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+MONSIEUR DE CAMORS
+
+By OCTAVE FEUILLET
+
+
+
+BOOK 3.
+
+
+CHAPTER XV
+
+THE COUNTESS DE CAMORS
+
+After passing the few weeks of the honeymoon at Reuilly, the Comte and
+Comtesse de Camors returned to Paris and established themselves at their
+hotel in the Rue de l'Imperatrice. From this moment, and during the
+months that followed, the young wife kept up an active correspondence
+with her mother; and we here transcribe some of the letters, which will
+make us more intimately acquainted with the character of the young woman.
+
+
+ Madame de Camors to Madame de Tecle.
+ "October.
+
+ "Am I happy? No, my dearest mother! No--not happy! I have only
+ wings and soar to heaven like a bird! I feel the sunshine in my
+ head, in my eyes, in my heart.
+
+ "It blinds me, it enchants me, it causes me to shed delicious tears!
+ Happy? No, my tender mother; that is not possible, when I think
+ that I am his wife! The wife--understand me--of him who has reigned
+ in my poor thoughts since I was able to think--of him whom I should
+ have chosen out of the whole universe! When I remember that I am
+ his wife, that we are united forever, how I love life! how I love
+ you! how I love God!
+
+ "The Bois and the lake are within a few steps of us, as you know.
+ We ride thither nearly every morning, my husband and I!--I repeat,
+ I and my husband! We go there, my husband and I--I and my husband!
+
+ "I know not how it is, but it is always delicious weather to me,
+ even when it rains--as it does furiously to-day; for we have just
+ come in, driven home by the storm.
+
+ "During our ride to-day, I took occasion to question him quietly as
+ to some points of our history which puzzled me. First, why had he
+ married me?
+
+ "'Because you pleased me apparently, Miss Mary.' He likes to give me
+ this name, which recalls to him I know not what episode of my
+ untamed youth--untamed still to him.
+
+ "'If I pleased you, why did I see you so seldom?'
+
+ "'Because I did not wish to court you until I had decided on
+ marrying.'
+
+ "'How could I have pleased you, not being at all beautiful?'
+
+ "'You are not beautiful, it is true,' replies this cruel young man,
+ 'but you are very pretty; and above all you are grace itself, like
+ your mother.'
+
+ "All these obscure points being cleared up to the complete
+ satisfaction of Miss Mary, Miss Mary took to fast galloping; not
+ because it was raining, but because she became suddenly--we do not
+ know the reason why--as red as a poppy.
+
+ "Oh, beloved mother! how sweet it is to be loved by him we adore,
+ and to be loved precisely as we wish--as we have dreamed--according
+ to the exact programme of our young, romantic hearts!
+
+ "Did you ever believe I had ideas on such a delicate subject? Yes,
+ dear mother, I had them. Thus, it seemed to me there were many
+ different styles of loving--some vulgar, some pretentious, some
+ foolish, and others, again, excessively comic. None of these seemed
+ suited to the Prince, our neighbor. I ever felt he should love,
+ like the Prince he is, with grace and dignity; with serious
+ tenderness, a little stern perhaps; with amiability, but almost with
+ condescension--as a lover, but as a master, too--in fine, like my
+ husband!
+
+ "Dear angel, who art my mother! be happy in my happiness, which was
+ your sole work. I kiss your hands--I kiss your wings!
+
+ "I thank you! I bless you! I adore you!
+
+ "If you were near me, it would be too much happiness! I should die,
+ I think. Nevertheless, come to us very soon. Your chamber awaits
+ you. It is as blue as the heavens in which I float. I have already
+ told you this, but I repeat it.
+
+ "Good-by, mother of the happiest woman in the world!
+
+ "MISS MARY,
+
+ "Comtesse de Camors."
+
+ ...............................
+
+ "November.
+
+ "MY MOTHER:
+
+ "You made me weep--I who await you every morning. I will say
+ nothing to you, however; I will not beg you. If the health of my
+ grandfather seems to you so feeble as to demand your presence, I
+ know no prayer would take you away from your duty. Nor would I make
+ the prayer, my angel mother!
+
+ "But exaggerate nothing, I pray you, and think your little Marie can
+ not pass by the blue chamber without feeling a swelling of the
+ heart. Apart from this grief which you cause her, she continues to
+ be as happy as even you could wish.
+
+ "Her charming Prince is ever charming and ever her Prince! He takes
+ her to see the monuments, the museums, the theatres, like the poor
+ little provincial that she is. Is it not touching on the part of so
+ great a personage?
+
+ "He is amused at my ecstasies--for I have ecstasies. Do not breathe
+ it to my Uncle Des Rameures, but Paris is superb! The days here
+ count double our own for thought and life.
+
+ "My husband took me to Versailles yesterday. I suspect that this,
+ in the eyes of the people here, is rather a ridiculous episode; for
+ I notice the Count did not boast of it. Versailles corresponds
+ entirely with the impressions you had given me of it; for there is
+ not the slightest change since you visited it with my grandfather.
+
+ "It is grand, solemn, and cold. There is, though, a new and very
+ curious museum in the upper story of the palace, consisting chiefly
+ of original portraits of the famous men of history. Nothing pleases
+ me more than to see these heroes of my memory passing before me in
+ grand procession--from Charles the Bold to George Washington. Those
+ faces my imagination has so often tried to evoke, that it seems to
+ me we are in the Elysian Fields, and hold converse with the dead:
+
+ "You must know, my mother, I was familiar with many things that
+ surprised M. de Camors very much. He was greatly struck by my
+ knowledge of science and my genius. I did no more, as you may
+ imagine, than respond to his questions; but it seemed to astonish
+ him that I could respond at all.
+
+ "Why should he ask me these things? If he did not know how to
+ distinguish the different Princesses of Conti, the answer is simple.
+
+ "But I knew, because my mother taught me. That is simple enough
+ too.
+
+ "We dined afterward, at my suggestion, at a restaurant. Oh, my
+ mother! this was the happiest moment of my life! To dine at a
+ restaurant with my husband was the most delightful of all
+ dissipations!
+
+ "I have said he seemed astonished at my learning. I ought to add in
+ general, he seemed astonished whenever I opened my lips. Did he
+ imagine me a mute? I speak little, I acknowledge, however, for he
+ inspires me with a ceaseless fear: I am afraid of displeasing him,
+ of appearing silly before him, or pretentious, or pedantic. The day
+ when I shall be at ease with him, and when I can show him my good
+ sense and gratitude--if that day ever comes--I shall be relieved of
+ a great weight on my mind, for truly I sometimes fear he looks on me
+ as a child.
+
+ "The other day I stopped before a toy-shop on the Boulevard. What a
+ blunder! And as he saw my eye fixed on a magnificent squadron of
+ dolls--
+
+ "'Do you wish one, Miss Mary?' he said.
+
+ "Was not this horrible, my mother--from him who knows everything
+ except the Princesses of Conti? He explained everything to me; but
+ briefly in a word, as if to a person he despaired of ever making
+ understand him. And I understand so well all the time, my poor
+ little mother!
+
+ "But so much the better, say I; for if he loves me while thinking me
+ silly, what will it be later!
+
+ "With fond love, your
+
+ "MARIE."
+
+ .............................
+
+ "December.
+
+ "All Paris has returned once more, my dear mother, and for fifteen
+ days I have been occupied with visits. The men here do not usually
+ visit; but my husband is obliged to present me for the first time to
+ the persons I ought to know. He accompanies me there, which is much
+ more agreeable to me than to him, I believe.
+
+ "He is more serious than usual. Is not this the only form in which
+ amiable men show their bad humor? The people we visit look on me
+ with a certain interest. The woman whom this great lord has honored
+ with his choice is evidently an object of great curiosity. This
+ flatters and intimidates me; I blush and feel constrained; I appear
+ awkward. When they find me awkward and insignificant, they stare.
+ They believe he married me for my fortune: then I wish to cry. We
+ reenter the carriage, he smiles upon me, and I am in heaven! Such
+ are our visits.
+
+ "You must know, my mother, that to me Madame Campvallon is divine.
+ She often takes me to her box at the Italiens, as mine will not be
+ vacant until January. Yesterday she gave a little fete for me in
+ her beautiful salon: the General opened the ball with me.
+
+ "Oh! my mother, what a wonderfully clever man the General is! And I
+ admire him because he admires you!
+
+ "The Marquise presented to me all the best dancers. They were young
+ gentlemen, with their necks so uncovered it almost gave me a chill.
+ I never before had seen men bare-necked and the fashion is not
+ becoming. It was very evident, however, that they considered
+ themselves indispensable and charming. Their deportment was
+ insolent and self-sufficient; their eyes were disdainful and all-
+ conquering.
+
+ "Their mouths ever open to breathe freer, their coat-tails flapping
+ like wings, they take one by the waist--as one takes his own
+ property. Informing you by a look that they are about to do you the
+ honor of removing you, they whirl you away; then, panting for
+ breath, inform you by another look that they will do themselves the
+ pleasure of stopping--and they stop. Then they rest a moment,
+ panting, laughing, showing their teeth; another look--and they
+ repeat the same performance. They are wonderful!
+
+ "Louis waltzed with me and seemed satisfied. I saw him for the
+ first time waltz with the Marquise. Oh, my mother, it was the dance
+ of the stars!
+
+ "One thing which struck me this evening, as always, was the manifest
+ idolatry with which the women regard my husband. This, my tender
+ mother, terrifies me. Why--I ask myself--why did he choose me?
+ How can I please him? How can I succeed?
+
+ "Behold the result of all my meditations! A folly perhaps, but of
+ which the effect is to reassure me:
+
+ "Portrait of the Comtesse de Camors, drawn by herself.
+
+ "The Comtesse de Camors, formerly Marie de Tecle, is a personage
+ who, having reached her twentieth year, looks older. She is not
+ beautiful, as her husband is the first person to confess. He says
+ she is pretty; but she doubts even this. Let us see. She has very
+ long limbs, a fault which she shares with Diana, the Huntress, and
+ which probably gives to the gait of the Countess a lightness it
+ might not otherwise possess. Her body is naturally short, and on
+ horseback appears to best advantage. She is plump without being
+ gross.
+
+ "Her features are irregular; the mouth being too large and the lips
+ too thick, with--alas! the shade of a moustache; white teeth, a
+ little too small; a commonplace nose, a slightly pug; and her
+ mother's eyes--her best feature. She has the eyebrows of her Uncle
+ Des Rameures, which gives an air of severity to the face and
+ neutralizes the good-natured expression-a reflex from the softness
+ of her heart.
+
+ "She has the dark complexion of her mother, which is more becoming
+ to her mother than to her. Add to all this, blue-black hair in
+ great silky masses. On the whole, one knows not what to pronounce
+ her.
+
+ "There, my mother, is my portrait! Intended to reassure me, it has
+ hardly done so; for it seems to me to be that of an ugly little
+ woman!
+
+ "I wish to be the most lively of women; I wish to be one of the most
+ distinguished. I wish to be one of the most captivating! But, oh,
+ my mother! if I please him I am still more enchanted! On the
+ whole, thank God! he finds me perhaps much better than I am: for
+ men have not the same taste in these matters that we have.
+
+ "But what I really can not comprehend, is why he has so little
+ admiration for the Marquise de Campvallon. His manner is very cold
+ to her. Were I a man, I should be wildly in love with that superb
+ woman! Good-night, most beloved of mothers!
+
+ ..........................
+
+ "January.
+
+ "You complain of me, my cherished one! The tone of my letters
+ wounds you! You can not comprehend how this matter of my personal
+ appearance haunts me. I scrutinize it; I compare it with that of
+ others. There is something of levity in that which hurts you? You
+ ask how can I think a man attaches himself to these things, while
+ the merits of mind and soul go for nothing?
+
+ "But, my dearest mother, how will these merits of mind and of soul
+ --supposing your daughter to possess them--serve her, unless she
+ possesses the courage or has the opportunity to display them? And
+ when I summon up the courage, it seems to me the occasion never
+ comes.
+
+ "For I must confess to you that this delicious Paris is not perfect;
+ and I discover, little by little, the spots upon the sun.
+
+ "Paris is the most charming place! The only pity is that it has
+ inhabitants! Not but that they are agreeable, for they are only too
+ much so; only they are also very careless, and appear to my view to
+ live and die without reflecting much on what they are doing. It is
+ not their fault; they have no time.
+
+ "Without leaving Paris, they are incessant travellers, eternally
+ distracted by motion and novelty. Other travellers, when they have
+ visited some distant corner--forgetting for a while their families,
+ their duties, and their homes--return and settle down again. But
+ these Parisians never do. Their life is an endless voyage; they
+ have no home. That which elsewhere is the great aim of life is
+ secondary here. One has here, as elsewhere, an establishment--a
+ house, a private chamber. One must have. Here one is wife or
+ mother, husband or father, just as elsewhere; but, my poor mother,
+ they are these things just as little as possible. The whole
+ interest centres not in the homes; but in the streets, the museums,
+ the salons, the theatres, and the clubs. It radiates to the immense
+ outside life, which in all its forms night and day agitates Paris,
+ attracts, excites, and enervates you; steals your time, your mind,
+ your soul--and devours them all!
+
+ "Paris is the most delicious of places to visit--the worst of places
+ to live in.
+
+ "Understand well, my mother, that in seeking by what qualifies I can
+ best attract my husband--who is the best of men, doubtless, but of
+ Parisian men nevertheless--I have continually reflected on merits
+ which may be seen at once, which do not require time to be
+ appreciated.
+
+ "Finally, I do not deny that all this is miserable cynicism,
+ unworthy of you and of myself; for you know I am not at heart a bad
+ little woman. Certainly, if I could keep Monsieur de Camors for a
+ year or two at an old chateau in the midst of a solitary wood, I
+ should like it much. I could then see him more frequently, I could
+ then become familiar with his august person, and could develop my
+ little talents under his charmed eyes. But then this might weary
+ him and would be too easy. Life and happiness, I know, are not so
+ easily managed. All is difficulty, peril, and conflict.
+
+ "What joy, then, to conquer! And I swear to you, my mother, that I
+ will conquer! I will force him to know me as you know me; to love
+ me, not as he now does, but as you do, for many good reasons of
+ which he does not yet dream.
+
+ "Not that he believes me absolutely a fool; I think he has abandoned
+ that idea for at least two days past.
+
+ "How he came thus to think, my next letter shall explain.
+
+ "Your own
+ "MARIE."
+
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER XVI
+
+THE REPTILE STRIVES TO CLIMB
+
+ "March.
+
+ "You will remember, my mother, that the Count has as secretary a man
+ named Vautrot. The name is a bad one; but the man himself is a good
+ enough creature, except that I somewhat dislike his catlike style of
+ looking at one.
+
+ "Well, Monsieur de Vautrot lives in the house with us. He comes
+ early in the morning, breakfasts at some neighboring cafe, passes
+ the day in the Count's study, and often remains to dine with us, if
+ he has work to finish in the evening.
+
+ "He is an educated man, and knows a little of everything; and he has
+ undertaken many occupations before he accepted the subordinate
+ though lucrative post he now occupies with my husband. He loves
+ literature; but not that of his time and of his country, perhaps
+ because he himself has failed in this. He prefers foreign writers
+ and poets, whom he quotes with some taste, though with too much
+ declamation.
+
+ "Most probably his early education was defective; for on all
+ occasions, when speaking with us, he says, 'Yes, Monsieur le Comte!'
+ or 'Certainly, Madame la Comtesse!' as if he were a servant. Yet
+ withal, he has a peculiar pride, or perhaps I should say
+ insufferable vanity. But his great fault, in my eyes, is the
+ scoffing tone he adopts, when the subject is religion or morals.
+
+ "Two days ago, while we were dining, Vautrot allowed himself to
+ indulge in a rather violent tirade of this description. It was
+ certainly contrary to all good taste.
+
+ "'My dear Vautrot,' my husband said quietly to him, 'to me these
+ pleasantries of yours are indifferent; but pray remember, that while
+ you are a strong-minded man, my wife is a weak-minded woman; and
+ strength, you know, should respect weakness.'
+
+ "Monsieur Vautrot first grew white, then red, and finally green. He
+ rose, bowed awkwardly, and immediately afterward left the table.
+ Since that time I have remarked his manner has been more reserved.
+ The moment I was alone with Louis, I said:
+
+ "'You may think me indiscreet, but pray let me ask you a question.
+ How can you confide all your affairs and all your secrets to a man
+ who professes to have no principles?'
+
+ "Monsieur de Camors laughed.
+
+ "'Oh, he talks thus out of bravado,' he answered. 'He thinks to
+ make himself more interesting in your eyes by these Mephistophelian
+ airs. At bottom he is a good fellow.'
+
+ "'But,' I answered, 'he has faith in nothing.'
+
+ "'Not in much, I believe. Yet he has never deceived me. He is an
+ honorable man.'
+
+ "I opened my eyes wide at this.
+
+ "'Well,' he said, with an amused look, 'what is the matter, Miss
+ Mary?'
+
+ "'What is this honor you speak of?'
+
+ "'Let me ask your definition of it, Miss Mary,' he replied.
+
+ "'Mon Dieu!' I cried, blushing deeply, 'I know but little of it, but
+ it seems to me that honor separated from morality is no great thing;
+ and morality without religion is nothing. They all constitute a
+ chain. Honor hangs to the last link, like a flower; but if the
+ chain be broken, honor falls with the rest.' He looked at me with
+ strange eyes, as if he were not only confounded but disquieted by my
+ philosophy. Then he gave a deep sigh, and rising said:
+
+ "'Very neat, that definition-very neat.'
+
+ "That night, at the opera, he plied me with bonbons and orange ices.
+ Madame de Campvallon accompanied us; and at parting, I begged her to
+ call for me next day on her way to the Bois, for she is my idol.
+ She is so lovely and so distinguished--and she I knows it well. I
+ love to be with her. On our return home, Louis remained silent,
+ contrary to his custom. Suddenly he said, brusquely:
+
+ "'Marie, do you go with the Marquise to the Bois to-morrow?'
+
+ "'Yes.'
+
+ "'But you see her often, it seems to me-morning and evening. You
+ are always with her.'
