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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: Folle-Farine + +Author: Ouida + +Release Date: May 20, 2012 [EBook #39745] +[Last updated: November 24, 2012] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-8859-1 + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK FOLLE-FARINE *** + + + + +Produced by David Edwards, Mary Meehan and the Online +Distributed Proofreading Team at http://www.pgdp.net (This +book was produced from scanned images of public domain +material from the Google Print project.) + + + + + + + + + + FOLLE-FARINE. + + By OUIDA, + + AUTHOR OF "STRATHMORE," "CHANDOS," "IDALIA," "TRICOTRIN," "PUCK," + "GRANVILLE DE VIGNE," "UNDER TWO FLAGS," ETC. + + "Un gazetier fumeux qui se croit au flambeau + Dit au pauvre qu'il a noyé dans les ténèbres: + Où donc l'aperçois-tu ce Créateur du Beau? + Ce Rédresseur que tu célèbres!" + + BAUDELAIRE. + + + PHILADELPHIA + J. B. LIPPINCOTT & CO. + 1871. + + Entered according to Act of Congress, in the year 1871, by + + J. B. LIPPINCOTT & CO., + + In the Office of the Librarian of Congress at Washington. + + + + + À + LA MÉMOIRE + D'INGRES, + PEINTRE-POËTE. + + + + +FOLLE-FARINE. + + + + +BOOK I. + + + + +CHAPTER I. + + +Not the wheat itself; not even so much as the chaff; only the dust from +the corn. The dust which no one needs or notices; the mock farina which +flies out from under the two revolving circles of the grindstones; the +impalpable cloud which goes forth to gleam golden in the sun a moment, +and then is scattered--on the wind, into the water, up in the sunlight, +down in the mud. What matters? who cares? + +Only the dust: a mote in the air; a speck in the light; a black spot in +the living daytime; a colorless atom in the immensity of the atmosphere, +borne up one instant to gleam against the sky, dropped down the next to +lie in a fetid ditch. + +Only the dust: the dust that flows out from between the grindstones, +grinding exceeding hard and small, as the religion which calls itself +Love avers that its God does grind the world. + +"It is a nothing, less than nothing. The stones turn; the dust is born; +it has a puff of life; it dies. Who cares? No one. Not the good God; not +any man; not even the devil. It is a thing even devil-deserted. Ah, it +is very like you," said the old miller, watching the millstones. + +Folle-Farine heard--she had heard a hundred times,--and held her peace. + +Folle-Farine: the dust; only the dust. + +As good a name as any other for a nameless creature. The +dust,--sharp-winnowed and rejected of all, as less worthy than even the +shred husks and the shattered stalks. + +Folle-Farine,--she watched the dust fly in and out all day long from +between the grindstones. She only wondered why, if she and the dust were +thus kindred and namesakes, the wind flew away with the dust so +mercifully, and yet never would fly away with her. + +The dust was carried away by the breeze, and wandered wherever it +listed. The dust had a sweet, short, summer-day life of its own ere it +died. If it were worthless, it at least was free. It could lie in the +curl of a green leaf, or on the white breast of a flower. It could +mingle with the golden dust in a lily, and almost seem to be one with +it. It could fly with the thistle-down, and with the feathers of the +dandelion, on every roving wind that blew. + +In a vague dreamy fashion, the child wondered why the dust was so much +better dealt with than she was. + +"Folle-Farine! Folle--Folle--Folle--Farine!" the other children hooted +after her, echoing the name by which the grim humor of her +bitter-tongued taskmaster had called her. She had got used to it, and +answered to it as others to their birthnames. + +It meant that she was a thing utterly useless, absolutely worthless; the +very refuse of the winnowings of the flail of fate. But she accepted +that too, so far as she understood it; she only sometimes wondered in a +dull fierce fashion why, if she and the dust were sisters, the dust had +its wings while she had none. + +All day long the dust flew in and out and about as it liked, through the +open doors, and among the tossing boughs, and through the fresh cool +mists, and down the golden shafts of the sunbeams; and all day long she +stayed in one place and toiled, and was first beaten and then cursed, or +first cursed and then beaten,--which was all the change that her life +knew. For herself, she saw no likeness betwixt her and the dust; for +that escaped from the scourge and flew forth, but she abode under the +flail, always. + +Nevertheless, Folle-Farine was all the name she knew. + +The great black wheel churned and circled in the brook water, and +lichens and ferns and mosses made lovely all the dark, shadowy, silent +place; the red mill roof gleamed in the sun, under a million summer +leaves; the pigeons came and went all day in and out of their holes in +the wall; the sweet scents of ripening fruits in many orchards filled +the air; the great grindstones turned and turned and turned, and the +dust floated forth to dance with the gnat and to play with the sunbeam. + +Folle-Farine sat aloft, on the huge, black, wet timbers above the wheel, +and watched with her thoughtful eyes, and wondered again, after her own +fashion, why her namesake had thus liberty to fly forth whilst she had +none. + +Suddenly a shrill, screaming voice broke the stillness savagely. + +"Little devil!" cried the miller, "go fetch me those sacks, and carry +them within, and pile them; neatly, do you hear? Like the piles of stone +in the road." + +Folle-Farine swung down from the timbers in obedience to the command, +and went to the heap of sacks that lay outside the mill; small sacks, +most of them; all of last year's flour. + +There was an immense gladiolus growing near, in the mill-garden, where +they were; a tall flower all scarlet and gold, and straight as a palm, +with bees sucking into its bells, and butterflies poising on its stem. +She stood a moment looking at its beauty; she was scarce any higher than +its topmost bud, and was in her way beautiful, something after its +fashion. She was a child of six or eight years, with limbs moulded like +sculpture, and brown as the brook water; great lustrous eyes, half +savage and half soft; a mouth like a red pomegranate bud, and straight +dark brows--the brows of the friezes of Egypt. + +Her only clothing was a short white linen kirtle, knotted around her +waist, and falling to her knees; and her skin was burned, by exposure in +the sun, to a golden-brown color, though in texture it was soft as +velvet, and showed all the veins like glass. Standing there in the deep +grass, with the great scarlet flower against her, and purple butterflies +over her head, an artist would have painted her and called her by a +score of names, and described for her some mystical or noble fate: as +Anteros, perhaps, or as the doomed son of Procne, or as some child born +to the Forsaken in the savage forests of Naxos, or conceived by +Persephone, in the eternal night of hell, while still the earth lay +black and barren and fruitless, under the ban and curse of a bereaved +maternity. + +But here she had only one name, Folle-Farine; and here she had only to +labor drearily and stupidly like the cattle of the field; without their +strength, and with barely so much even as their scanty fare and +begrudged bed. + +The sunbeams that fell on her might find out that she had a beauty which +ripened and grew rich under their warmth, like that of a red flower bud +or a golden autumn fruit. But nothing else ever did. In none of the eyes +that looked on her had she any sort of loveliness. She was Folle-Farine; +a little wicked beast that only merited at best a whip and a cruel word, +a broken crust and a malediction; a thing born of the devil, and out of +which the devil needed to be scourged incessantly. + +The sacks were all small; they were the property of the peasant +proprietors of the district,--a district of western Normandy. But though +small they were heavy in proportion to her age and power. She lifted +one, although with effort, yet with the familiarity of an accustomed +action; poised it on her back, clasped it tight with her round slender +arms, and carried it slowly through the open door of the mill. That one +put down upon the bricks, she came for a second,--a third,--a fourth,--a +fifth,--a sixth, working doggedly, patiently and willingly, as a little +donkey works. + +The sacks were in all sixteen; before the seventh she paused. + +It was a hot day in mid-August: she was panting and burning with the +exertion; the bloom in her cheeks had deepened to scarlet; she stood a +moment, resting, bathing her face in the sweet coolness of a white tall +tuft of lilies. + +The miller looked round where he worked, among his beans and cabbages, +and saw. + +"Little mule! Little beast!" he cried. "Would you be lazy--you!--who +have no more right to live at all than an eft, or a stoat, or a toad?" + +And as he spoke he came toward her. He had caught up a piece of rope +with which he had been about to tie his tall beans to a stake, and he +struck the child with it. The sharp cord bit the flesh cruelly, curling +round her bare chest and shoulders, and leaving a livid mark. + +She quivered a little, but she said nothing; she lifted her head and +looked at him, and dropped her hands to her sides. Her great eyes glowed +fiercely; her red curling lips shut tight; her straight brows drew +together. + +"Little devil! Will you work now?" said the miller. "Do you think you +are to stand in the sun and smell at flowers--you? Pouf-f-f!" + +Folle-Farine did not move. + +"Pick up the sacks this moment, little brute," said the miller. "If you +stand still a second before they are all housed, you shall have as many +stripes as there are sacks left untouched. Oh-hè, do you hear?" + +She heard, but she did not move. + +"Do you hear?" he pursued. "As many strokes as there are sacks, little +wretch. Now--I will give you three moments to choose. One!" + +Folle-Farine still stood mute and immovable, her head erect, her arms +crossed on her chest. A small, slender, bronze-hued, half-nude figure +among the ruby hues of the gladioli and the pure snowlike whiteness of +the lilies. + +"Two!" + +She stood in the same attitude, the sacks lying untouched at her feet, a +purple-winged butterfly lighting on her head. + +"Three!" + +She was still mute; still motionless. + +He seized her by the shoulder with one hand, and with the other lifted +the rope. + +It curled round her breast and back, again and again and again; she +shuddered, but she did not utter a single cry. He struck her the ten +times; with the same number of strokes as there remained sacks +uncarried. He did not exert any great strength, for had he used his +uttermost he would have killed her, and she was of value to him; but he +scourged her with a merciless exactitude in the execution of his threat, +and the rope was soon wet with drops of her bright young blood. + +The noonday sun fell golden all around; the deep sweet peace of the +silent country reigned everywhere; the pigeons fled to and fro in and +out of their little arched homes; the millstream flowed on, singing a +pleasant song; now and then a ripe apricot dropped with a low sound on +the turf; close about was all the radiance of summer flowers; of heavy +rich roses, of yellow lime tufts, of sheaves of old-fashioned comely +phlox, and all the delicate shafts of the graceful lilies. And in the +warmth the child shuddered under the scourge; against the light the +black rope curled like a serpent darting to sting; among the sun-fed +blossoms there fell a crimson stain. + +But never a word had she uttered. She endured to the tenth stroke in +silence. + +He flung the cord aside among the grass. "Daughter of devils!--what +strength the devil gives!" he muttered. + +Folle-Farine said nothing. Her face was livid, her back bruised and +lacerated, her eyes still glanced with undaunted scorn and untamed +passion. Still she said nothing; but, as his hand released her, she +darted as noiselessly as a lizard to the water's edge, set her foot on +the lowest range of the woodwork, and in a second leaped aloft to the +highest point, and seated herself astride on that crossbar of black +timber on which she had been throned when he had summoned her first, +above the foam of the churning wheels, and in the deepest shadow of +innumerable leaves. + +Then she lifted up a voice as pure, as strong, as fresh as the voice of +a mavis in May-time, and sang, with reckless indifference, a stave of +song in a language unknown to any of the people of that place; a loud +fierce air, with broken words of curious and most dulcet melody, which +rang loud and defiant, yet melancholy, even in their rebellion, through +the foliage, and above the sound of the loud mill water. + +"It is a chant to the foul fiend," the miller muttered to himself. +"Well, why does he not come and take his own? he would be welcome to +it." + +And he went and sprinkled holy water on his rope, and said an ave or two +over it to exorcise it. + +Every fiber of her childish body ached and throbbed; the stripes on her +shoulders burned like flame; her little brain was dizzy; her little +breast was black with bruises; but still she sang on, clutching the +timber with her hands to keep her from falling into the foam below, and +flashing her fierce proud eyes down through the shade of the leaves. + +"Can one never cut the devil out of her?" muttered the miller, going +back to his work among the beans. + +After awhile the song ceased; the pain she suffered stifled her voice +despite herself; she felt giddy and sick, but she sat there still in the +shadow, holding on by the jutting woodwork, and watching the water foam +and eddy below. + +The hours went away; the golden day died; the grayness of evening stole +the glow from the gladioli and shut up the buds of the roses; the great +lilies gleamed but the whiter in the dimness of twilight; the vesper +chimes were rung from the cathedral two leagues away over the fields. + +The miller stopped the gear of the mill; the grindstones and the +water-wheels were set at rest; the peace of the night came down; the +pigeons flew to roost in their niches; but the sacks still lay unearned +on the grass, and a spider had found time to spin his fairy ropes about +them. + +The miller stood on his threshold, and looked up at her where she sat +aloft in the dusky shades of the leaves. + +"Come down and carry these sacks, little brute," he said. "If not--no +supper for you to-night." + +Folle-Farine obeyed him and came down from the huge black pile slowly, +her bands crossed behind her back, her head erect, her eyes glancing +like the eyes of a wild hawk. + +She walked straight past the sacks, across the dew-laden turf, through +the tufts of the lilies, and so silently into the house. + +The entrance was a wide kitchen, paved with blue and white tiles, clean +as a watercress, filled with the pungent odor of dried herbs, and +furnished with brass pots and pans, with walnut presses, and with +pinewood trestles, and with strange little quaint pictures and images of +saints. On one of the trestles were set a jug of steaming milk, some +rolls of black bread, and a big dish of stewed cabbages. At the meal +there was already seated a lean, brown, wrinkled, careworn old +serving-woman, clad in the blue-gray kirtle and the white head-gear of +Normandy. + +The miller stayed the child at the threshold. + +"Little devil--not a bit nor drop to-night if you do not carry the +sacks." + +Folle-Farine said nothing, but moved on, past the food on the board, +past the images of the saints, past the high lancet window, through +which the moonlight had begun to stream, and out at the opposite door. + +There she climbed a steep winding stairway on to which that door had +opened, pushed aside a little wooden wicket, entered a loft in the roof, +loosened the single garment that she wore, shook it off from her, and +plunged into the fragrant mass of daisied hay and of dry orchard mosses +which served her as a bed. Covered in these, and curled like a dormouse +in its nest, she clasped her hands above her head and sought to forget +in sleep her hunger and her wounds. She was well used to both. + +Below there was a crucifix, with a bleeding god upon it; there was a +little rudely-sculptured representation of the Nativity; there was a +wooden figure of St. Christopher; a portrait of the Madonna, and many +other symbols of the church. But the child went to her bed without a +prayer on her lips, and with a curse on her head and bruises on her +body. + +Sleep, for once, would not come to her. She was too hurt and sore to be +able to lie without pain; the dried grasses, so soft to her usually, +were like thorns beneath the skin that still swelled and smarted from +the stripes of the rope. She was feverish; she tossed and turned in +vain; she suffered too much to be still; she sat up and stared with her +passionate wistful eyes at the leaves that were swaying against the +square casement in the wall, and the moonbeam that shone so cold and +bright across her bed. + +She listened, all her senses awake, to the noises of the house. They +were not many: a cat's mew, a mouse's scratch, the click-clack of the +old woman's step, the shrill monotony of the old man's voice, these were +all. After awhile even these ceased; the wooden shoes clattered up the +wooden stairs, the house became quite still; there was only in the +silence the endless flowing murmur of the water breaking against the +motionless wheels of the mill. + +Neither man nor woman had come near to bring her anything to eat or +drink. She had heard them muttering their prayers before they went to +rest, but no hand unlatched her door. She had no disappointment, because +she had had no hope. + +She had rebellion, because Nature had implanted it in her; but she went +no further. She did not know what it was to hope. She was only a young +wild animal, well used to blows, and drilled by them, but not tamed. + +As soon as the place was silent, she got out of her nest of grass, +slipped on her linen skirt, and opened her casement--a small square hole +in the wall, and merely closed by a loose deal shutter, with a hole cut +in it scarcely bigger than her head. A delicious sudden rush of summer +air met her burning face; a cool cluster of foliage hit her a soft blow +across the eyes as the wind stirred it. They were enough to allure her. + +Like any other young cub of the woods, she had only two instincts--air +and liberty. + +She thrust herself out of the narrow window with the agility that only +is born of frequent custom, and got upon the shelving thatch of a shed +that sloped a foot or so below, slid down the roof, and swung herself by +the jutting bricks of the outhouse wall on to the grass. The housedog, a +brindled mastiff, that roamed loose all night about the mill, growled +and sprang at her; then, seeing who she was, put up his gaunt head and +licked her face, and turned again to resume the rounds of his vigilant +patrol. + +Ere he went, she caught and kissed him, closely and fervently, without +a word. The mastiff was the only living thing that did not hate her; she +was grateful, in a passionate, dumb, unconscious fashion. Then she took +to her feet, ran as swiftly as she could along the margin of the water, +and leaped like a squirrel into the wood, on whose edge the mill-house +stood. + +Once there she was content. + +The silence, the shadows, the darkness where the trees stood thick, the +pale quivering luminance of the moon, the mystical eerie sounds that +fill a woodland by night, all which would have had terror for tamer and +happier creatures of her years, had only for her a vague entranced +delight. Nature had made her without one pulse of fear; and she had +remained too ignorant to have been ever taught it. + +It was still warm with all the balmy breath of midsummer; there were +heavy dews everywhere; here and there, on the surface of the water, +there gleamed the white closed cups of the lotos; through the air there +passed, now and then, the soft, gray, dim body of a night-bird on the +wing; the wood, whose trees were pines, and limes, and maples, was full +of a deep dreamy odor; the mosses that clothed many of the branches +hung, film-like, in the wind in lovely coils and weblike fantasies. + +Around stretched the vast country, dark and silent as in a trance, the +stillness only broken by some faint note of a sheep's bell, some distant +song of a mule-driver passing homeward. + +The child strayed onward through the trees, insensibly soothed and made +glad, she knew not why, by all the dimness and the fragrance round her. + +She stood up to her knees in the shallow freshets that every now and +then broke up through the grasses; she felt the dews, shaken off the +leaves above, fall deliciously upon her face and hair; she filled her +hands with the night-blooming marvel-flower, and drank in its sweetness +as though it were milk and honey; she crouched down and watched her own +eyes look back at her from the dark gliding water of the river. + +Then she threw herself on her back upon the mosses--so cool and moist +that they seemed like balm upon the bruised hot skin--and lay there +looking upward at the swift mute passage of the flitting owls, at the +stately flight of the broad-winged moths, at the movement of the swift +brown bats, at the soft trembling of the foliage in the breeze, at the +great clouds slowly sailing across the brightness of the moon. All these +things were vaguely sweet to her--with the sweetness of freedom, of +love, of idleness, of rest, of all things which her life had never +known: so may the young large-eyed antelope feel the beauty of the +forest in the hot lull of tropic nights, when the speed of the pursuer +has relaxed and the aromatic breath of the panther is no more against +its flank. + +She lay there long, quite motionless, tracing with a sort of voluptuous +delight, all movements in the air, all changes in the clouds, all +shadows in the leaves. All the immense multitude of ephemeral life +which, unheard in the day, fills the earth with innumerable whispering +voices after the sun has set, now stirred in every herb and under every +bough around her. The silvery ghostlike wing of an owl touched her +forehead once. A little dormouse ran across her feet. Strange shapes +floated across the cold white surface of the water. Quaint things, +hairy, film-winged, swam between her and the stars. But none of these +things had terror for her; they were things of the night, with which she +felt vaguely the instinct of kinship. + +She was only a little wild beast, they said, the offspring of darkness, +and vileness, and rage and disgrace. And yet, in a vague, imperfect way, +the glories of the night, its mysterious and solemn beauty, its +melancholy and lustrous charm, quenched the fierceness in her dauntless +eyes, and filled them with dim wondering tears, and stirred the +half-dead soul in her to some dull pain, some nameless ecstasy, that +were not merely physical. + +And then, in her way, being stung by these, and moved, she knew not why, +to a strange sad sense of loneliness and shame, and knowing no better +she prayed. + +She raised herself on her knees, and crossed her hands upon her chest, +and prayed after the fashion that she had seen men and women and +children pray at roadside shrines and crosses; prayed aloud, with a +little beating, breaking heart, like the young child she was. + +"O Devil! if I be indeed thy daughter, stay with me; leave me not alone: +lend me thy strength and power, and let me inherit of thy kingdom. Give +me this, O great lord! and I will praise thee and love thee always." + +She prayed in all earnestness, in all simplicity, in broken, faltering +language; knowing no better; knowing only that she was alone on the +earth and friendless, and very hungry and in sore pain, while this +mighty unknown King of the dominion of darkness, whose child she ever +heard she was, had lost her or abandoned her, and reigned afar in some +great world, oblivious of her misery. + +The silence of the night alone gave back the echo of her own voice. She +waited breathless for some answer, for some revelation, some reply; +there only came the pure cold moon, sailing straight from out a cloud +and striking on the waters. + +She rose sadly to her feet and went back along the shining course of the +stream, through the grasses and the mosses and under the boughs, to her +little nest under the eaves. + +As she left the obscurity of the wood and passed into the fuller light, +her bare feet glistening and her shoulders wet with the showers of dew, +a large dark shape flying down the wind smote her with his wings upon +the eyes, lighted one moment on her head, and then swept onward lost in +shade. At that moment, likewise, a radiant golden globe flashed to her +sight, dropped to her footsteps, and shone an instant in the glisten +from the skies. + +It was but a great goshawk seeking for its prey; it was but a great +meteor fading and falling at its due appointed hour; but to the heated, +savage, dreamy fancy of the child it seemed an omen, an answer, a thing +of prophecy, a spirit of air; nay, why not Him himself? + +In legends, which had been the only lore her ears had ever heard, it had +been often told her that he took such shapes as this. + +"If he should give me his kingdom!" she thought; and her eyes flashed +alight; her heart swelled; her cheeks burned. The little dim untutored +brain could not hold the thought long or close enough to grasp, or sift, +or measure it; but some rude rich glory, impalpable, unutterable, seemed +to come to her and bathe her in its heat and color. She was his +offspring, so they all told her; why not, then, also his heir? + +She felt, as felt the goatherd or the charcoal-burner in those legends +she had fed on, who was suddenly called from poverty and toil, from +hunger and fatigue, from a tireless hearth and a bed of leaves, to +inherit some fairy empire, to ascend to some region of the gods. Like +one of these, hearing the summons to some great unknown imperial power +smite all his poor pale barren life to splendor, so Folle-Farine, +standing by the water's side in the light of the moon, desolate, +ignorant, brutelike, felt elected to some mighty heritage unseen of men. +If this were waiting for her in the future, what matter now were stripes +or wounds or woe? + +She smiled a little, dreamily, like one who beholds fair visions in his +sleep, and stole back over the starlit grass, and swung herself upward +by the tendrils of ivy, and crouched once more down in her nest of +mosses. + +And either the courage of the spirits of darkness, or the influence of +instincts dumb but nascent, was with her, for she fell asleep in her +little loft in the roof as though she were a thing cherished of heaven +and earth, and dreamed happily all through the hours of the +slowly-rising dawn; her bruised body and her languid brain and her +aching heart all stilled and soothed, and her hunger and passion and +pain forgotten; with the night-blooming flowers still clasped in her +hands, and on her closed mouth a smile. + +For she dreamed of her Father's Kingdom, a kingdom which no man denies +to the creature that has beauty and youth, and is poor and yet proud, +and is of the sex of its mother. + + + + +CHAPTER II. + + +In one of the most fertile and most fair districts of northern France +there was a little Norman town, very very old, and beautiful exceedingly +by reason of its ancient streets, its high peaked roofs, its marvelous +galleries and carvings, its exquisite grays and browns, its silence and +its color, and its rich still life. Its center was a great cathedral, +noble as York or Chartres; a cathedral, whose spire shot to the clouds, +and whose innumerable towers and pinnacles were all pierced to the day, +so that the blue sky shone and the birds of the air flew all through +them. A slow brown river, broad enough for market-boats and for +corn-barges, stole through the place to the sea, lapping as it went the +wooden piles of the houses, and reflecting the quaint shapes of the +carvings, the hues of the signs and the draperies, the dark spaces of +the dormer windows, the bright heads of some casement-cluster of +carnations, the laughing face of a girl leaning out to smile on her +lover. + +All around it lay the deep grass unshaven, the leagues on leagues of +fruitful orchards, the low blue hills tenderly interlacing one another, +the fields of colza, where the white bead-dress of the women workers +flashed in the sun like a silvery pigeon's wing. To the west were the +deep-green woods and the wide plains golden with gorse of Arthur's and +of Merlin's lands; and beyond, to the northward, was the great dim +stretch of the ocean breaking on a yellow shore, whither the river ran, +and, whither led straight shady roads, hidden with linden and with +poplar-trees, and marked ever and anon by a wayside wooden Christ, or by +a little murmuring well crowned with a crucifix. + +A beautiful, old, shadowy, ancient place; picturesque everywhere; often +silent, with a sweet sad silence that was chiefly broken by the sound of +bells or the chanting of choristers. A place of the Middle Ages still. +With lanterns swinging on cords from house to house as the only light; +with wondrous scroll-works and quaint signs at the doors of all its +traders; with monks' cowls and golden croziers and white-robed acolytes +in its streets; with the subtle smoke of incense coming out from the +cathedral door to mingle with the odors of the fruits and flowers in the +market-place; with great flat-bottomed boats drifting down the river +under the leaning eaves of its dwellings; and with the galleries of its +opposing houses touching so nearly that a girl leaning in one could +stretch a Provence rose or toss an Easter-egg across to her neighbor in +the other. + +Doubtless there were often squalor, poverty, dust, filth, and +uncomeliness within these old and beautiful homes. Doubtless often the +dwellers therein were housed like cattle and slept like pigs, and looked +but once out to the woods and waters of the landscapes round for one +hundred times that they looked at their hidden silver in an old delf +jug, or at their tawdry colored prints of St. Victorian or St. Scævola. + +But yet much of the beauty and the nobility of the old, simple, restful +rich-hued life of the past still abode there, and remained with them. In +the straight lithe form of their maidens, untrammeled by modern garb, +and moving with the free majestic grace of forest does. In the vast, +dim, sculptured chambers, where the grandam span by the wood fire and +the little children played in the shadows, and the lovers whispered in +the embrasured window. In the broad market-place, where the mules +cropped the clover, and the tawny awnings caught the sunlight, and the +white caps of the girls framed faces fitted for the pencils of missal +painters, and the wondrous flush of color from mellow fruits and flowers +glanced amidst the shelter of deepest, freshest green. In the perpetual +presence of their cathedral, which through sun and storm, through frost +and summer, through noon and midnight, stood there amidst them, and +beheld the galled oxen tread their painful way, and the scourged mules +droop their humble heads, and the helpless harmless flocks go forth to +the slaughter, and the old weary lives of the men and women pass through +hunger and cold to the grave, and the sun and the moon rise and set, and +the flowers and the children blossom and fade, and the endless years +come and go, bringing peace, bringing war; bringing harvest, bringing +famine; bringing life, bringing death; and, beholding these, still said +to the multitude in its terrible irony, "Lo! your God is Love." + +This little town lay far from the great Paris highway and all greatly +frequented tracks. It was but a short distance from the coast, but near +no harbor of greater extent than such as some small fishing village had +made in the rocks for the trawlers. Few strangers ever came to it, +except some wandering painters or antiquaries. It sent its apples and +eggs, its poultry and honey, its colza and corn, to the use of the great +cities; but it was rarely that any of its own people went thither. + +Now and then some one of the oval-faced, blue-eyed, lithe-limbed maidens +of its little homely households would sigh and flush and grow restless, +and murmur of Paris; and would steal out in the break of a warm gray +morning whilst only the birds were still waking; and would patter away +in her wooden shoes over the broad, white, southern road, with a stick +over her shoulder, and a bundle of all her worldly goods upon the stick. +And she would look back often, often as she went; and when all was lost +in the blue haze of distance save the lofty spire that she still saw +through her tears, she would say in her heart, with her lips parched and +trembling, "I will come back again. I will come back again." + +But none such ever did come back. + +They came back no more than did the white sweet sheaves of the lilies +that the women gathered and sent to be bought and sold in the city--to +gleam one faint summer night in a gilded balcony, and to be flung out +the next morning, withered and dead. + +One among the few who had thus gone whither the lilies went, and of whom +the people would still talk as their mules paced homewards through the +lanes at twilight, had been Reine Flamma, the daughter of the miller of +Yprès. + +Yprès was a beechen-wooded hamlet on the northern outskirt of the town, +a place of orchards and wooded tangle; through which there ran a branch +of the brimming river, hastening to seek and join the sea, and caught a +moment on its impetuous way, and forced to work by the grim mill-wheels +that had churned the foam-bells there for centuries. The mill-house was +very ancient; its timbers were carved all over into the semblance of +shields and helmets, and crosses, and fleur-de-lis, and its frontage was +of quaint pargeted work, black and white, except where the old +blazonries had been. + +It had been handed down from sire to son of the same race through many +generations--a race hard, keen, unlearned, superstitious, and +caustic-tongued--a race wedded to old ways, credulous of legend, chaste +of life, cruel of judgment; harshly strong, yet ignorantly weak; a race +holding dearer its heir-loom of loveless, joyless, bigoted virtue even +than those gold and silver pieces which had ever been its passion, +hidden away in earthen pipkins under old apple-roots, or in the crannies +of wall timber, or in secret nooks of oaken cupboards. + +Claudis Flamma, the last of this toilsome, God-fearing, man-begrudging, +Norman stock, was true to the type and the traditions of his people. + +He was too ignorant even to read; but priests do not deem this a fault. +He was avaricious; but many will honor a miser quicker than a +spendthrift. He was cruel; but in the market-place he always took heed +to give his mare a full feed, so that if she were pinched of her hay in +her stall at home none were the wiser, for she had no language but that +of her wistful black eyes; and this is a speech to which men stay but +little to listen. The shrewd, old bitter-tongued, stern-living man was +feared and respected with the respect that fear begets; and in truth he +had a rigid virtue in his way, and was proud of it, with scorn for those +who found it hard to walk less straightly and less circumspectly than +himself. + +He married late; his wife died in childbirth; his daughter grew into the +perfection of womanhood under the cold, hard, narrow rule of his +severity and his superstition. He loved her, indeed, with as much love +as it was possible for him ever to feel, and was proud of her beyond all +other things; saved for her, toiled for her, muttered ever that it was +for her when at confession he related how his measures of flour had +been falsely weighted, and how he had filched from the corn brought by +the widow and the fatherless. For her he had sinned: from one to whom +the good report of his neighbors and the respect of his own conscience +were as the very breath of life, it was the strongest proof of love that +he could give. But this love never gleamed one instant in his small +sharp gray eyes, nor escaped ever by a single utterance from his lips. +Reprimand, or homily, or cynical rasping sarcasm, was all that she ever +heard from him. She believed that he despised, and almost hated her; he +held it well for women to be tutored in subjection and in trembling. + +At twenty-two Reine Flamma was the most beautiful woman in Calvados, and +the most wretched. + +She was straight as a pine; cold as snow; graceful as a stem of wheat; +lovely and silent; with a mute proud face, in which the great blue eyes +alone glowed with a strange, repressed, speechless passion and +wishfulness. Her life was simple, pure, chaste, blameless, as the lives +of the many women of her race who, before her, had lived and died in the +shadow of that water-fed wood had always been. Her father rebuked and +girded at her, continually dreaming that he could paint whiter even the +spotlessness of this lily, refine even the purity of this virgin gold. + +She never answered him anything, nor in anything contradicted his will; +not one among all the youths and maidens of her birthplace had ever +heard so much as a murmur of rebellion from her; and the priests said +that such a life as this would be fitter for the cloister than the +marriage-bed. None of them ever read the warning that these dark-blue +slumbering eyes would have given to any who should have had the skill to +construe them right. There were none of such skill there; and so, she +holding her peace, the men and women noted her ever with a curious dumb +reverence, and said among themselves that the race of Flamma would die +well and nobly in her. + +"A saint!" said the good old gentle bishop of the district, as he +blessed her one summer evening in her father's house, and rode his mule +slowly through the pleasant poplar lanes and breeze-blown fields of +colza back to his little quiet homestead, where he tended his own +cabbages and garnered his own honey. + +Reine Flamma bowed her tall head meekly, and took his benediction in +silence. + +The morning after, the miller, rising, as his custom was, at daybreak, +and reciting his paternosters, thanked the Mother of the World that she +had given him thus strength and power to rear up his motherless daughter +in purity and peace. Then he dressed himself in his gray patched blouse, +groped his way down the narrow stair, and went in his daily habit to +undraw the bolts and unloose the chains of his dwelling. + +There was no need that morning for him; the bolts were already back; the +house-door stood wide open; on the threshold a brown hen perched pluming +herself; there were the ticking of the clock, the chirming of the birds, +the rushing of the water, these were the only sounds upon the silence. + +He called his daughter's name: there was no answer. He mounted to her +chamber: it had no tenant. He searched hither and thither, in the house, +and the stable, and the granary: in the mill, and the garden, and the +wood; he shouted, he ran, he roused his neighbors, he looked in every +likely and unlikely place: there was no reply. + +There was only the howl of the watch-dog, who sat with his face to the +south and mourned unceasingly. + +And from that day neither he nor any man living there ever heard again +of Reine Flamma. + +Some indeed did notice that at the same time there disappeared from the +town one who had been there through all that spring and summer. One who +had lived strangely, and been clad in an odd rich fashion, and had been +whispered as an Eastern prince by reason of his scattered gold, his +unfamiliar tongue, his black-browed, star-eyed, deep-hued beauty, like +the beauty of the passion-flower. But none had ever seen this stranger +and Reine Flamma in each other's presence; and the rumor was discredited +as a foulness absurd and unseemly to be said of a woman whom their +bishop had called a saint. So it died out, breathed only by a few +mouths, and it came to be accepted as a fact that she must have perished +in the deep fast-flowing river by some false step on the mill-timber, as +she went at dawn to feed her doves, or by some strange sad trance of +sleep-walking, from which she had been known more than once to suffer. + +Claudis Flamma said little; it was a wound that bled inwardly. He +toiled, and chaffered, and drove hard bargains, and worked early and +late with his hireling, and took for the household service an old Norman +peasant woman more aged than himself, and told no man that he suffered. +All that he ever said was, "She was a saint: God took her;" and in his +martyrdom he found a hard pride and a dull consolation. + +It was no mere metaphoric form of words with him. He believed in +miracles and all manner of divine interposition, and he believed +likewise that she, his angel, being too pure for earth, had been taken +by God's own hand up to the bosom of Mary; and this honor which had +befallen his first-begotten shed a sanctity and splendor on his +cheerless days; and when the little children and the women saw him pass, +they cleared from his way as from a prince's, and crossed themselves as +they changed words with one whose daughter was the bride of Christ. + +So six years passed away; and the name of Reine Flamma was almost +forgotten, but embalmed in memories of religious sanctity, as the dead +heart of a saint is imbedded in amber and myrrh. + +At the close of the sixth year there happened what many said was a thing +devil-conceived and wrought out by the devil to the shame of a pure +name, and to the hinderance of the people of God. + +One winter's night Claudis Flamma was seated in his kitchen, having +recently ridden home his mare from the market in the town. The fire +burned in ancient fashion on the hearth, and it was so bitter without +that even his parsimonious habits had relaxed, and he had piled some +wood, liberally mingled with dry moss, that cracked, and glowed, and +shot flame up the wide black shaft of the chimney. The day's work was +over; the old woman-servant sat spinning flax on the other side of the +fire; the great mastiff was stretched sleeping quietly on the brick +floor; the blue pottery, the brass pans, the oaken presses that had been +the riches of his race for generations, glimmered in the light; the +doors were barred, the shutters closed; around the house the winds +howled, and beneath its walls the fretting water hissed. + +The miller, overcome with the past cold and present warmth, nodded in +his wooden settle and slept, and muttered dreamily in his sleep, "A +saint--a saint!--God took her." + +The old woman, hearing, looked across at him, and shook her head, and +went on with her spinning with lips that moved inaudibly: she had been +wont to say, out of her taskmaster's hearing, that no woman who was +beautiful ever was a saint as well. And some thought that this old +creature, Marie Pitchou, who used to live in a miserable hut on the +other side of the wood, had known more than she had chosen to tell of +the true fate of Reine Flamma. + +Suddenly a blow on the panels of the door sounded through the silence. +The miller, awakened in a moment, started to his feet and grasped his +ash staff with one hand, and with the other the oil-lamp burning on the +trestle. The watch-dog arose, but made no hostile sound. + +A step crushed the dead leaves without and passed away faintly; there +was stillness again; the mastiff went to the bolted door, smelt beneath +it, and scratched at the panels. + +On the silence there sounded a small, timid, feeble beating on the wood +from without; such a slight fluttering noise as a wounded bird might +make in striving to rise. + +"It is nothing evil," muttered Flamma. "If it were evil the beast would +not want to have the door opened. It may be some one sick or stray." + +All this time he was in a manner charitable, often conquering the +niggardly instincts of his character to try and save his soul by serving +the wretched. He was a miser, and he loved to gain, and loathed to give; +but since his daughter had been taken to the saints he had striven with +all his might to do good enough to be taken likewise to that Heavenly +rest. + +Any crust bestowed on the starveling, any bed of straw afforded to the +tramp, caused him a sharp pang; but since his daughter had been taken he +had tried to please God by this mortification of his own avarice and +diminution of his own gains. He could not vanquish the nature that was +ingrained in him. He would rob the widow of an ephah of wheat, and leave +his mare famished in her stall, because it was his nature to find in all +such saving a sweet savor; but he would not turn away a beggar or refuse +a crust to a wayfarer, lest, thus refusing, he might turn away from him +an angel unawares. + +The mastiff scratched still at the panels; the sound outside had ceased. + +The miller, setting the lamp down on the floor, gripped more firmly the +ashen stick, undrew the bolts, turned the stout key, and opened the door +slowly, and with caution. A loud gust of wind blew dead leaves against +his face; a blinding spray of snow scattered itself over his bent +stretching form. In the darkness without, whitened from head to foot, +there stood a little child. + +The dog went up to her and licked her face with kindly welcome. Claudis +Flamma drew her with a rough grasp across the threshold, and went out +into the air to find whose footsteps had been those which had trodden +heavily away after the first knock. The snow, however, was falling fast; +it was a cloudy moonless night. He did not dare to go many yards from +his own portals, lest he should fall into some ambush set by robbers. +The mastiff too was quiet, which indicated that there was no danger +near, so the old man returned, closed the door carefully, drew the bolts +into their places, and came towards the child, whom the woman Pitchou +had drawn towards the fire. + +She was a child of four or five years old; huddled in coarse linen and +in a little red garment of fox's skin, and blanched from head to foot, +for the flakes were frozen on her and on the little hood that covered, +gypsy-like, her curls. It was a strange, little, ice-cold, ghostlike +figure, but out of this mass of icicles and whiteness there glowed great +beaming frightened eyes and a mouth like a scarlet berry; the radiance +and the contrast of it were like the glow of holly fruit thrust out +from a pile of drifted snow. + +The miller shook her by the shoulder. + +"Who brought you?" + +"Phratos," answered the child, with a stifled sob in her throat. + +"And who is that?" + +"Phratos," answered the child again. + +"Is that a man or a woman?" + +The child made no reply; she seemed not to comprehend his meaning. The +miller shook her again, and some drops of water fell from the ice that +was dissolving in the warmth. + +"Why are you come here?" he asked, impatiently. + +She shook her head, as though to say none knew so little of herself as +she. + +"You must have a name," he pursued harshly and in perplexity. "What are +you called? Who are you?" + +The child suddenly raised her great eyes that had been fastened on the +leaping flames, and flashed them upon his in a terror of bewildered +ignorance--the piteous terror of a stray dog. + +"Phratos," she cried once more, and the cry now was half a sigh, half a +shriek. + +Something in that regard pierced him and startled him; he dropped his +hand off her shoulder, and breathed quickly; the old woman gave a low +cry, and staring with all her might at the child's small, dark, fierce, +lovely face, fell to counting her wooden beads and mumbling many +prayers. + +Claudis Flamma turned savagely on her as if stung by some unseen snake, +and willing to wreak his vengeance on the nearest thing that was at +hand. + +"Fool! cease your prating!" he muttered, with a brutal oath. "Take the +animal and search her. Bring me what you find." + +Then he sat down on the stool by the fire, and braced his lips tightly, +and locked his bony hands upon his knees. He knew what blow awaited him; +he was no coward, and he had manhood enough in him to press any iron +into his soul and tell none that it hurt him. + +The old woman drew the child aside to a dusky corner of the chamber, and +began to despoil her of her coverings. The creature did not resist; the +freezing cold and long fatigue had numbed and silenced her; her eyelids +were heavy with the sleep such cold produces, and she had not strength, +because she had not consciousness enough, to oppose whatsoever they +might choose to do to her. Only now and then her eyes opened, as they +had opened on him, with a sudden luster and fierceness, like those in a +netted animal's impatient but untamed regard. + +Pitchou seized and searched her eagerly, stripping her of her warm +fox-skin wrap, her scarlet hood of wool, her little rough hempen shirt, +which were all dripping with the water from the melted snow. + +The skin of the child was brown, with a golden bloom on it; it had been +tanned by hot suns, but it was soft as silk in texture, and transparent, +showing the course of each blue vein. Her limbs were not well nourished, +but they were of perfect shape and delicate bone; and the feet were the +long, arched, slender feet of the southern side of the Pyrenees. + +She allowed herself to be stripped and wrapped in a coarse piece of +homespun linen; she was still half frozen, and in a state of stupor, +either from amazement or from fear. She was quite passive, and she never +spoke. Her apathy deceived the old crone, who took it for docility, and +who, trusting to it, proceeded to take advantage of it, after the manner +of her kind. About the child's head there hung a little band of +glittering coins; they were not gold, but the woman Pitchou thought they +were, and seized them with gloating hands and ravenous eyes. + +The child started from her torpor, shook herself free, and fought to +guard them--fiercely, with tooth and nail, as the young fox whose skin +she had worn might have fought for its dear life. The old woman on her +side strove as resolutely; long curls of the child's hair were clutched +out in the struggle; she did not wince or scream, but she fought--fought +with all the breath and the blood that were in her tiny body. + +She was no match, with all her ferocity and fury, for the sinewy grip +of the old peasant; and the coins were torn off her forehead and hidden +away in a hole in the wood, out of her sight, where the old peasant +hoarded all her precious treasures of copper coins and other trifles +that she managed to secrete from her master's all-seeing eyes. + +They were little Oriental sequins engraved with Arabic characters, +chained together after the Eastern fashion. To Pitchou they looked a +diadem of gold worthy of an empress. The child watched them removed in +perfect silence; from the moment they had been wrenched away, and the +battle had been finally lost to her, she had ceased to struggle, as +though disdainful of a fruitless contest. But a great hate gathered in +her eyes, and smouldered there like a half-stifled fire--it burned on +and on for many a long year afterwards, unquenched. + +When Pitchou brought her a cup of water, and a roll of bread, she would +neither eat nor drink, but turned her face to the wall,--mute. + +"Those are just her father's eyes," the old woman muttered. She had seen +them burn in the gloom of the evening through the orchard trees, as the +stars rose, and as Reine Flamma listened to the voice that wooed her to +her destruction. + +She let the child be, and searched her soaked garments for any written +word or any token that might be on them. Fastened roughly to the fox's +skin there was a faded letter. Pitchou could not read; she took it to +her master. + +Claudis Flamma grasped the paper and turned its superscription to the +light of the lamp. + +He likewise could not read, yet at sight of the characters his tough +frame trembled, and his withered skin grew red with a sickly, feverish +quickening of the blood. He knew them. Once, in a time long dead, he had +been proud of those slender letters that had been so far more legible +than any that the women of her class could pen, and on beholding which +the good bishop had smiled, and passed a pleasant word concerning her +being almost fitted to be his own clerk and scribe. For a moment, +watching those written ciphers that had no tongue for him, and yet +seemed to tell their tale so that they scorched and withered up all the +fair honor and pious peace of his old age, a sudden faintness, a sudden +swooning sense seized him for the first time in all his life; his limbs +failed him, he sank down on his seat again, he gasped for breath; he +needed not to be told anything, he knew all. He knew that the creature, +whom he had believed so pure that God had deemed the earth unworthy of +her youth, was---- + +His throat rattled, his lips were covered with foam, his ears were +filled with a rushing hollow sound, like the roaring of his own +mill-waters in a time of storm. All at once he started to his feet, and +glared at the empty space of the dim chamber, and struck his hands +wildly together in the air, and cried aloud: + +"She was a saint, I said--a saint! A saint in body and soul! And I +thought that God begrudged her, and held her too pure for man!" + +And he laughed aloud--thrice. + +The child hearing, and heavy with sleep, and eagerly desiring warmth, as +a little frozen beast that coils itself in snow to slumber into death, +startled by that horrible mirth, came forward. + +The serge fell off her as she moved. Her little naked limbs glimmered +like gold in the dusky light; her hair was as a cloud behind her; her +little scarlet mouth was half open, like the mouth of a child seeking +its mother's kiss; her great eyes, dazzled by the flame, flashed and +burned and shone like stars. They had seen the same face ere then in +Calvados. + +She came straight to Claudis Flamma as though drawn by that awful and +discordant laughter, and by that leaping ruddy flame upon the hearth, +and she stretched out her arms and murmured a word and smiled, a little +dreamily, seeking to sleep, asking to be caressed, desiring she knew not +what. + +He clinched his fist, and struck her to the ground. She fell without a +sound. The blood flowed from her mouth. + +He looked at her where she lay, and laughed once more. + +"She was a saint!--a saint! And the devil begot in her _that_!" + +Then he went out across the threshold and into the night, with the +letter still clinched in his hand. + +The snow fell, the storm raged, the earth was covered with ice and +water; he took no heed, but passed through it, his head bare and his +eyes blind. + +The dog let him go forth alone, and waited by the child. + + + + +CHAPTER III. + + +All night long he was absent. + +The old serving-woman, terrified, in so far as her dull brutish nature +could be roused to fear, did what she knew, what she dared. She raised +the little wounded naked creature, and carried her to her own pallet +bed; restored her to consciousness by such rude means as she had +knowledge of, and stanched the flow of blood. She did all this harshly, +as it was her custom to do all things, and without tenderness or even +pity, for the sight of this stranger was unwelcome to her, and she also +had guessed the message of that unread letter. + +The child had been stunned by the blow, and she had lost some blood, and +was weakened and stupefied and dazed; yet there seemed to her rough +nurse no peril for her life, and by degrees she fell into a feverish, +tossing slumber, sobbing sometimes in her sleep, and crying perpetually +on the unknown name of Phratos. + +The old woman Pitchou stood and looked at her. She who had always known +the true story of that disappearance which some had called death and +some had deemed a divine interposition, had seen before that transparent +brown skin, those hues in cheeks and lips like the carnation leaves, +that rich, sunfed, dusky beauty, those straight dark brows. + +"She is his sure enough," she muttered. "He was the first with Reine +Flamma. I wonder has he been the last." + +And she went down the stairs chuckling, as the low human brute will at +any evil thought. + +The mastiff stayed beside the child. + +She went to the fire and threw more wood on, and sat down again to her +spinning-wheel, and span and dozed, and span and dozed again. + +She was not curious: to her, possessing that thread to the secret of the +past which her master and her townfolk had never held, it all seemed +natural. It was an old, old story; there had been thousands like it; it +was only strange because Reine Flamma had been held a saint. + +The hours passed on; the lamp paled, and its flame at last died out; in +the loft above, where the dog watched, there was no sound; the old woman +slumbered undisturbed, unless some falling ember of the wood aroused +her. + +She was not curious, nor did she care how the child fared. She had led +that deadening life of perpetual labor and of perpetual want in which +the human animal becomes either a machine or a devil. She was a machine; +put to what use she might be--to spin flax, to card wool, to wring a +pigeon's throat, to bleed a calf to death, to bake or stew, to mumble a +prayer, or drown a kitten, it was all one to her. If she had a +preference, it might be for the office that hurt some living thing; but +she did not care: all she heeded was whether she had pottage enough to +eat at noonday, and the leaden effigy of her Mary safe around her throat +at night. + +The night went on, and passed away: one gleam of dawn shone through a +round hole in the shutter; she wakened with a start to find the sun +arisen, and the fire dead upon the hearth. + +She shook herself and stamped her chill feet upon the bricks, and +tottered on her feeble way, with frozen body, to the house-door. She +drew it slowly open, and saw by the light of the sun that it had been +for some time morning. + +The earth was everywhere thick with snow; a hoar frost sparkled over all +the branches; great sheets of ice were whirled down the rapid +mill-stream; in one of the leafless boughs a robin sang, and beneath the +bough a cat was crouched, waiting with hungry eager eyes, patient even +in its famished impatience. + +Dull as her sympathy was, and slow her mind, she started as she saw her +master there. + +Claudis Flamma was at work; the rough, hard, rude toil, which he spared +to himself no more than to those who were his hirelings. He was carting +wood; going to and fro with huge limbs of trees that men in youth would +have found it a severe task to move; he was laboring breathlessly, +giving himself no pause, and the sweat was on his brow, although he trod +ankle deep in snow, and although his clothes were heavy with icicles. + +He did not see or hear her; she went up to him and called him by his +name; he started, and raised his head and looked at her. + +Dull though she was, she was in a manner frightened by the change upon +his face; it had been lean, furrowed, weather-beaten always, but it was +livid now, with bloodshot eyes, and a bruised, broken, yet withal savage +look that terrified her. He did not speak, but gazed at her like a man +recalled from some drugged sleep back to the deeds and memories of the +living world. + +The old woman held her peace a few moments; then spoke out in her old +blunt, dogged fashion,-- + +"Is she to stay?" + +Her mind was not awake enough for any curiosity; she only cared to know +if the child stayed: only so much as would concern her soup-kettle, her +kneaded dough, her spun hemp, her household labor. + +He turned for a second with the gesture that a trapped fox may make, +held fast, yet striving to essay a death-grip; then he checked himself, +and gave a mute sign of assent, and heaved up a fresh log of wood, and +went on with his labors, silently. She knew of old his ways too well to +venture to ask more. She knew, too, that when he worked like this, +fasting and in silence, there had been long and fierce warfare in his +soul, and some great evil done for which he sought to make atonement. + +So she left him, and passed in to the house, and built up afresh her +fire, and swept her chamber out, and fastened up her round black pot to +boil, and muttered all the while,-- + +"Another mouth to feed; another beast to tend." + +And the thing was bitter to her; because it gave trouble and took food. + +Now, what the letter had been, or who had deciphered it for him, Claudis +Flamma never told to any man; and from the little strange creature no +utterance could be ever got. + +But the child who had come in the night and the snow tarried at Yprès +from that time thenceforward. + +Claudis Flamma nourished, sheltered, clothed her; but he did all these +begrudgingly, harshly, scantily; and he did all these with an acrid hate +and scorn, which did not cease but rather grew with time. + +The blow which had been her earliest welcome was not the last that she +received from him by many; and whilst she was miserable exceedingly, she +showed it, not as children do, but rather like some chained and untamed +animal, in tearless stupor and in sudden, sharp ferocity. And this the +more because she spoke but a very few words of the language of the +people among whom she had been brought; her own tongue was one full of +round vowels and strange sounds, a tongue unknown to them. + +For many weeks he said not one word to her, cast not one look at her; he +let her lead the same life that was led by the brutes that crawled in +the timbers, or by the pigs that couched and were kicked in the straw. +The woman Pitchou gave her such poor scraps of garments or of victuals +as she chose; she could crouch in the corner of the hearth where the +fire warmth reached; she could sleep in the hay in the little loft under +the roof; so much she could do and no more. + +After that first moment in which her vague appeal for pity and for rest +had been answered by the blow that struck her senseless, the child had +never made a moan, nor sought for any solace. + +All the winter through she lay curled up on the tiles by the fence, with +her arms round the great body of the dog and his head upon her chest; +they were both starved, beaten, kicked, and scourged, with brutal words +oftentimes; they had the community of misfortune, and they loved one +another. + +The blow on her head, the coldness of the season, the scanty food that +was cast to her, all united to keep her brain stupefied and her body +almost motionless. She was like a young bear that is motherless, +wounded, frozen, famished, but which, coiled in an almost continual +slumber, keeps its blood flowing and its limbs alive. And, like the +bear, with the spring she awakened. + +When the townsfolk and the peasants came to the mill, and first saw this +creature there, with her wondrous vivid hues, and her bronzed half-naked +limbs, they regarded her in amazement, and asked the miller whence she +came. He set his teeth, and answered ever: + +"The woman that bore her was Reine Flamma." + +The avowal was a penance set to himself, but to it he never added more; +and they feared his bitter temper and his caustic tongue too greatly to +press it on him, or even to ask him whether his daughter were with the +living or the dead. + +With the unfolding of the young leaves, and the loosening of the +frost-bound waters, and the unveiling of the violet and the primrose +under the shadows of the wood, all budding life revives, and so did +hers. For she could escape from the dead, cold, bitter atmosphere of the +silent loveless house, where her bread was begrudged, and the cudgel was +her teacher, out into the freshness and the living sunshine of the young +blossoming world, where the birds and the beasts and tender blue flowers +and the curling green boughs were her comrades, and where she could +stretch her limbs in freedom, and coil herself among the branches, and +steep her limbs in the coolness of waters, and bathe her aching feet in +the moisture of rain-filled grasses. + +With the spring she arose, the true forest animal she was; wild, fleet, +incapable of fear, sure of foot, in unison with all the things of the +earth and the air, and stirred by them to a strange, dumb, ignorant, +passionate gladness. + +She had been scarce seen in the winter; with the breaking of the year +the people from more distant places who rode their mules down to the +mill on their various errands stared at this child, and wondered among +themselves greatly, and at length asked Claudis Flamma whence she came. + +He answered ever, setting hard his teeth: + +"The woman that bore her was one accursed, whom men deemed a +saint--Reine Flamma." + +And he never added more. To tell the truth, the horrible, biting, +burning, loathsome truth, was a penance that he had set to himself, and +from which he never wavered. + +They dared not ask him more; for many were his debtors, and all feared +his scourging tongue. But when they went away, and gossiped among +themselves by the wayside well or under the awnings of the +market-stalls, they said to one another that it was just as they had +thought long ago; the creature had been no better than her kind; and +they had never credited the fable that God had taken her, though they +had humored the miller because he was aged and in dotage. Whilst one old +woman, a withered and witchlike crone, who had toiled in from the +fishing village with a creel upon her back and the smell of the sea +about her rags, heard, standing in the market-place, and laughed, and +mocked them, these seers who were so wise after the years had gone, and +when the truth was clear. + +"You knew, you knew, you knew!" she echoed, with a grin upon her face. +"Oh, yes! you were so wise! Who said seven years through that Reine +Flamma was a saint, and taken by the saints into their keeping? And who +hissed at me for a foul-mouthed crone when I said that the devil had +more to do with her than the good God, and that the black-browed gypsy, +with jewels for eyes in his head, like the toad, was the only master to +whom she gave herself? Oh-hè, you were so wise!" + +So she mocked them, and they were ashamed, and held their peace; well +knowing that indeed no creature among them had ever been esteemed so +pure, so chaste, and so honored of heaven as had been the miller's +daughter. + +Many remembered the "gypsy with the jeweled eyes," and saw those +brilliant, fathomless, midnight eyes reproduced in the small rich face +of the child whom Reine Flamma, as her own father said, had borne in +shame whilst they had been glorifying her apotheosis. And it came to be +said, as time went on, that this unknown stranger had been the fiend +himself, taking human shape for the destruction of one pure soul, and +the mocking of all true children of the church. + +Legend and tradition still held fast their minds in this remote, +ancient, and priest-ridden place; in their belief the devil was still a +living power, traversing the earth and air in search of souls, and not +seldom triumphing: of metaphor or myth they were ignorant, Satan to them +was a personality, terrific, and oftentimes irresistible, assuming at +will shapes grotesque or awful, human or spiritual. Their forefathers +had beheld him; why not they? + +So the henhucksters and poulterers, the cider-makers and tanners, the +fisherfolk from the seaboard, and the peasant proprietors from the +country round, came at length in all seriousness to regard the young +child at Yprès as a devil-born thing. "She was hell-begotten," they +would mutter when they saw her; and they would cross themselves, and +avoid her if they could. + +The time had gone by, unhappily, as they considered, when men had been +permitted to burn such creatures as this; they knew it and were sorry +for it; the world, they thought, had been better when Jews had blazed +like torches, and witches had crackled like firewood; such treats were +forbidden now, they knew, but many, for all that, thought within +themselves that it was a pity it should be so, and that it was mistaken +mercy in the age they lived in which forbade the purifying of the earth +by fire of such as she. + +In the winter-time, when they first saw her, unusual floods swept the +country, and destroyed much of their property; in the spring which +followed there were mildew and sickness everywhere; in the summer there +was a long drought, and by consequence there came a bad harvest, and +great suffering and scarcity. + +There were not a few in the district who attributed all these woes to +the advent of the child of darkness, and who murmured openly in their +huts and homesteads that no good would befall them so long as this +offspring of hell were suffered in their midst. + +Since, however, the time was past when the broad market-place could have +been filled with a curious, breathless, eager crowd, and the gray +cathedral have grown red in the glare of flames fed by a young living +body, they held their hands from doing her harm, and said these things +only in their own ingle-nooks, and contented themselves with forbidding +their children to consort with her, and with drawing their mules to the +other side of the road when they met her. They did not mean to be cruel, +they only acted in their own self-defense, and dealt with her as their +fellow-countrymen dealt with a cagote--"only." + +Hence, when, with the reviving year the child's dulled brain awakened, +and all the animal activity in her sprang into vigorous action, she +found herself shunned, marked, and glanced at with averted looks of +mingled dread and scorn. "A daughter of the devil!" she heard again and +again muttered as they passed her; she grew to take shelter in this +repute as in a fortress, and to be proud, with a savage pride, of her +imputed origin. + +It made her a little fierce, mute, fearless, reckless, all-daring, and +all-enduring animal. An animal in her ferocities, her mute instincts, +her supreme patience, her physical perfectness of body and of health. +Perfect of shape and hue; full of force to resist; ignorant either of +hope or fear; desiring only one thing, liberty; with no knowledge, but +with unerring instinct. + +She was at an age when happier creatures have scarce escaped from their +mother's arms; but she had not even thus early a memory of her mother, +and she had been shaken off to live or die, to fight or famish, as a +young fox whose dam has been flung to the hounds is driven away to +starve in the winter woods, or save himself, if he have strength, by +slaughter. + +She was a tame animal only in one thing: she took blows uncomplainingly, +and as though comprehending that they were her inevitable portion. + +"The child of the devil!" they said. In a dumb, half-unconscious +fashion, this five-year-old creature wondered sometimes why the devil +had not been good enough to give her a skin that would not feel, and +veins that would not bleed. + +She had always been beaten ever since her birth; she was beaten here; +she thought it a law of life, as other children think it such to have +their mother's kiss and their daily food and nightly prayer. + +Claudis Flamma did after this manner his duty by her. She was to him a +thing accursed, possessed, loathsome, imbued with evil from her origin; +but he did what he deemed his duty. He clothed her, if scantily; he fed +her, if meagerly; he lashed her with all the caustic gibes that came +naturally to his tongue; he set her hard tasks to keep her from +idleness; he beat her when she did not, and not seldom when she did, +them. He dashed holy water on her many times; and used a stick to her +without mercy. + +After this light he did his duty. That he should hate her, was to +fulfill a duty also in his eyes; he had always been told that it was +right to abhor the things of darkness; and to him she was a thing of +utter darkness, a thing born of the black ruin of a stainless soul, +begotten by the pollution and corruption of an infernal tempter. + +He never questioned her as to her past--that short past, like the span +of an insect's life, which yet had sufficed to gift her with passions, +with instincts, with desires, even with memories,--in a word, with +character:--a character he could neither change nor break; a thing +formed already, for good or for evil, abidingly. + +He never spoke to her except in sharp irony or in curt command. He set +her hard tasks of bodily labor which she did not dispute, but +accomplished so far as her small strength lay, with a mute dogged +patience, half ferocity, half passiveness. + +In those first winter days of her arrival he called her Folle-Farine; +taking the most worthless, the most useless, the most abject, the most +despised thing he knew in all his daily life from which to name her; and +the name adhered to her, and was the only one by which she was ever +known. + +Folle-Farine!--as one may say, the Dust. + +In time she grew to believe that it was really hers; even as in time she +began to forget that strange, deep, rich tongue in which she had babbled +her first words, and to know no other tongue than the Norman-French +about her. + +Yet in her there existed imagination, tenderness, gratitude, and a +certain wild and true nobility, though the old man Flamma would never +have looked for them, never have believed in them. She was devil-born: +she was of devil nature: in his eyes. + +Upon his own mill-ditch, foul and fetid, refuse would sometimes gather, +and receiving the seed of the lily, would give birth to blossoms born +stainless out of corruption. But the allegory had no meaning for him. +Had any one pointed it out to him he would have taken the speaker into +his orchard, and said: + +"Will the crab bear a fruit not bitter? Will the nightshade give out +sweetness and honey? Fool!--as the stem so the branch, as the sap so the +blossom." + +And this fruit of sin and shame was poison in his sight. + + + + +CHAPTER IV. + + +The little dim mind of the five-year-old child was not a blank; it was +indeed filled to overflowing with pictures that her tongue could not +have told of, even had she spoken the language of the people amidst whom +she had been cast. + +A land altogether unlike that in which she had been set down that bitter +night of snow and storm: a land noble and wild, and full of color, +broken into vast heights and narrow valleys, clothed with green beech +woods and with forests of oak and of walnut, filled with the noise of +torrents leaping from crag to crag, and of brown mountain-streams +rushing broad and angry through wooded ravines. A land, made beautiful +by moss-grown water-mills, and lofty gateways of gray rock; and still +shadowy pools, in which the bright fish leaped, and mules' bells that +rang drowsily through leafy gorges; and limestone crags that pierced the +clouds, spirelike, and fantastic in a thousand shapes; and high blue +crests of snow-topped mountains, whose pinnacles glowed to the divinest +flush of rose and amber with the setting of the sun. + +This land she remembered vaguely, yet gloriously, as the splendors of a +dream of Paradise rest on the brain of some young sleeper wakening in +squalor, cold, and pain. But the people of the place she had been +brought to could not comprehend her few, shy, sullen words, and her +strange, imperfect trills of song; and she could not tell them that this +land had been no realm enchanted of fairy or of fiend, but only the +forest region of the Liebana. + +Thither, one rich autumn day, a tribe of gypsies had made their camp. +They were a score in all; they held themselves one of the noblest +branches of their wide family; they were people with pure Eastern blood +in them, and all the grace and the gravity of the Oriental in their +forms and postures. + +They stole horses and sheep; they harried cattle; they stopped the mules +in the passes, and lightened their load of wine-skins: they entered the +posada, when they deigned to enter one at all, with neither civil +question nor show of purse, but with a gleam of the teeth, like a +threatening dog, and the flash of the knife, half drawn out of the +girdle. They were low thieves and mean liars; wild daredevils and loose +livers; loathers of labor and lovers of idle days and plundering nights; +yet they were beautiful, with the noble, calm, scornful beauty of the +East, and they wore their rags with an air that was in itself an empire. + +They could play, too, in heavenly fashion, on their old three-stringed +viols; and when their women danced on the sward by moonlight, under the +broken shadows of some Moorish ruin, clanging high their tambourines +above their graceful heads, and tossing the shining sequins that bound +their heavy hair, the muleteer or the herdsman, seeing them from afar, +shook with fear, and thought of the tales told him in his childhood by +his grandam of the spirits of the dead Moors that rose to revelry, at +midnight, in the haunts of their old lost kingdom. + +Among them was a man yet more handsome than the rest, taller and lither +still; wondrous at leaping and wrestling, and all athletic things; +surest of any to win a woman, to tame a horse, to strike down a bull at +a blow, to silence an angry group at a wineshop with a single glance of +his terrible eyes. + +His name was Taric. + +He had left them often to wander by himself into many countries, and at +times when, by talent or by terrorism, he had netted gold enough to play +the fool to his fancy, he had gone to some strange city, where credulity +and luxury prevailed, and there had lived like a prince, as his own +phrase ran, and gamed and intrigued, and feasted, and roystered right +royally whilst his gains lasted. + +Those spent, he would always return awhile, and lead the common, roving, +thieving life of his friends and brethren, till the fit of ambition or +the run of luck were again on him. Then his people would afresh lose +sight of him to light on him, velvet-clad, and wine-bibbing, in some +painter's den in some foreign town, or welcome him ragged, famished, and +footweary, on their own sunburnt sierras. + +And the mystery of his ways endeared him to them; and they made him +welcome whenever he returned, and never quarreled with him for his +faithlessness; but if there were anything wilder or wickeder, bolder or +keener, on hand than was usual, his tribe would always say--"Let Taric +lead." + +One day their camp was made in a gorge under the great shadows of the +Picos da Europa, a place that they loved much, and settled in often, +finding the chestnut woods and the cliff caverns fair for shelter, the +heather abounding in grouse, and the pools full of trout, fair for +feeding. That day Taric returned from a year-long absence, suddenly +standing, dark and mighty, between them and the light, as they lay +around their soup-kettle, awaiting their evening meal. + +"There is a woman in labor, a league back; by the great cork-tree, +against the bridge," he said to them. "Go to her some of you." + +And, with a look to the women which singled out two for the errand, he +stretched himself in the warmth of the fire, and helped himself to the +soup, and lay quiet, vouchsafing them never a word, but playing +meaningly with the knife handle thrust into his shirt; for he saw that +some of the men were about to oppose his share of a common meal which he +had not earned by a common right. + +It was Taric--a name of some terror came to their fierce souls. + +Taric, the strongest and fleetest and most well favored of them all; +Taric, who had slain the bull that all the matadors had failed to daunt; +Taric, who had torn up the young elm, when they needed a bridge over a +flood, as easily as a child plucks up a reed; Taric, who had stopped the +fiercest contrabandista in all those parts, and cut the man's throat +with no more ado than a butcher slits a lamb's. + +So they were silent, and let him take his portion of the fire and of the +broth, and of the thin red wine. + +Meanwhile the two gypsies, Quità and Zarâ, went on their quest, and +found things as he had said. + +Under the great cork-tree, where the grass was long and damp, and the +wood grew thickly, and an old rude bridge of unhewn blocks of rock +spanned, with one arch, the river as it rushed downward from its +limestone bed aloft, they found a woman just dead and a child just born. + +Quità looked the woman all over hastily, to see if, by any chance, any +gold or jewels might be on her; there were none. There was only an ivory +cross on her chest, which Quità drew off and hid. Quità covered her with +a few boughs and left her. + +Zarâ wrapped the child in a bit of her woolen skirt, and held it warm in +her breast, and hastened to the camp with it. + +"She is dead, Taric," said Quità, meaning the woman she had left. + +He nodded his handsome head. + +"This is yours, Taric?" said Zarâ, meaning the child she held. + +He nodded again, and drank another drop of wine, and stretched himself. + +"What shall we do with her?" asked Quità. + +"Let her lie there," he answered her. + +"What shall we do with it?" asked Zarâ. + +He laughed, and drew his knife against his own brown throat in a +significant gesture. + +Zarâ said no word to him, but she went away with the child under some +branches, on which was hung a tattered piece of awning, orange striped, +that marked her own especial resting-place. + +Out of the group about the fire, one man, rising, advanced, and looked +Taric full in the eyes. + +"Has the woman died by foul means?" + +Taric, who never let any living soul molest or menace him, answered him +without offense, and with a savage candor,-- + +"No--that I swear. I used no foul play against her. Go look at her if +you like. I loved her well enough while she lived. But what does that +matter? She is dead. So best. Women are as many as the mulberries." + +"You loved her, and you will let the wolves eat her body?" + +Taric laughed. + +"There are no wolves in Liebana. Go and bury her if you choose, +Phratos." + +"I will," the other answered him; and he took his way to the cork-tree +by the bridge. + +The man who spoke was called Phratos. + +He was not like his tribe in anything: except in a mutual love for a +life that wandered always, and was to no man responsible, and needed no +roof-tree, and wanted no settled habitation, but preferred to dwell wild +with the roe and the cony, and to be hungry and unclad, rather than to +eat the good things of the earth in submission and in durance. + +He had not their physical perfection: an accident at his birth had made +his spine misshapen, and his gait halting. His features would have been +grotesque in their ugliness, except for the sweet pathos of the eyes and +the gay archness of the mouth. + +Among a race noted for its singular beauty of face and form, Phratos +alone was deformed and unlovely; and yet both deformity and unloveliness +were in a way poetic and uncommon; and in his rough sheepskin garments, +knotted to his waist with a leathern thong, and with his thick tangled +hair falling down on his shoulders, they were rather the deformity of +the brake-haunting faun, the unloveliness of the moon-dancing satyr, +than those of a man and a vagrant. With the likeness he had the temper +of the old dead gods of the forests and rivers, he loved music, and +could make it, in all its innumerable sighs and songs, give a voice to +all creatures and things of the world, of the waters and the woodlands; +and for many things he was sorrowful continually, and for other things +he forever laughed and was glad. + +Though he was misshapen, and even, as some said, not altogether straight +in his wits, yet his kin honored him. + +For he could draw music from the rude strings of his old viol that +surpassed their own melodies as far as the shining of the sun on the +summits of the Europa surpassed the trembling of the little lamps under +the painted roadside Cavaries. + +He was only a gypsy; he only played as the fancy moved him, by a bright +fountain at a noonday halt, under the ruined arches of a Saracenic +temple, before the tawny gleam of a vast dim plain at sunrise; in a cool +shadowy court where the vines shut out all light; beneath a balcony at +night, when the moonbeams gleamed on some fair unknown face, thrust for +a moment from the darkness through the white magnolia flowers. Yet he +played in suchwise as makes women weep, and holds children and dogs +still to listen, and moves grown men to shade their eyes with their +hands, and think of old dead times, when they played and prayed at their +mothers' knees. + +And his music had so spoken to himself that, although true to his tribe +and all their traditions, loving the vagrant life in the open air, and +being incapable of pursuing any other, he yet neither stole nor slew, +neither tricked nor lied, but found his way vaguely to honesty and +candor, and, having found them, clove to them, so that none could turn +him; living on such scant gains as were thrown to him for his music from +balconies and posada windows and winehouse doors in the hamlets and +towns through which he passed, and making a handful of pulse and a slice +of melon, a couch of leaves and a draught of water, suffice to him for +his few and simple wants. + +His people reproached him, indeed, with demeaning their race by taking +payment in lieu of making thefts; and they mocked him often, and taunted +him, though in a manner they all loved him,--the reckless and +blood-stained Taric most, perhaps, of all. But he would never quarrel +with them, neither would he give over his strange ways which so incensed +them, and with time they saw that Phratos was a gifted fool, who, like +other mad simple creatures, had best be left to go on his own way +unmolested and without contradiction. + +If, too, they had driven him from their midst, they would have missed +his music sorely; that music which awoke them at break of day soaring up +through their roof of chestnut leaves like a lark's song piercing the +skies. + +Phratos came now to the dead woman, and drew off the boughs, and looked +at her. She was quite dead. She had died where she had first sunk down, +unable to reach her promised resting-place. It was a damp green nook on +the edge of the bright mountain-river, at the entrance of that narrow +gorge in which the encampment had been made. + +The face, which was white and young, lay upward, with the shadows of the +flickering foliage on it; and the eyes, which Quità had not closed, were +large and blue; her hair, which was long and brown, was loose, and had +got wet among the grass, and had little buds of flowers and stray golden +leaves twisted in it. + +Phratos felt sorrow for her as he looked. + +He could imagine her history. + +Taric, whom many women had loved, had besought many a one thus to share +his fierce free life for a little space, and then drift away out of it +by chance, or be driven away from it by his fickle passions, or be taken +away like this one by death. + +In her bosom, slipped in her clothes, was a letter. It was written in a +tongue he did not know. He held it awhile, thinking, then he folded it +up and put it in his girdle,--it might be of use, who could tell? There +was the child, there, that might live; unless the camp broke up, and +Zarâ left it under a walnut-tree to die, with the last butterflies of +the fading summer, which was in all likelihood all she would do. + +Nevertheless he kept the letter, and when he had looked long enough at +the dead creature, he turned to the tools he had brought with him, and +set patiently to make her grave. + +He could only work slowly, for he was weak of body, and his infirmity +made all manual toil painful to him. His task was hard, even though the +earth was so soft from recent heavy rains. + +The sun set whilst he was still engaged on it; and it was quite +nightfall before he had fully accomplished it. When the grave was ready +he filled it carefully with the golden leaves that had fallen, and the +thick many-colored mosses that covered the ground like a carpet. + +Then he laid the body tenderly down within that forest shroud, and, with +the moss like a winding-sheet between it and the earth which had to fall +on it, he committed the dead woman to her resting-place. + +It did not seem strange to him, or awful, to leave her there. + +He was a gypsy, and to him the grave under a forest-tree and by a +mountain-stream seemed the most natural rest at last that any creature +could desire or claim. No rites seemed needful to him, and no sense of +any neglect, cruel or unfitting, jarred on him in thus leaving her in +her loneliness, with only the cry of the bittern or the bell of the wild +roe as a requiem. + +Yet a certain sorrow for this unknown and lost life was on him, bohemian +though he was, as he took up his mattock and turned away, and went +backward down the gorge, and left her to lie there forever, through rain +and sunshine, through wind and storm, through the calm of the summer and +the flush of the autumn, and the wildness of the winter, when the +swollen stream should sweep above her tomb, and the famished beasts of +the hills would lift up their voices around it. + +When he reached the camp, he gave the letter to Taric. + +Taric, knowing the tongue it was written in, and being able to +understand the character, looked at it and read it through by the light +of the flaming wood. When he had done so he tossed it behind, in among +the boughs, in scorn. + +"The poor fool's prayer to the brute that she hated!" he said, with a +scoff. + +Phratos lifted up the letter and kept it. + +In a later time he found some one who could decipher it for him. + +It was the letter of Reine Flamma to the miller at Yprès, telling him +the brief story of her fatal passion, and imploring from him mercy to +her unborn child should it survive her and be ever taken to him. + +Remorse and absence had softened to her the harshness and the meanness +of her father's character; she only remembered that he had loved her, +and had deemed her pure and faithful as the saints of God. There was no +word in the appeal by which it could have been inferred that Claudis +Flamma had been other than a man much wronged and loving much, patient +of heart, and without blame in his simple life. + +Phratos took the letter and cherished it. He thought it might some day +save her offspring. This old man's vengeance could not, he thought, be +so cruel to the child as might be the curse and the knife of Taric. + +"She must have been beautiful?" said Phratos to him, after awhile, that +night; "and you care no more for her than that." + +Taric stretched his mighty limbs in the warmth of the flame and made his +answer: + +"There will be as good grapes on the vines next year as any we gathered +this. What does it signify?--she was only a woman. + +"She loved me; she thought me a god, a devil, a prince, a chief,--all +manner of things;--the people thought so too. She was sick of her life. +She was sick of the priests and the beads, and the mill and the market. +She was fair to look at, and the fools called her a saint. When a woman +is young and has beauty, it is dull to be worshiped--in that way. + +"I met her in the wood one summer night. The sun was setting. I do not +know why I cared for her--I did. She was like a tall white lily; these +women of ours are only great tawny sunflowers. + +"She was pure and straight of life; she believed in heaven and hell; she +was innocent as the child unborn; it was tempting to kill all that. It +is so easy to kill it when a woman loves you. I taught her what passion +and freedom and pleasure and torment all meant. She came with me,--after +a struggle, a hard one. I kept her loyally while the gold lasted; that I +swear. I took her to many cities. I let her have jewels and music, and +silk dresses, and fine linen. I was good to her; that I swear. + +"But after a bit she pined, and grew dull again, and wept in secret, and +at times I caught her praying to the white cross which she wore on her +breast. That made me mad. I cursed her and beat her. She never said +anything; she seemed only to love me more, and that made me more mad. + +"Then I got poor again, and I had to sell her things one by one. Not +that she minded that, she would have sold her soul for me. We wandered +north and south; and I made money sometimes by the dice, or by breaking +a horse, or by fooling a woman, or by snatching a jewel off one of their +dolls in their churches; and I wanted to get rid of her, and I could not +tell how. I had not the heart to kill her outright. + +"But she never said a rough word, you know, and that makes a man mad. +Maddalena or Kara or Rachel--any of them--would have flown and struck a +knife at me, and hissed like a snake, and there would have been blows +and furious words and bloodshed; and then we should have kissed, and +been lovers again, fast and fierce. But a woman who is quiet, and only +looks at you with great, sad, soft eyes, when you strike her,--what is +one to do? + +"We were horribly poor at last: we slept in barns and haylofts; we ate +berries and drank the brook-water. She grew weak, and could hardly walk. +Many a time I have been tempted to let her lie and die in the hedgeway +or on the plains, and I did not,--one is so foolish sometimes for sake +of a woman. She knew she was a burden and curse to me,--I may have said +so, perhaps; I do not remember. + +"At last I heard of you in the Liebana, from a tribe we fell in with on +the other side of the mountains, and so we traveled here on foot. I +thought she would have got to the women before her hour arrived. But she +fell down there, and could not stir: and so the end came. It is best as +it is. She was wretched, and what could I do with a woman like that? who +would never hearken to another lover, nor give up her dead God on his +cross, nor take so much as a broken crust if it were stolen, nor even +show her beauty to a sculptor to be carved in stone--for I tried to make +her do that, and she would not. It is best as it is. If she had lived we +could have done nothing with her. And yet I see her sometimes as I saw +her that night, so white and so calm, in the little green wood, as the +sun set----" + +His voice ceased, and he took up a horn full of vino clarete; and +drained it; and was very still, stretching his limbs to bask in the heat +of the fire. The wine had loosened his tongue, and he had spoken from +his heart,--truthfully. + +Phratos, his only hearer, was silent. + +He was thinking of the great blue sightless eyes that he had closed, and +of the loose brown hair on which he had flung the wet leaves and the +earth-clogged mosses. + +"The child lives?" he said at length. + +Taric, who was sinking to sleep after the long fatigues of a heavy tramp +through mountain-passes, stirred sullenly with an oath. + +"Let it go to hell!" he made answer. + +And these were the only words of baptism that were spoken over the +nameless daughter of Taric the gypsy and of Reine Flamma. + +That night Phratos called out to him in the moonlight the woman Zarâ, +who came from under her tent, and stood under the glistening leaves, +strong and handsome, with shining eyes and snowy teeth. + +"The child lives still?" he asked. + +Zarâ nodded her head. + +"You will try and keep it alive?" he pursued. + +She shrugged her shoulders. + +"What is the use? Taric would rather it were dead." + +"What matter what Taric wishes. Living or dead, it will not hinder him. +A child more or less with us, what is it? Only a draught of goat's milk +or a handful of meal. So little; it cannot be felt. You have a child of +your own, Zarâ; you cared for it?" + +"Yes," she answered, with a sudden softening gleam of her bright savage +eyes. + +She had a brown, strong, year-old boy, who kicked his naked limbs on the +sward with joy at Phratos's music. + +"Then have pity on this motherless creature," said Phratos, wooingly. "I +buried that dead woman; and her eyes, though there was no sight in them, +still seemed to pray to mine--and to pray for her child. Be merciful, +Zarâ. Let the child have the warmth of your arms and the defense of your +strength. Be merciful, Zarâ; and your seed shall multiply and increase +tenfold, and shall be stately and strong, and shall spread as the +branches of the plane-trees, on which the storm spends its fury in vain, +and beneath which all things of the earth can find refuge. For never was +a woman's pity fruitless, nor the fair deeds of her days without +recompense." + +Zarâ listened quietly, as the dreamy, poetic, persuasive words stole on +her ear like music. Like the rest of her people, she half believed in +him as a seer and prophet; her teeth shone out in a soft sudden smile. + +"You are always a fool, Phratos," she said; "but it shall be as you +fancy." + +And she went in out of the moonlit leaves and the clear cool, autumn +night into the little dark stifling tent, where the new-born child had +been laid away in a corner upon a rough-and-ready bed of gathered dusky +fir-needles. + +"It is a little cub, not worth the saving; and its dam was not of our +people," she said to herself, as she lifted the wailing and alien +creature to her bosom. + +"It is for you, my angel, that I do it," she murmured, looking at the +sleeping face of her own son. + +Outside the tent the sweet strains of Phratos's music rose sighing and +soft; and mingling, as sounds mingle in a dream, with the murmurs of the +forest leaves and the rushing of the mountain-river. He gave her the +only payment in his power. + +Zarâ, hushing the strange child at her breast, listened, and was half +touched, half angered. + +"Why should he play for this little stray thing, when he never played +once for you, my glory?" she said to her son, as she put the dead +woman's child roughly away, and took him up in its stead, to beat +together in play his rosy hands and cover his mouth with kisses. + +For even from these, the world's outcasts, this new life of a few hours' +span was rejected as unworthy and despised. + +Nevertheless, the music played on through the still forest night; and +nevertheless, the child grew and throve. + +The tribe of Taric abode in the Liebana or in the adjacent country along +the banks of the Deva during the space of four years and more, scarcely +losing in that time the sight, either from near or far, of the rosy +peaks of the Europa. + +He did not abide with them; he quarreled with them violently concerning +some division of a capture of wine-skins, and went on his own way to +distant provinces and cities; to the gambling and roystering, the +woman-fooling and the bull-fighting, that this soul lusted after always. + +His daughter he left to dwell in the tent of Zarâ, and under the defense +of Phratos. + +Once or twice, in sojourns of a night or two among his own people, as +the young creature grew in stature and strength, Taric had glanced at +her, and called her to him, and felt the litheness of her limbs and the +weight of her hair, and laughed as he thrust her from him, thinking, in +time to come, she--who would know nothing of her mother's dead God on +the cross, and of her mother's idle, weak scruples--might bring him a +fair provision in his years of age, when his hand should have lost its +weight against men and his form its goodliness in the sight of women. + +Once or twice he had given her a kick of his foot, or blow with his +leathern whip, when she crawled in the grass too near his path, or lay +asleep in the sun as he chanced to pass by her. + +Otherwise he had naught to do with her, absent or present; otherwise he +left her to chance and the devil, who were, as he said, according to the +Christians, the natural patrons and sponsors of all love-children. +Chance and the Devil, however, had not wholly their way in the Liebana; +for besides them there was Phratos. + +Phratos never abandoned her. + +Under the wolfskin and pineboughs of Zarâ's tent there was misery very +often. + +Zarâ had a fresh son born to her with each succeeding year; and having a +besotted love for her own offspring, had little but indifference and +blows for the stranger who shared their bed and food. Her children, +brown and curly, naked and strong, fought one another like panther cubs, +and rode in a cluster like red mountain-ash berries in the sheepskin +round her waist, and drank by turns out of the pitcher of broth, and +slept all together on dry ferns and mosses, rolled in warm balls one in +another like young bears. + +But the child who had no affinity with them, who was not even wholly of +their tribe, but had in her what they deemed the taint of gentile blood, +was not allowed to gnaw her bare bone or her ripe fig in peace if they +wished for it; was never carried with them in the sheepskin nest, but +left to totter after in the dust or mud as best she might; was forced to +wait for the leavings in the pitcher, or go without if leavings there +were none; and was kicked away by the sturdy limbs of these young males +when she tried to creep for warmth's sake in among them on their fern +bed. But she minded all this little; since in the Liebana there was +Phratos. + +Phratos was always good to her. The prayer which those piteous dead eyes +had made he always answered. He had always pity for the child. + +Many a time, but for his remembrance, she would have starved outright or +died of cold in those wild winters when the tribe huddled together in +the caverns of the limestone, and the snow-drifts were driven up by the +northern winds and blocked them there for many days. Many a time but for +his aid she would have dropped on their march and been left to perish as +she might on the long sunburnt roads, in the arid midsummers, when the +gypsies plodded on their dusty way through the sinuous windings of +hillside paths and along the rough stones of dried-up water-courses, in +gorges and passages known alone to them and the wild deer. + +When her throat was parched with the torment of long thirst, it was he +who raised her to drink from the rill in the rock, high above, to which +the mothers lifted their eager children, leaving her to gasp and gaze +unpitied. When she was driven away from the noonday meal by the hungry +and clamorous youngsters, who would admit no share of their partridge +broth and stewed lentils, it was he who bruised the maize between stones +for her eating, and gathered for her the wild fruit of the quince and +the mulberry. + +When the sons of Zarâ had kicked and bruised and spurned her from the +tent, he would lead her away to some shadowy place where the leaves grew +thickly, and play to her such glad and buoyant tunes that the laughter +seemed to bubble from the listening brooks and ripple among the swinging +boughs, and make the wild hare skip with joy, and draw the timid lizard +from his hole to frolic. And when the way was long, and the stony paths +cruel to her little bare feet, he would carry her aloft on his misshapen +shoulders, where his old viol always traveled; and would beguile the +steep way with a thousand quaint, soft, grotesque conceits of all the +flowers and leaves and birds and animals: talking rather to himself than +her, yet talking with a tender fancifulness, half humor and half +pathos, that soothed her tired senses like a lullaby. Hence it came to +pass that the sole creature whom she loved and who had pity for her was +the uncouth, crippled, gay, sad, gentle, dauntless creature whom his +tribe had always held half wittol and half seer. + +Thus the life in the hills of the Liebana went on till the child of +Taric had entered her sixth year. + +She had both beauty and grace; she had the old Moresco loveliness in its +higher type; she was fleet as the roe, strong as the young izard, wild +as the wood-partridge on the wing; she had grace of limb from the +postures and dances with which she taught herself to keep time to the +fantastic music of the viol; she was shy and sullen, fierce and savage, +to all save himself, for the hand of every other was against her; but to +him, she was docile as the dove to the hand that feeds it. He had given +her a string of bright sequins to hang on her hair, and when the +peasants of the mountains and valleys saw her by the edge of some green +woodland pool, whirling by moonlight to the sound of his melodies, they +took her to be some unearthly spirit, and told wonderful things over +their garlic of the elf crowned with stars they had seen dancing on a +round lotos-leaf in the hush of the night. + +In the Liebana she was beaten often, hungry almost always, cursed +fiercely, driven away by the mothers, mocked and flouted by the +children; and this taught her silence and ferocity. Yet in the Liebana +she was happy, for one creature loved her, and she was free--free to lie +in the long grass, to bathe in the still pools, to watch the wild things +of the woods, to wander ankle-deep in forest blossoms, to sleep under +the rocking of pines, to run against the sweet force of the wind, to +climb the trees and swing cradled in leaves, and to look far away at the +snow on the mountains, and to dream, and to love, and to be content in +dreaming and loving, their mystical glory that awoke with the sun. + +One day in the red autumn, Taric came; he had been wholly absent more +than two years. + +He was superb to the sight still, with matchless splendor of face and +form, but his carriage was more reckless and disordered than ever, and +in his gemlike and night-black eyes, there was a look of cunning and of +subtle ferocity new to them. + +His life had gone hardly with him, and to the indolence, the passions, +the rapacity, the slothful sensuality of the gypsy--who had retained all +the vices of his race whilst losing the virtues of simplicity in living, +and of endurance under hardship--the gall of a sharp poverty had become +unendurable: and to live without dice, and women, and wine, and boastful +brawling, seemed to him to be worse than any death. + +The day he returned, they were still camped in the Liebana; in one of +its narrow gorges, overhung with a thick growth of trees, and coursed +through by a headlong hill-stream that spread itself into darkling +breadths and leafy pools, in which the fish were astir under great snowy +lilies and a tangled web of water-plants. + +He strode into the midst of them, as they sat round their camp-fire lit +beneath a shelf of rock, as his wont was; and was welcomed, and fed, and +plied with such as they had, with that mixture of sullen respect and +incurable attachment which his tribe preserved, through all their +quarrels, for this, the finest and the fiercest, the most fickle and the +most faithless, of them all. + +He gorged himself, and drank, and said little. + +When the meal was done, the young of the tribe scattered themselves in +the red evening light under the great walnuts; some at feud, some at +play. + +"Which is mine?" he asked, surveying the children. They showed her to +him. The sequins were round her head; she swung on a bough of ash; the +pool beneath mirrored her; she was singing as children sing, without +words, yet musically and gladly, catching at the fireflies that danced +above her in the leaves. + +"Can she dance?" he asked lazily of them. + +"In her own fashion,--as a flower in the wind," Phratos answered him, +with a smile; and, willing to woo for her the good graces of her father, +he slung his viol off his shoulders and tuned it, and beckoned the +child. + +She came, knowing nothing who Taric was; he was only to her a +fierce-eyed man like the rest, who would beat her, most likely, if she +stood between him and the sun, or overturned by mischance his horn of +liquor. + +Phratos played, and all the gypsy children, as their wont was, danced. + +But she danced all alone, and with a grace and a fire that surpassed +theirs. She was only a baby still; she had only her quick ear to guide +her, and her only teacher was such inborn instinct as makes the birds +sing and the young kids gambol. + +Yet she danced with a wondrous subtlety and intensity of ardor beyond +her years; her small brown limbs glancing like bronze in the fire-glow, +the sequins flashing in her flying hair, and her form flung high in air, +like a bird on the wing, or a leaf on the wind; never still, never +ceasing to dart, and to leap, and to whirl, and to sway, yet always with +a sweet dreamy indolence, even in her fiery unrest. + +Taric watched her under his bent brow until the music ceased, and she +dropped on the grass spent and panting like a swallow after a long ocean +flight. + +"She will do," he muttered. + +"What is it you mean with the child?" some women asked. + +Taric laughed. + +"The little vermin is good for a gold piece or two," he answered. + +Phratos said nothing, but he heard. + +After awhile the camp was still; the gypsies slept. Two or three of +their men went out to try and harry cattle by the light of the moon if +they should be in luck; two others went forth to set snares for the wood +partridges and rabbits; the rest slumbered soundly, the dogs curled to a +watching sleep of vigilant guard in their midst. + +Taric alone sat by the dying fire. When all was very quiet, and the +stars were clear in midnight skies, the woman Zarâ stole out of her tent +to him. + +"You signed to me," she said to him in a low voice. "You want the child +killed?" + +Taric showed his white teeth like a wolf. + +"Not I; what should I gain?" + +"What is it you want, then, with her?" + +"I mean to take her, that is all. See here--a month ago, on the other +side of the mountains, I met a fantoccini player. It was at a wineshop, +hard by Luzarches. He had a woman-child with him who danced to his +music, and whom the people praised for her beauty, and who anticked like +a dancing-dog, and who made a great deal of silver. We got friends, he +and I. At the week's end the brat died: some sickness of the throat, +they said. Her master tore his hair and raved; the little wretch was +worth handfuls of coin to him. For such another he would give twelve +gold pieces. He shall have her. She will dance for him and me; there is +plenty to be made in that way. The women are fools over a handsome +child; they open their larders and their purses. I shall take her away +before sunrise; he says he teaches them in seven days, by starving and +giving the stick. She will dance while she is a child. Later on--there +are the theaters; she will be strong and handsome, and in the great +cities, now, a woman's comeliness is as a mine of gold ore. I shall take +her away by sunrise." + +"To sell her?" + +The hard fierce heart of Zarâ rebelled against him; she had no +tenderness save for her own offspring, and she had maltreated the stray +child many a time; yet the proud liberty and the savage chastity of her +race were roused against him by his words. + +Taric laughed again. + +"Surely; why not? I will make a dancing-dog of her for the peasants' +pastime; and in time she will make dancing-dogs of the nobles and the +princes for her own sport. It is a brave life--none better." + +The gypsy woman stood, astonished and irresolute. If he had flung his +child in the river, or thrown her off a rock, he would have less +offended the instincts and prejudices of her clan. + +"What will Phratos say?" she asked at length. + +"Phratos? A rotten fig for Phratos! What can he say--or do? The little +beast is mine; I can wring its neck if I choose, and if it refuse to +pipe when we play for it, I will." + +The woman sought in vain to dissuade him; he was inflexible. She left +him at last, telling herself that it was no business of hers. He had a +right to do what he chose with his own. So went and lay down among her +brown-faced boys, and was indifferent, and slept. + +Taric likewise slept, upon a pile of moss under the ledge of the rock, +lulled by the heat of the fire, which, ere lying down, he had fed with +fresh boughs of resinous wood. + +When all was quite still, and his deep quiet breathing told that his +slumber was one not easily broken, a man softly rose from the ground and +threw off a mass of dead leaves that had covered him, and stood erect, a +dark, strange, misshapen figure, in the moonlight: it was Phratos. + +He had heard, and understood all that Taric meant for the present and +the future of the child: and he knew that when Taric vowed to do a thing +for his own gain, it were easier to uproot the chain of the Europa than +to turn him aside from his purpose. + +"It was my doing!" said Phratos to himself bitterly, as he stood there, +and his heart was sick and sore in him, as with self-reproach for a +crime. + +He thought awhile, standing still in the hush of the midnight; then he +went softly, with a footfall that did not waken a dog, and lifted up the +skins of Zarâ's tent as they hung over the fir-poles. The moonbeams +slanting through the foliage strayed in, and showed him the woman, +sleeping among her rosy robust children, like a mastiff with her litter +of tawny pups; and away from them, on the bare ground closer to the +entrance, the slumbering form of the young daughter of Taric. + +She woke as he touched her, opening bright bewildered eyes. + +"Hush! it is I, Phratos," he murmured over her, and the stifled cry died +on her lips. + +He lifted her up in his arms and left the tent with her, and dropped the +curtain of sheepskin, and went out into the clear, crisp, autumn night. +Her eyes had closed again, and her head had sunk on his shoulder heavy +with sleep; she had not tried to keep awake one moment after knowing +that it was Phratos who had come for her; she loved him, and in his hold +feared nothing. + +Taric lay on the ledge of the rock, deaf with the torpor of a +half-drunken slumber, dreaming gloomily; his hand playing in his dreams +with the knife that was thrust in his waistband. + +Phratos stepped gently past him, and through the outstretched forms of +the dogs and men, and across the died-out embers of the fire, over which +the emptied soup-kettle still swung, as the night-breeze blew to and fro +its chain. No one heard him. + +He went out from their circle and down the path of the gorge in silence, +carrying the child. She was folded in a piece of sheepskin, and in her +hair there were still the sequins. They glittered in the white light as +he went; as the wind blew, it touched the chords of the viol on his +shoulder, and struck a faint, musical, sighing sound from them. + +"Is it morning?" the child murmured, half asleep. + +"No, dear; it is night," he answered her, and she was content and slept +again--the strings of the viol sending a soft whisper in her drowsy ear, +each time that the breeze arose and swept across them. + +When the morning came it found him far on his road, leaving behind him +the Liebana. + +There followed a bright month of autumn weather. The child was happy as +she had never been. + +They moved on continually through the plains and the fields, the hills +and the woods, the hamlets and the cities; but she and the viol were +never weary. They rode aloft whilst he toiled on. Yet neither was he +weary, for the viol murmured in the wind, and the child laughed in the +sunshine. + + + + +CHAPTER V. + + +It was late in the year. + +The earth and sky were a blaze of russet and purple, and scarlet and +gold. The air was keen and swift, and strong like wine. A summer +fragrance blended with a winter frost. The grape harvest had been +gathered in, and had been plentiful, and the people were liberal and of +good humor. + +Sometimes before a wineshop or beneath a balcony, or in a broad +market-square at evening, Phratos played; and the silver and copper +coins were dropped fast to him. When he had enough by him to get a crust +for himself, and milk and fruit for her, he did not pause to play, but +moved on resolutely all the day, resting at night only. + +He bought her a little garment of red foxes' furs; her head and her feet +were bare. She bathed in clear running waters, and slept in a nest of +hay. She saw vast towers, and wondrous spires, and strange piles of wood +and stone, and rivers spanned by arches, and great forests half +leafless, and plains red in stormy sunset light, and towns that lay hid +in soft gold mists of vapor; and saw all these as in a dream, herself +borne high in air, wrapped warm in fur, and lulled by the sweet familiar +fraternity of the old viol. She asked no questions, she was content, +like a mole or a dormouse; she was not beaten or mocked, she was never +hungry nor cold; no one cursed her, and she was with Phratos. + +It takes time to go on foot across a great country, and Phratos was +nearly always on foot. + +Now and then he gave a coin or two, or a tune or two, for a lift on some +straw-laden wagon, or some mule-cart full of pottery or of vegetables, +that was crawling on its slow way through the plains of the marshy +lands, or the poplar-lined leagues of the public highways. But as a rule +he plodded on by himself, shunning the people of his own race, and +shunned in return by the ordinary populace of the places through which +he traveled. For they knew him to be a Spanish gypsy by his skin and his +garb and his language, and by the starry-eyed Arab-faced child who ran +by his side in her red fur and her flashing sequins. + +"There is a curse written against all honest folk on every one of those +shaking coins," the peasants muttered as she passed them. + +She did not comprehend their sayings, for she knew none but her gypsy +tongue, and that only very imperfectly; but she knew by their glance +that they meant that she was something evil; and she gripped tighter +Phratos's hand--half terrified, half triumphant. + +The weather grew colder and the ground harder. The golden and scarlet +glories of the south and of the west, their red leafage and purple +flowers, gorgeous sunsets and leaping waters, gave place to the level +pastures, pale skies, leafless woods, and dim gray tints of the +northerly lands. + +The frosts became sharp, and mists that came from unseen seas enveloped +them. There were marvelous old towns; cathedral spires that arose, +ethereal as vapor; still dusky cities, aged with many centuries, that +seemed to sleep eternally in the watery halo of the fog; green +cultivated hills, from whose smooth brows the earth-touching clouds +seemed never to lift themselves; straight sluggish streams, that flowed +with leisurely laziness through broad flat meadow-lands, white with snow +and obscure with vapor. These were for what they exchanged the pomp of +dying foliage, the glory of crimson fruits, the fierce rush of the +mistral, the odors of the nowel-born violets, the fantastic shapes of +the aloes and olives raising their dark spears and their silvery network +against the amber fires of a winter dawn in the rich southwest. + +The child was chilled, oppressed, vaguely awestruck, and disquieted; but +she said nothing; Phratos was there and the viol. + +She missed the red forests and the leaping torrents, and the prickly +fruits, and the smell of the violets and the vineyards, and the wild +shapes of the cactus, and the old myrtles that were hoary and contorted +with age. But she did not complain nor ask any questions; she had +supreme faith in Phratos. + +One night, at the close of a black day in midwinter, the sharpest and +hardest in cold that they had ever encountered, they passed through a +little town whose roadways were mostly canals, and whose spires and +roofs and pinnacles and turrets and towers were all beautiful with the +poetry and the majesty of a long-perished age. + +The day had been bitter; there was snow everywhere; great blocks of ice +choked up the water; the belfry chimes rang shrilly through the rarefied +air; the few folks that were astir were wrapped in wool or sheepskin; +through the casements there glowed the ruddy flush of burning logs; and +the muffled watchmen passing to and fro in antique custom on their +rounds called out, under the closed houses, that it was eight of the +night in a heavy snowstorm. + +Phratos paused in the town at an old hostelry to give the child a hot +drink of milk and a roll of rye bread. There he asked the way to the +wood and the mill of Yprès. + +They told it him sullenly and suspiciously: since for a wild gypsy of +Spain the shrewd, thrifty, plain people of the north had no liking. + +He thanked them, and went on his way, out of the barriers of the little +town along a road by the river towards the country. + +"Art thou cold, dear?" he asked her, with more tenderness than common in +his voice. + +The child shivered under her little fur-skin, which would not keep out +the searching of the hurricane and the driving of the snowflakes; but +she drew her breath quickly, and answered him, "No." + +They came to a little wood, leafless and black in the gloomy night; a +dead crow swung in their faces on a swaying pear-tree; the roar of the +mill-stream loudly filled what otherwise would have been an intense +silence. + +He made his way in by a little wicket, through an orchard and through a +garden, and so to the front of the mill-house. The shutters were not +closed; through the driving of the snow he could see within. It looked +to him--a houseless wanderer from his youth up--strangely warm and safe +and still. + +An old man sat on one side of the wide hearth; an old woman, who span, +on the other; the spinning-wheel turned, the thread flew, the logs +smoked and flamed, the red glow played on the blue and white tiles of +the chimney-place, and danced on the pewter and brass on the shelves; +from the rafters there hung smoked meats and dried herbs and strings of +onions; there was a crucifix, and below it a little Nativity, in wax and +carved wood. + +He could not tell that the goodly stores were only gathered there to be +sold later at famine prices to a starving peasantry; he could not tell +that the wooden god was only worshiped in a blind, bigoted, brutal +selfishness, that desired to save its own soul, and to leave all other +souls in eternal damnation. + +He could not tell; he only saw old age and warmth and comfort; and what +the people who hooted him as a heathen called the religion of Love. + +"They will surely be good to her?" he thought. "Old people, and +prosperous, and alone by their fireside." + +It seemed that they must be so. + +Anyway, there was no other means to save her from Taric. + +His heart was sore within him, for he had grown to love the child; and +to the vagrant instincts of his race the life of the house and of the +hearth seemed like the life of the cage for the bird. Yet Phratos, who +was not altogether as his own people were, but had thought much and +often in his own wild way, knew that such a life was the best for a +woman-child,--and, above all, for a woman-child who had such a sire as +Taric. + +To keep her with himself was impossible. He had always dwelt with his +tribe, having no life apart from theirs; and even if he had left them, +wherever he had wandered, there would Taric have followed, and found +him, and claimed the child by his right of blood. There was no other way +to secure her from present misery and future shame, save only this; to +place her with her mother's people. + +She stood beside him, still and silent, gazing through the snowflakes at +the warmth of the mill-kitchen within. + +He stooped over her, and pushed between her fur garment and her skin the +letter he had found on the breast of the dead woman in the Liebana. + +"Thou wilt go in there to the old man yonder, and sleep by that pleasant +fire to-night," he murmured to her. "And thou wilt be good and gentle, +and even as thou art to me always; and to-morrow at noontide I will come +and see how it fares with thee." + +Her small hands tightened upon his. + +"I will not go without thee," she muttered in the broken tongue of the +gypsy children. + +There were food and milk, fire and shelter, safety from the night and +the storm there, she saw; but these were naught to her without Phratos. +She struggled against her fate as the young bird struggles against being +thrust into the cage,--not knowing what captivity means, and yet afraid +of it and rebelling by instinct. + +He took her up in his arms, and pressed her close to him, and for the +first time kissed her. For Phratos, though tender to her, had no woman's +foolishness, but had taught her to be hardy and strong, and to look for +neither caresses nor compassion--knowing well that to the love-child of +Taric in her future years the first could only mean shame, and the last +could only mean alms, which would be shame likewise. + +"Go, dear," he said softly to her; and then he struck with his staff on +the wooden door, and, lifting its latch, unclosed it; and thrust the +child forward, ere she could resist, into the darkness of the low +entrance-place. + +Then he turned and went swiftly himself through the orchard and wood +into the gloom and the storm of the night. + +He knew that to show himself to a northern householder were to do her +evil and hurt; for between the wanderer of the Spanish forests and the +peasant of the Norman pastures there could be only defiance, mistrust, +and disdain. + +"I will see how it is with her to-morrow," he said to himself as he +faced again the wind and the sleet. "If it be well with her--let it be +well. If not, she must come forth with me, and we must seek some lair +where her wolf-sire shall not prowl and discover her. But it will be +hard to find; for the vengeance of Taric is swift of foot and has a +far-stretching hand and eyes that are sleepless." + +And his heart was heavy in him as he went. He had done what seemed to +him just and due to the child and her mother; he had been true to the +vow he had made answering the mute prayer of the sightless dead eyes; he +had saved the flesh of the child from the whip of the trainer, and the +future of the child from the shame of the brothel; he had done thus much +in saving her from her father, and he had done it in the only way that +was possible to him. + +Yet his heart was heavy as he went; and it seemed to him even as though +he had thrust some mountain-bird with pinions that would cleave the +clouds, and eyes that would seek the sun, and a song that would rise +with the dawn, and a courage that would breast the thunder, down into +the darkness of a trap, to be shorn and crippled and silenced for +evermore. + +"I will see her to-morrow," he told himself; restless with a vague +remorse, as though the good he had done had been evil. + +But when the morrow dawned there had happened that to Phratos which +forbade him to see whether it were well with her that day or any day in +all the many years that came. + +For Phratos that night, being blinded and shrouded in the storm of snow, +lost such slender knowledge as he had of that northern country, and +wandered far afield, not knowing where he was in the wide white desert, +on which no single star-ray shone. + +The violence of the storm grew with the hours. The land was a sheet of +snow. The plains were dim and trackless as a desert. Sheep were frozen +in their folds, and cattle drowned amidst the ice in the darkness. All +lights were out, and the warning peals of the bells were drowned in the +tempest of the winds. + +The land was strange to him, and he lost all knowledge where he was. +Above, beneath, around, were the dense white rolling clouds of snow. +Now and then through the tumult of the hurricane there was blown a +strange harsh burst of jangled chimes that wailed a moment loudly on the +silence and then died again. + +At many doors he knocked: the doors of little lonely places standing in +the great colorless waste. + +But each door, being opened cautiously, was with haste shut in his face +again. + +"It is a gypsy," the people muttered, and were afraid; and they drew +their bars closer and huddled together in their beds, and thanked their +saints that they were safe beneath a roof. + +He wrapped his sheepskin closer round him and set his face against the +blast. + +A hundred times he strove to set his steps backwards to the town, and a +hundred times he failed; and moved only round and round vainly, never +escaping the maze of the endless white fields. + +Now the night was long, and he was weakly. + +In the midst of the fields there was a cross, and at the head of the +cross hung a lantern. The wind tossed the light to and fro. It flickered +on the head of a woman. She lay in the snow, and her hand grasped his +foot as he passed her. + +"I am dead," she said to him: "dead of hunger But the lad lives--save +him." + +And as she spoke, her lips closed together, her throat rattled, and she +died. + +The boy slept at her feet, and babbled in his sleep, delirious. + +Phratos stooped down and raised him. He was a child of eight years, and +worn with famine and fever, and his gaunt eyes stared hideously up at +the driving snow. + +Phratos folded him in his arms, and went on with him: the snow had +nearly covered the body of his mother. + +All around were the fields. There was no light, except from the lantern +on the cross. A few sheep huddled near without a shepherd. The stillness +was intense. The bells had ceased to ring or he had wandered far from +the sound of them. + +The lad was senseless; he muttered drearily foolish words of fever; his +limbs hung in a dead weight; his teeth chattered. Phratos, bearing him, +struggled on: the snow was deep and drifted heavily; every now and then +he stumbled and plunged to his knees in a rift of earth or in a shallow +pool of ice. + +At last his strength, feeble at all times, failed him; his arms could +bear their burden no longer; he let the young boy slip from his hold +upon the ground; and stood, breathless and broken, with the snowflakes +beating on him. + +"The woman trusted me," he thought; she was a stranger, she was a +beggar, she was dead. She had no bond upon him. Neither could she ever +bear witness against him. Yet he was loyal to her. + +He unwound the sheepskin that he wore, and stripped himself of it and +folded it about the sick child, and with a slow laborious effort drew +the little body away under the frail shelter of a knot of furze, and +wrapped it closely round, and left it there. + +It was all that he could do. + +Then, with no defense between him and the driving cold, he strove once +more to find his road. + +It was quite dark; quite still. + +The snow fell ceaselessly; the white wide land was patchless as the sea. + +He stumbled on, as a mule may which being blind and bruised yet holds +its way from the sheer instinct of its sad dumb patience. His veins were +frozen; his beard was ice; the wind cut his flesh like a scourge; a +sickly dreamy sleepiness stole on him. + +He knew well what it meant. + +He tried to rouse himself; he was young, and his life had its sweetness; +and there were faces he would fain have seen again, and voices whose +laughter he would fain have heard. + +He drew the viol round and touched its strings; but his frozen fingers +had lost their cunning, and the soul of the music was chilled and dumb: +it only sighed in answer. + +He kissed it softly as he would have kissed a woman's lips, and put it +in his bosom. It had all his youth in it. + +Then he stumbled onward yet again, feebly, being a cripple, and cold to +the bone, and pierced with a million thorns of pain. + +There was no light anywhere. + +The endless wilderness of the white plowed lands stretched all around +him; where the little hamlets clustered the storm hid them; no light +could penetrate the denseness of that changeless gloom; and the only +sound that rose upon the ghastly silence was the moaning of some +perishing flock locked in a flood of ice, and deserted by its shepherd. + +But what he saw and what he heard were not these going barefoot and +blindfold to his death, the things of his own land were with him; the +golden glories of sunsets of paradise; the scarlet blaze of a wilderness +of flowers; the sound of the fountains at midnight; the glancing of the +swift feet in the dances; the sweetness of songs sad as death sung in +the desolate courts of old palaces; the deep dreamy hush of white moons +shining through lines of palms straight on a silvery sea. + +These arose and drifted before him, and he ceased to suffer or to know, +and sleep conquered him; he dropped down on the white earth noiselessly +and powerlessly as a leaf sinks; the snow fell and covered him. + +When the morning broke, a peasant, going to his labor in the fields, +while the stormy winter sun rose red over the whitened world, found both +his body and the child's. + +The boy was warm and living still beneath the shelter of the sheepskin: +Phratos was dead. + +The people succored the child, and nursed and fed him so that his life +was saved; but to Phratos they only gave such burial as the corby gives +the stricken deer. + +"It is only a gypsy; let him lie," they said; and they left him there, +and the snow kept him. + +His viol they robbed him of, and cast it as a plaything to their +children. + +But the children could make no melody from its dumb strings. For the +viol was faithful; and its music was dead too. + +And his own land and his own people knew him never again; and never +again at evening was the voice of his viol heard in the stillness, and +never again did the young men and maidens dance to his bidding, and the +tears and the laughter rise and fall at his will, and the beasts and the +birds frisk and sing at his coming, and the children in his footsteps +cry, "Lo, it is summer, since Phratos is here!" + + + + +BOOK II. + + + + +CHAPTER I. + + +The hottest sun of a hot summer shone on a straight white dusty road. + +An old man was breaking stones by the wayside; he was very old, very +bent, very lean, worn by nigh a hundred years if he had been worn by +one; but he struck yet with a will, and the flints flew in a thousand +pieces under his hammer, as though the youth and the force of nineteen +years instead of ninety were at work on them. + +When the noon bell rang from a little odd straight steeple, with a +slanting roof, that peered out of the trees to the westward, he laid his +hammer aside, took off his brass-plated cap, wiped his forehead of its +heat and dust, sat down on his pile of stones, took out a hard black +crust and munched with teeth that were still strong and wiry. + +The noontide was very quiet; the heat was intense, for there had been no +rainfall for several weeks; there was one lark singing high up in the +air, with its little breast lifted to the sun; but all the other birds +were mute and invisible, doubtless hidden safely in some delicious +shadow, swinging drowsily on tufts of linden bloom, or underneath the +roofing of broad chestnut leaves. + +The road on either side was lined by the straight forms of endless +poplars, standing side by side in sentinel. The fields were all ablaze +around on every side with the gold of ripening corn or mustard, and the +scarlet flame of innumerable poppies. + +Here and there they were broken by some little house, white or black, or +painted in bright colors, which lifted up among its leaves a little +tower like a sugar-loaf, or a black gable, and a pointed arch beneath +it. Now and then they were divided by rows of trees standing breathless +in the heat, or breadths of apple orchards, some with fruits ruby red, +some with fruits as yet green as their foliage. + +Through it all the river ran, silver in the light, with shallow fords, +where the deep-flanked bullocks drank; and ever and anon an ancient +picturesque bridge of wood, time-bronzed and moss-imbedded. + +The old man did not look round once; he had been on these roads a score +of years; the place had to him the monotony and colorlessness which all +long familiar scenes wear to the eyes that are weary of them. + +He was ninety-five; he had to labor for his living; he ate black bread; +he had no living kith or kin; no friend save in the mighty legion of the +dead; he sat in the scorch of the sun; he hated the earth and the sky, +the air and the landscape: why not? + +They had no loveliness for him; he only knew that the flies stung him, +and that the red ants could crawl through the holes in his shoes, and +bite him sharply with their little piercing teeth. + +He sat in such scanty shade as the tall lean poplar gave, munching his +hard crusts; he had a fine keen profile and a long white beard that were +cut as sharply as an intaglio against the golden sunlight, in which the +gnats were dancing. His eyes were fastened on the dust as he ate; blue +piercing eyes which had still something of the fire of their youth; and +his lips under the white hair moved a little now and then, half audibly. + +His thoughts were with the long dead years of an unforgotten time--a +time that will be remembered as long as the earth shall circle round the +sun. + +With the present he had nothing to do; he worked to satisfy the +lingering cravings of a body that age seemed to have lost all power to +kill; he worked because he was too much of a man still to beg, and +because suicide looked to his fancy like a weakness. But life for all +that was over with him; life in the years of his boyhood had been a +thing so splendid, so terrible, so drunken, so divine, so tragic, so +intense, that the world seemed now to him to have grown pale and gray +and pulseless, with no sap in its vines, no hue in its suns, no blood in +its humanity. + +For his memory held the days of Thermidor; the weeks of the White +Terror; the winter dawn, when the drums rolled out a King's threnody; +the summer nights, when all the throats of Paris cried "Marengo!" + +He had lived in the wondrous awe of that abundant time when every hour +was an agony or a victory, when every woman was a martyr or a bacchanal; +when the same scythe that had severed the flowering grasses, served also +to cleave the fair breasts of the mother, the tender throat of the +child; when the ground was purple with the blue blood of men as with the +juices of out-trodden grapes, and when the waters were white with the +bodies of virgins as with the moon-fed lilies of summer. And now he sat +here by the wayside in the dust and the sun, only feeling the sting of +the fly and the bite of the ant; and the world seemed dead to him, +because so long ago, though his body still lived on, his soul had cursed +God and died. + +Through the golden motes of the dancing air and of the quivering +sunbeams, whilst high above the lark sang on, there came along the road +a girl. + +She was bare-footed, and bare-throated, lithe of movement, and straight +and supple as one who passed her life on the open lands and was abroad +in all changes of the weather. She walked with the free and fearless +measure of the countrywomen of Rome or the desert-born women of Nubia; +she had barely completed her sixteenth year, but her bosom and limbs +were full and firm, and moulded with almost all the luxuriant splendor +of maturity; her head was not covered after the fashion of the country, +but had a scarlet kerchief wound about. On it she bore a flat basket, +filled high with fruits and herbs and flowers; a mass of color and of +blossom, through which her dark level brows and her great eyes, +blue-black as a tempestuous night, looked out, set straight against the +sun. + +She came on, treading down the dust with her long and slender feet, that +were such feet as a sculptor would give to his Cleopatra or his Phryne. +Her face was grave, shadowed, even fierce; and her mouth, though scarlet +as a berry and full and curled, had its lips pressed close on one +another, like the lips of one who has long kept silence, and may keep +it--until death. + +As she saw the old man her eyes changed and lightened with a smile which +for the moment banished all the gloom and savage patience from her eyes, +and made them mellow and lustrous as a southern sun. + +She paused before him, and spoke, showing her beautiful white teeth, +small and even, like rows of cowry shells. + +"You are well, Marcellin?" + +The old man started, and looked up with a certain gladness on his own +keen visage, which had lost all expression save such as an intense and +absorbed retrospection will lend. + +"Fool!" he made answer, harshly yet not unkindly. "When will you know +that so long as an old man lives so long it cannot be 'well' with him?" + +"Need one be a man, or old, to answer so?" + +She spoke in the accent and the language of the province, but with a +voice rich and pure and cold; not the voice of the north, or of any +peasantry. + +She put her basket down from off her head, and leaned against the trunk +of the poplar beside him, crossing her arms upon her bare chest. + +"To the young everything is possible; to the old nothing," he said +curtly. + +Her eyes gleamed with a thirsty longing; she made him no reply. + +He broke off half his dry bread and tendered it to her. She shook her +head and motioned it away; yet she was as sharp-hungered as any hawk +that has hunted all through the night and the woods, and has killed +nothing. The growing life, the superb strength, the lofty stature of her +made her need constant nourishment, as young trees need it; and she was +fed as scantily as a blind beggar's dog, and less willingly than a +galley-slave. + +The kindly air had fed her richly, strongly, continually; that was all. + +"Possible!" she said slowly, after awhile. "What is 'possible'? I do not +understand." + +The old man, Marcellin, smiled grimly. + +"You see that lark? It soars there, and sings there. It is possible that +a fowler may hide in the grasses; it is possible that it may be shot as +it sings; it is possible that it may have the honor to die in agony, to +grace a rich man's table. You see?" + +She mused a moment; her brain was rapid in intuitive perception, but +barren of all culture; it took her many moments to follow the filmy +track of a metaphorical utterance. + +But by degrees she saw his meaning, and the shadow settled over her face +again. + +"The 'possible,' then, is only--the worse?" she said slowly. + +The old man smiled still grimly. + +"Nay; our friends the priests say there is a 'possible' which will +give--one day--the fowler who kills the lark the wings of the lark, and +the lark's power to sing _Laus Deo_ in heaven. _I_ do not say--they do." + +"The priests!" All the scorn of which her curved lips were capable +curled on them, and a deep hate gathered in her eyes--a hate that was +unfathomable and mute. + +"Then there is no 'possible' for me," she said bitterly, "if so be that +priests hold the gifts of it?" + +Marcellin looked up at her from under his bushy white eyebrows; a glance +fleet and keen as the gleam of blue steel. + +"Yes, there is," he said curtly. "You are a woman-child, and have +beauty: the devil will give you one." + +"Always the devil!" she muttered. There was impatience in her echo of +the words, and yet there was an awe also as of one who uses a name that +is mighty and full of majesty, although familiar. + +"Always the devil!" repeated Marcellin. "For the world is always of +men." + +His meaning this time lay too deep for her, and passed her; she stood +leaning against the poplar, with her head bent and her form motionless +and golden in the sunlight like a statue of bronze. + +"If men be devils they are my brethren," she said suddenly; "why do +they, then, so hate me?" + +The old man stroked his beard. + +"Because Fraternity is Hate. Cain said so; but God would not believe +him." + +She mused over the saying; silent still. + +The lark dropped down from heaven, suddenly falling through the air, +mute. It had been struck by a sparrow-hawk, which flashed back against +the azure of the skies and the white haze of the atmosphere; and which +flew down in the track of the lark, and seized it ere it gained the +shelter of the grass, and bore it away within his talons. + +Marcellin pointed to it with his pipe-stem. + +"You see, there are many forms of the 'possible'----" + +"When it means Death," she added. + +The old man took his pipe back and smoked. + +"Of course. Death is the key-note of creation." + +Again she did not comprehend; a puzzled pain clouded the luster of her +eyes. + +"But the lark praised God--why should it be so dealt with?" + +Marcellin smiled grimly. + +"Abel was praising God; but that did not turn aside the steel." + +She was silent yet again; he had told her that old story of the sons +born of Eve, and the one whom, hearing it, she had understood and pitied +had been Cain. + +At that moment, through the roadway that wound across the meadows and +through the corn lands and the trees, there came in sight a gleam of +scarlet that was not from the poppies, a flash of silver that was not +from the river, a column of smoke that was not from the weeds that +burned on the hillside. + +There came a moving cloud, with a melodious murmur softly rising from +it; a cloud that moved between the high flowering hedges, the tall amber +wheat, the slender poplars, and the fruitful orchards; a cloud that grew +larger and clearer as it drew more near to them, and left the green +water-meadows and the winding field-paths for the great highroad. + +It was a procession of the Church. + +It drew closer and closer by slow imperceptible degrees, until it +approached them; the old man sat upright, not taking his cap from his +head nor his pipe from his mouth; the young girl ceased to lean for rest +against the tree, and stood with her arms crossed on her breast. + +The Church passed them; the gilt crucifix held aloft, the scarlet and +the white of the floating robes catching the sunlight; the silver chains +and the silver censers gleaming, the fresh young voices of the singing +children cleaving the air like a rush of wind; the dark shorn faces of +the priests bowed over open books, the tender sound of little bells +ringing across the low deep monotony of prayer. + +The Church passed them; the dust of the parched road rose up in a +choking mass; the heavy mist of the incense hung darkly on the sunlit +air; the tramp of the many feet startled the birds from their rest, and +pierced through the noonday silence. + +It passed them, and left them behind it; but the fresh leaves were +choked and whitened; the birds were fluttered and affrightened; the old +man coughed, the girl strove to brush the dust motes from her smarting +eyelids. + +"That is the Church!" said the stone-breaker, with a smile. +"Dust--terror--a choked voice--and blinded eyes." + +Now she understood; and her beautiful curled lips laughed mutely. + +The old man rammed some more tobacco into the bowl of his pipe. + +"That is the Church!" he said. "To burn incense and pray for rain, and +to fell the forests that were the rain-makers." + +The procession passed away out of sight, going along the highway and +winding by the course of the river, calling to the bright blue heavens +for rain; whilst the little bells rang and the incense curled and the +priests prayed themselves hoarse, and the peasants toiled footsore, and +the eager steps of the choral children trod the tiny gnat dead in the +grasses and the bright butterfly dead in the dust. + +The priests had cast a severer look from out their down-dropped eyelids; +the children had huddled together, with their voices faltering a +little; and the boy choristers had shot out their lips in gestures of +defiance and opprobrium as they had passed these twain beneath the +wayside trees. For the two were both outcasts. + +"Didst thou see the man that killed the king?" whispered to another one +fair and curly-headed baby, who was holding in the sun her little, +white, silver-fringed banner, and catching the rise and fall of the +sonorous chant as well as she could with her little lisping tones. + +"Didst thou see the daughter of the devil?" muttered to another a +handsome golden-brown boy, who had left his herd untended in the meadow +to don his scarlet robes and to swing about the censer of his village +chapel. + +And they all sang louder, and tossed more incense on high, and marched +more closely together under the rays of the gleaming crucifix as they +went; feeling that they had been beneath the shadow of the powers of +darkness, and that they were purer and holier, and more exalted, because +they had thus passed by in scorn what was accursed with psalms on their +lips, with the cross as their symbol. + +So they went their way through the peaceful country with a glory of +sunbeams about them--through the corn, past the orchards, by the river, +into the heart of the old brown quiet town, and about the foot of the +great cathedral, where they kneeled down in the dust and prayed, then +rose and sang the "Angelus." + +Then the tall dark-visaged priest, who had led them all thither under +the standard of the golden crucifix, lifted his voice alone and implored +God, and exhorted man; implored for rain and all the blessings of +harvest, exhorted to patience and the imitation of God. + +The people were moved and saddened, and listened, smiting their breasts; +and after awhile rising from their knees, many of them in tears, +dispersed and went their ways: muttering to one another:--"We have had +no such harvests as those of old since the man that slew a saint came to +dwell here;" and answering to one another:--"We had never such droughts +as these in the sweet cool weather of old, before the offspring of hell +was among us." + +For the priests had not said to them, "Lo, your mercy is parched as the +earth, and your hearts as the heavens are brazen." + + + + +CHAPTER II. + + +In the days of his youngest youth, in the old drunken days that were +dead, this stone-breaker Marcellin had known such life as it is given to +few men to know--a life of the soul and the senses; a life of storm and +delight; a life mad with blood and with wine; a life of divinest dreams; +a life when women kissed them, and bid them slay; a life when mothers +blessed them and bade them die; a life, strong, awful, splendid, +unutterable; a life seized at its fullest and fiercest and fairest, out +of an air that was death, off an earth that was hell. + +When his cheeks had had a boy's bloom and his curls a boy's gold, he had +seen a nation in delirium; he had been one of the elect of a people; he +had uttered the words that burn, and wrought the acts that live; he had +been of the Thousand of Marsala; and he had been of the avengers of +Thermidor; he had raised his flutelike voice from the tribune, and he +had cast in his vote for the death of a king; passions had been his +playthings, and he had toyed with life as a child with a match; he had +beheld the despised enthroned in power, and desolation left within +king's palaces; he, too, had been fierce, and glad, and cruel, and gay, +and drunken, and proud, as the whole land was; he had seen the white +beauty of princely women bare in the hands of the mob, and the throats +that princes had caressed kissed by the broad steel knife; he had had +his youth in a wondrous time, when all men had been gods or devils, and +all women martyrs or furies. + +And now,--he broke stones to get daily bread, and those who passed him +by cursed him, saying,-- + +"This man slew a king." + +For he had outlived his time, and the life that had been golden and red +at its dawn was now gray and pale as the ashes of a fire grown cold; for +in all the list of the world's weary errors there is no mistake so +deadly as age. + +Years before, in such hot summer weather as this against which the +Church had prayed, the old man, going homewards to his cabin amidst the +fields, had met a little child coming straight towards him in the full +crimson glow of the setting sun, and with the flame of the poppies all +around her. He hardly knew why he looked at her; but when he had once +looked his eyes rested there. + +She had the hues of his youth about her; in that blood-red light, among +the blood-red flowers, she made him think of women's forms that he had +seen in all their grace and their voluptuous loveliness clothed in the +red garment of death, and standing on the dusky red of the scaffold, as +the burning mornings of the summers of slaughter had risen over the +land. + +The child was all alone before him in that intense glow as of fire; +above her there was a tawny sky, flushed here and there with purple; +around her stretched the solitary level of the fields burnt yellow as +gold by the long months of heat. There were stripes on her shoulders, +blue and black from the marks of a thong. + +He looked at her, and stopped her, why he hardly knew, except that a +look about her, beaten but yet unsubdued, attracted him. He had seen the +same look in the years of his youth, on the faces of the nobles he +hated. + +"Have you been hurt?" he asked her in his harsh strong voice. She put +her heavy load of fagots down and stared at him. + +"Hurt?" She echoed the word stupidly. No one ever thought she could be +hurt; what was done to her was punishment and justice. + +"Yes. Those stripes--they must be painful?" + +She gave a gesture of assent with her head, but she did not answer. + +"Who beat you?" he pursued. + +A cloud of passion swept over her bent face. + +"Flamma." + +"You were wicked?" + +"They said so." + +"And what do you do when you are beaten?" + +"I shut my mouth." + +"For what?" + +"For fear they should know it hurt me--and be glad." + +Marcellin leaned on his elm stick, and fastened on her his keen, +passionless eyes with a look that, for him who was shamed and was +shunned by all his kind, was almost sympathy. + +"Come to my hut," he said to her. "I know a herb that will take the fret +and the ache out of your bruises." + +The child followed him passively, half stupidly; he was the first +creature that had ever bidden her go with him, and this rough pity of +his was sweet to her, with an amazing incredible balm in it that only +those can know who see raised against them every man's hand, and hear on +their ears the mockery of all the voices of their world. Under reviling +and contempt and constant rejection, she had become savage as a trapped +hawk, wild as an escaped panther; but to him she was obedient and +passive, because he had spoken to her without a taunt and without a +curse, which until now had been the sole two forms of human speech she +had heard. His little hut was in the midst of those spreading +cornfields, set where two pathways crossed each other, and stretched +down the gentle slope of the cultured lands to join the great highway--a +hut of stones and plaited rushes, with a roof of thatch, where the old +republican, hardy of frame and born of a toiling race, dwelt in +solitude, and broke his scanty bitter bread without lament, if without +content. + +He took some leaves of a simple herb that he knew, soaked them with +water, and bound them on her shoulders, not ungainly, though his hand +was so rough with labor, and, as men said, had been so often red with +carnage. Then he gave her a draught of goat's milk, sweet and fresh, +from a wooden bowl; shared with her the dry black crusts that formed his +only evening meal; bestowed on her a gift of a rare old scarlet scarf of +woven wools and Eastern broideries, one of the few relics of his buried +life; lifted the fagots on her back, so that she could carry them with +greater ease; and set her on her homeward way. + +"Come to me again," he said, briefly, as she went across the threshold. +The child bent her head in silence, and kissed his hand quickly and +timidly, like a grateful dog that is amazed to have a caress, and not a +blow. + +"After a forty years' vow I have broken it; I have pitied a human +thing," the old man muttered as he stood in his doorway looking after +her shadow as it passed small and dark across the scarlet light of the +poppies. + +"They call him vile, and they say that he slew men," thought the child, +who had long known his face, though he never had noted hers; and it +seemed to her that all mercy lay in her father's kingdom--which they +called the kingdom of evil. The cool moist herbs soaked on her bruises; +and the draught of milk had slaked the thirst of her throat. + +"Is evil good?" she asked in her heart as she went through the tall red +poppies. + +And from that evening thenceforward Folle-Farine and Marcellin cleaved +to one another, being outcasts from all others. + + + + +CHAPTER III. + + +As the religious gathering broke up and split in divers streams to +wander divers ways, the little town returned to its accustomed +stillness--a stillness that seemed to have in it the calm of a thousand +sleeping years, and the legends and the dreams of half a score of old +dead centuries. + +On market-days and saint-days, days of high feast or of perpetual +chaffering, the town was full of color, movement, noise, and population. +The country people crowded in, filling it with the jingling of +mule-bells; the fisher people came, bringing in with them the crisp salt +smell of the sea and the blue of the sea on their garments; its own +tanners and ivory carvers, and fruiterers, and lacemakers turned out by +the hundred in all the quaint variety of costumes that their forefathers +had bequeathed to them, and to which they were still wise enough to +adhere. + +But at other times, when the fishers were in their hamlets, and the +peasantry on their lands and in their orchards, and the townsfolk at +their labors in the old rich renaissance mansions which they had turned +into tanneries, and granaries, and wool-sheds, and workshops, the place +was profoundly still; scarcely a child at play in the streets, scarcely +a dog asleep in the sun. + +When the crowds had gone, the priests laid aside their vestments, and +donned the black serge of their daily habit, and went to their daily +avocations in their humble dwellings. The crosses and the censers were +put back upon their altars, and hung up upon their pillars. The boy +choristers and the little children put their white linen and their +scarlet robes back in cupboards and presses, with heads of lavender and +sprigs of rosemary to keep the moth and the devil away, and went to +their fields, to their homes, to their herds, to their paper kites, to +their daisy chains, to the poor rabbits they pent in a hutch, to the +poor flies they killed in the sun. + +The streets became quite still, the market-place quite empty; the drowsy +silence of a burning, cloudless afternoon was over all the quiet places +about the cathedral walls, where of old the bishops and the canons +dwelt; gray shady courts; dim open cloisters; houses covered with oaken +carvings, and shadowed with the spreading branches of chestnuts and of +lime-trees that were as aged as themselves. + +Under the shelter of one of the lindens, after the populace had gone, +there was seated on a broad stone bench the girl who had stood by the +wayside erect and unbending as the procession had moved before her. + +She had flung herself down in dreamy restfulness. She had delivered her +burden of vegetables and fruit at a shop near by, whose awning stretched +out into the street like a toadstool yellow with the sun. + +The heat was intense; she had been on foot all day; she sat to rest a +moment, and put her burning hands under a little rill of water that +spouted into a basin in a niche in the wall--an ancient well, with a +stone image sculptured above, and a wreath of vine-leaves in stone +running around, in the lavish ornamentation of an age when men loved +loveliness for its own sake, and begrudged neither time nor labor in its +service. + +She leaned over the fountain, kept cool by the roofing of the thick +green leaves; there was a metal cup attached to the basin by a chain, +she filled it at the running thread of water, and stooped her lips to it +again and again thirstily. + +The day was sultry; the ways were long and white with powdered +limestone; her throat was still parched with the dust raised by the many +feet of the multitude; and although she had borne in the great basket +which now stood empty at her side, cherries, peaches, mulberries, +melons, full of juice and lusciousness, this daughter of the devil had +not taken even one to freshen her dry mouth. + +Folle-Farine stooped to the water, and played with it, and drank it, and +steeped her lips and her arms in it; lying there on the stone bench, +with her bare feet curled one in another, and her slender round limbs +full of the voluptuous repose of a resting panther. + +The coolness, the murmur, the clearness, the peace, the soft flowing +movement of water, possess an ineffable charm for natures that are +passion-tossed, feverish, and full of storm. + +There was a dreamy peace about the place, too, which had charms likewise +for her, in the dusky arch of the long cloisters, in the lichen-grown +walls, in the broad pamments of the paven court, in the clusters of +delicate carvings beneath and below; in the sculptured frieze where +little nests that the birds had made in the spring still rested; in the +dense brooding thickness of the boughs that brought the sweetness and +the shadows of the woods into the heart of the peopled town. + +She stayed there, loath to move; loath to return where a jeer, a bruise, +a lifted stick, a muttered curse, were all her greeting and her guerdon. + +As she lay thus, one of the doors in the old houses in the cloisters +opened; the head of an old woman was thrust out, crowned with the high, +fan-shaped comb, and the towering white linen cap that are the female +note of that especial town. + +The woman was the mother of the sacristan, and she, looking out, +shrieked shrilly to her son,-- + +"Georges, Georges! come hither. The devil's daughter is drinking the +blest water!" + +The sacristan was hoeing among his cabbages in the little garden behind +his house, surrounded with clipt yew, and damp from the deep shade of +the cathedral, that overshadowed it. + +He ran out at his mother's call, hoe in hand, himself an old man, though +stout and strong. + +The well in the wall was his especial charge and pride; immeasurable +sanctity attached to it. + +According to tradition, the water had spouted from the stone itself, at +the touch of a branch of blossoming pear, held in the hand of St. +Jerome, who had returned to earth in the middle of the fourteenth +century, and dwelt for awhile near the cathedral, working at the +honorable trade of a cordwainer, and accomplishing mighty miracles +throughout the district. + +It was said that some of his miraculous power still remained in the +fountain, and that even yet, those who drank on St. Jerome's day in full +faith and with believing hearts, were, oftentimes, cleansed of sin, and +purified of bodily disease. Wherefore on that day, throngs of peasantry +flocked in from all sides, and crowded round it, and drank; to the +benefit of the sacristan in charge, if not to that of their souls and +bodies. + +Summoned by his mother, he flew to the rescue of the sanctified spring. + +"Get you gone!" he shouted. "Get you gone, you child of hell! How durst +you touch the blessed basin? Do you think that God struck water from the +stone for such as you?" + +Folle-Farine lifted her head and looked him in the face with her +audacious eyes and laughed; then tossed her head again and plunged it +into the bright living water, till her lips, and her cheeks, and all the +rippling hair about her temples sparkled with its silvery drops. + +The sacristan, infuriated at once by the impiety and the defiance, +shrieked aloud: + +"Insolent animal! Daughter of Satan! I will teach you to taint the gift +of God with lips of the devil!" + +And he seized her roughly with one hand upon her shoulder, and with the +other raised the hoe and brandished the wooden staff of it above her +head in threat to strike her; whilst his old mother, still thrusting her +lofty headgear and her wrinkled face from out the door, screamed to him +to show he was a man, and have no mercy. + +As his grasp touched her, and the staff cast its shadow across her, +Folle-Farine sprang up, defiance and fury breathing from all her +beautiful fierce face. + +She seized the staff in her right hand, wrenched it with a swift +movement from its hold, and, catching his head under her left arm, +rained blows on him from his own weapon, with a sudden gust of +breathless rage which blinded him, and lent to her slender muscular +limbs the strength and the force of man. + +Then, as rapidly as she had seized and struck him, she flung him from +her with such violence that he fell prostrate on the pavement of the +court, caught up the metal pail which stood by ready filled, dashed the +water over him where he lay, and, turning from him without a word, +walked across the courtyard, slowly, and with a haughty grace in all the +carriage of her bare limbs and the folds of her ragged garments, bearing +the empty osier basket on her head, deaf as the stones around her to the +screams of the sacristan and his mother. + +In these secluded cloisters, and in the high noontide, when all were +sleeping or eating in the cool shelter of their darkened houses, the old +woman's voice remained unheard. + +The saints heard, no doubt, but they were too lazy to stir from their +niches in that sultry noontide, and, except the baying of a chained dog +aroused, there was no answer to the outcry: and Folle-Farine passed out +into the market-place unarrested, and not meeting another living +creature. As she turned into one of the squares leading to the open +country, she saw in the distance one of the guardians of the peace of +the town, moving quickly towards the cloisters, with his glittering lace +shining in the sun and his long scabbard clattering upon the stones. + +She laughed a little as she saw. + +"They will not come after _me_," she said to herself. "They are too +afraid of the devil." + +She judged rightly; they did not come. + +She crossed all the wide scorching square, whose white stones blazed in +the glare of the sun. There was nothing in sight except a stray cat +prowling in a corner, and three sparrows quarreling over a foul-smelling +heap of refuse. + +The quaint old houses round seemed all asleep, with the shutters closed +like eyelids over their little, dim, aged orbs of windows. + +The gilded vanes on their twisted chimneys and carved parapets pointed +motionless to the warm south. There was not a sound, except the cawing +of some rooks that built their nests high aloft in the fretted pinnacles +of the cathedral. + +Undisturbed she crossed the square and took her way down the crooked +streets that led her homeward to the outlying country. It was an old, +twisted, dusky place, with the water flowing through its center as its +only roadway; and in it there were the oldest houses of the town, all of +timber, black with age, and carved with the wonderful florid fancies and +grotesque conceits of the years when a house was to its master a thing +beloved and beautiful, a bulwark, an altar, a heritage, an heirloom, to +be dwelt in all the days of a long life, and bequeathed in all honor and +honesty to a noble offspring. + +The street was very silent, the ripple of the water was the chief sound +that filled it. Its tenants were very poor, and in many of its antique +mansions the beggars shared shelter with the rats and the owls. + +In one of these dwellings, however, there were still some warmth and +color. + +The orange and scarlet flowers of a nasturtium curled up its twisted +pilasters; the big, fair clusters of hydrangea filled up its narrow +casements; a breadth of many-colored saxafrage, with leaves of green and +rose, and blossoms of purple and white, hung over the balcony rail, +which five centuries earlier had been draped with cloth of gold; and a +little yellow song-bird made music in the empty niche from which the +sculptured flower-de-luce had been so long torn down. + +From that window a woman looked down, leaning with folded arms above the +rose-tipped saxafrage, and beneath the green-leaved vine. + +She was a fair woman, white as the lilies, she had silver pins in her +amber hair, and a mouth that laughed sweetly. She called to +Folle-Farine,-- + +"You brown thing; why do you stare at me?" + +Folle-Farine started and withdrew the fixed gaze of her lustrous eyes. + +"Because you are beautiful," she answered curtly. All beautiful things +had a fascination for her. + +This woman above was very fair to see, and the girl looked at her as she +looked at the purple butterflies in the sun; at the stars shining down +through the leaves; at the vast, dim, gorgeous figures in the cathedral +windows; at the happy children running to their mothers with their hands +full of primroses, as she saw them in the woods at springtime; at the +laughing groups round the wood-fires in the new year time when she +passed a lattice pane that the snowdrift had not blocked; at all the +things that were so often in her sight, and yet with which her life had +no part or likeness. + +She stood there on the rough flints, in the darkness cast from the +jutting beams of the house; and the other happier creature leaned above +in the light, white and rose-hued, and with the silver bells of the pins +shaking in her yellow tresses. + +"You are old Flamma's granddaughter," cried the other, from her leafy +nest above. "You work for him all day long at the mill?" + +"Yes." + +"And your feet are bare, and your clothes are rags, and you go to and +fro like a packhorse, and the people hate you? You must be a fool. Your +father was the devil, they say: why do you not make him give you good +things?" + +"He will not hear," the child muttered wearily. Had she not besought him +endlessly with breathless prayer? + +"Will he not? Wait a year--wait a year." + +"What then?" asked Folle-Farine, with a quick startled breath. + +"In a year you will be a woman, and he always hears women, they say." + +"He hears you." + +The fair woman above laughed: + +"Perhaps; in his fashion. But he pays me ill as yet." + +And she plucked one of the silver pins from her hair, and stabbed the +rosy foam of the saxafrage through and through with it; for she was but +a gardener's wife, and was restless and full of discontent. + +"Get you gone," she added quickly, "or I will throw a stone at you, you +witch; you have the evil eye, they say, and you may strike me blind if +you stare so." + +Folle-Farine went on her way over the sharp stones with a heavy heart. +That picture in the casement had made that passage bright to her many a +time; and when at last the picture had moved and spoken, it had only +mocked her and reviled her as the rest did. + +The street was dark for her like all the others now. + +The gardener's wife, leaning there, with the green and gold of the +vineleaves brushing her hair, looked after her down the crooked way. + +"That young wretch will be more beautiful than I," she thought; and the +thought was bitter to her, as such a one is to a fair woman. + +Folle-Farine went slowly and sadly through the street, with her head +dropped, and the large osier basket trailing behind her over the stones. + +She was well used to be pelted with words hard as hailstones, and +usually heeded them little, or gave them back with sullen defiance. But +from this woman they had wounded her; from that bright bower of golden +leaves and scarlet flowers she had faintly fancied some stray beam of +light might wander even to her. + +She was soon outside the gates of the town, and beyond the old walls, +where the bramble and the lichen grew over the huge stones of ramparts +and fortifications, useless and decayed from age. + +The country roads and lanes, the silver streams and the wooden bridges, +the lanes through which the market mules picked their careful way, the +fields in which the white-capped peasant women, and the brindled oxen +were at work, stretched all before her in a radiant air, sweet with the +scent of ripening fruits from many orchards. + +Here and there a wayside Calvary rose dark against the sun; here and +there a chapel bell sounded from under some little peaked red roof. The +cattle dozed beside meadow ditches that were choked with wild flowers; +the dogs lay down beside their sheep and slept. + +At the first cottage which she passed, the housewife sat out under a +spreading chestnut-tree, weaving lace upon her knee. + +Folle-Farine looked wistfully at the woman, who was young and pretty, +and who darted her swift skilled hand in and out and around the bobbins, +keeping time meanwhile with a mirthful burden that she sang. + +The woman looked up and frowned as the girl passed by her. + +A little way farther on there was a winehouse by the roadside, built of +wood, vine-wreathed, and half hidden in the tall flowering briers of its +garden. + +Out of the lattice there was leaning a maiden with the silver cross on +her bosom shining in the sun, and her meek blue eyes smiling down from +under the tower of her high white cap. She was reaching a carnation to a +student who stood below, with long fair locks and ruddy cheeks, and a +beard yellow with the amber down of twenty years; and who kissed her +white wrist as he caught the red flower. + +Folle-Farine glanced at the pretty picture with a dull wonder and a +nameless pain: what could it mean to be happy like that? + +Half a league onward she passed another cottage shadowed by a +sycamore-tree, and with the swallows whirling around its tall twisted +stone chimneys, and a beurré pear covering with branch and bloom its old +gray walls. + +An aged woman sat sipping coffee in the sun, and a young one was +sweeping the blue and white tiles with a broom, singing gayly as she +swept. + +"Art thou well placed, my mother?" she asked, pausing to look tenderly +at the withered brown face, on which the shadows of the sycamore leaves +were playing. + +The old mother smiled, steeping her bread in the coffee-bowl. + +"Surely, child; I can feel the sun and hear you sing." + +She was happy though she was blind. + +Folle-Farine stood a moment and looked at them across a hedge of +honeysuckle. + +"How odd it must feel to have any one to care to hear your voice like +that!" she thought; and she went on her way through the poppies and the +corn, half softened, half enraged. + +Was she lower than they because she could find no one to care for her or +take gladness in her life? Or was she greater than they because all +human delights were to her as the dead letters of an unknown tongue? + +Down a pathway fronting her that ran midway between the yellowing seas +of wheat and a belt of lilac clover, over which a swarm of bees was +murmuring, there came a countrywoman, crushing the herbage under her +heavy shoes, ragged, picturesque, sunbrowned, swinging deep brass pails +as she went to the herds on the hillside. + +She carried a child twisted into the folds of her dress; a boy, half +asleep, with his curly head against her breast. As she passed, the woman +drew her kerchief over her bosom and over the brown rosy face of the +child. + +"She shall not look at thee, my darling," she muttered. "Her look +withered Rémy's little limb." + +And she covered the child jealously, and turned aside, so that she +should tread a separate pathway through the clover, and did not brush +the garments of the one she was compelled to pass. + +Folle-Farine heard, and laughed aloud. + +She knew of what the woman was thinking. + +In the summer of the previous year, as she had passed the tanyard on the +western bank of the river, the tanner's little son, rushing out in +haste, had curled his mouth in insult at her, and clapping his hands, +hissed in a child's love of cruelty the mocking words which he had heard +his elders use of her. In answer, she had only turned her head and +looked down at him with calm eyes of scorn. + +But the child, running out fast, and startled by that regard, had +stepped upon a shred of leather and had fallen heavily, breaking his +left leg at the knee. The limb, unskillfully dealt with, and enfeebled +by a tendency to disease, had never been restored, but hung limp, +crooked, useless, withered from below the knee. + +Through all the country side the little cripple, Rémy, creeping out into +the sun upon his crutches, was pointed out in a passionate pity as the +object of her sorcery, the victim of her vengeance. When she had heard +what they said she had laughed as she laughed now, drawing together her +straight brows and showing her glistening teeth. + +All the momentary softness died in her as the peasant covered the boy's +face and turned aside into the clover. She laughed aloud and swept on +through the half-ripe corn with that swift, harmonious, majestic +movement which was inborn in her, as it is inborn in the deer or the +antelope, singing again as she went those strange wild airs, like the +sigh of the wind, which were all the language that lingered in her +memory from the land that had seen her birth. + +To such aversion as this she was too well used for it to be a matter of +even notice to her. She knew that she was marked and shunned by the +community amidst which her lot was cast; and she accepted proscription +without wonder and without resistance. + +Folle-Farine: the Dust. What lower thing did earth hold? + +In this old-world district, amidst the pastures and cornlands of +Normandy, superstition had taken a hold which the passage of centuries +and the advent of revolution had done very little to lessen. + +Few of the people could read and fewer still could write. They knew +nothing but what their priests and their politicians told them to +believe. They went to their beds with the poultry, and rose as the cock +crew: they went to mass, as their ducks to the osier and weed ponds; and +to the conscription as their lambs to the slaughter. They understood +that there was a world beyond them, but they remembered it only as the +best market for their fruit, their fowls, their lace, their skins. + +Their brains were as dim as were their oil-lit streets at night; though +their lives were content and mirthful, and the most part pious. They +went out into the summer meadows chanting aves, in seasons of drought to +pray for rain on their parching orchards, in the same credulity with +which they groped through the winter fog, bearing torches and chanting +dirges to gain a blessing at seed-time on their bleak black fallows. + +The beauty and the faith of the old Mediæval life were with them still; +and with its beauty and its faith were its bigotry and its cruelty +likewise. They led simple and contented lives; for the most part honest, +and among themselves cheerful and kindly; preserving much grace of +color, of costume, of idiosyncrasy, because apart from the hueless +communism and characterless monotony of modern cities. + +But they believed in sorcery and in devilry; they were brutal to their +beasts, and could be as brutal to their foes; they were steeped in +legend and tradition from their cradles; and all the darkest +superstitions of dead ages still found home and treasury in their hearts +and at their hearths. + +Therefore, believing her a creature of evil, they were inexorable +against her, and thought that in being so they did their duty. + +They had always been a religious people in this birth country of the +Flamma race; the strong poetic veneration of their forefathers, which +had symbolized itself in the carving of every lintel, corbel, or +buttress in their streets, and in the fashion of every spire on which a +weather-vane could gleam against their suns, was still in their blood; +the poetry had departed, but the bigotry remained. + +Their ancestors had burned wizards and witches by the score in the open +square of the cathedral place, and their grandsires and grandams had in +brave, dumb, ignorant peasant fashion held fast to the lily and the +cross, and gone by hundreds to the salutation of the axe and the baptism +of the sword in the red days of revolution. + +They were the same people still: industrious, frugal, peaceful, loyal, +wedded to old ways and to old relics, content on little, and serene of +heart; yet, withal, where they feared or where they hated, brutal with +the brutality begotten of abject ignorance. And they had been so to this +outcast whom they all called Folle-Farine. + +When she had first come amidst them, a little desolate foreign child, +mute with the dumbness of an unknown tongue, and cast adrift among +strange people, unfamiliar ways, and chill blank glances, she had shyly +tried in a child's vague instincts of appeal and trust to make friends +with the other children that she saw, and to share a little in the +mothers' smiles and the babies' pastimes that were all around her in the +glad green world of summer. + +But she had been denied and rejected with hard words and harder blows; +at her coming the smiles had changed to frowns, and the pastime into +terror. She was proud, she was shy, she was savage; she felt rather than +understood that she was suspected and reviled; she ceased to seek her +own kind, and only went for companionship and sympathy to the creatures +of the fields and the woods, to the things of the earth and the sky and +the water. + +"Thou art the devil's daughter!" half in sport hissed the youths in the +market-place against her as the little child went among them, carrying a +load for her grandsire heavier than her arms knew how to bear. + +"Thou wert plague-spotted from thy birth," said the old man himself, as +she strained her small limbs to and fro the floors of his storehouses, +carrying wood or flour or tiles or rushes, or whatever there chanced to +need such convoy. + +"Get thee away, we are not to touch thee!" hissed the six-year-old +infants at play by the river when she waded in amidst them to reach with +her lither arm the far-off water-flowers they were too timorous to +pluck, and tender it to the one who had desired it. + +"The devil begot thee, and my cow fell ill yesternight after thou hadst +laid hands on her!" muttered the old women, lifting a stick as she went +near to their cattle in the meadows to brush off with a broad dockleaf +the flies that were teasing the poor, meek, patient beasts. + +So, cursed when she did her duty, and driven away when she tried to do +good, her young soul had hardened itself and grown fierce, mute, +callous, isolated. + +There were only the four-footed things, so wise, so silent, so tender of +heart, so bruised of body, so innocent, and so agonized, that had +compassion for her, and saved her from utter desolation. In the mild sad +gaze of the cow, in the lustrous suffering eyes of the horse, in the +noble frank faith of the dog, in the soft-bounding glee of the lamb, in +the unwearied toil of the ass, in the tender industry of the bird, she +had sympathy and she had example. + +She loved them and they loved her. She saw that they were sinless, +diligent, faithful, devoted, loyal servers of base masters; loving +greatly, and for their love goaded, beaten, overtasked, slaughtered. + +She took the lesson to heart; and hated men and women with a bitter +hatred. + +So she had grown up for ten years, caring for no human thing, except in +a manner for the old man Marcellin, who was, like her, proscribed. + +The priests had striven to turn her soul what they had termed +heavenward; but their weapons had been wrath and intimidation. She would +have none of them. No efforts that they or her grandsire made had +availed; she would be starved, thrashed, cursed, maltreated as they +would; she could not understand their meaning, or would not submit +herself to their religion. + +As years went on they had found the contest hopeless, so had abandoned +her to the devil, who had made her; and the daughter of one whom the +whole province had called saint had never passed within church-doors or +known the touch of holy water save when they had cast it on her as an +exorcism. And when she met a priest in the open roads or on the bypaths +of the fields, she always sang in loud defiance her wildest melodies. + +Where had she learnt these? + +They had been sung to her by Phratos, and taught by him. + +Who had he been? + +Her old life was obscure to her memory, and yet glorious even in its +dimness. + +She did not know who those people had been with whom she had wandered, +nor in what land they had dwelt. But that wondrous free life remained on +her remembrance as a thing never to be forgotten or to be known again; a +life odorous with bursting fruits and budding flowers; full of strangest +and of sweetest music; spent forever under green leaves and suns that +had no setting; forever beside fathomless waters and winding forests; +forever rhymed to melody and soothed to the measure of deep winds and +drifting clouds. + +For she had forgotten all except its liberty and its loveliness; and the +old gypsy life of the Liebana remained with her only as some stray +fragment of an existence passed in another world from which she was now +an exile, and revived in her only in the fierce passion of her nature, +in her bitter, vague rebellion, in her longing to be free, in her +anguish of vain desires for richer hues and bluer skies and wilder winds +than those amidst which she toiled. At times she remembered likewise the +songs and the melodies of Phratos; remembered them when the moon rays +swept across the white breadth of water-lilies, or the breath of spring +stole through the awakening woods; and when she remembered them she +wept--wept bitterly, where none could look on her. + +She never thought of Phratos as a man; as of one who had lived in a +human form and was now dead in an earthly grave; her memory of him was +of some nameless creature, half divine, whose footsteps brought laughter +and music, with eyes bright as a bird's, yet sad as a dog's, and a voice +forever singing; clad in goat's hair, and gigantic and gay; a creature +that had spoken tenderly to her, that had bidden her laugh and rejoice, +that had carried her when she was weary; that had taught her to sleep +under the dewy leaves, and to greet the things of the night as soft +sisters, and to fear nothing in the whole living world, in the earth, +or the air, or the sky, and to tell the truth though a falsehood were to +spare the bare feet flintstones, and naked shoulders the stick, and an +empty body hunger and thirst. A creature that seemed to her in her +memories even as the faun seemed to the fancies of the children of the +Piræus; a creature half man and half animal, glad and grotesque, full of +mirth and of music, belonging to the forest, to the brook, to the stars, +to the leaves, wandering like the wind, and, like the wind, homeless. + +This was all her memory; but she cherished it; in the face of the +priests she bent her straight black brows and curled her scornful +scarlet lips, but for the sake of Phratos she held one religion; though +she hated men she told them never a lie, and asked them never an alms. + +She went now along the white level roads, the empty basket balanced on +her head, her form moving with the free harmonious grace of desert +women, and she sang as she went the old sweet songs of the broken viol. + +She was friendless and desolate; she was ill fed, she was heavily +tasked; she toiled without thanks; she was ignorant of even so much +knowledge as the peasants about her had; she was without a past or a +future, and her present had in it but daily toil and bitter words; +hunger, and thirst, and chastisement. + +Yet for all that she sang;--sang because the vitality in her made her +dauntless of all evil; because the abundant life opening in her made her +glad in despite of fate; because the youth, and the strength, and the +soul that were in her could not utterly be brutalized, could not wholly +cease from feeling the gladness of the sun, the coursing of the breeze, +the liberty of nature, the sweet quick sense of living. + +Before long she reached the spot where the old man Marcellin was +breaking stones. + +His pile was raised much higher; he sat astride on a log of timber and +hammered the flints on and on, on and on, without looking up; the dust +was still thick on the leaves and the herbage where the tramp of the +people had raised it; and the prayers and the chants had failed as yet +to bring one slightest cloud, one faintest rain mist across the hot +unbroken azure of the skies. + +Marcellin was her only friend; the proscribed always adhere to one +another; when they are few they can only brood and suffer, harmlessly; +when they are many they rise as with one foot and strike as with one +hand. Therefore, it is always perilous to make the lists of any +proscription overlong. + +The child, who was also an outcast, went to him and paused; in a +curious, lifeless bitter way they cared for one another; this girl who +had grown to believe herself born of hell, and this man who had grown to +believe that he had served hell. + +With the bastard Folle-Farine and with the regicide Marcellin the people +had no association, and for them no pity; therefore they had found each +other by the kinship of proscription; and in a way there was love +between them. + +"You are glad, since you sing!" said the old man to her, as she passed +him again on her homeward way, and paused again beside him. + +"The birds in cage sing," she answered him. "But, think you they are +glad?" + +"Are they not?" + +She sat down a moment beside him, on the bank which was soft with moss, +and odorous with wild flowers curling up the stems of the poplars and +straying over into the corn beyond. + +"Are they? Look. Yesterday I passed a cottage, it is on the great south +road; far away from here. The house was empty; the people, no doubt, +were gone to labor in the fields; there was a wicker cage hanging to the +wall, and in the cage there was a blackbird. The sun beat on his head; +his square of sod was a dry clod of bare earth; the heat had dried every +drop of water in his pan; and yet the bird was singing. Singing how? In +torment, beating his breast against the bars till the blood started, +crying to the skies to have mercy on him and to let rain fall. His song +was shrill; it had a scream in it; still he sang. Do you say the merle +was glad?" + +"What did you do?" asked the old man, still breaking the stones with a +monotonous rise and fall of his hammer. + +"I took the cage down and opened the door." + +"And he?" + +"He shot up in the air first, then dropped down amidst the grasses, +where a little brook which the drought had not dried, was still running; +and he bathed and drank and bathed again, seeming mad with the joy of +the water. When I lost him from sight he was swaying on a bough among +the leaves over the river; but then he was silent!" + +"And what do you mean by that?" + +Her eyes clouded; she was mute. She vaguely knew the meaning it bore to +herself, but it was beyond her to express it. + +All things of nature had voices and parables for her, because her fancy +was vivid and her mind was dreamy; but that mind was still too dark, and +too profoundly ignorant, for her to be able to shape her thoughts into +metaphor or deduction. + +The bird had spoken to her; by his silence as by his song; but what he +had uttered she could not well utter again. Save, indeed, that song was +not gladness, and neither was silence pain. + +Marcellin, although he had asked her, had asked needlessly; for he also +knew. + +"And what, think you, the people said, when they went back and found the +cage empty?" he pursued, still echoing his words and hers by the ringing +sound of the falling hammer. + +A smile curled her lips. + +"That was no thought of mine," she said carelessly. "They had done +wickedly to cage him; to set him free I would have pulled down their +thatch, or stove in their door, had need been." + +"Good!" said the old man briefly, with a gleam of light over his harsh +lean face. + +He looked up at her as he worked, the shivered flints flying right and +left. + +"It was a pity to make you a woman," he muttered, as his keen gaze swept +over her. + +"A woman!" She echoed the words dully and half wonderingly; she could +not understand it in connection with herself. + +A woman; that was a woman who sat in the sun under the fig-tree, working +her lace on a frame; that was a woman who leaned out of her lattice +tossing a red carnation to her lover; that was a woman who swept the +open porch of her house, singing as she cleared the dust away; that was +a woman who strode on her blithe way through the clover, carrying her +child at her breast. + +She seemed to have no likeness to them, no kindred with them; she a +beast of burden, a creature soulless and homeless, an animal made to +fetch and carry, to be cursed and beaten, to know neither love nor hope, +neither past nor future, but only a certain dull patience and furious +hate, a certain dim pleasure in labor and indifference to pain. + +"It was a pity to make you a woman," said the old man once more. "You +might be a man worth something; but a woman!--a thing that has no +medium; no haven between hell and heaven; no option save to sit by the +hearth to watch the pot boil and suckle the children, or to go out into +the streets and the taverns to mock at men and to murder them. Which +will you do in the future?" + +"What?" + +She scarcely knew the meaning of the word. She saw the female creatures +round her were of all shades of age, from the young girls with their +peachlike cheeks to the old crones brown and withered as last year's +nuts; she knew that if she lived on she would be old likewise; but of a +future she had no conception, no ideal. She had been left too ignorant +to have visions of any other world hereafter than this one which the low +lying green hills and the arc of the pale blue sky shut in upon her. + +She had one desire, indeed--a desire vague but yet fierce--the desire +for liberty. But it was such desire as the bird which she had freed had +known; the desire of instinct, the desire of existence only; her mind +was powerless to conceive a future, because a future is a hope, and of +hope she knew nothing. + +The old man glanced at her, and saw that she had not comprehended. He +smiled with a certain bitter pity. + +"I spoke idly," he said to himself; "slaves cannot have a future. But +yet----" + +Yet he saw that the creature who was so ignorant of her own powers, of +her own splendors, of her own possibilities, had even now a beauty as +great as that of a lustrous Eastern-eyed passion-flower; and he knew +that to a woman who has such beauty as this the world holds out in its +hand the tender of at least one future--one election, one kingdom, one +destiny. + +"Women are loved," she said, suddenly; "will any one love me?" + +Marcellin smiled bitterly. + +"Many will love you, doubtless--as the wasp loves the peach that he +kisses with his sting, and leaves rotten to drop from the stem!" + +She was silent again, revolving his meaning; it lay beyond her, both in +the peril which it embodied from others, and the beauty in herself which +it implied. She could reach no conception of herself, save as what she +now was, a body-servant of toil, a beast of burden like a young mule. + +"But all shun me, as even the wasp shuns the bitter oak apple," she +said, slowly and dreamily; "who should love me, even as the wasp loves +the peach?" + +Marcellin smiled his grim and shadowy smile. He made answer,-- + +"Wait!" + +She sat mute once more, revolving this strange, brief word in her +thoughts--strange to her, with a promise as vague, as splendid, and as +incomprehensible as the prophecy of empire to a slave. + +"The future?" she said, at last. "That means something that one has not, +and that is to come--is it so?" + +"Something that one never has, and that never comes," muttered the old +man, wearily cracking the flints in two; "something that one possesses +in one's sleep, and that is farther off each time that one awakes; and +yet a thing that one sees always--sees even when one lies a-dying, they +say--for men are fools." + +Folle-Farine listened, musing, with her hands clasped on the handle of +her empty basket, and her chin resting upon them, and her eyes watching +a maimed butterfly drag its wings of emerald and diamond through the +hot, pale, sickly dust. + +"I dream!" she said, suddenly, as she stooped and lifted the wounded +insect gently on to the edge of a leaf. "But I dream wide awake." + +Marcellin smiled. + +"Never say so. They will think you mad. That is only what foolish +things, called poets, do." + +"What is a poet?" + +"A foolish thing, I tell you--mad enough to believe that men will care +to strain their eyes, as he strains his, to see the face of a God who +never looks and never listens." + +"Ah!" + +She was so accustomed to be told that all she did was unlike to others, +and was either wicked or was senseless, that she saw nothing except the +simple statement of a fact in the rebuke which he had given her. She sat +quiet, gazing down into the thick white dust of the road, bestirred by +the many feet of mules and men that had trodden through it since the +dawn. + +"I dream beautiful things," she pursued, slowly. "In the moonlight most +often. I seem to remember, when I dream--so much! so much!" + +"Remember--what should you remember? You were but a baby when they +brought you hither." + +"So they say. But I might live before, in my father's kingdom--in the +devil's kingdom. Why not?" + +Why not, indeed! Perhaps we all lived there once; and that is why we all +through all our lives hanker to get back to it. + +"I ask him so often to take me back, but he does not seem ever to hear." + +"Chut! He will hear in his own good time. The devil never passes by a +woman." + +"A woman!" she repeated. The word seemed to have no likeness and no +fitness with herself. + +A woman!--she!--a creature made to be beaten, and sworn at, and shunned, +and loaded like a mule, and driven like a bullock! + +"Look you," said the old man, resting his hammer for a moment, and +wiping the sweat from his brow, "I have lived in this vile place forty +years. I remember the woman that they say bore you--Reine Flamma. She +was a beautiful woman, and pure as snow, and noble, and innocent. She +wearied God incessantly. I have seen her stretched for hours at the foot +of that cross. She was wretched; and she entreated her God to take away +her monotonous misery, and to give her some life new and fair. But God +never answered. He left her to herself. It was the devil that heard--and +replied." + +"Then, is the devil juster than their God?" + +Marcellin leaned his hammer on his knees and his voice rose clear and +strong as it had done of yore from the Tribune. + +"He looks so, at the least. It is his wisdom, and that is why his +following is so large. Nay, I say, when God is deaf the devil listens. +That is his wisdom, see you. So often the poor little weak human soul, +striving to find the right way, cries feebly for help, and none answer. +The poor little weak soul is blind and astray in the busy streets of the +world. It lifts its voice, but its voice is so young and so feeble, like +the pipe of a newly-born bird in the dawn, that it is drowned in the +shouts and the manifold sounds of those hard, crowded, cruel streets, +where every one is for himself, and no man has ears for his neighbor. It +is hungered, it is athirst, it is sorrowful, it is blinded, it is +perplexed, it is afraid. It cries often, but God and man leave it to +itself. Then the devil, who harkens always, and who, though all the +trumpets blowing their brazen music in the streets bray in his honor, +yet is too wise to lose even the slightest sound of any in +distress--since of such are the largest sheaves of his harvest--comes to +the little soul, and teaches it with tenderness, and guides it towards +the paths of gladness, and fills its lips with the bread of sweet +passions, and its nostrils with the savor of fair vanities, and blows in +its ear the empty breath of men's lungs, till that sickly wind seems +divinest music. Then is the little soul dazzled and captured, and made +the devil's for evermore; half through its innocence, half through its +weakness; but chiefly of all because God and man would not hear its +cries whilst yet it was sinless and only astray." + +He ceased, and the strokes of his hammer rang again on the sharp flint +stones. + +She had listened with her lips parted breathlessly, and her nightlike +eyes dilated. + +In the far distant time, when he had been amidst the world of men, he +had known how to utter the words that burned, and charm to stillness a +raging multitude. He had not altogether lost this power, at such rare +times as he still cared to break his silence, and to unfold the +unforgotten memories of a life long dead. He would speak thus to her, +but to no other. + +Folle-Farine listened, mute and breathless, her great eyes uplifted to +the sun, where it was sinking westward through a pomp of golden and of +purple cloud. He was the only creature who ever spoke to her as though +she likewise were human, and she followed his words with dumb +unquestioning faith, as a dog its master's footsteps. + +"The soul! What is the soul?" she muttered, at length. + +He caught in his hand the beautiful diamond-winged butterfly, which now, +freed of the dust and drinking in the sunlight, was poised on a foxglove +in the hedge near him, and held it against the light. + +"What is it that moves this creature's wings, and glances in its eyes, +and gives it delight in the summer's warmth, in the orchid's honey, and +in the lime-tree's leaves? I do not know; but I know that I can kill +it--with one grind of my heel. So much we know of the soul--no more." + +She freed it from his hand. + +"Whoever made it, then, was cruel. If he could give it so much power, +why not have given it a little more, so that it could escape you +always?" + +"You ask what men have asked ten times ten thousand years--since the +world began--without an answer. Because the law of all creation is +cruelty, I suppose; because the dust of death is always the breath of +life. The great man, dead, changes to a million worms, and lives again +in the juices of the grass above his grave. It matters little. The worms +destroy; the grasses nourish. Few great men do more than the first, or +do as much as the last." + +"But get you homeward," he continued, breaking off his parable; "it is +two hours past noon, and if you be late on the way you pay for it with +your body. Begone." + +She nodded her head, and went; he seldom used gentle words to her, and +yet she knew, in a vague way, that he cared for her; moreover, she +rejoiced in that bitter, caustic contempt in which he, the oldest man +amidst them, held all men. + +His words were the only thing that had aroused her dulled brain to its +natural faculties; in a manner, from him she had caught something of +knowledge--something, too, of intellect; he alone prevented her from +sinking to that absolute unquestioning despair which surely ends in +idiocy or in self-murder. + +She pursued her way in silence across the fields, and along the straight +white road, and across a wooden bridge that spanned the river, to her +home. + +There was a gentler luster in her eyes, and her mouth had the faint +light of a half smile upon it; she did not know what hope meant; it +never seemed possible to her that her fate could be other than it was, +since so long the messengers and emissaries of her father's empire had +been silent and leaden-footed to her call. + +Yet, in a manner, she was comforted, for had not two mouths that day +bidden her "wait"? + +She entered at length the little wood of Yprès, and heard that rush and +music of the deep mill water which was the sole thing she had learned to +love in all the place. + +Beyond it were the apple orchards and fruit gardens which rendered +Claudis Flamma back full recompense for all the toil they cost +him--recompense so large, indeed, that many disbelieved in that poverty +which he was wont to aver weighed so hardly and so lightly on him. Both +were now rich in all their maturer abundance, since the stream which +rushed through them had saved them from the evil effects of the long +drought so severely felt in all other districts. + +The cherry-trees were scarlet with their latest fruit; the great +pumpkins glowed among their leaves in tawny orange heaps; little +russet-breasted bullfinches beat their wings vainly at the fine network +that enshrouded the paler gold of the wall apricots; a gray cat was +stealing among the delicate yellows of the pear-shaped marrows; where a +round green wrinkled melon lay a-ripening in the sun, a gorgeous +dragon-fly was hovering, and a mother-mavis, in her simple coif of brown +and white and gray, was singing with all the gladness of her sunny +summer joys. + +Beyond a hedge of prickly thorn the narrower flower-garden stretched, +spanned by low stone walls, made venerable by the silvery beards of +lichens; and the earth was full of color from the crimson and the golden +gladioli; from the carmine-hued carnations; from the deep-blue lupins, +and the Gloire de Dijon roses; from the green slender stems and the pure +white cups of the virginal lilies; and from the gorgeous beetles, with +their purple tunics and their shields of bronze, like Grecian hoplites +drawn in battle array. While everywhere, above this sweet glad garden +world, the butterflies, purple and jeweled, the redstarts in their ruby +dress, the dainty azure-winged and blue warblers, the golden-girdled +wasp with his pinions light as mist, and the velvet-coated bee with his +pleasant harvest song, flew ever in the sunlight, murmuring, poising, +praising, rejoicing. + +The place was beautiful in its own simple, quiet way; lying in a hollow, +where the river tumbled down in two or three short breaks and leaps +which broke its habitual smooth and sluggish form, and brought it in a +sheet of dark water and with a million foam-bells against the walls of +the mill-house and under the ponderous wheels. + +The wooden house itself also was picturesque in the old fashion when men +builded their dwellings slowly and for love; common with all its +countless carvings black by age, its jutting beams shapen into grotesque +human likeness and tragic masks; its parquetted work run over by the +green cups of stoneworts, and its high roof with deep shelving eaves +bright with diapered tiles of blue and white and rose, and alive all day +with curling swallows, with pluming pigeons, with cooing doves. + +It was beautiful; and the heart of Reine Flamma's young daughter +doubtless would have clung to it with all a child's instinct of love and +loyalty to its home had it not been to her only a prison-house wherein +three bitter jailers forever ruled her with a rod of iron--bigotry and +penury and cruelty. + +She flung herself down a moment in the garden, on the long grass under a +mulberry-tree, ere she went in to give her account of the fruit sold and +the moneys brought by her. + +She had been on foot since four o'clock in the dawn of that sultry day; +her only meal had been a bowl of cold milk and a hunch of dry bread +crushed in her strong small teeth. She had toiled hard at such bodily +labor as was set to her; to domestic work, to the work of the distaff +and spindle, of the stove and the needle, they had never been able to +break her; they had found that she would be beaten black and blue ere +she would be bound to it; but against open air exertion she had never +rebelled, and she had in her all the strength and the swiftness of the +nomadic race of the Liebana, and had not their indolence and their +dishonesty. + +She was very hungry, she was again thirsty; yet she did not break off a +fruit from any bough about her; she did not steep her hot lips in any +one of the cool juicy apricots which studded the stones of the wall +beyond her. + +No one had ever taught her honesty, except indeed in that dim dead time +when Phratos had closed her small hands in his whenever they had +stretched out to some forbidden thing, and had said, "Take the goods the +gods give thee, but steal not from men." And yet honest she was, by +reason of the fierce proud savage independence in her, and her dim +memories of that sole friend loved and lost. + +She wanted many a thing, many a time--nay, nearly every hour that she +lived, she wanted those sheer necessaries which make life endurable; but +she had taught herself to do without them rather than owe them, by +prayer or by plunder, to that human race which she hated, and to which +she always doubted her own kinship. + +Buried in the grass, she now abandoned herself to the bodily delights of +rest, of shade, of coolness, of sweet odors; the scent of the fruits and +flowers was heavy on the air; the fall of the water made a familiar +tempestuous music on her ear; and her fancy, poetic still, though +deadened by a life of ignorance and toil, was stirred by the tender +tones of the numberless birds that sang about her. + +"The earth and the air are good," she thought, as she lay there watching +the dark leaves sway in the foam and the wind, and the bright-bosomed +birds float from blossom to blossom. + +For there was latent in her, all untaught, that old pantheistic instinct +of the divine age, when the world was young, to behold a sentient +consciousness in every leaf unfolded to the light; to see a soul in +every created thing the day shines on; to feel the presence of an +eternal life in every breeze that moves, in every grass that grows; in +every flame that lifts itself to heaven; in every bell that vibrates on +the air; in every moth that soars to reach the stars. + +Pantheism is the religion of the poet; and nature had made her a poet, +though man as yet had but made of her an outcast, a slave, and a beast +of burden. + +"The earth and the air are good," she thought, watching the sunrays +pierce the purple heart of a passion-flower, the shadows move across the +deep brown water, the radiant butterfly alight upon a lily, the +scarlet-throated birds dart in and out through the yellow feathery +blossoms of the limes. + +All birds were her friends. + +Phratos had taught her in her infancy many notes of their various songs, +and many ways and means of luring them to come and rest upon her +shoulder and peck the berries in her hand. + +She had lived so much in the open fields and among the woods that she +had made her chief companions of them. She could emulate so deftly all +their voices, from the call of the wood dove to the chant of the +blackbird, and from the trill of the nightingale to the twitter of the +titmouse, that she could summon them all to her at will, and have dozens +of them fluttering around her head and swaying their pretty bodies on +her wrist. + +It was one of her ways that seemed to the peasantry so weird and +magical, and they would come home from their fields on a spring daybreak +and tell their wives in horror how they had seen the devil's daughter in +the red flush of the sunrise, ankle-deep in violets, and covered with +birds from head to foot, hearing their whispers, and giving them her +messages to carry in return. + +One meek-eyed woman had dared once to say that St. Francis had done as +much and it had been accredited to him as a fair action and virtuous +knowledge, but she was frowned down and chattered down by her louder +neighbors, who told her that she might look for some sharp judgment of +heaven for daring to couple together the blessed name of the holy saint +and the accursed name of this foul spirit. + +But all they could say could not break the charmed communion between +Folle-Farine and her feathered comrades. + +She loved them and they her. In the hard winter she had always saved +some of her scanty meal for them, and in the springtime and the summer +they always rewarded her with floods of songs and soft caresses from +their nestling wings. + +There were no rare birds, no birds of moor and mountain, in that +cultivated and populous district; but to her all the little home-bred +things of pasture and orchard were full of poetry and of characters. + +The robins with that pretty air of boldness with which they veil their +real shyness and timidity; the strong and saucy sparrows, powerful by +the strength of all mediocrities and majorities; all the dainty families +of finches in their gay apparelings; the plain brown bird that fills the +night with music; the gorgeous oriole ruffling in gold, the gilded +princeling of them all; the little blue warblers, the violets of the +air; the kingfishers that have hovered so long over the forget-me-nots +upon the rivers that they have caught the colors of the flowers on their +wings; the bright blackcaps green as the leaves, with their yellow +waistcoats and velvet hoods, the innocent freebooters of the woodland +liberties; all these were her friends and lovers, various as any human +crowds of court or city. + +She loved them; they and the fourfooted beasts were the sole things that +did not flee from her; and the woeful and mad slaughter of them by the +peasants was to her a grief passionate in its despair. She did not +reason on what she felt; but to her a bird slain was a trust betrayed, +an innocence defiled, a creature of heaven struck to earth. + +Suddenly on the silence of the garden there was a little shrill sound of +pain; the birds flew high in air, screaming and startled; the leaves of +a bough of ivy shook as with a struggle. She rose and looked; a line of +twine was trembling against the foliage; in its noosed end the throat of +the mavis had been caught; it hung trembling and clutching at the air +convulsively with its little drawn up feet. It had flown into the trap +as it had ended its joyous song and soared up to join its brethren. + +There were a score of such traps set in the miller's garden. + +She unloosed the cord from about its tiny neck, set it free, and laid it +down upon the ivy; the succor came too late; the little gentle body was +already without breath; the feet had ceased to beat the air; the small +soft head had drooped feebly on one side; the lifeless eyes had started +from their sockets; the throat was without song for evermore. + +"The earth would be good but for men," she thought, as she stood with +the little dead bird in her hand. + +Its mate, which was poised on a rose bough, flew straight to it, and +curled round and round about the small slain body, and piteously +bewailed its fate, and mourned, refusing to be comforted, agitating the +air with trembling wings, and giving out vain cries of grief. + +Vain; for the little joyous life was gone; the life that asked only of +God and Man a home in the green leaves; a drop of dew from the cup of a +rose; a bough to swing on in the sunlight; a summer day to celebrate in +song. + +All the winter through, it had borne cold and hunger and pain without +lament; it had saved the soil from destroying larvæ, and purified the +trees from all foul germs; it had built its little home unaided, and +had fed its nestlings without alms; it had given its sweet song lavishly +to the winds, to the blossoms, to the empty air, to the deaf ears of +men; and now it lay dead in its innocence; trapped and slain because a +human greed begrudged it a berry worth the thousandth part of a copper +coin. + +Out from the porch of the mill-house Claudis Flamma came, with a knife +in his hand and a basket to cut lilies for one of the choristers of the +cathedral, since the morrow would be the religious feast of the +Visitation of Mary. + +He saw the dead thrush in her hand, and chuckled as he went by to +himself. + +"The tenth bird trapped since sunrise," he said, thinking how shrewd and +how sure in their make were these traps of twine that he set in the +grass and the leaves. + +She said nothing; but a darkness of disgust swept over her face, as he +came in sight in the distance. + +She knelt down and scraped a hole in the earth and laid moss in it and +put the mavis softly on its green and fragrant bier, and covered it with +handfuls of fallen rose leaves and with a sprig or two of thyme. Around +her head the widowed thrush flew ceaselessly, uttering sad cries;--who +now should wander with him through the sunlight?--who now should rove +with him above the blossoming fields?--who now should sit with him +beneath the boughs hearing the sweet rain fall between the leaves?--who +now should wake with him whilst yet the world was dark, to feel the dawn +break ere the east were red, and sing a welcome to the unborn day? + + + + +CHAPTER IV. + + +Meanwhile Claudis Flamma cut the lilies for the cathedral altars, +muttering many holy prayers as he gathered the flowers of Mary. + +When the white lily sheaves had been borne away, kept fresh in wet moss +by the young chorister who had been sent for them, the miller turned to +her. + +"Where is the money?" + +She, standing beside the buried bird, undid the leathern thong about her +waist, opened the pouch, and counted out the coins, one by one, on the +flat stone of a water-tank among the lilies and the ivy. + +There were a few silver pieces of slight value and some dozens of copper +ones. The fruit had been left at various stalls and houses in small +portions, for it was the custom to supply it fresh each day. + +He caught them up with avidity, bit and tested each, counted them again +and again, and yet again; after the third enumeration he turned sharply +on her: + +"There are two pieces too little: what have you done with them?" + +"There are two sous short," she answered him curtly. "Twelve of the figs +for the tanner Florian were rotten." + +"Rotten!--they were but overripe." + +"It is the same thing." + +"You dare to answer me?--animal! I say they had only tasted a little too +much of the sun. It only made them the sweeter." + +"They were rotten." + +"They were not. You dare to speak! If they had been rotten they lay +under the others; he could not have seen----" + +"I saw." + +"You saw! Who are you?--a beggar--a beast--a foul offspring of sin. You +dared to show them to him, I will warrant?" + +"I showed him that they were not good." + +"And gave him back the two sous?" + +"I took seven sous for what were good. I took nothing for the rotten +ones." + +"Wretch! you dare to tell me that!" + +A smile careless and sarcastic curled her mouth; her eyes looked at him +with all their boldest fiercest luster. + +"I never steal--not even from you, good Flamma." + +"You have stolen now!" he shrieked, his thin and feeble voice rising in +fury at his lost coins and his discovered treachery. "It is a lie that +the figs were rotten; it is a lie that you took but seven sous. You +stole the two sous to buy you bread and honey in the streets, or to get +a drink at the wineshops. I know you; I know you; it is a devil's device +to please your gluttonous appetite. The figs rotten!--not so rotten as +is your soul would they be, though they were black as night and though +they stunk as river mud! Go back to Denis Florian and bring me the two +sous, or I will thrash you as a thief." + +She laughed a hard, scornful, reckless laughter. + +"You can thrash me; you cannot make me a thief." + +"You will not go back to Florian?" + +"I will not ask him to pay for what was bad." + +"You will not confess that you stole the money?" + +"I should lie if I did." + +"Then strip." + +She set her teeth in silence; and without a moment's hesitation +unloosened the woolen sash knotted round her waist, and pushed down the +coarse linen shirt from about her throat. + +The white folds fell from off the perfect curves of her brown arms, and +left bare her shining shoulders beautiful as any sculptured Psyche's. + +She was not conscious of degradation in her punishment; she had been +bidden to bow her head and endure the lash from the earliest years she +could remember. According to the only creed she knew, silence and +fortitude and strength were the greatest of all the virtues. She stood +now in the cross-lights among the lilies as she had stood when a little +child, erect, unquailing, and ready to suffer, insensible of humiliation +because unconscious of sin, and because so tutored by severity and +exposure that she had as yet none of the shy shame and the fugitive +shrinking of her sex. + +She had only the boldness to bear, the courage to be silent, which she +had had when she had stood among the same tall lilies, in the same +summer radiance, in the years of her helpless infancy. + +She uncovered herself to the lash as a brave hound crouches to it; not +from inborn cowardice, but simply from the habit of obedience and of +endurance. + +He had ever used her as the Greeks the Helots; he always beat her when +she was in fault to teach her to be faultless, and when without offense +beat her to remind her that she was the offspring of humiliation and a +slave. + +He took, as he had taken in an earlier time, a thick rope which lay +coiled upon the turf ready for the binding of some straying boughs; and +struck her with it, slowly. His arm had lost somewhat of its strength, +and his power was unequal to his will. Still rage for the loss of his +copper pieces and the sense that she had discovered the fraudulent +intention of his small knavery lent force to his feebleness; as the +scourge whistled through the air and descended on her shoulders it left +bruised swollen marks to stamp its passage, and curling, adder-like, bit +and drew blood. + +Yet to the end she stood mute and motionless, as she had stood in her +childhood; not a nerve quivered, not a limb flinched; the color rushed +over her bent face and her bare bosom, but she never made a movement; +she never gave a sound. + +When his arm dropped from sheer exhaustion, she still said not one word; +she drew tight once more the sash about her waist, and fastened afresh +the linen of her bodice. + +The bruised and wounded flesh smarted and ached and throbbed; but she +was used to such pain, and bore it as their wounds were borne by the +women of the Spartan games. + +"Thy two sous have borne thee bitterness," he muttered with a smile. +"Thou wilt scarce find fruit rotten again in haste. There are bread and +beans within; go get a meal; I want the mule to take flour to +Barbizène." + +She did not go within to eat; the bruises and the burning of her skin +made her feel sick and weak. She went away and cast herself at full +length in the shade of the long grasses of the orchard, resting her chin +upon her hands, cooling her aching breast against the soft damp moss; +thinking, thinking, thinking, of what she hardly knew, except indeed +that she wished that she were dead, like the bird she had covered with +the rose leaves. + +He did not leave her long to even so much peace as this; his shrill +voice soon called her from her rest; he bade her get ready the mule and +go. + +She obeyed. + +The mule was saddled with his wooden pack; as many sacks as he could +carry were piled upon the framework; she put her hand upon his bridle, +and set out to walk to Barbizène, which was two leagues away. + +"Work is the only thing to drive the devil that begat her out of her," +muttered the miller, as he watched the old mule pace down the narrow +tree-shadowed road that led across the fields: and he believed that he +did rightly in this treatment of her. + +It gratified the sharp hard cruelty of temper in him, indeed, but he did +not think that in such self-indulgence he ever erred. He was a bitter, +cunning, miserly old man, whose solitary tenderness of feeling and +honesty of pride had been rooted out forever when he had learned the +dishonor of the woman whom he had deemed a saint. In the ten years of +time which had passed since first the little brown, large-eyed child had +been sent to seek asylum with him, he had grown harder and keener and +more severe with each day that rose. + +Her presence was abhorrent to him, though he kept her, partly from a +savage sense of duty, partly from the persuasion that she had the power +in her to make the strongest and the cheapest slave he had ever owned. + +For the rest, he sincerely and devoutly believed that the devil, in some +witchery of human guise, had polluted his daughter's body and soul, and +that it was by the foul fiend and by no earthly lover that she had +conceived and borne the creature that now abode with him. + +Perhaps, also, as was but natural, he sometimes felt more furious +against this offspring of hell because ever and again some gleam of +fantastic inborn honor, some strange savage instinct of honesty, would +awake in her and oppose him, and make him ashamed of those small and +secret sins of chicanery wherein his soul delighted, and for which he +compounded with his gods. + +He had left her mind a blank, because he thought the body labored +hardest when the brain was still asleep, which is true; she could not +read; she could not write; she knew absolutely nothing. Yet there was a +soul awake in her; yet there were innumerable thoughts and dreams +brooding in her fathomless eyes; yet there was a desire in her fierce +and unslacked for some other life than this life of the packhorse and of +the day laborer which alone she knew. + +He had done his best to degrade and to brutalize her, and in much he had +succeeded; but he had not succeeded wholly. There was a liberty in her +that escaped his thraldom; there was a soul in her that resisted the +deadening influence of her existence. + +She had none of the shame of her sex; she had none of the timorous +instincts of womanhood. She had a fierce stubborn courage, and she was +insensible of the daily outrages of her life. She would strip bare to +his word obediently, feeling only that it would be feeble and worthless +to dread the pain of the lash. She would bathe in the woodland pool, +remembering no more that she might be watched by human eyes than does +the young tigress that has never beheld the face of man. + +In all this she was brutalized and degraded by her tyrant's bondage: in +other things she was far higher than he and escaped him. + +Stupefied as her mind might be by the exhaustion of severe physical +labor, it had still irony and it had still imagination; and under the +hottest heats of temptation there were two things which by sheer +instinct she resisted, and resisted so that neither of them had ever +been forced on her--they were falsehood and fear. + +"It is the infamous strength of the devil!" said Claudis Flamma, when he +found that he could not force her to deviate from the truth. + +The world says the same of those who will not feed it with lies. + + + + +CHAPTER V. + + +That long dry summer was followed by an autumn of drought and scarcity. + +The prayers of the priests and peoples failed to bring down rain. The +wooden Christs gazed all day long on parching lands and panting cattle. +Even the broad deep rivers shrank and left their banks to bake and stink +in the long drought. The orchards sickened for lack of moisture, and the +peasants went about with feverish faces, ague-stricken limbs, and +trembling hearts. The corn yielded ill in the hard scorched ground, and +when the winter came it was a time of dire scarcity and distress. + +Claudis Flamma and a few others like him alone prospered. + +The mill-house at Yprès served many purposes. It was a granary, a +market, a baker's shop, an usurer's den, all in one. + +It looked a simple and innocent place. In the summertime it was peaceful +and lovely, green and dark and still, with the blue sky above it, and +the songs of birds all around; with its old black timbers, its +many-colored orchards, its leafy gardens, its gray walls washed by the +hurrying stream. + +But in the winter it was very dreary, utterly lonely. The water roared, +and the leafless trees groaned in the wind, and the great leaden clouds +of rain or fog enveloped it duskily. + +To the starving, wet, and woe-begone peasants who would go to it with +aching bones and aching hearts, it seemed desolate and terrible; they +dreaded with a great dread the sharp voice of its master--the hardest +and the shrewdest and the closest-fisted Norman of them all. + +For they were most of them his debtors, and so were in a bitter +subjugation to him, and had to pay those debts as best they might with +their labor or their suffering, with the best of all their wool, or oil, +or fruit; often with the last bit of silver that had been an heirloom +for five centuries, or with the last bit of money buried away in an old +pitcher under their apple-tree to be the nest-egg of their little pet +daughter's dowry. + +And yet Claudis Flamma was respected among them; for he could outwit +them, and was believed to be very wealthy, and was a man who stood well +with the good saints and with holy church,--a wise man, in a word, with +whom these northern folks had the kinship of mutual industry and +avarice. + +For the most part the population around Yprès was thrifty and thriving +in a cautious, patient, certain way of well-doing; and by this portion +of it the silent old miser was much honored as a man laborious and +penurious, who chose to live on a leek and a rye loaf, but who must +have, it was well known, put by large gains in the thatch of his roof or +under the bricks of his kitchen. + +By the smaller section of it--poor, unthrifty, loose-handed fools--who +belied the province of their birth so far as to be quick to spend and +slow to save, and who so fell into want and famine and had to borrow of +others their children's bread, the old miller was hated with a hate +deeper and stronger because forced to be mute, and to submit, to cringe, +and to be trod upon, in the miserable servitude of the hopeless debtor. + +In the hard winter which followed on that sickly autumn, these and their +like fell further in the mire of poverty than ever, and had to come and +beg of Flamma loans of the commonest necessaries of their bare living. +They knew that they would have to pay a hundredfold in horrible +extortion when the spring and summer should bring them work, and give +them fruit on their trees and crops on their little fields; but they +could do no better. + +It had been for many years the custom to go to Flamma in such need; and +being never quit of his hold his debtors never could try for aid +elsewhere. + +The weather towards the season of Noël became frightfully severe; the +mill stream never stopped, but all around it was frozen, and the swamped +pastures were sheets of ice. The birds died by thousands in the open +country, and several of the sheep perished in snowstorms on the higher +lands. + +There was dire want in many of the hovels and homesteads, and the bare +harvests of a district usually so opulent in all riches of the soil +brought trouble and dearth in their train. Sickness prevailed because +the old people and the children in their hunger ate berries and roots +unfit for human food; the waters swelled, the ice melted, many homes +were flooded, and some even swept away. + +Old Pitchou and Claudis Flamma alone were content; the mill wheel never +stopped work, and famine prices could be asked in this extremity. + +Folle-Farine worked all that winter, day after day, month after month, +with scarcely a word being spoken to her, or scarcely an hour being left +her that she could claim as her own. + +She looked against the snow as strangely as a scarlet rose blossoming in +frost there could have done; but the people that came to and fro, even +the young men among them, were too used to that dark vivid silent face +of hers, and those lithe brown limbs that had the supple play and the +golden glow of the East in them, to notice them as any loveliness: and +if they did note them on some rare time, thought of them only as the +marks of a vagrant and accursed race. + +She was so unlike to themselves that the northern peasantry never +dreamed of seeing beauty in her; they turned their heads away when she +went by, striding after her mule or bearing her pitcher from the well +with the free and vigorous grace of a mountain or desert-born creature. + +The sheepskin girt about her loins, the red kerchief knotted to her +head, the loose lithe movements of her beautiful limbs, the fire and +dreams in her musing eyes--all these were so unlike themselves that they +saw nothing in them except what was awful or unlovely. + +Half the winter went by without a kind word to her from any one except +such as in that time of suffering and scarcity Marcellin spoke to her. +So had every winter gone since she had come there--a time so long ago +that the memory of Phratos had become so dim to her that she often +doubted if he also were not a mere shadow of a dream like all the rest. + +Half the winter she fared hardly and ate sparingly, and did the work of +the mule and the bullocks--indifferent and knowing no better, and only +staring at the stars when they throbbed in the black skies on a frosty +night, and wondering if she would ever go to them, or if they would ever +come to her--those splendid and familiar unknown things that looked on +all the misery of the earth, and shone on tranquilly and did not seem to +care. + +Time came close on to the new year, and the distress and the cold were +together at their height. The weather was terrible; and the poor +suffered immeasurably. + +A score of times a-day she heard them ask bread at the mill, and a score +of times saw them given a stone; she saw them come in the raw fog, +pinched and shivering, and sick with ague, and she saw her grandsire +deny them with a grating sarcasm or two, or take from them fifty times +its value for some niggard grant of food. + +"Why should I think of it, why should I care?" she said to herself; and +yet she did both, and could not help it. + +There was among the sufferers one old and poor, who lived not far from +the mill, by name Manon Dax. + +She was a little old hardy brown woman, shriveled and bent, yet strong, +with bright eyes like a robin's, and a tough frame, eighty years old. + +She had been southern born, and the wife of a stone-cutter; he had been +dead fifty years, and she had seen all her sons and daughters and their +offspring die too; and had now left on her hand to rear four young +great-grandchildren, almost infants, who were always crying to her for +food as new-born birds cry in their nests. + +She washed a little when she could get any linen to wash, and she span, +and she picked up the acorns and the nuts, and she tilled a small plot +of ground that belonged to her hut, and she grew cabbages and potatoes +and herbs on it, and so kept a roof over her head, and fed her four +nestlings, and trotted to and fro in her wooden shoes all day long, and +worked in hail and rain, in drought and tempest, and never complained, +but said that God was good to her. + +She was anxious about the children, knowing she could not live +long--that was all. But then she felt sure that the Mother of God would +take care of them, and so was cheerful; and did what the day brought her +to do, and was content. + +Now on Manon Dax, as on thousands of others, the unusual severity of the +winter fell like a knife. She was only one among thousands. + +Nobody noticed her; still it was hard. + +All the springs near her dwelling were frozen for many weeks; there was +no well nearer than half a league, and half a league out and half a +league back every day over ground sharp and slippery with ice, with two +heavy pails to carry, is not a little when one is over eighty, and has +only a wisp of woolen serge between the wind and one's withered limbs. + +The acorns and horse-chestnuts had all been disputed with her fiercely +by boys rough and swift, who foresaw a hard time coming in which their +pigs would be ill fed. The roots in her little garden-plot were all +black and killed by the cold. The nettles had been all gathered and +stewed and eaten. + +The snow drove in through a big hole in her roof. The woods were +ransacked for every bramble and broken bough by rievers younger and more +agile than herself; she had nothing to eat, nothing to burn. + +The children lay in their little beds of hay and cried all day long for +food, and she had none to give them. + +"If it were only myself!" she thought, stopping her ears not to hear +them; if it had been only herself it would have been so easy to creep +away into the corner among the dry grass, and to lie still till the cold +froze the pains of hunger and made them quiet; and to feel numb and +tired, and yet glad that it was all over, and to murmur that God was +good, and so to let death come--content. + +But it was not only herself. + +The poor are seldom so fortunate--they themselves would say so +unhappy--as to be alone in their homes. + +There were the four small lives left to her by the poor dead foolish +things she had loved,--small lives that had been rosy even on so much +hunger, and blithe even amidst so much cold; that had been mirthful +even at the flooding of the snowdrift, and happy even over a meal of +mouldy crusts, or of hips and haws from the hedges. Had been--until now, +when even so much as this could not be got, and when their beds of hay +were soaked through with snow-water; now--when they were quite silent, +except when they sobbed out a cry for bread. + +"I am eighty-two years old, and I have never since I was born asked man +or woman for help, or owed man or woman a copper coin," she thought, +sitting by her black hearth, across which the howling wind drove, and +stopping her ears to shut out the children's cries. + +She had often known severe winters, scanty food, bitter living,--she had +scores of times in her long years been as famished as this, and as cold, +and her house had been as desolate. Yet she had borne it all and never +asked for an alms, being strong and ignorant, and being also in fear of +the world, and holding a debt a great shame. + +But now she knew that she must do it, or let those children perish; +being herself old and past work, and having seen all her sons die out in +their strength before her. + +The struggle was long and hard with her. She would have to die soon, she +knew, and she had striven all her lifetime so to live that she might die +saying, "I have asked nothing of any man." + +This perhaps, she thought sadly, had been only a pride after all; a +feeling foolish and wicked, that the good God sought now to chasten. Any +way she knew that she must yield it up and go and ask for something; or +else those four small things, who were like a cluster of red berries on +a leafless tree, must suffer and must perish. + +"It is bitter, but I must do it," she thought. "Sure it is strange that +the good God cares to take any of us to himself through so sharp a way +as hunger. It seems, if I saw His face now, I should say, 'Not heaven +for me, Monseigneur: only bread and a little wood.'" + +And she rose up on her bent stiff limbs, and went to the pile of hay on +which the children were lying, pale and thin, but trying to smile, all +of them, because they saw the tears on her cheeks. + +"Be still, my treasures," she said to them, striving to speak cheerily, +and laying her hands on the curls of the eldest born; "I go away for a +little while to try and get you food. Be good, Bernardou, and take care +of them till I come back." + +Bernardou promised, being four years old himself; and she crept out of +the little black door of the hut on to the white road and into the +rushing winds. + +"I will go to Flamma," she said to herself. + +It was three in the afternoon, nearly dark at this season of midwinter. + +The business of the day was done. The people had come and gone, favored +or denied, according to such sureties as they could offer. The great +wheel worked on in the seething water; the master of the mill sat +against the casement to catch the falling light, adding up the sums in +his ledger--crooked little signs such as he had taught himself to +understand, though he could form neither numerals nor letters with his +pen. + +All around him in the storehouses there were corn, wood, wool, stores of +every sort of food. All around him, in the room he lived in, there were +hung the salt meats, the sweet herbs, and the dried fruits, that he had +saved from the profusion of other and healthier years. It pleased him to +know that he held all that, and also withheld it. It moved him with a +certain saturnine glee to see the hungry wistful eyes of the peasants +stare longingly at all those riches, whilst their white lips faltered +out an entreaty--which he denied. + +It was what he liked; to sit there and count his gains after his +fashion, and look at his stores and listen to the howling wind and +driving hail, and chuckle to think how lean and cold and sick they were +outside--those fools who mocked him because his saint had been a gypsy's +leman. + +To be prayed to for bread, and give the stone of a bitter denial; to be +implored with tears of supplication, and answer with a grim jest; to see +a woman come with children dying for food, and to point out to her the +big brass pans full of milk, and say to her "All that makes butter for +Paris," and then see her go away wailing and moaning that her child +would die, and tottering feebly through the snow--all this was sweet to +him. + +Before his daughter had gone from him, he had been, though a hard man, +yet honest, and had been, though severe, not cruel; but since he had +been aware of the shame of the creature whom he had believed in as an +angel, every fiber in him had been embittered and salted sharp with the +poignancy of an acrid hate towards all living things. To hurt and to +wound, and to see what he thus struck bleed and suffer, was the only +pleasure life had left for him. He had all his manhood walked justly, +according to his light, and trusted in the God to whom he prayed; and +his God and his child had denied and betrayed him, and his heart had +turned to gall. + +The old woman toiled slowly through the roads which lay between her hut +and the water-mill. + +They were roads which passed through meadows and along cornfields, +beside streamlets, and among little belts of woodland, lanes and paths +green and pleasant in the summer, but now a slough of frozen mud, and +whistled through by northeast winds. She held on her way steadily, +stumbling often, and often slipping and going slowly, for she was very +feeble from long lack of food, and the intensity of the cold drove +through and through her frame. Still she held on bravely, in the teeth +of the rough winds and of the coming darkness, though the weather was so +wild that the poplar-trees were bent to the earth, and the little light +in the Calvary lamp by the river blew to and fro, and at last died out. +Still she held on, a little dark, tottering figure, with a prayer on her +lips and a hope in her heart. + +The snow was falling, the clouds were driving, the waters were roaring, +in the twilight: she was only a little black speck in the vast gray +waste of the earth and the sky, and the furious air tossed her at times +to and fro like a withered leaf. But she would not let it beat her; she +groped her way with infinite difficulty, grasping a bough for strength, +or waiting under a tree for breath a moment, and thus at last reached +the mill-house. + +Such light as there was left showed her the kitchen within, the stores +of wood, the strings of food; it looked to her as it had looked to +Phratos, a place of comfort and of plenty; a strong safe shelter from +the inclement night. + +She lifted the latch and crept in, and went straight to Claudis Flamma, +who was still busy beneath the window with those rude signs which +represented to him his earthly wealth. + +She stood before him white from the falling snow, with her brown face +working with a strong emotion, her eyes clear and honest, and full of an +intense anxiety of appeal. + +"Flamma," she said simply to him, "we have been neighbors fifty years +and more--thou and I, and many have borrowed of thee to their hurt and +shame, but I never. I am eighty-two, and I never in my days asked +anything of man or woman or child. But I come to-night to ask bread of +you--bread for the four little children at home. I have heard them cry +three days, and have had nothing to give them save a berry or two off +the trees. I cannot bear it any more. So I have come to you." + +He shut his ledger, and looked at her. They had been neighbors, as she +had said, half a century and more; and had often knelt down before the +same altar, side by side. + +"What dost want?" he asked simply. + +"Food," she made answer; "food and fuel. They are so cold--the little +ones." + +"What canst pay for them?" he asked. + +"Nothing--nothing now. There is not a thing in the house except the last +hay the children sleep on. But if thou wilt let me have a little--just a +little--while the weather is so hard, I will find means to pay when the +weather breaks. There is my garden; and I can wash and spin. I will pay +faithfully. Thou knowest I never owed a brass coin to any man. But I am +so old, and the children so young----" + +Claudis Flamma got up and walked to the other side of the kitchen. + +Her eyes followed him with wistful, hungry longing. Where he went there +stood pans of new milk, baskets of eggs, rolls of bread, piles of +fagots. Her feeble heart beat thickly with eager hope, her dim eyes +glowed with pleasure and with thankfulness. + +He came back and brought to her a few sharp rods, plucked from a +thorn-tree. + +"Give these to thy children's children," he said, with a dark smile. +"For these--and for no more--will they recompense thee when they shall +grow to maturity." + +She looked at him startled and disquieted, yet thinking that he meant +but a stern jest. + +"Good Flamma, you mock me," she murmured, trembling; "the babies are +little, and good. Ah, give me food quickly, for God's sake! A jest is +well in season, but to an empty body and a bitter heart it is like a +stripe." + +He smiled, and answered her in his harsh grating voice,-- + +"I give thee the only thing given without payment in this world--advice. +Take it or leave it." + +She reeled a little as if he had struck her a blow with his fist, and +her face changed terribly, whilst her eyes stared without light or sense +in them. + +"You jest, Flamma! You only jest!" she muttered. "The little children +starve, I tell you. You will give me bread for them? Just a little +bread? I will pay as soon as the weather breaks." + +"I can give nothing. I am poor, very poor," he answered her, with the +habitual lie of the miser; and he opened his ledger again, and went on +counting up the dots and crosses by which he kept his books. + +His servant Pitchou sat spinning by the hearth: she did not cease her +work, nor intercede by a word. The poor can be better to the poor than +any princes; but the poor can also be more cruel to the poor than any +slave-drivers. + +The old woman's head dropped on her breast, she turned feebly, and felt +her way, as though she were blind, out of the house and into the air. It +was already dark with the darkness of the descending night. + +The snow was falling fast. Her hope was gone; all was cold--cold as +death. + +She shivered and gasped, and strove to totter on: the children were +alone. The winds blew and drove the snowflakes in a white cloud against +her face; the bending trees creaked and groaned as though in pain; the +roar of the mill-water filled the air. + +There was now no light: the day was gone, and the moon was hidden; +beneath her feet the frozen earth cracked and slipped and gave way. She +fell down; being so old and so weakly she could not rise again, but lay +still with one limb broken under her, and the winds and the snowstorm +beating together upon her. + +"The children! the children!" she moaned feebly, and then was still; she +was so cold, and the snow fell so fast; she could not lift herself nor +see what was around her; she thought that she was in her bed at home, +and felt as though she would soon sleep. + +Through the dense gloom around her there came a swiftly-moving shape, +that flew as silently and as quickly as a night-bird, and paused as +though on wings beside her. + +A voice that was at once timid and fierce, tender and savage, spoke to +her through the clouds of driven snow-spray. + +"Hush, it is I! I--Folle-Farine. I have brought you my food. It is not +much--they never give me much. Still it will help a little. I heard what +you said--I was in the loft. Flamma must not know; he might make you +pay. But it is all mine, truly mine; take it." + +"Food--for the children!" + +The blessed word aroused her from her lethargy; she raised herself a +little on one arm, and tried to see whence the voice came that spoke to +her. + +But the effort exhausted her; she fell again to the ground with a +groan--her limb was broken. + +Folle-Farine stood above her; her dark eyes gleaming like a hawk's +through the gloom, and full of a curious, startled pity. + +"You cannot get up; you are old," she said abruptly. "See--let me carry +you home. The children! yes, the children can have it. It is not much; +but it will serve." + +She spoke hastily and roughly; she was ashamed of her own compassion. +What was it to her whether any of these people lived or died? They had +always mocked and hated her. + +"If I did right, I should let them rot, and spit on their corpses," she +thought, with the ferocity of vengeance that ran in her Oriental blood. + +Yet she had come out in the storm, and had brought away her food for +strangers, though she had been at work all day long, and was chilled to +the bone, and was devoured with ravenous hunger. + +Why did she do it? + +She did not know. She scorned herself. But she was sorry for this woman, +so poor and so brave, with her eighty-two years, and so bitterly denied +in her extremity. + +Manon Dax dimly caught the muttered words, and feebly strove to answer +them, whilst the winds roared and the snow beat upon her fallen body. + +"I cannot rise," she murmured; "my leg is broken, I think. But it is no +matter. Go you to the little ones; whoever you are, you are good, and +have pity. Go to them, go. It is no matter for me. I have lived my +life--anyway. It will soon be over. I am not in pain--indeed." + +Folle-Farine stood in silence a minute, then she stooped and lifted the +old creature in her strong young arms, and with that heavy burden set +out on her way in the teeth of the storm. + +She had long known the woman, and the grandchildren, by sight and name. + +Once or twice when she had passed by them, the grandam, tender of heart, +but narrow of brain, and believing all the tales of her neighbors, had +drawn the little ones closer to her, under the wing of her serge cloak, +lest the evil eye that had bewitched the tanner's youngest born, should +fall on them, and harm them in like manner. + +Nevertheless the evil eyes gleamed on her with a wistful sorrow, as +Folle-Farine bore her with easy strength and a sure step, through the +frozen woodland ways, as she would have borne the load of wood, or the +sacks of corn, that she was so well used to carry to and fro like a +packhorse. + +Manon Dax did not stir nor struggle, she did not even strive to speak +again; she was vaguely sensible of a slow, buoyant, painless movement, +of a close, soft pressure that sheltered her from the force of the +winds, of a subtle warmth that stole through her emaciated aching frame, +and made her drowsy and forgetful, and content to be still. + +She could do no more. Her day for struggle and for work was done. + +Once she moved a little. Her bearer paused and stopped and listened. + +"Did you speak?" she whispered. + +Manon Dax gave a soft troubled sigh. + +"God is good," she muttered, like one speaking in a dream. + +Folle-Farine held on her way; fiercely blown, blinded by the snow, +pierced by the blasts of the hurricane, but sure of foot on the ice as a +reindeer, and sure of eye in the dark as a night-hawk. + +"Are you in pain?" she asked once of the burden she carried. + +There was no answer. Old Manon seemed to sleep. + +The distance of the road was nothing to her, fleet and firm of step, and +inured to all hardships of the weather; yet short as it was, it cost her +an hour to travel it, heavily weighted as she was, soaked with +snow-water, blown back continually by the opposing winds, and forced to +stagger and to pause by the fury of the storm. + +At last she reached the hut. + +The wind had driven open the door. The wailing cries of the children +echoed sorrowfully on the stillness, answered by the bleating of sheep, +cold and hungry in their distant folds. The snow had drifted in +unchecked; all was quite dark. + +She felt her way within, and being used by long custom to see in the +gloom, as the night-haunting beasts and birds can see, she found the bed +of hay, and laid her burden gently down on it. + +The children ceased their wailing, and the two eldest ones crept up +close to their grandmother, and pressed their cheeks to hers, and +whispered to her eagerly, with their little famished lips, "Where is +the food, where is the food?" + +But there was still no answer. + +The clouds drifted a little from the moon that had been so long +obscured; it shone for a moment through the vapor of the heavy sky; the +whitened ground threw back the rays increased tenfold; the pale gleam +reached the old still face of Manon Dax. + +There was a feeble smile upon it--the smile with which her last words +had been spoken in the darkness; "God is good!" + +She was quite dead. + + + + +CHAPTER VI. + + +All that night Folle-Farine tarried with the children. + +The youngest had been suffocated whilst they had been alone, by the snow +which had fallen through the roof, and from which its elders had been +too small and weakly to be able to drag it out, unaided. + +She laid it, stiff already in the cold of the night, beside the body of +its old grandam, who had perished in endeavoring to save it; they lay +together, the year-old child and the aged woman, the broken bud and the +leafless bough. They had died of hunger, as the birds die on the moors +and plains; it is a common fate. + +She stayed beside the children, who were frightened and bewildered and +quite mute. She divided such food as she had brought between them, not +taking any herself. She took off the sheepskin which she wore in winter, +tied round her loins as her outdoor garment, and made a little nest of +it for the three, and covered them with it. She could not close the +door, from the height of the drifted snow, and the wind poured in all +night long, though in an hour the snow ceased to fall. Now and then the +clouds parting a little, let a ray of the moon stray in; and then she +could see the quiet faces of the old dead woman and the child. + +"They die of famine--and they die saying their 'God is good,'" she +thought and she pondered on it deeply, and with the bitter and +melancholy irony which life had already taught her, while the hours of +the night dragged slowly on; the winds howled above the trembling hovel, +and the children sobbed themselves to sleep at last, lulled by the +warmth of the skin, into which they crept together like young birds in a +nest. + +She sat there patiently; frozen and ravenous; yet not drawing a corner +of the sheepskin to her own use, nor regretting a crumb of the bread she +had surrendered. She hated the human race, whose hand was always against +her. She had no single good deed to thank them for, nor any single +gentle word. Yet she was sorry for that old creature, who had been so +bitterly dealt with all her years through, and who had died saying "God +is good." She was sorry for those little helpless, unconscious starving +animals, who had lost the only life that could labor for them. + +She forgave--because she forgot--that in other winters this door had +been shut against her, as against an accursed thing, and these babes had +mocked her in their first imperfect speech. + +The dawn broke; the sharp gray winter's day came; the storm had lulled, +but the whole earth was frost-bound and white with snow, and the air was +piercing, and the sky dark and overcast. + +She had to leave them; she was bound to her daily labor at the mill, she +knew that if when the sun rose she should be found absent, she and they +too would surely suffer. What to do for them she could not tell. She had +no friend save Marcellin, who himself was as poor as these. She never +spoke to any living thing, except a sheep-dog, or a calf bleating for +its mother, or a toil-worn bullock staggering over the plowed clods. + +Between her and all those around her there were perpetual enmity and +mistrust, and scarcely so much of a common bond as lies in a common +humanity. For in her title to a common humanity with them they +disbelieved; while she in her scorn rejected claim to it. + +At daybreak there passed by the open door in the mist a peasant going +to his cattle in the fields beyond, pushing through the snow a rude +hand-cart full of turnips, and other winter food. + +She rose and called to him. + +He stared and stood still. + +She went to the doorway and signed to him. + +"Old Manon Dax is dead. Will you tell the people? The children are here, +alone, and they starve." + +"Manon Dax dead?" he echoed stupidly: he was her nearest neighbor; he +had helped her fetch her washing-water sometimes from the well half a +league away; when his wife had been down with fever and ague, the old +woman had nursed her carefully and well through many a tedious month. + +"Yes, I found her on the road, in the snow, last night. She had broken +her leg, and she was dead before I got here. Go and send some one. The +little children are all alone, and one of them is dead too." + +It was so dark still, that he had not seen at first who it was that +addressed him; but slowly, as he stared and stared, and drew nearer to +her, he recognized the scarlet girdle, the brown limbs, the straight +brow, the fathomless eyes. And he feared her, with a great fear rising +there suddenly, before him, out of that still white world of dawn and +shadow. + +He dropped the handles of his cart and fled; a turn in the road, and the +darkness of the morning, soon hid him from sight. She thought that he +had gone to summon his people, and she went back and sat again by the +sleeping children, and watched the sad still faces of the dead. + +The peasant flew home as swiftly as his heavy shoes and the broken ice +of the roads would allow. + +His cabin was at some distance, at a place where, amidst the fields, a +few huts, a stone crucifix, some barns and stacks, and a single wineshop +made up a little village, celebrated in the district for its +wide-spreading orchards and their excellence of fruits. + +Even so early the little hamlet was awake; the shutters were opened; the +people were astir; men were brushing the snow from their thresholds; +women were going out to their field-work; behind the narrow lattices the +sleepy-eyes and curly heads of children peered, while their fingers +played with the fanciful incrustations of the frost. + +The keeper of the tavern was unbarring his house door; a girl broke the +ice in a pool for her ducks to get at the water; a few famished robins +flew to and fro songless. + +His own wife was on her doorstep; to her he darted. + +"Manon Dax is dead!" he shouted. + +"What of that?" said his wife shouldering her broom; a great many had +died that winter, and they were so poor and sharp-set with famine +themselves, that they had neither bread nor pity to spare. + +"This of that," said the man, doggedly, and full of the excitement of +his own terrors. "The young devil of Yprès has killed her, that I am +sure. She is there in the hut, in the dark, with her eyes glaring like +coals. And for what should she be there if not for evil? Tell me that." + +"Is it possible?" his wife cried, incredulous, yet willing to believe; +while the girl left her ducks, and the wineshop-keeper his door, and the +women their cabins, and came and stood round the bearer of such strange +news. It was very welcome news in a raw frost-bitten dawn, when a day +was beginning that would otherwise have had nothing more wonderful in it +than tidings of how a litter of black pigs throve, and how a brown horse +had fared with the swelling in the throat. + +They were very dull there from year's end to year's end; once a month, +maybe, a letter would come in from some soldier-son or brother, or a +peddler coming to buy eggs would bring likewise some stray rumor from +the outer world;--beyond this there was no change. They heard nothing, +and saw nothing, seldom moving a league away from that gray stone +crucifix, round which their little homes were clustered. + +This man had nothing truly to tell; he had fled horrified to be +challenged in the twilight, and the snow, by a creature of such evil +omen as Folle-Farine. But when he had got an audience, he was too true +an orator and not such a fool as to lose it for such a little beggarly +matter as truth; and his tongue clacked quickly of all which his fears +and fancies had conceived, until he had talked himself and his +listeners into the full belief that Manon Dax being belated had +encountered the evil glance of the daughter of all evil, and had been +slain thereby in most cruel sorcery. + +Now, in the whole neighborhood there was nothing too foul to be +accredited of the begotten of the fiend:--a fiend, whom all the grown +men and women remembered so well in his earthly form, when he had come +to ruin poor Reine Flamma's body and soul, with his eyes like jewels, +and his strength passing the strength of all men. + +The people listened, gaping, and wonder-struck, and forgetting the +bitterness of the cold, being warmed with those unfailing human cordials +of foul suspicion and of gratified hatred. Some went off to their daily +labor, being unable to spare time for more gossip; but divers women, who +had nothing to occupy them, remained about Flandrin. + +A shriveled dame, who owned the greatest number of brood-hens in the +village, who had only one son, a priest, and who was much respected and +deferred to by her neighbors, spoke first when Flandrin had ended his +tale for the seventh time, it being a little matter to him that his two +hungry cows would be lowing all the while vainly for their morning meal. + +"Flandrin, you have said well, beyond a doubt; the good soul has been +struck dead by sorcery. But, you have forgot one thing, the children are +there, and that devil of Yprès is with them. We--good Christians and +true--should not let such things be. Go, and drive her out and bring the +young ones hither." + +Flandrin stood silent. It was very well to say that the devil should be +driven out, but it was not so well to be the driver. + +"That is as it should be," assented the other women. "Go, Flandrin, and +we--we will take the little souls in for this day, and then give them to +the public charity; better cannot be done. Go." + +"But mind that thou dost strike that beast, Folle-Farine, sharply," +cried his wife. + +"If thou showest her the cross, she will have to grovel and flee," said +another. + +"Not she," grumbled the old dame, whose son was a priest. "One day my +blessed son, who is nearly a saint, Heaven knows, menaced her with his +cross, and she stood straight, and fearless, and looked at it, and said +'By that sign you do all manner of vileness in this world, and say you +are to be blest in another; I know!' and so laughed and went on. What +are you to do with a witch like that,--eh?" + +"Go, Flandrin," shrieked the women in chorus. "Go! Every minute you +waste, the little angels are nearer to hell!" + +"Come yourselves with me, then," said Flandrin, sullenly. "I will not go +after those infants, it is not a man's work." + +In his own mind he was musing on a story his priests had often told him, +of swine into which exorcised devils had entered, and dispatched swiftly +down a slope to a miserable end; and he thought of his own pigs, black, +fat, and happy, worth so much to him in the market. Better, he mused, +that Manon Dax's grandchildren should be the devil's prey, than those, +his choicest, swine. + +The women jeered him, menaced him, flouted him, besought him. But +vainly--he would not move alone. He had become possessed with the +terrors that his own fancy had created; and he would not stir a step for +all their imprecations. + +"Let us go ourselves, then!" screamed his wife at length, flourishing +above her head the broom with which she had swept the snow. "Men are +forever cowards. It shall never be said of me, that I left those babes +to the fiend while I gave my own children their porridge by the fire!" + +There was a sentiment in this that stirred all her companions to +emulation. They rushed into their homes, snatched a shovel, a staff, a +broom, a pegstick, each whatever came uppermost, and, dragging Flandrin +in the midst, went down the sloping frozen road between its fringe of +poplars. They were not very sure in their own minds why they went, nor +for what they went; but they had a vague idea of doing what was wise and +pious, and they had a great hate in their hearts against her. + +They sped as fast as the slippery road would let them, and their +tongues flew still faster than their feet; the cold of the daybreak made +them sharp and keen on their prey; they screamed themselves hoarse, +their voices rising shrilly above the whistling of the winds, and the +creaking of the trees; and they inflamed each other with ferocious +belief in the sorcery they were to punish. + +They were in their way virtuous; they were content on very little, they +toiled hard from their birth to their grave, they were most of them +chaste wives and devoted mothers, they bore privation steadily, and they +slaved in fair weather and foul without a complaint. But they were +narrow of soul, greedy of temper, bigoted and uncharitable, and, where +they thought themselves or their offspring menaced, implacable. They +were of the stuff that would be burned for a creed, and burn others for +another creed. It is the creed of the vast majority of every nation; the +priests and lawgivers of every nation have always told their people that +it is a creed holy and honorable--how can the people know that it is at +once idiotic and hellish? + +Folle-Farine sat within on the damp hay under the broken roof, and +watched the open door. + +The children were still asleep. The eldest one in his sleep had turned +and caught her hand, and held it. + +She did not care for them. They had screamed, and run behind the +woodstack, or their grandam's skirts, a hundred times when they had seen +her on the road or in the orchard. But she was sorry for them; almost as +sorry as she was for the little naked woodpigeons when their nests were +scattered on the ground in a tempest, or for the little starveling +rabbits when they screamed in their holes for the soft, white mother +that was lying, tortured and twisted, in the jaws of a steel trap. + +She was sorry for them--half roughly, half tenderly--with some shame at +her own weakness, and yet too sincerely sorry to be able to persuade +herself to leave them to their fate there, all alone with their dead. + +For in the savage heart of Taric's daughter there was an innermost +corner wherein her mother's nature slept. + +She sat there quite still, watching the open porch and listening for +footsteps. + +The snow was driven in circling clouds by the winds; the dense fog of +the dawn lifted itself off the surrounding fields; the branches of the +trees were beautiful with hanging icicles; from the meadow hard by there +wailed unceasingly the mournful moaning of Flandrin's cattle, deserted +of their master and hungry in their wooden sheds. + +She heard a distant convent clock strike six: no one came. Yet, she had +resolved not to leave the children all alone; though Flamma should come +and find her there, and thrash her for her absence from his tasks. So +she sat still and waited. + +After a little she heard the crisp cracking of many feet on the frozen +snow and ice-filled ruts of the narrow road; she heard a confused +clatter of angry voices breaking harshly on the stillness of the winter +morning. + +The light was stronger now, and through the doorway she saw the little +passionate crowd of angry faces as the women pressed onward down the +hill with Flandrin in their midst. + +She rose and looked out at them quietly. + +For a minute they paused--irresolute, silent, perplexed: at the sight of +her they were half daunted; they felt the vagueness of the crime they +came to bring against her. + +The wife of Flandrin recovered speech first, and dared them to the +onslaught. + +"What!" she screamed, "nine good Christians fearful of one daughter of +hell? Fie! for shame! Look; my leaden Peter is round my neck! Is he not +stronger than she any day?" + +In a moment more, thus girded at and guarded at the same time, they were +through the door and on the mud floor of the hearth, close to her, +casting hasty glances at the poor dead body on the hearth, whose fires +they had left to die out all through that bitter winter. They came about +her in a fierce, gesticulating, breathless troop, flourishing their +sticks in her eyes, and casting at her a thousand charges in one breath. + +Flandrin stood a little aloof, sheepishly on the threshold, wishing he +had never said a word of the death of Manon Dax to his good wife and +neighbors. + +"You met that poor saint and killed her in the snow with your +witcheries!" one cried. + +"You have stifled that poor babe where it lay!" cried another. + +"A good woman like that!" shrieked a third, "who was well and blithe and +praising God only a day ago, for I saw her myself come down the hill for +our well water!" + +"It is as you did with the dear little Rémy, who will be lame all his +life through you," hissed a fourth. "You are not fit to live; you spit +venom like a toad." + +"Are you alive, my angels?" said a fifth, waking the three children +noisily, and rousing their piercing cries. "Are you alive after that +witch has gazed on you? It is a miracle! The saints be praised!" + +Folle-Farine stood mute and erect for the moment, not comprehending why +they thus with one accord fell upon her. She pointed to the bodies on +the hearth, with one of those grave and dignified gestures which were +her birthright. + +"She was cold and hungry," she said curtly, her mellow accent softening +and enriching the provincial tongue which she had learned from those +amidst whom she dwelt. "She had fallen, and was dying. I brought her +here. The young child was killed by the snow. I stayed with the rest +because they were frightened, and alone. There is no more to tell. What +of it?" + +"Thou hadst better come away. What canst thou prove?" whispered Flandrin +to his wife. + +He was afraid of the storm he had invoked, and would fain have stilled +it. But that was beyond his power. The women had not come forth half a +league in the howling winds of a midwinter daybreak only to go back with +a mere charity done, and with no vengeance taken. + +They hissed, they screamed, they hurled their rage at her; they accused +her of a thousand crimes; they filled the hut with clamor as of a +thousand tongues; they foamed, they spat, they struck at her with their +sticks; and she stood quiet, looking at them, and the old dead face of +Manon Dax lay upward in the dim light. + +The eldest boy struggled in the grasp of the peasant woman who had +seized him, and stretched his arms, instead, to the one who had fed him +and whose hand he had held all through his restless slumber in that long +and dreary night. + +The woman covered his eyes with a scream. + +"Ah--h!" she moaned, "see how the innocent child is bewitched! It is +horrible!" + +"Look on that;--oh, infernal thing!" cried Flandrin's wife, lifting up +her treasured figure of Peter. "You dare not face that blessed image. +See--see all of you--how she winces, and turns white!" + +Folle-Farine had shrunk a little as the child had called her. Its +gesture of affection was the first that she had ever seen towards her in +any human thing. + +She laughed aloud as the image of Peter was thrust in her face. She saw +it was some emblem and idol of their faith, devoutly cherished. She +stretched her hand out, wrenched it away, trampled on it, and tossed it +through the doorway into the snow, where it sank and disappeared. Then +she folded her arms, and waited for them. + +There was a shriek at the blasphemy of the impious act; then they rushed +on her. + +They came inflamed with all the fury which abject fear and bigoted +hatred can beget in minds of the lowest and most brutal type. They were +strong, rude, ignorant, fanatical peasants, and they abhorred her, and +they believed no child of theirs to be safe in its bed while she walked +alive abroad. Beside such women, when in wrath and riot, the tiger and +the hyena are as the lamb and the dove. + +They set on her with furious force; they flung her, they trod on her, +they beat her, they kicked her with their wood-shod feet, with all the +malignant fury of the female animal that fights for its offspring's and +its own security. + +Strong though she was, and swift, and full of courage, she had no power +against the numbers who had thrown themselves on her, and borne her +backward by dint of their united effort, and held her down to work their +worst on her. She could not free herself to return their blows, nor lift +herself to wrestle with them; she could only deny them the sweetness of +wringing from her a single cry, and that she did. She was mute while the +rough hands flew at her, the sticks struck at her, the heavy feet were +driven against her body, and the fierce fingers clutched at her hair, +and twisted and tore it,--she was quite mute throughout. + +"Prick her in the breast, and see if the devil be still in her. I have +heard say there is no better way to test a witch!" cried Flandrin's +wife, writhing in rage for the outrage to the Petrus. + +Her foes needed no second bidding; they had her already prostrate in +their midst, and a dozen eager, violent hands seized a closer grip upon +her, pulled her clothes from her chest, and, holding her down on the mud +floor, searched with ravenous eyes for the signet marks of hell. The +smooth, soft skin baffled them; its rich and tender hues were without +spot or blemish. + +"What matter,--what matter?" hissed Rose Flandrin. "When our fathers +hunted witches in the old time, did they stop for that? Draw blood, and +you will see." + +She clutched a jagged, rusty nail from out the wall, and leaned over her +prey. + +"It is the only babe that will ever cling to thee!" she cried, with a +laugh, as the nail drew blood above the heart. + +Still Folle-Farine made no sound and asked no mercy. She was powerless, +defenseless, flung on her back amidst her tormentors, fastened down by +treading feet and clinching hands; she could resist in nothing, she +could not stir a limb; still she kept silence, and her proud eyes looked +unquailing into the hateful faces bent to hers. + +The muscles and nerves of her body quivered with a mighty pang, her +chest heaved with the torture of indignity, her heart fluttered like a +wounded bird,--not at the physical pain, but at the shame of these +women's gaze, the loathsome contact of their hands. + +The iron pierced deeper, but they could not make her speak. Except for +her eyes, which glowed with a dusky fire as they glanced to and fro, +seeking escape, she might have been a statue of olive-wood, flung down +by ruffians to make a bonfire. + +"If one were to drive the nail to the head, she would not feel!" cried +the women, in furious despair, and were minded, almost, to put her to +that uttermost test. + +Suddenly, from the doorway, Flandrin raised an alarm: + +"There is our notary close at hand, on the road on his mule! Hist! Come +out quickly! You know how strict he is, and how he forbids us ever to +try and take the law into our own keeping. Quick--as you love your +lives--quick!" + +The furies left their prey, and scattered and fled; the notary was a +name of awe to them, for he was a severe man but just. + +They seized the children, went out with them into the road, closed the +hut door behind them, and moved down the hill, the two younger wailing +sadly, and the eldest trying to get from them and go back. + +The women looked mournful and held their heads down, and comforted the +little ones; Flandrin himself went to his cattle in the meadow. + +"Is anything amiss?" the old white-haired notary asked, stopping his +gray mule at sight of the little cavalcade. + +The women, weeping, told him that Manon Dax was dead, and the youngest +infant likewise--of cold, in the night, as they supposed. They dared to +say no more, for he had many times rebuked them for their lack of +charity and their bigoted cruelties and superstitions, and they were +quaking with fear lest he should by any chance enter the cottage and see +their work. + +"Flandrin, going to his cow, saw her first, and he came to us and told +us," they added, crossing themselves fervently, and hushing little +Bernardou, who wanted to get from them and return; "and we have taken +the poor little things to carry them home; we are going to give them +food, and warm them awhile by the stove, and then we shall come back and +do all that is needful for the beloved dead who are within." + +"That is well. That is good and neighborly of you," said the notary, who +liked them, having married them all, and registered all their children's +births, and who was a good old man, though stern. + +He promised them to see for his part that all needed by the law and by +the church should be done for their old lost neighbor; and then he urged +his mule into a trot, for he had been summoned to a rich man's sick-bed +in that early winter morning, and was in haste lest the priest should be +beforehand with him there. + +"How tender the poor are to the poor! Those people have not bread enough +for themselves, and yet they burden their homes with three strange +mouths. Their hearts must be true at the core, if their tongues +sometimes be foul," he mused, as he rode the mule down through the fog. + +The women went on, carrying and dragging the children with them, in a +sullen impatience. + +"To think we should have had to leave that fiend of Yprès!" they +muttered in their teeth. "Well, there is one thing, she will not get +over the hurt for days. Her bones will be stiff for many a week. That +will teach her to leave honest folk alone." + +And they traversed the road slowly, muttering to one another. + +"Hold thy noise, thou little pig!" cried Flandrin's wife, pushing +Bernardou on before her. "Hold thy noise, I tell you, or I will put you +in the black box in a hole in the ground, along with thy +great-grandmother." + +But Bernardou wept aloud, refusing to be comforted or terrified into +silence. He was old enough to know that never more would the old kindly +withered brown face bend over him as he woke in the morning, nor the old +kindly quavering voice croon him country ballads and cradle songs at +twilight by the bright wood fire. + +Little by little the women carrying the children crept down the slippery +slope, half ice and half mud in the thaw, and entered their own village, +and therein were much praised for their charity and courage. + +For when they praise, as when they abuse, villages are loud of voice and +blind of eye almost as much as are the cities. + +Their tongues and those of their neighbors clacked all day long, noisily +and bravely, of their good and their great deeds; they had all the +sanctity of martyrdom, and all the glory of victory, in one. True, they +have left all their house and field-work half done. "But the Holy Peter +will finish it in his own good time, and avenge himself for his +outrage," mused the wife of Flandrin, sorrowing over her lost Petrus in +the snowdrift, and boxing the ears of little Bernardou to make him cease +from his weeping, where he was huddled in her chimney corner. + +When they went back with their priest at noon to the hut of old Manon +Dax to make her ready for her burial, they trembled inwardly lest they +should find their victim there, and lest she should lift up her voice in +accusation against them. Their hearts misgave them sorely. Their priest, +a cobbler's son, almost as ignorant as themselves, save that he could +gabble a few morsels of bad Latin, would be, they knew, on their side; +but they were sensible that they had let their fury hurry them into acts +that could easily be applauded by their neighbors, but not so easily +justified to the law. + +"For the law is overgood," said Rose Flandrin, "and takes the part of +all sorts of vile creatures. It will protect a rogue, a brigand, a +bullock, a dog, a witch, a devil--anything,--except now and then an +honest woman." + +But their fears were groundless; she was gone; the hut when they entered +it had no tenants, except the lifeless famished bodies of the old +grandam and the year-old infant. + +When Folle-Farine had heard the hut door close, and the steps of her +tormentors die away down the hill, she had tried vainly several times to +raise herself from the floor, and had failed. + +She had been so suddenly attacked and flung down and trampled on, that +her brain had been deadened, and her senses had gone, for the first +sharp moment of the persecution. + +As she lifted herself slowly, and staggered to her feet, and saw the +blood trickle where the nail had pierced her breast, she understood what +had happened to her; her face grew savage and dark, her eyes fierce and +lustful, like the eyes of some wild beast rising wounded in his lair. + +It was not for the hurt she cared; it was the shame of defeat and +outrage that stung her like a whip of asps. + +She stood awhile looking at the face of the woman she had aided. + +"I tried to help you," she thought. "I was a fool. I might have known +how they pay any good done to them." + +She was not surprised; her mind had been too deadened by a long course +of ill usage to feel any wonder at the treatment she had been repaid +with. + +She hated them with the mute unyielding hatred of her race, but she +hated herself more because she had yielded to the softness of sorrow and +pity for any human thing; and more still because she had not been armed +and on her guard, and had suffered them to prevail and to escape without +her vengeance. + +"I will never come out without a knife in my girdle again," she +thought--this was the lesson that her charity had brought her as its +teaching. + +She went out hardening her heart, as she crept through the doorway into +the snow and the wind, so that she should not leave one farewell word or +token of gentleness with the dead, that lay there so tranquil on the +ashes of the hearth. + +"She lied even in her last breath," thought Folle-Farine. "She said that +her God was good!" + +She could hardly keep on her own homeward way. All her limbs were stiff +and full of pain. The wound in her chest was scarcely more than skin +deep, yet it smarted sorely and bled still. Her brain was dull, and her +ears filled with strange noises from the force with which she had been +flung backward on her head. + +She had given her sheepskin to the children, as before her Phratos had +done; and the peasants had carried the youngest of them away in it. The +sharpness of the intense cold froze the blood in her as she crawled +through a gap in the poplar hedge, and under the whitened brambles and +grasses beyond, to get backward to the mill by the path that ran through +the woods and pastures. + +The sun had risen, but was obscured by fog, through which it shed a dull +red ray here and there above the woods in the east. + +It was a bitter morning, and the wind, though it had abated, was still +rough, and drove the snow in clouds of powder hither and thither over +the fields. She could only move very slowly; the thorns tearing her, the +snow blinding her, the icicles lacerating her bare feet as she moved. + +She wondered, dimly, why she lived. It seemed to her that the devil when +he had made her, must have made her out of sport and cruelty, and then +tossed her into the world to be a scapegoat and a football for any +creature that might need one. + +That she might end her own life never occurred to her; her intelligence +was not awake enough to see that she need not bear its burden one hour +more, so long as there was one pool in the woods deep enough to drown +her under its green weeds and lily leaves any cool summer night; or that +she had but to lie down then and there, where she was, on the snow, +beneath the ice-dropping trees, and let the sleep that weighed on her +eyelids come, dreamless and painless, and there would be an end of all +for her, as for the frozen rabbits and the birds that strewed the upland +meadows, starved and stiff. + +She did not know;--and had she known, wretched though existence was to +her, death would not have allured her. She saw that the dead might be +slapped on their cheek, and could not lift their arm to strike again--a +change that would not give her vengeance could have had no sweetness and +no succor for her. The change she wanted was to live, and not to die. + +By tedious and painful efforts, she dragged herself home by the way of +the lanes and pastures; hungry, lame, bleeding, cold and miserable, her +eyes burning like flame, her hands and her head hot with fever. + +She made her way into the mill-yard and tried to commence her first +morning's work; the drawing of water from the well for the beasts and +for the house, and the sweeping down of the old wide court round which +the sheds and storehouses ran. + +She never dreamed of asking either for food or pity, either for sympathy +or remission of her labors. + +She set to work at once, but for the only time since Phratos had +brought her thither the strength and vigor of her frame had been beaten. + +She was sick and weak; her hand sank off the handle of the windlass; and +she dropped stupidly on the stone edge of the well, and sat there +leaning her head on her hands. + +The mastiff came and licked her face tenderly. The pigeons left the meal +flung to them on the snow, and flew merrily about her head in pretty +fluttering caresses. The lean cat came and rubbed its cheek softly +against her, purring all the while. + +The woman Pitchou saw her, and she called out of the window to her +master,-- + +"Flamma! there is thy gad-about, who has not been abed all night." + +The old man heard, and came out of his mill to the well in the +courtyard. + +"Where hast been?" he asked sharply of her. "Pitchou says thou hast not +lain in thy bed all night long. Is it so?" + +Folle-Farine lifted her head slowly, with a dazed stupid pain in her +eyes. + +"Yes, it is true," she answered, doggedly. + +"And where hast been, then?" he asked, through his clinched teeth; +enraged that his servant had been quicker of eye and of ear than +himself. + +A little of her old dauntless defiance gleamed in her face through its +stupor and languor, as she replied to him with effort in brief +phrases,-- + +"I went after old Manon Dax, to give her my supper. She died in the +road, and I carried her home. The youngest child was dead too. I stayed +there because the children were alone; I called to Flandrin and told +him; he came with his wife and other women, and they said I had killed +old Dax; they set on me, and beat me, and pricked me for a witch. It is +no matter. But it made me late." + +In her glance upward, even in the curtness of her words, there was an +unconscious glimmer of appeal,--a vague fancy that for once she might, +perhaps, meet with approval and sympathy, instead of punishment and +contempt. She had never heard a kind word from him, nor one of any +compassion, and yet a dim, unuttered hope was in her heart that for once +he might condemn her persecutors and pardon her. + +But the hope was a vain one, like all which she had cherished since +first the door of the mill-house had opened to admit her. + +Flamma only set his teeth tighter. In his own soul he had been almost +ashamed of his denial to his old neighbor, and had almost feared that it +would lose him the good will of that good heaven which had sent him so +mercifully such a sharp year of famine to enrich him. Therefore, it +infuriated him to think that this offspring of a foul sin should have +had pity and charity where he had lacked them. + +He looked at her and saw, with grim glee, that she was black and blue +with bruises, and that the linen which she held together across her +bosom had been stained with blood. + +"Flandrin and his wife are honest people, and pious," he said, in answer +to her. "When they find a wench out of her bed at night, they deal +rightly with her, and do not hearken to any lies that she may tell them +of feigned almsgiving to cover her vices from their sight. I thank them +that they did so much of my work for me. They might well prick thee for +a witch; but they will never cut so deep into thy breast as to be able +to dig the mark of the devil out of it. Now, up and work, or it will be +the worse for thee." + +She obeyed him. + +There, during the dark winter's day, the pain which she endured, with +her hunger and the cold of the weather, made her fall thrice like a dead +thing on the snow of the court and the floors of the sheds. + +But she lay insensible till the youth in her brought back consciousness, +without aid. In those moments of faintness, no one noticed her save the +dog, who came and crept to her to give her warmth, and strove to wake +her with the kisses of his rough tongue. + +She did her work as best she might; neither Flamma nor his servant once +spoke to her. + +"My women dealt somewhat roughly with thy wench at break of day, good +Flamma," said the man Flandrin, meeting him in the lane that afternoon, +and fearful of offending the shrewd old man, who had so many of his +neighbors in his grip. "I hope thou wilt not take it amiss? The girl +maddened my dame,--spitting on her Peter, and throwing the blessed image +away in a ditch." + +"The woman did well," said Flamma, coldly, driving his gray mare onward +through the fog; and Flandrin could not tell whether he were content, or +were displeased. + +Claudis Flamma himself hardly knew which he was. He held her as the very +spawn of hell; and yet it was loathsome to him that his neighbors should +also know and say that a devil had been the only fruit of that fair +offspring of his own, whom he and they had so long held as a saint. + +The next day, and the next, and the next again after that, she was too +ill to stir; they beat her and called her names, but it was of no use; +they could not get work out of her; she was past it, and beyond all +rousing of their sticks, or of their words. + +They were obliged to let her be. She lay for nearly four days in the hay +in her loft, devoured with fever, and with every bone and muscle in +pain. She had a pitcher of water by her, and drank continually, +thirstily, like a sick dog. With rest and no medicine but the cold +spring water, she recovered: she had been delirious in a few of the +hours, and had dreamed of nothing but of the old life in the Liebana, +and of the old sweet music of Phratos. She remained there untended, +shivering, and fever-stricken, until the strength of her youth returned +to her. She rose on the fifth day recovered, weaker, but otherwise +little the worse, with the soft sad songs of her old friend the viol +ringing always through her brain. + +The fifth day from the death of Manon Dax, was the day of the new year. + +There was no work being done at the mill; the wheel stood still, locked +fast, for the deep stream was close bound in ice; frost had returned, +and the country was white with snow two feet deep, and bleak and bare, +and rioted over by furious cross winds. + +Flamma and Pitchou were in the kitchen when she entered it; they looked +up, but neither spoke to her. In being ill,--for the first time since +they had had to do with her,--she had committed, for the millionth time, +a crime. + +There was no welcome for her in that cheerless place, where scarcely a +spark of fire was allowed to brighten the hearth, where the hens +straying in from without, sat with ruffled feathers, chilled and moping, +and where the old Black Forest clock in the corner, had stopped from the +intense cold, and grimly pointed midnight, at high noon. + +There was no welcome for her: she went out into the air, thinking the +woods, even at midwinter, could not be so lonesome as was that cheerless +house. + +The sun was shining through a rift in the stormy clouds, and the white +roofs, and the ice-crusted waters, and the frosted trees were glittering +in its light. + +There were many dead birds about the paths. Claudis Flamma had thought +their famine time a good one in which to tempt them with poisoned grain. + +She wondered where the dog was who never had failed to greet her,--a +yard farther on she saw him. He was stretched stiff and lifeless beside +the old barrel that had served him as a kennel; his master had begrudged +him the little straw needful to keep him from the hurricanes of those +bitter nights; and he had perished quietly without a moan, like a +sentinel slain at his post--frozen to death in his old age after a life +of faithfulness repaid with blows. + +She stood by him awhile with dry eyes, but with an aching heart. He had +loved her, and she had loved him; many a time she had risked a stroke of +the lash to save it from his body; many a time she had sobbed herself to +sleep, in her earlier years, with her arms curled round him, as round +her only friend and only comrade in bondage and in misery. + +She stooped down, and kissed him softly on his broad grizzled forehead, +lifted his corpse into a place of shelter, and covered it tenderly, so +that he should not be left to the crows and the kites, until she should +be able to make his grave in those orchards which he had loved so well +to wander in, and in which he and she had spent all their brief hours of +summer liberty and leisure. + +She shuddered as she looked her last on him; and filled in the snow +above his tomb, under the old twisted pear-tree, beneath which he and +she had so often sat together in the long grasses, consoling one another +for scant fare and cruel blows by the exquisite mute sympathy which can +exist betwixt the canine and the human animal when the two are alone, +and love and trust each other only out of all the world. + +Whilst the dog had lived, she had had two friends; now that he slept +forever in the old gray orchard, she had but one left. She went to seek +this one. + +Her heart ached for a kind glance--for a word that should be neither of +hatred nor of scorn. It was seldom that she allowed herself to know such +a weakness. She had dauntless blood in her; she came of a people that +despised pity, who knew how to live hard and to die hard, without murmur +or appeal. + +Yet, as she had clung to the old mastiff, who was savage to all save +herself; so she still clung to the old man Marcellin, who to all save +herself was a terror and a name of foul omen. + +He was good to her in his own fierce, rugged way; they had the kinship +of the proscribed; and they loved one another in a strange, silent, +savage manner, as a yearling wolf cub and an aged grizzled bear might +love each other in the depths of a forest, where the foot of the hunter +and the fangs of the hound were alike against the young and the old. + +She had not seen him for six days. She felt ill, and weak, and cold, and +alone. She thought she would go to him in his hut, and sit a little by +his lonely hearth, and hear him tell strange stories of the marvelous +time when he was young, and the world was drunk with a mad sweet dream +which was never to come true upon earth. + +Her heart was in wild revolt, and a futile hate gnawed ever in it. + +She had become used to the indignities of the populace, and the insults +of all the people who went to and fro her grandsire's place; but each +one pierced deeper and deeper than the last, and left a longer scar, and +killed more and more of the gentler and better instincts that had +survived in her through all the brutalizing debasement of her life. + +She could not avenge the outrage of Rose Flandrin and her sisterhood, +and, being unable to avenge it, she shut her mouth and said nothing of +it, as her habit was. Nevertheless it festered and rankled in her, and +now and then the thought crossed her--why not take a flint and a bit of +tow, and burn them all in their beds as they slept in that little hollow +at the foot of the hill? + +She thought of it often--would she ever do it? + +She did not know. + +It had a taint of cowardice in it; yet a man that very winter had fired +a farmstead for far less an injury, and had burned to death all who had +lain therein that night. Why should she not kill and burn these also? +They had never essayed to teach her to do better, and when she had tried +to do good to one of them the others had set on her as a witch. + +In the afternoon of this first day of the year she had to pass through +their hamlet to seek Marcellin. + +The sun was low and red; the dusky light glowered over the white meadows +and through the leafless twilight of the woods; here and there a +solitary tree of holly reared itself, scarlet and tall, from the +snowdrifts; here and there a sheaf of arrowy reeds pierced the sheets of +ice that covered all the streams and pools. + +The little village lay with its dark round roofs, cosy and warm, with +all the winter round. She strode through it erect, and flashing her +scornful eyes right and left; but her right hand was inside her shirt, +and it gripped fast the handle of a knife. For such was the lesson which +the reward for her charity had taught her--a lesson not lightly to be +forgotten, nor swiftly to be unlearned again. + +In its simple mode, the little place, like its greater neighbors, kept +high festival for a fresh year begun. + +Its crucifix rose, bare and white, out of a crown of fir boughs and +many wreaths of ruddy berries. On its cabin windows the light of wood +cracking and blazing within glowed brightly. Through them she saw many +of their interiors as she went by in the shadow without. + +In one the children knelt in a circle round the fire, roasting chestnuts +in the embers with gay shouts of laughter. In another they romped with +their big sheepdog, decking him with garlands of ivy and laurel. + +In one little brown room a betrothal party made merry; in another, that +was bright with Dutch tiles, and hung round with dried herbs and fruits, +an old matron had her arm round the curly head of a sailor lad, home for +a short glad hour. + +In the house of Flandrin a huge soup-pot smoked with savory odor, and +the eyes of his wife were soft with a tender mirth as she watched her +youngest-born playing with a Punchinello, all bells and bright colors, +and saw the elder ones cluster round a gilded Jesus of sugar. + +In the wineshop, the keeper of it, having married a wife that day, kept +open house to his friends, and he and they were dancing to the music of +a horn and a fiddle, under rafters bedecked with branches of fir, with +many-hued ribbons, and with little oil lamps that blew to and fro in the +noise of the romp. And all round lay the dark still woods, and in the +midst rose the crucifix; and above, on the height of the hill, the +little old hut of Manon Dax stood dark and empty. + +She looked at it all, going through it with her hand on her knife. + +"One spark," she thought, playing with the grim temptation that +possessed her--"one spark on the dry thatch, and what a bonfire they +would have for their feasting!" + +The thought was sweet to her. + +Injustice had made her ravenous and savage. When she had tried to do +well and to save life, these people had accused her of taking it by evil +sorcery. + +She felt a longing to show them what evil indeed she could do, and to +see them burn, and to hear them scream vainly, and then to say to them +with a laugh, as the flames licked up their homes and their lives, +"Another time, take care how you awake a witch!" + +Why did she not do it? She did not know; she had brought out a flint and +tinder in the pouch that hung at her side. It would be as easy as to +pluck a sere leaf; she knew that. + +She stood still and played with her fancy, and it was horrible and sweet +to her--so sweet because so horrible. + +How soon their mirth would be stilled! + +As she stood thinking there, and seeing in fancy the red glare that +would light up that peaceful place, and hearing the roar of the lurid +flames that would drown the music, and the laughter, and the children's +shouts, out of the twilight there rose to her a small, dark thing, with +a halo of light round its head: the thing was little Bernardou, and the +halo was the shine of his curling hair in the lingering light. + +He caught her skirts in his hands, and clung to her and sobbed. + +"I know you--you were good that night. The people all say you are +wicked, but you gave us your food, and held my hand. Take me back to +gran'mère--oh, take me back!" + +She was startled and bewildered. This child had never mocked her, but he +had screamed and run from her in terror, and had been told a score of +stories that she was a devil, who could kill his body and soul. + +"She is dead, Bernardou," she answered him; and her voice was troubled, +and sounded strangely to her as she spoke for the first time to a child +without being derided or screamed at in fear. + +"Dead! What is that?" sobbed the boy. "She was stiff and cold, I know, +and they put her in a hole; but she would waken, I know she would, if +she only heard _us_. We never cried in the night but she heard in her +sleep, and got up and came to us. Oh, do tell her--do, do tell her!" + +She was silent; she did not know how to answer him, and the strangeness +of any human appeal made to her bewildered her and held her mute. + +"Why are you out in the cold, Bernardou?" she asked him suddenly, +glancing backward through the lattice of the Flandrins' house, through +which she could see the infants laughing and shaking the puppet with the +gilded bells. + +"They beat me; they say I am naughty, because I want gran'mère," he +said, with a sob. "They beat me often, and oh! if she knew, she would +wake and come. Do tell her--do! Bernardou will be so good, and never vex +her, if only she will come back!" + +His piteous voice was drowned in tears. + +His little life had been hard; scant fare, cold winds, and naked limbs +had been his portion; yet the life had been bright and gleeful to him, +clinging to his grandam's skirts as she washed at the tub or hoed in the +cabbage-ground, catching her smile when he brought her the first daisy +of the year, running always to her open arms in any hurt, sinking to +sleep always with the singing of her old ballads on his ear. + +It had been a little life, dear, glad, kindly, precious to him, and he +wept for it, refusing to be comforted by sight of a gilded puppet in +another's hand, or a sugared Jesus in another's mouth, as they expected +him to be. + +It is the sort of comfort that is always offered to the homeless, and +they are always thought ungrateful if they will not be consoled by it. + +"I wish I could take you, Bernardou!" she murmured, with a momentary +softness that was exquisitely tender in its contrast to her haughty and +fierce temper. "I wish I could." + +For one wild instant the thought came to her to break from her bonds, +and take this creature who was as lonely as herself, and to wander away +and away into that unknown land which stretched around her, and of which +she knew no more than one of the dark leaves knew that grew in the +snow-filled ditch. But the thought passed unuttered: she knew neither +where to go nor what to do. Her few early years in the Liebana were too +dreamlike and too vaguely remembered to be any guide to her; and the +world seemed only to her in her fancies as a vast plain, dreary and +dismal, in which every hand would be against her, and every living thing +be hostile to her. + +Besides, the long habitude of slavery was on her, and it is a yoke that +eats into the flesh too deeply to be wrenched off without an effort. + +As she stood thinking, with the child's eager hands clasping her skirts, +a shrill voice called from the wood-stack and dung-heap outside +Flandrin's house,-- + +"Bernardou! Bernardou! thou little plague. Come within. What dost do out +there in the dark? Mischief, I will warrant." + +The speaker strode out, and snatched and bore and clutched him away; she +was the sister of Rose Flandrin, who lived with them, and kept the place +and the children in order. + +"Thou little beast!" she muttered, in fury. "Dost dare talk to the witch +that killed thy grandmother? Thou shalt hie to bed, and sup on a fine +whipping. Thank God, thou goest to the hospital to-morrow! Thou wouldst +bring a dire curse on the house in reward for our alms to thee." + +She dragged him in and slammed-to the door, and his cries echoed above +the busy shouts and laughter of the Flandrin family, gathered about the +tinseled Punch and the sugared Jesus, and the soup-pot, that stewed them +a fat farm-yard goose for their supper. + +Folle-Farine listened awhile, with her hand clinched on her knife; then +she toiled onward through the village, and left it and its carols and +carouses behind her in the red glow of the sinking sun. + +She thought no more of setting their huts in a blaze; the child's words +had touched and softened her, she remembered the long patient bitter +life of the woman who had died of cold and hunger in her eighty-second +year, and yet who had thus died saying to the last, "God is good." + +"What is their God?" she mused. "They care for Him, and He seems to care +nothing for them whether they be old or young." + +Yet her heart was softened, and she would not fire the house in which +little Bernardou was sheltered. + +His was the first gratitude that she had ever met with, and it was sweet +to her as the rare blossom of the edelweiss to the traveler upon the +highest Alpine summits--a flower full of promise, born amidst a waste. + +The way was long to where Marcellin dwelt, but she walked on through the +fields that were in summer all one scarlet group of poppies. + +The day was over, the evening drew nigh, the sound of innumerable bells +in the town echoed faintly from the distance, over the snow: all was +still. + +On the night of the new year the people had a care that the cattle in +the byres, the sheep in the folds, the dogs in the kennels, the swine in +the styes, the old cart-horses in the sheds, should have a full meal and +a clean bed, and be able to rejoice. + +In all the country round there were only two that were forgotten--the +dead in their graves and the daughter of Taric the gypsy. + +Folle-Farine was cold, hungry, and exhausted, for the fever had left her +enfeebled; and from the coarse food of the mill-house her weakness had +turned. + +But she walked on steadily. + +At the hut where Marcellin dwelt she knew that she would be sure of one +welcome, one smile; one voice that would greet her kindly; one face that +would look on her without a frown. + +It would not matter, she thought, how the winds should howl and the hail +drive, or how the people should be merry in their homes and forgetful of +her and of him. He and she would sit together over the little fire, and +give back hate for hate and scorn for scorn, and commune with each +other, and want no other cheer or comrade. + +It had been always so since he had first met her at sunset among the +poppies, then a little child eight years old. Every new-year's-night she +had spent with him in his hovel; and in their own mute way they had +loved one another, and drawn closer together, and been almost glad, +though often pitcher and platter had been empty, and sometimes even the +hearth had been cold. + +She stepped bravely against the wind, and over the crisp firm snow, her +spirits rising as she drew near the only place that had ever opened its +door gladly to her coming, her heart growing lighter as she approached +the only creature to whom she had ever spoken her thoughts without +derision or told her woes without condemnation. + +His hut stood by itself in the midst of the wide pastures and by the +side of a stream. + +A little light was wont to twinkle at that hour through the crevices of +its wooden shutter; this evening all was dark, the outline of the hovel +rose like a rugged mound against the white wastes round it. The only +sound was the far-off chiming of the bells that vibrated strangely on +the rarefied sharp air. + +She crossed the last meadow where the sheep were folded for the night, +and went to the door and pushed against it to open it--it was locked. + +She struck it with her hand. + +"Open, Marcellin--open quickly. It is only I." + +There was no answer. + +She smote the wood more loudly, and called to him again. + +A heavy step echoed on the mud floor within; a match was struck, a dull +light glimmered; a voice she did not know muttered drowsily, "Who is +there?" + +"It is I, Marcellin," she answered. "It is not night. I am come to be an +hour with you. Is anything amiss?" + +The door opened slowly, an old woman, whose face was strange to her, +peered out into the dusk. She had been asleep on the settle by the fire, +and stared stupidly at the flame of her own lamp. + +"Is it the old man, Marcellin, you want?" she asked. + +"Marcellin, yes--where is he?" + +"He died four days ago. Get you gone; I will have no tramps about my +place." + +"Died!" + +Folle-Farine stood erect and without a quiver in her face and in her +limbs; but her teeth shut together like a steel clasp, and all the rich +and golden hues of her skin changed to a sickly ashen pallor. + +"Yes, why not?" grumbled the old woman. "To be sure, men said that God +would never let him die, because he killed St. Louis; but I myself never +thought that. I knew the devil would not wait more than a hundred years +for him--you can never cheat the devil, and he always seems stronger +than the saints--somehow. You are that thing of Yprès, are you not? Get +you gone!" + +"Who are you? Why are you here?" she gasped. + +Her right hand was clinched on the door-post, and her right foot was set +on the threshold, so that the door could not be closed. + +"I am an honest woman and a pious; and it befouls me to dwell where he +dwelt," the old peasant hissed in loud indignation. "I stood out a whole +day; but when one is poor, and the place is offered quit of rent, what +can one do?----and it is roomy and airy for the fowls, and the priest +has flung holy water about it and purified it, and I have a Horseshoe +nailed up and a St. John in the corner. But be off with you, and take +your foot from my door!" + +Folle-Farine stood motionless. + +"When did he die, and how?" she asked in her teeth. + +"He was found dead on the road, on his heap of stones, the fourth night +from this," answered the old woman, loving to hear her own tongue, yet +dreading the one to whom she spoke. "Perhaps he had been hungered, I do +not know; or more likely the devil would not wait any longer--anyways he +was dead, the hammer in his hand. Max Lieben, the man that travels with +the wooden clocks, found him. He lay there all night. Nobody would touch +him. They say they saw the mark of the devil's claws on him. At last +they got a dung-cart, and that took him away before the sun rose. He +died just under the great Calvary--it was like his blasphemy. They have +put him in the common ditch. I think it shame to let the man that slew a +saint be in the same grave with all the poor honest folk who feared God, +and were Christians, though they might be beggars and outcasts. Get you +gone, you be as vile as he. If you want him, go ask your father the foul +fiend for him--they are surely together now." + +And she drove the door to, and closed it, and barred it firmly within. + +"Not but what the devil can get through the chinks," she muttered, as +she turned the wick of her lamp up higher. + +Folle-Farine went back over the snow; blind, sick, feeling her way +through the twilight as though it were the darkness of night. + +"He died alone--he died alone," she muttered, a thousand times, as she +crept shivering through the gloom; and she knew that now her own fate +was yet more desolate. She knew that now she lived alone without one +friend on earth. + +The death on the open highway; the numbness, and stillness, and deafness +to all the maledictions of men. + +The shameful bier made at night on the dung-cart, amidst loathing +glances and muttered curses; the nameless grave in the common ditch with +the beggar, the thief, the harlot, and the murderer,--these which were +so awful to all others seemed to her as sweet as to sink to sleep on +soft unshorn grass, whilst rose-leaves were shaken in the wind, and fell +as gently as kisses upon the slumberer. + +For even those at least were rest. And she in her youth and in her +strength, and in the blossom of her beauty, gorgeous as a passion-flower +in the sun, envied bitterly the old man who had died at his work on the +public road, hated by his kind, weighted with the burden of nigh a +hundred years. + +For his death was not more utterly lonely and desolate than was her +life; and to all taunts and to all curses the ears of the dead are deaf. + + + + + +BOOK III. + + + + +CHAPTER I. + + +Night had come; a dark night of earliest spring. The wild day had sobbed +itself to sleep after a restless life with fitful breaths of storm and +many sighs of shuddering breezes. + +The sun had sunk, leaving long tracks of blood-red light across one-half +the heavens. + +There was a sharp crisp coldness as of lingering frost in the gloom and +the dullness. Heavy clouds, as yet unbroken, hung over the cathedral and +the clustering roofs around it in dark and starless splendor. + +Over the great still plains which stretched eastward and southward, +black with the furrows of the scarce-budded corn, the wind blew hard; +blowing the river and the many streamlets spreading from it into foam; +driving the wintry leaves which still strewed the earth thickly hither +and thither in legions; breaking boughs that had weathered through the +winter hurricanes, and scattering the tender blossoms of the snowdrops +and the earliest crocuses in all the little moss-grown garden-ways. + +The smell of wet grass, of the wood-born violets, of trees whose new +life was waking in their veins, of damp earths turned freshly upwards by +the plow, were all blown together by the riotous breezes. + +Now and then a light gleamed through the gloom where a little peasant +boy lighted home with a torch some old priest on his mule, or a boat +went down the waters with a lamp hung at its prow. For it grew dark +early, and people used to the river read a threat of a flood on its +face. + +A dim glow from the west, which was still tinged with the fire of the +sunset, fell through a great square window set in a stone building, and, +striking across the sicklier rays of an oil lamp, reached the opposing +wall within. + +It was a wall of gray stone, dead and lusterless like the wall of a +prison-house, over whose surface a spider as colorless as itself dragged +slowly its crooked hairy limbs loaded with the moisture of the place; an +old tower, of which the country-folk told strange tales where it stood +among the rushes on the left bank of the stream. + +A man watched the spider as it went. + +It crept on its heavy way across the faint crimson reflection from the +glow of the sunken sun. + +It was fat, well nourished, lazy, content; its home of dusky silver hung +on high, where its pleasure lay in weaving, clinging, hoarding, +breeding. It lived in the dark; it had neither pity nor regret; it +troubled itself neither for the death it dealt to nourish itself, nor +for the light without, into which it never wandered; it spun and throve +and multiplied. + +It was an emblem of the man who is wise in his generation; of the man +whom Cato the elder deemed divine; of the Majority and the Mediocrity +who rule over the earth and enjoy its fruits. + +This man knew that it was wise; that those who were like to it were wise +also: wise with the only wisdom which is honored of other men. + +He had been unwise--always; and therefore he stood, watching the sun +die, with hunger in his soul, with famine in his body. + +For many months he had been half famished, as were the wolves in his own +northern mountains in the winter solstice. For seven days he had only +been able to crush a crust of hard black bread between his teeth. For +twenty hours he had not done even so much as this. The trencher in his +trestle was empty; and he had not wherewithal to refill it. + +He might have found some to fill it for him, no doubt. He lived amidst +the poor, and the poor to the poor are good, though they are bad and +bitter to the rich. + +But he did not open either his lips or his hand. He consumed his heart +in silence; and his vitals preyed in anguish on themselves without his +yielding to their torments. + +He was a madman; and Cato, who measured the godliness of men by what +they gained, would have held him accursed--the madness that starves and +is silent for an idea is an insanity, scouted by the world and the gods. +For it is an insanity unfruitful, except to the future. And for the +future who cares,--save the madmen themselves? + +He watched the spider as it went. + +It could not speak to him as its fellow once spoke in the old Scottish +story. To hear as that captive heard, the hearer must have hope, and a +kingdom--if only in dreams. + +This man had no hope; he had a kingdom, indeed, but it was not of earth; +and in an hour of sheer cruel bodily pain earth alone has dominion and +power and worth. + +The spider crawled across the gray wall; across the glow from the +vanished sun; across a coil of a dead passion-vine that strayed over the +floor, across the classic shape of a great cartoon drawn in chalks upon +the dull rugged surface of stone. + +Nothing arrested it; nothing retarded it, as nothing hastened it. + +It moved slowly on; fat, lusterless, indolent, hueless; reached at +length its den, and there squatted aloft, loving the darkness; its young +swarming around, its netted prey held in its forceps, its nets cast +about. + +Through the open casement there came in on the rising wind of the storm, +in the light of the last lingering sunbeam, a beautiful night-moth, +begotten by some cruel hot-house heat in the bosom of some frail exiled +tropic flower. + +It swam in on trembling pinions, and lit on the golden head of a +gathered crocus that lay dying on the stones--a moth that should have +been born to no world save that of the summer world of a Midsummer +Night's Dream. + +A shape of Ariel and Oberon; slender, silver, purple, roseate, +lustrous-eyed and gossamer-winged. + +A creature of woodland waters and blossoming forests; of the yellow +chalices of kingcups and the white breasts of river lilies, of moonbeams +that strayed through a summer world of shadows, and dewdrops that +glistened in the deep-folded hearts of roses. A creature to brush the +dreaming eyes of a poet, to nestle on the bosom of a young girl +sleeping: to float earthwards on a falling star, to slumber on a +lotus-leaf. + +A creature that, amidst the still soft hush of woods and waters, tells +to those who listen, of the world when the world was young. + +The moth flew on, and poised on the fading crocus-leaves which spread +out their pale gold on the level of the floor. + +It was weary, and its delicate wings drooped; it was storm-tossed, +wind-beaten, drenched with mist and frozen with the cold; it belonged to +the moon, to the dew, to the lilies, to the forget-me-nots, and the +night; and it found that the hard grip of winter had seized it whilst +yet it had thought that the stars and the summer were with it. + +It lived before its time,--and it was like the human soul, which, being +born in the darkness of the world dares to dream of light, and wandering +in vain search of a sun that will never rise, falls and perishes in +wretchedness. + +It was beautiful exceedingly; with the brilliant tropical beauty of a +life that is short-lived. It rested a moment on the stem of the pale +flower, then with its radiant eyes fastened on the point of light which +the lamp thrust upward, it flew on high, spreading out its transparent +wings, and floating to the flame, kissed it, quivered once, and died. + +There fell among the dust and cinder of the lamp a little heap of +shrunken fire-scorched blackened ashes. + +The wind whirled them upward from their rest, and drove them forth into +the night to mingle with the storm-scourged grasses, the pale, dead +violets, the withered snow-flowers, with all things frost-touched and +forgotten. + +The spider sat aloft, sucking the juices from the fettered flies, +teaching its spawn to prey and feed; content in squalor and in +plenitude; in sensual sloth, and in the increase of its spawn and of its +hoard. + +He watched them both: the success of the spider, the death of the moth. +Trite as a fable; ever repeated as the tides of the sea; the two symbols +of humanity; of the life which fattens on greed and gain, and the life +which perishes of divine desire. + +Then he turned and looked at the cartoons upon the wall; shapes grand +and dim, the children of his genius, a genius denied by men. + +His head sank on his chest, his hand tore the shirt away from his +breast, which the pangs of a bodily hunger that he scorned devoured +indeed, but which throbbed with a pain more bitter than that of even +this lingering and ignoble death. He had genius in him, and he had to +die like a wolf on the Armorican wolds yonder westward, when the snows +of winter hid all offal from its fangs. + +It was horrible. + +He had to die for want of the crust that beggars gnawed in the kennels +of the city; he had to die of the lowest and commonest need of all--the +sheer animal need of food. "_J'avais quelque chose là!_" was, perhaps, +the most terrible of all those death-cries of despair which the +guillotine of Thermidor wrung from the lips of the condemned. For it was +the despair of the bodily life for the life of the mind which died with +it. + +When the man clings to life for life's sake, because it is fair and +sweet, and good to the sight and the senses, there may be weakness in +his shudder at its threatening loss. But when a man is loth to leave +life, although it be hard, and joyless, and barren of all delights, +because life gives him power to accomplish things greater than he, which +yet without him must perish, there is the strength in him as there is +the agony of Prometheus. + +With him it must die also: that deep dim greatness within him which +moves him, despite himself; that nameless unspeakable force, which +compels him to create and to achieve; that vision by which he beholds +worlds beyond him not seen by his fellows. + +Weary of life indeed he may be; of life material, and full of subtlety, +of passion, of pleasure, of pain; of the kisses that burn, of the laughs +that ring hollow, of the honey that so soon turns to gall, of the sickly +fatigues and the tired cloyed hunger that are the portion of men upon +earth. + +Weary of these he may be; but still if the gods have breathed on him and +made him mad, with the madness that men have called genius, there will +be that in him greater than himself, which he knows--and cannot know +without some fierce wrench and pang--will be numbed and made impotent, +and drift away, lost for evermore, into that eternal Night which is all +that men behold of death. + +It was so with this man now. + +Life was barren for him of all delight, full of privation, of famine, of +obscurity, of fruitless travail and of vain desire; and yet because he +believed that he had it in him to be great, or rather because, with a +purer and more impersonal knowledge, he believed that it was within his +power to do that which when done the world would not willingly let die; +it was loathsome to him to perish thus of the sheer lack of food, as any +toothless snake would perish in its swamp. + +He stood opposite to the great white cartoons on which his soul had +spent itself; creations which looked vague and ghostly in the shadows of +the chamber, but in which he saw, or at the least believed he saw, the +title-deeds of his own heirship to the world's kingdom of fame. + +For himself he cared nothing; but for them, he smiled a little bitterly +as he looked: + +"They will light some bake-house fire to pay those that may throw my +body in a ditch," he thought. + +And yet the old passion had so much dominance still that he +instinctively went nearer to his latest and best-loved creations, and +took the white chalks up and worked once more by the dull sullen rays of +the lamp behind him. + +They would be torn down on the morrow and thrust for fuel into some +housewife's kitchen-stove. + +What matter? + +He loved them; they were his sole garniture and treasure; in them his +soul had gathered all its dreams and all its pure delights: so long as +his sight lasted he sought to feed it on them; so long as his hand had +power he strove to touch, to caress, to enrich them. + +Even in such an hour as this, the old sweet trance of Art was upon him. + +He was devoured by the deadly fangs of long fast; streaks of living fire +seemed to scorch his entrails; his throat and lungs were parched and +choked; and ever and again his left hand clinched on the bones of his +naked chest as though he could wrench away the throes that gnawed it. + +He knew that worse than this would follow; he knew that tenfold more +torment would await him; that limbs as strong, and muscles as hard, and +manhood as vigorous as his, would only yield to such death as this +slowly, doggedly, inch by inch, day by day. + +He knew; and he knew that he could not trust himself to go through that +uttermost torture without once lifting his voice to summon the shame of +release from it. Shame, since release would need be charity. + +He knew full well; he had seen all forms of death; he had studied its +throes, and portrayed its horrors. He knew that before dawn--it might be +before midnight--this agony would grow so great that it would conquer +him; and that to save himself from the cowardice of appeal, the shame of +besought alms, he would have to use his last powers to drive home a +knife hard and sure through his breast-bone. + +Yet he stood there, almost forgetting this, scarcely conscious of any +other thing than of the passion that ruled him. + +Some soft curve in a girl's bare bosom, some round smooth arm of a +sleeping woman, some fringe of leaves against a moonlit sky, some +broad-winged bird sailing through shadows of the air, some full-orbed +lion rising to leap on the nude soft indolently-folded limbs of a +dreaming virgin, palm-shadowed in the East;--all these he gazed on and +touched, and looked again, and changed by some mere inward curve or +deepened line of his chalk stylus. + +All these usurped him; appealed to him; were well beloved and infinitely +sad; seemed ever in their whiteness and their loneliness to cry to +him,--"Whither dost thou go? Wilt thou leave _us_ alone?" + +And as he stood, and thus caressed them with his eyes and touch, and +wrestled with the inward torment which grew greater and greater as the +night approached, the sudden sickly feebleness of long hunger came upon +him; the gravelike coldness of his fireless chamber slackened and numbed +the flowing of his veins; his brain grew dull and all its memory ceased, +confused and blotted. He staggered once, wondering dimly and idly as men +wonder in delirium, if this indeed were death: then he fell backwards +senseless on his hearth. + +The last glow of day died off the wall. The wind rose louder, driving in +through the open casement a herd of withered leaves. An owl flew by, +uttering weary cries against the storm. + +On high the spider sat, sucking the vitals of its prey, safe in its +filth and darkness; looking down ever on the lifeless body on the +hearth, and saying in its heart,--"Thou Fool!" + + + + +CHAPTER II. + + +As the night fell, Folle-Farine, alone, steered herself down the water +through the heart of the town, where the buildings were oldest, and +where on either side there loomed, through the dusk, carved on the black +timbers, strange masks of satyr and of faun, of dragon and of griffin, +of fiend and of martyr. + +She sat in the clumsy empty market-boat, guiding the tiller-rope with +her foot. + +The sea flowing in stormily upon the coast sent the tide of the river +inland with a swift impetuous current, to which its sluggish depths were +seldom stirred. The oars rested unused in the bottom of the boat; she +glided down the stream without exertion of her own, quietly, easily, +dreamily. + +She had come from a long day's work, lading and unlading timber and +grain for her taskmaster and his fellow-farmers, at the river wharf at +the back of the town, where the little sea-trawlers and traders, with +their fresh salt smell and their brown sails crisp from fierce +sea-winds, gathered for traffic with the corn-barges and the egg-boats +of the land. + +Her day's labor was done, and she was repaid for it by the free +effortless backward passage home through the shadows of the +water-streets; where in the overhanging buildings, ever and anon, some +lantern swinging on a cord from side to side, or some open casement +arched above a gallery, showed the dark sad wistful face of some old +creature kneeling in prayer before a crucifix, or the gold ear-rings of +some laughing girl leaning down with the first frail violets of the year +fragrant in her boddice. + +The cold night had brought the glow of wood-fires in many of the +dwellings of that poor and picturesque quarter; and showed many a homely +interior through the panes of the oriel and lancet windows, over which +brooded sculptured figures seraph-winged, or carven forms helmeted and +leaning on their swords. + +In one of them there was a group of young men and maidens gathered round +the wood at nut-burning, the lovers seeking each other's kiss as the +kernels broke the shells; in another, some rosy curly children played at +soldiers with the cuirass and saber which their grandsire had worn in +the army of the empire; in another, before a quaint oval old-fashioned +glass, a young girl all alone made trial of her wedding-wreath upon her +fair forehead, and smiled back on her own image with a little joyous +laugh that ended in a sob; in another, a young bearded workman carved +ivory beside his hearth, whilst his old mother sat knitting in a high +oak chair; in another, a Sister of Charity, with a fair Madonna's face, +bent above a little pot of home-bred snowdrops, with her tears dropping +on the white heads of the flowers, whilst the sick man, whom she had +charge of, slept and left her a brief space for her own memories, her +own pangs, her own sickness, which was only of the heart,--only--and +therefore hopeless. + +All these Folle-Farine saw, going onward in the boat on the gloom of the +water below. + +She did not envy them; she rather, with her hatred of them, scorned +them. She had been freeborn, though now she was a slave; the pleasures +of the home and hearth she envied no more than she envied the imprisoned +bird its seed and water, its mate and song, within the close cage bars. + +Yet they had a sort of fascination for her. She wondered how they felt, +these people who smiled and span, and ate and drank, and sorrowed and +enjoyed, and were in health and disease, at feast and at funeral, always +together, always bound in one bond of a common humanity; these people, +whose god on the cross never answered them; who were poor, she knew; who +toiled early and late; who were heavily taxed; who fared hardly and +scantily, yet who for the main part contrived to be mirthful and +content, and to find some sunshine in their darkened hours, and to cling +to one another, and in a way be glad. + +Just above her was the corner window of a very ancient house, crusted +with blazonries and carvings. It had been a prince bishop's palace; it +was now the shared shelter of half a score of lace-weavers and of +ivory-workers, each family in their chamber, like a bee in its cell. + +As the boat floated under one of the casements, she saw that it stood +open; there was a china cup filled with house-born primroses on the +broad sill; there was an antique illuminated Book of Hours lying open +beside the flowers; there was a strong fire-light shining from within; +there was an old woman asleep and smiling in her dreams beside the +hearth; by the open book was a girl, leaning out into the chill damp +night, and looking down the street as though in search for some expected +and thrice-welcome guest. + +She was fair to look at, with dark hair twisted under her towering white +cap, and a peachlike cheek and throat, and her arms folded against her +blue kerchief crossed upon her chest. Into the chamber, unseen by her, +a young man came and stole across the shadows, and came unheard behind +her and bent his head to hers and kissed her ere she knew that he was +there. She started with a little happy cry and pushed him away with +pretty provocation; he drew her into his arms and into the chamber, and +shut to the lattice, and left only a dusky reflection from within +shining through the panes made dark by age and dust. + +Folle-Farine had watched them; as the window closed her head dropped, +she was stirred with a vague, passionate, contemptuous wonder: what was +this love that was about her everywhere, and yet with which she had no +share? She only thought of it with haughtiest scorn; and yet---- + +There had come a great darkness on the river, a fierce roughness in the +wind; the shutters were now closed in many of the houses of the +water-street, and their long black shadows fell across the depth that +severed them, and met and blended in the twilight. The close of this day +was stormy; the wind blew the river swiftly, and the heavy raw mists +were setting in from the sea as the night descended. + +She did not heed these; she liked the wild weather best; she loved the +rush of a chill wind among her hair, and the moisture of blown spray +upon her face; she loved the manifold fantasies of the clouds, and the +melodies of the blast coming over the sands and the rushes. She loved +the swirl and rage of the angry water, and the solitude that closed in +round her with the darkness. + +The boat passed onward through the now silent town; only in one other +place a light glowed through the unshuttered lattices that were ruddy +with light and emblematic with the paintings of the Renaissance. It was +the window of the gardener's wife. + +At that season there could bloom neither saxifrage nor nasturtium; but +some green-leaved winter shrub with rosy-laden berries had replaced +them, and made a shining frame all round the painted panes. + +The fair woman was within; her delicate head rose out of the brown +shadows round, with a lamp burning above it and a little oval mirror +before. Into the mirror she was gazing with a smile, whilst with both +hands about her throat she clasped some strings of polished shells +brought to her from the sea. + +"How white and how warm and how glad she is!" thought Folle-Farine, +looking upward; and she rowed in the gloom through the sluggish water +with envy at her heart. + +She was growing harder, wilder, worse, with every day; more and more +like some dumb, fierce forest beast, that flees from every step and +hates the sound of every voice. Since the night that they had pricked +her for a witch, the people had been more cruel to her than ever. They +cast bitter names at her as she went by; they hissed and hooted her as +she took her mule through their villages, or passed them on the road +with her back bent under some load of fagots or of winter wood. Once or +twice they stoned her, and chance alone had saved her from injury. + +For it was an article of faith in all the hamlets round that she had +killed old Manon Dax. The Flandrins said so, and they were good pious +people who would not lie. Every dusky evening when the peasantry, +through the doors of their cabins, saw the gleam of her red girdle and +the flash of her hawk's eyes, where she plodded on through the mist on +her tyrant's errands, they crossed themselves, and told each other for +the hundredth time the tale of her iniquities over their pan of smoking +chestnuts. + +It had hardened her tenfold; it had made her brood on sullen dreams of a +desperate vengeance. Marcellin, too, was gone; his body had been eaten +by the quicklime in the common ditch, and there was not even a voice so +stern as his to bid her a good-morrow. He had been a harsh man, of dark +repute and bitter tongue; but in his way he had loved her; in his way, +with the eloquence that had remained to him, and by the strange stories +that he had told her of that wondrous time wherein his youth had passed, +when men had been as gods and giants, and women horrible as Medea, or +sublime as Iphigenia, he had done something to awaken her mind, to +arouse her hopes, to lift her up from the torpor of toil, the lusts of +hatred, the ruinous apathy of despair. But he was dead, and she was +alone, and abandoned utterly to herself. + +She mourned for him with a passionate pain that was all the more +despairing, because no sound of it could ever pass her lips to any +creature. + +To and fro continually she went by the road on which he had died alone; +by the heap of broken stones, by the wooden crucifix, by the high hedge +and the cornlands beyond. Every time she went the blood beat in her +brain, the tears swelled in her throat. She hated with a hatred that +consumed her, and was ready to ripen into any deadly deed, the people +who had shunned him in his life, and in his death derided and insulted +him, and given him such burial as they gave the rotten carcass of some +noxious beast. + +Her heart was ripe for any evil that should have promised her vengeance; +a dull, cold sense of utter desolation and isolation was always on her. +The injustice of the people began to turn her blood to gall, her courage +into cruelty; there began to come upon her the look of those who brood +upon a crime. + +It was, in truth, but the despairing desire to live that stirred within +her; to know, to feel, to roam, to enjoy, to suffer still, if need be; +but to suffer something else than the endless toil of the field-ox and +tow-horse,--something else than the unavenged blow that pays the ass and +the dog for their services. + +The desire to be free grew upon her with all the force and fury +inherited from her father's tameless and ever-wandering race; if a crime +could have made her free she would have seized it. + +She was in the prison of a narrow and hated fate; and from it she looked +out on the desert of an endless hate, which stretched around her without +one blossom of love, one well spring of charity, rising in its deathlike +waste. + +The dreamy imaginations, the fantastic pictures, that had been so strong +in her in her early years, were still there, though distorted by +ignorance and inflamed by despair. Though, in her first poignant grief +for him, she had envied Marcellin his hard-won rest, his grave in the +public ditch of the town, it was not in her to desire to die. She was +too young, too strong, too restless, too impatient, and her blood of the +desert and the forest was too hot. + +What she wanted was to live. Live as the great moor-bird did that she +had seen float one day over these pale, pure, blue skies, with its +mighty wings outstretched in the calm gray weather; which came none knew +whence, and which went none knew whither; which poised silent and +stirless against the clouds; then called with a sweet wild love-note to +its mate, and waited for him as he sailed in from the misty shadows +where the sea lay; and then with him rose yet higher and higher in the +air; and passed westward, cleaving the fields of light, and so +vanished;--a queen of the wind, a daughter of the sun; a creature of +freedom, of victory, of tireless movement, and of boundless space, a +thing of heaven and of liberty. + +The evening became night; a night rough and cold almost as winter. + +There was no boat but hers upon the river, which ran high and strong. +She left the lights of the town behind her, and came into the darkness +of the country. Now and then the moon shone a moment through the +storm-wrack, here and there a torch glimmered, borne by some wayfarer +over a bridge. + +There was no other light. + +The bells of the cathedral chiming a miserere, sounded full of woe +behind her in the still sad air. + +There stood but one building between her and her home, a square strong +tower built upon the edge of the stream, of which the peasants told many +tales of horror. It was of ancient date, and spacious, and very strong. +Its upper chambers were used as a granary by the farm-people who owned +it; the vaulted hall was left unused by them, partly because the river +had been known to rise high enough to flood the floor; partly because +legend had bequeathed to it a ghastly repute of spirits of murdered men +who haunted it. + +No man or woman in all the country round dared venture to it after +nightfall; it was all that the stoutest would do to fetch and carry +grain there at broad day; and the peasant who, being belated, rowed his +market-boat past it when the moon was high, moved his oar with one +trembling hand, and with the other crossed himself unceasingly. + +To Folle-Farine it bore no such terror. + +The unconscious pantheism breathed into her with her earliest thoughts, +with the teachings of Phratos, made her see a nameless mystical and +always wondrous beauty in every blade of grass that fed on the dew, and +with the light rejoiced; in every bare brown stone that flashed to gold +in bright brook waters, under a tuft of weed; in every hillside stream +that leaping and laughing sparkled in the sun; in every wind that +wailing went over the sickness of the weary world. + +For such a temper, no shape of the day or the night, no miracle of life +or of death can have terror; it can dread nothing, because every created +thing has in it a divine origin and an eternal mystery. + +As she and the boat passed out into the loneliness of the country, with +fitful moon gleams to light its passage, the weather and the stream grew +wilder yet. + +There were on both sides strips of the silvery inland sands, beds of +tall reeds, and the straight stems of poplars, ghostlike in the gloom. +The tide rushed faster; the winds blew more strongly from the north; the +boat rocked, and now and then was washed with water, till its edges were +submerged. + +She stood up in it, and gave her strength to its guidance; it was all +that she could do to keep its course straight, and steer it so that it +should not grate upon the sand, nor be blown into the tangles of the +river reeds. + +For herself she had no care, she could swim like any cygnet; and for her +own sport had spent hours in water at all seasons. But she knew that to +Claudis Flamma the boat was an honored treasure, since to replace it +would have cost him many a hard-earned and well-loved piece of money. + +As she stood thus upright in the little tossing vessel against the +darkness and the winds, she passed the solitary building; it had been +placed so low down against the shore, that its front walls, strong of +hewn stone, and deep bedded in the soil, were half submerged in the +dense growth of the reeds and of the willowy osiers which grew up and +brushed the great arched windows of its haunted hall. The lower half of +one of the seven windows had been blown wide open; a broad square +casement, braced with iron bars, looking out upon the river, and lighted +by a sickly glimmer of the moon. + +Her boat was swayed close against the wall, in a sudden lurch, caused by +a fiercer gust of wind and higher wave of the strong tide; the rushes +entangled it; it grounded on the sand. There was no chance, she knew, of +setting it afloat again without her leaving it to gain a footing on the +land, and use her force to push it off into the current. + +She leaped out without a moment's thought among the rushes, with her +kirtle girt up close above her knees. She sank to her ankles in the +sand, and stood to her waist in the water. + +But she was almost as light and sure of foot as a moor-gull, when it +lights upon the treacherous mosses of a bog; and standing on the soaked +and shelving bank, she thrust herself with all her might against her +boat, dislodged it, and pushed it out once more afloat. + +She was about to wade to it and spring into it, before the stream had +time to move it farther out, when an owl flew from the open window +behind her. Unconsciously she turned her head to look whence the bird +had come. + +She saw the wide dark square of the opened casement; the gleam of a lamp +within the cavern-like vastness of the vaulted hall. Instinctively she +paused, and drew closer, and forgot the boat. + +The stone sills of the seven windows were level with the topmost sprays +of the tall reeds and the willowy underwood; they were, therefore, level +with herself. She saw straight in; saw, so far as the pale uncertain +fusion of moon and lamp rays showed them, the height and width of this +legend haunted place; vaulted and pillared with timber and with stone; +dim and lonely as a cathedral crypt; and with the night-birds flying to +and fro in it, as in a ruin, seeking their nests in its rafters and in +the capitals of its columns. + +No fear, but a great awe fell upon her. She let the boat drift on its +way unheeded; and stood there at gasp like a forest doe. + +She had passed this grain tower with every day and night that she had +gone down the river upon the errands of her taskmaster; but she had +never looked within it once, holding the peasants' stories and terrors +in the cold scorn of her intrepid courage. + +Now, when she looked, she for the first time believed--believed that the +dead lived and gathered there. + +White, shadowy, countless shapes loomed through the gloom, all +motionless, all noiseless, all beautiful, with the serene yet terrible +loveliness of death. + +In their midst burned a lamp; as the light burns night and day in the +tombs of the kings of the East. + +Her color paled, her breath came and went, her body trembled like a +leaf; yet she was not afraid. + +A divine ecstasy of surprise and faith smote the dull misery of her +life. She saw at last another world than the world of toil in which she +had labored without sight and without hope, as the blinded ox labored in +the brick-field, treading his endless circles in the endless dark, and +only told that it was day by blows. + +She had no fear of them--these, whom she deemed the dwellers of the +lands beyond the sun, could not be more cruel to her than had been the +sons of men. She yearned to them, longed for them; wondered with rapture +and with awe if these were the messengers of her father's kingdom; if +these would have mercy on her, and take her with them to their immortal +homes--whether of heaven or of hell, what mattered it? + +It was enough to her that it would not be of earth. + +She raised herself upon the ledge above the rushes, poised herself +lightly as a bird, and with deft soundless feet dropped safely on the +floor within, and stood in the midst of that enchanted world--stood +motionless, gazing upwards with rapt eyes, and daring barely to draw +breath with any audible sigh, lest she should rouse them, and be driven +from their presence. The flame of the lamp, and the moonlight, reflected +back from the foam of the risen waters, shed a strange, pallid, shadowy +light on all the forms around her. + +"They are the dead, surely," she thought, as she stood among them; and +she stayed there, with her arms folded on her breast to still its +beating, lest any sound should anger them and betray her; a thing lower +than the dust--a mortal amidst this great immortal host. + +The mists and the shadows between her eyes and them parted them as with +a sea of dim and subtle vapor, through which they looked white and +impalpable as a summer cloud, when it seems to lean and touch the edge +of the world in a gray, quiet dawn. + +They were but the creations of an artist's classic dreams, but to her +they seemed to thrill, to move, to sigh, to gaze on her; to her, they +seemed to live with that life of the air, of the winds, of the stars, of +silence and solitude, and all the nameless liberties of death, of which +she dreamed when, shunned, and cursed, and hungered, she looked up to +the skies at night from a sleepless bed. + +They were indeed the dead: the dead of that fair time when all the earth +was young, and men communed with their deities, and loved them, and were +not afraid. When their gods were with them in their daily lives, when in +every breeze that curled the sea, in every cloud that darkened in the +west, in every water-course that leaped and sparkled in the sacred cedar +groves, in every bee-sucked blossom of wild thyme that grew purple by +the marble temple steps, the breath and the glance of the gods were +felt, the footfall and the voice of the gods were heard. + +They were indeed the dead: the dead who--dying earliest, whilst yet the +earth was young enough to sorrow for its heroic lives to embalm them, to +remember them, and to count them worthy of lament--perished in their +bodies, but lived forever immortal in the traditions of the world. + +From every space of the somber chamber some one of these gazed on her +through the mist. + +Here the silver dove of Argos winged her way through the iron-jaws of +the dark sea-gates. + +Here the white Io wandered in exile and unresting, forever scourged on +by the sting in her flesh, as a man by the genius in him. + +Here the glad god whom all the woodlands love played in the moonlight, +on his reeds, to the young stags that couched at his feet in golden beds +of daffodils and asphodel. + +Here in a darkened land the great Demeter moved, bereaved and childless, +bidding the vine be barren, and the fig-trees fruitless, and the seed of +the sown furrows strengthless to multiply and fill the sickles with ripe +increase. + +Here the women of Thebes danced upon Cithæron in the mad moonless +nights, under the cedars, with loose hair on the wind, and bosoms that +heaved and brake through their girdles of fawnskin. + +Here at his labor, in Pheræ, the sun-god toiled as a slave; the highest +wrought as the lowest; while wise Hermes stood by and made mirth of the +kingship that had bartered the rod of dominion for the mere music which +empty air could make in a hollow reed. + +Here, too, the brother gods stood, Hypnos, and Oneiros, and Thanatos; +their bowed heads crowned with the poppy and moonwort, the flowering +fern, and the amaranth, and, pressed to their lips, a white rose, in the +old sweet symbol of silence; fashioned in the same likeness, with the +same winged feet, which yet fall so softly that no human ears hear their +coming; the gods that most of all have pity on men,--the gods of the +Night and of the Grave. + +These she saw, not plainly, but through the wavering shadows and the +halo of the vapors which floated, dense and silvery as smoke, in from +the misty river. Their lips were dumb, and for her they had no name nor +story, and yet they spoke to her with familiar voices. She knew them; +she knew that they were gods, and yet to the world were dead; and in the +eyes of the forest-god, who piped upon his reeds, she saw the eyes of +Phratos look on her with their tender laughter and their unforgotten +love. + +Just so had he looked so long ago--so long!--in the deep woods at +moonrise, when he had played to the bounding fawns, to the leaping +waters, to the listening trees, to the sleeping flowers. + +They had called him an outcast,--and lo!--she found him a god. + +She sank on her knees, and buried her face in her hands and wept,--wept +with grief for the living lost forever,--wept with joy that the dead +forever lived. + +Tears had rarely sprung to her proud, rebellious eyes; she deemed them +human things,--things of weakness and of shame; she had thrust them back +and bit her lips till the blood came, in a thousand hours of pain, +rather than men should see them and exult. The passion had its way for +once, and spent itself, and passed. She rose trembling and pale, with +her eyes wet and dimmed in luster, like stars that shine through rain, +and looked around her fearfully. + +She thought that the gods might rise in wrath against her, even as +mortals did, for daring to be weary of her life. + +As she rose, she saw for the first time before the cold hearth the body +of a man. + +It was stretched straightly out on the stone floor; the chest was bare; +upon the breast the right hand was clinched close and hard; the limbs +were in profound repose; the head was lit by the white glimmer from the +moon; the face was calm and colorless, and full of sadness. + +In the dim strange light it looked white as marble, colossal as a +statue, in that passionless rest,--that dread repose. + +Instinctively she drew nearer to him, breathless and allured; she bent +forward and looked closer on his face. + +He was a god, like all the rest, she thought; but dead,--not as they +were dead, with eyes that rejoiced in the light of cloudless suns, and +with lips that smiled with a serene benignity and an eternal love,--but +dead, as mortals die, without hope, without release, with the breath +frozen on their tired lips, and bound on their hearts eternally the +burden of their sin and woe. + +She leaned down close by his side, and looked on him,--sorrowful, +because he alone of all the gods was stricken there, and he alone had +the shadow of mortality upon him. + +Looking thus she saw that his hands were clinched upon his chest, as +though their latest effort had been to tear the bones asunder, and +wrench out a heart that ached beneath them. She saw that this was not a +divine, but a human form,--dead indeed as the rest were, but dead by a +man's death of assassination, or disease, or suicide, or what men love +to call the "act of Heaven," whereby they mean the self-sown fruit of +their own faults and follies. + +Had the gods slain him--being a mortal--for his entrance there? + +Marcellin in legends had told her of such things. + +He was human; with a human beauty; which, yet white and cold and golden, +full of serenity and sadness, was like the sun-god's yonder, and very +strange to her whose eyes had only rested on the sunburnt, pinched, and +rugged faces of the populace around her. + +That beauty allured her; she forgot that he had against her the crime of +that humanity which she hated. He was to her like some noble forest +beast, some splendid bird of prey, struck down by a bolt from some +murderous bow, strengthless and senseless, yet majestic even in its +fall. + +"The gods slew him because he dared to be too like themselves," she +thought, "else he could not be so beautiful,--he,--only a man, and +dead?" + +The dreamy intoxication of fancy had deadened her to all sense of time +or fact. The exaltation of nerve and brain made all fantastic fantasies +seem possible to her as truth. + +Herself, she was strong; and desolate no more, since the eyes of the +immortals had smiled on her, and bade her welcome there; and she felt an +infinite pity on him, inasmuch as with all his likeness to them he yet, +having incurred their wrath, lay helpless there as any broken reed. + +She bent above him her dark rich face, with a soft compassion on it; she +stroked the pale heavy gold of his hair, with fingers brown and lithe, +but infinitely gentle; she fanned the cold pain of his forehead, with +the breath of her roselike mouth; she touched him and stroked him and +gazed on him, as she would have caressed and looked on the velvet hide +of the stag, the dappled plumage of the hawk, the white leaf of the +lily. + +A subtle vague pleasure stole on her, a sharp sweet sorrow moved +her,--for he was beautiful, and he was dead. + +"If they would give him back his life?" she thought: and she looked for +the glad forest-god playing on his reed amidst the amber asphodels, he +who had the smile and the glance of Phratos. But she could see Pan's +face no more. + +The wind rose, the moon was hidden, all was dark save the flicker of the +flame of the lamp; the storm had broken, and the rain fell: she saw +nothing now but the bowed head of Thanatos, holding the rose of silence +to his lips. + +On her ear there seemed to steal a voice from the darkness, saying: + +"One life alone can ransom another. Live immortal with us; or for that +dead man--perish." + +She bowed her head where she knelt in the darkness; the force of an +irresistible fate seemed upon her; that sacrifice which is at once the +delirium and divinity of her sex had entered into her. + +She was so lowly a thing; a creature so loveless and cursed; the gods, +if they took her in pity, would soon scorn her as men had scorned; +whilst he who lay dead--though so still and so white, and so mute and so +powerless,--he looked a king among men, though the gods for his daring +had killed him. + +"Let him live!" she murmured. "It's for me,--I am nothing--nothing. Let +me die as the Dust dies--what matter?" + +The wind blew the flame of the lamp into darkness; the moon still shone +through the storm on to the face of Thanatos. + +He alone heard. He--the only friend who fails no living thing. He alone +remained, and waited for her: he, whom alone of all the gods--for this +man's sake--she chose. + + + + +CHAPTER III. + + +When the trance of her delirious imaginations passed, they left her +tranquil, but with the cold of death seeming to pass already from the +form she looked on into hers. She was still crouching by his body on the +hearth; and knew what she had chosen, and did not repent. + +He was dead still;--or so she thought;--she watched him with dim +dreaming eyes, watched him as women do who love. + +She drew the fair glistening hair through her hands; she touched the +closed and blue veined eyelids tenderly; she laid her ear against his +heart to hearken for the first returning pulses of the life she had +brought back to him. + +It was no more to her the dead body of a man, unknown, unheeded, a +stranger, and because a mortal, of necessity to her a foe. It was a +nameless, wondrous, mystic force and splendor to which she had given +back the pulse of existence, the light of day; which was no more the +gods', nor any man's, no more the prey of death, nor the delight of +love; but hers--hers--shared only with the greatness she had bought for +him. + +Even as she looked on him she felt the first faint flutter in his heart; +she heard the first faint breath upon his lips. + +His eyes unclosed and looked straight at hers, without reason or luster +in them, clouded with a heavy and delirious pain. + +"To die--of hunger--like a rat in a trap!" he muttered in his throat, +and strove to rise; he fell back, senseless, striking his head upon the +stones. + +She started; her hands ceased to wander through his hair, and touch his +cold lips as she would touch the cup of a flower; she rose slowly to her +feet. + +She had heard; and the words, so homely and so familiar in the lives of +all the poor, pierced the wild faiths and visions of her heated brain, +as a ray of the clear daybreak pierces through the purple smoke from +altar fires of sacrifice. + +The words were so terrible, and yet so trite; they cleft the mists of +her dreams as tempered steel cleaves folds of gossamer. + +"To die--of hunger!" + +She muttered the phrase after him--shaken from her stupor by its gaunt +and common truth. + +It roused her to the consciousness of all his actual needs. Her heart +rebelled even against the newly-found immortal masters, since being in +wrath they could not strike him swiftly with their vengeance, but had +killed him thus with these lingering and most bitter pangs, and had +gathered there as to a festival to see him die. + +As she stooped above him, she could discern the faint earthy cavernous +odor, which comes from the languid lungs and empty chest of one who has +long fasted, almost unto death. + +She had known that famine odor many a time ere then; in the hut of Manon +Dax, and by the hedge-rows and in the ditches, that made the sick-beds +of many another, as old, as wretched, and as nobly stubborn against +alms; in times of drought or in inclement winters, the people in all +that country-side suffered continually from the hunger torment; she had +often passed by men and women, and children, crouching in black and +wretched cabins, or lying fever-stricken on the cold stony fields, glad +to gnaw a shred of sheepskin, or suck a thorny bramble of the fields to +quiet the gnawing of their entrails. + +She stood still beside him, and thought. + +All light had died; the night was black with storm; the shadowy shapes +were gone; there were the roar of the rushing river, and the tumult of +the winds and rains upon the silence; all she saw was this golden head; +this colorless face; this lean and nerveless hand that rested on the +feebly beating heart;--these she saw as she would have seen the white +outlines of a statue in the dark. + +He moved a little with a hollow sigh. + +"Bread--bread--bread!" he muttered. "To die for bread!" + +At the words, all the quick resource and self-reliance which the hard +life she led had sharpened and strengthened in her, awoke amidst all the +dreams and passions, and meditations of her mystical faiths, and her +poetic ignorance. + +The boldness and the independence of her nature roused themselves; she +had prayed for him to the gods, and to the gods given herself for +him--that was well--if they kept their faith. But if they forsook it? +The blood rushed back to her heart with its old proud current; alone, +she swore to herself to save him. To save him in the gods' despite. + +In the street that day, she had found the half of a roll of black bread. +It had lain in the mud, none claiming it; a sulky lad passed it in +scorn, a beggar with gold in his wallet kicked it aside with his crutch; +she took it and put it by for her supper; so often some stripe or some +jibe replaced a begrudged meal for her at Flamma's board. + +That was all she had. A crust dry as a bone, which could do nothing +towards saving him, which could be of no more use to pass those clinched +teeth, and warm those frozen veins, than so much of the wet sand +gathered up from the river-shore. Neither could there be any wood, +which, if brought in and lit, would burn. All the timber was green and +full of sap, and all, for a score square leagues around, was at that +hour drenched with water. + +She knew that the warmth of fire to dry the deadly dampness in the air, +the warmth of wine to quicken the chillness and the torpor of the +reviving life, were what were wanted beyond all other things. She had +seen famine in all its stages, and she knew the needs and dangers of +that fell disease. + +There was not a creature in all the world who would have given her so +much as a loaf or a fagot; even if the thought of human aid had ever +dawned on her. As it was, she never even dreamed of it; every human +hand--to the rosy fist of the smallest and fairest child--was always +clinched against her; she would have sooner asked for honey from a knot +of snakes, or sought a bed of roses in a swarm of wasps, as have begged +mercy or aid at any human hearth. + +She knew nothing, either, of any social laws that might have made such +need as this a public care on public alms. She was used to see men, +women, and children perishing of want; she had heard people curse the +land that bore, and would not nourish, them. She was habituated to work +hard for every bit or drop that passed her lips; she lived amidst +multitudes who did the same; she knew nothing of any public succor to +which appeal could in such straits be made. + +If bread were not forthcoming, a man or a woman had to die for lack of +it, as Manon Dax and Marcellin had done; that seemed to her a rule of +fate, against which there was no good in either resistance or appeal. + +What could she do? she pondered. + +Whatever she would do, she knew that she had to do quickly. Yet she +stood irresolute. + +To do anything she had to stoop herself again down to that sort of theft +to which no suffering or privation of her own had ever tempted her. + +In a vague fierce fashion, unholpen and untaught, she hated all sin. + +All quoted it as her only birthright; all told her that she was imbued +with it body and soul; all saw it in her slightest acts, in her most +harmless words; and she abhorred this, the one gift which men cast to +her as her only heirloom, with a strong scornful loathing which stood +her in the stead of virtue. With an instinctive cynicism which moved her +continually, yet to which she could have given no name, she had loved to +see the children and the maidens--those who held her accursed, and were +themselves held so innocent and just--steal the ripe cherries from the +stalk, pluck the forbidden flowers that nodded over the convent walls, +pierce through the boundary fence to reach another's pear, speak a lie +softly to the old grayheaded priest, and lend their ripe lips to a +soldier's rough salute, while she, the daughter of hell, pointed at, +despised, shunned as a leper, hunted as a witch, kept her hands soilless +and her lips untouched. + +It was a pride to her to say in her teeth, "I am stronger than they," +when she saw the stolen peach in their hand, and heard the lying word on +their tongue. It had a savage sweetness for her, the will with which +she denied herself the luxurious fruit that, unseen, she could have +reached a thousand times from the walls when her throat was parched and +her body empty; with which she uttered the truth, and the truth alone, +though it brought the blows of the cudgel down on her shoulders; with +which she struck aside in disdain the insolent eyes and mocking mouths +of the youths, who would fain have taught her that, if beggared of all +other things, she was at least rich in form and hue. She hated sin, for +sin seemed to her only a human word for utter feebleness; she had never +sinned for herself, as far as she knew; yet to serve this man, on whose +face she had never looked before that night, she was ready to stoop to +the thing which she abhorred. + +She had been so proud of her freedom from all those frailties of +passion, and greed, and self-pity, with which the souls of the maidens +around her were haunted;--so proud, with the fierce, chaste, tameless +arrogance of the women of her race, that was bred in their blood, and +taught them as their first duty, by the Oriental and jealous laws of +their vengeful and indolent masters. + +She had been so proud!--and this cleanliness of hand and heart, this +immunity from her enemies' weakness, this independence which she had +worn as a buckler of proof against all blows, and had girded about her +as a zone of purity, more precious than gold, this, the sole treasure +she had, she was about to surrender for the sake of a stranger. + +It was a greater gift, and one harder to give, than the life which she +had offered for his to the gods. + +She kneeled on one knee on the stone floor beside him, her heart torn +with a mute and violent struggle; her bent face dark and rigid, her +straight haughty brows knit together in sadness and conflict. In the +darkness he moved a little; he was unconscious, yet ever, in that +burning stupor, one remembrance, one regret, remained with him. + +"That the mind of a man can be killed for the want of the food thrown to +swine!" he muttered drearily, in the one gleam of reason that abode in +the delirium of his brain. + +The words were broken, disjointed, almost inarticulate, but they stung +her to action as the spur stings a horse. + +She started erect, and crossed the chamber, leapt through the open +portion of the casement, and lighted again without, knee-deep in water; +she lost her footing and fell entangled in the rushes; but she rose and +climbed in the darkness to where the roots of an oak stump stretched +into the stream, and, gaining the shore, ran as well as the storm and +the obscurity allowed her, along the bank, straight towards Yprès. + +It was a wild and bitter night; the rushing of the foaming river went by +her all the way; the path was flooded, and she was up to her ankles in +water at every step, and often forced to wade through channels a foot +deep. + +She went on straight towards her home, unconscious of cold, of fatigue, +of her wet clinging clothes, of the water that splashed unseen in the +black night up against her face as her steps sank into some shaking +strip of marsh, some brook which, in the rising of the river, ran +hissing and swelling to twice its common height. All she was sensible of +was of one inspiration, one purpose, one memory that seemed to give her +the wings of the wind, and yet to clog her feet with the weight of +lead,--the memory of that white, sad, senseless face, lying beneath the +watch of the cruel gods. + +She reached Yprès, feeling and scenting her way by instinct, as a dog +does, all through the tumult of the air and against the force of the +driving rains. She met no living creature; the weather was too bad for +even a beggar to be afoot in it, and even the stray and homeless beasts +had sought some shelter from a ruined shed or crumbling wall. + +As softly as a leaf may fall she unloosed the latch of the orchard, +stole through the trees, and took her way, in an impenetrable gloom, +with the swift sure flight of one to whom the place had long been as +familiar by night as day. + +The uproar of wind and rain would have muffled the loudest tread. The +shutters of the mill-house were all closed; it was quite still. Flamma +and his serving people were all gone to their beds that they might +save, by sleep, the cost of wood and candle. + +She passed round to the side of the house, climbed up the tough network +of a tree of ivy, and without much labor loosened the fastenings of her +own loft window, and entering there passed through the loft into the +body of the house. + +Opening the doors of the passages noiselessly, she stole down the +staircase, making no more sound than a hare makes stealing over mosses +to its form. The ever-wakeful lightly-sleeping ears of a miser were near +at hand, but even they were not aroused; and she passed down unheard. + +She went hardily, fearlessly, once her mind was set upon the errand. She +did not reason with herself, as more timorous creatures might have done, +that being half starved as recompense for strong and continual labor, +she was but about to take a just due withheld, a fair wage long overdue. +She only resolved to take what another needed by a violence which she +had never employed to serve her own needs, and, having resolved, went to +execute her resolution with the unhesitating dauntlessness that was bred +in her, blood and bone. + +Knowing all the turns and steps of the obscure passages, she quickly +found her way to the store-chambers where such food and fuel as were +wanted in the house were stored. + +The latter was burnt, and the former eaten, sparingly and grudgingly, +but the store of both was at this season of the year fairly abundant. It +had more than once happened that the mill had been cut off from all +communication with the outer world by floods that reached its upper +casements, and Claudis Flamma was provided against any such accidents; +the more abundantly as he had more than once found it a lucrative matter +in such seasons of inundation to lower provisions from his roof to boats +floating below, when the cotters around were in dire need and ready to +sell their very souls for a bag of rice or string of onions. + +Folle-Farine opened the shutter of the storeroom and let in the faint +gray glimmer from the clearing skies. + +A bat which had been resting from the storm against the rafters +fluttered violently against the lattice; a sparrow driven down the +chimney in the hurricane flew up from one of the shelves with a +twittering outcry. + +She paused to open the lattice for them both, and set them free to fly +forth into the still sleeping world; then she took an old rush basket +that hung upon a nail, and filled it with the best of such homely food +as was to be found there--loaves, and meats, and rice, and oil, and a +flask of the richest wine--wine of the south, of the hue of the violet, +sold under secrecy at a high charge and profit. + +That done, she tied together as large a bundle of brushwood and of +fagots as she could push through the window, which was broad and square, +and thrust it out by slow degrees; put her basket through likewise, and +lowered it carefully to the ground; then followed them herself with the +agility born of long practice, and dropped on the grass beneath. + +She waited but to close and refasten the shutter from without, then +threw the mass of fagots on her shoulders, and carrying in her arms the +osier basket, took her backward way through the orchards to the river. + +She had not taken either bit or drop for her own use. + +She was well used to carry burdens as heavy as the mules bare, and to +walk under them unassisted for many leagues to the hamlets and markets +roundabout. But even her strength of bronze had become fatigued; she +felt frozen to the bone; her clothes were saturated with water, and her +limbs were chill and stiff. Yet she trudged on, unblenching and +unpausing, over the soaked earth, and through the swollen water and the +reeds; keeping always by the side of the stream that was so angry in the +darkness; by the side of the gray flooded sands and the rushes that were +blowing with a sound like the sea. + +She met no living creature except a fox, who rushed between her feet, +holding in its mouth a screaming chicken. + +Once she stumbled and struck her head and breast with a dull blow +against a pile of wood which, in the furious weather, was unseen by her. +It stunned her for the instant, but she rallied and looked up with eyes +as used to pierce the deepest gloom as any goshawk's; she discerned the +outline of the Calvary, towering high and weirdlike above the edge of +the river, where the priests and people had placed it, so that the +boatmen could abase themselves and do it honor as they passed the banks. + +The lantern on the cross shone far across the stream, but shed no rays +upon the path she followed. + +At its foot she had stumbled and been bruised upon her errand of mercy; +the reflection of its light streamed across to the opposing shore, and +gave help to a boat-load of smugglers landing stolen tobacco in a little +creek. + +She recovered herself and trudged on once more along the lonely road. + +"How like their god is to them!" she thought; the wooden crucifix was +the type of her persecutors; of those who flouted and mocked her, who +flung and pierced her as a witch; who cursed her because she was not of +their people. The cross was the hatred of the world incarnated to her; +it was in Christ's name that Marcellin's corpse had been cast on the +dung and in the ditch; it was in Christ's name that the women had +avenged on her the pity which she had shown to Manon Dax; it was in +Christ's name that Flamma scourged her because she would not pass rotten +figs for sweet. + +For the name of Christ is used to cover every crime, by the peasant who +cheats his neighbor of a copper coin, as by the sovereign who massacres +a nation for a throne. + +She left the black cross reared there against the rushes, and plodded on +through sand and rain and flood, bearing her load:--in Christ's name +they would have seized her as a thief. + +The storm abated a little, and every now and then a gleam of moonlight +was shed upon the flooded meadows. She gained the base of the tower, +and, by means of the length of rope, let by degrees the firewood and the +basket through the open portion of the window on to the floor below, +then again followed them herself. + +Her heart thrilled as she entered. + +Her first glance to the desolate hearth showed her that the hours of her +absence had brought no change there. The gods had not kept faith with +her, they had not raised him from the dead. + +"They have left it all to me!" she thought, with a strange sweet +yearning in her heart over this life that she had bought with her own. + +She first flung the fagots and brushwood on the hearth, and set them on +fire to burn, fanned by the breath of the wind. Then she poured out a +little of the wine, and kneeled down by him, and forced it drop by drop +through his colorless lips, raising his head upon her as she kneeled. + +The wine was pure and old; it suffused his attenuated frame as with a +rush of new blood; under her hand his heart beat with firmer and quicker +movement. She broke bread in the wine, and put the soaked morsels to his +mouth, as softly as she would have fed some little shivering bird made +nestless by the hurricane. + +He was not conscious yet, but he swallowed what she held to him, without +knowing what he did; a slight warmth gradually spread over his limbs; a +strong shudder shook him. + +His eyes looked dully at her through a film of exhaustion and of sleep. + +"J'avais quelque chose là!" he muttered, incoherently, his voice +rattling in his hollow chest, as he raised himself a little on one arm. + +"J'avais quelque chose là!" and with a sigh he fell back once more--his +head tossing in uneasiness from side to side. + +Amidst the heat and mists of his aching brain, one thought remained with +him--that he had created things greater than himself, and that he died +like a dog, powerless to save them. + +The saddest dying words that the air ever bare on its breath--the one +bitter vain regret of every genius that the common herds of men stamp +out as they slay their mad cattle or their drunken mobs--stayed on the +blurred remembrance of his brain, which, in its stupor and its +helplessness, still knew that once it had been strong to create--that +once it had been clear to record--that once it had dreamed the dreams +which save men from the life of the swine--that once it had told to the +world the truth divested of lies,--and that none had seen, none had +listened, none had believed. + +There is no more terrible woe upon earth than the woe of the stricken +brain, which remembers the days of its strength, the living light of its +reason, the sunrise of its proud intelligence, and knows that all these +have passed away like a tale that is told; like a year that is spent; +like an arrow that is shot to the stars, and flies aloft, and falls in a +swamp; like a fruit that is too well loved of the sun, and so, oversoon +ripe, is dropped from the tree and forgot on the grasses, dead to all +joys of the dawn and the noon and the summer, but alive to the sting of +the wasp, to the fret of the aphis, to the burn of the drought, to the +theft of the parasite. + +She only dimly understood, and yet she was smitten with awe and +reverence at that endless grief which had no taint of cowardice upon it, +but was pure as the patriot's despair, impersonal as the prophet's +agony. + +For the first time the mind in her consciously awoke. + +For the first time she heard a human mind find voice even in its stupor +and its wretchedness to cry aloud, in reproach to its unknown Creator: + +"I am _yours_! Shall I perish with the body? Why have bade me desire the +light and seek it, if forever you must thrust me into the darkness of +negation? Shall I be Nothing like the muscle that rots, like the bones +that crumble, like the flesh that turns to ashes, and blow in a film on +the winds? Shall I die so? I?--the mind of a man, the breath of a god?" + +Time went by; the chimes from the cathedral tolled dully through the +darkness over the expanse of the flood. + +The light from the burning wood shone redly and fitfully. The sigh and +moan of the tossed rushes and of the water-birds, awakened and afraid, +came from the outer world on the winds that blew through the desolation +of the haunted chamber. Gray owls flew in the high roof, taking refuge +from the night. Rats hurried, noiseless and eager, over the stones of +the floor, seeking stray grains that fell through the rafters from the +granaries above. + +She noticed none of these; she never looked up nor around; all she heard +was the throb of the delirious words on the silence, all she saw was the +human face in the clouded light through the smoke from the hearth. + +The glow of the fire shone on the bowed head of Thanatos, the laughing +eyes of Pan; Hermes' fair cold derisive face, and the splendor of the +Lykegènés toiling in the ropes that bound him to the mill-stones to +grind bread for the mortal appetites and the ineloquent lips of men. + +But at the gods she barely looked; her eyes were bent upon the human +form before her. She crouched beside him, half kneeling and half +sitting: her clothes were drenched, the fire scorched, the draughts of +the air froze her; she had neither eaten nor drunk since the noon of the +day; but she had no other remembrance than of this life which had the +beauty of the sun-king and the misery of the beggar. + +He lay long restless, unconscious, muttering strange sad words, at times +of sense, at times of folly, but always, whether lucid or delirious, +words of a passionate rebellion against his fate, a despairing lament +for the soul in him that would be with the body quenched. + +After awhile the feverish mutterings of his voice were lower and less +frequent; his eyes seemed to become sensible of the glare of the fire, +and to contract and close in a more conscious pain; after a yet longer +time he ceased to stir so restlessly, ceased to sigh and shudder, and he +grew quite still; his breath came tranquilly, his head fell back, he +sank to a deep sleep. + +The personal fears, the womanly terrors, which would have assailed +creatures at once less savage and less innocent never moved her for an +instant. That there was any strangeness in her position, any peril in +this solitude, she never dreamed. Her heart, bold with the blood of +Taric, could know no physical fear; and her mind at once ignorant and +visionary, her temper at once fierce and unselfish, kept from her all +thought of those suspicions which would fall on her, and chastise an act +like hers; suspicions such as would have made a woman less pure and less +dauntless tremble at that lonely house, that night of storm, that +unknown fate which she had taken into her own hands, unwitting and +unheeding whether good or evil might be the issue thereof. + +To her he was beautiful, he suffered, she had saved him from death, and +he was hers: and this was all that she remembered. She dealt with him as +she would have done with some forest beast or bird that she should have +found frozen in the woods of winter. + +His head had fallen on her, and she crouched unwearied in the posture +that gave him easiest rest. + +With a touch so soft that it could not awaken him, she stroked the +lusterless gold of his hair, and from time to time felt for the +inaudible beating of his heart. + +Innumerable dreams, shapeless, delicious, swept through her brain, like +the echoes of some music, faint yet unutterably sweet, that half arouses +and half soothes some sleeper in a gray drowsy summer dawn. + +For the first time since the melodies of Phratos had died forever from +off her ear she was happy. + +She did not ask wherefore,--neither of herself or of the gods did she +question whence came this wonder-flower of her nameless joy. + +She only sat quiet, and let the hours drift by, and watched him as he +slept, and was content. + +So the hours passed. + +Whilst yet it seemed night still, the silence trembled with the pipe of +waking birds, the darkness quivered with the pale first rays of dawn. + +Over the flood and the fields the first light broke. From the unseen +world behind the mist, faint bells rang in the coming day. + +He moved in his sleep, and his eyes unclosed, and looked at her face as +it hung above him, like some drooped rose that was heavy with the too +great sweetness of a summer shower. + +It was but the gaze of a moment, and his lids dropped again, weighted +with the intense weariness of a slumber that held all his senses close +in its leaden chains. But the glance, brief though it was, had been +conscious;--under it a sudden flush passed over her, a sudden thrill +stirred in her, as the life stirs in the young trees at the near coming +of the spring. For the first time since her birth she became wholly +human. + +A sharp terror made her tremble like a leaf; she put his head softly +from her on the ground, and rose, quivering, to her feet. + +It was not the gods she feared, it was herself. + +She had never once known that she had beauty, more than the flower knows +it blowing on the wind. She had passed through the crowds of fair and +market, not knowing why the youths looked after her with cruel eyes all +aglow. She had walked through them, indifferent and unconscious, +thinking that they wanted to hunt her down as an unclean beast, and +dared not, because her teeth were strong. + +She had taken a vague pleasure in the supple grace of her own form, as +she had seen it mirrored in some woodland pool where she had bathed +amidst the water-lilies, but it had been only such an instinctive and +unstudied pleasure as the swan takes in seeing her silver breast shine +back to her, on the glassy current adown which she sails. + +Now,--as she rose and stood, as the dawn broke, beside him, on the +hearth, and heard the birds' first waking notes, that told her the sun +was even then touching the edge of the veiled world to light, a hot +shame smote her, and the womanhood in her woke. + +She looked down on herself and saw that her soaked skirts were knotted +above her knees, as she had bound them when she had leaped from the +boat's side; that her limbs were wet and glistening with river water, +and the moisture from the grasses, and the sand and shingle of the +shore; and that the linen of her vest, threadbare with age, left her +arms bare, and showed through its rents the gleam of her warm brown skin +and the curves of her shining shoulders. + +A sudden horror came upon her, lest he should awake again and see her as +she was;--wet, miserable, half-clothed, wind-tossed like the rushes, +outcast and ashamed. + +She did not know that she had beauty in her; she did not know that even +as she was, she had an exquisitely savage grace, as storm-birds have in +theirs against the thunder-cloud and the lightning blaze, of their +water-world in tempest. + +She felt a sudden shrinking from all chance of his clearer and more +conscious gaze; a sudden shy dread and longing to hide herself under the +earth, or take refuge in the depth of the waters, rather than meet those +eyes to which she had given back the light of life cast on her in +abhorrence and in scorn;--and that he could have any other look, for +her, she had no thought. + +She had been an outcast among an alien people too long to dream that any +human love could ever fall on her. She had been too long cursed by every +tongue, to dream that any human voice could ever arise in honor or in +welcome to a thing so despised and criminal as she. + +For the gift which she had given this man, too, would curse her;--that +she had known when she had offered it. + +She drew her rude garments closer, and stole away with velvet footfall, +through the twilight of the dawn; her head hung down, and her face was +flushed as with some great guilt. + +With the rising of the day, all her new joy was banished. + +With the waking of the world, all her dreams shrank back into secrecy +and shame. + +The mere timid song of the linnet in the leafless bushes seemed sharp on +her ear, calling on her to rise and go forth to her work, as the +creature of toil, of exile, of namelessness, and of despair, that men +had made her. + +At the casement, she turned and cast one long but lingering glance upon +him where he slept; then once more she launched herself into the dusky +and watery mists of the cold dawn. + +She had made no more sound in her passing than a bird makes in her +flight. + +The sleeper never stirred, but dreamed on motionless, in the darkness +and the silence, and the drowsy warmth. + +He dreamed, indeed, of a woman's form half bare, golden of hue like a +fruit of the south, blue veined and flushed to changing rose heats, like +an opal's fire; with limbs strong and yet slender, gleaming wet with +water, and brown arched feet all shining with silvery sands; with +mystical eyes, black as night and amorous-lidded, and a mouth like the +half-closed bud of a flower, which sighing seemed to breathe upon him +all the fragrance of dim cedar-woods shrouded in summer rains, of +honey-weighted heather blown by moorland winds, of almond blossoms +tossed like snow against a purple sea; of all things air-born, sun-fed, +fair and free. + +But he saw these only as in a dream; and, as a dream, when he awakened +they had passed. + +Though still dark from heavy clouds, the dawn grew into morning as she +went noiselessly away over the gray sands, the wet shore-paths, the +sighing rushes. + +The river-meadows were all flooded, and on the opposite banks the road +was impassable; but on her side she could still find footing, for the +ground there had a steeper rise, and the swollen tide had not reached in +any public roadway too high for her to wade, or draw herself by the +half-merged bushes, through it on the homeward tracks to Yprès. + +The low sun was hidden in a veil of water. The old convent bells of all +the country-side sang through the mists. The day was still young; but +the life of the soil and the stream was waking as the birds were. Boats +went down the current, bearing a sad freightage of sheep drowned in the +night, and of ruined peasants, whose little wealth of stack and henhouse +had been swept down by the unlooked-for tide. + +From the distant banks, the voices of women came muffled through the +fog, weeping and wailing for some lost lamb, choked by the water in its +fold, or some pretty breadth of garden just fragrant with snowdrops and +with violets, that had been laid desolate and washed away. + +Through the clouds of vapor that curled in a dense opaque smoke from the +wet earth, there loomed the dusky shapes of oxen; their belled horns +sending forth a pleasant music from the gloom. On the air, there was a +sweet damp odor from soaked grasses and upturned sods, from the breath +of the herds lowing hock deep in water, from the green knots of broken +primrose roots sailing by on the brown, rough river. + +A dying bush of gray lavender swept by on the stream; it had the fresh +moulds of its lost garden-home still about it, and in its stems a robin +had built her little nest; the nest streamed in tatters and ruin on the +wind, the robin flew above the wreck, fluttering and uttering shrill +notes of woe. + +Folle-Farine saw nothing. + +She held on her way blindly, mutely, mechanically, by sheer force of +long habit. Her mind was in a trance; she was insensible of pain or +cold, of hunger or fever, of time or place. + +Yet she went straight home, as the horse being blinded will do, to the +place where its patience and fealty have never been recompensed with any +other thing than blows. + +As she had groped her way through the gloom of the night, and found it, +though the light of the roadside Christ had been turned from her, so in +the same blind manner she had groped her way to her own conceptions of +honesty and duty. She hated the bitter and cruel old man, with a passion +fierce and enduring that nothing could have changed; yet all the same +she served him faithfully. This was an untamed animal indeed, that he +had yoked to his plowshare; but she did her work loyally and doggedly; +and whenever she had shaken her neck free of the yoke, she returned and +thrust her head through it again, whether he scourged her back to it or +not. + +It was partially from the force of habit which is strong upon all +creatures; it was partially from a vague instinct in her to work out her +right to the begrudged shelter which she received, and not to be +beholden for it for one single hour to any charity. + +The mill was at work in the twilight when she reached it. + +Claudis Flamma screamed at her from the open door of the loft, where he +was weighing corn for the grinding. + +"You have been away all night long!" he cried to her. + +She was silent; standing below in the wet garden. + +He cast a foul word at her, new upon his lips. She was silent all the +same; her arms crossed on her breast, her head bent. + +"Where is the boat?