
-
-"I will tell you what one of them is: you are afraid of Augusta; she
-has a power over you. You will be all right again when she goes away."
-
-"I don't know," said Nan; "perhaps so."
-
-Kitty could get nothing further out of Nan, and as it was now time to
-get up, she went slowly back to her own room.
-
-Nora raised her head when Kitty came.
-
-"Well," she said, "have you discovered anything?"
-
-"Nothing. I begin to think Nan a very strange little girl. Do you
-know, she asked me such a funny question! She said, 'Suppose Pip had
-died by an accident, and somebody was to blame, how would you feel
-towards the somebody?'"
-
-"What did you say?"
-
-"That I would hate that somebody, and never forgive her."
-
-"I wonder why she said it," continued Nora.
-
-"Oh! I am sure I don't know. I asked her point-blank if Pip had come
-by an accident, and she said 'No,' and that nobody had been upstairs.
-She is a very strange girl, but I love her all the same."
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XI.
-
-THE MIDDLE WAY.
-
-
-On the following Sunday Nan came to Mrs. Richmond with a request.
-
-"I do so want to see Mr. Pryor!" she said. "I have not seen him for two
-or three months; and he said that he was always at home on Sundays.
-May I go there this afternoon with Susan? Do, please, let me, Mrs.
-Richmond."
-
-"Certainly, Nan dear; I am always glad that you should see your
-mother's dear old friend."
-
-So after early dinner, Nan, dressed in her pretty and neat mourning,
-started off, accompanied by Susan, to visit Mr. Pryor. She had not
-ventured to the house where her mother had died before, for on the
-last occasion of their meeting Mr. Pryor had come to see her. The door
-was opened by Phoebe, who, in her delight at seeing Nan, forgot all
-decorum, and shocked Susan almost out of her wits by flinging her arms
-round the little girl's neck and hugging her tightly.
-
-"Oh, Miss Nan! it is good to see you; and my missus, Mrs. Vincent, will
-be that pleased! You will come down, miss, and have a cup of tea with
-my mistress before you go back, won't you? Oh! it is elegant you look.
-What a pretty frock, miss! It ain't cut by our pattern, be it, miss?"
-
-"No," said Nan. "Please, Phoebe, can I see Mr. Pryor?"
-
-"It is delighted he will be to see you, darling. I'll just run up and
-ask him. Won't you come into the parlour, dear? The parlour lodgers
-has gone, and there is no one there at present. Wait a minute, love,
-while I inquire whether Mr. Pryor is in. Oh! of course he must be; but
-I'll go and find out."
-
-Nan and Susan went into the parlour, and presently Phoebe rushed
-downstairs.
-
-"Mr. Pryor says you are to go up this very minute, miss. And he has
-ordered tea for two, and muffins and cream. And perhaps this young
-person would come to the kitchen."
-
-Poor Phoebe glanced with admiring eyes at Susan. Susan's manners were
-staid and of a rebuking character. She did not think Phoebe at all the
-sort of girl she would care to associate with; but as Nan said in a
-careless tone, "Yes, Susan, go downstairs," and then ran by herself to
-the drawing-room floor, there was nothing for it but to obey.
-
-"What an elegant young lady Miss Nan has grown," said Phoebe. "Come
-downstairs, won't you, miss? My mistress will make you right welcome."
-
-So Susan had to make the best of it, and tripped down, accompanied by
-Phoebe.
-
-Upstairs a very hearty welcome had taken place. Mr. Pryor had kissed
-Nan, and taken her hand and made her seat herself in the most
-comfortable armchair in the room; and then he had stood in front of
-her and looked her all over, from her head to the points of her neat
-little shoes.
-
-"Well, Nancy," he said, "and how goes the world?"
-
-"I am very unhappy," replied Nan at once. "For a time I felt better,
-but I am unhappy now. I have a great big secret, and it weighs on me
-and gets heavier and heavier every day; and I can never tell it, not
-to you nor to anybody; and I can never, never, never now be the best
-girl that mother wanted me to be."
-
-"That is very sad indeed, Nancy," replied her friend; "and I cannot
-understand it, my dear. Nobody ought to be in the position you have
-just described yourself to be in, far less a little girl who is
-treated with such kindness and love."
-
-"It is because I am loved, and because they are so sweet, that I am so
-dreadfully unhappy," said Nan. "I have told a lot of lies, Mr. Pryor,
-and I can never unsay them. I can never tell the truth, for if I did
-those whom I love would cease to love me. When it began I did not
-think it would be such a big thing, but now it has grown and grown,
-and I can think of nothing else. My lessons, and my play, and my
-walks, and even dear little Jack, are not a bit interesting to me
-because of this big Thing. There is no way out, Mr. Pryor; there is no
-way out at all."
-
-"That is not true, Nancy, my dear."
-
-Mr. Pryor sat down and looked thoughtful. The little girl's face, the
-tone of her voice, the suffering which filled her eyes, showed him
-that her sorrow, whatever its nature, was very real.
-
-"Suppose we ask God to help us out of this," he said after a moment's
-pause.
-
-"I don't want to ask God, for I know what He will say, and I cannot do
-it."
-
-"What will God say, Nancy?"
-
-"That I must tell--that I am to tell the people what I did. And they
-will never, never forgive me, and I cannot tell--I cannot tell, Mr.
-Pryor."
-
-"Then, my dear Nancy, why did you come to see me?"
-
-"Because I thought perhaps you would find the middle way."
-
-"The middle way, Nancy?"
-
-"The way between the very naughty and the very good. There must be a
-middle way, and I want to get into it and to keep in it. Cannot you
-find it for me?"
-
-"I have never heard of it, Nancy--never. I am afraid there is no
-middle way. You have done, I take it, something wrong; and you have,
-I take it, told a lie about it."
-
-"That is it."
-
-"And one lie, as is invariably the case, has led to another, and to
-another, and to another."
-
-"Oh yes, Mr. Pryor, that is certainly it."
-
-"And each lie makes your poor little heart feet more sad, and each lie
-shuts out more and more of the beautiful sunshine of God's love from
-your spirit. Nancy, there is no middle way. You must go on telling
-those lies, and adding to the misery of your life, and getting lower
-and lower and your heart harder and harder, until after a time that
-happens which"----
-
-"What?" said Nan. "You frighten me."
-
-"That happens which is the result of sin. You do not suffer any more
-pain; your conscience ceases to prick you; that voice within you is
-tired, and will not speak any more because you have treated it so
-badly. That is what will happen in the lower path on which you are
-preparing to walk."
-
-"You terrify me. I am sorry I came. I will not stay any longer. I
-could not tell."
-
-"Come here, Nancy, and let us talk it over."
-
-"I cannot--I do not want to say any more. Let us forget it."
-
-"My dear child, you would not have come to me if you had not
-hoped"----
-
-"Yes; I hoped that you would show me the middle path."
-
-"There is none. Nancy dear, will you not confide in me if I faithfully
-promise that I will not tell any one what you have done."
-
-Nan paused to think.
-
-"I should like to," she said, "but I have promised not to tell."
-
-"Who did you promise?"
-
-"I cannot even tell you that. Perhaps I will some day; perhaps I will
-get the person to allow me to tell you. It is a dreadful thing, and it
-seemed so small at the beginning! I am a very unhappy girl."
-
-"It requires a little pluck to get out of this dilemma, Nancy. But the
-strong hand of God would help you over this crisis in your life, and,
-lo and behold! the darkness would go, and sunshine and joy would be
-yours again."
-
-"I hoped so once, but I spoke to Kitty the other morning. I made up a
-sort of case, and I tried to find out what she would feel; and she
-said that if anybody had done such an awful thing, that person would
-be her enemy, and she would never, never forgive her. And then she
-asked me what I meant, and if anybody had done it; and I told a lot of
-fresh lies, and said no--nobody had done it; and I cannot go to Kitty
-now and tell her that I did it after all."
-
-"You are very mysterious, Nancy, and you make me very unhappy; but if
-you have quite made up your mind to go on being a naughty girl and
-adding to this burden of lies, I will not talk about it any more just
-now. But I will pray a great deal for you, and beg of God not to let
-your conscience go to sleep."
-
-"Oh, please, do not, for I am so miserable!"
-
-"Here comes the tea. Will you pour me out a cup?" was Mr. Pryor's
-answer.
-
-Phoebe, with her beaming face, brought in the tray.
-
-"If you please, miss, Mrs. Vincent would like to see you very much
-before you go away. Susan is having an agreeable time in the kitchen
-with a new-laid egg and buttered toast to her tea; and Mrs. Vincent
-will be so glad to see you once again, miss!"
-
-Nan murmured something. Phoebe left the room. Even Phoebe noticed the
-shadow on the little face.
-
-"Now, come," said Mr. Pryor; "you know exactly how I like my tea; pour
-it out for me. One lump of sugar and a very little cream. Ah! that is
-right."
-
-Nan ministered to the dear old gentleman, and as he chatted upon every
-subject but the one closest her heart, she tried to cheer up for his
-sake.
-
-By-and-by her visit came to an end. She bade Mr. Pryor good-bye. He
-told her that he would be in any day if she wished to speak to him,
-but he did not again allude to her secret. Mrs. Vincent was enraptured
-with Nan's appearance, and made her turn round two or three times in
-order to get a good view of the cut of her dress.
-
-"I declare, Phoebe," she said, "you could take the pattern of that in
-your mind, so to speak. It is a very stylish little costume; most
-elegant it would look on my little granddaughter, Rosie Watson."
-
-Phoebe sniffed in a somewhat aggressive way; she did not consider that
-Rosie Watson had any right to the same pattern as Nan. Soon afterwards
-Susan and Nan left the house and went back to Mayfield Gardens.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XII
-
-"I SHALL STAY FOR A YEAR."
-
-
-Nan was so unhappy that night that she could not sleep. She was glad
-that she had a room to herself, for it did not matter how often she
-tossed from side to side, or how often she turned her pillow, or how
-often she groaned aloud. Mr. Pryor's words, "There is no middle path,"
-kept ringing over and over in her ears. She thought of her mother,
-too, and of what her mother would feel if she saw her now--a little
-girl surrounded by every kindness, surrounded by luxuries and the good
-things of life, and yet, because she was afraid, going down and down
-and down the broad and steep path which led to destruction.
-
-"It means that I will not see mother if I do not tell," thought the
-child; and then she burst into tears. Towards morning she made up her
-mind that she would try to overcome her terrors; she would at least
-see Mr. Pryor and tell him exactly what had happened--she would tell
-him the whole truth--and be guided by his advice.
-
-"Perhaps he will not think it necessary for me to tell everything,"
-thought the child. "Anyhow, I know he will not be hard on me, for I do
-not think he could be that on any one."
-
-Having finally made up her mind to confide in Mr. Pryor, she became
-soothed and comparatively happy, and dropped off towards morning into
-a quiet sleep.
-
-She overslept herself, as was but natural, and had to jump up and
-dress in a hurry; but hurry as she would she was late for breakfast.
-Miss Roy said:
-
-"Nancy, this is not as it should be."
-
-But she was a very gentle and considerate person, and when she saw how
-pale Nan's face looked, and how sad was the expression round her lips,
-she forbore to chide her further.
-
-The children started off for school immediately after breakfast, and
-the day's routine proceeded as usual. In the afternoon Nan went up to
-Miss Roy and made a request.
-
-"I want to know if you will do something for me; there is something I
-want very, very badly."
-
-"What is it, my dear?" asked the governess.
-
-"Will you walk with me as far as Mr. Pryor's? I want to see him."
-
-"But, my dear Nancy, you saw him yesterday."
-
-"But I want to see him awfully badly again to-day."
-
-"That sounds rather absurd."
-
-"He was a great friend of mother's, and it is most important; may I
-go, Miss Roy?"
-
-Just at that moment Augusta strolled into the schoolroom.
-
-"Ah, Nancy!" she said, "you promised to hold this wool for me. There
-is a great lot to be wound; it will take us quite half-an-hour. Come,
-we may as well start; I have got to wind all the coloured balls and
-put them in order for Lady Denby's bazaar."
-
-"I cannot do it this evening," replied Nan, shrugging her shoulders
-and turning back in sheer desperation to speak to Miss Roy.
-
-"And I am afraid," said Miss Roy, "I cannot go with you, dear, so
-there is an end of it."
-
-"What is it?" said Augusta. "What does she want, Miss Roy?"
-
-"Why, this silly little girl," said Miss Roy, who saw no reason for
-keeping Nan's request a secret, "wants me to walk with her as far as
-Mr. Pryor's."
-
-"Who in the name of fortune is Mr. Pryor?" asked Augusta.
-
-"A friend of mine, and you have nothing to do with him," said Nan,
-speaking fast, and her cheeks flushing with anger.
-
-"Hoity-toity!" cried Augusta. "But I rather think I have something to
-do with all your friends; for are you not my very own most special
-friend--are you not, Nan? Come here and tell me so; come and tell me
-so now before Miss Roy."
-
-"I won't," said Nan.
-
-"But I think you will, darling. Just come along this minute."
-
-Nan went as if some one were pulling her back all the time. She got
-within a foot of Augusta; there she stood still.
-
-"Nearer still, sweet," said Augusta. "You are my very great friend,
-and I am your very great friend."
-
-"How mysterious you are, Gussie," said Miss Roy. "Why, of course,
-everybody knows that you and Nancy are great friends."
-
-"That is all right," said Augusta, "I just wish to proclaim it in
-public. I am very proud of our friendship.--I like you immensely,
-Nancy; all my life long I hope to be good to you. And now, kneel; you
-will oblige me by winding this wool."
-
-"I cannot. I must go out this evening."
-
-"And I cannot go with you, Nancy, so there is an end of it, I fear,"
-said Miss Roy; and she walked out of the room, feeling rather annoyed
-with Nancy.
-
-"Now, Nancy, what is it?" asked Augusta.
-
-"Nothing. I will hold your wool while you wind."
-
-"What a cross face! It is not at all agreeable to me to have a girl
-like you standing in front of me. And I am so good to you, and
-absolutely soiling my conscience for your sake--for, of course, I
-ought to tell what I know; I ought, but I will not. Now then, smile,
-won't you?"
-
-"I cannot."
-
-"Well, then, you need not smile. Here, hold this wool."
-
-The next half-hour was occupied by poor Nan in holding skeins of wool
-until her arms ached. At the end of that time, to her great relief,
-Augusta was called by Mrs. Richmond to go downstairs. Nan had the
-schoolroom to herself. She stood still, pressing her hand to her eyes.
-The next instant Augusta dashed into the room.
-
-"Hurrah!" she said, "my dear aunty Jessie is going to take me to the
-theatre. I shall be out the whole evening. What fun! We are to get
-ready immediately; we will be off in no time."
-
-Augusta ran off to her own bedroom, and Nan went slowly into hers.
-Quick as thought she made up her mind. If no one would take her to Mr.
-Pryor, she would go to visit him alone. Miss Roy would be busy
-downstairs for some time and would not miss her; Mrs. Richmond and
-Augusta would be out; the two girls were spending the evening with
-friends.
-
-"The thing is too important. All my future hangs on it. I must see
-him, and soon," thought the child.
-
-She put on her hat and coat, watched her opportunity, and slipped
-downstairs. She got out without any one noticing her, and having a
-very good eye for locality, in course of time found her way to Mr.
-Pryor's lodgings. She had walked the entire distance; it took her
-exactly half-an-hour. Trembling in every limb, she mounted the steps
-and rang the bell. How often she had stood on those steps by her
-mother's side! That failing form, that wan face, those loving eyes,
-all returned to her memory now.
-
-"It is for mother's sake--for mother's sake," she said to herself; and
-then Phoebe opened the door. She gave a start of rapture, and catching
-hold of Nan's hand, pulled her into the house.
-
-"Why, Miss Nan," she said, "this is better and better. Yesterday
-evening you came unexpected, and to-day you come again. But you are
-all alone, miss; where is Susan?"
-
-"I ran away this time, and you must not tell anybody, Phoebe."
-
-"Oh, ain't you got spirit just?" said Phoebe in a tone of admiration.
-"But, miss, I hopes you won't get into trouble."
-
-"No, no. I mean it does not matter. I want to see Mr. Pryor at once."
-
-"Oh, Miss Nancy! ain't you heard, miss?"
-
-"No. What--what?"
-
-"Why, my dear, I am afraid you will be disappointed. He got a telegram
-this morning from his son, who is took very bad in Spain, and he has
-gone off to him. You know he had only one son, and he lives most of
-his time at Madrid, and he is took shocking bad--almost at death's
-door--with some sort of fever; and the dear old gentleman was near off
-his head all day, and he has gone to him. He is away, Miss Nan, in the
-train, being whirled out of London by this time. You cannot see him,
-miss, however hard you try."
-
-"It does not matter," said Nan. She spoke in a low tone; there was a
-sense at once of relief and of disappointment in her breast. It seemed
-to her at that moment that her good angels left her, and that her bad
-angels drew near. Nevertheless, she was relieved.
-
-"I will see you back if you wish, miss."
-
-"No; it does not matter. I will get home as soon as I can."
-
-"Have you any message, miss? Perhaps mistress has Mr. Pryor's address."
-
-"No; I could not write anything. Good-bye, Phoebe."
-
-"And you will not see my mistress?"
-
-"No; I cannot."
-
-"And you would not like me to see you back?"
-
-"No, no; I will go alone."
-
-Before Phoebe could utter another word, Nan was running up the street
-in the direction of Mayfield Gardens.
-
-"God did not want me to tell, and there must be a middle path--there
-must," thought the child.
-
-She got back to the house without any one missing her. She went
-upstairs again to the schoolroom. A moment or two later she had taken
-off her hat and jacket, put them away neatly in the orderly little
-room which nurse insisted on her keeping, and sat down by the
-schoolroom fire. The day had been a warm one and the fire had only
-been lit an hour ago, but Nan felt cold, and was grateful for its
-warmth. She crouched near it, shivering slightly.
-
-"I would have done it," she said to herself, "if Mr. Pryor had been at
-home; but God sent him away, and--well, I cannot do it now. I hope my
-conscience will not trouble me too badly. I will try to be awfully
-good in every other way, and I must forget this; I must--I must."
-
-It was a few days after Nan's stolen visit to Mr. Pryor that great
-excitement reigned in the house in Mayfield Gardens. In the first
-place, there had come a letter which greatly concerned Augusta. This
-letter was from her mother, begging of Mrs. Richmond to look after
-Augusta for a year, for Mrs. Duncan and her husband were going to South
-America on special business. They would be wandering about from place
-to place for quite that time, and it would suit Mrs. Duncan uncommonly
-well if Augusta remained with her sister. Mrs. Richmond herself spoke
-to Augusta about it.
-
-"If you can put up with me, dear," she said, "I shall be glad to have
-you; but you know that ours is a somewhat humdrum life, and you are
-older than my girls. Your mother proposed as an alternative that you
-should go to a very fashionable finishing-school, where you would have
-a good deal of excitement and interest and be prepared for your
-entrance into society."
-
-"It does not matter," said Augusta. "I am just fifteen. When father
-and mother come back I shall be only sixteen; it will be time enough
-then to go to a finishing-school. And I am very happy with you, Aunt
-Jessie."
-
-"I am glad of that, my dear; and I like to have you. Well, you can run
-upstairs to the schoolroom and tell the children; I am sure they will
-be delighted."
-
-"The only one who may not be delighted is Nan Esterleigh," remarked
-Augusta in a dubious voice.
-
-"Come, my dear child, what do you mean? Nan not delighted! Why, I
-thought you were such special friends!"
-
-"To tell you the truth, Aunt Jessie, I do not quite understand Nan;
-she is a very strange little girl. I have done my utmost to be
-friendly with her."
-
-"That you certainly have, darling."
-
-"And although to all appearance she is devoted to me, that is not the
-case in reality. I think if you were to question her you would find
-she does not like me at all. It is the fact of Nan's extraordinary
-attitude towards me that makes me have any doubt of staying with you
-for the next year, sweet Aunt Jessie."
-
-"Then, my dear child, if such is the case I will have a talk with Nan
-myself. You certainly must not be made unhappy by any such ridiculous
-reason. Nan is a dear little girl, and I promised her mother to bring
-her up and do for her and make her happy, but I certainly did not mean
-her to be rude or unpleasant to my own sister's child."
-
-"Oh! I do not mind, Aunt Jessie; do not worry her. I just thought I
-would mention it. Perhaps I shall win her in the end if I continue to
-be awfully kind, as I have been in the past. I take a lot of notice of
-her, as you know."
-
-"That you certainly do, dear."
-
-"And you are so good to her--so wonderfully good!" continued Augusta.
-
-"Never mind that, my child; I could never be anything else. And Nan
-owes me nothing; I have said that before."
-
-Augusta kissed her aunt, and presently ran upstairs to the schoolroom.
-The children were having breakfast when she entered.
-
-"Hurrah! Good news," said Augusta. "Of course, that is how people take
-it. You thought, all of you, that I would be going back to father and
-mother in a few weeks' time. Well, I am not; I am to stay here for a
-year--a year, positive. I am to be with you day and night for twelve
-whole months. When you go to the country I will go with you, and when
-you come back from the country I will come back with you. And I am to
-have regular lessons from this at school; and---- Oh, dear me! Nancy,
-you are glad, whoever else is sorry."
-
-"Yes--of course," said Nancy. She said it in a trembling voice, and
-her face turned from white to red, and then from red to white again.
-
-"Does she not look enraptured," said Augusta, turning with laughing
-eyes to Kitty.
-
-Kitty made no reply. She was glad on the whole that her cousin should
-stay. "The more the merrier" was her motto. She felt almost annoyed
-with Nan for the peculiarity of her attitude.
-
-But the tidings that Augusta was to stay with them was completely
-eclipsed by other news, which filled the hearts of the two little
-girls, Kitty and Nora, with untold bliss.
-
-"What do you think?" said Kitty, rushing into the room just as Nora
-and Nan were putting on their hats to go to school. "Uncle Peter is
-coming here to-day. He will stay for a fortnight or three weeks,
-mother says. Oh, this is heavenly! I am nearly off my head with
-delight."
-
-"Who is Uncle Peter? What does it mean?" said Nan.
-
-"You will know what it means when you have seen him," said Kitty; "but
-I will try and tell you something. It means the height of happiness;
-it means the extreme of joy; it means--oh, everything delightful! He
-is just perfect! He will be so sweet to you, too, Nan! He will be
-sweet to Augusta. He will be sweet to us all. He is father's youngest
-brother--much, much younger than father. He is quite young still, and
-he is a captain in the army. And he is great fun--oh! great fun--and
-the house gets full of sunshine when he is with us."
-
-"I have never seen him," said Augusta; "I should like to."
-
-"He will be sweet to you, Gussie. He will be delightful to us all. Oh,
-it is too good news! You never saw anything like the delight mother is
-in. I must rush off now and tell nursey; won't she be glad!"
-
-That day as she walked to school, and worked at her lessons, and came
-back again, there were three pieces of news rushing backwards and
-forwards in poor Nan's heart. Two of them were bad, and one was good.
-Mr. Pryor was away, therefore there was no middle path; Augusta--the
-terrible Augusta, whom she hated and feared--was absolutely to live in
-the house for a whole year; and the children's uncle Peter, the man
-who made everything right and turned gloom into sunshine, was coming
-to stay with them.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XIII
-
-UNCLE PETER.
-
-
-On her way to school Nan made up her mind to a certain course of
-action. When she had done so she was full of a sense of relief. She
-resolved to tell Augusta what she had determined to do as soon as
-possible. And as the two girls generally had the schoolroom to
-themselves after early dinner, her opportunity was not far to seek.
-
-On this special day the whole house was more or less in a state of
-excitement; the spare room--the best spare room of all, the room which
-was called the Blue Room--was being got ready. The housemaids were
-busy turning out all the furniture, sweeping and dusting, polishing
-and cleaning.
-
-"We never give that room except to some one who is very, very sweet,"
-said Nora; "but nothing is good enough for Uncle Peter."
-
-Mrs. Richmond's face fairly shone with pleasure, and her little
-daughters laughed often for no special reason, the invariable remark
-being, "It is only because of Uncle Peter." But they had gone back to
-school, and the midday meal was over, and Nan and Augusta were alone
-in the schoolroom. Augusta was seated in a rocking-chair in the
-window, Jack curled up in her lap. Jack had long ceased to take any
-notice of Nan, and Nan had sorrowfully resigned him to his real
-mistress.
-
-"He is my dog no more," the little girl thought; but the weight on her
-heart prevented her feeling the loss of Jack as she otherwise would
-have done.
-
-Nan sat at the table, her lesson-books piled up in front of her;
-Augusta was buried in a new story-book, and forgot every one but
-herself. Presently Nan spoke.
-
-"Augusta," she said, "I have been thinking."
-
-"Well?" said Augusta. She put down her book and glanced at Nan.
-
-Nan had a frown between her brows, but notwithstanding this fact her
-handsome little face looked very striking.
-
-"She will be far more beautiful than any of us when she is grown-up,"
-thought Augusta. "Why should she have such a remarkable face? I hate
-her for it."
-
-"Unless you have something very important to say, please reserve your
-conversation until I get to a less fascinating part of my book," said
-Augusta. "The hero is on the eve of proposing to the heroine, and I
-cannot make out whether she will accept him or not."
-
-"That is only a book, and I am real," was Nan's answer. "I want to say
-something to you."
-
-"Yes?"
-
-"I have been making up my mind. You know what happened on the day you
-came."
-
-"Oh, that old story over again!" said Augusta. "Well, of course I
-know."
-
-"I cannot forget it."
-
-"So I see. You certainly have a terribly tender conscience, seeing the
-way you abuse it."
-
-"Oh, you do not know how unhappy I feel! You were surprised when, a
-night or two ago, I wanted to see Mr. Pryor. I will tell you what I
-did; I do not mind confessing to you. No one would take me, and I ran
-there all the way by myself."
-
-"You did, Nan! You are a daring little piece. Upon my word, there is
-something I rather admire about you. I could not be so out and out
-wicked--not for anybody."
-
-"All the same, I think you are wickeder than me, Augusta," said Nan.
-
-"You do, do you? Well, now, do you think that is a very polite thing
-to say, particularly when you have put yourself in my power as you are
-doing?"
-
-"I am so much in your power," replied poor Nan, "that a little more or
-a little less does not matter. I did go and see Mr. Pryor."
-
-"And whoever is this wonderful Mr. Pryor?"
-
-"He is an old gentleman--awfully good."
-
-"Awfully dull, you mean."
-
-"No; that he is not. He is not a bit dull; he has always been great
-fun. He lived in the house with me and mother, and when mother died he
-was so kind! And when mother was ill he often talked to her, and he
-told me---- Oh Augusta! please--please listen. He told me that mother
-wanted me to be the best girl."
-
-"Poor thing! it is well that she is out of the world," said Augusta.
-
-"I know it is, Augusta--I know it is--for I am not a bit good; but Mr.
-Pryor wants me to be good, and I went to see him, but---- Oh, well!
-never mind; he is gone."
-
-"What! has he died too?"
-
-"No, he is not dead, but it is as bad as if he were to me. He has gone
-to Spain to see his son, who is very ill. I went to visit him all for
-nothing."
-
-"You disobeyed Aunt Jessie for nothing. Certainly you are a nice girl!
-Don't you think you owe something to her?"
-
-"I owe a lot to her. Now, Augusta, I am coming to what I want to say
-to you. I want to forget what happened that time, and I want to live
-quite straight from this out. I am going to put all the past away from
-me, and I want to live straight."
-
-"What do you mean by straight?"
-
-"Oh! how am I to explain? I want to get in the middle of the road, you
-know--always in the middle, never going the least bit to the left or
-the right."
-
-"That sounds very pretty, but the meaning of it is beyond me," said
-Augusta.
-
-"You would understand if you tried to; you are not at all stupid, you
-know."
-
-"Thanks, dear, for the compliment."
-
-"And I wanted to tell you I am going to keep straight; and as you are
-to be here for a year"----
-
-"Ah! I thought the shoe pinched in that direction," said Augusta, with
-a laugh.
-
-"It does, Gussie--it does. I am ever so sorry! I could have loved you,
-of course; but I have always been just afraid of you."
-
-"And you will go on being afraid of me, honey, won't you?"
-
-"That is what I do not want to be. I want you never, never again to
-tempt me to be naughty. Do not tempt me any more, Augusta; that is
-what I want to ask."
-
-"You are a nice girl! I tempt you! What next?"
-
-"Oh! you know you did. You know but for you I would have told all
-about Pip. You know but for you---- Oh Augusta! how can you pretend?
-You know; you must know."
-
-"I know you are a very stupid, silly little girl, and that you grow
-more troublesome and more silly every day. Why, what is the matter
-now?"
-
-"I cannot bear it," said Nan.
-
-She gave a cry and burst into floods of tears.
-
-Now, this was by no means what Augusta wished. Nan in tears--in
-violent tears--was intolerable. She put down her book. She advanced
-towards Nan; then she stood still.
-
-She stood absolutely still, staring straight before her; for the door
-was open, and a tall young man, with slim and graceful figure, bright
-blue eyes, curly hair, and the pleasantest face in the world, was
-standing on the threshold.
-
-"I am Uncle Peter," he said in the gayest of voices. "Is anybody at
-home?"
-
-Poor Nan dashed away her tears. The stranger--this delightful uncle of
-the little girls--even he was to see her in disgrace and in tears.
-Augusta spoke at once.
-
-"I am Augusta Duncan," she said. "I am no relation of yours, but I do
-hope you will take me for a niece too. Aunt Jessie will be so sorry to
-miss you! But she will be back again in an hour or two."
-
-"And this little girl?" said Uncle Peter. He glanced with the kindest
-of expressions in his eyes at Nan. "She is a little bit troubled about
-something."
-
-"Nan darling, do cheer up now," said Augusta; "do, darling--do."
-
-Augusta went up to Nan and kissed her.
-
-"What a kind--hearted girl!" thought Captain Richmond. "And what a
-cross face the little one has! But she seems to be in trouble all the
-same."
-
-"Come!" he said in a pleasant voice; "no one cries when I am by. I
-hate tears so much that they never flow when I am in the
-neighbourhood. You must cheer up now that I have come to the house.
-And is no one else at home? Is there no one to welcome me but a
-pretence niece, and the other"----
-
-"Oh! no niece at all--no niece at all," said poor Nan; "but I wish I
-was."
-
-"Then you shall be; you shall be little niece---- What is your name?"
-
-"Nancy."
-
-"Little new niece Nancy. Come over here."
-
-So Nan went to the Captain, and he put his arm round her waist, and
-she leant up against him while he chatted to Augusta.
-
-He did not say another word to her, but once he took her little hand
-and squeezed it. What was the matter with her? All her sorrows seemed
-to go, and all her anxieties to melt into thin air. Augusta was doing
-the grown-up young lady, chatting on all sorts of subjects, and Nan
-did not speak a word--not even once did she open her lips--but when
-Captain Richmond looked down at her she raised her eyes and looked
-full at him.
-
-"Cross!" he said to himself; "why, it is one of the dearest little
-faces in the world. But who is the poor little one, and why was she so
-very sad when I put in my appearance?"
-
-"We must get you tea; you shall have it in the schoolroom," said
-Augusta. "Aunt Jessie will not be in till about six o'clock; you know,
-no one expected you until the evening."
-
-"It is my way always to do the unexpected," replied Captain Richmond.
-"I took an earlier train and got here about six hours before I was
-expected. And where are my nieces proper? Why do not they come to
-embrace their uncle?"
-
-"They are at school; but, oh! won't they be delighted? I am afraid
-your room is not ready. Nan, go and tell the servants that Captain
-Richmond has come. Go at once, dear, and order tea up here.--Do you
-greatly mind, Uncle Peter (because I must call you that), having tea
-in the schoolroom with us?"
-
-"I should love it," replied Captain Richmond. "But see, Nan, little
-one, that you order a big tea. I want a whole pot of sardines--there
-is nothing on earth I love like sardines--and a couple of new-laid
-eggs, and toast and cream. Do you understand?"
-
-[Illustration: "Cross!" he said to himself; "why, it is one of the
-dearest little faces in the world."]
-
-"Oh yes," said Nan, colouring very high; "and may you not have
-muffins, don't you think?"
-
-"I do quite think I might. Now be quick, little woman, and order the
-biggest tea cook will send up."
-
-"He is good," thought Nan as she went singing down the passage. "He is
-nice. He is quite as nice as Kitty said he was; I think he is even
-nicer. It is not what he says; it is the look in his eyes. I am sure
-he keeps in the middle of the road, and I will--I will keep there
-notwithstanding Augusta. Oh! I am glad he has come. He makes me feel
-strong. I was so shaky, as if I had no backbone, but I think he will
-give it to me--I am sure he will give it to me--and I will keep in the
-middle of the road. Oh! he is nice--he is."
-
-While Nan was away Captain Richmond asked one or two questions about
-her of Augusta.
-
-"Who is that dear little mite?" he said. "What a sweet little face she
-has!"
-
-"She is a little girl to whom Aunt Jessie is very kind," replied
-Augusta.
-
-"Any one would be kind to her; she looks such a sweet little thing!"
-
-Augusta longed to give some of her true opinions of Nan, but she was
-far too astute for this.
-
-"Of course, she is a very nice child," she said; "and she is greatly
-to be pitied."
-
-"Poor little thing! What was she crying about? Her sobs were so
-bitter!"
-
-"She is very sensitive; I was just trying to put a little common-sense
-into her."
-
-"She wants very special treatment," said Captain Richmond. "I am glad
-I have come; I always like children of that sort. She is in deep
-black, too."
-
-"She is in mourning for her mother."
-
-"Oh! an orphan? Poor little one! Is her father alive?"
-
-"No. I think perhaps, Uncle Peter, you ought to know: dear Aunt Jessie
-is supporting her for nothing. Is it not splendid of her?"
-
-"It is the sort of thing my sister-in-law would do," replied the
-Captain; and he gave Augusta a very straight and cold look out of his
-eyes. She saw that he did not think the better of her for having made
-this speech, and jumped up to get the table ready for tea.
-
-The meal was in full progress; Nan, at Captain Richmond's special
-request, was pouring out cup after cup for his benefit; Augusta was
-seated near, with flushed cheeks, entertaining him to the best of her
-abilities, when shouts and whoops were heard, and Nora and Kitty
-danced into the room.
-
-Then indeed there were high-jinks.
-
-"Oh, for shame! Uncle Pete--oh, for shame! to come
-beforehand.--Augusta, how long have you had him?--Nan, is he not
-just--just as nice as I said?" These words came from Kitty.
-
-"You really make me blush, Kitty; you must be careful what you say,"
-remarked her uncle. "Do not mind her, Nancy; I am a very ordinary
-person, with lots of faults."
-
-"You have not a fault--not one," said Nora.
-
-"Oh! haven't I? I will just declare to you now a very big fault of
-mine. It is this--I hate being praised."
-
-The Captain looked as if he meant this, for his bright blue eyes
-flashed fire just for an instant, but then they resumed their old
-merry expression.
-
-"I have all kind of plans to propose," he said. "I shall be here for
-at least a fortnight, and then I am not going very far away--only as
-far as Aldershot--so you will see a good bit of me."
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XIV.
-
-"IT WAS NOT WORTH WHILE."
-
-
-It was a week later. Every one in the house had got accustomed to the
-presence of Captain Richmond, and Nan more fully, day by day, endorsed
-Nora's and Kitty's verdict with regard to him. He was delightful; he
-was kind; he was sunshiny. It seemed much easier to be good now that
-he was there. The children--even Augusta--were all anxious to please
-him, and at odd moments when lessons were over, and on half-holidays,
-he always had a pleasant scheme to propose, and would take his four
-nieces, as he called them, to all kinds of places which Nan had never
-seen before. When there, he had a way of singling her out, taking her
-hand, and explaining things to her, so that from the first she was his
-very special little friend.
-
-A week went by in this fashion, and then all of a sudden, just when
-they least wished for it, came a pouring wet Sunday. It was early in
-June and the weather ought to have been fine. Captain Richmond said
-the clerk of the weather-office was seriously to blame; but whoever
-was wrong, the clouds were unmistakably there, and out of their sullen
-depths poured the rain without a moment's intermission. The children
-had managed to go to church in the morning, but in the afternoon it
-was hopeless.
-
-"Uncle Peter," said Kitty, "come up to the schoolroom and let us have
-a cosy time."
-
-"I am quite agreeable," replied the Captain.
-
-"But, Peter," said his sister-in-law, "I am expecting quite a number
-of guests this afternoon; you surely will not leave me in the cold!"
-
-Uncle Peter put on a very wry face.
-
-"You know, Jessie," he answered, "that I am not at all fond of what
-may be called callers; I never know what to say to them, and I do not
-think they find me at all agreeable. May I not go and be happy in my
-own way with the children?"
-
-"Very well," said Mrs. Richmond in a resigned voice; "but please send
-Augusta downstairs, for she always helps me so nicely to entertain my
-Sunday visitors."
-
-"And now come, Uncle Peter--do not let us delay--come at once," said
-Kitty.
-
-So, with Kitty hanging on one arm and Nora appropriating the other,
-the Captain made his way to the schoolroom. Here he was welcomed with
-shouts of glee by Nan and Augusta. Chairs were pulled forward, and the
-little party settled themselves in a happy circle.
-
-"Oh Gussie!" said Kitty all of a sudden, "I quite forgot; mother wants
-you to go downstairs and help her entertain the Sunday visitors."
-
-"Oh, but I won't! It is quite too bad," said Augusta, flushing with
-indignation. "Why should I?"
-
-"You do most Sundays, and you always said you liked it so much."
-
-"Well, I won't go now; it is not fair.--I need not go, need I, Uncle
-Peter?"
-
-"You must arrange that with your aunt, Augusta; it is not my affair."
-
-Once again Captain Richmond put on that straight look which Augusta
-both adored and feared. It always caused her heart to palpitate, and
-gave her a sensation of longing to be quite a different girl from what
-she really was. She got up now, frowning as she did so.
-
-"It is too bad," she said--"just when we were going to have real fun."
-
-"If you like, Augusta," suddenly said Nan, "I will go down when half
-the time is up, and you can come back. I dare say Mrs. Richmond will
-not mind; she only wants some one just to hand round the cups of tea."
-
-"Oh no; that would never do," said Captain Richmond. "I will go down
-when half the time is up and send you back, Augusta. Nan is too young
-to be initiated into the ways of drawing-room folks."
-
-So Augusta had to go, very unwillingly, and the two little sisters and
-Nan were alone with the Captain.
-
-"Now, Uncle Peter," said Kitty the moment the door closed behind
-Augusta, "we want you to be your very nicest self."
-
-"And what is my nicest self?" he answered.
-
-"We want you to be your exciting self."
-
-"You quite mystify me, Kitty. I should like to know when I am nicest.
-And I never knew before that I was exciting."
-
-"But you are when you make schemes."
-
-"Oh! that is it, is it?"
-
-"And we want a big, big scheme now--something to last us for
-months--something to---- You know what I mean, don't you, Noney?"
-
-"To rouse us all up--to make us walk with our heads in the air," said
-Nora.
-
-"Dear me! How very funny!"
-
-"We want to be soldiers. Do you not remember you talked to us before
-about being soldiers? Let us be soldiers for a bit, and make lovely
-plans, and you be our captain," said Kitty again.
-
-"Well, of course you can be soldiers; that is easy enough."
-
-"But you must settle a sort of victory time for us--a great big reward
-time--and let it come three months from now, after we come back from
-the summer holidays, or _perhaps_ before. Plan it all out, Uncle
-Peter; plan everything out as straight as possible. Make us soldiers,
-and give us a battle to fight."
-
-"Dear me!" said Uncle Peter, "this is quite a Sunday afternoon talk.
-Do you mean it in the religious sense?"
-
-"Oh yes, if you like; but what we want is to have something to fight
-hard about.--Don't you think so, Nan?"
-
-Nan's face had turned very white; her eyes, shining with intense
-earnestness, fixed themselves on Captain Richmond's face.
-
-"A sort of moral battle," said the Captain. "Well, of course it can be
-done. I will plan it all out and tell you what we will do to-morrow; I
-cannot think of it in an instant. Those who wish to join must be
-regularly enrolled as soldiers."
-
-"Soldiers under Captain Richmond," laughed Nora--"or Captain Peter, as
-we always call you. You will have to set us things to do, and you will
-have to write to us from Aldershot, and you must make a whole lot of
-punishments if we go wrong. Oh! it will be exciting--quite splendid."
-
-Just then Miss Roy came into the room.
-
-"How cosy you all look!" she said "What is up?"
-
-"We are frightfully excited," said Nan. "We are going to be turned
-into soldiers, and we are going to fight under the banner of Captain
-Peter. This is our captain," she added, touching the young soldier's
-arm with great affection; "there is nothing we would not do for
-him--nothing."
-
-"I declare you quite touch me," said the good-natured fellow. "Well, I
-will think something out and let you know to-morrow. Now let us talk
-of something commonplace."