+
+ "'Heavens! I do it to be agreeable to you. Is not Madame de
+ Campvallon a good associate?'
+
+ "'Excellent; only in general I do not admire female friendships.
+ But I did wrong to speak to you on this subject. You have wit and
+ discretion enough to preserve the proper limits.'
+
+ "This, my mother, was what he said to me. I embrace you.
+
+ Ever your
+ "MARIE."
+
+ ............................
+
+ "March.
+
+ "I hope, my own mother, not to bore you this year with a catalogue
+ of fetes and festivals, lamps and girandoles; for Lent is coming.
+ To-day is Ash-Wednesday. Well, we dance to-morrow evening at Madame
+ d'Oilly's. I had hoped not to go, but I saw Louis was disappointed,
+ and I feared to offend Madame d'Oilly, who has acted a mother's part
+ to my husband. Lent here is only an empty name. I sigh to myself:
+ 'Will they never stop! Great heavens! will they never cease
+ amusing themselves?'
+
+ "I must confess to you, my darling mother, I amuse myself too much
+ to be happy. I depended on Lent for some time to myself, and see
+ how they efface the calendar!
+
+ "This dear Lent! What a sweet, honest, pious invention it is,
+ notwithstanding. How sensible is our religion! How well it
+ understands human weakness and folly! How far-seeing in its
+ regulations! How indulgent also! for to limit pleasure is to
+ pardon it.
+
+ "I also love pleasure--the beautiful toilets that make us resemble
+ flowers, the lighted salons, the music, the gay voices and the
+ dance. Yes, I love all these things; I experience their charming
+ confusion; I palpitate, I inhale their intoxication. But always--
+ always! at Paris in the winter--at the springs in summer--ever this
+ crowd, ever this whirl, this intoxication of pleasure! All become
+ like savages, like negroes, and--dare I say so?--bestial! Alas for
+ Lent!
+
+ "HE foresaw it. HE told us, as the priest told me this morning:
+ 'Remember you have a soul: Remember you have duties!--a husband
+ --a child--a mother--a God!'
+
+ "Then, my mother, we should retire within ourselves; should pass the
+ time in grave thought between the church and our homes; should
+ converse on solemn and serious subjects; and should dwell in the
+ moral world to gain a foothold in heaven! This season is intended
+ as a wholesome interval to prevent our running frivolity into
+ dissipation, and pleasure into convulsion; to prevent our winter's
+ mask from becoming our permanent visage. This is entirely the
+ opinion of Madame Jaubert.
+
+ "Who is this Madame Jaubert? you will ask. She is a little
+ Parisian angel whom my mother would dearly love! I met her almost
+ everywhere--but chiefly at St. Phillipe de Roule--for several months
+ without being aware that she is our neighbor, that her hotel adjoins
+ ours. Such is Paris!
+
+ "She is a graceful person, with a soft and tender, but decided air.
+ We sat near each other at church; we gave each other side-glances;
+ we pushed our chairs to let each other pass; and in our softest
+ voices would say, 'Excuse me, Madame!' 'Oh, Madame!' My glove would
+ fall, she would pick it up; I would offer her the holy water, and
+ receive a sweet smile, with 'Dear Madame!' Once at a concert at the
+ Tuileries we observed each other at a distance, and smiled
+ recognition; when any part of the music pleased us particularly we
+ glanced smilingly at each other. Judge of my surprise next morning
+ when I saw my affinity enter the little Italian house next ours--and
+ enter it, too, as if it were her home. On inquiry I found she was
+ Madame Jaubert, the wife of a tall, fair young man who is a civil
+ engineer.
+
+ "I was seized with a desire to call upon my neighbor. I spoke of it
+ to Louis, blushing slightly, for I remembered he did not approve of
+ intimacies between women. But above all, he loves me!
+
+ "Notwithstanding he slightly shrugged his shoulders--'Permit me at
+ least, Miss Mary, to make some inquiries about these people.'
+
+ "A few days afterward he had made them, for he said: 'Miss Mary, you
+ may visit Madame Jaubert; she is a perfectly proper person.'
+
+ "I first flew to my husband's neck, and thence went to call upon
+ Madame Jaubert.
+
+ "'It is I, Madame!'
+
+ "'Oh, Madame, permit me!'
+
+ "And we embraced each other and were good friends immediately.
+
+ "Her husband is a civil engineer, as I have said. He was once
+ occupied with great inventions and with great industrial works; but
+ that was only for a short time. Having inherited a large estate, he
+ abandoned his studies and did nothing--at least nothing but
+ mischief. When he married to increase his fortune, his pretty
+ little wife had a sad surprise. He was never seen at home; always
+ at the club--always behind the scenes at the opera--always going to
+ the devil! He gambled, he had mistresses and shameful affairs. But
+ worse than all, he drank--he came to his wife drunk. One incident,
+ which my pen almost refuses to write, will give you an idea. Think
+ of it! He conceived the idea of sleeping in his boots! There, my
+ mother, is the pretty fellow my sweet little friend transformed,
+ little by little, into a decent man, a man of merit, and an
+ excellent husband!
+
+ "And she did it all by gentleness, firmness, and sagacity. Now is
+ not this encouraging?--for, God knows, my task is less difficult.
+
+ "Their household charms me; for it proves that one may build for
+ one's self, even in the midst of this Paris, a little nest such as
+ one dreams of. These dear neighbors are inhabitants of Paris--not
+ its prey. They have their fireside; they own it, and it belongs to
+ them. Paris is at their door--so much the better. They have ever a
+ relish for refined amusement; 'they drink at the fountain,' but do
+ not drown themselves in it. Their habits are the same, passing
+ their evenings in conversation, reading, or music; stirring the fire
+ and listening to the wind and rain without, as if they were in a
+ forest.
+
+ "Life slips gently through their fingers, thread by thread, as in
+ our dear old country evenings.
+
+ "My mother, they are happy!
+
+ "Here, then, is my dream--here is my plan.
+
+ "My husband has no vices, as Monsieur Jaubert had. He has only the
+ habits of all the brilliant men of his Paris-world. It is
+ necessary, my own mother, gradually to reform him; to suggest
+ insensibly to him the new idea that one may pass one evening at home
+ in company with a beloved and loving wife, without dying suddenly of
+ consumption.
+
+ "The rest will follow.
+
+ "What is this rest? It is the taste for a quiet life, for the
+ serious sweetness of the domestic hearth--the family taste--the idea
+ of seclusion--the recovered soul!
+
+ "Is it not so, my good angel? Then trust me. I am more than ever
+ full of ardor, courage, and confidence. For he loves me with all
+ his heart, with more levity, perhaps, than I deserve; but still--he
+ loves me!
+
+ "He loves me; he spoils me; he heaps presents upon me. There is no
+ pleasure he does not offer me, except, be it understood, the
+ pleasure of passing one evening at home together.
+
+ "But he loves me! That is the great point--he loves me!
+
+ "Now, dearest mother, let me whisper one final word-a word that
+ makes me laugh and cry at the same time. It seems to me that for
+ some time past I have had two hearts--a large one of my own, and--
+ another--smaller!
+
+ "Oh, my mother! I see you in tears. But it is a great mystery
+ this. It is a dream of heaven; but perhaps only a dream, which I
+ have not yet told even to my husband--only to my adorable mother!
+ Do not weep, for it is not yet quite certain.
+
+ "Your naughty
+ Miss MARY."
+
+
+In reply to this letter Madame de Camors received one three mornings
+after, announcing to her the death of her grandfather. The Comte de
+Tecle had died of apoplexy, of which his state of health had long given
+warning. Madame de Tecle foresaw that the first impulse of her daughter
+would be to join her to share her sad bereavement. She advised her
+strongly against undertaking the fatigue of the journey, and promised to
+visit her in Paris, as soon as she conveniently could. The mourning in
+the family heightened in the heart of the Countess the uneasy feeling and
+vague sadness her last letters had indicated.
+
+She was much less happy than she told her mother; for the first
+enthusiasm and first illusions of marriage could not long deceive a
+spirit so quick and acute as hers.
+
+A young girl who marries is easily deceived by the show of an affection
+of which she is the object. It is rare that she does not adore her
+husband and believe she is adored by him, simply because he has married
+her.
+
+The young heart opens spontaneously and diffuses its delicate perfume of
+love and its songs of tenderness; and enveloped in this heavenly cloud
+all seems love around it. But, little by little, it frees itself; and,
+too often, recognizes that this delicious harmony and intoxicating
+atmosphere which charmed it came only from itself.
+
+Thus was it with the Countess; so far as the pen can render the shadows
+of a feminine soul. Such were the impressions which, day by day,
+penetrated the very soul of our poor "Miss Mary."
+
+It was nothing more than this; but this was everything to her!
+
+The idea of being betrayed by her husband--and that, too, with cruel
+premeditation--never had arisen to torture her soul. But, beyond those
+delicate attentions to her which she never exaggerated in her letters to
+her mother, she felt herself disdained and slighted. Marriage had not
+changed Camors's habits: he dined at home, instead of at his club, that
+was all. She believed herself loved, however, but with a lightness that
+was almost offensive. Yet, though she was sometimes sad and nearly in
+tears, she did not despair; this valiant little heart attached itself
+with intrepid confidence to all the happy chances the future might have
+in store for it.
+
+M. de Camors continued very indifferent--as one may readily comprehend--
+to the agitation which tormented this young heart, but which never
+occurred to him for a moment. For himself, strange as it may appear,
+he was happy enough. This marriage had been a painful step to take;
+but, once confirmed in his sin, he became reconciled to it. But his
+conscience, seared as it was, had some living fibres in it; and he would
+not have failed in the duty he thought he owed to his wife. These
+sentiments were composed of a sort of indifference, blended with pity.
+He was vaguely sorry for this child, whose existence was absorbed and
+destroyed between those of two beings of nature superior to her own;
+and he hoped she would always remain ignorant of the fate to which she
+was condemned. He resolved never to neglect anything that might
+extenuate its rigor; but he belonged, nevertheless, more than ever solely
+to the passion which was the supreme crime of his life. For his intrigue
+with Madame de Campvallon, continually excited by mystery and danger--and
+conducted with profound address by a woman whose cunning was equal to her
+beauty--continued as strong, after years of enjoyment, as at first.
+
+The gracious courtesy of M. de Camors, on which he piqued himself, as
+regarded his wife, had its limits; as the young Countess perceived
+whenever she attempted to abuse it. Thus, on several occasions she
+declined receiving guests on the ground of indisposition, hoping her
+husband would not abandon her to her solitude. She was in error.
+
+The Count gave her in reality, under these circumstances, a tete-a-tete
+of a few minutes after dinner; but near nine o'clock he would leave her
+with perfect tranquillity. Perhaps an hour later she would receive a
+little packet of bonbons, or a pretty basket of choice fruit, that would
+permit her to pass the evening as she might. These little gifts she
+sometimes divided with her neighbor, Madame Jaubert; sometimes with
+M. de Vautrot, secretary to her husband.
+
+This M. de Vautrot, for whom she had at first conceived an aversion, was
+gradually getting into her good graces. In the absence of her husband
+she always found him at hand; and referred to him for many little
+details, such as addresses, invitations, the selection of books and the
+purchase of furniture. From this came a certain familiarity; she began
+to call him Vautrot, or "My good Vautrot," while he zealously performed
+all her little commissions. He manifested for her a great deal of
+respectful attention, and even refrained from indulging in the sceptical
+sneers which he knew displeased her. Happy to witness this reform and to
+testify her gratitude, she invited him to remain on two or three evenings
+when he came to take his leave, and talked with him of books and the
+theatres.
+
+When her mourning kept her at home, M. de Camors passed the two first
+evenings with her until ten o'clock. But this effort fatigued him, and
+the poor young woman, who had already erected an edifice for the future
+on this frail basis, had the mortification of observing that on the third
+evening he had resumed his bachelor habits.
+
+This was a great blow to her, and her sadness became greater than it had
+been up to that time; so much so in fact, that solitude was almost
+unbearable. She had hardly been long enough in Paris to form intimacies.
+Madame Jaubert came to her friend as often as she could; but in the
+intervals the Countess adopted the habit of retaining Vautrot, or even of
+sending for him. Camors himself, three fourths of the time, would bring
+him in before going out in the evening.
+
+"I bring you Vautrot, my dear," he would say, "and Shakespeare. You can
+read him together."
+
+Vautrot read well; and though his heavy declamatory style frequently
+annoyed the Countess, she thus managed to kill many a long evening, while
+waiting the expected visit of Madame de Tecle. But Vautrot, whenever he
+looked at her, wore such a sympathetic air and seemed so mortified when
+she did not invite him to stay, that, even when wearied of him, she
+frequently did so.
+
+About the end of the month of April, M. Vautrot was alone with the
+Countess de Camors about ten o'clock in the evening. They were reading
+Goethe's Faust, which she had never before heard. This reading seemed to
+interest the young woman more than usual, and with her eyes fixed on the
+reader, she listened to it with rapt attention. She was not alone
+fascinated by the work, but--as is frequently the case-she traced her own
+thoughts and her own history in the fiction of the poet.
+
+We all know with what strange clairvoyance a mind possessed with a fixed
+idea discovers resemblances and allusions in accidental description.
+Madame de Camors perceived without doubt some remote connection between
+her husband and Faust--between herself and Marguerite; for she could not
+help showing that she was strangely agitated. She could not restrain the
+violence of her emotion, when Marguerite in prison cries out, in her
+agony and madness:
+
+ Marguerite.
+
+Who has given you, headsman, this power over me? You come to me while it
+is yet midnight. Be merciful and let me live.
+
+Is not to-morrow morning soon enough?
+
+I am yet so young--so young! and am to die already! I was fair, too;
+that was my undoing. My true love was near, now he is far away.
+
+Torn lies my garland; scattered the flowers. Don't take hold of me so
+roughly! spare me! spare me. What have I done to you? Let me not
+implore you in vain! I never saw you before in all my life; you know.
+
+
+ Faust.
+
+Can I endure this misery?
+
+
+ Marguerite.
+
+I am now entirely in thy power. Only let me give suck to the child.
+I pressed it this whole night to my heart. They took it away to vex me,
+and now say I killed it, and I shall never be happy again. They sing
+songs upon me! It is wicked of the people. An old tale ends so--who
+bids them apply it?
+
+
+ Faust.
+
+A lover lies at thy feet, to unloose the bonds of wickedness.
+
+
+What a blending of confused sentiments, of powerful sympathies, of vague
+apprehensions, suddenly seized on the breast of the young Countess! One
+can hardly imagine their force--to the very verge of distracting her.
+She turned on her fauteuil and closed her beautiful eyes, as if to keep
+back the tears which rolled under the fringe of the long lashes.
+
+At this moment Vautrot ceased to read, dropped his book, sighed
+profoundly, and stared a moment.
+
+Then he knelt at the feet of the Comtesse de Camors! He took her hand;
+he said, with a tragic sigh, "Poor angel!"
+
+It will be difficult to understand this incident and the unfortunately
+grave results that followed it, without having the moral and physical
+portrait of its principal actor.
+
+M. Hippolyte Vautrot was a handsome man and knew it perfectly. He even
+flattered himself on a certain resemblance to his patron, the Comte de
+Camors. Partly from nature and partly from continual imitation, this
+idea had some foundation; for he resembled the Count as much as a vulgar
+man can resemble one of the highest polish.
+
+He was the son of a small confectioner in the provinces; had received
+from his father an honestly acquired fortune, and had dissipated it in
+the varied enterprises of his adventurous life. The influence of his
+college, however, obtained for him a place in the Seminary. He left it
+to come to Paris and study law; placed himself with an attorney;
+attempted literature without success; gambled on the Bourse and lost
+there.
+
+He had successively knocked with feverish hand at all the doors of
+Fortune, and none had opened to him, because, though his ambition was
+great, his capacity was limited. Subordinate positions, for which alone
+he was fit, he did not want. He would have made a good tutor: he sighed
+to be a poet. He would have been a respectable cure in the country: he
+pined to be a bishop. Fitted for an excellent secretary, he aspired to
+be a minister. In fine, he wished to be a great man, and consequently
+was a failure as a little one.
+
+But he made himself a hypocrite; and that he found much easier. He
+supported himself on the one hand by the philosophic society to be met at
+Madame d'Oilly's; on the other, by the orthodox reunions of Madame de la
+Roche-Jugan.
+
+By these influences he contrived to secure the secretaryship to the Comte
+de Camors, who, in his general contempt of the human species, judged
+Vautrot to be as good as any other. Now, familiarity with M. de Camors
+was, morally, fearfully prejudicial to the secretary. It had, it is
+true, the effect of stripping off his devout mask, which he seldom put on
+before his patron; but it terribly increased in venom the depravity which
+disappointment and wounded pride had secreted in his ulcerated heart.
+
+Of course no one will imagine that M. de Camors had the bad taste to
+undertake deliberately the demoralization of his secretary; but contact,
+intimacy, and example sufficed fully to do this. A secretary is always
+more or less a confidant. He divines that which is not revealed to him;
+and Vautrot could not be long in discovering that his patron's success
+did not arise, morally, from too much principle--in politics, from excess
+of conviction--in business, from a mania for scruples! The intellectual
+superiority of Camors, refined and insolent as it was, aided to blind
+Vautrot, showing him evil which was not only prosperous, but was also
+radiant in grace and prestige. For these reasons he most profoundly
+admired his master--admired, imitated, and execrated him!
+
+Camors professed for him and for his solemn airs an utter contempt, which
+he did not always take the trouble to conceal; and Vautrot trembled when
+some burning sarcasm fell from such a height on the old wound of his
+vanity--that wound which was ever sore within him. What he hated most in
+Camors was his easy and insolent triumph--his rapid and unmerited
+fortune--all those enjoyments which life yielded him without pain,
+without toil, without conscience--peacefully tasted! But what he hated
+above all, was that this man had thus obtained these things while he had
+vainly striven for them.
+
+Assuredly, in this Vautrot was not an exception. The same example
+presented to a healthier mind would not have been much more salutary,
+for we must tell those who, like M. de Camors, trample under foot all
+principles of right, and nevertheless imagine that their secretaries,
+their servants, their wives and their children, may remain virtuous--
+we must tell these that while they wrong others they deceive themselves!