--that is worth more than your body. And soul you +have none." + +She raised her head and looked upward. + +"I have lost the boat." + +She thought that, very likely, he would kill her for it. Once when she +had lost an osier basket, not a hundredth part the cost of this vessel, +he had beaten her till every bone in her frame had seemed broken for +many a week. But she looked up quietly there among the dripping bushes +and the cheerless grassy ways. + +That she never told a lie he above in the loft knew by long proof; but +this was in his sight only on a piece with the strength born in her from +the devil; the devil had in all ages told so many truths to the +confusion of the saints God. + +"Drifted where?" + +"I do not know--on the face of the flood,--with the tide." + +"You had left it loose." + +"I got out to push it off the sand. It had grounded. I forgot it. It +went adrift." + +"What foul thing were you at meanwhile?" + +She was silent. + +"If you do not say, I will cut your heart out with a hundred stripes!" + +"You can." + +"I can! You shall know truly that I can. Go, get the boat--find it above +or below water--or to the town prison you go as a thief." + +The word smote her with a sudden pang. + +For the first time her courage failed her. She turned and went in +silence at his bidding. + +In the wet daybreak, through the swollen pools and the soaked thickets, +she searched for the lost vessel; knowing well that it would be scarcely +less than a miracle which could restore it to her; and that the god upon +the cross worked no miracles for her;--a child of sin. + +For several hours she searched; hungry, drenched with water, ready to +drop with exhaustion, as she was used to see the overdriven cattle sink +upon the road. She passed many peasants; women on their mules, men in +their barges, children searching for such flotsam and jetsam as might +have been flung upon the land from the little flooded gardens and the +few riverside cabins that had been invaded in the night. + +She asked tidings of the missing treasure from none of these. What she +could not do for herself, it never occurred to her that others could do +for her. It was an ignorance that was strength. At length, to her amaze, +she found it; saved for her by the branches of a young tree, which being +blown down had fallen into the stream, and had caught the boat hard and +fast as in a net. + +At peril to her life, she dislodged it, with infinite labor, from the +entanglement of the boughs; and at scarce less peril, rowed on her +homeward way upon the swollen force of the turbid river; full against +the tide which again was flowing inland, from the sea that beat the bar, +away to the northward, in the full sunrise. + +It was far on in the forenoon as she drew near the orchards of Yprès, +brown in their leaflessness, and with gray lichens blowing from their +boughs, like hoary beards of trembling paupers shaking in the icy +breaths of charity. + +She saw that Claudis Flamma was at work amidst his trees, pruning and +delving in the red and chilly day. + +She went up the winding stairs, planks green and slippery with wet river +weeds, which led straight through the apple orchards to the mill. + +"I have found the boat," she said, standing before him; her voice was +faint and very tired, her whole body drooped with fatigue, her head for +once was bowed. + +He turned with his billhook in his hand. There was a leap of gladness at +his heart; the miser's gladness over recovered treasure; but he showed +such weakness neither in his eye nor words. + +"It is well for you that you have," he said with bitter meaning. "I will +spare you half the stripes:--strip." + +Without a word of remonstrance, standing before him in the gray shadow +of the lichens, and the red mists of the morning, she pushed the rough +garments from her breast and shoulders, and vanquishing her weakness, +drew herself erect to receive the familiar chastisement. + +"I am guilty--this time," she said to herself as the lash fell:--she was +thinking of her theft. + + + + +CHAPTER IV. + + +A score of years before, in a valley of the far north, a group of eager +and silent listeners stood gathered about one man, who spoke aloud with +fervent and rapturous oratory. + +It was in the green Norwegian spring, when the silence of the winter +world had given way to a million sounds of waking life from budding +leaves and nesting birds, and melting torrents and warm winds fanning +the tender primrose into being, and wooing the red alpine rose to +blossom. + +The little valley was peopled by a hardy race of herdsmen and of +fishers; men who kept their goat-flocks on the steep sides of the +mountains, or went down to the deep waters in search of a scanty +subsistence. But they were a people simple, noble, grave, even in a +manner heroic and poetic, a people nurtured on the old grand songs of a +mighty past, and holding a pure faith in the traditions of a great +sea-sovereignty. They listened, breathless, to the man who addressed +them, raised on a tribune of rough rock, and facing the ocean, where it +stretched at the northward end of the vale; a man peasant-born himself, +but gifted with a native eloquence, half-poet, half-preacher; fanatic +and enthusiast; one who held it as his errand to go to and fro the land, +raising his voice against the powers of the world, and of wealth, and +who spoke against these with a fervor and force which, to the unlearned +and impressionable multitudes that heard him, seemed the voice of a +genius heaven-sent. + +When a boy he had been a shepherd, and dreaming in the loneliness of the +mountains, and by the side of the deep hill-lakes far away from any +sound or steps of human life, a madness, innocent, and in its way +beautiful, had come upon him. + +He believed himself born to carry the message of grace to the nations; +and to raise his voice up against those passions whose fury had never +assailed him, and against those riches whose sweetness he had never +tasted. So he had wandered from city to city, from village to village; +mocked in some places, revered in others; protesting always against the +dominion of wealth, and speaking with a strange pathos and poetry which +thrilled the hearts of his listeners, and had almost in it, at times, +the menace and the mystery of a prophet's upbraiding. + +He lived very poorly; he was gentle as a child; he was a cripple and +very feeble; he drank at the wayside rills with the dogs; he lay down on +the open fields with the cattle; yet he had a power in him that had its +sway over the people, and held the scoffers and the jesters quiet under +the spell of his tender and flutelike tones. + +Raised above the little throng upon the bare red rock, with the vast +green fields and dim pine-woods stretching round him as far as his eye +could reach, he preached now to the groups of fishers and herdsmen and +foresters and hunters; protesting to this simple people against the +force of wealth, and the lust of possession, as though he preached to +princes and to conquerors. He told them of what he had seen in the great +cities through which he had wandered; of the corruption and the vileness +and the wantonness; of the greed in which the days and the years of +men's lives were spent; of the amassing of riches for which alone the +nations cared, so that all loveliness, all simplicity, all high +endeavor, all innocent pastime, were abjured and derided among them. And +his voice was sweet and full as the swell of music as he spoke to them, +telling them one of the many fables and legends, of which he had +gathered a full harvest, in the many lands that had felt his footsteps. + +This was the parable he told them that day, whilst the rude toilers of +the forests and the ocean stood quiet as little children, hearkening +with upturned faces and bated breath, as the sun went down behind the +purple pines: + +"There lived once in the East, a great king; he dwelt far away, among +the fragrant fields of roses, and in the light of suns that never set. + +"He was young, he was beloved, he was fair of face and form; and the +people as they hewed stone or brought water, said among themselves, +'Verily, this man is as a god; he goes where he lists, and he lies still +or rises up as he pleases; and all fruits off all lands are culled for +him; and his nights are nights of gladness, and his days, when they +dawn, are all his to sleep through or spend as he wills.' But the people +were wrong. For this king was weary of his life. + +"His buckler was sown with gems, but his heart beneath it was sore. For +he had been long bitterly harassed by foes who descended upon him as +wolves from the hills in their hunger, and plagued with heavy wars and +with bad rice harvests, and with many troubles to his nation that kept +it very poor, and forbade him to finish the building of new marble +palaces, and the making of fresh gardens of delight, in which his heart +was set. So he being weary of a barren land and of an empty treasury, +with all his might prayed to the gods that all he touched might turn to +gold, even as he had heard had happened to some magician long before in +other ages. And the gods gave him the thing he craved: and his treasury +overflowed. No king had ever been so rich, as this king now became in +the short space of a single summer-day. + +"But it was bought with a price. + +"When he stretched out his hand to gather the rose that blossomed in his +path, a golden flower scentless and stiff was all he grasped. When he +called to him the carrier-dove that sped with a scroll of love-words +across the mountains, the bird sank on his breast a carven piece of +metal. When he was athirst and shouted to his cup-bearer for drink, the +red wine ran a stream of molten gold. When he would fain have eaten, the +pulse and the pomegranate grew alike to gold between his teeth. And at +eventide when he sought the silent chambers of his harem, saying, 'Here +at least shall I find rest,' and bent his steps to the couch whereon his +best-beloved slave was sleeping, a statue of gold was all he drew into +his eager arms, and cold shut lips of sculptured gold were all that met +his own. + +"That night the great king slew himself, unable any more to bear this +agony, since all around him was desolation, even though all around him +was wealth. + +"Now the world is too like that king, and in its greed of gold it will +barter its life away. + +"Look you,--this thing is certain: I say that the world will perish, +even as that king perished, slain as he was slain, by the curse of its +own fulfilled desire. + +"The future of the world is written. For God has granted their prayer to +men. He has made them rich and their riches shall kill them. + +"When all green places shall have been destroyed in the builder's lust +of gain:--when all the lands are but mountains of brick, and piles of +wood and iron:--when there is no moisture anywhere; and no rain ever +falls:--when the sky is a vault of smoke; and all the rivers rank with +poison:--when forest and stream, and moor and meadow, and all the old +green wayside beauty are things vanished and forgotten:--when every +gentle timid thing of brake and bush, of air and water, has been killed, +because it robbed them of a berry or a fruit:--when the earth is one +vast city, whose young children behold neither the green of the field, +nor the blue of the sky, and hear no song but the hiss of the steam, and +know no music but the roar of the furnace:--when the old sweet silence +of the country-side, and the old sweet sounds of waking birds, and the +old sweet fall of summer showers, and the grace of a hedge-row bough, +and the glow of the purple heather, and the note of the cuckoo and +cricket, and the freedom of waste and of woodland, are all things dead, +and remembered of no man:--then the world, like the Eastern king, will +perish miserably of famine and of drought, with gold in its stiffened +hands, and gold in its withered lips, and gold everywhere:--gold that +the people can neither eat nor drink, gold that cares nothing for them, +but mocks them horribly:--gold for which their fathers sold peace and +health, holiness and liberty:--gold that is one vast grave." + +His voice sank, and the silence that followed was only filled with the +sound of the winds in the pine-woods, and the sound of the sea on the +shore. + +The people were very still and afraid; for it seemed to them that he had +spoken as prophets speak, and that his words were the words of truth. + +Suddenly on the awe-stricken silence an answering voice rang, clear, +scornful, bold, and with the eager and fearless defiance of youth: + +"If I had been that king, I would not have cared for woman, or bird, or +rose. I would have lived long enough to enrich my nation, and mass my +armies, and die a conqueror. What would the rest have mattered? You are +mad, O Preacher! to rail against gold. You flout a god that you know +not, and that never has smiled upon you." + +The speaker stood outside the crowd with a dead sea-bird in his hand; he +was in his early boyhood, he had long locks of bright hair that curled +loosely on his shoulders, and eyes of northern blue, that flashed like +steel in their scorn. + +The people, indignant and terrified at the cold rough words which +blasphemed their prophet, turned with one accord to draw off the rash +doubter from that sacred audience-place, but the Preacher stayed their +hands with a gesture, and looked sadly at the boy. + +"Is it thee, Arslàn? Dost thou praise gold?--I thought thou hadst +greater gods." + +The boy hung his head and his face flushed. + +"Gold must be power always," he muttered. "And without power what is +life?" + +And he went on his way out from the people, with the dead bird, which he +had slain with a stone that he might study the exquisite mysteries of +its silvery hues. + +The Preacher followed him dreamily with his glance. + +"Yet he will not give his life for gold," he murmured. "For there is +that in him greater than gold, which will not let him sell it, if he +would." + + + + +CHAPTER V. + + +And the words of the Preacher had come true; so true that the boy Arslàn +grown to manhood, had dreamed of fame, and following the genius in him, +and having failed to force the world to faith in him, had dropped down +dying on a cold hearth, for sheer lack of bread, under the eyes of the +gods. + +It had long been day when he awoke. + +The wood smouldered, still warming the stone chamber. The owls that +nested in the ceiling of the hall were beating their wings impatiently +against the closed casements, blind with the light and unable to return +to their haunts and homes. The food and the wine stood beside him on the +floor; the fire had scared the rats from theft. + +He raised himself slowly, and by sheer instinct ate and drank with the +avidity of long fast. Then he stared around him blankly, blinded like +the owls. + +It seemed to him that he had been dead; and had risen from the grave. + +"It will be to suffer it all over again in a little space," he muttered +dully. + +His first sensation was disappointment, anger, weariness. He did not +reason. He only felt. + +His mind was a blank. + +Little by little a disjointed remembrance came to him. He remembered +that he had been famished in the coldness of the night, endured much +torment of the body, had fallen headlong and lost his consciousness. +This was all he could recall. + +He looked stupidly for awhile at the burning logs; at the pile of +brambles; at the flask of wine, and the simple stores of food. He looked +at the gray closed window, through which a silvery daylight came. There +was not a sound in the house; there was only the cracking of the wood +and the sharp sealike smell of the smoking pine boughs to render the +place different from what it had been when he last had seen it. + +He could recall nothing, except that he had starved for many days; had +suffered, and must have slept. + +Suddenly his face burned with a flush of shame. As sense returned to +him, he knew that he must have swooned from weakness produced by cold +and hunger; that some one must have seen and succored his necessity; and +that the food which he had half unconsciously devoured must have been +the food of alms. + +His limbs writhed and his teeth clinched as the thought stole on him. + +To have gone through all the aching pangs of winter in silence, asking +aid of none, only to come to this at last! To have been ready to die in +all the vigor of virility, in all the strength of genius, only to be +saved by charity at the end! To have endured, mute and patient, the +travail of all the barren years, only at their close to be called back +to life by aid that was degradation! + +He bit his lips till the blood started, as he thought of it. Some eyes +must have looked on him, in his wretchedness. Some face must have bent +over him in his misery. Some other human form must have been near his in +this hour of his feebleness and need, or this thing could never have +been; he would have died alone and unremembered of man, like a snake in +its swamp or a fox in its earth. And such a death would have been to him +tenfold preferable to a life restored to him by such a means as this. + +Death before accomplishment is a failure, yet withal may be great; but +life paved by alms is a failure, and a failure forever inglorious. + +So the shame of this ransom from death far outweighed with him the +benefit. + +"Why could they not let me be?" he cried in his soul against those +unknown lives which had weighed his own with the fetters of obligation. +"Rather death than a debt! I was content to die; the bitterness was +passed. I should have known no more. Why could they not let me be!" + +And his heart was hard against them. They had stolen his only +birthright--freedom. + +Had he craved life so much as to desire to live by shame he would soon +have gone out into the dusky night and have snatched food enough for his +wants from some rich husbandman's granaries, or have stabbed some miser +at prayers, for a bag of gold--rather crime than the debt of a beggar. + +So he reasoned; stung and made savage by the scourge of enforced +humiliation. Hating himself because, in obedience to mere animal +craving, he had taken and eaten, not asking whether what he took was his +own. + +He had closed his mouth, living, and had been ready to die mute, glad +only that none had pitied him; his heart hardened itself utterly against +this unknown hand which had snatched him from death's dreamless ease and +ungrudged rest, to awaken him to a humiliation that would be as ashes in +his teeth so long as his life should last. + +He arose slowly and staggered to the casement. + +He fancied he was delirious, and had distempered visions of the food so +long desired. He knew that he had been starving long--how long? Long +enough for his brain to be weak and visited with phantoms. Instinctively +he touched the long round rolls of bread, the shape of the wine cask, +the wicker of the basket: they were the palpable things of common life; +they seemed to tell him that he had not dreamed. + +Then it was charity? His lips moved with a curse. + +That was his only thanksgiving. + +The windows were unshuttered; through them he looked straight out upon +the rising day--a day rainless and pale, and full of cool softness, +after the deluge of the rains. + +The faint sunlight of a spring that was still chilled by winter was shed +over the flooded fields and swollen streams; snow-white mists floated +before the languid passage of the wind; and the moist land gave back, as +in a mirror, the leafless trees, the wooden bridges, the belfries, and +the steeples, and the strange sad bleeding Christs. + +On all sides near, the meadows were sheets of water, the woods seemed to +drift upon a lake; a swan's nest was washed past on broken rushes, the +great silvery birds beating their heavy wings upon the air, and pursuing +their ruined home with cries. Beyond, everything was veiled in the +twilight of the damp gray vapor; a world half seen, half shrouded, +lovely exceedingly, filled with all divine possibilities and all hidden +powers: a world such as Youth beholds with longing eyes in its visions +of the future. + +"A beautiful world!" he said to himself; and he smiled wearily as he +said it. + +Beautiful, certainly; in that delicious shadow; in that vague light; in +that cloudlike mist, wherein the earth met heaven. + +Beautiful, certainly; all those mystical shapes rising from the sea of +moisture which hid the earth and all the things that toiled on it. It +was beautiful, this calm, dim, morning world, in which there was no +sound except the distant ringing of unseen bells; this veil of vapor, +whence sprang these fairy and fantastic shapes that cleft the watery +air; this colorless transparent exhalation, breathing up from the land +to the sky, in which all homely things took grace and mystery, and every +common and familiar form became transfigured. + +It was beautiful; but this landscape had been seen too long and closely +by him for it to have power left to cheat his senses. + +Under that pure and mystical veil of the refracted rain things vile, and +things full of anguish, had their being:--the cattle in the +slaughter-houses; the drunkard in the hovels; disease and debauch and +famine; the ditch, that was the common grave of all the poor; the +hospital, where pincers and knives tore the living nerves in the +inquisition of science; the fields, where the women toiled bent, +cramped, and hideous; the dumb driven beasts, patient and tortured, +forever blameless, yet forever accursed;--all these were there beneath +that lovely veil, through which there came so dreamily the slender +shafts of spires and the chimes of half-heard bells. + +He stood and watched it long, so long that the clouds descended and the +vapors shifted away, and the pale sunrays shone clearly over a +disenchanted world, where roof joined roof and casement answered +casement, and the figures on the crosses became but rude and ill-carved +daubs; and the cocks crew to one another, and the herdsmen swore at +their flocks, and the oxen flinched at the goad, and the women went +forth to their field-work; and all the charm was gone. + +Then he turned away. + +The cold fresh breath of the morning had breathed upon him, and driven +out the dull delicious fancies that had possessed his brain. The simple +truth was plain before him: that he had been seen by some stranger in +his necessity and succored. + +He was thankless; like the suicide, to whom unwelcome aid denies the +refuge of the grave, calling him back to suffer, and binding on his +shoulders the discarded burden of life's infinite weariness and woes. + +He was thankless; for he had grown tired of this fruitless labor, this +abortive combat; he had grown tired of seeking credence and being +derided for his pains, while other men prostituted their powers to base +use and public gain, receiving as their wages honor and applause; he had +grown tired of toiling to give beauty and divinity to a world which knew +them not when it beheld them. + +He had grown tired, though he was yet young, and had strength, and had +passion, and had manhood. Tired--utterly, because he was destitute of +all things save his genius, and in that none were found to believe. + +"I have tried all things, and there is nothing of any worth." It does +not need to have worn the imperial purples and to be lying dying in old +age to know thus much in all truth and all bitterness. + +"Why did they give me back my life?" he said in his heart, as he turned +aside from the risen sun. + +He had striven to do justly with this strange, fleeting, unasked gift of +existence, which comes, already warped, into our hands, and is broken by +death ere we can set it straight. + +He had not spent it in riot or madness, in lewd love or in gambling +greed; he had been governed by great desires, though these had been +fruitless, and had spent his strength to a great end, though this had +been never reached. + +As he turned from looking out upon the swollen stream that rushed +beneath his windows, his eyes fell upon the opposite wall, where the +white shapes of his cartoons were caught by the awakening sun. + +The spider had drawn his dusty trail across them; the rat had squatted +at their feet; the darkness of night had enshrouded and defaced them; +yet with the morning they arose, stainless, noble, undefiled. + +Among them there was one colossal form, on which the sun poured with its +full radiance. + +This was the form of a captive grinding at a millstone; the majestic +symmetrical supple form of a man who was also a god. + +In his naked limbs there was a supreme power; in his glance there was a +divine command; his head was lifted as though no yoke could ever lie on +that proud neck; his foot seemed to spurn the earth as though no mortal +tie had ever bound him to the sod that human steps bestrode: yet at the +corn-mill he labored, grinding wheat like the patient blinded oxen that +toiled beside him. + +For it was the great Apollo in Pheræ. + +The hand which awoke the music of the spheres had been blood-stained +with murder; the beauty which had the light and luster of the sun had +been darkened with passion and with crime; the will which no other on +earth or in heaven could withstand had been bent under the chastisement +of Zeus. + +He whose glance had made the black and barren slopes of Delos to laugh +with fruitfulness and gladness,--he whose prophetic sight beheld all +things past, present, and to come, the fate of all unborn races, the +doom of all unspent ages,--he, the Far-Striking King, labored here +beneath the curse of crime, greatest of all the gods, and yet a slave. + +In all the hills and vales of Greece his Io pæan sounded still. + +Upon his holy mountains there still arose the smoke of fires of +sacrifice. + +With dance and song the Delian maidens still hailed the divinity of +Lètô's son. + +The waves of the pure Ionian air still rang forever with the name of +Delphinios. + +At Pytho and at Clarus, in Lycia and in Phokis, his oracles still +breathed forth upon their fiat terror or hope into the lives of men; and +still in all the virgin forests of the world the wild beasts honored him +wheresoever they wandered, and the lion and the boar came at his bidding +from the deserts to bend their free necks and their wills of fire meekly +to bear his yoke in Thessaly. + +Yet he labored here at the corn-mill of Admetus; and watching him at his +bondage there stood the slender, slight, wing-footed Hermes, with a slow +mocking smile upon his knavish lips, and a jeering scorn in his keen +eyes, even as though he cried: + +"O brother, who would be greater than I! For what hast thou bartered to +me the golden rod of thy wealth, and thy dominion over the flocks and +the herds? For seven chords strung on a shell--for a melody not even +thine own! For a lyre outshone by my syrinx hast thou sold all thine +empire to me! Will human ears give heed to thy song, now thy scepter has +passed to my hands? Immortal music only is left thee, and the vision +foreseeing the future. O god! O hero! O fool! what shall these profit +thee now?" + +Thus to the artist by whom they had been begotten the dim white shapes +of the deities spoke. Thus he saw them, thus he heard, whilst the pale +and watery sunlight lit up the form of the toiler in Pheræ. + +For even as it was with the divinity of Delos, so is it likewise with +the genius of a man, which, being born of a god, yet is bound as a slave +to the grindstone. Since, even as Hermes mocked the Lord of the Unerring +Bow, so is genius mocked of the world when it has bartered the herds, +and the grain, and the rod that metes wealth, for the seven chords that +no ear, dully mortal, can hear. + +And as he looked upon this symbol of his life, the captivity and the +calamity, the strength and the slavery of his existence overcame him; +and for the first hour since he had been born of a woman Arslàn buried +his face in his hands and wept. + +He could bend great thoughts to take the shapes that he chose, as the +chained god in Pheræ bound the strong kings of the desert and forest to +carry his yoke; yet, like the god, he likewise stood fettered to the +mill to grind for bread. + + + + +BOOK IV. + + + + +CHAPTER I. + + +A valley long and narrow, shut out from the rest of the living world by +the ramparts of stone that rose on either side to touch the clouds; +dense forests of pines, purple as night, where the erl-king rode and the +bear-king reigned; at one end mountains, mist, and gloom, at the other +end the ocean; brief days with the sun shed on a world of snow, in which +the sounds of the winds and the moans of the wolves alone were heard in +the solitude; long nights of marvelous magnificence with the stars of +the arctic zone glowing with an unbearable luster above a sea of +phosphorescent fire; those were Arslàn's earliest memories--those had +made him what he was. + +In that pine-clothed Norwegian valley, opening to the sea, there were a +few homesteads gathered together round a little wooden church, with +torrents falling above them, and a profound loneliness around; severed +by more than a day's journey from any other of the habitations of men. + +There a simple idyllic life rolled slowly on through the late and lovely +springtimes, when the waters loosened and the seed sprouted, and the +white blossoms broke above the black ground: through the short and +glorious summers, when the children's eyes saw the elves kiss the roses, +and the fairies float on the sunbeam, and the maidens braided their fair +hair with blue cornflowers to dance on the eve of St. John: through the +long and silent winters, when an almost continual night brooded over all +things, and the thunder of the ocean alone answered the war of the +wind-torn forests, and the blood-red blaze of the northern light gleamed +over a white still mountain world, and, within doors, by the warm wood +fire the youths sang Scandinavian ballads, and the old people told +strange sagas, and the mothers, rocking their new-born sons to sleep, +prayed God to have mercy on all human lives drowning at sea and frozen +in the snow. + +In this alpine valley, a green nest, hidden amidst stupendous walls of +stone, bottomless precipices, and summits that touched the clouds, there +was a cottage even smaller and humbler than most, and closest of all to +the church. It was the house of the pastor. + +The old man had been born there, and had lived there all the years of +his life,--save a few that he had passed in a town as a student,--and he +had wedded a neighbor who, like himself, had known no other home than +this one village. He was gentle, patient, simple, and full of +tenderness; he worked, like his people, all the week through in the open +weather among his fruit-trees, his little breadth of pasturage, his +herb-garden, and his few sheep. + +On the Sabbath-day he preached to the people the creed that he himself +believed in with all the fond, unquestioning, implicit faith of the +young children who lifted to him their wondering eyes. + +He was good; he was old: in his simple needs and his undoubting hopes he +was happy; all the living things of his little world loved him, and he +loved them. So fate lit on him to torture him, as it is its pleasure to +torture the innocent. + +It sent him a daughter who was fair to sight, and had a voice like +music; a form lithe and white, hair of gold, and with eyes like her own +blue skies on a summer night. + +She had never seen any other spot save her own valley; but she had the +old Norse blood in her veins, and she was restless; the sea tempted her +with an intense power; she desired passionately without knowing what she +desired. + +The simple pastoral work, the peaceful household labors, the girls' +garland of alpine flowers, the youths' singing in the brief rose +twilight, the saga told the thousandth time around the lamp in the deep +midwinter silence; these things would not suffice for her. The old +Scandinavian Bersaeck madness was in her veins. The mountains were to +her as the walls of a tomb. And one day the sea tempted her too utterly; +beyond her strength; as a lover, after a thousand vain entreaties, one +day tempts a woman, and one day finds her weak. The sea vanquished her, +and she went--whither? + +They hardly knew: to these old people the world that lay behind their +mountain fortress was a blank. It might be a paradise; it might be a +prison. They could not tell. + +They suffered their great agony meekly; they never cursed her; they did +not even curse their God because they had given life to a woman-child. + +After awhile they heard of her. + +She wrote them tender and glowing words; she was well, she was proud, +she was glad, she had found those who told her that she had a voice +which was a gift of gold, and that she might sing in triumph to the +nations. Such tidings came to her parents from time to time; brief +words, first teeming with hope, then delirious with triumph, yet ever +ending with a short, sad sigh of conscience, a prayer for pardon--pardon +for what? The letters never said: perhaps only for the sin of desertion. + +The slow salt tears of age fell on these glowing pages in which the +heart of a young, vainglorious, mad, tender creature had stamped itself; +but the old people never spoke of them to others. "She is happy, it does +not matter for us." This was all they said, yet this gentle patience was +a martyrdom too sharp to last; within that year the mother died, and the +old man was left alone. + +The long winter came, locking the valley within its fortress of ice, +severing it from all the rest of the breathing human world; and the +letters ceased. He would not let them say that she had forgotten; he +chose to think that it was the wall of snow which was built up between +them rather than any division raised by her ingratitude and oblivion. + +The sweet, sudden spring came, all the white and golden flowers breaking +up from the hard crust of the soil, and all the loosened waters rushing +with a shout of liberty to join the sea. The summer followed, with the +red mountain roses blossoming by the brooks, and the green mountain +grasses blowing in the wind, with the music of the herd-bells ringing +down the passes, and the sound of the fife and of the reed-pipe calling +the maidens to the dance. + +In the midst of the summer, one night, when all the stars were shining +above the quiet valley, and all the children slept under the roofs with +the swallows, and not a soul was stirring, save where here and there a +lover watched a light glare in some lattice underneath the eaves, a +half-dead woman dragged herself feebly under the lime-tree shadows of +the pastor's house, and struck with a faint cry upon the door and fell +at her father's feet, broken and senseless. Before the full day dawned +she had given birth to a male child and was dead. + +Forgiveness had killed her; she might have borne reproach, injury, +malediction, but against that infinite love which would bear with her +even in her wretchedness, and would receive her even in her abasement, +she had no strength. + +She died as her son's eyes opened to the morning light. He inherited no +name, and they called him after his grandsire, Arslàn. + +When his dead daughter lay stretched before him in the sunlight, with +her white large limbs folded to rest, and her noble fair face calm as a +mask of marble, the old pastor knew little--nothing--of what her life +through these two brief years had been. Her lips had scarcely breathed a +word before she had fallen senseless on his threshold. That she had had +triumph he knew; that she had fallen into dire necessities he saw. +Whether she had surrendered art for the sake of love, or whether she had +lost the public favor by some public caprice, whether she had been +eminent or obscure in her career, whether it had abandoned her, or she +had abandoned it, he could not tell, and he knew too little of the world +to be able to learn. + +That she had traveled back on her weary way homeward to her native +mountains that her son might not perish amidst strangers; thus much he +knew, but no more. Nor was more ever known by any living soul. + +In life there are so many histories which are like broken boughs that +strew the ground, snapped short at either end, so that none know the +crown of them nor the root. + +The child, whom she had left, grew in goodliness, and strength, and +stature, until the people said that he was like the child-king, whom +their hero Frithiof raised up upon his buckler above the multitude: and +who was not afraid, but boldly gripped the brazen shield, and smiled +fearlessly at the noonday sun. + +The child had his mother's Scandinavian beauty; the beauty of a marble +statue, white as the snow, of great height and largely moulded; and his +free life amidst the ice-fields and the pine-woods, and on the wide, +wild northern seas developed these bodily to their uttermost perfection. +The people admired and wondered at him; love him they did not. The lad +was cold, dauntless, silent; he repelled their sympathies and disdained +their pastimes. He chose rather to be by himself, than with them. He was +never cruel; but he was never tender; and when he did speak he spoke +with a sort of eloquent scorn and caustic imagery that seemed to them +extraordinary in one so young. + +But his grandfather loved him with a sincere love, though it was tinged +with so sharp a bitterness; and reared him tenderly and wisely; and +braced him with a scholar's lore and by a mountaineer's exposure; so +that both brain and body had their due. He was a simple childlike broken +old man; but in this youth of promise that unfolded itself beside his +age seemed to strike fresh root, and he had wisdom and skill enough to +guide it justly. + +The desire of his soul was that his grandson should succeed him in the +spiritual charge of that tranquil and beloved valley, and thus escape +the dire perils of that world in which his mother's life had been caught +and consumed like a moth's in flame. But Arslàn's eyes looked ever +across the ocean with that look in them which had been in his mother's; +and when the old Norseman spoke of this holy and peaceful future, he was +silent. + +Moreover, he--who had never beheld but the rude paintings on panels of +pine that decorated the little red church under the firs and +lindens,--he had the gift of art in him. + +He had few and rough means only with which to make his crude and +unguided essays; but the delirium of it was on him, and the peasants of +his village gazed awe-stricken and adoring before the things which he +drew on every piece of pine-wood, on every smooth breadth of sea-worn +granite, on every bare surface of lime-washed wall that he could find at +liberty for his usage. + +When they asked him what, in his manhood, he would do, he said little. +"I will never leave the old man," he made answer; and he kept his word. +Up to his twentieth year he never quitted the valley. He studied deeply, +after his own manner; but nearly all his hours were passed in the open +air alone, in the pure cold air of the highest mountain summits, amidst +the thunder of the furious torrents, in the black recesses of lonely +forests, where none, save the wolf and the bear, wandered with him; or +away on the vast expanse of the sea, where the storm drove the great +arctic waves like scourged sheep, and the huge breakers seized the shore +as a panther its prey. + +On such a world as this, and on the marvelous nights of the north, his +mind fed itself and his youth gained its powers. The faint, feeble life +of the old man held him to this lonely valley that seemed filled with +the coldness, the mystery, the unutterable terror and the majesty of the +arctic pole, to which it looked; but unknown to him, circumstance thus +held him likewise where alone the genius in him could take its full +shape and full stature. + +Unknown to him, in these years it took the depth, the strength, the +patience, the melancholy, the virility of the North; took these never to +be lost again. + +In the twentieth winter of his life an avalanche engulfed the pastor's +house, and the little church by which it stood, covering both beneath a +mountain of earth and snow and rock and riven trees. Some of the timbers +withstood the shock, and the roof remained standing, uncrushed, above +their heads. The avalanche fell some little time after midnight: there +were only present in the dwelling himself, the old man, and a serving +woman. + +The woman was killed on her bed by the fall of a beam upon her; he and +the pastor still lived: lived in perpetual darkness without food or +fuel, or any ray of light. + +The wooden clock stood erect, uninjured; they could hear the hours go by +in slow succession. The old man was peaceful and even cheerful; praising +God often and praying that help might come to his beloved one. But his +strength could not hold out against the icy cold, the long hunger, the +dreadful blank around as of perpetual night. He died ere the first day +had wholly gone by, at even-song; saying still that he was content, and +still praising God who had rewarded his innocence with shame and +recompensed his service with agony. + +For two more days and nights Arslàn remained in his living tomb, +enshrouded in eternal gloom, alone with the dead, stretching out his +hands ever and again to meet that icy touch rather than be without +companionship. + +On the morning of the third day the people of the village, who had +labored ceaselessly, reached him, and he was saved. + +As soon as the spring broke he left the valley and passed over the +mountains, seeking a new world. + +His old familiar home had become hateful to him; he had no tie to it +save two low graves, still snow-covered underneath a knot of tall +stone-pines; the old Norse passion of wandering was in his veins as it +had been in his mother's before him; he fiercely and mutely descried +freedom, passion, knowledge, art, fame, as she had desired them, and he +went: turning his face from that lowly green nest lying like a lark's +between the hills. + +He did not go as youth mostly goes, blind with a divine dream of +triumph: he went, consciously, to a bitter combat as the sea-kings of +old, whose blood ran in his veins, and whose strength was in his limbs, +had gone to war, setting their prow hard against the sharp salt waves +and in the teeth of an adverse wind. + +He was not without money. The pastor, indeed, had died almost penniless; +he had been always poor, and had given the little he possessed to those +still poorer. But the richest landowner in the village, the largest +possessor of flocks and herds, dying childless, had bequeathed his farm +and cattle to Arslàn; having loved the lad's dead mother silently and +vainly. The value of these realized by sale gave to Arslàn, when he +became his own master, what, in that valley at least, was wealth; and he +went without care for the future on this score into the world of men; +his mind full of dreams and the beautiful myths of dead ages; his temper +compounded of poetry and of coldness, of enthusiasm and of skepticism; +his one passion a supreme ambition, pure as snow in its instinct, but +half savage in its intensity. + +From that spring, when he had passed away from his birthplace as the +winter snows were melting on the mountain-sides, and the mountain +flowers were putting forth their earliest buds under the pine-boughs, +until the time that he now stood solitary, starving, and hopeless before +the mocking eyes of his Hermes, twelve years had run their course, and +all through them he had never once again beheld his native land. + +Like the Scandinavian Regner, he chose rather to perish in the folds, +and by the fangs, of the snakes that devoured him than return to his +country with the confession of defeat. And despite the powers that were +in him, his life had been a failure, an utter failure--as yet. + +In his early youth he had voyaged often with men who went to the extreme +north in search of skins and such poor trade as they could drive with +Esquimaux or Koraks; he had borne their dangers and their poverty, their +miseries and their famine, for sake of seeing what they saw;--the +pathless oceans of the ice realm, the trailing pines alone in a white, +snow-world, the red moon fantastic and horrible in a sky of steel, the +horned clouds of reindeer rushing through the endless night, the arch of +the aurora spanning the heavens with their fire. He had passed many +seasons of his boyhood in the silence, the solitude, the eternal +desolation of the mute mystery of the arctic world, which for no man has +either sympathy or story; and in a way he had loved it, and was often +weary for it; in a way its spirit remained with him always; and its +inexorable coldness, its pitiless indifference to men's wants and +weakness, its loneliness and its purity, and its scorn, were in all the +works of his hand; blended in a strange union with the cruelty and the +voluptuousness, and the gorgeousness of color, that gave to everything +he touched the gleed and the temper of the case. + +Thus, what he did pleased none; being for one half the world too chill, +and being for the other half too sensual. + +The world had never believed in him; and he found himself in the height +and the maturity of his powers condemned to an absolute obscurity. Not +one man in a million knew his name. + +During these years he had devoted himself to the study of art with an +undeviating subservience to all its tyrannies. He had studied humanity +in all its phases; he had studied form with all the rigid care that it +requires; he had studied color in almost every land that lies beneath +the sun; he had studied the passions in all their deformities, as well +as in all their beauties; he had spared neither himself nor others in +pursuit of knowledge. He had tried most vices, he had seen all miseries, +he had spared himself no spectacle, however loathsome; he had turned +back from no license, however undesired, that could give him insight +into or empire over human raptures and affliction. Neither did he spare +himself any labor however costly, however exhausting, to enrich his +brain with that varied learning, that multifarious scene which he held +needful to every artist who dared to desire greatness. The hireling +beauty of the wanton, the splendor of the sun and sea, the charnel lore +of anatomy, the secrets of dead tongues and buried nations, the horrors +of the lazar wards and pest-houses, the glories of golden deserts and +purple vineyards, the flush of love on a young girl's cheek, the +rottenness of corruption on a dead man's limbs, the hellish tint of a +brothel, the divine calm of an Eastern night; all things alike he +studied, without abhorrence as without delight, indifferent to all save +for one end,--knowledge and art. + +So entirely and undividedly did this possess him that it seemed to have +left him without other passions; even as the surgeon dissects the fair +lifeless body of some woman's corpse, regardless of loveliness or sex, +only intent on the secret of disease, the mystery of formation, which he +seeks therein, so did he study the physical beauty of women and their +mortal corruption, without other memories than those of art. He would +see the veil fall from off the limbs of a creature lovely as a goddess, +and would think only to himself,--"How shall I render this so that on my +canvas it shall live once more?" + +One night, in the hot, close streets of Damascus, a man was stabbed,--a +young Maronite,--who lay dying in the roadway, without sign or sound, +whilst his assassins fled; the silver Syrian moon shining full on his +white and scarlet robe, his calm, upturned face, his lean hand knotted +on the dagger he had been spared no time to use; a famished street dog +smelling at his blood. Arslàn, passing through the city, saw and paused +beside him; stood still and motionless, looking down on the outstretched +figure; then drew his tablets out and sketched the serene, rigid face, +the flowing, blood-soaked robes, the hungry animal mouthing at the +wound. Another painter, his familiar friend, following on his steps, +joined him a little later, and started from his side in horror. + +"My God! what do you do there?" he cried. "Do you not see?--the man is +dying." + +Arslàn looked up--"I had not thought of that," he answered. + +It was thus always with him. + +He was not cruel for the sake of cruelty. To animals he was humane, to +women gentle, to men serene; but his art was before all things with him, +and with humanity he had little sympathy: and if he had passions, they +had wakened no more than as the drowsy tiger wakes in the hot hush of +noon, half indifferent, half lustful, to strike fiercely what comes +before her, and then, having slain, couches herself and sleeps again. + +But for this absolute surrender of his life, his art had as yet +recompensed him nothing. + +Men did not believe in him; what he wrought saddened and terrified them; +they turned aside to those who fed them on simpler and on sweeter food. + +His works were great, but they were such as the public mind deems +impious. They unveiled human corruption too nakedly, and they shadowed +forth visions too exalted, and satires too unsparing, for them to be +acceptable to the multitude. They were compounded of an idealism clear +and cold as crystal, and of a reality cruel and voluptuous as love. They +were penetrated with an acrid satire and an intense despair: the world, +which only cares for a honeyed falsehood and a gilded gloss in every +art, would have none of them. + +So for these twelve long years his labor had been waste, his efforts +been fruitless. Those years had been costly to him in purse;--travel, +study, gold flung to fallen women, sums spent on faithless friends, +utter indifference to whosoever robbed him so long as he was left in +peace to pursue lofty aims and high endeavors; all these did their +common work on wealth which was scanty in the press of the world, though +it had appeared inexhaustible on the shores of the north sea. His labors +also were costly, and they brought him no return. + +The indifference to fortune of a man of genius is, to a man of the +world, the stupor of idiocy: from such a stupor he was shaken one day to +find himself face to face with beggary. + +His works were seen by few, and these few were antagonistic to them. + +All ways to fame were closed to him, either by the envy of other +painters, or by the apathies and the antipathies of the nations +themselves. In all lands he was repulsed; he roused the jealousy of his +compeers and the terror of the multitudes. They hurled against him the +old worn-out cry that the office of art was to give pleasure, not pain; +and when his money was gone, so that he could no longer, at his own +cost, expose his works to the public gaze, they and he were alike +obliterated from the public marts; they had always denied him fame, and +they now thrust him quickly into oblivion, and abandoned him to it +without remorse, and even with contentment. + +He could, indeed, with the facile power of eye and touch that he +possessed, have easily purchased a temporary ease, an evanescent repute, +if he had given the world from his pencil those themes for which it +cared, and descended to the common spheres of common art. But he refused +utterly to do this. The best and greatest thing in him was his honesty +to the genius wherewith he was gifted; he refused to prostitute it; he +refused to do other than to tell the truth as he saw it. + +"This man blasphemes; this man is immoral," his enemies had always +hooted against him. + +It is what the world always says of those who utter unwelcome truths in +its unwilling ears. + +So the words of the old Scald by his own northern seashores came to +pass; and at length, for the sake of art, it came to this, that he +perished for want of bread. + +For seven days he had been without food, except the winter berries which +he broke off the trees without, and such handfuls of wheat as fell +through the disjointed timbers of the ceiling, for whose possession he +disputed with the rats. + +The sheer, absolute poverty which leaves the man whom it has seized +without so much as even a crust wherewith to break his fast, is commoner +than the world in general ever dreams. For he was now so poor that for +many months he had been unable to buy fresh canvas on which to work, and +had been driven to chalk the outlines of the innumerable fancies that +pursued him upon the bare smooth gray stone walls of the old granary in +which he dwelt. + +He let his life go silently away without complaint, and without effort, +because effort had been so long unavailing, that he had discarded it in +a contemptuous despair. + +He accepted his fate, seeing nothing strange in it, and nothing +pitiable; since many men better than he had borne the like. He could not +have altered it without beggary or theft, and he thought either of these +worse than itself. + +There were hecatombs of grain, bursting their sacks, in the lofts above; +but when, once on each eighth day, the maltster owning them sent his men +to fetch some from the store, Arslàn let the boat be moored against the +wall, be filled with barley, and be pushed away again down the current, +without saying once to the rowers, "Wait; I starve!" + +And yet, though like a miser amidst his gold, his body starved amidst +the noble shapes and the great thoughts that his brain conceived and his +hand called into substance, he never once dreamed of abandoning for any +other the career to which he had dedicated himself from the earliest +days that his boyish eyes had watched the vast arc of the arctic lights +glow above the winter seas. + +Art was to him as mother, brethren, mistress, offspring, religion--all +that other men hold dear. He had none of these, he desired none of them; +and his genius sufficed to him in their stead. + +It was an intense and reckless egotism, made alike cruel and sublime by +its intensity and purity, like the egotism of a mother in her child. To +it, as the mother to her child, he would have sacrificed every living +creature; but to it also, like her, he would have sacrificed his very +existence as unhesitatingly. But it was an egotism which, though +merciless in its tyranny, was as pure as snow in its impersonality; it +was untainted by any grain of avarice, of vanity, of selfish desire; it +was independent of all sympathy; it was simply and intensely the passion +for immortality:--that sublime selfishness, that superb madness, of all +great minds. + +Art had taken him for its own, as Demeter, in the days of her +desolation, took the child Demophoon, to nurture him as her own on the +food of gods, and to plunge him through the flames of a fire that would +give him immortal life. As the pusillanimous and sordid fears of the +mortal mother lost to the child for evermore the possession of Olympian +joys and of perpetual youth, so did the craven and earthly cares of +bodily needs hold the artist back from the radiance of the life of the +soul, and drag him from the purifying fires. Yet he had not been utterly +discouraged; he strove against the Metaniera of circumstance; he did his +best to struggle free from the mortal bonds that bound him; and as the +child Demophoon mourned for the great goddess that had nurtured him, +refusing to be comforted, so did he turn from the base consolations of +the senses and the appetites, and beheld ever before his sight the +ineffable majesty of that Mater Dolorosa who once had anointed him as +her own. + +Even now, as the strength returned to his limbs and the warmth to his +veins, the old passion, the old worship, returned to him. + +The momentary weakness which had assailed him passed away. He shook +himself with a bitter impatient scorn for the feebleness into which he +had been betrayed; and glanced around him still with a dull wonder as to +the strange chances which the night past had brought. He was incredulous +still; he thought that his fancy, heated by long fasting, might have +cheated him; that he must have dreamed; and that the food and fuel which +he saw must surely have been his own. + +Yet reflection told him that this could not be; he remembered that for +several weeks his last coin had been spent; that he had been glad to +gather the birds' winter berries to crush beneath his teeth, and gather +the dropped corn from the floor to quiet the calm of hunger; that for +many a day there had been no fire on the hearth, and that only a frame +which the long sunless northern winters had braced in early youth, had +enabled him to resist and endure the cold. Therefore, it must be +charity! + +Charity! as the hateful truth came home to him, he met the eyes of the +white, slender, winged Hermes; eyes that from out that colorless and +smiling face seemed to mock him with a cruel contempt. + +His was the old old story;--the rod of wealth bartered for the empty +shell that gave forth music. + +Hermes seemed to know it and to jeer him. + +Hermes, the mischief-monger, and the trickster of men, the inventive god +who spent his days in chicanery of his brethren, and his nights in the +mockery of mortals; the messenger of heaven who gave Pandora to mankind; +Hermes, the eternal type of unscrupulous Success, seemed to have voice +and cry to him:--"Oh, fool, fool, fool! who listens for the music of the +spheres and disdains the only melody that men have ears to hear--the +melody of gold!" + +Arslàn turned from the great cartoon of the gods in Pheræ, and went out +into the daylight, and stripped and plunged into the cold and turbulent +stream. Its chillness and the combat of its current braced his nerves +and cleared his brain. + +When he was clad, he left the grain-tower with the white forms of its +gods upon its walls, and walked slowly down the bank of the river. Since +life had been forced back upon him he knew that it was incumbent upon +his manhood to support it by the toil of his hands if men would not +accept the labor of his brain. + +Before, he had been too absorbed in his pursuit, too devoted to it body +and soul, to seek to sustain existence by the sheer manual exertion +which was the only thing that he had left untried for self-maintenance. +In a manner too he was too proud; not too proud to labor, but too proud +to easily endure to lay bare his needs to the knowledge of others. But +now, human charity must have saved him; a charity which he hated as the +foulest insult of his life; and he had no chance save to accept it like +a beggar bereft of all shame, or to seek such work as would give him his +daily bread. + +So he went; feebly, for he was still weak from the length of his famine. + +The country was well known to him, but the people not at all. He had +come by hazard on the old ruin where he dwelt, and had stayed there full +a year. These serene blue skies, these pale mists, these corn-clad +slopes, these fields of plenteous abundance, these quiet homesteads, +these fruit-harvests of this Norman plain were in soothing contrast to +all that his life had known. + +These old quaint cities, these little villages that seemed always hushed +with the sound of bells, these quiet streams on which the calm sunlight +slept so peacefully, these green and golden lands of plenty that +stretched away to the dim gray distant sea,--all these had had a certain +charm for him. + +He had abided with them, partly because amidst them it seemed possible +to live on a handful of wheat and a draught of water, unnoticed and +unpitied; partly because having come hither on foot through many lands +and by long hardship, he had paused here weary and incapable of further +effort. + +Whilst the little gold he had had on him had lasted he had painted +innumerable transcripts of its ancient buildings, and of its summer and +autumnal landscapes. And of late--through the bitter winter--of late it +had seemed to him that it was as well to die here as elsewhere. + +When a man knows that his dead limbs will be huddled into the common +ditch of the poor, the nameless, and the unclaimed, and that his dead +brain will only serve for soil to feed some little rank wayside +poisonous weed, it will seldom seem of much moment in what earth the +ditch be dug, by what feet the sward be trod. + +He went now on his way seeking work; he did not care what, he asked for +any that might serve to use such strength as hunger had left in him, and +to give him his daily bread. But this is a great thing to demand in this +world, and so he found it. + +They repulsed him everywhere. + +They had their own people in plenty, they had their sturdy, tough, +weather-beaten women, who labored all day in rain, or snow, or storm, +for a pittance, and they had these in larger numbers than their +field-work needed. They looked at him askance; this man with the eyes of +arctic blue and the grave gestures of a king, who only asked to labor as +the lowest among them. He was a stranger to them; he did not speak their +tongue with their accent; he looked, with that white beauty and that +lofty stature, as though he could crush them in the hollow of his hand. + +They would have none of him. + +"He brings misfortune!" they said among themselves; and they would have +none of him. + +He had an evil name with them. + +They said at eventide by their wood-fires that strange things had been +seen since he had come to the granary by the river. + +Once he had painted a study of the wondrous child Zagreus gazing in the +fatal mirror, from the pretty face of a stonecutter's little fair son; +the child was laughing, happy, healthful at noon, crowned with +carnations and river-lilies, and by sunset he was dead--dead like the +flowers that were still among his curls. + +Once a girl had hired herself as model to him for an Egyptian wanton, +half a singer and half a gypsy--handsome, lithe, fantastic, voluptuous: +the very night she left the granary she was drowned in crossing a wooden +bridge of the river, which gave way under the heavy tramp of a +fantoccini player who accompanied her. + +Once he had sketched, for the corner of an Oriental study, a +rare-plumaged bird of the south, which was the idol of a water-carrier +of the district, and the wonder of all the children round: and from that +date the bird had sickened, and drooped, and lost its colors, and pined +until it died. + +The boy's death had been from a sudden seizure of one of the many ills +of infancy; the dancing-girl's had come from a common accident due to +the rottenness of old worn water-soaked timber; the mocking-bird's had +arisen from the cruelty of captivity and the chills of northern winds; +all had been the result of simple accident and of natural circumstance. +But they had sufficed to fill with horror the minds of a peasantry +always bigoted and strongly prejudiced against every stranger; and it +became to them a matter of implicit credence that whatsoever living +thing should be painted by the artist Arslàn would assuredly never +survive to see the rising of the morrow's sun. + +In consequence, for leagues around they shunned him; not man, nor woman, +nor child would sit to him as models; and now, when he sought the wage +of a daily labor among them, he was everywhere repulsed. He had long +repulsed human sympathy, and in its turn it repulsed him. + +At last he turned and retraced his steps, baffled and wearied; his early +habits had made him familiar with all manner of agricultural toil; he +would have done the task of the sower, the herdsman, the hewer of wood, +or the charcoal-burner; but they would none of them believe this of one +with his glance and his aspect; and solicitation was new to his lips and +bitter there as gall. + +He took his way back along the line of the river; the beauty of the dawn +had gone, the day was only now chilly, heavy with a rank moisture from +the steaming soil. Broken boughs and uprooted bushes were floating on +the turgid water, and over all the land there hung a sullen fog. + +The pressure of the air, the humidity, the colorless stillness that +reigned throughout, weighed on lungs which for a score of years had only +breathed the pure, strong, rarefied air of the north; he longed with a +sudden passion to be once more amidst his native mountains under the +clear steel-like skies, and beside the rush of the vast wild seas. Were +it only to die as he looked on them, it were better to die there than +here. + +He longed, as men in deserts thirst for drink, for one breath of the +strong salt air of the north, one sight of the bright keen sea-born sun +as it leapt at dawn from the waters. + +The crisp cold nights, the heavens which shone as steel, the forests +filled with the cry of the wolves, the mountains which the ocean +ceaselessly assailed, the mighty waves which marched erect like armies, +the bitter arctic wind which like a saber cleft the darkness; all these +came back to him beloved and beautiful in all their cruelty; desired by +him, with a sick longing for their freshness, for their fierceness, for +their freedom. + +As he dragged his tired limbs through the grasses and looked out upon +the sullen stream that flowed beside him, an oar struck the water, a +flat black boat drifted beneath the bank, a wild swan disturbed rose +with a hiss from the sedges. + +The boat was laden with grain; there was only one rower in it, who +steered by a string wound round her foot. + +She did not lift her face as she went by him; but her bent brow and her +bosom grew red, and she cut the water with a swifter, sharper stroke; +her features were turned from him by that movement of her head, but he +saw the Eastern outline of the cheek and chin, the embrowned velvet of +the skin, the half-bare beauty of the heaving chest and supple spine +bent back in the action of the oars, the long, slender, arched shape of +the naked foot, round which the cord was twined: their contour and their +color struck him with a sudden surprise. + +He had seen such oftentimes, eastwards, on the banks of golden rivers, +treading, with such feet as these, the sands that were the dust of +countless nations; bearing, on such shoulders as these, earthen +water-vases that might have served the feasts of Pharaohs; showing such +limbs as these against the curled palm branches, and the deep blue sky, +upon the desert's edge. But here!--a face of Asia among the cornlands of +Northern France? It seemed to him strange; he looked after her with +wonder. + +The boat went on down the stream without any pause; the sculls cleaving +the heavy tide with regular and resolute monotony; the amber piles of +the grain and the brown form of the bending figure soon hidden in the +clouds of river-mist. + +He watched her, only seeing a beggar-girl rowing a skiff full of corn +down a sluggish stream. There was nothing to tell him that he was +looking upon the savior of his body from the thralls of death; if there +had been,--in his mood then,--he would have cursed her. + +The boat glided into the fog which closed behind it: a flock of +water-birds swam out from the rushes and darted at some floating kernels +of wheat that had fallen over the vessel's side; they fought and hissed, +and flapped and pecked among themselves over the chance plunder; a large +rat stole amidst them unnoticed by them in their exultation, and seized +their leader and bore him struggling and beating the air with +blood-stained wings away to a hole in the bank; a mongrel dog, prowling +on the shore, hearing the wild duck's cries, splashed into the sedges, +and swam out and gripped the rat by the neck in bold sharp fangs, and +bore both rat and bird, bleeding and dying, to the land; the owner of +the mongrel, a peasant, making ready the soil for colza in the low-lying +fields, snatched the duck from the dog to bear it home for his own +eating, and kicked his poor beast in the ribs for having ventured to +stray without leave and to do him service without permission. "The +dulcet harmony of the world's benignant law," thought Arslàn, as he +turned aside to enter the stone archway of his own desolate dwelling. +"To live one must slaughter--what life can I take?" + +At that moment the setting sun pierced the heavy veil of the vapor, and +glowed through the fog. + +The boat, now distant, glided for a moment into the ruddy haze, and was +visible; the water around it, like a lake of flame, the white steam +above it like the smoke of a sacrifice fire. + +Then the sun sank, the mists gathered closely once more, all light +faded, and the day was dead. + +He felt stifled and sick at heart as he returned along the reedy shore +towards his dreary home. He wondered dully why his life would not end: +since the world would have none of him, neither the work of his brain +nor the work of his hands, it seemed that he had no place in it. + +He was half resolved to lie down in the water there, among the reeds, +and let it flow over his face and breast, and kiss him softly and coldly +into the sleep of death. He had desired this many times; what held him +back from its indulgence was not "the child within us that fears death," +of which Plato speaks; he had no such misgiving in him, and he believed +death to be a simple rupture and end of all things, such as any man had +right to seek and summon for himself; it was rather that the passion of +his art was too strong in him, that the power to create was too intense +in him, so that he could not willingly consign the forces and the +fantasies of his brain to that assimilation to which he would, without +thought or pause, have flung his body. + +As he entered the haunted hall which served him as his painting-room, he +saw a fresh fire of logs upon the hearth; whose leaping flames lighted +the place with cheerful color, and he saw on the stone bench fresh food, +sufficient to last several days, and a brass flagon filled with wine. + +A curious emotion took possession of him as he looked. It was less +surprise at the fact, for his senses told him that it was the work of +some charity which chose to hide itself, than it was wonder as to who, +in this strange land, where none would even let him earn his daily +bread, knew enough or cared enough to supply his necessities thus. And +with this there arose the same intolerant bitterness of the degradation +of alms, the same ungrateful hatred of the succor that seemed to class +him among beggars, which had moved him when he had awakened with the +dawn. + +He felt neither tenderness nor gratitude, he was only conscious of +humiliation. + +There were in him a certain coldness, strength, and indifference to +sympathy, which, whilst they made his greatness as an artist, made his +callousness as a man. It might have been sweet to others to find +themselves thus remembered and pitied by another at an hour when their +forces were spent, their fate friendless, and their hopes all dead. But +it was not so to him, he only felt like the desert animal which, +wounded, repulses every healing hand, and only seeks to die alone. + +There was only one vulnerable, one tender, nerve in him, and this was +the instinct of his genius. He had been nurtured in hardihood, and had +drawn in endurance with every breath of his native air; he would have +borne physical ills without one visible pang, and would have been +indifferent to all mortal suffering; but for the powers in him for the +art he adored, he had a child's weakness, a woman's softness. + +He could not bear to die without leaving behind his life some work the +world would cherish. + +Call it folly, call it madness, it is both; the ivory Zeus that was to +give its sculptor immortality lives but in tradition; the bronze Athene +that was to guard the Piræus in eternal liberty has long been leveled +with the dust; yet with every age the artist still gives life for fame, +still cries, "Let my body perish, but make my work immortal!" + +It was this in him now which stirred his heart with a new and gentler +emotion; emotion which, while half disgust was also half gladness. This +food was alms-given, since he had not earned it, and yet--by means of +this sheer bodily subsistence--it would be possible for him to keep +alive those dreams, that strength by which he still believed it in him +to compel his fame from men. + +He stood before the Phoebus in Pheræ, thinking; it stung him with a +bitter torment; it humiliated him with a hateful burden--this debt which +came he knew not whence, and which he never might be able to repay. And +yet his heart was strangely moved; it seemed to him that the fate which +thus wantonly, and with such curious persistence, placed life back into +his hands, must needs be one that would bear no common fruit. + +He opposed himself no more to it. He bent his head and broke bread, and +ate and drank of the red wine:--he did not thank God or man as he broke +his fast; he only looked in the mocking eyes of Hermes, and said in his +heart: + +"Since I must live, I will triumph." + +And Hermes smiled: Hermes the wise, who had bought and sold the +generations of men so long ago in the golden age, and who knew so well +how they would barter away their greatness and their gladness, their +bodies and their souls, for one sweet strain of his hollow reed pipe, +for one sweet glance of his soulless Pandora's eyes. + +Hermes--Hermes the liar, Hermes the wise--knew how men's oaths were +kept. + + + + +CHAPTER II. + + +At the close of that day Claudis Flamma discovered that he had been +robbed--robbed more than once: he swore and raved and tore his hair for +loss of a little bread and meat and oil and a flagon of red wine. He did +not suspect his granddaughter; accusing her perpetually of sins of which +she was innocent, he did not once associate her in thought with the one +offense which she had committed. He thought that the window of his +storehouse had been forced from the exterior; he made no doubt that his +spoiler was some vagabond from one of the river barges. Through such +tramps his henhouse and his apple-lofts had often previously been +invaded. + +She heard his lamentations and imprecations in unbroken silence; he did +not question her; and without a lie she was able to keep her secret. + +In her own sight she had done a foul thing--a thing that her own hunger +had never induced her to do. She did not seek to reconcile herself to +her action by any reflection that she had only taken what she had really +earned a thousand times over by her service; her mind was not +sufficiently instructed, and was of too truthful a mould to be capable +of the deft plea of a sophistry. She could dare the thing; and do it, +and hold her peace about it, though she should be scourged to speak; but +she could not tamper with it to excuse it to herself; for this she had +neither the cunning nor the cowardice. + +Why had she done it?--done for a stranger what no pressure of need had +made her do for her own wants? She did not ask herself; she followed her +instinct. He allured her with his calm and kingly beauty, which was like +nothing else her eyes had ever seen; and she was drawn by an +irresistible attraction to this life which she had bought at the price +of her own from the gods. Yet stronger even than this sudden human +passion which had entered into her was the dread lest he whom she had +ransomed from his death should he know his debt to her. + +Under such a dread, she never opened her lips to any one on this thing +which she had done. Silence was natural to her; she spoke so rarely, +that many in the province believed her to be dumb; no sympathy had ever +been shown to her to woo her to disclose either the passions that burned +latent in her veins, or the tenderness that trembled stifled in her +heart. + +Thrice again did she take food and fuel to the water-tower undetected, +both by the man whom she robbed, and the man whom she succored. Thrice +again did she find her way to the desolate chamber in its owner's +absence and refill the empty platters and warm afresh the cold blank +hearth. Thrice again did Claudis Flamma note the diminution of his +stores, and burnish afresh his old rusty fowling-piece, and watch half +the night on his dark staircase, and prepare with his own hands a jar of +poisoned honey and a bag of poisoned wheat, which he placed, with a +cruel chuckle of grim glee, to tempt the eyes of his spoilers. + +But the spoiler being of his own household, saw this trap set, and was +aware of it. + +In a week or two the need for these acts which she hated ceased. She +learned that the stranger for whom she thus risked her body and soul, +had found a boatman's work upon the water, which, although a toil rough +and rude, and but poorly paid, still sufficed to give him bread. Though +she herself was so pressed with hunger, many a time, that as she went +through the meadows and hedge-rows she was glad to crush in her teeth +the tender shoots of the briers and the acrid berry of the brambles, she +never again, unbidden, touched so much as a mouldy crust thrown out to +be eaten by the poultry. + +Flamma, counting his possessions greedily night and morning, blessed the +saints for the renewed safety of his dwelling, and cast forth the +poisoned wheat as a thank-offering to the male birds who were forever +flying to and fro their nested mates in the leafless boughs above the +earliest violets, and whose little throats were strangled even in their +glad flood of nuptial song, and whose soft bright eyes grew dull in +death ere even they had looked upon the springtide sun. + +For it was thus ever that Folle-Farine saw men praise God. + +She took their death to her own door, sorrowing and full of remorse. + +"Had I never stolen the food, these birds might never have perished," +she thought, as she saw the rosy throats of the robins and bullfinches +turned upward in death on the turf. + +She blamed herself bitterly with an aching heart. + +The fatality which makes human crime recoil on the innocent creatures of +the animal world oppressed her with its heavy and hideous injustice. +Their God was good, they said: yet for her sin and her grandsire's greed +the harmless song-birds died by the score in torment. + +"How shall a God be good who is not just?" she thought. In this mute +young lonely soul of hers Nature had sown a strong passion for justice, +a strong instinct towards what was righteous. + +As the germ of a plant born in darkness underground will, by sheer +instinct, uncurl its colorless tendrils, and thrust them through +crevices and dust, and the close structure of mortared stones, until +they reach the light and grow green and strong in it, so did her nature +strive, of its own accord, through the gloom enveloping it; towards +those moral laws which in all ages and all lands remain the same, no +matter what deity be worshiped, or what creed be called the truth. + +Her nascent mind was darkened, oppressed, bewildered, perplexed, even +like the plant which, forcing itself upward from its cellar, opens its +leaves not in pure air and under a blue sky, but in the reek and smoke +and fetid odors of a city. + +Yet, like the plant, she vaguely felt that light was somewhere; and as +vaguely sought it. + +With most days she took her grandsire's boat to and fro the town, +fetching or carrying; there was no mode of transit so cheap to him as +this, whose only cost was her fatigue. With each passage up and down the +river, she passed by the dwelling of Arslàn. + +Sometimes she saw him; once or twice, in the twilight, he spoke to her; +she only bent her head to hide her face from him, and rowed more quickly +on her homeward way in silence. At other times, in his absence, and when +she was safe from any detection, she entered the dismal solitudes +wherein he labored, and gazed in rapt and awed amazement at the shapes +that were shadowed forth upon the walls. + +The service by which he gained his daily bread was on the waters, and +took him often leagues away--simple hardy toil, among fishers and +canal-carriers and barge-men. But it left him some few days, and all his +nights, free for art; and never in all the years of his leisure had his +fancy conceived, and his hand created, more exquisite dreams and more +splendid fantasies than now in this bitter and cheerless time, when he +labored amidst the poorest for the bare bread of life. + +"Des belles choses peuvent se faire dans une cave:" and in truth the +gloom of the cellar gives birth to an art more sublime than the light of +the palace can ever beget. + +Suffering shortens the years of the artist, and kills him oftentimes ere +his prime be reached; but in suffering alone are all great works +conceived. + +The senses, the passions, the luxuries, the lusts of the flesh, the +deliriums of the desires, the colors, the melodies, the fragrance, the +indolences,--all that make the mere "living of life" delightful, all go +to enrich and to deepen the human genius which steeps itself in them; +but it is in exile from these that alone it can rise to its greatest. + +The grass of the Holy River gathers perfume from the marvelous suns and +the moonless nights, and the gorgeous bloom of the East, from the +aromatic breath of the leopard and the perfume of the fallen +pomegranate; from the sacred oil that floats in the lamps, and the +caress of the girl-bathers' feet and the myrrh-dropping unguents that +glide from the maidens' bare limbs in the moonlight,--the grass holds +and feeds on them all. But not till the grass has been torn from the +roots, and been crushed, and been bruised and destroyed, can the full +odors exhale of all it has tasted and treasured. + +Even thus the imagination of man may be great, but it can never be at +its greatest until one serpent, with merciless fangs, has bitten it +through and through, and impregnated it with passion and with +poison--that one deathless serpent which is Memory. + +Arslàn had never been more ceaselessly pursued by innumerable fantasies, +and never had given to these a more terrible force, a more perfect +utterance, than now, when the despair which possessed him was +absolute,--when it seemed to him that he had striven in his last strife +with fate, and been thrown never to rise again,--when he kept his body +alive by such soulless, ceaseless labor as that of the oxen in the +fields,--when he saw every hour drift by, barren, sullen, painful,--when +only some dull yet stanch instinct of virility held him back from taking +his own life in the bleak horror of these fruitless days,--when it +seemed to him that his oath before Hermes to make men call him famous +was idle as the sigh of a desert wind through the hollow ears of a skull +bleaching white on the sand. + +Yet he had never done greater things,--never in the long years through +which he had pursued and studied art. + +With the poor wage that he earned by labor he bought by degrees the +tools and pigments lacking to him, and lived on the scantiest and +simplest food, that he might have wherewith to render into shape and +color the imaginations of his brain. + +And it was on these that the passionate, wondering, half-blinded eyes of +Folle-Farine looked with awe and adoration in those lonely hours when +she stole, in his absence, into his chamber, and touching nothing, +scarcely daring to breathe aloud, crouched on the bare pavement mute +and motionless, and afraid with a fear that was the sweetest happiness +her brief youth had ever known. + +Though her own kind had neglected and proscribed her, with one accord, +there had been enough in the little world surrounding her to feed the +imaginative senses latent in her,--enough of the old mediæval fancy, of +the old ecclesiastical beauty, of the old monastic spirit, to give her a +consciousness, though a dumb one, of the existence of art. + +Untaught though she was, and harnessed to the dreary mill-wheel round of +a hard physical toil, she yet had felt dimly the charm of the place in +which she dwelt. + +Where the fretted pinnacles rose in hundreds against the sky,--where the +common dwellings of the poor were paneled and parquetted and carved in a +thousand fashions,--where the graceful and the grotesque and the +terrible were mingled in an inextricable, and yet exquisite, +confusion,--where the gray squat jug that went to the well, and the +jutting beam to which the clothes' line was fastened, and the creaking +sign that swung above the smallest wineshop, and the wooden gallery on +which the poorest troll hung out her many-colored rags, had all some +trace of a dead art, some fashioning by a dead hand,--where all these +were it was not possible for any creature dowered by nature with any +poetic instinct to remain utterly unmoved and unawakened in their midst. + +Of the science and the execution of art she was still absolutely +ignorant; the powers by which it was created still seemed a magic +incomprehensible, and not human; but its meaning she felt with that +intensity, which is the truest homage of all homage to its influence. + +Day after day, therefore, she returned and gazed on the three gods of +forgetfulness, and on all the innumerable forms and fables which bore +them company; the virgin field of her unfilled mind receiving the seeds +of thought and of fancy that were scattered so largely in this solitude, +lying waste, bearing no harvest. + +Of these visits Arslàn himself knew nothing; towards him her bold wild +temper was softened to the shyness of a doe. + +She dreaded lest he should ever learn what she had done; and she stole +in and out of the old granary, unseen by all, with the swiftness and the +stealthiness which she shared in common with other untamed animals, +which, like her, shunned all man- and womankind. + +And this secret--in itself so innocent, yet for which she would at times +blush in her loneliness, with a cruel heat that burnt all over her face +and frame--changed her life, transfigured it from its objectless, +passionless, brutish dullness and monotony, into dreams and into +desires. + +For the first time she had in her joy and fear; for the first time she +became human. + +All the week through he wrought perforce by night; the great windows +stood wide open to the bright, cold moon of early spring; he worked only +with black and white, using color only at sunrise, or on the rare days +of his leisure. + +Often at nightfall she left her loft, as secretly as a fox its lair, and +stole down the river, and screened herself among the grasses, and +watched him where he labored in the mingling light of the moon, and of +the oil-lamp burning behind him. + +She saw these things grow from beneath his hand, these mighty shapes +created by him; and he seemed to her like a god, with the power to beget +worlds at his will, and all human life in its full stature out from a +little dust. + +The contrast of this royal strength, of this supreme power which he +wielded, with the helpless exhaustion of the body in which she had found +him dying, smote her with a sorrow and a sweetness that were like +nothing she had ever owned. That a man could summon hosts at his command +like this, yet perish for a crust!--that fusion of omnipotence and +powerlessness, which is the saddest and the strangest of all the sad +strange things of genius, awoke an absorbing emotion in her. + +She watched him thus for hours in the long nights of a slow-footed +spring, in whose mists and chills and heavy dews her inured frame took +no more harm than did the green corn shooting through the furrows. + +She was a witness to his solitude. She saw the fancies of his brain take +form. She saw the sweep of his arm call up on the blank of the wall, or +on the pale spaces of the canvas, these images which for her had alike +such majesty and such mystery. She saw the faces beam, the eyes smile, +the dancing-women rise, the foliage uncurl, the gods come forth from the +temples, the nereids glide through the moonlit waters, at his command, +and beneath his touch. + +She saw him also in those moments when, conceiving no eyes to be upon +him, the man whom mankind denied loosened rein to the bitterness in him; +and, standing weary and heartsick before these creations for which his +generation had no sight, and no homage, let the agony of constant +failure, of continual defeat, overcome him, and cursed aloud the madness +which possessed him, and drove him on forever in this ungrateful +service, and would not let him do as other men did--tell the world lies, +and take its payment out in gold. + +Until now she had hated all things, grieved for none, unless, indeed, it +were for a galled ox toiling wounded and tortured on the field; or a +trapped bird, shrieking in the still midnight woods. + +But now, watching him, hearing him, a passionate sorrow for a human +sorrow possessed her. And to her eyes he was so beautiful in that utter +unlikeness to herself and to all men whom she had seen. She gazed at +him, never weary of that cold, fair, golden beauty, like the beauty of +his sun-god; of those serene deep-lidded eyes, which looked so often +past her at the dark night skies; of those lithe and massive limbs, like +the limbs of the gladiator that yonder on the wall strained a lion to +his breast in the deadly embrace of combat. + +She gazed at him until she loved him with the intense passion of a young +and ignorant life, into whose gloom no love had ever entered. With this +love the instinct of her womanhood arose, amid the ignorance and +savagery of her nature; and she crouched perpetually under the screen of +the long grass to hide her vigil, and whenever his eyes looked from his +easel outward to the night she drew back, breathless and trembling, she +knew not why, into the deepest shadow. + +Meantime, with that rude justice which was in her, she set herself +atonement for her fault--the fault through which those tender little +bright-throated birds were stretched dead among the first violets of the +year. + +She labored harder and longer than ever for her taskmaster, and denied +herself the larger half of even those scanty portions which were set +aside for her of the daily fare, living on almost nothing, as those +learn to do who are reared under the roof of the French poor. To his +revilings she was silent, and under his blows patient. By night she +toiled secretly, until she had restored the value of that which she had +taken. + +Why did she do it? She could not have told. She was proud of the evil +origin they gave her; she had a cynical gladness in her infamous repute; +she scorned women and hated men; yet all the same she kept her hands +pure of thefts and her lips pure of lies. + +So the weeks ran on till the hardness of winter gave way to the breath +of the spring, and in all the wood and orchard around the water-mill the +boughs were green with buds, and the ground was pale with primroses--a +spring all the sweeter and more fertile because of the severity of the +past winter. + +It became mid-April, and it was market-day for Yprès, and for all the +other villages and homesteads lying round that wondrous cathedral-spire, +that shot into the air, far-reaching and ethereal, like some vast +fountain whose column of water had been arrested, and changed to ice. + +The old quiet town was busy, with a rich sunshine shed upon it, in which +the first yellow butterflies of the year had begun to dance. + +It was high noon, and the highest tide of the market. + +Flower-girls, fruit-girls, egg-sellers, poultry-hucksters, crowds of +women, old and young, had jolted in on their docile asses, throned on +their sheepskin saddles; and now, chattering and chaffering, drove fast +their trade. On the steps of the cathedral boys with birds'-nests, +knife-grinders making their little wheels fly, cobblers hammering, with +boards across their knees, traveling peddlers with knapsacks full of +toys and mirrors, and holy images, and strings of beads, sat all +together in competition but in amity. + +Here and there a priest passed, with his black robe and broad hat, like +a dusky mushroom among a bed of varihued gillyflowers. Here and there a +soldier, all color and glitter, showed like a gaudy red tulip in bloom +amidst tufts of thyme. + +The old wrinkled leathern awnings of the market-stalls glowed like +copper in the brightness of the noon. The red tiles of the houses edging +the great square were gilded with yellow houseleeks. + +The little children ran hither and thither with big bunches of primroses +or sheaves of blue wood-hyacinths, singing. The red and blue serges of +the young girls' bodices were like the gay hues of the anemones in their +baskets; and the brown faces of the old dames under the white roofing of +their headgear were like the russet faces of the home-kept apples they +had garnered through all the winter. + +Everywhere in the shade of the flapping leather, and the darkness of the +wooden porches, there were the tender blossoms of the field and forest, +of the hedge and garden. The azure of the hyacinths, the pale saffron of +the primroses, the cool hues of the meadow daffodils, the ruby eyes of +the cultured jonquils, gleamed among wet ferns, gray herbs, and freshly +budded leafage. Plovers' eggs nestled in moss-lined baskets; sheaves of +velvet-coated wallflowers poured fragrance on the air; great plumes of +lilac nodded on the wind, and amber feathers of laburnum waved above the +homelier masses of mint and marjoram, and sage and saxafrage. + +It was high noon, but the women still found leisure-time to hear the +music of their own tongues, loud and continuous as the clacking of mill +paddles. + +In one corner an excited little group was gathered round the stall of a +favorite flower-seller, who wore a bright crimson gown, and a string of +large silver beads about her neck, and a wide linen cap that shaded her +pretty rosy face as a great snowy mushroom may grow between the sun and +a little ruddy wild strawberry. + +Her brown eyes were now brimming over with tears where she stood +surrounded by all the treasures of spring. She held clasped in her arms +a great pot with a young almond-tree growing in it, and she was weeping +as though her heart would break, because a tile had fallen from a roof +above and crushed low all its pink splendor of blossom. + +"I saw her look at it," she muttered. "Look at it as she passed with her +wicked eyes; and a black cat on the roof mewed to her; and that moment +the tile fell. Oh, my almond-tree! oh, my little darling! the only one I +saved out of three through the frosts; the very one that was to have +gone this very night to Paris." + +"Thou art not alone, Edmée," groaned an old woman, tottering from her +egg-stall with a heap of ruffled, blood-stained, brown plumage held up +in her hand. "Look! As she went by my poor brown hen--the best sitter I +have, good for eggs with every sunrise from Lent to Noël--just cackled +and shook her tail at her; and at that very instant a huge yellow dog +rushed in and killed the blessed bird--killed her in her basket! A great +yellow beast that no one had ever seen before, and that vanished again +into the earth, like lightning." + +"Not worse than she did to my precious Rémy," said a tanner's wife, who +drew after her, clinging to her skirts, a little lame, misshapen, +querulous child. + +"She hath the evil eye," said sternly an old man who had served in the +days of his boyhood in the Army of Italy, as he sat washing fresh +lettuces in a large brass bowl, by his grandson's herb-stall. + +"You remember how we met her in the fields last Feast-night of the Three +Kings?" asked a youth looking up from plucking the feathers out from a +living, struggling, moaning goose. "Coming singing through the fog like +nothing earthly; and a moment later a torch caught little Jocelin's +curls and burnt him till he was so hideous that his mother could scarce +have known him. You remember?" + +"Surely we remember," they cried in a hearty chorus round the broken +almond-tree. "Was there not the good old Dax this very winter, killed by +her if ever any creature were killed by foul means, though the law would +never listen to the Flandrins when they said so?" + +"And little Bernardou," added one who had not hitherto spoken. "Little +Bernardou died a month after his grandam, in hospital. She had cast her +eye on him, and the poor little lad never rallied." + +"A _jettatrice_ ever brings misfortune," muttered the old soldier of +Napoleon, washing his last lettuce and lighting a fresh pipe. + +"Or does worse," muttered the mother of the crippled child. "She is not +for nothing the devil's daughter, mark you." + +"Nay, indeed," said an old woman, knitting from a ball of wool with +which a kitten played among the strewn cabbage-leaves and the crushed +sweet-smelling thyme. "Nay, was it not only this very winter that my +son's little youngest boy threw a stone at her, just for luck, as she +went by in her boat through the town; and it struck her and drew blood +from her shoulder; and that self-same night a piece of the oaken +carvings in the ceiling gave way and dropped upon the little angel as he +slept, and broke his arm above the elbow:--she is a witch; there is no +question but she is a witch." + +"If I were sure so, I would think it well to kill her," murmured the +youth, as he stifled the struggling bird between his knees. + +"My sister met her going through the standing corn last harvest-time, +and the child she brought forth a week after was born blind, and is +blind now," said a hard-visaged woman, washing turnips in a basin of +water. + +"I was black-and-blue for a month when she threw me down, and took from +me that hawk I had trapped, and went and fastened my wrist in the iron +instead!" hissed a boy of twelve, in a shrill piping treble, as he slit +the tongue of a quivering starling. + +"They say she dances naked, by moonlight, in the water with imps," cried +a bright little lad who was at play with the kitten. + +"She is a witch, there is no doubt about that," said again the old woman +who sat knitting on the stone bench in the sun. + +"And her mother such a saint!" sighed another old dame who was grouping +green herbs together for salads. + +And all the while the girl Edmée clasped her almond-tree and sobbed over +it. + +"If she were only here," swore Edmée's lover, under his breath. + +At that moment the accused came towards them, erect in the full light. + +She had passed through the market with a load of herbs and flowers for +one of the chief hostelries in the square, and was returning with the +flat broad basket balanced empty on her head. + +Something of their mutterings and curses reached her, but she neither +hastened nor slackened her pace; she came on towards them with her free, +firm step, and her lustrous eyes flashing hard against the sun. + +She gave no sign that she had heard except that the blood darkened a +little in her cheeks, and her mouth curled with a haughtier scorn. But +the sight of her, answering in that instant to their hate, the sight of +her with the sunshine on her scarlet sash and her slender limbs, added +impulse to their rage. + +They had talked themselves into a passionate belief in her as a thing +hellborn and unclean, that brought all manner of evil fates among them. +They knew that holy water had never baptized her; that neither cross nor +chrism had ever exorcised her; that a church's door had never opened to +her; they had heard their children hoot her many a time unrebuked, they +had always hated her with the cruelty begotten by a timid cowardice or a +selfish dread. They were now ripe to let their hate take shape in speech +and act. + +The lover of Edmée loosened his hand from the silver beads about her +throat, and caught up instead a stone. + +"Let us see if her flesh feels!" he cried, and cast it. It fell short of +her, being ill aimed; she did not slacken her speed, nor turn out of her +course; she still came towards them erect and with an even tread. + +"Who lamed my Rémy?" screamed the cripple's mother. + +"Who broke my grandson's arm?" cackled the old woman that sat knitting. + +"Who withered my peach-tree?" the old gardener hooted. + +"Who freed the devil-bird and put me on the trap?" yelled the boy with +the starling. + +"Who flung the tile on the almond?" shouted the flower-girl's lover. + +"Who made my sister bring forth a little beast, blind as a mole?" +shrieked the woman, washing in the brazen bowl. + +"Who is a witch?--who dances naked?--who bathes with devils at the full +moon?" cried the youth who had plucked the goose bare, alive; and he +stooped for a pebble, and aimed better than his comrade, and flung it at +her as she came. + +"It is a shame to see the child of Reine Flamma so dealt with!" murmured +the old creature that was grouping her salads. But her voice found no +echo. + +The old soldier even rebuked her. "A _jettatrice_ should be killed for +the good of the people," he mumbled. + +Meanwhile she came nearer and nearer. The last stone had struck her upon +the arm; but it had drawn no blood; she walked on with firm, slow steps +into their midst; unfaltering. + +The courage did not touch them; they thought it only the hardihood of a +thing that was devil-begotten. + +"She is always mute like that; she cannot feel. Strike, strike, strike!" +cried the cripple's mother; and the little cripple himself clapped his +small hands and screamed his shrill laughter. The youths, obedient and +nothing loth, rained stones on her as fast as their hands could fling +them. Still she neither paused nor quailed; but came on straightly, +steadily, with her face set against the light. + +Their impatience and their eagerness made their aim uncertain; the +stones fell fast about her on every side, but one alone struck her--a +jagged flint that fell where the white linen skirt opened on her chest. +It cut the skin, and the blood started; the children shrieked and danced +with delight: the youths rushed at her inflamed at once with her beauty +and their own savage hate. + +"Stone her to death! Stone her to death!" they shouted; she only +laughed, and held her head erect and stood motionless where they +arrested her, without the blood once paling in her face or her eyes once +losing their luminous calm scorn. + +The little cripple clapped his hands, climbing on his mother's back to +see the sight, and his mother screamed again and again above his +laughter. "Strike! strike! strike!" + +One of the lads seized her in his arms to force her on her knees while +the others stoned her. The touch of him roused all the fire slumbering +in her blood. She twisted herself round in his hold with a movement so +rapid that it served to free her; struck him full on the eyes with her +clinched hand in a blow that sent him stunned and staggering back; then, +swiftly as lightning flash, drew her knife from her girdle, and striking +out with it right and left, dashed through the people, who scattered +from her path as sheep from the spring of a hound. + +Slowly and with her face turned full upon them, she backed her way +across the market-place. The knife, turned blade outward, was pressed +against her chest. None of them dared to follow her; they thought her +invulnerable and possessed. + +She moved calmly with a firm tread backward--backward--backward; holding +her foes at bay; the scarlet sash on her loins flashing bright in the +sun; her level brows bent together as a tiger bends his ere he leaps. +They watched her, huddling together frightened and silent. Even the +rabid cries of the cripple's mother had ceased. On the edge of the great +square she paused a moment; the knife still held at her chest, her mouth +curled in contemptuous laughter. + +"Strike _now_!" she cried to them; and she dropped her weapon, and stood +still. + +But there was not one among them who dared lift his hand. There was not +so much as a word that answered her. + +She laughed aloud, and waited for their attack, while the bell in the +tower above them tolled loudly the strokes of noon. No one among them +stirred. Even the shrill pipe of the lame boy's rejoicing had sunk, and +was still. + +At that moment, through the golden haze of sunbeams and dust that hung +above the crowd, she saw the red gleam of the soldiers of the state; and +their heavy tramp echoed on the silence as they hastened to the scene of +tumult. She had no faith in any justice which these would deal her; had +they not once dragged her before the tribunal of their law because she +had forced asunder the iron jaws of that trap in the oak wood to give +freedom to the bleeding hawk that was struggling in it whilst its callow +birds screamed in hunger in their nest in the branches above? + +She had no faith in them; nor in any justice of men; and she turned and +went down a twisting lane shaded from the sun, and ran swiftly as a doe +through all its turns, and down the steps leading to the water-side. +There her boat was moored; she entered it, and pulled herself slowly +down the river, which now at noontide was almost deserted, whilst the +shutters of the houses that edged it on either side were all closed to +keep out the sun. + +A boatman stretched half asleep upon the sacks in his barge; a horse +dozing in his harness on the towing-path; a homeless child who had no +one to call him in to shelter from the heat, and who sat and dappled his +little burning feet in the flowing water; these and their like were all +there were here to look on her. + +She rowed herself feebly with one oar gradually out of the ways of the +town; her left arm was strained, and for the moment, useless; her +shoulders throbbed with bruises; and the wound from the stone still +bled. She stanched the blood by degrees, and folded the linen over it, +and went on; she was so used to pain, and so strong, that this seemed to +her to be but little. She had passed through similar scenes before, +though the people had rarely broken into such open violence towards her, +except on that winter's day in the hut of Manon Dax. + +The heat was great, though the season was but mid-April. + +The sky was cloudless; the air without a breeze. The pink blossoms of +peach-trees bloomed between the old brown walls of the wooden houses. In +the galleries, between the heads of saints and the faces of fauns, there +were tufts of home-bred lilies of the valley and thick flowering bushes +of golden genista. The smell of mignonette was sweet upon the languid +breeze, and here and there, from out the darkness of some open casement, +some stove-forced crimson or purple azalea shrub glowed: for the +people's merchandise was flowers, and all the silent water-streets were +made lovely and fragrant by their fair abundance. + +The tide of the river was flowing in, the stream was swelling over all +the black piles, and the broad smooth strips of sand that were visible +at low water; it floated her boat inward with it without trouble past +the last houses of the town, past the budding orchards and gray stone +walls of the outskirts, past the meadows and the cornfields and the +poplars of the open country. A certain faintness had stolen on her with +the gliding of the vessel and the dizzy movement of the water; pain and +the loss of blood filled her limbs with an unfamiliar weakness; she felt +giddy and half blind, and almost powerless to guide her course. + +When she had reached the old granary where it stood among the waterdocks +and rushes, she checked the boat almost unconsciously, and let it drift +in amidst the reeds and lie there, and pulled herself feebly up through +the shallow pools. Then she went across the stone sill of the casement +into the chamber where she had learned to live a life that was utterly +apart from the actual existence to which chance had doomed her. + +It was the height of noon; at such an hour the creator of these things +that she loved was always absent at the toil which brought him his +bread; she knew that he never returned until the evening, never painted +except at earliest dawn. + +The place was her own in the freedom of solitude; all these shapes and +shadows in which imagination and tradition had taken visible shape were +free to her; she had grown to love them with a great passion, to seek +them as consolers and as friends. She crept into the room; and its +coolness, its calm, its dimmed refreshing light seemed like balm after +the noise of the busy market-place and the glare of the cloudless +sunshine. A sick sense of fatigue and of feebleness had assailed her +more strongly. She dropped down in the gloom of the place on the broad, +cold flags of the floor in the deepest shadow, where the light from +without did not reach, and beneath the cartoon of the gods of Oblivion. + + +Of all the forms with which he had peopled its loneliness, these had the +most profound influence on her in their fair, passionless, majestic +beauty, in which it seemed to her that the man who had begotten them had +repeated his own likeness. For they were all alike, yet unlike; of the +same form and feature, yet different even in their strong resemblance; +like elder and younger brethren who hold a close companionship. For +Hypnos was still but a boy with his blue-veined eyelids closed, and his +mouth rosy and parted like that of a slumbering child, and above his +golden head a star rose in the purple night. Oneiros, standing next, was +a youth whose eyes smiled as though they beheld visions that were +welcome to him; in his hand, among the white roses, he held a black wand +of sorcery, and around his bended head there hovered a dim silvery +nimbus. Thanatos alone was a man fully grown; and on his calm and +colorless face there were blended an unutterable sadness, and an +unspeakable peace; his eyes were fathomless, far-reaching, heavy laden +with thought, as though they had seen at once the heights of heaven and +the depths of hell; and he, having thus seen, and knowing all things, +had learned that there was but one good possible in all the +universe,--that one gift which his touch gave, and which men in their +blindness shuddered from and cursed. And above him and around him there +was a great darkness. + +So the gods stood, and so they spoke, even to her; they seemed to her as +brethren, masters, friends--these three immortals who looked down on her +in their mute majesty. + +They are the gods of the poor, of the wretched, of the proscribed,--they +are the gods who respect not persons nor palaces,--who stay with the +exile and flee from the king,--who leave the tyrant of a world to writhe +in torment, and call a smile beautiful as the morning on the face of a +beggar child,--who turn from the purple beds where wealth, and lust, and +brutal power lie, and fill with purest visions the darkest hours of the +loneliest nights for genius and youth,--they are the gods of consolation +and of compensation,--the gods of the orphan, of the outcast, of the +poet, of the prophet, of all whose bodies ache with the infinite pangs +of famine, and whose hearts ache with the infinite woes of the world, of +all who hunger with the body or with the soul. + +And looking at them, she seemed to know them as her only friends,--as +the only rulers who ever could loose the bands of her fate and let her +forth to freedom--Sleep, and Dreams, and Death. + +They were above her where she sank upon the stone floor; the shadows +were dark upon the ground; but the sunrays striking through the distant +window against the opposite wall fell across the golden head of the boy +Hypnos, and played before his silver sandaled feet. + +She sat gazing at him, forgetful of her woe, her task, the populace that +had hooted her abroad, the stripes that awaited her at home. The +answering gaze of the gods magnetized her; the poetic virus which had +stirred dumbly in her from her birth awoke in her bewildered brain. +Without knowing what she wanted, she longed for freedom, for light, for +passion, for peace, for love. + +Shadowy fancies passed over her in a tumultuous pageantry; the higher +instincts of her nature rose and struggled to burst the bonds in which +slavery and ignorance and brutish toil had bound them; she knew nothing, +knew no more than the grass knew that blew in the wind, than the +passion-flower knew that slept unborn in the uncurled leaf; and yet +withal she felt, saw, trembled, imagined, and desired, all mutely, all +blindly, all in confusion and in pain. + +The weakness of tears rushed into her fearless eyes, that had never +quailed before the fury of any living thing; her head fell on her chest; +she wept bitterly,--not because the people had injured her,--not because +her wounded flesh ached and her limbs were sore,--but because a distance +so immeasurable, so unalterable, severed her from all of which these +gods told her without speech. + +The sunrays still shone on the three brethren, whilst the stones on +which she sat and her own form were dark in shadow; and as though the +bright boy Hypnos pitied her, as though he, the world's consoler, had +compassion for this thing so lonely and accursed of her kind, the dumb +violence of her weeping brought its own exhaustion with it. + +The drowsy heat of noon, pain, weariness, the faintness of fasting, the +fatigue of conflict, the dreamy influences of the place, had their +weight on her. Crouching there half on her knees, looking up ever in the +faces of the three Immortals, the gift of Hypnos descended upon her and +stilled her; its languor stole through her veins; its gentle pressure +closed her eyelids; gradually her rigid limbs and her bent body relaxed +and unnerved; she sank forward, her head lying on her outstretched arms, +and the stillness of a profound sleep encompassed her. + +Oneiros added his gift also; and a throng of dim, delirious dreams +floated through her brain, and peopled her slumber with fairer things +than the earth holds, and made her mouth smile while yet her lids were +wet. + +Thanatos alone gave nothing, but looked down on her with his dark sad +eyes, and held his finger on his close-pressed lips, as though he +said--"Not yet." + + + + +CHAPTER III. + + +Her sleep remained unbroken; there was no sound to disturb it. The caw +of a rook in the top of the poplar-tree, the rushing babble of the +water, the cry of a field-mouse caught among the rushes by an otter, the +far-off jingle of mules' bells from the great southern road that ran +broad and white beyond the meadows, the gnawing of the rats in the +network of timbers which formed the vaulted roof, these were all the +noises that reached this solitary place, and these were both too faint +and too familiar to awaken her. Heat and pain made her slumber heavy, +and the forms on which her waking eyes had gazed made her sleep full of +dreams. Hour after hour went by; the shadows lengthened, the day +advanced: nothing came to rouse her. At length the vesper bell rang +over the pastures and the peals of the Ave Maria from the cathedral in +the town were audible in the intense stillness that reigned around. + +As the chimes died, Arslàn crossed the threshold of the granary and +entered the desolate place where he had made his home. For once his +labor had been early completed, and he had hastened to employ the rare +and precious moments of the remaining light. + +He had almost stepped upon her ere he saw her, lying beneath his +cartoons of the sons of Nyx. He paused and looked down. + +Her attitude had slightly changed, and had in it all the abandonment of +youth and of sleep; her face was turned upward, with quick silent +breathings parting the lips; her bare feet were lightly crossed; the +linen of her loose tunic was open at the throat, and had fallen back +from her right arm and shoulder; the whole supple grace and force that +were mingled in her form were visible under the light folds of her +simple garments. The sun still lingered on the bright bowed head of +Hypnos, but all light had died from off the stone floor where she was +stretched. + +As she had once looked on himself, so he now looked on her. + +But in him there arose little curiosity and still less pity; he +recognized her as the girl whom, with a face of old Egypt, he had seen +rowing her boat-load of corn down the river, and whom he had noticed for +her strange unlikeness to all around her. + +He supposed that mere curiosity had brought her there, and sleep +overtaken her in the drowsiness of the first heat of the budding year. + +He did not seek to rouse her, nor to spare her any shame or pain which, +at her waking, she might feel. He merely saw in her a barbaric yet +beautiful creature; and his only desire was to use the strange charms in +her for his art. + +A smooth-planed panel stood on an easel near; turning it where best the +light fell, he began to sketch her attitude, rapidly, in black and +white. It was quickly done by a hand so long accustomed to make such +transcripts; and he soon went further, to that richer portraiture which +color alone can accomplish. The gray stone pavement; the brown and +slender limbs; the breadth of scarlet given by the sash about her loins; +the upturned face, whose bloom was as brilliant as that of a red +carnation blooming in the twilight of some old wooden gallery; the +eyelids, tear-laden still; the mouth that smiled and sighed in dreaming; +while on the wall above, the radiant figure of the young god remained in +full sunlight whilst all beneath was dark;--these gave a picture which +required no correction from knowledge, no addition from art. + +He worked on for more than an hour, until the wood began to beam with +something of the hues of flesh and blood, and the whole head was thrown +out in color, although the body and the limbs still remained in their +mere outline. + +Once or twice she moved restlessly, and muttered a little, dully, as +though the perpetual unsparing gaze, bent on her with a scrutiny so cold +and yet so searching, disturbed or magnetized her even in her sleep. But +she never awakened, and he had time to study and to trace out every +curve and line of the half-developed loveliness before him with as +little pity, with as cruel exactitude, as that with which the vivisector +tears asunder the living animal whose sinews he severs, or the botanist +plucks to pieces the new-born flower whose structure he desires to +examine. + +The most beautiful women, who had bared their charms that he might see +them live again upon his canvas, had seldom had power to make his hand +tremble a moment in such translation. + +To the surgeon all sex is dead, all charm is gone, from the female +corpse that his knife ravages in search of the secrets of science; and +to Arslàn the women whom he modeled and portrayed were nearly as +sexless, nearly as powerless to create passion or emotion. They were the +tools for his art: no more. + +When, in the isolation of the long northern winters, he had sat beside +the pine-wood that blazed on his hearth while the wolves howled down the +deserted village street, and the snow drifted up and blocked from sight +the last pane of the lattice and the last glimpse of the outer world, he +had been more enamored of the visions which visited him in that solitude +than he had ever been since of the living creatures whose beauty he had +recorded in his works. + +He had little passion in him, or passion was dormant; and he had sought +women, even in the hours of love, with coldness and with something of +contempt for that license which, in the days of his comparative +affluence, he had not denied himself. He thought always-- + + "De ces baisers puissants comme un dictame, + De ces transports plus vifs que des rayons, + Que reste-t-il? C'est affreux, ô mon âme! + Rien qu'un dessin fort pâle aux trois crayons." + +And for those glowing colors of passion which burned so hotly for an +instant, only so soon to fade out into the pallor of indifference or +satiety, he had a contempt which almost took the place and the semblance +of chastity. + +He worked on and on, studying the sleeper at his feet with the keenness +of a science that was as merciless in its way as the science which +tortures and slaughters in order to penetrate the mysteries of sentient +existence. + +She was beautiful in her way, this dark strange foreign child, who +looked as though her native home must have been where the Nile lily +blooms, and the black brows of the Sphinx are bent against the sun. + +She was beautiful like a young leopard, like a young python, coiled +there, lightly breathing, and mute and motionless and unconscious. He +painted her as he would have painted the leopard or python lying asleep +in the heavy hush of a noon of the tropics. And she was no more to him +than these would have been. + +The shadows grew longer; the sunlight died off the bright head of the +boy Hypnos; the feathery reeds on the bank without got a red flush from +the west; there came a sudden burst of song from a boat-load of children +going home from the meadows where they had gathered the first cowslips +of the season in great sheaves that sent their sweetness on the air +through the open window as they went by beneath the walls. + +The shouts of the joyous singing rang shrilly through the silence; they +pierced her ear and startled her from her slumber; she sprang up +suddenly, with a bound like a hart that scents the hounds, and stood +fronting him; her eyes opened wide, her breath panting, her nerves +strained to listen and striving to combat. + +For in the first bewildered instant of her awakening she thought that +she was still in the market-place of the town, and that the shouts were +from the clamor of her late tormentors. + +He turned and looked at her. + +"What do you fear?" he asked her, in the tongue of the country. + +She started afresh at the sound of his voice, and drew her disordered +dress together, and stood mute, with her hands crossed on her bosom, and +the blood coming and going under her transparent skin. + +"What do you fear?" he asked again. + +"_I_ fear?" + +She echoed the cowardly word with a half-tremulous defiance; the heroism +of her nature, which an hour earlier had been lashed to its fullest +strength, cast back the question as an insult; but her voice was low and +husky, and the blood dyed her face scarlet as she spoke. + +For she feared him; and for the moment she had forgotten how she had +come there and all that had passed, except that some instinct of the +long-hunted animal was astir in her to hide herself and fly. + +But he stood between her and the passage outward, and pride and shame +held her motionless. Moreover, she still listened intently: the confused +voices of the children still seemed to her like those of the multitude +by whom she had been chased; and she was ready to leap tiger-like upon +them, rather than let them degrade her in his sight. + +He looked at her with some touch of interest: she was to him only some +stray beggar-girl, who had trespassed into his solitude; yet her untamed +regard, her wide-open eyes, the staglike grace of her attitude, the +sullen strength which spoke in her reply,--all attracted him to closer +notice of these. + +"Why are you in this place?" he asked her, slowly. "You were asleep here +when I came, more than an hour ago." + +The color burned in her face: she said nothing. + +The singing of the children was waxing fainter, as the boat floated from +beneath the wall on its homeward way into the town. She ceased to fancy +these cries the cries of her foes, and recollection began to revive in +her. + +"Why did you come?" he repeated, musing how he should persuade her to +return to the attitude sketched out upon his easel. + +She returned his look with the bold truthfulness natural to her, joined +with the apprehensiveness of chastisement which becomes second nature to +every creature that is forever censured, cursed, and beaten for every +real or imagined fault. + +"I came to see _those_," she answered him, with a backward movement of +her hand, which had a sort of reverence in it, up to the forms of the +gods above her. + +The answer moved him; he had not thought to find a feeling so high as +this in this ragged, lonely, sunburnt child; and, to the man for whom, +throughout a youth of ambition and of disappointment, the world had +never found the voice of favor, even so much appreciation as lay in this +outcast's homage had its certain sweetness. For a man may be negligent +of all sympathy for himself, yet never, if he be poet or artist, will he +be able utterly to teach himself indifference to all sympathy for his +works. + +"Those!" he echoed, in surprise. "What can they be to _you_?" + +She colored at the unconcealed contempt that lay in his last word; her +head drooped; she knew that they were much to her--friends, masters, +teachers divine and full of pity. But she had no language in which to +tell him this; and if she could have told him, she would have been +ashamed. Also, the remembrance of those benefits to him, of which he was +ignorant, had now come to her through the bewilderment of her thoughts, +and it locked her lips to silence. + +Her eyes dropped under his; the strange love she bore him made her blind +and giddy and afraid; she moved restlessly, glaring round with the +half-timid, half-fierce glances of a wild animal that desires to escape +and cannot. + +Watching her more closely, he noticed for the first time the stains of +blood upon her shoulder, and the bruise on her chest, where the rent in +her linen left it bare. + +"You have been hurt?" he asked her, "or wounded?" + +She shook her head. + +"It is nothing." + +"Nothing? You have fallen or been ill treated, surely?" + +"The people struck me." + +"Struck you? With what?" + +"Stones." + +"And why?" + +"I am Folle-Farine." + +She answered him with the quiet calm of one who offers an all-sufficient +reply. + +But the reply to him told nothing: he had been too shunned by the +populace, who dreaded the evil genius which they attributed to him, to +have been told by them of their fancies and their follies; and he had +never essayed to engage either their companionship or their confidence. +To be left to work, or to die, in solitude undisturbed was the uttermost +that he had ever asked of any strange people amidst whom he had dwelt. + +"Because you are Folle-Farine?" he repeated. "Is that a reason to hate +you?" + +She gave a gesture of assent. + +"And you hate them in return?" + +She paused a moment, glancing still hither and thither all round, as a +trapped bird glances, seeking his way outward. + +"I think so," she muttered; "and yet I have had their little children in +my reach many a time by the water when the woods were all quiet, and I +have never killed one yet." + +He looked at her more earnestly than he had done before. The repressed +passion that glanced under her straight dusky brows, the unspoken scorn +which curled on her mouth, the nervous meaning with which her hands +clinched on the folds of linen on her breast, attracted him; there was +a force in them all which aroused his attention. There were in her that +conscious power for ferocity, and that contemptuous abstinence from its +exercise, which lie so often in the fathomless regard of the lion; he +moved nearer to her, and addressed her more gently. + +"Who are you?" he asked, "and why have these people such savage violence +against you?" + +"I am Folle-Farine," she answered him again, unable to add anything +else. + +"Have you no other name?" + +"No." + +"But you must have a home? You live--where?" + +"At the mill with Flamma." + +"Does he also ill use you?" + +"He beats me." + +"When you do wrong?" + +She was silent. + +"Wrong?" "Right?" + +They were but words to her--empty and meaningless. She knew that he beat +her more often because she told truth or refused to cheat. For aught +that she was sure of, she might be wrong, and he right. + +Arslàn looked at her musingly. All the thought he had was to induce her +to return to the attitude necessary to the completion of his picture. + +He put a few more questions to her; but the replies told him little. At +all times silent, before him a thousand emotions held her dumb. She was +afraid, besides, that at every word he might suspect the debt he owed to +her, and she dreaded its avowal with as passionate a fear as though, in +lieu of the highest sacrifice and service, her action had been some +crime against him. She felt ashamed of it, as of some unholy thing: it +seemed to her impious to have dared to give him back a life that he had +wearied of, and might have wished to lose. + +"He must never know, he must never know," she said to herself. + +She had never known what fear meant until she had looked on this man's +face. Now she dreaded, with an intensity of apprehension, which made +her start like a criminal at every sound, lest he should ever know of +this gift of life which, unbidden, she had restored to him: this gift, +which being thus given, her instinct told her he would only take as a +burden of an intolerable debt of an unmeasurable shame. + +"Perfect love casts out fear," runs the tradition: rather, surely, does +the perfect love of a woman break the courage which no other thing could +ever daunt, and set foot on the neck that no other yoke would ever +touch. + +By slow degrees he got from her such fragments of her obscure story as +she knew. That this child, so friendless, ill treated, and abandoned, +had been the savior of his own existence, he never dreamed. A creature +beaten and half starved herself could not, for an instant, seem to him +one likely to have possessed even such humble gifts as food and fuel. +Besides, his thoughts were less with her than with the interrupted study +on his easel, and his one desire was to induce her to endure the same +watch upon her, awakening, which had had power to disturb her even in +her unconsciousness. She was nothing to him, save a thing that he wished +to turn to the purpose of his art--like a flower that he plucked on his +way through the fields, for the sake of its color, to fill in some +vacant nook in a mountain foreground. + +"You have come often here?" he asked her, whilst she stood before him, +flushing and growing pale, irresolute and embarrassed, with her hands +nervously gathering the folds of her dress across her chest, and her +sad, lustrous, troubled eyes glancing from side to side in a bewildered +fear. + +"Often," she muttered. "You will not beat me for it? I did no harm." + +"Beat you? Among what brutes have you lived? Tell me, why did you care +to come?" + +Her face drooped, and grew a deeper scarlet, where the warm blood was +burning. + +"They are beautiful, and they speak to me," she murmured, with a +pathetic, apologetic timidity in her voice. + +He laughed a little; bitterly. + +"Are they? They have few auditors. But you are beautiful, too, in your +way. Has no one ever told you so?" + +"I?" + +She glanced at him half wistfully, half despairingly; she thought that +he spoke in derision of her. + +"You," he answered. "Why not? Look at yourself here: all imperfect as it +is, you can see something of what you are." + +Her eyes fell for the first time on the broad confused waves of dull +color, out of whose depths her own face arose, like some fair drowned +thing tossed upward on a murky sea. She started with a cry as if he had +wounded her, and stood still, trembling. + +She had looked at her own limbs floating in the opaque water of the +bathing pool, with a certain sense of their beauty wakening in her; she +had tossed the soft, thick, gold-flecked darkness of her hair over her +bare shoulder, with a certain languor and delight; she had held a knot +of poppies against her breast, to see their hues contrast with her own +white skin;--but she had never imagined that she had beauty. + +He watched her, letting the vain passion he thus taught her creep with +all its poison into her veins. + +He had seen such wonder and such awed delight before in Nubian girls +with limbs of bronze and eyes of night, who had never thought that they +had loveliness,--though they had seen their forms in the clear water of +the wells every time that they had brought their pitchers thither,--and +who had only awakened to that sweet supreme sense of power and +possession, when first they had beheld themselves live again upon his +canvas. + +"You are glad?" he asked her at length. + +She covered her face with her hands. + +"I am frightened!" + +Frightened she knew not why, and utterly ashamed, to have lain thus in +his sight, to have slept thus under his eyes; and yet filled with an +ecstasy, to think that she was lovely enough to be raised amidst those +marvelous dreams that peopled and made heaven of his solitude. + +"Well, then,--let me paint you there," he said, after a pause. "I am +too poor to offer you reward for it. I have nothing----" + +"I want nothing," she interrupted him, quickly, while a dark shadow, +half wrath, half sorrow, swept across her face. + +He smiled a little. + +"I cannot boast the same. But, since you care for all these hapless +things that are imprisoned here, do me, their painter, this one grace. +Lie there, in the shadow again, as you were when you slept, and let me +go on with this study of you till the sun sets." + +A glory beamed over all her face. Her mouth trembled, her whole frame +shook like a reed in the wind. + +"If you care!" she said, brokenly, and paused. It seemed to her +impossible that this form of hers, which had been only deemed fit for +the whip, for the rope, for the shower of stones, could have any grace +or excellence in his sight; it seemed to her impossible that this face +of hers, which nothing had ever kissed except the rough tongue of some +honest dog, and which had been blown on by every storm-wind, beaten on +by every summer sun, could have color, or shape, or aspect that could +ever please him! + +"Certainly I care. Go yonder and lie as you were lying a few moments +ago--there in the shadow, under these gods." + +She was used to give obedience--the dumb unquestioning obedience of the +packhorse or the sheepdog, and she had no idea for an instant of +refusal. It was a great terror to her to hear his voice and feel his +eyes on her, and be so near to him; yet it was equally a joy sweeter and +deeper than she had ever dreamed of as possible. He still seemed to her +like a god, this man under whose hand flowers bloomed, and sunrays +smiled, and waters flowed, and human forms arose, and the gracious +shapes of a thousand dreams grew into substance. And yet, in herself, +this man saw beauty! + +He motioned her with a careless, gentle gesture, as a man motions a +timid dog, to the spot over which the three brethren watched hand in +hand; and she stretched herself down passively and humbly, meekly as the +dog stretches himself to rest at his master's command. Over all her +body the blood was leaping; her limbs shuddered; her breath came and +went in broken murmurs; her bright-hued skin grew dark and white by +turns; she was filled with a passionate delight that he had found +anything in her to desire or deem fair; and she quivered with a +tumultuous fear that made her nervous as any panting hare. Her heart +beat as it had never done when the people had raged in their fury around +her. One living creature had found beauty in her; one human voice had +spoken to her gently and without a curse; one man had thought her a +thing to be entreated and not scorned;--a change so marvelous in her +fate transfigured all the world for her, as though the gods above had +touched her lips with fire. + +But she was mute and motionless; the habit of silence and of repression +had become her second nature; no statue of marble could have been +stiller, or in semblance more lifeless, than she was where she rested on +the stones. + +Arslàn noticed nothing of this; he was intent upon his work. The sun was +very near its setting, and every second of its light was precious to +him. The world indeed he knew would in all likelihood never be the wiser +or the richer for anything he did; in all likelihood he knew all these +things that he created were destined to moulder away undisturbed save by +the rats that might gnaw, and the newts that might traverse, them. He +was buried here in the grave of a hopeless penury, of an endless +oblivion. They were buried with him; and the world wanted neither him +nor them. Still, having the madness of genius, he was as much the slave +of his art as though an universal fame had waited his lowliest and +lightest effort. + +With a deep breath that had half a sigh in it he threw down his brushes +when the darkness fell. While he wrought, he forgot the abject +bitterness of his life; when he ceased work, he remembered how hateful a +thing it is to live when life means only deprivation, obscurity, and +failure. + +He thanked her with a few words of gratitude to her for her patience, +and released her from the strain of the attitude. She rose slowly with +an odd dazzled look upon her face, like one coming out of great darkness +into the full blaze of day. Her eyes sought the portrait of her own +form, which was still hazy and unformed, amidst a mist of varying hues: +that she should be elected to have a part with those glorious things +which were the companions of his loneliness seemed to her a wonder so +strange and so immeasurable that her mind still could not grasp it. + +For it was greatness to her: a greatness absolute and incredible. The +men had stoned, the women cursed, the children hooted her; but he +selected her--and her alone--for that supreme honor which his hand could +give. + +Not noticing the look upon her face he placed before her on the rude +bench, which served in that place for a table, some score of small +studies in color, trifles brilliant as the rainbow, birds, flowers, +insects, a leaf of fern, an orchid in full bloom, a nest with a blue +warbler in it, a few peasants by a wayside cross, a child at a well, a +mule laden with autumn fruit--anything which in the district had caught +his sight or stirred his fancy. He bade her choose from them. + +"There is nothing else here," he added. "But since you care for such +things, take as many of them as you will as recompense." + +Her face flushed up to the fringes of her hair; her eyes looked at the +sketches in thirsty longing. Except the scarlet scarf of Marcellin, this +was the only gift she had ever had offered her. And all these +reproductions of the world around her were to her like so much sorcery. +Owning one, she would have worshiped it, revered it, caressed it, +treasured it; her life was so desolate and barren that such a gift +seemed to her as handfuls of gold and silver would seem to a beggar were +he bidden to take them and be rich. + +She stretched her arms out in one quick longing gesture; then as +suddenly withdrew them, folding them on her chest, whilst her face grew +very pale. Something of its old dark proud ferocity gathered on it. + +"I want no payment," she said, huskily, and she turned to the threshold +and crossed it. + +He stayed her with his hand. + +"Wait. I did not mean to hurt you. Will you not take them as reward?" + +"No." + +She spoke almost sullenly; there was a certain sharpness and dullness of +disappointment at her heart. She wanted, she wished, she knew not what. +But not that he should offer her payment. + +"Can you return to-morrow? or any other day?" he asked her, thinking of +the sketch unfinished on the sheet of pinewood. He did not notice the +beating of her heart under her folded arms, the quick gasp of her +breath, the change of the rich color in her face. + +"If you wish," she answered him below her breath. + +"I do wish, surely. The sketch is all unfinished yet." + +"I will come, then." + +She moved away from him across the threshold as she spoke; she was not +afraid of the people, but she was afraid of this strange, passionate +sweetness, which seemed to fill her veins with fire and make her drunk +and blind. + +"Shall I go with you homeward?" + +She shook her head. + +"But the people who struck you?--they may attack you again?" + +She laughed a little; low in her throat. + +"I showed them a knife!--they are timid as hares." + +"You are always by yourself?" + +"Always." + +She drew herself with a rapid movement from him and sprang into her boat +where it rocked amidst the rushes against the steps; in another instant +she had thrust it from its entanglement in the reeds, and pulled with +swift, steady strokes down the stream into the falling shadows of the +night. + +"You will come back?" he called to her, as the first stroke parted the +water. + +"Yes," she answered him; and the boat shot forward into the shadow. + +Night was near and the darkness soon inclosed it; the beat of the oars +sounding faintly through the silence of the evening. + +There was little need to exact the promise from her. + +Like Persephone she had eaten of the fatal pomegranate-seed, which, +whether she would or no, would make her leave the innocence of youth, +and the light of the sun and the blossoms of the glad green springtime +world, and draw her footsteps backward and downward to that hell which +none,--once having entered it,--can ever more forsake. + +She drifted away from him into the shadows of evening as they died from +the shore and the stream into the gloom of the night. + +He thought no more of pursuing her than he thought of chasing the melted +shadows. + +Returning to his chamber he looked for some minutes at the panel where +it leaned against the wall, catching the first pallid moon-gleam of the +night. + +"If she should not come, it will be of little moment," he thought. "I +have nearly enough for remembrance there." + +And he went away from the painting, and took up charcoal and turned to +those anatomical studies whose severity he never spared himself, and for +whose perfection he pursued the science of form even in the bodies of +the dead. + +From the moment that his hand touched the stylus he forgot her; for she +was no more to him than a chance bird that he might have taken from its +home among the ripe red autumn foliage and caged for awhile to study its +grace and color, its longing eye and drooping wing; and then tossed up +into the air again when he had done with it to find its way to freedom, +or to fall into the fowler's snare;--what matter which? + +The boat went on into the darkness under the willow banks, past the +great Calvary, whose lantern was just lit and glimmered through the +gloom. + +She knew by heart the old familiar way; and the water was as safe to her +as the broadest and straightest road at noonday. + +She loved it best thus; dusky; half seen; muttering on through the +silence; full of the shadows of the clouds and of the boughs; black as a +fresh-dug grave where some ruined wall leaned over it; broken into +little silvery gleams where it caught the light from a saint's shrine or +a smith's forge. + +By day a river is but the highway of men; it is but a public bridge +betwixt the country and the town; but at night it grows mystical, +silent, solitary, unreal, with the sound of the sea in its murmurings +and the peace of death in its calm; at night, through its ceaseless +whisperings, there always seem to come echoes from all the voices of the +multitudes of the ocean whence it comes, and from all the voices of the +multitudes of the city whither it goes. + +It was quite dark when she reached the landing steps; the moon was just +rising above the sharp gables of the mill-house, and a lantern was +moving up and down behind the budded boughs as Claudis Flamma went to +and fro in his wood-yard. + +At the jar of the boat against the steps he peered through the branches, +and greeted her with a malignant reprimand. He timed her services to the +minute; and here had been a full half day of the spring weather wasted, +and lost to him. He drove her indoors with sharp railing and loud +reproaches; not waiting for an answer, but heaping on her the bitterest +terms of reviling that his tongue could gather. + +In the kitchen a little low burning lamp lit dully the poverty and +dreariness of the place, and shed its orange rays on the ill-tempered, +puckered, gloomy face of the old woman Pitchou sitting at her spindle; +there was a curious odor of sun-dried herbs and smoke-dried fish that +made the air heavy and pungent; the great chimney yawned black and +fireless; a starveling cat mewed dolorously above an empty platter; +under a tawdry-colored print of the Flight into Egypt, there hung on a +nail three dead blackbirds, shot as they sang the praises of the spring; +on a dresser, beside a little white basin of holy water, there lay a +gray rabbit, dead likewise, with limbs broken and bleeding from the trap +in which it had writhed helpless all through the previous night. + +The penury, dullness, and cruelty, the hardness, and barrenness, and +unloveliness of this life in which she abode, had never struck her with +a sense so sharp as that which now fell on her; crossing the threshold +of this dreary place after the shadows of the night, the beauty of the +gods, the voice of praise, the eyes of Arslàn. + +She came into the room, bringing with her the cool fragrance of damp +earth, wet leaves, and wild flowers; the moisture of the evening was on +her clothes and hair; her bare feet sparkled with the silvery spray of +dew; her eyes had the look of blindness yet of luster that the night air +lends; and on her face there was a mingling of puzzled pain and of +rapturous dreaming wonder, which new thought and fresh feeling had +brought there to break up its rich darkness into light. + +The old woman, twirling a flaxen thread upon her wheel, looked askance +at her, and mumbled, "Like mother, like child." The old man, catching up +the lamp, held it against her face, and peered at her under his gray +bent brows. + +"A whole day wasted!" he swore for the twentieth time, in his teeth. +"Beast! What hast thou to say for thyself?" + +The old dogged ferocity gathered over her countenance, chasing away the +softened perplexed radiance that had been newly wakened there. + +"I say nothing," she answered. + +"Nothing! nothing!" he echoed after her. "Then we will find a way to +make thee speak. Nothing!--when three of the clock should have seen thee +back hither at latest, and five hours since then have gone by without +account. You have spent it in brawling and pleasure--in shame and +iniquity--in vice and in violence, thou creature of sin!" + +"Since you know, why ask?" + +She spoke with steady contemptuous calm. She disdained to seek refuge +from his fury by pleading the injuries that the townsfolk had wrought +her; and of the house by the river she would not have spoken though they +had killed her. The storm of his words raged on uninterrupted. + +"Five hours, five mortal hours, stolen from me, your lawful work left +undone that you may riot in some secret abomination that you dare not to +name. Say, where you have been, what you have done, you spawn of hell, +or I will wring your throat as I wring a sparrow's!" + +"I have done as I chose." + +She looked him full in the eyes as she spoke, with the look in her own +that a bull's have when he lowers his head to the charge and attack. + +"As you choose! Oh-ho! You would speak as queens speak--_you!_--a thing +less than the worm and the emmet. As you choose--you!--who have not a +rag on your back, not a crust of rye bread, not a leaf of salad to eat, +not a lock of hay for your bed, that is not mine--mine--mine. As you +choose. _You!_--you thing begotten in infamy; you slave; you beggar; you +sloth! You are nothing--nothing--less than the blind worm that crawls in +the sand. You have the devil that bred you in you, no doubt; but it +shall go hard if I cannot conquer him when I bruise your body and break +your will." + +As he spoke he seized, to strike, her; in his hand he already gripped an +oak stick that he had brought in with him from his timber-yard, and he +raised it to rain blows on her, expecting no other course than that +dumb, passive, scornful submission with which she had hitherto accepted +whatsoever he had chosen to do against her. + +But the creature, silent and stirless, who before had stood to receive +his lashes as though her body were of bronze or wood, that felt not, was +changed. A leonine and superb animal sprang up in full rebellion. She +started out of his grasp, her lithe form springing from his seizure as a +willow-bough that has been bent to earth springs back, released, into +the air. + +She caught the staff in both her hands, wrenched it by a sudden gesture +from him, and flung it away to the farther end of the chamber; then she +turned on him as a hart turns brought to bay. + +Her supple body was erect like a young pine; her eyes flashed with a +luster he had never seen in them; the breath came hard and fast through +her dilated nostrils. + +"Touch me again!" she cried aloud, while her voice rang full and +imperious through the stillness. "Touch me again; and by the heaven and +hell you prate of, I will kill you!" + +So sudden was the revolt, so sure the menace, that the old man dropped +his hands and stood and gazed at her aghast and staring; not recognizing +the mute, patient, doglike thing that he had beaten at his will, in this +stern, fearless, splendid, terrible creature, who faced him in all the +royalty of wrath, in all the passion of insurrection. + +He could not tell what had altered her, what had wrought this +transformation, what had changed her as by sorcery; he could not tell +that what had aroused a human soul in her had been the first human voice +that she had listened to in love; he could not tell that her body had +grown sacred to her because a stranger had called her beautiful, and +that her life for the first time had acquired a worth and dignity in her +sight because one man had deemed it fair. + +He could not tell; he could only see that for the first time his slave +had learned somewhere, and in somewise, what freedom meant; and had +escaped him. This alone he saw; and, seeing it, was startled and afraid. + +She waited, watching him some moments, with cold eyes of disdain, in +which a smouldering fire slept, ready to burst into an all-devouring +flame. + +There was not a sound in the place; the woman spinning stopped her +wheel, wondering in a half-stupid, savage fashion; the lean cat ceased +its cries; there was only the continual swish of the water in the +sluices under the wall without, and the dull ticking of an old Black +Forest clock, that kept a fitful measure of the days and nights in its +cracked case of painted wood, high up, where the thyme, and the sage, +and the onions hung among the twisted rafters. + +Folle-Farine stood still, her left hand resting on her hip, her lips +curved scornfully and close, her face full of passion, which she kept +still as the dead birds hanging on the wall; whilst all the time the +tawny smoky hues of the oil-lamp were wavering with an odd fantastic +play over her head and limbs. + +Before this night she had always taken every blow and stripe patiently, +without vengeance, without effort, as she saw the mule and the dog, the +horse and the ox, take theirs in their pathetic patience, in their noble +fortitude. She had thought that such were her daily portion as much as +was the daily bread she broke. + +But now, since she had awakened with the smile of the gods upon her, now +she felt that sooner than endure again that indignity, that outrage, she +would let her tyrant kill her in his hate, if so he chose, and cast her +body to the mill-stream, moaning through the trees beneath the moon; the +water, at least, would bear her with it, tranquil and undefiled, beneath +the old gray walls and past the eyes of Arslàn. + +There was that in her look which struck dumb the mouth, and held +motionless the arm, of Claudis Flamma. + +Caustic, savage, hard as his own ash staff though he was, he was for the +moment paralyzed and unmanned. Some vague sense of shame stirred heavily +in him; some vague remembrance passed over him, that, whatsoever else +she might be, she had been once borne in his daughter's bosom, and +kissed by his daughter's lips, and sent to him by a dead woman's will, +with a dead woman's wretchedness and loneliness as her sole birth-gifts. + +He passed his hands over his eyes with a blinded gesture, staring hard +at her in the dusky lamp-light. + +He was a strong and bitter old man, made cruel by one great agony, and +groping his way savagely through a dark, hungry, superstitious, ignorant +life. But in that moment he no more dared to touch her than he would +have dared to tear down the leaden Christ from off its crucifix, and +trample it under foot, and spit on it. + +He turned away, muttering in his throat, and kicking the cat from his +path, while he struck out the light with his staff. + +"Get to thy den," he said, with a curse. "We are abed too late. +To-morrow I will deal with thee." + +She went without a word out of the dark kitchen and up the ladder-like +stairs, up to her lair in the roof. She said nothing; it was not in her +nature to threaten twice, or twice protest; but in her heart she knew +that neither the next day, nor any other day, should that which Arslàn +had called "beauty," be stripped and struck whilst life was in her to +preserve it by death from that indignity. + +From the time of her earliest infancy, she had been used to bare her +shoulders to the lash, and take the stripes as food and wages; she had +no more thought to resist them than the brave hound, who fears no foe on +earth, has to resist his master's blows; the dull habits of a soulless +bondage had been too strong on her to be lightly broken, and the +resignation of the loyal beasts that were her comrades, had been the one +virtue that she had seen to follow. + +But now at length she had burst her bonds, and had claimed her freedom. + +She had tasted the freshness of liberty, and the blood burned like fire +in her face as she remembered the patience and the shame of the years of +her slavery. + +There was no mirror in her little room in the gabled eaves; all the +mirror she had ever known had been that which she had shared with the +water-lilies, when together she and they had leaned over the smooth dark +surface of the mill-pond. But the moon streamed clearly through the one +unshuttered window, a moon full and clear, and still cold; the +springtide moon, from which the pale primroses borrow those tender hues +of theirs, which never warm or grow deeper, however golden be the sun +that may shine. + +Its clear colorless crescent went sailing past the little square lattice +hole in the wall; masses of gorgeous cloud, white and black, swept by in +a fresh west wind; the fresh breath of a spring night chased away the +heat and languor of the day; the smell of all the blossoms of the spring +rose up from wood and orchard; the cool, drowsy murmuring of the +mill-stream beneath was the only sound on the stillness, except when now +and then there came the wild cry of a mating owl. + +The moonbeams fell about her where she stood; and she looked down on her +smooth skin, her glistening shoulders, her lustrous and abundant hair, +on which the wavering light played and undulated. The most delicious +gladness that a woman's life can know was in tumult in her, conflicting +with the new and deadly sense of shame and ignorance. She learned that +she was beautiful, at the same time that she awoke to the knowledge of +her dumb, lifeless slavish inferiority to all other human things. + +"Beautiful!" she muttered to herself, "only as a poppy, as a snake, as a +night-moth are beautiful--beautiful and without fragrance, or sweetness, +or worth!" + +And her heart was heavy, even amidst all its pleasure and triumph, heavy +with a sense of utter ignorance and utter worthlessness. + +The poppy was snapped asunder as a weed, the snake was shunned and +cursed for his poison, the night-moth was killed because his nature had +made him dwell in the darkness; none of the three might have any fault +in truth in them; all of the three might have only the livery of evil, +and no more; might be innocent, and ask only to breathe and live for a +little brief space in their world, which men called God's world. Yet +were they condemned by men, and slain, being what they were, although +God made them. + +Even so she felt, without reasoning, had it been and would it be, with +herself. + + + + +CHAPTER IV. + + +In the room below, the old Norman woman, who did not fear her +taskmaster, unbarred the shutter to let the moon shine in the room, and +by its light put away her wheel and work, and cut a halved lettuce up +upon a platter, with some dry bread, and ate them for her supper. + +The old man knelt down before the leaden image, and joined his knotted +hands, and prayed in a low, fierce, eager voice, while the heavy +pendulum of the clock swung wearily to and fro. + +The clock kept fitful and uncertain time; it had been so long imprisoned +in the gloom there among the beams and cobwebs, and in this place life +was so dull, so colorless, so torpid, that it seemed to have forgotten +how time truly went, and to wake up now and then with a shudder of +remembrance, in which its works ran madly down. + +The old woman ended her supper, munching the lettuce-leaves thirstily in +her toothless mouth, and not casting so much as a crumb of the crusts to +the cat, who pitifully watched, and mutely implored, with great ravenous +amber-circled eyes. Then she took her stick and crept out of the +kitchen, her wooden shoes clacking loud on the bare red bricks. + +"Prayer did little to keep holy the other one," she muttered. "Unless, +indeed, the devil heard and answered." + +But Claudis Flamma for all that prayed on, entreating the mercy and +guidance of Heaven, whilst the gore dripped from the dead rabbit, and +the silent song-birds hung stiff upon the nail. + +"Thou hast a good laborer," said the old woman Pitchou, with curt +significance, to her master, meeting him in the raw of the dawn of the +morrow, as he drew the bolts from his house-door. "Take heed that thou +dost not drive her away, Flamma. One may beat a saddled mule safely, but +hardly so a wolf's cub." + +She passed out of the door as she spoke with mop and pail to wash down +the paved court outside; but her words abode with her master. + +He meddled no more with the wolf's cub. + +When Folle-Farine came down the stairs in the crisp, cool, +sweet-smelling spring morning that was breaking through the mists over +the land and water, he motioned to her to break her fast with the cold +porridge left from overnight, and looking at her from under his bent +brows with a glance that had some apprehension underneath its anger, +apportioned her a task for the early day with a few bitter words of +command; but he molested her no further, nor referred ever so faintly to +the scene of the past night. + +She ate her poor and tasteless meal in silence, and set about her +appointed labor without protest. So long as she should eat his bread, so +long she said to herself would she serve him. Thus much the pride and +honesty of her nature taught her was his due. + +He watched her furtively under his shaggy eyebrows. His instinct told +him that this nameless, dumb, captive, desert animal, which he had bound +as a beast of burden to his mill-wheels, had in some manner learned her +strength, and would not long remain content to be thus yoked and driven. +He had blinded her with the blindness of ignorance, and goaded her with +the goad of ignominy; but for all that, some way her bandaged eyes had +sought and found the light, some way her numbed hide had thrilled and +swerved beneath the barb. + +"She also is a saint; let God take her!" said the old man to himself in +savage irony, as he toiled among his mill-gear and his sacks. + +His heart was ever sore and in agony because his God had cheated him, +letting him hold as purest and holiest among women the daughter who had +betrayed him. In his way he prayed still; but chiefly his prayer was a +passionate upbraiding, a cynical reproach. She--his beloved, his marvel, +his choicest of maidens, his fairest and coldest of virgins--had escaped +him and duped him, and been a thing of passion and of foulness, of +treachery and of lust, all the while that he had worshiped her. +Therefore he hated every breathing thing; therefore he slew the birds in +their song, the insects in their summer bravery, the lamb in its +gambols, the rabbit in its play amidst the primroses. Therefore he cried +to the God whom he still believed in, "Thou lettest that which was pure +escape me to be defiled and be slaughtered, and now Thou lettest that +which is vile escape me to become beautiful and free and strong!" And +now and then, in this woe of his which was so pitiful and yet so brutal, +he glanced at her where she labored among the unbudded vines and +leafless fruit trees, and whetted a sickle on the whirling grindstone, +and felt its edge, and thought to himself. "She was devil-begotten. +Would it not be well once and for all to rid men of her?" For, he +reasoned, being thus conceived in infamy and branded from her birth +upward, how should she be ever otherwise than to men a curse? + +Where she went at her labors, to and fro among the bushes and by the +glancing water, she saw the steel hook and caught his sideway gaze, and +read his meditation. + +She laughed, and did not fear. Only she thought, "He shall not do it +till I have been back _there_." + +Before the day was done, thither she went. + +He had kept her close since the sunrise. + +Not sending her out on any of the errands to and fro the country, which +had a certain pleasure to her, because she gained by them liberty and +air, and the contentment of swift movement against fresh blowing winds. +Nor did he send her to the town. He employed her through ten whole hours +in outdoor garden labor, and in fetching and carrying from his yard to +his lofts, always within sight of his own quick eye, and within call of +his harsh voice. + +She did not revolt. She did what he bade her do swiftly and well. There +was no fault to find in any of her labors. + +When the last sack was carried, the last sod turned, the last burden +borne, the sun was sinking, he bade her roughly go indoors and winnow +last year's wheat in the store chambers till he should bid her cease. + +She came and stood before him, her eyes very quiet in their look of +patient strength. + +"I have worked from daybreak through to sunset," she said, slowly, to +him. "It is enough for man and beast. The rest I claim." + +Before he could reply she had leaped the low stone wall that parted the +timber-yard from the orchard, and was out of sight, flying far and fast +through the twilight of the boughs. + +He muttered a curse, and let her go. His head drooped on his breast, his +hands worked restlessly on the stone coping of the wall, his withered +lips muttered in wrath. + +"There is hell in her," he said to himself. "Let her go to her rightful +home. There is one thing----" + +"There is one thing?" echoed the old woman, hanging washed linen out to +dry on the boughs of the half-bloomed almond-shrubs. + +He gave a dreary, greedy, miser's chuckle: + +"One thing;--I have made the devil work for me hard and well ten whole +years through!" + +"The devil!" mumbled the woman Pitchou, in contemptuous iteration. "Dost +think the devil was ever such a fool as to work for thy wage of blows +and of black bread? Why, he rules the world, they say! And how should he +rule unless he paid his people well?" + +Folle-Farine fled on, through the calm woodlands, through the pastures +where the leek herds dreamed their days away, through the young wheat +and the springing colza, and the little fields all bright with promise +of the spring, and all the sunset's wealth of golden light. + +The league was but as a step to her, trained as her muscles were to +speed and strength until her feet were as fleet as are the doe's. When +she had gained her goal then only she paused, stricken with a sudden +shyness and terror of what she hardly knew. + +An instinct, rather than a thought, turned her towards a little +grass-hidden pool behind the granary, whose water never stirred, save by +a pigeon's rosy foot, or by a timid plover's beak, was motionless and +clear as any mirror. + +Instinct, rather than thought, bent her head over it, and taught her +eyes to seek her own reflection. It had a certain wonder in it to her +now that fascinated her with a curious indefinable attraction. For the +first time in her life she had thought of it, and done such slight +things as she could to make it greater. They were but few,--linen a +little whiter and less coarse--the dust shaken from her scarlet sash; +her bronze-hued hair burnished to richer darkness; a knot of wild +narcissi in her bosom gathered with the dew on them as she came through +the wood. + +This was all; yet this was something; something that showed the dawn of +human impulses, of womanly desires. As she looked, she blushed for her +own foolishness; and, with a quick hand, cast the white wood-flowers +into the center of the pool. It seemed to her now, though only a moment +earlier she had gathered them, so senseless and so idle to have decked +herself with their borrowed loveliness. As if for such things as these +he cared! + +Then, slowly, and with her head sunk, she entered his dwelling-place. + +Arslàn stood with his face turned from her, bending down over a trestle +of wood. + +He did not hear her as she approached; she drew quite close to him and +looked where she saw that he looked; down on the wooden bench. What she +saw were a long falling stream of light-hued hair, a gray still face, +closed eyes, and naked limbs, which did not stir save when his hand +moved them a little in their posture, and which then dropped from his +hold like lead. + +She did not shudder nor exclaim; she only looked with quiet and +incurious eyes. In the life of the poor such a sight has neither novelty +nor terror. + +It did not even seem strange to her to see it in such a place. He +started slightly as he grew sensible of her presence, and turned, and +threw a black cloth over the trestle. + +"Do not look there," he said to her. "I had forgotten you. +Otherwise----" + +"I have looked there. It is only a dead woman." + +"Only! What makes you say that?" + +"I do not know. There are many--are there not?" + +He looked at her in surprise seeing that this utter lack of interest or +curiosity was true and not assumed; that awe, and reverence, and dread, +and all emotions which rise in human hearts before the sight or memory +of death were wholly absent from her. + +"There are many indeed," he made answer, slowly. "Just there is the +toughest problem--it is the insect life of the world; it is the clouds +of human ephemeræ, begotten one summer day to die the next; it is the +millions on millions of men and women born, as it were, only to be +choked by the reek of cities, and then fade out to nothing; it is the +_numbers_ that kill one's dreams of immortality!" + +She looked wearily up at him, not comprehending, and, indeed, he had +spoken to himself and not to her; she lifted up one corner of the cere +cloth and gazed a little while at the dead face, the face of a girl +young, and in a slight, soft, youthful manner, fair. + +"It is Fortis, the ragpicker's daughter," she said, indifferently, and +dropped back the sheltering cloth. She did not know what nor why she +envied, and yet she was jealous of this white dead thing that abode +there so peacefully and so happily with the caress of his touch on its +calm limbs. + +"Yes," he answered her. "It is his daughter. She died twenty hours +ago,--of low fever, they say--famine, no doubt." + +"Why do you have her here?" She felt no sorrow for the dead girl; the +girl had mocked and jibed her many a time as a dark witch devil-born; +she only felt a jealous and restless hatred of her intrusion here. + +"The dead sit to me often," he said, with a certain smile that had +sadness and yet coldness in it. + +"Why?" + +"That they may tell me the secrets of life." + +"Do they tell them?" + +"A few;--most they keep. See,--I paint death; I must watch it to paint +it. It is dreary work, you think? It is not so to me. The surgeon seeks +his kind of truth; I seek mine. The man Fortis came to me on the +riverside last night. He said to me, 'You like studying the dead, they +say; have my dead for a copper coin. I am starving;--and it cannot hurt +her.' So I gave him the coin--though I am as poor as he--and I took the +dead woman. Why do you look like that? It is nothing to you; the girl +shall go to her grave when I have done with her." + +She bent her head in assent. It was nothing to her; and yet it filled +her with a cruel feverish jealousy, it weighed on her with a curious +pain. + +She did not care for the body lying there--it had been but the other day +that the dead girl had shot her lips out at her in mockery and called +her names from a balcony in an old ruined house as the boat drifted past +it; but there passed over her a dreary shuddering remembrance that she, +likewise, might one day lie thus before him and be no more to him than +this. The people said that he who studied death, brought death. + +The old wistful longing that had moved her, when Marcellin had died, to +lay her down in the cool water and let it take her to long sleep and to +complete forgetfulness returned to her again. Since the dead were of +value to him, best, she thought, be of them, and lie here in that dumb +still serenity, caressed by his touch and his regard. For, in a manner, +she was jealous of this woman, as of some living rival who had, in her +absence, filled her place and been of use to him and escaped his +thought. + +Any ghastliness or inhumanity in this search of his for the truth of his +art amidst the frozen limbs and rigid muscles of a corpse, never +occurred to her. To her he was like a deity; to her these poor weak +shreds of broken human lives, these fragile empty vessels, whose wine of +life had been spilled like water that runs to waste, seemed beyond +measurement to be exalted when deemed by him of value. + +She would have thought no more of grudging them if his employ and in his +service than priests of Isis or of Eleusis would have begrudged the +sacrificed lives of beasts and birds that smoked upon their temple +altars. To die at his will and be of use to him;--this seemed to her the +most supreme glory fate could hold; and she envied the ragpicker's +daughter lying there in such calm content. + +"Why do you look so much at her?" he said at length. "I shall do her no +harm; if I did, what would she know?" + +"I was not thinking of her," she answered slowly, with a certain +perplexed pain upon her face. "I was thinking I might be of more use to +you if I were dead. You must not kill me, because men would hurt you for +that; but, if you wish, I will kill myself to-night. I have often +thought of it lately." + +He started at the strangeness and the suddenness of the words spoken +steadily and with perfect sincerity and simplicity in the dialect of the +district, with no sense in their speaker of anything unusual being +offered in them. His eyes tried to search the expression of her face +with greater interest and curiosity than they had ever done; and they +gained from their study but little. + +For the innumerable emotions awakening in her were only dimly shadowed +there, and had in them the confusion of all imperfect expression. He +could not tell whether here was a great soul struggling through the +bonds of an intense ignorance and stupefaction, or whether there were +only before him an animal perfect, wonderfully perfect, in its physical +development, but mindless as any clod of earth. + +He did not know how to answer her. + +"Why should you think of death?" he said at last. "Is your life so +bitter to you?" + +She stared at him. + +"Is a beaten dog's bitter? or is a goaded ox's sweet?" + +"But you are so young,--and you are handsome, and a woman?" + +She laughed a little. + +"A woman! Marcellin said that." + +"Well! What is there strange in saying it?" + +She pointed to the corpse which the last sunrays were brightening, till +the limbs were as alabaster and the hair was as gold. + +"That was a woman--a creature that is white and rose, and has yellow +hair and laughs in the faces of men, and has a mother that kisses her +lips, and sees the children come to play at her knees. I am not one. I +am a devil, they say." + +His mouth smiled with a touch of sardonic humor, whose acrimony and +whose irony escaped her. + +"What have you done so good, or so great, that your world should call +you so?" + +Her eyes clouded and lightened alternately. + +"You do not believe that I am a devil?" + +"How should I tell? If you covet the title claim it,--you have a +right,--you are a woman!" + +"Always a woman!" she muttered with disappointment and with impatience. + +"Always a woman," he echoed as he pointed to the god Hermes. "And there +is your creator." + +"_He!_" + +She looked rapidly and wistfully at the white-winged god. + +"Yes. He made Woman; for he made her mind out of treachery and her words +out of the empty wind. Hephæstus made her heart, fusing for it brass and +iron. Their work has worn well. It has not changed in all these ages. +But what is your history? Go and lie yonder, where you were last night, +and tell me your story while I work." + +She obeyed him and told him what she knew; lying there, where he had +motioned her, in the shadow under the figures of the three grandsons of +Chaos. He listened, and wrought on at her likeness. + +The story, as she told it in her curt imperfect words, was plain enough +to him, though to herself obscure. It had in some little measure a +likeness to his own. + +It awakened a certain compassion for her in his heart, which was rarely +moved to anything like pity. For to him nature was so much and man so +little, the one so majestic and so exhaustless, the other so small and +so ephemeral, that human wants and human woes touched him but very +slightly. His own, even at their darkest, moved him rather to +self-contempt than to self-compassion, for these were evils of the body +and of the senses. + +As a boy he had had no ear to the wail of the frozen and famishing +people wandering homeless over the waste of drifted snow, where but the +night before a village had nestled in the mountain hollow; all his +senses had been given in a trance of awe and rapture to the voices of +the great winds sweeping down from the heights through the pine-forests, +and the furious seas below gnashing and raging on the wreck-strewn +strand. It was with these last that he had had kinship and communion: +these endured always; but for the men they slew, what were they more in +the great sum of time than forest-leaves or ocean driftwood? + +And, indeed, to those who are alive to the nameless, universal, eternal +soul which breathes in all the grasses of the fields, and beams in the +eyes of all creatures of earth and air, and throbs in the living light +of palpitating stars, and thrills through the young sap of forest trees, +and stirs in the strange _loves_ of wind-borne plants, and hums in every +song of the bee, and burns in every quiver of the flame, and peoples +with sentient myriads every drop of dew that gathers on a harebell, +every bead of water that ripples in a brook--to these the mortal life of +man can seem but little, save at once the fiercest and the feeblest +thing that does exist; at once the most cruel and the most impotent; +tyrant of direst destruction and bondsman of lowest captivity. Hence +pity entered very little into his thoughts at any time; the perpetual +torture of life did indeed perplex him, as it perplexes every thinking +creature, with wonder at the universal bitterness that taints all +creation, at the universal death whereby all forms of life are nurtured, +at the universal anguish of all existence which daily and nightly +assails the unknown God in piteous protest at the inexorable laws of +inexplicable miseries and mysteries. But because such suffering was thus +universal, therefore he almost ceased to feel pity for it; of the two he +pitied the beasts far more than the human kind:--the horse staggering +beneath the lash in all the feebleness of hunger, lameness, and old age; +the ox bleeding from the goad on the hard furrows, or stumbling through +the hooting crowd, blind, footsore and shivering to its last home in the +slaughter-house; the dog, yielding up its noble life inch by inch under +the tortures of the knife, loyally licking the hand of the vivisector +while he drove his probe through its quivering nerves; the unutterable +hell in which all these gentle, kindly and long-suffering creatures +dwelt for the pleasure or the vanity, the avarice or the brutality of +men,--these he pitied perpetually, with a tenderness for them that was +the softest thing in all his nature. + +But when he saw men and women suffer he often smiled, not ill pleased. +It seemed to him that the worst they could ever endure was only such +simple retribution, such mere fair measure of all the agonies they cast +broadcast. + +Therefore he pitied her now for what repulsed all others from her--that +she had so little apparent humanity, and that she was so like an animal +in her strength and weakness, and in her ignorance of both her rights +and wrongs. Therefore he pitied her; and there was that in her strange +kind of beauty, in her half-savage, half-timid attitudes, in her curt, +unlearned, yet picturesque speech, which attracted him. Besides, +although solitude was his preference, he had been for more than two +years utterly alone, his loneliness broken only by the companionship of +boors, with whom he had not had one thought in common. The extreme +poverty in which the latter months of his life had been passed, had +excluded him from all human society, since he could have sought none +without betraying his necessities. The alms-seeking visit of some man +even more famished and desperate than himself, such as the ragpicker who +had brought the dead girl to him for a few brass coins, had been the +only relief to the endless monotony of his existence, a relief that made +such change in it worse than its continuance. + +In Folle-Farine, for the first time in two long, bitter, colorless, +hated years, there was something which aroused his interest and his +curiosity, some one to whom impulse led him to speak the thoughts of his +mind with little concealment. She seemed, indeed, scarcely more than a +wild beast, half tamed, inarticulate, defiant, shy, it might be even, if +aroused, ferocious; but it was an animal whose eyes dilated in +quickening sympathy with all his moods, and an animal whom, at a glance, +he knew would, in time, crawl to him or combat for him as he chose. + +He talked to her now, much on the same impulse that moves a man, long +imprisoned, to converse with the spider that creeps on the floor, with +the mouse that drinks from his pitcher, and makes him treat like an +intelligent being the tiny flower growing blue and bright between the +stones, which is all that brings life into his loneliness. + +The prison door once flung open, the sunshine once streaming across the +darkness, the fetters once struck off, the captive once free to go out +again among his fellows, then--the spider is left to miss the human love +that it has learnt, the mouse is left to die of thirst, the little blue +flower is left to fade out as it may in the stillness and the gloom +alone. Then they are nothing: but while the prison doors are still +locked they are much. + +Here the jailer was poverty, and the prison was the world's neglect, and +they who lay bound were high hopes, great aspirations, impossible +dreams, immeasurable ambitions, all swathed and fettered, and straining +to be free with dumb, mad force against bonds that would not break. + +And in these, in their bondage, there were little patience, or sympathy, +or softness, and to them, even nature itself at times looked horrible, +though never so horrible, because never so despicable, as humanity. +Yet, still even in these an instinct of companionship abided; and this +creature, with a woman's beauty, and an animal's fierceness and +innocence, was in a manner welcome. + +"Why were women ever made, then?" she said, after awhile, following, +though imperfectly, the drift of his last words, where she lay stretched +obedient to his will, under the shadow of the wall. + +He smiled the smile of one who recalls some story he has heard from the +raving lips of some friend fever-stricken. + +"Once, long ago, in the far East, there dwelt a saint in the desert. He +was content in his solitude: he was holy and at peace: the honey of the +wild bee and the fruit of the wild tamarisk-tree sufficed to feed him; +the lions were his ministers, and the hyenas were his slaves; the eagle +flew down for his blessing, and the winds and the storms were his +messengers; he had killed the beast in him, and the soul alone had +dominion; and day and night, upon the lonely air, he breathed the praise +of God. + +"Years went with him thus, and he grew old, and he said to himself, 'I +have lived content; so shall I die purified, and ready for the kingdom +of heaven.' For it was in the day when that wooden god, who hangs on the +black cross yonder, was not a lifeless effigy, as now, but had a name of +power and of might, adjuring which, his people smiled under torture, and +died in the flame, dreaming of a land where the sun never set, and the +song never ceased, and the faithful forever were at rest. + +"So the years, I say, went by with him, and he was glad and at peace. + +"One night, when the thunder rolled and the rain torrents fell, to the +door of his cave there came a wayfarer, fainting, sickly, lame, +trembling with terror of the desert, and beseeching him to save her from +the panthers. + +"He was loth, and dreaded to accede to her prayer, for he said, +'Wheresoever a woman enters, there the content of a man is dead.' But +she was in dire distress, and entreated him with tears and supplications +not to turn her adrift for the lightning and the lions to devour: and he +felt the old human pity steal on him, and he opened the door to her, +and bade her enter and be at sanctuary there in God's name. + +"But when she had entered, age, and sickness, and want fell from off +her, her eyes grew as two stars, her lips were sweet as the rose of the +desert, her limbs had the grace of the cheetah, her body had the +radiance and the fragrance of frankincense on an altar of gold. And she +laughed in his beard, and cried, saying, 'Thou thinkest thou hast lived, +and yet thou hast not loved! Oh, sage! oh, saint! oh, fool, fool, fool!' +Then into his veins there rushed youth, and into his brain there came +madness; the life he had led seemed but death, and eternity loathsome +since passionless; and he stretched his arms to her and sought to +embrace her, crying, 'Stay with me, though I buy thee with hell.' And +she stayed. + +"But when the morning broke she left him laughing, gliding like a +phantom from his arms, and out into the red sunlight, and across the +desert sand, laughing, laughing, always, and mocking him whilst she +beckoned. He pursued her, chasing her through the dawn, through the +noon, through the night. He never found her; she had vanished as the +rose of the rainbow fades out of the sky. + +"He searched for her in every city, and in every land. Some say he +searches still, doomed to live on through every age and powerless to +die." + +He had a certain power over words as over color. Like all true painters, +the fiber of his mind was sensuous and poetic, though the quality of +passionate imagination was in him welded with a coldness and a stillness +of temper born in him with his northern blood. He had dwelt much in the +Asiatic countries, and much of the philosophies and much of the +phraseology of the East remained with him. Something even there seemed +in him of the mingled asceticism and sensualism, the severe self-denial, +with the voluptuous fancy of the saints who once had peopled the deserts +in which he had in turn delighted to dwell, free and lonely, scorning +women and deserting men. He spoke seldom, being by nature silent; but +when he did speak, his language was unconsciously varied into +picture-like formations. + +She listened breathless, with the color in her cheeks and the fire +brooding in her eyes, her unformed mind catching the swift shadowy +allegories of his tale by force of the poetic instincts in her. + +No one had ever talked to her thus; and yet it seemed clear to her and +beautiful, like the story that the great sunflowers told as they swayed +to and fro in the light, like the song that the bright brook-water sung +as it purred and sparkled under the boughs. + +"That is true?" she said, suddenly, at length. + +"It is a saint's story in substance; it is true in spirit for all time." + +Her breath came with a sharp, swift, panting sound. She was blinded with +the new light that broke in on her. + +"If I be a woman, shall I, then, be such a woman as that?" + +Arslàn rested his eyes on her with a grave, half-sad, half-sardonic +smile. + +"Why not? You are the devil's daughter, you say. Of such are men's +kingdom of heaven!" + +She pondered long upon his answer; she could not comprehend it; she had +understood the parable of his narrative, yet the passion of it had +passed by her, and the evil shut in it had escaped her. + +"Do, then, men love what destroys them?" she asked, slowly. + +"Always!" he made answer, still with that same smile as of one who +remembers hearkening to the delirious ravings round him in a madhouse +through which he has walked--himself sane--in a bygone time. + +"I do not want love," she said, suddenly, while her brain, half strong, +half feeble, struggled to fit her thoughts to words. "I want--I want to +have power, as the priest has on the people when he says, 'Pray!' and +they pray." + +"Power!" he echoed, as the devotee echoes the name of his god. "Who does +not? But do you think the woman that tempted the saint had none? If ever +you reach that kingdom such power will become yours." + +A proud glad exultation swept over her face for a moment. It quickly +faded. She did not believe in a future. How many times had she not, +since the hand of Claudis Flamma first struck her, prayed with all the +passion of a child's dumb agony that the dominion of her Father's power +might come to her? And the great Evil had never hearkened. He, whom all +men around her feared, had made her no sign that he heard, but left her +to blows, to solitude, to continual hunger, to perpetual toil. + +"I have prayed to the devil again and again and he will not hear," she +muttered. "Marcellin says that he has ears for all. But for me he has +none." + +"He has too much to do to hear all. All the nations of the earth beseech +him. Yonder man on the cross they adjure with their mouths indeed; but +it is your god only whom in their hearts they worship. See how the +Christ hangs his head: he is so weary of lip service." + +"But since they give the Christ so many temples, why do they raise none +to the devil?" + +"Chut! No man builds altars to his secret god. Look you: I will tell you +another story: once, in an Eastern land, there was a temple dedicated to +all the various deities of all the peoples that worshiped under the sun. +There were many statues and rare ones; statues of silver and gold, of +ivory, and agate, and chalcedony, and there were altars raised before +all, on which every nation offered up sacrifice and burned incense +before its divinity. + +"Now, no nation would look at the god of another; and each people +clustered about the feet of its own fetich, and glorified it, crying +out, 'There is no god but this god.' + +"The noise was fearful, and the feuds were many, and the poor king, +whose thought it had been to erect such a temple, was confounded, and +very sorrowful, and murmured, saying, 'I dreamed to beget universal +peace and tolerance and harmony; and lo! there come of my thought +nothing but discord and war.' + +"Then to him there came a stranger, veiled, and claiming no country, and +he said, 'You were mad to dream religion could ever be peace, yet, be +not disquieted; give me but a little place and I will erect an altar +whereat all men shall worship, leaving their own gods.' + +"The king gave him permission; and he raised up a simple stone, and on +it he wrote, 'To the Secret Sin!' and, being a sorcerer, he wrote with +a curious power, that showed the inscription to the sight of each man, +but blinded him whilst he gazed on it to all sight of his fellows. + +"And each man forsook his god, and came and kneeled before this nameless +altar, each bowing down before it, and each believing himself in +solitude. The poor forsaken gods stood naked and alone; there was not +one man left to worship one of them." + +She listened; her eloquent eyes fixed on him, her lips parted, her fancy +fantastic and full of dreams, strengthened by loneliness, and unbridled +through ignorance, steeping itself in every irony and every fantasy, and +every shred of knowledge that Chance; her only teacher, cast to her. + +She sat thinking, full of a vague sad pity for that denied and forsaken +God on the cross, by the river, such as she had never felt before, since +she had always regarded him as the symbol of cruelty, of famine, and of +hatred; not knowing that these are only the colors which all deities +alike reflect from the hearts of the peoples that worship them. + +"If I had a god," she said, suddenly, "if a god cared to claim me--I +would be proud of his worship everywhere." + +Arslàn smiled. + +"All women have a god; that is why they are at once so much weaker and +so much happier than men." + +"Who are their gods?" + +"Their name is legion. Innocent women make gods of their offspring, of +their homes, of their housework, of their duties; and are as cruel as +tigresses meanwhile to all outside the pale of their temples. +Others--less innocent--make gods of their own forms and faces; of bright +stones dug from the earth, of vessels of gold and silver, of purple and +fine linen, of passions, and vanities, and desires; gods that they +consume themselves for in their youth, and that they curse, and beat, +and upbraid in the days of their age. Which of these gods will be +yours?" + +She thought awhile. + +"None of them," she said at last. + +"None? What will you put in their stead, then?" + +She thought gravely some moments again. Although a certain terse and +even poetic utterance was the shape which her spoken imaginations +naturally took at all times, ignorance and solitude had made it hard for +her aptly to marry her thoughts to words. + +"I do not know," she said, wearily. "Marcellin says that God is deaf. He +must be deaf--or very cruel. Look; everything lives in pain; and yet no +God pities and makes an end of the earth. I would--if I were He. +Look--at dawn, the other day, I was out in the wood. I came upon a +little rabbit in a trap; a little, pretty, soft black-and-white thing, +quite young. It was screaming in its horrible misery; it had been +screaming all night. Its thighs were broken in the iron teeth; +the trap held it tight; it could not escape, it could only +scream--scream--scream. All in vain. Its God never heard. When I got it +free it was mangled as if a wolf had gnawed it; the iron teeth had +bitten through the fur, and the flesh, and the bone; it had lost so much +blood, and it was in so much pain, that it could not live. I laid it +down in the bracken, and put water to its mouth, and did what I could; +but it was of no use. It had been too much hurt. It died as the sun +rose; a little, harmless, shy, happy thing, you know, that never killed +any creature, and only asked to nibble a leaf or two, or sleep in a +little round hole, and run about merry and free. How can one care for a +god since all gods let these things be?" + +Arslàn smiled as he heard. + +"Child,--men care for a god only as a god means a good to them. Men are +heirs of heaven, they say; and, in right of their heritage, they make +life hell to every living thing that dares dispute the world with them. +You do not understand that,--tut! You are not human, then. If you were +human, you would begrudge a blade of grass to a rabbit, and arrogate to +yourself a lease of immortality." + +She did not understand him; but she felt that she was honored by him, +and not scorned as others scorned her, for being thus unlike humanity. +It was a bitter perplexity to her, this earth on which she had been +flung amidst an alien people; that she should suffer herself seemed +little to her, it had become as a second nature; but the sufferings of +all the innumerable tribes of creation, things of the woods, and the +field, and the waters, and the sky, that toiled and sweated and were +hunted, and persecuted and wrenched in torment, and finally perished to +gratify the appetites or the avarice of humanity--these sufferings were +horrible to her always: inexplicable, hideous, unpardonable,--a crime +for which she hated God and Man. + +"There is no god pitiful, then?" she said, at length; "no god--not one?" + +"Only those Three," he answered her as he motioned towards the three +brethren that watched above her. + +"Are they your gods?" + +A smile that moved her to a certain fear of him passed a moment over his +mouth. + +"My gods?--No. They are the gods of youth and of age--not of manhood." + +"What is yours, then?" + +"Mine?--a Moloch who consumes my offspring, yet in whose burning brazen +hands I have put them and myself--forever." + +She looked at him in awe and in reverence. She imagined him the priest +of some dark and terrible religion, for whose sake he passed his years +in solitude and deprivation, and by whose powers he created the wondrous +shapes that rose and bloomed around him. + +"Those are gentler gods?" she said, timidly, raising her eyes to the +brethren above her. "Do you never--will you never--worship them?" + +"I have ceased to worship them. In time--when the world has utterly +beaten me--no doubt I shall pray to one at least of them. To that one, +see, the eldest of the brethren, who holds his torch turned downward." + +"And that god is----" + +"Death!" + +She was silent. + +Was this god not her god also? Had she not chosen him from all the rest +and cast her life down at his feet for this man's sake? + +"He must never know, he must never know," she said again in her heart. + +And Thanatos she knew would not betray her; for Thanatos keeps all the +secrets of men,--he who alone of all the gods reads the truths of men's +souls, and smiles and shuts them in the hollow of his hand, and lets the +braggart Time fly on with careless feet above a million graves, telling +what lies he will to please the world a little space. Thanatos holds +silence, and can wait; for him must all things ripen and to him must all +things fall at last. + + + + +CHAPTER V. + + +When she left him that night, and went homeward, he trimmed his lamp and +returned to his labors of casting and modeling from the body of the +ragpicker's daughter. The work soon absorbed him too entirely to leave +any memory with him of the living woman. He did not know--and had he +known would not have heeded--that instead of going on her straight path +back to Yprès she turned again, and, hidden among the rushes upon the +bank, crouched, half sitting and half kneeling, to watch him from the +riverside. + +It was all dark and still without; nothing came near, except now and +then some hobbled mule turned out to forage for his evening meal or some +night-browsing cattle straying out of bounds. Once or twice a barge went +slowly and sullenly by, its single light twinkling across the breadth of +the stream, and the voices of its steersman calling huskily through the +fog. A drunken peasant staggered across the fields singing snatches of a +republican march that broke roughly on the silence of the night. The +young lambs bleated to their mothers in the meadows, and the bells of +the old clock towers in the town chimed the quarters with a Laus Deo in +which all their metal tongues joined musically. + +She remained there undisturbed among the long grasses and the tufts of +the reeds, gazing always into the dimly-lighted interior where the pale +rays of the oil flame lit up the white forms of the gods, the black +shadows of the columns, the shapes of the wrestling lion and the +strangled gladiator, the gray stiff frame and hanging hair of the dead +body, and the bending figure of Arslàn as he stooped above the corpse +and pursued the secret powers of his art into the hidden things of +death. + +To her there seemed nothing terrible in a night thus spent, in a vigil +thus ghastly; it seemed to her only a part of his strength thus to make +death--men's conqueror--his servant and his slave; she only begrudged +every passionless touch that his grasp gave to those frozen and rigid +limbs which he moved to and fro like so much clay; she only envied with +a jealous thirst every cold caress that his hand lent to that loose and +lifeless hair which he swept aside like so much flax. + +He did not see; he did not know. To him she was no more than any +bronze-winged, golden-eyed insect that should have floated in on a night +breeze and been painted by him and been cast out again upon the +darkness. + +He worked more than half the night--worked until the small store of oil +he possessed burned itself out, and left the hall to the feeble light of +a young moon shining through dense vapors. He dropped his tools, and +rose and walked to and fro on the width of the great stone floor. His +hands felt chilled to the bone with the contact of the dead flesh; his +breathing felt oppressed with the heavy humid air that lay like ice upon +his lungs. + +The dead woman was nothing to him. He had not once thought of the youth +that had perished in her; of the laughter that hunger had hushed forever +on the colorless lips; of the passion blushes that had died out forever +on the ashen cheeks; of the caressing hands of mother and of lover that +must have wandered among that curling hair; of the children that should +have slept on that white breast so smooth and cold beneath his hand. For +these he cared nothing, and thought as little. The dead girl for him had +neither sex nor story; and he had studied all phases and forms of death +too long to be otherwise than familiar with them all. Yet a certain +glacial despair froze his heart as he left her body lying there in the +flicker of the struggling moonbeams, and, himself, pacing to and fro in +his solitude, suffered a greater bitterness than death in his doom of +poverty and of obscurity. + +The years of his youth had gone in fruitless labor, and the years of his +manhood were gliding after them, and yet he had failed so utterly to +make his mark upon his generation that he could only maintain his life +by the common toil of the common hand-laborer, and, if he died on the +morrow, there would not be one hand stretched out to save any one work +of his creation from the housewife's fires or the lime-burner's furnace. + +Cold to himself as to all others, he said bitterly in his soul, "What is +Failure except Feebleness? And what is it to miss one's mark except to +aim wildly and weakly?" + +He told himself that harsh and inexorable truth a score of times, again +and again, as he walked backward and forward in the solitude which only +that one dead woman shared. + +He told himself that he was a madman, a fool, who spent his lifetime in +search and worship of a vain eidolon. He told himself that there must be +in him some radical weakness, some inalienable fault, that he could not +in all these years find strength enough to compel the world of men to +honor him. Agony overcame him as he thought and thought and thought, +until he scorned himself; the supreme agony of a strong nature that for +once mistrusts itself as feebleness, of a great genius that for once +despairs of itself as self-deception. + +Had he been the fool of his vanities all his youth upward; and had his +fellow-men been only wise and clear of sight when they had denied him +and refused to see excellence in any work of his hand? Almost, he told +himself, it must be so. + +He paused by the open casement, and looked outward, scarcely knowing +what he did. The mists were heavy; the air was loaded with damp +exhalations; the country was profoundly still; above-head only a few +stars glimmered here and there through the haze. The peace, the +silence, the obscurity were abhorrent to him; they seemed to close upon +him, and imprison him; far away were the lands and the cities of men +that he had known, far away were all the color and the strength and the +strain and the glory of living; it seemed to him as though he were dead +also, like the woman on the trestle yonder; dead in some deep sea-grave +where the weight of the waters kept him down and held his hands +powerless, and shut his eyelids from all sight, while the living voices +and the living footsteps of men came dimly on his ear from the world +above: voices, not one of which uttered his name; footsteps, not one of +which paused by his tomb. + +It grew horrible to him--this death in life, to which in the freshness +of manhood he found himself condemned. + +"Oh, God!" he, who believed in no God, muttered half aloud, "let me be +without love, wealth, peace, health, gladness, all my life long--let me +be crippled, childless, beggared, hated to the latest end of my days. +Give me only to be honored in my works; give me only a name that men +cannot, if they wish, let die." + +Whether any hearer greater than man heard the prayer, who shall say? +Daily and nightly, through all the generations of the world, the human +creature implores from his Creator the secrets of his existence, and +asks in vain. There is one answer indeed; but it is the answer of all +the million races of the universe, which only cry, "We are born but to +perish; is Humanity a thing so high and pure that it should claim +exemption from the universal and inexorable law?" + +One mortal listener heard, hidden among the hollow sighing rushes, +bathed in the moonlight and the mists; and the impersonal passion which +absorbed him found echo in this inarticulate imperfect soul, just +wakened in its obscurity to the first faint meanings of its mortal life +as a nest-bird rouses in the dawn to the first faint pipe of its +involuntary cry. + +She barely knew what he sought, what he asked, and yet her heart ached +with his desire, and shared the bitterness of his denial. What kind of +life he craved in the ages to come; what manner of remembrance he +yearned for from unborn races of man; what thing it was that he +besought should be given to him in the stead of all love, all peace, all +personal woes and physical delights, she did not know; the future to her +had no meaning; and the immortal fame that he craved was an unknown god, +of whose worship she had no comprehension; and yet she vaguely felt that +what he sought was that his genius still should live when his body +should be destroyed, and that those mute, motionless, majestic shapes +which arose at his bidding should become characters and speak for him to +all the generations of men when his own mouth should be sealed dumb in +death. + +This hunger of the soul which unmanned and tortured him, though the +famine of the flesh had had no power to move him, thrilled her with the +instinct of its greatness. This thirst of the mind, which could not +slake itself in common desire or sensual satiety, or any peace and +pleasure of the ordinary life of man, had likeness in it to that dim +instinct which had made her nerves throb at the glories of the changing +skies, and her eyes fill with tears at the sound of a bird's singing in +the darkness of dawn, and her heart yearn with vain nameless longing as +for some lost land, for some forgotten home, in the radiant hush of +earth and air at sunrise. He suffered as she suffered; and a sweet +newborn sense of unity and of likeness stirred in her amidst the bitter +pity of her soul. To her he was as a king: and yet he was powerless. To +give him power she would have died a thousand deaths. + +"The gods gave me life for him," she thought. "His life instead of mine. +Will they forget?--Will they forget?" + +And where she crouched in the gloom beneath the bulrushes she flung +herself down prostrate in supplication, her face buried in the long damp +river-grass. + +"Oh, Immortals," she implored, in benighted, wistful, passionate faith, +"remember to give me his life and take mine. Do what you choose with me; +forsake me, kill me; cast my body to fire, and my ashes to the wind; let +me be trampled like the dust, and despised as the chaff; let me be +bruised, beaten, nameless, hated always; let me always suffer and +always be scorned; but grant me this one thing--to give him his desire!" + +Unless the gods gave him greatness, she knew that vain would be the gift +of life--the gift of mere length of years which she had bought for him. + +Her mind had been left blank as a desert, whilst in its solitude dreams +had sprung forth windsown, like wayside grasses, and vague desires +wandered like wild doves: but although blank, the soil was rich and deep +and virgin. + +Because she had dwelt sundered from her kind she had learned no evil: a +stainless though savage innocence had remained with her. She had been +reared in hardship and inured to hunger until such pangs seemed to her +scarce worth the counting save perhaps to see if they had been borne +with courage and without murmur. On her, profoundly unconscious of the +meaning of any common luxury or any common comfort, the passions of +natures, more worldly-wise and better aware of the empire of gold, had +no hold at any moment. To toil dully and be hungry and thirsty, and +fatigued and footsore, had been her daily portion. She knew nothing of +the innumerable pleasures and powers that the rich command. She knew +scarcely of the existence of the simplest forms of civilization: +therefore she knew nothing of all that he missed through poverty; she +only perceived, by an unerring instinct of appreciation, all that he +gained through genius. + +Her mind was profoundly ignorant; her character trained by cruelty only +to endurance: yet the soil was not rank but only untilled, not barren +but only unsown; nature had made it generous, though fate had left it +untilled; it grasped the seed of the first great idea cast to it and +held it firm, until it multiplied tenfold. + +The imagined danger to them which the peasants had believed to exist in +her had been as a strong buckler between the true danger to her from the +defilement of their companionship and example. They had cursed her as +they had passed, and their curses had been her blessing. Blinded and +imprisoned instincts had always moved in her to the great and the good +things of which no man had taught her in anywise. + +Left to herself, and uncontaminated by humanity, because proscribed by +it, she had known no teachers of any sort save the winds and the waters, +the sun and the moon, the daybreak and the night, and these had breathed +into her an unconscious heroism, a changeless patience, a fearless +freedom, a strange tenderness and callousness united. Ignorant though +she was, and abandoned to the darkness of all the superstitions and the +sullen stupor amidst which her lot was cast, there was yet that in her +which led her to veneration of the purpose of his life. + +He desired not happiness nor tenderness, nor bodily ease, nor sensual +delight, but only this one thing--a name that should not perish from +among the memories of men. + +And this desire seemed to her sublime, divine; not comprehending it she +yet revered it. She, who had seen the souls of the men around her set on +a handful of copper coin, a fleece of wool, a load of fruit, a petty +pilfering, a small gain in commerce, saw the greatness of a hero's +sacrifice in this supreme self-negation which was willing to part with +every personal joy and every physical pleasure, so that only the works +of his hand might live, and his thoughts be uttered in them when his +body should be destroyed. + +It is true that the great artist is as a fallen god who remembers a time +when worlds arose at his breath, and at his bidding the barren lands +blossomed into fruitfulness; the sorcery of the thyrsus is still his, +though weakened. + +The powers of lost dominions haunt his memory; the remembered glory of +an eternal sun is in his eyes, and makes the light of common day seem +darkness; the heart-sickness of a long exile weighs on him; incessantly +he labors to overtake the mirage of a loveliness which fades as he +pursues it. In the poetic creation by which the bondage of his material +life is redeemed, he finds at once ecstasy and disgust, because he feels +at once his strength and weakness. For him all things of earth and air, +and sea and cloud, have beauty; and to his ear all voices of the +forest-land and water-world are audible. + +He is as a god, since he can call into palpable shape dreams born of +impalpable thought; as a god, since he has known the truth divested of +lies, and has stood face to face with it, and been not afraid; a god +thus. But a cripple inasmuch as his hand can never fashion the shapes +which his vision beholds; and alien because he has lost what he never +will find upon earth; a beast, since ever and again his passions will +drag him to wallow in the filth of sensual indulgence; a slave, since +oftentimes the divinity that is in him breaks and bends under the +devilry that also is in him, and he obeys the instincts of vileness, and +when he would fain bless the nations he curses them. + +Some vague perception of this dawned on her; the sense was in her to +feel the beauty of art, and to be awed by it though she could not have +told what it was, nor why she cared for it. And the man who ministered +to it, who ruled it, and yet obeyed it, seemed to her ennobled with a +greatness that was the grandest thing her blank and bitter life had +known. This was all wonderful, dreamful, awful to her, and yet in a +half-savage, half-poetic way, she comprehended the one object of his +life, and honored it without doubt or question. + +No day from that time passed by without her spending the evening hours +under the roof of the haunted corn-tower. + +She toiled all the other hours through, from the earliest time that the +first flush of day lightened the starlit skies; did not he toil too? But +when the sun set she claimed her freedom; and her taskmaster did not +dare to say her nay. + +A new and wondrous and exquisite life was shortly opening to her; the +life of the imagination. + +All these many years since the last song of Phratos had died off her +ear, never again to be heard, she had spent with no more culture and +with no more pleasure than the mule had that she led with his load along +the miry ways in the sharp winter-time. Yet even through that utter +neglect, and that torpor of thought and feeling, some wild natural fancy +had been awake in her, some vague sense stir that brought to her in the +rustle of leaves, in the sound of waters, the curling breath of mists, +the white birth of lilies, in all the notes and hues of the open-air +world, a mystery and a loveliness that they did not bear for any of +those around her. + +Now in the words that Arslàn cast to her--often as idly and +indifferently as a man casts bread to frozen birds on snow, birds that +he pities and yet cares nothing for--the old religions, the old beliefs, +became to her living truths and divine companions. The perplexities of +the world grew little clearer to her, indeed; and the miseries of the +animal creation no less hideous a mystery. The confusion of all things +was in nowise clearer to her; even, it might be, they deepened and grew +more entangled. He could imbue her with neither credulity nor +contentment; for he possessed neither, and despised both, as the fool's +paradise of those who, having climbed a sand-hill, fancy that they have +ascended Zion. + +The weariness, the unrest, the desire, the contempt of such a mind as +his can furnish anodynes neither to itself nor any other. But such +possessions and consolations--and these are limitless--as the +imagination can create, he placed within her reach. Before she had +dreamed--dreamed all through the heaviness of toil and the gall of +tyranny; but she had dreamed as a goatherd may upon a mist-swept hill, +by the western seas, while all the earth is dark, and only its dim +fugitive waking sounds steal dully on the drowsy ear. But now, through +the myths and parables which grew familiar to her ear, she dreamed +almost as poets dream, bathed in the full flood of a setting sun on the +wild edge of the Campagna; a light in which all common things of daily +life grow glorious, and through whose rosy hues the only sound that +comes is some rich dulcet bell that slowly swings in all the majesty and +melody of prayer. + +The land was no more to her only a hard and cruel place of labor and +butchery, in which all creatures suffered and were slain. All things +rose to have their story and their symbol for her; Nature remaining to +her that one sure solace and immeasurable mystery which she had feebly +felt it even in her childhood, was brought closer to her, and made +fuller of compassion. All the forms and voices of the fair dead years of +the world seemed to grow visible and audible to her, with those +marvelous tales of the old heroic age which little by little he +unfolded to her. + +In the people around her, and in their faiths, she had no belief; she +wanted a faith, and found one in all these strange sweet stories of a +perished time. + +She had never thought that there had been any other generation before +that which was present on earth with her; any other existence than this +narrow and sordid one which encircled her. That men had lived who had +fashioned those aerial wonders of the tall cathedral spires, and stained +those vivid hues in its ancient casements, had been a fact too remote to +be known to her, though for twelve years her eyes had gazed at them in +reverence of their loveliness. + +Through Arslàn the exhaustless annals of the world's history opened +before her, the present ceased to matter to her in its penury and pain; +for the treasury-houses of the golden past were opened to her sight. +Most of all she loved the myths of the Homeric and Hesiodic ages; and +every humble and homely thing became ennobled to her and enriched, +beholding it through the halo of poetry and tradition. + +When aloft in the red and white apple-blossoms two sparrows pecked and +screamed and spent the pleasant summer hours above in the flower-scented +air in shrill dispute and sharp contention, she thought that she heard +in all their noisy notes the arrogant voices of Alcyone and Cyx. When +the wild hyacinths made the ground purple beneath the poplars and the +pines, she saw in them the transformed loveliness of one who had died in +the fullness of youth, at play in a summer's noon, and died content +because stricken by the hand of the greatest and goodliest of all gods, +the god that loved him best. As the cattle, with their sleek red hides +and curling horns, came through the fogs of the daybreak, across the +level meadows, and through the deep dock-leaves, they seemed to her no +more the mere beasts of stall and share, but even as the milk-white +herds that grazed of yore in the blest pastures of Pieria. + +All night, in the heart of the orchards, when the song of the +nightingales rose on the stillness, it was no longer for her a little +brown bird that sang to the budding fruit and the closed daisies, but +was the voice of Ædon bewailing her son through the ages, or the woe of +Philomela crying through the wilderness. When through the white hard +brilliancy of noonday the swift swallow darted down the beams of light, +she saw no longer in it an insect-hunter, a house-nesting creature, but +saw the shape of Procne, slaughter-haunted, seeking rest and finding +none. And when she went about her labors, hewing wood, drawing water, +bearing the corn to the grindstones, leading the mules to the +mill-stream, she ceased to despair. For she had heard the old glad story +of the children of Zeus who dwelt so long within a herdsman's hut, +nameless and dishonored, yet lived to go back crowned to Thebes and see +the beasts of the desert and the stones of the streets rise up and obey +the magic of their song. + +Arslàn in his day had given many evil gifts, but this one gift that he +gave was pure and full of solace: this gift of the beauty of the past. +Imperfect, obscure, broken in fragments, obscured by her own ignorance, +it was indeed when it reached her; yet it came with a glory that time +could not dim, and a consolation that ignorance could not impair. + + + + +CHAPTER VI. + + +"What has come to that evil one? She walks the land as though she were a +queen," the people of Yprès said to one another, watching the creature +they abhorred as she went through the town to the river-stair or to the +market-stall. + +She seemed to them transfigured. + +A perpetual radiance shone in the dark depths of her eyes; a proud +elasticity replaced the old sullen defiance of her carriage: her face +had a sweet musing mystery and dreaminess on it; and when she smiled her +smile was soft, and sudden, like the smile of one who bears fair tidings +in her heart unspoken. + +Even those people, dull and plodding and taciturn, absorbed in their +small trades or in their continual field labor, were struck by the +change in her, and looked after her, and listened in a stupid wonder to +the sonorous songs in an unknown tongue that rose so often on her lips +as she strode among the summer grasses or led the laden mules through +the fords. + +They saw, even with their eyes purblind from hate, that she had thrown +off their yoke, and had escaped from their narrow world, and was happy +with some rich, mute, nameless happiness that they could neither evade +nor understand. + +The fall of evening always brought her to him; he let her come, finding +a certain charm in that savage temper which grew so tame to him, in that +fierce courage which to him was so humble, in that absolute ignorance +which was yet so curiously blended with so strong a power of fancy and +so quick an instinct of beauty. But he let her go again with +indifference, and never tried by any word to keep her an hour later than +she chose to stay. She was to him like some handsome dangerous beast +that flew at all others and crouched to him. He had a certain pleasure +in her color and her grace; in making her great eyes glow, and seeing +the light of awakening intelligence break over all her beautiful, +clouded, fierce face. + +As she learned, too, to hear more often the sound of her own voice, and +to use a more varied and copious language, a rude eloquence came +naturally to her; and when her silence was broken it was usually for +some terse, vivid, picturesque utterance which had an artistic interest +for him. In this simple and monotonous province, with its tedious +sameness of life and its green arable country that tired the sight fed +in youth on the grandeur of cloud-reaching mountains and the tumults of +ice-tossing seas, this creature, so utterly unlike her kind, so golden +with the glow of tawny desert suns, and so strong with the liberty and +the ferocity and the dormant passion and the silent force of some free +forest animal, was in a way welcome. + +All things too were so new and strange to her; all common knowledge was +so utterly unknown to her; all other kinds of life were so +unintelligible to her; and yet with all her ignorance she had so swift +a fancy, so keen an irony, so poetic an instinct, that it seemed to him +when he spoke with her that he talked with some creature from another +planet than his own. + +He liked to make her smile; he liked to make her suffer; he liked to +inflame, to wound, to charm, to tame her; he liked all these without +passion, rather with curiosity than with interest, much as he had liked +in the season of his boyhood to ruffle the plumage of a captured +sea-bird; to see its eye sparkle, and then grow dull and flash again +with pain, and then at the last turn soft with weary, wistful +tenderness, having been taught at once the misery of bondage and the +tyranny of a human love. + +She was a bronzed, bare-footed, fleet-limbed young outcast, he told +himself, with the scowl of an habitual defiance on her straight brows, +and the curl of an untamable scorn upon her rich red lips, and a curious +sovereignty and savageness in her dauntless carriage; and yet there was +a certain nobility and melancholy in her that made her seem like one of +a great and fallen race; and in her eyes there was a look repellant yet +appealing, and lustrous with sleeping passion, that tempted him to wake +what slumbered there. + +But in these early springtide days he suffered her to come and go as she +listed, without either persuasion or forbiddance on his own part. + +The impassioned reverence which she had for the things he had created +was only the untutored, unreasoning reverence of the barbarian or of the +peasant; but it had a sweetness for him. + +He had been alone so long; and so long had passed since any cheek had +flushed and any breast had heaved under the influence of any one of +those strange fancies and noble stories which he had pictured on the +walls of his lonely chamber. He had despaired of and despised himself; +despised his continual failure, had despaired of all power to sway the +souls and gain the eyes of his fellow-men. It was a little thing--a +thing so little that he called himself a fool for taking any count of +it; yet, the hot tears that dimmed the sight of this young barbarian who +was herself of no more value than the mill-dust that drifted on the +breeze, the soft vague breathless awe that stole upon her as she gazed +at the colorless shadows in which his genius had spent itself,--these +were sweet to him with a sweetness that made him ashamed of his own +weakness. + +She had given the breath of life back to his body by an act of which he +was ignorant; and now she gave back the breath of hope to his mind by a +worship which he contemned even whilst he was glad of it. + +Meanwhile the foul tongues of her enemies rang with loud glee over this +new shame which they could cast at her. + +"She has found a lover,--oh-ho!--that brown wicked thing! A lover meet +for her;--a man who walks abroad in the moonless nights, and plucks the +mandrake, and worships the devil, and paints people in their own +likeness, so that as the color dries the life wastes!"--so the women +screamed after her often as she went; she nothing understanding or +heeding, but lost in the dreams of her own waking imagination. + +At times such words as these reached Claudis Flamma, but he turned a +deaf ear to them: he had the wisdom of the world in him, though he was +only an old miller who had never stirred ten leagues from his home; and +whilst the devil served him well, he quarreled not with the devil. + +In a grim way, it was a pleasure to him to think that the thing he hated +might be accursed body and soul: he had never cared either for her body +or her soul; so that the first worked for him, the last might destroy +itself in its own darkness:--he had never stretched a finger to hold it +back. + +The pride and the honesty and the rude candor and instinctive purity of +this young life of hers had been a perpetual hinderance and canker to +him: begotten of evil, by all the laws of justice, in evil she should +live and die. So Flamma reasoned; and to the sayings of his countryside +he gave a stony ear and a stony glance. She never once, after the first +day, breathed a word to Arslàn of the treatment that she received at +Yprès. It was not in her nature to complain; and she abhorred even his +pity. Whatever she endured, she kept silence on it; when he asked her +how her grandsire dealt with her, she always answered him, "It is well +enough with me now." He cared not enough for her to doubt her. + +And, in a manner, she had learned how to keep her tyrant at bay. He did +not dare to lay hands on her now that her eyes had got that new fire, +and her voice that stern serene contempt. His wolf cub had shown her +teeth at last, at the lash, and he did not venture to sting her to +revolt with too long use of scourge and chain. + +So she obtained more leisure; and what she did not spend in Arslàn's +tower she spent in acquiring another art,--she learned to read. + +There was an old herb-seller in the market-place who was not so harsh to +her as the others were, but who had now and then for her a rough kindly +word out of gentleness to the memory of Reine Flamma. This woman was +better educated than most, and could even write a little. + +To her Folle-Farine went. + +"See here," she said, "you are feeble, and I am strong. I know every +nook and corner in the woods. I know a hundred rare herbs that you never +find. I will bring you a basketful of them twice in each week if you +will show me how to read those signs that the people call letters." + +The old woman hesitated. "It were as much as my life is worth to have +you seen with me. The lads will stone my window. Still----" The wish for +the rare herbs, and the remembrance of the fatigue that would be spared +to her rheumatic body by compliance, prevailed over her fears. She +consented. + +Three times a week Folle-Farine rose while it was still dark, and +scoured the wooded lands and the moss-green orchards and the little +brooks in the meadows in search of every herb that grew. She knew those +green places which had been her only kingdom and her only solace as no +one else knew them; and the old dame's herb-stall was the envy and +despair of all the market-place. + +Now and then a laborer earlier than the rest, or a vagrant sleeping +under a hedge-row, saw her going through the darkness with her green +bundle on her head, or stooping among the watercourses ankle-deep in +rushes, and he crossed himself and went and told how he had seen the +Evil Spirit of Yprès gathering the poison-weeds that made ships founder, +and strong men droop and die, and women love unnatural and horrible +things, and all manner of woe and sickness overtake those she hated. + +Often, too, at this lonely time, before the day broke, she met Arslàn. + +It was his habit to be abroad when others slept: studies of the night +and its peculiar loveliness entered largely into many of his paintings; +the beauty of water rippling in the moonbeam, of gray reeds blowing +against the first faint red of dawn, of dark fields with sleeping cattle +and folded sheep, of dreamy pools made visible by the shine of their +folded white lilies,--these were all things he cared to study. + +The earth has always most charm, and least pain, to the poet or the +artist when men are hidden away under their roofs. They do not then +break its calm with either their mirth or their brutality, the vile and +revolting coarseness of their works, only built to blot it with so much +deformity, is softened and obscured in the purple breadths of shadow and +the dim tender gleam of stars; and it was thus that Arslàn loved best to +move abroad. + +Sometimes the shepherd going to his flocks, or the housewife opening her +shutter in the wayside cabin, or the huckster driving early his mule +seawards to meet the fish that the night-trawlers had brought, saw them +together thus, and talked of it; and said that these two, accursed of +all honest folk, were after some unholy work--coming from the orgy of +some witches' sabbath, or seeking some devil's root that would give them +the treasured gold of misers' tombs or the power of life and death. + +For these things are still believed by many a peasant's hearth, and +whispered darkly as night closes in and the wind rises. + +Wading in the shallow streams, with the breeze tossing her hair, and the +dew bright on her sheaf of herbs, Folle-Farine paid thus the only wages +she could for learning the art of letters. + +The acquisition was hard and hateful--a dull plodding task that she +detested; and her teacher was old, and ignorant of all the grace and the +lore of books. She could only learn too at odd snatches of time, with +the cabin-window barred up and the light shut out, for the old peasant +was fearful of gaining a bad name among her neighbors if she were seen +in communion with the wicked thing of Yprès. + +Still she, the child, persevered, and before long possessed herself of +the rudiments of letters, though she had only one primer to learn from +that belonged to the herb-seller--a rude old tattered pamphlet +recounting the life and death of Catherine of Siena. It was not that she +had cared to read, for reading's sake: books, she heard, only told the +thoughts and the creeds of the human race, and she cared nothing to know +these; but one day he had said to her, half unconsciously, "If only you +were not so ignorant!"--and since that day she had set herself to clear +away her ignorance little by little, as she would have cleared brushwood +with her hatchet. + +It was the sweetest hour she had ever known when she was able to stand +before him and say, "The characters that men print are no longer riddles +to me." + +He praised her; and she was glad and proud. + +It was love that had entered into her, but a great and noble love, full +of intense humility, of supreme self-sacrifice;--a love that +unconsciously led her to chasten into gentleness the fierce soul in her, +and to try and seek light for the darkness of her mind. + +He saw the influence he had on her, but he was careless of it. + +A gipsy-child working for bread at a little mill-house in these Norman +woods,--what use would be to her beauty of thought, grace of fancy, the +desire begotten of knowledge, the poetry learned from the past? Still he +gave her these; partly because he pitied her, partly because in his +exhaustion and solitude this creature, in her beauty and her submission, +was welcome to him. + +And yet he thought so little of her, and chiefly, when he thought of +her, chose to perplex her or to wound her, that he might see her eyes +dilate in wondering amaze, or her face quiver and flush, and then grow +dark, with the torment of a mute and subdued pain. + +She was a study to him, as was the scarlet rose in the garden-ways, or +the purple-breasted pigeon in the woods; he dealt with her as he would +have dealt with the flower or the bird if he had wished to study them +more nearly, by tearing the rose open at its core, or casting a stone at +the blue-rock on the wing. + +This was not cruelty in him; it was only habit--habit, and the +callousness begotten by his own continual pain. + +The pain as of a knife forever thrust into the loins, of a cord forever +knotted hard about the temples, which is the daily and nightly penalty +of those mad enough to believe that they have the force in them to +change the sluggard appetites and the hungry cruelties of their kind +into a life of high endeavor and divine desire. + +He held that a man's chief passion is his destiny, and will shape his +fate, rough-hew his fate as circumstance or as hazard may. + +His chief, his sole, passion was a great ambition--a passion pure as +crystal, since the eminence he craved was for his creations, not for his +name. Yet it had failed to compel the destiny that he had believed to be +his own: and yet every hour he seemed to sink lower and lower into +oblivion, further and further from the possibility of any fulfillment of +his dreams; and the wasted years of his life fell away one by one into +the gulf of the past, vain, unheard, unfruitful, as the frozen words on +the deck of the ship of Pantagruel. + +"What is the use?" he muttered, half aloud, one day before his +paintings. "What is the use? If I die to-morrow they will sell for so +much rubbish to heat a bakery store. It is only a mad waste of +hours--waste of color, of canvas, of labor. The world has told me so +many years. The world always knows what it wants. It selects unerringly. +It must know better than I do. The man is a fool, indeed, who presumes +to be wiser than all his generation. If the world will have nothing to +do with you, go and hang yourself--or if you fear to do that, dig a +ditch as a grave for a daily meal. Give over dreams. The world knows +what it wants, and if it wanted you would take you. It has brazen lungs +to shout for what it needs; the lungs of a multitude. It is no use what +your own voice whispers you unless those great lungs also shout before +you, Hosannah." + +So he spoke to himself in bitterness of soul, standing before his +cartoons into which he had thrown all the genius there was in him, and +which hung there unseen save by the spider that wove and the moth that +flew over them. + +Folle-Farine, who was that day in his chamber, looked at him with the +wistful, far-reaching comprehension which an unerring instinct taught +her. + +"Of a winter night," she said, slowly, "I have heard old Pitchou read +aloud to Flamma, and she read of their God, the one they hang everywhere +on the crosses here; and the story was that the populace scourged and +nailed to death the one whom they knew afterwards, when too late, to +have been the great man they looked for, and that then being bidden to +make their choice of one to save, they choose to ransom and honor a +thief: one called Barabbas. Is it true?--if the world's choice were +wrong once, why not twice?" + +Arslàn smiled; the smile she knew so well, and which had no more warmth +than the ice floes of his native seas. + +"Why not twice? Why not a thousand times? A thief has the world's +sympathies always. It is always the Barabbas--the trickster in talent, +the forger of stolen wisdom, the bravo of political crime, the huckster +of plundered thoughts, the charlatan of false art, whom the vox populi +elects and sets free, and sends on his way rejoicing. 'Will ye have +Christ or Barabbas?' Every generation is asked the same question, and +every generation gives the same answer; and scourges the divinity out of +its midst, and finds its idol in brute force and low greed." + +She only dimly comprehended, not well knowing why her words had thus +roused him. She pondered awhile, then her face cleared. + +"But the end?" she asked. "The dead God is the God of all these people +round us now, and they have built great places in his honor, and they +bow when they pass his likeness in the highway or the market-place. But +with Barabbas--what was the end? It seems that they loathe and despise +him?" + +Arslàn laughed a little. + +"His end? In Syria maybe the vultures picked his bones, where they lay +whitening on the plains--those times were primitive, the world was +young. But in our day Barabbas lives and dies in honor, and has a tomb +that stares all men in the face, setting forth his virtues, so that all +who run may read. In our day Barabbas--the Barabbas of money greeds and +delicate cunning, and the theft, which has risen to science, and the +assassination that destroys souls and not bodies, and the crime that +deals moral death and not material death--our Barabbas, who is crowned +Fraud in the place of mailed Force,--lives always in purple and fine +linen, and ends in the odor of sanctity with the prayers of priests over +his corpse." + +He spoke with a certain fierce passion that rose in him whenever he +thought of that world which had rejected him, and had accepted so many +others, weaker in brain and nerve, but stronger in one sense, because +more dishonest; and as he spoke he went straight to a wall on his right, +where a great sea of gray paper was stretched, untouched and ready to +his hand. + +She would have spoken, but he made a motion to silence. + +"Hush! be quiet," he said to her, almost harshly. "I have thought of +something." + +And he took the charcoal and swept rapidly with it over the dull blank +surface till the vacancy glowed with life. A thought had kindled in him; +a vision had arisen before him. + +The scene around him vanished utterly from his sight. The gray stone +walls, the square windows through which the fading sunrays fell; the +level pastures and sullen streams, and pallid skies without, all faded +away as though they had existed only in a dream. + +All the empty space about him became peopled with many human shapes +that for him had breath and being, though no other eye could have beheld +them. + +The old Syrian world of eighteen hundred years before arose and glowed +before him. The things of his own life died away, and in their stead he +saw the fierce flame of Eastern suns, the gleaming range of marble +palaces, the purple flush of pomegranate flowers, the deep color of +Oriental robes, the soft silver of hills olive-crested, the tumult of a +city at high festival. + +And he could not rest until all he thus saw in his vision he had +rendered as far as his hand could render it; and what he drew was this. + +A great thirsty, heated, seething crowd; a crowd that had manhood and +womanhood, age and infancy, youths and maidens within its ranks; a crowd +in whose faces every animal lust and every human passion were let loose; +a crowd on which a noonday sun without shadow streamed; a sun which +parched and festered and engendered all corruption in the land on which +it looked. This crowd was in a city, a city on whose flat roofs the +myrtle and the cystus bloomed; above whose gleaming marble walls the +silver plumes of olives waved; upon whose distant slopes the darkling +cedar groves rose straight against the sky, and on whose lofty temple +plates of gold glistened against the shining heavens. This crowd had +scourges, and stones, and goads in their hands; and in their midst they +had one clothed in white, whose head was thorn-crowned, and whose eyes +were filled with a god's pity and a man's reproach; and him they stoned, +and lashed, and hooted. + +And triumphant in the throng, whose choice he was, seated aloft upon +men's shoulders, with a purple robe thrown on his shoulders, there sat a +brawny, grinning, bloated, jibbering thing, with curled lips and savage +eyes, and satyr's leer: the creature of greed of lust, of obscenity, of +brutality, of avarice, of desire. This man the people followed, +rejoicing exceedingly, content in the guide whom they had chosen, +victorious in the fiend for whom they spurned a deity; crying, with +wide-open throats and brazen lungs,--"Barabbas!" + +There was not a form in all this closed-packed throng which had not a +terrible irony in it, which was not in itself a symbol of some lust or +of some vice, for which women and men abjure the godhead in them. + +One gorged drunkard lay asleep with his amphora broken beneath him, the +stream of the purple wine lapped eagerly by ragged children. + +A money-changer had left the receipt of custom, eager to watch and +shout, and a thief clutched both hands full of the forsaken coins and +fled. + +A miser had dropped a bag of gold, and stopped to catch at all the +rolling pieces, regardless in his greed how the crowd trampled and trod +on him. + +A mother chid and struck her little brown curly child, because he +stretched his arms and turned his face towards the thorn-crowned +captive. + +A priest of the temple, with a blood-stained knife thrust in his girdle, +dragged beside him, by the throat, a little tender lamb doomed for the +sacrifice. + +A dancing-woman with jewels in her ears, and half naked to the waist, +sounding the brazen cymbals above her head, drew a score of youths after +her in Barabbas' train. + +On one of the flat roof-tops, reclining on purple and fine linen, +looking down on the street below from the thick foliage of her citron +boughs and her red Syrian roses, was an Egyptian wanton; and leaning +beside her, tossing golden apples into her bosom, was a young centurion +of the Roman guard, languid and laughing, with his fair chest bare to +the heat, and his armor flung in a pile beside him. + +And thus, in like manner, every figure bore its parable; whilst above +all was the hard, hot, cruel, cloudless sky of blue, without one +faintest mist to break its horrible serenity, and, high in the azure +ether and against the sun, an eagle and a vulture fought, locked close, +and tearing at each other's breasts. + +Six nights the conception occupied him--his days were not his own, he +spent them in a rough mechanical labor which his strength executed while +his mind was far away from it; but the nights were all his, and at the +end of the sixth night the thing arose, perfect as far as his hand +could perfect it; begotten by a chance and ignorant word as have been +many of the greatest works the world has seen;--oaks sprung from the +acorn that a careless child has let fall. + +When he had finished it, his arm dropped to his side, he stood +motionless; the red glow of the dawn lighting the dreamy depths of his +sleepless eyes. + +He knew that his work was good. + +The artist, for one moment of ecstasy, realizes the content of a god +when, resting from his labors, he knows that those labors have borne +their full fruit. + +It is only for a moment; the greater the artist the more swiftly will +discontent and misgiving overtake him, the more quickly will the +feebleness of his execution disgust him in comparison with the splendor +of his ideal; the more surely will he--though the world ring with +applause of him--be enraged and derisive and impatient at himself. + +But while the moment lasts it is a rapture; keen, pure, intense, +surpassing every other. In it, fleeting though it be, he is blessed with +a blessing that never falls on any other creature. The work of his brain +and of his hand contents him,--it is the purest joy on earth. + +Arslàn knew that joy as he looked on the vast imagination for which he +had given up sleep, and absorbed in which he had almost forgotten hunger +and thirst and the passage of time. + +He had known no rest until he had embodied the shapes that pursued him. +He had scarcely spoken, barely slumbered an hour; tired out, consumed +with restless fever, weak from want of sleep and neglect of food he had +worked on, and on, and on, until the vision as he had beheld it lived +there, recorded for the world that denied him. + +As he looked on it he felt his own strength, and was glad; he had faith +in himself though he had faith in no other thing; he ceased to care what +other fate befell him, so that only this supreme power of creation +remained with him. + +His lamp died out; the bell of a distant clock chimed the fourth hour of +the passing night. + +The day broke in the east, beyond the gray levels of the fields and +plains; the dusky crimson of the dawn rose over the cool dark skies; the +light of the morning stars came in and touched the visage of his +fettered Christ; all the rest was in shadow. + +He himself remained motionless before it. He knew that in it lay the +best achievement, the highest utterance, the truest parable, that the +genius in him had ever conceived and put forth;--and he knew too that he +was as powerless to raise it to the public sight of men as though he +were stretched dead beneath it. He knew that there would be none to heed +whether it rotted there in the dust, or perished by moth or by flame, +unless indeed some illness should befall him, and it should be taken +with the rest to satisfy some petty debt of bread, or oil, or fuel. + +There, on that wall, he had written, with all the might there was in +him, his warning to the age in which he lived, his message to future +generations, his claims to men's remembrance after death: and there were +none to see, none to read, none to believe. Great things, beautiful +things, things of wisdom, things of grace, things terrible in their +scorn and divine in their majesty, rose up about him, incarnated by his +mind and his hand--and their doom was to fade and wither without leaving +one human mind the richer for their story, one human soul the nobler for +their meaning. + +To the humanity around him they had no value save such value of a few +coins as might lie in them to liquidate some miserable scare at the +bakehouse or the oilshop in the streets of the town. + +A year of labor, and the cartoon could be transferred to the permanent +life of the canvas; and he was a master of color, and loved to wrestle +with its intricacies as the mariner struggles with the storm. + +"But what were the use?" he pondered as he stood there. "What the use to +be at pains to give it its full life on canvas? No man will ever look on +it." + +All labors of his art were dear to him, and none wearisome: yet he +doubted what it would avail to commence the perpetuation of this work on +canvas. + +If the world were never to know that it existed, it would be as well to +leave it there on its gray sea of paper, to be moved to and fro with +each wind that blew through the broken rafters, and to be brushed by the +wing of the owl and the flittermouse. + +The door softly unclosed; he did not hear it. + +Across the chamber Folle-Farine stole noiselessly. + +She had come and gone thus a score of times through those six nights of +his vigil; and he had seldom seen her, never spoken to her; now and then +she had touched him, and placed before him some simple meal of herbs and +bread, and he had taken it half unconsciously, and drunk great draughts +of water, and turned back again to his work, not noticing that she had +brought to him what he sorely needed, and yet would not of himself have +remembered. + +She came to him without haste and without sound, and stood before him +and looked;--looked with all her soul in her awed eyes. + +The dawn was brighter now, red and hazy with curious faint gleams of +radiance from the sun, that as yet was not risen. All the light there +was fell on the crowd of Jerusalem. + +One ray white and pure fell upon the bowed head of the bound God. + +She stood and gazed at it. + +She had watched it all grow gradually into being from out the chaos of +dull spaces and confused lines. This art, which could call life from the +dry wastes of wood and paper, and shed perpetual light where all was +darkness, was even to her an alchemy incomprehensible, immeasurable; a +thing not to be criticised or questioned, but adored in all its +unscrutable and majestic majesty. To her it could not have been more +marvelous if his hand had changed the river-sand to gold, or his touch +wakened the dead cornflowers to bloom afresh as living asphodels. But +now for once she forgot the sorcery of the art in the terror and the +pathos of the story that it told; now for once she forgot, in the +creation, its creator. + +All she saw was the face of the Christ,--the pale bent face, in whose +eyes there was a patience so perfect, a pity so infinite, a reproach +that had no wrath, a scorn that had no cruelty. + +She had hated the Christ on the cross, because he was the God of the +people she hated, and in whose name they reviled her. But this Christ +moved her strangely--there, in the light, alone; betrayed and forsaken +while the crowd rushed on, lauding Barabbas. + +Ignorant though she was, the profound meanings of the parable penetrated +her with their ironies and with their woe--the parable of the genius +rejected and the thief exalted. + +She trembled and was silent; and in her eyes sudden tears swam. + +"They have talked of their God--often--so often," she muttered. "But I +never knew till now what they meant." + +Arslàn turned and looked at her. He had not known that she was there. + +"Is it so?" he said, slowly. "Well--the world refuses me fame; but I do +not know that the world could give me a higher tribute than your +admiration." + +"The world?" she echoed, with her eyes still fastened on the head of the +Christ and the multitudes that flocked after Barabbas. "The world? You +care for the world--you?--who have painted _that_?" + +Arslàn did not answer her: he felt the rebuke. + +He had drawn the picture in all its deadly irony, in all its pitiless +truth, only himself to desire and strive for the wine streams and the +painted harlotry, and the showers of gold, and the false gods of a +worldly success. + +Was he a renegade to his own religion; a skeptic of his own teaching? + +It was not for the first time that the dreamy utterances of this +untrained and imperfect intelligence had struck home to the imperious +and mature intellect of the man of genius. + +He flung his charcoal away, and looked at the sun as it rose. + +"Even I!" he answered her. "We, who call ourselves poets or painters, +can see the truth and can tell it,--we are prophets so far,--but when we +come down from our Horeb we hanker for the flesh-pots and the +dancing-women, and the bags of gold, like all the rest. We are no +better than those we preach to; perhaps we are worse. Our eyes are set +to the light; but our feet are fixed in the mire." + +She did not hear him; and had she heard, would not have comprehended. + +Her eyes were still fastened on the Christ, and the blood in her cheeks +faded and glowed at every breath she drew, and in her eye there was the +wistful, wondering, trustful reverence which shone in those of the +child, who, breaking from his mother's arms, and, regardless of the +soldier's stripes, clung to the feet of the scourged captive, and there +kneeled and prayed. + +Without looking at her, Arslàn went out to his daily labor on the +waters. + +The sun had fully risen; the day was red and clear; the earth was hushed +in perfect stillness; the only sounds there were came from the wings and +voices of innumerable birds. + +"And yet I desire nothing for myself," he thought. "I would lie down and +die to-morrow, gladly, did I know that they would live." + +Yet he knew that to desire a fame after death, was as idle as to desire +with a child's desire, the stars. + +For the earth is crowded full with clay gods and false prophets, and +fresh legions forever arriving to carry on the old strife for supremacy; +and if a man pass unknown all the time that his voice is audible, and +his hand visible, through the sound and smoke of the battle, he will +dream in vain of any remembrance when the gates of the grave shall have +closed on him and shut him forever from sight. + +When the world was in its youth, it had leisure to garner its +recollections; even to pause and look back, and to see what flower of a +fair thought, what fruit of a noble art, it might have overlooked or +left down-trodden. + +But now it is so old, and is so tired; it is purblind and heavy of foot; +it does not notice what it destroys; it desires rest, and can find none; +nothing can matter greatly to it; its dead are so many that it cannot +count them; and being thus worn and dulled with age, and suffocated +under the weight of its innumerable memories, it is very slow to be +moved, and swift--terribly swift--to forget. + +Why should it not be? + +It has known the best, it has known the worst, that ever can befall it. + +And the prayer which to the heart of a man seems so freshly born from +his own desire, what is it on the weary ear of the world, save the same +old old cry that it has heard through all the ages, empty as the sound +of the wind, and forever--forever unanswered! + + + + +CHAPTER VII. + + +One day, while the year was still young, though the first thunder-heats +of the early summer had come, he asked her to go with him to the sea ere +the sun set. + +"The sea?" she repeated. "What is that?" + +"Is it possible that you do not know?" he asked, in utter wonder. "You +who have lived all these years within two leagues of it!" + +"I have heard often of it," she said, simply; "but I cannot tell what it +is." + +"The man has never yet lived who could tell--in fit language. Poseidon +is the only one of all the old gods of Hellas who still lives and +reigns. We will go to his kingdom. Sight is better than speech." + +So he took her along the slow course of the inland water through the +osiers and the willows, down to where the slow river ripples would meet +the swift salt waves. + +It was true what she had said, that she had never seen the sea. Her +errands had always been to and fro between the mill and the quay in the +town, no farther; she had exchanged so little communion with the people +of the district that she knew nothing of whither the barges went that +took away the corn and fruit, nor whence the big boats came that brought +the coals and fish; when she had a little space of leisure to herself +she had wandered indeed, but never so far as the shore; almost always +in the woods and the meadows; never where the river, widening as it ran, +spread out between level banks until, touching the sea, it became a +broad estuary. + +She had heard speak of the sea, indeed, as of some great highway on +which men traveled incessantly to and fro; as of something +unintelligible, remote, belonging to others, indifferent and alien to +herself. + +When she had thought of it at all, she had only thought of it as +probably some wide canal black with mud and dust and edged by dull +pathways slippery and toilsome, along which tired horses towed heavy +burdens all day long, that men and women might be thereby enriched of +the beauty and the mystery. Of the infinite sweetness and solace of the +sea, she knew no more than she knew of any loveliness or of any pity in +human nature. + +A few leagues off, where the stream widened into a bay and was hemmed in +by sand-banks in lieu of its flat green pastures, there was a little +fishing-town, built under the great curve of beetling cliffs, and busy +with all the stir and noise of mart and wharf. There the sea was crowded +with many masts and ruddy with red-brown canvas; and the air was full of +the salt scent of rotting sea-weed, of stiff sails spread out to dry, of +great shoals of fish poured out upon the beach, and of dusky noisome +cabins, foul smelling and made hideous by fishwives' oaths, and the +death-screams of scalded shellfish. + +He did not take her thither. + +He took her half way down the stream whilst it was still sleepily +beautiful with pale gray willows and green meadow-land, and acres of +silvery reeds, and here and there some quaint old steeple or some +apple-hidden roofs on either side its banks. But midway he left the +water and stretched out across the country, she beside him, moving with +that rapid, lithe, and staglike ease of limbs that have never known +restraint. + +Some few people passed them on their way: a child, taking the cliff-road +to his home under the rocks, with a big blue pitcher in his bands; an +old man, who had a fishing-brig at sea and toiled up there to look for +her, with a gray dog at his heels, and the smell of salt water in his +clothes; a goatherd, clad in rough skins, wool outward, and killing +birds with stones as he went; a woman, with a blue skirt and scarlet +hose, and a bundle of boughs and brambles on her head, with here and +there a stray winter berry glowing red through the tender green leafage; +all these looked askance at them, and the goatherd muttered a curse, and +the woman a prayer, and gave them wide way through the stunted furze, +for they were both of them accursed in the people's sight. + +"You find it hard to live apart from your kind?" he asked her suddenly +as they gained the fields where no human habitation at all was left, and +over which in the radiance of the still sunlit skies there hung the pale +crescent of a week-old moon. + +"To live apart?"--she did not understand. + +"Yes--like this. To have no child smile, no woman gossip, no man +exchange good-morrow with you. Is it any sorrow to you?" + +Her eyes flashed through the darkness fiercely. + +"What does it matter? It is best so. One is free. One owes nothing--not +so much as a fair word. That is well." + +"I think it is well--if one is strong enough for it. It wants strength." + +"I am strong." + +She spoke quietly, with the firm and simple consciousness of force, +which has as little of vanity in it as it has of weakness. + +"To live apart," she said, after a pause, in which he had not answered. +"I know what you mean--now. It is well--it was well with those men you +tell me of, when the world was young, who left all other men and went to +live with the watercourse and the wild dove, and the rose and the palm, +and the great yellow desert; was it not well?" + +"So well with them that men worshiped them for it. But there is no such +worship now. The cities are the kingdom of heaven, not the deserts; and +he who hankers for the wilderness is stoned in the streets as a fool. +And how should it be well with you, who have neither wild rose nor wild +dove for compensation, but are only beaten and hooted, and hated and +despised?" + +Her eyes glittered through the darkness, and her voice was hard and +fierce as she answered him: + +"See here.--There is a pretty golden thing in the west road of the town +who fears me horribly, Yvonne, the pottery painter's daughter. She says +to her father at evening, 'I must go read the offices to old Mother +Margot;' and he says, 'Go, my daughter; piety and reverence of age are +twin blossoms on one stem of a tree that grows at the right hand of God +in Paradise.' + +"And she goes; not to Margot, but to a little booth, where there is +dancing, and singing, and brawling, that her father has forbade her to +go near by a league. + +"There is an old man at the corner of the market-place, Ryno, the +fruitseller, who says that I am accursed, and spits out at me as I pass. +He says to the people as they go by his stall, 'See these peaches, they +are smooth and rosy as a child's cheek; sweet and firm; not their like +betwixt this and Paris. I will let you have them cheap, so cheap; I need +sorely to send money to my sick son in Africa.' And the people pay, +greedily; and when the peaches are home they see a little black speck in +each of them, and all save their bloom is rottenness. + +"There is a woman who makes lace at the window of the house against the +fourth gate; Marion Silvis; she is white and sleek, and blue-eyed; the +priests honor her, and she never misses a mass. She has an old blind +mother whom she leaves in her room. She goes out softly at nightfall, +and she slips to a wineshop full of soldiers, and her lovers kiss her on +the mouth. And the old mother sits moaning and hungry at home; and a +night ago she was badly burned, being alone. Now--is it well or no to be +hated of those people? If I had loved them, and they me, I might have +become a liar, and have thieved, and have let men kiss me, likewise." + +She spoke with thoughtful and fierce earnestness, not witting of the +caustic in her own words, meaning simply what she said, and classing the +kisses of men as some sort of weakness and vileness, like those of a +theft and a lie; as she had come to do out of a curious, proud, true +instinct that was in her, and not surely from the teaching of any +creature. + +She in her way loved the man who walked beside her; but it was a love of +which she was wholly unconscious; a pity, a sorrow, a reverence, a +passion, a deification, all combined, that had little or nothing in +common with the loves of human kind, and which still left her speech as +free, and her glance as fearless, with him as with any other. + +He knew that; and he did not care to change it; it was singular, and +gave her half her charm of savageness and innocence commingled. He +answered her merely, with a smile: + +"You are only a barbarian; how should you understand that the seductions +of civilization lie in its multiplications of the forms of vice? Men +would not bear its yoke an hour if it did not in return facilitate their +sins. You are an outcast from it;--so you have kept your hands honest +and your lips pure. You may be right to be thankful--I would not pretend +to decide." + +"At least--I would not be as they are," she answered him with a curl of +the mouth, and a gleam in her eyes: the pride of the old nomadic tribes, +whose blood was in her, asserting itself against the claimed superiority +of the tamed and hearth-bound races--blood that ran free and fearless to +the measure of boundless winds and rushing waters; that made the forest +and the plain, the dawn and the darkness, the flight of the wild roe and +the hiding-place of the wood pigeon, dearer than any roof-tree, sweeter +than any nuptial bed. + +She had left the old life so long--so long that even her memories of it +were dim as dreams, and its language had died off her lips in all save +the broken catches of her songs; but the impulses of it were in her, +vivid and ineradicable, and the scorn with which the cowed and timid +races of hearth and of homestead regarded her, she, the daughter of +Taric, gave back to them in tenfold measure. + +"I would not be as they are!" she repeated, her eyes glancing through +the sunshine of the cloudless day. "To sit and spin; to watch their +soup-pot boil; to spend their days under a close roof; to shut the stars +out, and cover themselves in their beds, as swine do with their straw +in the sty; to huddle all together in thousands, fearing to do what they +will, lest the tongue of their neighbor wag evil of it; to cheat a +little and steal a little, and lie always when the false word serves +them, and to mutter to themselves, 'God will wash us free of our sins,' +and then to go and sin again stealthily, thinking men will not see and +sure that their God will give them a quittance;--that is their life. I +would not be as they are." + +And her spirits rose, and her earliest life in the Liebana seemed to +flash on her for one moment clear and bright through the veil of the +weary years, and she walked erect and swiftly through the gorse, singing +by his side the bold burden of one of the old sweet songs. + +And for the first time the thought passed over Arslàn: + +"This tameless wild doe would crouch like a spaniel, and be yoked as a +beast of burden,--if I chose." + +Whether or no he chose he was not sure. + +She was beautiful in her way; barbaric, dauntless, innocent, savage; he +cared to hurt, to please, to arouse, to study, to portray her; but to +seek love from her he did not care. + +And yet she was most lovely in her own wild fashion like a young desert +mare, or a seagull on the wing; and he wondered to himself that he cared +for her no more, as he moved beside her through the thickets of the +gorse and against the strong wind blowing from the sea. + +There was so little passion left in him. + +He had tossed aside the hair of dead women and portrayed the limbs and +the features of living ones till that ruthless pursuit had brought its +own penalty with it; and the beauty of women scarcely moved him more +than did the plumage of a bird or the contour of a marble. His senses +were drugged, and his heart was dead; it was well that it should be so, +he had taught himself to desire it; and yet---- + +As they left the cliff-road for the pathless downs that led toward the +summit of the rocks, they passed by a wayside hut, red with climbing +creepers, and all alone on the sandy soil, like the little nest of a +yellowhammer. + +Through its unclosed shutter the light of the sun streamed into it; the +interior was visible. It was very poor--a floor of mud, a couch of +rushes; a hearth on which a few dry sticks were burning; walls +lichen-covered and dropping moisture. Before the sticks, kneeling and +trying to make them burn up more brightly to warm the one black pot that +hung above them, was a poor peasant girl, and above her leaned a man who +was her lover, a fisher of the coast, as poor, as hardy, and as simple +as herself. + +In the man's eye the impatience of love was shining, and as she lifted +her head, after breathing with all her strength on the smoking sticks, +he bent and drew her in his arms and kissed her rosy mouth and the white +lids that drooped over her bright blue smiling northern eyes. She let +the fuel lie still to blaze or smoulder as it would, and leaned her head +against him, and laughed softly at his eagerness. Arslàn glanced at them +as he passed. + +"Poor brutes!" he muttered. "Yet how happy they are! It must be well to +be so easily content, and to find a ready-made fool's paradise in a +woman's lips." + +Folle-Farine hearing him, paused, and looked also. She trembled +suddenly, and walked on in silence. + +A new light broke on her, and dazzled her, and made her afraid: this +forest-born creature, who had never known what fear was. + +The ground ascended as it stretched seaward, but on it there were only +wide dull fields of colza or of grass lying, sickly and burning, under +the fire of the late afternoon sun. The slope was too gradual to break +their monotony. + +Above them was the cloudless weary blue; below them was the faint +parched green; other color there was none; one little dusky panting bird +flew by pursued by a kite; that was the only change. + +She asked him no questions; she walked mutely and patiently by his side; +she hated the dull heat, the colorless waste, the hard scorch of the +air, the dreary changelessness of the scene. But she did not say so. He +had chosen to come to them. + +A league onward the fields were merged into a heath, uncultivated and +covered with short prickly furze; on the brown earth between the +stunted bushes a few goats were cropping the burnt-up grasses. Here the +slope grew sharper, and the earth seemed to rise up between the sky and +them, steep and barren as a house-roof. + +Once he asked her,-- + +"Are you tired?" + +She shook her head. + +Her feet ached, and her heart throbbed; her limbs were heavy like lead +in the heat and the toil. But she did not tell him so. She would have +dropped dead from exhaustion rather than have confessed to him any +weakness. + +He took the denial as it was given, and pressed onward up the ascent. + +The sun was slanting towards the west; the skies seemed like brass; the +air was sharp, yet scorching; the dull brown earth still rose up before +them like a wall; they climbed it slowly and painfully, their hands and +their teeth filled with its dust, that drifted in a cloud before them. +He bade her close her eyes, and she obeyed him. He stretched his arm out +and drew her after him up the ascent that was slippery from drought and +prickly from the stunted growth of furze. + +On the summit he stood still and released her. + +"Now look." + +She opened her eyes with the startled half-questioning stare of one led +out from utter darkness into a full and sudden light. + +Then, with a cry, she sank down on the rock, trembling, weeping, +laughing, stretching out her arms to the new glory that met her sight, +dumb with its grandeur, delirious with its delight. + +For what she saw was the sea. + +Before her dazzled sight all its beauty stretched, the blueness of the +waters meeting the blueness of the skies; radiant with all the marvels +of its countless hues; softly stirred by a low wind that sighed across +it; bathed in a glow of gold that streamed on it from the westward; +rolling from north to south in slow sonorous measure, filling the silent +air with ceaseless melody. The luster of the sunset beamed upon it; the +cool fresh smell of its water shot like new life through all the scorch +and stupor of the day; its white foam curled and broke on the brown +curving rocks and wooded inlets of the shores; innumerable birds, that +gleamed like silver, floated or flew above its surface; all was still, +still as death, save only for the endless movement of those white swift +wings and the susurrus of the waves, in which all meaner and harsher +sounds of earth seemed lost and hushed to slumber and to silence. + +The sea alone reigned, as it reigned in the sweet young years of the +earth when men were not; as, maybe, it will be its turn to reign again +in the years to come, when men and all their works shall have passed +away and be no more seen nor any more remembered. + +Arslàn watched her in silence. + +He was glad that it should awe and move her thus. The sea was the only +thing for which he cared; or which had any power over him. In the +northern winter of his youth he had known the ocean in one wild night's +work undo all that men had done to check and rule it, and burst through +all the barriers that they had raised against it, and throw down the +stones of the altar and quench the fires of the hearth, and sweep +through the fold and the byre, and flood the cradle of the child and the +grave of the grandsire. He had seen the storms wash away at one blow the +corn harvests of years, and gather in the sheep from the hills, and take +the life of the shepherd with the life of the flock. He had seen it +claim lovers locked in each other's arms, and toss the fair curls of the +first-born as it tossed the ribbon-weeds of its deeps. And he had felt +small pity; it had rather given him a sense of rejoicing and triumph to +see the water laugh to scorn those who were so wise in their own +conceit, and bind beneath its chains those who held themselves masters +over all beasts of the field and birds of the air. + +Other men dreaded the sea and cursed it; but he in his way loved it +almost with passion, and could he have chosen the manner of his death +would have desired that it should be by the sea and through the sea; a +death cold and serene and dreamily voluptuous; a death on which no +woman should look and in which no man should have share. + +He watched her now for some time without speaking. When the first +paroxysm of her emotion had exhausted itself, she stood motionless, her +figure like a statue of bronze against the sun, her head sunk upon her +breast, her arms outstretched as though beseeching the wondrous +brightness which she saw to take her to itself and make her one with it. +Her whole attitude expressed an unutterable worship. She was like one +who for the first time hears of God. + +"What is it you feel?" he asked her suddenly. He knew without asking; +but he had made it his custom to dissect all her joys and sufferings, +with little heed whether he thus added to either. + +At the sound of his voice she started, and a shiver shook her as she +answered him slowly, without withdrawing her gaze from the waters,-- + +"It has been there always--always--so near me?" + +"Before the land, the sea was." + +"And I never knew!" + +Her head drooped on her breast; tears rolled silently down her checks; +her arms fell to her sides; she shivered again and sighed. She knew all +she had lost--this is the greatest grief that life holds. + +"You never knew," he made answer. "There was only a sand-hill between +you and all this glory; but the sand-hill was enough. Many people never +climb theirs all their lives long." + +The words and their meaning escaped her. + +She had for once no remembrance of him; nor any other sense save of this +surpassing wonder which had thus burst on her--this miracle that had +been near her for so long, yet of which she had never in all her visions +dreamed. + +She was quite silent; sunk there on her knees, motionless, and gazing +straight, with eyes unblenching, at the light. + +There was no sound near them, nor was there anything in sight except +where above against the deepest azure of the sky two curlews were +circling around each other, and in the distance a single ship was +gliding, with sails silvered by the sun. All signs of human life lay far +behind; severed from them by those steep scorched slopes swept only by +the plovers and the bees. And all the while she looked the slow tears +gathered in her eyes and fell, and the loud hard beating of her heart +was audible in the hushed stillness of the upper air. + +He waited awhile; then he spoke to her: + +"Since it pains you come away." + +A great sob shuddered through her. + +"Give me that pain," she muttered, "sooner than any joy. Pain? Pain?--it +is life, heaven, liberty!" + +For suddenly those words which she had heard spoken around her, and +which had been scarcely more to her than they were to the deaf and the +dumb, became real to her with a thousand meanings. Men use them +unconsciously, figuring by them all the marvels of their existence, all +the agonies of their emotions, all the mysteries of their pangs and +passions, for which they have no other names; even so she used them now +in the tumult of awe, in the torture of joy, that possessed her. + +Arslàn looked at her, and let her be. + +Passionless himself, except in the pursuit of his art, the passions of +this untrained and intense nature had interest for him--the cold +interest of analysis and dissection, not of sympathy. As he portrayed +her physical beauty scarcely moved by its flush of color and grace of +mould, so he pursued the development of her mind searchingly, but with +little pity and little tenderness. + +The seagulls were lost in the heights of the air; the ship sailed on +into the light till the last gleam of its canvas vanished; the sun sank +westward lower and lower till it glowed in a globe of flame upon the +edge of the water: she never moved; standing there on the summit of the +cliff, with her head dropped upon her breast, her form thrown out dark +and motionless against the gold of the western sky; on her face still +that look of one who worships with intense honor and passionate faith an +unknown God. + +The sun sank entirely, leaving only a trail of flame across the heavens; +the waters grew gray and purple in the shadows; one boat, black against +the crimson reflections of the west, swept on swiftly with the +in-rushing tide; the wind rose and blew long curls of seaweed on the +rocks; the shores of the bay were dimmed in a heavy mist, through which +the lights of the little hamlets dimly glowed, and the distant voices of +fishermen calling to each other as they drew in their deep-sea nets came +faint and weirdlike. + +Still she never moved; the sea at her feet seemed to magnetize her, and +draw her to it with some unseen power. + +She started again as Arslàn spoke. + +"This is but a land-locked bay," he said, with some contempt; he who had +seen the white aurora rise over the untraversed ocean of an Arctic +world. "And it lies quiet enough there, like a duck-pool, in the +twilight. Tell me, why does it move you so?" + +She gave a heavy stifled sigh. + +"It looks so free. And I----" + +On her there had vaguely come of late the feeling that she had only +exchanged one tyranny for another; that, leaving the dominion of +ignorance, she had only entered into a slavery still sterner and more +binding. In every vein of her body there leaped and flashed and lived +the old free blood of an ever lawless, of an often criminal, race, and +yet, though with its instincts of rebellion so strong in her, moving her +to break all bonds and tear off all yokes, she was the slave of a +slave--since she was the slave of love. This she did not know; but its +weight was upon her. + +He heard with a certain pity. He was bound himself in the chain of +poverty and of the world's forgetfulness, and he had not even so much +poor freedom as lies in the gilded imprisonment of fame. + +"It is not free," was all he answered her. "It obeys the laws that +govern it, and cannot evade them. Its flux and reflux are not liberty, +but obedience--just such obedience to natural law as our life shows when +it springs into being and slowly wears itself out and then perishes in +its human form to live again in the motes of the air and the blades of +the grass. There is no such thing as liberty; men have dreamed of it, +but nature has never accorded it." + +The words passed coldly over her: with her senses steeped in the +radiance of light, that divinity of calm, that breadth of vision, that +trance of awe, the chilliness and the bitterness of fact recoiled from +off her intelligence, unabsorbed, as the cold rain-drops roll off a +rose. + +"It is so free!" she murmured, regardless of his words. "If I had only +known--I would have asked it to take me so long ago. To float dead on +it--as that bird floats--it would be so quiet there and it would not +fling me back, I think. It would have pity." + +Her voice was dreamy and gentle. The softness of an indescribable desire +was in it. + +"Is it too late?" he said, with that cruelty which characterized all his +words to her. "Can you have grown in love with life?" + +"You live," she said, simply. + +He was silent; the brief innocent words rebuked him. They said, so +clearly yet so unconsciously, the influence that his life already had +gained on hers, whilst hers was to him no more than the brown seaweed +was to the rock on which the waters tossed it. + +"Let us go down!" he said, abruptly, at length; "it grows late." + +With one longing backward look she obeyed him, moving like a creature in +a dream, as she went away, along the side of the cliff through the +shadows, while the goats lying down for their night's rest started and +fled at the human footsteps. + + + + +CHAPTER VIII. + + +She was his absolute slave; and he used his influence with little +scruple. Whatever he told her she believed: whatever he desired, she +obeyed. + +With little effort he persuaded her that to lend her beauty to the +purpose of his art was a sacrifice pure and supreme; repaid, it might +be, with immortality, like the immortality of the Mona Lisa. + +It was ever painful and even loathsome to her to give her beauty to the +callous scrutiny and to the merciless imitations of art; it stung the +dignity and the purity that were inborn in this daughter of an outlawed +people; it wounded, and hurt, and humiliated her. She knew that these +things were only done that one day the eyes of thousands and of tens of +thousands might gaze on them; and the knowledge was hateful to her. + +But as she would have borne wood or carried water for him, as she would +have denied her lips the least morsel of bread that his might have fed +thereon, as she would have gone straight to the river's edge at his +bidding, and have stood still for the stream to swell and the floods to +cover her, so she obeyed him, and let him make of her what he would. + +He painted or sketched her in nearly every attitude, and rendered her +the center of innumerable stories. + +He placed her form in the crowd of dancing-women that followed after +Barabbas. He took her for Persephone, as for Phryne. He couched her on +the bleak rocks and the sea-sands on barren Tenedos. He made her beauty +burn through the purple vines and the roses of silence of the Venusberg. +He drew her as the fairest spirit fleeing with the autumn leaves in her +streaming hair from the pursuit of his own Storm God Othyr. He portrayed +her as Daphne, with all her soft human form changing and merging into +the bitter roots and the poisonous leaves of the laurel that was the +fruit of passion He drew her as Leonice, whose venal lips yet, being +purified by a perfect love, were sealed mute unto death, and for love's +sake spoke not. + +He sketched her in a hundred shapes and for a hundred stories, taking +her wild deerlike grace, and her supple mountain-bred strength, and her +beauty which had all the richness and the freshness that sun and wind +and rain and the dews of the nights can give, taking these as he in +other years had taken the bloom of the grape, the blush of the seashell, +the red glow of the desert reed, the fleeting glory of anything that, by +its life or by its death, would minister to his dreams or his desires. + +Of all the studies he made from her--he all the while cold to her as any +priest of old to the bird that he seethed in its blood on his altars of +sacrifice,--those which were slightest of all, yet of all pleased him +best, were those studies which were fullest of that ruthless and +unsparing irony with which, in every stroke of his pencil, he cut as +with a knife into the humanity he dissected. + +In the first, he painted her in all the warm, dreaming, palpitating +slumber of youth, asleep in a field of poppies: thousands of brilliant +blossoms were crushed under her slender, pliant, folded limbs; the +intense scarlet of the dream-flowers burned everywhere, above, beneath, +around her; purple shadow and amber light contended for the mastery upon +her; her arms were lightly tossed above her head; her mouth smiled in +her dreams; over her a butterfly flew, spreading golden wings to the +sun; against her breast the great crimson cups of the flowers of sleep +curled and glowed; among them, hiding and gibbering and glaring at her +with an elf's eyes, was the Red Mouse of the Brocken--the one touch of +pitiless irony, of unsparing metaphor, that stole like a snake through +the hush and the harmony and the innocence of repose. + +In the second, there was still the same attitude, the same solitude, the +same rest, but the sleep was the sleep of death. Stretched on a block of +white marble, there were the same limbs, but livid and lifeless, and +twisted in the contortions of a last agony: there was the same +loveliness, but on it the hues of corruption already had stolen; the +face was still turned upward, but the blank eyes stared hideously, and +the mouth was drawn back from teeth closely clinched; upon the stone +there lay a surgeon's knife and a sculptor's scalpel; between her lips +the Red Mouse sat, watching, mouthing, triumphant. All the beauty was +left still, but it was left ghastly, discolored, ruined,--ready for the +mockery of the clay, for the violation of the knife,--ready for the +feast of the blind worm, for the narrow home dug in darkness and in +dust. + +And these two pictures were so alike and yet so unlike, so true to all +the glory of youth, so true to all the ghastliness of death, that they +were terrible; they were terrible even to the man who drew them with so +unsparing and unfaltering a hand. + +Only to her they were not terrible, because they showed his power, +because they were his will and work. She had no share in the shudder, +which even he felt, at that visible presentiment of the corruption to +which her beauty in its human perfection was destined: since it +pleasured him to do it, that was all she cared. She would have given her +beauty to the scourge of the populace, or to the fish of the sea, at his +bidding. + +She had not asked him even what the Red Mouse meant. + +She was content that he should deal with her in all things as he would. +That such portrayals of her were cruel she never once thought: to her +all others had been so brutal that the cruelties of Arslàn seemed sweet +as the south wind. + +To be for one instant a thing in the least wished for and endeared was +to her a miracle so wonderful and so undreamt of, that it made her life +sublime to her. + +"Is that all the devil has done for you?" cried the gardener's wife from +the vine-hung lattice, leaning out while the boat from Yprès went down +the water-street beneath. + +"It were scarcely worth while to be his offspring if he deals you no +better gifts than that. He is as niggard as the saints are--the little +mean beasts! Do you know that the man who paints you brings death, they +say--sooner or later--to every creature that lives again for him in his +art?" + +Folle-Farine, beneath in the dense brown shadows cast from the timbers +of the leaning houses, raised her eyes; the eyes smiled, and yet they +had a look in them that chilled even the mocking, careless, wanton +temper of the woman who leaned above among the roses. + +"I have heard it," she said, simply, as her oar broke the shadows. + +"And you have no fear?" + +"I have no fear." + +The gardener's wife laughed aloud, the silver pins shaking in her yellow +tresses. + +"Well--the devil gives strength, no doubt. But I will not say much for +the devil's wage. A fine office he sets you--his daughter--to lend +yourself to a painter's eyes like any wanton that he could hire in the +market-place for a drink of wine. If the devil do no better than that +for you--his own-begotten--I will cleave close to the saints and the +angels henceforth, though they do take all the gems and the gold and the +lace for their altars, and bestow so little in answer." + +The boat had passed on with slow and even measure; no words of derision +which they could cast at her had power to move her any more than the +fret of the ruffling rooks had power to move the cathedral spires around +which they beat with their wings the empty air. + +The old dull gray routine of perpetual toil was illumined and enriched. +If any reviled, she heard not. If any flung a stone at her, she caught +it and dropped it safely on the grass, and went on with a glance of +pardon. When the children ran after her footsteps bawling and mouthing, +she turned and looked at them with a sweet dreaming tenderness in her +eyes that rebuked them and held them silenced and afraid. + +Now, she hated none; nor could she envy any. + +The women were welcome to their little joys of hearth and home; they +were welcome to look for their lovers across the fields with smiling +eyes shaded from the sun, or to beckon their infants from the dusky +orchards to murmur fond foolish words and stroke the curls of flaxen +down,--she begrudged them nothing: she, too, had her portion and her +treasure; she, too, knew the unutterable and mystical sweetness of a +human joy. + +Base usage cannot make base a creature that gives itself nobly, purely, +with unutterable and exhaustless love; and whilst the people in the +country round muttered at her for her vileness and disgrace, she, all +unwitting and raised high above the reach of taunt and censure by a deep +speechless joy that rendered hunger, and labor, and pain, and brutal +tasks, and jibing glances indifferent to her--nay, unfelt--went on her +daily ways with a light richer than the light of the sun in her eyes, +and in her step the noble freedom of one who has broken from bondage and +entered into a heritage of grace. + +She was proud as with the pride of one selected for some great dignity; +proud with the pride that a supreme devotion and a supreme ignorance +made possible to her. He was as a god to her; and she had found favor in +his sight. Although by all others despised, to him she was beautiful; a +thing to be desired, not abhorred; to be caressed, not cursed. It seemed +to her so wonderful that, night and day, in her heart she praised God +for it--that dim unknown God of whom no man had taught her, but yet whom +she had vaguely grown to dream of and to honor, and to behold in the +setting of the sun, and in the flush of the clouds, and in the mysteries +of the starlit skies. + +Of shame to her in it she had no thought: a passion strong as fire in +its force, pure as crystal in its unselfishness, possessed her for him, +and laid her at his feet to be done with as he would. She would have +crouched to him like a dog; she would have worked for him like a slave; +she would have killed herself if he had bidden her without a word of +resistance or a moan of regret. To be caressed by him one moment as his +hand in passing caressed a flower, even though with the next to be +broken like the flower and cast aside in a ditch to die, was to her the +greatest glory life could know. To be a pleasure to him for one hour, to +see his eyes tell her once, however carelessly or coldly, that she had +any beauty for him, was to her the sweetest and noblest fate that could +befall her. To him she was no more than the cluster of grapes to the +wayfarer, who brushes their bloom off and steals their sweetness, then +casts them down to be trampled on by whosoever the next comer be. But to +this creature, who had no guide except her instincts of passion and +sacrifice, who had no guard except the pure scorn that had kept her from +the meanness and coarseness of the vices around her, this was +unintelligible, unsuspected; and if she had understood it, she would +have accepted it mutely, in that abject humility which had bent the +fierce and dauntless temper in her to his will. + +To be of use to him,--to be held of any worth to him,--to have his eyes +find any loveliness to study in her,--to be to him only as a flower that +he broke off its stem to copy its bloom on his canvas and then cast out +on the land to wither as it would,--this, even this, seemed to her the +noblest and highest fate to which she could have had election. + +That he only borrowed the color of her cheek and the outline of her +limbs as he had borrowed a thousand times ere then the venal charms of +the dancing-women of taverns and play-houses, and the luring graces of +the wanton that strayed in the public ways, was a knowledge that never +touched her with its indignity. To her his art was a religion, supreme, +passionless, eternal, whose sacrificial fires ennobled and consecrated +all that they consumed. + +"Though I shall die as the leaf dies in my body, yet I shall live +forever embalmed amidst the beauty of his thoughts," she told herself +perpetually, and all her life became transfigured. + + + + +CHAPTER IX. + + +One evening he met her in the fields on the same spot where Marcellin +first had seen her as a child among the scarlet blaze of the poppies. + +The lands were all yellow with saffron and emerald with the young corn; +she balanced on her head a great brass jar; the red girdle glowed about +her waist as she moved; the wind stirred the folds of her garments; her +feet were buried in the shining grass; clouds tawny and purple were +behind her; she looked like some Moorish phantom seen in a dream under a +sky of Spain. + +He paused and gazed at her with eyes half content, half cold. + +She was of a beauty so uncommon, so strange, and all that was his for +his art:--a great artist, whether in words, in melody, or in color, is +always cruel, or at the least seems so, for all things that live under +the sun are to him created only to minister to his one inexorable +passion. + +Art is so vast; and human life is so little. + +It is to him only supremely just that the insect of an hour should be +sacrificed to the infinite and eternal truth which must endure until the +heavens themselves shall wither as a scroll that is held in a flame. It +might have seemed to Arslàn base to turn her ignorance and submission to +his will, to the gratification of his amorous passions; but to make +these serve the art to which he had himself abandoned every earthly good +was in his sight justified, as the death agonies of the youth whom they +decked with roses and slew in sacrifice to the sun were in the sight of +the Mexican nation. + +The youth whom the Mexicans slew, on the high hill of the city, with his +face to the west, was always the choicest and the noblest of all the +opening flower of their manhood: for it was his fate to be called to +enter into the realms of eternal light, and to dwell face to face with +the unbearable brightness without whose rays the universe would have +perished frozen in perpetual night. + +So the artist, who is true to his art, regards every human sacrifice +that he renders up to it; how can he feel pity for a thing which +perishes to feed a flame that he deems the life of the world? + +The steel that he draws out from the severed heart of his victim he is +ready to plunge into his own vitals: no other religion can vaunt as much +of its priests. + +"What are you thinking of to-night?" he asked her where she came through +the fields by the course of a little flower-sown brook, fringed with +tall bulrushes and waving willow-stems. + +She lifted her eyelids with a dreamy and wistful regard. + +"I was thinking,--I wonder what the reed felt that you told me of,--the +one reed that a god chose from all its millions by the waterside and cut +down to make into a flute." + +"Ah?--you see there are no reeds that make music nowadays; the reeds are +only good to be woven into creels for the fruits and the fish of the +market." + +"That is not the fault of the reeds?" + +"Not that I know; it is the fault of men most likely who find the chink +of coin in barter sweeter music than the song of the syrinx. But what do +you think the reed felt then?--pain to be so sharply severed from its +fellows?" + +"No--or the god would not have chosen it" + +"What, then?" + +A troubled sigh parted her lips; these old fables were fairest truths to +her, and gave a grace to every humblest thing that the sun shone on, or +the waters begat from their foam, or the winds blew with their breath +into the little life of a day. + +"I was trying to think. But I cannot be sure. These reeds have +forgotten. They have lost their soul. They want nothing but to feed +among the sand and the mud, and grow in millions together, and shelter +the toads and the newts,--there is not a note of music in them +all--except when the wind rises and makes them sigh, and then they +remember that long--long--ago, the breath of a great god was in them." + +Arslàn looked at her where she stood; her eyes resting on the reeds, +and the brook at her feet; the crimson heat of the evening all about +her, on the brazen amphora, on the red girdle on her loins, on the +thoughtful parted lips, on the proud bent brows above which a golden +butterfly floated as above the brows of Psyche. + +He smiled; the smile that was so cold to her. + +"Look; away over the fields, there comes a peasant with a sickle; he +comes to mow down the reeds to make a bed for his cattle. If he heard +you, he would think you mad." + +"They have thought me many things worse. What matter?" + +"Nothing at all;--that I know. But you seem to envy that reed--so long +ago--that was chosen?" + +"Who would not?" + +"Are you so sure? The life of the reed was always pleasant;--dancing +there in the light, playing with the shadows, blowing in the winds; with +the cool waters all about it all day long, and the yellow daffodils and +the blue bell-flowers for its brethren." + +"Nay;--how do you know?" + +Her voice was low, and thrilled with a curious eager pain. + +"How do you know?" she murmured. "Rather it was born in the sands, among +the stones, of the chance winds, of the stray germs,--no one asking, no +one heeding, brought by a sunbeam, spat out by a toad--no one caring +where it dropped. Rather,--it grew there by the river, and such millions +of reeds grew with it, that neither waters nor winds could care for a +thing so common and worthless, but the very snakes twisting in and out +despised it, and thrust the arrows of their tongues through it in scorn. +And then--I think I see!--the great god walked by the edge of the river, +and he mused on a gift to give man, on a joy that should be a joy on the +earth forever; and he passed by the lily white as snow, by the thyme +that fed the bees, by the gold heart in the arum flower, by the orange +flame of the tall sand-rush, by all the great water-blossoms which the +sun kissed, and the swallows loved, and he came to the one little reed +pierced with the snakes' tongues, and all alone amidst millions. Then +he took it up, and cut it to the root, and killed it;--killed it as a +reed,--but breathed into it a song audible and beautiful to all the ears +of men. Was that death to the reed?--or life? Would a thousand summers +of life by the waterside have been worth that one thrill of song when a +god first spoke through it?" + +Her face lightened with a radiance to which the passion of her words was +pale and poor; the vibrations of her voice grew sonorous and changing as +the sounds of music itself; her eyes beamed through unshed tears as +planets through the rain. + +She spoke of the reed and the god:--she thought of herself and of him. + +He was silent. + +The reaper came nearer to them through the rosy haze of the evening, and +cast a malignant eye upon them, and bent his back and drew the curve of +his hook through the rushes. + +Arslàn watched the sweep of the steel. + +"The reeds only fall now for the market," he said, with a smile that was +cruel. "And the gods are all dead--Folle-Farine." + +She did not understand; but her face lost its color, her heart sunk, her +lips closed. She went on, treading down the long coils of the wild +strawberries and the heavy grasses wet with the dew. + +The glow from the west died, a young moon rose, the fields and the skies +grew dark. + +He looked, and let her go;--alone. + +In her, Hermes, pitiful for once, had given him a syrinx through which +all sweetest and noblest music might have been breathed. But Hermes, +when he gives such a gift, leaves the mortal on whom he bestows it to +make or to miss the music as he may; and to Arslàn, his reed was but a +reed as the rest were--a thing that bloomed for a summer-eve--a thing of +the stagnant water and drifting sand--a thing that lived by the breath +of the wind--a thing that a man should cut down and weave in a crown for +a day, and then cast aside on the stream, and neither regret nor in any +wise remember--a reed of the river, as the rest were. + + + + +BOOK V. + + + + +CHAPTER I. + + +"Only a little gold!" he thought, one day, looking on the cartoon of the +Barabbas. "As much as I have flung away on a dancing-woman, or the +dancing-woman on the jewel for her breast. Only a little gold, and I +should be free; and with me _these_." + +The thought escaped him unawares in broken words, one day, when he +thought himself alone. + +This was a perpetual torture to him, this captivity and penury, this +aimlessness and fruitlessness, in which his years were drifting, spent +in the dull bodily labor that any brainless human brute could execute as +well as he, consuming his days in physical fatigues that a roof he +despised might cover him, and a bread which was bitter as gall to him +might be his to eat; knowing all the while that the real strength which +he possessed, the real power that could give him an empire amidst his +fellows, was dying away in him as slowly but as surely as though his +brain were feasting fishes in the river-mud below. + +So little!--just a few handfuls of the wealth that cheats and wantons, +fools and panders, gathered and scattered so easily in that world with +which he had now no more to do than if he were lying in his grave;--and +having this, he would be able to compel the gaze of the world, and +arouse the homage of its flinching fear, even if it should still +continue to deny him other victories. + +It was not the physical privations of poverty which could daunt him. His +boyhood had been spent in a healthful and simple training, amidst a +strong and hardy mountain-people. + +It was nothing to him to make his bed on straw; to bear hunger +unblenchingly; to endure cold and heat, and all the freaks and changes +of wild weather. + +In the long nights of a northern winter he had fasted for weeks on a +salted fish and a handful of meal; on the polar seas he had passed a +winter ice-blocked, with famine kept at bay only by the flesh of the +seal, and men dying around him raving in the madness of thirst. + +None of the physical ills of poverty could appall him; but its +imprisonment, its helplessness, the sense of utter weakness, the +impotence to rise and go to other lands and other lives, the perpetual +narrowness and darkness in which it compelled him to abide, all these +were horrible to him; he loathed them as a man loathes the irons on his +wrists, and the stone vault of his prison-cell. + +"If I had only money!" he muttered, looking on his Barabbas, "ever so +little--ever so little!" + +For he knew that if he had as much gold as he had thrown away in earlier +times to the Syrian beggar who had sat to him on his house-top at +Damascus, he could go to a city and make the work live in color, and try +once more to force from men that wonder and that fear which are the +highest tributes that the multitude can give to the genius that arises +amidst it. + +There was no creature in the chamber with him, except the spiders that +wove in the darkness among the timbers. + +It was only just then dawn. The birds were singing in the thickets of +the water's edge; a blue kingfisher skimmed the air above the rushes, +and a dragon-fly hunted insects over the surface of the reeds by the +shore; the swallows, that built in the stones of the tower, were +wheeling to and fro, glad and eager for the sun. + +Otherwise it was intensely silent. + +In the breadth of shadow still cast across the stream by the walls of +the tower, the market-boat of Yprès glided by, and the soft splash of +the passing oars was a sound too familiar to arouse him. + +But, unseen, Folle-Farine, resting one moment in her transit to look up +at that grim gray pile in which her paradise was shut, watching and +listening with the fine-strung senses of a great love, heard through +the open casement the muttered words which, out of the bitterness of his +heart, escaped his lips unconsciously. + +She heard and understood. + +Although a paradise to her, to him it was only a prison. + +"It is with him as with the great black eagle that they keep in the +bridge-tower, in a hole in the dark, with wings cut close and a stone +tied to each foot," she thought, as she went on her way noiselessly down +with the ebb-tide on the river. And she sorrowed exceedingly for his +sake. + +She knew nothing of all that he remembered in the years of his past--of +all that he had lost, whilst yet young, as men should only lose their +joys in the years of their old age; she knew nothing of the cities and +the habits of the world--nothing of the world's pleasures and the +world's triumphs. + +To her it had always seemed strange that he wanted any other life than +this which he possessed. To her, the freedom, the strength, the +simplicity of it, seemed noble, and all that the heart of a man could +desire from fate. + +Going forth at sunrise to his daily labor on the broad golden sheet of +the waters, down to the sight and the sound and the smile of the sea, +and returning at sunset to wander at will through the woods and the +pastures in the soft evening shadows, or to watch and portray with the +turn of his wrist the curl of each flower, the wonder of every cloud, +the smile in any woman's eyes, the gleam of any moonbeam through the +leaves; or to lie still on the grass or the sand by the shore, and see +the armies of the mists sweep by over his head, and hearken to the throb +of the nightingale's voice through the darkness, and mark the coolness +of the dews on the hollow of his hand, and let the night go by in dreams +of worlds beyond the stars;--such a life as this seemed to her beyond +any other beautiful. + +A life in the air, on the tide, in the light, in the wind, in the sound +of salt waves, in the smell of wild thyme, with no roof to come between +him and the sky, with no need to cramp body and mind in the cage of a +street--a life spent in the dreaming of dreams, and full of vision and +thought as the summer was full of its blossom and fruits,--it seemed to +her the life that must needs be best for a man, since the life that was +freest, simplest, and highest. + +She knew nothing of the lust of ambition, of the desire of fame, of the +ceaseless unrest of the mind which craves the world's honor, and is +doomed to the world's neglect; of the continual fire which burns in the +hands which stretch themselves in conscious strength to seize a scepter +and remain empty, only struck in the palm by the buffets of fools. + +Of these she knew nothing. + +She had no conception of them--of the weakness and the force that twine +one in another in such a temper as his. She was at once above them and +beneath them. She could not comprehend that he who could so bitterly +disdain the flesh-pots and the wine-skins of the common crowd, yet could +stoop to care for the crowd's Hosannas. + +But yet this definite longing which she overheard in the words that +escaped him she could not mistake; it was a longing plain to her, one +that moved all the dullest and most brutal souls around her. All her +years through she had seen the greed of gold, or the want of it, the +twin rulers of the only little dominion that she knew. + +Money, in her estimate of it, meant only some little sum of copper +pieces, such as could buy a hank of flax, a load of sweet chestnuts, a +stack of wood, a swarm of bees, a sack of autumn fruits. What in cities +would have been penury, was deemed illimitable riches in the homesteads +and cabins which had been her only world. + +"A little gold!--a little gold!" she pondered ceaselessly, as she went +on down the current. She knew that he only craved it, not to purchase +any pleasure for his appetites or for his vanities, but as the lever +whereby he would be enabled to lift off him that iron weight of adverse +circumstance which held him down in darkness as the stones held the +caged eagle. + +"A little gold!" she said to herself again and again as the boat drifted +on to the town, with the scent of the mulberries, and the herbs, and the +baskets of roses, which were its cargo for the market, fragrant on the +air. + +"A little gold!" + +It seemed so slight a thing, and the more cruel, because so slight, to +stand thus between him and that noonday splendor of fame which he sought +to win in his obscurity and indigence, as the blinded eagle in his den +still turned his aching eyes by instinct to the sun. Her heart was weary +for him as she went. + +"What use for the gods to have given him back life," she thought, "if +they must give him thus with it the incurable fever of an endless +desire?" + +It was a gift as poisoned, a granted prayer as vain, as the immortality +which they had given to Tithonus. + +"A little gold," he had said: it seemed a thing almost within her grasp. + +Had she been again willing to steal from Flamma, she could have taken it +as soon as the worth of the load she carried should have been paid to +her; but by a theft she would not serve Arslàn now. No gifts would she +give him but what should be pure and worthy of his touch. She pondered +and pondered, cleaving the waters with dull regular measure, and gliding +under the old stone arches of the bridge into the town. + +When she brought the boat back up the stream at noonday, her face had +cleared; her mouth smiled; she rowed on swiftly, with a light sweet and +glad in her eyes. + +A thought had come to her. + +In the market-place that day she had heard two women talk together, +under the shade of their great red umbrellas, over their heaps of garden +produce. + +"So thou hast bought the brindled calf after all! Thou art in luck." + +"Ay, in luck indeed, for the boy to rout up the old pear-tree and find +those queer coins beneath it. The tree had stood there all my father's +and grandfather's time, and longer too, for aught I know, and no one +ever dreamed there was any treasure at the root; but he took a fancy to +dig up the tree; he said it looked like a ghost, with its old gray arms, +and he wanted to plant a young cherry." + +"There must have been a mass of coin?" + +"No,--only a few little shabby, bent pieces. But the lad took them up +to the Prince Sartorian; and he is always crazed about the like; and he +sent us for them quite a roll of gold, and said that the coins found +were, beyond a doubt, of the Julian time--whatever he might mean by +that." + +"Sartorian will buy any rubbish of that sort. For my part, I think if +one buried a brass button only long enough, he would give one a +bank-note for it." + +"They say there are marble creatures of his that cost more than would +dower a thousand brides, or pension a thousand soldiers. I do not know +about that. My boy did not get far in the palace; but he said that the +hall he waited in was graven with gold and precious stones. One picture +he saw in it was placed on a golden altar, as if it were a god. To +worship old coins, and rags of canvas, and idols of stone like +that,--how vile it is! while we are glad to get a nettle-salad off the +edge of the road." + +"But the coins gave thee the brindled calf." + +"That was no goodness to us. Sartorian has a craze for such follies." + +Folle-Farine had listened, and, standing by them, for once spoke: + +"Who is Sartorian? Will you tell me?" + +The women were from a far-distant village, and had not the infinite +horror of her felt by those who lived in the near neighborhood of the +mill of Yprès. + +"He is a great noble," they answered her, eyeing her with suspicion. + +"And where is his dwelling?" + +"Near Rioz. What do the like of you want with the like of the Prince?" + +She gave them thanks for their answers, and turned away in silence with +a glow at her heart. + +"What is that wicked one thinking of now, that she asks for such as the +Prince Sartorian?" said the women, crossing themselves, repentant that +they had so far forgotten themselves as to hold any syllable of converse +with the devil's daughter. + +An old man plucking birds near at hand chuckled low in his throat: + +"Maybe she knows that Sartorian will give yet more gold for new faces +than for old coins; and--how handsome she is, the black-browed witch!" + +She had passed away through the crowds of the market, and did not hear. + +"I go to Rioz myself in two days' time with the mules," she thought; and +her heart rose, her glance lightened, she moved through the people with +a step so elastic, and a face so radiant from the flush of a new hope, +that they fell away from her with an emotion which for once was not +wholly hatred. + +That night, when the mill-house was quiet, and the moonbeams fell +through all its small dim windows and checkered all its wooden floors, +she rose from the loft where she slept, and stole noiselessly down the +steep stairway to the chamber where the servant Pitchou slept. + +It was a little dark chamber, with jutting beams and a casement that was +never unclosed. + +On a nail hung the blue woolen skirt and the linen cap of the woman's +working-dress. In a corner was a little image of a saint and a string of +leaden beads. + +On a flock pallet the old wrinkled creature slept, tired out with the +labor of a long day's work among the cabbage-beds and rows of lettuces, +muttering as she slept of the little daily peculations that were the +sweet sins of her life and of her master's. + +She cared for her soul--cared very much, and tried to save it; but +cheating was dear to her, and cruelty was natural: she tricked the +fatherless child in his measure of milk for the tenth of a sou, and +wrung the throat of the bullfinch as it sang, lest he should peck the +tenth of a cherry. + +Folle-Farine went close to the straw bed and laid her hand on the +sleeper. + +"Wake! I want a word with you." + +Pitchou started, struggled, glared with wide-open eyes, and gasped in +horrible fear. + +Folle-Farine put the other hand on her mouth. + +"Listen! The night I was brought here you stole the sequins off my head. +Give them back to me now, or I will kill you where you lie." + +The grip of her left hand on the woman's throat, and the gleam of her +knife in the right, were enough, as she had counted they would be. + +Old Pitchou struggled, lied, stammered, writhed, strove to scream, and +swore her innocence of this theft which had waited eleven years to rise +against her to Mary and her angels; but in the end she surrendered, and +tottered on her shuddering limbs, and crept beneath her bed, and with +terror and misery brought forth from her secret hole in the rafters of +the floor the little chain of shaking sequins. + +It had been of no use to her: she had always thought it of inestimable +value, and could never bring herself to part from it, visiting it night +and day, and being perpetually tormented with the dread lest her master +should discover and claim it. + +Folle-Farine seized it from her silently, and laughed--a quiet cold +laugh--at the threats and imprecations of the woman who had robbed her +in her infancy. + +"How can you complain of me, without telling also of your own old sin?" +she said, with contempt, as she quitted the chamber. "Shriek away as you +choose: the chain is mine, not yours. I was weak when you stole it; I am +strong enough now. You had best not meddle, or you will have the worst +of the reckoning." + +And she shut the door on the old woman's screams and left her, knowing +well that Pitchou would not dare to summon her master. + +It was just daybreak. All the world was still dark. + +She slipped the sequins in her bosom, and went back to her own bed of +hay in the loft. + +There was no sound in the darkness but the faint piping of young birds +that felt the coming of day long ere the grosser senses of humanity +could have seen a glimmer of light on the black edge of the eastern +clouds. + +She sat on her couch with the Moorish coins in her hand, and gazed upon +them. They were very precious to her. She had never forgotten or ceased +to desire them, though to possess herself of them by force had never +occurred to her until that night. Their theft had been a wrong which she +had never pardoned, yet she had never avenged it until now. + +As she held them in her hand for the first time in eleven years, a +strong emotion came over her. + +The time when she had worn them came out suddenly in sharp relief from +the haze of her imperfect memories. All the old forest-life for a moment +revived for her. + +The mists of the mountains, the smell of the chestnut-woods, the curl of +the white smoke among the leaves, the sweet wild strains of the music, +the mad grace of the old Moorish dances, the tramp through the +hill-passes, the leap and splash of the tumbling waters,--all arose to +her for one moment from the oblivion in which years of toil and exile +had buried them. + +The tears started to her eyes; she kissed the little glittering coins, +she thought of Phratos. + +She had never known his fate. + +The gypsy who had been found dead in the fields had been forgotten by +the people before the same snows which had covered his body had melted +at the first glimmer of the wintry sun. + +Flamma could have told her; but he had never spoken one word in all her +life to her, except in curt reprimand or in cruel irony. + +All the old memories had died out; and no wanderers of her father's race +had ever come into the peaceful and pastoral district of the northern +seaboard, where they could have gained no footing, and could have made +no plunder. + +The sight of the little band of coins which had danced so often among +her curls under the moonlit leaves in the Liebana to the leaping and +tuneful measures of the viol moved her to a wistful longing for the +smile and the voice of Phratos. + +"I would never part with them for myself," she thought; "I would die of +hunger first--were it only myself." + +And still she was resolved to part with them; to sell her single little +treasure--the sole gift of the only creature who had ever loved her, +even in the very first hour that she had recovered it. + +The sequins were worth no more than any baby's woven crown of faded +daisies; but to her, as to the old peasant, they seemed, by their +golden glitter, a source of wealth incalculable. + +At twilight that day, as she stood by Arslàn, she spoke to him, +timidly,-- + +"I go to Rioz with the two mules, at daybreak to-morrow, with flour for +Flamma. It is a town larger than the one yonder. Is there anything I +might do there--for you?" + +"Do? What should you do?" he answered her, with inattention and almost +impatience; for his heart was sore with the terrible weariness of +inaction. + +She looked at him very wistfully, and her mouth parted a little as +though to speak; but his repulse chilled the words that rose to her +lips. + +She dared not say her thoughts to him, lest she should displease him. + +"If it come to naught he had best not know, perhaps," she said to +herself. + +So she kept silence. + +On the morrow, before the sun was up, she set out on her way, with the +two mules, to Rioz. + +It was a town distant some five leagues, lying to the southward. Both +the mules were heavily laden with as many sacks as they could carry: she +could ride on neither; she walked between them with a bridle held in +either hand. + +The road was not a familiar one to her; she had only gone thither some +twice or thrice, and she did not find the way long, being full of her +own meditations and hopes, and taking pleasure in the gleam of new +waters and the sight of fresh fields, and the green simple loveliness of +a pastoral country in late summer. + +She met few people; a market-woman or two on their asses, a walking +peddler, a shepherd, or a swineherd--these were all. + +The day was young, and none but the country people were astir. The quiet +roads were dim with mists; and the tinkle of a sheep's bell was the only +sound in the silence. + +It was mid-day when she entered Rioz; a town standing in a dell, +surrounded with apple-orchards and fields of corn and colza, with a +quaint old square tower of the thirteenth century arising among its +roofs, and round about it old moss-green ramparts whereon the bramble +and the gorse grew wild. + +But as the morning advanced the mists lifted, the sun grew powerful; the +roads were straight and without shadow; the mules stumbled, footsore; +she herself grew tired and fevered. + +She led her fatigued and thirsty beasts through the nearest gateway, +where a soldier sat smoking, and a girl in a blue petticoat and a +scarlet bodice talked to him, resting her hands on her hips, and her +brass pails on the ground. + +She left the sacks of flour at their destination, which was a great +bake-house in the center of the town; stalled the mules herself in a +shed adjoining the little crazy wineshop where Flamma had bidden her +bait them, and with her own hands unharnessed, watered, and foddered +them. + +The wineshop had for sign a white pigeon; it was tumble-down, dusky, +half covered with vines that grew loose and entwined over each other at +their own fancy; it had a little court in which grew a great +walnut-tree; there was a bench under the tree; the shelter of its boughs +was cool and very welcome in the full noon heat. The old woman who kept +the place, wrinkled, shriveled, and cheery, bade her rest there, and she +would bring her food and drink. + +But Folle-Farine, with one wistful glance at the shadowing branches, +refused, and asked only the way to the house of the Prince Sartorian. + +The woman of the cabaret looked at her sharply, and said, as the +market-women had said, "What does the like of you want with the Prince?" + +"I want to know the way to it. If you do not tell it, another will," she +answered, as she moved out of the little courtyard. + +The old woman called after her that it was out by the west gate, over +the hill through the fields for more than two leagues: if she followed +the wind of the water westward, she could not go amiss. + +"What is that baggage wanting to do with Sartorian?" she muttered, +watching the form of the girl as it passed up the steep sunshiny street. + +"Some evil, no doubt," answered her assistant, a stalwart wench, who was +skinning a rabbit in the yard. "You know, she sells bags of wind to +founder the ships, they say, and the wicked herb, _bon plaisir_, and the +philters that drive men mad. She is as bad as a _cajote_." + +Her old mistress, going within to toss a fritter for one of the +mendicant friars, chuckled grimly to herself: + +"No one would ask the road _there_ for any good; that is sure. No doubt +she had heard that Sartorian is a choice judge of color and shape in all +the Arts!" + +Folle-Farine went out by the gate, and along the water westward. + +In a little satchel she carried some half score of oil-sketches that he +had given her, rich, graceful, shadowy things--girls' faces, coils of +foliage, river-rushes in the moonlight, a purple passion-flower blooming +on a gray ruin; a child, golden-headed and bare-limbed, wading in brown +waters;--things that had caught his sight and fancy, and had been +transcribed, and then tossed aside with the lavish carelessness of +genius. + +She asked one or two peasants, whom she met, her way; they stared, and +grumbled, and pointed to some distant towers rising out of wooded +slopes,--those they said were the towers of the dwelling of Prince +Sartorian. + +One hen-huckster, leading his ass to market with a load of live poultry, +looked over his shoulder after her, and muttered with a grin to his +wife: + +"There goes a handsome piece of porcelain for the old man to lock in his +velvet-lined cupboards." + +And the wife laughed in answer,-- + +"Ay; she will look well, gilded as Sartorian always gilds what he buys." + +The words came to the ear of Folle-Farine: she wondered what they could +mean; but she would not turn back to ask. + +Her feet were weary, like her mules'; the sun scorched her; she felt +feeble, and longed to lie down and sleep; but she toiled on up the sharp +ascent that rose in cliffs of limestone above the valley where the river +ran. + +At last she came to gates that were like those of the cathedral, all +brazen, blazoned, and full of scrolls and shields. She pushed one +open--there was no one there to say her nay, and boldly entered the +domain which they guarded. + +At first it seemed to be only like the woods at home; the trees were +green, the grass long, the birds sang, the rabbits darted. But by-and-by +she went farther; she grew bewildered; she was in a world strange to +her. + +Trees she had never seen rose like the pillars of temples; gorgeous +flowers, she had never dreamed of, played in the sun; vast columns of +water sprang aloft from the mouths of golden dragons or the silver +breasts of dolphins; nude women, wondrous, and white, and still, stood +here and there amidst the leavy darkness. + +She paused among it all, dazzled, and thinking that she dreamed. + +She had never seen any gardens, save the gardens of the poor. + +A magnolia-tree was above her; she stooped her face to one of its great, +fragrant, creamy cups and kissed it softly. A statue of Clytio was +beside her; she looked timidly up at the musing face, and touched it, +wondering why it was so very cold, and would not move or smile. + +A fountain flung up its spray beside her; she leaned and caught it, +thinking it so much silver, and gazed at it in sorrowful wonder as it +changed to water in her grasp. She walked on like one enchanted, +silently, and thinking that she had strayed into some sorcerer's +kingdom; she was not afraid, but glad. She walked on for a long while, +always among these mazes of leaves, these splendors of blossom, these +cloud-reaching waters, these marble forms so motionless and thoughtful. + +At last she came on the edge of a great pool, fringed with the bulrush +and the lotos, and the white pampas-grass, and the flamelike flowering +reed, of the East and of the West. + +All around, the pool was sheltered with dark woods of cedar and thickets +of the sea-pine. Beyond them stood aloof a great pile that seemed to her +to blaze like gold and silver in the sun. She approached it through a +maze of roses, and ascended a flight of marble steps, on to a terrace. +A door stood open near. She entered it. + +She was intent on the object of her errand, and she had no touch of fear +in her whole temper. + +Hall after hall, room after room, opened to her amazed vision; an +endless spectacle of marvelous color stretched before her eyes; the +wonders that are gathered together by the world's luxury were for the +first time in her sight; she saw for the first time in her life how the +rich lived. + +She moved forward, curious, astonished, bewildered, but nothing daunted. + +On the velvet of the floors her steps trod as firmly and as freely as on +the moss of the orchard at Yprès. Her eyes glanced as gravely and as +fearlessly over the frescoed walls, the gilded woods, the jeweled cups, +the broidered hangings, as over the misty pastures where the sheep were +folded. + +It was not in the daughter of Taric to be daunted by the dazzle of mere +wealth. She walked through the splendid and lonely rooms wondering, +indeed, and eager to see more; but there was no spell here such as the +gardens had flung over her. To the creature free born in the Liebana no +life beneath a roof could seem beautiful. + +She met no one. + +At the end of the fourth chamber, which she traversed, she paused before +a great picture in a heavy golden frame; it was the seizure of +Persephone. She knew the story, for Arslàn had told her of it. + +She saw for the first time how the pictures that men called great were +installed in princely splendor; this was the fate which he wanted for +his own. + +A little lamp, burning perfume with a silvery smoke, stood before it: +she recalled the words of the woman in the market-place; in her +ignorance, she thought the picture was worshiped as a divinity, as the +people worshiped the great picture of the Virgin that they burned +incense before in the cathedral. She looked, with something of gloomy +contempt in her eyes, at the painting which was mantled in massive gold, +with purple draperies opening to display it; for it was the chief +masterpiece upon those walls. + +"And he cares for _that_!" she thought, with a sigh half of wonder, half +of sorrow. + +She did not reason on it, but it seemed to her that his works were +greater hanging on their bare walls where the spiders wove. + +"Who is 'he'?" a voice asked behind her. + +She turned and saw a small and feeble man, with keen, humorous eyes, and +an elfin face, delicate in its form, malicious in its meaning. + +She stood silent, regarding him; herself a strange figure in that lordly +place, with her brown limbs, her bare head and feet, her linen tunic, +her red knotted girdle. + +"Who are you?" she asked him curtly, in counter-question. + +The little old man laughed. + +"I have the honor to be your host." + +A disappointed astonishment clouded her face. + +"You! are you Sartorian?" she muttered--"the Sartorian whom they call a +prince?" + +"Even I!" he said with a smile. "I regret that I please you no more. May +I ask to what I am indebted for your presence? You seem a fastidious +critic." + +He spoke with good-humored irony, taking snuff whilst he looked at the +lustrous beauty of this barefooted gypsy, as he thought her, whom he had +found thus astray in his magnificent chambers. + +She amused him; finding her silent, he sought to make her speak. + +"How did you come in hither? You care for pictures, perhaps, since you +seem to feed on them like some wood-pigeons on a sheaf of corn?" + +"I know of finer than yours," she answered him coldly, chilled by the +amused and malicious ridicule of his tone into a sullen repose. "I did +not come to see anything you have. I came to sell you these: they say in +Yprès that you care for such bits of coin." + +She drew out of her bosom her string of sequins, and tendered them to +him. + +He took them, seeing at a glance that they were of no sort of value; +such things as he could buy for a few coins in any bazaar of Africa or +Asia. But he did not say so. + +He looked at her keenly, as he asked: + +"Whose were these?" + +She looked in return at him with haughty defiance. + +"They are mine. If you want such things, as they say you do, take them +and give me their value--that is all." + +"Do you come here to sell them?" + +"Yes. I came three leagues to-day. I heard a woman from near Rioz say +that you liked such things. Take them, or leave them." + +"Who gave them to you?" + +"Phratos." + +Her voice lingered sadly over the word. She still loved the memory of +Phratos. + +"And who may Phratos be?" + +Her eyes flashed fire at the cross-questioning. + +"That is none of your business. If you think that I stole them, say so. +If you want them, buy them. One or the other." + +The old man watched her amusedly. + +"You can be very fierce," he said to her. "Be gentle a little, and tell +me whence you came, and what story you have." + +But she would not. + +"I have not come here to speak of myself," she said obstinately. "Will +you take the coins, or leave them?" + +"I will take them," he said; and he went to a cabinet in another room +and brought out with him several shining gold pieces. + +She fastened her eager eyes on them thirstily. + +"Here is payment," he said to her, holding them to her. + +Her eyes fastened on the money entranced; she touched it with a light, +half-fearful touch, and then drew back and gazed at it amazed. + +"All that--all that?" she muttered. "Is it their worth? Are you sure?" + +"Quite sure," he said with a smile. He offered her in them some thirty +times their value. + +She paused for a moment, incredulous of her own good fortune, then +darted on them as a swallow at a gnat, and took them and put them to her +lips, and laughed a sweet glad laugh of triumph, and slid them in her +bosom. + +"I am grateful," she said simply; but the radiance in her eyes, the +laughter on her mouth, the quivering excitement in all her face and +form, said the same thing for her far better than her words. + +The old man watched her narrowly. + +"They are not for yourself?" he asked. + +"That is my affair," she answered him, all her pride rising in arms. +"What concerned you was their value." + +He smiled and bent his head. + +"Fairly rebuked. But say is this all you came for? Wherever you came +from, is this all that brought you here?" + +She looked awhile in his eyes steadily, then she brought the sketches +from their hiding-place. She placed them before him. + +"Look at those." + +He took them to the light and scanned them slowly and critically; he +knew all the mysteries and intricacies of art, and he recognized in +these slight things the hand and the color of a master. He did not say +so, but held them for some time in silence. + +"These also are for sale?" he asked at length. + +She had drawn near him, her face flushed with intense expectation, her +longing eyes dilated, her scarlet lips quivering with eagerness. That he +was a stranger and a noble was nothing to her: she knew he had wealth; +she saw he had perception. + +"See here!" she said, swiftly, the music of her voice rising and falling +in breathless, eloquent intonation. "Those things are to the great works +of his hand as a broken leaf beside your gardens yonder. He touches a +thing and it is beauty. He takes a reed, a stone, a breadth of sand, a +woman's face, and under his hand it grows glorious and gracious. He +dreams things that are strange and sublime; he has talked with the gods, +and he has seen the worlds beyond the sun. All the day he works for his +bread, and in the gray night he wanders where none can follow him; and +he brings back marvels and mysteries, and beautiful, terrible stories +that are like the sound of the sea. Yet he is poor, and no man sees the +things of his hand; and he is sick of his life, because the days go by +and bring no message to him, and men will have nothing of him; and he +has hunger of body and hunger of mind. For me, if I could do what he +does, I would not care though no man ever looked on it. But to him it is +bitter that it is only seen by the newt, and the beetle, and the +night-hawk. It wears his soul away, because he is denied of men. 'If I +had gold, if I had gold!' he says always, when he thinks that none can +hear him." + +Her voice trembled and was still for a second; she struggled with +herself and kept it clear and strong. + +The old man never interrupted her. + +"He must not know: he would kill himself if he knew; he would sooner die +than tell any man. But, look you, you drape your pictures here with gold +and with purple, you place them high in the light; you make idols of +them, and burn your incense before them. That is what he wants for his: +they are the life of his life. If they could be honored, he would not +care, though you should slay him to-morrow. Go to him, and make you +idols of his: they are worthier gods than yours. And what his heart is +sick for is to have them seen by men. Were I he, I would not care; but +he cares, so that he perishes." + +She shivered as she spoke; in her earnestness and eagerness, she laid +her hand on the stranger's arm, and held it there; she prayed, with more +passion than she would have cast into any prayer to save her own life. + +"Where is he; and what do you call him?" the old man asked her quietly. + +He understood the meaning that ran beneath the unconscious extravagance +of her fanciful and impassioned language. + +"He is called Arslàn; he lives in the granary-tower, by the river, +between the town and Yprès. He comes from the north, far away--very, +very far, where the seas are all ice and the sun shines at midnight. +Will you make the things that he does to be known to the people? +You have gold; and gold, he says, is the compeller of men." + +"Arslàn?" he echoed. + +The name was not utterly unknown to him; he had seen works signed with +it at Paris and at Rome--strange things of a singular power, of a union +of cynicism and idealism, which was too coarse for one-half the world, +and too pure for the other half. + +"Arslàn?--I think I remember. I will see what I can do." + +"You will say nothing to him of me." + +"I could not say much. Who are you? Whence do you come?" + +"I live at the water-mill of Yprès. They say that Reine Flamma was my +mother. I do not know: it does not matter." + +"What is your name?" + +"Folle-Farine. They called me after the mill-dust." + +"A strange namesake." + +"What does it matter? Any name is only a little puff of breath--less +than the dust, anyhow." + +"Is it? I see, you are a Communist." + +"What?" + +"A Communist--a Socialist. You know what that is. You would like to +level my house to the ashes, I fancy, by the look on your face." + +"No," she said, simply, with a taint of scorn, "I do not care to do +that. If I had cared to burn anything it would have been the Flandrins' +village. It is odd that you should live in a palace and he should want +for bread; but then he can create things, and you can only buy them. So +it is even, perhaps." + +The old man smiled, amused. + +"You are no respecter of persons, that is certain. Come in another +chamber and take some wine, and break your fast. There will be many +things here that you never saw or tasted." + +She shook her head. + +"The thought is good of you," she said, more gently than she had before +spoken. "But I never took a crust out of charity, and I will not begin." + + +"Charity! Do you call an invitation a charity?" + +"When the rich ask the poor--yes." + +He looked in her eyes with a smile. + +"But when a man, old and ugly, asks a woman that is young and beautiful, +on which side lies the charity then?" + +"I do not favor fine phrases," she answered curtly, returning his look +with a steady indifference. + +"You are hard to please in anything, it would seem. Well, come hither, a +moment at least." + +She hesitated; then, thinking to herself that to refuse would seem like +fear, she followed him through several chambers into one where his own +mid-day breakfast was set forth. + +She moved through all the magnificence of the place with fearless steps, +and meditative glances, and a grave measured easy grace, as tranquil and +as unimpressed as though she walked through the tall ranks of the +seeding grasses on a meadow slope. + +It was all full of the color, the brilliancy, the choice adornment, the +unnumbered treasures, and the familiar luxuries of a great noble's +residence; but such things as these had no awe for her. + +The mere splendors of wealth, the mere accumulations of luxury, could +not impress her for an instant; she passed through them indifferent and +undaunted, thinking to herself, "However they may gild their roofs, the +roofs shut out the sky no less." + +Only, as she passed by some dream of a great poet cast in the visible +shape of sculpture or of painting, did her glance grow reverent and +humid; only when she recognized amidst the marble forms, or the pictured +stories, some one of those dear gods in whom she had a faith as pure and +true as ever stirred in the heart of an Ionian child, did she falter and +pause a little to gaze there with a tender homage in her eyes. + +The old man watched her with a musing studious glance from time to time. + +"Let me tempt you," he said to her when they reached the +breakfast-chamber. "Sit down with me and eat and drink. No? Taste these +sweetmeats at the least. To refuse to break bread with me is churlish." + + +"I never owed any man a crust, and I will not begin now," she answered +obstinately, indifferent to the blaze of gold and silver before her, to +the rare fruits and flowers, to the wines in their quaint flagons, to +the numerous attendants who waited motionless around her. + +She was sharply hungered, and her throat was parched with the heat and +the dust, and the sweet unwonted odors of the wines and the fruits +assailed all her senses; but he besought her in vain. + +She poured herself out some water into a goblet of ruby glass, rimmed +with a band of pearls, and drank it, and set down the cup as +indifferently as though she had drunk from the old wooden bowl chained +among the ivy to the well in the mill-yard. + +"Your denial is very churlish," he said, after many a honeyed entreaty, +which had met with no other answer from her. "How shall you bind me to +keep bond with you, and rescue your Northern Regner from his cave of +snakes, unless you break bread with me, and so compel my faith?" + +She looked at him from under the dusky cloud of her hair, with the +golden threads gleaming on it like sunrays through darkness. + +"A word that needs compelling," she answered him curtly, "is broken by +the heart before the lips give it. It is to plant a tree without a root, +to put faith in a man that needs a bond." + +He watched her with keen humorous eyes of amusement. + +"Where have you got all your wisdom?" he asked. + +"It is not wisdom; it is truth." + +"And truth is not wisdom? You would seem to know the world well." + +She laughed a little short laugh, whilst her face clouded. + +"I know it not at all. But I will tell you what I have seen." + +"And that is----" + +"I have seen a great toadstool spring up all in one night, after rain, +so big, and so white, and so smooth, and so round,--and I knew its birth +was so quick, and its growth was so strong, because it was a false +thing that would poison all that should eat of it." + +"Well?" + +"Well--when men speak overquick and overfair, what is that but the +toadstool that springs from their breath?" + +"Who taught you so much suspicion?" + +Her face darkened in anger. + +"Suspicion? That is a thing that steals in the dark and is afraid. I am +afraid of nothing." + +"So it would seem." + +He mused a moment whether he should offer her back her sequins as a +gift; he thought not. He divined aright that she had only sold them +because she had innocently believed in the fullness of their value. He +tried to tempt her otherwise. + +She was young; she had a beautiful face, and a form like an Atalanta. +She wore a scarlet sash girt to her loins, and seemed to care for color +and for grace. There was about her a dauntless and imperious freedom. +She could not be indifferent to all those powers which she besought with +such passion for another. + +He had various treasures shown to her,--treasures of jewels, of gold and +silver, of fine workmanship, of woven stuffs delicate and gorgeous as +the wing of a butterfly. She looked at them tranquilly, as though her +eyes had rested on such things all her days. + +"They are beautiful, no doubt," she said simply. "But I marvel that +you--being a man--care for such things as these." + +"Nay; I care to give them to beautiful women, when such come to me,--as +one has come to-day. Do me one trifling grace; choose some one thing at +least out of these to keep in remembrance of me." + +Her eyes burned in anger. + +"If I think your bread would soil my lips, is it likely I should think +to touch your treasure with my hands and have them still clean?" + +"You are very perverse," he said, relinquishing his efforts with regret. + +He knew how to wait for a netted fruit to ripen under the rays of +temptation: gold was a forcing-heat--slow, but sure. + +She watched him with musing eyes that had a gleam of scorn in them, and +yet a vague apprehension. + +"Are you the Red Mouse?" she said suddenly. + +He looked at her surprised, and for the moment perplexed; then he +laughed--his little low cynical laugh. + +"What makes you think that?" + +"I do not know. You look like it--that is all. He has made one sketch of +me as I shall be when I am dead; and the Red Mouse sits on my chest, and +it is glad. You see that, by its glance. I never asked him what he meant +by it. Some evil, I think; and you look like it. You have the same +triumph in your eye." + +He laughed again, not displeased, as she had thought that he would be. + +"He has painted you so? I must see that. But believe me, Folle-Farine, I +shall wish for my triumph before your beauty is dead--if I am indeed, +the Red Mouse." + +She shrunk a little with an unconscious and uncontrollable gesture of +aversion. + +"I must go," she said abruptly. "The mules wait. Remember him, and I +will remember you." + +He smiled. + +"Wait: have you thought what a golden key for him will do for you when +it unlocks your eagle's cage and unbinds his wings?" + +"What?" + +She did not understand; when she had come on this eager errand, no +memory of her own fate had retarded or hastened her footsteps. + +"Well, you look to take the same flight to the same heights, I suppose?" + +"I?" + +"Yes, you. You must know you are beautiful. You must know so much?" + +A proud light laughed like sunshine over all her face. + +"Ah, yes!" she said, with a low, glad breath, and the blaze of a superb +triumph in her eyes. "He has painted me in a thousand ways. I shall live +as the rose lives, on his canvas--a thing of a day that he can make +immortal!" + +The keen elfin eyes of the old man sparkled with a malign mirth; he had +found what he wanted--as he thought. + +"And so, if this dust of oblivion blots out his canvas forever from the +world's sight, your beauty will be blotted with it? I see. Well, I can +understand how eager you are to have your eagle fly free. The fame of +the Farnarina stands only second to the fame of Cleopatra." + +"Farnarina? What is that?" + +"Farnarina? One who, like you, gave the day's life of a rose, and who +got eternal life for it,--as you think to do." + +She started a little, and a tremulous pain passed over the dauntless +brilliance of her face and stole its color for awhile. + +"I?" she murmured. "Ah, what does it matter for me? If there be just a +little place--anywhere--wherever my life can live with his on the +canvas, so that men say once now and then, in all the centuries, to each +other, 'See, it is true--he thought her worthy of _that_, though she was +less than a grain of dust under the hollow of his foot,' it will be +enough for me--more than enough." + +The old man was silent; watching her, the mockery had faded from his +eyes; they were surprised and contemplative. + +She stood with her head drooped, with her face pale, an infinite +yearning and resignation stole into the place of the exultant triumph +which had blazed there like the light of the morning a moment earlier. + +She had lost all remembrance of time and place; the words died softly, +as in a sigh of love, upon her lips. + +He waited awhile; then he spoke: + +"But, if you were sure that, even thus much would be denied to you; if +you were sure that, in casting your eagle loose on the wind, you would +lose him forever in the heights of a heaven you would never enter +yourself; if you were sure that he would never give you one thought, one +wish, one memory, but leave every trace of your beauty to perish as fast +as the damp could rot or the worm could gnaw it; if you were sure that +his immortality would be your annihilation, say, would you still bid me +turn a gold key in the lock of his cage, and release him?" + +She roused herself slowly from her reverie, and gazed at him with a +smile he could not fathom; it was so far away from him, so full of +memory, so pitiful of his doubt. + +She was thinking of the night when she had found a man dying, and had +bought his life back for him, with her own, from the gods. For the pact +was sacred to her, and the old wild faith to her was still a truth. + +But of it her lips never spoke. + +"What is that to you?" she said, briefly. "If you turn the key, you will +see. It was not of myself that I came here to speak. Give him liberty, +and I will give you gratitude. Farewell." + +Before he had perceived what she was about to do, she had left his side, +and had vanished through one of the doors which stood open, on to the +gardens without. + +He sent his people to search for her on the terraces and lawns, but +vainly; she was fleeter than they, and had gone through the green glades +in the sunlight as fast as a doe flies down the glades of her native +forest. + +The old man sat silent. + + + + +CHAPTER II. + + +When she had outrun her strength for the moment, and was forced to +slacken her speed, she paused to take breath on the edge of the wooded +lands. + +She looked neither to right nor left; on her backward flight the waters +had no song, the marble forms no charm, the wonder-flowers no magic for +her as she went; she had no ear for the melodies of the birds, no sight +for the paradise of the rose-hung ways; she had only one thought +left--the gold that she had gained. + +The cruelty of his remarks had stabbed her with each of their slow keen +words as with a knife; the sickness of a mortal terror had touched her +for the instant, as she had remembered that it might be her fate to be +not even so much as a memory in the life which she had saved from the +grave. But with the first breath of the outer air the feebleness passed. +The strength of the passion that possessed her was too pure to leave her +long a prey to any thought of her own fate. + +She smiled again as she looked up through the leaves at the noonday sun. + +"What will it matter how or when the gods take my life, so only they +keep their faith and give me his?" she thought. + +And her step was firm and free, and her glance cloudless, and her heart +content, as she went on her homeward path through the heat of the day. + +She was so young, she was so ignorant, she was still so astray in the +human world about her, that she thought she held a talisman in those +nine gold pieces. + +"A little gold," he had said; and here she had it--honest, clean, worthy +of his touch and usage. + +Her heart leaped to the glad and bounding music of early youth: youth +which does not reason, which only believes, and which sees the golden +haze of its own faiths, and thinks them the promise of the future, as +young children see the golden haze of their own hair and think it the +shade of angels above their heads. + +When she at length reached the mill-house the sun had sunk; she had been +sixteen hours on foot, taking nothing all the while but a roll of rye +bread that she had carried in her pouch, and a few water-cresses that +she had gathered in a little brook when the mules had paused to drink +there. + +Yet when she had housed the grain, turned the tired animals into their +own nook of meadow to graze and rest for the night, she entered the +house neither for repose nor food, but flew off again through the dusk +of the falling night. + +She had no remembrance of hunger, nor thirst, nor fatigue; she had only +a buoyant sense of an ecstatic joy; she felt as though she had wings, +and clove the air with no more effort than the belated starling which +flew by her over the fields. + +"A little gold," he had said; and in her bosom, wrapped in a green +chestnut leaf, were there not the little, broad, round, glittering +pieces which in the world of men seemed to have power to gain all love, +all honor, all peace, and all fealty? + +"Phratos would have wished his gift to go so," she thought to herself, +with a swift, penitent, remorseful memory. + +For a moment she paused and took them once more out of their +hiding-place, and undid the green leaf that enwrapped them, and kissed +them and laughed, the hot tears falling down her cheeks, where she stood +alone in the fields amid the honey-smell of the clover in the grass, and +the fruit-fragrance of the orchards all about her in the dimness. + +"A little gold!--a little gold!" she murmured, and she laughed aloud in +her great joy, and blessed the gods that they had given her to hear the +voice of his desire. + +"A little gold," he had said, only; and here she had so much! + +No sorcerer, she thought, ever had power wider than this wealth bestowed +on her. She did not know; she had no measurement. Flamma's eyes she had +seen glisten over a tithe of such a sum as over the riches of an +emperor's treasury. + +She slipped them in her breast again and ran on, past the reeds +silvering in the rising moon, past the waters quiet on a windless air, +past the dark Christ who would not look,--who had never looked, or she +had loved him with her earliest love, even as for his pity she loved +Thanatos. + +Breathless and noiseless she severed the reeds with her swift feet, and +lightly as a swallow on the wing passed through the dreary portals into +Arslàn's chamber. + +His lamp was lighted. + +He stood before the cartoon of the Barabbas, touching it here and there +with his charcoal, adding those latest thoughts, those after-graces, +with which the artist delights to caress his picture, with a hand as +soft and as lingering as the hand with which a mother caresses the +yellow sunshine of her first-born's curls. + +His face as he stood was very pale, passionless, weary, with a sadness +sardonic and full of scorn for himself on his mouth, and in his eyes +those dreams which went so far--so far--into worlds whose glories his +hand could portray for no human sight. + +He was thinking, as he worked, of the Barabbas. + +"You must rot," he thought. "You will feed the rat and the mouse; the +squirrel will come and gnaw you to line his nest; and the beetle and the +fly will take you for a spawning-bed. You will serve no other end--since +you are mine. And yet I am so great a fool that I love you, and try to +bring you closer and closer to the thing I see, and which you are not, +and never can be. For what man lives so happy as to see the Canaan of +his ideals,--save as Moses saw it from afar off, only to raise his arms +to it vainly, and die?" + +There came a soft shiver of the air, as though it were severed by some +eager bird. + +She came and stood beside him, a flash like the sunrise on her face, a +radiance in her eyes, more lustrous than any smile; her body tremulous +and breathless from the impatient speed with which her footsteps had +been winged; about her all the dew and fragrance of the night. + +"Here is the gold!" she cried. + +Her voice was eager and broken with its too great haste. + +"Gold?" + +He turned and looked at her, ignorant of her meaning, astonished at her +sudden presence there. + +"Here is the gold!" she murmured, her voice rising swift and clear, and +full of the music of triumph with which her heart was thrilling. "'A +little gold,' you said, you remember?--'only a little.' And this is +much. Take it--take it! Do you not hear?" + +"Gold?" he echoed again, shaken from his trance of thought, and +comprehending nothing and remembering nothing of the words that he had +spoken in his solitude. + +"Yes! It is mine," she said, her voice broken in its tumult of +ecstasy--"it is mine--all mine. It is no charity, no gift to me. The +chain was worth it, and I would only take what it was worth. A little +gold, you said; and now you can make the Barabbas live forever upon +canvas, and compel men to say that it is great." + +As the impetuous, tremulous words broke from her, she drew the green +leaf with the coins in it from her bosom, and thrust it into his hand, +eager, exultant, laughing, weeping, all the silence and the control of +her nature swept away in the flood of this immeasurable joy possessing +her. + +The touch of the glittering pieces against his hands stung him to +comprehension; his face flushed over all its pallor; he thrust it away +with a gesture of abhorrence and rejection. + +"Money!" he muttered. "What money?--yours?" + +"Yes, mine entirely; mine indeed!" she answered, with a sweet, glad ring +of victory in her rejoicing voice. "It is true, quite true. They were +the chains of sequins that Phratos gave me when I used to dance to his +music in the mountains; and I have sold them. 'A little gold,' you said; +'and the Barabbas can live forever.' Why do you look so? It is all mine; +all yours----" + +In the last words her voice lost all its proud exultation, and sank low, +with a dull startled wonder in it. + +Why did he look so? + +His gesture of refusal she had not noticed. But the language his glance +spoke was one plain to her. It terrified her, amazed her, struck her +chill and dumb. + +In it there were disgust, anger, loathing,--even horror; and yet there +was in it also an unwonted softness, which in a woman's would have shown +itself by a rush of sudden tears. + +"What do you think that I have done?" she murmured under her breath. +"The gold is mine--mine honestly. I have not stolen it, nor begged it. I +got it as I say. Why will you not take it? Why do you look at me so?" + +"I? Your money? God in heaven! what can you think me?" + +She grew white to the lips, all the impetuous, radiant tumult of her +innocent rapture frozen into terror. + +"I have done nothing wrong," she murmured with a piteous wistfulness and +wonder--"nothing wrong, indeed; there is no shame in it. Will you not +take it--for their sake?" + +He turned on her with severity almost savage: + +"It is impossible! Good God! Was I not low enough already? How dared you +think a thing so vile of me? Have I ever asked pity of any living soul?" + +His voice was choked in his throat; he was wounded to the heart. + +He had no thought that he was cruel; he had no intent to terrify or hurt +her; but the sting of this last and lowest humiliation was so horrible +to all the pride of his manhood, and so bitterly reminded him of his own +abject poverty; and with all this there was an emotion in him that he +had difficulty to control--being touched by her ignorance and by her +gift as few things in his life had ever touched him. + +She stood before him trembling, wondering, sorely afraid; all the light +had died out of her face; she was very pale, and her eyes dilated +strangely. + +For some moments there was silence between them. + +"You will not take it?" she said at last, in a hushed, fearful voice, +like that of one who speaks in the sight of some dead thing which makes +all quiet around it. + +"Take it!" he echoed. "I could sooner kill a man out yonder and rob him. +Can you not understand? Greater shame could never come to me. You do not +know what you would do. There may be beasts that fall as low, no doubt, +but they are curs too base for hanging. Have I frightened you? I did not +mean to frighten you. You mean well and nobly, no doubt--no doubt. You +do not know what you would do. Gifts of gold from man to man are bitter, +and sap the strength of the receiver; but from woman to man they are--to +the man shameful. Can you not understand?" + +Her face burned duskily; she moved with a troubled, confused effort to +get away from his gaze. + +"No," she said in her shut teeth. "I do not know what you mean. Flamma +takes all the gold I make. Why not you, if it be gold that is honest?" + +"Flamma is your grandsire--your keeper--your master. He has a right to +do as he chooses. He gives you food and shelter, and in return he takes +the gains of your labor. But I,--what have I ever given you? I am a +stranger to you, and should have no claim on you, if I could be base +enough to seek one. I am hideously poor. I make no disguise with +you,--you know too well how I live. But can you not see?--if I were mean +enough to take the worth of a crust from you, I should be no more worthy +of the very name of man. It is for the man to give to the woman. You +see?" + +She heard him in silence, her face still dark with the confused pain on +it of one who has fallen or been struck upon the head, and half forgets +and half remembers. + +"I do not see," she muttered. "Whoever has, gives: what does it matter? +The folly in me was its littleness: it could not be of use. But it was +all I had." + +"Little or great,--the riches of empires, or a beggar's dole,--there +could be no difference in the infamy to me. Have I seemed to you a +creature so vile or weak that you could have a title to put such shame +upon me?" + +Out of the bitter passion of his soul, words more cruel than he had +consciousness of rose to his lips and leaped to speech, and stung her as +scorpions sting. + +She said nothing; her teeth clinched, her face changed as it had used to +do when Flamma had beaten her. + +She said nothing, but turned away; and with one twist of her hand she +flung the pieces through the open casement into the river that flowed +below. + +They sank with a little shiver of the severed water. + +He caught her wrist a second too late. + +"What madness! What have you done? You throw your gold away to the +river-swamp for me, when I have not a shred worth a copper-piece to pay +you back in their stead! I did not mean to hurt you; it was only the +truth,--you could not have shamed me more. You bring on me an indignity +that I can neither requite nor revenge. You have no right to load me +with debts that I cannot pay--with gifts that I would die sooner than +receive. But, then, how should you know?--how should you know? If I +wounded you with sharp words, I did wrong." + +There was a softness that was almost tenderness in his voice as he +spoke the last phrases in his self-reproach; but her face did not +change, her eyes did not lose their startled horror; she put her hand to +her throat as though she choked. + +"You cannot do wrong--to me," she muttered, true, even in such a moment, +to the absolute adoration which possessed her. + +Then, ere he could stay her, she turned, without another word, and fled +out from his presence into the dusk of the night. + +The rushes in the moonlight sighed where they grew by the waterside +above the sands where the gold had sunk. + +A thing more precious than gold was dead; and only the reeds mourned for +it. A thing of the river as they were, born like them from the dust, +from the flood, and the wind, and the foam; a thing that a god might +desire, a thing that a breeze might break. + + + + +CHAPTER III. + + +The day broke tranquilly. There was a rosy light over all the earth. In +the cornlands a few belated sheaves stood alone on the reaping ground, +while children sought stray ears that might still be left among the wild +flowers and the stubble. The smell of millions of ripening autumn fruits +filled the air from the orchards. The women going to their labor in the +fields, gave each other a quiet good-day; whilst their infants pulled +down the blackberry branches in the lanes or bowled the early apples +down the roads. Great clusters of black grapes were ready mellowed on +the vines that clambered over cabin roof and farmhouse chimney. The +chimes of the Angelus sounded softly from many a little steeple bosomed +in the rolling woods. + +An old man going to his work, passed by a girl lying asleep in a hollow +of the ground, beneath a great tree of elder, black with berries. She +was lying with her face turned upward; her arms above her head; her +eyelids were wet; her mouth smiled with a dreamy tenderness; her lips +murmured a little inaudibly; her bosom heaved with fast uneven +palpitating breaths. + +It was sunrise. In the elder thicket little chaffinches were singing, +and a missel-thrush gave late in the year a song of the April weather. +The east was radiant with the promise of a fair day, in which summer and +autumn should be wedded with gorgeous pomp of color, and joyous chorus +of the birds. The old man roughly thrust against her breast the heavy +wooden shoe on his right foot. + +"Get up!" he muttered. "Is it for the like of you to lie and sleep at +day-dawn? Get up, or your breath will poison the grasses that the cattle +feed on, and they will die of an elf-shot, surely." + +She raised her head from where it rested on her outstretched arms, and +looked him in the eyes and smiled unconsciously; then glanced around and +rose and dragged her steps away, in the passive mechanical obedience +begotten by long slavery. + +There was a shiver in her limbs; a hunted terror in her eyes; she had +wandered sleepless all night long. + +"Beast," muttered the old man, trudging on with a backward glance at +her. "You have been at a witches' sabbath, I dare be bound. We shall +have fine sickness in the styes and byres. I wonder would a silver +bullet hurt you, as the fables say? If I were sure it would, I would not +mind having my old silver flagon melted down, though it is the only +thing worth a rush in the house." + +She went on through the long wet rank grass, not hearing his threats +against her. She drew her steps slowly and lifelessly through the heavy +dews; her head was sunk; her lips moved audibly, and murmured as she +went, "A little gold! a little gold!" + +"Maybe some one has shot her this very day-dawn," thought the peasant, +shouldering his axe as he went down into the little wood to cut +ash-sticks for the market. "She looks half dead already; and they say +the devil-begotten never bleed." + +The old man guessed aright. She had received her mortal wound; though it +was one bloodless and tearless, and for which no moan was made, lest any +should blame the slayer. + +The sense of some great guilt was on her, as she stole through the rosy +warmth of the early morning. + +She had thought to take him liberty, honor, strength, and dominion among +his fellows--and he had told her that she had dealt him the foulest +shame that his life had ever known. + +"What right have you to burden me with debt unasked?" he had cried out +against her in the bitterness of his soul. And she knew that, unasked, +she had laid on him the debt of life. + +If ever he should know---- + +She had wandered on and on, aimlessly, not knowing what she did all the +night through, hearing no other sound but the fierce hard scathing scorn +of his reproaches. + +He had told her she was in act so criminal, and yet she knew herself in +intent so blameless; she felt like those of whom she had heard in the +old Hellenic stories, who had been doomed by fate, guiltless themselves, +to work some direful guilt which had to be wrought out to its bitter +end, the innocent yet the accursed instrument of destiny, even as +Adrastus upon Atys. + +On and on, through the watery moonlight she had fled, when she left the +water-tower that night; down the slope of the fields; the late blossoms +of the poppies, and the feathery haze of the ripened grasses tossed in +waves from right to left; the long shadows of the clouds upon the earth, +chasing her like the specter hosts of the Aaskarreya of his Scandinavian +skies. + +She had dropped at last like a dying thing, broken and breathless, on +the ground. There she crouched, and hid her face upon her hands; the +scorch of an intolerable shame burned on it. + +She did not know what ailed her; what consumed her with abhorrence of +herself. She longed for the earth to yawn and cover her; for the lilies +asleep in the pool, to unclose and take her amidst them. Every shiver of +a leaf, under a night-bird's passage, every motion of the water, as the +willow branches swept it, made her start and shiver as though some great +guilt was on her soul. + +Not a breath of wind was stirring, not a sound disturbed the serenity of +the early night; she heard no voice but the plaintive cry of the cushat. +She saw "no snakes but the keen stars," which looked on her cold and +luminous, and indifferent to human woes as the eyes of Arslàn. + +Yet she was afraid; afraid with a trembling horror of herself; she who +had once never known one pulse of fear, and who had smiled in the eyes +of death as children in their mother's. + +The thrill of a new-born, inexplicable, cruel consciousness stole like +fire through her. She knew now that she loved him with that strange +mystery of human love which had been forever to her until now a thing +apart from her, denied to her, half scorned, half yearned for; viewed +from afar with derision, yet with desire, as a thing at once beneath her +and beyond her. + +All the light died; the moon rose; the white lilies shivered in its +pallid rays; the night-birds went by on the wind. She never stirred; the +passionate warmth of her frame changed to a deadly cold; her face was +buried in her hands; ever and again she shivered, and glanced round, as +the sound of a hare's step, or the rustle of a bough by a squirrel, +broke the silence. + +The calm night-world around her, the silvery seas of reeds, the dusky +woods, the moon in its ring of golden vapor, the flickering foliage, the +gleam of the glowworm in the dew, all the familiar things amidst which +her feet had wandered for twelve summers in the daily measure of those +beaten tracks; all these seemed suddenly strange to her--mysterious, +unreal. + +She longed for the day to dawn again, though day was but an hour dead. +And yet she felt that at the first break of light she must flee and hide +from his and every eye. + +She had meant to give him honor and he had upbraided her gift as shame. + +The bitterness, the cruelty, the passion of his reproaches stung her +with their poison, as, in her vision of the reed, she had seen the +barbed tongues of a thousand snakes striking through and through the +frail, despised, blossomless slave of the wind. + +She had thought that as the god to the reed, so might he to her say +hereafter, "You are the lowliest and least of all the chance-born things +of the sands and the air, and yet through you has an immortal music +arisen,"--and for the insanity of her thought he had cursed her. + +Towards dawn, where she had sunk down in the moss, and in the thickets +of elder and thorn--where she had made her bed in her childhood many a +summer night, when she had been turned out from the doors of the +mill-house;--there for a little while a fitful exhausted sleep came to +her; the intense exhaustion of bodily fatigue overcoming and drugging to +slumber the fever and the wakefulness of the mind. The thrush came out +of the thorn, while it was still quite dark, and the morning stars +throbbed in the skies, and sang his day-song close about her head. + +In her sleep she smiled. For Oneirus was merciful; and she dreamed that +she slept folded close in the arms of Arslàn, and in her dreams she felt +the kisses of his lips rain fast on hers. + +Then the old peasant trudging to his labor in the obscurity of the early +day saw her, and struck at her with his foot and woke her roughly, and +muttered, "Get thee up; is it such beggars as thee that should be abed +when the sun breaks?" + +She opened her eyes, and smiled on him unconsciously, as she had smiled +in her brief oblivion. The passion of her dreams was still about her; +her mouth burned, her limbs trembled; the air seemed to her filled with +music, like the sound of the mavis singing in the thorn. + +Then she remembered; and shuddered; and arose, knowing the sweet mad +dream, which had cheated her, a lie. For she awoke alone. + +She did not heed the old man's words, she did not feel his hurt; yet she +obeyed him, and left the place, and dragged herself feebly towards Yprès +by the sheer unconscious working of that instinct born of habit which +takes the ox or the ass back undriven through the old accustomed ways +to stand beside their plowshare or their harness faithfully and +unbidden. + +Where the stream ran by the old mill-steps the river-reeds were blowing +in the wind, with the sunrays playing in their midst, and the silver +wings of the swallows brushing them with a sweet caress. + +"I thought to be the reed chosen by the gods!" she said bitterly in her +heart, "but I am not worthy--even to die." + +For she would have asked of fate no nobler thing than this--to be cut +down as the reed by the reaper, if so be that through her the world +might be brought to hearken to the music of the lips that she loved. + +She drew her aching weary limbs feebly through the leafy ways of the old +mill-garden. The first leaves of autumn fluttered down upon her head; +the last scarlet of the roses flashed in her path as she went; the +wine-like odors of the fruits were all about her on the air. It was then +fully day. The sun was up; the bells rang the sixth hour far away from +the high towers and spires of the town. + +At the mill-house, and in the mill-yard, where usually every one had +arisen and were hard at labor whilst the dawn was dark, everything was +still. There was no sign of work. The light blazed on the panes of the +casements under the eaves, but its summons failed to arouse the sleepers +under the roof. + +The bees hummed around their houses of straw; the pigeons flew to and +fro between the timbers of the walls, and the boughs of the fruit trees. +The mule leaned his head over the bar of the gate, and watched with +wistful eyes. The cow in her shed lowed, impatient for some human hands +to unbar her door, and lead her forth to her green-clovered pasture. A +dumb boy, who aided in the working of the mill, sat astride of a log of +timber, kicking his feet among the long grasses, and blowing thistle +down above his head upon the breeze. + +The silence and the inactivity startled her into a sense of them, as no +noise or movement, curses or blows, could have done. She looked around +stupidly; the window-shutters of the house-windows were closed, as +though it were still night. + +She signed rapidly to the dumb boy. + +"What has happened? Why is the mill not at work thus late?" + +The boy left off blowing the thistle feathers on the wind, and grinned, +and answered on his hands, "Flamma is _almost_ dead, they say." + +And he grinned again, and laughed, as far as his uncouth and guttural +noises could be said to approach the triumph and the jubilance of +laughter. + +She stared at him blankly for awhile, bewildered and shaken from the +stupor of her own misery. She had never thought of death and her tyrant +in unison. + +He had seemed a man formed to live on and on and on unchanging for +generations; he was so hard, so unyielding, so hale, so silent, so +callous to all pain; it had ever seemed to her--and to the country +round--that death itself would never venture to come to wrestle with +him. She stood among the red and the purple and the russet gold of the +latest summer flowers in the mill-garden, where he had scourged her as a +little child for daring to pause and cool her burning face in the +sweetness of the white lilies. Could that ruthless arm be unnerved even +by age or death?--it seemed to her impossible. + +All was quite still. Nothing stirred, except the silvery gnats of the +morning, and the bees, and the birds in the leaves. There seemed a +strange silence everywhere, and the great wheels stood still in the +mill-water; never within the memory of any in that countryside had those +wheels failed to turn at sunrise, unless locked by a winter-frost. + +She hastened her steps, and went within. The clock ticked, the lean cat +mewed; other sound there was none. She left her wooden shoes at the +bottom step, and stole up the steep stairs. The woman Pitchou peered +with a scared face out from her master's chamber. + +"Where hast been all night?" she whispered in her grating voice; "thy +grandsire lies a-dying." + +"Dying?" + +"Ay," muttered the old peasant. "He had a stroke yester-night as he +came from the corn-fair. They brought him home in the cart. He is as +good as dead. You are glad." + +"Hush!" muttered the girl fiercely; and she dropped down on the topmost +step, and rested her head on her hands. She had nothing to grieve for; +and yet there was that in the coarse congratulation which jarred on her +and hurt her. + +She thought of Manon Dax dead in the snow; she thought of +the song-birds dead in the traps; she thought of the poor +coming--coming--coming--through so many winters to beg bread, and going +away with empty hands and burdened hearts, cursing God. Was this +death-bed all their vengeance? It was but poor justice, and came late. + +Old Pitchou stood and looked at her. + +"Will he leave her the gold or no?" she questioned in herself; musing +whether or no it were better to be civil to the one who might inherit +all his wealth, or might be cast adrift upon the world--who could say +which? + +After awhile Folle-Farine rose silently and brushed her aside, and went +into the room. + +It was a poor chamber; with a bed of straw and a rough bench or two, and +a wooden cross with the picture of the Ascension hung above it. The +square window was open, a knot of golden pear-leaves nodded to and fro; +a linnet sang. + +On the bed Claudis Flamma lay; dead already, except for the twitching of +his mouth, and the restless wanderings of his eyes. Yet not so lost to +life but that he knew her at a glance; and as she entered, glared upon +her, and clinched his numbed hands upon the straw, and with a horrible +effort in his almost lifeless limbs, raised the right arm, that alone +had any strength or warmth left in it, and pointed at her with a shriek: + +"She was a saint--a saint: God took her. So I said:--and was proud. +While all the while man begot on her _that_!" + +Then with a ghastly rattle in his throat, he quivered, and lay paralyzed +again: only the eyes were alive, and were still speaking--awfully. + +Folle-Farine went up to his bed, and stood beside it, looking down on +him. + +"You mean--my mother?" + +It was the first time that she had ever said the word. Her voice +lingered on the word, as though loath to leave its unfamiliar sweetness. + +He lay and looked at her, motionless, impatient, lifeless; save only for +the bleak and bloodshot stare of the stony eyes. + +She thought that he had heard; but he made no sign in answer. + +She sank down on her knees beside his bed, and put her lips close to +him. + +"Try and speak to me of my mother--once--once," she murmured, with a +pathetic longing in her voice. + +A shudder shook his frozen limbs. He made no answer, he only glared on +her with a terrible stare that might be horror, repentance, grief, +memory, fear--she could not tell. + +Old Pitchou stretched her head from the corner, as a hooded snake from +its hole. + +"Ask where the money is hid," she hissed in a shrill whisper. +"Ask--ask--while he can yet understand." + +He understood, for a smile grim and horrible disturbed his tight lips a +moment. + +Folle-Farine did not hear. + +"Tell me of my mother;--tell me, tell me," she muttered. Since a human +love had been born in her heart, she had thought often of that mother +whose eyes had never looked on her, and whose breast had never fed her. + +His face changed, but he did not speak; he gasped for breath, and lay +silent; his eyes trembled and confused; it might be that in that moment +remorse was with him, and the vain regrets of cruel years. + +It might be that dying thus, he knew that from his hearth, as from hell, +mother and child had both been driven whilst his lips had talked of God. + +A little bell rang softly in the orchard below the casement; the clear +voice of a young boy singing a canticle crossed the voice of the linnet; +there was a gleam of silver in the sun. The Church bore its Host to the +dying man. + +They turned her from the chamber. + +The eyes of one unsanctified might not gaze upon mysteries of the blest. + +She went out without resistance; she was oppressed and stupefied; she +went to the stairs, and there sat down again, resting her forehead on +her hands. + +The door of the chamber was a little open, and she could hear the +murmurs of the priest's words, and smell the odors of the sacred chrism. +A great bitterness came on her mouth. + +"One crust in love--to them--in the deadly winters, had been better +worth than all this oil and prayer," she thought. And she could see +nothing but the old famished face of Manon Dax in the snow and the +moonlight, as the old woman had muttered, "God is good." + +The officers of the Church ceased; there reigned an intense stillness; a +stillness as of cold. + +Suddenly the voice of Claudis Flamma rang out loud and shrill,-- + +"I loved her! Oh, God!--_Thou_ knowest!" + +She rose and looked through the space of the open door into the +death-chamber. + +He had sprung half erect, and with his arms outstretched, gazed at the +gladness and the brightness of the day. In his eyes there was a mortal +agony, a passion of reproach. + +With one last supreme effort, he raised the crucifix which the priests +had laid upon his bare anointed breast, and held it aloft, and shook it, +and spat on it, and cast it forth from him broken upon the ground. + +"Even _Thou_ art a liar!" he cried,--it was the cry of the soul leaving +the body,--with the next moment he fell back--dead. + +In that one cry his heart had spoken; the cold, hard heart that yet had +shut one great love and one great faith in it, and losing these, had +broken and shown no wound. + +For what agony had been like unto his? + +Since who could render him back on earth, or in the grave, that pure +white soul he had believed in once? Yea--who? Not man; not even God. + +Therefore had he suffered without hope. + +She went away from the house and down the stairs, and out into the ruddy +noon. She took her way by instinct to the orchard, and there sat down +upon a moss-grown stone within the shadow of the leaves. + +All sense was deadened in her under a deep unutterable pity. + +From where she sat she could see the wicket window, the gabled end of +the chamber, and where the linnet sang, and the yellow fruit of the +pear-tree swung. All about was the drowsy hot weather of the fruit +harvest; the murmur of bees; the sweep of the boughs in the water. + +Never, in all the years that they had dwelt together beneath one roof, +had any good word or fair glance been given her; he had nourished her on +bitterness, and for his wage paid her a curse. Yet her heart was sore +for him; and judged him without hatred. + +All things seemed clear to her, now that a human love had reached her; +and this man also, having loved greatly and been betrayed, became +sanctified in her sight. + +She forgot his brutality, his avarice, his hatred; she remembered only +that he had loved, and in his love been fooled, and so had lost his +faith in God and man, and had thus staggered wretchedly down the +darkness of his life, hating himself and every other, and hurting every +other human thing that touched him, and crying ever in his blindness, "O +Lord, I believe, help thou mine unbelief!" + +And now he was dead. + +What did it matter? + +Whether any soul of his lived again, or whether body and mind both died +forever, what would it benefit all those whom he had slain?--the little +fair birds, poisoned in their song; the little sickly children, starved +in the long winters; the miserable women, hunted to their graves for +some small debt of fuel or bread; the wretched poor, mocked in their +famine by his greed and gain? + +It had been woe for him that his loved had wronged him, and turned the +hard excellence of his life to stone: but none the less had it been woe +to them to fall and perish, because his hand would never spare, his +heart would never soften. + +Her heart was sick with the cold, bitter, and inexorable law, which had +let this man drag out his seventy years, cursing and being cursed; and +lose all things for a dream of God; and then at the last, upon his +death-bed, know that dream likewise to be false. + +"It is so cruel! It is so cruel!" she muttered, where she sat with dry +eyes in the shade of the leaves, looking at that window where death was. + +And she had reason. + +For there is nothing so cruel in life as a Faith;--the Faith, whatever +its name may be, that draws a man on all his years through, on one +narrow path, by one tremulous light, and then at the last, with a laugh, +drowns him. + + + + +CHAPTER IV. + + +The summer day went by. No one sought her. She did not leave the +precincts of the still mill-gardens; a sort of secrecy and stillness +seemed to bind her footsteps there, and she dreaded to venture forth, +lest she should meet the eyes of Arslàn. + +The notary had put seals upon all the cupboards and desks. Two hired +watchers sat in the little darkened room above. Some tapers burned +beside his bed. The great clock ticked heavily. All the house was +closed. Without burned the great roses of the late summer, and the +scorch of a cloudless sun. The wheels of the mill stood still. People +came and went; many women among them. The death of the miller of Yprès +was a shock to all his countryside. There was scarce a face that did not +lighten, as the peasants going home at the evening met one another in +the mellow fields, and called across, "Hast heard? Flamma is dead--at +last." + +No woman came across the meadows with a little candle, and kneeled down +by his body and wept and blessed the stiff and withered hands for the +good that they had wrought, and for the gifts that they had given. + +The hot day-hours stole slowly by; all was noiseless there where she +sat, lost in the stupefied pain of her thoughts, in the deep shadow of +the leaves, where the first breath of the autumn had gilded them and +varied them, here and there, with streaks of red. + +No one saw her; no one remembered her; no one came to her. She was left +in peace, such peace as is the lot of those for whose sigh no human ear +is open, for whose need no human hand is stretched. Once indeed at +noonday, the old serving-woman sought her, and had forced on her some +simple meal of crusts and eggs. + +"For who can tell?" the shrewd old Norway crone thought to +herself,--"who can tell? She may get all the treasure: who knows? And if +so, it will be best to have been a little good to her this day, and to +seem as if one had forgiven about the chain of coins." + +For Pitchou, like the world at large, would pardon offenses, if for +pardon she saw a sure profit in gold. + +"Who will he have left all the wealth to, think you?" the old peasant +muttered, with a cunning glitter in her sunken eyes, standing by her at +noon, in the solitude, where the orchards touched the mill-stream. + +"The wealth,--whose wealth?" Folle-Farine echoed the word stupidly. She +had had no thought of the hoarded savings of that long life of theft, +and of oppression. She had had no remembrance of any possible +inheritance which might accrue to her by this sudden death. She had been +too long his goaded and galled slave to be able to imagine herself his +heir. + +"Ay, his wealth," answered the woman, standing against the water with +her wooden shoes deep in dock-leaves and grass, gazing, with a curious +eager grasping greed in her eyes, at the creature whom she had always +done her best to thwart, to hurt, to starve and to slander. "Ay, his +wealth. You who look so sharp after your bits of heathen coins, cannot +for sure pretend to forget the value he must have laid by, living as he +has lived all the days from his youth upward. There must be a rare mass +of gold hid away somewhere or another--the notary knows, I suppose--it +is all in the place, that I am sure. He was too wise ever to trust money +far from home; he knew well it was a gad-about, that once you part with +never comes back to you. It must be all in the secret places; in the +thatch, under the hearthstone, in the rafters, under the bricks. And, +maybe, there will be quite a fortune. He had so much, and he lived so +near. Where think you it will go?" + +A faint bitter smile flickered a moment over Folle-Farine's mouth. + +"It should go to the poor. It belongs to them. It was all coined out of +their hearts and their bodies." + +"Then you have no hope for yourself:--you?" + +"I?" + +She muttered the word dreamily; and raised her aching eyelids, and +stared in stupefaction at the old, haggard, dark, ravenous face of +Pitchou. + +"Pshaw! You cannot cheat me that way," said the woman, moving away +through the orchard branches, muttering to herself. "As if a thing of +hell like you ever served like a slave all these years, on any other +hope than the hope of the gold! Well,--as for me,--I never pretend to +lie in that fashion. If it had not been for the hope of a share in the +gold, I would never have eaten for seventeen years the old wretch's +mouldy crusts and lentil-washings." + +She hobbled, grumbling on her way back to the house, through the russet +shadows and the glowing gold of the orchards. + +Folle-Farine sat by the water, musing on the future which had opened to +her with the woman's words of greed. + +Before another day had sped, it was possible,--so even said one who +hated her, and begrudged her every bit and drop that she had taken at +the miser's board,--possible that she would enter into the heritage of +all that this long life, spent in rapacious greed and gain, had gathered +together. + +One night earlier, paradise itself would have seemed to open before her +with such a hope; for she would have hastened to the feet of Arslàn, and +there poured all treasure that chance might have given her, and would +have cried out of the fullness of her heart, "Take, enjoy, be free, do +as you will. So that you make the world of men own your greatness, I +will live as a beggar all the years of my life, and think myself richer +than kings!" + +But now, what use would it be, though she were called to an empire? She +would not dare to say to him, as a day earlier she would have said with +her first breath, "All that is mine is thine." + +She would not even dare to give him all and creep away unseen, +unthanked, unhonored into obscurity and oblivion, for had he not said, +"You have no right to burden me with debt"? + +Yet as she sat there lonely among the grasses, with the great +mill-wheels at rest in the water, and the swallows skimming the surface +that was freed from the churn and the foam of the wheels, as though the +day of Flamma's death had been a saint's day, the fancy which had been +set so suddenly before her, dazzled her, and her aching brain and her +sick despair could not choose but play with it despite themselves. + +If the fortune of Flamma came to her, it might be possible, she thought, +to spend it so as to release him from his bondage, without knowledge of +his own; so to fashion with it a golden temple and a golden throne for +the works of his hand, that the world, which as they all said worshiped +gold, should be forced to gaze in homage on the creations of his mind +and hand. + +And yet he had said greater shame there could come to no man, than to +rise by the aid of a woman. The apple of life, however sweet and fair in +its color and savor, would be as poison in his mouth if her hand held +it. That she knew, and in the humility of her great and reverent love, +she submitted without question to its cruelty. + +At night she went within to break her fast, and try to rest a little. +The old peasant woman served her silently, and for the first time +willingly. "Who can say?" the Norman thought to herself,--"who can say? +She may yet get it all, who knows?" + +At night as she slept, Pitchou peered at her, shading the light from her +eyes. + +"If only I could know who gets the gold?" she muttered. Her sole thought +was the money; the money that the notary held under his lock and seal. +She wished now that she had dealt better with the girl sometimes; it +would have been safer, and it could have done no harm. + +With earliest dawn Folle-Farine fled again to the refuge of the wood. +She shunned, with the terror of a hunted doe, the sight of people coming +and going, the priests and the gossips, the sights and the sounds, and +none sought her. + +All the day through she wandered in the cool dewy orchard-ways. + +Beyond the walls of the foliage, she saw the shrouded window, the flash +of the crucifix, the throngs of the mourners, the glisten of the white +robes. She heard the deep sonorous swelling of the chants; she saw the +little procession come out from the doorway and cross the old wooden +bridge, and go slowly through the sunlight of the meadows. Many of the +people followed, singing, and bearing tapers; for he who was dead had +stood well with the Church, and from such there still issues for the +living a fair savor. + +No one came to her. What had they to do with her,--a creature +unbaptized, and an outcast? + +She watched the little line fade away, over the green and golden glory +of the fields. + +She did not think of herself--since Arslàn had looked at her, in his +merciless scorn, she had had neither past nor future. + +It did not even occur to her that her home would be in this place no +longer; it was as natural to her as its burrow to the cony, its hole to +the fox. It did not occur to her that the death of this her tyrant could +not but make some sudden and startling change in all her ways and +fortune. + +She waited in the woods all day; it was so strange a sense to her to be +free of the bitter bondage that had lain on her life so long; she could +not at once arise and understand the meaning of her freedom; she was +like a captive soldier, who has dragged the cannon-ball so long, that +when it is loosened from his limb, it feels strange, and his step sounds +uncompanioned. + +She was thankful, too, for the tortured beasts, and the hunted birds; +she fed them and looked in their gentle eyes, and told them that they +were free. But in her own heart one vain wish, only, ached--she thought +always: + +"If only I might die for him,--as the reed for the god." + +The people returned, and then after awhile all went forth again; they +and their priests with them. The place was left alone. The old solitude +had come upon it; the sound of the wood-dove only filled the quiet. + +The day grew on; in the orchards it was already twilight, whilst on the +waters and in the open lands farther away the sun was bright. There was +a wicket close by under the boughs; a bridle-path ran by, moss-grown, +and little used, but leading from the public road beyond. + +From the gleam of the twisted fruit trees a low flutelike noise came to +her ear in the shadow of the solitude. + +"Folle-Farine,--I go on your errand. If you repent, there is time yet to +stay me. Say--do you bid me still set your Norse-god free from the Cave +of the Snakes?" + +She, startled, looked up into the roofing of the thick foliage; she saw +shining on her with a quiet smile the eyes which she had likened to the +eyes of the Red Mouse. They scanned her gravely and curiously: they +noted the change in her since the last sun had set. + +"What did he say to you for your gold?" the old man asked. + +She was silent; the blood of an intolerable shame burned in her face; +she had not thought that she had betrayed her motive in seeking a price +for her chain of coins. + +He laughed a little softly. + +"Ah! You fancied I did not know your design when you came so bravely to +sell your Moorish dancing-gear. Oh, Folle-Farine!--female things, with +eyes like yours, must never hope to keep a secret!" + +She never answered; she had risen and stood rooted to the ground, her +head hung down, her breast heaving, the blood coming and going in her +intolerable pain, as though she flushed and froze under a surgeon's +probe. + +"What did he say to you?" pursued her questioner. "There should be but +one language possible from a man of his years to a woman of yours." + +She lifted her eyes and spoke at last: + +"He said that I did him a foul shame: the gold lies in the sands of the +river." + +She was strong to speak the truth, inflexibly, to the full; for its +degradation to herself she knew was honor to the absent. It showed him +strong and cold and untempted, preferring famine and neglect and misery +to any debt or burden of a service done. + +The old man, leaning on the wooden bar of the gate among the leaves, +looked at her long and thoughtfully. + +"He would not take your poor little pieces? You mean that?" + +She gave a sign of assent. + +"That was a poor reward to you, Folle-Farine!" Her lips grew white and +shut together. + +"Mine was the fault, the folly. He was right, no doubt." + +"You are very royal. I think your northern god was only thus cold +because your gift was such a little one, Folle-Farine." + +A strong light flashed on him from her eyes. + +"It would have been the same if I had offered him an empire." + +"You are so sure? Does he hate you, then--this god of yours?" + +She quivered from head to foot; but her courage would not yield, her +faith would not be turned. + +"Need a man hate the dust under his foot?" she muttered in her teeth; +"because it is a thing too lowly for him to think of as he walks." + +"You are very truthful." + +She was silent; standing there in the shadow of the great mill-timbers. + +The old man watched her with calm approving eyes, as he might have +watched a statue of bronze. He was a great man, a man of much wealth, of +wide power, of boundless self-indulgence, of a keen serene wisdom, which +made his passions docile and ministers to his pleasure, and never +allowed them any mastery over himself. He was studying the shape of her +limbs, the hues of her skin, the lofty slender stature of her, and the +cloud of her hair that was like the golden gleaming mane of a young +desert mare. + +"All these in Paris," he was thinking. "Just as she is, with just the +same bare feet and limbs, the same untrammeled gait, the same flash of +scarlet round her loins, only to the linen tunic a hem of gold, and on +the breast a flame of opals. Paris would say that even I had never in my +many years done better. The poor barbarian! she sells her little brazen +sequins, and thinks them her only treasure, whilst she has all that! Is +Arslàn blind, or is he only tired?" + +But he spake none of his thoughts aloud. He was too wary to scare the +prey he meant to secure with any screams of the sped arrow, or any sight +of the curled lasso. + +"Well," he said, simply, "I understand; your eagle, in recompense for +your endeavors to set him free, only tears your heart with his talons? +It is the way of eagles. He has wounded you sorely. And the wound will +bleed many a day." + +She lifted her head. + +"Have I complained?--have I asked your pity, or any man's?" + +"Oh, no, you are very strong! So is a lioness; but she dies of a man's +wound sometimes. He has been very base to you." + +"He has done as he thought it right to do. Who shall lay blame on him +for that?" + +"Your loyalty says so; you are very brave, no doubt. But tell me, do you +still wish this man, who wounds you so cruelly, set free?" + +"Yes." + +"What, still?" + +"Why not?" + +"Why not? Only this: that once he is let loose your very memory will be +shaken from his thoughts as the dust of the summer, to which you liken +yourself, is shaken from his feet!" + +"No doubt." + +She thought she did not let him see the agony he dealt her; she stood +unflinching, her hands crossed upon her breast, her head drooped, her +eyes looking far from him to where the fading sunlight gleamed still +upon the reaches of the river. + +"No doubt," he echoed. "And yet I think you hardly understand. This man +is a great artist. He has a great destiny, if he once can gain the eye +and the ear of the world. The world will fear him, and curse him always; +he is very merciless to it; but if he once conquer fame, that fame will +be one to last as long as the earth lasts. That I believe. Well, give +this man what he longs for and strives for, a life in his fame which +shall not die so long as men have breath to speak of art. What will you +be in that great drunken dream of his, if once we make it true for him? +Not even a remembrance, Folle-Farine. For though you have fancied that +you, by your beauty, would at least abide upon his canvas, and so go on +to immortality with his works and name, you seem not to know that so +much also will do any mime who lets herself for hire on a tavern stage, +or any starveling who makes her daily bread by giving her face and form +to a painter's gaze. Child! what you have thought noble, men and women +have decreed one of the vilest means by which a creature traffics in her +charms. The first lithe-limbed model that he finds in the cities will +displace you on his canvas and in his memory. Shall he go free--to +forget you?" + +She listened dumbly; her attitude unchanging, as she had stood in other +days, under the shadow of the boughs, to receive the stripes of her +master. + +"He shall be free--to forget me." + +The words were barely audible, but they were inflexible, as they were +echoed through her locked teeth. + +The eyes of her tormentor watched her with a wondering admiration; yet +he could not resist the pleasure of an added cruelty, as the men of the +torture-chambers of old strained once more the fair fettered form of a +female captive, that they might see a little longer those bright limbs +quiver, and those bare nerves heave. + +"Well; be it so if you will it. Only think long enough. For strong +though you are, you are also weak; for you are of your mother's sex, +Folle-Farine. You may repent. Think well. You are no more to him than +your eponym, the mill-dust. You have said so to yourself. But you are +beautiful in your barbarism; and here you are always near him; and with +a man who has no gold to give, a woman need have few rivals to fear. If +his heart eat itself out here in solitude, soon or late he will be +yours, Folle-Farine. A man, be he what he will, cannot live long without +some love, more or less, for some woman. A little while, and your +Norse-god alone here, disappointed, embittered, friendless, galled by +poverty, and powerless to escape, will turn to you, and find a sweetness +on your lips, a balm in your embrace, an opium draught for an hour, at +least, in that wonderful beauty of yours. A woman who is beautiful, and +who has youth, and who has passion, need never fail to make a love-light +beam in the eyes of a man, if only she know how to wait, if only she be +the sole blossom that grows in his pathway, the sole fruit within reach +of his hands. Keep him here, and soon or late, out of sheer despair of +any other paradise, he will make his paradise in your breast. Do you +doubt? Child, I have known the world many years, but this one thing I +have ever known to be stronger than any strength a man can bring against +it to withstand it--this one thing which fate has given you, the bodily +beauty of a woman." + +His voice ceased softly in the twilight--this voice of +Mephistopheles--which tempted her but for the sheer sole pleasure of +straining this strength to see if it should break--of deriding this +faith to see if it would bend--of alluring this soul to see if it would +fall. + +She stood abased in a piteous shame--the shame that any man should thus +read her heart, which seemed to burn and wither up all liberty, all +innocence, all pride in her, and leave her a thing too utterly debased +to bear the gaze of any human eyes,--to bear the light of any noonday +sun. + +And yet the terrible sweetness of the words tempted her with such subtle +force: the passions of a fierce, amorous race ran in her blood--the +ardor and the liberty of an outlawed and sensual people were bred with +her flesh and blood: to have been the passion-toy of the man she loved +for one single day,--to have felt for one brief summer hour his arms +hold her and his kisses answer hers, she would have consented to die a +hundred deaths in uttermost tortures when the morrow should have dawned, +and would have died rejoicing, crying to the last breath,-- + +"I have lived: it is enough!" + +He might be hers! The mere thought, uttered in another's voice, thrilled +through her with a tumultuous ecstasy, hot as flame, potent as wine. + +He might be hers--all her own--each pulse of his heart echoing hers, +each breath of his lips spent on her own. He might be hers!--she hid her +face upon her hands; a million tongues of fire seemed to curl about her +and lap her life. The temptation was stronger than her strength. + +She was a friendless, loveless, nameless thing, and she had but one +idolatry and one passion, and for this joy that they set to her lips she +would have given her body and her soul. Her soul--if the gods and man +allowed her one--her soul and all her life, mortal and immortal, for one +single day of Arslàn's love. Her soul, forever, to any hell they +would--but his? + +Not for this had she sold her life to the gods--not for this; not for +the rapture of passion, the trance of the senses, the heaven of self. + +What she had sworn to them, if they saved him, was forever to forget in +him herself, to suffer dumbly for him, and, whensoever they would, in +his stead to die. + +"Choose," said the soft wooing voice of her tempter, while his gaze +smiled on her through the twilight. "Shall he consume his heart here in +solitude till he loves you perforce, or shall he go free among the +cities of men, to remember you no more than he remembers the reeds by +the river?" + +The reeds by the river. + +The chance words that he used, by the mere hazards of speech, cut the +bonds of passion which were binding so closely about her. As the +river-reed to the god, so she had thought that her brief span of life +might be to the immortality of his. Was this the fulfilling of her +faith,--to hold him here with his strength in chains, and his genius +perishing in darkness, that she, the thing of an hour, might know +delight in the reluctant love, in the wearied embrace, of a man +heart-sick and heart-broken? + +She shook the deadly sweetness of the beguilement off her as she would +have shaken an asp's coils off her wrist, and rose against it, and was +once more strong. + +"What have you to do with me?" she muttered, feebly, while the fierce +glare of her eyes burned through the gloom of the leaves. "Keep your +word; set him free. His freedom let him use--as he will." + +Then, ere he could arrest her flight, she had plunged into the depths of +the orchards, and was lost in their flickering shadows. + +Sartorian did not seek to pursue her. He turned and went thoughtfully +and slowly back by the grass-grown footpath through the little wood, +along by the riverside, to the water-tower. His horses and his people +waited near, but it suited him to go thither on this errand on foot and +alone. + +"The Red Mouse does not dwell in that soul as yet. That sublime +unreason--that grand barbaric madness! And yet both will fall to gold, +as that fruit falls to the touch," he thought, as he brushed a ripe +yellow pear from the shelter of the reddening leaves, and watched it +drop, and crushed it gently with his foot, and smiled as he saw that +though so golden on the rind, and so white and so fragrant in the flesh, +at the core was a rotten speck, in which a little black worm was +twisting. + +He had shaken it down from idleness; where he left it, crushed in the +public pathway, a swarm of ants and flies soon crawled, and flew, and +fought, and fastened, and fed on the fallen purity, which the winds had +once tossed up to heaven, and the sun had once kissed into bloom. + + * * * * * + +Through the orchards, as his footsteps died away, there came a shrill +scream on the silence, which only the sighing of the cushats had broken. + +It was the voice of the old serving-woman, who called on her name from +the porch. + +In the old instinct, born of long obedience, she drew herself wearily +through the tangled ways of the gardens and over the threshold of the +house. + +She had lost all remembrance of Flamma's death, and of the inheritance +of his wealth. She only thought of those great and noble fruits of a +man's genius which she had given up all to save; she only thought +ceaselessly, in the sickness of her heart, "Will he forget?