-
-The conversation was merry and full of laughter; the wet afternoon was
-forgotten. Augusta came back long before they expected her.
-
-"There are no visitors," she said, "and Aunt Jessie did not want me."
-
-"I was just coming down, but this is much pleasanter,"--said the
-Captain.
-
-"Oh Augusta! we have something wonderful to tell you," said Nora. "Sit
-right down here in this comfortable chair.--Please, Uncle Peter, tell
-her."
-
-"Oh! it is a wild scheme of these little folk," he answered. "I do not
-suppose a great tall girl like Augusta will join under any
-consideration whatever. Well, it is this, my dear niece Gussie--these
-children want to become soldiers."
-
-"Play soldiers?" asked Augusta.
-
-"No, not exactly, but good, tough, moral soldiers; and they want to
-enlist under me, and I am to help them, forsooth! I will draw up
-plans, and those who want to join can be enrolled to-morrow afternoon.
-But I do not suppose you will care about it."
-
-"Oh yes, but I will!" said Augusta. Her eyes wore a startled look; a
-red flush came into her cheeks. She looked at Nan, who shuffled
-uneasily and looked down.
-
-"I shall join," she said the next moment; "it sounds very exciting,
-and the sort of thing I should like."
-
-"Then there will be four of us.--Perhaps Miss Roy will join too?" said
-Kitty.
-
-"Yes, dear; I should quite like to," said the governess. "I want
-something to stimulate me, and I should like to serve under Captain
-Peter."
-
-"Then I shall deserve my captaincy," said the young man.--"And now,
-chicks, I am going away, for you have given me a pretty nut to crack.
-We will arrange to meet here at six o'clock tomorrow, when I shall
-have all my plans drawn up."
-
-When the Captain left the room the four children were silent for a
-short time; then Miss Roy burst in.
-
-"My dears," she said, "the clouds are breaking; there is a ray of
-sunshine. We will have tea immediately, and then get ready to go to
-evening service."
-
-As Nan knelt in church she thought of Captain Peter, and wondered what
-sort of soldier she would turn out under his leadership.
-
-"If it were not for Augusta I should be the happiest of girls," she
-thought. "I do hope that to be one of his soldiers will mean lots of
-hard lessons and stiff sort of things to do, and it won't mean being
-good and straight and honourable. Oh! I do hope and trust he won't
-want us to be any of those, for I am not straight, Gussie is not
-straight. Oh dear! oh dear! it is exciting. I am afraid."
-
-Augusta rather avoided Nan that evening, to Nan's own great relief.
-The next day brought as usual a rush of work, with no opportunity for
-any private talks, and it was not until a few minutes to six that
-Augusta and Nan found themselves alone.
-
-Nan had gone into her room to brush her hair, preparatory to the
-Captain's visit, when there came a tap at her door and in walked
-Gussie.
-
-"Well, Nan," she said, "are you prepared for this?"
-
-"Prepared for what?" asked Nancy.
-
-"You know what I mean: for this sort of soldier business--folly, I
-call it. Of course, I am going to join; but are you?"
-
-"Yes, Augusta, I am," said Nancy. She spoke in a very firm voice.
-
-"Well, all right; you know what it means, I suppose. There will be a
-lot of morality in the matter."
-
-"What do you mean by morality?"
-
-"Keeping straight--keeping in the centre of that road where you want
-to walk, but where you never do walk. I thought I would warn you. If
-you are thinking of doing what the others are going to do, you will
-have an impossible time; but do not say I did not warn you."
-
-"No, I won't, Augusta. Oh! please remember that you are not"----
-
-"That I am not what?"
-
-"That you are not going quite straight yourself."
-
-"You little wretch!" said Augusta. "If you ever dare--dare to breathe
-what I in a moment of kindness helped you to do, won't you catch it
-from me? You do not know what I can be when I am really your enemy.
-Your own position, too; what are you in this house? A nobody. There! I
-will say no more."
-
-Augusta ran out of the room. Nan stood white and trembling. She
-clasped her hands together; her eyes, brimful of tears, were fixed on
-the window.
-
-"How am I to bear it?" she thought. "Just when I was beginning to be
-so happy! Why am I so awfully miserable? I wonder what it means. I do
-think that I really quite hate Augusta."
-
-Just then Kitty's gay voice was heard.
-
-"Come, Nancy; our captain will arrive in a minute or two, and he will
-want all the soldiers to be waiting for him."
-
-Kitty's laughing face, wreathed in smiles, was poked round the door.
-Nan made an effort to cheer up.
-
-"How white you look!" said Kitty. "Is anything worrying you?"
-
-"Oh no; nothing really."
-
-"I thought you would be so glad about this! You do not know what
-heavenly plans Uncle Peter is always making up. I will tell you about
-some of his funny plans when we were children another time; but of
-course there is nothing like this, and it was my thought to begin. You
-will see how splendidly he will draw up his rules, and how easy and
-yet how difficult it will be to obey them. He has a sort of way of
-searching through you, and dragging the best out of you, and crushing
-down the bad in you. Oh, he is a darling! He is like no one else in
-the world."
-
-"I think so too," said Nan.
-
-"And yet you look so sad, Nancy! I am sure you need not be, for every
-one is so fond of you! And as for Uncle Peter, there is hardly
-anything he would not do for you. He always calls you his dear little
-new niece; he is quite as fond of you as if you were his real niece."
-
-"Is he--is he really?" said Nan. "Would he be as fond of me if he
-knew"----
-
-"Knew what, Nan?"
-
-"That I---- Oh Kitty! you know that I have no money, and you know
-that"----
-
-"Now stop," said Kitty. "If you do want to make me angry you will talk
-of that sort of thing again; it is very unfair of you after what
-mother said."
-
-"Oh, then, I won't--I won't!"
-
-"If that is all that is worrying you, cheer up; Uncle Peter does not
-want sad faces."
-
-"And if---- Suppose--suppose I was not good at any time, would he hate
-me then?" asked the little girl.
-
-"I am sure he would not. Once, do you know, I did such a naughty
-thing! I spilt a lot of ink on the carpet. I was a tiny child, and
-when Miss Roy came in--Miss Roy had not been with us more than a
-month, and I did not know how kind she would be--I said pussy had
-jumped on the table; and I had scarcely said it before Uncle Peter
-came in--he was staying in the house, you know. He sat down by the
-fire. It was wintertime, and he asked me to come and sit on his knee;
-and he put his arm round me, and I sat there so cosy, though I had a
-big, big ache in my heart. Miss Roy quite believed me about pussy, and
-she got the ink wiped up, and washed the carpet with milk, so that it
-should not show; and then she went out of the room, and I nestled up
-close to Uncle Peter. There was a big pain in my heart. Uncle Peter
-looked straight down at me.
-
-"You see how the milk has taken out the ink; you can scarcely see it
-at all now," he said; and then he raised my face and looked into my
-eyes, and he said, "Kitty, it was not worth while."
-
-Then I knew that he knew; and, oh, I cried so! And I said, "Did you
-hear?" And he said, "I saw you spill the ink, and I heard."
-
-"And, oh! I was so sad, and he comforted me. He was not angry after
-the first, but he got me to go straight up to Miss Roy and tell her
-the truth. It was awfully hard to do, but I did it; and then he
-forgave me, and I had no more pain in my heart. Come now, Nan--come."
-
-"I want to kiss you first," said Nan. "Kitty, you do not know how much
-I love you. I love you better at this moment than I have ever done
-before."
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XV.
-
-SOLDIERS OF THE TRUE BLUE.
-
-
-The schoolroom was very daintily arranged; there were flowers on the
-mantelpiece and on a little table, near which an arm-chair had been
-placed for Uncle Peter. On the table were some sheets of foolscap
-paper, a bottle of ink, pen, blotting-paper, &c. Just as the children
-entered, the door was opened and Uncle Peter himself came in. He
-generally wore a smiling face, but now he looked grave and determined.
-He walked across the room with, as Nan expressed it, his most military
-step. He stopped when he came opposite the children, and bowed gravely
-to them, and then sat down in the chair.
-
-"It is too exciting for anything!" thought Kitty. "How is he going to
-begin? I am sure he has made all his plans. I can judge that by his
-face; it is the sort of face which makes me thrill and want to do
-anything in the world for him."
-
-Miss Roy had taken her place with the children. She looked grave and
-earnest, too, and Augusta for a wild moment wished she was out of it.
-Then the Captain raised his eyes. He had been arranging the paper
-before him, and trying the pen to see if it would write smoothly. Now
-he began to address the little group in front of him.
-
-"I have been thinking over our scheme," he said in his most pleasant
-voice; "and if you are all determined, I want you to take, not an oath
-to me--nothing of that sort--but to take a promise, by which you will
-be enrolled. The regiment in which you will be members we will call
-the Royal True Blue. I am its captain, general, or what you will; and,
-as far as possible, the rules which will guide your conduct will be
-much the same rules as a real regiment which serve our King would
-have. Loyalty will be its motto. There are three ways in which the
-soldiers can serve in the Royal True Blue. They can serve by keen
-attention to intellectual matters, by keen attention to physical
-matters, and by keen attention to morals."
-
-Miss Roy nodded her head as each of these remarks fell from the
-Captain's lips.
-
-"I quite agree with you," she said; and then she coloured slightly.
-
-The Captain looked at her and gave a smile.
-
-"There will be," he said, "different grades, of course; month by month
-the soldiers will rise to higher and higher responsibilities. There
-will be an orderly-book, in which Miss Roy, in my absence, must write
-down the events of every day truthfully, exactly as they occur to her.
-Neglect of the different heads under which the soldiers serve will
-merit punishment; careful attention to these details will merit
-rewards. I shall visit the soldiers' camp at least every month, have a
-consultation with Miss Roy, who will be my sergeant, and measure out
-my rewards and punishments accordingly. I should like this scheme to
-continue until the end of the summer holidays, when to the victorious
-soldier I will award, if she deserves it, something similar to the
-Victoria Cross. It will be a cross made of silver, tied with blue
-ribbon, and will be as far as possible an imitation of the cross which
-her late beloved Majesty gave to her most distinguished soldiers.
-Perhaps you all understand what alone wins a Victoria Cross? It is
-given 'for valour'--for valour, as a rule, in the field of battle.
-Now, as you are all soldiers you must have a field of battle. Your
-battlefield is in this house; wherever you are together, whether you
-are in the country or in town; in your school; in your own rooms, when
-you lie down and when you rise up: at all times you soldiers of the
-Royal True Blue will be in the battlefield, and doubtless a time for
-valour will arrive--when one of you will endanger herself for the sake
-of another. It is possible that none of these soldiers will win the
-Royal Cross, but I mean to hold it out as an incentive--the very best
-I can give. And now, children, I have lectured enough; will you each
-in turn come forward and make the necessary promise?"
-
-"Oh, this is dreadful!" said Augusta; she squeezed Nan's hand in her
-excitement. "I--I do not think I can."
-
-"But I can," said Nan. "I can; I mean to."
-
-"What is it, Augusta--are you frightened?" said the Captain. "Oh,
-come! you promised to join; do not draw back now. You do not know what
-a world of good it will do you. This scheme means bracing; it means a
-strong effort to do the right. Come! if you live in this house you
-will have a dull time if you are not a soldier."
-
-"All right," said Augusta; "but I will not be the first to take the
-promise."
-
-"Then you shall be the first, Kitty," said the Captain; "that is only
-right, for it is your scheme."
-
-Kitty rose from her chair and came forward. Captain Richmond had some
-small pieces of blue ribbon fastened with silver mottoes. He held one
-of these up, and Kitty approached. He took her hand, looked solemnly
-into her eyes, and said:
-
-"Are you willing to serve in the Royal True Blue as a soldier of the
-King of Heaven? Are you willing to obey the rules of the regiment, to
-be loyal and true, to shun what is deceitful and wrong? Are you
-willing?"
-
-"Yes," said Kitty.
-
-Then the Captain bent forward and kissed her.
-
-"This is our seal of consecration," he said; "and here is your motto.
-Wear it openly when you like, or when you do not care to show it to
-the world keep it safely hidden, but never lose it. On the day it is
-taken from you you are disgraced; you lose this ribbon as a soldier
-loses his sword--only by public disgrace."
-
-Kitty went back to her seat trembling and with tears in her eyes. The
-same promise was exacted from the others, and then Captain Richmond
-looked at the four.
-
-"I am very proud of my battalion," he said, "and I think you will all
-do well, soldiers of the Royal True Blue. Now, I want to give you a
-few directions. There are three distinct paths in which the soldiers
-must walk. First, there is the path of intellect. Now, that means
-great attention to your lessons at school; it means diligent reading.
-I do not mean that kind of slippery reading which goes on when one is
-thinking of a hundred things at the same time: I do not mean the
-reading of silly novels. I mean the reading of good books,
-stimulating, with nice thoughts in them. There is nothing to my mind
-like the life of a soldier, and there is nothing more splendid than to
-read accounts of what brave soldiers have done; and as you five are
-now soldiers, you might, during the months that you servo under me,
-read as many books about soldiers as possible. I can furnish you with
-a list. I believe such reading will do you a lot of good. This, of
-course, is not a command of mine; it is a suggestion which you may
-like to carry out. In the orderly-book there will be careful reports of
-your transgressions in intellectual respects; the number of bad marks
-at school, the getting down to the bottom of your form, lateness also
-in attending your different classes, will all mean marks against you.
-On the other hand, diligence in learning, briskness and anxiety to
-excel, will mean good marks. I will explain the marks to my sergeant,
-Miss Roy, presently. So much for intellect. Now we come to the
-physical part of the scheme. I believe very strongly in physical
-exercise. I do not mean the sort of exercise which tires one to
-death--over-cycling, for instance, or playing lawn-tennis too
-long--but I do mean steady exercise every day; and part of your duties
-will be your drill. I will speak to Mrs. Richmond, and she will get a
-real army sergeant to come here daily to drill you. You will feel as
-you are marching, and turning from right to left, and going through
-the different maneuvers that you are real soldiers, and it will do
-you a world of good. Other exercise ought also to be taken, and under
-this head I would advocate early rising. I would also advocate order
-and neatness. Each day ought to be planned out, and there ought to be
-very little time for idling, for a real soldier in the enemy's country
-has to be on the alert morning, noon, and night. He ought never to be
-away from his post; he ought to watch for the approach of the enemy at
-every corner, at every unexpected point. We now come to the third
-head, which surely is the most important of all, for in my regiment,
-the Royal True Blue, I want to have soldiers worthy of the name: a
-coward would be detestable to me; a liar could not be borne. I want my
-soldiers to be straight, to be upright, to be honourable; I want them
-to walk in the middle of the road."
-
-"Oh! oh!" suddenly came from Nan's lips.
-
-The Captain gave her a long, penetrating glance. She coloured, and
-dropped her head.
-
-"It can be done," he said, "but it is not specially easy; and I hope
-it will be done. And now, surely we have had enough morality and
-enough solemn talk even for the soldiers of the True Blue. I propose
-an entertainment this evening. I have consulted with your mother, and
-she gives me leave to take you all to the theatre--yes, every single
-one of you--to see a fine play about a soldier and how he acted under
-difficulties."
-
-The wild delight of the children at this last announcement can be
-better understood than explained. Captain Richmond knew what he was
-about; he knew that the eager young minds had gone through sufficient
-strain. The girls rushed off to their rooms, and the Captain and Miss
-Roy were alone.
-
-"It is very good of you to join this," he said, turning to the
-governess.
-
-"I like it," she replied. "Whether the children can stand this
-somewhat severe discipline remains to be proved."
-
-"I believe they can; they have all character," replied the Captain. "I
-shall be deeply interested to know how this experiment progresses. I
-will give you your orderly-book to-morrow, and explain to you how the
-marks are to be put down. There is only one thing, however, Miss
-Roy--there must be no favouritism; you must be as strict and as severe
-with your favourite, Kitty, as you are with Augusta, whom I do not
-think you much care about."
-
-"I do not," replied Miss Roy. "I do not understand her. She is popular
-with most people; Mrs. Richmond is very much attached to her, and Kitty
-and Nora are fond of her."
-
-"But Nan is not," said the Captain.
-
-"No," replied Miss Roy; "Nan is afraid of her."
-
-"I have seen that from the first," replied Captain Richmond; "and, to
-tell you the truth, in planning my rules I thought a good deal both of
-Nancy and Augusta. This thing will try them both pretty stoutly; I
-have no doubt that in the end all will be well. And now, one more word
-in your ear: I do not think I ever met a dearer little girl than Nancy
-Esterleigh."
-
-"She is a sweet child," replied Miss Roy; "and she was very, very
-happy with us before Augusta came."
-
-The children, now all dressed for their evening's entertainment, came
-into the room. Captain Richmond had ordered a carriage; it was now at
-the door, and the happy party, including Miss Roy, started off for
-their evening's pleasure.
-
-In the play a soldier received the Victoria Cross. He was one who had
-been snubbed and looked down upon, and always shoved into the cold: he
-had been overlooked when others were promoted; when others were
-ordered to the front, he was expected to stay behind in England; the
-girl he loved was given to a man over his head. Everything seemed to
-be against him, but never once through all these trying circumstances
-did he lose his brightness, his freshness, his courage. He had a gay
-and cheerful word for each comrade and for each friend, and in the end
-his chance came: he managed to get to the front--how, it does not
-matter; he rescued another at the risk of his own life--how, does not
-matter either; the thing that matters is that he received that
-decoration of all others the most thrilling, the most ennobling, the
-Cross of the Order of Victoria.
-
-Nan's little face turned white with excitement as she watched the
-progress of the play; and at last, when the happy soldier was
-decorated for valour in the field, she burst into tears.
-
-Captain Richmond took her hand, and bent and whispered to her:
-
-"Odds against, but he won," was his remark. "Cheer up, Nancy; you too
-can win."
-
-"Even if the odds are against me?" she whispered back.
-
-"Ah! of course. Look well to the front, soldier of the True Blue."
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XVI.
-
-TIGHTENING HER CHAIN.
-
-
-In about a week's time Captain Richmond went away. By then the brigade
-of the Royal True Blue was in full working order: the rules had been
-carefully drawn up, the orderly-book was given to Miss Roy, the
-drill-sergeant had arrived, and the soldiers were enjoying the life.
-The vigorous eyes of the Captain kept everything in order; he promised
-to come once a month to see his soldiers, and left them, having won
-every heart in his little brigade. It was now towards the end of June,
-and in a month's time the entire party would go into the country. This
-was the last month of school, and the girls were busy. Nan was working
-with tremendous diligence for a prize; she did not much care about it
-before she became a soldier, but now she was keen in order to ensure
-the marks which Miss Roy would give her if she were successful.
-
-"Suppose you do win the prize," said Augusta, "what will it mean to
-you? Nothing whatever but a stupid book. For my part, I think the
-prize-books at school are all too dull for anything--a dreadful old
-Macaulay's History of England, or Tennyson's Poems, or something of
-that sort. I do not see why the girl who wins the prize should not be
-consulted."
-
-"But we do not win it just for the sake of the book," said Nan,
-colouring and trembling a little.
-
-"Well, I do. I am not going in for a prize this term, of course; I
-cannot.--Miss Roy, I am sure our captain would not like Nan to read so
-hard as to make her eyes ache. Do you know what I found her doing last
-night?"
-
-"Oh! please--please do not tell; it is not right," said Nan.
-
-"I will, for I must. We are supposed not to read after we get to bed,
-but there was Nan reading away by the light of a night-light. She had
-borrowed it from nurse, I believe. She was half-sitting up in bed
-devouring her book, and the night-light was on a little table near. I
-found her.--I did, you know, Nan; and I said I would tell."
-
-"It was not at all right, Nan," said Miss Roy; "and it must not happen
-again."
-
-"But I wanted to work up my lesson; I was not at all sure of my
-French," replied Nan. "And the prize will be given in ten days now.
-There is so little time!"
-
-"You must remember," said Miss Roy, "that in the orderly-book, even
-though you do get high marks for intellect, your merit marks will go
-down if this sort of thing occurs again. Nan, it was a distinct act of
-disobedience.--But at the same time, Augusta, I would rather you did
-not tell tales."
-
-Augusta flushed with indignation.
-
-"I thought you would like to keep the house from being burnt down,"
-she said. "Of course, in future Nan can do as she pleases."
-
-Miss Roy said nothing more, and Augusta left the room.
-
-"What is the matter, Nan?" said her governess suddenly. "I often
-wonder, my dear, why you look so sad and troubled."
-
-"You would if you were me," said Nan then.
-
-"Why? Is it because your mother has died, my poor little girl? I have
-great sympathy for you."
-
-"No; it is not only that," said Nan, making a great effort to be
-honest. "It is because I have a load at my heart, and I cannot ever
-tell you; and if all was known I ought not to be a soldier of the
-Royal True Blue at all--I ought not--but I cannot draw back now."
-
-"The past is past," said Miss Roy. "Go straight forward in the future;
-try and believe that the future is yours, that you can be a very brave
-and a very good girl."
-
-"But is the past past?" asked Nan.
-
-"There may come a day when you will be able to tell me all about it;
-go straight forward now into the future. And, Nancy, my dear, nothing
-has been said, but I cannot help using my eyes. Do not be afraid of
-Augusta; give her back in her own coin. Show her that you are not in
-the slightest degree under her control."
-
-"Oh, but I am!" thought poor Nancy. "And I can never tell--less now
-than ever--for to lose that splendid chance of winning the Royal
-Cross, and to be deprived of my blue ribbon, would break my heart."
-
-"Nancy," said Augusta, a few evenings after this, as the two girls
-were alone in the schoolroom.
-
-Nan was toiling steadily through the books which she had to prepare
-for her examination; she raised her eyes when Augusta spoke, and a
-slight frown came between her brows.
-
-"Now, stop that," said Augusta, petulance in her tone.
-
-"Stop what?" asked Nancy.
-
-"Frowning when I speak to you."
-
-"Oh, I will--I will! What is it? I wish I did not feel so cross."
-
-"You are not much of a soldier if you give way to your passions every
-moment. But now, to the point. I want you to read aloud to me while I
-am making a copy of this stupid old cast. It is too dull for anything,
-and I want to finish the story-book which I took from the
-drawing-room."
-
-"But I have to go on with my lessons. Don't you see that I am awfully
-busy?"
-
-In reply to this Augusta got up and put the book in question into
-Nan's hand.
-
-"Read," she said. "I will let you off in half-an-hour; in half-an-hour
-I shall have done as much as I can of this horrible drawing. I do
-positively hate drawing. Now then, start away. If you do not read,
-there is something I can tell you which you will not at all like to
-hear."
-
-"You are always frightening me. I do not see why I should be under
-your control," said Nan.
-
-"Get out of it, then, my dear, your own way. Remember what will happen
-if you do."
-
-"What?"
-
-"I shall be obliged to tell all that occurred in the attic when the
-white rat died."
-
-"All? But you won't leave out your own part, Augusta?"
-
-"Yes, but I shall. I shall tell that you implored and begged of me to
-keep it a secret, and that I listened to you. You know what this
-means, Nan. Your blue ribbon is given back; you are a soldier without
-his sword, disgraced for life. Now then, do not fret; I am not going
-to be too hard, but I must be read to, for I am suffering from
-irritation of the nerves, and nothing soothes me like a real jolly
-story-book."
-
-"If I must, I must," said Nan. She opened the book languidly. "Where
-is the place?" she asked.
-
-"Page 204. Read from the top, and go straight on until I tell you to
-stop."
-
-Nan began. She could read well when she liked, but now her voice was
-little more than a gabble, for she was thoroughly annoyed and also
-decidedly cross.
-
-"That will not do at all," said Augusta. "Read as if you enjoyed it.
-Is it not a splendid scene? Does not Rudolf speak up to Bertha? Now
-then, go on. I am sure he will propose to her in the end; I am certain
-of it."
-
-Nan read to the bottom of the next page; then she put down the book.
-
-"Where did you get this book from?" she asked.
-
-"What does it matter to you, Nancy? Go on reading--do. Oh, I am just
-dying to hear what will happen! I adore Rudolf; don't you?"
-
-"No; I do not like him at all. I don't like the book. I don't think
-Uncle Peter--I mean Mrs. Richmond--would want me to read this book; it
-is not a nice book."
-
-"And what do you know about books, whether they are nice or nasty?"
-
-"I don't like this book. I am sure Mrs. Richmond would not like you to
-read it. May I go down and ask her?"
-
-For answer to this Augusta rose and snatched the book from Nan's hand.
-
-"You troublesome little thing!" she said. "You really rouse me to be
-provoked with you. There! go back to your stupid lessons; but
-remember, you shall pay for this."
-
-"I wonder how," thought Nan. "Oh dear! oh dear!"
-
-She sighed deeply.
-
-"Really, Nancy, your sighs and groans are past bearing. What is the
-matter with you?"
-
-"You make me very unhappy."
-
-"I make the house too hot for you; is not that it?"
-
-"No, Augusta, that is not it. I have a right to be here; Mrs. Richmond
-says so."
-
-Augusta gave a taunting laugh.
-
-"A right to be here!" she said. "A pretty right; but still, if you
-like to think so, I am not going to interfere. If you are unhappy in
-the house with Aunt Jessie and Kitty and Nora you can say so; you have
-the remedy in your own hands."
-
-"I! How? What do you mean?"
-
-"You can go to the Asprays, of course."
-
-"But who are the Asprays?"
-
-"You little goose! don't you know?"
-
-"No. Please, do tell me."
-
-"Well, I will, for it is only fair that you should know. Have you
-never heard that there are other people who would take care of you,
-and pet you, and adopt you, and bring you up as one of the family
-besides my poor, darling aunt Jessie?"
-
-"Yes, I have heard of it. Mr. Pryor spoke of some people, but he said
-they did not live in England."
-
-"But they do; they live close here. Their name is Aspray. They are
-Virginians, and have just settled in London. They live within a
-stone's-throw of here."
-
-"And are you certain I could go to them?"
-
-"Certain? Of course I am certain. You can really go any day, but you
-have a right to go when a few months are up--six or eight months, or
-something like that. You have a right to go and stay with them, and to
-make your own choice as to whether you will be Mrs. Richmond's child or
-Mr. Aspray's child in the future; it rests with you altogether."
-
-Into Nan's cheeks now there had come a very brilliant colour, and her
-eyes were large and bright. She stood still, thinking deeply. After a
-time she got up and left the room; she left her lesson-books behind
-her. She entered her bedroom and shut the door. In this tiny room Nan
-often battled out her troubles, and struggled hard to know what was
-right to be done. She felt much puzzled on this occasion. As to
-Augusta's sharp words and tones of authority, she was accustomed to
-them by this time; she saw there was no chance of her ever getting
-away from her influence.
-
-"And she is ruining me," thought the child. "I did hope a fortnight
-ago that I should do better, that I should be a worthy soldier. But I
-must write to Uncle Peter; I cannot do right with Augusta always near.
-What is to be done? What is to be done? Oh, it would kill me to leave
-the Richmonds now! But what does this mean about the Asprays? I know
-what I'll do; I'll go down and see Mrs. Richmond, and ask her straight
-out to tell me the truth."
-
-No sooner had this resolve come to Nan than she ran downstairs.
-
-It was Mrs. Richmond's at-home day; callers had stayed until late, but
-they had all gone now. She was preparing to go upstairs to dress for
-dinner when Nan appeared.
-
-"Ah, Nancy!" said the good woman. "Do you want me, darling?"
-
-"Please, Mrs. Richmond, may I say something?" asked Nan.
-
-"Of course you may, dear."
-
-Mrs. Richmond sat down and drew Nan towards her.
-
-"Well, Nancy," she said, "you look well; you have grown, and have got
-more colour in your cheeks."
-
-Here she bent forward and kissed Nan on her forehead.
-
-"Oh, I love you so much!" said Nancy; and she put up both her soft
-arms, and kissed Mrs. Richmond with passionate fervour on her cheeks.
-
-"That is very pleasant to hear, my dear little girl; and I think we
-may all say with truth that we love you. Now, what is the trouble,
-dear?"
-
-"Oh, there is a trouble!" said Nan; "and I must ask you a question."
-
-"You are going to tell me about the trouble?"
-
-"I wish I could, but I cannot. I have only just heard something, and I
-want you to explain, please, oh, so very badly! Who are the Asprays,
-Mrs. Richmond?"
-
-"The Asprays!" said Mrs. Richmond. "What Asprays?"
-
-"The Asprays who have the right to adopt me."
-
-"No, darling--no. You are my little girl, adopted by me. They have no
-right over you unless you will it."
-
-"But who are they?"
-
-"Rich people from Virginia."
-
-"And are they living near us?"
-
-"I believe so; but I do not know them--I mean, we do not visit."
-
-"And I can go to them if I like?"
-
-"That is true; but then, you would hardly like to go away to
-strangers--to strangers from those who love you."
-
-"No," said Nan in a smothered sort of voice; "I should hate it--hate
-it."
-
-Here she squeezed up closer to Mrs. Richmond, who put her arm round the
-child's waist and drew her up tightly to her side.
-
-"Who has been talking to my little Nancy? Who has been troubling you
-in this matter?"
-
-"Please, I would rather not tell."
-
-"I cannot force you to speak, my darling; but I want you to put the
-Asprays out of your head."
-
-"Perhaps I will after you have answered me a few questions."
-
-"What questions, Nancy?"
-
-"How is it that I can go to them if I like?"
-
-"They are friends of your father's."
-
-"And you are?"
-
-"I am a friend of your mother's."
-
-"But are they related to my father?"
-
-"No; but Mr. Aspray once made your father a promise that if you were
-really in difficulties or thrown on the world he would adopt you,
-because your father had lent him a very considerable sum of money when
-he was in great difficulties. He could not pay back the money during
-your father's life-time, so he gave him a letter instead, which your
-mother left with me. That letter promises to adopt you, if necessary.
-That, I understand, is the story. Mr. Aspray made the promise, and if
-you ask him you could claim it and go to him as his adopted daughter;
-but from the little I have heard of the family I do not think they
-would suit you."
-
-"But still," said Nan, puckering her brows and looking very anxious,
-"I should have a sort of right there, should I not?"
-
-"Nancy, my dear, have you no right here?"
-
-"No, no, Mrs. Richmond," said Nancy--"no right at all, because there
-is no money, and you have just taken me out of kindness."
-
-"Now, Nancy, listen. I have not taken you out of kindness. I have
-taken you, it is true, because I am fond of you, and because I loved
-your mother, but I take you also to relieve my own mind. I should be
-quite unhappy if you were not with me."
-
-"Why is that?"
-
-"Because I owe your mother a debt which, even with you in the house, I
-can never repay."
-
-"Won't you tell me what it is?"
-
-"I will when you are old enough--not now. You must take it on trust
-for the present. Now, dear, this sort of conversation is very bad; you
-are my happy little girl, a child of the house, petted and loved by us
-all. Cease to fret, my dear; rouse yourself to do your duty and to be
-happy. Kiss me, darling, now, and go upstairs. Forget about the
-Asprays. I should be sorry if you went to them."
-
-Mrs. Richmond patted Nan on her cheek, and rising, she dismissed her
-with a good-natured nod. Nan went slowly upstairs.
-
-For the rest of the evening she was a very sad and silent little girl,
-and during the night which followed she dreamt of the Asprays. After
-all, in that house she might have a chance of doing right; and they
-ought to take her. If Mr. Aspray owed her father money, it was but fair
-that he should bring Nan up; and there would be no Augusta there to
-taunt her and keep her from doing right.
-
-"Oh! even being a soldier in Captain Peter's regiment does not make me
-do right," thought the child. "I am always going to the side of the
-road. I shall never, never be the best girl. What is to become of me?
-What am I to do?"
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XVII.
-
-AUGUSTA'S RESOLVE.
-
-
-The four girls in Mayfield Gardens were very busy just now. From
-morning to night there was not a moment to spare, for the holidays
-were drawing near, and the prizes were to be competed for. It is true
-that Augusta was not competing for any prize, but somehow in this
-busy, energetic, lively household she did not count for as much as she
-herself believed she ought. Nan was trying hard, with all her might,
-with every scrap of energy she possessed; and so was Kitty trying, and
-so was Nora. Nora was perhaps less energetic than Kitty, but she was a
-very honourable, downright, straight sort of girl. She knew her mother
-wished her to bring home a prize after the final examinations at her
-school, and she was determined, if girl could succeed, to do so.
-
-Immediately after the school broke up, Mrs. Richmond was going to take
-the four children to her country place in Devonshire. This was a
-lovely place within a hundred yards or so of the seashore. Mrs.
-Richmond kept boats, and even a little yacht, and Kitty and Nora were
-never tired of telling the other two of the happy, happy time which
-lay before them. But Nan, although she was working so hard, had a care
-on her mind; never, day or night, did it leave her. It is true her
-reports in the orderly-book were first-rate; she seemed, as far as
-Miss Roy could make out, to do everything not only well, but with
-spirit. Her drill was splendid; she held herself erect like a real
-soldier; she understood her drill-sergeant's directions as if by
-magic. Then there were other exercises to be gone through, and Nan
-never failed in her early rising. No one could be more attentive and
-earnest over her lessons than Nan Esterleigh; and as to her morals,
-Miss Roy could find no fault with them. Sometimes, it is true, as
-night after night she put down most justly and fairly the marks of
-each young soldier, she would look up after her invariable question,
-"Well, any special thing on your consciences, or may I mark 'Good'
-against your character for to-day?"
-
-A wild light would come into Nan's eyes, and her face would turn pale;
-but ever and always, before she could say the fatal word, Augusta
-would manage to fix her bold, bright eyes on the little girl's face,
-and Nan would drop her head and say:
-
-"Oh yes--at least, I mean, I have tried."
-
-Nevertheless, she was anything but happy, and she thought of the
-Asprays as a possible means of relief. She made up her mind to see
-them for herself before she went to the country; not to speak to
-them--oh no! she would not do that for worlds: that time would not
-come until she had fully made up her mind that she would give up the
-Richmonds, whom she so dearly loved, and would cast in her lot with
-the Asprays. But she must see them.
-
-One day, with her heart beating, and with great outward
-_sang-froid_, she asked Mrs. Richmond if she knew where they
-lived. Mrs. Richmond told her.
-
-"Quite close to this," she said; "just at the corner turning into the
-square. It is a very large house with green railings round it; but, my
-darling, you need have nothing to do with them."
-
-"Oh! I know. I only wanted to be sure where they lived," answered Nan.
-
-By-and-by, when tragic things happened, Mrs. Richmond remembered this
-remark of Nancy's.
-
-That day the little girl was sent out for a message with Susan. Susan
-the housemaid was very fond of Nan; she had quite a respect for her
-since that interesting time when she went with her to see Mr. Pryor and
-Phoebe and Mrs. Vincent gave her tea in the kitchen.
-
-"I am so glad we are out together, Susan!" said Nan. "You need not
-hurry back very soon, need you?"
-
-"No, miss--that is, I expect not. I don't think there is anything very
-special doing this afternoon. I can stay with you for a little--an
-hour or so, anyhow."
-
-"Oh! that will do splendidly," said Nan. "You know, Susan, I like you
-very much."
-
-"And so do I like you, Miss Nancy; but it is more than I do Miss
-Augusta. We none of us can bear her--nasty, sly young lady!"
-
-Poor Nan felt a fierce desire to corroborate these words, but she
-remembered her duty as a soldier prevented her speaking evil even of
-her enemies, and she restrained herself.
-
-"We need not talk about Augusta now, need we?" she said.
-
-"No, my dear Miss Nancy; but anybody with half an eye can see that she
-worries you almost past bearing. Dear, dear! there are things I could
-tell of her if I liked; but I don't want to be spiteful."
-
-"It would be very wrong indeed to tell tales, Susan."
-
-"I ain't telling them," said Susan somewhat tartly. "Now miss, hadn't
-we best do our messages first?"
-
-Nan agreed to this. They went to one or two shops for Mrs. Richmond,
-and Susan put her purchases into a bag which hung upon her arm.
-
-"Now then, Miss Nancy, shall we go home, or what shall we do?"
-
-"I know what I want to do," said Nancy. "I want to walk up and down
-outside a house."
-
-"Oh, lor', Miss Nancy! that do sound queer."
-
-"And there is another thing," continued Nancy, speaking very eagerly,
-and a spot of bright colour coming into each of her cheeks; "I want
-you, Susan, not to tell anybody what we are going to do. Do not gossip
-about it when you get back to the servants' hall. You won't, will you?"
-
-"Not me," said Susan; "I ain't that sort."
-
-"I know you are not," said Nancy in a sweet tone of voice, touching
-Susan's arm for a minute with her hand; "and because I know it, that
-is why I like you so much. Now then, this is the house."
-
-Nan found herself outside the Asprays' dwelling. She looked up with a
-beating heart. The house was handsome, large, and commodious; compared
-with the Richmonds' house, which was also a very handsome one, it
-looked palatial. There were balconies to most of the windows; and
-awnings were put up now, and sun-blinds, and a lot of people were
-seated in the drawing-room balcony chatting and laughing. Their
-laughter was borne down on the breeze, and it reached Nan's ears. They
-were having tea on the balcony, and a couple of girls were seated
-close together talking eagerly. One of them turned to her companion
-and said:
-
-"Do you see that odd-looking child? She keeps walking up and down just
-outside our house. I suppose the person with her is her maid. Don't
-you recognise her, Flora?"
-
-"No, I am sure I do not, Constance."
-
-"Well, you have a very short memory. Don't you know that time when we
-were at the florist's round the corner, and a nasty, horrid
-bull-terrier came and pulled your skirt? It belonged to that child.
-Oh, see! oh, see! She has raised her eyes and is looking at us. Of
-course it is she."
-
-"Of course; I remember quite well now," said Constance. "How funny!
-She is a strange-looking little girl! I do not admire her at all. I
-trust we may never see her again."
-
-Down in the street, Nancy said in a faint voice to Susan:
-
-"I have walked up and down long enough now, Susan; I should like to go
-home."
-
-For she, too, had recognised the girls with golden hair and handsome
-faces. They were the Asprays! Would she exchange to a better fate if
-she threw in her lot with theirs? She felt very sad and lonely.
-
-But the busy time was at hand; the very next day the school
-examinations began. These continued for nearly a week, and then came
-the prize-day, when all the parents and friends of the girls were
-invited; and Nan had the extreme felicity of winning a prize for her
-French studies. Oh, how proud she felt as she walked up to receive the
-handsome volume from the hands of her mistress! She trembled all over
-as she clasped it to her heart, bowed to her mistress, said "Thank
-you" in a tremulous voice, and went back to her seat. She was so happy
-and pleased that she even forgot Augusta in her joy. Kitty and Nora
-had also won prizes, and three happy, almost riotous schoolgirls
-assembled in the schoolroom that night. Augusta came in with her head
-in the air.
-
-"Hoity-toity!" she cried; "what a noise! Well, let me see the books. I
-trust they are novels, for I have read through all my own store, and
-want some fresh ones to amuse myself with.--Nan, you come and show me
-yours. Why, child, you look as if you were standing on your head; what
-is the matter with you?"
-
-"I am so awfully delighted," said Nan, "that I did get it.--Oh Kitty,
-Kitty, I almost wonder if it is true!"
-
-"It is true enough, Nan," said Kitty. "Don't be over-excited, darling.
-Oh! I know you want to write to Uncle Peter."
-
-"Indeed I do: and I will, too. I expect he will be pleased."
-
-"He will," said Kitty. "He will be extra pleased with you, for you
-worked so very hard."
-
-"Well, show me the book, and do stop talking," said Augusta.
-
-Nan put her treasured volume in Augusta's hands. It was a beautifully
-bound copy of the works of Racine. Augusta tossed it back.
-
-"Beyond words tiresome," she said. "Who wants to read that stupid
-thing?"
-
-"But I do; I mean to read every word of it. And, oh, it is so
-beautifully bound! And see--do see where they have put my name--'Nancy
-Esterleigh, Prize I. for'"----
-
-"Oh! don't go on," said Augusta.--"Show me your book, Kitty."
-
-"You need not be so ungracious," said Kitty. "I do not think I will
-show you my book. Nancy has got a darling, lovely prize.--Have you
-not, Nancy pet?"
-
-Kitty's prize consisted of a vellum-bound copy of Macaulay's History,
-and Nora had the works of Shakespeare in several small volumes.
-Augusta pronounced all the prizes not worth considering, and
-ensconcing herself in a low chair in the window, continued to devour a
-volume which she had secreted from the drawing-room. Nan was not the
-only one who had noticed this habit of Augusta's. Miss Roy was also
-aware of it; but she had made up her mind to say nothing yet.
-
-On the very day before the little party were to go to the country,
-Augusta received a letter from her mother. It was written from South
-America, and evidently caused the young recipient a good deal of
-consternation.