+And this was the case with Hippolyte Vautrot.
+
+He was about forty years of age--a period of life when men often become
+very vicious, even when they have been passably virtuous up to that time.
+He affected an austere and puritanical air; was the great man of the cafe
+he frequented; and there passed judgment on his contemporaries and
+pronounced them all inferior. He was difficult to please--in point of
+virtue demanding heroism; in talent, genius; in art, perfection.
+
+His political opinions were those of Erostratus, with this difference--
+always in favor of the ancient--that Vautrot, after setting fire to the
+temple, would have robbed it also. In short, he was a fool, but a
+vicious fool as well.
+
+If M. de Camors, at the moment of leaving his luxurious study that
+evening, had had the bad taste to turn and apply his eye to the keyhole,
+he would have seen something greatly to astonish even him.
+
+He would have seen this "honorable man" approach a beautiful Italian
+cabinet inlaid with ivory, turn over the papers in the drawers, and
+finally open in the most natural manner a very complicated lock, the
+key of which the Count at that moment had in his pocket.
+
+It was after this search that M. Vautrot repaired with his volume of
+Faust to the boudoir of the young Countess, at whose feet we have already
+left him too long.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER XVII
+
+LIGHTNING FROM A CLEAR SKY
+
+Madame de Camors had closed her eyes to conceal her tears. She opened
+them at the instant Vautrot seized her hand and called her "Poor angel!"
+
+Seeing the man on his knees, she could not comprehend it, and only
+exclaimed, simply:
+
+"Are you mad, Vautrot?"
+
+"Yes, I am mad!" Vautrot threw his hair back with a romantic gesture
+common to him, and, as he believed, to the poets-"Yes, I am mad with love
+and with pity, for I see your sufferings, pure and noble victim!"
+
+The Countess only stared in blank astonishment.
+
+"Repose yourself with confidence," he continued, "on a heart that will be
+devoted to you until death--a heart into which your tears now penetrate
+to its most sacred depths!"
+
+The Countess did not wish her tears to penetrate to such a distance, so
+she dried them.
+
+A man on his knees before a woman he adores must appear to her either
+sublime or ridiculous. Unfortunately, the attitude of Vautrot, at once
+theatrical and awkward, did not seem sublime to the Countess. To her
+lively imagination it was irresistibly ludicrous. A bright gleam of
+amusement illumined her charming countenance; she bit her lip to conceal
+it, but it shone out of her eyes nevertheless.
+
+A man never should kneel unless sure of rising a conqueror. Otherwise,
+like Vautrot, he exposes himself to be laughed at.
+
+"Rise, my good Vautrot," the Countess said, gravely. "This book has
+evidently bewildered you. Go and take some rest and we will forget this;
+only you must never forget yourself again in this manner."
+
+Vautrot rose. He was livid.
+
+"Madame la Comtesse," he said, bitterly, "the love of a great heart never
+can be an offence. Mine at least would have been sincere; mine would
+have been faithful: mine would not have been an infamous snare!"
+
+The emphasis of these words displayed so evident an intention, the
+countenance of the young woman changed immediately. She moved uneasily
+on her fauteuil.
+
+"What do you mean, Monsieur Vautrot?"
+
+"Nothing, Madame, which you do not know, I think," he replied, meaningly.
+
+She rose.
+
+"You shall explain your meaning immediately to me, Monsieur!" she
+exclaimed; "or later, to my husband."
+
+"But your sadness, your tears," cried the secretary, in a tone of
+admirable sincerity--"these made me sure you were not ignorant of it!"
+
+"Of what? You hesitate! Speak, man!"
+
+"I am not a wretch! I love you and pity you!--that is all;" and Vautrot
+sighed deeply.
+
+"And why do you pity me?" She spoke haughtily; and though Vautrot had
+never suspected this imperiousness of manner or of language, he reflected
+hurriedly on the point at which he had arrived. More sure than ever of
+success, after a moment he took from his pocket a folded letter. It was
+one with which he had provided himself to confirm the suspicions of the
+Countess, now awakened for the first time.
+
+In profound silence he unfolded and handed it to her. She hesitated a
+moment, then seized it. A single glance recognized the writing, for she
+had often exchanged notes with the Marquise de Campvallon.
+
+Words of the most burning passion terminated thus:
+
+"--Always a little jealous of Mary; half vexed at having given her to
+you. For--she is pretty and--but I! I am beautiful, am I not, my
+beloved?--and, above all, I adore you!"
+
+At the first word the Countess became fearfully pale. Finishing, she
+uttered a deep groan; then she reread the letter and returned it to
+Vautrot, as if unconscious of what she was doing.
+
+For a few seconds she remained motionless--petrified--her eyes fixed on
+vacancy. A world seemed rolling down and crushing her heart.
+
+Suddenly she turned, passed with rapid steps into her boudoir; and
+Vautrot heard the sound of opening and shutting drawers. A moment after
+she reappeared with bonnet and cloak, and crossed the boudoir with the
+same strong and rapid step.
+
+Vautrot, greatly terrified, rushed to stop her.
+
+"Madame!" he cried, throwing himself before her.
+
+She waved him aside with an imperious gesture of her hand; he trembled
+and obeyed, and she left the boudoir. A moment later she was in the
+Avenue des Champs Elysees, going toward Paris.
+
+It was now near midnight; cold, damp April weather, with the rain falling
+in great drops. The few pedestrians still on the broad pavement turned
+to follow with their eyes this majestic young woman, whose gait seemed
+hastened by some errand of life or death.
+
+But in Paris nothing is surprising, for people witness all manner of
+things there. Therefore the strange appearance of Madame de Camors did
+not excite any extraordinary attention. A few men smiled and nodded;
+others threw a few words of raillery at her--both were unheeded alike.
+She traversed the Place de la Concorde with the same convulsive haste,
+and passed toward the bridge. Arriving on it, the sound of the swollen
+Seine rushing under the arches and against the pillars, caught her ear;
+she stopped, leaned against the parapet, and gazed into the angry water;
+then bowing her head she uttered a deep sigh, and resumed her rapid walk.
+
+In the Rue Vanneau she stopped before a brilliantly lighted mansion,
+isolated from the adjoining houses by a garden wall. It was the dwelling
+of the Marquise de Campvallon: Arrived there, the unfortunate child knew
+not what to do, nor even why she had come. She had some vague design of
+assuring herself palpably of her misfortune; to touch it with her finger;
+or perhaps to find some reason, some pretext to doubt it.
+
+She dropped down on a stone bench against the garden wall, and hid her
+face in both her hands, vainly striving to think. It was past midnight.
+The streets were deserted: a shower of rain was falling over Paris, and
+she was chilled to numbness.
+
+A sergent-de-ville passed, enveloped in his cape. He turned and stared
+at the young woman; then took her roughly by the arm.
+
+"What are you doing here?" he said, brutally.
+
+She looked up at him with wondering eyes.
+
+"I do not know myself," she answered.
+
+The man looked more closely at her, discovered through all her confusion
+a nameless refinement and the subtle perfume of purity. He took pity on
+her.
+
+"But, Madame, you can not stay here," he rejoined in a softer voice.
+
+"No?"
+
+"You must have some great sorrow?"
+
+"Very great."
+
+"What is your name?"
+
+"The Comtesse de Camors," she said, simply.
+
+The man looked bewildered.
+
+"Will you tell me where you live, Madame?"
+
+She gave the address with perfect simplicity and perfect indifference.
+She seemed to be thinking nothing of what she was saying. The man took a
+few steps, then stopped and listened to the sound of wheels approaching.
+The carriage was empty. He stopped it, opened the door, and requested
+the Countess to get in. She did so quietly, and he placed himself beside
+the driver.
+
+The Comte de Camors had just reached his house and heard with surprise,
+from the lips of his wife's maid, the details of the Countess's
+mysterious disappearance, when the bell rang violently.
+
+He rushed out and met his wife on the stairs. She had somewhat recovered
+her calmness on the road, and as he interrogated her with a searching
+glance, she made a ghastly effort to smile.
+
+"I was slightly ill and went out a little," she said. "I do not know the
+streets and lost my way."
+
+Notwithstanding the improbability of the explanation, he did not
+hesitate. He murmured a few soft words of reproach and placed her in the
+hands of her maid, who removed her wet garments.
+
+During that time he called the sergent-de-ville, who remained in the
+vestibule, and closely interrogated him. On learning in what street and
+what precise spot he had found the Countess, her husband knew at once and
+fully the whole truth.
+
+He went directly to his wife. She had retired and was trembling in every
+limb. One of her hands was resting outside the coverlet. He rushed to
+take it, but she withdrew it gently, with sad and resolute dignity.
+
+The simple gesture told him they were separated forever.
+
+By a tacit agreement, arranged by her and as tacitly accepted by him,
+Madame de Camors became virtually a widow.
+
+He remained for some seconds immovable, his expression lost in the shadow
+of the bed-hangings; then walked slowly across the chamber. The idea of
+lying to defend himself never occurred to him.
+
+His line of conduct was already arranged--calmly, methodically. But two
+blue circles had sunk around his eyes, and his face wore a waxen pallor.
+His hands, joined behind his back, were clenched; and the ring he wore
+sparkled with their tremulous movement. At intervals he seemed to cease
+breathing, as he listened to the chattering teeth of his young wife.
+
+After half an hour he approached the bed.
+
+"Marie!" he said in a low voice. She turned upon him her eyes gleaming
+with fever.
+
+"Marie, I am ignorant of what you know, and I shall not ask," he
+continued. "I have been very criminal toward you, but perhaps less so
+than you think. Terrible circumstances bound me with iron bands. Fate
+ruled me! But I seek no palliation. Judge me as severely as you wish;
+but I beg of you to calm yourself--preserve yourself! You spoke to me
+this morning of your presentiments--of your maternal hopes. Attach
+yourself to those thoughts, and you will always be mistress of your life.
+As for myself, I shall be whatever you will--a stranger or a friend. But
+now I feel that my presence makes you ill. I would leave you for the
+present, but not alone. Do you wish Madame Jaubert to come to you
+tonight?"
+
+"Yes!" she murmured, faintly.
+
+"I shall go for her; but it is not necessary to tell you that there are
+confidences one must reserve even from one's dearest friends."
+
+"Except a mother?" She murmured the question with a supplicating agony
+very painful to see.
+
+He grew still paler. After an instant, "Except a mother!" he said.
+"Be it so!"
+
+She turned her face and buried it in the pillow.
+
+"Your mother arrives to-morrow, does she not?" She made an affirmative
+motion of her head. "You can make your arrangements with her. I shall
+accept everything."
+
+"Thank you," she replied, feebly.
+
+He left the room and went to find Madame Jaubert, whom he awakened, and
+briefly told her that his wife had been seized with a severe nervous
+attack--the effect of a chill. The amiable little woman ran hastily to
+her friend and spent the night with her.
+
+But she was not the dupe of the explanation Camors had given her. Women
+quickly understand one another in their grief. Nevertheless she asked no
+confidences and received none; but her tenderness to her friend
+redoubled. During the silence of that terrible night, the only service
+she could render her was to make her weep.
+
+Nor did those laggard hours pass less bitterly for M. de Camors. He
+tried to take no rest, but walked up and down his apartment until
+daylight in a sort of frenzy. The distress of this poor child wounded
+him to the heart. The souvenirs of the past rose before him and passed
+in sad procession. Then the morrow would show him the crushed daughter
+with her mother--and such a mother! Mortally stricken in all her best
+illusions, in all her dearest beliefs, in all connected with the
+happiness of life!
+
+He found that he still had in his heart lively feelings of pity; still
+some remorse in his conscience.
+
+This weakness irritated him, and he denounced it to himself. Who had
+betrayed him? This question agitated him to an equal degree; but from
+the first instant he had not been deceived in this matter.
+
+The sudden grief and half-crazed conviction of his wife, her despairing
+attitude and her silence, could only be explained by strong assurance and
+certain revelation. After turning the matter over and over in his own
+mind, he arrived at the conclusion that nothing could have thrown such
+clear light into his life save the letters of Madame de Campvallon.
+
+He never wrote the Marquise, but could not prevent her writing to him;
+for to her, as to all women, love without letters was incomplete.
+
+But the fault of the Count--inexcusable in a man of his tact--was in
+preserving these letters. No one, however, is perfect, and he was an
+artist. He delighted in these the 'chefs-d'oeuvre' of passionate
+eloquence, was proud of inspiring them, and could not make up his mind to
+burn or destroy them. He examined at once the secret drawer where he had
+concealed them and, by certain signs, discovered the lock had been
+tampered with. Nevertheless no letter was missing; the arrangement of
+them alone had been disturbed.
+
+His suspicions at once reverted to Vautrot, whose scruples he suspected
+were slight; and in the morning they were confirmed beyond doubt by a
+letter from the secretary. In fact Vautrot, after passing on his part a
+most wretched night, did not feel his nerves equal in the morning to
+meeting the reception the Count possibly had in waiting for him. His
+letter was skilfully penned to put suspicion to sleep if it had not been
+fully roused, and if the Countess had not betrayed him.
+
+It announced his acceptance of a lucrative situation suddenly offered him
+in a commercial house in London. He was obliged to decide at once, and
+to sail that same morning for fear of losing an opportunity which could
+not occur again. It concluded with expressions of the liveliest
+gratitude and regret.
+
+Camors could not reach his secretary to strangle him; so he resolved to
+pay him. He not only sent him all arrears of salary, but a large sum in
+addition as a testimonial of his sympathy and good wishes.
+
+This, however, was a simple precaution; for the Count apprehended nothing
+more from the venomous reptile so far beneath him, after he had once
+shaken it off. Seeing him deprived of the only weapon he could use
+against him, he felt safe. Besides, he had lost the only interest he
+could desire to subserve, for he knew M. Vautrot had done him the
+compliment of courting his Wife.
+
+And he really esteemed him a little less low, after discovering this
+gentlemanly taste!
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER XVIII
+
+ONE GLEAM OF HOPE
+
+It required on the part of M. de Camors, this morning, an exertion of all
+his courage to perform his duty as a gentleman in going to receive Madame
+de Tecle at the station. But courage had been for some time past his
+sole remaining virtue; and this at least he sought never to lose. He
+received, then, most gracefully his mother-in-law, robed in her mourning
+attire. She was surprised at not seeing her daughter with him. He
+informed her that she had been a little indisposed since the preceding
+evening. Notwithstanding the precautions he took in his language and by
+his smile, he could not prevent Madame de Tecle from feeling a lively
+alarm.
+
+He did not pretend, however, entirely to reassure her. Under his
+reserved and measured replies, she felt the presentiment of some
+disaster. After first pressing him with many questions, she kept silent
+during the rest of the drive.
+
+The young Countess, to spare her mother the first shock, had quitted her
+bed; and the poor child had even put a little rouge on her pale cheeks.
+M. de Camors himself opened for Madame de Tecle the door of her
+daughter's chamber, and then withdrew.
+
+The young woman raised herself with difficulty from her couch, and her
+mother took her in her arms.
+
+All that passed between them at first was a silent interchange of mutual
+caresses. Then the mother seated herself near her daughter, drew her
+head on her bosom, and looked into the depths of her eyes.
+
+"What is the matter?" she said, sadly.
+
+"Oh, nothing--nothing hopeless! only you must love your little Mary more
+than ever. Will you not?"
+
+"Yes; but why?"
+
+"I must not worry you; and I must not wrong myself either--you know why!"
+
+"Yes; but I implore you, my darling, to tell me."
+
+"Very well; I will tell you everything; but, mother, you must be brave as
+I am."
+
+She buried her head lower still on her mother's breast, and recounted to
+her, in a low voice, without looking up once, the terrible revelation
+which had been made to her, and which her husband's avowal had confirmed.
+
+Madame de Tecle did not once interrupt her during this cruel recital.
+She only imprinted a kiss on her hair from time to time. The young
+Countess, who did not dare to raise her eyes to her, as if she were
+ashamed of another's crime, might have imagined that she had exaggerated
+the gravity of her misfortune, since her mother had received the
+confidence with so much calmness. But the calmness of Madame de Tecle at
+this terrible moment was that of the martyrs; for all that could have
+been suffered by the Christians under the claws of the tiger, or on the
+rack of the torturer, this mother was suffering at the hands of her best-
+beloved daughter. Her beautiful pale face--her large eyes upturned to
+heaven, like those that artists give to the pure victims kneeling in the
+Roman circus--seemed to ask God whether He really had any consolation for
+such torture.
+
+When she had heard all, she summoned strength to smile at her daughter,
+who at last looked up to her with an expression of timid uncertainty--
+embracing her more tightly still.
+
+"Well, my darling," said she, at last, "it is a great affliction, it is
+true. You are right, notwithstanding; there is nothing to despair of."
+
+"Do you really believe so?"
+
+"Certainly. There is some inconceivable mystery under all this; but be
+assured that the evil is not so terrible as it appears."
+
+"My poor mother! but he has acknowledged it?"
+
+"I am better pleased that he has acknowledged it. That proves he has yet
+some pride, and that some good is left in his soul. Then, too, he feels
+very much afflicted--he suffers as much as we. Think of that. Let us
+think of the future, my darling."
+
+They clasped each other's hands, and smiled at each other to restrain the
+tears which filled the eyes of both. After a few minutes--"I wish much,
+my child," said Madame de Tecle, "to repose for half an hour; and then
+also I wish to arrange my toilet."
+
+"I will conduct you to your chamber. Oh, I can walk! I feel a great
+deal better."
+
+Madame de Camors took her mother's arm and conducted her as far as the
+door of the chamber prepared for her. On the threshold she left her.
+
+"Be sensible," said Madame de Tecle, turning and giving her another
+smile.
+
+"And you also," said the young woman, whose voice failed her.
+
+Madame de Tecle, as soon as the door was closed, raised her clasped hands
+toward heaven; then, falling on her knees before the bed, she buried her
+head in it, and wept despairingly.