--forget +quite--when he is free?" + +The peasant standing in the porch with arms akimbo, and the lean cat +rubbing ravenous sides against her wooden shoes, peered forth from under +the rich red leaves of the creepers that shrouded the pointed roof of +the doorway. + +Her wrinkled face was full of malignity; her toothless mouth smiled; her +eyes were full of a greedy triumph. Before her was the shady, quiet, +leafy garden, with the water running clear beneath the branches; behind +her was the kitchen, with its floor of tiles, its strings of food, its +wood-piled hearth, its crucifix, and its images of saints. + +She looked at the tired limbs of the creature whom she had always hated +for her beauty and her youth; at the droop of the proud head, at the +pain and the exhaustion which every line of the face and the form spoke +so plainly; at the eyes which burned so strangely as she came through +the gray, pure air, and yet had such a look in them of sightlessness and +stupor. + +"She has been told," thought the old serving-woman. "She has been told, +and her heart breaks for the gold." + +The thought was sweet to her--precious with the preciousness of +vengeance. + +"Come within," she said, with a grim smile about her mouth. "I will give +thee a crust and a drink of milk. None shall say I cannot act like a +Christian; and to-night I will let thee rest here in the loft, but no +longer. With the break of day thou shalt tramp. We are Christians here." + +Folle-Farine looked at her with blind eyes, comprehending nothing that +she spoke. + +"You called me?" she asked, the old mechanical formula of servitude +coming to her lips by sheer unconscious instinct. + +"Ay, I called. I would have thee to know that I am mistress here now; +and I will have no vile things gad about in the night so long as they +eat of my bread. Tonight thou shalt rest here, I say; so much will I do +for sake of thy mother, though she was a foul light o' love, when all +men deemed her a saint; but to-morrow thou shalt tramp. Such hell-spawn +as thou art mayst not lie on a bed of Holy Church." + +Folle-Farine gazed at her, confused and still not comprehending; +scarcely awake to the voice which thus adjured her; all her strength +spent and bruised, after the struggle of the temptation which had +assailed her. + +"You mean," she muttered, "you mean----What would you tell me? I do not +know." + +The familiar place reeled around her. The saints and the satyrs on the +carved gables grinned on her horribly. The yellow house-leek on the roof +seemed to her so much gold, which had a tongue, and muttered, "You prate +of the soul. I alone am the soul of the world." + +All the green, shadowy, tranquil ways grew strange to her; the earth +shook under her feet; the heavens circled around her:----and Pitchou, +looking on her, thought that she was stunned by the loss of the miser's +treasure! + +She! in whose whole burning veins there ran only one passion, in whose +crushed brain there was only one thought--"Will he forget--forget +quite--when he is free?" + +The old woman stretched her head forward, and cackled out eager, +hissing, tumultuous words: + +"Hast not heard? No? Well, see, then. Some said you should be sent for, +but the priest and I said No. Neither Law nor Church count the +love-begotten. Flamma died worth forty thousand francs, set aside all +his land and household things. God rest his soul! He was a man. He +forgot my faithful service, true, but the good almoner will remember all +that to me. Forty thousand francs! What a man! And hardly a nettle +boiled in oil would he eat some days together. Where does this money +go--eh, eh? Canst guess?" + +"Go?" + +Pitchou watched her grimly, and laughed aloud: + +"Ah, ah! I know. So you dared to hope, too? Oh, fool! what thing did +ever he hate as he hated your shadow on the wall? The money, and the +lands, and the things--every coin, every inch, every crumb--is willed +away to the Church, to the holy chapter in the town yonder, to hold for +the will of God and the glory of his kingdom. And masses will be said +for his soul, daily, in the cathedral; and the gracious almoner has as +good as said that the mill shall be let to Francvron, the baker, who is +old and has no women to his house; and that I shall dwell here and +manage all things, and rule Francvron, and end my days in the chimney +corner. And I will stretch a point and let you lie in the hay to-night, +but to-morrow you must tramp, for the devil's daughter and Holy Church +will scarce go to roost together." + +Folle-Farine heard her stupidly, and stupidly gazed around; she did not +understand. She had never had any other home, and, in a manner, even in +the apathy of a far greater woe, she clove to this place; to its +familiarity, and its silence, and its old woodland-ways. + +"Go!"--she looked down through the aisles of the boughs dreamily; in a +vague sense she felt the sharpness of desolation that repulses the +creature whom no human heart desires, and whom no human voice bids stay. + +"Yes. Go; and that quickly," said the peasant with a sardonic grin. "I +serve the Church now. It is not for me to harbor such as thee; nor is it +fit to take the bread of the poor and the pious to feed lips as accursed +as are thine. Thou mayst lie here to-night--I would not be +overharsh--but tarry no longer. Take a sup and a bit, and to bed. Dost +hear?" + +Folle-Farine, without a word in answer, turned on her heel and left her. + +The old woman watched her shadow pass across the threshold, and away +down the garden-paths between the green lines of the clipped box, and +vanish beyond the fall of drooping fig-boughs and the walls of ivy and +of laurel; then with a chuckle she poured out her hot coffee, and sat in +her corner and made her evening meal, well pleased; comfort was secured +her for the few years which she had to live, and she was revenged for +the loss of the sequins. + +"How well it is for me that I went to mass every Saint's-day!" she +thought, foreseeing easy years and plenty under the rule of the Church +and of old deaf Francvron, the baker. + +Folle-Farine mounted the wooden ladder to the hayloft which had been her +sleeping-chamber, there took the little linen and the few other garments +which belonged to her, folded them together in her winter sheepskin, and +went down the wooden steps once more, and out of the mill-garden across +the bridge into the woods. + +She had no fixed purpose even for the immediate hour; she had not even a +tangible thought for her future. She acted on sheer mechanical impulse, +like one who does some things unconsciously, walking abroad in the +trance of sleep. That she was absolutely destitute scarcely bore any +sense to her. She had never realized that this begrudged roof and scanty +fare, which Flamma had bestowed on her, had, wretched though they were, +yet been all the difference between home and homelessness--between +existence and starvation. + +She wandered on aimlessly through the woods. + +She paused a moment on the river-sand, and turned and looked back at the +mill and the house. From where she stood, she could see its brown gables +and its peaked roof rising from masses of orchard-blossom, white and +wide as sea-foam; further round it, closed the dark belt of the sweet +chestnut woods. + +She looked; and great salt tears rushed into her hot eyes and blinded +them. + +She had been hated by those who dwelt there, and had there known only +pain, and toil, and blows, and bitter words. And yet the place itself +was dear to her, its homely and simple look: its quiet garden-ways, its +dells of leafy shadow, its bright and angry waters, its furred and +feathered creatures that gave it life and loveliness,--these had been +her consolations often,--these, in a way, she loved. + +Such as it was, her life had been bound up with it; and though often its +cool pale skies and level lands had been a prison to her, yet her heart +clove to it in this moment when she left it--forever. She looked once at +it long and lingeringly; then turned and went on her way. + +She walked slowly through the cool evening shadows, while the birds +fluttered about her head. She did not comprehend the terrible fate that +had befallen her. She did not think that it was horrible to have no +canopy but the clear sky, and no food but the grain rubbed from the ripe +wheat-ears. + +The fever of conscious passion which had been born in her, and the awe +of the lonely death that she had witnessed, wore on her too heavily, and +with too dreamy and delirious an absorption, to leave any room in her +thoughts for the bodily perils or the bodily privations of her fate. + +Some vague expectancy of some great horror, she knew not what, was on +her. She was as in a trance, her brain was giddy, her eyes blind. Though +she walked straightly, bearing her load upon her head, on and on as +through the familiar paths, she yet had no goal, no sense of what she +meant to do, or whither she desired to go. + +The people were still about, going from their work in the fields, and +their day at the town-market, to their homesteads and huts. Every one of +them cast some word at her. For the news had spread by sunset over all +the countryside that Flamma's treasure was gone to Holy Church. + +They were spoken in idleness, but they were sharp, flouting, merciless +arrows of speech, that struck her hardly as the speakers cast them, and +laughed, and passed by her. She gave no sign that she heard, not by so +much as the quiver of a muscle or the glance of an eye; but she, +nevertheless, was stung by them to the core, and her heart hardened, and +her blood burned. + +Not one of them, man or boy, but made a mock of her as they marched by +through the purpling leaves or the tall seed-grasses. Not one of them, +mother or maiden, that gave a gentle look at her, or paused to remember +that she was homeless, and knew no more where to lay her head that night +than any sick hart driven from its kind. + +She met many in the soft gray and golden evening, in the fruit-hung +ways, along the edge of the meadows: fathers with their little children +running by them, laden with plumes of meadow-sweet; mothers bearing +their youngest born before them on the high sheepskin saddle; young +lovers talking together as they drove the old cow to her byre; old +people counting their market gains cheerily; children paddling knee-deep +in the brooks for cresses. None of them had a kindly glance for +her;--all had a flouting word. There was not one who offered her so much +as a draught of milk; not one who wished her so much as a brief +good-night. + +"She will quit the country now; that is one good thing," she heard many +of them say of her. And they spoke of Flamma, and praised him; saying, +how pure as myrrh in the nostrils was the death of one who feared God! + +The night came on nearer; the ways grew more lonely; the calf bleating +sought its dam, the sheep folded down close together, the lights came +out under the lowly roofs; now and then from some open window in the +distance there came the sound of voices singing together; now and then +there fell across her path two shadows turning one to the other. + +She only was alone. + +What did she seek to do? + +She paused on a little slip of moss-green timber that crossed the water +in the open plain, and looked down at herself in the shining stream. +None desired her--none remembered her; none said to her, "Stay with us a +little, for love's sake." + +"Surely I must be vile as they say, that all are against me!" she +thought; and she pondered wearily in her heart where her sin against +them could lie. That brief delirious trance of joy that had come to her +with the setting of the last day's sun, had with the sun sunk away. The +visions which had haunted her sleep under the thorn-tree whilst the +thrush sang, had been killed under the cold and bitterness of the waking +world. She wondered, while her face burned red with shame, what she had +been mad enough to dream of in that sweet cruel slumber. For him--she +felt that sooner than again look upward to his eyes she would die by a +thousand deaths. + +What was she to him?--a barbarous, worthless, and unlovely thing, whose +very service was despised, whose very sacrifice was condemned. + +"I would live as a leper all the days of my life, if, first, I might be +fair in his sight one hour!" she thought; and she was conscious of +horror or of impiety in the ghastly desire, because she had but one +religion, this--her love. + +She crossed the little bridge, and sat down to rest on the root of an +old oak on the edge of the fields of poppies. + +The evening had fallen quite. There was a bright moon on the edge of the +plain. The cresset-lights of the cathedral glowed through the dusk. All +was purple and gray and still. There were the scents of heavy earths and +of wild thymes, and the breath of grazing herds. The little hamlets were +but patches of darker shade on the soft brown shadows of the night. +White sea-mists, curling and rising, chased each other over the dim +world. + +She sat motionless, leaning her head upon her hand. + +She could not weep, as other creatures could. The hours drew on. She had +no home to go to; but it was not for this that she sorrowed. + +Afar off, a step trod down the grasses. A hawk rustled through the +gloom. A rabbit fled across the path. The boughs were put aside by a +human hand; Arslàn came out from the darkness of the woods before her. + +With a sharp cry she sprang to her feet and fled, impelled by +passionate, reasonless instinct to hide herself forever and forever from +the only eyes she loved. + +Before her were the maze of the poppy-fields. In the moonlight their +blossoms, so gorgeous at sunset or at noon, lost all their scarlet gaud +and purple pomp, and drooped like discrowned kings stripped bare in the +midnight of calamity. + +Their colorless flowers writhed and twined about her ankles. Her brown +limbs glistened in the gleam from the skies. She tightened her red +girdle round her loins and ran, as a doe runs to reach the sanctuary. + +Long withes of trailing grasses, weeds that grew among the grasses, +caught her fleet feet and stopped her. The earth was wet with dew. A +tangle of boughs and brambles filled the path. For once, her sure steps +failed her. She faltered and fell. + +Ere he could touch her, she rose again. The scent of the wet leaves was +in her hair. The rain-drops glistened on her feet. The light of the +stars seemed in her burning eyes. Around her were the gleam of the +night, the scent of the flowers, the smell of woods. On her face the +moon shone. + +She was like a creature born from the freshness of dews, from the odor +of foliage, from the hues of the clouds, from the foam of the brooks, +from all things of the woods and the water. In that moment she was +beautiful with the beauty of women. + +"If only she could content me!" he thought. If only he had cared for the +song of the reed by the river! + +But he cared nothing at all for anything that lived; and a pursuit that +was passionless had always seemed to him base; and his feet were set on +a stony and narrow road where he would not incumber his strength with a +thing of her sex, lest the burden should draw him backward one rood on +his way. + +He had never loved her; he never would love her; his senses were awake +to her beauty, indeed, and his reason awed it beyond all usual gifts of +her sex. But he had used it in the service of his art, and therein had +scrutinized, and portrayed, and debased until it had lost to him all +that fanciful sanctity, all that half-mysterious charm, which arouse the +passion of love in a man to a woman. + +So he let her be, and stood by her in the dusk of the night with no +light in his own eyes. + +"Do not fly from me," he said to her. "I have sought you, to ask your +forgiveness, and----" + +She stood silent, her head bent; her hands were crossed upon her chest +in the posture habitual to her under any pain; her face was hidden in +the shadow; her little bundle of clothes had dropped on the grasses, and +was hidden by them. Of Flamma's death and of her homelessness he had +heard nothing. + +"I was harsh to you," he said, gently. "I spoke, in the bitterness of +my heart, unworthily. I was stung with a great shame;--I forgot that you +could not know. Can you forgive?" + +"The madness was mine," she muttered. "It was I, who forgot----" + +Her voice was very faint, and left her lips with effort; she did not +look up; she stood bloodless, breathless, swaying to and fro, as a young +tree which has been cut through near the root sways ere it falls. She +knew well what his words would say. + +"You are generous, and you shame me--indeed--thus," he said with a +certain softness as of unwilling pain in his voice which shook its +coldness and serenity. + +This greatness in her, this wondrous faithfulness to himself, this +silence, which bore all wounds from his hand, and was never broken to +utter one reproach against him, these moved him. He could not choose but +see that this nature, which he bruised and forsook, was noble beyond any +common nobility of any human thing. + +"I have deserved little at your hands, and you have given me much," he +said slowly. "I feel base and unworthy; for--I have sought you to bid +you farewell." + +She had awaited her death-blow; she received its stroke without a sound. + +She did not move, nor cry out, nor make any sign of pain, but standing +there her form curled within itself, as a withered fern curls, and all +her beauty changed like a fresh flower that is held in a flame. + +She did not look at him; but waited, with her head bent, and her hands +crossed on her breast as a criminal waits for his doom. + +His nerve nearly failed him; his heart nearly yielded. He had no love +for her; she was nothing to him. No more than any one of the dark, nude +savage women who had sat to his art on the broken steps of ruined +Temples of the Sun; or the antelope-eyed creatures of desert and plain, +who had come on here before him in the light of the East, and had passed +as the shadows passed, and, like them, were forgotten. + +She was nothing to him. And yet he could not choose but think--all this +mighty love, all this majestic strength, all this superb and dreamy +loveliness would die out here, as the evening colors had died out of the +skies in the west, none pausing even to note that they were dead. + +He knew that he had but to say to her, "Come!" and she would go beside +him, whether to shame or ignominy, or famine or death, triumphant and +rejoicing as the martyrs of old went to the flames, which were to them +the gates of paradise. + +He knew that there would not be a blow his hand could deal which could +make her deem him cruel; he knew that there would be no crime which he +could bid her commit for him which would not seem to her a virtue; he +knew that for one hour of his love she would slay herself by any death +he told her; he knew that the deepest wretchedness lived through by his +side would be sweeter and more glorious than any kingdom of the world or +heaven. And he knew well that to no man is it given to be loved twice +with such love as this. + +Yet,--he loved not her; and he was, therefore, strong, and he drove the +death-stroke home, with pity, with compassion, with gentleness, yet +surely home--to the heart. + +"A stranger came to me an hour or more ago," he said to her; and it +seemed even to him as though he slew a life godlier and purer and +stronger than his own,--"an old man, who gave no name. I have seen his +face--far away, long ago--I am not sure. The memory is too vague. He +seemed a man of knowledge, and a man critical and keen. That study of +you--the one among the poppies--you remember--took his eyes and pleased +him. He bore it away with him, and left in its stead a roll of paper +money--money enough to take me back among men--to set me free for a +little space. Oh child! you have seen--this hell on earth kills me. It +is a death in life. It has made me brutal to you sometimes; sometimes I +must hurt something, or go mad." + +She was silent; her attitude had not changed, but all her loveliness was +like one of the poppies that his foot had trodden on, discolored, +broken, ruined. She stood as though changed to a statue of bronze. + +He looked on her, and knew that no creature had ever loved him as this +creature had loved. But of love he wanted nothing,--it was wearying to +him; all he desired was power among men. + +"I have been cruel to you," he said, suddenly. "I have stung and wounded +you often. I have dealt with your beauty as with this flower under my +foot. I have had no pity for you. Can you forgive me ere I go?" + +"You have no sins to me," she made answer to him. She did not stir; nor +did the deadly calm on her face change; but her voice had a harsh +metallic sound, like the jar of a bell that is broken. + +He was silent also. The coldness and the arrogance of his heart were +pained and humbled by her pardon of them. He knew that he had been +pitiless to her--with a pitilessness less excusable than that which is +born of the fierceness of passion and the idolatrous desires of the +senses. Man would have held him blameless here, because he had forborne +to pluck for his own delight this red and gold reed in the swamp; but he +himself knew well that, nevertheless, he had trodden its life out, and +so bruised it, as he went, that never would any wind of heaven breathe +music through its shattered grace again. + +"When do you go?" she asked. + +Her voice had still the same harsh, broken sound in it. She did not lift +the lids of her eyes; her arms were crossed upon her breast;--all the +ruins of the trampled poppy-blossom were about her, blood-red as a field +where men have fought and died. + +He answered her, "At dawn." + +"And where?" + +"To Paris. I will find fame--or a grave." + +A long silence fell between them. The church chimes, far away in the +darkness, tolled the ninth hour. She stood passive, colorless as the +poppies were, bloodless from the thick, dull beating of her heart. The +purple shadow and the white stars swam around her. Her heart was broken; +but she gave no sign. It was her nature to suffer to the last in +silence. + +He looked at her, and his own heart softened; almost he repented him. + +He stretched his arms to her, and drew her into them, and kissed the +dew-laden weight of her hair, and the curling, meek form, while all +warmth had died, and the passionate loveliness, which was cast to him, +to be folded in his bosom or thrust away by his foot--as he chose. + +"Oh, child, forgive me, and forget me," he murmured. "I have been base +to you,--brutal, and bitter, and cold oftentimes;--yet I would have +loved you, if I could. Love would have been youth, folly, oblivion; all +the nearest likeness that men get of happiness on earth. But love is +dead in me, I think, otherwise----" + +She burned like fire, and grew cold as ice in his embrace. Her brain +reeled; her sight was blind. She trembled as she had never done under +the sharpest throes of Flamma's scourge. Suddenly she cast her arms +about his throat and clung to him, and kissed him in answer with that +strange, mute, terrible passion with which the lips of the dying kiss +the warm and living face that bends above them, on which they know they +never again will rest. + +Then she broke from him, and sprang into the maze of the moonlit fields, +and fled from him like a stag that bears its death-shot in it, and knows +it, and seeks to hide itself and die unseen. + +He pursued her, urged by a desire that was cruel, and a sorrow that was +tender. He had no love for her; and yet--now that he had thrown her from +him forever--he would fain have felt those hot mute lips tremble again +in their terrible eloquence upon his own. + +But he sought her in vain. The shadows of the night hid her from him. + +He went back to his home alone. + +"It is best so," he said to himself. + +For the life that lay before him he needed all his strength, all his +coldness, all his cruelty. And she was only a female thing--a reed of +the river, songless, and blown by the wind as the rest were. + +He returned to his solitude, and lit his lamp, and looked on the +creations that alone he loved. + +"They shall live--or I will die," he said to his own heart. With the war +to which he went what had any amorous toy to do? + +That night Hermes had no voice for him. + +Else might the wise god have said, "Many reeds grow together by the +river, and men tread them at will, and none are the worse. But in one +reed of a million song is hidden; and when a man carelessly breaks that +reed in twain, he may miss its music often and long,--yea, all the years +of his life." + +But Hermes that night spake not. + +And he brake his reed, and cast it behind him. + + + + +CHAPTER V. + + +When the dawn came, it found her lying face downward among the rushes by +the river. She had run on, and on, and on blindly, not knowing whither +she fled, with the strange force that despair lends; then suddenly had +dropped, as a young bull drops in the circus with the steel sheathed in +its brain. There she had remained insensible, the blood flowing a little +from her mouth. + +It was quite lonely by the waterside. A crane among the sedges, an owl +on the wind, a water-lizard under the stones, such were the only moving +things. It was in a solitary bend of the stream; its banks were green +and quiet; there were no dwellings near; and there was no light +anywhere, except the dull glow of the lamp above the Calvary. + +No one found her. A young fox came and smelt at her, and stole +frightened away. That was all. A sharp wind rising with the reddening of +the east blew on her, and recalled her to consciousness after many +hours. When her eyes at length opened, with a blank stare upon the +grayness of the shadows, she lifted herself a little and sat still, and +wondered what had chanced to her. + +The first rays of the sun rose over the dim blue haze of the horizon. +She looked at it and tried to remember, but failed. Her brain was sick +and dull. + +A little beetle, green and bronze, climbed in and out among the sand of +the river-shore; her eyes vacantly followed the insect's aimless +circles. She tried to think, and could not; her thoughts went feebly +and madly round and round, round and round, as the beetle went in his +maze of sand. It was all so gray, so still, so chill, she was afraid of +it. Her limbs were stiffened by the exposure and dews of the night. She +shivered and was cold. + +The sun rose--a globe of flame above the edge of the world. + +Memory flashed on her with its light. + +She rose a little, staggering and blind, and weakened by the loss of +blood; she crept feebly to the edge of the stream, and washed the stains +from her lips, and let her face rest a little in the sweet, silent, +flowing water. + +Then she sat still amidst the long rushlike grass, and thought, and +thought, and wondered why life was so tough and merciless a thing, that +it would ache on, and burn on, and keep misery awake to know itself even +when its death-blow had been dealt, and the steel was in its side. + +She was still only half sensible of her wretchedness. She was numbed by +weakness, and her brain seemed deadened by a hot pain, that shot through +it as with tongues of flame. + +The little beetle at her feet was busied in a yellower soil than sand. +He moved round and round in a little dazzling heap of coins and +trembling paper thin as gauze. She saw it without seeing for awhile; +then, all at once, a horror flashed on her. She saw that the money had +fallen from her tunic. She guessed the truth--that in his last embrace +he had slid into her bosom, in notes and in coin, half that sum whereof +he had spoken as the ransom which had set him free. + +Her bloodless face grew scarlet with an immeasurable shame. She would +have suffered far less if he had killed her. + +He who denied her love to give her gold! Better that, when he had kissed +her, he had covered her eyes softly with one hand, and with the other +driven his knife straight through the white warmth of her breast. + +The sight of the gold stung her like a snake. + +Gold!--such wage as men flung to the painted harlots gibing at the +corners of the streets! + +The horror of the humiliation filled her with loathing of herself. +Unless she had become shameful in his sight, she thought, he could not +have cast this shame upon her. + +She gathered herself slowly up, and stood and looked with blind, aching +eyes at the splendor of the sunrise. + +Her heart was breaking. + +Her one brief dream of gladness was severed sharply, as with a sword, +and killed forever. + +She did not reason--all thought was stunned in her; but as a woman, who +loves looking on the face she loves, will see sure death written there +long ere any other can detect it, so she knew, by the fatal and unerring +instinct of passion, that he was gone from her as utterly and as +eternally as though his grave had closed on him. + +She did not even in her own heart reproach him. Her love for him was too +perfect to make rebuke against him possible to her. Had he not a right +to go as he would, to do as he chose, to take her or leave her, as best +might seem to him? Only he had no right to shame her with what he had +deemed shame to himself; no right to insult what he had slain. + +She gathered herself slowly up, and took his money in her hand, and went +along the river-bank. Whither? She had no knowledge at first; but, as +she moved against the white light and the cool currents of the morning +air, her brain cleared a little. The purpose that had risen in her +slowly matured and strengthened; without its sustenance she would have +sunk down and perished, like a flower cut at the root. + +Of all the world that lay beyond the pale of those golden and russet +orchards and scarlet lakes of blowing poppies she had no more knowledge +than the lizard at her feet. + +Cities, he had often said, were as fiery furnaces that consumed all +youth and innocence which touched them; for such as she to go to them +was, he had often said, to cast a luscious and golden peach of the +summer into the core of a wasps'-nest. Nevertheless, her mind was +resolute to follow him,--to follow him unknown by him; so that, if his +footsteps turned to brighter paths, her shadow might never fall across +his ways; but so that, if need were, if failure still pursued him, and +by failure came misery and death, she would be there beside him, to +share those fatal gifts which none would dispute with her or grudge her. + +To follow him was to her an instinct as natural and as irresistible as +it is to the dog to track his master's wanderings. + +She would have starved ere ever she would have told him that she +hungered. She would have perished by the roadside ere ever she would +have cried to him that she was homeless. She would have been torn +asunder for a meal by wolves ere she would have bought safety or succor +by one coin of that gold he had slid into her bosom, like the wages of a +thing that was vile. + +But to follow him she never hesitated: unless this had been possible to +her, she would have refused to live another hour. The love in her, at +once savage and sublime, at once strong as the lion's rage and humble as +the camel's endurance, made her take patiently all wrongs at his hands, +but made her powerless to imagine a life in which he was not. + +She went slowly now through the country, in the hush of the waking day. + +He had said that he would leave at dawn. + +In her unconscious agony of the night gone by, she had run far and fast +ere she had fallen; and now, upon her waking, she had found herself some +league from the old mill-woods, and farther yet from the tower on the +river where he dwelt. + +She was weak, and the way seemed very long to her; ever and again, too, +she started aside and hid herself, thinking each step were his. She +wanted to give him back his gold, yet she felt as though one look of his +eyes would kill her. + +It was long, and the sun was high, ere she had dragged her stiff and +feeble limbs through the long grasses of the shore and reached the +ruined granary. Crouching down, and gazing through the spaces in the +stones from which so often she had watched him, she saw at once that +the place was desolate. + +The great Barabbas, and the painted panels and canvases, and all the +pigments and tools and articles of an artist's store, were gone; but the +figures on the walls were perforce left there to perish. The early light +fell full upon them, sad and calm and pale, living their life upon the +stone. + +She entered and looked at them. + +She loved them greatly; it pierced her heart to leave them there--alone. + +The bound Helios working at the mill, with white Hermes watching, mute +and content;--and Persephone crouching in the awful shadow of the dread +winged King,--the Greek youths, with doves in their breasts and golden +apples in their hands,--the women dancing upon Cithæron in the +moonlight,--the young gladiator wrestling with the Libyan lion,--all the +familiar shapes and stories that made the gray walls teem with the old +sweet life of the heroic times, were there--left to the rat and the +spider, the dust and the damp, the slow, sad death of a decay which no +heart would sorrow for, nor any hand arrest. + +The days would come and go, the suns would rise and set, the nights +would fall, and the waters flow, and the great stars throb above in the +skies, and they would be there--alone. + +To her they were living things, beautiful and divine; they were bound up +with all the hours of her love; and at their feet she had known the one +brief dream of ecstasy that had sprung up for her, great and golden as +the prophet's gourd, and as the gourd in a night had withered. + +She held them in a passionate tenderness--these, the first creatures who +had spoken to her with a smile, and had brought light into the darkness +of her life. + +She flung herself on the ground and kissed its dust, and prayed for them +in an agony of prayer--prayed for them that the hour might come, and +come quickly, when men would see the greatness of their maker, and would +remember them, and seek them, and bear them forth in honor and in +worship to the nations. She prayed in an agony; prayed blindly, and to +whom she knew not; prayed, in the sightless instinct of the human heart, +towards some greater strength which could bestow at once retribution and +consolation. + +Nor was it so much for him as for them that she thus prayed: in loving +them she had reached the pure and impersonal passion of the artist. To +have them live, she would have given her own life. + +Then the bonds of her agony seemed to be severed; and, for the first +time, she fell into a passion of tears, and, stretched there on the +floor of the forsaken chamber, wept as women weep upon a grave. + +When she arose, at length, she met the eyes of Hypnos and Oneiros and +Thanatos--the gentle gods who give forgetfulness to men. + +They were her dear gods, her best beloved and most compassionate; yet +their look struck coldly to her heart. + +Sleep, Dreams, and Death,--were these the only gifts with which the +gods, being merciful, could answer prayer? + + + + +CHAPTER VI. + + +At the little quay in the town many boats were lading and unlading, and +many setting their sails to go southward with their loads of eggs, or of +birds, of flowers, of fruit, or of herbage; all smelling of summer rain, +and the odors of freshly plowed earths turned up with the nest of the +lark and the root of the cowslip laid bare in them. + +Folle-Farine lost herself in its little busy crowd, and learned what she +needed without any asking, in turn, question of her. + +Arslàn had sailed at sunrise. + +There was a little boat, with an old man in it, loaded with Russian +violets from a flower-farm. The old man was angered and in trouble: the +lad who steered for him had failed him, and the young men and boys on +the canals were all too busied to be willing to go the voyage for the +wretched pittance he offered. She heard, and leaned towards him. + +"Do you go the way to Paris?" + +The old man nodded. + +"I will steer for you, then," she said to him; and leaped down among his +fragrant freight. He was a stranger to her, and let her be. She did for +him as well as another, since she said that she knew those waters well. + +He was in haste, and, without more words, he loosened his sail, and cut +his moor-rope, and set his little vessel adrift down the water-ways of +the town, the violets filling the air with their odors and blue as the +eyes of a child that wakes smiling. + +All the old familiar streets, all the dusky gateways and dim passages, +all the ropes on which the lanterns and the linen hung, all the wide +carved stairways water-washed, all the dim windows that the women filled +with pots of ivy and the song of birds,--she was drifting from them with +every pulse of the tide, never again to return; but she looked at them +without seeing them, indifferent, and having no memory of them; her +brain, and her heart, and her soul were with the boat that she followed. + +It was the day of the weekly market. The broad flat-bottomed boats were +coming in at sunrise, in each some cargo of green food or of farm +produce; a strong girl rowing with bare arms, and the sun catching the +white glint of her head-gear. Boys with coils of spotted birds' eggs, +children with lapfuls of wood-gathered primroses, old women nursing a +wicker cage of cackling hens or hissing geese, mules and asses, shaking +their bells and worsted tassels, bearing their riders high on sheepskin +saddles,--these all went by her on the river, or on the towing path, or +on the broad highroad that ran for a space by the water's edge. + +All of these knew her well; all of these some time or another had jeered +her, jostled her, flouted her, or fled from her. But no one stopped her. +No one cared enough for her to care even to wonder whither she went. + +She glided out of the town, past the banks she knew so well, along the +line of the wood and the orchards of Yprès. But what at another time +would have had pain for her, and held her with the bonds of a sad +familiarity, now scarcely moved her. One great grief and one great +passion had drowned all lesser woes, and scorched all slighter memories. + +All day long they sailed. + +At noon the old man gave her a little fruit and a crust as part of her +wage; she tried to eat them, knowing she would want all her strength. + +They left the course of the stream that she knew, and sailed farther +than she had ever sailed; passed towns whose bells were ringing, and +noble bridges gleaming in the sun, and water-mills black and gruesome, +and bright orchards and vineyards heavy with the promise of fruit. She +knew none of them. There were only the water flowing under the keel, and +the blue sky above, with the rooks circling in it, which had the look of +friends to her. + +The twilight fell; still the wind served, and still they held on; the +mists came, white and thick, and stars rose, and the voices from the +shores sounded strangely, with here and there a note of music or the +deep roll of a drum. + +So she drifted out of the old life into an unknown world. But she never +once looked back. Why should she?--He had gone before. + +When it was quite night, they drew near to a busy town, whose lights +glittered by hundreds and thousands on the bank. There were many barges +and small boats at anchor in its wharves, banging out lanterns at their +mast-heads. The old man bade her steer his boat among them, and with a +cord he made it fast. + +"This is Paris?" she asked breathlessly + +The old man laughed: + +"Paris is days' sail away." + +"I asked you if you went to Paris?" + +The old man laughed again: + +"I said I came the Paris way. So I have done. Land." + +Her face set with an anger that made him wince, dull though his +conscience was. + +"You cheated me," she said, briefly; and she climbed the boat's side, +and, shaking the violets off her, set her foot upon the pier, not +stopping to waste more words. + +But a great terror fell on her. + +She had thought that the boat would bring her straight to Paris; and, +once in Paris, she had thought that it would be as easy to trace his +steps there as it had been in the little town that she had left. She had +had no sense of distance--no knowledge of the size of cities; the width, +and noise, and hurry, and confusion of this one waterside town made her +helpless and stupid. + +She stood like a young lost dog upon the flags of the landing-place, not +knowing whither to go, nor what to do. + +The old man, busied in unlading his violets into the wicker creels of +the women waiting for them, took no notice of her; why should he? He had +used her so long as he had wanted her. + +There were incessant turmoil, outcry, and uproar round the +landing-stairs, where large cargoes of beetroot, cabbages, and fish were +being put on shore. The buyers and the sellers screamed and swore; the +tawny light of oil-lamps flickered over their furious faces; the people +jostled her, pushed her, cursed her, for being in the way. She shrank +back in bewilderment and disgust, and walked feebly away from the edge +of the river, trying to think, trying to get back her old health and her +old force. + +The people of the streets were too occupied to take any heed of her. +Only one little ragged boy danced before her a moment, shrieking, "The +gypsy! the gypsy! Good little fathers, look to your pockets!" + +But she was too used to the language of abuse to be moved by it. She +went on, as though she were deaf, through the yelling of the children +and the chattering and chaffering of the trading multitude. + +There was a little street leading off the quay, picturesque and ancient, +with parquetted houses and quaint painted signs; at the corner of it sat +an old woman on a wooden stool, with a huge fan of linen on her head +like a mushroom. She was selling roasted chestnuts by the glare of a +little horn lantern. + +By this woman she paused, and asked the way to Paris. + +"Paris! This is a long way from Paris." + +"How far--to walk?" + +"That depends. My boy went up there on foot last summer; he is a young +fool, blotting and messing with ink and paper, while he talks of being a +great man, and sups with the rats in the sewers! He, I think, was a week +walking it. It is pleasant enough in fair weather. But you--you are a +gypsy. Where are your people?" + +"I have no people." + +She did not know even what this epithet of gypsy, which they so often +cast at her, really meant. She remembered the old life of the Liebana, +but she did not know what manner of life it had been; and since Phratos +had left her there, no one of his tribe or of his kind had been seen in +the little Norman town among the orchards. + +The old woman grinned, trimming her lantern. + +"If you are too bad for them, you must be bad indeed! You will do very +well for Paris, no doubt." + +And she began to count her chestnuts, lest this stranger should steal +any of them. + +Folle-Farine took no notice of the words. + +"Will you show me which is the road to take?" she asked. Meanwhile the +street-boy had brought three or four of his comrades to stare at her; +and they were dancing round her with grotesque grimace, and singing, +"Houpe là, Houpe là! Burn her for a witch!" + +The woman directed her which road to go as well as she could for the +falling darkness, and she thanked the woman and went. The +street-children ran at her heels like little curs, yelling and hissing +foul language; but she ran too, and was swifter than they, and +outstripped them, the hardy training of her limbs standing her in good +service. + +How far she ran, or what streets she traversed, she could not tell; the +chestnut-seller had said "Leave the pole-star behind you," and the star +was shining behind her always, and she ran south steadily. + +Great buildings, lighted casements, high stone walls, groups of people, +troopers drinking, girls laughing, men playing dominoes in the taverns, +women chattering in the coffee-houses, a line of priests going to a +death-bed with the bell ringing before the Host, a line of soldiers +filing through great doors as the drums rolled the _rentrée au +caserne_,--thousands of these pictures glowed in her path a moment, with +the next to fade and give place to others. But she looked neither to the +right nor left, and held on straightly for the south. + +Once or twice a man halloed after her, or a soldier tried to stop her. +Once, going through the gateway in the southern wall, a sentinel +challenged her, and leveled his bayonet only a second too late. But she +eluded them all by the swiftness of her flight and the suddenness of her +apparition, and she got out safe beyond the barriers of the town, and on +to the road that led to the country,--a road quiet and white in the +moonlight, and bordered on either side with the tall poplars and the dim +bare reapen fields which looked to her like dear familiar friends. + +It was lonely, and she sat down on a stone by the wayside and rested. +She had no hesitation in what she was doing. He had gone south, and she +would go likewise; that she might fail to find him there, never occurred +to her. Of what a city was she had not yet any conception; her sole +measurement of one was by the little towns whither she had driven the +mules to sell the fruits and the fowls. + +To have been cheated of Paris, and to find herself thus far distant from +it, appalled her, and made her heart sink. + +But it had no power to make her hesitate in the course she took. She had +no fear and no doubt: the worst thing that could have come to her had +come already; the silence and the strength of absolute despair were on +her. + +Besides, a certain thrill of liberty was on her. For the first time in +all her life she was absolutely free, with the freedom of the will and +of the body both. + +She was no longer captive to one place, bond-slave to one tyranny; she +was no longer driven with curses and commands, and yoked and harnessed +every moment of her days. To her, with the blood of a tameless race in +her, there was a certain force and elasticity in this deliverance from +bondage, that lifted some measure of her great woe off her. She could +not be absolutely wretched so long as the open sky was above her, and +the smell of the fields about her, and on her face the breath of the +blowing winds. + +She had that love which is as the bezoar stone of fable--an amulet that +makes all wounds unfelt, and death a thing to smile at in derision. + +Without some strong impulsion from without, she might never have cut +herself adrift from the tyranny that had held her down from childhood; +and even the one happiness she had known had been but little more than +the exchange of one manner of slavery for another. + +But now she was free--absolutely free; and in the calm, cool night--in +the dusk and the solitude, with the smell of the fields around her, and +above her the stars, she knew it and was glad,--glad even amidst the woe +of loneliness and the agony of abandonment. The daughter of Taric could +not be absolutely wretched so long as the open air was about her, and +the world was before her wherein to roam. + +She sat awhile by the roadside and counted his gold by the gleam of the +stars, and put it away securely in her girdle, and drank from a brook +beside her, and tried to eat a little of the bread which the old boatman +had given her as her wages, with three pieces of copper money. + +But the crust choked her; she felt hot with fever, and her throat was +parched and full of pain. + +The moon was full upon her where she sat; the red and white of her dress +bore a strange look; her face was colorless, and her eyes looked but the +larger and more lustrous for the black shadows beneath them, and the +weary swollen droop of their lids. + +She sat there, and pondered on the next step she had best take. + +A woman came past her, and stopped and looked. + +The moonlight was strong upon her face. + +"You are a handsome wench," said the wayfarer, who was elderly and of +pleasant visage; "too handsome, a vast deal, to be sitting alone like +one lost. What is the matter?" + +"Nothing," she answered. + +The old reserve clung to her and fenced her secret in, as the prickles +of a cactus-hedge may fence in the magnolia's flowers of snow. + +"What, then? Have you a home?" + +"No." + +"Eh! You must have a lover?" + +Folle-Farine's lips grew whiter, and she shrunk a little; but she +answered steadily,-- + +"No." + +"No! And at your age; and handsome as a ripe, red apple,--with your skin +of satin, and your tangle of hair! Fie, for shame! Are the men blind? +Where do you rest to-night?" + +"I am going on--south." + +"And mean to walk all night? Pooh! Come home with me, and sup and sleep. +I live hard by, just inside the walls." + +Folle-Farine opened her great eyes wide. It was the first creature who +had ever offered her hospitality. It was an old woman, too; there could +be nothing but kindness in the offer, she thought; and kindness was so +strange to her, that it troubled her more than did cruelty. + +"You are good," she said, gratefully,--"very good; but I cannot come." + +"Cannot come? Why, then?" + +"Because I must go on to Paris; I cannot lose an hour. Nevertheless, it +is good of you." + +The old woman laughed roughly. + +"Oh-ho! the red apple must go to Paris. No other market grand enough! Is +that it?" + +"I do not know what you mean." + +"But stay with me to-night. The roads are dangerous. There are vagrants +and ill-livers about. There are great fogs, too, in this district; and +you will meet drunken soldiers and beggars who will rob you. Come home +with me. I have a pretty little place, though poor; and you shall have +such fare as I give my own daughters. And maybe you will see two or +three of the young nobles. They look in for a laugh and a song--all +innocent: my girls are favorites. Come, it is not a stone's throw +through the south gate." + +"You are good; but I cannot come. As for the road, I am not afraid. I +have a good knife, and I am strong." + +She spoke in all unconsciousness, in her heart thankful to this, the +first human creature that had ever offered her shelter or good nature. + +The woman darted one sharp look at her, venomous as an adder's bite; +then bade her a short good-night, and went on her way to the gates of +the town. + +Folle-Farine rose up and walked on, taking her own southward road. + +She was ignorant of any peril that she had escaped. She did not know +that the only animals which prey upon the young of their own sex and +kind are women. + +She was very tired; long want of sleep, anguish, and bodily fatigue made +her dull, and too exhausted to keep long upon her feet. She looked about +her for some place of rest; and she knew that if she did not husband her +strength, it might fail her ere she reached him, and stretch her on a +sick-bed in some hospital of the poor. + +She passed two or three cottages standing by the roadside, with light +gleaming through their shutters; but she did not knock at any one of +them. She was afraid of spending her three copper coins; and she was too +proud to seek food or lodging as an alms. + +By-and-by she came to a little shed, standing where no house was. She +looked into it, and saw it full of the last season's hay, dry and +sweet-smelling, tenanted only by a cat rolled round in slumber. + +She crept into it, and laid herself down and slept, the bright starry +skies shining on her through the open space that served for entrance, +the clatter of a little brook under the poplar-trees the only sound upon +the quiet air. + +Footsteps went past twice or thrice, and once a wagon rolled lumbering +by; but no one came thither to disturb her, and she sank into a fitful +heavy sleep. + +At daybreak she was again afoot, always on the broad road to the +southwest. + +With one of her coins she bought a loaf and a draught of milk, at a +hamlet through which she went. She was surprised to find that people +spoke to her without a curse or taunt, and dealt with her as with any +other human being. + +Insensibly with the change of treatment, and with the fresh, sweet air, +and with the brisk movement that bore her on her way, her heart grew +lighter, and her old dauntless spirit rose again. + +She would find him, she thought, as soon as ever she entered Paris; and +she would watch over him, and only go near him if he needed her. And +then, and then---- + +But her thoughts went no further. She shut the future out from her; it +appalled her. Only one thing was clear before her--that she would get +him the greatness that he thirsted for, if any payment of her body or +her soul, her life or her death, could purchase it. + +A great purpose nerves the life it lives in, so that no personal terrors +can assail, nor any minor woes afflict it. Hunger, thirst, fatigue, +hardship, danger,--these were all in her path, and she had each in turn; +but not one of them unnerved her. + +To reach Paris, she felt that she would have walked through flames, or +fasted forty days. + +For two days and nights she went on--days cloudless, nights fine and +mild; then came a day of storm--sharp hail and loud thunder. She went on +through it all the same; the agony in her heart made the glare of +lightning and the roar of winds no more to her than the sigh of an April +breeze over a primrose bank. + +She had various fortunes on her way. + +A party of tramps crossing a meadow set on her, and tried to insult her; +she showed them her knife, and, with the blade bare against her throat, +made them fall back, and scattered them. + +A dirty and tattered group of gypsies, swatting in a dry ditch under a +tarpaulin, hailed her, and wanted her to join with them and share their +broken food. She eluded them with disgust; they were not like the +gitanos of the Liebana, and she took them to be beggars and thieves, as, +indeed, they were. + +At a little wayside cabin, a girl, with a bright rosy face, spoke softly +and cheerily to her, and bade her rest awhile on the bench in the porch +under the vines; and brought out some white pigeons to show her; and +asked her, with interest, whence she came. And she, in her fierceness +and her shyness, was touched, and wondered greatly that any female thing +could be thus good. + +She met an old man with an organ on his back, and a monkey on his +shoulder. He was old and infirm. She carried his organ for him awhile, +as they went along the same road; and he was gentle and kind in return, +and made the route she had to take clear to her, and told her, with a +shake of his head, that Paris would be either hell or heaven to such as +she. And she, hearing, smiled a little, for the first time since she had +left Yprès, and thought--heaven or hell, what would it matter which, so +long as she found Arslàn? + +Of Dante she had never heard; but the spirit of the "_questi chi mai da +me non piu diviso_" dwells untaught in every great love. + +Once, at night, a vagrant tried to rob her, having watched her count the +gold and notes which she carried in her girdle. He dragged her to a +lonely place, and snatched at the red sash, grasping the money with it; +but she was too quick for him, and beat him off in such a fashion that +he slunk away limping, and told his fellows to beware of her; for she +had the spring of a cat, and the stroke of a swan's wing. + +On the whole, the world seemed better to her than it had done: the men +were seldom insolent, taking warning from the look in her flashing eyes +and the straight carriage of her flexile frame; and the women more than +once were kind. + +Many peasants passed her on their market-mules, and many carriers' carts +and farm-wagons went by along the sunny roads. + +Sometimes their drivers called to her to get up, and gave her a lift of +a league or two on their piles of grass, of straw, or among their crates +of cackling poultry, as they made their slow way between the lines of +the trees, with their horses nodding heavily under the weight of their +uncouth harness. + +All this while she never touched the gold that he had given her. Very +little food sufficed to her: she had been hardily reared; and for the +little she had she worked always, on her way. + +A load carried, a lost sheep fetched in, some wood hewn and stacked, a +crying calf fed, a cabbage-patch dug or watered, these got her the +simple fare which she fed on; and for lodging she was to none indebted, +preferring to lie down by the side of the cows in their stalls, or under +a stack against some little blossoming garden. + +The people had no prejudice against her: she found few foes, when she +had left the district that knew the story of Reine Flamma; they were, on +the contrary, amused with her strange picture-like look, and awed with +the sad brevity of her speech to them. Sometimes it chanced to her to +get no tasks of any sort to do, and at these times she went without +food: touch his gold she would not. On the road she did what good she +could; she walked a needless league to carry home a child who had broken +his leg in a lonely lane; she sought, in a foggy night, for the straying +goat of a wretched old woman; she saved an infant from the flames in a +little cabin burning in the midst of the green fields: she did what came +in her path to do. For her heart was half broken; and this was her way +of prayer. + +So, by tedious endeavor, she won her passage wearily towards Paris. + +She had been nine days on the road, losing her way at times, and having +often wearily to retrace her steps. + +On the tenth day she came to a little town lying in a green hollow +amidst woods. + +It had an ancient church; the old sweet bells were ringing their last +mid-day mass, _Salutaris hostia_; a crumbling fortress of the Angevine +kings gave it majesty and shadow; it was full of flowers and of trees, +and had quaint, quiet, gray streets, hilly and shady, that made her +think of the streets round about the cathedral of her mother's +birthplace, away northwestward in the white sea-mists. + +When she entered it, noon had just sounded from all its many clocks and +chimes. The weather was hot, and she was very tired. She had not eaten +any food, save some berries and green leaves, for more than forty hours. +She had been refused anything to do in all places; and she had no +money--except that gold of his. + +There was a little tavern, vine-shaded and bright with a Quatre Saisons +rose that hid its casements. She asked there, timidly, if there were any +task she might do,--to fetch water, to sweep, to break wood, to drive or +to stable a mule or a horse. + +They took her to be a gypsy; they ordered her roughly to be gone. + +Through the square window she could see food--a big juicy melon cut in +halves, sweet yellow cakes, warm and crisp from the oven, a white +chicken, cold and dressed with cresses, a jug of milk, an abundance of +bread. And her hunger was very great. + +Nine days of sharper privation than even that to which she had been +inured in the penury of Yprès had made her cheeks hollow and her limbs +fleshless; and a continual consuming heat and pain gnawed at her chest. + +She sat on a bench that was free to all wayfarers, and looked at the +food in the tavern kitchen. It tempted her with the terrible animal +ravenousness begotten by long fast. She wanted to fly at it as a starved +dog flies. A rosy-faced woman cut up the chicken on a china dish, +singing. + +Folle-Farine, outside, looked at her, and took courage from her smiling +face. + +"Will you give me a little work?" she murmured. "Anything--anything--so +that I may get bread." + +"You are a gypsy," answered the woman, ceasing to smile. "Go to your own +folk." + +And she would not offer her even a plate of broken victuals. + +Folle-Farine rose and walked wearily away. She could not bear the sight +of the food; she felt that if she looked at it longer she would spring +on it like a wolf. But to use his gold never occurred to her. She would +have bitten her tongue through in famine ere she would have taken one +coin of it. + +As she went, being weak from long hunger and the stroke of the sunrays, +she stumbled and fell. She recovered herself quickly; but in the fall +the money had shaken itself from her sash, and been scattered with a +ringing sound upon the stones. + +The woman in the tavern window raised a loud cry! + +"Oh-hè! the wicked liar!--to beg bread while her waistband is stuffed +with gold like a turkey with chestnuts! What a rogue to try and dupe +poor honest people like us! Take her to prison." + +The woman cried loud; there were half a dozen stout serving-wenches and +stable-lads about in the little street, with several boys and children. +Indignant at the thought of an attempted fraud upon their charity, and +amazed at the flash and the fall of the money, they rushed on her with +shrieks of rage and scorn, with missiles of turf and stone, with their +brooms raised aloft, or their dogs set to rage at her. + +She had not time to gather up the coins and notes; she could only stand +over and defend them. Two beggar-boys made a snatch at the tempting +heap; she drew her knife to daunt them with the sight of it. The people +shrieked at sight of the bare blade; a woman selling honeycomb and pots +of honey at a bench under a lime-tree raised a cry that she had been +robbed. It was not true; but a street crowd always loves a lie, and +never risks spoiling, by sifting, it. + +The beggar-lads and the two serving-wenches and an old virago from a +cottage door near set upon her, and scrambled together to drive her away +from the gold and share it. Resolute to defend it at any peril, she set +her heel down on it, and, with her back against the tree, stood firm; +not striking, but with the point of the knife outward. + +One of the boys, maddened to get the gold, darted forward, twisted his +limbs round her, and struggled with her for its possession. In the +struggle he wounded himself upon the steel. His arm bled largely; he +filled the air with his shrieks; the people, furious, accused her of his +murder. + +Before five minutes had gone by she was seized, overpowered by numbers, +cuffed, kicked, upbraided with every name of infamy, and dragged as a +criminal up the little steep stony street in the blaze of the noonday +sun, whilst on each side the townsfolk looked out from their doorways +and their balconies and cried out: + +"What is it? Oh-hè! A brawling gypsy, who has stolen something, and has +stabbed poor little Fréki, the blind man's son, because he found her +out. What is it? _Au violon!--au violon!_" + +To which the groups called back again: + +"A thief of a gypsy, begging alms while she had stolen gold on her. She +has stabbed poor little Fréki, the blind cobbler's son, too. We think he +is dead." And the people above, in horror, lifted their hands and eyes, +and shouted afresh, "_Au violon!--au violon!_" + +Meanwhile the honey-seller ran beside them, crying aloud that she had +been robbed of five broad golden pieces. + +It was a little sunny country-place, very green with trees and grass, +filled usually with few louder sounds than the cackling of geese and the +dripping of the well-water. + +But its stones were sharp and rough; its voices were shrill and fierce; +its gossips were cruel and false of tongue; its justice was very small, +and its credulity was measureless. A girl, barefoot and bareheaded, with +eyes of the East, and a knife in her girdle, teeth that met in their +youngsters' wrist, and gold pieces that scattered like dust from her +bosom,--such a one could have no possible innocence in their eyes, such +a one was condemned so soon as she was looked at when she was dragged +among them up their hilly central way. + +She had had money on her, and she had asked for food on the plea of +being starved; that was fraud plain enough, even for those who were free +to admit that the seller of the honey-pots had never been overtrue of +speech, and had never owned so much as five gold pieces ever since her +first bees had sucked their first spray of heath-bells. + +No one had any mercy on a creature who had money, and yet asked for +work; as to her guilt, there could be no question. + +She was hurried before the village tribune, and cast with horror into +the cell where all accused waited their judgment. + +It was a dusky, loathsome place, dripping with damp, half underground, +strongly grilled with iron, and smelling foully from the brandy and +strong smoke of two drunkards who had been its occupants the previous +night. + +There they left her, taking away her knife and her money. + +She did not resist. It was not her nature to rebel futilely; and they +had fallen on her six to one, and had bound her safely with cords ere +they had dragged her away to punishment. + +The little den was visible to the highway through a square low grating. +Through this they came and stared, and mouthed, and mocked, and taunted, +and danced before her. To bait a gypsy was fair pastime. + +Everywhere, from door to door, the blind cobbler, with his little son, +and the woman who sold honey told their tale,--how she had stabbed the +little lad and stolen the gold that the brave bees had brought their +mistress, and begged for food when she had had money enough on her to +buy a rich man's feast. It was a tale to enlist against her all the +hardest animosities of the poor. The village rose against her in all its +little homes as though she had borne fire and sword into its midst. + +If the arm of the law had not guarded the entrance of her prison-cell, +the women would have stoned her to death, or dragged her out to drown in +the pond:--she was worse than a murderess in their sight; and one weak +man, thinking to shelter her a little from their rage, quoted against +her her darkest crime when he pleaded for mercy for her because she was +young and was so handsome. + +The long hot day of torment passed slowly by. + +Outside there were cool woods, flower-filled paths, broad fields of +grass, children tossing blow-balls down the wind, lovers counting the +leaves of yellow-eyed autumn daisies; but within there were only foul +smells, intense nausea, cruel heats, the stings of a thousand insects, +the buzz of a hundred carrion-flies, muddy water, and black mouldy +bread. + +She held her silence. She would not let her enemies see that they hurt +her. + +When the day had gone down, and the people had tired of their sport and +left her a little while, an old feeble man stole timidly to her, +glancing round lest any should see his charity and quote it as a crime, +and tendered her through the bars with a gentle hand a little ripe +autumnal fruit upon a cool green leaf. + +The kindness made the tears start to eyes too proud to weep for pain. + +She took the peaches and thanked him lovingly and gratefully; cooled her +aching, burning, dust-drenched throat with their fragrant moisture. + +"Hush! it is nothing," he whispered, frightenedly, glancing over his +shoulder lest any one should see. "But tell me--tell me--why did you say +you starved when you had all that gold?" + +"I did starve," she answered him. + +"But why--with all that gold?" + +"It was another's." + +The old man stared at her, trembling and amazed. + +"What--what! die of hunger and keep your hands off money in your +girdle?" + +A dreary smile came on her face. + +"What! is that inhuman too?" + +"Inhuman?" he murmured. "Oh, child--oh, child, tell any tale you will, +save such a tale as that!" + +And he stole away sorrowful, because sure that for his fruit of charity +she had given him back a lie. + +He shambled away, afraid that his neighbors should see the little thing +which he had done. + +She was left alone. + +It began to grow dark. She felt scorched with fever, and her head +throbbed. Long hunger, intense fatigue, and all the agony of thought in +which she had struggled on her way, had their reaction on her. She +shivered where she sat on the damp straw which they had cast upon the +stones; and strange noises sang in her ears, and strange lights +glimmered and flashed before her eyes. She did not know what ailed her. + +The dogs came and smelt at her, and one little early robin sang a +twilight song in an elder-bush near. These were the only things that had +any pity on her. + +By-and-by, when it was quite night, they opened the grated door and +thrust in another captive, a vagrant they had found drunk or delirious +on the highroad, whom they locked up for the night, that on the morrow +they might determine what to do with him. + +He threw himself heavily forward as he was pushed in by the old soldier +whose place it was to guard the miserable den. + +She shrank away into the farthest corner of the den, and crouched there, +breathing heavily, and staring with dull, dilated eyes. + +She thought,--surely they could not mean to leave them there alone, all +the night through, in the horrible darkness. + +The slamming of the iron door answered her; and the old soldier, as he +turned the rusty key in the lock, grumbled that the world was surely at +a pretty pass, when two tramps became too coy to roost together. And he +stumbled up the ladder-like stairs of the guard-house to his own little +chamber; and there, smoking and drinking, and playing dominoes with a +comrade, dismissed his prisoners from his recollection. + +Meanwhile, the man whom he had thrust into the cell was stretched where +he had fallen, drunk or insensible, and moaning heavily. + +She, crouching against the wall, as though praying the stones to yield +and hold her, gazed at him with horror and pity that together strove in +the confusion of her dizzy brain, and made her dully wonder whether she +were wicked thus to shrink in loathing from a creature in distress so +like her own. + +The bright moon rose on the other side of the trees beyond the grating; +its light fell across the figure of the vagrant whom they had locked in +with her, as in the wild-beast shows of old they locked a lion with an +antelope in the same cage--out of sport. + +She saw the looming massive shadow of an immense form, couched like a +crouching beast; she saw the fire of burning, wide-open, sullen eyes; +she saw the restless, feeble gesture of two lean hands, that clutched at +the barren stones with the futile action of a chained vulture clutching +at his rock; she saw that the man suffered horribly, and she tried to +pity him--tried not to shrink from him--tried to tell herself that he +might be as guiltless as was herself. But she could not prevail: nature, +instinct, youth, sex, sickness, exhaustion, all conquered her, and broke +her strength. She recoiled from the unbearable agony of that horrible +probation; she sprang to the grated aperture, and seized the iron in her +hands, and shook it with all her might, and tore at it, and bruised her +chest and arms against it, and clung to it convulsively, shriek after +shriek pealing from her lips. + +No one heard, or no one answered to her prayer. + +A stray dog came and howled in unison; the moon sailed on behind the +trees; the old soldier above slept over his toss of brandy; at the only +dwelling near they were dancing at a bridal, and had no ear to hear. + +The passionate outcries wailed themselves to silence on her trembling +mouth; her strained hands gave way from their hold on the irons; she +grew silent from sheer exhaustion, and dropped in a heap at the foot of +the iron door, clinging to it, and crushed against it, and turning her +face to the night without, feeling some little sense of solace in the +calm clear moon;--some little sense of comfort in the mere presence of +the dog. + +Meanwhile the dusky prostrate form of the man had not stirred. + +He had not spoken, save to curse heaven and earth and every living +thing. He had not ceased to glare at her with eyes that had the red +light of a tiger's in their pain. He was a man of superb stature and +frame; he was worn by disease and delirium, but he had in him a wild, +leonine tawny beauty still. His clothes were of rags, and his whole look +was of wretchedness; yet there was about him a certain reckless majesty +and splendor still, as the scattered beams of the white moonlight broke +themselves upon him. + +Of a sudden he spoke aloud, with a glitter of terrible laughter on his +white teeth and his flashing eyes. He was delirious, and had no +consciousness of where he was. + +"The fourth bull I had killed that Easter-day. Look! do you see? It was +a red Andalusian. He had wounded three picadors, and ripped the bellies +of eight horses,--a brave bull, but I was one too many for him. She was +there. All the winter she had flouted over and taunted me; all the +winter she had cast her scorn at me--the beautiful brown thing, with her +cruel eyes. But she was there when I slew the great red bull--straight +above there, looking over her fan. Do you see? And when my sword went up +to the hilt in his throat, and the brave blood spouted, she laughed such +a little sweet laugh, and cast her yellow jasmine flower at me, down in +the blood and the sand there. And that night, after the red bull died, +the rope was thrown from the balcony! So--so! Only a year ago; only a +year ago!" + +Then he laughed loud again; and, laughing, sang-- + + "Avez-vous vu en Barcelonne + Une belle dame, au sein bruni, + Pâle comme un beau soir d'automne? + C'est ma maîtresse, ma lionne, + La Marchesa d'Amaguï." + +The rich, loud challenge of the love-song snapped short in two. With a +groan and a curse he flung himself on the mud floor, and clutched at it +with his empty hands. + +"Wine!--wine!" he moaned, lying athirst there as the red bull had lain +on the sands of the circus; longing for the purple draughts of his old +feast-nights, as the red bull had longed for the mountain streams, so +cold and strong, of its own Andalusian birthplace. + +Then he laughed again, and sang old songs of Spain, broken and marred by +discord--their majestic melodies wedded strangely to many a stave of +lewd riot and of amorous verse. + +Then for awhile he was quiet, moaning dully, staring upward at the white +face of the moon. + +After awhile he mocked it--the cold, chaste thing that was the meek +trickster of so many mole-eyed lords. + +Through the terror and the confusion of her mind, with the sonorous +melody of the tongue, with the flaming darkness of the eyes, with the +wild barbaric dissolute grandeur of this shattered manhood, vague +memories floated, distorted and intangible, before her. Of deep forests +whose shade was cool even in midsummer and at mid-day; of glancing +torrents rushing through their beds of stone; of mountain snows +flashing in sunset to all the hues of the roses that grew in millions by +the river-water; of wondrous nights, sultry and serene, in which women +with flashing glances and bare breasts danced with their spangled +anklets glittering in the rays of the moon; of roofless palaces where +the crescent still glistened on the colors of the walls; of marble +pomps, empty and desolate, where only the oleander held pomp and the +wild fig-vine held possession; of a dead nation which at midnight +thronged through the desecrated halls of its kings and passed in shadowy +hosts through the fated land which had rejected the faith and the empire +of Islam; sowing as they went upon the blood-soaked soil the vengeance +of the dead in pestilence, in feud, in anarchy, in barren passions, in +endless riot and revolt, so that no sovereign should sit in peace on the +ruined throne of the Moslem, and no light shine ever again upon the +people whose boast it once had been that on them the sun in heaven never +set:--all these memories floated before her and only served to make her +fear more ghastly, her horror more unearthly. + +There he lay delirious--a madman chained at her feet, so close in the +little den that, shrink as she would against the wall, she could barely +keep from the touch of his hands as they were flung forth in the air, +from the scorch of his breath as he raved and cursed. + +And there was no light except the fire in his fierce, hot eyes; except +the flicker of the moonbeam through the leaves. + +She spent her strength in piteous shrieks. They were the first cries +that had ever broken from her lips for human aid; and they were vain. + +The guard above slept heavy with brandy and a dotard's dreams. The +village was not aroused. What cared any of its sleepers how these +outcasts fared? + +She crouched in the farthest corner, when her agony had spent itself in +the passion of appeal. + +The night--would it ever end? + +Besides its horror, all the wretchedness and bondage of her old life +seemed like peace and freedom. + +Writhing in his pain and frenzy, the wounded drunkard struck her--all +unconscious of the blow--across her eyes, and fell, contorted and +senseless, with his head upon her knees. + +He had ceased to shout his amorous songs, and vaunt his lustful +triumphs. His voice was hollow in his throat, and babbled with a strange +sound, low and fast and inarticulate. + +"In the little green wood--in the little green wood," he muttered. +"Hark! do you hear the mill-water run? She looked so white and so cold; +and they all called her a saint. What could a man do but kill _that_? +Does she cry out against me? You say so? You lie. You lie--be you devil +or god. You sit on a great white throne and judge us all. So they say. +You can send us to hell?... Well, do. You shall never wring a word from +her to _my_ hurt. She thinks I killed the child? Nay--that I swear. +Phratos knew, I think. But he is dead;--so they say. Ask him.... My +brown queen, who saw me kill the red bull,--are you there too? Ay. How +the white jewels shine in your breast! Stoop a little, and kiss me. So! +Your mouth burns; and the yellow jasmine flower--there is a snake in it. +Look! You love me?--oh-ho!--what does your priest say, and your lord? +Love!--so many of you swore that. But she,--she, standing next to her +god there,--I hurt her most, and yet she alone of you all says nothing!" + + * * * * * + +When, at daylight, the people unbarred the prison-door, they found the +sightless face of the dead man lying full in the light of the sun: +beside him the girl crouched with a senseless stare in the horror of her +eyes, and on her lips a ghastly laugh. + +For Folle-Farine had entered at length into her Father's kingdom. + + + + +CHAPTER VIII. + + +For many months she knew nothing of the flight of time. All she was +conscious of were burning intolerable pain, continual thirst, and the +presence of as an iron hand upon her head, weighing down the imprisoned +brain. All she saw in the horrible darkness, which no ray of light ever +broke, was the face of Thanatos, with the white rose pressed against his +mouth, to whom endlessly she stretched her arms in vain entreaty, but +who said only, with the passionless pity of his gaze, "I come in my own +time, and neither tarry nor hasten for any supplication of a mortal +creature." + +She lived as a reed torn up from the root may live by the winds that +waft it, by the birds that carry it, by the sands that draw its fibers +down into themselves, to root afresh whether it will or no. + +"The reed was worthy to die!--the reed was worthy to die!" was all that +she said, again and again, lying staring with her hot distended eyes +into the void as of perpetual night, which was all that she saw around +her. The words were to those who heard her, however, the mere +meaningless babble of madness. + +When they had found her in the cell of the guard-house, she was far +beyond any reach of harm from them, or any sensibility of the worst +which they might do to her. She was in a delirious stupor, which left +her no more sense of place, or sound, or time than if her brain had been +drugged to the agonies and ecstasies of the opium-eater. + +They found her homeless, friendless, nameless; a thing accursed, +destitute, unknown; as useless and as rootless as the dead Spanish +vagrant lying on the stones beside her. They cast him to the public +ditch; they sent her to the public sick wards, a league away; an ancient +palace, whose innumerable chambers and whose vast corridors had been +given to a sisterhood of mercy, and employed for nigh a century as a +public hospital. + +In this prison she lay without any sense of the passing of hours and +days and months. + +The accusation against her fell to the ground harmless; no one pursued +it: the gold was gone--somewhere, nowhere. No one knew, unless it were +the bee-wife, and she held her peace. + +She was borne, senseless, to the old hospice in the great, dull, +saintly, historic town, and there perished from all memories as all time +perished to her. + +Once or twice the sister of charity who had the charge of her sought to +exorcise the demon tormenting this stricken brain and burning body, by +thrusting into the hands that clinched the air a leaden image or a cross +of sacred wood. But those heathen hands, even in delirium, threw those +emblems away always, and the captive would mutter in a vague incoherence +that froze the blood of her hearers: + +"The old gods are not dead; they only wait--they only wait! I am +theirs--theirs! They forget, perhaps. But I remember. I keep my faith; +they must keep theirs, for shame's sake. Heaven or hell? what does it +matter? Can it matter to me, so that he has his desire? And that they +must give, or break faith, as men do. Persephone ate the +pomegranate,--you know--and she went back to hell. So will I--if they +will it. What can it matter how the reed dies?--by fire, by steel, by +storm?--what matter, so that the earth hear the music? Ah, God! the reed +was found worthy to die! And I--I am too vile, too poor, too shameful +even for _that_!" + +And then her voice would rise in a passion of hysteric weeping, or sink +away into the feeble wailing of the brain, mortally stricken and yet +dimly sensible of its own madness and weakness; and all through the +hours she, in her unconsciousness, would lament for this--for this +alone--that the gods had not deemed her worthy of the stroke of death by +which, through her, a divine melody might have arisen, and saved the +world. + +For the fable--which had grown to hold the place of so implicit a faith +to her--was in her delirium always present with her; and she had +retained no sense of herself except as the bruised and trampled reed +which man and the gods alike had rejected as unworthy of sacrifice. + +All the late autumn and the early winter came and went; and the cloud +was dark upon her mind, and the pain of the blow dealt to her by Taric's +hand gnawed at her brain. + +When the winter turned, the darkness in which her reason had been +engulfed began to clear, little by little. + +As the first small trill of the wren stirred the silence in the old +elm-boughs; as the first feeble gleam of the new-year sunshine struggled +through the matted branches of the yews; as the first frail blossom of +the pale hepatica timidly peeped forth in the damp moss-grown walls +without, so consciousness slowly returned to her. She was so young; the +youth in her refused to be quenched, and recovered its hold upon life as +did the song of the birds, the light in the skies, the corn in the +seed-sown earth. + +She awakened to strength, to health, to knowledge; though she awoke thus +blinded and confused and capable of little save the sense of some +loathsome bondage, of some irreparable loss, of some great duty which +she had left undone, of some great errand to which she had been +summoned, and found wanting. + +She saw four close stone walls around her; she saw her wrists and her +ankles bound; she saw a hole high up above her head, braced with iron +bars, which served to let in a few pallid streaks of daylight which +alone ever found their way thither; she saw a black cross in one corner, +and before it two women in black, who prayed. + +She tried to rise, and could not, being fettered. She tore at the rope +on her wrists with her teeth, like a young tigress at her chains. + +They essayed to soothe her, but in vain; they then made trial first of +threats, then of coercion; neither affected her; she bit at the knotted +cords with her white, strong teeth, and, being unable to free herself, +fell backward in a savage despair, glaring in mute impotent rage upon +her keepers. + +"I must go to Paris," she muttered again and again. "I must go to +Paris." + +So much escaped her;--but her secret she was still strong to keep buried +in silence in her heart, as she had still kept it even in her madness. + +Her old strength, her old patience, her old ferocity and stubbornness +and habits of mute resistance, had revived in her with the return of +life and reason. Slowly she remembered all things--remembered that she +had been accused and hunted down as a thief and brought thither into +this prison, as she deemed it, where the closeness of the walls pent her +in and shut out the clouds and the stars, the water and the moonrise, +the flicker of the green leaves against the gold of sunset, and all the +liberty and loveliness of earth and air for which she was devoured by a +continual thirst of longing, like the thirst of the caged lark for the +fair heights of heaven. + +So when they spoke of their god, she answered always as the lark answers +when his jailers speak to him of song:--"Set me free." + +But they thought this madness no less, and kept her bound there in the +little dark stone den, where no sound ever reached, unless it were the +wailing of a bell, and no glimpse of the sky or the trees could ever +come to charm to peaceful rest her aching eyes. + +At length they grew afraid of what they did. She refused all food; she +turned her face to the wall; she stretched herself on her bed of straw +motionless and rigid. The confinement, the absence of air, were a living +death to the creature whose lungs were stifled unless they drank in the +fresh cool draught of winds blowing unchecked over the width of the +fields and forests, and whose eyes ached and grew blind unless they +could gaze into the depths of free-flowing water, or feed themselves in +far-reaching sight upon the radiant skies. + +The errant passions in her, the inborn instincts towards perpetual +liberty, and the life of the desert and of the mountains which came with +the blood of the Zingari, made her prison-house a torture to her such as +is unknown to the house-born and hearth-fettered races. + +If this wild moorbird died of self-imposed famine rather than live only +to beat its cut wings against the four walls of their pent prison-house, +it might turn ill for themselves; so the religious community meditated. +They became afraid of their own work. + +One day they said to her: + +"Eat and live, and you will be set free to-morrow." + +She turned for the first time, and lifted her face from the straw in +which she buried it, and looked them in the eyes. + +"Is that true?" she asked. + +"Ay," they answered her. "We swear it by the cross of our blessed +Master." + +"If a Christian swear it,--it must be a lie," she said, with the smile +that froze their timid blood. + +But she accepted the food and the drink which they brought her, and +broke her fast, and slept through many hours; strengthened, as by strong +wine, by that one hope of freedom beneath the wide pure skies. + +She asked them on awakening what the season of the year was then. They +told her it was the early spring. + +"The spring," she echoed dully,--all the months were a blank to her, +which had rolled by since that red autumn evening when in the cell of +the guard-house the voice of Taric had chanted in drink and delirium the +passion songs of Spain. + +"Yes. It is spring," they said again; and one sister, younger and +gentler than the rest, reached from its place above the crucifix the +bough of the golden catkins of the willow, which served them at their +holy season as an emblem of the palms of Palestine. + +She looked at the drooping grace of the branches, with their buds of +amber, long and in silence; then with a passion of weeping she turned +her face from them as from the presence of some intolerable memory. + +All down the shore of the river, amongst the silver of the reeds, the +willows had been in blossom when she had first looked upon the face of +Arslàn. + +"Stay with us," the women murmured, drawn to her by the humanity of +those the first tears that she had ever shed in her imprisonment. "Stay +with us; and it shall go hard if we cannot find a means to bring you to +eternal peace." + +She shook her head wearily. + +"It is not peace that I seek," she murmured. + +Peace? + +He would care nothing for peace on earth or in heaven, she knew. What +she had sought to gain for him--what she would seek still when once she +should get free--was the eternal conflict of a great fame in the world +of men; since this was the only fate which in his sight had any grace or +any glory in it. + +They kept their faith with her. They opened the doors of her +prison-house and bade her depart in peace, pagan and criminal though +they deemed her. + +She reeled a little dizzily as the first blaze of the full daylight fell +on her. She walked out with unsteady steps into the open air where they +took her, and felt it cool and fresh upon her cheek, and saw the blue +sky above her. + +The gates which they unbarred were those at the back of the hospital, +where the country stretched around. They did not care that she should be +seen by the people of the streets. + +She was left alone on a road outside the great building that had been +her prison-house; the road was full of light, it was straight and +shadowless; there was a tall tree near her full of leaf; there was a +little bird fluttering in the sand at her feet; the ground was wet, and +sparkled with rain-drops. + +All the little things came to her like the notes of a song heard far +away--far away--in another world. They were all so familiar, yet so +strange. + +There was a little yellow flower growing in a tuft of grasses straight +in front of her; a little wayside weed; a root and blossom of the +field-born celandine. + +She fell on her knees in the dust by it, and laughed and wept, and, +quivering, kissed it and blessed it that it grew there. It was the first +thing of summer and of sunshine that she had seen for so long. + +A man in the gateway saw her, and shook her, and bade her get from the +ground. + +"You are fitter to go back again," he muttered; "you are mad still, I +think." + +Like a hunted animal she stumbled to her feet and fled from him; winged +by the one ghastly terror that they would claim her and chain her back +again. + +They had said that she was free: but what were words? They had taken her +once; they might take her twice. + +She ran, and ran, and ran. + +The intense fear that possessed her lent her irresistible force. She +coursed the earth with the swiftness of a hare. She took no heed whence +she went; she only knew that she fled from that one unutterable horror +of the place. She thought that they were right; that she was mad. + +It was a level, green, silent country which was round her, with little +loveliness and little color; but as she went she laughed incessantly in +the delirious gladness of her liberty. + +She tossed her head back to watch the flight of a single swallow; she +caught a handful of green leaves and buried her face in them. She +listened in a very agony of memory to the rippling moisture of a little +brook. She followed with her eyes the sweeping vapors of the +rain-clouds, and when a west wind rose and blew a cluster of loose +apple-blossoms between her eyes, she could no longer bear the passionate +pain of all the long-lost sweetness, but, flinging herself downward, +sobbed with the ecstasy of an exile's memories. + +The hell in which she had dwelt had denied them to her for so long. + +"Ah, God!" she thought, "I know now--one cannot be utterly wretched +whilst one has still the air and the light and the winds of the sky." + +And she arose, calmer, and went on her way; wondering, even in that +hour, why men and women trod the daily measures of their lives with +their eyes downward, and their ears choked with the dust, hearkening so +little to the sound of the breeze in the grasses, looking so little to +the passage of the clouds against the sun. + +When the first blindness and rapture of her liberty had a little passed +away, and abated in violence, she stood in the midst of the green fields +and the fresh woods, a strange, sad, lonely figure of absolute +desolation. + +Her clothes were in rags; her red girdle had been changed by weather to +a dusky purple; her thick clustering hair had been cut to her throat; +her radiant hues were blanched, and her immense eyes gazed woefully from +beneath their heavy dreamy lids, like the eyes of an antelope whom men +vainly starve in the attempt to tame. + +She knew neither where to go nor what to do. She had not a coin nor a +crust upon her. She could not tell where she then stood, nor where the +only home that she had ever known might lie. + +She had not a friend on earth; and she was seventeen years old, and was +beautiful, and was a woman. + +She stood and looked; she did not weep; she did not pray; her heart +seemed frozen in her. She had the gift she had craved,--and how could +she use it? + +The light was obscured by clouds, great, sweet rain-clouds which came +trooping from the west. Woods were all round, and close against her were +low brown cattle, cropping clovered grass. Away on the horizon was a +vague, vast, golden cloud, like a million threads of gossamer glowing in +the sun. + +She did not know what it was; yet it drew her eyes to it. She thought of +the palaces. + +A herdsman came by her to the cattle. She pointed to the cloud. + +"What is that light?" she asked him. + +The cowherd stared and laughed. + +"That light? It is only the sun shining on the domes and the spires of +Paris." + +"Paris!" + +She echoed the name with a great sob, and crossed her hands upon her +breast, and in her way thanked God. + +She had had no thought that she could be thus near to it. + +She asked no more, but set straight on her way thither. It looked quite +close. + +She had exhausted the scanty strength which she had in her first flight; +she could go but slowly; and the roads were heavy across the plowed +lands, and through the edges of the woods. She walked on and on till it +grew dusk, then she asked of a woman weeding in a field how far it might +be yet to Paris. + +The woman told her four leagues and more. + +She grew deadly cold with fear. She was weak, and she had no hope that +she could reach it before dawn; and she had nothing with which to buy +shelter for the night. She could see it still; a cloud, now as of +fireflies, upon the purple and black of the night; and in a passionate +agony of longing she once more bent her limbs and ran--thinking of him. + +To her the city of the world, the city of the kings, the city of the +eagles, was only of value for the sake of this one life it held. + +It was useless. All the strength she possessed was already spent. The +feebleness of fever still sang in her ears and trembled in her blood. +She was sick and faint, and very thirsty. + +She struck timidly at a little cottage door, and asked to rest the night +there. + +The woman glanced at her and slammed to the door. At another and yet +another she tried; but at neither had she any welcome; they muttered of +the hospitals and drove her onward. Finally, tired out, she dropped down +on the curled hollow of an old oak stump that stood by the wayside, and +fell asleep, seeing to the last through her sinking lids that cloud of +light where the great city lay. + +The night was cold; the earth damp; she stretched her limbs out wearily +and sighed, and dreamed that Thanatos touched her with his asphodels and +whispered, "Come." + + + + +CHAPTER IX. + + +When she awoke she was no longer in the open air by the roadside, and +the gray of the falling night about her, and the wet leaves for her bed. +She was in a wide painted chamber, sweet with many roses, hung with deep +hues of violet, filled with gold and color and sculpture and bronze, +duskily beautiful and dimly lighted by a great wood fire that glowed +upon andirons of brass. + +On the wall nearest her hung all alone a picture,--a picture of a girl +asleep in a scarlet blaze of poppies, above her head a purple butterfly, +and on her breast the Red Mouse of the Brocken. + +Opposite to it, beside the hearth, watching her with his small brilliant +eyes, and quite motionless, sat the old man Sartorian, who had kept his +faith with her, though the gods had not kept theirs. + +And the picture and the reality grew confused before her, and she knew +not which was herself and which her painted likeness, nor which was the +little red mouse that gibbered among the red flowers, and which the +little old man who sat watching her with the fire-gleams bright in his +eyes; and it seemed to her that she and the picture were one, and he and +the mouse were one likewise; and she moaned and leaned her head on her +hands and tried to think. + +The heat of the chamber, and the strong nourishment which they had +poured down her throat when she was insensible of anything they did to +her, had revived the life in her. Memory and sense returned slowly to +her; what first awakened was her one passionate desire, so intense that +it became an instinct stifling every other, to go on her way to the city +that had flashed in its golden glory on her sight one moment, only the +next to disappear into the eternal night. + +"Paris!" she muttered, mechanically, as she lifted her face with a +hopeless, bewildered prayer. + +"Tell me the way to Paris," she muttered, instinctively, and she tried +to rise and walk, not well knowing what she did. + +The old man laughed a little, silently. + +"Ah-h-h! Women are the only peaches that roll of their own accord from +the wall to the wasp's nest!" + +At the sound of his voice her eyes opened wide upon him; she knew his +face again. + +"Where am I?" she asked him, with a sharp terror in her voice. + +"In my house," he said, simply. "I drove by you when you lay on the +roadside. I recognized you. When people dream of immortality they +generally die in a ditch. You would have died of a single night out +there. I sent my people for you. You did not wake. You have slept here +five hours." + +"Is this Rioz?" She could not comprehend; a horror seized her, lest she +should have strayed from Paris back into her mother's province. + +"No. It is another home of mine; smaller, but choicer maybe. Who has cut +your hair close?" + +She shuddered and turned paler with the memory of that ghastly +prison-house. + +"Well; I am not sure but that you are handsomer,--almost. A sculptor +would like you more now,--what a head you would make for an Anteros, or +an Icarus, or a Hyacinthus! Yes--you are best so. You have been ill?" + +She could not answer; she only stared at him, blankly, with sad, +mindless, dilated eyes. + +"A little gold!" she muttered, "a little gold!" + +He looked at her awhile, then rose and went and sent his handwomen, who +took her to an inner chamber, and bathed and attended her with assiduous +care. She was stupefied, and knew not what they did. + +They served her tenderly. They bathed her tired limbs and laid her, as +gently as though she were some wounded royal captive, upon a couch of +down. + +She had no force to resist. Her eyes were heavy, and her senses were +obscured. The potence of the draught which they had forced through her +lips, when she had been insensible, acted on her as an anodyne. She sank +back unconsciously, and she slept again, all through the night and half +the day that followed. + +Through all the hours she was conscious at intervals of the fragrance of +flowers, of the gleams of silver and gold, of the sounds of distant +music, of the white, calm gaze of marble fauns and dryads, who gazed on +her from amidst the coolness of hanging foliage. She who had never +rested on any softer couch than her truss of hay or heap of bracken, +dreamed that she slept on roses. The fragrance of innumerable flowers +breathed all around her. A distant music came through the silence on her +drowsy ear. For the first time in her life of toil and pain she knew how +exquisite a pleasure mere repose can be. + +At noon she awoke, crying aloud that the Red Mouse claimed her soul from +Thanatos. + +When her vision cleared, and her dream passed away, the music, the +flowers, the color, the coolness, were all real around her. She was +lying on a couch as soft as the rose-beds of Sybaris. About her were the +luxuries and the graces amidst which the rich dwell. Above her head, +from a golden height, a painted Eros smiled. + +The light, on to which her startled eyes opened, came to her veiled +through soft, rosy hues; the blossom of flowers met her everywhere; +gilded lattices, and precious stones, and countless things for which she +knew neither the name nor use, and wondrous plants, with birds like +living blossoms on the wing above them, and the marble heads of women, +rising cold and pure above the dreamy shadows, all the color, and the +charm, and the silence, and the grace of the life that is rounded by +wealth were around her. + +She lay silent and breathless awhile, with wide-open eyes, motionless +from the languor of her weakness and the confusion of her thoughts, +wondering dully, whether she belonged to the hosts of the living or the +dead. + +She was in a small sleeping-chamber, in a bed like the cup of a lotos; +there was perfect silence round her, except for the faint far-off echo +of some music; a drowsy subtle fragrance filled the air, the solemn +measure of a clock's pendulum deepened the sense of stillness; for the +first time in her life she learned how voluptuous a thing the enjoyment +of simple rest can be. All her senses were steeped in it, lulled by it, +magnetized by it; and, so far as every thought was conscious to her, she +thought that this was death--death amidst the fields of asphodel, and in +the eternal peace of the realm of Thanatos. + +Suddenly her eyes fell on a familiar thing, a little picture close at +hand, the picture of herself amidst the poppies. + +She leapt from her bed and fell before it, and clasped it in her arms, +and wept over it and kissed it, because it had been the work of his +hand, and prayed to the unknown gods to make her suffer all things in +his stead, and to give him the desire of his soul. And the Red Mouse had +no power on her, because of her great love. + +She rose from that prayer with her mind clear, and her nerves strung +from the lengthened repose; she remembered all that had chanced to her. + +"Where are my clothes?" she muttered to the serving-woman who watched +beside her. "It is broad day;--I must go on;--to Paris." + +They craved her to wear the costly and broidered stuffs strewn around +her; masterpieces of many an Eastern and Southern loom; but she put them +all aside in derision and impatience, drawing around her with a proud +loving action the folds of her own poor garments. Weather-stained, torn +by bush and brier, soaked with night-dew, and discolored by the dye of +many a crushed flower and bruised berry of the fields and woods, she yet +would not have exchanged these poor shreds of woven flax and goats' wool +against imperial robes, for, poor though they were, they were the +symbols of her independence and her liberty. + +The women tended her gently, and pressed on her many rare and fair +things, but she would not have them; she took a cup of milk, and passed +out into the larger chamber. + +She was troubled and bewildered, but she had no fear; for she was too +innocent, too wearied, and too desperate with that deathless courage, +which, having borne the worst that fate can do, can know no dread. + +She stood with her arms folded on her breast, drawing together the +tattered folds of the tunic, gazing at the riches and the luxury, and +the blended colors of the room. So softly that she never heard his +footfall, the old man entered behind her, and came to the hearth, and +looked on her. + +"You are better?" he asked. "Are you better, Folle-Farine?" + +She looked up, and met the eyes of Sartorian. They smiled again on her +with the smile of the Red Mouse. + +The one passion which consumed her was stronger than any fear or any +other memory: she only thought----this man must know? + +She sprang forward and grasped his arm with both hands, with the seizure +of a tigress; her passionate eyes searched his face; her voice came hard +and fast. + +"What have you done?--is he living or dead?--you must know?" + +His eyes still smiled: + +"I gave him his golden key;--how he should use it, that was not in our +bond? But, truly, I will make another bond with you any day, +Folle-Farine." + +She shuddered, and her hands dropped from their hold. + +"You know nothing?" she murmured. + +"Of your Norse god? nay, nothing. An eagle soars too high for a man's +sight to follow, you know--oftentimes." + +And he laughed his little soft laugh. + +The eagles often soared so high--so high--that the icy vapors of the +empyrean froze them dead, and they dropped to earth a mere bruised, +helpless, useless mass:--he knew. + +She stood stunned and confused: her horror of Sartorian was struggling +into life through the haze in which all things of the past were still +shrouded to her dulled remembrance--all things, save her love. + +"Rest awhile," he said, gently. "Rest; and we may--who knows?--learn +something of your Northern god. First, tell me of yourself. I have +sought for tidings of you vainly." + +Her eyes glanced round her on every side. + +"Let me go," she muttered. + +"Nay--a moment yet. You are not well." + +"I am well." + +"Indeed? Then wait a moment." + +She rested where he motioned; he looked at her in smiling wonder. + +She leaned on one of the cushioned couches, calm, motionless, negligent, +giving no sign that she saw the chamber round her to be any other than +the wooden barn or thatched cattle-sheds of the old mill-house; her feet +were crossed, her limbs were folded in that exquisite repose which is +inborn in races of the East; the warmth of the room and the long hours +of sleep had brought the natural bloom to her face, the natural luster +to her eyes, which earlier fatigue and long illness had banished. + +He surveyed her with that smile which she had resented on the day when +she had besought pity of him for Arslàn's sake. + +"Do you not eat?" was all he said. + +"Not here." + +He laughed, his low humorous laugh that displeased her so bitterly, +though it was soft of tone. + +"And all those silks, and stuffs, and laces--do they please you no +better?" + +"They are not mine." + +"Pooh! do you not know yet? A female thing, as beautiful as you are, +makes hers everything she looks upon?" + +"That is a fine phrase." + +"And an empty one, you think. On my soul! no. Everything you see here is +yours, if it please you." + +She looked at him with dreaming perplexed eyes. + +"What do you want of me?" she said, suddenly. + +"Nay--why ask? All men are glad to give to women with such a face as +yours." + +She laughed a little; with the warmth, the rest, the wonder, the vague +sense of some unknown danger, her old skill and courage rose. She knew +that she had promised to be grateful always to this man: otherwise,--oh, +God!--how she could have hated him, she thought! + +"Why?" she answered, "why? Oh, only this: when I bought a measure of +pears for Flamma in the market-place, the seller of them would sometimes +pick me out a big yellow bon-chrétien, soft as butter, sweet as sugar, +and offer it to me for myself. Well, when he did that, I always knew +that the weight was short, or the fruit rotten. This is a wonderful pear +you would give me; but is your measure false?" + +He looked at her with a curious wonder and admiration; he was angered, +humbled, incensed, and allured, and yet he was glad; she looked so +handsome thus with the curl on her quiet lips, and her spirited head fit +for a bronze cast of Atalanta. + +He was an old man; he could bear to pause and rightly appreciate the +charm of scorn, the spur of irony, the good of hatred. He knew the full +value of its sharp spears to the wonder-blooming aloe. + +He left the subject for a happier moment, and, seating himself, opened +his hands to warm them by the wood fire, still watching her with that +smile, which for its very indulgence, its merry banter, she abhorred. + +"You lost your Norse god as I prophesied?" he asked, carelessly. + +He saw her whole face change as with a blow, and her body bend within +itself as a young tree bends under a storm. + +"He went when you gave him the gold," she said below her breath. + +"Of course he went. You would have him set free," he said, with the +little low laugh still in his throat. "Did I not say you must dream of +nothing else if once you had him freed? You would be full of faith; and +unbar your eagle's prison-house, and then, because he took wing through +the open door, you wonder still. That is not very wise, Folle-Farine." + +"I do not wonder," she said, with fierce effort, stifling her misery. +"He had a right to do as he would: have I said any otherwise?" + +"No. You are very faithful still, I see. Yet, I cannot think that you +believed my prophecy, or you--a woman--had never been so strong. You +think I can tell you of his fate? Nay, on my soul I know nothing. Men +do not speak his name. He may be dead;--you shrink? So! can it matter so +much? He is dead to you. He is a great man, but he is a fool. Half his +genius would give him the fame he wants with much greater swiftness than +the whole ever will. The world likes talent, which serves it. It hates +genius, which rules it. Men would adore his technical treatment, his +pictorial magnificence, his anatomical accuracy; but they will always be +in awe of his intensity of meaning, of his marvelous fertility, of his +extraordinary mingling of the chillest of idealisms and the most +unsparing of sensualities,--but I talk idly. Let us talk of you; see, I +chose your likeness, and he let me have it--did you dream that he would +part with it so lightly?" + +"Why not? He had a million things more beautiful." + +He looked at her keenly. He could measure the superb force of this +unblenching and mute courage. + +"In any other creature such a humility would be hypocrisy. But it is not +so in you. Why will you carry yourself as in an enemy's house? Will you +not even break your fast with me? Nay, that is sullen, that is barbaric. +Is there nothing that can please you? See here,--all women love these; +the gypsy as well as the empress. Hold them a moment." + +She took them; old oriental jewels lying loose in an agate cup on a +table near; there were among them three great sapphires, which in their +way were priceless, from their rare size and their perfect color. + +Her mouth laughed with its old scorn. She, who had lost life, soul, +earth, heaven, to be consoled with the glass beads of a bauble! This man +seemed to her more foolish than any creature that had ever spoken on her +ear. + +She looked, then laid them--indifferently--down. + +"Three sparrow's eggs are as big, and almost as blue, among the moss in +any month of May!" + +He moved them away, chagrined. + +"How do you intend to live? he asked, dryly. + +"It will come as it comes," she answered, with the fatalism and +composure that ran in her Eastern blood. + +"What have you done up to this moment since you left my house at Rioz?" + +She told him, briefly; she wanted to hide that she had suffered aught, +or had been in any measure coldly dealt with, and she spoke with the old +force of a happier time, seeking rather to show how well it was with her +that she should thus be free, and have no law save her own will, and +know that none lived who could say to her, "Come hither" or "go there." + +Almost she duped him, she was so brave. Not quite. His eyes had read the +souls and senses of women for half a century; and none had ever deceived +him. As he listened to her he knew well that under her desolation and +her solitude her heart was broken--though not her courage. + +But he accepted her words as she spoke them. "Perhaps you are wise to +take your fate so lightly," he said to her. "But do you know that it is +a horrible thing to be alone and penniless and adrift, and without a +home or a friend, when one is a woman and young?" + +"It is worse when one is a woman and old; but who pities it then?" she +said, with the curt and caustic meaning that had first allured him in +her. + +"And a woman is so soon old!" he added, with as subtle a significance. + +She shuddered a little; no female creature that is beautiful and +vigorous and young can coldly brook to look straight at the doom of age; +death is far less appalling, because death is uncertain, mystical, and +may still have beauty. + +"What do you intend to do with yourself?" he pursued. + +"Intend! It is for the rich 'to intend,' the poor must take what +chances." + +She spoke calmly, leaning down on one of the cushioned benches by the +hearth, resting her chin on her hand; her brown slender feet were +crossed one over another, her eyelids were heavy from weakness and the +warmth of the room; the soft dim light played on her tenderly; he looked +at her with a musing smile. + +"No beautiful woman need ever be poor," he said, slowly spreading out +the delicate palms of his hands to the fire; "and you are +beautiful--exceedingly." + +"I know!" She gave a quick gesture of her head, tired, insolent, +indifferent; and a terrible darkness stole over her face; what matter +how beautiful she might be, she had no beauty in her own sight, for the +eyes of Arslàn had dwelt on her cold, calm, unmoved, whilst he had said, +"I would love you--if I could." + +"You know your value," Sartorian said, dryly. "Well, then, why talk of +poverty and of your future together? they need never be companions in +this world." + +She rose and stood before him in the rosy glow of the fire that bathed +her limbs until they glowed like jade and porphyry. + +"No beautiful woman need be poor--no--no beautiful woman need be honest, +I dare say." + +He smiled, holding his delicate palms to the warmth of his hearth. + +"Your lover drew a grand vision of Barabbas. Well--we choose Barabbas +still, just as Jerusalem chose; only now, our Barabbas is most often a +woman. Why do you rise? It is a wet day, out there, and, for the +spring-time, cold." + +"Is it?" + +"And you have been ill?" + +"So they say." + +"You will die of cold and exposure." + +"So best." + +"Wait a moment. In such weather I would not let a dog stir." + +"You would if the dog chose to go." + +"To a master who forsook it--for a kick and a curse?" + +Her face burned; she hung her head instinctively. She sank down again on +the seat which she had quitted. The old horror of shame which she had +felt by the waterside under the orchards bent her strength under this +man's unmerciful pressure. She knew that he had her secret, and the +haughty passion and courage of her nature writhed under his taunt of it. + +"To refuse to stay is uncouth," he said to her. + +"I am uncouth, no doubt." + +"And it is ungrateful." + +"I would not be that." + +"Ungrateful! I did what you asked of me. I unloosed your Othyr of Art to +spend his strength as he will, in essaying to raise a storm-blast which +shall have force enough to echo through the endless tunnels of the time +to come." + +"You gave him a handful of gold pieces for _that_!" + +"Ah! if you thought that I should offer him the half of my possessions, +you were disappointed, no doubt. But you forgot that 'that' would not +sell in the world, as yet, for a handful of wheat." + +She touched the three sapphires. + +"Are your blue stones of less worth, because I, being ignorant, esteem +them of no more value than three sparrow's eggs in the hedge?" + +"My poor jewels! Well, stay here to-night; you need rest, shelter, and +warmth; and to-morrow you shall go as poor as you came, if you wish. But +the world is very hard. The world is always winter--to the poor," he +added, carelessly, resting his keen far-reaching eyes upon her. + +Despite herself she shuddered; he recalled to her that the world was +close at hand--the world in which she would be houseless, friendless, +penniless, alone. + +"A hard world, to those who will not worship its gods," he repeated, +musingly. "And you astray in it, you poor barbarian, with your noble +madness, and your blindness of faith and of passion. Do you know what it +is to be famished, and have none to hear your cries?" + +"Do I know?" her voice suddenly gathered strength and scorn, and rang +loud on the stillness. "_Do you?_ The empty dish, the chill stove, the +frozen feet, the long nights, with the roof dripping rain, the sour +berries and hard roots that mock hunger, the mud floors, with the rats +fighting to get first at your bed, the bitter black months, whose +saints' days are kept by new pains, and whose holy days are feasted by +fresh diseases. Do _I_ know? Do _you_?" + +He did not answer her; he was absorbed in his study of her face; he was +thinking how she would look in Paris in some theatre's spectacle of +Egypt, with anklets of dull gold and a cymar of dead white, and behind +her a sea of palms and a red and sullen sky. + +"What a fool he must have been!" he thought, as his eyes went from her +to the study of her sleeping in the poppies. "What a fool! he left his +lantern of Aladdin behind him." + +"You remember unlovely things," he said, aloud. "No, I do not know them; +and I should not have supposed that you, who did, could so much have +cared to know them more, or could have clung to them as the only good, +as you now seem to do. You cannot love such hardships?" + +"I have never known luxuries; and I do not wish to know them." + +"Then you are no woman. What is your idea of the most perfect life?" + +"I do not know--to be always in the open air, and to be quite free, and +forever to see the sun." + +"Not a low ideal. You must await the Peruvian Paradise. Meanwhile there +is a dayspring that represents the sun not ill; we call it Wealth." + +"Ah!" she could not deride this god, for she knew it was the greatest of +them all; when the rod of riches had been lost, had not the Far-Striking +King himself been brought low and bound down to a slave's drudgery? + +The small, keen, elfin, satiric face bent on her did not change from its +musing study, its slow, vigilant smile; holding her under the subtle +influence of his gaze, Sartorian began to speak,--speak as he could at +choice, with accents sweet as silver, slow words persuasive as sorcery. +With the terse, dainty, facile touches of a master, he placed before her +that world of which she knew no more than any one of the reeds that blew +by the sands of the river. + +He painted to her that life of all others which was in most vital +contrast and unlikeness to her own; the life of luxury, of indolence, of +carelessness, of sovereignty, of endless pleasure, and supreme delight; +he painted to her the years of a woman rich, caressed, omnipotent, +beautiful, supreme, with all the world before her from which to choose +her lovers, her playthings, her triumphs, her victories, her cruelties, +and her seductions. He painted the long cloudless invigorating day of +such a favorite of fortune, with its hours winged by love, and its +laughter rhymed to music, and its wishes set to gold; the same day for +the same woman, whether it were called of Rome or of Corinth, of +Byzantium or of Athens, of Babylon or of Paris, and whether she herself +were hailed hetaira or imperatrix. He drew such things as the skill of +his words and the deep knowledge of his many years enabled him, in +language which aroused her even from the absorption of her wretchedness, +and stirred her dull disordered thoughts to a movement of restless +discontent, and of strange wonder--Arslàn had never spoken to her thus. + +He let his words dwell silently on her mind, awhile: then suddenly he +asked her,-- + +"Such lives are; do you not envy them?" + +She thought,--"Envy them? she? what could she envy save the eyes that +looked on Arslàn's face?" "What were the use?" she said aloud; "all my +life I have seen all things are for others; nothing is for me." + +"Your life is but just opening. Henceforth you shall see all things for +you, instead." + +She flashed her eyes upon him. + +"How can that be?" + +"Listen to me; you are alone in the world, Folle-Farine?" + +"Alone; yes." + +"You have not a coin to stand a day between you and hunger?" + +"Not one." + +"You know of no roof that will shelter you for so much as a night?" + +"Not one." + +"You have just left a public place of pestilence?" + +"Yes." + +"And you know that every one's hand is against you because you are +nameless and bastard, and come of a proscribed people, who are aliens +alike in every land?" + +"I am Folle-Farine; yes." + +For a moment he was silent. The simple, pathetic acceptance of the fate +that made her name--merely because hers--a symbol of all things +despised, and desolate, and forsaken, touched his heart and moved him to +a sorrowful pity. But the pity died, and tie cruelty remained alive +behind it. + +He bent on her the magnetic power of his bright, sardonic, meaning eyes. + +"Well--be Folle-Farine still. Why not? But let Folle-Farine mean no +longer a beggar, an outcast, a leper, a thing attainted, proscribed, and +forever suspected; but let it mean on the ear of every man that hears it +the name of the most famous, the most imperious, the most triumphant, +the most beautiful woman of her time; a woman of whom the world says, +'look on her face and die--you have lived enough.'" + +Her breath came and went as she listened; the blood in her face flushed +and paled; she trembled violently, and her whole frame seemed to dilate +and strengthen and vibrate with the electric force of that subtlest +temptation. + +"I!" she murmured brokenly. + +"Yes, you. All that I say you shall be: homeless, tribeless, nameless, +nationless, though you stand there now, Folle-Farine." + +The wondrous promise swept her fancy for the moment on the strong +current of its imagery, as a river sweeps a leaf. This empire +hers?--hers?--when all mankind had driven and derided her, and shunned +her sight and touch, and cursed and flouted her, and barely thought her +worthy to be called "thou dog!" + +He looked at her and smiled, and bent towards the warmth of the fire. + +"All that I say you shall be; and--the year is all winter for the poor, +Folle-Farine." + +The light on her face faded; a sudden apprehension tightened at her +heart; on her face gathered the old fierce deadly antagonism which +constant insult and attack had taught her to assume on the first instant +of menace as her only buckler. + +She knew not what evil threatened; but vaguely she felt that treason was +close about her. + +"If you do not mock me," she said slowly, "if you do not--how will you +make me what you promise?" + +"I will show the world to you, you to the world; your beauty will do the +rest." + +The darkness and the perplexed trouble deepened on her face; she rose +and stood and looked at him, her teeth shut together with a quick sharp +ring, her straight proud brows drew together in stormy silence; all the +tigress in her was awoke and rising ready to spring; yet amid that dusky +passion, that withering scorn of doubt, there was an innocent pathetic +wonder, a vague desolation and disappointment, that were childlike and +infinitely sad. + +"This is a wondrous pear you offer me!" she said, bitterly. "And so +cheap?--it must be rotten somewhere." + +"It is golden. Who need ask more?" + +And he laughed his little low laugh in his throat. + +Then, and then only, she understood him. + +With a sudden unconscious instinctive action her hand sought her knife, +but the girdle was empty; she sprang erect, her face on fire with a +superb fury, her eyes blazing like the eyes of a wild beast's by night, +a magnificence of scorn and rage upon her quivering features. + +Her voice rang clear and hard and cold as ring the blows of steel. + +"I ask more,--that I should pluck it with clean hands, and eat of it +with pure lips. Strange quibble for a beggar,--homeless, penniless, +tribeless, nationless! So you think, no doubt. But we who are born +outlawed are born free,--and do not sell our freedom. Let me go." + +He watched her with a musing smile, a dreamy calm content; all this +tempest of her scorn, all this bitterness of her disdain, all this +whirlwind of her passion and her suffering, seemed but to beguile him +more and make him surer of her beauty, of her splendor, of her strength. + +"She would be a great creature to show to the world," he thought, as he +drooped his head and watched her through his half-closed eyelids, as the +Red Mouse watched the sleeper in the poppies. "Let you go?" he said, +with that slow, ironic smile,--"let you go? Why should I let you go, +Folle-Farine?" + +She stooped as a tigress stoops to rise the stronger for her death +spring, and her voice was low, on a level with his ear. + +"Why? Why? To save your own life--if you are wise." + +He laughed in his throat again. + +"Ah, ah! It is never wise to threaten, Folle-Farine. I do not threaten. +You are foolish; you are unreasonable: and that is the privilege of a +woman. I am not angered at it. On the contrary, it adds to your charm. +You are a beautiful, reckless, stubborn, half-mad, half-savage creature. +Passion and liberty become you,--become you like your ignorance and your +ferocity. I would not for worlds that you should change them." + +"Let me go!" she cried, across his words. + +"Oh, fool! the winter will be hard,--and you are bare of foot,--and you +have not a crust!" + +"Let me go." + +"Ah! Go?--to beg your way to Paris, and to creep through the cellars and +the hospitals till you can see your lover's face, and to crouch a moment +at his feet to hear him mutter a curse on you in payment for your +pilgrimage; and then to slit your throat or his--in your despair, and +lie dead in all your loveliness in the common ditch." + +"Let me go, I say!" + +"Or else, more like, come back to me in a week's time and say, 'I was +mad but now I am wise. Give me the golden pear. What matter a little +speck? What is golden may be rotten; but to all lips it is sweet.'" + +"Let me go!" + +She stood at bay before him, pale in her scorn of rags, her right hand +clinched against her breast, her eyes breathing fire, her whole attitude +instinct with the tempest of contempt and loathing, which she held down +thus, passive and almost wordless, because she once had promised never +to be thankless to this man. + +He gazed at her and smiled, and thought how beautiful that chained +whirlwind of her passions looked; but he did not touch her nor even go +nearer to her. There was a dangerous gleam in her eyes that daunted +him. Moreover, he was patient, humorous, gentle, cruel, wise,--all in +one; and he desired to tame and to beguile her, and to see her slowly +drawn into the subtle sweetness of the powers of gold; and to enjoy the +yielding of each moral weakness one by one, as the southern boy slowly +pulls limb from limb, wing from wing, of the cicala. + +"I will let you go, surely," he said, with his low, grim laugh. "I keep +no woman prisoner against her will. But think one moment longer, +Folle-Farine. You will take no gift at my hands?" + +"None." + +"You want to go,--penniless as you are?" + +"I will go so,--no other way." + +"You will fall ill on the road afresh." + +"That does not concern you." + +"You will starve." + +"That is my question." + +"You will have to herd with the street dogs." + +"Their bite is better than your welcome." + +"You will be suspected,--most likely imprisoned. You are an outcast." + +"That may be." + +"You will be driven to public charity." + +"Not till I need a public grave." + +"You will have never a glance of pity, never a look of softness, from +your northern god; he has no love for you, and he is in his grave most +likely. Icarus falls--always." + +For the first time she quailed as though struck by a sharp blow; but her +voice remained inflexible and serene. + +"I can live without love or pity, as I can without home or gold. Once +for all,--let me go." + +"I will let you go," he said, slowly, as he moved a little away. "I will +let you go in seven days' time. For seven days you shall do as you +please; eat, drink, be clothed, be housed, be feasted, be served, be +beguiled,--as the rich are. You shall taste all these things that gold +gives, and which you, being ignorant, dare rashly deride and refuse. If, +when seven days end, you still choose, you shall go, and as poor as you +came. But you will not choose, for you are a woman, Folle-Farine!" + +Ere she knew his intent he had moved the panel and drawn it behind him, +and left her alone,--shut in a trap like the birds that Claudis Flamma +had netted in his orchards. + +That night, when the night without was quite dark, she knelt down before +the study of the poppies, and kissed it softly, and prayed to the +unknown God, of whom none had taught her in anywise, yet whose light she +still had found, and followed in a dim, wondering, imperfect fashion, as +a little child lost in the twilight of some pathless wood, pursues in +trembling the gleam of some great, still planet looming far above her +through the leaves. + +When she arose from her supplication, her choice was already made. + +And the Red Mouse had no power on her, because of her great love. + + + + +CHAPTER X. + + +AT sunrise a great peacock trailing his imperial purple on the edge of a +smooth lawn, pecked angrily at a torn fragment of a scarlet scarf; a +scarf that had been woven in his own Eastern lands, but which incensed +his sight, fluttering there so idly, as it seemed, on the feathery +sprays of a little low almond-tree that grew by the water's edge. + +The water was broad, and full of lily-leaves and of rare reeds and +rushes; it had been so stemmed and turned by art that it washed the +basement walls and mirrored the graceful galleries and arches of the +garden palace, where the bird of Hêrê dwelt. + +Twenty feet above the level of the gardens, where the peacock swept in +the light, there was an open casement, a narrow balcony of stone; a +group of pale human faces looking out awe-stricken. A leap in the +night--the night wet and moonless,--waters a fathom deep,--a bed of sand +treacherous and shifting as the ways of love. What could all these be +save certain death? Of death they were afraid; but they were more afraid +yet of the vengeance of their flute-voiced lord. + +On the wall the Red Mouse sat among the flowers of sleep; he could have +told; he who for once had heard another prayer than the blasphemies of +the Brocken. + +But the Red Mouse never tells any secret to men; he has lived too long +in the breast of the women whom men love. + +The Sun came from the east, and passed through the pale stricken faces +that watched from the casement, and came straight to where the Red Mouse +sat amidst the poppies. + +"Have you let a female soul escape you?" said the Sun. + +The Red Mouse answered: + +"Love is stronger than I. When he keeps his hands pure, where he guards +the door of the soul, I enter not. I sit outside and watch, and watch, +and watch. But it is time lost. Love is strong; the door is barred to +me." + +Said the Sun: + +"That is strange to hear. My sister, the Moon, has told me oftentimes +that Eros is your pander--always." + +"Anteros only," said the Red Mouse. + +The Sun, wondering, said again: + +"And yet I have heard that it is your boast that into every female soul +you enter at birth, and dwell there unto death. Is it, then, not so?" + +The Red Mouse answered: + +"The boast is not mine; it is man's." + + + + +CHAPTER XI. + + +In the dark of the night she had leapt to what, as she thought, would +prove her grave; but the waters, with human-like caprice, had cast her +back upon the land with scarce an effort of her own. Given back thus to +life, whether she would or no, she by sheer instinct stumbled to her +feet and fled as fast as she could in the wet, gloomy night through the +grassy stretches of the unknown gardens and lands in which she found +herself. + +She was weighted with her soaked clothes as with lead, but she was made +swift by terror and hatred, as though Hermes for once had had pity for +anything human, and had fastened to her feet his own winged sandals. + +She ran on and on, not knowing whither; only knowing that she ran from +the man who had tempted her by the strength of the rod of wealth. + +The rains were ceaseless, the skies had no stars, in the dense mist no +lights far or near, of the city or planets, of palace or house were +seen. She did not know where she went; she only ran on away and away, +anywhere, from the Red Mouse and its master. + +When the daybreak grew gray in the heavens, she paused, and trembling +crept into a cattle-shed to rest and take breath a little. She shrank +from every habitation, she quivered at every human voice; she was +afraid--horribly afraid--in those clinging vapors, those damp deathly +smells, those ghostly shadows of the dawn, those indistinct and +unfamiliar creatures of a country strange to her. + +That old man with the elf's eyes, who had tempted her, was he a god too, +she wondered, since he had the rod that metes power and wealth? He might +stretch his hand anywhere, she supposed, and take her. + +The gentle cattle in their wooden home made way for her, and humbly +welcomed her. She hid herself among their beds of hay, and in the warmth +of their breath and their bodies. She was wet and wretched, like any +half-drowned dog; but the habits of her hardy life made cold, and +hunger, and exposure almost powerless to harm her. She slept from sheer +exhaustion of mind and body. The cattle could have trodden her to death, +or tossed her through the open spaces of their byres, but they seemed to +know, they seemed to pity; and they stirred so that they did not brush a +limb of her, nor shorten a moment of her slumbers. + +When she awoke the sun was high. + +A herdswoman, entering with the loud, harsh clash of brazen pails, +kicked her in the loins, and rated her furiously for daring to rest +there. She arose at the kick, and went out from the place passively, not +well knowing what she did. + +The morning was warm and radiant; the earth and the trees were dripping +with the rains of the night; the air was full of sweet odors, and of a +delicious coldness. As far as she saw there was no token far or near of +the gleaming cloud of the city of her dreams. She ventured to ask at a +wayside cabin if she were near to or far from Paris. + +The woman of the cottage looked up searchingly from the seat before the +porch, and for answer cried to her: "Paris! pouf--f--f! get out, you +drowned rat." + +She had lost for the time the mental force, and even the physical force +to resent or to persevere; she was weak with hunger and bewildered with +her misery. She had only sense enough left to remember--and be +thankful--that in the night that was past she had been strong. + +The sun beat on her head, the road was hard, and sharp-set with flint; +she was full of pain, her brain throbbed with fever and reeled with +weakness; a sudden horror seized her lest she might die before she had +looked again on the face of Arslàn. + +She saw the dusky shade of a green wood; by sheer instinct she crept +into it as a stricken deer into its sanctuary. + +She sat in the darkness of the trees in the coolness of the wood, and +rested her head on her hands, and let the big salt tears drop one by +one, as the death tears of the llama fall. + +This was the young year round her; that she knew. + +The winter had gone by; its many months had passed over her head whilst +she was senseless to any flight of night or day; death might have taken +the prey which it had once been robbed of by her; in all this weary +season, which to her was as a blank, his old foes of failure and famine +might have struggled for and vanquished him, she not being by; his body +might lie in any plague-ditch of the nameless poor, his hand might rot +fleshless and nerveless in any pit where the world cast its useless and +dishonored dead; the mould of his brain might make a feast for eyeless +worms, not more stone blind than was the human race he had essayed to +serve; the beauty of his face might be a thing of loathsomeness from +which a toad would turn. Oh, God! would death never take her likewise? +Was she an outcast even from that one tribeless and uncounted nation of +the dead? + +That god whom she had loved, whom she had chosen, whose eyes had been so +full of pity, whose voice had murmured: "Nay, the wise know me as man's +only friend":--even he, Thanatos, had turned against her and abandoned +her. + +Vague memories of things which she had heard in fable and tradition, of +bodies accursed and condemned to wander forever unresting and wailing; +of spirits, which for their curse were imprisoned in a living flesh that +they could neither lose nor cast away so long as the world itself +endured; creatures that the very elements had denied, and that were too +vile for fire to burn, or water to drown, or steel to slay, or old age +to whither, or death to touch and take in any wise. All these memories +returned to her, and in her loneliness she wondered if she were such a +one as these. + +She did not know, indeed, that she had done any great sin; she had done +none willingly, and yet all people called her vile, and they must know. + +Even the old man, mocking her, had said: + +"Never wrestle with Fate. He throws the strongest, soon or late. And +your fate is shame; it was your birth-gift, it will be your +burial-cloth. Can you cast it off? No. But you can make it potent as +gold, and sweet as honey if you choose, Folle-Farine." + +And she had not chosen; yet of any nobility in the resistance she did +not dream. She had shut her heart to it by the unconscious instinct of +strength, as she had shut her lips under torture, and shut her hands +against life. + +She sat there in the wood, roofless, penniless, friendless, and every +human creature was against her. Her tempter had spoken only the bare and +bleak truth. A dog stoned and chased and mad could be the only living +thing on the face of the earth more wretched and more desolate than +herself. + +The sun of noon was bright above-head in a cloudless sky, but in the +little wood it was cool and shady, and had the moisture of a heavy +morning dew. Millions of young leaves had uncurled themselves in the +warmth. Little butterflies, some azure, some yellow, some white, danced +in the light. Brown rills of water murmured under the grasses, the +thrushes sang to one another through the boughs, and the lizard darted +hither and thither, green as the arrowy leaves that made its shelter. + +A little distance from her there was a group of joyous singers who +looked at her from time to time, their laughter hushing a little, and +their simple carousal under the green boughs broken by a nameless +chillness and involuntary speculation. She did not note them, her face +being bowed down upon her hands, and no sound of the thrushes' song or +of the human singers' voices rousing her from the stupefaction of +despair which drugged her senses. + +They watched her long; her attitude did not change. + +One of them at length rose up and went, hesitating, a step or two +forwards; a girl with winking feet, clad gayly in bright colors, though +the texture of her clothes was poor. + +She went and touched the crouched, sad figure softly. + +"Are you in trouble?" + +The figure lifted its bowed head, its dark, hopeless eyes. + +Folle-Farine looked up with a stare and a shiver. + +"It is no matter, I am only--tired." + +"Are you all alone?" + +"Yes." + +"Come and sit with us a moment. You are in the damp and the gloom; we +are so pleasant and sunny there. Come." + +"You are good, but let me be." + +The blue-eyed girl called to the others. They lazily rose and came. + +"Heaven! she is handsome!" the men muttered to one another. + +She looked straight at them all, and let them be. + +"You are all alone?" they asked her again. + +"Always," she answered them. + +"You are going--where?" + +"To Paris" + +"What to do there?" + +"I do not know." + +"You look wet--suffering--what is the matter?" + +"I was nearly drowned last night--an accident--it is nothing." + +"Where have you slept?" + +"In a shed: with some cattle." + +"Could you get no shelter in a house?" + +"I did not seek any." + +"What do you do? What is your work?" + +"Anything--nothing." + +"What is your name?" + +"Folle-Farine." + +"That means the chaff;--less than the chaff,--the dust." + +"It means me." + +They were silent, only bending on her their bright curious eyes. + +They saw that she was unspeakably wretched; that some great woe or shock +had recently fallen on her, and given her glance that startled horror +and blanched her rich skin to an ashen pallor, and frozen, as it were, +the very current of the young blood in her veins. + +They were silent a little space. Then whispered together. + +"Come with us," they urged. "We, too, go to Paris. We are poor. We +follow art. We will befriend you." + +She was deaf to them long, being timid and wild of every human thing. +But they were urgent; they were eloquent; these young girls with their +bright eyes; these men who spoke of art; these wanderers who went to the +great city. + +In the end they pressed on her their companionship. They, too, were +going to Paris; they spoke of perils she would run, of vouchers she +would need: she wondered at their charity, but in the end walked on with +them--fearing the Red Mouse. + +They were mirthful, gentle people, so she thought: they said they +followed art; they told her she could never enter Paris nameless and +alone: so she went. The chief of the little troop watched wonderingly +her step, her posture, her barbaric and lustrous beauty, brilliant still +even through the pallor of grief and the weariness of fatigue; of these +he had never seen the like before, and he knew their almost priceless +value in the world, and of the working classes and street mobs of Paris. + +"Listen," he said suddenly to her. "We shall play to-night at the next +town. Will you take a part?" + +Walking along through the glades of the wood, lost in thought, she +started at his voice. + +"I do not know what you mean?" + +"I mean--will you show yourself with us? We will give you no words. It +will be quite easy. What money we make we divide among us. All you shall +do shall be to stand and be looked at--you are beautiful, and you know +it, no doubt?" + +She made a weary sign of assent. Beautiful? What could it matter if she +were so, or if she were not, what the mere thought of it? The beauty +that she owned, though so late a precious possession, a crown of glory +to her, had lost all its fairness and all its wonder since it had been +strengthless to bind to hers the only heart in which she cared to rouse +a throb of passion, since it had been unworthy to draw upon it with any +lingering gaze of love the eyes of Arslàn. + +He looked at her more closely; this was a strange creature, he thought, +who, being a woman and in her first youth, could thus acknowledge her +own loveliness with so much candor, yet so much indifference. + +That afternoon they halted at a little town that stood in a dell across +the fields, a small place lying close about a great church tower. + +It was almost dusk when they entered it; but it was all alive with +lights and shows, and trumpets and banners; it was the day of a great +fair, and the merry-go-rounds were whirling, and the trades in gilded +cakes and puppets of sugar were thriving fast, and the narrow streets +were full of a happy and noisy peasant crowd. + +As soon as the little troop entered the first street a glad cry rose. + +They were well known and well liked there; the people clustered by +dozens round them, the women greeting them with kisses, the children +hugging the dogs, the men clamoring with invitations to eat and to drink +and be merry. + +They bade her watch them at their art in a rough wooden house outside +the wine tavern. + +She stood in the shadow and looked as they bade her, while the mimic +life of their little stage began and lived its hour. + +To the mind which had received its first instincts of art from the cold, +lofty, passionless creations of Arslàn, from the classic purity and from +the divine conception of the old Hellenic ideal, the art of the stage +could seem but poor and idle mimicry; gaudy and fragrantless as any +painted rose of paper blooming on a tinseled stem. + +The crystal truthfulness, the barbaric liberty, the pure idealism of her +mind and temper revolted in contempt from the visible presentment and +the vari-colored harlequinade of the actor's art. To her, a note of +song, a gleam of light, a shadowy shape, a veiled word, were enough to +unfold to her passionate fancy a world of dreams, a paradise of faith +and of desire; and for this very cause she shrank away, in amazement and +disgust, from this realistic mockery of mere humanity, which left +nothing for the imagination to create, which spoke no other tongue than +the common language of human hopes and fears. It could not touch her, +it could not move her; it filled her--so far as she could bring herself +to think of it at all--with a cold and wondering contempt. + +For to the reed which has once trembled under the melody born of the +breath divine, the voices of mortal mouths, as they scream in rage, or +exult in clamor, or contend in battle, must ever seem the idlest and the +emptiest of all the sounds under heaven. + +"That is your art?" she said wearily to the actors when they came to +her. + +"Well, is it not art; and a noble one?" + +A scornful shadow swept across her face. + +"It is no art. It is human always. It is never divine. There is neither +heaven nor hell in it. It is all earth." + +They were sharply stung. + +"What has given you such thoughts as that?" they said, in their +impatience and mortification. + +"I have seen great things," she said simply, and turned away and went +out into the darkness, and wept,--alone. + +She who had knelt at the feet of Thanatos, and who had heard the songs +of Pan amidst the rushes by the river, and had listened to the charmed +steps of Persephone amidst the flowers of the summer;--could she honor +lesser gods than these? + +"They may forget--they may forsake, and he likewise, but I never," she +thought. + +If only she might live a little longer space to serve and suffer for +them and for him still; of fate she asked nothing higher. + +That night there was much money in the bag. The players pressed a share +upon her; but she refused. + +"Have I begged from you?" she said. "I have earned nothing." + +It was with exceeding difficulty that they ended in persuading her even +to share their simple supper. + +She took only bread and water, and sat and watched them curiously. + +The players were in high spirits; their chief ordered a stoup of bright +wine, and made merry over it with gayer songs and louder laughter, and +more frequent jests than even were his wont. + +The men and women of the town came in and out with merry interchange of +words. The youths of the little bourg chattered light amorous nonsense; +the young girls smiled and chattered in answer; whilst the actors +bantered them and made them a hundred love prophecies. + +Now and then a dog trotted in to salute the players' poodles; now and +then the quaint face of a pig looked between the legs of its master. + +The door stood open; the balmy air blew in; beyond, the stars shone in a +cloudless sky. + +She sat without in the darkness, where no light fell among the thick +shroud of one of the blossoming boughs of pear-trees, and now and then +she looked and watched their laughter and companionship, and their gay +and airy buffoonery, together there within the winehouse doors. + +"All fools enjoy!" she thought; with that bitter wonder, that aching +disdain, that involuntary injustice, with which the strong sad patience +of a great nature surveys the mindless merriment of lighter hearts and +brains more easily lulled into forgetfulness and content. + +They came to her and pressed on her a draught of the wine, a share of +the food, a handful of the honeyed cates of their simple banquet; even a +portion of their silver and copper pieces with which the little leathern +sack of their receipts was full,--for once,--to the mouth. + +She refused all: the money she threw passionately away. + +"Am I a beggar?" she said, in her wrath. + +She remained without in the gloom among the cool blossoming branches +that swayed above-head in the still night, while the carousal broke up +and the peasants went on their way to their homes, singing along the +dark streets, and the lights were put out in the winehouse, and the +trill of the grasshopper chirped in the fields around. + +"You will die of damp, roofless in the open air this moonless night," +men, as they passed away, said to her in wonder. + +"The leaves are roof enough for me," she answered them: and stayed there +with her head resting on the roll of her sheepskin; wide awake through +the calm dark hours; for a bed within she knew that she could not pay, +and she would not let any charity purchase one for her. + +At daybreak when the others rose she would only take from them the crust +that was absolutely needful to keep life in her. Food seemed to choke +her as it passed her lips,--since how could she tell but what his lips +were parched dry with hunger or were blue and cold in death? + +That morning, as they started, one of the two youths who bore their +traveling gear and the rude appliances of their little stage upon his +shoulders from village to village when they journeyed thus--being +oftentimes too poor to permit themselves any other mode of transit and +of porterage--fell lame and grew faint and was forced to lay down his +burden by the roadside. + +She raised the weight upon her back and head as she had been wont to do +the weights of timber and of corn for the mill-house, and bore it +onward. + +In vain they remonstrated with her; she would not yield, but carried the +wooden framework and the folded canvases all through the heat and +weariness of the noonday. + +"You would have me eat of your supper last night. I will have you accept +of my payment to-day," she said, stubbornly. + +For this seemed to her a labor innocent and just, and even full of +honor, whatever men might say: had not Helios himself been bound as a +slave in Thessaly? + +They journeyed far that day, along straight sunlit highways, and under +the shadows of green trees. The fields were green with the young corn +and the young vines; the delicate plumes of the first blossoming lilacs +nodded in their footsteps; the skies were blue; the earth was fragrant. + +At noonday the players halted and threw themselves down beneath a +poplar-tree, in a wild rose thicket, to eat their noonday meal of bread +and a green cress salad. + +The shelter they had chosen was full of fragrance from rain-drops still +wet upon the grasses, and the budding rose vines. The hedge was full of +honeysuckle and tufts of cowslips; the sun was warmer; the mild-eyed +cattle came and looked at them; little redstarts picked up their +crumbs; from a white vine-hung cottage an old woman brought them salt +and wished them a fair travel. + +But her heart was sick and her feet weary, and she asked always,--"Where +is Paris?" + +At last they showed it her, that gleaming golden cloud upon the purple +haze of the horizon. + +She crossed her hands upon her beating breast, and thanked the gods that +they had thus given her to behold the city of his desires. + +The chief of the mimes watched her keenly. + +"You look at Paris," he said after a time. "There you may be great if +you will." + +"Great? I?" + +She echoed the word with weary incredulity. She knew he could but mock +at her. + +"Ay," he made answer seriously. "Even you! Why not? There is no dynasty +that endures in that golden city save only one--the sovereignty of a +woman's beauty." + +She started and shuddered a little; she thought that she saw the Red +Mouse stir amidst the grasses. + +"I want no greatness," she said, slowly. "What should I do with it?" + +For in her heart she thought,-- + +"What would it serve me to be known to all the world and remembered by +all the ages of men if he forget--forget quite?" + + + + +CHAPTER XII. + + +That night they halted in a little bright village of the leafy and +fruitful zone of the city--one of the fragrant and joyous +pleasure-places among the woods where the students and the young girls +came for draughts of milk and plunder of primroses, and dances by the +light of the spring moon, and love-words murmured as they fastened +violets in each other's breasts. + +The next day she entered Paris with them as one of their own people. + +"You may be great here, if you choose," they said to her, and laughed. + +She scarcely heard. She only knew that here it was that Arslàn had +declared that fame--or death--should come to him. + +The golden cloud dissolved as she drew near to it. + +A great city might be beautiful to others: to her it was only as its +gilded cage is to a mountain bird. The wilderness of roofs, the +labyrinth of streets, the endless walls of stone, the ceaseless noises +of the living multitude, these were horrible to the free-born blood of +her; she felt blinded, caged, pent, deafened. Its magnificence failed to +daunt, its color to charm, its pageantry to beguile her. Through the +glad and gorgeous ways she went, wearily and sick of heart, for the rush +of free winds and the width of free skies, as a desert-born captive, +with limbs of bronze and the eyes of the lion, went fettered past the +palaces of Rome in the triumphal train of Africanus or Pompeius. + +The little band with which she traveled wondered what her eyes so +incessantly looked for, in that perpetual intentness with which they +searched every knot of faces that was gathered together as a swarm of +bees clusters in the sunshine. They could not tell; they only saw that +her eyes never lost that look. + +"Is it the Past or the Future that you search for always?" the shrewdest +of them asked her. + +She shuddered a little, and made him no answer. How could she tell which +it was?--whether it would be a public fame or a nameless grave that she +would light on at the last? + +She was a mystery to them. + +She minded poverty so little. She was as content on a draught of water +and a bunch of cress as others are on rarest meats and wines. She bore +bodily fatigue with an Arab's endurance and indifference. She seemed to +care little whether suns beat on her, or storms drenched her to the +bone; whether she slept under a roof or the boughs of a tree; whether +the people hissed her for a foreign thing of foul omen, or clamored +aloud in the streets praise of her perfect face. She cared nothing. + +She was silent always, and she never smiled. + +"I must keep my liberty!" she had said; and she kept it. + +By night she toiled ceaselessly for her new masters; docile, patient, +enduring, laborious, bearing the yoke of this labor as she had borne +that of her former slavery, rather than owe a crust to alms, a coin to +the gaze of a crowd. But by day she searched the city ceaselessly and +alone, wandering, wandering, wandering, always on a quest that was never +ended. For amidst the millions of faces that met her gaze, Arslàn's was +not; and she was too solitary, too ignorant, and locked her secret too +tenaciously in her heart, to be able to learn tidings of his name. + +So the months of the spring and the summer time went by; it was very +strange and wondrous to her. + +The human world seemed suddenly all about her; the quiet earth, on which +the cattle grazed, and the women threshed and plowed, and the sheep +browsed the thyme, and the mists swept from stream to sea, this was all +gone; and in its stead there was a world of tumult, color, noise, +change, riot, roofs piled on roofs, clouds of dust yellow in the sun, +walls peopled with countless heads of flowers and of women; throngs, +various of hue as garden-beds of blown anemones; endless harmonies and +discords always rung together from silver bells, and brazen trumpets, +and the clash of arms, and the spray of waters, and the screams of +anguish, and the laughs of mirth, and the shrill pipes of an endless +revelry, and the hollow sighs of a woe that had no rest. + +For the world of a great city, of "the world as it is man's," was all +about her; and she loathed it, and sickened in it, and hid her face from +it whenever she could, and dreamed, as poets dream in fever of pathless +seas and tawny fields of weeds, and dim woods filled with the song of +birds, and cool skies brooding over a purple moor, and all the silence +and the loveliness and the freedom of "the world as it is God's." + +"You are not happy?" one man said to her. + +"Happy!" + +She said no more; but he thought, just so had he seen a rose-crested +golden-eyed bird of the great savannas look, shut in a cage in a +showman's caravan, and dying slowly, with dulled plumage and drooped +head, while the street mob of a town thrust their fingers through the +bars and mocked it, and called to it to chatter and be gay. + +"Show your beauty once--just once amidst us on the stage, and on the +morrow you can choose your riches and your jewels from the four winds of +heaven as you will," the players urged on her a hundred times. + +But she refused always. + +Her beauty--it was given to the gods, to take or leave, in life or +death, for him. + +The months went on; she searched for him always. A horrible, unending +vigil that never seemed nearer its end. Vainly, day by day, she searched +the crowds and the solitudes, the gates of the palaces and the vaults of +the cellars. She thought she saw him a thousand times; but she could +never tell whether it were truth or fancy. She never met him face to +face: she never heard his name. There is no desert wider, no maze more +unending, than a great city. + +She ran hideous peril with every moment that she lived; but by the +strength and the love that dwelt together in her she escaped them. Her +sad, wide, open, pathetic eyes searched only for his face and saw no +other; her ear, ever strained to listen for one voice, was dead to every +accent of persuasion or of passion. + +When men tried to tell her she was beautiful, she looked them full in +the eyes and laughed, a terrible dreary laugh of scorn that chilled them +to the bone. When the gay groups on balconies, that glanced golden in +the sun, flung sweetmeats at her, and dashed wine on the ground, and +called to her for her beauty's sake to join them, she looked at them +with a look that had neither envy nor repugnance in it, but only a cold +mute weariness of contempt. + +One day a great sculptor waylaid her, and showed her a pouch full of +money and precious stones. "All that, and more, you shall have, if you +will let me make a cast of your face and your body once." In answer, she +showed him the edge of her hidden knife. + +One day a young man, unlike to all the ragged and toil-worn crowds that +alone beheld her, came in those crowded quarters of the poor, and +watched her with eyes aglow like those of the youth in the old +market-square about the cathedral, and waylaid her, later, in solitude, +and slid in her palm a chain studded with precious stones of many +colors. + +"I am rich," he murmured to her. "I am a prince. I can make your name a +name of power, if only you will come." + +"Come whither?" she asked him. + +"Come with me--only to my supper-table--for one hour; my horses wait." + +She threw the chain of stones at her feet. + +"I have no hunger," she said, carelessly. "Go, ask those that have to +your feast." + +And she gave no other phrase in answer to all the many honeyed and +persuasive words with which in vain he urged her, that night and many +another night, until he wearied. + +One day, in the green outskirts of the city, passing by under a gilded +gallery, and a wide window, full of flowers, and hung with delicate +draperies, there looked out the fair head of a woman, with diamonds in +the ears, and a shroud of lace about it, while against the smiling +scornful mouth a jeweled hand held a rose; and a woman's voice called to +her, mockingly: + +"Has the devil not heard you yet, that you still walk barefoot in the +dust on the stones, and let the sun beat on your head? O fool! there is +gold in the air, and gold in the dust, and gold in the very gutter here, +for a woman!" + +And the face was the face, and the voice the voice, of the gardener's +wife of the old town by the sea. + +She raised, to the gilded balcony above, her great sorrowful, musing +eyes, full of startled courage: soon she comprehended; and then her gaze +gave back scorn for scorn. + +"Does that brazen scroll shade you better than did the trellised vine?" +she said, with her voice ascending clear in its disdain. "And are those +stones in your breast any brighter than the blue was in the eyes of your +child?" + +The woman above cast the rose at her and laughed, and withdrew from the +casement. + +She set her heel on the rose, and trod its leaves down in the dust. It +was a yellow rose, scentless and loveless--an emblem of pleasure and +wealth. She left it where it lay, and went onward. + +The sweet sins, and all their rich profits, that she might take as +easily as she could have taken the rose from the dust, had no power to +allure her. + +The gilded balcony, the velvet couch, the jewels in the ears, the purple +draperies, the ease and the affluence and the joys of the sights and the +senses, these to her were as powerless to move her envy, these to her +seemed as idle as the blow-balls that a child's breath floated down the +current of a summer breeze. + +When once a human ear has heard the whispers of the gods by night steal +through the reeds by the river, never again to it can there sound +anything but discord and empty sound in the tinkling cymbals of brass, +and the fools' bells of silver, in which the crowds in their deafness +imagine the songs of the heroes and the music of the spheres. + +"There are only two trades in a city," said the actors to her, with a +smile as bitter as her own, "only two trades--to buy souls and to sell +them. What business have you here, who do neither the one nor the +other?" + +There was music still in this trampled reed of the river, into which the +gods had once bidden the stray winds and the wandering waters breathe +their melody; but there, in the press, the buyers and sellers only saw +in it a frail thing of the sand and the stream, only made to be woven +for barter, or bind together the sheaves of the roses of pleasure. + +By-and-by they grew so impatient of this soul which knew its right +errand so little that it would neither accept temptation itself nor deal +it to others, they grew so impatient to receive that golden guerdon from +passion and evil which they had foreseen as their sure wage for her +when they had drawn her with them to the meshes of the city, that they +betrayed her, stung and driven into treachery by the intolerable +reproach of her continual strength, her continual silence. + +They took a heavy price, and betrayed her to the man who had set his +soul upon her beauty, to make it live naked and vile and perfect for all +time in marble. She saved herself by such madness of rage, such fury of +resistance, as the native tigress knows in the glare of the torches or +the bonds of the cords. She smote the sculptor with her knife; a tumult +rose round; voices shouted that he was stabbed; the men who had betrayed +her raised loudest the outcry. In the darkness of a narrow street, and +of a night of tempest, she fled from them, and buried herself in the +dense obscurity which is one of the few privileges of the outcasts. + +It was very poor, this quarter where she found refuge; men and women at +the lowest ebb of life gathered there together. There was not much +crime; it was too poor even for that. It was all of that piteous, +hopeless class that is honest, and suffers and keeps silent--so silent +that no one notices when death replaces life. + +Here she got leave to dwell a little while in the topmost corner of a +high tower, which rose so high, so high, that the roof of it seemed +almost like the very country itself. It was so still there, and so +fresh, and the clouds seemed so near, and the pigeons flew so close +about it all day long, and at night so trustfully sought their roost +there. + +In a nook of it she made her home. It was very old, very desolate, very +barren; yet she could bear it better than she could any lower range of +dwelling. She could see the sunrise and the sunset; she could see the +rain-mists and the planets; she could look down on all the white curl of +the smoke; and she could hear the bells ring with a strange, peculiar +sweetness, striking straight to her ear across the wilderness of roofs. +And then she had the pigeons. They were not much, but they were +something of the old, fresh country life; and now and then they brought +a head of clover, or a spray of grass, in their beaks; and at sight of +it the tears would rush into her eyes, and though it was pain, it was +yet a dearer one than any pleasure that she had. + +She maintained herself still without alms, buying her right to live +there, and the little food that sufficed for her, by one of those +offices in which the very poor contrive to employ those still poorer +than themselves. + +They slept so heavily, those people who had the weight of twenty hours' +toil, the pangs of hunger, and the chills of cold upon them, whenever +they laid them down, and who would so willingly have slept forever with +any night they laid their heads upon their sacks of rags. But, so long +as they woke at all, they needed to wake with the first note of the +sparrows in the dark. + +She, so long used to rise ere ever the first streak of day were seen, +roused scores of them; and in payment they gave her the right to warm +herself at their stove, a handful of their chestnuts, a fragment of +their crust, a little copper piece,--anything that they could afford or +she would consent to take. A woman, who had been the réveilleuse of the +quarter many years, had died; and they were glad of her:--"Her eyes have +no sleep in them," they said; and they found that she never failed. + +It was a strange trade--to rise whilst yet for the world it was night, +and go to and fro the dreary courts, up and down the gloom of the +staircases, and in and out the silent chambers, and call all those sons +and daughters of wretchedness from the only peace that their lives knew. +So often she felt so loath to wake them; so often she stood beside the +bundle of straw on which some dreaming creature, sighing and smiling in +her sleep, murmured of her home, and had not the heart rudely to shatter +those mercies of the night. + +It was a strange, sad office, to go alone among all those sleepers in +the stillness that came before the dawn, and move from house to house, +from door to door, from bed to bed, with the one little star of her lamp +alone burning. + +They were all so poor, so poor, it seemed more cruel than murder only to +call them from their rest to work, and keep alive in them that faculty +of suffering which was all they gained from their humanity. + +Her pity for them grew so great that her heart perforce softened to them +also. Those strong men gaunt with famine, those white women with their +starved children on their breasts, those young maidens worn blind over +the needle or the potter's clay, those little children who staggered up +in the dark to go to the furnace, or the wheel, or the powder-mill, or +the potato-fields outside the walls,--she could neither fear them nor +hate them, nor do aught save sorrow for them with a dumb, passionate, +wondering grief. + +She saw these people despised for no shame, wretched for no sin, +suffering eternally, though guilty of no other fault than that of being +in too large numbers on an earth too small for the enormous burden of +its endless woe. She found that she had companions in her misery, and +that she was not alone under that bitter scorn which had been poured on +her. In a manner she grew to care for these human creatures, all +strangers, yet whose solitude she entered, and whose rest she roused. It +was a human interest, a human sympathy. It drew her from the despair +that had closed around her. + +And some of these in turn loved her. + +Neither poverty nor wretchedness could dull the lustrous, deep-hued, +flowerlike beauty that was hers by nature. As she ascended the dark +stone stairs with the little candle raised above her head, and, knocking +low, entered the place where they slept, the men and the children alike +dreamed of strange shapes of paradise and things of sorcery. + +"When she wakes us, the children never cry," said a woman whom she +always summoned an hour before dawn to rise and walk two leagues to a +distant factory. It was new to her to be welcomed; it was new to see the +children smile because she touched them. It lifted a little the ice that +had closed about her heart. + +It had become the height of the summer. The burning days and the sultry +nights poured down on her bare head and blinded her, and filled her +throat with the dust of the public ways, and parched her mouth with the +thirst of overdriven cattle. + +All the while in the hard hot glare she searched for one face. All the +while in the hard brazen din she listened for one voice. + +She wandered all the day, half the night. They wondered that she woke so +surely with every dawn; they did not know that seldom did she ever +sleep. She sought for him always;--sought the busy crowds of the living; +sought the burial-grounds of the dead. + +As she passed through the endless ways in the wondrous city; as she +passed by the vast temples of art; as she passed by the open doors of +the sacred places which the country had raised to the great memories +that it treasured; it became clearer to her--this thing of his desires, +this deathless name amidst a nation, this throne on the awed homage of a +world for which his life had labored, and striven, and sickened, and +endlessly yearned. + +The great purpose, the great end, to which he had lived grew tangible +and present to her; and in her heart, as she went, she said ever, "Let +me only die as the reed died,--what matter,--so that only the world +speak his name!" + + + + +CHAPTER XIII. + + +One night she stood on the height of the leads of the tower. The pigeons +had gone to roost; the bells had swung themselves into stillness; far +below the changing crowds were moving ceaselessly, but to that calm +altitude no sound arose from them. The stars were out, and a great +silver moon bathed half the skies in its white glory. In the stones of +the parapet wind-sown blossoms blew to and fro heavy with dew. + +The day had been one of oppressive heat. She had toiled all through it, +seeking, seeking, seeking, what she never found. She was covered with +dust; parched with thirst; foot-weary; sick at heart. She looked down on +the mighty maze of the city, and thought, "How long,--how long?" + +Suddenly a cool hand touched her, a soft voice murmured at her ear,-- + +"You are not tired, Folle-Farine?" + +Turning in the gloom she faced Sartorian. A great terror held her mute +and breathless there; gazing in the paralysis of horror at this frail +life, which was for her the incarnation of the world, and by whose lips +the world said to her, "Come, eat and drink, and sew your garments with +gems, and kiss men on the mouth whilst you slay them, and plunder and +poison, and laugh and be wise. For all your gods are dead; and there is +but one god now,--that god is gold." + +"You must be tired, surely," the old man said, with soft insistance. +"You never find what you seek; you are always alone, always hungered and +poor; always wretched, Folle-Farine. Ah! you would not eat my golden +pear. It was not wise." + +He said so little; and yet, those slow, subtle, brief phrases pierced +her heart with the full force of their odious meaning. She leaned +against the wall, breathing hard and fast, mute, for the moment +paralyzed. + +"You fled away from me that night. It was heroic, foolish, mad. Yet I +bear no anger against it. You have not loved the old, dead gods for +naught. You have the temper of their times. You obey them; though they +betray you and forget you, Folle-Farine." + +She gazed at him, fascinated by her very loathing of him, as the bird by +the snake. + +"Who told you?" she muttered. "Who told you that I dwell here?" + +"The sun has a million rays; so has gold a million eyes; do you not +know? There is nothing you have not done that has not been told to me. +But I can always wait, Folle-Farine. You are very strong; you are very +weak, of course;--you have a faith, and you follow it; and it leads you +on and on, on and on, and one day it will disappear,--and you will +plunge after it,--and it will drown you. You seek for this man and you +cannot find even his grave. You are like a woman who seeks for her +lover on a battle-field. But the world is a carnage where the vultures +soon pick bare the bones of the slain, and all skeletons look alike, and +are alike, unlovely, Folle-Farine." + +"You came--to say this?" she said, through her locked teeth. + +"Nay--I came to see your beauty: your ice-god tired soon; but I----My +golden pear would have been better vengeance for a slighted passion than +his beggar's quarter, and these wretched rags----" + +She held her misery and her shame and her hatred alike down under +enforced composure. + +"There is no shame here," she said, between her teeth. "A beggar's +quarter, perhaps; but these poor copper coins and these rags I earn with +clean hands." + +He smiled with that benignant pity, with that malign mockery, which +stung her so ruthlessly. + +"No shame? Oh, Folle-Farine, did I not tell you, that, live as you may, +shame will be always your garment in life and in death? You--a thing +beautiful, nameless, homeless, accursed, who dares to dream to be +innocent likewise! The world will clothe you with shame, whether you +choose it or not. But the world, as I say, will give you one choice. +Take its red robe boldly from it, and weight it with gold and incrust it +with jewels. Believe me, the women who wear the white garments of virtue +will envy you the red robe bitterly then." + +Her arms were crossed upon her breast; her eyes gazed at him with the +look he had seen in the gloom of the evening, under the orchards by the +side of the rushing mill-water. + +"You came--to say this?" + +"Nay: I came to see your beauty, Folle-Farine. Your northern god soon +tired, I say; but I----Look yonder a moment," he pursued; and he +motioned downward to where the long lines of light gleamed in the +wondrous city which was stretched at their feet; and the endless murmur +of its eternal sea of pleasure floated dimly to them on the soft night +air. "See here, Folle-Farine: you dwell with the lowest; you are the +slave of street mimes; no eyes see you except those of the harlot, the +beggar, the thief, the outcast; your wage is a crust and a copper coin; +you have the fate of your namesake, the dust, to wander a little while, +and then sink on the stones of the streets. Yet that you think worthy +and faithful, because it is pure of alms and of vice. Oh, beautiful +fool! what would your lost lover say if beholding you here amidst the +reek of the mob and the homage of thieves? He would say of you the most +bitter thing that a man can say of a woman: 'She has sunk into sin, but +she has been powerless to gild her sin, or make it of more profit than +was her innocence.' And a man has no scorn like the scorn which he feels +for a woman who sells her soul--at a loss. You see?--ah, surely, you +see, Folle-Farine?" + +She shook like a leaf where she stood, with the yellow and lustrous +moonlight about her. She saw--she saw now! + +And she had been mad enough to dream that if she lived in honesty, and, +by labor that she loathed won back, with hands clean of crime as of +alms, the gold which he had left in her trust as the wage of her beauty, +and found him and gave it to him without a word, he would at least +believe--believe so much as this, that her hunger had been famine, and +her need misery, and her homelessness that of the stray dog which is +kicked from even a ditch, and hunted from even a graveyard: but that +through it all she had never touched one coin of that cruel and +merciless gift. + +"You see?" pursued the low, flutelike moaning mockery of her tormentor's +voice. "You see? You have all the shame: it is your birthright; and you +have nothing of the sweetness which may go with shame for a woman who +has beauty. Now, look yonder. There lies the world, which when I saw you +last was to you only an empty name. Now you know it--know it, at least, +enough to be aware of all you have not, all you might have in it, if you +took my golden pear. You must be tired, Folle-Farine,--to stand homeless +under the gilded balconies; to be footsore in the summer dust among the +rolling carriages; to stand outcast and famished before the palace +gates; to see the smiles upon a million mouths, and on them all not one +smile upon you; to show yourself hourly among a mob, that you may buy a +little bread to eat, a little straw to rest on! You must be tired, +Folle-Farine!" + +She was silent where she stood in the moonlight, with the clouds seeming +to lean and touch her, and far beneath the blaze of the myriad of lights +shining through the soft darkness of the summer night. + +Tired!--ah, God!--tired, indeed. But not for any cause of which he +spake. + +"You must be tired. Now, eat of my golden pear; and there, where the +world lies yonder at our feet, no name shall be on the mouths of men as +your name shall be in a day. Through the crowds you shall be borne by +horses fleet as the winds; or you shall lean above them from a gilded +gallery, and mock them at your fancy there on high in a cloud of +flowers. Great jewels shall beam on you like planets; and the only +chains that you shall wear shall be links of gold, like the chains of a +priestess of old. Your mere wish shall be as a sorcerer's wand, to bring +you the thing of your idlest desire. You have been despised!--what +vengeance sweeter than to see men grovel to win your glance, as the +swine at the feet of Circe? You have been scorned and accursed!--what +retribution fuller than for women to behold in you the sweetness and +magnificence of shame, and through you, envy, and fall, and worship the +Evil which begot you? Has humanity been so fair a friend to you that you +can hesitate to strike at its heart with such a vengeance--so +symmetrical in justice, so cynical in irony? Humanity cast you out to +wither at your birth,--a thing rootless, nameless, only meet for the +snake and the worm. If you bear poison in your fruit, is that your +fault, or the fault of the human hands that cast the chance-sown weed +out on the dunghill to perish? I do not speak of passion. I use no +anomalous phrase. I am old and ill-favored; and I know that, any way, +you will forever hate me. But the rage of the desert-beast is more +beautiful than the meek submission of the animal timid and tame. It is +the lioness in you that I care to chain; but your chain shall be of +gold, Folle-Farine; and all women will envy. Name your price, set it +high as you will; there is nothing that I will refuse. Nay, even I will +find your lover, who loves not you; and I will let you have your fullest +vengeance on him. A noble vengeance, for no other would be worthy of +your strength. Living or dead, his genius shall be made known to men; +and, before another summer comes, all the world shall toss aloft in +triumph the name that is now nothing as the dust is;--nothing as you +are, Folle-Farine!" + +She heard in silence to the end. + +On the height of the roof-tops all was still; the stars seemed to beam +close against her sight; below was the infinite space of the darkness, +in which lines of light glittered where the haunts of pleasure lay; all +creatures near her slept; the wind-sown plants blew to and fro, rooted +in the spaces of the stones. + +As the last words died softly on the quiet of the air, in answer she +reached her hand upward, and broke off a tuft of the yellow +wall-blossom, and cast it out with one turn of her wrist down into the +void of the darkness. + +"What do I say?" she said, slowly. "What? Well, this: I could seize you, +and cast you down into the dark below there, as easily as I cast that +tuft of weed. And why I hold my hand I cannot tell; it would be just." + +And she turned away and walked from him in the gloom, slowly, as though +the deed she spake of tempted her. + + + + +CHAPTER XIV. + + +The poverties of the city devoured her incessantly, like wolves; the +temptations of the city crouched in wait for her incessantly, like +tigers. She was always hungry, always heartsick, always alone; and there +was always at her ear some tempting voice, telling her that she was +beautiful and was a fool. Yet she never dreamed once of listening, of +yielding, of taking any pity on herself. Was this virtue? She never +thought of it as such; it was simply instinct; the instinct of a +supreme fidelity, in which all slighter and meaner passions were +absorbed and slain. + +Once or twice, through some lighted casement in some lamp-lit wood, +where the little gay boats flashed on fairy lakes, she would coldly +watch that luxury, that indolence, that rest of the senses, with a curl +on her lips, where she sat or stood, in the shadow of the trees. + +"To wear soft stuffs and rich colors, to have jewels in their breasts, +to sleep in satin, to hear fools laugh, to have both hands full of gold, +that is what women love," she thought; and laughed a little in her cold +wonder, and went back to her high cage in the tower, and called the +pigeons in from the rooftops at sunset, and kissed their purple throats, +and broke among them her one dry crust, and, supperless herself, sat on +the parapet and watched the round white moon rise over the shining roofs +of Paris. + +She was ignorant, she was friendless, she was savage, she was very +wretched; but she had a supreme love in her, and she was strong. + +A hundred times the Red Mouse tried to steal through the lips which +hunger, his servile and unfailing minister, would surely, the Red Mouse +thought, disbar and unclose to him sooner or later. + +"You will tire, and I can wait, Folle-Farine," the Red Mouse had said to +her, by the tongue of the old man Sartorian; and he kept his word very +patiently. + +He was patient, he was wise; he believed in the power of gold, and he +had no faith in the strength of a woman. He knew how to wait--unseen, so +that this rare bird should not perceive the net spread for it in its +wildness and weariness. He did not pursue, nor too quickly incense, her. + +Only in the dark, cheerless mists, when she rose to go among the world +of the sleeping poor, at her threshold she would step on some gift +worthy of a queen's acceptance, without date or word, gleaming there +against the stone of the stairs. + +When she climbed to her hole in the roof at the close of a day, all +pain, all fatigue, all vain endeavor, all bootless labor to and fro the +labyrinth of streets, there would be on her bare bench such fruits and +flowers as Dorothea might have sent from Paradise, and curled amidst +them some thin leaf that would have bought the weight of the pines and +of the grapes in gold. + +When in the dusk of the night she went, wearily and footsore, through +the byways and over the sharp-set flints of the quarters of the outcasts +and the beggars, sick with the tumult and the stench and the squalor, +parched with dust, worn with hunger, blind with the endless search for +one face amidst the millions,--going home!--oh, mockery of the word!--to +a bed of straw, to a cage in the roof, to a handful of rice as a meal, +to a night of loneliness and cold and misery; at such a moment now and +then through the gloom a voice would steal to her, saying,-- + +"Are you not tired yet, Folle-Farine?" + +But she never paused to hear the voice, nor gave it any answer. + +The mill dust; the reed by the river; the nameless, friendless, rootless +thing that her fate made her, should have been weak, and so lightly +blown by every chance breeze--so the Red Mouse told her; should have +asked no better ending than to be wafted up a little while upon the +winds of praise, or woven with a golden braid into a crown of pleasure. + +Yet she was so stubborn and would not; yet she dared deride her +tempters, and defy her destiny, and be strong. + +For Love was with her. + +And though the Red Mouse lies often in Love's breast, and is cradled +there a welcome guest, yet when Love, once in a million times, shakes +off his sloth, and flings the Red Mouse with it from him, he flings with +a hand of force; and the beast crouches and flees, and dares meddle with +Love no more. + +In one of the first weeks of the wilder weather, weather that had the +purple glow of the autumnal storms and the chills of coming winter on +it, she arose, as her habit was, ere the night was altogether spent, and +lit her little taper, and went out upon her rounds to rouse the +sleepers. + +She had barely tasted food for many hours. All the means of subsistence +that she had was the few coins earned from those as poor almost as +herself. Often these went in debt to her, and begged for a little time +to get the piece or two of base metal that they owed her; and she +forgave them such debts always, not having the heart to take the last +miserable pittance from some trembling withered hand which had worked +through fourscore years of toil, and found no payment but its wrinkles +in its palm; not having the force to fill her own platter with crusts +which could only be purchased by the hunger cries of some starveling +infant, or by the barter of some little valueless cross of ivory or +rosary of berries long cherished in some aching breast after all else +was lost or spent. + +She had barely tasted food that day, worst of all she had not had even a +few grains to scatter to the hungry pigeons as they had fluttered to her +on the housetop in the stormy twilight as the evening fell. + +She had lain awake all the night hearing the strokes of the bells sound +the hours, and seeming to say to her as they beat on the silence,-- + +"Dost thou dare to be strong, thou? a grain of dust, a reed of the +river, a Nothing?" + +When she rose, and drew back the iron staple that fastened her door, and +went out on the crazy stairway, she struck her foot against a thing of +metal. It glittered in the feeble beams from her lamp. She took it up; +it was a little precious casket, such as of old the Red Mouse lurked in, +among the pearls, to spring out from their whiteness into the purer snow +of Gretchen's bread. + +With it was only one written line: + +"When you are tired, Folle-Farine?" + +She was already tired, tired with the horrible thirsty weariness of the +young lioness starved and cramped in a cage in a city. + +An old crone sat on a niche on the wall. She thrust her lean bony face, +lit with wolf's eyes, through the gloom. + +"Are you not tired?" she muttered in the formula taught her. "Are you +not tired, Folle-Farine?" + +"If I be, what of that?" she answered, and she thrust the case away to +the feet of the woman, still shut, and went on with her little dim taper +down round the twist of the stairs. She knew what she did, what she put +away. She had come to know, too, what share the sex of her mother takes +in the bringing to the lips of their kind the golden pear that to most +needs no pressing. + +"If I had only your face, and your chances," had said to her that day a +serving-girl, young, with sallow cheeks, and a hollow voice, and eyes of +fever, who lived in a den lower down on the stairway. + +"Are you mad that you hunger here when you might hang yourself with +diamonds like our Lady of Atocha?" cried a dancing-woman with sullen +eyes and a yellow skin from the hither side of the mountains, who begged +in the streets all day. + +So, many tongues hissed to her in different fashions. It seemed to many +of them impious in one like her to dare be stronger than the gold was +that assailed her, to dare to live up there among the clouds, and +hunger, and thirst, and keep her silence, and strike dumb all the mouths +that tried to woo her down, and shake aside all the hands that strove +softly to slide their purchase-moneys into hers. + +For they chimed in chorus as the bells did: + +"Strength in the dust--in a reed--in a Nothing?" + +It was a bitter windy morning; the rain fell heavily; there were no +stars out, and the air was sharp and raw. She was too used to all +changes of weather to take heed of it, but her thin clothes were soaked +through, and her hair was drenched as she crossed the courts and +traversed the passages to reach her various employers. + +The first she roused was a poor sickly woman sleeping feverishly on an +old rope mat; the second an old man wrestling with nightmare, as the +rain poured on him through a hole in the roof, making him dream that he +was drowning. + +The third was a woman, so old that her quarter accredited her with a +century of age; she woke mumbling that it was hard at her years to have +to go and pick rags for a crumb of bread. + +The fourth was a little child not seven; he was an orphan, and the +people who kept him sent him out to get herbs in the outlying villages +to sell in the streets, and beat him if he let other children be +beforehand with him. He woke sobbing; he had dreamed of his dead mother, +and cried out that it was so cold, so cold. + +There were scores like them at whose doors she knocked, or whose +chambers she entered. The brief kind night was over, and they had to +arise and work,--or die. + +"Why do they not die?" she wondered; and she thought of the dear gods +that she had loved, the gods of oblivion. + +Truly there were no gifts like their gifts; and yet men knew their worth +so little;--but thrust Hypnos back in scorn, dashing their winecups in +his eyes; and mocked Oneiros, calling him the guest of love-sick fools +and of mad poets; and against Thanatos strove always in hatred and +terror as against their dreaded foe. + +It was a strange, melancholy, dreary labor this into which she had +entered. + +It was all dark. The little light she bore scarcely shed its rays beyond +her feet. It was all still. The winds sounded infinitely sad among those +vaulted passages and the deep shafts of the stairways. Now and then a +woman's voice in prayer or a man's in blasphemy echoed dully through the +old half-ruined buildings. Otherwise an intense silence reigned there, +where all save herself were sleeping. + +She used to think it was a city of the dead, in which she alone was +living. + +And sometimes she had not the heart to waken them; when there was a +smile on some wan worn face that never knew one in its waking hours; or +when some childless mother in her lonely bed sleeping, in fancy drew +young arms about her throat. + +This morning when all her tasks were done, and all the toilers summoned +to another day of pain, she retraced her steps slowly, bearing the light +aloft, and with its feeble rays shed on the colorless splendor of her +face, and on her luminous dilated troubled eyes that were forever +seeking what they never found. + +A long vaulted passage stretched between her and the foot of the steps +that led to the tower; many doors opened on it, the winds wailed through +it, and the ragged clothes of the tenants blew to and fro upon the +swaying cords. She traversed it, and slowly mounted her own staircase, +which was spiral and narrow, with little loopholes ever and again that +looked out upon the walls, and higher on the roofs, and higher yet upon +the open sky. By one of these she paused and looked out wearily. + +It was dark still; great low rain-clouds floated by; a little caged bird +stirred with a sad note; mighty rains swept by from the westward, sweet +with the smell of the distant fields. + +Her heart ached for the country. + +It was so still there in the dusk she knew, even in this wild autumn +night, which there would be so purple with leaf shadow, so brown with +embracing branches, so gray with silvery faint mists of lily, white with +virgin snows. Ah, God! to reach it once again, she thought, if only to +die in it. + +And yet she stayed on in this, which was to her the deepest hell, stayed +on because he--in life or death--was here. + +She started as a hand touched her softly, where she stood looking +through the narrow space. The eyes of Sartorian smiled on her through +the twilight. + +"Do you shrink still?" he said, gently. "Put back your knife; look at me +quietly; you will not have the casket?--very well. Your strength is +folly; yet it is noble. It becomes you. I do you good for ill. I have +had search made for your lover, who loves not you. I have found him." + +"Living?" She quivered from head to foot; the gray walls reeled round +her; she feared, she hoped, she doubted, she believed. Was it hell? Was +it heaven? She could not tell. She cared not which, so that only she +could look once more upon the face of Arslàn. + +"Living," he answered her, and still he smiled. "Living. Come with me, +and see how he has used the liberty you gave. Come." + +She staggered to her feet and rose, and held her knife close in the +bosom of her dress, and with passionate eyes of hope and dread searched +the face of the old man through the shadows. + +"It is the truth?" she muttered. "If you mock me,--if you lie----" + +"Your knife will sheathe itself in my body, I know. Nay, I have never +lied to you. One cannot wear a velvet glove to tame a lioness. Come with +me; fear nothing, Folle-Farine. Come with me, and see with your own +eyesight how the world of men has dealt with this your god." + +"I will come." + +Sartorian gazed at her in silence. + +"You are a barbarian; and so you are heroic always. I would not lie to +you, and here I have no need. Come; it is very near to you. A breadth of +stone can sever two lives, though the strength of all the world cannot +unite them. Come." + +She gripped the knife closer, and, with feet that stumbled as the feet +of a dumb beast that goes out to its slaughter, followed him, through +the dark and narrow ways. She had no fear for herself; she had no dread +of treachery or peril; for herself she could be strong, always: and the +point of the steel was set hard against her breast; but for him?--had +the gods forgotten? had he forgot? + +She was sick, and cold, and white with terror as she went. She dreaded +the unknown thing her eyes might look upon. She dreaded the truth that +she had sought to learn all through the burning months of summer, all +through the horrors of the crowded city. Was it well with him, or ill? +Had the gods remembered at last? Had the stubborn necks of men been bent +to his feet? Was he free?--free to rise to the heights of lofty desire, +and never look downward, in pity, once? + +They passed in silence through many passage-ways of the great stone hive +of human life in which she dwelt. Once only Sartorian paused and looked +back and spoke. + +"If you find him in a woman's arms, lost in a sloth of passion, what +then? Will you say still, Let him have greatness?" + +In the gloom he saw her stagger as though struck upon the head. But she +rallied and gazed at him in answer with eyes that would neither change +nor shrink. + +"What is that to you?" she said, in her shut teeth. "Show me the truth: +and as for him,--he has a right to do as he will. Have I said ever +otherwise?" + +He led the way onward in silence. + +This passion, so heroic even in its barbarism, so faithful even in its +wretchedness, so pure even in its abandonment, almost appalled him,--and +yet on it he had no pity. + +By his lips the world spoke: the world which, to a creature nameless, +homeless, godless, friendless, offered only one choice--shame or death; +and for such privilege of choice bade her be thankful to men and to +their deity. + +He led her through many vaulted ways, and up the shaft of a stone +stairway in a distant side of the vast pile, which, from holding many +habitants of kings, and monks, and scholars, had become the populous +home of the most wretched travailers of a great city. + +"Wait here," he said, and drew her backward into a hollow in the wall. +It was nearly dark. + +As she stood there in the darkness looking down through the narrow +space, there came a shadow to her through the gloom,--a human shadow, +noiseless and voiceless. It ascended the shaft of the stairs with a +silent, swift tread, and passed by her, and went onward; as it passed, +the rays of her lamp were shed on it, and her eyes at last saw the face +of Arslàn. + +It was pale as death; his head was sunk on his breast; his lips muttered +without the sound of words, his fair hair streamed in the wind; he moved +without haste, without pause, with the pulseless haste, the bloodless +quiet of a phantom. + +She had heard men talk of those who, being dead, yet dwelt on earth and +moved amidst the living. She had no thought of him in that moment save +as among the dead. But he, dead or living, could have no horror for her; +he, dead or living, ruled her as the moon the sea, and drew her after +him, and formed the one law of her life. + +She neither trembled nor prayed, nor wept nor laughed, nor cried aloud +in her inconceivable joy. Her heart stood still, as though some hand had +caught and gripped it. She was silent in the breathless silence of an +unspeakable awe; and with a step as noiseless as his own, she glided in +his path through the deep shaft of the stairs, upward and upward through +the hushed house, through the innumerable chambers, through the dusky +shadows, through the chill of the bitter dawn, through the close hive of +the sleeping creatures, up and up, into the very roof itself, where it +seemed to meet the low and lurid clouds, and to be lifted from the +habitations and the homes of men. + +A doorway was open; he passed through it; beyond it was a bare square +place through which there came the feeblest rays of dawn, making the +yellow oil flame that burned in it look dull and hot and garish. He +passed into the chamber and stood still a moment, with his head dropped +on his chest and his lips muttering sounds without meaning. + +The light fell on his face; she saw that he was living. Crouched on his +threshold, she watched him, her heart leaping with a hope so keen, a +rapture so intense, that its very strength and purity suffocated her +like some mountain air too pure and strong for human lungs to breathe. + +He walked in his sleep; that sleep so strange and so terrible, which +drugs the senses and yet stimulates the brain; in which the sleeper +moves, acts, remembers, returns to daily habits, and resorts to daily +haunts, and yet to all the world around him is deaf and blind and +indifferent as the dead. + +The restless brain, unstrung by too much travail and too little food, +had moved the limbs unconsciously to their old haunts and habits; and in +his sleep, though sightless and senseless, he seemed still to know and +still to suffer. For he moved again, after a moment's rest, and passed +straight to the wooden trestles on which a great canvas was +outstretched. He sank down on a rough bench in front of it, and passed +his hand before the picture with the fond, caressing gesture with which +a painter shows to another some wave of light, some grace of color, and +then sat there, stupidly, steadfastly, with his elbows on his knees and +his head on his hands, and his eyes fastened on the creation before him. + + +It was a rugged, desolate, wind-blown chamber, set in the topmost height +of the old pile, beaten on by all snows, drenched by all rains, rocked +by all storms, bare, comfortless, poor to the direst stretch of poverty, +close against the clouds, and with the brazen bells and teeming roofs of +the city close beneath. + +She had dwelt by him for many weeks, and no sense of his presence had +come to her, no instinct had awakened in him towards the love which +clung to him with a faithfulness only as great as its humility. She, +praying always to see this man once more, and die--had been severed from +him by the breadth of a stone as by an ocean's width; and he--doomed to +fail always, spending his life in one endeavor, and by that one +perpetually vanquished--he had had no space left to look up at a +nameless creature with lithe golden limbs, about whose head the +white-winged pigeons fluttered at twilight on the housetop. + +His eyes had swept over her more than once; but they had had no sight +for her; they were a poet's eyes that saw forever in fancy faces more +amorous and divine, limbs lovelier and more lily-like, mouths sweeter +and more persuasive in their kiss, than any they ever saw on earth. + +One passion consumed him, and left him not pause, nor breath, nor pity, +nor sorrow for any other thing. He rested from his work and knew that it +was good; but this could not content him, for this his fellow-men +denied. + +There was scarcely any light, but there was enough for her to read his +story by--the story of continual failure. + +Yet where she hid upon the threshold, her heart beat with wildest music +of recovered joy; she had found him, and she had found him alone. + +No woman leaned upon his breast; no soft tossed hair bathed his arms, no +mouth murmured against his own. He was alone. Her only rival was that +one great passion with which she had never in her humility dreamed to +mete herself. + +Dead he might be to all the world of men, dead in his own sight by a +worse fate than that or any could give; but for her he was living,--to +her what mattered failure or scorn, famine or woe, defeat or despair? + +She saw his face once more. + +She crouched upon his threshold now, and trembled with the madness of +her joy, and courted its torture. She dared not creep and touch his +hand, she dared not steal and kneel a moment at his feet. + +He had rejected her. He had had no need of her. He had left her with the +first hour that freedom came to him. He had seen her beauty, and learned +its lines and hues, and used them for his art, and let it go again, a +soulless thing that gave him no delight; a thing so slight he had +thought it scarcely worth his while even to break it for an hour's +sport. This was what he had deemed her; that she knew. + +She accepted the fate at his hands with the submission that was an +integral part of the love she bore him. She had never thought of +equality between herself and him; he might have beaten her, or kicked +her, as a brute his dog, and she would not have resisted nor resented. + +To find him, to watch him from a distance, to serve him in any humble +ways she might; to give him his soul's desire, if any barter of her own +soul could purchase it,--this was all she asked. She had told him that +he could have no sins to her, and it had been no empty phrase. + +She crouched on his threshold, scarcely daring to breathe lest he should +hear her. + +In the dull light of dawn and of the sickly lamp she saw the great +canvas on the trestles that his eyes, without seeing it, yet stared +at;--it was the great picture of the Barabbas, living its completed life +in color: beautiful, fearful, and divine, full of its majesty of godhead +and its mockery of man. + +She knew then how the seasons since they had parted had been spent with +him; she knew then, without any telling her in words, how he had given +up all his nights and days, all his scant store of gold, all leisure and +comfort and peace, all hours of summer sunshine and of midnight cold, +all laughter of glad places, and all pleasures of passion or of ease, +to render perfect this one work by which he had elected to make good his +fame or perish. + +And she knew that he must have failed; failed always; that spending his +life in one endeavor, circumstance had been stronger than he, and had +baffled him perpetually. She knew that it was still in vain that he gave +his peace and strength and passions, all the golden years of manhood, +and all the dreams and delights of the senses; and that although these +were a treasure which, once spent, came back nevermore to the hands +which scatter them, he had failed to purchase with them, though they +were his all, this sole thing which he besought from the waywardness of +fate. + +"I will find a name or a grave," he had said, when they had parted: she, +with the instinct of that supreme love which clung to him with a +faithfulness only equaled by its humility, needed no second look upon +his face to see that no gods had answered him save the gods of +oblivion;--the gods whose pity he rejected and whose divinity he denied. + +For to the proud eyes of a man, looking eagle-wise at the far-off sun of +a great ambition, the coming of Thanatos could seem neither as +consolation nor as vengeance, but only as the crowning irony in the +mockery and the futility of life. + +The dawn grew into morning. + +A day broke full of winds and of showers, with the dark masses of clouds +tossed roughly hither and thither, and the bells of the steeples blown +harshly out of time and tune, and the wet metal roofs glistening through +a steam of rain. + +The sleepers wakened of themselves or dreamed on as they might. + +She had no memory of them. + +She crouched in the gloom on his threshold, watching him. + +He sank awhile into profound stupor, sitting there before his canvas, +with his head dropped and his eyelids closed. Then suddenly a shudder +ran through him; he awoke with a start, and shook off the lethargy which +drugged him. He rose slowly to his feet, and looked at the open +shutters, and saw that it was morning. + +"Another day--another day!" he muttered, wearily; and he turned from the +Barabbas. + +Towards the form on his threshold he had never looked. + +She sat without and waited. + +Waited--for what? She did not know. She did not dare even to steal to +him and touch his hand with such a timid caress as a beaten dog ventures +to give the hand of the master who has driven it from him. + +For even a beaten dog is a creature less humble and timid than a woman +that loves and whose love is rejected. + +He took up a palette ready set, and went to a blank space of canvas and +began to cover it with shapes and shadows on the unconscious creative +instinct of the surcharged brain. Faces and foliage, beasts and scrolls, +the heads of gods, the folds of snakes, forms of women rising from +flames and clouds, the flowers of Paradise blossoming amidst the +corruption and tortures of Antenora. All were cast in confusion, wave on +wave, shape on shape, horror with loveliness, air with flame, heaven +with hell, in all the mad tumult of an artist's dreams. + +With a curse he flung his brushes from him, and cast himself face +downward on his bed of straw. + +The riot of fever was in his blood. Famine, sleepless nights, unnatural +defiance of all passions and all joys, the pestilence rife in the +crowded quarter of the poor,--all these had done their work upon him. He +had breathed in the foul air of plague-stricken places, unconscious of +its peril; he had starved his body, reckless of the flight of time; he +had consumed his manhood in one ceaseless, ruthless, and absorbing +sacrifice; and Nature, whom he had thus outraged, and thought to outrage +with impunity as mere bestial feebleness, took her vengeance on him and +cast him here, and mocked him, crying,-- + +"A deathless name?--Oh, madman! A little breath on the mouths of men in +all the ages to come?--Oh, fool! Hereafter you cry?--Oh, fool!--heaven +and earth may pass away like a scroll that is burnt into ashes, and the +future you live for may never come--neither for you nor the world. What +you may gain--who shall say? But all you have missed, I know. And no man +shall scorn me--and pass unscathed." + +There came an old lame woman by laboriously bearing a load of firewood. +She paused beside the threshold. + +"You look yonder," she said, resting her eyes on the stranger crouching +on the threshold. "Are you anything to that man?" + +Silence only answered her. + +"He has no friends," muttered the cripple. "No human being has ever come +to him; and he has been here many months. He will be mad--very soon. I +have seen it before. Those men do not die. Their bodies are too strong. +But their brains go,--look you. And their brains go, and yet they +live--to fourscore and ten many a time--shut up and manacled like wild +beasts." + +Folle-Farine shivered where she crouched in the shadow of the doorway; +she still said nothing. + +The crone mumbled on indifferent of answer, and yet pitiful, gazing into +the chamber. + +"I have watched him often; he is fair to look at--one is never too old +to care for that. All winter, spring, and summer he has lived so +hard;--so cold too and so silent--painting that strange thing yonder. He +looks like a king--he lives like a beggar. The picture was his god:--see +you. And no doubt he has set his soul on fame--men will. All the world +is mad. One day in the springtime it was sent somewhere--that great +thing yonder on the trestles,--to be seen by the world, no doubt. And +whoever its fate lay with would not see any greatness in it, or else no +eyes would look. It came back as it went. No doubt they knew best;--in +the world. That was in the spring of the year. He has been like this +ever since. Walking most nights;--starving most days;--I think. But he +is always silent." + +The speaker raised her wood and went slowly, muttering as she limped +down each steep stair,-- + +"There must hang a crown of stars I suppose--somewhere--since so many of +them forever try to reach one. But all they ever get here below is a +crown of straws in a madhouse." + +"The woman says aright," the voice of Sartorian murmured low against her +ear. + +She had forgotten that he was near from the first moment that her eyes +had once more fed themselves upon the face of Arslàn. + +"The woman says aright," he echoed, softly. "This man will perish; his +body may not die, but his brain will--surely. And yet for his life you +would give yours?" + +She looked up with a gleam of incredulous hope; she was yet so ignorant; +she thought there might yet be ways by which one life could buy +another's from the mercy of earth, from the pity of heaven. + +"Ah!" she murmured with a swift soft trembling eagerness. "If the gods +would but remember!--and take me--instead. But they forget--they forget +always." + +He smiled. + +"Ay, truly, the gods forget. But if you would give yourself to death for +him, why not do a lesser thing?--give your beauty, Folle-Farine?" + +A scarlet flush burned her from head to foot. For once she mistook his +meaning. She thought, how could a beauty that he--who perished +there--had scorned, have rarity or grace in those cold eyes, of force or +light enough to lure him from his grave? + +The low melody of the voice in her ear flowed on. + +"See you--what he lacks is only the sinew that gold gives. What he has +done is great. The world rightly seeing must fear it; and fear is the +highest homage the world ever gives. But he is penniless; and he has +many foes; and jealousy can with so much ease thrust aside the greatness +which it fears into obscurity, when that greatness is marred by the +failures and the feebleness of poverty. Genius scorns the power of gold: +it is wrong; gold is the war scythe on its chariot, which mows down the +millions of its foes and gives free passage to the sun-coursers, with +which it leaves those heavenly fields of light for the gross +battle-fields of earth." + +"You were to give that gold," she muttered, in her throat. + +"Nay, not so. I was to set him free: to find his fame or his grave; as +he might. He will soon find one, no doubt. Nay; you would make no bond +with me, Folle-Farine. You scorned my golden pear. Otherwise--how great +they are! That cruel scorn, that burning color, that icelike coldness! +If the world could be brought to see them once aright, the world would +know that no powers greater than these have been among it for many ages. +But who shall force the world to look?--who? It is so deaf, so slow of +foot, so blind, unless the film before its eyes be opened by gold." + +He paused and waited. + +She watched silent on the threshold there. + +The cruel skill of his words cast on her all the weight of this ruin +which they watched. + +Her love must needs be weak, her pledge to the gods must needs be but +imperfectly redeemed, since she, who had bade them let her perish in his +stead, recoiled from the lingering living death of any shame, if such +could save him. + +The sweet voice of Sartorian murmured on: + +"Nay; it were easy. He has many foes. He daunts the world and scourges +it. Men hate him, and thrust him into oblivion. Yet it were easy!--a few +praises to the powerful, a few bribes to the base, and yonder thing once +lifted up in the full light of the world, would make him great--beyond +any man's dispute--forever. I could do it, almost in a day; and he need +never know. But, then, you are not tired, Folle-Farine!" + +She writhed from him, as the doe struck to the ground writhes from the +hounds at her throat. + +"Kill me!" she muttered. "Will not that serve you? Kill me--and save +him!" + +Sartorian smiled. + +"Ah! you are but weak, after all, Folle-Farine. You would die for that +man's single sake,--so you say; and yet it is not him whom you love. It +is yourself. If this passion of yours were great and pure, as you say, +would you pause? Could you ask yourself twice if what you think your +shame would not grow noble and pure beyond all honor, being embraced for +his sake? Nay; you are weak, like all your sex. You would die, so you +say. To say it is easy; but to live, that were harder. You will not +sacrifice yourself--so. And yet it were greater far, Folle-Farine, to +endure for his sake in silence one look of his scorn, than to brave, in +visionary phrase, the thrusts of a thousand daggers, the pangs of a +thousand deaths. Kill you! vain words cost but little. But to save him +by sacrifice that he shall never acknowledge; to reach a heroism which +he shall ever regard as a cowardice; to live and see him pass you by in +cold contempt, while in your heart you shut your secret, and know that +you have given him his soul's desire, and saved the genius in him from a +madman's cell and from a pauper's grave--ah! that is beyond you; beyond +any woman, perhaps. And yet your love seemed great enough almost to +reach such a height as this, I thought." + +He looked at her once, then turned away. + +He left in her soul the barbed sting of remorse. He had made her think +her faith, her love, her strength, her sinless force, were but the +cowardly fruit of cruelest self-love, that dared all things in +words--yet in act failed. + +To save him by any martyrdom of her body or her soul, so she had sworn; +yet now!--Suddenly she seemed base to herself, and timorous, and false. + +When daybreak came fully over the roofs of the city, it found him +senseless, sightless, dying in a garret: the only freedom that he had +reached was the delirious liberty of the brain, which, in its madness, +casts aside all bonds of time and place and memory and reason. + +All the day she watched beside him there, amidst the brazen clangor of +the bells and scream of the rough winds above the roofs. + +In the gloom of the place, the burning color of the great canvas of +Jerusalem glowed in its wondrous pomp and power against all the gray, +cold poverty of the wretched place. And the wanton laughed with her +lover on the housetop; and the thief clutched the rolling gold; and the +children lapped the purple stream of the wasted wine; and the throngs +flocked after the thief, whom they had elected for their god; and ever +and again a stray, flickering ray of light flashed from the gloom of the +desolate chamber, and struck upon it till it glowed like flame;--this +mighty parable, whereby the choice of the people was symbolized for all +time; the choice eternal, which never changes, but forever turns from +all diviner life to grovel in the dust before the Beast. + +The magnificence of thought, the glory of imagination, the radiance of +color which the canvas held, served only to make more naked, more +barren, more hideous the absolute desolation which reigned around. Not +one grace, not one charm, not one consolation, had been left to the life +of the man who had sacrificed all things to the inexorable tyranny of +his genius. Destitution, in its ghastliest and most bitter meaning, was +alone his recompense and portion. Save a few of the tools and pigments +of his art, and a little opium in a broken glass, there was nothing +there to stand between him and utter famine. + +When her eyes had first dwelt upon him lying senseless under the gaze of +the gods, he had not been more absolutely destitute than he was now. The +hard sharp outlines of his fleshless limbs, the sunken temples, the +hollow cheeks, the heavy respiration which spoke each breath a +pang,--all these told their story with an eloquence more cruel than lies +in any words. + +He had dared to scourge the world without gold in his hand wherewith to +bribe it to bear his stripes; and the world had been stronger than he, +and had taken its vengeance, and had cast him here powerless. + +All the day through she watched beside him--watched the dull mute +suffering of stupor, which was only broken by fierce unconscious words +muttered in the unknown tongue of his birth-country. She could give him +no aid, no food, no succor; she was the slave of the poorest of the +poor; she had not upon her even so much as a copper piece to buy a crust +of bread, a stoup of wine, a little cluster of autumn fruit to cool her +burning lips. She had nothing,--she, who in the world of men had dared +to be strong, and to shut her lips, and to keep her hands clean, and her +feet straight; she, whose soul had been closed against the Red Mouse. + +If she had gone down among the dancing throngs, and rioted with them, +and feasted with them, and lived vilely, they would have hung her breast +with gems, and paved her path with gold. That she knew; and she could +have saved him. + +Where she kneeled beside his bed she drew his hands against her +heart,--timidly, lest consciousness should come to him and he should +curse her and drive her thence--and laid her lips on them, and bathed +them in the scorching dew of her hot tears, and prayed him to pardon her +if it had been weakness in her,--if it had been feebleness and self-pity +thus to shrink from any abasement, any vileness, any martyrdom, if such +could have done him service. + +She did not know; she felt astray and blind and full of guilt. It might +be--so she thought--that it was thus the gods had tested her; thus they +had bade her suffer shame to give him glory; thus they had tried her +strength,--and found her wanting. + +Herself, she was so utterly nothing in her own sight, and he was so +utterly all in all; her life was a thing so undesired and so valueless, +and his a thing so great and so measureless in majesty, that it seemed +to her she might have erred in thrusting away infamy, since infamy would +have brought with it gold to serve him. + +Dignity, innocence, strength, pride--what right had she to these, what +title had she to claim them--she who had been less than the dust from +her birth upward? + +To perish for him anyhow--that was all that she had craved in prayer of +the gods. And she watched him now all through the bitter day; watched +him dying of hunger, of fever, of endless desire, of continual +failure,--and was helpless. More helpless even than she had been when +first she had claimed back his life from Thanatos. + +Seven days she watched thus by him amidst the metal clangor of the +bells, amidst the wailing of the autumn winds between the roofs. + +She moistened his lips with a little water; it was all he took. A few +times she left him and stole down amidst the people whom she had served, +and was met by a curse from most of them; for they thought that she +tended some unknown fever which she might bring amidst them, so they +drove her back, and would hear naught of her. A few, more pitiful than +the rest, flung her twice or thrice a little broken bread; she took it +eagerly, and fed on it, knowing that she must keep life in her by some +food, or leave him utterly alone. For him she had laid down all pride; +for him she would have kissed the feet of the basest or sued to the +lowest for alms. + +And when the people--whose debts to her she had often forgiven, and whom +she had once fancied had borne her a little love--drove her from them +with harshest reviling, she answered nothing, but dropped her head and +turned and crept again up the winding stairs to kneel beside his couch +of straw, and wonder, in the bewildered anguish of her aching brain, if +indeed evil were good,--since evil alone could save him. + +Seven days went by; the chimes of the bells blown on the wild autumn +winds in strange bursts of jangled sound; the ceaseless murmur of the +city's crowd surging ever on the silence from the far depths below; +sunrise and moonrise following one another with no change in the +perishing life that she alone guarded, whilst every day the light that +freshly rose upon the world found the picture of the Barabbas, and shone +on the god rejected and the thief adored. + +Every night during those seven days the flutelike voice of her tempter +made its hated music on her ear. It asked always,-- + +"Are you tired, Folle-Farine?" + +Her ears were always deaf; her lips were always dumb. + +On the eighth night he paused a little longer by her in the gloom. + +"He dies there," he said, slowly resting his tranquil, musing gaze upon +the bed of straw. "It is a pity. So little would save him still. A +little wine, a little fruit, a little skill,--his soul's desire when his +sense returns. So little--and he would live, and he would be great; and +the secret sins of the Barabbas would scourge the nations, and the +nations, out of very fear and very shame, would lift their voices loud +and hail him prophet and seer." + +Her strength was broken as she heard. She turned and flung herself in +supplication at his feet. + +"So little--so little; and you hold your hand!" + +Sartorian smiled. + +"Nay; you hold your silence, Folle-Farine." + +She did not move; her upraised face spoke without words the passion of +her prayer. + +"Save him!--save him! So little, so you say; and the gods will not +hear." + +"The gods are all dead, Folle-Farine." + +"Save him! You are as a god! Save him!" + +"I am but a mortal, Folle-Farine. Can I open the gates of the tomb, or +close them?" + +"You can save him,--for you have gold." + +He smiled still. + +"Ah! you learn at last that there is but one god! You have been slow to +believe, Folle-Farine!" + +She clung to him; she writhed around him; she kissed with her soilless +lips the base dust at his feet. + +"You hold the keys of the world; you can save the life of his body; you +can give him the life of his soul. You are a beast, a devil, a thing +foul and unclean, and without mercy, and cruel as a lie; and therefore +you are the thing that men follow, and worship, and obey. I know!--I +know! You can save him if you will!" + +She laughed where she was stretched upon the ground, a laugh that stayed +the smile upon his mouth. + +He stooped, and the sweetness of his voice was low and soft as the south +wind. + +"I will save him, if you say that you are tired, Folle-Farine." + +Where she was stretched face downward at his feet she shuddered, as +though the folds of a snake curled round her, and stifled, and slew her +with a touch. + +"I cannot!" she muttered faintly in her throat. + +"Then let him die!" he said; and turned away. + +Once again he smiled. + +The hours passed; she did not move; stretched there, she wrestled with +her agony as the fate-pursued wrestled with their doom on the steps of +the temple, while the dread Eumenides drew round them and +waited--waiting in cold patience for the slow sure end. + +She arose and went to his side as a dying beast in the public roadway +under a blow staggers to its feet to breathe its last. + +"Let him die!" she muttered, with lips dry as the lips of the dead. "Let +him die!" + +Once more the choice was left to her. So men said: and the gods were +dead. + +An old man, with a vulture's eyes and bony fingers, and rags that were +plague-stricken with the poisons of filth and of disease, had followed +and looked at her in the doorway, and kicked her where she lay. + +"He owes me twenty days for the room," he muttered, while his breath +scorched her throat with the fumes of drink. "A debt is a debt. +To-morrow I will take the canvas; it will do to burn. You shiver?--fool! +If you chose, you could fill this garret with gold this very night. But +you love this man, and so you let him perish while you prate of 'shame.' +Oh-ho! that is a woman!" + +He went away through the blackness and the stench, muttering, as he +struck his staff upon each stair,-- + +"The picture will feed the stove; the law will give me that." + +She heard and shivered, and looked at the bed of straw, and on the great +canvas of the Barabbas. + +Before another day had come and gone, he would lie in the common ditch +of the poor, and the work of his hand would be withered, as a scroll +withers in a flame. + +If she tried once more? If she sought human pity, human aid? Some +deliverance, some mercy--who could say?--might yet be found, she +thought. The gods were dead; but men,--were they all more wanton than +the snake, more cruel than the scorpion? + +For the first time in seven days she left his side. + +She rose and staggered from the garret, down the stairway, into the +lower stories of the wilderness of wood and stone. + +She traced her way blindly to the places she had known. They closed +their doors in haste, and fled from her in terror. + +They had heard that she had gone to tend some madman, plague-stricken +with some nameless fever; and those wretched lives to life clung +closely, with a frantic lore. + +One woman she stayed, and held with timid, eager bands. Of this woman +she had taken nothing all the summer long in wage for waking her tired +eyes at daybreak. + +"Have pity!" she muttered. "You are poor, indeed, I know; but help me. +He dies there!" + +The woman shook her off, and shrank. + +"Get you gone!" she cried. "My little child will sicken if you breathe +on her!" + +The others said the same, some less harshly, some more harshly. Twice or +thrice they added: + +"You beg of us, and send the jewels back? Go and be wise. Make your +harvest of gold whilst you can. Reap while you may in the yellow fields +with the sharp, sure sickle of youth!" + +Not one among them braved the peril of a touch of pity; not one among +them asked the story of her woe; and when the little children ran to +her, their mothers plucked them back, and cried,-- + +"Art mad? She is plague-stricken." + +She went from them in silence, and left them, and passed out into the +open air. + +In all this labyrinth of roofs, in all these human herds, she yet +thought, "Surely there must be some who pity?" + +For even yet she was so young; and even yet she knew the world so +little. + +She went out into the streets. + +Her brain was on fire, and her heart seemed frozen; her lips moved +without sound, and unconsciously shaped the words which night and day +pursued her, "A little gold,--a little gold!" + +So slight a thing, they said, and yet high above reach as Aldebaran, +when it glistened through the storm-wrack of the rain. + +Why could he have not been content--she had been--with the rush of the +winds over the plains, the strife of the flood and the hurricane, the +smell of the fruit-hung ways at night, the cool, green shadows of the +summer woods, the courses of the clouds, the rapture of the keen air +blowing from the sea, the flight of a bird over the tossing poppies, the +day-song of the lark? All these were life enough for her; were freedom, +loveliness, companionship, and solace. Ah, God! she thought, if only +these had made the world of his desires likewise. And even in her +ghastlier grief her heart sickened for them in vain anguish as she +went,--these the pure joys of earth and air which were her only +heritage. + +She went out into the streets. + +It was a night of wind and rain. + +The lamps flickered through the watery darkness. Beggars, and thieves, +and harlots jostled her in the narrow ways. + +"It must be hell,--the hell of the Christians," she muttered, as she +stood alone on the flints of the roads, in the rancid smell, in the +hideous riot, in the ghastly mirth, in the choking stench, in the thick +steam of the darkness, whose few dull gleams of yellow light served to +show the false red on a harlot's cheek, or the bleeding wound on a +crippled horse, or the reeling dance of a drunkard. + +It was the hell of the Christians: in it there was no hope for her. + +She moved on with slow unconscious movement of her limbs; her hair blew +back, her eyes had a pitiless wonder in their vacant stare; her +bloodless face had the horror in it that Greek sculptors gave to the +face of those whom a relentless destiny pursued and hunted down; ever +and again she looked back as she went, as though some nameless, +shapeless, unutterable horror were behind her in her steps. + +The people called her mad, and laughed and hooted her; when they had any +space to think of her at all. + +"A little food, a little wine, for pity's sake," she murmured; for her +own needs she had never asked a crust in charity, but for his,--she +would have kissed the mud from the feet of any creature who would have +had thus much of mercy. + +In answer they only mocked her, some struck her in the palm of her +outstretched hand. Some called her by foul names; some seized her with a +drunken laugh, and cursed her as she writhed from their lewd hold; some, +and these often women, whispered to her of the bagnio and the brothel; +some muttered against her as a thief; one, a youth, who gave her the +gentlest answer that she had, murmured in her ear, "A beggar? with that +face? come tarry with me to-night." + +She went on through the sulphurous yellow glare, and the poisonous steam +of these human styes, shuddering from the hands that grasped, the voices +that wooed her, the looks that ravished her, the laughs that mocked her. + +It was the hell of the Christians: it was a city at midnight; and its +very stones seem to arise and give tongue in her derision and cry, "Oh, +fool, you dreamt of a sacrifice which should be honor; of a death, which +should be release; of a means whereby through you the world should hear +the old songs of the gods? Oh, fool! We are Christians here: and we only +gather the reeds of the river to bruise them and break them, and thrust +them, songless and dead, in the name of our Lord." + +She stumbled on through the narrow ways. + +After a little space they widened, and the lights multiplied, and +through the rushing rains she saw the gay casements of the houses of +pleasure. + +On the gust of wind there came a breath of fragrance from a root of +autumn blossom in a balcony. The old fresh woodland smell smote her as +with a blow; the people in the street looked after her. + +"She is mad," they said to one another, and went onward. + +She came to a broad place, which even in that night of storm was still a +blaze of fire, and seemed to her to laugh through all its marble mask, +and all its million eyes of golden light. A cruel laugh which mocked and +said,-- + +"The seven chords of the lyre; who listens, who cares, who has ears to +hear? But the rod of wealth all women kiss, and to its rule all men +crawl; forever. You dreamt to give him immortality?--fool! Give him +gold--give him gold! We are Christians here: and we have but one God." + +Under one of the burning cressets of flame there was a slab of stone on +which were piled, bedded in leaves, all red and gold, with pomp of +autumn, the fruits of the vine in great clear pyramids of white and +purple; tossed there so idly in such profusion from the past +vintage-time, that a copper coin or two could buy a feast for half a +score of mouths. Some of the clusters rotted already from their +over-ripeness. + +She looked at them with the passionate woeful eyes of a dog mad with +thirst, which can see water and yet cannot reach it. She leaned towards +them, she caught their delicious coldness in her burning hands, she +breathed in their old familiar fragrance with quick convulsive breath. + +"He dies there!" she muttered, lifting her face to the eyes of the woman +guarding them. "He dies there; would you give me a little cluster, ever +such a little one, to cool his mouth, for pity's sake?" + +The woman thrust her away, and raised, shrill and sharp through all the +clamor of the crowd, the cry of thief. + +A score of hands were stretched to seize her, only the fleetness of her +feet saved her. She escaped from them, and as a hare flies to her form, +so she fled to the place whence she came. + +She had done all she could; she had made one effort, for his sake; and +all living creatures had repulsed her. None would believe; none would +pity; none would hear. Her last strength was broken, her last faint hope +had failed. + +In her utter wretchedness she ceased to wonder, she ceased to revolt, +she accepted the fate which all men told her was her heritage and +portion. + +"It was I who was mad," she thought; "so mad, so vain, to dream that I +might ever be chosen as the reed was chosen. If I can save him, anyhow, +what matter, what matter for me?" + +She went back to the place where he lay--dying, unless help came to him. +She climbed the stairway, and stole through the foulness and the +darkness of the winding ways, and retraced her steps, and stood upon his +threshold. + +She had been absent but one hour; yet already the last, most abject, +most wretched penalty of death had come to him. They robbed him in his +senselessness. + +The night was wet. The rain dropped through the roof. The rats fought +on the floor and climbed the walls. The broken lattice blew to and fro +with every gust of wind. + +A palsied crone, with ravenous hands, sheared the locks of his fair +hair, muttering, "They will fetch a stoup of brandy; and they would take +them to-morrow in the dead-house." + +The old man who owned the garret crammed into a wallet such few things +of metal, or of wood, or of paper as were left in the utter poverty of +the place, muttering, as he gathered the poor shreds of art, "They will +do to burn; they will do to burn. At sunrise I will get help and carry +the great canvas down." + +The rats hurried to their holes at the light; the hag let fall her +shears, and fled through an opening in the wall. + +The old man looked up and smiled with a ghastly leer upon her in the +shadows. + +"To-morrow I will have the great canvas," he said, as he passed out, +bearing his wallet with him. "And the students will give me a silver +bit, for certain, for that fine corpse of his. It will make good work +for their knives and their moulding-clay. And he will be dead +to-morrow;--dead, dead." + +And he grinned in her eyes as he passed her. A shiver shook her; she +said nothing; it seemed to her as though she would never speak again. + +She set down her lamp, and crossed the chamber, and kneeled beside the +straw that made his bed. + +She was quite calm. + +She knew that the world gave her one chance--one only. She knew that men +alone reigned, and that the gods were dead. + +She flung herself beside him on the straw and wound her arms about him, +and laid his head to rest upon her heart; one moment--he would never +know. + +Between them there would be forever silence. He would never know. + +Greatness would come to him, and the dominion of gold; and the work of +his hands would pass amidst the treasures of the nations; and he would +live and arise and say, "The desire of my heart is mine;"--and yet he +would never know that one creature had so loved him that she had +perished more horribly than by death to save him. + +If he lived to the uttermost years of man, he would never know how, body +and soul, she had passed away to destruction for his sake. + +To die with him! + +She laughed to think how sweet and calm such sacrifice as that had been. + +Amidst the folded lilies, on the white waters, as the moon rose,--she +laughed to think how she had sometimes dreamed to slay herself in such +tender summer peace for him. That was how women perished whom men loved, +and loved enough to die with them, their lips upon each other's to the +last. But she---- + +Death in peace; sacrifice in honor; a little memory in a human heart; a +little place in a great hereafter; these were things too noble for +her--so they said. + +A martyrdom in shame; a life in ignominy--these were all to which she +might aspire--so they said. + +Upon his breast women would sink to sleep; among his hair their hands +would wander, and on his mouth their sighs would spend themselves. Shut +in the folded leaves of the unblossomed years some dreams of passion and +some flower of love must lie for him--that she knew. + +She loved him with that fierce and envious force which grudged the wind +its privilege to breathe upon his lips, the earth its right to bear his +footsteps, which was forever jealous of the mere echo of his voice, +avaricious of the mere touch of his hand. And when she gave him to the +future, she gave him to other eyes, that would grow blind with passion, +meeting his; to other forms, that would burn with sweetest shame beneath +his gaze; to other lives, whose memories would pass with his to the +great Hereafter, made immortal by his touch: all these she gave, she +knew. + +Almost it was stronger than her strength. Almost she yielded to the +desire which burned in her to let him die,--and die there with him,--and +so hold him forever hers, and not the world's; his and none other's in +the eternal union of the grave, so that with hers his beauty should be +consumed, and so that with hers his body should be shut from human +sight, and the same corruption feed together on their hearts. + +Almost she yielded; but the greatness of her love was stronger than its +vileness, and its humility was more perfect than its cruelty. + +It seemed to her--mad, and bruised, and stunned with her misery--that +for a thing so worthless and loveless and despised as she to suffer +deadliest shame to save a life so great as his was, after all, a fate +more noble than she could have hoped. For her--what could it matter?--a +thing baser than the dust,--whether the feet of men trampled her in +scorn a little more, a little less, before she sank away into the +eternal night wherein all things are equal and all things forgotten. + + + + +CHAPTER XV. + + +That night the moon found the Red Mouse, and said,-- + +"Did I not declare aright? Over every female thing you are +victorious--soon or late?" + +But the Red Mouse answered,-- + +"Nay, not so. For the soul still is closed against me; and the soul +still is pure. But this men do not see, and women cannot know;--they are +so blind." + + + + +CHAPTER XVI. + + +Ere another year had been fully born, the world spoke in homage and in +wonder of two things. + +The one, a genius which had suddenly arisen in its midst, and taken +vengeance for the long neglect of bitter years, and scourged the world +with pitiless scorn until, before this mighty struggle which it had +dared once to deride and to deny, it crouched trembling; and wondered +and did homage; and said in fear, "Truly this man is great, and truth is +terrible." + +The other,--the bodily beauty of a woman; a beauty rarely seen in open +day, but only in the innermost recesses of a sensualist's palace; a +creature barefooted, with chains of gold about her ankles, and loose +white robes which showed each undulation of the perfect limbs, and on +her breast the fires of a knot of opal; a creature in whose eyes there +was one changeless look, as of some desert beast taken from the freedom +of the air and cast to the darkness of some unutterable horror; a +creature whose lips were forever mute, mute as the tortured lips of +Læna. + +One day the man whom the nations at last had crowned, saw the creature +whom it was a tyrant's pleasure to place beside him now and then, in the +public ways, as a tribune of Rome placed in his chariot of triumph the +vanquished splendor of some imperial thing of Asia made his slave. + +Across the clear hot light of noon the eyes of Arslàn fell on hers for +the first time since they had looked on her amidst the pale poppies, in +the noonrise, in the fields. + +They smiled on her with a cold, serene, ironic scorn. + +"So soon?" he murmured, and passed onward, whilst the people made way +for him in homage. + +He had his heart's desire. He was great. He only smiled to think--all +women were alike. + +Her body shrank, her head dropped, as though a knife were thrust into +her breast. + +But her lips kept their silence to the last. They were so strong, they +were so mute; they did not even once cry out against him, "For thy +sake!" + + + + +CHAPTER XVII. + + +In the springtime of the year three gods watched by the river. + +The golden willows blew in the low winds; the waters came and went; the +moon rose full and cold over a silvery stream; the reeds sighed in the +silence. Two winters had drifted by, and one hot, drowsy summer; and all +the white still shapes upon the walls of the granary already had been +slain by the cold breath of Time. The green weeds waved in the empty +casements; the chance-sown seeds of thistles and of bell-flowers were +taking leaf between the square stones of the paven floors; on the +deserted threshold lichens and brambles climbed together; the filmy ooze +of a rank vegetation stole over the loveliness of Persephone and +devoured one by one the immortal offspring of Zeus; about the feet of +the bound sun-king in Phæros and over the calm serene mockery of Hermes' +smile the gray nets of the spiders' webs had been woven to and fro, +around and across, with the lacing of a million threads, as Fate weaves +round the limbs and covers the eyes of mortals as they stumble blindly +from their birthplace to their grave. All things, the damp and the dust, +the frost and the scorch, the newts and the rats, the fret of the +flooded water, and the stealing sure inroad of the mosses that +everywhere grew from the dews and the fogs had taken and eaten, in +hunger or sport, or had touched and thieved from, then left gangrened +and ruined. + +The three gods alone remained, who, being the sons of eternal night, are +unharmed and unaltered by any passage of the years of earth,--the only +gods who never bend beneath the yoke of Time, but unblenchingly behold +the nations wither as uncounted leaves, and the lands and the seas +change places, and the cities and the empires pass away as a tale that +is told, and the deities that are worshiped in the temples change name +and attributes and cultus at the wanton will of the age that begat them. + +In the still, cold moonlit air they stand together hand in band, looking +outward through the white night-mists. Other gods perished with the +faith of each age as it changed; other gods, lived by the breath of +men's lips, the tears of prayer, the smoke of sacrifice; but they--their +empire is the universe. In every young soul that leaps into the light of +life, rejoicing blindly, Oneiros has dominion, and he alone. In every +creature that breathes, from the conqueror resting on a field of blood +to the nest-bird cradled in its bed of leaves, Hypnos holds a +sovereignty which nothing mortal can long resist and live. And +Thanatos--to him belongs every created thing, past, present, and to +come; beneath his foot all generations lie, and in the hollow of his +hand he holds the worlds. Though the earth be tenantless, and the +heavens sunless, and the planets shrivel in their courses, and the +universe be desolate in an endless night, yet through the eternal +darkness Thanatos still will reign, and through its eternal solitudes he +alone will wander and he still behold his work. + +Deathless as themselves, their shadows stood; and the worm and the +lizard and the newt left them alone and dared not wind about their calm +clear brows, and dared not steal to touch the roses at their +lips,--knowing that ere the birth of the worlds these were, and when the +worlds shall have perished they still will reign on,--the slow, sure, +soundless, changeless ministers of an eternal rest, of an eternal +oblivion. + +A little light strayed in from the gray skies, pale as the +primrose-flowers that grow among the reeds upon the shore, and found its +way to them trembling, and shone in the far-seeing depths of their +unfathomable eyes. + +To eyes which spake and said: "Sleep, Dreams, and Death;--we are the +only gods that answer prayer." + +With the faint gleam of the tender evening light there came across the +threshold a human form, barefooted, bareheaded, with broken links of +golden chains gleaming here and there upon her limbs, with white robes +hanging heavily, soaked with dews and rains; with sweet familiar smells +of night-born blossoms, of wet leaves, of budding palm-boughs, of rich +dark seed-sown fields, and the white flower-foam of orchards shedding +their fragrance from about her as she moved. + +Her face was bloodless as the faces of the gods; her eyes had a look of +blindness, her lips were close-locked together; her feet stumbled often, +yet her path was straight. + +She had hidden by day, she had fled by night; all human creatures had +scattered from her path, in terror of her as of some unearthly thing: +she had made her way blindly yet surely through the sweet cool air, +through the shadows and the grasses, through the sighing sounds of +bells, through the leafy ways, through the pastures where the herds were +sleeping, through the daffodils blowing in the shallow brooks;--through +all the things for which her life had been athirst so long and which she +reached too late,--too late for any coolness of sweet grass beneath her +limbs to give her rest; too late for any twilight song of missel-thrush +or merle to touch her dumb dead heart to music; too late for any kiss of +clustering leaves to heal the blistering shame that burned upon her lips +and withered all their youth. And yet she loved them,--loved them never +yet more utterly than now when she came back to them, as Persephone to +the pomegranate-flowers of hell. + +She crossed the threshold, whilst the reeds that grew in the water by +the steps bathed her feet and blew together softly against her limbs, +sorrowing for this life so like their own, which had dreamed of the +songs of the gods and had only heard the hiss of the snakes. + +She fell at the feet of Thanatos. The bonds of her silence were +loosened; the lips dumb so long for love's sake found voice and cried +out: + +"How long?--how long? Wilt thou never take pity, and stoop, and +say, 'Enough'? I have kept faith, I have kept silence, to the end. The +gods know. My life for his; my soul for his: so I said. So I have given. +I would not have it otherwise. Nay,--I am glad, I am content, I am +strong. See,--I have never spoken. The gods have let me perish in his +stead. Nay, I suffer nothing. What can it matter--for me? Nay, I thank +thee that thou hast given my vileness to be the means of his glory. He +is immortal, and I am less than the dust:--what matter? He must not +know; he must never know; and one day I might be weak, or mad, and +speak. Take me whilst still I am strong. A little while agone, in the +space in the crowds he saw me. 'So soon?' he said,--and smiled. And yet +I live! Keep faith with me; keep faith--at last. Slay me +now,--quickly,--for pity's sake! Just once,--I speak." + +Thanatos, in answer, laid his hand upon her lips, and sealed them, and +their secret with them, mute, for evermore. + +She had been faithful to the end. + +To such a faith there is no recompense, of men or of the gods, save only +death. On the shores of the river the winds swept through the reeds, +and, sighing amidst them, mourned, saying, "A thing as free as we are, +and as fair as the light, has perished; a thing whose joys were made, +like ours, from song of the birds, from sight of the sun, from sound of +the waters, from smell of the fields, from the tossing spray of the +white fruit-boughs, from the play of the grasses at sunrise, from all +the sweet and innocent liberties of earth and air. She has perished as a +trampled leaf, as a broken shell, as a rose that falls in the public +ways, as a star that is cast down on an autumn night. She has died as +the dust dies, and none sorrow. What matter?--what matter? Men are wise, +and gods are just,--they say." + +The moon shone cold and clear. The breath of the wild thyme was sweet +upon the air. The leaves blew together murmuring. The shadows of the +clouds were dark upon the stream. She lay dead at the feet of the Sons +of Night. + +The Red Mouse sat without, and watched, and said, "To the end she hath +escaped me." The noisome creatures of the place stole away trembling; +the nameless things begotten by loneliness and gloom glided to their +holes as though afraid; the blind newts crept into the utter darkness +afar off; the pure cool winds alone hovered near her, and moved her +hair, and touched her limbs with all the fragrance of forest and plain, +of the pure young year and the blossoming woodlands, of the green +garden-ways and the silvery sea. The lives of the earth and the air and +the waters alone mourned for this life which was gone from amidst them, +free even in basest bondage, pure though every hand had cast defilement +on it, incorrupt through all corruption--for love's sake. + + + + +CHAPTER XVIII. + + +In the springtime of the year three reapers cut to the roots the reeds +that grew by the river. + +They worked at dawn of day: the skies were gray and dark; the still and +misty current flowed in with a full tide; the air was filled with the +scent of white fruit-blossoms; in the hush of the daybreak the song of a +lark thrilled the silence; under the sweep of the steel the reeds fell. + +Resting from their labors, with the rushes slain around them, they, +looking vacantly through the hollow casements, saw her body lying there +at the feet of the gods of oblivion. + +At first they were shaken and afraid. Then the gleam of the gold upon +her limbs awakened avarice; and avarice was more powerful than fear. +They waded through the rushes and crossed the threshold, and, venturing +within, stood looking on her in awe and wonder, then timorously touched +her, and turned her face to the faint light. Then they said that she was +dead. + +"It is that evil thing come back upon us!" they muttered to one another, +and stood looking at one another, and at her, afraid. + +They spoke in whispers; they were very fearful; it was still twilight. + +"It were a righteous act to thrust her in a grave," they murmured to one +another at the last,--and paused. + +"Ay, truly," they agreed. "Otherwise she may break the bonds of the +tomb, and rise again, and haunt us always: who can say? But the +gold----" + +And then they paused again. + +"It were a sin," one murmured,--"it were a sin to bury the pure good +gold in darkness. Even if it came from hell----" + +"The priests will bless it for us," answered the other twain. + +Against the reddening skies the lark was singing. + +The three reapers waited a little, still afraid, then hastily, as men +slaughter a thing they dread may rise against them, they stripped the +white robes from her and drew off the anklets of gold from her feet, and +the chains of gold that were riven about her breast and limbs. When they +had stripped her body bare, they were stricken with a terror of the dead +whom they thus violated with their theft; and, being consumed with +apprehension lest any, as the day grew lighter, should pass by there and +see what they had done, they went out in trembling haste, and together +dug deep down into the wet sands, where the reeds grew, and dragged her +still warm body unshrouded to the air, and thrust it down there into its +nameless grave, and covered it, and left it to the rising of the tide. + +Then with the gold they hurried to their homes. + +The waters rose and washed smooth the displaced soil, and rippled in a +sheet of silver as the sun rose over the place, and effaced all traces +of their work, so that no man knew this thing which they had done. + +In her death, as in her life, she was friendless and alone; and none +avenged her. + +The reeds blew together by the river, now red in the daybreak, now white +in the moonrise; and the winds sighed through them wearily, for they +were songless, and the gods were dead. + +The seasons came and went; the waters rose and sank; in the golden +willows the young birds made music with their wings; the soft-footed +things of brake and brush stole down through the shade of the leaves and +drank at the edge of the shore, and fled away; the people passed down +the slow current of the stream with lily sheaves of the blossoming +spring, with ruddy fruitage of the summer woods, with yellow harvest of +the autumn fields,--passed singing, smiting the frail songless as they +went. + +But none paused there. + +For Thanatos alone knew,--Thanatos, who watched by day and night the +slain reeds sigh, fruitless and rootless, on the empty air,--Thanatos, +who by the cold sad patience of his gaze spoke, saying,-- + +"I am the only pity of the world. And even I--to every mortal thing I +come too early or too late." + + +THE END. + + * * * * * + +Transcriber's Note: Hyphen variations left as printed. + + * * * * * + +OUIDA'S WORKS. + + +GRANVILLE DE VIGNE + +STRATHMORE + +CHANDOS + +IDALIA + +UNDER TWO FLAGS + +TRICOTRIN + +PUCK + +CECIL CASTLEMAINE'S GAGE + +RANDOLPH GORDON + +BEATRICE BOVILLE + +These Novels are universally acknowledged to be the most powerful and +fascinating works of fiction which the present century, so prolific in +light reading, has produced. + + + + + + +End of the Project Gutenberg EBook of Folle-Farine, by Ouida + +*** END OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK FOLLE-FARINE *** + +***** This file should be named 39745-8.txt or 39745-8.zip ***** +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: + http://www.gutenberg.org/3/9/7/4/39745/ + +Produced by David Edwards, Mary Meehan and the Online +Distributed Proofreading Team at http://www.pgdp.net (This +book was produced from scanned images of public domain +material from the Google Print project.) + + +Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed. + +Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. 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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: Folle-Farine + +Author: Ouida + +Release Date: May 20, 2012 [EBook #39745] +[Last updated: November 24, 2012] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-8859-1 + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK FOLLE-FARINE *** + + + + +Produced by David Edwards, Mary Meehan and the Online +Distributed Proofreading Team at http://www.pgdp.net (This +book was produced from scanned images of public domain +material from the Google Print project.) + + + + + + +</pre> + + + +<div class="figcenter"> +<img src="images/tp.jpg" alt=""/> +</div> + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> + +<h1>FOLLE-FARINE.</h1> + +<h2><span class="smcap">By OUIDA</span>,</h2> + +<h3>AUTHOR OF "STRATHMORE," "CHANDOS," "IDALIA," "TRICOTRIN," "PUCK," +"GRANVILLE DE VIGNE," "UNDER TWO FLAGS," ETC.</h3> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i4">"Un gazetier fumeux qui se croit au flambeau<br /></span> +<span class="i6">Dit au pauvre qu'il a noyé dans les ténèbres:<br /></span> +<span class="i4">Où donc l'aperçois-tu ce Créateur du Beau?<br /></span> +<span class="i6">Ce Rédresseur que tu célèbres!"<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i12"><span class="smcap">Baudelaire.</span><br /></span> +</div></div> + +<p class="center">PHILADELPHIA<br /> +J. B. LIPPINCOTT & CO.<br /> +1871.</p> + +<p class="center">Entered according to Act of Congress, in the year 1871, by</p> + +<p class="center">J. B. LIPPINCOTT & CO.,</p> + +<p class="center">In the Office of the Librarian of Congress at Washington.</p> + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> + +<p class="center">À<br /> +LA MÉMOIRE<br /> +D'INGRES,<br /> +PEINTRE-POËTE.</p> + + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2>FOLLE-FARINE.</h2> + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> + +<h2>BOOK I.</h2> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2>CHAPTER I.</h2> + + +<p>Not the wheat itself; not even so much as the chaff; only the dust from +the corn. The dust which no one needs or notices; the mock farina which +flies out from under the two revolving circles of the grindstones; the +impalpable cloud which goes forth to gleam golden in the sun a moment, +and then is scattered—on the wind, into the water, up in the sunlight, +down in the mud. What matters? who cares?</p> + +<p>Only the dust: a mote in the air; a speck in the light; a black spot in +the living daytime; a colorless atom in the immensity of the atmosphere, +borne up one instant to gleam against the sky, dropped down the next to +lie in a fetid ditch.</p> + +<p>Only the dust: the dust that flows out from between the grindstones, +grinding exceeding hard and small, as the religion which calls itself +Love avers that its God does grind the world.</p> + +<p>"It is a nothing, less than nothing. The stones turn; the dust is born; +it has a puff of life; it dies. Who cares? No one. Not the good God; not +any man; not even the devil. It is a thing even devil-deserted. Ah, it +is very like you," said the old miller, watching the millstones.</p> + +<p>Folle-Farine heard—she had heard a hundred times,—and held her peace.</p> + +<p>Folle-Farine: the dust; only the dust.</p> + +<p>As good a name as any other for a nameless creature. The +dust,—sharp-winnowed and rejected of all, as less worthy than even the +shred husks and the shattered stalks.</p> + +<p>Folle-Farine,—she watched the dust fly in and out all day long from +between the grindstones. She only wondered why, if she and the dust were +thus kindred and namesakes, the wind flew away with the dust so +mercifully, and yet never would fly away with her.</p> + +<p>The dust was carried away by the breeze, and wandered wherever it +listed. The dust had a sweet, short, summer-day life of its own ere it +died. If it were worthless, it at least was free. It could lie in the +curl of a green leaf, or on the white breast of a flower. It could +mingle with the golden dust in a lily, and almost seem to be one with +it. It could fly with the thistle-down, and with the feathers of the +dandelion, on every roving wind that blew.</p> + +<p>In a vague dreamy fashion, the child wondered why the dust was so much +better dealt with than she was.</p> + +<p>"Folle-Farine! Folle—Folle—Folle—Farine!" the other children hooted +after her, echoing the name by which the grim humor of her +bitter-tongued taskmaster had called her. She had got used to it, and +answered to it as others to their birthnames.</p> + +<p>It meant that she was a thing utterly useless, absolutely worthless; the +very refuse of the winnowings of the flail of fate. But she accepted +that too, so far as she understood it; she only sometimes wondered in a +dull fierce fashion why, if she and the dust were sisters, the dust had +its wings while she had none.</p> + +<p>All day long the dust flew in and out and about as it liked, through the +open doors, and among the tossing boughs, and through the fresh cool +mists, and down the golden shafts of the sunbeams; and all day long she +stayed in one place and toiled, and was first beaten and then cursed, or +first cursed and then beaten,—which was all the change that her life +knew. For herself, she saw no likeness betwixt her and the dust; for +that escaped from the scourge and flew forth, but she abode under the +flail, always.</p> + +<p>Nevertheless, Folle-Farine was all the name she knew.</p> + +<p>The great black wheel churned and circled in the brook water, and +lichens and ferns and mosses made lovely all the dark, shadowy, silent +place; the red mill roof gleamed in the sun, under a million summer +leaves; the pigeons came and went all day in and out of their holes in +the wall; the sweet scents of ripening fruits in many orchards filled +the air; the great grindstones turned and turned and turned, and the +dust floated forth to dance with the gnat and to play with the sunbeam.</p> + +<p>Folle-Farine sat aloft, on the huge, black, wet timbers above the wheel, +and watched with her thoughtful eyes, and wondered again, after her own +fashion, why her namesake had thus liberty to fly forth whilst she had +none.</p> + +<p>Suddenly a shrill, screaming voice broke the stillness savagely.</p> + +<p>"Little devil!" cried the miller, "go fetch me those sacks, and carry +them within, and pile them; neatly, do you hear? Like the piles of stone +in the road."</p> + +<p>Folle-Farine swung down from the timbers in obedience to the command, +and went to the heap of sacks that lay outside the mill; small sacks, +most of them; all of last year's flour.</p> + +<p>There was an immense gladiolus growing near, in the mill-garden, where +they were; a tall flower all scarlet and gold, and straight as a palm, +with bees sucking into its bells, and butterflies poising on its stem. +She stood a moment looking at its beauty; she was scarce any higher than +its topmost bud, and was in her way beautiful, something after its +fashion. She was a child of six or eight years, with limbs moulded like +sculpture, and brown as the brook water; great lustrous eyes, half +savage and half soft; a mouth like a red pomegranate bud, and straight +dark brows—the brows of the friezes of Egypt.</p> + +<p>Her only clothing was a short white linen kirtle, knotted around her +waist, and falling to her knees; and her skin was burned, by exposure in +the sun, to a golden-brown color, though in texture it was soft as +velvet, and showed all the veins like glass. Standing there in the deep +grass, with the great scarlet flower against her, and purple butterflies +over her head, an artist would have painted her and called her by a +score of names, and described for her some mystical or noble fate: as +Anteros, perhaps, or as the doomed son of Procne, or as some child born +to the Forsaken in the savage forests of Naxos, or conceived by +Persephone, in the eternal night of hell, while still the earth lay +black and barren and fruitless, under the ban and curse of a bereaved +maternity.</p> + +<p>But here she had only one name, Folle-Farine; and here she had only to +labor drearily and stupidly like the cattle of the field; without their +strength, and with barely so much even as their scanty fare and +begrudged bed.</p> + +<p>The sunbeams that fell on her might find out that she had a beauty which +ripened and grew rich under their warmth, like that of a red flower bud +or a golden autumn fruit. But nothing else ever did. In none of the eyes +that looked on her had she any sort of loveliness. She was Folle-Farine; +a little wicked beast that only merited at best a whip and a cruel word, +a broken crust and a malediction; a thing born of the devil, and out of +which the devil needed to be scourged incessantly.</p> + +<p>The sacks were all small; they were the property of the peasant +proprietors of the district,—a district of western Normandy. But though +small they were heavy in proportion to her age and power. She lifted +one, although with effort, yet with the familiarity of an accustomed +action; poised it on her back, clasped it tight with her round slender +arms, and carried it slowly through the open door of the mill. That one +put down upon the bricks, she came for a second,—a third,—a fourth,—a +fifth,—a sixth, working doggedly, patiently and willingly, as a little +donkey works.</p> + +<p>The sacks were in all sixteen; before the seventh she paused.</p> + +<p>It was a hot day in mid-August: she was panting and burning with the +exertion; the bloom in her cheeks had deepened to scarlet; she stood a +moment, resting, bathing her face in the sweet coolness of a white tall +tuft of lilies.</p> + +<p>The miller looked round where he worked, among his beans and cabbages, +and saw.</p> + +<p>"Little mule! Little beast!" he cried. "Would you be lazy—you!—who +have no more right to live at all than an eft, or a stoat, or a toad?"</p> + +<p>And as he spoke he came toward her. He had caught up a piece of rope +with which he had been about to tie his tall beans to a stake, and he +struck the child with it. The sharp cord bit the flesh cruelly, curling +round her bare chest and shoulders, and leaving a livid mark.</p> + +<p>She quivered a little, but she said nothing; she lifted her head and +looked at him, and dropped her hands to her sides. Her great eyes glowed +fiercely; her red curling lips shut tight; her straight brows drew +together.</p> + +<p>"Little devil! Will you work now?" said the miller. "Do you think you +are to stand in the sun and smell at flowers—you? Pouf-f-f!"</p> + +<p>Folle-Farine did not move.</p> + +<p>"Pick up the sacks this moment, little brute," said the miller. "If you +stand still a second before they are all housed, you shall have as many +stripes as there are sacks left untouched. Oh-hè, do you hear?"</p> + +<p>She heard, but she did not move.</p> + +<p>"Do you hear?" he pursued. "As many strokes as there are sacks, little +wretch. Now—I will give you three moments to choose. One!"</p> + +<p>Folle-Farine still stood mute and immovable, her head erect, her arms +crossed on her chest. A small, slender, bronze-hued, half-nude figure +among the ruby hues of the gladioli and the pure snowlike whiteness of +the lilies.</p> + +<p>"Two!"</p> + +<p>She stood in the same attitude, the sacks lying untouched at her feet, a +purple-winged butterfly lighting on her head.</p> + +<p>"Three!"</p> + +<p>She was still mute; still motionless.</p> + +<p>He seized her by the shoulder with one hand, and with the other lifted +the rope.</p> + +<p>It curled round her breast and back, again and again and again; she +shuddered, but she did not utter a single cry. He struck her the ten +times; with the same number of strokes as there remained sacks +uncarried. He did not exert any great strength, for had he used his +uttermost he would have killed her, and she was of value to him; but he +scourged her with a merciless exactitude in the execution of his threat, +and the rope was soon wet with drops of her bright young blood.</p> + +<p>The noonday sun fell golden all around; the deep sweet peace of the +silent country reigned everywhere; the pigeons fled to and fro in and +out of their little arched homes; the millstream flowed on, singing a +pleasant song; now and then a ripe apricot dropped with a low sound on +the turf; close about was all the radiance of summer flowers; of heavy +rich roses, of yellow lime tufts, of sheaves of old-fashioned comely +phlox, and all the delicate shafts of the graceful lilies. And in the +warmth the child shuddered under the scourge; against the light the +black rope curled like a serpent darting to sting; among the sun-fed +blossoms there fell a crimson stain.</p> + +<p>But never a word had she uttered. She endured to the tenth stroke in +silence.</p> + +<p>He flung the cord aside among the grass. "Daughter of devils!—what +strength the devil gives!" he muttered.</p> + +<p>Folle-Farine said nothing. Her face was livid, her back bruised and +lacerated, her eyes still glanced with undaunted scorn and untamed +passion. Still she said nothing; but, as his hand released her, she +darted as noiselessly as a lizard to the water's edge, set her foot on +the lowest range of the woodwork, and in a second leaped aloft to the +highest point, and seated herself astride on that crossbar of black +timber on which she had been throned when he had summoned her first, +above the foam of the churning wheels, and in the deepest shadow of +innumerable leaves.</p> + +<p>Then she lifted up a voice as pure, as strong, as fresh as the voice of +a mavis in May-time, and sang, with reckless indifference, a stave of +song in a language unknown to any of the people of that place; a loud +fierce air, with broken words of curious and most dulcet melody, which +rang loud and defiant, yet melancholy, even in their rebellion, through +the foliage, and above the sound of the loud mill water.</p> + +<p>"It is a chant to the foul fiend," the miller muttered to himself. +"Well, why does he not come and take his own? he would be welcome to +it."</p> + +<p>And he went and sprinkled holy water on his rope, and said an ave or two +over it to exorcise it.</p> + +<p>Every fiber of her childish body ached and throbbed; the stripes on her +shoulders burned like flame; her little brain was dizzy; her little +breast was black with bruises; but still she sang on, clutching the +timber with her hands to keep her from falling into the foam below, and +flashing her fierce proud eyes down through the shade of the leaves.</p> + +<p>"Can one never cut the devil out of her?" muttered the miller, going +back to his work among the beans.</p> + +<p>After awhile the song ceased; the pain she suffered stifled her voice +despite herself; she felt giddy and sick, but she sat there still in the +shadow, holding on by the jutting woodwork, and watching the water foam +and eddy below.</p> + +<p>The hours went away; the golden day died; the grayness of evening stole +the glow from the gladioli and shut up the buds of the roses; the great +lilies gleamed but the whiter in the dimness of twilight; the vesper +chimes were rung from the cathedral two leagues away over the fields.</p> + +<p>The miller stopped the gear of the mill; the grindstones and the +water-wheels were set at rest; the peace of the night came down; the +pigeons flew to roost in their niches; but the sacks still lay unearned +on the grass, and a spider had found time to spin his fairy ropes about +them.</p> + +<p>The miller stood on his threshold, and looked up at her where she sat +aloft in the dusky shades of the leaves.</p> + +<p>"Come down and carry these sacks, little brute," he said. "If not—no +supper for you to-night."</p> + +<p>Folle-Farine obeyed him and came down from the huge black pile slowly, +her bands crossed behind her back, her head erect, her eyes glancing +like the eyes of a wild hawk.</p> + +<p>She walked straight past the sacks, across the dew-laden turf, through +the tufts of the lilies, and so silently into the house.</p> + +<p>The entrance was a wide kitchen, paved with blue and white tiles, clean +as a watercress, filled with the pungent odor of dried herbs, and +furnished with brass pots and pans, with walnut presses, and with +pinewood trestles, and with strange little quaint pictures and images of +saints. On one of the trestles were set a jug of steaming milk, some +rolls of black bread, and a big dish of stewed cabbages. At the meal +there was already seated a lean, brown, wrinkled, careworn old +serving-woman, clad in the blue-gray kirtle and the white head-gear of +Normandy.</p> + +<p>The miller stayed the child at the threshold.</p> + +<p>"Little devil—not a bit nor drop to-night if you do not carry the +sacks."</p> + +<p>Folle-Farine said nothing, but moved on, past the food on the board, +past the images of the saints, past the high lancet window, through +which the moonlight had begun to stream, and out at the opposite door.</p> + +<p>There she climbed a steep winding stairway on to which that door had +opened, pushed aside a little wooden wicket, entered a loft in the roof, +loosened the single garment that she wore, shook it off from her, and +plunged into the fragrant mass of daisied hay and of dry orchard mosses +which served her as a bed. Covered in these, and curled like a dormouse +in its nest, she clasped her hands above her head and sought to forget +in sleep her hunger and her wounds. She was well used to both.</p> + +<p>Below there was a crucifix, with a bleeding god upon it; there was a +little rudely-sculptured representation of the Nativity; there was a +wooden figure of St. Christopher; a portrait of the Madonna, and many +other symbols of the church. But the child went to her bed without a +prayer on her lips, and with a curse on her head and bruises on her +body.</p> + +<p>Sleep, for once, would not come to her. She was too hurt and sore to be +able to lie without pain; the dried grasses, so soft to her usually, +were like thorns beneath the skin that still swelled and smarted from +the stripes of the rope. She was feverish; she tossed and turned in +vain; she suffered too much to be still; she sat up and stared with her +passionate wistful eyes at the leaves that were swaying against the +square casement in the wall, and the moonbeam that shone so cold and +bright across her bed.</p> + +<p>She listened, all her senses awake, to the noises of the house. They +were not many: a cat's mew, a mouse's scratch, the click-clack of the +old woman's step, the shrill monotony of the old man's voice, these were +all. After awhile even these ceased; the wooden shoes clattered up the +wooden stairs, the house became quite still; there was only in the +silence the endless flowing murmur of the water breaking against the +motionless wheels of the mill.</p> + +<p>Neither man nor woman had come near to bring her anything to eat or +drink. She had heard them muttering their prayers before they went to +rest, but no hand unlatched her door. She had no disappointment, because +she had had no hope.</p> + +<p>She had rebellion, because Nature had implanted it in her; but she went +no further. She did not know what it was to hope. She was only a young +wild animal, well used to blows, and drilled by them, but not tamed.</p> + +<p>As soon as the place was silent, she got out of her nest of grass, +slipped on her linen skirt, and opened her casement—a small square hole +in the wall, and merely closed by a loose deal shutter, with a hole cut +in it scarcely bigger than her head. A delicious sudden rush of summer +air met her burning face; a cool cluster of foliage hit her a soft blow +across the eyes as the wind stirred it. They were enough to allure her.</p> + +<p>Like any other young cub of the woods, she had only two instincts—air +and liberty.</p> + +<p>She thrust herself out of the narrow window with the agility that only +is born of frequent custom, and got upon the shelving thatch of a shed +that sloped a foot or so below, slid down the roof, and swung herself by +the jutting bricks of the outhouse wall on to the grass. The housedog, a +brindled mastiff, that roamed loose all night about the mill, growled +and sprang at her; then, seeing who she was, put up his gaunt head and +licked her face, and turned again to resume the rounds of his vigilant +patrol.</p> + +<p>Ere he went, she caught and kissed him, closely and fervently, without +a word. The mastiff was the only living thing that did not hate her; she +was grateful, in a passionate, dumb, unconscious fashion. Then she took +to her feet, ran as swiftly as she could along the margin of the water, +and leaped like a squirrel into the wood, on whose edge the mill-house +stood.</p> + +<p>Once there she was content.</p> + +<p>The silence, the shadows, the darkness where the trees stood thick, the +pale quivering luminance of the moon, the mystical eerie sounds that +fill a woodland by night, all which would have had terror for tamer and +happier creatures of her years, had only for her a vague entranced +delight. Nature had made her without one pulse of fear; and she had +remained too ignorant to have been ever taught it.</p> + +<p>It was still warm with all the balmy breath of midsummer; there were +heavy dews everywhere; here and there, on the surface of the water, +there gleamed the white closed cups of the lotos; through the air there +passed, now and then, the soft, gray, dim body of a night-bird on the +wing; the wood, whose trees were pines, and limes, and maples, was full +of a deep dreamy odor; the mosses that clothed many of the branches +hung, film-like, in the wind in lovely coils and weblike fantasies.</p> + +<p>Around stretched the vast country, dark and silent as in a trance, the +stillness only broken by some faint note of a sheep's bell, some distant +song of a mule-driver passing homeward.</p> + +<p>The child strayed onward through the trees, insensibly soothed and made +glad, she knew not why, by all the dimness and the fragrance round her.</p> + +<p>She stood up to her knees in the shallow freshets that every now and +then broke up through the grasses; she felt the dews, shaken off the +leaves above, fall deliciously upon her face and hair; she filled her +hands with the night-blooming marvel-flower, and drank in its sweetness +as though it were milk and honey; she crouched down and watched her own +eyes look back at her from the dark gliding water of the river.</p> + +<p>Then she threw herself on her back upon the mosses—so cool and moist +that they seemed like balm upon the bruised hot skin—and lay there +looking upward at the swift mute passage of the flitting owls, at the +stately flight of the broad-winged moths, at the movement of the swift +brown bats, at the soft trembling of the foliage in the breeze, at the +great clouds slowly sailing across the brightness of the moon. All these +things were vaguely sweet to her—with the sweetness of freedom, of +love, of idleness, of rest, of all things which her life had never +known: so may the young large-eyed antelope feel the beauty of the +forest in the hot lull of tropic nights, when the speed of the pursuer +has relaxed and the aromatic breath of the panther is no more against +its flank.</p> + +<p>She lay there long, quite motionless, tracing with a sort of voluptuous +delight, all movements in the air, all changes in the clouds, all +shadows in the leaves. All the immense multitude of ephemeral life +which, unheard in the day, fills the earth with innumerable whispering +voices after the sun has set, now stirred in every herb and under every +bough around her. The silvery ghostlike wing of an owl touched her +forehead once. A little dormouse ran across her feet. Strange shapes +floated across the cold white surface of the water. Quaint things, +hairy, film-winged, swam between her and the stars. But none of these +things had terror for her; they were things of the night, with which she +felt vaguely the instinct of kinship.</p> + +<p>She was only a little wild beast, they said, the offspring of darkness, +and vileness, and rage and disgrace. And yet, in a vague, imperfect way, +the glories of the night, its mysterious and solemn beauty, its +melancholy and lustrous charm, quenched the fierceness in her dauntless +eyes, and filled them with dim wondering tears, and stirred the +half-dead soul in her to some dull pain, some nameless ecstasy, that +were not merely physical.</p> + +<p>And then, in her way, being stung by these, and moved, she knew not why, +to a strange sad sense of loneliness and shame, and knowing no better +she prayed.</p> + +<p>She raised herself on her knees, and crossed her hands upon her chest, +and prayed after the fashion that she had seen men and women and +children pray at roadside shrines and crosses; prayed aloud, with a +little beating, breaking heart, like the young child she was.</p> + +<p>"O Devil! if I be indeed thy daughter, stay with me; leave me not alone: +lend me thy strength and power, and let me inherit of thy kingdom. Give +me this, O great lord! and I will praise thee and love thee always."</p> + +<p>She prayed in all earnestness, in all simplicity, in broken, faltering +language; knowing no better; knowing only that she was alone on the +earth and friendless, and very hungry and in sore pain, while this +mighty unknown King of the dominion of darkness, whose child she ever +heard she was, had lost her or abandoned her, and reigned afar in some +great world, oblivious of her misery.</p> + +<p>The silence of the night alone gave back the echo of her own voice. She +waited breathless for some answer, for some revelation, some reply; +there only came the pure cold moon, sailing straight from out a cloud +and striking on the waters.</p> + +<p>She rose sadly to her feet and went back along the shining course of the +stream, through the grasses and the mosses and under the boughs, to her +little nest under the eaves.</p> + +<p>As she left the obscurity of the wood and passed into the fuller light, +her bare feet glistening and her shoulders wet with the showers of dew, +a large dark shape flying down the wind smote her with his wings upon +the eyes, lighted one moment on her head, and then swept onward lost in +shade. At that moment, likewise, a radiant golden globe flashed to her +sight, dropped to her footsteps, and shone an instant in the glisten +from the skies.</p> + +<p>It was but a great goshawk seeking for its prey; it was but a great +meteor fading and falling at its due appointed hour; but to the heated, +savage, dreamy fancy of the child it seemed an omen, an answer, a thing +of prophecy, a spirit of air; nay, why not Him himself?</p> + +<p>In legends, which had been the only lore her ears had ever heard, it had +been often told her that he took such shapes as this.</p> + +<p>"If he should give me his kingdom!" she thought; and her eyes flashed +alight; her heart swelled; her cheeks burned. The little dim untutored +brain could not hold the thought long or close enough to grasp, or sift, +or measure it; but some rude rich glory, impalpable, unutterable, seemed +to come to her and bathe her in its heat and color. She was his +offspring, so they all told her; why not, then, also his heir?</p> + +<p>She felt, as felt the goatherd or the charcoal-burner in those legends +she had fed on, who was suddenly called from poverty and toil, from +hunger and fatigue, from a tireless hearth and a bed of leaves, to +inherit some fairy empire, to ascend to some region of the gods. Like +one of these, hearing the summons to some great unknown imperial power +smite all his poor pale barren life to splendor, so Folle-Farine, +standing by the water's side in the light of the moon, desolate, +ignorant, brutelike, felt elected to some mighty heritage unseen of men. +If this were waiting for her in the future, what matter now were stripes +or wounds or woe?</p> + +<p>She smiled a little, dreamily, like one who beholds fair visions in his +sleep, and stole back over the starlit grass, and swung herself upward +by the tendrils of ivy, and crouched once more down in her nest of +mosses.</p> + +<p>And either the courage of the spirits of darkness, or the influence of +instincts dumb but nascent, was with her, for she fell asleep in her +little loft in the roof as though she were a thing cherished of heaven +and earth, and dreamed happily all through the hours of the +slowly-rising dawn; her bruised body and her languid brain and her +aching heart all stilled and soothed, and her hunger and passion and +pain forgotten; with the night-blooming flowers still clasped in her +hands, and on her closed mouth a smile.</p> + +<p>For she dreamed of her Father's Kingdom, a kingdom which no man denies +to the creature that has beauty and youth, and is poor and yet proud, +and is of the sex of its mother.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2>CHAPTER II.</h2> + + +<p>In one of the most fertile and most fair districts of northern France +there was a little Norman town, very very old, and beautiful exceedingly +by reason of its ancient streets, its high peaked roofs, its marvelous +galleries and carvings, its exquisite grays and browns, its silence and +its color, and its rich still life. Its center was a great cathedral, +noble as York or Chartres; a cathedral, whose spire shot to the clouds, +and whose innumerable towers and pinnacles were all pierced to the day, +so that the blue sky shone and the birds of the air flew all through +them. A slow brown river, broad enough for market-boats and for +corn-barges, stole through the place to the sea, lapping as it went the +wooden piles of the houses, and reflecting the quaint shapes of the +carvings, the hues of the signs and the draperies, the dark spaces of +the dormer windows, the bright heads of some casement-cluster of +carnations, the laughing face of a girl leaning out to smile on her +lover.</p> + +<p>All around it lay the deep grass unshaven, the leagues on leagues of +fruitful orchards, the low blue hills tenderly interlacing one another, +the fields of colza, where the white bead-dress of the women workers +flashed in the sun like a silvery pigeon's wing. To the west were the +deep-green woods and the wide plains golden with gorse of Arthur's and +of Merlin's lands; and beyond, to the northward, was the great dim +stretch of the ocean breaking on a yellow shore, whither the river ran, +and, whither led straight shady roads, hidden with linden and with +poplar-trees, and marked ever and anon by a wayside wooden Christ, or by +a little murmuring well crowned with a crucifix.</p> + +<p>A beautiful, old, shadowy, ancient place; picturesque everywhere; often +silent, with a sweet sad silence that was chiefly broken by the sound of +bells or the chanting of choristers. A place of the Middle Ages still. +With lanterns swinging on cords from house to house as the only light; +with wondrous scroll-works and quaint signs at the doors of all its +traders; with monks' cowls and golden croziers and white-robed acolytes +in its streets; with the subtle smoke of incense coming out from the +cathedral door to mingle with the odors of the fruits and flowers in the +market-place; with great flat-bottomed boats drifting down the river +under the leaning eaves of its dwellings; and with the galleries of its +opposing houses touching so nearly that a girl leaning in one could +stretch a Provence rose or toss an Easter-egg across to her neighbor in +the other.</p> + +<p>Doubtless there were often squalor, poverty, dust, filth, and +uncomeliness within these old and beautiful homes. Doubtless often the +dwellers therein were housed like cattle and slept like pigs, and looked +but once out to the woods and waters of the landscapes round for one +hundred times that they looked at their hidden silver in an old delf +jug, or at their tawdry colored prints of St. Victorian or St. Scævola.</p> + +<p>But yet much of the beauty and the nobility of the old, simple, restful +rich-hued life of the past still abode there, and remained with them. In +the straight lithe form of their maidens, untrammeled by modern garb, +and moving with the free majestic grace of forest does. In the vast, +dim, sculptured chambers, where the grandam span by the wood fire and +the little children played in the shadows, and the lovers whispered in +the embrasured window. In the broad market-place, where the mules +cropped the clover, and the tawny awnings caught the sunlight, and the +white caps of the girls framed faces fitted for the pencils of missal +painters, and the wondrous flush of color from mellow fruits and flowers +glanced amidst the shelter of deepest, freshest green. In the perpetual +presence of their cathedral, which through sun and storm, through frost +and summer, through noon and midnight, stood there amidst them, and +beheld the galled oxen tread their painful way, and the scourged mules +droop their humble heads, and the helpless harmless flocks go forth to +the slaughter, and the old weary lives of the men and women pass through +hunger and cold to the grave, and the sun and the moon rise and set, and +the flowers and the children blossom and fade, and the endless years +come and go, bringing peace, bringing war; bringing harvest, bringing +famine; bringing life, bringing death; and, beholding these, still said +to the multitude in its terrible irony, "Lo! your God is Love."</p> + +<p>This little town lay far from the great Paris highway and all greatly +frequented tracks. It was but a short distance from the coast, but near +no harbor of greater extent than such as some small fishing village had +made in the rocks for the trawlers. Few strangers ever came to it, +except some wandering painters or antiquaries. It sent its apples and +eggs, its poultry and honey, its colza and corn, to the use of the great +cities; but it was rarely that any of its own people went thither.</p> + +<p>Now and then some one of the oval-faced, blue-eyed, lithe-limbed maidens +of its little homely households would sigh and flush and grow restless, +and murmur of Paris; and would steal out in the break of a warm gray +morning whilst only the birds were still waking; and would patter away +in her wooden shoes over the broad, white, southern road, with a stick +over her shoulder, and a bundle of all her worldly goods upon the stick. +And she would look back often, often as she went; and when all was lost +in the blue haze of distance save the lofty spire that she still saw +through her tears, she would say in her heart, with her lips parched and +trembling, "I will come back again. I will come back again."</p> + +<p>But none such ever did come back.</p> + +<p>They came back no more than did the white sweet sheaves of the lilies +that the women gathered and sent to be bought and sold in the city—to +gleam one faint summer night in a gilded balcony, and to be flung out +the next morning, withered and dead.</p> + +<p>One among the few who had thus gone whither the lilies went, and of whom +the people would still talk as their mules paced homewards through the +lanes at twilight, had been Reine Flamma, the daughter of the miller of +Yprès.</p> + +<p>Yprès was a beechen-wooded hamlet on the northern outskirt of the town, +a place of orchards and wooded tangle; through which there ran a branch +of the brimming river, hastening to seek and join the sea, and caught a +moment on its impetuous way, and forced to work by the grim mill-wheels +that had churned the foam-bells there for centuries. The mill-house was +very ancient; its timbers were carved all over into the semblance of +shields and helmets, and crosses, and fleur-de-lis, and its frontage was +of quaint pargeted work, black and white, except where the old +blazonries had been.</p> + +<p>It had been handed down from sire to son of the same race through many +generations—a race hard, keen, unlearned, superstitious, and +caustic-tongued—a race wedded to old ways, credulous of legend, chaste +of life, cruel of judgment; harshly strong, yet ignorantly weak; a race +holding dearer its heir-loom of loveless, joyless, bigoted virtue even +than those gold and silver pieces which had ever been its passion, +hidden away in earthen pipkins under old apple-roots, or in the crannies +of wall timber, or in secret nooks of oaken cupboards.</p> + +<p>Claudis Flamma, the last of this toilsome, God-fearing, man-begrudging, +Norman stock, was true to the type and the traditions of his people.</p> + +<p>He was too ignorant even to read; but priests do not deem this a fault. +He was avaricious; but many will honor a miser quicker than a +spendthrift. He was cruel; but in the market-place he always took heed +to give his mare a full feed, so that if she were pinched of her hay in +her stall at home none were the wiser, for she had no language but that +of her wistful black eyes; and this is a speech to which men stay but +little to listen. The shrewd, old bitter-tongued, stern-living man was +feared and respected with the respect that fear begets; and in truth he +had a rigid virtue in his way, and was proud of it, with scorn for those +who found it hard to walk less straightly and less circumspectly than +himself.</p> + +<p>He married late; his wife died in childbirth; his daughter grew into the +perfection of womanhood under the cold, hard, narrow rule of his +severity and his superstition. He loved her, indeed, with as much love +as it was possible for him ever to feel, and was proud of her beyond all +other things; saved for her, toiled for her, muttered ever that it was +for her when at confession he related how his measures of flour had +been falsely weighted, and how he had filched from the corn brought by +the widow and the fatherless. For her he had sinned: from one to whom +the good report of his neighbors and the respect of his own conscience +were as the very breath of life, it was the strongest proof of love that +he could give. But this love never gleamed one instant in his small +sharp gray eyes, nor escaped ever by a single utterance from his lips. +Reprimand, or homily, or cynical rasping sarcasm, was all that she ever +heard from him. She believed that he despised, and almost hated her; he +held it well for women to be tutored in subjection and in trembling.</p> + +<p>At twenty-two Reine Flamma was the most beautiful woman in Calvados, and +the most wretched.</p> + +<p>She was straight as a pine; cold as snow; graceful as a stem of wheat; +lovely and silent; with a mute proud face, in which the great blue eyes +alone glowed with a strange, repressed, speechless passion and +wishfulness. Her life was simple, pure, chaste, blameless, as the lives +of the many women of her race who, before her, had lived and died in the +shadow of that water-fed wood had always been. Her father rebuked and +girded at her, continually dreaming that he could paint whiter even the +spotlessness of this lily, refine even the purity of this virgin gold.</p> + +<p>She never answered him anything, nor in anything contradicted his will; +not one among all the youths and maidens of her birthplace had ever +heard so much as a murmur of rebellion from her; and the priests said +that such a life as this would be fitter for the cloister than the +marriage-bed. None of them ever read the warning that these dark-blue +slumbering eyes would have given to any who should have had the skill to +construe them right. There were none of such skill there; and so, she +holding her peace, the men and women noted her ever with a curious dumb +reverence, and said among themselves that the race of Flamma would die +well and nobly in her.</p> + +<p>"A saint!" said the good old gentle bishop of the district, as he +blessed her one summer evening in her father's house, and rode his mule +slowly through the pleasant poplar lanes and breeze-blown fields of +colza back to his little quiet homestead, where he tended his own +cabbages and garnered his own honey.</p> + +<p>Reine Flamma bowed her tall head meekly, and took his benediction in +silence.</p> + +<p>The morning after, the miller, rising, as his custom was, at daybreak, +and reciting his paternosters, thanked the Mother of the World that she +had given him thus strength and power to rear up his motherless daughter +in purity and peace. Then he dressed himself in his gray patched blouse, +groped his way down the narrow stair, and went in his daily habit to +undraw the bolts and unloose the chains of his dwelling.</p> + +<p>There was no need that morning for him; the bolts were already back; the +house-door stood wide open; on the threshold a brown hen perched pluming +herself; there were the ticking of the clock, the chirming of the birds, +the rushing of the water, these were the only sounds upon the silence.</p> + +<p>He called his daughter's name: there was no answer. He mounted to her +chamber: it had no tenant. He searched hither and thither, in the house, +and the stable, and the granary: in the mill, and the garden, and the +wood; he shouted, he ran, he roused his neighbors, he looked in every +likely and unlikely place: there was no reply.</p> + +<p>There was only the howl of the watch-dog, who sat with his face to the +south and mourned unceasingly.</p> + +<p>And from that day neither he nor any man living there ever heard again +of Reine Flamma.</p> + +<p>Some indeed did notice that at the same time there disappeared from the +town one who had been there through all that spring and summer. One who +had lived strangely, and been clad in an odd rich fashion, and had been +whispered as an Eastern prince by reason of his scattered gold, his +unfamiliar tongue, his black-browed, star-eyed, deep-hued beauty, like +the beauty of the passion-flower. But none had ever seen this stranger +and Reine Flamma in each other's presence; and the rumor was discredited +as a foulness absurd and unseemly to be said of a woman whom their +bishop had called a saint. So it died out, breathed only by a few +mouths, and it came to be accepted as a fact that she must have perished +in the deep fast-flowing river by some false step on the mill-timber, as +she went at dawn to feed her doves, or by some strange sad trance of +sleep-walking, from which she had been known more than once to suffer.</p> + +<p>Claudis Flamma said little; it was a wound that bled inwardly. He +toiled, and chaffered, and drove hard bargains, and worked early and +late with his hireling, and took for the household service an old Norman +peasant woman more aged than himself, and told no man that he suffered. +All that he ever said was, "She was a saint: God took her;" and in his +martyrdom he found a hard pride and a dull consolation.</p> + +<p>It was no mere metaphoric form of words with him. He believed in +miracles and all manner of divine interposition, and he believed +likewise that she, his angel, being too pure for earth, had been taken +by God's own hand up to the bosom of Mary; and this honor which had +befallen his first-begotten shed a sanctity and splendor on his +cheerless days; and when the little children and the women saw him pass, +they cleared from his way as from a prince's, and crossed themselves as +they changed words with one whose daughter was the bride of Christ.</p> + +<p>So six years passed away; and the name of Reine Flamma was almost +forgotten, but embalmed in memories of religious sanctity, as the dead +heart of a saint is imbedded in amber and myrrh.</p> + +<p>At the close of the sixth year there happened what many said was a thing +devil-conceived and wrought out by the devil to the shame of a pure +name, and to the hinderance of the people of God.</p> + +<p>One winter's night Claudis Flamma was seated in his kitchen, having +recently ridden home his mare from the market in the town. The fire +burned in ancient fashion on the hearth, and it was so bitter without +that even his parsimonious habits had relaxed, and he had piled some +wood, liberally mingled with dry moss, that cracked, and glowed, and +shot flame up the wide black shaft of the chimney. The day's work was +over; the old woman-servant sat spinning flax on the other side of the +fire; the great mastiff was stretched sleeping quietly on the brick +floor; the blue pottery, the brass pans, the oaken presses that had been +the riches of his race for generations, glimmered in the light; the +doors were barred, the shutters closed; around the house the winds +howled, and beneath its walls the fretting water hissed.</p> + +<p>The miller, overcome with the past cold and present warmth, nodded in +his wooden settle and slept, and muttered dreamily in his sleep, "A +saint—a saint!—God took her."</p> + +<p>The old woman, hearing, looked across at him, and shook her head, and +went on with her spinning with lips that moved inaudibly: she had been +wont to say, out of her taskmaster's hearing, that no woman who was +beautiful ever was a saint as well. And some thought that this old +creature, Marie Pitchou, who used to live in a miserable hut on the +other side of the wood, had known more than she had chosen to tell of +the true fate of Reine Flamma.</p> + +<p>Suddenly a blow on the panels of the door sounded through the silence. +The miller, awakened in a moment, started to his feet and grasped his +ash staff with one hand, and with the other the oil-lamp burning on the +trestle. The watch-dog arose, but made no hostile sound.</p> + +<p>A step crushed the dead leaves without and passed away faintly; there +was stillness again; the mastiff went to the bolted door, smelt beneath +it, and scratched at the panels.</p> + +<p>On the silence there sounded a small, timid, feeble beating on the wood +from without; such a slight fluttering noise as a wounded bird might +make in striving to rise.</p> + +<p>"It is nothing evil," muttered Flamma. "If it were evil the beast would +not want to have the door opened. It may be some one sick or stray."</p> + +<p>All this time he was in a manner charitable, often conquering the +niggardly instincts of his character to try and save his soul by serving +the wretched. He was a miser, and he loved to gain, and loathed to give; +but since his daughter had been taken to the saints he had striven with +all his might to do good enough to be taken likewise to that Heavenly +rest.</p> + +<p>Any crust bestowed on the starveling, any bed of straw afforded to the +tramp, caused him a sharp pang; but since his daughter had been taken he +had tried to please God by this mortification of his own avarice and +diminution of his own gains. He could not vanquish the nature that was +ingrained in him. He would rob the widow of an ephah of wheat, and leave +his mare famished in her stall, because it was his nature to find in all +such saving a sweet savor; but he would not turn away a beggar or refuse +a crust to a wayfarer, lest, thus refusing, he might turn away from him +an angel unawares.</p> + +<p>The mastiff scratched still at the panels; the sound outside had ceased.</p> + +<p>The miller, setting the lamp down on the floor, gripped more firmly the +ashen stick, undrew the bolts, turned the stout key, and opened the door +slowly, and with caution. A loud gust of wind blew dead leaves against +his face; a blinding spray of snow scattered itself over his bent +stretching form. In the darkness without, whitened from head to foot, +there stood a little child.</p> + +<p>The dog went up to her and licked her face with kindly welcome. Claudis +Flamma drew her with a rough grasp across the threshold, and went out +into the air to find whose footsteps had been those which had trodden +heavily away after the first knock. The snow, however, was falling fast; +it was a cloudy moonless night. He did not dare to go many yards from +his own portals, lest he should fall into some ambush set by robbers. +The mastiff too was quiet, which indicated that there was no danger +near, so the old man returned, closed the door carefully, drew the bolts +into their places, and came towards the child, whom the woman Pitchou +had drawn towards the fire.</p> + +<p>She was a child of four or five years old; huddled in coarse linen and +in a little red garment of fox's skin, and blanched from head to foot, +for the flakes were frozen on her and on the little hood that covered, +gypsy-like, her curls. It was a strange, little, ice-cold, ghostlike +figure, but out of this mass of icicles and whiteness there glowed great +beaming frightened eyes and a mouth like a scarlet berry; the radiance +and the contrast of it were like the glow of holly fruit thrust out +from a pile of drifted snow.</p> + +<p>The miller shook her by the shoulder.</p> + +<p>"Who brought you?"</p> + +<p>"Phratos," answered the child, with a stifled sob in her throat.</p> + +<p>"And who is that?"</p> + +<p>"Phratos," answered the child again.</p> + +<p>"Is that a man or a woman?"</p> + +<p>The child made no reply; she seemed not to comprehend his meaning. The +miller shook her again, and some drops of water fell from the ice that +was dissolving in the warmth.</p> + +<p>"Why are you come here?" he asked, impatiently.</p> + +<p>She shook her head, as though to say none knew so little of herself as +she.</p> + +<p>"You must have a name," he pursued harshly and in perplexity. "What are +you called? Who are you?"</p> + +<p>The child suddenly raised her great eyes that had been fastened on the +leaping flames, and flashed them upon his in a terror of bewildered +ignorance—the piteous terror of a stray dog.</p> + +<p>"Phratos," she cried once more, and the cry now was half a sigh, half a +shriek.</p> + +<p>Something in that regard pierced him and startled him; he dropped his +hand off her shoulder, and breathed quickly; the old woman gave a low +cry, and staring with all her might at the child's small, dark, fierce, +lovely face, fell to counting her wooden beads and mumbling many +prayers.</p> + +<p>Claudis Flamma turned savagely on her as if stung by some unseen snake, +and willing to wreak his vengeance on the nearest thing that was at +hand.</p> + +<p>"Fool! cease your prating!" he muttered, with a brutal oath. "Take the +animal and search her. Bring me what you find."</p> + +<p>Then he sat down on the stool by the fire, and braced his lips tightly, +and locked his bony hands upon his knees. He knew what blow awaited him; +he was no coward, and he had manhood enough in him to press any iron +into his soul and tell none that it hurt him.</p> + +<p>The old woman drew the child aside to a dusky corner of the chamber, and +began to despoil her of her coverings. The creature did not resist; the +freezing cold and long fatigue had numbed and silenced her; her eyelids +were heavy with the sleep such cold produces, and she had not strength, +because she had not consciousness enough, to oppose whatsoever they +might choose to do to her. Only now and then her eyes opened, as they +had opened on him, with a sudden luster and fierceness, like those in a +netted animal's impatient but untamed regard.</p> + +<p>Pitchou seized and searched her eagerly, stripping her of her warm +fox-skin wrap, her scarlet hood of wool, her little rough hempen shirt, +which were all dripping with the water from the melted snow.</p> + +<p>The skin of the child was brown, with a golden bloom on it; it had been +tanned by hot suns, but it was soft as silk in texture, and transparent, +showing the course of each blue vein. Her limbs were not well nourished, +but they were of perfect shape and delicate bone; and the feet were the +long, arched, slender feet of the southern side of the Pyrenees.</p> + +<p>She allowed herself to be stripped and wrapped in a coarse piece of +homespun linen; she was still half frozen, and in a state of stupor, +either from amazement or from fear. She was quite passive, and she never +spoke. Her apathy deceived the old crone, who took it for docility, and +who, trusting to it, proceeded to take advantage of it, after the manner +of her kind. About the child's head there hung a little band of +glittering coins; they were not gold, but the woman Pitchou thought they +were, and seized them with gloating hands and ravenous eyes.</p> + +<p>The child started from her torpor, shook herself free, and fought to +guard them—fiercely, with tooth and nail, as the young fox whose skin +she had worn might have fought for its dear life. The old woman on her +side strove as resolutely; long curls of the child's hair were clutched +out in the struggle; she did not wince or scream, but she fought—fought +with all the breath and the blood that were in her tiny body.</p> + +<p>She was no match, with all her ferocity and fury, for the sinewy grip +of the old peasant; and the coins were torn off her forehead and hidden +away in a hole in the wood, out of her sight, where the old peasant +hoarded all her precious treasures of copper coins and other trifles +that she managed to secrete from her master's all-seeing eyes.</p> + +<p>They were little Oriental sequins engraved with Arabic characters, +chained together after the Eastern fashion. To Pitchou they looked a +diadem of gold worthy of an empress. The child watched them removed in +perfect silence; from the moment they had been wrenched away, and the +battle had been finally lost to her, she had ceased to struggle, as +though disdainful of a fruitless contest. But a great hate gathered in +her eyes, and smouldered there like a half-stifled fire—it burned on +and on for many a long year afterwards, unquenched.</p> + +<p>When Pitchou brought her a cup of water, and a roll of bread, she would +neither eat nor drink, but turned her face to the wall,—mute.</p> + +<p>"Those are just her father's eyes," the old woman muttered. She had seen +them burn in the gloom of the evening through the orchard trees, as the +stars rose, and as Reine Flamma listened to the voice that wooed her to +her destruction.</p> + +<p>She let the child be, and searched her soaked garments for any written +word or any token that might be on them. Fastened roughly to the fox's +skin there was a faded letter. Pitchou could not read; she took it to +her master.</p> + +<p>Claudis Flamma grasped the paper and turned its superscription to the +light of the lamp.</p> + +<p>He likewise could not read, yet at sight of the characters his tough +frame trembled, and his withered skin grew red with a sickly, feverish +quickening of the blood. He knew them. Once, in a time long dead, he had +been proud of those slender letters that had been so far more legible +than any that the women of her class could pen, and on beholding which +the good bishop had smiled, and passed a pleasant word concerning her +being almost fitted to be his own clerk and scribe. For a moment, +watching those written ciphers that had no tongue for him, and yet +seemed to tell their tale so that they scorched and withered up all the +fair honor and pious peace of his old age, a sudden faintness, a sudden +swooning sense seized him for the first time in all his life; his limbs +failed him, he sank down on his seat again, he gasped for breath; he +needed not to be told anything, he knew all. He knew that the creature, +whom he had believed so pure that God had deemed the earth unworthy of +her youth, was——</p> + +<p>His throat rattled, his lips were covered with foam, his ears were +filled with a rushing hollow sound, like the roaring of his own +mill-waters in a time of storm. All at once he started to his feet, and +glared at the empty space of the dim chamber, and struck his hands +wildly together in the air, and cried aloud:</p> + +<p>"She was a saint, I said—a saint! A saint in body and soul! And I +thought that God begrudged her, and held her too pure for man!"</p> + +<p>And he laughed aloud—thrice.</p> + +<p>The child hearing, and heavy with sleep, and eagerly desiring warmth, as +a little frozen beast that coils itself in snow to slumber into death, +startled by that horrible mirth, came forward.</p> + +<p>The serge fell off her as she moved. Her little naked limbs glimmered +like gold in the dusky light; her hair was as a cloud behind her; her +little scarlet mouth was half open, like the mouth of a child seeking +its mother's kiss; her great eyes, dazzled by the flame, flashed and +burned and shone like stars. They had seen the same face ere then in +Calvados.</p> + +<p>She came straight to Claudis Flamma as though drawn by that awful and +discordant laughter, and by that leaping ruddy flame upon the hearth, +and she stretched out her arms and murmured a word and smiled, a little +dreamily, seeking to sleep, asking to be caressed, desiring she knew not +what.</p> + +<p>He clinched his fist, and struck her to the ground. She fell without a +sound. The blood flowed from her mouth.</p> + +<p>He looked at her where she lay, and laughed once more.</p> + +<p>"She was a saint!—a saint! And the devil begot in her <i>that</i>!"</p> + +<p>Then he went out across the threshold and into the night, with the +letter still clinched in his hand.</p> + +<p>The snow fell, the storm raged, the earth was covered with ice and +water; he took no heed, but passed through it, his head bare and his +eyes blind.</p> + +<p>The dog let him go forth alone, and waited by the child.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2>CHAPTER III.</h2> + + +<p>All night long he was absent.</p> + +<p>The old serving-woman, terrified, in so far as her dull brutish nature +could be roused to fear, did what she knew, what she dared. She raised +the little wounded naked creature, and carried her to her own pallet +bed; restored her to consciousness by such rude means as she had +knowledge of, and stanched the flow of blood. She did all this harshly, +as it was her custom to do all things, and without tenderness or even +pity, for the sight of this stranger was unwelcome to her, and she also +had guessed the message of that unread letter.</p> + +<p>The child had been stunned by the blow, and she had lost some blood, and +was weakened and stupefied and dazed; yet there seemed to her rough +nurse no peril for her life, and by degrees she fell into a feverish, +tossing slumber, sobbing sometimes in her sleep, and crying perpetually +on the unknown name of Phratos.</p> + +<p>The old woman Pitchou stood and looked at her. She who had always known +the true story of that disappearance which some had called death and +some had deemed a divine interposition, had seen before that transparent +brown skin, those hues in cheeks and lips like the carnation leaves, +that rich, sunfed, dusky beauty, those straight dark brows.</p> + +<p>"She is his sure enough," she muttered. "He was the first with Reine +Flamma. I wonder has he been the last."</p> + +<p>And she went down the stairs chuckling, as the low human brute will at +any evil thought.</p> + +<p>The mastiff stayed beside the child.</p> + +<p>She went to the fire and threw more wood on, and sat down again to her +spinning-wheel, and span and dozed, and span and dozed again.</p> + +<p>She was not curious: to her, possessing that thread to the secret of the +past which her master and her townfolk had never held, it all seemed +natural. It was an old, old story; there had been thousands like it; it +was only strange because Reine Flamma had been held a saint.</p> + +<p>The hours passed on; the lamp paled, and its flame at last died out; in +the loft above, where the dog watched, there was no sound; the old woman +slumbered undisturbed, unless some falling ember of the wood aroused +her.</p> + +<p>She was not curious, nor did she care how the child fared. She had led +that deadening life of perpetual labor and of perpetual want in which +the human animal becomes either a machine or a devil. She was a machine; +put to what use she might be—to spin flax, to card wool, to wring a +pigeon's throat, to bleed a calf to death, to bake or stew, to mumble a +prayer, or drown a kitten, it was all one to her. If she had a +preference, it might be for the office that hurt some living thing; but +she did not care: all she heeded was whether she had pottage enough to +eat at noonday, and the leaden effigy of her Mary safe around her throat +at night.</p> + +<p>The night went on, and passed away: one gleam of dawn shone through a +round hole in the shutter; she wakened with a start to find the sun +arisen, and the fire dead upon the hearth.</p> + +<p>She shook herself and stamped her chill feet upon the bricks, and +tottered on her feeble way, with frozen body, to the house-door. She +drew it slowly open, and saw by the light of the sun that it had been +for some time morning.</p> + +<p>The earth was everywhere thick with snow; a hoar frost sparkled over all +the branches; great sheets of ice were whirled down the rapid +mill-stream; in one of the leafless boughs a robin sang, and beneath the +bough a cat was crouched, waiting with hungry eager eyes, patient even +in its famished impatience.</p> + +<p>Dull as her sympathy was, and slow her mind, she started as she saw her +master there.</p> + +<p>Claudis Flamma was at work; the rough, hard, rude toil, which he spared +to himself no more than to those who were his hirelings. He was carting +wood; going to and fro with huge limbs of trees that men in youth would +have found it a severe task to move; he was laboring breathlessly, +giving himself no pause, and the sweat was on his brow, although he trod +ankle deep in snow, and although his clothes were heavy with icicles.</p> + +<p>He did not see or hear her; she went up to him and called him by his +name; he started, and raised his head and looked at her.</p> + +<p>Dull though she was, she was in a manner frightened by the change upon +his face; it had been lean, furrowed, weather-beaten always, but it was +livid now, with bloodshot eyes, and a bruised, broken, yet withal savage +look that terrified her. He did not speak, but gazed at her like a man +recalled from some drugged sleep back to the deeds and memories of the +living world.</p> + +<p>The old woman held her peace a few moments; then spoke out in her old +blunt, dogged fashion,—</p> + +<p>"Is she to stay?"</p> + +<p>Her mind was not awake enough for any curiosity; she only cared to know +if the child stayed: only so much as would concern her soup-kettle, her +kneaded dough, her spun hemp, her household labor.</p> + +<p>He turned for a second with the gesture that a trapped fox may make, +held fast, yet striving to essay a death-grip; then he checked himself, +and gave a mute sign of assent, and heaved up a fresh log of wood, and +went on with his labors, silently. She knew of old his ways too well to +venture to ask more. She knew, too, that when he worked like this, +fasting and in silence, there had been long and fierce warfare in his +soul, and some great evil done for which he sought to make atonement.</p> + +<p>So she left him, and passed in to the house, and built up afresh her +fire, and swept her chamber out, and fastened up her round black pot to +boil, and muttered all the while,—</p> + +<p>"Another mouth to feed; another beast to tend."</p> + +<p>And the thing was bitter to her; because it gave trouble and took food.</p> + +<p>Now, what the letter had been, or who had deciphered it for him, Claudis +Flamma never told to any man; and from the little strange creature no +utterance could be ever got.</p> + +<p>But the child who had come in the night and the snow tarried at Yprès +from that time thenceforward.</p> + +<p>Claudis Flamma nourished, sheltered, clothed her; but he did all these +begrudgingly, harshly, scantily; and he did all these with an acrid hate +and scorn, which did not cease but rather grew with time.</p> + +<p>The blow which had been her earliest welcome was not the last that she +received from him by many; and whilst she was miserable exceedingly, she +showed it, not as children do, but rather like some chained and untamed +animal, in tearless stupor and in sudden, sharp ferocity. And this the +more because she spoke but a very few words of the language of the +people among whom she had been brought; her own tongue was one full of +round vowels and strange sounds, a tongue unknown to them.</p> + +<p>For many weeks he said not one word to her, cast not one look at her; he +let her lead the same life that was led by the brutes that crawled in +the timbers, or by the pigs that couched and were kicked in the straw. +The woman Pitchou gave her such poor scraps of garments or of victuals +as she chose; she could crouch in the corner of the hearth where the +fire warmth reached; she could sleep in the hay in the little loft under +the roof; so much she could do and no more.</p> + +<p>After that first moment in which her vague appeal for pity and for rest +had been answered by the blow that struck her senseless, the child had +never made a moan, nor sought for any solace.</p> + +<p>All the winter through she lay curled up on the tiles by the fence, with +her arms round the great body of the dog and his head upon her chest; +they were both starved, beaten, kicked, and scourged, with brutal words +oftentimes; they had the community of misfortune, and they loved one +another.</p> + +<p>The blow on her head, the coldness of the season, the scanty food that +was cast to her, all united to keep her brain stupefied and her body +almost motionless. She was like a young bear that is motherless, +wounded, frozen, famished, but which, coiled in an almost continual +slumber, keeps its blood flowing and its limbs alive. And, like the +bear, with the spring she awakened.</p> + +<p>When the townsfolk and the peasants came to the mill, and first saw this +creature there, with her wondrous vivid hues, and her bronzed half-naked +limbs, they regarded her in amazement, and asked the miller whence she +came. He set his teeth, and answered ever:</p> + +<p>"The woman that bore her was Reine Flamma."</p> + +<p>The avowal was a penance set to himself, but to it he never added more; +and they feared his bitter temper and his caustic tongue too greatly to +press it on him, or even to ask him whether his daughter were with the +living or the dead.</p> + +<p>With the unfolding of the young leaves, and the loosening of the +frost-bound waters, and the unveiling of the violet and the primrose +under the shadows of the wood, all budding life revives, and so did +hers. For she could escape from the dead, cold, bitter atmosphere of the +silent loveless house, where her bread was begrudged, and the cudgel was +her teacher, out into the freshness and the living sunshine of the young +blossoming world, where the birds and the beasts and tender blue flowers +and the curling green boughs were her comrades, and where she could +stretch her limbs in freedom, and coil herself among the branches, and +steep her limbs in the coolness of waters, and bathe her aching feet in +the moisture of rain-filled grasses.</p> + +<p>With the spring she arose, the true forest animal she was; wild, fleet, +incapable of fear, sure of foot, in unison with all the things of the +earth and the air, and stirred by them to a strange, dumb, ignorant, +passionate gladness.</p> + +<p>She had been scarce seen in the winter; with the breaking of the year +the people from more distant places who rode their mules down to the +mill on their various errands stared at this child, and wondered among +themselves greatly, and at length asked Claudis Flamma whence she came.</p> + +<p>He answered ever, setting hard his teeth:</p> + +<p>"The woman that bore her was one accursed, whom men deemed a +saint—Reine Flamma."</p> + +<p>And he never added more. To tell the truth, the horrible, biting, +burning, loathsome truth, was a penance that he had set to himself, and +from which he never wavered.</p> + +<p>They dared not ask him more; for many were his debtors, and all feared +his scourging tongue. But when they went away, and gossiped among +themselves by the wayside well or under the awnings of the +market-stalls, they said to one another that it was just as they had +thought long ago; the creature had been no better than her kind; and +they had never credited the fable that God had taken her, though they +had humored the miller because he was aged and in dotage. Whilst one old +woman, a withered and witchlike crone, who had toiled in from the +fishing village with a creel upon her back and the smell of the sea +about her rags, heard, standing in the market-place, and laughed, and +mocked them, these seers who were so wise after the years had gone, and +when the truth was clear.</p> + +<p>"You knew, you knew, you knew!" she echoed, with a grin upon her face. +"Oh, yes! you were so wise! Who said seven years through that Reine +Flamma was a saint, and taken by the saints into their keeping? And who +hissed at me for a foul-mouthed crone when I said that the devil had +more to do with her than the good God, and that the black-browed gypsy, +with jewels for eyes in his head, like the toad, was the only master to +whom she gave herself? Oh-hè, you were so wise!"</p> + +<p>So she mocked them, and they were ashamed, and held their peace; well +knowing that indeed no creature among them had ever been esteemed so +pure, so chaste, and so honored of heaven as had been the miller's +daughter.</p> + +<p>Many remembered the "gypsy with the jeweled eyes," and saw those +brilliant, fathomless, midnight eyes reproduced in the small rich face +of the child whom Reine Flamma, as her own father said, had borne in +shame whilst they had been glorifying her apotheosis. And it came to be +said, as time went on, that this unknown stranger had been the fiend +himself, taking human shape for the destruction of one pure soul, and +the mocking of all true children of the church.</p> + +<p>Legend and tradition still held fast their minds in this remote, +ancient, and priest-ridden place; in their belief the devil was still a +living power, traversing the earth and air in search of souls, and not +seldom triumphing: of metaphor or myth they were ignorant, Satan to them +was a personality, terrific, and oftentimes irresistible, assuming at +will shapes grotesque or awful, human or spiritual. Their forefathers +had beheld him; why not they?</p> + +<p>So the henhucksters and poulterers, the cider-makers and tanners, the +fisherfolk from the seaboard, and the peasant proprietors from the +country round, came at length in all seriousness to regard the young +child at Yprès as a devil-born thing. "She was hell-begotten," they +would mutter when they saw her; and they would cross themselves, and +avoid her if they could.</p> + +<p>The time had gone by, unhappily, as they considered, when men had been +permitted to burn such creatures as this; they knew it and were sorry +for it; the world, they thought, had been better when Jews had blazed +like torches, and witches had crackled like firewood; such treats were +forbidden now, they knew, but many, for all that, thought within +themselves that it was a pity it should be so, and that it was mistaken +mercy in the age they lived in which forbade the purifying of the earth +by fire of such as she.</p> + +<p>In the winter-time, when they first saw her, unusual floods swept the +country, and destroyed much of their property; in the spring which +followed there were mildew and sickness everywhere; in the summer there +was a long drought, and by consequence there came a bad harvest, and +great suffering and scarcity.</p> + +<p>There were not a few in the district who attributed all these woes to +the advent of the child of darkness, and who murmured openly in their +huts and homesteads that no good would befall them so long as this +offspring of hell were suffered in their midst.</p> + +<p>Since, however, the time was past when the broad market-place could have +been filled with a curious, breathless, eager crowd, and the gray +cathedral have grown red in the glare of flames fed by a young living +body, they held their hands from doing her harm, and said these things +only in their own ingle-nooks, and contented themselves with forbidding +their children to consort with her, and with drawing their mules to the +other side of the road when they met her. They did not mean to be cruel, +they only acted in their own self-defense, and dealt with her as their +fellow-countrymen dealt with a cagote—"only."</p> + +<p>Hence, when, with the reviving year the child's dulled brain awakened, +and all the animal activity in her sprang into vigorous action, she +found herself shunned, marked, and glanced at with averted looks of +mingled dread and scorn. "A daughter of the devil!" she heard again and +again muttered as they passed her; she grew to take shelter in this +repute as in a fortress, and to be proud, with a savage pride, of her +imputed origin.</p> + +<p>It made her a little fierce, mute, fearless, reckless, all-daring, and +all-enduring animal. An animal in her ferocities, her mute instincts, +her supreme patience, her physical perfectness of body and of health. +Perfect of shape and hue; full of force to resist; ignorant either of +hope or fear; desiring only one thing, liberty; with no knowledge, but +with unerring instinct.</p> + +<p>She was at an age when happier creatures have scarce escaped from their +mother's arms; but she had not even thus early a memory of her mother, +and she had been shaken off to live or die, to fight or famish, as a +young fox whose dam has been flung to the hounds is driven away to +starve in the winter woods, or save himself, if he have strength, by +slaughter.</p> + +<p>She was a tame animal only in one thing: she took blows uncomplainingly, +and as though comprehending that they were her inevitable portion.</p> + +<p>"The child of the devil!" they said. In a dumb, half-unconscious +fashion, this five-year-old creature wondered sometimes why the devil +had not been good enough to give her a skin that would not feel, and +veins that would not bleed.</p> + +<p>She had always been beaten ever since her birth; she was beaten here; +she thought it a law of life, as other children think it such to have +their mother's kiss and their daily food and nightly prayer.</p> + +<p>Claudis Flamma did after this manner his duty by her. She was to him a +thing accursed, possessed, loathsome, imbued with evil from her origin; +but he did what he deemed his duty. He clothed her, if scantily; he fed +her, if meagerly; he lashed her with all the caustic gibes that came +naturally to his tongue; he set her hard tasks to keep her from +idleness; he beat her when she did not, and not seldom when she did, +them. He dashed holy water on her many times; and used a stick to her +without mercy.</p> + +<p>After this light he did his duty. That he should hate her, was to +fulfill a duty also in his eyes; he had always been told that it was +right to abhor the things of darkness; and to him she was a thing of +utter darkness, a thing born of the black ruin of a stainless soul, +begotten by the pollution and corruption of an infernal tempter.</p> + +<p>He never questioned her as to her past—that short past, like the span +of an insect's life, which yet had sufficed to gift her with passions, +with instincts, with desires, even with memories,—in a word, with +character:—a character he could neither change nor break; a thing +formed already, for good or for evil, abidingly.</p> + +<p>He never spoke to her except in sharp irony or in curt command. He set +her hard tasks of bodily labor which she did not dispute, but +accomplished so far as her small strength lay, with a mute dogged +patience, half ferocity, half passiveness.</p> + +<p>In those first winter days of her arrival he called her Folle-Farine; +taking the most worthless, the most useless, the most abject, the most +despised thing he knew in all his daily life from which to name her; and +the name adhered to her, and was the only one by which she was ever +known.</p> + +<p>Folle-Farine!—as one may say, the Dust.</p> + +<p>In time she grew to believe that it was really hers; even as in time she +began to forget that strange, deep, rich tongue in which she had babbled +her first words, and to know no other tongue than the Norman-French +about her.</p> + +<p>Yet in her there existed imagination, tenderness, gratitude, and a +certain wild and true nobility, though the old man Flamma would never +have looked for them, never have believed in them. She was devil-born: +she was of devil nature: in his eyes.</p> + +<p>Upon his own mill-ditch, foul and fetid, refuse would sometimes gather, +and receiving the seed of the lily, would give birth to blossoms born +stainless out of corruption. But the allegory had no meaning for him. +Had any one pointed it out to him he would have taken the speaker into +his orchard, and said:</p> + +<p>"Will the crab bear a fruit not bitter? Will the nightshade give out +sweetness and honey? Fool!—as the stem so the branch, as the sap so the +blossom."</p> + +<p>And this fruit of sin and shame was poison in his sight.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2>CHAPTER IV.</h2> + + +<p>The little dim mind of the five-year-old child was not a blank; it was +indeed filled to overflowing with pictures that her tongue could not +have told of, even had she spoken the language of the people amidst whom +she had been cast.</p> + +<p>A land altogether unlike that in which she had been set down that bitter +night of snow and storm: a land noble and wild, and full of color, +broken into vast heights and narrow valleys, clothed with green beech +woods and with forests of oak and of walnut, filled with the noise of +torrents leaping from crag to crag, and of brown mountain-streams +rushing broad and angry through wooded ravines. A land, made beautiful +by moss-grown water-mills, and lofty gateways of gray rock; and still +shadowy pools, in which the bright fish leaped, and mules' bells that +rang drowsily through leafy gorges; and limestone crags that pierced the +clouds, spirelike, and fantastic in a thousand shapes; and high blue +crests of snow-topped mountains, whose pinnacles glowed to the divinest +flush of rose and amber with the setting of the sun.</p> + +<p>This land she remembered vaguely, yet gloriously, as the splendors of a +dream of Paradise rest on the brain of some young sleeper wakening in +squalor, cold, and pain. But the people of the place she had been +brought to could not comprehend her few, shy, sullen words, and her +strange, imperfect trills of song; and she could not tell them that this +land had been no realm enchanted of fairy or of fiend, but only the +forest region of the Liebana.</p> + +<p>Thither, one rich autumn day, a tribe of gypsies had made their camp. +They were a score in all; they held themselves one of the noblest +branches of their wide family; they were people with pure Eastern blood +in them, and all the grace and the gravity of the Oriental in their +forms and postures.</p> + +<p>They stole horses and sheep; they harried cattle; they stopped the mules +in the passes, and lightened their load of wine-skins: they entered the +posada, when they deigned to enter one at all, with neither civil +question nor show of purse, but with a gleam of the teeth, like a +threatening dog, and the flash of the knife, half drawn out of the +girdle. They were low thieves and mean liars; wild daredevils and loose +livers; loathers of labor and lovers of idle days and plundering nights; +yet they were beautiful, with the noble, calm, scornful beauty of the +East, and they wore their rags with an air that was in itself an empire.</p> + +<p>They could play, too, in heavenly fashion, on their old three-stringed +viols; and when their women danced on the sward by moonlight, under the +broken shadows of some Moorish ruin, clanging high their tambourines +above their graceful heads, and tossing the shining sequins that bound +their heavy hair, the muleteer or the herdsman, seeing them from afar, +shook with fear, and thought of the tales told him in his childhood by +his grandam of the spirits of the dead Moors that rose to revelry, at +midnight, in the haunts of their old lost kingdom.</p> + +<p>Among them was a man yet more handsome than the rest, taller and lither +still; wondrous at leaping and wrestling, and all athletic things; +surest of any to win a woman, to tame a horse, to strike down a bull at +a blow, to silence an angry group at a wineshop with a single glance of +his terrible eyes.</p> + +<p>His name was Taric.</p> + +<p>He had left them often to wander by himself into many countries, and at +times when, by talent or by terrorism, he had netted gold enough to play +the fool to his fancy, he had gone to some strange city, where credulity +and luxury prevailed, and there had lived like a prince, as his own +phrase ran, and gamed and intrigued, and feasted, and roystered right +royally whilst his gains lasted.</p> + +<p>Those spent, he would always return awhile, and lead the common, roving, +thieving life of his friends and brethren, till the fit of ambition or +the run of luck were again on him. Then his people would afresh lose +sight of him to light on him, velvet-clad, and wine-bibbing, in some +painter's den in some foreign town, or welcome him ragged, famished, and +footweary, on their own sunburnt sierras.</p> + +<p>And the mystery of his ways endeared him to them; and they made him +welcome whenever he returned, and never quarreled with him for his +faithlessness; but if there were anything wilder or wickeder, bolder or +keener, on hand than was usual, his tribe would always say—"Let Taric +lead."</p> + +<p>One day their camp was made in a gorge under the great shadows of the +Picos da Europa, a place that they loved much, and settled in often, +finding the chestnut woods and the cliff caverns fair for shelter, the +heather abounding in grouse, and the pools full of trout, fair for +feeding. That day Taric returned from a year-long absence, suddenly +standing, dark and mighty, between them and the light, as they lay +around their soup-kettle, awaiting their evening meal.</p> + +<p>"There is a woman in labor, a league back; by the great cork-tree, +against the bridge," he said to them. "Go to her some of you."</p> + +<p>And, with a look to the women which singled out two for the errand, he +stretched himself in the warmth of the fire, and helped himself to the +soup, and lay quiet, vouchsafing them never a word, but playing +meaningly with the knife handle thrust into his shirt; for he saw that +some of the men were about to oppose his share of a common meal which he +had not earned by a common right.</p> + +<p>It was Taric—a name of some terror came to their fierce souls.</p> + +<p>Taric, the strongest and fleetest and most well favored of them all; +Taric, who had slain the bull that all the matadors had failed to daunt; +Taric, who had torn up the young elm, when they needed a bridge over a +flood, as easily as a child plucks up a reed; Taric, who had stopped the +fiercest contrabandista in all those parts, and cut the man's throat +with no more ado than a butcher slits a lamb's.</p> + +<p>So they were silent, and let him take his portion of the fire and of the +broth, and of the thin red wine.</p> + +<p>Meanwhile the two gypsies, Quità and Zarâ, went on their quest, and +found things as he had said.</p> + +<p>Under the great cork-tree, where the grass was long and damp, and the +wood grew thickly, and an old rude bridge of unhewn blocks of rock +spanned, with one arch, the river as it rushed downward from its +limestone bed aloft, they found a woman just dead and a child just born.</p> + +<p>Quità looked the woman all over hastily, to see if, by any chance, any +gold or jewels might be on her; there were none. There was only an ivory +cross on her chest, which Quità drew off and hid. Quità covered her with +a few boughs and left her.</p> + +<p>Zarâ wrapped the child in a bit of her woolen skirt, and held it warm in +her breast, and hastened to the camp with it.</p> + +<p>"She is dead, Taric," said Quità, meaning the woman she had left.</p> + +<p>He nodded his handsome head.</p> + +<p>"This is yours, Taric?" said Zarâ, meaning the child she held.</p> + +<p>He nodded again, and drank another drop of wine, and stretched himself.</p> + +<p>"What shall we do with her?" asked Quità.</p> + +<p>"Let her lie there," he answered her.</p> + +<p>"What shall we do with it?" asked Zarâ.</p> + +<p>He laughed, and drew his knife against his own brown throat in a +significant gesture.</p> + +<p>Zarâ said no word to him, but she went away with the child under some +branches, on which was hung a tattered piece of awning, orange striped, +that marked her own especial resting-place.</p> + +<p>Out of the group about the fire, one man, rising, advanced, and looked +Taric full in the eyes.</p> + +<p>"Has the woman died by foul means?"</p> + +<p>Taric, who never let any living soul molest or menace him, answered him +without offense, and with a savage candor,—</p> + +<p>"No—that I swear. I used no foul play against her. Go look at her if +you like. I loved her well enough while she lived. But what does that +matter? She is dead. So best. Women are as many as the mulberries."</p> + +<p>"You loved her, and you will let the wolves eat her body?"</p> + +<p>Taric laughed.</p> + +<p>"There are no wolves in Liebana. Go and bury her if you choose, +Phratos."</p> + +<p>"I will," the other answered him; and he took his way to the cork-tree +by the bridge.</p> + +<p>The man who spoke was called Phratos.</p> + +<p>He was not like his tribe in anything: except in a mutual love for a +life that wandered always, and was to no man responsible, and needed no +roof-tree, and wanted no settled habitation, but preferred to dwell wild +with the roe and the cony, and to be hungry and unclad, rather than to +eat the good things of the earth in submission and in durance.</p> + +<p>He had not their physical perfection: an accident at his birth had made +his spine misshapen, and his gait halting. His features would have been +grotesque in their ugliness, except for the sweet pathos of the eyes and +the gay archness of the mouth.</p> + +<p>Among a race noted for its singular beauty of face and form, Phratos +alone was deformed and unlovely; and yet both deformity and unloveliness +were in a way poetic and uncommon; and in his rough sheepskin garments, +knotted to his waist with a leathern thong, and with his thick tangled +hair falling down on his shoulders, they were rather the deformity of +the brake-haunting faun, the unloveliness of the moon-dancing satyr, +than those of a man and a vagrant. With the likeness he had the temper +of the old dead gods of the forests and rivers, he loved music, and +could make it, in all its innumerable sighs and songs, give a voice to +all creatures and things of the world, of the waters and the woodlands; +and for many things he was sorrowful continually, and for other things +he forever laughed and was glad.</p> + +<p>Though he was misshapen, and even, as some said, not altogether straight +in his wits, yet his kin honored him.</p> + +<p>For he could draw music from the rude strings of his old viol that +surpassed their own melodies as far as the shining of the sun on the +summits of the Europa surpassed the trembling of the little lamps under +the painted roadside Cavaries.</p> + +<p>He was only a gypsy; he only played as the fancy moved him, by a bright +fountain at a noonday halt, under the ruined arches of a Saracenic +temple, before the tawny gleam of a vast dim plain at sunrise; in a cool +shadowy court where the vines shut out all light; beneath a balcony at +night, when the moonbeams gleamed on some fair unknown face, thrust for +a moment from the darkness through the white magnolia flowers. Yet he +played in suchwise as makes women weep, and holds children and dogs +still to listen, and moves grown men to shade their eyes with their +hands, and think of old dead times, when they played and prayed at their +mothers' knees.</p> + +<p>And his music had so spoken to himself that, although true to his tribe +and all their traditions, loving the vagrant life in the open air, and +being incapable of pursuing any other, he yet neither stole nor slew, +neither tricked nor lied, but found his way vaguely to honesty and +candor, and, having found them, clove to them, so that none could turn +him; living on such scant gains as were thrown to him for his music from +balconies and posada windows and winehouse doors in the hamlets and +towns through which he passed, and making a handful of pulse and a slice +of melon, a couch of leaves and a draught of water, suffice to him for +his few and simple wants.</p> + +<p>His people reproached him, indeed, with demeaning their race by taking +payment in lieu of making thefts; and they mocked him often, and taunted +him, though in a manner they all loved him,—the reckless and +blood-stained Taric most, perhaps, of all. But he would never quarrel +with them, neither would he give over his strange ways which so incensed +them, and with time they saw that Phratos was a gifted fool, who, like +other mad simple creatures, had best be left to go on his own way +unmolested and without contradiction.</p> + +<p>If, too, they had driven him from their midst, they would have missed +his music sorely; that music which awoke them at break of day soaring up +through their roof of chestnut leaves like a lark's song piercing the +skies.</p> + +<p>Phratos came now to the dead woman, and drew off the boughs, and looked +at her. She was quite dead. She had died where she had first sunk down, +unable to reach her promised resting-place. It was a damp green nook on +the edge of the bright mountain-river, at the entrance of that narrow +gorge in which the encampment had been made.</p> + +<p>The face, which was white and young, lay upward, with the shadows of the +flickering foliage on it; and the eyes, which Quità had not closed, were +large and blue; her hair, which was long and brown, was loose, and had +got wet among the grass, and had little buds of flowers and stray golden +leaves twisted in it.</p> + +<p>Phratos felt sorrow for her as he looked.</p> + +<p>He could imagine her history.</p> + +<p>Taric, whom many women had loved, had besought many a one thus to share +his fierce free life for a little space, and then drift away out of it +by chance, or be driven away from it by his fickle passions, or be taken +away like this one by death.</p> + +<p>In her bosom, slipped in her clothes, was a letter. It was written in a +tongue he did not know. He held it awhile, thinking, then he folded it +up and put it in his girdle,—it might be of use, who could tell? There +was the child, there, that might live; unless the camp broke up, and +Zarâ left it under a walnut-tree to die, with the last butterflies of +the fading summer, which was in all likelihood all she would do.</p> + +<p>Nevertheless he kept the letter, and when he had looked long enough at +the dead creature, he turned to the tools he had brought with him, and +set patiently to make her grave.</p> + +<p>He could only work slowly, for he was weak of body, and his infirmity +made all manual toil painful to him. His task was hard, even though the +earth was so soft from recent heavy rains.</p> + +<p>The sun set whilst he was still engaged on it; and it was quite +nightfall before he had fully accomplished it. When the grave was ready +he filled it carefully with the golden leaves that had fallen, and the +thick many-colored mosses that covered the ground like a carpet.</p> + +<p>Then he laid the body tenderly down within that forest shroud, and, with +the moss like a winding-sheet between it and the earth which had to fall +on it, he committed the dead woman to her resting-place.</p> + +<p>It did not seem strange to him, or awful, to leave her there.</p> + +<p>He was a gypsy, and to him the grave under a forest-tree and by a +mountain-stream seemed the most natural rest at last that any creature +could desire or claim. No rites seemed needful to him, and no sense of +any neglect, cruel or unfitting, jarred on him in thus leaving her in +her loneliness, with only the cry of the bittern or the bell of the wild +roe as a requiem.</p> + +<p>Yet a certain sorrow for this unknown and lost life was on him, bohemian +though he was, as he took up his mattock and turned away, and went +backward down the gorge, and left her to lie there forever, through rain +and sunshine, through wind and storm, through the calm of the summer and +the flush of the autumn, and the wildness of the winter, when the +swollen stream should sweep above her tomb, and the famished beasts of +the hills would lift up their voices around it.</p> + +<p>When he reached the camp, he gave the letter to Taric.</p> + +<p>Taric, knowing the tongue it was written in, and being able to +understand the character, looked at it and read it through by the light +of the flaming wood. When he had done so he tossed it behind, in among +the boughs, in scorn.</p> + +<p>"The poor fool's prayer to the brute that she hated!" he said, with a +scoff.</p> + +<p>Phratos lifted up the letter and kept it.</p> + +<p>In a later time he found some one who could decipher it for him.</p> + +<p>It was the letter of Reine Flamma to the miller at Yprès, telling him +the brief story of her fatal passion, and imploring from him mercy to +her unborn child should it survive her and be ever taken to him.</p> + +<p>Remorse and absence had softened to her the harshness and the meanness +of her father's character; she only remembered that he had loved her, +and had deemed her pure and faithful as the saints of God. There was no +word in the appeal by which it could have been inferred that Claudis +Flamma had been other than a man much wronged and loving much, patient +of heart, and without blame in his simple life.</p> + +<p>Phratos took the letter and cherished it. He thought it might some day +save her offspring. This old man's vengeance could not, he thought, be +so cruel to the child as might be the curse and the knife of Taric.</p> + +<p>"She must have been beautiful?" said Phratos to him, after awhile, that +night; "and you care no more for her than that."</p> + +<p>Taric stretched his mighty limbs in the warmth of the flame and made his +answer:</p> + +<p>"There will be as good grapes on the vines next year as any we gathered +this. What does it signify?—she was only a woman.</p> + +<p>"She loved me; she thought me a god, a devil, a prince, a chief,—all +manner of things;—the people thought so too. She was sick of her life. +She was sick of the priests and the beads, and the mill and the market. +She was fair to look at, and the fools called her a saint. When a woman +is young and has beauty, it is dull to be worshiped—in that way.</p> + +<p>"I met her in the wood one summer night. The sun was setting. I do not +know why I cared for her—I did. She was like a tall white lily; these +women of ours are only great tawny sunflowers.</p> + +<p>"She was pure and straight of life; she believed in heaven and hell; she +was innocent as the child unborn; it was tempting to kill all that. It +is so easy to kill it when a woman loves you. I taught her what passion +and freedom and pleasure and torment all meant. She came with me,—after +a struggle, a hard one. I kept her loyally while the gold lasted; that I +swear. I took her to many cities. I let her have jewels and music, and +silk dresses, and fine linen. I was good to her; that I swear.</p> + +<p>"But after a bit she pined, and grew dull again, and wept in secret, and +at times I caught her praying to the white cross which she wore on her +breast. That made me mad. I cursed her and beat her. She never said +anything; she seemed only to love me more, and that made me more mad.</p> + +<p>"Then I got poor again, and I had to sell her things one by one. Not +that she minded that, she would have sold her soul for me. We wandered +north and south; and I made money sometimes by the dice, or by breaking +a horse, or by fooling a woman, or by snatching a jewel off one of their +dolls in their churches; and I wanted to get rid of her, and I could not +tell how. I had not the heart to kill her outright.</p> + +<p>"But she never said a rough word, you know, and that makes a man mad. +Maddalena or Kara or Rachel—any of them—would have flown and struck a +knife at me, and hissed like a snake, and there would have been blows +and furious words and bloodshed; and then we should have kissed, and +been lovers again, fast and fierce. But a woman who is quiet, and only +looks at you with great, sad, soft eyes, when you strike her,—what is +one to do?</p> + +<p>"We were horribly poor at last: we slept in barns and haylofts; we ate +berries and drank the brook-water. She grew weak, and could hardly walk. +Many a time I have been tempted to let her lie and die in the hedgeway +or on the plains, and I did not,—one is so foolish sometimes for sake +of a woman. She knew she was a burden and curse to me,—I may have said +so, perhaps; I do not remember.</p> + +<p>"At last I heard of you in the Liebana, from a tribe we fell in with on +the other side of the mountains, and so we traveled here on foot. I +thought she would have got to the women before her hour arrived. But she +fell down there, and could not stir: and so the end came. It is best as +it is. She was wretched, and what could I do with a woman like that? who +would never hearken to another lover, nor give up her dead God on his +cross, nor take so much as a broken crust if it were stolen, nor even +show her beauty to a sculptor to be carved in stone—for I tried to make +her do that, and she would not. It is best as it is. If she had lived we +could have done nothing with her. And yet I see her sometimes as I saw +her that night, so white and so calm, in the little green wood, as the +sun set——"</p> + +<p>His voice ceased, and he took up a horn full of vino clarete; and +drained it; and was very still, stretching his limbs to bask in the heat +of the fire. The wine had loosened his tongue, and he had spoken from +his heart,—truthfully.</p> + +<p>Phratos, his only hearer, was silent.</p> + +<p>He was thinking of the great blue sightless eyes that he had closed, and +of the loose brown hair on which he had flung the wet leaves and the +earth-clogged mosses.</p> + +<p>"The child lives?" he said at length.</p> + +<p>Taric, who was sinking to sleep after the long fatigues of a heavy tramp +through mountain-passes, stirred sullenly with an oath.</p> + +<p>"Let it go to hell!" he made answer.</p> + +<p>And these were the only words of baptism that were spoken over the +nameless daughter of Taric the gypsy and of Reine Flamma.</p> + +<p>That night Phratos called out to him in the moonlight the woman Zarâ, +who came from under her tent, and stood under the glistening leaves, +strong and handsome, with shining eyes and snowy teeth.</p> + +<p>"The child lives still?" he asked.</p> + +<p>Zarâ nodded her head.</p> + +<p>"You will try and keep it alive?" he pursued.</p> + +<p>She shrugged her shoulders.</p> + +<p>"What is the use? Taric would rather it were dead."</p> + +<p>"What matter what Taric wishes. Living or dead, it will not hinder him. +A child more or less with us, what is it? Only a draught of goat's milk +or a handful of meal. So little; it cannot be felt. You have a child of +your own, Zarâ; you cared for it?"</p> + +<p>"Yes," she answered, with a sudden softening gleam of her bright savage +eyes.</p> + +<p>She had a brown, strong, year-old boy, who kicked his naked limbs on the +sward with joy at Phratos's music.</p> + +<p>"Then have pity on this motherless creature," said Phratos, wooingly. "I +buried that dead woman; and her eyes, though there was no sight in them, +still seemed to pray to mine—and to pray for her child. Be merciful, +Zarâ. Let the child have the warmth of your arms and the defense of your +strength. Be merciful, Zarâ; and your seed shall multiply and increase +tenfold, and shall be stately and strong, and shall spread as the +branches of the plane-trees, on which the storm spends its fury in vain, +and beneath which all things of the earth can find refuge. For never was +a woman's pity fruitless, nor the fair deeds of her days without +recompense."</p> + +<p>Zarâ listened quietly, as the dreamy, poetic, persuasive words stole on +her ear like music. Like the rest of her people, she half believed in +him as a seer and prophet; her teeth shone out in a soft sudden smile.</p> + +<p>"You are always a fool, Phratos," she said; "but it shall be as you +fancy."</p> + +<p>And she went in out of the moonlit leaves and the clear cool, autumn +night into the little dark stifling tent, where the new-born child had +been laid away in a corner upon a rough-and-ready bed of gathered dusky +fir-needles.</p> + +<p>"It is a little cub, not worth the saving; and its dam was not of our +people," she said to herself, as she lifted the wailing and alien +creature to her bosom.</p> + +<p>"It is for you, my angel, that I do it," she murmured, looking at the +sleeping face of her own son.</p> + +<p>Outside the tent the sweet strains of Phratos's music rose sighing and +soft; and mingling, as sounds mingle in a dream, with the murmurs of the +forest leaves and the rushing of the mountain-river. He gave her the +only payment in his power.</p> + +<p>Zarâ, hushing the strange child at her breast, listened, and was half +touched, half angered.</p> + +<p>"Why should he play for this little stray thing, when he never played +once for you, my glory?" she said to her son, as she put the dead +woman's child roughly away, and took him up in its stead, to beat +together in play his rosy hands and cover his mouth with kisses.</p> + +<p>For even from these, the world's outcasts, this new life of a few hours' +span was rejected as unworthy and despised.</p> + +<p>Nevertheless, the music played on through the still forest night; and +nevertheless, the child grew and throve.</p> + +<p>The tribe of Taric abode in the Liebana or in the adjacent country along +the banks of the Deva during the space of four years and more, scarcely +losing in that time the sight, either from near or far, of the rosy +peaks of the Europa.</p> + +<p>He did not abide with them; he quarreled with them violently concerning +some division of a capture of wine-skins, and went on his own way to +distant provinces and cities; to the gambling and roystering, the +woman-fooling and the bull-fighting, that this soul lusted after always.</p> + +<p>His daughter he left to dwell in the tent of Zarâ, and under the defense +of Phratos.</p> + +<p>Once or twice, in sojourns of a night or two among his own people, as +the young creature grew in stature and strength, Taric had glanced at +her, and called her to him, and felt the litheness of her limbs and the +weight of her hair, and laughed as he thrust her from him, thinking, in +time to come, she—who would know nothing of her mother's dead God on +the cross, and of her mother's idle, weak scruples—might bring him a +fair provision in his years of age, when his hand should have lost its +weight against men and his form its goodliness in the sight of women.</p> + +<p>Once or twice he had given her a kick of his foot, or blow with his +leathern whip, when she crawled in the grass too near his path, or lay +asleep in the sun as he chanced to pass by her.</p> + +<p>Otherwise he had naught to do with her, absent or present; otherwise he +left her to chance and the devil, who were, as he said, according to the +Christians, the natural patrons and sponsors of all love-children. +Chance and the Devil, however, had not wholly their way in the Liebana; +for besides them there was Phratos.</p> + +<p>Phratos never abandoned her.</p> + +<p>Under the wolfskin and pineboughs of Zarâ's tent there was misery very +often.</p> + +<p>Zarâ had a fresh son born to her with each succeeding year; and having a +besotted love for her own offspring, had little but indifference and +blows for the stranger who shared their bed and food. Her children, +brown and curly, naked and strong, fought one another like panther cubs, +and rode in a cluster like red mountain-ash berries in the sheepskin +round her waist, and drank by turns out of the pitcher of broth, and +slept all together on dry ferns and mosses, rolled in warm balls one in +another like young bears.</p> + +<p>But the child who had no affinity with them, who was not even wholly of +their tribe, but had in her what they deemed the taint of gentile blood, +was not allowed to gnaw her bare bone or her ripe fig in peace if they +wished for it; was never carried with them in the sheepskin nest, but +left to totter after in the dust or mud as best she might; was forced to +wait for the leavings in the pitcher, or go without if leavings there +were none; and was kicked away by the sturdy limbs of these young males +when she tried to creep for warmth's sake in among them on their fern +bed. But she minded all this little; since in the Liebana there was +Phratos.</p> + +<p>Phratos was always good to her. The prayer which those piteous dead eyes +had made he always answered. He had always pity for the child.</p> + +<p>Many a time, but for his remembrance, she would have starved outright or +died of cold in those wild winters when the tribe huddled together in +the caverns of the limestone, and the snow-drifts were driven up by the +northern winds and blocked them there for many days. Many a time but for +his aid she would have dropped on their march and been left to perish as +she might on the long sunburnt roads, in the arid midsummers, when the +gypsies plodded on their dusty way through the sinuous windings of +hillside paths and along the rough stones of dried-up water-courses, in +gorges and passages known alone to them and the wild deer.</p> + +<p>When her throat was parched with the torment of long thirst, it was he +who raised her to drink from the rill in the rock, high above, to which +the mothers lifted their eager children, leaving her to gasp and gaze +unpitied. When she was driven away from the noonday meal by the hungry +and clamorous youngsters, who would admit no share of their partridge +broth and stewed lentils, it was he who bruised the maize between stones +for her eating, and gathered for her the wild fruit of the quince and +the mulberry.</p> + +<p>When the sons of Zarâ had kicked and bruised and spurned her from the +tent, he would lead her away to some shadowy place where the leaves grew +thickly, and play to her such glad and buoyant tunes that the laughter +seemed to bubble from the listening brooks and ripple among the swinging +boughs, and make the wild hare skip with joy, and draw the timid lizard +from his hole to frolic. And when the way was long, and the stony paths +cruel to her little bare feet, he would carry her aloft on his misshapen +shoulders, where his old viol always traveled; and would beguile the +steep way with a thousand quaint, soft, grotesque conceits of all the +flowers and leaves and birds and animals: talking rather to himself than +her, yet talking with a tender fancifulness, half humor and half +pathos, that soothed her tired senses like a lullaby. Hence it came to +pass that the sole creature whom she loved and who had pity for her was +the uncouth, crippled, gay, sad, gentle, dauntless creature whom his +tribe had always held half wittol and half seer.</p> + +<p>Thus the life in the hills of the Liebana went on till the child of +Taric had entered her sixth year.</p> + +<p>She had both beauty and grace; she had the old Moresco loveliness in its +higher type; she was fleet as the roe, strong as the young izard, wild +as the wood-partridge on the wing; she had grace of limb from the +postures and dances with which she taught herself to keep time to the +fantastic music of the viol; she was shy and sullen, fierce and savage, +to all save himself, for the hand of every other was against her; but to +him, she was docile as the dove to the hand that feeds it. He had given +her a string of bright sequins to hang on her hair, and when the +peasants of the mountains and valleys saw her by the edge of some green +woodland pool, whirling by moonlight to the sound of his melodies, they +took her to be some unearthly spirit, and told wonderful things over +their garlic of the elf crowned with stars they had seen dancing on a +round lotos-leaf in the hush of the night.</p> + +<p>In the Liebana she was beaten often, hungry almost always, cursed +fiercely, driven away by the mothers, mocked and flouted by the +children; and this taught her silence and ferocity. Yet in the Liebana +she was happy, for one creature loved her, and she was free—free to lie +in the long grass, to bathe in the still pools, to watch the wild things +of the woods, to wander ankle-deep in forest blossoms, to sleep under +the rocking of pines, to run against the sweet force of the wind, to +climb the trees and swing cradled in leaves, and to look far away at the +snow on the mountains, and to dream, and to love, and to be content in +dreaming and loving, their mystical glory that awoke with the sun.</p> + +<p>One day in the red autumn, Taric came; he had been wholly absent more +than two years.</p> + +<p>He was superb to the sight still, with matchless splendor of face and +form, but his carriage was more reckless and disordered than ever, and +in his gemlike and night-black eyes, there was a look of cunning and of +subtle ferocity new to them.</p> + +<p>His life had gone hardly with him, and to the indolence, the passions, +the rapacity, the slothful sensuality of the gypsy—who had retained all +the vices of his race whilst losing the virtues of simplicity in living, +and of endurance under hardship—the gall of a sharp poverty had become +unendurable: and to live without dice, and women, and wine, and boastful +brawling, seemed to him to be worse than any death.</p> + +<p>The day he returned, they were still camped in the Liebana; in one of +its narrow gorges, overhung with a thick growth of trees, and coursed +through by a headlong hill-stream that spread itself into darkling +breadths and leafy pools, in which the fish were astir under great snowy +lilies and a tangled web of water-plants.</p> + +<p>He strode into the midst of them, as they sat round their camp-fire lit +beneath a shelf of rock, as his wont was; and was welcomed, and fed, and +plied with such as they had, with that mixture of sullen respect and +incurable attachment which his tribe preserved, through all their +quarrels, for this, the finest and the fiercest, the most fickle and the +most faithless, of them all.</p> + +<p>He gorged himself, and drank, and said little.</p> + +<p>When the meal was done, the young of the tribe scattered themselves in +the red evening light under the great walnuts; some at feud, some at +play.</p> + +<p>"Which is mine?" he asked, surveying the children. They showed her to +him. The sequins were round her head; she swung on a bough of ash; the +pool beneath mirrored her; she was singing as children sing, without +words, yet musically and gladly, catching at the fireflies that danced +above her in the leaves.</p> + +<p>"Can she dance?" he asked lazily of them.</p> + +<p>"In her own fashion,—as a flower in the wind," Phratos answered him, +with a smile; and, willing to woo for her the good graces of her father, +he slung his viol off his shoulders and tuned it, and beckoned the +child.</p> + +<p>She came, knowing nothing who Taric was; he was only to her a +fierce-eyed man like the rest, who would beat her, most likely, if she +stood between him and the sun, or overturned by mischance his horn of +liquor.</p> + +<p>Phratos played, and all the gypsy children, as their wont was, danced.</p> + +<p>But she danced all alone, and with a grace and a fire that surpassed +theirs. She was only a baby still; she had only her quick ear to guide +her, and her only teacher was such inborn instinct as makes the birds +sing and the young kids gambol.</p> + +<p>Yet she danced with a wondrous subtlety and intensity of ardor beyond +her years; her small brown limbs glancing like bronze in the fire-glow, +the sequins flashing in her flying hair, and her form flung high in air, +like a bird on the wing, or a leaf on the wind; never still, never +ceasing to dart, and to leap, and to whirl, and to sway, yet always with +a sweet dreamy indolence, even in her fiery unrest.</p> + +<p>Taric watched her under his bent brow until the music ceased, and she +dropped on the grass spent and panting like a swallow after a long ocean +flight.</p> + +<p>"She will do," he muttered.</p> + +<p>"What is it you mean with the child?" some women asked.</p> + +<p>Taric laughed.</p> + +<p>"The little vermin is good for a gold piece or two," he answered.</p> + +<p>Phratos said nothing, but he heard.</p> + +<p>After awhile the camp was still; the gypsies slept. Two or three of +their men went out to try and harry cattle by the light of the moon if +they should be in luck; two others went forth to set snares for the wood +partridges and rabbits; the rest slumbered soundly, the dogs curled to a +watching sleep of vigilant guard in their midst.</p> + +<p>Taric alone sat by the dying fire. When all was very quiet, and the +stars were clear in midnight skies, the woman Zarâ stole out of her tent +to him.</p> + +<p>"You signed to me," she said to him in a low voice. "You want the child +killed?"</p> + +<p>Taric showed his white teeth like a wolf.</p> + +<p>"Not I; what should I gain?"</p> + +<p>"What is it you want, then, with her?"</p> + +<p>"I mean to take her, that is all. See here—a month ago, on the other +side of the mountains, I met a fantoccini player. It was at a wineshop, +hard by Luzarches. He had a woman-child with him who danced to his +music, and whom the people praised for her beauty, and who anticked like +a dancing-dog, and who made a great deal of silver. We got friends, he +and I. At the week's end the brat died: some sickness of the throat, +they said. Her master tore his hair and raved; the little wretch was +worth handfuls of coin to him. For such another he would give twelve +gold pieces. He shall have her. She will dance for him and me; there is +plenty to be made in that way. The women are fools over a handsome +child; they open their larders and their purses. I shall take her away +before sunrise; he says he teaches them in seven days, by starving and +giving the stick. She will dance while she is a child. Later on—there +are the theaters; she will be strong and handsome, and in the great +cities, now, a woman's comeliness is as a mine of gold ore. I shall take +her away by sunrise."</p> + +<p>"To sell her?"</p> + +<p>The hard fierce heart of Zarâ rebelled against him; she had no +tenderness save for her own offspring, and she had maltreated the stray +child many a time; yet the proud liberty and the savage chastity of her +race were roused against him by his words.</p> + +<p>Taric laughed again.</p> + +<p>"Surely; why not? I will make a dancing-dog of her for the peasants' +pastime; and in time she will make dancing-dogs of the nobles and the +princes for her own sport. It is a brave life—none better."</p> + +<p>The gypsy woman stood, astonished and irresolute. If he had flung his +child in the river, or thrown her off a rock, he would have less +offended the instincts and prejudices of her clan.</p> + +<p>"What will Phratos say?" she asked at length.</p> + +<p>"Phratos? A rotten fig for Phratos! What can he say—or do? The little +beast is mine; I can wring its neck if I choose, and if it refuse to +pipe when we play for it, I will."</p> + +<p>The woman sought in vain to dissuade him; he was inflexible. She left +him at last, telling herself that it was no business of hers. He had a +right to do what he chose with his own. So went and lay down among her +brown-faced boys, and was indifferent, and slept.</p> + +<p>Taric likewise slept, upon a pile of moss under the ledge of the rock, +lulled by the heat of the fire, which, ere lying down, he had fed with +fresh boughs of resinous wood.</p> + +<p>When all was quite still, and his deep quiet breathing told that his +slumber was one not easily broken, a man softly rose from the ground and +threw off a mass of dead leaves that had covered him, and stood erect, a +dark, strange, misshapen figure, in the moonlight: it was Phratos.</p> + +<p>He had heard, and understood all that Taric meant for the present and +the future of the child: and he knew that when Taric vowed to do a thing +for his own gain, it were easier to uproot the chain of the Europa than +to turn him aside from his purpose.</p> + +<p>"It was my doing!" said Phratos to himself bitterly, as he stood there, +and his heart was sick and sore in him, as with self-reproach for a +crime.</p> + +<p>He thought awhile, standing still in the hush of the midnight; then he +went softly, with a footfall that did not waken a dog, and lifted up the +skins of Zarâ's tent as they hung over the fir-poles. The moonbeams +slanting through the foliage strayed in, and showed him the woman, +sleeping among her rosy robust children, like a mastiff with her litter +of tawny pups; and away from them, on the bare ground closer to the +entrance, the slumbering form of the young daughter of Taric.</p> + +<p>She woke as he touched her, opening bright bewildered eyes.</p> + +<p>"Hush! it is I, Phratos," he murmured over her, and the stifled cry died +on her lips.</p> + +<p>He lifted her up in his arms and left the tent with her, and dropped the +curtain of sheepskin, and went out into the clear, crisp, autumn night. +Her eyes had closed again, and her head had sunk on his shoulder heavy +with sleep; she had not tried to keep awake one moment after knowing +that it was Phratos who had come for her; she loved him, and in his hold +feared nothing.</p> + +<p>Taric lay on the ledge of the rock, deaf with the torpor of a +half-drunken slumber, dreaming gloomily; his hand playing in his dreams +with the knife that was thrust in his waistband.</p> + +<p>Phratos stepped gently past him, and through the outstretched forms of +the dogs and men, and across the died-out embers of the fire, over which +the emptied soup-kettle still swung, as the night-breeze blew to and fro +its chain. No one heard him.</p> + +<p>He went out from their circle and down the path of the gorge in silence, +carrying the child. She was folded in a piece of sheepskin, and in her +hair there were still the sequins. They glittered in the white light as +he went; as the wind blew, it touched the chords of the viol on his +shoulder, and struck a faint, musical, sighing sound from them.</p> + +<p>"Is it morning?" the child murmured, half asleep.</p> + +<p>"No, dear; it is night," he answered her, and she was content and slept +again—the strings of the viol sending a soft whisper in her drowsy ear, +each time that the breeze arose and swept across them.</p> + +<p>When the morning came it found him far on his road, leaving behind him +the Liebana.</p> + +<p>There followed a bright month of autumn weather. The child was happy as +she had never been.</p> + +<p>They moved on continually through the plains and the fields, the hills +and the woods, the hamlets and the cities; but she and the viol were +never weary. They rode aloft whilst he toiled on. Yet neither was he +weary, for the viol murmured in the wind, and the child laughed in the +sunshine.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2>CHAPTER V.</h2> + + +<p>It was late in the year.</p> + +<p>The earth and sky were a blaze of russet and purple, and scarlet and +gold. The air was keen and swift, and strong like wine. A summer +fragrance blended with a winter frost. The grape harvest had been +gathered in, and had been plentiful, and the people were liberal and of +good humor.</p> + +<p>Sometimes before a wineshop or beneath a balcony, or in a broad +market-square at evening, Phratos played; and the silver and copper +coins were dropped fast to him. When he had enough by him to get a crust +for himself, and milk and fruit for her, he did not pause to play, but +moved on resolutely all the day, resting at night only.</p> + +<p>He bought her a little garment of red foxes' furs; her head and her feet +were bare. She bathed in clear running waters, and slept in a nest of +hay. She saw vast towers, and wondrous spires, and strange piles of wood +and stone, and rivers spanned by arches, and great forests half +leafless, and plains red in stormy sunset light, and towns that lay hid +in soft gold mists of vapor; and saw all these as in a dream, herself +borne high in air, wrapped warm in fur, and lulled by the sweet familiar +fraternity of the old viol. She asked no questions, she was content, +like a mole or a dormouse; she was not beaten or mocked, she was never +hungry nor cold; no one cursed her, and she was with Phratos.</p> + +<p>It takes time to go on foot across a great country, and Phratos was +nearly always on foot.</p> + +<p>Now and then he gave a coin or two, or a tune or two, for a lift on some +straw-laden wagon, or some mule-cart full of pottery or of vegetables, +that was crawling on its slow way through the plains of the marshy +lands, or the poplar-lined leagues of the public highways. But as a rule +he plodded on by himself, shunning the people of his own race, and +shunned in return by the ordinary populace of the places through which +he traveled. For they knew him to be a Spanish gypsy by his skin and his +garb and his language, and by the starry-eyed Arab-faced child who ran +by his side in her red fur and her flashing sequins.</p> + +<p>"There is a curse written against all honest folk on every one of those +shaking coins," the peasants muttered as she passed them.</p> + +<p>She did not comprehend their sayings, for she knew none but her gypsy +tongue, and that only very imperfectly; but she knew by their glance +that they meant that she was something evil; and she gripped tighter +Phratos's hand—half terrified, half triumphant.</p> + +<p>The weather grew colder and the ground harder. The golden and scarlet +glories of the south and of the west, their red leafage and purple +flowers, gorgeous sunsets and leaping waters, gave place to the level +pastures, pale skies, leafless woods, and dim gray tints of the +northerly lands.</p> + +<p>The frosts became sharp, and mists that came from unseen seas enveloped +them. There were marvelous old towns; cathedral spires that arose, +ethereal as vapor; still dusky cities, aged with many centuries, that +seemed to sleep eternally in the watery halo of the fog; green +cultivated hills, from whose smooth brows the earth-touching clouds +seemed never to lift themselves; straight sluggish streams, that flowed +with leisurely laziness through broad flat meadow-lands, white with snow +and obscure with vapor. These were for what they exchanged the pomp of +dying foliage, the glory of crimson fruits, the fierce rush of the +mistral, the odors of the nowel-born violets, the fantastic shapes of +the aloes and olives raising their dark spears and their silvery network +against the amber fires of a winter dawn in the rich southwest.</p> + +<p>The child was chilled, oppressed, vaguely awestruck, and disquieted; but +she said nothing; Phratos was there and the viol.</p> + +<p>She missed the red forests and the leaping torrents, and the prickly +fruits, and the smell of the violets and the vineyards, and the wild +shapes of the cactus, and the old myrtles that were hoary and contorted +with age. But she did not complain nor ask any questions; she had +supreme faith in Phratos.</p> + +<p>One night, at the close of a black day in midwinter, the sharpest and +hardest in cold that they had ever encountered, they passed through a +little town whose roadways were mostly canals, and whose spires and +roofs and pinnacles and turrets and towers were all beautiful with the +poetry and the majesty of a long-perished age.</p> + +<p>The day had been bitter; there was snow everywhere; great blocks of ice +choked up the water; the belfry chimes rang shrilly through the rarefied +air; the few folks that were astir were wrapped in wool or sheepskin; +through the casements there glowed the ruddy flush of burning logs; and +the muffled watchmen passing to and fro in antique custom on their +rounds called out, under the closed houses, that it was eight of the +night in a heavy snowstorm.</p> + +<p>Phratos paused in the town at an old hostelry to give the child a hot +drink of milk and a roll of rye bread. There he asked the way to the +wood and the mill of Yprès.</p> + +<p>They told it him sullenly and suspiciously: since for a wild gypsy of +Spain the shrewd, thrifty, plain people of the north had no liking.</p> + +<p>He thanked them, and went on his way, out of the barriers of the little +town along a road by the river towards the country.</p> + +<p>"Art thou cold, dear?" he asked her, with more tenderness than common in +his voice.</p> + +<p>The child shivered under her little fur-skin, which would not keep out +the searching of the hurricane and the driving of the snowflakes; but +she drew her breath quickly, and answered him, "No."</p> + +<p>They came to a little wood, leafless and black in the gloomy night; a +dead crow swung in their faces on a swaying pear-tree; the roar of the +mill-stream loudly filled what otherwise would have been an intense +silence.</p> + +<p>He made his way in by a little wicket, through an orchard and through a +garden, and so to the front of the mill-house. The shutters were not +closed; through the driving of the snow he could see within. It looked +to him—a houseless wanderer from his youth up—strangely warm and safe +and still.</p> + +<p>An old man sat on one side of the wide hearth; an old woman, who span, +on the other; the spinning-wheel turned, the thread flew, the logs +smoked and flamed, the red glow played on the blue and white tiles of +the chimney-place, and danced on the pewter and brass on the shelves; +from the rafters there hung smoked meats and dried herbs and strings of +onions; there was a crucifix, and below it a little Nativity, in wax and +carved wood.</p> + +<p>He could not tell that the goodly stores were only gathered there to be +sold later at famine prices to a starving peasantry; he could not tell +that the wooden god was only worshiped in a blind, bigoted, brutal +selfishness, that desired to save its own soul, and to leave all other +souls in eternal damnation.</p> + +<p>He could not tell; he only saw old age and warmth and comfort; and what +the people who hooted him as a heathen called the religion of Love.</p> + +<p>"They will surely be good to her?" he thought. "Old people, and +prosperous, and alone by their fireside."</p> + +<p>It seemed that they must be so.</p> + +<p>Anyway, there was no other means to save her from Taric.</p> + +<p>His heart was sore within him, for he had grown to love the child; and +to the vagrant instincts of his race the life of the house and of the +hearth seemed like the life of the cage for the bird. Yet Phratos, who +was not altogether as his own people were, but had thought much and +often in his own wild way, knew that such a life was the best for a +woman-child,—and, above all, for a woman-child who had such a sire as +Taric.</p> + +<p>To keep her with himself was impossible. He had always dwelt with his +tribe, having no life apart from theirs; and even if he had left them, +wherever he had wandered, there would Taric have followed, and found +him, and claimed the child by his right of blood. There was no other way +to secure her from present misery and future shame, save only this; to +place her with her mother's people.</p> + +<p>She stood beside him, still and silent, gazing through the snowflakes at +the warmth of the mill-kitchen within.</p> + +<p>He stooped over her, and pushed between her fur garment and her skin the +letter he had found on the breast of the dead woman in the Liebana.</p> + +<p>"Thou wilt go in there to the old man yonder, and sleep by that pleasant +fire to-night," he murmured to her. "And thou wilt be good and gentle, +and even as thou art to me always; and to-morrow at noontide I will come +and see how it fares with thee."</p> + +<p>Her small hands tightened upon his.</p> + +<p>"I will not go without thee," she muttered in the broken tongue of the +gypsy children.</p> + +<p>There were food and milk, fire and shelter, safety from the night and +the storm there, she saw; but these were naught to her without Phratos. +She struggled against her fate as the young bird struggles against being +thrust into the cage,—not knowing what captivity means, and yet afraid +of it and rebelling by instinct.</p> + +<p>He took her up in his arms, and pressed her close to him, and for the +first time kissed her. For Phratos, though tender to her, had no woman's +foolishness, but had taught her to be hardy and strong, and to look for +neither caresses nor compassion—knowing well that to the love-child of +Taric in her future years the first could only mean shame, and the last +could only mean alms, which would be shame likewise.</p> + +<p>"Go, dear," he said softly to her; and then he struck with his staff on +the wooden door, and, lifting its latch, unclosed it; and thrust the +child forward, ere she could resist, into the darkness of the low +entrance-place.</p> + +<p>Then he turned and went swiftly himself through the orchard and wood +into the gloom and the storm of the night.</p> + +<p>He knew that to show himself to a northern householder were to do her +evil and hurt; for between the wanderer of the Spanish forests and the +peasant of the Norman pastures there could be only defiance, mistrust, +and disdain.</p> + +<p>"I will see how it is with her to-morrow," he said to himself as he +faced again the wind and the sleet. "If it be well with her—let it be +well. If not, she must come forth with me, and we must seek some lair +where her wolf-sire shall not prowl and discover her. But it will be +hard to find; for the vengeance of Taric is swift of foot and has a +far-stretching hand and eyes that are sleepless."</p> + +<p>And his heart was heavy in him as he went. He had done what seemed to +him just and due to the child and her mother; he had been true to the +vow he had made answering the mute prayer of the sightless dead eyes; he +had saved the flesh of the child from the whip of the trainer, and the +future of the child from the shame of the brothel; he had done thus much +in saving her from her father, and he had done it in the only way that +was possible to him.</p> + +<p>Yet his heart was heavy as he went; and it seemed to him even as though +he had thrust some mountain-bird with pinions that would cleave the +clouds, and eyes that would seek the sun, and a song that would rise +with the dawn, and a courage that would breast the thunder, down into +the darkness of a trap, to be shorn and crippled and silenced for +evermore.</p> + +<p>"I will see her to-morrow," he told himself; restless with a vague +remorse, as though the good he had done had been evil.</p> + +<p>But when the morrow dawned there had happened that to Phratos which +forbade him to see whether it were well with her that day or any day in +all the many years that came.</p> + +<p>For Phratos that night, being blinded and shrouded in the storm of snow, +lost such slender knowledge as he had of that northern country, and +wandered far afield, not knowing where he was in the wide white desert, +on which no single star-ray shone.</p> + +<p>The violence of the storm grew with the hours. The land was a sheet of +snow. The plains were dim and trackless as a desert. Sheep were frozen +in their folds, and cattle drowned amidst the ice in the darkness. All +lights were out, and the warning peals of the bells were drowned in the +tempest of the winds.</p> + +<p>The land was strange to him, and he lost all knowledge where he was. +Above, beneath, around, were the dense white rolling clouds of snow. +Now and then through the tumult of the hurricane there was blown a +strange harsh burst of jangled chimes that wailed a moment loudly on the +silence and then died again.</p> + +<p>At many doors he knocked: the doors of little lonely places standing in +the great colorless waste.</p> + +<p>But each door, being opened cautiously, was with haste shut in his face +again.</p> + +<p>"It is a gypsy," the people muttered, and were afraid; and they drew +their bars closer and huddled together in their beds, and thanked their +saints that they were safe beneath a roof.</p> + +<p>He wrapped his sheepskin closer round him and set his face against the +blast.</p> + +<p>A hundred times he strove to set his steps backwards to the town, and a +hundred times he failed; and moved only round and round vainly, never +escaping the maze of the endless white fields.</p> + +<p>Now the night was long, and he was weakly.</p> + +<p>In the midst of the fields there was a cross, and at the head of the +cross hung a lantern. The wind tossed the light to and fro. It flickered +on the head of a woman. She lay in the snow, and her hand grasped his +foot as he passed her.</p> + +<p>"I am dead," she said to him: "dead of hunger But the lad lives—save +him."</p> + +<p>And as she spoke, her lips closed together, her throat rattled, and she +died.</p> + +<p>The boy slept at her feet, and babbled in his sleep, delirious.</p> + +<p>Phratos stooped down and raised him. He was a child of eight years, and +worn with famine and fever, and his gaunt eyes stared hideously up at +the driving snow.</p> + +<p>Phratos folded him in his arms, and went on with him: the snow had +nearly covered the body of his mother.</p> + +<p>All around were the fields. There was no light, except from the lantern +on the cross. A few sheep huddled near without a shepherd. The stillness +was intense. The bells had ceased to ring or he had wandered far from +the sound of them.</p> + +<p>The lad was senseless; he muttered drearily foolish words of fever; his +limbs hung in a dead weight; his teeth chattered. Phratos, bearing him, +struggled on: the snow was deep and drifted heavily; every now and then +he stumbled and plunged to his knees in a rift of earth or in a shallow +pool of ice.</p> + +<p>At last his strength, feeble at all times, failed him; his arms could +bear their burden no longer; he let the young boy slip from his hold +upon the ground; and stood, breathless and broken, with the snowflakes +beating on him.</p> + +<p>"The woman trusted me," he thought; she was a stranger, she was a +beggar, she was dead. She had no bond upon him. Neither could she ever +bear witness against him. Yet he was loyal to her.</p> + +<p>He unwound the sheepskin that he wore, and stripped himself of it and +folded it about the sick child, and with a slow laborious effort drew +the little body away under the frail shelter of a knot of furze, and +wrapped it closely round, and left it there.</p> + +<p>It was all that he could do.</p> + +<p>Then, with no defense between him and the driving cold, he strove once +more to find his road.</p> + +<p>It was quite dark; quite still.</p> + +<p>The snow fell ceaselessly; the white wide land was patchless as the sea.</p> + +<p>He stumbled on, as a mule may which being blind and bruised yet holds +its way from the sheer instinct of its sad dumb patience. His veins were +frozen; his beard was ice; the wind cut his flesh like a scourge; a +sickly dreamy sleepiness stole on him.</p> + +<p>He knew well what it meant.</p> + +<p>He tried to rouse himself; he was young, and his life had its sweetness; +and there were faces he would fain have seen again, and voices whose +laughter he would fain have heard.</p> + +<p>He drew the viol round and touched its strings; but his frozen fingers +had lost their cunning, and the soul of the music was chilled and dumb: +it only sighed in answer.</p> + +<p>He kissed it softly as he would have kissed a woman's lips, and put it +in his bosom. It had all his youth in it.</p> + +<p>Then he stumbled onward yet again, feebly, being a cripple, and cold to +the bone, and pierced with a million thorns of pain.</p> + +<p>There was no light anywhere.</p> + +<p>The endless wilderness of the white plowed lands stretched all around +him; where the little hamlets clustered the storm hid them; no light +could penetrate the denseness of that changeless gloom; and the only +sound that rose upon the ghastly silence was the moaning of some +perishing flock locked in a flood of ice, and deserted by its shepherd.</p> + +<p>But what he saw and what he heard were not these going barefoot and +blindfold to his death, the things of his own land were with him; the +golden glories of sunsets of paradise; the scarlet blaze of a wilderness +of flowers; the sound of the fountains at midnight; the glancing of the +swift feet in the dances; the sweetness of songs sad as death sung in +the desolate courts of old palaces; the deep dreamy hush of white moons +shining through lines of palms straight on a silvery sea.</p> + +<p>These arose and drifted before him, and he ceased to suffer or to know, +and sleep conquered him; he dropped down on the white earth noiselessly +and powerlessly as a leaf sinks; the snow fell and covered him.</p> + +<p>When the morning broke, a peasant, going to his labor in the fields, +while the stormy winter sun rose red over the whitened world, found both +his body and the child's.</p> + +<p>The boy was warm and living still beneath the shelter of the sheepskin: +Phratos was dead.</p> + +<p>The people succored the child, and nursed and fed him so that his life +was saved; but to Phratos they only gave such burial as the corby gives +the stricken deer.</p> + +<p>"It is only a gypsy; let him lie," they said; and they left him there, +and the snow kept him.</p> + +<p>His viol they robbed him of, and cast it as a plaything to their +children.</p> + +<p>But the children could make no melody from its dumb strings. For the +viol was faithful; and its music was dead too.</p> + +<p>And his own land and his own people knew him never again; and never +again at evening was the voice of his viol heard in the stillness, and +never again did the young men and maidens dance to his bidding, and the +tears and the laughter rise and fall at his will, and the beasts and the +birds frisk and sing at his coming, and the children in his footsteps +cry, "Lo, it is summer, since Phratos is here!"</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2>BOOK II.</h2> + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> + +<h2>CHAPTER I.</h2> + + +<p>The hottest sun of a hot summer shone on a straight white dusty road.</p> + +<p>An old man was breaking stones by the wayside; he was very old, very +bent, very lean, worn by nigh a hundred years if he had been worn by +one; but he struck yet with a will, and the flints flew in a thousand +pieces under his hammer, as though the youth and the force of nineteen +years instead of ninety were at work on them.</p> + +<p>When the noon bell rang from a little odd straight steeple, with a +slanting roof, that peered out of the trees to the westward, he laid his +hammer aside, took off his brass-plated cap, wiped his forehead of its +heat and dust, sat down on his pile of stones, took out a hard black +crust and munched with teeth that were still strong and wiry.</p> + +<p>The noontide was very quiet; the heat was intense, for there had been no +rainfall for several weeks; there was one lark singing high up in the +air, with its little breast lifted to the sun; but all the other birds +were mute and invisible, doubtless hidden safely in some delicious +shadow, swinging drowsily on tufts of linden bloom, or underneath the +roofing of broad chestnut leaves.</p> + +<p>The road on either side was lined by the straight forms of endless +poplars, standing side by side in sentinel. The fields were all ablaze +around on every side with the gold of ripening corn or mustard, and the +scarlet flame of innumerable poppies.</p> + +<p>Here and there they were broken by some little house, white or black, or +painted in bright colors, which lifted up among its leaves a little +tower like a sugar-loaf, or a black gable, and a pointed arch beneath +it. Now and then they were divided by rows of trees standing breathless +in the heat, or breadths of apple orchards, some with fruits ruby red, +some with fruits as yet green as their foliage.</p> + +<p>Through it all the river ran, silver in the light, with shallow fords, +where the deep-flanked bullocks drank; and ever and anon an ancient +picturesque bridge of wood, time-bronzed and moss-imbedded.</p> + +<p>The old man did not look round once; he had been on these roads a score +of years; the place had to him the monotony and colorlessness which all +long familiar scenes wear to the eyes that are weary of them.</p> + +<p>He was ninety-five; he had to labor for his living; he ate black bread; +he had no living kith or kin; no friend save in the mighty legion of the +dead; he sat in the scorch of the sun; he hated the earth and the sky, +the air and the landscape: why not?</p> + +<p>They had no loveliness for him; he only knew that the flies stung him, +and that the red ants could crawl through the holes in his shoes, and +bite him sharply with their little piercing teeth.</p> + +<p>He sat in such scanty shade as the tall lean poplar gave, munching his +hard crusts; he had a fine keen profile and a long white beard that were +cut as sharply as an intaglio against the golden sunlight, in which the +gnats were dancing. His eyes were fastened on the dust as he ate; blue +piercing eyes which had still something of the fire of their youth; and +his lips under the white hair moved a little now and then, half audibly.</p> + +<p>His thoughts were with the long dead years of an unforgotten time—a +time that will be remembered as long as the earth shall circle round the +sun.</p> + +<p>With the present he had nothing to do; he worked to satisfy the +lingering cravings of a body that age seemed to have lost all power to +kill; he worked because he was too much of a man still to beg, and +because suicide looked to his fancy like a weakness. But life for all +that was over with him; life in the years of his boyhood had been a +thing so splendid, so terrible, so drunken, so divine, so tragic, so +intense, that the world seemed now to him to have grown pale and gray +and pulseless, with no sap in its vines, no hue in its suns, no blood in +its humanity.</p> + +<p>For his memory held the days of Thermidor; the weeks of the White +Terror; the winter dawn, when the drums rolled out a King's threnody; +the summer nights, when all the throats of Paris cried "Marengo!"</p> + +<p>He had lived in the wondrous awe of that abundant time when every hour +was an agony or a victory, when every woman was a martyr or a bacchanal; +when the same scythe that had severed the flowering grasses, served also +to cleave the fair breasts of the mother, the tender throat of the +child; when the ground was purple with the blue blood of men as with the +juices of out-trodden grapes, and when the waters were white with the +bodies of virgins as with the moon-fed lilies of summer. And now he sat +here by the wayside in the dust and the sun, only feeling the sting of +the fly and the bite of the ant; and the world seemed dead to him, +because so long ago, though his body still lived on, his soul had cursed +God and died.</p> + +<p>Through the golden motes of the dancing air and of the quivering +sunbeams, whilst high above the lark sang on, there came along the road +a girl.</p> + +<p>She was bare-footed, and bare-throated, lithe of movement, and straight +and supple as one who passed her life on the open lands and was abroad +in all changes of the weather. She walked with the free and fearless +measure of the countrywomen of Rome or the desert-born women of Nubia; +she had barely completed her sixteenth year, but her bosom and limbs +were full and firm, and moulded with almost all the luxuriant splendor +of maturity; her head was not covered after the fashion of the country, +but had a scarlet kerchief wound about. On it she bore a flat basket, +filled high with fruits and herbs and flowers; a mass of color and of +blossom, through which her dark level brows and her great eyes, +blue-black as a tempestuous night, looked out, set straight against the +sun.</p> + +<p>She came on, treading down the dust with her long and slender feet, that +were such feet as a sculptor would give to his Cleopatra or his Phryne. +Her face was grave, shadowed, even fierce; and her mouth, though scarlet +as a berry and full and curled, had its lips pressed close on one +another, like the lips of one who has long kept silence, and may keep +it—until death.