-
-"My dear Augusta," wrote her mother, "I have been wishing for some
-time to send you a really serious letter. I am leaving you at present
-in Aunt Jessie's care, and I have no doubt that all has been done for
-your benefit. My dear, we left home in a great hurry, and a quick
-change had to be made in all our plans. You know, Augusta, that one or
-two things occurred at home before we left which displeased your
-father and me very much. I allude to a certain matter when you were
-not quite straight with us. If there is one thing more than another
-which your father and I would break our hearts over, it is that you,
-our precious only child, should be guilty of want of openness or want
-of regard for the truth. Now, my dear, I wish to say that we intend to
-put you on trial during your stay with Aunt Jessie. I have not
-breathed a word to her of that fault which, alas! most undoubtedly
-lies in your character--you are arrogant and selfish, and if it were
-to further your own interests you would not hesitate to tell a lie. It
-is terribly painful to me to have to write like this to you whom I so
-dearly love; there is a dreadful pain in my heart, and I could cry
-over it. But now, Augusta, your father and I have made up our minds.
-If during your stay with Aunt Jessie you are discovered to have
-swerved in the very least from the path of truth and honour, we will
-not send you to school in Paris, which it is our present intention to
-do on our return to England; on the contrary, we will keep you at home
-with a very strict governess. My dear, I am obliged to say this, and
-you must take what comfort you can out of this letter. It remains with
-you whether you go to Paris or not; all, all depends on your conduct
-while we are away from you. Pray to God to help you, my dear girl. I
-write in great sorrow of mind.--Your affectionate mother."
-
-Augusta read this letter over twice; then she took it to her room and
-put it away in a little drawer, which she locked. That night as she
-lay down to, rest she thought a good deal over what her mother had
-said. She was quite determined, at any cost, to go to Paris. If her
-conduct with regard to Nan were ever known she would lose her chance
-of this delightful plan being carried out. Far from going to Paris,
-she would be immured at home with a dull, old-fashioned, and tiresome
-governess to look after her. Augusta knew by past experience what such
-a life would mean. She had more than once already tried the patience
-and half-broken the hearts of different governesses who had been
-engaged to instruct her. She was fully resolved to have nothing more
-to do with so dull an existence. At any cost, therefore, Nan must be
-silenced. For if Nan brought herself to confess what lay so heavily on
-her conscience, Augusta must be implicated; therefore Nan must keep
-silence.
-
-"What a tiresome little girl she is! I have met no one like her. How
-swiftly she fell! and ever since she has been in a wretched state of
-mind--making my life quite a misery. Well, I have her pretty much in
-my power. I will cosset her up a little when I get to the country, and
-make a fuss over her. With all her faults, she is affectionate, and if
-I coax and flatter her a bit she will come over to my way of thinking.
-But I do wish one thing, and it is this---- Why did that tiresome
-Uncle Peter propose that extraordinary plan of his? I am sure I don't
-want to be a soldier. Tiresome, stupid man! But I have promised, and I
-must go on with it. To be degraded from the ranks now would be as good
-as a failure; to have bad marks in the orderly-book would stamp me for
-ever in mother's eyes. Captain Richmond's plan is just what would
-delight the mother; and father too would be pleased. Of course, when
-they both come back they will hear all about it. Yes, I see what must
-be done: Nan must be encouraged and petted and fussed over, and I must
-take my laurels modestly; and then, when the good parents come back
-from America, hurrah for Paris and a good time!"
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XVIII.
-
-AUGUSTA'S SIGNATURE.
-
-
-A few days later the four girls went into the country. At first Nan
-was so delighted with the change that she forgot all her trials and
-worries; the air was so fresh, and the gardens round the house so
-beautiful; the woods, which were near by, were so fragrant, so shady,
-so delicious to roam about in; and last but not least came the walks
-by the seashore, the long rambles on the yellow sands, the hours when
-the girls floated away in their little boats on the surface of the
-blue waters. But still happier hours were those when the yacht carried
-them like a white bird over the dancing waves. Oh! all day and every
-hour was perfect with bliss. Nan sometimes wondered what had happened
-to her. Was she indeed the little girl who had lived a sad and anxious
-and lonely life in a back-street in London; who had wanted for clothes
-and for nourishing food; who had been satisfied with the delights of
-her doll, and who had known no better joys? Indeed, she was very far
-from being the same. It is true that in the old days she had mother,
-and mother counted for a good deal in Nan's loving heart. But mother
-had suffered sorely, and God and the good angels had taken her away.
-Yes, Nan was happy now. She did not mind confessing it--she was happy;
-and the world was good, and all the friends she had made were very
-kind to her.
-
-Miss Roy accompanied the children into the country, and for the first
-fortnight all went well. Night after night the marks were put down in
-the orderly-book, and day after day the Captain's scheme for the
-improvement of his little band of soldiers was carried out, and at the
-end of each week Miss Roy sent to the Captain a report of progress.
-But the good-natured, kind-hearted governess was going for her
-holidays, and Mrs. Richmond was coming to the country to take her
-place. On the day before Miss Roy left Augusta came into the pretty
-room which was used as a schoolroom at Fairleigh. Miss Roy was just
-closing the orderly-book; she raised her eyes as Augusta advanced.
-
-"Well, dear," said the governess, "can I do anything for you?"
-
-"I have been wondering," Augusta answered, "who will put down our
-marks in your absence."
-
-"I believe," said Miss Roy, "that Mrs. Richmond will undertake that
-duty."
-
-"But why trouble Aunt Jessie? I could do it so nicely if you would
-entrust it to me."
-
-Miss Roy looked full up at Augusta.
-
-"I think not," she said slowly; "it would not be fair to the others."
-
-"But why? I should be absolutely fair to them and to myself."
-
-"It is not to be thought of," said Miss Roy a little sharply. "Mrs.
-Richmond must undertake this responsibility."
-
-Augusta said no more, and early the next morning the governess went
-away. A week or so after her departure Uncle Peter was expected. If
-Nora and Kitty had been wild with delight at the thought of his visit
-when he came to London, now there were four eager and anxious girls
-waiting to welcome him. What would he say? How would he look? What
-expeditions would he plan? In what manner would he add to the
-fascination and happiness of these long summer days?
-
-Mrs. Richmond raised her eyes from the letter which announced his
-arrival, and looked at the four eager faces.
-
-"Well, dears," she said, "it is a great relief to me that your uncle
-should be coming. You see," she added, "I call him your uncle
-indiscriminately, for I am given to understand that Peter has adopted
-you all as nieces."
-
-"I love him fifty times better than an ordinary uncle," cried Nan,
-with extraordinary fervour.
-
-Augusta gave her a spiteful glance, and Mrs. Richmond, for a wonder,
-noticed it. She noticed it, and it disturbed her. She had a great
-affection for her sister's child, and believed fully in Augusta,
-having never yet encountered any of that young lady's acts of deceit;
-but the look on her face was arresting and disturbing, and she thought
-about it when the children went out for their "morning walk.
-
-"What could it have meant?" thought the kind-hearted woman; and then
-she rose and went slowly to the secretaire in her study, and opening a
-drawer, she took out her sister's last letter. The sentences which her
-eyes rested on ran as follows:
-
-"I am very loath, my dear Jessie, to put any suspicious thoughts into
-your head with regard to my darling and only child, but her father and
-I both feel that you ought to know that there have been times in her
-life when she has not been quite straight. Say nothing of this,
-Jessie, but perhaps in dealing with her character you will be more just
-to her, more fair to her, and more able to influence her if you get a
-hint of the truth."
-
-"Not quite straight," murmured Mrs. Richmond; and she put the letter
-back into its envelope and locked the drawer in which she kept it. An
-hour afterwards she went out. She was walking slowly through a
-shrubbery which ran at the back of the house when the sound of voices
-fell on her ears. There was a high-pitched voice which undoubtedly
-belonged to Augusta, and there were the low and sweet tones of Nan.
-
-Augusta was holding Nan by both her hands. She was a great deal taller
-than the little girl, and a great deal stronger, and she had drawn the
-child close to her.
-
-"I would kill you if you told," she said, with extraordinary passion.
-"But there! you know you daren't. Go--I hate you!" and she pushed Nan
-from her, who ran fast and quickly out of sight.
-
-Mrs. Richmond waited for a moment, too stunned to move or to speak.
-Then she went quickly round the tall holly which had hidden her from
-Augusta's view, and putting her hand on the girl's shoulder, turned
-her round.
-
-"My dear," she said.
-
-"Yes, Aunt Jessie," said Augusta; "what is it?" She had managed to
-control herself, and her face looked almost as usual.
-
-"I happened to overhear you just now, Gussie, and I must say that your
-words displeased me very much. I do not understand what you were
-talking about, but you used the most cruel and unjustifiable
-expressions. I wish to say, my dear, that I cannot permit you to bully
-little Nancy. The child is an orphan, and I should be very angry if
-any one were unkind to her. As to the meaning of your words, Augusta,
-I think they demand an explanation."
-
-"Oh, Aunt Jessie!" said Augusta, "Nan is terribly provoking; she is
-such a peculiar little thing that she sometimes almost drives me wild.
-She has been fretting and fidgeting about a trifling matter for days."
-
-"Something she wants to tell?" interrupted Mrs. Richmond. "And why
-should she not tell? Why should you be so violent as to terrify the
-poor child by informing her that you would kill her if she told? How
-dared you say anything so wicked?"
-
-"I lost my temper, Aunt Jessie, and that is the truth. The whole thing
-referred to a little matter with regard to myself which I do not want
-any one to know. You surely would not encourage Nancy to be a
-tell-tale!"
-
-"I feel it is my duty to speak to her," said Mrs. Richmond.
-
-"Oh no, no, Aunt Jessie! I beseech you not;" and going close up to
-her, Augusta raised her hand to her lips and kissed it.
-
-"Please--please, Aunt Jessie, don't say anything about it. I will make
-it up with Nan, and I promise never to be so nasty again. You cannot
-speak to her, you know, for you happened to overhear us; and it would
-not be fair, would it?"
-
-"No; perhaps not," said Mrs. Richmond a little doubtfully. "Well, my
-dear, I don't want to be hard on you, and you know I have always loved
-you very much."
-
-"And I am away from my parents, too," said Augusta, eager to take
-advantage of Mrs. Richmond's softening mood. "And I am really awfully
-sorry that I lost my temper that time. I will go this very minute to
-Nan and make it up with her. You won't speak to her about it, will
-you, Aunt Jessie?"
-
-"I suppose not; but I hope very much that I am doing right."
-
-"Why, Aunt Jessie, you have never found me out in any meanness yet,
-have you? Why should you doubt me now?"
-
-"I will try not to doubt you, dear. I will try to believe in you.
-Only, one thing, Augusta, your unkindness to Nan will have at least to
-undergo this punishment--you will receive a bad mark in the
-orderly-book for your conduct tonight."
-
-Now, up to the present Augusta's marks in the orderly-book had been
-good, and she had done her utmost to fulfil the letter at least of
-Captain Richmond's conditions. She had abstained from rudeness or
-roughness in her manner. She had--to the Richmond girls at least--been
-good-natured. Her private cruelties and unkindnesses to Nancy were not
-known to the rest of the party. Nancy herself never told. Augusta had
-therefore received good marks for conduct as well as for general
-intelligence and physical discipline. Her great hope was that Captain
-Richmond would bestow upon her what he called the Victoria Cross of
-his scheme; for after having received so valuable a proof of her
-excellent conduct, her father and mother would be abundantly
-satisfied, and would send her, on their return, to the longed-for
-school in Paris. But a bad mark for conduct just the day before the
-Captain's return would seriously interfere with Augusta's schemes. She
-walked down the shrubbery in deep thought and very much disturbed in
-her mind. Through the shrubbery there was a winding and very pretty
-path straight to the seashore. On the shore the Richmonds had arranged
-a tent. The tent was placed above high-water mark, and it was not only
-used for bathing purposes, but was also a favourite resort of the
-children's for all kinds of picnics and pleasure expeditions. They
-used to sit there with their work and storybooks. They often brought
-their tea there. It was their favourite place of retirement, too, be
-the weather wet or fine. Augusta now approached the tent, wondering if
-Nancy were there. Nan had withdrawn far back into its darkest corner;
-she was not reading, although a story-book lay at her side. She had
-evidently been crying very bitterly, for her face was disfigured and
-her eyes swollen. Augusta looked at her with great dislike; then it
-occurred to her that Nancy might be very useful to her, and in short
-that there was no use in making her unhappy. She sank down on a
-cushion near the little girl's side, and said in a voice which she
-tried to make very sad and sympathetic:
-
-"I am awfully angry with myself, Nancy. I know I ought not to have
-spoken to you as I did. I hope you will forgive me and let bygones be
-bygones."
-
-Nancy was naturally of a forgiving temperament; she looked up at
-Augusta now, and said in a low tone:
-
-"Why do you say such dreadful things to me? Why must I keep my
-conscience burdened because of you?"
-
-"Now, listen, Nancy," said Augusta; "I am speaking quite frankly to
-you. I will be as open to you as you are to me."
-
-"Well, what are you going to say?" asked Nancy.
-
-"This: it might do me great harm if you were to tell now, but if you
-will only wait until the holidays are over and we are back in town,
-why, I will give you leave to say anything you please."
-
-"Why would my telling now injure you? I need not mention your name. I
-just want to tell dear, kind Mrs. Richmond about my own part. And of
-course I want to tell Uncle Peter. It is so dreadful to look into his
-eyes and to know that I am not what he thinks me! May I not tell my
-part and leave yours out? Please--please let me, Gussie. You can't
-know the pain of the burden I am bearing, and how miserable I am."
-
-"You couldn't tell your part without telling mine," said Augusta, "and
-I don't wish mine spoken about at present. You will have to be silent.
-But never mind, Nancy; you--shall tell, as I promised you, when we get
-back to London. Won't you be kind to me and keep the secret until
-then?"
-
-"And may I positively--certainly--tell when we get back to London?"
-asked the child.
-
-"Yes; have I not said it? And now, let us talk no more of the matter."
-
-"But, Augusta," said Nancy, rising, "will you do something for me--if
-I agree to this, will you do something definite?"
-
-"Oh, what a queer child you are!" said Augusta. "What am I to do?"
-
-"Will you write it down?"
-
-"I write it down! Why should I do that?"
-
-"Will you give me the words in writing? _Nancy may tell when she
-gets back to town_: just those words, and sign them '_Augusta_'."
-
-Augusta had her own reasons for wishing to please the little girl.
-
-"And here is some paper," said Nancy, "and here is a pencil. Write
-the words down, Augusta, and let me keep the paper."
-
-[Illustration: "Here is some paper," said Nancy, "and here is a pencil.
-Write the words down, Augusta, and let me keep the paper."]
-
-"You will never show any one?" said Augusta.
-
-"Indeed--indeed I won't."
-
-"And if I do this for you, will you do something for me?"
-
-"If I can."
-
-"Very well." Augusta spoke in quite a cheerful tone. "I will do what
-you wish and sign the paper, and you can keep it and show it to me to
-remind me of my promise when we get back to London. In the meantime
-you mustn't talk any more of this nonsense. You mustn't worry me from
-morning to night as you have been doing ever since I have had the
-pleasure of knowing you. And there is still something more."
-
-"I won't talk of it; and I'll be very, very grateful," said Nancy.
-
-"Well; child, so far so good; but now for my real condition. Do you
-know, Nancy, that you--you little wretch!--have just got me into a
-most horrible scrape?"
-
-"How?" asked Nancy, fixing her wondering eyes on Augusta's face.
-
-"You have, you monkey--you have. This is what you have done. When I
-was talking to you just now in the shrubbery, and giving you some
-plain words with regard to your conduct, you put on the airs of a
-martyr, and, lo and behold, little Miss Martyr! somebody listened, and
-somebody was very angry."
-
-"Whom?" asked the child.
-
-"No less a person than my aunt Jessie. You ran away in one of your
-fits of passion and left me to face the brunt of the storm. Didn't I
-get it, too? Oh, Aunt Jessie was in a rage! She spoke of you as if you
-were a poor, half-murdered angel. I declare it was sickening to hear
-her. And there is worse to follow. You know what we all think of Uncle
-Peter and his scheme, and how anxious we are to get the best that he
-can give us; and I want the Royal Cross that he has promised to the
-most victorious."
-
-"Oh no, Augusta," said Nancy, with a faint and quickly suppressed
-smile; "you can't mean that you are going in for that."
-
-"And why not, miss? I mean to go in for it."
-
-"Well, but the Royal Cross is for valour and noble conduct,
-and--Augusta, you can't mean it."
-
-"You are a nice child!" said Augusta, her eyes flashing with fury.
-"How dare you speak to me like that, you poor little charity-girl,
-kept here by Aunt Jessie--kept here out of kindness"----
-
-"Oh, don't! You dare not say that! It is not true."
-
-"Well, I won't. But really, Nancy, you have the power of nearly
-driving me mad; a more irritating creature I have never come across.
-But now, what I want you to do is this. Aunt Jessie is angry, and she
-is going to give me a bad mark to-night in the orderly-book; and if I
-get it I am done for, for a bad mark for conduct will be talked about
-and commented on, and my chances of the great prize will be
-practically _nil_. Now, I want you, Nancy, to tell her that I was
-not to blame this morning, or at least _scarcely_ to blame; that
-you were very naughty and irritating, and it was no wonder I got
-cross. You must do everything in your power to prevent her giving me a
-bad mark. And remember another thing, Nancy; if she asks you what was
-the matter, you are not to let out _anything_. Simply say:
-'Augusta is rather quick-tempered, and I worried her and talked
-nonsense. I was to blame, and not Augusta, and she ought not to have a
-bad mark.' Do you promise? Surely you can do nothing else when you
-have got me into this horrid scrape."
-
-Nancy thought hard for a minute.
-
-"I do want to get that paper signed!" she said to herself. "It will
-make things quite right when we get back to London, for Gussie cannot
-go back from her own written promise; and then, too, I need tell no
-lie to Mrs. Richmond." So after a moment she said:
-
-"Very well; I will do my best. Of course, I can't promise to succeed,
-but I will do my best."
-
-"That is all right," said Augusta. "Here, give me that half-sheet of
-paper."
-
-Nan did so.
-
-Augusta wrote quickly, finishing with a dashing signature.
-
-"There!" she said; "keep it carefully. Don't, for goodness' sake, let
-any one see it. And now, run off as fast as you can and find Aunt
-Jessie."
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XIX.
-
-THE ASPRAYS.
-
-
-Mrs. Richmond had just finished lunch, and was preparing to go out for
-a drive, when Nancy, her cheeks flushed and her eyes very bright,
-rushed into the room.
-
-"Well, my dear child," said the good lady, drawing the little girl
-towards her, "and what do you want now? I am so glad to see my dear
-little Nancy with that bright face! I was sorry that you were troubled
-this morning, my dear. I have promised Augusta not to say anything
-about it, nor will I; but I conclude from your face now that the
-trouble, whatever it was, is over."
-
-"Yes," said Nancy, "it is quite over."
-
-"And you are really happy, my darling?"
-
-"I am, Mrs. Richmond. I cannot help it; you are so kind to me."
-
-"Come close to me, dear; I want to say something to you." As Mrs.
-Richmond spoke she drew Nancy to her side, and put her arm round the
-little girl's waist and kissed her. "Why do you call me Mrs. Richmond?"
-she said. "I want to be as a mother to you."
-
-"Oh!" said Nancy, with a gasp.
-
-"I know, dear, that your own dear and sweet mother is no longer here.
-But my wish is, as far as possible, to take her place. I cannot really
-take her place, I know, Nancy, but I can at least be to you a good and
-kind and loving aunt. Now, Nancy, what I wish is this--I want you to
-promise to call me Aunt Jessie. Will you, dear?"
-
-"I will if I may," said Nancy, with her eyes shining; "I'd like to
-just awfully."
-
-"That is all right. And will you give your Aunt Jessie a kiss?"
-
-Nancy flung her arms round Mrs. Richmond's neck.
-
-"How much I love you! How very, very good you are to me?" she said.
-
-"What is it you specially want to say to me, Nancy?"
-
-"It is about Augusta," said the child. "I think perhaps I made too
-much fuss this morning. I know Augusta was---- I mean that it sounded
-cruel, but---- I don't know how to express it. If you would not mind,
-Aunt Jessie, just _quite_ forgiving her."
-
-"What do you mean by quite forgiving her, little woman?"
-
-"She is in great trouble. She spoke to me about it. We are good
-friends now, she and I. She spoke to me, and I told her I would come
-and plead for her. If, Aunt Jessie, you would quite forgive her!"
-
-"Well, dear child, I have quite forgiven her; we will let bygones be
-bygones."
-
-"If that is the case, you won't give her a bad mark in the
-orderly-book?"
-
-A look of great surprise came over Mrs. Richmond's face when Nancy said
-this. She rose and said hurriedly:
-
-"I am going for a drive, and cannot talk any more; but tell Augusta
-she ought not to have sent you."
-
-"Are you angry?" asked Nancy.
-
-"Not with you, but with Augusta."
-
-"Then you won't do what I ask"----
-
-"I cannot, and Augusta knows the reason why. When you four girls
-enrolled yourselves as soldiers in Captain Richmond's battalion you
-were in earnest; it was not a joke. Augusta behaved badly to-day, and
-she deserves the punishment which a bad mark in the orderly-book will
-bestow. Say no more about it, Nancy. Run away and play; you are
-looking quite pale and ill."
-
-As Mrs. Richmond uttered the last words she left the room.
-
-Nancy stood still for a moment with her hands clasped; then she went
-very slowly in the direction of the seashore. The children were to
-have tea in the tent this afternoon, and Kitty and Nora were busy
-bringing down baskets of picnic things: cups and saucers, plates,
-knives and forks, cakes innumerable, jam, bread and butter, &c. When
-they saw Nancy they shouted to her to come and help them. The three
-children went quickly down the steep path through the shrubbery, and
-soon found themselves by the sea. The tide was half out, and the whole
-place looked perfect. There was a gay town not far from Fairleigh, and
-at this time of the year the sands were strewn with children and
-nurses--in short, with the usual holiday folks. But the part of the
-shore just beside Mrs. Richmond's place was considered more or less to
-belong to her young people, and as a rule no other children came there
-to play. To-day, however, as the girls, heavily laden with the
-materials for their afternoon picnic, approached, they saw Augusta
-talking to two rather showily dressed girls, whose long golden hair
-hung down their backs. Augusta seemed in high spirits, and her gay
-laughter floated on the breeze.
-
-"Who can she be talking to?" said Kitty. "I never knew such a girl for
-picking up friends."
-
-"Well, don't mind her now," said Nora, going into the tent and making
-preparations. "We are going to boil the kettle on the sands and have
-real, proper tea.--Nancy, if you have nothing better to do, you might
-go along by the shore and pick up bits of firewood."
-
-Nancy ran off immediately.
-
-"What can be the matter with her?" Nora said. "Her eyes look as if she
-had been crying. I wonder if Gussie has been worrying her again."
-
-Before Kitty had time to reply, Gussie was seen coming towards them.
-"Kitty," she said, raising her voice, "I want to introduce Miss Aspray
-and her sister. They are so anxious to know us, and they seem so very
-nice! You know, of course, who they are--the Americans who live at the
-corner of our street."
-
-"But what would mother say?" asked Nora. "You know, Augusta, she
-doesn't want us ever to make acquaintance with people that she herself
-does not know."
-
-"Oh! I can't help that now," said Augusta. "Here they are coming to
-meet us. Don't you think we might ask them to tea?"
-
-The two girls now approached the tent. Flora, the elder, looking
-prettier and more full of spirit than any one Kitty had seen for a
-long time, held out her hand.
-
-"How do you do, Miss Richmond?" she said. "Constance and I know you
-quite well by sight. We have often looked at you four girls with great
-envy; and just now, when we found Miss Duncan standing by herself on
-the sands, it seemed almost too good to be true. She seemed to us, in
-this outlandish, out-of-the-way spot, to be quite an old friend. May
-we join you; or will you join us? Mother is having a grand picnic on
-the rocks round the other side of the bay, and I know she will be
-delighted to see you all. Will you come or not?"
-
-Augusta's eyes were sparkling, and she evidently longed to accept the
-Asprays' invitation. But Nora, drawing herself up, said in her very
-quiet tone, "We shall be pleased if you will join us. We are just
-having tea on the sands; it is not a regular picnic."
-
-"But quite too lovely!" said Constance. "Of course we will stay--only
-too glad. And is this your tent? How charming!" As she spoke she
-entered the tent, and flung herself down on a large cushion covered
-with an Oriental brocade. "Dear, dear!" she said, "you do seem to
-enjoy things."
-
-"Of course we do," said Kitty, viewing her with some disfavour. "Why
-else should we come to the seashore?"
-
-"Do you live in that nice place which I see through the trees?"
-
-"Yes," answered Nova. "It is our own place. We come here every year."
-
-Just then Nancy appeared, holding a lot of brushwood in the skirt of
-her frock. She coloured and started when she saw the Asprays, who had
-now both taken possession of the tent.
-
-"Nancy," said Kitty, going up to the little girl and putting her arm
-round her waist, "Augusta has met the two Miss Asprays, and has
-invited them to tea here.--Miss Aspray, may I introduce my great
-friend, Nancy Esterleigh?"
-
-The elder Miss Aspray coloured brightly when Kitty made this remark.
-The younger shrugged her shoulders and poked her sister in the side.
-Augusta's eyes sparkled, and Nancy turned very white.
-
-"How do you do?" she said in a low voice.
-
-"Why, if it isn't---- Yes, it is, Constance."
-
-"It is what?" said Constance. "I do wish you would mind your manners,
-Flora."
-
-"But it is quite too funny!" said Flora.-- "Why, little girl, don't
-you remember us? How is your dog? Does he bite as well as ever? Is he
-as vindictive as he was on a certain day in a florist's shop? Oh, if
-you only knew how poor Constance's ankle ached after his very
-gentlemanly attentions! And you, my dear, were not quite as
-sympathetic as might have been expected."
-
-"Explain--explain!" cried Augusta. "This sounds most interesting."
-
-"Let me tell," said Nancy. She turned suddenly, faced the group, and
-told her little story. "I was sorry," she said in conclusion, "and I
-would have said so, only you were both so terribly angry, and you
-seemed to think---- But there! I won't say any more."
-
-"No, no," said Kitty; "of course you won't say any more. And the Miss
-Asprays are our guests, remember.--Now then, let us hurry with tea."
-
-The girls, their party augmented to six, had on the whole a jolly
-time. Nancy was only too glad to bustle about in order to keep her
-excited heart quiet. Were these the girls with whom she might have to
-spend her life? Were these the girls whose father had a right to
-maintain her and adopt her as his own child? Oh, how thankful she was
-that Mrs. Richmond had already adopted her!
-
-"I would rather be a charity-child with Mrs. Richmond," thought the
-little girl, "than have the greatest right in the world to live with
-the Asprays, for, oh dear! I don't like them a bit--no, not a bit.
-What a comfort it is that I have got that promise in writing from
-Augusta!--for now I need never leave my darling Aunt Jessie. Yes, she
-asked me to call her Aunt Jessie; and how much I do love her!"
-
-While these thoughts were passing through Nancy's head, she was busy
-spreading bread and butter and opening pots of jam. She was kneeling
-on the sands to perform these offices, and happened to be a little
-away from the rest of the party.
-
-Suddenly Augusta approached with the excuse of wanting to borrow a
-knife from her.
-
-"Well," she said in a whisper, "and what do you think of them? You
-would like awfully to live with them, wouldn't you?"
-
-"No, no," said Nancy, shaking her head.
-
-"No, no," echoed Augusta, mimicking her. "And why not, my little
-beauty?"
-
-"Don't tease me, Gussie; you know what I mean."
-
-"No, indeed, I don't. I like the Asprays immensely. How stylish and
-handsome they both are, and so well dressed! I trust we shall see a
-great deal of them. They are going to stay at Fairlight for a month,
-and they say a great many friends are going to be with them--American
-friends--gentlemen and ladies also. I know that they mean to see a
-good deal of us--of me in especial. So, little Nancy, as you are my
-special friend, you must be extremely nice to Flora and Constance
-Aspray, and pay them a considerable amount of attention."
-
-"What do you mean, Gussie?"
-
-"What I say, little woman. Now, for instance, when we are all taking
-tea in the tent, you are to see that Constance and Flora get the
-strongest cups of tea, the most cream, and the most richly buttered of
-the scones, and the thickest pieces of cake. I am rather famous for
-reading character, and I am positively sure that these two girls are
-possessed by greediness. You will remember my injunctions, won't you,
-Nancy?"
-
-"I don't mind helping them to the nice things if they really want
-them, Augusta. But, oh! please, Gussie, you won't say anything about
-me--I mean anything special?"
-
-Augusta laughed. "I am not at all sure," she said; "it all depends on
-your behaviour. And, oh, by the way, have you seen Aunt Jessie?"
-
-"Yes--yes, I have; and I am ever so sorry!"
-
-"What! you have not succeeded?"
-
-Nancy shook her head.
-
-Augusta's face grew black with anger; she also looked seriously
-alarmed.
-
-"You must talk to her again," she said. "I cannot have that bad mark
-entered in the orderly-book. Do you hear? I cannot!"
-
-"I am very sorry, Augusta. You had better speak to Aunt Jessie
-yourself, for I can do nothing."
-
-"I don't believe you have pleaded with her. You had got what you
-wanted, and did not care twopence for me and my fate. It is just like
-you--just."
-
-"No; that is not true," answered Nancy. "I did my very, very best; and
-I am terribly sorry. I tell you what it is, Gussie, I would take that
-bad mark for myself--I would gladly--if only you need not have it."
-
-"Oh! it is all very fine to talk," said Augusta; "but acts tell more
-than words."
-
-"What are you two chattering about?" suddenly burst from Nora's lips.
-"The kettle has boiled, and the tea is made, and we are all waiting
-for the bread and butter."
-
-Nancy rose at once, and Augusta followed her. The picnic tea
-commenced, and no one noticed in the general mirth that one girl was
-looking perturbed, cross, and anxious, and that another was strangely
-silent and depressed. The Asprays, whatever their faults, were the
-gayest of the gay, and very merry and witty. Nora was not inclined to
-be too cordial to girls whom her mother did not know, but Kitty
-quickly succumbed to their charm. The picnic tea came to an end, and
-when the Asprays took leave, it was with warm assurances that they
-would soon come again, and that their mother should call on Mrs.
-Richmond if Mrs. Richmond did not first call on her--in short, that
-during their stay at Fairlight, the Richmonds of Fairleigh and they
-themselves must be bosom friends.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XX.
-
-THE ORDERLY-BOOK.
-
-
-The children returned to the house only just in time to dress for late
-dinner, for while in the country Mrs. Richmond had the four young
-people to dine with her. As they walked up through the shrubbery the
-one topic of conversation was the guests who had just picnicked with
-them.
-
-"I don't believe mother will like it," said Nora. "We ought not to
-have done it without asking her permission. It was your fault,
-Augusta; you should not have done it."
-
-"Nonsense!" said Augusta. "I could not help myself. Americans are not
-so frightfully formal and stuck-up as we English. For my part, I think
-the Asprays are the most charming girls? Nancy, don't you agree with
-me?"
-
-"I don't know anything about them," replied Nancy.
-
-"Well, dear, you can know all about them if you like," said Augusta in
-a very marked tone.
-
-Kitty opened her eyes in bewilderment. What did Augusta mean? Nancy
-was colouring again painfully. As they reached the house the first
-thing they saw was a pile of travelling-cases in the hall.
-
-"Uncle Peter must have come," cried Kitty. "Now everything will be all
-right. How glad I am!" But the next moment she saw her mother, whose
-face was very grave and disturbed.
-
-"My darlings," she said, "since you went out I have had a telegram
-from my special friend in the north, Mrs. Rashleigh. She has just lost
-her only son, and is in the most terrible grief. She has begged me to
-go to her. I shall have to go up to town to-night, and shall go down
-to Yorkshire to-morrow. I am terribly sorry to leave you four to your
-own devices, particularly as Miss Roy is away. But fortunately Uncle
-Peter arrives in the morning, and I have no doubt that you will all be
-as good as possible under your uncle's care."
-
-"Isn't Uncle Peter coming to-night?" said Nancy, speaking very slowly,
-and with great anxiety in her tone.
-
-"Oh, you thought so because his luggage has arrived!" said Mrs.
-Richmond. "No. I have had a wire from him. He has sent his luggage on,
-but is staying with an old friend at Tiverton till the morning."
-
-"Oh mother, how we shall miss you!" here exclaimed Kitty.
-
-"And I you, my darlings; but I am so shocked at my dear friend's
-trouble that I cannot really stay away from her. Now, my own two
-little girls, will you come upstairs and help mother to finish her
-packing?"
-
-Kitty and Nora both quickly complied. Their mother's room was in a
-great state of confusion. Her maid was strapping boxes and writing
-labels, and looking very much put out. Mrs. Richmond tied on her
-bonnet; then she turned to the girls.
-
-"You will find the orderly-book," she said, "in the chiffonier in the
-drawing-room; here is the key. I have just entered your marks for
-to-day. When Uncle Peter comes, give him the book. He will be
-responsible for it and for you until I come back. Now I hear the
-wheels of the carriage on the gravel. I must be off."
-
-"Oh mother! one word first," said Nora.
-
-"It must be a very brief word, then, Nora, or I shall miss my
-train"----
-
-"We met the Asprays on the beach, mother."
-
-"The Asprays, dear? I don't understand."
-
-"If you please, mum," said the parlour-maid at this moment, "Harris
-says that unless you come at once you won't catch your train."
-
-"I am quite ready," said Mrs. Richmond. "Come, Merton, you cannot waste
-any more time over the packages.--Darlings, the Asprays, whoever they
-are, must keep. Good-bye, my pets--good-bye."
-
-In two minutes more the carriage was bowling down the avenue, Mrs.
-Richmond was gone, and the four girls looked at each other.
-
-"It is most provoking," said Nora. "She never told us anything about
-the Asprays. What are we to do?"
-
-"To do!" said Augusta. "To take all the fun we can out of them. What
-else could we do?"
-
-"All the same, I don't think they are a bit the sort of girls that
-mother would like," said Kitty. "But there! it doesn't matter, for
-when Uncle Peter comes he will know what we ought or ought not to do."
-
-The rest of the evening passed somewhat sadly. Not only Kitty and
-Nora, but Nancy, too, missed the gentle presence of kind Mrs. Richmond.
-Augusta's mind, too, was full of many things, and she was as silent as
-her cousins. Nancy was the first to suggest an early retirement to
-bed, and the others quickly followed her example.
-
-Fairleigh was a large, rambling, old-fashioned house. It had belonged
-to the Richmonds for many generations, and had been added to and
-altered from time to time. The bedrooms were numerous but small.
-Augusta had been given a very tiny room leading out of Mrs. Richmond's
-larger bedroom. Kitty, Nora, and Nancy had also bedrooms apiece, but
-their rooms were in the opposite wing of the house.
-
-Augusta was tired and her head ached. The day through which she had
-just lived had been anything but to her taste. It is true there had
-been a certain amount of excitement, which had carried her through the
-long hours. But her mind was ill at ease. That bad mark in the
-orderly-book came between her and her rest. To receive a bad mark for
-conduct in Captain Richmond's orderly-book would, she knew, be all but
-fatal for her chance of the Royal Cross. He was anxious and particular
-with regard to physical training and intellectual training, but first
-of all came conduct--conduct straight and conduct honourable. Augusta
-admired him very much, but at the same time she was afraid of him; for
-the Captain had a look in those blue eyes of his which caused her own
-to drop. She had an uncomfortable sensation when she saw him looking
-at her that he was reading right down into her heart. When he saw the
-bad-conduct mark he would not rest until he found out all particulars
-with regard to it. Mrs. Richmond, if she had given it at all, had given
-it for cruelty--for cruelty to Nancy, who was a special favourite of
-the Captain's. But had Mrs. Richmond given that mark? That was the
-question which tormented Augusta and kept her from sleep. She got into
-bed, it is true, but instead of dropping off, as was her usual custom,
-into happy and healthy slumber, she tossed from side to side, thinking
-and thinking of Captain Richmond, and the bad mark. He would arrive in
-the morning, and would naturally inquire how his battalion was
-progressing--how his soldiers were conducting themselves. He would be
-very jolly, very agreeable, and a great acquisition, but at the same
-time he would come on Augusta at that moment of her career as a sort
-of Nemesis. "Notwithstanding all his agreeableness," she said to
-herself, "I do wish he would not come just now. He is certain to make
-a fuss, too, about the Asprays; and from what Flora and Constance tell
-me, we are likely to have a splendid time with them--that is, _I_
-shall have a splendid time. Brilliant, handsome, gay sort of girls
-like Constance and Flora are not likely to meet with my painfully
-old-fashioned cousins' approval. And as to Nancy, of course, she
-doesn't count. But _I_ should enjoy their society, and if Uncle
-Peter were not coming _I_ should have it. Oh! I know they won't
-suit him. Dear, dear! what a nuisance and worry everything is!"
-
-At this juncture in her thoughts Augusta dropped into an uneasy doze,
-but she awakened in an hour or two to see the moonlight streaming into
-her room, and to find herself more awake than ever.
-
-"I wonder if Aunt Jessie has given me that bad mark," she thought. "I
-do wish I could see for myself. It is quite possible that in the hurry
-of her departure she forgot to make the entry. What a rare bit of luck
-it would be if such were the case!--for she is certain to forget all
-about it when she returns. I wish I could see the book; it would be
-such a tremendous rest to my mind?"
-
-The more Augusta thought over this suddenly conceived idea, the more
-she longed to put it into execution. Sleep would not again visit her.
-It was dull beyond words to lie awake all night. Now that Mrs. Richmond
-was away, she was in a part of the house quite away from the rest of
-the family. If she got up no one would hear her. She would get up. She
-would go downstairs and examine the orderly-book, and find out the
-truth for herself.
-
-She jumped out of bed, put on her dressing-gown and slippers, and
-going very softly up the three steps which communicated with Mrs.
-Richmond's room, opened the door and went in. This room was also
-bright with moonlight. Augusta crossed the room and opened the door
-which led on to the landing, and a moment later found herself in the
-drawing-room. She knew where Mrs. Richmond kept the orderly-book. There
-was a very pretty old Sheraton chiffonier in one corner of the room,
-which contained many old-world drawers and queer hiding-places. Its
-legs were thin and spindly. It was a frail piece of furniture, but
-very good to look at. Mrs. Richmond was charmed with it, and as it was
-a recent acquisition she made use of it to keep her letter-paper and
-writing materials, and many other things, besides the orderly-book.
-But Augusta had quite forgotten that the drawer in which this book was
-always kept was locked, and she tugged and tugged now with a feeling
-of great irritation. To go so far and risk so much and to meet failure
-after all was anything but to her mind. She could be at times almost
-reckless in her desire to carry out her own wishes. She entered the
-dining-room now, opened a drawer in the sideboard, and taking out a
-stout knife, she returned to the Sheraton chiffonier. The chiffonier
-was old, and the locks not of the strongest. A little manipulation
-with the knife caused the hasp to go back, and without seriously
-injuring the piece of furniture, Augusta managed to open the drawer.
-
-While upstairs she had not dared to strike a match, but in the
-drawing-room she was too far away to run any risk of being overheard.
-Accordingly she lit a couple of candles, and taking the heavy book,
-she laid it on Mrs. Richmond's desk. Never before had she been
-permitted to see the entries made in the orderly-book, and she was
-deeply interested now. In particular the pages devoted to "Augusta
-Duncan" claimed her attention. After all she need not have been
-nervous, for Augusta had done well--very well--and, oh, wonder of
-wonders, delight of delights! there were so far no bad marks set
-against her name. On the contrary, the words "Good--good--good"
-appeared as she turned page after page.
-
-"What a blessing!" she said to herself. "Aunt Jessie did forget; and
-now I can face the whole world with an easy mind."
-
-She was about to shut the book when it occurred to her to see what
-sort of marks the other girls had got. Captain Richmond had so
-arranged his orderly-book that day by day each girl had a page devoted
-to herself. These pages might be filled up or left blank according to
-the wishes and inclination of the person who entered the daily record.
-But for Kitty, for Nora, for Augusta, and for Nancy there was for each
-day a complete and separate page. Upon that page stood the record of
-the young life which had been lived during that special day. Now, the
-day which had just gone by was the 24th of August. Augusta amused
-herself reading the different remarks with regard to her cousins. Both
-Nora and Kitty had scored high. Their industry was considerable; they
-had risen early; they were neat in their persons and with regard to
-their rooms. Finally, the conduct of each girl was excellent. Yes,
-that was the word.
-
-Augusta turned back to the page which recorded her own life on this
-special day. She too had "excellent" put against her conduct. She had
-not noticed this before.
-
-"It is too funny!" she thought. "Nancy must have been very persuasive
-although she knew it not. Aunt Jessie has never spoken of my conduct
-before as excellent. Dear, dear! I could hug the dear old aunty were
-she here. Why, she could not have said better of Nancy herself. She
-was evidently in a hurry, for she has not filled up the page. But my
-conduct is excellent. I declare it is a huge joke. Well, this sets my
-mind absolutely at rest. I will just glance at Nancy's page. If Aunt
-Jessie considered my conduct excellent to-day, what will she have to
-say with regard to the little favourite?"