+
+The library of M. de Camors was contiguous to this chamber. He had been
+walking with long strides up and down this corridor, expecting every
+moment to see Madame de Tecle enter. As the time passed, he sat himself
+down and tried to read, but his thoughts wandered. His ear eagerly
+caught, against his will, the slightest sounds in the house. If a foot
+seemed approaching him, he rose suddenly and tried to compose his
+countenance. When the door of the neighboring chamber was opened, his
+agony was redoubled. He distinguished the whispering of the two voices;
+then, an instant after, the dull fall of Madame de Tecle upon the carpet;
+then her despairing sobs. M. de Camors threw from him violently the book
+which he was forcing himself to read, and, placing his elbows on the
+bureau which was before him, held, for a long time, his pale brow
+tightened in his contracted hands. When the sound of sobs abated little
+by little, and then ceased, he breathed freer. About midday he received
+this note:
+
+ "If you will permit me to take my daughter to the country for a few
+ days, I shall be grateful to you.
+
+ "ELISE DE TECLE."
+
+
+He returned immediately this simple reply:
+
+ "You can do nothing of which I do not approve to-day and always.
+ CAMORS."
+
+Madame de Tecle, in fact, having consulted the inclination and the
+strength of her daughter, had determined to remove her without delay,
+if possible, from the impressions of the spot where she had suffered so
+severely from the presence of her husband, and from the unfortunate
+embarrassment of their situation. She desired also to meditate in
+solitude, in order to decide what course to take under such unexampled
+circumstances. Finally, she had not the courage to see M. de Camors
+again--if she ever could see him again--until some time had elapsed.
+It was not without anxiety that she awaited the reply of the Count to the
+request she had addressed him.
+
+In the midst of the troubled confusion of her ideas, she believed him
+capable of almost anything; and she feared everything from him. The
+Count's note reassured her. She hastened to read it to her daughter;
+and both of them, like two poor lost creatures who cling to the smallest
+twig, remarked with pleasure the tone of respectful abandonment with
+which he had reposed their destinies in their own hands. He spent his
+whole day at the session of the Corps Legislatif; and when he returned,
+they had departed.
+
+Madame de Camors woke up the next morning in the chamber where her
+girlhood had passed. The birds of spring were singing under her windows
+in the old ancestral gardens. As she recognized these friendly voices,
+so familiar to her infancy, her heart melted; but several hours' sleep
+had restored to her her natural courage. She banished the thoughts which
+had weakened her, rose, and went to surprise her mother at her first
+waking. Soon after, both of them were walking together on the terrace of
+lime-trees. It was near the end of April; the young, scented verdure
+spread itself out beneath the sunbeams; buzzing flies already swarmed in
+the half-opened roses, in the blue pyramids of lilacs, and in the
+clusters of pink clover. After a few turns made in silence in the midst
+of this fresh and enchanting scene, the young Countess, seeing her mother
+absorbed in reverie, took her hand.
+
+"Mother," she said, "do not be sad. Here we are as formerly--both of us
+in our little nook. We shall be happy."
+
+The mother looked at her, took her head and kissed her fervently on the
+forehead.
+
+"You are an angel!" she said.
+
+It must be confessed that their uncle, Des Rameures, notwithstanding the
+tender affection he showed them, was rather in the way. He never had
+liked Camors; he had accepted him as a nephew as he had accepted him for
+a deputy--with more of resignation than enthusiasm. His antipathy was
+only too well justified by the event; but it was necessary to keep him in
+ignorance of it. He was an excellent man; but rough and blunt. The
+conduct of Camors, if he had but suspected it, would surely have urged
+him to some irreparable quarrel. Therefore Madame de Tecle and her
+daughter, in his presence, were compelled to make only half utterances,
+and maintain great reserve--as much as if he had been a stranger. This
+painful restraint would have become insupportable had not the young
+Countess's health, day by day, assumed a less doubtful character, and
+furnished them with excuses for their preoccupation, their disquiet, and
+their retired life.
+
+Madame de Tecle, who reproached herself with the misfortunes of her
+daughter, as her own work, and who condemned herself with an unspeakable
+bitterness, did not cease to search, in the midst of those ruins of the
+past and of the present, some reparation, some refuge for the future.
+The first idea which presented itself to her imagination had been to
+separate absolutely, and at any cost, the Countess from her husband.
+Under the first shock of fright which the duplicity of Camors had
+inflicted upon her, she could not dwell without horror on the thought of
+replacing her child at the side of such a man. But this separation-
+supposing they could obtain it, through the consent of M. de Camors, or
+the authority of the law--would give to the public a secret scandal, and
+might entail redoubled catastrophes. Were it not for these consequences
+she would, at least, have dug between Madame de Camors and her husband an
+eternal abyss. Madame de Tecle did not desire this. By force of
+reflection she had finally seen through the character of M. de Camors in
+one day--not probably more favorably, but more truly. Madame de Tecle,
+although a stranger to all wickedness, knew the world and knew life, and
+her penetrating intelligence divined yet more than she knew certainly.
+She then very nearly understood what species of moral monster M. de
+Camors was. Such as she understood him, she hoped something from him
+still. However, the condition of the Countess offered her some
+consolation in the future, which she ought not to risk depriving herself
+of; and God might permit that this pledge of this unfortunate union might
+some day reunite the severed ties.
+
+Madame de Tecle, in communicating her reflections, her hopes, and her
+fears to her daughter, added: "My poor child, I have almost lost the
+right to give you counsel; but I tell you, were it myself I should act
+thus."
+
+"Very well, mother, I shall do so," replied the young woman.
+
+"Reflect well on it first, for the situation which you are about to
+accept will have much bitterness in it; but we have only a choice of
+evils."
+
+At the close of this conversation, and eight days after their arrival in
+the country, Madame de Tecle wrote M. de Camors a letter, which she read
+to her daughter, who approved it.
+
+ "I understood you to say, that you would restore to your wife her
+ liberty if she wished to resume it. She neither wishes, nor could
+ she accept it. Her first duty is to the child which will bear your
+ name. It does not depend on her to keep this name stainless. She
+ prays you, then, to reserve for her a place in your house. You need
+ not fear any trouble or any reproach from her. She and I know how
+ to suffer in silence. Nevertheless, I supplicate you to be true to
+ her--to spare her. Will you leave her yet a few days in peace, then
+ recall, or come for her?"
+
+This letter touched M. de Camors deeply. Impassive as he was, it can
+easily be imagined that after the departure of his wife he had not
+enjoyed perfect ease of mind. Uncertainty is the worst of all evils,
+because everything may be apprehended. Deprived entirely of all news for
+eight days, there was no possible catastrophe he did not fancy floating
+over his head. He had the haughty courage to conceal from Madame de
+Campvallon the event that had occurred in his house, and to leave her
+undisturbed while he himself was sleepless for many nights. It was by
+such efforts of energy and of indomitable pride that this strange man
+preserved within his own consciousness a proud self-esteem. The letter
+of Madame de Tecle came to him like a deliverance. He sent the following
+brief reply:
+
+ "I accept your decision with gratitude and respect. The resolution
+ of your daughter is generous. I have yet enough of generosity left
+ myself to comprehend this. I am forever, whether you wish it or
+ not, her friend and yours.
+
+ "CAMORS."
+
+A week later, having taken the precaution of announcing his intention, he
+arrived one evening at Madame de Tecle's.
+
+His young wife kept her chamber. They had taken care to have no
+witnesses, but their meeting was less painful and less embarrassing than
+they apprehended.
+
+Madame de Tecle and her daughter found in his courteous reply a gleam of
+nobleness which inspired them with a shadow of confidence. Above all,
+they were proud, and more averse to noisy scenes than women usually are.
+They received him coldly, then, but calmly. On his part, he displayed
+toward them in his looks and language a subdued seriousness and sadness,
+which did not lack either dignity or grace.
+
+The conversation having dwelt for some time on the health of the
+Countess, turned on current news, on local incidents, and took, little by
+little, an easy and ordinary tone. M. de Camors, under the pretext of
+slight fatigue, retired as he had entered--saluting both the ladies, but
+without attempting to take their hands. Thus was inaugurated, between
+Madame de Camors and her husband, the new, singular relation which should
+hereafter be the only tie in their common life.
+
+The world might easily be silenced, because M. de Camors never had been
+very demonstrative in public toward his wife, and his courteous but
+reserved manner toward her did not vary from his habitual demeanor. He
+remained two days at Reuilly.
+
+Madame de Tecle vainly waited for these two days for a slight
+explanation, which she did not wish to demand, but which she hoped for.
+
+What were the terrible circumstances which had overruled the will of M.
+de Camors, to the point of making him forget the most sacred sentiments?
+When her thoughts plunged into this dread mystery, they never approached
+the truth. M. de Camors might have committed this base action under the
+menace of some great danger to save the fortune, the honor, probably the
+life of Madame de Campvallon. This, though a poor excuse in the mother's
+eyes, still was an extenuation. Probably also he had in his heart, while
+marrying her daughter, the resolution to break off this fatal liaison,
+which he had again resumed against his will, as often happens. On all
+these painful points she dwelt after the departure of M. de Camors, as
+she had previous to his arrival; confined to her own conjectures, when
+she suggested to her daughter the most consolatory appearances. It was
+agreed upon that Madame de Camors should remain in the country until her
+health was reestablished: only her husband expressed the desire that she
+should reside ordinarily on his estate at Reuilly, the chateau on which
+had recently been restored with the greatest taste.
+
+Madame de Tecle felt the propriety of this arrangement. She herself
+abandoned the old habitation of the Comte de Tecle, to install herself
+near her daughter in the modest chateau which belonged to the maternal
+ancestors of M. de Camors, and which we have already described in another
+place, with its solemn avenue, its balustrades of granite, its labyrinths
+of hornbeams and the black fishpond, shaded with poplars.
+
+Both dwelt there in the midst of their sweetest and most pleasant
+souvenirs; for this little chateau, so long deserted--the neglected woods
+which surrounded it the melancholy piece of water--the solitary nymph all
+this had been their particular domain, the favorite framework of their
+reveries, the legend of their infancy, the poetry of their youth. It was
+doubtless a great grief to revisit again, with tearful eyes and wounded
+hearts and heads bowed by the storms of life, the familiar paths where
+they once knew happiness and peace. But, nevertheless, all these dear
+confidants of past joys, of blasted hopes, of vanished dreams--if they
+are mournful witnesses they are also friends. We love them; and they
+seem to love us. Thus these two poor women, straying amid these woods,
+these waters, these solitudes, bearing with them their incurable wounds,
+fancied they heard voices which pitied them and breathed a healing
+sympathy. The most cruel trial reserved to Madame de Camors in the life
+which she had the courage and judgment to adopt, was assuredly the duty
+of again seeing the Marquise de Campvallon, and preserving with her such
+relations as might blind the eyes of the General and of the world.
+
+She resigned herself even to this; but she desired to defer as long as
+possible the pain of such a meeting. Her health supplied her with a
+natural excuse for not going, during that summer, to Campvallon, and also
+for keeping herself confined to her own room the day the Marquise visited
+Reuilly, accompanied by the General.
+
+Madame de Tecle received her with her usual kindness. Madame de
+Campvallon, whom M. de Camors had already warned, did not trouble herself
+much; for the best women, like the worst, excel in comedy, and everything
+passed off without the General having conceived the shadow of a
+suspicion.
+
+The fine season had passed. M. de Camors had visited the country several
+times, strengthening at every interview the new tone of his relations
+with his wife. He remained at Reuilly, as was his custom, during the
+month of August; and under the pretext of the health of the Countess, did
+not multiply his visits that year to Campvallon. On his return to Paris,
+he resumed his old habits, and also his careless egotism, for he
+recovered little by little from the blow he had received. He began to
+forget his sufferings and those of his wife; and even to felicitate
+himself secretly on the turn that chance had given to her situation. He
+had obtained the advantage and had no longer any annoyance. His wife had
+been enlightened, and he no longer deceived her--which was a comfortable
+thing for him. As for her, she would soon be a mother, she would have a
+plaything, a consolation; and he designed redoubling his attentions and
+regards to her.
+
+She would be happy, or nearly so; as much so as two thirds of the women
+in the world.
+
+Everything was for the best. He gave anew the reins to his car and
+launched himself afresh on his brilliant career-proud of his royal
+mistress, and foreseeing in the distance, to crown his life, the triumphs
+of ambition and power. Pleading various doubtful engagements, he went to
+Reuilly only once during the autumn; but he wrote frequently, and Madame
+de Tecle sent him in return brief accounts of his wife's health.
+
+One morning toward the close of November, he received a despatch which
+made him understand, in telegraphic style, that his presence was
+immediately required at Reuilly, if he wished to be present at the birth
+of his son.
+
+Whenever social duties or courtesy were required of M. de Camors, he
+never hesitated. Seeing he had not a moment to spare if he wished to
+catch the train which left that morning, he jumped into a cab and drove
+to the station. His servant would join him the next morning.
+
+The station at Reuilly was several miles distant from the house.
+In the confusion no arrangement had been made to receive him on his
+arrival, and he was obliged to content himself with making the
+intermediate journey in a heavy country-wagon. The bad condition of the
+roads was a new obstacle, and it was three o'clock in the morning when
+the Count, impatient and travel-worn, jumped out of the little cart
+before the railings of his avenue. He strode toward the house under the
+dark and silent dome of the tufted elms. He was in the middle of the
+avenue when a sharp cry rent the air. His heart bounded in his breast:
+he suddenly stopped and listened attentively. The cry echoed through the
+stillness of the night. One would have deemed it the despairing shriek
+of a human being under the knife of a murderer.
+
+These dolorous sounds gradually ceasing, he continued his walk with
+greater haste, and only heard the hollow and muffled sound of his own
+beating heart. At the moment he saw the lights of the chateau, another
+agonized cry, more shrill and alarming than the first, arose.
+
+This time Camors stopped. Notwithstanding that the natural explanation
+of these agonized cries presented itself to his mind, he was troubled.
+
+It is not unusual that men like him, accustomed to a purely artificial
+life, feel a strange surprise when one of the simplest laws of nature
+presents itself all at once before them with a violence as imperious and
+irresistible as a divine law. Camors soon reached the house, and
+receiving some information from the servants, notified Madame de Tecle of
+his arrival. Madame de Tecle immediately descended from her daughter's
+room. On seeing her convulsed features and streaming eyes, "Are you
+alarmed?" Camors asked, quickly.
+
+"Alarmed? No," she replied; "but she suffers much, and it is very long."
+
+"Can I see her?"
+
+There was a moment's silence.
+
+Madame de Tecle, whose forehead was contracted, lowered her eyes, then
+raised them. "If you insist on it," she said.
+
+"I insist on nothing! If you believe my presence would do her harm--"
+The voice of Camors was not as steady as usual.
+
+"I am afraid," replied Madame de Tecle, "that it would agitate her
+greatly; and if you will have confidence in me, I shall be much obliged
+to you."
+
+"But at least," said Camors, "she might probably be glad to know that I
+have come, and that I am here--that I have not abandoned her."
+
+"I shall tell her."
+
+"It is well." He saluted Madame de Tecle with a slight movement of his
+head, and turned away immediately.
+
+He entered the garden at the back of the house, and walked abstractedly
+from alley to alley. We know that generally the role of men in the
+situation in which M. de Camors at this moment was placed is not very
+easy or very glorious; but the common annoyance of this position was
+particularly aggravated to him by painful reflections. Not only was his
+assistance not needed, but it was repelled; not only was he far from a
+support on the contrary, he was but an additional danger and sorrow.
+In this thought was a bitterness which he keenly felt. His native
+generosity, his humanity, shuddered as he heard the terrible cries and
+accents of distress which succeeded each other without intermission.
+He passed some heavy hours in the damp garden this cold night, and the
+chilly morning which succeeded it. Madame de Tecle came frequently to
+give him the news. Near eight o'clock he saw her approach him with a
+grave and tranquil air.
+
+"Monsieur," she said, "it is a boy."
+
+"I thank you. How is she?"
+
+"Well. I shall request you to go and see her shortly."
+
+Half an hour later she reappeared on the threshold of the vestibule, and
+called:
+
+"Monsieur de Camors!" and when he approached her, she added, with an
+emotion which made her lips tremble:
+
+"She has been uneasy for some time past. She is afraid that you have
+kept terms with her in order to take the child. If ever you have such a
+thought--not now, Monsieur. Have you?"
+
+"You are severe, Madame," he replied in a hoarse voice.
+
+She breathed a sigh.
+
+"Come!" she said, and led the way upstairs. She opened the door of the
+chamber and permitted him to enter it alone.
+
+His first glance caught the eyes of his young wife fixed upon him. She
+was half sitting up in bed, supported by pillows, and whiter than the
+curtains whose shadow enveloped her. She held clasped to her breast her
+sleeping infant, which was already covered, like its mother, with lace
+and pink ribbons. From the depths of this nest she fixed on her husband
+her large eyes, sparkling with a kind of savage light--an expression in
+which the sentiment of triumph was blended with one of profound terror.
+He stopped within a few feet of the bed, and saluted her with his most
+winning smile.
+
+"I have pitied you very much, Marie," he said.
+
+"I thank you!" she replied, in a voice as feeble as a sigh.
+
+She continued to regard him with the same suppliant and affrighted air.
+
+"Are you a little happier now?" he continued.
+
+The glittering eye of the young woman was fastened on the calm face of
+her infant. Then turning toward Camors:
+
+"You will not take him from me?"
+
+"Never!" he replied.
+
+As he pronounced these words his eyes were suddenly dimmed, and he was
+astonished himself to feel a tear trickling down his cheek. He
+experienced a singular feeling, he bent over, seized the folds of the
+sheet, raised them to his lips, rose immediately and left the room.
+
+In this terrible struggle, too often victorious against nature and truth,
+the man was for once vanquished. But it would be idle to imagine that a
+character of this temperament and of this obduracy could transform
+itself, or could be materially modified under the stroke of a few
+transitory emotions, or of a few nervous shocks. M. de Camors rallied
+quickly from his weakness, if even he did not repent it. He spent eight
+days at Reuilly, remarking in the countenance of Madame de Tecle and in
+her manner toward him, more ease than formerly.