</p> + +<p>As she saw the old man her eyes changed and lightened with a smile which +for the moment banished all the gloom and savage patience from her eyes, +and made them mellow and lustrous as a southern sun.</p> + +<p>She paused before him, and spoke, showing her beautiful white teeth, +small and even, like rows of cowry shells.</p> + +<p>"You are well, Marcellin?"</p> + +<p>The old man started, and looked up with a certain gladness on his own +keen visage, which had lost all expression save such as an intense and +absorbed retrospection will lend.</p> + +<p>"Fool!" he made answer, harshly yet not unkindly. "When will you know +that so long as an old man lives so long it cannot be 'well' with him?"</p> + +<p>"Need one be a man, or old, to answer so?"</p> + +<p>She spoke in the accent and the language of the province, but with a +voice rich and pure and cold; not the voice of the north, or of any +peasantry.</p> + +<p>She put her basket down from off her head, and leaned against the trunk +of the poplar beside him, crossing her arms upon her bare chest.</p> + +<p>"To the young everything is possible; to the old nothing," he said +curtly.</p> + +<p>Her eyes gleamed with a thirsty longing; she made him no reply.</p> + +<p>He broke off half his dry bread and tendered it to her. She shook her +head and motioned it away; yet she was as sharp-hungered as any hawk +that has hunted all through the night and the woods, and has killed +nothing. The growing life, the superb strength, the lofty stature of her +made her need constant nourishment, as young trees need it; and she was +fed as scantily as a blind beggar's dog, and less willingly than a +galley-slave.</p> + +<p>The kindly air had fed her richly, strongly, continually; that was all.</p> + +<p>"Possible!" she said slowly, after awhile. "What is 'possible'? I do not +understand."</p> + +<p>The old man, Marcellin, smiled grimly.</p> + +<p>"You see that lark? It soars there, and sings there. It is possible that +a fowler may hide in the grasses; it is possible that it may be shot as +it sings; it is possible that it may have the honor to die in agony, to +grace a rich man's table. You see?"</p> + +<p>She mused a moment; her brain was rapid in intuitive perception, but +barren of all culture; it took her many moments to follow the filmy +track of a metaphorical utterance.</p> + +<p>But by degrees she saw his meaning, and the shadow settled over her face +again.</p> + +<p>"The 'possible,' then, is only—the worse?" she said slowly.</p> + +<p>The old man smiled still grimly.</p> + +<p>"Nay; our friends the priests say there is a 'possible' which will +give—one day—the fowler who kills the lark the wings of the lark, and +the lark's power to sing <i>Laus Deo</i> in heaven. <i>I</i> do not say—they do."</p> + +<p>"The priests!" All the scorn of which her curved lips were capable +curled on them, and a deep hate gathered in her eyes—a hate that was +unfathomable and mute.</p> + +<p>"Then there is no 'possible' for me," she said bitterly, "if so be that +priests hold the gifts of it?"</p> + +<p>Marcellin looked up at her from under his bushy white eyebrows; a glance +fleet and keen as the gleam of blue steel.</p> + +<p>"Yes, there is," he said curtly. "You are a woman-child, and have +beauty: the devil will give you one."</p> + +<p>"Always the devil!" she muttered. There was impatience in her echo of +the words, and yet there was an awe also as of one who uses a name that +is mighty and full of majesty, although familiar.</p> + +<p>"Always the devil!" repeated Marcellin. "For the world is always of +men."</p> + +<p>His meaning this time lay too deep for her, and passed her; she stood +leaning against the poplar, with her head bent and her form motionless +and golden in the sunlight like a statue of bronze.</p> + +<p>"If men be devils they are my brethren," she said suddenly; "why do +they, then, so hate me?"</p> + +<p>The old man stroked his beard.</p> + +<p>"Because Fraternity is Hate. Cain said so; but God would not believe +him."</p> + +<p>She mused over the saying; silent still.</p> + +<p>The lark dropped down from heaven, suddenly falling through the air, +mute. It had been struck by a sparrow-hawk, which flashed back against +the azure of the skies and the white haze of the atmosphere; and which +flew down in the track of the lark, and seized it ere it gained the +shelter of the grass, and bore it away within his talons.</p> + +<p>Marcellin pointed to it with his pipe-stem.</p> + +<p>"You see, there are many forms of the 'possible'——"</p> + +<p>"When it means Death," she added.</p> + +<p>The old man took his pipe back and smoked.</p> + +<p>"Of course. Death is the key-note of creation."</p> + +<p>Again she did not comprehend; a puzzled pain clouded the luster of her +eyes.</p> + +<p>"But the lark praised God—why should it be so dealt with?"</p> + +<p>Marcellin smiled grimly.</p> + +<p>"Abel was praising God; but that did not turn aside the steel."</p> + +<p>She was silent yet again; he had told her that old story of the sons +born of Eve, and the one whom, hearing it, she had understood and pitied +had been Cain.</p> + +<p>At that moment, through the roadway that wound across the meadows and +through the corn lands and the trees, there came in sight a gleam of +scarlet that was not from the poppies, a flash of silver that was not +from the river, a column of smoke that was not from the weeds that +burned on the hillside.</p> + +<p>There came a moving cloud, with a melodious murmur softly rising from +it; a cloud that moved between the high flowering hedges, the tall amber +wheat, the slender poplars, and the fruitful orchards; a cloud that grew +larger and clearer as it drew more near to them, and left the green +water-meadows and the winding field-paths for the great highroad.</p> + +<p>It was a procession of the Church.</p> + +<p>It drew closer and closer by slow imperceptible degrees, until it +approached them; the old man sat upright, not taking his cap from his +head nor his pipe from his mouth; the young girl ceased to lean for rest +against the tree, and stood with her arms crossed on her breast.</p> + +<p>The Church passed them; the gilt crucifix held aloft, the scarlet and +the white of the floating robes catching the sunlight; the silver chains +and the silver censers gleaming, the fresh young voices of the singing +children cleaving the air like a rush of wind; the dark shorn faces of +the priests bowed over open books, the tender sound of little bells +ringing across the low deep monotony of prayer.</p> + +<p>The Church passed them; the dust of the parched road rose up in a +choking mass; the heavy mist of the incense hung darkly on the sunlit +air; the tramp of the many feet startled the birds from their rest, and +pierced through the noonday silence.</p> + +<p>It passed them, and left them behind it; but the fresh leaves were +choked and whitened; the birds were fluttered and affrightened; the old +man coughed, the girl strove to brush the dust motes from her smarting +eyelids.</p> + +<p>"That is the Church!" said the stone-breaker, with a smile. +"Dust—terror—a choked voice—and blinded eyes."</p> + +<p>Now she understood; and her beautiful curled lips laughed mutely.</p> + +<p>The old man rammed some more tobacco into the bowl of his pipe.</p> + +<p>"That is the Church!" he said. "To burn incense and pray for rain, and +to fell the forests that were the rain-makers."</p> + +<p>The procession passed away out of sight, going along the highway and +winding by the course of the river, calling to the bright blue heavens +for rain; whilst the little bells rang and the incense curled and the +priests prayed themselves hoarse, and the peasants toiled footsore, and +the eager steps of the choral children trod the tiny gnat dead in the +grasses and the bright butterfly dead in the dust.</p> + +<p>The priests had cast a severer look from out their down-dropped eyelids; +the children had huddled together, with their voices faltering a +little; and the boy choristers had shot out their lips in gestures of +defiance and opprobrium as they had passed these twain beneath the +wayside trees. For the two were both outcasts.</p> + +<p>"Didst thou see the man that killed the king?" whispered to another one +fair and curly-headed baby, who was holding in the sun her little, +white, silver-fringed banner, and catching the rise and fall of the +sonorous chant as well as she could with her little lisping tones.</p> + +<p>"Didst thou see the daughter of the devil?" muttered to another a +handsome golden-brown boy, who had left his herd untended in the meadow +to don his scarlet robes and to swing about the censer of his village +chapel.</p> + +<p>And they all sang louder, and tossed more incense on high, and marched +more closely together under the rays of the gleaming crucifix as they +went; feeling that they had been beneath the shadow of the powers of +darkness, and that they were purer and holier, and more exalted, because +they had thus passed by in scorn what was accursed with psalms on their +lips, with the cross as their symbol.</p> + +<p>So they went their way through the peaceful country with a glory of +sunbeams about them—through the corn, past the orchards, by the river, +into the heart of the old brown quiet town, and about the foot of the +great cathedral, where they kneeled down in the dust and prayed, then +rose and sang the "Angelus."</p> + +<p>Then the tall dark-visaged priest, who had led them all thither under +the standard of the golden crucifix, lifted his voice alone and implored +God, and exhorted man; implored for rain and all the blessings of +harvest, exhorted to patience and the imitation of God.</p> + +<p>The people were moved and saddened, and listened, smiting their breasts; +and after awhile rising from their knees, many of them in tears, +dispersed and went their ways: muttering to one another:—"We have had +no such harvests as those of old since the man that slew a saint came to +dwell here;" and answering to one another:—"We had never such droughts +as these in the sweet cool weather of old, before the offspring of hell +was among us."</p> + +<p>For the priests had not said to them, "Lo, your mercy is parched as the +earth, and your hearts as the heavens are brazen."</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2>CHAPTER II.</h2> + + +<p>In the days of his youngest youth, in the old drunken days that were +dead, this stone-breaker Marcellin had known such life as it is given to +few men to know—a life of the soul and the senses; a life of storm and +delight; a life mad with blood and with wine; a life of divinest dreams; +a life when women kissed them, and bid them slay; a life when mothers +blessed them and bade them die; a life, strong, awful, splendid, +unutterable; a life seized at its fullest and fiercest and fairest, out +of an air that was death, off an earth that was hell.</p> + +<p>When his cheeks had had a boy's bloom and his curls a boy's gold, he had +seen a nation in delirium; he had been one of the elect of a people; he +had uttered the words that burn, and wrought the acts that live; he had +been of the Thousand of Marsala; and he had been of the avengers of +Thermidor; he had raised his flutelike voice from the tribune, and he +had cast in his vote for the death of a king; passions had been his +playthings, and he had toyed with life as a child with a match; he had +beheld the despised enthroned in power, and desolation left within +king's palaces; he, too, had been fierce, and glad, and cruel, and gay, +and drunken, and proud, as the whole land was; he had seen the white +beauty of princely women bare in the hands of the mob, and the throats +that princes had caressed kissed by the broad steel knife; he had had +his youth in a wondrous time, when all men had been gods or devils, and +all women martyrs or furies.</p> + +<p>And now,—he broke stones to get daily bread, and those who passed him +by cursed him, saying,—</p> + +<p>"This man slew a king."</p> + +<p>For he had outlived his time, and the life that had been golden and red +at its dawn was now gray and pale as the ashes of a fire grown cold; for +in all the list of the world's weary errors there is no mistake so +deadly as age.</p> + +<p>Years before, in such hot summer weather as this against which the +Church had prayed, the old man, going homewards to his cabin amidst the +fields, had met a little child coming straight towards him in the full +crimson glow of the setting sun, and with the flame of the poppies all +around her. He hardly knew why he looked at her; but when he had once +looked his eyes rested there.</p> + +<p>She had the hues of his youth about her; in that blood-red light, among +the blood-red flowers, she made him think of women's forms that he had +seen in all their grace and their voluptuous loveliness clothed in the +red garment of death, and standing on the dusky red of the scaffold, as +the burning mornings of the summers of slaughter had risen over the +land.</p> + +<p>The child was all alone before him in that intense glow as of fire; +above her there was a tawny sky, flushed here and there with purple; +around her stretched the solitary level of the fields burnt yellow as +gold by the long months of heat. There were stripes on her shoulders, +blue and black from the marks of a thong.</p> + +<p>He looked at her, and stopped her, why he hardly knew, except that a +look about her, beaten but yet unsubdued, attracted him. He had seen the +same look in the years of his youth, on the faces of the nobles he +hated.</p> + +<p>"Have you been hurt?" he asked her in his harsh strong voice. She put +her heavy load of fagots down and stared at him.</p> + +<p>"Hurt?" She echoed the word stupidly. No one ever thought she could be +hurt; what was done to her was punishment and justice.</p> + +<p>"Yes. Those stripes—they must be painful?"</p> + +<p>She gave a gesture of assent with her head, but she did not answer.</p> + +<p>"Who beat you?" he pursued.</p> + +<p>A cloud of passion swept over her bent face.</p> + +<p>"Flamma."</p> + +<p>"You were wicked?"</p> + +<p>"They said so."</p> + +<p>"And what do you do when you are beaten?"</p> + +<p>"I shut my mouth."</p> + +<p>"For what?"</p> + +<p>"For fear they should know it hurt me—and be glad."</p> + +<p>Marcellin leaned on his elm stick, and fastened on her his keen, +passionless eyes with a look that, for him who was shamed and was +shunned by all his kind, was almost sympathy.</p> + +<p>"Come to my hut," he said to her. "I know a herb that will take the fret +and the ache out of your bruises."</p> + +<p>The child followed him passively, half stupidly; he was the first +creature that had ever bidden her go with him, and this rough pity of +his was sweet to her, with an amazing incredible balm in it that only +those can know who see raised against them every man's hand, and hear on +their ears the mockery of all the voices of their world. Under reviling +and contempt and constant rejection, she had become savage as a trapped +hawk, wild as an escaped panther; but to him she was obedient and +passive, because he had spoken to her without a taunt and without a +curse, which until now had been the sole two forms of human speech she +had heard. His little hut was in the midst of those spreading +cornfields, set where two pathways crossed each other, and stretched +down the gentle slope of the cultured lands to join the great highway—a +hut of stones and plaited rushes, with a roof of thatch, where the old +republican, hardy of frame and born of a toiling race, dwelt in +solitude, and broke his scanty bitter bread without lament, if without +content.</p> + +<p>He took some leaves of a simple herb that he knew, soaked them with +water, and bound them on her shoulders, not ungainly, though his hand +was so rough with labor, and, as men said, had been so often red with +carnage. Then he gave her a draught of goat's milk, sweet and fresh, +from a wooden bowl; shared with her the dry black crusts that formed his +only evening meal; bestowed on her a gift of a rare old scarlet scarf of +woven wools and Eastern broideries, one of the few relics of his buried +life; lifted the fagots on her back, so that she could carry them with +greater ease; and set her on her homeward way.</p> + +<p>"Come to me again," he said, briefly, as she went across the threshold. +The child bent her head in silence, and kissed his hand quickly and +timidly, like a grateful dog that is amazed to have a caress, and not a +blow.</p> + +<p>"After a forty years' vow I have broken it; I have pitied a human +thing," the old man muttered as he stood in his doorway looking after +her shadow as it passed small and dark across the scarlet light of the +poppies.</p> + +<p>"They call him vile, and they say that he slew men," thought the child, +who had long known his face, though he never had noted hers; and it +seemed to her that all mercy lay in her father's kingdom—which they +called the kingdom of evil. The cool moist herbs soaked on her bruises; +and the draught of milk had slaked the thirst of her throat.</p> + +<p>"Is evil good?" she asked in her heart as she went through the tall red +poppies.</p> + +<p>And from that evening thenceforward Folle-Farine and Marcellin cleaved +to one another, being outcasts from all others.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2>CHAPTER III.</h2> + + +<p>As the religious gathering broke up and split in divers streams to +wander divers ways, the little town returned to its accustomed +stillness—a stillness that seemed to have in it the calm of a thousand +sleeping years, and the legends and the dreams of half a score of old +dead centuries.</p> + +<p>On market-days and saint-days, days of high feast or of perpetual +chaffering, the town was full of color, movement, noise, and population. +The country people crowded in, filling it with the jingling of +mule-bells; the fisher people came, bringing in with them the crisp salt +smell of the sea and the blue of the sea on their garments; its own +tanners and ivory carvers, and fruiterers, and lacemakers turned out by +the hundred in all the quaint variety of costumes that their forefathers +had bequeathed to them, and to which they were still wise enough to +adhere.</p> + +<p>But at other times, when the fishers were in their hamlets, and the +peasantry on their lands and in their orchards, and the townsfolk at +their labors in the old rich renaissance mansions which they had turned +into tanneries, and granaries, and wool-sheds, and workshops, the place +was profoundly still; scarcely a child at play in the streets, scarcely +a dog asleep in the sun.</p> + +<p>When the crowds had gone, the priests laid aside their vestments, and +donned the black serge of their daily habit, and went to their daily +avocations in their humble dwellings. The crosses and the censers were +put back upon their altars, and hung up upon their pillars. The boy +choristers and the little children put their white linen and their +scarlet robes back in cupboards and presses, with heads of lavender and +sprigs of rosemary to keep the moth and the devil away, and went to +their fields, to their homes, to their herds, to their paper kites, to +their daisy chains, to the poor rabbits they pent in a hutch, to the +poor flies they killed in the sun.</p> + +<p>The streets became quite still, the market-place quite empty; the drowsy +silence of a burning, cloudless afternoon was over all the quiet places +about the cathedral walls, where of old the bishops and the canons +dwelt; gray shady courts; dim open cloisters; houses covered with oaken +carvings, and shadowed with the spreading branches of chestnuts and of +lime-trees that were as aged as themselves.</p> + +<p>Under the shelter of one of the lindens, after the populace had gone, +there was seated on a broad stone bench the girl who had stood by the +wayside erect and unbending as the procession had moved before her.</p> + +<p>She had flung herself down in dreamy restfulness. She had delivered her +burden of vegetables and fruit at a shop near by, whose awning stretched +out into the street like a toadstool yellow with the sun.</p> + +<p>The heat was intense; she had been on foot all day; she sat to rest a +moment, and put her burning hands under a little rill of water that +spouted into a basin in a niche in the wall—an ancient well, with a +stone image sculptured above, and a wreath of vine-leaves in stone +running around, in the lavish ornamentation of an age when men loved +loveliness for its own sake, and begrudged neither time nor labor in its +service.</p> + +<p>She leaned over the fountain, kept cool by the roofing of the thick +green leaves; there was a metal cup attached to the basin by a chain, +she filled it at the running thread of water, and stooped her lips to it +again and again thirstily.</p> + +<p>The day was sultry; the ways were long and white with powdered +limestone; her throat was still parched with the dust raised by the many +feet of the multitude; and although she had borne in the great basket +which now stood empty at her side, cherries, peaches, mulberries, +melons, full of juice and lusciousness, this daughter of the devil had +not taken even one to freshen her dry mouth.</p> + +<p>Folle-Farine stooped to the water, and played with it, and drank it, and +steeped her lips and her arms in it; lying there on the stone bench, +with her bare feet curled one in another, and her slender round limbs +full of the voluptuous repose of a resting panther.</p> + +<p>The coolness, the murmur, the clearness, the peace, the soft flowing +movement of water, possess an ineffable charm for natures that are +passion-tossed, feverish, and full of storm.</p> + +<p>There was a dreamy peace about the place, too, which had charms likewise +for her, in the dusky arch of the long cloisters, in the lichen-grown +walls, in the broad pamments of the paven court, in the clusters of +delicate carvings beneath and below; in the sculptured frieze where +little nests that the birds had made in the spring still rested; in the +dense brooding thickness of the boughs that brought the sweetness and +the shadows of the woods into the heart of the peopled town.</p> + +<p>She stayed there, loath to move; loath to return where a jeer, a bruise, +a lifted stick, a muttered curse, were all her greeting and her guerdon.</p> + +<p>As she lay thus, one of the doors in the old houses in the cloisters +opened; the head of an old woman was thrust out, crowned with the high, +fan-shaped comb, and the towering white linen cap that are the female +note of that especial town.</p> + +<p>The woman was the mother of the sacristan, and she, looking out, +shrieked shrilly to her son,—</p> + +<p>"Georges, Georges! come hither. The devil's daughter is drinking the +blest water!"</p> + +<p>The sacristan was hoeing among his cabbages in the little garden behind +his house, surrounded with clipt yew, and damp from the deep shade of +the cathedral, that overshadowed it.</p> + +<p>He ran out at his mother's call, hoe in hand, himself an old man, though +stout and strong.</p> + +<p>The well in the wall was his especial charge and pride; immeasurable +sanctity attached to it.</p> + +<p>According to tradition, the water had spouted from the stone itself, at +the touch of a branch of blossoming pear, held in the hand of St. +Jerome, who had returned to earth in the middle of the fourteenth +century, and dwelt for awhile near the cathedral, working at the +honorable trade of a cordwainer, and accomplishing mighty miracles +throughout the district.</p> + +<p>It was said that some of his miraculous power still remained in the +fountain, and that even yet, those who drank on St. Jerome's day in full +faith and with believing hearts, were, oftentimes, cleansed of sin, and +purified of bodily disease. Wherefore on that day, throngs of peasantry +flocked in from all sides, and crowded round it, and drank; to the +benefit of the sacristan in charge, if not to that of their souls and +bodies.</p> + +<p>Summoned by his mother, he flew to the rescue of the sanctified spring.</p> + +<p>"Get you gone!" he shouted. "Get you gone, you child of hell! How durst +you touch the blessed basin? Do you think that God struck water from the +stone for such as you?"</p> + +<p>Folle-Farine lifted her head and looked him in the face with her +audacious eyes and laughed; then tossed her head again and plunged it +into the bright living water, till her lips, and her cheeks, and all the +rippling hair about her temples sparkled with its silvery drops.</p> + +<p>The sacristan, infuriated at once by the impiety and the defiance, +shrieked aloud:</p> + +<p>"Insolent animal! Daughter of Satan! I will teach you to taint the gift +of God with lips of the devil!"</p> + +<p>And he seized her roughly with one hand upon her shoulder, and with the +other raised the hoe and brandished the wooden staff of it above her +head in threat to strike her; whilst his old mother, still thrusting her +lofty headgear and her wrinkled face from out the door, screamed to him +to show he was a man, and have no mercy.</p> + +<p>As his grasp touched her, and the staff cast its shadow across her, +Folle-Farine sprang up, defiance and fury breathing from all her +beautiful fierce face.</p> + +<p>She seized the staff in her right hand, wrenched it with a swift +movement from its hold, and, catching his head under her left arm, +rained blows on him from his own weapon, with a sudden gust of +breathless rage which blinded him, and lent to her slender muscular +limbs the strength and the force of man.</p> + +<p>Then, as rapidly as she had seized and struck him, she flung him from +her with such violence that he fell prostrate on the pavement of the +court, caught up the metal pail which stood by ready filled, dashed the +water over him where he lay, and, turning from him without a word, +walked across the courtyard, slowly, and with a haughty grace in all the +carriage of her bare limbs and the folds of her ragged garments, bearing +the empty osier basket on her head, deaf as the stones around her to the +screams of the sacristan and his mother.</p> + +<p>In these secluded cloisters, and in the high noontide, when all were +sleeping or eating in the cool shelter of their darkened houses, the old +woman's voice remained unheard.</p> + +<p>The saints heard, no doubt, but they were too lazy to stir from their +niches in that sultry noontide, and, except the baying of a chained dog +aroused, there was no answer to the outcry: and Folle-Farine passed out +into the market-place unarrested, and not meeting another living +creature. As she turned into one of the squares leading to the open +country, she saw in the distance one of the guardians of the peace of +the town, moving quickly towards the cloisters, with his glittering lace +shining in the sun and his long scabbard clattering upon the stones.</p> + +<p>She laughed a little as she saw.</p> + +<p>"They will not come after <i>me</i>," she said to herself. "They are too +afraid of the devil."</p> + +<p>She judged rightly; they did not come.</p> + +<p>She crossed all the wide scorching square, whose white stones blazed in +the glare of the sun. There was nothing in sight except a stray cat +prowling in a corner, and three sparrows quarreling over a foul-smelling +heap of refuse.</p> + +<p>The quaint old houses round seemed all asleep, with the shutters closed +like eyelids over their little, dim, aged orbs of windows.</p> + +<p>The gilded vanes on their twisted chimneys and carved parapets pointed +motionless to the warm south. There was not a sound, except the cawing +of some rooks that built their nests high aloft in the fretted pinnacles +of the cathedral.</p> + +<p>Undisturbed she crossed the square and took her way down the crooked +streets that led her homeward to the outlying country. It was an old, +twisted, dusky place, with the water flowing through its center as its +only roadway; and in it there were the oldest houses of the town, all of +timber, black with age, and carved with the wonderful florid fancies and +grotesque conceits of the years when a house was to its master a thing +beloved and beautiful, a bulwark, an altar, a heritage, an heirloom, to +be dwelt in all the days of a long life, and bequeathed in all honor and +honesty to a noble offspring.</p> + +<p>The street was very silent, the ripple of the water was the chief sound +that filled it. Its tenants were very poor, and in many of its antique +mansions the beggars shared shelter with the rats and the owls.</p> + +<p>In one of these dwellings, however, there were still some warmth and +color.</p> + +<p>The orange and scarlet flowers of a nasturtium curled up its twisted +pilasters; the big, fair clusters of hydrangea filled up its narrow +casements; a breadth of many-colored saxafrage, with leaves of green and +rose, and blossoms of purple and white, hung over the balcony rail, +which five centuries earlier had been draped with cloth of gold; and a +little yellow song-bird made music in the empty niche from which the +sculptured flower-de-luce had been so long torn down.</p> + +<p>From that window a woman looked down, leaning with folded arms above the +rose-tipped saxafrage, and beneath the green-leaved vine.</p> + +<p>She was a fair woman, white as the lilies, she had silver pins in her +amber hair, and a mouth that laughed sweetly. She called to +Folle-Farine,—</p> + +<p>"You brown thing; why do you stare at me?"</p> + +<p>Folle-Farine started and withdrew the fixed gaze of her lustrous eyes.</p> + +<p>"Because you are beautiful," she answered curtly. All beautiful things +had a fascination for her.</p> + +<p>This woman above was very fair to see, and the girl looked at her as she +looked at the purple butterflies in the sun; at the stars shining down +through the leaves; at the vast, dim, gorgeous figures in the cathedral +windows; at the happy children running to their mothers with their hands +full of primroses, as she saw them in the woods at springtime; at the +laughing groups round the wood-fires in the new year time when she +passed a lattice pane that the snowdrift had not blocked; at all the +things that were so often in her sight, and yet with which her life had +no part or likeness.</p> + +<p>She stood there on the rough flints, in the darkness cast from the +jutting beams of the house; and the other happier creature leaned above +in the light, white and rose-hued, and with the silver bells of the pins +shaking in her yellow tresses.</p> + +<p>"You are old Flamma's granddaughter," cried the other, from her leafy +nest above. "You work for him all day long at the mill?"</p> + +<p>"Yes."</p> + +<p>"And your feet are bare, and your clothes are rags, and you go to and +fro like a packhorse, and the people hate you? You must be a fool. Your +father was the devil, they say: why do you not make him give you good +things?"</p> + +<p>"He will not hear," the child muttered wearily. Had she not besought him +endlessly with breathless prayer?</p> + +<p>"Will he not? Wait a year—wait a year."</p> + +<p>"What then?" asked Folle-Farine, with a quick startled breath.</p> + +<p>"In a year you will be a woman, and he always hears women, they say."</p> + +<p>"He hears you."</p> + +<p>The fair woman above laughed:</p> + +<p>"Perhaps; in his fashion. But he pays me ill as yet."</p> + +<p>And she plucked one of the silver pins from her hair, and stabbed the +rosy foam of the saxafrage through and through with it; for she was but +a gardener's wife, and was restless and full of discontent.</p> + +<p>"Get you gone," she added quickly, "or I will throw a stone at you, you +witch; you have the evil eye, they say, and you may strike me blind if +you stare so."</p> + +<p>Folle-Farine went on her way over the sharp stones with a heavy heart. +That picture in the casement had made that passage bright to her many a +time; and when at last the picture had moved and spoken, it had only +mocked her and reviled her as the rest did.</p> + +<p>The street was dark for her like all the others now.</p> + +<p>The gardener's wife, leaning there, with the green and gold of the +vineleaves brushing her hair, looked after her down the crooked way.</p> + +<p>"That young wretch will be more beautiful than I," she thought; and the +thought was bitter to her, as such a one is to a fair woman.</p> + +<p>Folle-Farine went slowly and sadly through the street, with her head +dropped, and the large osier basket trailing behind her over the stones.</p> + +<p>She was well used to be pelted with words hard as hailstones, and +usually heeded them little, or gave them back with sullen defiance. But +from this woman they had wounded her; from that bright bower of golden +leaves and scarlet flowers she had faintly fancied some stray beam of +light might wander even to her.</p> + +<p>She was soon outside the gates of the town, and beyond the old walls, +where the bramble and the lichen grew over the huge stones of ramparts +and fortifications, useless and decayed from age.</p> + +<p>The country roads and lanes, the silver streams and the wooden bridges, +the lanes through which the market mules picked their careful way, the +fields in which the white-capped peasant women, and the brindled oxen +were at work, stretched all before her in a radiant air, sweet with the +scent of ripening fruits from many orchards.</p> + +<p>Here and there a wayside Calvary rose dark against the sun; here and +there a chapel bell sounded from under some little peaked red roof. The +cattle dozed beside meadow ditches that were choked with wild flowers; +the dogs lay down beside their sheep and slept.</p> + +<p>At the first cottage which she passed, the housewife sat out under a +spreading chestnut-tree, weaving lace upon her knee.</p> + +<p>Folle-Farine looked wistfully at the woman, who was young and pretty, +and who darted her swift skilled hand in and out and around the bobbins, +keeping time meanwhile with a mirthful burden that she sang.</p> + +<p>The woman looked up and frowned as the girl passed by her.</p> + +<p>A little way farther on there was a winehouse by the roadside, built of +wood, vine-wreathed, and half hidden in the tall flowering briers of its +garden.</p> + +<p>Out of the lattice there was leaning a maiden with the silver cross on +her bosom shining in the sun, and her meek blue eyes smiling down from +under the tower of her high white cap. She was reaching a carnation to a +student who stood below, with long fair locks and ruddy cheeks, and a +beard yellow with the amber down of twenty years; and who kissed her +white wrist as he caught the red flower.</p> + +<p>Folle-Farine glanced at the pretty picture with a dull wonder and a +nameless pain: what could it mean to be happy like that?</p> + +<p>Half a league onward she passed another cottage shadowed by a +sycamore-tree, and with the swallows whirling around its tall twisted +stone chimneys, and a beurré pear covering with branch and bloom its old +gray walls.</p> + +<p>An aged woman sat sipping coffee in the sun, and a young one was +sweeping the blue and white tiles with a broom, singing gayly as she +swept.</p> + +<p>"Art thou well placed, my mother?" she asked, pausing to look tenderly +at the withered brown face, on which the shadows of the sycamore leaves +were playing.</p> + +<p>The old mother smiled, steeping her bread in the coffee-bowl.</p> + +<p>"Surely, child; I can feel the sun and hear you sing."</p> + +<p>She was happy though she was blind.</p> + +<p>Folle-Farine stood a moment and looked at them across a hedge of +honeysuckle.</p> + +<p>"How odd it must feel to have any one to care to hear your voice like +that!" she thought; and she went on her way through the poppies and the +corn, half softened, half enraged.</p> + +<p>Was she lower than they because she could find no one to care for her or +take gladness in her life? Or was she greater than they because all +human delights were to her as the dead letters of an unknown tongue?</p> + +<p>Down a pathway fronting her that ran midway between the yellowing seas +of wheat and a belt of lilac clover, over which a swarm of bees was +murmuring, there came a countrywoman, crushing the herbage under her +heavy shoes, ragged, picturesque, sunbrowned, swinging deep brass pails +as she went to the herds on the hillside.</p> + +<p>She carried a child twisted into the folds of her dress; a boy, half +asleep, with his curly head against her breast. As she passed, the woman +drew her kerchief over her bosom and over the brown rosy face of the +child.</p> + +<p>"She shall not look at thee, my darling," she muttered. "Her look +withered Rémy's little limb."</p> + +<p>And she covered the child jealously, and turned aside, so that she +should tread a separate pathway through the clover, and did not brush +the garments of the one she was compelled to pass.</p> + +<p>Folle-Farine heard, and laughed aloud.</p> + +<p>She knew of what the woman was thinking.</p> + +<p>In the summer of the previous year, as she had passed the tanyard on the +western bank of the river, the tanner's little son, rushing out in +haste, had curled his mouth in insult at her, and clapping his hands, +hissed in a child's love of cruelty the mocking words which he had heard +his elders use of her. In answer, she had only turned her head and +looked down at him with calm eyes of scorn.</p> + +<p>But the child, running out fast, and startled by that regard, had +stepped upon a shred of leather and had fallen heavily, breaking his +left leg at the knee. The limb, unskillfully dealt with, and enfeebled +by a tendency to disease, had never been restored, but hung limp, +crooked, useless, withered from below the knee.</p> + +<p>Through all the country side the little cripple, Rémy, creeping out into +the sun upon his crutches, was pointed out in a passionate pity as the +object of her sorcery, the victim of her vengeance. When she had heard +what they said she had laughed as she laughed now, drawing together her +straight brows and showing her glistening teeth.</p> + +<p>All the momentary softness died in her as the peasant covered the boy's +face and turned aside into the clover. She laughed aloud and swept on +through the half-ripe corn with that swift, harmonious, majestic +movement which was inborn in her, as it is inborn in the deer or the +antelope, singing again as she went those strange wild airs, like the +sigh of the wind, which were all the language that lingered in her +memory from the land that had seen her birth.</p> + +<p>To such aversion as this she was too well used for it to be a matter of +even notice to her. She knew that she was marked and shunned by the +community amidst which her lot was cast; and she accepted proscription +without wonder and without resistance.</p> + +<p>Folle-Farine: the Dust. What lower thing did earth hold?</p> + +<p>In this old-world district, amidst the pastures and cornlands of +Normandy, superstition had taken a hold which the passage of centuries +and the advent of revolution had done very little to lessen.</p> + +<p>Few of the people could read and fewer still could write. They knew +nothing but what their priests and their politicians told them to +believe. They went to their beds with the poultry, and rose as the cock +crew: they went to mass, as their ducks to the osier and weed ponds; and +to the conscription as their lambs to the slaughter. They understood +that there was a world beyond them, but they remembered it only as the +best market for their fruit, their fowls, their lace, their skins.</p> + +<p>Their brains were as dim as were their oil-lit streets at night; though +their lives were content and mirthful, and the most part pious. They +went out into the summer meadows chanting aves, in seasons of drought to +pray for rain on their parching orchards, in the same credulity with +which they groped through the winter fog, bearing torches and chanting +dirges to gain a blessing at seed-time on their bleak black fallows.</p> + +<p>The beauty and the faith of the old Mediæval life were with them still; +and with its beauty and its faith were its bigotry and its cruelty +likewise. They led simple and contented lives; for the most part honest, +and among themselves cheerful and kindly; preserving much grace of +color, of costume, of idiosyncrasy, because apart from the hueless +communism and characterless monotony of modern cities.</p> + +<p>But they believed in sorcery and in devilry; they were brutal to their +beasts, and could be as brutal to their foes; they were steeped in +legend and tradition from their cradles; and all the darkest +superstitions of dead ages still found home and treasury in their hearts +and at their hearths.</p> + +<p>Therefore, believing her a creature of evil, they were inexorable +against her, and thought that in being so they did their duty.</p> + +<p>They had always been a religious people in this birth country of the +Flamma race; the strong poetic veneration of their forefathers, which +had symbolized itself in the carving of every lintel, corbel, or +buttress in their streets, and in the fashion of every spire on which a +weather-vane could gleam against their suns, was still in their blood; +the poetry had departed, but the bigotry remained.</p> + +<p>Their ancestors had burned wizards and witches by the score in the open +square of the cathedral place, and their grandsires and grandams had in +brave, dumb, ignorant peasant fashion held fast to the lily and the +cross, and gone by hundreds to the salutation of the axe and the baptism +of the sword in the red days of revolution.</p> + +<p>They were the same people still: industrious, frugal, peaceful, loyal, +wedded to old ways and to old relics, content on little, and serene of +heart; yet, withal, where they feared or where they hated, brutal with +the brutality begotten of abject ignorance. And they had been so to this +outcast whom they all called Folle-Farine.</p> + +<p>When she had first come amidst them, a little desolate foreign child, +mute with the dumbness of an unknown tongue, and cast adrift among +strange people, unfamiliar ways, and chill blank glances, she had shyly +tried in a child's vague instincts of appeal and trust to make friends +with the other children that she saw, and to share a little in the +mothers' smiles and the babies' pastimes that were all around her in the +glad green world of summer.</p> + +<p>But she had been denied and rejected with hard words and harder blows; +at her coming the smiles had changed to frowns, and the pastime into +terror. She was proud, she was shy, she was savage; she felt rather than +understood that she was suspected and reviled; she ceased to seek her +own kind, and only went for companionship and sympathy to the creatures +of the fields and the woods, to the things of the earth and the sky and +the water.</p> + +<p>"Thou art the devil's daughter!" half in sport hissed the youths in the +market-place against her as the little child went among them, carrying a +load for her grandsire heavier than her arms knew how to bear.</p> + +<p>"Thou wert plague-spotted from thy birth," said the old man himself, as +she strained her small limbs to and fro the floors of his storehouses, +carrying wood or flour or tiles or rushes, or whatever there chanced to +need such convoy.</p> + +<p>"Get thee away, we are not to touch thee!" hissed the six-year-old +infants at play by the river when she waded in amidst them to reach with +her lither arm the far-off water-flowers they were too timorous to +pluck, and tender it to the one who had desired it.</p> + +<p>"The devil begot thee, and my cow fell ill yesternight after thou hadst +laid hands on her!" muttered the old women, lifting a stick as she went +near to their cattle in the meadows to brush off with a broad dockleaf +the flies that were teasing the poor, meek, patient beasts.</p> + +<p>So, cursed when she did her duty, and driven away when she tried to do +good, her young soul had hardened itself and grown fierce, mute, +callous, isolated.</p> + +<p>There were only the four-footed things, so wise, so silent, so tender of +heart, so bruised of body, so innocent, and so agonized, that had +compassion for her, and saved her from utter desolation. In the mild sad +gaze of the cow, in the lustrous suffering eyes of the horse, in the +noble frank faith of the dog, in the soft-bounding glee of the lamb, in +the unwearied toil of the ass, in the tender industry of the bird, she +had sympathy and she had example.</p> + +<p>She loved them and they loved her. She saw that they were sinless, +diligent, faithful, devoted, loyal servers of base masters; loving +greatly, and for their love goaded, beaten, overtasked, slaughtered.</p> + +<p>She took the lesson to heart; and hated men and women with a bitter +hatred.</p> + +<p>So she had grown up for ten years, caring for no human thing, except in +a manner for the old man Marcellin, who was, like her, proscribed.</p> + +<p>The priests had striven to turn her soul what they had termed +heavenward; but their weapons had been wrath and intimidation. She would +have none of them. No efforts that they or her grandsire made had +availed; she would be starved, thrashed, cursed, maltreated as they +would; she could not understand their meaning, or would not submit +herself to their religion.</p> + +<p>As years went on they had found the contest hopeless, so had abandoned +her to the devil, who had made her; and the daughter of one whom the +whole province had called saint had never passed within church-doors or +known the touch of holy water save when they had cast it on her as an +exorcism. And when she met a priest in the open roads or on the bypaths +of the fields, she always sang in loud defiance her wildest melodies.</p> + +<p>Where had she learnt these?</p> + +<p>They had been sung to her by Phratos, and taught by him.</p> + +<p>Who had he been?</p> + +<p>Her old life was obscure to her memory, and yet glorious even in its +dimness.</p> + +<p>She did not know who those people had been with whom she had wandered, +nor in what land they had dwelt. But that wondrous free life remained on +her remembrance as a thing never to be forgotten or to be known again; a +life odorous with bursting fruits and budding flowers; full of strangest +and of sweetest music; spent forever under green leaves and suns that +had no setting; forever beside fathomless waters and winding forests; +forever rhymed to melody and soothed to the measure of deep winds and +drifting clouds.</p> + +<p>For she had forgotten all except its liberty and its loveliness; and the +old gypsy life of the Liebana remained with her only as some stray +fragment of an existence passed in another world from which she was now +an exile, and revived in her only in the fierce passion of her nature, +in her bitter, vague rebellion, in her longing to be free, in her +anguish of vain desires for richer hues and bluer skies and wilder winds +than those amidst which she toiled. At times she remembered likewise the +songs and the melodies of Phratos; remembered them when the moon rays +swept across the white breadth of water-lilies, or the breath of spring +stole through the awakening woods; and when she remembered them she +wept—wept bitterly, where none could look on her.</p> + +<p>She never thought of Phratos as a man; as of one who had lived in a +human form and was now dead in an earthly grave; her memory of him was +of some nameless creature, half divine, whose footsteps brought laughter +and music, with eyes bright as a bird's, yet sad as a dog's, and a voice +forever singing; clad in goat's hair, and gigantic and gay; a creature +that had spoken tenderly to her, that had bidden her laugh and rejoice, +that had carried her when she was weary; that had taught her to sleep +under the dewy leaves, and to greet the things of the night as soft +sisters, and to fear nothing in the whole living world, in the earth, +or the air, or the sky, and to tell the truth though a falsehood were to +spare the bare feet flintstones, and naked shoulders the stick, and an +empty body hunger and thirst. A creature that seemed to her in her +memories even as the faun seemed to the fancies of the children of the +Piræus; a creature half man and half animal, glad and grotesque, full of +mirth and of music, belonging to the forest, to the brook, to the stars, +to the leaves, wandering like the wind, and, like the wind, homeless.</p> + +<p>This was all her memory; but she cherished it; in the face of the +priests she bent her straight black brows and curled her scornful +scarlet lips, but for the sake of Phratos she held one religion; though +she hated men she told them never a lie, and asked them never an alms.</p> + +<p>She went now along the white level roads, the empty basket balanced on +her head, her form moving with the free harmonious grace of desert +women, and she sang as she went the old sweet songs of the broken viol.</p> + +<p>She was friendless and desolate; she was ill fed, she was heavily +tasked; she toiled without thanks; she was ignorant of even so much +knowledge as the peasants about her had; she was without a past or a +future, and her present had in it but daily toil and bitter words; +hunger, and thirst, and chastisement.</p> + +<p>Yet for all that she sang;—sang because the vitality in her made her +dauntless of all evil; because the abundant life opening in her made her +glad in despite of fate; because the youth, and the strength, and the +soul that were in her could not utterly be brutalized, could not wholly +cease from feeling the gladness of the sun, the coursing of the breeze, +the liberty of nature, the sweet quick sense of living.</p> + +<p>Before long she reached the spot where the old man Marcellin was +breaking stones.</p> + +<p>His pile was raised much higher; he sat astride on a log of timber and +hammered the flints on and on, on and on, without looking up; the dust +was still thick on the leaves and the herbage where the tramp of the +people had raised it; and the prayers and the chants had failed as yet +to bring one slightest cloud, one faintest rain mist across the hot +unbroken azure of the skies.</p> + +<p>Marcellin was her only friend; the proscribed always adhere to one +another; when they are few they can only brood and suffer, harmlessly; +when they are many they rise as with one foot and strike as with one +hand. Therefore, it is always perilous to make the lists of any +proscription overlong.</p> + +<p>The child, who was also an outcast, went to him and paused; in a +curious, lifeless bitter way they cared for one another; this girl who +had grown to believe herself born of hell, and this man who had grown to +believe that he had served hell.</p> + +<p>With the bastard Folle-Farine and with the regicide Marcellin the people +had no association, and for them no pity; therefore they had found each +other by the kinship of proscription; and in a way there was love +between them.</p> + +<p>"You are glad, since you sing!" said the old man to her, as she passed +him again on her homeward way, and paused again beside him.</p> + +<p>"The birds in cage sing," she answered him. "But, think you they are +glad?"</p> + +<p>"Are they not?"</p> + +<p>She sat down a moment beside him, on the bank which was soft with moss, +and odorous with wild flowers curling up the stems of the poplars and +straying over into the corn beyond.</p> + +<p>"Are they? Look. Yesterday I passed a cottage, it is on the great south +road; far away from here. The house was empty; the people, no doubt, +were gone to labor in the fields; there was a wicker cage hanging to the +wall, and in the cage there was a blackbird. The sun beat on his head; +his square of sod was a dry clod of bare earth; the heat had dried every +drop of water in his pan; and yet the bird was singing. Singing how? In +torment, beating his breast against the bars till the blood started, +crying to the skies to have mercy on him and to let rain fall. His song +was shrill; it had a scream in it; still he sang. Do you say the merle +was glad?"</p> + +<p>"What did you do?" asked the old man, still breaking the stones with a +monotonous rise and fall of his hammer.</p> + +<p>"I took the cage down and opened the door."</p> + +<p>"And he?"</p> + +<p>"He shot up in the air first, then dropped down amidst the grasses, +where a little brook which the drought had not dried, was still running; +and he bathed and drank and bathed again, seeming mad with the joy of +the water. When I lost him from sight he was swaying on a bough among +the leaves over the river; but then he was silent!"</p> + +<p>"And what do you mean by that?"</p> + +<p>Her eyes clouded; she was mute. She vaguely knew the meaning it bore to +herself, but it was beyond her to express it.</p> + +<p>All things of nature had voices and parables for her, because her fancy +was vivid and her mind was dreamy; but that mind was still too dark, and +too profoundly ignorant, for her to be able to shape her thoughts into +metaphor or deduction.</p> + +<p>The bird had spoken to her; by his silence as by his song; but what he +had uttered she could not well utter again. Save, indeed, that song was +not gladness, and neither was silence pain.</p> + +<p>Marcellin, although he had asked her, had asked needlessly; for he also +knew.</p> + +<p>"And what, think you, the people said, when they went back and found the +cage empty?" he pursued, still echoing his words and hers by the ringing +sound of the falling hammer.</p> + +<p>A smile curled her lips.</p> + +<p>"That was no thought of mine," she said carelessly. "They had done +wickedly to cage him; to set him free I would have pulled down their +thatch, or stove in their door, had need been."</p> + +<p>"Good!" said the old man briefly, with a gleam of light over his harsh +lean face.</p> + +<p>He looked up at her as he worked, the shivered flints flying right and +left.</p> + +<p>"It was a pity to make you a woman," he muttered, as his keen gaze swept +over her.</p> + +<p>"A woman!" She echoed the words dully and half wonderingly; she could +not understand it in connection with herself.</p> + +<p>A woman; that was a woman who sat in the sun under the fig-tree, working +her lace on a frame; that was a woman who leaned out of her lattice +tossing a red carnation to her lover; that was a woman who swept the +open porch of her house, singing as she cleared the dust away; that was +a woman who strode on her blithe way through the clover, carrying her +child at her breast.</p> + +<p>She seemed to have no likeness to them, no kindred with them; she a +beast of burden, a creature soulless and homeless, an animal made to +fetch and carry, to be cursed and beaten, to know neither love nor hope, +neither past nor future, but only a certain dull patience and furious +hate, a certain dim pleasure in labor and indifference to pain.</p> + +<p>"It was a pity to make you a woman," said the old man once more. "You +might be a man worth something; but a woman!—a thing that has no +medium; no haven between hell and heaven; no option save to sit by the +hearth to watch the pot boil and suckle the children, or to go out into +the streets and the taverns to mock at men and to murder them. Which +will you do in the future?"</p> + +<p>"What?"</p> + +<p>She scarcely knew the meaning of the word. She saw the female creatures +round her were of all shades of age, from the young girls with their +peachlike cheeks to the old crones brown and withered as last year's +nuts; she knew that if she lived on she would be old likewise; but of a +future she had no conception, no ideal. She had been left too ignorant +to have visions of any other world hereafter than this one which the low +lying green hills and the arc of the pale blue sky shut in upon her.</p> + +<p>She had one desire, indeed—a desire vague but yet fierce—the desire +for liberty. But it was such desire as the bird which she had freed had +known; the desire of instinct, the desire of existence only; her mind +was powerless to conceive a future, because a future is a hope, and of +hope she knew nothing.</p> + +<p>The old man glanced at her, and saw that she had not comprehended. He +smiled with a certain bitter pity.</p> + +<p>"I spoke idly," he said to himself; "slaves cannot have a future. But +yet——"</p> + +<p>Yet he saw that the creature who was so ignorant of her own powers, of +her own splendors, of her own possibilities, had even now a beauty as +great as that of a lustrous Eastern-eyed passion-flower; and he knew +that to a woman who has such beauty as this the world holds out in its +hand the tender of at least one future—one election, one kingdom, one +destiny.</p> + +<p>"Women are loved," she said, suddenly; "will any one love me?"</p> + +<p>Marcellin smiled bitterly.</p> + +<p>"Many will love you, doubtless—as the wasp loves the peach that he +kisses with his sting, and leaves rotten to drop from the stem!"</p> + +<p>She was silent again, revolving his meaning; it lay beyond her, both in +the peril which it embodied from others, and the beauty in herself which +it implied. She could reach no conception of herself, save as what she +now was, a body-servant of toil, a beast of burden like a young mule.</p> + +<p>"But all shun me, as even the wasp shuns the bitter oak apple," she +said, slowly and dreamily; "who should love me, even as the wasp loves +the peach?"</p> + +<p>Marcellin smiled his grim and shadowy smile. He made answer,—</p> + +<p>"Wait!"</p> + +<p>She sat mute once more, revolving this strange, brief word in her +thoughts—strange to her, with a promise as vague, as splendid, and as +incomprehensible as the prophecy of empire to a slave.</p> + +<p>"The future?" she said, at last. "That means something that one has not, +and that is to come—is it so?"</p> + +<p>"Something that one never has, and that never comes," muttered the old +man, wearily cracking the flints in two; "something that one possesses +in one's sleep, and that is farther off each time that one awakes; and +yet a thing that one sees always—sees even when one lies a-dying, they +say—for men are fools."</p> + +<p>Folle-Farine listened, musing, with her hands clasped on the handle of +her empty basket, and her chin resting upon them, and her eyes watching +a maimed butterfly drag its wings of emerald and diamond through the +hot, pale, sickly dust.</p> + +<p>"I dream!" she said, suddenly, as she stooped and lifted the wounded +insect gently on to the edge of a leaf. "But I dream wide awake."</p> + +<p>Marcellin smiled.</p> + +<p>"Never say so. They will think you mad. That is only what foolish +things, called poets, do."</p> + +<p>"What is a poet?"</p> + +<p>"A foolish thing, I tell you—mad enough to believe that men will care +to strain their eyes, as he strains his, to see the face of a God who +never looks and never listens."</p> + +<p>"Ah!"</p> + +<p>She was so accustomed to be told that all she did was unlike to others, +and was either wicked or was senseless, that she saw nothing except the +simple statement of a fact in the rebuke which he had given her. She sat +quiet, gazing down into the thick white dust of the road, bestirred by +the many feet of mules and men that had trodden through it since the +dawn.</p> + +<p>"I dream beautiful things," she pursued, slowly. "In the moonlight most +often. I seem to remember, when I dream—so much! so much!"</p> + +<p>"Remember—what should you remember? You were but a baby when they +brought you hither."</p> + +<p>"So they say. But I might live before, in my father's kingdom—in the +devil's kingdom. Why not?"</p> + +<p>Why not, indeed! Perhaps we all lived there once; and that is why we all +through all our lives hanker to get back to it.</p> + +<p>"I ask him so often to take me back, but he does not seem ever to hear."</p> + +<p>"Chut! He will hear in his own good time. The devil never passes by a +woman."</p> + +<p>"A woman!" she repeated. The word seemed to have no likeness and no +fitness with herself.</p> + +<p>A woman!—she!—a creature made to be beaten, and sworn at, and shunned, +and loaded like a mule, and driven like a bullock!</p> + +<p>"Look you," said the old man, resting his hammer for a moment, and +wiping the sweat from his brow, "I have lived in this vile place forty +years. I remember the woman that they say bore you—Reine Flamma. She +was a beautiful woman, and pure as snow, and noble, and innocent. She +wearied God incessantly. I have seen her stretched for hours at the foot +of that cross. She was wretched; and she entreated her God to take away +her monotonous misery, and to give her some life new and fair. But God +never answered. He left her to herself. It was the devil that heard—and +replied."</p> + +<p>"Then, is the devil juster than their God?"</p> + +<p>Marcellin leaned his hammer on his knees and his voice rose clear and +strong as it had done of yore from the Tribune.</p> + +<p>"He looks so, at the least. It is his wisdom, and that is why his +following is so large. Nay, I say, when God is deaf the devil listens. +That is his wisdom, see you. So often the poor little weak human soul, +striving to find the right way, cries feebly for help, and none answer. +The poor little weak soul is blind and astray in the busy streets of the +world. It lifts its voice, but its voice is so young and so feeble, like +the pipe of a newly-born bird in the dawn, that it is drowned in the +shouts and the manifold sounds of those hard, crowded, cruel streets, +where every one is for himself, and no man has ears for his neighbor. It +is hungered, it is athirst, it is sorrowful, it is blinded, it is +perplexed, it is afraid. It cries often, but God and man leave it to +itself. Then the devil, who harkens always, and who, though all the +trumpets blowing their brazen music in the streets bray in his honor, +yet is too wise to lose even the slightest sound of any in +distress—since of such are the largest sheaves of his harvest—comes to +the little soul, and teaches it with tenderness, and guides it towards +the paths of gladness, and fills its lips with the bread of sweet +passions, and its nostrils with the savor of fair vanities, and blows in +its ear the empty breath of men's lungs, till that sickly wind seems +divinest music. Then is the little soul dazzled and captured, and made +the devil's for evermore; half through its innocence, half through its +weakness; but chiefly of all because God and man would not hear its +cries whilst yet it was sinless and only astray."</p> + +<p>He ceased, and the strokes of his hammer rang again on the sharp flint +stones.</p> + +<p>She had listened with her lips parted breathlessly, and her nightlike +eyes dilated.</p> + +<p>In the far distant time, when he had been amidst the world of men, he +had known how to utter the words that burned, and charm to stillness a +raging multitude. He had not altogether lost this power, at such rare +times as he still cared to break his silence, and to unfold the +unforgotten memories of a life long dead. He would speak thus to her, +but to no other.</p> + +<p>Folle-Farine listened, mute and breathless, her great eyes uplifted to +the sun, where it was sinking westward through a pomp of golden and of +purple cloud. He was the only creature who ever spoke to her as though +she likewise were human, and she followed his words with dumb +unquestioning faith, as a dog its master's footsteps.</p> + +<p>"The soul! What is the soul?" she muttered, at length.</p> + +<p>He caught in his hand the beautiful diamond-winged butterfly, which now, +freed of the dust and drinking in the sunlight, was poised on a foxglove +in the hedge near him, and held it against the light.</p> + +<p>"What is it that moves this creature's wings, and glances in its eyes, +and gives it delight in the summer's warmth, in the orchid's honey, and +in the lime-tree's leaves? I do not know; but I know that I can kill +it—with one grind of my heel. So much we know of the soul—no more."</p> + +<p>She freed it from his hand.</p> + +<p>"Whoever made it, then, was cruel. If he could give it so much power, +why not have given it a little more, so that it could escape you +always?"</p> + +<p>"You ask what men have asked ten times ten thousand years—since the +world began—without an answer. Because the law of all creation is +cruelty, I suppose; because the dust of death is always the breath of +life. The great man, dead, changes to a million worms, and lives again +in the juices of the grass above his grave. It matters little. The worms +destroy; the grasses nourish. Few great men do more than the first, or +do as much as the last."</p> + +<p>"But get you homeward," he continued, breaking off his parable; "it is +two hours past noon, and if you be late on the way you pay for it with +your body. Begone."</p> + +<p>She nodded her head, and went; he seldom used gentle words to her, and +yet she knew, in a vague way, that he cared for her; moreover, she +rejoiced in that bitter, caustic contempt in which he, the oldest man +amidst them, held all men.</p> + +<p>His words were the only thing that had aroused her dulled brain to its +natural faculties; in a manner, from him she had caught something of +knowledge—something, too, of intellect; he alone prevented her from +sinking to that absolute unquestioning despair which surely ends in +idiocy or in self-murder.</p> + +<p>She pursued her way in silence across the fields, and along the straight +white road, and across a wooden bridge that spanned the river, to her +home.</p> + +<p>There was a gentler luster in her eyes, and her mouth had the faint +light of a half smile upon it; she did not know what hope meant; it +never seemed possible to her that her fate could be other than it was, +since so long the messengers and emissaries of her father's empire had +been silent and leaden-footed to her call.</p> + +<p>Yet, in a manner, she was comforted, for had not two mouths that day +bidden her "wait"?</p> + +<p>She entered at length the little wood of Yprès, and heard that rush and +music of the deep mill water which was the sole thing she had learned to +love in all the place.</p> + +<p>Beyond it were the apple orchards and fruit gardens which rendered +Claudis Flamma back full recompense for all the toil they cost +him—recompense so large, indeed, that many disbelieved in that poverty +which he was wont to aver weighed so hardly and so lightly on him. Both +were now rich in all their maturer abundance, since the stream which +rushed through them had saved them from the evil effects of the long +drought so severely felt in all other districts.</p> + +<p>The cherry-trees were scarlet with their latest fruit; the great +pumpkins glowed among their leaves in tawny orange heaps; little +russet-breasted bullfinches beat their wings vainly at the fine network +that enshrouded the paler gold of the wall apricots; a gray cat was +stealing among the delicate yellows of the pear-shaped marrows; where a +round green wrinkled melon lay a-ripening in the sun, a gorgeous +dragon-fly was hovering, and a mother-mavis, in her simple coif of brown +and white and gray, was singing with all the gladness of her sunny +summer joys.</p> + +<p>Beyond a hedge of prickly thorn the narrower flower-garden stretched, +spanned by low stone walls, made venerable by the silvery beards of +lichens; and the earth was full of color from the crimson and the golden +gladioli; from the carmine-hued carnations; from the deep-blue lupins, +and the Gloire de Dijon roses; from the green slender stems and the pure +white cups of the virginal lilies; and from the gorgeous beetles, with +their purple tunics and their shields of bronze, like Grecian hoplites +drawn in battle array. While everywhere, above this sweet glad garden +world, the butterflies, purple and jeweled, the redstarts in their ruby +dress, the dainty azure-winged and blue warblers, the golden-girdled +wasp with his pinions light as mist, and the velvet-coated bee with his +pleasant harvest song, flew ever in the sunlight, murmuring, poising, +praising, rejoicing.</p> + +<p>The place was beautiful in its own simple, quiet way; lying in a hollow, +where the river tumbled down in two or three short breaks and leaps +which broke its habitual smooth and sluggish form, and brought it in a +sheet of dark water and with a million foam-bells against the walls of +the mill-house and under the ponderous wheels.</p> + +<p>The wooden house itself also was picturesque in the old fashion when men +builded their dwellings slowly and for love; common with all its +countless carvings black by age, its jutting beams shapen into grotesque +human likeness and tragic masks; its parquetted work run over by the +green cups of stoneworts, and its high roof with deep shelving eaves +bright with diapered tiles of blue and white and rose, and alive all day +with curling swallows, with pluming pigeons, with cooing doves.</p> + +<p>It was beautiful; and the heart of Reine Flamma's young daughter +doubtless would have clung to it with all a child's instinct of love and +loyalty to its home had it not been to her only a prison-house wherein +three bitter jailers forever ruled her with a rod of iron—bigotry and +penury and cruelty.</p> + +<p>She flung herself down a moment in the garden, on the long grass under a +mulberry-tree, ere she went in to give her account of the fruit sold and +the moneys brought by her.</p> + +<p>She had been on foot since four o'clock in the dawn of that sultry day; +her only meal had been a bowl of cold milk and a hunch of dry bread +crushed in her strong small teeth. She had toiled hard at such bodily +labor as was set to her; to domestic work, to the work of the distaff +and spindle, of the stove and the needle, they had never been able to +break her; they had found that she would be beaten black and blue ere +she would be bound to it; but against open air exertion she had never +rebelled, and she had in her all the strength and the swiftness of the +nomadic race of the Liebana, and had not their indolence and their +dishonesty.</p> + +<p>She was very hungry, she was again thirsty; yet she did not break off a +fruit from any bough about her; she did not steep her hot lips in any +one of the cool juicy apricots which studded the stones of the wall +beyond her.</p> + +<p>No one had ever taught her honesty, except indeed in that dim dead time +when Phratos had closed her small hands in his whenever they had +stretched out to some forbidden thing, and had said, "Take the goods the +gods give thee, but steal not from men." And yet honest she was, by +reason of the fierce proud savage independence in her, and her dim +memories of that sole friend loved and lost.</p> + +<p>She wanted many a thing, many a time—nay, nearly every hour that she +lived, she wanted those sheer necessaries which make life endurable; but +she had taught herself to do without them rather than owe them, by +prayer or by plunder, to that human race which she hated, and to which +she always doubted her own kinship.</p> + +<p>Buried in the grass, she now abandoned herself to the bodily delights of +rest, of shade, of coolness, of sweet odors; the scent of the fruits and +flowers was heavy on the air; the fall of the water made a familiar +tempestuous music on her ear; and her fancy, poetic still, though +deadened by a life of ignorance and toil, was stirred by the tender +tones of the numberless birds that sang about her.</p> + +<p>"The earth and the air are good," she thought, as she lay there watching +the dark leaves sway in the foam and the wind, and the bright-bosomed +birds float from blossom to blossom.</p> + +<p>For there was latent in her, all untaught, that old pantheistic instinct +of the divine age, when the world was young, to behold a sentient +consciousness in every leaf unfolded to the light; to see a soul in +every created thing the day shines on; to feel the presence of an +eternal life in every breeze that moves, in every grass that grows; in +every flame that lifts itself to heaven; in every bell that vibrates on +the air; in every moth that soars to reach the stars.</p> + +<p>Pantheism is the religion of the poet; and nature had made her a poet, +though man as yet had but made of her an outcast, a slave, and a beast +of burden.</p> + +<p>"The earth and the air are good," she thought, watching the sunrays +pierce the purple heart of a passion-flower, the shadows move across the +deep brown water, the radiant butterfly alight upon a lily, the +scarlet-throated birds dart in and out through the yellow feathery +blossoms of the limes.</p> + +<p>All birds were her friends.</p> + +<p>Phratos had taught her in her infancy many notes of their various songs, +and many ways and means of luring them to come and rest upon her +shoulder and peck the berries in her hand.</p> + +<p>She had lived so much in the open fields and among the woods that she +had made her chief companions of them. She could emulate so deftly all +their voices, from the call of the wood dove to the chant of the +blackbird, and from the trill of the nightingale to the twitter of the +titmouse, that she could summon them all to her at will, and have dozens +of them fluttering around her head and swaying their pretty bodies on +her wrist.</p> + +<p>It was one of her ways that seemed to the peasantry so weird and +magical, and they would come home from their fields on a spring daybreak +and tell their wives in horror how they had seen the devil's daughter in +the red flush of the sunrise, ankle-deep in violets, and covered with +birds from head to foot, hearing their whispers, and giving them her +messages to carry in return.</p> + +<p>One meek-eyed woman had dared once to say that St. Francis had done as +much and it had been accredited to him as a fair action and virtuous +knowledge, but she was frowned down and chattered down by her louder +neighbors, who told her that she might look for some sharp judgment of +heaven for daring to couple together the blessed name of the holy saint +and the accursed name of this foul spirit.</p> + +<p>But all they could say could not break the charmed communion between +Folle-Farine and her feathered comrades.</p> + +<p>She loved them and they her. In the hard winter she had always saved +some of her scanty meal for them, and in the springtime and the summer +they always rewarded her with floods of songs and soft caresses from +their nestling wings.</p> + +<p>There were no rare birds, no birds of moor and mountain, in that +cultivated and populous district; but to her all the little home-bred +things of pasture and orchard were full of poetry and of characters.</p> + +<p>The robins with that pretty air of boldness with which they veil their +real shyness and timidity; the strong and saucy sparrows, powerful by +the strength of all mediocrities and majorities; all the dainty families +of finches in their gay apparelings; the plain brown bird that fills the +night with music; the gorgeous oriole ruffling in gold, the gilded +princeling of them all; the little blue warblers, the violets of the +air; the kingfishers that have hovered so long over the forget-me-nots +upon the rivers that they have caught the colors of the flowers on their +wings; the bright blackcaps green as the leaves, with their yellow +waistcoats and velvet hoods, the innocent freebooters of the woodland +liberties; all these were her friends and lovers, various as any human +crowds of court or city.</p> + +<p>She loved them; they and the fourfooted beasts were the sole things that +did not flee from her; and the woeful and mad slaughter of them by the +peasants was to her a grief passionate in its despair. She did not +reason on what she felt; but to her a bird slain was a trust betrayed, +an innocence defiled, a creature of heaven struck to earth.</p> + +<p>Suddenly on the silence of the garden there was a little shrill sound of +pain; the birds flew high in air, screaming and startled; the leaves of +a bough of ivy shook as with a struggle. She rose and looked; a line of +twine was trembling against the foliage; in its noosed end the throat of +the mavis had been caught; it hung trembling and clutching at the air +convulsively with its little drawn up feet. It had flown into the trap +as it had ended its joyous song and soared up to join its brethren.</p> + +<p>There were a score of such traps set in the miller's garden.</p> + +<p>She unloosed the cord from about its tiny neck, set it free, and laid it +down upon the ivy; the succor came too late; the little gentle body was +already without breath; the feet had ceased to beat the air; the small +soft head had drooped feebly on one side; the lifeless eyes had started +from their sockets; the throat was without song for evermore.</p> + +<p>"The earth would be good but for men," she thought, as she stood with +the little dead bird in her hand.</p> + +<p>Its mate, which was poised on a rose bough, flew straight to it, and +curled round and round about the small slain body, and piteously +bewailed its fate, and mourned, refusing to be comforted, agitating the +air with trembling wings, and giving out vain cries of grief.</p> + +<p>Vain; for the little joyous life was gone; the life that asked only of +God and Man a home in the green leaves; a drop of dew from the cup of a +rose; a bough to swing on in the sunlight; a summer day to celebrate in +song.</p> + +<p>All the winter through, it had borne cold and hunger and pain without +lament; it had saved the soil from destroying larvæ, and purified the +trees from all foul germs; it had built its little home unaided, and +had fed its nestlings without alms; it had given its sweet song lavishly +to the winds, to the blossoms, to the empty air, to the deaf ears of +men; and now it lay dead in its innocence; trapped and slain because a +human greed begrudged it a berry worth the thousandth part of a copper +coin.</p> + +<p>Out from the porch of the mill-house Claudis Flamma came, with a knife +in his hand and a basket to cut lilies for one of the choristers of the +cathedral, since the morrow would be the religious feast of the +Visitation of Mary.</p> + +<p>He saw the dead thrush in her hand, and chuckled as he went by to +himself.</p> + +<p>"The tenth bird trapped since sunrise," he said, thinking how shrewd and +how sure in their make were these traps of twine that he set in the +grass and the leaves.</p> + +<p>She said nothing; but a darkness of disgust swept over her face, as he +came in sight in the distance.</p> + +<p>She knelt down and scraped a hole in the earth and laid moss in it and +put the mavis softly on its green and fragrant bier, and covered it with +handfuls of fallen rose leaves and with a sprig or two of thyme. Around +her head the widowed thrush flew ceaselessly, uttering sad cries;—who +now should wander with him through the sunlight?—who now should rove +with him above the blossoming fields?—who now should sit with him +beneath the boughs hearing the sweet rain fall between the leaves?—who +now should wake with him whilst yet the world was dark, to feel the dawn +break ere the east were red, and sing a welcome to the unborn day?</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2>CHAPTER IV.</h2> + + +<p>Meanwhile Claudis Flamma cut the lilies for the cathedral altars, +muttering many holy prayers as he gathered the flowers of Mary.</p> + +<p>When the white lily sheaves had been borne away, kept fresh in wet moss +by the young chorister who had been sent for them, the miller turned to +her.</p> + +<p>"Where is the money?"</p> + +<p>She, standing beside the buried bird, undid the leathern thong about her +waist, opened the pouch, and counted out the coins, one by one, on the +flat stone of a water-tank among the lilies and the ivy.</p> + +<p>There were a few silver pieces of slight value and some dozens of copper +ones. The fruit had been left at various stalls and houses in small +portions, for it was the custom to supply it fresh each day.</p> + +<p>He caught them up with avidity, bit and tested each, counted them again +and again, and yet again; after the third enumeration he turned sharply +on her:</p> + +<p>"There are two pieces too little: what have you done with them?"</p> + +<p>"There are two sous short," she answered him curtly. "Twelve of the figs +for the tanner Florian were rotten."</p> + +<p>"Rotten!—they were but overripe."</p> + +<p>"It is the same thing."</p> + +<p>"You dare to answer me?—animal! I say they had only tasted a little too +much of the sun. It only made them the sweeter."</p> + +<p>"They were rotten."</p> + +<p>"They were not. You dare to speak! If they had been rotten they lay +under the others; he could not have seen——"</p> + +<p>"I saw."</p> + +<p>"You saw! Who are you?—a beggar—a beast—a foul offspring of sin. You +dared to show them to him, I will warrant?"</p> + +<p>"I showed him that they were not good."</p> + +<p>"And gave him back the two sous?"</p> + +<p>"I took seven sous for what were good. I took nothing for the rotten +ones."</p> + +<p>"Wretch! you dare to tell me that!"</p> + +<p>A smile careless and sarcastic curled her mouth; her eyes looked at him +with all their boldest fiercest luster.</p> + +<p>"I never steal—not even from you, good Flamma."</p> + +<p>"You have stolen now!" he shrieked, his thin and feeble voice rising in +fury at his lost coins and his discovered treachery. "It is a lie that +the figs were rotten; it is a lie that you took but seven sous. You +stole the two sous to buy you bread and honey in the streets, or to get +a drink at the wineshops. I know you; I know you; it is a devil's device +to please your gluttonous appetite. The figs rotten!—not so rotten as +is your soul would they be, though they were black as night and though +they stunk as river mud! Go back to Denis Florian and bring me the two +sous, or I will thrash you as a thief."</p> + +<p>She laughed a hard, scornful, reckless laughter.</p> + +<p>"You can thrash me; you cannot make me a thief."</p> + +<p>"You will not go back to Florian?"</p> + +<p>"I will not ask him to pay for what was bad."</p> + +<p>"You will not confess that you stole the money?"</p> + +<p>"I should lie if I did."</p> + +<p>"Then strip."</p> + +<p>She set her teeth in silence; and without a moment's hesitation +unloosened the woolen sash knotted round her waist, and pushed down the +coarse linen shirt from about her throat.</p> + +<p>The white folds fell from off the perfect curves of her brown arms, and +left bare her shining shoulders beautiful as any sculptured Psyche's.</p> + +<p>She was not conscious of degradation in her punishment; she had been +bidden to bow her head and endure the lash from the earliest years she +could remember. According to the only creed she knew, silence and +fortitude and strength were the greatest of all the virtues. She stood +now in the cross-lights among the lilies as she had stood when a little +child, erect, unquailing, and ready to suffer, insensible of humiliation +because unconscious of sin, and because so tutored by severity and +exposure that she had as yet none of the shy shame and the fugitive +shrinking of her sex.</p> + +<p>She had only the boldness to bear, the courage to be silent, which she +had had when she had stood among the same tall lilies, in the same +summer radiance, in the years of her helpless infancy.</p> + +<p>She uncovered herself to the lash as a brave hound crouches to it; not +from inborn cowardice, but simply from the habit of obedience and of +endurance.</p> + +<p>He had ever used her as the Greeks the Helots; he always beat her when +she was in fault to teach her to be faultless, and when without offense +beat her to remind her that she was the offspring of humiliation and a +slave.</p> + +<p>He took, as he had taken in an earlier time, a thick rope which lay +coiled upon the turf ready for the binding of some straying boughs; and +struck her with it, slowly. His arm had lost somewhat of its strength, +and his power was unequal to his will. Still rage for the loss of his +copper pieces and the sense that she had discovered the fraudulent +intention of his small knavery lent force to his feebleness; as the +scourge whistled through the air and descended on her shoulders it left +bruised swollen marks to stamp its passage, and curling, adder-like, bit +and drew blood.</p> + +<p>Yet to the end she stood mute and motionless, as she had stood in her +childhood; not a nerve quivered, not a limb flinched; the color rushed +over her bent face and her bare bosom, but she never made a movement; +she never gave a sound.</p> + +<p>When his arm dropped from sheer exhaustion, she still said not one word; +she drew tight once more the sash about her waist, and fastened afresh +the linen of her bodice.</p> + +<p>The bruised and wounded flesh smarted and ached and throbbed; but she +was used to such pain, and bore it as their wounds were borne by the +women of the Spartan games.</p> + +<p>"Thy two sous have borne thee bitterness," he muttered with a smile. +"Thou wilt scarce find fruit rotten again in haste. There are bread and +beans within; go get a meal; I want the mule to take flour to +Barbizène."</p> + +<p>She did not go within to eat; the bruises and the burning of her skin +made her feel sick and weak. She went away and cast herself at full +length in the shade of the long grasses of the orchard, resting her chin +upon her hands, cooling her aching breast against the soft damp moss; +thinking, thinking, thinking, of what she hardly knew, except indeed +that she wished that she were dead, like the bird she had covered with +the rose leaves.</p> + +<p>He did not leave her long to even so much peace as this; his shrill +voice soon called her from her rest; he bade her get ready the mule and +go.</p> + +<p>She obeyed.</p> + +<p>The mule was saddled with his wooden pack; as many sacks as he could +carry were piled upon the framework; she put her hand upon his bridle, +and set out to walk to Barbizène, which was two leagues away.</p> + +<p>"Work is the only thing to drive the devil that begat her out of her," +muttered the miller, as he watched the old mule pace down the narrow +tree-shadowed road that led across the fields: and he believed that he +did rightly in this treatment of her.</p> + +<p>It gratified the sharp hard cruelty of temper in him, indeed, but he did +not think that in such self-indulgence he ever erred. He was a bitter, +cunning, miserly old man, whose solitary tenderness of feeling and +honesty of pride had been rooted out forever when he had learned the +dishonor of the woman whom he had deemed a saint. In the ten years of +time which had passed since first the little brown, large-eyed child had +been sent to seek asylum with him, he had grown harder and keener and +more severe with each day that rose.</p> + +<p>Her presence was abhorrent to him, though he kept her, partly from a +savage sense of duty, partly from the persuasion that she had the power +in her to make the strongest and the cheapest slave he had ever owned.</p> + +<p>For the rest, he sincerely and devoutly believed that the devil, in some +witchery of human guise, had polluted his daughter's body and soul, and +that it was by the foul fiend and by no earthly lover that she had +conceived and borne the creature that now abode with him.</p> + +<p>Perhaps, also, as was but natural, he sometimes felt more furious +against this offspring of hell because ever and again some gleam of +fantastic inborn honor, some strange savage instinct of honesty, would +awake in her and oppose him, and make him ashamed of those small and +secret sins of chicanery wherein his soul delighted, and for which he +compounded with his gods.</p> + +<p>He had left her mind a blank, because he thought the body labored +hardest when the brain was still asleep, which is true; she could not +read; she could not write; she knew absolutely nothing. Yet there was a +soul awake in her; yet there were innumerable thoughts and dreams +brooding in her fathomless eyes; yet there was a desire in her fierce +and unslacked for some other life than this life of the packhorse and of +the day laborer which alone she knew.</p> + +<p>He had done his best to degrade and to brutalize her, and in much he had +succeeded; but he had not succeeded wholly. There was a liberty in her +that escaped his thraldom; there was a soul in her that resisted the +deadening influence of her existence.</p> + +<p>She had none of the shame of her sex; she had none of the timorous +instincts of womanhood. She had a fierce stubborn courage, and she was +insensible of the daily outrages of her life. She would strip bare to +his word obediently, feeling only that it would be feeble and worthless +to dread the pain of the lash. She would bathe in the woodland pool, +remembering no more that she might be watched by human eyes than does +the young tigress that has never beheld the face of man.</p> + +<p>In all this she was brutalized and degraded by her tyrant's bondage: in +other things she was far higher than he and escaped him.</p> + +<p>Stupefied as her mind might be by the exhaustion of severe physical +labor, it had still irony and it had still imagination; and under the +hottest heats of temptation there were two things which by sheer +instinct she resisted, and resisted so that neither of them had ever +been forced on her—they were falsehood and fear.</p> + +<p>"It is the infamous strength of the devil!" said Claudis Flamma, when he +found that he could not force her to deviate from the truth.</p> + +<p>The world says the same of those who will not feed it with lies.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2>CHAPTER V.</h2> + + +<p>That long dry summer was followed by an autumn of drought and scarcity.</p> + +<p>The prayers of the priests and peoples failed to bring down rain. The +wooden Christs gazed all day long on parching lands and panting cattle. +Even the broad deep rivers shrank and left their banks to bake and stink +in the long drought. The orchards sickened for lack of moisture, and the +peasants went about with feverish faces, ague-stricken limbs, and +trembling hearts. The corn yielded ill in the hard scorched ground, and +when the winter came it was a time of dire scarcity and distress.</p> + +<p>Claudis Flamma and a few others like him alone prospered.</p> + +<p>The mill-house at Yprès served many purposes. It was a granary, a +market, a baker's shop, an usurer's den, all in one.</p> + +<p>It looked a simple and innocent place. In the summertime it was peaceful +and lovely, green and dark and still, with the blue sky above it, and +the songs of birds all around; with its old black timbers, its +many-colored orchards, its leafy gardens, its gray walls washed by the +hurrying stream.</p> + +<p>But in the winter it was very dreary, utterly lonely. The water roared, +and the leafless trees groaned in the wind, and the great leaden clouds +of rain or fog enveloped it duskily.</p> + +<p>To the starving, wet, and woe-begone peasants who would go to it with +aching bones and aching hearts, it seemed desolate and terrible; they +dreaded with a great dread the sharp voice of its master—the hardest +and the shrewdest and the closest-fisted Norman of them all.</p> + +<p>For they were most of them his debtors, and so were in a bitter +subjugation to him, and had to pay those debts as best they might with +their labor or their suffering, with the best of all their wool, or oil, +or fruit; often with the last bit of silver that had been an heirloom +for five centuries, or with the last bit of money buried away in an old +pitcher under their apple-tree to be the nest-egg of their little pet +daughter's dowry.</p> + +<p>And yet Claudis Flamma was respected among them; for he could outwit +them, and was believed to be very wealthy, and was a man who stood well +with the good saints and with holy church,—a wise man, in a word, with +whom these northern folks had the kinship of mutual industry and +avarice.</p> + +<p>For the most part the population around Yprès was thrifty and thriving +in a cautious, patient, certain way of well-doing; and by this portion +of it the silent old miser was much honored as a man laborious and +penurious, who chose to live on a leek and a rye loaf, but who must +have, it was well known, put by large gains in the thatch of his roof or +under the bricks of his kitchen.</p> + +<p>By the smaller section of it—poor, unthrifty, loose-handed fools—who +belied the province of their birth so far as to be quick to spend and +slow to save, and who so fell into want and famine and had to borrow of +others their children's bread, the old miller was hated with a hate +deeper and stronger because forced to be mute, and to submit, to cringe, +and to be trod upon, in the miserable servitude of the hopeless debtor.</p> + +<p>In the hard winter which followed on that sickly autumn, these and their +like fell further in the mire of poverty than ever, and had to come and +beg of Flamma loans of the commonest necessaries of their bare living. +They knew that they would have to pay a hundredfold in horrible +extortion when the spring and summer should bring them work, and give +them fruit on their trees and crops on their little fields; but they +could do no better.</p> + +<p>It had been for many years the custom to go to Flamma in such need; and +being never quit of his hold his debtors never could try for aid +elsewhere.</p> + +<p>The weather towards the season of Noël became frightfully severe; the +mill stream never stopped, but all around it was frozen, and the swamped +pastures were sheets of ice. The birds died by thousands in the open +country, and several of the sheep perished in snowstorms on the higher +lands.</p> + +<p>There was dire want in many of the hovels and homesteads, and the bare +harvests of a district usually so opulent in all riches of the soil +brought trouble and dearth in their train. Sickness prevailed because +the old people and the children in their hunger ate berries and roots +unfit for human food; the waters swelled, the ice melted, many homes +were flooded, and some even swept away.</p> + +<p>Old Pitchou and Claudis Flamma alone were content; the mill wheel never +stopped work, and famine prices could be asked in this extremity.</p> + +<p>Folle-Farine worked all that winter, day after day, month after month, +with scarcely a word being spoken to her, or scarcely an hour being left +her that she could claim as her own.</p> + +<p>She looked against the snow as strangely as a scarlet rose blossoming in +frost there could have done; but the people that came to and fro, even +the young men among them, were too used to that dark vivid silent face +of hers, and those lithe brown limbs that had the supple play and the +golden glow of the East in them, to notice them as any loveliness: and +if they did note them on some rare time, thought of them only as the +marks of a vagrant and accursed race.</p> + +<p>She was so unlike to themselves that the northern peasantry never +dreamed of seeing beauty in her; they turned their heads away when she +went by, striding after her mule or bearing her pitcher from the well +with the free and vigorous grace of a mountain or desert-born creature.</p> + +<p>The sheepskin girt about her loins, the red kerchief knotted to her +head, the loose lithe movements of her beautiful limbs, the fire and +dreams in her musing eyes—all these were so unlike themselves that they +saw nothing in them except what was awful or unlovely.</p> + +<p>Half the winter went by without a kind word to her from any one except +such as in that time of suffering and scarcity Marcellin spoke to her. +So had every winter gone since she had come there—a time so long ago +that the memory of Phratos had become so dim to her that she often +doubted if he also were not a mere shadow of a dream like all the rest.</p> + +<p>Half the winter she fared hardly and ate sparingly, and did the work of +the mule and the bullocks—indifferent and knowing no better, and only +staring at the stars when they throbbed in the black skies on a frosty +night, and wondering if she would ever go to them, or if they would ever +come to her—those splendid and familiar unknown things that looked on +all the misery of the earth, and shone on tranquilly and did not seem to +care.</p> + +<p>Time came close on to the new year, and the distress and the cold were +together at their height. The weather was terrible; and the poor +suffered immeasurably.</p> + +<p>A score of times a-day she heard them ask bread at the mill, and a score +of times saw them given a stone; she saw them come in the raw fog, +pinched and shivering, and sick with ague, and she saw her grandsire +deny them with a grating sarcasm or two, or take from them fifty times +its value for some niggard grant of food.</p> + +<p>"Why should I think of it, why should I care?" she said to herself; and +yet she did both, and could not help it.</p> + +<p>There was among the sufferers one old and poor, who lived not far from +the mill, by name Manon Dax.</p> + +<p>She was a little old hardy brown woman, shriveled and bent, yet strong, +with bright eyes like a robin's, and a tough frame, eighty years old.</p> + +<p>She had been southern born, and the wife of a stone-cutter; he had been +dead fifty years, and she had seen all her sons and daughters and their +offspring die too; and had now left on her hand to rear four young +great-grandchildren, almost infants, who were always crying to her for +food as new-born birds cry in their nests.</p> + +<p>She washed a little when she could get any linen to wash, and she span, +and she picked up the acorns and the nuts, and she tilled a small plot +of ground that belonged to her hut, and she grew cabbages and potatoes +and herbs on it, and so kept a roof over her head, and fed her four +nestlings, and trotted to and fro in her wooden shoes all day long, and +worked in hail and rain, in drought and tempest, and never complained, +but said that God was good to her.</p> + +<p>She was anxious about the children, knowing she could not live +long—that was all. But then she felt sure that the Mother of God would +take care of them, and so was cheerful; and did what the day brought her +to do, and was content.</p> + +<p>Now on Manon Dax, as on thousands of others, the unusual severity of the +winter fell like a knife. She was only one among thousands.</p> + +<p>Nobody noticed her; still it was hard.</p> + +<p>All the springs near her dwelling were frozen for many weeks; there was +no well nearer than half a league, and half a league out and half a +league back every day over ground sharp and slippery with ice, with two +heavy pails to carry, is not a little when one is over eighty, and has +only a wisp of woolen serge between the wind and one's withered limbs.</p> + +<p>The acorns and horse-chestnuts had all been disputed with her fiercely +by boys rough and swift, who foresaw a hard time coming in which their +pigs would be ill fed. The roots in her little garden-plot were all +black and killed by the cold. The nettles had been all gathered and +stewed and eaten.</p> + +<p>The snow drove in through a big hole in her roof. The woods were +ransacked for every bramble and broken bough by rievers younger and more +agile than herself; she had nothing to eat, nothing to burn.</p> + +<p>The children lay in their little beds of hay and cried all day long for +food, and she had none to give them.</p> + +<p>"If it were only myself!" she thought, stopping her ears not to hear +them; if it had been only herself it would have been so easy to creep +away into the corner among the dry grass, and to lie still till the cold +froze the pains of hunger and made them quiet; and to feel numb and +tired, and yet glad that it was all over, and to murmur that God was +good, and so to let death come—content.</p> + +<p>But it was not only herself.</p> + +<p>The poor are seldom so fortunate—they themselves would say so +unhappy—as to be alone in their homes.</p> + +<p>There were the four small lives left to her by the poor dead foolish +things she had loved,—small lives that had been rosy even on so much +hunger, and blithe even amidst so much cold; that had been mirthful +even at the flooding of the snowdrift, and happy even over a meal of +mouldy crusts, or of hips and haws from the hedges. Had been—until now, +when even so much as this could not be got, and when their beds of hay +were soaked through with snow-water; now—when they were quite silent, +except when they sobbed out a cry for bread.</p> + +<p>"I am eighty-two years old, and I have never since I was born asked man +or woman for help, or owed man or woman a copper coin," she thought, +sitting by her black hearth, across which the howling wind drove, and +stopping her ears to shut out the children's cries.</p> + +<p>She had often known severe winters, scanty food, bitter living,—she had +scores of times in her long years been as famished as this, and as cold, +and her house had been as desolate. Yet she had borne it all and never +asked for an alms, being strong and ignorant, and being also in fear of +the world, and holding a debt a great shame.</p> + +<p>But now she knew that she must do it, or let those children perish; +being herself old and past work, and having seen all her sons die out in +their strength before her.</p> + +<p>The struggle was long and hard with her. She would have to die soon, she +knew, and she had striven all her lifetime so to live that she might die +saying, "I have asked nothing of any man."</p> + +<p>This perhaps, she thought sadly, had been only a pride after all; a +feeling foolish and wicked, that the good God sought now to chasten. Any +way she knew that she must yield it up and go and ask for something; or +else those four small things, who were like a cluster of red berries on +a leafless tree, must suffer and must perish.</p> + +<p>"It is bitter, but I must do it," she thought. "Sure it is strange that +the good God cares to take any of us to himself through so sharp a way +as hunger. It seems, if I saw His face now, I should say, 'Not heaven +for me, Monseigneur: only bread and a little wood.'"</p> + +<p>And she rose up on her bent stiff limbs, and went to the pile of hay on +which the children were lying, pale and thin, but trying to smile, all +of them, because they saw the tears on her cheeks.</p> + +<p>"Be still, my treasures," she said to them, striving to speak cheerily, +and laying her hands on the curls of the eldest born; "I go away for a +little while to try and get you food. Be good, Bernardou, and take care +of them till I come back."</p> + +<p>Bernardou promised, being four years old himself; and she crept out of +the little black door of the hut on to the white road and into the +rushing winds.</p> + +<p>"I will go to Flamma," she said to herself.</p> + +<p>It was three in the afternoon, nearly dark at this season of midwinter.</p> + +<p>The business of the day was done. The people had come and gone, favored +or denied, according to such sureties as they could offer. The great +wheel worked on in the seething water; the master of the mill sat +against the casement to catch the falling light, adding up the sums in +his ledger—crooked little signs such as he had taught himself to +understand, though he could form neither numerals nor letters with his +pen.</p> + +<p>All around him in the storehouses there were corn, wood, wool, stores of +every sort of food. All around him, in the room he lived in, there were +hung the salt meats, the sweet herbs, and the dried fruits, that he had +saved from the profusion of other and healthier years. It pleased him to +know that he held all that, and also withheld it. It moved him with a +certain saturnine glee to see the hungry wistful eyes of the peasants +stare longingly at all those riches, whilst their white lips faltered +out an entreaty—which he denied.</p> + +<p>It was what he liked; to sit there and count his gains after his +fashion, and look at his stores and listen to the howling wind and +driving hail, and chuckle to think how lean and cold and sick they were +outside—those fools who mocked him because his saint had been a gypsy's +leman.</p> + +<p>To be prayed to for bread, and give the stone of a bitter denial; to be +implored with tears of supplication, and answer with a grim jest; to see +a woman come with children dying for food, and to point out to her the +big brass pans full of milk, and say to her "All that makes butter for +Paris," and then see her go away wailing and moaning that her child +would die, and tottering feebly through the snow—all this was sweet to +him.</p> + +<p>Before his daughter had gone from him, he had been, though a hard man, +yet honest, and had been, though severe, not cruel; but since he had +been aware of the shame of the creature whom he had believed in as an +angel, every fiber in him had been embittered and salted sharp with the +poignancy of an acrid hate towards all living things. To hurt and to +wound, and to see what he thus struck bleed and suffer, was the only +pleasure life had left for him. He had all his manhood walked justly, +according to his light, and trusted in the God to whom he prayed; and +his God and his child had denied and betrayed him, and his heart had +turned to gall.</p> + +<p>The old woman toiled slowly through the roads which lay between her hut +and the water-mill.</p> + +<p>They were roads which passed through meadows and along cornfields, +beside streamlets, and among little belts of woodland, lanes and paths +green and pleasant in the summer, but now a slough of frozen mud, and +whistled through by northeast winds. She held on her way steadily, +stumbling often, and often slipping and going slowly, for she was very +feeble from long lack of food, and the intensity of the cold drove +through and through her frame. Still she held on bravely, in the teeth +of the rough winds and of the coming darkness, though the weather was so +wild that the poplar-trees were bent to the earth, and the little light +in the Calvary lamp by the river blew to and fro, and at last died out. +Still she held on, a little dark, tottering figure, with a prayer on her +lips and a hope in her heart.</p> + +<p>The snow was falling, the clouds were driving, the waters were roaring, +in the twilight: she was only a little black speck in the vast gray +waste of the earth and the sky, and the furious air tossed her at times +to and fro like a withered leaf. But she would not let it beat her; she +groped her way with infinite difficulty, grasping a bough for strength, +or waiting under a tree for breath a moment, and thus at last reached +the mill-house.</p> + +<p>Such light as there was left showed her the kitchen within, the stores +of wood, the strings of food; it looked to her as it had looked to +Phratos, a place of comfort and of plenty; a strong safe shelter from +the inclement night.</p> + +<p>She lifted the latch and crept in, and went straight to Claudis Flamma, +who was still busy beneath the window with those rude signs which +represented to him his earthly wealth.</p> + +<p>She stood before him white from the falling snow, with her brown face +working with a strong emotion, her eyes clear and honest, and full of an +intense anxiety of appeal.</p> + +<p>"Flamma," she said simply to him, "we have been neighbors fifty years +and more—thou and I, and many have borrowed of thee to their hurt and +shame, but I never. I am eighty-two, and I never in my days asked +anything of man or woman or child. But I come to-night to ask bread of +you—bread for the four little children at home. I have heard them cry +three days, and have had nothing to give them save a berry or two off +the trees. I cannot bear it any more. So I have come to you."</p> + +<p>He shut his ledger, and looked at her. They had been neighbors, as she +had said, half a century and more; and had often knelt down before the +same altar, side by side.</p> + +<p>"What dost want?" he asked simply.</p> + +<p>"Food," she made answer; "food and fuel. They are so cold—the little +ones."</p> + +<p>"What canst pay for them?" he asked.</p> + +<p>"Nothing—nothing now. There is not a thing in the house except the last +hay the children sleep on. But if thou wilt let me have a little—just a +little—while the weather is so hard, I will find means to pay when the +weather breaks. There is my garden; and I can wash and spin. I will pay +faithfully. Thou knowest I never owed a brass coin to any man. But I am +so old, and the children so young——"</p> + +<p>Claudis Flamma got up and walked to the other side of the kitchen.</p> + +<p>Her eyes followed him with wistful, hungry longing. Where he went there +stood pans of new milk, baskets of eggs, rolls of bread, piles of +fagots. Her feeble heart beat thickly with eager hope, her dim eyes +glowed with pleasure and with thankfulness.</p> + +<p>He came back and brought to her a few sharp rods, plucked from a +thorn-tree.</p> + +<p>"Give these to thy children's children," he said, with a dark smile. +"For these—and for no more—will they recompense thee when they shall +grow to maturity."</p> + +<p>She looked at him startled and disquieted, yet thinking that he meant +but a stern jest.</p> + +<p>"Good Flamma, you mock me," she murmured, trembling; "the babies are +little, and good. Ah, give me food quickly, for God's sake! A jest is +well in season, but to an empty body and a bitter heart it is like a +stripe."</p> + +<p>He smiled, and answered her in his harsh grating voice,—</p> + +<p>"I give thee the only thing given without payment in this world—advice. +Take it or leave it."</p> + +<p>She reeled a little as if he had struck her a blow with his fist, and +her face changed terribly, whilst her eyes stared without light or sense +in them.</p> + +<p>"You jest, Flamma! You only jest!" she muttered. "The little children +starve, I tell you. You will give me bread for them? Just a little +bread? I will pay as soon as the weather breaks."</p> + +<p>"I can give nothing. I am poor, very poor," he answered her, with the +habitual lie of the miser; and he opened his ledger again, and went on +counting up the dots and crosses by which he kept his books.</p> + +<p>His servant Pitchou sat spinning by the hearth: she did not cease her +work, nor intercede by a word. The poor can be better to the poor than +any princes; but the poor can also be more cruel to the poor than any +slave-drivers.</p> + +<p>The old woman's head dropped on her breast, she turned feebly, and felt +her way, as though she were blind, out of the house and into the air. It +was already dark with the darkness of the descending night.</p> + +<p>The snow was falling fast. Her hope was gone; all was cold—cold as +death.</p> + +<p>She shivered and gasped, and strove to totter on: the children were +alone. The winds blew and drove the snowflakes in a white cloud against +her face; the bending trees creaked and groaned as though in pain; the +roar of the mill-water filled the air.</p> + +<p>There was now no light: the day was gone, and the moon was hidden; +beneath her feet the frozen earth cracked and slipped and gave way. She +fell down; being so old and so weakly she could not rise again, but lay +still with one limb broken under her, and the winds and the snowstorm +beating together upon her.</p> + +<p>"The children! the children!" she moaned feebly, and then was still; she +was so cold, and the snow fell so fast; she could not lift herself nor +see what was around her; she thought that she was in her bed at home, +and felt as though she would soon sleep.</p> + +<p>Through the dense gloom around her there came a swiftly-moving shape, +that flew as silently and as quickly as a night-bird, and paused as +though on wings beside her.</p> + +<p>A voice that was at once timid and fierce, tender and savage, spoke to +her through the clouds of driven snow-spray.</p> + +<p>"Hush, it is I! I—Folle-Farine. I have brought you my food. It is not +much—they never give me much. Still it will help a little. I heard what +you said—I was in the loft. Flamma must not know; he might make you +pay. But it is all mine, truly mine; take it."</p> + +<p>"Food—for the children!"</p> + +<p>The blessed word aroused her from her lethargy; she raised herself a +little on one arm, and tried to see whence the voice came that spoke to +her.</p> + +<p>But the effort exhausted her; she fell again to the ground with a +groan—her limb was broken.</p> + +<p>Folle-Farine stood above her; her dark eyes gleaming like a hawk's +through the gloom, and full of a curious, startled pity.</p> + +<p>"You cannot get up; you are old," she said abruptly. "See—let me carry +you home. The children! yes, the children can have it. It is not much; +but it will serve."</p> + +<p>She spoke hastily and roughly; she was ashamed of her own compassion. +What was it to her whether any of these people lived or died? They had +always mocked and hated her.</p> + +<p>"If I did right, I should let them rot, and spit on their corpses," she +thought, with the ferocity of vengeance that ran in her Oriental blood.</p> + +<p>Yet she had come out in the storm, and had brought away her food for +strangers, though she had been at work all day long, and was chilled to +the bone, and was devoured with ravenous hunger.</p> + +<p>Why did she do it?</p> + +<p>She did not know. She scorned herself. But she was sorry for this woman, +so poor and so brave, with her eighty-two years, and so bitterly denied +in her extremity.</p> + +<p>Manon Dax dimly caught the muttered words, and feebly strove to answer +them, whilst the winds roared and the snow beat upon her fallen body.</p> + +<p>"I cannot rise," she murmured; "my leg is broken, I think. But it is no +matter. Go you to the little ones; whoever you are, you are good, and +have pity. Go to them, go. It is no matter for me. I have lived my +life—anyway. It will soon be over. I am not in pain—indeed."</p> + +<p>Folle-Farine stood in silence a minute, then she stooped and lifted the +old creature in her strong young arms, and with that heavy burden set +out on her way in the teeth of the storm.</p> + +<p>She had long known the woman, and the grandchildren, by sight and name.</p> + +<p>Once or twice when she had passed by them, the grandam, tender of heart, +but narrow of brain, and believing all the tales of her neighbors, had +drawn the little ones closer to her, under the wing of her serge cloak, +lest the evil eye that had bewitched the tanner's youngest born, should +fall on them, and harm them in like manner.</p> + +<p>Nevertheless the evil eyes gleamed on her with a wistful sorrow, as +Folle-Farine bore her with easy strength and a sure step, through the +frozen woodland ways, as she would have borne the load of wood, or the +sacks of corn, that she was so well used to carry to and fro like a +packhorse.</p> + +<p>Manon Dax did not stir nor struggle, she did not even strive to speak +again; she was vaguely sensible of a slow, buoyant, painless movement, +of a close, soft pressure that sheltered her from the force of the +winds, of a subtle warmth that stole through her emaciated aching frame, +and made her drowsy and forgetful, and content to be still.</p> + +<p>She could do no more. Her day for struggle and for work was done.</p> + +<p>Once she moved a little. Her bearer paused and stopped and listened.</p> + +<p>"Did you speak?" she whispered.</p> + +<p>Manon Dax gave a soft troubled sigh.</p> + +<p>"God is good," she muttered, like one speaking in a dream.</p> + +<p>Folle-Farine held on her way; fiercely blown, blinded by the snow, +pierced by the blasts of the hurricane, but sure of foot on the ice as a +reindeer, and sure of eye in the dark as a night-hawk.</p> + +<p>"Are you in pain?" she asked once of the burden she carried.</p> + +<p>There was no answer. Old Manon seemed to sleep.</p> + +<p>The distance of the road was nothing to her, fleet and firm of step, and +inured to all hardships of the weather; yet short as it was, it cost her +an hour to travel it, heavily weighted as she was, soaked with +snow-water, blown back continually by the opposing winds, and forced to +stagger and to pause by the fury of the storm.</p> + +<p>At last she reached the hut.</p> + +<p>The wind had driven open the door. The wailing cries of the children +echoed sorrowfully on the stillness, answered by the bleating of sheep, +cold and hungry in their distant folds. The snow had drifted in +unchecked; all was quite dark.</p> + +<p>She felt her way within, and being used by long custom to see in the +gloom, as the night-haunting beasts and birds can see, she found the bed +of hay, and laid her burden gently down on it.</p> + +<p>The children ceased their wailing, and the two eldest ones crept up +close to their grandmother, and pressed their cheeks to hers, and +whispered to her eagerly, with their little famished lips, "Where is +the food, where is the food?"</p> + +<p>But there was still no answer.</p> + +<p>The clouds drifted a little from the moon that had been so long +obscured; it shone for a moment through the vapor of the heavy sky; the +whitened ground threw back the rays increased tenfold; the pale gleam +reached the old still face of Manon Dax.</p> + +<p>There was a feeble smile upon it—the smile with which her last words +had been spoken in the darkness; "God is good!"</p> + +<p>She was quite dead.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2>CHAPTER VI.</h2> + + +<p>All that night Folle-Farine tarried with the children.</p> + +<p>The youngest had been suffocated whilst they had been alone, by the snow +which had fallen through the roof, and from which its elders had been +too small and weakly to be able to drag it out, unaided.</p> + +<p>She laid it, stiff already in the cold of the night, beside the body of +its old grandam, who had perished in endeavoring to save it; they lay +together, the year-old child and the aged woman, the broken bud and the +leafless bough. They had died of hunger, as the birds die on the moors +and plains; it is a common fate.</p> + +<p>She stayed beside the children, who were frightened and bewildered and +quite mute. She divided such food as she had brought between them, not +taking any herself. She took off the sheepskin which she wore in winter, +tied round her loins as her outdoor garment, and made a little nest of +it for the three, and covered them with it. She could not close the +door, from the height of the drifted snow, and the wind poured in all +night long, though in an hour the snow ceased to fall. Now and then the +clouds parting a little, let a ray of the moon stray in; and then she +could see the quiet faces of the old dead woman and the child.</p> + +<p>"They die of famine—and they die saying their 'God is good,'" she +thought and she pondered on it deeply, and with the bitter and +melancholy irony which life had already taught her, while the hours of +the night dragged slowly on; the winds howled above the trembling hovel, +and the children sobbed themselves to sleep at last, lulled by the +warmth of the skin, into which they crept together like young birds in a +nest.</p> + +<p>She sat there patiently; frozen and ravenous; yet not drawing a corner +of the sheepskin to her own use, nor regretting a crumb of the bread she +had surrendered. She hated the human race, whose hand was always against +her. She had no single good deed to thank them for, nor any single +gentle word. Yet she was sorry for that old creature, who had been so +bitterly dealt with all her years through, and who had died saying "God +is good." She was sorry for those little helpless, unconscious starving +animals, who had lost the only life that could labor for them.</p> + +<p>She forgave—because she forgot—that in other winters this door had +been shut against her, as against an accursed thing, and these babes had +mocked her in their first imperfect speech.</p> + +<p>The dawn broke; the sharp gray winter's day came; the storm had lulled, +but the whole earth was frost-bound and white with snow, and the air was +piercing, and the sky dark and overcast.</p> + +<p>She had to leave them; she was bound to her daily labor at the mill, she +knew that if when the sun rose she should be found absent, she and they +too would surely suffer. What to do for them she could not tell. She had +no friend save Marcellin, who himself was as poor as these. She never +spoke to any living thing, except a sheep-dog, or a calf bleating for +its mother, or a toil-worn bullock staggering over the plowed clods.</p> + +<p>Between her and all those around her there were perpetual enmity and +mistrust, and scarcely so much of a common bond as lies in a common +humanity. For in her title to a common humanity with them they +disbelieved; while she in her scorn rejected claim to it.</p> + +<p>At daybreak there passed by the open door in the mist a peasant going +to his cattle in the fields beyond, pushing through the snow a rude +hand-cart full of turnips, and other winter food.</p> + +<p>She rose and called to him.</p> + +<p>He stared and stood still.</p> + +<p>She went to the doorway and signed to him.</p> + +<p>"Old Manon Dax is dead. Will you tell the people? The children are here, +alone, and they starve."</p> + +<p>"Manon Dax dead?" he echoed stupidly: he was her nearest neighbor; he +had helped her fetch her washing-water sometimes from the well half a +league away; when his wife had been down with fever and ague, the old +woman had nursed her carefully and well through many a tedious month.</p> + +<p>"Yes, I found her on the road, in the snow, last night. She had broken +her leg, and she was dead before I got here. Go and send some one. The +little children are all alone, and one of them is dead too."</p> + +<p>It was so dark still, that he had not seen at first who it was that +addressed him; but slowly, as he stared and stared, and drew nearer to +her, he recognized the scarlet girdle, the brown limbs, the straight +brow, the fathomless eyes. And he feared her, with a great fear rising +there suddenly, before him, out of that still white world of dawn and +shadow.</p> + +<p>He dropped the handles of his cart and fled; a turn in the road, and the +darkness of the morning, soon hid him from sight. She thought that he +had gone to summon his people, and she went back and sat again by the +sleeping children, and watched the sad still faces of the dead.</p> + +<p>The peasant flew home as swiftly as his heavy shoes and the broken ice +of the roads would allow.</p> + +<p>His cabin was at some distance, at a place where, amidst the fields, a +few huts, a stone crucifix, some barns and stacks, and a single wineshop +made up a little village, celebrated in the district for its +wide-spreading orchards and their excellence of fruits.</p> + +<p>Even so early the little hamlet was awake; the shutters were opened; the +people were astir; men were brushing the snow from their thresholds; +women were going out to their field-work; behind the narrow lattices the +sleepy-eyes and curly heads of children peered, while their fingers +played with the fanciful incrustations of the frost.</p> + +<p>The keeper of the tavern was unbarring his house door; a girl broke the +ice in a pool for her ducks to get at the water; a few famished robins +flew to and fro songless.</p> + +<p>His own wife was on her doorstep; to her he darted.</p> + +<p>"Manon Dax is dead!" he shouted.</p> + +<p>"What of that?" said his wife shouldering her broom; a great many had +died that winter, and they were so poor and sharp-set with famine +themselves, that they had neither bread nor pity to spare.</p> + +<p>"This of that," said the man, doggedly, and full of the excitement of +his own terrors. "The young devil of Yprès has killed her, that I am +sure. She is there in the hut, in the dark, with her eyes glaring like +coals. And for what should she be there if not for evil? Tell me that."</p> + +<p>"Is it possible?" his wife cried, incredulous, yet willing to believe; +while the girl left her ducks, and the wineshop-keeper his door, and the +women their cabins, and came and stood round the bearer of such strange +news. It was very welcome news in a raw frost-bitten dawn, when a day +was beginning that would otherwise have had nothing more wonderful in it +than tidings of how a litter of black pigs throve, and how a brown horse +had fared with the swelling in the throat.</p> + +<p>They were very dull there from year's end to year's end; once a month, +maybe, a letter would come in from some soldier-son or brother, or a +peddler coming to buy eggs would bring likewise some stray rumor from +the outer world;—beyond this there was no change. They heard nothing, +and saw nothing, seldom moving a league away from that gray stone +crucifix, round which their little homes were clustered.</p> + +<p>This man had nothing truly to tell; he had fled horrified to be +challenged in the twilight, and the snow, by a creature of such evil +omen as Folle-Farine. But when he had got an audience, he was too true +an orator and not such a fool as to lose it for such a little beggarly +matter as truth; and his tongue clacked quickly of all which his fears +and fancies had conceived, until he had talked himself and his +listeners into the full belief that Manon Dax being belated had +encountered the evil glance of the daughter of all evil, and had been +slain thereby in most cruel sorcery.</p> + +<p>Now, in the whole neighborhood there was nothing too foul to be +accredited of the begotten of the fiend:—a fiend, whom all the grown +men and women remembered so well in his earthly form, when he had come +to ruin poor Reine Flamma's body and soul, with his eyes like jewels, +and his strength passing the strength of all men.</p> + +<p>The people listened, gaping, and wonder-struck, and forgetting the +bitterness of the cold, being warmed with those unfailing human cordials +of foul suspicion and of gratified hatred. Some went off to their daily +labor, being unable to spare time for more gossip; but divers women, who +had nothing to occupy them, remained about Flandrin.</p> + +<p>A shriveled dame, who owned the greatest number of brood-hens in the +village, who had only one son, a priest, and who was much respected and +deferred to by her neighbors, spoke first when Flandrin had ended his +tale for the seventh time, it being a little matter to him that his two +hungry cows would be lowing all the while vainly for their morning meal.</p> + +<p>"Flandrin, you have said well, beyond a doubt; the good soul has been +struck dead by sorcery. But, you have forgot one thing, the children are +there, and that devil of Yprès is with them. We—good Christians and +true—should not let such things be. Go, and drive her out and bring the +young ones hither."</p> + +<p>Flandrin stood silent. It was very well to say that the devil should be +driven out, but it was not so well to be the driver.</p> + +<p>"That is as it should be," assented the other women. "Go, Flandrin, and +we—we will take the little souls in for this day, and then give them to +the public charity; better cannot be done. Go."</p> + +<p>"But mind that thou dost strike that beast, Folle-Farine, sharply," +cried his wife.</p> + +<p>"If thou showest her the cross, she will have to grovel and flee," said +another.</p> + +<p>"Not she," grumbled the old dame, whose son was a priest. "One day my +blessed son, who is nearly a saint, Heaven knows, menaced her with his +cross, and she stood straight, and fearless, and looked at it, and said +'By that sign you do all manner of vileness in this world, and say you +are to be blest in another; I know!' and so laughed and went on. What +are you to do with a witch like that,—eh?"</p> + +<p>"Go, Flandrin," shrieked the women in chorus. "Go! Every minute you +waste, the little angels are nearer to hell!"</p> + +<p>"Come yourselves with me, then," said Flandrin, sullenly. "I will not go +after those infants, it is not a man's work."</p> + +<p>In his own mind he was musing on a story his priests had often told him, +of swine into which exorcised devils had entered, and dispatched swiftly +down a slope to a miserable end; and he thought of his own pigs, black, +fat, and happy, worth so much to him in the market. Better, he mused, +that Manon Dax's grandchildren should be the devil's prey, than those, +his choicest, swine.</p> + +<p>The women jeered him, menaced him, flouted him, besought him. But +vainly—he would not move alone. He had become possessed with the +terrors that his own fancy had created; and he would not stir a step for +all their imprecations.</p> + +<p>"Let us go ourselves, then!" screamed his wife at length, flourishing +above her head the broom with which she had swept the snow. "Men are +forever cowards. It shall never be said of me, that I left those babes +to the fiend while I gave my own children their porridge by the fire!"</p> + +<p>There was a sentiment in this that stirred all her companions to +emulation. They rushed into their homes, snatched a shovel, a staff, a +broom, a pegstick, each whatever came uppermost, and, dragging Flandrin +in the midst, went down the sloping frozen road between its fringe of +poplars. They were not very sure in their own minds why they went, nor +for what they went; but they had a vague idea of doing what was wise and +pious, and they had a great hate in their hearts against her.</p> + +<p>They sped as fast as the slippery road would let them, and their +tongues flew still faster than their feet; the cold of the daybreak made +them sharp and keen on their prey; they screamed themselves hoarse, +their voices rising shrilly above the whistling of the winds, and the +creaking of the trees; and they inflamed each other with ferocious +belief in the sorcery they were to punish.</p> + +<p>They were in their way virtuous; they were content on very little, they +toiled hard from their birth to their grave, they were most of them +chaste wives and devoted mothers, they bore privation steadily, and they +slaved in fair weather and foul without a complaint. But they were +narrow of soul, greedy of temper, bigoted and uncharitable, and, where +they thought themselves or their offspring menaced, implacable. They +were of the stuff that would be burned for a creed, and burn others for +another creed. It is the creed of the vast majority of every nation; the +priests and lawgivers of every nation have always told their people that +it is a creed holy and honorable—how can the people know that it is at +once idiotic and hellish?</p> + +<p>Folle-Farine sat within on the damp hay under the broken roof, and +watched the open door.</p> + +<p>The children were still asleep. The eldest one in his sleep had turned +and caught her hand, and held it.</p> + +<p>She did not care for them. They had screamed, and run behind the +woodstack, or their grandam's skirts, a hundred times when they had seen +her on the road or in the orchard. But she was sorry for them; almost as +sorry as she was for the little naked woodpigeons when their nests were +scattered on the ground in a tempest, or for the little starveling +rabbits when they screamed in their holes for the soft, white mother +that was lying, tortured and twisted, in the jaws of a steel trap.</p> + +<p>She was sorry for them—half roughly, half tenderly—with some shame at +her own weakness, and yet too sincerely sorry to be able to persuade +herself to leave them to their fate there, all alone with their dead.</p> + +<p>For in the savage heart of Taric's daughter there was an innermost +corner wherein her mother's nature slept.</p> + +<p>She sat there quite still, watching the open porch and listening for +footsteps.</p> + +<p>The snow was driven in circling clouds by the winds; the dense fog of +the dawn lifted itself off the surrounding fields; the branches of the +trees were beautiful with hanging icicles; from the meadow hard by there +wailed unceasingly the mournful moaning of Flandrin's cattle, deserted +of their master and hungry in their wooden sheds.</p> + +<p>She heard a distant convent clock strike six: no one came. Yet, she had +resolved not to leave the children all alone; though Flamma should come +and find her there, and thrash her for her absence from his tasks. So +she sat still and waited.</p> + +<p>After a little she heard the crisp cracking of many feet on the frozen +snow and ice-filled ruts of the narrow road; she heard a confused +clatter of angry voices breaking harshly on the stillness of the winter +morning.</p> + +<p>The light was stronger now, and through the doorway she saw the little +passionate crowd of angry faces as the women pressed onward down the +hill with Flandrin in their midst.</p> + +<p>She rose and looked out at them quietly.</p> + +<p>For a minute they paused—irresolute, silent, perplexed: at the sight of +her they were half daunted; they felt the vagueness of the crime they +came to bring against her.</p> + +<p>The wife of Flandrin recovered speech first, and dared them to the +onslaught.</p> + +<p>"What!" she screamed, "nine good Christians fearful of one daughter of +hell? Fie! for shame! Look; my leaden Peter is round my neck! Is he not +stronger than she any day?"</p> + +<p>In a moment more, thus girded at and guarded at the same time, they were +through the door and on the mud floor of the hearth, close to her, +casting hasty glances at the poor dead body on the hearth, whose fires +they had left to die out all through that bitter winter. They came about +her in a fierce, gesticulating, breathless troop, flourishing their +sticks in her eyes, and casting at her a thousand charges in one breath.</p> + +<p>Flandrin stood a little aloof, sheepishly on the threshold, wishing he +had never said a word of the death of Manon Dax to his good wife and +neighbors.</p> + +<p>"You met that poor saint and killed her in the snow with your +witcheries!" one cried.</p> + +<p>"You have stifled that poor babe where it lay!" cried another.</p> + +<p>"A good woman like that!" shrieked a third, "who was well and blithe and +praising God only a day ago, for I saw her myself come down the hill for +our well water!"</p> + +<p>"It is as you did with the dear little Rémy, who will be lame all his +life through you," hissed a fourth. "You are not fit to live; you spit +venom like a toad."</p> + +<p>"Are you alive, my angels?" said a fifth, waking the three children +noisily, and rousing their piercing cries. "Are you alive after that +witch has gazed on you? It is a miracle! The saints be praised!"</p> + +<p>Folle-Farine stood mute and erect for the moment, not comprehending why +they thus with one accord fell upon her. She pointed to the bodies on +the hearth, with one of those grave and dignified gestures which were +her birthright.</p> + +<p>"She was cold and hungry," she said curtly, her mellow accent softening +and enriching the provincial tongue which she had learned from those +amidst whom she dwelt. "She had fallen, and was dying. I brought her +here. The young child was killed by the snow. I stayed with the rest +because they were frightened, and alone. There is no more to tell. What +of it?"</p> + +<p>"Thou hadst better come away. What canst thou prove?" whispered Flandrin +to his wife.</p> + +<p>He was afraid of the storm he had invoked, and would fain have stilled +it. But that was beyond his power. The women had not come forth half a +league in the howling winds of a midwinter daybreak only to go back with +a mere charity done, and with no vengeance taken.</p> + +<p>They hissed, they screamed, they hurled their rage at her; they accused +her of a thousand crimes; they filled the hut with clamor as of a +thousand tongues; they foamed, they spat, they struck at her with their +sticks; and she stood quiet, looking at them, and the old dead face of +Manon Dax lay upward in the dim light.</p> + +<p>The eldest boy struggled in the grasp of the peasant woman who had +seized him, and stretched his arms, instead, to the one who had fed him +and whose hand he had held all through his restless slumber in that long +and dreary night.</p> + +<p>The woman covered his eyes with a scream.</p> + +<p>"Ah—h!" she moaned, "see how the innocent child is bewitched! It is +horrible!"</p> + +<p>"Look on that;—oh, infernal thing!" cried Flandrin's wife, lifting up +her treasured figure of Peter. "You dare not face that blessed image. +See—see all of you—how she winces, and turns white!"</p> + +<p>Folle-Farine had shrunk a little as the child had called her. Its +gesture of affection was the first that she had ever seen towards her in +any human thing.</p> + +<p>She laughed aloud as the image of Peter was thrust in her face. She saw +it was some emblem and idol of their faith, devoutly cherished. She +stretched her hand out, wrenched it away, trampled on it, and tossed it +through the doorway into the snow, where it sank and disappeared. Then +she folded her arms, and waited for them.</p> + +<p>There was a shriek at the blasphemy of the impious act; then they rushed +on her.</p> + +<p>They came inflamed with all the fury which abject fear and bigoted +hatred can beget in minds of the lowest and most brutal type. They were +strong, rude, ignorant, fanatical peasants, and they abhorred her, and +they believed no child of theirs to be safe in its bed while she walked +alive abroad. Beside such women, when in wrath and riot, the tiger and +the hyena are as the lamb and the dove.</p> + +<p>They set on her with furious force; they flung her, they trod on her, +they beat her, they kicked her with their wood-shod feet, with all the +malignant fury of the female animal that fights for its offspring's and +its own security.</p> + +<p>Strong though she was, and swift, and full of courage, she had no power +against the numbers who had thrown themselves on her, and borne her +backward by dint of their united effort, and held her down to work their +worst on her. She could not free herself to return their blows, nor lift +herself to wrestle with them; she could only deny them the sweetness of +wringing from her a single cry, and that she did. She was mute while the +rough hands flew at her, the sticks struck at her, the heavy feet were +driven against her body, and the fierce fingers clutched at her hair, +and twisted and tore it,—she was quite mute throughout.</p> + +<p>"Prick her in the breast, and see if the devil be still in her. I have +heard say there is no better way to test a witch!" cried Flandrin's +wife, writhing in rage for the outrage to the Petrus.</p> + +<p>Her foes needed no second bidding; they had her already prostrate in +their midst, and a dozen eager, violent hands seized a closer grip upon +her, pulled her clothes from her chest, and, holding her down on the mud +floor, searched with ravenous eyes for the signet marks of hell. The +smooth, soft skin baffled them; its rich and tender hues were without +spot or blemish.</p> + +<p>"What matter,—what matter?" hissed Rose Flandrin. "When our fathers +hunted witches in the old time, did they stop for that? Draw blood, and +you will see."</p> + +<p>She clutched a jagged, rusty nail from out the wall, and leaned over her +prey.</p> + +<p>"It is the only babe that will ever cling to thee!" she cried, with a +laugh, as the nail drew blood above the heart.</p> + +<p>Still Folle-Farine made no sound and asked no mercy. She was powerless, +defenseless, flung on her back amidst her tormentors, fastened down by +treading feet and clinching hands; she could resist in nothing, she +could not stir a limb; still she kept silence, and her proud eyes looked +unquailing into the hateful faces bent to hers.</p> + +<p>The muscles and nerves of her body quivered with a mighty pang, her +chest heaved with the torture of indignity, her heart fluttered like a +wounded bird,—not at the physical pain, but at the shame of these +women's gaze, the loathsome contact of their hands.</p> + +<p>The iron pierced deeper, but they could not make her speak. Except for +her eyes, which glowed with a dusky fire as they glanced to and fro, +seeking escape, she might have been a statue of olive-wood, flung down +by ruffians to make a bonfire.</p> + +<p>"If one were to drive the nail to the head, she would not feel!" cried +the women, in furious despair, and were minded, almost, to put her to +that uttermost test.</p> + +<p>Suddenly, from the doorway, Flandrin raised an alarm:</p> + +<p>"There is our notary close at hand, on the road on his mule! Hist! Come +out quickly! You know how strict he is, and how he forbids us ever to +try and take the law into our own keeping. Quick—as you love your +lives—quick!"</p> + +<p>The furies left their prey, and scattered and fled; the notary was a +name of awe to them, for he was a severe man but just.</p> + +<p>They seized the children, went out with them into the road, closed the +hut door behind them, and moved down the hill, the two younger wailing +sadly, and the eldest trying to get from them and go back.</p> + +<p>The women looked mournful and held their heads down, and comforted the +little ones; Flandrin himself went to his cattle in the meadow.</p> + +<p>"Is anything amiss?" the old white-haired notary asked, stopping his +gray mule at sight of the little cavalcade.</p> + +<p>The women, weeping, told him that Manon Dax was dead, and the youngest +infant likewise—of cold, in the night, as they supposed. They dared to +say no more, for he had many times rebuked them for their lack of +charity and their bigoted cruelties and superstitions, and they were +quaking with fear lest he should by any chance enter the cottage and see +their work.</p> + +<p>"Flandrin, going to his cow, saw her first, and he came to us and told +us," they added, crossing themselves fervently, and hushing little +Bernardou, who wanted to get from them and return; "and we have taken +the poor little things to carry them home; we are going to give them +food, and warm them awhile by the stove, and then we shall come back and +do all that is needful for the beloved dead who are within."</p> + +<p>"That is well. That is good and neighborly of you," said the notary, who +liked them, having married them all, and registered all their children's +births, and who was a good old man, though stern.</p> + +<p>He promised them to see for his part that all needed by the law and by +the church should be done for their old lost neighbor; and then he urged +his mule into a trot, for he had been summoned to a rich man's sick-bed +in that early winter morning, and was in haste lest the priest should be +beforehand with him there.</p> + +<p>"How tender the poor are to the poor! Those people have not bread enough +for themselves, and yet they burden their homes with three strange +mouths. Their hearts must be true at the core, if their tongues +sometimes be foul," he mused, as he rode the mule down through the fog.</p> + +<p>The women went on, carrying and dragging the children with them, in a +sullen impatience.</p> + +<p>"To think we should have had to leave that fiend of Yprès!" they +muttered in their teeth. "Well, there is one thing, she will not get +over the hurt for days. Her bones will be stiff for many a week. That +will teach her to leave honest folk alone."</p> + +<p>And they traversed the road slowly, muttering to one another.</p> + +<p>"Hold thy noise, thou little pig!" cried Flandrin's wife, pushing +Bernardou on before her. "Hold thy noise, I tell you, or I will put you +in the black box in a hole in the ground, along with thy +great-grandmother."</p> + +<p>But Bernardou wept aloud, refusing to be comforted or terrified into +silence. He was old enough to know that never more would the old kindly +withered brown face bend over him as he woke in the morning, nor the old +kindly quavering voice croon him country ballads and cradle songs at +twilight by the bright wood fire.</p> + +<p>Little by little the women carrying the children crept down the slippery +slope, half ice and half mud in the thaw, and entered their own village, +and therein were much praised for their charity and courage.</p> + +<p>For when they praise, as when they abuse, villages are loud of voice and +blind of eye almost as much as are the cities.</p> + +<p>Their tongues and those of their neighbors clacked all day long, noisily +and bravely, of their good and their great deeds; they had all the +sanctity of martyrdom, and all the glory of victory, in one. True, they +have left all their house and field-work half done. "But the Holy Peter +will finish it in his own good time, and avenge himself for his +outrage," mused the wife of Flandrin, sorrowing over her lost Petrus in +the snowdrift, and boxing the ears of little Bernardou to make him cease +from his weeping, where he was huddled in her chimney corner.</p> + +<p>When they went back with their priest at noon to the hut of old Manon +Dax to make her ready for her burial, they trembled inwardly lest they +should find their victim there, and lest she should lift up her voice in +accusation against them. Their hearts misgave them sorely. Their priest, +a cobbler's son, almost as ignorant as themselves, save that he could +gabble a few morsels of bad Latin, would be, they knew, on their side; +but they were sensible that they had let their fury hurry them into acts +that could easily be applauded by their neighbors, but not so easily +justified to the law.</p> + +<p>"For the law is overgood," said Rose Flandrin, "and takes the part of +all sorts of vile creatures. It will protect a rogue, a brigand, a +bullock, a dog, a witch, a devil—anything,—except now and then an +honest woman."</p> + +<p>But their fears were groundless; she was gone; the hut when they entered +it had no tenants, except the lifeless famished bodies of the old +grandam and the year-old infant.</p> + +<p>When Folle-Farine had heard the hut door close, and the steps of her +tormentors die away down the hill, she had tried vainly several times to +raise herself from the floor, and had failed.</p> + +<p>She had been so suddenly attacked and flung down and trampled on, that +her brain had been deadened, and her senses had gone, for the first +sharp moment of the persecution.</p> + +<p>As she lifted herself slowly, and staggered to her feet, and saw the +blood trickle where the nail had pierced her breast, she understood what +had happened to her; her face grew savage and dark, her eyes fierce and +lustful, like the eyes of some wild beast rising wounded in his lair.</p> + +<p>It was not for the hurt she cared; it was the shame of defeat and +outrage that stung her like a whip of asps.</p> + +<p>She stood awhile looking at the face of the woman she had aided.</p> + +<p>"I tried to help you," she thought. "I was a fool. I might have known +how they pay any good done to them."</p> + +<p>She was not surprised; her mind had been too deadened by a long course +of ill usage to feel any wonder at the treatment she had been repaid +with.</p> + +<p>She hated them with the mute unyielding hatred of her race, but she +hated herself more because she had yielded to the softness of sorrow and +pity for any human thing; and more still because she had not been armed +and on her guard, and had suffered them to prevail and to escape without +her vengeance.</p> + +<p>"I will never come out without a knife in my girdle again," she +thought—this was the lesson that her charity had brought her as its +teaching.</p> + +<p>She went out hardening her heart, as she crept through the doorway into +the snow and the wind, so that she should not leave one farewell word or +token of gentleness with the dead, that lay there so tranquil on the +ashes of the hearth.</p> + +<p>"She lied even in her last breath," thought Folle-Farine. "She said that +her God was good!"</p> + +<p>She could hardly keep on her own homeward way. All her limbs were stiff +and full of pain. The wound in her chest was scarcely more than skin +deep, yet it smarted sorely and bled still. Her brain was dull, and her +ears filled with strange noises from the force with which she had been +flung backward on her head.</p> + +<p>She had given her sheepskin to the children, as before her Phratos had +done; and the peasants had carried the youngest of them away in it. The +sharpness of the intense cold froze the blood in her as she crawled +through a gap in the poplar hedge, and under the whitened brambles and +grasses beyond, to get backward to the mill by the path that ran through +the woods and pastures.</p> + +<p>The sun had risen, but was obscured by fog, through which it shed a dull +red ray here and there above the woods in the east.</p> + +<p>It was a bitter morning, and the wind, though it had abated, was still +rough, and drove the snow in clouds of powder hither and thither over +the fields. She could only move very slowly; the thorns tearing her, the +snow blinding her, the icicles lacerating her bare feet as she moved.</p> + +<p>She wondered, dimly, why she lived. It seemed to her that the devil when +he had made her, must have made her out of sport and cruelty, and then +tossed her into the world to be a scapegoat and a football for any +creature that might need one.</p> + +<p>That she might end her own life never occurred to her; her intelligence +was not awake enough to see that she need not bear its burden one hour +more, so long as there was one pool in the woods deep enough to drown +her under its green weeds and lily leaves any cool summer night; or that +she had but to lie down then and there, where she was, on the snow, +beneath the ice-dropping trees, and let the sleep that weighed on her +eyelids come, dreamless and painless, and there would be an end of all +for her, as for the frozen rabbits and the birds that strewed the upland +meadows, starved and stiff.</p> + +<p>She did not know;—and had she known, wretched though existence was to +her, death would not have allured her. She saw that the dead might be +slapped on their cheek, and could not lift their arm to strike again—a +change that would not give her vengeance could have had no sweetness and +no succor for her. The change she wanted was to live, and not to die.</p> + +<p>By tedious and painful efforts, she dragged herself home by the way of +the lanes and pastures; hungry, lame, bleeding, cold and miserable, her +eyes burning like flame, her hands and her head hot with fever.</p> + +<p>She made her way into the mill-yard and tried to commence her first +morning's work; the drawing of water from the well for the beasts and +for the house, and the sweeping down of the old wide court round which +the sheds and storehouses ran.</p> + +<p>She never dreamed of asking either for food or pity, either for sympathy +or remission of her labors.</p> + +<p>She set to work at once, but for the only time since Phratos had +brought her thither the strength and vigor of her frame had been beaten.</p> + +<p>She was sick and weak; her hand sank off the handle of the windlass; and +she dropped stupidly on the stone edge of the well, and sat there +leaning her head on her hands.</p> + +<p>The mastiff came and licked her face tenderly. The pigeons left the meal +flung to them on the snow, and flew merrily about her head in pretty +fluttering caresses. The lean cat came and rubbed its cheek softly +against her, purring all the while.</p> + +<p>The woman Pitchou saw her, and she called out of the window to her +master,—</p> + +<p>"Flamma! there is thy gad-about, who has not been abed all night."</p> + +<p>The old man heard, and came out of his mill to the well in the +courtyard.</p> + +<p>"Where hast been?" he asked sharply of her. "Pitchou says thou hast not +lain in thy bed all night long. Is it so?"</p> + +<p>Folle-Farine lifted her head slowly, with a dazed stupid pain in her +eyes.</p> + +<p>"Yes, it is true," she answered, doggedly.</p> + +<p>"And where hast been, then?" he asked, through his clinched teeth; +enraged that his servant had been quicker of eye and of ear than +himself.</p> + +<p>A little of her old dauntless defiance gleamed in her face through its +stupor and languor, as she replied to him with effort in brief +phrases,—</p> + +<p>"I went after old Manon Dax, to give her my supper. She died in the +road, and I carried her home. The youngest child was dead too. I stayed +there because the children were alone; I called to Flandrin and told +him; he came with his wife and other women, and they said I had killed +old Dax; they set on me, and beat me, and pricked me for a witch. It is +no matter. But it made me late."</p> + +<p>In her glance upward, even in the curtness of her words, there was an +unconscious glimmer of appeal,—a vague fancy that for once she might, +perhaps, meet with approval and sympathy, instead of punishment and +contempt. She had never heard a kind word from him, nor one of any +compassion, and yet a dim, unuttered hope was in her heart that for once +he might condemn her persecutors and pardon her.</p> + +<p>But the hope was a vain one, like all which she had cherished since +first the door of the mill-house had opened to admit her.</p> + +<p>Flamma only set his teeth tighter. In his own soul he had been almost +ashamed of his denial to his old neighbor, and had almost feared that it +would lose him the good will of that good heaven which had sent him so +mercifully such a sharp year of famine to enrich him. Therefore, it +infuriated him to think that this offspring of a foul sin should have +had pity and charity where he had lacked them.</p> + +<p>He looked at her and saw, with grim glee, that she was black and blue +with bruises, and that the linen which she held together across her +bosom had been stained with blood.</p> + +<p>"Flandrin and his wife are honest people, and pious," he said, in answer +to her. "When they find a wench out of her bed at night, they deal +rightly with her, and do not hearken to any lies that she may tell them +of feigned almsgiving to cover her vices from their sight. I thank them +that they did so much of my work for me. They might well prick thee for +a witch; but they will never cut so deep into thy breast as to be able +to dig the mark of the devil out of it. Now, up and work, or it will be +the worse for thee."</p> + +<p>She obeyed him.</p> + +<p>There, during the dark winter's day, the pain which she endured, with +her hunger and the cold of the weather, made her fall thrice like a dead +thing on the snow of the court and the floors of the sheds.</p> + +<p>But she lay insensible till the youth in her brought back consciousness, +without aid. In those moments of faintness, no one noticed her save the +dog, who came and crept to her to give her warmth, and strove to wake +her with the kisses of his rough tongue.</p> + +<p>She did her work as best she might; neither Flamma nor his servant once +spoke to her.</p> + +<p>"My women dealt somewhat roughly with thy wench at break of day, good +Flamma," said the man Flandrin, meeting him in the lane that afternoon, +and fearful of offending the shrewd old man, who had so many of his +neighbors in his grip. "I hope thou wilt not take it amiss? The girl +maddened my dame,—spitting on her Peter, and throwing the blessed image +away in a ditch."</p> + +<p>"The woman did well," said Flamma, coldly, driving his gray mare onward +through the fog; and Flandrin could not tell whether he were content, or +were displeased.</p> + +<p>Claudis Flamma himself hardly knew which he was. He held her as the very +spawn of hell; and yet it was loathsome to him that his neighbors should +also know and say that a devil had been the only fruit of that fair +offspring of his own, whom he and they had so long held as a saint.</p> + +<p>The next day, and the next, and the next again after that, she was too +ill to stir; they beat her and called her names, but it was of no use; +they could not get work out of her; she was past it, and beyond all +rousing of their sticks, or of their words.</p> + +<p>They were obliged to let her be. She lay for nearly four days in the hay +in her loft, devoured with fever, and with every bone and muscle in +pain. She had a pitcher of water by her, and drank continually, +thirstily, like a sick dog. With rest and no medicine but the cold +spring water, she recovered: she had been delirious in a few of the +hours, and had dreamed of nothing but of the old life in the Liebana, +and of the old sweet music of Phratos. She remained there untended, +shivering, and fever-stricken, until the strength of her youth returned +to her. She rose on the fifth day recovered, weaker, but otherwise +little the worse, with the soft sad songs of her old friend the viol +ringing always through her brain.</p> + +<p>The fifth day from the death of Manon Dax, was the day of the new year.</p> + +<p>There was no work being done at the mill; the wheel stood still, locked +fast, for the deep stream was close bound in ice; frost had returned, +and the country was white with snow two feet deep, and bleak and bare, +and rioted over by furious cross winds.</p> + +<p>Flamma and Pitchou were in the kitchen when she entered it; they looked +up, but neither spoke to her. In being ill,—for the first time since +they had had to do with her,—she had committed, for the millionth time, +a crime.</p> + +<p>There was no welcome for her in that cheerless place, where scarcely a +spark of fire was allowed to brighten the hearth, where the hens +straying in from without, sat with ruffled feathers, chilled and moping, +and where the old Black Forest clock in the corner, had stopped from the +intense cold, and grimly pointed midnight, at high noon.</p> + +<p>There was no welcome for her: she went out into the air, thinking the +woods, even at midwinter, could not be so lonesome as was that cheerless +house.</p> + +<p>The sun was shining through a rift in the stormy clouds, and the white +roofs, and the ice-crusted waters, and the frosted trees were glittering +in its light.</p> + +<p>There were many dead birds about the paths. Claudis Flamma had thought +their famine time a good one in which to tempt them with poisoned grain.</p> + +<p>She wondered where the dog was who never had failed to greet her,—a +yard farther on she saw him. He was stretched stiff and lifeless beside +the old barrel that had served him as a kennel; his master had begrudged +him the little straw needful to keep him from the hurricanes of those +bitter nights; and he had perished quietly without a moan, like a +sentinel slain at his post—frozen to death in his old age after a life +of faithfulness repaid with blows.</p> + +<p>She stood by him awhile with dry eyes, but with an aching heart. He had +loved her, and she had loved him; many a time she had risked a stroke of +the lash to save it from his body; many a time she had sobbed herself to +sleep, in her earlier years, with her arms curled round him, as round +her only friend and only comrade in bondage and in misery.</p> + +<p>She stooped down, and kissed him softly on his broad grizzled forehead, +lifted his corpse into a place of shelter, and covered it tenderly, so +that he should not be left to the crows and the kites, until she should +be able to make his grave in those orchards which he had loved so well +to wander in, and in which he and she had spent all their brief hours of +summer liberty and leisure.</p> + +<p>She shuddered as she looked her last on him; and filled in the snow +above his tomb, under the old twisted pear-tree, beneath which he and +she had so often sat together in the long grasses, consoling one another +for scant fare and cruel blows by the exquisite mute sympathy which can +exist betwixt the canine and the human animal when the two are alone, +and love and trust each other only out of all the world.</p> + +<p>Whilst the dog had lived, she had had two friends; now that he slept +forever in the old gray orchard, she had but one left. She went to seek +this one.</p> + +<p>Her heart ached for a kind glance—for a word that should be neither of +hatred nor of scorn. It was seldom that she allowed herself to know such +a weakness. She had dauntless blood in her; she came of a people that +despised pity, who knew how to live hard and to die hard, without murmur +or appeal.</p> + +<p>Yet, as she had clung to the old mastiff, who was savage to all save +herself; so she still clung to the old man Marcellin, who to all save +herself was a terror and a name of foul omen.</p> + +<p>He was good to her in his own fierce, rugged way; they had the kinship +of the proscribed; and they loved one another in a strange, silent, +savage manner, as a yearling wolf cub and an aged grizzled bear might +love each other in the depths of a forest, where the foot of the hunter +and the fangs of the hound were alike against the young and the old.</p> + +<p>She had not seen him for six days. She felt ill, and weak, and cold, and +alone. She thought she would go to him in his hut, and sit a little by +his lonely hearth, and hear him tell strange stories of the marvelous +time when he was young, and the world was drunk with a mad sweet dream +which was never to come true upon earth.</p> + +<p>Her heart was in wild revolt, and a futile hate gnawed ever in it.</p> + +<p>She had become used to the indignities of the populace, and the insults +of all the people who went to and fro her grandsire's place; but each +one pierced deeper and deeper than the last, and left a longer scar, and +killed more and more of the gentler and better instincts that had +survived in her through all the brutalizing debasement of her life.</p> + +<p>She could not avenge the outrage of Rose Flandrin and her sisterhood, +and, being unable to avenge it, she shut her mouth and said nothing of +it, as her habit was. Nevertheless it festered and rankled in her, and +now and then the thought crossed her—why not take a flint and a bit of +tow, and burn them all in their beds as they slept in that little hollow +at the foot of the hill?</p> + +<p>She thought of it often—would she ever do it?</p> + +<p>She did not know.</p> + +<p>It had a taint of cowardice in it; yet a man that very winter had fired +a farmstead for far less an injury, and had burned to death all who had +lain therein that night. Why should she not kill and burn these also? +They had never essayed to teach her to do better, and when she had tried +to do good to one of them the others had set on her as a witch.</p> + +<p>In the afternoon of this first day of the year she had to pass through +their hamlet to seek Marcellin.</p> + +<p>The sun was low and red; the dusky light glowered over the white meadows +and through the leafless twilight of the woods; here and there a +solitary tree of holly reared itself, scarlet and tall, from the +snowdrifts; here and there a sheaf of arrowy reeds pierced the sheets of +ice that covered all the streams and pools.</p> + +<p>The little village lay with its dark round roofs, cosy and warm, with +all the winter round. She strode through it erect, and flashing her +scornful eyes right and left; but her right hand was inside her shirt, +and it gripped fast the handle of a knife. For such was the lesson which +the reward for her charity had taught her—a lesson not lightly to be +forgotten, nor swiftly to be unlearned again.</p> + +<p>In its simple mode, the little place, like its greater neighbors, kept +high festival for a fresh year begun.</p> + +<p>Its crucifix rose, bare and white, out of a crown of fir boughs and +many wreaths of ruddy berries. On its cabin windows the light of wood +cracking and blazing within glowed brightly. Through them she saw many +of their interiors as she went by in the shadow without.</p> + +<p>In one the children knelt in a circle round the fire, roasting chestnuts +in the embers with gay shouts of laughter. In another they romped with +their big sheepdog, decking him with garlands of ivy and laurel.</p> + +<p>In one little brown room a betrothal party made merry; in another, that +was bright with Dutch tiles, and hung round with dried herbs and fruits, +an old matron had her arm round the curly head of a sailor lad, home for +a short glad hour.</p> + +<p>In the house of Flandrin a huge soup-pot smoked with savory odor, and +the eyes of his wife were soft with a tender mirth as she watched her +youngest-born playing with a Punchinello, all bells and bright colors, +and saw the elder ones cluster round a gilded Jesus of sugar.</p> + +<p>In the wineshop, the keeper of it, having married a wife that day, kept +open house to his friends, and he and they were dancing to the music of +a horn and a fiddle, under rafters bedecked with branches of fir, with +many-hued ribbons, and with little oil lamps that blew to and fro in the +noise of the romp. And all round lay the dark still woods, and in the +midst rose the crucifix; and above, on the height of the hill, the +little old hut of Manon Dax stood dark and empty.</p> + +<p>She looked at it all, going through it with her hand on her knife.</p> + +<p>"One spark," she thought, playing with the grim temptation that +possessed her—"one spark on the dry thatch, and what a bonfire they +would have for their feasting!"</p> + +<p>The thought was sweet to her.</p> + +<p>Injustice had made her ravenous and savage. When she had tried to do +well and to save life, these people had accused her of taking it by evil +sorcery.</p> + +<p>She felt a longing to show them what evil indeed she could do, and to +see them burn, and to hear them scream vainly, and then to say to them +with a laugh, as the flames licked up their homes and their lives, +"Another time, take care how you awake a witch!"</p> + +<p>Why did she not do it? She did not know; she had brought out a flint and +tinder in the pouch that hung at her side. It would be as easy as to +pluck a sere leaf; she knew that.</p> + +<p>She stood still and played with her fancy, and it was horrible and sweet +to her—so sweet because so horrible.</p> + +<p>How soon their mirth would be stilled!</p> + +<p>As she stood thinking there, and seeing in fancy the red glare that +would light up that peaceful place, and hearing the roar of the lurid +flames that would drown the music, and the laughter, and the children's +shouts, out of the twilight there rose to her a small, dark thing, with +a halo of light round its head: the thing was little Bernardou, and the +halo was the shine of his curling hair in the lingering light.</p> + +<p>He caught her skirts in his hands, and clung to her and sobbed.</p> + +<p>"I know you—you were good that night. The people all say you are +wicked, but you gave us your food, and held my hand. Take me back to +gran'mère—oh, take me back!"</p> + +<p>She was startled and bewildered. This child had never mocked her, but he +had screamed and run from her in terror, and had been told a score of +stories that she was a devil, who could kill his body and soul.</p> + +<p>"She is dead, Bernardou," she answered him; and her voice was troubled, +and sounded strangely to her as she spoke for the first time to a child +without being derided or screamed at in fear.</p> + +<p>"Dead! What is that?" sobbed the boy. "She was stiff and cold, I know, +and they put her in a hole; but she would waken, I know she would, if +she only heard <i>us</i>. We never cried in the night but she heard in her +sleep, and got up and came to us. Oh, do tell her—do, do tell her!"</p> + +<p>She was silent; she did not know how to answer him, and the strangeness +of any human appeal made to her bewildered her and held her mute.</p> + +<p>"Why are you out in the cold, Bernardou?" she asked him suddenly, +glancing backward through the lattice of the Flandrins' house, through +which she could see the infants laughing and shaking the puppet with the +gilded bells.</p> + +<p>"They beat me; they say I am naughty, because I want gran'mère," he +said, with a sob. "They beat me often, and oh! if she knew, she would +wake and come. Do tell her—do! Bernardou will be so good, and never vex +her, if only she will come back!"</p> + +<p>His piteous voice was drowned in tears.</p> + +<p>His little life had been hard; scant fare, cold winds, and naked limbs +had been his portion; yet the life had been bright and gleeful to him, +clinging to his grandam's skirts as she washed at the tub or hoed in the +cabbage-ground, catching her smile when he brought her the first daisy +of the year, running always to her open arms in any hurt, sinking to +sleep always with the singing of her old ballads on his ear.</p> + +<p>It had been a little life, dear, glad, kindly, precious to him, and he +wept for it, refusing to be comforted by sight of a gilded puppet in +another's hand, or a sugared Jesus in another's mouth, as they expected +him to be.</p> + +<p>It is the sort of comfort that is always offered to the homeless, and +they are always thought ungrateful if they will not be consoled by it.</p> + +<p>"I wish I could take you, Bernardou!" she murmured, with a momentary +softness that was exquisitely tender in its contrast to her haughty and +fierce temper. "I wish I could."</p> + +<p>For one wild instant the thought came to her to break from her bonds, +and take this creature who was as lonely as herself, and to wander away +and away into that unknown land which stretched around her, and of which +she knew no more than one of the dark leaves knew that grew in the +snow-filled ditch. But the thought passed unuttered: she knew neither +where to go nor what to do. Her few early years in the Liebana were too +dreamlike and too vaguely remembered to be any guide to her; and the +world seemed only to her in her fancies as a vast plain, dreary and +dismal, in which every hand would be against her, and every living thing +be hostile to her.</p> + +<p>Besides, the long habitude of slavery was on her, and it is a yoke that +eats into the flesh too deeply to be wrenched off without an effort.</p> + +<p>As she stood thinking, with the child's eager hands clasping her skirts, +a shrill voice called from the wood-stack and dung-heap outside +Flandrin's house,—</p> + +<p>"Bernardou! Bernardou! thou little plague. Come within. What dost do out +there in the dark? Mischief, I will warrant."</p> + +<p>The speaker strode out, and snatched and bore and clutched him away; she +was the sister of Rose Flandrin, who lived with them, and kept the place +and the children in order.</p> + +<p>"Thou little beast!" she muttered, in fury. "Dost dare talk to the witch +that killed thy grandmother? Thou shalt hie to bed, and sup on a fine +whipping. Thank God, thou goest to the hospital to-morrow! Thou wouldst +bring a dire curse on the house in reward for our alms to thee."</p> + +<p>She dragged him in and slammed-to the door, and his cries echoed above +the busy shouts and laughter of the Flandrin family, gathered about the +tinseled Punch and the sugared Jesus, and the soup-pot, that stewed them +a fat farm-yard goose for their supper.</p> + +<p>Folle-Farine listened awhile, with her hand clinched on her knife; then +she toiled onward through the village, and left it and its carols and +carouses behind her in the red glow of the sinking sun.</p> + +<p>She thought no more of setting their huts in a blaze; the child's words +had touched and softened her, she remembered the long patient bitter +life of the woman who had died of cold and hunger in her eighty-second +year, and yet who had thus died saying to the last, "God is good."</p> + +<p>"What is their God?" she mused. "They care for Him, and He seems to care +nothing for them whether they be old or young."</p> + +<p>Yet her heart was softened, and she would not fire the house in which +little Bernardou was sheltered.</p> + +<p>His was the first gratitude that she had ever met with, and it was sweet +to her as the rare blossom of the edelweiss to the traveler upon the +highest Alpine summits—a flower full of promise, born amidst a waste.</p> + +<p>The way was long to where Marcellin dwelt, but she walked on through the +fields that were in summer all one scarlet group of poppies.</p> + +<p>The day was over, the evening drew nigh, the sound of innumerable bells +in the town echoed faintly from the distance, over the snow: all was +still.</p> + +<p>On the night of the new year the people had a care that the cattle in +the byres, the sheep in the folds, the dogs in the kennels, the swine in +the styes, the old cart-horses in the sheds, should have a full meal and +a clean bed, and be able to rejoice.</p> + +<p>In all the country round there were only two that were forgotten—the +dead in their graves and the daughter of Taric the gypsy.</p> + +<p>Folle-Farine was cold, hungry, and exhausted, for the fever had left her +enfeebled; and from the coarse food of the mill-house her weakness had +turned.</p> + +<p>But she walked on steadily.</p> + +<p>At the hut where Marcellin dwelt she knew that she would be sure of one +welcome, one smile; one voice that would greet her kindly; one face that +would look on her without a frown.</p> + +<p>It would not matter, she thought, how the winds should howl and the hail +drive, or how the people should be merry in their homes and forgetful of +her and of him. He and she would sit together over the little fire, and +give back hate for hate and scorn for scorn, and commune with each +other, and want no other cheer or comrade.</p> + +<p>It had been always so since he had first met her at sunset among the +poppies, then a little child eight years old. Every new-year's-night she +had spent with him in his hovel; and in their own mute way they had +loved one another, and drawn closer together, and been almost glad, +though often pitcher and platter had been empty, and sometimes even the +hearth had been cold.</p> + +<p>She stepped bravely against the wind, and over the crisp firm snow, her +spirits rising as she drew near the only place that had ever opened its +door gladly to her coming, her heart growing lighter as she approached +the only creature to whom she had ever spoken her thoughts without +derision or told her woes without condemnation.</p> + +<p>His hut stood by itself in the midst of the wide pastures and by the +side of a stream.</p> + +<p>A little light was wont to twinkle at that hour through the crevices of +its wooden shutter; this evening all was dark, the outline of the hovel +rose like a rugged mound against the white wastes round it. The only +sound was the far-off chiming of the bells that vibrated strangely on +the rarefied sharp air.</p> + +<p>She crossed the last meadow where the sheep were folded for the night, +and went to the door and pushed against it to open it—it was locked.</p> + +<p>She struck it with her hand.</p> + +<p>"Open, Marcellin—open quickly. It is only I."</p> + +<p>There was no answer.</p> + +<p>She smote the wood more loudly, and called to him again.</p> + +<p>A heavy step echoed on the mud floor within; a match was struck, a dull +light glimmered; a voice she did not know muttered drowsily, "Who is +there?"</p> + +<p>"It is I, Marcellin," she answered. "It is not night. I am come to be an +hour with you. Is anything amiss?"</p> + +<p>The door opened slowly, an old woman, whose face was strange to her, +peered out into the dusk. She had been asleep on the settle by the fire, +and stared stupidly at the flame of her own lamp.</p> + +<p>"Is it the old man, Marcellin, you want?" she asked.</p> + +<p>"Marcellin, yes—where is he?"</p> + +<p>"He died four days ago. Get you gone; I will have no tramps about my +place."</p> + +<p>"Died!"</p> + +<p>Folle-Farine stood erect and without a quiver in her face and in her +limbs; but her teeth shut together like a steel clasp, and all the rich +and golden hues of her skin changed to a sickly ashen pallor.</p> + +<p>"Yes, why not?" grumbled the old woman. "To be sure, men said that God +would never let him die, because he killed St. Louis; but I myself never +thought that. I knew the devil would not wait more than a hundred years +for him—you can never cheat the devil, and he always seems stronger +than the saints—somehow. You are that thing of Yprès, are you not? Get +you gone!"</p> + +<p>"Who are you? Why are you here?" she gasped.</p> + +<p>Her right hand was clinched on the door-post, and her right foot was set +on the threshold, so that the door could not be closed.</p> + +<p>"I am an honest woman and a pious; and it befouls me to dwell where he +dwelt," the old peasant hissed in loud indignation. "I stood out a whole +day; but when one is poor, and the place is offered quit of rent, what +can one do?——and it is roomy and airy for the fowls, and the priest +has flung holy water about it and purified it, and I have a Horseshoe +nailed up and a St. John in the corner. But be off with you, and take +your foot from my door!"</p> + +<p>Folle-Farine stood motionless.</p> + +<p>"When did he die, and how?" she asked in her teeth.</p> + +<p>"He was found dead on the road, on his heap of stones, the fourth night +from this," answered the old woman, loving to hear her own tongue, yet +dreading the one to whom she spoke. "Perhaps he had been hungered, I do +not know; or more likely the devil would not wait any longer—anyways he +was dead, the hammer in his hand. Max Lieben, the man that travels with +the wooden clocks, found him. He lay there all night. Nobody would touch +him. They say they saw the mark of the devil's claws on him. At last +they got a dung-cart, and that took him away before the sun rose. He +died just under the great Calvary—it was like his blasphemy. They have +put him in the common ditch. I think it shame to let the man that slew a +saint be in the same grave with all the poor honest folk who feared God, +and were Christians, though they might be beggars and outcasts. Get you +gone, you be as vile as he. If you want him, go ask your father the foul +fiend for him—they are surely together now."</p> + +<p>And she drove the door to, and closed it, and barred it firmly within.</p> + +<p>"Not but what the devil can get through the chinks," she muttered, as +she turned the wick of her lamp up higher.</p> + +<p>Folle-Farine went back over the snow; blind, sick, feeling her way +through the twilight as though it were the darkness of night.</p> + +<p>"He died alone—he died alone," she muttered, a thousand times, as she +crept shivering through the gloom; and she knew that now her own fate +was yet more desolate. She knew that now she lived alone without one +friend on earth.</p> + +<p>The death on the open highway; the numbness, and stillness, and deafness +to all the maledictions of men.</p> + +<p>The shameful bier made at night on the dung-cart, amidst loathing +glances and muttered curses; the nameless grave in the common ditch with +the beggar, the thief, the harlot, and the murderer,—these which were +so awful to all others seemed to her as sweet as to sink to sleep on +soft unshorn grass, whilst rose-leaves were shaken in the wind, and fell +as gently as kisses upon the slumberer.</p> + +<p>For even those at least were rest. And she in her youth and in her +strength, and in the blossom of her beauty, gorgeous as a passion-flower +in the sun, envied bitterly the old man who had died at his work on the +public road, hated by his kind, weighted with the burden of nigh a +hundred years.</p> + +<p>For his death was not more utterly lonely and desolate than was her +life; and to all taunts and to all curses the ears of the dead are deaf.</p> + + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2>BOOK III.</h2> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2>CHAPTER I.</h2> + + +<p>Night had come; a dark night of earliest spring. The wild day had sobbed +itself to sleep after a restless life with fitful breaths of storm and +many sighs of shuddering breezes.</p> + +<p>The sun had sunk, leaving long tracks of blood-red light across one-half +the heavens.</p> + +<p>There was a sharp crisp coldness as of lingering frost in the gloom and +the dullness. Heavy clouds, as yet unbroken, hung over the cathedral and +the clustering roofs around it in dark and starless splendor.</p> + +<p>Over the great still plains which stretched eastward and southward, +black with the furrows of the scarce-budded corn, the wind blew hard; +blowing the river and the many streamlets spreading from it into foam; +driving the wintry leaves which still strewed the earth thickly hither +and thither in legions; breaking boughs that had weathered through the +winter hurricanes, and scattering the tender blossoms of the snowdrops +and the earliest crocuses in all the little moss-grown garden-ways.</p> + +<p>The smell of wet grass, of the wood-born violets, of trees whose new +life was waking in their veins, of damp earths turned freshly upwards by +the plow, were all blown together by the riotous breezes.</p> + +<p>Now and then a light gleamed through the gloom where a little peasant +boy lighted home with a torch some old priest on his mule, or a boat +went down the waters with a lamp hung at its prow. For it grew dark +early, and people used to the river read a threat of a flood on its +face.</p> + +<p>A dim glow from the west, which was still tinged with the fire of the +sunset, fell through a great square window set in a stone building, and, +striking across the sicklier rays of an oil lamp, reached the opposing +wall within.</p> + +<p>It was a wall of gray stone, dead and lusterless like the wall of a +prison-house, over whose surface a spider as colorless as itself dragged +slowly its crooked hairy limbs loaded with the moisture of the place; an +old tower, of which the country-folk told strange tales where it stood +among the rushes on the left bank of the stream.</p> + +<p>A man watched the spider as it went.</p> + +<p>It crept on its heavy way across the faint crimson reflection from the +glow of the sunken sun.</p> + +<p>It was fat, well nourished, lazy, content; its home of dusky silver hung +on high, where its pleasure lay in weaving, clinging, hoarding, +breeding. It lived in the dark; it had neither pity nor regret; it +troubled itself neither for the death it dealt to nourish itself, nor +for the light without, into which it never wandered; it spun and throve +and multiplied.</p> + +<p>It was an emblem of the man who is wise in his generation; of the man +whom Cato the elder deemed divine; of the Majority and the Mediocrity +who rule over the earth and enjoy its fruits.</p> + +<p>This man knew that it was wise; that those who were like to it were wise +also: wise with the only wisdom which is honored of other men.</p> + +<p>He had been unwise—always; and therefore he stood, watching the sun +die, with hunger in his soul, with famine in his body.</p> + +<p>For many months he had been half famished, as were the wolves in his own +northern mountains in the winter solstice. For seven days he had only +been able to crush a crust of hard black bread between his teeth. For +twenty hours he had not done even so much as this. The trencher in his +trestle was empty; and he had not wherewithal to refill it.</p> + +<p>He might have found some to fill it for him, no doubt. He lived amidst +the poor, and the poor to the poor are good, though they are bad and +bitter to the rich.</p> + +<p>But he did not open either his lips or his hand. He consumed his heart +in silence; and his vitals preyed in anguish on themselves without his +yielding to their torments.</p> + +<p>He was a madman; and Cato, who measured the godliness of men by what +they gained, would have held him accursed—the madness that starves and +is silent for an idea is an insanity, scouted by the world and the gods. +For it is an insanity unfruitful, except to the future. And for the +future who cares,—save the madmen themselves?</p> + +<p>He watched the spider as it went.</p> + +<p>It could not speak to him as its fellow once spoke in the old Scottish +story. To hear as that captive heard, the hearer must have hope, and a +kingdom—if only in dreams.</p> + +<p>This man had no hope; he had a kingdom, indeed, but it was not of earth; +and in an hour of sheer cruel bodily pain earth alone has dominion and +power and worth.</p> + +<p>The spider crawled across the gray wall; across the glow from the +vanished sun; across a coil of a dead passion-vine that strayed over the +floor, across the classic shape of a great cartoon drawn in chalks upon +the dull rugged surface of stone.</p> + +<p>Nothing arrested it; nothing retarded it, as nothing hastened it.</p> + +<p>It moved slowly on; fat, lusterless, indolent, hueless; reached at +length its den, and there squatted aloft, loving the darkness; its young +swarming around, its netted prey held in its forceps, its nets cast +about.</p> + +<p>Through the open casement there came in on the rising wind of the storm, +in the light of the last lingering sunbeam, a beautiful night-moth, +begotten by some cruel hot-house heat in the bosom of some frail exiled +tropic flower.</p> + +<p>It swam in on trembling pinions, and lit on the golden head of a +gathered crocus that lay dying on the stones—a moth that should have +been born to no world save that of the summer world of a Midsummer +Night's Dream.</p> + +<p>A shape of Ariel and Oberon; slender, silver, purple, roseate, +lustrous-eyed and gossamer-winged.</p> + +<p>A creature of woodland waters and blossoming forests; of the yellow +chalices of kingcups and the white breasts of river lilies, of moonbeams +that strayed through a summer world of shadows, and dewdrops that +glistened in the deep-folded hearts of roses. A creature to brush the +dreaming eyes of a poet, to nestle on the bosom of a young girl +sleeping: to float earthwards on a falling star, to slumber on a +lotus-leaf.</p> + +<p>A creature that, amidst the still soft hush of woods and waters, tells +to those who listen, of the world when the world was young.</p> + +<p>The moth flew on, and poised on the fading crocus-leaves which spread +out their pale gold on the level of the floor.</p> + +<p>It was weary, and its delicate wings drooped; it was storm-tossed, +wind-beaten, drenched with mist and frozen with the cold; it belonged to +the moon, to the dew, to the lilies, to the forget-me-nots, and the +night; and it found that the hard grip of winter had seized it whilst +yet it had thought that the stars and the summer were with it.</p> + +<p>It lived before its time,—and it was like the human soul, which, being +born in the darkness of the world dares to dream of light, and wandering +in vain search of a sun that will never rise, falls and perishes in +wretchedness.</p> + +<p>It was beautiful exceedingly; with the brilliant tropical beauty of a +life that is short-lived. It rested a moment on the stem of the pale +flower, then with its radiant eyes fastened on the point of light which +the lamp thrust upward, it flew on high, spreading out its transparent +wings, and floating to the flame, kissed it, quivered once, and died.</p> + +<p>There fell among the dust and cinder of the lamp a little heap of +shrunken fire-scorched blackened ashes.</p> + +<p>The wind whirled them upward from their rest, and drove them forth into +the night to mingle with the storm-scourged grasses, the pale, dead +violets, the withered snow-flowers, with all things frost-touched and +forgotten.</p> + +<p>The spider sat aloft, sucking the juices from the fettered flies, +teaching its spawn to prey and feed; content in squalor and in +plenitude; in sensual sloth, and in the increase of its spawn and of its +hoard.</p> + +<p>He watched them both: the success of the spider, the death of the moth. +Trite as a fable; ever repeated as the tides of the sea; the two symbols +of humanity; of the life which fattens on greed and gain, and the life +which perishes of divine desire.</p> + +<p>Then he turned and looked at the cartoons upon the wall; shapes grand +and dim, the children of his genius, a genius denied by men.</p> + +<p>His head sank on his chest, his hand tore the shirt away from his +breast, which the pangs of a bodily hunger that he scorned devoured +indeed, but which throbbed with a pain more bitter than that of even +this lingering and ignoble death. He had genius in him, and he had to +die like a wolf on the Armorican wolds yonder westward, when the snows +of winter hid all offal from its fangs.</p> + +<p>It was horrible.</p> + +<p>He had to die for want of the crust that beggars gnawed in the kennels +of the city; he had to die of the lowest and commonest need of all—the +sheer animal need of food. "<i>J'avais quelque chose là!</i>" was, perhaps, +the most terrible of all those death-cries of despair which the +guillotine of Thermidor wrung from the lips of the condemned. For it was +the despair of the bodily life for the life of the mind which died with +it.</p> + +<p>When the man clings to life for life's sake, because it is fair and +sweet, and good to the sight and the senses, there may be weakness in +his shudder at its threatening loss. But when a man is loth to leave +life, although it be hard, and joyless, and barren of all delights, +because life gives him power to accomplish things greater than he, which +yet without him must perish, there is the strength in him as there is +the agony of Prometheus.</p> + +<p>With him it must die also: that deep dim greatness within him which +moves him, despite himself; that nameless unspeakable force, which +compels him to create and to achieve; that vision by which he beholds +worlds beyond him not seen by his fellows.</p> + +<p>Weary of life indeed he may be; of life material, and full of subtlety, +of passion, of pleasure, of pain; of the kisses that burn, of the laughs +that ring hollow, of the honey that so soon turns to gall, of the sickly +fatigues and the tired cloyed hunger that are the portion of men upon +earth.</p> + +<p>Weary of these he may be; but still if the gods have breathed on him and +made him mad, with the madness that men have called genius, there will +be that in him greater than himself, which he knows—and cannot know +without some fierce wrench and pang—will be numbed and made impotent, +and drift away, lost for evermore, into that eternal Night which is all +that men behold of death.</p> + +<p>It was so with this man now.</p> + +<p>Life was barren for him of all delight, full of privation, of famine, of +obscurity, of fruitless travail and of vain desire; and yet because he +believed that he had it in him to be great, or rather because, with a +purer and more impersonal knowledge, he believed that it was within his +power to do that which when done the world would not willingly let die; +it was loathsome to him to perish thus of the sheer lack of food, as any +toothless snake would perish in its swamp.</p> + +<p>He stood opposite to the great white cartoons on which his soul had +spent itself; creations which looked vague and ghostly in the shadows of +the chamber, but in which he saw, or at the least believed he saw, the +title-deeds of his own heirship to the world's kingdom of fame.</p> + +<p>For himself he cared nothing; but for them, he smiled a little bitterly +as he looked:</p> + +<p>"They will light some bake-house fire to pay those that may throw my +body in a ditch," he thought.</p> + +<p>And yet the old passion had so much dominance still that he +instinctively went nearer to his latest and best-loved creations, and +took the white chalks up and worked once more by the dull sullen rays of +the lamp behind him.</p> + +<p>They would be torn down on the morrow and thrust for fuel into some +housewife's kitchen-stove.</p> + +<p>What matter?</p> + +<p>He loved them; they were his sole garniture and treasure; in them his +soul had gathered all its dreams and all its pure delights: so long as +his sight lasted he sought to feed it on them; so long as his hand had +power he strove to touch, to caress, to enrich them.</p> + +<p>Even in such an hour as this, the old sweet trance of Art was upon him.</p> + +<p>He was devoured by the deadly fangs of long fast; streaks of living fire +seemed to scorch his entrails; his throat and lungs were parched and +choked; and ever and again his left hand clinched on the bones of his +naked chest as though he could wrench away the throes that gnawed it.</p> + +<p>He knew that worse than this would follow; he knew that tenfold more +torment would await him; that limbs as strong, and muscles as hard, and +manhood as vigorous as his, would only yield to such death as this +slowly, doggedly, inch by inch, day by day.</p> + +<p>He knew; and he knew that he could not trust himself to go through that +uttermost torture without once lifting his voice to summon the shame of +release from it. Shame, since release would need be charity.</p> + +<p>He knew full well; he had seen all forms of death; he had studied its +throes, and portrayed its horrors. He knew that before dawn—it might be +before midnight—this agony would grow so great that it would conquer +him; and that to save himself from the cowardice of appeal, the shame of +besought alms, he would have to use his last powers to drive home a +knife hard and sure through his breast-bone.</p> + +<p>Yet he stood there, almost forgetting this, scarcely conscious of any +other thing than of the passion that ruled him.</p> + +<p>Some soft curve in a girl's bare bosom, some round smooth arm of a +sleeping woman, some fringe of leaves against a moonlit sky, some +broad-winged bird sailing through shadows of the air, some full-orbed +lion rising to leap on the nude soft indolently-folded limbs of a +dreaming virgin, palm-shadowed in the East;—all these he gazed on and +touched, and looked again, and changed by some mere inward curve or +deepened line of his chalk stylus.</p> + +<p>All these usurped him; appealed to him; were well beloved and infinitely +sad; seemed ever in their whiteness and their loneliness to cry to +him,—"Whither dost thou go? Wilt thou leave <i>us</i> alone?"</p> + +<p>And as he stood, and thus caressed them with his eyes and touch, and +wrestled with the inward torment which grew greater and greater as the +night approached, the sudden sickly feebleness of long hunger came upon +him; the gravelike coldness of his fireless chamber slackened and numbed +the flowing of his veins; his brain grew dull and all its memory ceased, +confused and blotted. He staggered once, wondering dimly and idly as men +wonder in delirium, if this indeed were death: then he fell backwards +senseless on his hearth.</p> + +<p>The last glow of day died off the wall. The wind rose louder, driving in +through the open casement a herd of withered leaves. An owl flew by, +uttering weary cries against the storm.</p> + +<p>On high the spider sat, sucking the vitals of its prey, safe in its +filth and darkness; looking down ever on the lifeless body on the +hearth, and saying in its heart,—"Thou Fool!"</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2>CHAPTER II.</h2> + + +<p>As the night fell, Folle-Farine, alone, steered herself down the water +through the heart of the town, where the buildings were oldest, and +where on either side there loomed, through the dusk, carved on the black +timbers, strange masks of satyr and of faun, of dragon and of griffin, +of fiend and of martyr.</p> + +<p>She sat in the clumsy empty market-boat, guiding the tiller-rope with +her foot.</p> + +<p>The sea flowing in stormily upon the coast sent the tide of the river +inland with a swift impetuous current, to which its sluggish depths were +seldom stirred. The oars rested unused in the bottom of the boat; she +glided down the stream without exertion of her own, quietly, easily, +dreamily.</p> + +<p>She had come from a long day's work, lading and unlading timber and +grain for her taskmaster and his fellow-farmers, at the river wharf at +the back of the town, where the little sea-trawlers and traders, with +their fresh salt smell and their brown sails crisp from fierce +sea-winds, gathered for traffic with the corn-barges and the egg-boats +of the land.</p> + +<p>Her day's labor was done, and she was repaid for it by the free +effortless backward passage home through the shadows of the +water-streets; where in the overhanging buildings, ever and anon, some +lantern swinging on a cord from side to side, or some open casement +arched above a gallery, showed the dark sad wistful face of some old +creature kneeling in prayer before a crucifix, or the gold ear-rings of +some laughing girl leaning down with the first frail violets of the year +fragrant in her boddice.</p> + +<p>The cold night had brought the glow of wood-fires in many of the +dwellings of that poor and picturesque quarter; and showed many a homely +interior through the panes of the oriel and lancet windows, over which +brooded sculptured figures seraph-winged, or carven forms helmeted and +leaning on their swords.</p> + +<p>In one of them there was a group of young men and maidens gathered round +the wood at nut-burning, the lovers seeking each other's kiss as the +kernels broke the shells; in another, some rosy curly children played at +soldiers with the cuirass and saber which their grandsire had worn in +the army of the empire; in another, before a quaint oval old-fashioned +glass, a young girl all alone made trial of her wedding-wreath upon her +fair forehead, and smiled back on her own image with a little joyous +laugh that ended in a sob; in another, a young bearded workman carved +ivory beside his hearth, whilst his old mother sat knitting in a high +oak chair; in another, a Sister of Charity, with a fair Madonna's face, +bent above a little pot of home-bred snowdrops, with her tears dropping +on the white heads of the flowers, whilst the sick man, whom she had +charge of, slept and left her a brief space for her own memories, her +own pangs, her own sickness, which was only of the heart,—only—and +therefore hopeless.</p> + +<p>All these Folle-Farine saw, going onward in the boat on the gloom of the +water below.</p> + +<p>She did not envy them; she rather, with her hatred of them, scorned +them. She had been freeborn, though now she was a slave; the pleasures +of the home and hearth she envied no more than she envied the imprisoned +bird its seed and water, its mate and song, within the close cage bars.</p> + +<p>Yet they had a sort of fascination for her. She wondered how they felt, +these people who smiled and span, and ate and drank, and sorrowed and +enjoyed, and were in health and disease, at feast and at funeral, always +together, always bound in one bond of a common humanity; these people, +whose god on the cross never answered them; who were poor, she knew; who +toiled early and late; who were heavily taxed; who fared hardly and +scantily, yet who for the main part contrived to be mirthful and +content, and to find some sunshine in their darkened hours, and to cling +to one another, and in a way be glad.</p> + +<p>Just above her was the corner window of a very ancient house, crusted +with blazonries and carvings. It had been a prince bishop's palace; it +was now the shared shelter of half a score of lace-weavers and of +ivory-workers, each family in their chamber, like a bee in its cell.</p> + +<p>As the boat floated under one of the casements, she saw that it stood +open; there was a china cup filled with house-born primroses on the +broad sill; there was an antique illuminated Book of Hours lying open +beside the flowers; there was a strong fire-light shining from within; +there was an old woman asleep and smiling in her dreams beside the +hearth; by the open book was a girl, leaning out into the chill damp +night, and looking down the street as though in search for some expected +and thrice-welcome guest.</p> + +<p>She was fair to look at, with dark hair twisted under her towering white +cap, and a peachlike cheek and throat, and her arms folded against her +blue kerchief crossed upon her chest. Into the chamber, unseen by her, +a young man came and stole across the shadows, and came unheard behind +her and bent his head to hers and kissed her ere she knew that he was +there. She started with a little happy cry and pushed him away with +pretty provocation; he drew her into his arms and into the chamber, and +shut to the lattice, and left only a dusky reflection from within +shining through the panes made dark by age and dust.</p> + +<p>Folle-Farine had watched them; as the window closed her head dropped, +she was stirred with a vague, passionate, contemptuous wonder: what was +this love that was about her everywhere, and yet with which she had no +share? She only thought of it with haughtiest scorn; and yet——</p> + +<p>There had come a great darkness on the river, a fierce roughness in the +wind; the shutters were now closed in many of the houses of the +water-street, and their long black shadows fell across the depth that +severed them, and met and blended in the twilight. The close of this day +was stormy; the wind blew the river swiftly, and the heavy raw mists +were setting in from the sea as the night descended.</p> + +<p>She did not heed these; she liked the wild weather best; she loved the +rush of a chill wind among her hair, and the moisture of blown spray +upon her face; she loved the manifold fantasies of the clouds, and the +melodies of the blast coming over the sands and the rushes. She loved +the swirl and rage of the angry water, and the solitude that closed in +round her with the darkness.</p> + +<p>The boat passed onward through the now silent town; only in one other +place a light glowed through the unshuttered lattices that were ruddy +with light and emblematic with the paintings of the Renaissance. It was +the window of the gardener's wife.</p> + +<p>At that season there could bloom neither saxifrage nor nasturtium; but +some green-leaved winter shrub with rosy-laden berries had replaced +them, and made a shining frame all round the painted panes.</p> + +<p>The fair woman was within; her delicate head rose out of the brown +shadows round, with a lamp burning above it and a little oval mirror +before. Into the mirror she was gazing with a smile, whilst with both +hands about her throat she clasped some strings of polished shells +brought to her from the sea.</p> + +<p>"How white and how warm and how glad she is!" thought Folle-Farine, +looking upward; and she rowed in the gloom through the sluggish water +with envy at her heart.</p> + +<p>She was growing harder, wilder, worse, with every day; more and more +like some dumb, fierce forest beast, that flees from every step and +hates the sound of every voice. Since the night that they had pricked +her for a witch, the people had been more cruel to her than ever. They +cast bitter names at her as she went by; they hissed and hooted her as +she took her mule through their villages, or passed them on the road +with her back bent under some load of fagots or of winter wood. Once or +twice they stoned her, and chance alone had saved her from injury.</p> + +<p>For it was an article of faith in all the hamlets round that she had +killed old Manon Dax. The Flandrins said so, and they were good pious +people who would not lie. Every dusky evening when the peasantry, +through the doors of their cabins, saw the gleam of her red girdle and +the flash of her hawk's eyes, where she plodded on through the mist on +her tyrant's errands, they crossed themselves, and told each other for +the hundredth time the tale of her iniquities over their pan of smoking +chestnuts.</p> + +<p>It had hardened her tenfold; it had made her brood on sullen dreams of a +desperate vengeance. Marcellin, too, was gone; his body had been eaten +by the quicklime in the common ditch, and there was not even a voice so +stern as his to bid her a good-morrow. He had been a harsh man, of dark +repute and bitter tongue; but in his way he had loved her; in his way, +with the eloquence that had remained to him, and by the strange stories +that he had told her of that wondrous time wherein his youth had passed, +when men had been as gods and giants, and women horrible as Medea, or +sublime as Iphigenia, he had done something to awaken her mind, to +arouse her hopes, to lift her up from the torpor of toil, the lusts of +hatred, the ruinous apathy of despair. But he was dead, and she was +alone, and abandoned utterly to herself.</p> + +<p>She mourned for him with a passionate pain that was all the more +despairing, because no sound of it could ever pass her lips to any +creature.</p> + +<p>To and fro continually she went by the road on which he had died alone; +by the heap of broken stones, by the wooden crucifix, by the high hedge +and the cornlands beyond. Every time she went the blood beat in her +brain, the tears swelled in her throat. She hated with a hatred that +consumed her, and was ready to ripen into any deadly deed, the people +who had shunned him in his life, and in his death derided and insulted +him, and given him such burial as they gave the rotten carcass of some +noxious beast.</p> + +<p>Her heart was ripe for any evil that should have promised her vengeance; +a dull, cold sense of utter desolation and isolation was always on her. +The injustice of the people began to turn her blood to gall, her courage +into cruelty; there began to come upon her the look of those who brood +upon a crime.</p> + +<p>It was, in truth, but the despairing desire to live that stirred within +her; to know, to feel, to roam, to enjoy, to suffer still, if need be; +but to suffer something else than the endless toil of the field-ox and +tow-horse,—something else than the unavenged blow that pays the ass and +the dog for their services.</p> + +<p>The desire to be free grew upon her with all the force and fury +inherited from her father's tameless and ever-wandering race; if a crime +could have made her free she would have seized it.</p> + +<p>She was in the prison of a narrow and hated fate; and from it she looked +out on the desert of an endless hate, which stretched around her without +one blossom of love, one well spring of charity, rising in its deathlike +waste.</p> + +<p>The dreamy imaginations, the fantastic pictures, that had been so strong +in her in her early years, were still there, though distorted by +ignorance and inflamed by despair. Though, in her first poignant grief +for him, she had envied Marcellin his hard-won rest, his grave in the +public ditch of the town, it was not in her to desire to die. She was +too young, too strong, too restless, too impatient, and her blood of the +desert and the forest was too hot.</p> + +<p>What she wanted was to live. Live as the great moor-bird did that she +had seen float one day over these pale, pure, blue skies, with its +mighty wings outstretched in the calm gray weather; which came none knew +whence, and which went none knew whither; which poised silent and +stirless against the clouds; then called with a sweet wild love-note to +its mate, and waited for him as he sailed in from the misty shadows +where the sea lay; and then with him rose yet higher and higher in the +air; and passed westward, cleaving the fields of light, and so +vanished;—a queen of the wind, a daughter of the sun; a creature of +freedom, of victory, of tireless movement, and of boundless space, a +thing of heaven and of liberty.</p> + +<p>The evening became night; a night rough and cold almost as winter.</p> + +<p>There was no boat but hers upon the river, which ran high and strong. +She left the lights of the town behind her, and came into the darkness +of the country. Now and then the moon shone a moment through the +storm-wrack, here and there a torch glimmered, borne by some wayfarer +over a bridge.</p> + +<p>There was no other light.</p> + +<p>The bells of the cathedral chiming a miserere, sounded full of woe +behind her in the still sad air.</p> + +<p>There stood but one building between her and her home, a square strong +tower built upon the edge of the stream, of which the peasants told many +tales of horror. It was of ancient date, and spacious, and very strong. +Its upper chambers were used as a granary by the farm-people who owned +it; the vaulted hall was left unused by them, partly because the river +had been known to rise high enough to flood the floor; partly because +legend had bequeathed to it a ghastly repute of spirits of murdered men +who haunted it.</p> + +<p>No man or woman in all the country round dared venture to it after +nightfall; it was all that the stoutest would do to fetch and carry +grain there at broad day; and the peasant who, being belated, rowed his +market-boat past it when the moon was high, moved his oar with one +trembling hand, and with the other crossed himself unceasingly.</p> + +<p>To Folle-Farine it bore no such terror.</p> + +<p>The unconscious pantheism breathed into her with her earliest thoughts, +with the teachings of Phratos, made her see a nameless mystical and +always wondrous beauty in every blade of grass that fed on the dew, and +with the light rejoiced; in every bare brown stone that flashed to gold +in bright brook waters, under a tuft of weed; in every hillside stream +that leaping and laughing sparkled in the sun; in every wind that +wailing went over the sickness of the weary world.</p> + +<p>For such a temper, no shape of the day or the night, no miracle of life +or of death can have terror; it can dread nothing, because every created +thing has in it a divine origin and an eternal mystery.</p> + +<p>As she and the boat passed out into the loneliness of the country, with +fitful moon gleams to light its passage, the weather and the stream grew +wilder yet.</p> + +<p>There were on both sides strips of the silvery inland sands, beds of +tall reeds, and the straight stems of poplars, ghostlike in the gloom. +The tide rushed faster; the winds blew more strongly from the north; the +boat rocked, and now and then was washed with water, till its edges were +submerged.</p> + +<p>She stood up in it, and gave her strength to its guidance; it was all +that she could do to keep its course straight, and steer it so that it +should not grate upon the sand, nor be blown into the tangles of the +river reeds.</p> + +<p>For herself she had no care, she could swim like any cygnet; and for her +own sport had spent hours in water at all seasons. But she knew that to +Claudis Flamma the boat was an honored treasure, since to replace it +would have cost him many a hard-earned and well-loved piece of money.</p> + +<p>As she stood thus upright in the little tossing vessel against the +darkness and the winds, she passed the solitary building; it had been +placed so low down against the shore, that its front walls, strong of +hewn stone, and deep bedded in the soil, were half submerged in the +dense growth of the reeds and of the willowy osiers which grew up and +brushed the great arched windows of its haunted hall. The lower half of +one of the seven windows had been blown wide open; a broad square +casement, braced with iron bars, looking out upon the river, and lighted +by a sickly glimmer of the moon.</p> + +<p>Her boat was swayed close against the wall, in a sudden lurch, caused by +a fiercer gust of wind and higher wave of the strong tide; the rushes +entangled it; it grounded on the sand. There was no chance, she knew, of +setting it afloat again without her leaving it to gain a footing on the +land, and use her force to push it off into the current.</p> + +<p>She leaped out without a moment's thought among the rushes, with her +kirtle girt up close above her knees. She sank to her ankles in the +sand, and stood to her waist in the water.</p> + +<p>But she was almost as light and sure of foot as a moor-gull, when it +lights upon the treacherous mosses of a bog; and standing on the soaked +and shelving bank, she thrust herself with all her might against her +boat, dislodged it, and pushed it out once more afloat.</p> + +<p>She was about to wade to it and spring into it, before the stream had +time to move it farther out, when an owl flew from the open window +behind her. Unconsciously she turned her head to look whence the bird +had come.</p> + +<p>She saw the wide dark square of the opened casement; the gleam of a lamp +within the cavern-like vastness of the vaulted hall. Instinctively she +paused, and drew closer, and forgot the boat.</p> + +<p>The stone sills of the seven windows were level with the topmost sprays +of the tall reeds and the willowy underwood; they were, therefore, level +with herself. She saw straight in; saw, so far as the pale uncertain +fusion of moon and lamp rays showed them, the height and width of this +legend haunted place; vaulted and pillared with timber and with stone; +dim and lonely as a cathedral crypt; and with the night-birds flying to +and fro in it, as in a ruin, seeking their nests in its rafters and in +the capitals of its columns.</p> + +<p>No fear, but a great awe fell upon her. She let the boat drift on its +way unheeded; and stood there at gasp like a forest doe.</p> + +<p>She had passed this grain tower with every day and night that she had +gone down the river upon the errands of her taskmaster; but she had +never looked within it once, holding the peasants' stories and terrors +in the cold scorn of her intrepid courage.</p> + +<p>Now, when she looked, she for the first time believed—believed that the +dead lived and gathered there.</p> + +<p>White, shadowy, countless shapes loomed through the gloom, all +motionless, all noiseless, all beautiful, with the serene yet terrible +loveliness of death.</p> + +<p>In their midst burned a lamp; as the light burns night and day in the +tombs of the kings of the East.</p> + +<p>Her color paled, her breath came and went, her body trembled like a +leaf; yet she was not afraid.</p> + +<p>A divine ecstasy of surprise and faith smote the dull misery of her +life. She saw at last another world than the world of toil in which she +had labored without sight and without hope, as the blinded ox labored in +the brick-field, treading his endless circles in the endless dark, and +only told that it was day by blows.</p> + +<p>She had no fear of them—these, whom she deemed the dwellers of the +lands beyond the sun, could not be more cruel to her than had been the +sons of men. She yearned to them, longed for them; wondered with rapture +and with awe if these were the messengers of her father's kingdom; if +these would have mercy on her, and take her with them to their immortal +homes—whether of heaven or of hell, what mattered it?</p> + +<p>It was enough to her that it would not be of earth.</p> + +<p>She raised herself upon the ledge above the rushes, poised herself +lightly as a bird, and with deft soundless feet dropped safely on the +floor within, and stood in the midst of that enchanted world—stood +motionless, gazing upwards with rapt eyes, and daring barely to draw +breath with any audible sigh, lest she should rouse them, and be driven +from their presence. The flame of the lamp, and the moonlight, reflected +back from the foam of the risen waters, shed a strange, pallid, shadowy +light on all the forms around her.</p> + +<p>"They are the dead, surely," she thought, as she stood among them; and +she stayed there, with her arms folded on her breast to still its +beating, lest any sound should anger them and betray her; a thing lower +than the dust—a mortal amidst this great immortal host.</p> + +<p>The mists and the shadows between her eyes and them parted them as with +a sea of dim and subtle vapor, through which they looked white and +impalpable as a summer cloud, when it seems to lean and touch the edge +of the world in a gray, quiet dawn.</p> + +<p>They were but the creations of an artist's classic dreams, but to her +they seemed to thrill, to move, to sigh, to gaze on her; to her, they +seemed to live with that life of the air, of the winds, of the stars, of +silence and solitude, and all the nameless liberties of death, of which +she dreamed when, shunned, and cursed, and hungered, she looked up to +the skies at night from a sleepless bed.</p> + +<p>They were indeed the dead: the dead of that fair time when all the earth +was young, and men communed with their deities, and loved them, and were +not afraid. When their gods were with them in their daily lives, when in +every breeze that curled the sea, in every cloud that darkened in the +west, in every water-course that leaped and sparkled in the sacred cedar +groves, in every bee-sucked blossom of wild thyme that grew purple by +the marble temple steps, the breath and the glance of the gods were +felt, the footfall and the voice of the gods were heard.</p> + +<p>They were indeed the dead: the dead who—dying earliest, whilst yet the +earth was young enough to sorrow for its heroic lives to embalm them, to +remember them, and to count them worthy of lament—perished in their +bodies, but lived forever immortal in the traditions of the world.</p> + +<p>From every space of the somber chamber some one of these gazed on her +through the mist.</p> + +<p>Here the silver dove of Argos winged her way through the iron-jaws of +the dark sea-gates.</p> + +<p>Here the white Io wandered in exile and unresting, forever scourged on +by the sting in her flesh, as a man by the genius in him.</p> + +<p>Here the glad god whom all the woodlands love played in the moonlight, +on his reeds, to the young stags that couched at his feet in golden beds +of daffodils and asphodel.</p> + +<p>Here in a darkened land the great Demeter moved, bereaved and childless, +bidding the vine be barren, and the fig-trees fruitless, and the seed of +the sown furrows strengthless to multiply and fill the sickles with ripe +increase.</p> + +<p>Here the women of Thebes danced upon Cithæron in the mad moonless +nights, under the cedars, with loose hair on the wind, and bosoms that +heaved and brake through their girdles of fawnskin.</p> + +<p>Here at his labor, in Pheræ, the sun-god toiled as a slave; the highest +wrought as the lowest; while wise Hermes stood by and made mirth of the +kingship that had bartered the rod of dominion for the mere music which +empty air could make in a hollow reed.</p> + +<p>Here, too, the brother gods stood, Hypnos, and Oneiros, and Thanatos; +their bowed heads crowned with the poppy and moonwort, the flowering +fern, and the amaranth, and, pressed to their lips, a white rose, in the +old sweet symbol of silence; fashioned in the same likeness, with the +same winged feet, which yet fall so softly that no human ears hear their +coming; the gods that most of all have pity on men,—the gods of the +Night and of the Grave.</p> + +<p>These she saw, not plainly, but through the wavering shadows and the +halo of the vapors which floated, dense and silvery as smoke, in from +the misty river. Their lips were dumb, and for her they had no name nor +story, and yet they spoke to her with familiar voices. She knew them; +she knew that they were gods, and yet to the world were dead; and in the +eyes of the forest-god, who piped upon his reeds, she saw the eyes of +Phratos look on her with their tender laughter and their unforgotten +love.</p> + +<p>Just so had he looked so long ago—so long!—in the deep woods at +moonrise, when he had played to the bounding fawns, to the leaping +waters, to the listening trees, to the sleeping flowers.</p> + +<p>They had called him an outcast,—and lo!—she found him a god.</p> + +<p>She sank on her knees, and buried her face in her hands and wept,—wept +with grief for the living lost forever,—wept with joy that the dead +forever lived.</p> + +<p>Tears had rarely sprung to her proud, rebellious eyes; she deemed them +human things,—things of weakness and of shame; she had thrust them back +and bit her lips till the blood came, in a thousand hours of pain, +rather than men should see them and exult. The passion had its way for +once, and spent itself, and passed. She rose trembling and pale, with +her eyes wet and dimmed in luster, like stars that shine through rain, +and looked around her fearfully.</p> + +<p>She thought that the gods might rise in wrath against her, even as +mortals did, for daring to be weary of her life.</p> + +<p>As she rose, she saw for the first time before the cold hearth the body +of a man.</p> + +<p>It was stretched straightly out on the stone floor; the chest was bare; +upon the breast the right hand was clinched close and hard; the limbs +were in profound repose; the head was lit by the white glimmer from the +moon; the face was calm and colorless, and full of sadness.</p> + +<p>In the dim strange light it looked white as marble, colossal as a +statue, in that passionless rest,—that dread repose.</p> + +<p>Instinctively she drew nearer to him, breathless and allured; she bent +forward and looked closer on his face.</p> + +<p>He was a god, like all the rest, she thought; but dead,—not as they +were dead, with eyes that rejoiced in the light of cloudless suns, and +with lips that smiled with a serene benignity and an eternal love,—but +dead, as mortals die, without hope, without release, with the breath +frozen on their tired lips, and bound on their hearts eternally the +burden of their sin and woe.</p> + +<p>She leaned down close by his side, and looked on him,—sorrowful, +because he alone of all the gods was stricken there, and he alone had +the shadow of mortality upon him.</p> + +<p>Looking thus she saw that his hands were clinched upon his chest, as +though their latest effort had been to tear the bones asunder, and +wrench out a heart that ached beneath them. She saw that this was not a +divine, but a human form,—dead indeed as the rest were, but dead by a +man's death of assassination, or disease, or suicide, or what men love +to call the "act of Heaven," whereby they mean the self-sown fruit of +their own faults and follies.</p> + +<p>Had the gods slain him—being a mortal—for his entrance there?</p> + +<p>Marcellin in legends had told her of such things.</p> + +<p>He was human; with a human beauty; which, yet white and cold and golden, +full of serenity and sadness, was like the sun-god's yonder, and very +strange to her whose eyes had only rested on the sunburnt, pinched, and +rugged faces of the populace around her.</p> + +<p>That beauty allured her; she forgot that he had against her the crime of +that humanity which she hated. He was to her like some noble forest +beast, some splendid bird of prey, struck down by a bolt from some +murderous bow, strengthless and senseless, yet majestic even in its +fall.</p> + +<p>"The gods slew him because he dared to be too like themselves," she +thought, "else he could not be so beautiful,—he,—only a man, and +dead?"</p> + +<p>The dreamy intoxication of fancy had deadened her to all sense of time +or fact. The exaltation of nerve and brain made all fantastic fantasies +seem possible to her as truth.</p> + +<p>Herself, she was strong; and desolate no more, since the eyes of the +immortals had smiled on her, and bade her welcome there; and she felt an +infinite pity on him, inasmuch as with all his likeness to them he yet, +having incurred their wrath, lay helpless there as any broken reed.</p> + +<p>She bent above him her dark rich face, with a soft compassion on it; she +stroked the pale heavy gold of his hair, with fingers brown and lithe, +but infinitely gentle; she fanned the cold pain of his forehead, with +the breath of her roselike mouth; she touched him and stroked him and +gazed on him, as she would have caressed and looked on the velvet hide +of the stag, the dappled plumage of the hawk, the white leaf of the +lily.</p> + +<p>A subtle vague pleasure stole on her, a sharp sweet sorrow moved +her,—for he was beautiful, and he was dead.</p> + +<p>"If they would give him back his life?" she thought: and she looked for +the glad forest-god playing on his reed amidst the amber asphodels, he +who had the smile and the glance of Phratos. But she could see Pan's +face no more.</p> + +<p>The wind rose, the moon was hidden, all was dark save the flicker of the +flame of the lamp; the storm had broken, and the rain fell: she saw +nothing now but the bowed head of Thanatos, holding the rose of silence +to his lips.</p> + +<p>On her ear there seemed to steal a voice from the darkness, saying:</p> + +<p>"One life alone can ransom another. Live immortal with us; or for that +dead man—perish."</p> + +<p>She bowed her head where she knelt in the darkness; the force of an +irresistible fate seemed upon her; that sacrifice which is at once the +delirium and divinity of her sex had entered into her.</p> + +<p>She was so lowly a thing; a creature so loveless and cursed; the gods, +if they took her in pity, would soon scorn her as men had scorned; +whilst he who lay dead—though so still and so white, and so mute and so +powerless,—he looked a king among men, though the gods for his daring +had killed him.</p> + +<p>"Let him live!" she murmured. "It's for me,—I am nothing—nothing. Let +me die as the Dust dies—what matter?"</p> + +<p>The wind blew the flame of the lamp into darkness; the moon still shone +through the storm on to the face of Thanatos.</p> + +<p>He alone heard. He—the only friend who fails no living thing. He alone +remained, and waited for her: he, whom alone of all the gods—for this +man's sake—she chose.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2>CHAPTER III.</h2> + + +<p>When the trance of her delirious imaginations passed, they left her +tranquil, but with the cold of death seeming to pass already from the +form she looked on into hers. She was still crouching by his body on the +hearth; and knew what she had chosen, and did not repent.</p> + +<p>He was dead still;—or so she thought;—she watched him with dim +dreaming eyes, watched him as women do who love.</p> + +<p>She drew the fair glistening hair through her hands; she touched the +closed and blue veined eyelids tenderly; she laid her ear against his +heart to hearken for the first returning pulses of the life she had +brought back to him.</p> + +<p>It was no more to her the dead body of a man, unknown, unheeded, a +stranger, and because a mortal, of necessity to her a foe. It was a +nameless, wondrous, mystic force and splendor to which she had given +back the pulse of existence, the light of day; which was no more the +gods', nor any man's, no more the prey of death, nor the delight of +love; but hers—hers—shared only with the greatness she had bought for +him.</p> + +<p>Even as she looked on him she felt the first faint flutter in his heart; +she heard the first faint breath upon his lips.</p> + +<p>His eyes unclosed and looked straight at hers, without reason or luster +in them, clouded with a heavy and delirious pain.</p> + +<p>"To die—of hunger—like a rat in a trap!" he muttered in his throat, +and strove to rise; he fell back, senseless, striking his head upon the +stones.</p> + +<p>She started; her hands ceased to wander through his hair, and touch his +cold lips as she would touch the cup of a flower; she rose slowly to her +feet.</p> + +<p>She had heard; and the words, so homely and so familiar in the lives of +all the poor, pierced the wild faiths and visions of her heated brain, +as a ray of the clear daybreak pierces through the purple smoke from +altar fires of sacrifice.</p> + +<p>The words were so terrible, and yet so trite; they cleft the mists of +her dreams as tempered steel cleaves folds of gossamer.</p> + +<p>"To die—of hunger!"</p> + +<p>She muttered the phrase after him—shaken from her stupor by its gaunt +and common truth.</p> + +<p>It roused her to the consciousness of all his actual needs. Her heart +rebelled even against the newly-found immortal masters, since being in +wrath they could not strike him swiftly with their vengeance, but had +killed him thus with these lingering and most bitter pangs, and had +gathered there as to a festival to see him die.</p> + +<p>As she stooped above him, she could discern the faint earthy cavernous +odor, which comes from the languid lungs and empty chest of one who has +long fasted, almost unto death.</p> + +<p>She had known that famine odor many a time ere then; in the hut of Manon +Dax, and by the hedge-rows and in the ditches, that made the sick-beds +of many another, as old, as wretched, and as nobly stubborn against +alms; in times of drought or in inclement winters, the people in all +that country-side suffered continually from the hunger torment; she had +often passed by men and women, and children, crouching in black and +wretched cabins, or lying fever-stricken on the cold stony fields, glad +to gnaw a shred of sheepskin, or suck a thorny bramble of the fields to +quiet the gnawing of their entrails.</p> + +<p>She stood still beside him, and thought.</p> + +<p>All light had died; the night was black with storm; the shadowy shapes +were gone; there were the roar of the rushing river, and the tumult of +the winds and rains upon the silence; all she saw was this golden head; +this colorless face; this lean and nerveless hand that rested on the +feebly beating heart;—these she saw as she would have seen the white +outlines of a statue in the dark.</p> + +<p>He moved a little with a hollow sigh.</p> + +<p>"Bread—bread—bread!" he muttered. "To die for bread!"</p> + +<p>At the words, all the quick resource and self-reliance which the hard +life she led had sharpened and strengthened in her, awoke amidst all the +dreams and passions, and meditations of her mystical faiths, and her +poetic ignorance.</p> + +<p>The boldness and the independence of her nature roused themselves; she +had prayed for him to the gods, and to the gods given herself for +him—that was well—if they kept their faith. But if they forsook it? +The blood rushed back to her heart with its old proud current; alone, +she swore to herself to save him. To save him in the gods' despite.</p> + +<p>In the street that day, she had found the half of a roll of black bread. +It had lain in the mud, none claiming it; a sulky lad passed it in +scorn, a beggar with gold in his wallet kicked it aside with his crutch; +she took it and put it by for her supper; so often some stripe or some +jibe replaced a begrudged meal for her at Flamma's board.</p> + +<p>That was all she had. A crust dry as a bone, which could do nothing +towards saving him, which could be of no more use to pass those clinched +teeth, and warm those frozen veins, than so much of the wet sand +gathered up from the river-shore. Neither could there be any wood, +which, if brought in and lit, would burn. All the timber was green and +full of sap, and all, for a score square leagues around, was at that +hour drenched with water.</p> + +<p>She knew that the warmth of fire to dry the deadly dampness in the air, +the warmth of wine to quicken the chillness and the torpor of the +reviving life, were what were wanted beyond all other things. She had +seen famine in all its stages, and she knew the needs and dangers of +that fell disease.</p> + +<p>There was not a creature in all the world who would have given her so +much as a loaf or a fagot; even if the thought of human aid had ever +dawned on her. As it was, she never even dreamed of it; every human +hand—to the rosy fist of the smallest and fairest child—was always +clinched against her; she would have sooner asked for honey from a knot +of snakes, or sought a bed of roses in a swarm of wasps, as have begged +mercy or aid at any human hearth.</p> + +<p>She knew nothing, either, of any social laws that might have made such +need as this a public care on public alms. She was used to see men, +women, and children perishing of want; she had heard people curse the +land that bore, and would not nourish, them. She was habituated to work +hard for every bit or drop that passed her lips; she lived amidst +multitudes who did the same; she knew nothing of any public succor to +which appeal could in such straits be made.</p> + +<p>If bread were not forthcoming, a man or a woman had to die for lack of +it, as Manon Dax and Marcellin had done; that seemed to her a rule of +fate, against which there was no good in either resistance or appeal.</p> + +<p>What could she do? she pondered.</p> + +<p>Whatever she would do, she knew that she had to do quickly. Yet she +stood irresolute.</p> + +<p>To do anything she had to stoop herself again down to that sort of theft +to which no suffering or privation of her own had ever tempted her.</p> + +<p>In a vague fierce fashion, unholpen and untaught, she hated all sin.</p> + +<p>All quoted it as her only birthright; all told her that she was imbued +with it body and soul; all saw it in her slightest acts, in her most +harmless words; and she abhorred this, the one gift which men cast to +her as her only heirloom, with a strong scornful loathing which stood +her in the stead of virtue. With an instinctive cynicism which moved her +continually, yet to which she could have given no name, she had loved to +see the children and the maidens—those who held her accursed, and were +themselves held so innocent and just—steal the ripe cherries from the +stalk, pluck the forbidden flowers that nodded over the convent walls, +pierce through the boundary fence to reach another's pear, speak a lie +softly to the old grayheaded priest, and lend their ripe lips to a +soldier's rough salute, while she, the daughter of hell, pointed at, +despised, shunned as a leper, hunted as a witch, kept her hands soilless +and her lips untouched.</p> + +<p>It was a pride to her to say in her teeth, "I am stronger than they," +when she saw the stolen peach in their hand, and heard the lying word on +their tongue. It had a savage sweetness for her, the will with which +she denied herself the luxurious fruit that, unseen, she could have +reached a thousand times from the walls when her throat was parched and +her body empty; with which she uttered the truth, and the truth alone, +though it brought the blows of the cudgel down on her shoulders; with +which she struck aside in disdain the insolent eyes and mocking mouths +of the youths, who would fain have taught her that, if beggared of all +other things, she was at least rich in form and hue. She hated sin, for +sin seemed to her only a human word for utter feebleness; she had never +sinned for herself, as far as she knew; yet to serve this man, on whose +face she had never looked before that night, she was ready to stoop to +the thing which she abhorred.</p> + +<p>She had been so proud of her freedom from all those frailties of +passion, and greed, and self-pity, with which the souls of the maidens +around her were haunted;—so proud, with the fierce, chaste, tameless +arrogance of the women of her race, that was bred in their blood, and +taught them as their first duty, by the Oriental and jealous laws of +their vengeful and indolent masters.</p> + +<p>She had been so proud!—and this cleanliness of hand and heart, this +immunity from her enemies' weakness, this independence which she had +worn as a buckler of proof against all blows, and had girded about her +as a zone of purity, more precious than gold, this, the sole treasure +she had, she was about to surrender for the sake of a stranger.</p> + +<p>It was a greater gift, and one harder to give, than the life which she +had offered for his to the gods.</p> + +<p>She kneeled on one knee on the stone floor beside him, her heart torn +with a mute and violent struggle; her bent face dark and rigid, her +straight haughty brows knit together in sadness and conflict. In the +darkness he moved a little; he was unconscious, yet ever, in that +burning stupor, one remembrance, one regret, remained with him.</p> + +<p>"That the mind of a man can be killed for the want of the food thrown to +swine!" he muttered drearily, in the one gleam of reason that abode in +the delirium of his brain.</p> + +<p>The words were broken, disjointed, almost inarticulate, but they stung +her to action as the spur stings a horse.</p> + +<p>She started erect, and crossed the chamber, leapt through the open +portion of the casement, and lighted again without, knee-deep in water; +she lost her footing and fell entangled in the rushes; but she rose and +climbed in the darkness to where the roots of an oak stump stretched +into the stream, and, gaining the shore, ran as well as the storm and +the obscurity allowed her, along the bank, straight towards Yprès.</p> + +<p>It was a wild and bitter night; the rushing of the foaming river went by +her all the way; the path was flooded, and she was up to her ankles in +water at every step, and often forced to wade through channels a foot +deep.</p> + +<p>She went on straight towards her home, unconscious of cold, of fatigue, +of her wet clinging clothes, of the water that splashed unseen in the +black night up against her face as her steps sank into some shaking +strip of marsh, some brook which, in the rising of the river, ran +hissing and swelling to twice its common height. All she was sensible of +was of one inspiration, one purpose, one memory that seemed to give her +the wings of the wind, and yet to clog her feet with the weight of +lead,—the memory of that white, sad, senseless face, lying beneath the +watch of the cruel gods.</p> + +<p>She reached Yprès, feeling and scenting her way by instinct, as a dog +does, all through the tumult of the air and against the force of the +driving rains. She met no living creature; the weather was too bad for +even a beggar to be afoot in it, and even the stray and homeless beasts +had sought some shelter from a ruined shed or crumbling wall.</p> + +<p>As softly as a leaf may fall she unloosed the latch of the orchard, +stole through the trees, and took her way, in an impenetrable gloom, +with the swift sure flight of one to whom the place had long been as +familiar by night as day.</p> + +<p>The uproar of wind and rain would have muffled the loudest tread. The +shutters of the mill-house were all closed; it was quite still. Flamma +and his serving people were all gone to their beds that they might +save, by sleep, the cost of wood and candle.</p> + +<p>She passed round to the side of the house, climbed up the tough network +of a tree of ivy, and without much labor loosened the fastenings of her +own loft window, and entering there passed through the loft into the +body of the house.</p> + +<p>Opening the doors of the passages noiselessly, she stole down the +staircase, making no more sound than a hare makes stealing over mosses +to its form. The ever-wakeful lightly-sleeping ears of a miser were near +at hand, but even they were not aroused; and she passed down unheard.</p> + +<p>She went hardily, fearlessly, once her mind was set upon the errand. She +did not reason with herself, as more timorous creatures might have done, +that being half starved as recompense for strong and continual labor, +she was but about to take a just due withheld, a fair wage long overdue. +She only resolved to take what another needed by a violence which she +had never employed to serve her own needs, and, having resolved, went to +execute her resolution with the unhesitating dauntlessness that was bred +in her, blood and bone.</p> + +<p>Knowing all the turns and steps of the obscure passages, she quickly +found her way to the store-chambers where such food and fuel as were +wanted in the house were stored.</p> + +<p>The latter was burnt, and the former eaten, sparingly and grudgingly, +but the store of both was at this season of the year fairly abundant. It +had more than once happened that the mill had been cut off from all +communication with the outer world by floods that reached its upper +casements, and Claudis Flamma was provided against any such accidents; +the more abundantly as he had more than once found it a lucrative matter +in such seasons of inundation to lower provisions from his roof to boats +floating below, when the cotters around were in dire need and ready to +sell their very souls for a bag of rice or string of onions.</p> + +<p>Folle-Farine opened the shutter of the storeroom and let in the faint +gray glimmer from the clearing skies.</p> + +<p>A bat which had been resting from the storm against the rafters +fluttered violently against the lattice; a sparrow driven down the +chimney in the hurricane flew up from one of the shelves with a +twittering outcry.</p> + +<p>She paused to open the lattice for them both, and set them free to fly +forth into the still sleeping world; then she took an old rush basket +that hung upon a nail, and filled it with the best of such homely food +as was to be found there—loaves, and meats, and rice, and oil, and a +flask of the richest wine—wine of the south, of the hue of the violet, +sold under secrecy at a high charge and profit.</p> + +<p>That done, she tied together as large a bundle of brushwood and of +fagots as she could push through the window, which was broad and square, +and thrust it out by slow degrees; put her basket through likewise, and +lowered it carefully to the ground; then followed them herself with the +agility born of long practice, and dropped on the grass beneath.</p> + +<p>She waited but to close and refasten the shutter from without, then +threw the mass of fagots on her shoulders, and carrying in her arms the +osier basket, took her backward way through the orchards to the river.</p> + +<p>She had not taken either bit or drop for her own use.</p> + +<p>She was well used to carry burdens as heavy as the mules bare, and to +walk under them unassisted for many leagues to the hamlets and markets +roundabout. But even her strength of bronze had become fatigued; she +felt frozen to the bone; her clothes were saturated with water, and her +limbs were chill and stiff. Yet she trudged on, unblenching and +unpausing, over the soaked earth, and through the swollen water and the +reeds; keeping always by the side of the stream that was so angry in the +darkness; by the side of the gray flooded sands and the rushes that were +blowing with a sound like the sea.</p> + +<p>She met no living creature except a fox, who rushed between her feet, +holding in its mouth a screaming chicken.</p> + +<p>Once she stumbled and struck her head and breast with a dull blow +against a pile of wood which, in the furious weather, was unseen by her. +It stunned her for the instant, but she rallied and looked up with eyes +as used to pierce the deepest gloom as any goshawk's; she discerned the +outline of the Calvary, towering high and weirdlike above the edge of +the river, where the priests and people had placed it, so that the +boatmen could abase themselves and do it honor as they passed the banks.</p> + +<p>The lantern on the cross shone far across the stream, but shed no rays +upon the path she followed.</p> + +<p>At its foot she had stumbled and been bruised upon her errand of mercy; +the reflection of its light streamed across to the opposing shore, and +gave help to a boat-load of smugglers landing stolen tobacco in a little +creek.</p> + +<p>She recovered herself and trudged on once more along the lonely road.</p> + +<p>"How like their god is to them!" she thought; the wooden crucifix was +the type of her persecutors; of those who flouted and mocked her, who +flung and pierced her as a witch; who cursed her because she was not of +their people. The cross was the hatred of the world incarnated to her; +it was in Christ's name that Marcellin's corpse had been cast on the +dung and in the ditch; it was in Christ's name that the women had +avenged on her the pity which she had shown to Manon Dax; it was in +Christ's name that Flamma scourged her because she would not pass rotten +figs for sweet.</p> + +<p>For the name of Christ is used to cover every crime, by the peasant who +cheats his neighbor of a copper coin, as by the sovereign who massacres +a nation for a throne.</p> + +<p>She left the black cross reared there against the rushes, and plodded on +through sand and rain and flood, bearing her load:—in Christ's name +they would have seized her as a thief.</p> + +<p>The storm abated a little, and every now and then a gleam of moonlight +was shed upon the flooded meadows. She gained the base of the tower, +and, by means of the length of rope, let by degrees the firewood and the +basket through the open portion of the window on to the floor below, +then again followed them herself.</p> + +<p>Her heart thrilled as she entered.</p> + +<p>Her first glance to the desolate hearth showed her that the hours of her +absence had brought no change there. The gods had not kept faith with +her, they had not raised him from the dead.</p> + +<p>"They have left it all to me!" she thought, with a strange sweet +yearning in her heart over this life that she had bought with her own.</p> + +<p>She first flung the fagots and brushwood on the hearth, and set them on +fire to burn, fanned by the breath of the wind. Then she poured out a +little of the wine, and kneeled down by him, and forced it drop by drop +through his colorless lips, raising his head upon her as she kneeled.</p> + +<p>The wine was pure and old; it suffused his attenuated frame as with a +rush of new blood; under her hand his heart beat with firmer and quicker +movement. She broke bread in the wine, and put the soaked morsels to his +mouth, as softly as she would have fed some little shivering bird made +nestless by the hurricane.</p> + +<p>He was not conscious yet, but he swallowed what she held to him, without +knowing what he did; a slight warmth gradually spread over his limbs; a +strong shudder shook him.</p> + +<p>His eyes looked dully at her through a film of exhaustion and of sleep.</p> + +<p>"J'avais quelque chose là!" he muttered, incoherently, his voice +rattling in his hollow chest, as he raised himself a little on one arm.</p> + +<p>"J'avais quelque chose là!" and with a sigh he fell back once more—his +head tossing in uneasiness from side to side.</p> + +<p>Amidst the heat and mists of his aching brain, one thought remained with +him—that he had created things greater than himself, and that he died +like a dog, powerless to save them.</p> + +<p>The saddest dying words that the air ever bare on its breath—the one +bitter vain regret of every genius that the common herds of men stamp +out as they slay their mad cattle or their drunken mobs—stayed on the +blurred remembrance of his brain, which, in its stupor and its +helplessness, still knew that once it had been strong to create—that +once it had been clear to record—that once it had dreamed the dreams +which save men from the life of the swine—that once it had told to the +world the truth divested of lies,—and that none had seen, none had +listened, none had believed.</p> + +<p>There is no more terrible woe upon earth than the woe of the stricken +brain, which remembers the days of its strength, the living light of its +reason, the sunrise of its proud intelligence, and knows that all these +have passed away like a tale that is told; like a year that is spent; +like an arrow that is shot to the stars, and flies aloft, and falls in a +swamp; like a fruit that is too well loved of the sun, and so, oversoon +ripe, is dropped from the tree and forgot on the grasses, dead to all +joys of the dawn and the noon and the summer, but alive to the sting of +the wasp, to the fret of the aphis, to the burn of the drought, to the +theft of the parasite.</p> + +<p>She only dimly understood, and yet she was smitten with awe and +reverence at that endless grief which had no taint of cowardice upon it, +but was pure as the patriot's despair, impersonal as the prophet's +agony.</p> + +<p>For the first time the mind in her consciously awoke.</p> + +<p>For the first time she heard a human mind find voice even in its stupor +and its wretchedness to cry aloud, in reproach to its unknown Creator:</p> + +<p>"I am <i>yours</i>! Shall I perish with the body? Why have bade me desire the +light and seek it, if forever you must thrust me into the darkness of +negation? Shall I be Nothing like the muscle that rots, like the bones +that crumble, like the flesh that turns to ashes, and blow in a film on +the winds? Shall I die so? I?—the mind of a man, the breath of a god?"</p> + +<p>Time went by; the chimes from the cathedral tolled dully through the +darkness over the expanse of the flood.</p> + +<p>The light from the burning wood shone redly and fitfully. The sigh and +moan of the tossed rushes and of the water-birds, awakened and afraid, +came from the outer world on the winds that blew through the desolation +of the haunted chamber. Gray owls flew in the high roof, taking refuge +from the night. Rats hurried, noiseless and eager, over the stones of +the floor, seeking stray grains that fell through the rafters from the +granaries above.</p> + +<p>She noticed none of these; she never looked up nor around; all she heard +was the throb of the delirious words on the silence, all she saw was the +human face in the clouded light through the smoke from the hearth.</p> + +<p>The glow of the fire shone on the bowed head of Thanatos, the laughing +eyes of Pan; Hermes' fair cold derisive face, and the splendor of the +Lykegènés toiling in the ropes that bound him to the mill-stones to +grind bread for the mortal appetites and the ineloquent lips of men.</p> + +<p>But at the gods she barely looked; her eyes were bent upon the human +form before her. She crouched beside him, half kneeling and half +sitting: her clothes were drenched, the fire scorched, the draughts of +the air froze her; she had neither eaten nor drunk since the noon of the +day; but she had no other remembrance than of this life which had the +beauty of the sun-king and the misery of the beggar.</p> + +<p>He lay long restless, unconscious, muttering strange sad words, at times +of sense, at times of folly, but always, whether lucid or delirious, +words of a passionate rebellion against his fate, a despairing lament +for the soul in him that would be with the body quenched.</p> + +<p>After awhile the feverish mutterings of his voice were lower and less +frequent; his eyes seemed to become sensible of the glare of the fire, +and to contract and close in a more conscious pain; after a yet longer +time he ceased to stir so restlessly, ceased to sigh and shudder, and he +grew quite still; his breath came tranquilly, his head fell back, he +sank to a deep sleep.</p> + +<p>The personal fears, the womanly terrors, which would have assailed +creatures at once less savage and less innocent never moved her for an +instant. That there was any strangeness in her position, any peril in +this solitude, she never dreamed. Her heart, bold with the blood of +Taric, could know no physical fear; and her mind at once ignorant and +visionary, her temper at once fierce and unselfish, kept from her all +thought of those suspicions which would fall on her, and chastise an act +like hers; suspicions such as would have made a woman less pure and less +dauntless tremble at that lonely house, that night of storm, that +unknown fate which she had taken into her own hands, unwitting and +unheeding whether good or evil might be the issue thereof.</p> + +<p>To her he was beautiful, he suffered, she had saved him from death, and +he was hers: and this was all that she remembered. She dealt with him as +she would have done with some forest beast or bird that she should have +found frozen in the woods of winter.</p> + +<p>His head had fallen on her, and she crouched unwearied in the posture +that gave him easiest rest.</p> + +<p>With a touch so soft that it could not awaken him, she stroked the +lusterless gold of his hair, and from time to time felt for the +inaudible beating of his heart.</p> + +<p>Innumerable dreams, shapeless, delicious, swept through her brain, like +the echoes of some music, faint yet unutterably sweet, that half arouses +and half soothes some sleeper in a gray drowsy summer dawn.</p> + +<p>For the first time since the melodies of Phratos had died forever from +off her ear she was happy.</p> + +<p>She did not ask wherefore,—neither of herself or of the gods did she +question whence came this wonder-flower of her nameless joy.</p> + +<p>She only sat quiet, and let the hours drift by, and watched him as he +slept, and was content.</p> + +<p>So the hours passed.</p> + +<p>Whilst yet it seemed night still, the silence trembled with the pipe of +waking birds, the darkness quivered with the pale first rays of dawn.</p> + +<p>Over the flood and the fields the first light broke. From the unseen +world behind the mist, faint bells rang in the coming day.</p> + +<p>He moved in his sleep, and his eyes unclosed, and looked at her face as +it hung above him, like some drooped rose that was heavy with the too +great sweetness of a summer shower.</p> + +<p>It was but the gaze of a moment, and his lids dropped again, weighted +with the intense weariness of a slumber that held all his senses close +in its leaden chains. But the glance, brief though it was, had been +conscious;—under it a sudden flush passed over her, a sudden thrill +stirred in her, as the life stirs in the young trees at the near coming +of the spring. For the first time since her birth she became wholly +human.</p> + +<p>A sharp terror made her tremble like a leaf; she put his head softly +from her on the ground, and rose, quivering, to her feet.</p> + +<p>It was not the gods she feared, it was herself.</p> + +<p>She had never once known that she had beauty, more than the flower knows +it blowing on the wind. She had passed through the crowds of fair and +market, not knowing why the youths looked after her with cruel eyes all +aglow. She had walked through them, indifferent and unconscious, +thinking that they wanted to hunt her down as an unclean beast, and +dared not, because her teeth were strong.</p> + +<p>She had taken a vague pleasure in the supple grace of her own form, as +she had seen it mirrored in some woodland pool where she had bathed +amidst the water-lilies, but it had been only such an instinctive and +unstudied pleasure as the swan takes in seeing her silver breast shine +back to her, on the glassy current adown which she sails.</p> + +<p>Now,—as she rose and stood, as the dawn broke, beside him, on the +hearth, and heard the birds' first waking notes, that told her the sun +was even then touching the edge of the veiled world to light, a hot +shame smote her, and the womanhood in her woke.</p> + +<p>She looked down on herself and saw that her soaked skirts were knotted +above her knees, as she had bound them when she had leaped from the +boat's side; that her limbs were wet and glistening with river water, +and the moisture from the grasses, and the sand and shingle of the +shore; and that the linen of her vest, threadbare with age, left her +arms bare, and showed through its rents the gleam of her warm brown skin +and the curves of her shining shoulders.</p> + +<p>A sudden horror came upon her, lest he should awake again and see her as +she was;—wet, miserable, half-clothed, wind-tossed like the rushes, +outcast and ashamed.</p> + +<p>She did not know that she had beauty in her; she did not know that even +as she was, she had an exquisitely savage grace, as storm-birds have in +theirs against the thunder-cloud and the lightning blaze, of their +water-world in tempest.</p> + +<p>She felt a sudden shrinking from all chance of his clearer and more +conscious gaze; a sudden shy dread and longing to hide herself under the +earth, or take refuge in the depth of the waters, rather than meet those +eyes to which she had given back the light of life cast on her in +abhorrence and in scorn;—and that he could have any other look, for +her, she had no thought.</p> + +<p>She had been an outcast among an alien people too long to dream that any +human love could ever fall on her. She had been too long cursed by every +tongue, to dream that any human voice could ever arise in honor or in +welcome to a thing so despised and criminal as she.</p> + +<p>For the gift which she had given this man, too, would curse her;—that +she had known when she had offered it.</p> + +<p>She drew her rude garments closer, and stole away with velvet footfall, +through the twilight of the dawn; her head hung down, and her face was +flushed as with some great guilt.</p> + +<p>With the rising of the day, all her new joy was banished.</p> + +<p>With the waking of the world, all her dreams shrank back into secrecy +and shame.</p> + +<p>The mere timid song of the linnet in the leafless bushes seemed sharp on +her ear, calling on her to rise and go forth to her work, as the +creature of toil, of exile, of namelessness, and of despair, that men +had made her.</p> + +<p>At the casement, she turned and cast one long but lingering glance upon +him where he slept; then once more she launched herself into the dusky +and watery mists of the cold dawn.</p> + +<p>She had made no more sound in her passing than a bird makes in her +flight.</p> + +<p>The sleeper never stirred, but dreamed on motionless, in the darkness +and the silence, and the drowsy warmth.</p> + +<p>He dreamed, indeed, of a woman's form half bare, golden of hue like a +fruit of the south, blue veined and flushed to changing rose heats, like +an opal's fire; with limbs strong and yet slender, gleaming wet with +water, and brown arched feet all shining with silvery sands; with +mystical eyes, black as night and amorous-lidded, and a mouth like the +half-closed bud of a flower, which sighing seemed to breathe upon him +all the fragrance of dim cedar-woods shrouded in summer rains, of +honey-weighted heather blown by moorland winds, of almond blossoms +tossed like snow against a purple sea; of all things air-born, sun-fed, +fair and free.</p> + +<p>But he saw these only as in a dream; and, as a dream, when he awakened +they had passed.</p> + +<p>Though still dark from heavy clouds, the dawn grew into morning as she +went noiselessly away over the gray sands, the wet shore-paths, the +sighing rushes.</p> + +<p>The river-meadows were all flooded, and on the opposite banks the road +was impassable; but on her side she could still find footing, for the +ground there had a steeper rise, and the swollen tide had not reached in +any public roadway too high for her to wade, or draw herself by the +half-merged bushes, through it on the homeward tracks to Yprès.</p> + +<p>The low sun was hidden in a veil of water. The old convent bells of all +the country-side sang through the mists. The day was still young; but +the life of the soil and the stream was waking as the birds were. Boats +went down the current, bearing a sad freightage of sheep drowned in the +night, and of ruined peasants, whose little wealth of stack and henhouse +had been swept down by the unlooked-for tide.</p> + +<p>From the distant banks, the voices of women came muffled through the +fog, weeping and wailing for some lost lamb, choked by the water in its +fold, or some pretty breadth of garden just fragrant with snowdrops and +with violets, that had been laid desolate and washed away.</p> + +<p>Through the clouds of vapor that curled in a dense opaque smoke from the +wet earth, there loomed the dusky shapes of oxen; their belled horns +sending forth a pleasant music from the gloom. On the air, there was a +sweet damp odor from soaked grasses and upturned sods, from the breath +of the herds lowing hock deep in water, from the green knots of broken +primrose roots sailing by on the brown, rough river.</p> + +<p>A dying bush of gray lavender swept by on the stream; it had the fresh +moulds of its lost garden-home still about it, and in its stems a robin +had built her little nest; the nest streamed in tatters and ruin on the +wind, the robin flew above the wreck, fluttering and uttering shrill +notes of woe.</p> + +<p>Folle-Farine saw nothing.</p> + +<p>She held on her way blindly, mutely, mechanically, by sheer force of +long habit. Her mind was in a trance; she was insensible of pain or +cold, of hunger or fever, of time or place.</p> + +<p>Yet she went straight home, as the horse being blinded will do, to the +place where its patience and fealty have never been recompensed with any +other thing than blows.</p> + +<p>As she had groped her way through the gloom of the night, and found it, +though the light of the roadside Christ had been turned from her, so in +the same blind manner she had groped her way to her own conceptions of +honesty and duty. She hated the bitter and cruel old man, with a passion +fierce and enduring that nothing could have changed; yet all the same +she served him faithfully. This was an untamed animal indeed, that he +had yoked to his plowshare; but she did her work loyally and doggedly; +and whenever she had shaken her neck free of the yoke, she returned and +thrust her head through it again, whether he scourged her back to it or +not.</p> + +<p>It was partially from the force of habit which is strong upon all +creatures; it was partially from a vague instinct in her to work out her +right to the begrudged shelter which she received, and not to be +beholden for it for one single hour to any charity.</p> + +<p>The mill was at work in the twilight when she reached it.</p> + +<p>Claudis Flamma screamed at her from the open door of the loft, where he +was weighing corn for the grinding.</p> + +<p>"You have been away all night long!" he cried to her.</p> + +<p>She was silent; standing below in the wet garden.</p> + +<p>He cast a foul word at her, new upon his lips. She was silent all the +same; her arms crossed on her breast, her head bent.</p> + +<p>"Where is the boat?—that is worth more than your body. And soul you +have none."</p> + +<p>She raised her head and looked upward.</p> + +<p>"I have lost the boat."</p> + +<p>She thought that, very likely, he would kill her for it. Once when she +had lost an osier basket, not a hundredth part the cost of this vessel, +he had beaten her till every bone in her frame had seemed broken for +many a week. But she looked up quietly there among the dripping bushes +and the cheerless grassy ways.</p> + +<p>That she never told a lie he above in the loft knew by long proof; but +this was in his sight only on a piece with the strength born in her from +the devil; the devil had in all ages told so many truths to the +confusion of the saints God.</p> + +<p>"Drifted where?"</p> + +<p>"I do not know—on the face of the flood,—with the tide."</p> + +<p>"You had left it loose."</p> + +<p>"I got out to push it off the sand. It had grounded. I forgot it. It +went adrift."</p> + +<p>"What foul thing were you at meanwhile?"</p> + +<p>She was silent.</p> + +<p>"If you do not say, I will cut your heart out with a hundred stripes!"</p> + +<p>"You can."</p> + +<p>"I can! You shall know truly that I can. Go, get the boat—find it above +or below water—or to the town prison you go as a thief."</p> + +<p>The word smote her with a sudden pang.</p> + +<p>For the first time her courage failed her. She turned and went in +silence at his bidding.</p> + +<p>In the wet daybreak, through the swollen pools and the soaked thickets, +she searched for the lost vessel; knowing well that it would be scarcely +less than a miracle which could restore it to her; and that the god upon +the cross worked no miracles for her;—a child of sin.</p> + +<p>For several hours she searched; hungry, drenched with water, ready to +drop with exhaustion, as she was used to see the overdriven cattle sink +upon the road. She passed many peasants; women on their mules, men in +their barges, children searching for such flotsam and jetsam as might +have been flung upon the land from the little flooded gardens and the +few riverside cabins that had been invaded in the night.</p> + +<p>She asked tidings of the missing treasure from none of these. What she +could not do for herself, it never occurred to her that others could do +for her. It was an ignorance that was strength. At length, to her amaze, +she found it; saved for her by the branches of a young tree, which being +blown down had fallen into the stream, and had caught the boat hard and +fast as in a net.</p> + +<p>At peril to her life, she dislodged it, with infinite labor, from the +entanglement of the boughs; and at scarce less peril, rowed on her +homeward way upon the swollen force of the turbid river; full against +the tide which again was flowing inland, from the sea that beat the bar, +away to the northward, in the full sunrise.</p> + +<p>It was far on in the forenoon as she drew near the orchards of Yprès, +brown in their leaflessness, and with gray lichens blowing from their +boughs, like hoary beards of trembling paupers shaking in the icy +breaths of charity.</p> + +<p>She saw that Claudis Flamma was at work amidst his trees, pruning and +delving in the red and chilly day.</p> + +<p>She went up the winding stairs, planks green and slippery with wet river +weeds, which led straight through the apple orchards to the mill.</p> + +<p>"I have found the boat," she said, standing before him; her voice was +faint and very tired, her whole body drooped with fatigue, her head for +once was bowed.</p> + +<p>He turned with his billhook in his hand. There was a leap of gladness at +his heart; the miser's gladness over recovered treasure; but he showed +such weakness neither in his eye nor words.</p> + +<p>"It is well for you that you have," he said with bitter meaning. "I will +spare you half the stripes:—strip."</p> + +<p>Without a word of remonstrance, standing before him in the gray shadow +of the lichens, and the red mists of the morning, she pushed the rough +garments from her breast and shoulders, and vanquishing her weakness, +drew herself erect to receive the familiar chastisement.</p> + +<p>"I am guilty—this time," she said to herself as the lash fell:—she was +thinking of her theft.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2>CHAPTER IV.</h2> + + +<p>A score of years before, in a valley of the far north, a group of eager +and silent listeners stood gathered about one man, who spoke aloud with +fervent and rapturous oratory.</p> + +<p>It was in the green Norwegian spring, when the silence of the winter +world had given way to a million sounds of waking life from budding +leaves and nesting birds, and melting torrents and warm winds fanning +the tender primrose into being, and wooing the red alpine rose to +blossom.</p> + +<p>The little valley was peopled by a hardy race of herdsmen and of +fishers; men who kept their goat-flocks on the steep sides of the +mountains, or went down to the deep waters in search of a scanty +subsistence. But they were a people simple, noble, grave, even in a +manner heroic and poetic, a people nurtured on the old grand songs of a +mighty past, and holding a pure faith in the traditions of a great +sea-sovereignty. They listened, breathless, to the man who addressed +them, raised on a tribune of rough rock, and facing the ocean, where it +stretched at the northward end of the vale; a man peasant-born himself, +but gifted with a native eloquence, half-poet, half-preacher; fanatic +and enthusiast; one who held it as his errand to go to and fro the land, +raising his voice against the powers of the world, and of wealth, and +who spoke against these with a fervor and force which, to the unlearned +and impressionable multitudes that heard him, seemed the voice of a +genius heaven-sent.</p> + +<p>When a boy he had been a shepherd, and dreaming in the loneliness of the +mountains, and by the side of the deep hill-lakes far away from any +sound or steps of human life, a madness, innocent, and in its way +beautiful, had come upon him.</p> + +<p>He believed himself born to carry the message of grace to the nations; +and to raise his voice up against those passions whose fury had never +assailed him, and against those riches whose sweetness he had never +tasted. So he had wandered from city to city, from village to village; +mocked in some places, revered in others; protesting always against the +dominion of wealth, and speaking with a strange pathos and poetry which +thrilled the hearts of his listeners, and had almost in it, at times, +the menace and the mystery of a prophet's upbraiding.</p> + +<p>He lived very poorly; he was gentle as a child; he was a cripple and +very feeble; he drank at the wayside rills with the dogs; he lay down on +the open fields with the cattle; yet he had a power in him that had its +sway over the people, and held the scoffers and the jesters quiet under +the spell of his tender and flutelike tones.</p> + +<p>Raised above the little throng upon the bare red rock, with the vast +green fields and dim pine-woods stretching round him as far as his eye +could reach, he preached now to the groups of fishers and herdsmen and +foresters and hunters; protesting to this simple people against the +force of wealth, and the lust of possession, as though he preached to +princes and to conquerors. He told them of what he had seen in the great +cities through which he had wandered; of the corruption and the vileness +and the wantonness; of the greed in which the days and the years of +men's lives were spent; of the amassing of riches for which alone the +nations cared, so that all loveliness, all simplicity, all high +endeavor, all innocent pastime, were abjured and derided among them. And +his voice was sweet and full as the swell of music as he spoke to them, +telling them one of the many fables and legends, of which he had +gathered a full harvest, in the many lands that had felt his footsteps.</p> + +<p>This was the parable he told them that day, whilst the rude toilers of +the forests and the ocean stood quiet as little children, hearkening +with upturned faces and bated breath, as the sun went down behind the +purple pines:</p> + +<p>"There lived once in the East, a great king; he dwelt far away, among +the fragrant fields of roses, and in the light of suns that never set.</p> + +<p>"He was young, he was beloved, he was fair of face and form; and the +people as they hewed stone or brought water, said among themselves, +'Verily, this man is as a god; he goes where he lists, and he lies still +or rises up as he pleases; and all fruits off all lands are culled for +him; and his nights are nights of gladness, and his days, when they +dawn, are all his to sleep through or spend as he wills.' But the people +were wrong. For this king was weary of his life.</p> + +<p>"His buckler was sown with gems, but his heart beneath it was sore. For +he had been long bitterly harassed by foes who descended upon him as +wolves from the hills in their hunger, and plagued with heavy wars and +with bad rice harvests, and with many troubles to his nation that kept +it very poor, and forbade him to finish the building of new marble +palaces, and the making of fresh gardens of delight, in which his heart +was set. So he being weary of a barren land and of an empty treasury, +with all his might prayed to the gods that all he touched might turn to +gold, even as he had heard had happened to some magician long before in +other ages. And the gods gave him the thing he craved: and his treasury +overflowed. No king had ever been so rich, as this king now became in +the short space of a single summer-day.</p> + +<p>"But it was bought with a price.</p> + +<p>"When he stretched out his hand to gather the rose that blossomed in his +path, a golden flower scentless and stiff was all he grasped. When he +called to him the carrier-dove that sped with a scroll of love-words +across the mountains, the bird sank on his breast a carven piece of +metal. When he was athirst and shouted to his cup-bearer for drink, the +red wine ran a stream of molten gold. When he would fain have eaten, the +pulse and the pomegranate grew alike to gold between his teeth. And at +eventide when he sought the silent chambers of his harem, saying, 'Here +at least shall I find rest,' and bent his steps to the couch whereon his +best-beloved slave was sleeping, a statue of gold was all he drew into +his eager arms, and cold shut lips of sculptured gold were all that met +his own.</p> + +<p>"That night the great king slew himself, unable any more to bear this +agony, since all around him was desolation, even though all around him +was wealth.</p> + +<p>"Now the world is too like that king, and in its greed of gold it will +barter its life away.</p> + +<p>"Look you,—this thing is certain: I say that the world will perish, +even as that king perished, slain as he was slain, by the curse of its +own fulfilled desire.</p> + +<p>"The future of the world is written. For God has granted their prayer to +men. He has made them rich and their riches shall kill them.</p> + +<p>"When all green places shall have been destroyed in the builder's lust +of gain:—when all the lands are but mountains of brick, and piles of +wood and iron:—when there is no moisture anywhere; and no rain ever +falls:—when the sky is a vault of smoke; and all the rivers rank with +poison:—when forest and stream, and moor and meadow, and all the old +green wayside beauty are things vanished and forgotten:—when every +gentle timid thing of brake and bush, of air and water, has been killed, +because it robbed them of a berry or a fruit:—when the earth is one +vast city, whose young children behold neither the green of the field, +nor the blue of the sky, and hear no song but the hiss of the steam, and +know no music but the roar of the furnace:—when the old sweet silence +of the country-side, and the old sweet sounds of waking birds, and the +old sweet fall of summer showers, and the grace of a hedge-row bough, +and the glow of the purple heather, and the note of the cuckoo and +cricket, and the freedom of waste and of woodland, are all things dead, +and remembered of no man:—then the world, like the Eastern king, will +perish miserably of famine and of drought, with gold in its stiffened +hands, and gold in its withered lips, and gold everywhere:—gold that +the people can neither eat nor drink, gold that cares nothing for them, +but mocks them horribly:—gold for which their fathers sold peace and +health, holiness and liberty:—gold that is one vast grave."</p> + +<p>His voice sank, and the silence that followed was only filled with the +sound of the winds in the pine-woods, and the sound of the sea on the +shore.</p> + +<p>The people were very still and afraid; for it seemed to them that he had +spoken as prophets speak, and that his words were the words of truth.</p> + +<p>Suddenly on the awe-stricken silence an answering voice rang, clear, +scornful, bold, and with the eager and fearless defiance of youth:</p> + +<p>"If I had been that king, I would not have cared for woman, or bird, or +rose. I would have lived long enough to enrich my nation, and mass my +armies, and die a conqueror. What would the rest have mattered? You are +mad, O Preacher! to rail against gold. You flout a god that you know +not, and that never has smiled upon you."</p> + +<p>The speaker stood outside the crowd with a dead sea-bird in his hand; he +was in his early boyhood, he had long locks of bright hair that curled +loosely on his shoulders, and eyes of northern blue, that flashed like +steel in their scorn.</p> + +<p>The people, indignant and terrified at the cold rough words which +blasphemed their prophet, turned with one accord to draw off the rash +doubter from that sacred audience-place, but the Preacher stayed their +hands with a gesture, and looked sadly at the boy.</p> + +<p>"Is it thee, Arslàn? Dost thou praise gold?—I thought thou hadst +greater gods."</p> + +<p>The boy hung his head and his face flushed.</p> + +<p>"Gold must be power always," he muttered. "And without power what is +life?"</p> + +<p>And he went on his way out from the people, with the dead bird, which he +had slain with a stone that he might study the exquisite mysteries of +its silvery hues.</p> + +<p>The Preacher followed him dreamily with his glance.</p> + +<p>"Yet he will not give his life for gold," he murmured. "For there is +that in him greater than gold, which will not let him sell it, if he +would."</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2>CHAPTER V.</h2> + + +<p>And the words of the Preacher had come true; so true that the boy Arslàn +grown to manhood, had dreamed of fame, and following the genius in him, +and having failed to force the world to faith in him, had dropped down +dying on a cold hearth, for sheer lack of bread, under the eyes of the +gods.</p> + +<p>It had long been day when he awoke.</p> + +<p>The wood smouldered, still warming the stone chamber. The owls that +nested in the ceiling of the hall were beating their wings impatiently +against the closed casements, blind with the light and unable to return +to their haunts and homes. The food and the wine stood beside him on the +floor; the fire had scared the rats from theft.</p> + +<p>He raised himself slowly, and by sheer instinct ate and drank with the +avidity of long fast. Then he stared around him blankly, blinded like +the owls.</p> + +<p>It seemed to him that he had been dead; and had risen from the grave.</p> + +<p>"It will be to suffer it all over again in a little space," he muttered +dully.</p> + +<p>His first sensation was disappointment, anger, weariness. He did not +reason. He only felt.</p> + +<p>His mind was a blank.</p> + +<p>Little by little a disjointed remembrance came to him. He remembered +that he had been famished in the coldness of the night, endured much +torment of the body, had fallen headlong and lost his consciousness. +This was all he could recall.</p> + +<p>He looked stupidly for awhile at the burning logs; at the pile of +brambles; at the flask of wine, and the simple stores of food. He looked +at the gray closed window, through which a silvery daylight came. There +was not a sound in the house; there was only the cracking of the wood +and the sharp sealike smell of the smoking pine boughs to render the +place different from what it had been when he last had seen it.</p> + +<p>He could recall nothing, except that he had starved for many days; had +suffered, and must have slept.</p> + +<p>Suddenly his face burned with a flush of shame. As sense returned to +him, he knew that he must have swooned from weakness produced by cold +and hunger; that some one must have seen and succored his necessity; and +that the food which he had half unconsciously devoured must have been +the food of alms.</p> + +<p>His limbs writhed and his teeth clinched as the thought stole on him.</p> + +<p>To have gone through all the aching pangs of winter in silence, asking +aid of none, only to come to this at last! To have been ready to die in +all the vigor of virility, in all the strength of genius, only to be +saved by charity at the end! To have endured, mute and patient, the +travail of all the barren years, only at their close to be called back +to life by aid that was degradation!</p> + +<p>He bit his lips till the blood started, as he thought of it. Some eyes +must have looked on him, in his wretchedness. Some face must have bent +over him in his misery. Some other human form must have been near his in +this hour of his feebleness and need, or this thing could never have +been; he would have died alone and unremembered of man, like a snake in +its swamp or a fox in its earth. And such a death would have been to him +tenfold preferable to a life restored to him by such a means as this.</p> + +<p>Death before accomplishment is a failure, yet withal may be great; but +life paved by alms is a failure, and a failure forever inglorious.</p> + +<p>So the shame of this ransom from death far outweighed with him the +benefit.</p> + +<p>"Why could they not let me be?" he cried in his soul against those +unknown lives which had weighed his own with the fetters of obligation. +"Rather death than a debt! I was content to die; the bitterness was +passed. I should have known no more. Why could they not let me be!"</p> + +<p>And his heart was hard against them. They had stolen his only +birthright—freedom.</p> + +<p>Had he craved life so much as to desire to live by shame he would soon +have gone out into the dusky night and have snatched food enough for his +wants from some rich husbandman's granaries, or have stabbed some miser +at prayers, for a bag of gold—rather crime than the debt of a beggar.</p> + +<p>So he reasoned; stung and made savage by the scourge of enforced +humiliation. Hating himself because, in obedience to mere animal +craving, he had taken and eaten, not asking whether what he took was his +own.</p> + +<p>He had closed his mouth, living, and had been ready to die mute, glad +only that none had pitied him; his heart hardened itself utterly against +this unknown hand which had snatched him from death's dreamless ease and +ungrudged rest, to awaken him to a humiliation that would be as ashes in +his teeth so long as his life should last.</p> + +<p>He arose slowly and staggered to the casement.</p> + +<p>He fancied he was delirious, and had distempered visions of the food so +long desired. He knew that he had been starving long—how long? Long +enough for his brain to be weak and visited with phantoms. Instinctively +he touched the long round rolls of bread, the shape of the wine cask, +the wicker of the basket: they were the palpable things of common life; +they seemed to tell him that he had not dreamed.</p> + +<p>Then it was charity? His lips moved with a curse.</p> + +<p>That was his only thanksgiving.</p> + +<p>The windows were unshuttered; through them he looked straight out upon +the rising day—a day rainless and pale, and full of cool softness, +after the deluge of the rains.</p> + +<p>The faint sunlight of a spring that was still chilled by winter was shed +over the flooded fields and swollen streams; snow-white mists floated +before the languid passage of the wind; and the moist land gave back, as +in a mirror, the leafless trees, the wooden bridges, the belfries, and +the steeples, and the strange sad bleeding Christs.</p> + +<p>On all sides near, the meadows were sheets of water, the woods seemed to +drift upon a lake; a swan's nest was washed past on broken rushes, the +great silvery birds beating their heavy wings upon the air, and pursuing +their ruined home with cries. Beyond, everything was veiled in the +twilight of the damp gray vapor; a world half seen, half shrouded, +lovely exceedingly, filled with all divine possibilities and all hidden +powers: a world such as Youth beholds with longing eyes in its visions +of the future.</p> + +<p>"A beautiful world!" he said to himself; and he smiled wearily as he +said it.</p> + +<p>Beautiful, certainly; in that delicious shadow; in that vague light; in +that cloudlike mist, wherein the earth met heaven.</p> + +<p>Beautiful, certainly; all those mystical shapes rising from the sea of +moisture which hid the earth and all the things that toiled on it. It +was beautiful, this calm, dim, morning world, in which there was no +sound except the distant ringing of unseen bells; this veil of vapor, +whence sprang these fairy and fantastic shapes that cleft the watery +air; this colorless transparent exhalation, breathing up from the land +to the sky, in which all homely things took grace and mystery, and every +common and familiar form became transfigured.</p> + +<p>It was beautiful; but this landscape had been seen too long and closely +by him for it to have power left to cheat his senses.</p> + +<p>Under that pure and mystical veil of the refracted rain things vile, and +things full of anguish, had their being:—the cattle in the +slaughter-houses; the drunkard in the hovels; disease and debauch and +famine; the ditch, that was the common grave of all the poor; the +hospital, where pincers and knives tore the living nerves in the +inquisition of science; the fields, where the women toiled bent, +cramped, and hideous; the dumb driven beasts, patient and tortured, +forever blameless, yet forever accursed;—all these were there beneath +that lovely veil, through which there came so dreamily the slender +shafts of spires and the chimes of half-heard bells.</p> + +<p>He stood and watched it long, so long that the clouds descended and the +vapors shifted away, and the pale sunrays shone clearly over a +disenchanted world, where roof joined roof and casement answered +casement, and the figures on the crosses became but rude and ill-carved +daubs; and the cocks crew to one another, and the herdsmen swore at +their flocks, and the oxen flinched at the goad, and the women went +forth to their field-work; and all the charm was gone.</p> + +<p>Then he turned away.</p> + +<p>The cold fresh breath of the morning had breathed upon him, and driven +out the dull delicious fancies that had possessed his brain. The simple +truth was plain before him: that he had been seen by some stranger in +his necessity and succored.</p> + +<p>He was thankless; like the suicide, to whom unwelcome aid denies the +refuge of the grave, calling him back to suffer, and binding on his +shoulders the discarded burden of life's infinite weariness and woes.</p> + +<p>He was thankless; for he had grown tired of this fruitless labor, this +abortive combat; he had grown tired of seeking credence and being +derided for his pains, while other men prostituted their powers to base +use and public gain, receiving as their wages honor and applause; he had +grown tired of toiling to give beauty and divinity to a world which knew +them not when it beheld them.</p> + +<p>He had grown tired, though he was yet young, and had strength, and had +passion, and had manhood. Tired—utterly, because he was destitute of +all things save his genius, and in that none were found to believe.</p> + +<p>"I have tried all things, and there is nothing of any worth." It does +not need to have worn the imperial purples and to be lying dying in old +age to know thus much in all truth and all bitterness.</p> + +<p>"Why did they give me back my life?" he said in his heart, as he turned +aside from the risen sun.</p> + +<p>He had striven to do justly with this strange, fleeting, unasked gift of +existence, which comes, already warped, into our hands, and is broken by +death ere we can set it straight.</p> + +<p>He had not spent it in riot or madness, in lewd love or in gambling +greed; he had been governed by great desires, though these had been +fruitless, and had spent his strength to a great end, though this had +been never reached.</p> + +<p>As he turned from looking out upon the swollen stream that rushed +beneath his windows, his eyes fell upon the opposite wall, where the +white shapes of his cartoons were caught by the awakening sun.</p> + +<p>The spider had drawn his dusty trail across them; the rat had squatted +at their feet; the darkness of night had enshrouded and defaced them; +yet with the morning they arose, stainless, noble, undefiled.</p> + +<p>Among them there was one colossal form, on which the sun poured with its +full radiance.</p> + +<p>This was the form of a captive grinding at a millstone; the majestic +symmetrical supple form of a man who was also a god.</p> + +<p>In his naked limbs there was a supreme power; in his glance there was a +divine command; his head was lifted as though no yoke could ever lie on +that proud neck; his foot seemed to spurn the earth as though no mortal +tie had ever bound him to the sod that human steps bestrode: yet at the +corn-mill he labored, grinding wheat like the patient blinded oxen that +toiled beside him.</p> + +<p>For it was the great Apollo in Pheræ.</p> + +<p>The hand which awoke the music of the spheres had been blood-stained +with murder; the beauty which had the light and luster of the sun had +been darkened with passion and with crime; the will which no other on +earth or in heaven could withstand had been bent under the chastisement +of Zeus.</p> + +<p>He whose glance had made the black and barren slopes of Delos to laugh +with fruitfulness and gladness,—he whose prophetic sight beheld all +things past, present, and to come, the fate of all unborn races, the +doom of all unspent ages,—he, the Far-Striking King, labored here +beneath the curse of crime, greatest of all the gods, and yet a slave.</p> + +<p>In all the hills and vales of Greece his Io pæan sounded still.</p> + +<p>Upon his holy mountains there still arose the smoke of fires of +sacrifice.</p> + +<p>With dance and song the Delian maidens still hailed the divinity of +Lètô's son.</p> + +<p>The waves of the pure Ionian air still rang forever with the name of +Delphinios.</p> + +<p>At Pytho and at Clarus, in Lycia and in Phokis, his oracles still +breathed forth upon their fiat terror or hope into the lives of men; and +still in all the virgin forests of the world the wild beasts honored him +wheresoever they wandered, and the lion and the boar came at his bidding +from the deserts to bend their free necks and their wills of fire meekly +to bear his yoke in Thessaly.</p> + +<p>Yet he labored here at the corn-mill of Admetus; and watching him at his +bondage there stood the slender, slight, wing-footed Hermes, with a slow +mocking smile upon his knavish lips, and a jeering scorn in his keen +eyes, even as though he cried:</p> + +<p>"O brother, who would be greater than I! For what hast thou bartered to +me the golden rod of thy wealth, and thy dominion over the flocks and +the herds? For seven chords strung on a shell—for a melody not even +thine own! For a lyre outshone by my syrinx hast thou sold all thine +empire to me! Will human ears give heed to thy song, now thy scepter has +passed to my hands? Immortal music only is left thee, and the vision +foreseeing the future. O god! O hero! O fool! what shall these profit +thee now?"</p> + +<p>Thus to the artist by whom they had been begotten the dim white shapes +of the deities spoke. Thus he saw them, thus he heard, whilst the pale +and watery sunlight lit up the form of the toiler in Pheræ.</p> + +<p>For even as it was with the divinity of Delos, so is it likewise with +the genius of a man, which, being born of a god, yet is bound as a slave +to the grindstone. Since, even as Hermes mocked the Lord of the Unerring +Bow, so is genius mocked of the world when it has bartered the herds, +and the grain, and the rod that metes wealth, for the seven chords that +no ear, dully mortal, can hear.</p> + +<p>And as he looked upon this symbol of his life, the captivity and the +calamity, the strength and the slavery of his existence overcame him; +and for the first hour since he had been born of a woman Arslàn buried +his face in his hands and wept.</p> + +<p>He could bend great thoughts to take the shapes that he chose, as the +chained god in Pheræ bound the strong kings of the desert and forest to +carry his yoke; yet, like the god, he likewise stood fettered to the +mill to grind for bread.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2>BOOK IV.</h2> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2>CHAPTER I.</h2> + + +<p>A valley long and narrow, shut out from the rest of the living world by +the ramparts of stone that rose on either side to touch the clouds; +dense forests of pines, purple as night, where the erl-king rode and the +bear-king reigned; at one end mountains, mist, and gloom, at the other +end the ocean; brief days with the sun shed on a world of snow, in which +the sounds of the winds and the moans of the wolves alone were heard in +the solitude; long nights of marvelous magnificence with the stars of +the arctic zone glowing with an unbearable luster above a sea of +phosphorescent fire; those were Arslàn's earliest memories—those had +made him what he was.</p> + +<p>In that pine-clothed Norwegian valley, opening to the sea, there were a +few homesteads gathered together round a little wooden church, with +torrents falling above them, and a profound loneliness around; severed +by more than a day's journey from any other of the habitations of men.</p> + +<p>There a simple idyllic life rolled slowly on through the late and lovely +springtimes, when the waters loosened and the seed sprouted, and the +white blossoms broke above the black ground: through the short and +glorious summers, when the children's eyes saw the elves kiss the roses, +and the fairies float on the sunbeam, and the maidens braided their fair +hair with blue cornflowers to dance on the eve of St. John: through the +long and silent winters, when an almost continual night brooded over all +things, and the thunder of the ocean alone answered the war of the +wind-torn forests, and the blood-red blaze of the northern light gleamed +over a white still mountain world, and, within doors, by the warm wood +fire the youths sang Scandinavian ballads, and the old people told +strange sagas, and the mothers, rocking their new-born sons to sleep, +prayed God to have mercy on all human lives drowning at sea and frozen +in the snow.</p> + +<p>In this alpine valley, a green nest, hidden amidst stupendous walls of +stone, bottomless precipices, and summits that touched the clouds, there +was a cottage even smaller and humbler than most, and closest of all to +the church. It was the house of the pastor.</p> + +<p>The old man had been born there, and had lived there all the years of +his life,—save a few that he had passed in a town as a student,—and he +had wedded a neighbor who, like himself, had known no other home than +this one village. He was gentle, patient, simple, and full of +tenderness; he worked, like his people, all the week through in the open +weather among his fruit-trees, his little breadth of pasturage, his +herb-garden, and his few sheep.</p> + +<p>On the Sabbath-day he preached to the people the creed that he himself +believed in with all the fond, unquestioning, implicit faith of the +young children who lifted to him their wondering eyes.</p> + +<p>He was good; he was old: in his simple needs and his undoubting hopes he +was happy; all the living things of his little world loved him, and he +loved them. So fate lit on him to torture him, as it is its pleasure to +torture the innocent.</p> + +<p>It sent him a daughter who was fair to sight, and had a voice like +music; a form lithe and white, hair of gold, and with eyes like her own +blue skies on a summer night.</p> + +<p>She had never seen any other spot save her own valley; but she had the +old Norse blood in her veins, and she was restless; the sea tempted her +with an intense power; she desired passionately without knowing what she +desired.</p> + +<p>The simple pastoral work, the peaceful household labors, the girls' +garland of alpine flowers, the youths' singing in the brief rose +twilight, the saga told the thousandth time around the lamp in the deep +midwinter silence; these things would not suffice for her. The old +Scandinavian Bersaeck madness was in her veins. The mountains were to +her as the walls of a tomb. And one day the sea tempted her too utterly; +beyond her strength; as a lover, after a thousand vain entreaties, one +day tempts a woman, and one day finds her weak. The sea vanquished her, +and she went—whither?</p> + +<p>They hardly knew: to these old people the world that lay behind their +mountain fortress was a blank. It might be a paradise; it might be a +prison. They could not tell.</p> + +<p>They suffered their great agony meekly; they never cursed her; they did +not even curse their God because they had given life to a woman-child.</p> + +<p>After awhile they heard of her.</p> + +<p>She wrote them tender and glowing words; she was well, she was proud, +she was glad, she had found those who told her that she had a voice +which was a gift of gold, and that she might sing in triumph to the +nations. Such tidings came to her parents from time to time; brief +words, first teeming with hope, then delirious with triumph, yet ever +ending with a short, sad sigh of conscience, a prayer for pardon—pardon +for what? The letters never said: perhaps only for the sin of desertion.</p> + +<p>The slow salt tears of age fell on these glowing pages in which the +heart of a young, vainglorious, mad, tender creature had stamped itself; +but the old people never spoke of them to others. "She is happy, it does +not matter for us." This was all they said, yet this gentle patience was +a martyrdom too sharp to last; within that year the mother died, and the +old man was left alone.</p> + +<p>The long winter came, locking the valley within its fortress of ice, +severing it from all the rest of the breathing human world; and the +letters ceased. He would not let them say that she had forgotten; he +chose to think that it was the wall of snow which was built up between +them rather than any division raised by her ingratitude and oblivion.</p> + +<p>The sweet, sudden spring came, all the white and golden flowers breaking +up from the hard crust of the soil, and all the loosened waters rushing +with a shout of liberty to join the sea. The summer followed, with the +red mountain roses blossoming by the brooks, and the green mountain +grasses blowing in the wind, with the music of the herd-bells ringing +down the passes, and the sound of the fife and of the reed-pipe calling +the maidens to the dance.</p> + +<p>In the midst of the summer, one night, when all the stars were shining +above the quiet valley, and all the children slept under the roofs with +the swallows, and not a soul was stirring, save where here and there a +lover watched a light glare in some lattice underneath the eaves, a +half-dead woman dragged herself feebly under the lime-tree shadows of +the pastor's house, and struck with a faint cry upon the door and fell +at her father's feet, broken and senseless. Before the full day dawned +she had given birth to a male child and was dead.</p> + +<p>Forgiveness had killed her; she might have borne reproach, injury, +malediction, but against that infinite love which would bear with her +even in her wretchedness, and would receive her even in her abasement, +she had no strength.</p> + +<p>She died as her son's eyes opened to the morning light. He inherited no +name, and they called him after his grandsire, Arslàn.</p> + +<p>When his dead daughter lay stretched before him in the sunlight, with +her white large limbs folded to rest, and her noble fair face calm as a +mask of marble, the old pastor knew little—nothing—of what her life +through these two brief years had been. Her lips had scarcely breathed a +word before she had fallen senseless on his threshold. That she had had +triumph he knew; that she had fallen into dire necessities he saw. +Whether she had surrendered art for the sake of love, or whether she had +lost the public favor by some public caprice, whether she had been +eminent or obscure in her career, whether it had abandoned her, or she +had abandoned it, he could not tell, and he knew too little of the world +to be able to learn.</p> + +<p>That she had traveled back on her weary way homeward to her native +mountains that her son might not perish amidst strangers; thus much he +knew, but no more. Nor was more ever known by any living soul.</p> + +<p>In life there are so many histories which are like broken boughs that +strew the ground, snapped short at either end, so that none know the +crown of them nor the root.</p> + +<p>The child, whom she had left, grew in goodliness, and strength, and +stature, until the people said that he was like the child-king, whom +their hero Frithiof raised up upon his buckler above the multitude: and +who was not afraid, but boldly gripped the brazen shield, and smiled +fearlessly at the noonday sun.</p> + +<p>The child had his mother's Scandinavian beauty; the beauty of a marble +statue, white as the snow, of great height and largely moulded; and his +free life amidst the ice-fields and the pine-woods, and on the wide, +wild northern seas developed these bodily to their uttermost perfection. +The people admired and wondered at him; love him they did not. The lad +was cold, dauntless, silent; he repelled their sympathies and disdained +their pastimes. He chose rather to be by himself, than with them. He was +never cruel; but he was never tender; and when he did speak he spoke +with a sort of eloquent scorn and caustic imagery that seemed to them +extraordinary in one so young.</p> + +<p>But his grandfather loved him with a sincere love, though it was tinged +with so sharp a bitterness; and reared him tenderly and wisely; and +braced him with a scholar's lore and by a mountaineer's exposure; so +that both brain and body had their due. He was a simple childlike broken +old man; but in this youth of promise that unfolded itself beside his +age seemed to strike fresh root, and he had wisdom and skill enough to +guide it justly.</p> + +<p>The desire of his soul was that his grandson should succeed him in the +spiritual charge of that tranquil and beloved valley, and thus escape +the dire perils of that world in which his mother's life had been caught +and consumed like a moth's in flame. But Arslàn's eyes looked ever +across the ocean with that look in them which had been in his mother's; +and when the old Norseman spoke of this holy and peaceful future, he was +silent.</p> + +<p>Moreover, he—who had never beheld but the rude paintings on panels of +pine that decorated the little red church under the firs and +lindens,—he had the gift of art in him.</p> + +<p>He had few and rough means only with which to make his crude and +unguided essays; but the delirium of it was on him, and the peasants of +his village gazed awe-stricken and adoring before the things which he +drew on every piece of pine-wood, on every smooth breadth of sea-worn +granite, on every bare surface of lime-washed wall that he could find at +liberty for his usage.</p> + +<p>When they asked him what, in his manhood, he would do, he said little. +"I will never leave the old man," he made answer; and he kept his word. +Up to his twentieth year he never quitted the valley. He studied deeply, +after his own manner; but nearly all his hours were passed in the open +air alone, in the pure cold air of the highest mountain summits, amidst +the thunder of the furious torrents, in the black recesses of lonely +forests, where none, save the wolf and the bear, wandered with him; or +away on the vast expanse of the sea, where the storm drove the great +arctic waves like scourged sheep, and the huge breakers seized the shore +as a panther its prey.</p> + +<p>On such a world as this, and on the marvelous nights of the north, his +mind fed itself and his youth gained its powers. The faint, feeble life +of the old man held him to this lonely valley that seemed filled with +the coldness, the mystery, the unutterable terror and the majesty of the +arctic pole, to which it looked; but unknown to him, circumstance thus +held him likewise where alone the genius in him could take its full +shape and full stature.</p> + +<p>Unknown to him, in these years it took the depth, the strength, the +patience, the melancholy, the virility of the North; took these never to +be lost again.</p> + +<p>In the twentieth winter of his life an avalanche engulfed the pastor's +house, and the little church by which it stood, covering both beneath a +mountain of earth and snow and rock and riven trees. Some of the timbers +withstood the shock, and the roof remained standing, uncrushed, above +their heads. The avalanche fell some little time after midnight: there +were only present in the dwelling himself, the old man, and a serving +woman.</p> + +<p>The woman was killed on her bed by the fall of a beam upon her; he and +the pastor still lived: lived in perpetual darkness without food or +fuel, or any ray of light.</p> + +<p>The wooden clock stood erect, uninjured; they could hear the hours go by +in slow succession. The old man was peaceful and even cheerful; praising +God often and praying that help might come to his beloved one. But his +strength could not hold out against the icy cold, the long hunger, the +dreadful blank around as of perpetual night. He died ere the first day +had wholly gone by, at even-song; saying still that he was content, and +still praising God who had rewarded his innocence with shame and +recompensed his service with agony.</p> + +<p>For two more days and nights Arslàn remained in his living tomb, +enshrouded in eternal gloom, alone with the dead, stretching out his +hands ever and again to meet that icy touch rather than be without +companionship.</p> + +<p>On the morning of the third day the people of the village, who had +labored ceaselessly, reached him, and he was saved.</p> + +<p>As soon as the spring broke he left the valley and passed over the +mountains, seeking a new world.</p> + +<p>His old familiar home had become hateful to him; he had no tie to it +save two low graves, still snow-covered underneath a knot of tall +stone-pines; the old Norse passion of wandering was in his veins as it +had been in his mother's before him; he fiercely and mutely descried +freedom, passion, knowledge, art, fame, as she had desired them, and he +went: turning his face from that lowly green nest lying like a lark's +between the hills.</p> + +<p>He did not go as youth mostly goes, blind with a divine dream of +triumph: he went, consciously, to a bitter combat as the sea-kings of +old, whose blood ran in his veins, and whose strength was in his limbs, +had gone to war, setting their prow hard against the sharp salt waves +and in the teeth of an adverse wind.</p> + +<p>He was not without money. The pastor, indeed, had died almost penniless; +he had been always poor, and had given the little he possessed to those +still poorer. But the richest landowner in the village, the largest +possessor of flocks and herds, dying childless, had bequeathed his farm +and cattle to Arslàn; having loved the lad's dead mother silently and +vainly. The value of these realized by sale gave to Arslàn, when he +became his own master, what, in that valley at least, was wealth; and he +went without care for the future on this score into the world of men; +his mind full of dreams and the beautiful myths of dead ages; his temper +compounded of poetry and of coldness, of enthusiasm and of skepticism; +his one passion a supreme ambition, pure as snow in its instinct, but +half savage in its intensity.</p> + +<p>From that spring, when he had passed away from his birthplace as the +winter snows were melting on the mountain-sides, and the mountain +flowers were putting forth their earliest buds under the pine-boughs, +until the time that he now stood solitary, starving, and hopeless before +the mocking eyes of his Hermes, twelve years had run their course, and +all through them he had never once again beheld his native land.</p> + +<p>Like the Scandinavian Regner, he chose rather to perish in the folds, +and by the fangs, of the snakes that devoured him than return to his +country with the confession of defeat. And despite the powers that were +in him, his life had been a failure, an utter failure—as yet.</p> + +<p>In his early youth he had voyaged often with men who went to the extreme +north in search of skins and such poor trade as they could drive with +Esquimaux or Koraks; he had borne their dangers and their poverty, their +miseries and their famine, for sake of seeing what they saw;—the +pathless oceans of the ice realm, the trailing pines alone in a white, +snow-world, the red moon fantastic and horrible in a sky of steel, the +horned clouds of reindeer rushing through the endless night, the arch of +the aurora spanning the heavens with their fire. He had passed many +seasons of his boyhood in the silence, the solitude, the eternal +desolation of the mute mystery of the arctic world, which for no man has +either sympathy or story; and in a way he had loved it, and was often +weary for it; in a way its spirit remained with him always; and its +inexorable coldness, its pitiless indifference to men's wants and +weakness, its loneliness and its purity, and its scorn, were in all the +works of his hand; blended in a strange union with the cruelty and the +voluptuousness, and the gorgeousness of color, that gave to everything +he touched the gleed and the temper of the case.</p> + +<p>Thus, what he did pleased none; being for one half the world too chill, +and being for the other half too sensual.</p> + +<p>The world had never believed in him; and he found himself in the height +and the maturity of his powers condemned to an absolute obscurity. Not +one man in a million knew his name.</p> + +<p>During these years he had devoted himself to the study of art with an +undeviating subservience to all its tyrannies. He had studied humanity +in all its phases; he had studied form with all the rigid care that it +requires; he had studied color in almost every land that lies beneath +the sun; he had studied the passions in all their deformities, as well +as in all their beauties; he had spared neither himself nor others in +pursuit of knowledge. He had tried most vices, he had seen all miseries, +he had spared himself no spectacle, however loathsome; he had turned +back from no license, however undesired, that could give him insight +into or empire over human raptures and affliction. Neither did he spare +himself any labor however costly, however exhausting, to enrich his +brain with that varied learning, that multifarious scene which he held +needful to every artist who dared to desire greatness. The hireling +beauty of the wanton, the splendor of the sun and sea, the charnel lore +of anatomy, the secrets of dead tongues and buried nations, the horrors +of the lazar wards and pest-houses, the glories of golden deserts and +purple vineyards, the flush of love on a young girl's cheek, the +rottenness of corruption on a dead man's limbs, the hellish tint of a +brothel, the divine calm of an Eastern night; all things alike he +studied, without abhorrence as without delight, indifferent to all save +for one end,—knowledge and art.</p> + +<p>So entirely and undividedly did this possess him that it seemed to have +left him without other passions; even as the surgeon dissects the fair +lifeless body of some woman's corpse, regardless of loveliness or sex, +only intent on the secret of disease, the mystery of formation, which he +seeks therein, so did he study the physical beauty of women and their +mortal corruption, without other memories than those of art. He would +see the veil fall from off the limbs of a creature lovely as a goddess, +and would think only to himself,—"How shall I render this so that on my +canvas it shall live once more?"</p> + +<p>One night, in the hot, close streets of Damascus, a man was stabbed,—a +young Maronite,—who lay dying in the roadway, without sign or sound, +whilst his assassins fled; the silver Syrian moon shining full on his +white and scarlet robe, his calm, upturned face, his lean hand knotted +on the dagger he had been spared no time to use; a famished street dog +smelling at his blood. Arslàn, passing through the city, saw and paused +beside him; stood still and motionless, looking down on the outstretched +figure; then drew his tablets out and sketched the serene, rigid face, +the flowing, blood-soaked robes, the hungry animal mouthing at the +wound. Another painter, his familiar friend, following on his steps, +joined him a little later, and started from his side in horror.</p> + +<p>"My God! what do you do there?" he cried. "Do you not see?—the man is +dying."</p> + +<p>Arslàn looked up—"I had not thought of that," he answered.</p> + +<p>It was thus always with him.</p> + +<p>He was not cruel for the sake of cruelty. To animals he was humane, to +women gentle, to men serene; but his art was before all things with him, +and with humanity he had little sympathy: and if he had passions, they +had wakened no more than as the drowsy tiger wakes in the hot hush of +noon, half indifferent, half lustful, to strike fiercely what comes +before her, and then, having slain, couches herself and sleeps again.</p> + +<p>But for this absolute surrender of his life, his art had as yet +recompensed him nothing.</p> + +<p>Men did not believe in him; what he wrought saddened and terrified them; +they turned aside to those who fed them on simpler and on sweeter food.</p> + +<p>His works were great, but they were such as the public mind deems +impious. They unveiled human corruption too nakedly, and they shadowed +forth visions too exalted, and satires too unsparing, for them to be +acceptable to the multitude. They were compounded of an idealism clear +and cold as crystal, and of a reality cruel and voluptuous as love. They +were penetrated with an acrid satire and an intense despair: the world, +which only cares for a honeyed falsehood and a gilded gloss in every +art, would have none of them.</p> + +<p>So for these twelve long years his labor had been waste, his efforts +been fruitless. Those years had been costly to him in purse;—travel, +study, gold flung to fallen women, sums spent on faithless friends, +utter indifference to whosoever robbed him so long as he was left in +peace to pursue lofty aims and high endeavors; all these did their +common work on wealth which was scanty in the press of the world, though +it had appeared inexhaustible on the shores of the north sea. His labors +also were costly, and they brought him no return.</p> + +<p>The indifference to fortune of a man of genius is, to a man of the +world, the stupor of idiocy: from such a stupor he was shaken one day to +find himself face to face with beggary.</p> + +<p>His works were seen by few, and these few were antagonistic to them.</p> + +<p>All ways to fame were closed to him, either by the envy of other +painters, or by the apathies and the antipathies of the nations +themselves. In all lands he was repulsed; he roused the jealousy of his +compeers and the terror of the multitudes. They hurled against him the +old worn-out cry that the office of art was to give pleasure, not pain; +and when his money was gone, so that he could no longer, at his own +cost, expose his works to the public gaze, they and he were alike +obliterated from the public marts; they had always denied him fame, and +they now thrust him quickly into oblivion, and abandoned him to it +without remorse, and even with contentment.</p> + +<p>He could, indeed, with the facile power of eye and touch that he +possessed, have easily purchased a temporary ease, an evanescent repute, +if he had given the world from his pencil those themes for which it +cared, and descended to the common spheres of common art. But he refused +utterly to do this. The best and greatest thing in him was his honesty +to the genius wherewith he was gifted; he refused to prostitute it; he +refused to do other than to tell the truth as he saw it.</p> + +<p>"This man blasphemes; this man is immoral," his enemies had always +hooted against him.</p> + +<p>It is what the world always says of those who utter unwelcome truths in +its unwilling ears.</p> + +<p>So the words of the old Scald by his own northern seashores came to +pass; and at length, for the sake of art, it came to this, that he +perished for want of bread.</p> + +<p>For seven days he had been without food, except the winter berries which +he broke off the trees without, and such handfuls of wheat as fell +through the disjointed timbers of the ceiling, for whose possession he +disputed with the rats.</p> + +<p>The sheer, absolute poverty which leaves the man whom it has seized +without so much as even a crust wherewith to break his fast, is commoner +than the world in general ever dreams. For he was now so poor that for +many months he had been unable to buy fresh canvas on which to work, and +had been driven to chalk the outlines of the innumerable fancies that +pursued him upon the bare smooth gray stone walls of the old granary in +which he dwelt.</p> + +<p>He let his life go silently away without complaint, and without effort, +because effort had been so long unavailing, that he had discarded it in +a contemptuous despair.</p> + +<p>He accepted his fate, seeing nothing strange in it, and nothing +pitiable; since many men better than he had borne the like. He could not +have altered it without beggary or theft, and he thought either of these +worse than itself.</p> + +<p>There were hecatombs of grain, bursting their sacks, in the lofts above; +but when, once on each eighth day, the maltster owning them sent his men +to fetch some from the store, Arslàn let the boat be moored against the +wall, be filled with barley, and be pushed away again down the current, +without saying once to the rowers, "Wait; I starve!"</p> + +<p>And yet, though like a miser amidst his gold, his body starved amidst +the noble shapes and the great thoughts that his brain conceived and his +hand called into substance, he never once dreamed of abandoning for any +other the career to which he had dedicated himself from the earliest +days that his boyish eyes had watched the vast arc of the arctic lights +glow above the winter seas.</p> + +<p>Art was to him as mother, brethren, mistress, offspring, religion—all +that other men hold dear. He had none of these, he desired none of them; +and his genius sufficed to him in their stead.</p> + +<p>It was an intense and reckless egotism, made alike cruel and sublime by +its intensity and purity, like the egotism of a mother in her child. To +it, as the mother to her child, he would have sacrificed every living +creature; but to it also, like her, he would have sacrificed his very +existence as unhesitatingly. But it was an egotism which, though +merciless in its tyranny, was as pure as snow in its impersonality; it +was untainted by any grain of avarice, of vanity, of selfish desire; it +was independent of all sympathy; it was simply and intensely the passion +for immortality:—that sublime selfishness, that superb madness, of all +great minds.</p> + +<p>Art had taken him for its own, as Demeter, in the days of her +desolation, took the child Demophoon, to nurture him as her own on the +food of gods, and to plunge him through the flames of a fire that would +give him immortal life. As the pusillanimous and sordid fears of the +mortal mother lost to the child for evermore the possession of Olympian +joys and of perpetual youth, so did the craven and earthly cares of +bodily needs hold the artist back from the radiance of the life of the +soul, and drag him from the purifying fires. Yet he had not been utterly +discouraged; he strove against the Metaniera of circumstance; he did his +best to struggle free from the mortal bonds that bound him; and as the +child Demophoon mourned for the great goddess that had nurtured him, +refusing to be comforted, so did he turn from the base consolations of +the senses and the appetites, and beheld ever before his sight the +ineffable majesty of that Mater Dolorosa who once had anointed him as +her own.</p> + +<p>Even now, as the strength returned to his limbs and the warmth to his +veins, the old passion, the old worship, returned to him.</p> + +<p>The momentary weakness which had assailed him passed away. He shook +himself with a bitter impatient scorn for the feebleness into which he +had been betrayed; and glanced around him still with a dull wonder as to +the strange chances which the night past had brought. He was incredulous +still; he thought that his fancy, heated by long fasting, might have +cheated him; that he must have dreamed; and that the food and fuel which +he saw must surely have been his own.</p> + +<p>Yet reflection told him that this could not be; he remembered that for +several weeks his last coin had been spent; that he had been glad to +gather the birds' winter berries to crush beneath his teeth, and gather +the dropped corn from the floor to quiet the calm of hunger; that for +many a day there had been no fire on the hearth, and that only a frame +which the long sunless northern winters had braced in early youth, had +enabled him to resist and endure the cold. Therefore, it must be +charity!</p> + +<p>Charity! as the hateful truth came home to him, he met the eyes of the +white, slender, winged Hermes; eyes that from out that colorless and +smiling face seemed to mock him with a cruel contempt.</p> + +<p>His was the old old story;—the rod of wealth bartered for the empty +shell that gave forth music.</p> + +<p>Hermes seemed to know it and to jeer him.</p> + +<p>Hermes, the mischief-monger, and the trickster of men, the inventive god +who spent his days in chicanery of his brethren, and his nights in the +mockery of mortals; the messenger of heaven who gave Pandora to mankind; +Hermes, the eternal type of unscrupulous Success, seemed to have voice +and cry to him:—"Oh, fool, fool, fool! who listens for the music of the +spheres and disdains the only melody that men have ears to hear—the +melody of gold!"</p> + +<p>Arslàn turned from the great cartoon of the gods in Pheræ, and went out +into the daylight, and stripped and plunged into the cold and turbulent +stream. Its chillness and the combat of its current braced his nerves +and cleared his brain.</p> + +<p>When he was clad, he left the grain-tower with the white forms of its +gods upon its walls, and walked slowly down the bank of the river. Since +life had been forced back upon him he knew that it was incumbent upon +his manhood to support it by the toil of his hands if men would not +accept the labor of his brain.</p> + +<p>Before, he had been too absorbed in his pursuit, too devoted to it body +and soul, to seek to sustain existence by the sheer manual exertion +which was the only thing that he had left untried for self-maintenance. +In a manner too he was too proud; not too proud to labor, but too proud +to easily endure to lay bare his needs to the knowledge of others. But +now, human charity must have saved him; a charity which he hated as the +foulest insult of his life; and he had no chance save to accept it like +a beggar bereft of all shame, or to seek such work as would give him his +daily bread.</p> + +<p>So he went; feebly, for he was still weak from the length of his famine.</p> + +<p>The country was well known to him, but the people not at all. He had +come by hazard on the old ruin where he dwelt, and had stayed there full +a year. These serene blue skies, these pale mists, these corn-clad +slopes, these fields of plenteous abundance, these quiet homesteads, +these fruit-harvests of this Norman plain were in soothing contrast to +all that his life had known.</p> + +<p>These old quaint cities, these little villages that seemed always hushed +with the sound of bells, these quiet streams on which the calm sunlight +slept so peacefully, these green and golden lands of plenty that +stretched away to the dim gray distant sea,—all these had had a certain +charm for him.</p> + +<p>He had abided with them, partly because amidst them it seemed possible +to live on a handful of wheat and a draught of water, unnoticed and +unpitied; partly because having come hither on foot through many lands +and by long hardship, he had paused here weary and incapable of further +effort.</p> + +<p>Whilst the little gold he had had on him had lasted he had painted +innumerable transcripts of its ancient buildings, and of its summer and +autumnal landscapes. And of late—through the bitter winter—of late it +had seemed to him that it was as well to die here as elsewhere.</p> + +<p>When a man knows that his dead limbs will be huddled into the common +ditch of the poor, the nameless, and the unclaimed, and that his dead +brain will only serve for soil to feed some little rank wayside +poisonous weed, it will seldom seem of much moment in what earth the +ditch be dug, by what feet the sward be trod.</p> + +<p>He went now on his way seeking work; he did not care what, he asked for +any that might serve to use such strength as hunger had left in him, and +to give him his daily bread. But this is a great thing to demand in this +world, and so he found it.</p> + +<p>They repulsed him everywhere.</p> + +<p>They had their own people in plenty, they had their sturdy, tough, +weather-beaten women, who labored all day in rain, or snow, or storm, +for a pittance, and they had these in larger numbers than their +field-work needed. They looked at him askance; this man with the eyes of +arctic blue and the grave gestures of a king, who only asked to labor as +the lowest among them. He was a stranger to them; he did not speak their +tongue with their accent; he looked, with that white beauty and that +lofty stature, as though he could crush them in the hollow of his hand.</p> + +<p>They would have none of him.</p> + +<p>"He brings misfortune!" they said among themselves; and they would have +none of him.</p> + +<p>He had an evil name with them.</p> + +<p>They said at eventide by their wood-fires that strange things had been +seen since he had come to the granary by the river.</p> + +<p>Once he had painted a study of the wondrous child Zagreus gazing in the +fatal mirror, from the pretty face of a stonecutter's little fair son; +the child was laughing, happy, healthful at noon, crowned with +carnations and river-lilies, and by sunset he was dead—dead like the +flowers that were still among his curls.</p> + +<p>Once a girl had hired herself as model to him for an Egyptian wanton, +half a singer and half a gypsy—handsome, lithe, fantastic, voluptuous: +the very night she left the granary she was drowned in crossing a wooden +bridge of the river, which gave way under the heavy tramp of a +fantoccini player who accompanied her.</p> + +<p>Once he had sketched, for the corner of an Oriental study, a +rare-plumaged bird of the south, which was the idol of a water-carrier +of the district, and the wonder of all the children round: and from that +date the bird had sickened, and drooped, and lost its colors, and pined +until it died.</p> + +<p>The boy's death had been from a sudden seizure of one of the many ills +of infancy; the dancing-girl's had come from a common accident due to +the rottenness of old worn water-soaked timber; the mocking-bird's had +arisen from the cruelty of captivity and the chills of northern winds; +all had been the result of simple accident and of natural circumstance. +But they had sufficed to fill with horror the minds of a peasantry +always bigoted and strongly prejudiced against every stranger; and it +became to them a matter of implicit credence that whatsoever living +thing should be painted by the artist Arslàn would assuredly never +survive to see the rising of the morrow's sun.</p> + +<p>In consequence, for leagues around they shunned him; not man, nor woman, +nor child would sit to him as models; and now, when he sought the wage +of a daily labor among them, he was everywhere repulsed. He had long +repulsed human sympathy, and in its turn it repulsed him.</p> + +<p>At last he turned and retraced his steps, baffled and wearied; his early +habits had made him familiar with all manner of agricultural toil; he +would have done the task of the sower, the herdsman, the hewer of wood, +or the charcoal-burner; but they would none of them believe this of one +with his glance and his aspect; and solicitation was new to his lips and +bitter there as gall.</p> + +<p>He took his way back along the line of the river; the beauty of the dawn +had gone, the day was only now chilly, heavy with a rank moisture from +the steaming soil. Broken boughs and uprooted bushes were floating on +the turgid water, and over all the land there hung a sullen fog.</p> + +<p>The pressure of the air, the humidity, the colorless stillness that +reigned throughout, weighed on lungs which for a score of years had only +breathed the pure, strong, rarefied air of the north; he longed with a +sudden passion to be once more amidst his native mountains under the +clear steel-like skies, and beside the rush of the vast wild seas. Were +it only to die as he looked on them, it were better to die there than +here.</p> + +<p>He longed, as men in deserts thirst for drink, for one breath of the +strong salt air of the north, one sight of the bright keen sea-born sun +as it leapt at dawn from the waters.</p> + +<p>The crisp cold nights, the heavens which shone as steel, the forests +filled with the cry of the wolves, the mountains which the ocean +ceaselessly assailed, the mighty waves which marched erect like armies, +the bitter arctic wind which like a saber cleft the darkness; all these +came back to him beloved and beautiful in all their cruelty; desired by +him, with a sick longing for their freshness, for their fierceness, for +their freedom.</p> + +<p>As he dragged his tired limbs through the grasses and looked out upon +the sullen stream that flowed beside him, an oar struck the water, a +flat black boat drifted beneath the bank, a wild swan disturbed rose +with a hiss from the sedges.</p> + +<p>The boat was laden with grain; there was only one rower in it, who +steered by a string wound round her foot.</p> + +<p>She did not lift her face as she went by him; but her bent brow and her +bosom grew red, and she cut the water with a swifter, sharper stroke; +her features were turned from him by that movement of her head, but he +saw the Eastern outline of the cheek and chin, the embrowned velvet of +the skin, the half-bare beauty of the heaving chest and supple spine +bent back in the action of the oars, the long, slender, arched shape of +the naked foot, round which the cord was twined: their contour and their +color struck him with a sudden surprise.</p> + +<p>He had seen such oftentimes, eastwards, on the banks of golden rivers, +treading, with such feet as these, the sands that were the dust of +countless nations; bearing, on such shoulders as these, earthen +water-vases that might have served the feasts of Pharaohs; showing such +limbs as these against the curled palm branches, and the deep blue sky, +upon the desert's edge. But here!—a face of Asia among the cornlands of +Northern France? It seemed to him strange; he looked after her with +wonder.</p> + +<p>The boat went on down the stream without any pause; the sculls cleaving +the heavy tide with regular and resolute monotony; the amber piles of +the grain and the brown form of the bending figure soon hidden in the +clouds of river-mist.</p> + +<p>He watched her, only seeing a beggar-girl rowing a skiff full of corn +down a sluggish stream. There was nothing to tell him that he was +looking upon the savior of his body from the thralls of death; if there +had been,—in his mood then,—he would have cursed her.</p> + +<p>The boat glided into the fog which closed behind it: a flock of +water-birds swam out from the rushes and darted at some floating kernels +of wheat that had fallen over the vessel's side; they fought and hissed, +and flapped and pecked among themselves over the chance plunder; a large +rat stole amidst them unnoticed by them in their exultation, and seized +their leader and bore him struggling and beating the air with +blood-stained wings away to a hole in the bank; a mongrel dog, prowling +on the shore, hearing the wild duck's cries, splashed into the sedges, +and swam out and gripped the rat by the neck in bold sharp fangs, and +bore both rat and bird, bleeding and dying, to the land; the owner of +the mongrel, a peasant, making ready the soil for colza in the low-lying +fields, snatched the duck from the dog to bear it home for his own +eating, and kicked his poor beast in the ribs for having ventured to +stray without leave and to do him service without permission. "The +dulcet harmony of the world's benignant law," thought Arslàn, as he +turned aside to enter the stone archway of his own desolate dwelling. +"To live one must slaughter—what life can I take?"</p> + +<p>At that moment the setting sun pierced the heavy veil of the vapor, and +glowed through the fog.</p> + +<p>The boat, now distant, glided for a moment into the ruddy haze, and was +visible; the water around it, like a lake of flame, the white steam +above it like the smoke of a sacrifice fire.</p> + +<p>Then the sun sank, the mists gathered closely once more, all light +faded, and the day was dead.</p> + +<p>He felt stifled and sick at heart as he returned along the reedy shore +towards his dreary home. He wondered dully why his life would not end: +since the world would have none of him, neither the work of his brain +nor the work of his hands, it seemed that he had no place in it.</p> + +<p>He was half resolved to lie down in the water there, among the reeds, +and let it flow over his face and breast, and kiss him softly and coldly +into the sleep of death. He had desired this many times; what held him +back from its indulgence was not "the child within us that fears death," +of which Plato speaks; he had no such misgiving in him, and he believed +death to be a simple rupture and end of all things, such as any man had +right to seek and summon for himself; it was rather that the passion of +his art was too strong in him, that the power to create was too intense +in him, so that he could not willingly consign the forces and the +fantasies of his brain to that assimilation to which he would, without +thought or pause, have flung his body.</p> + +<p>As he entered the haunted hall which served him as his painting-room, he +saw a fresh fire of logs upon the hearth; whose leaping flames lighted +the place with cheerful color, and he saw on the stone bench fresh food, +sufficient to last several days, and a brass flagon filled with wine.</p> + +<p>A curious emotion took possession of him as he looked. It was less +surprise at the fact, for his senses told him that it was the work of +some charity which chose to hide itself, than it was wonder as to who, +in this strange land, where none would even let him earn his daily +bread, knew enough or cared enough to supply his necessities thus. And +with this there arose the same intolerant bitterness of the degradation +of alms, the same ungrateful hatred of the succor that seemed to class +him among beggars, which had moved him when he had awakened with the +dawn.</p> + +<p>He felt neither tenderness nor gratitude, he was only conscious of +humiliation.</p> + +<p>There were in him a certain coldness, strength, and indifference to +sympathy, which, whilst they made his greatness as an artist, made his +callousness as a man. It might have been sweet to others to find +themselves thus remembered and pitied by another at an hour when their +forces were spent, their fate friendless, and their hopes all dead. But +it was not so to him, he only felt like the desert animal which, +wounded, repulses every healing hand, and only seeks to die alone.</p> + +<p>There was only one vulnerable, one tender, nerve in him, and this was +the instinct of his genius. He had been nurtured in hardihood, and had +drawn in endurance with every breath of his native air; he would have +borne physical ills without one visible pang, and would have been +indifferent to all mortal suffering; but for the powers in him for the +art he adored, he had a child's weakness, a woman's softness.</p> + +<p>He could not bear to die without leaving behind his life some work the +world would cherish.</p> + +<p>Call it folly, call it madness, it is both; the ivory Zeus that was to +give its sculptor immortality lives but in tradition; the bronze Athene +that was to guard the Piræus in eternal liberty has long been leveled +with the dust; yet with every age the artist still gives life for fame, +still cries, "Let my body perish, but make my work immortal!"</p> + +<p>It was this in him now which stirred his heart with a new and gentler +emotion; emotion which, while half disgust was also half gladness. This +food was alms-given, since he had not earned it, and yet—by means of +this sheer bodily subsistence—it would be possible for him to keep +alive those dreams, that strength by which he still believed it in him +to compel his fame from men.</p> + +<p>He stood before the Phoebus in Pheræ, thinking; it stung him with a +bitter torment; it humiliated him with a hateful burden—this debt which +came he knew not whence, and which he never might be able to repay. And +yet his heart was strangely moved; it seemed to him that the fate which +thus wantonly, and with such curious persistence, placed life back into +his hands, must needs be one that would bear no common fruit.</p> + +<p>He opposed himself no more to it. He bent his head and broke bread, and +ate and drank of the red wine:—he did not thank God or man as he broke +his fast; he only looked in the mocking eyes of Hermes, and said in his +heart:</p> + +<p>"Since I must live, I will triumph."</p> + +<p>And Hermes smiled: Hermes the wise, who had bought and sold the +generations of men so long ago in the golden age, and who knew so well +how they would barter away their greatness and their gladness, their +bodies and their souls, for one sweet strain of his hollow reed pipe, +for one sweet glance of his soulless Pandora's eyes.</p> + +<p>Hermes—Hermes the liar, Hermes the wise—knew how men's oaths were +kept.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2>CHAPTER II.</h2> + + +<p>At the close of that day Claudis Flamma discovered that he had been +robbed—robbed more than once: he swore and raved and tore his hair for +loss of a little bread and meat and oil and a flagon of red wine. He did +not suspect his granddaughter; accusing her perpetually of sins of which +she was innocent, he did not once associate her in thought with the one +offense which she had committed. He thought that the window of his +storehouse had been forced from the exterior; he made no doubt that his +spoiler was some vagabond from one of the river barges. Through such +tramps his henhouse and his apple-lofts had often previously been +invaded.</p> + +<p>She heard his lamentations and imprecations in unbroken silence; he did +not question her; and without a lie she was able to keep her secret.</p> + +<p>In her own sight she had done a foul thing—a thing that her own hunger +had never induced her to do. She did not seek to reconcile herself to +her action by any reflection that she had only taken what she had really +earned a thousand times over by her service; her mind was not +sufficiently instructed, and was of too truthful a mould to be capable +of the deft plea of a sophistry. She could dare the thing; and do it, +and hold her peace about it, though she should be scourged to speak; but +she could not tamper with it to excuse it to herself; for this she had +neither the cunning nor the cowardice.</p> + +<p>Why had she done it?—done for a stranger what no pressure of need had +made her do for her own wants? She did not ask herself; she followed her +instinct. He allured her with his calm and kingly beauty, which was like +nothing else her eyes had ever seen; and she was drawn by an +irresistible attraction to this life which she had bought at the price +of her own from the gods. Yet stronger even than this sudden human +passion which had entered into her was the dread lest he whom she had +ransomed from his death should he know his debt to her.</p> + +<p>Under such a dread, she never opened her lips to any one on this thing +which she had done. Silence was natural to her; she spoke so rarely, +that many in the province believed her to be dumb; no sympathy had ever +been shown to her to woo her to disclose either the passions that burned +latent in her veins, or the tenderness that trembled stifled in her +heart.</p> + +<p>Thrice again did she take food and fuel to the water-tower undetected, +both by the man whom she robbed, and the man whom she succored. Thrice +again did she find her way to the desolate chamber in its owner's +absence and refill the empty platters and warm afresh the cold blank +hearth. Thrice again did Claudis Flamma note the diminution of his +stores, and burnish afresh his old rusty fowling-piece, and watch half +the night on his dark staircase, and prepare with his own hands a jar of +poisoned honey and a bag of poisoned wheat, which he placed, with a +cruel chuckle of grim glee, to tempt the eyes of his spoilers.</p> + +<p>But the spoiler being of his own household, saw this trap set, and was +aware of it.</p> + +<p>In a week or two the need for these acts which she hated ceased. She +learned that the stranger for whom she thus risked her body and soul, +had found a boatman's work upon the water, which, although a toil rough +and rude, and but poorly paid, still sufficed to give him bread. Though +she herself was so pressed with hunger, many a time, that as she went +through the meadows and hedge-rows she was glad to crush in her teeth +the tender shoots of the briers and the acrid berry of the brambles, she +never again, unbidden, touched so much as a mouldy crust thrown out to +be eaten by the poultry.</p> + +<p>Flamma, counting his possessions greedily night and morning, blessed the +saints for the renewed safety of his dwelling, and cast forth the +poisoned wheat as a thank-offering to the male birds who were forever +flying to and fro their nested mates in the leafless boughs above the +earliest violets, and whose little throats were strangled even in their +glad flood of nuptial song, and whose soft bright eyes grew dull in +death ere even they had looked upon the springtide sun.</p> + +<p>For it was thus ever that Folle-Farine saw men praise God.</p> + +<p>She took their death to her own door, sorrowing and full of remorse.</p> + +<p>"Had I never stolen the food, these birds might never have perished," +she thought, as she saw the rosy throats of the robins and bullfinches +turned upward in death on the turf.</p> + +<p>She blamed herself bitterly with an aching heart.</p> + +<p>The fatality which makes human crime recoil on the innocent creatures of +the animal world oppressed her with its heavy and hideous injustice. +Their God was good, they said: yet for her sin and her grandsire's greed +the harmless song-birds died by the score in torment.</p> + +<p>"How shall a God be good who is not just?" she thought. In this mute +young lonely soul of hers Nature had sown a strong passion for justice, +a strong instinct towards what was righteous.</p> + +<p>As the germ of a plant born in darkness underground will, by sheer +instinct, uncurl its colorless tendrils, and thrust them through +crevices and dust, and the close structure of mortared stones, until +they reach the light and grow green and strong in it, so did her nature +strive, of its own accord, through the gloom enveloping it; towards +those moral laws which in all ages and all lands remain the same, no +matter what deity be worshiped, or what creed be called the truth.</p> + +<p>Her nascent mind was darkened, oppressed, bewildered, perplexed, even +like the plant which, forcing itself upward from its cellar, opens its +leaves not in pure air and under a blue sky, but in the reek and smoke +and fetid odors of a city.</p> + +<p>Yet, like the plant, she vaguely felt that light was somewhere; and as +vaguely sought it.</p> + +<p>With most days she took her grandsire's boat to and fro the town, +fetching or carrying; there was no mode of transit so cheap to him as +this, whose only cost was her fatigue. With each passage up and down the +river, she passed by the dwelling of Arslàn.</p> + +<p>Sometimes she saw him; once or twice, in the twilight, he spoke to her; +she only bent her head to hide her face from him, and rowed more quickly +on her homeward way in silence. At other times, in his absence, and when +she was safe from any detection, she entered the dismal solitudes +wherein he labored, and gazed in rapt and awed amazement at the shapes +that were shadowed forth upon the walls.</p> + +<p>The service by which he gained his daily bread was on the waters, and +took him often leagues away—simple hardy toil, among fishers and +canal-carriers and barge-men. But it left him some few days, and all his +nights, free for art; and never in all the years of his leisure had his +fancy conceived, and his hand created, more exquisite dreams and more +splendid fantasies than now in this bitter and cheerless time, when he +labored amidst the poorest for the bare bread of life.</p> + +<p>"Des belles choses peuvent se faire dans une cave:" and in truth the +gloom of the cellar gives birth to an art more sublime than the light of +the palace can ever beget.</p> + +<p>Suffering shortens the years of the artist, and kills him oftentimes ere +his prime be reached; but in suffering alone are all great works +conceived.</p> + +<p>The senses, the passions, the luxuries, the lusts of the flesh, the +deliriums of the desires, the colors, the melodies, the fragrance, the +indolences,—all that make the mere "living of life" delightful, all go +to enrich and to deepen the human genius which steeps itself in them; +but it is in exile from these that alone it can rise to its greatest.</p> + +<p>The grass of the Holy River gathers perfume from the marvelous suns and +the moonless nights, and the gorgeous bloom of the East, from the +aromatic breath of the leopard and the perfume of the fallen +pomegranate; from the sacred oil that floats in the lamps, and the +caress of the girl-bathers' feet and the myrrh-dropping unguents that +glide from the maidens' bare limbs in the moonlight,—the grass holds +and feeds on them all. But not till the grass has been torn from the +roots, and been crushed, and been bruised and destroyed, can the full +odors exhale of all it has tasted and treasured.</p> + +<p>Even thus the imagination of man may be great, but it can never be at +its greatest until one serpent, with merciless fangs, has bitten it +through and through, and impregnated it with passion and with +poison—that one deathless serpent which is Memory.</p> + +<p>Arslàn had never been more ceaselessly pursued by innumerable fantasies, +and never had given to these a more terrible force, a more perfect +utterance, than now, when the despair which possessed him was +absolute,—when it seemed to him that he had striven in his last strife +with fate, and been thrown never to rise again,—when he kept his body +alive by such soulless, ceaseless labor as that of the oxen in the +fields,—when he saw every hour drift by, barren, sullen, painful,—when +only some dull yet stanch instinct of virility held him back from taking +his own life in the bleak horror of these fruitless days,—when it +seemed to him that his oath before Hermes to make men call him famous +was idle as the sigh of a desert wind through the hollow ears of a skull +bleaching white on the sand.</p> + +<p>Yet he had never done greater things,—never in the long years through +which he had pursued and studied art.</p> + +<p>With the poor wage that he earned by labor he bought by degrees the +tools and pigments lacking to him, and lived on the scantiest and +simplest food, that he might have wherewith to render into shape and +color the imaginations of his brain.</p> + +<p>And it was on these that the passionate, wondering, half-blinded eyes of +Folle-Farine looked with awe and adoration in those lonely hours when +she stole, in his absence, into his chamber, and touching nothing, +scarcely daring to breathe aloud, crouched on the bare pavement mute +and motionless, and afraid with a fear that was the sweetest happiness +her brief youth had ever known.</p> + +<p>Though her own kind had neglected and proscribed her, with one accord, +there had been enough in the little world surrounding her to feed the +imaginative senses latent in her,—enough of the old mediæval fancy, of +the old ecclesiastical beauty, of the old monastic spirit, to give her a +consciousness, though a dumb one, of the existence of art.</p> + +<p>Untaught though she was, and harnessed to the dreary mill-wheel round of +a hard physical toil, she yet had felt dimly the charm of the place in +which she dwelt.</p> + +<p>Where the fretted pinnacles rose in hundreds against the sky,—where the +common dwellings of the poor were paneled and parquetted and carved in a +thousand fashions,—where the graceful and the grotesque and the +terrible were mingled in an inextricable, and yet exquisite, +confusion,—where the gray squat jug that went to the well, and the +jutting beam to which the clothes' line was fastened, and the creaking +sign that swung above the smallest wineshop, and the wooden gallery on +which the poorest troll hung out her many-colored rags, had all some +trace of a dead art, some fashioning by a dead hand,—where all these +were it was not possible for any creature dowered by nature with any +poetic instinct to remain utterly unmoved and unawakened in their midst.</p> + +<p>Of the science and the execution of art she was still absolutely +ignorant; the powers by which it was created still seemed a magic +incomprehensible, and not human; but its meaning she felt with that +intensity, which is the truest homage of all homage to its influence.</p> + +<p>Day after day, therefore, she returned and gazed on the three gods of +forgetfulness, and on all the innumerable forms and fables which bore +them company; the virgin field of her unfilled mind receiving the seeds +of thought and of fancy that were scattered so largely in this solitude, +lying waste, bearing no harvest.</p> + +<p>Of these visits Arslàn himself knew nothing; towards him her bold wild +temper was softened to the shyness of a doe.</p> + +<p>She dreaded lest he should ever learn what she had done; and she stole +in and out of the old granary, unseen by all, with the swiftness and the +stealthiness which she shared in common with other untamed animals, +which, like her, shunned all man- and womankind.</p> + +<p>And this secret—in itself so innocent, yet for which she would at times +blush in her loneliness, with a cruel heat that burnt all over her face +and frame—changed her life, transfigured it from its objectless, +passionless, brutish dullness and monotony, into dreams and into +desires.</p> + +<p>For the first time she had in her joy and fear; for the first time she +became human.</p> + +<p>All the week through he wrought perforce by night; the great windows +stood wide open to the bright, cold moon of early spring; he worked only +with black and white, using color only at sunrise, or on the rare days +of his leisure.</p> + +<p>Often at nightfall she left her loft, as secretly as a fox its lair, and +stole down the river, and screened herself among the grasses, and +watched him where he labored in the mingling light of the moon, and of +the oil-lamp burning behind him.</p> + +<p>She saw these things grow from beneath his hand, these mighty shapes +created by him; and he seemed to her like a god, with the power to beget +worlds at his will, and all human life in its full stature out from a +little dust.</p> + +<p>The contrast of this royal strength, of this supreme power which he +wielded, with the helpless exhaustion of the body in which she had found +him dying, smote her with a sorrow and a sweetness that were like +nothing she had ever owned. That a man could summon hosts at his command +like this, yet perish for a crust!—that fusion of omnipotence and +powerlessness, which is the saddest and the strangest of all the sad +strange things of genius, awoke an absorbing emotion in her.</p> + +<p>She watched him thus for hours in the long nights of a slow-footed +spring, in whose mists and chills and heavy dews her inured frame took +no more harm than did the green corn shooting through the furrows.</p> + +<p>She was a witness to his solitude. She saw the fancies of his brain take +form. She saw the sweep of his arm call up on the blank of the wall, or +on the pale spaces of the canvas, these images which for her had alike +such majesty and such mystery. She saw the faces beam, the eyes smile, +the dancing-women rise, the foliage uncurl, the gods come forth from the +temples, the nereids glide through the moonlit waters, at his command, +and beneath his touch.</p> + +<p>She saw him also in those moments when, conceiving no eyes to be upon +him, the man whom mankind denied loosened rein to the bitterness in him; +and, standing weary and heartsick before these creations for which his +generation had no sight, and no homage, let the agony of constant +failure, of continual defeat, overcome him, and cursed aloud the madness +which possessed him, and drove him on forever in this ungrateful +service, and would not let him do as other men did—tell the world lies, +and take its payment out in gold.</p> + +<p>Until now she had hated all things, grieved for none, unless, indeed, it +were for a galled ox toiling wounded and tortured on the field; or a +trapped bird, shrieking in the still midnight woods.</p> + +<p>But now, watching him, hearing him, a passionate sorrow for a human +sorrow possessed her. And to her eyes he was so beautiful in that utter +unlikeness to herself and to all men whom she had seen. She gazed at +him, never weary of that cold, fair, golden beauty, like the beauty of +his sun-god; of those serene deep-lidded eyes, which looked so often +past her at the dark night skies; of those lithe and massive limbs, like +the limbs of the gladiator that yonder on the wall strained a lion to +his breast in the deadly embrace of combat.</p> + +<p>She gazed at him until she loved him with the intense passion of a young +and ignorant life, into whose gloom no love had ever entered. With this +love the instinct of her womanhood arose, amid the ignorance and +savagery of her nature; and she crouched perpetually under the screen of +the long grass to hide her vigil, and whenever his eyes looked from his +easel outward to the night she drew back, breathless and trembling, she +knew not why, into the deepest shadow.</p> + +<p>Meantime, with that rude justice which was in her, she set herself +atonement for her fault—the fault through which those tender little +bright-throated birds were stretched dead among the first violets of the +year.</p> + +<p>She labored harder and longer than ever for her taskmaster, and denied +herself the larger half of even those scanty portions which were set +aside for her of the daily fare, living on almost nothing, as those +learn to do who are reared under the roof of the French poor. To his +revilings she was silent, and under his blows patient. By night she +toiled secretly, until she had restored the value of that which she had +taken.</p> + +<p>Why did she do it? She could not have told. She was proud of the evil +origin they gave her; she had a cynical gladness in her infamous repute; +she scorned women and hated men; yet all the same she kept her hands +pure of thefts and her lips pure of lies.</p> + +<p>So the weeks ran on till the hardness of winter gave way to the breath +of the spring, and in all the wood and orchard around the water-mill the +boughs were green with buds, and the ground was pale with primroses—a +spring all the sweeter and more fertile because of the severity of the +past winter.</p> + +<p>It became mid-April, and it was market-day for Yprès, and for all the +other villages and homesteads lying round that wondrous cathedral-spire, +that shot into the air, far-reaching and ethereal, like some vast +fountain whose column of water had been arrested, and changed to ice.</p> + +<p>The old quiet town was busy, with a rich sunshine shed upon it, in which +the first yellow butterflies of the year had begun to dance.</p> + +<p>It was high noon, and the highest tide of the market.</p> + +<p>Flower-girls, fruit-girls, egg-sellers, poultry-hucksters, crowds of +women, old and young, had jolted in on their docile asses, throned on +their sheepskin saddles; and now, chattering and chaffering, drove fast +their trade. On the steps of the cathedral boys with birds'-nests, +knife-grinders making their little wheels fly, cobblers hammering, with +boards across their knees, traveling peddlers with knapsacks full of +toys and mirrors, and holy images, and strings of beads, sat all +together in competition but in amity.</p> + +<p>Here and there a priest passed, with his black robe and broad hat, like +a dusky mushroom among a bed of varihued gillyflowers. Here and there a +soldier, all color and glitter, showed like a gaudy red tulip in bloom +amidst tufts of thyme.</p> + +<p>The old wrinkled leathern awnings of the market-stalls glowed like +copper in the brightness of the noon. The red tiles of the houses edging +the great square were gilded with yellow houseleeks.</p> + +<p>The little children ran hither and thither with big bunches of primroses +or sheaves of blue wood-hyacinths, singing. The red and blue serges of +the young girls' bodices were like the gay hues of the anemones in their +baskets; and the brown faces of the old dames under the white roofing of +their headgear were like the russet faces of the home-kept apples they +had garnered through all the winter.</p> + +<p>Everywhere in the shade of the flapping leather, and the darkness of the +wooden porches, there were the tender blossoms of the field and forest, +of the hedge and garden. The azure of the hyacinths, the pale saffron of +the primroses, the cool hues of the meadow daffodils, the ruby eyes of +the cultured jonquils, gleamed among wet ferns, gray herbs, and freshly +budded leafage. Plovers' eggs nestled in moss-lined baskets; sheaves of +velvet-coated wallflowers poured fragrance on the air; great plumes of +lilac nodded on the wind, and amber feathers of laburnum waved above the +homelier masses of mint and marjoram, and sage and saxafrage.</p> + +<p>It was high noon, but the women still found leisure-time to hear the +music of their own tongues, loud and continuous as the clacking of mill +paddles.</p> + +<p>In one corner an excited little group was gathered round the stall of a +favorite flower-seller, who wore a bright crimson gown, and a string of +large silver beads about her neck, and a wide linen cap that shaded her +pretty rosy face as a great snowy mushroom may grow between the sun and +a little ruddy wild strawberry.</p> + +<p>Her brown eyes were now brimming over with tears where she stood +surrounded by all the treasures of spring. She held clasped in her arms +a great pot with a young almond-tree growing in it, and she was weeping +as though her heart would break, because a tile had fallen from a roof +above and crushed low all its pink splendor of blossom.</p> + +<p>"I saw her look at it," she muttered. "Look at it as she passed with her +wicked eyes; and a black cat on the roof mewed to her; and that moment +the tile fell. Oh, my almond-tree! oh, my little darling! the only one I +saved out of three through the frosts; the very one that was to have +gone this very night to Paris."</p> + +<p>"Thou art not alone, Edmée," groaned an old woman, tottering from her +egg-stall with a heap of ruffled, blood-stained, brown plumage held up +in her hand. "Look! As she went by my poor brown hen—the best sitter I +have, good for eggs with every sunrise from Lent to Noël—just cackled +and shook her tail at her; and at that very instant a huge yellow dog +rushed in and killed the blessed bird—killed her in her basket! A great +yellow beast that no one had ever seen before, and that vanished again +into the earth, like lightning."</p> + +<p>"Not worse than she did to my precious Rémy," said a tanner's wife, who +drew after her, clinging to her skirts, a little lame, misshapen, +querulous child.</p> + +<p>"She hath the evil eye," said sternly an old man who had served in the +days of his boyhood in the Army of Italy, as he sat washing fresh +lettuces in a large brass bowl, by his grandson's herb-stall.</p> + +<p>"You remember how we met her in the fields last Feast-night of the Three +Kings?" asked a youth looking up from plucking the feathers out from a +living, struggling, moaning goose. "Coming singing through the fog like +nothing earthly; and a moment later a torch caught little Jocelin's +curls and burnt him till he was so hideous that his mother could scarce +have known him. You remember?"</p> + +<p>"Surely we remember," they cried in a hearty chorus round the broken +almond-tree. "Was there not the good old Dax this very winter, killed by +her if ever any creature were killed by foul means, though the law would +never listen to the Flandrins when they said so?"</p> + +<p>"And little Bernardou," added one who had not hitherto spoken. "Little +Bernardou died a month after his grandam, in hospital. She had cast her +eye on him, and the poor little lad never rallied."</p> + +<p>"A <i>jettatrice</i> ever brings misfortune," muttered the old soldier of +Napoleon, washing his last lettuce and lighting a fresh pipe.</p> + +<p>"Or does worse," muttered the mother of the crippled child. "She is not +for nothing the devil's daughter, mark you."</p> + +<p>"Nay, indeed," said an old woman, knitting from a ball of wool with +which a kitten played among the strewn cabbage-leaves and the crushed +sweet-smelling thyme. "Nay, was it not only this very winter that my +son's little youngest boy threw a stone at her, just for luck, as she +went by in her boat through the town; and it struck her and drew blood +from her shoulder; and that self-same night a piece of the oaken +carvings in the ceiling gave way and dropped upon the little angel as he +slept, and broke his arm above the elbow:—she is a witch; there is no +question but she is a witch."</p> + +<p>"If I were sure so, I would think it well to kill her," murmured the +youth, as he stifled the struggling bird between his knees.</p> + +<p>"My sister met her going through the standing corn last harvest-time, +and the child she brought forth a week after was born blind, and is +blind now," said a hard-visaged woman, washing turnips in a basin of +water.</p> + +<p>"I was black-and-blue for a month when she threw me down, and took from +me that hawk I had trapped, and went and fastened my wrist in the iron +instead!" hissed a boy of twelve, in a shrill piping treble, as he slit +the tongue of a quivering starling.</p> + +<p>"They say she dances naked, by moonlight, in the water with imps," cried +a bright little lad who was at play with the kitten.</p> + +<p>"She is a witch, there is no doubt about that," said again the old woman +who sat knitting on the stone bench in the sun.</p> + +<p>"And her mother such a saint!" sighed another old dame who was grouping +green herbs together for salads.</p> + +<p>And all the while the girl Edmée clasped her almond-tree and sobbed over +it.</p> + +<p>"If she were only here," swore Edmée's lover, under his breath.</p> + +<p>At that moment the accused came towards them, erect in the full light.</p> + +<p>She had passed through the market with a load of herbs and flowers for +one of the chief hostelries in the square, and was returning with the +flat broad basket balanced empty on her head.</p> + +<p>Something of their mutterings and curses reached her, but she neither +hastened nor slackened her pace; she came on towards them with her free, +firm step, and her lustrous eyes flashing hard against the sun.</p> + +<p>She gave no sign that she had heard except that the blood darkened a +little in her cheeks, and her mouth curled with a haughtier scorn. But +the sight of her, answering in that instant to their hate, the sight of +her with the sunshine on her scarlet sash and her slender limbs, added +impulse to their rage.</p> + +<p>They had talked themselves into a passionate belief in her as a thing +hellborn and unclean, that brought all manner of evil fates among them. +They knew that holy water had never baptized her; that neither cross nor +chrism had ever exorcised her; that a church's door had never opened to +her; they had heard their children hoot her many a time unrebuked, they +had always hated her with the cruelty begotten by a timid cowardice or a +selfish dread. They were now ripe to let their hate take shape in speech +and act.</p> + +<p>The lover of Edmée loosened his hand from the silver beads about her +throat, and caught up instead a stone.</p> + +<p>"Let us see if her flesh feels!" he cried, and cast it. It fell short of +her, being ill aimed; she did not slacken her speed, nor turn out of her +course; she still came towards them erect and with an even tread.</p> + +<p>"Who lamed my Rémy?" screamed the cripple's mother.</p> + +<p>"Who broke my grandson's arm?" cackled the old woman that sat knitting.</p> + +<p>"Who withered my peach-tree?" the old gardener hooted.</p> + +<p>"Who freed the devil-bird and put me on the trap?" yelled the boy with +the starling.</p> + +<p>"Who flung the tile on the almond?" shouted the flower-girl's lover.</p> + +<p>"Who made my sister bring forth a little beast, blind as a mole?" +shrieked the woman, washing in the brazen bowl.</p> + +<p>"Who is a witch?—who dances naked?—who bathes with devils at the full +moon?" cried the youth who had plucked the goose bare, alive; and he +stooped for a pebble, and aimed better than his comrade, and flung it at +her as she came.</p> + +<p>"It is a shame to see the child of Reine Flamma so dealt with!" murmured +the old creature that was grouping her salads. But her voice found no +echo.</p> + +<p>The old soldier even rebuked her. "A <i>jettatrice</i> should be killed for +the good of the people," he mumbled.</p> + +<p>Meanwhile she came nearer and nearer. The last stone had struck her upon +the arm; but it had drawn no blood; she walked on with firm, slow steps +into their midst; unfaltering.</p> + +<p>The courage did not touch them; they thought it only the hardihood of a +thing that was devil-begotten.</p> + +<p>"She is always mute like that; she cannot feel. Strike, strike, strike!" +cried the cripple's mother; and the little cripple himself clapped his +small hands and screamed his shrill laughter. The youths, obedient and +nothing loth, rained stones on her as fast as their hands could fling +them. Still she neither paused nor quailed; but came on straightly, +steadily, with her face set against the light.</p> + +<p>Their impatience and their eagerness made their aim uncertain; the +stones fell fast about her on every side, but one alone struck her—a +jagged flint that fell where the white linen skirt opened on her chest. +It cut the skin, and the blood started; the children shrieked and danced +with delight: the youths rushed at her inflamed at once with her beauty +and their own savage hate.</p> + +<p>"Stone her to death! Stone her to death!" they shouted; she only +laughed, and held her head erect and stood motionless where they +arrested her, without the blood once paling in her face or her eyes once +losing their luminous calm scorn.</p> + +<p>The little cripple clapped his hands, climbing on his mother's back to +see the sight, and his mother screamed again and again above his +laughter. "Strike! strike! strike!"</p> + +<p>One of the lads seized her in his arms to force her on her knees while +the others stoned her. The touch of him roused all the fire slumbering +in her blood. She twisted herself round in his hold with a movement so +rapid that it served to free her; struck him full on the eyes with her +clinched hand in a blow that sent him stunned and staggering back; then, +swiftly as lightning flash, drew her knife from her girdle, and striking +out with it right and left, dashed through the people, who scattered +from her path as sheep from the spring of a hound.</p> + +<p>Slowly and with her face turned full upon them, she backed her way +across the market-place. The knife, turned blade outward, was pressed +against her chest. None of them dared to follow her; they thought her +invulnerable and possessed.</p> + +<p>She moved calmly with a firm tread backward—backward—backward; holding +her foes at bay; the scarlet sash on her loins flashing bright in the +sun; her level brows bent together as a tiger bends his ere he leaps. +They watched her, huddling together frightened and silent. Even the +rabid cries of the cripple's mother had ceased. On the edge of the great +square she paused a moment; the knife still held at her chest, her mouth +curled in contemptuous laughter.</p> + +<p>"Strike <i>now</i>!" she cried to them; and she dropped her weapon, and stood +still.</p> + +<p>But there was not one among them who dared lift his hand. There was not +so much as a word that answered her.</p> + +<p>She laughed aloud, and waited for their attack, while the bell in the +tower above them tolled loudly the strokes of noon. No one among them +stirred. Even the shrill pipe of the lame boy's rejoicing had sunk, and +was still.</p> + +<p>At that moment, through the golden haze of sunbeams and dust that hung +above the crowd, she saw the red gleam of the soldiers of the state; and +their heavy tramp echoed on the silence as they hastened to the scene of +tumult. She had no faith in any justice which these would deal her; had +they not once dragged her before the tribunal of their law because she +had forced asunder the iron jaws of that trap in the oak wood to give +freedom to the bleeding hawk that was struggling in it whilst its callow +birds screamed in hunger in their nest in the branches above?</p> + +<p>She had no faith in them; nor in any justice of men; and she turned and +went down a twisting lane shaded from the sun, and ran swiftly as a doe +through all its turns, and down the steps leading to the water-side. +There her boat was moored; she entered it, and pulled herself slowly +down the river, which now at noontide was almost deserted, whilst the +shutters of the houses that edged it on either side were all closed to +keep out the sun.</p> + +<p>A boatman stretched half asleep upon the sacks in his barge; a horse +dozing in his harness on the towing-path; a homeless child who had no +one to call him in to shelter from the heat, and who sat and dappled his +little burning feet in the flowing water; these and their like were all +there were here to look on her.</p> + +<p>She rowed herself feebly with one oar gradually out of the ways of the +town; her left arm was strained, and for the moment, useless; her +shoulders throbbed with bruises; and the wound from the stone still +bled. She stanched the blood by degrees, and folded the linen over it, +and went on; she was so used to pain, and so strong, that this seemed to +her to be but little. She had passed through similar scenes before, +though the people had rarely broken into such open violence towards her, +except on that winter's day in the hut of Manon Dax.</p> + +<p>The heat was great, though the season was but mid-April.</p> + +<p>The sky was cloudless; the air without a breeze. The pink blossoms of +peach-trees bloomed between the old brown walls of the wooden houses. In +the galleries, between the heads of saints and the faces of fauns, there +were tufts of home-bred lilies of the valley and thick flowering bushes +of golden genista. The smell of mignonette was sweet upon the languid +breeze, and here and there, from out the darkness of some open casement, +some stove-forced crimson or purple azalea shrub glowed: for the +people's merchandise was flowers, and all the silent water-streets were +made lovely and fragrant by their fair abundance.</p> + +<p>The tide of the river was flowing in, the stream was swelling over all +the black piles, and the broad smooth strips of sand that were visible +at low water; it floated her boat inward with it without trouble past +the last houses of the town, past the budding orchards and gray stone +walls of the outskirts, past the meadows and the cornfields and the +poplars of the open country. A certain faintness had stolen on her with +the gliding of the vessel and the dizzy movement of the water; pain and +the loss of blood filled her limbs with an unfamiliar weakness; she felt +giddy and half blind, and almost powerless to guide her course.</p> + +<p>When she had reached the old granary where it stood among the waterdocks +and rushes, she checked the boat almost unconsciously, and let it drift +in amidst the reeds and lie there, and pulled herself feebly up through +the shallow pools. Then she went across the stone sill of the casement +into the chamber where she had learned to live a life that was utterly +apart from the actual existence to which chance had doomed her.</p> + +<p>It was the height of noon; at such an hour the creator of these things +that she loved was always absent at the toil which brought him his +bread; she knew that he never returned until the evening, never painted +except at earliest dawn.</p> + +<p>The place was her own in the freedom of solitude; all these shapes and +shadows in which imagination and tradition had taken visible shape were +free to her; she had grown to love them with a great passion, to seek +them as consolers and as friends. She crept into the room; and its +coolness, its calm, its dimmed refreshing light seemed like balm after +the noise of the busy market-place and the glare of the cloudless +sunshine. A sick sense of fatigue and of feebleness had assailed her +more strongly. She dropped down in the gloom of the place on the broad, +cold flags of the floor in the deepest shadow, where the light from +without did not reach, and beneath the cartoon of the gods of Oblivion.</p> + + +<p>Of all the forms with which he had peopled its loneliness, these had the +most profound influence on her in their fair, passionless, majestic +beauty, in which it seemed to her that the man who had begotten them had +repeated his own likeness. For they were all alike, yet unlike; of the +same form and feature, yet different even in their strong resemblance; +like elder and younger brethren who hold a close companionship. For +Hypnos was still but a boy with his blue-veined eyelids closed, and his +mouth rosy and parted like that of a slumbering child, and above his +golden head a star rose in the purple night. Oneiros, standing next, was +a youth whose eyes smiled as though they beheld visions that were +welcome to him; in his hand, among the white roses, he held a black wand +of sorcery, and around his bended head there hovered a dim silvery +nimbus. Thanatos alone was a man fully grown; and on his calm and +colorless face there were blended an unutterable sadness, and an +unspeakable peace; his eyes were fathomless, far-reaching, heavy laden +with thought, as though they had seen at once the heights of heaven and +the depths of hell; and he, having thus seen, and knowing all things, +had learned that there was but one good possible in all the +universe,—that one gift which his touch gave, and which men in their +blindness shuddered from and cursed. And above him and around him there +was a great darkness.</p> + +<p>So the gods stood, and so they spoke, even to her; they seemed to her as +brethren, masters, friends—these three immortals who looked down on her +in their mute majesty.</p> + +<p>They are the gods of the poor, of the wretched, of the proscribed,—they +are the gods who respect not persons nor palaces,—who stay with the +exile and flee from the king,—who leave the tyrant of a world to writhe +in torment, and call a smile beautiful as the morning on the face of a +beggar child,—who turn from the purple beds where wealth, and lust, and +brutal power lie, and fill with purest visions the darkest hours of the +loneliest nights for genius and youth,—they are the gods of consolation +and of compensation,—the gods of the orphan, of the outcast, of the +poet, of the prophet, of all whose bodies ache with the infinite pangs +of famine, and whose hearts ache with the infinite woes of the world, of +all who hunger with the body or with the soul.</p> + +<p>And looking at them, she seemed to know them as her only friends,—as +the only rulers who ever could loose the bands of her fate and let her +forth to freedom—Sleep, and Dreams, and Death.</p> + +<p>They were above her where she sank upon the stone floor; the shadows +were dark upon the ground; but the sunrays striking through the distant +window against the opposite wall fell across the golden head of the boy +Hypnos, and played before his silver sandaled feet.</p> + +<p>She sat gazing at him, forgetful of her woe, her task, the populace that +had hooted her abroad, the stripes that awaited her at home. The +answering gaze of the gods magnetized her; the poetic virus which had +stirred dumbly in her from her birth awoke in her bewildered brain. +Without knowing what she wanted, she longed for freedom, for light, for +passion, for peace, for love.</p> + +<p>Shadowy fancies passed over her in a tumultuous pageantry; the higher +instincts of her nature rose and struggled to burst the bonds in which +slavery and ignorance and brutish toil had bound them; she knew nothing, +knew no more than the grass knew that blew in the wind, than the +passion-flower knew that slept unborn in the uncurled leaf; and yet +withal she felt, saw, trembled, imagined, and desired, all mutely, all +blindly, all in confusion and in pain.</p> + +<p>The weakness of tears rushed into her fearless eyes, that had never +quailed before the fury of any living thing; her head fell on her chest; +she wept bitterly,—not because the people had injured her,—not because +her wounded flesh ached and her limbs were sore,—but because a distance +so immeasurable, so unalterable, severed her from all of which these +gods told her without speech.</p> + +<p>The sunrays still shone on the three brethren, whilst the stones on +which she sat and her own form were dark in shadow; and as though the +bright boy Hypnos pitied her, as though he, the world's consoler, had +compassion for this thing so lonely and accursed of her kind, the dumb +violence of her weeping brought its own exhaustion with it.</p> + +<p>The drowsy heat of noon, pain, weariness, the faintness of fasting, the +fatigue of conflict, the dreamy influences of the place, had their +weight on her. Crouching there half on her knees, looking up ever in the +faces of the three Immortals, the gift of Hypnos descended upon her and +stilled her; its languor stole through her veins; its gentle pressure +closed her eyelids; gradually her rigid limbs and her bent body relaxed +and unnerved; she sank forward, her head lying on her outstretched arms, +and the stillness of a profound sleep encompassed her.</p> + +<p>Oneiros added his gift also; and a throng of dim, delirious dreams +floated through her brain, and peopled her slumber with fairer things +than the earth holds, and made her mouth smile while yet her lids were +wet.</p> + +<p>Thanatos alone gave nothing, but looked down on her with his dark sad +eyes, and held his finger on his close-pressed lips, as though he +said—"Not yet."</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2>CHAPTER III.</h2> + + +<p>Her sleep remained unbroken; there was no sound to disturb it. The caw +of a rook in the top of the poplar-tree, the rushing babble of the +water, the cry of a field-mouse caught among the rushes by an otter, the +far-off jingle of mules' bells from the great southern road that ran +broad and white beyond the meadows, the gnawing of the rats in the +network of timbers which formed the vaulted roof, these were all the +noises that reached this solitary place, and these were both too faint +and too familiar to awaken her. Heat and pain made her slumber heavy, +and the forms on which her waking eyes had gazed made her sleep full of +dreams. Hour after hour went by; the shadows lengthened, the day +advanced: nothing came to rouse her. At length the vesper bell rang +over the pastures and the peals of the Ave Maria from the cathedral in +the town were audible in the intense stillness that reigned around.</p> + +<p>As the chimes died, Arslàn crossed the threshold of the granary and +entered the desolate place where he had made his home. For once his +labor had been early completed, and he had hastened to employ the rare +and precious moments of the remaining light.</p> + +<p>He had almost stepped upon her ere he saw her, lying beneath his +cartoons of the sons of Nyx. He paused and looked down.</p> + +<p>Her attitude had slightly changed, and had in it all the abandonment of +youth and of sleep; her face was turned upward, with quick silent +breathings parting the lips; her bare feet were lightly crossed; the +linen of her loose tunic was open at the throat, and had fallen back +from her right arm and shoulder; the whole supple grace and force that +were mingled in her form were visible under the light folds of her +simple garments. The sun still lingered on the bright bowed head of +Hypnos, but all light had died from off the stone floor where she was +stretched.</p> + +<p>As she had once looked on himself, so he now looked on her.</p> + +<p>But in him there arose little curiosity and still less pity; he +recognized her as the girl whom, with a face of old Egypt, he had seen +rowing her boat-load of corn down the river, and whom he had noticed for +her strange unlikeness to all around her.</p> + +<p>He supposed that mere curiosity had brought her there, and sleep +overtaken her in the drowsiness of the first heat of the budding year.</p> + +<p>He did not seek to rouse her, nor to spare her any shame or pain which, +at her waking, she might feel. He merely saw in her a barbaric yet +beautiful creature; and his only desire was to use the strange charms in +her for his art.</p> + +<p>A smooth-planed panel stood on an easel near; turning it where best the +light fell, he began to sketch her attitude, rapidly, in black and +white. It was quickly done by a hand so long accustomed to make such +transcripts; and he soon went further, to that richer portraiture which +color alone can accomplish. The gray stone pavement; the brown and +slender limbs; the breadth of scarlet given by the sash about her loins; +the upturned face, whose bloom was as brilliant as that of a red +carnation blooming in the twilight of some old wooden gallery; the +eyelids, tear-laden still; the mouth that smiled and sighed in dreaming; +while on the wall above, the radiant figure of the young god remained in +full sunlight whilst all beneath was dark;—these gave a picture which +required no correction from knowledge, no addition from art.</p> + +<p>He worked on for more than an hour, until the wood began to beam with +something of the hues of flesh and blood, and the whole head was thrown +out in color, although the body and the limbs still remained in their +mere outline.</p> + +<p>Once or twice she moved restlessly, and muttered a little, dully, as +though the perpetual unsparing gaze, bent on her with a scrutiny so cold +and yet so searching, disturbed or magnetized her even in her sleep. But +she never awakened, and he had time to study and to trace out every +curve and line of the half-developed loveliness before him with as +little pity, with as cruel exactitude, as that with which the vivisector +tears asunder the living animal whose sinews he severs, or the botanist +plucks to pieces the new-born flower whose structure he desires to +examine.</p> + +<p>The most beautiful women, who had bared their charms that he might see +them live again upon his canvas, had seldom had power to make his hand +tremble a moment in such translation.</p> + +<p>To the surgeon all sex is dead, all charm is gone, from the female +corpse that his knife ravages in search of the secrets of science; and +to Arslàn the women whom he modeled and portrayed were nearly as +sexless, nearly as powerless to create passion or emotion. They were the +tools for his art: no more.</p> + +<p>When, in the isolation of the long northern winters, he had sat beside +the pine-wood that blazed on his hearth while the wolves howled down the +deserted village street, and the snow drifted up and blocked from sight +the last pane of the lattice and the last glimpse of the outer world, he +had been more enamored of the visions which visited him in that solitude +than he had ever been since of the living creatures whose beauty he had +recorded in his works.</p> + +<p>He had little passion in him, or passion was dormant; and he had sought +women, even in the hours of love, with coldness and with something of +contempt for that license which, in the days of his comparative +affluence, he had not denied himself. He thought always—</p> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">"De ces baisers puissants comme un dictame,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">De ces transports plus vifs que des rayons,<br /></span> +<span class="i0"> Que reste-t-il? C'est affreux, ô mon âme!<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Rien qu'un dessin fort pâle aux trois crayons."<br /></span> +</div></div> + +<p>And for those glowing colors of passion which burned so hotly for an +instant, only so soon to fade out into the pallor of indifference or +satiety, he had a contempt which almost took the place and the semblance +of chastity.</p> + +<p>He worked on and on, studying the sleeper at his feet with the keenness +of a science that was as merciless in its way as the science which +tortures and slaughters in order to penetrate the mysteries of sentient +existence.</p> + +<p>She was beautiful in her way, this dark strange foreign child, who +looked as though her native home must have been where the Nile lily +blooms, and the black brows of the Sphinx are bent against the sun.</p> + +<p>She was beautiful like a young leopard, like a young python, coiled +there, lightly breathing, and mute and motionless and unconscious. He +painted her as he would have painted the leopard or python lying asleep +in the heavy hush of a noon of the tropics. And she was no more to him +than these would have been.</p> + +<p>The shadows grew longer; the sunlight died off the bright head of the +boy Hypnos; the feathery reeds on the bank without got a red flush from +the west; there came a sudden burst of song from a boat-load of children +going home from the meadows where they had gathered the first cowslips +of the season in great sheaves that sent their sweetness on the air +through the open window as they went by beneath the walls.</p> + +<p>The shouts of the joyous singing rang shrilly through the silence; they +pierced her ear and startled her from her slumber; she sprang up +suddenly, with a bound like a hart that scents the hounds, and stood +fronting him; her eyes opened wide, her breath panting, her nerves +strained to listen and striving to combat.</p> + +<p>For in the first bewildered instant of her awakening she thought that +she was still in the market-place of the town, and that the shouts were +from the clamor of her late tormentors.</p> + +<p>He turned and looked at her.</p> + +<p>"What do you fear?" he asked her, in the tongue of the country.</p> + +<p>She started afresh at the sound of his voice, and drew her disordered +dress together, and stood mute, with her hands crossed on her bosom, and +the blood coming and going under her transparent skin.</p> + +<p>"What do you fear?" he asked again.</p> + +<p>"<i>I</i> fear?"</p> + +<p>She echoed the cowardly word with a half-tremulous defiance; the heroism +of her nature, which an hour earlier had been lashed to its fullest +strength, cast back the question as an insult; but her voice was low and +husky, and the blood dyed her face scarlet as she spoke.</p> + +<p>For she feared him; and for the moment she had forgotten how she had +come there and all that had passed, except that some instinct of the +long-hunted animal was astir in her to hide herself and fly.</p> + +<p>But he stood between her and the passage outward, and pride and shame +held her motionless. Moreover, she still listened intently: the confused +voices of the children still seemed to her like those of the multitude +by whom she had been chased; and she was ready to leap tiger-like upon +them, rather than let them degrade her in his sight.</p> + +<p>He looked at her with some touch of interest: she was to him only some +stray beggar-girl, who had trespassed into his solitude; yet her untamed +regard, her wide-open eyes, the staglike grace of her attitude, the +sullen strength which spoke in her reply,—all attracted him to closer +notice of these.</p> + +<p>"Why are you in this place?" he asked her, slowly. "You were asleep here +when I came, more than an hour ago."</p> + +<p>The color burned in her face: she said nothing.</p> + +<p>The singing of the children was waxing fainter, as the boat floated from +beneath the wall on its homeward way into the town. She ceased to fancy +these cries the cries of her foes, and recollection began to revive in +her.</p> + +<p>"Why did you come?" he repeated, musing how he should persuade her to +return to the attitude sketched out upon his easel.</p> + +<p>She returned his look with the bold truthfulness natural to her, joined +with the apprehensiveness of chastisement which becomes second nature to +every creature that is forever censured, cursed, and beaten for every +real or imagined fault.</p> + +<p>"I came to see <i>those</i>," she answered him, with a backward movement of +her hand, which had a sort of reverence in it, up to the forms of the +gods above her.</p> + +<p>The answer moved him; he had not thought to find a feeling so high as +this in this ragged, lonely, sunburnt child; and, to the man for whom, +throughout a youth of ambition and of disappointment, the world had +never found the voice of favor, even so much appreciation as lay in this +outcast's homage had its certain sweetness. For a man may be negligent +of all sympathy for himself, yet never, if he be poet or artist, will he +be able utterly to teach himself indifference to all sympathy for his +works.</p> + +<p>"Those!" he echoed, in surprise. "What can they be to <i>you</i>?"</p> + +<p>She colored at the unconcealed contempt that lay in his last word; her +head drooped; she knew that they were much to her—friends, masters, +teachers divine and full of pity. But she had no language in which to +tell him this; and if she could have told him, she would have been +ashamed. Also, the remembrance of those benefits to him, of which he was +ignorant, had now come to her through the bewilderment of her thoughts, +and it locked her lips to silence.</p> + +<p>Her eyes dropped under his; the strange love she bore him made her blind +and giddy and afraid; she moved restlessly, glaring round with the +half-timid, half-fierce glances of a wild animal that desires to escape +and cannot.</p> + +<p>Watching her more closely, he noticed for the first time the stains of +blood upon her shoulder, and the bruise on her chest, where the rent in +her linen left it bare.</p> + +<p>"You have been hurt?" he asked her, "or wounded?"</p> + +<p>She shook her head.</p> + +<p>"It is nothing."</p> + +<p>"Nothing? You have fallen or been ill treated, surely?"</p> + +<p>"The people struck me."</p> + +<p>"Struck you? With what?"</p> + +<p>"Stones."</p> + +<p>"And why?"</p> + +<p>"I am Folle-Farine."</p> + +<p>She answered him with the quiet calm of one who offers an all-sufficient +reply.</p> + +<p>But the reply to him told nothing: he had been too shunned by the +populace, who dreaded the evil genius which they attributed to him, to +have been told by them of their fancies and their follies; and he had +never essayed to engage either their companionship or their confidence. +To be left to work, or to die, in solitude undisturbed was the uttermost +that he had ever asked of any strange people amidst whom he had dwelt.</p> + +<p>"Because you are Folle-Farine?" he repeated. "Is that a reason to hate +you?"</p> + +<p>She gave a gesture of assent.</p> + +<p>"And you hate them in return?"</p> + +<p>She paused a moment, glancing still hither and thither all round, as a +trapped bird glances, seeking his way outward.</p> + +<p>"I think so," she muttered; "and yet I have had their little children in +my reach many a time by the water when the woods were all quiet, and I +have never killed one yet."</p> + +<p>He looked at her more earnestly than he had done before. The repressed +passion that glanced under her straight dusky brows, the unspoken scorn +which curled on her mouth, the nervous meaning with which her hands +clinched on the folds of linen on her breast, attracted him; there was +a force in them all which aroused his attention. There were in her that +conscious power for ferocity, and that contemptuous abstinence from its +exercise, which lie so often in the fathomless regard of the lion; he +moved nearer to her, and addressed her more gently.</p> + +<p>"Who are you?" he asked, "and why have these people such savage violence +against you?"</p> + +<p>"I am Folle-Farine," she answered him again, unable to add anything +else.</p> + +<p>"Have you no other name?"</p> + +<p>"No."</p> + +<p>"But you must have a home? You live—where?"</p> + +<p>"At the mill with Flamma."</p> + +<p>"Does he also ill use you?"</p> + +<p>"He beats me."</p> + +<p>"When you do wrong?"</p> + +<p>She was silent.</p> + +<p>"Wrong?" "Right?"</p> + +<p>They were but words to her—empty and meaningless. She knew that he beat +her more often because she told truth or refused to cheat. For aught +that she was sure of, she might be wrong, and he right.</p> + +<p>Arslàn looked at her musingly. All the thought he had was to induce her +to return to the attitude necessary to the completion of his picture.</p> + +<p>He put a few more questions to her; but the replies told him little. At +all times silent, before him a thousand emotions held her dumb. She was +afraid, besides, that at every word he might suspect the debt he owed to +her, and she dreaded its avowal with as passionate a fear as though, in +lieu of the highest sacrifice and service, her action had been some +crime against him. She felt ashamed of it, as of some unholy thing: it +seemed to her impious to have dared to give him back a life that he had +wearied of, and might have wished to lose.</p> + +<p>"He must never know, he must never know," she said to herself.</p> + +<p>She had never known what fear meant until she had looked on this man's +face. Now she dreaded, with an intensity of apprehension, which made +her start like a criminal at every sound, lest he should ever know of +this gift of life which, unbidden, she had restored to him: this gift, +which being thus given, her instinct told her he would only take as a +burden of an intolerable debt of an unmeasurable shame.</p> + +<p>"Perfect love casts out fear," runs the tradition: rather, surely, does +the perfect love of a woman break the courage which no other thing could +ever daunt, and set foot on the neck that no other yoke would ever +touch.</p> + +<p>By slow degrees he got from her such fragments of her obscure story as +she knew. That this child, so friendless, ill treated, and abandoned, +had been the savior of his own existence, he never dreamed. A creature +beaten and half starved herself could not, for an instant, seem to him +one likely to have possessed even such humble gifts as food and fuel. +Besides, his thoughts were less with her than with the interrupted study +on his easel, and his one desire was to induce her to endure the same +watch upon her, awakening, which had had power to disturb her even in +her unconsciousness. She was nothing to him, save a thing that he wished +to turn to the purpose of his art—like a flower that he plucked on his +way through the fields, for the sake of its color, to fill in some +vacant nook in a mountain foreground.</p> + +<p>"You have come often here?" he asked her, whilst she stood before him, +flushing and growing pale, irresolute and embarrassed, with her hands +nervously gathering the folds of her dress across her chest, and her +sad, lustrous, troubled eyes glancing from side to side in a bewildered +fear.</p> + +<p>"Often," she muttered. "You will not beat me for it? I did no harm."</p> + +<p>"Beat you? Among what brutes have you lived? Tell me, why did you care +to come?"</p> + +<p>Her face drooped, and grew a deeper scarlet, where the warm blood was +burning.</p> + +<p>"They are beautiful, and they speak to me," she murmured, with a +pathetic, apologetic timidity in her voice.</p> + +<p>He laughed a little; bitterly.</p> + +<p>"Are they? They have few auditors. But you are beautiful, too, in your +way. Has no one ever told you so?"</p> + +<p>"I?"</p> + +<p>She glanced at him half wistfully, half despairingly; she thought that +he spoke in derision of her.</p> + +<p>"You," he answered. "Why not? Look at yourself here: all imperfect as it +is, you can see something of what you are."</p> + +<p>Her eyes fell for the first time on the broad confused waves of dull +color, out of whose depths her own face arose, like some fair drowned +thing tossed upward on a murky sea. She started with a cry as if he had +wounded her, and stood still, trembling.</p> + +<p>She had looked at her own limbs floating in the opaque water of the +bathing pool, with a certain sense of their beauty wakening in her; she +had tossed the soft, thick, gold-flecked darkness of her hair over her +bare shoulder, with a certain languor and delight; she had held a knot +of poppies against her breast, to see their hues contrast with her own +white skin;—but she had never imagined that she had beauty.</p> + +<p>He watched her, letting the vain passion he thus taught her creep with +all its poison into her veins.</p> + +<p>He had seen such wonder and such awed delight before in Nubian girls +with limbs of bronze and eyes of night, who had never thought that they +had loveliness,—though they had seen their forms in the clear water of +the wells every time that they had brought their pitchers thither,—and +who had only awakened to that sweet supreme sense of power and +possession, when first they had beheld themselves live again upon his +canvas.</p> + +<p>"You are glad?" he asked her at length.</p> + +<p>She covered her face with her hands.</p> + +<p>"I am frightened!"</p> + +<p>Frightened she knew not why, and utterly ashamed, to have lain thus in +his sight, to have slept thus under his eyes; and yet filled with an +ecstasy, to think that she was lovely enough to be raised amidst those +marvelous dreams that peopled and made heaven of his solitude.</p> + +<p>"Well, then,—let me paint you there," he said, after a pause. "I am +too poor to offer you reward for it. I have nothing——"</p> + +<p>"I want nothing," she interrupted him, quickly, while a dark shadow, +half wrath, half sorrow, swept across her face.</p> + +<p>He smiled a little.</p> + +<p>"I cannot boast the same. But, since you care for all these hapless +things that are imprisoned here, do me, their painter, this one grace. +Lie there, in the shadow again, as you were when you slept, and let me +go on with this study of you till the sun sets."</p> + +<p>A glory beamed over all her face. Her mouth trembled, her whole frame +shook like a reed in the wind.</p> + +<p>"If you care!" she said, brokenly, and paused. It seemed to her +impossible that this form of hers, which had been only deemed fit for +the whip, for the rope, for the shower of stones, could have any grace +or excellence in his sight; it seemed to her impossible that this face +of hers, which nothing had ever kissed except the rough tongue of some +honest dog, and which had been blown on by every storm-wind, beaten on +by every summer sun, could have color, or shape, or aspect that could +ever please him!</p> + +<p>"Certainly I care. Go yonder and lie as you were lying a few moments +ago—there in the shadow, under these gods."</p> + +<p>She was used to give obedience—the dumb unquestioning obedience of the +packhorse or the sheepdog, and she had no idea for an instant of +refusal. It was a great terror to her to hear his voice and feel his +eyes on her, and be so near to him; yet it was equally a joy sweeter and +deeper than she had ever dreamed of as possible. He still seemed to her +like a god, this man under whose hand flowers bloomed, and sunrays +smiled, and waters flowed, and human forms arose, and the gracious +shapes of a thousand dreams grew into substance. And yet, in herself, +this man saw beauty!