-
-Augusta turned the leaves of the book, and soon arrived at Nancy's
-page. It looked strangely empty. There were no remarks about early
-rising, nor intelligence, nor order, nor neatness. There were only
-blanks there, and under the heading "Conduct" Augusta read, "_Bad
-conduct_--_guilty of cruelty_."
-
-[Illustration: Augusta nearly fell back as she read the words.]
-
-She nearly fell back as she read the words. The colour rushed in a
-crimson tide to her face, and just for an instant she felt strangely
-giddy. Then she shut the book, and putting it back into the
-chiffonier, stole softly and quietly upstairs to bed. She knew, of
-course, exactly what had happened. Aunt Jessie in her hurry had made
-an extraordinary and inexplicable mistake. She had written Nancy's
-record on Augusta's page.
-
-"Well, I never!" said Augusta to herself. She quite panted in her
-excitement and flurry. When she first lay down in bed she was cold and
-trembling, and her impulse was to explain the matter to every one and
-clear Nancy.
-
-But, alas! to do this required some nobility of nature, and Augusta
-was not noble enough. To expose herself, to show herself in her true
-light in the eyes of Captain Richmond, was more than she could stand;
-and she had not been half-an-hour in bed before she began to
-congratulate herself on her lucky--most lucky--escape.
-
-"They will never, never know that I know," she said to herself. "I
-have but to remain quiet and allow things to run their course. No
-chance of the Royal Cross for you, little Miss Nancy; but there are
-great chances of my obtaining the longed-for prize. I am in luck. I
-declare I am quite sleepy, the relief is so great."
-
-She turned on her side, and a moment later was sleeping as innocently
-as a baby.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXI.
-
-THE PICNIC.
-
-
-At breakfast next morning the children were in high spirits.
-
-Augusta had awakened without any headache or any pricks of conscience.
-"Let Uncle Peter come now," she said to herself; "I won't be afraid of
-him."
-
-It happened to be a lovely morning, and the windows of the pretty
-breakfast-room were wide open. The gardener was mowing the grass on
-the tennis-lawn; the roses and other climbing flowers peeped in at the
-lattice-window, and sweet summer scents filled the room.
-
-"Poor, poor darling mother," exclaimed Kitty as she seated herself at
-the breakfast-tray; "how awfully fagged she must be! I do hope she
-will soon come back."
-
-"We ought not to wish her to come back too soon," said Nora, who
-always happened to say just the right thing; "for if Mrs. Rashleigh is
-very sad mother can comfort her."
-
-"Do see what you are doing!" cried Augusta at that moment. "You have
-overfilled the teapot, and the tea is running out on the tray."
-
-Kitty laughed gleefully, and soon rectified her mistake, and the meal
-progressed, accompanied by gay remarks of all sorts.
-
-"Uncle Peter ought to be here by eleven o'clock," said Nora. "The
-train arrives at Fairlight at half-past ten; he is sure to come by
-it."
-
-"What are we to do to-day?" asked Augusta. "Have we any plans, girls?
-I think we might"----
-
-"Oh! I know what you are going to say," exclaimed Nora. "You want to
-go to see those tiresome Aspray girls. But we can't do anything until
-Uncle Peter arrives. He will direct us, and we will do exactly what he
-wishes."
-
-"Tiresome man!" muttered Augusta under her breath. Aloud she said:
-"Pass me that brown scone, Nancy. And for goodness' sake, child, don't
-open your eyes so wide whenever I speak to you!"
-
-"I tell you what it is," said Nora--"I have lacked courage to say it
-for some days, but I will say it now--I do wish you would not scold
-Nancy whenever you speak to her."
-
-"I don't; I know I don't," said Augusta.--"Do I scold you whenever I
-speak to you, Nancy, _mignon_?"
-
-"_I_ don't mind," said Nancy; and before anything else could be
-said the servant entered, bearing a note and also a telegram on a
-salver. She handed the telegram to Nora, and the note to Augusta.
-
-"The messenger is waiting, miss," said the girl, speaking to Nora.
-
-"What can it mean?" cried Nora; while Kitty craned her neck forward to
-watch her sister as she read.
-
-"Oh dear!" exclaimed Nora; "how very provoking! It is from Uncle Pete.
-He says he cannot arrive before dinner-time.--There is no answer,
-thank you, Ellen."
-
-Ellen left the room, and Augusta now turned her attention to her note.
-She tore it open, and the next moment she exclaimed in great
-excitement:
-
-"Oh, I say, this is jolly! Here is a line from Flora Aspray. They want
-us to join them all for a big picnic. They are going to Fairlight
-Towers--you know, that charming old ruin that we have always wanted to
-see. They are starting at eleven o'clock, and they ask us to meet them
-at the crossroads. They say they will have carriages enough to take us
-all, and we shall be back soon after dusk. Isn't it quite too
-heavenly? Of course we will go--eh, Nora?--eh, Kitty?"
-
-"I wish Uncle Peter were here," said Kitty; "he would tell us whether
-it were right or wrong."
-
-"What folly! If Aunt Jessie were at home she would certainly allow us
-to go. Anyhow, I intend to go, whether you are silly or not."
-
-"I am sure it is not right, and I am sure mother would not like it,"
-said Kitty again. "May I look at Flora's letter, please, Gussie?"
-
-Augusta handed the letter across to her cousin.
-
-"There is no mention of Mrs. Aspray. Flora seems to have asked us quite
-from herself," said Kitty. "What do you say, Nora? What do you say,
-Nancy?"
-
-"I don't want to go at all. To be frank with you, Gussie, I don't care
-for those girls," said Nora.
-
-"Well, you do like to spoil one's pleasure whenever you can. I suppose
-there is nothing for it but for Nancy and me to go alone."
-
-"Must I go with you?" cried Nancy.
-
-"Yes--certainly," replied Augusta.
-
-"She sha'n't go unless she wishes to," here interposed Kitty. "Why do
-you bully her? I think you are very unkind."
-
-"And I think you are all perfectly hateful!" said Augusta, who was red
-with passion. "Well," she added, "have it your own way. I shall go by
-myself; I do not intend to miss the fun."
-
-She marched out of the room as she spoke, and the three other girls
-glanced at one another.
-
-"Perhaps I had better go with her," said Nancy. "What do you think,
-Kitty? It doesn't matter so much for me, you know; I am not your real
-sister. I mean that Aunt Jessie would be more particular about you and
-what you did than about what I do."
-
-"You may go, of course, if you like," said Kitty; "but you shall not
-go if you do not like. Gussie shall not make your life a burden to
-you."
-
-"I think I'll go," said Nancy. She rose very slowly and left the room.
-
-"What a darling little thing she is!" said Kitty; "always so
-self-denying and so anxious to please others. Now, I know she is
-merely doing this to please Gussie; and why Gussie should be humoured
-at every turn is more than I can understand. Nancy would have enjoyed
-a long, quiet, happy day with us; and why should she make herself
-perfectly miserable?"
-
-"Augusta has a power over her which I can never understand," replied
-Nora. "She does very wrong indeed to accept the Asprays' invitation;
-but perhaps it is as well, since she insists on going, that Nancy
-should go with her. She won't be quite so daring and so unladylike if
-Nancy is by."
-
-"Oh dear!" cried Kitty, "do you really think our cousin Augusta
-unladylike?"
-
-"When she does underhand things I do," replied Nora. "But there, Kit!
-don't let us worry any more. We have a lot to do, and on this day of
-all days we must not be idle, with dear Uncle Peter coming in the
-evening."
-
-"Do you know," exclaimed Kitty, "that I cannot find the key of the
-chiffonier where the orderly-book is kept. Mother put it into my hand
-just when she was going, and I can't imagine where I placed it. Let us
-go up and search mother's room. It will never do for the key to be
-lost just when Uncle Peter arrives."
-
-The girls ran upstairs and began to search in their mother's room, but
-nowhere, high or low, could they find the missing key. They questioned
-the servants, and begged them to have a good search for it, and
-presently, absorbed by other matters, forgot the circumstance.
-
-Meanwhile Augusta was putting on her gayest and most becoming
-costume.
-
-When Nancy put her sad little face round the door and said "I am
-going with you, Gussie," just for a moment Augusta's conscience did
-give her a sharp prick.
-
-"You are good-natured," she said, "and I won't forget it. Put on
-something nice. Wear your pretty white dress and your white hat. You
-look so nice all in pure white!"
-
-Nancy nodded and went off to her room.
-
-"She is a good-natured little soul," thought Augusta. "It will be much
-nicer for me to go with her than alone. If by any chance anything is
-said, she must naturally take her share of the blame. What a blessing
-that tiresome captain put off his visit till to-night! I only wish,
-for my part, he would put it off altogether. Now, do I look best in
-pink or blue? Pink, I think. Pale pink suits almost any one. My white
-hat with the blush-roses will look sweet with this frock. I don't want
-those handsome girls to outshine me. Now I fancy I'll do. I shall be
-quite as smart as they are, and that is all I am going to trouble my
-head about."
-
-At a quarter to eleven Augusta and Nancy left Fairleigh, and walked
-down the dusty road until they came to the cross-roads where they were
-to wait for the Asprays' picnic party.
-
-Punctual almost to the moment, a wagonette, a pony-carriage, and a
-phaeton appeared in sight. The gaily dressed party shouted welcomes to
-the two girls; and Mrs. Aspray, an exceedingly stout woman with a timid
-face and a good-natured expression, bent forward and held out her hand
-to welcome Augusta and Nancy.
-
-"Why, I thought there were four of you," she said. "Florrie said
-four.--Didn't you, Flo? You mentioned four girls; I am certain of it."
-
-"Yes, mother," replied Flora; "but you can see for yourself that there
-are only two waiting for us at the cross-roads."
-
-"I am so sorry," here interrupted Augusta, speaking in her most
-ladylike, company, and grownup manner, "but my cousins, Kitty and
-Nora, are both suffering from bad colds, otherwise they would have
-been delighted to come."
-
-Nancy's face first grew red and then white when Augusta told this
-falsehood. She was about to say something, but receiving a sharp nudge
-on her elbow from the irrepressible Augusta, she held her peace.
-
-Room was made for the two girls in the wagonette, and the party
-proceeded gaily on their way. The day was a perfect one--neither too
-hot nor too windy; the great heat of the summer's sun was tempered by
-refreshing breezes. The destination of the party was an old castle
-which hung over the sea at the edge of a great promontory. The castle
-was one of the show-places of the neighbourhood, and picnic parties
-there were very common.
-
-The custodian was very pleased to receive the Asprays and their
-friends, and he told Mrs. Aspray that they could all have dinner in the
-great stone hall where once upon a time, many ages ago, the monks of
-the order of Ethelbert used to feed.
-
-Augusta was in wild spirits, and Nancy tried hard to enjoy herself.
-There were one or two quiet, gentle sort of girls who attached
-themselves to her, and they walked about, examining the old place and
-trying to piece together its past history.
-
-Augusta meanwhile scarcely left Flora's side. She liked her even
-better than Constance. Flora was so gay, so hearty in her manner--so
-daring, too. She was absolutely astonished when Augusta told her that
-she, in her own sheltered life, had to conform to rules and to obey
-conditions.
-
-"But you are too old," said Flora. "Why, you are seventeen, are you
-not?"
-
-"No," answered Augusta; "I am only just sixteen."
-
-"As if that mattered! Why, in America we often marry as young as
-sixteen, and we certainly do exactly what we like. Oh! I am so anxious
-to introduce you to a great friend of ours--Mr. Archer. I did so hope
-he would be here to-day! He is an American, and such fun! He will put
-you up to a wrinkle or two. We heard from him this morning, and he
-will arrive to-morrow. I know you would admire him; and what is more
-to the point, I am certain he would like you. You are exactly the sort
-of English girl to take his fancy."
-
-Augusta blushed when Flora talked about Mr. Archer and the extreme
-likelihood of his taking a fancy to her.
-
-"I don't suppose he would for a minute. And I don't know--this is
-quite between ourselves--that I shall see much more of any of you."
-she answered.
-
-"What do you mean by that? Don't you like us?" asked Flora bluntly.
-
-"Need you ask?" replied Augusta. "I cannot express to you what a
-blessing it is to me having people like you close to us; but the
-Richmonds have very funny ideas, and the fact is, as my aunt has not
-called on your mother---- Oh, you understand, don't you?"
-
-"But your aunt is away. How can she call on mother? She would,
-naturally, if she were at home."
-
-"Yes--yes; I know."
-
-"And being away," continued Flora, "the necessary formalities cannot
-be gone through. Surely we can all have fun together. There is
-Constance.--Constance, I want to say a word to you."
-
-Constance danced up to her sister.
-
-"Here is Miss Duncan," continued Flora, "hinting to me that she won't
-be able to see much of us in future. Don't you think that would be a
-vast pity, Connie? And with David Archer coming, too!"
-
-Constance laughed.
-
-"You will like him immensely if you see him," she said, staring full
-at Augusta.
-
-Once more the colour rushed into her guest's face.
-
-"Well," said Augusta, "I must do my best. You may be sure I should
-like to come. I have said so to your sister already. But there is a
-Captain Richmond coming this evening--I call him Uncle Peter, although
-he is not my real uncle--and he is awfully particular, and may prevent
-me."
-
-"Captain Richmond!" cried both the girls.
-
-"Is he young, and is he nice?" questioned Flora.
-
-"Yes; I expect you would think him both young and good-looking. As to
-his being nice, I expect he is that too, only he might not fulfil your
-ideas."
-
-"I should like to see him," said Flora. "Now, I tell you what, Gussie
-(oh! you must let me call you Gussie--'Miss Duncan' is far too stiff),
-you must manage--quite by accident, you know--to meet us to-morrow, or
-next day, with your dear, particular Captain Richmond; then you will
-be forced, you know, to introduce us, and we will introduce you to
-David Archer."
-
-"All right. I will see what I can do," answered Augusta.
-
-A shout from another member of the party caused the three girls to
-look up.
-
-Mr. Aspray, a very stout man with a pale face, was calling to them to
-hurry down and help to make tea, and no further private conversation
-was possible. But as the carriages drew up at the crossroads for the
-two girls to alight, Flora whispered in Augusta's ear:
-
-"Don't forget, Gussie. Constance and I will be walking in the
-Fairleigh woods to-morrow. Now, be as clever as you look, and do what
-we want."
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXII.
-
-THE BROKEN LOCK.
-
-
-It was quite dusk when Augusta and Nancy found themselves once more
-back at Fairleigh. From the moment they left the cross-roads to the
-time they reached the house neither of the girls spoke.
-
-Augusta was full of the delights of the past day, and was turning over
-in her mind what possible stratagems she might employ to enable her to
-see more of the Asprays.
-
-Nancy was equally busy wondering if Uncle Peter had yet arrived; and
-when they turned the corner and saw Kitty and Nora each hanging on the
-arm of the Captain, she uttered a glad cry and ran forward.
-
-"Ah! here you are. Good-evening, little niece Nancy.--And how are you,
-Augusta?"
-
-"I am so sorry we were not here when you arrived, Uncle Peter!" said
-Augusta. "We were away at a picnic."
-
-"I told Uncle Peter you were having a gay time and I did not know when
-you would be back," remarked Nora, "but we waited supper for you all
-the same. Shall we go in now?--for I am sure Uncle Peter must be very
-hungry."
-
-"Hungry is no word for it," cried Captain Richmond. "I am starving.
-Don't stay long tittivating, girls, but come down as soon as ever you
-can, for the patience of a hungry man has its limits."
-
-The four girls ran upstairs laughing merrily.
-
-"Isn't he nice?" thought Nancy to herself. "Doesn't he make the whole
-house seem breezy and happy? I am glad that he has come. Gussie won't
-dare to tell any more lies now. And I hope--oh! I do hope she won't
-often expect me to go with her to see the Asprays. Oh, to think that I
-might have had to live with them! I should indeed have been a most
-miserable girl. I would not exchange such darlings as Nora and Kitty
-for Flora and Constance Aspray."
-
-"Are you ready?" cried Kitty at that moment, tapping at the door of
-the little girl's room.
-
-"Yes. Just come in, please, Kitty," cried Nancy.
-
-Kitty entered. She wore a white dress with a pale-blue sash, and she
-looked most sweet and charming.
-
-"Oh, you darling!" said Nancy, running up to her. "I must kiss you--I
-must. Oh, how different you are! Oh, it is such a relief to get home
-again!"
-
-"What queer, broken sentences, Nancy!" exclaimed Kitty. "Why is it
-such a relief to get home; and who am I different from?"
-
-"The Asprays," said Nancy.
-
-"Then you had not a happy day?"
-
-"Oh, never mind! I suppose I ought to have had."
-
-"You need not see any more of them; you may be sure of that, Nancy.
-Uncle Peter was rather surprised at your both going. I think Uncle
-Peter is what you call punctilious--yes, that is the word. I am sure
-he won't let us have anything to say to them until mother returns. But
-now let us hurry down to supper. Do you know, Nancy, that he is nicer
-than ever, and he has got no end of lovely schemes. I can see that we
-are going to have a most heavenly time."
-
-"Did he--did he say anything," said Nancy slowly "did he say anything
-about our battalion?"
-
-"No; not a single word. I expected him to, and so did Nora; but I
-could see that it was in the back of his head all the time. I expect
-the grand prize-day, when the best girl receives the Royal Cross, will
-take place before we return to town. And, oh, Nancy darling! I have a
-shrewd suspicion that you will win."
-
-"I!" said Nancy. "Certainly not. _I_ am not better than you or
-Nora."
-
-"In some ways you are better. You are more patient; and then, you have
-more to put up with. Uncle Peter is the sort of man to take all that
-into consideration. He is very just--very just _indeed_--and he
-is quite safe to give the cross to the person who has really earned
-it."
-
-"What _are_ you two chattering about?" now came from Augusta. "We
-are all waiting downstairs. Do hurry up."
-
-The girls flew down, their arms encircling each other.
-
-"Oh," thought Nancy to herself, "how sweet, how delightful is Kitty!
-How happy she makes me!"
-
-The dining-room table was prettily laid; the supper was good and
-abundant; Uncle Peter had a joke for every one. Never was there a more
-delightful meal. When the Captain assured the girls he felt quite like
-a paterfamilias with four grown-up daughters, they considered it the
-hugest fun in the world, and laughed with uncontrolled delight. But
-the gayest of meals come to an end, and once again the little party
-went out and paced up and down on the moonlit lawn.
-
-It was now Nancy's turn to clasp her hand inside Captain Richmond's
-arm, and with Nora on the other side, to walk backwards and forwards
-in front of the old house. Meanwhile Kitty and Augusta fell behind the
-others.
-
-"I hope you had a good time, Gussie," said her cousin.
-
-"You mean to-day," said Augusta. "There is only one word for
-to-day--it was _ripping_. Yes; I can call it nothing else. Oh
-Kit, you will help me, won't you?"
-
-"In what way, Gussie?"
-
-"I want to see some more of them--oh, so badly! You won't put an
-obstacle in my way, will you?"
-
-"I am not the one to do it," answered Kitty; "but, of course, you can
-understand, Gussie, that we have all got to obey the Captain."
-
-"I wish he hadn't come," said Augusta suddenly.
-
-"You wish that Uncle Peter--_darling_ Uncle Peter--hadn't
-_come_?"
-
-"Yes; but you need not cry it out quite so loud. I don't, of course,
-want _him_ to hear. I am sorry he has come because he is sure to
-be very strict and proper, and perhaps he won't like the Asprays."
-
-"I don't believe he will have anything to do with them. Oh dear! there
-is ten o'clock striking, and we must go to bed."
-
-"Girls," said the Captain as they re-entered the house, "this night
-has been pure pleasure; but, you know, business awaits us to-morrow,
-and before I retire for the night I should just like to run my eye
-over the orderly-book. Can you get it for me, Nora? Your mother must
-have left it where you could find it."
-
-Nora's face turned white and then pink.
-
-"I am so dreadfully sorry, Uncle Peter," she exclaimed, "but we have
-lost the key of the drawer in mother's chiffonier in which she keeps
-the orderly-book. It is altogether my fault and Kitty's. Mother was
-going off in a great hurry, and she gave us the key, and we can't find
-it high or low."
-
-"You had better have a good search for it to-morrow," answered the
-Captain. "Never mind about it now. Good-night to you all. We will
-begin brisk and early to-morrow, soldiers of the True Blue."
-
-He gave the little party a military salute, and going to the
-drawing-room, he shut the door.
-
-The girls went upstairs, Augusta thanking her stars that the key was
-lost.
-
-"So much the better for my purposes," she said to herself. "It will
-never occur to him to try that special drawer; if he did it would open
-fast enough. What a bit of luck that Kitty and Nora should have lost
-the key!"
-
-The girls had now reached the broad landing which led by different
-corridors to their bedrooms. Here they said good-night, and Augusta
-quickly entered her own room. She felt excited and not at all disposed
-to sleep. The Asprays had fascinated her, and the thought of meeting
-that delightful American, Mr. David Archer, the man whom Flora had
-assured her would take a great fancy to her, very nearly turned the
-silly girl's head.
-
-"I wonder if I am really handsome," she said to herself. "I wonder if
-there is something remarkable and fascinating about me. I should like
-so much to know! Perhaps if I met him he would tell me. I wonder if he
-would. It would be very nice to be pretty; pretty girls have such a
-jolly time. Now, Nancy is pretty. It is horribly unfair, but although
-she is nothing but a charity-child, she has far and away the most
-charming face of any of us. What would I not give for her complexion,
-and those beautiful wide dark eyes of hers, and that thick, thick
-ebony-black hair? But I dare say I am very passable myself. I observed
-Flora looking at me quite with approbation to-day. I shall light some
-candles and see how I look before I go to bed."
-
-Augusta accordingly lit two candles which stood in heavy oak stands on
-the mantelpiece. These she placed one on each side of her
-looking-glass, and then, drawing the glass forward, she sat down and
-stared into her face. But the glass was somewhat dim from age, and the
-light altogether inefficient.
-
-"Why, I see nothing but a blur," thought the girl; and then it
-occurred to her to go into her aunt's room and fetch some more candles
-from there.
-
-The thought had no sooner come than she acted on it, bringing in a
-heavy pair of candlesticks with tall wax candles in them. Just as she
-reached her own door her foot knocked against something metallic. She
-stooped and picked up a little key.
-
-"The lost key," she murmured under her breath; and then she slipped it
-into her pocket.
-
-With the aid of the four candles Augusta got a good view of her
-features. Her face was well shaped, and her eyes of a nice colour. She
-was altogether, as she expressed it, "more than passable."
-
-"If only I grow tall, and have a good figure, and am dressed as I
-ought to be, I shall be a success," she said to herself. "Those two
-years in Paris will do wonders for me. Parisian polish is so
-effective! Yes, I shall have a good time when I do go into society.
-But, dear, dear! why should I wait for two or three years to have a
-good time when I may have it now? What fun to talk to a man like David
-Archer! Flora will do her best for me if I introduce Uncle Peter to
-them. I suppose they think they will fascinate Uncle Peter, but they
-don't know him. Yes, he is a charming man, only I do wish he were not
-quite so awfully good."
-
-Augusta put out her candles and got into bed. As she laid her head on
-the pillow she remembered that she had just found the missing key.
-
-"I am in luck," she said to herself--"in rare luck. The first thing
-to-morrow I shall lock the chiffonier, and then I can throw the key
-down--the well in the garden. That orderly-book won't be found then
-until Aunt Jessie returns."
-
-But man proposes, God disposes. This trite proverb proved its right to
-existence just at the time when Augusta thought all things were
-moulding themselves in her favour. For while the four girls slept
-peacefully in their different rooms, Captain Richmond thought and
-pondered in the drawing-room. He paced up and down until he had
-finished his cigarette. He then went and stood by the window, which
-was open.
-
-He was thinking of his girls, and wondering how his battalion had
-behaved. In particular his thoughts were occupied with Nancy. He had
-taken a great fancy to Nancy when he had met her in London. He was
-sorry for her, and he thought he understood her character. His own
-nieces had always been to him as an open book, but Nancy puzzled while
-she interested him. "As to Augusta--I cannot make her out. Quite down
-in the bottom of my heart I don't like Augusta," said the Captain to
-himself. "It is very uncharitable of me not to like her, for I know
-nothing whatever to her discredit. But one is not accountable for
-these sort of feelings. Why do I like Nancy so much? Why am I certain
-that she is straight and noble and sweet and generous? I do believe
-that it was mostly on account of Nancy I thought of my little scheme
-to enroll the girls in my battalion. Well, I suppose as that key is
-lost I had better go to bed. We shall have a good time to-morrow. Yes,
-I must make those children happy. Jessie has entrusted them to my
-care, and they sha'n't see more of those objectionable Asprays than I
-can help."
-
-The Captain was about to leave the room, having first shut the window
-and fastened the shutters, when his attention was attracted by the
-chiffonier. He was fond of Sheraton furniture, and saw at once that
-this was a particularly fine specimen. During his last visit to
-Fairleigh this handsome piece of furniture had not been in the
-drawing-room. He went up to it now, put down his candle, and looked it
-over with great care.
-
-"I wonder where Jessie picked it up," he said to himself, "and what
-she paid for it. It is certainly genuine. And how particularly fine
-these brass mountings are." The chiffonier contained many drawers,
-some shallow and some deep. Each drawer was opened by a small brass
-handle, the lock being just above the handle. Captain Richmond took
-hold of one of the handles and pulled the drawer, which immediately
-slid out, and there, staring him in the face, was the well-known
-orderly-book.
-
-"What a piece of luck!" he cried. "I am not a bit sleepy. So Jessie
-never locked the drawer. As I have found the book I may as well run my
-eye over its contents to-night. I shall make a more careful
-examination to-morrow, but I am curious to know how my soldiers have
-got on."
-
-The Captain lit another pair of candles, and drawing a comfortable
-chair forward, seated himself and opened the book. His practised eyes
-ran quickly over the pages. Augusta's entries were very much what he
-had expected; they were fairly good without being anything remarkable.
-His own two nieces were also creditable soldiers--neat, punctilious as
-to behaviour, early risers, well forward in their athletics, and each
-girl bore marks of excellent conduct.
-
-"Now for Nancy," thought the Captain.
-
-Nancy's pages came last, as she was the youngest girl of the four. As
-Captain Richmond read the entries, made first by Miss Roy and then by
-his sister-in-law, he smiled to himself.
-
-"Well done, Nancy!" he said more than once. "Brave little soldier. I
-rather gather that you had a tussle with yourself on this day, and
-that you conquered again on this day. Strange that I should read
-between the lines! I was not mistaken in my estimate of your
-character, little Nancy. But, oh! what have we here?"
-
-The Captain was now reading the brief entry made in Mrs. Richmond's
-writing on 24th August. He read the few remarks, once in puzzled
-bewilderment, twice in incredulity, and a third time with the colour
-mounting to his face and apprehension in his eyes.
-
-"It can't be true," he said to himself. "Nancy guilty of cruelty!
-_Impossible_."
-
-He shut the book as if he were thoroughly dissatisfied, and returning
-it to its drawer, he went up to bed.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXIII.
-
-"PRIZE-DAY COMES IN A MONTH."
-
-
-The next day at breakfast Kitty began to talk of the lost key.
-
-"It is most provoking," she said. "What shall we do without having our
-orderly-book properly signed? I cannot find the key anywhere."
-
-"I have spoken to the servants," interrupted Nora, "and they have
-searched mother's room, and even taken up the rugs and shaken them. I
-know for a positive fact," she added, "that neither Kitty nor I took
-the key from mother's room."
-
-"What did I hear you say about the orderly-book?" asked Captain
-Richmond.
-
-"Why, Uncle Peter, how funny of you, and what a peculiar expression
-your eyes have! The orderly-book is locked up in the Sheraton
-chiffonier; and we cannot get it from a locked drawer, can we?"
-
-"No, unless we break the lock or find that the drawer is already
-open."
-
-"But it can't be; mother always kept it locked, and when she gave us
-the key she spoke about its being locked."
-
-"She _thought_ she locked it," said Captain Richmond; "but as a
-matter of fact I found it open. I read the orderly-book last night."
-
-There was something very grave in his tone, and Kitty stopped talking
-and stared at him with knitted brows. Nora went calmly on pouring out
-tea. Augusta got very red, and as she helped herself to a piece of
-toast her hand trembled; while Nancy, with her wide-open, innocent
-dark eyes, looked full into the Captain's face.
-
-He did not return Nancy's gaze.
-
-"I hope we have all been good enough soldiers to satisfy you, Uncle
-Peter," said Kitty. "You won't tell us what you think, will you?"
-
-"No," he answered--"not now; prize-day comes in a month."
-
-"Oh, Uncle Pete, what shall we do on prize-day? We must have a gay
-time."
-
-"The prizes will be given in the evening. The greatest prize--the
-Royal Cross--will be presented with the others. But do not ask me to
-tell you any more; that would be giving myself away."
-
-He got up as he spoke and left the room. When he got to the hall he
-stood still for a moment, raised his hand, and pushed his short, crisp
-hair up on his head. He then turned in the direction of the
-drawing-room. There was a very wide and spacious hall to the Fairleigh
-house. The dining-rooms opened into one end, the great drawing-room,
-the library, and morning-room into the other. Captain Richmond
-strolled now through the big drawing-room. The French windows were
-wide open; the sunlit lawn blazed outside. The sun-blinds had been
-already drawn down, and the cool effect of the room itself compared to
-the heat on the lawn was most refreshing. Captain Richmond opened the
-drawer of the chiffonier and examined it carefully. His practised eye
-easily detected the marks of a tool which had forced the lock. He saw
-also that the lock itself was poor and of a very simple make. He
-pushed the drawer in and sat down by the window. Who could possibly
-have meddled with the lock? He took up the newspaper, opened it, and
-pretended to read it, but in reality his thoughts were far from the
-news of the day. He continued wondering over the open drawer, over the
-lost key, and most of all did his thoughts puzzle over the
-orderly-book itself.
-
-Nancy, whom he had trusted, had failed him; she had been guilty of the
-sin of all others most terrible and grave in his eyes--the sin of
-cruelty. That gentle, kind, and loving child guilty of so grave a
-fault! He could scarcely believe it.
-
-Just at this juncture in his thoughts the door opened and Augusta came
-in. Augusta was in reality very nervous and troubled, and she had come
-now, as she expressed it, to take the bull by the horns.
-
-"Well, Uncle Peter," she said; and she chose a seat opposite to that
-in which the Captain was sitting. "Oh, how hot it is outside," she
-continued, "and how beautifully cool here! I have brought my knitting.
-I am making a tie for you, Uncle Peter. May I work here while you read
-the paper?"
-
-"Of course, Augusta; just as you like," answered Captain Richmond.
-
-Augusta took her work from its bag and began slowly to knit. Presently
-she dropped a stitch, which caused her to utter an exclamation of
-annoyance.
-
-"What is it?" said the Captain; and he flung down his newspaper and
-looked at her.
-
-"I have dropped a stitch in my knitting. But it doesn't matter; Nancy
-will find it for me by-and-by."
-
-"Has Nancy such good sight?"
-
-"Yes. My eyes ache very often. And Nancy is very good-natured; she
-always does what I ask her."
-
-The Captain looked both pleased and relieved.
-
-"You have found Nancy good-natured?" he asked.
-
-"He is thinking of the report in the orderly-book," Augusta thought to
-herself. "I won't do poor little Nancy more harm than I can help."
-
-"Nan is certainly good-natured," she said aloud.
-
-"I am glad you like her," continued the Captain; and he sighed a very
-little as he spoke.
-
-Augusta fiddled with her knitting. After a time she looked up.
-
-"As we are quite by ourselves, may I speak to you?" she said suddenly.
-
-"Why, of course, Gussie. What is it?"
-
-"Well, you know that father and mother are away?"
-
-"So my sister-in-law has told me."
-
-"And I am their only child, and I feel being parted from my parents
-very much."
-
-"Of course you do," said the Captain; and he looked with sudden
-interest at Augusta. Hitherto he had not admired her in any way. "When
-will your parents be back?" he asked.
-
-"Next year; and when they come back they are going to send me to
-Paris."
-
-"To Paris! What for?"
-
-"Oh, Uncle Peter, don't you know? To be educated--to be finished--to
-get Parisian French and Parisian deportment and dancing, you know, and
-all the rest."
-
-"I am afraid I do not know, Augusta. I am unacquainted with any young
-ladies who have been educated in the French capital. I have no
-particular love for the French ways. You see, I am an Englishman to
-the backbone."
-
-"But I shall still be an English girl even if I have got a little bit
-of French polish. Besides, it will so please father and mother! If I
-go it will be because"---- Here she dimpled and smiled and looked full
-at the Captain.
-
-"Because of what?"
-
-"Because of you, Uncle Peter."
-
-"Now I do fail to understand you. What on earth can I have to do with
-it?"
-
-"You have a great deal more to do with it than you can guess. If my
-marks are very good--particularly my marks as regards conduct--I shall
-go. And, oh, I am so anxious to go! And if by any chance I could win
-the Royal Cross, then indeed I should be safe."
-
-"And suppose you did win it, would that be your object?"
-
-"Oh! besides that there would be many others; but that too. Can you
-blame me, Uncle Peter? It would so please my parents!"
-
-"No, I cannot blame you, Augusta; and, without giving myself away in
-any manner, I may as well say that you have at least as good a chance
-as the others."
-
-"Have I indeed? Have I truly? Oh, how very happy you have made me!"
-
-"Continue to behave well, Augusta, and nobody knows what will happen."
-He rose as he spoke.
-
-"I am bound," he thought, "after the excellence of Augusta's marks, to
-give her that much encouragement, but surely never before was there
-man so disappointed.--I am going into the woods," he said aloud.
-"Good-bye for the present."
-
-"Oh! one word, please, before you go. What do you say to our walking
-through the woods and having a gipsy tea there this afternoon?"
-
-"If your cousins like it, Augusta, I am quite agreeable. Do you prefer
-the woods to the seashore?"
-
-"Yes; it will be so very hot on the sands to-day," said Augusta.
-
-"I am, as I said, at your disposal."
-
-The Captain strolled away, and the moment he had gone Augusta flew to
-the chiffonier, pulled open the drawer, and looked at it.
-
-"Any one can see that it has been tampered with," she said to herself.
-"I am certain by his manner that he has discovered it. But one thing
-at least is clear--he has not the remotest suspicion of me.--Oh Nancy,
-what are you doing here?"
-
-"I thought Uncle Pete was here," said Nancy, who had entered the room
-and looked with disappointed eyes all over it; "Kitty said he was, and
-I wanted to talk to him. What are you doing by that drawer, Gussie? Is
-it not very strange that it should be open--that Aunt Jessie left it
-unlocked?"
-
-[Illustration: "What are you doing by that drawer, Gussie?"]
-
-"Solve the mystery if you can, Nancy," said Augusta, quite vexed at
-being discovered. "But if you want your darling Captain, he has just
-strolled through the woods."
-
-"Of course I want him," replied Nancy; "I love him so much."
-
-She ran out of the open window, and was soon seen flitting across the
-lawn in the direction of the cool and sheltered woods. Captain
-Richmond was not far off. Nancy called his name, and he whistled to her
-to come to him. She ran quickly to his side.
-
-"It is so lovely to have you here!" she exclaimed. "And, oh, Uncle
-Pete, I _have_ tried! It has been very hard, but I have tried."
-
-Her eyes were raised to his face. There were dimples in her cheeks and
-smiles round her lips.
-
-"What a face!" thought the Captain. "Angelic is the only word for it.
-And yet, my eyes cannot deceive me--she is a hypocrite;" and in spite
-of himself he shook off the loving hand which touched his arm, and
-began to talk quickly of indifferent matters.
-
-For a moment a cold, curious sensation visited Nancy's heart, but it
-soon passed off! She was so sympathetic that she could throw herself
-with zest and interest into almost any conversation. Notwithstanding
-his grief and displeasure, the Captain could not help confiding in
-her, telling her some of his own worries, and laughing when she gave
-childish but practical advice.
-
-"I am so excited about the prize!" she said as the two presently
-returned to the house. "I don't believe I have any chance of getting
-the Royal Cross, but I have tried for it."
-
-"Have you indeed, Nancy?"
-
-"Yes, Uncle Pete. Why do you look at me with such a sad face? Do you
-think I would not try?"
-
-"I always thought you would try," he answered. "But remember, it is a
-cross _for valour_. Do you know what that means?"
-
-"Bravery," said Nancy.
-
-"I think it means rather more than ordinary bravery. It needs both a
-tender and gallant heart to really aspire to valour; it needs a rare
-unselfishness. I want you all to forget the prize in the joy of
-attaining to it. It is the attainment that really matters; the prize
-in itself is but a symbol."
-
-"Yes," said Nancy gravely, "but the symbol testifies to the
-attainment."
-
-"What a serious subject for a little girl!" said the Captain.
-
-Nancy's eyes were full of tears.
-
-"Sometimes it is rather hard for me," she said, "but when you are here
-I can do almost anything."
-
-"Is it possible that that child can be cruel?" thought the Captain
-after she had left him. "It certainly seems inconceivable; and yet
-Jessie would not have put such a mark in the orderly-book for nothing.
-If there is a very capable, careful, and trustworthy person it is my
-sister-in-law. And she loves Nancy, too; she would not act so to her
-unless there were some very grave reason. Poor little girl, when did
-everything fail and the great crash come? She doesn't look a bit like
-it."
-
-At early dinner the four girls and the Captain were, to all
-appearance, in the highest spirits; and soon afterwards they started
-on their expedition to the woods.
-
-Augusta had now fully and absolutely made up her mind to obtain the
-Royal Cross, and for this reason she was determined to show to the
-utmost advantage in Captain Richmond's eyes.
-
-It was arranged they were to have their gipsy tea in a part of the
-pine-woods about two miles away from the house. This part was just
-above the seashore. The place of rendezvous was not only sheltered
-from the rays of the sun, but freshened by the sea-breezes.
-
-The picnic basket was packed, and the kettle, spirit-lamp, &c. were
-put into another basket.
-
-"Come," said the Captain, seizing the heavy basket and striding
-forward; "you girls must take turns in carrying the edibles."
-
-"I will carry the basket first," said Augusta.
-
-She dragged it out of Nancy's hands, who gave it up in some
-astonishment, for, as a rule, the office of carrying Augusta's things
-devolved upon her. Having secured the basket, Augusta ran forward and
-joined Captain Richmond. The three other girls walked together behind.
-
-Augusta's heart beat hard, for not only had she to play the part of a
-good and unselfish girl for the Captain's benefit, but she was looking
-forward to meeting her fascinating friends, the Asprays, and their
-delightful companion, Mr. Archer. What would happen when the meeting
-took place she must leave to circumstances.
-
-But she was quite resolved that if it lay within the realm of
-possibility she would get the Captain to admire her friends and to let
-them join their picnic party. By-and-by Kitty ran up to her.
-
-"Come, give me the basket now, Augusta," she said; "you are looking
-very hot and red in the face. Nancy and I will carry it between us."
-
-"No, thank you," said Augusta, "I don't feel its weight at all, and
-you are so pale it would tire you to carry it. Leave it to me," she
-added. "I really like it; I assure you I do."
-
-"Then leave her the basket by all means," said the Captain. "It is
-such a pity to take from us what we like, particularly when we are
-doing a service to others."
-
-Augusta could not be quite sure whether Uncle Peter was laughing at
-her or not. But in another moment a sudden bend in the road
-effectually diverted her thoughts, for coming to meet them were the
-two Aspray girls, looking remarkably pretty in white embroidered
-dresses and big shady hats; and walking between the two girls was a
-tall young man of about two-and-twenty years of age. The moment Flora
-Aspray saw Augusta she gave a shout of welcome, and rushing to meet
-her, kissed her with great _empressement_.
-
-"How very nice!" she said. "Oh, so you are all here! Now I do think
-this is a rare piece of luck. Let me introduce Mr. Archer."
-
-"Captain Richmond, this is my friend, Flora Aspray; and this is my
-other friend, Constance Aspray," said Augusta.
-
-The Captain talked to the two girls in a polite and pleasant fashion;
-Mr. Archer began to notice Augusta; and the three girls from behind
-came and joined the group. In a very short time, no one quite knew
-how, the Asprays and Mr. Archer found themselves invited to join the
-Richmond party. They now all turned in a mass and walked in the
-direction where the picnic was to take place.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXIV.
-
-THE GIPSY TEA.
-
-
-The gipsy tea was pronounced afterwards to have been a great success.
-Mr. Archer was agreeable, bright, and witty. He talked with a slight
-American twang, which added to his fascination in Augusta's eyes.
-Whenever he looked at you his eyes seemed to laugh. He had white
-teeth, too, which he showed constantly. His hands were strong and
-muscular, and also very white. He was slenderly made, and looked years
-younger than Captain Richmond.
-
-Augusta, determining to be her very best, her most amiable, and her
-most fascinating self, won approval on all sides. She was really a
-clever girl, and having been in her father's and mother's house more
-or less accustomed to society, knew better what to say and how to act
-than either her cousins or Nancy. The Richmond girls were only too
-pleased to remain in the background, and Nancy of course kept them
-company.