+
+On his return to Paris, with thoughtful care he made some changes in the
+interior arrangement of his mansion. This was to prepare for the
+Countess and her son, who were to join him a few weeks later, larger and
+more comfortable apartments, in which they were to be installed.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER XIX
+
+THE REPTILE TURNS TO STING
+
+When Madame de Camors came to Paris and entered the home of her husband,
+she there experienced the painful impressions of the past, and the sombre
+preoccupations of the future; but she brought with her, although in a
+fragile form, a powerful consolation.
+
+Assailed by grief, and ever menaced by new emotion she was obliged to
+renounce the nursing of her child; but, nevertheless, she never left him,
+for she was jealous even of his nurse. She at least wished to be loved
+by him. She loved him with an infinite passion. She loved him because
+he was her own son and of her blood. He was the price of her misfortune
+--of her pain. She loved him because he was her only hope of human
+happiness hereafter. She loved him because she found him as beautiful as
+the day. And it was true he was so; for he resembled his father--and she
+loved him also on that account. She tried to concentrate her heart and
+all her thoughts on this dear creature, and at first she thought she had
+succeeded. She was surprised at herself, at her own tranquillity, when
+she saw Madame de Campvallon; for her lively imagination had exhausted,
+in advance, all the sadness which her new existence could contain; but
+when she had lost the kind of torpor into which excessive suffering had
+plunged her--when her maternal sensations were a little quieted by
+custom, her woman's heart recovered itself in the mother's. She could
+not prevent herself from renewing her passionate interest in her graceful
+though terrible husband.
+
+Madame de Tecle went to pass two months with her daughter in Paris, and
+then returned to the country.
+
+Madame de Camors wrote to her, in the beginning of the following spring,
+a letter which gave her an exact idea of the sentiments of the young
+woman at the time, and of the turn her domestic life had taken. After a
+long and touching detail of the health and beauty of her son Robert, she
+added:
+
+ "His father is always to me what you have seen him. He spares me
+ everything he can spare me, but evidently the fatality he has obeyed
+ continues under the same form. Notwithstanding, I do not despair of
+ the future, my beloved mother. Since I saw that tear in his eye,
+ confidence has entered my poor heart. Be assured, my adored mother,
+ that he will love me one day, if it is only through our child, whom
+ he begins quietly to love without himself perceiving it. At first,
+ as you remember, this infant was no more to him than I was. When he
+ surprised him on my knee, he would give him a cold kiss, say, '
+ Good-morning, Monsieur,' and withdraw. It is just one month--I have
+ forgotten the date--it was, 'Good-morning, my son--how pretty you
+ are!' You see the progress; and do you know, finally, what passed
+ yesterday? I entered Robert's room noiselessly; the door was open--
+ what did I behold, my mother! Monsieur de Camors, with his head
+ resting on the pillow of the cradle, and laughing at this little
+ creature, who smiled back at him! I assure you, he blushed and
+ excused himself: 'The door was open,' he said, 'and I came in.'
+ I assured him that he had done nothing wrong.
+
+ "Monsieur de Camors is very odd sometimes. He occasionally passes
+ the limits which were agreed upon as necessary. He is not only
+ polite, but takes great trouble. Alas! once these courtesies would
+ have fallen upon my heart like roses from heaven--now they annoy me
+ a little. Last evening, for example, I sat down, as is my custom,
+ at my piano after dinner, he reading a journal at the chimney-
+ corner--his usual hour for going out passed. Behold me, much
+ surprised. I threw a furtive glance, between two bars of music,
+ at him: he was not reading, he was not sleeping--he was dreaming.
+ 'Is there anything new in the Journal?'--'No, no; nothing at all.'
+ Another two or three bars of music, and I entered my son's room.
+ He was in bed and asleep. I devoured him with kisses and returned--
+ Monsieur de Camors was still there. And now, surprise after
+ surprise: 'Have you heard from your mother? What does she say?
+ Have you seen Madame Jaubert? Have you read this review?' Just
+ like one who sought to open a conversation. Once I would willingly
+ have paid with my blood for one of these evenings, and now he offers
+ them to me, when I know not what to do with them. Notwithstanding I
+ remember the advice of my mother, I do not wish to discourage these
+ symptoms. I adopt a festive manner. I light four extra waxlights.
+ I try to be amiable without being coquettish; for coquetry here
+ would be shameful--would it not, my dear mother? Finally, we
+ chatted together; he sang two airs to the piano; I played two
+ others; he painted the design of a little Russian costume for Robert
+ to wear next year; then talked politics to me. This enchanted me.
+ He explained to me his situation in the Chamber. Midnight arrived;
+ I became remarkably silent; he rose: 'May I press your hand in
+ friendship?'--' Mon Dieu! yes.'--'Good-night, Marie.'--'
+ Goodnight.' Yes, my mother, I read your thoughts. There is danger
+ here! but you have shown it to me; and I believe also, I should
+ have perceived it by myself. Do not fear, then. I shall be happy
+ at his good inclinations, and shall encourage them to the best of my
+ power; but I shall not be in haste to perceive a return, on his
+ part, toward virtue and myself. I see here in society arrangements
+ which revolt me. In the midst of my misfortune I remain pure and
+ proud; but I should fall into the deepest contempt of myself if I
+ should ever permit myself to be a plaything for Monsieur de Camors.
+ A man so fallen does not raise himself in a day. If ever he really
+ returns to me, it will be necessary for me to have much proof. I
+ never have ceased to love him, and probably he doubts it: but he
+ will learn that if this sad love can break my heart it can never
+ abase it; and it is unnecessary to tell my mother that I shall live
+ and die courageously in my widow's robe.
+
+ "There are other symptoms which also strike me. He is more
+ attentive to me when she is present. This may probably be arranged
+ between them, but I doubt it. The other evening we were at the
+ General's. She was waltzing, and Monsieur de Camors, as a rare
+ favor, came and seated himself at your daughter's side. In passing
+ before us she threw him a look--a flash. I felt the flame. Her
+ blue eyes glared ferociously. He perceived it. I have not
+ assuredly much tenderness for her. She is my most cruel enemy; but
+ if ever she suffers what she has made me suffer-yes, I believe I
+ shall pity her. My mother, I embrace you. I embrace our dear lime-
+ trees. I taste their young leaves as in olden times. Scold me as
+ in old times, and love, above all things, as in old times, your
+ MARIE."
+
+This wise young woman, matured by misfortune, observed everything saw
+everything--and exaggerated nothing. She touched, in this letter, on the
+most delicate points in the household of M. de Camors--and even of his
+secret thoughts--with accurate justice. For Camors was not at all
+converted, nor near being so; but it would be belying human nature to
+attribute to his heart, or that of any other human being, a supernatural
+impassibility. If the dark and implacable theories which M. de Camors
+had made the law of his existence could triumph absolutely, this would be
+true. The trials he had passed through did not reform him, they only
+staggered him. He did not pursue his paths with the same firmness; he
+strayed from his programme. He pitied one of his victims, and, as one
+wrong always entails another, after pitying his wife, he came near loving
+his child. These two weaknesses had glided into his petrified soul as
+into a marble fount, and there took root-two imperceptible roots,
+however. The child occupied him not more than a few moments every day.
+He thought of him, however, and would return home a little earlier than
+usual each day than was his habit, secretly attracted by the smile of
+that fresh face. The mother was for him something more. Her sufferings,
+her youthful heroism had touched him. She became somebody in his eyes.
+He discovered many merits in her. He perceived she was remarkably well-
+informed for a woman, and prodigiously so for a French woman. She
+understood half a word--knew a great deal--and guessed at the remainder.
+She had, in short, that blending of grace and solidity which gives to the
+conversation of a woman of cultivated mind an incomparable charm.
+Habituated from infancy to her mental superiority as to her pretty face,
+she carried the one as unconsciously as the other. She devoted herself
+to the care of his household as if she had no idea beyond it. There were
+domestic details which she would not confide to servants. She followed
+them into her salons, into her boudoirs, a blue feather-brush in hand,
+lightly dusting the 'etageres', the 'jardinieres', the 'consoles'. She
+arranged one piece of furniture and removed another, put flowers in a
+vase-gliding about and singing like a bird in a cage.
+
+Her husband sometimes amused himself in following her with his eye in
+these household occupations. She reminded him of the princesses one sees
+in the ballet of the opera, reduced by some change of fortune to a
+temporary servitude, who dance while putting the house in order.
+
+"How you love order, Marie!" said he to her one day.
+
+"Order" she said, gravely, "is the moral beauty of things."
+
+She emphasized the word things--and, fearing she might be considered
+pretentious, she blushed.
+
+She was a lovable creature, and it can be understood that she might have
+many attractions, even for her husband. Yet though he had not for one
+instant the idea of sacrificing to her the passion that ruled his life,
+it is certain, however, that his wife pleased him as a charming friend,
+which she was, and probably as a charming forbidden fruit, which she also
+was. Two or three years passed without making any sensible change in the
+relations of the different persons in this history. This was the most
+brilliant phase and probably the happiest in the life of M. de Camors.
+
+His marriage had doubled his fortune, and his clever speculations
+augmented it every day. He had increased the retinue of his house in
+proportion to his new resources. In the region of elegant high life he
+decidedly held the sceptre. His horses, his equipages, his artistic
+tastes, even his toilet, set the law.
+
+His liaison with Madame de Campvallon, without being proclaimed, was
+suspected, and completed his prestige. At the same time his capacity as
+a political man began to be acknowledged. He had spoken in some recent
+debate, and his maiden speech was a triumph. His prosperity was great.
+It was nevertheless true that M. de Camors did not enjoy it without
+trouble. Two black spots darkened the sky above his head, and might
+contain destroying thunder. His life was eternally suspended on a
+thread.
+
+Any day General Campvallon might be informed of the intrigue which
+dishonored him, either through some selfish treason, or through some
+public rumor, which might begin to spread. Should this ever happen, he
+knew the General never would submit to it; and he had determined never to
+defend his life against his outraged friend.
+
+This resolve, firmly decided upon in his secret soul, gave him the last
+solace to his conscience. All his future destiny was thus at the mercy
+of an accident most likely to happen. The second cause of his
+disquietude was the jealous hatred of Madame Campvallon toward the young
+rival she had herself selected. After jesting freely on this subject at
+first, the Marquise had, little by little, ceased even to allude to it.
+
+M. de Camors could not misunderstand certain mute symptoms, and was
+sometimes alarmed at this silent jealousy. Fearing to exasperate this
+most violent feminine sentiment in so strong a soul, he was compelled day
+by day to resort to tricks which wounded his pride, and probably his
+heart also; for his wife, to whom his new conduct was inexplicable,
+suffered intensely, and he saw it.
+
+One evening in the month of May, 1860, there was a reception at the Hotel
+Campvallon. The Marquise, before leaving for the country, was making her
+adieus to a choice group of her friends. Although this fete professed to
+be but an informal gathering, she had organized it with her usual
+elegance and taste. A kind of gallery, composed of verdure and of
+flowers, connected the salon with the conservatory at the other end of
+the garden.
+
+This evening proved a very painful one to the Comtesse de Camors. Her
+husband's neglect of her was so marked, his assiduities to the Marquise
+so persistent, their mutual understanding so apparent, that the young
+wife felt the pain of her desertion to an almost insupportable degree.
+She took refuge in the conservatory, and finding herself alone there, she
+wept.
+
+A few moments later, M. de Camors, not seeing her in the salon, became
+uneasy. She saw him, as he entered the conservatory, in one of those
+instantaneous glances by which women contrive to see without looking.
+She pretended to be examining the flowers, and by a strong effort of will
+dried her tears. Her husband advanced slowly toward her.
+
+"What a magnificent camellia!" he said to her. "Do you know this
+variety?"
+
+"Very well," she replied; "this is the camellia that weeps."
+
+He broke off the flowers.
+
+"Marie," he said, "I never have been much addicted to sentimentality, but
+this flower I shall keep."
+
+She turned upon him her astonished eyes.
+
+"Because I love it," he added.
+
+The noise of a step made them both turn. It was Madame de Campvallon,
+who was crossing the conservatory on the arm of a foreign diplomat.
+
+"Pardon me," she said, smiling; "I have disturbed you! How awkward of
+me!" and she passed out.
+
+Madame de Camors suddenly grew very red, and her husband very pale. The
+diplomat alone did not change color, for he comprehended nothing. The
+young Countess, under pretext of a headache, which her face did not
+belie, returned home immediately, promising her husband to send back the
+carriage for him. Shortly after, the Marquise de Campvallon, obeying a
+secret sign from M. de Camors, rejoined him in the retired boudoir, which
+recalled to them both the most culpable incident of their lives. She sat
+down beside him on the divan with a haughty nonchalance.
+
+"What is it?" she said.
+
+"Why do you watch me?" asked Camors. "It is unworthy of you!"
+
+"Ah! an explanation? a disagreeable thing. It is the first between us--
+at least let us be quick and complete."
+
+She spoke in a voice of restrained passion--her eyes fixed on her foot,
+which she twisted in her satin shoe.
+
+"Well, tell the truth," she said. "You are in love with your wife."
+
+He shrugged his shoulders. "Unworthy of you, I repeat."
+
+"What, then, mean these delicate attentions to her?"
+
+"You ordered me to marry her, but not to kill her, I suppose?"
+
+She made a strange movement of her eyebrows, which he did not see, for
+neither of them looked at the other. After a pause she said:
+
+"She has her son! She has her mother! I have no one but you. Hear me,
+my friend; do not make me jealous, for when I am so, ideas torment me
+which terrify even myself. Wait an instant. Since we are on this
+subject, if you love her, tell me so. You know me--you know I am not
+fond of petty artifices. Well, I fear so much the sufferings and
+humiliations of which I have a presentiment, I am so much afraid of
+myself, that I offer you, and give you, your liberty. I prefer this
+horrible grief, for it is at least open and noble! It is no snare that I
+set for you, believe me! Look at me. I seldom weep." The dark blue of
+her eyes was bathed in tears. "Yes, I am sincere; and I beg of you, if
+it is so, profit by this moment, for if you let it escape, you never will
+find it again."
+
+M. de Camors was little prepared for this decided proposal. The idea of
+breaking off his liaison with the Marquise never had entered his mind.
+This liaison seemed to him very reconcilable with the sentiments with
+which his wife could inspire him.
+
+It was at the same time the greatest wickedness and the perpetual danger
+of his life, but it was also the excitement, the pride, and the
+magnificent voluptuousness of it. He shuddered. The idea of losing the
+love which had cost him so dear exasperated him. He cast a burning
+glance on this beautiful face, refined and exalted as that of a warring
+archangel.
+
+"My life is yours," he said. "How could you have dreamed of breaking
+ties like ours? How could you have alarmed yourself, or even thought of
+my feelings toward another? I do what honor and humanity command me--
+nothing more. As for you--I love you--understand that."
+
+"Is it true?" she asked. "It is true! I believe you!"
+
+She took his hand, and gazed at him a moment without speaking--her eye
+dimmed, her bosom palpitating; then suddenly rising, she said, "My
+friend, you know I have guests!" and saluting him with a smile, left the
+boudoir.
+
+This scene, however, left a disagreeable impression on the mind of
+Camors. He thought of it impatiently the next morning, while trying a
+horse on the Champs Elysees--when he suddenly found himself face to face
+with his former secretary, Vautrot. He had never seen this person since
+the day he had thought proper to give himself his own dismissal.
+
+The Champs Elysees was deserted at this hour. Vautrot could not avoid,
+as he had probably done more than once, encountering Camors.
+
+Seeing himself recognized he saluted him and stopped, with an uneasy
+smile on his lips. His worn black coat and doubtful linen showed a
+poverty unacknowledged but profound. M. de Camors did not notice these
+details, or his natural generosity would have awakened, and curbed the
+sudden indignation that took possession of him.
+
+He reined in his horse sharply.
+
+"Ah, is it you, Monsieur Vautrot?" he said. "You have left England
+then! What are you doing now?"
+
+"I am looking for a situation, Monsieur de Camors," said Vautrot, humbly,
+who knew his old patron too well not to read clearly in the curl of his
+moustache the warning of a storm.
+
+"And why," said Camors, "do you not return to your trade of locksmith?
+You were so skilful at it! The most complicated locks had no secrets for
+you."
+
+"I do not understand your meaning," murmured Vautrot.
+
+"Droll fellow!" and throwing out these words with an accent of withering
+scorn, M. de Camors struck Vautrot's shoulder lightly with the end of his
+riding-whip, and tranquilly passed on at a walk.
+
+Vautrot was truly in search of a place, had he consented to accept one
+fitted to his talents; but he was, as will be remembered, one of those
+whose vanity was greater than his merit, and one who loved an office
+better than work.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER XX
+
+THE SECOND ACT OF THE TRAGEDY
+
+Vautrot had at this time fallen into the depth of want and distress,
+which, if aggravated, would prompt him to evil and even to crime. There
+are many examples of the extremes to which this kind of intelligence, at
+once ambitious, grasping, yet impotent, can transport its possessor.
+Vautrot, in awaiting better times, had relapsed into his old role of
+hypocrite, in which he had formerly succeeded so well. Only the evening
+before he had returned to the house of Madame de la Roche-Jugan, and made
+honorable amends for his philosophical heresies; for he was like the
+Saxons in the time of Charlemagne, who asked to be baptized every time
+they wanted new tunics. Madame de la Roche-Jugan had given a kind
+reception to this sad prodigal son, but she chilled perceptibly on seeing
+him more discreet than she desired on certain subjects, the mystery of
+which she had set her heart upon unravelling.
+
+She was now more preoccupied than ever about the relations which she
+suspected to exist between M. de Camors and Madame de Campvallon. These
+relations could not but prove fatal to the hopes she had so long founded
+on the widowhood of the Marquise and the heritage of the General. The
+marriage of M. de Camors had for the moment deceived her, but she was one
+of those pious persons who always think evil, and whose suspicions are
+soon reawakened. She tried to obtain from Vautrot, who had so long been
+intimate with her nephew, some explanation of the mystery; but as Vautrot
+was too prudent to enlighten her, she turned him out of doors.