</p> + +<p>He motioned her with a careless, gentle gesture, as a man motions a +timid dog, to the spot over which the three brethren watched hand in +hand; and she stretched herself down passively and humbly, meekly as the +dog stretches himself to rest at his master's command. Over all her +body the blood was leaping; her limbs shuddered; her breath came and +went in broken murmurs; her bright-hued skin grew dark and white by +turns; she was filled with a passionate delight that he had found +anything in her to desire or deem fair; and she quivered with a +tumultuous fear that made her nervous as any panting hare. Her heart +beat as it had never done when the people had raged in their fury around +her. One living creature had found beauty in her; one human voice had +spoken to her gently and without a curse; one man had thought her a +thing to be entreated and not scorned;—a change so marvelous in her +fate transfigured all the world for her, as though the gods above had +touched her lips with fire.</p> + +<p>But she was mute and motionless; the habit of silence and of repression +had become her second nature; no statue of marble could have been +stiller, or in semblance more lifeless, than she was where she rested on +the stones.</p> + +<p>Arslàn noticed nothing of this; he was intent upon his work. The sun was +very near its setting, and every second of its light was precious to +him. The world indeed he knew would in all likelihood never be the wiser +or the richer for anything he did; in all likelihood he knew all these +things that he created were destined to moulder away undisturbed save by +the rats that might gnaw, and the newts that might traverse, them. He +was buried here in the grave of a hopeless penury, of an endless +oblivion. They were buried with him; and the world wanted neither him +nor them. Still, having the madness of genius, he was as much the slave +of his art as though an universal fame had waited his lowliest and +lightest effort.</p> + +<p>With a deep breath that had half a sigh in it he threw down his brushes +when the darkness fell. While he wrought, he forgot the abject +bitterness of his life; when he ceased work, he remembered how hateful a +thing it is to live when life means only deprivation, obscurity, and +failure.</p> + +<p>He thanked her with a few words of gratitude to her for her patience, +and released her from the strain of the attitude. She rose slowly with +an odd dazzled look upon her face, like one coming out of great darkness +into the full blaze of day. Her eyes sought the portrait of her own +form, which was still hazy and unformed, amidst a mist of varying hues: +that she should be elected to have a part with those glorious things +which were the companions of his loneliness seemed to her a wonder so +strange and so immeasurable that her mind still could not grasp it.</p> + +<p>For it was greatness to her: a greatness absolute and incredible. The +men had stoned, the women cursed, the children hooted her; but he +selected her—and her alone—for that supreme honor which his hand could +give.</p> + +<p>Not noticing the look upon her face he placed before her on the rude +bench, which served in that place for a table, some score of small +studies in color, trifles brilliant as the rainbow, birds, flowers, +insects, a leaf of fern, an orchid in full bloom, a nest with a blue +warbler in it, a few peasants by a wayside cross, a child at a well, a +mule laden with autumn fruit—anything which in the district had caught +his sight or stirred his fancy. He bade her choose from them.</p> + +<p>"There is nothing else here," he added. "But since you care for such +things, take as many of them as you will as recompense."</p> + +<p>Her face flushed up to the fringes of her hair; her eyes looked at the +sketches in thirsty longing. Except the scarlet scarf of Marcellin, this +was the only gift she had ever had offered her. And all these +reproductions of the world around her were to her like so much sorcery. +Owning one, she would have worshiped it, revered it, caressed it, +treasured it; her life was so desolate and barren that such a gift +seemed to her as handfuls of gold and silver would seem to a beggar were +he bidden to take them and be rich.</p> + +<p>She stretched her arms out in one quick longing gesture; then as +suddenly withdrew them, folding them on her chest, whilst her face grew +very pale. Something of its old dark proud ferocity gathered on it.</p> + +<p>"I want no payment," she said, huskily, and she turned to the threshold +and crossed it.</p> + +<p>He stayed her with his hand.</p> + +<p>"Wait. I did not mean to hurt you. Will you not take them as reward?"</p> + +<p>"No."</p> + +<p>She spoke almost sullenly; there was a certain sharpness and dullness of +disappointment at her heart. She wanted, she wished, she knew not what. +But not that he should offer her payment.</p> + +<p>"Can you return to-morrow? or any other day?" he asked her, thinking of +the sketch unfinished on the sheet of pinewood. He did not notice the +beating of her heart under her folded arms, the quick gasp of her +breath, the change of the rich color in her face.</p> + +<p>"If you wish," she answered him below her breath.</p> + +<p>"I do wish, surely. The sketch is all unfinished yet."</p> + +<p>"I will come, then."</p> + +<p>She moved away from him across the threshold as she spoke; she was not +afraid of the people, but she was afraid of this strange, passionate +sweetness, which seemed to fill her veins with fire and make her drunk +and blind.</p> + +<p>"Shall I go with you homeward?"</p> + +<p>She shook her head.</p> + +<p>"But the people who struck you?—they may attack you again?"</p> + +<p>She laughed a little; low in her throat.</p> + +<p>"I showed them a knife!—they are timid as hares."</p> + +<p>"You are always by yourself?"</p> + +<p>"Always."</p> + +<p>She drew herself with a rapid movement from him and sprang into her boat +where it rocked amidst the rushes against the steps; in another instant +she had thrust it from its entanglement in the reeds, and pulled with +swift, steady strokes down the stream into the falling shadows of the +night.</p> + +<p>"You will come back?" he called to her, as the first stroke parted the +water.</p> + +<p>"Yes," she answered him; and the boat shot forward into the shadow.</p> + +<p>Night was near and the darkness soon inclosed it; the beat of the oars +sounding faintly through the silence of the evening.</p> + +<p>There was little need to exact the promise from her.</p> + +<p>Like Persephone she had eaten of the fatal pomegranate-seed, which, +whether she would or no, would make her leave the innocence of youth, +and the light of the sun and the blossoms of the glad green springtime +world, and draw her footsteps backward and downward to that hell which +none,—once having entered it,—can ever more forsake.</p> + +<p>She drifted away from him into the shadows of evening as they died from +the shore and the stream into the gloom of the night.</p> + +<p>He thought no more of pursuing her than he thought of chasing the melted +shadows.</p> + +<p>Returning to his chamber he looked for some minutes at the panel where +it leaned against the wall, catching the first pallid moon-gleam of the +night.</p> + +<p>"If she should not come, it will be of little moment," he thought. "I +have nearly enough for remembrance there."</p> + +<p>And he went away from the painting, and took up charcoal and turned to +those anatomical studies whose severity he never spared himself, and for +whose perfection he pursued the science of form even in the bodies of +the dead.</p> + +<p>From the moment that his hand touched the stylus he forgot her; for she +was no more to him than a chance bird that he might have taken from its +home among the ripe red autumn foliage and caged for awhile to study its +grace and color, its longing eye and drooping wing; and then tossed up +into the air again when he had done with it to find its way to freedom, +or to fall into the fowler's snare;—what matter which?</p> + +<p>The boat went on into the darkness under the willow banks, past the +great Calvary, whose lantern was just lit and glimmered through the +gloom.</p> + +<p>She knew by heart the old familiar way; and the water was as safe to her +as the broadest and straightest road at noonday.</p> + +<p>She loved it best thus; dusky; half seen; muttering on through the +silence; full of the shadows of the clouds and of the boughs; black as a +fresh-dug grave where some ruined wall leaned over it; broken into +little silvery gleams where it caught the light from a saint's shrine or +a smith's forge.</p> + +<p>By day a river is but the highway of men; it is but a public bridge +betwixt the country and the town; but at night it grows mystical, +silent, solitary, unreal, with the sound of the sea in its murmurings +and the peace of death in its calm; at night, through its ceaseless +whisperings, there always seem to come echoes from all the voices of the +multitudes of the ocean whence it comes, and from all the voices of the +multitudes of the city whither it goes.</p> + +<p>It was quite dark when she reached the landing steps; the moon was just +rising above the sharp gables of the mill-house, and a lantern was +moving up and down behind the budded boughs as Claudis Flamma went to +and fro in his wood-yard.</p> + +<p>At the jar of the boat against the steps he peered through the branches, +and greeted her with a malignant reprimand. He timed her services to the +minute; and here had been a full half day of the spring weather wasted, +and lost to him. He drove her indoors with sharp railing and loud +reproaches; not waiting for an answer, but heaping on her the bitterest +terms of reviling that his tongue could gather.</p> + +<p>In the kitchen a little low burning lamp lit dully the poverty and +dreariness of the place, and shed its orange rays on the ill-tempered, +puckered, gloomy face of the old woman Pitchou sitting at her spindle; +there was a curious odor of sun-dried herbs and smoke-dried fish that +made the air heavy and pungent; the great chimney yawned black and +fireless; a starveling cat mewed dolorously above an empty platter; +under a tawdry-colored print of the Flight into Egypt, there hung on a +nail three dead blackbirds, shot as they sang the praises of the spring; +on a dresser, beside a little white basin of holy water, there lay a +gray rabbit, dead likewise, with limbs broken and bleeding from the trap +in which it had writhed helpless all through the previous night.</p> + +<p>The penury, dullness, and cruelty, the hardness, and barrenness, and +unloveliness of this life in which she abode, had never struck her with +a sense so sharp as that which now fell on her; crossing the threshold +of this dreary place after the shadows of the night, the beauty of the +gods, the voice of praise, the eyes of Arslàn.</p> + +<p>She came into the room, bringing with her the cool fragrance of damp +earth, wet leaves, and wild flowers; the moisture of the evening was on +her clothes and hair; her bare feet sparkled with the silvery spray of +dew; her eyes had the look of blindness yet of luster that the night air +lends; and on her face there was a mingling of puzzled pain and of +rapturous dreaming wonder, which new thought and fresh feeling had +brought there to break up its rich darkness into light.</p> + +<p>The old woman, twirling a flaxen thread upon her wheel, looked askance +at her, and mumbled, "Like mother, like child." The old man, catching up +the lamp, held it against her face, and peered at her under his gray +bent brows.</p> + +<p>"A whole day wasted!" he swore for the twentieth time, in his teeth. +"Beast! What hast thou to say for thyself?"</p> + +<p>The old dogged ferocity gathered over her countenance, chasing away the +softened perplexed radiance that had been newly wakened there.</p> + +<p>"I say nothing," she answered.</p> + +<p>"Nothing! nothing!" he echoed after her. "Then we will find a way to +make thee speak. Nothing!—when three of the clock should have seen thee +back hither at latest, and five hours since then have gone by without +account. You have spent it in brawling and pleasure—in shame and +iniquity—in vice and in violence, thou creature of sin!"</p> + +<p>"Since you know, why ask?"</p> + +<p>She spoke with steady contemptuous calm. She disdained to seek refuge +from his fury by pleading the injuries that the townsfolk had wrought +her; and of the house by the river she would not have spoken though they +had killed her. The storm of his words raged on uninterrupted.</p> + +<p>"Five hours, five mortal hours, stolen from me, your lawful work left +undone that you may riot in some secret abomination that you dare not to +name. Say, where you have been, what you have done, you spawn of hell, +or I will wring your throat as I wring a sparrow's!"</p> + +<p>"I have done as I chose."</p> + +<p>She looked him full in the eyes as she spoke, with the look in her own +that a bull's have when he lowers his head to the charge and attack.</p> + +<p>"As you choose! Oh-ho! You would speak as queens speak—<i>you!</i>—a thing +less than the worm and the emmet. As you choose—you!—who have not a +rag on your back, not a crust of rye bread, not a leaf of salad to eat, +not a lock of hay for your bed, that is not mine—mine—mine. As you +choose. <i>You!</i>—you thing begotten in infamy; you slave; you beggar; you +sloth! You are nothing—nothing—less than the blind worm that crawls in +the sand. You have the devil that bred you in you, no doubt; but it +shall go hard if I cannot conquer him when I bruise your body and break +your will."</p> + +<p>As he spoke he seized, to strike, her; in his hand he already gripped an +oak stick that he had brought in with him from his timber-yard, and he +raised it to rain blows on her, expecting no other course than that +dumb, passive, scornful submission with which she had hitherto accepted +whatsoever he had chosen to do against her.</p> + +<p>But the creature, silent and stirless, who before had stood to receive +his lashes as though her body were of bronze or wood, that felt not, was +changed. A leonine and superb animal sprang up in full rebellion. She +started out of his grasp, her lithe form springing from his seizure as a +willow-bough that has been bent to earth springs back, released, into +the air.</p> + +<p>She caught the staff in both her hands, wrenched it by a sudden gesture +from him, and flung it away to the farther end of the chamber; then she +turned on him as a hart turns brought to bay.</p> + +<p>Her supple body was erect like a young pine; her eyes flashed with a +luster he had never seen in them; the breath came hard and fast through +her dilated nostrils.</p> + +<p>"Touch me again!" she cried aloud, while her voice rang full and +imperious through the stillness. "Touch me again; and by the heaven and +hell you prate of, I will kill you!"</p> + +<p>So sudden was the revolt, so sure the menace, that the old man dropped +his hands and stood and gazed at her aghast and staring; not recognizing +the mute, patient, doglike thing that he had beaten at his will, in this +stern, fearless, splendid, terrible creature, who faced him in all the +royalty of wrath, in all the passion of insurrection.</p> + +<p>He could not tell what had altered her, what had wrought this +transformation, what had changed her as by sorcery; he could not tell +that what had aroused a human soul in her had been the first human voice +that she had listened to in love; he could not tell that her body had +grown sacred to her because a stranger had called her beautiful, and +that her life for the first time had acquired a worth and dignity in her +sight because one man had deemed it fair.</p> + +<p>He could not tell; he could only see that for the first time his slave +had learned somewhere, and in somewise, what freedom meant; and had +escaped him. This alone he saw; and, seeing it, was startled and afraid.</p> + +<p>She waited, watching him some moments, with cold eyes of disdain, in +which a smouldering fire slept, ready to burst into an all-devouring +flame.</p> + +<p>There was not a sound in the place; the woman spinning stopped her +wheel, wondering in a half-stupid, savage fashion; the lean cat ceased +its cries; there was only the continual swish of the water in the +sluices under the wall without, and the dull ticking of an old Black +Forest clock, that kept a fitful measure of the days and nights in its +cracked case of painted wood, high up, where the thyme, and the sage, +and the onions hung among the twisted rafters.</p> + +<p>Folle-Farine stood still, her left hand resting on her hip, her lips +curved scornfully and close, her face full of passion, which she kept +still as the dead birds hanging on the wall; whilst all the time the +tawny smoky hues of the oil-lamp were wavering with an odd fantastic +play over her head and limbs.</p> + +<p>Before this night she had always taken every blow and stripe patiently, +without vengeance, without effort, as she saw the mule and the dog, the +horse and the ox, take theirs in their pathetic patience, in their noble +fortitude. She had thought that such were her daily portion as much as +was the daily bread she broke.</p> + +<p>But now, since she had awakened with the smile of the gods upon her, now +she felt that sooner than endure again that indignity, that outrage, she +would let her tyrant kill her in his hate, if so he chose, and cast her +body to the mill-stream, moaning through the trees beneath the moon; the +water, at least, would bear her with it, tranquil and undefiled, beneath +the old gray walls and past the eyes of Arslàn.</p> + +<p>There was that in her look which struck dumb the mouth, and held +motionless the arm, of Claudis Flamma.</p> + +<p>Caustic, savage, hard as his own ash staff though he was, he was for the +moment paralyzed and unmanned. Some vague sense of shame stirred heavily +in him; some vague remembrance passed over him, that, whatsoever else +she might be, she had been once borne in his daughter's bosom, and +kissed by his daughter's lips, and sent to him by a dead woman's will, +with a dead woman's wretchedness and loneliness as her sole birth-gifts.</p> + +<p>He passed his hands over his eyes with a blinded gesture, staring hard +at her in the dusky lamp-light.</p> + +<p>He was a strong and bitter old man, made cruel by one great agony, and +groping his way savagely through a dark, hungry, superstitious, ignorant +life. But in that moment he no more dared to touch her than he would +have dared to tear down the leaden Christ from off its crucifix, and +trample it under foot, and spit on it.</p> + +<p>He turned away, muttering in his throat, and kicking the cat from his +path, while he struck out the light with his staff.</p> + +<p>"Get to thy den," he said, with a curse. "We are abed too late. +To-morrow I will deal with thee."</p> + +<p>She went without a word out of the dark kitchen and up the ladder-like +stairs, up to her lair in the roof. She said nothing; it was not in her +nature to threaten twice, or twice protest; but in her heart she knew +that neither the next day, nor any other day, should that which Arslàn +had called "beauty," be stripped and struck whilst life was in her to +preserve it by death from that indignity.</p> + +<p>From the time of her earliest infancy, she had been used to bare her +shoulders to the lash, and take the stripes as food and wages; she had +no more thought to resist them than the brave hound, who fears no foe on +earth, has to resist his master's blows; the dull habits of a soulless +bondage had been too strong on her to be lightly broken, and the +resignation of the loyal beasts that were her comrades, had been the one +virtue that she had seen to follow.</p> + +<p>But now at length she had burst her bonds, and had claimed her freedom.</p> + +<p>She had tasted the freshness of liberty, and the blood burned like fire +in her face as she remembered the patience and the shame of the years of +her slavery.</p> + +<p>There was no mirror in her little room in the gabled eaves; all the +mirror she had ever known had been that which she had shared with the +water-lilies, when together she and they had leaned over the smooth dark +surface of the mill-pond. But the moon streamed clearly through the one +unshuttered window, a moon full and clear, and still cold; the +springtide moon, from which the pale primroses borrow those tender hues +of theirs, which never warm or grow deeper, however golden be the sun +that may shine.</p> + +<p>Its clear colorless crescent went sailing past the little square lattice +hole in the wall; masses of gorgeous cloud, white and black, swept by in +a fresh west wind; the fresh breath of a spring night chased away the +heat and languor of the day; the smell of all the blossoms of the spring +rose up from wood and orchard; the cool, drowsy murmuring of the +mill-stream beneath was the only sound on the stillness, except when now +and then there came the wild cry of a mating owl.</p> + +<p>The moonbeams fell about her where she stood; and she looked down on her +smooth skin, her glistening shoulders, her lustrous and abundant hair, +on which the wavering light played and undulated. The most delicious +gladness that a woman's life can know was in tumult in her, conflicting +with the new and deadly sense of shame and ignorance. She learned that +she was beautiful, at the same time that she awoke to the knowledge of +her dumb, lifeless slavish inferiority to all other human things.</p> + +<p>"Beautiful!" she muttered to herself, "only as a poppy, as a snake, as a +night-moth are beautiful—beautiful and without fragrance, or sweetness, +or worth!"</p> + +<p>And her heart was heavy, even amidst all its pleasure and triumph, heavy +with a sense of utter ignorance and utter worthlessness.</p> + +<p>The poppy was snapped asunder as a weed, the snake was shunned and +cursed for his poison, the night-moth was killed because his nature had +made him dwell in the darkness; none of the three might have any fault +in truth in them; all of the three might have only the livery of evil, +and no more; might be innocent, and ask only to breathe and live for a +little brief space in their world, which men called God's world. Yet +were they condemned by men, and slain, being what they were, although +God made them.</p> + +<p>Even so she felt, without reasoning, had it been and would it be, with +herself.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2>CHAPTER IV.</h2> + + +<p>In the room below, the old Norman woman, who did not fear her +taskmaster, unbarred the shutter to let the moon shine in the room, and +by its light put away her wheel and work, and cut a halved lettuce up +upon a platter, with some dry bread, and ate them for her supper.</p> + +<p>The old man knelt down before the leaden image, and joined his knotted +hands, and prayed in a low, fierce, eager voice, while the heavy +pendulum of the clock swung wearily to and fro.</p> + +<p>The clock kept fitful and uncertain time; it had been so long imprisoned +in the gloom there among the beams and cobwebs, and in this place life +was so dull, so colorless, so torpid, that it seemed to have forgotten +how time truly went, and to wake up now and then with a shudder of +remembrance, in which its works ran madly down.</p> + +<p>The old woman ended her supper, munching the lettuce-leaves thirstily in +her toothless mouth, and not casting so much as a crumb of the crusts to +the cat, who pitifully watched, and mutely implored, with great ravenous +amber-circled eyes. Then she took her stick and crept out of the +kitchen, her wooden shoes clacking loud on the bare red bricks.</p> + +<p>"Prayer did little to keep holy the other one," she muttered. "Unless, +indeed, the devil heard and answered."</p> + +<p>But Claudis Flamma for all that prayed on, entreating the mercy and +guidance of Heaven, whilst the gore dripped from the dead rabbit, and +the silent song-birds hung stiff upon the nail.</p> + +<p>"Thou hast a good laborer," said the old woman Pitchou, with curt +significance, to her master, meeting him in the raw of the dawn of the +morrow, as he drew the bolts from his house-door. "Take heed that thou +dost not drive her away, Flamma. One may beat a saddled mule safely, but +hardly so a wolf's cub."</p> + +<p>She passed out of the door as she spoke with mop and pail to wash down +the paved court outside; but her words abode with her master.</p> + +<p>He meddled no more with the wolf's cub.</p> + +<p>When Folle-Farine came down the stairs in the crisp, cool, +sweet-smelling spring morning that was breaking through the mists over +the land and water, he motioned to her to break her fast with the cold +porridge left from overnight, and looking at her from under his bent +brows with a glance that had some apprehension underneath its anger, +apportioned her a task for the early day with a few bitter words of +command; but he molested her no further, nor referred ever so faintly to +the scene of the past night.</p> + +<p>She ate her poor and tasteless meal in silence, and set about her +appointed labor without protest. So long as she should eat his bread, so +long she said to herself would she serve him. Thus much the pride and +honesty of her nature taught her was his due.</p> + +<p>He watched her furtively under his shaggy eyebrows. His instinct told +him that this nameless, dumb, captive, desert animal, which he had bound +as a beast of burden to his mill-wheels, had in some manner learned her +strength, and would not long remain content to be thus yoked and driven. +He had blinded her with the blindness of ignorance, and goaded her with +the goad of ignominy; but for all that, some way her bandaged eyes had +sought and found the light, some way her numbed hide had thrilled and +swerved beneath the barb.</p> + +<p>"She also is a saint; let God take her!" said the old man to himself in +savage irony, as he toiled among his mill-gear and his sacks.</p> + +<p>His heart was ever sore and in agony because his God had cheated him, +letting him hold as purest and holiest among women the daughter who had +betrayed him. In his way he prayed still; but chiefly his prayer was a +passionate upbraiding, a cynical reproach. She—his beloved, his marvel, +his choicest of maidens, his fairest and coldest of virgins—had escaped +him and duped him, and been a thing of passion and of foulness, of +treachery and of lust, all the while that he had worshiped her. +Therefore he hated every breathing thing; therefore he slew the birds in +their song, the insects in their summer bravery, the lamb in its +gambols, the rabbit in its play amidst the primroses. Therefore he cried +to the God whom he still believed in, "Thou lettest that which was pure +escape me to be defiled and be slaughtered, and now Thou lettest that +which is vile escape me to become beautiful and free and strong!" And +now and then, in this woe of his which was so pitiful and yet so brutal, +he glanced at her where she labored among the unbudded vines and +leafless fruit trees, and whetted a sickle on the whirling grindstone, +and felt its edge, and thought to himself. "She was devil-begotten. +Would it not be well once and for all to rid men of her?" For, he +reasoned, being thus conceived in infamy and branded from her birth +upward, how should she be ever otherwise than to men a curse?</p> + +<p>Where she went at her labors, to and fro among the bushes and by the +glancing water, she saw the steel hook and caught his sideway gaze, and +read his meditation.</p> + +<p>She laughed, and did not fear. Only she thought, "He shall not do it +till I have been back <i>there</i>."</p> + +<p>Before the day was done, thither she went.</p> + +<p>He had kept her close since the sunrise.</p> + +<p>Not sending her out on any of the errands to and fro the country, which +had a certain pleasure to her, because she gained by them liberty and +air, and the contentment of swift movement against fresh blowing winds. +Nor did he send her to the town. He employed her through ten whole hours +in outdoor garden labor, and in fetching and carrying from his yard to +his lofts, always within sight of his own quick eye, and within call of +his harsh voice.</p> + +<p>She did not revolt. She did what he bade her do swiftly and well. There +was no fault to find in any of her labors.</p> + +<p>When the last sack was carried, the last sod turned, the last burden +borne, the sun was sinking, he bade her roughly go indoors and winnow +last year's wheat in the store chambers till he should bid her cease.</p> + +<p>She came and stood before him, her eyes very quiet in their look of +patient strength.</p> + +<p>"I have worked from daybreak through to sunset," she said, slowly, to +him. "It is enough for man and beast. The rest I claim."</p> + +<p>Before he could reply she had leaped the low stone wall that parted the +timber-yard from the orchard, and was out of sight, flying far and fast +through the twilight of the boughs.</p> + +<p>He muttered a curse, and let her go. His head drooped on his breast, his +hands worked restlessly on the stone coping of the wall, his withered +lips muttered in wrath.</p> + +<p>"There is hell in her," he said to himself. "Let her go to her rightful +home. There is one thing——"</p> + +<p>"There is one thing?" echoed the old woman, hanging washed linen out to +dry on the boughs of the half-bloomed almond-shrubs.</p> + +<p>He gave a dreary, greedy, miser's chuckle:</p> + +<p>"One thing;—I have made the devil work for me hard and well ten whole +years through!"</p> + +<p>"The devil!" mumbled the woman Pitchou, in contemptuous iteration. "Dost +think the devil was ever such a fool as to work for thy wage of blows +and of black bread? Why, he rules the world, they say! And how should he +rule unless he paid his people well?"</p> + +<p>Folle-Farine fled on, through the calm woodlands, through the pastures +where the leek herds dreamed their days away, through the young wheat +and the springing colza, and the little fields all bright with promise +of the spring, and all the sunset's wealth of golden light.</p> + +<p>The league was but as a step to her, trained as her muscles were to +speed and strength until her feet were as fleet as are the doe's. When +she had gained her goal then only she paused, stricken with a sudden +shyness and terror of what she hardly knew.</p> + +<p>An instinct, rather than a thought, turned her towards a little +grass-hidden pool behind the granary, whose water never stirred, save by +a pigeon's rosy foot, or by a timid plover's beak, was motionless and +clear as any mirror.</p> + +<p>Instinct, rather than thought, bent her head over it, and taught her +eyes to seek her own reflection. It had a certain wonder in it to her +now that fascinated her with a curious indefinable attraction. For the +first time in her life she had thought of it, and done such slight +things as she could to make it greater. They were but few,—linen a +little whiter and less coarse—the dust shaken from her scarlet sash; +her bronze-hued hair burnished to richer darkness; a knot of wild +narcissi in her bosom gathered with the dew on them as she came through +the wood.</p> + +<p>This was all; yet this was something; something that showed the dawn of +human impulses, of womanly desires. As she looked, she blushed for her +own foolishness; and, with a quick hand, cast the white wood-flowers +into the center of the pool. It seemed to her now, though only a moment +earlier she had gathered them, so senseless and so idle to have decked +herself with their borrowed loveliness. As if for such things as these +he cared!</p> + +<p>Then, slowly, and with her head sunk, she entered his dwelling-place.</p> + +<p>Arslàn stood with his face turned from her, bending down over a trestle +of wood.</p> + +<p>He did not hear her as she approached; she drew quite close to him and +looked where she saw that he looked; down on the wooden bench. What she +saw were a long falling stream of light-hued hair, a gray still face, +closed eyes, and naked limbs, which did not stir save when his hand +moved them a little in their posture, and which then dropped from his +hold like lead.</p> + +<p>She did not shudder nor exclaim; she only looked with quiet and +incurious eyes. In the life of the poor such a sight has neither novelty +nor terror.</p> + +<p>It did not even seem strange to her to see it in such a place. He +started slightly as he grew sensible of her presence, and turned, and +threw a black cloth over the trestle.</p> + +<p>"Do not look there," he said to her. "I had forgotten you. +Otherwise——"</p> + +<p>"I have looked there. It is only a dead woman."</p> + +<p>"Only! What makes you say that?"</p> + +<p>"I do not know. There are many—are there not?"</p> + +<p>He looked at her in surprise seeing that this utter lack of interest or +curiosity was true and not assumed; that awe, and reverence, and dread, +and all emotions which rise in human hearts before the sight or memory +of death were wholly absent from her.</p> + +<p>"There are many indeed," he made answer, slowly. "Just there is the +toughest problem—it is the insect life of the world; it is the clouds +of human ephemeræ, begotten one summer day to die the next; it is the +millions on millions of men and women born, as it were, only to be +choked by the reek of cities, and then fade out to nothing; it is the +<i>numbers</i> that kill one's dreams of immortality!"</p> + +<p>She looked wearily up at him, not comprehending, and, indeed, he had +spoken to himself and not to her; she lifted up one corner of the cere +cloth and gazed a little while at the dead face, the face of a girl +young, and in a slight, soft, youthful manner, fair.</p> + +<p>"It is Fortis, the ragpicker's daughter," she said, indifferently, and +dropped back the sheltering cloth. She did not know what nor why she +envied, and yet she was jealous of this white dead thing that abode +there so peacefully and so happily with the caress of his touch on its +calm limbs.</p> + +<p>"Yes," he answered her. "It is his daughter. She died twenty hours +ago,—of low fever, they say—famine, no doubt."</p> + +<p>"Why do you have her here?" She felt no sorrow for the dead girl; the +girl had mocked and jibed her many a time as a dark witch devil-born; +she only felt a jealous and restless hatred of her intrusion here.</p> + +<p>"The dead sit to me often," he said, with a certain smile that had +sadness and yet coldness in it.</p> + +<p>"Why?"</p> + +<p>"That they may tell me the secrets of life."</p> + +<p>"Do they tell them?"</p> + +<p>"A few;—most they keep. See,—I paint death; I must watch it to paint +it. It is dreary work, you think? It is not so to me. The surgeon seeks +his kind of truth; I seek mine. The man Fortis came to me on the +riverside last night. He said to me, 'You like studying the dead, they +say; have my dead for a copper coin. I am starving;—and it cannot hurt +her.' So I gave him the coin—though I am as poor as he—and I took the +dead woman. Why do you look like that? It is nothing to you; the girl +shall go to her grave when I have done with her."</p> + +<p>She bent her head in assent. It was nothing to her; and yet it filled +her with a cruel feverish jealousy, it weighed on her with a curious +pain.</p> + +<p>She did not care for the body lying there—it had been but the other day +that the dead girl had shot her lips out at her in mockery and called +her names from a balcony in an old ruined house as the boat drifted past +it; but there passed over her a dreary shuddering remembrance that she, +likewise, might one day lie thus before him and be no more to him than +this. The people said that he who studied death, brought death.</p> + +<p>The old wistful longing that had moved her, when Marcellin had died, to +lay her down in the cool water and let it take her to long sleep and to +complete forgetfulness returned to her again. Since the dead were of +value to him, best, she thought, be of them, and lie here in that dumb +still serenity, caressed by his touch and his regard. For, in a manner, +she was jealous of this woman, as of some living rival who had, in her +absence, filled her place and been of use to him and escaped his +thought.</p> + +<p>Any ghastliness or inhumanity in this search of his for the truth of his +art amidst the frozen limbs and rigid muscles of a corpse, never +occurred to her. To her he was like a deity; to her these poor weak +shreds of broken human lives, these fragile empty vessels, whose wine of +life had been spilled like water that runs to waste, seemed beyond +measurement to be exalted when deemed by him of value.</p> + +<p>She would have thought no more of grudging them if his employ and in his +service than priests of Isis or of Eleusis would have begrudged the +sacrificed lives of beasts and birds that smoked upon their temple +altars. To die at his will and be of use to him;—this seemed to her the +most supreme glory fate could hold; and she envied the ragpicker's +daughter lying there in such calm content.</p> + +<p>"Why do you look so much at her?" he said at length. "I shall do her no +harm; if I did, what would she know?"</p> + +<p>"I was not thinking of her," she answered slowly, with a certain +perplexed pain upon her face. "I was thinking I might be of more use to +you if I were dead. You must not kill me, because men would hurt you for +that; but, if you wish, I will kill myself to-night. I have often +thought of it lately."</p> + +<p>He started at the strangeness and the suddenness of the words spoken +steadily and with perfect sincerity and simplicity in the dialect of the +district, with no sense in their speaker of anything unusual being +offered in them. His eyes tried to search the expression of her face +with greater interest and curiosity than they had ever done; and they +gained from their study but little.</p> + +<p>For the innumerable emotions awakening in her were only dimly shadowed +there, and had in them the confusion of all imperfect expression. He +could not tell whether here was a great soul struggling through the +bonds of an intense ignorance and stupefaction, or whether there were +only before him an animal perfect, wonderfully perfect, in its physical +development, but mindless as any clod of earth.</p> + +<p>He did not know how to answer her.</p> + +<p>"Why should you think of death?" he said at last. "Is your life so +bitter to you?"</p> + +<p>She stared at him.</p> + +<p>"Is a beaten dog's bitter? or is a goaded ox's sweet?"</p> + +<p>"But you are so young,—and you are handsome, and a woman?"</p> + +<p>She laughed a little.</p> + +<p>"A woman! Marcellin said that."</p> + +<p>"Well! What is there strange in saying it?"</p> + +<p>She pointed to the corpse which the last sunrays were brightening, till +the limbs were as alabaster and the hair was as gold.</p> + +<p>"That was a woman—a creature that is white and rose, and has yellow +hair and laughs in the faces of men, and has a mother that kisses her +lips, and sees the children come to play at her knees. I am not one. I +am a devil, they say."</p> + +<p>His mouth smiled with a touch of sardonic humor, whose acrimony and +whose irony escaped her.</p> + +<p>"What have you done so good, or so great, that your world should call +you so?"</p> + +<p>Her eyes clouded and lightened alternately.</p> + +<p>"You do not believe that I am a devil?"</p> + +<p>"How should I tell? If you covet the title claim it,—you have a +right,—you are a woman!"</p> + +<p>"Always a woman!" she muttered with disappointment and with impatience.</p> + +<p>"Always a woman," he echoed as he pointed to the god Hermes. "And there +is your creator."</p> + +<p>"<i>He!</i>"</p> + +<p>She looked rapidly and wistfully at the white-winged god.</p> + +<p>"Yes. He made Woman; for he made her mind out of treachery and her words +out of the empty wind. Hephæstus made her heart, fusing for it brass and +iron. Their work has worn well. It has not changed in all these ages. +But what is your history? Go and lie yonder, where you were last night, +and tell me your story while I work."</p> + +<p>She obeyed him and told him what she knew; lying there, where he had +motioned her, in the shadow under the figures of the three grandsons of +Chaos. He listened, and wrought on at her likeness.</p> + +<p>The story, as she told it in her curt imperfect words, was plain enough +to him, though to herself obscure. It had in some little measure a +likeness to his own.</p> + +<p>It awakened a certain compassion for her in his heart, which was rarely +moved to anything like pity. For to him nature was so much and man so +little, the one so majestic and so exhaustless, the other so small and +so ephemeral, that human wants and human woes touched him but very +slightly. His own, even at their darkest, moved him rather to +self-contempt than to self-compassion, for these were evils of the body +and of the senses.</p> + +<p>As a boy he had had no ear to the wail of the frozen and famishing +people wandering homeless over the waste of drifted snow, where but the +night before a village had nestled in the mountain hollow; all his +senses had been given in a trance of awe and rapture to the voices of +the great winds sweeping down from the heights through the pine-forests, +and the furious seas below gnashing and raging on the wreck-strewn +strand. It was with these last that he had had kinship and communion: +these endured always; but for the men they slew, what were they more in +the great sum of time than forest-leaves or ocean driftwood?</p> + +<p>And, indeed, to those who are alive to the nameless, universal, eternal +soul which breathes in all the grasses of the fields, and beams in the +eyes of all creatures of earth and air, and throbs in the living light +of palpitating stars, and thrills through the young sap of forest trees, +and stirs in the strange <i>loves</i> of wind-borne plants, and hums in every +song of the bee, and burns in every quiver of the flame, and peoples +with sentient myriads every drop of dew that gathers on a harebell, +every bead of water that ripples in a brook—to these the mortal life of +man can seem but little, save at once the fiercest and the feeblest +thing that does exist; at once the most cruel and the most impotent; +tyrant of direst destruction and bondsman of lowest captivity. Hence +pity entered very little into his thoughts at any time; the perpetual +torture of life did indeed perplex him, as it perplexes every thinking +creature, with wonder at the universal bitterness that taints all +creation, at the universal death whereby all forms of life are nurtured, +at the universal anguish of all existence which daily and nightly +assails the unknown God in piteous protest at the inexorable laws of +inexplicable miseries and mysteries. But because such suffering was thus +universal, therefore he almost ceased to feel pity for it; of the two he +pitied the beasts far more than the human kind:—the horse staggering +beneath the lash in all the feebleness of hunger, lameness, and old age; +the ox bleeding from the goad on the hard furrows, or stumbling through +the hooting crowd, blind, footsore and shivering to its last home in the +slaughter-house; the dog, yielding up its noble life inch by inch under +the tortures of the knife, loyally licking the hand of the vivisector +while he drove his probe through its quivering nerves; the unutterable +hell in which all these gentle, kindly and long-suffering creatures +dwelt for the pleasure or the vanity, the avarice or the brutality of +men,—these he pitied perpetually, with a tenderness for them that was +the softest thing in all his nature.</p> + +<p>But when he saw men and women suffer he often smiled, not ill pleased. +It seemed to him that the worst they could ever endure was only such +simple retribution, such mere fair measure of all the agonies they cast +broadcast.</p> + +<p>Therefore he pitied her now for what repulsed all others from her—that +she had so little apparent humanity, and that she was so like an animal +in her strength and weakness, and in her ignorance of both her rights +and wrongs. Therefore he pitied her; and there was that in her strange +kind of beauty, in her half-savage, half-timid attitudes, in her curt, +unlearned, yet picturesque speech, which attracted him. Besides, +although solitude was his preference, he had been for more than two +years utterly alone, his loneliness broken only by the companionship of +boors, with whom he had not had one thought in common. The extreme +poverty in which the latter months of his life had been passed, had +excluded him from all human society, since he could have sought none +without betraying his necessities. The alms-seeking visit of some man +even more famished and desperate than himself, such as the ragpicker who +had brought the dead girl to him for a few brass coins, had been the +only relief to the endless monotony of his existence, a relief that made +such change in it worse than its continuance.</p> + +<p>In Folle-Farine, for the first time in two long, bitter, colorless, +hated years, there was something which aroused his interest and his +curiosity, some one to whom impulse led him to speak the thoughts of his +mind with little concealment. She seemed, indeed, scarcely more than a +wild beast, half tamed, inarticulate, defiant, shy, it might be even, if +aroused, ferocious; but it was an animal whose eyes dilated in +quickening sympathy with all his moods, and an animal whom, at a glance, +he knew would, in time, crawl to him or combat for him as he chose.</p> + +<p>He talked to her now, much on the same impulse that moves a man, long +imprisoned, to converse with the spider that creeps on the floor, with +the mouse that drinks from his pitcher, and makes him treat like an +intelligent being the tiny flower growing blue and bright between the +stones, which is all that brings life into his loneliness.</p> + +<p>The prison door once flung open, the sunshine once streaming across the +darkness, the fetters once struck off, the captive once free to go out +again among his fellows, then—the spider is left to miss the human love +that it has learnt, the mouse is left to die of thirst, the little blue +flower is left to fade out as it may in the stillness and the gloom +alone. Then they are nothing: but while the prison doors are still +locked they are much.</p> + +<p>Here the jailer was poverty, and the prison was the world's neglect, and +they who lay bound were high hopes, great aspirations, impossible +dreams, immeasurable ambitions, all swathed and fettered, and straining +to be free with dumb, mad force against bonds that would not break.</p> + +<p>And in these, in their bondage, there were little patience, or sympathy, +or softness, and to them, even nature itself at times looked horrible, +though never so horrible, because never so despicable, as humanity. +Yet, still even in these an instinct of companionship abided; and this +creature, with a woman's beauty, and an animal's fierceness and +innocence, was in a manner welcome.</p> + +<p>"Why were women ever made, then?" she said, after awhile, following, +though imperfectly, the drift of his last words, where she lay stretched +obedient to his will, under the shadow of the wall.</p> + +<p>He smiled the smile of one who recalls some story he has heard from the +raving lips of some friend fever-stricken.</p> + +<p>"Once, long ago, in the far East, there dwelt a saint in the desert. He +was content in his solitude: he was holy and at peace: the honey of the +wild bee and the fruit of the wild tamarisk-tree sufficed to feed him; +the lions were his ministers, and the hyenas were his slaves; the eagle +flew down for his blessing, and the winds and the storms were his +messengers; he had killed the beast in him, and the soul alone had +dominion; and day and night, upon the lonely air, he breathed the praise +of God.</p> + +<p>"Years went with him thus, and he grew old, and he said to himself, 'I +have lived content; so shall I die purified, and ready for the kingdom +of heaven.' For it was in the day when that wooden god, who hangs on the +black cross yonder, was not a lifeless effigy, as now, but had a name of +power and of might, adjuring which, his people smiled under torture, and +died in the flame, dreaming of a land where the sun never set, and the +song never ceased, and the faithful forever were at rest.</p> + +<p>"So the years, I say, went by with him, and he was glad and at peace.</p> + +<p>"One night, when the thunder rolled and the rain torrents fell, to the +door of his cave there came a wayfarer, fainting, sickly, lame, +trembling with terror of the desert, and beseeching him to save her from +the panthers.</p> + +<p>"He was loth, and dreaded to accede to her prayer, for he said, +'Wheresoever a woman enters, there the content of a man is dead.' But +she was in dire distress, and entreated him with tears and supplications +not to turn her adrift for the lightning and the lions to devour: and he +felt the old human pity steal on him, and he opened the door to her, +and bade her enter and be at sanctuary there in God's name.</p> + +<p>"But when she had entered, age, and sickness, and want fell from off +her, her eyes grew as two stars, her lips were sweet as the rose of the +desert, her limbs had the grace of the cheetah, her body had the +radiance and the fragrance of frankincense on an altar of gold. And she +laughed in his beard, and cried, saying, 'Thou thinkest thou hast lived, +and yet thou hast not loved! Oh, sage! oh, saint! oh, fool, fool, fool!' +Then into his veins there rushed youth, and into his brain there came +madness; the life he had led seemed but death, and eternity loathsome +since passionless; and he stretched his arms to her and sought to +embrace her, crying, 'Stay with me, though I buy thee with hell.' And +she stayed.</p> + +<p>"But when the morning broke she left him laughing, gliding like a +phantom from his arms, and out into the red sunlight, and across the +desert sand, laughing, laughing, always, and mocking him whilst she +beckoned. He pursued her, chasing her through the dawn, through the +noon, through the night. He never found her; she had vanished as the +rose of the rainbow fades out of the sky.</p> + +<p>"He searched for her in every city, and in every land. Some say he +searches still, doomed to live on through every age and powerless to +die."</p> + +<p>He had a certain power over words as over color. Like all true painters, +the fiber of his mind was sensuous and poetic, though the quality of +passionate imagination was in him welded with a coldness and a stillness +of temper born in him with his northern blood. He had dwelt much in the +Asiatic countries, and much of the philosophies and much of the +phraseology of the East remained with him. Something even there seemed +in him of the mingled asceticism and sensualism, the severe self-denial, +with the voluptuous fancy of the saints who once had peopled the deserts +in which he had in turn delighted to dwell, free and lonely, scorning +women and deserting men. He spoke seldom, being by nature silent; but +when he did speak, his language was unconsciously varied into +picture-like formations.</p> + +<p>She listened breathless, with the color in her cheeks and the fire +brooding in her eyes, her unformed mind catching the swift shadowy +allegories of his tale by force of the poetic instincts in her.</p> + +<p>No one had ever talked to her thus; and yet it seemed clear to her and +beautiful, like the story that the great sunflowers told as they swayed +to and fro in the light, like the song that the bright brook-water sung +as it purred and sparkled under the boughs.</p> + +<p>"That is true?" she said, suddenly, at length.</p> + +<p>"It is a saint's story in substance; it is true in spirit for all time."</p> + +<p>Her breath came with a sharp, swift, panting sound. She was blinded with +the new light that broke in on her.</p> + +<p>"If I be a woman, shall I, then, be such a woman as that?"</p> + +<p>Arslàn rested his eyes on her with a grave, half-sad, half-sardonic +smile.</p> + +<p>"Why not? You are the devil's daughter, you say. Of such are men's +kingdom of heaven!"</p> + +<p>She pondered long upon his answer; she could not comprehend it; she had +understood the parable of his narrative, yet the passion of it had +passed by her, and the evil shut in it had escaped her.</p> + +<p>"Do, then, men love what destroys them?" she asked, slowly.</p> + +<p>"Always!" he made answer, still with that same smile as of one who +remembers hearkening to the delirious ravings round him in a madhouse +through which he has walked—himself sane—in a bygone time.</p> + +<p>"I do not want love," she said, suddenly, while her brain, half strong, +half feeble, struggled to fit her thoughts to words. "I want—I want to +have power, as the priest has on the people when he says, 'Pray!' and +they pray."</p> + +<p>"Power!" he echoed, as the devotee echoes the name of his god. "Who does +not? But do you think the woman that tempted the saint had none? If ever +you reach that kingdom such power will become yours."</p> + +<p>A proud glad exultation swept over her face for a moment. It quickly +faded. She did not believe in a future. How many times had she not, +since the hand of Claudis Flamma first struck her, prayed with all the +passion of a child's dumb agony that the dominion of her Father's power +might come to her? And the great Evil had never hearkened. He, whom all +men around her feared, had made her no sign that he heard, but left her +to blows, to solitude, to continual hunger, to perpetual toil.</p> + +<p>"I have prayed to the devil again and again and he will not hear," she +muttered. "Marcellin says that he has ears for all. But for me he has +none."</p> + +<p>"He has too much to do to hear all. All the nations of the earth beseech +him. Yonder man on the cross they adjure with their mouths indeed; but +it is your god only whom in their hearts they worship. See how the +Christ hangs his head: he is so weary of lip service."</p> + +<p>"But since they give the Christ so many temples, why do they raise none +to the devil?"</p> + +<p>"Chut! No man builds altars to his secret god. Look you: I will tell you +another story: once, in an Eastern land, there was a temple dedicated to +all the various deities of all the peoples that worshiped under the sun. +There were many statues and rare ones; statues of silver and gold, of +ivory, and agate, and chalcedony, and there were altars raised before +all, on which every nation offered up sacrifice and burned incense +before its divinity.</p> + +<p>"Now, no nation would look at the god of another; and each people +clustered about the feet of its own fetich, and glorified it, crying +out, 'There is no god but this god.'</p> + +<p>"The noise was fearful, and the feuds were many, and the poor king, +whose thought it had been to erect such a temple, was confounded, and +very sorrowful, and murmured, saying, 'I dreamed to beget universal +peace and tolerance and harmony; and lo! there come of my thought +nothing but discord and war.'</p> + +<p>"Then to him there came a stranger, veiled, and claiming no country, and +he said, 'You were mad to dream religion could ever be peace, yet, be +not disquieted; give me but a little place and I will erect an altar +whereat all men shall worship, leaving their own gods.'</p> + +<p>"The king gave him permission; and he raised up a simple stone, and on +it he wrote, 'To the Secret Sin!' and, being a sorcerer, he wrote with +a curious power, that showed the inscription to the sight of each man, +but blinded him whilst he gazed on it to all sight of his fellows.</p> + +<p>"And each man forsook his god, and came and kneeled before this nameless +altar, each bowing down before it, and each believing himself in +solitude. The poor forsaken gods stood naked and alone; there was not +one man left to worship one of them."</p> + +<p>She listened; her eloquent eyes fixed on him, her lips parted, her fancy +fantastic and full of dreams, strengthened by loneliness, and unbridled +through ignorance, steeping itself in every irony and every fantasy, and +every shred of knowledge that Chance; her only teacher, cast to her.</p> + +<p>She sat thinking, full of a vague sad pity for that denied and forsaken +God on the cross, by the river, such as she had never felt before, since +she had always regarded him as the symbol of cruelty, of famine, and of +hatred; not knowing that these are only the colors which all deities +alike reflect from the hearts of the peoples that worship them.</p> + +<p>"If I had a god," she said, suddenly, "if a god cared to claim me—I +would be proud of his worship everywhere."</p> + +<p>Arslàn smiled.</p> + +<p>"All women have a god; that is why they are at once so much weaker and +so much happier than men."</p> + +<p>"Who are their gods?"</p> + +<p>"Their name is legion. Innocent women make gods of their offspring, of +their homes, of their housework, of their duties; and are as cruel as +tigresses meanwhile to all outside the pale of their temples. +Others—less innocent—make gods of their own forms and faces; of bright +stones dug from the earth, of vessels of gold and silver, of purple and +fine linen, of passions, and vanities, and desires; gods that they +consume themselves for in their youth, and that they curse, and beat, +and upbraid in the days of their age. Which of these gods will be +yours?"</p> + +<p>She thought awhile.</p> + +<p>"None of them," she said at last.</p> + +<p>"None? What will you put in their stead, then?"</p> + +<p>She thought gravely some moments again. Although a certain terse and +even poetic utterance was the shape which her spoken imaginations +naturally took at all times, ignorance and solitude had made it hard for +her aptly to marry her thoughts to words.</p> + +<p>"I do not know," she said, wearily. "Marcellin says that God is deaf. He +must be deaf—or very cruel. Look; everything lives in pain; and yet no +God pities and makes an end of the earth. I would—if I were He. +Look—at dawn, the other day, I was out in the wood. I came upon a +little rabbit in a trap; a little, pretty, soft black-and-white thing, +quite young. It was screaming in its horrible misery; it had been +screaming all night. Its thighs were broken in the iron teeth; +the trap held it tight; it could not escape, it could only +scream—scream—scream. All in vain. Its God never heard. When I got it +free it was mangled as if a wolf had gnawed it; the iron teeth had +bitten through the fur, and the flesh, and the bone; it had lost so much +blood, and it was in so much pain, that it could not live. I laid it +down in the bracken, and put water to its mouth, and did what I could; +but it was of no use. It had been too much hurt. It died as the sun +rose; a little, harmless, shy, happy thing, you know, that never killed +any creature, and only asked to nibble a leaf or two, or sleep in a +little round hole, and run about merry and free. How can one care for a +god since all gods let these things be?"</p> + +<p>Arslàn smiled as he heard.</p> + +<p>"Child,—men care for a god only as a god means a good to them. Men are +heirs of heaven, they say; and, in right of their heritage, they make +life hell to every living thing that dares dispute the world with them. +You do not understand that,—tut! You are not human, then. If you were +human, you would begrudge a blade of grass to a rabbit, and arrogate to +yourself a lease of immortality."</p> + +<p>She did not understand him; but she felt that she was honored by him, +and not scorned as others scorned her, for being thus unlike humanity. +It was a bitter perplexity to her, this earth on which she had been +flung amidst an alien people; that she should suffer herself seemed +little to her, it had become as a second nature; but the sufferings of +all the innumerable tribes of creation, things of the woods, and the +field, and the waters, and the sky, that toiled and sweated and were +hunted, and persecuted and wrenched in torment, and finally perished to +gratify the appetites or the avarice of humanity—these sufferings were +horrible to her always: inexplicable, hideous, unpardonable,—a crime +for which she hated God and Man.</p> + +<p>"There is no god pitiful, then?" she said, at length; "no god—not one?"</p> + +<p>"Only those Three," he answered her as he motioned towards the three +brethren that watched above her.</p> + +<p>"Are they your gods?"</p> + +<p>A smile that moved her to a certain fear of him passed a moment over his +mouth.</p> + +<p>"My gods?—No. They are the gods of youth and of age—not of manhood."</p> + +<p>"What is yours, then?"</p> + +<p>"Mine?—a Moloch who consumes my offspring, yet in whose burning brazen +hands I have put them and myself—forever."</p> + +<p>She looked at him in awe and in reverence. She imagined him the priest +of some dark and terrible religion, for whose sake he passed his years +in solitude and deprivation, and by whose powers he created the wondrous +shapes that rose and bloomed around him.</p> + +<p>"Those are gentler gods?" she said, timidly, raising her eyes to the +brethren above her. "Do you never—will you never—worship them?"</p> + +<p>"I have ceased to worship them. In time—when the world has utterly +beaten me—no doubt I shall pray to one at least of them. To that one, +see, the eldest of the brethren, who holds his torch turned downward."</p> + +<p>"And that god is——"</p> + +<p>"Death!"</p> + +<p>She was silent.</p> + +<p>Was this god not her god also? Had she not chosen him from all the rest +and cast her life down at his feet for this man's sake?</p> + +<p>"He must never know, he must never know," she said again in her heart.</p> + +<p>And Thanatos she knew would not betray her; for Thanatos keeps all the +secrets of men,—he who alone of all the gods reads the truths of men's +souls, and smiles and shuts them in the hollow of his hand, and lets the +braggart Time fly on with careless feet above a million graves, telling +what lies he will to please the world a little space. Thanatos holds +silence, and can wait; for him must all things ripen and to him must all +things fall at last.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2>CHAPTER V.</h2> + + +<p>When she left him that night, and went homeward, he trimmed his lamp and +returned to his labors of casting and modeling from the body of the +ragpicker's daughter. The work soon absorbed him too entirely to leave +any memory with him of the living woman. He did not know—and had he +known would not have heeded—that instead of going on her straight path +back to Yprès she turned again, and, hidden among the rushes upon the +bank, crouched, half sitting and half kneeling, to watch him from the +riverside.</p> + +<p>It was all dark and still without; nothing came near, except now and +then some hobbled mule turned out to forage for his evening meal or some +night-browsing cattle straying out of bounds. Once or twice a barge went +slowly and sullenly by, its single light twinkling across the breadth of +the stream, and the voices of its steersman calling huskily through the +fog. A drunken peasant staggered across the fields singing snatches of a +republican march that broke roughly on the silence of the night. The +young lambs bleated to their mothers in the meadows, and the bells of +the old clock towers in the town chimed the quarters with a Laus Deo in +which all their metal tongues joined musically.</p> + +<p>She remained there undisturbed among the long grasses and the tufts of +the reeds, gazing always into the dimly-lighted interior where the pale +rays of the oil flame lit up the white forms of the gods, the black +shadows of the columns, the shapes of the wrestling lion and the +strangled gladiator, the gray stiff frame and hanging hair of the dead +body, and the bending figure of Arslàn as he stooped above the corpse +and pursued the secret powers of his art into the hidden things of +death.</p> + +<p>To her there seemed nothing terrible in a night thus spent, in a vigil +thus ghastly; it seemed to her only a part of his strength thus to make +death—men's conqueror—his servant and his slave; she only begrudged +every passionless touch that his grasp gave to those frozen and rigid +limbs which he moved to and fro like so much clay; she only envied with +a jealous thirst every cold caress that his hand lent to that loose and +lifeless hair which he swept aside like so much flax.</p> + +<p>He did not see; he did not know. To him she was no more than any +bronze-winged, golden-eyed insect that should have floated in on a night +breeze and been painted by him and been cast out again upon the +darkness.</p> + +<p>He worked more than half the night—worked until the small store of oil +he possessed burned itself out, and left the hall to the feeble light of +a young moon shining through dense vapors. He dropped his tools, and +rose and walked to and fro on the width of the great stone floor. His +hands felt chilled to the bone with the contact of the dead flesh; his +breathing felt oppressed with the heavy humid air that lay like ice upon +his lungs.</p> + +<p>The dead woman was nothing to him. He had not once thought of the youth +that had perished in her; of the laughter that hunger had hushed forever +on the colorless lips; of the passion blushes that had died out forever +on the ashen cheeks; of the caressing hands of mother and of lover that +must have wandered among that curling hair; of the children that should +have slept on that white breast so smooth and cold beneath his hand. For +these he cared nothing, and thought as little. The dead girl for him had +neither sex nor story; and he had studied all phases and forms of death +too long to be otherwise than familiar with them all. Yet a certain +glacial despair froze his heart as he left her body lying there in the +flicker of the struggling moonbeams, and, himself, pacing to and fro in +his solitude, suffered a greater bitterness than death in his doom of +poverty and of obscurity.</p> + +<p>The years of his youth had gone in fruitless labor, and the years of his +manhood were gliding after them, and yet he had failed so utterly to +make his mark upon his generation that he could only maintain his life +by the common toil of the common hand-laborer, and, if he died on the +morrow, there would not be one hand stretched out to save any one work +of his creation from the housewife's fires or the lime-burner's furnace.</p> + +<p>Cold to himself as to all others, he said bitterly in his soul, "What is +Failure except Feebleness? And what is it to miss one's mark except to +aim wildly and weakly?"</p> + +<p>He told himself that harsh and inexorable truth a score of times, again +and again, as he walked backward and forward in the solitude which only +that one dead woman shared.</p> + +<p>He told himself that he was a madman, a fool, who spent his lifetime in +search and worship of a vain eidolon. He told himself that there must be +in him some radical weakness, some inalienable fault, that he could not +in all these years find strength enough to compel the world of men to +honor him. Agony overcame him as he thought and thought and thought, +until he scorned himself; the supreme agony of a strong nature that for +once mistrusts itself as feebleness, of a great genius that for once +despairs of itself as self-deception.</p> + +<p>Had he been the fool of his vanities all his youth upward; and had his +fellow-men been only wise and clear of sight when they had denied him +and refused to see excellence in any work of his hand? Almost, he told +himself, it must be so.</p> + +<p>He paused by the open casement, and looked outward, scarcely knowing +what he did. The mists were heavy; the air was loaded with damp +exhalations; the country was profoundly still; above-head only a few +stars glimmered here and there through the haze. The peace, the +silence, the obscurity were abhorrent to him; they seemed to close upon +him, and imprison him; far away were the lands and the cities of men +that he had known, far away were all the color and the strength and the +strain and the glory of living; it seemed to him as though he were dead +also, like the woman on the trestle yonder; dead in some deep sea-grave +where the weight of the waters kept him down and held his hands +powerless, and shut his eyelids from all sight, while the living voices +and the living footsteps of men came dimly on his ear from the world +above: voices, not one of which uttered his name; footsteps, not one of +which paused by his tomb.</p> + +<p>It grew horrible to him—this death in life, to which in the freshness +of manhood he found himself condemned.</p> + +<p>"Oh, God!" he, who believed in no God, muttered half aloud, "let me be +without love, wealth, peace, health, gladness, all my life long—let me +be crippled, childless, beggared, hated to the latest end of my days. +Give me only to be honored in my works; give me only a name that men +cannot, if they wish, let die."</p> + +<p>Whether any hearer greater than man heard the prayer, who shall say? +Daily and nightly, through all the generations of the world, the human +creature implores from his Creator the secrets of his existence, and +asks in vain. There is one answer indeed; but it is the answer of all +the million races of the universe, which only cry, "We are born but to +perish; is Humanity a thing so high and pure that it should claim +exemption from the universal and inexorable law?"</p> + +<p>One mortal listener heard, hidden among the hollow sighing rushes, +bathed in the moonlight and the mists; and the impersonal passion which +absorbed him found echo in this inarticulate imperfect soul, just +wakened in its obscurity to the first faint meanings of its mortal life +as a nest-bird rouses in the dawn to the first faint pipe of its +involuntary cry.</p> + +<p>She barely knew what he sought, what he asked, and yet her heart ached +with his desire, and shared the bitterness of his denial. What kind of +life he craved in the ages to come; what manner of remembrance he +yearned for from unborn races of man; what thing it was that he +besought should be given to him in the stead of all love, all peace, all +personal woes and physical delights, she did not know; the future to her +had no meaning; and the immortal fame that he craved was an unknown god, +of whose worship she had no comprehension; and yet she vaguely felt that +what he sought was that his genius still should live when his body +should be destroyed, and that those mute, motionless, majestic shapes +which arose at his bidding should become characters and speak for him to +all the generations of men when his own mouth should be sealed dumb in +death.</p> + +<p>This hunger of the soul which unmanned and tortured him, though the +famine of the flesh had had no power to move him, thrilled her with the +instinct of its greatness. This thirst of the mind, which could not +slake itself in common desire or sensual satiety, or any peace and +pleasure of the ordinary life of man, had likeness in it to that dim +instinct which had made her nerves throb at the glories of the changing +skies, and her eyes fill with tears at the sound of a bird's singing in +the darkness of dawn, and her heart yearn with vain nameless longing as +for some lost land, for some forgotten home, in the radiant hush of +earth and air at sunrise. He suffered as she suffered; and a sweet +newborn sense of unity and of likeness stirred in her amidst the bitter +pity of her soul. To her he was as a king: and yet he was powerless. To +give him power she would have died a thousand deaths.</p> + +<p>"The gods gave me life for him," she thought. "His life instead of mine. +Will they forget?—Will they forget?"</p> + +<p>And where she crouched in the gloom beneath the bulrushes she flung +herself down prostrate in supplication, her face buried in the long damp +river-grass.</p> + +<p>"Oh, Immortals," she implored, in benighted, wistful, passionate faith, +"remember to give me his life and take mine. Do what you choose with me; +forsake me, kill me; cast my body to fire, and my ashes to the wind; let +me be trampled like the dust, and despised as the chaff; let me be +bruised, beaten, nameless, hated always; let me always suffer and +always be scorned; but grant me this one thing—to give him his desire!"</p> + +<p>Unless the gods gave him greatness, she knew that vain would be the gift +of life—the gift of mere length of years which she had bought for him.</p> + +<p>Her mind had been left blank as a desert, whilst in its solitude dreams +had sprung forth windsown, like wayside grasses, and vague desires +wandered like wild doves: but although blank, the soil was rich and deep +and virgin.</p> + +<p>Because she had dwelt sundered from her kind she had learned no evil: a +stainless though savage innocence had remained with her. She had been +reared in hardship and inured to hunger until such pangs seemed to her +scarce worth the counting save perhaps to see if they had been borne +with courage and without murmur. On her, profoundly unconscious of the +meaning of any common luxury or any common comfort, the passions of +natures, more worldly-wise and better aware of the empire of gold, had +no hold at any moment. To toil dully and be hungry and thirsty, and +fatigued and footsore, had been her daily portion. She knew nothing of +the innumerable pleasures and powers that the rich command. She knew +scarcely of the existence of the simplest forms of civilization: +therefore she knew nothing of all that he missed through poverty; she +only perceived, by an unerring instinct of appreciation, all that he +gained through genius.</p> + +<p>Her mind was profoundly ignorant; her character trained by cruelty only +to endurance: yet the soil was not rank but only untilled, not barren +but only unsown; nature had made it generous, though fate had left it +untilled; it grasped the seed of the first great idea cast to it and +held it firm, until it multiplied tenfold.</p> + +<p>The imagined danger to them which the peasants had believed to exist in +her had been as a strong buckler between the true danger to her from the +defilement of their companionship and example. They had cursed her as +they had passed, and their curses had been her blessing. Blinded and +imprisoned instincts had always moved in her to the great and the good +things of which no man had taught her in anywise.</p> + +<p>Left to herself, and uncontaminated by humanity, because proscribed by +it, she had known no teachers of any sort save the winds and the waters, +the sun and the moon, the daybreak and the night, and these had breathed +into her an unconscious heroism, a changeless patience, a fearless +freedom, a strange tenderness and callousness united. Ignorant though +she was, and abandoned to the darkness of all the superstitions and the +sullen stupor amidst which her lot was cast, there was yet that in her +which led her to veneration of the purpose of his life.</p> + +<p>He desired not happiness nor tenderness, nor bodily ease, nor sensual +delight, but only this one thing—a name that should not perish from +among the memories of men.</p> + +<p>And this desire seemed to her sublime, divine; not comprehending it she +yet revered it. She, who had seen the souls of the men around her set on +a handful of copper coin, a fleece of wool, a load of fruit, a petty +pilfering, a small gain in commerce, saw the greatness of a hero's +sacrifice in this supreme self-negation which was willing to part with +every personal joy and every physical pleasure, so that only the works +of his hand might live, and his thoughts be uttered in them when his +body should be destroyed.</p> + +<p>It is true that the great artist is as a fallen god who remembers a time +when worlds arose at his breath, and at his bidding the barren lands +blossomed into fruitfulness; the sorcery of the thyrsus is still his, +though weakened.</p> + +<p>The powers of lost dominions haunt his memory; the remembered glory of +an eternal sun is in his eyes, and makes the light of common day seem +darkness; the heart-sickness of a long exile weighs on him; incessantly +he labors to overtake the mirage of a loveliness which fades as he +pursues it. In the poetic creation by which the bondage of his material +life is redeemed, he finds at once ecstasy and disgust, because he feels +at once his strength and weakness. For him all things of earth and air, +and sea and cloud, have beauty; and to his ear all voices of the +forest-land and water-world are audible.</p> + +<p>He is as a god, since he can call into palpable shape dreams born of +impalpable thought; as a god, since he has known the truth divested of +lies, and has stood face to face with it, and been not afraid; a god +thus. But a cripple inasmuch as his hand can never fashion the shapes +which his vision beholds; and alien because he has lost what he never +will find upon earth; a beast, since ever and again his passions will +drag him to wallow in the filth of sensual indulgence; a slave, since +oftentimes the divinity that is in him breaks and bends under the +devilry that also is in him, and he obeys the instincts of vileness, and +when he would fain bless the nations he curses them.</p> + +<p>Some vague perception of this dawned on her; the sense was in her to +feel the beauty of art, and to be awed by it though she could not have +told what it was, nor why she cared for it. And the man who ministered +to it, who ruled it, and yet obeyed it, seemed to her ennobled with a +greatness that was the grandest thing her blank and bitter life had +known. This was all wonderful, dreamful, awful to her, and yet in a +half-savage, half-poetic way, she comprehended the one object of his +life, and honored it without doubt or question.</p> + +<p>No day from that time passed by without her spending the evening hours +under the roof of the haunted corn-tower.</p> + +<p>She toiled all the other hours through, from the earliest time that the +first flush of day lightened the starlit skies; did not he toil too? But +when the sun set she claimed her freedom; and her taskmaster did not +dare to say her nay.</p> + +<p>A new and wondrous and exquisite life was shortly opening to her; the +life of the imagination.</p> + +<p>All these many years since the last song of Phratos had died off her +ear, never again to be heard, she had spent with no more culture and +with no more pleasure than the mule had that she led with his load along +the miry ways in the sharp winter-time. Yet even through that utter +neglect, and that torpor of thought and feeling, some wild natural fancy +had been awake in her, some vague sense stir that brought to her in the +rustle of leaves, in the sound of waters, the curling breath of mists, +the white birth of lilies, in all the notes and hues of the open-air +world, a mystery and a loveliness that they did not bear for any of +those around her.</p> + +<p>Now in the words that Arslàn cast to her—often as idly and +indifferently as a man casts bread to frozen birds on snow, birds that +he pities and yet cares nothing for—the old religions, the old beliefs, +became to her living truths and divine companions. The perplexities of +the world grew little clearer to her, indeed; and the miseries of the +animal creation no less hideous a mystery. The confusion of all things +was in nowise clearer to her; even, it might be, they deepened and grew +more entangled. He could imbue her with neither credulity nor +contentment; for he possessed neither, and despised both, as the fool's +paradise of those who, having climbed a sand-hill, fancy that they have +ascended Zion.</p> + +<p>The weariness, the unrest, the desire, the contempt of such a mind as +his can furnish anodynes neither to itself nor any other. But such +possessions and consolations—and these are limitless—as the +imagination can create, he placed within her reach. Before she had +dreamed—dreamed all through the heaviness of toil and the gall of +tyranny; but she had dreamed as a goatherd may upon a mist-swept hill, +by the western seas, while all the earth is dark, and only its dim +fugitive waking sounds steal dully on the drowsy ear. But now, through +the myths and parables which grew familiar to her ear, she dreamed +almost as poets dream, bathed in the full flood of a setting sun on the +wild edge of the Campagna; a light in which all common things of daily +life grow glorious, and through whose rosy hues the only sound that +comes is some rich dulcet bell that slowly swings in all the majesty and +melody of prayer.</p> + +<p>The land was no more to her only a hard and cruel place of labor and +butchery, in which all creatures suffered and were slain. All things +rose to have their story and their symbol for her; Nature remaining to +her that one sure solace and immeasurable mystery which she had feebly +felt it even in her childhood, was brought closer to her, and made +fuller of compassion. All the forms and voices of the fair dead years of +the world seemed to grow visible and audible to her, with those +marvelous tales of the old heroic age which little by little he +unfolded to her.</p> + +<p>In the people around her, and in their faiths, she had no belief; she +wanted a faith, and found one in all these strange sweet stories of a +perished time.</p> + +<p>She had never thought that there had been any other generation before +that which was present on earth with her; any other existence than this +narrow and sordid one which encircled her. That men had lived who had +fashioned those aerial wonders of the tall cathedral spires, and stained +those vivid hues in its ancient casements, had been a fact too remote to +be known to her, though for twelve years her eyes had gazed at them in +reverence of their loveliness.</p> + +<p>Through Arslàn the exhaustless annals of the world's history opened +before her, the present ceased to matter to her in its penury and pain; +for the treasury-houses of the golden past were opened to her sight. +Most of all she loved the myths of the Homeric and Hesiodic ages; and +every humble and homely thing became ennobled to her and enriched, +beholding it through the halo of poetry and tradition.</p> + +<p>When aloft in the red and white apple-blossoms two sparrows pecked and +screamed and spent the pleasant summer hours above in the flower-scented +air in shrill dispute and sharp contention, she thought that she heard +in all their noisy notes the arrogant voices of Alcyone and Cyx. When +the wild hyacinths made the ground purple beneath the poplars and the +pines, she saw in them the transformed loveliness of one who had died in +the fullness of youth, at play in a summer's noon, and died content +because stricken by the hand of the greatest and goodliest of all gods, +the god that loved him best. As the cattle, with their sleek red hides +and curling horns, came through the fogs of the daybreak, across the +level meadows, and through the deep dock-leaves, they seemed to her no +more the mere beasts of stall and share, but even as the milk-white +herds that grazed of yore in the blest pastures of Pieria.</p> + +<p>All night, in the heart of the orchards, when the song of the +nightingales rose on the stillness, it was no longer for her a little +brown bird that sang to the budding fruit and the closed daisies, but +was the voice of Ædon bewailing her son through the ages, or the woe of +Philomela crying through the wilderness. When through the white hard +brilliancy of noonday the swift swallow darted down the beams of light, +she saw no longer in it an insect-hunter, a house-nesting creature, but +saw the shape of Procne, slaughter-haunted, seeking rest and finding +none. And when she went about her labors, hewing wood, drawing water, +bearing the corn to the grindstones, leading the mules to the +mill-stream, she ceased to despair. For she had heard the old glad story +of the children of Zeus who dwelt so long within a herdsman's hut, +nameless and dishonored, yet lived to go back crowned to Thebes and see +the beasts of the desert and the stones of the streets rise up and obey +the magic of their song.</p> + +<p>Arslàn in his day had given many evil gifts, but this one gift that he +gave was pure and full of solace: this gift of the beauty of the past. +Imperfect, obscure, broken in fragments, obscured by her own ignorance, +it was indeed when it reached her; yet it came with a glory that time +could not dim, and a consolation that ignorance could not impair.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2>CHAPTER VI.</h2> + + +<p>"What has come to that evil one? She walks the land as though she were a +queen," the people of Yprès said to one another, watching the creature +they abhorred as she went through the town to the river-stair or to the +market-stall.</p> + +<p>She seemed to them transfigured.</p> + +<p>A perpetual radiance shone in the dark depths of her eyes; a proud +elasticity replaced the old sullen defiance of her carriage: her face +had a sweet musing mystery and dreaminess on it; and when she smiled her +smile was soft, and sudden, like the smile of one who bears fair tidings +in her heart unspoken.</p> + +<p>Even those people, dull and plodding and taciturn, absorbed in their +small trades or in their continual field labor, were struck by the +change in her, and looked after her, and listened in a stupid wonder to +the sonorous songs in an unknown tongue that rose so often on her lips +as she strode among the summer grasses or led the laden mules through +the fords.</p> + +<p>They saw, even with their eyes purblind from hate, that she had thrown +off their yoke, and had escaped from their narrow world, and was happy +with some rich, mute, nameless happiness that they could neither evade +nor understand.</p> + +<p>The fall of evening always brought her to him; he let her come, finding +a certain charm in that savage temper which grew so tame to him, in that +fierce courage which to him was so humble, in that absolute ignorance +which was yet so curiously blended with so strong a power of fancy and +so quick an instinct of beauty. But he let her go again with +indifference, and never tried by any word to keep her an hour later than +she chose to stay. She was to him like some handsome dangerous beast +that flew at all others and crouched to him. He had a certain pleasure +in her color and her grace; in making her great eyes glow, and seeing +the light of awakening intelligence break over all her beautiful, +clouded, fierce face.</p> + +<p>As she learned, too, to hear more often the sound of her own voice, and +to use a more varied and copious language, a rude eloquence came +naturally to her; and when her silence was broken it was usually for +some terse, vivid, picturesque utterance which had an artistic interest +for him. In this simple and monotonous province, with its tedious +sameness of life and its green arable country that tired the sight fed +in youth on the grandeur of cloud-reaching mountains and the tumults of +ice-tossing seas, this creature, so utterly unlike her kind, so golden +with the glow of tawny desert suns, and so strong with the liberty and +the ferocity and the dormant passion and the silent force of some free +forest animal, was in a way welcome.</p> + +<p>All things too were so new and strange to her; all common knowledge was +so utterly unknown to her; all other kinds of life were so +unintelligible to her; and yet with all her ignorance she had so swift +a fancy, so keen an irony, so poetic an instinct, that it seemed to him +when he spoke with her that he talked with some creature from another +planet than his own.</p> + +<p>He liked to make her smile; he liked to make her suffer; he liked to +inflame, to wound, to charm, to tame her; he liked all these without +passion, rather with curiosity than with interest, much as he had liked +in the season of his boyhood to ruffle the plumage of a captured +sea-bird; to see its eye sparkle, and then grow dull and flash again +with pain, and then at the last turn soft with weary, wistful +tenderness, having been taught at once the misery of bondage and the +tyranny of a human love.</p> + +<p>She was a bronzed, bare-footed, fleet-limbed young outcast, he told +himself, with the scowl of an habitual defiance on her straight brows, +and the curl of an untamable scorn upon her rich red lips, and a curious +sovereignty and savageness in her dauntless carriage; and yet there was +a certain nobility and melancholy in her that made her seem like one of +a great and fallen race; and in her eyes there was a look repellant yet +appealing, and lustrous with sleeping passion, that tempted him to wake +what slumbered there.</p> + +<p>But in these early springtide days he suffered her to come and go as she +listed, without either persuasion or forbiddance on his own part.</p> + +<p>The impassioned reverence which she had for the things he had created +was only the untutored, unreasoning reverence of the barbarian or of the +peasant; but it had a sweetness for him.</p> + +<p>He had been alone so long; and so long had passed since any cheek had +flushed and any breast had heaved under the influence of any one of +those strange fancies and noble stories which he had pictured on the +walls of his lonely chamber. He had despaired of and despised himself; +despised his continual failure, had despaired of all power to sway the +souls and gain the eyes of his fellow-men. It was a little thing—a +thing so little that he called himself a fool for taking any count of +it; yet, the hot tears that dimmed the sight of this young barbarian who +was herself of no more value than the mill-dust that drifted on the +breeze, the soft vague breathless awe that stole upon her as she gazed +at the colorless shadows in which his genius had spent itself,—these +were sweet to him with a sweetness that made him ashamed of his own +weakness.</p> + +<p>She had given the breath of life back to his body by an act of which he +was ignorant; and now she gave back the breath of hope to his mind by a +worship which he contemned even whilst he was glad of it.</p> + +<p>Meanwhile the foul tongues of her enemies rang with loud glee over this +new shame which they could cast at her.</p> + +<p>"She has found a lover,—oh-ho!—that brown wicked thing! A lover meet +for her;—a man who walks abroad in the moonless nights, and plucks the +mandrake, and worships the devil, and paints people in their own +likeness, so that as the color dries the life wastes!"—so the women +screamed after her often as she went; she nothing understanding or +heeding, but lost in the dreams of her own waking imagination.</p> + +<p>At times such words as these reached Claudis Flamma, but he turned a +deaf ear to them: he had the wisdom of the world in him, though he was +only an old miller who had never stirred ten leagues from his home; and +whilst the devil served him well, he quarreled not with the devil.</p> + +<p>In a grim way, it was a pleasure to him to think that the thing he hated +might be accursed body and soul: he had never cared either for her body +or her soul; so that the first worked for him, the last might destroy +itself in its own darkness:—he had never stretched a finger to hold it +back.</p> + +<p>The pride and the honesty and the rude candor and instinctive purity of +this young life of hers had been a perpetual hinderance and canker to +him: begotten of evil, by all the laws of justice, in evil she should +live and die. So Flamma reasoned; and to the sayings of his countryside +he gave a stony ear and a stony glance. She never once, after the first +day, breathed a word to Arslàn of the treatment that she received at +Yprès. It was not in her nature to complain; and she abhorred even his +pity. Whatever she endured, she kept silence on it; when he asked her +how her grandsire dealt with her, she always answered him, "It is well +enough with me now." He cared not enough for her to doubt her.</p> + +<p>And, in a manner, she had learned how to keep her tyrant at bay. He did +not dare to lay hands on her now that her eyes had got that new fire, +and her voice that stern serene contempt. His wolf cub had shown her +teeth at last, at the lash, and he did not venture to sting her to +revolt with too long use of scourge and chain.</p> + +<p>So she obtained more leisure; and what she did not spend in Arslàn's +tower she spent in acquiring another art,—she learned to read.</p> + +<p>There was an old herb-seller in the market-place who was not so harsh to +her as the others were, but who had now and then for her a rough kindly +word out of gentleness to the memory of Reine Flamma. This woman was +better educated than most, and could even write a little.</p> + +<p>To her Folle-Farine went.</p> + +<p>"See here," she said, "you are feeble, and I am strong. I know every +nook and corner in the woods. I know a hundred rare herbs that you never +find. I will bring you a basketful of them twice in each week if you +will show me how to read those signs that the people call letters."</p> + +<p>The old woman hesitated. "It were as much as my life is worth to have +you seen with me. The lads will stone my window. Still——" The wish for +the rare herbs, and the remembrance of the fatigue that would be spared +to her rheumatic body by compliance, prevailed over her fears. She +consented.</p> + +<p>Three times a week Folle-Farine rose while it was still dark, and +scoured the wooded lands and the moss-green orchards and the little +brooks in the meadows in search of every herb that grew. She knew those +green places which had been her only kingdom and her only solace as no +one else knew them; and the old dame's herb-stall was the envy and +despair of all the market-place.</p> + +<p>Now and then a laborer earlier than the rest, or a vagrant sleeping +under a hedge-row, saw her going through the darkness with her green +bundle on her head, or stooping among the watercourses ankle-deep in +rushes, and he crossed himself and went and told how he had seen the +Evil Spirit of Yprès gathering the poison-weeds that made ships founder, +and strong men droop and die, and women love unnatural and horrible +things, and all manner of woe and sickness overtake those she hated.</p> + +<p>Often, too, at this lonely time, before the day broke, she met Arslàn.</p> + +<p>It was his habit to be abroad when others slept: studies of the night +and its peculiar loveliness entered largely into many of his paintings; +the beauty of water rippling in the moonbeam, of gray reeds blowing +against the first faint red of dawn, of dark fields with sleeping cattle +and folded sheep, of dreamy pools made visible by the shine of their +folded white lilies,—these were all things he cared to study.</p> + +<p>The earth has always most charm, and least pain, to the poet or the +artist when men are hidden away under their roofs. They do not then +break its calm with either their mirth or their brutality, the vile and +revolting coarseness of their works, only built to blot it with so much +deformity, is softened and obscured in the purple breadths of shadow and +the dim tender gleam of stars; and it was thus that Arslàn loved best to +move abroad.</p> + +<p>Sometimes the shepherd going to his flocks, or the housewife opening her +shutter in the wayside cabin, or the huckster driving early his mule +seawards to meet the fish that the night-trawlers had brought, saw them +together thus, and talked of it; and said that these two, accursed of +all honest folk, were after some unholy work—coming from the orgy of +some witches' sabbath, or seeking some devil's root that would give them +the treasured gold of misers' tombs or the power of life and death.</p> + +<p>For these things are still believed by many a peasant's hearth, and +whispered darkly as night closes in and the wind rises.</p> + +<p>Wading in the shallow streams, with the breeze tossing her hair, and the +dew bright on her sheaf of herbs, Folle-Farine paid thus the only wages +she could for learning the art of letters.</p> + +<p>The acquisition was hard and hateful—a dull plodding task that she +detested; and her teacher was old, and ignorant of all the grace and the +lore of books. She could only learn too at odd snatches of time, with +the cabin-window barred up and the light shut out, for the old peasant +was fearful of gaining a bad name among her neighbors if she were seen +in communion with the wicked thing of Yprès.</p> + +<p>Still she, the child, persevered, and before long possessed herself of +the rudiments of letters, though she had only one primer to learn from +that belonged to the herb-seller—a rude old tattered pamphlet +recounting the life and death of Catherine of Siena. It was not that she +had cared to read, for reading's sake: books, she heard, only told the +thoughts and the creeds of the human race, and she cared nothing to know +these; but one day he had said to her, half unconsciously, "If only you +were not so ignorant!"—and since that day she had set herself to clear +away her ignorance little by little, as she would have cleared brushwood +with her hatchet.</p> + +<p>It was the sweetest hour she had ever known when she was able to stand +before him and say, "The characters that men print are no longer riddles +to me."</p> + +<p>He praised her; and she was glad and proud.</p> + +<p>It was love that had entered into her, but a great and noble love, full +of intense humility, of supreme self-sacrifice;—a love that +unconsciously led her to chasten into gentleness the fierce soul in her, +and to try and seek light for the darkness of her mind.</p> + +<p>He saw the influence he had on her, but he was careless of it.</p> + +<p>A gipsy-child working for bread at a little mill-house in these Norman +woods,—what use would be to her beauty of thought, grace of fancy, the +desire begotten of knowledge, the poetry learned from the past? Still he +gave her these; partly because he pitied her, partly because in his +exhaustion and solitude this creature, in her beauty and her submission, +was welcome to him.</p> + +<p>And yet he thought so little of her, and chiefly, when he thought of +her, chose to perplex her or to wound her, that he might see her eyes +dilate in wondering amaze, or her face quiver and flush, and then grow +dark, with the torment of a mute and subdued pain.</p> + +<p>She was a study to him, as was the scarlet rose in the garden-ways, or +the purple-breasted pigeon in the woods; he dealt with her as he would +have dealt with the flower or the bird if he had wished to study them +more nearly, by tearing the rose open at its core, or casting a stone at +the blue-rock on the wing.</p> + +<p>This was not cruelty in him; it was only habit—habit, and the +callousness begotten by his own continual pain.</p> + +<p>The pain as of a knife forever thrust into the loins, of a cord forever +knotted hard about the temples, which is the daily and nightly penalty +of those mad enough to believe that they have the force in them to +change the sluggard appetites and the hungry cruelties of their kind +into a life of high endeavor and divine desire.</p> + +<p>He held that a man's chief passion is his destiny, and will shape his +fate, rough-hew his fate as circumstance or as hazard may.</p> + +<p>His chief, his sole, passion was a great ambition—a passion pure as +crystal, since the eminence he craved was for his creations, not for his +name. Yet it had failed to compel the destiny that he had believed to be +his own: and yet every hour he seemed to sink lower and lower into +oblivion, further and further from the possibility of any fulfillment of +his dreams; and the wasted years of his life fell away one by one into +the gulf of the past, vain, unheard, unfruitful, as the frozen words on +the deck of the ship of Pantagruel.</p> + +<p>"What is the use?" he muttered, half aloud, one day before his +paintings. "What is the use? If I die to-morrow they will sell for so +much rubbish to heat a bakery store. It is only a mad waste of +hours—waste of color, of canvas, of labor. The world has told me so +many years. The world always knows what it wants. It selects unerringly. +It must know better than I do. The man is a fool, indeed, who presumes +to be wiser than all his generation. If the world will have nothing to +do with you, go and hang yourself—or if you fear to do that, dig a +ditch as a grave for a daily meal. Give over dreams. The world knows +what it wants, and if it wanted you would take you. It has brazen lungs +to shout for what it needs; the lungs of a multitude. It is no use what +your own voice whispers you unless those great lungs also shout before +you, Hosannah."</p> + +<p>So he spoke to himself in bitterness of soul, standing before his +cartoons into which he had thrown all the genius there was in him, and +which hung there unseen save by the spider that wove and the moth that +flew over them.</p> + +<p>Folle-Farine, who was that day in his chamber, looked at him with the +wistful, far-reaching comprehension which an unerring instinct taught +her.</p> + +<p>"Of a winter night," she said, slowly, "I have heard old Pitchou read +aloud to Flamma, and she read of their God, the one they hang everywhere +on the crosses here; and the story was that the populace scourged and +nailed to death the one whom they knew afterwards, when too late, to +have been the great man they looked for, and that then being bidden to +make their choice of one to save, they choose to ransom and honor a +thief: one called Barabbas. Is it true?—if the world's choice were +wrong once, why not twice?"</p> + +<p>Arslàn smiled; the smile she knew so well, and which had no more warmth +than the ice floes of his native seas.</p> + +<p>"Why not twice? Why not a thousand times? A thief has the world's +sympathies always. It is always the Barabbas—the trickster in talent, +the forger of stolen wisdom, the bravo of political crime, the huckster +of plundered thoughts, the charlatan of false art, whom the vox populi +elects and sets free, and sends on his way rejoicing. 'Will ye have +Christ or Barabbas?' Every generation is asked the same question, and +every generation gives the same answer; and scourges the divinity out of +its midst, and finds its idol in brute force and low greed."</p> + +<p>She only dimly comprehended, not well knowing why her words had thus +roused him. She pondered awhile, then her face cleared.</p> + +<p>"But the end?" she asked. "The dead God is the God of all these people +round us now, and they have built great places in his honor, and they +bow when they pass his likeness in the highway or the market-place. But +with Barabbas—what was the end? It seems that they loathe and despise +him?"</p> + +<p>Arslàn laughed a little.</p> + +<p>"His end? In Syria maybe the vultures picked his bones, where they lay +whitening on the plains—those times were primitive, the world was +young. But in our day Barabbas lives and dies in honor, and has a tomb +that stares all men in the face, setting forth his virtues, so that all +who run may read. In our day Barabbas—the Barabbas of money greeds and +delicate cunning, and the theft, which has risen to science, and the +assassination that destroys souls and not bodies, and the crime that +deals moral death and not material death—our Barabbas, who is crowned +Fraud in the place of mailed Force,—lives always in purple and fine +linen, and ends in the odor of sanctity with the prayers of priests over +his corpse."</p> + +<p>He spoke with a certain fierce passion that rose in him whenever he +thought of that world which had rejected him, and had accepted so many +others, weaker in brain and nerve, but stronger in one sense, because +more dishonest; and as he spoke he went straight to a wall on his right, +where a great sea of gray paper was stretched, untouched and ready to +his hand.</p> + +<p>She would have spoken, but he made a motion to silence.</p> + +<p>"Hush! be quiet," he said to her, almost harshly. "I have thought of +something."</p> + +<p>And he took the charcoal and swept rapidly with it over the dull blank +surface till the vacancy glowed with life. A thought had kindled in him; +a vision had arisen before him.</p> + +<p>The scene around him vanished utterly from his sight. The gray stone +walls, the square windows through which the fading sunrays fell; the +level pastures and sullen streams, and pallid skies without, all faded +away as though they had existed only in a dream.</p> + +<p>All the empty space about him became peopled with many human shapes +that for him had breath and being, though no other eye could have beheld +them.</p> + +<p>The old Syrian world of eighteen hundred years before arose and glowed +before him. The things of his own life died away, and in their stead he +saw the fierce flame of Eastern suns, the gleaming range of marble +palaces, the purple flush of pomegranate flowers, the deep color of +Oriental robes, the soft silver of hills olive-crested, the tumult of a +city at high festival.</p> + +<p>And he could not rest until all he thus saw in his vision he had +rendered as far as his hand could render it; and what he drew was this.</p> + +<p>A great thirsty, heated, seething crowd; a crowd that had manhood and +womanhood, age and infancy, youths and maidens within its ranks; a crowd +in whose faces every animal lust and every human passion were let loose; +a crowd on which a noonday sun without shadow streamed; a sun which +parched and festered and engendered all corruption in the land on which +it looked. This crowd was in a city, a city on whose flat roofs the +myrtle and the cystus bloomed; above whose gleaming marble walls the +silver plumes of olives waved; upon whose distant slopes the darkling +cedar groves rose straight against the sky, and on whose lofty temple +plates of gold glistened against the shining heavens. This crowd had +scourges, and stones, and goads in their hands; and in their midst they +had one clothed in white, whose head was thorn-crowned, and whose eyes +were filled with a god's pity and a man's reproach; and him they stoned, +and lashed, and hooted.</p> + +<p>And triumphant in the throng, whose choice he was, seated aloft upon +men's shoulders, with a purple robe thrown on his shoulders, there sat a +brawny, grinning, bloated, jibbering thing, with curled lips and savage +eyes, and satyr's leer: the creature of greed of lust, of obscenity, of +brutality, of avarice, of desire. This man the people followed, +rejoicing exceedingly, content in the guide whom they had chosen, +victorious in the fiend for whom they spurned a deity; crying, with +wide-open throats and brazen lungs,—"Barabbas!"</p> + +<p>There was not a form in all this closed-packed throng which had not a +terrible irony in it, which was not in itself a symbol of some lust or +of some vice, for which women and men abjure the godhead in them.</p> + +<p>One gorged drunkard lay asleep with his amphora broken beneath him, the +stream of the purple wine lapped eagerly by ragged children.</p> + +<p>A money-changer had left the receipt of custom, eager to watch and +shout, and a thief clutched both hands full of the forsaken coins and +fled.</p> + +<p>A miser had dropped a bag of gold, and stopped to catch at all the +rolling pieces, regardless in his greed how the crowd trampled and trod +on him.</p> + +<p>A mother chid and struck her little brown curly child, because he +stretched his arms and turned his face towards the thorn-crowned +captive.</p> + +<p>A priest of the temple, with a blood-stained knife thrust in his girdle, +dragged beside him, by the throat, a little tender lamb doomed for the +sacrifice.</p> + +<p>A dancing-woman with jewels in her ears, and half naked to the waist, +sounding the brazen cymbals above her head, drew a score of youths after +her in Barabbas' train.</p> + +<p>On one of the flat roof-tops, reclining on purple and fine linen, +looking down on the street below from the thick foliage of her citron +boughs and her red Syrian roses, was an Egyptian wanton; and leaning +beside her, tossing golden apples into her bosom, was a young centurion +of the Roman guard, languid and laughing, with his fair chest bare to +the heat, and his armor flung in a pile beside him.</p> + +<p>And thus, in like manner, every figure bore its parable; whilst above +all was the hard, hot, cruel, cloudless sky of blue, without one +faintest mist to break its horrible serenity, and, high in the azure +ether and against the sun, an eagle and a vulture fought, locked close, +and tearing at each other's breasts.</p> + +<p>Six nights the conception occupied him—his days were not his own, he +spent them in a rough mechanical labor which his strength executed while +his mind was far away from it; but the nights were all his, and at the +end of the sixth night the thing arose, perfect as far as his hand +could perfect it; begotten by a chance and ignorant word as have been +many of the greatest works the world has seen;—oaks sprung from the +acorn that a careless child has let fall.</p> + +<p>When he had finished it, his arm dropped to his side, he stood +motionless; the red glow of the dawn lighting the dreamy depths of his +sleepless eyes.</p> + +<p>He knew that his work was good.</p> + +<p>The artist, for one moment of ecstasy, realizes the content of a god +when, resting from his labors, he knows that those labors have borne +their full fruit.</p> + +<p>It is only for a moment; the greater the artist the more swiftly will +discontent and misgiving overtake him, the more quickly will the +feebleness of his execution disgust him in comparison with the splendor +of his ideal; the more surely will he—though the world ring with +applause of him—be enraged and derisive and impatient at himself.</p> + +<p>But while the moment lasts it is a rapture; keen, pure, intense, +surpassing every other. In it, fleeting though it be, he is blessed with +a blessing that never falls on any other creature. The work of his brain +and of his hand contents him,—it is the purest joy on earth.</p> + +<p>Arslàn knew that joy as he looked on the vast imagination for which he +had given up sleep, and absorbed in which he had almost forgotten hunger +and thirst and the passage of time.</p> + +<p>He had known no rest until he had embodied the shapes that pursued him. +He had scarcely spoken, barely slumbered an hour; tired out, consumed +with restless fever, weak from want of sleep and neglect of food he had +worked on, and on, and on, until the vision as he had beheld it lived +there, recorded for the world that denied him.</p> + +<p>As he looked on it he felt his own strength, and was glad; he had faith +in himself though he had faith in no other thing; he ceased to care what +other fate befell him, so that only this supreme power of creation +remained with him.</p> + +<p>His lamp died out; the bell of a distant clock chimed the fourth hour of +the passing night.</p> + +<p>The day broke in the east, beyond the gray levels of the fields and +plains; the dusky crimson of the dawn rose over the cool dark skies; the +light of the morning stars came in and touched the visage of his +fettered Christ; all the rest was in shadow.</p> + +<p>He himself remained motionless before it. He knew that in it lay the +best achievement, the highest utterance, the truest parable, that the +genius in him had ever conceived and put forth;—and he knew too that he +was as powerless to raise it to the public sight of men as though he +were stretched dead beneath it. He knew that there would be none to heed +whether it rotted there in the dust, or perished by moth or by flame, +unless indeed some illness should befall him, and it should be taken +with the rest to satisfy some petty debt of bread, or oil, or fuel.</p> + +<p>There, on that wall, he had written, with all the might there was in +him, his warning to the age in which he lived, his message to future +generations, his claims to men's remembrance after death: and there were +none to see, none to read, none to believe. Great things, beautiful +things, things of wisdom, things of grace, things terrible in their +scorn and divine in their majesty, rose up about him, incarnated by his +mind and his hand—and their doom was to fade and wither without leaving +one human mind the richer for their story, one human soul the nobler for +their meaning.</p> + +<p>To the humanity around him they had no value save such value of a few +coins as might lie in them to liquidate some miserable scare at the +bakehouse or the oilshop in the streets of the town.</p> + +<p>A year of labor, and the cartoon could be transferred to the permanent +life of the canvas; and he was a master of color, and loved to wrestle +with its intricacies as the mariner struggles with the storm.</p> + +<p>"But what were the use?" he pondered as he stood there. "What the use to +be at pains to give it its full life on canvas? No man will ever look on +it."</p> + +<p>All labors of his art were dear to him, and none wearisome: yet he +doubted what it would avail to commence the perpetuation of this work on +canvas.</p> + +<p>If the world were never to know that it existed, it would be as well to +leave it there on its gray sea of paper, to be moved to and fro with +each wind that blew through the broken rafters, and to be brushed by the +wing of the owl and the flittermouse.</p> + +<p>The door softly unclosed; he did not hear it.</p> + +<p>Across the chamber Folle-Farine stole noiselessly.</p> + +<p>She had come and gone thus a score of times through those six nights of +his vigil; and he had seldom seen her, never spoken to her; now and then +she had touched him, and placed before him some simple meal of herbs and +bread, and he had taken it half unconsciously, and drunk great draughts +of water, and turned back again to his work, not noticing that she had +brought to him what he sorely needed, and yet would not of himself have +remembered.</p> + +<p>She came to him without haste and without sound, and stood before him +and looked;—looked with all her soul in her awed eyes.</p> + +<p>The dawn was brighter now, red and hazy with curious faint gleams of +radiance from the sun, that as yet was not risen. All the light there +was fell on the crowd of Jerusalem.</p> + +<p>One ray white and pure fell upon the bowed head of the bound God.</p> + +<p>She stood and gazed at it.</p> + +<p>She had watched it all grow gradually into being from out the chaos of +dull spaces and confused lines. This art, which could call life from the +dry wastes of wood and paper, and shed perpetual light where all was +darkness, was even to her an alchemy incomprehensible, immeasurable; a +thing not to be criticised or questioned, but adored in all its +unscrutable and majestic majesty. To her it could not have been more +marvelous if his hand had changed the river-sand to gold, or his touch +wakened the dead cornflowers to bloom afresh as living asphodels. But +now for once she forgot the sorcery of the art in the terror and the +pathos of the story that it told; now for once she forgot, in the +creation, its creator.</p> + +<p>All she saw was the face of the Christ,—the pale bent face, in whose +eyes there was a patience so perfect, a pity so infinite, a reproach +that had no wrath, a scorn that had no cruelty.</p> + +<p>She had hated the Christ on the cross, because he was the God of the +people she hated, and in whose name they reviled her. But this Christ +moved her strangely—there, in the light, alone; betrayed and forsaken +while the crowd rushed on, lauding Barabbas.</p> + +<p>Ignorant though she was, the profound meanings of the parable penetrated +her with their ironies and with their woe—the parable of the genius +rejected and the thief exalted.</p> + +<p>She trembled and was silent; and in her eyes sudden tears swam.</p> + +<p>"They have talked of their God—often—so often," she muttered. "But I +never knew till now what they meant."</p> + +<p>Arslàn turned and looked at her. He had not known that she was there.</p> + +<p>"Is it so?" he said, slowly. "Well—the world refuses me fame; but I do +not know that the world could give me a higher tribute than your +admiration."</p> + +<p>"The world?" she echoed, with her eyes still fastened on the head of the +Christ and the multitudes that flocked after Barabbas. "The world? You +care for the world—you?—who have painted <i>that</i>?"</p> + +<p>Arslàn did not answer her: he felt the rebuke.</p> + +<p>He had drawn the picture in all its deadly irony, in all its pitiless +truth, only himself to desire and strive for the wine streams and the +painted harlotry, and the showers of gold, and the false gods of a +worldly success.</p> + +<p>Was he a renegade to his own religion; a skeptic of his own teaching?</p> + +<p>It was not for the first time that the dreamy utterances of this +untrained and imperfect intelligence had struck home to the imperious +and mature intellect of the man of genius.</p> + +<p>He flung his charcoal away, and looked at the sun as it rose.</p> + +<p>"Even I!" he answered her. "We, who call ourselves poets or painters, +can see the truth and can tell it,—we are prophets so far,—but when we +come down from our Horeb we hanker for the flesh-pots and the +dancing-women, and the bags of gold, like all the rest. We are no +better than those we preach to; perhaps we are worse. Our eyes are set +to the light; but our feet are fixed in the mire."</p> + +<p>She did not hear him; and had she heard, would not have comprehended.</p> + +<p>Her eyes were still fastened on the Christ, and the blood in her cheeks +faded and glowed at every breath she drew, and in her eye there was the +wistful, wondering, trustful reverence which shone in those of the +child, who, breaking from his mother's arms, and, regardless of the +soldier's stripes, clung to the feet of the scourged captive, and there +kneeled and prayed.</p> + +<p>Without looking at her, Arslàn went out to his daily labor on the +waters.</p> + +<p>The sun had fully risen; the day was red and clear; the earth was hushed +in perfect stillness; the only sounds there were came from the wings and +voices of innumerable birds.</p> + +<p>"And yet I desire nothing for myself," he thought. "I would lie down and +die to-morrow, gladly, did I know that they would live."</p> + +<p>Yet he knew that to desire a fame after death, was as idle as to desire +with a child's desire, the stars.</p> + +<p>For the earth is crowded full with clay gods and false prophets, and +fresh legions forever arriving to carry on the old strife for supremacy; +and if a man pass unknown all the time that his voice is audible, and +his hand visible, through the sound and smoke of the battle, he will +dream in vain of any remembrance when the gates of the grave shall have +closed on him and shut him forever from sight.</p> + +<p>When the world was in its youth, it had leisure to garner its +recollections; even to pause and look back, and to see what flower of a +fair thought, what fruit of a noble art, it might have overlooked or +left down-trodden.</p> + +<p>But now it is so old, and is so tired; it is purblind and heavy of foot; +it does not notice what it destroys; it desires rest, and can find none; +nothing can matter greatly to it; its dead are so many that it cannot +count them; and being thus worn and dulled with age, and suffocated +under the weight of its innumerable memories, it is very slow to be +moved, and swift—terribly swift—to forget.</p> + +<p>Why should it not be?</p> + +<p>It has known the best, it has known the worst, that ever can befall it.</p> + +<p>And the prayer which to the heart of a man seems so freshly born from +his own desire, what is it on the weary ear of the world, save the same +old old cry that it has heard through all the ages, empty as the sound +of the wind, and forever—forever unanswered!</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2>CHAPTER VII.</h2> + + +<p>One day, while the year was still young, though the first thunder-heats +of the early summer had come, he asked her to go with him to the sea ere +the sun set.</p> + +<p>"The sea?" she repeated. "What is that?"</p> + +<p>"Is it possible that you do not know?" he asked, in utter wonder. "You +who have lived all these years within two leagues of it!"</p> + +<p>"I have heard often of it," she said, simply; "but I cannot tell what it +is."</p> + +<p>"The man has never yet lived who could tell—in fit language. Poseidon +is the only one of all the old gods of Hellas who still lives and +reigns. We will go to his kingdom. Sight is better than speech."</p> + +<p>So he took her along the slow course of the inland water through the +osiers and the willows, down to where the slow river ripples would meet +the swift salt waves.</p> + +<p>It was true what she had said, that she had never seen the sea. Her +errands had always been to and fro between the mill and the quay in the +town, no farther; she had exchanged so little communion with the people +of the district that she knew nothing of whither the barges went that +took away the corn and fruit, nor whence the big boats came that brought +the coals and fish; when she had a little space of leisure to herself +she had wandered indeed, but never so far as the shore; almost always +in the woods and the meadows; never where the river, widening as it ran, +spread out between level banks until, touching the sea, it became a +broad estuary.</p> + +<p>She had heard speak of the sea, indeed, as of some great highway on +which men traveled incessantly to and fro; as of something +unintelligible, remote, belonging to others, indifferent and alien to +herself.</p> + +<p>When she had thought of it at all, she had only thought of it as +probably some wide canal black with mud and dust and edged by dull +pathways slippery and toilsome, along which tired horses towed heavy +burdens all day long, that men and women might be thereby enriched of +the beauty and the mystery. Of the infinite sweetness and solace of the +sea, she knew no more than she knew of any loveliness or of any pity in +human nature.</p> + +<p>A few leagues off, where the stream widened into a bay and was hemmed in +by sand-banks in lieu of its flat green pastures, there was a little +fishing-town, built under the great curve of beetling cliffs, and busy +with all the stir and noise of mart and wharf. There the sea was crowded +with many masts and ruddy with red-brown canvas; and the air was full of +the salt scent of rotting sea-weed, of stiff sails spread out to dry, of +great shoals of fish poured out upon the beach, and of dusky noisome +cabins, foul smelling and made hideous by fishwives' oaths, and the +death-screams of scalded shellfish.</p> + +<p>He did not take her thither.</p> + +<p>He took her half way down the stream whilst it was still sleepily +beautiful with pale gray willows and green meadow-land, and acres of +silvery reeds, and here and there some quaint old steeple or some +apple-hidden roofs on either side its banks. But midway he left the +water and stretched out across the country, she beside him, moving with +that rapid, lithe, and staglike ease of limbs that have never known +restraint.</p> + +<p>Some few people passed them on their way: a child, taking the cliff-road +to his home under the rocks, with a big blue pitcher in his bands; an +old man, who had a fishing-brig at sea and toiled up there to look for +her, with a gray dog at his heels, and the smell of salt water in his +clothes; a goatherd, clad in rough skins, wool outward, and killing +birds with stones as he went; a woman, with a blue skirt and scarlet +hose, and a bundle of boughs and brambles on her head, with here and +there a stray winter berry glowing red through the tender green leafage; +all these looked askance at them, and the goatherd muttered a curse, and +the woman a prayer, and gave them wide way through the stunted furze, +for they were both of them accursed in the people's sight.</p> + +<p>"You find it hard to live apart from your kind?" he asked her suddenly +as they gained the fields where no human habitation at all was left, and +over which in the radiance of the still sunlit skies there hung the pale +crescent of a week-old moon.</p> + +<p>"To live apart?"—she did not understand.</p> + +<p>"Yes—like this. To have no child smile, no woman gossip, no man +exchange good-morrow with you. Is it any sorrow to you?"</p> + +<p>Her eyes flashed through the darkness fiercely.</p> + +<p>"What does it matter? It is best so. One is free. One owes nothing—not +so much as a fair word. That is well."</p> + +<p>"I think it is well—if one is strong enough for it. It wants strength."</p> + +<p>"I am strong."</p> + +<p>She spoke quietly, with the firm and simple consciousness of force, +which has as little of vanity in it as it has of weakness.</p> + +<p>"To live apart," she said, after a pause, in which he had not answered. +"I know what you mean—now. It is well—it was well with those men you +tell me of, when the world was young, who left all other men and went to +live with the watercourse and the wild dove, and the rose and the palm, +and the great yellow desert; was it not well?"</p> + +<p>"So well with them that men worshiped them for it. But there is no such +worship now. The cities are the kingdom of heaven, not the deserts; and +he who hankers for the wilderness is stoned in the streets as a fool. +And how should it be well with you, who have neither wild rose nor wild +dove for compensation, but are only beaten and hooted, and hated and +despised?"</p> + +<p>Her eyes glittered through the darkness, and her voice was hard and +fierce as she answered him:</p> + +<p>"See here.—There is a pretty golden thing in the west road of the town +who fears me horribly, Yvonne, the pottery painter's daughter. She says +to her father at evening, 'I must go read the offices to old Mother +Margot;' and he says, 'Go, my daughter; piety and reverence of age are +twin blossoms on one stem of a tree that grows at the right hand of God +in Paradise.'</p> + +<p>"And she goes; not to Margot, but to a little booth, where there is +dancing, and singing, and brawling, that her father has forbade her to +go near by a league.</p> + +<p>"There is an old man at the corner of the market-place, Ryno, the +fruitseller, who says that I am accursed, and spits out at me as I pass. +He says to the people as they go by his stall, 'See these peaches, they +are smooth and rosy as a child's cheek; sweet and firm; not their like +betwixt this and Paris. I will let you have them cheap, so cheap; I need +sorely to send money to my sick son in Africa.' And the people pay, +greedily; and when the peaches are home they see a little black speck in +each of them, and all save their bloom is rottenness.</p> + +<p>"There is a woman who makes lace at the window of the house against the +fourth gate; Marion Silvis; she is white and sleek, and blue-eyed; the +priests honor her, and she never misses a mass. She has an old blind +mother whom she leaves in her room. She goes out softly at nightfall, +and she slips to a wineshop full of soldiers, and her lovers kiss her on +the mouth. And the old mother sits moaning and hungry at home; and a +night ago she was badly burned, being alone. Now—is it well or no to be +hated of those people? If I had loved them, and they me, I might have +become a liar, and have thieved, and have let men kiss me, likewise."</p> + +<p>She spoke with thoughtful and fierce earnestness, not witting of the +caustic in her own words, meaning simply what she said, and classing the +kisses of men as some sort of weakness and vileness, like those of a +theft and a lie; as she had come to do out of a curious, proud, true +instinct that was in her, and not surely from the teaching of any +creature.</p> + +<p>She in her way loved the man who walked beside her; but it was a love of +which she was wholly unconscious; a pity, a sorrow, a reverence, a +passion, a deification, all combined, that had little or nothing in +common with the loves of human kind, and which still left her speech as +free, and her glance as fearless, with him as with any other.</p> + +<p>He knew that; and he did not care to change it; it was singular, and +gave her half her charm of savageness and innocence commingled. He +answered her merely, with a smile:</p> + +<p>"You are only a barbarian; how should you understand that the seductions +of civilization lie in its multiplications of the forms of vice? Men +would not bear its yoke an hour if it did not in return facilitate their +sins. You are an outcast from it;—so you have kept your hands honest +and your lips pure. You may be right to be thankful—I would not pretend +to decide."</p> + +<p>"At least—I would not be as they are," she answered him with a curl of +the mouth, and a gleam in her eyes: the pride of the old nomadic tribes, +whose blood was in her, asserting itself against the claimed superiority +of the tamed and hearth-bound races—blood that ran free and fearless to +the measure of boundless winds and rushing waters; that made the forest +and the plain, the dawn and the darkness, the flight of the wild roe and +the hiding-place of the wood pigeon, dearer than any roof-tree, sweeter +than any nuptial bed.</p> + +<p>She had left the old life so long—so long that even her memories of it +were dim as dreams, and its language had died off her lips in all save +the broken catches of her songs; but the impulses of it were in her, +vivid and ineradicable, and the scorn with which the cowed and timid +races of hearth and of homestead regarded her, she, the daughter of +Taric, gave back to them in tenfold measure.</p> + +<p>"I would not be as they are!" she repeated, her eyes glancing through +the sunshine of the cloudless day. "To sit and spin; to watch their +soup-pot boil; to spend their days under a close roof; to shut the stars +out, and cover themselves in their beds, as swine do with their straw +in the sty; to huddle all together in thousands, fearing to do what they +will, lest the tongue of their neighbor wag evil of it; to cheat a +little and steal a little, and lie always when the false word serves +them, and to mutter to themselves, 'God will wash us free of our sins,' +and then to go and sin again stealthily, thinking men will not see and +sure that their God will give them a quittance;—that is their life. I +would not be as they are."</p> + +<p>And her spirits rose, and her earliest life in the Liebana seemed to +flash on her for one moment clear and bright through the veil of the +weary years, and she walked erect and swiftly through the gorse, singing +by his side the bold burden of one of the old sweet songs.</p> + +<p>And for the first time the thought passed over Arslàn:</p> + +<p>"This tameless wild doe would crouch like a spaniel, and be yoked as a +beast of burden,—if I chose."</p> + +<p>Whether or no he chose he was not sure.</p> + +<p>She was beautiful in her way; barbaric, dauntless, innocent, savage; he +cared to hurt, to please, to arouse, to study, to portray her; but to +seek love from her he did not care.</p> + +<p>And yet she was most lovely in her own wild fashion like a young desert +mare, or a seagull on the wing; and he wondered to himself that he cared +for her no more, as he moved beside her through the thickets of the +gorse and against the strong wind blowing from the sea.</p> + +<p>There was so little passion left in him.</p> + +<p>He had tossed aside the hair of dead women and portrayed the limbs and +the features of living ones till that ruthless pursuit had brought its +own penalty with it; and the beauty of women scarcely moved him more +than did the plumage of a bird or the contour of a marble. His senses +were drugged, and his heart was dead; it was well that it should be so, +he had taught himself to desire it; and yet——</p> + +<p>As they left the cliff-road for the pathless downs that led toward the +summit of the rocks, they passed by a wayside hut, red with climbing +creepers, and all alone on the sandy soil, like the little nest of a +yellowhammer.</p> + +<p>Through its unclosed shutter the light of the sun streamed into it; the +interior was visible. It was very poor—a floor of mud, a couch of +rushes; a hearth on which a few dry sticks were burning; walls +lichen-covered and dropping moisture. Before the sticks, kneeling and +trying to make them burn up more brightly to warm the one black pot that +hung above them, was a poor peasant girl, and above her leaned a man who +was her lover, a fisher of the coast, as poor, as hardy, and as simple +as herself.</p> + +<p>In the man's eye the impatience of love was shining, and as she lifted +her head, after breathing with all her strength on the smoking sticks, +he bent and drew her in his arms and kissed her rosy mouth and the white +lids that drooped over her bright blue smiling northern eyes. She let +the fuel lie still to blaze or smoulder as it would, and leaned her head +against him, and laughed softly at his eagerness. Arslàn glanced at them +as he passed.</p> + +<p>"Poor brutes!" he muttered. "Yet how happy they are! It must be well to +be so easily content, and to find a ready-made fool's paradise in a +woman's lips."</p> + +<p>Folle-Farine hearing him, paused, and looked also. She trembled +suddenly, and walked on in silence.</p> + +<p>A new light broke on her, and dazzled her, and made her afraid: this +forest-born creature, who had never known what fear was.</p> + +<p>The ground ascended as it stretched seaward, but on it there were only +wide dull fields of colza or of grass lying, sickly and burning, under +the fire of the late afternoon sun. The slope was too gradual to break +their monotony.</p> + +<p>Above them was the cloudless weary blue; below them was the faint +parched green; other color there was none; one little dusky panting bird +flew by pursued by a kite; that was the only change.</p> + +<p>She asked him no questions; she walked mutely and patiently by his side; +she hated the dull heat, the colorless waste, the hard scorch of the +air, the dreary changelessness of the scene. But she did not say so. He +had chosen to come to them.</p> + +<p>A league onward the fields were merged into a heath, uncultivated and +covered with short prickly furze; on the brown earth between the +stunted bushes a few goats were cropping the burnt-up grasses. Here the +slope grew sharper, and the earth seemed to rise up between the sky and +them, steep and barren as a house-roof.</p> + +<p>Once he asked her,—</p> + +<p>"Are you tired?"</p> + +<p>She shook her head.</p> + +<p>Her feet ached, and her heart throbbed; her limbs were heavy like lead +in the heat and the toil. But she did not tell him so. She would have +dropped dead from exhaustion rather than have confessed to him any +weakness.</p> + +<p>He took the denial as it was given, and pressed onward up the ascent.</p> + +<p>The sun was slanting towards the west; the skies seemed like brass; the +air was sharp, yet scorching; the dull brown earth still rose up before +them like a wall; they climbed it slowly and painfully, their hands and +their teeth filled with its dust, that drifted in a cloud before them. +He bade her close her eyes, and she obeyed him. He stretched his arm out +and drew her after him up the ascent that was slippery from drought and +prickly from the stunted growth of furze.</p> + +<p>On the summit he stood still and released her.</p> + +<p>"Now look."</p> + +<p>She opened her eyes with the startled half-questioning stare of one led +out from utter darkness into a full and sudden light.</p> + +<p>Then, with a cry, she sank down on the rock, trembling, weeping, +laughing, stretching out her arms to the new glory that met her sight, +dumb with its grandeur, delirious with its delight.</p> + +<p>For what she saw was the sea.</p> + +<p>Before her dazzled sight all its beauty stretched, the blueness of the +waters meeting the blueness of the skies; radiant with all the marvels +of its countless hues; softly stirred by a low wind that sighed across +it; bathed in a glow of gold that streamed on it from the westward; +rolling from north to south in slow sonorous measure, filling the silent +air with ceaseless melody. The luster of the sunset beamed upon it; the +cool fresh smell of its water shot like new life through all the scorch +and stupor of the day; its white foam curled and broke on the brown +curving rocks and wooded inlets of the shores; innumerable birds, that +gleamed like silver, floated or flew above its surface; all was still, +still as death, save only for the endless movement of those white swift +wings and the susurrus of the waves, in which all meaner and harsher +sounds of earth seemed lost and hushed to slumber and to silence.</p> + +<p>The sea alone reigned, as it reigned in the sweet young years of the +earth when men were not; as, maybe, it will be its turn to reign again +in the years to come, when men and all their works shall have passed +away and be no more seen nor any more remembered.</p> + +<p>Arslàn watched her in silence.</p> + +<p>He was glad that it should awe and move her thus. The sea was the only +thing for which he cared; or which had any power over him. In the +northern winter of his youth he had known the ocean in one wild night's +work undo all that men had done to check and rule it, and burst through +all the barriers that they had raised against it, and throw down the +stones of the altar and quench the fires of the hearth, and sweep +through the fold and the byre, and flood the cradle of the child and the +grave of the grandsire. He had seen the storms wash away at one blow the +corn harvests of years, and gather in the sheep from the hills, and take +the life of the shepherd with the life of the flock. He had seen it +claim lovers locked in each other's arms, and toss the fair curls of the +first-born as it tossed the ribbon-weeds of its deeps. And he had felt +small pity; it had rather given him a sense of rejoicing and triumph to +see the water laugh to scorn those who were so wise in their own +conceit, and bind beneath its chains those who held themselves masters +over all beasts of the field and birds of the air.</p> + +<p>Other men dreaded the sea and cursed it; but he in his way loved it +almost with passion, and could he have chosen the manner of his death +would have desired that it should be by the sea and through the sea; a +death cold and serene and dreamily voluptuous; a death on which no +woman should look and in which no man should have share.</p> + +<p>He watched her now for some time without speaking. When the first +paroxysm of her emotion had exhausted itself, she stood motionless, her +figure like a statue of bronze against the sun, her head sunk upon her +breast, her arms outstretched as though beseeching the wondrous +brightness which she saw to take her to itself and make her one with it. +Her whole attitude expressed an unutterable worship. She was like one +who for the first time hears of God.</p> + +<p>"What is it you feel?" he asked her suddenly. He knew without asking; +but he had made it his custom to dissect all her joys and sufferings, +with little heed whether he thus added to either.</p> + +<p>At the sound of his voice she started, and a shiver shook her as she +answered him slowly, without withdrawing her gaze from the waters,—</p> + +<p>"It has been there always—always—so near me?"</p> + +<p>"Before the land, the sea was."</p> + +<p>"And I never knew!"</p> + +<p>Her head drooped on her breast; tears rolled silently down her checks; +her arms fell to her sides; she shivered again and sighed. She knew all +she had lost—this is the greatest grief that life holds.</p> + +<p>"You never knew," he made answer. "There was only a sand-hill between +you and all this glory; but the sand-hill was enough. Many people never +climb theirs all their lives long."</p> + +<p>The words and their meaning escaped her.</p> + +<p>She had for once no remembrance of him; nor any other sense save of this +surpassing wonder which had thus burst on her—this miracle that had +been near her for so long, yet of which she had never in all her visions +dreamed.</p> + +<p>She was quite silent; sunk there on her knees, motionless, and gazing +straight, with eyes unblenching, at the light.</p> + +<p>There was no sound near them, nor was there anything in sight except +where above against the deepest azure of the sky two curlews were +circling around each other, and in the distance a single ship was +gliding, with sails silvered by the sun. All signs of human life lay far +behind; severed from them by those steep scorched slopes swept only by +the plovers and the bees. And all the while she looked the slow tears +gathered in her eyes and fell, and the loud hard beating of her heart +was audible in the hushed stillness of the upper air.</p> + +<p>He waited awhile; then he spoke to her:</p> + +<p>"Since it pains you come away."</p> + +<p>A great sob shuddered through her.</p> + +<p>"Give me that pain," she muttered, "sooner than any joy. Pain? Pain?—it +is life, heaven, liberty!"</p> + +<p>For suddenly those words which she had heard spoken around her, and +which had been scarcely more to her than they were to the deaf and the +dumb, became real to her with a thousand meanings. Men use them +unconsciously, figuring by them all the marvels of their existence, all +the agonies of their emotions, all the mysteries of their pangs and +passions, for which they have no other names; even so she used them now +in the tumult of awe, in the torture of joy, that possessed her.</p> + +<p>Arslàn looked at her, and let her be.</p> + +<p>Passionless himself, except in the pursuit of his art, the passions of +this untrained and intense nature had interest for him—the cold +interest of analysis and dissection, not of sympathy. As he portrayed +her physical beauty scarcely moved by its flush of color and grace of +mould, so he pursued the development of her mind searchingly, but with +little pity and little tenderness.</p> + +<p>The seagulls were lost in the heights of the air; the ship sailed on +into the light till the last gleam of its canvas vanished; the sun sank +westward lower and lower till it glowed in a globe of flame upon the +edge of the water: she never moved; standing there on the summit of the +cliff, with her head dropped upon her breast, her form thrown out dark +and motionless against the gold of the western sky; on her face still +that look of one who worships with intense honor and passionate faith an +unknown God.</p> + +<p>The sun sank entirely, leaving only a trail of flame across the heavens; +the waters grew gray and purple in the shadows; one boat, black against +the crimson reflections of the west, swept on swiftly with the +in-rushing tide; the wind rose and blew long curls of seaweed on the +rocks; the shores of the bay were dimmed in a heavy mist, through which +the lights of the little hamlets dimly glowed, and the distant voices of +fishermen calling to each other as they drew in their deep-sea nets came +faint and weirdlike.</p> + +<p>Still she never moved; the sea at her feet seemed to magnetize her, and +draw her to it with some unseen power.</p> + +<p>She started again as Arslàn spoke.</p> + +<p>"This is but a land-locked bay," he said, with some contempt; he who had +seen the white aurora rise over the untraversed ocean of an Arctic +world. "And it lies quiet enough there, like a duck-pool, in the +twilight. Tell me, why does it move you so?"</p> + +<p>She gave a heavy stifled sigh.</p> + +<p>"It looks so free. And I——"</p> + +<p>On her there had vaguely come of late the feeling that she had only +exchanged one tyranny for another; that, leaving the dominion of +ignorance, she had only entered into a slavery still sterner and more +binding. In every vein of her body there leaped and flashed and lived +the old free blood of an ever lawless, of an often criminal, race, and +yet, though with its instincts of rebellion so strong in her, moving her +to break all bonds and tear off all yokes, she was the slave of a +slave—since she was the slave of love. This she did not know; but its +weight was upon her.</p> + +<p>He heard with a certain pity. He was bound himself in the chain of +poverty and of the world's forgetfulness, and he had not even so much +poor freedom as lies in the gilded imprisonment of fame.</p> + +<p>"It is not free," was all he answered her. "It obeys the laws that +govern it, and cannot evade them. Its flux and reflux are not liberty, +but obedience—just such obedience to natural law as our life shows when +it springs into being and slowly wears itself out and then perishes in +its human form to live again in the motes of the air and the blades of +the grass. There is no such thing as liberty; men have dreamed of it, +but nature has never accorded it."</p> + +<p>The words passed coldly over her: with her senses steeped in the +radiance of light, that divinity of calm, that breadth of vision, that +trance of awe, the chilliness and the bitterness of fact recoiled from +off her intelligence, unabsorbed, as the cold rain-drops roll off a +rose.</p> + +<p>"It is so free!" she murmured, regardless of his words. "If I had only +known—I would have asked it to take me so long ago. To float dead on +it—as that bird floats—it would be so quiet there and it would not +fling me back, I think. It would have pity."</p> + +<p>Her voice was dreamy and gentle. The softness of an indescribable desire +was in it.</p> + +<p>"Is it too late?" he said, with that cruelty which characterized all his +words to her. "Can you have grown in love with life?"</p> + +<p>"You live," she said, simply.</p> + +<p>He was silent; the brief innocent words rebuked him. They said, so +clearly yet so unconsciously, the influence that his life already had +gained on hers, whilst hers was to him no more than the brown seaweed +was to the rock on which the waters tossed it.</p> + +<p>"Let us go down!" he said, abruptly, at length; "it grows late."</p> + +<p>With one longing backward look she obeyed him, moving like a creature in +a dream, as she went away, along the side of the cliff through the +shadows, while the goats lying down for their night's rest started and +fled at the human footsteps.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2>CHAPTER VIII.</h2> + + +<p>She was his absolute slave; and he used his influence with little +scruple. Whatever he told her she believed: whatever he desired, she +obeyed.</p> + +<p>With little effort he persuaded her that to lend her beauty to the +purpose of his art was a sacrifice pure and supreme; repaid, it might +be, with immortality, like the immortality of the Mona Lisa.</p> + +<p>It was ever painful and even loathsome to her to give her beauty to the +callous scrutiny and to the merciless imitations of art; it stung the +dignity and the purity that were inborn in this daughter of an outlawed +people; it wounded, and hurt, and humiliated her. She knew that these +things were only done that one day the eyes of thousands and of tens of +thousands might gaze on them; and the knowledge was hateful to her.</p> + +<p>But as she would have borne wood or carried water for him, as she would +have denied her lips the least morsel of bread that his might have fed +thereon, as she would have gone straight to the river's edge at his +bidding, and have stood still for the stream to swell and the floods to +cover her, so she obeyed him, and let him make of her what he would.</p> + +<p>He painted or sketched her in nearly every attitude, and rendered her +the center of innumerable stories.</p> + +<p>He placed her form in the crowd of dancing-women that followed after +Barabbas. He took her for Persephone, as for Phryne. He couched her on +the bleak rocks and the sea-sands on barren Tenedos. He made her beauty +burn through the purple vines and the roses of silence of the Venusberg. +He drew her as the fairest spirit fleeing with the autumn leaves in her +streaming hair from the pursuit of his own Storm God Othyr. He portrayed +her as Daphne, with all her soft human form changing and merging into +the bitter roots and the poisonous leaves of the laurel that was the +fruit of passion He drew her as Leonice, whose venal lips yet, being +purified by a perfect love, were sealed mute unto death, and for love's +sake spoke not.</p> + +<p>He sketched her in a hundred shapes and for a hundred stories, taking +her wild deerlike grace, and her supple mountain-bred strength, and her +beauty which had all the richness and the freshness that sun and wind +and rain and the dews of the nights can give, taking these as he in +other years had taken the bloom of the grape, the blush of the seashell, +the red glow of the desert reed, the fleeting glory of anything that, by +its life or by its death, would minister to his dreams or his desires.</p> + +<p>Of all the studies he made from her—he all the while cold to her as any +priest of old to the bird that he seethed in its blood on his altars of +sacrifice,—those which were slightest of all, yet of all pleased him +best, were those studies which were fullest of that ruthless and +unsparing irony with which, in every stroke of his pencil, he cut as +with a knife into the humanity he dissected.</p> + +<p>In the first, he painted her in all the warm, dreaming, palpitating +slumber of youth, asleep in a field of poppies: thousands of brilliant +blossoms were crushed under her slender, pliant, folded limbs; the +intense scarlet of the dream-flowers burned everywhere, above, beneath, +around her; purple shadow and amber light contended for the mastery upon +her; her arms were lightly tossed above her head; her mouth smiled in +her dreams; over her a butterfly flew, spreading golden wings to the +sun; against her breast the great crimson cups of the flowers of sleep +curled and glowed; among them, hiding and gibbering and glaring at her +with an elf's eyes, was the Red Mouse of the Brocken—the one touch of +pitiless irony, of unsparing metaphor, that stole like a snake through +the hush and the harmony and the innocence of repose.</p> + +<p>In the second, there was still the same attitude, the same solitude, the +same rest, but the sleep was the sleep of death. Stretched on a block of +white marble, there were the same limbs, but livid and lifeless, and +twisted in the contortions of a last agony: there was the same +loveliness, but on it the hues of corruption already had stolen; the +face was still turned upward, but the blank eyes stared hideously, and +the mouth was drawn back from teeth closely clinched; upon the stone +there lay a surgeon's knife and a sculptor's scalpel; between her lips +the Red Mouse sat, watching, mouthing, triumphant. All the beauty was +left still, but it was left ghastly, discolored, ruined,—ready for the +mockery of the clay, for the violation of the knife,—ready for the +feast of the blind worm, for the narrow home dug in darkness and in +dust.</p> + +<p>And these two pictures were so alike and yet so unlike, so true to all +the glory of youth, so true to all the ghastliness of death, that they +were terrible; they were terrible even to the man who drew them with so +unsparing and unfaltering a hand.</p> + +<p>Only to her they were not terrible, because they showed his power, +because they were his will and work. She had no share in the shudder, +which even he felt, at that visible presentiment of the corruption to +which her beauty in its human perfection was destined: since it +pleasured him to do it, that was all she cared. She would have given her +beauty to the scourge of the populace, or to the fish of the sea, at his +bidding.</p> + +<p>She had not asked him even what the Red Mouse meant.</p> + +<p>She was content that he should deal with her in all things as he would. +That such portrayals of her were cruel she never once thought: to her +all others had been so brutal that the cruelties of Arslàn seemed sweet +as the south wind.</p> + +<p>To be for one instant a thing in the least wished for and endeared was +to her a miracle so wonderful and so undreamt of, that it made her life +sublime to her.</p> + +<p>"Is that all the devil has done for you?" cried the gardener's wife from +the vine-hung lattice, leaning out while the boat from Yprès went down +the water-street beneath.</p> + +<p>"It were scarcely worth while to be his offspring if he deals you no +better gifts than that. He is as niggard as the saints are—the little +mean beasts! Do you know that the man who paints you brings death, they +say—sooner or later—to every creature that lives again for him in his +art?"</p> + +<p>Folle-Farine, beneath in the dense brown shadows cast from the timbers +of the leaning houses, raised her eyes; the eyes smiled, and yet they +had a look in them that chilled even the mocking, careless, wanton +temper of the woman who leaned above among the roses.</p> + +<p>"I have heard it," she said, simply, as her oar broke the shadows.</p> + +<p>"And you have no fear?"</p> + +<p>"I have no fear."</p> + +<p>The gardener's wife laughed aloud, the silver pins shaking in her yellow +tresses.</p> + +<p>"Well—the devil gives strength, no doubt. But I will not say much for +the devil's wage. A fine office he sets you—his daughter—to lend +yourself to a painter's eyes like any wanton that he could hire in the +market-place for a drink of wine. If the devil do no better than that +for you—his own-begotten—I will cleave close to the saints and the +angels henceforth, though they do take all the gems and the gold and the +lace for their altars, and bestow so little in answer."</p> + +<p>The boat had passed on with slow and even measure; no words of derision +which they could cast at her had power to move her any more than the +fret of the ruffling rooks had power to move the cathedral spires around +which they beat with their wings the empty air.</p> + +<p>The old dull gray routine of perpetual toil was illumined and enriched. +If any reviled, she heard not. If any flung a stone at her, she caught +it and dropped it safely on the grass, and went on with a glance of +pardon. When the children ran after her footsteps bawling and mouthing, +she turned and looked at them with a sweet dreaming tenderness in her +eyes that rebuked them and held them silenced and afraid.</p> + +<p>Now, she hated none; nor could she envy any.</p> + +<p>The women were welcome to their little joys of hearth and home; they +were welcome to look for their lovers across the fields with smiling +eyes shaded from the sun, or to beckon their infants from the dusky +orchards to murmur fond foolish words and stroke the curls of flaxen +down,—she begrudged them nothing: she, too, had her portion and her +treasure; she, too, knew the unutterable and mystical sweetness of a +human joy.</p> + +<p>Base usage cannot make base a creature that gives itself nobly, purely, +with unutterable and exhaustless love; and whilst the people in the +country round muttered at her for her vileness and disgrace, she, all +unwitting and raised high above the reach of taunt and censure by a deep +speechless joy that rendered hunger, and labor, and pain, and brutal +tasks, and jibing glances indifferent to her—nay, unfelt—went on her +daily ways with a light richer than the light of the sun in her eyes, +and in her step the noble freedom of one who has broken from bondage and +entered into a heritage of grace.</p> + +<p>She was proud as with the pride of one selected for some great dignity; +proud with the pride that a supreme devotion and a supreme ignorance +made possible to her. He was as a god to her; and she had found favor in +his sight. Although by all others despised, to him she was beautiful; a +thing to be desired, not abhorred; to be caressed, not cursed. It seemed +to her so wonderful that, night and day, in her heart she praised God +for it—that dim unknown God of whom no man had taught her, but yet whom +she had vaguely grown to dream of and to honor, and to behold in the +setting of the sun, and in the flush of the clouds, and in the mysteries +of the starlit skies.</p> + +<p>Of shame to her in it she had no thought: a passion strong as fire in +its force, pure as crystal in its unselfishness, possessed her for him, +and laid her at his feet to be done with as he would. She would have +crouched to him like a dog; she would have worked for him like a slave; +she would have killed herself if he had bidden her without a word of +resistance or a moan of regret. To be caressed by him one moment as his +hand in passing caressed a flower, even though with the next to be +broken like the flower and cast aside in a ditch to die, was to her the +greatest glory life could know. To be a pleasure to him for one hour, to +see his eyes tell her once, however carelessly or coldly, that she had +any beauty for him, was to her the sweetest and noblest fate that could +befall her. To him she was no more than the cluster of grapes to the +wayfarer, who brushes their bloom off and steals their sweetness, then +casts them down to be trampled on by whosoever the next comer be. But to +this creature, who had no guide except her instincts of passion and +sacrifice, who had no guard except the pure scorn that had kept her from +the meanness and coarseness of the vices around her, this was +unintelligible, unsuspected; and if she had understood it, she would +have accepted it mutely, in that abject humility which had bent the +fierce and dauntless temper in her to his will.</p> + +<p>To be of use to him,—to be held of any worth to him,—to have his eyes +find any loveliness to study in her,—to be to him only as a flower that +he broke off its stem to copy its bloom on his canvas and then cast out +on the land to wither as it would,—this, even this, seemed to her the +noblest and highest fate to which she could have had election.</p> + +<p>That he only borrowed the color of her cheek and the outline of her +limbs as he had borrowed a thousand times ere then the venal charms of +the dancing-women of taverns and play-houses, and the luring graces of +the wanton that strayed in the public ways, was a knowledge that never +touched her with its indignity. To her his art was a religion, supreme, +passionless, eternal, whose sacrificial fires ennobled and consecrated +all that they consumed.</p> + +<p>"Though I shall die as the leaf dies in my body, yet I shall live +forever embalmed amidst the beauty of his thoughts," she told herself +perpetually, and all her life became transfigured.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2>CHAPTER IX.</h2> + + +<p>One evening he met her in the fields on the same spot where Marcellin +first had seen her as a child among the scarlet blaze of the poppies.</p> + +<p>The lands were all yellow with saffron and emerald with the young corn; +she balanced on her head a great brass jar; the red girdle glowed about +her waist as she moved; the wind stirred the folds of her garments; her +feet were buried in the shining grass; clouds tawny and purple were +behind her; she looked like some Moorish phantom seen in a dream under a +sky of Spain.</p> + +<p>He paused and gazed at her with eyes half content, half cold.</p> + +<p>She was of a beauty so uncommon, so strange, and all that was his for +his art:—a great artist, whether in words, in melody, or in color, is +always cruel, or at the least seems so, for all things that live under +the sun are to him created only to minister to his one inexorable +passion.</p> + +<p>Art is so vast; and human life is so little.</p> + +<p>It is to him only supremely just that the insect of an hour should be +sacrificed to the infinite and eternal truth which must endure until the +heavens themselves shall wither as a scroll that is held in a flame. It +might have seemed to Arslàn base to turn her ignorance and submission to +his will, to the gratification of his amorous passions; but to make +these serve the art to which he had himself abandoned every earthly good +was in his sight justified, as the death agonies of the youth whom they +decked with roses and slew in sacrifice to the sun were in the sight of +the Mexican nation.</p> + +<p>The youth whom the Mexicans slew, on the high hill of the city, with his +face to the west, was always the choicest and the noblest of all the +opening flower of their manhood: for it was his fate to be called to +enter into the realms of eternal light, and to dwell face to face with +the unbearable brightness without whose rays the universe would have +perished frozen in perpetual night.</p> + +<p>So the artist, who is true to his art, regards every human sacrifice +that he renders up to it; how can he feel pity for a thing which +perishes to feed a flame that he deems the life of the world?</p> + +<p>The steel that he draws out from the severed heart of his victim he is +ready to plunge into his own vitals: no other religion can vaunt as much +of its priests.</p> + +<p>"What are you thinking of to-night?" he asked her where she came through +the fields by the course of a little flower-sown brook, fringed with +tall bulrushes and waving willow-stems.</p> + +<p>She lifted her eyelids with a dreamy and wistful regard.</p> + +<p>"I was thinking,—I wonder what the reed felt that you told me of,—the +one reed that a god chose from all its millions by the waterside and cut +down to make into a flute."</p> + +<p>"Ah?—you see there are no reeds that make music nowadays; the reeds are +only good to be woven into creels for the fruits and the fish of the +market."</p> + +<p>"That is not the fault of the reeds?"</p> + +<p>"Not that I know; it is the fault of men most likely who find the chink +of coin in barter sweeter music than the song of the syrinx. But what do +you think the reed felt then?—pain to be so sharply severed from its +fellows?"</p> + +<p>"No—or the god would not have chosen it"</p> + +<p>"What, then?"</p> + +<p>A troubled sigh parted her lips; these old fables were fairest truths to +her, and gave a grace to every humblest thing that the sun shone on, or +the waters begat from their foam, or the winds blew with their breath +into the little life of a day.</p> + +<p>"I was trying to think. But I cannot be sure. These reeds have +forgotten. They have lost their soul. They want nothing but to feed +among the sand and the mud, and grow in millions together, and shelter +the toads and the newts,—there is not a note of music in them +all—except when the wind rises and makes them sigh, and then they +remember that long—long—ago, the breath of a great god was in them."</p> + +<p>Arslàn looked at her where she stood; her eyes resting on the reeds, +and the brook at her feet; the crimson heat of the evening all about +her, on the brazen amphora, on the red girdle on her loins, on the +thoughtful parted lips, on the proud bent brows above which a golden +butterfly floated as above the brows of Psyche.</p> + +<p>He smiled; the smile that was so cold to her.</p> + +<p>"Look; away over the fields, there comes a peasant with a sickle; he +comes to mow down the reeds to make a bed for his cattle. If he heard +you, he would think you mad."</p> + +<p>"They have thought me many things worse. What matter?"</p> + +<p>"Nothing at all;—that I know. But you seem to envy that reed—so long +ago—that was chosen?"</p> + +<p>"Who would not?"</p> + +<p>"Are you so sure? The life of the reed was always pleasant;—dancing +there in the light, playing with the shadows, blowing in the winds; with +the cool waters all about it all day long, and the yellow daffodils and +the blue bell-flowers for its brethren."</p> + +<p>"Nay;—how do you know?"</p> + +<p>Her voice was low, and thrilled with a curious eager pain.</p> + +<p>"How do you know?" she murmured. "Rather it was born in the sands, among +the stones, of the chance winds, of the stray germs,—no one asking, no +one heeding, brought by a sunbeam, spat out by a toad—no one caring +where it dropped. Rather,—it grew there by the river, and such millions +of reeds grew with it, that neither waters nor winds could care for a +thing so common and worthless, but the very snakes twisting in and out +despised it, and thrust the arrows of their tongues through it in scorn. +And then—I think I see!—the great god walked by the edge of the river, +and he mused on a gift to give man, on a joy that should be a joy on the +earth forever; and he passed by the lily white as snow, by the thyme +that fed the bees, by the gold heart in the arum flower, by the orange +flame of the tall sand-rush, by all the great water-blossoms which the +sun kissed, and the swallows loved, and he came to the one little reed +pierced with the snakes' tongues, and all alone amidst millions. Then +he took it up, and cut it to the root, and killed it;—killed it as a +reed,—but breathed into it a song audible and beautiful to all the ears +of men. Was that death to the reed?—or life? Would a thousand summers +of life by the waterside have been worth that one thrill of song when a +god first spoke through it?"</p> + +<p>Her face lightened with a radiance to which the passion of her words was +pale and poor; the vibrations of her voice grew sonorous and changing as +the sounds of music itself; her eyes beamed through unshed tears as +planets through the rain.</p> + +<p>She spoke of the reed and the god:—she thought of herself and of him.</p> + +<p>He was silent.</p> + +<p>The reaper came nearer to them through the rosy haze of the evening, and +cast a malignant eye upon them, and bent his back and drew the curve of +his hook through the rushes.</p> + +<p>Arslàn watched the sweep of the steel.</p> + +<p>"The reeds only fall now for the market," he said, with a smile that was +cruel. "And the gods are all dead—Folle-Farine."</p> + +<p>She did not understand; but her face lost its color, her heart sunk, her +lips closed. She went on, treading down the long coils of the wild +strawberries and the heavy grasses wet with the dew.</p> + +<p>The glow from the west died, a young moon rose, the fields and the skies +grew dark.</p> + +<p>He looked, and let her go;—alone.</p> + +<p>In her, Hermes, pitiful for once, had given him a syrinx through which +all sweetest and noblest music might have been breathed. But Hermes, +when he gives such a gift, leaves the mortal on whom he bestows it to +make or to miss the music as he may; and to Arslàn, his reed was but a +reed as the rest were—a thing that bloomed for a summer-eve—a thing of +the stagnant water and drifting sand—a thing that lived by the breath +of the wind—a thing that a man should cut down and weave in a crown for +a day, and then cast aside on the stream, and neither regret nor in any +wise remember—a reed of the river, as the rest were.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2>BOOK V.</h2> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2>CHAPTER I.</h2> + + +<p>"Only a little gold!" he thought, one day, looking on the cartoon of the +Barabbas. "As much as I have flung away on a dancing-woman, or the +dancing-woman on the jewel for her breast. Only a little gold, and I +should be free; and with me <i>these</i>."</p> + +<p>The thought escaped him unawares in broken words, one day, when he +thought himself alone.</p> + +<p>This was a perpetual torture to him, this captivity and penury, this +aimlessness and fruitlessness, in which his years were drifting, spent +in the dull bodily labor that any brainless human brute could execute as +well as he, consuming his days in physical fatigues that a roof he +despised might cover him, and a bread which was bitter as gall to him +might be his to eat; knowing all the while that the real strength which +he possessed, the real power that could give him an empire amidst his +fellows, was dying away in him as slowly but as surely as though his +brain were feasting fishes in the river-mud below.</p> + +<p>So little!—just a few handfuls of the wealth that cheats and wantons, +fools and panders, gathered and scattered so easily in that world with +which he had now no more to do than if he were lying in his grave;—and +having this, he would be able to compel the gaze of the world, and +arouse the homage of its flinching fear, even if it should still +continue to deny him other victories.</p> + +<p>It was not the physical privations of poverty which could daunt him. His +boyhood had been spent in a healthful and simple training, amidst a +strong and hardy mountain-people.</p> + +<p>It was nothing to him to make his bed on straw; to bear hunger +unblenchingly; to endure cold and heat, and all the freaks and changes +of wild weather.</p> + +<p>In the long nights of a northern winter he had fasted for weeks on a +salted fish and a handful of meal; on the polar seas he had passed a +winter ice-blocked, with famine kept at bay only by the flesh of the +seal, and men dying around him raving in the madness of thirst.</p> + +<p>None of the physical ills of poverty could appall him; but its +imprisonment, its helplessness, the sense of utter weakness, the +impotence to rise and go to other lands and other lives, the perpetual +narrowness and darkness in which it compelled him to abide, all these +were horrible to him; he loathed them as a man loathes the irons on his +wrists, and the stone vault of his prison-cell.</p> + +<p>"If I had only money!" he muttered, looking on his Barabbas, "ever so +little—ever so little!"</p> + +<p>For he knew that if he had as much gold as he had thrown away in earlier +times to the Syrian beggar who had sat to him on his house-top at +Damascus, he could go to a city and make the work live in color, and try +once more to force from men that wonder and that fear which are the +highest tributes that the multitude can give to the genius that arises +amidst it.</p> + +<p>There was no creature in the chamber with him, except the spiders that +wove in the darkness among the timbers.</p> + +<p>It was only just then dawn. The birds were singing in the thickets of +the water's edge; a blue kingfisher skimmed the air above the rushes, +and a dragon-fly hunted insects over the surface of the reeds by the +shore; the swallows, that built in the stones of the tower, were +wheeling to and fro, glad and eager for the sun.</p> + +<p>Otherwise it was intensely silent.</p> + +<p>In the breadth of shadow still cast across the stream by the walls of +the tower, the market-boat of Yprès glided by, and the soft splash of +the passing oars was a sound too familiar to arouse him.</p> + +<p>But, unseen, Folle-Farine, resting one moment in her transit to look up +at that grim gray pile in which her paradise was shut, watching and +listening with the fine-strung senses of a great love, heard through +the open casement the muttered words which, out of the bitterness of his +heart, escaped his lips unconsciously.</p> + +<p>She heard and understood.</p> + +<p>Although a paradise to her, to him it was only a prison.</p> + +<p>"It is with him as with the great black eagle that they keep in the +bridge-tower, in a hole in the dark, with wings cut close and a stone +tied to each foot," she thought, as she went on her way noiselessly down +with the ebb-tide on the river. And she sorrowed exceedingly for his +sake.</p> + +<p>She knew nothing of all that he remembered in the years of his past—of +all that he had lost, whilst yet young, as men should only lose their +joys in the years of their old age; she knew nothing of the cities and +the habits of the world—nothing of the world's pleasures and the +world's triumphs.</p> + +<p>To her it had always seemed strange that he wanted any other life than +this which he possessed. To her, the freedom, the strength, the +simplicity of it, seemed noble, and all that the heart of a man could +desire from fate.</p> + +<p>Going forth at sunrise to his daily labor on the broad golden sheet of +the waters, down to the sight and the sound and the smile of the sea, +and returning at sunset to wander at will through the woods and the +pastures in the soft evening shadows, or to watch and portray with the +turn of his wrist the curl of each flower, the wonder of every cloud, +the smile in any woman's eyes, the gleam of any moonbeam through the +leaves; or to lie still on the grass or the sand by the shore, and see +the armies of the mists sweep by over his head, and hearken to the throb +of the nightingale's voice through the darkness, and mark the coolness +of the dews on the hollow of his hand, and let the night go by in dreams +of worlds beyond the stars;—such a life as this seemed to her beyond +any other beautiful.</p> + +<p>A life in the air, on the tide, in the light, in the wind, in the sound +of salt waves, in the smell of wild thyme, with no roof to come between +him and the sky, with no need to cramp body and mind in the cage of a +street—a life spent in the dreaming of dreams, and full of vision and +thought as the summer was full of its blossom and fruits,—it seemed to +her the life that must needs be best for a man, since the life that was +freest, simplest, and highest.</p> + +<p>She knew nothing of the lust of ambition, of the desire of fame, of the +ceaseless unrest of the mind which craves the world's honor, and is +doomed to the world's neglect; of the continual fire which burns in the +hands which stretch themselves in conscious strength to seize a scepter +and remain empty, only struck in the palm by the buffets of fools.</p> + +<p>Of these she knew nothing.</p> + +<p>She had no conception of them—of the weakness and the force that twine +one in another in such a temper as his. She was at once above them and +beneath them. She could not comprehend that he who could so bitterly +disdain the flesh-pots and the wine-skins of the common crowd, yet could +stoop to care for the crowd's Hosannas.</p> + +<p>But yet this definite longing which she overheard in the words that +escaped him she could not mistake; it was a longing plain to her, one +that moved all the dullest and most brutal souls around her. All her +years through she had seen the greed of gold, or the want of it, the +twin rulers of the only little dominion that she knew.</p> + +<p>Money, in her estimate of it, meant only some little sum of copper +pieces, such as could buy a hank of flax, a load of sweet chestnuts, a +stack of wood, a swarm of bees, a sack of autumn fruits. What in cities +would have been penury, was deemed illimitable riches in the homesteads +and cabins which had been her only world.</p> + +<p>"A little gold!—a little gold!" she pondered ceaselessly, as she went +on down the current. She knew that he only craved it, not to purchase +any pleasure for his appetites or for his vanities, but as the lever +whereby he would be enabled to lift off him that iron weight of adverse +circumstance which held him down in darkness as the stones held the +caged eagle.</p> + +<p>"A little gold!" she said to herself again and again as the boat drifted +on to the town, with the scent of the mulberries, and the herbs, and the +baskets of roses, which were its cargo for the market, fragrant on the +air.</p> + +<p>"A little gold!"</p> + +<p>It seemed so slight a thing, and the more cruel, because so slight, to +stand thus between him and that noonday splendor of fame which he sought +to win in his obscurity and indigence, as the blinded eagle in his den +still turned his aching eyes by instinct to the sun. Her heart was weary +for him as she went.</p> + +<p>"What use for the gods to have given him back life," she thought, "if +they must give him thus with it the incurable fever of an endless +desire?"</p> + +<p>It was a gift as poisoned, a granted prayer as vain, as the immortality +which they had given to Tithonus.</p> + +<p>"A little gold," he had said: it seemed a thing almost within her grasp.</p> + +<p>Had she been again willing to steal from Flamma, she could have taken it +as soon as the worth of the load she carried should have been paid to +her; but by a theft she would not serve Arslàn now. No gifts would she +give him but what should be pure and worthy of his touch. She pondered +and pondered, cleaving the waters with dull regular measure, and gliding +under the old stone arches of the bridge into the town.</p> + +<p>When she brought the boat back up the stream at noonday, her face had +cleared; her mouth smiled; she rowed on swiftly, with a light sweet and +glad in her eyes.</p> + +<p>A thought had come to her.</p> + +<p>In the market-place that day she had heard two women talk together, +under the shade of their great red umbrellas, over their heaps of garden +produce.</p> + +<p>"So thou hast bought the brindled calf after all! Thou art in luck."</p> + +<p>"Ay, in luck indeed, for the boy to rout up the old pear-tree and find +those queer coins beneath it. The tree had stood there all my father's +and grandfather's time, and longer too, for aught I know, and no one +ever dreamed there was any treasure at the root; but he took a fancy to +dig up the tree; he said it looked like a ghost, with its old gray arms, +and he wanted to plant a young cherry."</p> + +<p>"There must have been a mass of coin?"</p> + +<p>"No,—only a few little shabby, bent pieces. But the lad took them up +to the Prince Sartorian; and he is always crazed about the like; and he +sent us for them quite a roll of gold, and said that the coins found +were, beyond a doubt, of the Julian time—whatever he might mean by +that."</p> + +<p>"Sartorian will buy any rubbish of that sort. For my part, I think if +one buried a brass button only long enough, he would give one a +bank-note for it."</p> + +<p>"They say there are marble creatures of his that cost more than would +dower a thousand brides, or pension a thousand soldiers. I do not know +about that. My boy did not get far in the palace; but he said that the +hall he waited in was graven with gold and precious stones. One picture +he saw in it was placed on a golden altar, as if it were a god. To +worship old coins, and rags of canvas, and idols of stone like +that,—how vile it is! while we are glad to get a nettle-salad off the +edge of the road."</p> + +<p>"But the coins gave thee the brindled calf."</p> + +<p>"That was no goodness to us. Sartorian has a craze for such follies."</p> + +<p>Folle-Farine had listened, and, standing by them, for once spoke:</p> + +<p>"Who is Sartorian? Will you tell me?"</p> + +<p>The women were from a far-distant village, and had not the infinite +horror of her felt by those who lived in the near neighborhood of the +mill of Yprès.</p> + +<p>"He is a great noble," they answered her, eyeing her with suspicion.</p> + +<p>"And where is his dwelling?"</p> + +<p>"Near Rioz. What do the like of you want with the like of the Prince?"</p> + +<p>She gave them thanks for their answers, and turned away in silence with +a glow at her heart.</p> + +<p>"What is that wicked one thinking of now, that she asks for such as the +Prince Sartorian?" said the women, crossing themselves, repentant that +they had so far forgotten themselves as to hold any syllable of converse +with the devil's daughter.</p> + +<p>An old man plucking birds near at hand chuckled low in his throat:</p> + +<p>"Maybe she knows that Sartorian will give yet more gold for new faces +than for old coins; and—how handsome she is, the black-browed witch!"</p> + +<p>She had passed away through the crowds of the market, and did not hear.</p> + +<p>"I go to Rioz myself in two days' time with the mules," she thought; and +her heart rose, her glance lightened, she moved through the people with +a step so elastic, and a face so radiant from the flush of a new hope, +that they fell away from her with an emotion which for once was not +wholly hatred.</p> + +<p>That night, when the mill-house was quiet, and the moonbeams fell +through all its small dim windows and checkered all its wooden floors, +she rose from the loft where she slept, and stole noiselessly down the +steep stairway to the chamber where the servant Pitchou slept.</p> + +<p>It was a little dark chamber, with jutting beams and a casement that was +never unclosed.</p> + +<p>On a nail hung the blue woolen skirt and the linen cap of the woman's +working-dress. In a corner was a little image of a saint and a string of +leaden beads.</p> + +<p>On a flock pallet the old wrinkled creature slept, tired out with the +labor of a long day's work among the cabbage-beds and rows of lettuces, +muttering as she slept of the little daily peculations that were the +sweet sins of her life and of her master's.</p> + +<p>She cared for her soul—cared very much, and tried to save it; but +cheating was dear to her, and cruelty was natural: she tricked the +fatherless child in his measure of milk for the tenth of a sou, and +wrung the throat of the bullfinch as it sang, lest he should peck the +tenth of a cherry.</p> + +<p>Folle-Farine went close to the straw bed and laid her hand on the +sleeper.</p> + +<p>"Wake! I want a word with you."</p> + +<p>Pitchou started, struggled, glared with wide-open eyes, and gasped in +horrible fear.</p> + +<p>Folle-Farine put the other hand on her mouth.</p> + +<p>"Listen! The night I was brought here you stole the sequins off my head. +Give them back to me now, or I will kill you where you lie."</p> + +<p>The grip of her left hand on the woman's throat, and the gleam of her +knife in the right, were enough, as she had counted they would be.</p> + +<p>Old Pitchou struggled, lied, stammered, writhed, strove to scream, and +swore her innocence of this theft which had waited eleven years to rise +against her to Mary and her angels; but in the end she surrendered, and +tottered on her shuddering limbs, and crept beneath her bed, and with +terror and misery brought forth from her secret hole in the rafters of +the floor the little chain of shaking sequins.</p> + +<p>It had been of no use to her: she had always thought it of inestimable +value, and could never bring herself to part from it, visiting it night +and day, and being perpetually tormented with the dread lest her master +should discover and claim it.</p> + +<p>Folle-Farine seized it from her silently, and laughed—a quiet cold +laugh—at the threats and imprecations of the woman who had robbed her +in her infancy.</p> + +<p>"How can you complain of me, without telling also of your own old sin?" +she said, with contempt, as she quitted the chamber. "Shriek away as you +choose: the chain is mine, not yours. I was weak when you stole it; I am +strong enough now. You had best not meddle, or you will have the worst +of the reckoning."</p> + +<p>And she shut the door on the old woman's screams and left her, knowing +well that Pitchou would not dare to summon her master.</p> + +<p>It was just daybreak. All the world was still dark.</p> + +<p>She slipped the sequins in her bosom, and went back to her own bed of +hay in the loft.</p> + +<p>There was no sound in the darkness but the faint piping of young birds +that felt the coming of day long ere the grosser senses of humanity +could have seen a glimmer of light on the black edge of the eastern +clouds.</p> + +<p>She sat on her couch with the Moorish coins in her hand, and gazed upon +them. They were very precious to her. She had never forgotten or ceased +to desire them, though to possess herself of them by force had never +occurred to her until that night. Their theft had been a wrong which she +had never pardoned, yet she had never avenged it until now.</p> + +<p>As she held them in her hand for the first time in eleven years, a +strong emotion came over her.</p> + +<p>The time when she had worn them came out suddenly in sharp relief from +the haze of her imperfect memories. All the old forest-life for a moment +revived for her.</p> + +<p>The mists of the mountains, the smell of the chestnut-woods, the curl of +the white smoke among the leaves, the sweet wild strains of the music, +the mad grace of the old Moorish dances, the tramp through the +hill-passes, the leap and splash of the tumbling waters,—all arose to +her for one moment from the oblivion in which years of toil and exile +had buried them.</p> + +<p>The tears started to her eyes; she kissed the little glittering coins, +she thought of Phratos.</p> + +<p>She had never known his fate.</p> + +<p>The gypsy who had been found dead in the fields had been forgotten by +the people before the same snows which had covered his body had melted +at the first glimmer of the wintry sun.</p> + +<p>Flamma could have told her; but he had never spoken one word in all her +life to her, except in curt reprimand or in cruel irony.</p> + +<p>All the old memories had died out; and no wanderers of her father's race +had ever come into the peaceful and pastoral district of the northern +seaboard, where they could have gained no footing, and could have made +no plunder.</p> + +<p>The sight of the little band of coins which had danced so often among +her curls under the moonlit leaves in the Liebana to the leaping and +tuneful measures of the viol moved her to a wistful longing for the +smile and the voice of Phratos.</p> + +<p>"I would never part with them for myself," she thought; "I would die of +hunger first—were it only myself."</p> + +<p>And still she was resolved to part with them; to sell her single little +treasure—the sole gift of the only creature who had ever loved her, +even in the very first hour that she had recovered it.</p> + +<p>The sequins were worth no more than any baby's woven crown of faded +daisies; but to her, as to the old peasant, they seemed, by their +golden glitter, a source of wealth incalculable.</p> + +<p>At twilight that day, as she stood by Arslàn, she spoke to him, +timidly,—</p> + +<p>"I go to Rioz with the two mules, at daybreak to-morrow, with flour for +Flamma. It is a town larger than the one yonder. Is there anything I +might do there—for you?"</p> + +<p>"Do? What should you do?" he answered her, with inattention and almost +impatience; for his heart was sore with the terrible weariness of +inaction.</p> + +<p>She looked at him very wistfully, and her mouth parted a little as +though to speak; but his repulse chilled the words that rose to her +lips.</p> + +<p>She dared not say her thoughts to him, lest she should displease him.</p> + +<p>"If it come to naught he had best not know, perhaps," she said to +herself.</p> + +<p>So she kept silence.</p> + +<p>On the morrow, before the sun was up, she set out on her way, with the +two mules, to Rioz.</p> + +<p>It was a town distant some five leagues, lying to the southward. Both +the mules were heavily laden with as many sacks as they could carry: she +could ride on neither; she walked between them with a bridle held in +either hand.</p> + +<p>The road was not a familiar one to her; she had only gone thither some +twice or thrice, and she did not find the way long, being full of her +own meditations and hopes, and taking pleasure in the gleam of new +waters and the sight of fresh fields, and the green simple loveliness of +a pastoral country in late summer.</p> + +<p>She met few people; a market-woman or two on their asses, a walking +peddler, a shepherd, or a swineherd—these were all.</p> + +<p>The day was young, and none but the country people were astir. The quiet +roads were dim with mists; and the tinkle of a sheep's bell was the only +sound in the silence.</p> + +<p>It was mid-day when she entered Rioz; a town standing in a dell, +surrounded with apple-orchards and fields of corn and colza, with a +quaint old square tower of the thirteenth century arising among its +roofs, and round about it old moss-green ramparts whereon the bramble +and the gorse grew wild.</p> + +<p>But as the morning advanced the mists lifted, the sun grew powerful; the +roads were straight and without shadow; the mules stumbled, footsore; +she herself grew tired and fevered.</p> + +<p>She led her fatigued and thirsty beasts through the nearest gateway, +where a soldier sat smoking, and a girl in a blue petticoat and a +scarlet bodice talked to him, resting her hands on her hips, and her +brass pails on the ground.</p> + +<p>She left the sacks of flour at their destination, which was a great +bake-house in the center of the town; stalled the mules herself in a +shed adjoining the little crazy wineshop where Flamma had bidden her +bait them, and with her own hands unharnessed, watered, and foddered +them.</p> + +<p>The wineshop had for sign a white pigeon; it was tumble-down, dusky, +half covered with vines that grew loose and entwined over each other at +their own fancy; it had a little court in which grew a great +walnut-tree; there was a bench under the tree; the shelter of its boughs +was cool and very welcome in the full noon heat. The old woman who kept +the place, wrinkled, shriveled, and cheery, bade her rest there, and she +would bring her food and drink.</p> + +<p>But Folle-Farine, with one wistful glance at the shadowing branches, +refused, and asked only the way to the house of the Prince Sartorian.</p> + +<p>The woman of the cabaret looked at her sharply, and said, as the +market-women had said, "What does the like of you want with the Prince?"</p> + +<p>"I want to know the way to it. If you do not tell it, another will," she +answered, as she moved out of the little courtyard.</p> + +<p>The old woman called after her that it was out by the west gate, over +the hill through the fields for more than two leagues: if she followed +the wind of the water westward, she could not go amiss.</p> + +<p>"What is that baggage wanting to do with Sartorian?" she muttered, +watching the form of the girl as it passed up the steep sunshiny street.</p> + +<p>"Some evil, no doubt," answered her assistant, a stalwart wench, who was +skinning a rabbit in the yard. "You know, she sells bags of wind to +founder the ships, they say, and the wicked herb, <i>bon plaisir</i>, and the +philters that drive men mad. She is as bad as a <i>cajote</i>."</p> + +<p>Her old mistress, going within to toss a fritter for one of the +mendicant friars, chuckled grimly to herself:</p> + +<p>"No one would ask the road <i>there</i> for any good; that is sure. No doubt +she had heard that Sartorian is a choice judge of color and shape in all +the Arts!"</p> + +<p>Folle-Farine went out by the gate, and along the water westward.</p> + +<p>In a little satchel she carried some half score of oil-sketches that he +had given her, rich, graceful, shadowy things—girls' faces, coils of +foliage, river-rushes in the moonlight, a purple passion-flower blooming +on a gray ruin; a child, golden-headed and bare-limbed, wading in brown +waters;—things that had caught his sight and fancy, and had been +transcribed, and then tossed aside with the lavish carelessness of +genius.</p> + +<p>She asked one or two peasants, whom she met, her way; they stared, and +grumbled, and pointed to some distant towers rising out of wooded +slopes,—those they said were the towers of the dwelling of Prince +Sartorian.</p> + +<p>One hen-huckster, leading his ass to market with a load of live poultry, +looked over his shoulder after her, and muttered with a grin to his +wife:</p> + +<p>"There goes a handsome piece of porcelain for the old man to lock in his +velvet-lined cupboards."</p> + +<p>And the wife laughed in answer,—</p> + +<p>"Ay; she will look well, gilded as Sartorian always gilds what he buys."</p> + +<p>The words came to the ear of Folle-Farine: she wondered what they could +mean; but she would not turn back to ask.</p> + +<p>Her feet were weary, like her mules'; the sun scorched her; she felt +feeble, and longed to lie down and sleep; but she toiled on up the sharp +ascent that rose in cliffs of limestone above the valley where the river +ran.</p> + +<p>At last she came to gates that were like those of the cathedral, all +brazen, blazoned, and full of scrolls and shields. She pushed one +open—there was no one there to say her nay, and boldly entered the +domain which they guarded.</p> + +<p>At first it seemed to be only like the woods at home; the trees were +green, the grass long, the birds sang, the rabbits darted. But by-and-by +she went farther; she grew bewildered; she was in a world strange to +her.</p> + +<p>Trees she had never seen rose like the pillars of temples; gorgeous +flowers, she had never dreamed of, played in the sun; vast columns of +water sprang aloft from the mouths of golden dragons or the silver +breasts of dolphins; nude women, wondrous, and white, and still, stood +here and there amidst the leavy darkness.</p> + +<p>She paused among it all, dazzled, and thinking that she dreamed.</p> + +<p>She had never seen any gardens, save the gardens of the poor.</p> + +<p>A magnolia-tree was above her; she stooped her face to one of its great, +fragrant, creamy cups and kissed it softly. A statue of Clytio was +beside her; she looked timidly up at the musing face, and touched it, +wondering why it was so very cold, and would not move or smile.</p> + +<p>A fountain flung up its spray beside her; she leaned and caught it, +thinking it so much silver, and gazed at it in sorrowful wonder as it +changed to water in her grasp. She walked on like one enchanted, +silently, and thinking that she had strayed into some sorcerer's +kingdom; she was not afraid, but glad. She walked on for a long while, +always among these mazes of leaves, these splendors of blossom, these +cloud-reaching waters, these marble forms so motionless and thoughtful.</p> + +<p>At last she came on the edge of a great pool, fringed with the bulrush +and the lotos, and the white pampas-grass, and the flamelike flowering +reed, of the East and of the West.</p> + +<p>All around, the pool was sheltered with dark woods of cedar and thickets +of the sea-pine. Beyond them stood aloof a great pile that seemed to her +to blaze like gold and silver in the sun. She approached it through a +maze of roses, and ascended a flight of marble steps, on to a terrace. +A door stood open near. She entered it.</p> + +<p>She was intent on the object of her errand, and she had no touch of fear +in her whole temper.</p> + +<p>Hall after hall, room after room, opened to her amazed vision; an +endless spectacle of marvelous color stretched before her eyes; the +wonders that are gathered together by the world's luxury were for the +first time in her sight; she saw for the first time in her life how the +rich lived.</p> + +<p>She moved forward, curious, astonished, bewildered, but nothing daunted.</p> + +<p>On the velvet of the floors her steps trod as firmly and as freely as on +the moss of the orchard at Yprès. Her eyes glanced as gravely and as +fearlessly over the frescoed walls, the gilded woods, the jeweled cups, +the broidered hangings, as over the misty pastures where the sheep were +folded.</p> + +<p>It was not in the daughter of Taric to be daunted by the dazzle of mere +wealth. She walked through the splendid and lonely rooms wondering, +indeed, and eager to see more; but there was no spell here such as the +gardens had flung over her. To the creature free born in the Liebana no +life beneath a roof could seem beautiful.</p> + +<p>She met no one.</p> + +<p>At the end of the fourth chamber, which she traversed, she paused before +a great picture in a heavy golden frame; it was the seizure of +Persephone. She knew the story, for Arslàn had told her of it.</p> + +<p>She saw for the first time how the pictures that men called great were +installed in princely splendor; this was the fate which he wanted for +his own.</p> + +<p>A little lamp, burning perfume with a silvery smoke, stood before it: +she recalled the words of the woman in the market-place; in her +ignorance, she thought the picture was worshiped as a divinity, as the +people worshiped the great picture of the Virgin that they burned +incense before in the cathedral. She looked, with something of gloomy +contempt in her eyes, at the painting which was mantled in massive gold, +with purple draperies opening to display it; for it was the chief +masterpiece upon those walls.</p> + +<p>"And he cares for <i>that</i>!" she thought, with a sigh half of wonder, half +of sorrow.</p> + +<p>She did not reason on it, but it seemed to her that his works were +greater hanging on their bare walls where the spiders wove.</p> + +<p>"Who is 'he'?" a voice asked behind her.</p> + +<p>She turned and saw a small and feeble man, with keen, humorous eyes, and +an elfin face, delicate in its form, malicious in its meaning.</p> + +<p>She stood silent, regarding him; herself a strange figure in that lordly +place, with her brown limbs, her bare head and feet, her linen tunic, +her red knotted girdle.</p> + +<p>"Who are you?" she asked him curtly, in counter-question.</p> + +<p>The little old man laughed.</p> + +<p>"I have the honor to be your host."</p> + +<p>A disappointed astonishment clouded her face.</p> + +<p>"You! are you Sartorian?" she muttered—"the Sartorian whom they call a +prince?"</p> + +<p>"Even I!" he said with a smile. "I regret that I please you no more. May +I ask to what I am indebted for your presence? You seem a fastidious +critic."</p> + +<p>He spoke with good-humored irony, taking snuff whilst he looked at the +lustrous beauty of this barefooted gypsy, as he thought her, whom he had +found thus astray in his magnificent chambers.</p> + +<p>She amused him; finding her silent, he sought to make her speak.</p> + +<p>"How did you come in hither? You care for pictures, perhaps, since you +seem to feed on them like some wood-pigeons on a sheaf of corn?"</p> + +<p>"I know of finer than yours," she answered him coldly, chilled by the +amused and malicious ridicule of his tone into a sullen repose. "I did +not come to see anything you have. I came to sell you these: they say in +Yprès that you care for such bits of coin."</p> + +<p>She drew out of her bosom her string of sequins, and tendered them to +him.</p> + +<p>He took them, seeing at a glance that they were of no sort of value; +such things as he could buy for a few coins in any bazaar of Africa or +Asia. But he did not say so.</p> + +<p>He looked at her keenly, as he asked:</p> + +<p>"Whose were these?"</p> + +<p>She looked in return at him with haughty defiance.</p> + +<p>"They are mine. If you want such things, as they say you do, take them +and give me their value—that is all."</p> + +<p>"Do you come here to sell them?"</p> + +<p>"Yes. I came three leagues to-day. I heard a woman from near Rioz say +that you liked such things. Take them, or leave them."</p> + +<p>"Who gave them to you?"</p> + +<p>"Phratos."</p> + +<p>Her voice lingered sadly over the word. She still loved the memory of +Phratos.</p> + +<p>"And who may Phratos be?"</p> + +<p>Her eyes flashed fire at the cross-questioning.</p> + +<p>"That is none of your business. If you think that I stole them, say so. +If you want them, buy them. One or the other."</p> + +<p>The old man watched her amusedly.</p> + +<p>"You can be very fierce," he said to her. "Be gentle a little, and tell +me whence you came, and what story you have."</p> + +<p>But she would not.</p> + +<p>"I have not come here to speak of myself," she said obstinately. "Will +you take the coins, or leave them?"</p> + +<p>"I will take them," he said; and he went to a cabinet in another room +and brought out with him several shining gold pieces.</p> + +<p>She fastened her eager eyes on them thirstily.</p> + +<p>"Here is payment," he said to her, holding them to her.</p> + +<p>Her eyes fastened on the money entranced; she touched it with a light, +half-fearful touch, and then drew back and gazed at it amazed.</p> + +<p>"All that—all that?" she muttered. "Is it their worth? Are you sure?"</p> + +<p>"Quite sure," he said with a smile. He offered her in them some thirty +times their value.</p> + +<p>She paused for a moment, incredulous of her own good fortune, then +darted on them as a swallow at a gnat, and took them and put them to her +lips, and laughed a sweet glad laugh of triumph, and slid them in her +bosom.</p> + +<p>"I am grateful," she said simply; but the radiance in her eyes, the +laughter on her mouth, the quivering excitement in all her face and +form, said the same thing for her far better than her words.</p> + +<p>The old man watched her narrowly.</p> + +<p>"They are not for yourself?" he asked.</p> + +<p>"That is my affair," she answered him, all her pride rising in arms. +"What concerned you was their value."</p> + +<p>He smiled and bent his head.</p> + +<p>"Fairly rebuked. But say is this all you came for? Wherever you came +from, is this all that brought you here?"</p> + +<p>She looked awhile in his eyes steadily, then she brought the sketches +from their hiding-place. She placed them before him.</p> + +<p>"Look at those."</p> + +<p>He took them to the light and scanned them slowly and critically; he +knew all the mysteries and intricacies of art, and he recognized in +these slight things the hand and the color of a master. He did not say +so, but held them for some time in silence.</p> + +<p>"These also are for sale?" he asked at length.</p> + +<p>She had drawn near him, her face flushed with intense expectation, her +longing eyes dilated, her scarlet lips quivering with eagerness. That he +was a stranger and a noble was nothing to her: she knew he had wealth; +she saw he had perception.</p> + +<p>"See here!" she said, swiftly, the music of her voice rising and falling +in breathless, eloquent intonation. "Those things are to the great works +of his hand as a broken leaf beside your gardens yonder. He touches a +thing and it is beauty. He takes a reed, a stone, a breadth of sand, a +woman's face, and under his hand it grows glorious and gracious. He +dreams things that are strange and sublime; he has talked with the gods, +and he has seen the worlds beyond the sun. All the day he works for his +bread, and in the gray night he wanders where none can follow him; and +he brings back marvels and mysteries, and beautiful, terrible stories +that are like the sound of the sea. Yet he is poor, and no man sees the +things of his hand; and he is sick of his life, because the days go by +and bring no message to him, and men will have nothing of him; and he +has hunger of body and hunger of mind. For me, if I could do what he +does, I would not care though no man ever looked on it. But to him it is +bitter that it is only seen by the newt, and the beetle, and the +night-hawk. It wears his soul away, because he is denied of men. 'If I +had gold, if I had gold!' he says always, when he thinks that none can +hear him."</p> + +<p>Her voice trembled and was still for a second; she struggled with +herself and kept it clear and strong.</p> + +<p>The old man never interrupted her.</p> + +<p>"He must not know: he would kill himself if he knew; he would sooner die +than tell any man. But, look you, you drape your pictures here with gold +and with purple, you place them high in the light; you make idols of +them, and burn your incense before them. That is what he wants for his: +they are the life of his life. If they could be honored, he would not +care, though you should slay him to-morrow. Go to him, and make you +idols of his: they are worthier gods than yours. And what his heart is +sick for is to have them seen by men. Were I he, I would not care; but +he cares, so that he perishes."</p> + +<p>She shivered as she spoke; in her earnestness and eagerness, she laid +her hand on the stranger's arm, and held it there; she prayed, with more +passion than she would have cast into any prayer to save her own life.</p> + +<p>"Where is he; and what do you call him?" the old man asked her quietly.</p> + +<p>He understood the meaning that ran beneath the unconscious extravagance +of her fanciful and impassioned language.</p> + +<p>"He is called Arslàn; he lives in the granary-tower, by the river, +between the town and Yprès. He comes from the north, far away—very, +very far, where the seas are all ice and the sun shines at midnight. +Will you make the things that he does to be known to the people? +You have gold; and gold, he says, is the compeller of men."</p> + +<p>"Arslàn?" he echoed.</p> + +<p>The name was not utterly unknown to him; he had seen works signed with +it at Paris and at Rome—strange things of a singular power, of a union +of cynicism and idealism, which was too coarse for one-half the world, +and too pure for the other half.</p> + +<p>"Arslàn?—I think I remember. I will see what I can do."</p> + +<p>"You will say nothing to him of me."</p> + +<p>"I could not say much. Who are you? Whence do you come?"</p> + +<p>"I live at the water-mill of Yprès. They say that Reine Flamma was my +mother. I do not know: it does not matter."</p> + +<p>"What is your name?"</p> + +<p>"Folle-Farine. They called me after the mill-dust."</p> + +<p>"A strange namesake."</p> + +<p>"What does it matter? Any name is only a little puff of breath—less +than the dust, anyhow."</p> + +<p>"Is it? I see, you are a Communist."</p> + +<p>"What?"</p> + +<p>"A Communist—a Socialist. You know what that is. You would like to +level my house to the ashes, I fancy, by the look on your face."</p> + +<p>"No," she said, simply, with a taint of scorn, "I do not care to do +that. If I had cared to burn anything it would have been the Flandrins' +village. It is odd that you should live in a palace and he should want +for bread; but then he can create things, and you can only buy them. So +it is even, perhaps."</p> + +<p>The old man smiled, amused.</p> + +<p>"You are no respecter of persons, that is certain. Come in another +chamber and take some wine, and break your fast. There will be many +things here that you never saw or tasted."</p> + +<p>She shook her head.</p> + +<p>"The thought is good of you," she said, more gently than she had before +spoken. "But I never took a crust out of charity, and I will not begin."</p> + + +<p>"Charity! Do you call an invitation a charity?"</p> + +<p>"When the rich ask the poor—yes."</p> + +<p>He looked in her eyes with a smile.</p> + +<p>"But when a man, old and ugly, asks a woman that is young and beautiful, +on which side lies the charity then?"</p> + +<p>"I do not favor fine phrases," she answered curtly, returning his look +with a steady indifference.</p> + +<p>"You are hard to please in anything, it would seem. Well, come hither, a +moment at least."</p> + +<p>She hesitated; then, thinking to herself that to refuse would seem like +fear, she followed him through several chambers into one where his own +mid-day breakfast was set forth.</p> + +<p>She moved through all the magnificence of the place with fearless steps, +and meditative glances, and a grave measured easy grace, as tranquil and +as unimpressed as though she walked through the tall ranks of the +seeding grasses on a meadow slope.</p> + +<p>It was all full of the color, the brilliancy, the choice adornment, the +unnumbered treasures, and the familiar luxuries of a great noble's +residence; but such things as these had no awe for her.</p> + +<p>The mere splendors of wealth, the mere accumulations of luxury, could +not impress her for an instant; she passed through them indifferent and +undaunted, thinking to herself, "However they may gild their roofs, the +roofs shut out the sky no less."</p> + +<p>Only, as she passed by some dream of a great poet cast in the visible +shape of sculpture or of painting, did her glance grow reverent and +humid; only when she recognized amidst the marble forms, or the pictured +stories, some one of those dear gods in whom she had a faith as pure and +true as ever stirred in the heart of an Ionian child, did she falter and +pause a little to gaze there with a tender homage in her eyes.</p> + +<p>The old man watched her with a musing studious glance from time to time.</p> + +<p>"Let me tempt you," he said to her when they reached the +breakfast-chamber. "Sit down with me and eat and drink. No? Taste these +sweetmeats at the least. To refuse to break bread with me is churlish."</p> + + +<p>"I never owed any man a crust, and I will not begin now," she answered +obstinately, indifferent to the blaze of gold and silver before her, to +the rare fruits and flowers, to the wines in their quaint flagons, to +the numerous attendants who waited motionless around her.</p> + +<p>She was sharply hungered, and her throat was parched with the heat and +the dust, and the sweet unwonted odors of the wines and the fruits +assailed all her senses; but he besought her in vain.</p> + +<p>She poured herself out some water into a goblet of ruby glass, rimmed +with a band of pearls, and drank it, and set down the cup as +indifferently as though she had drunk from the old wooden bowl chained +among the ivy to the well in the mill-yard.</p> + +<p>"Your denial is very churlish," he said, after many a honeyed entreaty, +which had met with no other answer from her. "How shall you bind me to +keep bond with you, and rescue your Northern Regner from his cave of +snakes, unless you break bread with me, and so compel my faith?"</p> + +<p>She looked at him from under the dusky cloud of her hair, with the +golden threads gleaming on it like sunrays through darkness.</p> + +<p>"A word that needs compelling," she answered him curtly, "is broken by +the heart before the lips give it. It is to plant a tree without a root, +to put faith in a man that needs a bond."</p> + +<p>He watched her with keen humorous eyes of amusement.</p> + +<p>"Where have you got all your wisdom?" he asked.</p> + +<p>"It is not wisdom; it is truth."</p> + +<p>"And truth is not wisdom? You would seem to know the world well."</p> + +<p>She laughed a little short laugh, whilst her face clouded.</p> + +<p>"I know it not at all. But I will tell you what I have seen."</p> + +<p>"And that is——"</p> + +<p>"I have seen a great toadstool spring up all in one night, after rain, +so big, and so white, and so smooth, and so round,—and I knew its birth +was so quick, and its growth was so strong, because it was a false +thing that would poison all that should eat of it."</p> + +<p>"Well?"</p> + +<p>"Well—when men speak overquick and overfair, what is that but the +toadstool that springs from their breath?"</p> + +<p>"Who taught you so much suspicion?"</p> + +<p>Her face darkened in anger.</p> + +<p>"Suspicion? That is a thing that steals in the dark and is afraid. I am +afraid of nothing."</p> + +<p>"So it would seem."</p> + +<p>He mused a moment whether he should offer her back her sequins as a +gift; he thought not. He divined aright that she had only sold them +because she had innocently believed in the fullness of their value. He +tried to tempt her otherwise.</p> + +<p>She was young; she had a beautiful face, and a form like an Atalanta. +She wore a scarlet sash girt to her loins, and seemed to care for color +and for grace. There was about her a dauntless and imperious freedom. +She could not be indifferent to all those powers which she besought with +such passion for another.</p> + +<p>He had various treasures shown to her,—treasures of jewels, of gold and +silver, of fine workmanship, of woven stuffs delicate and gorgeous as +the wing of a butterfly. She looked at them tranquilly, as though her +eyes had rested on such things all her days.</p> + +<p>"They are beautiful, no doubt," she said simply. "But I marvel that +you—being a man—care for such things as these."</p> + +<p>"Nay; I care to give them to beautiful women, when such come to me,—as +one has come to-day. Do me one trifling grace; choose some one thing at +least out of these to keep in remembrance of me."</p> + +<p>Her eyes burned in anger.</p> + +<p>"If I think your bread would soil my lips, is it likely I should think +to touch your treasure with my hands and have them still clean?"</p> + +<p>"You are very perverse," he said, relinquishing his efforts with regret.</p> + +<p>He knew how to wait for a netted fruit to ripen under the rays of +temptation: gold was a forcing-heat—slow, but sure.</p> + +<p>She watched him with musing eyes that had a gleam of scorn in them, and +yet a vague apprehension.</p> + +<p>"Are you the Red Mouse?" she said suddenly.</p> + +<p>He looked at her surprised, and for the moment perplexed; then he +laughed—his little low cynical laugh.</p> + +<p>"What makes you think that?"</p> + +<p>"I do not know. You look like it—that is all. He has made one sketch of +me as I shall be when I am dead; and the Red Mouse sits on my chest, and +it is glad. You see that, by its glance. I never asked him what he meant +by it. Some evil, I think; and you look like it. You have the same +triumph in your eye."</p> + +<p>He laughed again, not displeased, as she had thought that he would be.</p> + +<p>"He has painted you so? I must see that. But believe me, Folle-Farine, I +shall wish for my triumph before your beauty is dead—if I am indeed, +the Red Mouse."</p> + +<p>She shrunk a little with an unconscious and uncontrollable gesture of +aversion.</p> + +<p>"I must go," she said abruptly. "The mules wait. Remember him, and I +will remember you."</p> + +<p>He smiled.</p> + +<p>"Wait: have you thought what a golden key for him will do for you when +it unlocks your eagle's cage and unbinds his wings?"</p> + +<p>"What?"</p> + +<p>She did not understand; when she had come on this eager errand, no +memory of her own fate had retarded or hastened her footsteps.</p> + +<p>"Well, you look to take the same flight to the same heights, I suppose?"</p> + +<p>"I?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, you. You must know you are beautiful. You must know so much?"</p> + +<p>A proud light laughed like sunshine over all her face.</p> + +<p>"Ah, yes!" she said, with a low, glad breath, and the blaze of a superb +triumph in her eyes. "He has painted me in a thousand ways. I shall live +as the rose lives, on his canvas—a thing of a day that he can make +immortal!"</p> + +<p>The keen elfin eyes of the old man sparkled with a malign mirth; he had +found what he wanted—as he thought.</p> + +<p>"And so, if this dust of oblivion blots out his canvas forever from the +world's sight, your beauty will be blotted with it? I see. Well, I can +understand how eager you are to have your eagle fly free. The fame of +the Farnarina stands only second to the fame of Cleopatra."</p> + +<p>"Farnarina? What is that?"</p> + +<p>"Farnarina? One who, like you, gave the day's life of a rose, and who +got eternal life for it,—as you think to do."</p> + +<p>She started a little, and a tremulous pain passed over the dauntless +brilliance of her face and stole its color for awhile.</p> + +<p>"I?" she murmured. "Ah, what does it matter for me? If there be just a +little place—anywhere—wherever my life can live with his on the +canvas, so that men say once now and then, in all the centuries, to each +other, 'See, it is true—he thought her worthy of <i>that</i>, though she was +less than a grain of dust under the hollow of his foot,' it will be +enough for me—more than enough."</p> + +<p>The old man was silent; watching her, the mockery had faded from his +eyes; they were surprised and contemplative.</p> + +<p>She stood with her head drooped, with her face pale, an infinite +yearning and resignation stole into the place of the exultant triumph +which had blazed there like the light of the morning a moment earlier.</p> + +<p>She had lost all remembrance of time and place; the words died softly, +as in a sigh of love, upon her lips.</p> + +<p>He waited awhile; then he spoke:</p> + +<p>"But, if you were sure that, even thus much would be denied to you; if +you were sure that, in casting your eagle loose on the wind, you would +lose him forever in the heights of a heaven you would never enter +yourself; if you were sure that he would never give you one thought, one +wish, one memory, but leave every trace of your beauty to perish as fast +as the damp could rot or the worm could gnaw it; if you were sure that +his immortality would be your annihilation, say, would you still bid me +turn a gold key in the lock of his cage, and release him?"</p> + +<p>She roused herself slowly from her reverie, and gazed at him with a +smile he could not fathom; it was so far away from him, so full of +memory, so pitiful of his doubt.</p> + +<p>She was thinking of the night when she had found a man dying, and had +bought his life back for him, with her own, from the gods. For the pact +was sacred to her, and the old wild faith to her was still a truth.</p> + +<p>But of it her lips never spoke.</p> + +<p>"What is that to you?" she said, briefly. "If you turn the key, you will +see. It was not of myself that I came here to speak. Give him liberty, +and I will give you gratitude. Farewell."</p> + +<p>Before he had perceived what she was about to do, she had left his side, +and had vanished through one of the doors which stood open, on to the +gardens without.</p> + +<p>He sent his people to search for her on the terraces and lawns, but +vainly; she was fleeter than they, and had gone through the green glades +in the sunlight as fast as a doe flies down the glades of her native +forest.</p> + +<p>The old man sat silent.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2>CHAPTER II.</h2> + + +<p>When she had outrun her strength for the moment, and was forced to +slacken her speed, she paused to take breath on the edge of the wooded +lands.</p> + +<p>She looked neither to right nor left; on her backward flight the waters +had no song, the marble forms no charm, the wonder-flowers no magic for +her as she went; she had no ear for the melodies of the birds, no sight +for the paradise of the rose-hung ways; she had only one thought +left—the gold that she had gained.</p> + +<p>The cruelty of his remarks had stabbed her with each of their slow keen +words as with a knife; the sickness of a mortal terror had touched her +for the instant, as she had remembered that it might be her fate to be +not even so much as a memory in the life which she had saved from the +grave. But with the first breath of the outer air the feebleness passed. +The strength of the passion that possessed her was too pure to leave her +long a prey to any thought of her own fate.</p> + +<p>She smiled again as she looked up through the leaves at the noonday sun.</p> + +<p>"What will it matter how or when the gods take my life, so only they +keep their faith and give me his?" she thought.</p> + +<p>And her step was firm and free, and her glance cloudless, and her heart +content, as she went on her homeward path through the heat of the day.</p> + +<p>She was so young, she was so ignorant, she was still so astray in the +human world about her, that she thought she held a talisman in those +nine gold pieces.</p> + +<p>"A little gold," he had said; and here she had it—honest, clean, worthy +of his touch and usage.</p> + +<p>Her heart leaped to the glad and bounding music of early youth: youth +which does not reason, which only believes, and which sees the golden +haze of its own faiths, and thinks them the promise of the future, as +young children see the golden haze of their own hair and think it the +shade of angels above their heads.</p> + +<p>When she at length reached the mill-house the sun had sunk; she had been +sixteen hours on foot, taking nothing all the while but a roll of rye +bread that she had carried in her pouch, and a few water-cresses that +she had gathered in a little brook when the mules had paused to drink +there.</p> + +<p>Yet when she had housed the grain, turned the tired animals into their +own nook of meadow to graze and rest for the night, she entered the +house neither for repose nor food, but flew off again through the dusk +of the falling night.</p> + +<p>She had no remembrance of hunger, nor thirst, nor fatigue; she had only +a buoyant sense of an ecstatic joy; she felt as though she had wings, +and clove the air with no more effort than the belated starling which +flew by her over the fields.</p> + +<p>"A little gold," he had said; and in her bosom, wrapped in a green +chestnut leaf, were there not the little, broad, round, glittering +pieces which in the world of men seemed to have power to gain all love, +all honor, all peace, and all fealty?</p> + +<p>"Phratos would have wished his gift to go so," she thought to herself, +with a swift, penitent, remorseful memory.</p> + +<p>For a moment she paused and took them once more out of their +hiding-place, and undid the green leaf that enwrapped them, and kissed +them and laughed, the hot tears falling down her cheeks, where she stood +alone in the fields amid the honey-smell of the clover in the grass, and +the fruit-fragrance of the orchards all about her in the dimness.</p> + +<p>"A little gold!—a little gold!" she murmured, and she laughed aloud in +her great joy, and blessed the gods that they had given her to hear the +voice of his desire.</p> + +<p>"A little gold," he had said, only; and here she had so much!</p> + +<p>No sorcerer, she thought, ever had power wider than this wealth bestowed +on her. She did not know; she had no measurement. Flamma's eyes she had +seen glisten over a tithe of such a sum as over the riches of an +emperor's treasury.</p> + +<p>She slipped them in her breast again and ran on, past the reeds +silvering in the rising moon, past the waters quiet on a windless air, +past the dark Christ who would not look,—who had never looked, or she +had loved him with her earliest love, even as for his pity she loved +Thanatos.</p> + +<p>Breathless and noiseless she severed the reeds with her swift feet, and +lightly as a swallow on the wing passed through the dreary portals into +Arslàn's chamber.</p> + +<p>His lamp was lighted.</p> + +<p>He stood before the cartoon of the Barabbas, touching it here and there +with his charcoal, adding those latest thoughts, those after-graces, +with which the artist delights to caress his picture, with a hand as +soft and as lingering as the hand with which a mother caresses the +yellow sunshine of her first-born's curls.</p> + +<p>His face as he stood was very pale, passionless, weary, with a sadness +sardonic and full of scorn for himself on his mouth, and in his eyes +those dreams which went so far—so far—into worlds whose glories his +hand could portray for no human sight.</p> + +<p>He was thinking, as he worked, of the Barabbas.</p> + +<p>"You must rot," he thought. "You will feed the rat and the mouse; the +squirrel will come and gnaw you to line his nest; and the beetle and the +fly will take you for a spawning-bed. You will serve no other end—since +you are mine. And yet I am so great a fool that I love you, and try to +bring you closer and closer to the thing I see, and which you are not, +and never can be. For what man lives so happy as to see the Canaan of +his ideals,—save as Moses saw it from afar off, only to raise his arms +to it vainly, and die?"</p> + +<p>There came a soft shiver of the air, as though it were severed by some +eager bird.</p> + +<p>She came and stood beside him, a flash like the sunrise on her face, a +radiance in her eyes, more lustrous than any smile; her body tremulous +and breathless from the impatient speed with which her footsteps had +been winged; about her all the dew and fragrance of the night.</p> + +<p>"Here is the gold!" she cried.</p> + +<p>Her voice was eager and broken with its too great haste.</p> + +<p>"Gold?"</p> + +<p>He turned and looked at her, ignorant of her meaning, astonished at her +sudden presence there.</p> + +<p>"Here is the gold!" she murmured, her voice rising swift and clear, and +full of the music of triumph with which her heart was thrilling. "'A +little gold,' you said, you remember?—'only a little.' And this is +much. Take it—take it! Do you not hear?"</p> + +<p>"Gold?" he echoed again, shaken from his trance of thought, and +comprehending nothing and remembering nothing of the words that he had +spoken in his solitude.</p> + +<p>"Yes! It is mine," she said, her voice broken in its tumult of +ecstasy—"it is mine—all mine. It is no charity, no gift to me. The +chain was worth it, and I would only take what it was worth. A little +gold, you said; and now you can make the Barabbas live forever upon +canvas, and compel men to say that it is great."</p> + +<p>As the impetuous, tremulous words broke from her, she drew the green +leaf with the coins in it from her bosom, and thrust it into his hand, +eager, exultant, laughing, weeping, all the silence and the control of +her nature swept away in the flood of this immeasurable joy possessing +her.</p> + +<p>The touch of the glittering pieces against his hands stung him to +comprehension; his face flushed over all its pallor; he thrust it away +with a gesture of abhorrence and rejection.</p> + +<p>"Money!" he muttered. "What money?—yours?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, mine entirely; mine indeed!" she answered, with a sweet, glad ring +of victory in her rejoicing voice. "It is true, quite true. They were +the chains of sequins that Phratos gave me when I used to dance to his +music in the mountains; and I have sold them. 'A little gold,' you said; +'and the Barabbas can live forever.' Why do you look so? It is all mine; +all yours——"</p> + +<p>In the last words her voice lost all its proud exultation, and sank low, +with a dull startled wonder in it.</p> + +<p>Why did he look so?</p> + +<p>His gesture of refusal she had not noticed. But the language his glance +spoke was one plain to her. It terrified her, amazed her, struck her +chill and dumb.</p> + +<p>In it there were disgust, anger, loathing,—even horror; and yet there +was in it also an unwonted softness, which in a woman's would have shown +itself by a rush of sudden tears.</p> + +<p>"What do you think that I have done?" she murmured under her breath. +"The gold is mine—mine honestly. I have not stolen it, nor begged it. I +got it as I say. Why will you not take it? Why do you look at me so?"</p> + +<p>"I? Your money? God in heaven! what can you think me?"</p> + +<p>She grew white to the lips, all the impetuous, radiant tumult of her +innocent rapture frozen into terror.</p> + +<p>"I have done nothing wrong," she murmured with a piteous wistfulness and +wonder—"nothing wrong, indeed; there is no shame in it. Will you not +take it—for their sake?"</p> + +<p>He turned on her with severity almost savage:</p> + +<p>"It is impossible! Good God! Was I not low enough already? How dared you +think a thing so vile of me? Have I ever asked pity of any living soul?"</p> + +<p>His voice was choked in his throat; he was wounded to the heart.</p> + +<p>He had no thought that he was cruel; he had no intent to terrify or hurt +her; but the sting of this last and lowest humiliation was so horrible +to all the pride of his manhood, and so bitterly reminded him of his own +abject poverty; and with all this there was an emotion in him that he +had difficulty to control—being touched by her ignorance and by her +gift as few things in his life had ever touched him.</p> + +<p>She stood before him trembling, wondering, sorely afraid; all the light +had died out of her face; she was very pale, and her eyes dilated +strangely.</p> + +<p>For some moments there was silence between them.</p> + +<p>"You will not take it?" she said at last, in a hushed, fearful voice, +like that of one who speaks in the sight of some dead thing which makes +all quiet around it.</p> + +<p>"Take it!" he echoed. "I could sooner kill a man out yonder and rob him. +Can you not understand? Greater shame could never come to me. You do not +know what you would do. There may be beasts that fall as low, no doubt, +but they are curs too base for hanging. Have I frightened you? I did not +mean to frighten you. You mean well and nobly, no doubt—no doubt. You +do not know what you would do. Gifts of gold from man to man are bitter, +and sap the strength of the receiver; but from woman to man they are—to +the man shameful. Can you not understand?"</p> + +<p>Her face burned duskily; she moved with a troubled, confused effort to +get away from his gaze.</p> + +<p>"No," she said in her shut teeth. "I do not know what you mean. Flamma +takes all the gold I make. Why not you, if it be gold that is honest?"</p> + +<p>"Flamma is your grandsire—your keeper—your master. He has a right to +do as he chooses. He gives you food and shelter, and in return he takes +the gains of your labor. But I,—what have I ever given you? I am a +stranger to you, and should have no claim on you, if I could be base +enough to seek one. I am hideously poor. I make no disguise with +you,—you know too well how I live. But can you not see?—if I were mean +enough to take the worth of a crust from you, I should be no more worthy +of the very name of man. It is for the man to give to the woman. You +see?"</p> + +<p>She heard him in silence, her face still dark with the confused pain on +it of one who has fallen or been struck upon the head, and half forgets +and half remembers.</p> + +<p>"I do not see," she muttered. "Whoever has, gives: what does it matter? +The folly in me was its littleness: it could not be of use. But it was +all I had."</p> + +<p>"Little or great,—the riches of empires, or a beggar's dole,—there +could be no difference in the infamy to me. Have I seemed to you a +creature so vile or weak that you could have a title to put such shame +upon me?"</p> + +<p>Out of the bitter passion of his soul, words more cruel than he had +consciousness of rose to his lips and leaped to speech, and stung her as +scorpions sting.</p> + +<p>She said nothing; her teeth clinched, her face changed as it had used to +do when Flamma had beaten her.</p> + +<p>She said nothing, but turned away; and with one twist of her hand she +flung the pieces through the open casement into the river that flowed +below.</p> + +<p>They sank with a little shiver of the severed water.</p> + +<p>He caught her wrist a second too late.</p> + +<p>"What madness! What have you done? You throw your gold away to the +river-swamp for me, when I have not a shred worth a copper-piece to pay +you back in their stead! I did not mean to hurt you; it was only the +truth,—you could not have shamed me more. You bring on me an indignity +that I can neither requite nor revenge. You have no right to load me +with debts that I cannot pay—with gifts that I would die sooner than +receive. But, then, how should you know?—how should you know? If I +wounded you with sharp words, I did wrong."</p> + +<p>There was a softness that was almost tenderness in his voice as he +spoke the last phrases in his self-reproach; but her face did not +change, her eyes did not lose their startled horror; she put her hand to +her throat as though she choked.</p> + +<p>"You cannot do wrong—to me," she muttered, true, even in such a moment, +to the absolute adoration which possessed her.</p> + +<p>Then, ere he could stay her, she turned, without another word, and fled +out from his presence into the dusk of the night.</p> + +<p>The rushes in the moonlight sighed where they grew by the waterside +above the sands where the gold had sunk.</p> + +<p>A thing more precious than gold was dead; and only the reeds mourned for +it. A thing of the river as they were, born like them from the dust, +from the flood, and the wind, and the foam; a thing that a god might +desire, a thing that a breeze might break.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2>CHAPTER III.</h2> + + +<p>The day broke tranquilly. There was a rosy light over all the earth. In +the cornlands a few belated sheaves stood alone on the reaping ground, +while children sought stray ears that might still be left among the wild +flowers and the stubble. The smell of millions of ripening autumn fruits +filled the air from the orchards. The women going to their labor in the +fields, gave each other a quiet good-day; whilst their infants pulled +down the blackberry branches in the lanes or bowled the early apples +down the roads. Great clusters of black grapes were ready mellowed on +the vines that clambered over cabin roof and farmhouse chimney. The +chimes of the Angelus sounded softly from many a little steeple bosomed +in the rolling woods.</p> + +<p>An old man going to his work, passed by a girl lying asleep in a hollow +of the ground, beneath a great tree of elder, black with berries. She +was lying with her face turned upward; her arms above her head; her +eyelids were wet; her mouth smiled with a dreamy tenderness; her lips +murmured a little inaudibly; her bosom heaved with fast uneven +palpitating breaths.</p> + +<p>It was sunrise. In the elder thicket little chaffinches were singing, +and a missel-thrush gave late in the year a song of the April weather. +The east was radiant with the promise of a fair day, in which summer and +autumn should be wedded with gorgeous pomp of color, and joyous chorus +of the birds. The old man roughly thrust against her breast the heavy +wooden shoe on his right foot.</p> + +<p>"Get up!" he muttered. "Is it for the like of you to lie and sleep at +day-dawn? Get up, or your breath will poison the grasses that the cattle +feed on, and they will die of an elf-shot, surely."</p> + +<p>She raised her head from where it rested on her outstretched arms, and +looked him in the eyes and smiled unconsciously; then glanced around and +rose and dragged her steps away, in the passive mechanical obedience +begotten by long slavery.</p> + +<p>There was a shiver in her limbs; a hunted terror in her eyes; she had +wandered sleepless all night long.</p> + +<p>"Beast," muttered the old man, trudging on with a backward glance at +her. "You have been at a witches' sabbath, I dare be bound. We shall +have fine sickness in the styes and byres. I wonder would a silver +bullet hurt you, as the fables say? If I were sure it would, I would not +mind having my old silver flagon melted down, though it is the only +thing worth a rush in the house."</p> + +<p>She went on through the long wet rank grass, not hearing his threats +against her. She drew her steps slowly and lifelessly through the heavy +dews; her head was sunk; her lips moved audibly, and murmured as she +went, "A little gold! a little gold!"</p> + +<p>"Maybe some one has shot her this very day-dawn," thought the peasant, +shouldering his axe as he went down into the little wood to cut +ash-sticks for the market. "She looks half dead already; and they say +the devil-begotten never bleed."</p> + +<p>The old man guessed aright. She had received her mortal wound; though it +was one bloodless and tearless, and for which no moan was made, lest any +should blame the slayer.</p> + +<p>The sense of some great guilt was on her, as she stole through the rosy +warmth of the early morning.</p> + +<p>She had thought to take him liberty, honor, strength, and dominion among +his fellows—and he had told her that she had dealt him the foulest +shame that his life had ever known.</p> + +<p>"What right have you to burden me with debt unasked?" he had cried out +against her in the bitterness of his soul. And she knew that, unasked, +she had laid on him the debt of life.</p> + +<p>If ever he should know——</p> + +<p>She had wandered on and on, aimlessly, not knowing what she did all the +night through, hearing no other sound but the fierce hard scathing scorn +of his reproaches.</p> + +<p>He had told her she was in act so criminal, and yet she knew herself in +intent so blameless; she felt like those of whom she had heard in the +old Hellenic stories, who had been doomed by fate, guiltless themselves, +to work some direful guilt which had to be wrought out to its bitter +end, the innocent yet the accursed instrument of destiny, even as +Adrastus upon Atys.</p> + +<p>On and on, through the watery moonlight she had fled, when she left the +water-tower that night; down the slope of the fields; the late blossoms +of the poppies, and the feathery haze of the ripened grasses tossed in +waves from right to left; the long shadows of the clouds upon the earth, +chasing her like the specter hosts of the Aaskarreya of his Scandinavian +skies.</p> + +<p>She had dropped at last like a dying thing, broken and breathless, on +the ground. There she crouched, and hid her face upon her hands; the +scorch of an intolerable shame burned on it.</p> + +<p>She did not know what ailed her; what consumed her with abhorrence of +herself. She longed for the earth to yawn and cover her; for the lilies +asleep in the pool, to unclose and take her amidst them. Every shiver of +a leaf, under a night-bird's passage, every motion of the water, as the +willow branches swept it, made her start and shiver as though some great +guilt was on her soul.</p> + +<p>Not a breath of wind was stirring, not a sound disturbed the serenity of +the early night; she heard no voice but the plaintive cry of the cushat. +She saw "no snakes but the keen stars," which looked on her cold and +luminous, and indifferent to human woes as the eyes of Arslàn.</p> + +<p>Yet she was afraid; afraid with a trembling horror of herself; she who +had once never known one pulse of fear, and who had smiled in the eyes +of death as children in their mother's.</p> + +<p>The thrill of a new-born, inexplicable, cruel consciousness stole like +fire through her. She knew now that she loved him with that strange +mystery of human love which had been forever to her until now a thing +apart from her, denied to her, half scorned, half yearned for; viewed +from afar with derision, yet with desire, as a thing at once beneath her +and beyond her.</p> + +<p>All the light died; the moon rose; the white lilies shivered in its +pallid rays; the night-birds went by on the wind. She never stirred; the +passionate warmth of her frame changed to a deadly cold; her face was +buried in her hands; ever and again she shivered, and glanced round, as +the sound of a hare's step, or the rustle of a bough by a squirrel, +broke the silence.</p> + +<p>The calm night-world around her, the silvery seas of reeds, the dusky +woods, the moon in its ring of golden vapor, the flickering foliage, the +gleam of the glowworm in the dew, all the familiar things amidst which +her feet had wandered for twelve summers in the daily measure of those +beaten tracks; all these seemed suddenly strange to her—mysterious, +unreal.</p> + +<p>She longed for the day to dawn again, though day was but an hour dead. +And yet she felt that at the first break of light she must flee and hide +from his and every eye.</p> + +<p>She had meant to give him honor and he had upbraided her gift as shame.</p> + +<p>The bitterness, the cruelty, the passion of his reproaches stung her +with their poison, as, in her vision of the reed, she had seen the +barbed tongues of a thousand snakes striking through and through the +frail, despised, blossomless slave of the wind.</p> + +<p>She had thought that as the god to the reed, so might he to her say +hereafter, "You are the lowliest and least of all the chance-born things +of the sands and the air, and yet through you has an immortal music +arisen,"—and for the insanity of her thought he had cursed her.</p> + +<p>Towards dawn, where she had sunk down in the moss, and in the thickets +of elder and thorn—where she had made her bed in her childhood many a +summer night, when she had been turned out from the doors of the +mill-house;—there for a little while a fitful exhausted sleep came to +her; the intense exhaustion of bodily fatigue overcoming and drugging to +slumber the fever and the wakefulness of the mind. The thrush came out +of the thorn, while it was still quite dark, and the morning stars +throbbed in the skies, and sang his day-song close about her head.</p> + +<p>In her sleep she smiled. For Oneirus was merciful; and she dreamed that +she slept folded close in the arms of Arslàn, and in her dreams she felt +the kisses of his lips rain fast on hers.</p> + +<p>Then the old peasant trudging to his labor in the obscurity of the early +day saw her, and struck at her with his foot and woke her roughly, and +muttered, "Get thee up; is it such beggars as thee that should be abed +when the sun breaks?"</p> + +<p>She opened her eyes, and smiled on him unconsciously, as she had smiled +in her brief oblivion. The passion of her dreams was still about her; +her mouth burned, her limbs trembled; the air seemed to her filled with +music, like the sound of the mavis singing in the thorn.</p> + +<p>Then she remembered; and shuddered; and arose, knowing the sweet mad +dream, which had cheated her, a lie. For she awoke alone.</p> + +<p>She did not heed the old man's words, she did not feel his hurt; yet she +obeyed him, and left the place, and dragged herself feebly towards Yprès +by the sheer unconscious working of that instinct born of habit which +takes the ox or the ass back undriven through the old accustomed ways +to stand beside their plowshare or their harness faithfully and +unbidden.</p> + +<p>Where the stream ran by the old mill-steps the river-reeds were blowing +in the wind, with the sunrays playing in their midst, and the silver +wings of the swallows brushing them with a sweet caress.</p> + +<p>"I thought to be the reed chosen by the gods!" she said bitterly in her +heart, "but I am not worthy—even to die."</p> + +<p>For she would have asked of fate no nobler thing than this—to be cut +down as the reed by the reaper, if so be that through her the world +might be brought to hearken to the music of the lips that she loved.</p> + +<p>She drew her aching weary limbs feebly through the leafy ways of the old +mill-garden. The first leaves of autumn fluttered down upon her head; +the last scarlet of the roses flashed in her path as she went; the +wine-like odors of the fruits were all about her on the air. It was then +fully day. The sun was up; the bells rang the sixth hour far away from +the high towers and spires of the town.</p> + +<p>At the mill-house, and in the mill-yard, where usually every one had +arisen and were hard at labor whilst the dawn was dark, everything was +still. There was no sign of work. The light blazed on the panes of the +casements under the eaves, but its summons failed to arouse the sleepers +under the roof.</p> + +<p>The bees hummed around their houses of straw; the pigeons flew to and +fro between the timbers of the walls, and the boughs of the fruit trees. +The mule leaned his head over the bar of the gate, and watched with +wistful eyes. The cow in her shed lowed, impatient for some human hands +to unbar her door, and lead her forth to her green-clovered pasture. A +dumb boy, who aided in the working of the mill, sat astride of a log of +timber, kicking his feet among the long grasses, and blowing thistle +down above his head upon the breeze.</p> + +<p>The silence and the inactivity startled her into a sense of them, as no +noise or movement, curses or blows, could have done. She looked around +stupidly; the window-shutters of the house-windows were closed, as +though it were still night.</p> + +<p>She signed rapidly to the dumb boy.</p> + +<p>"What has happened? Why is the mill not at work thus late?"</p> + +<p>The boy left off blowing the thistle feathers on the wind, and grinned, +and answered on his hands, "Flamma is <i>almost</i> dead, they say."</p> + +<p>And he grinned again, and laughed, as far as his uncouth and guttural +noises could be said to approach the triumph and the jubilance of +laughter.</p> + +<p>She stared at him blankly for awhile, bewildered and shaken from the +stupor of her own misery. She had never thought of death and her tyrant +in unison.</p> + +<p>He had seemed a man formed to live on and on and on unchanging for +generations; he was so hard, so unyielding, so hale, so silent, so +callous to all pain; it had ever seemed to her—and to the country +round—that death itself would never venture to come to wrestle with +him. She stood among the red and the purple and the russet gold of the +latest summer flowers in the mill-garden, where he had scourged her as a +little child for daring to pause and cool her burning face in the +sweetness of the white lilies. Could that ruthless arm be unnerved even +by age or death?—it seemed to her impossible.</p> + +<p>All was quite still. Nothing stirred, except the silvery gnats of the +morning, and the bees, and the birds in the leaves. There seemed a +strange silence everywhere, and the great wheels stood still in the +mill-water; never within the memory of any in that countryside had those +wheels failed to turn at sunrise, unless locked by a winter-frost.</p> + +<p>She hastened her steps, and went within. The clock ticked, the lean cat +mewed; other sound there was none. She left her wooden shoes at the +bottom step, and stole up the steep stairs. The woman Pitchou peered +with a scared face out from her master's chamber.</p> + +<p>"Where hast been all night?" she whispered in her grating voice; "thy +grandsire lies a-dying."</p> + +<p>"Dying?"</p> + +<p>"Ay," muttered the old peasant. "He had a stroke yester-night as he +came from the corn-fair. They brought him home in the cart. He is as +good as dead. You are glad."</p> + +<p>"Hush!" muttered the girl fiercely; and she dropped down on the topmost +step, and rested her head on her hands. She had nothing to grieve for; +and yet there was that in the coarse congratulation which jarred on her +and hurt her.</p> + +<p>She thought of Manon Dax dead in the snow; she thought of +the song-birds dead in the traps; she thought of the poor +coming—coming—coming—through so many winters to beg bread, and going +away with empty hands and burdened hearts, cursing God. Was this +death-bed all their vengeance? It was but poor justice, and came late.</p> + +<p>Old Pitchou stood and looked at her.</p> + +<p>"Will he leave her the gold or no?" she questioned in herself; musing +whether or no it were better to be civil to the one who might inherit +all his wealth, or might be cast adrift upon the world—who could say +which?</p> + +<p>After awhile Folle-Farine rose silently and brushed her aside, and went +into the room.</p> + +<p>It was a poor chamber; with a bed of straw and a rough bench or two, and +a wooden cross with the picture of the Ascension hung above it. The +square window was open, a knot of golden pear-leaves nodded to and fro; +a linnet sang.</p> + +<p>On the bed Claudis Flamma lay; dead already, except for the twitching of +his mouth, and the restless wanderings of his eyes. Yet not so lost to +life but that he knew her at a glance; and as she entered, glared upon +her, and clinched his numbed hands upon the straw, and with a horrible +effort in his almost lifeless limbs, raised the right arm, that alone +had any strength or warmth left in it, and pointed at her with a shriek:</p> + +<p>"She was a saint—a saint: God took her. So I said:—and was proud. +While all the while man begot on her <i>that</i>!"</p> + +<p>Then with a ghastly rattle in his throat, he quivered, and lay paralyzed +again: only the eyes were alive, and were still speaking—awfully.</p> + +<p>Folle-Farine went up to his bed, and stood beside it, looking down on +him.</p> + +<p>"You mean—my mother?"</p> + +<p>It was the first time that she had ever said the word. Her voice +lingered on the word, as though loath to leave its unfamiliar sweetness.</p> + +<p>He lay and looked at her, motionless, impatient, lifeless; save only for +the bleak and bloodshot stare of the stony eyes.</p> + +<p>She thought that he had heard; but he made no sign in answer.</p> + +<p>She sank down on her knees beside his bed, and put her lips close to +him.</p> + +<p>"Try and speak to me of my mother—once—once," she murmured, with a +pathetic longing in her voice.</p> + +<p>A shudder shook his frozen limbs. He made no answer, he only glared on +her with a terrible stare that might be horror, repentance, grief, +memory, fear—she could not tell.</p> + +<p>Old Pitchou stretched her head from the corner, as a hooded snake from +its hole.</p> + +<p>"Ask where the money is hid," she hissed in a shrill whisper. +"Ask—ask—while he can yet understand."</p> + +<p>He understood, for a smile grim and horrible disturbed his tight lips a +moment.</p> + +<p>Folle-Farine did not hear.</p> + +<p>"Tell me of my mother;—tell me, tell me," she muttered. Since a human +love had been born in her heart, she had thought often of that mother +whose eyes had never looked on her, and whose breast had never fed her.</p> + +<p>His face changed, but he did not speak; he gasped for breath, and lay +silent; his eyes trembled and confused; it might be that in that moment +remorse was with him, and the vain regrets of cruel years.</p> + +<p>It might be that dying thus, he knew that from his hearth, as from hell, +mother and child had both been driven whilst his lips had talked of God.</p> + +<p>A little bell rang softly in the orchard below the casement; the clear +voice of a young boy singing a canticle crossed the voice of the linnet; +there was a gleam of silver in the sun. The Church bore its Host to the +dying man.</p> + +<p>They turned her from the chamber.</p> + +<p>The eyes of one unsanctified might not gaze upon mysteries of the blest.</p> + +<p>She went out without resistance; she was oppressed and stupefied; she +went to the stairs, and there sat down again, resting her forehead on +her hands.</p> + +<p>The door of the chamber was a little open, and she could hear the +murmurs of the priest's words, and smell the odors of the sacred chrism. +A great bitterness came on her mouth.</p> + +<p>"One crust in love—to them—in the deadly winters, had been better +worth than all this oil and prayer," she thought. And she could see +nothing but the old famished face of Manon Dax in the snow and the +moonlight, as the old woman had muttered, "God is good."</p> + +<p>The officers of the Church ceased; there reigned an intense stillness; a +stillness as of cold.</p> + +<p>Suddenly the voice of Claudis Flamma rang out loud and shrill,—</p> + +<p>"I loved her! Oh, God!—<i>Thou</i> knowest!"</p> + +<p>She rose and looked through the space of the open door into the +death-chamber.</p> + +<p>He had sprung half erect, and with his arms outstretched, gazed at the +gladness and the brightness of the day. In his eyes there was a mortal +agony, a passion of reproach.</p> + +<p>With one last supreme effort, he raised the crucifix which the priests +had laid upon his bare anointed breast, and held it aloft, and shook it, +and spat on it, and cast it forth from him broken upon the ground.</p> + +<p>"Even <i>Thou</i> art a liar!" he cried,—it was the cry of the soul leaving +the body,—with the next moment he fell back—dead.</p> + +<p>In that one cry his heart had spoken; the cold, hard heart that yet had +shut one great love and one great faith in it, and losing these, had +broken and shown no wound.</p> + +<p>For what agony had been like unto his?</p> + +<p>Since who could render him back on earth, or in the grave, that pure +white soul he had believed in once? Yea—who? Not man; not even God.</p> + +<p>Therefore had he suffered without hope.</p> + +<p>She went away from the house and down the stairs, and out into the ruddy +noon. She took her way by instinct to the orchard, and there sat down +upon a moss-grown stone within the shadow of the leaves.</p> + +<p>All sense was deadened in her under a deep unutterable pity.</p> + +<p>From where she sat she could see the wicket window, the gabled end of +the chamber, and where the linnet sang, and the yellow fruit of the +pear-tree swung. All about was the drowsy hot weather of the fruit +harvest; the murmur of bees; the sweep of the boughs in the water.</p> + +<p>Never, in all the years that they had dwelt together beneath one roof, +had any good word or fair glance been given her; he had nourished her on +bitterness, and for his wage paid her a curse. Yet her heart was sore +for him; and judged him without hatred.</p> + +<p>All things seemed clear to her, now that a human love had reached her; +and this man also, having loved greatly and been betrayed, became +sanctified in her sight.</p> + +<p>She forgot his brutality, his avarice, his hatred; she remembered only +that he had loved, and in his love been fooled, and so had lost his +faith in God and man, and had thus staggered wretchedly down the +darkness of his life, hating himself and every other, and hurting every +other human thing that touched him, and crying ever in his blindness, "O +Lord, I believe, help thou mine unbelief!"</p> + +<p>And now he was dead.</p> + +<p>What did it matter?</p> + +<p>Whether any soul of his lived again, or whether body and mind both died +forever, what would it benefit all those whom he had slain?—the little +fair birds, poisoned in their song; the little sickly children, starved +in the long winters; the miserable women, hunted to their graves for +some small debt of fuel or bread; the wretched poor, mocked in their +famine by his greed and gain?</p> + +<p>It had been woe for him that his loved had wronged him, and turned the +hard excellence of his life to stone: but none the less had it been woe +to them to fall and perish, because his hand would never spare, his +heart would never soften.</p> + +<p>Her heart was sick with the cold, bitter, and inexorable law, which had +let this man drag out his seventy years, cursing and being cursed; and +lose all things for a dream of God; and then at the last, upon his +death-bed, know that dream likewise to be false.</p> + +<p>"It is so cruel! It is so cruel!" she muttered, where she sat with dry +eyes in the shade of the leaves, looking at that window where death was.</p> + +<p>And she had reason.</p> + +<p>For there is nothing so cruel in life as a Faith;—the Faith, whatever +its name may be, that draws a man on all his years through, on one +narrow path, by one tremulous light, and then at the last, with a laugh, +drowns him.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2>CHAPTER IV.</h2> + + +<p>The summer day went by. No one sought her. She did not leave the +precincts of the still mill-gardens; a sort of secrecy and stillness +seemed to bind her footsteps there, and she dreaded to venture forth, +lest she should meet the eyes of Arslàn.</p> + +<p>The notary had put seals upon all the cupboards and desks. Two hired +watchers sat in the little darkened room above. Some tapers burned +beside his bed. The great clock ticked heavily. All the house was +closed. Without burned the great roses of the late summer, and the +scorch of a cloudless sun. The wheels of the mill stood still. People +came and went; many women among them. The death of the miller of Yprès +was a shock to all his countryside. There was scarce a face that did not +lighten, as the peasants going home at the evening met one another in +the mellow fields, and called across, "Hast heard? Flamma is dead—at +last."</p> + +<p>No woman came across the meadows with a little candle, and kneeled down +by his body and wept and blessed the stiff and withered hands for the +good that they had wrought, and for the gifts that they had given.</p> + +<p>The hot day-hours stole slowly by; all was noiseless there where she +sat, lost in the stupefied pain of her thoughts, in the deep shadow of +the leaves, where the first breath of the autumn had gilded them and +varied them, here and there, with streaks of red.</p> + +<p>No one saw her; no one remembered her; no one came to her. She was left +in peace, such peace as is the lot of those for whose sigh no human ear +is open, for whose need no human hand is stretched. Once indeed at +noonday, the old serving-woman sought her, and had forced on her some +simple meal of crusts and eggs.</p> + +<p>"For who can tell?" the shrewd old Norway crone thought to +herself,—"who can tell? She may get all the treasure: who knows? And if +so, it will be best to have been a little good to her this day, and to +seem as if one had forgiven about the chain of coins."</p> + +<p>For Pitchou, like the world at large, would pardon offenses, if for +pardon she saw a sure profit in gold.</p> + +<p>"Who will he have left all the wealth to, think you?" the old peasant +muttered, with a cunning glitter in her sunken eyes, standing by her at +noon, in the solitude, where the orchards touched the mill-stream.</p> + +<p>"The wealth,—whose wealth?" Folle-Farine echoed the word stupidly. She +had had no thought of the hoarded savings of that long life of theft, +and of oppression. She had had no remembrance of any possible +inheritance which might accrue to her by this sudden death. She had been +too long his goaded and galled slave to be able to imagine herself his +heir.</p> + +<p>"Ay, his wealth," answered the woman, standing against the water with +her wooden shoes deep in dock-leaves and grass, gazing, with a curious +eager grasping greed in her eyes, at the creature whom she had always +done her best to thwart, to hurt, to starve and to slander. "Ay, his +wealth. You who look so sharp after your bits of heathen coins, cannot +for sure pretend to forget the value he must have laid by, living as he +has lived all the days from his youth upward. There must be a rare mass +of gold hid away somewhere or another—the notary knows, I suppose—it +is all in the place, that I am sure. He was too wise ever to trust money +far from home; he knew well it was a gad-about, that once you part with +never comes back to you. It must be all in the secret places; in the +thatch, under the hearthstone, in the rafters, under the bricks. And, +maybe, there will be quite a fortune. He had so much, and he lived so +near. Where think you it will go?"</p> + +<p>A faint bitter smile flickered a moment over Folle-Farine's mouth.</p> + +<p>"It should go to the poor. It belongs to them. It was all coined out of +their hearts and their bodies."</p> + +<p>"Then you have no hope for yourself:—you?"</p> + +<p>"I?"</p> + +<p>She muttered the word dreamily; and raised her aching eyelids, and +stared in stupefaction at the old, haggard, dark, ravenous face of +Pitchou.</p> + +<p>"Pshaw! You cannot cheat me that way," said the woman, moving away +through the orchard branches, muttering to herself. "As if a thing of +hell like you ever served like a slave all these years, on any other +hope than the hope of the gold! Well,—as for me,—I never pretend to +lie in that fashion. If it had not been for the hope of a share in the +gold, I would never have eaten for seventeen years the old wretch's +mouldy crusts and lentil-washings."</p> + +<p>She hobbled, grumbling on her way back to the house, through the russet +shadows and the glowing gold of the orchards.</p> + +<p>Folle-Farine sat by the water, musing on the future which had opened to +her with the woman's words of greed.</p> + +<p>Before another day had sped, it was possible,—so even said one who +hated her, and begrudged her every bit and drop that she had taken at +the miser's board,—possible that she would enter into the heritage of +all that this long life, spent in rapacious greed and gain, had gathered +together.</p> + +<p>One night earlier, paradise itself would have seemed to open before her +with such a hope; for she would have hastened to the feet of Arslàn, and +there poured all treasure that chance might have given her, and would +have cried out of the fullness of her heart, "Take, enjoy, be free, do +as you will. So that you make the world of men own your greatness, I +will live as a beggar all the years of my life, and think myself richer +than kings!"</p> + +<p>But now, what use would it be, though she were called to an empire? She +would not dare to say to him, as a day earlier she would have said with +her first breath, "All that is mine is thine."</p> + +<p>She would not even dare to give him all and creep away unseen, +unthanked, unhonored into obscurity and oblivion, for had he not said, +"You have no right to burden me with debt"?</p> + +<p>Yet as she sat there lonely among the grasses, with the great +mill-wheels at rest in the water, and the swallows skimming the surface +that was freed from the churn and the foam of the wheels, as though the +day of Flamma's death had been a saint's day, the fancy which had been +set so suddenly before her, dazzled her, and her aching brain and her +sick despair could not choose but play with it despite themselves.</p> + +<p>If the fortune of Flamma came to her, it might be possible, she thought, +to spend it so as to release him from his bondage, without knowledge of +his own; so to fashion with it a golden temple and a golden throne for +the works of his hand, that the world, which as they all said worshiped +gold, should be forced to gaze in homage on the creations of his mind +and hand.</p> + +<p>And yet he had said greater shame there could come to no man, than to +rise by the aid of a woman. The apple of life, however sweet and fair in +its color and savor, would be as poison in his mouth if her hand held +it. That she knew, and in the humility of her great and reverent love, +she submitted without question to its cruelty.</p> + +<p>At night she went within to break her fast, and try to rest a little. +The old peasant woman served her silently, and for the first time +willingly. "Who can say?" the Norman thought to herself,—"who can say? +She may yet get it all, who knows?"</p> + +<p>At night as she slept, Pitchou peered at her, shading the light from her +eyes.</p> + +<p>"If only I could know who gets the gold?" she muttered. Her sole thought +was the money; the money that the notary held under his lock and seal. +She wished now that she had dealt better with the girl sometimes; it +would have been safer, and it could have done no harm.</p> + +<p>With earliest dawn Folle-Farine fled again to the refuge of the wood. +She shunned, with the terror of a hunted doe, the sight of people coming +and going, the priests and the gossips, the sights and the sounds, and +none sought her.</p> + +<p>All the day through she wandered in the cool dewy orchard-ways.</p> + +<p>Beyond the walls of the foliage, she saw the shrouded window, the flash +of the crucifix, the throngs of the mourners, the glisten of the white +robes. She heard the deep sonorous swelling of the chants; she saw the +little procession come out from the doorway and cross the old wooden +bridge, and go slowly through the sunlight of the meadows. Many of the +people followed, singing, and bearing tapers; for he who was dead had +stood well with the Church, and from such there still issues for the +living a fair savor.</p> + +<p>No one came to her. What had they to do with her,—a creature +unbaptized, and an outcast?</p> + +<p>She watched the little line fade away, over the green and golden glory +of the fields.</p> + +<p>She did not think of herself—since Arslàn had looked at her, in his +merciless scorn, she had had neither past nor future.</p> + +<p>It did not even occur to her that her home would be in this place no +longer; it was as natural to her as its burrow to the cony, its hole to +the fox. It did not occur to her that the death of this her tyrant could +not but make some sudden and startling change in all her ways and +fortune.</p> + +<p>She waited in the woods all day; it was so strange a sense to her to be +free of the bitter bondage that had lain on her life so long; she could +not at once arise and understand the meaning of her freedom; she was +like a captive soldier, who has dragged the cannon-ball so long, that +when it is loosened from his limb, it feels strange, and his step sounds +uncompanioned.</p> + +<p>She was thankful, too, for the tortured beasts, and the hunted birds; +she fed them and looked in their gentle eyes, and told them that they +were free. But in her own heart one vain wish, only, ached—she thought +always:</p> + +<p>"If only I might die for him,—as the reed for the god."</p> + +<p>The people returned, and then after awhile all went forth again; they +and their priests with them. The place was left alone. The old solitude +had come upon it; the sound of the wood-dove only filled the quiet.</p> + +<p>The day grew on; in the orchards it was already twilight, whilst on the +waters and in the open lands farther away the sun was bright. There was +a wicket close by under the boughs; a bridle-path ran by, moss-grown, +and little used, but leading from the public road beyond.</p> + +<p>From the gleam of the twisted fruit trees a low flutelike noise came to +her ear in the shadow of the solitude.</p> + +<p>"Folle-Farine,—I go on your errand. If you repent, there is time yet to +stay me. Say—do you bid me still set your Norse-god free from the Cave +of the Snakes?"</p> + +<p>She, startled, looked up into the roofing of the thick foliage; she saw +shining on her with a quiet smile the eyes which she had likened to the +eyes of the Red Mouse. They scanned her gravely and curiously: they +noted the change in her since the last sun had set.</p> + +<p>"What did he say to you for your gold?" the old man asked.</p> + +<p>She was silent; the blood of an intolerable shame burned in her face; +she had not thought that she had betrayed her motive in seeking a price +for her chain of coins.</p> + +<p>He laughed a little softly.</p> + +<p>"Ah! You fancied I did not know your design when you came so bravely to +sell your Moorish dancing-gear. Oh, Folle-Farine!—female things, with +eyes like yours, must never hope to keep a secret!"</p> + +<p>She never answered; she had risen and stood rooted to the ground, her +head hung down, her breast heaving, the blood coming and going in her +intolerable pain, as though she flushed and froze under a surgeon's +probe.</p> + +<p>"What did he say to you?" pursued her questioner. "There should be but +one language possible from a man of his years to a woman of yours."</p> + +<p>She lifted her eyes and spoke at last:</p> + +<p>"He said that I did him a foul shame: the gold lies in the sands of the +river."</p> + +<p>She was strong to speak the truth, inflexibly, to the full; for its +degradation to herself she knew was honor to the absent. It showed him +strong and cold and untempted, preferring famine and neglect and misery +to any debt or burden of a service done.</p> + +<p>The old man, leaning on the wooden bar of the gate among the leaves, +looked at her long and thoughtfully.</p> + +<p>"He would not take your poor little pieces? You mean that?"</p> + +<p>She gave a sign of assent.</p> + +<p>"That was a poor reward to you, Folle-Farine!" Her lips grew white and +shut together.</p> + +<p>"Mine was the fault, the folly. He was right, no doubt."</p> + +<p>"You are very royal. I think your northern god was only thus cold +because your gift was such a little one, Folle-Farine."</p> + +<p>A strong light flashed on him from her eyes.</p> + +<p>"It would have been the same if I had offered him an empire."</p> + +<p>"You are so sure? Does he hate you, then—this god of yours?"</p> + +<p>She quivered from head to foot; but her courage would not yield, her +faith would not be turned.</p> + +<p>"Need a man hate the dust under his foot?" she muttered in her teeth; +"because it is a thing too lowly for him to think of as he walks."</p> + +<p>"You are very truthful."</p> + +<p>She was silent; standing there in the shadow of the great mill-timbers.</p> + +<p>The old man watched her with calm approving eyes, as he might have +watched a statue of bronze. He was a great man, a man of much wealth, of +wide power, of boundless self-indulgence, of a keen serene wisdom, which +made his passions docile and ministers to his pleasure, and never +allowed them any mastery over himself. He was studying the shape of her +limbs, the hues of her skin, the lofty slender stature of her, and the +cloud of her hair that was like the golden gleaming mane of a young +desert mare.</p> + +<p>"All these in Paris," he was thinking. "Just as she is, with just the +same bare feet and limbs, the same untrammeled gait, the same flash of +scarlet round her loins, only to the linen tunic a hem of gold, and on +the breast a flame of opals. Paris would say that even I had never in my +many years done better. The poor barbarian! she sells her little brazen +sequins, and thinks them her only treasure, whilst she has all that! Is +Arslàn blind, or is he only tired?"</p> + +<p>But he spake none of his thoughts aloud. He was too wary to scare the +prey he meant to secure with any screams of the sped arrow, or any sight +of the curled lasso.</p> + +<p>"Well," he said, simply, "I understand; your eagle, in recompense for +your endeavors to set him free, only tears your heart with his talons? +It is the way of eagles. He has wounded you sorely. And the wound will +bleed many a day."</p> + +<p>She lifted her head.</p> + +<p>"Have I complained?—have I asked your pity, or any man's?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, no, you are very strong! So is a lioness; but she dies of a man's +wound sometimes. He has been very base to you."</p> + +<p>"He has done as he thought it right to do. Who shall lay blame on him +for that?"</p> + +<p>"Your loyalty says so; you are very brave, no doubt. But tell me, do you +still wish this man, who wounds you so cruelly, set free?"</p> + +<p>"Yes."</p> + +<p>"What, still?"</p> + +<p>"Why not?"</p> + +<p>"Why not? Only this: that once he is let loose your very memory will be +shaken from his thoughts as the dust of the summer, to which you liken +yourself, is shaken from his feet!"</p> + +<p>"No doubt."</p> + +<p>She thought she did not let him see the agony he dealt her; she stood +unflinching, her hands crossed upon her breast, her head drooped, her +eyes looking far from him to where the fading sunlight gleamed still +upon the reaches of the river.</p> + +<p>"No doubt," he echoed. "And yet I think you hardly understand. This man +is a great artist. He has a great destiny, if he once can gain the eye +and the ear of the world. The world will fear him, and curse him always; +he is very merciless to it; but if he once conquer fame, that fame will +be one to last as long as the earth lasts. That I believe. Well, give +this man what he longs for and strives for, a life in his fame which +shall not die so long as men have breath to speak of art. What will you +be in that great drunken dream of his, if once we make it true for him? +Not even a remembrance, Folle-Farine. For though you have fancied that +you, by your beauty, would at least abide upon his canvas, and so go on +to immortality with his works and name, you seem not to know that so +much also will do any mime who lets herself for hire on a tavern stage, +or any starveling who makes her daily bread by giving her face and form +to a painter's gaze. Child! what you have thought noble, men and women +have decreed one of the vilest means by which a creature traffics in her +charms. The first lithe-limbed model that he finds in the cities will +displace you on his canvas and in his memory. Shall he go free—to +forget you?"</p> + +<p>She listened dumbly; her attitude unchanging, as she had stood in other +days, under the shadow of the boughs, to receive the stripes of her +master.</p> + +<p>"He shall be free—to forget me."</p> + +<p>The words were barely audible, but they were inflexible, as they were +echoed through her locked teeth.</p> + +<p>The eyes of her tormentor watched her with a wondering admiration; yet +he could not resist the pleasure of an added cruelty, as the men of the +torture-chambers of old strained once more the fair fettered form of a +female captive, that they might see a little longer those bright limbs +quiver, and those bare nerves heave.</p> + +<p>"Well; be it so if you will it. Only think long enough. For strong +though you are, you are also weak; for you are of your mother's sex, +Folle-Farine. You may repent. Think well. You are no more to him than +your eponym, the mill-dust. You have said so to yourself. But you are +beautiful in your barbarism; and here you are always near him; and with +a man who has no gold to give, a woman need have few rivals to fear. If +his heart eat itself out here in solitude, soon or late he will be +yours, Folle-Farine. A man, be he what he will, cannot live long without +some love, more or less, for some woman. A little while, and your +Norse-god alone here, disappointed, embittered, friendless, galled by +poverty, and powerless to escape, will turn to you, and find a sweetness +on your lips, a balm in your embrace, an opium draught for an hour, at +least, in that wonderful beauty of yours. A woman who is beautiful, and +who has youth, and who has passion, need never fail to make a love-light +beam in the eyes of a man, if only she know how to wait, if only she be +the sole blossom that grows in his pathway, the sole fruit within reach +of his hands. Keep him here, and soon or late, out of sheer despair of +any other paradise, he will make his paradise in your breast. Do you +doubt? Child, I have known the world many years, but this one thing I +have ever known to be stronger than any strength a man can bring against +it to withstand it—this one thing which fate has given you, the bodily +beauty of a woman."</p> + +<p>His voice ceased softly in the twilight—this voice of +Mephistopheles—which tempted her but for the sheer sole pleasure of +straining this strength to see if it should break—of deriding this +faith to see if it would bend—of alluring this soul to see if it would +fall.</p> + +<p>She stood abased in a piteous shame—the shame that any man should thus +read her heart, which seemed to burn and wither up all liberty, all +innocence, all pride in her, and leave her a thing too utterly debased +to bear the gaze of any human eyes,—to bear the light of any noonday +sun.</p> + +<p>And yet the terrible sweetness of the words tempted her with such subtle +force: the passions of a fierce, amorous race ran in her blood—the +ardor and the liberty of an outlawed and sensual people were bred with +her flesh and blood: to have been the passion-toy of the man she loved +for one single day,—to have felt for one brief summer hour his arms +hold her and his kisses answer hers, she would have consented to die a +hundred deaths in uttermost tortures when the morrow should have dawned, +and would have died rejoicing, crying to the last breath,—</p> + +<p>"I have lived: it is enough!"</p> + +<p>He might be hers! The mere thought, uttered in another's voice, thrilled +through her with a tumultuous ecstasy, hot as flame, potent as wine.</p> + +<p>He might be hers—all her own—each pulse of his heart echoing hers, +each breath of his lips spent on her own. He might be hers!—she hid her +face upon her hands; a million tongues of fire seemed to curl about her +and lap her life. The temptation was stronger than her strength.</p> + +<p>She was a friendless, loveless, nameless thing, and she had but one +idolatry and one passion, and for this joy that they set to her lips she +would have given her body and her soul. Her soul—if the gods and man +allowed her one—her soul and all her life, mortal and immortal, for one +single day of Arslàn's love. Her soul, forever, to any hell they +would—but his?</p> + +<p>Not for this had she sold her life to the gods—not for this; not for +the rapture of passion, the trance of the senses, the heaven of self.</p> + +<p>What she had sworn to them, if they saved him, was forever to forget in +him herself, to suffer dumbly for him, and, whensoever they would, in +his stead to die.</p> + +<p>"Choose," said the soft wooing voice of her tempter, while his gaze +smiled on her through the twilight. "Shall he consume his heart here in +solitude till he loves you perforce, or shall he go free among the +cities of men, to remember you no more than he remembers the reeds by +the river?"</p> + +<p>The reeds by the river.</p> + +<p>The chance words that he used, by the mere hazards of speech, cut the +bonds of passion which were binding so closely about her. As the +river-reed to the god, so she had thought that her brief span of life +might be to the immortality of his. Was this the fulfilling of her +faith,—to hold him here with his strength in chains, and his genius +perishing in darkness, that she, the thing of an hour, might know +delight in the reluctant love, in the wearied embrace, of a man +heart-sick and heart-broken?</p> + +<p>She shook the deadly sweetness of the beguilement off her as she would +have shaken an asp's coils off her wrist, and rose against it, and was +once more strong.</p> + +<p>"What have you to do with me?" she muttered, feebly, while the fierce +glare of her eyes burned through the gloom of the leaves. "Keep your +word; set him free. His freedom let him use—as he will."</p> + +<p>Then, ere he could arrest her flight, she had plunged into the depths of +the orchards, and was lost in their flickering shadows.</p> + +<p>Sartorian did not seek to pursue her. He turned and went thoughtfully +and slowly back by the grass-grown footpath through the little wood, +along by the riverside, to the water-tower. His horses and his people +waited near, but it suited him to go thither on this errand on foot and +alone.</p> + +<p>"The Red Mouse does not dwell in that soul as yet. That sublime +unreason—that grand barbaric madness! And yet both will fall to gold, +as that fruit falls to the touch," he thought, as he brushed a ripe +yellow pear from the shelter of the reddening leaves, and watched it +drop, and crushed it gently with his foot, and smiled as he saw that +though so golden on the rind, and so white and so fragrant in the flesh, +at the core was a rotten speck, in which a little black worm was +twisting.</p> + +<p>He had shaken it down from idleness; where he left it, crushed in the +public pathway, a swarm of ants and flies soon crawled, and flew, and +fought, and fastened, and fed on the fallen purity, which the winds had +once tossed up to heaven, and the sun had once kissed into bloom.</p> + +<hr style="width: 45%;" /> + +<p>Through the orchards, as his footsteps died away, there came a shrill +scream on the silence, which only the sighing of the cushats had broken.</p> + +<p>It was the voice of the old serving-woman, who called on her name from +the porch.</p> + +<p>In the old instinct, born of long obedience, she drew herself wearily +through the tangled ways of the gardens and over the threshold of the +house.</p> + +<p>She had lost all remembrance of Flamma's death, and of the inheritance +of his wealth. She only thought of those great and noble fruits of a +man's genius which she had given up all to save; she only thought +ceaselessly, in the sickness of her heart, "Will he forget?—forget +quite—when he is free?"</p> + +<p>The peasant standing in the porch with arms akimbo, and the lean cat +rubbing ravenous sides against her wooden shoes, peered forth from under +the rich red leaves of the creepers that shrouded the pointed roof of +the doorway.</p> + +<p>Her wrinkled face was full of malignity; her toothless mouth smiled; her +eyes were full of a greedy triumph. Before her was the shady, quiet, +leafy garden, with the water running clear beneath the branches; behind +her was the kitchen, with its floor of tiles, its strings of food, its +wood-piled hearth, its crucifix, and its images of saints.</p> + +<p>She looked at the tired limbs of the creature whom she had always hated +for her beauty and her youth; at the droop of the proud head, at the +pain and the exhaustion which every line of the face and the form spoke +so plainly; at the eyes which burned so strangely as she came through +the gray, pure air, and yet had such a look in them of sightlessness and +stupor.</p> + +<p>"She has been told," thought the old serving-woman. "She has been told, +and her heart breaks for the gold."</p> + +<p>The thought was sweet to her—precious with the preciousness of +vengeance.</p> + +<p>"Come within," she said, with a grim smile about her mouth. "I will give +thee a crust and a drink of milk. None shall say I cannot act like a +Christian; and to-night I will let thee rest here in the loft, but no +longer. With the break of day thou shalt tramp. We are Christians here."</p> + +<p>Folle-Farine looked at her with blind eyes, comprehending nothing that +she spoke.</p> + +<p>"You called me?" she asked, the old mechanical formula of servitude +coming to her lips by sheer unconscious instinct.</p> + +<p>"Ay, I called. I would have thee to know that I am mistress here now; +and I will have no vile things gad about in the night so long as they +eat of my bread. Tonight thou shalt rest here, I say; so much will I do +for sake of thy mother, though she was a foul light o' love, when all +men deemed her a saint; but to-morrow thou shalt tramp. Such hell-spawn +as thou art mayst not lie on a bed of Holy Church."</p> + +<p>Folle-Farine gazed at her, confused and still not comprehending; +scarcely awake to the voice which thus adjured her; all her strength +spent and bruised, after the struggle of the temptation which had +assailed her.</p> + +<p>"You mean," she muttered, "you mean——What would you tell me? I do not +know."</p> + +<p>The familiar place reeled around her. The saints and the satyrs on the +carved gables grinned on her horribly. The yellow house-leek on the roof +seemed to her so much gold, which had a tongue, and muttered, "You prate +of the soul. I alone am the soul of the world."</p> + +<p>All the green, shadowy, tranquil ways grew strange to her; the earth +shook under her feet; the heavens circled around her:——and Pitchou, +looking on her, thought that she was stunned by the loss of the miser's +treasure!</p> + +<p>She! in whose whole burning veins there ran only one passion, in whose +crushed brain there was only one thought—"Will he forget—forget +quite—when he is free?"</p> + +<p>The old woman stretched her head forward, and cackled out eager, +hissing, tumultuous words:</p> + +<p>"Hast not heard? No? Well, see, then. Some said you should be sent for, +but the priest and I said No. Neither Law nor Church count the +love-begotten. Flamma died worth forty thousand francs, set aside all +his land and household things. God rest his soul! He was a man. He +forgot my faithful service, true, but the good almoner will remember all +that to me. Forty thousand francs! What a man! And hardly a nettle +boiled in oil would he eat some days together. Where does this money +go—eh, eh? Canst guess?"</p> + +<p>"Go?"</p> + +<p>Pitchou watched her grimly, and laughed aloud:</p> + +<p>"Ah, ah! I know. So you dared to hope, too? Oh, fool! what thing did +ever he hate as he hated your shadow on the wall? The money, and the +lands, and the things—every coin, every inch, every crumb—is willed +away to the Church, to the holy chapter in the town yonder, to hold for +the will of God and the glory of his kingdom. And masses will be said +for his soul, daily, in the cathedral; and the gracious almoner has as +good as said that the mill shall be let to Francvron, the baker, who is +old and has no women to his house; and that I shall dwell here and +manage all things, and rule Francvron, and end my days in the chimney +corner. And I will stretch a point and let you lie in the hay to-night, +but to-morrow you must tramp, for the devil's daughter and Holy Church +will scarce go to roost together."</p> + +<p>Folle-Farine heard her stupidly, and stupidly gazed around; she did not +understand. She had never had any other home, and, in a manner, even in +the apathy of a far greater woe, she clove to this place; to its +familiarity, and its silence, and its old woodland-ways.</p> + +<p>"Go!"—she looked down through the aisles of the boughs dreamily; in a +vague sense she felt the sharpness of desolation that repulses the +creature whom no human heart desires, and whom no human voice bids stay.</p> + +<p>"Yes. Go; and that quickly," said the peasant with a sardonic grin. "I +serve the Church now. It is not for me to harbor such as thee; nor is it +fit to take the bread of the poor and the pious to feed lips as accursed +as are thine. Thou mayst lie here to-night—I would not be +overharsh—but tarry no longer. Take a sup and a bit, and to bed. Dost +hear?"</p> + +<p>Folle-Farine, without a word in answer, turned on her heel and left her.</p> + +<p>The old woman watched her shadow pass across the threshold, and away +down the garden-paths between the green lines of the clipped box, and +vanish beyond the fall of drooping fig-boughs and the walls of ivy and +of laurel; then with a chuckle she poured out her hot coffee, and sat in +her corner and made her evening meal, well pleased; comfort was secured +her for the few years which she had to live, and she was revenged for +the loss of the sequins.</p> + +<p>"How well it is for me that I went to mass every Saint's-day!" she +thought, foreseeing easy years and plenty under the rule of the Church +and of old deaf Francvron, the baker.</p> + +<p>Folle-Farine mounted the wooden ladder to the hayloft which had been her +sleeping-chamber, there took the little linen and the few other garments +which belonged to her, folded them together in her winter sheepskin, and +went down the wooden steps once more, and out of the mill-garden across +the bridge into the woods.</p> + +<p>She had no fixed purpose even for the immediate hour; she had not even a +tangible thought for her future. She acted on sheer mechanical impulse, +like one who does some things unconsciously, walking abroad in the +trance of sleep. That she was absolutely destitute scarcely bore any +sense to her. She had never realized that this begrudged roof and scanty +fare, which Flamma had bestowed on her, had, wretched though they were, +yet been all the difference between home and homelessness—between +existence and starvation.</p> + +<p>She wandered on aimlessly through the woods.</p> + +<p>She paused a moment on the river-sand, and turned and looked back at the +mill and the house. From where she stood, she could see its brown gables +and its peaked roof rising from masses of orchard-blossom, white and +wide as sea-foam; further round it, closed the dark belt of the sweet +chestnut woods.</p> + +<p>She looked; and great salt tears rushed into her hot eyes and blinded +them.</p> + +<p>She had been hated by those who dwelt there, and had there known only +pain, and toil, and blows, and bitter words. And yet the place itself +was dear to her, its homely and simple look: its quiet garden-ways, its +dells of leafy shadow, its bright and angry waters, its furred and +feathered creatures that gave it life and loveliness,—these had been +her consolations often,—these, in a way, she loved.</p> + +<p>Such as it was, her life had been bound up with it; and though often its +cool pale skies and level lands had been a prison to her, yet her heart +clove to it in this moment when she left it—forever. She looked once at +it long and lingeringly; then turned and went on her way.</p> + +<p>She walked slowly through the cool evening shadows, while the birds +fluttered about her head. She did not comprehend the terrible fate that +had befallen her. She did not think that it was horrible to have no +canopy but the clear sky, and no food but the grain rubbed from the ripe +wheat-ears.</p> + +<p>The fever of conscious passion which had been born in her, and the awe +of the lonely death that she had witnessed, wore on her too heavily, and +with too dreamy and delirious an absorption, to leave any room in her +thoughts for the bodily perils or the bodily privations of her fate.</p> + +<p>Some vague expectancy of some great horror, she knew not what, was on +her. She was as in a trance, her brain was giddy, her eyes blind. Though +she walked straightly, bearing her load upon her head, on and on as +through the familiar paths, she yet had no goal, no sense of what she +meant to do, or whither she desired to go.</p> + +<p>The people were still about, going from their work in the fields, and +their day at the town-market, to their homesteads and huts. Every one of +them cast some word at her. For the news had spread by sunset over all +the countryside that Flamma's treasure was gone to Holy Church.</p> + +<p>They were spoken in idleness, but they were sharp, flouting, merciless +arrows of speech, that struck her hardly as the speakers cast them, and +laughed, and passed by her. She gave no sign that she heard, not by so +much as the quiver of a muscle or the glance of an eye; but she, +nevertheless, was stung by them to the core, and her heart hardened, and +her blood burned.</p> + +<p>Not one of them, man or boy, but made a mock of her as they marched by +through the purpling leaves or the tall seed-grasses. Not one of them, +mother or maiden, that gave a gentle look at her, or paused to remember +that she was homeless, and knew no more where to lay her head that night +than any sick hart driven from its kind.</p> + +<p>She met many in the soft gray and golden evening, in the fruit-hung +ways, along the edge of the meadows: fathers with their little children +running by them, laden with plumes of meadow-sweet; mothers bearing +their youngest born before them on the high sheepskin saddle; young +lovers talking together as they drove the old cow to her byre; old +people counting their market gains cheerily; children paddling knee-deep +in the brooks for cresses. None of them had a kindly glance for +her;—all had a flouting word. There was not one who offered her so much +as a draught of milk; not one who wished her so much as a brief +good-night.</p> + +<p>"She will quit the country now; that is one good thing," she heard many +of them say of her. And they spoke of Flamma, and praised him; saying, +how pure as myrrh in the nostrils was the death of one who feared God!</p> + +<p>The night came on nearer; the ways grew more lonely; the calf bleating +sought its dam, the sheep folded down close together, the lights came +out under the lowly roofs; now and then from some open window in the +distance there came the sound of voices singing together; now and then +there fell across her path two shadows turning one to the other.</p> + +<p>She only was alone.</p> + +<p>What did she seek to do?</p> + +<p>She paused on a little slip of moss-green timber that crossed the water +in the open plain, and looked down at herself in the shining stream. +None desired her—none remembered her; none said to her, "Stay with us a +little, for love's sake."</p> + +<p>"Surely I must be vile as they say, that all are against me!" she +thought; and she pondered wearily in her heart where her sin against +them could lie. That brief delirious trance of joy that had come to her +with the setting of the last day's sun, had with the sun sunk away. The +visions which had haunted her sleep under the thorn-tree whilst the +thrush sang, had been killed under the cold and bitterness of the waking +world. She wondered, while her face burned red with shame, what she had +been mad enough to dream of in that sweet cruel slumber. For him—she +felt that sooner than again look upward to his eyes she would die by a +thousand deaths.</p> + +<p>What was she to him?—a barbarous, worthless, and unlovely thing, whose +very service was despised, whose very sacrifice was condemned.</p> + +<p>"I would live as a leper all the days of my life, if, first, I might be +fair in his sight one hour!" she thought; and she was conscious of +horror or of impiety in the ghastly desire, because she had but one +religion, this—her love.</p> + +<p>She crossed the little bridge, and sat down to rest on the root of an +old oak on the edge of the fields of poppies.</p> + +<p>The evening had fallen quite. There was a bright moon on the edge of the +plain. The cresset-lights of the cathedral glowed through the dusk. All +was purple and gray and still. There were the scents of heavy earths and +of wild thymes, and the breath of grazing herds. The little hamlets were +but patches of darker shade on the soft brown shadows of the night. +White sea-mists, curling and rising, chased each other over the dim +world.</p> + +<p>She sat motionless, leaning her head upon her hand.</p> + +<p>She could not weep, as other creatures could. The hours drew on. She had +no home to go to; but it was not for this that she sorrowed.</p> + +<p>Afar off, a step trod down the grasses. A hawk rustled through the +gloom. A rabbit fled across the path. The boughs were put aside by a +human hand; Arslàn came out from the darkness of the woods before her.</p> + +<p>With a sharp cry she sprang to her feet and fled, impelled by +passionate, reasonless instinct to hide herself forever and forever from +the only eyes she loved.</p> + +<p>Before her were the maze of the poppy-fields. In the moonlight their +blossoms, so gorgeous at sunset or at noon, lost all their scarlet gaud +and purple pomp, and drooped like discrowned kings stripped bare in the +midnight of calamity.</p> + +<p>Their colorless flowers writhed and twined about her ankles. Her brown +limbs glistened in the gleam from the skies. She tightened her red +girdle round her loins and ran, as a doe runs to reach the sanctuary.</p> + +<p>Long withes of trailing grasses, weeds that grew among the grasses, +caught her fleet feet and stopped her. The earth was wet with dew. A +tangle of boughs and brambles filled the path. For once, her sure steps +failed her. She faltered and fell.</p> + +<p>Ere he could touch her, she rose again. The scent of the wet leaves was +in her hair. The rain-drops glistened on her feet. The light of the +stars seemed in her burning eyes. Around her were the gleam of the +night, the scent of the flowers, the smell of woods. On her face the +moon shone.</p> + +<p>She was like a creature born from the freshness of dews, from the odor +of foliage, from the hues of the clouds, from the foam of the brooks, +from all things of the woods and the water. In that moment she was +beautiful with the beauty of women.</p> + +<p>"If only she could content me!" he thought. If only he had cared for the +song of the reed by the river!</p> + +<p>But he cared nothing at all for anything that lived; and a pursuit that +was passionless had always seemed to him base; and his feet were set on +a stony and narrow road where he would not incumber his strength with a +thing of her sex, lest the burden should draw him backward one rood on +his way.</p> + +<p>He had never loved her; he never would love her; his senses were awake +to her beauty, indeed, and his reason awed it beyond all usual gifts of +her sex. But he had used it in the service of his art, and therein had +scrutinized, and portrayed, and debased until it had lost to him all +that fanciful sanctity, all that half-mysterious charm, which arouse the +passion of love in a man to a woman.</p> + +<p>So he let her be, and stood by her in the dusk of the night with no +light in his own eyes.</p> + +<p>"Do not fly from me," he said to her. "I have sought you, to ask your +forgiveness, and——"</p> + +<p>She stood silent, her head bent; her hands were crossed upon her chest +in the posture habitual to her under any pain; her face was hidden in +the shadow; her little bundle of clothes had dropped on the grasses, and +was hidden by them. Of Flamma's death and of her homelessness he had +heard nothing.</p> + +<p>"I was harsh to you," he said, gently. "I spoke, in the bitterness of +my heart, unworthily. I was stung with a great shame;—I forgot that you +could not know. Can you forgive?"</p> + +<p>"The madness was mine," she muttered. "It was I, who forgot——"</p> + +<p>Her voice was very faint, and left her lips with effort; she did not +look up; she stood bloodless, breathless, swaying to and fro, as a young +tree which has been cut through near the root sways ere it falls. She +knew well what his words would say.</p> + +<p>"You are generous, and you shame me—indeed—thus," he said with a +certain softness as of unwilling pain in his voice which shook its +coldness and serenity.</p> + +<p>This greatness in her, this wondrous faithfulness to himself, this +silence, which bore all wounds from his hand, and was never broken to +utter one reproach against him, these moved him. He could not choose but +see that this nature, which he bruised and forsook, was noble beyond any +common nobility of any human thing.</p> + +<p>"I have deserved little at your hands, and you have given me much," he +said slowly. "I feel base and unworthy; for—I have sought you to bid +you farewell."</p> + +<p>She had awaited her death-blow; she received its stroke without a sound.</p> + +<p>She did not move, nor cry out, nor make any sign of pain, but standing +there her form curled within itself, as a withered fern curls, and all +her beauty changed like a fresh flower that is held in a flame.</p> + +<p>She did not look at him; but waited, with her head bent, and her hands +crossed on her breast as a criminal waits for his doom.</p> + +<p>His nerve nearly failed him; his heart nearly yielded. He had no love +for her; she was nothing to him. No more than any one of the dark, nude +savage women who had sat to his art on the broken steps of ruined +Temples of the Sun; or the antelope-eyed creatures of desert and plain, +who had come on here before him in the light of the East, and had passed +as the shadows passed, and, like them, were forgotten.</p> + +<p>She was nothing to him. And yet he could not choose but think—all this +mighty love, all this majestic strength, all this superb and dreamy +loveliness would die out here, as the evening colors had died out of the +skies in the west, none pausing even to note that they were dead.</p> + +<p>He knew that he had but to say to her, "Come!" and she would go beside +him, whether to shame or ignominy, or famine or death, triumphant and +rejoicing as the martyrs of old went to the flames, which were to them +the gates of paradise.</p> + +<p>He knew that there would not be a blow his hand could deal which could +make her deem him cruel; he knew that there would be no crime which he +could bid her commit for him which would not seem to her a virtue; he +knew that for one hour of his love she would slay herself by any death +he told her; he knew that the deepest wretchedness lived through by his +side would be sweeter and more glorious than any kingdom of the world or +heaven. And he knew well that to no man is it given to be loved twice +with such love as this.</p> + +<p>Yet,—he loved not her; and he was, therefore, strong, and he drove the +death-stroke home, with pity, with compassion, with gentleness, yet +surely home—to the heart.</p> + +<p>"A stranger came to me an hour or more ago," he said to her; and it +seemed even to him as though he slew a life godlier and purer and +stronger than his own,—"an old man, who gave no name. I have seen his +face—far away, long ago—I am not sure. The memory is too vague. He +seemed a man of knowledge, and a man critical and keen. That study of +you—the one among the poppies—you remember—took his eyes and pleased +him. He bore it away with him, and left in its stead a roll of paper +money—money enough to take me back among men—to set me free for a +little space. Oh child! you have seen—this hell on earth kills me. It +is a death in life. It has made me brutal to you sometimes; sometimes I +must hurt something, or go mad."</p> + +<p>She was silent; her attitude had not changed, but all her loveliness was +like one of the poppies that his foot had trodden on, discolored, +broken, ruined. She stood as though changed to a statue of bronze.</p> + +<p>He looked on her, and knew that no creature had ever loved him as this +creature had loved. But of love he wanted nothing,—it was wearying to +him; all he desired was power among men.</p> + +<p>"I have been cruel to you," he said, suddenly. "I have stung and wounded +you often. I have dealt with your beauty as with this flower under my +foot. I have had no pity for you. Can you forgive me ere I go?"</p> + +<p>"You have no sins to me," she made answer to him. She did not stir; nor +did the deadly calm on her face change; but her voice had a harsh +metallic sound, like the jar of a bell that is broken.</p> + +<p>He was silent also. The coldness and the arrogance of his heart were +pained and humbled by her pardon of them. He knew that he had been +pitiless to her—with a pitilessness less excusable than that which is +born of the fierceness of passion and the idolatrous desires of the +senses. Man would have held him blameless here, because he had forborne +to pluck for his own delight this red and gold reed in the swamp; but he +himself knew well that, nevertheless, he had trodden its life out, and +so bruised it, as he went, that never would any wind of heaven breathe +music through its shattered grace again.</p> + +<p>"When do you go?" she asked.</p> + +<p>Her voice had still the same harsh, broken sound in it. She did not lift +the lids of her eyes; her arms were crossed upon her breast;—all the +ruins of the trampled poppy-blossom were about her, blood-red as a field +where men have fought and died.</p> + +<p>He answered her, "At dawn."</p> + +<p>"And where?"</p> + +<p>"To Paris. I will find fame—or a grave."</p> + +<p>A long silence fell between them. The church chimes, far away in the +darkness, tolled the ninth hour. She stood passive, colorless as the +poppies were, bloodless from the thick, dull beating of her heart. The +purple shadow and the white stars swam around her. Her heart was broken; +but she gave no sign. It was her nature to suffer to the last in +silence.</p> + +<p>He looked at her, and his own heart softened; almost he repented him.</p> + +<p>He stretched his arms to her, and drew her into them, and kissed the +dew-laden weight of her hair, and the curling, meek form, while all +warmth had died, and the passionate loveliness, which was cast to him, +to be folded in his bosom or thrust away by his foot—as he chose.</p> + +<p>"Oh, child, forgive me, and forget me," he murmured. "I have been base +to you,—brutal, and bitter, and cold oftentimes;—yet I would have +loved you, if I could. Love would have been youth, folly, oblivion; all +the nearest likeness that men get of happiness on earth. But love is +dead in me, I think, otherwise——"</p> + +<p>She burned like fire, and grew cold as ice in his embrace. Her brain +reeled; her sight was blind. She trembled as she had never done under +the sharpest throes of Flamma's scourge. Suddenly she cast her arms +about his throat and clung to him, and kissed him in answer with that +strange, mute, terrible passion with which the lips of the dying kiss +the warm and living face that bends above them, on which they know they +never again will rest.</p> + +<p>Then she broke from him, and sprang into the maze of the moonlit fields, +and fled from him like a stag that bears its death-shot in it, and knows +it, and seeks to hide itself and die unseen.</p> + +<p>He pursued her, urged by a desire that was cruel, and a sorrow that was +tender. He had no love for her; and yet—now that he had thrown her from +him forever—he would fain have felt those hot mute lips tremble again +in their terrible eloquence upon his own.</p> + +<p>But he sought her in vain. The shadows of the night hid her from him.</p> + +<p>He went back to his home alone.</p> + +<p>"It is best so," he said to himself.</p> + +<p>For the life that lay before him he needed all his strength, all his +coldness, all his cruelty. And she was only a female thing—a reed of +the river, songless, and blown by the wind as the rest were.</p> + +<p>He returned to his solitude, and lit his lamp, and looked on the +creations that alone he loved.</p> + +<p>"They shall live—or I will die," he said to his own heart. With the war +to which he went what had any amorous toy to do?</p> + +<p>That night Hermes had no voice for him.</p> + +<p>Else might the wise god have said, "Many reeds grow together by the +river, and men tread them at will, and none are the worse. But in one +reed of a million song is hidden; and when a man carelessly breaks that +reed in twain, he may miss its music often and long,—yea, all the years +of his life."</p> + +<p>But Hermes that night spake not.</p> + +<p>And he brake his reed, and cast it behind him.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2>CHAPTER V.</h2> + + +<p>When the dawn came, it found her lying face downward among the rushes by +the river. She had run on, and on, and on blindly, not knowing whither +she fled, with the strange force that despair lends; then suddenly had +dropped, as a young bull drops in the circus with the steel sheathed in +its brain. There she had remained insensible, the blood flowing a little +from her mouth.</p> + +<p>It was quite lonely by the waterside. A crane among the sedges, an owl +on the wind, a water-lizard under the stones, such were the only moving +things. It was in a solitary bend of the stream; its banks were green +and quiet; there were no dwellings near; and there was no light +anywhere, except the dull glow of the lamp above the Calvary.</p> + +<p>No one found her. A young fox came and smelt at her, and stole +frightened away. That was all. A sharp wind rising with the reddening of +the east blew on her, and recalled her to consciousness after many +hours. When her eyes at length opened, with a blank stare upon the +grayness of the shadows, she lifted herself a little and sat still, and +wondered what had chanced to her.</p> + +<p>The first rays of the sun rose over the dim blue haze of the horizon. +She looked at it and tried to remember, but failed. Her brain was sick +and dull.</p> + +<p>A little beetle, green and bronze, climbed in and out among the sand of +the river-shore; her eyes vacantly followed the insect's aimless +circles. She tried to think, and could not; her thoughts went feebly +and madly round and round, round and round, as the beetle went in his +maze of sand. It was all so gray, so still, so chill, she was afraid of +it. Her limbs were stiffened by the exposure and dews of the night. She +shivered and was cold.</p> + +<p>The sun rose—a globe of flame above the edge of the world.</p> + +<p>Memory flashed on her with its light.</p> + +<p>She rose a little, staggering and blind, and weakened by the loss of +blood; she crept feebly to the edge of the stream, and washed the stains +from her lips, and let her face rest a little in the sweet, silent, +flowing water.</p> + +<p>Then she sat still amidst the long rushlike grass, and thought, and +thought, and wondered why life was so tough and merciless a thing, that +it would ache on, and burn on, and keep misery awake to know itself even +when its death-blow had been dealt, and the steel was in its side.</p> + +<p>She was still only half sensible of her wretchedness. She was numbed by +weakness, and her brain seemed deadened by a hot pain, that shot through +it as with tongues of flame.</p> + +<p>The little beetle at her feet was busied in a yellower soil than sand. +He moved round and round in a little dazzling heap of coins and +trembling paper thin as gauze. She saw it without seeing for awhile; +then, all at once, a horror flashed on her. She saw that the money had +fallen from her tunic. She guessed the truth—that in his last embrace +he had slid into her bosom, in notes and in coin, half that sum whereof +he had spoken as the ransom which had set him free.</p> + +<p>Her bloodless face grew scarlet with an immeasurable shame. She would +have suffered far less if he had killed her.</p> + +<p>He who denied her love to give her gold! Better that, when he had kissed +her, he had covered her eyes softly with one hand, and with the other +driven his knife straight through the white warmth of her breast.</p> + +<p>The sight of the gold stung her like a snake.</p> + +<p>Gold!—such wage as men flung to the painted harlots gibing at the +corners of the streets!</p> + +<p>The horror of the humiliation filled her with loathing of herself. +Unless she had become shameful in his sight, she thought, he could not +have cast this shame upon her.</p> + +<p>She gathered herself slowly up, and stood and looked with blind, aching +eyes at the splendor of the sunrise.</p> + +<p>Her heart was breaking.</p> + +<p>Her one brief dream of gladness was severed sharply, as with a sword, +and killed forever.</p> + +<p>She did not reason—all thought was stunned in her; but as a woman, who +loves looking on the face she loves, will see sure death written there +long ere any other can detect it, so she knew, by the fatal and unerring +instinct of passion, that he was gone from her as utterly and as +eternally as though his grave had closed on him.</p> + +<p>She did not even in her own heart reproach him. Her love for him was too +perfect to make rebuke against him possible to her. Had he not a right +to go as he would, to do as he chose, to take her or leave her, as best +might seem to him? Only he had no right to shame her with what he had +deemed shame to himself; no right to insult what he had slain.</p> + +<p>She gathered herself slowly up, and took his money in her hand, and went +along the river-bank. Whither? She had no knowledge at first; but, as +she moved against the white light and the cool currents of the morning +air, her brain cleared a little. The purpose that had risen in her +slowly matured and strengthened; without its sustenance she would have +sunk down and perished, like a flower cut at the root.</p> + +<p>Of all the world that lay beyond the pale of those golden and russet +orchards and scarlet lakes of blowing poppies she had no more knowledge +than the lizard at her feet.</p> + +<p>Cities, he had often said, were as fiery furnaces that consumed all +youth and innocence which touched them; for such as she to go to them +was, he had often said, to cast a luscious and golden peach of the +summer into the core of a wasps'-nest. Nevertheless, her mind was +resolute to follow him,—to follow him unknown by him; so that, if his +footsteps turned to brighter paths, her shadow might never fall across +his ways; but so that, if need were, if failure still pursued him, and +by failure came misery and death, she would be there beside him, to +share those fatal gifts which none would dispute with her or grudge her.</p> + +<p>To follow him was to her an instinct as natural and as irresistible as +it is to the dog to track his master's wanderings.</p> + +<p>She would have starved ere ever she would have told him that she +hungered. She would have perished by the roadside ere ever she would +have cried to him that she was homeless. She would have been torn +asunder for a meal by wolves ere she would have bought safety or succor +by one coin of that gold he had slid into her bosom, like the wages of a +thing that was vile.</p> + +<p>But to follow him she never hesitated: unless this had been possible to +her, she would have refused to live another hour. The love in her, at +once savage and sublime, at once strong as the lion's rage and humble as +the camel's endurance, made her take patiently all wrongs at his hands, +but made her powerless to imagine a life in which he was not.</p> + +<p>She went slowly now through the country, in the hush of the waking day.</p> + +<p>He had said that he would leave at dawn.</p> + +<p>In her unconscious agony of the night gone by, she had run far and fast +ere she had fallen; and now, upon her waking, she had found herself some +league from the old mill-woods, and farther yet from the tower on the +river where he dwelt.</p> + +<p>She was weak, and the way seemed very long to her; ever and again, too, +she started aside and hid herself, thinking each step were his. She +wanted to give him back his gold, yet she felt as though one look of his +eyes would kill her.</p> + +<p>It was long, and the sun was high, ere she had dragged her stiff and +feeble limbs through the long grasses of the shore and reached the +ruined granary. Crouching down, and gazing through the spaces in the +stones from which so often she had watched him, she saw at once that +the place was desolate.</p> + +<p>The great Barabbas, and the painted panels and canvases, and all the +pigments and tools and articles of an artist's store, were gone; but the +figures on the walls were perforce left there to perish. The early light +fell full upon them, sad and calm and pale, living their life upon the +stone.</p> + +<p>She entered and looked at them.</p> + +<p>She loved them greatly; it pierced her heart to leave them there—alone.</p> + +<p>The bound Helios working at the mill, with white Hermes watching, mute +and content;—and Persephone crouching in the awful shadow of the dread +winged King,—the Greek youths, with doves in their breasts and golden +apples in their hands,—the women dancing upon Cithæron in the +moonlight,—the young gladiator wrestling with the Libyan lion,—all the +familiar shapes and stories that made the gray walls teem with the old +sweet life of the heroic times, were there—left to the rat and the +spider, the dust and the damp, the slow, sad death of a decay which no +heart would sorrow for, nor any hand arrest.</p> + +<p>The days would come and go, the suns would rise and set, the nights +would fall, and the waters flow, and the great stars throb above in the +skies, and they would be there—alone.</p> + +<p>To her they were living things, beautiful and divine; they were bound up +with all the hours of her love; and at their feet she had known the one +brief dream of ecstasy that had sprung up for her, great and golden as +the prophet's gourd, and as the gourd in a night had withered.</p> + +<p>She held them in a passionate tenderness—these, the first creatures who +had spoken to her with a smile, and had brought light into the darkness +of her life.</p> + +<p>She flung herself on the ground and kissed its dust, and prayed for them +in an agony of prayer—prayed for them that the hour might come, and +come quickly, when men would see the greatness of their maker, and would +remember them, and seek them, and bear them forth in honor and in +worship to the nations. She prayed in an agony; prayed blindly, and to +whom she knew not; prayed, in the sightless instinct of the human heart, +towards some greater strength which could bestow at once retribution and +consolation.</p> + +<p>Nor was it so much for him as for them that she thus prayed: in loving +them she had reached the pure and impersonal passion of the artist. To +have them live, she would have given her own life.</p> + +<p>Then the bonds of her agony seemed to be severed; and, for the first +time, she fell into a passion of tears, and, stretched there on the +floor of the forsaken chamber, wept as women weep upon a grave.</p> + +<p>When she arose, at length, she met the eyes of Hypnos and Oneiros and +Thanatos—the gentle gods who give forgetfulness to men.</p> + +<p>They were her dear gods, her best beloved and most compassionate; yet +their look struck coldly to her heart.</p> + +<p>Sleep, Dreams, and Death,—were these the only gifts with which the +gods, being merciful, could answer prayer?</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2>CHAPTER VI.</h2> + + +<p>At the little quay in the town many boats were lading and unlading, and +many setting their sails to go southward with their loads of eggs, or of +birds, of flowers, of fruit, or of herbage; all smelling of summer rain, +and the odors of freshly plowed earths turned up with the nest of the +lark and the root of the cowslip laid bare in them.</p> + +<p>Folle-Farine lost herself in its little busy crowd, and learned what she +needed without any asking, in turn, question of her.</p> + +<p>Arslàn had sailed at sunrise.</p> + +<p>There was a little boat, with an old man in it, loaded with Russian +violets from a flower-farm. The old man was angered and in trouble: the +lad who steered for him had failed him, and the young men and boys on +the canals were all too busied to be willing to go the voyage for the +wretched pittance he offered. She heard, and leaned towards him.</p> + +<p>"Do you go the way to Paris?"</p> + +<p>The old man nodded.</p> + +<p>"I will steer for you, then," she said to him; and leaped down among his +fragrant freight. He was a stranger to her, and let her be. She did for +him as well as another, since she said that she knew those waters well.</p> + +<p>He was in haste, and, without more words, he loosened his sail, and cut +his moor-rope, and set his little vessel adrift down the water-ways of +the town, the violets filling the air with their odors and blue as the +eyes of a child that wakes smiling.</p> + +<p>All the old familiar streets, all the dusky gateways and dim passages, +all the ropes on which the lanterns and the linen hung, all the wide +carved stairways water-washed, all the dim windows that the women filled +with pots of ivy and the song of birds,—she was drifting from them with +every pulse of the tide, never again to return; but she looked at them +without seeing them, indifferent, and having no memory of them; her +brain, and her heart, and her soul were with the boat that she followed.</p> + +<p>It was the day of the weekly market. The broad flat-bottomed boats were +coming in at sunrise, in each some cargo of green food or of farm +produce; a strong girl rowing with bare arms, and the sun catching the +white glint of her head-gear. Boys with coils of spotted birds' eggs, +children with lapfuls of wood-gathered primroses, old women nursing a +wicker cage of cackling hens or hissing geese, mules and asses, shaking +their bells and worsted tassels, bearing their riders high on sheepskin +saddles,—these all went by her on the river, or on the towing path, or +on the broad highroad that ran for a space by the water's edge.</p> + +<p>All of these knew her well; all of these some time or another had jeered +her, jostled her, flouted her, or fled from her. But no one stopped her. +No one cared enough for her to care even to wonder whither she went.</p> + +<p>She glided out of the town, past the banks she knew so well, along the +line of the wood and the orchards of Yprès. But what at another time +would have had pain for her, and held her with the bonds of a sad +familiarity, now scarcely moved her. One great grief and one great +passion had drowned all lesser woes, and scorched all slighter memories.</p> + +<p>All day long they sailed.</p> + +<p>At noon the old man gave her a little fruit and a crust as part of her +wage; she tried to eat them, knowing she would want all her strength.</p> + +<p>They left the course of the stream that she knew, and sailed farther +than she had ever sailed; passed towns whose bells were ringing, and +noble bridges gleaming in the sun, and water-mills black and gruesome, +and bright orchards and vineyards heavy with the promise of fruit. She +knew none of them. There were only the water flowing under the keel, and +the blue sky above, with the rooks circling in it, which had the look of +friends to her.</p> + +<p>The twilight fell; still the wind served, and still they held on; the +mists came, white and thick, and stars rose, and the voices from the +shores sounded strangely, with here and there a note of music or the +deep roll of a drum.</p> + +<p>So she drifted out of the old life into an unknown world. But she never +once looked back. Why should she?—He had gone before.</p> + +<p>When it was quite night, they drew near to a busy town, whose lights +glittered by hundreds and thousands on the bank. There were many barges +and small boats at anchor in its wharves, banging out lanterns at their +mast-heads. The old man bade her steer his boat among them, and with a +cord he made it fast.</p> + +<p>"This is Paris?" she asked breathlessly</p> + +<p>The old man laughed:</p> + +<p>"Paris is days' sail away."</p> + +<p>"I asked you if you went to Paris?"</p> + +<p>The old man laughed again:</p> + +<p>"I said I came the Paris way. So I have done. Land."</p> + +<p>Her face set with an anger that made him wince, dull though his +conscience was.</p> + +<p>"You cheated me," she said, briefly; and she climbed the boat's side, +and, shaking the violets off her, set her foot upon the pier, not +stopping to waste more words.</p> + +<p>But a great terror fell on her.</p> + +<p>She had thought that the boat would bring her straight to Paris; and, +once in Paris, she had thought that it would be as easy to trace his +steps there as it had been in the little town that she had left. She had +had no sense of distance—no knowledge of the size of cities; the width, +and noise, and hurry, and confusion of this one waterside town made her +helpless and stupid.</p> + +<p>She stood like a young lost dog upon the flags of the landing-place, not +knowing whither to go, nor what to do.</p> + +<p>The old man, busied in unlading his violets into the wicker creels of +the women waiting for them, took no notice of her; why should he? He had +used her so long as he had wanted her.</p> + +<p>There were incessant turmoil, outcry, and uproar round the +landing-stairs, where large cargoes of beetroot, cabbages, and fish were +being put on shore. The buyers and the sellers screamed and swore; the +tawny light of oil-lamps flickered over their furious faces; the people +jostled her, pushed her, cursed her, for being in the way. She shrank +back in bewilderment and disgust, and walked feebly away from the edge +of the river, trying to think, trying to get back her old health and her +old force.</p> + +<p>The people of the streets were too occupied to take any heed of her. +Only one little ragged boy danced before her a moment, shrieking, "The +gypsy! the gypsy! Good little fathers, look to your pockets!"</p> + +<p>But she was too used to the language of abuse to be moved by it. She +went on, as though she were deaf, through the yelling of the children +and the chattering and chaffering of the trading multitude.</p> + +<p>There was a little street leading off the quay, picturesque and ancient, +with parquetted houses and quaint painted signs; at the corner of it sat +an old woman on a wooden stool, with a huge fan of linen on her head +like a mushroom. She was selling roasted chestnuts by the glare of a +little horn lantern.</p> + +<p>By this woman she paused, and asked the way to Paris.</p> + +<p>"Paris! This is a long way from Paris."</p> + +<p>"How far—to walk?"</p> + +<p>"That depends. My boy went up there on foot last summer; he is a young +fool, blotting and messing with ink and paper, while he talks of being a +great man, and sups with the rats in the sewers! He, I think, was a week +walking it. It is pleasant enough in fair weather. But you—you are a +gypsy. Where are your people?"</p> + +<p>"I have no people."</p> + +<p>She did not know even what this epithet of gypsy, which they so often +cast at her, really meant. She remembered the old life of the Liebana, +but she did not know what manner of life it had been; and since Phratos +had left her there, no one of his tribe or of his kind had been seen in +the little Norman town among the orchards.</p> + +<p>The old woman grinned, trimming her lantern.</p> + +<p>"If you are too bad for them, you must be bad indeed! You will do very +well for Paris, no doubt."</p> + +<p>And she began to count her chestnuts, lest this stranger should steal +any of them.</p> + +<p>Folle-Farine took no notice of the words.</p> + +<p>"Will you show me which is the road to take?" she asked. Meanwhile the +street-boy had brought three or four of his comrades to stare at her; +and they were dancing round her with grotesque grimace, and singing, +"Houpe là, Houpe là! Burn her for a witch!"</p> + +<p>The woman directed her which road to go as well as she could for the +falling darkness, and she thanked the woman and went. The +street-children ran at her heels like little curs, yelling and hissing +foul language; but she ran too, and was swifter than they, and +outstripped them, the hardy training of her limbs standing her in good +service.</p> + +<p>How far she ran, or what streets she traversed, she could not tell; the +chestnut-seller had said "Leave the pole-star behind you," and the star +was shining behind her always, and she ran south steadily.</p> + +<p>Great buildings, lighted casements, high stone walls, groups of people, +troopers drinking, girls laughing, men playing dominoes in the taverns, +women chattering in the coffee-houses, a line of priests going to a +death-bed with the bell ringing before the Host, a line of soldiers +filing through great doors as the drums rolled the <i>rentrée au +caserne</i>,—thousands of these pictures glowed in her path a moment, with +the next to fade and give place to others. But she looked neither to the +right nor left, and held on straightly for the south.</p> + +<p>Once or twice a man halloed after her, or a soldier tried to stop her. +Once, going through the gateway in the southern wall, a sentinel +challenged her, and leveled his bayonet only a second too late. But she +eluded them all by the swiftness of her flight and the suddenness of her +apparition, and she got out safe beyond the barriers of the town, and on +to the road that led to the country,—a road quiet and white in the +moonlight, and bordered on either side with the tall poplars and the dim +bare reapen fields which looked to her like dear familiar friends.</p> + +<p>It was lonely, and she sat down on a stone by the wayside and rested. +She had no hesitation in what she was doing. He had gone south, and she +would go likewise; that she might fail to find him there, never occurred +to her. Of what a city was she had not yet any conception; her sole +measurement of one was by the little towns whither she had driven the +mules to sell the fruits and the fowls.</p> + +<p>To have been cheated of Paris, and to find herself thus far distant from +it, appalled her, and made her heart sink.</p> + +<p>But it had no power to make her hesitate in the course she took. She had +no fear and no doubt: the worst thing that could have come to her had +come already; the silence and the strength of absolute despair were on +her.</p> + +<p>Besides, a certain thrill of liberty was on her. For the first time in +all her life she was absolutely free, with the freedom of the will and +of the body both.</p> + +<p>She was no longer captive to one place, bond-slave to one tyranny; she +was no longer driven with curses and commands, and yoked and harnessed +every moment of her days. To her, with the blood of a tameless race in +her, there was a certain force and elasticity in this deliverance from +bondage, that lifted some measure of her great woe off her. She could +not be absolutely wretched so long as the open sky was above her, and +the smell of the fields about her, and on her face the breath of the +blowing winds.</p> + +<p>She had that love which is as the bezoar stone of fable—an amulet that +makes all wounds unfelt, and death a thing to smile at in derision.</p> + +<p>Without some strong impulsion from without, she might never have cut +herself adrift from the tyranny that had held her down from childhood; +and even the one happiness she had known had been but little more than +the exchange of one manner of slavery for another.</p> + +<p>But now she was free—absolutely free; and in the calm, cool night—in +the dusk and the solitude, with the smell of the fields around her, and +above her the stars, she knew it and was glad,—glad even amidst the woe +of loneliness and the agony of abandonment. The daughter of Taric could +not be absolutely wretched so long as the open air was about her, and +the world was before her wherein to roam.</p> + +<p>She sat awhile by the roadside and counted his gold by the gleam of the +stars, and put it away securely in her girdle, and drank from a brook +beside her, and tried to eat a little of the bread which the old boatman +had given her as her wages, with three pieces of copper money.</p> + +<p>But the crust choked her; she felt hot with fever, and her throat was +parched and full of pain.</p> + +<p>The moon was full upon her where she sat; the red and white of her dress +bore a strange look; her face was colorless, and her eyes looked but the +larger and more lustrous for the black shadows beneath them, and the +weary swollen droop of their lids.</p> + +<p>She sat there, and pondered on the next step she had best take.</p> + +<p>A woman came past her, and stopped and looked.</p> + +<p>The moonlight was strong upon her face.</p> + +<p>"You are a handsome wench," said the wayfarer, who was elderly and of +pleasant visage; "too handsome, a vast deal, to be sitting alone like +one lost. What is the matter?"</p> + +<p>"Nothing," she answered.</p> + +<p>The old reserve clung to her and fenced her secret in, as the prickles +of a cactus-hedge may fence in the magnolia's flowers of snow.</p> + +<p>"What, then? Have you a home?"</p> + +<p>"No."</p> + +<p>"Eh! You must have a lover?"</p> + +<p>Folle-Farine's lips grew whiter, and she shrunk a little; but she +answered steadily,—</p> + +<p>"No."</p> + +<p>"No! And at your age; and handsome as a ripe, red apple,—with your skin +of satin, and your tangle of hair! Fie, for shame! Are the men blind? +Where do you rest to-night?"</p> + +<p>"I am going on—south."</p> + +<p>"And mean to walk all night? Pooh! Come home with me, and sup and sleep. +I live hard by, just inside the walls."</p> + +<p>Folle-Farine opened her great eyes wide. It was the first creature who +had ever offered her hospitality. It was an old woman, too; there could +be nothing but kindness in the offer, she thought; and kindness was so +strange to her, that it troubled her more than did cruelty.</p> + +<p>"You are good," she said, gratefully,—"very good; but I cannot come."</p> + +<p>"Cannot come? Why, then?"</p> + +<p>"Because I must go on to Paris; I cannot lose an hour. Nevertheless, it +is good of you."</p> + +<p>The old woman laughed roughly.</p> + +<p>"Oh-ho! the red apple must go to Paris. No other market grand enough! Is +that it?"</p> + +<p>"I do not know what you mean."</p> + +<p>"But stay with me to-night. The roads are dangerous. There are vagrants +and ill-livers about. There are great fogs, too, in this district; and +you will meet drunken soldiers and beggars who will rob you. Come home +with me. I have a pretty little place, though poor; and you shall have +such fare as I give my own daughters. And maybe you will see two or +three of the young nobles. They look in for a laugh and a song—all +innocent: my girls are favorites. Come, it is not a stone's throw +through the south gate."</p> + +<p>"You are good; but I cannot come. As for the road, I am not afraid. I +have a good knife, and I am strong."</p> + +<p>She spoke in all unconsciousness, in her heart thankful to this, the +first human creature that had ever offered her shelter or good nature.</p> + +<p>The woman darted one sharp look at her, venomous as an adder's bite; +then bade her a short good-night, and went on her way to the gates of +the town.</p> + +<p>Folle-Farine rose up and walked on, taking her own southward road.</p> + +<p>She was ignorant of any peril that she had escaped. She did not know +that the only animals which prey upon the young of their own sex and +kind are women.</p> + +<p>She was very tired; long want of sleep, anguish, and bodily fatigue made +her dull, and too exhausted to keep long upon her feet. She looked about +her for some place of rest; and she knew that if she did not husband her +strength, it might fail her ere she reached him, and stretch her on a +sick-bed in some hospital of the poor.</p> + +<p>She passed two or three cottages standing by the roadside, with light +gleaming through their shutters; but she did not knock at any one of +them. She was afraid of spending her three copper coins; and she was too +proud to seek food or lodging as an alms.</p> + +<p>By-and-by she came to a little shed, standing where no house was. She +looked into it, and saw it full of the last season's hay, dry and +sweet-smelling, tenanted only by a cat rolled round in slumber.</p> + +<p>She crept into it, and laid herself down and slept, the bright starry +skies shining on her through the open space that served for entrance, +the clatter of a little brook under the poplar-trees the only sound upon +the quiet air.</p> + +<p>Footsteps went past twice or thrice, and once a wagon rolled lumbering +by; but no one came thither to disturb her, and she sank into a fitful +heavy sleep.</p> + +<p>At daybreak she was again afoot, always on the broad road to the +southwest.</p> + +<p>With one of her coins she bought a loaf and a draught of milk, at a +hamlet through which she went. She was surprised to find that people +spoke to her without a curse or taunt, and dealt with her as with any +other human being.</p> + +<p>Insensibly with the change of treatment, and with the fresh, sweet air, +and with the brisk movement that bore her on her way, her heart grew +lighter, and her old dauntless spirit rose again.</p> + +<p>She would find him, she thought, as soon as ever she entered Paris; and +she would watch over him, and only go near him if he needed her. And +then, and then——</p> + +<p>But her thoughts went no further. She shut the future out from her; it +appalled her. Only one thing was clear before her—that she would get +him the greatness that he thirsted for, if any payment of her body or +her soul, her life or her death, could purchase it.</p> + +<p>A great purpose nerves the life it lives in, so that no personal terrors +can assail, nor any minor woes afflict it. Hunger, thirst, fatigue, +hardship, danger,—these were all in her path, and she had each in turn; +but not one of them unnerved her.</p> + +<p>To reach Paris, she felt that she would have walked through flames, or +fasted forty days.</p> + +<p>For two days and nights she went on—days cloudless, nights fine and +mild; then came a day of storm—sharp hail and loud thunder. She went on +through it all the same; the agony in her heart made the glare of +lightning and the roar of winds no more to her than the sigh of an April +breeze over a primrose bank.</p> + +<p>She had various fortunes on her way.</p> + +<p>A party of tramps crossing a meadow set on her, and tried to insult her; +she showed them her knife, and, with the blade bare against her throat, +made them fall back, and scattered them.</p> + +<p>A dirty and tattered group of gypsies, swatting in a dry ditch under a +tarpaulin, hailed her, and wanted her to join with them and share their +broken food. She eluded them with disgust; they were not like the +gitanos of the Liebana, and she took them to be beggars and thieves, as, +indeed, they were.</p> + +<p>At a little wayside cabin, a girl, with a bright rosy face, spoke softly +and cheerily to her, and bade her rest awhile on the bench in the porch +under the vines; and brought out some white pigeons to show her; and +asked her, with interest, whence she came. And she, in her fierceness +and her shyness, was touched, and wondered greatly that any female thing +could be thus good.</p> + +<p>She met an old man with an organ on his back, and a monkey on his +shoulder. He was old and infirm. She carried his organ for him awhile, +as they went along the same road; and he was gentle and kind in return, +and made the route she had to take clear to her, and told her, with a +shake of his head, that Paris would be either hell or heaven to such as +she. And she, hearing, smiled a little, for the first time since she had +left Yprès, and thought—heaven or hell, what would it matter which, so +long as she found Arslàn?</p> + +<p>Of Dante she had never heard; but the spirit of the "<i>questi chi mai da +me non piu diviso</i>" dwells untaught in every great love.</p> + +<p>Once, at night, a vagrant tried to rob her, having watched her count the +gold and notes which she carried in her girdle. He dragged her to a +lonely place, and snatched at the red sash, grasping the money with it; +but she was too quick for him, and beat him off in such a fashion that +he slunk away limping, and told his fellows to beware of her; for she +had the spring of a cat, and the stroke of a swan's wing.</p> + +<p>On the whole, the world seemed better to her than it had done: the men +were seldom insolent, taking warning from the look in her flashing eyes +and the straight carriage of her flexile frame; and the women more than +once were kind.</p> + +<p>Many peasants passed her on their market-mules, and many carriers' carts +and farm-wagons went by along the sunny roads.</p> + +<p>Sometimes their drivers called to her to get up, and gave her a lift of +a league or two on their piles of grass, of straw, or among their crates +of cackling poultry, as they made their slow way between the lines of +the trees, with their horses nodding heavily under the weight of their +uncouth harness.</p> + +<p>All this while she never touched the gold that he had given her. Very +little food sufficed to her: she had been hardily reared; and for the +little she had she worked always, on her way.</p> + +<p>A load carried, a lost sheep fetched in, some wood hewn and stacked, a +crying calf fed, a cabbage-patch dug or watered, these got her the +simple fare which she fed on; and for lodging she was to none indebted, +preferring to lie down by the side of the cows in their stalls, or under +a stack against some little blossoming garden.</p> + +<p>The people had no prejudice against her: she found few foes, when she +had left the district that knew the story of Reine Flamma; they were, on +the contrary, amused with her strange picture-like look, and awed with +the sad brevity of her speech to them. Sometimes it chanced to her to +get no tasks of any sort to do, and at these times she went without +food: touch his gold she would not. On the road she did what good she +could; she walked a needless league to carry home a child who had broken +his leg in a lonely lane; she sought, in a foggy night, for the straying +goat of a wretched old woman; she saved an infant from the flames in a +little cabin burning in the midst of the green fields: she did what came +in her path to do. For her heart was half broken; and this was her way +of prayer.</p> + +<p>So, by tedious endeavor, she won her passage wearily towards Paris.</p> + +<p>She had been nine days on the road, losing her way at times, and having +often wearily to retrace her steps.</p> + +<p>On the tenth day she came to a little town lying in a green hollow +amidst woods.</p> + +<p>It had an ancient church; the old sweet bells were ringing their last +mid-day mass, <i>Salutaris hostia</i>; a crumbling fortress of the Angevine +kings gave it majesty and shadow; it was full of flowers and of trees, +and had quaint, quiet, gray streets, hilly and shady, that made her +think of the streets round about the cathedral of her mother's +birthplace, away northwestward in the white sea-mists.</p> + +<p>When she entered it, noon had just sounded from all its many clocks and +chimes. The weather was hot, and she was very tired. She had not eaten +any food, save some berries and green leaves, for more than forty hours. +She had been refused anything to do in all places; and she had no +money—except that gold of his.</p> + +<p>There was a little tavern, vine-shaded and bright with a Quatre Saisons +rose that hid its casements. She asked there, timidly, if there were any +task she might do,—to fetch water, to sweep, to break wood, to drive or +to stable a mule or a horse.</p> + +<p>They took her to be a gypsy; they ordered her roughly to be gone.</p> + +<p>Through the square window she could see food—a big juicy melon cut in +halves, sweet yellow cakes, warm and crisp from the oven, a white +chicken, cold and dressed with cresses, a jug of milk, an abundance of +bread. And her hunger was very great.</p> + +<p>Nine days of sharper privation than even that to which she had been +inured in the penury of Yprès had made her cheeks hollow and her limbs +fleshless; and a continual consuming heat and pain gnawed at her chest.</p> + +<p>She sat on a bench that was free to all wayfarers, and looked at the +food in the tavern kitchen. It tempted her with the terrible animal +ravenousness begotten by long fast. She wanted to fly at it as a starved +dog flies. A rosy-faced woman cut up the chicken on a china dish, +singing.</p> + +<p>Folle-Farine, outside, looked at her, and took courage from her smiling +face.</p> + +<p>"Will you give me a little work?" she murmured. "Anything—anything—so +that I may get bread."</p> + +<p>"You are a gypsy," answered the woman, ceasing to smile. "Go to your own +folk."</p> + +<p>And she would not offer her even a plate of broken victuals.</p> + +<p>Folle-Farine rose and walked wearily away. She could not bear the sight +of the food; she felt that if she looked at it longer she would spring +on it like a wolf. But to use his gold never occurred to her. She would +have bitten her tongue through in famine ere she would have taken one +coin of it.</p> + +<p>As she went, being weak from long hunger and the stroke of the sunrays, +she stumbled and fell. She recovered herself quickly; but in the fall +the money had shaken itself from her sash, and been scattered with a +ringing sound upon the stones.</p> + +<p>The woman in the tavern window raised a loud cry!</p> + +<p>"Oh-hè! the wicked liar!—to beg bread while her waistband is stuffed +with gold like a turkey with chestnuts! What a rogue to try and dupe +poor honest people like us! Take her to prison."</p> + +<p>The woman cried loud; there were half a dozen stout serving-wenches and +stable-lads about in the little street, with several boys and children. +Indignant at the thought of an attempted fraud upon their charity, and +amazed at the flash and the fall of the money, they rushed on her with +shrieks of rage and scorn, with missiles of turf and stone, with their +brooms raised aloft, or their dogs set to rage at her.</p> + +<p>She had not time to gather up the coins and notes; she could only stand +over and defend them. Two beggar-boys made a snatch at the tempting +heap; she drew her knife to daunt them with the sight of it. The people +shrieked at sight of the bare blade; a woman selling honeycomb and pots +of honey at a bench under a lime-tree raised a cry that she had been +robbed. It was not true; but a street crowd always loves a lie, and +never risks spoiling, by sifting, it.</p> + +<p>The beggar-lads and the two serving-wenches and an old virago from a +cottage door near set upon her, and scrambled together to drive her away +from the gold and share it. Resolute to defend it at any peril, she set +her heel down on it, and, with her back against the tree, stood firm; +not striking, but with the point of the knife outward.</p> + +<p>One of the boys, maddened to get the gold, darted forward, twisted his +limbs round her, and struggled with her for its possession. In the +struggle he wounded himself upon the steel. His arm bled largely; he +filled the air with his shrieks; the people, furious, accused her of his +murder.</p> + +<p>Before five minutes had gone by she was seized, overpowered by numbers, +cuffed, kicked, upbraided with every name of infamy, and dragged as a +criminal up the little steep stony street in the blaze of the noonday +sun, whilst on each side the townsfolk looked out from their doorways +and their balconies and cried out:</p> + +<p>"What is it? Oh-hè! A brawling gypsy, who has stolen something, and has +stabbed poor little Fréki, the blind man's son, because he found her +out. What is it? <i>Au violon!—au violon!</i>"</p> + +<p>To which the groups called back again:</p> + +<p>"A thief of a gypsy, begging alms while she had stolen gold on her. She +has stabbed poor little Fréki, the blind cobbler's son, too. We think he +is dead." And the people above, in horror, lifted their hands and eyes, +and shouted afresh, "<i>Au violon!—au violon!</i>"</p> + +<p>Meanwhile the honey-seller ran beside them, crying aloud that she had +been robbed of five broad golden pieces.</p> + +<p>It was a little sunny country-place, very green with trees and grass, +filled usually with few louder sounds than the cackling of geese and the +dripping of the well-water.</p> + +<p>But its stones were sharp and rough; its voices were shrill and fierce; +its gossips were cruel and false of tongue; its justice was very small, +and its credulity was measureless. A girl, barefoot and bareheaded, with +eyes of the East, and a knife in her girdle, teeth that met in their +youngsters' wrist, and gold pieces that scattered like dust from her +bosom,—such a one could have no possible innocence in their eyes, such +a one was condemned so soon as she was looked at when she was dragged +among them up their hilly central way.</p> + +<p>She had had money on her, and she had asked for food on the plea of +being starved; that was fraud plain enough, even for those who were free +to admit that the seller of the honey-pots had never been overtrue of +speech, and had never owned so much as five gold pieces ever since her +first bees had sucked their first spray of heath-bells.</p> + +<p>No one had any mercy on a creature who had money, and yet asked for +work; as to her guilt, there could be no question.</p> + +<p>She was hurried before the village tribune, and cast with horror into +the cell where all accused waited their judgment.</p> + +<p>It was a dusky, loathsome place, dripping with damp, half underground, +strongly grilled with iron, and smelling foully from the brandy and +strong smoke of two drunkards who had been its occupants the previous +night.</p> + +<p>There they left her, taking away her knife and her money.</p> + +<p>She did not resist. It was not her nature to rebel futilely; and they +had fallen on her six to one, and had bound her safely with cords ere +they had dragged her away to punishment.</p> + +<p>The little den was visible to the highway through a square low grating. +Through this they came and stared, and mouthed, and mocked, and taunted, +and danced before her. To bait a gypsy was fair pastime.</p> + +<p>Everywhere, from door to door, the blind cobbler, with his little son, +and the woman who sold honey told their tale,—how she had stabbed the +little lad and stolen the gold that the brave bees had brought their +mistress, and begged for food when she had had money enough on her to +buy a rich man's feast. It was a tale to enlist against her all the +hardest animosities of the poor. The village rose against her in all its +little homes as though she had borne fire and sword into its midst.</p> + +<p>If the arm of the law had not guarded the entrance of her prison-cell, +the women would have stoned her to death, or dragged her out to drown in +the pond:—she was worse than a murderess in their sight; and one weak +man, thinking to shelter her a little from their rage, quoted against +her her darkest crime when he pleaded for mercy for her because she was +young and was so handsome.</p> + +<p>The long hot day of torment passed slowly by.</p> + +<p>Outside there were cool woods, flower-filled paths, broad fields of +grass, children tossing blow-balls down the wind, lovers counting the +leaves of yellow-eyed autumn daisies; but within there were only foul +smells, intense nausea, cruel heats, the stings of a thousand insects, +the buzz of a hundred carrion-flies, muddy water, and black mouldy +bread.</p> + +<p>She held her silence. She would not let her enemies see that they hurt +her.</p> + +<p>When the day had gone down, and the people had tired of their sport and +left her a little while, an old feeble man stole timidly to her, +glancing round lest any should see his charity and quote it as a crime, +and tendered her through the bars with a gentle hand a little ripe +autumnal fruit upon a cool green leaf.</p> + +<p>The kindness made the tears start to eyes too proud to weep for pain.</p> + +<p>She took the peaches and thanked him lovingly and gratefully; cooled her +aching, burning, dust-drenched throat with their fragrant moisture.</p> + +<p>"Hush! it is nothing," he whispered, frightenedly, glancing over his +shoulder lest any one should see. "But tell me—tell me—why did you say +you starved when you had all that gold?"</p> + +<p>"I did starve," she answered him.</p> + +<p>"But why—with all that gold?"</p> + +<p>"It was another's."</p> + +<p>The old man stared at her, trembling and amazed.</p> + +<p>"What—what! die of hunger and keep your hands off money in your +girdle?"</p> + +<p>A dreary smile came on her face.</p> + +<p>"What! is that inhuman too?"</p> + +<p>"Inhuman?" he murmured. "Oh, child—oh, child, tell any tale you will, +save such a tale as that!"</p> + +<p>And he stole away sorrowful, because sure that for his fruit of charity +she had given him back a lie.</p> + +<p>He shambled away, afraid that his neighbors should see the little thing +which he had done.</p> + +<p>She was left alone.</p> + +<p>It began to grow dark. She felt scorched with fever, and her head +throbbed. Long hunger, intense fatigue, and all the agony of thought in +which she had struggled on her way, had their reaction on her. She +shivered where she sat on the damp straw which they had cast upon the +stones; and strange noises sang in her ears, and strange lights +glimmered and flashed before her eyes. She did not know what ailed her.</p> + +<p>The dogs came and smelt at her, and one little early robin sang a +twilight song in an elder-bush near. These were the only things that had +any pity on her.</p> + +<p>By-and-by, when it was quite night, they opened the grated door and +thrust in another captive, a vagrant they had found drunk or delirious +on the highroad, whom they locked up for the night, that on the morrow +they might determine what to do with him.</p> + +<p>He threw himself heavily forward as he was pushed in by the old soldier +whose place it was to guard the miserable den.</p> + +<p>She shrank away into the farthest corner of the den, and crouched there, +breathing heavily, and staring with dull, dilated eyes.</p> + +<p>She thought,—surely they could not mean to leave them there alone, all +the night through, in the horrible darkness.</p> + +<p>The slamming of the iron door answered her; and the old soldier, as he +turned the rusty key in the lock, grumbled that the world was surely at +a pretty pass, when two tramps became too coy to roost together. And he +stumbled up the ladder-like stairs of the guard-house to his own little +chamber; and there, smoking and drinking, and playing dominoes with a +comrade, dismissed his prisoners from his recollection.</p> + +<p>Meanwhile, the man whom he had thrust into the cell was stretched where +he had fallen, drunk or insensible, and moaning heavily.</p> + +<p>She, crouching against the wall, as though praying the stones to yield +and hold her, gazed at him with horror and pity that together strove in +the confusion of her dizzy brain, and made her dully wonder whether she +were wicked thus to shrink in loathing from a creature in distress so +like her own.</p> + +<p>The bright moon rose on the other side of the trees beyond the grating; +its light fell across the figure of the vagrant whom they had locked in +with her, as in the wild-beast shows of old they locked a lion with an +antelope in the same cage—out of sport.</p> + +<p>She saw the looming massive shadow of an immense form, couched like a +crouching beast; she saw the fire of burning, wide-open, sullen eyes; +she saw the restless, feeble gesture of two lean hands, that clutched at +the barren stones with the futile action of a chained vulture clutching +at his rock; she saw that the man suffered horribly, and she tried to +pity him—tried not to shrink from him—tried to tell herself that he +might be as guiltless as was herself. But she could not prevail: nature, +instinct, youth, sex, sickness, exhaustion, all conquered her, and broke +her strength. She recoiled from the unbearable agony of that horrible +probation; she sprang to the grated aperture, and seized the iron in her +hands, and shook it with all her might, and tore at it, and bruised her +chest and arms against it, and clung to it convulsively, shriek after +shriek pealing from her lips.</p> + +<p>No one heard, or no one answered to her prayer.</p> + +<p>A stray dog came and howled in unison; the moon sailed on behind the +trees; the old soldier above slept over his toss of brandy; at the only +dwelling near they were dancing at a bridal, and had no ear to hear.</p> + +<p>The passionate outcries wailed themselves to silence on her trembling +mouth; her strained hands gave way from their hold on the irons; she +grew silent from sheer exhaustion, and dropped in a heap at the foot of +the iron door, clinging to it, and crushed against it, and turning her +face to the night without, feeling some little sense of solace in the +calm clear moon;—some little sense of comfort in the mere presence of +the dog.</p> + +<p>Meanwhile the dusky prostrate form of the man had not stirred.</p> + +<p>He had not spoken, save to curse heaven and earth and every living +thing. He had not ceased to glare at her with eyes that had the red +light of a tiger's in their pain. He was a man of superb stature and +frame; he was worn by disease and delirium, but he had in him a wild, +leonine tawny beauty still. His clothes were of rags, and his whole look +was of wretchedness; yet there was about him a certain reckless majesty +and splendor still, as the scattered beams of the white moonlight broke +themselves upon him.</p> + +<p>Of a sudden he spoke aloud, with a glitter of terrible laughter on his +white teeth and his flashing eyes. He was delirious, and had no +consciousness of where he was.</p> + +<p>"The fourth bull I had killed that Easter-day. Look! do you see? It was +a red Andalusian. He had wounded three picadors, and ripped the bellies +of eight horses,—a brave bull, but I was one too many for him. She was +there. All the winter she had flouted over and taunted me; all the +winter she had cast her scorn at me—the beautiful brown thing, with her +cruel eyes. But she was there when I slew the great red bull—straight +above there, looking over her fan. Do you see? And when my sword went up +to the hilt in his throat, and the brave blood spouted, she laughed such +a little sweet laugh, and cast her yellow jasmine flower at me, down in +the blood and the sand there. And that night, after the red bull died, +the rope was thrown from the balcony! So—so! Only a year ago; only a +year ago!"</p> + +<p>Then he laughed loud again; and, laughing, sang—</p> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">"Avez-vous vu en Barcelonne<br /></span> +<span class="i1">Une belle dame, au sein bruni,<br /></span> +<span class="i0"> Pâle comme un beau soir d'automne?<br /></span> +<span class="i1">C'est ma maîtresse, ma lionne,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">La Marchesa d'Amaguï."<br /></span> +</div></div> + +<p>The rich, loud challenge of the love-song snapped short in two. With a +groan and a curse he flung himself on the mud floor, and clutched at it +with his empty hands.</p> + +<p>"Wine!—wine!" he moaned, lying athirst there as the red bull had lain +on the sands of the circus; longing for the purple draughts of his old +feast-nights, as the red bull had longed for the mountain streams, so +cold and strong, of its own Andalusian birthplace.</p> + +<p>Then he laughed again, and sang old songs of Spain, broken and marred by +discord—their majestic melodies wedded strangely to many a stave of +lewd riot and of amorous verse.</p> + +<p>Then for awhile he was quiet, moaning dully, staring upward at the white +face of the moon.</p> + +<p>After awhile he mocked it—the cold, chaste thing that was the meek +trickster of so many mole-eyed lords.</p> + +<p>Through the terror and the confusion of her mind, with the sonorous +melody of the tongue, with the flaming darkness of the eyes, with the +wild barbaric dissolute grandeur of this shattered manhood, vague +memories floated, distorted and intangible, before her. Of deep forests +whose shade was cool even in midsummer and at mid-day; of glancing +torrents rushing through their beds of stone; of mountain snows +flashing in sunset to all the hues of the roses that grew in millions by +the river-water; of wondrous nights, sultry and serene, in which women +with flashing glances and bare breasts danced with their spangled +anklets glittering in the rays of the moon; of roofless palaces where +the crescent still glistened on the colors of the walls; of marble +pomps, empty and desolate, where only the oleander held pomp and the +wild fig-vine held possession; of a dead nation which at midnight +thronged through the desecrated halls of its kings and passed in shadowy +hosts through the fated land which had rejected the faith and the empire +of Islam; sowing as they went upon the blood-soaked soil the vengeance +of the dead in pestilence, in feud, in anarchy, in barren passions, in +endless riot and revolt, so that no sovereign should sit in peace on the +ruined throne of the Moslem, and no light shine ever again upon the +people whose boast it once had been that on them the sun in heaven never +set:—all these memories floated before her and only served to make her +fear more ghastly, her horror more unearthly.</p> + +<p>There he lay delirious—a madman chained at her feet, so close in the +little den that, shrink as she would against the wall, she could barely +keep from the touch of his hands as they were flung forth in the air, +from the scorch of his breath as he raved and cursed.</p> + +<p>And there was no light except the fire in his fierce, hot eyes; except +the flicker of the moonbeam through the leaves.</p> + +<p>She spent her strength in piteous shrieks. They were the first cries +that had ever broken from her lips for human aid; and they were vain.</p> + +<p>The guard above slept heavy with brandy and a dotard's dreams. The +village was not aroused. What cared any of its sleepers how these +outcasts fared?</p> + +<p>She crouched in the farthest corner, when her agony had spent itself in +the passion of appeal.</p> + +<p>The night—would it ever end?</p> + +<p>Besides its horror, all the wretchedness and bondage of her old life +seemed like peace and freedom.</p> + +<p>Writhing in his pain and frenzy, the wounded drunkard struck her—all +unconscious of the blow—across her eyes, and fell, contorted and +senseless, with his head upon her knees.</p> + +<p>He had ceased to shout his amorous songs, and vaunt his lustful +triumphs. His voice was hollow in his throat, and babbled with a strange +sound, low and fast and inarticulate.</p> + +<p>"In the little green wood—in the little green wood," he muttered. +"Hark! do you hear the mill-water run? She looked so white and so cold; +and they all called her a saint. What could a man do but kill <i>that</i>? +Does she cry out against me? You say so? You lie. You lie—be you devil +or god. You sit on a great white throne and judge us all. So they say. +You can send us to hell?... Well, do. You shall never wring a word from +her to <i>my</i> hurt. She thinks I killed the child? Nay—that I swear. +Phratos knew, I think. But he is dead;—so they say. Ask him.... My +brown queen, who saw me kill the red bull,—are you there too? Ay. How +the white jewels shine in your breast! Stoop a little, and kiss me. So! +Your mouth burns; and the yellow jasmine flower—there is a snake in it. +Look! You love me?—oh-ho!—what does your priest say, and your lord? +Love!—so many of you swore that. But she,—she, standing next to her +god there,—I hurt her most, and yet she alone of you all says nothing!"</p> + +<hr style="width: 45%;" /> + +<p>When, at daylight, the people unbarred the prison-door, they found the +sightless face of the dead man lying full in the light of the sun: +beside him the girl crouched with a senseless stare in the horror of her +eyes, and on her lips a ghastly laugh.</p> + +<p>For Folle-Farine had entered at length into her Father's kingdom.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2>CHAPTER VIII.</h2> + + +<p>For many months she knew nothing of the flight of time. All she was +conscious of were burning intolerable pain, continual thirst, and the +presence of as an iron hand upon her head, weighing down the imprisoned +brain. All she saw in the horrible darkness, which no ray of light ever +broke, was the face of Thanatos, with the white rose pressed against his +mouth, to whom endlessly she stretched her arms in vain entreaty, but +who said only, with the passionless pity of his gaze, "I come in my own +time, and neither tarry nor hasten for any supplication of a mortal +creature."</p> + +<p>She lived as a reed torn up from the root may live by the winds that +waft it, by the birds that carry it, by the sands that draw its fibers +down into themselves, to root afresh whether it will or no.</p> + +<p>"The reed was worthy to die!—the reed was worthy to die!" was all that +she said, again and again, lying staring with her hot distended eyes +into the void as of perpetual night, which was all that she saw around +her. The words were to those who heard her, however, the mere +meaningless babble of madness.</p> + +<p>When they had found her in the cell of the guard-house, she was far +beyond any reach of harm from them, or any sensibility of the worst +which they might do to her. She was in a delirious stupor, which left +her no more sense of place, or sound, or time than if her brain had been +drugged to the agonies and ecstasies of the opium-eater.</p> + +<p>They found her homeless, friendless, nameless; a thing accursed, +destitute, unknown; as useless and as rootless as the dead Spanish +vagrant lying on the stones beside her. They cast him to the public +ditch; they sent her to the public sick wards, a league away; an ancient +palace, whose innumerable chambers and whose vast corridors had been +given to a sisterhood of mercy, and employed for nigh a century as a +public hospital.</p> + +<p>In this prison she lay without any sense of the passing of hours and +days and months.</p> + +<p>The accusation against her fell to the ground harmless; no one pursued +it: the gold was gone—somewhere, nowhere. No one knew, unless it were +the bee-wife, and she held her peace.</p> + +<p>She was borne, senseless, to the old hospice in the great, dull, +saintly, historic town, and there perished from all memories as all time +perished to her.</p> + +<p>Once or twice the sister of charity who had the charge of her sought to +exorcise the demon tormenting this stricken brain and burning body, by +thrusting into the hands that clinched the air a leaden image or a cross +of sacred wood. But those heathen hands, even in delirium, threw those +emblems away always, and the captive would mutter in a vague incoherence +that froze the blood of her hearers:</p> + +<p>"The old gods are not dead; they only wait—they only wait! I am +theirs—theirs! They forget, perhaps. But I remember. I keep my faith; +they must keep theirs, for shame's sake. Heaven or hell? what does it +matter? Can it matter to me, so that he has his desire? And that they +must give, or break faith, as men do. Persephone ate the +pomegranate,—you know—and she went back to hell. So will I—if they +will it. What can it matter how the reed dies?—by fire, by steel, by +storm?—what matter, so that the earth hear the music? Ah, God! the reed +was found worthy to die! And I—I am too vile, too poor, too shameful +even for <i>that</i>!"</p> + +<p>And then her voice would rise in a passion of hysteric weeping, or sink +away into the feeble wailing of the brain, mortally stricken and yet +dimly sensible of its own madness and weakness; and all through the +hours she, in her unconsciousness, would lament for this—for this +alone—that the gods had not deemed her worthy of the stroke of death by +which, through her, a divine melody might have arisen, and saved the +world.</p> + +<p>For the fable—which had grown to hold the place of so implicit a faith +to her—was in her delirium always present with her; and she had +retained no sense of herself except as the bruised and trampled reed +which man and the gods alike had rejected as unworthy of sacrifice.</p> + +<p>All the late autumn and the early winter came and went; and the cloud +was dark upon her mind, and the pain of the blow dealt to her by Taric's +hand gnawed at her brain.</p> + +<p>When the winter turned, the darkness in which her reason had been +engulfed began to clear, little by little.</p> + +<p>As the first small trill of the wren stirred the silence in the old +elm-boughs; as the first feeble gleam of the new-year sunshine struggled +through the matted branches of the yews; as the first frail blossom of +the pale hepatica timidly peeped forth in the damp moss-grown walls +without, so consciousness slowly returned to her. She was so young; the +youth in her refused to be quenched, and recovered its hold upon life as +did the song of the birds, the light in the skies, the corn in the +seed-sown earth.</p> + +<p>She awakened to strength, to health, to knowledge; though she awoke thus +blinded and confused and capable of little save the sense of some +loathsome bondage, of some irreparable loss, of some great duty which +she had left undone, of some great errand to which she had been +summoned, and found wanting.</p> + +<p>She saw four close stone walls around her; she saw her wrists and her +ankles bound; she saw a hole high up above her head, braced with iron +bars, which served to let in a few pallid streaks of daylight which +alone ever found their way thither; she saw a black cross in one corner, +and before it two women in black, who prayed.</p> + +<p>She tried to rise, and could not, being fettered. She tore at the rope +on her wrists with her teeth, like a young tigress at her chains.</p> + +<p>They essayed to soothe her, but in vain; they then made trial first of +threats, then of coercion; neither affected her; she bit at the knotted +cords with her white, strong teeth, and, being unable to free herself, +fell backward in a savage despair, glaring in mute impotent rage upon +her keepers.</p> + +<p>"I must go to Paris," she muttered again and again. "I must go to +Paris."</p> + +<p>So much escaped her;—but her secret she was still strong to keep buried +in silence in her heart, as she had still kept it even in her madness.</p> + +<p>Her old strength, her old patience, her old ferocity and stubbornness +and habits of mute resistance, had revived in her with the return of +life and reason. Slowly she remembered all things—remembered that she +had been accused and hunted down as a thief and brought thither into +this prison, as she deemed it, where the closeness of the walls pent her +in and shut out the clouds and the stars, the water and the moonrise, +the flicker of the green leaves against the gold of sunset, and all the +liberty and loveliness of earth and air for which she was devoured by a +continual thirst of longing, like the thirst of the caged lark for the +fair heights of heaven.</p> + +<p>So when they spoke of their god, she answered always as the lark answers +when his jailers speak to him of song:—"Set me free."</p> + +<p>But they thought this madness no less, and kept her bound there in the +little dark stone den, where no sound ever reached, unless it were the +wailing of a bell, and no glimpse of the sky or the trees could ever +come to charm to peaceful rest her aching eyes.</p> + +<p>At length they grew afraid of what they did. She refused all food; she +turned her face to the wall; she stretched herself on her bed of straw +motionless and rigid. The confinement, the absence of air, were a living +death to the creature whose lungs were stifled unless they drank in the +fresh cool draught of winds blowing unchecked over the width of the +fields and forests, and whose eyes ached and grew blind unless they +could gaze into the depths of free-flowing water, or feed themselves in +far-reaching sight upon the radiant skies.</p> + +<p>The errant passions in her, the inborn instincts towards perpetual +liberty, and the life of the desert and of the mountains which came with +the blood of the Zingari, made her prison-house a torture to her such as +is unknown to the house-born and hearth-fettered races.</p> + +<p>If this wild moorbird died of self-imposed famine rather than live only +to beat its cut wings against the four walls of their pent prison-house, +it might turn ill for themselves; so the religious community meditated. +They became afraid of their own work.</p> + +<p>One day they said to her:</p> + +<p>"Eat and live, and you will be set free to-morrow."</p> + +<p>She turned for the first time, and lifted her face from the straw in +which she buried it, and looked them in the eyes.</p> + +<p>"Is that true?" she asked.</p> + +<p>"Ay," they answered her. "We swear it by the cross of our blessed +Master."</p> + +<p>"If a Christian swear it,—it must be a lie," she said, with the smile +that froze their timid blood.</p> + +<p>But she accepted the food and the drink which they brought her, and +broke her fast, and slept through many hours; strengthened, as by strong +wine, by that one hope of freedom beneath the wide pure skies.</p> + +<p>She asked them on awakening what the season of the year was then. They +told her it was the early spring.</p> + +<p>"The spring," she echoed dully,—all the months were a blank to her, +which had rolled by since that red autumn evening when in the cell of +the guard-house the voice of Taric had chanted in drink and delirium the +passion songs of Spain.</p> + +<p>"Yes. It is spring," they said again; and one sister, younger and +gentler than the rest, reached from its place above the crucifix the +bough of the golden catkins of the willow, which served them at their +holy season as an emblem of the palms of Palestine.</p> + +<p>She looked at the drooping grace of the branches, with their buds of +amber, long and in silence; then with a passion of weeping she turned +her face from them as from the presence of some intolerable memory.</p> + +<p>All down the shore of the river, amongst the silver of the reeds, the +willows had been in blossom when she had first looked upon the face of +Arslàn.</p> + +<p>"Stay with us," the women murmured, drawn to her by the humanity of +those the first tears that she had ever shed in her imprisonment. "Stay +with us; and it shall go hard if we cannot find a means to bring you to +eternal peace."</p> + +<p>She shook her head wearily.</p> + +<p>"It is not peace that I seek," she murmured.</p> + +<p>Peace?</p> + +<p>He would care nothing for peace on earth or in heaven, she knew. What +she had sought to gain for him—what she would seek still when once she +should get free—was the eternal conflict of a great fame in the world +of men; since this was the only fate which in his sight had any grace or +any glory in it.</p> + +<p>They kept their faith with her. They opened the doors of her +prison-house and bade her depart in peace, pagan and criminal though +they deemed her.</p> + +<p>She reeled a little dizzily as the first blaze of the full daylight fell +on her. She walked out with unsteady steps into the open air where they +took her, and felt it cool and fresh upon her cheek, and saw the blue +sky above her.</p> + +<p>The gates which they unbarred were those at the back of the hospital, +where the country stretched around. They did not care that she should be +seen by the people of the streets.</p> + +<p>She was left alone on a road outside the great building that had been +her prison-house; the road was full of light, it was straight and +shadowless; there was a tall tree near her full of leaf; there was a +little bird fluttering in the sand at her feet; the ground was wet, and +sparkled with rain-drops.</p> + +<p>All the little things came to her like the notes of a song heard far +away—far away—in another world. They were all so familiar, yet so +strange.</p> + +<p>There was a little yellow flower growing in a tuft of grasses straight +in front of her; a little wayside weed; a root and blossom of the +field-born celandine.</p> + +<p>She fell on her knees in the dust by it, and laughed and wept, and, +quivering, kissed it and blessed it that it grew there. It was the first +thing of summer and of sunshine that she had seen for so long.</p> + +<p>A man in the gateway saw her, and shook her, and bade her get from the +ground.</p> + +<p>"You are fitter to go back again," he muttered; "you are mad still, I +think."</p> + +<p>Like a hunted animal she stumbled to her feet and fled from him; winged +by the one ghastly terror that they would claim her and chain her back +again.</p> + +<p>They had said that she was free: but what were words? They had taken her +once; they might take her twice.</p> + +<p>She ran, and ran, and ran.</p> + +<p>The intense fear that possessed her lent her irresistible force. She +coursed the earth with the swiftness of a hare. She took no heed whence +she went; she only knew that she fled from that one unutterable horror +of the place. She thought that they were right; that she was mad.</p> + +<p>It was a level, green, silent country which was round her, with little +loveliness and little color; but as she went she laughed incessantly in +the delirious gladness of her liberty.</p> + +<p>She tossed her head back to watch the flight of a single swallow; she +caught a handful of green leaves and buried her face in them. She +listened in a very agony of memory to the rippling moisture of a little +brook. She followed with her eyes the sweeping vapors of the +rain-clouds, and when a west wind rose and blew a cluster of loose +apple-blossoms between her eyes, she could no longer bear the passionate +pain of all the long-lost sweetness, but, flinging herself downward, +sobbed with the ecstasy of an exile's memories.</p> + +<p>The hell in which she had dwelt had denied them to her for so long.</p> + +<p>"Ah, God!" she thought, "I know now—one cannot be utterly wretched +whilst one has still the air and the light and the winds of the sky."</p> + +<p>And she arose, calmer, and went on her way; wondering, even in that +hour, why men and women trod the daily measures of their lives with +their eyes downward, and their ears choked with the dust, hearkening so +little to the sound of the breeze in the grasses, looking so little to +the passage of the clouds against the sun.</p> + +<p>When the first blindness and rapture of her liberty had a little passed +away, and abated in violence, she stood in the midst of the green fields +and the fresh woods, a strange, sad, lonely figure of absolute +desolation.</p> + +<p>Her clothes were in rags; her red girdle had been changed by weather to +a dusky purple; her thick clustering hair had been cut to her throat; +her radiant hues were blanched, and her immense eyes gazed woefully from +beneath their heavy dreamy lids, like the eyes of an antelope whom men +vainly starve in the attempt to tame.</p> + +<p>She knew neither where to go nor what to do. She had not a coin nor a +crust upon her. She could not tell where she then stood, nor where the +only home that she had ever known might lie.</p> + +<p>She had not a friend on earth; and she was seventeen years old, and was +beautiful, and was a woman.</p> + +<p>She stood and looked; she did not weep; she did not pray; her heart +seemed frozen in her. She had the gift she had craved,—and how could +she use it?</p> + +<p>The light was obscured by clouds, great, sweet rain-clouds which came +trooping from the west. Woods were all round, and close against her were +low brown cattle, cropping clovered grass. Away on the horizon was a +vague, vast, golden cloud, like a million threads of gossamer glowing in +the sun.</p> + +<p>She did not know what it was; yet it drew her eyes to it. She thought of +the palaces.</p> + +<p>A herdsman came by her to the cattle. She pointed to the cloud.</p> + +<p>"What is that light?" she asked him.</p> + +<p>The cowherd stared and laughed.</p> + +<p>"That light? It is only the sun shining on the domes and the spires of +Paris."</p> + +<p>"Paris!"</p> + +<p>She echoed the name with a great sob, and crossed her hands upon her +breast, and in her way thanked God.</p> + +<p>She had had no thought that she could be thus near to it.</p> + +<p>She asked no more, but set straight on her way thither. It looked quite +close.</p> + +<p>She had exhausted the scanty strength which she had in her first flight; +she could go but slowly; and the roads were heavy across the plowed +lands, and through the edges of the woods. She walked on and on till it +grew dusk, then she asked of a woman weeding in a field how far it might +be yet to Paris.</p> + +<p>The woman told her four leagues and more.</p> + +<p>She grew deadly cold with fear. She was weak, and she had no hope that +she could reach it before dawn; and she had nothing with which to buy +shelter for the night. She could see it still; a cloud, now as of +fireflies, upon the purple and black of the night; and in a passionate +agony of longing she once more bent her limbs and ran—thinking of him.</p> + +<p>To her the city of the world, the city of the kings, the city of the +eagles, was only of value for the sake of this one life it held.</p> + +<p>It was useless. All the strength she possessed was already spent. The +feebleness of fever still sang in her ears and trembled in her blood. +She was sick and faint, and very thirsty.</p> + +<p>She struck timidly at a little cottage door, and asked to rest the night +there.</p> + +<p>The woman glanced at her and slammed to the door. At another and yet +another she tried; but at neither had she any welcome; they muttered of +the hospitals and drove her onward. Finally, tired out, she dropped down +on the curled hollow of an old oak stump that stood by the wayside, and +fell asleep, seeing to the last through her sinking lids that cloud of +light where the great city lay.</p> + +<p>The night was cold; the earth damp; she stretched her limbs out wearily +and sighed, and dreamed that Thanatos touched her with his asphodels and +whispered, "Come."</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2>CHAPTER IX.</h2> + + +<p>When she awoke she was no longer in the open air by the roadside, and +the gray of the falling night about her, and the wet leaves for her bed. +She was in a wide painted chamber, sweet with many roses, hung with deep +hues of violet, filled with gold and color and sculpture and bronze, +duskily beautiful and dimly lighted by a great wood fire that glowed +upon andirons of brass.</p> + +<p>On the wall nearest her hung all alone a picture,—a picture of a girl +asleep in a scarlet blaze of poppies, above her head a purple butterfly, +and on her breast the Red Mouse of the Brocken.</p> + +<p>Opposite to it, beside the hearth, watching her with his small brilliant +eyes, and quite motionless, sat the old man Sartorian, who had kept his +faith with her, though the gods had not kept theirs.</p> + +<p>And the picture and the reality grew confused before her, and she knew +not which was herself and which her painted likeness, nor which was the +little red mouse that gibbered among the red flowers, and which the +little old man who sat watching her with the fire-gleams bright in his +eyes; and it seemed to her that she and the picture were one, and he and +the mouse were one likewise; and she moaned and leaned her head on her +hands and tried to think.</p> + +<p>The heat of the chamber, and the strong nourishment which they had +poured down her throat when she was insensible of anything they did to +her, had revived the life in her. Memory and sense returned slowly to +her; what first awakened was her one passionate desire, so intense that +it became an instinct stifling every other, to go on her way to the city +that had flashed in its golden glory on her sight one moment, only the +next to disappear into the eternal night.</p> + +<p>"Paris!" she muttered, mechanically, as she lifted her face with a +hopeless, bewildered prayer.</p> + +<p>"Tell me the way to Paris," she muttered, instinctively, and she tried +to rise and walk, not well knowing what she did.</p> + +<p>The old man laughed a little, silently.</p> + +<p>"Ah-h-h! Women are the only peaches that roll of their own accord from +the wall to the wasp's nest!"</p> + +<p>At the sound of his voice her eyes opened wide upon him; she knew his +face again.</p> + +<p>"Where am I?" she asked him, with a sharp terror in her voice.</p> + +<p>"In my house," he said, simply. "I drove by you when you lay on the +roadside. I recognized you. When people dream of immortality they +generally die in a ditch. You would have died of a single night out +there. I sent my people for you. You did not wake. You have slept here +five hours."</p> + +<p>"Is this Rioz?" She could not comprehend; a horror seized her, lest she +should have strayed from Paris back into her mother's province.</p> + +<p>"No. It is another home of mine; smaller, but choicer maybe. Who has cut +your hair close?"</p> + +<p>She shuddered and turned paler with the memory of that ghastly +prison-house.</p> + +<p>"Well; I am not sure but that you are handsomer,—almost. A sculptor +would like you more now,—what a head you would make for an Anteros, or +an Icarus, or a Hyacinthus! Yes—you are best so. You have been ill?"</p> + +<p>She could not answer; she only stared at him, blankly, with sad, +mindless, dilated eyes.</p> + +<p>"A little gold!" she muttered, "a little gold!"</p> + +<p>He looked at her awhile, then rose and went and sent his handwomen, who +took her to an inner chamber, and bathed and attended her with assiduous +care. She was stupefied, and knew not what they did.</p> + +<p>They served her tenderly. They bathed her tired limbs and laid her, as +gently as though she were some wounded royal captive, upon a couch of +down.</p> + +<p>She had no force to resist. Her eyes were heavy, and her senses were +obscured. The potence of the draught which they had forced through her +lips, when she had been insensible, acted on her as an anodyne. She sank +back unconsciously, and she slept again, all through the night and half +the day that followed.</p> + +<p>Through all the hours she was conscious at intervals of the fragrance of +flowers, of the gleams of silver and gold, of the sounds of distant +music, of the white, calm gaze of marble fauns and dryads, who gazed on +her from amidst the coolness of hanging foliage. She who had never +rested on any softer couch than her truss of hay or heap of bracken, +dreamed that she slept on roses. The fragrance of innumerable flowers +breathed all around her. A distant music came through the silence on her +drowsy ear. For the first time in her life of toil and pain she knew how +exquisite a pleasure mere repose can be.</p> + +<p>At noon she awoke, crying aloud that the Red Mouse claimed her soul from +Thanatos.</p> + +<p>When her vision cleared, and her dream passed away, the music, the +flowers, the color, the coolness, were all real around her. She was +lying on a couch as soft as the rose-beds of Sybaris. About her were the +luxuries and the graces amidst which the rich dwell. Above her head, +from a golden height, a painted Eros smiled.</p> + +<p>The light, on to which her startled eyes opened, came to her veiled +through soft, rosy hues; the blossom of flowers met her everywhere; +gilded lattices, and precious stones, and countless things for which she +knew neither the name nor use, and wondrous plants, with birds like +living blossoms on the wing above them, and the marble heads of women, +rising cold and pure above the dreamy shadows, all the color, and the +charm, and the silence, and the grace of the life that is rounded by +wealth were around her.</p> + +<p>She lay silent and breathless awhile, with wide-open eyes, motionless +from the languor of her weakness and the confusion of her thoughts, +wondering dully, whether she belonged to the hosts of the living or the +dead.</p> + +<p>She was in a small sleeping-chamber, in a bed like the cup of a lotos; +there was perfect silence round her, except for the faint far-off echo +of some music; a drowsy subtle fragrance filled the air, the solemn +measure of a clock's pendulum deepened the sense of stillness; for the +first time in her life she learned how voluptuous a thing the enjoyment +of simple rest can be. All her senses were steeped in it, lulled by it, +magnetized by it; and, so far as every thought was conscious to her, she +thought that this was death—death amidst the fields of asphodel, and in +the eternal peace of the realm of Thanatos.</p> + +<p>Suddenly her eyes fell on a familiar thing, a little picture close at +hand, the picture of herself amidst the poppies.</p> + +<p>She leapt from her bed and fell before it, and clasped it in her arms, +and wept over it and kissed it, because it had been the work of his +hand, and prayed to the unknown gods to make her suffer all things in +his stead, and to give him the desire of his soul. And the Red Mouse had +no power on her, because of her great love.</p> + +<p>She rose from that prayer with her mind clear, and her nerves strung +from the lengthened repose; she remembered all that had chanced to her.</p> + +<p>"Where are my clothes?" she muttered to the serving-woman who watched +beside her. "It is broad day;—I must go on;—to Paris."</p> + +<p>They craved her to wear the costly and broidered stuffs strewn around +her; masterpieces of many an Eastern and Southern loom; but she put them +all aside in derision and impatience, drawing around her with a proud +loving action the folds of her own poor garments. Weather-stained, torn +by bush and brier, soaked with night-dew, and discolored by the dye of +many a crushed flower and bruised berry of the fields and woods, she yet +would not have exchanged these poor shreds of woven flax and goats' wool +against imperial robes, for, poor though they were, they were the +symbols of her independence and her liberty.</p> + +<p>The women tended her gently, and pressed on her many rare and fair +things, but she would not have them; she took a cup of milk, and passed +out into the larger chamber.</p> + +<p>She was troubled and bewildered, but she had no fear; for she was too +innocent, too wearied, and too desperate with that deathless courage, +which, having borne the worst that fate can do, can know no dread.</p> + +<p>She stood with her arms folded on her breast, drawing together the +tattered folds of the tunic, gazing at the riches and the luxury, and +the blended colors of the room. So softly that she never heard his +footfall, the old man entered behind her, and came to the hearth, and +looked on her.</p> + +<p>"You are better?" he asked. "Are you better, Folle-Farine?"</p> + +<p>She looked up, and met the eyes of Sartorian. They smiled again on her +with the smile of the Red Mouse.</p> + +<p>The one passion which consumed her was stronger than any fear or any +other memory: she only thought——this man must know?</p> + +<p>She sprang forward and grasped his arm with both hands, with the seizure +of a tigress; her passionate eyes searched his face; her voice came hard +and fast.</p> + +<p>"What have you done?—is he living or dead?—you must know?"</p> + +<p>His eyes still smiled:</p> + +<p>"I gave him his golden key;—how he should use it, that was not in our +bond? But, truly, I will make another bond with you any day, +Folle-Farine."</p> + +<p>She shuddered, and her hands dropped from their hold.</p> + +<p>"You know nothing?" she murmured.</p> + +<p>"Of your Norse god? nay, nothing. An eagle soars too high for a man's +sight to follow, you know—oftentimes."</p> + +<p>And he laughed his little soft laugh.</p> + +<p>The eagles often soared so high—so high—that the icy vapors of the +empyrean froze them dead, and they dropped to earth a mere bruised, +helpless, useless mass:—he knew.</p> + +<p>She stood stunned and confused: her horror of Sartorian was struggling +into life through the haze in which all things of the past were still +shrouded to her dulled remembrance—all things, save her love.</p> + +<p>"Rest awhile," he said, gently. "Rest; and we may—who knows?—learn +something of your Northern god. First, tell me of yourself. I have +sought for tidings of you vainly."</p> + +<p>Her eyes glanced round her on every side.</p> + +<p>"Let me go," she muttered.</p> + +<p>"Nay—a moment yet. You are not well."</p> + +<p>"I am well."</p> + +<p>"Indeed? Then wait a moment."</p> + +<p>She rested where he motioned; he looked at her in smiling wonder.</p> + +<p>She leaned on one of the cushioned couches, calm, motionless, negligent, +giving no sign that she saw the chamber round her to be any other than +the wooden barn or thatched cattle-sheds of the old mill-house; her feet +were crossed, her limbs were folded in that exquisite repose which is +inborn in races of the East; the warmth of the room and the long hours +of sleep had brought the natural bloom to her face, the natural luster +to her eyes, which earlier fatigue and long illness had banished.</p> + +<p>He surveyed her with that smile which she had resented on the day when +she had besought pity of him for Arslàn's sake.</p> + +<p>"Do you not eat?" was all he said.</p> + +<p>"Not here."</p> + +<p>He laughed, his low humorous laugh that displeased her so bitterly, +though it was soft of tone.</p> + +<p>"And all those silks, and stuffs, and laces—do they please you no +better?"</p> + +<p>"They are not mine."</p> + +<p>"Pooh! do you not know yet? A female thing, as beautiful as you are, +makes hers everything she looks upon?"</p> + +<p>"That is a fine phrase."</p> + +<p>"And an empty one, you think. On my soul! no. Everything you see here is +yours, if it please you."</p> + +<p>She looked at him with dreaming perplexed eyes.</p> + +<p>"What do you want of me?" she said, suddenly.</p> + +<p>"Nay—why ask? All men are glad to give to women with such a face as +yours."</p> + +<p>She laughed a little; with the warmth, the rest, the wonder, the vague +sense of some unknown danger, her old skill and courage rose. She knew +that she had promised to be grateful always to this man: otherwise,—oh, +God!—how she could have hated him, she thought!</p> + +<p>"Why?" she answered, "why? Oh, only this: when I bought a measure of +pears for Flamma in the market-place, the seller of them would sometimes +pick me out a big yellow bon-chrétien, soft as butter, sweet as sugar, +and offer it to me for myself. Well, when he did that, I always knew +that the weight was short, or the fruit rotten. This is a wonderful pear +you would give me; but is your measure false?"</p> + +<p>He looked at her with a curious wonder and admiration; he was angered, +humbled, incensed, and allured, and yet he was glad; she looked so +handsome thus with the curl on her quiet lips, and her spirited head fit +for a bronze cast of Atalanta.</p> + +<p>He was an old man; he could bear to pause and rightly appreciate the +charm of scorn, the spur of irony, the good of hatred. He knew the full +value of its sharp spears to the wonder-blooming aloe.</p> + +<p>He left the subject for a happier moment, and, seating himself, opened +his hands to warm them by the wood fire, still watching her with that +smile, which for its very indulgence, its merry banter, she abhorred.</p> + +<p>"You lost your Norse god as I prophesied?" he asked, carelessly.</p> + +<p>He saw her whole face change as with a blow, and her body bend within +itself as a young tree bends under a storm.</p> + +<p>"He went when you gave him the gold," she said below her breath.</p> + +<p>"Of course he went. You would have him set free," he said, with the +little low laugh still in his throat. "Did I not say you must dream of +nothing else if once you had him freed? You would be full of faith; and +unbar your eagle's prison-house, and then, because he took wing through +the open door, you wonder still. That is not very wise, Folle-Farine."</p> + +<p>"I do not wonder," she said, with fierce effort, stifling her misery. +"He had a right to do as he would: have I said any otherwise?"</p> + +<p>"No. You are very faithful still, I see. Yet, I cannot think that you +believed my prophecy, or you—a woman—had never been so strong. You +think I can tell you of his fate? Nay, on my soul I know nothing. Men +do not speak his name. He may be dead;—you shrink? So! can it matter so +much? He is dead to you. He is a great man, but he is a fool. Half his +genius would give him the fame he wants with much greater swiftness than +the whole ever will. The world likes talent, which serves it. It hates +genius, which rules it. Men would adore his technical treatment, his +pictorial magnificence, his anatomical accuracy; but they will always be +in awe of his intensity of meaning, of his marvelous fertility, of his +extraordinary mingling of the chillest of idealisms and the most +unsparing of sensualities,—but I talk idly. Let us talk of you; see, I +chose your likeness, and he let me have it—did you dream that he would +part with it so lightly?"</p> + +<p>"Why not? He had a million things more beautiful."</p> + +<p>He looked at her keenly. He could measure the superb force of this +unblenching and mute courage.</p> + +<p>"In any other creature such a humility would be hypocrisy. But it is not +so in you. Why will you carry yourself as in an enemy's house? Will you +not even break your fast with me? Nay, that is sullen, that is barbaric. +Is there nothing that can please you? See here,—all women love these; +the gypsy as well as the empress. Hold them a moment."</p> + +<p>She took them; old oriental jewels lying loose in an agate cup on a +table near; there were among them three great sapphires, which in their +way were priceless, from their rare size and their perfect color.</p> + +<p>Her mouth laughed with its old scorn. She, who had lost life, soul, +earth, heaven, to be consoled with the glass beads of a bauble! This man +seemed to her more foolish than any creature that had ever spoken on her +ear.</p> + +<p>She looked, then laid them—indifferently—down.</p> + +<p>"Three sparrow's eggs are as big, and almost as blue, among the moss in +any month of May!"</p> + +<p>He moved them away, chagrined.</p> + +<p>"How do you intend to live? he asked, dryly.</p> + +<p>"It will come as it comes," she answered, with the fatalism and +composure that ran in her Eastern blood.</p> + +<p>"What have you done up to this moment since you left my house at Rioz?"</p> + +<p>She told him, briefly; she wanted to hide that she had suffered aught, +or had been in any measure coldly dealt with, and she spoke with the old +force of a happier time, seeking rather to show how well it was with her +that she should thus be free, and have no law save her own will, and +know that none lived who could say to her, "Come hither" or "go there."</p> + +<p>Almost she duped him, she was so brave. Not quite. His eyes had read the +souls and senses of women for half a century; and none had ever deceived +him. As he listened to her he knew well that under her desolation and +her solitude her heart was broken—though not her courage.</p> + +<p>But he accepted her words as she spoke them. "Perhaps you are wise to +take your fate so lightly," he said to her. "But do you know that it is +a horrible thing to be alone and penniless and adrift, and without a +home or a friend, when one is a woman and young?"</p> + +<p>"It is worse when one is a woman and old; but who pities it then?" she +said, with the curt and caustic meaning that had first allured him in +her.</p> + +<p>"And a woman is so soon old!" he added, with as subtle a significance.</p> + +<p>She shuddered a little; no female creature that is beautiful and +vigorous and young can coldly brook to look straight at the doom of age; +death is far less appalling, because death is uncertain, mystical, and +may still have beauty.</p> + +<p>"What do you intend to do with yourself?" he pursued.</p> + +<p>"Intend! It is for the rich 'to intend,' the poor must take what +chances."</p> + +<p>She spoke calmly, leaning down on one of the cushioned benches by the +hearth, resting her chin on her hand; her brown slender feet were +crossed one over another, her eyelids were heavy from weakness and the +warmth of the room; the soft dim light played on her tenderly; he looked +at her with a musing smile.</p> + +<p>"No beautiful woman need ever be poor," he said, slowly spreading out +the delicate palms of his hands to the fire; "and you are +beautiful—exceedingly."</p> + +<p>"I know!" She gave a quick gesture of her head, tired, insolent, +indifferent; and a terrible darkness stole over her face; what matter +how beautiful she might be, she had no beauty in her own sight, for the +eyes of Arslàn had dwelt on her cold, calm, unmoved, whilst he had said, +"I would love you—if I could."</p> + +<p>"You know your value," Sartorian said, dryly. "Well, then, why talk of +poverty and of your future together? they need never be companions in +this world."</p> + +<p>She rose and stood before him in the rosy glow of the fire that bathed +her limbs until they glowed like jade and porphyry.</p> + +<p>"No beautiful woman need be poor—no—no beautiful woman need be honest, +I dare say."</p> + +<p>He smiled, holding his delicate palms to the warmth of his hearth.</p> + +<p>"Your lover drew a grand vision of Barabbas. Well—we choose Barabbas +still, just as Jerusalem chose; only now, our Barabbas is most often a +woman. Why do you rise? It is a wet day, out there, and, for the +spring-time, cold."</p> + +<p>"Is it?"</p> + +<p>"And you have been ill?"</p> + +<p>"So they say."</p> + +<p>"You will die of cold and exposure."</p> + +<p>"So best."</p> + +<p>"Wait a moment. In such weather I would not let a dog stir."</p> + +<p>"You would if the dog chose to go."</p> + +<p>"To a master who forsook it—for a kick and a curse?"</p> + +<p>Her face burned; she hung her head instinctively. She sank down again on +the seat which she had quitted. The old horror of shame which she had +felt by the waterside under the orchards bent her strength under this +man's unmerciful pressure. She knew that he had her secret, and the +haughty passion and courage of her nature writhed under his taunt of it.</p> + +<p>"To refuse to stay is uncouth," he said to her.</p> + +<p>"I am uncouth, no doubt."</p> + +<p>"And it is ungrateful."</p> + +<p>"I would not be that."</p> + +<p>"Ungrateful! I did what you asked of me. I unloosed your Othyr of Art to +spend his strength as he will, in essaying to raise a storm-blast which +shall have force enough to echo through the endless tunnels of the time +to come."</p> + +<p>"You gave him a handful of gold pieces for <i>that</i>!"</p> + +<p>"Ah! if you thought that I should offer him the half of my possessions, +you were disappointed, no doubt. But you forgot that 'that' would not +sell in the world, as yet, for a handful of wheat."</p> + +<p>She touched the three sapphires.</p> + +<p>"Are your blue stones of less worth, because I, being ignorant, esteem +them of no more value than three sparrow's eggs in the hedge?"</p> + +<p>"My poor jewels! Well, stay here to-night; you need rest, shelter, and +warmth; and to-morrow you shall go as poor as you came, if you wish. But +the world is very hard. The world is always winter—to the poor," he +added, carelessly, resting his keen far-reaching eyes upon her.</p> + +<p>Despite herself she shuddered; he recalled to her that the world was +close at hand—the world in which she would be houseless, friendless, +penniless, alone.