-
-When the kettle boiled, and the hot cakes, mysteriously toasted by a
-special arrangement of cook's, not only appeared on the scene, but
-vanished; when the tea itself had come absolutely to an end, the
-little party strolled in twos and threes through the wood. The great
-heat of this lovely summer's day was tempered by a slight breeze, and
-under the trees the shade was a comfort. Captain Richmond could not
-help remarking on the great beauty of the scene. He turned as he spoke
-and met the clear, wide gaze of Nancy. He was about to say something
-to her when a laugh from Flora Aspray diverted his attention.
-
-"Ah!" she said, "who will race with me to catch that admiral
-butterfly? I am collecting butterflies, and I must have it to add to
-my collection."
-
-"I hate that sort of thing," said Captain Richmond; and as he spoke he
-again looked at Nancy. Her colour was coming and going.
-
-"Oh! never mind, Captain Richmond; you must put up with it," said the
-American, with a slight laugh. "And I am not so cruel after all. I
-generally use a chloroform-bottle. Now, who will take this net and try
-and catch that beauty?--Will you, little Miss Nancy? You would oblige
-me so much!"
-
-"I could not for worlds," said Nancy. She coloured crimson, and then
-turned very pale.
-
-"But if I make it a request, and a very great request; if I ask it as
-a personal favour," continued Flora.
-
-"Nancy shall not be pressed," said Captain Richmond.--"Go back to the
-others, Nancy, and leave this matter to me.--Suppose, Miss Aspray,
-that I request the life and liberty of the beautiful admiral
-butterfly, will you, instead of hunting it down, take a walk with me
-through the woods?"
-
-Flora Aspray gave an indignant toss to her head, but Captain Richmond
-looked both handsome and gentlemanly, and she found it impossible to
-resist him, and soon was walking rapidly away from the others by his
-side.
-
-Augusta found herself between Mr. Archer and Constance, and the three
-had a very gay time.
-
-"I wonder what this all means," said Kitty. "I want to ask you a
-direct question, Nancy. Do you, or do you not, like the Asprays?"
-
-"I wish you had not asked me," said Nancy; "but I don't."
-
-"What is the matter with you, child? You look so queer and nervous.
-What can the Asprays have done to you?"
-
-"Nothing--nothing. Of course, I ought not to dislike them, but I do. I
-wish they were not here. I had hoped that when Uncle Peter came
-everything would be all right, but I sometimes think that nothing will
-ever be right any more."
-
-"Why, Nancy," said Nora--"why are you so miserable?"
-
-"I wish--I _wish_ I could tell you."
-
-"But can't you, darling--can't you?"
-
-"No--no, I can't--not now; perhaps in a few months' time, but not now.
-Don't ask me. Don't take any notice of me. I will try and keep it to
-myself."
-
-"Oh, whatever is worrying you?" said Nora. "You are getting quite pale
-and thin. Kitty and I have noticed it, and we don't like it at all. We
-feel somehow that Augusta is to blame, but we are not sure."
-
-"Don't blame anybody," said Nancy. "It was my own fault in the first
-instance, and nothing can remedy it--at least until the holidays are
-over."
-
-"Well, let us forget it," said Kitty, going up to her little friend
-and kissing her. "It is so lovely in these darling woods! Don't you
-just adore that peep of the blue, blue sea between those trees? And,
-oh, how pretty the butterflies look flitting from flower to flower! I
-don't think it is right to be unhappy in such a perfect place as
-this."
-
-Nancy tried to smile.
-
-"There, that is better," said Nora; "come and sit between us. Let us
-talk about prize-day. Won't it be exciting when it comes?"
-
-"Yes--very," said Nancy.
-
-"Do you know what Kit and I are quite certain about?" continued Nora.
-"We are positively sure that you will get the Royal Cross."
-
-"Oh no, I sha'n't! Why should I?"
-
-"Well, you see, as far as we can tell, you have never had even what
-might be called a _dubious_ mark for conduct. Your conduct every
-single day has been good, or very good, or excellent."
-
-"But how do you know?" said Nancy. "Have you seen the marks?"
-
-"I did once, when Miss Roy was here. She just let me look at a page or
-two, and then shut the book and said I must not see any farther; but I
-saw quite enough to perceive how high you were on the ladder of good
-conduct. Neither Nora nor I will grudge you the great honour, Nancy;
-but I am afraid if Gussie took the prize we should be green with
-jealousy."
-
-"She has not a chance," said Kitty. "And now let us pack up the
-baskets. It will soon be time to return to the house."
-
-The little girls busied themselves. The crockery was washed and put
-carefully away, the tablecloth folded, the knives and forks and spoons
-wrapped in tissue-paper.
-
-"Wasn't it funny Gussie insisting on carrying this heavy basket all
-the way here? Why did you offer to help her, Nancy? I quite loved to
-see her dragged down by the weight," said Kitty.
-
-"There is one thing certain," said Nora--"_we_ shall have to
-carry the things back. Why, even Uncle Peter has deserted us. I did
-think he would have stayed. I suppose he has fallen a victim to the
-charms of the Asprays."
-
-Now, Captain Richmond had done nothing of the sort. He was a grave
-man, with lofty views on all subjects. He also had considerable
-insight into character. Augusta was a girl who could never be in the
-very least to his taste, but as she happened to be his sister-in-law's
-niece, he was bound to be kind to her. She was also living in the same
-house with Nora, Kitty, and Nancy. He had not taken to the Asprays,
-nor did he consider them suitable companions for his nieces; and it
-gave him a certain sense of satisfaction to see that Nora, Kitty, and
-Nancy were as indifferent to these gay young ladies as he was himself.
-It was Augusta who liked them. Now, in the absence of his
-sister-in-law he felt it his duty to look after Augusta, and it was
-really for her sake that he took this walk alone with Flora Aspray.
-
-Flora found him exceedingly fascinating. A red colour had come to her
-cheeks, and her eyes were bright. She put on her most up-to-date
-society airs for his benefit, and felt sure in her silly little heart
-that she was making a conquest, for the Captain replied to her light
-and silly nothings with such politeness. He was determined to perform
-for her benefit those thousand and one little attentions which mark,
-as a rule, the gentleman and the soldier. She laughed merrily about
-nothing at all, and was highly pleased with herself. But when Captain
-Richmond began to talk of graver matters Flora quickly got out of her
-depths. She did not know that she was being weighed in the balance and
-found wanting. From one subject to another did the Captain lead her,
-and more and more did she disappoint him. None of his feelings,
-however, were allowed to appear, and they said good-bye to each other
-apparently the best of friends.
-
-Augusta and Captain Richmond walked home together. As soon as they
-were out of earshot of the Asprays, Augusta turned to her companion
-and said eagerly:
-
-"Didn't you have a delightful afternoon? I am sure I did. I do think
-Constance the most charming girl! And as to Mr. Archer, he is so
-American, is he not? You like him very much, don't you?"
-
-"What a quantity of liking I have to do, Gussie!" said the Captain.
-"Now, do you want the truth, or just a polite remark?"
-
-"Oh! the truth--the truth, of course," said Augusta, colouring, and
-then dropping her eyes under Uncle Peter's steadfast gaze.
-
-"Very well; I will give it to you, for I think I ought. I don't care
-about Mr. Archer. He may be harmless, but that is the most that can be
-said of him. I don't like Miss Flora, and I have a strong persuasion
-that Miss Constance is as like her as one pea resembles another."
-
-"And why don't you like Flora? I am sure she tried to be nice to you."
-
-"She was extremely nice to me, but she is not the sort of girl I care
-about. Why need we talk about them any more? They are not our friends;
-they are only chance acquaintances."
-
-"But I want them to be our friends," said Augusta; "it is so lonely
-and dull here, and their society would make such a great difference.
-At the worst you have to admit that they are harmless, Uncle Peter,
-and you cannot possibly object to our seeing a good deal of them."
-
-"I will write to your aunt to-night, Augusta, and ask her what are her
-views on the subject. Until I hear from her you must not have much to
-do with the Asprays. Of course, if you meet them by accident, as we
-did to-day, you will be polite and all that. But you are not to go to
-Fairlight; neither are they to come here until I hear from your aunt
-Jessie."
-
-"Oh dear!" said Augusta, "I did hope you would have liked them."
-
-"I am here to look after you all," said the Captain, "and I want your
-companions to be worthy."
-
-"But how are they unworthy?"
-
-"Ask yourself, Augusta; you are not without common-sense. And now,
-don't talk to me any more on this matter."
-
-Augusta had to make a great effort to keep back her temper, but the
-prize, which was so near, had to be thought of. She remained silent
-for a few minutes, and then spoke as cheerfully as she could on other
-subjects.
-
-Immediately after supper that night Augusta went up to her own room,
-and Nancy too disappeared; thus the Captain found himself alone with
-his nieces.
-
-"Now, this is really cosy," said Kitty, taking his right side. "Sit
-here, Nora.--You are not to stir, Uncle Pete; we are each going to sit
-on an arm of this exceedingly comfortable chair. You are going to have
-your nieces very, very near to you. Oh, isn't it quite delicious?"
-
-The Captain smiled and patted Kitty's soft white hand.
-
-"How are you getting on?" he said. "How does the soldiering
-prosper--or are you both tired of the campaign?"
-
-"No; we both love it," said Nora. "But I am afraid we are poor
-soldiers--very; still, I think we do our best. Uncle Pete, may we talk
-to you about something? Are we to see a lot of these new people, the
-Asprays, during the holidays?"
-
-"I cannot tell you. Augusta wishes it, and her desires ought not to be
-altogether ignored. But nothing can be done until I hear from your
-mother."
-
-"I hope you will tell mother the exact truth about them," said Kitty.
-"I am most anxious to have nothing further to do with them."
-
-"Well, you had very little to do with them to-day, Kit; you talked to
-Nora or Nancy all the time."
-
-"They didn't want me. I am nothing but a child compared to Flora and
-Constance. But it isn't that, Uncle Pete. I should not really greatly
-care if they came or not were it not for Nancy."
-
-"And what about Nancy?"
-
-"Ah! I wish I could tell you, for I don't think she likes them at all,
-but she is too good-natured to say a word against any one."
-
-"I wish you could find out what ails her," said the Captain, with
-interest. "Does she admit that something does?"
-
-"Yes--oh yes, poor darling; and she looked so sad when she just
-alluded to it! She is awfully patient, you know, and I think---- Nora,
-may I tell?"
-
-"Of course you may," said Nora. "Uncle Pete is like one of our very
-own selves."
-
-"Well, what Nora and I think is that Gussie worries her; that she has
-got a sort of hold over her. We can't make it out, but we have thought
-it for some time."
-
-"I don't see how that is possible," said the Captain. "Perhaps there
-may be some other reason for Nancy's unhappiness."
-
-"But what can there be?"
-
-"How can I tell you?"
-
-"Uncle Pete, why do you get up from your chair and look so funny? You
-almost tossed me on the floor."
-
-"A thousand pardons, Kit.--I am going to have a smoke on the terrace,
-and I think it is time for you little women to go to bed."
-
-"But have you nothing to propose about Nancy?"
-
-"I am afraid not."
-
-"Are not you interested in her, Uncle Peter? You always seemed to like
-her so very much."
-
-"I am interested, but sometimes one cannot see an inch beyond one's
-own nose."
-
-"Oh, Uncle Pete, you are not so blind as all that!"
-
-"At the present moment I am, Kitty. Don't say any more to-night.
-Justice must be done to Nancy; of that rest assured."
-
-The Captain left the room, and the little girls stared at each other;
-presently they went hand in hand up to bed.
-
-It was not until they left the room that a girl suddenly stepped out
-from behind a screen, where she had been hiding for the last quarter
-of an hour. The girl was Augusta.
-
-"Eavesdroppers hear no good of themselves," was her inward comment;
-"but all information is useful. So those impudent little chits think I
-am bullying Nancy, and they will try to persuade Uncle Pete to their
-way of thinking if I don't put a spoke in their wheel. I must, and
-will, or my name is not Augusta. Uncle Pete thinks at the present
-moment that that pretty and fascinating Nancy is guilty of cruelty. I
-will prove it before his very eyes between now and the day when the
-prizes are given away. Nancy, I have no dislike to you personally, but
-I am determined to get the Royal Cross, for it means Paris and a good
-time in the future; and I am also determined to get you more than ever
-into my power, for you must help me with regard to the Asprays. See
-them again I will--ay, many times. I am not going to be balked of the
-first bit of genuine fun that has come across my path."
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXV.
-
-THE PACKET OF LETTERS.
-
-
-Two or three days later Captain Richmond received a long letter from
-his sister-in-law. The post arrived at breakfast-time, and the four
-girls watched him with more or less interest while he read.
-
-He read the letter very carefully over to himself, and his face
-expressed no emotion whatever. Mrs. Richmond, in reply to a long letter
-from him, had written as follows:
-
- "My Dear Peter,--I am so thankful that you are able to stay
- with the children at Fairleigh for the present; you understand
- Nora and Kitty so well, and I am quite certain that you
- equally understand our dear little Nancy. As to Augusta, she
- is more difficult, but I trust the dear child will behave well
- and not give you any anxiety. Before I reply to your letter,
- just received, I must tell you that my own plans are somewhat
- puzzling; and were it not for you, and also for the fact that
- Miss Roy will be almost immediately returning to Fairleigh, I
- could not carry them out. My dear friend is in the most
- alarming condition both of body and mind. The death of her son
- has completely shattered her, and the doctors have ordered her
- to go to South Africa immediately to pay a visit to her
- married daughter. She is quite incapable of taking the voyage
- alone, and I am forced to go with her. I shall only stay to
- see her settled, and after putting her into the care of her
- daughter, will return home by the first boat possible to
- England. But the whole thing will probably take a couple of
- months, and during that time I want you and Miss Roy to keep
- house for me. I have not even time to come home to say
- good-bye to the dear children, but they are quite well and in
- the best of hands. I am writing to my own girls, and they will
- receive their letter by the next post. Please tell them so,
- and give them my dear love. My maid, Justine, will return to
- Fairleigh to pack some things for me, for I cannot leave my
- poor friend even for a day. We sail, all being well, on
- Monday.
-
- "Now to come to the subject of your letter. I do not know the
- Asprays personally, although their name is familiar to me. My
- dear brother, I have something curious to tell you with regard
- to them. You know how fond I am of Nancy Esterleigh. I have
- adopted her as my own dear child, and trust she will never
- give her affections to any other so-called mother. But this is
- the state of the case: By her father's will she is entitled,
- should she ever wish to claim it, to a permanent home and also
- to provision for the future from Mr. Aspray. Were she to leave
- me and go to him he could not refuse her this home. The matter
- was arranged many years ago, when dear Nancy was only a baby.
- It has something to do with a considerable sum of money which
- Mr. Aspray borrowed from Nancy's father. He was unable to pay
- it back at the time, but offered, if ever necessary, to take
- his little daughter and to do for her and bring her up with
- his own children, and to provide for her future. Nancy's
- mother told me all about this when she herself was dying, and
- she gave me the letter which Nancy, if necessary, is to take
- to Mr. Aspray. Nancy's mother anything but wished that her
- little girl should be adopted by the Americans, and implored
- of me to do all in my power to prevent such a contingency. I
- feel, therefore, that any intimate acquaintance is scarcely
- desirable. Not that I am in the least afraid that Nancy would
- prefer those people to my little girls or me.
-
- "What I have told you with regard to Nancy is for yourself
- alone, and you will be guided how best to act under the
- circumstances.
-
- "Yes, Peter, Augusta is certainly the one who troubles me,
- and I am going to write her a special and private letter. She
- is sure to take a fancy to the Asprays, for she is more
- worldly-minded than my own dear children. Now I think I have
- explained everything to you. Of course, we cannot be rude to
- them, but any intimacy with the Asprays is the reverse of
- desirable.--Your affectionate sister-in-law,
-
- "Jessie Richmond."
-
-Having read this letter once, Captain Richmond slowly and carefully
-perused it again, and then raised his eyes.
-
-"Oh, Uncle Pete! that is good," cried Nora; "you have looked up at
-last. We have been watching you by the clock, and you have been a
-quarter of an hour and two minutes reading mother's letter. What can
-she possibly have to say? We expected to hear from her this morning,
-but she has not written. Is anything wrong, Uncle Pete? How funny you
-look! You have your half-glad and half-sorry face on.--Hasn't he,
-Kitty?"
-
-"Yes," said Kitty; "and we can't keep in our curiosity any longer, so
-please read that long, long--wonderfully long--letter aloud."
-
-Captain Richmond rose.
-
-"No," he said; "the letter is private. But if you will all come to me
-on the terrace in a quarter of an hour I will tell you what parts of
-it you ought to know. Be sure you come, Nancy--and you, Augusta. Ta-ta
-for the present."
-
-He blew a kiss to his nieces, nodded to the other girls, and left the
-room.
-
-"Then it is something very exciting," said Kitty. "I thought so when
-he frowned and his brows met in a line, and then when he gave that
-quick little jerk and sort of sigh. Oh dear! aren't you nearly mad
-with curiosity, Nancy?"
-
-"I should like to know what Aunt Jessie has written about," said
-Nancy. "But, after all, Uncle Pete will tell us in a very short time;
-and I must go now and feed my canary."
-
-Nora and Kitty had given Nancy a very beautiful canary a few days
-before. The bird was a splendid specimen of its kind, and sang
-magnificently. She had hung it up in her own bedroom, and now went up
-to give it fresh seed and groundsel.
-
-The quarter of an hour soon passed, and the four girls met Captain
-Richmond on the terrace, which at that hour in the morning was quite
-cool and sheltered from the fierce rays of the sun. He was seated
-reading that wonderful letter for the third time; but when he saw the
-girls he thrust it into his pocket and came to meet them.
-
-"Now then," he said, "for my news, which is somewhat startling. We
-shall not have your dear, kind mother here for the present."
-
-"Why?" said Kitty. "Is her friend so very ill?"
-
-"Poor thing, she is very ill indeed, Kitty--I fear alarmingly so; and
-your mother--just like her kindness--is going to accompany her to
-South Africa. They start on Monday, and your mother says she has no
-time to return home between now and then. Indeed, even if she had, she
-could not leave Mrs. Rashleigh. Justine will arrive to-day or
-to-morrow and pack her things."
-
-"Don't cry, Kitty," said Nora; "mother would not go if she could help
-it."
-
-"Of course not," said Kitty; but as she sat down on the nearest seat
-her pretty little face was white and tears were brimming over in her
-eyes.
-
-Nancy immediately seated herself next to Kitty, and flung one
-protecting arm round her neck.
-
-"I understand--I understand," she whispered in her ear.
-
-The low and intensely sympathetic words comforted the little girl, and
-she squeezed Nancy's hand and nestled up against her.
-
-"Well," continued Captain Richmond, "that is one part of the letter.
-Miss Roy returns to resume her duties next week, and between now and
-then I shall be in charge. You have been very good girls in the past,
-and I trust you will be equally good in the future. You may be certain
-I shall do all I can to promote happiness and good-will amongst us."
-
-Here he laughed, and his eyes met those of Augusta, who was gazing at
-him as if she would read him through.
-
-"Now to take the bull by the horns," thought Captain Richmond to
-himself. He paused for a minute, and then he said slowly and
-emphatically:
-
-"With regard to the subject about which I wrote to your mother, Nora
-and Kitty, and to your aunt, Augusta, she--as I thought she
-would--agrees with me. We are to be polite to the Asprays, but there
-is to be no intimacy. We cannot dispute my sister-in-law's wishes; we
-may therefore regard that subject as a closed book." Captain Richmond
-put on his most determined air as he spoke, and held out his hand to
-Kitty. "Who will come for a walk with me in the woods?" he said.
-
-"No, thank you; I don't want to go," cried Augusta; and she turned and
-went very sulkily into the house.
-
-She ran up to her own room. Shutting the door and turning the key in
-the lock, she took out of her pocket a letter which she had slipped
-into it unperceived by any one that morning. The letter had been lying
-on her plate at breakfast, but she had managed to secrete it before
-the other girls had come down. She had read it once, and now she
-proceeded to read it again. It was from Flora Aspray, and its contents
-were of the deepest interest to Augusta. Flora wrote with great
-earnestness and spirit.
-
- "Oh, we want you so badly!" explained the letter. "I don't
- like to say too much, but, you dear, bewitching girl, you have
- made a _conquest._ However, more of that anon. Yours is
- the very first invitation sent out. We are getting up a little
- dance--quite a scratch affair. It is to be this day week--only
- a poor little Cinderella, from eight to twelve o'clock. There
- will be several girls quite as young as yourself, so the most
- fastidious could not object. If you could come to us we could
- give you a bed for the night; and if you must have company, do
- ask any of the other three girls you like to come with you.
- But, to be frank, we only want _you._ David Archer says
- that your cousins and your queer little friend are too funny
- for anything. You know, David is quite a mimic; you would
- die with laughter if you saw him taking off that funny, prim
- little Nancy. Oh! and, my dear girl, that precious Captain
- Richmond of yours is too good for life. I never had a duller
- walk than the one we took together. David Archer takes him
- off, too, with his saintliness and goody-goody airs. Oh, it is
- killing! But there, Augusta; how my pen runs on! The main
- thing that all this leads up to is, _will_ you come? Will
- you give us the great pleasure of your company? Oh, of course
- you will! You cannot help yourself. If you were not present it
- would nearly break the heart of your most devoted--Flo.
-
- "_P.S._ If you have not a suitable dress with you,
- either Constance or I can give you a big selection to choose
- from, so don't worry on that score--only come."
-
-"Go I will," said Augusta to herself when she had finished reading the
-letter. "I would not lose the fun for all the world. But now, how
-shall I manage it?"
-
-She sat with Flora's letter upon her lap and gave herself up to
-meditation. It was a lovely day, and the window of her pretty bedroom
-was wide open. The sky was blue, and the trees a brilliant green. The
-lawns, which rolled away right down to the end of the paddock, were
-smooth as velvet. Presently a little figure crossed one of them and
-came slowly towards the house. Augusta's eyes contracted and her brows
-met in a frown as she watched the little figure.
-
-"It is odd how I dislike Nan," she said to herself. "Poor child, I
-suppose she is quite passable, and even agreeable to others, but she
-always does manage to rub me the wrong way. She could be wonderfully
-useful now, however. If I could get her to run to the post with my
-answer I should feel more or less relieved; and if things are
-eventually found out, and it is discovered she has a finger in the
-pie, so much the better for me."
-
-Augusta sprang up, put her head out of the window, and called to
-Nancy.
-
-"Come here, Nancy; I want you," she cried.
-
-Nancy ran towards her, standing under the window and looking up.
-
-"What are you doing?" asked Augusta.
-
-"Oh! lots of things; but nothing very, _very_ special. Do you
-want me, Gussie?"
-
-"Yes; there is no one else to send, and I just want some one to run to
-the village and put a letter I am about to write into the post for me.
-Will you go? It would be awfully good-natured of you."
-
-"Yes; of course I will."
-
-"Well, come up to my room in ten minutes and I'll have the letter
-ready."
-
-Augusta seated herself at her little table, and wrote quickly:
-
- "My Dear Flo,--The fat is in the fire, and we are forbidden
- all intercourse with you. Mean, horrid, disgraceful,
- unbearable, I call it! Don't think for a single moment that I
- submit. I love you better than any girl I have ever met. I
- love Constance, too. But, oh! I must hurry, for I want you to
- get this letter by the middle of the day. Don't come near the
- place at present, and don't walk in the woods, for if I met
- you I might be discovered, and I don't want anything to be
- known until after the Cinderella. Of course I am going, but
- how I do not know at the present moment. I can't sleep at your
- house; that is certain. You will hear from me nearer the time.
- And now, good-bye.--Your affectionate friend,
-
- "Augusta Duncan."
-
-Augusta had scarcely finished her letter before Nancy's tap was heard
-at her door.
-
-"Come in," called out the young lady; and Nancy entered.
-
-"Is the letter ready, Augusta?" she asked.
-
-"Yes; I am directing it. Have you got a stamp about you?"
-
-"Yes."
-
-"Lend me one, like a good child."
-
-Nancy took out her purse, produced a stamp, and gave it to Augusta.
-
-Augusta proceeded to affix it to the letter, which she then gave to
-Nancy.
-
-"It is private," she said; "don't for the life of you show it to any
-one. And now be off; put wings to your feet, or you will lose the
-half-past ten clearance."
-
-"But it is to one of the Asprays," said Nancy, taking up the letter
-and looking at it, and then putting it down again.
-
-"Well, and what of that?" asked Augusta, turning very red, and looking
-extremely angry.
-
-"Oh! nothing, of course; only you heard what Uncle Peter said this
-morning."
-
-"Certainly I did; I am not deaf."
-
-"And after hearing what he said, ought you to write to them?"
-stammered Nancy.
-
-"What a silly child you are! Have I not told them we are to keep out
-of their way in the future? How comfortable we should feel if they
-were haunting our woods and we could not talk to them! Now, as I have
-explained matters, I suppose you will post the letter."
-
-"I don't know; I don't think it is quite right. Can't you post it
-yourself?"
-
-"I can't, and won't. There are things I could tell about you. I could
-give you an uncommonly hot time. You had better be off. Drop that
-letter into the pillar-box and you will be worried by no more Asprays.
-Refuse to drop it in and you will have a pleasant time in the future."
-
-Nancy took up the letter very gingerly. She stood still for a moment;
-then she turned and left the room.
-
-"Be sure you don't show it to any one."
-
-"No."
-
-"And be quick."
-
-"Yes."
-
-"There! that's a good thing," said Augusta to herself. "If I am
-discovered I can prove that Nancy posted my letter for me. When they
-rouse my worst passions as they are doing in this house they little
-know what it means. Where my own interests are concerned I stop at
-nothing--nothing. Go to that dance. I will. Oh dear, what a worry
-things are, all the same! I wish I could see the whole of Aunt
-Jessie's letter. I am sure there are allusions to me in it; I guessed
-as much by the expression in our gallant captain's eyes."
-
-Augusta left her room and went downstairs and joined the rest of the
-party. The remainder of the day passed without anything special
-occurring. Kitty and Nora, having got over the fact that their mother
-was not returning home at present, gave themselves up to the
-delightful time Uncle Peter always managed to arrange for them.
-Augusta pretended to be equally cheerful; and Nan, though a little
-pale and silent, behaved quite in an unremarkable fashion.
-
-Late that evening a telegram came from Justine to say that she was
-travelling all night, and would arrive at Fairleigh between nine and
-ten the following morning.
-
-She did arrive at the time stated, and went immediately up to her
-mistress's room to pack the things necessary for the voyage. She had
-not been long there before Augusta appeared at the door.
-
-"Can I help you, Justine?" she asked. "The others have all gone out
-boating, but I had a headache. It is better now, and therefore I can
-do anything you like, if you will only tell me what."
-
-"Thank you very much, miss," replied the woman. "I should be pleased
-if you would help me. My mistress wants a lot of things, not only for
-herself but for Mrs. Rashleigh, for the poor lady had no time to get
-any sort of wardrobe for so unexpected a voyage, and my mistress is
-going to lend her some of her things. What I want to do is this,
-miss--to make two separate lists, one of my mistress's things, and one
-of those which are to be lent to Mrs. Rashleigh. I am going to pack the
-things for Mrs. Rashleigh in one trunk, and the things for my mistress
-in another; and as I have got to catch the three o'clock train back to
-town on my way to the north, there is not too much time to spare."
-
-"Of course there is not, Justine. How glad I am I asked if I could
-help you! Shall I make out the lists for you?"
-
-"Will you, miss? That was just what I wanted to propose."
-
-Augusta went to her room, fetched paper and pens, and was soon seated
-beside a small table, writing out lists of different garments under
-Justine's directions.
-
-Augusta could be both quick and orderly, so she was of substantial
-help to the maid.
-
-"I am sure, miss, I don't know how to thank you; your help makes all
-the difference," said the good woman. "Oh dear, Miss Gussie! we have
-had a terrible time. I never saw a poor lady in such an awful state.
-Me and her maid, Fanny, thought she was going off her head. It was
-terrible, miss--terrible."
-
-Augusta listened, and asked several questions. She was by nature very
-curious, and Justine's narrative gave her some pleasant and exciting
-thrills.
-
-"I could make a splendid story out of this and frighten Flora so that
-she would scream," thought Augusta to herself. "It is such fun
-frightening people, particularly in the dark, or just when you are
-going to bed. I do wish I could sleep at the Asprays' house next week.
-However, that is not to be thought of."
-
-"Now, miss," said Justine, "there is only one thing more of any
-importance to-day. Do you see these keys?"
-
-"Yes," said Augusta. "Why, these are Aunt Jessie's special private
-keys."
-
-"They are, miss, and she trusted me with them. I am sure I feel highly
-honoured. She said I was to give them to Captain Richmond, and that he
-would do what she wanted; but I do declare, what with being up all
-night and being dead fagged, I forgot it. What is to be done? I
-suppose the Captain will be in soon, miss?"
-
-"Indeed he won't," answered Augusta. "They have all gone across to the
-Sovereign Islands, and have taken some lunch with them. They can't be
-back, for the tide won't let them--at least, not before five o'clock."
-
-"And I hope to be getting towards London by that hour, so whatever is
-to be done?" said Justine.
-
-"Oh, can't I do it?" said Augusta. "If those are the keys, you can
-give me the same directions you were to have given to Captain
-Richmond."
-
-"To be sure," said Justine. "But I could do it myself, for that
-matter."
-
-"No, no, Justine; you had better let me. You know, I am Aunt Jessie's
-very own niece, and you are only her servant."
-
-"Thank you, miss, but servants can be faithful."
-
-"I know that; and there never was a more faithful creature than you.
-If you think you are to be more trusted than me, do what is necessary,
-Justine; I have not a word more to say."
-
-Justine stood silent, pressing her hand to her cheek. She had never
-known anything against Augusta, whose manners were pleasant enough
-when she chose to make herself agreeable. Augusta certainly was Mrs.
-Richmond's niece, and as the matter in question was of some
-importance, and Captain Richmond could not possibly be got at, she
-decided to trust her.
-
-"Here, miss," she said; "you know the Sheraton chiffonier in the
-drawing-room?"
-
-"Yes," said Augusta.
-
-"And you know that all the drawers have different keys?"
-
-"Have they?"
-
-"Yes, miss, they have. My missus keeps her valuable papers and things
-of importance in the different drawers of the Sheraton chiffonier, and
-she told me to ask the Captain to open the top drawer at the
-right-hand side, and press a spring, which reveals a secret drawer,
-and take out from it a little box, which he was to give me to take
-back to my mistress. Mrs. Richmond only thought of this box at the last
-minute. It has some jewels in it which she wants to have set in a
-particular way at the Cape for the young ladies, and she had not even
-a minute to write. Do you understand, Miss Augusta?"
-
-"Am I stupid?" said Augusta. "Why, it is the simplest thing in the
-world. Give me the keys, please, Justine."
-
-"Thank you, miss; here they are. And I think, while you are getting me
-the little box, I will go down to the servants' hall and have my
-dinner, for I am not only tired but faint."
-
-Augusta nodded, and in high spirits, her heart beating, went down to
-the drawing-room. She had no special desire to possess herself of her
-aunt's secrets. The contents of the little box did not interest her in
-the least, but she was the sort of girl who liked to put her finger
-into every pie.
-
-"There is never any saying _what_ I may come across," she
-whispered to herself; "and knowledge is power. I have always felt
-that, and I have always proved it. Dear, dear! I am lucky. No one
-suspects me of having broken open one of these precious drawers. Aunt
-Jessie is going away, so Uncle Peter will not have an opportunity of
-asking her about that curious mark against Nancy's conduct. And long
-before Aunt Jessie comes back the prize-day will have come and gone.
-Yes, I certainly am in luck. And now, if I can but keep up my
-character for good and excellent conduct, and at the same time have my
-bit of fun, then I shall regard myself as one of the luckiest girls in
-the world."
-
-Augusta closed the drawing-room door after her, walked up the long
-room and standing before the chiffonier, she inserted the key which
-Justine had given her into the lock, opened the little drawer, and
-proceeded to press the spring which revealed the secret drawer. Her
-pressure acted immediately; the bolt shot back, and another drawer was
-discovered behind it. She pulled it open. It contained a small
-jewel-case, a little wooden box, and also a packet of letters. Augusta
-took out the box, which she thought must be the one described by
-Justine. She was about to shut the drawer when her attention was
-attracted by the handwriting on the letters. They were all tied
-together by a piece of ribbon, and the words "About Nancy and the
-Asprays" were written across them.
-
-"Nancy and the Asprays," said Augusta to herself. "Ah! I may indeed
-find out something to my own advantage now. I have plenty of time,
-too, for Justine won't hurry with her lunch."
-
-Accordingly, Augusta seated herself calmly on a small chair which
-stood by, and untying the packet, proceeded to read the letters. She
-read them one after the other. There were only three or four, and
-nothing could be plainer than their meaning. The colour rushed into
-Augusta's cheeks as she perused them, and her eyes grew very bright.
-Having finished them, she sat silent for a minute; then, tying them up
-again so as to look exactly as they had done before, she returned them
-to their place in the secret drawer. She pushed back the hinge, shut
-the outer drawer and locked it, and, with the little box in her hand,
-went upstairs. She had been longer than she thought, for Justine, in
-some impatience, was waiting for her.
-
-"I was just coming down to the drawing-room to look for you, Miss
-Augusta," she said.
-
-"Oh! I didn't hurry," said Augusta; "I thought you would be at your
-dinner."
-
-"I could not eat, miss, my head was that bad. And, oh dear! time is
-going; I have to leave here not a minute later than half-past two. Is
-that the box, miss?"
-
-"Yes; and here is the key. I wonder, Justine," she added----
-
-"Yes, miss."
-
-"I don't know whether I ought to say it, but--don't you think it would
-simplify matters if you _didn't tell_ that you had forgotten to
-speak to Captain Richmond of this?"
-
-Justine coloured.
-
-"But if I kept it secret you would tell."
-
-"Indeed I would not. Why should I get you into a scrape, poor Justine,
-situated as you are?"
-
-"Indeed, Miss Gussie, that is true, for I have had a time since I left
-here, and me expecting my holiday and all. I know mistress will be
-vexed with me if I tell, but I don't like, somehow, to make a secret
-of it."
-
-"If I were you I would not tell," said Augusta; "you will only get
-into a scrape. And, of course, I will never breathe it to a soul. But
-please yourself, of course."
-
-"Well then, miss, if you promise it won't pass your lips, I don't see
-why I should get myself into hot water."
-
-"I won't speak of it, Justine. And now, do lie down for a minute. I
-have some lovely aromatic vinegar in my room; I will bathe your face
-and hands."
-
-"Oh miss! but I am sure I could not let you."
-
-"Nonsense! Why shouldn't I help you? Even though you are a servant,
-you are a fellow-creature. There! lie down on this little bed; there
-is lots of time--it is not two o'clock yet."
-
-So Augusta waited on Justine, and soothed and comforted her, and made
-her forget her headache; and when at last she left the house the good
-woman said to herself that a dearer and nicer young lady than Miss
-Gussie never walked the earth.
-
-"All the same," said Justine, "it would not have occurred to me to
-keep my forgetfulness from my mistress if she hadn't put it into my
-head; but as she did, doubtless it is the best way. She is a very
-clever young lady for her years; and very thoughtful, too."
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXVI.
-
-SUNBEAM.
-
-
-Mrs. Richmond sailed for the Cape on the following Monday; sending a
-telegram to her daughters to announce her departure just before she
-left England; and on the following Wednesday evening Miss Roy came
-back.
-
-Miss Roy had been in the Richmond family for five years. She was a
-woman of about forty years of age, extremely kind, most faithful, most
-devoted to the interests of her employer, and most affectionate to her
-little charges. She was not a finishing-governess by any means. But
-she was just the sort of useful person who could be invaluable in
-times of difficulty or distress. Mrs. Richmond felt that in her absence
-Miss Roy would act almost as a mother to her children, and she went
-away happily in consequence.
-
-The good governess had debarred herself from a whole fortnight of her
-usual holiday to meet this time of need.
-
-Nora, Kitty, and Nancy hailed her return with delight; and Augusta,
-who in her heart of hearts regarded her as a tiresome, tyrannical old
-maid, was equally loud in her affectionate expressions on the night of
-her return.
-
-On the following day Captain Richmond asked Miss Roy to have a private
-interview with him. No one was better pleased than he that she should
-come back to help him in the management of his battalion, as he still
-in fun called the four girls.
-
-"Well, sergeant," he said, coming into the schoolroom, and speaking in
-as cheerful a manner as possible, "I want to talk over things with
-you.--Soldiers, I must deprive you of your sergeant for a short
-time.--This way, please, Sergeant Roy."
-
-He opened the door as he spoke, and Miss Roy, laughing heartily, went
-out with him.
-
-"Isn't Uncle Pete funny?" said Kitty. "He is always making us laugh. I
-do think he is a darling."
-
-"You don't call that sort of talk, funny, do you?" said Augusta, who
-was by no means pleased at the Captain's desire for a private
-interview with Miss Roy. "If that is your idea of fun I pity you. Uncle
-Peter forgets that we are growing up very fast, and are not babies to
-be amused by infant talk."
-
-"Uncle Pete could not be silly," replied Nora.
-
-"If you don't like him, why don't you hold your tongue?" replied
-Kitty.
-
-"And why do you pretend to like him so much?" said Nora again.
-
-"Of course I like him," cried Augusta, who feared that she might have
-gone too far. "Well, let's go on with our history; we may as well have
-good marks. All these sort of things will tell when the great day of
-the prize-giving arrives."
-
-Meanwhile Captain Richmond had conducted Miss Roy to the drawing-room.
-They both stood close to the chiffonier. Captain Richmond pushed
-forward a chair and asked the governess to seat herself.
-
-"I want to show you something," he said, "and I should be extremely
-glad if you could throw some light upon it. It has troubled me a good
-bit."
-
-"What do you mean?" said Miss Roy.
-
-"I allude to an entry in the orderly-book."
-
-"An entry in the orderly-book!"
-
-"Yes--made in your absence--made by my sister-in-law. Perhaps you can
-explain it."
-
-As Captain Richmond spoke he opened the drawer of the chiffonier where
-the orderly-book was kept, took out the book, and placed it on a small
-table before the governess; then opening the book, he pointed to the
-page where poor Nancy's cruel conduct was testified to.
-
-"Look," he said. "You would not have supposed that _she_ could be
-cruel."
-
-"Nancy cruel!" said Miss Roy. "Excuse me one moment, Captain Richmond;
-I will put on my glasses. This puzzles me."
-
-Miss Roy adjusted her glasses and bent over the book. She was
-naturally a very calm woman, and was in no hurry to give herself away.
-She turned page after page and examined the marks of the other girls.
-Finally, she took the marks for conduct, diligence, intellectual
-employments on the 24th of August by themselves, looking separately at
-the page devoted to each girl.
-
-"Well?" said Captain Richmond, who was watching her with interest.
-
-"I cannot understand it," she said. "It cannot possibly be true."
-
-"So I thought," said the Captain.
-
-"It cannot be true," repeated Miss Roy. "A mark for carelessness, for
-forgetfulness, even for untidiness, might be possible in the case of
-Nancy Esterleigh, but cruelty---- No, Captain Richmond, the child
-could not be cruel."
-
-"And yet," said the Captain, "the mark is there--most distinctly
-written. You observe how empty the page is--blanks in most
-departments--and this terrible mark for conduct. We cannot get over
-it."
-
-"It is very unaccountable," said Miss Roy. "There must be a mistake."
-
-"I have thought of that," said the Captain; "but I don't see how there
-can be. My sister-in-law is extremely particular, and not at all
-careless."
-
-"You must remember," said Miss Roy, "that she entered these marks on
-the very day when she was sent for in a hurry to Mrs. Rashleigh."
-
-"That might account for something, but not for this--this gross act of
-injustice. Miss Roy, I have watched little Nancy; this mark caused me
-anxiety. I have watched the child at all hours. I have never seen a
-trace of cruelty. But there is something the matter. She is not at her
-ease. She is unhappy. She is like a child who carries a secret."
-
-"Augusta again," said Miss Roy.
-
-"I think not," answered the Captain. "I have observed them together,
-and have noticed that Augusta is extremely kind to Nancy. I don't
-personally care for Augusta. She is not at all to my taste. But one
-must not be unjust to her. No, it is not that. Nancy carries a secret.
-Why should she carry a secret, Miss Roy? Painful as it is to say, does
-it not rather point to the truth of this terrible report?"
-
-"The thing to do," said Miss Roy, "is to appeal to Mrs. Richmond. I
-wonder you did not think of this before, Captain Richmond."
-
-"I did; but I did not want to worry her while she was away, and with a
-great deal of care on her shoulders. And remember, we expected her
-home about now. Her sudden visit to South Africa upset all our
-calculations, and as a matter of fact put this thing out of my head.