+
+After his encounter with M. de Camors, he immediately turned his steps
+toward the Rue St. Dominique, and an hour later Madame de la Roche-Jugan
+had the pleasure of knowing all that he knew of the liaison between the
+Count and the Marquise. But we remember that he knew everything. These
+revelations, though not unexpected, terrified Madame de la Roche-Jugan,
+who saw her maternal projects destroyed forever. To her bitter feeling
+at this deception was immediately joined, in this base soul, a sudden
+thirst for revenge. It was true she had been badly recompensed for her
+anonymous letter, by which she had previously attempted to open the eyes
+of the unfortunate General; for from that moment the General, the
+Marquise, and M. de Camors himself, without an open rupture, let her feel
+their marks of contempt, which embittered her heart. She never would
+again expose herself to a similar slight of this kind; but she must
+assuredly, in the cause of good morals, at once confront the blind with
+the culpable, and this time with such proofs as would make the blow
+irresistible. By the mere thought, Madame de la Roche-Jugan had
+persuaded herself that the new turn events were taking might become
+favorable to the expectations which had become the fixed idea of her
+life.
+
+Madame de Campvallon destroyed, M. de Camors set aside, the General would
+be alone in the world; and it was natural to suppose he would turn to his
+young relative Sigismund, if only to recognize the far-sighted affection
+and wounded heart of Madame de la Roche-Jugan.
+
+The General, in fact, had by his marriage contract settled all his
+property on his wife; but Madame de la Roche-Jugan, who had consulted a
+lawyer on this question, knew that he had the power of alienating his
+fortune during life, and of stripping his unworthy wife and transferring
+it to Sigismund.
+
+Madame de la Roche-Jugan did not shrink from the probability--which was
+most likely--of an encounter between the General and Camors. Every one
+knows the disdainful intrepidity of women in the matter of duels. She
+had no scruple, therefore, in engaging Vautrot in the meritorious work
+she meditated. She secured him by some immediate advantages and by
+promises; she made him believe the General would recompense him largely.
+Vautrot, smarting still from the cut of Camors's whip on his shoulder,
+and ready to kill him with his own hand had he dared, hardly required the
+additional stimulus of gain to aid his protectress in her vengeance by
+acting as her instrument.
+
+He resolved, however, since he had the opportunity, to put himself, once
+for all, beyond misery and want, by cleverly speculating, through the
+secret he held, on the great fortune of the General. This secret he had
+already given to Madame de Camors under the inspiration of another
+sentiment, but he had then in his hands the proofs, which he now was
+without.
+
+It was necessary, then, for him to arm himself with new and infallible
+proofs; but if the intrigue he was required to unmask still existed, he
+did not despair of detecting something certain, aided by the general
+knowledge he had of the private habits and ways of Camors. This was the
+task to which he applied himself from this moment, day and night, with an
+evil ardor of hate and jealousy. The absolute confidence which the
+General reposed in his wife and Camors after the latter's marriage with
+Marie de Tecle, had doubtless allowed them to dispense with much of the
+mystery and adventure of their intrigue; but that which was ardent,
+poetic, and theatrical to the Marquise's imagination had not been lost.
+Love alone was not sufficient for her. She needed danger, scenic effect,
+and pleasure heightened by terror. Once or twice, in the early time, she
+was reckless enough to leave her house during the night and to return
+before day. But she was obliged to renounce these audacious flights,
+finding them too perilous.
+
+These nocturnal interviews with M. de Camors were rare, and she had
+usually received him at home. This was their arrangement: An open space,
+sometimes used as a woodyard, was next the garden of the Hotel
+Campvallon. The General had purchased a portion of it and had had a
+cottage erected in the midst of a kitchen-garden, and had placed in it,
+with his usual kind-heartedness, an old 'sous-officier', named Mesnil,
+who had served under him in the artillery. This Mesnil enjoyed his
+master's confidence. He was a kind of forester on the property; he lived
+in Paris in the winter, but occasionally passed two or three days in the
+country whenever the General wished to obtain information about the
+crops. Madame de Campvallon and M. de Camors chose the time of these
+absences for their dangerous interviews at night. Camors, apprised from
+within by some understood signal, entered the enclosure surrounding the
+cottage of Mesnil, and thence proceeded to the garden belonging to the
+house. Madame de Campvallon always charged herself with the peril that
+charmed her--with keeping open one of the windows on the ground floor.
+The Parisian custom of lodging the domestics in the attics gave to this
+hardihood a sort of security, notwithstanding its being always hazardous.
+Near the end of May, one of these occasions, always impatiently awaited
+on both sides, presented itself, and M. de Camors at midnight penetrated
+into the little garden of the old 'sous-officier'. At the moment when he
+turned the key in the gate of the enclosure, he thought he heard a slight
+sound behind him. He turned, cast a rapid glance over the dark space
+that surrounded him, and thinking himself mistaken, entered. An instant
+after, the shadow of a man appeared at the angle of a pile of lumber,
+which was scattered over the carpenter's yard. This shadow remained for
+some time immovable in front of the windows of the hotel and then plunged
+again into the darkness.
+
+The following week M. de Camors was at the club one evening, playing
+whist with the General. He remarked that the General was not playing his
+usual game, and saw also imprinted on his features a painful
+preoccupation.
+
+"Are you in pain, General?" said he, after they had finished their game.
+
+"No, no!" said the General; "I am only annoyed--a tiresome affair
+between two of my people in the country. I sent Mesnil away this morning
+to examine into it."
+
+The General took a few steps, then returned to Camors and took him aside:
+"My friend," he said, "I deceived you, just now; I have something on my
+mind--something very serious. I am even very unhappy!"
+
+"What is the matter?" said Camors, whose heart sank.
+
+"I shall tell you that probably to-morrow. Come, in any case, to see me
+to-morrow morning. Won't you?"
+
+"Yes, certainly."
+
+"Thanks! Now I shall go--for I am really not well."
+
+He clasped his hand more affectionately than usual.
+
+"Adieu, my dear child," he added, and turned around brusquely to hide the
+tears which suddenly filled his eyes. M. de Camors experienced for some
+moments a lively disquietude, but the friendly and tender adieus of the
+General reassured him that it did not relate to himself. Still he
+continued astonished and even affected by the emotion of the old man.
+
+Was it not strange? If there was one man in the world whom he loved, or
+to whom he would have devoted himself, it was this one whom he had
+mortally wronged.
+
+He had, however, good reason to be uneasy; and was wrong in reassuring
+himself; for the General in the course of that evening had been informed
+of the treachery of his wife--at least he had been prepared for it. Only
+he was still ignorant of the name of her accomplice.
+
+Those who informed him were afraid of encountering the blind and
+obstinate faith of the General, had they named Camors.
+
+It was probable, also, after what had already occurred, that had they
+again pronounced that name, the General would have repelled the suspicion
+as a monstrous impossibility, regretting even the thought.
+
+M. de Camors remained until one o'clock at the club and then went to the
+Rue Vanneau. He was introduced into the Hotel Campvallon with the
+customary precautions; and this time we shall follow him there. In
+traversing the garden, he raised his eyes to the General's window, and
+saw the soft light of the night-lamp burning behind the blinds.
+
+The Marquise awaited him at the door of her boudoir, which opened on a
+rotunda at an elevation of a few feet. He kissed her hand, and told her
+in few words of the General's sadness.
+
+She replied that she had been very uneasy about his health for some days.
+This explanation seemed natural to M. de Camors, and he followed the
+Marquise through the dark and silent salon. She held in her hand a
+candle, the feeble light of which threw on her delicate features a
+strange pallor. When they passed up the long, echoing staircase, the
+rustling of her skirt on the steps was the only sound that betrayed her
+light movement.
+
+She stopped from time to time, shivering--as if better to taste the
+dramatic solemnity that surrounded them--turned her blonde head a little
+to look at Camors; then cast on him her inspiring smile, placed her hand
+on her heart, as if to say, "I am fearful," and went on. They reached
+her chamber, where a dim lamp faintly illumined the sombre magnificence,
+the sculptured wainscotings, and the heavy draperies.
+
+The flame on the hearth which flickered up at intervals, threw a bright
+gleam on two or three pictures of the Spanish school, which were the only
+decorations of this sumptuous, but stern-looking apartment.
+
+The Marquise sank as if terrified on a divan near the chimney, and pushed
+with her feet two cushions before her, on which Camors half reclined; she
+then thrust back the thick braids of her hair, and leaned toward her
+lover.
+
+"Do you love me to-day?" she asked.
+
+The soft breath of her voice was passing over the face of Camors, when
+the door suddenly opened before them. The General entered. The Marquise
+and Camors instantly rose to their feet, and standing side by side,
+motionless, gazed upon him. The General paused near the door. As he saw
+them a shudder passed over his frame, and his face assumed a livid
+pallor. For an instant his eye rested on Camors with a stupefied
+surprise and almost bewilderment; then he raised his arms over his head,
+and his hands struck together with a sharp sound. At this terrible
+moment Madame de Campvallon seized the arm of Camors, and threw him a
+look so profound, supplicating, and tragic, that it alarmed him.
+
+He roughly pushed her from him, crossed his arms, and waited the result.
+
+The General walked slowly toward him. Suddenly his face became inflamed
+with a purple hue; his lips half opened, as if about to deliver some
+deadly insult. He advanced rapidly, his hand raised; but after a few
+steps the old man suddenly stopped, beat the air with both hands, as if
+seeking some support, then staggered and fell forward, striking his head
+against the marble mantelpiece, rolled on the carpet, and remained
+motionless. There was an ominous silence. A stifled cry from M. de
+Camors broke it. At the same time he threw himself on his knees by the
+side of the motionless old man, touched first his hand, then his heart.
+He saw that he was dead. A thin thread of blood trickled down his pale
+forehead where it had struck the marble; but this was only a slight
+wound. It was not that which had killed him. It was the treachery of
+those two beings whom he had loved, and who, he believed, loved him. His
+heart had been broken by the violence of the surprise, the grief, and the
+horror.
+
+One look of Camors told Madame de Campvallon she was a widow. She threw
+herself on the divan, buried her face in the cushions and sobbed aloud.
+Camors still stood, his back against the mantelpiece, his eyes fixed,
+wrapped in his own thoughts. He wished in all sincerity of heart that he
+could have awakened the dead and restored him to life. He had sworn to
+deliver himself up to him without defence, if ever the old man demanded
+it of him for forgotten favors, betrayed friendship, and violated honor.
+Now he had killed him. If he had not slain him with his own hand, the
+crime was still there, in its most hideous form. He saw it before him,
+he inhaled its odor--he breathed its blood. An uneasy glance of the
+Marquise recalled him to himself and he approached her. They then
+conversed together in whispers, and he hastily explained to her the line
+of conduct she should adopt.
+
+She must summon the servants, say the General had been taken suddenly
+ill, and that on entering her room he had been seized by an apoplectic
+stroke.
+
+It was with some effort that she understood she was to wait long enough
+before giving the alarm to give Camors sufficient time to escape; and
+until then she was to remain in this frightful tete-a-tete, alone with
+the dead.
+
+He pitied her, and decided on leaving the hotel by the apartment of M. de
+Campvallon, which had a private entrance on the street.
+
+The Marquise immediately rang violently several times, and Camors did not
+retire till he heard the sound of hastening feet on the stairs. The
+apartment of the General communicated with that of his wife by a short
+gallery. There was a suite of apartments--first a study, then his
+sleeping-room. M. de Camors traversed this room with feelings we shall
+not attempt to describe and gained the street. The surgeon testified
+that the General had died from the rupture of a vessel in the heart.
+Two days after the interment took place, at which M. de Camors attended.
+The same evening he left Paris to join his wife, who had gone to Reuilly
+the preceding week.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER XXI
+
+THE FEATHER IN THE BALANCE
+
+One of the sweetest sensations in the world is that of a man who has just
+escaped the fantastic terrors of night mare; and who, awaking, his fore
+head bathed with icy sweat, says to himself, "It was only a dream!" This
+was, in some degree, the impression which Camors felt on awaking, the
+morning after his arrival at Reuilly, when his first glance fell on the
+sunlight streaming over the foliage, and when he heard beneath his window
+the joyous laugh of his little son. He, however, was not dreaming; but
+his soul, crushed by the horrible tension of recent emotions, had a
+moment's respite, and drank in, almost without alloy, the new calm that
+surrounded him. He hastily dressed himself and descended to the garden,
+where his son ran to meet him.
+
+M. de Camors embraced the child with tenderness; and leaning toward him,
+spoke to him in a low voice, and asked after his mother and about his
+amusements, with a singularly soft and sad manner. Then he let him go,
+and walked with a slow step, breathing the fresh morning air, examining
+the leaves and the flowers with extraordinary interest. From time to
+time a deep, sad sigh broke from his oppressed chest; he passed his hand
+over his brow as if to efface the importunate images. He sat down amid
+the quaintly clipped boxwood which ornamented the garden in the antique
+fashion, called his son again to him, held him between his knees,
+interrogating him again, in a low voice, as he had done before; then drew
+him toward him and clasped him tightly for a long time, as if to draw
+into his own heart the innocence and peace of the child's. Madame de
+Camors surprised him in this gush of feeling, and remained mute with
+astonishment. He rose immediately and took her hand.
+
+"How well you bring him up!" he said. "I thank you for it. He will be
+worthy of you and of your mother."
+
+She was so surprised at the soft, sad tone of his voice, that she
+replied, stammering with embarrassment, "And worthy of you also, I hope."
+
+"Of me?" said Camors, whose lips were slightly tremulous. "Poor child,
+I hope not!" and rapidly withdrew.
+
+Madame de Camors and Madame de Tecle had learned, the previous morning,
+of the death of the General. The evening of the Count's arrival they did
+not speak to him on the subject, and were cautious not to make any
+allusion to it. The next day, and the succeeding ones, they practised
+the same reserve, though very far from suspecting the fatal circumstances
+which rendered this souvenir so painful to M. de Camors. They thought it
+only natural he should be pained at so sudden a catastrophe, and that his
+conscience should be disturbed; but they were astonished when this
+impression prolonged itself from day to day, until it took the appearance
+of a lasting sentiment.
+
+They began to believe that there had arisen between Madame de Campvallon
+and himself, probably occasioned by the General's death, some quarrel
+which had weakened the tie between them.
+
+A journey of twenty-four hours, which he made fifteen days after his
+arrival, was to them a confirmation of the truth they before suspected;
+but his prompt return, his new tastes, which kept him at Reuilly during
+the summer, seemed to them favorable symptoms.
+
+He was singularly sad, pensive, and more inactive than usual in his
+habits. He took long walks alone. Sometimes he took his son with him,
+as if by chance. He sometimes attempted a little timid tenderness with
+his wife; and this awkwardness, on his part, was quite touching.
+
+"Marie," he said to her one day, "you, who are a fairy, wave your wand
+over Reuilly and make of it an island in mid-ocean."
+
+"You say that because you know how to swim," said she, laughing and
+shaking her head; but the heart of the young woman was joyful.
+
+"You embrace me now every moment, my little one," said Madame de Tecle to
+her. "Is this really all intended for me?"
+
+"My adorable mother," while embracing her again, "I assure you he is
+really courting me again. Why, I am ignorant; but he is courting me and
+you also, my mother. Observe it!"
+
+Madame de Tecle did observe it. In his conversation with her, M. de
+Camors sought, under every pretext, to recall the souvenirs of the past,
+common to them both. It seemed he wished to link the past with his new
+life; to forget the rest, and pray of them to forget it also.
+
+It was not without fear that these two charming women abandoned
+themselves to their hopes. They remembered they were in the presence of
+an uncertain person; they little trusted a change so sudden, the reason
+of which they could not comprehend. They feared it was some passing
+caprice, which would return to them, if they were its dupes, all their
+misfortunes, without the dignity which had hitherto attended them.
+
+They were not the only ones struck by this transformation. M. des
+Rameures remarked it to them. The neighboring country people felt in the
+Count's language something new--as it were, a tender humility; they said
+that in other years he had been polite, but this year he was angelic.
+Even the inanimate things, the woods, the trees, the heavens, should have
+borne the same testimony, for he looked at and studied them with a
+benevolent curiosity with which he had never before honored them.
+
+In truth, a profound trouble had invaded him and would not leave him.
+More than once, before this epoch, his soul, his philosophy, his pride,
+had received a rude shock, but he had no less pursued his path, rising
+after every blow, like a lion wounded, but unconquered. In trampling
+under his feet all moral belief which binds the vulgar, he had reserved
+honor as an inviolable limit. Then, under the empire of his passions,
+he said to himself that, after all, honor, like all the rest, was
+conventional. Then he encountered crime--he touched it with his hand--
+horror seized him--and he recoiled. He rejected with disgust the
+principle which had conducted him there--asked himself what would become
+of human society if it had no other.
+
+The simple truths which he had misunderstood now appeared to him in their
+tranquil splendor. He could not yet distinguish them clearly; he did not
+try to give them a name, but he plunged with a secret delight into their
+shadows and their peace. He sought them in the pure heart of his child,
+in the pure love of his young wife, in the daily miracles of nature, in
+the harmonies of the heavens, and probably already in the depths of his
+thoughts--in God. In the midst of this approach toward a new life he
+hesitated. Madame de Campvallon was there. He still loved her vaguely.
+Above all, he could not abandon her without being guilty of a kind of
+baseness. Terrible struggles agitated him. Having done so much evil,
+would he now be permitted to do good, and gracefully partake of the joys
+he foresaw? These ties with the past, his fortune dishonestly acquired,
+his fatal mistress--the spectre of that old man would they permit it?