</p> + +<p>"A hard world, to those who will not worship its gods," he repeated, +musingly. "And you astray in it, you poor barbarian, with your noble +madness, and your blindness of faith and of passion. Do you know what it +is to be famished, and have none to hear your cries?"</p> + +<p>"Do I know?" her voice suddenly gathered strength and scorn, and rang +loud on the stillness. "<i>Do you?</i> The empty dish, the chill stove, the +frozen feet, the long nights, with the roof dripping rain, the sour +berries and hard roots that mock hunger, the mud floors, with the rats +fighting to get first at your bed, the bitter black months, whose +saints' days are kept by new pains, and whose holy days are feasted by +fresh diseases. Do <i>I</i> know? Do <i>you</i>?"</p> + +<p>He did not answer her; he was absorbed in his study of her face; he was +thinking how she would look in Paris in some theatre's spectacle of +Egypt, with anklets of dull gold and a cymar of dead white, and behind +her a sea of palms and a red and sullen sky.</p> + +<p>"What a fool he must have been!" he thought, as his eyes went from her +to the study of her sleeping in the poppies. "What a fool! he left his +lantern of Aladdin behind him."</p> + +<p>"You remember unlovely things," he said, aloud. "No, I do not know them; +and I should not have supposed that you, who did, could so much have +cared to know them more, or could have clung to them as the only good, +as you now seem to do. You cannot love such hardships?"</p> + +<p>"I have never known luxuries; and I do not wish to know them."</p> + +<p>"Then you are no woman. What is your idea of the most perfect life?"</p> + +<p>"I do not know—to be always in the open air, and to be quite free, and +forever to see the sun."</p> + +<p>"Not a low ideal. You must await the Peruvian Paradise. Meanwhile there +is a dayspring that represents the sun not ill; we call it Wealth."</p> + +<p>"Ah!" she could not deride this god, for she knew it was the greatest of +them all; when the rod of riches had been lost, had not the Far-Striking +King himself been brought low and bound down to a slave's drudgery?</p> + +<p>The small, keen, elfin, satiric face bent on her did not change from its +musing study, its slow, vigilant smile; holding her under the subtle +influence of his gaze, Sartorian began to speak,—speak as he could at +choice, with accents sweet as silver, slow words persuasive as sorcery. +With the terse, dainty, facile touches of a master, he placed before her +that world of which she knew no more than any one of the reeds that blew +by the sands of the river.</p> + +<p>He painted to her that life of all others which was in most vital +contrast and unlikeness to her own; the life of luxury, of indolence, of +carelessness, of sovereignty, of endless pleasure, and supreme delight; +he painted to her the years of a woman rich, caressed, omnipotent, +beautiful, supreme, with all the world before her from which to choose +her lovers, her playthings, her triumphs, her victories, her cruelties, +and her seductions. He painted the long cloudless invigorating day of +such a favorite of fortune, with its hours winged by love, and its +laughter rhymed to music, and its wishes set to gold; the same day for +the same woman, whether it were called of Rome or of Corinth, of +Byzantium or of Athens, of Babylon or of Paris, and whether she herself +were hailed hetaira or imperatrix. He drew such things as the skill of +his words and the deep knowledge of his many years enabled him, in +language which aroused her even from the absorption of her wretchedness, +and stirred her dull disordered thoughts to a movement of restless +discontent, and of strange wonder—Arslàn had never spoken to her thus.</p> + +<p>He let his words dwell silently on her mind, awhile: then suddenly he +asked her,—</p> + +<p>"Such lives are; do you not envy them?"</p> + +<p>She thought,—"Envy them? she? what could she envy save the eyes that +looked on Arslàn's face?" "What were the use?" she said aloud; "all my +life I have seen all things are for others; nothing is for me."</p> + +<p>"Your life is but just opening. Henceforth you shall see all things for +you, instead."</p> + +<p>She flashed her eyes upon him.</p> + +<p>"How can that be?"</p> + +<p>"Listen to me; you are alone in the world, Folle-Farine?"</p> + +<p>"Alone; yes."</p> + +<p>"You have not a coin to stand a day between you and hunger?"</p> + +<p>"Not one."</p> + +<p>"You know of no roof that will shelter you for so much as a night?"</p> + +<p>"Not one."</p> + +<p>"You have just left a public place of pestilence?"</p> + +<p>"Yes."</p> + +<p>"And you know that every one's hand is against you because you are +nameless and bastard, and come of a proscribed people, who are aliens +alike in every land?"</p> + +<p>"I am Folle-Farine; yes."</p> + +<p>For a moment he was silent. The simple, pathetic acceptance of the fate +that made her name—merely because hers—a symbol of all things +despised, and desolate, and forsaken, touched his heart and moved him to +a sorrowful pity. But the pity died, and tie cruelty remained alive +behind it.</p> + +<p>He bent on her the magnetic power of his bright, sardonic, meaning eyes.</p> + +<p>"Well—be Folle-Farine still. Why not? But let Folle-Farine mean no +longer a beggar, an outcast, a leper, a thing attainted, proscribed, and +forever suspected; but let it mean on the ear of every man that hears it +the name of the most famous, the most imperious, the most triumphant, +the most beautiful woman of her time; a woman of whom the world says, +'look on her face and die—you have lived enough.'"</p> + +<p>Her breath came and went as she listened; the blood in her face flushed +and paled; she trembled violently, and her whole frame seemed to dilate +and strengthen and vibrate with the electric force of that subtlest +temptation.</p> + +<p>"I!" she murmured brokenly.</p> + +<p>"Yes, you. All that I say you shall be: homeless, tribeless, nameless, +nationless, though you stand there now, Folle-Farine."</p> + +<p>The wondrous promise swept her fancy for the moment on the strong +current of its imagery, as a river sweeps a leaf. This empire +hers?—hers?—when all mankind had driven and derided her, and shunned +her sight and touch, and cursed and flouted her, and barely thought her +worthy to be called "thou dog!"</p> + +<p>He looked at her and smiled, and bent towards the warmth of the fire.</p> + +<p>"All that I say you shall be; and—the year is all winter for the poor, +Folle-Farine."</p> + +<p>The light on her face faded; a sudden apprehension tightened at her +heart; on her face gathered the old fierce deadly antagonism which +constant insult and attack had taught her to assume on the first instant +of menace as her only buckler.</p> + +<p>She knew not what evil threatened; but vaguely she felt that treason was +close about her.</p> + +<p>"If you do not mock me," she said slowly, "if you do not—how will you +make me what you promise?"</p> + +<p>"I will show the world to you, you to the world; your beauty will do the +rest."</p> + +<p>The darkness and the perplexed trouble deepened on her face; she rose +and stood and looked at him, her teeth shut together with a quick sharp +ring, her straight proud brows drew together in stormy silence; all the +tigress in her was awoke and rising ready to spring; yet amid that dusky +passion, that withering scorn of doubt, there was an innocent pathetic +wonder, a vague desolation and disappointment, that were childlike and +infinitely sad.</p> + +<p>"This is a wondrous pear you offer me!" she said, bitterly. "And so +cheap?—it must be rotten somewhere."</p> + +<p>"It is golden. Who need ask more?"</p> + +<p>And he laughed his little low laugh in his throat.</p> + +<p>Then, and then only, she understood him.</p> + +<p>With a sudden unconscious instinctive action her hand sought her knife, +but the girdle was empty; she sprang erect, her face on fire with a +superb fury, her eyes blazing like the eyes of a wild beast's by night, +a magnificence of scorn and rage upon her quivering features.</p> + +<p>Her voice rang clear and hard and cold as ring the blows of steel.</p> + +<p>"I ask more,—that I should pluck it with clean hands, and eat of it +with pure lips. Strange quibble for a beggar,—homeless, penniless, +tribeless, nationless! So you think, no doubt. But we who are born +outlawed are born free,—and do not sell our freedom. Let me go."</p> + +<p>He watched her with a musing smile, a dreamy calm content; all this +tempest of her scorn, all this bitterness of her disdain, all this +whirlwind of her passion and her suffering, seemed but to beguile him +more and make him surer of her beauty, of her splendor, of her strength.</p> + +<p>"She would be a great creature to show to the world," he thought, as he +drooped his head and watched her through his half-closed eyelids, as the +Red Mouse watched the sleeper in the poppies. "Let you go?" he said, +with that slow, ironic smile,—"let you go? Why should I let you go, +Folle-Farine?"</p> + +<p>She stooped as a tigress stoops to rise the stronger for her death +spring, and her voice was low, on a level with his ear.</p> + +<p>"Why? Why? To save your own life—if you are wise."</p> + +<p>He laughed in his throat again.</p> + +<p>"Ah, ah! It is never wise to threaten, Folle-Farine. I do not threaten. +You are foolish; you are unreasonable: and that is the privilege of a +woman. I am not angered at it. On the contrary, it adds to your charm. +You are a beautiful, reckless, stubborn, half-mad, half-savage creature. +Passion and liberty become you,—become you like your ignorance and your +ferocity. I would not for worlds that you should change them."</p> + +<p>"Let me go!" she cried, across his words.</p> + +<p>"Oh, fool! the winter will be hard,—and you are bare of foot,—and you +have not a crust!"</p> + +<p>"Let me go."</p> + +<p>"Ah! Go?—to beg your way to Paris, and to creep through the cellars and +the hospitals till you can see your lover's face, and to crouch a moment +at his feet to hear him mutter a curse on you in payment for your +pilgrimage; and then to slit your throat or his—in your despair, and +lie dead in all your loveliness in the common ditch."</p> + +<p>"Let me go, I say!"</p> + +<p>"Or else, more like, come back to me in a week's time and say, 'I was +mad but now I am wise. Give me the golden pear. What matter a little +speck? What is golden may be rotten; but to all lips it is sweet.'"</p> + +<p>"Let me go!"</p> + +<p>She stood at bay before him, pale in her scorn of rags, her right hand +clinched against her breast, her eyes breathing fire, her whole attitude +instinct with the tempest of contempt and loathing, which she held down +thus, passive and almost wordless, because she once had promised never +to be thankless to this man.</p> + +<p>He gazed at her and smiled, and thought how beautiful that chained +whirlwind of her passions looked; but he did not touch her nor even go +nearer to her. There was a dangerous gleam in her eyes that daunted +him. Moreover, he was patient, humorous, gentle, cruel, wise,—all in +one; and he desired to tame and to beguile her, and to see her slowly +drawn into the subtle sweetness of the powers of gold; and to enjoy the +yielding of each moral weakness one by one, as the southern boy slowly +pulls limb from limb, wing from wing, of the cicala.</p> + +<p>"I will let you go, surely," he said, with his low, grim laugh. "I keep +no woman prisoner against her will. But think one moment longer, +Folle-Farine. You will take no gift at my hands?"</p> + +<p>"None."</p> + +<p>"You want to go,—penniless as you are?"</p> + +<p>"I will go so,—no other way."</p> + +<p>"You will fall ill on the road afresh."</p> + +<p>"That does not concern you."</p> + +<p>"You will starve."</p> + +<p>"That is my question."</p> + +<p>"You will have to herd with the street dogs."</p> + +<p>"Their bite is better than your welcome."</p> + +<p>"You will be suspected,—most likely imprisoned. You are an outcast."</p> + +<p>"That may be."</p> + +<p>"You will be driven to public charity."</p> + +<p>"Not till I need a public grave."</p> + +<p>"You will have never a glance of pity, never a look of softness, from +your northern god; he has no love for you, and he is in his grave most +likely. Icarus falls—always."</p> + +<p>For the first time she quailed as though struck by a sharp blow; but her +voice remained inflexible and serene.</p> + +<p>"I can live without love or pity, as I can without home or gold. Once +for all,—let me go."</p> + +<p>"I will let you go," he said, slowly, as he moved a little away. "I will +let you go in seven days' time. For seven days you shall do as you +please; eat, drink, be clothed, be housed, be feasted, be served, be +beguiled,—as the rich are. You shall taste all these things that gold +gives, and which you, being ignorant, dare rashly deride and refuse. If, +when seven days end, you still choose, you shall go, and as poor as you +came. But you will not choose, for you are a woman, Folle-Farine!"</p> + +<p>Ere she knew his intent he had moved the panel and drawn it behind him, +and left her alone,—shut in a trap like the birds that Claudis Flamma +had netted in his orchards.</p> + +<p>That night, when the night without was quite dark, she knelt down before +the study of the poppies, and kissed it softly, and prayed to the +unknown God, of whom none had taught her in anywise, yet whose light she +still had found, and followed in a dim, wondering, imperfect fashion, as +a little child lost in the twilight of some pathless wood, pursues in +trembling the gleam of some great, still planet looming far above her +through the leaves.</p> + +<p>When she arose from her supplication, her choice was already made.</p> + +<p>And the Red Mouse had no power on her, because of her great love.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2>CHAPTER X.</h2> + + +<p>AT sunrise a great peacock trailing his imperial purple on the edge of a +smooth lawn, pecked angrily at a torn fragment of a scarlet scarf; a +scarf that had been woven in his own Eastern lands, but which incensed +his sight, fluttering there so idly, as it seemed, on the feathery +sprays of a little low almond-tree that grew by the water's edge.</p> + +<p>The water was broad, and full of lily-leaves and of rare reeds and +rushes; it had been so stemmed and turned by art that it washed the +basement walls and mirrored the graceful galleries and arches of the +garden palace, where the bird of Hêrê dwelt.</p> + +<p>Twenty feet above the level of the gardens, where the peacock swept in +the light, there was an open casement, a narrow balcony of stone; a +group of pale human faces looking out awe-stricken. A leap in the +night—the night wet and moonless,—waters a fathom deep,—a bed of sand +treacherous and shifting as the ways of love. What could all these be +save certain death? Of death they were afraid; but they were more afraid +yet of the vengeance of their flute-voiced lord.</p> + +<p>On the wall the Red Mouse sat among the flowers of sleep; he could have +told; he who for once had heard another prayer than the blasphemies of +the Brocken.</p> + +<p>But the Red Mouse never tells any secret to men; he has lived too long +in the breast of the women whom men love.</p> + +<p>The Sun came from the east, and passed through the pale stricken faces +that watched from the casement, and came straight to where the Red Mouse +sat amidst the poppies.</p> + +<p>"Have you let a female soul escape you?" said the Sun.</p> + +<p>The Red Mouse answered:</p> + +<p>"Love is stronger than I. When he keeps his hands pure, where he guards +the door of the soul, I enter not. I sit outside and watch, and watch, +and watch. But it is time lost. Love is strong; the door is barred to +me."</p> + +<p>Said the Sun:</p> + +<p>"That is strange to hear. My sister, the Moon, has told me oftentimes +that Eros is your pander—always."</p> + +<p>"Anteros only," said the Red Mouse.</p> + +<p>The Sun, wondering, said again:</p> + +<p>"And yet I have heard that it is your boast that into every female soul +you enter at birth, and dwell there unto death. Is it, then, not so?"</p> + +<p>The Red Mouse answered:</p> + +<p>"The boast is not mine; it is man's."</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2>CHAPTER XI.</h2> + + +<p>In the dark of the night she had leapt to what, as she thought, would +prove her grave; but the waters, with human-like caprice, had cast her +back upon the land with scarce an effort of her own. Given back thus to +life, whether she would or no, she by sheer instinct stumbled to her +feet and fled as fast as she could in the wet, gloomy night through the +grassy stretches of the unknown gardens and lands in which she found +herself.</p> + +<p>She was weighted with her soaked clothes as with lead, but she was made +swift by terror and hatred, as though Hermes for once had had pity for +anything human, and had fastened to her feet his own winged sandals.</p> + +<p>She ran on and on, not knowing whither; only knowing that she ran from +the man who had tempted her by the strength of the rod of wealth.</p> + +<p>The rains were ceaseless, the skies had no stars, in the dense mist no +lights far or near, of the city or planets, of palace or house were +seen. She did not know where she went; she only ran on away and away, +anywhere, from the Red Mouse and its master.</p> + +<p>When the daybreak grew gray in the heavens, she paused, and trembling +crept into a cattle-shed to rest and take breath a little. She shrank +from every habitation, she quivered at every human voice; she was +afraid—horribly afraid—in those clinging vapors, those damp deathly +smells, those ghostly shadows of the dawn, those indistinct and +unfamiliar creatures of a country strange to her.</p> + +<p>That old man with the elf's eyes, who had tempted her, was he a god too, +she wondered, since he had the rod that metes power and wealth? He might +stretch his hand anywhere, she supposed, and take her.</p> + +<p>The gentle cattle in their wooden home made way for her, and humbly +welcomed her. She hid herself among their beds of hay, and in the warmth +of their breath and their bodies. She was wet and wretched, like any +half-drowned dog; but the habits of her hardy life made cold, and +hunger, and exposure almost powerless to harm her. She slept from sheer +exhaustion of mind and body. The cattle could have trodden her to death, +or tossed her through the open spaces of their byres, but they seemed to +know, they seemed to pity; and they stirred so that they did not brush a +limb of her, nor shorten a moment of her slumbers.</p> + +<p>When she awoke the sun was high.</p> + +<p>A herdswoman, entering with the loud, harsh clash of brazen pails, +kicked her in the loins, and rated her furiously for daring to rest +there. She arose at the kick, and went out from the place passively, not +well knowing what she did.</p> + +<p>The morning was warm and radiant; the earth and the trees were dripping +with the rains of the night; the air was full of sweet odors, and of a +delicious coldness. As far as she saw there was no token far or near of +the gleaming cloud of the city of her dreams. She ventured to ask at a +wayside cabin if she were near to or far from Paris.</p> + +<p>The woman of the cottage looked up searchingly from the seat before the +porch, and for answer cried to her: "Paris! pouf—f—f! get out, you +drowned rat."</p> + +<p>She had lost for the time the mental force, and even the physical force +to resent or to persevere; she was weak with hunger and bewildered with +her misery. She had only sense enough left to remember—and be +thankful—that in the night that was past she had been strong.</p> + +<p>The sun beat on her head, the road was hard, and sharp-set with flint; +she was full of pain, her brain throbbed with fever and reeled with +weakness; a sudden horror seized her lest she might die before she had +looked again on the face of Arslàn.</p> + +<p>She saw the dusky shade of a green wood; by sheer instinct she crept +into it as a stricken deer into its sanctuary.</p> + +<p>She sat in the darkness of the trees in the coolness of the wood, and +rested her head on her hands, and let the big salt tears drop one by +one, as the death tears of the llama fall.</p> + +<p>This was the young year round her; that she knew.</p> + +<p>The winter had gone by; its many months had passed over her head whilst +she was senseless to any flight of night or day; death might have taken +the prey which it had once been robbed of by her; in all this weary +season, which to her was as a blank, his old foes of failure and famine +might have struggled for and vanquished him, she not being by; his body +might lie in any plague-ditch of the nameless poor, his hand might rot +fleshless and nerveless in any pit where the world cast its useless and +dishonored dead; the mould of his brain might make a feast for eyeless +worms, not more stone blind than was the human race he had essayed to +serve; the beauty of his face might be a thing of loathsomeness from +which a toad would turn. Oh, God! would death never take her likewise? +Was she an outcast even from that one tribeless and uncounted nation of +the dead?</p> + +<p>That god whom she had loved, whom she had chosen, whose eyes had been so +full of pity, whose voice had murmured: "Nay, the wise know me as man's +only friend":—even he, Thanatos, had turned against her and abandoned +her.</p> + +<p>Vague memories of things which she had heard in fable and tradition, of +bodies accursed and condemned to wander forever unresting and wailing; +of spirits, which for their curse were imprisoned in a living flesh that +they could neither lose nor cast away so long as the world itself +endured; creatures that the very elements had denied, and that were too +vile for fire to burn, or water to drown, or steel to slay, or old age +to whither, or death to touch and take in any wise. All these memories +returned to her, and in her loneliness she wondered if she were such a +one as these.</p> + +<p>She did not know, indeed, that she had done any great sin; she had done +none willingly, and yet all people called her vile, and they must know.</p> + +<p>Even the old man, mocking her, had said:</p> + +<p>"Never wrestle with Fate. He throws the strongest, soon or late. And +your fate is shame; it was your birth-gift, it will be your +burial-cloth. Can you cast it off? No. But you can make it potent as +gold, and sweet as honey if you choose, Folle-Farine."</p> + +<p>And she had not chosen; yet of any nobility in the resistance she did +not dream. She had shut her heart to it by the unconscious instinct of +strength, as she had shut her lips under torture, and shut her hands +against life.</p> + +<p>She sat there in the wood, roofless, penniless, friendless, and every +human creature was against her. Her tempter had spoken only the bare and +bleak truth. A dog stoned and chased and mad could be the only living +thing on the face of the earth more wretched and more desolate than +herself.</p> + +<p>The sun of noon was bright above-head in a cloudless sky, but in the +little wood it was cool and shady, and had the moisture of a heavy +morning dew. Millions of young leaves had uncurled themselves in the +warmth. Little butterflies, some azure, some yellow, some white, danced +in the light. Brown rills of water murmured under the grasses, the +thrushes sang to one another through the boughs, and the lizard darted +hither and thither, green as the arrowy leaves that made its shelter.</p> + +<p>A little distance from her there was a group of joyous singers who +looked at her from time to time, their laughter hushing a little, and +their simple carousal under the green boughs broken by a nameless +chillness and involuntary speculation. She did not note them, her face +being bowed down upon her hands, and no sound of the thrushes' song or +of the human singers' voices rousing her from the stupefaction of +despair which drugged her senses.</p> + +<p>They watched her long; her attitude did not change.</p> + +<p>One of them at length rose up and went, hesitating, a step or two +forwards; a girl with winking feet, clad gayly in bright colors, though +the texture of her clothes was poor.</p> + +<p>She went and touched the crouched, sad figure softly.</p> + +<p>"Are you in trouble?"</p> + +<p>The figure lifted its bowed head, its dark, hopeless eyes.</p> + +<p>Folle-Farine looked up with a stare and a shiver.</p> + +<p>"It is no matter, I am only—tired."</p> + +<p>"Are you all alone?"</p> + +<p>"Yes."</p> + +<p>"Come and sit with us a moment. You are in the damp and the gloom; we +are so pleasant and sunny there. Come."</p> + +<p>"You are good, but let me be."</p> + +<p>The blue-eyed girl called to the others. They lazily rose and came.</p> + +<p>"Heaven! she is handsome!" the men muttered to one another.</p> + +<p>She looked straight at them all, and let them be.</p> + +<p>"You are all alone?" they asked her again.</p> + +<p>"Always," she answered them.</p> + +<p>"You are going—where?"</p> + +<p>"To Paris"</p> + +<p>"What to do there?"</p> + +<p>"I do not know."</p> + +<p>"You look wet—suffering—what is the matter?"</p> + +<p>"I was nearly drowned last night—an accident—it is nothing."</p> + +<p>"Where have you slept?"</p> + +<p>"In a shed: with some cattle."</p> + +<p>"Could you get no shelter in a house?"</p> + +<p>"I did not seek any."</p> + +<p>"What do you do? What is your work?"</p> + +<p>"Anything—nothing."</p> + +<p>"What is your name?"</p> + +<p>"Folle-Farine."</p> + +<p>"That means the chaff;—less than the chaff,—the dust."</p> + +<p>"It means me."</p> + +<p>They were silent, only bending on her their bright curious eyes.</p> + +<p>They saw that she was unspeakably wretched; that some great woe or shock +had recently fallen on her, and given her glance that startled horror +and blanched her rich skin to an ashen pallor, and frozen, as it were, +the very current of the young blood in her veins.</p> + +<p>They were silent a little space. Then whispered together.</p> + +<p>"Come with us," they urged. "We, too, go to Paris. We are poor. We +follow art. We will befriend you."</p> + +<p>She was deaf to them long, being timid and wild of every human thing. +But they were urgent; they were eloquent; these young girls with their +bright eyes; these men who spoke of art; these wanderers who went to the +great city.</p> + +<p>In the end they pressed on her their companionship. They, too, were +going to Paris; they spoke of perils she would run, of vouchers she +would need: she wondered at their charity, but in the end walked on with +them—fearing the Red Mouse.</p> + +<p>They were mirthful, gentle people, so she thought: they said they +followed art; they told her she could never enter Paris nameless and +alone: so she went. The chief of the little troop watched wonderingly +her step, her posture, her barbaric and lustrous beauty, brilliant still +even through the pallor of grief and the weariness of fatigue; of these +he had never seen the like before, and he knew their almost priceless +value in the world, and of the working classes and street mobs of Paris.</p> + +<p>"Listen," he said suddenly to her. "We shall play to-night at the next +town. Will you take a part?"</p> + +<p>Walking along through the glades of the wood, lost in thought, she +started at his voice.</p> + +<p>"I do not know what you mean?"</p> + +<p>"I mean—will you show yourself with us? We will give you no words. It +will be quite easy. What money we make we divide among us. All you shall +do shall be to stand and be looked at—you are beautiful, and you know +it, no doubt?"</p> + +<p>She made a weary sign of assent. Beautiful? What could it matter if she +were so, or if she were not, what the mere thought of it? The beauty +that she owned, though so late a precious possession, a crown of glory +to her, had lost all its fairness and all its wonder since it had been +strengthless to bind to hers the only heart in which she cared to rouse +a throb of passion, since it had been unworthy to draw upon it with any +lingering gaze of love the eyes of Arslàn.</p> + +<p>He looked at her more closely; this was a strange creature, he thought, +who, being a woman and in her first youth, could thus acknowledge her +own loveliness with so much candor, yet so much indifference.</p> + +<p>That afternoon they halted at a little town that stood in a dell across +the fields, a small place lying close about a great church tower.</p> + +<p>It was almost dusk when they entered it; but it was all alive with +lights and shows, and trumpets and banners; it was the day of a great +fair, and the merry-go-rounds were whirling, and the trades in gilded +cakes and puppets of sugar were thriving fast, and the narrow streets +were full of a happy and noisy peasant crowd.</p> + +<p>As soon as the little troop entered the first street a glad cry rose.</p> + +<p>They were well known and well liked there; the people clustered by +dozens round them, the women greeting them with kisses, the children +hugging the dogs, the men clamoring with invitations to eat and to drink +and be merry.</p> + +<p>They bade her watch them at their art in a rough wooden house outside +the wine tavern.</p> + +<p>She stood in the shadow and looked as they bade her, while the mimic +life of their little stage began and lived its hour.</p> + +<p>To the mind which had received its first instincts of art from the cold, +lofty, passionless creations of Arslàn, from the classic purity and from +the divine conception of the old Hellenic ideal, the art of the stage +could seem but poor and idle mimicry; gaudy and fragrantless as any +painted rose of paper blooming on a tinseled stem.</p> + +<p>The crystal truthfulness, the barbaric liberty, the pure idealism of her +mind and temper revolted in contempt from the visible presentment and +the vari-colored harlequinade of the actor's art. To her, a note of +song, a gleam of light, a shadowy shape, a veiled word, were enough to +unfold to her passionate fancy a world of dreams, a paradise of faith +and of desire; and for this very cause she shrank away, in amazement and +disgust, from this realistic mockery of mere humanity, which left +nothing for the imagination to create, which spoke no other tongue than +the common language of human hopes and fears. It could not touch her, +it could not move her; it filled her—so far as she could bring herself +to think of it at all—with a cold and wondering contempt.</p> + +<p>For to the reed which has once trembled under the melody born of the +breath divine, the voices of mortal mouths, as they scream in rage, or +exult in clamor, or contend in battle, must ever seem the idlest and the +emptiest of all the sounds under heaven.</p> + +<p>"That is your art?" she said wearily to the actors when they came to +her.</p> + +<p>"Well, is it not art; and a noble one?"</p> + +<p>A scornful shadow swept across her face.</p> + +<p>"It is no art. It is human always. It is never divine. There is neither +heaven nor hell in it. It is all earth."</p> + +<p>They were sharply stung.</p> + +<p>"What has given you such thoughts as that?" they said, in their +impatience and mortification.</p> + +<p>"I have seen great things," she said simply, and turned away and went +out into the darkness, and wept,—alone.</p> + +<p>She who had knelt at the feet of Thanatos, and who had heard the songs +of Pan amidst the rushes by the river, and had listened to the charmed +steps of Persephone amidst the flowers of the summer;—could she honor +lesser gods than these?</p> + +<p>"They may forget—they may forsake, and he likewise, but I never," she +thought.</p> + +<p>If only she might live a little longer space to serve and suffer for +them and for him still; of fate she asked nothing higher.</p> + +<p>That night there was much money in the bag. The players pressed a share +upon her; but she refused.</p> + +<p>"Have I begged from you?" she said. "I have earned nothing."</p> + +<p>It was with exceeding difficulty that they ended in persuading her even +to share their simple supper.</p> + +<p>She took only bread and water, and sat and watched them curiously.</p> + +<p>The players were in high spirits; their chief ordered a stoup of bright +wine, and made merry over it with gayer songs and louder laughter, and +more frequent jests than even were his wont.</p> + +<p>The men and women of the town came in and out with merry interchange of +words. The youths of the little bourg chattered light amorous nonsense; +the young girls smiled and chattered in answer; whilst the actors +bantered them and made them a hundred love prophecies.</p> + +<p>Now and then a dog trotted in to salute the players' poodles; now and +then the quaint face of a pig looked between the legs of its master.</p> + +<p>The door stood open; the balmy air blew in; beyond, the stars shone in a +cloudless sky.</p> + +<p>She sat without in the darkness, where no light fell among the thick +shroud of one of the blossoming boughs of pear-trees, and now and then +she looked and watched their laughter and companionship, and their gay +and airy buffoonery, together there within the winehouse doors.</p> + +<p>"All fools enjoy!" she thought; with that bitter wonder, that aching +disdain, that involuntary injustice, with which the strong sad patience +of a great nature surveys the mindless merriment of lighter hearts and +brains more easily lulled into forgetfulness and content.</p> + +<p>They came to her and pressed on her a draught of the wine, a share of +the food, a handful of the honeyed cates of their simple banquet; even a +portion of their silver and copper pieces with which the little leathern +sack of their receipts was full,—for once,—to the mouth.</p> + +<p>She refused all: the money she threw passionately away.</p> + +<p>"Am I a beggar?" she said, in her wrath.</p> + +<p>She remained without in the gloom among the cool blossoming branches +that swayed above-head in the still night, while the carousal broke up +and the peasants went on their way to their homes, singing along the +dark streets, and the lights were put out in the winehouse, and the +trill of the grasshopper chirped in the fields around.</p> + +<p>"You will die of damp, roofless in the open air this moonless night," +men, as they passed away, said to her in wonder.</p> + +<p>"The leaves are roof enough for me," she answered them: and stayed there +with her head resting on the roll of her sheepskin; wide awake through +the calm dark hours; for a bed within she knew that she could not pay, +and she would not let any charity purchase one for her.</p> + +<p>At daybreak when the others rose she would only take from them the crust +that was absolutely needful to keep life in her. Food seemed to choke +her as it passed her lips,—since how could she tell but what his lips +were parched dry with hunger or were blue and cold in death?</p> + +<p>That morning, as they started, one of the two youths who bore their +traveling gear and the rude appliances of their little stage upon his +shoulders from village to village when they journeyed thus—being +oftentimes too poor to permit themselves any other mode of transit and +of porterage—fell lame and grew faint and was forced to lay down his +burden by the roadside.</p> + +<p>She raised the weight upon her back and head as she had been wont to do +the weights of timber and of corn for the mill-house, and bore it +onward.</p> + +<p>In vain they remonstrated with her; she would not yield, but carried the +wooden framework and the folded canvases all through the heat and +weariness of the noonday.</p> + +<p>"You would have me eat of your supper last night. I will have you accept +of my payment to-day," she said, stubbornly.</p> + +<p>For this seemed to her a labor innocent and just, and even full of +honor, whatever men might say: had not Helios himself been bound as a +slave in Thessaly?</p> + +<p>They journeyed far that day, along straight sunlit highways, and under +the shadows of green trees. The fields were green with the young corn +and the young vines; the delicate plumes of the first blossoming lilacs +nodded in their footsteps; the skies were blue; the earth was fragrant.</p> + +<p>At noonday the players halted and threw themselves down beneath a +poplar-tree, in a wild rose thicket, to eat their noonday meal of bread +and a green cress salad.</p> + +<p>The shelter they had chosen was full of fragrance from rain-drops still +wet upon the grasses, and the budding rose vines. The hedge was full of +honeysuckle and tufts of cowslips; the sun was warmer; the mild-eyed +cattle came and looked at them; little redstarts picked up their +crumbs; from a white vine-hung cottage an old woman brought them salt +and wished them a fair travel.</p> + +<p>But her heart was sick and her feet weary, and she asked always,—"Where +is Paris?"</p> + +<p>At last they showed it her, that gleaming golden cloud upon the purple +haze of the horizon.</p> + +<p>She crossed her hands upon her beating breast, and thanked the gods that +they had thus given her to behold the city of his desires.</p> + +<p>The chief of the mimes watched her keenly.</p> + +<p>"You look at Paris," he said after a time. "There you may be great if +you will."</p> + +<p>"Great? I?"</p> + +<p>She echoed the word with weary incredulity. She knew he could but mock +at her.</p> + +<p>"Ay," he made answer seriously. "Even you! Why not? There is no dynasty +that endures in that golden city save only one—the sovereignty of a +woman's beauty."</p> + +<p>She started and shuddered a little; she thought that she saw the Red +Mouse stir amidst the grasses.</p> + +<p>"I want no greatness," she said, slowly. "What should I do with it?"</p> + +<p>For in her heart she thought,—</p> + +<p>"What would it serve me to be known to all the world and remembered by +all the ages of men if he forget—forget quite?"</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2>CHAPTER XII.</h2> + + +<p>That night they halted in a little bright village of the leafy and +fruitful zone of the city—one of the fragrant and joyous +pleasure-places among the woods where the students and the young girls +came for draughts of milk and plunder of primroses, and dances by the +light of the spring moon, and love-words murmured as they fastened +violets in each other's breasts.</p> + +<p>The next day she entered Paris with them as one of their own people.</p> + +<p>"You may be great here, if you choose," they said to her, and laughed.</p> + +<p>She scarcely heard. She only knew that here it was that Arslàn had +declared that fame—or death—should come to him.</p> + +<p>The golden cloud dissolved as she drew near to it.</p> + +<p>A great city might be beautiful to others: to her it was only as its +gilded cage is to a mountain bird. The wilderness of roofs, the +labyrinth of streets, the endless walls of stone, the ceaseless noises +of the living multitude, these were horrible to the free-born blood of +her; she felt blinded, caged, pent, deafened. Its magnificence failed to +daunt, its color to charm, its pageantry to beguile her. Through the +glad and gorgeous ways she went, wearily and sick of heart, for the rush +of free winds and the width of free skies, as a desert-born captive, +with limbs of bronze and the eyes of the lion, went fettered past the +palaces of Rome in the triumphal train of Africanus or Pompeius.</p> + +<p>The little band with which she traveled wondered what her eyes so +incessantly looked for, in that perpetual intentness with which they +searched every knot of faces that was gathered together as a swarm of +bees clusters in the sunshine. They could not tell; they only saw that +her eyes never lost that look.</p> + +<p>"Is it the Past or the Future that you search for always?" the shrewdest +of them asked her.</p> + +<p>She shuddered a little, and made him no answer. How could she tell which +it was?—whether it would be a public fame or a nameless grave that she +would light on at the last?</p> + +<p>She was a mystery to them.</p> + +<p>She minded poverty so little. She was as content on a draught of water +and a bunch of cress as others are on rarest meats and wines. She bore +bodily fatigue with an Arab's endurance and indifference. She seemed to +care little whether suns beat on her, or storms drenched her to the +bone; whether she slept under a roof or the boughs of a tree; whether +the people hissed her for a foreign thing of foul omen, or clamored +aloud in the streets praise of her perfect face. She cared nothing.</p> + +<p>She was silent always, and she never smiled.</p> + +<p>"I must keep my liberty!" she had said; and she kept it.</p> + +<p>By night she toiled ceaselessly for her new masters; docile, patient, +enduring, laborious, bearing the yoke of this labor as she had borne +that of her former slavery, rather than owe a crust to alms, a coin to +the gaze of a crowd. But by day she searched the city ceaselessly and +alone, wandering, wandering, wandering, always on a quest that was never +ended. For amidst the millions of faces that met her gaze, Arslàn's was +not; and she was too solitary, too ignorant, and locked her secret too +tenaciously in her heart, to be able to learn tidings of his name.</p> + +<p>So the months of the spring and the summer time went by; it was very +strange and wondrous to her.</p> + +<p>The human world seemed suddenly all about her; the quiet earth, on which +the cattle grazed, and the women threshed and plowed, and the sheep +browsed the thyme, and the mists swept from stream to sea, this was all +gone; and in its stead there was a world of tumult, color, noise, +change, riot, roofs piled on roofs, clouds of dust yellow in the sun, +walls peopled with countless heads of flowers and of women; throngs, +various of hue as garden-beds of blown anemones; endless harmonies and +discords always rung together from silver bells, and brazen trumpets, +and the clash of arms, and the spray of waters, and the screams of +anguish, and the laughs of mirth, and the shrill pipes of an endless +revelry, and the hollow sighs of a woe that had no rest.</p> + +<p>For the world of a great city, of "the world as it is man's," was all +about her; and she loathed it, and sickened in it, and hid her face from +it whenever she could, and dreamed, as poets dream in fever of pathless +seas and tawny fields of weeds, and dim woods filled with the song of +birds, and cool skies brooding over a purple moor, and all the silence +and the loveliness and the freedom of "the world as it is God's."</p> + +<p>"You are not happy?" one man said to her.</p> + +<p>"Happy!"</p> + +<p>She said no more; but he thought, just so had he seen a rose-crested +golden-eyed bird of the great savannas look, shut in a cage in a +showman's caravan, and dying slowly, with dulled plumage and drooped +head, while the street mob of a town thrust their fingers through the +bars and mocked it, and called to it to chatter and be gay.</p> + +<p>"Show your beauty once—just once amidst us on the stage, and on the +morrow you can choose your riches and your jewels from the four winds of +heaven as you will," the players urged on her a hundred times.</p> + +<p>But she refused always.</p> + +<p>Her beauty—it was given to the gods, to take or leave, in life or +death, for him.</p> + +<p>The months went on; she searched for him always. A horrible, unending +vigil that never seemed nearer its end. Vainly, day by day, she searched +the crowds and the solitudes, the gates of the palaces and the vaults of +the cellars. She thought she saw him a thousand times; but she could +never tell whether it were truth or fancy. She never met him face to +face: she never heard his name. There is no desert wider, no maze more +unending, than a great city.</p> + +<p>She ran hideous peril with every moment that she lived; but by the +strength and the love that dwelt together in her she escaped them. Her +sad, wide, open, pathetic eyes searched only for his face and saw no +other; her ear, ever strained to listen for one voice, was dead to every +accent of persuasion or of passion.</p> + +<p>When men tried to tell her she was beautiful, she looked them full in +the eyes and laughed, a terrible dreary laugh of scorn that chilled them +to the bone. When the gay groups on balconies, that glanced golden in +the sun, flung sweetmeats at her, and dashed wine on the ground, and +called to her for her beauty's sake to join them, she looked at them +with a look that had neither envy nor repugnance in it, but only a cold +mute weariness of contempt.</p> + +<p>One day a great sculptor waylaid her, and showed her a pouch full of +money and precious stones. "All that, and more, you shall have, if you +will let me make a cast of your face and your body once." In answer, she +showed him the edge of her hidden knife.</p> + +<p>One day a young man, unlike to all the ragged and toil-worn crowds that +alone beheld her, came in those crowded quarters of the poor, and +watched her with eyes aglow like those of the youth in the old +market-square about the cathedral, and waylaid her, later, in solitude, +and slid in her palm a chain studded with precious stones of many +colors.</p> + +<p>"I am rich," he murmured to her. "I am a prince. I can make your name a +name of power, if only you will come."</p> + +<p>"Come whither?" she asked him.</p> + +<p>"Come with me—only to my supper-table—for one hour; my horses wait."</p> + +<p>She threw the chain of stones at her feet.</p> + +<p>"I have no hunger," she said, carelessly. "Go, ask those that have to +your feast."</p> + +<p>And she gave no other phrase in answer to all the many honeyed and +persuasive words with which in vain he urged her, that night and many +another night, until he wearied.</p> + +<p>One day, in the green outskirts of the city, passing by under a gilded +gallery, and a wide window, full of flowers, and hung with delicate +draperies, there looked out the fair head of a woman, with diamonds in +the ears, and a shroud of lace about it, while against the smiling +scornful mouth a jeweled hand held a rose; and a woman's voice called to +her, mockingly:</p> + +<p>"Has the devil not heard you yet, that you still walk barefoot in the +dust on the stones, and let the sun beat on your head? O fool! there is +gold in the air, and gold in the dust, and gold in the very gutter here, +for a woman!"</p> + +<p>And the face was the face, and the voice the voice, of the gardener's +wife of the old town by the sea.</p> + +<p>She raised, to the gilded balcony above, her great sorrowful, musing +eyes, full of startled courage: soon she comprehended; and then her gaze +gave back scorn for scorn.</p> + +<p>"Does that brazen scroll shade you better than did the trellised vine?" +she said, with her voice ascending clear in its disdain. "And are those +stones in your breast any brighter than the blue was in the eyes of your +child?"</p> + +<p>The woman above cast the rose at her and laughed, and withdrew from the +casement.</p> + +<p>She set her heel on the rose, and trod its leaves down in the dust. It +was a yellow rose, scentless and loveless—an emblem of pleasure and +wealth. She left it where it lay, and went onward.</p> + +<p>The sweet sins, and all their rich profits, that she might take as +easily as she could have taken the rose from the dust, had no power to +allure her.</p> + +<p>The gilded balcony, the velvet couch, the jewels in the ears, the purple +draperies, the ease and the affluence and the joys of the sights and the +senses, these to her were as powerless to move her envy, these to her +seemed as idle as the blow-balls that a child's breath floated down the +current of a summer breeze.</p> + +<p>When once a human ear has heard the whispers of the gods by night steal +through the reeds by the river, never again to it can there sound +anything but discord and empty sound in the tinkling cymbals of brass, +and the fools' bells of silver, in which the crowds in their deafness +imagine the songs of the heroes and the music of the spheres.</p> + +<p>"There are only two trades in a city," said the actors to her, with a +smile as bitter as her own, "only two trades—to buy souls and to sell +them. What business have you here, who do neither the one nor the +other?"</p> + +<p>There was music still in this trampled reed of the river, into which the +gods had once bidden the stray winds and the wandering waters breathe +their melody; but there, in the press, the buyers and sellers only saw +in it a frail thing of the sand and the stream, only made to be woven +for barter, or bind together the sheaves of the roses of pleasure.</p> + +<p>By-and-by they grew so impatient of this soul which knew its right +errand so little that it would neither accept temptation itself nor deal +it to others, they grew so impatient to receive that golden guerdon from +passion and evil which they had foreseen as their sure wage for her +when they had drawn her with them to the meshes of the city, that they +betrayed her, stung and driven into treachery by the intolerable +reproach of her continual strength, her continual silence.</p> + +<p>They took a heavy price, and betrayed her to the man who had set his +soul upon her beauty, to make it live naked and vile and perfect for all +time in marble. She saved herself by such madness of rage, such fury of +resistance, as the native tigress knows in the glare of the torches or +the bonds of the cords. She smote the sculptor with her knife; a tumult +rose round; voices shouted that he was stabbed; the men who had betrayed +her raised loudest the outcry. In the darkness of a narrow street, and +of a night of tempest, she fled from them, and buried herself in the +dense obscurity which is one of the few privileges of the outcasts.</p> + +<p>It was very poor, this quarter where she found refuge; men and women at +the lowest ebb of life gathered there together. There was not much +crime; it was too poor even for that. It was all of that piteous, +hopeless class that is honest, and suffers and keeps silent—so silent +that no one notices when death replaces life.</p> + +<p>Here she got leave to dwell a little while in the topmost corner of a +high tower, which rose so high, so high, that the roof of it seemed +almost like the very country itself. It was so still there, and so +fresh, and the clouds seemed so near, and the pigeons flew so close +about it all day long, and at night so trustfully sought their roost +there.</p> + +<p>In a nook of it she made her home. It was very old, very desolate, very +barren; yet she could bear it better than she could any lower range of +dwelling. She could see the sunrise and the sunset; she could see the +rain-mists and the planets; she could look down on all the white curl of +the smoke; and she could hear the bells ring with a strange, peculiar +sweetness, striking straight to her ear across the wilderness of roofs. +And then she had the pigeons. They were not much, but they were +something of the old, fresh country life; and now and then they brought +a head of clover, or a spray of grass, in their beaks; and at sight of +it the tears would rush into her eyes, and though it was pain, it was +yet a dearer one than any pleasure that she had.</p> + +<p>She maintained herself still without alms, buying her right to live +there, and the little food that sufficed for her, by one of those +offices in which the very poor contrive to employ those still poorer +than themselves.</p> + +<p>They slept so heavily, those people who had the weight of twenty hours' +toil, the pangs of hunger, and the chills of cold upon them, whenever +they laid them down, and who would so willingly have slept forever with +any night they laid their heads upon their sacks of rags. But, so long +as they woke at all, they needed to wake with the first note of the +sparrows in the dark.</p> + +<p>She, so long used to rise ere ever the first streak of day were seen, +roused scores of them; and in payment they gave her the right to warm +herself at their stove, a handful of their chestnuts, a fragment of +their crust, a little copper piece,—anything that they could afford or +she would consent to take. A woman, who had been the réveilleuse of the +quarter many years, had died; and they were glad of her:—"Her eyes have +no sleep in them," they said; and they found that she never failed.</p> + +<p>It was a strange trade—to rise whilst yet for the world it was night, +and go to and fro the dreary courts, up and down the gloom of the +staircases, and in and out the silent chambers, and call all those sons +and daughters of wretchedness from the only peace that their lives knew. +So often she felt so loath to wake them; so often she stood beside the +bundle of straw on which some dreaming creature, sighing and smiling in +her sleep, murmured of her home, and had not the heart rudely to shatter +those mercies of the night.</p> + +<p>It was a strange, sad office, to go alone among all those sleepers in +the stillness that came before the dawn, and move from house to house, +from door to door, from bed to bed, with the one little star of her lamp +alone burning.</p> + +<p>They were all so poor, so poor, it seemed more cruel than murder only to +call them from their rest to work, and keep alive in them that faculty +of suffering which was all they gained from their humanity.</p> + +<p>Her pity for them grew so great that her heart perforce softened to them +also. Those strong men gaunt with famine, those white women with their +starved children on their breasts, those young maidens worn blind over +the needle or the potter's clay, those little children who staggered up +in the dark to go to the furnace, or the wheel, or the powder-mill, or +the potato-fields outside the walls,—she could neither fear them nor +hate them, nor do aught save sorrow for them with a dumb, passionate, +wondering grief.</p> + +<p>She saw these people despised for no shame, wretched for no sin, +suffering eternally, though guilty of no other fault than that of being +in too large numbers on an earth too small for the enormous burden of +its endless woe. She found that she had companions in her misery, and +that she was not alone under that bitter scorn which had been poured on +her. In a manner she grew to care for these human creatures, all +strangers, yet whose solitude she entered, and whose rest she roused. It +was a human interest, a human sympathy. It drew her from the despair +that had closed around her.</p> + +<p>And some of these in turn loved her.</p> + +<p>Neither poverty nor wretchedness could dull the lustrous, deep-hued, +flowerlike beauty that was hers by nature. As she ascended the dark +stone stairs with the little candle raised above her head, and, knocking +low, entered the place where they slept, the men and the children alike +dreamed of strange shapes of paradise and things of sorcery.</p> + +<p>"When she wakes us, the children never cry," said a woman whom she +always summoned an hour before dawn to rise and walk two leagues to a +distant factory. It was new to her to be welcomed; it was new to see the +children smile because she touched them. It lifted a little the ice that +had closed about her heart.</p> + +<p>It had become the height of the summer. The burning days and the sultry +nights poured down on her bare head and blinded her, and filled her +throat with the dust of the public ways, and parched her mouth with the +thirst of overdriven cattle.</p> + +<p>All the while in the hard hot glare she searched for one face. All the +while in the hard brazen din she listened for one voice.</p> + +<p>She wandered all the day, half the night. They wondered that she woke so +surely with every dawn; they did not know that seldom did she ever +sleep. She sought for him always;—sought the busy crowds of the living; +sought the burial-grounds of the dead.</p> + +<p>As she passed through the endless ways in the wondrous city; as she +passed by the vast temples of art; as she passed by the open doors of +the sacred places which the country had raised to the great memories +that it treasured; it became clearer to her—this thing of his desires, +this deathless name amidst a nation, this throne on the awed homage of a +world for which his life had labored, and striven, and sickened, and +endlessly yearned.</p> + +<p>The great purpose, the great end, to which he had lived grew tangible +and present to her; and in her heart, as she went, she said ever, "Let +me only die as the reed died,—what matter,—so that only the world +speak his name!"</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2>CHAPTER XIII.</h2> + + +<p>One night she stood on the height of the leads of the tower. The pigeons +had gone to roost; the bells had swung themselves into stillness; far +below the changing crowds were moving ceaselessly, but to that calm +altitude no sound arose from them. The stars were out, and a great +silver moon bathed half the skies in its white glory. In the stones of +the parapet wind-sown blossoms blew to and fro heavy with dew.</p> + +<p>The day had been one of oppressive heat. She had toiled all through it, +seeking, seeking, seeking, what she never found. She was covered with +dust; parched with thirst; foot-weary; sick at heart. She looked down on +the mighty maze of the city, and thought, "How long,—how long?"</p> + +<p>Suddenly a cool hand touched her, a soft voice murmured at her ear,—</p> + +<p>"You are not tired, Folle-Farine?"</p> + +<p>Turning in the gloom she faced Sartorian. A great terror held her mute +and breathless there; gazing in the paralysis of horror at this frail +life, which was for her the incarnation of the world, and by whose lips +the world said to her, "Come, eat and drink, and sew your garments with +gems, and kiss men on the mouth whilst you slay them, and plunder and +poison, and laugh and be wise. For all your gods are dead; and there is +but one god now,—that god is gold."</p> + +<p>"You must be tired, surely," the old man said, with soft insistance. +"You never find what you seek; you are always alone, always hungered and +poor; always wretched, Folle-Farine. Ah! you would not eat my golden +pear. It was not wise."</p> + +<p>He said so little; and yet, those slow, subtle, brief phrases pierced +her heart with the full force of their odious meaning. She leaned +against the wall, breathing hard and fast, mute, for the moment +paralyzed.</p> + +<p>"You fled away from me that night. It was heroic, foolish, mad. Yet I +bear no anger against it. You have not loved the old, dead gods for +naught. You have the temper of their times. You obey them; though they +betray you and forget you, Folle-Farine."</p> + +<p>She gazed at him, fascinated by her very loathing of him, as the bird by +the snake.</p> + +<p>"Who told you?" she muttered. "Who told you that I dwell here?"</p> + +<p>"The sun has a million rays; so has gold a million eyes; do you not +know? There is nothing you have not done that has not been told to me. +But I can always wait, Folle-Farine. You are very strong; you are very +weak, of course;—you have a faith, and you follow it; and it leads you +on and on, on and on, and one day it will disappear,—and you will +plunge after it,—and it will drown you. You seek for this man and you +cannot find even his grave. You are like a woman who seeks for her +lover on a battle-field. But the world is a carnage where the vultures +soon pick bare the bones of the slain, and all skeletons look alike, and +are alike, unlovely, Folle-Farine."</p> + +<p>"You came—to say this?" she said, through her locked teeth.</p> + +<p>"Nay—I came to see your beauty: your ice-god tired soon; but I——My +golden pear would have been better vengeance for a slighted passion than +his beggar's quarter, and these wretched rags——"</p> + +<p>She held her misery and her shame and her hatred alike down under +enforced composure.</p> + +<p>"There is no shame here," she said, between her teeth. "A beggar's +quarter, perhaps; but these poor copper coins and these rags I earn with +clean hands."</p> + +<p>He smiled with that benignant pity, with that malign mockery, which +stung her so ruthlessly.</p> + +<p>"No shame? Oh, Folle-Farine, did I not tell you, that, live as you may, +shame will be always your garment in life and in death? You—a thing +beautiful, nameless, homeless, accursed, who dares to dream to be +innocent likewise! The world will clothe you with shame, whether you +choose it or not. But the world, as I say, will give you one choice. +Take its red robe boldly from it, and weight it with gold and incrust it +with jewels. Believe me, the women who wear the white garments of virtue +will envy you the red robe bitterly then."</p> + +<p>Her arms were crossed upon her breast; her eyes gazed at him with the +look he had seen in the gloom of the evening, under the orchards by the +side of the rushing mill-water.</p> + +<p>"You came—to say this?"</p> + +<p>"Nay: I came to see your beauty, Folle-Farine. Your northern god soon +tired, I say; but I——Look yonder a moment," he pursued; and he +motioned downward to where the long lines of light gleamed in the +wondrous city which was stretched at their feet; and the endless murmur +of its eternal sea of pleasure floated dimly to them on the soft night +air. "See here, Folle-Farine: you dwell with the lowest; you are the +slave of street mimes; no eyes see you except those of the harlot, the +beggar, the thief, the outcast; your wage is a crust and a copper coin; +you have the fate of your namesake, the dust, to wander a little while, +and then sink on the stones of the streets. Yet that you think worthy +and faithful, because it is pure of alms and of vice. Oh, beautiful +fool! what would your lost lover say if beholding you here amidst the +reek of the mob and the homage of thieves? He would say of you the most +bitter thing that a man can say of a woman: 'She has sunk into sin, but +she has been powerless to gild her sin, or make it of more profit than +was her innocence.' And a man has no scorn like the scorn which he feels +for a woman who sells her soul—at a loss. You see?—ah, surely, you +see, Folle-Farine?"</p> + +<p>She shook like a leaf where she stood, with the yellow and lustrous +moonlight about her. She saw—she saw now!</p> + +<p>And she had been mad enough to dream that if she lived in honesty, and, +by labor that she loathed won back, with hands clean of crime as of +alms, the gold which he had left in her trust as the wage of her beauty, +and found him and gave it to him without a word, he would at least +believe—believe so much as this, that her hunger had been famine, and +her need misery, and her homelessness that of the stray dog which is +kicked from even a ditch, and hunted from even a graveyard: but that +through it all she had never touched one coin of that cruel and +merciless gift.</p> + +<p>"You see?" pursued the low, flutelike moaning mockery of her tormentor's +voice. "You see? You have all the shame: it is your birthright; and you +have nothing of the sweetness which may go with shame for a woman who +has beauty. Now, look yonder. There lies the world, which when I saw you +last was to you only an empty name. Now you know it—know it, at least, +enough to be aware of all you have not, all you might have in it, if you +took my golden pear. You must be tired, Folle-Farine,—to stand homeless +under the gilded balconies; to be footsore in the summer dust among the +rolling carriages; to stand outcast and famished before the palace +gates; to see the smiles upon a million mouths, and on them all not one +smile upon you; to show yourself hourly among a mob, that you may buy a +little bread to eat, a little straw to rest on! You must be tired, +Folle-Farine!"</p> + +<p>She was silent where she stood in the moonlight, with the clouds seeming +to lean and touch her, and far beneath the blaze of the myriad of lights +shining through the soft darkness of the summer night.</p> + +<p>Tired!—ah, God!—tired, indeed. But not for any cause of which he +spake.</p> + +<p>"You must be tired. Now, eat of my golden pear; and there, where the +world lies yonder at our feet, no name shall be on the mouths of men as +your name shall be in a day. Through the crowds you shall be borne by +horses fleet as the winds; or you shall lean above them from a gilded +gallery, and mock them at your fancy there on high in a cloud of +flowers. Great jewels shall beam on you like planets; and the only +chains that you shall wear shall be links of gold, like the chains of a +priestess of old. Your mere wish shall be as a sorcerer's wand, to bring +you the thing of your idlest desire. You have been despised!—what +vengeance sweeter than to see men grovel to win your glance, as the +swine at the feet of Circe? You have been scorned and accursed!—what +retribution fuller than for women to behold in you the sweetness and +magnificence of shame, and through you, envy, and fall, and worship the +Evil which begot you? Has humanity been so fair a friend to you that you +can hesitate to strike at its heart with such a vengeance—so +symmetrical in justice, so cynical in irony? Humanity cast you out to +wither at your birth,—a thing rootless, nameless, only meet for the +snake and the worm. If you bear poison in your fruit, is that your +fault, or the fault of the human hands that cast the chance-sown weed +out on the dunghill to perish? I do not speak of passion. I use no +anomalous phrase. I am old and ill-favored; and I know that, any way, +you will forever hate me. But the rage of the desert-beast is more +beautiful than the meek submission of the animal timid and tame. It is +the lioness in you that I care to chain; but your chain shall be of +gold, Folle-Farine; and all women will envy. Name your price, set it +high as you will; there is nothing that I will refuse. Nay, even I will +find your lover, who loves not you; and I will let you have your fullest +vengeance on him. A noble vengeance, for no other would be worthy of +your strength. Living or dead, his genius shall be made known to men; +and, before another summer comes, all the world shall toss aloft in +triumph the name that is now nothing as the dust is;—nothing as you +are, Folle-Farine!"</p> + +<p>She heard in silence to the end.</p> + +<p>On the height of the roof-tops all was still; the stars seemed to beam +close against her sight; below was the infinite space of the darkness, +in which lines of light glittered where the haunts of pleasure lay; all +creatures near her slept; the wind-sown plants blew to and fro, rooted +in the spaces of the stones.</p> + +<p>As the last words died softly on the quiet of the air, in answer she +reached her hand upward, and broke off a tuft of the yellow +wall-blossom, and cast it out with one turn of her wrist down into the +void of the darkness.</p> + +<p>"What do I say?" she said, slowly. "What? Well, this: I could seize you, +and cast you down into the dark below there, as easily as I cast that +tuft of weed. And why I hold my hand I cannot tell; it would be just."</p> + +<p>And she turned away and walked from him in the gloom, slowly, as though +the deed she spake of tempted her.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2>CHAPTER XIV.</h2> + + +<p>The poverties of the city devoured her incessantly, like wolves; the +temptations of the city crouched in wait for her incessantly, like +tigers. She was always hungry, always heartsick, always alone; and there +was always at her ear some tempting voice, telling her that she was +beautiful and was a fool. Yet she never dreamed once of listening, of +yielding, of taking any pity on herself. Was this virtue? She never +thought of it as such; it was simply instinct; the instinct of a +supreme fidelity, in which all slighter and meaner passions were +absorbed and slain.</p> + +<p>Once or twice, through some lighted casement in some lamp-lit wood, +where the little gay boats flashed on fairy lakes, she would coldly +watch that luxury, that indolence, that rest of the senses, with a curl +on her lips, where she sat or stood, in the shadow of the trees.</p> + +<p>"To wear soft stuffs and rich colors, to have jewels in their breasts, +to sleep in satin, to hear fools laugh, to have both hands full of gold, +that is what women love," she thought; and laughed a little in her cold +wonder, and went back to her high cage in the tower, and called the +pigeons in from the rooftops at sunset, and kissed their purple throats, +and broke among them her one dry crust, and, supperless herself, sat on +the parapet and watched the round white moon rise over the shining roofs +of Paris.</p> + +<p>She was ignorant, she was friendless, she was savage, she was very +wretched; but she had a supreme love in her, and she was strong.</p> + +<p>A hundred times the Red Mouse tried to steal through the lips which +hunger, his servile and unfailing minister, would surely, the Red Mouse +thought, disbar and unclose to him sooner or later.</p> + +<p>"You will tire, and I can wait, Folle-Farine," the Red Mouse had said to +her, by the tongue of the old man Sartorian; and he kept his word very +patiently.</p> + +<p>He was patient, he was wise; he believed in the power of gold, and he +had no faith in the strength of a woman. He knew how to wait—unseen, so +that this rare bird should not perceive the net spread for it in its +wildness and weariness. He did not pursue, nor too quickly incense, her.</p> + +<p>Only in the dark, cheerless mists, when she rose to go among the world +of the sleeping poor, at her threshold she would step on some gift +worthy of a queen's acceptance, without date or word, gleaming there +against the stone of the stairs.</p> + +<p>When she climbed to her hole in the roof at the close of a day, all +pain, all fatigue, all vain endeavor, all bootless labor to and fro the +labyrinth of streets, there would be on her bare bench such fruits and +flowers as Dorothea might have sent from Paradise, and curled amidst +them some thin leaf that would have bought the weight of the pines and +of the grapes in gold.</p> + +<p>When in the dusk of the night she went, wearily and footsore, through +the byways and over the sharp-set flints of the quarters of the outcasts +and the beggars, sick with the tumult and the stench and the squalor, +parched with dust, worn with hunger, blind with the endless search for +one face amidst the millions,—going home!—oh, mockery of the word!—to +a bed of straw, to a cage in the roof, to a handful of rice as a meal, +to a night of loneliness and cold and misery; at such a moment now and +then through the gloom a voice would steal to her, saying,—</p> + +<p>"Are you not tired yet, Folle-Farine?"</p> + +<p>But she never paused to hear the voice, nor gave it any answer.</p> + +<p>The mill dust; the reed by the river; the nameless, friendless, rootless +thing that her fate made her, should have been weak, and so lightly +blown by every chance breeze—so the Red Mouse told her; should have +asked no better ending than to be wafted up a little while upon the +winds of praise, or woven with a golden braid into a crown of pleasure.</p> + +<p>Yet she was so stubborn and would not; yet she dared deride her +tempters, and defy her destiny, and be strong.</p> + +<p>For Love was with her.</p> + +<p>And though the Red Mouse lies often in Love's breast, and is cradled +there a welcome guest, yet when Love, once in a million times, shakes +off his sloth, and flings the Red Mouse with it from him, he flings with +a hand of force; and the beast crouches and flees, and dares meddle with +Love no more.</p> + +<p>In one of the first weeks of the wilder weather, weather that had the +purple glow of the autumnal storms and the chills of coming winter on +it, she arose, as her habit was, ere the night was altogether spent, and +lit her little taper, and went out upon her rounds to rouse the +sleepers.</p> + +<p>She had barely tasted food for many hours. All the means of subsistence +that she had was the few coins earned from those as poor almost as +herself. Often these went in debt to her, and begged for a little time +to get the piece or two of base metal that they owed her; and she +forgave them such debts always, not having the heart to take the last +miserable pittance from some trembling withered hand which had worked +through fourscore years of toil, and found no payment but its wrinkles +in its palm; not having the force to fill her own platter with crusts +which could only be purchased by the hunger cries of some starveling +infant, or by the barter of some little valueless cross of ivory or +rosary of berries long cherished in some aching breast after all else +was lost or spent.</p> + +<p>She had barely tasted food that day, worst of all she had not had even a +few grains to scatter to the hungry pigeons as they had fluttered to her +on the housetop in the stormy twilight as the evening fell.</p> + +<p>She had lain awake all the night hearing the strokes of the bells sound +the hours, and seeming to say to her as they beat on the silence,—</p> + +<p>"Dost thou dare to be strong, thou? a grain of dust, a reed of the +river, a Nothing?"</p> + +<p>When she rose, and drew back the iron staple that fastened her door, and +went out on the crazy stairway, she struck her foot against a thing of +metal. It glittered in the feeble beams from her lamp. She took it up; +it was a little precious casket, such as of old the Red Mouse lurked in, +among the pearls, to spring out from their whiteness into the purer snow +of Gretchen's bread.</p> + +<p>With it was only one written line:</p> + +<p>"When you are tired, Folle-Farine?"</p> + +<p>She was already tired, tired with the horrible thirsty weariness of the +young lioness starved and cramped in a cage in a city.</p> + +<p>An old crone sat on a niche on the wall. She thrust her lean bony face, +lit with wolf's eyes, through the gloom.</p> + +<p>"Are you not tired?" she muttered in the formula taught her. "Are you +not tired, Folle-Farine?"</p> + +<p>"If I be, what of that?" she answered, and she thrust the case away to +the feet of the woman, still shut, and went on with her little dim taper +down round the twist of the stairs. She knew what she did, what she put +away. She had come to know, too, what share the sex of her mother takes +in the bringing to the lips of their kind the golden pear that to most +needs no pressing.</p> + +<p>"If I had only your face, and your chances," had said to her that day a +serving-girl, young, with sallow cheeks, and a hollow voice, and eyes of +fever, who lived in a den lower down on the stairway.</p> + +<p>"Are you mad that you hunger here when you might hang yourself with +diamonds like our Lady of Atocha?" cried a dancing-woman with sullen +eyes and a yellow skin from the hither side of the mountains, who begged +in the streets all day.</p> + +<p>So, many tongues hissed to her in different fashions. It seemed to many +of them impious in one like her to dare be stronger than the gold was +that assailed her, to dare to live up there among the clouds, and +hunger, and thirst, and keep her silence, and strike dumb all the mouths +that tried to woo her down, and shake aside all the hands that strove +softly to slide their purchase-moneys into hers.</p> + +<p>For they chimed in chorus as the bells did:</p> + +<p>"Strength in the dust—in a reed—in a Nothing?"</p> + +<p>It was a bitter windy morning; the rain fell heavily; there were no +stars out, and the air was sharp and raw. She was too used to all +changes of weather to take heed of it, but her thin clothes were soaked +through, and her hair was drenched as she crossed the courts and +traversed the passages to reach her various employers.</p> + +<p>The first she roused was a poor sickly woman sleeping feverishly on an +old rope mat; the second an old man wrestling with nightmare, as the +rain poured on him through a hole in the roof, making him dream that he +was drowning.</p> + +<p>The third was a woman, so old that her quarter accredited her with a +century of age; she woke mumbling that it was hard at her years to have +to go and pick rags for a crumb of bread.</p> + +<p>The fourth was a little child not seven; he was an orphan, and the +people who kept him sent him out to get herbs in the outlying villages +to sell in the streets, and beat him if he let other children be +beforehand with him. He woke sobbing; he had dreamed of his dead mother, +and cried out that it was so cold, so cold.</p> + +<p>There were scores like them at whose doors she knocked, or whose +chambers she entered. The brief kind night was over, and they had to +arise and work,—or die.</p> + +<p>"Why do they not die?" she wondered; and she thought of the dear gods +that she had loved, the gods of oblivion.</p> + +<p>Truly there were no gifts like their gifts; and yet men knew their worth +so little;—but thrust Hypnos back in scorn, dashing their winecups in +his eyes; and mocked Oneiros, calling him the guest of love-sick fools +and of mad poets; and against Thanatos strove always in hatred and +terror as against their dreaded foe.</p> + +<p>It was a strange, melancholy, dreary labor this into which she had +entered.</p> + +<p>It was all dark. The little light she bore scarcely shed its rays beyond +her feet. It was all still. The winds sounded infinitely sad among those +vaulted passages and the deep shafts of the stairways. Now and then a +woman's voice in prayer or a man's in blasphemy echoed dully through the +old half-ruined buildings. Otherwise an intense silence reigned there, +where all save herself were sleeping.</p> + +<p>She used to think it was a city of the dead, in which she alone was +living.</p> + +<p>And sometimes she had not the heart to waken them; when there was a +smile on some wan worn face that never knew one in its waking hours; or +when some childless mother in her lonely bed sleeping, in fancy drew +young arms about her throat.</p> + +<p>This morning when all her tasks were done, and all the toilers summoned +to another day of pain, she retraced her steps slowly, bearing the light +aloft, and with its feeble rays shed on the colorless splendor of her +face, and on her luminous dilated troubled eyes that were forever +seeking what they never found.</p> + +<p>A long vaulted passage stretched between her and the foot of the steps +that led to the tower; many doors opened on it, the winds wailed through +it, and the ragged clothes of the tenants blew to and fro upon the +swaying cords. She traversed it, and slowly mounted her own staircase, +which was spiral and narrow, with little loopholes ever and again that +looked out upon the walls, and higher on the roofs, and higher yet upon +the open sky. By one of these she paused and looked out wearily.</p> + +<p>It was dark still; great low rain-clouds floated by; a little caged bird +stirred with a sad note; mighty rains swept by from the westward, sweet +with the smell of the distant fields.</p> + +<p>Her heart ached for the country.</p> + +<p>It was so still there in the dusk she knew, even in this wild autumn +night, which there would be so purple with leaf shadow, so brown with +embracing branches, so gray with silvery faint mists of lily, white with +virgin snows. Ah, God! to reach it once again, she thought, if only to +die in it.</p> + +<p>And yet she stayed on in this, which was to her the deepest hell, stayed +on because he—in life or death—was here.</p> + +<p>She started as a hand touched her softly, where she stood looking +through the narrow space. The eyes of Sartorian smiled on her through +the twilight.</p> + +<p>"Do you shrink still?" he said, gently. "Put back your knife; look at me +quietly; you will not have the casket?—very well. Your strength is +folly; yet it is noble. It becomes you. I do you good for ill. I have +had search made for your lover, who loves not you. I have found him."</p> + +<p>"Living?" She quivered from head to foot; the gray walls reeled round +her; she feared, she hoped, she doubted, she believed. Was it hell? Was +it heaven? She could not tell. She cared not which, so that only she +could look once more upon the face of Arslàn.</p> + +<p>"Living," he answered her, and still he smiled. "Living. Come with me, +and see how he has used the liberty you gave. Come."</p> + +<p>She staggered to her feet and rose, and held her knife close in the +bosom of her dress, and with passionate eyes of hope and dread searched +the face of the old man through the shadows.</p> + +<p>"It is the truth?" she muttered. "If you mock me,—if you lie——"</p> + +<p>"Your knife will sheathe itself in my body, I know. Nay, I have never +lied to you. One cannot wear a velvet glove to tame a lioness. Come with +me; fear nothing, Folle-Farine. Come with me, and see with your own +eyesight how the world of men has dealt with this your god."</p> + +<p>"I will come."</p> + +<p>Sartorian gazed at her in silence.</p> + +<p>"You are a barbarian; and so you are heroic always. I would not lie to +you, and here I have no need. Come; it is very near to you. A breadth of +stone can sever two lives, though the strength of all the world cannot +unite them. Come."</p> + +<p>She gripped the knife closer, and, with feet that stumbled as the feet +of a dumb beast that goes out to its slaughter, followed him, through +the dark and narrow ways. She had no fear for herself; she had no dread +of treachery or peril; for herself she could be strong, always: and the +point of the steel was set hard against her breast; but for him?—had +the gods forgotten? had he forgot?</p> + +<p>She was sick, and cold, and white with terror as she went. She dreaded +the unknown thing her eyes might look upon. She dreaded the truth that +she had sought to learn all through the burning months of summer, all +through the horrors of the crowded city. Was it well with him, or ill? +Had the gods remembered at last? Had the stubborn necks of men been bent +to his feet? Was he free?—free to rise to the heights of lofty desire, +and never look downward, in pity, once?</p> + +<p>They passed in silence through many passage-ways of the great stone hive +of human life in which she dwelt. Once only Sartorian paused and looked +back and spoke.</p> + +<p>"If you find him in a woman's arms, lost in a sloth of passion, what +then? Will you say still, Let him have greatness?"</p> + +<p>In the gloom he saw her stagger as though struck upon the head. But she +rallied and gazed at him in answer with eyes that would neither change +nor shrink.</p> + +<p>"What is that to you?" she said, in her shut teeth. "Show me the truth: +and as for him,—he has a right to do as he will. Have I said ever +otherwise?"</p> + +<p>He led the way onward in silence.</p> + +<p>This passion, so heroic even in its barbarism, so faithful even in its +wretchedness, so pure even in its abandonment, almost appalled him,—and +yet on it he had no pity.</p> + +<p>By his lips the world spoke: the world which, to a creature nameless, +homeless, godless, friendless, offered only one choice—shame or death; +and for such privilege of choice bade her be thankful to men and to +their deity.</p> + +<p>He led her through many vaulted ways, and up the shaft of a stone +stairway in a distant side of the vast pile, which, from holding many +habitants of kings, and monks, and scholars, had become the populous +home of the most wretched travailers of a great city.</p> + +<p>"Wait here," he said, and drew her backward into a hollow in the wall. +It was nearly dark.</p> + +<p>As she stood there in the darkness looking down through the narrow +space, there came a shadow to her through the gloom,—a human shadow, +noiseless and voiceless. It ascended the shaft of the stairs with a +silent, swift tread, and passed by her, and went onward; as it passed, +the rays of her lamp were shed on it, and her eyes at last saw the face +of Arslàn.</p> + +<p>It was pale as death; his head was sunk on his breast; his lips muttered +without the sound of words, his fair hair streamed in the wind; he moved +without haste, without pause, with the pulseless haste, the bloodless +quiet of a phantom.</p> + +<p>She had heard men talk of those who, being dead, yet dwelt on earth and +moved amidst the living. She had no thought of him in that moment save +as among the dead. But he, dead or living, could have no horror for her; +he, dead or living, ruled her as the moon the sea, and drew her after +him, and formed the one law of her life.</p> + +<p>She neither trembled nor prayed, nor wept nor laughed, nor cried aloud +in her inconceivable joy. Her heart stood still, as though some hand had +caught and gripped it. She was silent in the breathless silence of an +unspeakable awe; and with a step as noiseless as his own, she glided in +his path through the deep shaft of the stairs, upward and upward through +the hushed house, through the innumerable chambers, through the dusky +shadows, through the chill of the bitter dawn, through the close hive of +the sleeping creatures, up and up, into the very roof itself, where it +seemed to meet the low and lurid clouds, and to be lifted from the +habitations and the homes of men.</p> + +<p>A doorway was open; he passed through it; beyond it was a bare square +place through which there came the feeblest rays of dawn, making the +yellow oil flame that burned in it look dull and hot and garish. He +passed into the chamber and stood still a moment, with his head dropped +on his chest and his lips muttering sounds without meaning.</p> + +<p>The light fell on his face; she saw that he was living. Crouched on his +threshold, she watched him, her heart leaping with a hope so keen, a +rapture so intense, that its very strength and purity suffocated her +like some mountain air too pure and strong for human lungs to breathe.</p> + +<p>He walked in his sleep; that sleep so strange and so terrible, which +drugs the senses and yet stimulates the brain; in which the sleeper +moves, acts, remembers, returns to daily habits, and resorts to daily +haunts, and yet to all the world around him is deaf and blind and +indifferent as the dead.</p> + +<p>The restless brain, unstrung by too much travail and too little food, +had moved the limbs unconsciously to their old haunts and habits; and in +his sleep, though sightless and senseless, he seemed still to know and +still to suffer. For he moved again, after a moment's rest, and passed +straight to the wooden trestles on which a great canvas was +outstretched. He sank down on a rough bench in front of it, and passed +his hand before the picture with the fond, caressing gesture with which +a painter shows to another some wave of light, some grace of color, and +then sat there, stupidly, steadfastly, with his elbows on his knees and +his head on his hands, and his eyes fastened on the creation before him.</p> + + +<p>It was a rugged, desolate, wind-blown chamber, set in the topmost height +of the old pile, beaten on by all snows, drenched by all rains, rocked +by all storms, bare, comfortless, poor to the direst stretch of poverty, +close against the clouds, and with the brazen bells and teeming roofs of +the city close beneath.</p> + +<p>She had dwelt by him for many weeks, and no sense of his presence had +come to her, no instinct had awakened in him towards the love which +clung to him with a faithfulness only as great as its humility. She, +praying always to see this man once more, and die—had been severed from +him by the breadth of a stone as by an ocean's width; and he—doomed to +fail always, spending his life in one endeavor, and by that one +perpetually vanquished—he had had no space left to look up at a +nameless creature with lithe golden limbs, about whose head the +white-winged pigeons fluttered at twilight on the housetop.</p> + +<p>His eyes had swept over her more than once; but they had had no sight +for her; they were a poet's eyes that saw forever in fancy faces more +amorous and divine, limbs lovelier and more lily-like, mouths sweeter +and more persuasive in their kiss, than any they ever saw on earth.</p> + +<p>One passion consumed him, and left him not pause, nor breath, nor pity, +nor sorrow for any other thing. He rested from his work and knew that it +was good; but this could not content him, for this his fellow-men +denied.</p> + +<p>There was scarcely any light, but there was enough for her to read his +story by—the story of continual failure.</p> + +<p>Yet where she hid upon the threshold, her heart beat with wildest music +of recovered joy; she had found him, and she had found him alone.</p> + +<p>No woman leaned upon his breast; no soft tossed hair bathed his arms, no +mouth murmured against his own. He was alone. Her only rival was that +one great passion with which she had never in her humility dreamed to +mete herself.</p> + +<p>Dead he might be to all the world of men, dead in his own sight by a +worse fate than that or any could give; but for her he was living,—to +her what mattered failure or scorn, famine or woe, defeat or despair?</p> + +<p>She saw his face once more.</p> + +<p>She crouched upon his threshold now, and trembled with the madness of +her joy, and courted its torture. She dared not creep and touch his +hand, she dared not steal and kneel a moment at his feet.</p> + +<p>He had rejected her. He had had no need of her. He had left her with the +first hour that freedom came to him. He had seen her beauty, and learned +its lines and hues, and used them for his art, and let it go again, a +soulless thing that gave him no delight; a thing so slight he had +thought it scarcely worth his while even to break it for an hour's +sport. This was what he had deemed her; that she knew.</p> + +<p>She accepted the fate at his hands with the submission that was an +integral part of the love she bore him. She had never thought of +equality between herself and him; he might have beaten her, or kicked +her, as a brute his dog, and she would not have resisted nor resented.</p> + +<p>To find him, to watch him from a distance, to serve him in any humble +ways she might; to give him his soul's desire, if any barter of her own +soul could purchase it,—this was all she asked. She had told him that +he could have no sins to her, and it had been no empty phrase.</p> + +<p>She crouched on his threshold, scarcely daring to breathe lest he should +hear her.</p> + +<p>In the dull light of dawn and of the sickly lamp she saw the great +canvas on the trestles that his eyes, without seeing it, yet stared +at;—it was the great picture of the Barabbas, living its completed life +in color: beautiful, fearful, and divine, full of its majesty of godhead +and its mockery of man.</p> + +<p>She knew then how the seasons since they had parted had been spent with +him; she knew then, without any telling her in words, how he had given +up all his nights and days, all his scant store of gold, all leisure and +comfort and peace, all hours of summer sunshine and of midnight cold, +all laughter of glad places, and all pleasures of passion or of ease, +to render perfect this one work by which he had elected to make good his +fame or perish.</p> + +<p>And she knew that he must have failed; failed always; that spending his +life in one endeavor, circumstance had been stronger than he, and had +baffled him perpetually. She knew that it was still in vain that he gave +his peace and strength and passions, all the golden years of manhood, +and all the dreams and delights of the senses; and that although these +were a treasure which, once spent, came back nevermore to the hands +which scatter them, he had failed to purchase with them, though they +were his all, this sole thing which he besought from the waywardness of +fate.</p> + +<p>"I will find a name or a grave," he had said, when they had parted: she, +with the instinct of that supreme love which clung to him with a +faithfulness only equaled by its humility, needed no second look upon +his face to see that no gods had answered him save the gods of +oblivion;—the gods whose pity he rejected and whose divinity he denied.</p> + +<p>For to the proud eyes of a man, looking eagle-wise at the far-off sun of +a great ambition, the coming of Thanatos could seem neither as +consolation nor as vengeance, but only as the crowning irony in the +mockery and the futility of life.</p> + +<p>The dawn grew into morning.</p> + +<p>A day broke full of winds and of showers, with the dark masses of clouds +tossed roughly hither and thither, and the bells of the steeples blown +harshly out of time and tune, and the wet metal roofs glistening through +a steam of rain.</p> + +<p>The sleepers wakened of themselves or dreamed on as they might.</p> + +<p>She had no memory of them.</p> + +<p>She crouched in the gloom on his threshold, watching him.</p> + +<p>He sank awhile into profound stupor, sitting there before his canvas, +with his head dropped and his eyelids closed. Then suddenly a shudder +ran through him; he awoke with a start, and shook off the lethargy which +drugged him. He rose slowly to his feet, and looked at the open +shutters, and saw that it was morning.</p> + +<p>"Another day—another day!" he muttered, wearily; and he turned from the +Barabbas.</p> + +<p>Towards the form on his threshold he had never looked.</p> + +<p>She sat without and waited.</p> + +<p>Waited—for what? She did not know. She did not dare even to steal to +him and touch his hand with such a timid caress as a beaten dog ventures +to give the hand of the master who has driven it from him.</p> + +<p>For even a beaten dog is a creature less humble and timid than a woman +that loves and whose love is rejected.</p> + +<p>He took up a palette ready set, and went to a blank space of canvas and +began to cover it with shapes and shadows on the unconscious creative +instinct of the surcharged brain. Faces and foliage, beasts and scrolls, +the heads of gods, the folds of snakes, forms of women rising from +flames and clouds, the flowers of Paradise blossoming amidst the +corruption and tortures of Antenora. All were cast in confusion, wave on +wave, shape on shape, horror with loveliness, air with flame, heaven +with hell, in all the mad tumult of an artist's dreams.</p> + +<p>With a curse he flung his brushes from him, and cast himself face +downward on his bed of straw.</p> + +<p>The riot of fever was in his blood. Famine, sleepless nights, unnatural +defiance of all passions and all joys, the pestilence rife in the +crowded quarter of the poor,—all these had done their work upon him. He +had breathed in the foul air of plague-stricken places, unconscious of +its peril; he had starved his body, reckless of the flight of time; he +had consumed his manhood in one ceaseless, ruthless, and absorbing +sacrifice; and Nature, whom he had thus outraged, and thought to outrage +with impunity as mere bestial feebleness, took her vengeance on him and +cast him here, and mocked him, crying,—</p> + +<p>"A deathless name?—Oh, madman! A little breath on the mouths of men in +all the ages to come?—Oh, fool! Hereafter you cry?—Oh, fool!—heaven +and earth may pass away like a scroll that is burnt into ashes, and the +future you live for may never come—neither for you nor the world. What +you may gain—who shall say? But all you have missed, I know. And no man +shall scorn me—and pass unscathed."</p> + +<p>There came an old lame woman by laboriously bearing a load of firewood. +She paused beside the threshold.</p> + +<p>"You look yonder," she said, resting her eyes on the stranger crouching +on the threshold. "Are you anything to that man?"</p> + +<p>Silence only answered her.</p> + +<p>"He has no friends," muttered the cripple. "No human being has ever come +to him; and he has been here many months. He will be mad—very soon. I +have seen it before. Those men do not die. Their bodies are too strong. +But their brains go,—look you. And their brains go, and yet they +live—to fourscore and ten many a time—shut up and manacled like wild +beasts."</p> + +<p>Folle-Farine shivered where she crouched in the shadow of the doorway; +she still said nothing.</p> + +<p>The crone mumbled on indifferent of answer, and yet pitiful, gazing into +the chamber.</p> + +<p>"I have watched him often; he is fair to look at—one is never too old +to care for that. All winter, spring, and summer he has lived so +hard;—so cold too and so silent—painting that strange thing yonder. He +looks like a king—he lives like a beggar. The picture was his god:—see +you. And no doubt he has set his soul on fame—men will. All the world +is mad. One day in the springtime it was sent somewhere—that great +thing yonder on the trestles,—to be seen by the world, no doubt. And +whoever its fate lay with would not see any greatness in it, or else no +eyes would look. It came back as it went. No doubt they knew best;—in +the world. That was in the spring of the year. He has been like this +ever since. Walking most nights;—starving most days;—I think. But he +is always silent."</p> + +<p>The speaker raised her wood and went slowly, muttering as she limped +down each steep stair,—</p> + +<p>"There must hang a crown of stars I suppose—somewhere—since so many of +them forever try to reach one. But all they ever get here below is a +crown of straws in a madhouse."</p> + +<p>"The woman says aright," the voice of Sartorian murmured low against her +ear.</p> + +<p>She had forgotten that he was near from the first moment that her eyes +had once more fed themselves upon the face of Arslàn.</p> + +<p>"The woman says aright," he echoed, softly. "This man will perish; his +body may not die, but his brain will—surely. And yet for his life you +would give yours?"</p> + +<p>She looked up with a gleam of incredulous hope; she was yet so ignorant; +she thought there might yet be ways by which one life could buy +another's from the mercy of earth, from the pity of heaven.</p> + +<p>"Ah!" she murmured with a swift soft trembling eagerness. "If the gods +would but remember!—and take me—instead. But they forget—they forget +always."</p> + +<p>He smiled.</p> + +<p>"Ay, truly, the gods forget. But if you would give yourself to death for +him, why not do a lesser thing?—give your beauty, Folle-Farine?"</p> + +<p>A scarlet flush burned her from head to foot. For once she mistook his +meaning. She thought, how could a beauty that he—who perished +there—had scorned, have rarity or grace in those cold eyes, of force or +light enough to lure him from his grave?</p> + +<p>The low melody of the voice in her ear flowed on.</p> + +<p>"See you—what he lacks is only the sinew that gold gives. What he has +done is great. The world rightly seeing must fear it; and fear is the +highest homage the world ever gives. But he is penniless; and he has +many foes; and jealousy can with so much ease thrust aside the greatness +which it fears into obscurity, when that greatness is marred by the +failures and the feebleness of poverty. Genius scorns the power of gold: +it is wrong; gold is the war scythe on its chariot, which mows down the +millions of its foes and gives free passage to the sun-coursers, with +which it leaves those heavenly fields of light for the gross +battle-fields of earth."</p> + +<p>"You were to give that gold," she muttered, in her throat.</p> + +<p>"Nay, not so. I was to set him free: to find his fame or his grave; as +he might. He will soon find one, no doubt. Nay; you would make no bond +with me, Folle-Farine. You scorned my golden pear. Otherwise—how great +they are! That cruel scorn, that burning color, that icelike coldness! +If the world could be brought to see them once aright, the world would +know that no powers greater than these have been among it for many ages. +But who shall force the world to look?—who? It is so deaf, so slow of +foot, so blind, unless the film before its eyes be opened by gold."</p> + +<p>He paused and waited.</p> + +<p>She watched silent on the threshold there.</p> + +<p>The cruel skill of his words cast on her all the weight of this ruin +which they watched.</p> + +<p>Her love must needs be weak, her pledge to the gods must needs be but +imperfectly redeemed, since she, who had bade them let her perish in his +stead, recoiled from the lingering living death of any shame, if such +could save him.</p> + +<p>The sweet voice of Sartorian murmured on:</p> + +<p>"Nay; it were easy. He has many foes. He daunts the world and scourges +it. Men hate him, and thrust him into oblivion. Yet it were easy!—a few +praises to the powerful, a few bribes to the base, and yonder thing once +lifted up in the full light of the world, would make him great—beyond +any man's dispute—forever. I could do it, almost in a day; and he need +never know. But, then, you are not tired, Folle-Farine!"</p> + +<p>She writhed from him, as the doe struck to the ground writhes from the +hounds at her throat.</p> + +<p>"Kill me!" she muttered. "Will not that serve you? Kill me—and save +him!"</p> + +<p>Sartorian smiled.</p> + +<p>"Ah! you are but weak, after all, Folle-Farine. You would die for that +man's single sake,—so you say; and yet it is not him whom you love. It +is yourself. If this passion of yours were great and pure, as you say, +would you pause? Could you ask yourself twice if what you think your +shame would not grow noble and pure beyond all honor, being embraced for +his sake? Nay; you are weak, like all your sex. You would die, so you +say. To say it is easy; but to live, that were harder. You will not +sacrifice yourself—so. And yet it were greater far, Folle-Farine, to +endure for his sake in silence one look of his scorn, than to brave, in +visionary phrase, the thrusts of a thousand daggers, the pangs of a +thousand deaths. Kill you! vain words cost but little. But to save him +by sacrifice that he shall never acknowledge; to reach a heroism which +he shall ever regard as a cowardice; to live and see him pass you by in +cold contempt, while in your heart you shut your secret, and know that +you have given him his soul's desire, and saved the genius in him from a +madman's cell and from a pauper's grave—ah! that is beyond you; beyond +any woman, perhaps. And yet your love seemed great enough almost to +reach such a height as this, I thought."</p> + +<p>He looked at her once, then turned away.</p> + +<p>He left in her soul the barbed sting of remorse. He had made her think +her faith, her love, her strength, her sinless force, were but the +cowardly fruit of cruelest self-love, that dared all things in +words—yet in act failed.</p> + +<p>To save him by any martyrdom of her body or her soul, so she had sworn; +yet now!—Suddenly she seemed base to herself, and timorous, and false.</p> + +<p>When daybreak came fully over the roofs of the city, it found him +senseless, sightless, dying in a garret: the only freedom that he had +reached was the delirious liberty of the brain, which, in its madness, +casts aside all bonds of time and place and memory and reason.</p> + +<p>All the day she watched beside him there, amidst the brazen clangor of +the bells and scream of the rough winds above the roofs.</p> + +<p>In the gloom of the place, the burning color of the great canvas of +Jerusalem glowed in its wondrous pomp and power against all the gray, +cold poverty of the wretched place. And the wanton laughed with her +lover on the housetop; and the thief clutched the rolling gold; and the +children lapped the purple stream of the wasted wine; and the throngs +flocked after the thief, whom they had elected for their god; and ever +and again a stray, flickering ray of light flashed from the gloom of the +desolate chamber, and struck upon it till it glowed like flame;—this +mighty parable, whereby the choice of the people was symbolized for all +time; the choice eternal, which never changes, but forever turns from +all diviner life to grovel in the dust before the Beast.</p> + +<p>The magnificence of thought, the glory of imagination, the radiance of +color which the canvas held, served only to make more naked, more +barren, more hideous the absolute desolation which reigned around. Not +one grace, not one charm, not one consolation, had been left to the life +of the man who had sacrificed all things to the inexorable tyranny of +his genius. Destitution, in its ghastliest and most bitter meaning, was +alone his recompense and portion. Save a few of the tools and pigments +of his art, and a little opium in a broken glass, there was nothing +there to stand between him and utter famine.</p> + +<p>When her eyes had first dwelt upon him lying senseless under the gaze of +the gods, he had not been more absolutely destitute than he was now. The +hard sharp outlines of his fleshless limbs, the sunken temples, the +hollow cheeks, the heavy respiration which spoke each breath a +pang,—all these told their story with an eloquence more cruel than lies +in any words.</p> + +<p>He had dared to scourge the world without gold in his hand wherewith to +bribe it to bear his stripes; and the world had been stronger than he, +and had taken its vengeance, and had cast him here powerless.</p> + +<p>All the day through she watched beside him—watched the dull mute +suffering of stupor, which was only broken by fierce unconscious words +muttered in the unknown tongue of his birth-country. She could give him +no aid, no food, no succor; she was the slave of the poorest of the +poor; she had not upon her even so much as a copper piece to buy a crust +of bread, a stoup of wine, a little cluster of autumn fruit to cool her +burning lips. She had nothing,—she, who in the world of men had dared +to be strong, and to shut her lips, and to keep her hands clean, and her +feet straight; she, whose soul had been closed against the Red Mouse.</p> + +<p>If she had gone down among the dancing throngs, and rioted with them, +and feasted with them, and lived vilely, they would have hung her breast +with gems, and paved her path with gold. That she knew; and she could +have saved him.</p> + +<p>Where she kneeled beside his bed she drew his hands against her +heart,—timidly, lest consciousness should come to him and he should +curse her and drive her thence—and laid her lips on them, and bathed +them in the scorching dew of her hot tears, and prayed him to pardon her +if it had been weakness in her,—if it had been feebleness and self-pity +thus to shrink from any abasement, any vileness, any martyrdom, if such +could have done him service.</p> + +<p>She did not know; she felt astray and blind and full of guilt. It might +be—so she thought—that it was thus the gods had tested her; thus they +had bade her suffer shame to give him glory; thus they had tried her +strength,—and found her wanting.</p> + +<p>Herself, she was so utterly nothing in her own sight, and he was so +utterly all in all; her life was a thing so undesired and so valueless, +and his a thing so great and so measureless in majesty, that it seemed +to her she might have erred in thrusting away infamy, since infamy would +have brought with it gold to serve him.</p> + +<p>Dignity, innocence, strength, pride—what right had she to these, what +title had she to claim them—she who had been less than the dust from +her birth upward?</p> + +<p>To perish for him anyhow—that was all that she had craved in prayer of +the gods. And she watched him now all through the bitter day; watched +him dying of hunger, of fever, of endless desire, of continual +failure,—and was helpless. More helpless even than she had been when +first she had claimed back his life from Thanatos.</p> + +<p>Seven days she watched thus by him amidst the metal clangor of the +bells, amidst the wailing of the autumn winds between the roofs.</p> + +<p>She moistened his lips with a little water; it was all he took. A few +times she left him and stole down amidst the people whom she had served, +and was met by a curse from most of them; for they thought that she +tended some unknown fever which she might bring amidst them, so they +drove her back, and would hear naught of her. A few, more pitiful than +the rest, flung her twice or thrice a little broken bread; she took it +eagerly, and fed on it, knowing that she must keep life in her by some +food, or leave him utterly alone. For him she had laid down all pride; +for him she would have kissed the feet of the basest or sued to the +lowest for alms.</p> + +<p>And when the people—whose debts to her she had often forgiven, and whom +she had once fancied had borne her a little love—drove her from them +with harshest reviling, she answered nothing, but dropped her head and +turned and crept again up the winding stairs to kneel beside his couch +of straw, and wonder, in the bewildered anguish of her aching brain, if +indeed evil were good,—since evil alone could save him.</p> + +<p>Seven days went by; the chimes of the bells blown on the wild autumn +winds in strange bursts of jangled sound; the ceaseless murmur of the +city's crowd surging ever on the silence from the far depths below; +sunrise and moonrise following one another with no change in the +perishing life that she alone guarded, whilst every day the light that +freshly rose upon the world found the picture of the Barabbas, and shone +on the god rejected and the thief adored.</p> + +<p>Every night during those seven days the flutelike voice of her tempter +made its hated music on her ear. It asked always,—</p> + +<p>"Are you tired, Folle-Farine?"</p> + +<p>Her ears were always deaf; her lips were always dumb.</p> + +<p>On the eighth night he paused a little longer by her in the gloom.</p> + +<p>"He dies there," he said, slowly resting his tranquil, musing gaze upon +the bed of straw. "It is a pity. So little would save him still. A +little wine, a little fruit, a little skill,—his soul's desire when his +sense returns. So little—and he would live, and he would be great; and +the secret sins of the Barabbas would scourge the nations, and the +nations, out of very fear and very shame, would lift their voices loud +and hail him prophet and seer."</p> + +<p>Her strength was broken as she heard. She turned and flung herself in +supplication at his feet.</p> + +<p>"So little—so little; and you hold your hand!"</p> + +<p>Sartorian smiled.</p> + +<p>"Nay; you hold your silence, Folle-Farine."</p> + +<p>She did not move; her upraised face spoke without words the passion of +her prayer.</p> + +<p>"Save him!—save him! So little, so you say; and the gods will not +hear."</p> + +<p>"The gods are all dead, Folle-Farine."</p> + +<p>"Save him! You are as a god! Save him!"</p> + +<p>"I am but a mortal, Folle-Farine. Can I open the gates of the tomb, or +close them?"</p> + +<p>"You can save him,—for you have gold."</p> + +<p>He smiled still.</p> + +<p>"Ah! you learn at last that there is but one god! You have been slow to +believe, Folle-Farine!"</p> + +<p>She clung to him; she writhed around him; she kissed with her soilless +lips the base dust at his feet.</p> + +<p>"You hold the keys of the world; you can save the life of his body; you +can give him the life of his soul. You are a beast, a devil, a thing +foul and unclean, and without mercy, and cruel as a lie; and therefore +you are the thing that men follow, and worship, and obey. I know!—I +know! You can save him if you will!"</p> + +<p>She laughed where she was stretched upon the ground, a laugh that stayed +the smile upon his mouth.</p> + +<p>He stooped, and the sweetness of his voice was low and soft as the south +wind.</p> + +<p>"I will save him, if you say that you are tired, Folle-Farine."</p> + +<p>Where she was stretched face downward at his feet she shuddered, as +though the folds of a snake curled round her, and stifled, and slew her +with a touch.</p> + +<p>"I cannot!" she muttered faintly in her throat.</p> + +<p>"Then let him die!" he said; and turned away.</p> + +<p>Once again he smiled.</p> + +<p>The hours passed; she did not move; stretched there, she wrestled with +her agony as the fate-pursued wrestled with their doom on the steps of +the temple, while the dread Eumenides drew round them and +waited—waiting in cold patience for the slow sure end.</p> + +<p>She arose and went to his side as a dying beast in the public roadway +under a blow staggers to its feet to breathe its last.</p> + +<p>"Let him die!" she muttered, with lips dry as the lips of the dead. "Let +him die!"</p> + +<p>Once more the choice was left to her. So men said: and the gods were +dead.</p> + +<p>An old man, with a vulture's eyes and bony fingers, and rags that were +plague-stricken with the poisons of filth and of disease, had followed +and looked at her in the doorway, and kicked her where she lay.</p> + +<p>"He owes me twenty days for the room," he muttered, while his breath +scorched her throat with the fumes of drink. "A debt is a debt. +To-morrow I will take the canvas; it will do to burn. You shiver?—fool! +If you chose, you could fill this garret with gold this very night. But +you love this man, and so you let him perish while you prate of 'shame.' +Oh-ho! that is a woman!"</p> + +<p>He went away through the blackness and the stench, muttering, as he +struck his staff upon each stair,—</p> + +<p>"The picture will feed the stove; the law will give me that."</p> + +<p>She heard and shivered, and looked at the bed of straw, and on the great +canvas of the Barabbas.</p> + +<p>Before another day had come and gone, he would lie in the common ditch +of the poor, and the work of his hand would be withered, as a scroll +withers in a flame.</p> + +<p>If she tried once more? If she sought human pity, human aid? Some +deliverance, some mercy—who could say?—might yet be found, she +thought. The gods were dead; but men,—were they all more wanton than +the snake, more cruel than the scorpion?</p> + +<p>For the first time in seven days she left his side.</p> + +<p>She rose and staggered from the garret, down the stairway, into the +lower stories of the wilderness of wood and stone.</p> + +<p>She traced her way blindly to the places she had known. They closed +their doors in haste, and fled from her in terror.</p> + +<p>They had heard that she had gone to tend some madman, plague-stricken +with some nameless fever; and those wretched lives to life clung +closely, with a frantic lore.</p> + +<p>One woman she stayed, and held with timid, eager bands. Of this woman +she had taken nothing all the summer long in wage for waking her tired +eyes at daybreak.</p> + +<p>"Have pity!" she muttered. "You are poor, indeed, I know; but help me. +He dies there!"</p> + +<p>The woman shook her off, and shrank.</p> + +<p>"Get you gone!" she cried. "My little child will sicken if you breathe +on her!"</p> + +<p>The others said the same, some less harshly, some more harshly. Twice or +thrice they added:</p> + +<p>"You beg of us, and send the jewels back? Go and be wise. Make your +harvest of gold whilst you can. Reap while you may in the yellow fields +with the sharp, sure sickle of youth!"</p> + +<p>Not one among them braved the peril of a touch of pity; not one among +them asked the story of her woe; and when the little children ran to +her, their mothers plucked them back, and cried,—</p> + +<p>"Art mad? She is plague-stricken."</p> + +<p>She went from them in silence, and left them, and passed out into the +open air.</p> + +<p>In all this labyrinth of roofs, in all these human herds, she yet +thought, "Surely there must be some who pity?"</p> + +<p>For even yet she was so young; and even yet she knew the world so +little.</p> + +<p>She went out into the streets.</p> + +<p>Her brain was on fire, and her heart seemed frozen; her lips moved +without sound, and unconsciously shaped the words which night and day +pursued her, "A little gold,—a little gold!"</p> + +<p>So slight a thing, they said, and yet high above reach as Aldebaran, +when it glistened through the storm-wrack of the rain.</p> + +<p>Why could he have not been content—she had been—with the rush of the +winds over the plains, the strife of the flood and the hurricane, the +smell of the fruit-hung ways at night, the cool, green shadows of the +summer woods, the courses of the clouds, the rapture of the keen air +blowing from the sea, the flight of a bird over the tossing poppies, the +day-song of the lark? All these were life enough for her; were freedom, +loveliness, companionship, and solace. Ah, God! she thought, if only +these had made the world of his desires likewise. And even in her +ghastlier grief her heart sickened for them in vain anguish as she +went,—these the pure joys of earth and air which were her only +heritage.</p> + +<p>She went out into the streets.</p> + +<p>It was a night of wind and rain.</p> + +<p>The lamps flickered through the watery darkness. Beggars, and thieves, +and harlots jostled her in the narrow ways.</p> + +<p>"It must be hell,—the hell of the Christians," she muttered, as she +stood alone on the flints of the roads, in the rancid smell, in the +hideous riot, in the ghastly mirth, in the choking stench, in the thick +steam of the darkness, whose few dull gleams of yellow light served to +show the false red on a harlot's cheek, or the bleeding wound on a +crippled horse, or the reeling dance of a drunkard.</p> + +<p>It was the hell of the Christians: in it there was no hope for her.</p> + +<p>She moved on with slow unconscious movement of her limbs; her hair blew +back, her eyes had a pitiless wonder in their vacant stare; her +bloodless face had the horror in it that Greek sculptors gave to the +face of those whom a relentless destiny pursued and hunted down; ever +and again she looked back as she went, as though some nameless, +shapeless, unutterable horror were behind her in her steps.</p> + +<p>The people called her mad, and laughed and hooted her; when they had any +space to think of her at all.</p> + +<p>"A little food, a little wine, for pity's sake," she murmured; for her +own needs she had never asked a crust in charity, but for his,—she +would have kissed the mud from the feet of any creature who would have +had thus much of mercy.</p> + +<p>In answer they only mocked her, some struck her in the palm of her +outstretched hand. Some called her by foul names; some seized her with a +drunken laugh, and cursed her as she writhed from their lewd hold; some, +and these often women, whispered to her of the bagnio and the brothel; +some muttered against her as a thief; one, a youth, who gave her the +gentlest answer that she had, murmured in her ear, "A beggar? with that +face? come tarry with me to-night."</p> + +<p>She went on through the sulphurous yellow glare, and the poisonous steam +of these human styes, shuddering from the hands that grasped, the voices +that wooed her, the looks that ravished her, the laughs that mocked her.</p> + +<p>It was the hell of the Christians: it was a city at midnight; and its +very stones seem to arise and give tongue in her derision and cry, "Oh, +fool, you dreamt of a sacrifice which should be honor; of a death, which +should be release; of a means whereby through you the world should hear +the old songs of the gods? Oh, fool! We are Christians here: and we only +gather the reeds of the river to bruise them and break them, and thrust +them, songless and dead, in the name of our Lord."</p> + +<p>She stumbled on through the narrow ways.</p> + +<p>After a little space they widened, and the lights multiplied, and +through the rushing rains she saw the gay casements of the houses of +pleasure.</p> + +<p>On the gust of wind there came a breath of fragrance from a root of +autumn blossom in a balcony. The old fresh woodland smell smote her as +with a blow; the people in the street looked after her.</p> + +<p>"She is mad," they said to one another, and went onward.</p> + +<p>She came to a broad place, which even in that night of storm was still a +blaze of fire, and seemed to her to laugh through all its marble mask, +and all its million eyes of golden light. A cruel laugh which mocked and +said,—</p> + +<p>"The seven chords of the lyre; who listens, who cares, who has ears to +hear? But the rod of wealth all women kiss, and to its rule all men +crawl; forever. You dreamt to give him immortality?—fool! Give him +gold—give him gold! We are Christians here: and we have but one God."</p> + +<p>Under one of the burning cressets of flame there was a slab of stone on +which were piled, bedded in leaves, all red and gold, with pomp of +autumn, the fruits of the vine in great clear pyramids of white and +purple; tossed there so idly in such profusion from the past +vintage-time, that a copper coin or two could buy a feast for half a +score of mouths. Some of the clusters rotted already from their +over-ripeness.</p> + +<p>She looked at them with the passionate woeful eyes of a dog mad with +thirst, which can see water and yet cannot reach it. She leaned towards +them, she caught their delicious coldness in her burning hands, she +breathed in their old familiar fragrance with quick convulsive breath.</p> + +<p>"He dies there!" she muttered, lifting her face to the eyes of the woman +guarding them. "He dies there; would you give me a little cluster, ever +such a little one, to cool his mouth, for pity's sake?"</p> + +<p>The woman thrust her away, and raised, shrill and sharp through all the +clamor of the crowd, the cry of thief.</p> + +<p>A score of hands were stretched to seize her, only the fleetness of her +feet saved her. She escaped from them, and as a hare flies to her form, +so she fled to the place whence she came.</p> + +<p>She had done all she could; she had made one effort, for his sake; and +all living creatures had repulsed her. None would believe; none would +pity; none would hear. Her last strength was broken, her last faint hope +had failed.</p> + +<p>In her utter wretchedness she ceased to wonder, she ceased to revolt, +she accepted the fate which all men told her was her heritage and +portion.</p> + +<p>"It was I who was mad," she thought; "so mad, so vain, to dream that I +might ever be chosen as the reed was chosen. If I can save him, anyhow, +what matter, what matter for me?"</p> + +<p>She went back to the place where he lay—dying, unless help came to him. +She climbed the stairway, and stole through the foulness and the +darkness of the winding ways, and retraced her steps, and stood upon his +threshold.</p> + +<p>She had been absent but one hour; yet already the last, most abject, +most wretched penalty of death had come to him. They robbed him in his +senselessness.</p> + +<p>The night was wet. The rain dropped through the roof. The rats fought +on the floor and climbed the walls. The broken lattice blew to and fro +with every gust of wind.</p> + +<p>A palsied crone, with ravenous hands, sheared the locks of his fair +hair, muttering, "They will fetch a stoup of brandy; and they would take +them to-morrow in the dead-house."</p> + +<p>The old man who owned the garret crammed into a wallet such few things +of metal, or of wood, or of paper as were left in the utter poverty of +the place, muttering, as he gathered the poor shreds of art, "They will +do to burn; they will do to burn. At sunrise I will get help and carry +the great canvas down."</p> + +<p>The rats hurried to their holes at the light; the hag let fall her +shears, and fled through an opening in the wall.</p> + +<p>The old man looked up and smiled with a ghastly leer upon her in the +shadows.</p> + +<p>"To-morrow I will have the great canvas," he said, as he passed out, +bearing his wallet with him. "And the students will give me a silver +bit, for certain, for that fine corpse of his. It will make good work +for their knives and their moulding-clay. And he will be dead +to-morrow;—dead, dead."</p> + +<p>And he grinned in her eyes as he passed her. A shiver shook her; she +said nothing; it seemed to her as though she would never speak again.</p> + +<p>She set down her lamp, and crossed the chamber, and kneeled beside the +straw that made his bed.</p> + +<p>She was quite calm.</p> + +<p>She knew that the world gave her one chance—one only. She knew that men +alone reigned, and that the gods were dead.</p> + +<p>She flung herself beside him on the straw and wound her arms about him, +and laid his head to rest upon her heart; one moment—he would never +know.</p> + +<p>Between them there would be forever silence. He would never know.</p> + +<p>Greatness would come to him, and the dominion of gold; and the work of +his hands would pass amidst the treasures of the nations; and he would +live and arise and say, "The desire of my heart is mine;"—and yet he +would never know that one creature had so loved him that she had +perished more horribly than by death to save him.</p> + +<p>If he lived to the uttermost years of man, he would never know how, body +and soul, she had passed away to destruction for his sake.</p> + +<p>To die with him!</p> + +<p>She laughed to think how sweet and calm such sacrifice as that had been.</p> + +<p>Amidst the folded lilies, on the white waters, as the moon rose,—she +laughed to think how she had sometimes dreamed to slay herself in such +tender summer peace for him. That was how women perished whom men loved, +and loved enough to die with them, their lips upon each other's to the +last. But she——</p> + +<p>Death in peace; sacrifice in honor; a little memory in a human heart; a +little place in a great hereafter; these were things too noble for +her—so they said.</p> + +<p>A martyrdom in shame; a life in ignominy—these were all to which she +might aspire—so they said.</p> + +<p>Upon his breast women would sink to sleep; among his hair their hands +would wander, and on his mouth their sighs would spend themselves. Shut +in the folded leaves of the unblossomed years some dreams of passion and +some flower of love must lie for him—that she knew.</p> + +<p>She loved him with that fierce and envious force which grudged the wind +its privilege to breathe upon his lips, the earth its right to bear his +footsteps, which was forever jealous of the mere echo of his voice, +avaricious of the mere touch of his hand. And when she gave him to the +future, she gave him to other eyes, that would grow blind with passion, +meeting his; to other forms, that would burn with sweetest shame beneath +his gaze; to other lives, whose memories would pass with his to the +great Hereafter, made immortal by his touch: all these she gave, she +knew.</p> + +<p>Almost it was stronger than her strength. Almost she yielded to the +desire which burned in her to let him die,—and die there with him,—and +so hold him forever hers, and not the world's; his and none other's in +the eternal union of the grave, so that with hers his beauty should be +consumed, and so that with hers his body should be shut from human +sight, and the same corruption feed together on their hearts.</p> + +<p>Almost she yielded; but the greatness of her love was stronger than its +vileness, and its humility was more perfect than its cruelty.</p> + +<p>It seemed to her—mad, and bruised, and stunned with her misery—that +for a thing so worthless and loveless and despised as she to suffer +deadliest shame to save a life so great as his was, after all, a fate +more noble than she could have hoped. For her—what could it matter?—a +thing baser than the dust,—whether the feet of men trampled her in +scorn a little more, a little less, before she sank away into the +eternal night wherein all things are equal and all things forgotten.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2>CHAPTER XV.</h2> + + +<p>That night the moon found the Red Mouse, and said,—</p> + +<p>"Did I not declare aright? Over every female thing you are +victorious—soon or late?"</p> + +<p>But the Red Mouse answered,—</p> + +<p>"Nay, not so. For the soul still is closed against me; and the soul +still is pure. But this men do not see, and women cannot know;—they are +so blind."</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2>CHAPTER XVI.</h2> + + +<p>Ere another year had been fully born, the world spoke in homage and in +wonder of two things.</p> + +<p>The one, a genius which had suddenly arisen in its midst, and taken +vengeance for the long neglect of bitter years, and scourged the world +with pitiless scorn until, before this mighty struggle which it had +dared once to deride and to deny, it crouched trembling; and wondered +and did homage; and said in fear, "Truly this man is great, and truth is +terrible."</p> + +<p>The other,—the bodily beauty of a woman; a beauty rarely seen in open +day, but only in the innermost recesses of a sensualist's palace; a +creature barefooted, with chains of gold about her ankles, and loose +white robes which showed each undulation of the perfect limbs, and on +her breast the fires of a knot of opal; a creature in whose eyes there +was one changeless look, as of some desert beast taken from the freedom +of the air and cast to the darkness of some unutterable horror; a +creature whose lips were forever mute, mute as the tortured lips of +Læna.</p> + +<p>One day the man whom the nations at last had crowned, saw the creature +whom it was a tyrant's pleasure to place beside him now and then, in the +public ways, as a tribune of Rome placed in his chariot of triumph the +vanquished splendor of some imperial thing of Asia made his slave.</p> + +<p>Across the clear hot light of noon the eyes of Arslàn fell on hers for +the first time since they had looked on her amidst the pale poppies, in +the noonrise, in the fields.</p> + +<p>They smiled on her with a cold, serene, ironic scorn.</p> + +<p>"So soon?" he murmured, and passed onward, whilst the people made way +for him in homage.</p> + +<p>He had his heart's desire. He was great. He only smiled to think—all +women were alike.</p> + +<p>Her body shrank, her head dropped, as though a knife were thrust into +her breast.</p> + +<p>But her lips kept their silence to the last. They were so strong, they +were so mute; they did not even once cry out against him, "For thy +sake!"</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2>CHAPTER XVII.</h2> + + +<p>In the springtime of the year three gods watched by the river.</p> + +<p>The golden willows blew in the low winds; the waters came and went; the +moon rose full and cold over a silvery stream; the reeds sighed in the +silence. Two winters had drifted by, and one hot, drowsy summer; and all +the white still shapes upon the walls of the granary already had been +slain by the cold breath of Time. The green weeds waved in the empty +casements; the chance-sown seeds of thistles and of bell-flowers were +taking leaf between the square stones of the paven floors; on the +deserted threshold lichens and brambles climbed together; the filmy ooze +of a rank vegetation stole over the loveliness of Persephone and +devoured one by one the immortal offspring of Zeus; about the feet of +the bound sun-king in Phæros and over the calm serene mockery of Hermes' +smile the gray nets of the spiders' webs had been woven to and fro, +around and across, with the lacing of a million threads, as Fate weaves +round the limbs and covers the eyes of mortals as they stumble blindly +from their birthplace to their grave. All things, the damp and the dust, +the frost and the scorch, the newts and the rats, the fret of the +flooded water, and the stealing sure inroad of the mosses that +everywhere grew from the dews and the fogs had taken and eaten, in +hunger or sport, or had touched and thieved from, then left gangrened +and ruined.</p> + +<p>The three gods alone remained, who, being the sons of eternal night, are +unharmed and unaltered by any passage of the years of earth,—the only +gods who never bend beneath the yoke of Time, but unblenchingly behold +the nations wither as uncounted leaves, and the lands and the seas +change places, and the cities and the empires pass away as a tale that +is told, and the deities that are worshiped in the temples change name +and attributes and cultus at the wanton will of the age that begat them.</p> + +<p>In the still, cold moonlit air they stand together hand in band, looking +outward through the white night-mists. Other gods perished with the +faith of each age as it changed; other gods, lived by the breath of +men's lips, the tears of prayer, the smoke of sacrifice; but they—their +empire is the universe. In every young soul that leaps into the light of +life, rejoicing blindly, Oneiros has dominion, and he alone. In every +creature that breathes, from the conqueror resting on a field of blood +to the nest-bird cradled in its bed of leaves, Hypnos holds a +sovereignty which nothing mortal can long resist and live. And +Thanatos—to him belongs every created thing, past, present, and to +come; beneath his foot all generations lie, and in the hollow of his +hand he holds the worlds. Though the earth be tenantless, and the +heavens sunless, and the planets shrivel in their courses, and the +universe be desolate in an endless night, yet through the eternal +darkness Thanatos still will reign, and through its eternal solitudes he +alone will wander and he still behold his work.</p> + +<p>Deathless as themselves, their shadows stood; and the worm and the +lizard and the newt left them alone and dared not wind about their calm +clear brows, and dared not steal to touch the roses at their +lips,—knowing that ere the birth of the worlds these were, and when the +worlds shall have perished they still will reign on,—the slow, sure, +soundless, changeless ministers of an eternal rest, of an eternal +oblivion.</p> + +<p>A little light strayed in from the gray skies, pale as the +primrose-flowers that grow among the reeds upon the shore, and found its +way to them trembling, and shone in the far-seeing depths of their +unfathomable eyes.</p> + +<p>To eyes which spake and said: "Sleep, Dreams, and Death;—we are the +only gods that answer prayer."</p> + +<p>With the faint gleam of the tender evening light there came across the +threshold a human form, barefooted, bareheaded, with broken links of +golden chains gleaming here and there upon her limbs, with white robes +hanging heavily, soaked with dews and rains; with sweet familiar smells +of night-born blossoms, of wet leaves, of budding palm-boughs, of rich +dark seed-sown fields, and the white flower-foam of orchards shedding +their fragrance from about her as she moved.</p> + +<p>Her face was bloodless as the faces of the gods; her eyes had a look of +blindness, her lips were close-locked together; her feet stumbled often, +yet her path was straight.</p> + +<p>She had hidden by day, she had fled by night; all human creatures had +scattered from her path, in terror of her as of some unearthly thing: +she had made her way blindly yet surely through the sweet cool air, +through the shadows and the grasses, through the sighing sounds of +bells, through the leafy ways, through the pastures where the herds were +sleeping, through the daffodils blowing in the shallow brooks;—through +all the things for which her life had been athirst so long and which she +reached too late,—too late for any coolness of sweet grass beneath her +limbs to give her rest; too late for any twilight song of missel-thrush +or merle to touch her dumb dead heart to music; too late for any kiss of +clustering leaves to heal the blistering shame that burned upon her lips +and withered all their youth. And yet she loved them,—loved them never +yet more utterly than now when she came back to them, as Persephone to +the pomegranate-flowers of hell.</p> + +<p>She crossed the threshold, whilst the reeds that grew in the water by +the steps bathed her feet and blew together softly against her limbs, +sorrowing for this life so like their own, which had dreamed of the +songs of the gods and had only heard the hiss of the snakes.</p> + +<p>She fell at the feet of Thanatos. The bonds of her silence were +loosened; the lips dumb so long for love's sake found voice and cried +out:</p> + +<p>"How long?—how long? Wilt thou never take pity, and stoop, and +say, 'Enough'? I have kept faith, I have kept silence, to the end. The +gods know. My life for his; my soul for his: so I said. So I have given. +I would not have it otherwise. Nay,—I am glad, I am content, I am +strong. See,—I have never spoken. The gods have let me perish in his +stead. Nay, I suffer nothing. What can it matter—for me? Nay, I thank +thee that thou hast given my vileness to be the means of his glory. He +is immortal, and I am less than the dust:—what matter? He must not +know; he must never know; and one day I might be weak, or mad, and +speak. Take me whilst still I am strong. A little while agone, in the +space in the crowds he saw me. 'So soon?' he said,—and smiled. And yet +I live! Keep faith with me; keep faith—at last. Slay me +now,—quickly,—for pity's sake! Just once,—I speak."</p> + +<p>Thanatos, in answer, laid his hand upon her lips, and sealed them, and +their secret with them, mute, for evermore.</p> + +<p>She had been faithful to the end.</p> + +<p>To such a faith there is no recompense, of men or of the gods, save only +death. On the shores of the river the winds swept through the reeds, +and, sighing amidst them, mourned, saying, "A thing as free as we are, +and as fair as the light, has perished; a thing whose joys were made, +like ours, from song of the birds, from sight of the sun, from sound of +the waters, from smell of the fields, from the tossing spray of the +white fruit-boughs, from the play of the grasses at sunrise, from all +the sweet and innocent liberties of earth and air. She has perished as a +trampled leaf, as a broken shell, as a rose that falls in the public +ways, as a star that is cast down on an autumn night. She has died as +the dust dies, and none sorrow. What matter?—what matter? Men are wise, +and gods are just,—they say."</p> + +<p>The moon shone cold and clear. The breath of the wild thyme was sweet +upon the air. The leaves blew together murmuring. The shadows of the +clouds were dark upon the stream. She lay dead at the feet of the Sons +of Night.</p> + +<p>The Red Mouse sat without, and watched, and said, "To the end she hath +escaped me." The noisome creatures of the place stole away trembling; +the nameless things begotten by loneliness and gloom glided to their +holes as though afraid; the blind newts crept into the utter darkness +afar off; the pure cool winds alone hovered near her, and moved her +hair, and touched her limbs with all the fragrance of forest and plain, +of the pure young year and the blossoming woodlands, of the green +garden-ways and the silvery sea. The lives of the earth and the air and +the waters alone mourned for this life which was gone from amidst them, +free even in basest bondage, pure though every hand had cast defilement +on it, incorrupt through all corruption—for love's sake.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2>CHAPTER XVIII.</h2> + + +<p>In the springtime of the year three reapers cut to the roots the reeds +that grew by the river.</p> + +<p>They worked at dawn of day: the skies were gray and dark; the still and +misty current flowed in with a full tide; the air was filled with the +scent of white fruit-blossoms; in the hush of the daybreak the song of a +lark thrilled the silence; under the sweep of the steel the reeds fell.</p> + +<p>Resting from their labors, with the rushes slain around them, they, +looking vacantly through the hollow casements, saw her body lying there +at the feet of the gods of oblivion.</p> + +<p>At first they were shaken and afraid. Then the gleam of the gold upon +her limbs awakened avarice; and avarice was more powerful than fear. +They waded through the rushes and crossed the threshold, and, venturing +within, stood looking on her in awe and wonder, then timorously touched +her, and turned her face to the faint light. Then they said that she was +dead.</p> + +<p>"It is that evil thing come back upon us!" they muttered to one another, +and stood looking at one another, and at her, afraid.</p> + +<p>They spoke in whispers; they were very fearful; it was still twilight.</p> + +<p>"It were a righteous act to thrust her in a grave," they murmured to one +another at the last,—and paused.</p> + +<p>"Ay, truly," they agreed. "Otherwise she may break the bonds of the +tomb, and rise again, and haunt us always: who can say? But the +gold——"</p> + +<p>And then they paused again.</p> + +<p>"It were a sin," one murmured,—"it were a sin to bury the pure good +gold in darkness. Even if it came from hell——"</p> + +<p>"The priests will bless it for us," answered the other twain.</p> + +<p>Against the reddening skies the lark was singing.</p> + +<p>The three reapers waited a little, still afraid, then hastily, as men +slaughter a thing they dread may rise against them, they stripped the +white robes from her and drew off the anklets of gold from her feet, and +the chains of gold that were riven about her breast and limbs. When they +had stripped her body bare, they were stricken with a terror of the dead +whom they thus violated with their theft; and, being consumed with +apprehension lest any, as the day grew lighter, should pass by there and +see what they had done, they went out in trembling haste, and together +dug deep down into the wet sands, where the reeds grew, and dragged her +still warm body unshrouded to the air, and thrust it down there into its +nameless grave, and covered it, and left it to the rising of the tide.</p> + +<p>Then with the gold they hurried to their homes.</p> + +<p>The waters rose and washed smooth the displaced soil, and rippled in a +sheet of silver as the sun rose over the place, and effaced all traces +of their work, so that no man knew this thing which they had done.</p> + +<p>In her death, as in her life, she was friendless and alone; and none +avenged her.</p> + +<p>The reeds blew together by the river, now red in the daybreak, now white +in the moonrise; and the winds sighed through them wearily, for they +were songless, and the gods were dead.</p> + +<p>The seasons came and went; the waters rose and sank; in the golden +willows the young birds made music with their wings; the soft-footed +things of brake and brush stole down through the shade of the leaves and +drank at the edge of the shore, and fled away; the people passed down +the slow current of the stream with lily sheaves of the blossoming +spring, with ruddy fruitage of the summer woods, with yellow harvest of +the autumn fields,—passed singing, smiting the frail songless as they +went.</p> + +<p>But none paused there.</p> + +<p>For Thanatos alone knew,—Thanatos, who watched by day and night the +slain reeds sigh, fruitless and rootless, on the empty air,—Thanatos, +who by the cold sad patience of his gaze spoke, saying,—</p> + +<p>"I am the only pity of the world. And even I—to every mortal thing I +come too early or too late."</p> + + +<h3>THE END.</h3> + +<hr style="width: 45%;" /> + +<p class="center">Transcriber's Note: Hyphen variations left as printed.</p> + +<hr style="width: 45%;" /> + +<h2><span class="smcap">Ouida's Works.</span></h2> + + +<p class="center"><span class="smcap">Granville de Vigne</span></p> + +<p class="center"><span class="smcap">Strathmore</span></p> + +<p class="center"><span class="smcap">Chandos</span></p> + +<p class="center"><span class="smcap">Idalia</span></p> + +<p class="center"><span class="smcap">Under Two Flags</span></p> + +<p class="center"><span class="smcap">Tricotrin</span></p> + +<p class="center"><span class="smcap">Puck</span></p> + +<p class="center"><span class="smcap">Cecil Castlemaine's Gage</span></p> + +<p class="center"><span class="smcap">Randolph Gordon</span></p> + +<p class="center"><span class="smcap">Beatrice Boville</span></p> + +<p>These Novels are universally acknowledged to be the most powerful and +fascinating works of fiction which the present century, so prolific in +light reading, has produced.</p> + + + + + + + + + +<pre> + + + + + +End of the Project Gutenberg EBook of Folle-Farine, by Ouida + +*** END OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK FOLLE-FARINE *** + +***** This file should be named 39745-h.htm or 39745-h.zip ***** +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: + http://www.gutenberg.org/3/9/7/4/39745/ + +Produced by David Edwards, Mary Meehan and the Online +Distributed Proofreading Team at http://www.pgdp.net (This +book was produced from scanned images of public domain +material from the Google Print project.) + + +Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed. + +Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. 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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: Folle-Farine + +Author: Ouida + +Release Date: May 20, 2012 [EBook #39745] +[Last updated: November 24, 2012] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ASCII + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK FOLLE-FARINE *** + + + + +Produced by David Edwards, Mary Meehan and the Online +Distributed Proofreading Team at http://www.pgdp.net (This +book was produced from scanned images of public domain +material from the Google Print project.) + + + + + + + + + + FOLLE-FARINE. + + By OUIDA, + + AUTHOR OF "STRATHMORE," "CHANDOS," "IDALIA," "TRICOTRIN," "PUCK," + "GRANVILLE DE VIGNE," "UNDER TWO FLAGS," ETC. + + "Un gazetier fumeux qui se croit au flambeau + Dit au pauvre qu'il a noye dans les tenebres: + Ou donc l'apercois-tu ce Createur du Beau? + Ce Redresseur que tu celebres!" + + BAUDELAIRE. + + + PHILADELPHIA + J. B. LIPPINCOTT & CO. + 1871. + + Entered according to Act of Congress, in the year 1871, by + + J. B. LIPPINCOTT & CO., + + In the Office of the Librarian of Congress at Washington. + + + + + A + LA MEMOIRE + D'INGRES, + PEINTRE-POETE. + + + + +FOLLE-FARINE. + + + + +BOOK I. + + + + +CHAPTER I. + + +Not the wheat itself; not even so much as the chaff; only the dust from +the corn. The dust which no one needs or notices; the mock farina which +flies out from under the two revolving circles of the grindstones; the +impalpable cloud which goes forth to gleam golden in the sun a moment, +and then is scattered--on the wind, into the water, up in the sunlight, +down in the mud. What matters? who cares? + +Only the dust: a mote in the air; a speck in the light; a black spot in +the living daytime; a colorless atom in the immensity of the atmosphere, +borne up one instant to gleam against the sky, dropped down the next to +lie in a fetid ditch. + +Only the dust: the dust that flows out from between the grindstones, +grinding exceeding hard and small, as the religion which calls itself +Love avers that its God does grind the world. + +"It is a nothing, less than nothing. The stones turn; the dust is born; +it has a puff of life; it dies. Who cares? No one. Not the good God; not +any man; not even the devil. It is a thing even devil-deserted. Ah, it +is very like you," said the old miller, watching the millstones. + +Folle-Farine heard--she had heard a hundred times,--and held her peace. + +Folle-Farine: the dust; only the dust. + +As good a name as any other for a nameless creature. The +dust,--sharp-winnowed and rejected of all, as less worthy than even the +shred husks and the shattered stalks. + +Folle-Farine,--she watched the dust fly in and out all day long from +between the grindstones. She only wondered why, if she and the dust were +thus kindred and namesakes, the wind flew away with the dust so +mercifully, and yet never would fly away with her. + +The dust was carried away by the breeze, and wandered wherever it +listed. The dust had a sweet, short, summer-day life of its own ere it +died. If it were worthless, it at least was free. It could lie in the +curl of a green leaf, or on the white breast of a flower. It could +mingle with the golden dust in a lily, and almost seem to be one with +it. It could fly with the thistle-down, and with the feathers of the +dandelion, on every roving wind that blew. + +In a vague dreamy fashion, the child wondered why the dust was so much +better dealt with than she was. + +"Folle-Farine! Folle--Folle--Folle--Farine!" the other children hooted +after her, echoing the name by which the grim humor of her +bitter-tongued taskmaster had called her. She had got used to it, and +answered to it as others to their birthnames. + +It meant that she was a thing utterly useless, absolutely worthless; the +very refuse of the winnowings of the flail of fate. But she accepted +that too, so far as she understood it; she only sometimes wondered in a +dull fierce fashion why, if she and the dust were sisters, the dust had +its wings while she had none. + +All day long the dust flew in and out and about as it liked, through the +open doors, and among the tossing boughs, and through the fresh cool +mists, and down the golden shafts of the sunbeams; and all day long she +stayed in one place and toiled, and was first beaten and then cursed, or +first cursed and then beaten,--which was all the change that her life +knew. For herself, she saw no likeness betwixt her and the dust; for +that escaped from the scourge and flew forth, but she abode under the +flail, always. + +Nevertheless, Folle-Farine was all the name she knew. + +The great black wheel churned and circled in the brook water, and +lichens and ferns and mosses made lovely all the dark, shadowy, silent +place; the red mill roof gleamed in the sun, under a million summer +leaves; the pigeons came and went all day in and out of their holes in +the wall; the sweet scents of ripening fruits in many orchards filled +the air; the great grindstones turned and turned and turned, and the +dust floated forth to dance with the gnat and to play with the sunbeam. + +Folle-Farine sat aloft, on the huge, black, wet timbers above the wheel, +and watched with her thoughtful eyes, and wondered again, after her own +fashion, why her namesake had thus liberty to fly forth whilst she had +none. + +Suddenly a shrill, screaming voice broke the stillness savagely. + +"Little devil!" cried the miller, "go fetch me those sacks, and carry +them within, and pile them; neatly, do you hear? Like the piles of stone +in the road." + +Folle-Farine swung down from the timbers in obedience to the command, +and went to the heap of sacks that lay outside the mill; small sacks, +most of them; all of last year's flour. + +There was an immense gladiolus growing near, in the mill-garden, where +they were; a tall flower all scarlet and gold, and straight as a palm, +with bees sucking into its bells, and butterflies poising on its stem. +She stood a moment looking at its beauty; she was scarce any higher than +its topmost bud, and was in her way beautiful, something after its +fashion. She was a child of six or eight years, with limbs moulded like +sculpture, and brown as the brook water; great lustrous eyes, half +savage and half soft; a mouth like a red pomegranate bud, and straight +dark brows--the brows of the friezes of Egypt. + +Her only clothing was a short white linen kirtle, knotted around her +waist, and falling to her knees; and her skin was burned, by exposure in +the sun, to a golden-brown color, though in texture it was soft as +velvet, and showed all the veins like glass. Standing there in the deep +grass, with the great scarlet flower against her, and purple butterflies +over her head, an artist would have painted her and called her by a +score of names, and described for her some mystical or noble fate: as +Anteros, perhaps, or as the doomed son of Procne, or as some child born +to the Forsaken in the savage forests of Naxos, or conceived by +Persephone, in the eternal night of hell, while still the earth lay +black and barren and fruitless, under the ban and curse of a bereaved +maternity. + +But here she had only one name, Folle-Farine; and here she had only to +labor drearily and stupidly like the cattle of the field; without their +strength, and with barely so much even as their scanty fare and +begrudged bed. + +The sunbeams that fell on her might find out that she had a beauty which +ripened and grew rich under their warmth, like that of a red flower bud +or a golden autumn fruit. But nothing else ever did. In none of the eyes +that looked on her had she any sort of loveliness. She was Folle-Farine; +a little wicked beast that only merited at best a whip and a cruel word, +a broken crust and a malediction; a thing born of the devil, and out of +which the devil needed to be scourged incessantly. + +The sacks were all small; they were the property of the peasant +proprietors of the district,--a district of western Normandy. But though +small they were heavy in proportion to her age and power. She lifted +one, although with effort, yet with the familiarity of an accustomed +action; poised it on her back, clasped it tight with her round slender +arms, and carried it slowly through the open door of the mill. That one +put down upon the bricks, she came for a second,--a third,--a fourth,--a +fifth,--a sixth, working doggedly, patiently and willingly, as a little +donkey works. + +The sacks were in all sixteen; before the seventh she paused. + +It was a hot day in mid-August: she was panting and burning with the +exertion; the bloom in her cheeks had deepened to scarlet; she stood a +moment, resting, bathing her face in the sweet coolness of a white tall +tuft of lilies. + +The miller looked round where he worked, among his beans and cabbages, +and saw. + +"Little mule! Little beast!" he cried. "Would you be lazy--you!--who +have no more right to live at all than an eft, or a stoat, or a toad?" + +And as he spoke he came toward her. He had caught up a piece of rope +with which he had been about to tie his tall beans to a stake, and he +struck the child with it. The sharp cord bit the flesh cruelly, curling +round her bare chest and shoulders, and leaving a livid mark. + +She quivered a little, but she said nothing; she lifted her head and +looked at him, and dropped her hands to her sides. Her great eyes glowed +fiercely; her red curling lips shut tight; her straight brows drew +together. + +"Little devil! Will you work now?" said the miller. "Do you think you +are to stand in the sun and smell at flowers--you? Pouf-f-f!" + +Folle-Farine did not move. + +"Pick up the sacks this moment, little brute," said the miller. "If you +stand still a second before they are all housed, you shall have as many +stripes as there are sacks left untouched. Oh-he, do you hear?" + +She heard, but she did not move. + +"Do you hear?" he pursued. "As many strokes as there are sacks, little +wretch. Now--I will give you three moments to choose. One!" + +Folle-Farine still stood mute and immovable, her head erect, her arms +crossed on her chest. A small, slender, bronze-hued, half-nude figure +among the ruby hues of the gladioli and the pure snowlike whiteness of +the lilies. + +"Two!" + +She stood in the same attitude, the sacks lying untouched at her feet, a +purple-winged butterfly lighting on her head. + +"Three!" + +She was still mute; still motionless. + +He seized her by the shoulder with one hand, and with the other lifted +the rope. + +It curled round her breast and back, again and again and again; she +shuddered, but she did not utter a single cry. He struck her the ten +times; with the same number of strokes as there remained sacks +uncarried. He did not exert any great strength, for had he used his +uttermost he would have killed her, and she was of value to him; but he +scourged her with a merciless exactitude in the execution of his threat, +and the rope was soon wet with drops of her bright young blood. + +The noonday sun fell golden all around; the deep sweet peace of the +silent country reigned everywhere; the pigeons fled to and fro in and +out of their little arched homes; the millstream flowed on, singing a +pleasant song; now and then a ripe apricot dropped with a low sound on +the turf; close about was all the radiance of summer flowers; of heavy +rich roses, of yellow lime tufts, of sheaves of old-fashioned comely +phlox, and all the delicate shafts of the graceful lilies. And in the +warmth the child shuddered under the scourge; against the light the +black rope curled like a serpent darting to sting; among the sun-fed +blossoms there fell a crimson stain. + +But never a word had she uttered. She endured to the tenth stroke in +silence. + +He flung the cord aside among the grass. "Daughter of devils!--what +strength the devil gives!" he muttered. + +Folle-Farine said nothing. Her face was livid, her back bruised and +lacerated, her eyes still glanced with undaunted scorn and untamed +passion. Still she said nothing; but, as his hand released her, she +darted as noiselessly as a lizard to the water's edge, set her foot on +the lowest range of the woodwork, and in a second leaped aloft to the +highest point, and seated herself astride on that crossbar of black +timber on which she had been throned when he had summoned her first, +above the foam of the churning wheels, and in the deepest shadow of +innumerable leaves. + +Then she lifted up a voice as pure, as strong, as fresh as the voice of +a mavis in May-time, and sang, with reckless indifference, a stave of +song in a language unknown to any of the people of that place; a loud +fierce air, with broken words of curious and most dulcet melody, which +rang loud and defiant, yet melancholy, even in their rebellion, through +the foliage, and above the sound of the loud mill water. + +"It is a chant to the foul fiend," the miller muttered to himself. +"Well, why does he not come and take his own? he would be welcome to +it." + +And he went and sprinkled holy water on his rope, and said an ave or two +over it to exorcise it. + +Every fiber of her childish body ached and throbbed; the stripes on her +shoulders burned like flame; her little brain was dizzy; her little +breast was black with bruises; but still she sang on, clutching the +timber with her hands to keep her from falling into the foam below, and +flashing her fierce proud eyes down through the shade of the leaves. + +"Can one never cut the devil out of her?" muttered the miller, going +back to his work among the beans. + +After awhile the song ceased; the pain she suffered stifled her voice +despite herself; she felt giddy and sick, but she sat there still in the +shadow, holding on by the jutting woodwork, and watching the water foam +and eddy below. + +The hours went away; the golden day died; the grayness of evening stole +the glow from the gladioli and shut up the buds of the roses; the great +lilies gleamed but the whiter in the dimness of twilight; the vesper +chimes were rung from the cathedral two leagues away over the fields. + +The miller stopped the gear of the mill; the grindstones and the +water-wheels were set at rest; the peace of the night came down; the +pigeons flew to roost in their niches; but the sacks still lay unearned +on the grass, and a spider had found time to spin his fairy ropes about +them. + +The miller stood on his threshold, and looked up at her where she sat +aloft in the dusky shades of the leaves. + +"Come down and carry these sacks, little brute," he said. "If not--no +supper for you to-night." + +Folle-Farine obeyed him and came down from the huge black pile slowly, +her bands crossed behind her back, her head erect, her eyes glancing +like the eyes of a wild hawk. + +She walked straight past the sacks, across the dew-laden turf, through +the tufts of the lilies, and so silently into the house. + +The entrance was a wide kitchen, paved with blue and white tiles, clean +as a watercress, filled with the pungent odor of dried herbs, and +furnished with brass pots and pans, with walnut presses, and with +pinewood trestles, and with strange little quaint pictures and images of +saints. On one of the trestles were set a jug of steaming milk, some +rolls of black bread, and a big dish of stewed cabbages. At the meal +there was already seated a lean, brown, wrinkled, careworn old +serving-woman, clad in the blue-gray kirtle and the white head-gear of +Normandy. + +The miller stayed the child at the threshold. + +"Little devil--not a bit nor drop to-night if you do not carry the +sacks." + +Folle-Farine said nothing, but moved on, past the food on the board, +past the images of the saints, past the high lancet window, through +which the moonlight had begun to stream, and out at the opposite door. + +There she climbed a steep winding stairway on to which that door had +opened, pushed aside a little wooden wicket, entered a loft in the roof, +loosened the single garment that she wore, shook it off from her, and +plunged into the fragrant mass of daisied hay and of dry orchard mosses +which served her as a bed. Covered in these, and curled like a dormouse +in its nest, she clasped her hands above her head and sought to forget +in sleep her hunger and her wounds. She was well used to both. + +Below there was a crucifix, with a bleeding god upon it; there was a +little rudely-sculptured representation of the Nativity; there was a +wooden figure of St. Christopher; a portrait of the Madonna, and many +other symbols of the church. But the child went to her bed without a +prayer on her lips, and with a curse on her head and bruises on her +body. + +Sleep, for once, would not come to her. She was too hurt and sore to be +able to lie without pain; the dried grasses, so soft to her usually, +were like thorns beneath the skin that still swelled and smarted from +the stripes of the rope. She was feverish; she tossed and turned in +vain; she suffered too much to be still; she sat up and stared with her +passionate wistful eyes at the leaves that were swaying against the +square casement in the wall, and the moonbeam that shone so cold and +bright across her bed. + +She listened, all her senses awake, to the noises of the house. They +were not many: a cat's mew, a mouse's scratch, the click-clack of the +old woman's step, the shrill monotony of the old man's voice, these were +all. After awhile even these ceased; the wooden shoes clattered up the +wooden stairs, the house became quite still; there was only in the +silence the endless flowing murmur of the water breaking against the +motionless wheels of the mill. + +Neither man nor woman had come near to bring her anything to eat or +drink. She had heard them muttering their prayers before they went to +rest, but no hand unlatched her door. She had no disappointment, because +she had had no hope. + +She had rebellion, because Nature had implanted it in her; but she went +no further. She did not know what it was to hope. She was only a young +wild animal, well used to blows, and drilled by them, but not tamed. + +As soon as the place was silent, she got out of her nest of grass, +slipped on her linen skirt, and opened her casement--a small square hole +in the wall, and merely closed by a loose deal shutter, with a hole cut +in it scarcely bigger than her head. A delicious sudden rush of summer +air met her burning face; a cool cluster of foliage hit her a soft blow +across the eyes as the wind stirred it. They were enough to allure her. + +Like any other young cub of the woods, she had only two instincts--air +and liberty. + +She thrust herself out of the narrow window with the agility that only +is born of frequent custom, and got upon the shelving thatch of a shed +that sloped a foot or so below, slid down the roof, and swung herself by +the jutting bricks of the outhouse wall on to the grass. The housedog, a +brindled mastiff, that roamed loose all night about the mill, growled +and sprang at her; then, seeing who she was, put up his gaunt head and +licked her face, and turned again to resume the rounds of his vigilant +patrol. + +Ere he went, she caught and kissed him, closely and fervently, without +a word. The mastiff was the only living thing that did not hate her; she +was grateful, in a passionate, dumb, unconscious fashion. Then she took +to her feet, ran as swiftly as she could along the margin of the water, +and leaped like a squirrel into the wood, on whose edge the mill-house +stood. + +Once there she was content. + +The silence, the shadows, the darkness where the trees stood thick, the +pale quivering luminance of the moon, the mystical eerie sounds that +fill a woodland by night, all which would have had terror for tamer and +happier creatures of her years, had only for her a vague entranced +delight. Nature had made her without one pulse of fear; and she had +remained too ignorant to have been ever taught it. + +It was still warm with all the balmy breath of midsummer; there were +heavy dews everywhere; here and there, on the surface of the water, +there gleamed the white closed cups of the lotos; through the air there +passed, now and then, the soft, gray, dim body of a night-bird on the +wing; the wood, whose trees were pines, and limes, and maples, was full +of a deep dreamy odor; the mosses that clothed many of the branches +hung, film-like, in the wind in lovely coils and weblike fantasies. + +Around stretched the vast country, dark and silent as in a trance, the +stillness only broken by some faint note of a sheep's bell, some distant +song of a mule-driver passing homeward. + +The child strayed onward through the trees, insensibly soothed and made +glad, she knew not why, by all the dimness and the fragrance round her. + +She stood up to her knees in the shallow freshets that every now and +then broke up through the grasses; she felt the dews, shaken off the +leaves above, fall deliciously upon her face and hair; she filled her +hands with the night-blooming marvel-flower, and drank in its sweetness +as though it were milk and honey; she crouched down and watched her own +eyes look back at her from the dark gliding water of the river. + +Then she threw herself on her back upon the mosses--so cool and moist +that they seemed like balm upon the bruised hot skin--and lay there +looking upward at the swift mute passage of the flitting owls, at the +stately flight of the broad-winged moths, at the movement of the swift +brown bats, at the soft trembling of the foliage in the breeze, at the +great clouds slowly sailing across the brightness of the moon. All these +things were vaguely sweet to her--with the sweetness of freedom, of +love, of idleness, of rest, of all things which her life had never +known: so may the young large-eyed antelope feel the beauty of the +forest in the hot lull of tropic nights, when the speed of the pursuer +has relaxed and the aromatic breath of the panther is no more against +its flank. + +She lay there long, quite motionless, tracing with a sort of voluptuous +delight, all movements in the air, all changes in the clouds, all +shadows in the leaves. All the immense multitude of ephemeral life +which, unheard in the day, fills the earth with innumerable whispering +voices after the sun has set, now stirred in every herb and under every +bough around her. The silvery ghostlike wing of an owl touched her +forehead once. A little dormouse ran across her feet. Strange shapes +floated across the cold white surface of the water. Quaint things, +hairy, film-winged, swam between her and the stars. But none of these +things had terror for her; they were things of the night, with which she +felt vaguely the instinct of kinship. + +She was only a little wild beast, they said, the offspring of darkness, +and vileness, and rage and disgrace. And yet, in a vague, imperfect way, +the glories of the night, its mysterious and solemn beauty, its +melancholy and lustrous charm, quenched the fierceness in her dauntless +eyes, and filled them with dim wondering tears, and stirred the +half-dead soul in her to some dull pain, some nameless ecstasy, that +were not merely physical. + +And then, in her way, being stung by these, and moved, she knew not why, +to a strange sad sense of loneliness and shame, and knowing no better +she prayed. + +She raised herself on her knees, and crossed her hands upon her chest, +and prayed after the fashion that she had seen men and women and +children pray at roadside shrines and crosses; prayed aloud, with a +little beating, breaking heart, like the young child she was. + +"O Devil! if I be indeed thy daughter, stay with me; leave me not alone: +lend me thy strength and power, and let me inherit of thy kingdom. Give +me this, O great lord! and I will praise thee and love thee always." + +She prayed in all earnestness, in all simplicity, in broken, faltering +language; knowing no better; knowing only that she was alone on the +earth and friendless, and very hungry and in sore pain, while this +mighty unknown King of the dominion of darkness, whose child she ever +heard she was, had lost her or abandoned her, and reigned afar in some +great world, oblivious of her misery. + +The silence of the night alone gave back the echo of her own voice. She +waited breathless for some answer, for some revelation, some reply; +there only came the pure cold moon, sailing straight from out a cloud +and striking on the waters. + +She rose sadly to her feet and went back along the shining course of the +stream, through the grasses and the mosses and under the boughs, to her +little nest under the eaves. + +As she left the obscurity of the wood and passed into the fuller light, +her bare feet glistening and her shoulders wet with the showers of dew, +a large dark shape flying down the wind smote her with his wings upon +the eyes, lighted one moment on her head, and then swept onward lost in +shade. At that moment, likewise, a radiant golden globe flashed to her +sight, dropped to her footsteps, and shone an instant in the glisten +from the skies. + +It was but a great goshawk seeking for its prey; it was but a great +meteor fading and falling at its due appointed hour; but to the heated, +savage, dreamy fancy of the child it seemed an omen, an answer, a thing +of prophecy, a spirit of air; nay, why not Him himself? + +In legends, which had been the only lore her ears had ever heard, it had +been often told her that he took such shapes as this. + +"If he should give me his kingdom!" she thought; and her eyes flashed +alight; her heart swelled; her cheeks burned. The little dim untutored +brain could not hold the thought long or close enough to grasp, or sift, +or measure it; but some rude rich glory, impalpable, unutterable, seemed +to come to her and bathe her in its heat and color. She was his +offspring, so they all told her; why not, then, also his heir? + +She felt, as felt the goatherd or the charcoal-burner in those legends +she had fed on, who was suddenly called from poverty and toil, from +hunger and fatigue, from a tireless hearth and a bed of leaves, to +inherit some fairy empire, to ascend to some region of the gods. Like +one of these, hearing the summons to some great unknown imperial power +smite all his poor pale barren life to splendor, so Folle-Farine, +standing by the water's side in the light of the moon, desolate, +ignorant, brutelike, felt elected to some mighty heritage unseen of men. +If this were waiting for her in the future, what matter now were stripes +or wounds or woe? + +She smiled a little, dreamily, like one who beholds fair visions in his +sleep, and stole back over the starlit grass, and swung herself upward +by the tendrils of ivy, and crouched once more down in her nest of +mosses. + +And either the courage of the spirits of darkness, or the influence of +instincts dumb but nascent, was with her, for she fell asleep in her +little loft in the roof as though she were a thing cherished of heaven +and earth, and dreamed happily all through the hours of the +slowly-rising dawn; her bruised body and her languid brain and her +aching heart all stilled and soothed, and her hunger and passion and +pain forgotten; with the night-blooming flowers still clasped in her +hands, and on her closed mouth a smile. + +For she dreamed of her Father's Kingdom, a kingdom which no man denies +to the creature that has beauty and youth, and is poor and yet proud, +and is of the sex of its mother. + + + + +CHAPTER II. + + +In one of the most fertile and most fair districts of northern France +there was a little Norman town, very very old, and beautiful exceedingly +by reason of its ancient streets, its high peaked roofs, its marvelous +galleries and carvings, its exquisite grays and browns, its silence and +its color, and its rich still life. Its center was a great cathedral, +noble as York or Chartres; a cathedral, whose spire shot to the clouds, +and whose innumerable towers and pinnacles were all pierced to the day, +so that the blue sky shone and the birds of the air flew all through +them. A slow brown river, broad enough for market-boats and for +corn-barges, stole through the place to the sea, lapping as it went the +wooden piles of the houses, and reflecting the quaint shapes of the +carvings, the hues of the signs and the draperies, the dark spaces of +the dormer windows, the bright heads of some casement-cluster of +carnations, the laughing face of a girl leaning out to smile on her +lover. + +All around it lay the deep grass unshaven, the leagues on leagues of +fruitful orchards, the low blue hills tenderly interlacing one another, +the fields of colza, where the white bead-dress of the women workers +flashed in the sun like a silvery pigeon's wing. To the west were the +deep-green woods and the wide plains golden with gorse of Arthur's and +of Merlin's lands; and beyond, to the northward, was the great dim +stretch of the ocean breaking on a yellow shore, whither the river ran, +and, whither led straight shady roads, hidden with linden and with +poplar-trees, and marked ever and anon by a wayside wooden Christ, or by +a little murmuring well crowned with a crucifix. + +A beautiful, old, shadowy, ancient place; picturesque everywhere; often +silent, with a sweet sad silence that was chiefly broken by the sound of +bells or the chanting of choristers. A place of the Middle Ages still. +With lanterns swinging on cords from house to house as the only light; +with wondrous scroll-works and quaint signs at the doors of all its +traders; with monks' cowls and golden croziers and white-robed acolytes +in its streets; with the subtle smoke of incense coming out from the +cathedral door to mingle with the odors of the fruits and flowers in the +market-place; with great flat-bottomed boats drifting down the river +under the leaning eaves of its dwellings; and with the galleries of its +opposing houses touching so nearly that a girl leaning in one could +stretch a Provence rose or toss an Easter-egg across to her neighbor in +the other. + +Doubtless there were often squalor, poverty, dust, filth, and +uncomeliness within these old and beautiful homes. Doubtless often the +dwellers therein were housed like cattle and slept like pigs, and looked +but once out to the woods and waters of the landscapes round for one +hundred times that they looked at their hidden silver in an old delf +jug, or at their tawdry colored prints of St. Victorian or St. Scaevola. + +But yet much of the beauty and the nobility of the old, simple, restful +rich-hued life of the past still abode there, and remained with them. In +the straight lithe form of their maidens, untrammeled by modern garb, +and moving with the free majestic grace of forest does. In the vast, +dim, sculptured chambers, where the grandam span by the wood fire and +the little children played in the shadows, and the lovers whispered in +the embrasured window. In the broad market-place, where the mules +cropped the clover, and the tawny awnings caught the sunlight, and the +white caps of the girls framed faces fitted for the pencils of missal +painters, and the wondrous flush of color from mellow fruits and flowers +glanced amidst the shelter of deepest, freshest green. In the perpetual +presence of their cathedral, which through sun and storm, through frost +and summer, through noon and midnight, stood there amidst them, and +beheld the galled oxen tread their painful way, and the scourged mules +droop their humble heads, and the helpless harmless flocks go forth to +the slaughter, and the old weary lives of the men and women pass through +hunger and cold to the grave, and the sun and the moon rise and set, and +the flowers and the children blossom and fade, and the endless years +come and go, bringing peace, bringing war; bringing harvest, bringing +famine; bringing life, bringing death; and, beholding these, still said +to the multitude in its terrible irony, "Lo! your God is Love." + +This little town lay far from the great Paris highway and all greatly +frequented tracks. It was but a short distance from the coast, but near +no harbor of greater extent than such as some small fishing village had +made in the rocks for the trawlers. Few strangers ever came to it, +except some wandering painters or antiquaries. It sent its apples and +eggs, its poultry and honey, its colza and corn, to the use of the great +cities; but it was rarely that any of its own people went thither. + +Now and then some one of the oval-faced, blue-eyed, lithe-limbed maidens +of its little homely households would sigh and flush and grow restless, +and murmur of Paris; and would steal out in the break of a warm gray +morning whilst only the birds were still waking; and would patter away +in her wooden shoes over the broad, white, southern road, with a stick +over her shoulder, and a bundle of all her worldly goods upon the stick. +And she would look back often, often as she went; and when all was lost +in the blue haze of distance save the lofty spire that she still saw +through her tears, she would say in her heart, with her lips parched and +trembling, "I will come back again. I will come back again." + +But none such ever did come back. + +They came back no more than did the white sweet sheaves of the lilies +that the women gathered and sent to be bought and sold in the city--to +gleam one faint summer night in a gilded balcony, and to be flung out +the next morning, withered and dead. + +One among the few who had thus gone whither the lilies went, and of whom +the people would still talk as their mules paced homewards through the +lanes at twilight, had been Reine Flamma, the daughter of the miller of +Ypres. + +Ypres was a beechen-wooded hamlet on the northern outskirt of the town, +a place of orchards and wooded tangle; through which there ran a branch +of the brimming river, hastening to seek and join the sea, and caught a +moment on its impetuous way, and forced to work by the grim mill-wheels +that had churned the foam-bells there for centuries. The mill-house was +very ancient; its timbers were carved all over into the semblance of +shields and helmets, and crosses, and fleur-de-lis, and its frontage was +of quaint pargeted work, black and white, except where the old +blazonries had been. + +It had been handed down from sire to son of the same race through many +generations--a race hard, keen, unlearned, superstitious, and +caustic-tongued--a race wedded to old ways, credulous of legend, chaste +of life, cruel of judgment; harshly strong, yet ignorantly weak; a race +holding dearer its heir-loom of loveless, joyless, bigoted virtue even +than those gold and silver pieces which had ever been its passion, +hidden away in earthen pipkins under old apple-roots, or in the crannies +of wall timber, or in secret nooks of oaken cupboards. + +Claudis Flamma, the last of this toilsome, God-fearing, man-begrudging, +Norman stock, was true to the type and the traditions of his people. + +He was too ignorant even to read; but priests do not deem this a fault. +He was avaricious; but many will honor a miser quicker than a +spendthrift. He was cruel; but in the market-place he always took heed +to give his mare a full feed, so that if she were pinched of her hay in +her stall at home none were the wiser, for she had no language but that +of her wistful black eyes; and this is a speech to which men stay but +little to listen. The shrewd, old bitter-tongued, stern-living man was +feared and respected with the respect that fear begets; and in truth he +had a rigid virtue in his way, and was proud of it, with scorn for those +who found it hard to walk less straightly and less circumspectly than +himself. + +He married late; his wife died in childbirth; his daughter grew into the +perfection of womanhood under the cold, hard, narrow rule of his +severity and his superstition. He loved her, indeed, with as much love +as it was possible for him ever to feel, and was proud of her beyond all +other things; saved for her, toiled for her, muttered ever that it was +for her when at confession he related how his measures of flour had +been falsely weighted, and how he had filched from the corn brought by +the widow and the fatherless. For her he had sinned: from one to whom +the good report of his neighbors and the respect of his own conscience +were as the very breath of life, it was the strongest proof of love that +he could give. But this love never gleamed one instant in his small +sharp gray eyes, nor escaped ever by a single utterance from his lips. +Reprimand, or homily, or cynical rasping sarcasm, was all that she ever +heard from him. She believed that he despised, and almost hated her; he +held it well for women to be tutored in subjection and in trembling. + +At twenty-two Reine Flamma was the most beautiful woman in Calvados, and +the most wretched. + +She was straight as a pine; cold as snow; graceful as a stem of wheat; +lovely and silent; with a mute proud face, in which the great blue eyes +alone glowed with a strange, repressed, speechless passion and +wishfulness. Her life was simple, pure, chaste, blameless, as the lives +of the many women of her race who, before her, had lived and died in the +shadow of that water-fed wood had always been. Her father rebuked and +girded at her, continually dreaming that he could paint whiter even the +spotlessness of this lily, refine even the purity of this virgin gold. + +She never answered him anything, nor in anything contradicted his will; +not one among all the youths and maidens of her birthplace had ever +heard so much as a murmur of rebellion from her; and the priests said +that such a life as this would be fitter for the cloister than the +marriage-bed. None of them ever read the warning that these dark-blue +slumbering eyes would have given to any who should have had the skill to +construe them right. There were none of such skill there; and so, she +holding her peace, the men and women noted her ever with a curious dumb +reverence, and said among themselves that the race of Flamma would die +well and nobly in her. + +"A saint!" said the good old gentle bishop of the district, as he +blessed her one summer evening in her father's house, and rode his mule +slowly through the pleasant poplar lanes and breeze-blown fields of +colza back to his little quiet homestead, where he tended his own +cabbages and garnered his own honey. + +Reine Flamma bowed her tall head meekly, and took his benediction in +silence. + +The morning after, the miller, rising, as his custom was, at daybreak, +and reciting his paternosters, thanked the Mother of the World that she +had given him thus strength and power to rear up his motherless daughter +in purity and peace. Then he dressed himself in his gray patched blouse, +groped his way down the narrow stair, and went in his daily habit to +undraw the bolts and unloose the chains of his dwelling. + +There was no need that morning for him; the bolts were already back; the +house-door stood wide open; on the threshold a brown hen perched pluming +herself; there were the ticking of the clock, the chirming of the birds, +the rushing of the water, these were the only sounds upon the silence. + +He called his daughter's name: there was no answer. He mounted to her +chamber: it had no tenant. He searched hither and thither, in the house, +and the stable, and the granary: in the mill, and the garden, and the +wood; he shouted, he ran, he roused his neighbors, he looked in every +likely and unlikely place: there was no reply. + +There was only the howl of the watch-dog, who sat with his face to the +south and mourned unceasingly. + +And from that day neither he nor any man living there ever heard again +of Reine Flamma. + +Some indeed did notice that at the same time there disappeared from the +town one who had been there through all that spring and summer. One who +had lived strangely, and been clad in an odd rich fashion, and had been +whispered as an Eastern prince by reason of his scattered gold, his +unfamiliar tongue, his black-browed, star-eyed, deep-hued beauty, like +the beauty of the passion-flower. But none had ever seen this stranger +and Reine Flamma in each other's presence; and the rumor was discredited +as a foulness absurd and unseemly to be said of a woman whom their +bishop had called a saint. So it died out, breathed only by a few +mouths, and it came to be accepted as a fact that she must have perished +in the deep fast-flowing river by some false step on the mill-timber, as +she went at dawn to feed her doves, or by some strange sad trance of +sleep-walking, from which she had been known more than once to suffer. + +Claudis Flamma said little; it was a wound that bled inwardly. He +toiled, and chaffered, and drove hard bargains, and worked early and +late with his hireling, and took for the household service an old Norman +peasant woman more aged than himself, and told no man that he suffered. +All that he ever said was, "She was a saint: God took her;" and in his +martyrdom he found a hard pride and a dull consolation. + +It was no mere metaphoric form of words with him. He believed in +miracles and all manner of divine interposition, and he believed +likewise that she, his angel, being too pure for earth, had been taken +by God's own hand up to the bosom of Mary; and this honor which had +befallen his first-begotten shed a sanctity and splendor on his +cheerless days; and when the little children and the women saw him pass, +they cleared from his way as from a prince's, and crossed themselves as +they changed words with one whose daughter was the bride of Christ. + +So six years passed away; and the name of Reine Flamma was almost +forgotten, but embalmed in memories of religious sanctity, as the dead +heart of a saint is imbedded in amber and myrrh. + +At the close of the sixth year there happened what many said was a thing +devil-conceived and wrought out by the devil to the shame of a pure +name, and to the hinderance of the people of God. + +One winter's night Claudis Flamma was seated in his kitchen, having +recently ridden home his mare from the market in the town. The fire +burned in ancient fashion on the hearth, and it was so bitter without +that even his parsimonious habits had relaxed, and he had piled some +wood, liberally mingled with dry moss, that cracked, and glowed, and +shot flame up the wide black shaft of the chimney. The day's work was +over; the old woman-servant sat spinning flax on the other side of the +fire; the great mastiff was stretched sleeping quietly on the brick +floor; the blue pottery, the brass pans, the oaken presses that had been +the riches of his race for generations, glimmered in the light; the +doors were barred, the shutters closed; around the house the winds +howled, and beneath its walls the fretting water hissed. + +The miller, overcome with the past cold and present warmth, nodded in +his wooden settle and slept, and muttered dreamily in his sleep, "A +saint--a saint!--God took her." + +The old woman, hearing, looked across at him, and shook her head, and +went on with her spinning with lips that moved inaudibly: she had been +wont to say, out of her taskmaster's hearing, that no woman who was +beautiful ever was a saint as well. And some thought that this old +creature, Marie Pitchou, who used to live in a miserable hut on the +other side of the wood, had known more than she had chosen to tell of +the true fate of Reine Flamma. + +Suddenly a blow on the panels of the door sounded through the silence. +The miller, awakened in a moment, started to his feet and grasped his +ash staff with one hand, and with the other the oil-lamp burning on the +trestle. The watch-dog arose, but made no hostile sound. + +A step crushed the dead leaves without and passed away faintly; there +was stillness again; the mastiff went to the bolted door, smelt beneath +it, and scratched at the panels. + +On the silence there sounded a small, timid, feeble beating on the wood +from without; such a slight fluttering noise as a wounded bird might +make in striving to rise. + +"It is nothing evil," muttered Flamma. "If it were evil the beast would +not want to have the door opened. It may be some one sick or stray." + +All this time he was in a manner charitable, often conquering the +niggardly instincts of his character to try and save his soul by serving +the wretched. He was a miser, and he loved to gain, and loathed to give; +but since his daughter had been taken to the saints he had striven with +all his might to do good enough to be taken likewise to that Heavenly +rest. + +Any crust bestowed on the starveling, any bed of straw afforded to the +tramp, caused him a sharp pang; but since his daughter had been taken he +had tried to please God by this mortification of his own avarice and +diminution of his own gains. He could not vanquish the nature that was +ingrained in him. He would rob the widow of an ephah of wheat, and leave +his mare famished in her stall, because it was his nature to find in all +such saving a sweet savor; but he would not turn away a beggar or refuse +a crust to a wayfarer, lest, thus refusing, he might turn away from him +an angel unawares. + +The mastiff scratched still at the panels; the sound outside had ceased. + +The miller, setting the lamp down on the floor, gripped more firmly the +ashen stick, undrew the bolts, turned the stout key, and opened the door +slowly, and with caution. A loud gust of wind blew dead leaves against +his face; a blinding spray of snow scattered itself over his bent +stretching form. In the darkness without, whitened from head to foot, +there stood a little child. + +The dog went up to her and licked her face with kindly welcome. Claudis +Flamma drew her with a rough grasp across the threshold, and went out +into the air to find whose footsteps had been those which had trodden +heavily away after the first knock. The snow, however, was falling fast; +it was a cloudy moonless night. He did not dare to go many yards from +his own portals, lest he should fall into some ambush set by robbers. +The mastiff too was quiet, which indicated that there was no danger +near, so the old man returned, closed the door carefully, drew the bolts +into their places, and came towards the child, whom the woman Pitchou +had drawn towards the fire. + +She was a child of four or five years old; huddled in coarse linen and +in a little red garment of fox's skin, and blanched from head to foot, +for the flakes were frozen on her and on the little hood that covered, +gypsy-like, her curls. It was a strange, little, ice-cold, ghostlike +figure, but out of this mass of icicles and whiteness there glowed great +beaming frightened eyes and a mouth like a scarlet berry; the radiance +and the contrast of it were like the glow of holly fruit thrust out +from a pile of drifted snow. + +The miller shook her by the shoulder. + +"Who brought you?" + +"Phratos," answered the child, with a stifled sob in her throat. + +"And who is that?" + +"Phratos," answered the child again. + +"Is that a man or a woman?" + +The child made no reply; she seemed not to comprehend his meaning. The +miller shook her again, and some drops of water fell from the ice that +was dissolving in the warmth. + +"Why are you come here?" he asked, impatiently. + +She shook her head, as though to say none knew so little of herself as +she. + +"You must have a name," he pursued harshly and in perplexity. "What are +you called? Who are you?" + +The child suddenly raised her great eyes that had been fastened on the +leaping flames, and flashed them upon his in a terror of bewildered +ignorance--the piteous terror of a stray dog. + +"Phratos," she cried once more, and the cry now was half a sigh, half a +shriek. + +Something in that regard pierced him and startled him; he dropped his +hand off her shoulder, and breathed quickly; the old woman gave a low +cry, and staring with all her might at the child's small, dark, fierce, +lovely face, fell to counting her wooden beads and mumbling many +prayers. + +Claudis Flamma turned savagely on her as if stung by some unseen snake, +and willing to wreak his vengeance on the nearest thing that was at +hand. + +"Fool! cease your prating!" he muttered, with a brutal oath. "Take the +animal and search her. Bring me what you find." + +Then he sat down on the stool by the fire, and braced his lips tightly, +and locked his bony hands upon his knees. He knew what blow awaited him; +he was no coward, and he had manhood enough in him to press any iron +into his soul and tell none that it hurt him. + +The old woman drew the child aside to a dusky corner of the chamber, and +began to despoil her of her coverings. The creature did not resist; the +freezing cold and long fatigue had numbed and silenced her; her eyelids +were heavy with the sleep such cold produces, and she had not strength, +because she had not consciousness enough, to oppose whatsoever they +might choose to do to her. Only now and then her eyes opened, as they +had opened on him, with a sudden luster and fierceness, like those in a +netted animal's impatient but untamed regard. + +Pitchou seized and searched her eagerly, stripping her of her warm +fox-skin wrap, her scarlet hood of wool, her little rough hempen shirt, +which were all dripping with the water from the melted snow. + +The skin of the child was brown, with a golden bloom on it; it had been +tanned by hot suns, but it was soft as silk in texture, and transparent, +showing the course of each blue vein. Her limbs were not well nourished, +but they were of perfect shape and delicate bone; and the feet were the +long, arched, slender feet of the southern side of the Pyrenees. + +She allowed herself to be stripped and wrapped in a coarse piece of +homespun linen; she was still half frozen, and in a state of stupor, +either from amazement or from fear. She was quite passive, and she never +spoke. Her apathy deceived the old crone, who took it for docility, and +who, trusting to it, proceeded to take advantage of it, after the manner +of her kind. About the child's head there hung a little band of +glittering coins; they were not gold, but the woman Pitchou thought they +were, and seized them with gloating hands and ravenous eyes. + +The child started from her torpor, shook herself free, and fought to +guard them--fiercely, with tooth and nail, as the young fox whose skin +she had worn might have fought for its dear life. The old woman on her +side strove as resolutely; long curls of the child's hair were clutched +out in the struggle; she did not wince or scream, but she fought--fought +with all the breath and the blood that were in her tiny body. + +She was no match, with all her ferocity and fury, for the sinewy grip +of the old peasant; and the coins were torn off her forehead and hidden +away in a hole in the wood, out of her sight, where the old peasant +hoarded all her precious treasures of copper coins and other trifles +that she managed to secrete from her master's all-seeing eyes. + +They were little Oriental sequins engraved with Arabic characters, +chained together after the Eastern fashion. To Pitchou they looked a +diadem of gold worthy of an empress. The child watched them removed in +perfect silence; from the moment they had been wrenched away, and the +battle had been finally lost to her, she had ceased to struggle, as +though disdainful of a fruitless contest. But a great hate gathered in +her eyes, and smouldered there like a half-stifled fire--it burned on +and on for many a long year afterwards, unquenched. + +When Pitchou brought her a cup of water, and a roll of bread, she would +neither eat nor drink, but turned her face to the wall,--mute. + +"Those are just her father's eyes," the old woman muttered. She had seen +them burn in the gloom of the evening through the orchard trees, as the +stars rose, and as Reine Flamma listened to the voice that wooed her to +her destruction. + +She let the child be, and searched her soaked garments for any written +word or any token that might be on them. Fastened roughly to the fox's +skin there was a faded letter. Pitchou could not read; she took it to +her master. + +Claudis Flamma grasped the paper and turned its superscription to the +light of the lamp. + +He likewise could not read, yet at sight of the characters his tough +frame trembled, and his withered skin grew red with a sickly, feverish +quickening of the blood. He knew them. Once, in a time long dead, he had +been proud of those slender letters that had been so far more legible +than any that the women of her class could pen, and on beholding which +the good bishop had smiled, and passed a pleasant word concerning her +being almost fitted to be his own clerk and scribe. For a moment, +watching those written ciphers that had no tongue for him, and yet +seemed to tell their tale so that they scorched and withered up all the +fair honor and pious peace of his old age, a sudden faintness, a sudden +swooning sense seized him for the first time in all his life; his limbs +failed him, he sank down on his seat again, he gasped for breath; he +needed not to be told anything, he knew all. He knew that the creature, +whom he had believed so pure that God had deemed the earth unworthy of +her youth, was---- + +His throat rattled, his lips were covered with foam, his ears were +filled with a rushing hollow sound, like the roaring of his own +mill-waters in a time of storm. All at once he started to his feet, and +glared at the empty space of the dim chamber, and struck his hands +wildly together in the air, and cried aloud: + +"She was a saint, I said--a saint! A saint in body and soul! And I +thought that God begrudged her, and held her too pure for man!" + +And he laughed aloud--thrice. + +The child hearing, and heavy with sleep, and eagerly desiring warmth, as +a little frozen beast that coils itself in snow to slumber into death, +startled by that horrible mirth, came forward. + +The serge fell off her as she moved. Her little naked limbs glimmered +like gold in the dusky light; her hair was as a cloud behind her; her +little scarlet mouth was half open, like the mouth of a child seeking +its mother's kiss; her great eyes, dazzled by the flame, flashed and +burned and shone like stars. They had seen the same face ere then in +Calvados. + +She came straight to Claudis Flamma as though drawn by that awful and +discordant laughter, and by that leaping ruddy flame upon the hearth, +and she stretched out her arms and murmured a word and smiled, a little +dreamily, seeking to sleep, asking to be caressed, desiring she knew not +what. + +He clinched his fist, and struck her to the ground. She fell without a +sound. The blood flowed from her mouth. + +He looked at her where she lay, and laughed once more. + +"She was a saint!--a saint! And the devil begot in her _that_!" + +Then he went out across the threshold and into the night, with the +letter still clinched in his hand. + +The snow fell, the storm raged, the earth was covered with ice and +water; he took no heed, but passed through it, his head bare and his +eyes blind. + +The dog let him go forth alone, and waited by the child. + + + + +CHAPTER III. + + +All night long he was absent. + +The old serving-woman, terrified, in so far as her dull brutish nature +could be roused to fear, did what she knew, what she dared. She raised +the little wounded naked creature, and carried her to her own pallet +bed; restored her to consciousness by such rude means as she had +knowledge of, and stanched the flow of blood. She did all this harshly, +as it was her custom to do all things, and without tenderness or even +pity, for the sight of this stranger was unwelcome to her, and she also +had guessed the message of that unread letter. + +The child had been stunned by the blow, and she had lost some blood, and +was weakened and stupefied and dazed; yet there seemed to her rough +nurse no peril for her life, and by degrees she fell into a feverish, +tossing slumber, sobbing sometimes in her sleep, and crying perpetually +on the unknown name of Phratos. + +The old woman Pitchou stood and looked at her. She who had always known +the true story of that disappearance which some had called death and +some had deemed a divine interposition, had seen before that transparent +brown skin, those hues in cheeks and lips like the carnation leaves, +that rich, sunfed, dusky beauty, those straight dark brows. + +"She is his sure enough," she muttered. "He was the first with Reine +Flamma. I wonder has he been the last." + +And she went down the stairs chuckling, as the low human brute will at +any evil thought. + +The mastiff stayed beside the child. + +She went to the fire and threw more wood on, and sat down again to her +spinning-wheel, and span and dozed, and span and dozed again. + +She was not curious: to her, possessing that thread to the secret of the +past which her master and her townfolk had never held, it all seemed +natural. It was an old, old story; there had been thousands like it; it +was only strange because Reine Flamma had been held a saint. + +The hours passed on; the lamp paled, and its flame at last died out; in +the loft above, where the dog watched, there was no sound; the old woman +slumbered undisturbed, unless some falling ember of the wood aroused +her. + +She was not curious, nor did she care how the child fared. She had led +that deadening life of perpetual labor and of perpetual want in which +the human animal becomes either a machine or a devil. She was a machine; +put to what use she might be--to spin flax, to card wool, to wring a +pigeon's throat, to bleed a calf to death, to bake or stew, to mumble a +prayer, or drown a kitten, it was all one to her. If she had a +preference, it might be for the office that hurt some living thing; but +she did not care: all she heeded was whether she had pottage enough to +eat at noonday, and the leaden effigy of her Mary safe around her throat +at night. + +The night went on, and passed away: one gleam of dawn shone through a +round hole in the shutter; she wakened with a start to find the sun +arisen, and the fire dead upon the hearth. + +She shook herself and stamped her chill feet upon the bricks, and +tottered on her feeble way, with frozen body, to the house-door. She +drew it slowly open, and saw by the light of the sun that it had been +for some time morning. + +The earth was everywhere thick with snow; a hoar frost sparkled over all +the branches; great sheets of ice were whirled down the rapid +mill-stream; in one of the leafless boughs a robin sang, and beneath the +bough a cat was crouched, waiting with hungry eager eyes, patient even +in its famished impatience. + +Dull as her sympathy was, and slow her mind, she started as she saw her +master there. + +Claudis Flamma was at work; the rough, hard, rude toil, which he spared +to himself no more than to those who were his hirelings. He was carting +wood; going to and fro with huge limbs of trees that men in youth would +have found it a severe task to move; he was laboring breathlessly, +giving himself no pause, and the sweat was on his brow, although he trod +ankle deep in snow, and although his clothes were heavy with icicles. + +He did not see or hear her; she went up to him and called him by his +name; he started, and raised his head and looked at her. + +Dull though she was, she was in a manner frightened by the change upon +his face; it had been lean, furrowed, weather-beaten always, but it was +livid now, with bloodshot eyes, and a bruised, broken, yet withal savage +look that terrified her. He did not speak, but gazed at her like a man +recalled from some drugged sleep back to the deeds and memories of the +living world. + +The old woman held her peace a few moments; then spoke out in her old +blunt, dogged fashion,-- + +"Is she to stay?" + +Her mind was not awake enough for any curiosity; she only cared to know +if the child stayed: only so much as would concern her soup-kettle, her +kneaded dough, her spun hemp, her household labor. + +He turned for a second with the gesture that a trapped fox may make, +held fast, yet striving to essay a death-grip; then he checked himself, +and gave a mute sign of assent, and heaved up a fresh log of wood, and +went on with his labors, silently. She knew of old his ways too well to +venture to ask more. She knew, too, that when he worked like this, +fasting and in silence, there had been long and fierce warfare in his +soul, and some great evil done for which he sought to make atonement. + +So she left him, and passed in to the house, and built up afresh her +fire, and swept her chamber out, and fastened up her round black pot to +boil, and muttered all the while,-- + +"Another mouth to feed; another beast to tend." + +And the thing was bitter to her; because it gave trouble and took food. + +Now, what the letter had been, or who had deciphered it for him, Claudis +Flamma never told to any man; and from the little strange creature no +utterance could be ever got. + +But the child who had come in the night and the snow tarried at Ypres +from that time thenceforward. + +Claudis Flamma nourished, sheltered, clothed her; but he did all these +begrudgingly, harshly, scantily; and he did all these with an acrid hate +and scorn, which did not cease but rather grew with time. + +The blow which had been her earliest welcome was not the last that she +received from him by many; and whilst she was miserable exceedingly, she +showed it, not as children do, but rather like some chained and untamed +animal, in tearless stupor and in sudden, sharp ferocity. And this the +more because she spoke but a very few words of the language of the +people among whom she had been brought; her own tongue was one full of +round vowels and strange sounds, a tongue unknown to them. + +For many weeks he said not one word to her, cast not one look at her; he +let her lead the same life that was led by the brutes that crawled in +the timbers, or by the pigs that couched and were kicked in the straw. +The woman Pitchou gave her such poor scraps of garments or of victuals +as she chose; she could crouch in the corner of the hearth where the +fire warmth reached; she could sleep in the hay in the little loft under +the roof; so much she could do and no more. + +After that first moment in which her vague appeal for pity and for rest +had been answered by the blow that struck her senseless, the child had +never made a moan, nor sought for any solace. + +All the winter through she lay curled up on the tiles by the fence, with +her arms round the great body of the dog and his head upon her chest; +they were both starved, beaten, kicked, and scourged, with brutal words +oftentimes; they had the community of misfortune, and they loved one +another. + +The blow on her head, the coldness of the season, the scanty food that +was cast to her, all united to keep her brain stupefied and her body +almost motionless. She was like a young bear that is motherless, +wounded, frozen, famished, but which, coiled in an almost continual +slumber, keeps its blood flowing and its limbs alive. And, like the +bear, with the spring she awakened. + +When the townsfolk and the peasants came to the mill, and first saw this +creature there, with her wondrous vivid hues, and her bronzed half-naked +limbs, they regarded her in amazement, and asked the miller whence she +came. He set his teeth, and answered ever: + +"The woman that bore her was Reine Flamma." + +The avowal was a penance set to himself, but to it he never added more; +and they feared his bitter temper and his caustic tongue too greatly to +press it on him, or even to ask him whether his daughter were with the +living or the dead. + +With the unfolding of the young leaves, and the loosening of the +frost-bound waters, and the unveiling of the violet and the primrose +under the shadows of the wood, all budding life revives, and so did +hers. For she could escape from the dead, cold, bitter atmosphere of the +silent loveless house, where her bread was begrudged, and the cudgel was +her teacher, out into the freshness and the living sunshine of the young +blossoming world, where the birds and the beasts and tender blue flowers +and the curling green boughs were her comrades, and where she could +stretch her limbs in freedom, and coil herself among the branches, and +steep her limbs in the coolness of waters, and bathe her aching feet in +the moisture of rain-filled grasses. + +With the spring she arose, the true forest animal she was; wild, fleet, +incapable of fear, sure of foot, in unison with all the things of the +earth and the air, and stirred by them to a strange, dumb, ignorant, +passionate gladness. + +She had been scarce seen in the winter; with the breaking of the year +the people from more distant places who rode their mules down to the +mill on their various errands stared at this child, and wondered among +themselves greatly, and at length asked Claudis Flamma whence she came. + +He answered ever, setting hard his teeth: + +"The woman that bore her was one accursed, whom men deemed a +saint--Reine Flamma." + +And he never added more. To tell the truth, the horrible, biting, +burning, loathsome truth, was a penance that he had set to himself, and +from which he never wavered. + +They dared not ask him more; for many were his debtors, and all feared +his scourging tongue. But when they went away, and gossiped among +themselves by the wayside well or under the awnings of the +market-stalls, they said to one another that it was just as they had +thought long ago; the creature had been no better than her kind; and +they had never credited the fable that God had taken her, though they +had humored the miller because he was aged and in dotage. Whilst one old +woman, a withered and witchlike crone, who had toiled in from the +fishing village with a creel upon her back and the smell of the sea +about her rags, heard, standing in the market-place, and laughed, and +mocked them, these seers who were so wise after the years had gone, and +when the truth was clear. + +"You knew, you knew, you knew!" she echoed, with a grin upon her face. +"Oh, yes! you were so wise! Who said seven years through that Reine +Flamma was a saint, and taken by the saints into their keeping? And who +hissed at me for a foul-mouthed crone when I said that the devil had +more to do with her than the good God, and that the black-browed gypsy, +with jewels for eyes in his head, like the toad, was the only master to +whom she gave herself? Oh-he, you were so wise!" + +So she mocked them, and they were ashamed, and held their peace; well +knowing that indeed no creature among them had ever been esteemed so +pure, so chaste, and so honored of heaven as had been the miller's +daughter. + +Many remembered the "gypsy with the jeweled eyes," and saw those +brilliant, fathomless, midnight eyes reproduced in the small rich face +of the child whom Reine Flamma, as her own father said, had borne in +shame whilst they had been glorifying her apotheosis. And it came to be +said, as time went on, that this unknown stranger had been the fiend +himself, taking human shape for the destruction of one pure soul, and +the mocking of all true children of the church. + +Legend and tradition still held fast their minds in this remote, +ancient, and priest-ridden place; in their belief the devil was still a +living power, traversing the earth and air in search of souls, and not +seldom triumphing: of metaphor or myth they were ignorant, Satan to them +was a personality, terrific, and oftentimes irresistible, assuming at +will shapes grotesque or awful, human or spiritual. Their forefathers +had beheld him; why not they? + +So the henhucksters and poulterers, the cider-makers and tanners, the +fisherfolk from the seaboard, and the peasant proprietors from the +country round, came at length in all seriousness to regard the young +child at Ypres as a devil-born thing. "She was hell-begotten," they +would mutter when they saw her; and they would cross themselves, and +avoid her if they could. + +The time had gone by, unhappily, as they considered, when men had been +permitted to burn such creatures as this; they knew it and were sorry +for it; the world, they thought, had been better when Jews had blazed +like torches, and witches had crackled like firewood; such treats were +forbidden now, they knew, but many, for all that, thought within +themselves that it was a pity it should be so, and that it was mistaken +mercy in the age they lived in which forbade the purifying of the earth +by fire of such as she. + +In the winter-time, when they first saw her, unusual floods swept the +country, and destroyed much of their property; in the spring which +followed there were mildew and sickness everywhere; in the summer there +was a long drought, and by consequence there came a bad harvest, and +great suffering and scarcity. + +There were not a few in the district who attributed all these woes to +the advent of the child of darkness, and who murmured openly in their +huts and homesteads that no good would befall them so long as this +offspring of hell were suffered in their midst. + +Since, however, the time was past when the broad market-place could have +been filled with a curious, breathless, eager crowd, and the gray +cathedral have grown red in the glare of flames fed by a young living +body, they held their hands from doing her harm, and said these things +only in their own ingle-nooks, and contented themselves with forbidding +their children to consort with her, and with drawing their mules to the +other side of the road when they met her. They did not mean to be cruel, +they only acted in their own self-defense, and dealt with her as their +fellow-countrymen dealt with a cagote--"only." + +Hence, when, with the reviving year the child's dulled brain awakened, +and all the animal activity in her sprang into vigorous action, she +found herself shunned, marked, and glanced at with averted looks of +mingled dread and scorn. "A daughter of the devil!" she heard again and +again muttered as they passed her; she grew to take shelter in this +repute as in a fortress, and to be proud, with a savage pride, of her +imputed origin. + +It made her a little fierce, mute, fearless, reckless, all-daring, and +all-enduring animal. An animal in her ferocities, her mute instincts, +her supreme patience, her physical perfectness of body and of health. +Perfect of shape and hue; full of force to resist; ignorant either of +hope or fear; desiring only one thing, liberty; with no knowledge, but +with unerring instinct. + +She was at an age when happier creatures have scarce escaped from their +mother's arms; but she had not even thus early a memory of her mother, +and she had been shaken off to live or die, to fight or famish, as a +young fox whose dam has been flung to the hounds is driven away to +starve in the winter woods, or save himself, if he have strength, by +slaughter. + +She was a tame animal only in one thing: she took blows uncomplainingly, +and as though comprehending that they were her inevitable portion. + +"The child of the devil!" they said. In a dumb, half-unconscious +fashion, this five-year-old creature wondered sometimes why the devil +had not been good enough to give her a skin that would not feel, and +veins that would not bleed. + +She had always been beaten ever since her birth; she was beaten here; +she thought it a law of life, as other children think it such to have +their mother's kiss and their daily food and nightly prayer. + +Claudis Flamma did after this manner his duty by her. She was to him a +thing accursed, possessed, loathsome, imbued with evil from her origin; +but he did what he deemed his duty. He clothed her, if scantily; he fed +her, if meagerly; he lashed her with all the caustic gibes that came +naturally to his tongue; he set her hard tasks to keep her from +idleness; he beat her when she did not, and not seldom when she did, +them. He dashed holy water on her many times; and used a stick to her +without mercy. + +After this light he did his duty. That he should hate her, was to +fulfill a duty also in his eyes; he had always been told that it was +right to abhor the things of darkness; and to him she was a thing of +utter darkness, a thing born of the black ruin of a stainless soul, +begotten by the pollution and corruption of an infernal tempter. + +He never questioned her as to her past--that short past, like the span +of an insect's life, which yet had sufficed to gift her with passions, +with instincts, with desires, even with memories,--in a word, with +character:--a character he could neither change nor break; a thing +formed already, for good or for evil, abidingly. + +He never spoke to her except in sharp irony or in curt command. He set +her hard tasks of bodily labor which she did not dispute, but +accomplished so far as her small strength lay, with a mute dogged +patience, half ferocity, half passiveness. + +In those first winter days of her arrival he called her Folle-Farine; +taking the most worthless, the most useless, the most abject, the most +despised thing he knew in all his daily life from which to name her; and +the name adhered to her, and was the only one by which she was ever +known. + +Folle-Farine!--as one may say, the Dust. + +In time she grew to believe that it was really hers; even as in time she +began to forget that strange, deep, rich tongue in which she had babbled +her first words, and to know no other tongue than the Norman-French +about her. + +Yet in her there existed imagination, tenderness, gratitude, and a +certain wild and true nobility, though the old man Flamma would never +have looked for them, never have believed in them. She was devil-born: +she was of devil nature: in his eyes. + +Upon his own mill-ditch, foul and fetid, refuse would sometimes gather, +and receiving the seed of the lily, would give birth to blossoms born +stainless out of corruption. But the allegory had no meaning for him. +Had any one pointed it out to him he would have taken the speaker into +his orchard, and said: + +"Will the crab bear a fruit not bitter? Will the nightshade give out +sweetness and honey? Fool!--as the stem so the branch, as the sap so the +blossom." + +And this fruit of sin and shame was poison in his sight. + + + + +CHAPTER IV. + + +The little dim mind of the five-year-old child was not a blank; it was +indeed filled to overflowing with pictures that her tongue could not +have told of, even had she spoken the language of the people amidst whom +she had been cast. + +A land altogether unlike that in which she had been set down that bitter +night of snow and storm: a land noble and wild, and full of color, +broken into vast heights and narrow valleys, clothed with green beech +woods and with forests of oak and of walnut, filled with the noise of +torrents leaping from crag to crag, and of brown mountain-streams +rushing broad and angry through wooded ravines. A land, made beautiful +by moss-grown water-mills, and lofty gateways of gray rock; and still +shadowy pools, in which the bright fish leaped, and mules' bells that +rang drowsily through leafy gorges; and limestone crags that pierced the +clouds, spirelike, and fantastic in a thousand shapes; and high blue +crests of snow-topped mountains, whose pinnacles glowed to the divinest +flush of rose and amber with the setting of the sun. + +This land she remembered vaguely, yet gloriously, as the splendors of a +dream of Paradise rest on the brain of some young sleeper wakening in +squalor, cold, and pain. But the people of the place she had been +brought to could not comprehend her few, shy, sullen words, and her +strange, imperfect trills of song; and she could not tell them that this +land had been no realm enchanted of fairy or of fiend, but only the +forest region of the Liebana. + +Thither, one rich autumn day, a tribe of gypsies had made their camp. +They were a score in all; they held themselves one of the noblest +branches of their wide family; they were people with pure Eastern blood +in them, and all the grace and the gravity of the Oriental in their +forms and postures. + +They stole horses and sheep; they harried cattle; they stopped the mules +in the passes, and lightened their load of wine-skins: they entered the +posada, when they deigned to enter one at all, with neither civil +question nor show of purse, but with a gleam of the teeth, like a +threatening dog, and the flash of the knife, half drawn out of the +girdle. They were low thieves and mean liars; wild daredevils and loose +livers; loathers of labor and lovers of idle days and plundering nights; +yet they were beautiful, with the noble, calm, scornful beauty of the +East, and they wore their rags with an air that was in itself an empire. + +They could play, too, in heavenly fashion, on their old three-stringed +viols; and when their women danced on the sward by moonlight, under the +broken shadows of some Moorish ruin, clanging high their tambourines +above their graceful heads, and tossing the shining sequins that bound +their heavy hair, the muleteer or the herdsman, seeing them from afar, +shook with fear, and thought of the tales told him in his childhood by +his grandam of the spirits of the dead Moors that rose to revelry, at +midnight, in the haunts of their old lost kingdom. + +Among them was a man yet more handsome than the rest, taller and lither +still; wondrous at leaping and wrestling, and all athletic things; +surest of any to win a woman, to tame a horse, to strike down a bull at +a blow, to silence an angry group at a wineshop with a single glance of +his terrible eyes. + +His name was Taric. + +He had left them often to wander by himself into many countries, and at +times when, by talent or by terrorism, he had netted gold enough to play +the fool to his fancy, he had gone to some strange city, where credulity +and luxury prevailed, and there had lived like a prince, as his own +phrase ran, and gamed and intrigued, and feasted, and roystered right +royally whilst his gains lasted. + +Those spent, he would always return awhile, and lead the common, roving, +thieving life of his friends and brethren, till the fit of ambition or +the run of luck were again on him. Then his people would afresh lose +sight of him to light on him, velvet-clad, and wine-bibbing, in some +painter's den in some foreign town, or welcome him ragged, famished, and +footweary, on their own sunburnt sierras. + +And the mystery of his ways endeared him to them; and they made him +welcome whenever he returned, and never quarreled with him for his +faithlessness; but if there were anything wilder or wickeder, bolder or +keener, on hand than was usual, his tribe would always say--"Let Taric +lead." + +One day their camp was made in a gorge under the great shadows of the +Picos da Europa, a place that they loved much, and settled in often, +finding the chestnut woods and the cliff caverns fair for shelter, the +heather abounding in grouse, and the pools full of trout, fair for +feeding. That day Taric returned from a year-long absence, suddenly +standing, dark and mighty, between them and the light, as they lay +around their soup-kettle, awaiting their evening meal. + +"There is a woman in labor, a league back; by the great cork-tree, +against the bridge," he said to them. "Go to her some of you." + +And, with a look to the women which singled out two for the errand, he +stretched himself in the warmth of the fire, and helped himself to the +soup, and lay quiet, vouchsafing them never a word, but playing +meaningly with the knife handle thrust into his shirt; for he saw that +some of the men were about to oppose his share of a common meal which he +had not earned by a common right. + +It was Taric--a name of some terror came to their fierce souls. + +Taric, the strongest and fleetest and most well favored of them all; +Taric, who had slain the bull that all the matadors had failed to daunt; +Taric, who had torn up the young elm, when they needed a bridge over a +flood, as easily as a child plucks up a reed; Taric, who had stopped the +fiercest contrabandista in all those parts, and cut the man's throat +with no more ado than a butcher slits a lamb's. + +So they were silent, and let him take his portion of the fire and of the +broth, and of the thin red wine. + +Meanwhile the two gypsies, Quita and Zara, went on their quest, and +found things as he had said. + +Under the great cork-tree, where the grass was long and damp, and the +wood grew thickly, and an old rude bridge of unhewn blocks of rock +spanned, with one arch, the river as it rushed downward from its +limestone bed aloft, they found a woman just dead and a child just born. + +Quita looked the woman all over hastily, to see if, by any chance, any +gold or jewels might be on her; there were none. There was only an ivory +cross on her chest, which Quita drew off and hid. Quita covered her with +a few boughs and left her. + +Zara wrapped the child in a bit of her woolen skirt, and held it warm in +her breast, and hastened to the camp with it. + +"She is dead, Taric," said Quita, meaning the woman she had left. + +He nodded his handsome head. + +"This is yours, Taric?" said Zara, meaning the child she held. + +He nodded again, and drank another drop of wine, and stretched himself. + +"What shall we do with her?" asked Quita. + +"Let her lie there," he answered her. + +"What shall we do with it?" asked Zara. + +He laughed, and drew his knife against his own brown throat in a +significant gesture. + +Zara said no word to him, but she went away with the child under some +branches, on which was hung a tattered piece of awning, orange striped, +that marked her own especial resting-place. + +Out of the group about the fire, one man, rising, advanced, and looked +Taric full in the eyes. + +"Has the woman died by foul means?" + +Taric, who never let any living soul molest or menace him, answered him +without offense, and with a savage candor,-- + +"No--that I swear. I used no foul play against her. Go look at her if +you like. I loved her well enough while she lived. But what does that +matter? She is dead. So best. Women are as many as the mulberries." + +"You loved her, and you will let the wolves eat her body?" + +Taric laughed. + +"There are no wolves in Liebana. Go and bury her if you choose, +Phratos." + +"I will," the other answered him; and he took his way to the cork-tree +by the bridge. + +The man who spoke was called Phratos. + +He was not like his tribe in anything: except in a mutual love for a +life that wandered always, and was to no man responsible, and needed no +roof-tree, and wanted no settled habitation, but preferred to dwell wild +with the roe and the cony, and to be hungry and unclad, rather than to +eat the good things of the earth in submission and in durance. + +He had not their physical perfection: an accident at his birth had made +his spine misshapen, and his gait halting. His features would have been +grotesque in their ugliness, except for the sweet pathos of the eyes and +the gay archness of the mouth. + +Among a race noted for its singular beauty of face and form, Phratos +alone was deformed and unlovely; and yet both deformity and unloveliness +were in a way poetic and uncommon; and in his rough sheepskin garments, +knotted to his waist with a leathern thong, and with his thick tangled +hair falling down on his shoulders, they were rather the deformity of +the brake-haunting faun, the unloveliness of the moon-dancing satyr, +than those of a man and a vagrant. With the likeness he had the temper +of the old dead gods of the forests and rivers, he loved music, and +could make it, in all its innumerable sighs and songs, give a voice to +all creatures and things of the world, of the waters and the woodlands; +and for many things he was sorrowful continually, and for other things +he forever laughed and was glad. + +Though he was misshapen, and even, as some said, not altogether straight +in his wits, yet his kin honored him. + +For he could draw music from the rude strings of his old viol that +surpassed their own melodies as far as the shining of the sun on the +summits of the Europa surpassed the trembling of the little lamps under +the painted roadside Cavaries. + +He was only a gypsy; he only played as the fancy moved him, by a bright +fountain at a noonday halt, under the ruined arches of a Saracenic +temple, before the tawny gleam of a vast dim plain at sunrise; in a cool +shadowy court where the vines shut out all light; beneath a balcony at +night, when the moonbeams gleamed on some fair unknown face, thrust for +a moment from the darkness through the white magnolia flowers. Yet he +played in suchwise as makes women weep, and holds children and dogs +still to listen, and moves grown men to shade their eyes with their +hands, and think of old dead times, when they played and prayed at their +mothers' knees. + +And his music had so spoken to himself that, although true to his tribe +and all their traditions, loving the vagrant life in the open air, and +being incapable of pursuing any other, he yet neither stole nor slew, +neither tricked nor lied, but found his way vaguely to honesty and +candor, and, having found them, clove to them, so that none could turn +him; living on such scant gains as were thrown to him for his music from +balconies and posada windows and winehouse doors in the hamlets and +towns through which he passed, and making a handful of pulse and a slice +of melon, a couch of leaves and a draught of water, suffice to him for +his few and simple wants. + +His people reproached him, indeed, with demeaning their race by taking +payment in lieu of making thefts; and they mocked him often, and taunted +him, though in a manner they all loved him,--the reckless and +blood-stained Taric most, perhaps, of all. But he would never quarrel +with them, neither would he give over his strange ways which so incensed +them, and with time they saw that Phratos was a gifted fool, who, like +other mad simple creatures, had best be left to go on his own way +unmolested and without contradiction. + +If, too, they had driven him from their midst, they would have missed +his music sorely; that music which awoke them at break of day soaring up +through their roof of chestnut leaves like a lark's song piercing the +skies. + +Phratos came now to the dead woman, and drew off the boughs, and looked +at her. She was quite dead. She had died where she had first sunk down, +unable to reach her promised resting-place. It was a damp green nook on +the edge of the bright mountain-river, at the entrance of that narrow +gorge in which the encampment had been made. + +The face, which was white and young, lay upward, with the shadows of the +flickering foliage on it; and the eyes, which Quita had not closed, were +large and blue; her hair, which was long and brown, was loose, and had +got wet among the grass, and had little buds of flowers and stray golden +leaves twisted in it. + +Phratos felt sorrow for her as he looked. + +He could imagine her history. + +Taric, whom many women had loved, had besought many a one thus to share +his fierce free life for a little space, and then drift away out of it +by chance, or be driven away from it by his fickle passions, or be taken +away like this one by death. + +In her bosom, slipped in her clothes, was a letter. It was written in a +tongue he did not know. He held it awhile, thinking, then he folded it +up and put it in his girdle,--it might be of use, who could tell? There +was the child, there, that might live; unless the camp broke up, and +Zara left it under a walnut-tree to die, with the last butterflies of +the fading summer, which was in all likelihood all she would do. + +Nevertheless he kept the letter, and when he had looked long enough at +the dead creature, he turned to the tools he had brought with him, and +set patiently to make her grave. + +He could only work slowly, for he was weak of body, and his infirmity +made all manual toil painful to him. His task was hard, even though the +earth was so soft from recent heavy rains. + +The sun set whilst he was still engaged on it; and it was quite +nightfall before he had fully accomplished it. When the grave was ready +he filled it carefully with the golden leaves that had fallen, and the +thick many-colored mosses that covered the ground like a carpet. + +Then he laid the body tenderly down within that forest shroud, and, with +the moss like a winding-sheet between it and the earth which had to fall +on it, he committed the dead woman to her resting-place. + +It did not seem strange to him, or awful, to leave her there. + +He was a gypsy, and to him the grave under a forest-tree and by a +mountain-stream seemed the most natural rest at last that any creature +could desire or claim. No rites seemed needful to him, and no sense of +any neglect, cruel or unfitting, jarred on him in thus leaving her in +her loneliness, with only the cry of the bittern or the bell of the wild +roe as a requiem. + +Yet a certain sorrow for this unknown and lost life was on him, bohemian +though he was, as he took up his mattock and turned away, and went +backward down the gorge, and left her to lie there forever, through rain +and sunshine, through wind and storm, through the calm of the summer and +the flush of the autumn, and the wildness of the winter, when the +swollen stream should sweep above her tomb, and the famished beasts of +the hills would lift up their voices around it. + +When he reached the camp, he gave the letter to Taric. + +Taric, knowing the tongue it was written in, and being able to +understand the character, looked at it and read it through by the light +of the flaming wood. When he had done so he tossed it behind, in among +the boughs, in scorn. + +"The poor fool's prayer to the brute that she hated!" he said, with a +scoff. + +Phratos lifted up the letter and kept it. + +In a later time he found some one who could decipher it for him. + +It was the letter of Reine Flamma to the miller at Ypres, telling him +the brief story of her fatal passion, and imploring from him mercy to +her unborn child should it survive her and be ever taken to him. + +Remorse and absence had softened to her the harshness and the meanness +of her father's character; she only remembered that he had loved her, +and had deemed her pure and faithful as the saints of God. There was no +word in the appeal by which it could have been inferred that Claudis +Flamma had been other than a man much wronged and loving much, patient +of heart, and without blame in his simple life. + +Phratos took the letter and cherished it. He thought it might some day +save her offspring. This old man's vengeance could not, he thought, be +so cruel to the child as might be the curse and the knife of Taric. + +"She must have been beautiful?" said Phratos to him, after awhile, that +night; "and you care no more for her than that." + +Taric stretched his mighty limbs in the warmth of the flame and made his +answer: + +"There will be as good grapes on the vines next year as any we gathered +this. What does it signify?--she was only a woman. + +"She loved me; she thought me a god, a devil, a prince, a chief,--all +manner of things;--the people thought so too. She was sick of her life. +She was sick of the priests and the beads, and the mill and the market. +She was fair to look at, and the fools called her a saint. When a woman +is young and has beauty, it is dull to be worshiped--in that way. + +"I met her in the wood one summer night. The sun was setting. I do not +know why I cared for her--I did. She was like a tall white lily; these +women of ours are only great tawny sunflowers. + +"She was pure and straight of life; she believed in heaven and hell; she +was innocent as the child unborn; it was tempting to kill all that. It +is so easy to kill it when a woman loves you. I taught her what passion +and freedom and pleasure and torment all meant. She came with me,--after +a struggle, a hard one. I kept her loyally while the gold lasted; that I +swear. I took her to many cities. I let her have jewels and music, and +silk dresses, and fine linen. I was good to her; that I swear. + +"But after a bit she pined, and grew dull again, and wept in secret, and +at times I caught her praying to the white cross which she wore on her +breast. That made me mad. I cursed her and beat her. She never said +anything; she seemed only to love me more, and that made me more mad. + +"Then I got poor again, and I had to sell her things one by one. Not +that she minded that, she would have sold her soul for me. We wandered +north and south; and I made money sometimes by the dice, or by breaking +a horse, or by fooling a woman, or by snatching a jewel off one of their +dolls in their churches; and I wanted to get rid of her, and I could not +tell how. I had not the heart to kill her outright. + +"But she never said a rough word, you know, and that makes a man mad. +Maddalena or Kara or Rachel--any of them--would have flown and struck a +knife at me, and hissed like a snake, and there would have been blows +and furious words and bloodshed; and then we should have kissed, and +been lovers again, fast and fierce. But a woman who is quiet, and only +looks at you with great, sad, soft eyes, when you strike her,--what is +one to do? + +"We were horribly poor at last: we slept in barns and haylofts; we ate +berries and drank the brook-water. She grew weak, and could hardly walk. +Many a time I have been tempted to let her lie and die in the hedgeway +or on the plains, and I did not,--one is so foolish sometimes for sake +of a woman. She knew she was a burden and curse to me,--I may have said +so, perhaps; I do not remember. + +"At last I heard of you in the Liebana, from a tribe we fell in with on +the other side of the mountains, and so we traveled here on foot. I +thought she would have got to the women before her hour arrived. But she +fell down there, and could not stir: and so the end came. It is best as +it is. She was wretched, and what could I do with a woman like that? who +would never hearken to another lover, nor give up her dead God on his +cross, nor take so much as a broken crust if it were stolen, nor even +show her beauty to a sculptor to be carved in stone--for I tried to make +her do that, and she would not. It is best as it is. If she had lived we +could have done nothing with her. And yet I see her sometimes as I saw +her that night, so white and so calm, in the little green wood, as the +sun set----" + +His voice ceased, and he took up a horn full of vino clarete; and +drained it; and was very still, stretching his limbs to bask in the heat +of the fire. The wine had loosened his tongue, and he had spoken from +his heart,--truthfully. + +Phratos, his only hearer, was silent. + +He was thinking of the great blue sightless eyes that he had closed, and +of the loose brown hair on which he had flung the wet leaves and the +earth-clogged mosses. + +"The child lives?" he said at length. + +Taric, who was sinking to sleep after the long fatigues of a heavy tramp +through mountain-passes, stirred sullenly with an oath. + +"Let it go to hell!" he made answer. + +And these were the only words of baptism that were spoken over the +nameless daughter of Taric the gypsy and of Reine Flamma. + +That night Phratos called out to him in the moonlight the woman Zara, +who came from under her tent, and stood under the glistening leaves, +strong and handsome, with shining eyes and snowy teeth. + +"The child lives still?" he asked. + +Zara nodded her head. + +"You will try and keep it alive?" he pursued. + +She shrugged her shoulders. + +"What is the use? Taric would rather it were dead." + +"What matter what Taric wishes. Living or dead, it will not hinder him. +A child more or less with us, what is it? Only a draught of goat's milk +or a handful of meal. So little; it cannot be felt. You have a child of +your own, Zara; you cared for it?" + +"Yes," she answered, with a sudden softening gleam of her bright savage +eyes. + +She had a brown, strong, year-old boy, who kicked his naked limbs on the +sward with joy at Phratos's music. + +"Then have pity on this motherless creature," said Phratos, wooingly. "I +buried that dead woman; and her eyes, though there was no sight in them, +still seemed to pray to mine--and to pray for her child. Be merciful, +Zara. Let the child have the warmth of your arms and the defense of your +strength. Be merciful, Zara; and your seed shall multiply and increase +tenfold, and shall be stately and strong, and shall spread as the +branches of the plane-trees, on which the storm spends its fury in vain, +and beneath which all things of the earth can find refuge. For never was +a woman's pity fruitless, nor the fair deeds of her days without +recompense." + +Zara listened quietly, as the dreamy, poetic, persuasive words stole on +her ear like music. Like the rest of her people, she half believed in +him as a seer and prophet; her teeth shone out in a soft sudden smile. + +"You are always a fool, Phratos," she said; "but it shall be as you +fancy." + +And she went in out of the moonlit leaves and the clear cool, autumn +night into the little dark stifling tent, where the new-born child had +been laid away in a corner upon a rough-and-ready bed of gathered dusky +fir-needles. + +"It is a little cub, not worth the saving; and its dam was not of our +people," she said to herself, as she lifted the wailing and alien +creature to her bosom. + +"It is for you, my angel, that I do it," she murmured, looking at the +sleeping face of her own son. + +Outside the tent the sweet strains of Phratos's music rose sighing and +soft; and mingling, as sounds mingle in a dream, with the murmurs of the +forest leaves and the rushing of the mountain-river. He gave her the +only payment in his power. + +Zara, hushing the strange child at her breast, listened, and was half +touched, half angered. + +"Why should he play for this little stray thing, when he never played +once for you, my glory?" she said to her son, as she put the dead +woman's child roughly away, and took him up in its stead, to beat +together in play his rosy hands and cover his mouth with kisses. + +For even from these, the world's outcasts, this new life of a few hours' +span was rejected as unworthy and despised. + +Nevertheless, the music played on through the still forest night; and +nevertheless, the child grew and throve. + +The tribe of Taric abode in the Liebana or in the adjacent country along +the banks of the Deva during the space of four years and more, scarcely +losing in that time the sight, either from near or far, of the rosy +peaks of the Europa. + +He did not abide with them; he quarreled with them violently concerning +some division of a capture of wine-skins, and went on his own way to +distant provinces and cities; to the gambling and roystering, the +woman-fooling and the bull-fighting, that this soul lusted after always. + +His daughter he left to dwell in the tent of Zara, and under the defense +of Phratos. + +Once or twice, in sojourns of a night or two among his own people, as +the young creature grew in stature and strength, Taric had glanced at +her, and called her to him, and felt the litheness of her limbs and the +weight of her hair, and laughed as he thrust her from him, thinking, in +time to come, she--who would know nothing of her mother's dead God on +the cross, and of her mother's idle, weak scruples--might bring him a +fair provision in his years of age, when his hand should have lost its +weight against men and his form its goodliness in the sight of women. + +Once or twice he had given her a kick of his foot, or blow with his +leathern whip, when she crawled in the grass too near his path, or lay +asleep in the sun as he chanced to pass by her. + +Otherwise he had naught to do with her, absent or present; otherwise he +left her to chance and the devil, who were, as he said, according to the +Christians, the natural patrons and sponsors of all love-children. +Chance and the Devil, however, had not wholly their way in the Liebana; +for besides them there was Phratos. + +Phratos never abandoned her. + +Under the wolfskin and pineboughs of Zara's tent there was misery very +often. + +Zara had a fresh son born to her with each succeeding year; and having a +besotted love for her own offspring, had little but indifference and +blows for the stranger who shared their bed and food. Her children, +brown and curly, naked and strong, fought one another like panther cubs, +and rode in a cluster like red mountain-ash berries in the sheepskin +round her waist, and drank by turns out of the pitcher of broth, and +slept all together on dry ferns and mosses, rolled in warm balls one in +another like young bears. + +But the child who had no affinity with them, who was not even wholly of +their tribe, but had in her what they deemed the taint of gentile blood, +was not allowed to gnaw her bare bone or her ripe fig in peace if they +wished for it; was never carried with them in the sheepskin nest, but +left to totter after in the dust or mud as best she might; was forced to +wait for the leavings in the pitcher, or go without if leavings there +were none; and was kicked away by the sturdy limbs of these young males +when she tried to creep for warmth's sake in among them on their fern +bed. But she minded all this little; since in the Liebana there was +Phratos. + +Phratos was always good to her. The prayer which those piteous dead eyes +had made he always answered. He had always pity for the child. + +Many a time, but for his remembrance, she would have starved outright or +died of cold in those wild winters when the tribe huddled together in +the caverns of the limestone, and the snow-drifts were driven up by the +northern winds and blocked them there for many days. Many a time but for +his aid she would have dropped on their march and been left to perish as +she might on the long sunburnt roads, in the arid midsummers, when the +gypsies plodded on their dusty way through the sinuous windings of +hillside paths and along the rough stones of dried-up water-courses, in +gorges and passages known alone to them and the wild deer. + +When her throat was parched with the torment of long thirst, it was he +who raised her to drink from the rill in the rock, high above, to which +the mothers lifted their eager children, leaving her to gasp and gaze +unpitied. When she was driven away from the noonday meal by the hungry +and clamorous youngsters, who would admit no share of their partridge +broth and stewed lentils, it was he who bruised the maize between stones +for her eating, and gathered for her the wild fruit of the quince and +the mulberry. + +When the sons of Zara had kicked and bruised and spurned her from the +tent, he would lead her away to some shadowy place where the leaves grew +thickly, and play to her such glad and buoyant tunes that the laughter +seemed to bubble from the listening brooks and ripple among the swinging +boughs, and make the wild hare skip with joy, and draw the timid lizard +from his hole to frolic. And when the way was long, and the stony paths +cruel to her little bare feet, he would carry her aloft on his misshapen +shoulders, where his old viol always traveled; and would beguile the +steep way with a thousand quaint, soft, grotesque conceits of all the +flowers and leaves and birds and animals: talking rather to himself than +her, yet talking with a tender fancifulness, half humor and half +pathos, that soothed her tired senses like a lullaby. Hence it came to +pass that the sole creature whom she loved and who had pity for her was +the uncouth, crippled, gay, sad, gentle, dauntless creature whom his +tribe had always held half wittol and half seer. + +Thus the life in the hills of the Liebana went on till the child of +Taric had entered her sixth year. + +She had both beauty and grace; she had the old Moresco loveliness in its +higher type; she was fleet as the roe, strong as the young izard, wild +as the wood-partridge on the wing; she had grace of limb from the +postures and dances with which she taught herself to keep time to the +fantastic music of the viol; she was shy and sullen, fierce and savage, +to all save himself, for the hand of every other was against her; but to +him, she was docile as the dove to the hand that feeds it. He had given +her a string of bright sequins to hang on her hair, and when the +peasants of the mountains and valleys saw her by the edge of some green +woodland pool, whirling by moonlight to the sound of his melodies, they +took her to be some unearthly spirit, and told wonderful things over +their garlic of the elf crowned with stars they had seen dancing on a +round lotos-leaf in the hush of the night. + +In the Liebana she was beaten often, hungry almost always, cursed +fiercely, driven away by the mothers, mocked and flouted by the +children; and this taught her silence and ferocity. Yet in the Liebana +she was happy, for one creature loved her, and she was free--free to lie +in the long grass, to bathe in the still pools, to watch the wild things +of the woods, to wander ankle-deep in forest blossoms, to sleep under +the rocking of pines, to run against the sweet force of the wind, to +climb the trees and swing cradled in leaves, and to look far away at the +snow on the mountains, and to dream, and to love, and to be content in +dreaming and loving, their mystical glory that awoke with the sun. + +One day in the red autumn, Taric came; he had been wholly absent more +than two years. + +He was superb to the sight still, with matchless splendor of face and +form, but his carriage was more reckless and disordered than ever, and +in his gemlike and night-black eyes, there was a look of cunning and of +subtle ferocity new to them. + +His life had gone hardly with him, and to the indolence, the passions, +the rapacity, the slothful sensuality of the gypsy--who had retained all +the vices of his race whilst losing the virtues of simplicity in living, +and of endurance under hardship--the gall of a sharp poverty had become +unendurable: and to live without dice, and women, and wine, and boastful +brawling, seemed to him to be worse than any death. + +The day he returned, they were still camped in the Liebana; in one of +its narrow gorges, overhung with a thick growth of trees, and coursed +through by a headlong hill-stream that spread itself into darkling +breadths and leafy pools, in which the fish were astir under great snowy +lilies and a tangled web of water-plants. + +He strode into the midst of them, as they sat round their camp-fire lit +beneath a shelf of rock, as his wont was; and was welcomed, and fed, and +plied with such as they had, with that mixture of sullen respect and +incurable attachment which his tribe preserved, through all their +quarrels, for this, the finest and the fiercest, the most fickle and the +most faithless, of them all. + +He gorged himself, and drank, and said little. + +When the meal was done, the young of the tribe scattered themselves in +the red evening light under the great walnuts; some at feud, some at +play. + +"Which is mine?" he asked, surveying the children. They showed her to +him. The sequins were round her head; she swung on a bough of ash; the +pool beneath mirrored her; she was singing as children sing, without +words, yet musically and gladly, catching at the fireflies that danced +above her in the leaves. + +"Can she dance?" he asked lazily of them. + +"In her own fashion,--as a flower in the wind," Phratos answered him, +with a smile; and, willing to woo for her the good graces of her father, +he slung his viol off his shoulders and tuned it, and beckoned the +child. + +She came, knowing nothing who Taric was; he was only to her a +fierce-eyed man like the rest, who would beat her, most likely, if she +stood between him and the sun, or overturned by mischance his horn of +liquor. + +Phratos played, and all the gypsy children, as their wont was, danced. + +But she danced all alone, and with a grace and a fire that surpassed +theirs. She was only a baby still; she had only her quick ear to guide +her, and her only teacher was such inborn instinct as makes the birds +sing and the young kids gambol. + +Yet she danced with a wondrous subtlety and intensity of ardor beyond +her years; her small brown limbs glancing like bronze in the fire-glow, +the sequins flashing in her flying hair, and her form flung high in air, +like a bird on the wing, or a leaf on the wind; never still, never +ceasing to dart, and to leap, and to whirl, and to sway, yet always with +a sweet dreamy indolence, even in her fiery unrest. + +Taric watched her under his bent brow until the music ceased, and she +dropped on the grass spent and panting like a swallow after a long ocean +flight. + +"She will do," he muttered. + +"What is it you mean with the child?" some women asked. + +Taric laughed. + +"The little vermin is good for a gold piece or two," he answered. + +Phratos said nothing, but he heard. + +After awhile the camp was still; the gypsies slept. Two or three of +their men went out to try and harry cattle by the light of the moon if +they should be in luck; two others went forth to set snares for the wood +partridges and rabbits; the rest slumbered soundly, the dogs curled to a +watching sleep of vigilant guard in their midst. + +Taric alone sat by the dying fire. When all was very quiet, and the +stars were clear in midnight skies, the woman Zara stole out of her tent +to him. + +"You signed to me," she said to him in a low voice. "You want the child +killed?" + +Taric showed his white teeth like a wolf. + +"Not I; what should I gain?" + +"What is it you want, then, with her?" + +"I mean to take her, that is all. See here--a month ago, on the other +side of the mountains, I met a fantoccini player. It was at a wineshop, +hard by Luzarches. He had a woman-child with him who danced to his +music, and whom the people praised for her beauty, and who anticked like +a dancing-dog, and who made a great deal of silver. We got friends, he +and I. At the week's end the brat died: some sickness of the throat, +they said. Her master tore his hair and raved; the little wretch was +worth handfuls of coin to him. For such another he would give twelve +gold pieces. He shall have her. She will dance for him and me; there is +plenty to be made in that way. The women are fools over a handsome +child; they open their larders and their purses. I shall take her away +before sunrise; he says he teaches them in seven days, by starving and +giving the stick. She will dance while she is a child. Later on--there +are the theaters; she will be strong and handsome, and in the great +cities, now, a woman's comeliness is as a mine of gold ore. I shall take +her away by sunrise." + +"To sell her?" + +The hard fierce heart of Zara rebelled against him; she had no +tenderness save for her own offspring, and she had maltreated the stray +child many a time; yet the proud liberty and the savage chastity of her +race were roused against him by his words. + +Taric laughed again. + +"Surely; why not? I will make a dancing-dog of her for the peasants' +pastime; and in time she will make dancing-dogs of the nobles and the +princes for her own sport. It is a brave life--none better." + +The gypsy woman stood, astonished and irresolute. If he had flung his +child in the river, or thrown her off a rock, he would have less +offended the instincts and prejudices of her clan. + +"What will Phratos say?" she asked at length. + +"Phratos? A rotten fig for Phratos! What can he say--or do? The little +beast is mine; I can wring its neck if I choose, and if it refuse to +pipe when we play for it, I will." + +The woman sought in vain to dissuade him; he was inflexible. She left +him at last, telling herself that it was no business of hers. He had a +right to do what he chose with his own. So went and lay down among her +brown-faced boys, and was indifferent, and slept. + +Taric likewise slept, upon a pile of moss under the ledge of the rock, +lulled by the heat of the fire, which, ere lying down, he had fed with +fresh boughs of resinous wood. + +When all was quite still, and his deep quiet breathing told that his +slumber was one not easily broken, a man softly rose from the ground and +threw off a mass of dead leaves that had covered him, and stood erect, a +dark, strange, misshapen figure, in the moonlight: it was Phratos. + +He had heard, and understood all that Taric meant for the present and +the future of the child: and he knew that when Taric vowed to do a thing +for his own gain, it were easier to uproot the chain of the Europa than +to turn him aside from his purpose. + +"It was my doing!" said Phratos to himself bitterly, as he stood there, +and his heart was sick and sore in him, as with self-reproach for a +crime. + +He thought awhile, standing still in the hush of the midnight; then he +went softly, with a footfall that did not waken a dog, and lifted up the +skins of Zara's tent as they hung over the fir-poles. The moonbeams +slanting through the foliage strayed in, and showed him the woman, +sleeping among her rosy robust children, like a mastiff with her litter +of tawny pups; and away from them, on the bare ground closer to the +entrance, the slumbering form of the young daughter of Taric. + +She woke as he touched her, opening bright bewildered eyes. + +"Hush! it is I, Phratos," he murmured over her, and the stifled cry died +on her lips. + +He lifted her up in his arms and left the tent with her, and dropped the +curtain of sheepskin, and went out into the clear, crisp, autumn night. +Her eyes had closed again, and her head had sunk on his shoulder heavy +with sleep; she had not tried to keep awake one moment after knowing +that it was Phratos who had come for her; she loved him, and in his hold +feared nothing. + +Taric lay on the ledge of the rock, deaf with the torpor of a +half-drunken slumber, dreaming gloomily; his hand playing in his dreams +with the knife that was thrust in his waistband. + +Phratos stepped gently past him, and through the outstretched forms of +the dogs and men, and across the died-out embers of the fire, over which +the emptied soup-kettle still swung, as the night-breeze blew to and fro +its chain. No one heard him. + +He went out from their circle and down the path of the gorge in silence, +carrying the child. She was folded in a piece of sheepskin, and in her +hair there were still the sequins. They glittered in the white light as +he went; as the wind blew, it touched the chords of the viol on his +shoulder, and struck a faint, musical, sighing sound from them. + +"Is it morning?" the child murmured, half asleep. + +"No, dear; it is night," he answered her, and she was content and slept +again--the strings of the viol sending a soft whisper in her drowsy ear, +each time that the breeze arose and swept across them. + +When the morning came it found him far on his road, leaving behind him +the Liebana. + +There followed a bright month of autumn weather. The child was happy as +she had never been. + +They moved on continually through the plains and the fields, the hills +and the woods, the hamlets and the cities; but she and the viol were +never weary. They rode aloft whilst he toiled on. Yet neither was he +weary, for the viol murmured in the wind, and the child laughed in the +sunshine. + + + + +CHAPTER V. + + +It was late in the year. + +The earth and sky were a blaze of russet and purple, and scarlet and +gold. The air was keen and swift, and strong like wine. A summer +fragrance blended with a winter frost. The grape harvest had been +gathered in, and had been plentiful, and the people were liberal and of +good humor. + +Sometimes before a wineshop or beneath a balcony, or in a broad +market-square at evening, Phratos played; and the silver and copper +coins were dropped fast to him. When he had enough by him to get a crust +for himself, and milk and fruit for her, he did not pause to play, but +moved on resolutely all the day, resting at night only. + +He bought her a little garment of red foxes' furs; her head and her feet +were bare. She bathed in clear running waters, and slept in a nest of +hay. She saw vast towers, and wondrous spires, and strange piles of wood +and stone, and rivers spanned by arches, and great forests half +leafless, and plains red in stormy sunset light, and towns that lay hid +in soft gold mists of vapor; and saw all these as in a dream, herself +borne high in air, wrapped warm in fur, and lulled by the sweet familiar +fraternity of the old viol. She asked no questions, she was content, +like a mole or a dormouse; she was not beaten or mocked, she was never +hungry nor cold; no one cursed her, and she was with Phratos. + +It takes time to go on foot across a great country, and Phratos was +nearly always on foot. + +Now and then he gave a coin or two, or a tune or two, for a lift on some +straw-laden wagon, or some mule-cart full of pottery or of vegetables, +that was crawling on its slow way through the plains of the marshy +lands, or the poplar-lined leagues of the public highways. But as a rule +he plodded on by himself, shunning the people of his own race, and +shunned in return by the ordinary populace of the places through which +he traveled. For they knew him to be a Spanish gypsy by his skin and his +garb and his language, and by the starry-eyed Arab-faced child who ran +by his side in her red fur and her flashing sequins. + +"There is a curse written against all honest folk on every one of those +shaking coins," the peasants muttered as she passed them. + +She did not comprehend their sayings, for she knew none but her gypsy +tongue, and that only very imperfectly; but she knew by their glance +that they meant that she was something evil; and she gripped tighter +Phratos's hand--half terrified, half triumphant. + +The weather grew colder and the ground harder. The golden and scarlet +glories of the south and of the west, their red leafage and purple +flowers, gorgeous sunsets and leaping waters, gave place to the level +pastures, pale skies, leafless woods, and dim gray tints of the +northerly lands. + +The frosts became sharp, and mists that came from unseen seas enveloped +them. There were marvelous old towns; cathedral spires that arose, +ethereal as vapor; still dusky cities, aged with many centuries, that +seemed to sleep eternally in the watery halo of the fog; green +cultivated hills, from whose smooth brows the earth-touching clouds +seemed never to lift themselves; straight sluggish streams, that flowed +with leisurely laziness through broad flat meadow-lands, white with snow +and obscure with vapor. These were for what they exchanged the pomp of +dying foliage, the glory of crimson fruits, the fierce rush of the +mistral, the odors of the nowel-born violets, the fantastic shapes of +the aloes and olives raising their dark spears and their silvery network +against the amber fires of a winter dawn in the rich southwest. + +The child was chilled, oppressed, vaguely awestruck, and disquieted; but +she said nothing; Phratos was there and the viol. + +She missed the red forests and the leaping torrents, and the prickly +fruits, and the smell of the violets and the vineyards, and the wild +shapes of the cactus, and the old myrtles that were hoary and contorted +with age. But she did not complain nor ask any questions; she had +supreme faith in Phratos. + +One night, at the close of a black day in midwinter, the sharpest and +hardest in cold that they had ever encountered, they passed through a +little town whose roadways were mostly canals, and whose spires and +roofs and pinnacles and turrets and towers were all beautiful with the +poetry and the majesty of a long-perished age. + +The day had been bitter; there was snow everywhere; great blocks of ice +choked up the water; the belfry chimes rang shrilly through the rarefied +air; the few folks that were astir were wrapped in wool or sheepskin; +through the casements there glowed the ruddy flush of burning logs; and +the muffled watchmen passing to and fro in antique custom on their +rounds called out, under the closed houses, that it was eight of the +night in a heavy snowstorm. + +Phratos paused in the town at an old hostelry to give the child a hot +drink of milk and a roll of rye bread. There he asked the way to the +wood and the mill of Ypres. + +They told it him sullenly and suspiciously: since for a wild gypsy of +Spain the shrewd, thrifty, plain people of the north had no liking. + +He thanked them, and went on his way, out of the barriers of the little +town along a road by the river towards the country. + +"Art thou cold, dear?" he asked her, with more tenderness than common in +his voice. + +The child shivered under her little fur-skin, which would not keep out +the searching of the hurricane and the driving of the snowflakes; but +she drew her breath quickly, and answered him, "No." + +They came to a little wood, leafless and black in the gloomy night; a +dead crow swung in their faces on a swaying pear-tree; the roar of the +mill-stream loudly filled what otherwise would have been an intense +silence. + +He made his way in by a little wicket, through an orchard and through a +garden, and so to the front of the mill-house. The shutters were not +closed; through the driving of the snow he could see within. It looked +to him--a houseless wanderer from his youth up--strangely warm and safe +and still. + +An old man sat on one side of the wide hearth; an old woman, who span, +on the other; the spinning-wheel turned, the thread flew, the logs +smoked and flamed, the red glow played on the blue and white tiles of +the chimney-place, and danced on the pewter and brass on the shelves; +from the rafters there hung smoked meats and dried herbs and strings of +onions; there was a crucifix, and below it a little Nativity, in wax and +carved wood. + +He could not tell that the goodly stores were only gathered there to be +sold later at famine prices to a starving peasantry; he could not tell +that the wooden god was only worshiped in a blind, bigoted, brutal +selfishness, that desired to save its own soul, and to leave all other +souls in eternal damnation. + +He could not tell; he only saw old age and warmth and comfort; and what +the people who hooted him as a heathen called the religion of Love. + +"They will surely be good to her?" he thought. "Old people, and +prosperous, and alone by their fireside." + +It seemed that they must be so. + +Anyway, there was no other means to save her from Taric. + +His heart was sore within him, for he had grown to love the child; and +to the vagrant instincts of his race the life of the house and of the +hearth seemed like the life of the cage for the bird. Yet Phratos, who +was not altogether as his own people were, but had thought much and +often in his own wild way, knew that such a life was the best for a +woman-child,--and, above all, for a woman-child who had such a sire as +Taric. + +To keep her with himself was impossible. He had always dwelt with his +tribe, having no life apart from theirs; and even if he had left them, +wherever he had wandered, there would Taric have followed, and found +him, and claimed the child by his right of blood. There was no other way +to secure her from present misery and future shame, save only this; to +place her with her mother's people. + +She stood beside him, still and silent, gazing through the snowflakes at +the warmth of the mill-kitchen within. + +He stooped over her, and pushed between her fur garment and her skin the +letter he had found on the breast of the dead woman in the Liebana. + +"Thou wilt go in there to the old man yonder, and sleep by that pleasant +fire to-night," he murmured to her. "And thou wilt be good and gentle, +and even as thou art to me always; and to-morrow at noontide I will come +and see how it fares with thee." + +Her small hands tightened upon his. + +"I will not go without thee," she muttered in the broken tongue of the +gypsy children. + +There were food and milk, fire and shelter, safety from the night and +the storm there, she saw; but these were naught to her without Phratos. +She struggled against her fate as the young bird struggles against being +thrust into the cage,--not knowing what captivity means, and yet afraid +of it and rebelling by instinct. + +He took her up in his arms, and pressed her close to him, and for the +first time kissed her. For Phratos, though tender to her, had no woman's +foolishness, but had taught her to be hardy and strong, and to look for +neither caresses nor compassion--knowing well that to the love-child of +Taric in her future years the first could only mean shame, and the last +could only mean alms, which would be shame likewise. + +"Go, dear," he said softly to her; and then he struck with his staff on +the wooden door, and, lifting its latch, unclosed it; and thrust the +child forward, ere she could resist, into the darkness of the low +entrance-place. + +Then he turned and went swiftly himself through the orchard and wood +into the gloom and the storm of the night. + +He knew that to show himself to a northern householder were to do her +evil and hurt; for between the wanderer of the Spanish forests and the +peasant of the Norman pastures there could be only defiance, mistrust, +and disdain. + +"I will see how it is with her to-morrow," he said to himself as he +faced again the wind and the sleet. "If it be well with her--let it be +well. If not, she must come forth with me, and we must seek some lair +where her wolf-sire shall not prowl and discover her. But it will be +hard to find; for the vengeance of Taric is swift of foot and has a +far-stretching hand and eyes that are sleepless." + +And his heart was heavy in him as he went. He had done what seemed to +him just and due to the child and her mother; he had been true to the +vow he had made answering the mute prayer of the sightless dead eyes; he +had saved the flesh of the child from the whip of the trainer, and the +future of the child from the shame of the brothel; he had done thus much +in saving her from her father, and he had done it in the only way that +was possible to him. + +Yet his heart was heavy as he went; and it seemed to him even as though +he had thrust some mountain-bird with pinions that would cleave the +clouds, and eyes that would seek the sun, and a song that would rise +with the dawn, and a courage that would breast the thunder, down into +the darkness of a trap, to be shorn and crippled and silenced for +evermore. + +"I will see her to-morrow," he told himself; restless with a vague +remorse, as though the good he had done had been evil. + +But when the morrow dawned there had happened that to Phratos which +forbade him to see whether it were well with her that day or any day in +all the many years that came. + +For Phratos that night, being blinded and shrouded in the storm of snow, +lost such slender knowledge as he had of that northern country, and +wandered far afield, not knowing where he was in the wide white desert, +on which no single star-ray shone. + +The violence of the storm grew with the hours. The land was a sheet of +snow. The plains were dim and trackless as a desert. Sheep were frozen +in their folds, and cattle drowned amidst the ice in the darkness. All +lights were out, and the warning peals of the bells were drowned in the +tempest of the winds. + +The land was strange to him, and he lost all knowledge where he was. +Above, beneath, around, were the dense white rolling clouds of snow. +Now and then through the tumult of the hurricane there was blown a +strange harsh burst of jangled chimes that wailed a moment loudly on the +silence and then died again. + +At many doors he knocked: the doors of little lonely places standing in +the great colorless waste. + +But each door, being opened cautiously, was with haste shut in his face +again. + +"It is a gypsy," the people muttered, and were afraid; and they drew +their bars closer and huddled together in their beds, and thanked their +saints that they were safe beneath a roof. + +He wrapped his sheepskin closer round him and set his face against the +blast. + +A hundred times he strove to set his steps backwards to the town, and a +hundred times he failed; and moved only round and round vainly, never +escaping the maze of the endless white fields. + +Now the night was long, and he was weakly. + +In the midst of the fields there was a cross, and at the head of the +cross hung a lantern. The wind tossed the light to and fro. It flickered +on the head of a woman. She lay in the snow, and her hand grasped his +foot as he passed her. + +"I am dead," she said to him: "dead of hunger But the lad lives--save +him." + +And as she spoke, her lips closed together, her throat rattled, and she +died. + +The boy slept at her feet, and babbled in his sleep, delirious. + +Phratos stooped down and raised him. He was a child of eight years, and +worn with famine and fever, and his gaunt eyes stared hideously up at +the driving snow. + +Phratos folded him in his arms, and went on with him: the snow had +nearly covered the body of his mother. + +All around were the fields. There was no light, except from the lantern +on the cross. A few sheep huddled near without a shepherd. The stillness +was intense. The bells had ceased to ring or he had wandered far from +the sound of them. + +The lad was senseless; he muttered drearily foolish words of fever; his +limbs hung in a dead weight; his teeth chattered. Phratos, bearing him, +struggled on: the snow was deep and drifted heavily; every now and then +he stumbled and plunged to his knees in a rift of earth or in a shallow +pool of ice. + +At last his strength, feeble at all times, failed him; his arms could +bear their burden no longer; he let the young boy slip from his hold +upon the ground; and stood, breathless and broken, with the snowflakes +beating on him. + +"The woman trusted me," he thought; she was a stranger, she was a +beggar, she was dead. She had no bond upon him. Neither could she ever +bear witness against him. Yet he was loyal to her. + +He unwound the sheepskin that he wore, and stripped himself of it and +folded it about the sick child, and with a slow laborious effort drew +the little body away under the frail shelter of a knot of furze, and +wrapped it closely round, and left it there. + +It was all that he could do. + +Then, with no defense between him and the driving cold, he strove once +more to find his road. + +It was quite dark; quite still. + +The snow fell ceaselessly; the white wide land was patchless as the sea. + +He stumbled on, as a mule may which being blind and bruised yet holds +its way from the sheer instinct of its sad dumb patience. His veins were +frozen; his beard was ice; the wind cut his flesh like a scourge; a +sickly dreamy sleepiness stole on him. + +He knew well what it meant. + +He tried to rouse himself; he was young, and his life had its sweetness; +and there were faces he would fain have seen again, and voices whose +laughter he would fain have heard. + +He drew the viol round and touched its strings; but his frozen fingers +had lost their cunning, and the soul of the music was chilled and dumb: +it only sighed in answer. + +He kissed it softly as he would have kissed a woman's lips, and put it +in his bosom. It had all his youth in it. + +Then he stumbled onward yet again, feebly, being a cripple, and cold to +the bone, and pierced with a million thorns of pain. + +There was no light anywhere. + +The endless wilderness of the white plowed lands stretched all around +him; where the little hamlets clustered the storm hid them; no light +could penetrate the denseness of that changeless gloom; and the only +sound that rose upon the ghastly silence was the moaning of some +perishing flock locked in a flood of ice, and deserted by its shepherd. + +But what he saw and what he heard were not these going barefoot and +blindfold to his death, the things of his own land were with him; the +golden glories of sunsets of paradise; the scarlet blaze of a wilderness +of flowers; the sound of the fountains at midnight; the glancing of the +swift feet in the dances; the sweetness of songs sad as death sung in +the desolate courts of old palaces; the deep dreamy hush of white moons +shining through lines of palms straight on a silvery sea. + +These arose and drifted before him, and he ceased to suffer or to know, +and sleep conquered him; he dropped down on the white earth noiselessly +and powerlessly as a leaf sinks; the snow fell and covered him. + +When the morning broke, a peasant, going to his labor in the fields, +while the stormy winter sun rose red over the whitened world, found both +his body and the child's. + +The boy was warm and living still beneath the shelter of the sheepskin: +Phratos was dead. + +The people succored the child, and nursed and fed him so that his life +was saved; but to Phratos they only gave such burial as the corby gives +the stricken deer. + +"It is only a gypsy; let him lie," they said; and they left him there, +and the snow kept him. + +His viol they robbed him of, and cast it as a plaything to their +children. + +But the children could make no melody from its dumb strings. For the +viol was faithful; and its music was dead too. + +And his own land and his own people knew him never again; and never +again at evening was the voice of his viol heard in the stillness, and +never again did the young men and maidens dance to his bidding, and the +tears and the laughter rise and fall at his will, and the beasts and the +birds frisk and sing at his coming, and the children in his footsteps +cry, "Lo, it is summer, since Phratos is here!" + + + + +BOOK II. + + + + +CHAPTER I. + + +The hottest sun of a hot summer shone on a straight white dusty road. + +An old man was breaking stones by the wayside; he was very old, very +bent, very lean, worn by nigh a hundred years if he had been worn by +one; but he struck yet with a will, and the flints flew in a thousand +pieces under his hammer, as though the youth and the force of nineteen +years instead of ninety were at work on them. + +When the noon bell rang from a little odd straight steeple, with a +slanting roof, that peered out of the trees to the westward, he laid his +hammer aside, took off his brass-plated cap, wiped his forehead of its +heat and dust, sat down on his pile of stones, took out a hard black +crust and munched with teeth that were still strong and wiry. + +The noontide was very quiet; the heat was intense, for there had been no +rainfall for several weeks; there was one lark singing high up in the +air, with its little breast lifted to the sun; but all the other birds +were mute and invisible, doubtless hidden safely in some delicious +shadow, swinging drowsily on tufts of linden bloom, or underneath the +roofing of broad chestnut leaves. + +The road on either side was lined by the straight forms of endless +poplars, standing side by side in sentinel. The fields were all ablaze +around on every side with the gold of ripening corn or mustard, and the +scarlet flame of innumerable poppies. + +Here and there they were broken by some little house, white or black, or +painted in bright colors, which lifted up among its leaves a little +tower like a sugar-loaf, or a black gable, and a pointed arch beneath +it. Now and then they were divided by rows of trees standing breathless +in the heat, or breadths of apple orchards, some with fruits ruby red, +some with fruits as yet green as their foliage. + +Through it all the river ran, silver in the light, with shallow fords, +where the deep-flanked bullocks drank; and ever and anon an ancient +picturesque bridge of wood, time-bronzed and moss-imbedded. + +The old man did not look round once; he had been on these roads a score +of years; the place had to him the monotony and colorlessness which all +long familiar scenes wear to the eyes that are weary of them. + +He was ninety-five; he had to labor for his living; he ate black bread; +he had no living kith or kin; no friend save in the mighty legion of the +dead; he sat in the scorch of the sun; he hated the earth and the sky, +the air and the landscape: why not? + +They had no loveliness for him; he only knew that the flies stung him, +and that the red ants could crawl through the holes in his shoes, and +bite him sharply with their little piercing teeth. + +He sat in such scanty shade as the tall lean poplar gave, munching his +hard crusts; he had a fine keen profile and a long white beard that were +cut as sharply as an intaglio against the golden sunlight, in which the +gnats were dancing. His eyes were fastened on the dust as he ate; blue +piercing eyes which had still something of the fire of their youth; and +his lips under the white hair moved a little now and then, half audibly. + +His thoughts were with the long dead years of an unforgotten time--a +time that will be remembered as long as the earth shall circle round the +sun. + +With the present he had nothing to do; he worked to satisfy the +lingering cravings of a body that age seemed to have lost all power to +kill; he worked because he was too much of a man still to beg, and +because suicide looked to his fancy like a weakness. But life for all +that was over with him; life in the years of his boyhood had been a +thing so splendid, so terrible, so drunken, so divine, so tragic, so +intense, that the world seemed now to him to have grown pale and gray +and pulseless, with no sap in its vines, no hue in its suns, no blood in +its humanity. + +For his memory held the days of Thermidor; the weeks of the White +Terror; the winter dawn, when the drums rolled out a King's threnody; +the summer nights, when all the throats of Paris cried "Marengo!" + +He had lived in the wondrous awe of that abundant time when every hour +was an agony or a victory, when every woman was a martyr or a bacchanal; +when the same scythe that had severed the flowering grasses, served also +to cleave the fair breasts of the mother, the tender throat of the +child; when the ground was purple with the blue blood of men as with the +juices of out-trodden grapes, and when the waters were white with the +bodies of virgins as with the moon-fed lilies of summer. And now he sat +here by the wayside in the dust and the sun, only feeling the sting of +the fly and the bite of the ant; and the world seemed dead to him, +because so long ago, though his body still lived on, his soul had cursed +God and died. + +Through the golden motes of the dancing air and of the quivering +sunbeams, whilst high above the lark sang on, there came along the road +a girl. + +She was bare-footed, and bare-throated, lithe of movement, and straight +and supple as one who passed her life on the open lands and was abroad +in all changes of the weather. She walked with the free and fearless +measure of the countrywomen of Rome or the desert-born women of Nubia; +she had barely completed her sixteenth year, but her bosom and limbs +were full and firm, and moulded with almost all the luxuriant splendor +of maturity; her head was not covered after the fashion of the country, +but had a scarlet kerchief wound about. On it she bore a flat basket, +filled high with fruits and herbs and flowers; a mass of color and of +blossom, through which her dark level brows and her great eyes, +blue-black as a tempestuous night, looked out, set straight against the +sun. + +She came on, treading down the dust with her long and slender feet, that +were such feet as a sculptor would give to his Cleopatra or his Phryne. +Her face was grave, shadowed, even fierce; and her mouth, though scarlet +as a berry and full and curled, had its lips pressed close on one +another, like the lips of one who has long kept silence, and may keep +it--until death. + +As she saw the old man her eyes changed and lightened with a smile which +for the moment banished all the gloom and savage patience from her eyes, +and made them mellow and lustrous as a southern sun. + +She paused before him, and spoke, showing her beautiful white teeth, +small and even, like rows of cowry shells. + +"You are well, Marcellin?" + +The old man started, and looked up with a certain gladness on his own +keen visage, which had lost all expression save such as an intense and +absorbed retrospection will lend. + +"Fool!" he made answer, harshly yet not unkindly. "When will you know +that so long as an old man lives so long it cannot be 'well' with him?" + +"Need one be a man, or old, to answer so?" + +She spoke in the accent and the language of the province, but with a +voice rich and pure and cold; not the voice of the north, or of any +peasantry. + +She put her basket down from off her head, and leaned against the trunk +of the poplar beside him, crossing her arms upon her bare chest. + +"To the young everything is possible; to the old nothing," he said +curtly. + +Her eyes gleamed with a thirsty longing; she made him no reply. + +He broke off half his dry bread and tendered it to her. She shook her +head and motioned it away; yet she was as sharp-hungered as any hawk +that has hunted all through the night and the woods, and has killed +nothing. The growing life, the superb strength, the lofty stature of her +made her need constant nourishment, as young trees need it; and she was +fed as scantily as a blind beggar's dog, and less willingly than a +galley-slave. + +The kindly air had fed her richly, strongly, continually; that was all. + +"Possible!" she said slowly, after awhile. "What is 'possible'? I do not +understand." + +The old man, Marcellin, smiled grimly. + +"You see that lark? It soars there, and sings there. It is possible that +a fowler may hide in the grasses; it is possible that it may be shot as +it sings; it is possible that it may have the honor to die in agony, to +grace a rich man's table. You see?" + +She mused a moment; her brain was rapid in intuitive perception, but +barren of all culture; it took her many moments to follow the filmy +track of a metaphorical utterance. + +But by degrees she saw his meaning, and the shadow settled over her face +again. + +"The 'possible,' then, is only--the worse?" she said slowly. + +The old man smiled still grimly. + +"Nay; our friends the priests say there is a 'possible' which will +give--one day--the fowler who kills the lark the wings of the lark, and +the lark's power to sing _Laus Deo_ in heaven. _I_ do not say--they do." + +"The priests!" All the scorn of which her curved lips were capable +curled on them, and a deep hate gathered in her eyes--a hate that was +unfathomable and mute. + +"Then there is no 'possible' for me," she said bitterly, "if so be that +priests hold the gifts of it?" + +Marcellin looked up at her from under his bushy white eyebrows; a glance +fleet and keen as the gleam of blue steel. + +"Yes, there is," he said curtly. "You are a woman-child, and have +beauty: the devil will give you one." + +"Always the devil!" she muttered. There was impatience in her echo of +the words, and yet there was an awe also as of one who uses a name that +is mighty and full of majesty, although familiar. + +"Always the devil!" repeated Marcellin. "For the world is always of +men." + +His meaning this time lay too deep for her, and passed her; she stood +leaning against the poplar, with her head bent and her form motionless +and golden in the sunlight like a statue of bronze. + +"If men be devils they are my brethren," she said suddenly; "why do +they, then, so hate me?" + +The old man stroked his beard. + +"Because Fraternity is Hate. Cain said so; but God would not believe +him." + +She mused over the saying; silent still. + +The lark dropped down from heaven, suddenly falling through the air, +mute. It had been struck by a sparrow-hawk, which flashed back against +the azure of the skies and the white haze of the atmosphere; and which +flew down in the track of the lark, and seized it ere it gained the +shelter of the grass, and bore it away within his talons. + +Marcellin pointed to it with his pipe-stem. + +"You see, there are many forms of the 'possible'----" + +"When it means Death," she added. + +The old man took his pipe back and smoked. + +"Of course. Death is the key-note of creation." + +Again she did not comprehend; a puzzled pain clouded the luster of her +eyes. + +"But the lark praised God--why should it be so dealt with?" + +Marcellin smiled grimly. + +"Abel was praising God; but that did not turn aside the steel." + +She was silent yet again; he had told her that old story of the sons +born of Eve, and the one whom, hearing it, she had understood and pitied +had been Cain. + +At that moment, through the roadway that wound across the meadows and +through the corn lands and the trees, there came in sight a gleam of +scarlet that was not from the poppies, a flash of silver that was not +from the river, a column of smoke that was not from the weeds that +burned on the hillside. + +There came a moving cloud, with a melodious murmur softly rising from +it; a cloud that moved between the high flowering hedges, the tall amber +wheat, the slender poplars, and the fruitful orchards; a cloud that grew +larger and clearer as it drew more near to them, and left the green +water-meadows and the winding field-paths for the great highroad. + +It was a procession of the Church. + +It drew closer and closer by slow imperceptible degrees, until it +approached them; the old man sat upright, not taking his cap from his +head nor his pipe from his mouth; the young girl ceased to lean for rest +against the tree, and stood with her arms crossed on her breast. + +The Church passed them; the gilt crucifix held aloft, the scarlet and +the white of the floating robes catching the sunlight; the silver chains +and the silver censers gleaming, the fresh young voices of the singing +children cleaving the air like a rush of wind; the dark shorn faces of +the priests bowed over open books, the tender sound of little bells +ringing across the low deep monotony of prayer. + +The Church passed them; the dust of the parched road rose up in a +choking mass; the heavy mist of the incense hung darkly on the sunlit +air; the tramp of the many feet startled the birds from their rest, and +pierced through the noonday silence. + +It passed them, and left them behind it; but the fresh leaves were +choked and whitened; the birds were fluttered and affrightened; the old +man coughed, the girl strove to brush the dust motes from her smarting +eyelids. + +"That is the Church!" said the stone-breaker, with a smile. +"Dust--terror--a choked voice--and blinded eyes." + +Now she understood; and her beautiful curled lips laughed mutely. + +The old man rammed some more tobacco into the bowl of his pipe. + +"That is the Church!" he said. "To burn incense and pray for rain, and +to fell the forests that were the rain-makers." + +The procession passed away out of sight, going along the highway and +winding by the course of the river, calling to the bright blue heavens +for rain; whilst the little bells rang and the incense curled and the +priests prayed themselves hoarse, and the peasants toiled footsore, and +the eager steps of the choral children trod the tiny gnat dead in the +grasses and the bright butterfly dead in the dust. + +The priests had cast a severer look from out their down-dropped eyelids; +the children had huddled together, with their voices faltering a +little; and the boy choristers had shot out their lips in gestures of +defiance and opprobrium as they had passed these twain beneath the +wayside trees. For the two were both outcasts. + +"Didst thou see the man that killed the king?" whispered to another one +fair and curly-headed baby, who was holding in the sun her little, +white, silver-fringed banner, and catching the rise and fall of the +sonorous chant as well as she could with her little lisping tones. + +"Didst thou see the daughter of the devil?" muttered to another a +handsome golden-brown boy, who had left his herd untended in the meadow +to don his scarlet robes and to swing about the censer of his village +chapel. + +And they all sang louder, and tossed more incense on high, and marched +more closely together under the rays of the gleaming crucifix as they +went; feeling that they had been beneath the shadow of the powers of +darkness, and that they were purer and holier, and more exalted, because +they had thus passed by in scorn what was accursed with psalms on their +lips, with the cross as their symbol. + +So they went their way through the peaceful country with a glory of +sunbeams about them--through the corn, past the orchards, by the river, +into the heart of the old brown quiet town, and about the foot of the +great cathedral, where they kneeled down in the dust and prayed, then +rose and sang the "Angelus." + +Then the tall dark-visaged priest, who had led them all thither under +the standard of the golden crucifix, lifted his voice alone and implored +God, and exhorted man; implored for rain and all the blessings of +harvest, exhorted to patience and the imitation of God. + +The people were moved and saddened, and listened, smiting their breasts; +and after awhile rising from their knees, many of them in tears, +dispersed and went their ways: muttering to one another:--"We have had +no such harvests as those of old since the man that slew a saint came to +dwell here;" and answering to one another:--"We had never such droughts +as these in the sweet cool weather of old, before the offspring of hell +was among us." + +For the priests had not said to them, "Lo, your mercy is parched as the +earth, and your hearts as the heavens are brazen." + + + + +CHAPTER II. + + +In the days of his youngest youth, in the old drunken days that were +dead, this stone-breaker Marcellin had known such life as it is given to +few men to know--a life of the soul and the senses; a life of storm and +delight; a life mad with blood and with wine; a life of divinest dreams; +a life when women kissed them, and bid them slay; a life when mothers +blessed them and bade them die; a life, strong, awful, splendid, +unutterable; a life seized at its fullest and fiercest and fairest, out +of an air that was death, off an earth that was hell. + +When his cheeks had had a boy's bloom and his curls a boy's gold, he had +seen a nation in delirium; he had been one of the elect of a people; he +had uttered the words that burn, and wrought the acts that live; he had +been of the Thousand of Marsala; and he had been of the avengers of +Thermidor; he had raised his flutelike voice from the tribune, and he +had cast in his vote for the death of a king; passions had been his +playthings, and he had toyed with life as a child with a match; he had +beheld the despised enthroned in power, and desolation left within +king's palaces; he, too, had been fierce, and glad, and cruel, and gay, +and drunken, and proud, as the whole land was; he had seen the white +beauty of princely women bare in the hands of the mob, and the throats +that princes had caressed kissed by the broad steel knife; he had had +his youth in a wondrous time, when all men had been gods or devils, and +all women martyrs or furies. + +And now,--he broke stones to get daily bread, and those who passed him +by cursed him, saying,-- + +"This man slew a king." + +For he had outlived his time, and the life that had been golden and red +at its dawn was now gray and pale as the ashes of a fire grown cold; for +in all the list of the world's weary errors there is no mistake so +deadly as age. + +Years before, in such hot summer weather as this against which the +Church had prayed, the old man, going homewards to his cabin amidst the +fields, had met a little child coming straight towards him in the full +crimson glow of the setting sun, and with the flame of the poppies all +around her. He hardly knew why he looked at her; but when he had once +looked his eyes rested there. + +She had the hues of his youth about her; in that blood-red light, among +the blood-red flowers, she made him think of women's forms that he had +seen in all their grace and their voluptuous loveliness clothed in the +red garment of death, and standing on the dusky red of the scaffold, as +the burning mornings of the summers of slaughter had risen over the +land. + +The child was all alone before him in that intense glow as of fire; +above her there was a tawny sky, flushed here and there with purple; +around her stretched the solitary level of the fields burnt yellow as +gold by the long months of heat. There were stripes on her shoulders, +blue and black from the marks of a thong. + +He looked at her, and stopped her, why he hardly knew, except that a +look about her, beaten but yet unsubdued, attracted him. He had seen the +same look in the years of his youth, on the faces of the nobles he +hated. + +"Have you been hurt?" he asked her in his harsh strong voice. She put +her heavy load of fagots down and stared at him. + +"Hurt?" She echoed the word stupidly. No one ever thought she could be +hurt; what was done to her was punishment and justice. + +"Yes. Those stripes--they must be painful?" + +She gave a gesture of assent with her head, but she did not answer. + +"Who beat you?" he pursued. + +A cloud of passion swept over her bent face. + +"Flamma." + +"You were wicked?" + +"They said so." + +"And what do you do when you are beaten?" + +"I shut my mouth." + +"For what?" + +"For fear they should know it hurt me--and be glad." + +Marcellin leaned on his elm stick, and fastened on her his keen, +passionless eyes with a look that, for him who was shamed and was +shunned by all his kind, was almost sympathy. + +"Come to my hut," he said to her. "I know a herb that will take the fret +and the ache out of your bruises." + +The child followed him passively, half stupidly; he was the first +creature that had ever bidden her go with him, and this rough pity of +his was sweet to her, with an amazing incredible balm in it that only +those can know who see raised against them every man's hand, and hear on +their ears the mockery of all the voices of their world. Under reviling +and contempt and constant rejection, she had become savage as a trapped +hawk, wild as an escaped panther; but to him she was obedient and +passive, because he had spoken to her without a taunt and without a +curse, which until now had been the sole two forms of human speech she +had heard. His little hut was in the midst of those spreading +cornfields, set where two pathways crossed each other, and stretched +down the gentle slope of the cultured lands to join the great highway--a +hut of stones and plaited rushes, with a roof of thatch, where the old +republican, hardy of frame and born of a toiling race, dwelt in +solitude, and broke his scanty bitter bread without lament, if without +content. + +He took some leaves of a simple herb that he knew, soaked them with +water, and bound them on her shoulders, not ungainly, though his hand +was so rough with labor, and, as men said, had been so often red with +carnage. Then he gave her a draught of goat's milk, sweet and fresh, +from a wooden bowl; shared with her the dry black crusts that formed his +only evening meal; bestowed on her a gift of a rare old scarlet scarf of +woven wools and Eastern broideries, one of the few relics of his buried +life; lifted the fagots on her back, so that she could carry them with +greater ease; and set her on her homeward way. + +"Come to me again," he said, briefly, as she went across the threshold. +The child bent her head in silence, and kissed his hand quickly and +timidly, like a grateful dog that is amazed to have a caress, and not a +blow. + +"After a forty years' vow I have broken it; I have pitied a human +thing," the old man muttered as he stood in his doorway looking after +her shadow as it passed small and dark across the scarlet light of the +poppies. + +"They call him vile, and they say that he slew men," thought the child, +who had long known his face, though he never had noted hers; and it +seemed to her that all mercy lay in her father's kingdom--which they +called the kingdom of evil. The cool moist herbs soaked on her bruises; +and the draught of milk had slaked the thirst of her throat. + +"Is evil good?" she asked in her heart as she went through the tall red +poppies. + +And from that evening thenceforward Folle-Farine and Marcellin cleaved +to one another, being outcasts from all others. + + + + +CHAPTER III. + + +As the religious gathering broke up and split in divers streams to +wander divers ways, the little town returned to its accustomed +stillness--a stillness that seemed to have in it the calm of a thousand +sleeping years, and the legends and the dreams of half a score of old +dead centuries. + +On market-days and saint-days, days of high feast or of perpetual +chaffering, the town was full of color, movement, noise, and population. +The country people crowded in, filling it with the jingling of +mule-bells; the fisher people came, bringing in with them the crisp salt +smell of the sea and the blue of the sea on their garments; its own +tanners and ivory carvers, and fruiterers, and lacemakers turned out by +the hundred in all the quaint variety of costumes that their forefathers +had bequeathed to them, and to which they were still wise enough to +adhere. + +But at other times, when the fishers were in their hamlets, and the +peasantry on their lands and in their orchards, and the townsfolk at +their labors in the old rich renaissance mansions which they had turned +into tanneries, and granaries, and wool-sheds, and workshops, the place +was profoundly still; scarcely a child at play in the streets, scarcely +a dog asleep in the sun. + +When the crowds had gone, the priests laid aside their vestments, and +donned the black serge of their daily habit, and went to their daily +avocations in their humble dwellings. The crosses and the censers were +put back upon their altars, and hung up upon their pillars. The boy +choristers and the little children put their white linen and their +scarlet robes back in cupboards and presses, with heads of lavender and +sprigs of rosemary to keep the moth and the devil away, and went to +their fields, to their homes, to their herds, to their paper kites, to +their daisy chains, to the poor rabbits they pent in a hutch, to the +poor flies they killed in the sun. + +The streets became quite still, the market-place quite empty; the drowsy +silence of a burning, cloudless afternoon was over all the quiet places +about the cathedral walls, where of old the bishops and the canons +dwelt; gray shady courts; dim open cloisters; houses covered with oaken +carvings, and shadowed with the spreading branches of chestnuts and of +lime-trees that were as aged as themselves. + +Under the shelter of one of the lindens, after the populace had gone, +there was seated on a broad stone bench the girl who had stood by the +wayside erect and unbending as the procession had moved before her. + +She had flung herself down in dreamy restfulness. She had delivered her +burden of vegetables and fruit at a shop near by, whose awning stretched +out into the street like a toadstool yellow with the sun. + +The heat was intense; she had been on foot all day; she sat to rest a +moment, and put her burning hands under a little rill of water that +spouted into a basin in a niche in the wall--an ancient well, with a +stone image sculptured above, and a wreath of vine-leaves in stone +running around, in the lavish ornamentation of an age when men loved +loveliness for its own sake, and begrudged neither time nor labor in its +service. + +She leaned over the fountain, kept cool by the roofing of the thick +green leaves; there was a metal cup attached to the basin by a chain, +she filled it at the running thread of water, and stooped her lips to it +again and again thirstily. + +The day was sultry; the ways were long and white with powdered +limestone; her throat was still parched with the dust raised by the many +feet of the multitude; and although she had borne in the great basket +which now stood empty at her side, cherries, peaches, mulberries, +melons, full of juice and lusciousness, this daughter of the devil had +not taken even one to freshen her dry mouth. + +Folle-Farine stooped to the water, and played with it, and drank it, and +steeped her lips and her arms in it; lying there on the stone bench, +with her bare feet curled one in another, and her slender round limbs +full of the voluptuous repose of a resting panther. + +The coolness, the murmur, the clearness, the peace, the soft flowing +movement of water, possess an ineffable charm for natures that are +passion-tossed, feverish, and full of storm. + +There was a dreamy peace about the place, too, which had charms likewise +for her, in the dusky arch of the long cloisters, in the lichen-grown +walls, in the broad pamments of the paven court, in the clusters of +delicate carvings beneath and below; in the sculptured frieze where +little nests that the birds had made in the spring still rested; in the +dense brooding thickness of the boughs that brought the sweetness and +the shadows of the woods into the heart of the peopled town. + +She stayed there, loath to move; loath to return where a jeer, a bruise, +a lifted stick, a muttered curse, were all her greeting and her guerdon. + +As she lay thus, one of the doors in the old houses in the cloisters +opened; the head of an old woman was thrust out, crowned with the high, +fan-shaped comb, and the towering white linen cap that are the female +note of that especial town. + +The woman was the mother of the sacristan, and she, looking out, +shrieked shrilly to her son,-- + +"Georges, Georges! come hither. The devil's daughter is drinking the +blest water!" + +The sacristan was hoeing among his cabbages in the little garden behind +his house, surrounded with clipt yew, and damp from the deep shade of +the cathedral, that overshadowed it. + +He ran out at his mother's call, hoe in hand, himself an old man, though +stout and strong. + +The well in the wall was his especial charge and pride; immeasurable +sanctity attached to it. + +According to tradition, the water had spouted from the stone itself, at +the touch of a branch of blossoming pear, held in the hand of St. +Jerome, who had returned to earth in the middle of the fourteenth +century, and dwelt for awhile near the cathedral, working at the +honorable trade of a cordwainer, and accomplishing mighty miracles +throughout the district. + +It was said that some of his miraculous power still remained in the +fountain, and that even yet, those who drank on St. Jerome's day in full +faith and with believing hearts, were, oftentimes, cleansed of sin, and +purified of bodily disease. Wherefore on that day, throngs of peasantry +flocked in from all sides, and crowded round it, and drank; to the +benefit of the sacristan in charge, if not to that of their souls and +bodies. + +Summoned by his mother, he flew to the rescue of the sanctified spring. + +"Get you gone!" he shouted. "Get you gone, you child of hell! How durst +you touch the blessed basin? Do you think that God struck water from the +stone for such as you?" + +Folle-Farine lifted her head and looked him in the face with her +audacious eyes and laughed; then tossed her head again and plunged it +into the bright living water, till her lips, and her cheeks, and all the +rippling hair about her temples sparkled with its silvery drops. + +The sacristan, infuriated at once by the impiety and the defiance, +shrieked aloud: + +"Insolent animal! Daughter of Satan! I will teach you to taint the gift +of God with lips of the devil!" + +And he seized her roughly with one hand upon her shoulder, and with the +other raised the hoe and brandished the wooden staff of it above her +head in threat to strike her; whilst his old mother, still thrusting her +lofty headgear and her wrinkled face from out the door, screamed to him +to show he was a man, and have no mercy. + +As his grasp touched her, and the staff cast its shadow across her, +Folle-Farine sprang up, defiance and fury breathing from all her +beautiful fierce face. + +She seized the staff in her right hand, wrenched it with a swift +movement from its hold, and, catching his head under her left arm, +rained blows on him from his own weapon, with a sudden gust of +breathless rage which blinded him, and lent to her slender muscular +limbs the strength and the force of man. + +Then, as rapidly as she had seized and struck him, she flung him from +her with such violence that he fell prostrate on the pavement of the +court, caught up the metal pail which stood by ready filled, dashed the +water over him where he lay, and, turning from him without a word, +walked across the courtyard, slowly, and with a haughty grace in all the +carriage of her bare limbs and the folds of her ragged garments, bearing +the empty osier basket on her head, deaf as the stones around her to the +screams of the sacristan and his mother. + +In these secluded cloisters, and in the high noontide, when all were +sleeping or eating in the cool shelter of their darkened houses, the old +woman's voice remained unheard. + +The saints heard, no doubt, but they were too lazy to stir from their +niches in that sultry noontide, and, except the baying of a chained dog +aroused, there was no answer to the outcry: and Folle-Farine passed out +into the market-place unarrested, and not meeting another living +creature. As she turned into one of the squares leading to the open +country, she saw in the distance one of the guardians of the peace of +the town, moving quickly towards the cloisters, with his glittering lace +shining in the sun and his long scabbard clattering upon the stones. + +She laughed a little as she saw. + +"They will not come after _me_," she said to herself. "They are too +afraid of the devil." + +She judged rightly; they did not come. + +She crossed all the wide scorching square, whose white stones blazed in +the glare of the sun. There was nothing in sight except a stray cat +prowling in a corner, and three sparrows quarreling over a foul-smelling +heap of refuse. + +The quaint old houses round seemed all asleep, with the shutters closed +like eyelids over their little, dim, aged orbs of windows. + +The gilded vanes on their twisted chimneys and carved parapets pointed +motionless to the warm south. There was not a sound, except the cawing +of some rooks that built their nests high aloft in the fretted pinnacles +of the cathedral. + +Undisturbed she crossed the square and took her way down the crooked +streets that led her homeward to the outlying country. It was an old, +twisted, dusky place, with the water flowing through its center as its +only roadway; and in it there were the oldest houses of the town, all of +timber, black with age, and carved with the wonderful florid fancies and +grotesque conceits of the years when a house was to its master a thing +beloved and beautiful, a bulwark, an altar, a heritage, an heirloom, to +be dwelt in all the days of a long life, and bequeathed in all honor and +honesty to a noble offspring. + +The street was very silent, the ripple of the water was the chief sound +that filled it. Its tenants were very poor, and in many of its antique +mansions the beggars shared shelter with the rats and the owls. + +In one of these dwellings, however, there were still some warmth and +color. + +The orange and scarlet flowers of a nasturtium curled up its twisted +pilasters; the big, fair clusters of hydrangea filled up its narrow +casements; a breadth of many-colored saxafrage, with leaves of green and +rose, and blossoms of purple and white, hung over the balcony rail, +which five centuries earlier had been draped with cloth of gold; and a +little yellow song-bird made music in the empty niche from which the +sculptured flower-de-luce had been so long torn down. + +From that window a woman looked down, leaning with folded arms above the +rose-tipped saxafrage, and beneath the green-leaved vine. + +She was a fair woman, white as the lilies, she had silver pins in her +amber hair, and a mouth that laughed sweetly. She called to +Folle-Farine,-- + +"You brown thing; why do you stare at me?" + +Folle-Farine started and withdrew the fixed gaze of her lustrous eyes. + +"Because you are beautiful," she answered curtly. All beautiful things +had a fascination for her. + +This woman above was very fair to see, and the girl looked at her as she +looked at the purple butterflies in the sun; at the stars shining down +through the leaves; at the vast, dim, gorgeous figures in the cathedral +windows; at the happy children running to their mothers with their hands +full of primroses, as she saw them in the woods at springtime; at the +laughing groups round the wood-fires in the new year time when she +passed a lattice pane that the snowdrift had not blocked; at all the +things that were so often in her sight, and yet with which her life had +no part or likeness. + +She stood there on the rough flints, in the darkness cast from the +jutting beams of the house; and the other happier creature leaned above +in the light, white and rose-hued, and with the silver bells of the pins +shaking in her yellow tresses. + +"You are old Flamma's granddaughter," cried the other, from her leafy +nest above. "You work for him all day long at the mill?" + +"Yes." + +"And your feet are bare, and your clothes are rags, and you go to and +fro like a packhorse, and the people hate you? You must be a fool. Your +father was the devil, they say: why do you not make him give you good +things?" + +"He will not hear," the child muttered wearily. Had she not besought him +endlessly with breathless prayer? + +"Will he not? Wait a year--wait a year." + +"What then?" asked Folle-Farine, with a quick startled breath. + +"In a year you will be a woman, and he always hears women, they say." + +"He hears you." + +The fair woman above laughed: + +"Perhaps; in his fashion. But he pays me ill as yet." + +And she plucked one of the silver pins from her hair, and stabbed the +rosy foam of the saxafrage through and through with it; for she was but +a gardener's wife, and was restless and full of discontent. + +"Get you gone," she added quickly, "or I will throw a stone at you, you +witch; you have the evil eye, they say, and you may strike me blind if +you stare so." + +Folle-Farine went on her way over the sharp stones with a heavy heart. +That picture in the casement had made that passage bright to her many a +time; and when at last the picture had moved and spoken, it had only +mocked her and reviled her as the rest did. + +The street was dark for her like all the others now. + +The gardener's wife, leaning there, with the green and gold of the +vineleaves brushing her hair, looked after her down the crooked way. + +"That young wretch will be more beautiful than I," she thought; and the +thought was bitter to her, as such a one is to a fair woman. + +Folle-Farine went slowly and sadly through the street, with her head +dropped, and the large osier basket trailing behind her over the stones. + +She was well used to be pelted with words hard as hailstones, and +usually heeded them little, or gave them back with sullen defiance. But +from this woman they had wounded her; from that bright bower of golden +leaves and scarlet flowers she had faintly fancied some stray beam of +light might wander even to her. + +She was soon outside the gates of the town, and beyond the old walls, +where the bramble and the lichen grew over the huge stones of ramparts +and fortifications, useless and decayed from age. + +The country roads and lanes, the silver streams and the wooden bridges, +the lanes through which the market mules picked their careful way, the +fields in which the white-capped peasant women, and the brindled oxen +were at work, stretched all before her in a radiant air, sweet with the +scent of ripening fruits from many orchards. + +Here and there a wayside Calvary rose dark against the sun; here and +there a chapel bell sounded from under some little peaked red roof. The +cattle dozed beside meadow ditches that were choked with wild flowers; +the dogs lay down beside their sheep and slept. + +At the first cottage which she passed, the housewife sat out under a +spreading chestnut-tree, weaving lace upon her knee. + +Folle-Farine looked wistfully at the woman, who was young and pretty, +and who darted her swift skilled hand in and out and around the bobbins, +keeping time meanwhile with a mirthful burden that she sang. + +The woman looked up and frowned as the girl passed by her. + +A little way farther on there was a winehouse by the roadside, built of +wood, vine-wreathed, and half hidden in the tall flowering briers of its +garden. + +Out of the lattice there was leaning a maiden with the silver cross on +her bosom shining in the sun, and her meek blue eyes smiling down from +under the tower of her high white cap. She was reaching a carnation to a +student who stood below, with long fair locks and ruddy cheeks, and a +beard yellow with the amber down of twenty years; and who kissed her +white wrist as he caught the red flower. + +Folle-Farine glanced at the pretty picture with a dull wonder and a +nameless pain: what could it mean to be happy like that? + +Half a league onward she passed another cottage shadowed by a +sycamore-tree, and with the swallows whirling around its tall twisted +stone chimneys, and a beurre pear covering with branch and bloom its old +gray walls. + +An aged woman sat sipping coffee in the sun, and a young one was +sweeping the blue and white tiles with a broom, singing gayly as she +swept. + +"Art thou well placed, my mother?" she asked, pausing to look tenderly +at the withered brown face, on which the shadows of the sycamore leaves +were playing. + +The old mother smiled, steeping her bread in the coffee-bowl. + +"Surely, child; I can feel the sun and hear you sing." + +She was happy though she was blind. + +Folle-Farine stood a moment and looked at them across a hedge of +honeysuckle. + +"How odd it must feel to have any one to care to hear your voice like +that!" she thought; and she went on her way through the poppies and the +corn, half softened, half enraged. + +Was she lower than they because she could find no one to care for her or +take gladness in her life? Or was she greater than they because all +human delights were to her as the dead letters of an unknown tongue? + +Down a pathway fronting her that ran midway between the yellowing seas +of wheat and a belt of lilac clover, over which a swarm of bees was +murmuring, there came a countrywoman, crushing the herbage under her +heavy shoes, ragged, picturesque, sunbrowned, swinging deep brass pails +as she went to the herds on the hillside. + +She carried a child twisted into the folds of her dress; a boy, half +asleep, with his curly head against her breast. As she passed, the woman +drew her kerchief over her bosom and over the brown rosy face of the +child. + +"She shall not look at thee, my darling," she muttered. "Her look +withered Remy's little limb." + +And she covered the child jealously, and turned aside, so that she +should tread a separate pathway through the clover, and did not brush +the garments of the one she was compelled to pass. + +Folle-Farine heard, and laughed aloud. + +She knew of what the woman was thinking. + +In the summer of the previous year, as she had passed the tanyard on the +western bank of the river, the tanner's little son, rushing out in +haste, had curled his mouth in insult at her, and clapping his hands, +hissed in a child's love of cruelty the mocking words which he had heard +his elders use of her. In answer, she had only turned her head and +looked down at him with calm eyes of scorn. + +But the child, running out fast, and startled by that regard, had +stepped upon a shred of leather and had fallen heavily, breaking his +left leg at the knee. The limb, unskillfully dealt with, and enfeebled +by a tendency to disease, had never been restored, but hung limp, +crooked, useless, withered from below the knee. + +Through all the country side the little cripple, Remy, creeping out into +the sun upon his crutches, was pointed out in a passionate pity as the +object of her sorcery, the victim of her vengeance. When she had heard +what they said she had laughed as she laughed now, drawing together her +straight brows and showing her glistening teeth. + +All the momentary softness died in her as the peasant covered the boy's +face and turned aside into the clover. She laughed aloud and swept on +through the half-ripe corn with that swift, harmonious, majestic +movement which was inborn in her, as it is inborn in the deer or the +antelope, singing again as she went those strange wild airs, like the +sigh of the wind, which were all the language that lingered in her +memory from the land that had seen her birth. + +To such aversion as this she was too well used for it to be a matter of +even notice to her. She knew that she was marked and shunned by the +community amidst which her lot was cast; and she accepted proscription +without wonder and without resistance. + +Folle-Farine: the Dust. What lower thing did earth hold? + +In this old-world district, amidst the pastures and cornlands of +Normandy, superstition had taken a hold which the passage of centuries +and the advent of revolution had done very little to lessen. + +Few of the people could read and fewer still could write. They knew +nothing but what their priests and their politicians told them to +believe. They went to their beds with the poultry, and rose as the cock +crew: they went to mass, as their ducks to the osier and weed ponds; and +to the conscription as their lambs to the slaughter. They understood +that there was a world beyond them, but they remembered it only as the +best market for their fruit, their fowls, their lace, their skins. + +Their brains were as dim as were their oil-lit streets at night; though +their lives were content and mirthful, and the most part pious. They +went out into the summer meadows chanting aves, in seasons of drought to +pray for rain on their parching orchards, in the same credulity with +which they groped through the winter fog, bearing torches and chanting +dirges to gain a blessing at seed-time on their bleak black fallows. + +The beauty and the faith of the old Mediaeval life were with them still; +and with its beauty and its faith were its bigotry and its cruelty +likewise. They led simple and contented lives; for the most part honest, +and among themselves cheerful and kindly; preserving much grace of +color, of costume, of idiosyncrasy, because apart from the hueless +communism and characterless monotony of modern cities. + +But they believed in sorcery and in devilry; they were brutal to their +beasts, and could be as brutal to their foes; they were steeped in +legend and tradition from their cradles; and all the darkest +superstitions of dead ages still found home and treasury in their hearts +and at their hearths. + +Therefore, believing her a creature of evil, they were inexorable +against her, and thought that in being so they did their duty. + +They had always been a religious people in this birth country of the +Flamma race; the strong poetic veneration of their forefathers, which +had symbolized itself in the carving of every lintel, corbel, or +buttress in their streets, and in the fashion of every spire on which a +weather-vane could gleam against their suns, was still in their blood; +the poetry had departed, but the bigotry remained. + +Their ancestors had burned wizards and witches by the score in the open +square of the cathedral place, and their grandsires and grandams had in +brave, dumb, ignorant peasant fashion held fast to the lily and the +cross, and gone by hundreds to the salutation of the axe and the baptism +of the sword in the red days of revolution. + +They were the same people still: industrious, frugal, peaceful, loyal, +wedded to old ways and to old relics, content on little, and serene of +heart; yet, withal, where they feared or where they hated, brutal with +the brutality begotten of abject ignorance. And they had been so to this +outcast whom they all called Folle-Farine. + +When she had first come amidst them, a little desolate foreign child, +mute with the dumbness of an unknown tongue, and cast adrift among +strange people, unfamiliar ways, and chill blank glances, she had shyly +tried in a child's vague instincts of appeal and trust to make friends +with the other children that she saw, and to share a little in the +mothers' smiles and the babies' pastimes that were all around her in the +glad green world of summer. + +But she had been denied and rejected with hard words and harder blows; +at her coming the smiles had changed to frowns, and the pastime into +terror. She was proud, she was shy, she was savage; she felt rather than +understood that she was suspected and reviled; she ceased to seek her +own kind, and only went for companionship and sympathy to the creatures +of the fields and the woods, to the things of the earth and the sky and +the water. + +"Thou art the devil's daughter!" half in sport hissed the youths in the +market-place against her as the little child went among them, carrying a +load for her grandsire heavier than her arms knew how to bear. + +"Thou wert plague-spotted from thy birth," said the old man himself, as +she strained her small limbs to and fro the floors of his storehouses, +carrying wood or flour or tiles or rushes, or whatever there chanced to +need such convoy. + +"Get thee away, we are not to touch thee!" hissed the six-year-old +infants at play by the river when she waded in amidst them to reach with +her lither arm the far-off water-flowers they were too timorous to +pluck, and tender it to the one who had desired it. + +"The devil begot thee, and my cow fell ill yesternight after thou hadst +laid hands on her!" muttered the old women, lifting a stick as she went +near to their cattle in the meadows to brush off with a broad dockleaf +the flies that were teasing the poor, meek, patient beasts. + +So, cursed when she did her duty, and driven away when she tried to do +good, her young soul had hardened itself and grown fierce, mute, +callous, isolated. + +There were only the four-footed things, so wise, so silent, so tender of +heart, so bruised of body, so innocent, and so agonized, that had +compassion for her, and saved her from utter desolation. In the mild sad +gaze of the cow, in the lustrous suffering eyes of the horse, in the +noble frank faith of the dog, in the soft-bounding glee of the lamb, in +the unwearied toil of the ass, in the tender industry of the bird, she +had sympathy and she had example. + +She loved them and they loved her. She saw that they were sinless, +diligent, faithful, devoted, loyal servers of base masters; loving +greatly, and for their love goaded, beaten, overtasked, slaughtered. + +She took the lesson to heart; and hated men and women with a bitter +hatred. + +So she had grown up for ten years, caring for no human thing, except in +a manner for the old man Marcellin, who was, like her, proscribed. + +The priests had striven to turn her soul what they had termed +heavenward; but their weapons had been wrath and intimidation. She would +have none of them. No efforts that they or her grandsire made had +availed; she would be starved, thrashed, cursed, maltreated as they +would; she could not understand their meaning, or would not submit +herself to their religion. + +As years went on they had found the contest hopeless, so had abandoned +her to the devil, who had made her; and the daughter of one whom the +whole province had called saint had never passed within church-doors or +known the touch of holy water save when they had cast it on her as an +exorcism. And when she met a priest in the open roads or on the bypaths +of the fields, she always sang in loud defiance her wildest melodies. + +Where had she learnt these? + +They had been sung to her by Phratos, and taught by him. + +Who had he been? + +Her old life was obscure to her memory, and yet glorious even in its +dimness. + +She did not know who those people had been with whom she had wandered, +nor in what land they had dwelt. But that wondrous free life remained on +her remembrance as a thing never to be forgotten or to be known again; a +life odorous with bursting fruits and budding flowers; full of strangest +and of sweetest music; spent forever under green leaves and suns that +had no setting; forever beside fathomless waters and winding forests; +forever rhymed to melody and soothed to the measure of deep winds and +drifting clouds. + +For she had forgotten all except its liberty and its loveliness; and the +old gypsy life of the Liebana remained with her only as some stray +fragment of an existence passed in another world from which she was now +an exile, and revived in her only in the fierce passion of her nature, +in her bitter, vague rebellion, in her longing to be free, in her +anguish of vain desires for richer hues and bluer skies and wilder winds +than those amidst which she toiled. At times she remembered likewise the +songs and the melodies of Phratos; remembered them when the moon rays +swept across the white breadth of water-lilies, or the breath of spring +stole through the awakening woods; and when she remembered them she +wept--wept bitterly, where none could look on her. + +She never thought of Phratos as a man; as of one who had lived in a +human form and was now dead in an earthly grave; her memory of him was +of some nameless creature, half divine, whose footsteps brought laughter +and music, with eyes bright as a bird's, yet sad as a dog's, and a voice +forever singing; clad in goat's hair, and gigantic and gay; a creature +that had spoken tenderly to her, that had bidden her laugh and rejoice, +that had carried her when she was weary; that had taught her to sleep +under the dewy leaves, and to greet the things of the night as soft +sisters, and to fear nothing in the whole living world, in the earth, +or the air, or the sky, and to tell the truth though a falsehood were to +spare the bare feet flintstones, and naked shoulders the stick, and an +empty body hunger and thirst. A creature that seemed to her in her +memories even as the faun seemed to the fancies of the children of the +Piraeus; a creature half man and half animal, glad and grotesque, full of +mirth and of music, belonging to the forest, to the brook, to the stars, +to the leaves, wandering like the wind, and, like the wind, homeless. + +This was all her memory; but she cherished it; in the face of the +priests she bent her straight black brows and curled her scornful +scarlet lips, but for the sake of Phratos she held one religion; though +she hated men she told them never a lie, and asked them never an alms. + +She went now along the white level roads, the empty basket balanced on +her head, her form moving with the free harmonious grace of desert +women, and she sang as she went the old sweet songs of the broken viol. + +She was friendless and desolate; she was ill fed, she was heavily +tasked; she toiled without thanks; she was ignorant of even so much +knowledge as the peasants about her had; she was without a past or a +future, and her present had in it but daily toil and bitter words; +hunger, and thirst, and chastisement. + +Yet for all that she sang;--sang because the vitality in her made her +dauntless of all evil; because the abundant life opening in her made her +glad in despite of fate; because the youth, and the strength, and the +soul that were in her could not utterly be brutalized, could not wholly +cease from feeling the gladness of the sun, the coursing of the breeze, +the liberty of nature, the sweet quick sense of living. + +Before long she reached the spot where the old man Marcellin was +breaking stones. + +His pile was raised much higher; he sat astride on a log of timber and +hammered the flints on and on, on and on, without looking up; the dust +was still thick on the leaves and the herbage where the tramp of the +people had raised it; and the prayers and the chants had failed as yet +to bring one slightest cloud, one faintest rain mist across the hot +unbroken azure of the skies. + +Marcellin was her only friend; the proscribed always adhere to one +another; when they are few they can only brood and suffer, harmlessly; +when they are many they rise as with one foot and strike as with one +hand. Therefore, it is always perilous to make the lists of any +proscription overlong. + +The child, who was also an outcast, went to him and paused; in a +curious, lifeless bitter way they cared for one another; this girl who +had grown to believe herself born of hell, and this man who had grown to +believe that he had served hell. + +With the bastard Folle-Farine and with the regicide Marcellin the people +had no association, and for them no pity; therefore they had found each +other by the kinship of proscription; and in a way there was love +between them. + +"You are glad, since you sing!" said the old man to her, as she passed +him again on her homeward way, and paused again beside him. + +"The birds in cage sing," she answered him. "But, think you they are +glad?" + +"Are they not?" + +She sat down a moment beside him, on the bank which was soft with moss, +and odorous with wild flowers curling up the stems of the poplars and +straying over into the corn beyond. + +"Are they? Look. Yesterday I passed a cottage, it is on the great south +road; far away from here. The house was empty; the people, no doubt, +were gone to labor in the fields; there was a wicker cage hanging to the +wall, and in the cage there was a blackbird. The sun beat on his head; +his square of sod was a dry clod of bare earth; the heat had dried every +drop of water in his pan; and yet the bird was singing. Singing how? In +torment, beating his breast against the bars till the blood started, +crying to the skies to have mercy on him and to let rain fall. His song +was shrill; it had a scream in it; still he sang. Do you say the merle +was glad?" + +"What did you do?" asked the old man, still breaking the stones with a +monotonous rise and fall of his hammer. + +"I took the cage down and opened the door." + +"And he?" + +"He shot up in the air first, then dropped down amidst the grasses, +where a little brook which the drought had not dried, was still running; +and he bathed and drank and bathed again, seeming mad with the joy of +the water. When I lost him from sight he was swaying on a bough among +the leaves over the river; but then he was silent!" + +"And what do you mean by that?" + +Her eyes clouded; she was mute. She vaguely knew the meaning it bore to +herself, but it was beyond her to express it. + +All things of nature had voices and parables for her, because her fancy +was vivid and her mind was dreamy; but that mind was still too dark, and +too profoundly ignorant, for her to be able to shape her thoughts into +metaphor or deduction. + +The bird had spoken to her; by his silence as by his song; but what he +had uttered she could not well utter again. Save, indeed, that song was +not gladness, and neither was silence pain. + +Marcellin, although he had asked her, had asked needlessly; for he also +knew. + +"And what, think you, the people said, when they went back and found the +cage empty?" he pursued, still echoing his words and hers by the ringing +sound of the falling hammer. + +A smile curled her lips. + +"That was no thought of mine," she said carelessly. "They had done +wickedly to cage him; to set him free I would have pulled down their +thatch, or stove in their door, had need been." + +"Good!" said the old man briefly, with a gleam of light over his harsh +lean face. + +He looked up at her as he worked, the shivered flints flying right and +left. + +"It was a pity to make you a woman," he muttered, as his keen gaze swept +over her. + +"A woman!" She echoed the words dully and half wonderingly; she could +not understand it in connection with herself. + +A woman; that was a woman who sat in the sun under the fig-tree, working +her lace on a frame; that was a woman who leaned out of her lattice +tossing a red carnation to her lover; that was a woman who swept the +open porch of her house, singing as she cleared the dust away; that was +a woman who strode on her blithe way through the clover, carrying her +child at her breast. + +She seemed to have no likeness to them, no kindred with them; she a +beast of burden, a creature soulless and homeless, an animal made to +fetch and carry, to be cursed and beaten, to know neither love nor hope, +neither past nor future, but only a certain dull patience and furious +hate, a certain dim pleasure in labor and indifference to pain. + +"It was a pity to make you a woman," said the old man once more. "You +might be a man worth something; but a woman!--a thing that has no +medium; no haven between hell and heaven; no option save to sit by the +hearth to watch the pot boil and suckle the children, or to go out into +the streets and the taverns to mock at men and to murder them. Which +will you do in the future?" + +"What?" + +She scarcely knew the meaning of the word. She saw the female creatures +round her were of all shades of age, from the young girls with their +peachlike cheeks to the old crones brown and withered as last year's +nuts; she knew that if she lived on she would be old likewise; but of a +future she had no conception, no ideal. She had been left too ignorant +to have visions of any other world hereafter than this one which the low +lying green hills and the arc of the pale blue sky shut in upon her. + +She had one desire, indeed--a desire vague but yet fierce--the desire +for liberty. But it was such desire as the bird which she had freed had +known; the desire of instinct, the desire of existence only; her mind +was powerless to conceive a future, because a future is a hope, and of +hope she knew nothing. + +The old man glanced at her, and saw that she had not comprehended. He +smiled with a certain bitter pity. + +"I spoke idly," he said to himself; "slaves cannot have a future. But +yet----" + +Yet he saw that the creature who was so ignorant of her own powers, of +her own splendors, of her own possibilities, had even now a beauty as +great as that of a lustrous Eastern-eyed passion-flower; and he knew +that to a woman who has such beauty as this the world holds out in its +hand the tender of at least one future--one election, one kingdom, one +destiny. + +"Women are loved," she said, suddenly; "will any one love me?" + +Marcellin smiled bitterly. + +"Many will love you, doubtless--as the wasp loves the peach that he +kisses with his sting, and leaves rotten to drop from the stem!" + +She was silent again, revolving his meaning; it lay beyond her, both in +the peril which it embodied from others, and the beauty in herself which +it implied. She could reach no conception of herself, save as what she +now was, a body-servant of toil, a beast of burden like a young mule. + +"But all shun me, as even the wasp shuns the bitter oak apple," she +said, slowly and dreamily; "who should love me, even as the wasp loves +the peach?" + +Marcellin smiled his grim and shadowy smile. He made answer,-- + +"Wait!" + +She sat mute once more, revolving this strange, brief word in her +thoughts--strange to her, with a promise as vague, as splendid, and as +incomprehensible as the prophecy of empire to a slave. + +"The future?" she said, at last. "That means something that one has not, +and that is to come--is it so?" + +"Something that one never has, and that never comes," muttered the old +man, wearily cracking the flints in two; "something that one possesses +in one's sleep, and that is farther off each time that one awakes; and +yet a thing that one sees always--sees even when one lies a-dying, they +say--for men are fools." + +Folle-Farine listened, musing, with her hands clasped on the handle of +her empty basket, and her chin resting upon them, and her eyes watching +a maimed butterfly drag its wings of emerald and diamond through the +hot, pale, sickly dust. + +"I dream!" she said, suddenly, as she stooped and lifted the wounded +insect gently on to the edge of a leaf. "But I dream wide awake." + +Marcellin smiled. + +"Never say so. They will think you mad. That is only what foolish +things, called poets, do." + +"What is a poet?" + +"A foolish thing, I tell you--mad enough to believe that men will care +to strain their eyes, as he strains his, to see the face of a God who +never looks and never listens." + +"Ah!" + +She was so accustomed to be told that all she did was unlike to others, +and was either wicked or was senseless, that she saw nothing except the +simple statement of a fact in the rebuke which he had given her. She sat +quiet, gazing down into the thick white dust of the road, bestirred by +the many feet of mules and men that had trodden through it since the +dawn. + +"I dream beautiful things," she pursued, slowly. "In the moonlight most +often. I seem to remember, when I dream--so much! so much!" + +"Remember--what should you remember? You were but a baby when they +brought you hither." + +"So they say. But I might live before, in my father's kingdom--in the +devil's kingdom. Why not?" + +Why not, indeed! Perhaps we all lived there once; and that is why we all +through all our lives hanker to get back to it. + +"I ask him so often to take me back, but he does not seem ever to hear." + +"Chut! He will hear in his own good time. The devil never passes by a +woman." + +"A woman!" she repeated. The word seemed to have no likeness and no +fitness with herself. + +A woman!--she!--a creature made to be beaten, and sworn at, and shunned, +and loaded like a mule, and driven like a bullock! + +"Look you," said the old man, resting his hammer for a moment, and +wiping the sweat from his brow, "I have lived in this vile place forty +years. I remember the woman that they say bore you--Reine Flamma. She +was a beautiful woman, and pure as snow, and noble, and innocent. She +wearied God incessantly. I have seen her stretched for hours at the foot +of that cross. She was wretched; and she entreated her God to take away +her monotonous misery, and to give her some life new and fair. But God +never answered. He left her to herself. It was the devil that heard--and +replied." + +"Then, is the devil juster than their God?" + +Marcellin leaned his hammer on his knees and his voice rose clear and +strong as it had done of yore from the Tribune. + +"He looks so, at the least. It is his wisdom, and that is why his +following is so large. Nay, I say, when God is deaf the devil listens. +That is his wisdom, see you. So often the poor little weak human soul, +striving to find the right way, cries feebly for help, and none answer. +The poor little weak soul is blind and astray in the busy streets of the +world. It lifts its voice, but its voice is so young and so feeble, like +the pipe of a newly-born bird in the dawn, that it is drowned in the +shouts and the manifold sounds of those hard, crowded, cruel streets, +where every one is for himself, and no man has ears for his neighbor. It +is hungered, it is athirst, it is sorrowful, it is blinded, it is +perplexed, it is afraid. It cries often, but God and man leave it to +itself. Then the devil, who harkens always, and who, though all the +trumpets blowing their brazen music in the streets bray in his honor, +yet is too wise to lose even the slightest sound of any in +distress--since of such are the largest sheaves of his harvest--comes to +the little soul, and teaches it with tenderness, and guides it towards +the paths of gladness, and fills its lips with the bread of sweet +passions, and its nostrils with the savor of fair vanities, and blows in +its ear the empty breath of men's lungs, till that sickly wind seems +divinest music. Then is the little soul dazzled and captured, and made +the devil's for evermore; half through its innocence, half through its +weakness; but chiefly of all because God and man would not hear its +cries whilst yet it was sinless and only astray." + +He ceased, and the strokes of his hammer rang again on the sharp flint +stones. + +She had listened with her lips parted breathlessly, and her nightlike +eyes dilated. + +In the far distant time, when he had been amidst the world of men, he +had known how to utter the words that burned, and charm to stillness a +raging multitude. He had not altogether lost this power, at such rare +times as he still cared to break his silence, and to unfold the +unforgotten memories of a life long dead. He would speak thus to her, +but to no other. + +Folle-Farine listened, mute and breathless, her great eyes uplifted to +the sun, where it was sinking westward through a pomp of golden and of +purple cloud. He was the only creature who ever spoke to her as though +she likewise were human, and she followed his words with dumb +unquestioning faith, as a dog its master's footsteps. + +"The soul! What is the soul?" she muttered, at length. + +He caught in his hand the beautiful diamond-winged butterfly, which now, +freed of the dust and drinking in the sunlight, was poised on a foxglove +in the hedge near him, and held it against the light. + +"What is it that moves this creature's wings, and glances in its eyes, +and gives it delight in the summer's warmth, in the orchid's honey, and +in the lime-tree's leaves? I do not know; but I know that I can kill +it--with one grind of my heel. So much we know of the soul--no more." + +She freed it from his hand. + +"Whoever made it, then, was cruel. If he could give it so much power, +why not have given it a little more, so that it could escape you +always?" + +"You ask what men have asked ten times ten thousand years--since the +world began--without an answer. Because the law of all creation is +cruelty, I suppose; because the dust of death is always the breath of +life. The great man, dead, changes to a million worms, and lives again +in the juices of the grass above his grave. It matters little. The worms +destroy; the grasses nourish. Few great men do more than the first, or +do as much as the last." + +"But get you homeward," he continued, breaking off his parable; "it is +two hours past noon, and if you be late on the way you pay for it with +your body. Begone." + +She nodded her head, and went; he seldom used gentle words to her, and +yet she knew, in a vague way, that he cared for her; moreover, she +rejoiced in that bitter, caustic contempt in which he, the oldest man +amidst them, held all men. + +His words were the only thing that had aroused her dulled brain to its +natural faculties; in a manner, from him she had caught something of +knowledge--something, too, of intellect; he alone prevented her from +sinking to that absolute unquestioning despair which surely ends in +idiocy or in self-murder. + +She pursued her way in silence across the fields, and along the straight +white road, and across a wooden bridge that spanned the river, to her +home. + +There was a gentler luster in her eyes, and her mouth had the faint +light of a half smile upon it; she did not know what hope meant; it +never seemed possible to her that her fate could be other than it was, +since so long the messengers and emissaries of her father's empire had +been silent and leaden-footed to her call. + +Yet, in a manner, she was comforted, for had not two mouths that day +bidden her "wait"? + +She entered at length the little wood of Ypres, and heard that rush and +music of the deep mill water which was the sole thing she had learned to +love in all the place. + +Beyond it were the apple orchards and fruit gardens which rendered +Claudis Flamma back full recompense for all the toil they cost +him--recompense so large, indeed, that many disbelieved in that poverty +which he was wont to aver weighed so hardly and so lightly on him. Both +were now rich in all their maturer abundance, since the stream which +rushed through them had saved them from the evil effects of the long +drought so severely felt in all other districts. + +The cherry-trees were scarlet with their latest fruit; the great +pumpkins glowed among their leaves in tawny orange heaps; little +russet-breasted bullfinches beat their wings vainly at the fine network +that enshrouded the paler gold of the wall apricots; a gray cat was +stealing among the delicate yellows of the pear-shaped marrows; where a +round green wrinkled melon lay a-ripening in the sun, a gorgeous +dragon-fly was hovering, and a mother-mavis, in her simple coif of brown +and white and gray, was singing with all the gladness of her sunny +summer joys. + +Beyond a hedge of prickly thorn the narrower flower-garden stretched, +spanned by low stone walls, made venerable by the silvery beards of +lichens; and the earth was full of color from the crimson and the golden +gladioli; from the carmine-hued carnations; from the deep-blue lupins, +and the Gloire de Dijon roses; from the green slender stems and the pure +white cups of the virginal lilies; and from the gorgeous beetles, with +their purple tunics and their shields of bronze, like Grecian hoplites +drawn in battle array. While everywhere, above this sweet glad garden +world, the butterflies, purple and jeweled, the redstarts in their ruby +dress, the dainty azure-winged and blue warblers, the golden-girdled +wasp with his pinions light as mist, and the velvet-coated bee with his +pleasant harvest song, flew ever in the sunlight, murmuring, poising, +praising, rejoicing. + +The place was beautiful in its own simple, quiet way; lying in a hollow, +where the river tumbled down in two or three short breaks and leaps +which broke its habitual smooth and sluggish form, and brought it in a +sheet of dark water and with a million foam-bells against the walls of +the mill-house and under the ponderous wheels. + +The wooden house itself also was picturesque in the old fashion when men +builded their dwellings slowly and for love; common with all its +countless carvings black by age, its jutting beams shapen into grotesque +human likeness and tragic masks; its parquetted work run over by the +green cups of stoneworts, and its high roof with deep shelving eaves +bright with diapered tiles of blue and white and rose, and alive all day +with curling swallows, with pluming pigeons, with cooing doves. + +It was beautiful; and the heart of Reine Flamma's young daughter +doubtless would have clung to it with all a child's instinct of love and +loyalty to its home had it not been to her only a prison-house wherein +three bitter jailers forever ruled her with a rod of iron--bigotry and +penury and cruelty. + +She flung herself down a moment in the garden, on the long grass under a +mulberry-tree, ere she went in to give her account of the fruit sold and +the moneys brought by her. + +She had been on foot since four o'clock in the dawn of that sultry day; +her only meal had been a bowl of cold milk and a hunch of dry bread +crushed in her strong small teeth. She had toiled hard at such bodily +labor as was set to her; to domestic work, to the work of the distaff +and spindle, of the stove and the needle, they had never been able to +break her; they had found that she would be beaten black and blue ere +she would be bound to it; but against open air exertion she had never +rebelled, and she had in her all the strength and the swiftness of the +nomadic race of the Liebana, and had not their indolence and their +dishonesty. + +She was very hungry, she was again thirsty; yet she did not break off a +fruit from any bough about her; she did not steep her hot lips in any +one of the cool juicy apricots which studded the stones of the wall +beyond her. + +No one had ever taught her honesty, except indeed in that dim dead time +when Phratos had closed her small hands in his whenever they had +stretched out to some forbidden thing, and had said, "Take the goods the +gods give thee, but steal not from men." And yet honest she was, by +reason of the fierce proud savage independence in her, and her dim +memories of that sole friend loved and lost. + +She wanted many a thing, many a time--nay, nearly every hour that she +lived, she wanted those sheer necessaries which make life endurable; but +she had taught herself to do without them rather than owe them, by +prayer or by plunder, to that human race which she hated, and to which +she always doubted her own kinship. + +Buried in the grass, she now abandoned herself to the bodily delights of +rest, of shade, of coolness, of sweet odors; the scent of the fruits and +flowers was heavy on the air; the fall of the water made a familiar +tempestuous music on her ear; and her fancy, poetic still, though +deadened by a life of ignorance and toil, was stirred by the tender +tones of the numberless birds that sang about her. + +"The earth and the air are good," she thought, as she lay there watching +the dark leaves sway in the foam and the wind, and the bright-bosomed +birds float from blossom to blossom. + +For there was latent in her, all untaught, that old pantheistic instinct +of the divine age, when the world was young, to behold a sentient +consciousness in every leaf unfolded to the light; to see a soul in +every created thing the day shines on; to feel the presence of an +eternal life in every breeze that moves, in every grass that grows; in +every flame that lifts itself to heaven; in every bell that vibrates on +the air; in every moth that soars to reach the stars. + +Pantheism is the religion of the poet; and nature had made her a poet, +though man as yet had but made of her an outcast, a slave, and a beast +of burden. + +"The earth and the air are good," she thought, watching the sunrays +pierce the purple heart of a passion-flower, the shadows move across the +deep brown water, the radiant butterfly alight upon a lily, the +scarlet-throated birds dart in and out through the yellow feathery +blossoms of the limes. + +All birds were her friends. + +Phratos had taught her in her infancy many notes of their various songs, +and many ways and means of luring them to come and rest upon her +shoulder and peck the berries in her hand. + +She had lived so much in the open fields and among the woods that she +had made her chief companions of them. She could emulate so deftly all +their voices, from the call of the wood dove to the chant of the +blackbird, and from the trill of the nightingale to the twitter of the +titmouse, that she could summon them all to her at will, and have dozens +of them fluttering around her head and swaying their pretty bodies on +her wrist. + +It was one of her ways that seemed to the peasantry so weird and +magical, and they would come home from their fields on a spring daybreak +and tell their wives in horror how they had seen the devil's daughter in +the red flush of the sunrise, ankle-deep in violets, and covered with +birds from head to foot, hearing their whispers, and giving them her +messages to carry in return. + +One meek-eyed woman had dared once to say that St. Francis had done as +much and it had been accredited to him as a fair action and virtuous +knowledge, but she was frowned down and chattered down by her louder +neighbors, who told her that she might look for some sharp judgment of +heaven for daring to couple together the blessed name of the holy saint +and the accursed name of this foul spirit. + +But all they could say could not break the charmed communion between +Folle-Farine and her feathered comrades. + +She loved them and they her. In the hard winter she had always saved +some of her scanty meal for them, and in the springtime and the summer +they always rewarded her with floods of songs and soft caresses from +their nestling wings. + +There were no rare birds, no birds of moor and mountain, in that +cultivated and populous district; but to her all the little home-bred +things of pasture and orchard were full of poetry and of characters. + +The robins with that pretty air of boldness with which they veil their +real shyness and timidity; the strong and saucy sparrows, powerful by +the strength of all mediocrities and majorities; all the dainty families +of finches in their gay apparelings; the plain brown bird that fills the +night with music; the gorgeous oriole ruffling in gold, the gilded +princeling of them all; the little blue warblers, the violets of the +air; the kingfishers that have hovered so long over the forget-me-nots +upon the rivers that they have caught the colors of the flowers on their +wings; the bright blackcaps green as the leaves, with their yellow +waistcoats and velvet hoods, the innocent freebooters of the woodland +liberties; all these were her friends and lovers, various as any human +crowds of court or city. + +She loved them; they and the fourfooted beasts were the sole things that +did not flee from her; and the woeful and mad slaughter of them by the +peasants was to her a grief passionate in its despair. She did not +reason on what she felt; but to her a bird slain was a trust betrayed, +an innocence defiled, a creature of heaven struck to earth. + +Suddenly on the silence of the garden there was a little shrill sound of +pain; the birds flew high in air, screaming and startled; the leaves of +a bough of ivy shook as with a struggle. She rose and looked; a line of +twine was trembling against the foliage; in its noosed end the throat of +the mavis had been caught; it hung trembling and clutching at the air +convulsively with its little drawn up feet. It had flown into the trap +as it had ended its joyous song and soared up to join its brethren. + +There were a score of such traps set in the miller's garden. + +She unloosed the cord from about its tiny neck, set it free, and laid it +down upon the ivy; the succor came too late; the little gentle body was +already without breath; the feet had ceased to beat the air; the small +soft head had drooped feebly on one side; the lifeless eyes had started +from their sockets; the throat was without song for evermore. + +"The earth would be good but for men," she thought, as she stood with +the little dead bird in her hand. + +Its mate, which was poised on a rose bough, flew straight to it, and +curled round and round about the small slain body, and piteously +bewailed its fate, and mourned, refusing to be comforted, agitating the +air with trembling wings, and giving out vain cries of grief. + +Vain; for the little joyous life was gone; the life that asked only of +God and Man a home in the green leaves; a drop of dew from the cup of a +rose; a bough to swing on in the sunlight; a summer day to celebrate in +song. + +All the winter through, it had borne cold and hunger and pain without +lament; it had saved the soil from destroying larvae, and purified the +trees from all foul germs; it had built its little home unaided, and +had fed its nestlings without alms; it had given its sweet song lavishly +to the winds, to the blossoms, to the empty air, to the deaf ears of +men; and now it lay dead in its innocence; trapped and slain because a +human greed begrudged it a berry worth the thousandth part of a copper +coin. + +Out from the porch of the mill-house Claudis Flamma came, with a knife +in his hand and a basket to cut lilies for one of the choristers of the +cathedral, since the morrow would be the religious feast of the +Visitation of Mary. + +He saw the dead thrush in her hand, and chuckled as he went by to +himself. + +"The tenth bird trapped since sunrise," he said, thinking how shrewd and +how sure in their make were these traps of twine that he set in the +grass and the leaves. + +She said nothing; but a darkness of disgust swept over her face, as he +came in sight in the distance. + +She knelt down and scraped a hole in the earth and laid moss in it and +put the mavis softly on its green and fragrant bier, and covered it with +handfuls of fallen rose leaves and with a sprig or two of thyme. Around +her head the widowed thrush flew ceaselessly, uttering sad cries;--who +now should wander with him through the sunlight?--who now should rove +with him above the blossoming fields?--who now should sit with him +beneath the boughs hearing the sweet rain fall between the leaves?--who +now should wake with him whilst yet the world was dark, to feel the dawn +break ere the east were red, and sing a welcome to the unborn day? + + + + +CHAPTER IV. + + +Meanwhile Claudis Flamma cut the lilies for the cathedral altars, +muttering many holy prayers as he gathered the flowers of Mary. + +When the white lily sheaves had been borne away, kept fresh in wet moss +by the young chorister who had been sent for them, the miller turned to +her. + +"Where is the money?" + +She, standing beside the buried bird, undid the leathern thong about her +waist, opened the pouch, and counted out the coins, one by one, on the +flat stone of a water-tank among the lilies and the ivy. + +There were a few silver pieces of slight value and some dozens of copper +ones. The fruit had been left at various stalls and houses in small +portions, for it was the custom to supply it fresh each day. + +He caught them up with avidity, bit and tested each, counted them again +and again, and yet again; after the third enumeration he turned sharply +on her: + +"There are two pieces too little: what have you done with them?" + +"There are two sous short," she answered him curtly. "Twelve of the figs +for the tanner Florian were rotten." + +"Rotten!--they were but overripe." + +"It is the same thing." + +"You dare to answer me?--animal! I say they had only tasted a little too +much of the sun. It only made them the sweeter." + +"They were rotten." + +"They were not. You dare to speak! If they had been rotten they lay +under the others; he could not have seen----" + +"I saw." + +"You saw! Who are you?--a beggar--a beast--a foul offspring of sin. You +dared to show them to him, I will warrant?" + +"I showed him that they were not good." + +"And gave him back the two sous?" + +"I took seven sous for what were good. I took nothing for the rotten +ones." + +"Wretch! you dare to tell me that!" + +A smile careless and sarcastic curled her mouth; her eyes looked at him +with all their boldest fiercest luster. + +"I never steal--not even from you, good Flamma." + +"You have stolen now!" he shrieked, his thin and feeble voice rising in +fury at his lost coins and his discovered treachery. "It is a lie that +the figs were rotten; it is a lie that you took but seven sous. You +stole the two sous to buy you bread and honey in the streets, or to get +a drink at the wineshops. I know you; I know you; it is a devil's device +to please your gluttonous appetite. The figs rotten!