-But even if I had thought of asking for an explanation, I should
-scarcely like to have done so just at present. She would naturally
-say, 'You ought to accept my plain statements without comment.'"
-
-"Not in this case, and with such an extraordinary accusation against a
-most tender-hearted child," was Miss Roy's answer. "Well, what is to
-be done now? Even if we were to write to Mrs. Richmond, we could not
-get an answer for six weeks."
-
-"We cannot wait for that," said the Captain; "the prizes are to be
-given in three weeks' time from to-day."
-
-"And you will let this influence you, Captain Richmond?" said Miss
-Roy.
-
-"What am I to do?" he answered, shrugging his shoulders; and as he
-spoke he shut the orderly-book. "I am glad I have confided in you," he
-said. "You may throw light on the matter; I sincerely hope you will.
-But for this dreadful mark, Nancy would get the Royal Cross. As it
-is"----
-
-He paused and shrugged his shoulders again. "There is just one thing
-more," he added. "Some one has broken open this drawer in the
-chiffonier. See for yourself."
-
-The open drawer showed the marks where a knife had been used, making
-distinct indentations in the delicate wood.
-
-"The mystery thickens," said Miss Roy. "Well, I will watch and do what
-I can."
-
-"You will be very careful not to let any one know I have spoken to
-you," said Captain Richmond.
-
-"Certainly, Captain Richmond; I will be most careful."
-
-Miss Roy went away. She felt very much troubled and perplexed. The
-Captain's remarks with regard to Nancy troubled her almost as much as
-the extraordinary and unaccountable entry in the orderly-book.
-
-"What can it all mean? There are some crimes which it is impossible to
-associate with certain natures," was her thought. "Nancy would not
-hurt a fly. She is over-sensitive and over-affectionate; if any one
-could be over-kind it would be Nancy. And yet--and yet---- Oh, I do
-trust light will be thrown on this mystery! I hope Captain Richmond
-will not give away the prizes before Mrs. Richmond returns. I am quite
-sure she can explain what is wrong. Then, who opened the drawer
-without a key? It would be an act of cruel injustice to deprive Nancy
-of the prize until we discover who has done that. Poor, dear little
-girl; I will try and find her, and see if I can lead her to talk of
-this matter. Of course, I am bound by my promise to Captain Richmond
-not to ask her any direct questions."
-
-Miss Roy entered the schoolroom. It was empty. She went into the
-shrubbery, and walked round the grounds. She could not find any of the
-girls. Finally, she went back to the house, and went into Nancy's
-bedroom.
-
-Nancy's room was a very small one, and was entered through the larger
-room occupied by Nora and Kitty. Nancy was always neat, and her little
-room was in absolute order. Her bird's cage hung in the window. The
-canary, which had been in full feather and lively song, sat upon its
-perch. Miss Roy was very fond of birds, and she went up now to this
-one to speak to him.
-
-"Ah, Sunbeam," she said, "and how are you?"
-
-As she said this she noticed that the bird was not in his usual
-spirits. His feathers were ruffled, and he looked at the governess
-with a dull expression in his eye.
-
-"Poor dicky--poor Sunbeam," said Miss Roy--"what can be wrong with
-you?"
-
-The cage was hung high to be out of the way of the cats. Miss Roy
-lifted it down off its hook, and put it on a little table which stood
-near. The next moment she uttered a shocked exclamation.
-
-No wonder the bird was dull and unable to sing. His water-trough was
-empty, and he had scarcely any seed left in his seed-drawer.
-
-"Impossible!" said Miss Roy. "Nancy to forget the bird she loves so
-much! And yet I must believe my own sight."
-
-She felt very angry. Cruelty to dumb animals was the one sin she could
-not overlook. Taking the trough, she proceeded to fill it with water;
-and she was just replenishing the seeds when the door opened, and
-Augusta, singing a gay song, and carrying a bunch of groundsel in her
-hand, entered the room.
-
-"Oh, Miss Roy, you here!" she cried. "I was bringing a piece of
-groundsel for Sunbeam. Why, what is the matter? Is the bird ill?"
-
-"It looks like it," said Miss Roy.
-
-She did not want Augusta to share her discovery. But that young lady
-was a great deal too astute to be easily hoodwinked.
-
-"Why, what is it?" she said. "What can be the matter?"
-
-Then she went up to the cage, and made precisely the same discovery
-Miss Roy had made.
-
-"Oh, I say!" exclaimed Augusta. "How downright wicked!"
-
-"I will put it right," said Miss Roy, trembling a little. "Leave me
-the groundsel. Go--please go."
-
-A voice below shouted Augusta's name, and she ran off. Miss Roy
-attended to the suffering bird, giving him seed and water and a nice
-bunch of groundsel. He began to eat and drink at once, and before she
-left the room she had the satisfaction of seeing that he was much
-revived.
-
-"I will see to this matter myself," she said under her breath. "There
-must be no dumb creature in this house liable to such neglect. Alas,
-how little one knows any one! Mrs. Richmond may have given that bad
-mark for just such another act of carelessness. It seems to explain
-things. But who would have thought it of Nancy?"
-
-At lunch that day Augusta suddenly looked up and fixed her bright eyes
-on Nancy.
-
-"I have a crow to pluck with you," she said.
-
-"What is it?" asked the little girl.
-
-"Come, Augusta," said the Captain, "none of this! I am sure Nancy has
-not done anything wrong."
-
-"Oh, hasn't she? You ask Miss Roy.--Miss Roy, don't you think the
-little favourite wants a word of caution?"
-
-"You ought not to call Nancy by that silly name," said Miss Roy; but
-she looked uneasy and troubled.
-
-Augusta said nothing more, but nodded in a very knowing way to Nancy.
-Immediately after dinner she rushed up to the child, slipped her hand
-through her arm, and pulled her aside.
-
-"Well, Nancy," she said, "it will be all up with you if you are not
-careful."
-
-"What do you--what _do_ you mean, Augusta?"
-
-"Listen. I don't think Miss Roy is going to tell. She really is kind,
-and I don't fancy she will tell; and if she doesn't, the Captain, who
-has now charge of the orderly-book, will know nothing about it."
-
-"Oh Augusta, you are so mysterious! What are you talking about?"
-
-"I am surprised at you," said Augusta. "I hate cruelty myself."
-
-"And you think that I am cruel!" said Nancy. "What next?"
-
-"I don't trouble myself to think about what I know," said Augusta. "A
-girl who had any love for dumb creatures would not starve her pet
-bird."
-
-"My canary! I starve my canary! What do you mean?"
-
-"Ask Miss Roy. She went into your bedroom and found poor old Sunbeam
-anything but sun-shiny--all ruffled up and dull and drooping. The
-reason was not far to seek. There was no water in his trough and no
-seed in his drawer. Now then, Miss Nancy, what do you say to that?"
-
-"That it is a lie--an awful lie," said Nancy, her gentle face quite
-transformed with rage. "What do you mean? I fed my bird this morning.
-I gave him water, and plenty of seed, and a lump of sugar. What are
-you talking about?"
-
-"Ask Miss Roy, my dear, if you don't believe me. I happened to come
-into the room with some groundsel. I had been getting some to give the
-birds in the aviary downstairs, and I thought of Sunbeam. Miss Roy was
-in the room, and before she could stop me I had discovered what was
-wrong. Make what use you can of my information. Speak to her about it.
-She saw with her own eyes. Who else is responsible for the bird? Why,
-what is the matter, Nancy? Where are you going to?"
-
-"To Miss Roy. I cannot stand this. I have an enemy, and I can't make
-it out. Oh, I am a very unhappy girl! Augusta, what have I done to
-you? Why do you make my life so miserable?"
-
-"Make your life miserable!" said Augusta, who by no means wished to
-bring things to a crisis. "I am sure I am very far from doing that. Do
-you think I would really tell the Captain? You may be sure Miss Roy
-won't; and I will go to her this minute, if you like, and _beg_
-her not to. Now, am I not kind?"
-
-"Don't go; I would rather speak to her myself. I would rather brave
-things out;" and Nancy suddenly rushed away from Augusta. She went
-into the house and looked for Miss Roy, whom she found in the
-schoolroom.
-
-"Miss Roy, I want to say something," cried the little girl, the colour
-mantling her cheeks.
-
-"What is it, Nancy?" said Miss Roy just a trifle coldly, for the
-incident of the starving bird had troubled the governess a great deal.
-
-"Augusta told me," continued Nancy; "and it is not true. There is not
-a word of it true. Oh, what is to be done? I did feed my canary this
-morning. I gave him water and seed, and cleaned out his cage. I have
-never neglected my bird yet--never."
-
-"My dear Nancy, I am sorry even to appear to doubt you, but I saw with
-my own eyes that the bird was without seed. Seeing is believing, you
-know."
-
-"And you believe that I could be so cruel?" said Nancy.
-
-"Seeing is believing," repeated Miss Roy.
-
-"I didn't do it. Oh, you will drive me wild! I did not think that you
-would turn against me."
-
-"No one attends to the bird except yourself. Who in this house would
-be so wicked and malicious as to take away the seed and water? No, my
-dear Nancy; you forgot. It was unlike you, and I am disappointed in
-you. But I have decided not to tell Uncle Peter; I will give you
-another chance. Had I been in charge of the orderly-book I should have
-been obliged to enter this circumstance in the book; but as I am not I
-do not hold myself responsible. Go away now, dear. Don't keep me. Try
-and be more careful another time."
-
-Nancy stood perfectly still. Her face, which had been red with anger,
-was now white. She turned abruptly and walked out of the room.
-
-"It is all most unaccountable," thought the governess to herself. "But
-to suppose for a single instant that any one could have removed the
-seed and water is not to be thought of. Yes, I am sorry for Nancy. She
-forgot the bird: such things have happened even with tender-hearted
-and considerate children. She forgot the bird, and has not the courage
-to own to her fault. Poor, poor child; I fear that remark in the
-orderly-book is correct."
-
-Meanwhile Nancy went up to her room. Never before had such mad passion
-seized her. She felt like a wounded creature in a trap. But of one
-thing she was resolved.
-
-"My dicky-bird, my darling, shall not run such a risk again," she
-thought. "Oh, of course it must be Augusta! No one else could do such
-a fiendish thing. But my darling shall not suffer. I know who will
-care for him."
-
-She put on her hat, took the cage down from the hook, threw a
-handkerchief over it, and went out.
-
-About a mile away there lived a woman with a sick child. Nancy and
-the two Richmond girls had visited this woman once or twice. And Nancy
-had spoken to little Grace of her bird. Grace had been deeply
-interested.
-
-"Oh, if only my poor little Grace could have a bird all to herself!"
-said her mother. "But there! I cannot afford it. I offered to buy her
-a linnet--one can get linnets quite cheap--but she would not have it.
-'No, mother,' she said, 'I would not take the liberty from an English
-bird. It is a canary I want. I'd like to have one more than anything
-else in the world.'"
-
-Nancy had made up her mind now to give her treasured bird to Grace.
-She was relieved to see that no one was about. She walked slowly for
-fear of spilling the water in the cage. Presently she entered the
-woods, and setting the cage down on the ground, she removed the
-handkerchief, and threw herself on her face and hands close to the
-bird. She pressed her pretty, gentle face up against the bars of the
-cage, whistling softly to Sunbeam. He sidled up to her, and presently
-printed a soft kiss from his beak on her rosy lips.
-
-"They say that I starve you, darling," said Nancy. "You know better,
-don't you? But you sha'n't ever run such an awful risk again, my own
-little bird. You sha'n't be at the mercy of any cruel girl. I would
-sooner part from you. You will soon forget me, my little dicky-bird,
-but I will never, never forget you. Come, you shall go to a good
-home--to a little girl who will be kind to you."
-
-She walked on through the wood holding the cage, and presently she
-reached Mrs. Hammond's cottage. The day was hot with a languorous sort
-of heat. There was little or no wind, and thunder rumbled in the sky.
-
-Grace had been very tired all that morning; her back ached, and life
-seemed weary. She had refused her dinner, and had turned away from all
-her mother's attempts at consolation. When Nancy's tap was heard on
-the door, Mrs. Hammond threw down her sewing and went to open it. A
-pale little girl with bright eyes, holding a cage in her hand, stood
-without.
-
-"Why, if it ain't one of the dear little ladies from Fairleigh!" cried
-the widow. "My Grace is very poorly to-day, but a sight of you will do
-her a lot of good, miss."
-
-"I have brought a bird for her--my own bird. May I go in and see her
-at once?" said Nancy.
-
-[Illustration: "I have brought a bird for her--my own bird. May I go
-in and see her at once?" said Nancy.]
-
-"A bird!" cried the mother. "Oh, won't it be just heaven to her? Yes,
-she is very poorly, and so dull; but a bird all her own---- Oh, I say,
-miss! come this way at once.--Grace, here is somebody to cheer you
-up," continued Mrs. Hammond.--"Come right in, miss; I will stay in the
-kitchen while you talk to her."
-
-So Nancy entered with Sunbeam in his pretty coloured cage.
-
-Grace, who had been lying down, started up in her delight.
-
-"For me! It can't be," she exclaimed. "You have brought him to see me,
-miss. Oh, ain't he just pretty?"
-
-"I have brought him to give him to you," cried Nancy. "He is your very
-own from this minute. You will be kind to him, won't you?"
-
-"Kind to him! Oh miss--oh miss!"
-
-"You will never forget his water nor his seed?"
-
-"As if I could, miss!"
-
-"And you won't let the cats get to him?"
-
-"We ain't got a cat, miss. He shall stay with me morning and night.
-Oh, Miss Nancy, I'll get well now; I feel that I will. Oh, the joy of
-having him! How can I thank you? But there! I can't even try to."
-
-"Don't try, Grace; your face is thanks enough. No, I won't stay. He
-will want lots of water; and here is a whole canister of seed--every
-sort. You must dry his cage after he has his bath. I give him his bath
-every morning before I clean and feed him.--Good-bye, my Sunbeam."
-
-Nancy bent towards the cage. Her curly hair fell across her face, and
-even the little sick girl did not notice the tears in her eyes. She
-ran out of the cottage before Mrs. Hammond could interrupt her.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXVII.
-
-"WAS THAT THE REASON?"
-
-
-After breakfast the next morning Miss Roy felt a strong desire to go
-into Nancy's bedroom. The fact was, she had dreamt of the starving
-bird the night before. She quite longed to see for herself that the
-little prisoner was attended to, that he was bright and cheerful and
-happy. But she scarcely liked to do this, for it seemed like doubting
-Nancy.
-
-Nancy was avoiding Miss Roy. She was spending most of her time in the
-open air, and very often she would go away quite by herself. As she
-complained of nothing, however, and ate her meals all right, no one
-remarked on her strange conduct. Miss Roy said to herself that Nancy
-was repenting of what she had done.
-
-"I shall try to find out from her if she has ever neglected the bird
-before," she thought.
-
-The morning pursued the even tenor of its way. The four girls went out
-on the water with Captain Richmond; and Miss Roy, at last overcome by
-her desire to see the canary, went into Nancy's bedroom. She uttered
-an exclamation when she saw the hook on which the cage used to hang.
-What could have happened? Where was the bird? She went downstairs to
-see if it had been removed to the schoolroom. It was not there. She
-then questioned the housemaid, but beyond the fact that she had not
-seen the bird when she went to draw down the blinds on the previous
-evening, the girl could tell her nothing.
-
-"This must be inquired into," said Miss Roy to herself; and when the
-girls came in she spoke to Nancy, doing so openly before the others.
-
-"Nancy," she said, "I happened to go into your bedroom, and I could
-not see your bird there. What have you done with Sunbeam?"
-
-Augusta immediately fixed her bold eyes on Nancy's face. The other
-girls looked up, wondering. They knew how passionately Nancy adored
-her bird.
-
-"Well, Nancy, why don't you speak?" said her governess.
-
-Just then Captain Richmond appeared.
-
-"Why, Miss Roy," he said, "what is this solemn conclave? I heard you
-ask Nancy something.--What is it, Nancy?"
-
-"You asked me about my bird," said Nancy, raising her head and
-speaking bravely. "I have given him away."
-
-"Nancy! you have given Sunbeam away?" cried Kitty.
-
-"Yes. I took him yesterday to a little girl--you know her, Nora--you
-remember her, Kitty--Grace Hammond. She wanted a bird, and I gave her
-Sunbeam. He was my own, and I could do what I liked with him. Don't
-keep me, please."
-
-She pushed past the girls. Her manner was almost rude. Before any one
-could utter an additional word she had left the room.
-
-"What does this mean?" said Captain Richmond.
-
-"I think it is very generous of Nancy," here exclaimed Augusta.
-
-But no one else applauded Nancy for her generosity. There was a weight
-in the air which every one felt.
-
-Immediately after lunch Captain Richmond went away to pay a round of
-calls. Miss Roy retired to her own room--she happened to have a very
-acute headache--and the four girls were alone.
-
-Kitty fixed her eyes on Nan. Nan shuffled uncomfortably with her feet.
-
-"Where are you going?" cried Nora. "It is such a lovely day," she
-continued, "can we not all go for a ramble on the seashore?"
-
-"I am not going with you," replied Nancy. Her tone was almost rude.
-She left the room, slamming the door after her.
-
-Augusta raised her brows. Getting up daintily, she went out by the
-open window. The two little Richmond girls thus found themselves
-alone.
-
-"Oh Kit," cried Nora, "what can be happening? I am quite unhappy; I
-don't like this at all."
-
-"Come out, Nora," answered Kitty; "we can talk better in the open
-air."
-
-They went out, linking their arms round one another, and paced slowly
-up and down. Augusta was lying lazily in a hammock near by. She
-watched them.
-
-"How they love each other!" she said to herself. "I never saw such
-affectionate sisters. But they are a dull little pair all the same.
-They are the sort of girls who will never do anything very wrong, and
-perhaps, on the other hand, never do anything very good. I know the
-sort. They will be medium all their days--medium pretty, too. Even Nan
-is better fun than Kitty and Nora. Now they are discussing her. I see
-it by the way Kitty nods her head, and Nora looks at her and then
-looks away again; and they are twining their arms tighter round each
-other. They are very sorry for Nan, but they don't understand her.
-Even I understand that poor, miserable mite better than they do. I
-have a hold over my little lady, and I must tighten the knot--and very
-quickly, too, for Miss Nancy must help me to-morrow night. But now to
-find out what they are really saying, for Nancy will have to be
-protected by me in one sense in order that I may use her in another."
-
-So Augusta slipped out of her hammock, and approached the little
-girls.
-
-"What a wonderful confab!" she said. "Shall I guess what it is all
-about?"
-
-"Oh no, Gussie; I wish you would go away," exclaimed Nora. "Kitty and
-I are having _quite_ a private talk all by ourselves."
-
-"But do let me guess what it is about," answered Augusta. "Now then,
-see if I am not right. You are talking about the little favourite and
-her pet canary."
-
-"Yes; but what has that to do with you?" answered Kitty.
-
-"My dear Kit, what a way to speak to your cousin! Now, let me tell you
-that it has a great deal to do with me. If I were you I would not
-worry Nancy; she has reasons for what she has done."
-
-"But why give her canary away?" said Kitty. "Nora and I subscribed
-together and gave it to her, and she seemed so pleased. It was rather
-difficult to get enough money, but when we saw how _awfully_
-delighted she was, we felt that that made up for everything."
-
-"It was good-natured of you," said Augusta. "I forgot that you had
-given it to her. Poor old Nan!"
-
-"But why do you call her poor old Nan? I don't see that she is to be
-pitied at all. We have always been very fond of her, but we cannot see
-that she has done right in giving away her bird."
-
-"Dear me," said Augusta, "what a fuss! If you gave her the bird it was
-her own, to do what she liked with. She took a fit of pity for that
-poor sick girl, Grace Hammond, and gave her the bird. Grace wants the
-bird far more than Nancy does, for she lies on her back most of the
-day in a shabby little room. I think it was extremely kind and
-self-sacrificing of Nan, and she ought to be petted, not scolded."
-
-"I never thought of that," said Nora. "Of course, Gussie, you are
-right. Dear old Nan! Yes, it was sweet of her, and I suppose she felt
-it awfully."
-
-"Couldn't you see for yourselves? Why, she scarcely ate any lunch, and
-ran off to her room soon afterwards. Oh, for goodness' sake," added
-Augusta, "don't make a mystery out of nothing! She gave the bird
-because the girl was ill and wanted it, and there the matter ends."
-
-Augusta ran off, and Kitty and Nora owned that they felt considerably
-cheered.
-
-When they saw Nancy next, Kitty ran up to her, kissed her, and said:
-
-"We are neither of us angry now."
-
-"What do you mean?" answered Nancy.
-
-"About the bird, you know."
-
-"But were you angry with me, Kitty?"
-
-"Why, yes, Nancy; we both were a little. We gave it to you, you know,
-and we had to save up a good bit to get a really nice one."
-
-"I forgot about that," said Nancy.
-
-"But you did quite right, Nancy," said Nora; "and we are not a scrap
-angry now. We are so glad that the little girl should have it; she
-must have wanted it far more than you did. It was very brave of you to
-give it to her, Nan, and we both love you more than ever."
-
-"But I didn't give it to Grace to comfort her--not for a single
-moment," said Nancy; and then she stopped short and faced the two
-little Richmond girls, and said emphatically: "Don't let us talk any
-more about Sunbeam, for if you do I shall break my heart. Oh, how you
-do stare, Kitty! You look quite silly with your mouth open. Come, who
-will race me to the end of the avenue?"
-
-Away the three went, flying as if on the wings of the wind. They came
-bang up against Captain Richmond, who was returning from his calls.
-
-"Hullo!" he said. "Well won, Nancy; you are considerably ahead of the
-others. Is it a race or what?"
-
-The three were now all laughing heartily; but when she got back her
-breath, Nancy's face looked paler than its wont. The Captain noticed
-it, and holding out his hand, clasped hers.
-
-"Come here," he said. "Are you fretting about your bird? What is
-wrong?"
-
-Tears filled Nancy's eyes; she could not speak.
-
-"Don't question her, please, Uncle Pete," said Kitty. "She has been
-quite, quite darling and sweet about Sunbeam. But she must not be
-questioned. Only if you stoop down I will tell you in a whisper.--Go
-on, Nancy; walk on with Nora."
-
-"Please don't talk about it," said Nancy in an imploring voice; but
-she took Nora's hand and walked on in front.
-
-"Stoop, Uncle Pete; she must not hear," said Kitty. "She gave her
-darling Sunbeam, whom she loves so passionately, to that little sick
-girl in the wood--Grace Hammond--because the little girl wants the
-bird more than she does."
-
-"Was that the reason? Oh, how pleased I am!" said the Captain.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXVIII.
-
-"IS WRONG RIGHT?"
-
-
-The day arrived when Augusta was to go to the Cinderella dance at the
-Asprays'. All her plans were made. She was to go unknown to her
-family. She was to return equally unknown. As far as she was
-concerned, not a single member of the Richmond family was ever to
-discover this escapade.
-
-How delicious the whole thing sounded! How she would enjoy herself!
-She was to be daring and disobedient: she was to defy all the laws
-which ruled her life. She was to slip away under cover of the
-darkness, and come back again in the small hours, and no one was to
-know. She was to wear her prettiest dress, and dance, and be merry;
-and no one was to find out. And all the time she would pose as the best
-of girls--the noblest member of Captain Richmond's battalion--the
-soldier who on the great day of the prize-giving would be presented
-with the Royal Cross.
-
-"Some day, perhaps, I will tell them," she said to herself--"some
-long, happy, delicious day in the future, when I have been to Paris
-and got all my fun out of that; when I am engaged to a sort of prince,
-when my trousseau is being made, when my wedding presents are
-arriving. When life can scarcely present me with anything more, then,
-_perhaps_, I will tell how I slipped out and went to a dance in
-the dead of night, and came back, and no one ever found out. I will
-tell then of my pleasure. But, oh, the present fun--the present fun!"
-
-Now, for a long time Augusta had made up her mind that she would tell
-her secret to no one; but on looking into matters she feared it would
-be absolutely impossible for her to get back again into the house if
-she had not a confederate. The right person to share it--the only one,
-indeed, who could possibly help her--was Nan. Nan must make things
-possible for her. She thought she knew a way of making her do this.
-
-Accordingly, after breakfast on the auspicious day, Augusta called the
-little girl into her room.
-
-"Come here, Nancy," she said. "Come close to me; I want to look at
-you. Do you know that you are an extremely pretty girl? When you are
-grown-up you will be very much better-looking than either Kitty or
-Nora. I only wish I had a face like yours. Such splendid eyes, and such
-thick hair, and---- Why, what is the matter?"
-
-"Only I hate being flattered," answered Nancy.
-
-"Oh, as to that," replied Augusta, giving her head a toss, "I am
-the last person to flatter any one; but you are so strange, Nancy,
-one doesn't know how to take you. However, to the point. I am in
-reality, although you don't think it, your very good friend. I am
-always taking your part--_always_, Nancy. Oh! it is useless for you to
-shake your head and look so glum and obstinate; it is a fact. And
-now---- Why, child, how you stare!"
-
-"What do you want me to do, Augusta?" said Nan.
-
-Augusta could not help bursting out laughing.
-
-"What a cute young un it is!" she said. "You are quite right, Nancy
-mine; I do require a little favour, which I hope you will grant--just
-a tiny thing, Nancy. Will you grant it to your own poor Gussie who
-loves you so much?"
-
-"Tell me what it is, Augusta."
-
-"Oh, how downright we are! Well, listen; it is for your private ear,
-little Nan. Your dear Augusta is disposed to have a bit of a
-spree--just a tiny morsel of adventure on her own account--something
-not a bit wrong, but something that no one in the house, except sweet
-Nancy, is to know about. Will Nancy help Augusta, or will she not?"
-
-"I would rather not, Gussie. I would rather not, really. I know it is
-not right. I am so tired--oh, so dreadfully tired!--of doing naughty
-things for you. Please don't ask me; and please don't do it,
-Gussie--please, please don't."
-
-Augusta laughed again.
-
-"What a sweet, touching little plea!" she said. "But just too late, my
-dear. Augusta is going to have her fun, and whether you help or not,
-she intends to go through with it. You can make things easy for me,
-and I shall get into no scrape, and be your humble and devoted servant
-for ever after; or you can refuse, and I shall still do the naughty
-thing--although, in that case, with a certain amount of risk. Will you
-subject me to that, Nancy, when _you_ alone can make it quite
-safe?"
-
-"I don't see why I shouldn't," replied Nancy. "If you choose to be
-very naughty, why should I be naughty too?"
-
-"Oh darling, you are quaint; you really are the most _naive_
-creature I have ever come across. Now let me explain. I shall really
-not be naughty at all. It is not as if my own father and mother or
-Aunt Jessie were here. I owe no oath of fealty to that delightful
-model, Uncle Peter; if he disapproves, that is his own lookout. In
-short, Nancy, this is it (I will let the cat out of the bag): I want
-to go to-night to a small dance--the most harmless, childish little
-dance--at the Asprays'. Flora and I have arranged everything, and I am
-to meet her at the other side of our wood. She drives me to their
-house in a dogcart, and will bring me back again. And what I want you,
-sweet Nancy, to do is to open the door for me--the hall door,
-darling--yes, no less. I shall fling some gravel up to this
-window--for you must sleep here to-night, Nancy--and when you hear it
-you must patter, patter, patter downstairs on your ten little pink
-toes and open the door for your darling, who will slip in and bless
-you ever after."
-
-"I am not going to do it," said Nancy. "It is very, very wicked
-indeed, and I won't do it."
-
-"Oh, come, how high and mighty we are!"
-
-"I won't do it, Gussie. I won't tell, of course; but let me go,
-please. I don't want to be in the room with you. I don't like you at
-all, Augusta. I don't want to have anything more to do with you."
-
-Nancy backed away; her eyes were full of fear. Augusta's eyes flashed
-with downright anger.
-
-"It doesn't matter to me," she said, "whether you like me or not.
-Before long now our dealings with each other will be at an end. But I
-should like to keep in the good graces of the family till after
-prize-day. Nancy, I could make it worth your while. You have done a
-good many wrong things since you and I made each other's acquaintance.
-You have been unhappy about it. Do you remember that paper you made me
-write, in which I promised to give you leave to tell your own story
-when we got back to town?"
-
-"Of course," said Nancy, "I remember all about it; it is the comfort
-of my life."
-
-"I thought so, and that is why I saved it for you."
-
-"_You_ saved it for _me_! _You!_ I have it myself in my desk in
-my room."
-
-"Once that little desk was left open," said Augusta, "and a bird of
-the air came and informed somebody of the fact; and somebody, guided
-by that mischievous little bird, went to see, and found that the
-songster was right. Behold!"
-
-As she spoke Augusta opened a drawer and took out a sheet of paper,
-and held it high above Nancy's head.
-
-"Oh, how mean and dreadful you are!" said Nancy. "Give it back; give
-it back."
-
-"Certainly--to-morrow morning, after you have let me in."
-
-"Gussie, what am I to do? I cannot"----
-
-"Now listen. I will give this back to you to-morrow morning. I will do
-more for you--to-morrow morning. You are in trouble about your bird
-Sunbeam. The supposition all over the house is that you neglected
-it--forgot its water and its seed--in short, that but for Miss Roy
-your pretty bird would have died of starvation. Now, I can put that
-right for you--to-morrow morning. And there is another thing. Has it
-never occurred to you to wonder why Mrs. Richmond, who is no relation
-at all, is so good--so very good--to you? I can tell you that story,
-and I can also explain about something with regard to the Asprays
-which will put you into such a comfortable position that you will
-literally have two homes to choose from, having absolute and complete
-right to live in either. Few girls are as lucky as that. You can hold
-up your head very high, Nancy Esterleigh, after I have told you what I
-shall tell you--to-morrow morning. Now, having had several little
-escapades with your conscience, will you have one more--the last--and
-so put yourself into such a position that the worries of the past need
-be worries no longer?"
-
-"Is it true that you can tell me all these things?" said Nancy.
-
-"True as I am standing here."
-
-"All about Mrs. Richmond?"
-
-"All about Mrs. Richmond."
-
-"And the true story about my darling, darling bird?"
-
-"I can clear you as regards the charge of cruelty; is not that
-sufficient? There, Nancy, you are yielding; I thought you were."
-
-"I don't know whether I am yielding or not," said Nancy, "_but_
-you are tempting me;" and she ran across the room to the window. She
-looked out. Kitty was going past with her apron full of corn; she was
-about to feed the fowls in the farmyard. Seeing Nancy, she called out
-to her:
-
-"There is a fresh brood of the downiest and sweetest little chicks
-out, Nancy; won't you come and see them?"
-
-"Yes," called back Nancy; "in five minutes."
-
-"I will wait for you under the window if you will be quick," cried
-Kitty.
-
-Nancy turned with an eager face to Augusta.
-
-"Tell me exactly--exactly what you want me to do," she said.
-
-"Oh, you little duck, you darling!" said Augusta. "How happy you will
-be this time to-morrow! And _how_ obliged to you I am!"
-
-"Only tell me quick, Augusta."
-
-"Well, it is this, you little love--this, and this only. You must be
-pretty loving to me to-day. You must, as it were, fawn on me, come
-close to me after dinner and snuggle up to me, slip your hand inside
-my arm, and all that sort of thing--you understand. And you are to say
-to me before the others--Uncle Peter and all the rest--you are to say,
-'Gussie darling, _may I_ sleep with you to-night?' And I am to
-say 'No;' and you are to coax and coax me, and in the end I am to
-yield. You are to do it in your very, very prettiest way, Nancy, and
-the others are to hear you. Then, to-night I am going to pretend to
-have a bit of a headache, and go to my room quite early. And you are
-to say, 'Poor Gussie, her head is bad; I think I will go and bathe it
-with aromatic vinegar;' and you are to slip up to my room, and you
-need not come out again as far as the others are concerned. Then,
-after I am gone, if any one comes to the door, you are to say, 'Hush!
-Gussie's head is very bad;' and of course the some one will go away.
-And then, oh! you are not to sleep, for that would be fatal; you are
-to lie awake thinking over the wonderful things I am going to tell you
-to-morrow. And at about half-past twelve, or perhaps nearer one
-o'clock, I will throw a little gravel up to the window; and then you
-are to slip down, softly, softly, and open the door and let me in.
-Afterwards we _will_ have a time. I will tell you about my
-partners, and how much Mr. Archer, that distinguished American, admires
-me; and I will even repeat to you the compliments they have made to
-me. And then in the morning you will have your reward. This is simple
-enough, isn't it, Nan?"
-
-"Yes," said Nan.
-
-"And you will do it, darling--you will do it?"
-
-"Nancy, Nancy," shouted Kitty from below, "the five minutes are up."
-
-"Yes, I'll do it," answered Nancy. "It is very wicked--awfully
-wicked--but I'll do it;" and she walked out of the room.
-
-"How flushed your cheeks are, Nancy!" said Kitty when the little girl
-joined her.
-
-"Never mind, Kit," answered Nancy in an almost cross tone for her.
-"Come and let us look at the pretty chicks. I am so sick of being
-flattered!"
-
-"Has Augusta been doing that?"
-
-"Oh yes--no--I mean I don't know; but don't let us bother about her."
-
-"You are getting quite fond of Gussie, aren't you, Nan?"
-
-Nan opened her eyes very wide. An emphatic "No" was on her lips, but
-instead she said, "Yes--of course."
-
-They went to the farmyard and spent an hour of what was perfect bliss
-to Kitty, examining the birds. Then they each occupied a hammock in
-the garden. Kitty read a new story-book, and Nancy lay with her eyes
-shut, thinking of the dreadful thing which had befallen her.
-
-"I was wicked before," she said to herself, "but never as wicked as I
-shall be to-night. Oh, how I hate myself! But she has got my paper
-which has her promise that I may tell. She can put things right about
-my darling bird; and she can tell me the story which Mrs. Richmond has
-promised to tell me some day. Oh! she has tempted me, and I will do
-it; I must, for I am too miserable to stay any longer as I am."
-
-"Nancy," said Uncle Peter's voice at that moment, "will you come for a
-walk with me? I want to go down to the seashore; will you be my
-companion?"
-
-"Won't you go, Kitty?" asked Nancy, for the Captain's society was by
-no means to her taste just then.
-
-"I can't," answered Kitty, "for I have promised to go to the village
-with Miss Roy and Nora."
-
-"Do you refuse me?" asked the Captain, putting on his most quizzical
-expression.
-
-"No; of course not, Uncle Peter. I shall be delighted," she answered.
-
-He took her hand and helped her out of her hammock, and they were soon
-going by their favourite walk in the woods to the seashore.
-
-"How silent you are, Nancy! Are you not going to cheer me up and make
-my walk pleasant?" asked Uncle Peter.
-
-"I think I have a headache," replied Nancy. "Anyhow, I feel rather
-dull." Then she looked suddenly up at the Captain, and said with eager
-emphasis, "I know what I really want. I want to ask you a question."
-
-"Certainly, my dear little girl; what is it?"
-
-"Will you answer it without thinking that it has anything to do with
-me?"
-
-"I will try, Nancy."
-
-The Captain's eyes were dancing as he fixed them on Nancy's flushed
-face.
-
-"Oh! please don't look at me like that; it is just an ordinary
-question. Perhaps I was reading a book and came to it; anyhow, that
-explanation will do."
-
-"Yes, as a _preface_; now for the question."
-
-"Is it right," said Nancy--"I mean, could a boy--say a boy, or perhaps
-a girl, or a man, or a woman--could they, any of them, be put in the
-sort of position that they must do wrong to make things come right?
-Would it be possible?"
-
-"I have never heard of the occasion where wrong could be put right by
-that means," said the Captain. "Can you give me an instance? Then,
-perhaps, I could explain better."
-
-"No, I can't give you any instance. I was just thinking about it."
-
-"And it has made you very grave."
-
-"It--oh no, it hasn't made me grave."
-
-"Nancy, it has troubled you."
-
-"Please, Uncle Peter, I was telling you, you know, because of the
-book."
-
-"The book of your heart, Nancy; why don't you confide in me
-altogether?"
-
-"There is nothing to confide; _indeed_ there is not."
-
-"Only if you had known of such a case you would be quite happy?"
-
-"I should be _happier_."
-
-"Then let me tell you quite frankly that I don't think there is such a
-case. When people do wrong they have got to turn round and do right in
-future. But it is impossible, at least to my way of thinking, to do
-further wrong in order to make the old wrong come right."
-
-"I see," said Nancy. Her brow cleared; she took the Captain's hand and
-pressed it warmly. "I am very glad I belong to your battalion," she
-said--"very, very glad."
-
-"Has the fight been difficult, Nancy?"
-
-"You don't know--you will never know---- _Difficult_! Oh yes."
-
-"I am your captain, and again I say you ought to confide in me."
-
-"I will, whatever happens, when we go back to town. And thank you so
-much, Uncle Peter!"
-
-"You will be able to go on reading that book now with a sense of
-satisfaction."
-
-"The book is the story of a fight," said Nancy very slowly. "I think,"
-she added, "the poor, mangled soldier won't cave in to the enemy."
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXIX.
-
-DOWN BY THE WISTARIA.
-
-
-Augusta came down to lunch in high spirits. All was going swimmingly.
-She would have no difficulty now in carrying out her daring scheme.
-The point of danger was practically passed. Nancy sat during lunch at
-the same side as Augusta, so that astute young lady could not manage
-to see her face; but after lunch the beginning of the little programme
-which she had sketched out for Nancy's benefit ought to have been
-begun. The endearing words, the suggestion of the night to be spent
-together, ought to be spoken. But immediately after the meal was over
-Nancy jumped up and ran out of the room.
-
-"Tiresome little thing, is she forgetting?" said Augusta to herself.
-"Oh! perhaps it will do equally well at tea-time."
-
-But at tea-time Nancy was not there, and when Augusta inquired in
-solicitous tones where the little favourite could have hidden herself,
-Nora said:
-
-"Oh! Nancy is not coming back to tea; she has gone for a walk in the
-woods with Miss Roy. She has gone, I think, to see little Grace
-Hammond, and to find out how her bird is."
-
-"Did you want her for anything?" asked Kitty.
-
-"No," replied Augusta crossly; "I just asked where she could be. I am
-very fond of little Nancy."
-
-All Augusta's plans had now to be rearranged. Having got over her
-first wild anger against Nancy, she determined to ignore her, to do
-exactly what she pleased in spite of her, and trust to the little
-girl's promise not to tell unless she were obliged to.
-
-"Of course, she will never be obliged to," said Augusta to herself; "I
-shall take good care of that."
-
-She then sat down and thought over matters. Yes, there was nothing
-whatever for it but to get out of her window, to climb down by the
-wistaria, and at night to return the same way. She could not possibly
-risk the chance of a window being open downstairs.
-
-Fairleigh was an old-fashioned house, with shutters to all the lower
-windows, which were fastened by iron bars. It was situated quite by
-itself, and in a somewhat lonely part of the country, and these
-precautions were considered advisable. Night after night the servants
-closed the shutters and barred them, so there was no possible ingress
-by any of the lower windows.
-
-Augusta considered herself in luck to have a room practically in a
-wing all by herself. She went to the window and looked down. Neither
-Nora nor Kitty would have thought anything of descending to the ground
-and climbing up again by the thick arm of the wistaria which ran all
-round this part of the house. But Augusta was not athletic, and had
-she been less set upon her evening's amusement, she might have
-hesitated at the peril of letting herself down and of returning again
-by such romantic means.
-
-"Nothing venture, nothing have," however, and to go to the party she
-was resolved. She went downstairs, saw Kitty, and said in a voice
-which she rendered quite hollow:
-
-"I am very ill indeed, Kitty; I have one of my desperate headaches. Do
-say good-night to the others, and forget all about me until you see me
-to-morrow morning."
-
-"Are you going to bed?" said Kitty. "It is not seven o'clock yet."
-
-"I must lie down; I cannot hold my head up another moment."
-
-"But can't I do something for you? May I come and bathe your head,
-Gussie? I should like to, really."
-
-"No, thanks," replied Augusta. "I would far rather be alone; quiet is
-all that I require. Don't send me up anything to eat. Don't have me
-disturbed on any account whatever. Good-night, Kitty, and say
-good-night to the others for me; what I want is quiet."
-
-"You do look bad," said Kitty in an affectionate tone. She kissed her
-cousin, and then ran into the grounds. Nora and Uncle Peter were
-enjoying themselves under the shade of a big elm tree.
-
-"I am so sorry about poor Augusta!" said Kitty.
-
-"What about her?" said Uncle Peter.
-
-"She has gone to bed with a bad headache; she says she is not to be
-disturbed. Oh! there is Nancy.--Come right over here, Nancy, and tell
-us about the bird."
-
-"The bird is quite well," answered Nancy.
-
-Her pretty face was pale, and there were big dark shadows under her
-eyes. Uncle Peter stretched out his hand and made room for her to seat
-herself near him.
-
-"Has the wrong been put right?" he whispered.
-
-She coloured and looked up at him.