+
+And we may add, would Providence suffer it? Not that we should lightly
+use this word Providence, and suspend over M. de Camors a menace of
+supernatural chastisement. Providence does not intervene in human events
+except through the logic of her eternal laws. She has only the sanction
+of these laws; and it is for this reason she is feared. At the end of
+August M. de Camors repaired to the principal town in the district, to
+perform his duties in the Council-General. The session finished, he paid
+a visit to Madame de Campvallon before returning to Reuilly. He had
+neglected her a little in the course of the summer, and had only visited
+Campvallon at long intervals, as politeness compelled him. The Marquise
+wished to keep him for dinner, as she had no guests with her. She
+pressed him so warmly that, reproaching himself all the time, he
+consented. He never saw her without pain. She always brought back to
+him those terrible memories, but also that terrible intoxication. She
+had never been more beautiful. Her deep mourning embellished yet more
+her languishing and regal grace; it made her pale complexion yet more
+fair, and it heightened the brilliancy of her look. She had the air of a
+young tragic queen, or of an allegory of Night. In the evening an hour
+arrived when the reserve which for some time had marked their relations
+was forgotten. M. de Camors found himself, as in olden time, at the feet
+of the young Marquise--his eyes gazing into hers, and covering with
+kisses her lovely hands. She was strange that evening. She looked at
+him with a wild tenderness, instilling, at pleasure, into his veins the
+poison of burning passion then escaping him, the tears gathering in her
+eyes. Suddenly, by one of those magical movements of hers, she enveloped
+with her hands the head of her lover, and spoke to him quite low beneath
+the shadow of this perfumed veil.
+
+"We might be so happy!" she said.
+
+"Are we not so?" said Camors.
+
+"No! I at least am not, for you are not all mine, as I am yours. This
+appears harder, now that I am free. If you had remained free--when I
+think of it! or if you could become so, it would be heaven!"
+
+"You know that I am not so! Why speak of it?"
+
+She drew nearer to him, and with her breath, more than with her voice,
+answered:
+
+"Is it impossible? Tell me!"
+
+"How?" he demanded.
+
+She did not reply, but her fixed look, caressing and cruel, answered him.
+
+"Speak, then, I beg of you!" murmured Camors.
+
+"Have you not told me--I have not forgotten it--that we are united by
+ties stronger than all others; that the world and its laws exist no
+longer for us; that there is no other good, no other bad for us, but our
+happiness or our unhappiness? Well, we are not happy, and if we could be
+so--listen, I have thought well over it!"
+
+Her lips touched the cheek of Camors, and the murmur of her last words
+was lost in her kisses.
+
+Camors roughly repelled her, sprang up, and stood before her.
+
+"Charlotte," he said, sternly, "this is only a trial, I hope; but, trial
+or no, never repeat it--never! Remember!"
+
+She also quickly drew herself up.
+
+"Ah! how you love her!" she cried. "Yes, you love her, it is she you
+love-I know it, I feel it, and I-I am only the wretched object of your
+pity, or of your caprice. Very well, go back to her--go and protect her,
+for I swear to you she is in peril!"
+
+He smiled with his haughty irony.
+
+"Let us see your plot," he said. "So you intend to kill her?"
+
+"If I can!" she said; and her superb arm was stretched out as if to
+seize a weapon.
+
+"What! with your own hand?"
+
+"The hand shall be found."
+
+"You are so beautiful at this moment!" said Camors; "I am dying with the
+desire to fall at your feet. Acknowledge only that you wished to try me,
+or that you were mad for a moment."
+
+She gave a savage smile.
+
+"Oh! you fear, my friend," she said, coldly; then raising again her
+voice, which assumed a malignant tone, "You are right, I am not mad, I
+did not wish to try you; I am jealous, I am betrayed, and I shall revenge
+myself--no matter what it costs me--for I care for nothing more in this
+world!--Go, and guard her!"
+
+"Be it so; I go," said Camors. He immediately left the salon and the
+chateau; he reached the railway station on foot, and that evening arrived
+at Reuilly.
+
+Something terrible there awaited him.
+
+During his absence, Madame de Camors, accompanied by her mother, had gone
+to Paris to make some purchases. She remained there three days. She had
+returned only that morning. He himself arrived late in the evening. He
+thought he observed some constraint in their reception of him, but he did
+not dwell upon it in the state of mind in which he was.
+
+This is what had occurred: Madame de Camors, during her stay in Paris,
+had gone, as was her custom, to visit her aunt, Madame de la Roche-Jugan.
+Their intercourse had always been very constrained. Neither their
+characters nor their religion coincided. Madame de Camors contented
+herself with not liking her aunt, but Madame de la Roche-Jugan hated her
+niece. She found a good occasion to prove this, and did not lose it.
+They had not seen each other since the General's death. This event,
+which should have caused Madame de la Roche-Jugan to reproach herself,
+had simply exasperated her. Her bad action had recoiled upon herself.
+The death of M. Campvallon had finally destroyed her last hopes, which
+she had believed she could have founded on the anger and desperation of
+the old man. Since that time she was animated against her nephew and the
+Marquise with the rage of one of the Furies. She learned through Vautrot
+that M. de Camors had been in the chamber of Madame de Campvallon the
+night of the General's death. On this foundation of truth she did not
+fear to frame the most odious suspicions; and Vautrot, baffled like her
+in his vengeance and in his envy, had aided her. A few sinister rumors,
+escaping apparently from this source, had even crept at this time into
+Parisian society.
+
+M. de Camors and Madame de Campvallon, suspecting that they had been
+betrayed a second time by Madame de la Roche-Jugan, had broken with her;
+and she could presume that, should she present herself at the door of the
+Marquise, orders would have been given not to admit her. This affront
+made her angrier still. She was still a prey to the violence of her
+wrath when she received a visit from Madame de Camors. She affected to
+make the General's death the theme of conversation, shed a few tears over
+her old friend, and kissed the hand of her niece with a burst of
+tenderness.
+
+"My poor little thing!" she said to her; "it is for you also I weep--for
+you will yet be more unhappy than heretofore, if that can be possible."
+
+"I do not understand you, Madame," answered the young woman, coldly.
+
+"If you do not understand me, so much the better," replied Madame de la
+Roche-Jugan, with a shade of bitterness; then, after a moment's pause--"
+Listen, my dear! this is a duty of conscience which I comply with. You
+see, an honest creature like you merits a better fate; and your mother
+too, who is also a dupe. That man would deceive the good God. In the
+name of my family, I feel bound to ask your pardon for both of them."
+
+"I repeat, Madame, that I do not understand you."
+
+"But it is impossible, my child--come!--it is impossible that all this
+time you have suspected nothing."
+
+"I suspect nothing, Madame," said Madame de Camors, "because I know all."
+
+"Ah!" continued Madame de la Roche-Jugan, dryly; "if this be so, I have
+nothing to say. But there are persons, in that case, who can accommodate
+their consciences to very strange things."
+
+"That is what I thought a moment ago, Madame," said the young woman,
+rising.
+
+"As you wish, my dear; but I speak in your own interest, and I shall
+reproach myself for not having spoken to you more clearly. I know my
+nephew better than you will ever know him; and the other also.
+Notwithstanding you say so, you do not know all; let me tell you. The
+General died very suddenly; and after him, it is your turn! Be very
+careful, my poor child!"
+
+"Oh, Madame!" cried the young woman, becoming ghastly pale; "I shall
+never see you again while I live!" She left on the instant-ran home, and
+there found her mother. She repeated to her the terrible words she had
+just heard, and her mother tried to calm her; but she herself was
+disturbed. She went immediately to Madame de la Roche-Jugan, and
+supplicated her to have pity on them and to retract the abominable
+innuendo she had thrown out, or to explain it more fully. She made her
+understand that she would inform M. de Camors of the affair in case of
+need, and that he would hold his cousin Sigismund responsible. Terrified
+in her turn, Madame de la Roche-Jugan judged the best method was to
+destroy M. de Camors in the estimation of Madame de Tecle. She related
+what had been told her by Vautrot, being careful not to compromise
+herself in the recital. She informed her of the presence of M. de Camors
+at the General's house the night of his death. She told her of the
+reports that were circulated, and mingling calumny with truth, redoubling
+at the same time her affection, her caresses, and her tears, she
+succeeded in giving Madame de Tecle such an estimate of the character of
+M. de Camors, that there were no suspicions or apprehensions which the
+poor woman, from that moment, did not consider legitimate as connected
+with him.
+
+Madame de la Roche-Jugan finally offered to send Vautrot to her, that she
+might herself interrogate him. Madame de Tecle, affecting an incredulity
+and a tranquillity she did not feel, refused and withdrew.
+
+On her returning to her daughter, she forced herself to deceive her as
+to the impressions she had received, but she did not succeed; for her
+anxious face belied her reassuring words. They separated the following
+night, mutually concealing the trouble and distress of their souls; but
+accustomed so long to think, feel, and suffer together, they met, so to
+speak, in the same reflections, the same reasonings, and in the same
+terrors. They went over, in their memories, all the incidents of the
+life of Camors--all his faults; and, under the shadow of the monstrous
+action imputed to him, his faults took a criminal character which they
+were surprised they had not seen before. They discovered a series and a
+sequence in his designs, all of which were imputed to him as crimes--even
+his good actions. Thus his conduct during the last few months, his
+strange ways, his fancy for his child and for his wife, his assiduous
+tenderness toward her, were nothing more than the hypocritical meditation
+of a new crime--a mask which he was preparing in advance.
+
+What was to be done? What kind of life was it possible to live in
+common, under the weight of such thoughts? What present--what future?
+These thoughts bewildered them. Next day Camors could not fail remarking
+the singular change in their countenances in his presence; but he knew
+that his servant, without thinking of harm, had spoken of his visit to
+Madame de Campvallon, and he attributed the coldness and embarrassment of
+the two women to this fact. He was less disquieted at this, because he
+was resolved to keep them entirely safe. As a result of his reflections
+during the night, he had determined to break off forever his intrigue
+with Madame de Campvallon. For this rupture, which he had made it a
+point of honor not to provoke, Madame de Campvallon had herself furnished
+him a sufficient pretext.
+
+The criminal thought she had suggested was, he knew, only a feint to test
+him, but it was enough to justify his abandonment of her. As to the
+violent and menacing words the Marquise had used, he held them of little
+value, though at times the remembrance of them troubled him.
+Nevertheless, for many years he had not felt his heart so light. This
+wicked tie once broken, it seemed as if he had resumed, with his liberty,
+his youth and virtue. He walked and played a part of the day with his
+little son. After dinner, just as night fell, clear and pure, he
+proposed to Madame de Camors a tete-a-tete excursion in the woods. He
+spoke to her of a view which had struck him shortly before on such a
+night, and which would please, he said laughingly, her romantic taste.
+
+He would not permit himself to be surprised at the disinclination she
+manifested, at the disquietude which her face indicated, or at the rapid
+glance she exchanged with her mother.
+
+The same thought, and that a most fearful one; entered the minds of both
+these unfortunate women at the same moment.
+
+They were still under the impression of the shock which had so weakened
+their nerves, and the brusque proposition of M. de Camors, so contrary to
+his usual habits-the hour, the night, and the solitary walk--had suddenly
+awakened in their brains the sinister images which Madame de la Roche-
+Jugan had laid there. Madame de Camors, however, with an air of
+resolution the circumstances did not seem entitled to demand, prepared
+immediately to go out, then followed her husband from the house, leaving
+her little son in charge of her mother. They had only to cross the
+garden to find themselves on the edge of the wood which almost touched
+their dwelling, and which stretched to the old fields inherited from the
+Comte de Tecle. The intention of Camors in seeking this tete-a-tete was
+to confide to his wife the decisive determination he had taken of
+delivering up to her absolutely and without reserve his heart and life,
+and to enjoy in these solitudes his first taste of true happiness.
+Surprised at the cold distraction with which his young wife replied to
+the affectionate gayety of his language, he redoubled his efforts to
+bring their conversation to a tone of more intimacy and confidence.
+While stopping at intervals to point out to her some effects of light and
+shadow in their walk, he began to question her on her recent trip to
+Paris, and on the persons she had seen there. She named Madame Jaubert
+and a few others; then, lowering her voice against her will, mentioned
+Madame de la Roche-Jugan.
+
+"That one," said Camors, "you could very well have dispensed with. I
+forgot to warn you that I no longer recognize her."
+
+"Why?" asked she, timidly.
+
+"Because she is a bad woman," said Camors. "When we are a little more
+intimate with each other, you and I," he added, laughing, "I shall edify
+you on this character, I shall tell you all--all, understand."
+
+There was so much of nature, and even of goodness in the accent with
+which he pronounced these words, that the Countess felt her heart half
+comforted from the oppression which had weighed it down. She gave
+herself up with more abandon to the gracious advances of her husband and
+to the slight incidents of her walk.
+
+The phantoms disappeared little by little from her mind, and she began to
+say to herself that she had been the sport of a bad dream, and of a true
+madness, when a singular change in her husband's face renewed all her
+terrors. M. de Camors, in his turn, had become absent and visibly
+preoccupied with some grave care. He spoke with an effort, made half
+replies, meditated; then stopped quickly to look around him, like a
+frightened child. These strange ways, so different from his former
+temper, alarmed the young woman, the more so as she just then found
+herself in the most distant part of the wood.
+
+There was an extraordinary similarity in the thoughts which occupied them
+both. At the moment when Madame Camors was trembling for fear near her
+husband, he was trembling for her.
+
+He thought he detected that they were followed; at different times he
+thought he heard in the thicket the cracking of branches, rattling of
+leaves, and finally the sound of stealthy steps. These noises always
+ceased on his stopping, and began again the moment he resumed his walk.
+He thought, a moment later, he saw the shadow of a man pass rapidly among
+the underwood behind them. The idea of some woodman came first to his
+mind, but he could not reconcile this with the persistence with which
+they were followed.
+
+He finally had no doubt that they were dogged--but by whom? The repeated
+menaces of Madame de Campvallon against the life of Madame de Camors, the
+passionate and unbridled character of this woman, soon presented itself
+to his thoughts, suggested this mysterious pursuit, and awakened these
+frightful suspicions.
+
+He did not imagine for a moment that the Marquise would charge herself
+personally with the infliction of her vengeance; but she had said--he
+then remembered--that the hand would be found. She was rich enough to
+find it, and this hand might now be here.
+
+He did not wish to alarm his wife by calling her attention to this
+spectre, which he believed at her side, but he could not hide from her
+his agitation, which every movement of his caused her to construe as
+falsely as cruelly.
+
+"Marie," he said, "let us walk a little faster, I beg of you! I am
+cold."
+
+He quickened his steps, resolved to return to the chateau by the public
+road, which was bordered with houses.
+
+When he reached the border of the woods, although he thought he still
+heard at intervals the sound which had alarmed him, he reassured himself
+and resumed his flow of spirits as if a little ashamed even of his panic.
+He stopped the Countess to look at the pretext of this excursion. This
+was the rocky wall of the deep excavation of a marl-pit, long since
+abandoned. The arbutus-trees of fantastic shape which covered the summit
+of these rocks, the pendant vines, the sombre ivy which carpeted the
+cliffs, the gleaming white stones, the vague reflections in the stagnant
+pool at the bottom of the pit, the mysterious light of the moon, made a
+scene of wild beauty.
+
+The ground in the neighborhood of the marl-pit was so irregular, and the
+thorny underbrush so thick, that when pedestrians wished to reach the
+nearest highway they, were compelled either to make a long detour or to
+cross the deepest part of the excavation by means of the trunks of two
+great trees, which had been cut in half, lashed together, and thrown
+across the chasm. Thus they formed a crude bridge, affording a passage
+across the deep hollow and adding to the picturesque aspect of this
+romantic spot.
+
+Madame de Camors never had seen anything like this peculiar bridge, which
+had been laid recently at her husband's orders. After they had gazed in
+silence a moment into the depths of the marl-pit, Camors called his
+wife's attention to the unique construction.
+
+"Do you intend to cross that?" she asked, briefly.
+
+"Yes, if you are not afraid," said Camors; "I shall be close beside you,
+you know."
+
+He saw that she hesitated, and, looking at her closely in the moonlight,
+he thought her face was strangely pale, and could not refrain from
+saying:
+
+"I believed that you had more courage."
+
+She hesitated no longer, but stepped upon the dangerous bridge. In spite
+of herself, she turned her head half around, in a backward glance, and
+her steady step faltered. Suddenly she tottered. M. de Camors sprang
+forward, and, in the agitation of the moment, seized her in an almost
+violent grasp. The unhappy woman uttered a piercing shriek, made a
+gesture as if to defend herself, repelling his touch; then, running
+wildly across the bridge, she rushed into the woods. M. de Camors,
+astounded, alarmed, not knowing how to interpret his wife's strange
+conduct, immediately followed her. He found her a short distance beyond
+the bridge, leaning against the first tree she had been able to reach.
+She turned to face. him, with an expression of mingled terror and
+menace, and as he approached, she shot forth the single word:
+
+"Coward!"
+
+He stared at her in sheer amazement. At that moment there was a sound of
+hurried footsteps; a shadowy form glided toward them from the depth of
+the thicket, and the next instant Camors recognized Madame de Tecle. She
+ran, dishevelled and breathless, toward her daughter, seized her by the
+hand and, drawing herself up, said to Camors:
+
+"If you kill one of us, kill both!"
+
+He understood the mystery in a flash. A stifled cry escaped him; for an
+instant he buried his face in his hands; then; flinging out his arms in a
+gesture of despair, he said:
+
+"So you took me for a murderer!"
+
+There was a moment of dead silence.
+
+"Well!" he cried, stamping his foot with sudden violence, "why do you
+stay here, then? Run! Fly! Save yourselves from me!"
+
+Overcome with terror, the two women fled, the mother dragging her
+daughter. The next moment they had disappeared in the darkness of the
+woods.
+
+Camors remained in that lonely spot many hours, without being aware of
+the passage of time. At intervals he paced feverishly to and fro along
+the narrow strip of land between the woods and the bridge; then, stopping
+short, with fixed eyes, he became lost in thought, and stood as
+motionless as the trunk of the tree against which he leaned. If, as we
+hope, there is a Divine hand which measures justly our sorrows according
+to our sins, the unhappy man, in this dark hour, must have rendered his
+account.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER XXII
+
+THE CURTAIN FALLS
+
+The next morning the Marquise de Campvallon was strolling beside a large
+circular sheet of water which ornamented the lower part of her park, the
+metallic gleam of the rippling waves being discernible from afar through
+the branches of the surrounding trees.
+
+She walked slowly along the bank of the lake, her head bowed, and the
+long skirt of her mourning-robe sweeping the grass. Two large and
+dazzlingly white swans, watching their mistress eagerly, in expectation
+of receiving their usual titbits from her hands, swam close to the bank,
+following her steps as if escorting her.