--not so rotten as +is your soul would they be, though they were black as night and though +they stunk as river mud! Go back to Denis Florian and bring me the two +sous, or I will thrash you as a thief." + +She laughed a hard, scornful, reckless laughter. + +"You can thrash me; you cannot make me a thief." + +"You will not go back to Florian?" + +"I will not ask him to pay for what was bad." + +"You will not confess that you stole the money?" + +"I should lie if I did." + +"Then strip." + +She set her teeth in silence; and without a moment's hesitation +unloosened the woolen sash knotted round her waist, and pushed down the +coarse linen shirt from about her throat. + +The white folds fell from off the perfect curves of her brown arms, and +left bare her shining shoulders beautiful as any sculptured Psyche's. + +She was not conscious of degradation in her punishment; she had been +bidden to bow her head and endure the lash from the earliest years she +could remember. According to the only creed she knew, silence and +fortitude and strength were the greatest of all the virtues. She stood +now in the cross-lights among the lilies as she had stood when a little +child, erect, unquailing, and ready to suffer, insensible of humiliation +because unconscious of sin, and because so tutored by severity and +exposure that she had as yet none of the shy shame and the fugitive +shrinking of her sex. + +She had only the boldness to bear, the courage to be silent, which she +had had when she had stood among the same tall lilies, in the same +summer radiance, in the years of her helpless infancy. + +She uncovered herself to the lash as a brave hound crouches to it; not +from inborn cowardice, but simply from the habit of obedience and of +endurance. + +He had ever used her as the Greeks the Helots; he always beat her when +she was in fault to teach her to be faultless, and when without offense +beat her to remind her that she was the offspring of humiliation and a +slave. + +He took, as he had taken in an earlier time, a thick rope which lay +coiled upon the turf ready for the binding of some straying boughs; and +struck her with it, slowly. His arm had lost somewhat of its strength, +and his power was unequal to his will. Still rage for the loss of his +copper pieces and the sense that she had discovered the fraudulent +intention of his small knavery lent force to his feebleness; as the +scourge whistled through the air and descended on her shoulders it left +bruised swollen marks to stamp its passage, and curling, adder-like, bit +and drew blood. + +Yet to the end she stood mute and motionless, as she had stood in her +childhood; not a nerve quivered, not a limb flinched; the color rushed +over her bent face and her bare bosom, but she never made a movement; +she never gave a sound. + +When his arm dropped from sheer exhaustion, she still said not one word; +she drew tight once more the sash about her waist, and fastened afresh +the linen of her bodice. + +The bruised and wounded flesh smarted and ached and throbbed; but she +was used to such pain, and bore it as their wounds were borne by the +women of the Spartan games. + +"Thy two sous have borne thee bitterness," he muttered with a smile. +"Thou wilt scarce find fruit rotten again in haste. There are bread and +beans within; go get a meal; I want the mule to take flour to +Barbizene." + +She did not go within to eat; the bruises and the burning of her skin +made her feel sick and weak. She went away and cast herself at full +length in the shade of the long grasses of the orchard, resting her chin +upon her hands, cooling her aching breast against the soft damp moss; +thinking, thinking, thinking, of what she hardly knew, except indeed +that she wished that she were dead, like the bird she had covered with +the rose leaves. + +He did not leave her long to even so much peace as this; his shrill +voice soon called her from her rest; he bade her get ready the mule and +go. + +She obeyed. + +The mule was saddled with his wooden pack; as many sacks as he could +carry were piled upon the framework; she put her hand upon his bridle, +and set out to walk to Barbizene, which was two leagues away. + +"Work is the only thing to drive the devil that begat her out of her," +muttered the miller, as he watched the old mule pace down the narrow +tree-shadowed road that led across the fields: and he believed that he +did rightly in this treatment of her. + +It gratified the sharp hard cruelty of temper in him, indeed, but he did +not think that in such self-indulgence he ever erred. He was a bitter, +cunning, miserly old man, whose solitary tenderness of feeling and +honesty of pride had been rooted out forever when he had learned the +dishonor of the woman whom he had deemed a saint. In the ten years of +time which had passed since first the little brown, large-eyed child had +been sent to seek asylum with him, he had grown harder and keener and +more severe with each day that rose. + +Her presence was abhorrent to him, though he kept her, partly from a +savage sense of duty, partly from the persuasion that she had the power +in her to make the strongest and the cheapest slave he had ever owned. + +For the rest, he sincerely and devoutly believed that the devil, in some +witchery of human guise, had polluted his daughter's body and soul, and +that it was by the foul fiend and by no earthly lover that she had +conceived and borne the creature that now abode with him. + +Perhaps, also, as was but natural, he sometimes felt more furious +against this offspring of hell because ever and again some gleam of +fantastic inborn honor, some strange savage instinct of honesty, would +awake in her and oppose him, and make him ashamed of those small and +secret sins of chicanery wherein his soul delighted, and for which he +compounded with his gods. + +He had left her mind a blank, because he thought the body labored +hardest when the brain was still asleep, which is true; she could not +read; she could not write; she knew absolutely nothing. Yet there was a +soul awake in her; yet there were innumerable thoughts and dreams +brooding in her fathomless eyes; yet there was a desire in her fierce +and unslacked for some other life than this life of the packhorse and of +the day laborer which alone she knew. + +He had done his best to degrade and to brutalize her, and in much he had +succeeded; but he had not succeeded wholly. There was a liberty in her +that escaped his thraldom; there was a soul in her that resisted the +deadening influence of her existence. + +She had none of the shame of her sex; she had none of the timorous +instincts of womanhood. She had a fierce stubborn courage, and she was +insensible of the daily outrages of her life. She would strip bare to +his word obediently, feeling only that it would be feeble and worthless +to dread the pain of the lash. She would bathe in the woodland pool, +remembering no more that she might be watched by human eyes than does +the young tigress that has never beheld the face of man. + +In all this she was brutalized and degraded by her tyrant's bondage: in +other things she was far higher than he and escaped him. + +Stupefied as her mind might be by the exhaustion of severe physical +labor, it had still irony and it had still imagination; and under the +hottest heats of temptation there were two things which by sheer +instinct she resisted, and resisted so that neither of them had ever +been forced on her--they were falsehood and fear. + +"It is the infamous strength of the devil!" said Claudis Flamma, when he +found that he could not force her to deviate from the truth. + +The world says the same of those who will not feed it with lies. + + + + +CHAPTER V. + + +That long dry summer was followed by an autumn of drought and scarcity. + +The prayers of the priests and peoples failed to bring down rain. The +wooden Christs gazed all day long on parching lands and panting cattle. +Even the broad deep rivers shrank and left their banks to bake and stink +in the long drought. The orchards sickened for lack of moisture, and the +peasants went about with feverish faces, ague-stricken limbs, and +trembling hearts. The corn yielded ill in the hard scorched ground, and +when the winter came it was a time of dire scarcity and distress. + +Claudis Flamma and a few others like him alone prospered. + +The mill-house at Ypres served many purposes. It was a granary, a +market, a baker's shop, an usurer's den, all in one. + +It looked a simple and innocent place. In the summertime it was peaceful +and lovely, green and dark and still, with the blue sky above it, and +the songs of birds all around; with its old black timbers, its +many-colored orchards, its leafy gardens, its gray walls washed by the +hurrying stream. + +But in the winter it was very dreary, utterly lonely. The water roared, +and the leafless trees groaned in the wind, and the great leaden clouds +of rain or fog enveloped it duskily. + +To the starving, wet, and woe-begone peasants who would go to it with +aching bones and aching hearts, it seemed desolate and terrible; they +dreaded with a great dread the sharp voice of its master--the hardest +and the shrewdest and the closest-fisted Norman of them all. + +For they were most of them his debtors, and so were in a bitter +subjugation to him, and had to pay those debts as best they might with +their labor or their suffering, with the best of all their wool, or oil, +or fruit; often with the last bit of silver that had been an heirloom +for five centuries, or with the last bit of money buried away in an old +pitcher under their apple-tree to be the nest-egg of their little pet +daughter's dowry. + +And yet Claudis Flamma was respected among them; for he could outwit +them, and was believed to be very wealthy, and was a man who stood well +with the good saints and with holy church,--a wise man, in a word, with +whom these northern folks had the kinship of mutual industry and +avarice. + +For the most part the population around Ypres was thrifty and thriving +in a cautious, patient, certain way of well-doing; and by this portion +of it the silent old miser was much honored as a man laborious and +penurious, who chose to live on a leek and a rye loaf, but who must +have, it was well known, put by large gains in the thatch of his roof or +under the bricks of his kitchen. + +By the smaller section of it--poor, unthrifty, loose-handed fools--who +belied the province of their birth so far as to be quick to spend and +slow to save, and who so fell into want and famine and had to borrow of +others their children's bread, the old miller was hated with a hate +deeper and stronger because forced to be mute, and to submit, to cringe, +and to be trod upon, in the miserable servitude of the hopeless debtor. + +In the hard winter which followed on that sickly autumn, these and their +like fell further in the mire of poverty than ever, and had to come and +beg of Flamma loans of the commonest necessaries of their bare living. +They knew that they would have to pay a hundredfold in horrible +extortion when the spring and summer should bring them work, and give +them fruit on their trees and crops on their little fields; but they +could do no better. + +It had been for many years the custom to go to Flamma in such need; and +being never quit of his hold his debtors never could try for aid +elsewhere. + +The weather towards the season of Noel became frightfully severe; the +mill stream never stopped, but all around it was frozen, and the swamped +pastures were sheets of ice. The birds died by thousands in the open +country, and several of the sheep perished in snowstorms on the higher +lands. + +There was dire want in many of the hovels and homesteads, and the bare +harvests of a district usually so opulent in all riches of the soil +brought trouble and dearth in their train. Sickness prevailed because +the old people and the children in their hunger ate berries and roots +unfit for human food; the waters swelled, the ice melted, many homes +were flooded, and some even swept away. + +Old Pitchou and Claudis Flamma alone were content; the mill wheel never +stopped work, and famine prices could be asked in this extremity. + +Folle-Farine worked all that winter, day after day, month after month, +with scarcely a word being spoken to her, or scarcely an hour being left +her that she could claim as her own. + +She looked against the snow as strangely as a scarlet rose blossoming in +frost there could have done; but the people that came to and fro, even +the young men among them, were too used to that dark vivid silent face +of hers, and those lithe brown limbs that had the supple play and the +golden glow of the East in them, to notice them as any loveliness: and +if they did note them on some rare time, thought of them only as the +marks of a vagrant and accursed race. + +She was so unlike to themselves that the northern peasantry never +dreamed of seeing beauty in her; they turned their heads away when she +went by, striding after her mule or bearing her pitcher from the well +with the free and vigorous grace of a mountain or desert-born creature. + +The sheepskin girt about her loins, the red kerchief knotted to her +head, the loose lithe movements of her beautiful limbs, the fire and +dreams in her musing eyes--all these were so unlike themselves that they +saw nothing in them except what was awful or unlovely. + +Half the winter went by without a kind word to her from any one except +such as in that time of suffering and scarcity Marcellin spoke to her. +So had every winter gone since she had come there--a time so long ago +that the memory of Phratos had become so dim to her that she often +doubted if he also were not a mere shadow of a dream like all the rest. + +Half the winter she fared hardly and ate sparingly, and did the work of +the mule and the bullocks--indifferent and knowing no better, and only +staring at the stars when they throbbed in the black skies on a frosty +night, and wondering if she would ever go to them, or if they would ever +come to her--those splendid and familiar unknown things that looked on +all the misery of the earth, and shone on tranquilly and did not seem to +care. + +Time came close on to the new year, and the distress and the cold were +together at their height. The weather was terrible; and the poor +suffered immeasurably. + +A score of times a-day she heard them ask bread at the mill, and a score +of times saw them given a stone; she saw them come in the raw fog, +pinched and shivering, and sick with ague, and she saw her grandsire +deny them with a grating sarcasm or two, or take from them fifty times +its value for some niggard grant of food. + +"Why should I think of it, why should I care?" she said to herself; and +yet she did both, and could not help it. + +There was among the sufferers one old and poor, who lived not far from +the mill, by name Manon Dax. + +She was a little old hardy brown woman, shriveled and bent, yet strong, +with bright eyes like a robin's, and a tough frame, eighty years old. + +She had been southern born, and the wife of a stone-cutter; he had been +dead fifty years, and she had seen all her sons and daughters and their +offspring die too; and had now left on her hand to rear four young +great-grandchildren, almost infants, who were always crying to her for +food as new-born birds cry in their nests. + +She washed a little when she could get any linen to wash, and she span, +and she picked up the acorns and the nuts, and she tilled a small plot +of ground that belonged to her hut, and she grew cabbages and potatoes +and herbs on it, and so kept a roof over her head, and fed her four +nestlings, and trotted to and fro in her wooden shoes all day long, and +worked in hail and rain, in drought and tempest, and never complained, +but said that God was good to her. + +She was anxious about the children, knowing she could not live +long--that was all. But then she felt sure that the Mother of God would +take care of them, and so was cheerful; and did what the day brought her +to do, and was content. + +Now on Manon Dax, as on thousands of others, the unusual severity of the +winter fell like a knife. She was only one among thousands. + +Nobody noticed her; still it was hard. + +All the springs near her dwelling were frozen for many weeks; there was +no well nearer than half a league, and half a league out and half a +league back every day over ground sharp and slippery with ice, with two +heavy pails to carry, is not a little when one is over eighty, and has +only a wisp of woolen serge between the wind and one's withered limbs. + +The acorns and horse-chestnuts had all been disputed with her fiercely +by boys rough and swift, who foresaw a hard time coming in which their +pigs would be ill fed. The roots in her little garden-plot were all +black and killed by the cold. The nettles had been all gathered and +stewed and eaten. + +The snow drove in through a big hole in her roof. The woods were +ransacked for every bramble and broken bough by rievers younger and more +agile than herself; she had nothing to eat, nothing to burn. + +The children lay in their little beds of hay and cried all day long for +food, and she had none to give them. + +"If it were only myself!" she thought, stopping her ears not to hear +them; if it had been only herself it would have been so easy to creep +away into the corner among the dry grass, and to lie still till the cold +froze the pains of hunger and made them quiet; and to feel numb and +tired, and yet glad that it was all over, and to murmur that God was +good, and so to let death come--content. + +But it was not only herself. + +The poor are seldom so fortunate--they themselves would say so +unhappy--as to be alone in their homes. + +There were the four small lives left to her by the poor dead foolish +things she had loved,--small lives that had been rosy even on so much +hunger, and blithe even amidst so much cold; that had been mirthful +even at the flooding of the snowdrift, and happy even over a meal of +mouldy crusts, or of hips and haws from the hedges. Had been--until now, +when even so much as this could not be got, and when their beds of hay +were soaked through with snow-water; now--when they were quite silent, +except when they sobbed out a cry for bread. + +"I am eighty-two years old, and I have never since I was born asked man +or woman for help, or owed man or woman a copper coin," she thought, +sitting by her black hearth, across which the howling wind drove, and +stopping her ears to shut out the children's cries. + +She had often known severe winters, scanty food, bitter living,--she had +scores of times in her long years been as famished as this, and as cold, +and her house had been as desolate. Yet she had borne it all and never +asked for an alms, being strong and ignorant, and being also in fear of +the world, and holding a debt a great shame. + +But now she knew that she must do it, or let those children perish; +being herself old and past work, and having seen all her sons die out in +their strength before her. + +The struggle was long and hard with her. She would have to die soon, she +knew, and she had striven all her lifetime so to live that she might die +saying, "I have asked nothing of any man." + +This perhaps, she thought sadly, had been only a pride after all; a +feeling foolish and wicked, that the good God sought now to chasten. Any +way she knew that she must yield it up and go and ask for something; or +else those four small things, who were like a cluster of red berries on +a leafless tree, must suffer and must perish. + +"It is bitter, but I must do it," she thought. "Sure it is strange that +the good God cares to take any of us to himself through so sharp a way +as hunger. It seems, if I saw His face now, I should say, 'Not heaven +for me, Monseigneur: only bread and a little wood.'" + +And she rose up on her bent stiff limbs, and went to the pile of hay on +which the children were lying, pale and thin, but trying to smile, all +of them, because they saw the tears on her cheeks. + +"Be still, my treasures," she said to them, striving to speak cheerily, +and laying her hands on the curls of the eldest born; "I go away for a +little while to try and get you food. Be good, Bernardou, and take care +of them till I come back." + +Bernardou promised, being four years old himself; and she crept out of +the little black door of the hut on to the white road and into the +rushing winds. + +"I will go to Flamma," she said to herself. + +It was three in the afternoon, nearly dark at this season of midwinter. + +The business of the day was done. The people had come and gone, favored +or denied, according to such sureties as they could offer. The great +wheel worked on in the seething water; the master of the mill sat +against the casement to catch the falling light, adding up the sums in +his ledger--crooked little signs such as he had taught himself to +understand, though he could form neither numerals nor letters with his +pen. + +All around him in the storehouses there were corn, wood, wool, stores of +every sort of food. All around him, in the room he lived in, there were +hung the salt meats, the sweet herbs, and the dried fruits, that he had +saved from the profusion of other and healthier years. It pleased him to +know that he held all that, and also withheld it. It moved him with a +certain saturnine glee to see the hungry wistful eyes of the peasants +stare longingly at all those riches, whilst their white lips faltered +out an entreaty--which he denied. + +It was what he liked; to sit there and count his gains after his +fashion, and look at his stores and listen to the howling wind and +driving hail, and chuckle to think how lean and cold and sick they were +outside--those fools who mocked him because his saint had been a gypsy's +leman. + +To be prayed to for bread, and give the stone of a bitter denial; to be +implored with tears of supplication, and answer with a grim jest; to see +a woman come with children dying for food, and to point out to her the +big brass pans full of milk, and say to her "All that makes butter for +Paris," and then see her go away wailing and moaning that her child +would die, and tottering feebly through the snow--all this was sweet to +him. + +Before his daughter had gone from him, he had been, though a hard man, +yet honest, and had been, though severe, not cruel; but since he had +been aware of the shame of the creature whom he had believed in as an +angel, every fiber in him had been embittered and salted sharp with the +poignancy of an acrid hate towards all living things. To hurt and to +wound, and to see what he thus struck bleed and suffer, was the only +pleasure life had left for him. He had all his manhood walked justly, +according to his light, and trusted in the God to whom he prayed; and +his God and his child had denied and betrayed him, and his heart had +turned to gall. + +The old woman toiled slowly through the roads which lay between her hut +and the water-mill. + +They were roads which passed through meadows and along cornfields, +beside streamlets, and among little belts of woodland, lanes and paths +green and pleasant in the summer, but now a slough of frozen mud, and +whistled through by northeast winds. She held on her way steadily, +stumbling often, and often slipping and going slowly, for she was very +feeble from long lack of food, and the intensity of the cold drove +through and through her frame. Still she held on bravely, in the teeth +of the rough winds and of the coming darkness, though the weather was so +wild that the poplar-trees were bent to the earth, and the little light +in the Calvary lamp by the river blew to and fro, and at last died out. +Still she held on, a little dark, tottering figure, with a prayer on her +lips and a hope in her heart. + +The snow was falling, the clouds were driving, the waters were roaring, +in the twilight: she was only a little black speck in the vast gray +waste of the earth and the sky, and the furious air tossed her at times +to and fro like a withered leaf. But she would not let it beat her; she +groped her way with infinite difficulty, grasping a bough for strength, +or waiting under a tree for breath a moment, and thus at last reached +the mill-house. + +Such light as there was left showed her the kitchen within, the stores +of wood, the strings of food; it looked to her as it had looked to +Phratos, a place of comfort and of plenty; a strong safe shelter from +the inclement night. + +She lifted the latch and crept in, and went straight to Claudis Flamma, +who was still busy beneath the window with those rude signs which +represented to him his earthly wealth. + +She stood before him white from the falling snow, with her brown face +working with a strong emotion, her eyes clear and honest, and full of an +intense anxiety of appeal. + +"Flamma," she said simply to him, "we have been neighbors fifty years +and more--thou and I, and many have borrowed of thee to their hurt and +shame, but I never. I am eighty-two, and I never in my days asked +anything of man or woman or child. But I come to-night to ask bread of +you--bread for the four little children at home. I have heard them cry +three days, and have had nothing to give them save a berry or two off +the trees. I cannot bear it any more. So I have come to you." + +He shut his ledger, and looked at her. They had been neighbors, as she +had said, half a century and more; and had often knelt down before the +same altar, side by side. + +"What dost want?" he asked simply. + +"Food," she made answer; "food and fuel. They are so cold--the little +ones." + +"What canst pay for them?" he asked. + +"Nothing--nothing now. There is not a thing in the house except the last +hay the children sleep on. But if thou wilt let me have a little--just a +little--while the weather is so hard, I will find means to pay when the +weather breaks. There is my garden; and I can wash and spin. I will pay +faithfully. Thou knowest I never owed a brass coin to any man. But I am +so old, and the children so young----" + +Claudis Flamma got up and walked to the other side of the kitchen. + +Her eyes followed him with wistful, hungry longing. Where he went there +stood pans of new milk, baskets of eggs, rolls of bread, piles of +fagots. Her feeble heart beat thickly with eager hope, her dim eyes +glowed with pleasure and with thankfulness. + +He came back and brought to her a few sharp rods, plucked from a +thorn-tree. + +"Give these to thy children's children," he said, with a dark smile. +"For these--and for no more--will they recompense thee when they shall +grow to maturity." + +She looked at him startled and disquieted, yet thinking that he meant +but a stern jest. + +"Good Flamma, you mock me," she murmured, trembling; "the babies are +little, and good. Ah, give me food quickly, for God's sake! A jest is +well in season, but to an empty body and a bitter heart it is like a +stripe." + +He smiled, and answered her in his harsh grating voice,-- + +"I give thee the only thing given without payment in this world--advice. +Take it or leave it." + +She reeled a little as if he had struck her a blow with his fist, and +her face changed terribly, whilst her eyes stared without light or sense +in them. + +"You jest, Flamma! You only jest!" she muttered. "The little children +starve, I tell you. You will give me bread for them? Just a little +bread? I will pay as soon as the weather breaks." + +"I can give nothing. I am poor, very poor," he answered her, with the +habitual lie of the miser; and he opened his ledger again, and went on +counting up the dots and crosses by which he kept his books. + +His servant Pitchou sat spinning by the hearth: she did not cease her +work, nor intercede by a word. The poor can be better to the poor than +any princes; but the poor can also be more cruel to the poor than any +slave-drivers. + +The old woman's head dropped on her breast, she turned feebly, and felt +her way, as though she were blind, out of the house and into the air. It +was already dark with the darkness of the descending night. + +The snow was falling fast. Her hope was gone; all was cold--cold as +death. + +She shivered and gasped, and strove to totter on: the children were +alone. The winds blew and drove the snowflakes in a white cloud against +her face; the bending trees creaked and groaned as though in pain; the +roar of the mill-water filled the air. + +There was now no light: the day was gone, and the moon was hidden; +beneath her feet the frozen earth cracked and slipped and gave way. She +fell down; being so old and so weakly she could not rise again, but lay +still with one limb broken under her, and the winds and the snowstorm +beating together upon her. + +"The children! the children!" she moaned feebly, and then was still; she +was so cold, and the snow fell so fast; she could not lift herself nor +see what was around her; she thought that she was in her bed at home, +and felt as though she would soon sleep. + +Through the dense gloom around her there came a swiftly-moving shape, +that flew as silently and as quickly as a night-bird, and paused as +though on wings beside her. + +A voice that was at once timid and fierce, tender and savage, spoke to +her through the clouds of driven snow-spray. + +"Hush, it is I! I--Folle-Farine. I have brought you my food. It is not +much--they never give me much. Still it will help a little. I heard what +you said--I was in the loft. Flamma must not know; he might make you +pay. But it is all mine, truly mine; take it." + +"Food--for the children!" + +The blessed word aroused her from her lethargy; she raised herself a +little on one arm, and tried to see whence the voice came that spoke to +her. + +But the effort exhausted her; she fell again to the ground with a +groan--her limb was broken. + +Folle-Farine stood above her; her dark eyes gleaming like a hawk's +through the gloom, and full of a curious, startled pity. + +"You cannot get up; you are old," she said abruptly. "See--let me carry +you home. The children! yes, the children can have it. It is not much; +but it will serve." + +She spoke hastily and roughly; she was ashamed of her own compassion. +What was it to her whether any of these people lived or died? They had +always mocked and hated her. + +"If I did right, I should let them rot, and spit on their corpses," she +thought, with the ferocity of vengeance that ran in her Oriental blood. + +Yet she had come out in the storm, and had brought away her food for +strangers, though she had been at work all day long, and was chilled to +the bone, and was devoured with ravenous hunger. + +Why did she do it? + +She did not know. She scorned herself. But she was sorry for this woman, +so poor and so brave, with her eighty-two years, and so bitterly denied +in her extremity. + +Manon Dax dimly caught the muttered words, and feebly strove to answer +them, whilst the winds roared and the snow beat upon her fallen body. + +"I cannot rise," she murmured; "my leg is broken, I think. But it is no +matter. Go you to the little ones; whoever you are, you are good, and +have pity. Go to them, go. It is no matter for me. I have lived my +life--anyway. It will soon be over. I am not in pain--indeed." + +Folle-Farine stood in silence a minute, then she stooped and lifted the +old creature in her strong young arms, and with that heavy burden set +out on her way in the teeth of the storm. + +She had long known the woman, and the grandchildren, by sight and name. + +Once or twice when she had passed by them, the grandam, tender of heart, +but narrow of brain, and believing all the tales of her neighbors, had +drawn the little ones closer to her, under the wing of her serge cloak, +lest the evil eye that had bewitched the tanner's youngest born, should +fall on them, and harm them in like manner. + +Nevertheless the evil eyes gleamed on her with a wistful sorrow, as +Folle-Farine bore her with easy strength and a sure step, through the +frozen woodland ways, as she would have borne the load of wood, or the +sacks of corn, that she was so well used to carry to and fro like a +packhorse. + +Manon Dax did not stir nor struggle, she did not even strive to speak +again; she was vaguely sensible of a slow, buoyant, painless movement, +of a close, soft pressure that sheltered her from the force of the +winds, of a subtle warmth that stole through her emaciated aching frame, +and made her drowsy and forgetful, and content to be still. + +She could do no more. Her day for struggle and for work was done. + +Once she moved a little. Her bearer paused and stopped and listened. + +"Did you speak?" she whispered. + +Manon Dax gave a soft troubled sigh. + +"God is good," she muttered, like one speaking in a dream. + +Folle-Farine held on her way; fiercely blown, blinded by the snow, +pierced by the blasts of the hurricane, but sure of foot on the ice as a +reindeer, and sure of eye in the dark as a night-hawk. + +"Are you in pain?" she asked once of the burden she carried. + +There was no answer. Old Manon seemed to sleep. + +The distance of the road was nothing to her, fleet and firm of step, and +inured to all hardships of the weather; yet short as it was, it cost her +an hour to travel it, heavily weighted as she was, soaked with +snow-water, blown back continually by the opposing winds, and forced to +stagger and to pause by the fury of the storm. + +At last she reached the hut. + +The wind had driven open the door. The wailing cries of the children +echoed sorrowfully on the stillness, answered by the bleating of sheep, +cold and hungry in their distant folds. The snow had drifted in +unchecked; all was quite dark. + +She felt her way within, and being used by long custom to see in the +gloom, as the night-haunting beasts and birds can see, she found the bed +of hay, and laid her burden gently down on it. + +The children ceased their wailing, and the two eldest ones crept up +close to their grandmother, and pressed their cheeks to hers, and +whispered to her eagerly, with their little famished lips, "Where is +the food, where is the food?" + +But there was still no answer. + +The clouds drifted a little from the moon that had been so long +obscured; it shone for a moment through the vapor of the heavy sky; the +whitened ground threw back the rays increased tenfold; the pale gleam +reached the old still face of Manon Dax. + +There was a feeble smile upon it--the smile with which her last words +had been spoken in the darkness; "God is good!" + +She was quite dead. + + + + +CHAPTER VI. + + +All that night Folle-Farine tarried with the children. + +The youngest had been suffocated whilst they had been alone, by the snow +which had fallen through the roof, and from which its elders had been +too small and weakly to be able to drag it out, unaided. + +She laid it, stiff already in the cold of the night, beside the body of +its old grandam, who had perished in endeavoring to save it; they lay +together, the year-old child and the aged woman, the broken bud and the +leafless bough. They had died of hunger, as the birds die on the moors +and plains; it is a common fate. + +She stayed beside the children, who were frightened and bewildered and +quite mute. She divided such food as she had brought between them, not +taking any herself. She took off the sheepskin which she wore in winter, +tied round her loins as her outdoor garment, and made a little nest of +it for the three, and covered them with it. She could not close the +door, from the height of the drifted snow, and the wind poured in all +night long, though in an hour the snow ceased to fall. Now and then the +clouds parting a little, let a ray of the moon stray in; and then she +could see the quiet faces of the old dead woman and the child. + +"They die of famine--and they die saying their 'God is good,'" she +thought and she pondered on it deeply, and with the bitter and +melancholy irony which life had already taught her, while the hours of +the night dragged slowly on; the winds howled above the trembling hovel, +and the children sobbed themselves to sleep at last, lulled by the +warmth of the skin, into which they crept together like young birds in a +nest. + +She sat there patiently; frozen and ravenous; yet not drawing a corner +of the sheepskin to her own use, nor regretting a crumb of the bread she +had surrendered. She hated the human race, whose hand was always against +her. She had no single good deed to thank them for, nor any single +gentle word. Yet she was sorry for that old creature, who had been so +bitterly dealt with all her years through, and who had died saying "God +is good." She was sorry for those little helpless, unconscious starving +animals, who had lost the only life that could labor for them. + +She forgave--because she forgot--that in other winters this door had +been shut against her, as against an accursed thing, and these babes had +mocked her in their first imperfect speech. + +The dawn broke; the sharp gray winter's day came; the storm had lulled, +but the whole earth was frost-bound and white with snow, and the air was +piercing, and the sky dark and overcast. + +She had to leave them; she was bound to her daily labor at the mill, she +knew that if when the sun rose she should be found absent, she and they +too would surely suffer. What to do for them she could not tell. She had +no friend save Marcellin, who himself was as poor as these. She never +spoke to any living thing, except a sheep-dog, or a calf bleating for +its mother, or a toil-worn bullock staggering over the plowed clods. + +Between her and all those around her there were perpetual enmity and +mistrust, and scarcely so much of a common bond as lies in a common +humanity. For in her title to a common humanity with them they +disbelieved; while she in her scorn rejected claim to it. + +At daybreak there passed by the open door in the mist a peasant going +to his cattle in the fields beyond, pushing through the snow a rude +hand-cart full of turnips, and other winter food. + +She rose and called to him. + +He stared and stood still. + +She went to the doorway and signed to him. + +"Old Manon Dax is dead. Will you tell the people? The children are here, +alone, and they starve." + +"Manon Dax dead?" he echoed stupidly: he was her nearest neighbor; he +had helped her fetch her washing-water sometimes from the well half a +league away; when his wife had been down with fever and ague, the old +woman had nursed her carefully and well through many a tedious month. + +"Yes, I found her on the road, in the snow, last night. She had broken +her leg, and she was dead before I got here. Go and send some one. The +little children are all alone, and one of them is dead too." + +It was so dark still, that he had not seen at first who it was that +addressed him; but slowly, as he stared and stared, and drew nearer to +her, he recognized the scarlet girdle, the brown limbs, the straight +brow, the fathomless eyes. And he feared her, with a great fear rising +there suddenly, before him, out of that still white world of dawn and +shadow. + +He dropped the handles of his cart and fled; a turn in the road, and the +darkness of the morning, soon hid him from sight. She thought that he +had gone to summon his people, and she went back and sat again by the +sleeping children, and watched the sad still faces of the dead. + +The peasant flew home as swiftly as his heavy shoes and the broken ice +of the roads would allow. + +His cabin was at some distance, at a place where, amidst the fields, a +few huts, a stone crucifix, some barns and stacks, and a single wineshop +made up a little village, celebrated in the district for its +wide-spreading orchards and their excellence of fruits. + +Even so early the little hamlet was awake; the shutters were opened; the +people were astir; men were brushing the snow from their thresholds; +women were going out to their field-work; behind the narrow lattices the +sleepy-eyes and curly heads of children peered, while their fingers +played with the fanciful incrustations of the frost. + +The keeper of the tavern was unbarring his house door; a girl broke the +ice in a pool for her ducks to get at the water; a few famished robins +flew to and fro songless. + +His own wife was on her doorstep; to her he darted. + +"Manon Dax is dead!" he shouted. + +"What of that?" said his wife shouldering her broom; a great many had +died that winter, and they were so poor and sharp-set with famine +themselves, that they had neither bread nor pity to spare. + +"This of that," said the man, doggedly, and full of the excitement of +his own terrors. "The young devil of Ypres has killed her, that I am +sure. She is there in the hut, in the dark, with her eyes glaring like +coals. And for what should she be there if not for evil? Tell me that." + +"Is it possible?" his wife cried, incredulous, yet willing to believe; +while the girl left her ducks, and the wineshop-keeper his door, and the +women their cabins, and came and stood round the bearer of such strange +news. It was very welcome news in a raw frost-bitten dawn, when a day +was beginning that would otherwise have had nothing more wonderful in it +than tidings of how a litter of black pigs throve, and how a brown horse +had fared with the swelling in the throat. + +They were very dull there from year's end to year's end; once a month, +maybe, a letter would come in from some soldier-son or brother, or a +peddler coming to buy eggs would bring likewise some stray rumor from +the outer world;--beyond this there was no change. They heard nothing, +and saw nothing, seldom moving a league away from that gray stone +crucifix, round which their little homes were clustered. + +This man had nothing truly to tell; he had fled horrified to be +challenged in the twilight, and the snow, by a creature of such evil +omen as Folle-Farine. But when he had got an audience, he was too true +an orator and not such a fool as to lose it for such a little beggarly +matter as truth; and his tongue clacked quickly of all which his fears +and fancies had conceived, until he had talked himself and his +listeners into the full belief that Manon Dax being belated had +encountered the evil glance of the daughter of all evil, and had been +slain thereby in most cruel sorcery. + +Now, in the whole neighborhood there was nothing too foul to be +accredited of the begotten of the fiend:--a fiend, whom all the grown +men and women remembered so well in his earthly form, when he had come +to ruin poor Reine Flamma's body and soul, with his eyes like jewels, +and his strength passing the strength of all men. + +The people listened, gaping, and wonder-struck, and forgetting the +bitterness of the cold, being warmed with those unfailing human cordials +of foul suspicion and of gratified hatred. Some went off to their daily +labor, being unable to spare time for more gossip; but divers women, who +had nothing to occupy them, remained about Flandrin. + +A shriveled dame, who owned the greatest number of brood-hens in the +village, who had only one son, a priest, and who was much respected and +deferred to by her neighbors, spoke first when Flandrin had ended his +tale for the seventh time, it being a little matter to him that his two +hungry cows would be lowing all the while vainly for their morning meal. + +"Flandrin, you have said well, beyond a doubt; the good soul has been +struck dead by sorcery. But, you have forgot one thing, the children are +there, and that devil of Ypres is with them. We--good Christians and +true--should not let such things be. Go, and drive her out and bring the +young ones hither." + +Flandrin stood silent. It was very well to say that the devil should be +driven out, but it was not so well to be the driver. + +"That is as it should be," assented the other women. "Go, Flandrin, and +we--we will take the little souls in for this day, and then give them to +the public charity; better cannot be done. Go." + +"But mind that thou dost strike that beast, Folle-Farine, sharply," +cried his wife. + +"If thou showest her the cross, she will have to grovel and flee," said +another. + +"Not she," grumbled the old dame, whose son was a priest. "One day my +blessed son, who is nearly a saint, Heaven knows, menaced her with his +cross, and she stood straight, and fearless, and looked at it, and said +'By that sign you do all manner of vileness in this world, and say you +are to be blest in another; I know!' and so laughed and went on. What +are you to do with a witch like that,--eh?" + +"Go, Flandrin," shrieked the women in chorus. "Go! Every minute you +waste, the little angels are nearer to hell!" + +"Come yourselves with me, then," said Flandrin, sullenly. "I will not go +after those infants, it is not a man's work." + +In his own mind he was musing on a story his priests had often told him, +of swine into which exorcised devils had entered, and dispatched swiftly +down a slope to a miserable end; and he thought of his own pigs, black, +fat, and happy, worth so much to him in the market. Better, he mused, +that Manon Dax's grandchildren should be the devil's prey, than those, +his choicest, swine. + +The women jeered him, menaced him, flouted him, besought him. But +vainly--he would not move alone. He had become possessed with the +terrors that his own fancy had created; and he would not stir a step for +all their imprecations. + +"Let us go ourselves, then!" screamed his wife at length, flourishing +above her head the broom with which she had swept the snow. "Men are +forever cowards. It shall never be said of me, that I left those babes +to the fiend while I gave my own children their porridge by the fire!" + +There was a sentiment in this that stirred all her companions to +emulation. They rushed into their homes, snatched a shovel, a staff, a +broom, a pegstick, each whatever came uppermost, and, dragging Flandrin +in the midst, went down the sloping frozen road between its fringe of +poplars. They were not very sure in their own minds why they went, nor +for what they went; but they had a vague idea of doing what was wise and +pious, and they had a great hate in their hearts against her. + +They sped as fast as the slippery road would let them, and their +tongues flew still faster than their feet; the cold of the daybreak made +them sharp and keen on their prey; they screamed themselves hoarse, +their voices rising shrilly above the whistling of the winds, and the +creaking of the trees; and they inflamed each other with ferocious +belief in the sorcery they were to punish. + +They were in their way virtuous; they were content on very little, they +toiled hard from their birth to their grave, they were most of them +chaste wives and devoted mothers, they bore privation steadily, and they +slaved in fair weather and foul without a complaint. But they were +narrow of soul, greedy of temper, bigoted and uncharitable, and, where +they thought themselves or their offspring menaced, implacable. They +were of the stuff that would be burned for a creed, and burn others for +another creed. It is the creed of the vast majority of every nation; the +priests and lawgivers of every nation have always told their people that +it is a creed holy and honorable--how can the people know that it is at +once idiotic and hellish? + +Folle-Farine sat within on the damp hay under the broken roof, and +watched the open door. + +The children were still asleep. The eldest one in his sleep had turned +and caught her hand, and held it. + +She did not care for them. They had screamed, and run behind the +woodstack, or their grandam's skirts, a hundred times when they had seen +her on the road or in the orchard. But she was sorry for them; almost as +sorry as she was for the little naked woodpigeons when their nests were +scattered on the ground in a tempest, or for the little starveling +rabbits when they screamed in their holes for the soft, white mother +that was lying, tortured and twisted, in the jaws of a steel trap. + +She was sorry for them--half roughly, half tenderly--with some shame at +her own weakness, and yet too sincerely sorry to be able to persuade +herself to leave them to their fate there, all alone with their dead. + +For in the savage heart of Taric's daughter there was an innermost +corner wherein her mother's nature slept. + +She sat there quite still, watching the open porch and listening for +footsteps. + +The snow was driven in circling clouds by the winds; the dense fog of +the dawn lifted itself off the surrounding fields; the branches of the +trees were beautiful with hanging icicles; from the meadow hard by there +wailed unceasingly the mournful moaning of Flandrin's cattle, deserted +of their master and hungry in their wooden sheds. + +She heard a distant convent clock strike six: no one came. Yet, she had +resolved not to leave the children all alone; though Flamma should come +and find her there, and thrash her for her absence from his tasks. So +she sat still and waited. + +After a little she heard the crisp cracking of many feet on the frozen +snow and ice-filled ruts of the narrow road; she heard a confused +clatter of angry voices breaking harshly on the stillness of the winter +morning. + +The light was stronger now, and through the doorway she saw the little +passionate crowd of angry faces as the women pressed onward down the +hill with Flandrin in their midst. + +She rose and looked out at them quietly. + +For a minute they paused--irresolute, silent, perplexed: at the sight of +her they were half daunted; they felt the vagueness of the crime they +came to bring against her. + +The wife of Flandrin recovered speech first, and dared them to the +onslaught. + +"What!" she screamed, "nine good Christians fearful of one daughter of +hell? Fie! for shame! Look; my leaden Peter is round my neck! Is he not +stronger than she any day?" + +In a moment more, thus girded at and guarded at the same time, they were +through the door and on the mud floor of the hearth, close to her, +casting hasty glances at the poor dead body on the hearth, whose fires +they had left to die out all through that bitter winter. They came about +her in a fierce, gesticulating, breathless troop, flourishing their +sticks in her eyes, and casting at her a thousand charges in one breath. + +Flandrin stood a little aloof, sheepishly on the threshold, wishing he +had never said a word of the death of Manon Dax to his good wife and +neighbors. + +"You met that poor saint and killed her in the snow with your +witcheries!" one cried. + +"You have stifled that poor babe where it lay!" cried another. + +"A good woman like that!" shrieked a third, "who was well and blithe and +praising God only a day ago, for I saw her myself come down the hill for +our well water!" + +"It is as you did with the dear little Remy, who will be lame all his +life through you," hissed a fourth. "You are not fit to live; you spit +venom like a toad." + +"Are you alive, my angels?" said a fifth, waking the three children +noisily, and rousing their piercing cries. "Are you alive after that +witch has gazed on you? It is a miracle! The saints be praised!" + +Folle-Farine stood mute and erect for the moment, not comprehending why +they thus with one accord fell upon her. She pointed to the bodies on +the hearth, with one of those grave and dignified gestures which were +her birthright. + +"She was cold and hungry," she said curtly, her mellow accent softening +and enriching the provincial tongue which she had learned from those +amidst whom she dwelt. "She had fallen, and was dying. I brought her +here. The young child was killed by the snow. I stayed with the rest +because they were frightened, and alone. There is no more to tell. What +of it?" + +"Thou hadst better come away. What canst thou prove?" whispered Flandrin +to his wife. + +He was afraid of the storm he had invoked, and would fain have stilled +it. But that was beyond his power. The women had not come forth half a +league in the howling winds of a midwinter daybreak only to go back with +a mere charity done, and with no vengeance taken. + +They hissed, they screamed, they hurled their rage at her; they accused +her of a thousand crimes; they filled the hut with clamor as of a +thousand tongues; they foamed, they spat, they struck at her with their +sticks; and she stood quiet, looking at them, and the old dead face of +Manon Dax lay upward in the dim light. + +The eldest boy struggled in the grasp of the peasant woman who had +seized him, and stretched his arms, instead, to the one who had fed him +and whose hand he had held all through his restless slumber in that long +and dreary night. + +The woman covered his eyes with a scream. + +"Ah--h!" she moaned, "see how the innocent child is bewitched! It is +horrible!" + +"Look on that;--oh, infernal thing!" cried Flandrin's wife, lifting up +her treasured figure of Peter. "You dare not face that blessed image. +See--see all of you--how she winces, and turns white!" + +Folle-Farine had shrunk a little as the child had called her. Its +gesture of affection was the first that she had ever seen towards her in +any human thing. + +She laughed aloud as the image of Peter was thrust in her face. She saw +it was some emblem and idol of their faith, devoutly cherished. She +stretched her hand out, wrenched it away, trampled on it, and tossed it +through the doorway into the snow, where it sank and disappeared. Then +she folded her arms, and waited for them. + +There was a shriek at the blasphemy of the impious act; then they rushed +on her. + +They came inflamed with all the fury which abject fear and bigoted +hatred can beget in minds of the lowest and most brutal type. They were +strong, rude, ignorant, fanatical peasants, and they abhorred her, and +they believed no child of theirs to be safe in its bed while she walked +alive abroad. Beside such women, when in wrath and riot, the tiger and +the hyena are as the lamb and the dove. + +They set on her with furious force; they flung her, they trod on her, +they beat her, they kicked her with their wood-shod feet, with all the +malignant fury of the female animal that fights for its offspring's and +its own security. + +Strong though she was, and swift, and full of courage, she had no power +against the numbers who had thrown themselves on her, and borne her +backward by dint of their united effort, and held her down to work their +worst on her. She could not free herself to return their blows, nor lift +herself to wrestle with them; she could only deny them the sweetness of +wringing from her a single cry, and that she did. She was mute while the +rough hands flew at her, the sticks struck at her, the heavy feet were +driven against her body, and the fierce fingers clutched at her hair, +and twisted and tore it,--she was quite mute throughout. + +"Prick her in the breast, and see if the devil be still in her. I have +heard say there is no better way to test a witch!" cried Flandrin's +wife, writhing in rage for the outrage to the Petrus. + +Her foes needed no second bidding; they had her already prostrate in +their midst, and a dozen eager, violent hands seized a closer grip upon +her, pulled her clothes from her chest, and, holding her down on the mud +floor, searched with ravenous eyes for the signet marks of hell. The +smooth, soft skin baffled them; its rich and tender hues were without +spot or blemish. + +"What matter,--what matter?" hissed Rose Flandrin. "When our fathers +hunted witches in the old time, did they stop for that? Draw blood, and +you will see." + +She clutched a jagged, rusty nail from out the wall, and leaned over her +prey. + +"It is the only babe that will ever cling to thee!" she cried, with a +laugh, as the nail drew blood above the heart. + +Still Folle-Farine made no sound and asked no mercy. She was powerless, +defenseless, flung on her back amidst her tormentors, fastened down by +treading feet and clinching hands; she could resist in nothing, she +could not stir a limb; still she kept silence, and her proud eyes looked +unquailing into the hateful faces bent to hers. + +The muscles and nerves of her body quivered with a mighty pang, her +chest heaved with the torture of indignity, her heart fluttered like a +wounded bird,--not at the physical pain, but at the shame of these +women's gaze, the loathsome contact of their hands. + +The iron pierced deeper, but they could not make her speak. Except for +her eyes, which glowed with a dusky fire as they glanced to and fro, +seeking escape, she might have been a statue of olive-wood, flung down +by ruffians to make a bonfire. + +"If one were to drive the nail to the head, she would not feel!" cried +the women, in furious despair, and were minded, almost, to put her to +that uttermost test. + +Suddenly, from the doorway, Flandrin raised an alarm: + +"There is our notary close at hand, on the road on his mule! Hist! Come +out quickly! You know how strict he is, and how he forbids us ever to +try and take the law into our own keeping. Quick--as you love your +lives--quick!" + +The furies left their prey, and scattered and fled; the notary was a +name of awe to them, for he was a severe man but just. + +They seized the children, went out with them into the road, closed the +hut door behind them, and moved down the hill, the two younger wailing +sadly, and the eldest trying to get from them and go back. + +The women looked mournful and held their heads down, and comforted the +little ones; Flandrin himself went to his cattle in the meadow. + +"Is anything amiss?" the old white-haired notary asked, stopping his +gray mule at sight of the little cavalcade. + +The women, weeping, told him that Manon Dax was dead, and the youngest +infant likewise--of cold, in the night, as they supposed. They dared to +say no more, for he had many times rebuked them for their lack of +charity and their bigoted cruelties and superstitions, and they were +quaking with fear lest he should by any chance enter the cottage and see +their work. + +"Flandrin, going to his cow, saw her first, and he came to us and told +us," they added, crossing themselves fervently, and hushing little +Bernardou, who wanted to get from them and return; "and we have taken +the poor little things to carry them home; we are going to give them +food, and warm them awhile by the stove, and then we shall come back and +do all that is needful for the beloved dead who are within." + +"That is well. That is good and neighborly of you," said the notary, who +liked them, having married them all, and registered all their children's +births, and who was a good old man, though stern. + +He promised them to see for his part that all needed by the law and by +the church should be done for their old lost neighbor; and then he urged +his mule into a trot, for he had been summoned to a rich man's sick-bed +in that early winter morning, and was in haste lest the priest should be +beforehand with him there. + +"How tender the poor are to the poor! Those people have not bread enough +for themselves, and yet they burden their homes with three strange +mouths. Their hearts must be true at the core, if their tongues +sometimes be foul," he mused, as he rode the mule down through the fog. + +The women went on, carrying and dragging the children with them, in a +sullen impatience. + +"To think we should have had to leave that fiend of Ypres!" they +muttered in their teeth. "Well, there is one thing, she will not get +over the hurt for days. Her bones will be stiff for many a week. That +will teach her to leave honest folk alone." + +And they traversed the road slowly, muttering to one another. + +"Hold thy noise, thou little pig!" cried Flandrin's wife, pushing +Bernardou on before her. "Hold thy noise, I tell you, or I will put you +in the black box in a hole in the ground, along with thy +great-grandmother." + +But Bernardou wept aloud, refusing to be comforted or terrified into +silence. He was old enough to know that never more would the old kindly +withered brown face bend over him as he woke in the morning, nor the old +kindly quavering voice croon him country ballads and cradle songs at +twilight by the bright wood fire. + +Little by little the women carrying the children crept down the slippery +slope, half ice and half mud in the thaw, and entered their own village, +and therein were much praised for their charity and courage. + +For when they praise, as when they abuse, villages are loud of voice and +blind of eye almost as much as are the cities. + +Their tongues and those of their neighbors clacked all day long, noisily +and bravely, of their good and their great deeds; they had all the +sanctity of martyrdom, and all the glory of victory, in one. True, they +have left all their house and field-work half done. "But the Holy Peter +will finish it in his own good time, and avenge himself for his +outrage," mused the wife of Flandrin, sorrowing over her lost Petrus in +the snowdrift, and boxing the ears of little Bernardou to make him cease +from his weeping, where he was huddled in her chimney corner. + +When they went back with their priest at noon to the hut of old Manon +Dax to make her ready for her burial, they trembled inwardly lest they +should find their victim there, and lest she should lift up her voice in +accusation against them. Their hearts misgave them sorely. Their priest, +a cobbler's son, almost as ignorant as themselves, save that he could +gabble a few morsels of bad Latin, would be, they knew, on their side; +but they were sensible that they had let their fury hurry them into acts +that could easily be applauded by their neighbors, but not so easily +justified to the law. + +"For the law is overgood," said Rose Flandrin, "and takes the part of +all sorts of vile creatures. It will protect a rogue, a brigand, a +bullock, a dog, a witch, a devil--anything,--except now and then an +honest woman." + +But their fears were groundless; she was gone; the hut when they entered +it had no tenants, except the lifeless famished bodies of the old +grandam and the year-old infant. + +When Folle-Farine had heard the hut door close, and the steps of her +tormentors die away down the hill, she had tried vainly several times to +raise herself from the floor, and had failed. + +She had been so suddenly attacked and flung down and trampled on, that +her brain had been deadened, and her senses had gone, for the first +sharp moment of the persecution. + +As she lifted herself slowly, and staggered to her feet, and saw the +blood trickle where the nail had pierced her breast, she understood what +had happened to her; her face grew savage and dark, her eyes fierce and +lustful, like the eyes of some wild beast rising wounded in his lair. + +It was not for the hurt she cared; it was the shame of defeat and +outrage that stung her like a whip of asps. + +She stood awhile looking at the face of the woman she had aided. + +"I tried to help you," she thought. "I was a fool. I might have known +how they pay any good done to them." + +She was not surprised; her mind had been too deadened by a long course +of ill usage to feel any wonder at the treatment she had been repaid +with. + +She hated them with the mute unyielding hatred of her race, but she +hated herself more because she had yielded to the softness of sorrow and +pity for any human thing; and more still because she had not been armed +and on her guard, and had suffered them to prevail and to escape without +her vengeance. + +"I will never come out without a knife in my girdle again," she +thought--this was the lesson that her charity had brought her as its +teaching. + +She went out hardening her heart, as she crept through the doorway into +the snow and the wind, so that she should not leave one farewell word or +token of gentleness with the dead, that lay there so tranquil on the +ashes of the hearth. + +"She lied even in her last breath," thought Folle-Farine. "She said that +her God was good!" + +She could hardly keep on her own homeward way. All her limbs were stiff +and full of pain. The wound in her chest was scarcely more than skin +deep, yet it smarted sorely and bled still. Her brain was dull, and her +ears filled with strange noises from the force with which she had been +flung backward on her head. + +She had given her sheepskin to the children, as before her Phratos had +done; and the peasants had carried the youngest of them away in it. The +sharpness of the intense cold froze the blood in her as she crawled +through a gap in the poplar hedge, and under the whitened brambles and +grasses beyond, to get backward to the mill by the path that ran through +the woods and pastures. + +The sun had risen, but was obscured by fog, through which it shed a dull +red ray here and there above the woods in the east. + +It was a bitter morning, and the wind, though it had abated, was still +rough, and drove the snow in clouds of powder hither and thither over +the fields. She could only move very slowly; the thorns tearing her, the +snow blinding her, the icicles lacerating her bare feet as she moved. + +She wondered, dimly, why she lived. It seemed to her that the devil when +he had made her, must have made her out of sport and cruelty, and then +tossed her into the world to be a scapegoat and a football for any +creature that might need one. + +That she might end her own life never occurred to her; her intelligence +was not awake enough to see that she need not bear its burden one hour +more, so long as there was one pool in the woods deep enough to drown +her under its green weeds and lily leaves any cool summer night; or that +she had but to lie down then and there, where she was, on the snow, +beneath the ice-dropping trees, and let the sleep that weighed on her +eyelids come, dreamless and painless, and there would be an end of all +for her, as for the frozen rabbits and the birds that strewed the upland +meadows, starved and stiff. + +She did not know;--and had she known, wretched though existence was to +her, death would not have allured her. She saw that the dead might be +slapped on their cheek, and could not lift their arm to strike again--a +change that would not give her vengeance could have had no sweetness and +no succor for her. The change she wanted was to live, and not to die. + +By tedious and painful efforts, she dragged herself home by the way of +the lanes and pastures; hungry, lame, bleeding, cold and miserable, her +eyes burning like flame, her hands and her head hot with fever. + +She made her way into the mill-yard and tried to commence her first +morning's work; the drawing of water from the well for the beasts and +for the house, and the sweeping down of the old wide court round which +the sheds and storehouses ran. + +She never dreamed of asking either for food or pity, either for sympathy +or remission of her labors. + +She set to work at once, but for the only time since Phratos had +brought her thither the strength and vigor of her frame had been beaten. + +She was sick and weak; her hand sank off the handle of the windlass; and +she dropped stupidly on the stone edge of the well, and sat there +leaning her head on her hands. + +The mastiff came and licked her face tenderly. The pigeons left the meal +flung to them on the snow, and flew merrily about her head in pretty +fluttering caresses. The lean cat came and rubbed its cheek softly +against her, purring all the while. + +The woman Pitchou saw her, and she called out of the window to her +master,-- + +"Flamma! there is thy gad-about, who has not been abed all night." + +The old man heard, and came out of his mill to the well in the +courtyard. + +"Where hast been?" he asked sharply of her. "Pitchou says thou hast not +lain in thy bed all night long. Is it so?" + +Folle-Farine lifted her head slowly, with a dazed stupid pain in her +eyes. + +"Yes, it is true," she answered, doggedly. + +"And where hast been, then?" he asked, through his clinched teeth; +enraged that his servant had been quicker of eye and of ear than +himself. + +A little of her old dauntless defiance gleamed in her face through its +stupor and languor, as she replied to him with effort in brief +phrases,-- + +"I went after old Manon Dax, to give her my supper. She died in the +road, and I carried her home. The youngest child was dead too. I stayed +there because the children were alone; I called to Flandrin and told +him; he came with his wife and other women, and they said I had killed +old Dax; they set on me, and beat me, and pricked me for a witch. It is +no matter. But it made me late." + +In her glance upward, even in the curtness of her words, there was an +unconscious glimmer of appeal,--a vague fancy that for once she might, +perhaps, meet with approval and sympathy, instead of punishment and +contempt. She had never heard a kind word from him, nor one of any +compassion, and yet a dim, unuttered hope was in her heart that for once +he might condemn her persecutors and pardon her. + +But the hope was a vain one, like all which she had cherished since +first the door of the mill-house had opened to admit her. + +Flamma only set his teeth tighter. In his own soul he had been almost +ashamed of his denial to his old neighbor, and had almost feared that it +would lose him the good will of that good heaven which had sent him so +mercifully such a sharp year of famine to enrich him. Therefore, it +infuriated him to think that this offspring of a foul sin should have +had pity and charity where he had lacked them. + +He looked at her and saw, with grim glee, that she was black and blue +with bruises, and that the linen which she held together across her +bosom had been stained with blood. + +"Flandrin and his wife are honest people, and pious," he said, in answer +to her. "When they find a wench out of her bed at night, they deal +rightly with her, and do not hearken to any lies that she may tell them +of feigned almsgiving to cover her vices from their sight. I thank them +that they did so much of my work for me. They might well prick thee for +a witch; but they will never cut so deep into thy breast as to be able +to dig the mark of the devil out of it. Now, up and work, or it will be +the worse for thee." + +She obeyed him. + +There, during the dark winter's day, the pain which she endured, with +her hunger and the cold of the weather, made her fall thrice like a dead +thing on the snow of the court and the floors of the sheds. + +But she lay insensible till the youth in her brought back consciousness, +without aid. In those moments of faintness, no one noticed her save the +dog, who came and crept to her to give her warmth, and strove to wake +her with the kisses of his rough tongue. + +She did her work as best she might; neither Flamma nor his servant once +spoke to her. + +"My women dealt somewhat roughly with thy wench at break of day, good +Flamma," said the man Flandrin, meeting him in the lane that afternoon, +and fearful of offending the shrewd old man, who had so many of his +neighbors in his grip. "I hope thou wilt not take it amiss? The girl +maddened my dame,--spitting on her Peter, and throwing the blessed image +away in a ditch." + +"The woman did well," said Flamma, coldly, driving his gray mare onward +through the fog; and Flandrin could not tell whether he were content, or +were displeased. + +Claudis Flamma himself hardly knew which he was. He held her as the very +spawn of hell; and yet it was loathsome to him that his neighbors should +also know and say that a devil had been the only fruit of that fair +offspring of his own, whom he and they had so long held as a saint. + +The next day, and the next, and the next again after that, she was too +ill to stir; they beat her and called her names, but it was of no use; +they could not get work out of her; she was past it, and beyond all +rousing of their sticks, or of their words. + +They were obliged to let her be. She lay for nearly four days in the hay +in her loft, devoured with fever, and with every bone and muscle in +pain. She had a pitcher of water by her, and drank continually, +thirstily, like a sick dog. With rest and no medicine but the cold +spring water, she recovered: she had been delirious in a few of the +hours, and had dreamed of nothing but of the old life in the Liebana, +and of the old sweet music of Phratos. She remained there untended, +shivering, and fever-stricken, until the strength of her youth returned +to her. She rose on the fifth day recovered, weaker, but otherwise +little the worse, with the soft sad songs of her old friend the viol +ringing always through her brain. + +The fifth day from the death of Manon Dax, was the day of the new year. + +There was no work being done at the mill; the wheel stood still, locked +fast, for the deep stream was close bound in ice; frost had returned, +and the country was white with snow two feet deep, and bleak and bare, +and rioted over by furious cross winds. + +Flamma and Pitchou were in the kitchen when she entered it; they looked +up, but neither spoke to her. In being ill,--for the first time since +they had had to do with her,--she had committed, for the millionth time, +a crime. + +There was no welcome for her in that cheerless place, where scarcely a +spark of fire was allowed to brighten the hearth, where the hens +straying in from without, sat with ruffled feathers, chilled and moping, +and where the old Black Forest clock in the corner, had stopped from the +intense cold, and grimly pointed midnight, at high noon. + +There was no welcome for her: she went out into the air, thinking the +woods, even at midwinter, could not be so lonesome as was that cheerless +house. + +The sun was shining through a rift in the stormy clouds, and the white +roofs, and the ice-crusted waters, and the frosted trees were glittering +in its light. + +There were many dead birds about the paths. Claudis Flamma had thought +their famine time a good one in which to tempt them with poisoned grain. + +She wondered where the dog was who never had failed to greet her,--a +yard farther on she saw him. He was stretched stiff and lifeless beside +the old barrel that had served him as a kennel; his master had begrudged +him the little straw needful to keep him from the hurricanes of those +bitter nights; and he had perished quietly without a moan, like a +sentinel slain at his post--frozen to death in his old age after a life +of faithfulness repaid with blows. + +She stood by him awhile with dry eyes, but with an aching heart. He had +loved her, and she had loved him; many a time she had risked a stroke of +the lash to save it from his body; many a time she had sobbed herself to +sleep, in her earlier years, with her arms curled round him, as round +her only friend and only comrade in bondage and in misery. + +She stooped down, and kissed him softly on his broad grizzled forehead, +lifted his corpse into a place of shelter, and covered it tenderly, so +that he should not be left to the crows and the kites, until she should +be able to make his grave in those orchards which he had loved so well +to wander in, and in which he and she had spent all their brief hours of +summer liberty and leisure. + +She shuddered as she looked her last on him; and filled in the snow +above his tomb, under the old twisted pear-tree, beneath which he and +she had so often sat together in the long grasses, consoling one another +for scant fare and cruel blows by the exquisite mute sympathy which can +exist betwixt the canine and the human animal when the two are alone, +and love and trust each other only out of all the world. + +Whilst the dog had lived, she had had two friends; now that he slept +forever in the old gray orchard, she had but one left. She went to seek +this one. + +Her heart ached for a kind glance--for a word that should be neither of +hatred nor of scorn. It was seldom that she allowed herself to know such +a weakness. She had dauntless blood in her; she came of a people that +despised pity, who knew how to live hard and to die hard, without murmur +or appeal. + +Yet, as she had clung to the old mastiff, who was savage to all save +herself; so she still clung to the old man Marcellin, who to all save +herself was a terror and a name of foul omen. + +He was good to her in his own fierce, rugged way; they had the kinship +of the proscribed; and they loved one another in a strange, silent, +savage manner, as a yearling wolf cub and an aged grizzled bear might +love each other in the depths of a forest, where the foot of the hunter +and the fangs of the hound were alike against the young and the old. + +She had not seen him for six days. She felt ill, and weak, and cold, and +alone. She thought she would go to him in his hut, and sit a little by +his lonely hearth, and hear him tell strange stories of the marvelous +time when he was young, and the world was drunk with a mad sweet dream +which was never to come true upon earth. + +Her heart was in wild revolt, and a futile hate gnawed ever in it. + +She had become used to the indignities of the populace, and the insults +of all the people who went to and fro her grandsire's place; but each +one pierced deeper and deeper than the last, and left a longer scar, and +killed more and more of the gentler and better instincts that had +survived in her through all the brutalizing debasement of her life. + +She could not avenge the outrage of Rose Flandrin and her sisterhood, +and, being unable to avenge it, she shut her mouth and said nothing of +it, as her habit was. Nevertheless it festered and rankled in her, and +now and then the thought crossed her--why not take a flint and a bit of +tow, and burn them all in their beds as they slept in that little hollow +at the foot of the hill? + +She thought of it often--would she ever do it? + +She did not know. + +It had a taint of cowardice in it; yet a man that very winter had fired +a farmstead for far less an injury, and had burned to death all who had +lain therein that night. Why should she not kill and burn these also? +They had never essayed to teach her to do better, and when she had tried +to do good to one of them the others had set on her as a witch. + +In the afternoon of this first day of the year she had to pass through +their hamlet to seek Marcellin. + +The sun was low and red; the dusky light glowered over the white meadows +and through the leafless twilight of the woods; here and there a +solitary tree of holly reared itself, scarlet and tall, from the +snowdrifts; here and there a sheaf of arrowy reeds pierced the sheets of +ice that covered all the streams and pools. + +The little village lay with its dark round roofs, cosy and warm, with +all the winter round. She strode through it erect, and flashing her +scornful eyes right and left; but her right hand was inside her shirt, +and it gripped fast the handle of a knife. For such was the lesson which +the reward for her charity had taught her--a lesson not lightly to be +forgotten, nor swiftly to be unlearned again. + +In its simple mode, the little place, like its greater neighbors, kept +high festival for a fresh year begun. + +Its crucifix rose, bare and white, out of a crown of fir boughs and +many wreaths of ruddy berries. On its cabin windows the light of wood +cracking and blazing within glowed brightly. Through them she saw many +of their interiors as she went by in the shadow without. + +In one the children knelt in a circle round the fire, roasting chestnuts +in the embers with gay shouts of laughter. In another they romped with +their big sheepdog, decking him with garlands of ivy and laurel. + +In one little brown room a betrothal party made merry; in another, that +was bright with Dutch tiles, and hung round with dried herbs and fruits, +an old matron had her arm round the curly head of a sailor lad, home for +a short glad hour. + +In the house of Flandrin a huge soup-pot smoked with savory odor, and +the eyes of his wife were soft with a tender mirth as she watched her +youngest-born playing with a Punchinello, all bells and bright colors, +and saw the elder ones cluster round a gilded Jesus of sugar. + +In the wineshop, the keeper of it, having married a wife that day, kept +open house to his friends, and he and they were dancing to the music of +a horn and a fiddle, under rafters bedecked with branches of fir, with +many-hued ribbons, and with little oil lamps that blew to and fro in the +noise of the romp. And all round lay the dark still woods, and in the +midst rose the crucifix; and above, on the height of the hill, the +little old hut of Manon Dax stood dark and empty. + +She looked at it all, going through it with her hand on her knife. + +"One spark," she thought, playing with the grim temptation that +possessed her--"one spark on the dry thatch, and what a bonfire they +would have for their feasting!" + +The thought was sweet to her. + +Injustice had made her ravenous and savage. When she had tried to do +well and to save life, these people had accused her of taking it by evil +sorcery. + +She felt a longing to show them what evil indeed she could do, and to +see them burn, and to hear them scream vainly, and then to say to them +with a laugh, as the flames licked up their homes and their lives, +"Another time, take care how you awake a witch!" + +Why did she not do it? She did not know; she had brought out a flint and +tinder in the pouch that hung at her side. It would be as easy as to +pluck a sere leaf; she knew that. + +She stood still and played with her fancy, and it was horrible and sweet +to her--so sweet because so horrible. + +How soon their mirth would be stilled! + +As she stood thinking there, and seeing in fancy the red glare that +would light up that peaceful place, and hearing the roar of the lurid +flames that would drown the music, and the laughter, and the children's +shouts, out of the twilight there rose to her a small, dark thing, with +a halo of light round its head: the thing was little Bernardou, and the +halo was the shine of his curling hair in the lingering light. + +He caught her skirts in his hands, and clung to her and sobbed. + +"I know you--you were good that night. The people all say you are +wicked, but you gave us your food, and held my hand. Take me back to +gran'mere--oh, take me back!" + +She was startled and bewildered. This child had never mocked her, but he +had screamed and run from her in terror, and had been told a score of +stories that she was a devil, who could kill his body and soul. + +"She is dead, Bernardou," she answered him; and her voice was troubled, +and sounded strangely to her as she spoke for the first time to a child +without being derided or screamed at in fear. + +"Dead! What is that?" sobbed the boy. "She was stiff and cold, I know, +and they put her in a hole; but she would waken, I know she would, if +she only heard _us_. We never cried in the night but she heard in her +sleep, and got up and came to us. Oh, do tell her--do, do tell her!" + +She was silent; she did not know how to answer him, and the strangeness +of any human appeal made to her bewildered her and held her mute. + +"Why are you out in the cold, Bernardou?" she asked him suddenly, +glancing backward through the lattice of the Flandrins' house, through +which she could see the infants laughing and shaking the puppet with the +gilded bells. + +"They beat me; they say I am naughty, because I want gran'mere," he +said, with a sob. "They beat me often, and oh! if she knew, she would +wake and come. Do tell her--do! Bernardou will be so good, and never vex +her, if only she will come back!" + +His piteous voice was drowned in tears. + +His little life had been hard; scant fare, cold winds, and naked limbs +had been his portion; yet the life had been bright and gleeful to him, +clinging to his grandam's skirts as she washed at the tub or hoed in the +cabbage-ground, catching her smile when he brought her the first daisy +of the year, running always to her open arms in any hurt, sinking to +sleep always with the singing of her old ballads on his ear. + +It had been a little life, dear, glad, kindly, precious to him, and he +wept for it, refusing to be comforted by sight of a gilded puppet in +another's hand, or a sugared Jesus in another's mouth, as they expected +him to be. + +It is the sort of comfort that is always offered to the homeless, and +they are always thought ungrateful if they will not be consoled by it. + +"I wish I could take you, Bernardou!" she murmured, with a momentary +softness that was exquisitely tender in its contrast to her haughty and +fierce temper. "I wish I could." + +For one wild instant the thought came to her to break from her bonds, +and take this creature who was as lonely as herself, and to wander away +and away into that unknown land which stretched around her, and of which +she knew no more than one of the dark leaves knew that grew in the +snow-filled ditch. But the thought passed unuttered: she knew neither +where to go nor what to do. Her few early years in the Liebana were too +dreamlike and too vaguely remembered to be any guide to her; and the +world seemed only to her in her fancies as a vast plain, dreary and +dismal, in which every hand would be against her, and every living thing +be hostile to her. + +Besides, the long habitude of slavery was on her, and it is a yoke that +eats into the flesh too deeply to be wrenched off without an effort. + +As she stood thinking, with the child's eager hands clasping her skirts, +a shrill voice called from the wood-stack and dung-heap outside +Flandrin's house,-- + +"Bernardou! Bernardou! thou little plague. Come within. What dost do out +there in the dark? Mischief, I will warrant." + +The speaker strode out, and snatched and bore and clutched him away; she +was the sister of Rose Flandrin, who lived with them, and kept the place +and the children in order. + +"Thou little beast!" she muttered, in fury. "Dost dare talk to the witch +that killed thy grandmother? Thou shalt hie to bed, and sup on a fine +whipping. Thank God, thou goest to the hospital to-morrow! Thou wouldst +bring a dire curse on the house in reward for our alms to thee." + +She dragged him in and slammed-to the door, and his cries echoed above +the busy shouts and laughter of the Flandrin family, gathered about the +tinseled Punch and the sugared Jesus, and the soup-pot, that stewed them +a fat farm-yard goose for their supper. + +Folle-Farine listened awhile, with her hand clinched on her knife; then +she toiled onward through the village, and left it and its carols and +carouses behind her in the red glow of the sinking sun. + +She thought no more of setting their huts in a blaze; the child's words +had touched and softened her, she remembered the long patient bitter +life of the woman who had died of cold and hunger in her eighty-second +year, and yet who had thus died saying to the last, "God is good." + +"What is their God?" she mused. "They care for Him, and He seems to care +nothing for them whether they be old or young." + +Yet her heart was softened, and she would not fire the house in which +little Bernardou was sheltered. + +His was the first gratitude that she had ever met with, and it was sweet +to her as the rare blossom of the edelweiss to the traveler upon the +highest Alpine summits--a flower full of promise, born amidst a waste. + +The way was long to where Marcellin dwelt, but she walked on through the +fields that were in summer all one scarlet group of poppies. + +The day was over, the evening drew nigh, the sound of innumerable bells +in the town echoed faintly from the distance, over the snow: all was +still. + +On the night of the new year the people had a care that the cattle in +the byres, the sheep in the folds, the dogs in the kennels, the swine in +the styes, the old cart-horses in the sheds, should have a full meal and +a clean bed, and be able to rejoice. + +In all the country round there were only two that were forgotten--the +dead in their graves and the daughter of Taric the gypsy. + +Folle-Farine was cold, hungry, and exhausted, for the fever had left her +enfeebled; and from the coarse food of the mill-house her weakness had +turned. + +But she walked on steadily. + +At the hut where Marcellin dwelt she knew that she would be sure of one +welcome, one smile; one voice that would greet her kindly; one face that +would look on her without a frown. + +It would not matter, she thought, how the winds should howl and the hail +drive, or how the people should be merry in their homes and forgetful of +her and of him. He and she would sit together over the little fire, and +give back hate for hate and scorn for scorn, and commune with each +other, and want no other cheer or comrade. + +It had been always so since he had first met her at sunset among the +poppies, then a little child eight years old. Every new-year's-night she +had spent with him in his hovel; and in their own mute way they had +loved one another, and drawn closer together, and been almost glad, +though often pitcher and platter had been empty, and sometimes even the +hearth had been cold. + +She stepped bravely against the wind, and over the crisp firm snow, her +spirits rising as she drew near the only place that had ever opened its +door gladly to her coming, her heart growing lighter as she approached +the only creature to whom she had ever spoken her thoughts without +derision or told her woes without condemnation. + +His hut stood by itself in the midst of the wide pastures and by the +side of a stream. + +A little light was wont to twinkle at that hour through the crevices of +its wooden shutter; this evening all was dark, the outline of the hovel +rose like a rugged mound against the white wastes round it. The only +sound was the far-off chiming of the bells that vibrated strangely on +the rarefied sharp air. + +She crossed the last meadow where the sheep were folded for the night, +and went to the door and pushed against it to open it--it was locked. + +She struck it with her hand. + +"Open, Marcellin--open quickly. It is only I." + +There was no answer. + +She smote the wood more loudly, and called to him again. + +A heavy step echoed on the mud floor within; a match was struck, a dull +light glimmered; a voice she did not know muttered drowsily, "Who is +there?" + +"It is I, Marcellin," she answered. "It is not night. I am come to be an +hour with you. Is anything amiss?" + +The door opened slowly, an old woman, whose face was strange to her, +peered out into the dusk. She had been asleep on the settle by the fire, +and stared stupidly at the flame of her own lamp. + +"Is it the old man, Marcellin, you want?" she asked. + +"Marcellin, yes--where is he?" + +"He died four days ago. Get you gone; I will have no tramps about my +place." + +"Died!" + +Folle-Farine stood erect and without a quiver in her face and in her +limbs; but her teeth shut together like a steel clasp, and all the rich +and golden hues of her skin changed to a sickly ashen pallor. + +"Yes, why not?" grumbled the old woman. "To be sure, men said that God +would never let him die, because he killed St. Louis; but I myself never +thought that. I knew the devil would not wait more than a hundred years +for him--you can never cheat the devil, and he always seems stronger +than the saints--somehow. You are that thing of Ypres, are you not? Get +you gone!" + +"Who are you? Why are you here?" she gasped. + +Her right hand was clinched on the door-post, and her right foot was set +on the threshold, so that the door could not be closed. + +"I am an honest woman and a pious; and it befouls me to dwell where he +dwelt," the old peasant hissed in loud indignation. "I stood out a whole +day; but when one is poor, and the place is offered quit of rent, what +can one do?----and it is roomy and airy for the fowls, and the priest +has flung holy water about it and purified it, and I have a Horseshoe +nailed up and a St. John in the corner. But be off with you, and take +your foot from my door!" + +Folle-Farine stood motionless. + +"When did he die, and how?" she asked in her teeth. + +"He was found dead on the road, on his heap of stones, the fourth night +from this," answered the old woman, loving to hear her own tongue, yet +dreading the one to whom she spoke. "Perhaps he had been hungered, I do +not know; or more likely the devil would not wait any longer--anyways he +was dead, the hammer in his hand. Max Lieben, the man that travels with +the wooden clocks, found him. He lay there all night. Nobody would touch +him. They say they saw the mark of the devil's claws on him. At last +they got a dung-cart, and that took him away before the sun rose. He +died just under the great Calvary--it was like his blasphemy. They have +put him in the common ditch. I think it shame to let the man that slew a +saint be in the same grave with all the poor honest folk who feared God, +and were Christians, though they might be beggars and outcasts. Get you +gone, you be as vile as he. If you want him, go ask your father the foul +fiend for him--they are surely together now." + +And she drove the door to, and closed it, and barred it firmly within. + +"Not but what the devil can get through the chinks," she muttered, as +she turned the wick of her lamp up higher. + +Folle-Farine went back over the snow; blind, sick, feeling her way +through the twilight as though it were the darkness of night. + +"He died alone--he died alone," she muttered, a thousand times, as she +crept shivering through the gloom; and she knew that now her own fate +was yet more desolate. She knew that now she lived alone without one +friend on earth. + +The death on the open highway; the numbness, and stillness, and deafness +to all the maledictions of men. + +The shameful bier made at night on the dung-cart, amidst loathing +glances and muttered curses; the nameless grave in the common ditch with +the beggar, the thief, the harlot, and the murderer,--these which were +so awful to all others seemed to her as sweet as to sink to sleep on +soft unshorn grass, whilst rose-leaves were shaken in the wind, and fell +as gently as kisses upon the slumberer. + +For even those at least were rest. And she in her youth and in her +strength, and in the blossom of her beauty, gorgeous as a passion-flower +in the sun, envied bitterly the old man who had died at his work on the +public road, hated by his kind, weighted with the burden of nigh a +hundred years. + +For his death was not more utterly lonely and desolate than was her +life; and to all taunts and to all curses the ears of the dead are deaf. + + + + + +BOOK III. + + + + +CHAPTER I. + + +Night had come; a dark night of earliest spring. The wild day had sobbed +itself to sleep after a restless life with fitful breaths of storm and +many sighs of shuddering breezes. + +The sun had sunk, leaving long tracks of blood-red light across one-half +the heavens. + +There was a sharp crisp coldness as of lingering frost in the gloom and +the dullness. Heavy clouds, as yet unbroken, hung over the cathedral and +the clustering roofs around it in dark and starless splendor. + +Over the great still plains which stretched eastward and southward, +black with the furrows of the scarce-budded corn, the wind blew hard; +blowing the river and the many streamlets spreading from it into foam; +driving the wintry leaves which still strewed the earth thickly hither +and thither in legions; breaking boughs that had weathered through the +winter hurricanes, and scattering the tender blossoms of the snowdrops +and the earliest crocuses in all the little moss-grown garden-ways. + +The smell of wet grass, of the wood-born violets, of trees whose new +life was waking in their veins, of damp earths turned freshly upwards by +the plow, were all blown together by the riotous breezes. + +Now and then a light gleamed through the gloom where a little peasant +boy lighted home with a torch some old priest on his mule, or a boat +went down the waters with a lamp hung at its prow. For it grew dark +early, and people used to the river read a threat of a flood on its +face. + +A dim glow from the west, which was still tinged with the fire of the +sunset, fell through a great square window set in a stone building, and, +striking across the sicklier rays of an oil lamp, reached the opposing +wall within. + +It was a wall of gray stone, dead and lusterless like the wall of a +prison-house, over whose surface a spider as colorless as itself dragged +slowly its crooked hairy limbs loaded with the moisture of the place; an +old tower, of which the country-folk told strange tales where it stood +among the rushes on the left bank of the stream. + +A man watched the spider as it went. + +It crept on its heavy way across the faint crimson reflection from the +glow of the sunken sun. + +It was fat, well nourished, lazy, content; its home of dusky silver hung +on high, where its pleasure lay in weaving, clinging, hoarding, +breeding. It lived in the dark; it had neither pity nor regret; it +troubled itself neither for the death it dealt to nourish itself, nor +for the light without, into which it never wandered; it spun and throve +and multiplied. + +It was an emblem of the man who is wise in his generation; of the man +whom Cato the elder deemed divine; of the Majority and the Mediocrity +who rule over the earth and enjoy its fruits. + +This man knew that it was wise; that those who were like to it were wise +also: wise with the only wisdom which is honored of other men. + +He had been unwise--always; and therefore he stood, watching the sun +die, with hunger in his soul, with famine in his body. + +For many months he had been half famished, as were the wolves in his own +northern mountains in the winter solstice. For seven days he had only +been able to crush a crust of hard black bread between his teeth. For +twenty hours he had not done even so much as this. The trencher in his +trestle was empty; and he had not wherewithal to refill it. + +He might have found some to fill it for him, no doubt. He lived amidst +the poor, and the poor to the poor are good, though they are bad and +bitter to the rich. + +But he did not open either his lips or his hand. He consumed his heart +in silence; and his vitals preyed in anguish on themselves without his +yielding to their torments. + +He was a madman; and Cato, who measured the godliness of men by what +they gained, would have held him accursed--the madness that starves and +is silent for an idea is an insanity, scouted by the world and the gods. +For it is an insanity unfruitful, except to the future. And for the +future who cares,--save the madmen themselves? + +He watched the spider as it went. + +It could not speak to him as its fellow once spoke in the old Scottish +story. To hear as that captive heard, the hearer must have hope, and a +kingdom--if only in dreams. + +This man had no hope; he had a kingdom, indeed, but it was not of earth; +and in an hour of sheer cruel bodily pain earth alone has dominion and +power and worth. + +The spider crawled across the gray wall; across the glow from the +vanished sun; across a coil of a dead passion-vine that strayed over the +floor, across the classic shape of a great cartoon drawn in chalks upon +the dull rugged surface of stone. + +Nothing arrested it; nothing retarded it, as nothing hastened it. + +It moved slowly on; fat, lusterless, indolent, hueless; reached at +length its den, and there squatted aloft, loving the darkness; its young +swarming around, its netted prey held in its forceps, its nets cast +about. + +Through the open casement there came in on the rising wind of the storm, +in the light of the last lingering sunbeam, a beautiful night-moth, +begotten by some cruel hot-house heat in the bosom of some frail exiled +tropic flower. + +It swam in on trembling pinions, and lit on the golden head of a +gathered crocus that lay dying on the stones--a moth that should have +been born to no world save that of the summer world of a Midsummer +Night's Dream. + +A shape of Ariel and Oberon; slender, silver, purple, roseate, +lustrous-eyed and gossamer-winged. + +A creature of woodland waters and blossoming forests; of the yellow +chalices of kingcups and the white breasts of river lilies, of moonbeams +that strayed through a summer world of shadows, and dewdrops that +glistened in the deep-folded hearts of roses. A creature to brush the +dreaming eyes of a poet, to nestle on the bosom of a young girl +sleeping: to float earthwards on a falling star, to slumber on a +lotus-leaf. + +A creature that, amidst the still soft hush of woods and waters, tells +to those who listen, of the world when the world was young. + +The moth flew on, and poised on the fading crocus-leaves which spread +out their pale gold on the level of the floor. + +It was weary, and its delicate wings drooped; it was storm-tossed, +wind-beaten, drenched with mist and frozen with the cold; it belonged to +the moon, to the dew, to the lilies, to the forget-me-nots, and the +night; and it found that the hard grip of winter had seized it whilst +yet it had thought that the stars and the summer were with it. + +It lived before its time,--and it was like the human soul, which, being +born in the darkness of the world dares to dream of light, and wandering +in vain search of a sun that will never rise, falls and perishes in +wretchedness. + +It was beautiful exceedingly; with the brilliant tropical beauty of a +life that is short-lived. It rested a moment on the stem of the pale +flower, then with its radiant eyes fastened on the point of light which +the lamp thrust upward, it flew on high, spreading out its transparent +wings, and floating to the flame, kissed it, quivered once, and died. + +There fell among the dust and cinder of the lamp a little heap of +shrunken fire-scorched blackened ashes. + +The wind whirled them upward from their rest, and drove them forth into +the night to mingle with the storm-scourged grasses, the pale, dead +violets, the withered snow-flowers, with all things frost-touched and +forgotten. + +The spider sat aloft, sucking the juices from the fettered flies, +teaching its spawn to prey and feed; content in squalor and in +plenitude; in sensual sloth, and in the increase of its spawn and of its +hoard. + +He watched them both: the success of the spider, the death of the moth. +Trite as a fable; ever repeated as the tides of the sea; the two symbols +of humanity; of the life which fattens on greed and gain, and the life +which perishes of divine desire. + +Then he turned and looked at the cartoons upon the wall; shapes grand +and dim, the children of his genius, a genius denied by men. + +His head sank on his chest, his hand tore the shirt away from his +breast, which the pangs of a bodily hunger that he scorned devoured +indeed, but which throbbed with a pain more bitter than that of even +this lingering and ignoble death. He had genius in him, and he had to +die like a wolf on the Armorican wolds yonder westward, when the snows +of winter hid all offal from its fangs. + +It was horrible. + +He had to die for want of the crust that beggars gnawed in the kennels +of the city; he had to die of the lowest and commonest need of all--the +sheer animal need of food. "_J'avais quelque chose la!_" was, perhaps, +the most terrible of all those death-cries of despair which the +guillotine of Thermidor wrung from the lips of the condemned. For it was +the despair of the bodily life for the life of the mind which died with +it. + +When the man clings to life for life's sake, because it is fair and +sweet, and good to the sight and the senses, there may be weakness in +his shudder at its threatening loss. But when a man is loth to leave +life, although it be hard, and joyless, and barren of all delights, +because life gives him power to accomplish things greater than he, which +yet without him must perish, there is the strength in him as there is +the agony of Prometheus. + +With him it must die also: that deep dim greatness within him which +moves him, despite himself; that nameless unspeakable force, which +compels him to create and to achieve; that vision by which he beholds +worlds beyond him not seen by his fellows. + +Weary of life indeed he may be; of life material, and full of subtlety, +of passion, of pleasure, of pain; of the kisses that burn, of the laughs +that ring hollow, of the honey that so soon turns to gall, of the sickly +fatigues and the tired cloyed hunger that are the portion of men upon +earth. + +Weary of these he may be; but still if the gods have breathed on him and +made him mad, with the madness that men have called genius, there will +be that in him greater than himself, which he knows--and cannot know +without some fierce wrench and pang--will be numbed and made impotent, +and drift away, lost for evermore, into that eternal Night which is all +that men behold of death. + +It was so with this man now. + +Life was barren for him of all delight, full of privation, of famine, of +obscurity, of fruitless travail and of vain desire; and yet because he +believed that he had it in him to be great, or rather because, with a +purer and more impersonal knowledge, he believed that it was within his +power to do that which when done the world would not willingly let die; +it was loathsome to him to perish thus of the sheer lack of food, as any +toothless snake would perish in its swamp. + +He stood opposite to the great white cartoons on which his soul had +spent itself; creations which looked vague and ghostly in the shadows of +the chamber, but in which he saw, or at the least believed he saw, the +title-deeds of his own heirship to the world's kingdom of fame. + +For himself he cared nothing; but for them, he smiled a little bitterly +as he looked: + +"They will light some bake-house fire to pay those that may throw my +body in a ditch," he thought. + +And yet the old passion had so much dominance still that he +instinctively went nearer to his latest and best-loved creations, and +took the white chalks up and worked once more by the dull sullen rays of +the lamp behind him. + +They would be torn down on the morrow and thrust for fuel into some +housewife's kitchen-stove. + +What matter? + +He loved them; they were his sole garniture and treasure; in them his +soul had gathered all its dreams and all its pure delights: so long as +his sight lasted he sought to feed it on them; so long as his hand had +power he strove to touch, to caress, to enrich them. + +Even in such an hour as this, the old sweet trance of Art was upon him. + +He was devoured by the deadly fangs of long fast; streaks of living fire +seemed to scorch his entrails; his throat and lungs were parched and +choked; and ever and again his left hand clinched on the bones of his +naked chest as though he could wrench away the throes that gnawed it. + +He knew that worse than this would follow; he knew that tenfold more +torment would await him; that limbs as strong, and muscles as hard, and +manhood as vigorous as his, would only yield to such death as this +slowly, doggedly, inch by inch, day by day. + +He knew; and he knew that he could not trust himself to go through that +uttermost torture without once lifting his voice to summon the shame of +release from it. Shame, since release would need be charity. + +He knew full well; he had seen all forms of death; he had studied its +throes, and portrayed its horrors. He knew that before dawn--it might be +before midnight--this agony would grow so great that it would conquer +him; and that to save himself from the cowardice of appeal, the shame of +besought alms, he would have to use his last powers to drive home a +knife hard and sure through his breast-bone. + +Yet he stood there, almost forgetting this, scarcely conscious of any +other thing than of the passion that ruled him. + +Some soft curve in a girl's bare bosom, some round smooth arm of a +sleeping woman, some fringe of leaves against a moonlit sky, some +broad-winged bird sailing through shadows of the air, some full-orbed +lion rising to leap on the nude soft indolently-folded limbs of a +dreaming virgin, palm-shadowed in the East;--all these he gazed on and +touched, and looked again, and changed by some mere inward curve or +deepened line of his chalk stylus. + +All these usurped him; appealed to him; were well beloved and infinitely +sad; seemed ever in their whiteness and their loneliness to cry to +him,--"Whither dost thou go? Wilt thou leave _us_ alone?" + +And as he stood, and thus caressed them with his eyes and touch, and +wrestled with the inward torment which grew greater and greater as the +night approached, the sudden sickly feebleness of long hunger came upon +him; the gravelike coldness of his fireless chamber slackened and numbed +the flowing of his veins; his brain grew dull and all its memory ceased, +confused and blotted. He staggered once, wondering dimly and idly as men +wonder in delirium, if this indeed were death: then he fell backwards +senseless on his hearth. + +The last glow of day died off the wall. The wind rose louder, driving in +through the open casement a herd of withered leaves. An owl flew by, +uttering weary cries against the storm. + +On high the spider sat, sucking the vitals of its prey, safe in its +filth and darkness; looking down ever on the lifeless body on the +hearth, and saying in its heart,--"Thou Fool!" + + + + +CHAPTER II. + + +As the night fell, Folle-Farine, alone, steered herself down the water +through the heart of the town, where the buildings were oldest, and +where on either side there loomed, through the dusk, carved on the black +timbers, strange masks of satyr and of faun, of dragon and of griffin, +of fiend and of martyr. + +She sat in the clumsy empty market-boat, guiding the tiller-rope with +her foot. + +The sea flowing in stormily upon the coast sent the tide of the river +inland with a swift impetuous current, to which its sluggish depths were +seldom stirred. The oars rested unused in the bottom of the boat; she +glided down the stream without exertion of her own, quietly, easily, +dreamily. + +She had come from a long day's work, lading and unlading timber and +grain for her taskmaster and his fellow-farmers, at the river wharf at +the back of the town, where the little sea-trawlers and traders, with +their fresh salt smell and their brown sails crisp from fierce +sea-winds, gathered for traffic with the corn-barges and the egg-boats +of the land. + +Her day's labor was done, and she was repaid for it by the free +effortless backward passage home through the shadows of the +water-streets; where in the overhanging buildings, ever and anon, some +lantern swinging on a cord from side to side, or some open casement +arched above a gallery, showed the dark sad wistful face of some old +creature kneeling in prayer before a crucifix, or the gold ear-rings of +some laughing girl leaning down with the first frail violets of the year +fragrant in her boddice. + +The cold night had brought the glow of wood-fires in many of the +dwellings of that poor and picturesque quarter; and showed many a homely +interior through the panes of the oriel and lancet windows, over which +brooded sculptured figures seraph-winged, or carven forms helmeted and +leaning on their swords. + +In one of them there was a group of young men and maidens gathered round +the wood at nut-burning, the lovers seeking each other's kiss as the +kernels broke the shells; in another, some rosy curly children played at +soldiers with the cuirass and saber which their grandsire had worn in +the army of the empire; in another, before a quaint oval old-fashioned +glass, a young girl all alone made trial of her wedding-wreath upon her +fair forehead, and smiled back on her own image with a little joyous +laugh that ended in a sob; in another, a young bearded workman carved +ivory beside his hearth, whilst his old mother sat knitting in a high +oak chair; in another, a Sister of Charity, with a fair Madonna's face, +bent above a little pot of home-bred snowdrops, with her tears dropping +on the white heads of the flowers, whilst the sick man, whom she had +charge of, slept and left her a brief space for her own memories, her +own pangs, her own sickness, which was only of the heart,--only--and +therefore hopeless. + +All these Folle-Farine saw, going onward in the boat on the gloom of the +water below. + +She did not envy them; she rather, with her hatred of them, scorned +them. She had been freeborn, though now she was a slave; the pleasures +of the home and hearth she envied no more than she envied the imprisoned +bird its seed and water, its mate and song, within the close cage bars. + +Yet they had a sort of fascination for her. She wondered how they felt, +these people who smiled and span, and ate and drank, and sorrowed and +enjoyed, and were in health and disease, at feast and at funeral, always +together, always bound in one bond of a common humanity; these people, +whose god on the cross never answered them; who were poor, she knew; who +toiled early and late; who were heavily taxed; who fared hardly and +scantily, yet who for the main part contrived to be mirthful and +content, and to find some sunshine in their darkened hours, and to cling +to one another, and in a way be glad. + +Just above her was the corner window of a very ancient house, crusted +with blazonries and carvings. It had been a prince bishop's palace; it +was now the shared shelter of half a score of lace-weavers and of +ivory-workers, each family in their chamber, like a bee in its cell. + +As the boat floated under one of the casements, she saw that it stood +open; there was a china cup filled with house-born primroses on the +broad sill; there was an antique illuminated Book of Hours lying open +beside the flowers; there was a strong fire-light shining from within; +there was an old woman asleep and smiling in her dreams beside the +hearth; by the open book was a girl, leaning out into the chill damp +night, and looking down the street as though in search for some expected +and thrice-welcome guest. + +She was fair to look at, with dark hair twisted under her towering white +cap, and a peachlike cheek and throat, and her arms folded against her +blue kerchief crossed upon her chest. Into the chamber, unseen by her, +a young man came and stole across the shadows, and came unheard behind +her and bent his head to hers and kissed her ere she knew that he was +there. She started with a little happy cry and pushed him away with +pretty provocation; he drew her into his arms and into the chamber, and +shut to the lattice, and left only a dusky reflection from within +shining through the panes made dark by age and dust. + +Folle-Farine had watched them; as the window closed her head dropped, +she was stirred with a vague, passionate, contemptuous wonder: what was +this love that was about her everywhere, and yet with which she had no +share? She only thought of it with haughtiest scorn; and yet---- + +There had come a great darkness on the river, a fierce roughness in the +wind; the shutters were now closed in many of the houses of the +water-street, and their long black shadows fell across the depth that +severed them, and met and blended in the twilight. The close of this day +was stormy; the wind blew the river swiftly, and the heavy raw mists +were setting in from the sea as the night descended. + +She did not heed these; she liked the wild weather best; she loved the +rush of a chill wind among her hair, and the moisture of blown spray +upon her face; she loved the manifold fantasies of the clouds, and the +melodies of the blast coming over the sands and the rushes. She loved +the swirl and rage of the angry water, and the solitude that closed in +round her with the darkness. + +The boat passed onward through the now silent town; only in one other +place a light glowed through the unshuttered lattices that were ruddy +with light and emblematic with the paintings of the Renaissance. It was +the window of the gardener's wife. + +At that season there could bloom neither saxifrage nor nasturtium; but +some green-leaved winter shrub with rosy-laden berries had replaced +them, and made a shining frame all round the painted panes. + +The fair woman was within; her delicate head rose out of the brown +shadows round, with a lamp burning above it and a little oval mirror +before. Into the mirror she was gazing with a smile, whilst with both +hands about her throat she clasped some strings of polished shells +brought to her from the sea. + +"How white and how warm and how glad she is!" thought Folle-Farine, +looking upward; and she rowed in the gloom through the sluggish water +with envy at her heart. + +She was growing harder, wilder, worse, with every day; more and more +like some dumb, fierce forest beast, that flees from every step and +hates the sound of every voice. Since the night that they had pricked +her for a witch, the people had been more cruel to her than ever. They +cast bitter names at her as she went by; they hissed and hooted her as +she took her mule through their villages, or passed them on the road +with her back bent under some load of fagots or of winter wood. Once or +twice they stoned her, and chance alone had saved her from injury. + +For it was an article of faith in all the hamlets round that she had +killed old Manon Dax. The Flandrins said so, and they were good pious +people who would not lie. Every dusky evening when the peasantry, +through the doors of their cabins, saw the gleam of her red girdle and +the flash of her hawk's eyes, where she plodded on through the mist on +her tyrant's errands, they crossed themselves, and told each other for +the hundredth time the tale of her iniquities over their pan of smoking +chestnuts. + +It had hardened her tenfold; it had made her brood on sullen dreams of a +desperate vengeance. Marcellin, too, was gone; his body had been eaten +by the quicklime in the common ditch, and there was not even a voice so +stern as his to bid her a good-morrow. He had been a harsh man, of dark +repute and bitter tongue; but in his way he had loved her; in his way, +with the eloquence that had remained to him, and by the strange stories +that he had told her of that wondrous time wherein his youth had passed, +when men had been as gods and giants, and women horrible as Medea, or +sublime as Iphigenia, he had done something to awaken her mind, to +arouse her hopes, to lift her up from the torpor of toil, the lusts of +hatred, the ruinous apathy of despair. But he was dead, and she was +alone, and abandoned utterly to herself. + +She mourned for him with a passionate pain that was all the more +despairing, because no sound of it could ever pass her lips to any +creature. + +To and fro continually she went by the road on which he had died alone; +by the heap of broken stones, by the wooden crucifix, by the high hedge +and the cornlands beyond. Every time she went the blood beat in her +brain, the tears swelled in her throat. She hated with a hatred that +consumed her, and was ready to ripen into any deadly deed, the people +who had shunned him in his life, and in his death derided and insulted +him, and given him such burial as they gave the rotten carcass of some +noxious beast. + +Her heart was ripe for any evil that should have promised her vengeance; +a dull, cold sense of utter desolation and isolation was always on her. +The injustice of the people began to turn her blood to gall, her courage +into cruelty; there began to come upon her the look of those who brood +upon a crime. + +It was, in truth, but the despairing desire to live that stirred within +her; to know, to feel, to roam, to enjoy, to suffer still, if need be; +but to suffer something else than the endless toil of the field-ox and +tow-horse,--something else than the unavenged blow that pays the ass and +the dog for their services. + +The desire to be free grew upon her with all the force and fury +inherited from her father's tameless and ever-wandering race; if a crime +could have made her free she would have seized it. + +She was in the prison of a narrow and hated fate; and from it she looked +out on the desert of an endless hate, which stretched around her without +one blossom of love, one well spring of charity, rising in its deathlike +waste. + +The dreamy imaginations, the fantastic pictures, that had been so strong +in her in her early years, were still there, though distorted by +ignorance and inflamed by despair. Though, in her first poignant grief +for him, she had envied Marcellin his hard-won rest, his grave in the +public ditch of the town, it was not in her to desire to die. She was +too young, too strong, too restless, too impatient, and her blood of the +desert and the forest was too hot. + +What she wanted was to live. Live as the great moor-bird did that she +had seen float one day over these pale, pure, blue skies, with its +mighty wings outstretched in the calm gray weather; which came none knew +whence, and which went none knew whither; which poised silent and +stirless against the clouds; then called with a sweet wild love-note to +its mate, and waited for him as he sailed in from the misty shadows +where the sea lay; and then with him rose yet higher and higher in the +air; and passed westward, cleaving the fields of light, and so +vanished;--a queen of the wind, a daughter of the sun; a creature of +freedom, of victory, of tireless movement, and of boundless space, a +thing of heaven and of liberty. + +The evening became night; a night rough and cold almost as winter. + +There was no boat but hers upon the river, which ran high and strong. +She left the lights of the town behind her, and came into the darkness +of the country. Now and then the moon shone a moment through the +storm-wrack, here and there a torch glimmered, borne by some wayfarer +over a bridge. + +There was no other light. + +The bells of the cathedral chiming a miserere, sounded full of woe +behind her in the still sad air. + +There stood but one building between her and her home, a square strong +tower built upon the edge of the stream, of which the peasants told many +tales of horror. It was of ancient date, and spacious, and very strong. +Its upper chambers were used as a granary by the farm-people who owned +it; the vaulted hall was left unused by them, partly because the river +had been known to rise high enough to flood the floor; partly because +legend had bequeathed to it a ghastly repute of spirits of murdered men +who haunted it. + +No man or woman in all the country round dared venture to it after +nightfall; it was all that the stoutest would do to fetch and carry +grain there at broad day; and the peasant who, being belated, rowed his +market-boat past it when the moon was high, moved his oar with one +trembling hand, and with the other crossed himself unceasingly. + +To Folle-Farine it bore no such terror. + +The unconscious pantheism breathed into her with her earliest thoughts, +with the teachings of Phratos, made her see a nameless mystical and +always wondrous beauty in every blade of grass that fed on the dew, and +with the light rejoiced; in every bare brown stone that flashed to gold +in bright brook waters, under a tuft of weed; in every hillside stream +that leaping and laughing sparkled in the sun; in every wind that +wailing went over the sickness of the weary world. + +For such a temper, no shape of the day or the night, no miracle of life +or of death can have terror; it can dread nothing, because every created +thing has in it a divine origin and an eternal mystery. + +As she and the boat passed out into the loneliness of the country, with +fitful moon gleams to light its passage, the weather and the stream grew +wilder yet. + +There were on both sides strips of the silvery inland sands, beds of +tall reeds, and the straight stems of poplars, ghostlike in the gloom. +The tide rushed faster; the winds blew more strongly from the north; the +boat rocked, and now and then was washed with water, till its edges were +submerged. + +She stood up in it, and gave her strength to its guidance; it was all +that she could do to keep its course straight, and steer it so that it +should not grate upon the sand, nor be blown into the tangles of the +river reeds. + +For herself she had no care, she could swim like any cygnet; and for her +own sport had spent hours in water at all seasons. But she knew that to +Claudis Flamma the boat was an honored treasure, since to replace it +would have cost him many a hard-earned and well-loved piece of money. + +As she stood thus upright in the little tossing vessel against the +darkness and the winds, she passed the solitary building; it had been +placed so low down against the shore, that its front walls, strong of +hewn stone, and deep bedded in the soil, were half submerged in the +dense growth of the reeds and of the willowy osiers which grew up and +brushed the great arched windows of its haunted hall. The lower half of +one of the seven windows had been blown wide open; a broad square +casement, braced with iron bars, looking out upon the river, and lighted +by a sickly glimmer of the moon. + +Her boat was swayed close against the wall, in a sudden lurch, caused by +a fiercer gust of wind and higher wave of the strong tide; the rushes +entangled it; it grounded on the sand. There was no chance, she knew, of +setting it afloat again without her leaving it to gain a footing on the +land, and use her force to push it off into the current. + +She leaped out without a moment's thought among the rushes, with her +kirtle girt up close above her knees. She sank to her ankles in the +sand, and stood to her waist in the water. + +But she was almost as light and sure of foot as a moor-gull, when it +lights upon the treacherous mosses of a bog; and standing on the soaked +and shelving bank, she thrust herself with all her might against her +boat, dislodged it, and pushed it out once more afloat. + +She was about to wade to it and spring into it, before the stream had +time to move it farther out, when an owl flew from the open window +behind her. Unconsciously she turned her head to look whence the bird +had come. + +She saw the wide dark square of the opened casement; the gleam of a lamp +within the cavern-like vastness of the vaulted hall. Instinctively she +paused, and drew closer, and forgot the boat. + +The stone sills of the seven windows were level with the topmost sprays +of the tall reeds and the willowy underwood; they were, therefore, level +with herself. She saw straight in; saw, so far as the pale uncertain +fusion of moon and lamp rays showed them, the height and width of this +legend haunted place; vaulted and pillared with timber and with stone; +dim and lonely as a cathedral crypt; and with the night-birds flying to +and fro in it, as in a ruin, seeking their nests in its rafters and in +the capitals of its columns. + +No fear, but a great awe fell upon her. She let the boat drift on its +way unheeded; and stood there at gasp like a forest doe. + +She had passed this grain tower with every day and night that she had +gone down the river upon the errands of her taskmaster; but she had +never looked within it once, holding the peasants' stories and terrors +in the cold scorn of her intrepid courage. + +Now, when she looked, she for the first time believed--believed that the +dead lived and gathered there. + +White, shadowy, countless shapes loomed through the gloom, all +motionless, all noiseless, all beautiful, with the serene yet terrible +loveliness of death. + +In their midst burned a lamp; as the light burns night and day in the +tombs of the kings of the East. + +Her color paled, her breath came and went, her body trembled like a +leaf; yet she was not afraid. + +A divine ecstasy of surprise and faith smote the dull misery of her +life. She saw at last another world than the world of toil in which she +had labored without sight and without hope, as the blinded ox labored in +the brick-field, treading his endless circles in the endless dark, and +only told that it was day by blows. + +She had no fear of them--these, whom she deemed the dwellers of the +lands beyond the sun, could not be more cruel to her than had been the +sons of men. She yearned to them, longed for them; wondered with rapture +and with awe if these were the messengers of her father's kingdom; if +these would have mercy on her, and take her with them to their immortal +homes--whether of heaven or of hell, what mattered it? + +It was enough to her that it would not be of earth. + +She raised herself upon the ledge above the rushes, poised herself +lightly as a bird, and with deft soundless feet dropped safely on the +floor within, and stood in the midst of that enchanted world--stood +motionless, gazing upwards with rapt eyes, and daring barely to draw +breath with any audible sigh, lest she should rouse them, and be driven +from their presence. The flame of the lamp, and the moonlight, reflected +back from the foam of the risen waters, shed a strange, pallid, shadowy +light on all the forms around her. + +"They are the dead, surely," she thought, as she stood among them; and +she stayed there, with her arms folded on her breast to still its +beating, lest any sound should anger them and betray her; a thing lower +than the dust--a mortal amidst this great immortal host. + +The mists and the shadows between her eyes and them parted them as with +a sea of dim and subtle vapor, through which they looked white and +impalpable as a summer cloud, when it seems to lean and touch the edge +of the world in a gray, quiet dawn. + +They were but the creations of an artist's classic dreams, but to her +they seemed to thrill, to move, to sigh, to gaze on her; to her, they +seemed to live with that life of the air, of the winds, of the stars, of +silence and solitude, and all the nameless liberties of death, of which +she dreamed when, shunned, and cursed, and hungered, she looked up to +the skies at night from a sleepless bed. + +They were indeed the dead: the dead of that fair time when all the earth +was young, and men communed with their deities, and loved them, and were +not afraid. When their gods were with them in their daily lives, when in +every breeze that curled the sea, in every cloud that darkened in the +west, in every water-course that leaped and sparkled in the sacred cedar +groves, in every bee-sucked blossom of wild thyme that grew purple by +the marble temple steps, the breath and the glance of the gods were +felt, the footfall and the voice of the gods were heard. + +They were indeed the dead: the dead who--dying earliest, whilst yet the +earth was young enough to sorrow for its heroic lives to embalm them, to +remember them, and to count them worthy of lament--perished in their +bodies, but lived forever immortal in the traditions of the world. + +From every space of the somber chamber some one of these gazed on her +through the mist. + +Here the silver dove of Argos winged her way through the iron-jaws of +the dark sea-gates. + +Here the white Io wandered in exile and unresting, forever scourged on +by the sting in her flesh, as a man by the genius in him. + +Here the glad god whom all the woodlands love played in the moonlight, +on his reeds, to the young stags that couched at his feet in golden beds +of daffodils and asphodel. + +Here in a darkened land the great Demeter moved, bereaved and childless, +bidding the vine be barren, and the fig-trees fruitless, and the seed of +the sown furrows strengthless to multiply and fill the sickles with ripe +increase. + +Here the women of Thebes danced upon Cithaeron in the mad moonless +nights, under the cedars, with loose hair on the wind, and bosoms that +heaved and brake through their girdles of fawnskin. + +Here at his labor, in Pherae, the sun-god toiled as a slave; the highest +wrought as the lowest; while wise Hermes stood by and made mirth of the +kingship that had bartered the rod of dominion for the mere music which +empty air could make in a hollow reed. + +Here, too, the brother gods stood, Hypnos, and Oneiros, and Thanatos; +their bowed heads crowned with the poppy and moonwort, the flowering +fern, and the amaranth, and, pressed to their lips, a white rose, in the +old sweet symbol of silence; fashioned in the same likeness, with the +same winged feet, which yet fall so softly that no human ears hear their +coming; the gods that most of all have pity on men,--the gods of the +Night and of the Grave. + +These she saw, not plainly, but through the wavering shadows and the +halo of the vapors which floated, dense and silvery as smoke, in from +the misty river. Their lips were dumb, and for her they had no name nor +story, and yet they spoke to her with familiar voices. She knew them; +she knew that they were gods, and yet to the world were dead; and in the +eyes of the forest-god, who piped upon his reeds, she saw the eyes of +Phratos look on her with their tender laughter and their unforgotten +love. + +Just so had he looked so long ago--so long!--in the deep woods at +moonrise, when he had played to the bounding fawns, to the leaping +waters, to the listening trees, to the sleeping flowers. + +They had called him an outcast,--and lo!--she found him a god. + +She sank on her knees, and buried her face in her hands and wept,--wept +with grief for the living lost forever,--wept with joy that the dead +forever lived. + +Tears had rarely sprung to her proud, rebellious eyes; she deemed them +human things,--things of weakness and of shame; she had thrust them back +and bit her lips till the blood came, in a thousand hours of pain, +rather than men should see them and exult. The passion had its way for +once, and spent itself, and passed. She rose trembling and pale, with +her eyes wet and dimmed in luster, like stars that shine through rain, +and looked around her fearfully. + +She thought that the gods might rise in wrath against her, even as +mortals did, for daring to be weary of her life. + +As she rose, she saw for the first time before the cold hearth the body +of a man. + +It was stretched straightly out on the stone floor; the chest was bare; +upon the breast the right hand was clinched close and hard; the limbs +were in profound repose; the head was lit by the white glimmer from the +moon; the face was calm and colorless, and full of sadness. + +In the dim strange light it looked white as marble, colossal as a +statue, in that passionless rest,--that dread repose. + +Instinctively she drew nearer to him, breathless and allured; she bent +forward and looked closer on his face. + +He was a god, like all the rest, she thought; but dead,--not as they +were dead, with eyes that rejoiced in the light of cloudless suns, and +with lips that smiled with a serene benignity and an eternal love,--but +dead, as mortals die, without hope, without release, with the breath +frozen on their tired lips, and bound on their hearts eternally the +burden of their sin and woe. + +She leaned down close by his side, and looked on him,--sorrowful, +because he alone of all the gods was stricken there, and he alone had +the shadow of mortality upon him. + +Looking thus she saw that his hands were clinched upon his chest, as +though their latest effort had been to tear the bones asunder, and +wrench out a heart that ached beneath them. She saw that this was not a +divine, but a human form,--dead indeed as the rest were, but dead by a +man's death of assassination, or disease, or suicide, or what men love +to call the "act of Heaven," whereby they mean the self-sown fruit of +their own faults and follies. + +Had the gods slain him--being a mortal--for his entrance there? + +Marcellin in legends had told her of such things. + +He was human; with a human beauty; which, yet white and cold and golden, +full of serenity and sadness, was like the sun-god's yonder, and very +strange to her whose eyes had only rested on the sunburnt, pinched, and +rugged faces of the populace around her. + +That beauty allured her; she forgot that he had against her the crime of +that humanity which she hated. He was to her like some noble forest +beast, some splendid bird of prey, struck down by a bolt from some +murderous bow, strengthless and senseless, yet majestic even in its +fall. + +"The gods slew him because he dared to be too like themselves," she +thought, "else he could not be so beautiful,--he,--only a man, and +dead?" + +The dreamy intoxication of fancy had deadened her to all sense of time +or fact. The exaltation of nerve and brain made all fantastic fantasies +seem possible to her as truth. + +Herself, she was strong; and desolate no more, since the eyes of the +immortals had smiled on her, and bade her welcome there; and she felt an +infinite pity on him, inasmuch as with all his likeness to them he yet, +having incurred their wrath, lay helpless there as any broken reed. + +She bent above him her dark rich face, with a soft compassion on it; she +stroked the pale heavy gold of his hair, with fingers brown and lithe, +but infinitely gentle; she fanned the cold pain of his forehead, with +the breath of her roselike mouth; she touched him and stroked him and +gazed on him, as she would have caressed and looked on the velvet hide +of the stag, the dappled plumage of the hawk, the white leaf of the +lily. + +A subtle vague pleasure stole on her, a sharp sweet sorrow moved +her,--for he was beautiful, and he was dead. + +"If they would give him back his life?" she thought: and she looked for +the glad forest-god playing on his reed amidst the amber asphodels, he +who had the smile and the glance of Phratos. But she could see Pan's +face no more. + +The wind rose, the moon was hidden, all was dark save the flicker of the +flame of the lamp; the storm had broken, and the rain fell: she saw +nothing now but the bowed head of Thanatos, holding the rose of silence +to his lips. + +On her ear there seemed to steal a voice from the darkness, saying: + +"One life alone can ransom another. Live immortal with us; or for that +dead man--perish." + +She bowed her head where she knelt in the darkness; the force of an +irresistible fate seemed upon her; that sacrifice which is at once the +delirium and divinity of her sex had entered into her. + +She was so lowly a thing; a creature so loveless and cursed; the gods, +if they took her in pity, would soon scorn her as men had scorned; +whilst he who lay dead--though so still and so white, and so mute and so +powerless,--he looked a king among men, though the gods for his daring +had killed him. + +"Let him live!" she murmured. "It's for me,--I am nothing--nothing. Let +me die as the Dust dies--what matter?" + +The wind blew the flame of the lamp into darkness; the moon still shone +through the storm on to the face of Thanatos. + +He alone heard. He--the only friend who fails no living thing. He alone +remained, and waited for her: he, whom alone of all the gods--for this +man's sake--she chose. + + + + +CHAPTER III. + + +When the trance of her delirious imaginations passed, they left her +tranquil, but with the cold of death seeming to pass already from the +form she looked on into hers. She was still crouching by his body on the +hearth; and knew what she had chosen, and did not repent. + +He was dead still;--or so she thought;--she watched him with dim +dreaming eyes, watched him as women do who love. + +She drew the fair glistening hair through her hands; she touched the +closed and blue veined eyelids tenderly; she laid her ear against his +heart to hearken for the first returning pulses of the life she had +brought back to him. + +It was no more to her the dead body of a man, unknown, unheeded, a +stranger, and because a mortal, of necessity to her a foe. It was a +nameless, wondrous, mystic force and splendor to which she had given +back the pulse of existence, the light of day; which was no more the +gods', nor any man's, no more the prey of death, nor the delight of +love; but hers--hers--shared only with the greatness she had bought for +him. + +Even as she looked on him she felt the first faint flutter in his heart; +she heard the first faint breath upon his lips. + +His eyes unclosed and looked straight at hers, without reason or luster +in them, clouded with a heavy and delirious pain. + +"To die--of hunger--like a rat in a trap!" he muttered in his throat, +and strove to rise; he fell back, senseless, striking his head upon the +stones. + +She started; her hands ceased to wander through his hair, and touch his +cold lips as she would touch the cup of a flower; she rose slowly to her +feet. + +She had heard; and the words, so homely and so familiar in the lives of +all the poor, pierced the wild faiths and visions of her heated brain, +as a ray of the clear daybreak pierces through the purple smoke from +altar fires of sacrifice. + +The words were so terrible, and yet so trite; they cleft the mists of +her dreams as tempered steel cleaves folds of gossamer. + +"To die--of hunger!" + +She muttered the phrase after him--shaken from her stupor by its gaunt +and common truth. + +It roused her to the consciousness of all his actual needs. Her heart +rebelled even against the newly-found immortal masters, since being in +wrath they could not strike him swiftly with their vengeance, but had +killed him thus with these lingering and most bitter pangs, and had +gathered there as to a festival to see him die. + +As she stooped above him, she could discern the faint earthy cavernous +odor, which comes from the languid lungs and empty chest of one who has +long fasted, almost unto death. + +She had known that famine odor many a time ere then; in the hut of Manon +Dax, and by the hedge-rows and in the ditches, that made the sick-beds +of many another, as old, as wretched, and as nobly stubborn against +alms; in times of drought or in inclement winters, the people in all +that country-side suffered continually from the hunger torment; she had +often passed by men and women, and children, crouching in black and +wretched cabins, or lying fever-stricken on the cold stony fields, glad +to gnaw a shred of sheepskin, or suck a thorny bramble of the fields to +quiet the gnawing of their entrails. + +She stood still beside him, and thought. + +All light had died; the night was black with storm; the shadowy shapes +were gone; there were the roar of the rushing river, and the tumult of +the winds and rains upon the silence; all she saw was this golden head; +this colorless face; this lean and nerveless hand that rested on the +feebly beating heart;--these she saw as she would have seen the white +outlines of a statue in the dark. + +He moved a little with a hollow sigh. + +"Bread--bread--bread!" he muttered. "To die for bread!" + +At the words, all the quick resource and self-reliance which the hard +life she led had sharpened and strengthened in her, awoke amidst all the +dreams and passions, and meditations of her mystical faiths, and her +poetic ignorance. + +The boldness and the independence of her nature roused themselves; she +had prayed for him to the gods, and to the gods given herself for +him--that was well--if they kept their faith. But if they forsook it? +The blood rushed back to her heart with its old proud current; alone, +she swore to herself to save him. To save him in the gods' despite. + +In the street that day, she had found the half of a roll of black bread. +It had lain in the mud, none claiming it; a sulky lad passed it in +scorn, a beggar with gold in his wallet kicked it aside with his crutch; +she took it and put it by for her supper; so often some stripe or some +jibe replaced a begrudged meal for her at Flamma's board. + +That was all she had. A crust dry as a bone, which could do nothing +towards saving him, which could be of no more use to pass those clinched +teeth, and warm those frozen veins, than so much of the wet sand +gathered up from the river-shore. Neither could there be any wood, +which, if brought in and lit, would burn. All the timber was green and +full of sap, and all, for a score square leagues around, was at that +hour drenched with water. + +She knew that the warmth of fire to dry the deadly dampness in the air, +the warmth of wine to quicken the chillness and the torpor of the +reviving life, were what were wanted beyond all other things. She had +seen famine in all its stages, and she knew the needs and dangers of +that fell disease. + +There was not a creature in all the world who would have given her so +much as a loaf or a fagot; even if the thought of human aid had ever +dawned on her. As it was, she never even dreamed of it; every human +hand--to the rosy fist of the smallest and fairest child--was always +clinched against her; she would have sooner asked for honey from a knot +of snakes, or sought a bed of roses in a swarm of wasps, as have begged +mercy or aid at any human hearth. + +She knew nothing, either, of any social laws that might have made such +need as this a public care on public alms. She was used to see men, +women, and children perishing of want; she had heard people curse the +land that bore, and would not nourish, them. She was habituated to work +hard for every bit or drop that passed her lips; she lived amidst +multitudes who did the same; she knew nothing of any public succor to +which appeal could in such straits be made. + +If bread were not forthcoming, a man or a woman had to die for lack of +it, as Manon Dax and Marcellin had done; that seemed to her a rule of +fate, against which there was no good in either resistance or appeal. + +What could she do? she pondered. + +Whatever she would do, she knew that she had to do quickly. Yet she +stood irresolute. + +To do anything she had to stoop herself again down to that sort of theft +to which no suffering or privation of her own had ever tempted her. + +In a vague fierce fashion, unholpen and untaught, she hated all sin. + +All quoted it as her only birthright; all told her that she was imbued +with it body and soul; all saw it in her slightest acts, in her most +harmless words; and she abhorred this, the one gift which men cast to +her as her only heirloom, with a strong scornful loathing which stood +her in the stead of virtue. With an instinctive cynicism which moved her +continually, yet to which she could have given no name, she had loved to +see the children and the maidens--those who held her accursed, and were +themselves held so innocent and just--steal the ripe cherries from the +stalk, pluck the forbidden flowers that nodded over the convent walls, +pierce through the boundary fence to reach another's pear, speak a lie +softly to the old grayheaded priest, and lend their ripe lips to a +soldier's rough salute, while she, the daughter of hell, pointed at, +despised, shunned as a leper, hunted as a witch, kept her hands soilless +and her lips untouched. + +It was a pride to her to say in her teeth, "I am stronger than they," +when she saw the stolen peach in their hand, and heard the lying word on +their tongue. It had a savage sweetness for her, the will with which +she denied herself the luxurious fruit that, unseen, she could have +reached a thousand times from the walls when her throat was parched and +her body empty; with which she uttered the truth, and the truth alone, +though it brought the blows of the cudgel down on her shoulders; with +which she struck aside in disdain the insolent eyes and mocking mouths +of the youths, who would fain have taught her that, if beggared of all +other things, she was at least rich in form and hue. She hated sin, for +sin seemed to her only a human word for utter feebleness; she had never +sinned for herself, as far as she knew; yet to serve this man, on whose +face she had never looked before that night, she was ready to stoop to +the thing which she abhorred. + +She had been so proud of her freedom from all those frailties of +passion, and greed, and self-pity, with which the souls of the maidens +around her were haunted;--so proud, with the fierce, chaste, tameless +arrogance of the women of her race, that was bred in their blood, and +taught them as their first duty, by the Oriental and jealous laws of +their vengeful and indolent masters. + +She had been so proud!--and this cleanliness of hand and heart, this +immunity from her enemies' weakness, this independence which she had +worn as a buckler of proof against all blows, and had girded about her +as a zone of purity, more precious than gold, this, the sole treasure +she had, she was about to surrender for the sake of a stranger. + +It was a greater gift, and one harder to give, than the life which she +had offered for his to the gods. + +She kneeled on one knee on the stone floor beside him, her heart torn +with a mute and violent struggle; her bent face dark and rigid, her +straight haughty brows knit together in sadness and conflict. In the +darkness he moved a little; he was unconscious, yet ever, in that +burning stupor, one remembrance, one regret, remained with him. + +"That the mind of a man can be killed for the want of the food thrown to +swine!" he muttered drearily, in the one gleam of reason that abode in +the delirium of his brain. + +The words were broken, disjointed, almost inarticulate, but they stung +her to action as the spur stings a horse. + +She started erect, and crossed the chamber, leapt through the open +portion of the casement, and lighted again without, knee-deep in water; +she lost her footing and fell entangled in the rushes; but she rose and +climbed in the darkness to where the roots of an oak stump stretched +into the stream, and, gaining the shore, ran as well as the storm and +the obscurity allowed her, along the bank, straight towards Ypres. + +It was a wild and bitter night; the rushing of the foaming river went by +her all the way; the path was flooded, and she was up to her ankles in +water at every step, and often forced to wade through channels a foot +deep. + +She went on straight towards her home, unconscious of cold, of fatigue, +of her wet clinging clothes, of the water that splashed unseen in the +black night up against her face as her steps sank into some shaking +strip of marsh, some brook which, in the rising of the river, ran +hissing and swelling to twice its common height. All she was sensible of +was of one inspiration, one purpose, one memory that seemed to give her +the wings of the wind, and yet to clog her feet with the weight of +lead,--the memory of that white, sad, senseless face, lying beneath the +watch of the cruel gods. + +She reached Ypres, feeling and scenting her way by instinct, as a dog +does, all through the tumult of the air and against the force of the +driving rains. She met no living creature; the weather was too bad for +even a beggar to be afoot in it, and even the stray and homeless beasts +had sought some shelter from a ruined shed or crumbling wall. + +As softly as a leaf may fall she unloosed the latch of the orchard, +stole through the trees, and took her way, in an impenetrable gloom, +with the swift sure flight of one to whom the place had long been as +familiar by night as day. + +The uproar of wind and rain would have muffled the loudest tread. The +shutters of the mill-house were all closed; it was quite still. Flamma +and his serving people were all gone to their beds that they might +save, by sleep, the cost of wood and candle. + +She passed round to the side of the house, climbed up the tough network +of a tree of ivy, and without much labor loosened the fastenings of her +own loft window, and entering there passed through the loft into the +body of the house. + +Opening the doors of the passages noiselessly, she stole down the +staircase, making no more sound than a hare makes stealing over mosses +to its form. The ever-wakeful lightly-sleeping ears of a miser were near +at hand, but even they were not aroused; and she passed down unheard. + +She went hardily, fearlessly, once her mind was set upon the errand. She +did not reason with herself, as more timorous creatures might have done, +that being half starved as recompense for strong and continual labor, +she was but about to take a just due withheld, a fair wage long overdue. +She only resolved to take what another needed by a violence which she +had never employed to serve her own needs, and, having resolved, went to +execute her resolution with the unhesitating dauntlessness that was bred +in her, blood and bone. + +Knowing all the turns and steps of the obscure passages, she quickly +found her way to the store-chambers where such food and fuel as were +wanted in the house were stored. + +The latter was burnt, and the former eaten, sparingly and grudgingly, +but the store of both was at this season of the year fairly abundant. It +had more than once happened that the mill had been cut off from all +communication with the outer world by floods that reached its upper +casements, and Claudis Flamma was provided against any such accidents; +the more abundantly as he had more than once found it a lucrative matter +in such seasons of inundation to lower provisions from his roof to boats +floating below, when the cotters around were in dire need and ready to +sell their very souls for a bag of rice or string of onions. + +Folle-Farine opened the shutter of the storeroom and let in the faint +gray glimmer from the clearing skies. + +A bat which had been resting from the storm against the rafters +fluttered violently against the lattice; a sparrow driven down the +chimney in the hurricane flew up from one of the shelves with a +twittering outcry. + +She paused to open the lattice for them both, and set them free to fly +forth into the still sleeping world; then she took an old rush basket +that hung upon a nail, and filled it with the best of such homely food +as was to be found there--loaves, and meats, and rice, and oil, and a +flask of the richest wine--wine of the south, of the hue of the violet, +sold under secrecy at a high charge and profit. + +That done, she tied together as large a bundle of brushwood and of +fagots as she could push through the window, which was broad and square, +and thrust it out by slow degrees; put her basket through likewise, and +lowered it carefully to the ground; then followed them herself with the +agility born of long practice, and dropped on the grass beneath. + +She waited but to close and refasten the shutter from without, then +threw the mass of fagots on her shoulders, and carrying in her arms the +osier basket, took her backward way through the orchards to the river. + +She had not taken either bit or drop for her own use. + +She was well used to carry burdens as heavy as the mules bare, and to +walk under them unassisted for many leagues to the hamlets and markets +roundabout. But even her strength of bronze had become fatigued; she +felt frozen to the bone; her clothes were saturated with water, and her +limbs were chill and stiff. Yet she trudged on, unblenching and +unpausing, over the soaked earth, and through the swollen water and the +reeds; keeping always by the side of the stream that was so angry in the +darkness; by the side of the gray flooded sands and the rushes that were +blowing with a sound like the sea. + +She met no living creature except a fox, who rushed between her feet, +holding in its mouth a screaming chicken. + +Once she stumbled and struck her head and breast with a dull blow +against a pile of wood which, in the furious weather, was unseen by her. +It stunned her for the instant, but she rallied and looked up with eyes +as used to pierce the deepest gloom as any goshawk's; she discerned the +outline of the Calvary, towering high and weirdlike above the edge of +the river, where the priests and people had placed it, so that the +boatmen could abase themselves and do it honor as they passed the banks. + +The lantern on the cross shone far across the stream, but shed no rays +upon the path she followed. + +At its foot she had stumbled and been bruised upon her errand of mercy; +the reflection of its light streamed across to the opposing shore, and +gave help to a boat-load of smugglers landing stolen tobacco in a little +creek. + +She recovered herself and trudged on once more along the lonely road. + +"How like their god is to them!" she thought; the wooden crucifix was +the type of her persecutors; of those who flouted and mocked her, who +flung and pierced her as a witch; who cursed her because she was not of +their people. The cross was the hatred of the world incarnated to her; +it was in Christ's name that Marcellin's corpse had been cast on the +dung and in the ditch; it was in Christ's name that the women had +avenged on her the pity which she had shown to Manon Dax; it was in +Christ's name that Flamma scourged her because she would not pass rotten +figs for sweet. + +For the name of Christ is used to cover every crime, by the peasant who +cheats his neighbor of a copper coin, as by the sovereign who massacres +a nation for a throne. + +She left the black cross reared there against the rushes, and plodded on +through sand and rain and flood, bearing her load:--in Christ's name +they would have seized her as a thief. + +The storm abated a little, and every now and then a gleam of moonlight +was shed upon the flooded meadows. She gained the base of the tower, +and, by means of the length of rope, let by degrees the firewood and the +basket through the open portion of the window on to the floor below, +then again followed them herself. + +Her heart thrilled as she entered. + +Her first glance to the desolate hearth showed her that the hours of her +absence had brought no change there. The gods had not kept faith with +her, they had not raised him from the dead. + +"They have left it all to me!" she thought, with a strange sweet +yearning in her heart over this life that she had bought with her own. + +She first flung the fagots and brushwood on the hearth, and set them on +fire to burn, fanned by the breath of the wind. Then she poured out a +little of the wine, and kneeled down by him, and forced it drop by drop +through his colorless lips, raising his head upon her as she kneeled. + +The wine was pure and old; it suffused his attenuated frame as with a +rush of new blood; under her hand his heart beat with firmer and quicker +movement. She broke bread in the wine, and put the soaked morsels to his +mouth, as softly as she would have fed some little shivering bird made +nestless by the hurricane. + +He was not conscious yet, but he swallowed what she held to him, without +knowing what he did; a slight warmth gradually spread over his limbs; a +strong shudder shook him. + +His eyes looked dully at her through a film of exhaustion and of sleep. + +"J'avais quelque chose la!" he muttered, incoherently, his voice +rattling in his hollow chest, as he raised himself a little on one arm. + +"J'avais quelque chose la!" and with a sigh he fell back once more--his +head tossing in uneasiness from side to side. + +Amidst the heat and mists of his aching brain, one thought remained with +him--that he had created things greater than himself, and that he died +like a dog, powerless to save them. + +The saddest dying words that the air ever bare on its breath--the one +bitter vain regret of every genius that the common herds of men stamp +out as they slay their mad cattle or their drunken mobs--stayed on the +blurred remembrance of his brain, which, in its stupor and its +helplessness, still knew that once it had been strong to create--that +once it had been clear to record--that once it had dreamed the dreams +which save men from the life of the swine--that once it had told to the +world the truth divested of lies,--and that none had seen, none had +listened, none had believed. + +There is no more terrible woe upon earth than the woe of the stricken +brain, which remembers the days of its strength, the living light of its +reason, the sunrise of its proud intelligence, and knows that all these +have passed away like a tale that is told; like a year that is spent; +like an arrow that is shot to the stars, and flies aloft, and falls in a +swamp; like a fruit that is too well loved of the sun, and so, oversoon +ripe, is dropped from the tree and forgot on the grasses, dead to all +joys of the dawn and the noon and the summer, but alive to the sting of +the wasp, to the fret of the aphis, to the burn of the drought, to the +theft of the parasite. + +She only dimly understood, and yet she was smitten with awe and +reverence at that endless grief which had no taint of cowardice upon it, +but was pure as the patriot's despair, impersonal as the prophet's +agony. + +For the first time the mind in her consciously awoke. + +For the first time she heard a human mind find voice even in its stupor +and its wretchedness to cry aloud, in reproach to its unknown Creator: + +"I am _yours_! Shall I perish with the body? Why have bade me desire the +light and seek it, if forever you must thrust me into the darkness of +negation? Shall I be Nothing like the muscle that rots, like the bones +that crumble, like the flesh that turns to ashes, and blow in a film on +the winds? Shall I die so? I?--the mind of a man, the breath of a god?" + +Time went by; the chimes from the cathedral tolled dully through the +darkness over the expanse of the flood. + +The light from the burning wood shone redly and fitfully. The sigh and +moan of the tossed rushes and of the water-birds, awakened and afraid, +came from the outer world on the winds that blew through the desolation +of the haunted chamber. Gray owls flew in the high roof, taking refuge +from the night. Rats hurried, noiseless and eager, over the stones of +the floor, seeking stray grains that fell through the rafters from the +granaries above. + +She noticed none of these; she never looked up nor around; all she heard +was the throb of the delirious words on the silence, all she saw was the +human face in the clouded light through the smoke from the hearth. + +The glow of the fire shone on the bowed head of Thanatos, the laughing +eyes of Pan; Hermes' fair cold derisive face, and the splendor of the +Lykegenes toiling in the ropes that bound him to the mill-stones to +grind bread for the mortal appetites and the ineloquent lips of men. + +But at the gods she barely looked; her eyes were bent upon the human +form before her. She crouched beside him, half kneeling and half +sitting: her clothes were drenched, the fire scorched, the draughts of +the air froze her; she had neither eaten nor drunk since the noon of the +day; but she had no other remembrance than of this life which had the +beauty of the sun-king and the misery of the beggar. + +He lay long restless, unconscious, muttering strange sad words, at times +of sense, at times of folly, but always, whether lucid or delirious, +words of a passionate rebellion against his fate, a despairing lament +for the soul in him that would be with the body quenched. + +After awhile the feverish mutterings of his voice were lower and less +frequent; his eyes seemed to become sensible of the glare of the fire, +and to contract and close in a more conscious pain; after a yet longer +time he ceased to stir so restlessly, ceased to sigh and shudder, and he +grew quite still; his breath came tranquilly, his head fell back, he +sank to a deep sleep. + +The personal fears, the womanly terrors, which would have assailed +creatures at once less savage and less innocent never moved her for an +instant. That there was any strangeness in her position, any peril in +this solitude, she never dreamed. Her heart, bold with the blood of +Taric, could know no physical fear; and her mind at once ignorant and +visionary, her temper at once fierce and unselfish, kept from her all +thought of those suspicions which would fall on her, and chastise an act +like hers; suspicions such as would have made a woman less pure and less +dauntless tremble at that lonely house, that night of storm, that +unknown fate which she had taken into her own hands, unwitting and +unheeding whether good or evil might be the issue thereof. + +To her he was beautiful, he suffered, she had saved him from death, and +he was hers: and this was all that she remembered. She dealt with him as +she would have done with some forest beast or bird that she should have +found frozen in the woods of winter. + +His head had fallen on her, and she crouched unwearied in the posture +that gave him easiest rest. + +With a touch so soft that it could not awaken him, she stroked the +lusterless gold of his hair, and from time to time felt for the +inaudible beating of his heart. + +Innumerable dreams, shapeless, delicious, swept through her brain, like +the echoes of some music, faint yet unutterably sweet, that half arouses +and half soothes some sleeper in a gray drowsy summer dawn. + +For the first time since the melodies of Phratos had died forever from +off her ear she was happy. + +She did not ask wherefore,--neither of herself or of the gods did she +question whence came this wonder-flower of her nameless joy. + +She only sat quiet, and let the hours drift by, and watched him as he +slept, and was content. + +So the hours passed. + +Whilst yet it seemed night still, the silence trembled with the pipe of +waking birds, the darkness quivered with the pale first rays of dawn. + +Over the flood and the fields the first light broke. From the unseen +world behind the mist, faint bells rang in the coming day. + +He moved in his sleep, and his eyes unclosed, and looked at her face as +it hung above him, like some drooped rose that was heavy with the too +great sweetness of a summer shower. + +It was but the gaze of a moment, and his lids dropped again, weighted +with the intense weariness of a slumber that held all his senses close +in its leaden chains. But the glance, brief though it was, had been +conscious;--under it a sudden flush passed over her, a sudden thrill +stirred in her, as the life stirs in the young trees at the near coming +of the spring. For the first time since her birth she became wholly +human. + +A sharp terror made her tremble like a leaf; she put his head softly +from her on the ground, and rose, quivering, to her feet. + +It was not the gods she feared, it was herself. + +She had never once known that she had beauty, more than the flower knows +it blowing on the wind. She had passed through the crowds of fair and +market, not knowing why the youths looked after her with cruel eyes all +aglow. She had walked through them, indifferent and unconscious, +thinking that they wanted to hunt her down as an unclean beast, and +dared not, because her teeth were strong. + +She had taken a vague pleasure in the supple grace of her own form, as +she had seen it mirrored in some woodland pool where she had bathed +amidst the water-lilies, but it had been only such an instinctive and +unstudied pleasure as the swan takes in seeing her silver breast shine +back to her, on the glassy current adown which she sails. + +Now,--as she rose and stood, as the dawn broke, beside him, on the +hearth, and heard the birds' first waking notes, that told her the sun +was even then touching the edge of the veiled world to light, a hot +shame smote her, and the womanhood in her woke. + +She looked down on herself and saw that her soaked skirts were knotted +above her knees, as she had bound them when she had leaped from the +boat's side; that her limbs were wet and glistening with river water, +and the moisture from the grasses, and the sand and shingle of the +shore; and that the linen of her vest, threadbare with age, left her +arms bare, and showed through its rents the gleam of her warm brown skin +and the curves of her shining shoulders. + +A sudden horror came upon her, lest he should awake again and see her as +she was;--wet, miserable, half-clothed, wind-tossed like the rushes, +outcast and ashamed. + +She did not know that she had beauty in her; she did not know that even +as she was, she had an exquisitely savage grace, as storm-birds have in +theirs against the thunder-cloud and the lightning blaze, of their +water-world in tempest. + +She felt a sudden shrinking from all chance of his clearer and more +conscious gaze; a sudden shy dread and longing to hide herself under the +earth, or take refuge in the depth of the waters, rather than meet those +eyes to which she had given back the light of life cast on her in +abhorrence and in scorn;--and that he could have any other look, for +her, she had no thought. + +She had been an outcast among an alien people too long to dream that any +human love could ever fall on her. She had been too long cursed by every +tongue, to dream that any human voice could ever arise in honor or in +welcome to a thing so despised and criminal as she. + +For the gift which she had given this man, too, would curse her;--that +she had known when she had offered it. + +She drew her rude garments closer, and stole away with velvet footfall, +through the twilight of the dawn; her head hung down, and her face was +flushed as with some great guilt. + +With the rising of the day, all her new joy was banished. + +With the waking of the world, all her dreams shrank back into secrecy +and shame. + +The mere timid song of the linnet in the leafless bushes seemed sharp on +her ear, calling on her to rise and go forth to her work, as the +creature of toil, of exile, of namelessness, and of despair, that men +had made her. + +At the casement, she turned and cast one long but lingering glance upon +him where he slept; then once more she launched herself into the dusky +and watery mists of the cold dawn. + +She had made no more sound in her passing than a bird makes in her +flight. + +The sleeper never stirred, but dreamed on motionless, in the darkness +and the silence, and the drowsy warmth. + +He dreamed, indeed, of a woman's form half bare, golden of hue like a +fruit of the south, blue veined and flushed to changing rose heats, like +an opal's fire; with limbs strong and yet slender, gleaming wet with +water, and brown arched feet all shining with silvery sands; with +mystical eyes, black as night and amorous-lidded, and a mouth like the +half-closed bud of a flower, which sighing seemed to breathe upon him +all the fragrance of dim cedar-woods shrouded in summer rains, of +honey-weighted heather blown by moorland winds, of almond blossoms +tossed like snow against a purple sea; of all things air-born, sun-fed, +fair and free. + +But he saw these only as in a dream; and, as a dream, when he awakened +they had passed. + +Though still dark from heavy clouds, the dawn grew into morning as she +went noiselessly away over the gray sands, the wet shore-paths, the +sighing rushes. + +The river-meadows were all flooded, and on the opposite banks the road +was impassable; but on her side she could still find footing, for the +ground there had a steeper rise, and the swollen tide had not reached in +any public roadway too high for her to wade, or draw herself by the +half-merged bushes, through it on the homeward tracks to Ypres. + +The low sun was hidden in a veil of water. The old convent bells of all +the country-side sang through the mists. The day was still young; but +the life of the soil and the stream was waking as the birds were. Boats +went down the current, bearing a sad freightage of sheep drowned in the +night, and of ruined peasants, whose little wealth of stack and henhouse +had been swept down by the unlooked-for tide. + +From the distant banks, the voices of women came muffled through the +fog, weeping and wailing for some lost lamb, choked by the water in its +fold, or some pretty breadth of garden just fragrant with snowdrops and +with violets, that had been laid desolate and washed away. + +Through the clouds of vapor that curled in a dense opaque smoke from the +wet earth, there loomed the dusky shapes of oxen; their belled horns +sending forth a pleasant music from the gloom. On the air, there was a +sweet damp odor from soaked grasses and upturned sods, from the breath +of the herds lowing hock deep in water, from the green knots of broken +primrose roots sailing by on the brown, rough river. + +A dying bush of gray lavender swept by on the stream; it had the fresh +moulds of its lost garden-home still about it, and in its stems a robin +had built her little nest; the nest streamed in tatters and ruin on the +wind, the robin flew above the wreck, fluttering and uttering shrill +notes of woe. + +Folle-Farine saw nothing. + +She held on her way blindly, mutely, mechanically, by sheer force of +long habit. Her mind was in a trance; she was insensible of pain or +cold, of hunger or fever, of time or place. + +Yet she went straight home, as the horse being blinded will do, to the +place where its patience and fealty have never been recompensed with any +other thing than blows. + +As she had groped her way through the gloom of the night, and found it, +though the light of the roadside Christ had been turned from her, so in +the same blind manner she had groped her way to her own conceptions of +honesty and duty. She hated the bitter and cruel old man, with a passion +fierce and enduring that nothing could have changed; yet all the same +she served him faithfully. This was an untamed animal indeed, that he +had yoked to his plowshare; but she did her work loyally and doggedly; +and whenever she had shaken her neck free of the yoke, she returned and +thrust her head through it again, whether he scourged her back to it or +not. + +It was partially from the force of habit which is strong upon all +creatures; it was partially from a vague instinct in her to work out her +right to the begrudged shelter which she received, and not to be +beholden for it for one single hour to any charity. + +The mill was at work in the twilight when she reached it. + +Claudis Flamma screamed at her from the open door of the loft, where he +was weighing corn for the grinding. + +"You have been away all night long!" he cried to her. + +She was silent; standing below in the wet garden. + +He cast a foul word at her, new upon his lips. She was silent all the +same; her arms crossed on her breast, her head bent. + +"Where is the boat?--that is worth more than your body. And soul you +have none." + +She raised her head and looked upward. + +"I have lost the boat." + +She thought that, very likely, he would kill her for it. Once when she +had lost an osier basket, not a hundredth part the cost of this vessel, +he had beaten her till every bone in her frame had seemed broken for +many a week. But she looked up quietly there among the dripping bushes +and the cheerless grassy ways. + +That she never told a lie he above in the loft knew by long proof; but +this was in his sight only on a piece with the strength born in her from +the devil; the devil had in all ages told so many truths to the +confusion of the saints God. + +"Drifted where?" + +"I do not know--on the face of the flood,--with the tide." + +"You had left it loose." + +"I got out to push it off the sand. It had grounded. I forgot it. It +went adrift." + +"What foul thing were you at meanwhile?" + +She was silent. + +"If you do not say, I will cut your heart out with a hundred stripes!" + +"You can." + +"I can! You shall know truly that I can. Go, get the boat--find it above +or below water--or to the town prison you go as a thief." + +The word smote her with a sudden pang. + +For the first time her courage failed her. She turned and went in +silence at his bidding. + +In the wet daybreak, through the swollen pools and the soaked thickets, +she searched for the lost vessel; knowing well that it would be scarcely +less than a miracle which could restore it to her; and that the god upon +the cross worked no miracles for her;--a child of sin. + +For several hours she searched; hungry, drenched with water, ready to +drop with exhaustion, as she was used to see the overdriven cattle sink +upon the road. She passed many peasants; women on their mules, men in +their barges, children searching for such flotsam and jetsam as might +have been flung upon the land from the little flooded gardens and the +few riverside cabins that had been invaded in the night. + +She asked tidings of the missing treasure from none of these. What she +could not do for herself, it never occurred to her that others could do +for her. It was an ignorance that was strength. At length, to her amaze, +she found it; saved for her by the branches of a young tree, which being +blown down had fallen into the stream, and had caught the boat hard and +fast as in a net. + +At peril to her life, she dislodged it, with infinite labor, from the +entanglement of the boughs; and at scarce less peril, rowed on her +homeward way upon the swollen force of the turbid river; full against +the tide which again was flowing inland, from the sea that beat the bar, +away to the northward, in the full sunrise. + +It was far on in the forenoon as she drew near the orchards of Ypres, +brown in their leaflessness, and with gray lichens blowing from their +boughs, like hoary beards of trembling paupers shaking in the icy +breaths of charity. + +She saw that Claudis Flamma was at work amidst his trees, pruning and +delving in the red and chilly day. + +She went up the winding stairs, planks green and slippery with wet river +weeds, which led straight through the apple orchards to the mill. + +"I have found the boat," she said, standing before him; her voice was +faint and very tired, her whole body drooped with fatigue, her head for +once was bowed. + +He turned with his billhook in his hand. There was a leap of gladness at +his heart; the miser's gladness over recovered treasure; but he showed +such weakness neither in his eye nor words. + +"It is well for you that you have," he said with bitter meaning. "I will +spare you half the stripes:--strip." + +Without a word of remonstrance, standing before him in the gray shadow +of the lichens, and the red mists of the morning, she pushed the rough +garments from her breast and shoulders, and vanquishing her weakness, +drew herself erect to receive the familiar chastisement. + +"I am guilty--this time," she said to herself as the lash fell:--she was +thinking of her theft. + + + + +CHAPTER IV. + + +A score of years before, in a valley of the far north, a group of eager +and silent listeners stood gathered about one man, who spoke aloud with +fervent and rapturous oratory. + +It was in the green Norwegian spring, when the silence of the winter +world had given way to a million sounds of waking life from budding +leaves and nesting birds, and melting torrents and warm winds fanning +the tender primrose into being, and wooing the red alpine rose to +blossom. + +The little valley was peopled by a hardy race of herdsmen and of +fishers; men who kept their goat-flocks on the steep sides of the +mountains, or went down to the deep waters in search of a scanty +subsistence. But they were a people simple, noble, grave, even in a +manner heroic and poetic, a people nurtured on the old grand songs of a +mighty past, and holding a pure faith in the traditions of a great +sea-sovereignty. They listened, breathless, to the man who addressed +them, raised on a tribune of rough rock, and facing the ocean, where it +stretched at the northward end of the vale; a man peasant-born himself, +but gifted with a native eloquence, half-poet, half-preacher; fanatic +and enthusiast; one who held it as his errand to go to and fro the land, +raising his voice against the powers of the world, and of wealth, and +who spoke against these with a fervor and force which, to the unlearned +and impressionable multitudes that heard him, seemed the voice of a +genius heaven-sent. + +When a boy he had been a shepherd, and dreaming in the loneliness of the +mountains, and by the side of the deep hill-lakes far away from any +sound or steps of human life, a madness, innocent, and in its way +beautiful, had come upon him. + +He believed himself born to carry the message of grace to the nations; +and to raise his voice up against those passions whose fury had never +assailed him, and against those riches whose sweetness he had never +tasted. So he had wandered from city to city, from village to village; +mocked in some places, revered in others; protesting always against the +dominion of wealth, and speaking with a strange pathos and poetry which +thrilled the hearts of his listeners, and had almost in it, at times, +the menace and the mystery of a prophet's upbraiding. + +He lived very poorly; he was gentle as a child; he was a cripple and +very feeble; he drank at the wayside rills with the dogs; he lay down on +the open fields with the cattle; yet he had a power in him that had its +sway over the people, and held the scoffers and the jesters quiet under +the spell of his tender and flutelike tones. + +Raised above the little throng upon the bare red rock, with the vast +green fields and dim pine-woods stretching round him as far as his eye +could reach, he preached now to the groups of fishers and herdsmen and +foresters and hunters; protesting to this simple people against the +force of wealth, and the lust of possession, as though he preached to +princes and to conquerors. He told them of what he had seen in the great +cities through which he had wandered; of the corruption and the vileness +and the wantonness; of the greed in which the days and the years of +men's lives were spent; of the amassing of riches for which alone the +nations cared, so that all loveliness, all simplicity, all high +endeavor, all innocent pastime, were abjured and derided among them. And +his voice was sweet and full as the swell of music as he spoke to them, +telling them one of the many fables and legends, of which he had +gathered a full harvest, in the many lands that had felt his footsteps. + +This was the parable he told them that day, whilst the rude toilers of +the forests and the ocean stood quiet as little children, hearkening +with upturned faces and bated breath, as the sun went down behind the +purple pines: + +"There lived once in the East, a great king; he dwelt far away, among +the fragrant fields of roses, and in the light of suns that never set. + +"He was young, he was beloved, he was fair of face and form; and the +people as they hewed stone or brought water, said among themselves, +'Verily, this man is as a god; he goes where he lists, and he lies still +or rises up as he pleases; and all fruits off all lands are culled for +him; and his nights are nights of gladness, and his days, when they +dawn, are all his to sleep through or spend as he wills.' But the people +were wrong. For this king was weary of his life. + +"His buckler was sown with gems, but his heart beneath it was sore. For +he had been long bitterly harassed by foes who descended upon him as +wolves from the hills in their hunger, and plagued with heavy wars and +with bad rice harvests, and with many troubles to his nation that kept +it very poor, and forbade him to finish the building of new marble +palaces, and the making of fresh gardens of delight, in which his heart +was set. So he being weary of a barren land and of an empty treasury, +with all his might prayed to the gods that all he touched might turn to +gold, even as he had heard had happened to some magician long before in +other ages. And the gods gave him the thing he craved: and his treasury +overflowed. No king had ever been so rich, as this king now became in +the short space of a single summer-day. + +"But it was bought with a price. + +"When he stretched out his hand to gather the rose that blossomed in his +path, a golden flower scentless and stiff was all he grasped. When he +called to him the carrier-dove that sped with a scroll of love-words +across the mountains, the bird sank on his breast a carven piece of +metal. When he was athirst and shouted to his cup-bearer for drink, the +red wine ran a stream of molten gold. When he would fain have eaten, the +pulse and the pomegranate grew alike to gold between his teeth. And at +eventide when he sought the silent chambers of his harem, saying, 'Here +at least shall I find rest,' and bent his steps to the couch whereon his +best-beloved slave was sleeping, a statue of gold was all he drew into +his eager arms, and cold shut lips of sculptured gold were all that met +his own. + +"That night the great king slew himself, unable any more to bear this +agony, since all around him was desolation, even though all around him +was wealth. + +"Now the world is too like that king, and in its greed of gold it will +barter its life away. + +"Look you,--this thing is certain: I say that the world will perish, +even as that king perished, slain as he was slain, by the curse of its +own fulfilled desire. + +"The future of the world is written. For God has granted their prayer to +men. He has made them rich and their riches shall kill them. + +"When all green places shall have been destroyed in the builder's lust +of gain:--when all the lands are but mountains of brick, and piles of +wood and iron:--when there is no moisture anywhere; and no rain ever +falls:--when the sky is a vault of smoke; and all the rivers rank with +poison:--when forest and stream, and moor and meadow, and all the old +green wayside beauty are things vanished and forgotten:--when every +gentle timid thing of brake and bush, of air and water, has been killed, +because it robbed them of a berry or a fruit:--when the earth is one +vast city, whose young children behold neither the green of the field, +nor the blue of the sky, and hear no song but the hiss of the steam, and +know no music but the roar of the furnace:--when the old sweet silence +of the country-side, and the old sweet sounds of waking birds, and the +old sweet fall of summer showers, and the grace of a hedge-row bough, +and the glow of the purple heather, and the note of the cuckoo and +cricket, and the freedom of waste and of woodland, are all things dead, +and remembered of no man:--then the world, like the Eastern king, will +perish miserably of famine and of drought, with gold in its stiffened +hands, and gold in its withered lips, and gold everywhere:--gold that +the people can neither eat nor drink, gold that cares nothing for them, +but mocks them horribly:--gold for which their fathers sold peace and +health, holiness and liberty:--gold that is one vast grave." + +His voice sank, and the silence that followed was only filled with the +sound of the winds in the pine-woods, and the sound of the sea on the +shore. + +The people were very still and afraid; for it seemed to them that he had +spoken as prophets speak, and that his words were the words of truth. + +Suddenly on the awe-stricken silence an answering voice rang, clear, +scornful, bold, and with the eager and fearless defiance of youth: + +"If I had been that king, I would not have cared for woman, or bird, or +rose. I would have lived long enough to enrich my nation, and mass my +armies, and die a conqueror. What would the rest have mattered? You are +mad, O Preacher! to rail against gold. You flout a god that you know +not, and that never has smiled upon you." + +The speaker stood outside the crowd with a dead sea-bird in his hand; he +was in his early boyhood, he had long locks of bright hair that curled +loosely on his shoulders, and eyes of northern blue, that flashed like +steel in their scorn. + +The people, indignant and terrified at the cold rough words which +blasphemed their prophet, turned with one accord to draw off the rash +doubter from that sacred audience-place, but the Preacher stayed their +hands with a gesture, and looked sadly at the boy. + +"Is it thee, Arslan? Dost thou praise gold?--I thought thou hadst +greater gods." + +The boy hung his head and his face flushed. + +"Gold must be power always," he muttered. "And without power what is +life?" + +And he went on his way out from the people, with the dead bird, which he +had slain with a stone that he might study the exquisite mysteries of +its silvery hues. + +The Preacher followed him dreamily with his glance. + +"Yet he will not give his life for gold," he murmured. "For there is +that in him greater than gold, which will not let him sell it, if he +would." + + + + +CHAPTER V. + + +And the words of the Preacher had come true; so true that the boy Arslan +grown to manhood, had dreamed of fame, and following the genius in him, +and having failed to force the world to faith in him, had dropped down +dying on a cold hearth, for sheer lack of bread, under the eyes of the +gods. + +It had long been day when he awoke. + +The wood smouldered, still warming the stone chamber. The owls that +nested in the ceiling of the hall were beating their wings impatiently +against the closed casements, blind with the light and unable to return +to their haunts and homes. The food and the wine stood beside him on the +floor; the fire had scared the rats from theft. + +He raised himself slowly, and by sheer instinct ate and drank with the +avidity of long fast. Then he stared around him blankly, blinded like +the owls. + +It seemed to him that he had been dead; and had risen from the grave. + +"It will be to suffer it all over again in a little space," he muttered +dully. + +His first sensation was disappointment, anger, weariness. He did not +reason. He only felt. + +His mind was a blank. + +Little by little a disjointed remembrance came to him. He remembered +that he had been famished in the coldness of the night, endured much +torment of the body, had fallen headlong and lost his consciousness. +This was all he could recall. + +He looked stupidly for awhile at the burning logs; at the pile of +brambles; at the flask of wine, and the simple stores of food. He looked +at the gray closed window, through which a silvery daylight came. There +was not a sound in the house; there was only the cracking of the wood +and the sharp sealike smell of the smoking pine boughs to render the +place different from what it had been when he last had seen it. + +He could recall nothing, except that he had starved for many days; had +suffered, and must have slept. + +Suddenly his face burned with a flush of shame. As sense returned to +him, he knew that he must have swooned from weakness produced by cold +and hunger; that some one must have seen and succored his necessity; and +that the food which he had half unconsciously devoured must have been +the food of alms. + +His limbs writhed and his teeth clinched as the thought stole on him. + +To have gone through all the aching pangs of winter in silence, asking +aid of none, only to come to this at last! To have been ready to die in +all the vigor of virility, in all the strength of genius, only to be +saved by charity at the end! To have endured, mute and patient, the +travail of all the barren years, only at their close to be called back +to life by aid that was degradation! + +He bit his lips till the blood started, as he thought of it. Some eyes +must have looked on him, in his wretchedness. Some face must have bent +over him in his misery. Some other human form must have been near his in +this hour of his feebleness and need, or this thing could never have +been; he would have died alone and unremembered of man, like a snake in +its swamp or a fox in its earth. And such a death would have been to him +tenfold preferable to a life restored to him by such a means as this. + +Death before accomplishment is a failure, yet withal may be great; but +life paved by alms is a failure, and a failure forever inglorious. + +So the shame of this ransom from death far outweighed with him the +benefit. + +"Why could they not let me be?" he cried in his soul against those +unknown lives which had weighed his own with the fetters of obligation. +"Rather death than a debt! I was content to die; the bitterness was +passed. I should have known no more. Why could they not let me be!" + +And his heart was hard against them. They had stolen his only +birthright--freedom. + +Had he craved life so much as to desire to live by shame he would soon +have gone out into the dusky night and have snatched food enough for his +wants from some rich husbandman's granaries, or have stabbed some miser +at prayers, for a bag of gold--rather crime than the debt of a beggar. + +So he reasoned; stung and made savage by the scourge of enforced +humiliation. Hating himself because, in obedience to mere animal +craving, he had taken and eaten, not asking whether what he took was his +own. + +He had closed his mouth, living, and had been ready to die mute, glad +only that none had pitied him; his heart hardened itself utterly against +this unknown hand which had snatched him from death's dreamless ease and +ungrudged rest, to awaken him to a humiliation that would be as ashes in +his teeth so long as his life should last. + +He arose slowly and staggered to the casement. + +He fancied he was delirious, and had distempered visions of the food so +long desired. He knew that he had been starving long--how long? Long +enough for his brain to be weak and visited with phantoms. Instinctively +he touched the long round rolls of bread, the shape of the wine cask, +the wicker of the basket: they were the palpable things of common life; +they seemed to tell him that he had not dreamed. + +Then it was charity? His lips moved with a curse. + +That was his only thanksgiving. + +The windows were unshuttered; through them he looked straight out upon +the rising day--a day rainless and pale, and full of cool softness, +after the deluge of the rains. + +The faint sunlight of a spring that was still chilled by winter was shed +over the flooded fields and swollen streams; snow-white mists floated +before the languid passage of the wind; and the moist land gave back, as +in a mirror, the leafless trees, the wooden bridges, the belfries, and +the steeples, and the strange sad bleeding Christs. + +On all sides near, the meadows were sheets of water, the woods seemed to +drift upon a lake; a swan's nest was washed past on broken rushes, the +great silvery birds beating their heavy wings upon the air, and pursuing +their ruined home with cries. Beyond, everything was veiled in the +twilight of the damp gray vapor; a world half seen, half shrouded, +lovely exceedingly, filled with all divine possibilities and all hidden +powers: a world such as Youth beholds with longing eyes in its visions +of the future. + +"A beautiful world!" he said to himself; and he smiled wearily as he +said it. + +Beautiful, certainly; in that delicious shadow; in that vague light; in +that cloudlike mist, wherein the earth met heaven. + +Beautiful, certainly; all those mystical shapes rising from the sea of +moisture which hid the earth and all the things that toiled on it. It +was beautiful, this calm, dim, morning world, in which there was no +sound except the distant ringing of unseen bells; this veil of vapor, +whence sprang these fairy and fantastic shapes that cleft the watery +air; this colorless transparent exhalation, breathing up from the land +to the sky, in which all homely things took grace and mystery, and every +common and familiar form became transfigured. + +It was beautiful; but this landscape had been seen too long and closely +by him for it to have power left to cheat his senses. + +Under that pure and mystical veil of the refracted rain things vile, and +things full of anguish, had their being:--the cattle in the +slaughter-houses; the drunkard in the hovels; disease and debauch and +famine; the ditch, that was the common grave of all the poor; the +hospital, where pincers and knives tore the living nerves in the +inquisition of science; the fields, where the women toiled bent, +cramped, and hideous; the dumb driven beasts, patient and tortured, +forever blameless, yet forever accursed;--all these were there beneath +that lovely veil, through which there came so dreamily the slender +shafts of spires and the chimes of half-heard bells. + +He stood and watched it long, so long that the clouds descended and the +vapors shifted away, and the pale sunrays shone clearly over a +disenchanted world, where roof joined roof and casement answered +casement, and the figures on the crosses became but rude and ill-carved +daubs; and the cocks crew to one another, and the herdsmen swore at +their flocks, and the oxen flinched at the goad, and the women went +forth to their field-work; and all the charm was gone. + +Then he turned away. + +The cold fresh breath of the morning had breathed upon him, and driven +out the dull delicious fancies that had possessed his brain. The simple +truth was plain before him: that he had been seen by some stranger in +his necessity and succored. + +He was thankless; like the suicide, to whom unwelcome aid denies the +refuge of the grave, calling him back to suffer, and binding on his +shoulders the discarded burden of life's infinite weariness and woes. + +He was thankless; for he had grown tired of this fruitless labor, this +abortive combat; he had grown tired of seeking credence and being +derided for his pains, while other men prostituted their powers to base +use and public gain, receiving as their wages honor and applause; he had +grown tired of toiling to give beauty and divinity to a world which knew +them not when it beheld them. + +He had grown tired, though he was yet young, and had strength, and had +passion, and had manhood. Tired--utterly, because he was destitute of +all things save his genius, and in that none were found to believe. + +"I have tried all things, and there is nothing of any worth." It does +not need to have worn the imperial purples and to be lying dying in old +age to know thus much in all truth and all bitterness. + +"Why did they give me back my life?" he said in his heart, as he turned +aside from the risen sun. + +He had striven to do justly with this strange, fleeting, unasked gift of +existence, which comes, already warped, into our hands, and is broken by +death ere we can set it straight. + +He had not spent it in riot or madness, in lewd love or in gambling +greed; he had been governed by great desires, though these had been +fruitless, and had spent his strength to a great end, though this had +been never reached. + +As he turned from looking out upon the swollen stream that rushed +beneath his windows, his eyes fell upon the opposite wall, where the +white shapes of his cartoons were caught by the awakening sun. + +The spider had drawn his dusty trail across them; the rat had squatted +at their feet; the darkness of night had enshrouded and defaced them; +yet with the morning they arose, stainless, noble, undefiled. + +Among them there was one colossal form, on which the sun poured with its +full radiance. + +This was the form of a captive grinding at a millstone; the majestic +symmetrical supple form of a man who was also a god. + +In his naked limbs there was a supreme power; in his glance there was a +divine command; his head was lifted as though no yoke could ever lie on +that proud neck; his foot seemed to spurn the earth as though no mortal +tie had ever bound him to the sod that human steps bestrode: yet at the +corn-mill he labored, grinding wheat like the patient blinded oxen that +toiled beside him. + +For it was the great Apollo in Pherae. + +The hand which awoke the music of the spheres had been blood-stained +with murder; the beauty which had the light and luster of the sun had +been darkened with passion and with crime; the will which no other on +earth or in heaven could withstand had been bent under the chastisement +of Zeus. + +He whose glance had made the black and barren slopes of Delos to laugh +with fruitfulness and gladness,--he whose prophetic sight beheld all +things past, present, and to come, the fate of all unborn races, the +doom of all unspent ages,--he, the Far-Striking King, labored here +beneath the curse of crime, greatest of all the gods, and yet a slave. + +In all the hills and vales of Greece his Io paean sounded still. + +Upon his holy mountains there still arose the smoke of fires of +sacrifice. + +With dance and song the Delian maidens still hailed the divinity of +Leto's son. + +The waves of the pure Ionian air still rang forever with the name of +Delphinios. + +At Pytho and at Clarus, in Lycia and in Phokis, his oracles still +breathed forth upon their fiat terror or hope into the lives of men; and +still in all the virgin forests of the world the wild beasts honored him +wheresoever they wandered, and the lion and the boar came at his bidding +from the deserts to bend their free necks and their wills of fire meekly +to bear his yoke in Thessaly. + +Yet he labored here at the corn-mill of Admetus; and watching him at his +bondage there stood the slender, slight, wing-footed Hermes, with a slow +mocking smile upon his knavish lips, and a jeering scorn in his keen +eyes, even as though he cried: + +"O brother, who would be greater than I! For what hast thou bartered to +me the golden rod of thy wealth, and thy dominion over the flocks and +the herds? For seven chords strung on a shell--for a melody not even +thine own! For a lyre outshone by my syrinx hast thou sold all thine +empire to me! Will human ears give heed to thy song, now thy scepter has +passed to my hands? Immortal music only is left thee, and the vision +foreseeing the future. O god! O hero! O fool! what shall these profit +thee now?" + +Thus to the artist by whom they had been begotten the dim white shapes +of the deities spoke. Thus he saw them, thus he heard, whilst the pale +and watery sunlight lit up the form of the toiler in Pherae. + +For even as it was with the divinity of Delos, so is it likewise with +the genius of a man, which, being born of a god, yet is bound as a slave +to the grindstone. Since, even as Hermes mocked the Lord of the Unerring +Bow, so is genius mocked of the world when it has bartered the herds, +and the grain, and the rod that metes wealth, for the seven chords that +no ear, dully mortal, can hear. + +And as he looked upon this symbol of his life, the captivity and the +calamity, the strength and the slavery of his existence overcame him; +and for the first hour since he had been born of a woman Arslan buried +his face in his hands and wept. + +He could bend great thoughts to take the shapes that he chose, as the +chained god in Pherae bound the strong kings of the desert and forest to +carry his yoke; yet, like the god, he likewise stood fettered to the +mill to grind for bread. + + + + +BOOK IV. + + + + +CHAPTER I. + + +A valley long and narrow, shut out from the rest of the living world by +the ramparts of stone that rose on either side to touch the clouds; +dense forests of pines, purple as night, where the erl-king rode and the +bear-king reigned; at one end mountains, mist, and gloom, at the other +end the ocean; brief days with the sun shed on a world of snow, in which +the sounds of the winds and the moans of the wolves alone were heard in +the solitude; long nights of marvelous magnificence with the stars of +the arctic zone glowing with an unbearable luster above a sea of +phosphorescent fire; those were Arslan's earliest memories--those had +made him what he was. + +In that pine-clothed Norwegian valley, opening to the sea, there were a +few homesteads gathered together round a little wooden church, with +torrents falling above them, and a profound loneliness around; severed +by more than a day's journey from any other of the habitations of men. + +There a simple idyllic life rolled slowly on through the late and lovely +springtimes, when the waters loosened and the seed sprouted, and the +white blossoms broke above the black ground: through the short and +glorious summers, when the children's eyes saw the elves kiss the roses, +and the fairies float on the sunbeam, and the maidens braided their fair +hair with blue cornflowers to dance on the eve of St. John: through the +long and silent winters, when an almost continual night brooded over all +things, and the thunder of the ocean alone answered the war of the +wind-torn forests, and the blood-red blaze of the northern light gleamed +over a white still mountain world, and, within doors, by the warm wood +fire the youths sang Scandinavian ballads, and the old people told +strange sagas, and the mothers, rocking their new-born sons to sleep, +prayed God to have mercy on all human lives drowning at sea and frozen +in the snow. + +In this alpine valley, a green nest, hidden amidst stupendous walls of +stone, bottomless precipices, and summits that touched the clouds, there +was a cottage even smaller and humbler than most, and closest of all to +the church. It was the house of the pastor. + +The old man had been born there, and had lived there all the years of +his life,--save a few that he had passed in a town as a student,--and he +had wedded a neighbor who, like himself, had known no other home than +this one village. He was gentle, patient, simple, and full of +tenderness; he worked, like his people, all the week through in the open +weather among his fruit-trees, his little breadth of pasturage, his +herb-garden, and his few sheep. + +On the Sabbath-day he preached to the people the creed that he himself +believed in with all the fond, unquestioning, implicit faith of the +young children who lifted to him their wondering eyes. + +He was good; he was old: in his simple needs and his undoubting hopes he +was happy; all the living things of his little world loved him, and he +loved them. So fate lit on him to torture him, as it is its pleasure to +torture the innocent. + +It sent him a daughter who was fair to sight, and had a voice like +music; a form lithe and white, hair of gold, and with eyes like her own +blue skies on a summer night. + +She had never seen any other spot save her own valley; but she had the +old Norse blood in her veins, and she was restless; the sea tempted her +with an intense power; she desired passionately without knowing what she +desired. + +The simple pastoral work, the peaceful household labors, the girls' +garland of alpine flowers, the youths' singing in the brief rose +twilight, the saga told the thousandth time around the lamp in the deep +midwinter silence; these things would not suffice for her. The old +Scandinavian Bersaeck madness was in her veins. The mountains were to +her as the walls of a tomb. And one day the sea tempted her too utterly; +beyond her strength; as a lover, after a thousand vain entreaties, one +day tempts a woman, and one day finds her weak. The sea vanquished her, +and she went--whither? + +They hardly knew: to these old people the world that lay behind their +mountain fortress was a blank. It might be a paradise; it might be a +prison. They could not tell. + +They suffered their great agony meekly; they never cursed her; they did +not even curse their God because they had given life to a woman-child. + +After awhile they heard of her. + +She wrote them tender and glowing words; she was well, she was proud, +she was glad, she had found those who told her that she had a voice +which was a gift of gold, and that she might sing in triumph to the +nations. Such tidings came to her parents from time to time; brief +words, first teeming with hope, then delirious with triumph, yet ever +ending with a short, sad sigh of conscience, a prayer for pardon--pardon +for what? The letters never said: perhaps only for the sin of desertion. + +The slow salt tears of age fell on these glowing pages in which the +heart of a young, vainglorious, mad, tender creature had stamped itself; +but the old people never spoke of them to others. "She is happy, it does +not matter for us." This was all they said, yet this gentle patience was +a martyrdom too sharp to last; within that year the mother died, and the +old man was left alone. + +The long winter came, locking the valley within its fortress of ice, +severing it from all the rest of the breathing human world; and the +letters ceased. He would not let them say that she had forgotten; he +chose to think that it was the wall of snow which was built up between +them rather than any division raised by her ingratitude and oblivion. + +The sweet, sudden spring came, all the white and golden flowers breaking +up from the hard crust of the soil, and all the loosened waters rushing +with a shout of liberty to join the sea. The summer followed, with the +red mountain roses blossoming by the brooks, and the green mountain +grasses blowing in the wind, with the music of the herd-bells ringing +down the passes, and the sound of the fife and of the reed-pipe calling +the maidens to the dance. + +In the midst of the summer, one night, when all the stars were shining +above the quiet valley, and all the children slept under the roofs with +the swallows, and not a soul was stirring, save where here and there a +lover watched a light glare in some lattice underneath the eaves, a +half-dead woman dragged herself feebly under the lime-tree shadows of +the pastor's house, and struck with a faint cry upon the door and fell +at her father's feet, broken and senseless. Before the full day dawned +she had given birth to a male child and was dead. + +Forgiveness had killed her; she might have borne reproach, injury, +malediction, but against that infinite love which would bear with her +even in her wretchedness, and would receive her even in her abasement, +she had no strength. + +She died as her son's eyes opened to the morning light. He inherited no +name, and they called him after his grandsire, Arslan. + +When his dead daughter lay stretched before him in the sunlight, with +her white large limbs folded to rest, and her noble fair face calm as a +mask of marble, the old pastor knew little--nothing--of what her life +through these two brief years had been. Her lips had scarcely breathed a +word before she had fallen senseless on his threshold. That she had had +triumph he knew; that she had fallen into dire necessities he saw. +Whether she had surrendered art for the sake of love, or whether she had +lost the public favor by some public caprice, whether she had been +eminent or obscure in her career, whether it had abandoned her, or she +had abandoned it, he could not tell, and he knew too little of the world +to be able to learn. + +That she had traveled back on her weary way homeward to her native +mountains that her son might not perish amidst strangers; thus much he +knew, but no more. Nor was more ever known by any living soul. + +In life there are so many histories which are like broken boughs that +strew the ground, snapped short at either end, so that none know the +crown of them nor the root. + +The child, whom she had left, grew in goodliness, and strength, and +stature, until the people said that he was like the child-king, whom +their hero Frithiof raised up upon his buckler above the multitude: and +who was not afraid, but boldly gripped the brazen shield, and smiled +fearlessly at the noonday sun. + +The child had his mother's Scandinavian beauty; the beauty of a marble +statue, white as the snow, of great height and largely moulded; and his +free life amidst the ice-fields and the pine-woods, and on the wide, +wild northern seas developed these bodily to their uttermost perfection. +The people admired and wondered at him; love him they did not. The lad +was cold, dauntless, silent; he repelled their sympathies and disdained +their pastimes. He chose rather to be by himself, than with them. He was +never cruel; but he was never tender; and when he did speak he spoke +with a sort of eloquent scorn and caustic imagery that seemed to them +extraordinary in one so young. + +But his grandfather loved him with a sincere love, though it was tinged +with so sharp a bitterness; and reared him tenderly and wisely; and +braced him with a scholar's lore and by a mountaineer's exposure; so +that both brain and body had their due. He was a simple childlike broken +old man; but in this youth of promise that unfolded itself beside his +age seemed to strike fresh root, and he had wisdom and skill enough to +guide it justly. + +The desire of his soul was that his grandson should succeed him in the +spiritual charge of that tranquil and beloved valley, and thus escape +the dire perils of that world in which his mother's life had been caught +and consumed like a moth's in flame. But Arslan's eyes looked ever +across the ocean with that look in them which had been in his mother's; +and when the old Norseman spoke of this holy and peaceful future, he was +silent. + +Moreover, he--who had never beheld but the rude paintings on panels of +pine that decorated the little red church under the firs and +lindens,--he had the gift of art in him. + +He had few and rough means only with which to make his crude and +unguided essays; but the delirium of it was on him, and the peasants of +his village gazed awe-stricken and adoring before the things which he +drew on every piece of pine-wood, on every smooth breadth of sea-worn +granite, on every bare surface of lime-washed wall that he could find at +liberty for his usage. + +When they asked him what, in his manhood, he would do, he said little. +"I will never leave the old man," he made answer; and he kept his word. +Up to his twentieth year he never quitted the valley. He studied deeply, +after his own manner; but nearly all his hours were passed in the open +air alone, in the pure cold air of the highest mountain summits, amidst +the thunder of the furious torrents, in the black recesses of lonely +forests, where none, save the wolf and the bear, wandered with him; or +away on the vast expanse of the sea, where the storm drove the great +arctic waves like scourged sheep, and the huge breakers seized the shore +as a panther its prey. + +On such a world as this, and on the marvelous nights of the north, his +mind fed itself and his youth gained its powers. The faint, feeble life +of the old man held him to this lonely valley that seemed filled with +the coldness, the mystery, the unutterable terror and the majesty of the +arctic pole, to which it looked; but unknown to him, circumstance thus +held him likewise where alone the genius in him could take its full +shape and full stature. + +Unknown to him, in these years it took the depth, the strength, the +patience, the melancholy, the virility of the North; took these never to +be lost again. + +In the twentieth winter of his life an avalanche engulfed the pastor's +house, and the little church by which it stood, covering both beneath a +mountain of earth and snow and rock and riven trees. Some of the timbers +withstood the shock, and the roof remained standing, uncrushed, above +their heads. The avalanche fell some little time after midnight: there +were only present in the dwelling himself, the old man, and a serving +woman. + +The woman was killed on her bed by the fall of a beam upon her; he and +the pastor still lived: lived in perpetual darkness without food or +fuel, or any ray of light. + +The wooden clock stood erect, uninjured; they could hear the hours go by +in slow succession. The old man was peaceful and even cheerful; praising +God often and praying that help might come to his beloved one. But his +strength could not hold out against the icy cold, the long hunger, the +dreadful blank around as of perpetual night. He died ere the first day +had wholly gone by, at even-song; saying still that he was content, and +still praising God who had rewarded his innocence with shame and +recompensed his service with agony. + +For two more days and nights Arslan remained in his living tomb, +enshrouded in eternal gloom, alone with the dead, stretching out his +hands ever and again to meet that icy touch rather than be without +companionship. + +On the morning of the third day the people of the village, who had +labored ceaselessly, reached him, and he was saved. + +As soon as the spring broke he left the valley and passed over the +mountains, seeking a new world. + +His old familiar home had become hateful to him; he had no tie to it +save two low graves, still snow-covered underneath a knot of tall +stone-pines; the old Norse passion of wandering was in his veins as it +had been in his mother's before him; he fiercely and mutely descried +freedom, passion, knowledge, art, fame, as she had desired them, and he +went: turning his face from that lowly green nest lying like a lark's +between the hills. + +He did not go as youth mostly goes, blind with a divine dream of +triumph: he went, consciously, to a bitter combat as the sea-kings of +old, whose blood ran in his veins, and whose strength was in his limbs, +had gone to war, setting their prow hard against the sharp salt waves +and in the teeth of an adverse wind. + +He was not without money. The pastor, indeed, had died almost penniless; +he had been always poor, and had given the little he possessed to those +still poorer. But the richest landowner in the village, the largest +possessor of flocks and herds, dying childless, had bequeathed his farm +and cattle to Arslan; having loved the lad's dead mother silently and +vainly. The value of these realized by sale gave to Arslan, when he +became his own master, what, in that valley at least, was wealth; and he +went without care for the future on this score into the world of men; +his mind full of dreams and the beautiful myths of dead ages; his temper +compounded of poetry and of coldness, of enthusiasm and of skepticism; +his one passion a supreme ambition, pure as snow in its instinct, but +half savage in its intensity. + +From that spring, when he had passed away from his birthplace as the +winter snows were melting on the mountain-sides, and the mountain +flowers were putting forth their earliest buds under the pine-boughs, +until the time that he now stood solitary, starving, and hopeless before +the mocking eyes of his Hermes, twelve years had run their course, and +all through them he had never once again beheld his native land. + +Like the Scandinavian Regner, he chose rather to perish in the folds, +and by the fangs, of the snakes that devoured him than return to his +country with the confession of defeat. And despite the powers that were +in him, his life had been a failure, an utter failure--as yet. + +In his early youth he had voyaged often with men who went to the extreme +north in search of skins and such poor trade as they could drive with +Esquimaux or Koraks; he had borne their dangers and their poverty, their +miseries and their famine, for sake of seeing what they saw;--the +pathless oceans of the ice realm, the trailing pines alone in a white, +snow-world, the red moon fantastic and horrible in a sky of steel, the +horned clouds of reindeer rushing through the endless night, the arch of +the aurora spanning the heavens with their fire. He had passed many +seasons of his boyhood in the silence, the solitude, the eternal +desolation of the mute mystery of the arctic world, which for no man has +either sympathy or story; and in a way he had loved it, and was often +weary for it; in a way its spirit remained with him always; and its +inexorable coldness, its pitiless indifference to men's wants and +weakness, its loneliness and its purity, and its scorn, were in all the +works of his hand; blended in a strange union with the cruelty and the +voluptuousness, and the gorgeousness of color, that gave to everything +he touched the gleed and the temper of the case. + +Thus, what he did pleased none; being for one half the world too chill, +and being for the other half too sensual. + +The world had never believed in him; and he found himself in the height +and the maturity of his powers condemned to an absolute obscurity. Not +one man in a million knew his name. + +During these years he had devoted himself to the study of art with an +undeviating subservience to all its tyrannies. He had studied humanity +in all its phases; he had studied form with all the rigid care that it +requires; he had studied color in almost every land that lies beneath +the sun; he had studied the passions in all their deformities, as well +as in all their beauties; he had spared neither himself nor others in +pursuit of knowledge. He had tried most vices, he had seen all miseries, +he had spared himself no spectacle, however loathsome; he had turned +back from no license, however undesired, that could give him insight +into or empire over human raptures and affliction. Neither did he spare +himself any labor however costly, however exhausting, to enrich his +brain with that varied learning, that multifarious scene which he held +needful to every artist who dared to desire greatness. The hireling +beauty of the wanton, the splendor of the sun and sea, the charnel lore +of anatomy, the secrets of dead tongues and buried nations, the horrors +of the lazar wards and pest-houses, the glories of golden deserts and +purple vineyards, the flush of love on a young girl's cheek, the +rottenness of corruption on a dead man's limbs, the hellish tint of a +brothel, the divine calm of an Eastern night; all things alike he +studied, without abhorrence as without delight, indifferent to all save +for one end,--knowledge and art. + +So entirely and undividedly did this possess him that it seemed to have +left him without other passions; even as the surgeon dissects the fair +lifeless body of some woman's corpse, regardless of loveliness or sex, +only intent on the secret of disease, the mystery of formation, which he +seeks therein, so did he study the physical beauty of women and their +mortal corruption, without other memories than those of art. He would +see the veil fall from off the limbs of a creature lovely as a goddess, +and would think only to himself,--"How shall I render this so that on my +canvas it shall live once more?" + +One night, in the hot, close streets of Damascus, a man was stabbed,--a +young Maronite,--who lay dying in the roadway, without sign or sound, +whilst his assassins fled; the silver Syrian moon shining full on his +white and scarlet robe, his calm, upturned face, his lean hand knotted +on the dagger he had been spared no time to use; a famished street dog +smelling at his blood. Arslan, passing through the city, saw and paused +beside him; stood still and motionless, looking down on the outstretched +figure; then drew his tablets out and sketched the serene, rigid face, +the flowing, blood-soaked robes, the hungry animal mouthing at the +wound. Another painter, his familiar friend, following on his steps, +joined him a little later, and started from his side in horror. + +"My God! what do you do there?" he cried. "Do you not see?--the man is +dying." + +Arslan looked up--"I had not thought of that," he answered. + +It was thus always with him. + +He was not cruel for the sake of cruelty. To animals he was humane, to +women gentle, to men serene; but his art was before all things with him, +and with humanity he had little sympathy: and if he had passions, they +had wakened no more than as the drowsy tiger wakes in the hot hush of +noon, half indifferent, half lustful, to strike fiercely what comes +before her, and then, having slain, couches herself and sleeps again. + +But for this absolute surrender of his life, his art had as yet +recompensed him nothing. + +Men did not believe in him; what he wrought saddened and terrified them; +they turned aside to those who fed them on simpler and on sweeter food. + +His works were great, but they were such as the public mind deems +impious. They unveiled human corruption too nakedly, and they shadowed +forth visions too exalted, and satires too unsparing, for them to be +acceptable to the multitude. They were compounded of an idealism clear +and cold as crystal, and of a reality cruel and voluptuous as love. They +were penetrated with an acrid satire and an intense despair: the world, +which only cares for a honeyed falsehood and a gilded gloss in every +art, would have none of them. + +So for these twelve long years his labor had been waste, his efforts +been fruitless. Those years had been costly to him in purse;--travel, +study, gold flung to fallen women, sums spent on faithless friends, +utter indifference to whosoever robbed him so long as he was left in +peace to pursue lofty aims and high endeavors; all these did their +common work on wealth which was scanty in the press of the world, though +it had appeared inexhaustible on the shores of the north sea. His labors +also were costly, and they brought him no return. + +The indifference to fortune of a man of genius is, to a man of the +world, the stupor of idiocy: from such a stupor he was shaken one day to +find himself face to face with beggary. + +His works were seen by few, and these few were antagonistic to them. + +All ways to fame were closed to him, either by the envy of other +painters, or by the apathies and the antipathies of the nations +themselves. In all lands he was repulsed; he roused the jealousy of his +compeers and the terror of the multitudes. They hurled against him the +old worn-out cry that the office of art was to give pleasure, not pain; +and when his money was gone, so that he could no longer, at his own +cost, expose his works to the public gaze, they and he were alike +obliterated from the public marts; they had always denied him fame, and +they now thrust him quickly into oblivion, and abandoned him to it +without remorse, and even with contentment. + +He could, indeed, with the facile power of eye and touch that he +possessed, have easily purchased a temporary ease, an evanescent repute, +if he had given the world from his pencil those themes for which it +cared, and descended to the common spheres of common art. But he refused +utterly to do this. The best and greatest thing in him was his honesty +to the genius wherewith he was gifted; he refused to prostitute it; he +refused to do other than to tell the truth as he saw it. + +"This man blasphemes; this man is immoral," his enemies had always +hooted against him. + +It is what the world always says of those who utter unwelcome truths in +its unwilling ears. + +So the words of the old Scald by his own northern seashores came to +pass; and at length, for the sake of art, it came to this, that he +perished for want of bread. + +For seven days he had been without food, except the winter berries which +he broke off the trees without, and such handfuls of wheat as fell +through the disjointed timbers of the ceiling, for whose possession he +disputed with the rats. + +The sheer, absolute poverty which leaves the man whom it has seized +without so much as even a crust wherewith to break his fast, is commoner +than the world in general ever dreams. For he was now so poor that for +many months he had been unable to buy fresh canvas on which to work, and +had been driven to chalk the outlines of the innumerable fancies that +pursued him upon the bare smooth gray stone walls of the old granary in +which he dwelt. + +He let his life go silently away without complaint, and without effort, +because effort had been so long unavailing, that he had discarded it in +a contemptuous despair. + +He accepted his fate, seeing nothing strange in it, and nothing +pitiable; since many men better than he had borne the like. He could not +have altered it without beggary or theft, and he thought either of these +worse than itself. + +There were hecatombs of grain, bursting their sacks, in the lofts above; +but when, once on each eighth day, the maltster owning them sent his men +to fetch some from the store, Arslan let the boat be moored against the +wall, be filled with barley, and be pushed away again down the current, +without saying once to the rowers, "Wait; I starve!" + +And yet, though like a miser amidst his gold, his body starved amidst +the noble shapes and the great thoughts that his brain conceived and his +hand called into substance, he never once dreamed of abandoning for any +other the career to which he had dedicated himself from the earliest +days that his boyish eyes had watched the vast arc of the arctic lights +glow above the winter seas. + +Art was to him as mother, brethren, mistress, offspring, religion--all +that other men hold dear. He had none of these, he desired none of them; +and his genius sufficed to him in their stead. + +It was an intense and reckless egotism, made alike cruel and sublime by +its intensity and purity, like the egotism of a mother in her child. To +it, as the mother to her child, he would have sacrificed every living +creature; but to it also, like her, he would have sacrificed his very +existence as unhesitatingly. But it was an egotism which, though +merciless in its tyranny, was as pure as snow in its impersonality; it +was untainted by any grain of avarice, of vanity, of selfish desire; it +was independent of all sympathy; it was simply and intensely the passion +for immortality:--that sublime selfishness, that superb madness, of all +great minds. + +Art had taken him for its own, as Demeter, in the days of her +desolation, took the child Demophoon, to nurture him as her own on the +food of gods, and to plunge him through the flames of a fire that would +give him immortal life. As the pusillanimous and sordid fears of the +mortal mother lost to the child for evermore the possession of Olympian +joys and of perpetual youth, so did the craven and earthly cares of +bodily needs hold the artist back from the radiance of the life of the +soul, and drag him from the purifying fires. Yet he had not been utterly +discouraged; he strove against the Metaniera of circumstance; he did his +best to struggle free from the mortal bonds that bound him; and as the +child Demophoon mourned for the great goddess that had nurtured him, +refusing to be comforted, so did he turn from the base consolations of +the senses and the appetites, and beheld ever before his sight the +ineffable majesty of that Mater Dolorosa who once had anointed him as +her own. + +Even now, as the strength returned to his limbs and the warmth to his +veins, the old passion, the old worship, returned to him. + +The momentary weakness which had assailed him passed away. He shook +himself with a bitter impatient scorn for the feebleness into which he +had been betrayed; and glanced around him still with a dull wonder as to +the strange chances which the night past had brought. He was incredulous +still; he thought that his fancy, heated by long fasting, might have +cheated him; that he must have dreamed; and that the food and fuel which +he saw must surely have been his own. + +Yet reflection told him that this could not be; he remembered that for +several weeks his last coin had been spent; that he had been glad to +gather the birds' winter berries to crush beneath his teeth, and gather +the dropped corn from the floor to quiet the calm of hunger; that for +many a day there had been no fire on the hearth, and that only a frame +which the long sunless northern winters had braced in early youth, had +enabled him to resist and endure the cold. Therefore, it must be +charity! + +Charity! as the hateful truth came home to him, he met the eyes of the +white, slender, winged Hermes; eyes that from out that colorless and +smiling face seemed to mock him with a cruel contempt. + +His was the old old story;--the rod of wealth bartered for the empty +shell that gave forth music. + +Hermes seemed to know it and to jeer him. + +Hermes, the mischief-monger, and the trickster of men, the inventive god +who spent his days in chicanery of his brethren, and his nights in the +mockery of mortals; the messenger of heaven who gave Pandora to mankind; +Hermes, the eternal type of unscrupulous Success, seemed to have voice +and cry to him:--"Oh, fool, fool, fool! who listens for the music of the +spheres and disdains the only melody that men have ears to hear--the +melody of gold!" + +Arslan turned from the great cartoon of the gods in Pherae, and went out +into the daylight, and stripped and plunged into the cold and turbulent +stream. Its chillness and the combat of its current braced his nerves +and cleared his brain. + +When he was clad, he left the grain-tower with the white forms of its +gods upon its walls, and walked slowly down the bank of the river. Since +life had been forced back upon him he knew that it was incumbent upon +his manhood to support it by the toil of his hands if men would not +accept the labor of his brain. + +Before, he had been too absorbed in his pursuit, too devoted to it body +and soul, to seek to sustain existence by the sheer manual exertion +which was the only thing that he had left untried for self-maintenance. +In a manner too he was too proud; not too proud to labor, but too proud +to easily endure to lay bare his needs to the knowledge of others. But +now, human charity must have saved him; a charity which he hated as the +foulest insult of his life; and he had no chance save to accept it like +a beggar bereft of all shame, or to seek such work as would give him his +daily bread. + +So he went; feebly, for he was still weak from the length of his famine. + +The country was well known to him, but the people not at all. He had +come by hazard on the old ruin where he dwelt, and had stayed there full +a year. These serene blue skies, these pale mists, these corn-clad +slopes, these fields of plenteous abundance, these quiet homesteads, +these fruit-harvests of this Norman plain were in soothing contrast to +all that his life had known. + +These old quaint cities, these little villages that seemed always hushed +with the sound of bells, these quiet streams on which the calm sunlight +slept so peacefully, these green and golden lands of plenty that +stretched away to the dim gray distant sea,--all these had had a certain +charm for him. + +He had abided with them, partly because amidst them it seemed possible +to live on a handful of wheat and a draught of water, unnoticed and +unpitied; partly because having come hither on foot through many lands +and by long hardship, he had paused here weary and incapable of further +effort. + +Whilst the little gold he had had on him had lasted he had painted +innumerable transcripts of its ancient buildings, and of its summer and +autumnal landscapes. And of late--through the bitter winter--of late it +had seemed to him that it was as well to die here as elsewhere. + +When a man knows that his dead limbs will be huddled into the common +ditch of the poor, the nameless, and the unclaimed, and that his dead +brain will only serve for soil to feed some little rank wayside +poisonous weed, it will seldom seem of much moment in what earth the +ditch be dug, by what feet the sward be trod. + +He went now on his way seeking work; he did not care what, he asked for +any that might serve to use such strength as hunger had left in him, and +to give him his daily bread. But this is a great thing to demand in this +world, and so he found it. + +They repulsed him everywhere. + +They had their own people in plenty, they had their sturdy, tough, +weather-beaten women, who labored all day in rain, or snow, or storm, +for a pittance, and they had these in larger numbers than their +field-work needed. They looked at him askance; this man with the eyes of +arctic blue and the grave gestures of a king, who only asked to labor as +the lowest among them. He was a stranger to them; he did not speak their +tongue with their accent; he looked, with that white beauty and that +lofty stature, as though he could crush them in the hollow of his hand. + +They would have none of him. + +"He brings misfortune!" they said among themselves; and they would have +none of him. + +He had an evil name with them. + +They said at eventide by their wood-fires that strange things had been +seen since he had come to the granary by the river. + +Once he had painted a study of the wondrous child Zagreus gazing in the +fatal mirror, from the pretty face of a stonecutter's little fair son; +the child was laughing, happy, healthful at noon, crowned with +carnations and river-lilies, and by sunset he was dead--dead like the +flowers that were still among his curls. + +Once a girl had hired herself as model to him for an Egyptian wanton, +half a singer and half a gypsy--handsome, lithe, fantastic, voluptuous: +the very night she left the granary she was drowned in crossing a wooden +bridge of the river, which gave way under the heavy tramp of a +fantoccini player who accompanied her. + +Once he had sketched, for the corner of an Oriental study, a +rare-plumaged bird of the south, which was the idol of a water-carrier +of the district, and the wonder of all the children round: and from that +date the bird had sickened, and drooped, and lost its colors, and pined +until it died. + +The boy's death had been from a sudden seizure of one of the many ills +of infancy; the dancing-girl's had come from a common accident due to +the rottenness of old worn water-soaked timber; the mocking-bird's had +arisen from the cruelty of captivity and the chills of northern winds; +all had been the result of simple accident and of natural circumstance. +But they had sufficed to fill with horror the minds of a peasantry +always bigoted and strongly prejudiced against every stranger; and it +became to them a matter of implicit credence that whatsoever living +thing should be painted by the artist Arslan would assuredly never +survive to see the rising of the morrow's sun. + +In consequence, for leagues around they shunned him; not man, nor woman, +nor child would sit to him as models; and now, when he sought the wage +of a daily labor among them, he was everywhere repulsed. He had long +repulsed human sympathy, and in its turn it repulsed him. + +At last he turned and retraced his steps, baffled and wearied; his early +habits had made him familiar with all manner of agricultural toil; he +would have done the task of the sower, the herdsman, the hewer of wood, +or the charcoal-burner; but they would none of them believe this of one +with his glance and his aspect; and solicitation was new to his lips and +bitter there as gall. + +He took his way back along the line of the river; the beauty of the dawn +had gone, the day was only now chilly, heavy with a rank moisture from +the steaming soil. Broken boughs and uprooted bushes were floating on +the turgid water, and over all the land there hung a sullen fog. + +The pressure of the air, the humidity, the colorless stillness that +reigned throughout, weighed on lungs which for a score of years had only +breathed the pure, strong, rarefied air of the north; he longed with a +sudden passion to be once more amidst his native mountains under the +clear steel-like skies, and beside the rush of the vast wild seas. Were +it only to die as he looked on them, it were better to die there than +here. + +He longed, as men in deserts thirst for drink, for one breath of the +strong salt air of the north, one sight of the bright keen sea-born sun +as it leapt at dawn from the waters. + +The crisp cold nights, the heavens which shone as steel, the forests +filled with the cry of the wolves, the mountains which the ocean +ceaselessly assailed, the mighty waves which marched erect like armies, +the bitter arctic wind which like a saber cleft the darkness; all these +came back to him beloved and beautiful in all their cruelty; desired by +him, with a sick longing for their freshness, for their fierceness, for +their freedom. + +As he dragged his tired limbs through the grasses and looked out upon +the sullen stream that flowed beside him, an oar struck the water, a +flat black boat drifted beneath the bank, a wild swan disturbed rose +with a hiss from the sedges. + +The boat was laden with grain; there was only one rower in it, who +steered by a string wound round her foot. + +She did not lift her face as she went by him; but her bent brow and her +bosom grew red, and she cut the water with a swifter, sharper stroke; +her features were turned from him by that movement of her head, but he +saw the Eastern outline of the cheek and chin, the embrowned velvet of +the skin, the half-bare beauty of the heaving chest and supple spine +bent back in the action of the oars, the long, slender, arched shape of +the naked foot, round which the cord was twined: their contour and their +color struck him with a sudden surprise. + +He had seen such oftentimes, eastwards, on the banks of golden rivers, +treading, with such feet as these, the sands that were the dust of +countless nations; bearing, on such shoulders as these, earthen +water-vases that might have served the feasts of Pharaohs; showing such +limbs as these against the curled palm branches, and the deep blue sky, +upon the desert's edge. But here!--a face of Asia among the cornlands of +Northern France? It seemed to him strange; he looked after her with +wonder. + +The boat went on down the stream without any pause; the sculls cleaving +the heavy tide with regular and resolute monotony; the amber piles of +the grain and the brown form of the bending figure soon hidden in the +clouds of river-mist. + +He watched her, only seeing a beggar-girl rowing a skiff full of corn +down a sluggish stream. There was nothing to tell him that he was +looking upon the savior of his body from the thralls of death; if there +had been,--in his mood then,--he would have cursed her. + +The boat glided into the fog which closed behind it: a flock of +water-birds swam out from the rushes and darted at some floating kernels +of wheat that had fallen over the vessel's side; they fought and hissed, +and flapped and pecked among themselves over the chance plunder; a large +rat stole amidst them unnoticed by them in their exultation, and seized +their leader and bore him struggling and beating the air with +blood-stained wings away to a hole in the bank; a mongrel dog, prowling +on the shore, hearing the wild duck's cries, splashed into the sedges, +and swam out and gripped the rat by the neck in bold sharp fangs, and +bore both rat and bird, bleeding and dying, to the land; the owner of +the mongrel, a peasant, making ready the soil for colza in the low-lying +fields, snatched the duck from the dog to bear it home for his own +eating, and kicked his poor beast in the ribs for having ventured to +stray without leave and to do him service without permission. "The +dulcet harmony of the world's benignant law," thought Arslan, as he +turned aside to enter the stone archway of his own desolate dwelling. +"To live one must slaughter--what life can I take?" + +At that moment the setting sun pierced the heavy veil of the vapor, and +glowed through the fog. + +The boat, now distant, glided for a moment into the ruddy haze, and was +visible; the water around it, like a lake of flame, the white steam +above it like the smoke of a sacrifice fire. + +Then the sun sank, the mists gathered closely once more, all light +faded, and the day was dead. + +He felt stifled and sick at heart as he returned along the reedy shore +towards his dreary home. He wondered dully why his life would not end: +since the world would have none of him, neither the work of his brain +nor the work of his hands, it seemed that he had no place in it. + +He was half resolved to lie down in the water there, among the reeds, +and let it flow over his face and breast, and kiss him softly and coldly +into the sleep of death. He had desired this many times; what held him +back from its indulgence was not "the child within us that fears death," +of which Plato speaks; he had no such misgiving in him, and he believed +death to be a simple rupture and end of all things, such as any man had +right to seek and summon for himself; it was rather that the passion of +his art was too strong in him, that the power to create was too intense +in him, so that he could not willingly consign the forces and the +fantasies of his brain to that assimilation to which he would, without +thought or pause, have flung his body. + +As he entered the haunted hall which served him as his painting-room, he +saw a fresh fire of logs upon the hearth; whose leaping flames lighted +the place with cheerful color, and he saw on the stone bench fresh food, +sufficient to last several days, and a brass flagon filled with wine. + +A curious emotion took possession of him as he looked. It was less +surprise at the fact, for his senses told him that it was the work of +some charity which chose to hide itself, than it was wonder as to who, +in this strange land, where none would even let him earn his daily +bread, knew enough or cared enough to supply his necessities thus. And +with this there arose the same intolerant bitterness of the degradation +of alms, the same ungrateful hatred of the succor that seemed to class +him among beggars, which had moved him when he had awakened with the +dawn. + +He felt neither tenderness nor gratitude, he was only conscious of +humiliation. + +There were in him a certain coldness, strength, and indifference to +sympathy, which, whilst they made his greatness as an artist, made his +callousness as a man. It might have been sweet to others to find +themselves thus remembered and pitied by another at an hour when their +forces were spent, their fate friendless, and their hopes all dead. But +it was not so to him, he only felt like the desert animal which, +wounded, repulses every healing hand, and only seeks to die alone. + +There was only one vulnerable, one tender, nerve in him, and this was +the instinct of his genius. He had been nurtured in hardihood, and had +drawn in endurance with every breath of his native air; he would have +borne physical ills without one visible pang, and would have been +indifferent to all mortal suffering; but for the powers in him for the +art he adored, he had a child's weakness, a woman's softness. + +He could not bear to die without leaving behind his life some work the +world would cherish. + +Call it folly, call it madness, it is both; the ivory Zeus that was to +give its sculptor immortality lives but in tradition; the bronze Athene +that was to guard the Piraeus in eternal liberty has long been leveled +with the dust; yet with every age the artist still gives life for fame, +still cries, "Let my body perish, but make my work immortal!" + +It was this in him now which stirred his heart with a new and gentler +emotion; emotion which, while half disgust was also half gladness. This +food was alms-given, since he had not earned it, and yet--by means of +this sheer bodily subsistence--it would be possible for him to keep +alive those dreams, that strength by which he still believed it in him +to compel his fame from men. + +He stood before the Phoebus in Pherae, thinking; it stung him with a +bitter torment; it humiliated him with a hateful burden--this debt which +came he knew not whence, and which he never might be able to repay. And +yet his heart was strangely moved; it seemed to him that the fate which +thus wantonly, and with such curious persistence, placed life back into +his hands, must needs be one that would bear no common fruit. + +He opposed himself no more to it. He bent his head and broke bread, and +ate and drank of the red wine:--he did not thank God or man as he broke +his fast; he only looked in the mocking eyes of Hermes, and said in his +heart: + +"Since I must live, I will triumph." + +And Hermes smiled: Hermes the wise, who had bought and sold the +generations of men so long ago in the golden age, and who knew so well +how they would barter away their greatness and their gladness, their +bodies and their souls, for one sweet strain of his hollow reed pipe, +for one sweet glance of his soulless Pandora's eyes. + +Hermes--Hermes the liar, Hermes the wise--knew how men's oaths were +kept. + + + + +CHAPTER II. + + +At the close of that day Claudis Flamma discovered that he had been +robbed--robbed more than once: he swore and raved and tore his hair for +loss of a little bread and meat and oil and a flagon of red wine. He did +not suspect his granddaughter; accusing her perpetually of sins of which +she was innocent, he did not once associate her in thought with the one +offense which she had committed. He thought that the window of his +storehouse had been forced from the exterior; he made no doubt that his +spoiler was some vagabond from one of the river barges. Through such +tramps his henhouse and his apple-lofts had often previously been +invaded. + +She heard his lamentations and imprecations in unbroken silence; he did +not question her; and without a lie she was able to keep her secret. + +In her own sight she had done a foul thing--a thing that her own hunger +had never induced her to do. She did not seek to reconcile herself to +her action by any reflection that she had only taken what she had really +earned a thousand times over by her service; her mind was not +sufficiently instructed, and was of too truthful a mould to be capable +of the deft plea of a sophistry. She could dare the thing; and do it, +and hold her peace about it, though she should be scourged to speak; but +she could not tamper with it to excuse it to herself; for this she had +neither the cunning nor the cowardice. + +Why had she done it?--done for a stranger what no pressure of need had +made her do for her own wants? She did not ask herself; she followed her +instinct. He allured her with his calm and kingly beauty, which was like +nothing else her eyes had ever seen; and she was drawn by an +irresistible attraction to this life which she had bought at the price +of her own from the gods. Yet stronger even than this sudden human +passion which had entered into her was the dread lest he whom she had +ransomed from his death should he know his debt to her. + +Under such a dread, she never opened her lips to any one on this thing +which she had done. Silence was natural to her; she spoke so rarely, +that many in the province believed her to be dumb; no sympathy had ever +been shown to her to woo her to disclose either the passions that burned +latent in her veins, or the tenderness that trembled stifled in her +heart. + +Thrice again did she take food and fuel to the water-tower undetected, +both by the man whom she robbed, and the man whom she succored. Thrice +again did she find her way to the desolate chamber in its owner's +absence and refill the empty platters and warm afresh the cold blank +hearth. Thrice again did Claudis Flamma note the diminution of his +stores, and burnish afresh his old rusty fowling-piece, and watch half +the night on his dark staircase, and prepare with his own hands a jar of +poisoned honey and a bag of poisoned wheat, which he placed, with a +cruel chuckle of grim glee, to tempt the eyes of his spoilers. + +But the spoiler being of his own household, saw this trap set, and was +aware of it. + +In a week or two the need for these acts which she hated ceased. She +learned that the stranger for whom she thus risked her body and soul, +had found a boatman's work upon the water, which, although a toil rough +and rude, and but poorly paid, still sufficed to give him bread. Though +she herself was so pressed with hunger, many a time, that as she went +through the meadows and hedge-rows she was glad to crush in her teeth +the tender shoots of the briers and the acrid berry of the brambles, she +never again, unbidden, touched so much as a mouldy crust thrown out to +be eaten by the poultry. + +Flamma, counting his possessions greedily night and morning, blessed the +saints for the renewed safety of his dwelling, and cast forth the +poisoned wheat as a thank-offering to the male birds who were forever +flying to and fro their nested mates in the leafless boughs above the +earliest violets, and whose little throats were strangled even in their +glad flood of nuptial song, and whose soft bright eyes grew dull in +death ere even they had looked upon the springtide sun. + +For it was thus ever that Folle-Farine saw men praise God. + +She took their death to her own door, sorrowing and full of remorse. + +"Had I never stolen the food, these birds might never have perished," +she thought, as she saw the rosy throats of the robins and bullfinches +turned upward in death on the turf. + +She blamed herself bitterly with an aching heart. + +The fatality which makes human crime recoil on the innocent creatures of +the animal world oppressed her with its heavy and hideous injustice. +Their God was good, they said: yet for her sin and her grandsire's greed +the harmless song-birds died by the score in torment. + +"How shall a God be good who is not just?" she thought. In this mute +young lonely soul of hers Nature had sown a strong passion for justice, +a strong instinct towards what was righteous. + +As the germ of a plant born in darkness underground will, by sheer +instinct, uncurl its colorless tendrils, and thrust them through +crevices and dust, and the close structure of mortared stones, until +they reach the light and grow green and strong in it, so did her nature +strive, of its own accord, through the gloom enveloping it; towards +those moral laws which in all ages and all lands remain the same, no +matter what deity be worshiped, or what creed be called the truth. + +Her nascent mind was darkened, oppressed, bewildered, perplexed, even +like the plant which, forcing itself upward from its cellar, opens its +leaves not in pure air and under a blue sky, but in the reek and smoke +and fetid odors of a city. + +Yet, like the plant, she vaguely felt that light was somewhere; and as +vaguely sought it. + +With most days she took her grandsire's boat to and fro the town, +fetching or carrying; there was no mode of transit so cheap to him as +this, whose only cost was her fatigue. With each passage up and down the +river, she passed by the dwelling of Arslan. + +Sometimes she saw him; once or twice, in the twilight, he spoke to her; +she only bent her head to hide her face from him, and rowed more quickly +on her homeward way in silence. At other times, in his absence, and when +she was safe from any detection, she entered the dismal solitudes +wherein he labored, and gazed in rapt and awed amazement at the shapes +that were shadowed forth upon the walls. + +The service by which he gained his daily bread was on the waters, and +took him often leagues away--simple hardy toil, among fishers and +canal-carriers and barge-men. But it left him some few days, and all his +nights, free for art; and never in all the years of his leisure had his +fancy conceived, and his hand created, more exquisite dreams and more +splendid fantasies than now in this bitter and cheerless time, when he +labored amidst the poorest for the bare bread of life. + +"Des belles choses peuvent se faire dans une cave:" and in truth the +gloom of the cellar gives birth to an art more sublime than the light of +the palace can ever beget. + +Suffering shortens the years of the artist, and kills him oftentimes ere +his prime be reached; but in suffering alone are all great works +conceived. + +The senses, the passions, the luxuries, the lusts of the flesh, the +deliriums of the desires, the colors, the melodies, the fragrance, the +indolences,--all that make the mere "living of life" delightful, all go +to enrich and to deepen the human genius which steeps itself in them; +but it is in exile from these that alone it can rise to its greatest. + +The grass of the Holy River gathers perfume from the marvelous suns and +the moonless nights, and the gorgeous bloom of the East, from the +aromatic breath of the leopard and the perfume of the fallen +pomegranate; from the sacred oil that floats in the lamps, and the +caress of the girl-bathers' feet and the myrrh-dropping unguents that +glide from the maidens' bare limbs in the moonlight,--the grass holds +and feeds on them all. But not till the grass has been torn from the +roots, and been crushed, and been bruised and destroyed, can the full +odors exhale of all it has tasted and treasured. + +Even thus the imagination of man may be great, but it can never be at +its greatest until one serpent, with merciless fangs, has bitten it +through and through, and impregnated it with passion and with +poison--that one deathless serpent which is Memory. + +Arslan had never been more ceaselessly pursued by innumerable fantasies, +and never had given to these a more terrible force, a more perfect +utterance, than now, when the despair which possessed him was +absolute,--when it seemed to him that he had striven in his last strife +with fate, and been thrown never to rise again,--when he kept his body +alive by such soulless, ceaseless labor as that of the oxen in the +fields,--when he saw every hour drift by, barren, sullen, painful,--when +only some dull yet stanch instinct of virility held him back from taking +his own life in the bleak horror of these fruitless days,--when it +seemed to him that his oath before Hermes to make men call him famous +was idle as the sigh of a desert wind through the hollow ears of a skull +bleaching white on the sand. + +Yet he had never done greater things,--never in the long years through +which he had pursued and studied art. + +With the poor wage that he earned by labor he bought by degrees the +tools and pigments lacking to him, and lived on the scantiest and +simplest food, that he might have wherewith to render into shape and +color the imaginations of his brain. + +And it was on these that the passionate, wondering, half-blinded eyes of +Folle-Farine looked with awe and adoration in those lonely hours when +she stole, in his absence, into his chamber, and touching nothing, +scarcely daring to breathe aloud, crouched on the bare pavement mute +and motionless, and afraid with a fear that was the sweetest happiness +her brief youth had ever known. + +Though her own kind had neglected and proscribed her, with one accord, +there had been enough in the little world surrounding her to feed the +imaginative senses latent in her,--enough of the old mediaeval fancy, of +the old ecclesiastical beauty, of the old monastic spirit, to give her a +consciousness, though a dumb one, of the existence of art. + +Untaught though she was, and harnessed to the dreary mill-wheel round of +a hard physical toil, she yet had felt dimly the charm of the place in +which she dwelt. + +Where the fretted pinnacles rose in hundreds against the sky,--where the +common dwellings of the poor were paneled and parquetted and carved in a +thousand fashions,--where the graceful and the grotesque and the +terrible were mingled in an inextricable, and yet exquisite, +confusion,--where the gray squat jug that went to the well, and the +jutting beam to which the clothes' line was fastened, and the creaking +sign that swung above the smallest wineshop, and the wooden gallery on +which the poorest troll hung out her many-colored rags, had all some +trace of a dead art, some fashioning by a dead hand,--where all these +were it was not possible for any creature dowered by nature with any +poetic instinct to remain utterly unmoved and unawakened in their midst. + +Of the science and the execution of art she was still absolutely +ignorant; the powers by which it was created still seemed a magic +incomprehensible, and not human; but its meaning she felt with that +intensity, which is the truest homage of all homage to its influence. + +Day after day, therefore, she returned and gazed on the three gods of +forgetfulness, and on all the innumerable forms and fables which bore +them company; the virgin field of her unfilled mind receiving the seeds +of thought and of fancy that were scattered so largely in this solitude, +lying waste, bearing no harvest. + +Of these visits Arslan himself knew nothing; towards him her bold wild +temper was softened to the shyness of a doe. + +She dreaded lest he should ever learn what she had done; and she stole +in and out of the old granary, unseen by all, with the swiftness and the +stealthiness which she shared in common with other untamed animals, +which, like her, shunned all man- and womankind. + +And this secret--in itself so innocent, yet for which she would at times +blush in her loneliness, with a cruel heat that burnt all over her face +and frame--changed her life, transfigured it from its objectless, +passionless, brutish dullness and monotony, into dreams and into +desires. + +For the first time she had in her joy and fear; for the first time she +became human. + +All the week through he wrought perforce by night; the great windows +stood wide open to the bright, cold moon of early spring; he worked only +with black and white, using color only at sunrise, or on the rare days +of his leisure. + +Often at nightfall she left her loft, as secretly as a fox its lair, and +stole down the river, and screened herself among the grasses, and +watched him where he labored in the mingling light of the moon, and of +the oil-lamp burning behind him. + +She saw these things grow from beneath his hand, these mighty shapes +created by him; and he seemed to her like a god, with the power to beget +worlds at his will, and all human life in its full stature out from a +little dust. + +The contrast of this royal strength, of this supreme power which he +wielded, with the helpless exhaustion of the body in which she had found +him dying, smote her with a sorrow and a sweetness that were like +nothing she had ever owned. That a man could summon hosts at his command +like this, yet perish for a crust!--that fusion of omnipotence and +powerlessness, which is the saddest and the strangest of all the sad +strange things of genius, awoke an absorbing emotion in her. + +She watched him thus for hours in the long nights of a slow-footed +spring, in whose mists and chills and heavy dews her inured frame took +no more harm than did the green corn shooting through the furrows. + +She was a witness to his solitude. She saw the fancies of his brain take +form. She saw the sweep of his arm call up on the blank of the wall, or +on the pale spaces of the canvas, these images which for her had alike +such majesty and such mystery. She saw the faces beam, the eyes smile, +the dancing-women rise, the foliage uncurl, the gods come forth from the +temples, the nereids glide through the moonlit waters, at his command, +and beneath his touch. + +She saw him also in those moments when, conceiving no eyes to be upon +him, the man whom mankind denied loosened rein to the bitterness in him; +and, standing weary and heartsick before these creations for which his +generation had no sight, and no homage, let the agony of constant +failure, of continual defeat, overcome him, and cursed aloud the madness +which possessed him, and drove him on forever in this ungrateful +service, and would not let him do as other men did--tell the world lies, +and take its payment out in gold. + +Until now she had hated all things, grieved for none, unless, indeed, it +were for a galled ox toiling wounded and tortured on the field; or a +trapped bird, shrieking in the still midnight woods. + +But now, watching him, hearing him, a passionate sorrow for a human +sorrow possessed her. And to her eyes he was so beautiful in that utter +unlikeness to herself and to all men whom she had seen. She gazed at +him, never weary of that cold, fair, golden beauty, like the beauty of +his sun-god; of those serene deep-lidded eyes, which looked so often +past her at the dark night skies; of those lithe and massive limbs, like +the limbs of the gladiator that yonder on the wall strained a lion to +his breast in the deadly embrace of combat. + +She gazed at him until she loved him with the intense passion of a young +and ignorant life, into whose gloom no love had ever entered. With this +love the instinct of her womanhood arose, amid the ignorance and +savagery of her nature; and she crouched perpetually under the screen of +the long grass to hide her vigil, and whenever his eyes looked from his +easel outward to the night she drew back, breathless and trembling, she +knew not why, into the deepest shadow. + +Meantime, with that rude justice which was in her, she set herself +atonement for her fault--the fault through which those tender little +bright-throated birds were stretched dead among the first violets of the +year. + +She labored harder and longer than ever for her taskmaster, and denied +herself the larger half of even those scanty portions which were set +aside for her of the daily fare, living on almost nothing, as those +learn to do who are reared under the roof of the French poor. To his +revilings she was silent, and under his blows patient. By night she +toiled secretly, until she had restored the value of that which she had +taken. + +Why did she do it? She could not have told. She was proud of the evil +origin they gave her; she had a cynical gladness in her infamous repute; +she scorned women and hated men; yet all the same she kept her hands +pure of thefts and her lips pure of lies. + +So the weeks ran on till the hardness of winter gave way to the breath +of the spring, and in all the wood and orchard around the water-mill the +boughs were green with buds, and the ground was pale with primroses--a +spring all the sweeter and more fertile because of the severity of the +past winter. + +It became mid-April, and it was market-day for Ypres, and for all the +other villages and homesteads lying round that wondrous cathedral-spire, +that shot into the air, far-reaching and ethereal, like some vast +fountain whose column of water had been arrested, and changed to ice. + +The old quiet town was busy, with a rich sunshine shed upon it, in which +the first yellow butterflies of the year had begun to dance. + +It was high noon, and the highest tide of the market. + +Flower-girls, fruit-girls, egg-sellers, poultry-hucksters, crowds of +women, old and young, had jolted in on their docile asses, throned on +their sheepskin saddles; and now, chattering and chaffering, drove fast +their trade. On the steps of the cathedral boys with birds'-nests, +knife-grinders making their little wheels fly, cobblers hammering, with +boards across their knees, traveling peddlers with knapsacks full of +toys and mirrors, and holy images, and strings of beads, sat all +together in competition but in amity. + +Here and there a priest passed, with his black robe and broad hat, like +a dusky mushroom among a bed of varihued gillyflowers. Here and there a +soldier, all color and glitter, showed like a gaudy red tulip in bloom +amidst tufts of thyme. + +The old wrinkled leathern awnings of the market-stalls glowed like +copper in the brightness of the noon. The red tiles of the houses edging +the great square were gilded with yellow houseleeks. + +The little children ran hither and thither with big bunches of primroses +or sheaves of blue wood-hyacinths, singing. The red and blue serges of +the young girls' bodices were like the gay hues of the anemones in their +baskets; and the brown faces of the old dames under the white roofing of +their headgear were like the russet faces of the home-kept apples they +had garnered through all the winter. + +Everywhere in the shade of the flapping leather, and the darkness of the +wooden porches, there were the tender blossoms of the field and forest, +of the hedge and garden. The azure of the hyacinths, the pale saffron of +the primroses, the cool hues of the meadow daffodils, the ruby eyes of +the cultured jonquils, gleamed among wet ferns, gray herbs, and freshly +budded leafage. Plovers' eggs nestled in moss-lined baskets; sheaves of +velvet-coated wallflowers poured fragrance on the air; great plumes of +lilac nodded on the wind, and amber feathers of laburnum waved above the +homelier masses of mint and marjoram, and sage and saxafrage. + +It was high noon, but the women still found leisure-time to hear the +music of their own tongues, loud and continuous as the clacking of mill +paddles. + +In one corner an excited little group was gathered round the stall of a +favorite flower-seller, who wore a bright crimson gown, and a string of +large silver beads about her neck, and a wide linen cap that shaded her +pretty rosy face as a great snowy mushroom may grow between the sun and +a little ruddy wild strawberry. + +Her brown eyes were now brimming over with tears where she stood +surrounded by all the treasures of spring. She held clasped in her arms +a great pot with a young almond-tree growing in it, and she was weeping +as though her heart would break, because a tile had fallen from a roof +above and crushed low all its pink splendor of blossom. + +"I saw her look at it," she muttered. "Look at it as she passed with her +wicked eyes; and a black cat on the roof mewed to her; and that moment +the tile fell. Oh, my almond-tree! oh, my little darling! the only one I +saved out of three through the frosts; the very one that was to have +gone this very night to Paris." + +"Thou art not alone, Edmee," groaned an old woman, tottering from her +egg-stall with a heap of ruffled, blood-stained, brown plumage held up +in her hand. "Look! As she went by my poor brown hen--the best sitter I +have, good for eggs with every sunrise from Lent to Noel--just cackled +and shook her tail at her; and at that very instant a huge yellow dog +rushed in and killed the blessed bird--killed her in her basket! A great +yellow beast that no one had ever seen before, and that vanished again +into the earth, like lightning." + +"Not worse than she did to my precious Remy," said a tanner's wife, who +drew after her, clinging to her skirts, a little lame, misshapen, +querulous child. + +"She hath the evil eye," said sternly an old man who had served in the +days of his boyhood in the Army of Italy, as he sat washing fresh +lettuces in a large brass bowl, by his grandson's herb-stall. + +"You remember how we met her in the fields last Feast-night of the Three +Kings?" asked a youth looking up from plucking the feathers out from a +living, struggling, moaning goose. "Coming singing through the fog like +nothing earthly; and a moment later a torch caught little Jocelin's +curls and burnt him till he was so hideous that his mother could scarce +have known him. You remember?" + +"Surely we remember," they cried in a hearty chorus round the broken +almond-tree. "Was there not the good old Dax this very winter, killed by +her if ever any creature were killed by foul means, though the law would +never listen to the Flandrins when they said so?" + +"And little Bernardou," added one who had not hitherto spoken. "Little +Bernardou died a month after his grandam, in hospital. She had cast her +eye on him, and the poor little lad never rallied." + +"A _jettatrice_ ever brings misfortune," muttered the old soldier of +Napoleon, washing his last lettuce and lighting a fresh pipe. + +"Or does worse," muttered the mother of the crippled child. "She is not +for nothing the devil's daughter, mark you." + +"Nay, indeed," said an old woman, knitting from a ball of wool with +which a kitten played among the strewn cabbage-leaves and the crushed +sweet-smelling thyme. "Nay, was it not only this very winter that my +son's little youngest boy threw a stone at her, just for luck, as she +went by in her boat through the town; and it struck her and drew blood +from her shoulder; and that self-same night a piece of the oaken +carvings in the ceiling gave way and dropped upon the little angel as he +slept, and broke his arm above the elbow:--she is a witch; there is no +question but she is a witch." + +"If I were sure so, I would think it well to kill her," murmured the +youth, as he stifled the struggling bird between his knees. + +"My sister met her going through the standing corn last harvest-time, +and the child she brought forth a week after was born blind, and is +blind now," said a hard-visaged woman, washing turnips in a basin of +water. + +"I was black-and-blue for a month when she threw me down, and took from +me that hawk I had trapped, and went and fastened my wrist in the iron +instead!" hissed a boy of twelve, in a shrill piping treble, as he slit +the tongue of a quivering starling. + +"They say she dances naked, by moonlight, in the water with imps," cried +a bright little lad who was at play with the kitten. + +"She is a witch, there is no doubt about that," said again the old woman +who sat knitting on the stone bench in the sun. + +"And her mother such a saint!" sighed another old dame who was grouping +green herbs together for salads. + +And all the while the girl Edmee clasped her almond-tree and sobbed over +it. + +"If she were only here," swore Edmee's lover, under his breath. + +At that moment the accused came towards them, erect in the full light. + +She had passed through the market with a load of herbs and flowers for +one of the chief hostelries in the square, and was returning with the +flat broad basket balanced empty on her head. + +Something of their mutterings and curses reached her, but she neither +hastened nor slackened her pace; she came on towards them with her free, +firm step, and her lustrous eyes flashing hard against the sun. + +She gave no sign that she had heard except that the blood darkened a +little in her cheeks, and her mouth curled with a haughtier scorn. But +the sight of her, answering in that instant to their hate, the sight of +her with the sunshine on her scarlet sash and her slender limbs, added +impulse to their rage. + +They had talked themselves into a passionate belief in her as a thing +hellborn and unclean, that brought all manner of evil fates among them. +They knew that holy water had never baptized her; that neither cross nor +chrism had ever exorcised her; that a church's door had never opened to +her; they had heard their children hoot her many a time unrebuked, they +had always hated her with the cruelty begotten by a timid cowardice or a +selfish dread. They were now ripe to let their hate take shape in speech +and act. + +The lover of Edmee loosened his hand from the silver beads about her +throat, and caught up instead a stone. + +"Let us see if her flesh feels!" he cried, and cast it. It fell short of +her, being ill aimed; she did not slacken her speed, nor turn out of her +course; she still came towards them erect and with an even tread. + +"Who lamed my Remy?" screamed the cripple's mother. + +"Who broke my grandson's arm?" cackled the old woman that sat knitting. + +"Who withered my peach-tree?" the old gardener hooted. + +"Who freed the devil-bird and put me on the trap?" yelled the boy with +the starling. + +"Who flung the tile on the almond?" shouted the flower-girl's lover. + +"Who made my sister bring forth a little beast, blind as a mole?" +shrieked the woman, washing in the brazen bowl. + +"Who is a witch?--who dances naked?--who bathes with devils at the full +moon?" cried the youth who had plucked the goose bare, alive; and he +stooped for a pebble, and aimed better than his comrade, and flung it at +her as she came. + +"It is a shame to see the child of Reine Flamma so dealt with!" murmured +the old creature that was grouping her salads. But her voice found no +echo. + +The old soldier even rebuked her. "A _jettatrice_ should be killed for +the good of the people," he mumbled. + +Meanwhile she came nearer and nearer. The last stone had struck her upon +the arm; but it had drawn no blood; she walked on with firm, slow steps +into their midst; unfaltering. + +The courage did not touch them; they thought it only the hardihood of a +thing that was devil-begotten. + +"She is always mute like that; she cannot feel. Strike, strike, strike!" +cried the cripple's mother; and the little cripple himself clapped his +small hands and screamed his shrill laughter. The youths, obedient and +nothing loth, rained stones on her as fast as their hands could fling +them. Still she neither paused nor quailed; but came on straightly, +steadily, with her face set against the light. + +Their impatience and their eagerness made their aim uncertain; the +stones fell fast about her on every side, but one alone struck her--a +jagged flint that fell where the white linen skirt opened on her chest. +It cut the skin, and the blood started; the children shrieked and danced +with delight: the youths rushed at her inflamed at once with her beauty +and their own savage hate. + +"Stone her to death! Stone her to death!" they shouted; she only +laughed, and held her head erect and stood motionless where they +arrested her, without the blood once paling in her face or her eyes once +losing their luminous calm scorn. + +The little cripple clapped his hands, climbing on his mother's back to +see the sight, and his mother screamed again and again above his +laughter. "Strike! strike! strike!" + +One of the lads seized her in his arms to force her on her knees while +the others stoned her. The touch of him roused all the fire slumbering +in her blood. She twisted herself round in his hold with a movement so +rapid that it served to free her; struck him full on the eyes with her +clinched hand in a blow that sent him stunned and staggering back; then, +swiftly as lightning flash, drew her knife from her girdle, and striking +out with it right and left, dashed through the people, who scattered +from her path as sheep from the spring of a hound. + +Slowly and with her face turned full upon them, she backed her way +across the market-place. The knife, turned blade outward, was pressed +against her chest. None of them dared to follow her; they thought her +invulnerable and possessed. + +She moved calmly with a firm tread backward--backward--backward; holding +her foes at bay; the scarlet sash on her loins flashing bright in the +sun; her level brows bent together as a tiger bends his ere he leaps. +They watched her, huddling together frightened and silent. Even the +rabid cries of the cripple's mother had ceased. On the edge of the great +square she paused a moment; the knife still held at her chest, her mouth +curled in contemptuous laughter. + +"Strike _now_!" she cried to them; and she dropped her weapon, and stood +still. + +But there was not one among them who dared lift his hand. There was not +so much as a word that answered her. + +She laughed aloud, and waited for their attack, while the bell in the +tower above them tolled loudly the strokes of noon. No one among them +stirred. Even the shrill pipe of the lame boy's rejoicing had sunk, and +was still. + +At that moment, through the golden haze of sunbeams and dust that hung +above the crowd, she saw the red gleam of the soldiers of the state; and +their heavy tramp echoed on the silence as they hastened to the scene of +tumult. She had no faith in any justice which these would deal her; had +they not once dragged her before the tribunal of their law because she +had forced asunder the iron jaws of that trap in the oak wood to give +freedom to the bleeding hawk that was struggling in it whilst its callow +birds screamed in hunger in their nest in the branches above? + +She had no faith in them; nor in any justice of men; and she turned and +went down a twisting lane shaded from the sun, and ran swiftly as a doe +through all its turns, and down the steps leading to the water-side. +There her boat was moored; she entered it, and pulled herself slowly +down the river, which now at noontide was almost deserted, whilst the +shutters of the houses that edged it on either side were all closed to +keep out the sun. + +A boatman stretched half asleep upon the sacks in his barge; a horse +dozing in his harness on the towing-path; a homeless child who had no +one to call him in to shelter from the heat, and who sat and dappled his +little burning feet in the flowing water; these and their like were all +there were here to look on her. + +She rowed herself feebly with one oar gradually out of the ways of the +town; her left arm was strained, and for the moment, useless; her +shoulders throbbed with bruises; and the wound from the stone still +bled. She stanched the blood by degrees, and folded the linen over it, +and went on; she was so used to pain, and so strong, that this seemed to +her to be but little. She had passed through similar scenes before, +though the people had rarely broken into such open violence towards her, +except on that winter's day in the hut of Manon Dax. + +The heat was great, though the season was but mid-April. + +The sky was cloudless; the air without a breeze. The pink blossoms of +peach-trees bloomed between the old brown walls of the wooden houses. In +the galleries, between the heads of saints and the faces of fauns, there +were tufts of home-bred lilies of the valley and thick flowering bushes +of golden genista. The smell of mignonette was sweet upon the languid +breeze, and here and there, from out the darkness of some open casement, +some stove-forced crimson or purple azalea shrub glowed: for the +people's merchandise was flowers, and all the silent water-streets were +made lovely and fragrant by their fair abundance. + +The tide of the river was flowing in, the stream was swelling over all +the black piles, and the broad smooth strips of sand that were visible +at low water; it floated her boat inward with it without trouble past +the last houses of the town, past the budding orchards and gray stone +walls of the outskirts, past the meadows and the cornfields and the +poplars of the open country. A certain faintness had stolen on her with +the gliding of the vessel and the dizzy movement of the water; pain and +the loss of blood filled her limbs with an unfamiliar weakness; she felt +giddy and half blind, and almost powerless to guide her course. + +When she had reached the old granary where it stood among the waterdocks +and rushes, she checked the boat almost unconsciously, and let it drift +in amidst the reeds and lie there, and pulled herself feebly up through +the shallow pools. Then she went across the stone sill of the casement +into the chamber where she had learned to live a life that was utterly +apart from the actual existence to which chance had doomed her. + +It was the height of noon; at such an hour the creator of these things +that she loved was always absent at the toil which brought him his +bread; she knew that he never returned until the evening, never painted +except at earliest dawn. + +The place was her own in the freedom of solitude; all these shapes and +shadows in which imagination and tradition had taken visible shape were +free to her; she had grown to love them with a great passion, to seek +them as consolers and as friends. She crept into the room; and its +coolness, its calm, its dimmed refreshing light seemed like balm after +the noise of the busy market-place and the glare of the cloudless +sunshine. A sick sense of fatigue and of feebleness had assailed her +more strongly. She dropped down in the gloom of the place on the broad, +cold flags of the floor in the deepest shadow, where the light from +without did not reach, and beneath the cartoon of the gods of Oblivion. + + +Of all the forms with which he had peopled its loneliness, these had the +most profound influence on her in their fair, passionless, majestic +beauty, in which it seemed to her that the man who had begotten them had +repeated his own likeness. For they were all alike, yet unlike; of the +same form and feature, yet different even in their strong resemblance; +like elder and younger brethren who hold a close companionship. For +Hypnos was still but a boy with his blue-veined eyelids closed, and his +mouth rosy and parted like that of a slumbering child, and above his +golden head a star rose in the purple night. Oneiros, standing next, was +a youth whose eyes smiled as though they beheld visions that were +welcome to him; in his hand, among the white roses, he held a black wand +of sorcery, and around his bended head there hovered a dim silvery +nimbus. Thanatos alone was a man fully grown; and on his calm and +colorless face there were blended an unutterable sadness, and an +unspeakable peace; his eyes were fathomless, far-reaching, heavy laden +with thought, as though they had seen at once the heights of heaven and +the depths of hell; and he, having thus seen, and knowing all things, +had learned that there was but one good possible in all the +universe,--that one gift which his touch gave, and which men in their +blindness shuddered from and cursed. And above him and around him there +was a great darkness. + +So the gods stood, and so they spoke, even to her; they seemed to her as +brethren, masters, friends--these three immortals who looked down on her +in their mute majesty. + +They are the gods of the poor, of the wretched, of the proscribed,--they +are the gods who respect not persons nor palaces,--who stay with the +exile and flee from the king,--who leave the tyrant of a world to writhe +in torment, and call a smile beautiful as the morning on the face of a +beggar child,--who turn from the purple beds where wealth, and lust, and +brutal power lie, and fill with purest visions the darkest hours of the +loneliest nights for genius and youth,--they are the gods of consolation +and of compensation,--the gods of the orphan, of the outcast, of the +poet, of the prophet, of all whose bodies ache with the infinite pangs +of famine, and whose hearts ache with the infinite woes of the world, of +all who hunger with the body or with the soul. + +And looking at them, she seemed to know them as her only friends,--as +the only rulers who ever could loose the bands of her fate and let her +forth to freedom--Sleep, and Dreams, and Death. + +They were above her where she sank upon the stone floor; the shadows +were dark upon the ground; but the sunrays striking through the distant +window against the opposite wall fell across the golden head of the boy +Hypnos, and played before his silver sandaled feet. + +She sat gazing at him, forgetful of her woe, her task, the populace that +had hooted her abroad, the stripes that awaited her at home. The +answering gaze of the gods magnetized her; the poetic virus which had +stirred dumbly in her from her birth awoke in her bewildered brain. +Without knowing what she wanted, she longed for freedom, for light, for +passion, for peace, for love. + +Shadowy fancies passed over her in a tumultuous pageantry; the higher +instincts of her nature rose and struggled to burst the bonds in which +slavery and ignorance and brutish toil had bound them; she knew nothing, +knew no more than the grass knew that blew in the wind, than the +passion-flower knew that slept unborn in the uncurled leaf; and yet +withal she felt, saw, trembled, imagined, and desired, all mutely, all +blindly, all in confusion and in pain. + +The weakness of tears rushed into her fearless eyes, that had never +quailed before the fury of any living thing; her head fell on her chest; +she wept bitterly,--not because the people had injured her,--not because +her wounded flesh ached and her limbs were sore,--but because a distance +so immeasurable, so unalterable, severed her from all of which these +gods told her without speech. + +The sunrays still shone on the three brethren, whilst the stones on +which she sat and her own form were dark in shadow; and as though the +bright boy Hypnos pitied her, as though he, the world's consoler, had +compassion for this thing so lonely and accursed of her kind, the dumb +violence of her weeping brought its own exhaustion with it. + +The drowsy heat of noon, pain, weariness, the faintness of fasting, the +fatigue of conflict, the dreamy influences of the place, had their +weight on her. Crouching there half on her knees, looking up ever in the +faces of the three Immortals, the gift of Hypnos descended upon her and +stilled her; its languor stole through her veins; its gentle pressure +closed her eyelids; gradually her rigid limbs and her bent body relaxed +and unnerved; she sank forward, her head lying on her outstretched arms, +and the stillness of a profound sleep encompassed her. + +Oneiros added his gift also; and a throng of dim, delirious dreams +floated through her brain, and peopled her slumber with fairer things +than the earth holds, and made her mouth smile while yet her lids were +wet. + +Thanatos alone gave nothing, but looked down on her with his dark sad +eyes, and held his finger on his close-pressed lips, as though he +said--"Not yet." + + + + +CHAPTER III. + + +Her sleep remained unbroken; there was no sound to disturb it. The caw +of a rook in the top of the poplar-tree, the rushing babble of the +water, the cry of a field-mouse caught among the rushes by an otter, the +far-off jingle of mules' bells from the great southern road that ran +broad and white beyond the meadows, the gnawing of the rats in the +network of timbers which formed the vaulted roof, these were all the +noises that reached this solitary place, and these were both too faint +and too familiar to awaken her. Heat and pain made her slumber heavy, +and the forms on which her waking eyes had gazed made her sleep full of +dreams. Hour after hour went by; the shadows lengthened, the day +advanced: nothing came to rouse her. At length the vesper bell rang +over the pastures and the peals of the Ave Maria from the cathedral in +the town were audible in the intense stillness that reigned around. + +As the chimes died, Arslan crossed the threshold of the granary and +entered the desolate place where he had made his home. For once his +labor had been early completed, and he had hastened to employ the rare +and precious moments of the remaining light. + +He had almost stepped upon her ere he saw her, lying beneath his +cartoons of the sons of Nyx. He paused and looked down. + +Her attitude had slightly changed, and had in it all the abandonment of +youth and of sleep; her face was turned upward, with quick silent +breathings parting the lips; her bare feet were lightly crossed; the +linen of her loose tunic was open at the throat, and had fallen back +from her right arm and shoulder; the whole supple grace and force that +were mingled in her form were visible under the light folds of her +simple garments. The sun still lingered on the bright bowed head of +Hypnos, but all light had died from off the stone floor where she was +stretched. + +As she had once looked on himself, so he now looked on her. + +But in him there arose little curiosity and still less pity; he +recognized her as the girl whom, with a face of old Egypt, he had seen +rowing her boat-load of corn down the river, and whom he had noticed for +her strange unlikeness to all around her. + +He supposed that mere curiosity had brought her there, and sleep +overtaken her in the drowsiness of the first heat of the budding year. + +He did not seek to rouse her, nor to spare her any shame or pain which, +at her waking, she might feel. He merely saw in her a barbaric yet +beautiful creature; and his only desire was to use the strange charms in +her for his art. + +A smooth-planed panel stood on an easel near; turning it where best the +light fell, he began to sketch her attitude, rapidly, in black and +white. It was quickly done by a hand so long accustomed to make such +transcripts; and he soon went further, to that richer portraiture which +color alone can accomplish. The gray stone pavement; the brown and +slender limbs; the breadth of scarlet given by the sash about her loins; +the upturned face, whose bloom was as brilliant as that of a red +carnation blooming in the twilight of some old wooden gallery; the +eyelids, tear-laden still; the mouth that smiled and sighed in dreaming; +while on the wall above, the radiant figure of the young god remained in +full sunlight whilst all beneath was dark;--these gave a picture which +required no correction from knowledge, no addition from art. + +He worked on for more than an hour, until the wood began to beam with +something of the hues of flesh and blood, and the whole head was thrown +out in color, although the body and the limbs still remained in their +mere outline. + +Once or twice she moved restlessly, and muttered a little, dully, as +though the perpetual unsparing gaze, bent on her with a scrutiny so cold +and yet so searching, disturbed or magnetized her even in her sleep. But +she never awakened, and he had time to study and to trace out every +curve and line of the half-developed loveliness before him with as +little pity, with as cruel exactitude, as that with which the vivisector +tears asunder the living animal whose sinews he severs, or the botanist +plucks to pieces the new-born flower whose structure he desires to +examine. + +The most beautiful women, who had bared their charms that he might see +them live again upon his canvas, had seldom had power to make his hand +tremble a moment in such translation. + +To the surgeon all sex is dead, all charm is gone, from the female +corpse that his knife ravages in search of the secrets of science; and +to Arslan the women whom he modeled and portrayed were nearly as +sexless, nearly as powerless to create passion or emotion. They were the +tools for his art: no more. + +When, in the isolation of the long northern winters, he had sat beside +the pine-wood that blazed on his hearth while the wolves howled down the +deserted village street, and the snow drifted up and blocked from sight +the last pane of the lattice and the last glimpse of the outer world, he +had been more enamored of the visions which visited him in that solitude +than he had ever been since of the living creatures whose beauty he had +recorded in his works. + +He had little passion in him, or passion was dormant; and he had sought +women, even in the hours of love, with coldness and with something of +contempt for that license which, in the days of his comparative +affluence, he had not denied himself. He thought always-- + + "De ces baisers puissants comme un dictame, + De ces transports plus vifs que des rayons, + Que reste-t-il? C'est affreux, o mon ame! + Rien qu'un dessin fort pale aux trois crayons." + +And for those glowing colors of passion which burned so hotly for an +instant, only so soon to fade out into the pallor of indifference or +satiety, he had a contempt which almost took the place and the semblance +of chastity. + +He worked on and on, studying the sleeper at his feet with the keenness +of a science that was as merciless in its way as the science which +tortures and slaughters in order to penetrate the mysteries of sentient +existence. + +She was beautiful in her way, this dark strange foreign child, who +looked as though her native home must have been where the Nile lily +blooms, and the black brows of the Sphinx are bent against the sun. + +She was beautiful like a young leopard, like a young python, coiled +there, lightly breathing, and mute and motionless and unconscious. He +painted her as he would have painted the leopard or python lying asleep +in the heavy hush of a noon of the tropics. And she was no more to him +than these would have been. + +The shadows grew longer; the sunlight died off the bright head of the +boy Hypnos; the feathery reeds on the bank without got a red flush from +the west; there came a sudden burst of song from a boat-load of children +going home from the meadows where they had gathered the first cowslips +of the season in great sheaves that sent their sweetness on the air +through the open window as they went by beneath the walls. + +The shouts of the joyous singing rang shrilly through the silence; they +pierced her ear and startled her from her slumber; she sprang up +suddenly, with a bound like a hart that scents the hounds, and stood +fronting him; her eyes opened wide, her breath panting, her nerves +strained to listen and striving to combat. + +For in the first bewildered instant of her awakening she thought that +she was still in the market-place of the town, and that the shouts were +from the clamor of her late tormentors. + +He turned and looked at her. + +"What do you fear?" he asked her, in the tongue of the country. + +She started afresh at the sound of his voice, and drew her disordered +dress together, and stood mute, with her hands crossed on her bosom, and +the blood coming and going under her transparent skin. + +"What do you fear?" he asked again. + +"_I_ fear?" + +She echoed the cowardly word with a half-tremulous defiance; the heroism +of her nature, which an hour earlier had been lashed to its fullest +strength, cast back the question as an insult; but her voice was low and +husky, and the blood dyed her face scarlet as she spoke. + +For she feared him; and for the moment she had forgotten how she had +come there and all that had passed, except that some instinct of the +long-hunted animal was astir in her to hide herself and fly. + +But he stood between her and the passage outward, and pride and shame +held her motionless. Moreover, she still listened intently: the confused +voices of the children still seemed to her like those of the multitude +by whom she had been chased; and she was ready to leap tiger-like upon +them, rather than let them degrade her in his sight. + +He looked at her with some touch of interest: she was to him only some +stray beggar-girl, who had trespassed into his solitude; yet her untamed +regard, her wide-open eyes, the staglike grace of her attitude, the +sullen strength which spoke in her reply,--all attracted him to closer +notice of these. + +"Why are you in this place?" he asked her, slowly. "You were asleep here +when I came, more than an hour ago." + +The color burned in her face: she said nothing. + +The singing of the children was waxing fainter, as the boat floated from +beneath the wall on its homeward way into the town. She ceased to fancy +these cries the cries of her foes, and recollection began to revive in +her. + +"Why did you come?" he repeated, musing how he should persuade her to +return to the attitude sketched out upon his easel. + +She returned his look with the bold truthfulness natural to her, joined +with the apprehensiveness of chastisement which becomes second nature to +every creature that is forever censured, cursed, and beaten for every +real or imagined fault. + +"I came to see _those_," she answered him, with a backward movement of +her hand, which had a sort of reverence in it, up to the forms of the +gods above her. + +The answer moved him; he had not thought to find a feeling so high as +this in this ragged, lonely, sunburnt child; and, to the man for whom, +throughout a youth of ambition and of disappointment, the world had +never found the voice of favor, even so much appreciation as lay in this +outcast's homage had its certain sweetness. For a man may be negligent +of all sympathy for himself, yet never, if he be poet or artist, will he +be able utterly to teach himself indifference to all sympathy for his +works. + +"Those!" he echoed, in surprise. "What can they be to _you_?" + +She colored at the unconcealed contempt that lay in his last word; her +head drooped; she knew that they were much to her--friends, masters, +teachers divine and full of pity. But she had no language in which to +tell him this; and if she could have told him, she would have been +ashamed. Also, the remembrance of those benefits to him, of which he was +ignorant, had now come to her through the bewilderment of her thoughts, +and it locked her lips to silence. + +Her eyes dropped under his; the strange love she bore him made her blind +and giddy and afraid; she moved restlessly, glaring round with the +half-timid, half-fierce glances of a wild animal that desires to escape +and cannot. + +Watching her more closely, he noticed for the first time the stains of +blood upon her shoulder, and the bruise on her chest, where the rent in +her linen left it bare. + +"You have been hurt?" he asked her, "or wounded?" + +She shook her head. + +"It is nothing." + +"Nothing? You have fallen or been ill treated, surely?" + +"The people struck me." + +"Struck you? With what?" + +"Stones." + +"And why?" + +"I am Folle-Farine." + +She answered him with the quiet calm of one who offers an all-sufficient +reply. + +But the reply to him told nothing: he had been too shunned by the +populace, who dreaded the evil genius which they attributed to him, to +have been told by them of their fancies and their follies; and he had +never essayed to engage either their companionship or their confidence. +To be left to work, or to die, in solitude undisturbed was the uttermost +that he had ever asked of any strange people amidst whom he had dwelt. + +"Because you are Folle-Farine?" he repeated. "Is that a reason to hate +you?" + +She gave a gesture of assent. + +"And you hate them in return?" + +She paused a moment, glancing still hither and thither all round, as a +trapped bird glances, seeking his way outward. + +"I think so," she muttered; "and yet I have had their little children in +my reach many a time by the water when the woods were all quiet, and I +have never killed one yet." + +He looked at her more earnestly than he had done before. The repressed +passion that glanced under her straight dusky brows, the unspoken scorn +which curled on her mouth, the nervous meaning with which her hands +clinched on the folds of linen on her breast, attracted him; there was +a force in them all which aroused his attention. There were in her that +conscious power for ferocity, and that contemptuous abstinence from its +exercise, which lie so often in the fathomless regard of the lion; he +moved nearer to her, and addressed her more gently. + +"Who are you?" he asked, "and why have these people such savage violence +against you?" + +"I am Folle-Farine," she answered him again, unable to add anything +else. + +"Have you no other name?" + +"No." + +"But you must have a home? You live--where?" + +"At the mill with Flamma." + +"Does he also ill use you?" + +"He beats me." + +"When you do wrong?" + +She was silent. + +"Wrong?" "Right?" + +They were but words to her--empty and meaningless. She knew that he beat +her more often because she told truth or refused to cheat. For aught +that she was sure of, she might be wrong, and he right. + +Arslan looked at her musingly. All the thought he had was to induce her +to return to the attitude necessary to the completion of his picture. + +He put a few more questions to her; but the replies told him little. At +all times silent, before him a thousand emotions held her dumb. She was +afraid, besides, that at every word he might suspect the debt he owed to +her, and she dreaded its avowal with as passionate a fear as though, in +lieu of the highest sacrifice and service, her action had been some +crime against him. She felt ashamed of it, as of some unholy thing: it +seemed to her impious to have dared to give him back a life that he had +wearied of, and might have wished to lose. + +"He must never know, he must never know," she said to herself. + +She had never known what fear meant until she had looked on this man's +face. Now she dreaded, with an intensity of apprehension, which made +her start like a criminal at every sound, lest he should ever know of +this gift of life which, unbidden, she had restored to him: this gift, +which being thus given, her instinct told her he would only take as a +burden of an intolerable debt of an unmeasurable shame. + +"Perfect love casts out fear," runs the tradition: rather, surely, does +the perfect love of a woman break the courage which no other thing could +ever daunt, and set foot on the neck that no other yoke would ever +touch. + +By slow degrees he got from her such fragments of her obscure story as +she knew. That this child, so friendless, ill treated, and abandoned, +had been the savior of his own existence, he never dreamed. A creature +beaten and half starved herself could not, for an instant, seem to him +one likely to have possessed even such humble gifts as food and fuel. +Besides, his thoughts were less with her than with the interrupted study +on his easel, and his one desire was to induce her to endure the same +watch upon her, awakening, which had had power to disturb her even in +her unconsciousness. She was nothing to him, save a thing that he wished +to turn to the purpose of his art--like a flower that he plucked on his +way through the fields, for the sake of its color, to fill in some +vacant nook in a mountain foreground. + +"You have come often here?" he asked her, whilst she stood before him, +flushing and growing pale, irresolute and embarrassed, with her hands +nervously gathering the folds of her dress across her chest, and her +sad, lustrous, troubled eyes glancing from side to side in a bewildered +fear. + +"Often," she muttered. "You will not beat me for it? I did no harm." + +"Beat you? Among what brutes have you lived? Tell me, why did you care +to come?" + +Her face drooped, and grew a deeper scarlet, where the warm blood was +burning. + +"They are beautiful, and they speak to me," she murmured, with a +pathetic, apologetic timidity in her voice. + +He laughed a little; bitterly. + +"Are they? They have few auditors. But you are beautiful, too, in your +way. Has no one ever told you so?" + +"I?" + +She glanced at him half wistfully, half despairingly; she thought that +he spoke in derision of her. + +"You," he answered. "Why not? Look at yourself here: all imperfect as it +is, you can see something of what you are." + +Her eyes fell for the first time on the broad confused waves of dull +color, out of whose depths her own face arose, like some fair drowned +thing tossed upward on a murky sea. She started with a cry as if he had +wounded her, and stood still, trembling. + +She had looked at her own limbs floating in the opaque water of the +bathing pool, with a certain sense of their beauty wakening in her; she +had tossed the soft, thick, gold-flecked darkness of her hair over her +bare shoulder, with a certain languor and delight; she had held a knot +of poppies against her breast, to see their hues contrast with her own +white skin;--but she had never imagined that she had beauty. + +He watched her, letting the vain passion he thus taught her creep with +all its poison into her veins. + +He had seen such wonder and such awed delight before in Nubian girls +with limbs of bronze and eyes of night, who had never thought that they +had loveliness,--though they had seen their forms in the clear water of +the wells every time that they had brought their pitchers thither,--and +who had only awakened to that sweet supreme sense of power and +possession, when first they had beheld themselves live again upon his +canvas. + +"You are glad?" he asked her at length. + +She covered her face with her hands. + +"I am frightened!" + +Frightened she knew not why, and utterly ashamed, to have lain thus in +his sight, to have slept thus under his eyes; and yet filled with an +ecstasy, to think that she was lovely enough to be raised amidst those +marvelous dreams that peopled and made heaven of his solitude. + +"Well, then,--let me paint you there," he said, after a pause. "I am +too poor to offer you reward for it. I have nothing----" + +"I want nothing," she interrupted him, quickly, while a dark shadow, +half wrath, half sorrow, swept across her face. + +He smiled a little. + +"I cannot boast the same. But, since you care for all these hapless +things that are imprisoned here, do me, their painter, this one grace. +Lie there, in the shadow again, as you were when you slept, and let me +go on with this study of you till the sun sets." + +A glory beamed over all her face. Her mouth trembled, her whole frame +shook like a reed in the wind. + +"If you care!" she said, brokenly, and paused. It seemed to her +impossible that this form of hers, which had been only deemed fit for +the whip, for the rope, for the shower of stones, could have any grace +or excellence in his sight; it seemed to her impossible that this face +of hers, which nothing had ever kissed except the rough tongue of some +honest dog, and which had been blown on by every storm-wind, beaten on +by every summer sun, could have color, or shape, or aspect that could +ever please him! + +"Certainly I care. Go yonder and lie as you were lying a few moments +ago--there in the shadow, under these gods." + +She was used to give obedience--the dumb unquestioning obedience of the +packhorse or the sheepdog, and she had no idea for an instant of +refusal. It was a great terror to her to hear his voice and feel his +eyes on her, and be so near to him; yet it was equally a joy sweeter and +deeper than she had ever dreamed of as possible. He still seemed to her +like a god, this man under whose hand flowers bloomed, and sunrays +smiled, and waters flowed, and human forms arose, and the gracious +shapes of a thousand dreams grew into substance. And yet, in herself, +this man saw beauty! + +He motioned her with a careless, gentle gesture, as a man motions a +timid dog, to the spot over which the three brethren watched hand in +hand; and she stretched herself down passively and humbly, meekly as the +dog stretches himself to rest at his master's command. Over all her +body the blood was leaping; her limbs shuddered; her breath came and +went in broken murmurs; her bright-hued skin grew dark and white by +turns; she was filled with a passionate delight that he had found +anything in her to desire or deem fair; and she quivered with a +tumultuous fear that made her nervous as any panting hare. Her heart +beat as it had never done when the people had raged in their fury around +her. One living creature had found beauty in her; one human voice had +spoken to her gently and without a curse; one man had thought her a +thing to be entreated and not scorned;--a change so marvelous in her +fate transfigured all the world for her, as though the gods above had +touched her lips with fire. + +But she was mute and motionless; the habit of silence and of repression +had become her second nature; no statue of marble could have been +stiller, or in semblance more lifeless, than she was where she rested on +the stones. + +Arslan noticed nothing of this; he was intent upon his work. The sun was +very near its setting, and every second of its light was precious to +him. The world indeed he knew would in all likelihood never be the wiser +or the richer for anything he did; in all likelihood he knew all these +things that he created were destined to moulder away undisturbed save by +the rats that might gnaw, and the newts that might traverse, them. He +was buried here in the grave of a hopeless penury, of an endless +oblivion. They were buried with him; and the world wanted neither him +nor them. Still, having the madness of genius, he was as much the slave +of his art as though an universal fame had waited his lowliest and +lightest effort. + +With a deep breath that had half a sigh in it he threw down his brushes +when the darkness fell. While he wrought, he forgot the abject +bitterness of his life; when he ceased work, he remembered how hateful a +thing it is to live when life means only deprivation, obscurity, and +failure. + +He thanked her with a few words of gratitude to her for her patience, +and released her from the strain of the attitude. She rose slowly with +an odd dazzled look upon her face, like one coming out of great darkness +into the full blaze of day. Her eyes sought the portrait of her own +form, which was still hazy and unformed, amidst a mist of varying hues: +that she should be elected to have a part with those glorious things +which were the companions of his loneliness seemed to her a wonder so +strange and so immeasurable that her mind still could not grasp it. + +For it was greatness to her: a greatness absolute and incredible. The +men had stoned, the women cursed, the children hooted her; but he +selected her--and her alone--for that supreme honor which his hand could +give. + +Not noticing the look upon her face he placed before her on the rude +bench, which served in that place for a table, some score of small +studies in color, trifles brilliant as the rainbow, birds, flowers, +insects, a leaf of fern, an orchid in full bloom, a nest with a blue +warbler in it, a few peasants by a wayside cross, a child at a well, a +mule laden with autumn fruit--anything which in the district had caught +his sight or stirred his fancy. He bade her choose from them. + +"There is nothing else here," he added. "But since you care for such +things, take as many of them as you will as recompense." + +Her face flushed up to the fringes of her hair; her eyes looked at the +sketches in thirsty longing. Except the scarlet scarf of Marcellin, this +was the only gift she had ever had offered her. And all these +reproductions of the world around her were to her like so much sorcery. +Owning one, she would have worshiped it, revered it, caressed it, +treasured it; her life was so desolate and barren that such a gift +seemed to her as handfuls of gold and silver would seem to a beggar were +he bidden to take them and be rich. + +She stretched her arms out in one quick longing gesture; then as +suddenly withdrew them, folding them on her chest, whilst her face grew +very pale. Something of its old dark proud ferocity gathered on it. + +"I want no payment," she said, huskily, and she turned to the threshold +and crossed it. + +He stayed her with his hand. + +"Wait. I did not mean to hurt you. Will you not take them as reward?" + +"No." + +She spoke almost sullenly; there was a certain sharpness and dullness of +disappointment at her heart. She wanted, she wished, she knew not what. +But not that he should offer her payment. + +"Can you return to-morrow? or any other day?" he asked her, thinking of +the sketch unfinished on the sheet of pinewood. He did not notice the +beating of her heart under her folded arms, the quick gasp of her +breath, the change of the rich color in her face. + +"If you wish," she answered him below her breath. + +"I do wish, surely. The sketch is all unfinished yet." + +"I will come, then." + +She moved away from him across the threshold as she spoke; she was not +afraid of the people, but she was afraid of this strange, passionate +sweetness, which seemed to fill her veins with fire and make her drunk +and blind. + +"Shall I go with you homeward?" + +She shook her head. + +"But the people who struck you?--they may attack you again?" + +She laughed a little; low in her throat. + +"I showed them a knife!--they are timid as hares." + +"You are always by yourself?" + +"Always." + +She drew herself with a rapid movement from him and sprang into her boat +where it rocked amidst the rushes against the steps; in another instant +she had thrust it from its entanglement in the reeds, and pulled with +swift, steady strokes down the stream into the falling shadows of the +night. + +"You will come back?" he called to her, as the first stroke parted the +water. + +"Yes," she answered him; and the boat shot forward into the shadow. + +Night was near and the darkness soon inclosed it; the beat of the oars +sounding faintly through the silence of the evening. + +There was little need to exact the promise from her. + +Like Persephone she had eaten of the fatal pomegranate-seed, which, +whether she would or no, would make her leave the innocence of youth, +and the light of the sun and the blossoms of the glad green springtime +world, and draw her footsteps backward and downward to that hell which +none,--once having entered it,--can ever more forsake. + +She drifted away from him into the shadows of evening as they died from +the shore and the stream into the gloom of the night. + +He thought no more of pursuing her than he thought of chasing the melted +shadows. + +Returning to his chamber he looked for some minutes at the panel where +it leaned against the wall, catching the first pallid moon-gleam of the +night. + +"If she should not come, it will be of little moment," he thought. "I +have nearly enough for remembrance there." + +And he went away from the painting, and took up charcoal and turned to +those anatomical studies whose severity he never spared himself, and for +whose perfection he pursued the science of form even in the bodies of +the dead. + +From the moment that his hand touched the stylus he forgot her; for she +was no more to him than a chance bird that he might have taken from its +home among the ripe red autumn foliage and caged for awhile to study its +grace and color, its longing eye and drooping wing; and then tossed up +into the air again when he had done with it to find its way to freedom, +or to fall into the fowler's snare;--what matter which? + +The boat went on into the darkness under the willow banks, past the +great Calvary, whose lantern was just lit and glimmered through the +gloom. + +She knew by heart the old familiar way; and the water was as safe to her +as the broadest and straightest road at noonday. + +She loved it best thus; dusky; half seen; muttering on through the +silence; full of the shadows of the clouds and of the boughs; black as a +fresh-dug grave where some ruined wall leaned over it; broken into +little silvery gleams where it caught the light from a saint's shrine or +a smith's forge. + +By day a river is but the highway of men; it is but a public bridge +betwixt the country and the town; but at night it grows mystical, +silent, solitary, unreal, with the sound of the sea in its murmurings +and the peace of death in its calm; at night, through its ceaseless +whisperings, there always seem to come echoes from all the voices of the +multitudes of the ocean whence it comes, and from all the voices of the +multitudes of the city whither it goes. + +It was quite dark when she reached the landing steps; the moon was just +rising above the sharp gables of the mill-house, and a lantern was +moving up and down behind the budded boughs as Claudis Flamma went to +and fro in his wood-yard. + +At the jar of the boat against the steps he peered through the branches, +and greeted her with a malignant reprimand. He timed her services to the +minute; and here had been a full half day of the spring weather wasted, +and lost to him. He drove her indoors with sharp railing and loud +reproaches; not waiting for an answer, but heaping on her the bitterest +terms of reviling that his tongue could gather. + +In the kitchen a little low burning lamp lit dully the poverty and +dreariness of the place, and shed its orange rays on the ill-tempered, +puckered, gloomy face of the old woman Pitchou sitting at her spindle; +there was a curious odor of sun-dried herbs and smoke-dried fish that +made the air heavy and pungent; the great chimney yawned black and +fireless; a starveling cat mewed dolorously above an empty platter; +under a tawdry-colored print of the Flight into Egypt, there hung on a +nail three dead blackbirds, shot as they sang the praises of the spring; +on a dresser, beside a little white basin of holy water, there lay a +gray rabbit, dead likewise, with limbs broken and bleeding from the trap +in which it had writhed helpless all through the previous night. + +The penury, dullness, and cruelty, the hardness, and barrenness, and +unloveliness of this life in which she abode, had never struck her with +a sense so sharp as that which now fell on her; crossing the threshold +of this dreary place after the shadows of the night, the beauty of the +gods, the voice of praise, the eyes of Arslan. + +She came into the room, bringing with her the cool fragrance of damp +earth, wet leaves, and wild flowers; the moisture of the evening was on +her clothes and hair; her bare feet sparkled with the silvery spray of +dew; her eyes had the look of blindness yet of luster that the night air +lends; and on her face there was a mingling of puzzled pain and of +rapturous dreaming wonder, which new thought and fresh feeling had +brought there to break up its rich darkness into light. + +The old woman, twirling a flaxen thread upon her wheel, looked askance +at her, and mumbled, "Like mother, like child." The old man, catching up +the lamp, held it against her face, and peered at her under his gray +bent brows. + +"A whole day wasted!" he swore for the twentieth time, in his teeth. +"Beast! What hast thou to say for thyself?" + +The old dogged ferocity gathered over her countenance, chasing away the +softened perplexed radiance that had been newly wakened there. + +"I say nothing," she answered. + +"Nothing! nothing!" he echoed after her. "Then we will find a way to +make thee speak. Nothing!--when three of the clock should have seen thee +back hither at latest, and five hours since then have gone by without +account. You have spent it in brawling and pleasure--in shame and +iniquity--in vice and in violence, thou creature of sin!" + +"Since you know, why ask?" + +She spoke with steady contemptuous calm. She disdained to seek refuge +from his fury by pleading the injuries that the townsfolk had wrought +her; and of the house by the river she would not have spoken though they +had killed her. The storm of his words raged on uninterrupted. + +"Five hours, five mortal hours, stolen from me, your lawful work left +undone that you may riot in some secret abomination that you dare not to +name. Say, where you have been, what you have done, you spawn of hell, +or I will wring your throat as I wring a sparrow's!" + +"I have done as I chose." + +She looked him full in the eyes as she spoke, with the look in her own +that a bull's have when he lowers his head to the charge and attack. + +"As you choose! Oh-ho! You would speak as queens speak--_you!_--a thing +less than the worm and the emmet. As you choose--you!--who have not a +rag on your back, not a crust of rye bread, not a leaf of salad to eat, +not a lock of hay for your bed, that is not mine--mine--mine. As you +choose. _You!_--you thing begotten in infamy; you slave; you beggar; you +sloth! You are nothing--nothing--less than the blind worm that crawls in +the sand. You have the devil that bred you in you, no doubt; but it +shall go hard if I cannot conquer him when I bruise your body and break +your will." + +As he spoke he seized, to strike, her; in his hand he already gripped an +oak stick that he had brought in with him from his timber-yard, and he +raised it to rain blows on her, expecting no other course than that +dumb, passive, scornful submission with which she had hitherto accepted +whatsoever he had chosen to do against her. + +But the creature, silent and stirless, who before had stood to receive +his lashes as though her body were of bronze or wood, that felt not, was +changed. A leonine and superb animal sprang up in full rebellion. She +started out of his grasp, her lithe form springing from his seizure as a +willow-bough that has been bent to earth springs back, released, into +the air. + +She caught the staff in both her hands, wrenched it by a sudden gesture +from him, and flung it away to the farther end of the chamber; then she +turned on him as a hart turns brought to bay. + +Her supple body was erect like a young pine; her eyes flashed with a +luster he had never seen in them; the breath came hard and fast through +her dilated nostrils. + +"Touch me again!" she cried aloud, while her voice rang full and +imperious through the stillness. "Touch me again; and by the heaven and +hell you prate of, I will kill you!" + +So sudden was the revolt, so sure the menace, that the old man dropped +his hands and stood and gazed at her aghast and staring; not recognizing +the mute, patient, doglike thing that he had beaten at his will, in this +stern, fearless, splendid, terrible creature, who faced him in all the +royalty of wrath, in all the passion of insurrection. + +He could not tell what had altered her, what had wrought this +transformation, what had changed her as by sorcery; he could not tell +that what had aroused a human soul in her had been the first human voice +that she had listened to in love; he could not tell that her body had +grown sacred to her because a stranger had called her beautiful, and +that her life for the first time had acquired a worth and dignity in her +sight because one man had deemed it fair. + +He could not tell; he could only see that for the first time his slave +had learned somewhere, and in somewise, what freedom meant; and had +escaped him. This alone he saw; and, seeing it, was startled and afraid. + +She waited, watching him some moments, with cold eyes of disdain, in +which a smouldering fire slept, ready to burst into an all-devouring +flame. + +There was not a sound in the place; the woman spinning stopped her +wheel, wondering in a half-stupid, savage fashion; the lean cat ceased +its cries; there was only the continual swish of the water in the +sluices under the wall without, and the dull ticking of an old Black +Forest clock, that kept a fitful measure of the days and nights in its +cracked case of painted wood, high up, where the thyme, and the sage, +and the onions hung among the twisted rafters. + +Folle-Farine stood still, her left hand resting on her hip, her lips +curved scornfully and close, her face full of passion, which she kept +still as the dead birds hanging on the wall; whilst all the time the +tawny smoky hues of the oil-lamp were wavering with an odd fantastic +play over her head and limbs. + +Before this night she had always taken every blow and stripe patiently, +without vengeance, without effort, as she saw the mule and the dog, the +horse and the ox, take theirs in their pathetic patience, in their noble +fortitude. She had thought that such were her daily portion as much as +was the daily bread she broke. + +But now, since she had awakened with the smile of the gods upon her, now +she felt that sooner than endure again that indignity, that outrage, she +would let her tyrant kill her in his hate, if so he chose, and cast her +body to the mill-stream, moaning through the trees beneath the moon; the +water, at least, would bear her with it, tranquil and undefiled, beneath +the old gray walls and past the eyes of Arslan. + +There was that in her look which struck dumb the mouth, and held +motionless the arm, of Claudis Flamma. + +Caustic, savage, hard as his own ash staff though he was, he was for the +moment paralyzed and unmanned. Some vague sense of shame stirred heavily +in him; some vague remembrance passed over him, that, whatsoever else +she might be, she had been once borne in his daughter's bosom, and +kissed by his daughter's lips, and sent to him by a dead woman's will, +with a dead woman's wretchedness and loneliness as her sole birth-gifts. + +He passed his hands over his eyes with a blinded gesture, staring hard +at her in the dusky lamp-light. + +He was a strong and bitter old man, made cruel by one great agony, and +groping his way savagely through a dark, hungry, superstitious, ignorant +life. But in that moment he no more dared to touch her than he would +have dared to tear down the leaden Christ from off its crucifix, and +trample it under foot, and spit on it. + +He turned away, muttering in his throat, and kicking the cat from his +path, while he struck out the light with his staff. + +"Get to thy den," he said, with a curse. "We are abed too late. +To-morrow I will deal with thee." + +She went without a word out of the dark kitchen and up the ladder-like +stairs, up to her lair in the roof. She said nothing; it was not in her +nature to threaten twice, or twice protest; but in her heart she knew +that neither the next day, nor any other day, should that which Arslan +had called "beauty," be stripped and struck whilst life was in her to +preserve it by death from that indignity. + +From the time of her earliest infancy, she had been used to bare her +shoulders to the lash, and take the stripes as food and wages; she had +no more thought to resist them than the brave hound, who fears no foe on +earth, has to resist his master's blows; the dull habits of a soulless +bondage had been too strong on her to be lightly broken, and the +resignation of the loyal beasts that were her comrades, had been the one +virtue that she had seen to follow. + +But now at length she had burst her bonds, and had claimed her freedom. + +She had tasted the freshness of liberty, and the blood burned like fire +in her face as she remembered the patience and the shame of the years of +her slavery. + +There was no mirror in her little room in the gabled eaves; all the +mirror she had ever known had been that which she had shared with the +water-lilies, when together she and they had leaned over the smooth dark +surface of the mill-pond. But the moon streamed clearly through the one +unshuttered window, a moon full and clear, and still cold; the +springtide moon, from which the pale primroses borrow those tender hues +of theirs, which never warm or grow deeper, however golden be the sun +that may shine. + +Its clear colorless crescent went sailing past the little square lattice +hole in the wall; masses of gorgeous cloud, white and black, swept by in +a fresh west wind; the fresh breath of a spring night chased away the +heat and languor of the day; the smell of all the blossoms of the spring +rose up from wood and orchard; the cool, drowsy murmuring of the +mill-stream beneath was the only sound on the stillness, except when now +and then there came the wild cry of a mating owl. + +The moonbeams fell about her where she stood; and she looked down on her +smooth skin, her glistening shoulders, her lustrous and abundant hair, +on which the wavering light played and undulated. The most delicious +gladness that a woman's life can know was in tumult in her, conflicting +with the new and deadly sense of shame and ignorance. She learned that +she was beautiful, at the same time that she awoke to the knowledge of +her dumb, lifeless slavish inferiority to all other human things. + +"Beautiful!" she muttered to herself, "only as a poppy, as a snake, as a +night-moth are beautiful--beautiful and without fragrance, or sweetness, +or worth!" + +And her heart was heavy, even amidst all its pleasure and triumph, heavy +with a sense of utter ignorance and utter worthlessness. + +The poppy was snapped asunder as a weed, the snake was shunned and +cursed for his poison, the night-moth was killed because his nature had +made him dwell in the darkness; none of the three might have any fault +in truth in them; all of the three might have only the livery of evil, +and no more; might be innocent, and ask only to breathe and live for a +little brief space in their world, which men called God's world. Yet +were they condemned by men, and slain, being what they were, although +God made them. + +Even so she felt, without reasoning, had it been and would it be, with +herself. + + + + +CHAPTER IV. + + +In the room below, the old Norman woman, who did not fear her +taskmaster, unbarred the shutter to let the moon shine in the room, and +by its light put away her wheel and work, and cut a halved lettuce up +upon a platter, with some dry bread, and ate them for her supper. + +The old man knelt down before the leaden image, and joined his knotted +hands, and prayed in a low, fierce, eager voice, while the heavy +pendulum of the clock swung wearily to and fro. + +The clock kept fitful and uncertain time; it had been so long imprisoned +in the gloom there among the beams and cobwebs, and in this place life +was so dull, so colorless, so torpid, that it seemed to have forgotten +how time truly went, and to wake up now and then with a shudder of +remembrance, in which its works ran madly down. + +The old woman ended her supper, munching the lettuce-leaves thirstily in +her toothless mouth, and not casting so much as a crumb of the crusts to +the cat, who pitifully watched, and mutely implored, with great ravenous +amber-circled eyes. Then she took her stick and crept out of the +kitchen, her wooden shoes clacking loud on the bare red bricks. + +"Prayer did little to keep holy the other one," she muttered. "Unless, +indeed, the devil heard and answered." + +But Claudis Flamma for all that prayed on, entreating the mercy and +guidance of Heaven, whilst the gore dripped from the dead rabbit, and +the silent song-birds hung stiff upon the nail. + +"Thou hast a good laborer," said the old woman Pitchou, with curt +significance, to her master, meeting him in the raw of the dawn of the +morrow, as he drew the bolts from his house-door. "Take heed that thou +dost not drive her away, Flamma. One may beat a saddled mule safely, but +hardly so a wolf's cub." + +She passed out of the door as she spoke with mop and pail to wash down +the paved court outside; but her words abode with her master. + +He meddled no more with the wolf's cub. + +When Folle-Farine came down the stairs in the crisp, cool, +sweet-smelling spring morning that was breaking through the mists over +the land and water, he motioned to her to break her fast with the cold +porridge left from overnight, and looking at her from under his bent +brows with a glance that had some apprehension underneath its anger, +apportioned her a task for the early day with a few bitter words of +command; but he molested her no further, nor referred ever so faintly to +the scene of the past night. + +She ate her poor and tasteless meal in silence, and set about her +appointed labor without protest. So long as she should eat his bread, so +long she said to herself would she serve him. Thus much the pride and +honesty of her nature taught her was his due. + +He watched her furtively under his shaggy eyebrows. His instinct told +him that this nameless, dumb, captive, desert animal, which he had bound +as a beast of burden to his mill-wheels, had in some manner learned her +strength, and would not long remain content to be thus yoked and driven. +He had blinded her with the blindness of ignorance, and goaded her with +the goad of ignominy; but for all that, some way her bandaged eyes had +sought and found the light, some way her numbed hide had thrilled and +swerved beneath the barb. + +"She also is a saint; let God take her!" said the old man to himself in +savage irony, as he toiled among his mill-gear and his sacks. + +His heart was ever sore and in agony because his God had cheated him, +letting him hold as purest and holiest among women the daughter who had +betrayed him. In his way he prayed still; but chiefly his prayer was a +passionate upbraiding, a cynical reproach. She--his beloved, his marvel, +his choicest of maidens, his fairest and coldest of virgins--had escaped +him and duped him, and been a thing of passion and of foulness, of +treachery and of lust, all the while that he had worshiped her. +Therefore he hated every breathing thing; therefore he slew the birds in +their song, the insects in their summer bravery, the lamb in its +gambols, the rabbit in its play amidst the primroses. Therefore he cried +to the God whom he still believed in, "Thou lettest that which was pure +escape me to be defiled and be slaughtered, and now Thou lettest that +which is vile escape me to become beautiful and free and strong!" And +now and then, in this woe of his which was so pitiful and yet so brutal, +he glanced at her where she labored among the unbudded vines and +leafless fruit trees, and whetted a sickle on the whirling grindstone, +and felt its edge, and thought to himself. "She was devil-begotten. +Would it not be well once and for all to rid men of her?" For, he +reasoned, being thus conceived in infamy and branded from her birth +upward, how should she be ever otherwise than to men a curse? + +Where she went at her labors, to and fro among the bushes and by the +glancing water, she saw the steel hook and caught his sideway gaze, and +read his meditation. + +She laughed, and did not fear. Only she thought, "He shall not do it +till I have been back _there_." + +Before the day was done, thither she went. + +He had kept her close since the sunrise. + +Not sending her out on any of the errands to and fro the country, which +had a certain pleasure to her, because she gained by them liberty and +air, and the contentment of swift movement against fresh blowing winds. +Nor did he send her to the town. He employed her through ten whole hours +in outdoor garden labor, and in fetching and carrying from his yard to +his lofts, always within sight of his own quick eye, and within call of +his harsh voice. + +She did not revolt. She did what he bade her do swiftly and well. There +was no fault to find in any of her labors. + +When the last sack was carried, the last sod turned, the last burden +borne, the sun was sinking, he bade her roughly go indoors and winnow +last year's wheat in the store chambers till he should bid her cease. + +She came and stood before him, her eyes very quiet in their look of +patient strength. + +"I have worked from daybreak through to sunset," she said, slowly, to +him. "It is enough for man and beast. The rest I claim." + +Before he could reply she had leaped the low stone wall that parted the +timber-yard from the orchard, and was out of sight, flying far and fast +through the twilight of the boughs. + +He muttered a curse, and let her go. His head drooped on his breast, his +hands worked restlessly on the stone coping of the wall, his withered +lips muttered in wrath. + +"There is hell in her," he said to himself. "Let her go to her rightful +home. There is one thing----" + +"There is one thing?" echoed the old woman, hanging washed linen out to +dry on the boughs of the half-bloomed almond-shrubs. + +He gave a dreary, greedy, miser's chuckle: + +"One thing;--I have made the devil work for me hard and well ten whole +years through!" + +"The devil!" mumbled the woman Pitchou, in contemptuous iteration. "Dost +think the devil was ever such a fool as to work for thy wage of blows +and of black bread? Why, he rules the world, they say! And how should he +rule unless he paid his people well?" + +Folle-Farine fled on, through the calm woodlands, through the pastures +where the leek herds dreamed their days away, through the young wheat +and the springing colza, and the little fields all bright with promise +of the spring, and all the sunset's wealth of golden light. + +The league was but as a step to her, trained as her muscles were to +speed and strength until her feet were as fleet as are the doe's. When +she had gained her goal then only she paused, stricken with a sudden +shyness and terror of what she hardly knew. + +An instinct, rather than a thought, turned her towards a little +grass-hidden pool behind the granary, whose water never stirred, save by +a pigeon's rosy foot, or by a timid plover's beak, was motionless and +clear as any mirror. + +Instinct, rather than thought, bent her head over it, and taught her +eyes to seek her own reflection. It had a certain wonder in it to her +now that fascinated her with a curious indefinable attraction. For the +first time in her life she had thought of it, and done such slight +things as she could to make it greater. They were but few,--linen a +little whiter and less coarse--the dust shaken from her scarlet sash; +her bronze-hued hair burnished to richer darkness; a knot of wild +narcissi in her bosom gathered with the dew on them as she came through +the wood. + +This was all; yet this was something; something that showed the dawn of +human impulses, of womanly desires. As she looked, she blushed for her +own foolishness; and, with a quick hand, cast the white wood-flowers +into the center of the pool. It seemed to her now, though only a moment +earlier she had gathered them, so senseless and so idle to have decked +herself with their borrowed loveliness. As if for such things as these +he cared! + +Then, slowly, and with her head sunk, she entered his dwelling-place. + +Arslan stood with his face turned from her, bending down over a trestle +of wood. + +He did not hear her as she approached; she drew quite close to him and +looked where she saw that he looked; down on the wooden bench. What she +saw were a long falling stream of light-hued hair, a gray still face, +closed eyes, and naked limbs, which did not stir save when his hand +moved them a little in their posture, and which then dropped from his +hold like lead. + +She did not shudder nor exclaim; she only looked with quiet and +incurious eyes. In the life of the poor such a sight has neither novelty +nor terror. + +It did not even seem strange to her to see it in such a place. He +started slightly as he grew sensible of her presence, and turned, and +threw a black cloth over the trestle. + +"Do not look there," he said to her. "I had forgotten you. +Otherwise----" + +"I have looked there. It is only a dead woman." + +"Only! What makes you say that?" + +"I do not know. There are many--are there not?" + +He looked at her in surprise seeing that this utter lack of interest or +curiosity was true and not assumed; that awe, and reverence, and dread, +and all emotions which rise in human hearts before the sight or memory +of death were wholly absent from her. + +"There are many indeed," he made answer, slowly. "Just there is the +toughest problem--it is the insect life of the world; it is the clouds +of human ephemerae, begotten one summer day to die the next; it is the +millions on millions of men and women born, as it were, only to be +choked by the reek of cities, and then fade out to nothing; it is the +_numbers_ that kill one's dreams of immortality!" + +She looked wearily up at him, not comprehending, and, indeed, he had +spoken to himself and not to her; she lifted up one corner of the cere +cloth and gazed a little while at the dead face, the face of a girl +young, and in a slight, soft, youthful manner, fair. + +"It is Fortis, the ragpicker's daughter," she said, indifferently, and +dropped back the sheltering cloth. She did not know what nor why she +envied, and yet she was jealous of this white dead thing that abode +there so peacefully and so happily with the caress of his touch on its +calm limbs. + +"Yes," he answered her. "It is his daughter. She died twenty hours +ago,--of low fever, they say--famine, no doubt." + +"Why do you have her here?" She felt no sorrow for the dead girl; the +girl had mocked and jibed her many a time as a dark witch devil-born; +she only felt a jealous and restless hatred of her intrusion here. + +"The dead sit to me often," he said, with a certain smile that had +sadness and yet coldness in it. + +"Why?" + +"That they may tell me the secrets of life." + +"Do they tell them?" + +"A few;--most they keep. See,--I paint death; I must watch it to paint +it. It is dreary work, you think? It is not so to me. The surgeon seeks +his kind of truth; I seek mine. The man Fortis came to me on the +riverside last night. He said to me, 'You like studying the dead, they +say; have my dead for a copper coin. I am starving;--and it cannot hurt +her.' So I gave him the coin--though I am as poor as he--and I took the +dead woman. Why do you look like that? It is nothing to you; the girl +shall go to her grave when I have done with her." + +She bent her head in assent. It was nothing to her; and yet it filled +her with a cruel feverish jealousy, it weighed on her with a curious +pain. + +She did not care for the body lying there--it had been but the other day +that the dead girl had shot her lips out at her in mockery and called +her names from a balcony in an old ruined house as the boat drifted past +it; but there passed over her a dreary shuddering remembrance that she, +likewise, might one day lie thus before him and be no more to him than +this. The people said that he who studied death, brought death. + +The old wistful longing that had moved her, when Marcellin had died, to +lay her down in the cool water and let it take her to long sleep and to +complete forgetfulness returned to her again. Since the dead were of +value to him, best, she thought, be of them, and lie here in that dumb +still serenity, caressed by his touch and his regard. For, in a manner, +she was jealous of this woman, as of some living rival who had, in her +absence, filled her place and been of use to him and escaped his +thought. + +Any ghastliness or inhumanity in this search of his for the truth of his +art amidst the frozen limbs and rigid muscles of a corpse, never +occurred to her. To her he was like a deity; to her these poor weak +shreds of broken human lives, these fragile empty vessels, whose wine of +life had been spilled like water that runs to waste, seemed beyond +measurement to be exalted when deemed by him of value. + +She would have thought no more of grudging them if his employ and in his +service than priests of Isis or of Eleusis would have begrudged the +sacrificed lives of beasts and birds that smoked upon their temple +altars. To die at his will and be of use to him;--this seemed to her the +most supreme glory fate could hold; and she envied the ragpicker's +daughter lying there in such calm content. + +"Why do you look so much at her?" he said at length. "I shall do her no +harm; if I did, what would she know?" + +"I was not thinking of her," she answered slowly, with a certain +perplexed pain upon her face. "I was thinking I might be of more use to +you if I were dead. You must not kill me, because men would hurt you for +that; but, if you wish, I will kill myself to-night. I have often +thought of it lately." + +He started at the strangeness and the suddenness of the words spoken +steadily and with perfect sincerity and simplicity in the dialect of the +district, with no sense in their speaker of anything unusual being +offered in them. His eyes tried to search the expression of her face +with greater interest and curiosity than they had ever done; and they +gained from their study but little. + +For the innumerable emotions awakening in her were only dimly shadowed +there, and had in them the confusion of all imperfect expression. He +could not tell whether here was a great soul struggling through the +bonds of an intense ignorance and stupefaction, or whether there were +only before him an animal perfect, wonderfully perfect, in its physical +development, but mindless as any clod of earth. + +He did not know how to answer her. + +"Why should you think of death?" he said at last. "Is your life so +bitter to you?" + +She stared at him. + +"Is a beaten dog's bitter? or is a goaded ox's sweet?" + +"But you are so young,--and you are handsome, and a woman?" + +She laughed a little. + +"A woman! Marcellin said that." + +"Well! What is there strange in saying it?" + +She pointed to the corpse which the last sunrays were brightening, till +the limbs were as alabaster and the hair was as gold. + +"That was a woman--a creature that is white and rose, and has yellow +hair and laughs in the faces of men, and has a mother that kisses her +lips, and sees the children come to play at her knees. I am not one. I +am a devil, they say." + +His mouth smiled with a touch of sardonic humor, whose acrimony and +whose irony escaped her. + +"What have you done so good, or so great, that your world should call +you so?" + +Her eyes clouded and lightened alternately. + +"You do not believe that I am a devil?" + +"How should I tell? If you covet the title claim it,--you have a +right,--you are a woman!" + +"Always a woman!" she muttered with disappointment and with impatience. + +"Always a woman," he echoed as he pointed to the god Hermes. "And there +is your creator." + +"_He!_" + +She looked rapidly and wistfully at the white-winged god. + +"Yes. He made Woman; for he made her mind out of treachery and her words +out of the empty wind. Hephaestus made her heart, fusing for it brass and +iron. Their work has worn well. It has not changed in all these ages. +But what is your history? Go and lie yonder, where you were last night, +and tell me your story while I work." + +She obeyed him and told him what she knew; lying there, where he had +motioned her, in the shadow under the figures of the three grandsons of +Chaos. He listened, and wrought on at her likeness. + +The story, as she told it in her curt imperfect words, was plain enough +to him, though to herself obscure. It had in some little measure a +likeness to his own. + +It awakened a certain compassion for her in his heart, which was rarely +moved to anything like pity. For to him nature was so much and man so +little, the one so majestic and so exhaustless, the other so small and +so ephemeral, that human wants and human woes touched him but very +slightly. His own, even at their darkest, moved him rather to +self-contempt than to self-compassion, for these were evils of the body +and of the senses. + +As a boy he had had no ear to the wail of the frozen and famishing +people wandering homeless over the waste of drifted snow, where but the +night before a village had nestled in the mountain hollow; all his +senses had been given in a trance of awe and rapture to the voices of +the great winds sweeping down from the heights through the pine-forests, +and the furious seas below gnashing and raging on the wreck-strewn +strand. It was with these last that he had had kinship and communion: +these endured always; but for the men they slew, what were they more in +the great sum of time than forest-leaves or ocean driftwood? + +And, indeed, to those who are alive to the nameless, universal, eternal +soul which breathes in all the grasses of the fields, and beams in the +eyes of all creatures of earth and air, and throbs in the living light +of palpitating stars, and thrills through the young sap of forest trees, +and stirs in the strange _loves_ of wind-borne plants, and hums in every +song of the bee, and burns in every quiver of the flame, and peoples +with sentient myriads every drop of dew that gathers on a harebell, +every bead of water that ripples in a brook--to these the mortal life of +man can seem but little, save at once the fiercest and the feeblest +thing that does exist; at once the most cruel and the most impotent; +tyrant of direst destruction and bondsman of lowest captivity. Hence +pity entered very little into his thoughts at any time; the perpetual +torture of life did indeed perplex him, as it perplexes every thinking +creature, with wonder at the universal bitterness that taints all +creation, at the universal death whereby all forms of life are nurtured, +at the universal anguish of all existence which daily and nightly +assails the unknown God in piteous protest at the inexorable laws of +inexplicable miseries and mysteries. But because such suffering was thus +universal, therefore he almost ceased to feel pity for it; of the two he +pitied the beasts far more than the human kind:--the horse staggering +beneath the lash in all the feebleness of hunger, lameness, and old age; +the ox bleeding from the goad on the hard furrows, or stumbling through +the hooting crowd, blind, footsore and shivering to its last home in the +slaughter-house; the dog, yielding up its noble life inch by inch under +the tortures of the knife, loyally licking the hand of the vivisector +while he drove his probe through its quivering nerves; the unutterable +hell in which all these gentle, kindly and long-suffering creatures +dwelt for the pleasure or the vanity, the avarice or the brutality of +men,--these he pitied perpetually, with a tenderness for them that was +the softest thing in all his nature. + +But when he saw men and women suffer he often smiled, not ill pleased. +It seemed to him that the worst they could ever endure was only such +simple retribution, such mere fair measure of all the agonies they cast +broadcast. + +Therefore he pitied her now for what repulsed all others from her--that +she had so little apparent humanity, and that she was so like an animal +in her strength and weakness, and in her ignorance of both her rights +and wrongs. Therefore he pitied her; and there was that in her strange +kind of beauty, in her half-savage, half-timid attitudes, in her curt, +unlearned, yet picturesque speech, which attracted him. Besides, +although solitude was his preference, he had been for more than two +years utterly alone, his loneliness broken only by the companionship of +boors, with whom he had not had one thought in common. The extreme +poverty in which the latter months of his life had been passed, had +excluded him from all human society, since he could have sought none +without betraying his necessities. The alms-seeking visit of some man +even more famished and desperate than himself, such as the ragpicker who +had brought the dead girl to him for a few brass coins, had been the +only relief to the endless monotony of his existence, a relief that made +such change in it worse than its continuance. + +In Folle-Farine, for the first time in two long, bitter, colorless, +hated years, there was something which aroused his interest and his +curiosity, some one to whom impulse led him to speak the thoughts of his +mind with little concealment. She seemed, indeed, scarcely more than a +wild beast, half tamed, inarticulate, defiant, shy, it might be even, if +aroused, ferocious; but it was an animal whose eyes dilated in +quickening sympathy with all his moods, and an animal whom, at a glance, +he knew would, in time, crawl to him or combat for him as he chose. + +He talked to her now, much on the same impulse that moves a man, long +imprisoned, to converse with the spider that creeps on the floor, with +the mouse that drinks from his pitcher, and makes him treat like an +intelligent being the tiny flower growing blue and bright between the +stones, which is all that brings life into his loneliness. + +The prison door once flung open, the sunshine once streaming across the +darkness, the fetters once struck off, the captive once free to go out +again among his fellows, then--the spider is left to miss the human love +that it has learnt, the mouse is left to die of thirst, the little blue +flower is left to fade out as it may in the stillness and the gloom +alone. Then they are nothing: but while the prison doors are still +locked they are much. + +Here the jailer was poverty, and the prison was the world's neglect, and +they who lay bound were high hopes, great aspirations, impossible +dreams, immeasurable ambitions, all swathed and fettered, and straining +to be free with dumb, mad force against bonds that would not break. + +And in these, in their bondage, there were little patience, or sympathy, +or softness, and to them, even nature itself at times looked horrible, +though never so horrible, because never so despicable, as humanity. +Yet, still even in these an instinct of companionship abided; and this +creature, with a woman's beauty, and an animal's fierceness and +innocence, was in a manner welcome. + +"Why were women ever made, then?" she said, after awhile, following, +though imperfectly, the drift of his last words, where she lay stretched +obedient to his will, under the shadow of the wall. + +He smiled the smile of one who recalls some story he has heard from the +raving lips of some friend fever-stricken. + +"Once, long ago, in the far East, there dwelt a saint in the desert. He +was content in his solitude: he was holy and at peace: the honey of the +wild bee and the fruit of the wild tamarisk-tree sufficed to feed him; +the lions were his ministers, and the hyenas were his slaves; the eagle +flew down for his blessing, and the winds and the storms were his +messengers; he had killed the beast in him, and the soul alone had +dominion; and day and night, upon the lonely air, he breathed the praise +of God. + +"Years went with him thus, and he grew old, and he said to himself, 'I +have lived content; so shall I die purified, and ready for the kingdom +of heaven.' For it was in the day when that wooden god, who hangs on the +black cross yonder, was not a lifeless effigy, as now, but had a name of +power and of might, adjuring which, his people smiled under torture, and +died in the flame, dreaming of a land where the sun never set, and the +song never ceased, and the faithful forever were at rest. + +"So the years, I say, went by with him, and he was glad and at peace. + +"One night, when the thunder rolled and the rain torrents fell, to the +door of his cave there came a wayfarer, fainting, sickly, lame, +trembling with terror of the desert, and beseeching him to save her from +the panthers. + +"He was loth, and dreaded to accede to her prayer, for he said, +'Wheresoever a woman enters, there the content of a man is dead.' But +she was in dire distress, and entreated him with tears and supplications +not to turn her adrift for the lightning and the lions to devour: and he +felt the old human pity steal on him, and he opened the door to her, +and bade her enter and be at sanctuary there in God's name. + +"But when she had entered, age, and sickness, and want fell from off +her, her eyes grew as two stars, her lips were sweet as the rose of the +desert, her limbs had the grace of the cheetah, her body had the +radiance and the fragrance of frankincense on an altar of gold. And she +laughed in his beard, and cried, saying, 'Thou thinkest thou hast lived, +and yet thou hast not loved! Oh, sage! oh, saint! oh, fool, fool, fool!' +Then into his veins there rushed youth, and into his brain there came +madness; the life he had led seemed but death, and eternity loathsome +since passionless; and he stretched his arms to her and sought to +embrace her, crying, 'Stay with me, though I buy thee with hell.' And +she stayed. + +"But when the morning broke she left him laughing, gliding like a +phantom from his arms, and out into the red sunlight, and across the +desert sand, laughing, laughing, always, and mocking him whilst she +beckoned. He pursued her, chasing her through the dawn, through the +noon, through the night. He never found her; she had vanished as the +rose of the rainbow fades out of the sky. + +"He searched for her in every city, and in every land. Some say he +searches still, doomed to live on through every age and powerless to +die." + +He had a certain power over words as over color. Like all true painters, +the fiber of his mind was sensuous and poetic, though the quality of +passionate imagination was in him welded with a coldness and a stillness +of temper born in him with his northern blood. He had dwelt much in the +Asiatic countries, and much of the philosophies and much of the +phraseology of the East remained with him. Something even there seemed +in him of the mingled asceticism and sensualism, the severe self-denial, +with the voluptuous fancy of the saints who once had peopled the deserts +in which he had in turn delighted to dwell, free and lonely, scorning +women and deserting men. He spoke seldom, being by nature silent; but +when he did speak, his language was unconsciously varied into +picture-like formations. + +She listened breathless, with the color in her cheeks and the fire +brooding in her eyes, her unformed mind catching the swift shadowy +allegories of his tale by force of the poetic instincts in her. + +No one had ever talked to her thus; and yet it seemed clear to her and +beautiful, like the story that the great sunflowers told as they swayed +to and fro in the light, like the song that the bright brook-water sung +as it purred and sparkled under the boughs. + +"That is true?" she said, suddenly, at length. + +"It is a saint's story in substance; it is true in spirit for all time." + +Her breath came with a sharp, swift, panting sound. She was blinded with +the new light that broke in on her. + +"If I be a woman, shall I, then, be such a woman as that?" + +Arslan rested his eyes on her with a grave, half-sad, half-sardonic +smile. + +"Why not? You are the devil's daughter, you say. Of such are men's +kingdom of heaven!" + +She pondered long upon his answer; she could not comprehend it; she had +understood the parable of his narrative, yet the passion of it had +passed by her, and the evil shut in it had escaped her. + +"Do, then, men love what destroys them?" she asked, slowly. + +"Always!" he made answer, still with that same smile as of one who +remembers hearkening to the delirious ravings round him in a madhouse +through which he has walked--himself sane--in a bygone time. + +"I do not want love," she said, suddenly, while her brain, half strong, +half feeble, struggled to fit her thoughts to words. "I want--I want to +have power, as the priest has on the people when he says, 'Pray!' and +they pray." + +"Power!" he echoed, as the devotee echoes the name of his god. "Who does +not? But do you think the woman that tempted the saint had none? If ever +you reach that kingdom such power will become yours." + +A proud glad exultation swept over her face for a moment. It quickly +faded. She did not believe in a future. How many times had she not, +since the hand of Claudis Flamma first struck her, prayed with all the +passion of a child's dumb agony that the dominion of her Father's power +might come to her? And the great Evil had never hearkened. He, whom all +men around her feared, had made her no sign that he heard, but left her +to blows, to solitude, to continual hunger, to perpetual toil. + +"I have prayed to the devil again and again and he will not hear," she +muttered. "Marcellin says that he has ears for all. But for me he has +none." + +"He has too much to do to hear all. All the nations of the earth beseech +him. Yonder man on the cross they adjure with their mouths indeed; but +it is your god only whom in their hearts they worship. See how the +Christ hangs his head: he is so weary of lip service." + +"But since they give the Christ so many temples, why do they raise none +to the devil?" + +"Chut! No man builds altars to his secret god. Look you: I will tell you +another story: once, in an Eastern land, there was a temple dedicated to +all the various deities of all the peoples that worshiped under the sun. +There were many statues and rare ones; statues of silver and gold, of +ivory, and agate, and chalcedony, and there were altars raised before +all, on which every nation offered up sacrifice and burned incense +before its divinity. + +"Now, no nation would look at the god of another; and each people +clustered about the feet of its own fetich, and glorified it, crying +out, 'There is no god but this god.' + +"The noise was fearful, and the feuds were many, and the poor king, +whose thought it had been to erect such a temple, was confounded, and +very sorrowful, and murmured, saying, 'I dreamed to beget universal +peace and tolerance and harmony; and lo! there come of my thought +nothing but discord and war.' + +"Then to him there came a stranger, veiled, and claiming no country, and +he said, 'You were mad to dream religion could ever be peace, yet, be +not disquieted; give me but a little place and I will erect an altar +whereat all men shall worship, leaving their own gods.' + +"The king gave him permission; and he raised up a simple stone, and on +it he wrote, 'To the Secret Sin!' and, being a sorcerer, he wrote with +a curious power, that showed the inscription to the sight of each man, +but blinded him whilst he gazed on it to all sight of his fellows. + +"And each man forsook his god, and came and kneeled before this nameless +altar, each bowing down before it, and each believing himself in +solitude. The poor forsaken gods stood naked and alone; there was not +one man left to worship one of them." + +She listened; her eloquent eyes fixed on him, her lips parted, her fancy +fantastic and full of dreams, strengthened by loneliness, and unbridled +through ignorance, steeping itself in every irony and every fantasy, and +every shred of knowledge that Chance; her only teacher, cast to her. + +She sat thinking, full of a vague sad pity for that denied and forsaken +God on the cross, by the river, such as she had never felt before, since +she had always regarded him as the symbol of cruelty, of famine, and of +hatred; not knowing that these are only the colors which all deities +alike reflect from the hearts of the peoples that worship them. + +"If I had a god," she said, suddenly, "if a god cared to claim me--I +would be proud of his worship everywhere." + +Arslan smiled. + +"All women have a god; that is why they are at once so much weaker and +so much happier than men." + +"Who are their gods?" + +"Their name is legion. Innocent women make gods of their offspring, of +their homes, of their housework, of their duties; and are as cruel as +tigresses meanwhile to all outside the pale of their temples. +Others--less innocent--make gods of their own forms and faces; of bright +stones dug from the earth, of vessels of gold and silver, of purple and +fine linen, of passions, and vanities, and desires; gods that they +consume themselves for in their youth, and that they curse, and beat, +and upbraid in the days of their age. Which of these gods will be +yours?" + +She thought awhile. + +"None of them," she said at last. + +"None? What will you put in their stead, then?" + +She thought gravely some moments again. Although a certain terse and +even poetic utterance was the shape which her spoken imaginations +naturally took at all times, ignorance and solitude had made it hard for +her aptly to marry her thoughts to words. + +"I do not know," she said, wearily. "Marcellin says that God is deaf. He +must be deaf--or very cruel. Look; everything lives in pain; and yet no +God pities and makes an end of the earth. I would--if I were He. +Look--at dawn, the other day, I was out in the wood. I came upon a +little rabbit in a trap; a little, pretty, soft black-and-white thing, +quite young. It was screaming in its horrible misery; it had been +screaming all night. Its thighs were broken in the iron teeth; +the trap held it tight; it could not escape, it could only +scream--scream--scream. All in vain. Its God never heard. When I got it +free it was mangled as if a wolf had gnawed it; the iron teeth had +bitten through the fur, and the flesh, and the bone; it had lost so much +blood, and it was in so much pain, that it could not live. I laid it +down in the bracken, and put water to its mouth, and did what I could; +but it was of no use. It had been too much hurt. It died as the sun +rose; a little, harmless, shy, happy thing, you know, that never killed +any creature, and only asked to nibble a leaf or two, or sleep in a +little round hole, and run about merry and free. How can one care for a +god since all gods let these things be?" + +Arslan smiled as he heard. + +"Child,--men care for a god only as a god means a good to them. Men are +heirs of heaven, they say; and, in right of their heritage, they make +life hell to every living thing that dares dispute the world with them. +You do not understand that,--tut! You are not human, then. If you were +human, you would begrudge a blade of grass to a rabbit, and arrogate to +yourself a lease of immortality." + +She did not understand him; but she felt that she was honored by him, +and not scorned as others scorned her, for being thus unlike humanity. +It was a bitter perplexity to her, this earth on which she had been +flung amidst an alien people; that she should suffer herself seemed +little to her, it had become as a second nature; but the sufferings of +all the innumerable tribes of creation, things of the woods, and the +field, and the waters, and the sky, that toiled and sweated and were +hunted, and persecuted and wrenched in torment, and finally perished to +gratify the appetites or the avarice of humanity--these sufferings were +horrible to her always: inexplicable, hideous, unpardonable,--a crime +for which she hated God and Man. + +"There is no god pitiful, then?" she said, at length; "no god--not one?" + +"Only those Three," he answered her as he motioned towards the three +brethren that watched above her. + +"Are they your gods?" + +A smile that moved her to a certain fear of him passed a moment over his +mouth. + +"My gods?--No. They are the gods of youth and of age--not of manhood." + +"What is yours, then?" + +"Mine?--a Moloch who consumes my offspring, yet in whose burning brazen +hands I have put them and myself--forever." + +She looked at him in awe and in reverence. She imagined him the priest +of some dark and terrible religion, for whose sake he passed his years +in solitude and deprivation, and by whose powers he created the wondrous +shapes that rose and bloomed around him. + +"Those are gentler gods?" she said, timidly, raising her eyes to the +brethren above her. "Do you never--will you never--worship them?" + +"I have ceased to worship them. In time--when the world has utterly +beaten me--no doubt I shall pray to one at least of them. To that one, +see, the eldest of the brethren, who holds his torch turned downward." + +"And that god is----" + +"Death!" + +She was silent. + +Was this god not her god also? Had she not chosen him from all the rest +and cast her life down at his feet for this man's sake? + +"He must never know, he must never know," she said again in her heart. + +And Thanatos she knew would not betray her; for Thanatos keeps all the +secrets of men,--he who alone of all the gods reads the truths of men's +souls, and smiles and shuts them in the hollow of his hand, and lets the +braggart Time fly on with careless feet above a million graves, telling +what lies he will to please the world a little space. Thanatos holds +silence, and can wait; for him must all things ripen and to him must all +things fall at last. + + + + +CHAPTER V. + + +When she left him that night, and went homeward, he trimmed his lamp and +returned to his labors of casting and modeling from the body of the +ragpicker's daughter. The work soon absorbed him too entirely to leave +any memory with him of the living woman. He did not know--and had he +known would not have heeded--that instead of going on her straight path +back to Ypres she turned again, and, hidden among the rushes upon the +bank, crouched, half sitting and half kneeling, to watch him from the +riverside. + +It was all dark and still without; nothing came near, except now and +then some hobbled mule turned out to forage for his evening meal or some +night-browsing cattle straying out of bounds. Once or twice a barge went +slowly and sullenly by, its single light twinkling across the breadth of +the stream, and the voices of its steersman calling huskily through the +fog. A drunken peasant staggered across the fields singing snatches of a +republican march that broke roughly on the silence of the night. The +young lambs bleated to their mothers in the meadows, and the bells of +the old clock towers in the town chimed the quarters with a Laus Deo in +which all their metal tongues joined musically. + +She remained there undisturbed among the long grasses and the tufts of +the reeds, gazing always into the dimly-lighted interior where the pale +rays of the oil flame lit up the white forms of the gods, the black +shadows of the columns, the shapes of the wrestling lion and the +strangled gladiator, the gray stiff frame and hanging hair of the dead +body, and the bending figure of Arslan as he stooped above the corpse +and pursued the secret powers of his art into the hidden things of +death. + +To her there seemed nothing terrible in a night thus spent, in a vigil +thus ghastly; it seemed to her only a part of his strength thus to make +death--men's conqueror--his servant and his slave; she only begrudged +every passionless touch that his grasp gave to those frozen and rigid +limbs which he moved to and fro like so much clay; she only envied with +a jealous thirst every cold caress that his hand lent to that loose and +lifeless hair which he swept aside like so much flax. + +He did not see; he did not know. To him she was no more than any +bronze-winged, golden-eyed insect that should have floated in on a night +breeze and been painted by him and been cast out again upon the +darkness. + +He worked more than half the night--worked until the small store of oil +he possessed burned itself out, and left the hall to the feeble light of +a young moon shining through dense vapors. He dropped his tools, and +rose and walked to and fro on the width of the great stone floor. His +hands felt chilled to the bone with the contact of the dead flesh; his +breathing felt oppressed with the heavy humid air that lay like ice upon +his lungs. + +The dead woman was nothing to him. He had not once thought of the youth +that had perished in her; of the laughter that hunger had hushed forever +on the colorless lips; of the passion blushes that had died out forever +on the ashen cheeks; of the caressing hands of mother and of lover that +must have wandered among that curling hair; of the children that should +have slept on that white breast so smooth and cold beneath his hand. For +these he cared nothing, and thought as little. The dead girl for him had +neither sex nor story; and he had studied all phases and forms of death +too long to be otherwise than familiar with them all. Yet a certain +glacial despair froze his heart as he left her body lying there in the +flicker of the struggling moonbeams, and, himself, pacing to and fro in +his solitude, suffered a greater bitterness than death in his doom of +poverty and of obscurity. + +The years of his youth had gone in fruitless labor, and the years of his +manhood were gliding after them, and yet he had failed so utterly to +make his mark upon his generation that he could only maintain his life +by the common toil of the common hand-laborer, and, if he died on the +morrow, there would not be one hand stretched out to save any one work +of his creation from the housewife's fires or the lime-burner's furnace. + +Cold to himself as to all others, he said bitterly in his soul, "What is +Failure except Feebleness? And what is it to miss one's mark except to +aim wildly and weakly?" + +He told himself that harsh and inexorable truth a score of times, again +and again, as he walked backward and forward in the solitude which only +that one dead woman shared. + +He told himself that he was a madman, a fool, who spent his lifetime in +search and worship of a vain eidolon. He told himself that there must be +in him some radical weakness, some inalienable fault, that he could not +in all these years find strength enough to compel the world of men to +honor him. Agony overcame him as he thought and thought and thought, +until he scorned himself; the supreme agony of a strong nature that for +once mistrusts itself as feebleness, of a great genius that for once +despairs of itself as self-deception. + +Had he been the fool of his vanities all his youth upward; and had his +fellow-men been only wise and clear of sight when they had denied him +and refused to see excellence in any work of his hand? Almost, he told +himself, it must be so. + +He paused by the open casement, and looked outward, scarcely knowing +what he did. The mists were heavy; the air was loaded with damp +exhalations; the country was profoundly still; above-head only a few +stars glimmered here and there through the haze. The peace, the +silence, the obscurity were abhorrent to him; they seemed to close upon +him, and imprison him; far away were the lands and the cities of men +that he had known, far away were all the color and the strength and the +strain and the glory of living; it seemed to him as though he were dead +also, like the woman on the trestle yonder; dead in some deep sea-grave +where the weight of the waters kept him down and held his hands +powerless, and shut his eyelids from all sight, while the living voices +and the living footsteps of men came dimly on his ear from the world +above: voices, not one of which uttered his name; footsteps, not one of +which paused by his tomb. + +It grew horrible to him--this death in life, to which in the freshness +of manhood he found himself condemned. + +"Oh, God!" he, who believed in no God, muttered half aloud, "let me be +without love, wealth, peace, health, gladness, all my life long--let me +be crippled, childless, beggared, hated to the latest end of my days. +Give me only to be honored in my works; give me only a name that men +cannot, if they wish, let die." + +Whether any hearer greater than man heard the prayer, who shall say? +Daily and nightly, through all the generations of the world, the human +creature implores from his Creator the secrets of his existence, and +asks in vain. There is one answer indeed; but it is the answer of all +the million races of the universe, which only cry, "We are born but to +perish; is Humanity a thing so high and pure that it should claim +exemption from the universal and inexorable law?" + +One mortal listener heard, hidden among the hollow sighing rushes, +bathed in the moonlight and the mists; and the impersonal passion which +absorbed him found echo in this inarticulate imperfect soul, just +wakened in its obscurity to the first faint meanings of its mortal life +as a nest-bird rouses in the dawn to the first faint pipe of its +involuntary cry. + +She barely knew what he sought, what he asked, and yet her heart ached +with his desire, and shared the bitterness of his denial. What kind of +life he craved in the ages to come; what manner of remembrance he +yearned for from unborn races of man; what thing it was that he +besought should be given to him in the stead of all love, all peace, all +personal woes and physical delights, she did not know; the future to her +had no meaning; and the immortal fame that he craved was an unknown god, +of whose worship she had no comprehension; and yet she vaguely felt that +what he sought was that his genius still should live when his body +should be destroyed, and that those mute, motionless, majestic shapes +which arose at his bidding should become characters and speak for him to +all the generations of men when his own mouth should be sealed dumb in +death. + +This hunger of the soul which unmanned and tortured him, though the +famine of the flesh had had no power to move him, thrilled her with the +instinct of its greatness. This thirst of the mind, which could not +slake itself in common desire or sensual satiety, or any peace and +pleasure of the ordinary life of man, had likeness in it to that dim +instinct which had made her nerves throb at the glories of the changing +skies, and her eyes fill with tears at the sound of a bird's singing in +the darkness of dawn, and her heart yearn with vain nameless longing as +for some lost land, for some forgotten home, in the radiant hush of +earth and air at sunrise. He suffered as she suffered; and a sweet +newborn sense of unity and of likeness stirred in her amidst the bitter +pity of her soul. To her he was as a king: and yet he was powerless. To +give him power she would have died a thousand deaths. + +"The gods gave me life for him," she thought. "His life instead of mine. +Will they forget?--Will they forget?" + +And where she crouched in the gloom beneath the bulrushes she flung +herself down prostrate in supplication, her face buried in the long damp +river-grass. + +"Oh, Immortals," she implored, in benighted, wistful, passionate faith, +"remember to give me his life and take mine. Do what you choose with me; +forsake me, kill me; cast my body to fire, and my ashes to the wind; let +me be trampled like the dust, and despised as the chaff; let me be +bruised, beaten, nameless, hated always; let me always suffer and +always be scorned; but grant me this one thing--to give him his desire!" + +Unless the gods gave him greatness, she knew that vain would be the gift +of life--the gift of mere length of years which she had bought for him. + +Her mind had been left blank as a desert, whilst in its solitude dreams +had sprung forth windsown, like wayside grasses, and vague desires +wandered like wild doves: but although blank, the soil was rich and deep +and virgin. + +Because she had dwelt sundered from her kind she had learned no evil: a +stainless though savage innocence had remained with her. She had been +reared in hardship and inured to hunger until such pangs seemed to her +scarce worth the counting save perhaps to see if they had been borne +with courage and without murmur. On her, profoundly unconscious of the +meaning of any common luxury or any common comfort, the passions of +natures, more worldly-wise and better aware of the empire of gold, had +no hold at any moment. To toil dully and be hungry and thirsty, and +fatigued and footsore, had been her daily portion. She knew nothing of +the innumerable pleasures and powers that the rich command. She knew +scarcely of the existence of the simplest forms of civilization: +therefore she knew nothing of all that he missed through poverty; she +only perceived, by an unerring instinct of appreciation, all that he +gained through genius. + +Her mind was profoundly ignorant; her character trained by cruelty only +to endurance: yet the soil was not rank but only untilled, not barren +but only unsown; nature had made it generous, though fate had left it +untilled; it grasped the seed of the first great idea cast to it and +held it firm, until it multiplied tenfold. + +The imagined danger to them which the peasants had believed to exist in +her had been as a strong buckler between the true danger to her from the +defilement of their companionship and example. They had cursed her as +they had passed, and their curses had been her blessing. Blinded and +imprisoned instincts had always moved in her to the great and the good +things of which no man had taught her in anywise. + +Left to herself, and uncontaminated by humanity, because proscribed by +it, she had known no teachers of any sort save the winds and the waters, +the sun and the moon, the daybreak and the night, and these had breathed +into her an unconscious heroism, a changeless patience, a fearless +freedom, a strange tenderness and callousness united. Ignorant though +she was, and abandoned to the darkness of all the superstitions and the +sullen stupor amidst which her lot was cast, there was yet that in her +which led her to veneration of the purpose of his life. + +He desired not happiness nor tenderness, nor bodily ease, nor sensual +delight, but only this one thing--a name that should not perish from +among the memories of men. + +And this desire seemed to her sublime, divine; not comprehending it she +yet revered it. She, who had seen the souls of the men around her set on +a handful of copper coin, a fleece of wool, a load of fruit, a petty +pilfering, a small gain in commerce, saw the greatness of a hero's +sacrifice in this supreme self-negation which was willing to part with +every personal joy and every physical pleasure, so that only the works +of his hand might live, and his thoughts be uttered in them when his +body should be destroyed. + +It is true that the great artist is as a fallen god who remembers a time +when worlds arose at his breath, and at his bidding the barren lands +blossomed into fruitfulness; the sorcery of the thyrsus is still his, +though weakened. + +The powers of lost dominions haunt his memory; the remembered glory of +an eternal sun is in his eyes, and makes the light of common day seem +darkness; the heart-sickness of a long exile weighs on him; incessantly +he labors to overtake the mirage of a loveliness which fades as he +pursues it. In the poetic creation by which the bondage of his material +life is redeemed, he finds at once ecstasy and disgust, because he feels +at once his strength and weakness. For him all things of earth and air, +and sea and cloud, have beauty; and to his ear all voices of the +forest-land and water-world are audible. + +He is as a god, since he can call into palpable shape dreams born of +impalpable thought; as a god, since he has known the truth divested of +lies, and has stood face to face with it, and been not afraid; a god +thus. But a cripple inasmuch as his hand can never fashion the shapes +which his vision beholds; and alien because he has lost what he never +will find upon earth; a beast, since ever and again his passions will +drag him to wallow in the filth of sensual indulgence; a slave, since +oftentimes the divinity that is in him breaks and bends under the +devilry that also is in him, and he obeys the instincts of vileness, and +when he would fain bless the nations he curses them. + +Some vague perception of this dawned on her; the sense was in her to +feel the beauty of art, and to be awed by it though she could not have +told what it was, nor why she cared for it. And the man who ministered +to it, who ruled it, and yet obeyed it, seemed to her ennobled with a +greatness that was the grandest thing her blank and bitter life had +known. This was all wonderful, dreamful, awful to her, and yet in a +half-savage, half-poetic way, she comprehended the one object of his +life, and honored it without doubt or question. + +No day from that time passed by without her spending the evening hours +under the roof of the haunted corn-tower. + +She toiled all the other hours through, from the earliest time that the +first flush of day lightened the starlit skies; did not he toil too? But +when the sun set she claimed her freedom; and her taskmaster did not +dare to say her nay. + +A new and wondrous and exquisite life was shortly opening to her; the +life of the imagination. + +All these many years since the last song of Phratos had died off her +ear, never again to be heard, she had spent with no more culture and +with no more pleasure than the mule had that she led with his load along +the miry ways in the sharp winter-time. Yet even through that utter +neglect, and that torpor of thought and feeling, some wild natural fancy +had been awake in her, some vague sense stir that brought to her in the +rustle of leaves, in the sound of waters, the curling breath of mists, +the white birth of lilies, in all the notes and hues of the open-air +world, a mystery and a loveliness that they did not bear for any of +those around her. + +Now in the words that Arslan cast to her--often as idly and +indifferently as a man casts bread to frozen birds on snow, birds that +he pities and yet cares nothing for--the old religions, the old beliefs, +became to her living truths and divine companions. The perplexities of +the world grew little clearer to her, indeed; and the miseries of the +animal creation no less hideous a mystery. The confusion of all things +was in nowise clearer to her; even, it might be, they deepened and grew +more entangled. He could imbue her with neither credulity nor +contentment; for he possessed neither, and despised both, as the fool's +paradise of those who, having climbed a sand-hill, fancy that they have +ascended Zion. + +The weariness, the unrest, the desire, the contempt of such a mind as +his can furnish anodynes neither to itself nor any other. But such +possessions and consolations--and these are limitless--as the +imagination can create, he placed within her reach. Before she had +dreamed--dreamed all through the heaviness of toil and the gall of +tyranny; but she had dreamed as a goatherd may upon a mist-swept hill, +by the western seas, while all the earth is dark, and only its dim +fugitive waking sounds steal dully on the drowsy ear. But now, through +the myths and parables which grew familiar to her ear, she dreamed +almost as poets dream, bathed in the full flood of a setting sun on the +wild edge of the Campagna; a light in which all common things of daily +life grow glorious, and through whose rosy hues the only sound that +comes is some rich dulcet bell that slowly swings in all the majesty and +melody of prayer. + +The land was no more to her only a hard and cruel place of labor and +butchery, in which all creatures suffered and were slain. All things +rose to have their story and their symbol for her; Nature remaining to +her that one sure solace and immeasurable mystery which she had feebly +felt it even in her childhood, was brought closer to her, and made +fuller of compassion. All the forms and voices of the fair dead years of +the world seemed to grow visible and audible to her, with those +marvelous tales of the old heroic age which little by little he +unfolded to her. + +In the people around her, and in their faiths, she had no belief; she +wanted a faith, and found one in all these strange sweet stories of a +perished time. + +She had never thought that there had been any other generation before +that which was present on earth with her; any other existence than this +narrow and sordid one which encircled her. That men had lived who had +fashioned those aerial wonders of the tall cathedral spires, and stained +those vivid hues in its ancient casements, had been a fact too remote to +be known to her, though for twelve years her eyes had gazed at them in +reverence of their loveliness. + +Through Arslan the exhaustless annals of the world's history opened +before her, the present ceased to matter to her in its penury and pain; +for the treasury-houses of the golden past were opened to her sight. +Most of all she loved the myths of the Homeric and Hesiodic ages; and +every humble and homely thing became ennobled to her and enriched, +beholding it through the halo of poetry and tradition. + +When aloft in the red and white apple-blossoms two sparrows pecked and +screamed and spent the pleasant summer hours above in the flower-scented +air in shrill dispute and sharp contention, she thought that she heard +in all their noisy notes the arrogant voices of Alcyone and Cyx. When +the wild hyacinths made the ground purple beneath the poplars and the +pines, she saw in them the transformed loveliness of one who had died in +the fullness of youth, at play in a summer's noon, and died content +because stricken by the hand of the greatest and goodliest of all gods, +the god that loved him best. As the cattle, with their sleek red hides +and curling horns, came through the fogs of the daybreak, across the +level meadows, and through the deep dock-leaves, they seemed to her no +more the mere beasts of stall and share, but even as the milk-white +herds that grazed of yore in the blest pastures of Pieria. + +All night, in the heart of the orchards, when the song of the +nightingales rose on the stillness, it was no longer for her a little +brown bird that sang to the budding fruit and the closed daisies, but +was the voice of AEdon bewailing her son through the ages, or the woe of +Philomela crying through the wilderness. When through the white hard +brilliancy of noonday the swift swallow darted down the beams of light, +she saw no longer in it an insect-hunter, a house-nesting creature, but +saw the shape of Procne, slaughter-haunted, seeking rest and finding +none. And when she went about her labors, hewing wood, drawing water, +bearing the corn to the grindstones, leading the mules to the +mill-stream, she ceased to despair. For she had heard the old glad story +of the children of Zeus who dwelt so long within a herdsman's hut, +nameless and dishonored, yet lived to go back crowned to Thebes and see +the beasts of the desert and the stones of the streets rise up and obey +the magic of their song. + +Arslan in his day had given many evil gifts, but this one gift that he +gave was pure and full of solace: this gift of the beauty of the past. +Imperfect, obscure, broken in fragments, obscured by her own ignorance, +it was indeed when it reached her; yet it came with a glory that time +could not dim, and a consolation that ignorance could not impair. + + + + +CHAPTER VI. + + +"What has come to that evil one? She walks the land as though she were a +queen," the people of Ypres said to one another, watching the creature +they abhorred as she went through the town to the river-stair or to the +market-stall. + +She seemed to them transfigured. + +A perpetual radiance shone in the dark depths of her eyes; a proud +elasticity replaced the old sullen defiance of her carriage: her face +had a sweet musing mystery and dreaminess on it; and when she smiled her +smile was soft, and sudden, like the smile of one who bears fair tidings +in her heart unspoken. + +Even those people, dull and plodding and taciturn, absorbed in their +small trades or in their continual field labor, were struck by the +change in her, and looked after her, and listened in a stupid wonder to +the sonorous songs in an unknown tongue that rose so often on her lips +as she strode among the summer grasses or led the laden mules through +the fords. + +They saw, even with their eyes purblind from hate, that she had thrown +off their yoke, and had escaped from their narrow world, and was happy +with some rich, mute, nameless happiness that they could neither evade +nor understand. + +The fall of evening always brought her to him; he let her come, finding +a certain charm in that savage temper which grew so tame to him, in that +fierce courage which to him was so humble, in that absolute ignorance +which was yet so curiously blended with so strong a power of fancy and +so quick an instinct of beauty. But he let her go again with +indifference, and never tried by any word to keep her an hour later than +she chose to stay. She was to him like some handsome dangerous beast +that flew at all others and crouched to him. He had a certain pleasure +in her color and her grace; in making her great eyes glow, and seeing +the light of awakening intelligence break over all her beautiful, +clouded, fierce face. + +As she learned, too, to hear more often the sound of her own voice, and +to use a more varied and copious language, a rude eloquence came +naturally to her; and when her silence was broken it was usually for +some terse, vivid, picturesque utterance which had an artistic interest +for him. In this simple and monotonous province, with its tedious +sameness of life and its green arable country that tired the sight fed +in youth on the grandeur of cloud-reaching mountains and the tumults of +ice-tossing seas, this creature, so utterly unlike her kind, so golden +with the glow of tawny desert suns, and so strong with the liberty and +the ferocity and the dormant passion and the silent force of some free +forest animal, was in a way welcome. + +All things too were so new and strange to her; all common knowledge was +so utterly unknown to her; all other kinds of life were so +unintelligible to her; and yet with all her ignorance she had so swift +a fancy, so keen an irony, so poetic an instinct, that it seemed to him +when he spoke with her that he talked with some creature from another +planet than his own. + +He liked to make her smile; he liked to make her suffer; he liked to +inflame, to wound, to charm, to tame her; he liked all these without +passion, rather with curiosity than with interest, much as he had liked +in the season of his boyhood to ruffle the plumage of a captured +sea-bird; to see its eye sparkle, and then grow dull and flash again +with pain, and then at the last turn soft with weary, wistful +tenderness, having been taught at once the misery of bondage and the +tyranny of a human love. + +She was a bronzed, bare-footed, fleet-limbed young outcast, he told +himself, with the scowl of an habitual defiance on her straight brows, +and the curl of an untamable scorn upon her rich red lips, and a curious +sovereignty and savageness in her dauntless carriage; and yet there was +a certain nobility and melancholy in her that made her seem like one of +a great and fallen race; and in her eyes there was a look repellant yet +appealing, and lustrous with sleeping passion, that tempted him to wake +what slumbered there. + +But in these early springtide days he suffered her to come and go as she +listed, without either persuasion or forbiddance on his own part. + +The impassioned reverence which she had for the things he had created +was only the untutored, unreasoning reverence of the barbarian or of the +peasant; but it had a sweetness for him. + +He had been alone so long; and so long had passed since any cheek had +flushed and any breast had heaved under the influence of any one of +those strange fancies and noble stories which he had pictured on the +walls of his lonely chamber. He had despaired of and despised himself; +despised his continual failure, had despaired of all power to sway the +souls and gain the eyes of his fellow-men. It was a little thing--a +thing so little that he called himself a fool for taking any count of +it; yet, the hot tears that dimmed the sight of this young barbarian who +was herself of no more value than the mill-dust that drifted on the +breeze, the soft vague breathless awe that stole upon her as she gazed +at the colorless shadows in which his genius had spent itself,--these +were sweet to him with a sweetness that made him ashamed of his own +weakness. + +She had given the breath of life back to his body by an act of which he +was ignorant; and now she gave back the breath of hope to his mind by a +worship which he contemned even whilst he was glad of it. + +Meanwhile the foul tongues of her enemies rang with loud glee over this +new shame which they could cast at her. + +"She has found a lover,--oh-ho!--that brown wicked thing! A lover meet +for her;--a man who walks abroad in the moonless nights, and plucks the +mandrake, and worships the devil, and paints people in their own +likeness, so that as the color dries the life wastes!"--so the women +screamed after her often as she went; she nothing understanding or +heeding, but lost in the dreams of her own waking imagination. + +At times such words as these reached Claudis Flamma, but he turned a +deaf ear to them: he had the wisdom of the world in him, though he was +only an old miller who had never stirred ten leagues from his home; and +whilst the devil served him well, he quarreled not with the devil. + +In a grim way, it was a pleasure to him to think that the thing he hated +might be accursed body and soul: he had never cared either for her body +or her soul; so that the first worked for him, the last might destroy +itself in its own darkness:--he had never stretched a finger to hold it +back. + +The pride and the honesty and the rude candor and instinctive purity of +this young life of hers had been a perpetual hinderance and canker to +him: begotten of evil, by all the laws of justice, in evil she should +live and die. So Flamma reasoned; and to the sayings of his countryside +he gave a stony ear and a stony glance. She never once, after the first +day, breathed a word to Arslan of the treatment that she received at +Ypres. It was not in her nature to complain; and she abhorred even his +pity. Whatever she endured, she kept silence on it; when he asked her +how her grandsire dealt with her, she always answered him, "It is well +enough with me now." He cared not enough for her to doubt her. + +And, in a manner, she had learned how to keep her tyrant at bay. He did +not dare to lay hands on her now that her eyes had got that new fire, +and her voice that stern serene contempt. His wolf cub had shown her +teeth at last, at the lash, and he did not venture to sting her to +revolt with too long use of scourge and chain. + +So she obtained more leisure; and what she did not spend in Arslan's +tower she spent in acquiring another art,--she learned to read. + +There was an old herb-seller in the market-place who was not so harsh to +her as the others were, but who had now and then for her a rough kindly +word out of gentleness to the memory of Reine Flamma. This woman was +better educated than most, and could even write a little. + +To her Folle-Farine went. + +"See here," she said, "you are feeble, and I am strong. I know every +nook and corner in the woods. I know a hundred rare herbs that you never +find. I will bring you a basketful of them twice in each week if you +will show me how to read those signs that the people call letters." + +The old woman hesitated. "It were as much as my life is worth to have +you seen with me. The lads will stone my window. Still----" The wish for +the rare herbs, and the remembrance of the fatigue that would be spared +to her rheumatic body by compliance, prevailed over her fears. She +consented. + +Three times a week Folle-Farine rose while it was still dark, and +scoured the wooded lands and the moss-green orchards and the little +brooks in the meadows in search of every herb that grew. She knew those +green places which had been her only kingdom and her only solace as no +one else knew them; and the old dame's herb-stall was the envy and +despair of all the market-place. + +Now and then a laborer earlier than the rest, or a vagrant sleeping +under a hedge-row, saw her going through the darkness with her green +bundle on her head, or stooping among the watercourses ankle-deep in +rushes, and he crossed himself and went and told how he had seen the +Evil Spirit of Ypres gathering the poison-weeds that made ships founder, +and strong men droop and die, and women love unnatural and horrible +things, and all manner of woe and sickness overtake those she hated. + +Often, too, at this lonely time, before the day broke, she met Arslan. + +It was his habit to be abroad when others slept: studies of the night +and its peculiar loveliness entered largely into many of his paintings; +the beauty of water rippling in the moonbeam, of gray reeds blowing +against the first faint red of dawn, of dark fields with sleeping cattle +and folded sheep, of dreamy pools made visible by the shine of their +folded white lilies,--these were all things he cared to study. + +The earth has always most charm, and least pain, to the poet or the +artist when men are hidden away under their roofs. They do not then +break its calm with either their mirth or their brutality, the vile and +revolting coarseness of their works, only built to blot it with so much +deformity, is softened and obscured in the purple breadths of shadow and +the dim tender gleam of stars; and it was thus that Arslan loved best to +move abroad. + +Sometimes the shepherd going to his flocks, or the housewife opening her +shutter in the wayside cabin, or the huckster driving early his mule +seawards to meet the fish that the night-trawlers had brought, saw them +together thus, and talked of it; and said that these two, accursed of +all honest folk, were after some unholy work--coming from the orgy of +some witches' sabbath, or seeking some devil's root that would give them +the treasured gold of misers' tombs or the power of life and death. + +For these things are still believed by many a peasant's hearth, and +whispered darkly as night closes in and the wind rises. + +Wading in the shallow streams, with the breeze tossing her hair, and the +dew bright on her sheaf of herbs, Folle-Farine paid thus the only wages +she could for learning the art of letters. + +The acquisition was hard and hateful--a dull plodding task that she +detested; and her teacher was old, and ignorant of all the grace and the +lore of books. She could only learn too at odd snatches of time, with +the cabin-window barred up and the light shut out, for the old peasant +was fearful of gaining a bad name among her neighbors if she were seen +in communion with the wicked thing of Ypres. + +Still she, the child, persevered, and before long possessed herself of +the rudiments of letters, though she had only one primer to learn from +that belonged to the herb-seller--a rude old tattered pamphlet +recounting the life and death of Catherine of Siena. It was not that she +had cared to read, for reading's sake: books, she heard, only told the +thoughts and the creeds of the human race, and she cared nothing to know +these; but one day he had said to her, half unconsciously, "If only you +were not so ignorant!"--and since that day she had set herself to clear +away her ignorance little by little, as she would have cleared brushwood +with her hatchet. + +It was the sweetest hour she had ever known when she was able to stand +before him and say, "The characters that men print are no longer riddles +to me." + +He praised her; and she was glad and proud. + +It was love that had entered into her, but a great and noble love, full +of intense humility, of supreme self-sacrifice;--a love that +unconsciously led her to chasten into gentleness the fierce soul in her, +and to try and seek light for the darkness of her mind. + +He saw the influence he had on her, but he was careless of it. + +A gipsy-child working for bread at a little mill-house in these Norman +woods,--what use would be to her beauty of thought, grace of fancy, the +desire begotten of knowledge, the poetry learned from the past? Still he +gave her these; partly because he pitied her, partly because in his +exhaustion and solitude this creature, in her beauty and her submission, +was welcome to him. + +And yet he thought so little of her, and chiefly, when he thought of +her, chose to perplex her or to wound her, that he might see her eyes +dilate in wondering amaze, or her face quiver and flush, and then grow +dark, with the torment of a mute and subdued pain. + +She was a study to him, as was the scarlet rose in the garden-ways, or +the purple-breasted pigeon in the woods; he dealt with her as he would +have dealt with the flower or the bird if he had wished to study them +more nearly, by tearing the rose open at its core, or casting a stone at +the blue-rock on the wing. + +This was not cruelty in him; it was only habit--habit, and the +callousness begotten by his own continual pain. + +The pain as of a knife forever thrust into the loins, of a cord forever +knotted hard about the temples, which is the daily and nightly penalty +of those mad enough to believe that they have the force in them to +change the sluggard appetites and the hungry cruelties of their kind +into a life of high endeavor and divine desire. + +He held that a man's chief passion is his destiny, and will shape his +fate, rough-hew his fate as circumstance or as hazard may. + +His chief, his sole, passion was a great ambition--a passion pure as +crystal, since the eminence he craved was for his creations, not for his +name. Yet it had failed to compel the destiny that he had believed to be +his own: and yet every hour he seemed to sink lower and lower into +oblivion, further and further from the possibility of any fulfillment of +his dreams; and the wasted years of his life fell away one by one into +the gulf of the past, vain, unheard, unfruitful, as the frozen words on +the deck of the ship of Pantagruel. + +"What is the use?" he muttered, half aloud, one day before his +paintings. "What is the use? If I die to-morrow they will sell for so +much rubbish to heat a bakery store. It is only a mad waste of +hours--waste of color, of canvas, of labor. The world has told me so +many years. The world always knows what it wants. It selects unerringly. +It must know better than I do. The man is a fool, indeed, who presumes +to be wiser than all his generation. If the world will have nothing to +do with you, go and hang yourself--or if you fear to do that, dig a +ditch as a grave for a daily meal. Give over dreams. The world knows +what it wants, and if it wanted you would take you. It has brazen lungs +to shout for what it needs; the lungs of a multitude. It is no use what +your own voice whispers you unless those great lungs also shout before +you, Hosannah." + +So he spoke to himself in bitterness of soul, standing before his +cartoons into which he had thrown all the genius there was in him, and +which hung there unseen save by the spider that wove and the moth that +flew over them. + +Folle-Farine, who was that day in his chamber, looked at him with the +wistful, far-reaching comprehension which an unerring instinct taught +her. + +"Of a winter night," she said, slowly, "I have heard old Pitchou read +aloud to Flamma, and she read of their God, the one they hang everywhere +on the crosses here; and the story was that the populace scourged and +nailed to death the one whom they knew afterwards, when too late, to +have been the great man they looked for, and that then being bidden to +make their choice of one to save, they choose to ransom and honor a +thief: one called Barabbas. Is it true?--if the world's choice were +wrong once, why not twice?" + +Arslan smiled; the smile she knew so well, and which had no more warmth +than the ice floes of his native seas. + +"Why not twice? Why not a thousand times? A thief has the world's +sympathies always. It is always the Barabbas--the trickster in talent, +the forger of stolen wisdom, the bravo of political crime, the huckster +of plundered thoughts, the charlatan of false art, whom the vox populi +elects and sets free, and sends on his way rejoicing. 'Will ye have +Christ or Barabbas?' Every generation is asked the same question, and +every generation gives the same answer; and scourges the divinity out of +its midst, and finds its idol in brute force and low greed." + +She only dimly comprehended, not well knowing why her words had thus +roused him. She pondered awhile, then her face cleared. + +"But the end?" she asked. "The dead God is the God of all these people +round us now, and they have built great places in his honor, and they +bow when they pass his likeness in the highway or the market-place. But +with Barabbas--what was the end? It seems that they loathe and despise +him?" + +Arslan laughed a little. + +"His end? In Syria maybe the vultures picked his bones, where they lay +whitening on the plains--those times were primitive, the world was +young. But in our day Barabbas lives and dies in honor, and has a tomb +that stares all men in the face, setting forth his virtues, so that all +who run may read. In our day Barabbas--the Barabbas of money greeds and +delicate cunning, and the theft, which has risen to science, and the +assassination that destroys souls and not bodies, and the crime that +deals moral death and not material death--our Barabbas, who is crowned +Fraud in the place of mailed Force,--lives always in purple and fine +linen, and ends in the odor of sanctity with the prayers of priests over +his corpse." + +He spoke with a certain fierce passion that rose in him whenever he +thought of that world which had rejected him, and had accepted so many +others, weaker in brain and nerve, but stronger in one sense, because +more dishonest; and as he spoke he went straight to a wall on his right, +where a great sea of gray paper was stretched, untouched and ready to +his hand. + +She would have spoken, but he made a motion to silence. + +"Hush! be quiet," he said to her, almost harshly. "I have thought of +something." + +And he took the charcoal and swept rapidly with it over the dull blank +surface till the vacancy glowed with life. A thought had kindled in him; +a vision had arisen before him. + +The scene around him vanished utterly from his sight. The gray stone +walls, the square windows through which the fading sunrays fell; the +level pastures and sullen streams, and pallid skies without, all faded +away as though they had existed only in a dream. + +All the empty space about him became peopled with many human shapes +that for him had breath and being, though no other eye could have beheld +them. + +The old Syrian world of eighteen hundred years before arose and glowed +before him. The things of his own life died away, and in their stead he +saw the fierce flame of Eastern suns, the gleaming range of marble +palaces, the purple flush of pomegranate flowers, the deep color of +Oriental robes, the soft silver of hills olive-crested, the tumult of a +city at high festival. + +And he could not rest until all he thus saw in his vision he had +rendered as far as his hand could render it; and what he drew was this. + +A great thirsty, heated, seething crowd; a crowd that had manhood and +womanhood, age and infancy, youths and maidens within its ranks; a crowd +in whose faces every animal lust and every human passion were let loose; +a crowd on which a noonday sun without shadow streamed; a sun which +parched and festered and engendered all corruption in the land on which +it looked. This crowd was in a city, a city on whose flat roofs the +myrtle and the cystus bloomed; above whose gleaming marble walls the +silver plumes of olives waved; upon whose distant slopes the darkling +cedar groves rose straight against the sky, and on whose lofty temple +plates of gold glistened against the shining heavens. This crowd had +scourges, and stones, and goads in their hands; and in their midst they +had one clothed in white, whose head was thorn-crowned, and whose eyes +were filled with a god's pity and a man's reproach; and him they stoned, +and lashed, and hooted. + +And triumphant in the throng, whose choice he was, seated aloft upon +men's shoulders, with a purple robe thrown on his shoulders, there sat a +brawny, grinning, bloated, jibbering thing, with curled lips and savage +eyes, and satyr's leer: the creature of greed of lust, of obscenity, of +brutality, of avarice, of desire. This man the people followed, +rejoicing exceedingly, content in the guide whom they had chosen, +victorious in the fiend for whom they spurned a deity; crying, with +wide-open throats and brazen lungs,--"Barabbas!" + +There was not a form in all this closed-packed throng which had not a +terrible irony in it, which was not in itself a symbol of some lust or +of some vice, for which women and men abjure the godhead in them. + +One gorged drunkard lay asleep with his amphora broken beneath him, the +stream of the purple wine lapped eagerly by ragged children. + +A money-changer had left the receipt of custom, eager to watch and +shout, and a thief clutched both hands full of the forsaken coins and +fled. + +A miser had dropped a bag of gold, and stopped to catch at all the +rolling pieces, regardless in his greed how the crowd trampled and trod +on him. + +A mother chid and struck her little brown curly child, because he +stretched his arms and turned his face towards the thorn-crowned +captive. + +A priest of the temple, with a blood-stained knife thrust in his girdle, +dragged beside him, by the throat, a little tender lamb doomed for the +sacrifice. + +A dancing-woman with jewels in her ears, and half naked to the waist, +sounding the brazen cymbals above her head, drew a score of youths after +her in Barabbas' train. + +On one of the flat roof-tops, reclining on purple and fine linen, +looking down on the street below from the thick foliage of her citron +boughs and her red Syrian roses, was an Egyptian wanton; and leaning +beside her, tossing golden apples into her bosom, was a young centurion +of the Roman guard, languid and laughing, with his fair chest bare to +the heat, and his armor flung in a pile beside him. + +And thus, in like manner, every figure bore its parable; whilst above +all was the hard, hot, cruel, cloudless sky of blue, without one +faintest mist to break its horrible serenity, and, high in the azure +ether and against the sun, an eagle and a vulture fought, locked close, +and tearing at each other's breasts. + +Six nights the conception occupied him--his days were not his own, he +spent them in a rough mechanical labor which his strength executed while +his mind was far away from it; but the nights were all his, and at the +end of the sixth night the thing arose, perfect as far as his hand +could perfect it; begotten by a chance and ignorant word as have been +many of the greatest works the world has seen;--oaks sprung from the +acorn that a careless child has let fall. + +When he had finished it, his arm dropped to his side, he stood +motionless; the red glow of the dawn lighting the dreamy depths of his +sleepless eyes. + +He knew that his work was good. + +The artist, for one moment of ecstasy, realizes the content of a god +when, resting from his labors, he knows that those labors have borne +their full fruit. + +It is only for a moment; the greater the artist the more swiftly will +discontent and misgiving overtake him, the more quickly will the +feebleness of his execution disgust him in comparison with the splendor +of his ideal; the more surely will he--though the world ring with +applause of him--be enraged and derisive and impatient at himself. + +But while the moment lasts it is a rapture; keen, pure, intense, +surpassing every other. In it, fleeting though it be, he is blessed with +a blessing that never falls on any other creature. The work of his brain +and of his hand contents him,--it is the purest joy on earth. + +Arslan knew that joy as he looked on the vast imagination for which he +had given up sleep, and absorbed in which he had almost forgotten hunger +and thirst and the passage of time. + +He had known no rest until he had embodied the shapes that pursued him. +He had scarcely spoken, barely slumbered an hour; tired out, consumed +with restless fever, weak from want of sleep and neglect of food he had +worked on, and on, and on, until the vision as he had beheld it lived +there, recorded for the world that denied him. + +As he looked on it he felt his own strength, and was glad; he had faith +in himself though he had faith in no other thing; he ceased to care what +other fate befell him, so that only this supreme power of creation +remained with him. + +His lamp died out; the bell of a distant clock chimed the fourth hour of +the passing night. + +The day broke in the east, beyond the gray levels of the fields and +plains; the dusky crimson of the dawn rose over the cool dark skies; the +light of the morning stars came in and touched the visage of his +fettered Christ; all the rest was in shadow. + +He himself remained motionless before it. He knew that in it lay the +best achievement, the highest utterance, the truest parable, that the +genius in him had ever conceived and put forth;--and he knew too that he +was as powerless to raise it to the public sight of men as though he +were stretched dead beneath it. He knew that there would be none to heed +whether it rotted there in the dust, or perished by moth or by flame, +unless indeed some illness should befall him, and it should be taken +with the rest to satisfy some petty debt of bread, or oil, or fuel. + +There, on that wall, he had written, with all the might there was in +him, his warning to the age in which he lived, his message to future +generations, his claims to men's remembrance after death: and there were +none to see, none to read, none to believe. Great things, beautiful +things, things of wisdom, things of grace, things terrible in their +scorn and divine in their majesty, rose up about him, incarnated by his +mind and his hand--and their doom was to fade and wither without leaving +one human mind the richer for their story, one human soul the nobler for +their meaning. + +To the humanity around him they had no value save such value of a few +coins as might lie in them to liquidate some miserable scare at the +bakehouse or the oilshop in the streets of the town. + +A year of labor, and the cartoon could be transferred to the permanent +life of the canvas; and he was a master of color, and loved to wrestle +with its intricacies as the mariner struggles with the storm. + +"But what were the use?" he pondered as he stood there. "What the use to +be at pains to give it its full life on canvas? No man will ever look on +it." + +All labors of his art were dear to him, and none wearisome: yet he +doubted what it would avail to commence the perpetuation of this work on +canvas. + +If the world were never to know that it existed, it would be as well to +leave it there on its gray sea of paper, to be moved to and fro with +each wind that blew through the broken rafters, and to be brushed by the +wing of the owl and the flittermouse. + +The door softly unclosed; he did not hear it. + +Across the chamber Folle-Farine stole noiselessly. + +She had come and gone thus a score of times through those six nights of +his vigil; and he had seldom seen her, never spoken to her; now and then +she had touched him, and placed before him some simple meal of herbs and +bread, and he had taken it half unconsciously, and drunk great draughts +of water, and turned back again to his work, not noticing that she had +brought to him what he sorely needed, and yet would not of himself have +remembered. + +She came to him without haste and without sound, and stood before him +and looked;--looked with all her soul in her awed eyes. + +The dawn was brighter now, red and hazy with curious faint gleams of +radiance from the sun, that as yet was not risen. All the light there +was fell on the crowd of Jerusalem. + +One ray white and pure fell upon the bowed head of the bound God. + +She stood and gazed at it. + +She had watched it all grow gradually into being from out the chaos of +dull spaces and confused lines. This art, which could call life from the +dry wastes of wood and paper, and shed perpetual light where all was +darkness, was even to her an alchemy incomprehensible, immeasurable; a +thing not to be criticised or questioned, but adored in all its +unscrutable and majestic majesty. To her it could not have been more +marvelous if his hand had changed the river-sand to gold, or his touch +wakened the dead cornflowers to bloom afresh as living asphodels. But +now for once she forgot the sorcery of the art in the terror and the +pathos of the story that it told; now for once she forgot, in the +creation, its creator. + +All she saw was the face of the Christ,--the pale bent face, in whose +eyes there was a patience so perfect, a pity so infinite, a reproach +that had no wrath, a scorn that had no cruelty. + +She had hated the Christ on the cross, because he was the God of the +people she hated, and in whose name they reviled her. But this Christ +moved her strangely--there, in the light, alone; betrayed and forsaken +while the crowd rushed on, lauding Barabbas. + +Ignorant though she was, the profound meanings of the parable penetrated +her with their ironies and with their woe--the parable of the genius +rejected and the thief exalted. + +She trembled and was silent; and in her eyes sudden tears swam. + +"They have talked of their God--often--so often," she muttered. "But I +never knew till now what they meant." + +Arslan turned and looked at her. He had not known that she was there. + +"Is it so?" he said, slowly. "Well--the world refuses me fame; but I do +not know that the world could give me a higher tribute than your +admiration." + +"The world?" she echoed, with her eyes still fastened on the head of the +Christ and the multitudes that flocked after Barabbas. "The world? You +care for the world--you?--who have painted _that_?" + +Arslan did not answer her: he felt the rebuke. + +He had drawn the picture in all its deadly irony, in all its pitiless +truth, only himself to desire and strive for the wine streams and the +painted harlotry, and the showers of gold, and the false gods of a +worldly success. + +Was he a renegade to his own religion; a skeptic of his own teaching? + +It was not for the first time that the dreamy utterances of this +untrained and imperfect intelligence had struck home to the imperious +and mature intellect of the man of genius. + +He flung his charcoal away, and looked at the sun as it rose. + +"Even I!" he answered her. "We, who call ourselves poets or painters, +can see the truth and can tell it,--we are prophets so far,--but when we +come down from our Horeb we hanker for the flesh-pots and the +dancing-women, and the bags of gold, like all the rest. We are no +better than those we preach to; perhaps we are worse. Our eyes are set +to the light; but our feet are fixed in the mire." + +She did not hear him; and had she heard, would not have comprehended. + +Her eyes were still fastened on the Christ, and the blood in her cheeks +faded and glowed at every breath she drew, and in her eye there was the +wistful, wondering, trustful reverence which shone in those of the +child, who, breaking from his mother's arms, and, regardless of the +soldier's stripes, clung to the feet of the scourged captive, and there +kneeled and prayed. + +Without looking at her, Arslan went out to his daily labor on the +waters. + +The sun had fully risen; the day was red and clear; the earth was hushed +in perfect stillness; the only sounds there were came from the wings and +voices of innumerable birds. + +"And yet I desire nothing for myself," he thought. "I would lie down and +die to-morrow, gladly, did I know that they would live." + +Yet he knew that to desire a fame after death, was as idle as to desire +with a child's desire, the stars. + +For the earth is crowded full with clay gods and false prophets, and +fresh legions forever arriving to carry on the old strife for supremacy; +and if a man pass unknown all the time that his voice is audible, and +his hand visible, through the sound and smoke of the battle, he will +dream in vain of any remembrance when the gates of the grave shall have +closed on him and shut him forever from sight. + +When the world was in its youth, it had leisure to garner its +recollections; even to pause and look back, and to see what flower of a +fair thought, what fruit of a noble art, it might have overlooked or +left down-trodden. + +But now it is so old, and is so tired; it is purblind and heavy of foot; +it does not notice what it destroys; it desires rest, and can find none; +nothing can matter greatly to it; its dead are so many that it cannot +count them; and being thus worn and dulled with age, and suffocated +under the weight of its innumerable memories, it is very slow to be +moved, and swift--terribly swift--to forget. + +Why should it not be? + +It has known the best, it has known the worst, that ever can befall it. + +And the prayer which to the heart of a man seems so freshly born from +his own desire, what is it on the weary ear of the world, save the same +old old cry that it has heard through all the ages, empty as the sound +of the wind, and forever--forever unanswered! + + + + +CHAPTER VII. + + +One day, while the year was still young, though the first thunder-heats +of the early summer had come, he asked her to go with him to the sea ere +the sun set. + +"The sea?" she repeated. "What is that?" + +"Is it possible that you do not know?" he asked, in utter wonder. "You +who have lived all these years within two leagues of it!" + +"I have heard often of it," she said, simply; "but I cannot tell what it +is." + +"The man has never yet lived who could tell--in fit language. Poseidon +is the only one of all the old gods of Hellas who still lives and +reigns. We will go to his kingdom. Sight is better than speech." + +So he took her along the slow course of the inland water through the +osiers and the willows, down to where the slow river ripples would meet +the swift salt waves. + +It was true what she had said, that she had never seen the sea. Her +errands had always been to and fro between the mill and the quay in the +town, no farther; she had exchanged so little communion with the people +of the district that she knew nothing of whither the barges went that +took away the corn and fruit, nor whence the big boats came that brought +the coals and fish; when she had a little space of leisure to herself +she had wandered indeed, but never so far as the shore; almost always +in the woods and the meadows; never where the river, widening as it ran, +spread out between level banks until, touching the sea, it became a +broad estuary. + +She had heard speak of the sea, indeed, as of some great highway on +which men traveled incessantly to and fro; as of something +unintelligible, remote, belonging to others, indifferent and alien to +herself. + +When she had thought of it at all, she had only thought of it as +probably some wide canal black with mud and dust and edged by dull +pathways slippery and toilsome, along which tired horses towed heavy +burdens all day long, that men and women might be thereby enriched of +the beauty and the mystery. Of the infinite sweetness and solace of the +sea, she knew no more than she knew of any loveliness or of any pity in +human nature. + +A few leagues off, where the stream widened into a bay and was hemmed in +by sand-banks in lieu of its flat green pastures, there was a little +fishing-town, built under the great curve of beetling cliffs, and busy +with all the stir and noise of mart and wharf. There the sea was crowded +with many masts and ruddy with red-brown canvas; and the air was full of +the salt scent of rotting sea-weed, of stiff sails spread out to dry, of +great shoals of fish poured out upon the beach, and of dusky noisome +cabins, foul smelling and made hideous by fishwives' oaths, and the +death-screams of scalded shellfish. + +He did not take her thither. + +He took her half way down the stream whilst it was still sleepily +beautiful with pale gray willows and green meadow-land, and acres of +silvery reeds, and here and there some quaint old steeple or some +apple-hidden roofs on either side its banks. But midway he left the +water and stretched out across the country, she beside him, moving with +that rapid, lithe, and staglike ease of limbs that have never known +restraint. + +Some few people passed them on their way: a child, taking the cliff-road +to his home under the rocks, with a big blue pitcher in his bands; an +old man, who had a fishing-brig at sea and toiled up there to look for +her, with a gray dog at his heels, and the smell of salt water in his +clothes; a goatherd, clad in rough skins, wool outward, and killing +birds with stones as he went; a woman, with a blue skirt and scarlet +hose, and a bundle of boughs and brambles on her head, with here and +there a stray winter berry glowing red through the tender green leafage; +all these looked askance at them, and the goatherd muttered a curse, and +the woman a prayer, and gave them wide way through the stunted furze, +for they were both of them accursed in the people's sight. + +"You find it hard to live apart from your kind?" he asked her suddenly +as they gained the fields where no human habitation at all was left, and +over which in the radiance of the still sunlit skies there hung the pale +crescent of a week-old moon. + +"To live apart?"--she did not understand. + +"Yes--like this. To have no child smile, no woman gossip, no man +exchange good-morrow with you. Is it any sorrow to you?" + +Her eyes flashed through the darkness fiercely. + +"What does it matter? It is best so. One is free. One owes nothing--not +so much as a fair word. That is well." + +"I think it is well--if one is strong enough for it. It wants strength." + +"I am strong." + +She spoke quietly, with the firm and simple consciousness of force, +which has as little of vanity in it as it has of weakness. + +"To live apart," she said, after a pause, in which he had not answered. +"I know what you mean--now. It is well--it was well with those men you +tell me of, when the world was young, who left all other men and went to +live with the watercourse and the wild dove, and the rose and the palm, +and the great yellow desert; was it not well?" + +"So well with them that men worshiped them for it. But there is no such +worship now. The cities are the kingdom of heaven, not the deserts; and +he who hankers for the wilderness is stoned in the streets as a fool. +And how should it be well with you, who have neither wild rose nor wild +dove for compensation, but are only beaten and hooted, and hated and +despised?" + +Her eyes glittered through the darkness, and her voice was hard and +fierce as she answered him: + +"See here.