-
-"No," she answered slowly, speaking almost into his ear. "But the
-wrong is not _more_ wrong than it was this morning."
-
-"What a conundrum!" he said, with a laugh; but his laugh was uneasy,
-and he looked seriously at the child.
-
-"There is something more the matter with her than I had any idea of,"
-was his thought.
-
-"Augusta is ill," here called out Kitty; "she has gone to her room,
-and is not to be disturbed."
-
-Captain Richmond had his arm round Nancy, and he felt a shiver run
-through her frame as Kitty uttered these words.
-
-"What _can_ it all mean?" he said to himself.
-
-Meanwhile Augusta upstairs, even the mere thought of a headache
-forgotten, was getting ready for her party. She put on her prettiest
-white dress; the idea of borrowing a dress from the Asprays was not to
-be thought of for a moment. She tied a pale gold sash round her waist,
-and arranged her hair simply. Finally, she encircled her round and
-pretty throat with a single row of valuable pearls, and slipped a gold
-bangle on her arm. Her dress was pretty and suitable, and she looked
-well in it. She gazed at her own reflection in the glass with
-complacency. As a rule she had very little colour, but it was mounting
-now with a rich damask hue into each of her cheeks. Having attired
-herself all but her dancing-shoes, her gloves, and her fan, she
-slipped on her waterproof. This completely covered the white dress.
-She buttoned it right down, put a cap on her head, and looked out. The
-ground was about five-and-twenty feet away, but it seemed to Augusta
-then to be quite at a giddy distance. For a careful climber there was
-no difficulty in the descent. It was but to place a foot on one branch
-after the other of the wistaria, which spread forth its branches to
-within three feet of the ground, and the deed was done.
-
-In order to make things more safe Augusta had tied a strong cord to
-her window-sash; and then, the time being come and the home party all
-in the house enjoying their supper, she locked her door, put out the
-light, and began her descent. With the aid of the rope she was able to
-manage it, and trembling very much, she finally reached the ground.
-
-Were the moon to come out brightly, and were any one to walk round to
-that part of the house, that person might observe the rope hanging
-from the window, and the window itself a little open. But Augusta must
-take her chance of that. The sky was clouded over, too; it would
-probably rain before long. So much the better for her.
-
-She ran quickly across the grounds and entered the woods. How dark and
-solemn they were at this hour! Had she been less excited she might
-even have felt a little bit afraid. But her excitement kept all
-nervousness at bay.
-
-She ran on and on. Once she stumbled upon the stump of a tree which
-was sticking out of the ground. She fell and slightly grazed her arm,
-jumped up again, and went on.
-
-At last she had reached the farther entrance to the wood. Here Flora,
-with the dogcart, ought to have met her; but there was no Flora and no
-vehicle of any sort in sight. What was to be done? Was it possible
-that Flora could have forgotten? Oh no, that would not be like her
-friend.
-
-Augusta stood still, panting slightly, and feeling, for the first
-time, subdued and a little alarmed. Should she go back and give up all
-her glorious fun for which she had risked so much, or should she go
-forward?
-
-The Asprays' house was two miles away. She made up her mind to walk
-there.
-
-"Oh, how unkind of Flora--how horrid of her!" thought Augusta. "What
-can--what can be the meaning of this? Well, I will get there somehow,
-and shame her to her face."
-
-Accordingly, she started off to walk as fast as she could over the
-dusty roads. It was nearly ten o'clock when she reached the Asprays'.
-She was surprised to see no signs of festivity. A few lights were
-burning in the drawing-room, and a few also in the dining-room. But
-the place wore no air of expectancy or bustle or gaiety.
-
-"What can it mean? Have I come on the wrong night?" thought Augusta.
-
-She ran up the steps and sounded the front-door bell. In a moment the
-butler threw open the door.
-
-"Is Miss Flora in?" asked Augusta, in some wonder.
-
-"Yes, miss; but----
-
-"I want to see her. I must see her at once. Show me somewhere," said
-Augusta in peremptory tones.
-
-"My mistress said, miss, no one was to come into the house, but"----
-
-"Nonsense!" said Augusta. "I will see Miss Flora, and immediately."
-
-The man took Augusta into a small room on the ground floor, switched
-on the light, and left her. In a minute or two Flora rushed in.
-
-"Gussie," she said, "how madly dangerous! What have you done it for?"
-
-"What have you neglected me for?" said Augusta, opening her mackintosh
-and revealing her pretty evening-dress. "What is the matter? This is
-the night of your party, and you promised to meet me outside our wood.
-You never came, and I have walked all the way; and, oh, I am so tired,
-and so dreadfully frightened! What is it, Flo? What is wrong?"
-
-"Then you never got my letter?" said Flora.
-
-"Oh no; but please explain this mystery. I am so tired. Is not there a
-party to-night? Oh, I have gone through such a lot to come! And now
-what can this mean?"
-
-"I am ever so sorry," said Flora. "Mother would be quite mad if she
-knew you had come into the house, Gussie. It is too late for the rest
-of us, unfortunately; but for you"----
-
-"Oh, what is it?"
-
-"It is Constance. She is awfully ill--most fearfully, dangerously ill.
-We have all been with her until this morning, and the doctor says the
-whole house is infected. It is smallpox. Oh, isn't it frightful?"
-
-"Smallpox!" said Augusta.
-
-She would not have feared scarlet-fever or diphtheria. But
-smallpox--that ghastly disease which did not always kill, but which
-took the lovely and the graceful and the gracious and defiled them;
-which made the fair face hideous, destroyed the right proportions, and
-stamped them for life!
-
-Augusta, like every other girl in all the world, was afraid of
-smallpox.
-
-"How was it I never got your letter?" she said.
-
-"It was only known this morning," continued Flo. "Even last night we
-did not think much about it. She was fearfully ill, of course, and I
-slept in her room. But she is subject to bad feverish attacks, and we
-hoped she would get well, and that we need not put off the party. The
-doctor came early this morning; and--she is covered with it. Oh, it is
-frightful! I have been vaccinated, and so has every one else in the
-house. But the doctor says we have all run the gravest risk. There is
-no use in our going away, however, for no one would take us in."
-
-"And is she--is she in danger?" Augusta cried, feeling a slight pang
-of remorse as she remembered Constance's delicate and lovely features.
-
-"Oh, I don't know. They say it is a very bad case; she is quite
-delirious. Oh, it is awful! I saw her this morning, and I would not
-have known her. I am awfully upset, and I feel sick with terror.
-Gussie, you ought not to have come in."
-
-"Perhaps I had better go away," said Augusta. "I am very sorry, of
-course. It was a pity you didn't let me have the letter."
-
-"Mother gave it to the groom to take to you, but I suppose in the
-scare he forgot it. I will speak to him in the morning. Would you like
-him to drive you back now, Gussie? But the dogcart is not quite safe,
-for poor Constance drove in it the day before yesterday. She fainted
-before we brought her home; that was the beginning of her illness."
-
-"I had better walk," said Augusta. "Good-night."
-
-"Good-night. I won't tell mother that you came, as she would be in
-such an awful fright. But I hope you have not run any danger. Perhaps
-you had better tell your doctor and be vaccinated at once.
-Good-night--good-night."
-
-Augusta went away. She did not even turn to kiss Flora. She nodded to
-her vaguely, as though she were not thinking about her, and walked
-down the avenue. When she had gone down a little way she turned and
-looked up at the windows of the room where the sick girl lay
-struggling with death. She gave a shudder, and hurried her footsteps.
-
-What an end to her mad adventure!
-
-She was very tired, and all the excitement which had kept her up
-during the past day was now merged into a great terror. What should
-she do? Had she contracted infection in that terrible house? Ought she
-to be vaccinated?
-
-All her thoughts were for herself. She was more angry with Constance
-than sorry for her. How severely that groom ought to be blamed for not
-delivering the note!
-
-It was after eleven o'clock when she got back to Fairleigh. Had things
-turned out as she expected she would not have got back nearly so soon.
-The house was in darkness except for a light in the library window.
-The window was shut, and so were the shutters, but the light came out
-on the gravel through one or two of the chinks.
-
-Augusta knew that Captain Richmond was there. He generally stayed in
-the library for an hour or so after the others had gone to bed. Just
-for a moment a wild longing came over her to tell him what had
-happened--to seek his advice. If she were infected, had she any right
-to infect the others?
-
-She must not attempt to go back to her room while Captain Richmond was
-in the library, for the library was almost immediately under her room.
-
-"What a nuisance his sitting up so late!" she thought.
-
-She was too tired to walk another step. She sank down on a garden
-seat, wrapped her mackintosh round her, and tried to think; but her
-head was giddy, and her brain in a whirl. Her one and only desire was
-to get back safely to her room--to fling herself on her bed and lose
-consciousness in sleep.
-
-Even the prize, the great and glorious prize, was as nothing to her
-now. Even school in Paris seemed remote and uninteresting. Suppose she
-sickened for smallpox. Suppose her face, so smooth and fair and
-attractive-looking, was altered and made ugly. Suppose she--died.
-
-"Oh, why doesn't that horrid man go to bed?" thought the girl. She
-jumped up and paced about on the grass. She had been too hot; she was
-now too cold.
-
-After a time, to her horror, she heard the shutters being unbarred.
-The window opened, and Captain Richmond put out his head.
-
-"Is anybody there?" he said. "I thought I heard some one speak. Is
-anybody there?"
-
-There was no answer.
-
-Augusta, in terror, was hiding behind a bush of laurustinus.
-
-[Illustration: Augusta in terror was hiding behind a bush of
-laurustinus.]
-
-"I must have fancied it," thought the Captain,
-
-He waited for another minute, then shut the window, refastened the
-shutters, put out the light, and went up to his own room.
-
-Augusta breathed a sigh of relief. Creeping carefully forward, she
-reached the wistaria, and clutching the cord, began cautiously to
-ascend. But if she had been nervous descending from her window, that
-was nothing at all to her present feelings. She was thoroughly
-unstrung, and very tired. When she had nearly reached the top she gave
-a sudden lunge forward, missed the rope, and only saved herself by
-clutching hold of the bare arm of a part of the vine.
-
-In doing so she gave her wrist intolerable pain, and very nearly
-fainted. But the danger in which she found herself steadied her nerves
-sufficiently to enable her to make another great effort, and a moment
-later she was safe inside her room.
-
-"So much for stolen pleasures," thought the miserable girl. "Here I am
-back again, battered, torn--oh, how my wrist aches!--and having run
-into the gravest danger of my whole life. But there! I must only hope
-for the best. Now to untie the cord, put it carefully out of sight,
-shut the window, take off my horrid, useless finery, and get into
-bed."
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXX.
-
-AUGUSTA IS FRIGHTENED.
-
-
-The next day Augusta's wrist was considerably swollen, and she was in
-such pain that when Miss Roy went to see her she immediately said the
-doctor had better be sent for. Augusta herself was scarcely thinking
-of her wrist.
-
-"If I can only see the doctor by himself," she thought, "and get him
-to vaccinate me and say nothing about it. But that is quite
-impossible. And yet, it certainly ought to be done."
-
-The girls were all very kind to Augusta, whose head ached, and who was
-quite willing to remain in bed. But the one question on all the pairs
-of lips was:
-
-"How did you do it, Gussie? How did you give your wrist such an awful
-sprain?"
-
-"I did it shutting the window," said Augusta, jumping at the first
-excuse she could think of. "Oh, it is nothing; I shall get up
-presently. It is not my wrist that I mind so much, but the headache I
-had yesterday evening has not quite gone."
-
-The doctor came, and said the wrist was badly sprained. He bandaged it
-carefully, and told Augusta she must wear her arm in a sling.
-
-"How did you say you did it?" was his final remark.
-
-"In shutting the window," said Augusta. "I slipped somehow."
-
-The doctor made no reply, but he gave Augusta a somewhat searching
-look.
-
-"He doesn't believe me," thought the girl. "I wonder what he thinks I
-have been up to. Have I really such a wicked look? For one who means
-to win the Royal Cross that would never do. That dear, sanctimonious
-Uncle Peter would scent mischief, and my chances would be over."
-
-Augusta put on a very mournful expression. The doctor took his leave,
-assuring her that he would return on the following morning.
-
-"I wish he were a nice, young, handsome doctor," thought Augusta;
-"then perhaps I could coax him to keep my secret for me, and to
-vaccinate me without telling the others. But he is just the most
-stupid sort--middle-aged and matter-of-fact."
-
-She lay back on her pillows, feeling exhausted and languid. She had
-gone through a great deal more than she had any idea of herself on the
-previous night.
-
-The other girls took turn about to come and sit in her room. Nancy
-came early in the afternoon. The day was hot and one of the windows
-was wide open. Nancy sat with her elbows on the window-sill, and now
-and then she looked out.
-
-Augusta pretended to read a book; she did not care to talk to Nancy.
-Presently the little girl's voice sounded in her ear.
-
-"You didn't really sprain your wrist when you shut the window, did
-you?" she asked.
-
-"The less you know, Nancy, the better for you." Augusta answered.
-
-Nancy coloured, and shut her lips. Augusta again took up her book.
-
-"What trash this is!" she said. "I do hate children's books. Is there
-nothing racy and lively in the house?"
-
-"I will go to the library and look," said Nancy.
-
-"Get a novel--a good, rousing love story."
-
-"I don't know what sort of books those are," replied Nancy.
-
-"Oh, you are too good to live, Nancy! You make me perfectly sick. Get
-one of Mrs. Henry Wood's books. I don't much care for her, but she is
-better than no one."
-
-Nancy left the room. She went down to the library and searched for a
-long time, but could not find any of Mrs. Henry Wood's novels, and was
-returning again to Augusta's room when she met the Captain.
-
-"Whither away, Nancy?" he asked in a cheerful tone.
-
-"I am sitting with Augusta," answered Nancy. "She is better, but she
-is not at all like herself. I wanted something exciting for her to
-read."
-
-"Have you found what you wanted?"
-
-"No."
-
-"Come back to the library and we will look together."
-
-They searched along the well-lined walls, and presently Nancy took
-_King Solomon's Mines_ up to Augusta.
-
-"Little stupid! I have read it," said Augusta; and she flung the book
-with passion to the other side of the room.
-
-"You will hurt your wrist if you are so rough," said Nancy. She went
-and stood by the window. She looked out, and suddenly made an
-exclamation.
-
-"Why, Gussie!" she cried.
-
-"Well, what now?"
-
-"How did you do---- Oh, I say! there is your gold bangle hanging on
-one of the small branches of the wistaria--just half-way down. How
-_did_ it get there?"
-
-"Can it be seen?" asked Augusta.
-
-"Seen!" answered Nancy. "Of course it can; it shines like anything."
-
-"Run down at once; go under my window and find out if you can see it
-from below."
-
-"But I am sure I can. Why should I go?"
-
-"Go to oblige me; and be quick, Nancy--be quick."
-
-Nancy went. She returned in a few minutes.
-
-"It can be seen," she said; "and very plainly, too."
-
-"Then you must manage to get it off that branch, Nancy. Do you hear?
-You must."
-
-"I!" cried Nancy. "But how, Gussie? How am I to get down? It is ever
-so many feet away."
-
-"You must climb down."
-
-"But I am afraid of climbing. I always get giddy when I look from any
-height. I daren't do it, Gussie; I should fall on my head and get
-killed."
-
-"You really are the most tiresome child," said Augusta. "Here, stand
-out of my way. Let me look for myself."
-
-Augusta got out of bed, and peeped over the window-sill.
-
-"How very awkward!" she said. "How could it have got there? It must
-have dropped from my arm last night when I went to look out."
-
-"Just before you shut the window?" said Nancy.
-
-"Well, yes. Do you think any one will believe that story?"
-
-"No, I don't," replied Nancy after a moment's pause.
-
-Augusta laughed. "Goosey, goosey, gander!" she said. "I might have
-known that you were not quite such a goose as all that. Now, could we
-not hook it up with an umbrella handle? Do let's try."
-
-Both girls tried, but in vain.
-
-"There is nothing for it, Nancy, but to get the gardener to bring a
-ladder. You must point it out to him, and ask him to take it down.
-Where is the gardener to-day?"
-
-"I don't know," replied Nancy. "I have not seen him."
-
-"Well, you must go and look for him. What are the rest of them doing?"
-
-"We are all going to have tea in the woods."
-
-"And leave me! How unkind!"
-
-"Miss Roy said she would sit with you."
-
-"No, Nancy; she must not. You will have to stay with me. Do you hear?
-You must make up some sort of excuse, and then when they are all away
-we will ask the gardener to get us back the bracelet. Do you hear,
-Nancy? You must do it. I should get into the most horrible scrape
-otherwise; and after the way you deserted me last night it is the very
-least you can do."
-
-"Very well," said Nancy in a low tone. "But I did want to go to the
-woods," she murmured under her breath.
-
-"I know you are to be trusted," said Augusta. "And now I think I may
-have a few minutes' sleep. You can wake me when tea arrives."
-
-Nancy went downstairs and told the others that she intended to stay
-with Augusta. Miss Roy exclaimed:
-
-"My dear, you are looking quite pale. I often feel anxious about you.
-You want the air. You have been with Augusta for ever so long to-day."
-
-"Indeed, I would rather stay," answered Nancy; and she coloured so
-painfully, and there was such an eager, supplicating glance in her
-eyes, that Miss Roy said nothing further.
-
-"What a dear, sweet, unselfish little soul she is!" thought Captain
-Richmond. He was disappointed not to have her company in the woods;
-but as he passed her side he patted her on the shoulder.
-
-"I can quite understand that the brave soldier sometimes denies
-himself," he said.
-
-A lump came into Nancy's throat, but she made no reply.
-
-The party went off, carrying a kettle and a tea-basket. Their voices
-faded away in the distance, and Nancy went up to Augusta.
-
-"They have gone; I have heard them," cried Augusta. "Now fetch the
-gardener, and be very, very quick."
-
-Nancy went downstairs. She raced all over the place, and at last she
-found Simpson, the very worthy old gardener whom Mrs. Richmond always
-employed.
-
-"Can you come with a ladder, and can you come at once?" asked the
-little girl.
-
-"Well now, miss, I am particular busy to-day," was Simpson's answer;
-"but if so be as you want me very bad, why, I'll do what I can for
-you, miss. But if it is for that other young lady----"
-
-"Is it for the other young lady, miss?"
-
-"It is for me, because I want to help her," said Nancy. "She has
-dropped a bracelet--a gold bangle--into the wistaria which grows up to
-her window."
-
-"Oh! I know that wistaria," said Simpson, with a laugh. "It is a good,
-steady sort of tree, and afore now it has been made useful. Well,
-missy, if Miss Augusta has dropped her bangle into the wistaria it can
-wait till to-night. I need not lug a ladder all that way in the midst
-of my other work."
-
-"Oh! she wants you to come _now_; she does indeed, Simpson."
-
-"Then I must go," replied the old man; and presently he and his ladder
-appeared under the window of Augusta's room. Augusta had partly
-dressed, and stood by the window giving directions. When the bangle
-was handed in to her she seized it, but not very graciously.
-
-"Here," she said to Simpson, "is a shilling; and I am much obliged to
-you. You will never speak of it, of course; it is _quite_ a
-private matter, and you must never on any account tell."
-
-"I ain't likely to tell what don't concern me," replied Simpson--"that
-is, I don't tell unless I am arsked. But as to your shilling, miss,
-you can keep it, for I don't want none of it."
-
-[Illustration: "As to your shilling, miss, you can keep it, for I
-don't want none of it."]
-
-He stepped down from the ladder and moved slowly away.
-
-"What a horrid, impertinent old man!" said Augusta when he had
-gone. "But there! the bangle is all right. Put it into my jewellery
-drawer, Nancy. Oh dear! I wonder, Nancy, if you have ever felt
-frightened--scared, you know."
-
-"Yes; once I did," replied Nancy.
-
-"Did you? Oh! I wish you would tell me about it. It would interest me;
-it would be as good as a novel."
-
-"It was when mother was alive," said Nancy. "The doctor said she was
-very ill, that she might be dead in the morning. She did not
-die--not--not then; but I spent an awful night. Yes, I was scared."
-
-"I don't think the account of your being scared sounds very
-fascinating, Nancy," said Augusta. "It is not like my scare."
-
-"But are you scared about something?"
-
-"Yes; I have had a great and terrible scare."
-
-"Won't you tell me?"
-
-"Not yet; I will some time, but not yet. I think I'll get up now; I am
-much better. Come, help me into my dress. We will both be downstairs
-when they come back from the woods."
-
-Nancy helped Augusta to dress, and the two girls went downstairs.
-
-The party from the woods returned about eight o'clock. They were all
-excited, and brimful of news. Miss Roy was the first to speak of it.
-
-"How lucky," she said--"how very, very lucky it is that Mrs. Richmond
-has forbidden you girls to have anything to do with the Asprays!"
-
-"Why?" asked Nancy.
-
-"My dear, a terrible--most terrible--thing has happened. That poor,
-pretty girl Constance is down with malignant smallpox. She is terribly
-ill, and the doctors say not likely to recover. The doctors are
-terribly anxious, and they have sent for a specialist from town."
-
-"How did you hear it?" asked Augusta. She was standing in the shadow,
-and as she spoke she pulled Nancy towards her.
-
-"Keep quiet," she whispered in her ear.--"How did you hear it, Miss
-Roy?" she repeated; and she fixed her eyes, bold and restless, on the
-governess's face.
-
-"Some friends of ours passed through the woods, and they told us," she
-answered. "How terrible it all is! I only wish we could help them,
-poor creatures, but that is not to be thought of. They say the whole
-family are liable to catch it, as the unfortunate girl was with them
-during the first stage of the disease. There is no more fearful
-disease than smallpox. I almost wonder, girls, if your mother would
-like you to remain here."
-
-"Oh! the girls are perfectly safe at Fairleigh," said the Captain. "I
-can take it upon myself to say that. But it may be better for them not
-to go into the town until we find out how the poor girl got the
-complaint."
-
-"Nancy, I am not quite well; will you help me back to my room?"
-Augusta tottered as she spoke, and fell into a chair which stood near.
-
-Both Kitty and Nora rushed up to her, and Miss Roy went to the
-sideboard and fetched a glass of wine.
-
-"Your wrist has hurt you very much, dear," she said. "You ought not to
-have come down. What a very excellent thing that you have not been
-near the Asprays for a long time! It is quite a fortnight since you
-saw any of them."
-
-"Oh, quite--quite!" answered Augusta.
-
-"And now, as you suggested," said Miss Roy, "you had better go to your
-room.--Kitty, you go with your cousin. Nancy ought to have a run in
-the fresh air before night."
-
-"No; I want Nancy. I can't--I won't have any one else," said Augusta.
-
-"And I don't want to go out, really," said Nancy, looking full at Miss
-Roy as she spoke.
-
-The two girls left the room and went upstairs.
-
-The moment they got to her room Augusta said, "Lock the door, Nancy;
-lock it, and come over close to me. Take my hands in yours. Feel how
-cold I am. Feel how I tremble."
-
-"Yes--yes; I know," said Nancy.
-
-"And you know also about my terror--my scare?"
-
-"Yes; I think so. But, Gussie, _were_ you there last night?"
-
-"Yes; in the house--the very house. I saw Flora, and Flora had slept
-in the room with Connie the night before; and they said I ought not to
-have come in, but I went. Oh! I am sure I am infected, and if I get it
-I shall die. Oh Nan! I am sick with terror--sick with terror."
-
-"You must tell," said Nancy. "You must tell Uncle Peter and Miss Roy
-at once. I know they will forgive you and be sorry for you; but,
-Augusta, you must tell."
-
-"Tell!" said Augusta. "You little horror, if you let it out, I don't
-know what I shall not do to you. Of course I won't tell; why should I?
-Tell! Why, that would mean no Paris, no Royal Cross. It would mean
-disgrace; it would mean ruin. I am _never_ going to tell."
-
-"But suppose you get smallpox."
-
-"Will telling save me?"
-
-"But it will save the others. You ought not to be with them. You may
-give it to Kitty and Nora."
-
-"And to Nancy. Now I know why Nancy is so anxious that I should make a
-confession. But I won't tell; and you must not tell. Now sit close to
-me, and let us think. It is a real comfort to have you to confide in.
-There! put your arms round my neck and hug me. Oh dear, how miserable
-I am!"
-
-Augusta was so really wretched, and so genuinely terrified, that Nancy
-could not but pity her. It was impossible to be cross in the midst of
-such agony; and when Augusta crept close to the little girl, and
-squeezed her tight, and laid her head on her shoulder, Nancy found
-herself, in spite of everything, returning her embrace.
-
-"You are a nice little thing," said Augusta--"so soft and petable.
-You don't know how you comfort me and help me to bear up. What I
-really ought to do is to be vaccinated. Dr Earle ought to vaccinate
-me, but I am afraid to speak to him."
-
-"He certainly would tell the others," said Nancy; "and," she added, "I
-must, of course, tell them. You know, Gussie, it would be very,
-_very_ wrong of me to keep this a secret."
-
-Augusta sat still, thinking hard. Notwithstanding her softness and
-gentle appearance, she knew well that Nancy could be obstinate. She
-could be firm; she could be valiant for the truth. Augusta had proved
-all that the day before when the little girl had refused to help her
-in her escapade; so she tried to consider the best possible means of
-securing poor Nancy's silence by guile.
-
-"After all, now that I come to think of it, there would be no use in
-my being vaccinated," she said.
-
-"Why?" Nancy asked. "I thought it was considered a sort of safeguard."
-
-"Yes; but I was done two years back, and I didn't take it. The doctor
-did me twice, and I didn't take it either time, and he said that
-proved I was not liable to smallpox. What a good thing I remembered! I
-am not half so frightened now, for our clever doctor at home must have
-known what he was talking about. Don't you think his opinion worth
-having, Nancy?"
-
-"Yes; it comforts me too," said Nancy. "But still, I am sure you ought
-to tell."
-
-"Now, why, you little goose? Do consider and be sensible, Nan. Oh, you
-must squeeze your arms round my neck again; I do so love to feel them!
-You know I am deeply attached to you, Nancy. I never mean to let you
-go out of my life--never."
-
-"Oh!" answered Nancy.
-
-"And you love me too; don't you, little darling?"
-
-"I--I _pity_ you," said Nancy, her voice trembling.
-
-"Well, well! pity is akin to love. But now to the point at issue.
-Remember what my doctor said. I am almost sure I shall not take the
-smallpox, and there would be no use in vaccinating me, for I certainly
-should not take that; so what would be the good of frightening every
-one? Think of the awful fortnight they would have, not being certain
-any moment whether I should get ill or not."
-
-"Yes, but Nora and Kitty could go away."
-
-"Where would be the use of that? I cannot infect them unless I get it.
-The clothes I wore when I was with Flora are hanging up in my
-cupboard. I have nothing on me that I wore then. Nancy, do believe
-that I am wiser than you. It would be cruel to frighten them all. I
-will tell them _afterwards_--yes, I will tell them afterwards,
-when the fortnight is past, when the danger is over; and meanwhile, if
-you will only be silent, I will do everything for you that I promised
-to do if you had helped me last night. Think what that means: the
-paper I robbed you of returned; and all the story of your past life
-explained. What a time we shall have together! And how wise you will
-be when you know the truth!"
-
-"And my bird--my darling Sunbeam?" whispered Nancy.
-
-"Perhaps I will tell about that too. I am awfully sorry about it. But,
-anyhow, you shall know the two other things, and we will be a good bit
-together for the next few days. Nancy, the moment I feel ill, the
-least little scrap ill, with a headache or anything, I will go away to
-my room, and no one shall see me but you. You are not nervous about
-yourself, are you?"
-
-"Not a scrap," answered Nancy.
-
-"You promise that you will not tell?"
-
-"Oh, I suppose it is frightfully wrong--I am almost sure it is
-frightfully wrong--but you do tempt me; and if what you say is quite
-true--I mean about the vaccination--perhaps it would do no good to
-tell."
-
-"But I'll tell you what you can do. Now that Miss Roy knows about
-Connie, you can put it into her head to have the rest of you
-vaccinated. Oh, my dear Nancy, I feel quite happy at last."
-
-So Nancy yielded. She was sorry enough afterwards, but she yielded,
-being compelled by Augusta's entreaties, by the look in her eyes, and
-the tempting bait she held up for her acceptance.
-
-That night Nancy was in possession of some important pieces of
-information. She knew exactly the position she held with regard to the
-Asprays. She could claim the Asprays' house as her home by right at
-any moment. She could leave Mrs. Richmond, and go to Mr. Aspray and say,
-"You owed my father money, and now I have come to you, and you are
-bound by your own solemn promise to my father to take me and provide
-for me. This is my _right_, and I owe nothing to you, because my
-father helped you with a large sum of money."
-
-This was the news that Nancy was told by Augusta, but she took good
-care not to enlighten the little girl as to how she came by the
-information, Nancy listened with flushed cheeks and shining eyes; and
-presently, tired out, she went away to bed.
-
-"I suppose I ought to be glad," she thought as she laid her head on
-her pillow; "but I am not glad, for I can never consider the Asprays'
-house my own. And, yes--oh yes--I would _rather_ be Mrs.
-Richmond's little charity-girl than be the grandest girl in the world
-as Mr. Aspray's adopted daughter."
-
-This news kept her from thinking so much about the smallpox, and about
-the danger which Augusta had run.
-
-"Nan," said Kitty as she tumbled into bed, "how hot your face is! You
-tire yourself over Gussie."
-
-"Oh, I am all right," said Nancy.
-
-"Isn't it a good thing," said Nora, "that Augusta has not been so much
-with the Asprays? She might have got into most awful danger; but, as
-it is, all is safe."
-
-Nancy was silent, and Kitty gave her a very earnest glance.
-
-"You know something, and you are not going to tell us," she said
-abruptly.
-
-"I wish you would not question me. I have a headache," pleaded Nancy.
-
-"Well, no, we won't. Gussie could not have been so awfully, awfully
-wicked as to disobey Uncle Peter. We do know that she might be guilty
-of tiny sins, but a great monstrous one like that--oh, it is
-impossible! Now, Nan, get into bed and get your headache well. Oh,
-what a pity you were not downstairs to-night! We were discussing all
-about prize-day. Uncle Peter has arranged that it comes off on
-Thursday week--that is, in about ten days from now. Oh, it will be a
-day and a half, I can tell you!"
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXXI.
-
-UNCLE PETER'S CONSIDERING CAP.
-
-
-Certainly prize-day was to lose no outward manifestation of its great
-importance. A telegram had arrived from Mrs. Richmond announcing her
-safe arrival at the Cape. But when she would be back again was quite
-uncertain.
-
-The girls, however, determined to have a right good time in her
-absence; and in this they were aided and abetted by the Captain, who,
-for all his moral qualities, enjoyed a lark with the best.
-
-So far as the special prizes went, they were to be bestowed upon the
-successful candidates in private. "For our battalion is more or less a
-secret one," said the Captain. "We fight, you know, against
-_invisible_ foes, against the powers of the air, so to speak, and
-we don't want _visible_ people--acquaintances, and so on--to
-behold us either in our defeat or victory. I propose that the prizes
-should wind up the day, when all the guests have gone, and the dance
-is over, and the fun is at an end. Then will come the crowning event,
-after which all must necessarily be bathos."
-
-The girls willingly agreed, and preparations were set on foot for the
-festival. Captain Richmond decided that the early part of the day
-should be given up to the poor people of the neighbourhood. There
-should be a dinner on the lawn, followed by games and tea. Several
-prizes for feats of skill were to be offered, and the usual amusements
-provided.
-
-Captain Richmond, who came down to Fairleigh almost every year,
-belonged to a workmen's club and a boys' cricket club, and was
-consequently well known by most of the people in the place.
-Invitations were sent out to quite a hundred poor people, and very
-busy were the Fairleigh servants preparing for the work which lay
-before them. For visitors were also to arrive in the afternoon--the
-several young folks whom the Richmonds happened to know. They were to
-help to entertain the poor people, who were expected to take their
-departure at six o'clock. Then would follow a dance in the great
-drawing-room, ending by supper. Supper would usher in the departure of
-the guests, and after that the successful winner of the Royal Cross
-would be decorated with her great honour. This was the plan, and great
-delight did it cause among the young people.
-
-Augusta was now as gay as the others. She had forgotten all possible
-danger, and except that she avoided speaking of the Asprays, turning a
-little white when the subject of Connie's terrible illness was
-broached, she certainly looked as if nothing ailed her. She was quite
-in her element making preparations for the great prize-day, and proved
-a most useful, clever, and efficient mistress of the ceremonies; for,
-being the eldest girl, Captain Richmond was forced to put her into
-this position. Neither Kitty nor Nora wished for it; and as to Nancy,
-she was of course quite out of the running.
-
-"We must have new dresses for the dance," said Augusta. "We ought to
-send to town for them."
-
-"As to that," replied Captain Richmond, "you must please yourselves,
-girls. I never did know anything about dress; but it seems to me that
-all girls look much alike--that is, as far as their dress is
-concerned. Oh yes, put on something white and feathery-looking; that
-is the correct thing, is it not?"
-
-"Uncle Pete, you are quite too killing!" said Gussie; and she laughed
-with great enjoyment. That afternoon she sent a long letter to her
-mother's dressmaker in town, the result of which was that an
-interesting and mysterious-looking box arrived for her on the day
-before the dance. It was taken straight up to her room, and she
-invited the three other girls and Miss Roy to come and witness the
-unpacking.
-
-"I just do _adore_ finery," said Gussie. "I don't pretend for a
-moment that I am made any other way. I revel in pretty things. No one
-could ever give me too much dress or too many fine feathers. Now
-then"----
-
-The cord of the box was removed, the lid was lifted, and between folds
-of tissue-paper a beautiful white silk, soft as quantities of delicate
-lace and chiffon could make it, was unfolded.
-
-"Isn't it just too sweet?" said Gussie. "Fancy me in it. I wish I were
-quite grown-up so that I might have a train. Well, I shall be grownup
-in two years' time. Two years don't take _very_ long to run--do
-they, Miss Roy?"
-
-"Not when you get as old as I am," said Miss Roy; "but at your age
-they go somewhat slowly. Yes, it is a pretty frock, but, in my
-opinion, a little too dressy for the occasion.--My dear Nora and Kitty
-and Nancy, you will look very countrified beside Augusta."
-
-"Oh, we don't mind," said Nora, with a laugh.
-
-"In fact," said Kitty, "we would rather wear plain washing frocks,
-which can just be put into the tub and come out as fresh as ever."
-
-"Sour grapes," said Augusta. "Now, Nancy here would like a dress of
-this sort.--Wouldn't you, Nancy?"
-
-"Yes--very much," replied Nancy.
-
-Miss Roy gave her a critical and somewhat surprised glance.
-
-"I didn't know that you cared about fine clothes, Nancy," she said.
-
-"Not always; but I should have liked a dress like Augusta's for
-to-morrow. All the same," she added, "I am not going to be unhappy
-about it."
-
-"Put your dress back, dear," said Miss Roy. "I am glad you are
-pleased. And now let us go downstairs. You know, my dears, the news
-about poor Connie Aspray is very serious indeed. She was so ill last
-night that she was not expected to live. If anything were to happen to
-her, our party to-morrow could scarcely take place. However, we must
-hope for the best.--Augusta, you are looking very white and tired; you
-won't be good for anything unless you go to bed soon. Now come down;
-Uncle Peter is waiting for his supper."
-
-After supper that night Kitty ran up to Nora and began to whisper to
-her. Nora looked excited, and nodded her head once or twice. The end
-of the little girls' confab was a sudden rushing of two eager pairs of
-feet all over the grounds looking for Uncle Peter. Eventually the
-Captain was discovered, smoking by himself in an arbour at one end of
-the grounds.
-
-"We knew you by the glow-worm in your mouth," said Nora, with a peal
-of laughter. "And now we want you to do something for us--oh, so very,
-very badly!"
-
-"Well, come, young monkeys," said the Captain, making room for a
-niece to sit on each side of him. "Now then, what is the news? Oh, how
-your eager, silly little hearts beat! What is up, young-uns?"
-
-"It is about Nan," said Nora. "You know, Uncle Pete, that there never
-was a little girl less vain than Nancy."
-
-"My dear child, I am quite willing to believe you; but why should
-Nancy be vain?"
-
-"Oh, you know she is sweetly pretty."
-
-"She is," said the Captain; "she has quite a charming face."
-
-"And we want her to look the very prettiest girl in the room to-morrow
-night. Augusta has such a grand frock, sent all the way from London--a
-flounced and billowed and chiffoned dress, Uncle Pete--and she is so
-conceited about it; and to-night, when we were looking at it, Nancy
-said she would like a frock like that. Poor darling! we were rather
-surprised--though, after all, it did seem quite natural. And, Uncle
-Pete, we want her to have one; and, Uncle Pete, _can_ you manage
-it?"
-
-"Good gracious, my dear child! I know nothing about clothes."
-
-"Oh, couldn't you go to town and see what the very grandest shop
-has--ready-made, you know? Surely there must be something that Nan
-could wear."
-
-"But to-morrow is the day of the festival. Even if I started now to
-London I could not be back in time."
-
-"But couldn't you go to Exeter? You could get to Exeter in an hour and
-a half."
-
-"And find all the shops shut, Nora."
-
-"Couldn't you take the very earliest train tomorrow morning and get
-back in time?"
-
-"I could, of course, only what state should I find this place in
-here?"
-
-"Oh! we will see to that. We will do every single thing in your
-absence."
-
-"What devoted little friends Nan has!"
-
-"Of course we are devoted to our darling; who would not be?" said
-Nora.
-
-"It would be so lovely to see Gussie coming in all bows and smiles and
-curtsies, and with that sort of affected way she has, and then Nancy
-dancing in in her pretty dress, looking more beautiful than Gussie
-could ever look!" said Kitty.
-
-"Really, Kitty, you can be quite eloquent when you please," said the
-Captain. "Well, leave the matter to me."
-
-"You will do it, Uncle Peter; and you will manage the money part?"
-
-"Oh yes, child; I will manage the money part."
-
-"Well then, good-night, _dear_ Uncle Peter; we must be going to
-bed."
-
-They tripped off through the darkness; and the Captain put on his
-considering cap with a vengeance.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXXII.
-
-THE BEGINNING OF THE SHADOW.
-
-
-The day of the party dawned on the world as sunshiny as day could
-dawn. The fierce heat of the sun was tempered by just the right amount
-of breeze. The sultry weather of the past ten days had given place to
-a fresher and clearer atmosphere. All the world ought to have been in
-the best of spirits on such a glorious day in early autumn.
-
-About eleven o'clock Captain Richmond appeared on the scene, carrying
-a square box in his hand. He entered the library, where Miss Roy
-happened to be alone.
-
-Miss Roy's face was preternaturally grave, and when she saw the
-Captain she uttered an exclamation of relief.
-
-"I am so glad you have come!" she said. "I want to speak to you
-badly."
-
-"What is it?" asked Captain Richmond.
-
-"Will you shut the door and turn the key? I don't want any of the
-children to overhear us."
-
-"Where are the children?" asked Captain Richmond.
-
-"Busy all over the place--busy as you might expect such little bees to
-be on such an occasion. Oh, but I forgot! Gussie is lying down; she
-has a slight headache and pain in her back."
-
-"Augusta doesn't seem too strong," said the Captain. "I have heard of
-several headaches lately."
-
-"She is a very queer girl, and I don't understand her," said Miss Roy.
-
-"After all, Miss Roy," said the Captain, "she must be a very good
-girl, for beyond doubt she will be the happy possessor of the Royal
-Cross to-night."
-
-"You don't say so! I am amazed!" answered the governess.
-
-"To tell the truth, I am amazed myself, and a little disappointed. It
-is wrong to say it, but I am. Still, there is no question with regard
-to the matter. Augusta is the only one of the little battalion who has
-not had a single bad mark for conduct."
-
-"I am sure poor Nora and Kitty have tried their best," said Miss Roy,
-standing up for her pupils, as was natural.
-
-"Just so. I am sure you are right. Nevertheless, the poor mites have
-little gray marks for carelessness, untidiness, forgetfulness,
-registered against them on several occasions."
-
-"Yes," said Miss Roy, "that is true. I have entered those marks
-myself, and regret having had to do so."
-
-"What else could you do?" said the Captain. "If there was anything in
-my little scheme, absolute truth and justice were essential."
-
-"What about Nancy?" said Miss Roy, fixing her eyes on the Captain's
-face.
-
-"Nancy!" said the Captain. "Don't you remember?"
-
-"Remember? Oh yes! Could I forget? But I had hoped"----
-
-"What, my dear lady?"
-
-"That some explanation had been arrived at. How is it possible to
-credit a child like Nancy with cruelty?"
-
-But then Miss Roy recalled the incident of the starving canary, and
-her voice faltered as she spoke.
-
-"There is no explanation," said Captain Richmond. "I feel nearly wild
-about it, I assure you. I have thought over the matter until my head
-ached; but the entry was made by my sister-in-law, a woman who does
-not make mistakes. It is impossible there could be anything wrong in
-the entry. What Nancy did we don't know, but that mark takes away even
-the remotest chance of her winning the Royal Cross."