+
+Suddenly the Comte de Camors appeared before her. She had believed that
+she never should see him again. She raised her head quickly and pressed
+one hand to her heart.
+
+"Yes, it is I!" said Camors. "Give me your hand."
+
+She gave it to him.
+
+"You were right, Charlotte," he said, after a moment of silence. "Ties
+like ours can not be broken. I have reflected on everything. I was
+seized with a momentary cowardice, for which I have reproached myself
+bitterly, and for which, moreover, I have been sufficiently punished.
+But I come to you to ask your forgiveness."
+
+The Marquise led him tenderly into the deep shadow of the great plane-
+trees that surrounded the lake; she knelt before him with theatric grace,
+and fixed on him her swimming eyes. She covered his head with kisses.
+He raised her and pressed her to his heart.
+
+"But you do not wish that crime to be committed?" he said in a low
+voice.
+
+She bent her head with mournful indecision.
+
+"For that matter," he added, bitterly, "it would only make us worthier of
+each other; for, as to myself, they have already believed me capable of
+it."
+
+He took her arm and recounted to her briefly the scene of the night
+before.
+
+He told her he had not returned home, and never should. This was the
+result of his mournful meditations. To attempt an explanation with those
+who had so mortally outraged him--to open to them the depth of his heart
+--to allude to the criminal thought they had accused him of--he had
+repelled with horror, the evening before, when proposed by another. He
+thought of all this; but this humiliation--if he could have so abased
+himself--would have been useless. How could he hope to conquer by these
+words the distrust capable of creating such suspicions?
+
+He confusedly divined the origin, and understood that this distrust,
+envenomed by remembrance of the past, was incurable.
+
+The sentiment of the irreparable, of revolted pride, indignation, and
+even injustice, had shown him but one refuge, and it was this to which he
+had fled.
+
+The Comtesse de Camors and Madame de Tecle learned only through their
+servants and the public of the removal of the Count to a country-house he
+had rented near the Chateau Campvallon. After writing ten letters--all
+of which he had burned--he had decided to maintain an absolute silence.
+They sometimes trembled at the thought he might take away his son. He
+thought of it; but it was a kind of vengeance that he disdained.
+
+This move, which publicly proclaimed the relations existing between M. de
+Camors and the Marquise, made a sensation in the Parisian world, where it
+was soon known. It revived again the strange recollections and rumors
+that all remembered. Camors heard of them, but despised them.
+
+His pride, which was then exasperated by a savage irritation, was
+gratified at defying public opinion, which had been so easily duped
+before. He knew there was no situation one could not impose upon the
+world providing one had wealth and audacity. From this day he resumed
+energetically the love of his life, his habits, his labors, and his
+thoughts for the future. Madame de Campvallon was the confidante of all
+his projects, and added her own care to them; and both occupied
+themselves in organizing in advance their mutual existence, hereafter
+blended forever. The personal fortune of M. de Camors, united to that of
+the Marquise, left no limits to the fancies which their imagination could
+devise. They arranged to live separately at Paris, though the Marquise's
+salon should be common to both; but their double influence would shine at
+the same time, and they would be the social centre of a sovereign
+influence. The Marquise would reign by the splendor of her person over
+the society of letters, art, and politics. Camors would there find the
+means of action which could not fail to accomplish the high destiny to
+which his talent and his ambition called him.
+
+This was the life that had appeared to them in the origin of their
+liaison as a sort of ideal of human happiness--that of two superior
+beings, who proudly shared, above the masses, all the pleasures of earth,
+the intoxication of passion, the enjoyment of intellectual strength, the
+satisfaction of pride, and the emotions of power. The eclat of such a
+life would constitute the vengeance of Camors, and force to repent
+bitterly those who had dared to misunderstand him. The recent mourning
+of the Marquise commanded them, notwithstanding, to adjourn the
+realization of their dream, if they did not wish to wound the conscience
+of the public. They felt it, and resolved to travel for a few months
+before settling in Paris. The time that passed in their preparations for
+the future, and in arrangements for this voyage, was to Madame de
+Campvallon the sweetest period of her life. She finally tasted to the
+full an intimacy, so long troubled, of which the charm, in truth, was
+very great; for her lover, as if to make her forget his momentary
+desertion, was prodigal in the effusion of his tenderness. He brought to
+private studies, as well as to their common schemes, an ardor, a fire,
+which displayed itself in his face, in his eyes, and which seemed yet
+more to heighten his manly beauty. It often happened, after quitting the
+Marquise in the evening, that he worked very late at home, sometimes
+until morning. One night, shortly before the day fixed for their
+departure, a private servant of the Count, who slept in the room above
+his master's, heard a noise which alarmed him.
+
+He went down in great haste, and found M. de Camors stretched apparently
+lifeless on the floor at the foot of his desk. The servant, whose name
+was Daniel, had all his master's confidence, and he loved him with that
+singular affection which strong natures often inspire in their inferiors.
+
+He sent for Madame de Campvallon, who soon came. M. de Camors,
+recovering from his fainting-fit, was very pale, and was walking across
+the room when she entered. He seemed irritated at seeing her, and
+rebuked his servant sharply for his ill-advised zeal.
+
+He said he had only had a touch of vertigo, to which he was subject.
+Madame de Campvallon soon retired, having first supplicated him not to
+overwork himself again. When he came to her next day, she could not help
+being surprised at the dejection stamped on his face, which she
+attributed to the attack he had had the night before. But when she spoke
+of their approaching departure, she was astonished, and even alarmed by
+his reply:
+
+"Let us defer it a little, I beg of you," he said. "I do not feel in a
+state fit for travelling."
+
+Days passed; he made no further allusion to the voyage. He was serious,
+silent, and cold. The active ardor, almost feverish, which had animated
+until then his life, his speech, his eyes, was suddenly quenched. One
+symptom which disquieted the Marquise above all was the absolute idleness
+to which he now abandoned himself.
+
+He left her in the evening at an early hour. Daniel told the Marquise
+that the Count worked no longer; that he heard him pacing up and down the
+greater part of the night. At the same time his health failed visibly.
+The Marquise ventured once to interrogate him. As they were both walking
+one day in the park, she said:
+
+"You are hiding something from me. You suffer, my friend. What is the
+cause?"
+
+"There is nothing."
+
+"I pray you tell me!"
+
+"Nothing is the matter with me," he replied, petulantly.
+
+"Is it your son that you regret?"
+
+"I regret nothing." After a few steps taken in silence--" When I think,"
+he said, quickly, "that there is one person in the world who considers me
+a coward--for I hear always that word in my ear--and who treated me like
+a coward, and who believed it when it was said, and believes it still!
+If it had been a man, it would be easy, but it was a woman."
+
+After this sudden explosion he was silent.
+
+"Very well; what do you desire?" said the Marquise, with vexation. "Do
+you wish that I should go and tell her the truth--tell her that you were
+ready to defend her against me--that you love her, and hate me? If it be
+that you wish, say so. I believe if this life continues I shall be
+capable of doing anything!"
+
+"Do not you also outrage me! Dismiss me, if that will give you pleasure;
+but I love you only. My pride bleeds, that is all; and I give you my
+word of honor that if you ever affront me by going to justify me, I shall
+never in my life see you or her. Embrace me!" and he pressed her to his
+heart.
+
+She was calm for a few hours.
+
+The house he occupied was about to be taken again by its proprietor. The
+middle of September approached, and it was the time when the Marquise was
+in the habit of returning to Paris. She proposed to M. de Camors to
+occupy the chateau during the few days he purposed passing in the
+country. He accepted; but whenever she spoke of returning to Paris:
+
+"Why so soon?" he would say; "are we not very well here?"
+
+A little later she reminded him that the session of the Chamber was about
+to open. He made his health a pretext for delay, saying that he felt
+weak and wished to send in his resignation as deputy. She induced him
+only by her urgent prayer to content himself with asking leave of
+absence.
+
+"But you, my beloved!" he said, "I am condemning you to a sad
+existence!"
+
+"With you," she replied, "I am happy everywhere and always!"
+
+It was not true that she was happy, but it was true that she loved him
+and was devoted to him. There was no suffering she would not have
+resigned herself to, no sacrifice she would not make, were it for him.
+
+From this moment the prospect of worldly sovereignty, which she thought
+she had touched with her hand, escaped her. She had a presentiment of a
+melancholy future of solitude, of renunciation, of secret tears; but near
+him grief became a fete. One knows with what rapidity life passes with
+those who busy themselves without distraction in some profound grief--the
+days themselves are long, but the succession of them is rapid and
+imperceptible. It was thus that the months and then the seasons
+succeeded one another, for Camors and the Marquise, with a monotony that
+left hardly any trace on their thoughts. Their daily relations were
+marked, on the part of the Count with an invariably cold and distant
+courtesy, and very often silence; on the part of the Marquise by an
+attentive tenderness and a constrained grief. Every day they rode out on
+horseback, both clad in black, sympathetic by their beauty and their
+sadness, and surrounded in the country by distant respect. About the
+beginning of the ensuing winter Madame de Campvallon experienced a
+serious disquietude. Although M. de Camors never complained, it was
+evident his health was gradually failing. A dark and almost clayey tint
+covered his thin cheeks, and spread nearly to the whites of his eyes.
+The Marquise showed some emotion on perceiving it, and persuaded him to
+consult a physician. The physician perceived symptoms of chronic
+debility. He did not think it dangerous, but recommended a season at
+Vichy, a few hygienic precautions, and absolute repose of mind and body.
+
+When the Marquise proposed to Camors this visit to Vichy, he only
+shrugged his shoulders without reply.
+
+A few days after, Madame de Campvallon on entering the stable one
+morning, saw Medjid, the favorite mare of Camors, white with foam,
+panting and exhausted. The groom explained, with some awkwardness,
+the condition of the animal, by a ride the Count had taken that morning.
+The Marquise had recourse to Daniel, of whom she made a confidant,
+and having questioned him, drew out the acknowledgment that for some time
+his master had been in the habit of going out in the evening and not
+returning until morning. Daniel was in despair with these nightly
+wanderings, which he said greatly fatigued his master. He ended by
+confessing to Madame de Campvallon the goal of his excursions.
+
+The Comtesse de Camors, yielding to considerations the details of which
+would not be interesting, had continued to live at Reuilly since her
+husband had abandoned her. Reuilly was distant twelve leagues from
+Campvallon, which could be made shorter by a crosscut. M. de Camors did
+not hesitate to pass over this distance twice in the same night, to give
+himself the emotion of breathing for a few minutes the same air with his
+wife and child.
+
+Daniel had accompanied him two or three times, but the Count generally
+went alone. He left his horse in the wood, and approached as near as he
+could without risking discovery; and, hiding himself like a malefactor
+behind the shadows of the trees, he watched the windows, the lights, the
+house, the least signs of those dear beings, from whom an eternal abyss
+had divided him.
+
+The Marquise, half frightened, half irritated, by an oddity which seemed
+to border on madness, pretended to be ignorant of it. But these two
+spirits were too accustomed to each other, day by day, to be able to hide
+anything. He knew she was aware of his weakness, and seemed no longer to
+care to make a mystery of it.
+
+One evening in the month of July, he left on horseback in the afternoon,
+and did not return for dinner. He arrived at the woods of Reuilly at the
+close of the day, as he had premeditated. He entered the garden with his
+usual precaution, and, thanks to his knowledge of the habits of the
+household, he could approach, without being noticed, the pavilion where
+the Countess's chamber was situated, and which was also that of his son.
+This chamber, by a particular arrangement of the house, was elevated at
+the side of the court by the height of an entresol, but was level with
+the garden. One of the windows was open, owing to the heat of the
+evening. Camors hid himself behind the shutters, which were half closed,
+and gazed eagerly into the chamber.
+
+He had not seen for two years either his wife, his child, or Madame de
+Tecle. He now saw all three there. Madame de Tecle was working near the
+chimney. Her face was unchanged. She had the same youthful look, but
+her hair was as white, as snow. Madame de Camors was sitting on a couch
+nearly in front of the window and undressing her son, at the same time
+talking to and caressing him.
+
+The child, at a sign, knelt down at his mother's feet in his light night-
+garments, and while she held his joined hands in her own, he began in a
+loud voice his evening prayers. She whispered him from time to time a
+word that escaped him. This prayer, composed of a number of phrases
+adapted to a youthful mind, terminated with these words: "O God! be good
+and merciful to my mother, my grandmother, to me--and above all, O God,
+to my unfortunate father." He pronounced these words with childish
+haste, but under a serious look from his mother, he repeated them
+immediately, with some emotion, as a child who repeats the inflection of
+a voice which has been taught him.
+
+Camors turned suddenly and retired noiselessly, leaving the garden by the
+nearest gate. A fixed idea tortured him. He wished to see his son--to
+speak to him--to embrace him, and to press him to his heart. After that,
+he cared for little.
+
+He remembered they had formerly the habit of taking the child to the
+dairy every morning to give him a cup of milk. He hoped they had
+continued this custom. Morning arrived, and soon came the hour for which
+he waited. He hid himself in the walk which led to the farm. He heard
+the noise of feet, of laughter, and of joyous cries, and his son suddenly
+appeared running in advance. He was a charming little boy of five or six
+years, of a graceful and proud mien. On perceiving M. de Camors in the
+middle of the walk he stopped, he hesitated at this unknown or half-
+forgotten face; but the tender and half-supplicating smile of Camors
+reassured him.
+
+"Monsieur!" he said, doubtfully.
+
+Camors opened his arms and bent as if to kneel before him.
+
+"Come and embrace me, I beg of you," he murmured.
+
+The child had already advanced smiling, when the woman who was following
+him, who was his old nurse, suddenly appeared. 'She made a gesture of
+fright:
+
+"Your father!" she said, in a stifled voice.
+
+At these words the child uttered a cry of terror, rushed back to the
+nurse, pressed against her, and regarded his father with frightened eyes.
+
+The nurse took him by the arm, and earned him off in great haste.
+
+M. de Camors did not weep. A frightful contraction distorted the corners
+of his mouth, and exaggerated the thinness of his cheeks. He had two or
+three shudderings as if seized with sudden fever. He slowly passed his
+hand over his forehead, sighed profoundly, and departed.
+
+Madame de Campvallon knew nothing of this sad scene, but she saw its
+consequences; and she herself felt them bitterly. The character of M. de
+Camors, already so changed, became after this unrecognizable. He showed
+her no longer even the cold politeness he had manifested for her up to
+that period. He exhibited a strange antipathy toward her. He fled from
+her. She perceived he avoided even touching her hand.
+
+They saw each other rarely now. The health of Camors did not admit of
+his taking regular meals. These two desolate existences offered then,
+in the midst of the almost royal state which surrounded them, a spectacle
+of pity.
+
+In this magnificent park--across these beautiful gardens, with great
+vases of marble--under long arcades of verdure peopled with more statues-
+both wandered separately, like two sad shadows, meeting sometimes but
+never speaking.
+
+One day, near the end of September, Camors did not descend from his
+apartment. Daniel told the Marquise he had given orders to let no one
+enter.
+
+"Not even me?" she said. He bent his head mournfully. She insisted.
+
+"Madame, I should lose my place!"
+
+The Count persisted in this mania of absolute seclusion. She was
+compelled from this moment to content herself with the news she obtained
+from his servant. M. de Camors was not bedridden. He passed his time in
+a sad reverie, lying on his divan. He got up at intervals, wrote a few
+lines, then lay down again. His weakness appeared great, though he did
+not complain of any suffering.
+
+After two or three weeks, the Marquise read in the features of Daniel a
+more marked disquietude than usual. He supplicated her to call in the
+country physician who had once before seen him. It was so decided.
+The unfortunate woman, when the physician was shown into the Count's
+apartment, leaned against the door listening in agony. She thought she
+heard the voice of Camors loudly raised, then the noise ceased.
+
+The doctor, when departing, simply said to her: "Madame, his sad case
+appears to me serious--but not hopeless. I did not wish to press him
+to-day, but he allows me to return tomorrow."
+
+In the night which followed, at two o'clock, Madame de Campvallon heard
+some one calling her, and recognized the voice of Daniel. She rose
+immediately, threw a mantle around her, and admitted him.
+
+"Madame," he said, "Monsieur le Comte asks for you," and burst into
+tears.
+
+"Mon Dieu! what is the matter?"
+
+"Come, Madame--you must hasten!"
+
+She accompanied him immediately. From the moment she put her foot in the
+chamber, she could not deceive herself--Death was there. Crushed by
+sorrow, this existence, so full, so proud, so powerful, was about to
+terminate. The head of Camors, turned on the pillow, seemed already to
+have assumed a death-like immobility. His beautiful features, sharpened
+by suffering, took the rigid outline of sculpture; his eye alone yet
+lived and looked at her.
+
+She approached him hastily and wished to seize the hand resting on the
+sheet.
+
+He withdrew it. She gave a despairing groan. He continued to look
+fixedly at her. She thought he was trying to speak, but could not; but
+his eyes spoke. They addressed to her some request, at the same time
+with an imperious though supplicating expression, which she doubtless
+understood; for she said aloud, with an accent full of sadness and
+tenderness:
+
+"I promise it to you."
+
+He appeared to make a painful effort, and his look indicated a large
+sealed letter lying on the bed. She took it, and read on the envelope-
+"To my son."
+
+"I promise you," she said, again, falling on her knees, and moistening
+the sheet with her tears.
+
+He extended his hand toward her. "Thanks!" was all he said. Her tears
+flowed faster. She set her lips on this hand already cold. When she
+raised her head, she saw at the same instant the eyes of Camors slightly
+moist, rolling wildly--then extinguished! She uttered a cry, threw
+herself on the bed, and kissed madly those eyes still open--yet void of
+light forever!
+
+Thus ended Camors, who was a great sinner, but nevertheless a MAN!
+
+
+
+
+ETEXT EDITOR'S BOOKMARKS:
+
+A man never should kneel unless sure of rising a conqueror
+One of those pious persons who always think evil
+
+
+
+
+End of this Project Gutenberg Etext of Monsieur de Camors, v3
+by Octave Feuillet
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