--There is a pretty golden thing in the west road of the town +who fears me horribly, Yvonne, the pottery painter's daughter. She says +to her father at evening, 'I must go read the offices to old Mother +Margot;' and he says, 'Go, my daughter; piety and reverence of age are +twin blossoms on one stem of a tree that grows at the right hand of God +in Paradise.' + +"And she goes; not to Margot, but to a little booth, where there is +dancing, and singing, and brawling, that her father has forbade her to +go near by a league. + +"There is an old man at the corner of the market-place, Ryno, the +fruitseller, who says that I am accursed, and spits out at me as I pass. +He says to the people as they go by his stall, 'See these peaches, they +are smooth and rosy as a child's cheek; sweet and firm; not their like +betwixt this and Paris. I will let you have them cheap, so cheap; I need +sorely to send money to my sick son in Africa.' And the people pay, +greedily; and when the peaches are home they see a little black speck in +each of them, and all save their bloom is rottenness. + +"There is a woman who makes lace at the window of the house against the +fourth gate; Marion Silvis; she is white and sleek, and blue-eyed; the +priests honor her, and she never misses a mass. She has an old blind +mother whom she leaves in her room. She goes out softly at nightfall, +and she slips to a wineshop full of soldiers, and her lovers kiss her on +the mouth. And the old mother sits moaning and hungry at home; and a +night ago she was badly burned, being alone. Now--is it well or no to be +hated of those people? If I had loved them, and they me, I might have +become a liar, and have thieved, and have let men kiss me, likewise." + +She spoke with thoughtful and fierce earnestness, not witting of the +caustic in her own words, meaning simply what she said, and classing the +kisses of men as some sort of weakness and vileness, like those of a +theft and a lie; as she had come to do out of a curious, proud, true +instinct that was in her, and not surely from the teaching of any +creature. + +She in her way loved the man who walked beside her; but it was a love of +which she was wholly unconscious; a pity, a sorrow, a reverence, a +passion, a deification, all combined, that had little or nothing in +common with the loves of human kind, and which still left her speech as +free, and her glance as fearless, with him as with any other. + +He knew that; and he did not care to change it; it was singular, and +gave her half her charm of savageness and innocence commingled. He +answered her merely, with a smile: + +"You are only a barbarian; how should you understand that the seductions +of civilization lie in its multiplications of the forms of vice? Men +would not bear its yoke an hour if it did not in return facilitate their +sins. You are an outcast from it;--so you have kept your hands honest +and your lips pure. You may be right to be thankful--I would not pretend +to decide." + +"At least--I would not be as they are," she answered him with a curl of +the mouth, and a gleam in her eyes: the pride of the old nomadic tribes, +whose blood was in her, asserting itself against the claimed superiority +of the tamed and hearth-bound races--blood that ran free and fearless to +the measure of boundless winds and rushing waters; that made the forest +and the plain, the dawn and the darkness, the flight of the wild roe and +the hiding-place of the wood pigeon, dearer than any roof-tree, sweeter +than any nuptial bed. + +She had left the old life so long--so long that even her memories of it +were dim as dreams, and its language had died off her lips in all save +the broken catches of her songs; but the impulses of it were in her, +vivid and ineradicable, and the scorn with which the cowed and timid +races of hearth and of homestead regarded her, she, the daughter of +Taric, gave back to them in tenfold measure. + +"I would not be as they are!" she repeated, her eyes glancing through +the sunshine of the cloudless day. "To sit and spin; to watch their +soup-pot boil; to spend their days under a close roof; to shut the stars +out, and cover themselves in their beds, as swine do with their straw +in the sty; to huddle all together in thousands, fearing to do what they +will, lest the tongue of their neighbor wag evil of it; to cheat a +little and steal a little, and lie always when the false word serves +them, and to mutter to themselves, 'God will wash us free of our sins,' +and then to go and sin again stealthily, thinking men will not see and +sure that their God will give them a quittance;--that is their life. I +would not be as they are." + +And her spirits rose, and her earliest life in the Liebana seemed to +flash on her for one moment clear and bright through the veil of the +weary years, and she walked erect and swiftly through the gorse, singing +by his side the bold burden of one of the old sweet songs. + +And for the first time the thought passed over Arslan: + +"This tameless wild doe would crouch like a spaniel, and be yoked as a +beast of burden,--if I chose." + +Whether or no he chose he was not sure. + +She was beautiful in her way; barbaric, dauntless, innocent, savage; he +cared to hurt, to please, to arouse, to study, to portray her; but to +seek love from her he did not care. + +And yet she was most lovely in her own wild fashion like a young desert +mare, or a seagull on the wing; and he wondered to himself that he cared +for her no more, as he moved beside her through the thickets of the +gorse and against the strong wind blowing from the sea. + +There was so little passion left in him. + +He had tossed aside the hair of dead women and portrayed the limbs and +the features of living ones till that ruthless pursuit had brought its +own penalty with it; and the beauty of women scarcely moved him more +than did the plumage of a bird or the contour of a marble. His senses +were drugged, and his heart was dead; it was well that it should be so, +he had taught himself to desire it; and yet---- + +As they left the cliff-road for the pathless downs that led toward the +summit of the rocks, they passed by a wayside hut, red with climbing +creepers, and all alone on the sandy soil, like the little nest of a +yellowhammer. + +Through its unclosed shutter the light of the sun streamed into it; the +interior was visible. It was very poor--a floor of mud, a couch of +rushes; a hearth on which a few dry sticks were burning; walls +lichen-covered and dropping moisture. Before the sticks, kneeling and +trying to make them burn up more brightly to warm the one black pot that +hung above them, was a poor peasant girl, and above her leaned a man who +was her lover, a fisher of the coast, as poor, as hardy, and as simple +as herself. + +In the man's eye the impatience of love was shining, and as she lifted +her head, after breathing with all her strength on the smoking sticks, +he bent and drew her in his arms and kissed her rosy mouth and the white +lids that drooped over her bright blue smiling northern eyes. She let +the fuel lie still to blaze or smoulder as it would, and leaned her head +against him, and laughed softly at his eagerness. Arslan glanced at them +as he passed. + +"Poor brutes!" he muttered. "Yet how happy they are! It must be well to +be so easily content, and to find a ready-made fool's paradise in a +woman's lips." + +Folle-Farine hearing him, paused, and looked also. She trembled +suddenly, and walked on in silence. + +A new light broke on her, and dazzled her, and made her afraid: this +forest-born creature, who had never known what fear was. + +The ground ascended as it stretched seaward, but on it there were only +wide dull fields of colza or of grass lying, sickly and burning, under +the fire of the late afternoon sun. The slope was too gradual to break +their monotony. + +Above them was the cloudless weary blue; below them was the faint +parched green; other color there was none; one little dusky panting bird +flew by pursued by a kite; that was the only change. + +She asked him no questions; she walked mutely and patiently by his side; +she hated the dull heat, the colorless waste, the hard scorch of the +air, the dreary changelessness of the scene. But she did not say so. He +had chosen to come to them. + +A league onward the fields were merged into a heath, uncultivated and +covered with short prickly furze; on the brown earth between the +stunted bushes a few goats were cropping the burnt-up grasses. Here the +slope grew sharper, and the earth seemed to rise up between the sky and +them, steep and barren as a house-roof. + +Once he asked her,-- + +"Are you tired?" + +She shook her head. + +Her feet ached, and her heart throbbed; her limbs were heavy like lead +in the heat and the toil. But she did not tell him so. She would have +dropped dead from exhaustion rather than have confessed to him any +weakness. + +He took the denial as it was given, and pressed onward up the ascent. + +The sun was slanting towards the west; the skies seemed like brass; the +air was sharp, yet scorching; the dull brown earth still rose up before +them like a wall; they climbed it slowly and painfully, their hands and +their teeth filled with its dust, that drifted in a cloud before them. +He bade her close her eyes, and she obeyed him. He stretched his arm out +and drew her after him up the ascent that was slippery from drought and +prickly from the stunted growth of furze. + +On the summit he stood still and released her. + +"Now look." + +She opened her eyes with the startled half-questioning stare of one led +out from utter darkness into a full and sudden light. + +Then, with a cry, she sank down on the rock, trembling, weeping, +laughing, stretching out her arms to the new glory that met her sight, +dumb with its grandeur, delirious with its delight. + +For what she saw was the sea. + +Before her dazzled sight all its beauty stretched, the blueness of the +waters meeting the blueness of the skies; radiant with all the marvels +of its countless hues; softly stirred by a low wind that sighed across +it; bathed in a glow of gold that streamed on it from the westward; +rolling from north to south in slow sonorous measure, filling the silent +air with ceaseless melody. The luster of the sunset beamed upon it; the +cool fresh smell of its water shot like new life through all the scorch +and stupor of the day; its white foam curled and broke on the brown +curving rocks and wooded inlets of the shores; innumerable birds, that +gleamed like silver, floated or flew above its surface; all was still, +still as death, save only for the endless movement of those white swift +wings and the susurrus of the waves, in which all meaner and harsher +sounds of earth seemed lost and hushed to slumber and to silence. + +The sea alone reigned, as it reigned in the sweet young years of the +earth when men were not; as, maybe, it will be its turn to reign again +in the years to come, when men and all their works shall have passed +away and be no more seen nor any more remembered. + +Arslan watched her in silence. + +He was glad that it should awe and move her thus. The sea was the only +thing for which he cared; or which had any power over him. In the +northern winter of his youth he had known the ocean in one wild night's +work undo all that men had done to check and rule it, and burst through +all the barriers that they had raised against it, and throw down the +stones of the altar and quench the fires of the hearth, and sweep +through the fold and the byre, and flood the cradle of the child and the +grave of the grandsire. He had seen the storms wash away at one blow the +corn harvests of years, and gather in the sheep from the hills, and take +the life of the shepherd with the life of the flock. He had seen it +claim lovers locked in each other's arms, and toss the fair curls of the +first-born as it tossed the ribbon-weeds of its deeps. And he had felt +small pity; it had rather given him a sense of rejoicing and triumph to +see the water laugh to scorn those who were so wise in their own +conceit, and bind beneath its chains those who held themselves masters +over all beasts of the field and birds of the air. + +Other men dreaded the sea and cursed it; but he in his way loved it +almost with passion, and could he have chosen the manner of his death +would have desired that it should be by the sea and through the sea; a +death cold and serene and dreamily voluptuous; a death on which no +woman should look and in which no man should have share. + +He watched her now for some time without speaking. When the first +paroxysm of her emotion had exhausted itself, she stood motionless, her +figure like a statue of bronze against the sun, her head sunk upon her +breast, her arms outstretched as though beseeching the wondrous +brightness which she saw to take her to itself and make her one with it. +Her whole attitude expressed an unutterable worship. She was like one +who for the first time hears of God. + +"What is it you feel?" he asked her suddenly. He knew without asking; +but he had made it his custom to dissect all her joys and sufferings, +with little heed whether he thus added to either. + +At the sound of his voice she started, and a shiver shook her as she +answered him slowly, without withdrawing her gaze from the waters,-- + +"It has been there always--always--so near me?" + +"Before the land, the sea was." + +"And I never knew!" + +Her head drooped on her breast; tears rolled silently down her checks; +her arms fell to her sides; she shivered again and sighed. She knew all +she had lost--this is the greatest grief that life holds. + +"You never knew," he made answer. "There was only a sand-hill between +you and all this glory; but the sand-hill was enough. Many people never +climb theirs all their lives long." + +The words and their meaning escaped her. + +She had for once no remembrance of him; nor any other sense save of this +surpassing wonder which had thus burst on her--this miracle that had +been near her for so long, yet of which she had never in all her visions +dreamed. + +She was quite silent; sunk there on her knees, motionless, and gazing +straight, with eyes unblenching, at the light. + +There was no sound near them, nor was there anything in sight except +where above against the deepest azure of the sky two curlews were +circling around each other, and in the distance a single ship was +gliding, with sails silvered by the sun. All signs of human life lay far +behind; severed from them by those steep scorched slopes swept only by +the plovers and the bees. And all the while she looked the slow tears +gathered in her eyes and fell, and the loud hard beating of her heart +was audible in the hushed stillness of the upper air. + +He waited awhile; then he spoke to her: + +"Since it pains you come away." + +A great sob shuddered through her. + +"Give me that pain," she muttered, "sooner than any joy. Pain? Pain?--it +is life, heaven, liberty!" + +For suddenly those words which she had heard spoken around her, and +which had been scarcely more to her than they were to the deaf and the +dumb, became real to her with a thousand meanings. Men use them +unconsciously, figuring by them all the marvels of their existence, all +the agonies of their emotions, all the mysteries of their pangs and +passions, for which they have no other names; even so she used them now +in the tumult of awe, in the torture of joy, that possessed her. + +Arslan looked at her, and let her be. + +Passionless himself, except in the pursuit of his art, the passions of +this untrained and intense nature had interest for him--the cold +interest of analysis and dissection, not of sympathy. As he portrayed +her physical beauty scarcely moved by its flush of color and grace of +mould, so he pursued the development of her mind searchingly, but with +little pity and little tenderness. + +The seagulls were lost in the heights of the air; the ship sailed on +into the light till the last gleam of its canvas vanished; the sun sank +westward lower and lower till it glowed in a globe of flame upon the +edge of the water: she never moved; standing there on the summit of the +cliff, with her head dropped upon her breast, her form thrown out dark +and motionless against the gold of the western sky; on her face still +that look of one who worships with intense honor and passionate faith an +unknown God. + +The sun sank entirely, leaving only a trail of flame across the heavens; +the waters grew gray and purple in the shadows; one boat, black against +the crimson reflections of the west, swept on swiftly with the +in-rushing tide; the wind rose and blew long curls of seaweed on the +rocks; the shores of the bay were dimmed in a heavy mist, through which +the lights of the little hamlets dimly glowed, and the distant voices of +fishermen calling to each other as they drew in their deep-sea nets came +faint and weirdlike. + +Still she never moved; the sea at her feet seemed to magnetize her, and +draw her to it with some unseen power. + +She started again as Arslan spoke. + +"This is but a land-locked bay," he said, with some contempt; he who had +seen the white aurora rise over the untraversed ocean of an Arctic +world. "And it lies quiet enough there, like a duck-pool, in the +twilight. Tell me, why does it move you so?" + +She gave a heavy stifled sigh. + +"It looks so free. And I----" + +On her there had vaguely come of late the feeling that she had only +exchanged one tyranny for another; that, leaving the dominion of +ignorance, she had only entered into a slavery still sterner and more +binding. In every vein of her body there leaped and flashed and lived +the old free blood of an ever lawless, of an often criminal, race, and +yet, though with its instincts of rebellion so strong in her, moving her +to break all bonds and tear off all yokes, she was the slave of a +slave--since she was the slave of love. This she did not know; but its +weight was upon her. + +He heard with a certain pity. He was bound himself in the chain of +poverty and of the world's forgetfulness, and he had not even so much +poor freedom as lies in the gilded imprisonment of fame. + +"It is not free," was all he answered her. "It obeys the laws that +govern it, and cannot evade them. Its flux and reflux are not liberty, +but obedience--just such obedience to natural law as our life shows when +it springs into being and slowly wears itself out and then perishes in +its human form to live again in the motes of the air and the blades of +the grass. There is no such thing as liberty; men have dreamed of it, +but nature has never accorded it." + +The words passed coldly over her: with her senses steeped in the +radiance of light, that divinity of calm, that breadth of vision, that +trance of awe, the chilliness and the bitterness of fact recoiled from +off her intelligence, unabsorbed, as the cold rain-drops roll off a +rose. + +"It is so free!" she murmured, regardless of his words. "If I had only +known--I would have asked it to take me so long ago. To float dead on +it--as that bird floats--it would be so quiet there and it would not +fling me back, I think. It would have pity." + +Her voice was dreamy and gentle. The softness of an indescribable desire +was in it. + +"Is it too late?" he said, with that cruelty which characterized all his +words to her. "Can you have grown in love with life?" + +"You live," she said, simply. + +He was silent; the brief innocent words rebuked him. They said, so +clearly yet so unconsciously, the influence that his life already had +gained on hers, whilst hers was to him no more than the brown seaweed +was to the rock on which the waters tossed it. + +"Let us go down!" he said, abruptly, at length; "it grows late." + +With one longing backward look she obeyed him, moving like a creature in +a dream, as she went away, along the side of the cliff through the +shadows, while the goats lying down for their night's rest started and +fled at the human footsteps. + + + + +CHAPTER VIII. + + +She was his absolute slave; and he used his influence with little +scruple. Whatever he told her she believed: whatever he desired, she +obeyed. + +With little effort he persuaded her that to lend her beauty to the +purpose of his art was a sacrifice pure and supreme; repaid, it might +be, with immortality, like the immortality of the Mona Lisa. + +It was ever painful and even loathsome to her to give her beauty to the +callous scrutiny and to the merciless imitations of art; it stung the +dignity and the purity that were inborn in this daughter of an outlawed +people; it wounded, and hurt, and humiliated her. She knew that these +things were only done that one day the eyes of thousands and of tens of +thousands might gaze on them; and the knowledge was hateful to her. + +But as she would have borne wood or carried water for him, as she would +have denied her lips the least morsel of bread that his might have fed +thereon, as she would have gone straight to the river's edge at his +bidding, and have stood still for the stream to swell and the floods to +cover her, so she obeyed him, and let him make of her what he would. + +He painted or sketched her in nearly every attitude, and rendered her +the center of innumerable stories. + +He placed her form in the crowd of dancing-women that followed after +Barabbas. He took her for Persephone, as for Phryne. He couched her on +the bleak rocks and the sea-sands on barren Tenedos. He made her beauty +burn through the purple vines and the roses of silence of the Venusberg. +He drew her as the fairest spirit fleeing with the autumn leaves in her +streaming hair from the pursuit of his own Storm God Othyr. He portrayed +her as Daphne, with all her soft human form changing and merging into +the bitter roots and the poisonous leaves of the laurel that was the +fruit of passion He drew her as Leonice, whose venal lips yet, being +purified by a perfect love, were sealed mute unto death, and for love's +sake spoke not. + +He sketched her in a hundred shapes and for a hundred stories, taking +her wild deerlike grace, and her supple mountain-bred strength, and her +beauty which had all the richness and the freshness that sun and wind +and rain and the dews of the nights can give, taking these as he in +other years had taken the bloom of the grape, the blush of the seashell, +the red glow of the desert reed, the fleeting glory of anything that, by +its life or by its death, would minister to his dreams or his desires. + +Of all the studies he made from her--he all the while cold to her as any +priest of old to the bird that he seethed in its blood on his altars of +sacrifice,--those which were slightest of all, yet of all pleased him +best, were those studies which were fullest of that ruthless and +unsparing irony with which, in every stroke of his pencil, he cut as +with a knife into the humanity he dissected. + +In the first, he painted her in all the warm, dreaming, palpitating +slumber of youth, asleep in a field of poppies: thousands of brilliant +blossoms were crushed under her slender, pliant, folded limbs; the +intense scarlet of the dream-flowers burned everywhere, above, beneath, +around her; purple shadow and amber light contended for the mastery upon +her; her arms were lightly tossed above her head; her mouth smiled in +her dreams; over her a butterfly flew, spreading golden wings to the +sun; against her breast the great crimson cups of the flowers of sleep +curled and glowed; among them, hiding and gibbering and glaring at her +with an elf's eyes, was the Red Mouse of the Brocken--the one touch of +pitiless irony, of unsparing metaphor, that stole like a snake through +the hush and the harmony and the innocence of repose. + +In the second, there was still the same attitude, the same solitude, the +same rest, but the sleep was the sleep of death. Stretched on a block of +white marble, there were the same limbs, but livid and lifeless, and +twisted in the contortions of a last agony: there was the same +loveliness, but on it the hues of corruption already had stolen; the +face was still turned upward, but the blank eyes stared hideously, and +the mouth was drawn back from teeth closely clinched; upon the stone +there lay a surgeon's knife and a sculptor's scalpel; between her lips +the Red Mouse sat, watching, mouthing, triumphant. All the beauty was +left still, but it was left ghastly, discolored, ruined,--ready for the +mockery of the clay, for the violation of the knife,--ready for the +feast of the blind worm, for the narrow home dug in darkness and in +dust. + +And these two pictures were so alike and yet so unlike, so true to all +the glory of youth, so true to all the ghastliness of death, that they +were terrible; they were terrible even to the man who drew them with so +unsparing and unfaltering a hand. + +Only to her they were not terrible, because they showed his power, +because they were his will and work. She had no share in the shudder, +which even he felt, at that visible presentiment of the corruption to +which her beauty in its human perfection was destined: since it +pleasured him to do it, that was all she cared. She would have given her +beauty to the scourge of the populace, or to the fish of the sea, at his +bidding. + +She had not asked him even what the Red Mouse meant. + +She was content that he should deal with her in all things as he would. +That such portrayals of her were cruel she never once thought: to her +all others had been so brutal that the cruelties of Arslan seemed sweet +as the south wind. + +To be for one instant a thing in the least wished for and endeared was +to her a miracle so wonderful and so undreamt of, that it made her life +sublime to her. + +"Is that all the devil has done for you?" cried the gardener's wife from +the vine-hung lattice, leaning out while the boat from Ypres went down +the water-street beneath. + +"It were scarcely worth while to be his offspring if he deals you no +better gifts than that. He is as niggard as the saints are--the little +mean beasts! Do you know that the man who paints you brings death, they +say--sooner or later--to every creature that lives again for him in his +art?" + +Folle-Farine, beneath in the dense brown shadows cast from the timbers +of the leaning houses, raised her eyes; the eyes smiled, and yet they +had a look in them that chilled even the mocking, careless, wanton +temper of the woman who leaned above among the roses. + +"I have heard it," she said, simply, as her oar broke the shadows. + +"And you have no fear?" + +"I have no fear." + +The gardener's wife laughed aloud, the silver pins shaking in her yellow +tresses. + +"Well--the devil gives strength, no doubt. But I will not say much for +the devil's wage. A fine office he sets you--his daughter--to lend +yourself to a painter's eyes like any wanton that he could hire in the +market-place for a drink of wine. If the devil do no better than that +for you--his own-begotten--I will cleave close to the saints and the +angels henceforth, though they do take all the gems and the gold and the +lace for their altars, and bestow so little in answer." + +The boat had passed on with slow and even measure; no words of derision +which they could cast at her had power to move her any more than the +fret of the ruffling rooks had power to move the cathedral spires around +which they beat with their wings the empty air. + +The old dull gray routine of perpetual toil was illumined and enriched. +If any reviled, she heard not. If any flung a stone at her, she caught +it and dropped it safely on the grass, and went on with a glance of +pardon. When the children ran after her footsteps bawling and mouthing, +she turned and looked at them with a sweet dreaming tenderness in her +eyes that rebuked them and held them silenced and afraid. + +Now, she hated none; nor could she envy any. + +The women were welcome to their little joys of hearth and home; they +were welcome to look for their lovers across the fields with smiling +eyes shaded from the sun, or to beckon their infants from the dusky +orchards to murmur fond foolish words and stroke the curls of flaxen +down,--she begrudged them nothing: she, too, had her portion and her +treasure; she, too, knew the unutterable and mystical sweetness of a +human joy. + +Base usage cannot make base a creature that gives itself nobly, purely, +with unutterable and exhaustless love; and whilst the people in the +country round muttered at her for her vileness and disgrace, she, all +unwitting and raised high above the reach of taunt and censure by a deep +speechless joy that rendered hunger, and labor, and pain, and brutal +tasks, and jibing glances indifferent to her--nay, unfelt--went on her +daily ways with a light richer than the light of the sun in her eyes, +and in her step the noble freedom of one who has broken from bondage and +entered into a heritage of grace. + +She was proud as with the pride of one selected for some great dignity; +proud with the pride that a supreme devotion and a supreme ignorance +made possible to her. He was as a god to her; and she had found favor in +his sight. Although by all others despised, to him she was beautiful; a +thing to be desired, not abhorred; to be caressed, not cursed. It seemed +to her so wonderful that, night and day, in her heart she praised God +for it--that dim unknown God of whom no man had taught her, but yet whom +she had vaguely grown to dream of and to honor, and to behold in the +setting of the sun, and in the flush of the clouds, and in the mysteries +of the starlit skies. + +Of shame to her in it she had no thought: a passion strong as fire in +its force, pure as crystal in its unselfishness, possessed her for him, +and laid her at his feet to be done with as he would. She would have +crouched to him like a dog; she would have worked for him like a slave; +she would have killed herself if he had bidden her without a word of +resistance or a moan of regret. To be caressed by him one moment as his +hand in passing caressed a flower, even though with the next to be +broken like the flower and cast aside in a ditch to die, was to her the +greatest glory life could know. To be a pleasure to him for one hour, to +see his eyes tell her once, however carelessly or coldly, that she had +any beauty for him, was to her the sweetest and noblest fate that could +befall her. To him she was no more than the cluster of grapes to the +wayfarer, who brushes their bloom off and steals their sweetness, then +casts them down to be trampled on by whosoever the next comer be. But to +this creature, who had no guide except her instincts of passion and +sacrifice, who had no guard except the pure scorn that had kept her from +the meanness and coarseness of the vices around her, this was +unintelligible, unsuspected; and if she had understood it, she would +have accepted it mutely, in that abject humility which had bent the +fierce and dauntless temper in her to his will. + +To be of use to him,--to be held of any worth to him,--to have his eyes +find any loveliness to study in her,--to be to him only as a flower that +he broke off its stem to copy its bloom on his canvas and then cast out +on the land to wither as it would,--this, even this, seemed to her the +noblest and highest fate to which she could have had election. + +That he only borrowed the color of her cheek and the outline of her +limbs as he had borrowed a thousand times ere then the venal charms of +the dancing-women of taverns and play-houses, and the luring graces of +the wanton that strayed in the public ways, was a knowledge that never +touched her with its indignity. To her his art was a religion, supreme, +passionless, eternal, whose sacrificial fires ennobled and consecrated +all that they consumed. + +"Though I shall die as the leaf dies in my body, yet I shall live +forever embalmed amidst the beauty of his thoughts," she told herself +perpetually, and all her life became transfigured. + + + + +CHAPTER IX. + + +One evening he met her in the fields on the same spot where Marcellin +first had seen her as a child among the scarlet blaze of the poppies. + +The lands were all yellow with saffron and emerald with the young corn; +she balanced on her head a great brass jar; the red girdle glowed about +her waist as she moved; the wind stirred the folds of her garments; her +feet were buried in the shining grass; clouds tawny and purple were +behind her; she looked like some Moorish phantom seen in a dream under a +sky of Spain. + +He paused and gazed at her with eyes half content, half cold. + +She was of a beauty so uncommon, so strange, and all that was his for +his art:--a great artist, whether in words, in melody, or in color, is +always cruel, or at the least seems so, for all things that live under +the sun are to him created only to minister to his one inexorable +passion. + +Art is so vast; and human life is so little. + +It is to him only supremely just that the insect of an hour should be +sacrificed to the infinite and eternal truth which must endure until the +heavens themselves shall wither as a scroll that is held in a flame. It +might have seemed to Arslan base to turn her ignorance and submission to +his will, to the gratification of his amorous passions; but to make +these serve the art to which he had himself abandoned every earthly good +was in his sight justified, as the death agonies of the youth whom they +decked with roses and slew in sacrifice to the sun were in the sight of +the Mexican nation. + +The youth whom the Mexicans slew, on the high hill of the city, with his +face to the west, was always the choicest and the noblest of all the +opening flower of their manhood: for it was his fate to be called to +enter into the realms of eternal light, and to dwell face to face with +the unbearable brightness without whose rays the universe would have +perished frozen in perpetual night. + +So the artist, who is true to his art, regards every human sacrifice +that he renders up to it; how can he feel pity for a thing which +perishes to feed a flame that he deems the life of the world? + +The steel that he draws out from the severed heart of his victim he is +ready to plunge into his own vitals: no other religion can vaunt as much +of its priests. + +"What are you thinking of to-night?" he asked her where she came through +the fields by the course of a little flower-sown brook, fringed with +tall bulrushes and waving willow-stems. + +She lifted her eyelids with a dreamy and wistful regard. + +"I was thinking,--I wonder what the reed felt that you told me of,--the +one reed that a god chose from all its millions by the waterside and cut +down to make into a flute." + +"Ah?--you see there are no reeds that make music nowadays; the reeds are +only good to be woven into creels for the fruits and the fish of the +market." + +"That is not the fault of the reeds?" + +"Not that I know; it is the fault of men most likely who find the chink +of coin in barter sweeter music than the song of the syrinx. But what do +you think the reed felt then?--pain to be so sharply severed from its +fellows?" + +"No--or the god would not have chosen it" + +"What, then?" + +A troubled sigh parted her lips; these old fables were fairest truths to +her, and gave a grace to every humblest thing that the sun shone on, or +the waters begat from their foam, or the winds blew with their breath +into the little life of a day. + +"I was trying to think. But I cannot be sure. These reeds have +forgotten. They have lost their soul. They want nothing but to feed +among the sand and the mud, and grow in millions together, and shelter +the toads and the newts,--there is not a note of music in them +all--except when the wind rises and makes them sigh, and then they +remember that long--long--ago, the breath of a great god was in them." + +Arslan looked at her where she stood; her eyes resting on the reeds, +and the brook at her feet; the crimson heat of the evening all about +her, on the brazen amphora, on the red girdle on her loins, on the +thoughtful parted lips, on the proud bent brows above which a golden +butterfly floated as above the brows of Psyche. + +He smiled; the smile that was so cold to her. + +"Look; away over the fields, there comes a peasant with a sickle; he +comes to mow down the reeds to make a bed for his cattle. If he heard +you, he would think you mad." + +"They have thought me many things worse. What matter?" + +"Nothing at all;--that I know. But you seem to envy that reed--so long +ago--that was chosen?" + +"Who would not?" + +"Are you so sure? The life of the reed was always pleasant;--dancing +there in the light, playing with the shadows, blowing in the winds; with +the cool waters all about it all day long, and the yellow daffodils and +the blue bell-flowers for its brethren." + +"Nay;--how do you know?" + +Her voice was low, and thrilled with a curious eager pain. + +"How do you know?" she murmured. "Rather it was born in the sands, among +the stones, of the chance winds, of the stray germs,--no one asking, no +one heeding, brought by a sunbeam, spat out by a toad--no one caring +where it dropped. Rather,--it grew there by the river, and such millions +of reeds grew with it, that neither waters nor winds could care for a +thing so common and worthless, but the very snakes twisting in and out +despised it, and thrust the arrows of their tongues through it in scorn. +And then--I think I see!--the great god walked by the edge of the river, +and he mused on a gift to give man, on a joy that should be a joy on the +earth forever; and he passed by the lily white as snow, by the thyme +that fed the bees, by the gold heart in the arum flower, by the orange +flame of the tall sand-rush, by all the great water-blossoms which the +sun kissed, and the swallows loved, and he came to the one little reed +pierced with the snakes' tongues, and all alone amidst millions. Then +he took it up, and cut it to the root, and killed it;--killed it as a +reed,--but breathed into it a song audible and beautiful to all the ears +of men. Was that death to the reed?--or life? Would a thousand summers +of life by the waterside have been worth that one thrill of song when a +god first spoke through it?" + +Her face lightened with a radiance to which the passion of her words was +pale and poor; the vibrations of her voice grew sonorous and changing as +the sounds of music itself; her eyes beamed through unshed tears as +planets through the rain. + +She spoke of the reed and the god:--she thought of herself and of him. + +He was silent. + +The reaper came nearer to them through the rosy haze of the evening, and +cast a malignant eye upon them, and bent his back and drew the curve of +his hook through the rushes. + +Arslan watched the sweep of the steel. + +"The reeds only fall now for the market," he said, with a smile that was +cruel. "And the gods are all dead--Folle-Farine." + +She did not understand; but her face lost its color, her heart sunk, her +lips closed. She went on, treading down the long coils of the wild +strawberries and the heavy grasses wet with the dew. + +The glow from the west died, a young moon rose, the fields and the skies +grew dark. + +He looked, and let her go;--alone. + +In her, Hermes, pitiful for once, had given him a syrinx through which +all sweetest and noblest music might have been breathed. But Hermes, +when he gives such a gift, leaves the mortal on whom he bestows it to +make or to miss the music as he may; and to Arslan, his reed was but a +reed as the rest were--a thing that bloomed for a summer-eve--a thing of +the stagnant water and drifting sand--a thing that lived by the breath +of the wind--a thing that a man should cut down and weave in a crown for +a day, and then cast aside on the stream, and neither regret nor in any +wise remember--a reed of the river, as the rest were. + + + + +BOOK V. + + + + +CHAPTER I. + + +"Only a little gold!" he thought, one day, looking on the cartoon of the +Barabbas. "As much as I have flung away on a dancing-woman, or the +dancing-woman on the jewel for her breast. Only a little gold, and I +should be free; and with me _these_." + +The thought escaped him unawares in broken words, one day, when he +thought himself alone. + +This was a perpetual torture to him, this captivity and penury, this +aimlessness and fruitlessness, in which his years were drifting, spent +in the dull bodily labor that any brainless human brute could execute as +well as he, consuming his days in physical fatigues that a roof he +despised might cover him, and a bread which was bitter as gall to him +might be his to eat; knowing all the while that the real strength which +he possessed, the real power that could give him an empire amidst his +fellows, was dying away in him as slowly but as surely as though his +brain were feasting fishes in the river-mud below. + +So little!--just a few handfuls of the wealth that cheats and wantons, +fools and panders, gathered and scattered so easily in that world with +which he had now no more to do than if he were lying in his grave;--and +having this, he would be able to compel the gaze of the world, and +arouse the homage of its flinching fear, even if it should still +continue to deny him other victories. + +It was not the physical privations of poverty which could daunt him. His +boyhood had been spent in a healthful and simple training, amidst a +strong and hardy mountain-people. + +It was nothing to him to make his bed on straw; to bear hunger +unblenchingly; to endure cold and heat, and all the freaks and changes +of wild weather. + +In the long nights of a northern winter he had fasted for weeks on a +salted fish and a handful of meal; on the polar seas he had passed a +winter ice-blocked, with famine kept at bay only by the flesh of the +seal, and men dying around him raving in the madness of thirst. + +None of the physical ills of poverty could appall him; but its +imprisonment, its helplessness, the sense of utter weakness, the +impotence to rise and go to other lands and other lives, the perpetual +narrowness and darkness in which it compelled him to abide, all these +were horrible to him; he loathed them as a man loathes the irons on his +wrists, and the stone vault of his prison-cell. + +"If I had only money!" he muttered, looking on his Barabbas, "ever so +little--ever so little!" + +For he knew that if he had as much gold as he had thrown away in earlier +times to the Syrian beggar who had sat to him on his house-top at +Damascus, he could go to a city and make the work live in color, and try +once more to force from men that wonder and that fear which are the +highest tributes that the multitude can give to the genius that arises +amidst it. + +There was no creature in the chamber with him, except the spiders that +wove in the darkness among the timbers. + +It was only just then dawn. The birds were singing in the thickets of +the water's edge; a blue kingfisher skimmed the air above the rushes, +and a dragon-fly hunted insects over the surface of the reeds by the +shore; the swallows, that built in the stones of the tower, were +wheeling to and fro, glad and eager for the sun. + +Otherwise it was intensely silent. + +In the breadth of shadow still cast across the stream by the walls of +the tower, the market-boat of Ypres glided by, and the soft splash of +the passing oars was a sound too familiar to arouse him. + +But, unseen, Folle-Farine, resting one moment in her transit to look up +at that grim gray pile in which her paradise was shut, watching and +listening with the fine-strung senses of a great love, heard through +the open casement the muttered words which, out of the bitterness of his +heart, escaped his lips unconsciously. + +She heard and understood. + +Although a paradise to her, to him it was only a prison. + +"It is with him as with the great black eagle that they keep in the +bridge-tower, in a hole in the dark, with wings cut close and a stone +tied to each foot," she thought, as she went on her way noiselessly down +with the ebb-tide on the river. And she sorrowed exceedingly for his +sake. + +She knew nothing of all that he remembered in the years of his past--of +all that he had lost, whilst yet young, as men should only lose their +joys in the years of their old age; she knew nothing of the cities and +the habits of the world--nothing of the world's pleasures and the +world's triumphs. + +To her it had always seemed strange that he wanted any other life than +this which he possessed. To her, the freedom, the strength, the +simplicity of it, seemed noble, and all that the heart of a man could +desire from fate. + +Going forth at sunrise to his daily labor on the broad golden sheet of +the waters, down to the sight and the sound and the smile of the sea, +and returning at sunset to wander at will through the woods and the +pastures in the soft evening shadows, or to watch and portray with the +turn of his wrist the curl of each flower, the wonder of every cloud, +the smile in any woman's eyes, the gleam of any moonbeam through the +leaves; or to lie still on the grass or the sand by the shore, and see +the armies of the mists sweep by over his head, and hearken to the throb +of the nightingale's voice through the darkness, and mark the coolness +of the dews on the hollow of his hand, and let the night go by in dreams +of worlds beyond the stars;--such a life as this seemed to her beyond +any other beautiful. + +A life in the air, on the tide, in the light, in the wind, in the sound +of salt waves, in the smell of wild thyme, with no roof to come between +him and the sky, with no need to cramp body and mind in the cage of a +street--a life spent in the dreaming of dreams, and full of vision and +thought as the summer was full of its blossom and fruits,--it seemed to +her the life that must needs be best for a man, since the life that was +freest, simplest, and highest. + +She knew nothing of the lust of ambition, of the desire of fame, of the +ceaseless unrest of the mind which craves the world's honor, and is +doomed to the world's neglect; of the continual fire which burns in the +hands which stretch themselves in conscious strength to seize a scepter +and remain empty, only struck in the palm by the buffets of fools. + +Of these she knew nothing. + +She had no conception of them--of the weakness and the force that twine +one in another in such a temper as his. She was at once above them and +beneath them. She could not comprehend that he who could so bitterly +disdain the flesh-pots and the wine-skins of the common crowd, yet could +stoop to care for the crowd's Hosannas. + +But yet this definite longing which she overheard in the words that +escaped him she could not mistake; it was a longing plain to her, one +that moved all the dullest and most brutal souls around her. All her +years through she had seen the greed of gold, or the want of it, the +twin rulers of the only little dominion that she knew. + +Money, in her estimate of it, meant only some little sum of copper +pieces, such as could buy a hank of flax, a load of sweet chestnuts, a +stack of wood, a swarm of bees, a sack of autumn fruits. What in cities +would have been penury, was deemed illimitable riches in the homesteads +and cabins which had been her only world. + +"A little gold!--a little gold!" she pondered ceaselessly, as she went +on down the current. She knew that he only craved it, not to purchase +any pleasure for his appetites or for his vanities, but as the lever +whereby he would be enabled to lift off him that iron weight of adverse +circumstance which held him down in darkness as the stones held the +caged eagle. + +"A little gold!" she said to herself again and again as the boat drifted +on to the town, with the scent of the mulberries, and the herbs, and the +baskets of roses, which were its cargo for the market, fragrant on the +air. + +"A little gold!" + +It seemed so slight a thing, and the more cruel, because so slight, to +stand thus between him and that noonday splendor of fame which he sought +to win in his obscurity and indigence, as the blinded eagle in his den +still turned his aching eyes by instinct to the sun. Her heart was weary +for him as she went. + +"What use for the gods to have given him back life," she thought, "if +they must give him thus with it the incurable fever of an endless +desire?" + +It was a gift as poisoned, a granted prayer as vain, as the immortality +which they had given to Tithonus. + +"A little gold," he had said: it seemed a thing almost within her grasp. + +Had she been again willing to steal from Flamma, she could have taken it +as soon as the worth of the load she carried should have been paid to +her; but by a theft she would not serve Arslan now. No gifts would she +give him but what should be pure and worthy of his touch. She pondered +and pondered, cleaving the waters with dull regular measure, and gliding +under the old stone arches of the bridge into the town. + +When she brought the boat back up the stream at noonday, her face had +cleared; her mouth smiled; she rowed on swiftly, with a light sweet and +glad in her eyes. + +A thought had come to her. + +In the market-place that day she had heard two women talk together, +under the shade of their great red umbrellas, over their heaps of garden +produce. + +"So thou hast bought the brindled calf after all! Thou art in luck." + +"Ay, in luck indeed, for the boy to rout up the old pear-tree and find +those queer coins beneath it. The tree had stood there all my father's +and grandfather's time, and longer too, for aught I know, and no one +ever dreamed there was any treasure at the root; but he took a fancy to +dig up the tree; he said it looked like a ghost, with its old gray arms, +and he wanted to plant a young cherry." + +"There must have been a mass of coin?" + +"No,--only a few little shabby, bent pieces. But the lad took them up +to the Prince Sartorian; and he is always crazed about the like; and he +sent us for them quite a roll of gold, and said that the coins found +were, beyond a doubt, of the Julian time--whatever he might mean by +that." + +"Sartorian will buy any rubbish of that sort. For my part, I think if +one buried a brass button only long enough, he would give one a +bank-note for it." + +"They say there are marble creatures of his that cost more than would +dower a thousand brides, or pension a thousand soldiers. I do not know +about that. My boy did not get far in the palace; but he said that the +hall he waited in was graven with gold and precious stones. One picture +he saw in it was placed on a golden altar, as if it were a god. To +worship old coins, and rags of canvas, and idols of stone like +that,--how vile it is! while we are glad to get a nettle-salad off the +edge of the road." + +"But the coins gave thee the brindled calf." + +"That was no goodness to us. Sartorian has a craze for such follies." + +Folle-Farine had listened, and, standing by them, for once spoke: + +"Who is Sartorian? Will you tell me?" + +The women were from a far-distant village, and had not the infinite +horror of her felt by those who lived in the near neighborhood of the +mill of Ypres. + +"He is a great noble," they answered her, eyeing her with suspicion. + +"And where is his dwelling?" + +"Near Rioz. What do the like of you want with the like of the Prince?" + +She gave them thanks for their answers, and turned away in silence with +a glow at her heart. + +"What is that wicked one thinking of now, that she asks for such as the +Prince Sartorian?" said the women, crossing themselves, repentant that +they had so far forgotten themselves as to hold any syllable of converse +with the devil's daughter. + +An old man plucking birds near at hand chuckled low in his throat: + +"Maybe she knows that Sartorian will give yet more gold for new faces +than for old coins; and--how handsome she is, the black-browed witch!" + +She had passed away through the crowds of the market, and did not hear. + +"I go to Rioz myself in two days' time with the mules," she thought; and +her heart rose, her glance lightened, she moved through the people with +a step so elastic, and a face so radiant from the flush of a new hope, +that they fell away from her with an emotion which for once was not +wholly hatred. + +That night, when the mill-house was quiet, and the moonbeams fell +through all its small dim windows and checkered all its wooden floors, +she rose from the loft where she slept, and stole noiselessly down the +steep stairway to the chamber where the servant Pitchou slept. + +It was a little dark chamber, with jutting beams and a casement that was +never unclosed. + +On a nail hung the blue woolen skirt and the linen cap of the woman's +working-dress. In a corner was a little image of a saint and a string of +leaden beads. + +On a flock pallet the old wrinkled creature slept, tired out with the +labor of a long day's work among the cabbage-beds and rows of lettuces, +muttering as she slept of the little daily peculations that were the +sweet sins of her life and of her master's. + +She cared for her soul--cared very much, and tried to save it; but +cheating was dear to her, and cruelty was natural: she tricked the +fatherless child in his measure of milk for the tenth of a sou, and +wrung the throat of the bullfinch as it sang, lest he should peck the +tenth of a cherry. + +Folle-Farine went close to the straw bed and laid her hand on the +sleeper. + +"Wake! I want a word with you." + +Pitchou started, struggled, glared with wide-open eyes, and gasped in +horrible fear. + +Folle-Farine put the other hand on her mouth. + +"Listen! The night I was brought here you stole the sequins off my head. +Give them back to me now, or I will kill you where you lie." + +The grip of her left hand on the woman's throat, and the gleam of her +knife in the right, were enough, as she had counted they would be. + +Old Pitchou struggled, lied, stammered, writhed, strove to scream, and +swore her innocence of this theft which had waited eleven years to rise +against her to Mary and her angels; but in the end she surrendered, and +tottered on her shuddering limbs, and crept beneath her bed, and with +terror and misery brought forth from her secret hole in the rafters of +the floor the little chain of shaking sequins. + +It had been of no use to her: she had always thought it of inestimable +value, and could never bring herself to part from it, visiting it night +and day, and being perpetually tormented with the dread lest her master +should discover and claim it. + +Folle-Farine seized it from her silently, and laughed--a quiet cold +laugh--at the threats and imprecations of the woman who had robbed her +in her infancy. + +"How can you complain of me, without telling also of your own old sin?" +she said, with contempt, as she quitted the chamber. "Shriek away as you +choose: the chain is mine, not yours. I was weak when you stole it; I am +strong enough now. You had best not meddle, or you will have the worst +of the reckoning." + +And she shut the door on the old woman's screams and left her, knowing +well that Pitchou would not dare to summon her master. + +It was just daybreak. All the world was still dark. + +She slipped the sequins in her bosom, and went back to her own bed of +hay in the loft. + +There was no sound in the darkness but the faint piping of young birds +that felt the coming of day long ere the grosser senses of humanity +could have seen a glimmer of light on the black edge of the eastern +clouds. + +She sat on her couch with the Moorish coins in her hand, and gazed upon +them. They were very precious to her. She had never forgotten or ceased +to desire them, though to possess herself of them by force had never +occurred to her until that night. Their theft had been a wrong which she +had never pardoned, yet she had never avenged it until now. + +As she held them in her hand for the first time in eleven years, a +strong emotion came over her. + +The time when she had worn them came out suddenly in sharp relief from +the haze of her imperfect memories. All the old forest-life for a moment +revived for her. + +The mists of the mountains, the smell of the chestnut-woods, the curl of +the white smoke among the leaves, the sweet wild strains of the music, +the mad grace of the old Moorish dances, the tramp through the +hill-passes, the leap and splash of the tumbling waters,--all arose to +her for one moment from the oblivion in which years of toil and exile +had buried them. + +The tears started to her eyes; she kissed the little glittering coins, +she thought of Phratos. + +She had never known his fate. + +The gypsy who had been found dead in the fields had been forgotten by +the people before the same snows which had covered his body had melted +at the first glimmer of the wintry sun. + +Flamma could have told her; but he had never spoken one word in all her +life to her, except in curt reprimand or in cruel irony. + +All the old memories had died out; and no wanderers of her father's race +had ever come into the peaceful and pastoral district of the northern +seaboard, where they could have gained no footing, and could have made +no plunder. + +The sight of the little band of coins which had danced so often among +her curls under the moonlit leaves in the Liebana to the leaping and +tuneful measures of the viol moved her to a wistful longing for the +smile and the voice of Phratos. + +"I would never part with them for myself," she thought; "I would die of +hunger first--were it only myself." + +And still she was resolved to part with them; to sell her single little +treasure--the sole gift of the only creature who had ever loved her, +even in the very first hour that she had recovered it. + +The sequins were worth no more than any baby's woven crown of faded +daisies; but to her, as to the old peasant, they seemed, by their +golden glitter, a source of wealth incalculable. + +At twilight that day, as she stood by Arslan, she spoke to him, +timidly,-- + +"I go to Rioz with the two mules, at daybreak to-morrow, with flour for +Flamma. It is a town larger than the one yonder. Is there anything I +might do there--for you?" + +"Do? What should you do?" he answered her, with inattention and almost +impatience; for his heart was sore with the terrible weariness of +inaction. + +She looked at him very wistfully, and her mouth parted a little as +though to speak; but his repulse chilled the words that rose to her +lips. + +She dared not say her thoughts to him, lest she should displease him. + +"If it come to naught he had best not know, perhaps," she said to +herself. + +So she kept silence. + +On the morrow, before the sun was up, she set out on her way, with the +two mules, to Rioz. + +It was a town distant some five leagues, lying to the southward. Both +the mules were heavily laden with as many sacks as they could carry: she +could ride on neither; she walked between them with a bridle held in +either hand. + +The road was not a familiar one to her; she had only gone thither some +twice or thrice, and she did not find the way long, being full of her +own meditations and hopes, and taking pleasure in the gleam of new +waters and the sight of fresh fields, and the green simple loveliness of +a pastoral country in late summer. + +She met few people; a market-woman or two on their asses, a walking +peddler, a shepherd, or a swineherd--these were all. + +The day was young, and none but the country people were astir. The quiet +roads were dim with mists; and the tinkle of a sheep's bell was the only +sound in the silence. + +It was mid-day when she entered Rioz; a town standing in a dell, +surrounded with apple-orchards and fields of corn and colza, with a +quaint old square tower of the thirteenth century arising among its +roofs, and round about it old moss-green ramparts whereon the bramble +and the gorse grew wild. + +But as the morning advanced the mists lifted, the sun grew powerful; the +roads were straight and without shadow; the mules stumbled, footsore; +she herself grew tired and fevered. + +She led her fatigued and thirsty beasts through the nearest gateway, +where a soldier sat smoking, and a girl in a blue petticoat and a +scarlet bodice talked to him, resting her hands on her hips, and her +brass pails on the ground. + +She left the sacks of flour at their destination, which was a great +bake-house in the center of the town; stalled the mules herself in a +shed adjoining the little crazy wineshop where Flamma had bidden her +bait them, and with her own hands unharnessed, watered, and foddered +them. + +The wineshop had for sign a white pigeon; it was tumble-down, dusky, +half covered with vines that grew loose and entwined over each other at +their own fancy; it had a little court in which grew a great +walnut-tree; there was a bench under the tree; the shelter of its boughs +was cool and very welcome in the full noon heat. The old woman who kept +the place, wrinkled, shriveled, and cheery, bade her rest there, and she +would bring her food and drink. + +But Folle-Farine, with one wistful glance at the shadowing branches, +refused, and asked only the way to the house of the Prince Sartorian. + +The woman of the cabaret looked at her sharply, and said, as the +market-women had said, "What does the like of you want with the Prince?" + +"I want to know the way to it. If you do not tell it, another will," she +answered, as she moved out of the little courtyard. + +The old woman called after her that it was out by the west gate, over +the hill through the fields for more than two leagues: if she followed +the wind of the water westward, she could not go amiss. + +"What is that baggage wanting to do with Sartorian?" she muttered, +watching the form of the girl as it passed up the steep sunshiny street. + +"Some evil, no doubt," answered her assistant, a stalwart wench, who was +skinning a rabbit in the yard. "You know, she sells bags of wind to +founder the ships, they say, and the wicked herb, _bon plaisir_, and the +philters that drive men mad. She is as bad as a _cajote_." + +Her old mistress, going within to toss a fritter for one of the +mendicant friars, chuckled grimly to herself: + +"No one would ask the road _there_ for any good; that is sure. No doubt +she had heard that Sartorian is a choice judge of color and shape in all +the Arts!" + +Folle-Farine went out by the gate, and along the water westward. + +In a little satchel she carried some half score of oil-sketches that he +had given her, rich, graceful, shadowy things--girls' faces, coils of +foliage, river-rushes in the moonlight, a purple passion-flower blooming +on a gray ruin; a child, golden-headed and bare-limbed, wading in brown +waters;--things that had caught his sight and fancy, and had been +transcribed, and then tossed aside with the lavish carelessness of +genius. + +She asked one or two peasants, whom she met, her way; they stared, and +grumbled, and pointed to some distant towers rising out of wooded +slopes,--those they said were the towers of the dwelling of Prince +Sartorian. + +One hen-huckster, leading his ass to market with a load of live poultry, +looked over his shoulder after her, and muttered with a grin to his +wife: + +"There goes a handsome piece of porcelain for the old man to lock in his +velvet-lined cupboards." + +And the wife laughed in answer,-- + +"Ay; she will look well, gilded as Sartorian always gilds what he buys." + +The words came to the ear of Folle-Farine: she wondered what they could +mean; but she would not turn back to ask. + +Her feet were weary, like her mules'; the sun scorched her; she felt +feeble, and longed to lie down and sleep; but she toiled on up the sharp +ascent that rose in cliffs of limestone above the valley where the river +ran. + +At last she came to gates that were like those of the cathedral, all +brazen, blazoned, and full of scrolls and shields. She pushed one +open--there was no one there to say her nay, and boldly entered the +domain which they guarded. + +At first it seemed to be only like the woods at home; the trees were +green, the grass long, the birds sang, the rabbits darted. But by-and-by +she went farther; she grew bewildered; she was in a world strange to +her. + +Trees she had never seen rose like the pillars of temples; gorgeous +flowers, she had never dreamed of, played in the sun; vast columns of +water sprang aloft from the mouths of golden dragons or the silver +breasts of dolphins; nude women, wondrous, and white, and still, stood +here and there amidst the leavy darkness. + +She paused among it all, dazzled, and thinking that she dreamed. + +She had never seen any gardens, save the gardens of the poor. + +A magnolia-tree was above her; she stooped her face to one of its great, +fragrant, creamy cups and kissed it softly. A statue of Clytio was +beside her; she looked timidly up at the musing face, and touched it, +wondering why it was so very cold, and would not move or smile. + +A fountain flung up its spray beside her; she leaned and caught it, +thinking it so much silver, and gazed at it in sorrowful wonder as it +changed to water in her grasp. She walked on like one enchanted, +silently, and thinking that she had strayed into some sorcerer's +kingdom; she was not afraid, but glad. She walked on for a long while, +always among these mazes of leaves, these splendors of blossom, these +cloud-reaching waters, these marble forms so motionless and thoughtful. + +At last she came on the edge of a great pool, fringed with the bulrush +and the lotos, and the white pampas-grass, and the flamelike flowering +reed, of the East and of the West. + +All around, the pool was sheltered with dark woods of cedar and thickets +of the sea-pine. Beyond them stood aloof a great pile that seemed to her +to blaze like gold and silver in the sun. She approached it through a +maze of roses, and ascended a flight of marble steps, on to a terrace. +A door stood open near. She entered it. + +She was intent on the object of her errand, and she had no touch of fear +in her whole temper. + +Hall after hall, room after room, opened to her amazed vision; an +endless spectacle of marvelous color stretched before her eyes; the +wonders that are gathered together by the world's luxury were for the +first time in her sight; she saw for the first time in her life how the +rich lived. + +She moved forward, curious, astonished, bewildered, but nothing daunted. + +On the velvet of the floors her steps trod as firmly and as freely as on +the moss of the orchard at Ypres. Her eyes glanced as gravely and as +fearlessly over the frescoed walls, the gilded woods, the jeweled cups, +the broidered hangings, as over the misty pastures where the sheep were +folded. + +It was not in the daughter of Taric to be daunted by the dazzle of mere +wealth. She walked through the splendid and lonely rooms wondering, +indeed, and eager to see more; but there was no spell here such as the +gardens had flung over her. To the creature free born in the Liebana no +life beneath a roof could seem beautiful. + +She met no one. + +At the end of the fourth chamber, which she traversed, she paused before +a great picture in a heavy golden frame; it was the seizure of +Persephone. She knew the story, for Arslan had told her of it. + +She saw for the first time how the pictures that men called great were +installed in princely splendor; this was the fate which he wanted for +his own. + +A little lamp, burning perfume with a silvery smoke, stood before it: +she recalled the words of the woman in the market-place; in her +ignorance, she thought the picture was worshiped as a divinity, as the +people worshiped the great picture of the Virgin that they burned +incense before in the cathedral. She looked, with something of gloomy +contempt in her eyes, at the painting which was mantled in massive gold, +with purple draperies opening to display it; for it was the chief +masterpiece upon those walls. + +"And he cares for _that_!" she thought, with a sigh half of wonder, half +of sorrow. + +She did not reason on it, but it seemed to her that his works were +greater hanging on their bare walls where the spiders wove. + +"Who is 'he'?" a voice asked behind her. + +She turned and saw a small and feeble man, with keen, humorous eyes, and +an elfin face, delicate in its form, malicious in its meaning. + +She stood silent, regarding him; herself a strange figure in that lordly +place, with her brown limbs, her bare head and feet, her linen tunic, +her red knotted girdle. + +"Who are you?" she asked him curtly, in counter-question. + +The little old man laughed. + +"I have the honor to be your host." + +A disappointed astonishment clouded her face. + +"You! are you Sartorian?" she muttered--"the Sartorian whom they call a +prince?" + +"Even I!" he said with a smile. "I regret that I please you no more. May +I ask to what I am indebted for your presence? You seem a fastidious +critic." + +He spoke with good-humored irony, taking snuff whilst he looked at the +lustrous beauty of this barefooted gypsy, as he thought her, whom he had +found thus astray in his magnificent chambers. + +She amused him; finding her silent, he sought to make her speak. + +"How did you come in hither? You care for pictures, perhaps, since you +seem to feed on them like some wood-pigeons on a sheaf of corn?" + +"I know of finer than yours," she answered him coldly, chilled by the +amused and malicious ridicule of his tone into a sullen repose. "I did +not come to see anything you have. I came to sell you these: they say in +Ypres that you care for such bits of coin." + +She drew out of her bosom her string of sequins, and tendered them to +him. + +He took them, seeing at a glance that they were of no sort of value; +such things as he could buy for a few coins in any bazaar of Africa or +Asia. But he did not say so. + +He looked at her keenly, as he asked: + +"Whose were these?" + +She looked in return at him with haughty defiance. + +"They are mine. If you want such things, as they say you do, take them +and give me their value--that is all." + +"Do you come here to sell them?" + +"Yes. I came three leagues to-day. I heard a woman from near Rioz say +that you liked such things. Take them, or leave them." + +"Who gave them to you?" + +"Phratos." + +Her voice lingered sadly over the word. She still loved the memory of +Phratos. + +"And who may Phratos be?" + +Her eyes flashed fire at the cross-questioning. + +"That is none of your business. If you think that I stole them, say so. +If you want them, buy them. One or the other." + +The old man watched her amusedly. + +"You can be very fierce," he said to her. "Be gentle a little, and tell +me whence you came, and what story you have." + +But she would not. + +"I have not come here to speak of myself," she said obstinately. "Will +you take the coins, or leave them?" + +"I will take them," he said; and he went to a cabinet in another room +and brought out with him several shining gold pieces. + +She fastened her eager eyes on them thirstily. + +"Here is payment," he said to her, holding them to her. + +Her eyes fastened on the money entranced; she touched it with a light, +half-fearful touch, and then drew back and gazed at it amazed. + +"All that--all that?" she muttered. "Is it their worth? Are you sure?" + +"Quite sure," he said with a smile. He offered her in them some thirty +times their value. + +She paused for a moment, incredulous of her own good fortune, then +darted on them as a swallow at a gnat, and took them and put them to her +lips, and laughed a sweet glad laugh of triumph, and slid them in her +bosom. + +"I am grateful," she said simply; but the radiance in her eyes, the +laughter on her mouth, the quivering excitement in all her face and +form, said the same thing for her far better than her words. + +The old man watched her narrowly. + +"They are not for yourself?" he asked. + +"That is my affair," she answered him, all her pride rising in arms. +"What concerned you was their value." + +He smiled and bent his head. + +"Fairly rebuked. But say is this all you came for? Wherever you came +from, is this all that brought you here?" + +She looked awhile in his eyes steadily, then she brought the sketches +from their hiding-place. She placed them before him. + +"Look at those." + +He took them to the light and scanned them slowly and critically; he +knew all the mysteries and intricacies of art, and he recognized in +these slight things the hand and the color of a master. He did not say +so, but held them for some time in silence. + +"These also are for sale?" he asked at length. + +She had drawn near him, her face flushed with intense expectation, her +longing eyes dilated, her scarlet lips quivering with eagerness. That he +was a stranger and a noble was nothing to her: she knew he had wealth; +she saw he had perception. + +"See here!" she said, swiftly, the music of her voice rising and falling +in breathless, eloquent intonation. "Those things are to the great works +of his hand as a broken leaf beside your gardens yonder. He touches a +thing and it is beauty. He takes a reed, a stone, a breadth of sand, a +woman's face, and under his hand it grows glorious and gracious. He +dreams things that are strange and sublime; he has talked with the gods, +and he has seen the worlds beyond the sun. All the day he works for his +bread, and in the gray night he wanders where none can follow him; and +he brings back marvels and mysteries, and beautiful, terrible stories +that are like the sound of the sea. Yet he is poor, and no man sees the +things of his hand; and he is sick of his life, because the days go by +and bring no message to him, and men will have nothing of him; and he +has hunger of body and hunger of mind. For me, if I could do what he +does, I would not care though no man ever looked on it. But to him it is +bitter that it is only seen by the newt, and the beetle, and the +night-hawk. It wears his soul away, because he is denied of men. 'If I +had gold, if I had gold!' he says always, when he thinks that none can +hear him." + +Her voice trembled and was still for a second; she struggled with +herself and kept it clear and strong. + +The old man never interrupted her. + +"He must not know: he would kill himself if he knew; he would sooner die +than tell any man. But, look you, you drape your pictures here with gold +and with purple, you place them high in the light; you make idols of +them, and burn your incense before them. That is what he wants for his: +they are the life of his life. If they could be honored, he would not +care, though you should slay him to-morrow. Go to him, and make you +idols of his: they are worthier gods than yours. And what his heart is +sick for is to have them seen by men. Were I he, I would not care; but +he cares, so that he perishes." + +She shivered as she spoke; in her earnestness and eagerness, she laid +her hand on the stranger's arm, and held it there; she prayed, with more +passion than she would have cast into any prayer to save her own life. + +"Where is he; and what do you call him?" the old man asked her quietly. + +He understood the meaning that ran beneath the unconscious extravagance +of her fanciful and impassioned language. + +"He is called Arslan; he lives in the granary-tower, by the river, +between the town and Ypres. He comes from the north, far away--very, +very far, where the seas are all ice and the sun shines at midnight. +Will you make the things that he does to be known to the people? +You have gold; and gold, he says, is the compeller of men." + +"Arslan?" he echoed. + +The name was not utterly unknown to him; he had seen works signed with +it at Paris and at Rome--strange things of a singular power, of a union +of cynicism and idealism, which was too coarse for one-half the world, +and too pure for the other half. + +"Arslan?--I think I remember. I will see what I can do." + +"You will say nothing to him of me." + +"I could not say much. Who are you? Whence do you come?" + +"I live at the water-mill of Ypres. They say that Reine Flamma was my +mother. I do not know: it does not matter." + +"What is your name?" + +"Folle-Farine. They called me after the mill-dust." + +"A strange namesake." + +"What does it matter? Any name is only a little puff of breath--less +than the dust, anyhow." + +"Is it? I see, you are a Communist." + +"What?" + +"A Communist--a Socialist. You know what that is. You would like to +level my house to the ashes, I fancy, by the look on your face." + +"No," she said, simply, with a taint of scorn, "I do not care to do +that. If I had cared to burn anything it would have been the Flandrins' +village. It is odd that you should live in a palace and he should want +for bread; but then he can create things, and you can only buy them. So +it is even, perhaps." + +The old man smiled, amused. + +"You are no respecter of persons, that is certain. Come in another +chamber and take some wine, and break your fast. There will be many +things here that you never saw or tasted." + +She shook her head. + +"The thought is good of you," she said, more gently than she had before +spoken. "But I never took a crust out of charity, and I will not begin." + + +"Charity! Do you call an invitation a charity?" + +"When the rich ask the poor--yes." + +He looked in her eyes with a smile. + +"But when a man, old and ugly, asks a woman that is young and beautiful, +on which side lies the charity then?" + +"I do not favor fine phrases," she answered curtly, returning his look +with a steady indifference. + +"You are hard to please in anything, it would seem. Well, come hither, a +moment at least." + +She hesitated; then, thinking to herself that to refuse would seem like +fear, she followed him through several chambers into one where his own +mid-day breakfast was set forth. + +She moved through all the magnificence of the place with fearless steps, +and meditative glances, and a grave measured easy grace, as tranquil and +as unimpressed as though she walked through the tall ranks of the +seeding grasses on a meadow slope. + +It was all full of the color, the brilliancy, the choice adornment, the +unnumbered treasures, and the familiar luxuries of a great noble's +residence; but such things as these had no awe for her. + +The mere splendors of wealth, the mere accumulations of luxury, could +not impress her for an instant; she passed through them indifferent and +undaunted, thinking to herself, "However they may gild their roofs, the +roofs shut out the sky no less." + +Only, as she passed by some dream of a great poet cast in the visible +shape of sculpture or of painting, did her glance grow reverent and +humid; only when she recognized amidst the marble forms, or the pictured +stories, some one of those dear gods in whom she had a faith as pure and +true as ever stirred in the heart of an Ionian child, did she falter and +pause a little to gaze there with a tender homage in her eyes. + +The old man watched her with a musing studious glance from time to time. + +"Let me tempt you," he said to her when they reached the +breakfast-chamber. "Sit down with me and eat and drink. No? Taste these +sweetmeats at the least. To refuse to break bread with me is churlish." + + +"I never owed any man a crust, and I will not begin now," she answered +obstinately, indifferent to the blaze of gold and silver before her, to +the rare fruits and flowers, to the wines in their quaint flagons, to +the numerous attendants who waited motionless around her. + +She was sharply hungered, and her throat was parched with the heat and +the dust, and the sweet unwonted odors of the wines and the fruits +assailed all her senses; but he besought her in vain. + +She poured herself out some water into a goblet of ruby glass, rimmed +with a band of pearls, and drank it, and set down the cup as +indifferently as though she had drunk from the old wooden bowl chained +among the ivy to the well in the mill-yard. + +"Your denial is very churlish," he said, after many a honeyed entreaty, +which had met with no other answer from her. "How shall you bind me to +keep bond with you, and rescue your Northern Regner from his cave of +snakes, unless you break bread with me, and so compel my faith?" + +She looked at him from under the dusky cloud of her hair, with the +golden threads gleaming on it like sunrays through darkness. + +"A word that needs compelling," she answered him curtly, "is broken by +the heart before the lips give it. It is to plant a tree without a root, +to put faith in a man that needs a bond." + +He watched her with keen humorous eyes of amusement. + +"Where have you got all your wisdom?" he asked. + +"It is not wisdom; it is truth." + +"And truth is not wisdom? You would seem to know the world well." + +She laughed a little short laugh, whilst her face clouded. + +"I know it not at all. But I will tell you what I have seen." + +"And that is----" + +"I have seen a great toadstool spring up all in one night, after rain, +so big, and so white, and so smooth, and so round,--and I knew its birth +was so quick, and its growth was so strong, because it was a false +thing that would poison all that should eat of it." + +"Well?" + +"Well--when men speak overquick and overfair, what is that but the +toadstool that springs from their breath?" + +"Who taught you so much suspicion?" + +Her face darkened in anger. + +"Suspicion? That is a thing that steals in the dark and is afraid. I am +afraid of nothing." + +"So it would seem." + +He mused a moment whether he should offer her back her sequins as a +gift; he thought not. He divined aright that she had only sold them +because she had innocently believed in the fullness of their value. He +tried to tempt her otherwise. + +She was young; she had a beautiful face, and a form like an Atalanta. +She wore a scarlet sash girt to her loins, and seemed to care for color +and for grace. There was about her a dauntless and imperious freedom. +She could not be indifferent to all those powers which she besought with +such passion for another. + +He had various treasures shown to her,--treasures of jewels, of gold and +silver, of fine workmanship, of woven stuffs delicate and gorgeous as +the wing of a butterfly. She looked at them tranquilly, as though her +eyes had rested on such things all her days. + +"They are beautiful, no doubt," she said simply. "But I marvel that +you--being a man--care for such things as these." + +"Nay; I care to give them to beautiful women, when such come to me,--as +one has come to-day. Do me one trifling grace; choose some one thing at +least out of these to keep in remembrance of me." + +Her eyes burned in anger. + +"If I think your bread would soil my lips, is it likely I should think +to touch your treasure with my hands and have them still clean?" + +"You are very perverse," he said, relinquishing his efforts with regret. + +He knew how to wait for a netted fruit to ripen under the rays of +temptation: gold was a forcing-heat--slow, but sure. + +She watched him with musing eyes that had a gleam of scorn in them, and +yet a vague apprehension. + +"Are you the Red Mouse?" she said suddenly. + +He looked at her surprised, and for the moment perplexed; then he +laughed--his little low cynical laugh. + +"What makes you think that?" + +"I do not know. You look like it--that is all. He has made one sketch of +me as I shall be when I am dead; and the Red Mouse sits on my chest, and +it is glad. You see that, by its glance. I never asked him what he meant +by it. Some evil, I think; and you look like it. You have the same +triumph in your eye." + +He laughed again, not displeased, as she had thought that he would be. + +"He has painted you so? I must see that. But believe me, Folle-Farine, I +shall wish for my triumph before your beauty is dead--if I am indeed, +the Red Mouse." + +She shrunk a little with an unconscious and uncontrollable gesture of +aversion. + +"I must go," she said abruptly. "The mules wait. Remember him, and I +will remember you." + +He smiled. + +"Wait: have you thought what a golden key for him will do for you when +it unlocks your eagle's cage and unbinds his wings?" + +"What?" + +She did not understand; when she had come on this eager errand, no +memory of her own fate had retarded or hastened her footsteps. + +"Well, you look to take the same flight to the same heights, I suppose?" + +"I?" + +"Yes, you. You must know you are beautiful. You must know so much?" + +A proud light laughed like sunshine over all her face. + +"Ah, yes!" she said, with a low, glad breath, and the blaze of a superb +triumph in her eyes. "He has painted me in a thousand ways. I shall live +as the rose lives, on his canvas--a thing of a day that he can make +immortal!" + +The keen elfin eyes of the old man sparkled with a malign mirth; he had +found what he wanted--as he thought. + +"And so, if this dust of oblivion blots out his canvas forever from the +world's sight, your beauty will be blotted with it? I see. Well, I can +understand how eager you are to have your eagle fly free. The fame of +the Farnarina stands only second to the fame of Cleopatra." + +"Farnarina? What is that?" + +"Farnarina? One who, like you, gave the day's life of a rose, and who +got eternal life for it,--as you think to do." + +She started a little, and a tremulous pain passed over the dauntless +brilliance of her face and stole its color for awhile. + +"I?" she murmured. "Ah, what does it matter for me? If there be just a +little place--anywhere--wherever my life can live with his on the +canvas, so that men say once now and then, in all the centuries, to each +other, 'See, it is true--he thought her worthy of _that_, though she was +less than a grain of dust under the hollow of his foot,' it will be +enough for me--more than enough." + +The old man was silent; watching her, the mockery had faded from his +eyes; they were surprised and contemplative. + +She stood with her head drooped, with her face pale, an infinite +yearning and resignation stole into the place of the exultant triumph +which had blazed there like the light of the morning a moment earlier. + +She had lost all remembrance of time and place; the words died softly, +as in a sigh of love, upon her lips. + +He waited awhile; then he spoke: + +"But, if you were sure that, even thus much would be denied to you; if +you were sure that, in casting your eagle loose on the wind, you would +lose him forever in the heights of a heaven you would never enter +yourself; if you were sure that he would never give you one thought, one +wish, one memory, but leave every trace of your beauty to perish as fast +as the damp could rot or the worm could gnaw it; if you were sure that +his immortality would be your annihilation, say, would you still bid me +turn a gold key in the lock of his cage, and release him?" + +She roused herself slowly from her reverie, and gazed at him with a +smile he could not fathom; it was so far away from him, so full of +memory, so pitiful of his doubt. + +She was thinking of the night when she had found a man dying, and had +bought his life back for him, with her own, from the gods. For the pact +was sacred to her, and the old wild faith to her was still a truth. + +But of it her lips never spoke. + +"What is that to you?" she said, briefly. "If you turn the key, you will +see. It was not of myself that I came here to speak. Give him liberty, +and I will give you gratitude. Farewell." + +Before he had perceived what she was about to do, she had left his side, +and had vanished through one of the doors which stood open, on to the +gardens without. + +He sent his people to search for her on the terraces and lawns, but +vainly; she was fleeter than they, and had gone through the green glades +in the sunlight as fast as a doe flies down the glades of her native +forest. + +The old man sat silent. + + + + +CHAPTER II. + + +When she had outrun her strength for the moment, and was forced to +slacken her speed, she paused to take breath on the edge of the wooded +lands. + +She looked neither to right nor left; on her backward flight the waters +had no song, the marble forms no charm, the wonder-flowers no magic for +her as she went; she had no ear for the melodies of the birds, no sight +for the paradise of the rose-hung ways; she had only one thought +left--the gold that she had gained. + +The cruelty of his remarks had stabbed her with each of their slow keen +words as with a knife; the sickness of a mortal terror had touched her +for the instant, as she had remembered that it might be her fate to be +not even so much as a memory in the life which she had saved from the +grave. But with the first breath of the outer air the feebleness passed. +The strength of the passion that possessed her was too pure to leave her +long a prey to any thought of her own fate. + +She smiled again as she looked up through the leaves at the noonday sun. + +"What will it matter how or when the gods take my life, so only they +keep their faith and give me his?" she thought. + +And her step was firm and free, and her glance cloudless, and her heart +content, as she went on her homeward path through the heat of the day. + +She was so young, she was so ignorant, she was still so astray in the +human world about her, that she thought she held a talisman in those +nine gold pieces. + +"A little gold," he had said; and here she had it--honest, clean, worthy +of his touch and usage. + +Her heart leaped to the glad and bounding music of early youth: youth +which does not reason, which only believes, and which sees the golden +haze of its own faiths, and thinks them the promise of the future, as +young children see the golden haze of their own hair and think it the +shade of angels above their heads. + +When she at length reached the mill-house the sun had sunk; she had been +sixteen hours on foot, taking nothing all the while but a roll of rye +bread that she had carried in her pouch, and a few water-cresses that +she had gathered in a little brook when the mules had paused to drink +there. + +Yet when she had housed the grain, turned the tired animals into their +own nook of meadow to graze and rest for the night, she entered the +house neither for repose nor food, but flew off again through the dusk +of the falling night. + +She had no remembrance of hunger, nor thirst, nor fatigue; she had only +a buoyant sense of an ecstatic joy; she felt as though she had wings, +and clove the air with no more effort than the belated starling which +flew by her over the fields. + +"A little gold," he had said; and in her bosom, wrapped in a green +chestnut leaf, were there not the little, broad, round, glittering +pieces which in the world of men seemed to have power to gain all love, +all honor, all peace, and all fealty? + +"Phratos would have wished his gift to go so," she thought to herself, +with a swift, penitent, remorseful memory. + +For a moment she paused and took them once more out of their +hiding-place, and undid the green leaf that enwrapped them, and kissed +them and laughed, the hot tears falling down her cheeks, where she stood +alone in the fields amid the honey-smell of the clover in the grass, and +the fruit-fragrance of the orchards all about her in the dimness. + +"A little gold!--a little gold!" she murmured, and she laughed aloud in +her great joy, and blessed the gods that they had given her to hear the +voice of his desire. + +"A little gold," he had said, only; and here she had so much! + +No sorcerer, she thought, ever had power wider than this wealth bestowed +on her. She did not know; she had no measurement. Flamma's eyes she had +seen glisten over a tithe of such a sum as over the riches of an +emperor's treasury. + +She slipped them in her breast again and ran on, past the reeds +silvering in the rising moon, past the waters quiet on a windless air, +past the dark Christ who would not look,--who had never looked, or she +had loved him with her earliest love, even as for his pity she loved +Thanatos. + +Breathless and noiseless she severed the reeds with her swift feet, and +lightly as a swallow on the wing passed through the dreary portals into +Arslan's chamber. + +His lamp was lighted. + +He stood before the cartoon of the Barabbas, touching it here and there +with his charcoal, adding those latest thoughts, those after-graces, +with which the artist delights to caress his picture, with a hand as +soft and as lingering as the hand with which a mother caresses the +yellow sunshine of her first-born's curls. + +His face as he stood was very pale, passionless, weary, with a sadness +sardonic and full of scorn for himself on his mouth, and in his eyes +those dreams which went so far--so far--into worlds whose glories his +hand could portray for no human sight. + +He was thinking, as he worked, of the Barabbas. + +"You must rot," he thought. "You will feed the rat and the mouse; the +squirrel will come and gnaw you to line his nest; and the beetle and the +fly will take you for a spawning-bed. You will serve no other end--since +you are mine. And yet I am so great a fool that I love you, and try to +bring you closer and closer to the thing I see, and which you are not, +and never can be. For what man lives so happy as to see the Canaan of +his ideals,--save as Moses saw it from afar off, only to raise his arms +to it vainly, and die?" + +There came a soft shiver of the air, as though it were severed by some +eager bird. + +She came and stood beside him, a flash like the sunrise on her face, a +radiance in her eyes, more lustrous than any smile; her body tremulous +and breathless from the impatient speed with which her footsteps had +been winged; about her all the dew and fragrance of the night. + +"Here is the gold!" she cried. + +Her voice was eager and broken with its too great haste. + +"Gold?" + +He turned and looked at her, ignorant of her meaning, astonished at her +sudden presence there. + +"Here is the gold!" she murmured, her voice rising swift and clear, and +full of the music of triumph with which her heart was thrilling. "'A +little gold,' you said, you remember?--'only a little.' And this is +much. Take it--take it! Do you not hear?" + +"Gold?" he echoed again, shaken from his trance of thought, and +comprehending nothing and remembering nothing of the words that he had +spoken in his solitude. + +"Yes! It is mine," she said, her voice broken in its tumult of +ecstasy--"it is mine--all mine. It is no charity, no gift to me. The +chain was worth it, and I would only take what it was worth. A little +gold, you said; and now you can make the Barabbas live forever upon +canvas, and compel men to say that it is great." + +As the impetuous, tremulous words broke from her, she drew the green +leaf with the coins in it from her bosom, and thrust it into his hand, +eager, exultant, laughing, weeping, all the silence and the control of +her nature swept away in the flood of this immeasurable joy possessing +her. + +The touch of the glittering pieces against his hands stung him to +comprehension; his face flushed over all its pallor; he thrust it away +with a gesture of abhorrence and rejection. + +"Money!" he muttered. "What money?--yours?" + +"Yes, mine entirely; mine indeed!" she answered, with a sweet, glad ring +of victory in her rejoicing voice. "It is true, quite true. They were +the chains of sequins that Phratos gave me when I used to dance to his +music in the mountains; and I have sold them. 'A little gold,' you said; +'and the Barabbas can live forever.' Why do you look so? It is all mine; +all yours----" + +In the last words her voice lost all its proud exultation, and sank low, +with a dull startled wonder in it. + +Why did he look so? + +His gesture of refusal she had not noticed. But the language his glance +spoke was one plain to her. It terrified her, amazed her, struck her +chill and dumb. + +In it there were disgust, anger, loathing,--even horror; and yet there +was in it also an unwonted softness, which in a woman's would have shown +itself by a rush of sudden tears. + +"What do you think that I have done?" she murmured under her breath. +"The gold is mine--mine honestly. I have not stolen it, nor begged it. I +got it as I say. Why will you not take it? Why do you look at me so?" + +"I? Your money? God in heaven! what can you think me?" + +She grew white to the lips, all the impetuous, radiant tumult of her +innocent rapture frozen into terror. + +"I have done nothing wrong," she murmured with a piteous wistfulness and +wonder--"nothing wrong, indeed; there is no shame in it. Will you not +take it--for their sake?" + +He turned on her with severity almost savage: + +"It is impossible! Good God! Was I not low enough already? How dared you +think a thing so vile of me? Have I ever asked pity of any living soul?" + +His voice was choked in his throat; he was wounded to the heart. + +He had no thought that he was cruel; he had no intent to terrify or hurt +her; but the sting of this last and lowest humiliation was so horrible +to all the pride of his manhood, and so bitterly reminded him of his own +abject poverty; and with all this there was an emotion in him that he +had difficulty to control--being touched by her ignorance and by her +gift as few things in his life had ever touched him. + +She stood before him trembling, wondering, sorely afraid; all the light +had died out of her face; she was very pale, and her eyes dilated +strangely. + +For some moments there was silence between them. + +"You will not take it?" she said at last, in a hushed, fearful voice, +like that of one who speaks in the sight of some dead thing which makes +all quiet around it. + +"Take it!" he echoed. "I could sooner kill a man out yonder and rob him. +Can you not understand? Greater shame could never come to me. You do not +know what you would do. There may be beasts that fall as low, no doubt, +but they are curs too base for hanging. Have I frightened you? I did not +mean to frighten you. You mean well and nobly, no doubt--no doubt. You +do not know what you would do. Gifts of gold from man to man are bitter, +and sap the strength of the receiver; but from woman to man they are--to +the man shameful. Can you not understand?" + +Her face burned duskily; she moved with a troubled, confused effort to +get away from his gaze. + +"No," she said in her shut teeth. "I do not know what you mean. Flamma +takes all the gold I make. Why not you, if it be gold that is honest?" + +"Flamma is your grandsire--your keeper--your master. He has a right to +do as he chooses. He gives you food and shelter, and in return he takes +the gains of your labor. But I,--what have I ever given you? I am a +stranger to you, and should have no claim on you, if I could be base +enough to seek one. I am hideously poor. I make no disguise with +you,--you know too well how I live. But can you not see?--if I were mean +enough to take the worth of a crust from you, I should be no more worthy +of the very name of man. It is for the man to give to the woman. You +see?" + +She heard him in silence, her face still dark with the confused pain on +it of one who has fallen or been struck upon the head, and half forgets +and half remembers. + +"I do not see," she muttered. "Whoever has, gives: what does it matter? +The folly in me was its littleness: it could not be of use. But it was +all I had." + +"Little or great,--the riches of empires, or a beggar's dole,--there +could be no difference in the infamy to me. Have I seemed to you a +creature so vile or weak that you could have a title to put such shame +upon me?" + +Out of the bitter passion of his soul, words more cruel than he had +consciousness of rose to his lips and leaped to speech, and stung her as +scorpions sting. + +She said nothing; her teeth clinched, her face changed as it had used to +do when Flamma had beaten her. + +She said nothing, but turned away; and with one twist of her hand she +flung the pieces through the open casement into the river that flowed +below. + +They sank with a little shiver of the severed water. + +He caught her wrist a second too late. + +"What madness! What have you done? You throw your gold away to the +river-swamp for me, when I have not a shred worth a copper-piece to pay +you back in their stead! I did not mean to hurt you; it was only the +truth,--you could not have shamed me more. You bring on me an indignity +that I can neither requite nor revenge. You have no right to load me +with debts that I cannot pay--with gifts that I would die sooner than +receive. But, then, how should you know?--how should you know? If I +wounded you with sharp words, I did wrong." + +There was a softness that was almost tenderness in his voice as he +spoke the last phrases in his self-reproach; but her face did not +change, her eyes did not lose their startled horror; she put her hand to +her throat as though she choked. + +"You cannot do wrong--to me," she muttered, true, even in such a moment, +to the absolute adoration which possessed her. + +Then, ere he could stay her, she turned, without another word, and fled +out from his presence into the dusk of the night. + +The rushes in the moonlight sighed where they grew by the waterside +above the sands where the gold had sunk. + +A thing more precious than gold was dead; and only the reeds mourned for +it. A thing of the river as they were, born like them from the dust, +from the flood, and the wind, and the foam; a thing that a god might +desire, a thing that a breeze might break. + + + + +CHAPTER III. + + +The day broke tranquilly. There was a rosy light over all the earth. In +the cornlands a few belated sheaves stood alone on the reaping ground, +while children sought stray ears that might still be left among the wild +flowers and the stubble. The smell of millions of ripening autumn fruits +filled the air from the orchards. The women going to their labor in the +fields, gave each other a quiet good-day; whilst their infants pulled +down the blackberry branches in the lanes or bowled the early apples +down the roads. Great clusters of black grapes were ready mellowed on +the vines that clambered over cabin roof and farmhouse chimney. The +chimes of the Angelus sounded softly from many a little steeple bosomed +in the rolling woods. + +An old man going to his work, passed by a girl lying asleep in a hollow +of the ground, beneath a great tree of elder, black with berries. She +was lying with her face turned upward; her arms above her head; her +eyelids were wet; her mouth smiled with a dreamy tenderness; her lips +murmured a little inaudibly; her bosom heaved with fast uneven +palpitating breaths. + +It was sunrise. In the elder thicket little chaffinches were singing, +and a missel-thrush gave late in the year a song of the April weather. +The east was radiant with the promise of a fair day, in which summer and +autumn should be wedded with gorgeous pomp of color, and joyous chorus +of the birds. The old man roughly thrust against her breast the heavy +wooden shoe on his right foot. + +"Get up!" he muttered. "Is it for the like of you to lie and sleep at +day-dawn? Get up, or your breath will poison the grasses that the cattle +feed on, and they will die of an elf-shot, surely." + +She raised her head from where it rested on her outstretched arms, and +looked him in the eyes and smiled unconsciously; then glanced around and +rose and dragged her steps away, in the passive mechanical obedience +begotten by long slavery. + +There was a shiver in her limbs; a hunted terror in her eyes; she had +wandered sleepless all night long. + +"Beast," muttered the old man, trudging on with a backward glance at +her. "You have been at a witches' sabbath, I dare be bound. We shall +have fine sickness in the styes and byres. I wonder would a silver +bullet hurt you, as the fables say? If I were sure it would, I would not +mind having my old silver flagon melted down, though it is the only +thing worth a rush in the house." + +She went on through the long wet rank grass, not hearing his threats +against her. She drew her steps slowly and lifelessly through the heavy +dews; her head was sunk; her lips moved audibly, and murmured as she +went, "A little gold! a little gold!" + +"Maybe some one has shot her this very day-dawn," thought the peasant, +shouldering his axe as he went down into the little wood to cut +ash-sticks for the market. "She looks half dead already; and they say +the devil-begotten never bleed." + +The old man guessed aright. She had received her mortal wound; though it +was one bloodless and tearless, and for which no moan was made, lest any +should blame the slayer. + +The sense of some great guilt was on her, as she stole through the rosy +warmth of the early morning. + +She had thought to take him liberty, honor, strength, and dominion among +his fellows--and he had told her that she had dealt him the foulest +shame that his life had ever known. + +"What right have you to burden me with debt unasked?" he had cried out +against her in the bitterness of his soul. And she knew that, unasked, +she had laid on him the debt of life. + +If ever he should know---- + +She had wandered on and on, aimlessly, not knowing what she did all the +night through, hearing no other sound but the fierce hard scathing scorn +of his reproaches. + +He had told her she was in act so criminal, and yet she knew herself in +intent so blameless; she felt like those of whom she had heard in the +old Hellenic stories, who had been doomed by fate, guiltless themselves, +to work some direful guilt which had to be wrought out to its bitter +end, the innocent yet the accursed instrument of destiny, even as +Adrastus upon Atys. + +On and on, through the watery moonlight she had fled, when she left the +water-tower that night; down the slope of the fields; the late blossoms +of the poppies, and the feathery haze of the ripened grasses tossed in +waves from right to left; the long shadows of the clouds upon the earth, +chasing her like the specter hosts of the Aaskarreya of his Scandinavian +skies. + +She had dropped at last like a dying thing, broken and breathless, on +the ground. There she crouched, and hid her face upon her hands; the +scorch of an intolerable shame burned on it. + +She did not know what ailed her; what consumed her with abhorrence of +herself. She longed for the earth to yawn and cover her; for the lilies +asleep in the pool, to unclose and take her amidst them. Every shiver of +a leaf, under a night-bird's passage, every motion of the water, as the +willow branches swept it, made her start and shiver as though some great +guilt was on her soul. + +Not a breath of wind was stirring, not a sound disturbed the serenity of +the early night; she heard no voice but the plaintive cry of the cushat. +She saw "no snakes but the keen stars," which looked on her cold and +luminous, and indifferent to human woes as the eyes of Arslan. + +Yet she was afraid; afraid with a trembling horror of herself; she who +had once never known one pulse of fear, and who had smiled in the eyes +of death as children in their mother's. + +The thrill of a new-born, inexplicable, cruel consciousness stole like +fire through her. She knew now that she loved him with that strange +mystery of human love which had been forever to her until now a thing +apart from her, denied to her, half scorned, half yearned for; viewed +from afar with derision, yet with desire, as a thing at once beneath her +and beyond her. + +All the light died; the moon rose; the white lilies shivered in its +pallid rays; the night-birds went by on the wind. She never stirred; the +passionate warmth of her frame changed to a deadly cold; her face was +buried in her hands; ever and again she shivered, and glanced round, as +the sound of a hare's step, or the rustle of a bough by a squirrel, +broke the silence. + +The calm night-world around her, the silvery seas of reeds, the dusky +woods, the moon in its ring of golden vapor, the flickering foliage, the +gleam of the glowworm in the dew, all the familiar things amidst which +her feet had wandered for twelve summers in the daily measure of those +beaten tracks; all these seemed suddenly strange to her--mysterious, +unreal. + +She longed for the day to dawn again, though day was but an hour dead. +And yet she felt that at the first break of light she must flee and hide +from his and every eye. + +She had meant to give him honor and he had upbraided her gift as shame. + +The bitterness, the cruelty, the passion of his reproaches stung her +with their poison, as, in her vision of the reed, she had seen the +barbed tongues of a thousand snakes striking through and through the +frail, despised, blossomless slave of the wind. + +She had thought that as the god to the reed, so might he to her say +hereafter, "You are the lowliest and least of all the chance-born things +of the sands and the air, and yet through you has an immortal music +arisen,"--and for the insanity of her thought he had cursed her. + +Towards dawn, where she had sunk down in the moss, and in the thickets +of elder and thorn--where she had made her bed in her childhood many a +summer night, when she had been turned out from the doors of the +mill-house;--there for a little while a fitful exhausted sleep came to +her; the intense exhaustion of bodily fatigue overcoming and drugging to +slumber the fever and the wakefulness of the mind. The thrush came out +of the thorn, while it was still quite dark, and the morning stars +throbbed in the skies, and sang his day-song close about her head. + +In her sleep she smiled. For Oneirus was merciful; and she dreamed that +she slept folded close in the arms of Arslan, and in her dreams she felt +the kisses of his lips rain fast on hers. + +Then the old peasant trudging to his labor in the obscurity of the early +day saw her, and struck at her with his foot and woke her roughly, and +muttered, "Get thee up; is it such beggars as thee that should be abed +when the sun breaks?" + +She opened her eyes, and smiled on him unconsciously, as she had smiled +in her brief oblivion. The passion of her dreams was still about her; +her mouth burned, her limbs trembled; the air seemed to her filled with +music, like the sound of the mavis singing in the thorn. + +Then she remembered; and shuddered; and arose, knowing the sweet mad +dream, which had cheated her, a lie. For she awoke alone. + +She did not heed the old man's words, she did not feel his hurt; yet she +obeyed him, and left the place, and dragged herself feebly towards Ypres +by the sheer unconscious working of that instinct born of habit which +takes the ox or the ass back undriven through the old accustomed ways +to stand beside their plowshare or their harness faithfully and +unbidden. + +Where the stream ran by the old mill-steps the river-reeds were blowing +in the wind, with the sunrays playing in their midst, and the silver +wings of the swallows brushing them with a sweet caress. + +"I thought to be the reed chosen by the gods!" she said bitterly in her +heart, "but I am not worthy--even to die." + +For she would have asked of fate no nobler thing than this--to be cut +down as the reed by the reaper, if so be that through her the world +might be brought to hearken to the music of the lips that she loved. + +She drew her aching weary limbs feebly through the leafy ways of the old +mill-garden. The first leaves of autumn fluttered down upon her head; +the last scarlet of the roses flashed in her path as she went; the +wine-like odors of the fruits were all about her on the air. It was then +fully day. The sun was up; the bells rang the sixth hour far away from +the high towers and spires of the town. + +At the mill-house, and in the mill-yard, where usually every one had +arisen and were hard at labor whilst the dawn was dark, everything was +still. There was no sign of work. The light blazed on the panes of the +casements under the eaves, but its summons failed to arouse the sleepers +under the roof. + +The bees hummed around their houses of straw; the pigeons flew to and +fro between the timbers of the walls, and the boughs of the fruit trees. +The mule leaned his head over the bar of the gate, and watched with +wistful eyes. The cow in her shed lowed, impatient for some human hands +to unbar her door, and lead her forth to her green-clovered pasture. A +dumb boy, who aided in the working of the mill, sat astride of a log of +timber, kicking his feet among the long grasses, and blowing thistle +down above his head upon the breeze. + +The silence and the inactivity startled her into a sense of them, as no +noise or movement, curses or blows, could have done. She looked around +stupidly; the window-shutters of the house-windows were closed, as +though it were still night. + +She signed rapidly to the dumb boy. + +"What has happened? Why is the mill not at work thus late?" + +The boy left off blowing the thistle feathers on the wind, and grinned, +and answered on his hands, "Flamma is _almost_ dead, they say." + +And he grinned again, and laughed, as far as his uncouth and guttural +noises could be said to approach the triumph and the jubilance of +laughter. + +She stared at him blankly for awhile, bewildered and shaken from the +stupor of her own misery. She had never thought of death and her tyrant +in unison. + +He had seemed a man formed to live on and on and on unchanging for +generations; he was so hard, so unyielding, so hale, so silent, so +callous to all pain; it had ever seemed to her--and to the country +round--that death itself would never venture to come to wrestle with +him. She stood among the red and the purple and the russet gold of the +latest summer flowers in the mill-garden, where he had scourged her as a +little child for daring to pause and cool her burning face in the +sweetness of the white lilies. Could that ruthless arm be unnerved even +by age or death?--it seemed to her impossible. + +All was quite still. Nothing stirred, except the silvery gnats of the +morning, and the bees, and the birds in the leaves. There seemed a +strange silence everywhere, and the great wheels stood still in the +mill-water; never within the memory of any in that countryside had those +wheels failed to turn at sunrise, unless locked by a winter-frost. + +She hastened her steps, and went within. The clock ticked, the lean cat +mewed; other sound there was none. She left her wooden shoes at the +bottom step, and stole up the steep stairs. The woman Pitchou peered +with a scared face out from her master's chamber. + +"Where hast been all night?" she whispered in her grating voice; "thy +grandsire lies a-dying." + +"Dying?" + +"Ay," muttered the old peasant. "He had a stroke yester-night as he +came from the corn-fair. They brought him home in the cart. He is as +good as dead. You are glad." + +"Hush!" muttered the girl fiercely; and she dropped down on the topmost +step, and rested her head on her hands. She had nothing to grieve for; +and yet there was that in the coarse congratulation which jarred on her +and hurt her. + +She thought of Manon Dax dead in the snow; she thought of +the song-birds dead in the traps; she thought of the poor +coming--coming--coming--through so many winters to beg bread, and going +away with empty hands and burdened hearts, cursing God. Was this +death-bed all their vengeance? It was but poor justice, and came late. + +Old Pitchou stood and looked at her. + +"Will he leave her the gold or no?" she questioned in herself; musing +whether or no it were better to be civil to the one who might inherit +all his wealth, or might be cast adrift upon the world--who could say +which? + +After awhile Folle-Farine rose silently and brushed her aside, and went +into the room. + +It was a poor chamber; with a bed of straw and a rough bench or two, and +a wooden cross with the picture of the Ascension hung above it. The +square window was open, a knot of golden pear-leaves nodded to and fro; +a linnet sang. + +On the bed Claudis Flamma lay; dead already, except for the twitching of +his mouth, and the restless wanderings of his eyes. Yet not so lost to +life but that he knew her at a glance; and as she entered, glared upon +her, and clinched his numbed hands upon the straw, and with a horrible +effort in his almost lifeless limbs, raised the right arm, that alone +had any strength or warmth left in it, and pointed at her with a shriek: + +"She was a saint--a saint: God took her. So I said:--and was proud. +While all the while man begot on her _that_!" + +Then with a ghastly rattle in his throat, he quivered, and lay paralyzed +again: only the eyes were alive, and were still speaking--awfully. + +Folle-Farine went up to his bed, and stood beside it, looking down on +him. + +"You mean--my mother?" + +It was the first time that she had ever said the word. Her voice +lingered on the word, as though loath to leave its unfamiliar sweetness. + +He lay and looked at her, motionless, impatient, lifeless; save only for +the bleak and bloodshot stare of the stony eyes. + +She thought that he had heard; but he made no sign in answer. + +She sank down on her knees beside his bed, and put her lips close to +him. + +"Try and speak to me of my mother--once--once," she murmured, with a +pathetic longing in her voice. + +A shudder shook his frozen limbs. He made no answer, he only glared on +her with a terrible stare that might be horror, repentance, grief, +memory, fear--she could not tell. + +Old Pitchou stretched her head from the corner, as a hooded snake from +its hole. + +"Ask where the money is hid," she hissed in a shrill whisper. +"Ask--ask--while he can yet understand." + +He understood, for a smile grim and horrible disturbed his tight lips a +moment. + +Folle-Farine did not hear. + +"Tell me of my mother;--tell me, tell me," she muttered. Since a human +love had been born in her heart, she had thought often of that mother +whose eyes had never looked on her, and whose breast had never fed her. + +His face changed, but he did not speak; he gasped for breath, and lay +silent; his eyes trembled and confused; it might be that in that moment +remorse was with him, and the vain regrets of cruel years. + +It might be that dying thus, he knew that from his hearth, as from hell, +mother and child had both been driven whilst his lips had talked of God. + +A little bell rang softly in the orchard below the casement; the clear +voice of a young boy singing a canticle crossed the voice of the linnet; +there was a gleam of silver in the sun. The Church bore its Host to the +dying man. + +They turned her from the chamber. + +The eyes of one unsanctified might not gaze upon mysteries of the blest. + +She went out without resistance; she was oppressed and stupefied; she +went to the stairs, and there sat down again, resting her forehead on +her hands. + +The door of the chamber was a little open, and she could hear the +murmurs of the priest's words, and smell the odors of the sacred chrism. +A great bitterness came on her mouth. + +"One crust in love--to them--in the deadly winters, had been better +worth than all this oil and prayer," she thought. And she could see +nothing but the old famished face of Manon Dax in the snow and the +moonlight, as the old woman had muttered, "God is good." + +The officers of the Church ceased; there reigned an intense stillness; a +stillness as of cold. + +Suddenly the voice of Claudis Flamma rang out loud and shrill,-- + +"I loved her! Oh, God!--_Thou_ knowest!" + +She rose and looked through the space of the open door into the +death-chamber. + +He had sprung half erect, and with his arms outstretched, gazed at the +gladness and the brightness of the day. In his eyes there was a mortal +agony, a passion of reproach. + +With one last supreme effort, he raised the crucifix which the priests +had laid upon his bare anointed breast, and held it aloft, and shook it, +and spat on it, and cast it forth from him broken upon the ground. + +"Even _Thou_ art a liar!" he cried,--it was the cry of the soul leaving +the body,--with the next moment he fell back--dead. + +In that one cry his heart had spoken; the cold, hard heart that yet had +shut one great love and one great faith in it, and losing these, had +broken and shown no wound. + +For what agony had been like unto his? + +Since who could render him back on earth, or in the grave, that pure +white soul he had believed in once? Yea--who? Not man; not even God. + +Therefore had he suffered without hope. + +She went away from the house and down the stairs, and out into the ruddy +noon. She took her way by instinct to the orchard, and there sat down +upon a moss-grown stone within the shadow of the leaves. + +All sense was deadened in her under a deep unutterable pity. + +From where she sat she could see the wicket window, the gabled end of +the chamber, and where the linnet sang, and the yellow fruit of the +pear-tree swung. All about was the drowsy hot weather of the fruit +harvest; the murmur of bees; the sweep of the boughs in the water. + +Never, in all the years that they had dwelt together beneath one roof, +had any good word or fair glance been given her; he had nourished her on +bitterness, and for his wage paid her a curse. Yet her heart was sore +for him; and judged him without hatred. + +All things seemed clear to her, now that a human love had reached her; +and this man also, having loved greatly and been betrayed, became +sanctified in her sight. + +She forgot his brutality, his avarice, his hatred; she remembered only +that he had loved, and in his love been fooled, and so had lost his +faith in God and man, and had thus staggered wretchedly down the +darkness of his life, hating himself and every other, and hurting every +other human thing that touched him, and crying ever in his blindness, "O +Lord, I believe, help thou mine unbelief!" + +And now he was dead. + +What did it matter? + +Whether any soul of his lived again, or whether body and mind both died +forever, what would it benefit all those whom he had slain?--the little +fair birds, poisoned in their song; the little sickly children, starved +in the long winters; the miserable women, hunted to their graves for +some small debt of fuel or bread; the wretched poor, mocked in their +famine by his greed and gain? + +It had been woe for him that his loved had wronged him, and turned the +hard excellence of his life to stone: but none the less had it been woe +to them to fall and perish, because his hand would never spare, his +heart would never soften. + +Her heart was sick with the cold, bitter, and inexorable law, which had +let this man drag out his seventy years, cursing and being cursed; and +lose all things for a dream of God; and then at the last, upon his +death-bed, know that dream likewise to be false. + +"It is so cruel! It is so cruel!" she muttered, where she sat with dry +eyes in the shade of the leaves, looking at that window where death was. + +And she had reason. + +For there is nothing so cruel in life as a Faith;--the Faith, whatever +its name may be, that draws a man on all his years through, on one +narrow path, by one tremulous light, and then at the last, with a laugh, +drowns him. + + + + +CHAPTER IV. + + +The summer day went by. No one sought her. She did not leave the +precincts of the still mill-gardens; a sort of secrecy and stillness +seemed to bind her footsteps there, and she dreaded to venture forth, +lest she should meet the eyes of Arslan. + +The notary had put seals upon all the cupboards and desks. Two hired +watchers sat in the little darkened room above. Some tapers burned +beside his bed. The great clock ticked heavily. All the house was +closed. Without burned the great roses of the late summer, and the +scorch of a cloudless sun. The wheels of the mill stood still. People +came and went; many women among them. The death of the miller of Ypres +was a shock to all his countryside. There was scarce a face that did not +lighten, as the peasants going home at the evening met one another in +the mellow fields, and called across, "Hast heard? Flamma is dead--at +last." + +No woman came across the meadows with a little candle, and kneeled down +by his body and wept and blessed the stiff and withered hands for the +good that they had wrought, and for the gifts that they had given. + +The hot day-hours stole slowly by; all was noiseless there where she +sat, lost in the stupefied pain of her thoughts, in the deep shadow of +the leaves, where the first breath of the autumn had gilded them and +varied them, here and there, with streaks of red. + +No one saw her; no one remembered her; no one came to her. She was left +in peace, such peace as is the lot of those for whose sigh no human ear +is open, for whose need no human hand is stretched. Once indeed at +noonday, the old serving-woman sought her, and had forced on her some +simple meal of crusts and eggs. + +"For who can tell?" the shrewd old Norway crone thought to +herself,--"who can tell? She may get all the treasure: who knows? And if +so, it will be best to have been a little good to her this day, and to +seem as if one had forgiven about the chain of coins." + +For Pitchou, like the world at large, would pardon offenses, if for +pardon she saw a sure profit in gold. + +"Who will he have left all the wealth to, think you?" the old peasant +muttered, with a cunning glitter in her sunken eyes, standing by her at +noon, in the solitude, where the orchards touched the mill-stream. + +"The wealth,--whose wealth?" Folle-Farine echoed the word stupidly. She +had had no thought of the hoarded savings of that long life of theft, +and of oppression. She had had no remembrance of any possible +inheritance which might accrue to her by this sudden death. She had been +too long his goaded and galled slave to be able to imagine herself his +heir. + +"Ay, his wealth," answered the woman, standing against the water with +her wooden shoes deep in dock-leaves and grass, gazing, with a curious +eager grasping greed in her eyes, at the creature whom she had always +done her best to thwart, to hurt, to starve and to slander. "Ay, his +wealth. You who look so sharp after your bits of heathen coins, cannot +for sure pretend to forget the value he must have laid by, living as he +has lived all the days from his youth upward. There must be a rare mass +of gold hid away somewhere or another--the notary knows, I suppose--it +is all in the place, that I am sure. He was too wise ever to trust money +far from home; he knew well it was a gad-about, that once you part with +never comes back to you. It must be all in the secret places; in the +thatch, under the hearthstone, in the rafters, under the bricks. And, +maybe, there will be quite a fortune. He had so much, and he lived so +near. Where think you it will go?" + +A faint bitter smile flickered a moment over Folle-Farine's mouth. + +"It should go to the poor. It belongs to them. It was all coined out of +their hearts and their bodies." + +"Then you have no hope for yourself:--you?" + +"I?" + +She muttered the word dreamily; and raised her aching eyelids, and +stared in stupefaction at the old, haggard, dark, ravenous face of +Pitchou. + +"Pshaw! You cannot cheat me that way," said the woman, moving away +through the orchard branches, muttering to herself. "As if a thing of +hell like you ever served like a slave all these years, on any other +hope than the hope of the gold! Well,--as for me,--I never pretend to +lie in that fashion. If it had not been for the hope of a share in the +gold, I would never have eaten for seventeen years the old wretch's +mouldy crusts and lentil-washings." + +She hobbled, grumbling on her way back to the house, through the russet +shadows and the glowing gold of the orchards. + +Folle-Farine sat by the water, musing on the future which had opened to +her with the woman's words of greed. + +Before another day had sped, it was possible,--so even said one who +hated her, and begrudged her every bit and drop that she had taken at +the miser's board,--possible that she would enter into the heritage of +all that this long life, spent in rapacious greed and gain, had gathered +together. + +One night earlier, paradise itself would have seemed to open before her +with such a hope; for she would have hastened to the feet of Arslan, and +there poured all treasure that chance might have given her, and would +have cried out of the fullness of her heart, "Take, enjoy, be free, do +as you will. So that you make the world of men own your greatness, I +will live as a beggar all the years of my life, and think myself richer +than kings!" + +But now, what use would it be, though she were called to an empire? She +would not dare to say to him, as a day earlier she would have said with +her first breath, "All that is mine is thine." + +She would not even dare to give him all and creep away unseen, +unthanked, unhonored into obscurity and oblivion, for had he not said, +"You have no right to burden me with debt"? + +Yet as she sat there lonely among the grasses, with the great +mill-wheels at rest in the water, and the swallows skimming the surface +that was freed from the churn and the foam of the wheels, as though the +day of Flamma's death had been a saint's day, the fancy which had been +set so suddenly before her, dazzled her, and her aching brain and her +sick despair could not choose but play with it despite themselves. + +If the fortune of Flamma came to her, it might be possible, she thought, +to spend it so as to release him from his bondage, without knowledge of +his own; so to fashion with it a golden temple and a golden throne for +the works of his hand, that the world, which as they all said worshiped +gold, should be forced to gaze in homage on the creations of his mind +and hand. + +And yet he had said greater shame there could come to no man, than to +rise by the aid of a woman. The apple of life, however sweet and fair in +its color and savor, would be as poison in his mouth if her hand held +it. That she knew, and in the humility of her great and reverent love, +she submitted without question to its cruelty. + +At night she went within to break her fast, and try to rest a little. +The old peasant woman served her silently, and for the first time +willingly. "Who can say?" the Norman thought to herself,--"who can say? +She may yet get it all, who knows?" + +At night as she slept, Pitchou peered at her, shading the light from her +eyes. + +"If only I could know who gets the gold?" she muttered. Her sole thought +was the money; the money that the notary held under his lock and seal. +She wished now that she had dealt better with the girl sometimes; it +would have been safer, and it could have done no harm. + +With earliest dawn Folle-Farine fled again to the refuge of the wood. +She shunned, with the terror of a hunted doe, the sight of people coming +and going, the priests and the gossips, the sights and the sounds, and +none sought her. + +All the day through she wandered in the cool dewy orchard-ways. + +Beyond the walls of the foliage, she saw the shrouded window, the flash +of the crucifix, the throngs of the mourners, the glisten of the white +robes. She heard the deep sonorous swelling of the chants; she saw the +little procession come out from the doorway and cross the old wooden +bridge, and go slowly through the sunlight of the meadows. Many of the +people followed, singing, and bearing tapers; for he who was dead had +stood well with the Church, and from such there still issues for the +living a fair savor. + +No one came to her. What had they to do with her,--a creature +unbaptized, and an outcast? + +She watched the little line fade away, over the green and golden glory +of the fields. + +She did not think of herself--since Arslan had looked at her, in his +merciless scorn, she had had neither past nor future. + +It did not even occur to her that her home would be in this place no +longer; it was as natural to her as its burrow to the cony, its hole to +the fox. It did not occur to her that the death of this her tyrant could +not but make some sudden and startling change in all her ways and +fortune. + +She waited in the woods all day; it was so strange a sense to her to be +free of the bitter bondage that had lain on her life so long; she could +not at once arise and understand the meaning of her freedom; she was +like a captive soldier, who has dragged the cannon-ball so long, that +when it is loosened from his limb, it feels strange, and his step sounds +uncompanioned. + +She was thankful, too, for the tortured beasts, and the hunted birds; +she fed them and looked in their gentle eyes, and told them that they +were free. But in her own heart one vain wish, only, ached--she thought +always: + +"If only I might die for him,--as the reed for the god." + +The people returned, and then after awhile all went forth again; they +and their priests with them. The place was left alone. The old solitude +had come upon it; the sound of the wood-dove only filled the quiet. + +The day grew on; in the orchards it was already twilight, whilst on the +waters and in the open lands farther away the sun was bright. There was +a wicket close by under the boughs; a bridle-path ran by, moss-grown, +and little used, but leading from the public road beyond. + +From the gleam of the twisted fruit trees a low flutelike noise came to +her ear in the shadow of the solitude. + +"Folle-Farine,--I go on your errand. If you repent, there is time yet to +stay me. Say--do you bid me still set your Norse-god free from the Cave +of the Snakes?" + +She, startled, looked up into the roofing of the thick foliage; she saw +shining on her with a quiet smile the eyes which she had likened to the +eyes of the Red Mouse. They scanned her gravely and curiously: they +noted the change in her since the last sun had set. + +"What did he say to you for your gold?" the old man asked. + +She was silent; the blood of an intolerable shame burned in her face; +she had not thought that she had betrayed her motive in seeking a price +for her chain of coins. + +He laughed a little softly. + +"Ah! You fancied I did not know your design when you came so bravely to +sell your Moorish dancing-gear. Oh, Folle-Farine!--female things, with +eyes like yours, must never hope to keep a secret!" + +She never answered; she had risen and stood rooted to the ground, her +head hung down, her breast heaving, the blood coming and going in her +intolerable pain, as though she flushed and froze under a surgeon's +probe. + +"What did he say to you?" pursued her questioner. "There should be but +one language possible from a man of his years to a woman of yours." + +She lifted her eyes and spoke at last: + +"He said that I did him a foul shame: the gold lies in the sands of the +river." + +She was strong to speak the truth, inflexibly, to the full; for its +degradation to herself she knew was honor to the absent. It showed him +strong and cold and untempted, preferring famine and neglect and misery +to any debt or burden of a service done. + +The old man, leaning on the wooden bar of the gate among the leaves, +looked at her long and thoughtfully. + +"He would not take your poor little pieces? You mean that?" + +She gave a sign of assent. + +"That was a poor reward to you, Folle-Farine!" Her lips grew white and +shut together. + +"Mine was the fault, the folly. He was right, no doubt." + +"You are very royal. I think your northern god was only thus cold +because your gift was such a little one, Folle-Farine." + +A strong light flashed on him from her eyes. + +"It would have been the same if I had offered him an empire." + +"You are so sure? Does he hate you, then--this god of yours?" + +She quivered from head to foot; but her courage would not yield, her +faith would not be turned. + +"Need a man hate the dust under his foot?" she muttered in her teeth; +"because it is a thing too lowly for him to think of as he walks." + +"You are very truthful." + +She was silent; standing there in the shadow of the great mill-timbers. + +The old man watched her with calm approving eyes, as he might have +watched a statue of bronze. He was a great man, a man of much wealth, of +wide power, of boundless self-indulgence, of a keen serene wisdom, which +made his passions docile and ministers to his pleasure, and never +allowed them any mastery over himself. He was studying the shape of her +limbs, the hues of her skin, the lofty slender stature of her, and the +cloud of her hair that was like the golden gleaming mane of a young +desert mare. + +"All these in Paris," he was thinking. "Just as she is, with just the +same bare feet and limbs, the same untrammeled gait, the same flash of +scarlet round her loins, only to the linen tunic a hem of gold, and on +the breast a flame of opals. Paris would say that even I had never in my +many years done better. The poor barbarian! she sells her little brazen +sequins, and thinks them her only treasure, whilst she has all that! Is +Arslan blind, or is he only tired?" + +But he spake none of his thoughts aloud. He was too wary to scare the +prey he meant to secure with any screams of the sped arrow, or any sight +of the curled lasso. + +"Well," he said, simply, "I understand; your eagle, in recompense for +your endeavors to set him free, only tears your heart with his talons? +It is the way of eagles. He has wounded you sorely. And the wound will +bleed many a day." + +She lifted her head. + +"Have I complained?--have I asked your pity, or any man's?" + +"Oh, no, you are very strong! So is a lioness; but she dies of a man's +wound sometimes. He has been very base to you." + +"He has done as he thought it right to do. Who shall lay blame on him +for that?" + +"Your loyalty says so; you are very brave, no doubt. But tell me, do you +still wish this man, who wounds you so cruelly, set free?" + +"Yes." + +"What, still?" + +"Why not?" + +"Why not? Only this: that once he is let loose your very memory will be +shaken from his thoughts as the dust of the summer, to which you liken +yourself, is shaken from his feet!" + +"No doubt." + +She thought she did not let him see the agony he dealt her; she stood +unflinching, her hands crossed upon her breast, her head drooped, her +eyes looking far from him to where the fading sunlight gleamed still +upon the reaches of the river. + +"No doubt," he echoed. "And yet I think you hardly understand. This man +is a great artist. He has a great destiny, if he once can gain the eye +and the ear of the world. The world will fear him, and curse him always; +he is very merciless to it; but if he once conquer fame, that fame will +be one to last as long as the earth lasts. That I believe. Well, give +this man what he longs for and strives for, a life in his fame which +shall not die so long as men have breath to speak of art. What will you +be in that great drunken dream of his, if once we make it true for him? +Not even a remembrance, Folle-Farine. For though you have fancied that +you, by your beauty, would at least abide upon his canvas, and so go on +to immortality with his works and name, you seem not to know that so +much also will do any mime who lets herself for hire on a tavern stage, +or any starveling who makes her daily bread by giving her face and form +to a painter's gaze. Child! what you have thought noble, men and women +have decreed one of the vilest means by which a creature traffics in her +charms. The first lithe-limbed model that he finds in the cities will +displace you on his canvas and in his memory. Shall he go free--to +forget you?" + +She listened dumbly; her attitude unchanging, as she had stood in other +days, under the shadow of the boughs, to receive the stripes of her +master. + +"He shall be free--to forget me." + +The words were barely audible, but they were inflexible, as they were +echoed through her locked teeth. + +The eyes of her tormentor watched her with a wondering admiration; yet +he could not resist the pleasure of an added cruelty, as the men of the +torture-chambers of old strained once more the fair fettered form of a +female captive, that they might see a little longer those bright limbs +quiver, and those bare nerves heave. + +"Well; be it so if you will it. Only think long enough. For strong +though you are, you are also weak; for you are of your mother's sex, +Folle-Farine. You may repent. Think well. You are no more to him than +your eponym, the mill-dust. You have said so to yourself. But you are +beautiful in your barbarism; and here you are always near him; and with +a man who has no gold to give, a woman need have few rivals to fear. If +his heart eat itself out here in solitude, soon or late he will be +yours, Folle-Farine. A man, be he what he will, cannot live long without +some love, more or less, for some woman. A little while, and your +Norse-god alone here, disappointed, embittered, friendless, galled by +poverty, and powerless to escape, will turn to you, and find a sweetness +on your lips, a balm in your embrace, an opium draught for an hour, at +least, in that wonderful beauty of yours. A woman who is beautiful, and +who has youth, and who has passion, need never fail to make a love-light +beam in the eyes of a man, if only she know how to wait, if only she be +the sole blossom that grows in his pathway, the sole fruit within reach +of his hands. Keep him here, and soon or late, out of sheer despair of +any other paradise, he will make his paradise in your breast. Do you +doubt? Child, I have known the world many years, but this one thing I +have ever known to be stronger than any strength a man can bring against +it to withstand it--this one thing which fate has given you, the bodily +beauty of a woman." + +His voice ceased softly in the twilight--this voice of +Mephistopheles--which tempted her but for the sheer sole pleasure of +straining this strength to see if it should break--of deriding this +faith to see if it would bend--of alluring this soul to see if it would +fall. + +She stood abased in a piteous shame--the shame that any man should thus +read her heart, which seemed to burn and wither up all liberty, all +innocence, all pride in her, and leave her a thing too utterly debased +to bear the gaze of any human eyes,--to bear the light of any noonday +sun. + +And yet the terrible sweetness of the words tempted her with such subtle +force: the passions of a fierce, amorous race ran in her blood--the +ardor and the liberty of an outlawed and sensual people were bred with +her flesh and blood: to have been the passion-toy of the man she loved +for one single day,--to have felt for one brief summer hour his arms +hold her and his kisses answer hers, she would have consented to die a +hundred deaths in uttermost tortures when the morrow should have dawned, +and would have died rejoicing, crying to the last breath,-- + +"I have lived: it is enough!" + +He might be hers! The mere thought, uttered in another's voice, thrilled +through her with a tumultuous ecstasy, hot as flame, potent as wine. + +He might be hers--all her own--each pulse of his heart echoing hers, +each breath of his lips spent on her own. He might be hers!--she hid her +face upon her hands; a million tongues of fire seemed to curl about her +and lap her life. The temptation was stronger than her strength. + +She was a friendless, loveless, nameless thing, and she had but one +idolatry and one passion, and for this joy that they set to her lips she +would have given her body and her soul. Her soul--if the gods and man +allowed her one--her soul and all her life, mortal and immortal, for one +single day of Arslan's love. Her soul, forever, to any hell they +would--but his? + +Not for this had she sold her life to the gods--not for this; not for +the rapture of passion, the trance of the senses, the heaven of self. + +What she had sworn to them, if they saved him, was forever to forget in +him herself, to suffer dumbly for him, and, whensoever they would, in +his stead to die. + +"Choose," said the soft wooing voice of her tempter, while his gaze +smiled on her through the twilight. "Shall he consume his heart here in +solitude till he loves you perforce, or shall he go free among the +cities of men, to remember you no more than he remembers the reeds by +the river?" + +The reeds by the river. + +The chance words that he used, by the mere hazards of speech, cut the +bonds of passion which were binding so closely about her. As the +river-reed to the god, so she had thought that her brief span of life +might be to the immortality of his. Was this the fulfilling of her +faith,--to hold him here with his strength in chains, and his genius +perishing in darkness, that she, the thing of an hour, might know +delight in the reluctant love, in the wearied embrace, of a man +heart-sick and heart-broken? + +She shook the deadly sweetness of the beguilement off her as she would +have shaken an asp's coils off her wrist, and rose against it, and was +once more strong. + +"What have you to do with me?" she muttered, feebly, while the fierce +glare of her eyes burned through the gloom of the leaves. "Keep your +word; set him free. His freedom let him use--as he will." + +Then, ere he could arrest her flight, she had plunged into the depths of +the orchards, and was lost in their flickering shadows. + +Sartorian did not seek to pursue her. He turned and went thoughtfully +and slowly back by the grass-grown footpath through the little wood, +along by the riverside, to the water-tower. His horses and his people +waited near, but it suited him to go thither on this errand on foot and +alone. + +"The Red Mouse does not dwell in that soul as yet. That sublime +unreason--that grand barbaric madness! And yet both will fall to gold, +as that fruit falls to the touch," he thought, as he brushed a ripe +yellow pear from the shelter of the reddening leaves, and watched it +drop, and crushed it gently with his foot, and smiled as he saw that +though so golden on the rind, and so white and so fragrant in the flesh, +at the core was a rotten speck, in which a little black worm was +twisting. + +He had shaken it down from idleness; where he left it, crushed in the +public pathway, a swarm of ants and flies soon crawled, and flew, and +fought, and fastened, and fed on the fallen purity, which the winds had +once tossed up to heaven, and the sun had once kissed into bloom. + + * * * * * + +Through the orchards, as his footsteps died away, there came a shrill +scream on the silence, which only the sighing of the cushats had broken. + +It was the voice of the old serving-woman, who called on her name from +the porch. + +In the old instinct, born of long obedience, she drew herself wearily +through the tangled ways of the gardens and over the threshold of the +house. + +She had lost all remembrance of Flamma's death, and of the inheritance +of his wealth. She only thought of those great and noble fruits of a +man's genius which she had given up all to save; she only thought +ceaselessly, in the sickness of her heart, "Will he forget?--forget +quite--when he is free?" + +The peasant standing in the porch with arms akimbo, and the lean cat +rubbing ravenous sides against her wooden shoes, peered forth from under +the rich red leaves of the creepers that shrouded the pointed roof of +the doorway. + +Her wrinkled face was full of malignity; her toothless mouth smiled; her +eyes were full of a greedy triumph. Before her was the shady, quiet, +leafy garden, with the water running clear beneath the branches; behind +her was the kitchen, with its floor of tiles, its strings of food, its +wood-piled hearth, its crucifix, and its images of saints. + +She looked at the tired limbs of the creature whom she had always hated +for her beauty and her youth; at the droop of the proud head, at the +pain and the exhaustion which every line of the face and the form spoke +so plainly; at the eyes which burned so strangely as she came through +the gray, pure air, and yet had such a look in them of sightlessness and +stupor. + +"She has been told," thought the old serving-woman. "She has been told, +and her heart breaks for the gold." + +The thought was sweet to her--precious with the preciousness of +vengeance. + +"Come within," she said, with a grim smile about her mouth. "I will give +thee a crust and a drink of milk. None shall say I cannot act like a +Christian; and to-night I will let thee rest here in the loft, but no +longer. With the break of day thou shalt tramp. We are Christians here." + +Folle-Farine looked at her with blind eyes, comprehending nothing that +she spoke. + +"You called me?" she asked, the old mechanical formula of servitude +coming to her lips by sheer unconscious instinct. + +"Ay, I called. I would have thee to know that I am mistress here now; +and I will have no vile things gad about in the night so long as they +eat of my bread. Tonight thou shalt rest here, I say; so much will I do +for sake of thy mother, though she was a foul light o' love, when all +men deemed her a saint; but to-morrow thou shalt tramp. Such hell-spawn +as thou art mayst not lie on a bed of Holy Church." + +Folle-Farine gazed at her, confused and still not comprehending; +scarcely awake to the voice which thus adjured her; all her strength +spent and bruised, after the struggle of the temptation which had +assailed her. + +"You mean," she muttered, "you mean----What would you tell me? I do not +know." + +The familiar place reeled around her. The saints and the satyrs on the +carved gables grinned on her horribly. The yellow house-leek on the roof +seemed to her so much gold, which had a tongue, and muttered, "You prate +of the soul. I alone am the soul of the world." + +All the green, shadowy, tranquil ways grew strange to her; the earth +shook under her feet; the heavens circled around her:----and Pitchou, +looking on her, thought that she was stunned by the loss of the miser's +treasure! + +She! in whose whole burning veins there ran only one passion, in whose +crushed brain there was only one thought--"Will he forget--forget +quite--when he is free?" + +The old woman stretched her head forward, and cackled out eager, +hissing, tumultuous words: + +"Hast not heard? No? Well, see, then. Some said you should be sent for, +but the priest and I said No. Neither Law nor Church count the +love-begotten. Flamma died worth forty thousand francs, set aside all +his land and household things. God rest his soul! He was a man. He +forgot my faithful service, true, but the good almoner will remember all +that to me. Forty thousand francs! What a man! And hardly a nettle +boiled in oil would he eat some days together. Where does this money +go--eh, eh? Canst guess?" + +"Go?" + +Pitchou watched her grimly, and laughed aloud: + +"Ah, ah! I know. So you dared to hope, too? Oh, fool! what thing did +ever he hate as he hated your shadow on the wall? The money, and the +lands, and the things--every coin, every inch, every crumb--is willed +away to the Church, to the holy chapter in the town yonder, to hold for +the will of God and the glory of his kingdom. And masses will be said +for his soul, daily, in the cathedral; and the gracious almoner has as +good as said that the mill shall be let to Francvron, the baker, who is +old and has no women to his house; and that I shall dwell here and +manage all things, and rule Francvron, and end my days in the chimney +corner. And I will stretch a point and let you lie in the hay to-night, +but to-morrow you must tramp, for the devil's daughter and Holy Church +will scarce go to roost together." + +Folle-Farine heard her stupidly, and stupidly gazed around; she did not +understand. She had never had any other home, and, in a manner, even in +the apathy of a far greater woe, she clove to this place; to its +familiarity, and its silence, and its old woodland-ways. + +"Go!"--she looked down through the aisles of the boughs dreamily; in a +vague sense she felt the sharpness of desolation that repulses the +creature whom no human heart desires, and whom no human voice bids stay. + +"Yes. Go; and that quickly," said the peasant with a sardonic grin. "I +serve the Church now. It is not for me to harbor such as thee; nor is it +fit to take the bread of the poor and the pious to feed lips as accursed +as are thine. Thou mayst lie here to-night--I would not be +overharsh--but tarry no longer. Take a sup and a bit, and to bed. Dost +hear?" + +Folle-Farine, without a word in answer, turned on her heel and left her. + +The old woman watched her shadow pass across the threshold, and away +down the garden-paths between the green lines of the clipped box, and +vanish beyond the fall of drooping fig-boughs and the walls of ivy and +of laurel; then with a chuckle she poured out her hot coffee, and sat in +her corner and made her evening meal, well pleased; comfort was secured +her for the few years which she had to live, and she was revenged for +the loss of the sequins. + +"How well it is for me that I went to mass every Saint's-day!" she +thought, foreseeing easy years and plenty under the rule of the Church +and of old deaf Francvron, the baker. + +Folle-Farine mounted the wooden ladder to the hayloft which had been her +sleeping-chamber, there took the little linen and the few other garments +which belonged to her, folded them together in her winter sheepskin, and +went down the wooden steps once more, and out of the mill-garden across +the bridge into the woods. + +She had no fixed purpose even for the immediate hour; she had not even a +tangible thought for her future. She acted on sheer mechanical impulse, +like one who does some things unconsciously, walking abroad in the +trance of sleep. That she was absolutely destitute scarcely bore any +sense to her. She had never realized that this begrudged roof and scanty +fare, which Flamma had bestowed on her, had, wretched though they were, +yet been all the difference between home and homelessness--between +existence and starvation. + +She wandered on aimlessly through the woods. + +She paused a moment on the river-sand, and turned and looked back at the +mill and the house. From where she stood, she could see its brown gables +and its peaked roof rising from masses of orchard-blossom, white and +wide as sea-foam; further round it, closed the dark belt of the sweet +chestnut woods. + +She looked; and great salt tears rushed into her hot eyes and blinded +them. + +She had been hated by those who dwelt there, and had there known only +pain, and toil, and blows, and bitter words. And yet the place itself +was dear to her, its homely and simple look: its quiet garden-ways, its +dells of leafy shadow, its bright and angry waters, its furred and +feathered creatures that gave it life and loveliness,--these had been +her consolations often,--these, in a way, she loved. + +Such as it was, her life had been bound up with it; and though often its +cool pale skies and level lands had been a prison to her, yet her heart +clove to it in this moment when she left it--forever. She looked once at +it long and lingeringly; then turned and went on her way. + +She walked slowly through the cool evening shadows, while the birds +fluttered about her head. She did not comprehend the terrible fate that +had befallen her. She did not think that it was horrible to have no +canopy but the clear sky, and no food but the grain rubbed from the ripe +wheat-ears. + +The fever of conscious passion which had been born in her, and the awe +of the lonely death that she had witnessed, wore on her too heavily, and +with too dreamy and delirious an absorption, to leave any room in her +thoughts for the bodily perils or the bodily privations of her fate. + +Some vague expectancy of some great horror, she knew not what, was on +her. She was as in a trance, her brain was giddy, her eyes blind. Though +she walked straightly, bearing her load upon her head, on and on as +through the familiar paths, she yet had no goal, no sense of what she +meant to do, or whither she desired to go. + +The people were still about, going from their work in the fields, and +their day at the town-market, to their homesteads and huts. Every one of +them cast some word at her. For the news had spread by sunset over all +the countryside that Flamma's treasure was gone to Holy Church. + +They were spoken in idleness, but they were sharp, flouting, merciless +arrows of speech, that struck her hardly as the speakers cast them, and +laughed, and passed by her. She gave no sign that she heard, not by so +much as the quiver of a muscle or the glance of an eye; but she, +nevertheless, was stung by them to the core, and her heart hardened, and +her blood burned. + +Not one of them, man or boy, but made a mock of her as they marched by +through the purpling leaves or the tall seed-grasses. Not one of them, +mother or maiden, that gave a gentle look at her, or paused to remember +that she was homeless, and knew no more where to lay her head that night +than any sick hart driven from its kind. + +She met many in the soft gray and golden evening, in the fruit-hung +ways, along the edge of the meadows: fathers with their little children +running by them, laden with plumes of meadow-sweet; mothers bearing +their youngest born before them on the high sheepskin saddle; young +lovers talking together as they drove the old cow to her byre; old +people counting their market gains cheerily; children paddling knee-deep +in the brooks for cresses. None of them had a kindly glance for +her;--all had a flouting word. There was not one who offered her so much +as a draught of milk; not one who wished her so much as a brief +good-night. + +"She will quit the country now; that is one good thing," she heard many +of them say of her. And they spoke of Flamma, and praised him; saying, +how pure as myrrh in the nostrils was the death of one who feared God! + +The night came on nearer; the ways grew more lonely; the calf bleating +sought its dam, the sheep folded down close together, the lights came +out under the lowly roofs; now and then from some open window in the +distance there came the sound of voices singing together; now and then +there fell across her path two shadows turning one to the other. + +She only was alone. + +What did she seek to do? + +She paused on a little slip of moss-green timber that crossed the water +in the open plain, and looked down at herself in the shining stream. +None desired her--none remembered her; none said to her, "Stay with us a +little, for love's sake." + +"Surely I must be vile as they say, that all are against me!" she +thought; and she pondered wearily in her heart where her sin against +them could lie. That brief delirious trance of joy that had come to her +with the setting of the last day's sun, had with the sun sunk away. The +visions which had haunted her sleep under the thorn-tree whilst the +thrush sang, had been killed under the cold and bitterness of the waking +world. She wondered, while her face burned red with shame, what she had +been mad enough to dream of in that sweet cruel slumber. For him--she +felt that sooner than again look upward to his eyes she would die by a +thousand deaths. + +What was she to him?--a barbarous, worthless, and unlovely thing, whose +very service was despised, whose very sacrifice was condemned. + +"I would live as a leper all the days of my life, if, first, I might be +fair in his sight one hour!" she thought; and she was conscious of +horror or of impiety in the ghastly desire, because she had but one +religion, this--her love. + +She crossed the little bridge, and sat down to rest on the root of an +old oak on the edge of the fields of poppies. + +The evening had fallen quite. There was a bright moon on the edge of the +plain. The cresset-lights of the cathedral glowed through the dusk. All +was purple and gray and still. There were the scents of heavy earths and +of wild thymes, and the breath of grazing herds. The little hamlets were +but patches of darker shade on the soft brown shadows of the night. +White sea-mists, curling and rising, chased each other over the dim +world. + +She sat motionless, leaning her head upon her hand. + +She could not weep, as other creatures could. The hours drew on. She had +no home to go to; but it was not for this that she sorrowed. + +Afar off, a step trod down the grasses. A hawk rustled through the +gloom. A rabbit fled across the path. The boughs were put aside by a +human hand; Arslan came out from the darkness of the woods before her. + +With a sharp cry she sprang to her feet and fled, impelled by +passionate, reasonless instinct to hide herself forever and forever from +the only eyes she loved. + +Before her were the maze of the poppy-fields. In the moonlight their +blossoms, so gorgeous at sunset or at noon, lost all their scarlet gaud +and purple pomp, and drooped like discrowned kings stripped bare in the +midnight of calamity. + +Their colorless flowers writhed and twined about her ankles. Her brown +limbs glistened in the gleam from the skies. She tightened her red +girdle round her loins and ran, as a doe runs to reach the sanctuary. + +Long withes of trailing grasses, weeds that grew among the grasses, +caught her fleet feet and stopped her. The earth was wet with dew. A +tangle of boughs and brambles filled the path. For once, her sure steps +failed her. She faltered and fell. + +Ere he could touch her, she rose again. The scent of the wet leaves was +in her hair. The rain-drops glistened on her feet. The light of the +stars seemed in her burning eyes. Around her were the gleam of the +night, the scent of the flowers, the smell of woods. On her face the +moon shone. + +She was like a creature born from the freshness of dews, from the odor +of foliage, from the hues of the clouds, from the foam of the brooks, +from all things of the woods and the water. In that moment she was +beautiful with the beauty of women. + +"If only she could content me!" he thought. If only he had cared for the +song of the reed by the river! + +But he cared nothing at all for anything that lived; and a pursuit that +was passionless had always seemed to him base; and his feet were set on +a stony and narrow road where he would not incumber his strength with a +thing of her sex, lest the burden should draw him backward one rood on +his way. + +He had never loved her; he never would love her; his senses were awake +to her beauty, indeed, and his reason awed it beyond all usual gifts of +her sex. But he had used it in the service of his art, and therein had +scrutinized, and portrayed, and debased until it had lost to him all +that fanciful sanctity, all that half-mysterious charm, which arouse the +passion of love in a man to a woman. + +So he let her be, and stood by her in the dusk of the night with no +light in his own eyes. + +"Do not fly from me," he said to her. "I have sought you, to ask your +forgiveness, and----" + +She stood silent, her head bent; her hands were crossed upon her chest +in the posture habitual to her under any pain; her face was hidden in +the shadow; her little bundle of clothes had dropped on the grasses, and +was hidden by them. Of Flamma's death and of her homelessness he had +heard nothing. + +"I was harsh to you," he said, gently. "I spoke, in the bitterness of +my heart, unworthily. I was stung with a great shame;--I forgot that you +could not know. Can you forgive?" + +"The madness was mine," she muttered. "It was I, who forgot----" + +Her voice was very faint, and left her lips with effort; she did not +look up; she stood bloodless, breathless, swaying to and fro, as a young +tree which has been cut through near the root sways ere it falls. She +knew well what his words would say. + +"You are generous, and you shame me--indeed--thus," he said with a +certain softness as of unwilling pain in his voice which shook its +coldness and serenity. + +This greatness in her, this wondrous faithfulness to himself, this +silence, which bore all wounds from his hand, and was never broken to +utter one reproach against him, these moved him. He could not choose but +see that this nature, which he bruised and forsook, was noble beyond any +common nobility of any human thing. + +"I have deserved little at your hands, and you have given me much," he +said slowly. "I feel base and unworthy; for--I have sought you to bid +you farewell." + +She had awaited her death-blow; she received its stroke without a sound. + +She did not move, nor cry out, nor make any sign of pain, but standing +there her form curled within itself, as a withered fern curls, and all +her beauty changed like a fresh flower that is held in a flame. + +She did not look at him; but waited, with her head bent, and her hands +crossed on her breast as a criminal waits for his doom. + +His nerve nearly failed him; his heart nearly yielded. He had no love +for her; she was nothing to him. No more than any one of the dark, nude +savage women who had sat to his art on the broken steps of ruined +Temples of the Sun; or the antelope-eyed creatures of desert and plain, +who had come on here before him in the light of the East, and had passed +as the shadows passed, and, like them, were forgotten. + +She was nothing to him. And yet he could not choose but think--all this +mighty love, all this majestic strength, all this superb and dreamy +loveliness would die out here, as the evening colors had died out of the +skies in the west, none pausing even to note that they were dead. + +He knew that he had but to say to her, "Come!" and she would go beside +him, whether to shame or ignominy, or famine or death, triumphant and +rejoicing as the martyrs of old went to the flames, which were to them +the gates of paradise. + +He knew that there would not be a blow his hand could deal which could +make her deem him cruel; he knew that there would be no crime which he +could bid her commit for him which would not seem to her a virtue; he +knew that for one hour of his love she would slay herself by any death +he told her; he knew that the deepest wretchedness lived through by his +side would be sweeter and more glorious than any kingdom of the world or +heaven. And he knew well that to no man is it given to be loved twice +with such love as this. + +Yet,--he loved not her; and he was, therefore, strong, and he drove the +death-stroke home, with pity, with compassion, with gentleness, yet +surely home--to the heart. + +"A stranger came to me an hour or more ago," he said to her; and it +seemed even to him as though he slew a life godlier and purer and +stronger than his own,--"an old man, who gave no name. I have seen his +face--far away, long ago--I am not sure. The memory is too vague. He +seemed a man of knowledge, and a man critical and keen. That study of +you--the one among the poppies--you remember--took his eyes and pleased +him. He bore it away with him, and left in its stead a roll of paper +money--money enough to take me back among men--to set me free for a +little space. Oh child! you have seen--this hell on earth kills me. It +is a death in life. It has made me brutal to you sometimes; sometimes I +must hurt something, or go mad." + +She was silent; her attitude had not changed, but all her loveliness was +like one of the poppies that his foot had trodden on, discolored, +broken, ruined. She stood as though changed to a statue of bronze. + +He looked on her, and knew that no creature had ever loved him as this +creature had loved. But of love he wanted nothing,--it was wearying to +him; all he desired was power among men. + +"I have been cruel to you," he said, suddenly. "I have stung and wounded +you often. I have dealt with your beauty as with this flower under my +foot. I have had no pity for you. Can you forgive me ere I go?" + +"You have no sins to me," she made answer to him. She did not stir; nor +did the deadly calm on her face change; but her voice had a harsh +metallic sound, like the jar of a bell that is broken. + +He was silent also. The coldness and the arrogance of his heart were +pained and humbled by her pardon of them. He knew that he had been +pitiless to her--with a pitilessness less excusable than that which is +born of the fierceness of passion and the idolatrous desires of the +senses. Man would have held him blameless here, because he had forborne +to pluck for his own delight this red and gold reed in the swamp; but he +himself knew well that, nevertheless, he had trodden its life out, and +so bruised it, as he went, that never would any wind of heaven breathe +music through its shattered grace again. + +"When do you go?" she asked. + +Her voice had still the same harsh, broken sound in it. She did not lift +the lids of her eyes; her arms were crossed upon her breast;--all the +ruins of the trampled poppy-blossom were about her, blood-red as a field +where men have fought and died. + +He answered her, "At dawn." + +"And where?" + +"To Paris. I will find fame--or a grave." + +A long silence fell between them. The church chimes, far away in the +darkness, tolled the ninth hour. She stood passive, colorless as the +poppies were, bloodless from the thick, dull beating of her heart. The +purple shadow and the white stars swam around her. Her heart was broken; +but she gave no sign. It was her nature to suffer to the last in +silence. + +He looked at her, and his own heart softened; almost he repented him. + +He stretched his arms to her, and drew her into them, and kissed the +dew-laden weight of her hair, and the curling, meek form, while all +warmth had died, and the passionate loveliness, which was cast to him, +to be folded in his bosom or thrust away by his foot--as he chose. + +"Oh, child, forgive me, and forget me," he murmured. "I have been base +to you,--brutal, and bitter, and cold oftentimes;--yet I would have +loved you, if I could. Love would have been youth, folly, oblivion; all +the nearest likeness that men get of happiness on earth. But love is +dead in me, I think, otherwise----" + +She burned like fire, and grew cold as ice in his embrace. Her brain +reeled; her sight was blind. She trembled as she had never done under +the sharpest throes of Flamma's scourge. Suddenly she cast her arms +about his throat and clung to him, and kissed him in answer with that +strange, mute, terrible passion with which the lips of the dying kiss +the warm and living face that bends above them, on which they know they +never again will rest. + +Then she broke from him, and sprang into the maze of the moonlit fields, +and fled from him like a stag that bears its death-shot in it, and knows +it, and seeks to hide itself and die unseen. + +He pursued her, urged by a desire that was cruel, and a sorrow that was +tender. He had no love for her; and yet--now that he had thrown her from +him forever--he would fain have felt those hot mute lips tremble again +in their terrible eloquence upon his own. + +But he sought her in vain. The shadows of the night hid her from him. + +He went back to his home alone. + +"It is best so," he said to himself. + +For the life that lay before him he needed all his strength, all his +coldness, all his cruelty. And she was only a female thing--a reed of +the river, songless, and blown by the wind as the rest were. + +He returned to his solitude, and lit his lamp, and looked on the +creations that alone he loved. + +"They shall live--or I will die," he said to his own heart. With the war +to which he went what had any amorous toy to do? + +That night Hermes had no voice for him. + +Else might the wise god have said, "Many reeds grow together by the +river, and men tread them at will, and none are the worse. But in one +reed of a million song is hidden; and when a man carelessly breaks that +reed in twain, he may miss its music often and long,--yea, all the years +of his life." + +But Hermes that night spake not. + +And he brake his reed, and cast it behind him. + + + + +CHAPTER V. + + +When the dawn came, it found her lying face downward among the rushes by +the river. She had run on, and on, and on blindly, not knowing whither +she fled, with the strange force that despair lends; then suddenly had +dropped, as a young bull drops in the circus with the steel sheathed in +its brain. There she had remained insensible, the blood flowing a little +from her mouth. + +It was quite lonely by the waterside. A crane among the sedges, an owl +on the wind, a water-lizard under the stones, such were the only moving +things. It was in a solitary bend of the stream; its banks were green +and quiet; there were no dwellings near; and there was no light +anywhere, except the dull glow of the lamp above the Calvary. + +No one found her. A young fox came and smelt at her, and stole +frightened away. That was all. A sharp wind rising with the reddening of +the east blew on her, and recalled her to consciousness after many +hours. When her eyes at length opened, with a blank stare upon the +grayness of the shadows, she lifted herself a little and sat still, and +wondered what had chanced to her. + +The first rays of the sun rose over the dim blue haze of the horizon. +She looked at it and tried to remember, but failed. Her brain was sick +and dull. + +A little beetle, green and bronze, climbed in and out among the sand of +the river-shore; her eyes vacantly followed the insect's aimless +circles. She tried to think, and could not; her thoughts went feebly +and madly round and round, round and round, as the beetle went in his +maze of sand. It was all so gray, so still, so chill, she was afraid of +it. Her limbs were stiffened by the exposure and dews of the night. She +shivered and was cold. + +The sun rose--a globe of flame above the edge of the world. + +Memory flashed on her with its light. + +She rose a little, staggering and blind, and weakened by the loss of +blood; she crept feebly to the edge of the stream, and washed the stains +from her lips, and let her face rest a little in the sweet, silent, +flowing water. + +Then she sat still amidst the long rushlike grass, and thought, and +thought, and wondered why life was so tough and merciless a thing, that +it would ache on, and burn on, and keep misery awake to know itself even +when its death-blow had been dealt, and the steel was in its side. + +She was still only half sensible of her wretchedness. She was numbed by +weakness, and her brain seemed deadened by a hot pain, that shot through +it as with tongues of flame. + +The little beetle at her feet was busied in a yellower soil than sand. +He moved round and round in a little dazzling heap of coins and +trembling paper thin as gauze. She saw it without seeing for awhile; +then, all at once, a horror flashed on her. She saw that the money had +fallen from her tunic. She guessed the truth--that in his last embrace +he had slid into her bosom, in notes and in coin, half that sum whereof +he had spoken as the ransom which had set him free. + +Her bloodless face grew scarlet with an immeasurable shame. She would +have suffered far less if he had killed her. + +He who denied her love to give her gold! Better that, when he had kissed +her, he had covered her eyes softly with one hand, and with the other +driven his knife straight through the white warmth of her breast. + +The sight of the gold stung her like a snake. + +Gold!--such wage as men flung to the painted harlots gibing at the +corners of the streets! + +The horror of the humiliation filled her with loathing of herself. +Unless she had become shameful in his sight, she thought, he could not +have cast this shame upon her. + +She gathered herself slowly up, and stood and looked with blind, aching +eyes at the splendor of the sunrise. + +Her heart was breaking. + +Her one brief dream of gladness was severed sharply, as with a sword, +and killed forever. + +She did not reason--all thought was stunned in her; but as a woman, who +loves looking on the face she loves, will see sure death written there +long ere any other can detect it, so she knew, by the fatal and unerring +instinct of passion, that he was gone from her as utterly and as +eternally as though his grave had closed on him. + +She did not even in her own heart reproach him. Her love for him was too +perfect to make rebuke against him possible to her. Had he not a right +to go as he would, to do as he chose, to take her or leave her, as best +might seem to him? Only he had no right to shame her with what he had +deemed shame to himself; no right to insult what he had slain. + +She gathered herself slowly up, and took his money in her hand, and went +along the river-bank. Whither? She had no knowledge at first; but, as +she moved against the white light and the cool currents of the morning +air, her brain cleared a little. The purpose that had risen in her +slowly matured and strengthened; without its sustenance she would have +sunk down and perished, like a flower cut at the root. + +Of all the world that lay beyond the pale of those golden and russet +orchards and scarlet lakes of blowing poppies she had no more knowledge +than the lizard at her feet. + +Cities, he had often said, were as fiery furnaces that consumed all +youth and innocence which touched them; for such as she to go to them +was, he had often said, to cast a luscious and golden peach of the +summer into the core of a wasps'-nest. Nevertheless, her mind was +resolute to follow him,--to follow him unknown by him; so that, if his +footsteps turned to brighter paths, her shadow might never fall across +his ways; but so that, if need were, if failure still pursued him, and +by failure came misery and death, she would be there beside him, to +share those fatal gifts which none would dispute with her or grudge her. + +To follow him was to her an instinct as natural and as irresistible as +it is to the dog to track his master's wanderings. + +She would have starved ere ever she would have told him that she +hungered. She would have perished by the roadside ere ever she would +have cried to him that she was homeless. She would have been torn +asunder for a meal by wolves ere she would have bought safety or succor +by one coin of that gold he had slid into her bosom, like the wages of a +thing that was vile. + +But to follow him she never hesitated: unless this had been possible to +her, she would have refused to live another hour. The love in her, at +once savage and sublime, at once strong as the lion's rage and humble as +the camel's endurance, made her take patiently all wrongs at his hands, +but made her powerless to imagine a life in which he was not. + +She went slowly now through the country, in the hush of the waking day. + +He had said that he would leave at dawn. + +In her unconscious agony of the night gone by, she had run far and fast +ere she had fallen; and now, upon her waking, she had found herself some +league from the old mill-woods, and farther yet from the tower on the +river where he dwelt. + +She was weak, and the way seemed very long to her; ever and again, too, +she started aside and hid herself, thinking each step were his. She +wanted to give him back his gold, yet she felt as though one look of his +eyes would kill her. + +It was long, and the sun was high, ere she had dragged her stiff and +feeble limbs through the long grasses of the shore and reached the +ruined granary. Crouching down, and gazing through the spaces in the +stones from which so often she had watched him, she saw at once that +the place was desolate. + +The great Barabbas, and the painted panels and canvases, and all the +pigments and tools and articles of an artist's store, were gone; but the +figures on the walls were perforce left there to perish. The early light +fell full upon them, sad and calm and pale, living their life upon the +stone. + +She entered and looked at them. + +She loved them greatly; it pierced her heart to leave them there--alone. + +The bound Helios working at the mill, with white Hermes watching, mute +and content;--and Persephone crouching in the awful shadow of the dread +winged King,--the Greek youths, with doves in their breasts and golden +apples in their hands,--the women dancing upon Cithaeron in the +moonlight,--the young gladiator wrestling with the Libyan lion,--all the +familiar shapes and stories that made the gray walls teem with the old +sweet life of the heroic times, were there--left to the rat and the +spider, the dust and the damp, the slow, sad death of a decay which no +heart would sorrow for, nor any hand arrest. + +The days would come and go, the suns would rise and set, the nights +would fall, and the waters flow, and the great stars throb above in the +skies, and they would be there--alone. + +To her they were living things, beautiful and divine; they were bound up +with all the hours of her love; and at their feet she had known the one +brief dream of ecstasy that had sprung up for her, great and golden as +the prophet's gourd, and as the gourd in a night had withered. + +She held them in a passionate tenderness--these, the first creatures who +had spoken to her with a smile, and had brought light into the darkness +of her life. + +She flung herself on the ground and kissed its dust, and prayed for them +in an agony of prayer--prayed for them that the hour might come, and +come quickly, when men would see the greatness of their maker, and would +remember them, and seek them, and bear them forth in honor and in +worship to the nations. She prayed in an agony; prayed blindly, and to +whom she knew not; prayed, in the sightless instinct of the human heart, +towards some greater strength which could bestow at once retribution and +consolation. + +Nor was it so much for him as for them that she thus prayed: in loving +them she had reached the pure and impersonal passion of the artist. To +have them live, she would have given her own life. + +Then the bonds of her agony seemed to be severed; and, for the first +time, she fell into a passion of tears, and, stretched there on the +floor of the forsaken chamber, wept as women weep upon a grave. + +When she arose, at length, she met the eyes of Hypnos and Oneiros and +Thanatos--the gentle gods who give forgetfulness to men. + +They were her dear gods, her best beloved and most compassionate; yet +their look struck coldly to her heart. + +Sleep, Dreams, and Death,--were these the only gifts with which the +gods, being merciful, could answer prayer? + + + + +CHAPTER VI. + + +At the little quay in the town many boats were lading and unlading, and +many setting their sails to go southward with their loads of eggs, or of +birds, of flowers, of fruit, or of herbage; all smelling of summer rain, +and the odors of freshly plowed earths turned up with the nest of the +lark and the root of the cowslip laid bare in them. + +Folle-Farine lost herself in its little busy crowd, and learned what she +needed without any asking, in turn, question of her. + +Arslan had sailed at sunrise. + +There was a little boat, with an old man in it, loaded with Russian +violets from a flower-farm. The old man was angered and in trouble: the +lad who steered for him had failed him, and the young men and boys on +the canals were all too busied to be willing to go the voyage for the +wretched pittance he offered. She heard, and leaned towards him. + +"Do you go the way to Paris?" + +The old man nodded. + +"I will steer for you, then," she said to him; and leaped down among his +fragrant freight. He was a stranger to her, and let her be. She did for +him as well as another, since she said that she knew those waters well. + +He was in haste, and, without more words, he loosened his sail, and cut +his moor-rope, and set his little vessel adrift down the water-ways of +the town, the violets filling the air with their odors and blue as the +eyes of a child that wakes smiling. + +All the old familiar streets, all the dusky gateways and dim passages, +all the ropes on which the lanterns and the linen hung, all the wide +carved stairways water-washed, all the dim windows that the women filled +with pots of ivy and the song of birds,--she was drifting from them with +every pulse of the tide, never again to return; but she looked at them +without seeing them, indifferent, and having no memory of them; her +brain, and her heart, and her soul were with the boat that she followed. + +It was the day of the weekly market. The broad flat-bottomed boats were +coming in at sunrise, in each some cargo of green food or of farm +produce; a strong girl rowing with bare arms, and the sun catching the +white glint of her head-gear. Boys with coils of spotted birds' eggs, +children with lapfuls of wood-gathered primroses, old women nursing a +wicker cage of cackling hens or hissing geese, mules and asses, shaking +their bells and worsted tassels, bearing their riders high on sheepskin +saddles,--these all went by her on the river, or on the towing path, or +on the broad highroad that ran for a space by the water's edge. + +All of these knew her well; all of these some time or another had jeered +her, jostled her, flouted her, or fled from her. But no one stopped her. +No one cared enough for her to care even to wonder whither she went. + +She glided out of the town, past the banks she knew so well, along the +line of the wood and the orchards of Ypres. But what at another time +would have had pain for her, and held her with the bonds of a sad +familiarity, now scarcely moved her. One great grief and one great +passion had drowned all lesser woes, and scorched all slighter memories. + +All day long they sailed. + +At noon the old man gave her a little fruit and a crust as part of her +wage; she tried to eat them, knowing she would want all her strength. + +They left the course of the stream that she knew, and sailed farther +than she had ever sailed; passed towns whose bells were ringing, and +noble bridges gleaming in the sun, and water-mills black and gruesome, +and bright orchards and vineyards heavy with the promise of fruit. She +knew none of them. There were only the water flowing under the keel, and +the blue sky above, with the rooks circling in it, which had the look of +friends to her. + +The twilight fell; still the wind served, and still they held on; the +mists came, white and thick, and stars rose, and the voices from the +shores sounded strangely, with here and there a note of music or the +deep roll of a drum. + +So she drifted out of the old life into an unknown world. But she never +once looked back. Why should she?--He had gone before. + +When it was quite night, they drew near to a busy town, whose lights +glittered by hundreds and thousands on the bank. There were many barges +and small boats at anchor in its wharves, banging out lanterns at their +mast-heads. The old man bade her steer his boat among them, and with a +cord he made it fast. + +"This is Paris?" she asked breathlessly + +The old man laughed: + +"Paris is days' sail away." + +"I asked you if you went to Paris?" + +The old man laughed again: + +"I said I came the Paris way. So I have done. Land." + +Her face set with an anger that made him wince, dull though his +conscience was. + +"You cheated me," she said, briefly; and she climbed the boat's side, +and, shaking the violets off her, set her foot upon the pier, not +stopping to waste more words. + +But a great terror fell on her. + +She had thought that the boat would bring her straight to Paris; and, +once in Paris, she had thought that it would be as easy to trace his +steps there as it had been in the little town that she had left. She had +had no sense of distance--no knowledge of the size of cities; the width, +and noise, and hurry, and confusion of this one waterside town made her +helpless and stupid. + +She stood like a young lost dog upon the flags of the landing-place, not +knowing whither to go, nor what to do. + +The old man, busied in unlading his violets into the wicker creels of +the women waiting for them, took no notice of her; why should he? He had +used her so long as he had wanted her. + +There were incessant turmoil, outcry, and uproar round the +landing-stairs, where large cargoes of beetroot, cabbages, and fish were +being put on shore. The buyers and the sellers screamed and swore; the +tawny light of oil-lamps flickered over their furious faces; the people +jostled her, pushed her, cursed her, for being in the way. She shrank +back in bewilderment and disgust, and walked feebly away from the edge +of the river, trying to think, trying to get back her old health and her +old force. + +The people of the streets were too occupied to take any heed of her. +Only one little ragged boy danced before her a moment, shrieking, "The +gypsy! the gypsy! Good little fathers, look to your pockets!" + +But she was too used to the language of abuse to be moved by it. She +went on, as though she were deaf, through the yelling of the children +and the chattering and chaffering of the trading multitude. + +There was a little street leading off the quay, picturesque and ancient, +with parquetted houses and quaint painted signs; at the corner of it sat +an old woman on a wooden stool, with a huge fan of linen on her head +like a mushroom. She was selling roasted chestnuts by the glare of a +little horn lantern. + +By this woman she paused, and asked the way to Paris. + +"Paris! This is a long way from Paris." + +"How far--to walk?" + +"That depends. My boy went up there on foot last summer; he is a young +fool, blotting and messing with ink and paper, while he talks of being a +great man, and sups with the rats in the sewers! He, I think, was a week +walking it. It is pleasant enough in fair weather. But you--you are a +gypsy. Where are your people?" + +"I have no people." + +She did not know even what this epithet of gypsy, which they so often +cast at her, really meant. She remembered the old life of the Liebana, +but she did not know what manner of life it had been; and since Phratos +had left her there, no one of his tribe or of his kind had been seen in +the little Norman town among the orchards. + +The old woman grinned, trimming her lantern. + +"If you are too bad for them, you must be bad indeed! You will do very +well for Paris, no doubt." + +And she began to count her chestnuts, lest this stranger should steal +any of them. + +Folle-Farine took no notice of the words. + +"Will you show me which is the road to take?" she asked. Meanwhile the +street-boy had brought three or four of his comrades to stare at her; +and they were dancing round her with grotesque grimace, and singing, +"Houpe la, Houpe la! Burn her for a witch!" + +The woman directed her which road to go as well as she could for the +falling darkness, and she thanked the woman and went. The +street-children ran at her heels like little curs, yelling and hissing +foul language; but she ran too, and was swifter than they, and +outstripped them, the hardy training of her limbs standing her in good +service. + +How far she ran, or what streets she traversed, she could not tell; the +chestnut-seller had said "Leave the pole-star behind you," and the star +was shining behind her always, and she ran south steadily. + +Great buildings, lighted casements, high stone walls, groups of people, +troopers drinking, girls laughing, men playing dominoes in the taverns, +women chattering in the coffee-houses, a line of priests going to a +death-bed with the bell ringing before the Host, a line of soldiers +filing through great doors as the drums rolled the _rentree au +caserne_,--thousands of these pictures glowed in her path a moment, with +the next to fade and give place to others. But she looked neither to the +right nor left, and held on straightly for the south. + +Once or twice a man halloed after her, or a soldier tried to stop her. +Once, going through the gateway in the southern wall, a sentinel +challenged her, and leveled his bayonet only a second too late. But she +eluded them all by the swiftness of her flight and the suddenness of her +apparition, and she got out safe beyond the barriers of the town, and on +to the road that led to the country,--a road quiet and white in the +moonlight, and bordered on either side with the tall poplars and the dim +bare reapen fields which looked to her like dear familiar friends. + +It was lonely, and she sat down on a stone by the wayside and rested. +She had no hesitation in what she was doing. He had gone south, and she +would go likewise; that she might fail to find him there, never occurred +to her. Of what a city was she had not yet any conception; her sole +measurement of one was by the little towns whither she had driven the +mules to sell the fruits and the fowls. + +To have been cheated of Paris, and to find herself thus far distant from +it, appalled her, and made her heart sink. + +But it had no power to make her hesitate in the course she took. She had +no fear and no doubt: the worst thing that could have come to her had +come already; the silence and the strength of absolute despair were on +her. + +Besides, a certain thrill of liberty was on her. For the first time in +all her life she was absolutely free, with the freedom of the will and +of the body both. + +She was no longer captive to one place, bond-slave to one tyranny; she +was no longer driven with curses and commands, and yoked and harnessed +every moment of her days. To her, with the blood of a tameless race in +her, there was a certain force and elasticity in this deliverance from +bondage, that lifted some measure of her great woe off her. She could +not be absolutely wretched so long as the open sky was above her, and +the smell of the fields about her, and on her face the breath of the +blowing winds. + +She had that love which is as the bezoar stone of fable--an amulet that +makes all wounds unfelt, and death a thing to smile at in derision. + +Without some strong impulsion from without, she might never have cut +herself adrift from the tyranny that had held her down from childhood; +and even the one happiness she had known had been but little more than +the exchange of one manner of slavery for another. + +But now she was free--absolutely free; and in the calm, cool night--in +the dusk and the solitude, with the smell of the fields around her, and +above her the stars, she knew it and was glad,--glad even amidst the woe +of loneliness and the agony of abandonment. The daughter of Taric could +not be absolutely wretched so long as the open air was about her, and +the world was before her wherein to roam. + +She sat awhile by the roadside and counted his gold by the gleam of the +stars, and put it away securely in her girdle, and drank from a brook +beside her, and tried to eat a little of the bread which the old boatman +had given her as her wages, with three pieces of copper money. + +But the crust choked her; she felt hot with fever, and her throat was +parched and full of pain. + +The moon was full upon her where she sat; the red and white of her dress +bore a strange look; her face was colorless, and her eyes looked but the +larger and more lustrous for the black shadows beneath them, and the +weary swollen droop of their lids. + +She sat there, and pondered on the next step she had best take. + +A woman came past her, and stopped and looked. + +The moonlight was strong upon her face. + +"You are a handsome wench," said the wayfarer, who was elderly and of +pleasant visage; "too handsome, a vast deal, to be sitting alone like +one lost. What is the matter?" + +"Nothing," she answered. + +The old reserve clung to her and fenced her secret in, as the prickles +of a cactus-hedge may fence in the magnolia's flowers of snow. + +"What, then? Have you a home?" + +"No." + +"Eh! You must have a lover?" + +Folle-Farine's lips grew whiter, and she shrunk a little; but she +answered steadily,-- + +"No." + +"No! And at your age; and handsome as a ripe, red apple,--with your skin +of satin, and your tangle of hair! Fie, for shame! Are the men blind? +Where do you rest to-night?" + +"I am going on--south." + +"And mean to walk all night? Pooh! Come home with me, and sup and sleep. +I live hard by, just inside the walls." + +Folle-Farine opened her great eyes wide. It was the first creature who +had ever offered her hospitality. It was an old woman, too; there could +be nothing but kindness in the offer, she thought; and kindness was so +strange to her, that it troubled her more than did cruelty. + +"You are good," she said, gratefully,--"very good; but I cannot come." + +"Cannot come? Why, then?" + +"Because I must go on to Paris; I cannot lose an hour. Nevertheless, it +is good of you." + +The old woman laughed roughly. + +"Oh-ho! the red apple must go to Paris. No other market grand enough! Is +that it?" + +"I do not know what you mean." + +"But stay with me to-night. The roads are dangerous. There are vagrants +and ill-livers about. There are great fogs, too, in this district; and +you will meet drunken soldiers and beggars who will rob you. Come home +with me. I have a pretty little place, though poor; and you shall have +such fare as I give my own daughters. And maybe you will see two or +three of the young nobles. They look in for a laugh and a song--all +innocent: my girls are favorites. Come, it is not a stone's throw +through the south gate." + +"You are good; but I cannot come. As for the road, I am not afraid. I +have a good knife, and I am strong." + +She spoke in all unconsciousness, in her heart thankful to this, the +first human creature that had ever offered her shelter or good nature. + +The woman darted one sharp look at her, venomous as an adder's bite; +then bade her a short good-night, and went on her way to the gates of +the town. + +Folle-Farine rose up and walked on, taking her own southward road. + +She was ignorant of any peril that she had escaped. She did not know +that the only animals which prey upon the young of their own sex and +kind are women. + +She was very tired; long want of sleep, anguish, and bodily fatigue made +her dull, and too exhausted to keep long upon her feet. She looked about +her for some place of rest; and she knew that if she did not husband her +strength, it might fail her ere she reached him, and stretch her on a +sick-bed in some hospital of the poor. + +She passed two or three cottages standing by the roadside, with light +gleaming through their shutters; but she did not knock at any one of +them. She was afraid of spending her three copper coins; and she was too +proud to seek food or lodging as an alms. + +By-and-by she came to a little shed, standing where no house was. She +looked into it, and saw it full of the last season's hay, dry and +sweet-smelling, tenanted only by a cat rolled round in slumber. + +She crept into it, and laid herself down and slept, the bright starry +skies shining on her through the open space that served for entrance, +the clatter of a little brook under the poplar-trees the only sound upon +the quiet air. + +Footsteps went past twice or thrice, and once a wagon rolled lumbering +by; but no one came thither to disturb her, and she sank into a fitful +heavy sleep. + +At daybreak she was again afoot, always on the broad road to the +southwest. + +With one of her coins she bought a loaf and a draught of milk, at a +hamlet through which she went. She was surprised to find that people +spoke to her without a curse or taunt, and dealt with her as with any +other human being. + +Insensibly with the change of treatment, and with the fresh, sweet air, +and with the brisk movement that bore her on her way, her heart grew +lighter, and her old dauntless spirit rose again. + +She would find him, she thought, as soon as ever she entered Paris; and +she would watch over him, and only go near him if he needed her. And +then, and then---- + +But her thoughts went no further. She shut the future out from her; it +appalled her. Only one thing was clear before her--that she would get +him the greatness that he thirsted for, if any payment of her body or +her soul, her life or her death, could purchase it. + +A great purpose nerves the life it lives in, so that no personal terrors +can assail, nor any minor woes afflict it. Hunger, thirst, fatigue, +hardship, danger,--these were all in her path, and she had each in turn; +but not one of them unnerved her. + +To reach Paris, she felt that she would have walked through flames, or +fasted forty days. + +For two days and nights she went on--days cloudless, nights fine and +mild; then came a day of storm--sharp hail and loud thunder. She went on +through it all the same; the agony in her heart made the glare of +lightning and the roar of winds no more to her than the sigh of an April +breeze over a primrose bank. + +She had various fortunes on her way. + +A party of tramps crossing a meadow set on her, and tried to insult her; +she showed them her knife, and, with the blade bare against her throat, +made them fall back, and scattered them. + +A dirty and tattered group of gypsies, swatting in a dry ditch under a +tarpaulin, hailed her, and wanted her to join with them and share their +broken food. She eluded them with disgust; they were not like the +gitanos of the Liebana, and she took them to be beggars and thieves, as, +indeed, they were. + +At a little wayside cabin, a girl, with a bright rosy face, spoke softly +and cheerily to her, and bade her rest awhile on the bench in the porch +under the vines; and brought out some white pigeons to show her; and +asked her, with interest, whence she came. And she, in her fierceness +and her shyness, was touched, and wondered greatly that any female thing +could be thus good. + +She met an old man with an organ on his back, and a monkey on his +shoulder. He was old and infirm. She carried his organ for him awhile, +as they went along the same road; and he was gentle and kind in return, +and made the route she had to take clear to her, and told her, with a +shake of his head, that Paris would be either hell or heaven to such as +she. And she, hearing, smiled a little, for the first time since she had +left Ypres, and thought--heaven or hell, what would it matter which, so +long as she found Arslan? + +Of Dante she had never heard; but the spirit of the "_questi chi mai da +me non piu diviso_" dwells untaught in every great love. + +Once, at night, a vagrant tried to rob her, having watched her count the +gold and notes which she carried in her girdle. He dragged her to a +lonely place, and snatched at the red sash, grasping the money with it; +but she was too quick for him, and beat him off in such a fashion that +he slunk away limping, and told his fellows to beware of her; for she +had the spring of a cat, and the stroke of a swan's wing. + +On the whole, the world seemed better to her than it had done: the men +were seldom insolent, taking warning from the look in her flashing eyes +and the straight carriage of her flexile frame; and the women more than +once were kind. + +Many peasants passed her on their market-mules, and many carriers' carts +and farm-wagons went by along the sunny roads. + +Sometimes their drivers called to her to get up, and gave her a lift of +a league or two on their piles of grass, of straw, or among their crates +of cackling poultry, as they made their slow way between the lines of +the trees, with their horses nodding heavily under the weight of their +uncouth harness. + +All this while she never touched the gold that he had given her. Very +little food sufficed to her: she had been hardily reared; and for the +little she had she worked always, on her way. + +A load carried, a lost sheep fetched in, some wood hewn and stacked, a +crying calf fed, a cabbage-patch dug or watered, these got her the +simple fare which she fed on; and for lodging she was to none indebted, +preferring to lie down by the side of the cows in their stalls, or under +a stack against some little blossoming garden. + +The people had no prejudice against her: she found few foes, when she +had left the district that knew the story of Reine Flamma; they were, on +the contrary, amused with her strange picture-like look, and awed with +the sad brevity of her speech to them. Sometimes it chanced to her to +get no tasks of any sort to do, and at these times she went without +food: touch his gold she would not. On the road she did what good she +could; she walked a needless league to carry home a child who had broken +his leg in a lonely lane; she sought, in a foggy night, for the straying +goat of a wretched old woman; she saved an infant from the flames in a +little cabin burning in the midst of the green fields: she did what came +in her path to do. For her heart was half broken; and this was her way +of prayer. + +So, by tedious endeavor, she won her passage wearily towards Paris. + +She had been nine days on the road, losing her way at times, and having +often wearily to retrace her steps. + +On the tenth day she came to a little town lying in a green hollow +amidst woods. + +It had an ancient church; the old sweet bells were ringing their last +mid-day mass, _Salutaris hostia_; a crumbling fortress of the Angevine +kings gave it majesty and shadow; it was full of flowers and of trees, +and had quaint, quiet, gray streets, hilly and shady, that made her +think of the streets round about the cathedral of her mother's +birthplace, away northwestward in the white sea-mists. + +When she entered it, noon had just sounded from all its many clocks and +chimes. The weather was hot, and she was very tired. She had not eaten +any food, save some berries and green leaves, for more than forty hours. +She had been refused anything to do in all places; and she had no +money--except that gold of his. + +There was a little tavern, vine-shaded and bright with a Quatre Saisons +rose that hid its casements. She asked there, timidly, if there were any +task she might do,--to fetch water, to sweep, to break wood, to drive or +to stable a mule or a horse. + +They took her to be a gypsy; they ordered her roughly to be gone. + +Through the square window she could see food--a big juicy melon cut in +halves, sweet yellow cakes, warm and crisp from the oven, a white +chicken, cold and dressed with cresses, a jug of milk, an abundance of +bread. And her hunger was very great. + +Nine days of sharper privation than even that to which she had been +inured in the penury of Ypres had made her cheeks hollow and her limbs +fleshless; and a continual consuming heat and pain gnawed at her chest. + +She sat on a bench that was free to all wayfarers, and looked at the +food in the tavern kitchen. It tempted her with the terrible animal +ravenousness begotten by long fast. She wanted to fly at it as a starved +dog flies. A rosy-faced woman cut up the chicken on a china dish, +singing. + +Folle-Farine, outside, looked at her, and took courage from her smiling +face. + +"Will you give me a little work?" she murmured. "Anything--anything--so +that I may get bread." + +"You are a gypsy," answered the woman, ceasing to smile. "Go to your own +folk." + +And she would not offer her even a plate of broken victuals. + +Folle-Farine rose and walked wearily away. She could not bear the sight +of the food; she felt that if she looked at it longer she would spring +on it like a wolf. But to use his gold never occurred to her. She would +have bitten her tongue through in famine ere she would have taken one +coin of it. + +As she went, being weak from long hunger and the stroke of the sunrays, +she stumbled and fell. She recovered herself quickly; but in the fall +the money had shaken itself from her sash, and been scattered with a +ringing sound upon the stones. + +The woman in the tavern window raised a loud cry! + +"Oh-he! the wicked liar!--to beg bread while her waistband is stuffed +with gold like a turkey with chestnuts! What a rogue to try and dupe +poor honest people like us! Take her to prison." + +The woman cried loud; there were half a dozen stout serving-wenches and +stable-lads about in the little street, with several boys and children. +Indignant at the thought of an attempted fraud upon their charity, and +amazed at the flash and the fall of the money, they rushed on her with +shrieks of rage and scorn, with missiles of turf and stone, with their +brooms raised aloft, or their dogs set to rage at her. + +She had not time to gather up the coins and notes; she could only stand +over and defend them. Two beggar-boys made a snatch at the tempting +heap; she drew her knife to daunt them with the sight of it. The people +shrieked at sight of the bare blade; a woman selling honeycomb and pots +of honey at a bench under a lime-tree raised a cry that she had been +robbed. It was not true; but a street crowd always loves a lie, and +never risks spoiling, by sifting, it. + +The beggar-lads and the two serving-wenches and an old virago from a +cottage door near set upon her, and scrambled together to drive her away +from the gold and share it. Resolute to defend it at any peril, she set +her heel down on it, and, with her back against the tree, stood firm; +not striking, but with the point of the knife outward. + +One of the boys, maddened to get the gold, darted forward, twisted his +limbs round her, and struggled with her for its possession. In the +struggle he wounded himself upon the steel. His arm bled largely; he +filled the air with his shrieks; the people, furious, accused her of his +murder. + +Before five minutes had gone by she was seized, overpowered by numbers, +cuffed, kicked, upbraided with every name of infamy, and dragged as a +criminal up the little steep stony street in the blaze of the noonday +sun, whilst on each side the townsfolk looked out from their doorways +and their balconies and cried out: + +"What is it? Oh-he! A brawling gypsy, who has stolen something, and has +stabbed poor little Freki, the blind man's son, because he found her +out. What is it? _Au violon!--au violon!_" + +To which the groups called back again: + +"A thief of a gypsy, begging alms while she had stolen gold on her. She +has stabbed poor little Freki, the blind cobbler's son, too. We think he +is dead." And the people above, in horror, lifted their hands and eyes, +and shouted afresh, "_Au violon!--au violon!_" + +Meanwhile the honey-seller ran beside them, crying aloud that she had +been robbed of five broad golden pieces. + +It was a little sunny country-place, very green with trees and grass, +filled usually with few louder sounds than the cackling of geese and the +dripping of the well-water. + +But its stones were sharp and rough; its voices were shrill and fierce; +its gossips were cruel and false of tongue; its justice was very small, +and its credulity was measureless. A girl, barefoot and bareheaded, with +eyes of the East, and a knife in her girdle, teeth that met in their +youngsters' wrist, and gold pieces that scattered like dust from her +bosom,--such a one could have no possible innocence in their eyes, such +a one was condemned so soon as she was looked at when she was dragged +among them up their hilly central way. + +She had had money on her, and she had asked for food on the plea of +being starved; that was fraud plain enough, even for those who were free +to admit that the seller of the honey-pots had never been overtrue of +speech, and had never owned so much as five gold pieces ever since her +first bees had sucked their first spray of heath-bells. + +No one had any mercy on a creature who had money, and yet asked for +work; as to her guilt, there could be no question. + +She was hurried before the village tribune, and cast with horror into +the cell where all accused waited their judgment. + +It was a dusky, loathsome place, dripping with damp, half underground, +strongly grilled with iron, and smelling foully from the brandy and +strong smoke of two drunkards who had been its occupants the previous +night. + +There they left her, taking away her knife and her money. + +She did not resist. It was not her nature to rebel futilely; and they +had fallen on her six to one, and had bound her safely with cords ere +they had dragged her away to punishment. + +The little den was visible to the highway through a square low grating. +Through this they came and stared, and mouthed, and mocked, and taunted, +and danced before her. To bait a gypsy was fair pastime. + +Everywhere, from door to door, the blind cobbler, with his little son, +and the woman who sold honey told their tale,--how she had stabbed the +little lad and stolen the gold that the brave bees had brought their +mistress, and begged for food when she had had money enough on her to +buy a rich man's feast. It was a tale to enlist against her all the +hardest animosities of the poor. The village rose against her in all its +little homes as though she had borne fire and sword into its midst. + +If the arm of the law had not guarded the entrance of her prison-cell, +the women would have stoned her to death, or dragged her out to drown in +the pond:--she was worse than a murderess in their sight; and one weak +man, thinking to shelter her a little from their rage, quoted against +her her darkest crime when he pleaded for mercy for her because she was +young and was so handsome. + +The long hot day of torment passed slowly by. + +Outside there were cool woods, flower-filled paths, broad fields of +grass, children tossing blow-balls down the wind, lovers counting the +leaves of yellow-eyed autumn daisies; but within there were only foul +smells, intense nausea, cruel heats, the stings of a thousand insects, +the buzz of a hundred carrion-flies, muddy water, and black mouldy +bread. + +She held her silence. She would not let her enemies see that they hurt +her. + +When the day had gone down, and the people had tired of their sport and +left her a little while, an old feeble man stole timidly to her, +glancing round lest any should see his charity and quote it as a crime, +and tendered her through the bars with a gentle hand a little ripe +autumnal fruit upon a cool green leaf. + +The kindness made the tears start to eyes too proud to weep for pain. + +She took the peaches and thanked him lovingly and gratefully; cooled her +aching, burning, dust-drenched throat with their fragrant moisture. + +"Hush! it is nothing," he whispered, frightenedly, glancing over his +shoulder lest any one should see. "But tell me--tell me--why did you say +you starved when you had all that gold?" + +"I did starve," she answered him. + +"But why--with all that gold?" + +"It was another's." + +The old man stared at her, trembling and amazed. + +"What--what! die of hunger and keep your hands off money in your +girdle?" + +A dreary smile came on her face. + +"What! is that inhuman too?" + +"Inhuman?" he murmured. "Oh, child--oh, child, tell any tale you will, +save such a tale as that!" + +And he stole away sorrowful, because sure that for his fruit of charity +she had given him back a lie. + +He shambled away, afraid that his neighbors should see the little thing +which he had done. + +She was left alone. + +It began to grow dark. She felt scorched with fever, and her head +throbbed. Long hunger, intense fatigue, and all the agony of thought in +which she had struggled on her way, had their reaction on her. She +shivered where she sat on the damp straw which they had cast upon the +stones; and strange noises sang in her ears, and strange lights +glimmered and flashed before her eyes. She did not know what ailed her. + +The dogs came and smelt at her, and one little early robin sang a +twilight song in an elder-bush near. These were the only things that had +any pity on her. + +By-and-by, when it was quite night, they opened the grated door and +thrust in another captive, a vagrant they had found drunk or delirious +on the highroad, whom they locked up for the night, that on the morrow +they might determine what to do with him. + +He threw himself heavily forward as he was pushed in by the old soldier +whose place it was to guard the miserable den. + +She shrank away into the farthest corner of the den, and crouched there, +breathing heavily, and staring with dull, dilated eyes. + +She thought,--surely they could not mean to leave them there alone, all +the night through, in the horrible darkness. + +The slamming of the iron door answered her; and the old soldier, as he +turned the rusty key in the lock, grumbled that the world was surely at +a pretty pass, when two tramps became too coy to roost together. And he +stumbled up the ladder-like stairs of the guard-house to his own little +chamber; and there, smoking and drinking, and playing dominoes with a +comrade, dismissed his prisoners from his recollection. + +Meanwhile, the man whom he had thrust into the cell was stretched where +he had fallen, drunk or insensible, and moaning heavily. + +She, crouching against the wall, as though praying the stones to yield +and hold her, gazed at him with horror and pity that together strove in +the confusion of her dizzy brain, and made her dully wonder whether she +were wicked thus to shrink in loathing from a creature in distress so +like her own. + +The bright moon rose on the other side of the trees beyond the grating; +its light fell across the figure of the vagrant whom they had locked in +with her, as in the wild-beast shows of old they locked a lion with an +antelope in the same cage--out of sport. + +She saw the looming massive shadow of an immense form, couched like a +crouching beast; she saw the fire of burning, wide-open, sullen eyes; +she saw the restless, feeble gesture of two lean hands, that clutched at +the barren stones with the futile action of a chained vulture clutching +at his rock; she saw that the man suffered horribly, and she tried to +pity him--tried not to shrink from him--tried to tell herself that he +might be as guiltless as was herself. But she could not prevail: nature, +instinct, youth, sex, sickness, exhaustion, all conquered her, and broke +her strength. She recoiled from the unbearable agony of that horrible +probation; she sprang to the grated aperture, and seized the iron in her +hands, and shook it with all her might, and tore at it, and bruised her +chest and arms against it, and clung to it convulsively, shriek after +shriek pealing from her lips. + +No one heard, or no one answered to her prayer. + +A stray dog came and howled in unison; the moon sailed on behind the +trees; the old soldier above slept over his toss of brandy; at the only +dwelling near they were dancing at a bridal, and had no ear to hear. + +The passionate outcries wailed themselves to silence on her trembling +mouth; her strained hands gave way from their hold on the irons; she +grew silent from sheer exhaustion, and dropped in a heap at the foot of +the iron door, clinging to it, and crushed against it, and turning her +face to the night without, feeling some little sense of solace in the +calm clear moon;--some little sense of comfort in the mere presence of +the dog. + +Meanwhile the dusky prostrate form of the man had not stirred. + +He had not spoken, save to curse heaven and earth and every living +thing. He had not ceased to glare at her with eyes that had the red +light of a tiger's in their pain. He was a man of superb stature and +frame; he was worn by disease and delirium, but he had in him a wild, +leonine tawny beauty still. His clothes were of rags, and his whole look +was of wretchedness; yet there was about him a certain reckless majesty +and splendor still, as the scattered beams of the white moonlight broke +themselves upon him. + +Of a sudden he spoke aloud, with a glitter of terrible laughter on his +white teeth and his flashing eyes. He was delirious, and had no +consciousness of where he was. + +"The fourth bull I had killed that Easter-day. Look! do you see? It was +a red Andalusian. He had wounded three picadors, and ripped the bellies +of eight horses,--a brave bull, but I was one too many for him. She was +there. All the winter she had flouted over and taunted me; all the +winter she had cast her scorn at me--the beautiful brown thing, with her +cruel eyes. But she was there when I slew the great red bull--straight +above there, looking over her fan. Do you see? And when my sword went up +to the hilt in his throat, and the brave blood spouted, she laughed such +a little sweet laugh, and cast her yellow jasmine flower at me, down in +the blood and the sand there. And that night, after the red bull died, +the rope was thrown from the balcony! So--so! Only a year ago; only a +year ago!" + +Then he laughed loud again; and, laughing, sang-- + + "Avez-vous vu en Barcelonne + Une belle dame, au sein bruni, + Pale comme un beau soir d'automne? + C'est ma maitresse, ma lionne, + La Marchesa d'Amagui." + +The rich, loud challenge of the love-song snapped short in two. With a +groan and a curse he flung himself on the mud floor, and clutched at it +with his empty hands. + +"Wine!--wine!" he moaned, lying athirst there as the red bull had lain +on the sands of the circus; longing for the purple draughts of his old +feast-nights, as the red bull had longed for the mountain streams, so +cold and strong, of its own Andalusian birthplace. + +Then he laughed again, and sang old songs of Spain, broken and marred by +discord--their majestic melodies wedded strangely to many a stave of +lewd riot and of amorous verse. + +Then for awhile he was quiet, moaning dully, staring upward at the white +face of the moon. + +After awhile he mocked it--the cold, chaste thing that was the meek +trickster of so many mole-eyed lords. + +Through the terror and the confusion of her mind, with the sonorous +melody of the tongue, with the flaming darkness of the eyes, with the +wild barbaric dissolute grandeur of this shattered manhood, vague +memories floated, distorted and intangible, before her. Of deep forests +whose shade was cool even in midsummer and at mid-day; of glancing +torrents rushing through their beds of stone; of mountain snows +flashing in sunset to all the hues of the roses that grew in millions by +the river-water; of wondrous nights, sultry and serene, in which women +with flashing glances and bare breasts danced with their spangled +anklets glittering in the rays of the moon; of roofless palaces where +the crescent still glistened on the colors of the walls; of marble +pomps, empty and desolate, where only the oleander held pomp and the +wild fig-vine held possession; of a dead nation which at midnight +thronged through the desecrated halls of its kings and passed in shadowy +hosts through the fated land which had rejected the faith and the empire +of Islam; sowing as they went upon the blood-soaked soil the vengeance +of the dead in pestilence, in feud, in anarchy, in barren passions, in +endless riot and revolt, so that no sovereign should sit in peace on the +ruined throne of the Moslem, and no light shine ever again upon the +people whose boast it once had been that on them the sun in heaven never +set:--all these memories floated before her and only served to make her +fear more ghastly, her horror more unearthly. + +There he lay delirious--a madman chained at her feet, so close in the +little den that, shrink as she would against the wall, she could barely +keep from the touch of his hands as they were flung forth in the air, +from the scorch of his breath as he raved and cursed. + +And there was no light except the fire in his fierce, hot eyes; except +the flicker of the moonbeam through the leaves. + +She spent her strength in piteous shrieks. They were the first cries +that had ever broken from her lips for human aid; and they were vain. + +The guard above slept heavy with brandy and a dotard's dreams. The +village was not aroused. What cared any of its sleepers how these +outcasts fared? + +She crouched in the farthest corner, when her agony had spent itself in +the passion of appeal. + +The night--would it ever end? + +Besides its horror, all the wretchedness and bondage of her old life +seemed like peace and freedom. + +Writhing in his pain and frenzy, the wounded drunkard struck her--all +unconscious of the blow--across her eyes, and fell, contorted and +senseless, with his head upon her knees. + +He had ceased to shout his amorous songs, and vaunt his lustful +triumphs. His voice was hollow in his throat, and babbled with a strange +sound, low and fast and inarticulate. + +"In the little green wood--in the little green wood," he muttered. +"Hark! do you hear the mill-water run? She looked so white and so cold; +and they all called her a saint. What could a man do but kill _that_? +Does she cry out against me? You say so? You lie. You lie--be you devil +or god. You sit on a great white throne and judge us all. So they say. +You can send us to hell?... Well, do. You shall never wring a word from +her to _my_ hurt. She thinks I killed the child? Nay--that I swear. +Phratos knew, I think. But he is dead;--so they say. Ask him.... My +brown queen, who saw me kill the red bull,--are you there too? Ay. How +the white jewels shine in your breast! Stoop a little, and kiss me. So! +Your mouth burns; and the yellow jasmine flower--there is a snake in it. +Look! You love me?--oh-ho!--what does your priest say, and your lord? +Love!--so many of you swore that. But she,--she, standing next to her +god there,--I hurt her most, and yet she alone of you all says nothing!" + + * * * * * + +When, at daylight, the people unbarred the prison-door, they found the +sightless face of the dead man lying full in the light of the sun: +beside him the girl crouched with a senseless stare in the horror of her +eyes, and on her lips a ghastly laugh. + +For Folle-Farine had entered at length into her Father's kingdom. + + + + +CHAPTER VIII. + + +For many months she knew nothing of the flight of time. All she was +conscious of were burning intolerable pain, continual thirst, and the +presence of as an iron hand upon her head, weighing down the imprisoned +brain. All she saw in the horrible darkness, which no ray of light ever +broke, was the face of Thanatos, with the white rose pressed against his +mouth, to whom endlessly she stretched her arms in vain entreaty, but +who said only, with the passionless pity of his gaze, "I come in my own +time, and neither tarry nor hasten for any supplication of a mortal +creature." + +She lived as a reed torn up from the root may live by the winds that +waft it, by the birds that carry it, by the sands that draw its fibers +down into themselves, to root afresh whether it will or no. + +"The reed was worthy to die!--the reed was worthy to die!" was all that +she said, again and again, lying staring with her hot distended eyes +into the void as of perpetual night, which was all that she saw around +her. The words were to those who heard her, however, the mere +meaningless babble of madness. + +When they had found her in the cell of the guard-house, she was far +beyond any reach of harm from them, or any sensibility of the worst +which they might do to her. She was in a delirious stupor, which left +her no more sense of place, or sound, or time than if her brain had been +drugged to the agonies and ecstasies of the opium-eater. + +They found her homeless, friendless, nameless; a thing accursed, +destitute, unknown; as useless and as rootless as the dead Spanish +vagrant lying on the stones beside her. They cast him to the public +ditch; they sent her to the public sick wards, a league away; an ancient +palace, whose innumerable chambers and whose vast corridors had been +given to a sisterhood of mercy, and employed for nigh a century as a +public hospital. + +In this prison she lay without any sense of the passing of hours and +days and months. + +The accusation against her fell to the ground harmless; no one pursued +it: the gold was gone--somewhere, nowhere. No one knew, unless it were +the bee-wife, and she held her peace. + +She was borne, senseless, to the old hospice in the great, dull, +saintly, historic town, and there perished from all memories as all time +perished to her. + +Once or twice the sister of charity who had the charge of her sought to +exorcise the demon tormenting this stricken brain and burning body, by +thrusting into the hands that clinched the air a leaden image or a cross +of sacred wood. But those heathen hands, even in delirium, threw those +emblems away always, and the captive would mutter in a vague incoherence +that froze the blood of her hearers: + +"The old gods are not dead; they only wait--they only wait! I am +theirs--theirs! They forget, perhaps. But I remember. I keep my faith; +they must keep theirs, for shame's sake. Heaven or hell? what does it +matter? Can it matter to me, so that he has his desire? And that they +must give, or break faith, as men do. Persephone ate the +pomegranate,--you know--and she went back to hell. So will I--if they +will it. What can it matter how the reed dies?--by fire, by steel, by +storm?--what matter, so that the earth hear the music? Ah, God! the reed +was found worthy to die! And I--I am too vile, too poor, too shameful +even for _that_!" + +And then her voice would rise in a passion of hysteric weeping, or sink +away into the feeble wailing of the brain, mortally stricken and yet +dimly sensible of its own madness and weakness; and all through the +hours she, in her unconsciousness, would lament for this--for this +alone--that the gods had not deemed her worthy of the stroke of death by +which, through her, a divine melody might have arisen, and saved the +world. + +For the fable--which had grown to hold the place of so implicit a faith +to her--was in her delirium always present with her; and she had +retained no sense of herself except as the bruised and trampled reed +which man and the gods alike had rejected as unworthy of sacrifice. + +All the late autumn and the early winter came and went; and the cloud +was dark upon her mind, and the pain of the blow dealt to her by Taric's +hand gnawed at her brain. + +When the winter turned, the darkness in which her reason had been +engulfed began to clear, little by little. + +As the first small trill of the wren stirred the silence in the old +elm-boughs; as the first feeble gleam of the new-year sunshine struggled +through the matted branches of the yews; as the first frail blossom of +the pale hepatica timidly peeped forth in the damp moss-grown walls +without, so consciousness slowly returned to her. She was so young; the +youth in her refused to be quenched, and recovered its hold upon life as +did the song of the birds, the light in the skies, the corn in the +seed-sown earth. + +She awakened to strength, to health, to knowledge; though she awoke thus +blinded and confused and capable of little save the sense of some +loathsome bondage, of some irreparable loss, of some great duty which +she had left undone, of some great errand to which she had been +summoned, and found wanting. + +She saw four close stone walls around her; she saw her wrists and her +ankles bound; she saw a hole high up above her head, braced with iron +bars, which served to let in a few pallid streaks of daylight which +alone ever found their way thither; she saw a black cross in one corner, +and before it two women in black, who prayed. + +She tried to rise, and could not, being fettered. She tore at the rope +on her wrists with her teeth, like a young tigress at her chains. + +They essayed to soothe her, but in vain; they then made trial first of +threats, then of coercion; neither affected her; she bit at the knotted +cords with her white, strong teeth, and, being unable to free herself, +fell backward in a savage despair, glaring in mute impotent rage upon +her keepers. + +"I must go to Paris," she muttered again and again. "I must go to +Paris." + +So much escaped her;--but her secret she was still strong to keep buried +in silence in her heart, as she had still kept it even in her madness. + +Her old strength, her old patience, her old ferocity and stubbornness +and habits of mute resistance, had revived in her with the return of +life and reason. Slowly she remembered all things--remembered that she +had been accused and hunted down as a thief and brought thither into +this prison, as she deemed it, where the closeness of the walls pent her +in and shut out the clouds and the stars, the water and the moonrise, +the flicker of the green leaves against the gold of sunset, and all the +liberty and loveliness of earth and air for which she was devoured by a +continual thirst of longing, like the thirst of the caged lark for the +fair heights of heaven. + +So when they spoke of their god, she answered always as the lark answers +when his jailers speak to him of song:--"Set me free." + +But they thought this madness no less, and kept her bound there in the +little dark stone den, where no sound ever reached, unless it were the +wailing of a bell, and no glimpse of the sky or the trees could ever +come to charm to peaceful rest her aching eyes. + +At length they grew afraid of what they did. She refused all food; she +turned her face to the wall; she stretched herself on her bed of straw +motionless and rigid. The confinement, the absence of air, were a living +death to the creature whose lungs were stifled unless they drank in the +fresh cool draught of winds blowing unchecked over the width of the +fields and forests, and whose eyes ached and grew blind unless they +could gaze into the depths of free-flowing water, or feed themselves in +far-reaching sight upon the radiant skies. + +The errant passions in her, the inborn instincts towards perpetual +liberty, and the life of the desert and of the mountains which came with +the blood of the Zingari, made her prison-house a torture to her such as +is unknown to the house-born and hearth-fettered races. + +If this wild moorbird died of self-imposed famine rather than live only +to beat its cut wings against the four walls of their pent prison-house, +it might turn ill for themselves; so the religious community meditated. +They became afraid of their own work. + +One day they said to her: + +"Eat and live, and you will be set free to-morrow." + +She turned for the first time, and lifted her face from the straw in +which she buried it, and looked them in the eyes. + +"Is that true?" she asked. + +"Ay," they answered her. "We swear it by the cross of our blessed +Master." + +"If a Christian swear it,--it must be a lie," she said, with the smile +that froze their timid blood. + +But she accepted the food and the drink which they brought her, and +broke her fast, and slept through many hours; strengthened, as by strong +wine, by that one hope of freedom beneath the wide pure skies. + +She asked them on awakening what the season of the year was then. They +told her it was the early spring. + +"The spring," she echoed dully,--all the months were a blank to her, +which had rolled by since that red autumn evening when in the cell of +the guard-house the voice of Taric had chanted in drink and delirium the +passion songs of Spain. + +"Yes. It is spring," they said again; and one sister, younger and +gentler than the rest, reached from its place above the crucifix the +bough of the golden catkins of the willow, which served them at their +holy season as an emblem of the palms of Palestine. + +She looked at the drooping grace of the branches, with their buds of +amber, long and in silence; then with a passion of weeping she turned +her face from them as from the presence of some intolerable memory. + +All down the shore of the river, amongst the silver of the reeds, the +willows had been in blossom when she had first looked upon the face of +Arslan. + +"Stay with us," the women murmured, drawn to her by the humanity of +those the first tears that she had ever shed in her imprisonment. "Stay +with us; and it shall go hard if we cannot find a means to bring you to +eternal peace." + +She shook her head wearily. + +"It is not peace that I seek," she murmured. + +Peace? + +He would care nothing for peace on earth or in heaven, she knew. What +she had sought to gain for him--what she would seek still when once she +should get free--was the eternal conflict of a great fame in the world +of men; since this was the only fate which in his sight had any grace or +any glory in it. + +They kept their faith with her. They opened the doors of her +prison-house and bade her depart in peace, pagan and criminal though +they deemed her. + +She reeled a little dizzily as the first blaze of the full daylight fell +on her. She walked out with unsteady steps into the open air where they +took her, and felt it cool and fresh upon her cheek, and saw the blue +sky above her. + +The gates which they unbarred were those at the back of the hospital, +where the country stretched around. They did not care that she should be +seen by the people of the streets. + +She was left alone on a road outside the great building that had been +her prison-house; the road was full of light, it was straight and +shadowless; there was a tall tree near her full of leaf; there was a +little bird fluttering in the sand at her feet; the ground was wet, and +sparkled with rain-drops. + +All the little things came to her like the notes of a song heard far +away--far away--in another world. They were all so familiar, yet so +strange. + +There was a little yellow flower growing in a tuft of grasses straight +in front of her; a little wayside weed; a root and blossom of the +field-born celandine. + +She fell on her knees in the dust by it, and laughed and wept, and, +quivering, kissed it and blessed it that it grew there. It was the first +thing of summer and of sunshine that she had seen for so long. + +A man in the gateway saw her, and shook her, and bade her get from the +ground. + +"You are fitter to go back again," he muttered; "you are mad still, I +think." + +Like a hunted animal she stumbled to her feet and fled from him; winged +by the one ghastly terror that they would claim her and chain her back +again. + +They had said that she was free: but what were words? They had taken her +once; they might take her twice. + +She ran, and ran, and ran. + +The intense fear that possessed her lent her irresistible force. She +coursed the earth with the swiftness of a hare. She took no heed whence +she went; she only knew that she fled from that one unutterable horror +of the place. She thought that they were right; that she was mad. + +It was a level, green, silent country which was round her, with little +loveliness and little color; but as she went she laughed incessantly in +the delirious gladness of her liberty. + +She tossed her head back to watch the flight of a single swallow; she +caught a handful of green leaves and buried her face in them. She +listened in a very agony of memory to the rippling moisture of a little +brook. She followed with her eyes the sweeping vapors of the +rain-clouds, and when a west wind rose and blew a cluster of loose +apple-blossoms between her eyes, she could no longer bear the passionate +pain of all the long-lost sweetness, but, flinging herself downward, +sobbed with the ecstasy of an exile's memories. + +The hell in which she had dwelt had denied them to her for so long. + +"Ah, God!" she thought, "I know now--one cannot be utterly wretched +whilst one has still the air and the light and the winds of the sky." + +And she arose, calmer, and went on her way; wondering, even in that +hour, why men and women trod the daily measures of their lives with +their eyes downward, and their ears choked with the dust, hearkening so +little to the sound of the breeze in the grasses, looking so little to +the passage of the clouds against the sun. + +When the first blindness and rapture of her liberty had a little passed +away, and abated in violence, she stood in the midst of the green fields +and the fresh woods, a strange, sad, lonely figure of absolute +desolation. + +Her clothes were in rags; her red girdle had been changed by weather to +a dusky purple; her thick clustering hair had been cut to her throat; +her radiant hues were blanched, and her immense eyes gazed woefully from +beneath their heavy dreamy lids, like the eyes of an antelope whom men +vainly starve in the attempt to tame. + +She knew neither where to go nor what to do. She had not a coin nor a +crust upon her. She could not tell where she then stood, nor where the +only home that she had ever known might lie. + +She had not a friend on earth; and she was seventeen years old, and was +beautiful, and was a woman. + +She stood and looked; she did not weep; she did not pray; her heart +seemed frozen in her. She had the gift she had craved,--and how could +she use it? + +The light was obscured by clouds, great, sweet rain-clouds which came +trooping from the west. Woods were all round, and close against her were +low brown cattle, cropping clovered grass. Away on the horizon was a +vague, vast, golden cloud, like a million threads of gossamer glowing in +the sun. + +She did not know what it was; yet it drew her eyes to it. She thought of +the palaces. + +A herdsman came by her to the cattle. She pointed to the cloud. + +"What is that light?" she asked him. + +The cowherd stared and laughed. + +"That light? It is only the sun shining on the domes and the spires of +Paris." + +"Paris!" + +She echoed the name with a great sob, and crossed her hands upon her +breast, and in her way thanked God. + +She had had no thought that she could be thus near to it. + +She asked no more, but set straight on her way thither. It looked quite +close. + +She had exhausted the scanty strength which she had in her first flight; +she could go but slowly; and the roads were heavy across the plowed +lands, and through the edges of the woods. She walked on and on till it +grew dusk, then she asked of a woman weeding in a field how far it might +be yet to Paris. + +The woman told her four leagues and more. + +She grew deadly cold with fear. She was weak, and she had no hope that +she could reach it before dawn; and she had nothing with which to buy +shelter for the night. She could see it still; a cloud, now as of +fireflies, upon the purple and black of the night; and in a passionate +agony of longing she once more bent her limbs and ran--thinking of him. + +To her the city of the world, the city of the kings, the city of the +eagles, was only of value for the sake of this one life it held. + +It was useless. All the strength she possessed was already spent. The +feebleness of fever still sang in her ears and trembled in her blood. +She was sick and faint, and very thirsty. + +She struck timidly at a little cottage door, and asked to rest the night +there. + +The woman glanced at her and slammed to the door. At another and yet +another she tried; but at neither had she any welcome; they muttered of +the hospitals and drove her onward. Finally, tired out, she dropped down +on the curled hollow of an old oak stump that stood by the wayside, and +fell asleep, seeing to the last through her sinking lids that cloud of +light where the great city lay. + +The night was cold; the earth damp; she stretched her limbs out wearily +and sighed, and dreamed that Thanatos touched her with his asphodels and +whispered, "Come." + + + + +CHAPTER IX. + + +When she awoke she was no longer in the open air by the roadside, and +the gray of the falling night about her, and the wet leaves for her bed. +She was in a wide painted chamber, sweet with many roses, hung with deep +hues of violet, filled with gold and color and sculpture and bronze, +duskily beautiful and dimly lighted by a great wood fire that glowed +upon andirons of brass. + +On the wall nearest her hung all alone a picture,--a picture of a girl +asleep in a scarlet blaze of poppies, above her head a purple butterfly, +and on her breast the Red Mouse of the Brocken. + +Opposite to it, beside the hearth, watching her with his small brilliant +eyes, and quite motionless, sat the old man Sartorian, who had kept his +faith with her, though the gods had not kept theirs. + +And the picture and the reality grew confused before her, and she knew +not which was herself and which her painted likeness, nor which was the +little red mouse that gibbered among the red flowers, and which the +little old man who sat watching her with the fire-gleams bright in his +eyes; and it seemed to her that she and the picture were one, and he and +the mouse were one likewise; and she moaned and leaned her head on her +hands and tried to think. + +The heat of the chamber, and the strong nourishment which they had +poured down her throat when she was insensible of anything they did to +her, had revived the life in her. Memory and sense returned slowly to +her; what first awakened was her one passionate desire, so intense that +it became an instinct stifling every other, to go on her way to the city +that had flashed in its golden glory on her sight one moment, only the +next to disappear into the eternal night. + +"Paris!" she muttered, mechanically, as she lifted her face with a +hopeless, bewildered prayer. + +"Tell me the way to Paris," she muttered, instinctively, and she tried +to rise and walk, not well knowing what she did. + +The old man laughed a little, silently. + +"Ah-h-h! Women are the only peaches that roll of their own accord from +the wall to the wasp's nest!" + +At the sound of his voice her eyes opened wide upon him; she knew his +face again. + +"Where am I?" she asked him, with a sharp terror in her voice. + +"In my house," he said, simply. "I drove by you when you lay on the +roadside. I recognized you. When people dream of immortality they +generally die in a ditch. You would have died of a single night out +there. I sent my people for you. You did not wake. You have slept here +five hours." + +"Is this Rioz?" She could not comprehend; a horror seized her, lest she +should have strayed from Paris back into her mother's province. + +"No. It is another home of mine; smaller, but choicer maybe. Who has cut +your hair close?" + +She shuddered and turned paler with the memory of that ghastly +prison-house. + +"Well; I am not sure but that you are handsomer,--almost. A sculptor +would like you more now,--what a head you would make for an Anteros, or +an Icarus, or a Hyacinthus! Yes--you are best so. You have been ill?" + +She could not answer; she only stared at him, blankly, with sad, +mindless, dilated eyes. + +"A little gold!" she muttered, "a little gold!" + +He looked at her awhile, then rose and went and sent his handwomen, who +took her to an inner chamber, and bathed and attended her with assiduous +care. She was stupefied, and knew not what they did. + +They served her tenderly. They bathed her tired limbs and laid her, as +gently as though she were some wounded royal captive, upon a couch of +down. + +She had no force to resist. Her eyes were heavy, and her senses were +obscured. The potence of the draught which they had forced through her +lips, when she had been insensible, acted on her as an anodyne. She sank +back unconsciously, and she slept again, all through the night and half +the day that followed. + +Through all the hours she was conscious at intervals of the fragrance of +flowers, of the gleams of silver and gold, of the sounds of distant +music, of the white, calm gaze of marble fauns and dryads, who gazed on +her from amidst the coolness of hanging foliage. She who had never +rested on any softer couch than her truss of hay or heap of bracken, +dreamed that she slept on roses. The fragrance of innumerable flowers +breathed all around her. A distant music came through the silence on her +drowsy ear. For the first time in her life of toil and pain she knew how +exquisite a pleasure mere repose can be. + +At noon she awoke, crying aloud that the Red Mouse claimed her soul from +Thanatos. + +When her vision cleared, and her dream passed away, the music, the +flowers, the color, the coolness, were all real around her. She was +lying on a couch as soft as the rose-beds of Sybaris. About her were the +luxuries and the graces amidst which the rich dwell. Above her head, +from a golden height, a painted Eros smiled. + +The light, on to which her startled eyes opened, came to her veiled +through soft, rosy hues; the blossom of flowers met her everywhere; +gilded lattices, and precious stones, and countless things for which she +knew neither the name nor use, and wondrous plants, with birds like +living blossoms on the wing above them, and the marble heads of women, +rising cold and pure above the dreamy shadows, all the color, and the +charm, and the silence, and the grace of the life that is rounded by +wealth were around her. + +She lay silent and breathless awhile, with wide-open eyes, motionless +from the languor of her weakness and the confusion of her thoughts, +wondering dully, whether she belonged to the hosts of the living or the +dead. + +She was in a small sleeping-chamber, in a bed like the cup of a lotos; +there was perfect silence round her, except for the faint far-off echo +of some music; a drowsy subtle fragrance filled the air, the solemn +measure of a clock's pendulum deepened the sense of stillness; for the +first time in her life she learned how voluptuous a thing the enjoyment +of simple rest can be. All her senses were steeped in it, lulled by it, +magnetized by it; and, so far as every thought was conscious to her, she +thought that this was death--death amidst the fields of asphodel, and in +the eternal peace of the realm of Thanatos. + +Suddenly her eyes fell on a familiar thing, a little picture close at +hand, the picture of herself amidst the poppies. + +She leapt from her bed and fell before it, and clasped it in her arms, +and wept over it and kissed it, because it had been the work of his +hand, and prayed to the unknown gods to make her suffer all things in +his stead, and to give him the desire of his soul. And the Red Mouse had +no power on her, because of her great love. + +She rose from that prayer with her mind clear, and her nerves strung +from the lengthened repose; she remembered all that had chanced to her. + +"Where are my clothes?" she muttered to the serving-woman who watched +beside her. "It is broad day;--I must go on;--to Paris." + +They craved her to wear the costly and broidered stuffs strewn around +her; masterpieces of many an Eastern and Southern loom; but she put them +all aside in derision and impatience, drawing around her with a proud +loving action the folds of her own poor garments. Weather-stained, torn +by bush and brier, soaked with night-dew, and discolored by the dye of +many a crushed flower and bruised berry of the fields and woods, she yet +would not have exchanged these poor shreds of woven flax and goats' wool +against imperial robes, for, poor though they were, they were the +symbols of her independence and her liberty. + +The women tended her gently, and pressed on her many rare and fair +things, but she would not have them; she took a cup of milk, and passed +out into the larger chamber. + +She was troubled and bewildered, but she had no fear; for she was too +innocent, too wearied, and too desperate with that deathless courage, +which, having borne the worst that fate can do, can know no dread. + +She stood with her arms folded on her breast, drawing together the +tattered folds of the tunic, gazing at the riches and the luxury, and +the blended colors of the room. So softly that she never heard his +footfall, the old man entered behind her, and came to the hearth, and +looked on her. + +"You are better?" he asked. "Are you better, Folle-Farine?" + +She looked up, and met the eyes of Sartorian. They smiled again on her +with the smile of the Red Mouse. + +The one passion which consumed her was stronger than any fear or any +other memory: she only thought----this man must know? + +She sprang forward and grasped his arm with both hands, with the seizure +of a tigress; her passionate eyes searched his face; her voice came hard +and fast. + +"What have you done?--is he living or dead?--you must know?" + +His eyes still smiled: + +"I gave him his golden key;--how he should use it, that was not in our +bond? But, truly, I will make another bond with you any day, +Folle-Farine." + +She shuddered, and her hands dropped from their hold. + +"You know nothing?" she murmured. + +"Of your Norse god? nay, nothing. An eagle soars too high for a man's +sight to follow, you know--oftentimes." + +And he laughed his little soft laugh. + +The eagles often soared so high--so high--that the icy vapors of the +empyrean froze them dead, and they dropped to earth a mere bruised, +helpless, useless mass:--he knew. + +She stood stunned and confused: her horror of Sartorian was struggling +into life through the haze in which all things of the past were still +shrouded to her dulled remembrance--all things, save her love. + +"Rest awhile," he said, gently. "Rest; and we may--who knows?--learn +something of your Northern god. First, tell me of yourself. I have +sought for tidings of you vainly." + +Her eyes glanced round her on every side. + +"Let me go," she muttered. + +"Nay--a moment yet. You are not well." + +"I am well." + +"Indeed? Then wait a moment." + +She rested where he motioned; he looked at her in smiling wonder. + +She leaned on one of the cushioned couches, calm, motionless, negligent, +giving no sign that she saw the chamber round her to be any other than +the wooden barn or thatched cattle-sheds of the old mill-house; her feet +were crossed, her limbs were folded in that exquisite repose which is +inborn in races of the East; the warmth of the room and the long hours +of sleep had brought the natural bloom to her face, the natural luster +to her eyes, which earlier fatigue and long illness had banished. + +He surveyed her with that smile which she had resented on the day when +she had besought pity of him for Arslan's sake. + +"Do you not eat?" was all he said. + +"Not here." + +He laughed, his low humorous laugh that displeased her so bitterly, +though it was soft of tone. + +"And all those silks, and stuffs, and laces--do they please you no +better?" + +"They are not mine." + +"Pooh! do you not know yet? A female thing, as beautiful as you are, +makes hers everything she looks upon?" + +"That is a fine phrase." + +"And an empty one, you think. On my soul! no. Everything you see here is +yours, if it please you." + +She looked at him with dreaming perplexed eyes. + +"What do you want of me?" she said, suddenly. + +"Nay--why ask? All men are glad to give to women with such a face as +yours." + +She laughed a little; with the warmth, the rest, the wonder, the vague +sense of some unknown danger, her old skill and courage rose. She knew +that she had promised to be grateful always to this man: otherwise,--oh, +God!--how she could have hated him, she thought! + +"Why?" she answered, "why? Oh, only this: when I bought a measure of +pears for Flamma in the market-place, the seller of them would sometimes +pick me out a big yellow bon-chretien, soft as butter, sweet as sugar, +and offer it to me for myself. Well, when he did that, I always knew +that the weight was short, or the fruit rotten. This is a wonderful pear +you would give me; but is your measure false?" + +He looked at her with a curious wonder and admiration; he was angered, +humbled, incensed, and allured, and yet he was glad; she looked so +handsome thus with the curl on her quiet lips, and her spirited head fit +for a bronze cast of Atalanta. + +He was an old man; he could bear to pause and rightly appreciate the +charm of scorn, the spur of irony, the good of hatred. He knew the full +value of its sharp spears to the wonder-blooming aloe. + +He left the subject for a happier moment, and, seating himself, opened +his hands to warm them by the wood fire, still watching her with that +smile, which for its very indulgence, its merry banter, she abhorred. + +"You lost your Norse god as I prophesied?" he asked, carelessly. + +He saw her whole face change as with a blow, and her body bend within +itself as a young tree bends under a storm. + +"He went when you gave him the gold," she said below her breath. + +"Of course he went. You would have him set free," he said, with the +little low laugh still in his throat. "Did I not say you must dream of +nothing else if once you had him freed? You would be full of faith; and +unbar your eagle's prison-house, and then, because he took wing through +the open door, you wonder still. That is not very wise, Folle-Farine." + +"I do not wonder," she said, with fierce effort, stifling her misery. +"He had a right to do as he would: have I said any otherwise?" + +"No. You are very faithful still, I see. Yet, I cannot think that you +believed my prophecy, or you--a woman--had never been so strong. You +think I can tell you of his fate? Nay, on my soul I know nothing. Men +do not speak his name. He may be dead;--you shrink? So! can it matter so +much? He is dead to you. He is a great man, but he is a fool. Half his +genius would give him the fame he wants with much greater swiftness than +the whole ever will. The world likes talent, which serves it. It hates +genius, which rules it. Men would adore his technical treatment, his +pictorial magnificence, his anatomical accuracy; but they will always be +in awe of his intensity of meaning, of his marvelous fertility, of his +extraordinary mingling of the chillest of idealisms and the most +unsparing of sensualities,--but I talk idly. Let us talk of you; see, I +chose your likeness, and he let me have it--did you dream that he would +part with it so lightly?" + +"Why not? He had a million things more beautiful." + +He looked at her keenly. He could measure the superb force of this +unblenching and mute courage. + +"In any other creature such a humility would be hypocrisy. But it is not +so in you. Why will you carry yourself as in an enemy's house? Will you +not even break your fast with me? Nay, that is sullen, that is barbaric. +Is there nothing that can please you? See here,--all women love these; +the gypsy as well as the empress. Hold them a moment." + +She took them; old oriental jewels lying loose in an agate cup on a +table near; there were among them three great sapphires, which in their +way were priceless, from their rare size and their perfect color. + +Her mouth laughed with its old scorn. She, who had lost life, soul, +earth, heaven, to be consoled with the glass beads of a bauble! This man +seemed to her more foolish than any creature that had ever spoken on her +ear. + +She looked, then laid them--indifferently--down. + +"Three sparrow's eggs are as big, and almost as blue, among the moss in +any month of May!" + +He moved them away, chagrined. + +"How do you intend to live? he asked, dryly. + +"It will come as it comes," she answered, with the fatalism and +composure that ran in her Eastern blood. + +"What have you done up to this moment since you left my house at Rioz?" + +She told him, briefly; she wanted to hide that she had suffered aught, +or had been in any measure coldly dealt with, and she spoke with the old +force of a happier time, seeking rather to show how well it was with her +that she should thus be free, and have no law save her own will, and +know that none lived who could say to her, "Come hither" or "go there." + +Almost she duped him, she was so brave. Not quite. His eyes had read the +souls and senses of women for half a century; and none had ever deceived +him. As he listened to her he knew well that under her desolation and +her solitude her heart was broken--though not her courage. + +But he accepted her words as she spoke them. "Perhaps you are wise to +take your fate so lightly," he said to her. "But do you know that it is +a horrible thing to be alone and penniless and adrift, and without a +home or a friend, when one is a woman and young?" + +"It is worse when one is a woman and old; but who pities it then?" she +said, with the curt and caustic meaning that had first allured him in +her. + +"And a woman is so soon old!" he added, with as subtle a significance. + +She shuddered a little; no female creature that is beautiful and +vigorous and young can coldly brook to look straight at the doom of age; +death is far less appalling, because death is uncertain, mystical, and +may still have beauty. + +"What do you intend to do with yourself?" he pursued. + +"Intend! It is for the rich 'to intend,' the poor must take what +chances." + +She spoke calmly, leaning down on one of the cushioned benches by the +hearth, resting her chin on her hand; her brown slender feet were +crossed one over another, her eyelids were heavy from weakness and the +warmth of the room; the soft dim light played on her tenderly; he looked +at her with a musing smile. + +"No beautiful woman need ever be poor," he said, slowly spreading out +the delicate palms of his hands to the fire; "and you are +beautiful--exceedingly." + +"I know!" She gave a quick gesture of her head, tired, insolent, +indifferent; and a terrible darkness stole over her face; what matter +how beautiful she might be, she had no beauty in her own sight, for the +eyes of Arslan had dwelt on her cold, calm, unmoved, whilst he had said, +"I would love you--if I could." + +"You know your value," Sartorian said, dryly. "Well, then, why talk of +poverty and of your future together? they need never be companions in +this world." + +She rose and stood before him in the rosy glow of the fire that bathed +her limbs until they glowed like jade and porphyry. + +"No beautiful woman need be poor--no--no beautiful woman need be honest, +I dare say." + +He smiled, holding his delicate palms to the warmth of his hearth. + +"Your lover drew a grand vision of Barabbas. Well--we choose Barabbas +still, just as Jerusalem chose; only now, our Barabbas is most often a +woman. Why do you rise? It is a wet day, out there, and, for the +spring-time, cold." + +"Is it?" + +"And you have been ill?" + +"So they say." + +"You will die of cold and exposure." + +"So best." + +"Wait a moment. In such weather I would not let a dog stir." + +"You would if the dog chose to go." + +"To a master who forsook it--for a kick and a curse?" + +Her face burned; she hung her head instinctively. She sank down again on +the seat which she had quitted. The old horror of shame which she had +felt by the waterside under the orchards bent her strength under this +man's unmerciful pressure. She knew that he had her secret, and the +haughty passion and courage of her nature writhed under his taunt of it. + +"To refuse to stay is uncouth," he said to her. + +"I am uncouth, no doubt." + +"And it is ungrateful." + +"I would not be that." + +"Ungrateful! I did what you asked of me. I unloosed your Othyr of Art to +spend his strength as he will, in essaying to raise a storm-blast which +shall have force enough to echo through the endless tunnels of the time +to come." + +"You gave him a handful of gold pieces for _that_!" + +"Ah! if you thought that I should offer him the half of my possessions, +you were disappointed, no doubt. But you forgot that 'that' would not +sell in the world, as yet, for a handful of wheat." + +She touched the three sapphires. + +"Are your blue stones of less worth, because I, being ignorant, esteem +them of no more value than three sparrow's eggs in the hedge?" + +"My poor jewels! Well, stay here to-night; you need rest, shelter, and +warmth; and to-morrow you shall go as poor as you came, if you wish. But +the world is very hard. The world is always winter--to the poor," he +added, carelessly, resting his keen far-reaching eyes upon her. + +Despite herself she shuddered; he recalled to her that the world was +close at hand--the world in which she would be houseless, friendless, +penniless, alone. + +"A hard world, to those who will not worship its gods," he repeated, +musingly. "And you astray in it, you poor barbarian, with your noble +madness, and your blindness of faith and of passion. Do you know what it +is to be famished, and have none to hear your cries?" + +"Do I know?" her voice suddenly gathered strength and scorn, and rang +loud on the stillness. "_Do you?_ The empty dish, the chill stove, the +frozen feet, the long nights, with the roof dripping rain, the sour +berries and hard roots that mock hunger, the mud floors, with the rats +fighting to get first at your bed, the bitter black months, whose +saints' days are kept by new pains, and whose holy days are feasted by +fresh diseases. Do _I_ know? Do _you_?" + +He did not answer her; he was absorbed in his study of her face; he was +thinking how she would look in Paris in some theatre's spectacle of +Egypt, with anklets of dull gold and a cymar of dead white, and behind +her a sea of palms and a red and sullen sky. + +"What a fool he must have been!" he thought, as his eyes went from her +to the study of her sleeping in the poppies. "What a fool! he left his +lantern of Aladdin behind him." + +"You remember unlovely things," he said, aloud. "No, I do not know them; +and I should not have supposed that you, who did, could so much have +cared to know them more, or could have clung to them as the only good, +as you now seem to do. You cannot love such hardships?" + +"I have never known luxuries; and I do not wish to know them." + +"Then you are no woman. What is your idea of the most perfect life?" + +"I do not know--to be always in the open air, and to be quite free, and +forever to see the sun." + +"Not a low ideal. You must await the Peruvian Paradise. Meanwhile there +is a dayspring that represents the sun not ill; we call it Wealth." + +"Ah!" she could not deride this god, for she knew it was the greatest of +them all; when the rod of riches had been lost, had not the Far-Striking +King himself been brought low and bound down to a slave's drudgery? + +The small, keen, elfin, satiric face bent on her did not change from its +musing study, its slow, vigilant smile; holding her under the subtle +influence of his gaze, Sartorian began to speak,--speak as he could at +choice, with accents sweet as silver, slow words persuasive as sorcery. +With the terse, dainty, facile touches of a master, he placed before her +that world of which she knew no more than any one of the reeds that blew +by the sands of the river. + +He painted to her that life of all others which was in most vital +contrast and unlikeness to her own; the life of luxury, of indolence, of +carelessness, of sovereignty, of endless pleasure, and supreme delight; +he painted to her the years of a woman rich, caressed, omnipotent, +beautiful, supreme, with all the world before her from which to choose +her lovers, her playthings, her triumphs, her victories, her cruelties, +and her seductions. He painted the long cloudless invigorating day of +such a favorite of fortune, with its hours winged by love, and its +laughter rhymed to music, and its wishes set to gold; the same day for +the same woman, whether it were called of Rome or of Corinth, of +Byzantium or of Athens, of Babylon or of Paris, and whether she herself +were hailed hetaira or imperatrix. He drew such things as the skill of +his words and the deep knowledge of his many years enabled him, in +language which aroused her even from the absorption of her wretchedness, +and stirred her dull disordered thoughts to a movement of restless +discontent, and of strange wonder--Arslan had never spoken to her thus. + +He let his words dwell silently on her mind, awhile: then suddenly he +asked her,-- + +"Such lives are; do you not envy them?" + +She thought,--"Envy them? she? what could she envy save the eyes that +looked on Arslan's face?" "What were the use?" she said aloud; "all my +life I have seen all things are for others; nothing is for me." + +"Your life is but just opening. Henceforth you shall see all things for +you, instead." + +She flashed her eyes upon him. + +"How can that be?" + +"Listen to me; you are alone in the world, Folle-Farine?" + +"Alone; yes." + +"You have not a coin to stand a day between you and hunger?" + +"Not one." + +"You know of no roof that will shelter you for so much as a night?" + +"Not one." + +"You have just left a public place of pestilence?" + +"Yes." + +"And you know that every one's hand is against you because you are +nameless and bastard, and come of a proscribed people, who are aliens +alike in every land?" + +"I am Folle-Farine; yes." + +For a moment he was silent. The simple, pathetic acceptance of the fate +that made her name--merely because hers--a symbol of all things +despised, and desolate, and forsaken, touched his heart and moved him to +a sorrowful pity. But the pity died, and tie cruelty remained alive +behind it. + +He bent on her the magnetic power of his bright, sardonic, meaning eyes. + +"Well--be Folle-Farine still. Why not? But let Folle-Farine mean no +longer a beggar, an outcast, a leper, a thing attainted, proscribed, and +forever suspected; but let it mean on the ear of every man that hears it +the name of the most famous, the most imperious, the most triumphant, +the most beautiful woman of her time; a woman of whom the world says, +'look on her face and die--you have lived enough.'" + +Her breath came and went as she listened; the blood in her face flushed +and paled; she trembled violently, and her whole frame seemed to dilate +and strengthen and vibrate with the electric force of that subtlest +temptation. + +"I!" she murmured brokenly. + +"Yes, you. All that I say you shall be: homeless, tribeless, nameless, +nationless, though you stand there now, Folle-Farine." + +The wondrous promise swept her fancy for the moment on the strong +current of its imagery, as a river sweeps a leaf. This empire +hers?--hers?--when all mankind had driven and derided her, and shunned +her sight and touch, and cursed and flouted her, and barely thought her +worthy to be called "thou dog!" + +He looked at her and smiled, and bent towards the warmth of the fire. + +"All that I say you shall be; and--the year is all winter for the poor, +Folle-Farine." + +The light on her face faded; a sudden apprehension tightened at her +heart; on her face gathered the old fierce deadly antagonism which +constant insult and attack had taught her to assume on the first instant +of menace as her only buckler. + +She knew not what evil threatened; but vaguely she felt that treason was +close about her. + +"If you do not mock me," she said slowly, "if you do not--how will you +make me what you promise?" + +"I will show the world to you, you to the world; your beauty will do the +rest." + +The darkness and the perplexed trouble deepened on her face; she rose +and stood and looked at him, her teeth shut together with a quick sharp +ring, her straight proud brows drew together in stormy silence; all the +tigress in her was awoke and rising ready to spring; yet amid that dusky +passion, that withering scorn of doubt, there was an innocent pathetic +wonder, a vague desolation and disappointment, that were childlike and +infinitely sad. + +"This is a wondrous pear you offer me!" she said, bitterly. "And so +cheap?--it must be rotten somewhere." + +"It is golden. Who need ask more?" + +And he laughed his little low laugh in his throat. + +Then, and then only, she understood him. + +With a sudden unconscious instinctive action her hand sought her knife, +but the girdle was empty; she sprang erect, her face on fire with a +superb fury, her eyes blazing like the eyes of a wild beast's by night, +a magnificence of scorn and rage upon her quivering features. + +Her voice rang clear and hard and cold as ring the blows of steel. + +"I ask more,--that I should pluck it with clean hands, and eat of it +with pure lips. Strange quibble for a beggar,--homeless, penniless, +tribeless, nationless! So you think, no doubt. But we who are born +outlawed are born free,--and do not sell our freedom. Let me go." + +He watched her with a musing smile, a dreamy calm content; all this +tempest of her scorn, all this bitterness of her disdain, all this +whirlwind of her passion and her suffering, seemed but to beguile him +more and make him surer of her beauty, of her splendor, of her strength. + +"She would be a great creature to show to the world," he thought, as he +drooped his head and watched her through his half-closed eyelids, as the +Red Mouse watched the sleeper in the poppies. "Let you go?" he said, +with that slow, ironic smile,--"let you go? Why should I let you go, +Folle-Farine?" + +She stooped as a tigress stoops to rise the stronger for her death +spring, and her voice was low, on a level with his ear. + +"Why? Why? To save your own life--if you are wise." + +He laughed in his throat again. + +"Ah, ah! It is never wise to threaten, Folle-Farine. I do not threaten. +You are foolish; you are unreasonable: and that is the privilege of a +woman. I am not angered at it. On the contrary, it adds to your charm. +You are a beautiful, reckless, stubborn, half-mad, half-savage creature. +Passion and liberty become you,--become you like your ignorance and your +ferocity. I would not for worlds that you should change them." + +"Let me go!" she cried, across his words. + +"Oh, fool! the winter will be hard,--and you are bare of foot,--and you +have not a crust!" + +"Let me go." + +"Ah! Go?--to beg your way to Paris, and to creep through the cellars and +the hospitals till you can see your lover's face, and to crouch a moment +at his feet to hear him mutter a curse on you in payment for your +pilgrimage; and then to slit your throat or his--in your despair, and +lie dead in all your loveliness in the common ditch." + +"Let me go, I say!" + +"Or else, more like, come back to me in a week's time and say, 'I was +mad but now I am wise. Give me the golden pear. What matter a little +speck? What is golden may be rotten; but to all lips it is sweet.'" + +"Let me go!" + +She stood at bay before him, pale in her scorn of rags, her right hand +clinched against her breast, her eyes breathing fire, her whole attitude +instinct with the tempest of contempt and loathing, which she held down +thus, passive and almost wordless, because she once had promised never +to be thankless to this man. + +He gazed at her and smiled, and thought how beautiful that chained +whirlwind of her passions looked; but he did not touch her nor even go +nearer to her. There was a dangerous gleam in her eyes that daunted +him. Moreover, he was patient, humorous, gentle, cruel, wise,--all in +one; and he desired to tame and to beguile her, and to see her slowly +drawn into the subtle sweetness of the powers of gold; and to enjoy the +yielding of each moral weakness one by one, as the southern boy slowly +pulls limb from limb, wing from wing, of the cicala. + +"I will let you go, surely," he said, with his low, grim laugh. "I keep +no woman prisoner against her will. But think one moment longer, +Folle-Farine. You will take no gift at my hands?" + +"None." + +"You want to go,--penniless as you are?" + +"I will go so,--no other way." + +"You will fall ill on the road afresh." + +"That does not concern you." + +"You will starve." + +"That is my question." + +"You will have to herd with the street dogs." + +"Their bite is better than your welcome." + +"You will be suspected,--most likely imprisoned. You are an outcast." + +"That may be." + +"You will be driven to public charity." + +"Not till I need a public grave." + +"You will have never a glance of pity, never a look of softness, from +your northern god; he has no love for you, and he is in his grave most +likely. Icarus falls--always." + +For the first time she quailed as though struck by a sharp blow; but her +voice remained inflexible and serene. + +"I can live without love or pity, as I can without home or gold. Once +for all,--let me go." + +"I will let you go," he said, slowly, as he moved a little away. "I will +let you go in seven days' time. For seven days you shall do as you +please; eat, drink, be clothed, be housed, be feasted, be served, be +beguiled,--as the rich are. You shall taste all these things that gold +gives, and which you, being ignorant, dare rashly deride and refuse. If, +when seven days end, you still choose, you shall go, and as poor as you +came. But you will not choose, for you are a woman, Folle-Farine!" + +Ere she knew his intent he had moved the panel and drawn it behind him, +and left her alone,--shut in a trap like the birds that Claudis Flamma +had netted in his orchards. + +That night, when the night without was quite dark, she knelt down before +the study of the poppies, and kissed it softly, and prayed to the +unknown God, of whom none had taught her in anywise, yet whose light she +still had found, and followed in a dim, wondering, imperfect fashion, as +a little child lost in the twilight of some pathless wood, pursues in +trembling the gleam of some great, still planet looming far above her +through the leaves. + +When she arose from her supplication, her choice was already made. + +And the Red Mouse had no power on her, because of her great love. + + + + +CHAPTER X. + + +AT sunrise a great peacock trailing his imperial purple on the edge of a +smooth lawn, pecked angrily at a torn fragment of a scarlet scarf; a +scarf that had been woven in his own Eastern lands, but which incensed +his sight, fluttering there so idly, as it seemed, on the feathery +sprays of a little low almond-tree that grew by the water's edge. + +The water was broad, and full of lily-leaves and of rare reeds and +rushes; it had been so stemmed and turned by art that it washed the +basement walls and mirrored the graceful galleries and arches of the +garden palace, where the bird of Here dwelt. + +Twenty feet above the level of the gardens, where the peacock swept in +the light, there was an open casement, a narrow balcony of stone; a +group of pale human faces looking out awe-stricken. A leap in the +night--the night wet and moonless,--waters a fathom deep,--a bed of sand +treacherous and shifting as the ways of love. What could all these be +save certain death? Of death they were afraid; but they were more afraid +yet of the vengeance of their flute-voiced lord. + +On the wall the Red Mouse sat among the flowers of sleep; he could have +told; he who for once had heard another prayer than the blasphemies of +the Brocken. + +But the Red Mouse never tells any secret to men; he has lived too long +in the breast of the women whom men love. + +The Sun came from the east, and passed through the pale stricken faces +that watched from the casement, and came straight to where the Red Mouse +sat amidst the poppies. + +"Have you let a female soul escape you?" said the Sun. + +The Red Mouse answered: + +"Love is stronger than I. When he keeps his hands pure, where he guards +the door of the soul, I enter not. I sit outside and watch, and watch, +and watch. But it is time lost. Love is strong; the door is barred to +me." + +Said the Sun: + +"That is strange to hear. My sister, the Moon, has told me oftentimes +that Eros is your pander--always." + +"Anteros only," said the Red Mouse. + +The Sun, wondering, said again: + +"And yet I have heard that it is your boast that into every female soul +you enter at birth, and dwell there unto death. Is it, then, not so?" + +The Red Mouse answered: + +"The boast is not mine; it is man's." + + + + +CHAPTER XI. + + +In the dark of the night she had leapt to what, as she thought, would +prove her grave; but the waters, with human-like caprice, had cast her +back upon the land with scarce an effort of her own. Given back thus to +life, whether she would or no, she by sheer instinct stumbled to her +feet and fled as fast as she could in the wet, gloomy night through the +grassy stretches of the unknown gardens and lands in which she found +herself. + +She was weighted with her soaked clothes as with lead, but she was made +swift by terror and hatred, as though Hermes for once had had pity for +anything human, and had fastened to her feet his own winged sandals. + +She ran on and on, not knowing whither; only knowing that she ran from +the man who had tempted her by the strength of the rod of wealth. + +The rains were ceaseless, the skies had no stars, in the dense mist no +lights far or near, of the city or planets, of palace or house were +seen. She did not know where she went; she only ran on away and away, +anywhere, from the Red Mouse and its master. + +When the daybreak grew gray in the heavens, she paused, and trembling +crept into a cattle-shed to rest and take breath a little. She shrank +from every habitation, she quivered at every human voice; she was +afraid--horribly afraid--in those clinging vapors, those damp deathly +smells, those ghostly shadows of the dawn, those indistinct and +unfamiliar creatures of a country strange to her. + +That old man with the elf's eyes, who had tempted her, was he a god too, +she wondered, since he had the rod that metes power and wealth? He might +stretch his hand anywhere, she supposed, and take her. + +The gentle cattle in their wooden home made way for her, and humbly +welcomed her. She hid herself among their beds of hay, and in the warmth +of their breath and their bodies. She was wet and wretched, like any +half-drowned dog; but the habits of her hardy life made cold, and +hunger, and exposure almost powerless to harm her. She slept from sheer +exhaustion of mind and body. The cattle could have trodden her to death, +or tossed her through the open spaces of their byres, but they seemed to +know, they seemed to pity; and they stirred so that they did not brush a +limb of her, nor shorten a moment of her slumbers. + +When she awoke the sun was high. + +A herdswoman, entering with the loud, harsh clash of brazen pails, +kicked her in the loins, and rated her furiously for daring to rest +there. She arose at the kick, and went out from the place passively, not +well knowing what she did. + +The morning was warm and radiant; the earth and the trees were dripping +with the rains of the night; the air was full of sweet odors, and of a +delicious coldness. As far as she saw there was no token far or near of +the gleaming cloud of the city of her dreams. She ventured to ask at a +wayside cabin if she were near to or far from Paris. + +The woman of the cottage looked up searchingly from the seat before the +porch, and for answer cried to her: "Paris! pouf--f--f! get out, you +drowned rat." + +She had lost for the time the mental force, and even the physical force +to resent or to persevere; she was weak with hunger and bewildered with +her misery. She had only sense enough left to remember--and be +thankful--that in the night that was past she had been strong. + +The sun beat on her head, the road was hard, and sharp-set with flint; +she was full of pain, her brain throbbed with fever and reeled with +weakness; a sudden horror seized her lest she might die before she had +looked again on the face of Arslan. + +She saw the dusky shade of a green wood; by sheer instinct she crept +into it as a stricken deer into its sanctuary. + +She sat in the darkness of the trees in the coolness of the wood, and +rested her head on her hands, and let the big salt tears drop one by +one, as the death tears of the llama fall. + +This was the young year round her; that she knew. + +The winter had gone by; its many months had passed over her head whilst +she was senseless to any flight of night or day; death might have taken +the prey which it had once been robbed of by her; in all this weary +season, which to her was as a blank, his old foes of failure and famine +might have struggled for and vanquished him, she not being by; his body +might lie in any plague-ditch of the nameless poor, his hand might rot +fleshless and nerveless in any pit where the world cast its useless and +dishonored dead; the mould of his brain might make a feast for eyeless +worms, not more stone blind than was the human race he had essayed to +serve; the beauty of his face might be a thing of loathsomeness from +which a toad would turn. Oh, God! would death never take her likewise? +Was she an outcast even from that one tribeless and uncounted nation of +the dead? + +That god whom she had loved, whom she had chosen, whose eyes had been so +full of pity, whose voice had murmured: "Nay, the wise know me as man's +only friend":--even he, Thanatos, had turned against her and abandoned +her. + +Vague memories of things which she had heard in fable and tradition, of +bodies accursed and condemned to wander forever unresting and wailing; +of spirits, which for their curse were imprisoned in a living flesh that +they could neither lose nor cast away so long as the world itself +endured; creatures that the very elements had denied, and that were too +vile for fire to burn, or water to drown, or steel to slay, or old age +to whither, or death to touch and take in any wise. All these memories +returned to her, and in her loneliness she wondered if she were such a +one as these. + +She did not know, indeed, that she had done any great sin; she had done +none willingly, and yet all people called her vile, and they must know. + +Even the old man, mocking her, had said: + +"Never wrestle with Fate. He throws the strongest, soon or late. And +your fate is shame; it was your birth-gift, it will be your +burial-cloth. Can you cast it off? No. But you can make it potent as +gold, and sweet as honey if you choose, Folle-Farine." + +And she had not chosen; yet of any nobility in the resistance she did +not dream. She had shut her heart to it by the unconscious instinct of +strength, as she had shut her lips under torture, and shut her hands +against life. + +She sat there in the wood, roofless, penniless, friendless, and every +human creature was against her. Her tempter had spoken only the bare and +bleak truth. A dog stoned and chased and mad could be the only living +thing on the face of the earth more wretched and more desolate than +herself. + +The sun of noon was bright above-head in a cloudless sky, but in the +little wood it was cool and shady, and had the moisture of a heavy +morning dew. Millions of young leaves had uncurled themselves in the +warmth. Little butterflies, some azure, some yellow, some white, danced +in the light. Brown rills of water murmured under the grasses, the +thrushes sang to one another through the boughs, and the lizard darted +hither and thither, green as the arrowy leaves that made its shelter. + +A little distance from her there was a group of joyous singers who +looked at her from time to time, their laughter hushing a little, and +their simple carousal under the green boughs broken by a nameless +chillness and involuntary speculation. She did not note them, her face +being bowed down upon her hands, and no sound of the thrushes' song or +of the human singers' voices rousing her from the stupefaction of +despair which drugged her senses. + +They watched her long; her attitude did not change. + +One of them at length rose up and went, hesitating, a step or two +forwards; a girl with winking feet, clad gayly in bright colors, though +the texture of her clothes was poor. + +She went and touched the crouched, sad figure softly. + +"Are you in trouble?" + +The figure lifted its bowed head, its dark, hopeless eyes. + +Folle-Farine looked up with a stare and a shiver. + +"It is no matter, I am only--tired." + +"Are you all alone?" + +"Yes." + +"Come and sit with us a moment. You are in the damp and the gloom; we +are so pleasant and sunny there. Come." + +"You are good, but let me be." + +The blue-eyed girl called to the others. They lazily rose and came. + +"Heaven! she is handsome!" the men muttered to one another. + +She looked straight at them all, and let them be. + +"You are all alone?" they asked her again. + +"Always," she answered them. + +"You are going--where?" + +"To Paris" + +"What to do there?" + +"I do not know." + +"You look wet--suffering--what is the matter?" + +"I was nearly drowned last night--an accident--it is nothing." + +"Where have you slept?" + +"In a shed: with some cattle." + +"Could you get no shelter in a house?" + +"I did not seek any." + +"What do you do? What is your work?" + +"Anything--nothing." + +"What is your name?" + +"Folle-Farine." + +"That means the chaff;--less than the chaff,--the dust." + +"It means me." + +They were silent, only bending on her their bright curious eyes. + +They saw that she was unspeakably wretched; that some great woe or shock +had recently fallen on her, and given her glance that startled horror +and blanched her rich skin to an ashen pallor, and frozen, as it were, +the very current of the young blood in her veins. + +They were silent a little space. Then whispered together. + +"Come with us," they urged. "We, too, go to Paris. We are poor. We +follow art. We will befriend you." + +She was deaf to them long, being timid and wild of every human thing. +But they were urgent; they were eloquent; these young girls with their +bright eyes; these men who spoke of art; these wanderers who went to the +great city. + +In the end they pressed on her their companionship. They, too, were +going to Paris; they spoke of perils she would run, of vouchers she +would need: she wondered at their charity, but in the end walked on with +them--fearing the Red Mouse. + +They were mirthful, gentle people, so she thought: they said they +followed art; they told her she could never enter Paris nameless and +alone: so she went. The chief of the little troop watched wonderingly +her step, her posture, her barbaric and lustrous beauty, brilliant still +even through the pallor of grief and the weariness of fatigue; of these +he had never seen the like before, and he knew their almost priceless +value in the world, and of the working classes and street mobs of Paris. + +"Listen," he said suddenly to her. "We shall play to-night at the next +town. Will you take a part?" + +Walking along through the glades of the wood, lost in thought, she +started at his voice. + +"I do not know what you mean?" + +"I mean--will you show yourself with us? We will give you no words. It +will be quite easy. What money we make we divide among us. All you shall +do shall be to stand and be looked at--you are beautiful, and you know +it, no doubt?" + +She made a weary sign of assent. Beautiful? What could it matter if she +were so, or if she were not, what the mere thought of it? The beauty +that she owned, though so late a precious possession, a crown of glory +to her, had lost all its fairness and all its wonder since it had been +strengthless to bind to hers the only heart in which she cared to rouse +a throb of passion, since it had been unworthy to draw upon it with any +lingering gaze of love the eyes of Arslan. + +He looked at her more closely; this was a strange creature, he thought, +who, being a woman and in her first youth, could thus acknowledge her +own loveliness with so much candor, yet so much indifference. + +That afternoon they halted at a little town that stood in a dell across +the fields, a small place lying close about a great church tower. + +It was almost dusk when they entered it; but it was all alive with +lights and shows, and trumpets and banners; it was the day of a great +fair, and the merry-go-rounds were whirling, and the trades in gilded +cakes and puppets of sugar were thriving fast, and the narrow streets +were full of a happy and noisy peasant crowd. + +As soon as the little troop entered the first street a glad cry rose. + +They were well known and well liked there; the people clustered by +dozens round them, the women greeting them with kisses, the children +hugging the dogs, the men clamoring with invitations to eat and to drink +and be merry. + +They bade her watch them at their art in a rough wooden house outside +the wine tavern. + +She stood in the shadow and looked as they bade her, while the mimic +life of their little stage began and lived its hour. + +To the mind which had received its first instincts of art from the cold, +lofty, passionless creations of Arslan, from the classic purity and from +the divine conception of the old Hellenic ideal, the art of the stage +could seem but poor and idle mimicry; gaudy and fragrantless as any +painted rose of paper blooming on a tinseled stem. + +The crystal truthfulness, the barbaric liberty, the pure idealism of her +mind and temper revolted in contempt from the visible presentment and +the vari-colored harlequinade of the actor's art. To her, a note of +song, a gleam of light, a shadowy shape, a veiled word, were enough to +unfold to her passionate fancy a world of dreams, a paradise of faith +and of desire; and for this very cause she shrank away, in amazement and +disgust, from this realistic mockery of mere humanity, which left +nothing for the imagination to create, which spoke no other tongue than +the common language of human hopes and fears. It could not touch her, +it could not move her; it filled her--so far as she could bring herself +to think of it at all--with a cold and wondering contempt. + +For to the reed which has once trembled under the melody born of the +breath divine, the voices of mortal mouths, as they scream in rage, or +exult in clamor, or contend in battle, must ever seem the idlest and the +emptiest of all the sounds under heaven. + +"That is your art?" she said wearily to the actors when they came to +her. + +"Well, is it not art; and a noble one?" + +A scornful shadow swept across her face. + +"It is no art. It is human always. It is never divine. There is neither +heaven nor hell in it. It is all earth." + +They were sharply stung. + +"What has given you such thoughts as that?" they said, in their +impatience and mortification. + +"I have seen great things," she said simply, and turned away and went +out into the darkness, and wept,--alone. + +She who had knelt at the feet of Thanatos, and who had heard the songs +of Pan amidst the rushes by the river, and had listened to the charmed +steps of Persephone amidst the flowers of the summer;--could she honor +lesser gods than these? + +"They may forget--they may forsake, and he likewise, but I never," she +thought. + +If only she might live a little longer space to serve and suffer for +them and for him still; of fate she asked nothing higher. + +That night there was much money in the bag. The players pressed a share +upon her; but she refused. + +"Have I begged from you?" she said. "I have earned nothing." + +It was with exceeding difficulty that they ended in persuading her even +to share their simple supper. + +She took only bread and water, and sat and watched them curiously. + +The players were in high spirits; their chief ordered a stoup of bright +wine, and made merry over it with gayer songs and louder laughter, and +more frequent jests than even were his wont. + +The men and women of the town came in and out with merry interchange of +words. The youths of the little bourg chattered light amorous nonsense; +the young girls smiled and chattered in answer; whilst the actors +bantered them and made them a hundred love prophecies. + +Now and then a dog trotted in to salute the players' poodles; now and +then the quaint face of a pig looked between the legs of its master. + +The door stood open; the balmy air blew in; beyond, the stars shone in a +cloudless sky. + +She sat without in the darkness, where no light fell among the thick +shroud of one of the blossoming boughs of pear-trees, and now and then +she looked and watched their laughter and companionship, and their gay +and airy buffoonery, together there within the winehouse doors. + +"All fools enjoy!" she thought; with that bitter wonder, that aching +disdain, that involuntary injustice, with which the strong sad patience +of a great nature surveys the mindless merriment of lighter hearts and +brains more easily lulled into forgetfulness and content. + +They came to her and pressed on her a draught of the wine, a share of +the food, a handful of the honeyed cates of their simple banquet; even a +portion of their silver and copper pieces with which the little leathern +sack of their receipts was full,--for once,--to the mouth. + +She refused all: the money she threw passionately away. + +"Am I a beggar?" she said, in her wrath. + +She remained without in the gloom among the cool blossoming branches +that swayed above-head in the still night, while the carousal broke up +and the peasants went on their way to their homes, singing along the +dark streets, and the lights were put out in the winehouse, and the +trill of the grasshopper chirped in the fields around. + +"You will die of damp, roofless in the open air this moonless night," +men, as they passed away, said to her in wonder. + +"The leaves are roof enough for me," she answered them: and stayed there +with her head resting on the roll of her sheepskin; wide awake through +the calm dark hours; for a bed within she knew that she could not pay, +and she would not let any charity purchase one for her. + +At daybreak when the others rose she would only take from them the crust +that was absolutely needful to keep life in her. Food seemed to choke +her as it passed her lips,--since how could she tell but what his lips +were parched dry with hunger or were blue and cold in death? + +That morning, as they started, one of the two youths who bore their +traveling gear and the rude appliances of their little stage upon his +shoulders from village to village when they journeyed thus--being +oftentimes too poor to permit themselves any other mode of transit and +of porterage--fell lame and grew faint and was forced to lay down his +burden by the roadside. + +She raised the weight upon her back and head as she had been wont to do +the weights of timber and of corn for the mill-house, and bore it +onward. + +In vain they remonstrated with her; she would not yield, but carried the +wooden framework and the folded canvases all through the heat and +weariness of the noonday. + +"You would have me eat of your supper last night. I will have you accept +of my payment to-day," she said, stubbornly. + +For this seemed to her a labor innocent and just, and even full of +honor, whatever men might say: had not Helios himself been bound as a +slave in Thessaly? + +They journeyed far that day, along straight sunlit highways, and under +the shadows of green trees. The fields were green with the young corn +and the young vines; the delicate plumes of the first blossoming lilacs +nodded in their footsteps; the skies were blue; the earth was fragrant. + +At noonday the players halted and threw themselves down beneath a +poplar-tree, in a wild rose thicket, to eat their noonday meal of bread +and a green cress salad. + +The shelter they had chosen was full of fragrance from rain-drops still +wet upon the grasses, and the budding rose vines. The hedge was full of +honeysuckle and tufts of cowslips; the sun was warmer; the mild-eyed +cattle came and looked at them; little redstarts picked up their +crumbs; from a white vine-hung cottage an old woman brought them salt +and wished them a fair travel. + +But her heart was sick and her feet weary, and she asked always,--"Where +is Paris?" + +At last they showed it her, that gleaming golden cloud upon the purple +haze of the horizon. + +She crossed her hands upon her beating breast, and thanked the gods that +they had thus given her to behold the city of his desires. + +The chief of the mimes watched her keenly. + +"You look at Paris," he said after a time. "There you may be great if +you will." + +"Great? I?" + +She echoed the word with weary incredulity. She knew he could but mock +at her. + +"Ay," he made answer seriously. "Even you! Why not? There is no dynasty +that endures in that golden city save only one--the sovereignty of a +woman's beauty." + +She started and shuddered a little; she thought that she saw the Red +Mouse stir amidst the grasses. + +"I want no greatness," she said, slowly. "What should I do with it?" + +For in her heart she thought,-- + +"What would it serve me to be known to all the world and remembered by +all the ages of men if he forget--forget quite?" + + + + +CHAPTER XII. + + +That night they halted in a little bright village of the leafy and +fruitful zone of the city--one of the fragrant and joyous +pleasure-places among the woods where the students and the young girls +came for draughts of milk and plunder of primroses, and dances by the +light of the spring moon, and love-words murmured as they fastened +violets in each other's breasts. + +The next day she entered Paris with them as one of their own people. + +"You may be great here, if you choose," they said to her, and laughed. + +She scarcely heard. She only knew that here it was that Arslan had +declared that fame--or death--should come to him. + +The golden cloud dissolved as she drew near to it. + +A great city might be beautiful to others: to her it was only as its +gilded cage is to a mountain bird. The wilderness of roofs, the +labyrinth of streets, the endless walls of stone, the ceaseless noises +of the living multitude, these were horrible to the free-born blood of +her; she felt blinded, caged, pent, deafened. Its magnificence failed to +daunt, its color to charm, its pageantry to beguile her. Through the +glad and gorgeous ways she went, wearily and sick of heart, for the rush +of free winds and the width of free skies, as a desert-born captive, +with limbs of bronze and the eyes of the lion, went fettered past the +palaces of Rome in the triumphal train of Africanus or Pompeius. + +The little band with which she traveled wondered what her eyes so +incessantly looked for, in that perpetual intentness with which they +searched every knot of faces that was gathered together as a swarm of +bees clusters in the sunshine. They could not tell; they only saw that +her eyes never lost that look. + +"Is it the Past or the Future that you search for always?" the shrewdest +of them asked her. + +She shuddered a little, and made him no answer. How could she tell which +it was?--whether it would be a public fame or a nameless grave that she +would light on at the last? + +She was a mystery to them. + +She minded poverty so little. She was as content on a draught of water +and a bunch of cress as others are on rarest meats and wines. She bore +bodily fatigue with an Arab's endurance and indifference. She seemed to +care little whether suns beat on her, or storms drenched her to the +bone; whether she slept under a roof or the boughs of a tree; whether +the people hissed her for a foreign thing of foul omen, or clamored +aloud in the streets praise of her perfect face. She cared nothing. + +She was silent always, and she never smiled. + +"I must keep my liberty!" she had said; and she kept it. + +By night she toiled ceaselessly for her new masters; docile, patient, +enduring, laborious, bearing the yoke of this labor as she had borne +that of her former slavery, rather than owe a crust to alms, a coin to +the gaze of a crowd. But by day she searched the city ceaselessly and +alone, wandering, wandering, wandering, always on a quest that was never +ended. For amidst the millions of faces that met her gaze, Arslan's was +not; and she was too solitary, too ignorant, and locked her secret too +tenaciously in her heart, to be able to learn tidings of his name. + +So the months of the spring and the summer time went by; it was very +strange and wondrous to her. + +The human world seemed suddenly all about her; the quiet earth, on which +the cattle grazed, and the women threshed and plowed, and the sheep +browsed the thyme, and the mists swept from stream to sea, this was all +gone; and in its stead there was a world of tumult, color, noise, +change, riot, roofs piled on roofs, clouds of dust yellow in the sun, +walls peopled with countless heads of flowers and of women; throngs, +various of hue as garden-beds of blown anemones; endless harmonies and +discords always rung together from silver bells, and brazen trumpets, +and the clash of arms, and the spray of waters, and the screams of +anguish, and the laughs of mirth, and the shrill pipes of an endless +revelry, and the hollow sighs of a woe that had no rest. + +For the world of a great city, of "the world as it is man's," was all +about her; and she loathed it, and sickened in it, and hid her face from +it whenever she could, and dreamed, as poets dream in fever of pathless +seas and tawny fields of weeds, and dim woods filled with the song of +birds, and cool skies brooding over a purple moor, and all the silence +and the loveliness and the freedom of "the world as it is God's." + +"You are not happy?" one man said to her. + +"Happy!" + +She said no more; but he thought, just so had he seen a rose-crested +golden-eyed bird of the great savannas look, shut in a cage in a +showman's caravan, and dying slowly, with dulled plumage and drooped +head, while the street mob of a town thrust their fingers through the +bars and mocked it, and called to it to chatter and be gay. + +"Show your beauty once--just once amidst us on the stage, and on the +morrow you can choose your riches and your jewels from the four winds of +heaven as you will," the players urged on her a hundred times. + +But she refused always. + +Her beauty--it was given to the gods, to take or leave, in life or +death, for him. + +The months went on; she searched for him always. A horrible, unending +vigil that never seemed nearer its end. Vainly, day by day, she searched +the crowds and the solitudes, the gates of the palaces and the vaults of +the cellars. She thought she saw him a thousand times; but she could +never tell whether it were truth or fancy. She never met him face to +face: she never heard his name. There is no desert wider, no maze more +unending, than a great city. + +She ran hideous peril with every moment that she lived; but by the +strength and the love that dwelt together in her she escaped them. Her +sad, wide, open, pathetic eyes searched only for his face and saw no +other; her ear, ever strained to listen for one voice, was dead to every +accent of persuasion or of passion. + +When men tried to tell her she was beautiful, she looked them full in +the eyes and laughed, a terrible dreary laugh of scorn that chilled them +to the bone. When the gay groups on balconies, that glanced golden in +the sun, flung sweetmeats at her, and dashed wine on the ground, and +called to her for her beauty's sake to join them, she looked at them +with a look that had neither envy nor repugnance in it, but only a cold +mute weariness of contempt. + +One day a great sculptor waylaid her, and showed her a pouch full of +money and precious stones. "All that, and more, you shall have, if you +will let me make a cast of your face and your body once." In answer, she +showed him the edge of her hidden knife. + +One day a young man, unlike to all the ragged and toil-worn crowds that +alone beheld her, came in those crowded quarters of the poor, and +watched her with eyes aglow like those of the youth in the old +market-square about the cathedral, and waylaid her, later, in solitude, +and slid in her palm a chain studded with precious stones of many +colors. + +"I am rich," he murmured to her. "I am a prince. I can make your name a +name of power, if only you will come." + +"Come whither?" she asked him. + +"Come with me--only to my supper-table--for one hour; my horses wait." + +She threw the chain of stones at her feet. + +"I have no hunger," she said, carelessly. "Go, ask those that have to +your feast." + +And she gave no other phrase in answer to all the many honeyed and +persuasive words with which in vain he urged her, that night and many +another night, until he wearied. + +One day, in the green outskirts of the city, passing by under a gilded +gallery, and a wide window, full of flowers, and hung with delicate +draperies, there looked out the fair head of a woman, with diamonds in +the ears, and a shroud of lace about it, while against the smiling +scornful mouth a jeweled hand held a rose; and a woman's voice called to +her, mockingly: + +"Has the devil not heard you yet, that you still walk barefoot in the +dust on the stones, and let the sun beat on your head? O fool! there is +gold in the air, and gold in the dust, and gold in the very gutter here, +for a woman!" + +And the face was the face, and the voice the voice, of the gardener's +wife of the old town by the sea. + +She raised, to the gilded balcony above, her great sorrowful, musing +eyes, full of startled courage: soon she comprehended; and then her gaze +gave back scorn for scorn. + +"Does that brazen scroll shade you better than did the trellised vine?" +she said, with her voice ascending clear in its disdain. "And are those +stones in your breast any brighter than the blue was in the eyes of your +child?" + +The woman above cast the rose at her and laughed, and withdrew from the +casement. + +She set her heel on the rose, and trod its leaves down in the dust. It +was a yellow rose, scentless and loveless--an emblem of pleasure and +wealth. She left it where it lay, and went onward. + +The sweet sins, and all their rich profits, that she might take as +easily as she could have taken the rose from the dust, had no power to +allure her. + +The gilded balcony, the velvet couch, the jewels in the ears, the purple +draperies, the ease and the affluence and the joys of the sights and the +senses, these to her were as powerless to move her envy, these to her +seemed as idle as the blow-balls that a child's breath floated down the +current of a summer breeze. + +When once a human ear has heard the whispers of the gods by night steal +through the reeds by the river, never again to it can there sound +anything but discord and empty sound in the tinkling cymbals of brass, +and the fools' bells of silver, in which the crowds in their deafness +imagine the songs of the heroes and the music of the spheres. + +"There are only two trades in a city," said the actors to her, with a +smile as bitter as her own, "only two trades--to buy souls and to sell +them. What business have you here, who do neither the one nor the +other?" + +There was music still in this trampled reed of the river, into which the +gods had once bidden the stray winds and the wandering waters breathe +their melody; but there, in the press, the buyers and sellers only saw +in it a frail thing of the sand and the stream, only made to be woven +for barter, or bind together the sheaves of the roses of pleasure. + +By-and-by they grew so impatient of this soul which knew its right +errand so little that it would neither accept temptation itself nor deal +it to others, they grew so impatient to receive that golden guerdon from +passion and evil which they had foreseen as their sure wage for her +when they had drawn her with them to the meshes of the city, that they +betrayed her, stung and driven into treachery by the intolerable +reproach of her continual strength, her continual silence. + +They took a heavy price, and betrayed her to the man who had set his +soul upon her beauty, to make it live naked and vile and perfect for all +time in marble. She saved herself by such madness of rage, such fury of +resistance, as the native tigress knows in the glare of the torches or +the bonds of the cords. She smote the sculptor with her knife; a tumult +rose round; voices shouted that he was stabbed; the men who had betrayed +her raised loudest the outcry. In the darkness of a narrow street, and +of a night of tempest, she fled from them, and buried herself in the +dense obscurity which is one of the few privileges of the outcasts. + +It was very poor, this quarter where she found refuge; men and women at +the lowest ebb of life gathered there together. There was not much +crime; it was too poor even for that. It was all of that piteous, +hopeless class that is honest, and suffers and keeps silent--so silent +that no one notices when death replaces life. + +Here she got leave to dwell a little while in the topmost corner of a +high tower, which rose so high, so high, that the roof of it seemed +almost like the very country itself. It was so still there, and so +fresh, and the clouds seemed so near, and the pigeons flew so close +about it all day long, and at night so trustfully sought their roost +there. + +In a nook of it she made her home. It was very old, very desolate, very +barren; yet she could bear it better than she could any lower range of +dwelling. She could see the sunrise and the sunset; she could see the +rain-mists and the planets; she could look down on all the white curl of +the smoke; and she could hear the bells ring with a strange, peculiar +sweetness, striking straight to her ear across the wilderness of roofs. +And then she had the pigeons. They were not much, but they were +something of the old, fresh country life; and now and then they brought +a head of clover, or a spray of grass, in their beaks; and at sight of +it the tears would rush into her eyes, and though it was pain, it was +yet a dearer one than any pleasure that she had. + +She maintained herself still without alms, buying her right to live +there, and the little food that sufficed for her, by one of those +offices in which the very poor contrive to employ those still poorer +than themselves. + +They slept so heavily, those people who had the weight of twenty hours' +toil, the pangs of hunger, and the chills of cold upon them, whenever +they laid them down, and who would so willingly have slept forever with +any night they laid their heads upon their sacks of rags. But, so long +as they woke at all, they needed to wake with the first note of the +sparrows in the dark. + +She, so long used to rise ere ever the first streak of day were seen, +roused scores of them; and in payment they gave her the right to warm +herself at their stove, a handful of their chestnuts, a fragment of +their crust, a little copper piece,--anything that they could afford or +she would consent to take. A woman, who had been the reveilleuse of the +quarter many years, had died; and they were glad of her:--"Her eyes have +no sleep in them," they said; and they found that she never failed. + +It was a strange trade--to rise whilst yet for the world it was night, +and go to and fro the dreary courts, up and down the gloom of the +staircases, and in and out the silent chambers, and call all those sons +and daughters of wretchedness from the only peace that their lives knew. +So often she felt so loath to wake them; so often she stood beside the +bundle of straw on which some dreaming creature, sighing and smiling in +her sleep, murmured of her home, and had not the heart rudely to shatter +those mercies of the night. + +It was a strange, sad office, to go alone among all those sleepers in +the stillness that came before the dawn, and move from house to house, +from door to door, from bed to bed, with the one little star of her lamp +alone burning. + +They were all so poor, so poor, it seemed more cruel than murder only to +call them from their rest to work, and keep alive in them that faculty +of suffering which was all they gained from their humanity. + +Her pity for them grew so great that her heart perforce softened to them +also. Those strong men gaunt with famine, those white women with their +starved children on their breasts, those young maidens worn blind over +the needle or the potter's clay, those little children who staggered up +in the dark to go to the furnace, or the wheel, or the powder-mill, or +the potato-fields outside the walls,--she could neither fear them nor +hate them, nor do aught save sorrow for them with a dumb, passionate, +wondering grief. + +She saw these people despised for no shame, wretched for no sin, +suffering eternally, though guilty of no other fault than that of being +in too large numbers on an earth too small for the enormous burden of +its endless woe. She found that she had companions in her misery, and +that she was not alone under that bitter scorn which had been poured on +her. In a manner she grew to care for these human creatures, all +strangers, yet whose solitude she entered, and whose rest she roused. It +was a human interest, a human sympathy. It drew her from the despair +that had closed around her. + +And some of these in turn loved her. + +Neither poverty nor wretchedness could dull the lustrous, deep-hued, +flowerlike beauty that was hers by nature. As she ascended the dark +stone stairs with the little candle raised above her head, and, knocking +low, entered the place where they slept, the men and the children alike +dreamed of strange shapes of paradise and things of sorcery. + +"When she wakes us, the children never cry," said a woman whom she +always summoned an hour before dawn to rise and walk two leagues to a +distant factory. It was new to her to be welcomed; it was new to see the +children smile because she touched them. It lifted a little the ice that +had closed about her heart. + +It had become the height of the summer. The burning days and the sultry +nights poured down on her bare head and blinded her, and filled her +throat with the dust of the public ways, and parched her mouth with the +thirst of overdriven cattle. + +All the while in the hard hot glare she searched for one face. All the +while in the hard brazen din she listened for one voice. + +She wandered all the day, half the night. They wondered that she woke so +surely with every dawn; they did not know that seldom did she ever +sleep. She sought for him always;--sought the busy crowds of the living; +sought the burial-grounds of the dead. + +As she passed through the endless ways in the wondrous city; as she +passed by the vast temples of art; as she passed by the open doors of +the sacred places which the country had raised to the great memories +that it treasured; it became clearer to her--this thing of his desires, +this deathless name amidst a nation, this throne on the awed homage of a +world for which his life had labored, and striven, and sickened, and +endlessly yearned. + +The great purpose, the great end, to which he had lived grew tangible +and present to her; and in her heart, as she went, she said ever, "Let +me only die as the reed died,--what matter,--so that only the world +speak his name!" + + + + +CHAPTER XIII. + + +One night she stood on the height of the leads of the tower. The pigeons +had gone to roost; the bells had swung themselves into stillness; far +below the changing crowds were moving ceaselessly, but to that calm +altitude no sound arose from them. The stars were out, and a great +silver moon bathed half the skies in its white glory. In the stones of +the parapet wind-sown blossoms blew to and fro heavy with dew. + +The day had been one of oppressive heat. She had toiled all through it, +seeking, seeking, seeking, what she never found. She was covered with +dust; parched with thirst; foot-weary; sick at heart. She looked down on +the mighty maze of the city, and thought, "How long,--how long?" + +Suddenly a cool hand touched her, a soft voice murmured at her ear,-- + +"You are not tired, Folle-Farine?" + +Turning in the gloom she faced Sartorian. A great terror held her mute +and breathless there; gazing in the paralysis of horror at this frail +life, which was for her the incarnation of the world, and by whose lips +the world said to her, "Come, eat and drink, and sew your garments with +gems, and kiss men on the mouth whilst you slay them, and plunder and +poison, and laugh and be wise. For all your gods are dead; and there is +but one god now,--that god is gold." + +"You must be tired, surely," the old man said, with soft insistance. +"You never find what you seek; you are always alone, always hungered and +poor; always wretched, Folle-Farine. Ah! you would not eat my golden +pear. It was not wise." + +He said so little; and yet, those slow, subtle, brief phrases pierced +her heart with the full force of their odious meaning. She leaned +against the wall, breathing hard and fast, mute, for the moment +paralyzed. + +"You fled away from me that night. It was heroic, foolish, mad. Yet I +bear no anger against it. You have not loved the old, dead gods for +naught. You have the temper of their times. You obey them; though they +betray you and forget you, Folle-Farine." + +She gazed at him, fascinated by her very loathing of him, as the bird by +the snake. + +"Who told you?" she muttered. "Who told you that I dwell here?" + +"The sun has a million rays; so has gold a million eyes; do you not +know? There is nothing you have not done that has not been told to me. +But I can always wait, Folle-Farine. You are very strong; you are very +weak, of course;--you have a faith, and you follow it; and it leads you +on and on, on and on, and one day it will disappear,--and you will +plunge after it,--and it will drown you. You seek for this man and you +cannot find even his grave. You are like a woman who seeks for her +lover on a battle-field. But the world is a carnage where the vultures +soon pick bare the bones of the slain, and all skeletons look alike, and +are alike, unlovely, Folle-Farine." + +"You came--to say this?" she said, through her locked teeth. + +"Nay--I came to see your beauty: your ice-god tired soon; but I----My +golden pear would have been better vengeance for a slighted passion than +his beggar's quarter, and these wretched rags----" + +She held her misery and her shame and her hatred alike down under +enforced composure. + +"There is no shame here," she said, between her teeth. "A beggar's +quarter, perhaps; but these poor copper coins and these rags I earn with +clean hands." + +He smiled with that benignant pity, with that malign mockery, which +stung her so ruthlessly. + +"No shame? Oh, Folle-Farine, did I not tell you, that, live as you may, +shame will be always your garment in life and in death? You--a thing +beautiful, nameless, homeless, accursed, who dares to dream to be +innocent likewise! The world will clothe you with shame, whether you +choose it or not. But the world, as I say, will give you one choice. +Take its red robe boldly from it, and weight it with gold and incrust it +with jewels. Believe me, the women who wear the white garments of virtue +will envy you the red robe bitterly then." + +Her arms were crossed upon her breast; her eyes gazed at him with the +look he had seen in the gloom of the evening, under the orchards by the +side of the rushing mill-water. + +"You came--to say this?" + +"Nay: I came to see your beauty, Folle-Farine. Your northern god soon +tired, I say; but I----Look yonder a moment," he pursued; and he +motioned downward to where the long lines of light gleamed in the +wondrous city which was stretched at their feet; and the endless murmur +of its eternal sea of pleasure floated dimly to them on the soft night +air. "See here, Folle-Farine: you dwell with the lowest; you are the +slave of street mimes; no eyes see you except those of the harlot, the +beggar, the thief, the outcast; your wage is a crust and a copper coin; +you have the fate of your namesake, the dust, to wander a little while, +and then sink on the stones of the streets. Yet that you think worthy +and faithful, because it is pure of alms and of vice. Oh, beautiful +fool! what would your lost lover say if beholding you here amidst the +reek of the mob and the homage of thieves? He would say of you the most +bitter thing that a man can say of a woman: 'She has sunk into sin, but +she has been powerless to gild her sin, or make it of more profit than +was her innocence.' And a man has no scorn like the scorn which he feels +for a woman who sells her soul--at a loss. You see?--ah, surely, you +see, Folle-Farine?" + +She shook like a leaf where she stood, with the yellow and lustrous +moonlight about her. She saw--she saw now! + +And she had been mad enough to dream that if she lived in honesty, and, +by labor that she loathed won back, with hands clean of crime as of +alms, the gold which he had left in her trust as the wage of her beauty, +and found him and gave it to him without a word, he would at least +believe--believe so much as this, that her hunger had been famine, and +her need misery, and her homelessness that of the stray dog which is +kicked from even a ditch, and hunted from even a graveyard: but that +through it all she had never touched one coin of that cruel and +merciless gift. + +"You see?" pursued the low, flutelike moaning mockery of her tormentor's +voice. "You see? You have all the shame: it is your birthright; and you +have nothing of the sweetness which may go with shame for a woman who +has beauty. Now, look yonder. There lies the world, which when I saw you +last was to you only an empty name. Now you know it--know it, at least, +enough to be aware of all you have not, all you might have in it, if you +took my golden pear. You must be tired, Folle-Farine,--to stand homeless +under the gilded balconies; to be footsore in the summer dust among the +rolling carriages; to stand outcast and famished before the palace +gates; to see the smiles upon a million mouths, and on them all not one +smile upon you; to show yourself hourly among a mob, that you may buy a +little bread to eat, a little straw to rest on! You must be tired, +Folle-Farine!" + +She was silent where she stood in the moonlight, with the clouds seeming +to lean and touch her, and far beneath the blaze of the myriad of lights +shining through the soft darkness of the summer night. + +Tired!--ah, God!--tired, indeed. But not for any cause of which he +spake. + +"You must be tired. Now, eat of my golden pear; and there, where the +world lies yonder at our feet, no name shall be on the mouths of men as +your name shall be in a day. Through the crowds you shall be borne by +horses fleet as the winds; or you shall lean above them from a gilded +gallery, and mock them at your fancy there on high in a cloud of +flowers. Great jewels shall beam on you like planets; and the only +chains that you shall wear shall be links of gold, like the chains of a +priestess of old. Your mere wish shall be as a sorcerer's wand, to bring +you the thing of your idlest desire. You have been despised!--what +vengeance sweeter than to see men grovel to win your glance, as the +swine at the feet of Circe? You have been scorned and accursed!--what +retribution fuller than for women to behold in you the sweetness and +magnificence of shame, and through you, envy, and fall, and worship the +Evil which begot you? Has humanity been so fair a friend to you that you +can hesitate to strike at its heart with such a vengeance--so +symmetrical in justice, so cynical in irony? Humanity cast you out to +wither at your birth,--a thing rootless, nameless, only meet for the +snake and the worm. If you bear poison in your fruit, is that your +fault, or the fault of the human hands that cast the chance-sown weed +out on the dunghill to perish? I do not speak of passion. I use no +anomalous phrase. I am old and ill-favored; and I know that, any way, +you will forever hate me. But the rage of the desert-beast is more +beautiful than the meek submission of the animal timid and tame. It is +the lioness in you that I care to chain; but your chain shall be of +gold, Folle-Farine; and all women will envy. Name your price, set it +high as you will; there is nothing that I will refuse. Nay, even I will +find your lover, who loves not you; and I will let you have your fullest +vengeance on him. A noble vengeance, for no other would be worthy of +your strength. Living or dead, his genius shall be made known to men; +and, before another summer comes, all the world shall toss aloft in +triumph the name that is now nothing as the dust is;--nothing as you +are, Folle-Farine!" + +She heard in silence to the end. + +On the height of the roof-tops all was still; the stars seemed to beam +close against her sight; below was the infinite space of the darkness, +in which lines of light glittered where the haunts of pleasure lay; all +creatures near her slept; the wind-sown plants blew to and fro, rooted +in the spaces of the stones. + +As the last words died softly on the quiet of the air, in answer she +reached her hand upward, and broke off a tuft of the yellow +wall-blossom, and cast it out with one turn of her wrist down into the +void of the darkness. + +"What do I say?" she said, slowly. "What? Well, this: I could seize you, +and cast you down into the dark below there, as easily as I cast that +tuft of weed. And why I hold my hand I cannot tell; it would be just." + +And she turned away and walked from him in the gloom, slowly, as though +the deed she spake of tempted her. + + + + +CHAPTER XIV. + + +The poverties of the city devoured her incessantly, like wolves; the +temptations of the city crouched in wait for her incessantly, like +tigers. She was always hungry, always heartsick, always alone; and there +was always at her ear some tempting voice, telling her that she was +beautiful and was a fool. Yet she never dreamed once of listening, of +yielding, of taking any pity on herself. Was this virtue? She never +thought of it as such; it was simply instinct; the instinct of a +supreme fidelity, in which all slighter and meaner passions were +absorbed and slain. + +Once or twice, through some lighted casement in some lamp-lit wood, +where the little gay boats flashed on fairy lakes, she would coldly +watch that luxury, that indolence, that rest of the senses, with a curl +on her lips, where she sat or stood, in the shadow of the trees. + +"To wear soft stuffs and rich colors, to have jewels in their breasts, +to sleep in satin, to hear fools laugh, to have both hands full of gold, +that is what women love," she thought; and laughed a little in her cold +wonder, and went back to her high cage in the tower, and called the +pigeons in from the rooftops at sunset, and kissed their purple throats, +and broke among them her one dry crust, and, supperless herself, sat on +the parapet and watched the round white moon rise over the shining roofs +of Paris. + +She was ignorant, she was friendless, she was savage, she was very +wretched; but she had a supreme love in her, and she was strong. + +A hundred times the Red Mouse tried to steal through the lips which +hunger, his servile and unfailing minister, would surely, the Red Mouse +thought, disbar and unclose to him sooner or later. + +"You will tire, and I can wait, Folle-Farine," the Red Mouse had said to +her, by the tongue of the old man Sartorian; and he kept his word very +patiently. + +He was patient, he was wise; he believed in the power of gold, and he +had no faith in the strength of a woman. He knew how to wait--unseen, so +that this rare bird should not perceive the net spread for it in its +wildness and weariness. He did not pursue, nor too quickly incense, her. + +Only in the dark, cheerless mists, when she rose to go among the world +of the sleeping poor, at her threshold she would step on some gift +worthy of a queen's acceptance, without date or word, gleaming there +against the stone of the stairs. + +When she climbed to her hole in the roof at the close of a day, all +pain, all fatigue, all vain endeavor, all bootless labor to and fro the +labyrinth of streets, there would be on her bare bench such fruits and +flowers as Dorothea might have sent from Paradise, and curled amidst +them some thin leaf that would have bought the weight of the pines and +of the grapes in gold. + +When in the dusk of the night she went, wearily and footsore, through +the byways and over the sharp-set flints of the quarters of the outcasts +and the beggars, sick with the tumult and the stench and the squalor, +parched with dust, worn with hunger, blind with the endless search for +one face amidst the millions,--going home!--oh, mockery of the word!--to +a bed of straw, to a cage in the roof, to a handful of rice as a meal, +to a night of loneliness and cold and misery; at such a moment now and +then through the gloom a voice would steal to her, saying,-- + +"Are you not tired yet, Folle-Farine?" + +But she never paused to hear the voice, nor gave it any answer. + +The mill dust; the reed by the river; the nameless, friendless, rootless +thing that her fate made her, should have been weak, and so lightly +blown by every chance breeze--so the Red Mouse told her; should have +asked no better ending than to be wafted up a little while upon the +winds of praise, or woven with a golden braid into a crown of pleasure. + +Yet she was so stubborn and would not; yet she dared deride her +tempters, and defy her destiny, and be strong. + +For Love was with her. + +And though the Red Mouse lies often in Love's breast, and is cradled +there a welcome guest, yet when Love, once in a million times, shakes +off his sloth, and flings the Red Mouse with it from him, he flings with +a hand of force; and the beast crouches and flees, and dares meddle with +Love no more. + +In one of the first weeks of the wilder weather, weather that had the +purple glow of the autumnal storms and the chills of coming winter on +it, she arose, as her habit was, ere the night was altogether spent, and +lit her little taper, and went out upon her rounds to rouse the +sleepers. + +She had barely tasted food for many hours. All the means of subsistence +that she had was the few coins earned from those as poor almost as +herself. Often these went in debt to her, and begged for a little time +to get the piece or two of base metal that they owed her; and she +forgave them such debts always, not having the heart to take the last +miserable pittance from some trembling withered hand which had worked +through fourscore years of toil, and found no payment but its wrinkles +in its palm; not having the force to fill her own platter with crusts +which could only be purchased by the hunger cries of some starveling +infant, or by the barter of some little valueless cross of ivory or +rosary of berries long cherished in some aching breast after all else +was lost or spent. + +She had barely tasted food that day, worst of all she had not had even a +few grains to scatter to the hungry pigeons as they had fluttered to her +on the housetop in the stormy twilight as the evening fell. + +She had lain awake all the night hearing the strokes of the bells sound +the hours, and seeming to say to her as they beat on the silence,-- + +"Dost thou dare to be strong, thou? a grain of dust, a reed of the +river, a Nothing?" + +When she rose, and drew back the iron staple that fastened her door, and +went out on the crazy stairway, she struck her foot against a thing of +metal. It glittered in the feeble beams from her lamp. She took it up; +it was a little precious casket, such as of old the Red Mouse lurked in, +among the pearls, to spring out from their whiteness into the purer snow +of Gretchen's bread. + +With it was only one written line: + +"When you are tired, Folle-Farine?" + +She was already tired, tired with the horrible thirsty weariness of the +young lioness starved and cramped in a cage in a city. + +An old crone sat on a niche on the wall. She thrust her lean bony face, +lit with wolf's eyes, through the gloom. + +"Are you not tired?" she muttered in the formula taught her. "Are you +not tired, Folle-Farine?" + +"If I be, what of that?" she answered, and she thrust the case away to +the feet of the woman, still shut, and went on with her little dim taper +down round the twist of the stairs. She knew what she did, what she put +away. She had come to know, too, what share the sex of her mother takes +in the bringing to the lips of their kind the golden pear that to most +needs no pressing. + +"If I had only your face, and your chances," had said to her that day a +serving-girl, young, with sallow cheeks, and a hollow voice, and eyes of +fever, who lived in a den lower down on the stairway. + +"Are you mad that you hunger here when you might hang yourself with +diamonds like our Lady of Atocha?" cried a dancing-woman with sullen +eyes and a yellow skin from the hither side of the mountains, who begged +in the streets all day. + +So, many tongues hissed to her in different fashions. It seemed to many +of them impious in one like her to dare be stronger than the gold was +that assailed her, to dare to live up there among the clouds, and +hunger, and thirst, and keep her silence, and strike dumb all the mouths +that tried to woo her down, and shake aside all the hands that strove +softly to slide their purchase-moneys into hers. + +For they chimed in chorus as the bells did: + +"Strength in the dust--in a reed--in a Nothing?" + +It was a bitter windy morning; the rain fell heavily; there were no +stars out, and the air was sharp and raw. She was too used to all +changes of weather to take heed of it, but her thin clothes were soaked +through, and her hair was drenched as she crossed the courts and +traversed the passages to reach her various employers. + +The first she roused was a poor sickly woman sleeping feverishly on an +old rope mat; the second an old man wrestling with nightmare, as the +rain poured on him through a hole in the roof, making him dream that he +was drowning. + +The third was a woman, so old that her quarter accredited her with a +century of age; she woke mumbling that it was hard at her years to have +to go and pick rags for a crumb of bread. + +The fourth was a little child not seven; he was an orphan, and the +people who kept him sent him out to get herbs in the outlying villages +to sell in the streets, and beat him if he let other children be +beforehand with him. He woke sobbing; he had dreamed of his dead mother, +and cried out that it was so cold, so cold. + +There were scores like them at whose doors she knocked, or whose +chambers she entered. The brief kind night was over, and they had to +arise and work,--or die. + +"Why do they not die?" she wondered; and she thought of the dear gods +that she had loved, the gods of oblivion. + +Truly there were no gifts like their gifts; and yet men knew their worth +so little;--but thrust Hypnos back in scorn, dashing their winecups in +his eyes; and mocked Oneiros, calling him the guest of love-sick fools +and of mad poets; and against Thanatos strove always in hatred and +terror as against their dreaded foe. + +It was a strange, melancholy, dreary labor this into which she had +entered. + +It was all dark. The little light she bore scarcely shed its rays beyond +her feet. It was all still. The winds sounded infinitely sad among those +vaulted passages and the deep shafts of the stairways. Now and then a +woman's voice in prayer or a man's in blasphemy echoed dully through the +old half-ruined buildings. Otherwise an intense silence reigned there, +where all save herself were sleeping. + +She used to think it was a city of the dead, in which she alone was +living. + +And sometimes she had not the heart to waken them; when there was a +smile on some wan worn face that never knew one in its waking hours; or +when some childless mother in her lonely bed sleeping, in fancy drew +young arms about her throat. + +This morning when all her tasks were done, and all the toilers summoned +to another day of pain, she retraced her steps slowly, bearing the light +aloft, and with its feeble rays shed on the colorless splendor of her +face, and on her luminous dilated troubled eyes that were forever +seeking what they never found. + +A long vaulted passage stretched between her and the foot of the steps +that led to the tower; many doors opened on it, the winds wailed through +it, and the ragged clothes of the tenants blew to and fro upon the +swaying cords. She traversed it, and slowly mounted her own staircase, +which was spiral and narrow, with little loopholes ever and again that +looked out upon the walls, and higher on the roofs, and higher yet upon +the open sky. By one of these she paused and looked out wearily. + +It was dark still; great low rain-clouds floated by; a little caged bird +stirred with a sad note; mighty rains swept by from the westward, sweet +with the smell of the distant fields. + +Her heart ached for the country. + +It was so still there in the dusk she knew, even in this wild autumn +night, which there would be so purple with leaf shadow, so brown with +embracing branches, so gray with silvery faint mists of lily, white with +virgin snows. Ah, God! to reach it once again, she thought, if only to +die in it. + +And yet she stayed on in this, which was to her the deepest hell, stayed +on because he--in life or death--was here. + +She started as a hand touched her softly, where she stood looking +through the narrow space. The eyes of Sartorian smiled on her through +the twilight. + +"Do you shrink still?" he said, gently. "Put back your knife; look at me +quietly; you will not have the casket?--very well. Your strength is +folly; yet it is noble. It becomes you. I do you good for ill. I have +had search made for your lover, who loves not you. I have found him." + +"Living?" She quivered from head to foot; the gray walls reeled round +her; she feared, she hoped, she doubted, she believed. Was it hell? Was +it heaven? She could not tell. She cared not which, so that only she +could look once more upon the face of Arslan. + +"Living," he answered her, and still he smiled. "Living. Come with me, +and see how he has used the liberty you gave. Come." + +She staggered to her feet and rose, and held her knife close in the +bosom of her dress, and with passionate eyes of hope and dread searched +the face of the old man through the shadows. + +"It is the truth?" she muttered. "If you mock me,--if you lie----" + +"Your knife will sheathe itself in my body, I know. Nay, I have never +lied to you. One cannot wear a velvet glove to tame a lioness. Come with +me; fear nothing, Folle-Farine. Come with me, and see with your own +eyesight how the world of men has dealt with this your god." + +"I will come." + +Sartorian gazed at her in silence. + +"You are a barbarian; and so you are heroic always. I would not lie to +you, and here I have no need. Come; it is very near to you. A breadth of +stone can sever two lives, though the strength of all the world cannot +unite them. Come." + +She gripped the knife closer, and, with feet that stumbled as the feet +of a dumb beast that goes out to its slaughter, followed him, through +the dark and narrow ways. She had no fear for herself; she had no dread +of treachery or peril; for herself she could be strong, always: and the +point of the steel was set hard against her breast; but for him?--had +the gods forgotten? had he forgot? + +She was sick, and cold, and white with terror as she went. She dreaded +the unknown thing her eyes might look upon. She dreaded the truth that +she had sought to learn all through the burning months of summer, all +through the horrors of the crowded city. Was it well with him, or ill? +Had the gods remembered at last? Had the stubborn necks of men been bent +to his feet? Was he free?--free to rise to the heights of lofty desire, +and never look downward, in pity, once? + +They passed in silence through many passage-ways of the great stone hive +of human life in which she dwelt. Once only Sartorian paused and looked +back and spoke. + +"If you find him in a woman's arms, lost in a sloth of passion, what +then? Will you say still, Let him have greatness?" + +In the gloom he saw her stagger as though struck upon the head. But she +rallied and gazed at him in answer with eyes that would neither change +nor shrink. + +"What is that to you?" she said, in her shut teeth. "Show me the truth: +and as for him,--he has a right to do as he will. Have I said ever +otherwise?" + +He led the way onward in silence. + +This passion, so heroic even in its barbarism, so faithful even in its +wretchedness, so pure even in its abandonment, almost appalled him,--and +yet on it he had no pity. + +By his lips the world spoke: the world which, to a creature nameless, +homeless, godless, friendless, offered only one choice--shame or death; +and for such privilege of choice bade her be thankful to men and to +their deity. + +He led her through many vaulted ways, and up the shaft of a stone +stairway in a distant side of the vast pile, which, from holding many +habitants of kings, and monks, and scholars, had become the populous +home of the most wretched travailers of a great city. + +"Wait here," he said, and drew her backward into a hollow in the wall. +It was nearly dark. + +As she stood there in the darkness looking down through the narrow +space, there came a shadow to her through the gloom,--a human shadow, +noiseless and voiceless. It ascended the shaft of the stairs with a +silent, swift tread, and passed by her, and went onward; as it passed, +the rays of her lamp were shed on it, and her eyes at last saw the face +of Arslan. + +It was pale as death; his head was sunk on his breast; his lips muttered +without the sound of words, his fair hair streamed in the wind; he moved +without haste, without pause, with the pulseless haste, the bloodless +quiet of a phantom. + +She had heard men talk of those who, being dead, yet dwelt on earth and +moved amidst the living. She had no thought of him in that moment save +as among the dead. But he, dead or living, could have no horror for her; +he, dead or living, ruled her as the moon the sea, and drew her after +him, and formed the one law of her life. + +She neither trembled nor prayed, nor wept nor laughed, nor cried aloud +in her inconceivable joy. Her heart stood still, as though some hand had +caught and gripped it. She was silent in the breathless silence of an +unspeakable awe; and with a step as noiseless as his own, she glided in +his path through the deep shaft of the stairs, upward and upward through +the hushed house, through the innumerable chambers, through the dusky +shadows, through the chill of the bitter dawn, through the close hive of +the sleeping creatures, up and up, into the very roof itself, where it +seemed to meet the low and lurid clouds, and to be lifted from the +habitations and the homes of men. + +A doorway was open; he passed through it; beyond it was a bare square +place through which there came the feeblest rays of dawn, making the +yellow oil flame that burned in it look dull and hot and garish. He +passed into the chamber and stood still a moment, with his head dropped +on his chest and his lips muttering sounds without meaning. + +The light fell on his face; she saw that he was living. Crouched on his +threshold, she watched him, her heart leaping with a hope so keen, a +rapture so intense, that its very strength and purity suffocated her +like some mountain air too pure and strong for human lungs to breathe. + +He walked in his sleep; that sleep so strange and so terrible, which +drugs the senses and yet stimulates the brain; in which the sleeper +moves, acts, remembers, returns to daily habits, and resorts to daily +haunts, and yet to all the world around him is deaf and blind and +indifferent as the dead. + +The restless brain, unstrung by too much travail and too little food, +had moved the limbs unconsciously to their old haunts and habits; and in +his sleep, though sightless and senseless, he seemed still to know and +still to suffer. For he moved again, after a moment's rest, and passed +straight to the wooden trestles on which a great canvas was +outstretched. He sank down on a rough bench in front of it, and passed +his hand before the picture with the fond, caressing gesture with which +a painter shows to another some wave of light, some grace of color, and +then sat there, stupidly, steadfastly, with his elbows on his knees and +his head on his hands, and his eyes fastened on the creation before him. + + +It was a rugged, desolate, wind-blown chamber, set in the topmost height +of the old pile, beaten on by all snows, drenched by all rains, rocked +by all storms, bare, comfortless, poor to the direst stretch of poverty, +close against the clouds, and with the brazen bells and teeming roofs of +the city close beneath. + +She had dwelt by him for many weeks, and no sense of his presence had +come to her, no instinct had awakened in him towards the love which +clung to him with a faithfulness only as great as its humility. She, +praying always to see this man once more, and die--had been severed from +him by the breadth of a stone as by an ocean's width; and he--doomed to +fail always, spending his life in one endeavor, and by that one +perpetually vanquished--he had had no space left to look up at a +nameless creature with lithe golden limbs, about whose head the +white-winged pigeons fluttered at twilight on the housetop. + +His eyes had swept over her more than once; but they had had no sight +for her; they were a poet's eyes that saw forever in fancy faces more +amorous and divine, limbs lovelier and more lily-like, mouths sweeter +and more persuasive in their kiss, than any they ever saw on earth. + +One passion consumed him, and left him not pause, nor breath, nor pity, +nor sorrow for any other thing. He rested from his work and knew that it +was good; but this could not content him, for this his fellow-men +denied. + +There was scarcely any light, but there was enough for her to read his +story by--the story of continual failure. + +Yet where she hid upon the threshold, her heart beat with wildest music +of recovered joy; she had found him, and she had found him alone. + +No woman leaned upon his breast; no soft tossed hair bathed his arms, no +mouth murmured against his own. He was alone. Her only rival was that +one great passion with which she had never in her humility dreamed to +mete herself. + +Dead he might be to all the world of men, dead in his own sight by a +worse fate than that or any could give; but for her he was living,--to +her what mattered failure or scorn, famine or woe, defeat or despair? + +She saw his face once more. + +She crouched upon his threshold now, and trembled with the madness of +her joy, and courted its torture. She dared not creep and touch his +hand, she dared not steal and kneel a moment at his feet. + +He had rejected her. He had had no need of her. He had left her with the +first hour that freedom came to him. He had seen her beauty, and learned +its lines and hues, and used them for his art, and let it go again, a +soulless thing that gave him no delight; a thing so slight he had +thought it scarcely worth his while even to break it for an hour's +sport. This was what he had deemed her; that she knew. + +She accepted the fate at his hands with the submission that was an +integral part of the love she bore him. She had never thought of +equality between herself and him; he might have beaten her, or kicked +her, as a brute his dog, and she would not have resisted nor resented. + +To find him, to watch him from a distance, to serve him in any humble +ways she might; to give him his soul's desire, if any barter of her own +soul could purchase it,--this was all she asked. She had told him that +he could have no sins to her, and it had been no empty phrase. + +She crouched on his threshold, scarcely daring to breathe lest he should +hear her. + +In the dull light of dawn and of the sickly lamp she saw the great +canvas on the trestles that his eyes, without seeing it, yet stared +at;--it was the great picture of the Barabbas, living its completed life +in color: beautiful, fearful, and divine, full of its majesty of godhead +and its mockery of man. + +She knew then how the seasons since they had parted had been spent with +him; she knew then, without any telling her in words, how he had given +up all his nights and days, all his scant store of gold, all leisure and +comfort and peace, all hours of summer sunshine and of midnight cold, +all laughter of glad places, and all pleasures of passion or of ease, +to render perfect this one work by which he had elected to make good his +fame or perish. + +And she knew that he must have failed; failed always; that spending his +life in one endeavor, circumstance had been stronger than he, and had +baffled him perpetually. She knew that it was still in vain that he gave +his peace and strength and passions, all the golden years of manhood, +and all the dreams and delights of the senses; and that although these +were a treasure which, once spent, came back nevermore to the hands +which scatter them, he had failed to purchase with them, though they +were his all, this sole thing which he besought from the waywardness of +fate. + +"I will find a name or a grave," he had said, when they had parted: she, +with the instinct of that supreme love which clung to him with a +faithfulness only equaled by its humility, needed no second look upon +his face to see that no gods had answered him save the gods of +oblivion;--the gods whose pity he rejected and whose divinity he denied. + +For to the proud eyes of a man, looking eagle-wise at the far-off sun of +a great ambition, the coming of Thanatos could seem neither as +consolation nor as vengeance, but only as the crowning irony in the +mockery and the futility of life. + +The dawn grew into morning. + +A day broke full of winds and of showers, with the dark masses of clouds +tossed roughly hither and thither, and the bells of the steeples blown +harshly out of time and tune, and the wet metal roofs glistening through +a steam of rain. + +The sleepers wakened of themselves or dreamed on as they might. + +She had no memory of them. + +She crouched in the gloom on his threshold, watching him. + +He sank awhile into profound stupor, sitting there before his canvas, +with his head dropped and his eyelids closed. Then suddenly a shudder +ran through him; he awoke with a start, and shook off the lethargy which +drugged him. He rose slowly to his feet, and looked at the open +shutters, and saw that it was morning. + +"Another day--another day!" he muttered, wearily; and he turned from the +Barabbas. + +Towards the form on his threshold he had never looked. + +She sat without and waited. + +Waited--for what? She did not know. She did not dare even to steal to +him and touch his hand with such a timid caress as a beaten dog ventures +to give the hand of the master who has driven it from him. + +For even a beaten dog is a creature less humble and timid than a woman +that loves and whose love is rejected. + +He took up a palette ready set, and went to a blank space of canvas and +began to cover it with shapes and shadows on the unconscious creative +instinct of the surcharged brain. Faces and foliage, beasts and scrolls, +the heads of gods, the folds of snakes, forms of women rising from +flames and clouds, the flowers of Paradise blossoming amidst the +corruption and tortures of Antenora. All were cast in confusion, wave on +wave, shape on shape, horror with loveliness, air with flame, heaven +with hell, in all the mad tumult of an artist's dreams. + +With a curse he flung his brushes from him, and cast himself face +downward on his bed of straw. + +The riot of fever was in his blood. Famine, sleepless nights, unnatural +defiance of all passions and all joys, the pestilence rife in the +crowded quarter of the poor,--all these had done their work upon him. He +had breathed in the foul air of plague-stricken places, unconscious of +its peril; he had starved his body, reckless of the flight of time; he +had consumed his manhood in one ceaseless, ruthless, and absorbing +sacrifice; and Nature, whom he had thus outraged, and thought to outrage +with impunity as mere bestial feebleness, took her vengeance on him and +cast him here, and mocked him, crying,-- + +"A deathless name?--Oh, madman! A little breath on the mouths of men in +all the ages to come?--Oh, fool! Hereafter you cry?--Oh, fool!--heaven +and earth may pass away like a scroll that is burnt into ashes, and the +future you live for may never come--neither for you nor the world. What +you may gain--who shall say? But all you have missed, I know. And no man +shall scorn me--and pass unscathed." + +There came an old lame woman by laboriously bearing a load of firewood. +She paused beside the threshold. + +"You look yonder," she said, resting her eyes on the stranger crouching +on the threshold. "Are you anything to that man?" + +Silence only answered her. + +"He has no friends," muttered the cripple. "No human being has ever come +to him; and he has been here many months. He will be mad--very soon. I +have seen it before. Those men do not die. Their bodies are too strong. +But their brains go,--look you. And their brains go, and yet they +live--to fourscore and ten many a time--shut up and manacled like wild +beasts." + +Folle-Farine shivered where she crouched in the shadow of the doorway; +she still said nothing. + +The crone mumbled on indifferent of answer, and yet pitiful, gazing into +the chamber. + +"I have watched him often; he is fair to look at--one is never too old +to care for that. All winter, spring, and summer he has lived so +hard;--so cold too and so silent--painting that strange thing yonder. He +looks like a king--he lives like a beggar. The picture was his god:--see +you. And no doubt he has set his soul on fame--men will. All the world +is mad. One day in the springtime it was sent somewhere--that great +thing yonder on the trestles,--to be seen by the world, no doubt. And +whoever its fate lay with would not see any greatness in it, or else no +eyes would look. It came back as it went. No doubt they knew best;--in +the world. That was in the spring of the year. He has been like this +ever since. Walking most nights;--starving most days;--I think. But he +is always silent." + +The speaker raised her wood and went slowly, muttering as she limped +down each steep stair,-- + +"There must hang a crown of stars I suppose--somewhere--since so many of +them forever try to reach one. But all they ever get here below is a +crown of straws in a madhouse." + +"The woman says aright," the voice of Sartorian murmured low against her +ear. + +She had forgotten that he was near from the first moment that her eyes +had once more fed themselves upon the face of Arslan. + +"The woman says aright," he echoed, softly. "This man will perish; his +body may not die, but his brain will--surely. And yet for his life you +would give yours?" + +She looked up with a gleam of incredulous hope; she was yet so ignorant; +she thought there might yet be ways by which one life could buy +another's from the mercy of earth, from the pity of heaven. + +"Ah!" she murmured with a swift soft trembling eagerness. "If the gods +would but remember!--and take me--instead. But they forget--they forget +always." + +He smiled. + +"Ay, truly, the gods forget. But if you would give yourself to death for +him, why not do a lesser thing?--give your beauty, Folle-Farine?" + +A scarlet flush burned her from head to foot. For once she mistook his +meaning. She thought, how could a beauty that he--who perished +there--had scorned, have rarity or grace in those cold eyes, of force or +light enough to lure him from his grave? + +The low melody of the voice in her ear flowed on. + +"See you--what he lacks is only the sinew that gold gives. What he has +done is great. The world rightly seeing must fear it; and fear is the +highest homage the world ever gives. But he is penniless; and he has +many foes; and jealousy can with so much ease thrust aside the greatness +which it fears into obscurity, when that greatness is marred by the +failures and the feebleness of poverty. Genius scorns the power of gold: +it is wrong; gold is the war scythe on its chariot, which mows down the +millions of its foes and gives free passage to the sun-coursers, with +which it leaves those heavenly fields of light for the gross +battle-fields of earth." + +"You were to give that gold," she muttered, in her throat. + +"Nay, not so. I was to set him free: to find his fame or his grave; as +he might. He will soon find one, no doubt. Nay; you would make no bond +with me, Folle-Farine. You scorned my golden pear. Otherwise--how great +they are! That cruel scorn, that burning color, that icelike coldness! +If the world could be brought to see them once aright, the world would +know that no powers greater than these have been among it for many ages. +But who shall force the world to look?--who? It is so deaf, so slow of +foot, so blind, unless the film before its eyes be opened by gold." + +He paused and waited. + +She watched silent on the threshold there. + +The cruel skill of his words cast on her all the weight of this ruin +which they watched. + +Her love must needs be weak, her pledge to the gods must needs be but +imperfectly redeemed, since she, who had bade them let her perish in his +stead, recoiled from the lingering living death of any shame, if such +could save him. + +The sweet voice of Sartorian murmured on: + +"Nay; it were easy. He has many foes. He daunts the world and scourges +it. Men hate him, and thrust him into oblivion. Yet it were easy!--a few +praises to the powerful, a few bribes to the base, and yonder thing once +lifted up in the full light of the world, would make him great--beyond +any man's dispute--forever. I could do it, almost in a day; and he need +never know. But, then, you are not tired, Folle-Farine!" + +She writhed from him, as the doe struck to the ground writhes from the +hounds at her throat. + +"Kill me!" she muttered. "Will not that serve you? Kill me--and save +him!" + +Sartorian smiled. + +"Ah! you are but weak, after all, Folle-Farine. You would die for that +man's single sake,--so you say; and yet it is not him whom you love. It +is yourself. If this passion of yours were great and pure, as you say, +would you pause? Could you ask yourself twice if what you think your +shame would not grow noble and pure beyond all honor, being embraced for +his sake? Nay; you are weak, like all your sex. You would die, so you +say. To say it is easy; but to live, that were harder. You will not +sacrifice yourself--so. And yet it were greater far, Folle-Farine, to +endure for his sake in silence one look of his scorn, than to brave, in +visionary phrase, the thrusts of a thousand daggers, the pangs of a +thousand deaths. Kill you! vain words cost but little. But to save him +by sacrifice that he shall never acknowledge; to reach a heroism which +he shall ever regard as a cowardice; to live and see him pass you by in +cold contempt, while in your heart you shut your secret, and know that +you have given him his soul's desire, and saved the genius in him from a +madman's cell and from a pauper's grave--ah! that is beyond you; beyond +any woman, perhaps. And yet your love seemed great enough almost to +reach such a height as this, I thought." + +He looked at her once, then turned away. + +He left in her soul the barbed sting of remorse. He had made her think +her faith, her love, her strength, her sinless force, were but the +cowardly fruit of cruelest self-love, that dared all things in +words--yet in act failed. + +To save him by any martyrdom of her body or her soul, so she had sworn; +yet now!--Suddenly she seemed base to herself, and timorous, and false. + +When daybreak came fully over the roofs of the city, it found him +senseless, sightless, dying in a garret: the only freedom that he had +reached was the delirious liberty of the brain, which, in its madness, +casts aside all bonds of time and place and memory and reason. + +All the day she watched beside him there, amidst the brazen clangor of +the bells and scream of the rough winds above the roofs. + +In the gloom of the place, the burning color of the great canvas of +Jerusalem glowed in its wondrous pomp and power against all the gray, +cold poverty of the wretched place. And the wanton laughed with her +lover on the housetop; and the thief clutched the rolling gold; and the +children lapped the purple stream of the wasted wine; and the throngs +flocked after the thief, whom they had elected for their god; and ever +and again a stray, flickering ray of light flashed from the gloom of the +desolate chamber, and struck upon it till it glowed like flame;--this +mighty parable, whereby the choice of the people was symbolized for all +time; the choice eternal, which never changes, but forever turns from +all diviner life to grovel in the dust before the Beast. + +The magnificence of thought, the glory of imagination, the radiance of +color which the canvas held, served only to make more naked, more +barren, more hideous the absolute desolation which reigned around. Not +one grace, not one charm, not one consolation, had been left to the life +of the man who had sacrificed all things to the inexorable tyranny of +his genius. Destitution, in its ghastliest and most bitter meaning, was +alone his recompense and portion. Save a few of the tools and pigments +of his art, and a little opium in a broken glass, there was nothing +there to stand between him and utter famine. + +When her eyes had first dwelt upon him lying senseless under the gaze of +the gods, he had not been more absolutely destitute than he was now. The +hard sharp outlines of his fleshless limbs, the sunken temples, the +hollow cheeks, the heavy respiration which spoke each breath a +pang,--all these told their story with an eloquence more cruel than lies +in any words. + +He had dared to scourge the world without gold in his hand wherewith to +bribe it to bear his stripes; and the world had been stronger than he, +and had taken its vengeance, and had cast him here powerless. + +All the day through she watched beside him--watched the dull mute +suffering of stupor, which was only broken by fierce unconscious words +muttered in the unknown tongue of his birth-country. She could give him +no aid, no food, no succor; she was the slave of the poorest of the +poor; she had not upon her even so much as a copper piece to buy a crust +of bread, a stoup of wine, a little cluster of autumn fruit to cool her +burning lips. She had nothing,--she, who in the world of men had dared +to be strong, and to shut her lips, and to keep her hands clean, and her +feet straight; she, whose soul had been closed against the Red Mouse. + +If she had gone down among the dancing throngs, and rioted with them, +and feasted with them, and lived vilely, they would have hung her breast +with gems, and paved her path with gold. That she knew; and she could +have saved him. + +Where she kneeled beside his bed she drew his hands against her +heart,--timidly, lest consciousness should come to him and he should +curse her and drive her thence--and laid her lips on them, and bathed +them in the scorching dew of her hot tears, and prayed him to pardon her +if it had been weakness in her,--if it had been feebleness and self-pity +thus to shrink from any abasement, any vileness, any martyrdom, if such +could have done him service. + +She did not know; she felt astray and blind and full of guilt. It might +be--so she thought--that it was thus the gods had tested her; thus they +had bade her suffer shame to give him glory; thus they had tried her +strength,--and found her wanting. + +Herself, she was so utterly nothing in her own sight, and he was so +utterly all in all; her life was a thing so undesired and so valueless, +and his a thing so great and so measureless in majesty, that it seemed +to her she might have erred in thrusting away infamy, since infamy would +have brought with it gold to serve him. + +Dignity, innocence, strength, pride--what right had she to these, what +title had she to claim them--she who had been less than the dust from +her birth upward? + +To perish for him anyhow--that was all that she had craved in prayer of +the gods. And she watched him now all through the bitter day; watched +him dying of hunger, of fever, of endless desire, of continual +failure,--and was helpless. More helpless even than she had been when +first she had claimed back his life from Thanatos. + +Seven days she watched thus by him amidst the metal clangor of the +bells, amidst the wailing of the autumn winds between the roofs. + +She moistened his lips with a little water; it was all he took. A few +times she left him and stole down amidst the people whom she had served, +and was met by a curse from most of them; for they thought that she +tended some unknown fever which she might bring amidst them, so they +drove her back, and would hear naught of her. A few, more pitiful than +the rest, flung her twice or thrice a little broken bread; she took it +eagerly, and fed on it, knowing that she must keep life in her by some +food, or leave him utterly alone. For him she had laid down all pride; +for him she would have kissed the feet of the basest or sued to the +lowest for alms. + +And when the people--whose debts to her she had often forgiven, and whom +she had once fancied had borne her a little love--drove her from them +with harshest reviling, she answered nothing, but dropped her head and +turned and crept again up the winding stairs to kneel beside his couch +of straw, and wonder, in the bewildered anguish of her aching brain, if +indeed evil were good,--since evil alone could save him. + +Seven days went by; the chimes of the bells blown on the wild autumn +winds in strange bursts of jangled sound; the ceaseless murmur of the +city's crowd surging ever on the silence from the far depths below; +sunrise and moonrise following one another with no change in the +perishing life that she alone guarded, whilst every day the light that +freshly rose upon the world found the picture of the Barabbas, and shone +on the god rejected and the thief adored. + +Every night during those seven days the flutelike voice of her tempter +made its hated music on her ear. It asked always,-- + +"Are you tired, Folle-Farine?" + +Her ears were always deaf; her lips were always dumb. + +On the eighth night he paused a little longer by her in the gloom. + +"He dies there," he said, slowly resting his tranquil, musing gaze upon +the bed of straw. "It is a pity. So little would save him still. A +little wine, a little fruit, a little skill,--his soul's desire when his +sense returns. So little--and he would live, and he would be great; and +the secret sins of the Barabbas would scourge the nations, and the +nations, out of very fear and very shame, would lift their voices loud +and hail him prophet and seer." + +Her strength was broken as she heard. She turned and flung herself in +supplication at his feet. + +"So little--so little; and you hold your hand!" + +Sartorian smiled. + +"Nay; you hold your silence, Folle-Farine." + +She did not move; her upraised face spoke without words the passion of +her prayer. + +"Save him!--save him! So little, so you say; and the gods will not +hear." + +"The gods are all dead, Folle-Farine." + +"Save him! You are as a god! Save him!" + +"I am but a mortal, Folle-Farine. Can I open the gates of the tomb, or +close them?" + +"You can save him,--for you have gold." + +He smiled still. + +"Ah! you learn at last that there is but one god! You have been slow to +believe, Folle-Farine!" + +She clung to him; she writhed around him; she kissed with her soilless +lips the base dust at his feet. + +"You hold the keys of the world; you can save the life of his body; you +can give him the life of his soul. You are a beast, a devil, a thing +foul and unclean, and without mercy, and cruel as a lie; and therefore +you are the thing that men follow, and worship, and obey. I know!--I +know! You can save him if you will!" + +She laughed where she was stretched upon the ground, a laugh that stayed +the smile upon his mouth. + +He stooped, and the sweetness of his voice was low and soft as the south +wind. + +"I will save him, if you say that you are tired, Folle-Farine." + +Where she was stretched face downward at his feet she shuddered, as +though the folds of a snake curled round her, and stifled, and slew her +with a touch. + +"I cannot!" she muttered faintly in her throat. + +"Then let him die!" he said; and turned away. + +Once again he smiled. + +The hours passed; she did not move; stretched there, she wrestled with +her agony as the fate-pursued wrestled with their doom on the steps of +the temple, while the dread Eumenides drew round them and +waited--waiting in cold patience for the slow sure end. + +She arose and went to his side as a dying beast in the public roadway +under a blow staggers to its feet to breathe its last. + +"Let him die!" she muttered, with lips dry as the lips of the dead. "Let +him die!" + +Once more the choice was left to her. So men said: and the gods were +dead. + +An old man, with a vulture's eyes and bony fingers, and rags that were +plague-stricken with the poisons of filth and of disease, had followed +and looked at her in the doorway, and kicked her where she lay. + +"He owes me twenty days for the room," he muttered, while his breath +scorched her throat with the fumes of drink. "A debt is a debt. +To-morrow I will take the canvas; it will do to burn. You shiver?--fool! +If you chose, you could fill this garret with gold this very night. But +you love this man, and so you let him perish while you prate of 'shame.' +Oh-ho! that is a woman!" + +He went away through the blackness and the stench, muttering, as he +struck his staff upon each stair,-- + +"The picture will feed the stove; the law will give me that." + +She heard and shivered, and looked at the bed of straw, and on the great +canvas of the Barabbas. + +Before another day had come and gone, he would lie in the common ditch +of the poor, and the work of his hand would be withered, as a scroll +withers in a flame. + +If she tried once more? If she sought human pity, human aid? Some +deliverance, some mercy--who could say?--might yet be found, she +thought. The gods were dead; but men,--were they all more wanton than +the snake, more cruel than the scorpion? + +For the first time in seven days she left his side. + +She rose and staggered from the garret, down the stairway, into the +lower stories of the wilderness of wood and stone. + +She traced her way blindly to the places she had known. They closed +their doors in haste, and fled from her in terror. + +They had heard that she had gone to tend some madman, plague-stricken +with some nameless fever; and those wretched lives to life clung +closely, with a frantic lore. + +One woman she stayed, and held with timid, eager bands. Of this woman +she had taken nothing all the summer long in wage for waking her tired +eyes at daybreak. + +"Have pity!" she muttered. "You are poor, indeed, I know; but help me. +He dies there!" + +The woman shook her off, and shrank. + +"Get you gone!" she cried. "My little child will sicken if you breathe +on her!" + +The others said the same, some less harshly, some more harshly. Twice or +thrice they added: + +"You beg of us, and send the jewels back? Go and be wise. Make your +harvest of gold whilst you can. Reap while you may in the yellow fields +with the sharp, sure sickle of youth!" + +Not one among them braved the peril of a touch of pity; not one among +them asked the story of her woe; and when the little children ran to +her, their mothers plucked them back, and cried,-- + +"Art mad? She is plague-stricken." + +She went from them in silence, and left them, and passed out into the +open air. + +In all this labyrinth of roofs, in all these human herds, she yet +thought, "Surely there must be some who pity?" + +For even yet she was so young; and even yet she knew the world so +little. + +She went out into the streets. + +Her brain was on fire, and her heart seemed frozen; her lips moved +without sound, and unconsciously shaped the words which night and day +pursued her, "A little gold,--a little gold!" + +So slight a thing, they said, and yet high above reach as Aldebaran, +when it glistened through the storm-wrack of the rain. + +Why could he have not been content--she had been--with the rush of the +winds over the plains, the strife of the flood and the hurricane, the +smell of the fruit-hung ways at night, the cool, green shadows of the +summer woods, the courses of the clouds, the rapture of the keen air +blowing from the sea, the flight of a bird over the tossing poppies, the +day-song of the lark? All these were life enough for her; were freedom, +loveliness, companionship, and solace. Ah, God! she thought, if only +these had made the world of his desires likewise. And even in her +ghastlier grief her heart sickened for them in vain anguish as she +went,--these the pure joys of earth and air which were her only +heritage. + +She went out into the streets. + +It was a night of wind and rain. + +The lamps flickered through the watery darkness. Beggars, and thieves, +and harlots jostled her in the narrow ways. + +"It must be hell,--the hell of the Christians," she muttered, as she +stood alone on the flints of the roads, in the rancid smell, in the +hideous riot, in the ghastly mirth, in the choking stench, in the thick +steam of the darkness, whose few dull gleams of yellow light served to +show the false red on a harlot's cheek, or the bleeding wound on a +crippled horse, or the reeling dance of a drunkard. + +It was the hell of the Christians: in it there was no hope for her. + +She moved on with slow unconscious movement of her limbs; her hair blew +back, her eyes had a pitiless wonder in their vacant stare; her +bloodless face had the horror in it that Greek sculptors gave to the +face of those whom a relentless destiny pursued and hunted down; ever +and again she looked back as she went, as though some nameless, +shapeless, unutterable horror were behind her in her steps. + +The people called her mad, and laughed and hooted her; when they had any +space to think of her at all. + +"A little food, a little wine, for pity's sake," she murmured; for her +own needs she had never asked a crust in charity, but for his,--she +would have kissed the mud from the feet of any creature who would have +had thus much of mercy. + +In answer they only mocked her, some struck her in the palm of her +outstretched hand. Some called her by foul names; some seized her with a +drunken laugh, and cursed her as she writhed from their lewd hold; some, +and these often women, whispered to her of the bagnio and the brothel; +some muttered against her as a thief; one, a youth, who gave her the +gentlest answer that she had, murmured in her ear, "A beggar? with that +face? come tarry with me to-night." + +She went on through the sulphurous yellow glare, and the poisonous steam +of these human styes, shuddering from the hands that grasped, the voices +that wooed her, the looks that ravished her, the laughs that mocked her. + +It was the hell of the Christians: it was a city at midnight; and its +very stones seem to arise and give tongue in her derision and cry, "Oh, +fool, you dreamt of a sacrifice which should be honor; of a death, which +should be release; of a means whereby through you the world should hear +the old songs of the gods? Oh, fool! We are Christians here: and we only +gather the reeds of the river to bruise them and break them, and thrust +them, songless and dead, in the name of our Lord." + +She stumbled on through the narrow ways. + +After a little space they widened, and the lights multiplied, and +through the rushing rains she saw the gay casements of the houses of +pleasure. + +On the gust of wind there came a breath of fragrance from a root of +autumn blossom in a balcony. The old fresh woodland smell smote her as +with a blow; the people in the street looked after her. + +"She is mad," they said to one another, and went onward. + +She came to a broad place, which even in that night of storm was still a +blaze of fire, and seemed to her to laugh through all its marble mask, +and all its million eyes of golden light. A cruel laugh which mocked and +said,-- + +"The seven chords of the lyre; who listens, who cares, who has ears to +hear? But the rod of wealth all women kiss, and to its rule all men +crawl; forever. You dreamt to give him immortality?--fool! Give him +gold--give him gold! We are Christians here: and we have but one God." + +Under one of the burning cressets of flame there was a slab of stone on +which were piled, bedded in leaves, all red and gold, with pomp of +autumn, the fruits of the vine in great clear pyramids of white and +purple; tossed there so idly in such profusion from the past +vintage-time, that a copper coin or two could buy a feast for half a +score of mouths. Some of the clusters rotted already from their +over-ripeness. + +She looked at them with the passionate woeful eyes of a dog mad with +thirst, which can see water and yet cannot reach it. She leaned towards +them, she caught their delicious coldness in her burning hands, she +breathed in their old familiar fragrance with quick convulsive breath. + +"He dies there!" she muttered, lifting her face to the eyes of the woman +guarding them. "He dies there; would you give me a little cluster, ever +such a little one, to cool his mouth, for pity's sake?" + +The woman thrust her away, and raised, shrill and sharp through all the +clamor of the crowd, the cry of thief. + +A score of hands were stretched to seize her, only the fleetness of her +feet saved her. She escaped from them, and as a hare flies to her form, +so she fled to the place whence she came. + +She had done all she could; she had made one effort, for his sake; and +all living creatures had repulsed her. None would believe; none would +pity; none would hear. Her last strength was broken, her last faint hope +had failed. + +In her utter wretchedness she ceased to wonder, she ceased to revolt, +she accepted the fate which all men told her was her heritage and +portion. + +"It was I who was mad," she thought; "so mad, so vain, to dream that I +might ever be chosen as the reed was chosen. If I can save him, anyhow, +what matter, what matter for me?" + +She went back to the place where he lay--dying, unless help came to him. +She climbed the stairway, and stole through the foulness and the +darkness of the winding ways, and retraced her steps, and stood upon his +threshold. + +She had been absent but one hour; yet already the last, most abject, +most wretched penalty of death had come to him. They robbed him in his +senselessness. + +The night was wet. The rain dropped through the roof. The rats fought +on the floor and climbed the walls. The broken lattice blew to and fro +with every gust of wind. + +A palsied crone, with ravenous hands, sheared the locks of his fair +hair, muttering, "They will fetch a stoup of brandy; and they would take +them to-morrow in the dead-house." + +The old man who owned the garret crammed into a wallet such few things +of metal, or of wood, or of paper as were left in the utter poverty of +the place, muttering, as he gathered the poor shreds of art, "They will +do to burn; they will do to burn. At sunrise I will get help and carry +the great canvas down." + +The rats hurried to their holes at the light; the hag let fall her +shears, and fled through an opening in the wall. + +The old man looked up and smiled with a ghastly leer upon her in the +shadows. + +"To-morrow I will have the great canvas," he said, as he passed out, +bearing his wallet with him. "And the students will give me a silver +bit, for certain, for that fine corpse of his. It will make good work +for their knives and their moulding-clay. And he will be dead +to-morrow;--dead, dead." + +And he grinned in her eyes as he passed her. A shiver shook her; she +said nothing; it seemed to her as though she would never speak again. + +She set down her lamp, and crossed the chamber, and kneeled beside the +straw that made his bed. + +She was quite calm. + +She knew that the world gave her one chance--one only. She knew that men +alone reigned, and that the gods were dead. + +She flung herself beside him on the straw and wound her arms about him, +and laid his head to rest upon her heart; one moment--he would never +know. + +Between them there would be forever silence. He would never know. + +Greatness would come to him, and the dominion of gold; and the work of +his hands would pass amidst the treasures of the nations; and he would +live and arise and say, "The desire of my heart is mine;"--and yet he +would never know that one creature had so loved him that she had +perished more horribly than by death to save him. + +If he lived to the uttermost years of man, he would never know how, body +and soul, she had passed away to destruction for his sake. + +To die with him! + +She laughed to think how sweet and calm such sacrifice as that had been. + +Amidst the folded lilies, on the white waters, as the moon rose,--she +laughed to think how she had sometimes dreamed to slay herself in such +tender summer peace for him. That was how women perished whom men loved, +and loved enough to die with them, their lips upon each other's to the +last. But she---- + +Death in peace; sacrifice in honor; a little memory in a human heart; a +little place in a great hereafter; these were things too noble for +her--so they said. + +A martyrdom in shame; a life in ignominy--these were all to which she +might aspire--so they said. + +Upon his breast women would sink to sleep; among his hair their hands +would wander, and on his mouth their sighs would spend themselves. Shut +in the folded leaves of the unblossomed years some dreams of passion and +some flower of love must lie for him--that she knew. + +She loved him with that fierce and envious force which grudged the wind +its privilege to breathe upon his lips, the earth its right to bear his +footsteps, which was forever jealous of the mere echo of his voice, +avaricious of the mere touch of his hand. And when she gave him to the +future, she gave him to other eyes, that would grow blind with passion, +meeting his; to other forms, that would burn with sweetest shame beneath +his gaze; to other lives, whose memories would pass with his to the +great Hereafter, made immortal by his touch: all these she gave, she +knew. + +Almost it was stronger than her strength. Almost she yielded to the +desire which burned in her to let him die,--and die there with him,--and +so hold him forever hers, and not the world's; his and none other's in +the eternal union of the grave, so that with hers his beauty should be +consumed, and so that with hers his body should be shut from human +sight, and the same corruption feed together on their hearts. + +Almost she yielded; but the greatness of her love was stronger than its +vileness, and its humility was more perfect than its cruelty. + +It seemed to her--mad, and bruised, and stunned with her misery--that +for a thing so worthless and loveless and despised as she to suffer +deadliest shame to save a life so great as his was, after all, a fate +more noble than she could have hoped. For her--what could it matter?--a +thing baser than the dust,--whether the feet of men trampled her in +scorn a little more, a little less, before she sank away into the +eternal night wherein all things are equal and all things forgotten. + + + + +CHAPTER XV. + + +That night the moon found the Red Mouse, and said,-- + +"Did I not declare aright? Over every female thing you are +victorious--soon or late?" + +But the Red Mouse answered,-- + +"Nay, not so. For the soul still is closed against me; and the soul +still is pure. But this men do not see, and women cannot know;--they are +so blind." + + + + +CHAPTER XVI. + + +Ere another year had been fully born, the world spoke in homage and in +wonder of two things. + +The one, a genius which had suddenly arisen in its midst, and taken +vengeance for the long neglect of bitter years, and scourged the world +with pitiless scorn until, before this mighty struggle which it had +dared once to deride and to deny, it crouched trembling; and wondered +and did homage; and said in fear, "Truly this man is great, and truth is +terrible." + +The other,--the bodily beauty of a woman; a beauty rarely seen in open +day, but only in the innermost recesses of a sensualist's palace; a +creature barefooted, with chains of gold about her ankles, and loose +white robes which showed each undulation of the perfect limbs, and on +her breast the fires of a knot of opal; a creature in whose eyes there +was one changeless look, as of some desert beast taken from the freedom +of the air and cast to the darkness of some unutterable horror; a +creature whose lips were forever mute, mute as the tortured lips of +Laena. + +One day the man whom the nations at last had crowned, saw the creature +whom it was a tyrant's pleasure to place beside him now and then, in the +public ways, as a tribune of Rome placed in his chariot of triumph the +vanquished splendor of some imperial thing of Asia made his slave. + +Across the clear hot light of noon the eyes of Arslan fell on hers for +the first time since they had looked on her amidst the pale poppies, in +the noonrise, in the fields. + +They smiled on her with a cold, serene, ironic scorn. + +"So soon?" he murmured, and passed onward, whilst the people made way +for him in homage. + +He had his heart's desire. He was great. He only smiled to think--all +women were alike. + +Her body shrank, her head dropped, as though a knife were thrust into +her breast. + +But her lips kept their silence to the last. They were so strong, they +were so mute; they did not even once cry out against him, "For thy +sake!" + + + + +CHAPTER XVII. + + +In the springtime of the year three gods watched by the river. + +The golden willows blew in the low winds; the waters came and went; the +moon rose full and cold over a silvery stream; the reeds sighed in the +silence. Two winters had drifted by, and one hot, drowsy summer; and all +the white still shapes upon the walls of the granary already had been +slain by the cold breath of Time. The green weeds waved in the empty +casements; the chance-sown seeds of thistles and of bell-flowers were +taking leaf between the square stones of the paven floors; on the +deserted threshold lichens and brambles climbed together; the filmy ooze +of a rank vegetation stole over the loveliness of Persephone and +devoured one by one the immortal offspring of Zeus; about the feet of +the bound sun-king in Phaeros and over the calm serene mockery of Hermes' +smile the gray nets of the spiders' webs had been woven to and fro, +around and across, with the lacing of a million threads, as Fate weaves +round the limbs and covers the eyes of mortals as they stumble blindly +from their birthplace to their grave. All things, the damp and the dust, +the frost and the scorch, the newts and the rats, the fret of the +flooded water, and the stealing sure inroad of the mosses that +everywhere grew from the dews and the fogs had taken and eaten, in +hunger or sport, or had touched and thieved from, then left gangrened +and ruined. + +The three gods alone remained, who, being the sons of eternal night, are +unharmed and unaltered by any passage of the years of earth,--the only +gods who never bend beneath the yoke of Time, but unblenchingly behold +the nations wither as uncounted leaves, and the lands and the seas +change places, and the cities and the empires pass away as a tale that +is told, and the deities that are worshiped in the temples change name +and attributes and cultus at the wanton will of the age that begat them. + +In the still, cold moonlit air they stand together hand in band, looking +outward through the white night-mists. Other gods perished with the +faith of each age as it changed; other gods, lived by the breath of +men's lips, the tears of prayer, the smoke of sacrifice; but they--their +empire is the universe. In every young soul that leaps into the light of +life, rejoicing blindly, Oneiros has dominion, and he alone. In every +creature that breathes, from the conqueror resting on a field of blood +to the nest-bird cradled in its bed of leaves, Hypnos holds a +sovereignty which nothing mortal can long resist and live. And +Thanatos--to him belongs every created thing, past, present, and to +come; beneath his foot all generations lie, and in the hollow of his +hand he holds the worlds. Though the earth be tenantless, and the +heavens sunless, and the planets shrivel in their courses, and the +universe be desolate in an endless night, yet through the eternal +darkness Thanatos still will reign, and through its eternal solitudes he +alone will wander and he still behold his work. + +Deathless as themselves, their shadows stood; and the worm and the +lizard and the newt left them alone and dared not wind about their calm +clear brows, and dared not steal to touch the roses at their +lips,--knowing that ere the birth of the worlds these were, and when the +worlds shall have perished they still will reign on,--the slow, sure, +soundless, changeless ministers of an eternal rest, of an eternal +oblivion. + +A little light strayed in from the gray skies, pale as the +primrose-flowers that grow among the reeds upon the shore, and found its +way to them trembling, and shone in the far-seeing depths of their +unfathomable eyes. + +To eyes which spake and said: "Sleep, Dreams, and Death;--we are the +only gods that answer prayer." + +With the faint gleam of the tender evening light there came across the +threshold a human form, barefooted, bareheaded, with broken links of +golden chains gleaming here and there upon her limbs, with white robes +hanging heavily, soaked with dews and rains; with sweet familiar smells +of night-born blossoms, of wet leaves, of budding palm-boughs, of rich +dark seed-sown fields, and the white flower-foam of orchards shedding +their fragrance from about her as she moved. + +Her face was bloodless as the faces of the gods; her eyes had a look of +blindness, her lips were close-locked together; her feet stumbled often, +yet her path was straight. + +She had hidden by day, she had fled by night; all human creatures had +scattered from her path, in terror of her as of some unearthly thing: +she had made her way blindly yet surely through the sweet cool air, +through the shadows and the grasses, through the sighing sounds of +bells, through the leafy ways, through the pastures where the herds were +sleeping, through the daffodils blowing in the shallow brooks;--through +all the things for which her life had been athirst so long and which she +reached too late,--too late for any coolness of sweet grass beneath her +limbs to give her rest; too late for any twilight song of missel-thrush +or merle to touch her dumb dead heart to music; too late for any kiss of +clustering leaves to heal the blistering shame that burned upon her lips +and withered all their youth. And yet she loved them,--loved them never +yet more utterly than now when she came back to them, as Persephone to +the pomegranate-flowers of hell. + +She crossed the threshold, whilst the reeds that grew in the water by +the steps bathed her feet and blew together softly against her limbs, +sorrowing for this life so like their own, which had dreamed of the +songs of the gods and had only heard the hiss of the snakes. + +She fell at the feet of Thanatos. The bonds of her silence were +loosened; the lips dumb so long for love's sake found voice and cried +out: + +"How long?--how long? Wilt thou never take pity, and stoop, and +say, 'Enough'? I have kept faith, I have kept silence, to the end. The +gods know. My life for his; my soul for his: so I said. So I have given. +I would not have it otherwise. Nay,--I am glad, I am content, I am +strong. See,--I have never spoken. The gods have let me perish in his +stead. Nay, I suffer nothing. What can it matter--for me? Nay, I thank +thee that thou hast given my vileness to be the means of his glory. He +is immortal, and I am less than the dust:--what matter? He must not +know; he must never know; and one day I might be weak, or mad, and +speak. Take me whilst still I am strong. A little while agone, in the +space in the crowds he saw me. 'So soon?' he said,--and smiled. And yet +I live! Keep faith with me; keep faith--at last. Slay me +now,--quickly,--for pity's sake! Just once,--I speak." + +Thanatos, in answer, laid his hand upon her lips, and sealed them, and +their secret with them, mute, for evermore. + +She had been faithful to the end. + +To such a faith there is no recompense, of men or of the gods, save only +death. On the shores of the river the winds swept through the reeds, +and, sighing amidst them, mourned, saying, "A thing as free as we are, +and as fair as the light, has perished; a thing whose joys were made, +like ours, from song of the birds, from sight of the sun, from sound of +the waters, from smell of the fields, from the tossing spray of the +white fruit-boughs, from the play of the grasses at sunrise, from all +the sweet and innocent liberties of earth and air. She has perished as a +trampled leaf, as a broken shell, as a rose that falls in the public +ways, as a star that is cast down on an autumn night. She has died as +the dust dies, and none sorrow. What matter?--what matter? Men are wise, +and gods are just,--they say." + +The moon shone cold and clear. The breath of the wild thyme was sweet +upon the air. The leaves blew together murmuring. The shadows of the +clouds were dark upon the stream. She lay dead at the feet of the Sons +of Night. + +The Red Mouse sat without, and watched, and said, "To the end she hath +escaped me." The noisome creatures of the place stole away trembling; +the nameless things begotten by loneliness and gloom glided to their +holes as though afraid; the blind newts crept into the utter darkness +afar off; the pure cool winds alone hovered near her, and moved her +hair, and touched her limbs with all the fragrance of forest and plain, +of the pure young year and the blossoming woodlands, of the green +garden-ways and the silvery sea. The lives of the earth and the air and +the waters alone mourned for this life which was gone from amidst them, +free even in basest bondage, pure though every hand had cast defilement +on it, incorrupt through all corruption--for love's sake. + + + + +CHAPTER XVIII. + + +In the springtime of the year three reapers cut to the roots the reeds +that grew by the river. + +They worked at dawn of day: the skies were gray and dark; the still and +misty current flowed in with a full tide; the air was filled with the +scent of white fruit-blossoms; in the hush of the daybreak the song of a +lark thrilled the silence; under the sweep of the steel the reeds fell. + +Resting from their labors, with the rushes slain around them, they, +looking vacantly through the hollow casements, saw her body lying there +at the feet of the gods of oblivion. + +At first they were shaken and afraid. Then the gleam of the gold upon +her limbs awakened avarice; and avarice was more powerful than fear. +They waded through the rushes and crossed the threshold, and, venturing +within, stood looking on her in awe and wonder, then timorously touched +her, and turned her face to the faint light. Then they said that she was +dead. + +"It is that evil thing come back upon us!" they muttered to one another, +and stood looking at one another, and at her, afraid. + +They spoke in whispers; they were very fearful; it was still twilight. + +"It were a righteous act to thrust her in a grave," they murmured to one +another at the last,--and paused. + +"Ay, truly," they agreed. "Otherwise she may break the bonds of the +tomb, and rise again, and haunt us always: who can say? But the +gold----" + +And then they paused again. + +"It were a sin," one murmured,--"it were a sin to bury the pure good +gold in darkness. Even if it came from hell----" + +"The priests will bless it for us," answered the other twain. + +Against the reddening skies the lark was singing. + +The three reapers waited a little, still afraid, then hastily, as men +slaughter a thing they dread may rise against them, they stripped the +white robes from her and drew off the anklets of gold from her feet, and +the chains of gold that were riven about her breast and limbs. When they +had stripped her body bare, they were stricken with a terror of the dead +whom they thus violated with their theft; and, being consumed with +apprehension lest any, as the day grew lighter, should pass by there and +see what they had done, they went out in trembling haste, and together +dug deep down into the wet sands, where the reeds grew, and dragged her +still warm body unshrouded to the air, and thrust it down there into its +nameless grave, and covered it, and left it to the rising of the tide. + +Then with the gold they hurried to their homes. + +The waters rose and washed smooth the displaced soil, and rippled in a +sheet of silver as the sun rose over the place, and effaced all traces +of their work, so that no man knew this thing which they had done. + +In her death, as in her life, she was friendless and alone; and none +avenged her. + +The reeds blew together by the river, now red in the daybreak, now white +in the moonrise; and the winds sighed through them wearily, for they +were songless, and the gods were dead. + +The seasons came and went; the waters rose and sank; in the golden +willows the young birds made music with their wings; the soft-footed +things of brake and brush stole down through the shade of the leaves and +drank at the edge of the shore, and fled away; the people passed down +the slow current of the stream with lily sheaves of the blossoming +spring, with ruddy fruitage of the summer woods, with yellow harvest of +the autumn fields,--passed singing, smiting the frail songless as they +went. + +But none paused there. + +For Thanatos alone knew,--Thanatos, who watched by day and night the +slain reeds sigh, fruitless and rootless, on the empty air,--Thanatos, +who by the cold sad patience of his gaze spoke, saying,-- + +"I am the only pity of the world. And even I--to every mortal thing I +come too early or too late." + + +THE END. + + * * * * * + +Transcriber's Note: Hyphen variations left as printed. + + * * * * * + +OUIDA'S WORKS. + + +GRANVILLE DE VIGNE + +STRATHMORE + +CHANDOS + +IDALIA + +UNDER TWO FLAGS + +TRICOTRIN + +PUCK + +CECIL CASTLEMAINE'S GAGE + +RANDOLPH GORDON + +BEATRICE BOVILLE + +These Novels are universally acknowledged to be the most powerful and +fascinating works of fiction which the present century, so prolific in +light reading, has produced. + + + + + + +End of the Project Gutenberg EBook of Folle-Farine, by Ouida + +*** END OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK FOLLE-FARINE *** + +***** This file should be named 39745.txt or 39745.zip ***** +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: + http://www.gutenberg.org/3/9/7/4/39745/ + +Produced by David Edwards, Mary Meehan and the Online +Distributed Proofreading Team at http://www.pgdp.net (This +book was produced from scanned images of public domain +material from the Google Print project.) + + +Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed. + +Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. 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