-
-"Then you will tell her," said Miss Roy; "you will at least give her a
-chance of explaining, if any explanation is possible?"
-
-"Yes; I shall have to speak of it at the time. It will be a painful
-moment, but it is only just to the little girl."
-
-"I feel certain," said Miss Roy, "that Nancy will be able to put
-matters right."
-
-But then again she thought of the canary, and once again her speech
-seemed to choke her.
-
-"You must not worry about it," said Captain Richmond. "And now," he
-added in a good-natured tone, "can I do anything for you? Pray command
-me."
-
-"There is something I must speak to you about, Captain
-Richmond--something very serious and painful. I cannot tell you how
-grieved I am that such bad news should reach us on this auspicious
-day. I think it will be our duty to keep what I am about to
-communicate from the young people. Let them have one day of pleasure
-at any rate. But the fact is, poor Constance Aspray is not expected to
-live out the day, and a servant in the house has now developed
-smallpox."
-
-"Indeed!" said the Captain. "How terrible!"
-
-"We cannot put off our guests now," said Miss Roy; "nor would it be
-wise. Any kind of panic at such a time would be sure to make the
-mischief worse. There have been a few other cases in the village, and
-although they have been removed to hospital at once, yet it would
-certainly be best for us to leave here to-morrow morning. I should not
-feel I was fulfilling my duty to Mrs. Richmond if I allowed the
-children to run any further risk."
-
-"Very well," said the Captain, "you must do as you think best. Only
-let them all be happy for this day at least."
-
-He was about to leave the room, when he turned suddenly:
-
-"Could you have this box conveyed to Nancy's bedroom?" he said. "There
-is a little surprise within for her; and I only wish I were able to
-give her the Royal Cross to-night."
-
-Miss Roy promised to attend to Captain Richmond's request, and the
-young man left the house.
-
-Outside, Kitty, Nora, and Nancy were rushing wildly about, arranging
-benches, seeing to the best position for garden chairs, and helping
-here, there, and everywhere. They rushed to the Captain with glad
-welcomes, and he was soon as busy as the rest making preparations for
-the evening.
-
-Lunch was extra early that day, in order to have everything in
-readiness for the advent of the poor people early in the afternoon.
-
-Nancy and the other two girls went up to their rooms, and soon a
-shriek from Nancy brought Kitty and Nora running to her bedroom.
-
-"Oh, is it a fairy--is it--is it? I don't know whether I am on my head
-or on my heels," cried the little girl; "but such a darling, such a
-beauty! Oh, isn't it just sweet? Who gave it to me? Kitty, it can't be
-true; it must be meant for some other little girl."
-
-"No, it isn't. See what is written on that piece of paper," said
-Kitty, whose face was red and her eyes dancing with joy. "See for
-yourself, Nancy; see for yourself."
-
-Nancy read the following words on a little white card:
-
-"From a genie to a good fairy, with compliments."
-
-"Oh, it is quite mysterious!" said Nancy. "But are you certain that I
-am the good fairy?"
-
-"Certain--positive," said Kitty. "Why, I could not wear that dress; it
-is a great deal too small. What a figure of fun I should look with my
-long legs! But it will suit you, Nancy, to perfection. I knew
-that"----
-
-"Hush, Kitty!" said Nora.
-
-"You are hiding something from me," said Nancy.
-
-"Nothing--nothing, truly: but do let us examine it. Is it not
-wonderful to have a genie for a friend?"
-
-"What is a genie?" said Nancy.
-
-"A sort of grown-up fairy--better than a fairy, because he is
-stronger, and he is quite grownup, you know. And if a little girl has
-a genie for a friend, why, anything may happen to her. She might ask
-for anything and she would probably get it. And, oh, what sweet little
-shoes! And the stockings! Well done, Unc"----
-
-"Kitty, you are quite incorrigible," said Nora. "But there, Nan! you
-are in luck; the dress is yours, and you are to wear it to-night. Now
-do come, Kit, for if we don't hurry we shall be late for lunch."
-
-Nancy folded the pretty frock and put it into its box. Kitty's words
-had enlightened her: Uncle Pete was the genie; and, of course, she was
-the good little fairy.
-
-"But am I a good fairy?" thought the child. "Oh, if he only knew! And
-if he could only guess how my heart aches--often, often. I know I have
-no chance of the Royal Cross to-night. I wonder who will get it.
-Gussie hopes that she will. Perhaps she will, for she is so clever; no
-one guesses when Gussie does wrong things--no one but me. Oh, how
-unhappy she has made my life! Well, I must go to her now. I must find
-out if her head is any better."
-
-Nan flew along the corridors, and soon reached Augusta's room, opened
-the door without knocking, and went in.
-
-Augusta was lying in an uneasy doze, and her face was considerably
-flushed.
-
-"It is lunch-time," said Nan; "aren't you coming down?"
-
-"No," said Augusta; "I could not eat anything."
-
-"Are you ill?" asked Nancy in a low, terror-stricken whisper.
-
-"No, I am not a bit ill," said Augusta; "but I have got one of my
-stupid headaches. Don't look so scared, child. Come here, close to me,
-Nan."
-
-"Yes," said Nancy; and she went to Augusta's side and bent over her.
-"You are hot, Gussie; and, oh dear, how your face burns!"
-
-"I always get hot like that when I have these stupid headaches; but it
-is better. I don't feel it when I am lying down. Nancy, has there been
-any news from the Asprays?"
-
-"I have not heard of any," said Nancy.
-
-"Oh, what a relief"----
-
-"We would have heard if--if the worst----" said Nancy.
-
-"Oh, of course; but don't let as think any more about them," said
-Augusta. "And I am not a bit ill, really. Tell them all I am coming
-down this afternoon, but I shall stay quiet until then."
-
-"But won't you have anything to eat, Gussie?"
-
-"No, no; nothing. I could not touch a morsel. Go away now; there's a
-good child."
-
-"Do you know, Gussie, Uncle Pete--a good genie, I mean--has brought
-me such a lovely frock; very like yours, only, I think, nicer. It was
-in a box, and the box was on my bed. I have just unfastened it and
-looked at the frock. But isn't it just too sweet of him?"
-
-"Yes," said Augusta. "Then there will be two of us to look pretty
-to-night."
-
-"I want to look very, very pretty," said Nancy, "just to show Uncle
-Pete how grateful I am to him."
-
-"Well, don't chat any more now; your silly talk makes my head worse
-than ever. Run away now. Only listen; if there is any worse news, be
-sure you let me know."
-
-"Yes," said Nancy; and she left the room.
-
-Augusta tossed from side to side of her bed. Troubled thoughts were
-visiting her. A fear, grave and mighty, was lying dormant in her
-breast; very little would make it start into full growth. She sat up
-presently and pushed the thick hair from her brows.
-
-One of the housemaids came in, and started when she saw Augusta; then
-coming forward, she said in a tone of commiseration:
-
-"Oh, Miss Gussie! I didn't know you were here. And you do look bad,
-miss. Is there much the matter?"
-
-"Only a stupid headache," said Augusta. "It will be all right
-presently. I shall come down to have my fun when those tiresome poor
-people have gone; I am not going before."
-
-"We are all going to have a lark," said the girl, who saw no reason
-for being extra respectful to Augusta, who was no favourite with the
-servants. "There are a lot of them coming; but Gaffer Jones can't, nor
-can old Tilbury."
-
-"Who are they? And why can't they come?" asked Augusta.
-
-"Because of the sickness, miss."
-
-"Sickness!" said Augusta, at once on the alert. "Is any one ill?"
-
-"Three cases of smallpox in the village, miss. But the sick people is
-took to the hospital--two in Gaffer Jones's house, and one in
-Tilbury's--three in all. It do seem sad about that poor, handsome young
-lady."
-
-"Miss Aspray, do you mean?" said Augusta, whose face had now turned
-deadly white.
-
-"Yes, miss--of course."
-
-"She is not dead?"
-
-"No, no, miss. How bad you look! But she is likely to be afore long.
-There! I won't talk to you no more, miss, if I can't do nothing for
-you; but if you would like a cup of tea"----
-
-"No; leave me, please, Jane. All I want is to be quiet."
-
-Jane withdrew, and Augusta flung herself once more on her bed and
-covered her head.
-
-"Of course it is nothing," she said to herself; "only this headache. I
-am safe now, and I won't even think there is anything to fear.
-But--but, oh, the pain in my back!"
-
-Notwithstanding the shadow of illness which rested so darkly over one
-house, and which was already making its cruel and awful presence felt
-in the village, the party at Fairleigh was a merry one. Everything
-was done to make the guests happy. There was no selfish element at
-work, and the guests were delighted--there was no hitch anywhere. Poor
-Augusta upstairs, in pain and terror, was for the time forgotten.
-
-But the gayest time will come to an end, and when the party had run
-races innumerable, swarmed up greasy poles, leapt barriers, and jumped
-about in sacks, and gone through the different feats which are the
-pride and honour of an Englishman's holiday, a good meal followed.
-Then the children of the neighbourhood appeared on the scene, and soon
-after six o'clock the first batch of guests took their leave.
-
-It was now the turn of the young people of the house to rush off to
-their rooms to get ready for the dance, which was to be, in one sense,
-the greatest event of the day.
-
-Nan, with her heart smiting her for having forgotten Augusta so long,
-went first to that young lady's room.
-
-She knocked. Gussie said, "Come in;" and she entered.
-
-"How do I look?" said Augusta.
-
-Nancy started with genuine pleasure when she saw her. She was up, and
-was arrayed in her beautiful frock. The maid Jane had been summoned,
-and had tied all the strings and fastened the different hooks.
-
-"You do look well now, Gussie," said Nancy. "I am so happy!"
-
-Augusta, always a striking-looking girl, looked distinctly handsome
-to-night. The brightness of incipient fever shone in her eyes, making
-them both large and dark; a rich colour mantled her cheeks, and the
-very dread which filled her softened her beauty and gave character to
-her face. Her lovely dress fitted her to perfection, and showed off
-her young graces, making her look quite remarkable.
-
-"How nicely you have your hair done! Did Jane do it?" asked Nancy.
-
-"No; I did it myself."
-
-"And is your headache quite well now?"
-
-"It aches now and then, but it is nothing to signify. When I have
-danced a little I shall be quite all right."
-
-"Oh Gussie! you are shivering, and your face has turned white."
-
-"I must have taken a chill," said Augusta. "I have been like this, off
-and on, all day."
-
-"Have you had anything to eat, Gussie?"
-
-"No; I could not eat. But I should like something to drink. My eyes
-burn, and I am awfully thirsty."
-
-"Oh, there are such piles of ices downstairs! I will go and fetch you
-a strawberry ice."
-
-"You really are a good little thing. But come here. Have you heard
-anything fresh about the Asprays?"
-
-"About the Asprays?" said Nancy. "No--nothing at all."
-
-"But I have. Jane has told me that Constance is worse--so bad that
-they don't think she can recover. And, oh! if Connie dies, I can't--I
-_can't_ bear it."
-
-"Oh, but she won't die! And please--please, Gussie, do bear up. I am
-sure God will spare Constance."
-
-"I don't know. I don't seem able to believe anything--anything good, I
-mean, Nancy. But did I tell you that there are cases in the village?"
-
-"Are there?" said Nancy. "But it can't be true," she added, "for if
-there were Miss Roy would have told us."
-
-"It is true; and I watched the people as they came on the lawn. I
-watched them on purpose. Gaffer Jones was not there, nor was Mrs.
-Tilbury, nor any of her family. Some of the Tilburys are down with it,
-Nancy, and some of the Joneses. And, oh dear! I wish I could get it
-all out of my head--it is so--so dreadful."
-
-"I must rush away to dress," said Nancy. "It is very sad, but we are
-bound to make ourselves happy to-night, and forget such things."
-
-She ran off, having quite forgotten about the ice which she had
-promised to bring to Augusta.
-
-Augusta stood for a long while by the window; then she went
-downstairs.
-
-The final touches had been given to the long supper-table. Nancy was
-right; there were pails full of ice under the sideboard.
-
-"I am so thirsty, Walter; will you give me some ice?" said Augusta.
-
-The man helped her to a strawberry ice, which she ate greedily. "Now I
-will have something to drink," she said; "iced champagne--anything."
-
-There was no iced champagne, but iced claret-cup was forthcoming, and
-Augusta drank it, declaring to herself that she felt vastly better.
-She then went out on the lawn.
-
-There she was met by Uncle Peter in his evening-dress, and soon
-afterwards the three girls joined them.
-
-Nancy looked just as sweet as the genie thought she would when he
-selected her dress. Her face was pale beside the flaming colour which
-painted Augusta's cheeks, but--there was no doubt about it--the little
-girl possessed the rarer sort of beauty. Nancy's was of the spiritual
-order, filling her eyes with sadness and sympathy, and making the
-expression of her little face unworldly and high in tone.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXXIII.
-
-THE CROSS.
-
-
-Never had Augusta looked so well as she did that night. She danced
-quite beautifully, and was really a brilliant young mistress of the
-ceremonies. Many were the admiring glances cast at her, and loud the
-admiration she evoked. For the time being Augusta was unselfish. She
-thought of the comfort and pleasure of her guests. She managed to make
-the awkward ones feel at ease, and the shy ones feel at home; at the
-same time she kept the too forward children in order--in short, she
-was invaluable.
-
-Uncle Peter was especially struck both by her conduct and her
-appearance.
-
-"She really is a fine girl," he said to himself. "There is something
-wonderfully taking about her to-night; and how good she is, and
-self-forgetful! I shall have more pleasure than I had the least idea
-of a few hours ago in presenting her with the Royal Cross."
-
-As these thoughts came to him, he observed that Augusta was standing
-where the full draught of the open door blew upon her thin
-evening-dress. She shivered, and sank down on the nearest chair.
-
-Captain Richmond immediately went to her side.
-
-"Augusta," he said, "have you a dance to spare for me? You haven't
-given me one yet."
-
-"I can give you the present one," she replied at once, "if you will
-sit it out with me."
-
-"With pleasure! Where shall we go? You are in a fearful draught just
-here, and you look positively cold."
-
-"I am shivering," replied Augusta. "Let us go to the conservatory."
-
-They went there. The conservatory was too hot for many people on this
-summer's night, and was comparatively empty. Augusta sank down on a
-seat.
-
-"I will get you a wrap," said the Captain. "You ought not to feel cold
-on a night like this."
-
-"Oh, I am quite all right," she answered. "Don't leave me; let us sit
-down and talk. You are very fond of Nancy, are you not?"
-
-"Of course; we all are," he replied.
-
-"I should like to say----" stammered Augusta.
-
-"What, my dear?"
-
-She paused and looked full at her questioner.
-
-"This," she said: "you know I am not an especially nice girl, but I
-can admire goodness when I see it in others. Now, no one was ever half
-so good as Nancy; and even if appearances seem to have been against
-her, she was far and away the best of us all.--Oh, what am I saying?
-What utter nonsense am I talking? Will you take me back to the
-ballroom, please? I would not miss the next waltz for anything."
-
-"I will take you back when you have explained your last words."
-
-"There is nothing to explain--nothing at all. I spoke quite at random.
-Dear little Nancy! I am as fond of her as you are."
-
-"Listen, Augusta," said the Captain. "I didn't mean to confide in you,
-but I will. You know of the little ceremony which is to take place
-to-night when the dance is over. We are to go into the inner
-drawing-room, and there it will be decided, from what I shall read
-aloud out of the orderly-book, which of you four girls is to receive
-the Royal Cross."
-
-"Of course; I know that," answered Augusta.
-
-"Yes; but listen. There is an entry in the orderly-book against
-Nancy's name which puts her out of the running."
-
-"Puts her out of the running!" whispered Augusta. Her very lips were
-white.
-
-Captain Richmond's eyes seemed like gimlets piercing into her soul.
-
-"There is a charge against Nancy which, made against any child, would
-condemn her--condemn her so utterly that one could not think of her as
-a winner of that great prize which means nobleness of conduct, valour,
-and all the rest. Augusta, you will all know soon, but it does not
-matter my telling you an hour or so before the others. Nancy
-Esterleigh is charged with _cruelty_. Can you, Gussie, help me to
-throw light upon, in her case, such an unnatural accusation?"
-
-There was a wild beating in Augusta's ears; her head ached so terribly
-that she was almost giddy, and a cold chill ran down her back. She
-turned aside and plucked a geranium blossom from a great flowering
-bush near by.
-
-"Can you?" said the Captain again.
-
-"No. How is it possible? The accusation has astonished me."
-
-"There is also that curious thing which happened with regard to her
-bird. Can you throw any light upon that?"
-
-"No--no; a thousand times no. What do you take me for? Do you think I
-would let little Nancy suffer _if_ I could help her?"
-
-"Of course not," said the Captain coldly. "I think the dance has come
-to an end. May I take you back to the ballroom?"
-
-For the rest of that evening Augusta was not still for a single
-moment. When she was not dancing she was walking about. Her laugh
-could be heard gay, almost shrill. Her cheeks wore pink with the flush
-of fever, which those who saw her mistook for health. She was far and
-away the most successful girl at the dance. Even Nancy, beautiful
-little girl as she was, and lovely as she looked in the new frock, was
-not to be compared with her.
-
-But all good things, as well as bad things, come to an end, and
-by-and-by the ball was over. The party broke up; the young folk put on
-their wraps, said good-bye to their hosts, and left Fairleigh. The
-last sound of the last carriage-wheel died away. The four girls, Miss
-Roy, and Captain Richmond faced each other. It was on the stroke of
-midnight.
-
-"How tired you all look!" said Miss Roy. "Shall we defer the further
-ceremony until to-morrow?"
-
-"No," said Captain Richmond; "this is the appointed day. Come at once,
-all of you."
-
-The servants were rushing about, locking up and putting things in
-order. Captain Richmond conducted his party to the front drawing-room,
-and turned the key in the lock. The electric light made the room
-bright as day. The windows looking on to the lawn were wide open. When
-they all entered the room, Captain Richmond opened the drawer, the
-lock of which had been injured by Augusta, and took the orderly-book
-out. At the same moment he put his hand in his pocket and produced a
-small morocco case, which he laid on the table.
-
-"Now, my little soldiers," he said, "the crucial moment of our
-campaign has arrived. You have been under my command, and have also
-been disciplined by my good ally, Sergeant Roy, for the last few
-months; and, on the whole, I trust you feel better, morally and
-physically, for the soldier's life."
-
-"Oh yes, indeed!" cried Nora. "We like it awfully. I hope we are not
-going to cease to be soldiers to-night, Uncle Pete."
-
-"Certainly not, Nora. In one sense you must always be soldiers, but
-whether you remain in my battalion will depend a great deal on
-yourselves. But now to business; you are tired, and we must not
-linger. This book gives, in a condensed form, the history of your
-lives from the moment you enlisted under my banner. Now then, soldiers
-of the True Blue, we will see what it says about you."
-
-Here Captain Richmond opened the book. He looked quickly down the
-pages which related to Nora's life.
-
-"An excellent report on the whole, Nora," he said when he had
-finished, "but conduct not immaculate--a few errors, dear, in the form
-of untidy rooms, lost property, and forgotten duties. Nothing exactly
-serious, but"----
-
-The Captain's "but" was emphatic. Nora turned from pink to white.
-
-"I knew it," she said to her sister. "I never, never expected"----
-
-"Hush!" said Kitty, "Uncle Pete is speaking again."
-
-"Kitty, on the whole you have done better than Nora. Your industry has
-been unparalleled, and, in short, I think you are deserving of a
-prize. If you hadn't been so inveterately careless, my little girl,
-there might have been a chance of my giving you _the_ prize. But
-see here, Kit--here, and here, and here." The Captain laid his finger
-against certain marks in Kitty's record.
-
-Kitty coloured and stepped back.
-
-"I deserve them all," she said.
-
-"Well, that is something worth hearing," he answered with heartiness,
-"for when we know our faults, then is the time when we begin to mend
-them.--Now then, Nancy."
-
-Nancy was standing by an open window. Her face looked serene and
-quiet. She did not for a moment think that she would win the Royal
-Cross; but, at the same time, she did not think there could be any
-grave charge chronicled against her name.
-
-"Nancy, I have something sad to say to you," said the Captain, going
-forward and taking her hand in his as he spoke. "Even still I think
-there must be some explanation."
-
-"What--what," cried Nancy--"what do you mean?"
-
-"Don't tremble so, Nancy. Listen. Your conduct has been
-irreproachable, and your struggle to maintain a high level in morals
-and intellect very great; but, alas! on one occasion you fell--a good
-deep fall, Nancy--you fell from a high ladder."
-
-"I fell from a height! Oh, what do you mean?"
-
-She looked wildly at Augusta, who glanced at Miss Roy. Miss Roy turned
-aside; Augusta's bold eyes were fixed upon her face.
-
-"I have fallen from a height! When? Where? How?"
-
-"Here," said the Captain; "see for yourself. Every one need not know,
-but you must know; read for yourself."
-
-Dizzily the little girl bent her head. For a moment she could see
-nothing. Then she read, as though they were written in letters of
-fire, the dreadful words, "Guilty of cruelty."
-
-She read this aloud and flung back her head.
-
-"_That_ I have never been guilty of. It is a _lie_; it is a
-black lie. I have never been cruel in all my life."
-
-The Captain sighed.
-
-"It is in Aunt Jessie's own handwriting. I am afraid there is no
-refuge from this storm. You had better not add to"----
-
-"Oh! don't say any more; I cannot--cannot stand it," said the child.
-
-She was about to rush through the open window, when Augusta stepped
-forward and held her hand.
-
-"Be quiet," she said--"for my sake."
-
-Again the extraordinary influence which Augusta had over the little
-girl made itself felt. Nancy stood still, allowing Augusta to hold her
-hand within her own hot clasp; she partly turned her back upon the
-others.
-
-"There is no bad mark against your name, Augusta," said the Captain
-after a pause, his voice slightly shaking. "All through these months
-of training and discipline your conduct has been admirable. You have
-been industrious; you have been courteous; you have been kind. You
-have, I doubt not, been also unselfish; therefore I proclaim you the
-happy possessor of the Royal Cross. Come here and let me fasten it
-round your neck."
-
-Augusta came totteringly forward. All eyes were fixed upon her;
-Nancy's, no longer gentle, but fierce and defiant, were raised to
-watch her face, but Augusta would not now look at Nancy.
-
-The Royal Cross was made of deep-blue enamel, inlaid in rich silver.
-It was in the shape of an Irish cross, and was very beautiful. On it
-were engraved the words, _For valour in the fight_. The cross was
-attached to a narrow silver chain. Captain Richmond slipped the chain
-round Augusta's throat, and the deep-blue cross shone on her bare
-white neck.
-
-Just then, before any one could speak, there came on the air the sound
-of a tolling bell. It was distinctly audible. It tolled three times
-and then stopped, three times again and then stopped, and then three
-times once more.
-
-"Some woman has died, poor thing!" said the Captain.
-
-Then the solemn notes rang out again. They sounded sixteen times.
-
-Augusta uttered a cry.
-
-"It is Connie!" she said. "Oh, what shall I do?"
-
-The next instant the wretched girl had fallen in a dead faint on the
-floor.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXXIV.
-
-THE LETTER.
-
-
-The confusion and consternation which followed poor Augusta's utter
-collapse can be better imagined than described. The sick girl was
-tenderly lifted from the ground in Captain Richmond's strong arms. She
-was conveyed to a sofa, and the usual restoratives were administered;
-and when she opened her eyes and cried wildly, "Oh, my head!--oh, my
-back!" Miss Roy motioned to the other children to leave the
-room. Nancy was about to follow the example of the two little Richmond
-girls, when Augusta's feverish eyes rested on her face.
-
-"Don't go. I can't part from you--I can't--I won't.--Let Nancy stay,
-please--please, Miss Roy."
-
-"Stay for the present, dear," said Miss Roy, nodding towards Nancy.
-
-"Oh! let her hold my hand; let her kneel by me; no one else comforts
-me," almost screamed the excited girl.
-
-"You must control yourself, Augusta," said the Captain, speaking now
-in an almost stern voice. "We must get you to your room. If you are
-too weak to walk I will carry you."
-
-"No; I can walk," said Augusta. "I will lean on you if I may. My head
-feels as if it would burst. Oh, is she dead? Nan--Nan, tell me the
-truth. Constance can't--no, she can't be dead."
-
-"We don't know who is dead, dear," said Miss Roy. "We must only hope
-that it is not your poor young friend. Now, don't talk any more; just
-let us get you to your room."
-
-It was with some difficulty that Augusta, who was half-delirious with
-illness, pain, and terror, could be got to her own apartment. At last,
-however, Miss Roy and the Captain succeeded in doing so. She was got
-into bed, and, late as it was, Captain Richmond went for the doctor.
-
-Dr Earle happened to be in, and returned at once with Captain Richmond
-to Fairleigh.
-
-He saw Augusta, took her temperature, examined her very carefully,
-looked into her eyes, felt her pulse, and then called Miss Roy aside.
-
-"She is very ill, poor girl!" said the doctor.
-
-"Her temperature is high, her pulse rapid, and she is undoubtedly very
-feverish. If it were not---- But no, that is impossible."
-
-"What do you mean?" said Miss Roy, in great alarm.
-
-"Oh, nothing. I am sorry I alarmed you. Miss Duncan has not been near
-any infection, has she?"
-
-"No; certainly not."
-
-"We have a few cases of smallpox; but, of course, if she has not been
-in the village she is safe. I am not attending poor Miss Aspray; Dr
-Reynolds is her physician. She was frightfully ill this afternoon; and
-the other sister, Flora, they say, is sickening. Miss Duncan has not
-been near them, has she?"
-
-"No; of that I am positive," replied Miss Roy. "Mrs. Richmond did not
-wish the children to make any fresh friends during her absence, and
-Augusta has had nothing to do with those young people for several
-weeks."
-
-"Oh! then, of course, it is not that--although some of the symptoms
-point to it."
-
-"Dr Earle, you quite terrify me."
-
-"You need not be frightened; of that I am certain. But don't let the
-little girl, Miss Nancy, stay too much in the room; it is never wise
-in these feverish cases. I will call in early in the morning. I trust
-by then the fever will have abated."
-
-The doctor went away. When Miss Roy returned to the sickroom Augusta
-was lying half across the bed, her arms flung round Nancy's neck, who
-was kneeling by her side. As Miss Roy came in she heard Augusta say:
-
-"Take the cross off my neck, Nancy, and put it on yours. I shall die
-if I wear it any longer. It is so heavy--so heavy--like lead--it goes
-through me; it burns through my flesh. Wear it--wear it, to please
-me--to please me."
-
-Nancy began to take the cross off with trembling fingers.
-
-"Let me fasten it round your neck, Nan; then I shall feel better. Oh!
-it is some sort of--some sort of"----
-
-[Illustration: "Let me fasten it round your neck, Nan, then I shall
-feel better."]
-
-The words gradually trailed away into silence. The miserable girl had
-fallen into a broken slumber.
-
-"Get up at once, Nancy," said Miss Roy; "and take that off--do, my
-dear. And--and go away to bed."
-
-Nancy rose to her feet looking pale and scared. The dark blue cross
-with its silver mountings shone up against her white neck. Miss Roy
-herself removed it, and laid it on the table.
-
-"Good-night, darling," she said to the little girl.
-
-"Mayn't I stay?" asked Nancy.
-
-"No; and you are not to come back until I give you leave. Now run
-away; you are looking tired."
-
-"It is not being just tired," said Nan slowly; "it is--the
-other--it--_it kills me_."
-
-"I am very sorry for you, and I don't understand it," said Miss Roy.
-"Perhaps, if you are good and patient, God will give us an explanation
-some day. Now we are all in trouble about Augusta, and must try to
-forget ourselves. Goodnight, dear; go to bed."
-
-"I will," said Nancy.
-
-She walked feebly out of the room. When she reached the door she
-turned and looked again at Augusta; but Augusta's head was buried in
-the bedclothes. Nancy gave another sigh, and shut the door.
-
-All during the night that followed, Miss Roy did not leave the sick
-girl. Captain Richmond waited in the anteroom to give what aid he
-could.
-
-Towards morning Augusta dropped into a more refreshing sleep; but she
-presently awakened, screaming out that Connie was dead, and that she
-could not bear it. Miss Roy did all she could to soothe her, and
-presently called Captain Richmond to the door of the sickroom.
-
-"The day has come," she said. "That poor child is in a frenzy of grief
-and terror about Constance Aspray. How could one guess she loved the
-girl so much?--for they had seldom or never been together. I wish we
-could find out if the passing-bell was tolling for her. To know that
-she is still alive would give poor Augusta more rest than anything
-else."
-
-"It is nearly seven o'clock," said the Captain. "I will stroll down
-towards the village. Doubtless, if it is true, some of the poor people
-will know."
-
-He left the house at once. The morning was beautiful. The dew still
-lay on grass and shrub and flower. The world outside seemed so pure
-and restful after the miserable and restless night through which he
-had just lived. But the heart of the young soldier was full of
-strange, inexplicable fear. He had a dread of something which was
-close at hand--something intangible. He thought of Nancy's face of
-agony the night before; the ring in her voice when she said that the
-charge against her was a lie--a black lie. The words were the words of
-injured innocence. It was, in truth, impossible to associate so gentle
-a child with so strange a crime.
-
-"Who can have done it?" thought the Captain. "Poor little Nancy! I am
-certain--positive--that she is innocent."
-
-He had now reached the village. He walked down the street, and at the
-farther end encountered a somewhat belated milkman hurrying by on his
-rounds. Captain Richmond called out to him:
-
-"Can you tell me for whom the bell was tolling last night?"
-
-"Oh sir, for that poor girl of Mrs. Sherlock. She's been given over in
-consumption for many a day. She died just at midnight, and the ringers
-went at once to toll for her. She had a fancy for the passing-bell,
-and begged that it should be tolled the minute the breath was out of
-her body, poor soul! Yes, sir; God help her, she is out of her misery
-now."
-
-Captain Richmond said one or two suitable words, and, with a great
-sense of relief, continued his walk. There was no use in returning at
-once to the house, so he struck a path which brought him down to the
-seashore. The tide was at the full. He walked along by the edge of the
-shingle. Suddenly he heard his name called, and looking up, saw a lady
-who appeared to be a total stranger.
-
-"You are Captain Richmond, and you live at Fairleigh?" she said. "I
-feel certain I am right from the description I have received of you."
-
-"My name is Richmond," he answered, removing his hat, "and I am
-staying at Fairleigh for the present."
-
-"Now, that is extremely lucky, and will prevent my having to write to
-the house, which might not have been advisable under the
-circumstances. Don't come any nearer, please. You are quite safe with
-six feet of pure air between us. I am Mrs. Aspray."
-
-"Oh, indeed!" said the Captain. "Of course, I have heard of you, Mrs.
-Aspray. We have all been so terribly troubled about your great
-anxiety. May I ask you how your daughter is?"
-
-"My daughter Constance has passed the crisis. She was at death's door
-all yesterday, but about midnight she fell into a refreshing sleep. I
-have left her sleeping now. I have gone through a time enough to
-madden any one, but the doctor is with her at the present moment and
-says that the danger is practically over. I felt I must get a breath
-of fresh air before any one else was stirring. You see, I have been
-with her day and night. Oh, it has been a fearful case--fearful! And
-now poor Flo is down--took ill yesterday morning; the disease declared
-itself last night. Poor Flo gave me a message, which I was to convey
-somehow, in some fashion, to Fairleigh. Providence has brought you
-here, Captain Richmond."
-
-"I will take the message," said the Captain. "Who is it to?"
-
-"To you--to the governess--to whoever has charge of the young people.
-I understand Mrs. Richmond is away. There is a young girl in your house
-of the name of Augusta Duncan, isn't there?"
-
-"Yes."
-
-"She has been a good deal with my girls. She was invited to a dance,
-which was to have taken place on the very day that Constance took ill.
-Without my knowing it, she arrived at our house late that evening.
-Contrary to my orders, she was admitted and saw Flora. Flora only
-confessed to it last night. Of course, Miss Duncan ran risk of
-infection, but it may not be too late--I mean, that you may have time
-to remove the other girls. At any rate, it is only right that you
-should know."
-
-Captain Richmond's face turned very white.
-
-"I am afraid I have given you a shock," said Mrs. Aspray; "but
-perhaps--God knows how I feel this thing!--_perhaps_ I am in
-time."
-
-"Alas! no," he replied. "Augusta is very ill indeed, and another of
-the children has been much with her. Another child who"---- He broke
-off, and his lips trembled. "From what Dr Earle said last night, there
-is small or, indeed, no doubt what Augusta is sickening for. But thank
-you for telling me; anything is better than suspense, and I will do
-what I can."
-
-He turned without another word and went back to Fairleigh.
-
-Mrs. Aspray looked after his retreating figure.
-
-"Poor fellow!" she said to herself. "My news seemed to stun him. What
-an awful pity that Flo kept this thing to herself! I am afraid that
-Augusta cannot be a very nice girl. I did feel annoyed when those
-young people were not inclined to follow up our advances, but I would
-not have one of them in the house under the rose, as it were, on any
-condition whatever. Flo certainly behaved very badly."
-
-The anxious and burdened woman went slowly back to the infected house,
-and Captain Richmond returned to Fairleigh. On his way home he met the
-postman. Among the letters was one which bore the Capetown postmark.
-It was addressed to himself. He looked up at the windows of the house
-where the children, tired out by the excitement of the past day, still
-slept.
-
-"I may as well read what Aunt Jessie has to say out here," he murmured
-to himself.
-
-He sat down on a garden bench and opened the letter, which ran as
-follows:
-
- "My Dear Peter,--You will want to know all my news, which I am
- telling Nora and Kitty in the enclosure which goes with this.
- In the meantime I have something else to tell you. It is
- extraordinary what tricks memory plays one. During the voyage
- we had rather a bad storm; we tossed about a good bit, and
- some of the passengers were considerably frightened. I was not
- among the number; but as I lay awake I kept recalling
- different incidents in the happy home-life. My friend was in
- the berth above mine, and she kept moaning all the time, and
- talking to herself of her terrible loss. Although I pitied
- her, my thoughts would keep going back and back to the life at
- Fairleigh; and, do you know, a sudden quite dreadful memory
- came to me. You know, of course, the orderly-book. Well, my
- dear Peter, I am strongly under the impression that in the
- great hurry of leaving home I turned over two pages when I
- ought to have turned over one. If that is the case I have put
- certain marks into Nancy's entry which ought to have stood
- against Augusta's. I feel so uncomfortable about this that I
- wish you would ascertain for yourself. I don't know whether
- you have yet bestowed the great prize, but I rather gather
- that it is to be awarded in a short time. Well, it so happened
- that on the very day I was obliged to hurry off to my poor
- friend I came across Augusta treating Nancy in a very
- high-handed and cruel manner. I was greatly distressed, and
- entered into the thing as fully as I could. It is not
- necessary, and I have no time now, to give you all the
- circumstances. But the fact is, I had no choice left but to
- give Augusta that evening a mark for cruelty. Now, it would be
- too horrible if that mark, through my carelessness, was
- entered against Nancy. If you have not awarded the prizes, you
- will look into this matter and put it straight; if you have----
- But I won't think of that.
-
- "Long before this reaches you we shall be on our way to Mrs.
- Rashleigh's daughter. I shall not make a long stay. I will
- just remain a night or two, and hurry home by the first boat.
- With much love to everybody.--Your affectionate sister,
-
- "Jessie Richmond."
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXXV.
-
-THE WAY OF TRANSGRESSORS IS HARD.
-
-
-It is a trite saying, illustrated over and over again in many lives,
-that the way of transgressors is hard; and when Augusta lay on her
-sickbed, stricken down by the fell disease, she was paying a bitter
-price for her days of selfishness, hypocrisy, cunning, and cruelty.
-
-When God struck so hard it was impossible for man to say anything. No
-one could have nursed the poor girl more devotedly than did Miss Roy.
-Professional nurses were of course sent for; and Nora and Kitty were
-sent immediately to the house of a cousin who promised to receive them
-and take every care of them. The doctor said, when he learnt all
-particulars, that it would not be safe to send Nancy away. She was not
-allowed to go near Augusta, but she still remained at Fairleigh.
-
-Nan and Captain Richmond had a little talk together. Nan came away
-after that talk and crept into a corner by herself, and cried and
-cried for a long time; then she came back to the Captain, put her arms
-round his neck, and kissed him.
-
-"I don't mind anything now, for _you_ understand, and God
-understands. And please--please forgive poor Gussie; she could not
-have known what she was doing."
-
-But the Captain would make no promises about Augusta.
-
-"We will leave her out for the present," he said. "You and I are happy
-together; we understand each other, and that which rested like a
-nightmare on your poor little soul is lifted. The weather is fine; we
-will spend all our time in the open air, and I will tell you some more
-things about what soldiers do."
-
-So in those dark days the Captain and Nancy became better friends than
-ever.
-
-At last there came the hour when the crisis had passed for Augusta.
-The danger was over--she would get well. Then both the Captain and
-Miss Roy looked with fear at Nan; would she sicken, or would she
-escape the danger? Ten days passed; then slowly--very slowly--the
-fortnight of probation came to an end, and Nancy was still well, still
-smiling, still happy.
-
-"I do believe she will escape," said the Captain. "It seems almost too
-good to be true."
-
-Wonderful as it is to relate, Nancy did not become ill. And when this
-point was clearly ascertained, she was taken to join Nora and Kitty at
-their cousin's house.
-
-There the children had a gay time together while Augusta slowly came
-back to convalescence. Very slow indeed was her recovery, for she had
-taken the complaint badly, and for some time the fresh, fair beauty of
-her face was marred. "But not for ever," said Dr Earle. "By-and-by she
-will recover her looks; but she has had a narrow escape both of her
-life and of her eyesight."
-
-When Augusta was comparatively well again, on an evening in late
-October, Mrs. Richmond arrived at her home.
-
-Augusta was seated by herself in the drawing-room. She sat with her
-back to the light. Her eyes were weak, and she did not like people to
-see more of her poor disfigured face than was absolutely necessary.
-But when Mrs. Richmond came in, and the girl noticed the kindly face,
-so like her own mother's, she uttered a strangled cry, and running
-forward, flung her arms round her neck.
-
-"Oh, Aunt Jessie, it _is_ good to see you. Oh, now I believe I
-shall have a chance of being happy again."
-
-"Yes, my darling, I am glad to have got back. Oh, what I have suffered
-on your account!"
-
-"But don't you know the truth? Hasn't Uncle Pete told you?"
-
-"He came down with me from London, Augusta. And--yes--he has told me
-everything."
-
-"Then you can never really love me again." Mrs. Richmond did not reply
-for a moment; then she said slowly:
-
-"When you lay in great pain and delirium, when you were nigh to death,
-and missed your own mother, and felt, as you must have felt for a
-short time at least, that God Himself was hiding His face from you,
-then was your punishment, Augusta dear. If you have received it in due
-submission and repentance, who am I that I should not love you?"
-
-"And does Nan--does Nan forgive me?"
-
-"She is in the other room. You are quite free from infection; she will
-speak to you in a moment. But, Gussie, before you meet I have one
-little thing to tell you: Nan will never go to the Asprays. She will
-be my child always, for I owe to Nancy just as great a debt as Mr.
-Aspray owed her father. It is an old story, dear, and I will not tell
-it to Nancy yet for she is too young; but I think it right that you
-should hear it. Long, long ago, before you were born, and before your
-mother was married, Nancy's mother and I were friends. But a great
-trouble arrived, for we both--each unknown to the other--loved the
-same man. He cared more for Nancy's mother than he did for me; and
-Nancy's mother loved him with all her heart and soul and strength. I
-didn't know it at the time, although the knowledge came to me
-afterwards. She refused him for my sake. She loved him, and allowed
-him to think she cared nothing at all for him; and she did it
-altogether for me.
-
-"I married him: he was my husband. He was very good to me. I never
-learnt the truth from him. He died, and after his death, somehow, I
-learnt the truth. My dear friend married in time another man. The
-marriage was not happy, and they were terribly poor. He died too, and
-little Nancy was left unprovided for. So I told her mother on her
-deathbed that Nancy would always be my tender care, my most cherished
-darling. Now, Augusta, you know for yourself that she has a right to
-my home and my love and my money. She is no charity-child, but a child
-any mother would be proud of."
-
-"There never was any one like her," said Augusta slowly. "There was a
-time when I was mad with jealousy of her; but I know at last what she
-really is. But, oh, Aunt Jessie! I am tired, and I want to be forgiven
-right out. I have told Uncle Peter everything--every single thing from
-the first. And now let me see Nancy, that she also may forgive me."
-
-THE END.
-
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-
- A VERY NAUGHTY-GIRL. Eight Illustrations by W. Rainey.
-
- MISS NONENTITY. Illustrated by W. Rainey.
-
- LIGHT O' THE MORNING. Eight Illustrations by W. Rainey.
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-
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-
- CATALINA. Eight Illustrations by W. Boucher.
-
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-
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-
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